First, watching yourself on Zoom is exhausting because it produces an image of your body moving in perfect synchrony, which we are not used to from mirrors. Second, the slight delay between your movements and their display causes an unpleasant disruption of the slight asynchrony we prefer in social interactions. Third, not being able to see the microimitations others naturally make exacerbates the disconnect.
First, watching yourself on Zoom is exhausting because it produces an image of your body moving in perfect synchrony, which we are not used to from mirrors. Second, the slight delay between your movements and their display causes an unpleasant disruption of the slight asynchrony we prefer in social interactions. Third, not being able to see the microimitations others naturally make exacerbates the disconnect.
First, watching yourself on Zoom is exhausting because it produces an image of your body moving in perfect synchrony, which we are not used to from mirrors. Second, the slight delay between your movements and their display causes an unpleasant disruption of the slight asynchrony we prefer in social interactions. Third, not being able to see the microimitations others naturally make exacerbates the disconnect.
The Weirdness of Watching Yourself mirror itself to do this; at 17 months, he
on Zoom made faces at himself. Preyer thought
mirror recognition marked a watershed As babies, we learn that it’s ourself we see moment in a child’s ability to think of the in a mirror. But online meeting rooms are a self as the self—as something independent whole different thing of the surrounding world, a kind of object It is not an easy thing to stare at my Zoom distinct from other objects. I exist. self, meeting after meeting, day after day. A key piece of recognizing yourself is being This unflattering yawn, that stray wisp of able to detect when two things are hair I cannot touch again without seeming temporally dependent, or contingent. As nervous or vain, these chins. Watching early as four months, infants prefer to ourselves is exhausting but also compelling. watch a video clip where the audio and Thinkers both ancient and modern have visual streams are synched correctly versus grappled with why. not. At this same age infants begin to Mirrors are strange because they produce prefer slightly imperfect synchrony in their the image of another body moving social interactions, exactly the kind you’d in perfect synchrony with your own— expect from a partner, a call-and- something you never experience otherwise. response (some have theorized that it is a The radical ubiquity of mirrored surfaces in continued preference for perfect synchrony everyday modern life has trained our that distinguishes children with autism). ancient brains to use them: to back our cars Recognizing motion matches between into the street, to inspect our molars, to ourselves and others uses the same part of shave. This rare experience of perfect the brain as self-recognition: if she reaches synchrony is closely tied to our own (usually out her arm, the part of my brain that unemotional) faces. But observing your controls my (potential) reach also activates. perfect double as a body-in-action remains, Italian neuroscientist Giacomo Rizzolatti for most people, distracting and awkward. and his colleagues first saw this “mirror My favorite local restaurant has angled the neuron system” in monkeys; our brains, mirrors behind the tables so that I can enjoy too, reflect the actions of a partner even if the light and movement they offer but we don’t actually make the movement. Of needn’t watch myself socialize. course, we sometimes do make the Children realize that a reflected image is movement, or a small version of it, without themselves by the middle of their second even realizing. Try to watch a video of year; at least it takes them until then to someone else smelling something horrible reach up to remove an unexpected sticker without moving your face. Over 260 years on their head (rather than move toward the ago Scottish philosopher Adam mirror). In the 1880s, German physiologist Smith commented that it seemed especially William Preyer, while documenting every true of eyes: if someone else’s eyes water, day of his son’s early life, paid special so do our own; if they wince in pain, so do attention to the boy’s reactions to his own we. mirror image. At 14 months, the child The ancient Roman emperor Marcus waved his hand behind the mirror as if Aurelius advised those seeking to live fully searching for another person, and four to “enter others’ minds, and let them enter weeks later touched the surface of the yours.” When you wrinkle your nose, so do I 1|Page a little, and our brains recognize a kind of Second, you’ve been practicing perfect self- micro-kinship. Even before they can contingency detection (you feel your arm walk, infants notice (and prefer) people moving while you see it moving) since you who imitate them to others who are just were two months old. Now you feel your playing. Some “mirror neuron” brain areas arm move and see it move slightly later. No are especially active when you imitate wonder you can’t tear your eyes from someone in a mirror style: if you’re facing yourself. them and they move their right hand, you Third, that slight asynchrony we like move your left. This also activates language between ourselves and others is areas in the brain, maybe because face-to- unpleasantly magnified by glitchy wifi. face imitation is inherently Research shows that a response delay of as communicative—it helps us understand little as 1.2 seconds disrupts your feeling of each other. That colleague nodding connection with another person. You can’t enthusiastically in his Zoom square is a read them, they can’t read you—are they pleasure; the “thumbs up” symbol less so. laughing with you, or at you? We may now use our brain for language, Fourth, it’s a documented phenomenon but long ago our ancestors coordinated that people overattribute emotionality to themselves through gesture. This their own neutral faces. We’re accurate in coordination of me and not-me includes recognizing neutral expressions on other distinguishing our own thoughts from other faces, but tend to “see” expressions in our people’s, a skill that also uses those same own; when we do, we misidentify our brain regions but takes a bit longer to hone. expression as negative the great majority of Your preschooler is still struggling with the time. understanding how someone could think in their head something different than what is Laboring away under the frowning, slightly- true in the world. That’s why she needs you askance gaze of your own, slightly-delayed to explain why she can’t nod “yes” during a self, and without those perfectly imperfect phone conversation, or why you’ve spent microimitation asynchronies we’re built to 20 minutes looking for shoes that she knew crave—it’s exhausting work. perfectly well (but didn’t mention) were already in the car. So, the challenges of live self-stream. First, the nonmirror-style self. For example, I have a freckle under my left eye. In my mirror, it appears on the left side of space (that is, under the mirror-person’s right eye) and that’s how I’m used to it. If you’re looking at me, it appears to you on the right side of space. Thankfully, Zoom now handles this weirdness for us: I see myself mirror-style, but for you I’m flipped. Many phones also have this built in, so we can say “yes there’s me” to a selfie, rather than “ugh.” 2|Page
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