So, you wanna know the truth,

I mean its hard to tell you will think it’s nothing, but it is still affecting me. You know whenever I
would talk to somebody (I mean boys) for 10 or 15 min always the same topic jumps up all of
sudden and its always you know updates on that topic. So, the topic is you. My friends feel that am
in love with you. They don’t know that we are just happen to be good friends. So, I guess that’s why
I was not talking. I mean I want my friends to change the topic. They can ask anything about my life
but not this topic which honestly iam tired of saying that its nothing.

This was going for a long time. I guess you know that philosophy when you tell a lie enough times it
eventually becomes the truth. So, I guess once or twice I told yes to every answer they told like yes
to every assumption they had about us. My only intention was to shut the topic so that they would
feel like changing the topic.

I guess I didn’t want everything so much about you, I thought if I stopped talking and so that slowly
you will be disappearing from my conversations with my friends.

You still are my good friend and you didn’t do anything that would upset me.