What a fine autumn is this!

I’m thinking about while I’m watching at the last shining

days of October. It should be cooler! It should be raining. But it is quite the contrary. It is
such a long warm autumn. I had even found some crocuses in the back yard of my garden.
The leaves had started to fall down on the ground

Right now I’m standing in the deep corner of my living room on my sofa next to the
window and enjoying the view. I’m trying to read this interesting book called “The Spiritual
Wake Up”. It’s written by a Romanian author in collaboration with a ....one. It’s about the
way we should live our lives in such a way that to attract all the positive energy around us.
But my mind keeps running away while reading. I just want to lay here on my sofa and look
out of the window. It is such a perfect day.

It happened two years ago, but it was like yesterday. He appeared so suddently and
unexpected like a tsunami on an island, or, like a destructive storm meant to destroy
everything and leave nothing except for suffering or pain. Should this be the purpose of our
life? Sufferment? Or Pain? Agony? should they all be obstacles to get through in order to get
some kind of redeeming.