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Another Kind of Need
Another Kind of Need
Another Kind of Need
Kind of
Need
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Singing ‘be acceptable’ in shul
a dozen of my people out of key
return me to the peace of being small,
hearing ‘be acceptable unto me’
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I learned to say ‘I love you’ without meaning
‘I promise I can love you in a week.’
A beginning again each morning,
my ‘love’ firm, my ‘I’ weak
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Some days I’m a bellows on a bed,
this is called the mindfulness of breathing.
Stops be be acceptable teeming
cleans my unto me head
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I’ve seen on windy days the sand is mist
that coils past my calves and toes
and too blessed to be stressed
babe is strung out to the shallows
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When facing up to loss we have a choice:
despondency or faith in something new.
I’m a recovering nihilist like everybody else
and could’ve been a fascist if I hadn’t been a Jew
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You’ve left me as a flapping tube man
hawking the nights so there’s no time to grieve.
I’ll find someone kind, stay if I can,
a suitcase by the bed for if I leave
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I’ll say I wanna lay her on the bed
and fuck her until she comes,
that I give unbelievable blessèd head.
And I long for a weekend at home with my mum.
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A child swinging from the tendrils of the willow
saw green of grass and leaf, then blue of sky.
Last night I called your name into my pillow
on the off chance that you’d hear me and reply.
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The title is taken from a wonderful poem of Sarah Howe’s.
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