1 November 2022 (Note: Warning!

this is so funny nyerempet Cringe)

Is your birthday almost? ot is it just past away?

Sorry, I forgot. I try to remember but I can't :(
its about september or october right?

So, why you suddenly come in, and give a telephone number?
what should I do with that number?
Should I call it?
I'm sure, you wanna talk with me

Its very a long month I didint accost you

I do miss you
and it so painful
kamu apa kabar? I know you wanna say something with me by that dream
kata orang, kalau rindu itu ya ketemu
bukan malah nangis
guest what? we've been met today :) in my dream
(is our dream connected? thats still be a big question in my whole life)
I don't know about you but I'm sure that you too

how can I told you that I wanna talk with you too
Many words I wanna told to you

so by this note, I hope when God give an occasion for us

I wanna told you that I do

whit another dreams anout you. is that the answer? or just a daydream?

May be this is the answer that God didn't give me permite to have a boyfriend
or I will be the saddest girl in the world.
ya, mungkin aku akan menjadi perempuan paling galau di dunia/canda
without boyfriend aja galau/ ya gak?

Thanks God :')

3 December 2022

unexpectable
its been a month I write a memories about you above
and try to guest what again?
I do miss you again :')
so what should I do to face this situation
meanwhile you're the key of this complicated feeling
ya,, love is so complicated
like our relationship, we called it what?