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by Peter Moon
Spandau Mystery
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by Stewart Swerdlow
by Alexandra Bruce
by Wade Gordon
The year was 1960 and it was the 29th of October. Most
people’s minds were occupied with the presidential race
between Kennedy and Nixon which was the main topic of
conversation. It seemed that everyone had an opinion
about who should win. As a seven-year-old boy, I was
more excited that it was Saturday and Halloween was only
two days away. As I fooled around in my front yard on an
overcast autumn day in Southern California, the Laxson
family surprisingly and suddenly appeared in my front
yard. Riding bicycles, they were on their way to the
Lakewood Center Shopping Mall to buy decorations for a
Halloween party to be held in their house the following
evening. I was told I could come along, but I would have
to get permission and hurry up. Bill Laxson was about
two years older than I and his sister, Sandra, was even
older. Their mother, Ann, was a widow. As I was
considerably younger than everyone, I had to struggle just
to keep up with them on my bike as they were certainly not
slowing down to accommodate me.
For those of you who are not already familiar with me, I
burst onto the literary shelves in 1992 when I authored
The Montauk Project: Experiments in Time with Preston
Nichols. That is a bizarre story of both legendary and real
events that took place at the Montauk Point Air Force
Station in the 1970’s and early 1980’s. It dealt with all
sorts of psychic phenomena which included one of the
most spectacular nuts and bolts accounts of time travel to
ever reach ink and paper. On the negative side, this time
travel project exploited the mental and physical well
being of many of the participants. Torture and brutality
were utilized as a means by which to open up an
individual’s psychic powers.
Montauk Point is not the only sacred realm upon this earth
to have suffered the consequences of trespassing or
violation. In actual fact, most of you have suffered severe
forms of this yourself. Much of this violation, however, is
so subtle and insidious that you are not even aware of the
full extent to which this has taken place. The story of
Montauk Point is a grandiose illustration of the very worst
elements that have peen perpetrated upon humanity, by
“forces unknown,” that have attempted to choke the highest
aspects of consciousness. If you have the latitude to look
into the depths of your own soul, you will certainly
discover that these very same “forces unknown” have also
reduced your own psychic abilities and personal power.
This book is a story of how I came to recognize these
“forces unknown” and, to a significant extent, overcame
them. Death is man’s greatest intimidator. It is something
we all have to face. I hope this book increases your
understanding of what should be a natural process and that
it makes the process of death less intimidating for you.
Chapter 1 — In Death’s
Grip
My story begins on the 15th day of December in 1974. I
was living and working aboard a ship which was docked
at Pier 59 in Los Angeles Harbor in San Pedro. It was a
bright and sunny morning in the harbor and I was enjoying
it, but I had no idea it would be one of the most riveting
and influential days of my entire life. On that particular
day, I was engaged in an activity that was an extreme
rarity for me. In fact, I never recall ever having done it
before. I was giving some people a tour of the ship. As I
guided some people up a series of ladders to the ship’s
bridge, I was accosted by Dick Glass, a man I hardly
knew at all. Dick told me that there were some people on
the dock who wanted to see me. I told him that it would
have to wait until I finished the tour, but he made it very
clear that whatever I was doing would have to stop and
that I must make my way down the gangway to see these
people. As the tour was not really all that important, I
relented. I had absolutely no idea who these people might
be, but as soon as I arrived on the dock, I immediately
recognized my father’s cousin, Jacquie, and her husband,
Tommy Anast. They lived only a short distance away in
Palos Verdes and knew I lived on the ship, but there was
no reason for them to visit me. I primarily remembered
them from visiting their house on New Year’s Day or at
other times when I was a young child. Tommy then
grabbed me, almost as if using a wrestling hold to keep me
in a secure position.
“Son, your parents were in an automobile accident last
night. They both died immediately.”
There was complete finality in what he said and no
mention of hospitals or gasping for their last breath.
Looking back, I cannot imagine news that would have
been much more shocking or devastating than that.
Although I was in a state of shock, I was not in complete
shock. Before I could react to Tommy’s words, I heard a
voice run through my head.
“I knew it!” were the words that went through my mind.
I was the only kid in the class who traversed all the
different reading groups. I knew what it was like to be
dumb, smart, and in-between. The only difference in my
ability was that I did better when surrounded by intelligent
kids and did horrible when surrounded by kids who were
not getting it.
This was also the advent of the Beach Boys and what
became known as the surf culture. Everyone idolized this
sport and everyone wanted to be a surfer, even those who
did not go to the beach. There were three distinctions.
Surfer was the most esteemed term and referred to people
who actually surfed. A gremi, short for gremlin, was
someone who tried to surf but was still learning. They are
called gremlins because they do not know proper etiquette
and can get in the way or be downright dangerous to
surfers or any others in the water. Worst of all was a
hodad. These were people who pretended to surf but did
not. They were fakes. My father was a bit of a curiosity
because it was known throughout the neighborhood that he
had actually surfed prolifically as a young man. But, he
was well past his surfing years. What was perhaps the
most amazing thing about it was that he did it on balsa
wood boards that he made himself. There were no skegs
or fins on the bottom and they were accordingly hard to
control. As for me, I could not even swim so I did not fit
into any of the above categories, but I certainly remember
them. During those years, one was supposed to wear a
white t-shirt with Levis and no shoes. That was the cool
dress code. If you had to wear shoes, you wore Parcells
or Converse but only if it was necessary.
The schools were oil rich, and they hired the best
teachers. The sports programs were abundant. As a kid, I
never lacked for anything to do or kids to hang out with.
My first day in the neighborhood, I was invited to play in
a ball game by a kid who is still my friend today.
Unfortunately, one of the other kids collapsed after a few
innings because the heat was too much for his asthmatic
condition. After spending a summer with kids in my new
neighborhood, I entered the fifth grade which meant an
entire slate of new kids. Fortunately, the kid who ran
things when it came to sports took an immediate liking to
me and decided I would play quarterback for our room’s
football team. We did not lose a game, and although I
missed my old neighborhood something fierce, I fit right in
and was having a great time, particularly from a sports
angle. There was always something to do.
The kid was not joking either. I knew he was not slow
academically, but I was concerned about how the
backward thinking of this small town had affected him.
Some kids were far worse, and experiences outside the
context of the town were not real to many of them.
The next thing I knew, there were all sorts of kids around
my house. Some of them were my friends and some were
not. I came outside as I was wondering what all the fuss
was about. It was like someone had actually touched on
alien or something. I was completely taken aback and
mystified at what hicks these people were. They were all
debating whether I had actually surfed or not, like it was
an impossible task as if I had just hit the lotto or been
accepted to join the Beatles or something. After much
disbelief was directed at me, someone claimed that my
dad had said so. Then, they found my dad, asked him and
he affirmed it. I was not saying much of anything but was
just sort of standing there in disbelief. An adult, however,
was somebody to be believed.
In the first quarter, one of the Wasco players got way too
close to one of my friends, Danny. Danny had a mean
streak in him, but worse than that, he had a propensity to
come to games drunk. The coach did not notice this, and I
was one of only a few who even knew it. Most of the kids
in Taft did not start drinking that early, but he was getting
a good head-start. When the Wasco player had
encroached too far into Danny’s space, his inebriated
condition, coupled with his mean streak, caused him to
significantly over react. Although a foul was immediately
called on the other player, Danny pushed the player away
vigorously and pulled back his fist, ready to strike. As he
stood with his fist in suspended animation, the entire
gymnasium, particularly the audience, was riveted with
tension-packed emotion. None of the players, however,
seemed to be too geared towards fighting at all. Players
on both sides seemed intent on just playing basketball. I
thought the whole affair was completely ridiculous.
Danny had clearly over reacted. On the other hand, none
of the Wasco players tried to intimidate our players after
that. The Wasco players obviously did not want a fight
either because they easily could have had one had they
offered the slightest provocation. The game was very
close, but we won by only a few points.
We had driven way out into the country and picked up one
of my old friends. After driving around with him for a
good while, we discharged him. Then, we wanted one
more drive. We would go to Maricopa, about seven miles
away. I made two suggestions to him prior to that. One
was very intelligent and the other was doomed. First, I
said that we should put on our seat belts. That decision
saved our lives. The second decision was that we should
take the old road to Maricopa as we would be less likely
to be observed. I thought that people might recognize us if
they saw us in this small town. As we travelled along at
about 60 m.p.h., I told him to turn down the radio and was
about to tell him to slow down. Before I could say a
word, he hit a soft shoulder and the car began to whirl off
the road and rolled. As the car rolled over and over, I
was quite aware. My thinking processes were highly
alert, but I had no idea how I would come out of this
accident. You feel pretty helpless and in the hands of fate
when going through something like that. Eventually, the
car rolled to a rest and we were hanging upside down,
secured by our seatbelts. It was quite surreal. I was later
told the car rolled two and a half complete times. It
seemed like more than that. The car was totalled.
One day, not too long before our graduation, Tor was
asking Mark about Scientology. The only thing I
remember Mark saying was that they had great procedures
to get rid of pain. For example, he was going to have a
counseling session in just an hour to prepare him for a trip
to the dentist. He indicated that the procedures would take
away all the psychic trauma associated with going to the
dentist. That not only sounded like a novel idea to me, but
a great idea. It did not, however, cause me to be
interested in going to a lecture. Only when Tor called me
up and asked me to come along with him did I feel
interested. If anyone is upset that I eventually became
involved in Scientology, it is Tor’s fault. If it were not for
him, I would never have become involved. Tor never
became involved in Scientology himself, and he abruptly
died only two years later. I do not know why he came to
this planet for such a short time, but it was obvious why he
came into my life. Pluto was balancing the ledger and Tor
was doing his bidding. I was destined to become a
Scientologist. This was not an appellation I would have
ever wanted for myself as I am far too much of an
individualist to want to be labelled by that or any other
tag. Although I regret the appellation, I do not regret the
experience.
Chapter 7 — The
Threshold
The first Scientology lecture I attended was given by
Robert Vaughan Young, a Ph.D. who had been teaching at
U.C. Davis. Vaughan, as he was known, eventually
became a prominent figure in Scientology scandals when
he had a falling out of rather huge proportions with the
Church. I was, however, meeting him two decades before
all of that happened. If you want, you can read all about
his bitterness on the internet as he has written prolifically
about his experiences in Scientology. Some of his
bitterness is misplaced and some of it is not. In the end,
before he died of prostate cancer, his friends said that he
was in relative peace with regard to the subject.
I took Vaughan’s advice and read the book. The book was
all about the theory of an engram, a moment of pain and
unconsciousness that shuts down the thinking or analytical
part of the mind. Further, it proposed the theory of a
Reactive Mind, a part of the mind that operates in a simple
stimulus-response fashion. The Reactive Mind is very
suitable when it comes to running from a dangerous animal
or fire. But, when it is influenced by painful or
unconscious moments from the past, it takes on a life of its
own and can seriously muck up the analytical functioning
of the normal mind.
The most fun aspect of the course was that the supervisors
or fellow students would try to make you laugh or break
your concentration. This was highly entertaining, and I
laughed probably harder and longer than I had ever
laughed in my entire life. Although this was not the
purpose of the course, it was an absurd and noted
highlight.
The fact that L. Ron Hubbard emerged from his forays into
the occult world with so much temporal power suggests
that his role embraced components beyond that of his
colleagues. That there was an all-out war to obtain the
rights to his legacy is just one testament to the power he is
deemed to have possessed.
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