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Troupe 2329
Susan Gerdeman
Lyman High School
2/19/2023
Following Footprints
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Synopsis
Setting
SCENE 1
Lights dim.
SCENE 2
PAUL
(He talks softly)
Do you still love me?
ADALIE
(She keeps her head down and
talks as if she were bored.)
Of course, Paul.
PAUL
Of course, of course. Except you won’t even look at me and
I’m pretty sure you’re disgusted with me.
ADALIE
Paul, I’m not disgusted with you. I’m just tired. You don’t
need to look into my every action so closely. You’re acting
paranoid.
PAUL
(He sighs frustratedly and
talks with his hands.)
Well, maybe I wouldn’t be paranoid if we didn’t do this
every night.
ADALIE
(She looks up and speaks
softly.)
What do you mean?
PAUL
This! This pretending that I don’t exist so that you don’t
have to deal with the fact that you messed everything up!
ADALIE
(Shocked.)
What did I do wrong?
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He pounds his fists against the
table.
PAUL
(Shouting.)
I do everything for you! I have put everything into this
relationship, and it’s like you don’t even care! What have
you given me? Nothing! I feel like I am trying so hard for
this relationship when you don’t even care.
ADALIE
(Her voice breaks trying to
hold back tears.)
Why do I have to sacrifice something to show my love for
you? What do you even want from me?
PAUL
I want you to care! You’re like a zombie, or a corpse!
Everyday, you just sit there! You barely talk, you barely
breathe, you barely do anything! Tell me, Adalie, do you
even care about me? About us?
ADALIE
(She hesitates.)
I-I don’t know.
PAUL
(Terrified.)
How could you not know?
ADALIE
You get mad when I do anything! Last week you yelled at me
because I was breathing too loudly, of course I barely
breathe around you!
PAUL
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You weren’t just breathing! I was trying to sleep and you
were panting like a dog!
ADALIE
(Shouting back.)
Just please, stop yelling at me!
PAUL
I’m not yelling at you!
ADALIE
Yes you are!
PAUL
This is so stupid. I feel like you’re trying to start a
fight with me or something. You think I don’t see it? Every
day I wake up hoping you’re in a good mood today. That
you're happy. It’s like I’m never enough for you anymore,
Adalie! You’re like a ghost of a human. You don’t care
what’s going to happen to you. The entire world could burn
down and you would still be sitting here waiting for
somebody else to fix your problems for you. I am trying so
hard to make you happy, but you won't even tell me what’s
wrong! You’re lifeless, Adalie!
ADALIE
(Angry.)
Why do you think I’m like that, Paul? I wasn’t like that
before I met you!
PAUL
Don’t blame this on me! I have always loved you! I don’t
think you’re even capable of love! You like the idea of
someone loving you and taking care of you, but you never
did love me! You’re so obsessed with this idea that someone
is going to come in and make everything better for you, but
you won’t even try to help yourself! You can’t possibly
love me! This isn’t love! I can never tell if you’re gonna
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be here in the morning! I always think you’re just going to
leave one day without telling me all because I can’t live
up to your story book standards of love!
ADALIE
(Crying.)
Your fears are not my fault! I do love you! At least I
thought I did until you turned into a rude, aggressive man!
If I had known this is the man you would turn out to be, I
never would have agreed to move in!
PAUL
If I had known you would treat me like a painting on the
wall you only keep because you’re too lazy to get rid of, I
never would have started dating you!
ADALIE
(She speaks shakily.)
People must change. That is the only explanation I have for
what happened to us.
(Pause.)
(Pause.)
PAUL
(Guilty.)
I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it. Please don’t leave me, I can’t
live without you. You’re my everything, Lily. Please, I
can’t lose you.
ADALIE
(She whispers a lie.)
I won’t.
He nods.
SCENE 3
ADALIE
(She talks softly as if she
were talking to herself.)
This is close to my childhood home. My mom used to bring me
here in the mornings before she went to work.
LITTLE GIRL 1
(Noticing YOUNG ADALIE)
Do you want to play with us? It’s easy. You just jump.
ADALIE
Mom? Who is this? Why are you here?
MOM
(Ignoring ADALIE.)
My baby, did you have fun?
YOUNG ADALIE
I did! But then I couldn’t find you and I thought I was
lost.
MOM
Do you know where you are, Adalie?
YOUNG ADALIE
Yes, Mama.
MOM
And do you know where you’re from?
YOUNG ADALIE
Yes, Mama.
MOM
Then you will never be lost. Even if you think you are,
there will always be a place where you can find me. Just
remember where you are from, and I will be there.
(Pause.)
YOUNG ADALIE
I’m ready to go home, Mama.
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MOM
Then let's go home.
ADALIE
Who are you?
YOUNG ADALIE
You don’t recognize me? I’m you. Before you forgot.
ADALIE
You’re me? How is that even possible? What did I forget?
YOUNG ADALIE
I don’t know. I recommend sleeping; it might fix the seeing
things problem.
(Pause.)
ADALIE
Well, what’d I forget?
YOUNG ADALIE
Why aren’t you going home? Don’t you miss it?
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ADALIE squeezes her bag.
ADALIE
Of course I miss it. But I can’t possibly go back home, not
now. I haven’t talked to Mom in almost a year, and the last
time I did we got into a massive fight. She never liked
Paul, you know. She thought he was so focused on the bad in
life that he would never be able to cherish something as
good as love.
MOM
(When she starts talking,
she’s still offstage, but
slowly walks towards ADALIE.
The wind makes a constant
whistle over her voice, but
quiet enough to hear her
words.)
He doesn’t love you, baby.
ADALIE
(Towards the audience.)
I was so mad at her for saying that. I thought she was
jealous that I found somebody before her. She’s my mother,
how could I possibly think that about her?
MOM
He doesn’t make you happy! I can tell just by looking at
you that you’re nervous just being around him. That isn’t
love!
ADALIE
I couldn’t believe she was trying to tell me what love was.
How could you tell me what love is when you left the only
man you ever loved without even a warning! You made a
mistake, not me. So don’t pretend we are the same.
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ADALIE
I can’t believe I said that. And now I’ve gone and done the
same thing to Paul she did to dad...we really are the same.
YOUNG ADALIE
Did you mean it?
ADALIE
I don’t know. At the time, I think I did.
YOUNG ADALIE
But why won’t you come home?
ADALIE
Don’t you understand? I couldn’t possibly face her after
that.
YOUNG ADALIE
(She’s scowling like a child
denied candy.)
You’re lying.
SCENE 4
ADALIE
This was the day my parents officially broke up... I say
that, but I don’t think my dad knew what was going on. He
was never really good at picking up on what was going on
around him. I used to wonder if he ever noticed we were
gone.
(Pause.)
MOM
Your dad is a really great man, Adalie. I want you to know
that.
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YOUNG ADALIE
Then why do we have to leave?
MOM
Just because your dad is a great man doesn’t make him mine.
The people in your life don’t always stay.
YOUNG ADALIE
But don’t you love dad?
MOM
I thought I did. For a long time, he made me really, really
happy. I thought I had everything I could possibly want in
life. But then I was given you, and I love you more than I
could possibly love your dad. One day I woke up, and I
realized that I didn’t love your dad. Maybe I never did,
but he always fascinated me I guess.
YOUNG ADALIE
But what if you wake up and you don’t love me anymore?
MOM
That would never happen. You’re my baby. There’s nothing in
the world that could make me not love you. You taught me
love. You made me see how amazing life is, and I want to go
live it with you. I never wanted to do that with your dad.
YOUNG ADALIE
Aren’t we already living?
MOM
You are so young. If there comes a day where you have to
choose between living your life and living for someone
else's life, always choose your own.
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It will be better, I promise you. Just let me show you.
YOUNG ADALIE
Are you coming?
ADALIE
You don’t get it. I’ve already lived. I’ve already done all
of this! You are me, I know what you’ve done and what
you’ll do. I don’t need Mom to tell me she loves me, or
tell me people make mistakes. I know! I know all of that.
This is me living! This is what she wanted! Why would I go
back? I’m fine. I know what I’m doing. I don’t need her.
YOUNG ADALIE
(Angry.)
You’re lying.
SCENE 5
ADALIE
(She whispers.)
Why am I here?
YOUNG ADALIE
Because It’s your home.
ADALIE
No, it’s your home. I just left my home.
YOUNG ADALIE
So are you going to go in?
ADALIE
No! I told you, I can’t go back. She’s probably still mad
at me about what happened a year ago. Not to mention I have
absolutely nothing. She wanted me to live! I went and
lived, and let me tell you, it’s nothing like you think.
It’s cruel, and messy, and scary. I messed everything up! I
can’t even blame her for breaking her promise anymore,
because she was right! Life was so much better without dad,
and then I ruined it all.
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YOUNG ADALIE
Stop lying!
ADALIE
I’m not lying!
YOUNG ADALIE
Yes you are! Why won’t you go home?
ADALIE
She can’t possibly love me anymore! I don’t even love me
anymore!
YOUNG ADALIE
You don’t even know what love is!
ADALIE
Oh, and you do? You’re me! Even worse, you’re baby me! How
could you possibly know what love is?
YOUNG ADALIE
I do know love! I love more than you! That’s why I can
still go home!
ADALIE
That’s not the same! When you get older, love is different!
It’s more complicated and painful. Of course I love Mom,
but there’s so many more things now. More feelings, more
problems. The way I love Paul is so much different than how
I love Mom. It’s two different things.
YOUNG ADALIE
You’re wrong! You don’t love Paul, you want Paul to love
you! It’s different! Getting older doesn’t change love, you
just forgot it! You’re wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!
ADALIE
Oh my gosh, you’re such a child!
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YOUNG ADALIE
You don’t know! She could have been waiting for you every
day at the front door like when I ran away and tried to go
back to dad! She could be holding her phone while she
sleeps to see if you call her!
ADALIE
How could you know? I didn’t run away, I grew up! It’s not
the same!
MOM
My baby! How was your day at school? I missed you all day,
it was crazy. I’ll love you forever and ever and ever. My
baby.
ADALIE
That’s just something moms say to their children to make
them feel special!
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She turns away from YOUNG ADALIE
and lets her bag fall from her
shoulder.
YOUNG ADALIE
Are you kidding me? This is the bravest thing you’ve ever
done, and you just want to go back? What are you going to
do when you get there?
ADALIE
(Stressed.)
Probably beg for forgiveness. You don’t understand. He’s
the only person who’s ever loved me, and he’s probably the
only one who ever will. You can’t find love like that in
the real world!
YOUNG ADALIE
Yes, you can! Love is not a resource people have to search
for. You’ve been loved since the minute you were born, and
you can’t tell me that’s not the real world. There’s
nothing more real than the love between a mother and her
child!
ADALIE
Maybe when you’re a child, but not anymore. Paul’s love is
the most real thing I have.
YOUNG ADALIE
How does he make you feel? That’s real, but don’t lie to me
and call that love.
ADALIE
I’m scared.
YOUNG ADALIE
Me too. But we have a lot of living left to do, don’t you
think? We shouldn’t waste that on some guy like Paul.
ADALIE
What if I mess up again?
YOUNG ADALIE
I’ll bring you home again. I’m always here, you know? I’m
you and you’re me. Time doesn’t kill people. They just get
lost sometimes, but I will always be. You just have to find
me, and then I will bring you home.
(Pause.)
ADALIE
Thank you.
YOUNG ADALIE
She nods.
MOM
(Sobbing.)
I love you so, so much.
THE END.