Vanessa Cantor

BSED-Mathematics III

REFLECTION IN DEMONSTRATION TEACHING

After my demonstration, I realized that teaching isn't an easy job. It requires

dedication and compassion in a sense that we could be able to inspire our students.

At first, I was so nervous about how I would be able to demonstrate my

teaching. I can't even calm myself when I arrive in the classroom seeing my
classmates already started demonstrating. My legs are really shaking. When it was
my turn, I think I lose control of everything, feeling like my head's are all empty
and can't think. I feel like I was discussing with absence of mind. After it, when
I'm done I already have my realizations. I felt relieved, disappointed, and happy.
Relieved as I was able to overcome the fear, I was able to made it through.
Disappointed as I think it is not my best. I think I'm doing but I don't know the best
of it. Even I will do I end up unsatisfactory. It's like it's okay you don't even do
your best, it's okay still end up deficiently. Cause even I will do, I really end up at
everything with flaws. I know it for myself and that's how I do. Last I feel happy as
how I experienced it. It was an exciting and scary experience.

Therefore I conclude that being a teacher should be fully equipped at all

aspects, knowledge, skills and everything. Being a teacher is really difficult but it'll
be easy I think if you really love your profession. It takes dedication and
compassion only in this profession.