Billie Eilish sings about having a dream where she got everything she wanted, but waking up unhappy. She reflects on feeling weak and like people just want things from her. The song explores her struggles with depression and thoughts of suicide. Eilish wonders if knowing what she knows now would change her actions or what others have said to her in the past. She concludes with questioning if she would make the same choices again.
Billie Eilish sings about having a dream where she got everything she wanted, but waking up unhappy. She reflects on feeling weak and like people just want things from her. The song explores her struggles with depression and thoughts of suicide. Eilish wonders if knowing what she knows now would change her actions or what others have said to her in the past. She concludes with questioning if she would make the same choices again.
Billie Eilish sings about having a dream where she got everything she wanted, but waking up unhappy. She reflects on feeling weak and like people just want things from her. The song explores her struggles with depression and thoughts of suicide. Eilish wonders if knowing what she knows now would change her actions or what others have said to her in the past. She concludes with questioning if she would make the same choices again.
I got everything I wanted Mouth full of gum Not what you'd think In the driveway And if I'm being honest My friends aren't far It might've been a nightmare In the back of my car To anyone who might care Thought I could fly (fly) Lay their bodies So I stepped off the golden, mm Where's my mind Nobody cried (cried, cried, cried, cried) Where's my mind Nobody even noticed They'll be here pretty soon I saw them standing right there Lookin' through my room for the money Kinda thought they might care (might care, might care) I'm bitin' my nails I had a dream I'm too young to go to jail I got everything I wanted It's kinda funny But when I wake up, I see Where's my mind You with me Where's my mind And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Where's my mind Don't wanna lie here Where's my mind But you can learn to Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover If I could change What an expensive fate The way that you see yourself My V is for Vendetta You wouldn't wonder why you're here Thought that I'd feel better They don't deserve you" But now I got a bellyache I tried to scream Everything I do the way I wear my noose But my head was underwater Like a necklace They called me weak I wanna make 'em scared like I could be anywhere Like I'm not just somebody's daughter It could've been a nightmare Like I'm wreck-less But it felt like they were right there I lost my mind And it feels like yesterday was a year ago I don't mind But I don't wanna let anybody know Where's my mind 'Cause everybody wants something from me now Where's my mind And I don't wanna let 'em down Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover I had a dream What an expensive fate I got everything I wanted My V is for Vendetta But when I wake up, I see Thought that I'd feel better You with me But now I got a bellyache And you say, "As long as I'm here No one can hurt you Maybe it's in the gutter where I left my lover Don't wanna lie here What an expensive fate But you can learn to My V is for Vendetta If I could change Thought that I'd feel better The way that you see yourself But now I got a bellyache You wouldn't wonder why you're here They don't deserve you" If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead? If I knew it all then would I do it again? Would I do it again? If they knew what they said would go straight to my head What would they say instead?