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Rosh Hashanah 5784 Online
Rosh Hashanah 5784 Online
schools of thought of Beit Shammai and Beit Hillel argued for two and a
human beings have ever been created? When I was learning this
Talmudic sugya in Tractate Eruvin 13b from the great Rabbi Pat Fenton
do these rabbis think they are?” And he had a point, who DID these
rabbis think they were. Questioning the reality of God’s creation? Is that
not the ultimate hubris: to question a decision the creator of the universe
made long ago and then decide whether God was right in the end?
And beyond that, what exactly was the point of arguing about the
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wonder about the benefits of bringing children into our increasingly
global changes in dramatic fashion all summer and over the course of
the last decade: US cities covered in smoke and haze from wildfires in
and the entirety of North America facing the hottest summers ever on
record—each year surpassing the previous year’s record; and just last
week: terrible flash floods in Libya where over 11,000 people are
experience two years ago of spending Rosh Hashanah spread out over
And even today, I never expected that I would leave for High Holidays
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the end of the day, the science overwhelmingly proves that it us, human
beings, who are responsible for this catastrophe, and we have no choice
So, given all this that we know about human destructiveness in our
own time, as well as in every era, what did the rabbis ultimately decide?
ַﬠְכָשׁיו ֶשׁ ִנְּבָרא — ְיַפְשֵׁפּשׁ ְבַּמֲﬠָשׂיו,נוַֹח לוֹ ְלָאָדם ֶשׁלּ ֹא ִנְבָרא יוֵֹתר ִמֶשּׁ ִנְּבָרא
While the conclusion is indeed cryptic and more than a little off-
argument than we might have initially thought. This debate was indeed
existential, but it was also trying to tell us something about our duties of
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a question of whether we as humans can in fact make the world better
guys fight for humanity’s capacity for goodness and succeed against
those who see only its dark side, our Rabbis’ conclusion is at once more
the universe, would have been better without us. It admits that we do in
fact inflict great damage on each other, on other living beings, and on
But again, it is instructive that the conclusion of the rabbis does not
simply state that we shouldn’t have been created, full stop. They do
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over and just take out the sixth day. They know they have no choice but
is actually within our control: “But now that they have been created—
on the smaller scale of individual sin. We know from our tradition and
our own experience, that when a person hurts another, that hurt does not
disappear from the world—the damage is, in a sense, done. That is why
we speak of God being nosei avon: lifting our sin from off us. At the end
ma’avirin et roa hagzerah”— these things push off, let go, or transform
the harsh decree of God against us, but the decree is not erased.
It is just lifted off of us by God and by those we hurt. The only way to
a plan for how we are going to move towards change. We might best
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know this process as Teshuvah—reflection and return to the divine in
repentance, and this year was no different, I realize now that my past
year had been full of the process of teshuvah, of introspection. For one, I
relationship with the state of Israel, with the Jewish people in and out of
the Holy land, and my vision for the Jewish future in Israel and the
Sometimes this came from the contrast between the way I interact with
the much more curt, bordering on rude, way that Israelis often deal with
you on the street, in stores, and even in synagogue. Beyond this culture
shock, I was living in the country at a moment of great crisis and its own
in Israel’s history took power and aimed its sights on weakening Israel’s
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high court and strengthening their own power. I was at once inspired by
throughout the country every week for months, while also feeling
disturbed that just over half of the country voted-in such an extremist
citizens of Israel in these protests. While they are likely to be the most
negatively affected by this overhaul, they also feel that the democracy
that Jewish Israelis are fighting to preserve is one that only minimally
represents them and their interests. All these upheavals and realizations
of what Israel means both to the Jewish people in and out of the land—
myself and Israel, I also found myself looking inside to determine what
confronted with the ticking clock that would eventually lead me back to
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Los Angeles and my studies at the Ziegler school. When people I met
valued connections and learned much along the way, but I found myself
peculiar studies that inform our tradition and my future work as a rabbi.
priorities, our deeper spiritual needs, and the ways we can help ourselves
much tore myself apart for much of my second semester in Israel trying
to determine if changing schools was a path that would bring out the best
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in me. And while that was the central question, I also wrestled with the
related issue of what that would mean for the friendships and
teshuvah is often thought about as changing how we act with others and
God, I began to realize that it is also about making changes that will
priorities, our fears, our desires, and our hope for improvement are
But when we catch our breath for a second and refocus, we realize, like
Hinenu. We are called into this life to embrace the challenges of change,
deeply, to even wrestle with our deeds, and to believe that this difficult
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So, we return to the question that we started with: would this world
call that “a better world.” But my question is, would it be a better life?
But if we didn’t have those difficult elements in the world, where would
such a world?
essential to the universal order that it was one of seven things created by
God even before the seven days of creation. What does that mean
fail, make decisions that bring us closer to the divine and to ourselves
was one of the essential purposes of the creation of the universe and a
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worthwhile because of the opportunity for teshuvah, for second chances,
for moments of immense difficulty that yield a new path and a new life.
better, and do better for ourselves and others. While we think of this
ancestors, that a person should do teshuvah one day before we die. His
students asked him, how one can possibly know the day of their death?
He conceded that indeed a person cannot know the day of their death
and so they should do teshuvah every day. Every day is a chance for
taking steps to act on it. Teshuvah, it turns out is the purpose and the
are. We, each of us, try our best to make the optimal decisions in our
lives with the information we have available, with our intuition, and with
a little help from our friends, families, and trusted advisors. We cannot
know for certain if the choice we make will turn out the way we
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envisioned it. But to be alive, to be in this primordial process that
must look within, to be aware, to make tough calls when being your best
self is on the line. That is what this season is asking of us. Our liturgy
deeds. May we all be brave this year, be willing to do the daily work of
looking within and making adjustments—finding out in the end that the
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