Daily dairy 23-03-23 aj mn 2:30 utha. aj pehli sehri thi. sehri kr k mn so gya. or 5:40 pe utha. masjid pohncha tu pta chla k jammat 5:15 pe ho gye ha. or Meri namaz reh gye. mne akele namaz prhi. phir ak biochemistry ka yad krna start kiya kiu k kl paper ha is liye sara syllabus cover krna ha. sara din guzr gya. namaz bhi prhi or ibadat bhi ki. aftari ka time hoa. aj pakore thay or milk soda tha. uske baad roza aftar kiya or phir namaz prhne chla gya wapis a kr khana khaya or phir isha ki namaz prhne chla gya wapis a kr so gya. 24-03-23 aj mn 3:00 bje utha. tahajjad prhi or phir sehri ki. uske baad fajjar ki namaz prhi. or a kr so gya. phir 7:30 bje utha or biochemistry ka yad krna start kiya. aj Friday tha. mne roll number slip lene jana tha. chachu ka wait krte krte 12:00 bj gye. uske mn umer bhai ko le k college chla gya. Wahan ja kr pta chla k Roll number slip without fee nhi mile gi.phir chachu aye or unhone baat ki or phir application likhi or phir mili.uske baad paper diya paper asaan tha. paper de k ghr aya or phir araaam se aftari ki. or phir mn umer bhai or Salman bhai k sath traviyan prhne gya trade center mn.or phir ak so gya. 25-03-2023 to 21-04-2023 ase hi roze guzrte gye or paper bhi. mere paper khatam hoye tu laiba k start ho gye. uske baad mere practical hoye. phir mn last four rozon mn aitikaf mn betha. isi doraaaan fasi k paper start ho gye. first English ka paper tha uska. phir akhir kar chand raat aye. hum sb ko aitikaf se lene k liye hr kisi k ghr se aye. mujhe lene k liye fasi or chachu AKber aye.or umer bhai bhi aye. mujhe pta nhi kis baad ki khush fehmi thi k umer bhai or Salman bhai ayn ge phool le kr or mujhe le jayn ge lekin asa kuch nhi hoya. jo baki logon ne phoool pehne hoye thay vohi unhone mujhe utar k pehna diye. mujhe phoolon ka nhi tha mujhe sirf is baat ka tha k meri ahmiyat kiya ha dosron k dilon mn. phir mujhe smjh aye k logon se umeed na Igao. umeed Igani ha tu Allah se Igao.kiu log apki umeedon pr na tu pora utrte hn blke umeedon pr pani pher dete hn. mujhe afsos tu hoa lekin koi baat nhi. unka ahsaan tu nhi liya na. mne bs Allah ko razi krna ha. mne aitikaf mn Koshish tu boht ki k Allah razi ho jaye baki Allah behtr jante hn k vo mujh se kitna khush hoye hn.uske baad mn ghr wapis a gya. or ghr a kr isha ki namaz prhi. or phir so gya. 22-04-2023 aj eid ka pehla din tha. mn jaldi se utha fajjar ki namaz prhi or phir masjid ki safai ki or phir wapis a kr nahaya phir eid namaz prhne k liye ready hoa. uske baad keep kuch meetha khaya. phir eid namaz prhne chle gye. eid prh k a kr sb ko eid mile. bs hamari eid sirf itni hi hoti ha. saare bachey tyar thay. lekin un mn afifa nhi thi. or ye baat hr koi mahsoos kr rha tha or chupane ki Koshish kr rha tha. hr kisi ko under se gham tha lekin bahir se vo khush nazr ane ki Koshish kr rha tha. uske baad pics bnai saare bachon ki. uske baad umer bhai ki call aye. aj unhone ana tha. is liye vo raasta pochne k liye call kr rhe thay. vo aye tu mn unki khatit twaza mn lag gya.vo taqreebn aser time tk mere pass rhe. mne apni traf se Koshish ki k vo khush ho k jayn. khoob enjoy hoa. uske baad vo chle gye or mne aser ki namaz prhi. namaz k baad isha ki namaz tk ase hi baatn krte rhe. aj mehman bhi boht aye. isha ki namaz k baad mn so gya. 23-04-2023 aj mn 3:45 pe utha tahajjad prhi or phir fajjar ki namaz prhne chla gya aj hum phopho Nusrat k ghr gye. Wahan se wapsi pr chak aye. or phir raat ko ghr pohnche. 24-04-2023 aj mn ghr hi rha or sara din ase hi guzr gya. 25-04-2023 to 01-06-2023 Is arse k doran hum ghr wapis a gye Bahawalpur. uske baad fasi k paper phir se start ho gye. mera college open ho gya. or meri vohi hectic routine start ho gye. fasi k papers k baad asma k second year k paper start ho gye. sath hi umer bhai k paper bhi thay. mne unki jitna ho ska preparation krai. alhumdullilah dono k papers achey hoye.aik din mn or umer bhai hum self assessment test dene gye. jo k Quid -e-Azam medical college mn hoa. test se zyada mujhe college dekhne ki Khushi thi. mne pehli baar college dekha tha.or mera dil kiya kash mn is mn MBBS kr rha hota. chin jo Allah ko manzor tha. college ki routine chlti rhi. hamare college mn party arrange hoi. mne umer bhai ka admission bhi apne college mn krwaya kiu k mn us boring college mn akela bore ho jata tha. is trahn meri boriyat bhi khatam ho jaye gi. From my itel