sometimes really wanna know what you're thinking on your mind

sometimes really wanna know what you're thinking on your mind

I don't understand why it's always like that

I don't understand why it's always like that

changing day and night

killing the vibe

Hard to think, that's how I know something's not right

Numb the pain with fun times

I said, "Hey, put your pride right to the side"

i Remember that one time everything was alright

Really wish that we, could've got this right

I don't know why you always switchin' sides

she put my heart to the side

let me take my time yeah take your time

never lonely when you flowin’ through my mind

I think I should let it go, right?

I ain't suicidal

Only thing suicide the is weak mind

Rap

I'm a whole different person

But I cannot reverse it

Feel the walls in my brain, yes, i know, this It's a curse it

You fuck up my brain, you don't know no better

I tried to be patient with you, however

you were playing with me all the time we spent together

Wish I knew you better, shit, but I don't know no better

I don't know if you remember

but you promised up me a forever

everything doesn't last ever

Maybe I realize our lives change from whatever

I just want get into things, I just want mine better, uh

But she's just laughing out loud

i won’t give out

You gave me the runaround

you done fucked up me around

but i don't wanna deal with this now

Gotta step out, get some fresh air

I'm tryna forget it out

I'm tryna take her out

i'm tryna make it out

but she makes it hard out

I really hate When you come around

You really got me paranoid

So I always gotta keep a gun

This is not the world I want to live in now

sometimes i wonder what the fuck i did to deserve is this 'bout?, uh

my sorrow go up to the ceilin '

My heart's over ice, I'm freezing

a grave Now I'm digging

But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging

Feel like I be runnin' a race I'm not winnin'

pretty face, deceiving

Ran into the devil today and she grinnin'

you see everything as a kidding

I've been stuck thinking

'bout her, I don't understand it

I know I been trippin'

It's these fuck feelings

I would like to be like you without feelings

what is real love? i don’t get it

Rap 2

I can't take this anymore

I ain't lying when I say this shit really hurt

You Took my heart smashed it and threw it to the floor

My heart is on fire man this shit really burns

Don’t come to me and talk about love anymore

because I'm running from her love

it hurts me when you're close

but I don't really wanna walk through life alone

I'm scared to be alone

I swear to you I never felt this way before

I Walk along a path unknown

Never seen a hell so cold

How was I supposed up to know?

that I fell in love with a hoe

With this pain inside of my chest

Got no choice but to carry on