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Final Paper-The Journey Back
Final Paper-The Journey Back
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Glory Darbellay
28 October 2021
This class has helped me to appreciate Mary’s role in the economy of salvation and in
my own spiritual journey. Lumen Gentium tells us that the “union of the mother with the Son in
the work of salvation is manifest from the time of Christ’s virginal conception up to his death”
and continues in eternity (416, 419). The call to participate in Divine life that is implicit with
being created in the image and likeness of God is brought to fulfillment and shines brightly in
Mary as co-mediatrix. She has become an icon of what this call to union with God will bring
about in us and what God can do through us (Lk 1:49). She teaches us a path of surrender that
leads to great fruitfulness – yielding to the movements of grace and to giving our “yes” to the
many and diverse annunciations that will come. Her life shows us that the journey back to the
house of the Father (Jn 14:3) is one of obedience in faith (John Paul II 69). The study of women
in the Bible who are types of Mary, the reflections on Mary as the new Eve, and the reflections
on theosis, made in the light of the icon of the Trinity by Andrei Rublev, were aspects of the
Over the years, I have felt a certain identification with women in the Bible who
pondering to my spiritual director and he suggested that I do my monthly, day-long, silent retreat
praying with the “Magnificats” of these women and ending with Mary’s. The night before I
began my retreat, I attended this class where a connection was made between barrenness and
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virginity. A reflection from Ratzinger was shared that linked these states with the theme of
powerlessness overcome by God’s salvation, delivered through the offices of a chosen woman.
As I prayed through the passages the following day, I experienced a strengthening of hope and
confidence that God would fulfill his promise in me as he had done with all these women (Hahn
25). I reflected on the passage about Hannah – seeing her tears, and hearing her husband
question “Am I not more to you than ten sons?” (1 Sam 1:8) – and remembered a time of
disappointment when the Lord spoke those same words to me. Then, I prayed through Hannah’s
“Magnificat” to the Lord after her barrenness was taken away and was deeply moved by her
proclamation that “the pillars of the earth are the Lord’s… He will guard the footsteps of his
faithful ones” (1 Sam 2:8, 9). I ended my retreat with Mary’s “Magnificat,” which convicted me
to walk as she did in the obedience of faith that often brings forth the “night of faith” (John Paull
II 76). Her capacity to believe that the promises of the Lord would be fulfilled (Lk 1:45) when
the plans of the Lord seemed to be thwarted (Jn 19:30) encourages us to journey in “hope
The next aspect of the class that gave me insight was the reflection on Mary as the new
Eve because it clearly shows us her role in God’s plan to reverse the effects of sin and death and
The knot of Eve’s disobedience was loosed by the obedience of Mary. For what the
virgin Eve had bound fast through unbelief, this did the virgin Mary set free through
God puts into effect a new creation, a recapitulation of all things in Christ (2 Cor 5:17). Mary
not only cooperates with her “fiat” (Lk 1:38), but she also actually becomes, through God’s
grace, the first creature who lives completely free of sin (Pitre 39). She did not achieve this, but
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rather she received it, letting it be done to her through the power of God’s word (Lk 1:38). She is
a sign of God’s triumph, not only in going back to reverse what happened in the garden where it
all began (Gn 3:6), but also in the book of Revelation, courageously taking her place as mother
of the Redeemer (Rev 12:1-9) as the world is coming to an end. “She is a second Eve and the
mother of the Messiah whose offspring would conquer Satan” (Pitre 33). Mary as the new Eve
instructs that participation in God’s salvific Plan happens through our fidelity and obedience to
his Will, allowing God to do in us what he desires to do in all of creation. Respecting our free
So, what is it that God wants to do in us? What did he create us for? Number 260 in the
Catechism of the Catholic Church tells us that “The ultimate end of the whole divine economy is
the entry of God’s creatures into the perfect unity of the Blessed Trinity. But, even now we are
called to be a dwelling for the Most Holy Trinity” (CCC 69). In other words, our ultimate telos
is to be drawn by grace into the communion of life and love of the Holy Trinity and begin to
experience this participation in the Divine life even now. This experience of “already – but not
yet” is an experience of heaven in the here and now, bound by time, human limitations, and
groaning with the consequences of the fall (Rom 8:26). By contemplating the mystery of Mary
and her role in the economy of salvation, we begin to see and understand what this “eternal
now” means and how it is received. “By baptism we have become ‘sons in the Son.’ The ancient
Christians dared to call this action our divinization.” (Hahn 119). This process of divinization or
deification is a necessary preparation for participation in the Divine life, which is heaven.
Predestined to be the mother of God, Mary received the gifts of baptism, namely sanctifying
grace, through her immaculate conception. And through the gift of an intense love of God that
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was poured into her heart by the Holy Spirit (Rom 5:5), she corresponded perfectly to God’s
Mary has always been very close to me, taking me by the hand at a young age, and
through her I received my call to consecrated life. When I am struggling to find the way forward
in difficult situations, or when evil seems to be getting the upper hand, I look to her. She helps
me to find Jesus, listen for his voice, and respond to what he is asking. Her simple wisdom, “Do
whatever he tells you” (Jn 2:4), speaks to obedience and an unwavering faith that God has a plan
that will be fulfilled for “nothing will be impossible for God” (Lk 1: 37). The reality of our life
as reditus, or going back to the bosom of the Father, and the call to deification, being drawn into
the Holy Trinity through powerful movements of grace, are far beyond our reach. Mary teaches
us to listen, to receive, and to obey God’s Word. This Word will be planted in our hearts as it
was in her womb, so that we in turn become a “mystical incarnation,” yielding to the movements
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John Paul II. Redemptoris Mater. San Francisco: Ignatius Press, 1988.
Pitre, Brant. Jesus and the Jewish Roots of Mary. New York: Image, 2018.
Second Vatican Council. Voume 1: The Conciliar and Post Conciliar Documents. Northport,
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