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There Used To Be A House Here - Victoria Dire
There Used To Be A House Here - Victoria Dire
Barkley was immediately enamoured with all the new smells of the neighborhood,
and I let him stop and linger over every hydrant and interesting tree. The suburb that we
were in had originally been built after the second world war, and the houses were mostly
bungalows with some two-stories sprinkled in here and there. Another generation might have
called them starter homes.
The houses were mostly well-maintained with mostly green lawns and mostly lightly
used low-end mini vans in driveways. It looked like the kind of neighborhood you could take
your dog for a walk in, but now my hackles were up. Barkly definitely noticed my anxiety, and
was more alert to all the little sounds around him. I kept talking to him in a calm voice to try
to convince the both of us that we were fine.
“You know, if there’s a book club, I bet Hannah would be the one running it. Do you
think we’re book club people now? I think Chloe would be. Can you imagine her, trading
gossip over gluten-free homemade muffins, having only read the first five pages of whatever
sad literary darling they’re supposed to have read? And then you and I can have cuddle
naptime on the couch while she does her little extrovert thing. That will be nice, won’t it?”
I forced my shoulders down from my ears. I was not going to let one weird interaction
ruin our happy move-in day.
We rounded the block in a languid ten minutes, but Barkley still hadn’t peed yet and I
didn’t want to have to take him out when it was really dark.
“Another round, bud?”
I looked over at our house as we passed it. You know, maybe the puce had just been
a trick of the light. It looked a little more grey now as the light changed. It was an
improvement, but, made the place look even more worn than it already had. We should talk
about painting it blue, I thought.
Although, wasn’t our number 99? I stopped and looked around. This was definitely
the right house. Hannah’s was just across the street, the rosy coloured one. The for sale
sign with the ‘sold’ plastered over it was still stuck firmly into the lawn.
But the numbers on the side said 66. The screws must have come loose. On both
numbers at the same time.
Barkley began to whine and I stepped forward, continuing the walk.
The second trip around was much faster. Barkley eventually did his business, but I
was only half paying attention. I just wanted to get back in the house. After all, the pizza
would be there any minute…
When we rounded that last corner onto our street, Barkley stopped. I tugged on the
leash a little, and used my best, highest-pitched “everything is fine and fun and awesome”
voice, but he refused to move. He stood there with his tail down and his ears back. He
wasn’t running away, but he wasn’t going another step forward.
I thought about picking him up and carrying him back to the house. I thought about
calling the vet to see what was up, or at least googling “dogs + new house + anxiety
behaviours”. Instead I tied the leash to the stop sign and walked ahead. Just in case.
The door was open.
The front door was wide open and every single one of those white, chipped shutters
was closed. I didn’t even think they could close. They were decorative… weren’t they? Even
the ones on the top floor. Fuck.
I ran up to the front door and pushed it all the way open.
“Chloe?!” I stepped through the doorway.
There was the smell of apple pie and lemon scented floor cleaner, but I was in the
middle of the street.
It was night. Pitch black, cloudy, not even the moon peeping through the gloom. The
street lights even seemed dim.
I was suddenly cold.
“No, wait… What the fuck? What the fuck!?”
Someone across teh street turned their head to look and walked faster.
I pulled my phone out of my hoodie pocket, letting a handful of doggie bags flutter
down to the concrete. I turned on my GPS. I was twelve blocks away.
My heart pounding, I called Chloe. Once. Twice. Three times. I texted her.
Are you okay?
I’m coming home. Something fucked up is happening.
I think I’m going crazy.
Phone in hand, shaking, I started walking back.
I raced around the corner, breathless, and looked at the stop sign. Barkley was still
there. He was shaking. I petted him quickly and instructed him to stay, testing the knot I had
tied around the sign to make sure it would still hold. It would.
Then, I ran up to the house. Or, I tried.
The house was gone. There wasn’t a new house there, or an empty lot, or a house
painted a different colour. It was gone. The two houses side by side now were the same that
had been on either side before, and they even had the right numbers. Number 97 and 101.
But there was no 99.
I walked forward, onto the lawn in between where my neighbors had been. I turned
around. Hannah’s house was still across the street, number 100, how it had always been.
Hannah was standing on her porch.
“What happened?”
Hannah started her walk across the street. It felt painfully slow but only took a few
seconds.
“I told you not to go out at night. Fair warning.”
She smiled then. A polite smile that grew wider and wider and wider. I stepped back.
What the fuck had been in that apple pie?