”Rightable Wrong”

I don’t know when it starts

We bond and never depart

We found our rhythm of beats

Not scared of where us it leads

Devoured in our own chatroom

It is where we talk until dawn

Even senseless topics being doomed

In our world we are drown.

In you I found contentment

A promising hope deeply ascends

But these are all taken to fall

Because they wanted us to establish walls

For us to make our friendship rolls

How right to tighten limitations?

Or is it because of unfathomable imaginations?

Gender can never be blame

As everyday they see us lame

The closer and stronger we became.

 “Love Someone”

Aiming an unreachable star

Scared at the breathtaking power

Lost in love of ours

You save me from lonely tower

In a relationship it takes two

To accomplished a beautiful preview

That no one can break even a backhoe

And stick like a lifetime tattoo

Maybe I will feel a lot of cringe

In facing a storm that pinch

And move our emotions a little inch

Believe, I will humbly fetch

Help me strengthen the trust

For love, it is a must

To be together and never bust

Forever in this crust.

06/26/20
 “Suicide”

I was scared

But no one cared

I am devastated

But all got irritated

I’m longing for attention

But I got rejection

All at once I was blamed

And I feel really ashamed

How could I continue to live?

When they scarred what I believed

All I want is a chance to retrieve

To erase the decision to leave!

06/27/20
 “Peak of Verge”

Our longing to be together

Turned to ignoring each other

Our unending I miss yous

Turned to countless chaos

The well-known sweet and calm

Now wanting a call for freedom

The deathless I love yous

Now waiting for a break up cues

Eventually, darkness begins to succumb

Making our heart and mind numb

The rapid beats caused by your presence

Inverted into a long cold silence

We started as passionate lovers

But end up as emotionless buggers

The moment you two became closer

Our distance was getting bigger.

06/27/20
 “Lopsided”

You are an impossible dream

A paradise I wanted to be in

Your eyes so calm and keen

Enticed me like I always been

I want to be wrap by your arms

And feel your body’s warmth

Your attention once at a time

The only thing wishes this heart of mine

In you I found home

A little world of my own

Seems there’s no way out

I willingly accept, no doubt.

Can you catch me whole?

Please don’t make me swoon in the hole

Or let me alone perform the role

A lover taking a hard fall.

06/29/20
 “Father”

I saw a man with his lovely daughter

How I wish we could be like that father

Sadly, I don’t even have your picture

Only a thought of you to remember

I do not experience that kind of hug

A hug so tight like no one can bug

Just to hear your voice is enough

For me to continue this life so tough

As I grow up day by day

I’m longing for you desperately

I wonder how do you look?

Are you also into books?

Hope someday I could see you smile

While walking down with me at the aisle

I will surely cherish that time

Truly, it will make me happy for awhile.

06/29/20
 “Not You”
We’ve encountered numerous rough roads

Feels like a mind game hard to decode

We heard the sounds of toads

In our troubles so broad

All I ask is our friendship to stay

No matter what reasons people lay

Blind issues caused us hurt and sway

As we mold our love in a clay

I really thought that you trust me

But turns out nothing to see

You choose to believe what they say

Crushing my notion what you used to be

I know I was dreaming

Aiming something for nothing

Just to cope up with this longing

Which ends in making myself missing

And now, here I am again

Taking another journey to begin

Still shivering as I take a step

at least no one drive me to cliff!

 “Most Beautiful Scar”
When will I ever find a solution

Still on its peak and a vivid delusion

Like a song in its heartfelt sensation

Shocked in momentarily division

I believed we both needed space

As we aim the unattainable peace

And missed each other’s face

Fate is not an easy to tease

Little did I know the reasons why

All you need is a small space to cry

To show your feelings which nearly die

A long lost emotions we needed to tie

I will never forget you

And all the moments and lessons too

For I have deeply loved you

And yes, I missed you so

You are too good for me

Next to impossible to meant to be

You used to be my brightest star

Forever, my most beautiful scar.

 “Happy Birthday”

Welcomes a fruit in a life

A fresh start in the dark night

Beginning of a parent’s sight

Bare naked in no might

The first cry of a born child

A new face with a hair so bald

A halt at last of a mother’s sigh

As she holds her so tight

Unending wishes were spoken

A lot of gifts and token

Another messages to be listened

A heart and mind to be broaden

A day of an easy appreciation

24 hours full of admiration

Words of a fancy devotion

In monotonous yearly celebration.

07/25/20