The author questions why they are being exiled from their country when they claim to have done nothing wrong. Their situation is described as tangled and confusing like a ball of string. They ponder their feelings each day and whether they should suppress them. They were serving their country courageously when they captured a rival and collected the bounty on his head using his own gun. However, they have other problems that have made them feel like a "crazy monster". The author questions what has changed and whether they are just being silly or overly emotional.
The author questions why they are being exiled from their country when they claim to have done nothing wrong. Their situation is described as tangled and confusing like a ball of string. They ponder their feelings each day and whether they should suppress them. They were serving their country courageously when they captured a rival and collected the bounty on his head using his own gun. However, they have other problems that have made them feel like a "crazy monster". The author questions what has changed and whether they are just being silly or overly emotional.
The author questions why they are being exiled from their country when they claim to have done nothing wrong. Their situation is described as tangled and confusing like a ball of string. They ponder their feelings each day and whether they should suppress them. They were serving their country courageously when they captured a rival and collected the bounty on his head using his own gun. However, they have other problems that have made them feel like a "crazy monster". The author questions what has changed and whether they are just being silly or overly emotional.