This time is such time in which we have to gain a lot much knowledge wtihout taking

a brek beacause there

is an exams after exams by college and university and this is third year and first
semester of it so we have to complete as much as
possible courses at this time because there will be interviewing starts from next
year thats why we have
to do as much as possible courses with maximum knowledge in that also so we have no
time to enjoy or
making one girlfriend (as today's generation says), but personaly I don't like
anyone from this college really but
a few girls are there creating only instant attraction in any boys so as in me also
, but I wanted to focus
on my education because this making girl as friend will also be done in future so
it doesn't matters to
involve in such activities.From my past there is some girls to whome I supposed to
love most has been Shrusti
from when I come to learn in my village after completing 1st to 3rd standard at
godegaon Primary School,
yes that is another thing that she weared me a 'Rakhi at RAkshaBAndhan' when we
were used to go to the class
which is taken by Ababhau, Nikita Tai,Pravin Bhau and Sukalker sir(English Grammer)
and when I gone to 5th
standard then I falls in love ( today I got that it was only Attractions) with
Rutuja Kotkar a pretiest andalso the
beutiful girl in our classroom at that time but that was gone (-_-) , this will
continued till now because
I just don't forget those days and after I were in 11th std there is also another
Kotkar called Aishwarya kotkar
she is also so smart and Dashing person and that's why get's easily attracted
towards her.In parallel with
that Rutuja is also taken admission to the that college called SDM,Newasa , and
another also one girl who attracted
me when I was met her, she is Vaishnavi Borude we were born in same year I was
thinking when I am in my
primary School in Usthal Dumala that she is perfect for me then after I realised
that she is also not type of
me like Aishwarya and Rutuja.So there is remaining a lit love for these all and
lit bit higher for Shrusti
because whenever she come to me to take Xerox or photos I failed to talk with her
because I used to get
nervous when I look at her , inspite she weared me a Rakhi I love(this is not tru
love) her but now I
used to think these days whether she have been making a friends (espesially boys)
or not If not and is there
any changes in her behaviour or not, so still hope is there.Now come to me I
making myself a best version of me
in this journey there is lot of things I wanted to know about but because a lack
of focus in past educcation
have been always affecting my way to study and I also addicted to maturbation
because of my friends behaviour in
8th to 10th standard I gets addicted to that but I gets myself controled from that
addiction because I am
focusing in things that matters in this time so I am going forward always I will
keep so.