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My Response To Laila Lalami's Paper
My Response To Laila Lalami's Paper
Tatum Howell
Farah Moosa
Why is it that I felt uncomfortable talking with the class about Laila Lalami’s work, “My
Life as a Muslim in the West’s ‘Grey Zone’”, even when I agreed with her point of view?
Was it because of the subject material, and the conversation about a systemic and societal racism
issue? I wanted to say more, and put in more of my own opinions in our class discussion about
her article, however just when I found the voice to speak it was quickly swept away by one
thought; “what if you make someone mad with your opinion?” Looking back on it, I feel
confused as to why I thought such a foolish thing, but now that I am sitting writing this paper, I
In Laila Lalami’s essay “My Life as a Muslim in the West’s ‘Grey Zone’” she brings up
the conversation surrounding the stereotyping and categorization of the Muslim people within
North America and specifically The United States of America. The essay goes over the
uncomfortable position that Muslim people are placed into by both sides of the extremes. In
America, it’s “Either you are with us or you are with the terrorists.”, and in Iran it’s the
abolishment of the “Grey Zone.” I have no problem learning about this terrible position Muslim
people are put in, no issue with critically thinking about it, writing my thoughts down on paper,
however why am I afraid to say what I think? Why do I feel as if I’m not allowed an opinion on
Lalami, in her very first paragraph, tells a story about an encounter she had in Scottsdale,
Arizona while doing a reading. She says, “During the discussion that followed, a woman asked
me to talk about my upbringing in Morocco. It’s natural for readers to be curious about a writer
they've come to hear,” Lalami is clearly uncomfortable about the question, knowing that it’s a
slippery slope down to the uncomfortable conversation of Islam and ISIS. While reading this I
hadn’t thought much, however looking back at it, I can pick out the light prejudice in the
questions Lalami received. I can look back and put myself in that situation, and understand how
that conversation went, yet I can’t understand the uncomfortable feeling that Lalami experiences
each time this happens to her. This, however, doesn’t mean I can’t understand the feeling that the
woman asking may be feeling. That gross shifting in the pit of my stomach when I know I’ve
asked too much and made someone uncomfortable by accidentally asking a question that holds
I won't ever be afraid to admit that I have prejudices, however everyone does, so I don’t
feel too ashamed of them. Yet, for some reason admitting that I have a prejudice as someone who
is very much white, feels wrong. Like I’ve done something nasty and I need to hide it. Of course,
let me clarify, don’t go flaunting your prejudices, but don’t hide from them and pretend they
don’t exist. Working on your own personal biases, and prejudices that you’ve grown up with is
something that is required for growth as a person. Yet, when I try to have a conversation with
other people about a topic regarding a minority or an issue I feel uncomfortable, as if I’m not
allowed to speak on the topic because I’m not a minority. I’ll never experience their suffering,
for example when Lalami is talking about how terrorist attacks affect us all she says “For
suspicion.”(Lalami 790) I will never, as a white woman, have to experience this racism, and I am
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grateful I never will, however it makes me feel as if the opinions I have and the words I say will
have less meaning, and I’ll be tossed off to the side with a simple, “You’ll never understand,
you’re wrong.”
Lalami begins to make a good comparison between ISIS terrorist attacks, and white men
with shootings in America. “Imagine if, after every mass shooting in a school or a movie theatre
in the United States, young white men in this country were told that they must publicly denounce
gun violence.”(Lalami 790). I understand what she is trying to say, yet it seems as if she is
comparing oranges to mandarins. They’re both orange, but they aren’t the same. If she made this
argument and made the comparison between ISIS terrorist attacks forcing a narrative upon
Muslims, and republican white nationalists giving, white men in particular, this unspoken
requirement to denounce that they aren't radical Trump fanatics. That, I think, would make more
sense.
Yet in 2023 is that not already the case? Each time I’m online, I am always bombarded
with people talking about these white nationalists and getting mad at all white people, white men
in particular. It makes me uncomfortable, and I don’t even want to know how it feels to be a
white man right about now. This opinion isn’t popular, and I understand why, white men and
women have become the topic of public ridicule in the past few years. It’s almost taboo to defend
yourself if you’re white, you’re not allowed to get upset when you’re made fun of, you just have
to take it. If you do get upset? You’re racist, you’re a homophobe, or you’re just ignorant. There
A lot has changed since Laila Lalami wrote her essay (specifically the political divide
created by Trump), and in no way do I think the issues she brought up have disappeared. They
still exist, and are very prevalent in this society we live in. Attention should not be brought away
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from these problems that BLM, for example, have brought up. Yet, we can’t allow the solutions
to these difficulties to be targeting another race of people and making them miserable. Misery
only leads to more misery, and then what do we have? Miserable, hateful people, who just want
to be equal but have been pitted against one another in an attempt for equality.
At the end of this essay, I’ve answered my own question. I felt uncomfortable talking
about Laila Lalami’s essay because the tables have begun to turn in no one's favour. That
uncomfortable bubble in the pit of my stomach was fear that I’d have an ‘incorrect’ opinion or
thought, and I would be condemned to be disliked by the whole class. I don’t want to be disliked,
and it’s only human nature to want to belong, however it is becoming unhealthy just how far
Works Cited
“Laila Lalami, My Life as a Muslim in the West’s ‘Grey Zone’” The Broadview Anthology of