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332 O f a Dancing-Girl.

[March,

OF A DANCING-GIRL.

N othing is more silent than the be­ Samisen 2 tinkle. The dancers with­
ginning of a Japanese banquet ; and no draw to a clear space at the farther end of
one, except a native, who observes the the banqueting-hall, always vast enough
opening scene could possibly imagine the to admit of many more guests than ever
tumultuous ending. assemble upon common occasions. Some
The robed guests take their places, form the orchestra, under the direction
quite noiselessly and without speech, of a woman of uncertain age ; there are
upon the kneeling - cushions. The lac­ several samisen, and a tiny drum played
quered services are laid upon the matting by a child. Others, singly or in pairs,
before them by maidens whose bare feet perform the dance. It may be swift
make no sound. For a while there are and merry, consisting wholly of graceful
only smiling and flitting, as in dreams. posturing, — two gills dancing together
You are not likely to hear any voices from with such coincidence of step and gesture
without, as a banqueting-house is usu­ as only years of training could render
ally secluded from the street by Spacious possible. But more frequently it is ra­
gardens. At last the master of cere­ ther like acting than like what we Occi­
monies, host or provider, breaks the hush dentals call dancing, — acting accompa­
with the consecrated formula, “ O-soma- nied with extraordinary waving of sleeves
tsU degoza/rimasu ga ! — duzo o-hashi! ” and fans, and with a play of eyes and
whereat all present bow silently, take features, sweet, subtle, subdued, whol­
up their hashi (chopsticks), and fall to. ly Oriental. There are more voluptu­
But hashi, deftly used, cannot be heard ous dances known to geisha, but upon
at all. The maidens pour wrarm sakS ordinary occasions and before refined au­
into the cup of each guest without mak­ diences they portray beautiful old Jap­
ing the least sound ; and it is not until anese traditions, like the legend of the
several dishes have been emptied, and fisher Urasliima. beloved by the Sea God’s
several cups of sakf? absorbed, that daughter; and at intervals they sing an­
tongues are loosened. cient Chinese poems, expressing a natu­
Then, all at once, with a little burst of ral emotion with delicious vividness by a
laughter, a number of young girls enter, few exquisite words. And always they
make the customary prostration of greet­ pour the wine, — that warm, pale yellow,
ing, glide into the open space between sleepy wine which fills the veins with
the ranks of the guests, and begin to soft contentment, making a faint sense
serve the wine with a grace and dexterity of ecstasy, through which, as through
of which no common maid is capable. some poppied sleep, the commonplace
They are pretty ; they are clad in very becomes wondrous and blissful, and the
costly robes of silk ; they are girdled geisha Maids of Paradise, and the world
like queens ; and the beautifully dressed much sweeter than, in the natural order
hair of each is decked with fresh flotvers, of things, it could ever possibly be.
with wonderful combs and pins, and with The banquet, at first so silent, slowly
curious ornaments of gold. They greet changes to a merry tumult. The compa­
the stranger as if they had always known ny break ranks, form groups ; and from
him ; they jest, laugh, and utter funny group to group the girls pass, laughing,
little cries. These are the geisha , 1 or prattling, — still pouring sake into the
dancing-girls, hired for the banquet. cups which are being exchanged and
1 T h e K y o to w ord is maiko. 2 G u ita rs o f th re e strin g s.
1893.] O f a Dancing-Girl. 333
emptied with low bows.1 Men begin to the Gun, by which the Fox can be killed.
sing old samurai songs, old Chinese po­ But all the while you must watch her
ems. One or two even dance. A geisha bright eyes and supple hands. These
tucks her robe well up to her knees ; and are pretty; and if you suffer yourself,
the samisen strike up the quick melody, just for one fraction of a second, to think
“ Kompira fune-fwne.” As the music how pretty they are, you are bewitched
plays, she begins to run lightly and swift­ and vanquished.
ly in a figure of 8, and a young man, Notwithstanding all this apparent com­
carrying a sak6 bottle and cup, also runs radeship, a certain rigid decorum be­
in the same figure of 8. If the two meet tween guest and geisha is invaribly pre­
on a line, the one through whose error served at a Japanese banquet. However
the meeting happens must drink a cup of flushed with wine a guest may have be­
sake. The music becomes quicker and come, you will never see him attempt to
quicker, and the runners run faster and caress a girl ; he never forgets that she
faster, for they must keep time to the appears at the festivities only as a human
melody; and the geisha wins. In an­ flower, to be looked at, not to be touched.
other part of the room, guests and geisha The familiarity which foreign tourists in
are playing ken. They sing as they Japan frequently permit themselves with
play, facing each other, and clap their geisha or with waiter-girls, though en­
hands, and fling out their fingers at in­ dured with smiling patience, is really
tervals with little cries ; and the samisen much disliked, and considered by native
keep time. observers an evidence of extreme vulgar­
Choito, ■— don-don! ity.
O tagaidane; For a time the merriment grows; but
Choito, — don-don !
Oidemashitane;
as midnight draws near, the guests be­
Choito, — don-don ! gin to slip away, one by one, unnoticed.
Shimaimashitane. Then the din gradually dies down, the
Now, to play ken with a geisha re­ music stops ; and at last the geisha, hav­
quires a perfectly cool head, a quick eye, ing escorted the latest of the feasters to
and much practice. Having been trained the door, with laughing cries of Sai/o-
from childhood to play all kinds of ken, nara, can sit down alone to break their
— and there are many, — she generally long fast in the deserted hall.
loses only for politeness, when she loses Such is the geisha’s role. But what
at all. The signs of the most common is the mystery of her ? AVhat are her
ken are a Man, a Fox, and a Gun. If thoughts, her emotions, her secret self ?
the geisha make the sign of the Gun, What is her veritable existence beyond
you must instantly, and in exact time to the night circle of the banquet lights, far
the music, make the sign of the Fox, from the illusion formed around her by
who cannot use the Gun. For if you the mist of wine ? Is she always as
make the sign of the Man, then she will mischievous as she seems while her voice
answer with the sign of the Fox, who ripples out with mocking sweetness the
can bewitch the Man, and you lose. words of the ancient song ?
And if she make the sign of the Fox K im i to nei/ciru ka, go sengoku toruka ?
first, then you should make the sign of Nanno gosengoku kim i to neyo ? -
1 I t is so m etim es cu sto m a ry fo r g u ests to ex­ F u ji - ed a G eld, a vassal of th e Shogun. H e
ch an g e cu p s, a f te r d u ly rin sin g them . I t is a l­ h a d an incom e of five th o u sa n d ko k u of rice, —
w ays a co m p lim en t to a s k fo r your f rie n d ’s cup. a g-reat incom e in those days. B u t he fell in
2 “ O nce m o re to re s t beside h e r, or keep**five th o u ­ love w ith an inm ate of the Y oshiw ara, nam ed
sand k o k u ? A y aginu, an d w ished to m arry her. W h en his
W liat ca re I for k o k u ? L e t m e be w ith h e r ! ” m a ste r b ade th e vassal choose betw een his for­
T h e re liv ed in an cien t tim es a hatamoto called tu n e and h is passion, th e lovers fled secretly to
334 O f a Dancing-Girl. [March,
Or might we think her capable of keep­ able of mercenaries, the most pitiless of
ing that passionate promise she utters so mistresses. This cannot all be true. Yet
deliciously ? thus much is true, — that, like the kitten,
Omae shindaru tera ewa yaranu ! the geisha is by profession a creature of
Yaete konishite sake de nomud prey. There are many really lovable kit­
“ Why, as for that,” a friend tells me, tens. Even so there must be really de­
“ there was O-Kama of Osaka who real­ lightful dancing-girls.
ized the song only last year. For she, The geisha is only what she has been
having collected from the funeral pile made in answer to foolish human de­
the ashes of her lover, mingled them sire for the illusion of love mixed with
with sakd, and at a banquet drank them, youth and grace, but without regrets or
in the presence of many guests.” In responsibilities: wherefore she has been
the presence of many guests ! Alas for taught, besides ken, to play at hearts.
romance ! But what may not be expect­ Now, the eternal law is that people may
ed of one who knows little of the pri­ play with impunity at any game in this
vacy of life ! unhappy world except three, which are
Always in the dwelling which a band called Life, Love, and Death. Those the
of geisha occupy, there is a strange image gods have reserved to themselves, because
placed in the alcove. Sometimes it is of nobody else can learn to play them with­
clay, rarely of gold, most commonly of out doing mischief. Therefore, to play
porcelain. It is reverenced: offerings with a geisha any game much more seri­
are made to it, sweetmeats and rice-bread ous than ken, or at least go, is displeasing
and wine ; incense smoulders in front of to the gods.
it, and a lamp is burned before it. It
is the image of a kitten erect, one paw The girl begins her career as a slave, a
outstretched as if inviting, — whence its pretty child bought from miserably poor
name, “ the Beckoning Kitten.” It is parents under a contract, according to
the genius loci: it brings good fortune, which her services may be claimed by
the patronage of the rich, the favor of the purchasers for eighteen, twenty, or
banquet-givers. Now, they who know even twenty - five years. She is fed,
the soul of the geisha aver that the sem­ clothed, and trained in a house occupied
blance of the image is the semblance of only by geisha ; and she passes the rest
herself, — playful and pretty, soft and of her childhood under severe discipline.
young, lithe and caressing, and cruel as She is taught etiquette, grace, polite
a devouring fire. speech; she has daily lessons in dan­
Worse, also, than this they have said cing ; and she is obliged to learn by
of her : that in her shadow treads the heart a multitude of songs with their
God of Poverty, and that the Fox-Wo­ airs. Also she must learn games, the
men are her sisters; that she is the service of banquets and weddings, the
ruin of youth, the waster of fortunes, the art of dressing and looking beautiful.
destroyer of families; that she knows Whatever physical gifts she may have
love only as the source of the follies are carefully cultivated. Afterwards
which are her gain, and grows rich upon she is taught to handle musical instru­
the substance of men whose graves she ments : first, the little drum (tsudzumi),
has m ade; that she is the most con­ which cannot be sounded at all without
summate of pretty hypocrites, the most considerable practice ; then she learns to
dangerous of schemers, the most insati- play the samisen a little, with a plectrum
a fa rm e r’s house, a n d th e re c o m m itted suicide 1 “ T hee, sh o u ld st th o u die, g rav ey a rd sh all hold
to g eth er. A n d th e above song w as m ad e a b o u t n e v e r!
I th y body’s ash es, m ix ed w ith w ine, w ill d r i n k ! ”
th em . I t is s till sung'.
1893.] O f a Dancing-Girl. 335
of tortoise-shell or ivory. At eight or her freedom, — which somebody would
nine years of age she attends banquets, almost certainly thereafter discover many
chiefly as a drum-player. She is then new and excellent meanings in those
the most charming little creature imagi­ Buddhist texts which tell about the fool­
nable, and already knows how to till your ishness of love and the impermanency
wine-cup exactly full, with a single toss of all human relationships.
of the bottle and without spilling a drop, At this point of her career we may
between two taps of her drum. leave the geisha: thereafter her story is
Thereafter her discipline becomes more apt to prove unpleasant, unless she die
cruel. Her voice may be flexible enough, young. Should that happen, she will
but lacks the requisite strength. In the have the obsequies of her class, and her
iciest hours of winter nights, she must memory will be preserved by divers cu­
ascend to the roof of her dwelling-house, rious rites.
and there sing and play till the blood oozes Some time, perhaps, while wandering
from her fingers and the voice dies in her through Japanese streets at night, you
throat. The desired result is an atrocious hear sounds of music, a tinkling of sami-
cold. After a period of hoarse whispering, sen floating through the great gateway
her voice changes its tone and strength­ of a Buddhist temple, together with shrill
ens. She is ready to become a public voices of singing girls ; which may seem
singer and dancer. to you a strange happening. And the
In this capacity she usually makes her deep court is thronged with people look­
first appearance at the age of twelve or ing and listening. Then, making your
thirteen. If pretty and skillful, her ser­ way through the press to the temple steps,
vices will be much in demand, and her you see two geisha seated upon the mat­
time paid for at the rate of twenty to ting within, playing and singing, and a
twenty-five sen per hour. Then only do third dancing before a little table. Upon
her purchasers begin to reimburse them­ the table is an ihai, or mortuary tablet;
selves for the time, expense, and trouble in front of the tablet burns a little lamp,
of her training ; and they are not apt and incense in a cup of bronze ; a small
to he generous. For many years more repast has been placed there, fruits and
all that she earns must pass into their dainties, — such a repast as, upon festi­
hands. She can own nothing, not even val occasions, it is the custom to offer to
her clothes. the dead. You learn that the kaimyd
At seventeen or eighteen she has made upon the tablet is that of a geisha ; and
her artistic reputation. She has been at that the comrades of the dead girl as­
many hundreds of entertainments, and semble in the temple on certain days to
knows by sight all the inqiortant person­ gladden her spirit with songs and dances.
ages of her city, the character of each, the Then whosoever pleases may attend the
history of all. Her life has been chiefly ceremony free of charge.
a night life ; rarely has she seen the sun
rise since she became a dancer. She has But the dancing-girls of ancient times
learned to drink wine without ever losing were not as the geisha of to-day. Some
her head, and to fast for seven or eight of them were called shirabyashi ; and
hours without ever feeling the worse. their hearts 'were not extremely hard.
She has had many lovers. To a certain They were beautiful; they wore queerly
extent she is free to smile upon whom shaped caps bedecked with gold ; they
she pleases ; but she has been well taught, were clad in splendid attire, and danced
above all else, to use her power of charm with swords in the dwellings of princes.
for her own advantage. She hopes to And there is an old story about one of
find somebody able and willing to buy them which I think it worth while to tell.
336 O f a Dancing-Girl. [March,
i. as types embodying the characteristics of
It was formerly, and indeed still is, a a class : the childish curiosity of the pea­
custom with young Japanese artists to sant, the shyness of the maiden, the fas­
travel on foot through various parts of cination of the joro, the self - conscious­
the empire, in order to see and sketch ness of the samurai, the funny, placid
the most celebrated scenery as well as prettiness of the child, the resigned gen­
to study famous art objects preserved in tleness of age. Travel and observation
Buddhist temples, many of which occupy were the influences which developed this
sites of extraordinary picturesqueness. a r t ; it was never a growth of studios.
I t is to such wanderings, chiefly, that we A great many years ago, a young art
owe the existence of those beautiful books student was traveling on foot from Sai-
of landscape views and life studies which kyo to Yedo, over the mountains. The
are now so curious and rare, and which roads then were few and bad, and travel
teach better than aught else that only the was so difficult compared to what it is
Japanese can paint Japanese scenery. now that a proverb was current, K awai
After you have become acquainted with ko iva tabi wo sase (A pet child should
their methods of interpreting their own be made to travel). But the land was
nature, foreign attempts in the same line what it is to-day. There were the same
will seem to you strangely flat and soul­ forests of cedar and of pine, the same
less. The foreign artist will give you groves of bamboo, the same peaked vil­
realistic reflections of what he sees ; but lages with roofs of thatch, the same ter­
he will give you nothing more. The raced ricefields dotted with the great yel­
Japanese artist gives you that which he low straw hats of peasants bending in the
feels, — the mood of a season, the pre­ slime. From the wayside, the same stat­
cise sensation of an hour and place ; his ues of Jizo smiled upon the same pilgrim
work is qualified by a power of sugges­ figures passing to the same temples ; and
tiveness rarely found in the art of the then, as now, of summer days, one might
West. The Occidental painter renders see naked brown children laughing in
minute detail; he satisfies the imagina­ all the shallow rivers, and all the rivers
tion he evokes. But his Oriental bro­ laughing to the sun.
ther either suppresses or idealizes detail, The young art student, however, was
— steeps his distances in mist, bands his no kawai ko : he had already traveled a
landscapes with cloud, makes of his ex­ great deal, was inured to hard fare and
perience a memory in which only the rough lodging, and accustomed to make
strange and the beautiful survive, with the best of every situation. But upon
their sensations. He surpasses imagina­ this journey he found himself, one even­
tion, excites it, leaves it hungry with the ing after sunset, in a region where it
hunger of charm perceived in glimpses seemed possible to obtain neither fare
only. Nevertheless, in such glimpses he nor lodging of any sort, — out of sight
is able to convey the feeling of a time, of cultivated land. While attempting a
the character of a place, after a fashion short cut over a range to reach some vil­
that seems magical. He is a painter of lage, he had lost his way.
recollections and of sensations rather than There was no moon, and pine shadows
of clear-cut realities ; and in this lies the made blackness all around him. The dis­
secret of his amazing power, -—-a power trict into which he had wandered seemed
not to be appreciated by those who have utterly wild ; there were no sounds but
never witnessed the scenes of his inspira­ the humming of the wind in the pine
tion. He is above all things impersonal. needles, and an infinite tinkling of bell-
His human figures are devoid of all indi­ insects. He stumbled on, hoping to gain
viduality ; yet they have inimitable merit some river bank, 'which he could follow
O f a D ancing-G irl. 337
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to a settlement. At last a stream abrupt­ as to illuminate the stranger’s face, while
ly crossed liis way ; but it proved to be her own remained in shadow. She scru­
a swift torrent pouring into a gorge be­ tinized him in silence ; then said briefly,
tween precipices. Obliged to retrace his “ W ait; I will bring water.” She fetched
steps, he resolved to climb to the nearest a wash-basin, set it upon the doorstep,
summit, whence he might be able to dis­ and offered the guest a towel. He re­
cern some sign of human life ; but on moved his sandals, washed from his feet
reaching it he could see about him only the dust of travel, and was shown into a
a heaping of hills. neat room which appeared to occupy the
He had almost resigned himself to whole interior, except a small boarded
passing the night under the stars, when space at the rear, used as a kitchen. A
he perceived, at some distance down the cotton rug was laid for him to kneel upon,
further slope of the hill he had ascended, and a brazier set before him.
a single thin yellow ray of light, evidently It was only then that he had a good
issuing from some dwelling. He made opportunity of observing his hostess; and
his way towards it, and soon discerned he was startled by the delicacy and beau­
a small cottage, apparently a peasant's ty of her features. She might have been
home. The light he had seen still three or four years older than he, but was
streamed from it, through a chink in the still in the bloom of youth. Certainly
closed storm - doors. He hastened for­ she was not a peasant girl. In the same
ward, and knocked at the entrance. singularly sweet voice she said to him,
“ I am now alone, and I never receive
ii. guests here. But I am sure it would be
Not until he had knocked and called dangerous for you to travel further to­
several times did he hear any stir with­ night. There are some peasants in the
in ; then a woman’s voice asked what neighborhood ; but you cannot find your
was wanted. The voice was remarkably way to them in the dark without a guide.
sweet, and the speech of the unseen ques­ So I can let you stay here until morning.
tioner surprised him ; for she spoke in You will not be comfortable ; but I can
the cultivated idiom of the capital. He give you a bed. And I suppose you are
responded that he was a student, who had hungry. There is only some shojin-ry-
lost his way in the mountains ; that he dri,1— not at all good, but you are wel­
wished, if possible, to obtain food and come to it.”
lodging for the n ig h t; and that if this The traveler was quite hungry, and
could not be given, he would feel very only too glad of the offer. The young
grateful for information how to reach woman kindled a little fire, prepared a
the nearest village, — adding that he had few dishes in silence, — stewed leaves of
means enough to pay for the services of na, some aburage, some kampyd, and a
a guide. The voice, in return, asked sev­ bowl of coarse rice, — and quickly set
eral other questions, indicating extreme the meal before him, apologizing for its
surprise that any one could have reached quality. But during his repast she spoke
the dwelling from the direction he had scarcely at a ll; and her reserved man­
taken. But his answers evidently allayed ner embarrassed him. As she answered
suspicion ; for the inmate exclaimed, “ I the few questions he ventured upon mere­
will come in a moment. It would be dif­ ly by a bow or by a solitary word, he soon
ficult for you to reach any village to­ refrained from attempting to press the
night ; and the path is dangerous.” conversation.
After a brief delay, the storm-doors 1 Bucldlust food, containing no animal sub­
were pushed open, and a woman appeared stance. Some kinds of shujin-ryuri are quite
with a paper lantern, which she so held appetizing.
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338 O f a Dancing- Girl. [ M arch,
Meanwhile, he had observed that the could offer no objection, as there was but
small house was spotlessly clean, and the one room. She spread the mattress on
utensils in which his food was served the floor, fetched a wooden pillow, sus­
were immaculate. The few cheap objects pended her paper mosquito curtain, un­
in the apartment were pretty. The fu - folded a large screen on the side of the
suma of the oshiire and zendana 1 were hed toward the butsudan, and then bade
of white paper only, but had been deco­ him good-night in a manner that assured
rated with large Chinese characters ex- him she wished him to retire at once ;
cpiisitely written, characters suggesting, which lie did, not without some reluc­
according to the law of such decoration, tance at the thought of all the trouble
the favorite themes of the poet and ar­ he had unintentionally caused her.
tist : Spring Flowers, Mountain and Sea,
Summer Rain, Sky and Stars, Autumn ill.
Moon, River Water, Autumn Breeze. At Unwilling as the young traveler felt
one side of the apartment stood a kind of to accept a kindness involving the sacri­
low altar, supporting a butsudan, whose fice of another’s repose, he found the bed
tiny lacquered doors, left open, showed more than comfortable. He was very
a mortuary tablet within, before which a tired, and had scarcely laid his head upon
lamp was burning between offerings of the wooden pillow before he forgot every­
wild flowers. And above this household thing in sleep.
shrine hung a picture of more than com­ Yet only a little while seemed to have
mon merit, representing the Goddess of passed when he was awakened by a sin­
Mercy, wearing the moon for her aureole. gular sound. It was certainly the sound
As the student ended his little meal, of feet, but not of feet walking softly. I t
the young woman observed, “ I cannot seemed rather the sound of feet in rapid
offer you a good bed, and there is only motion, as of excitement. Then it oc­
a paper mosquito curtain. The bed and curred to him that robbers might have
the curtain are mine, but to-night I have entered the house. As for himself, he
many things to do, and will have no time had little to fear because he had little
to sleep ; therefore I beg you will try to to lose. His anxiety was chiefly for the
rest, though I am not able to make you kind person who had granted him hos­
comfortable.” pitality. Into each side of the paper
He then understood that she was, for mosquito curtain a small square of brown
some strange reason, entirely alone, and netting had been fitted, like a little win­
was voluntarily giving up her only bed dow, and through one of these he tried
to him upon a kindly pretext. He pro­ to look ; but the high screen stood be­
tested honestly against such an excess tween him and whatever was going on.
of hospitality, and assured her that he He thought of calling, but this impulse
could sleep quite soundly anywhere on was checked by the reflection that in
the floor, and did not care about the case of real danger it would be both
mosquitoes. But she replied, in the tone useless and imprudent to announce his
of an elder sister, that lie must do as presence before understanding the situ­
she wished. She really had something ation. The sounds which had made him
to do, and she desired to be left by her­ uneasy continued, and were more and
self as soon as possible ; therefore, un­ more mysterious. He resolved to pre­
derstanding him to be a gentleman, she pare for the worst, and to risk his life, if
expected he would suffer her to arrange necessary, in order to defend his young
matters in her own way. To this he hostess. Hastily girding up his robes, he
1 I lie terms oshiire and zendana might he board.” The fusuma are sliding* screens serv­
partly rendered l)y “ wardrobe” and " cnp- ing* as doors.
O f a Dancing-Girl. 339
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slipped noiselessly from under the paper the most celebrated of them a girl who
curtain, crept to the edge of the screen, could dance like you ; and once I had
and peeped. What he saw astonished begun to watch you, I could not take
him extremely. away my eyes.”
Before her illuminated butsudan the At first she had seemed angry, but
young woman, magnificently attired, was before he had ceased to speak her ex­
dancing all alone. Her costume he recog­ pression changed. She smiled, and seated
nized as that of a shirabyoshi, though herself before him. “ No, I am not an­
much richer than any he had ever seen gry with you,” she said. “ I am only
worn by a professional dancer. Marvel­ sorry that you should have watched me,
ously enhanced by it, her beauty, in that for I am sure you must have thought
lonely time and place, appeared almost su­ me mad when you saw me dancing that
pernatural ; but what seemed to him even way, all by myself; and now I must tell
more wonderful was her dancing. For you the meaning of what you have seen.”
an instant he felt the tingling of a weird So she related her story. Her name
doubt. The superstitions of peasants, the he remembered to have heard as a boy,
legends of Fox-M omen, Hashed befoie his __her professional name, the name of
imagination ; but the sight of the Bud­ the most famous of shirabyoshi, the dar­
dhist shrine, of the sacred picture, dissi­ ling of the capital, who, in the zenith of
pated the fancy, and shamed him for the her fame and beauty, had suddenly van­
folly of it. At the same time he became ished from public life, none knew whither
conscious that he was watching some­ or why. She had fled from wealth and
thing she had not wished him to see, fortune with a youth who loved her. He
and that it was his duty, as her guest, was poor, but between them they pos­
to return at once behind the screen; but sessed enough means to live simply and
the spectacle fascinated him. He felt, happily in the country. They built a lit­
with not less pleasure than amazement, tle house hi the mountains, and there for
that he was looking upon the most ac­ a number of years they existed only for
complished dancer he had ever seen ; each other. He adored her. One of his
and the more he watched, the more the greatest pleasures was to see her dance.
witchery of her grace grew upon him. Each evening he would play some favor­
Suddenly she paused, panting, unfastened ite melody, and she would dance for him.
her girdle, turned in the act of doffing But one long cold winter he fell sick,
her upper robe, and started violently as and, in spite of her tender nursing, died.
her eyes encountered his own. Since then she had lived alone with the
He tried at once to excuse himself memory of him, performing all those small
to her. He said he had been suddenly rites of love and homage with which the
awakened by the sound of quick feet, dead are honored. Daily before his tab­
which sound had caused him some un­ let she placed the customary offerings,
easiness, chiefly for her sake, because of and nightly danced to please him, as of
the lateness of the hour and the lone­ old. And this was the explanation of
someness of the place. Then he con­ what the young traveler had seen. It
fessed his surprise at what he had seen, was indeed rude, she continued, to have
and spoke of the manner in which it awakened her tired guest; but she had
had attracted him. “ I beg you,” he con­ waited until she thought him soundly
tinued, “ to forgive my curiosity, for I sleeping, and then she had tried to dance
cannot help wondering who you are, and very, very lightly. So she hoped he would
how you could have become so maivel- pardon her for having unintentionally
ous a dancer. All the dancers of Saikyo disturbed him.
I have seen, yet T have never seen among When she had told him all. she made
340 O f a Dancing-Girl. [March,
ready a little tea, which they drank to­ he grew rich, and possessed a beautiful
gether ; then she entreated him so plain­ dwelling of his own in the City of the
tively to please her by trying to sleep Emperors. Young artists from many
again that he found himself obliged to go provinces were his pupils, and lived with
back, with many sincere apologies, under him, serving him in all things while re­
the paper mosquito curtain. ceiving his instruction ; and his name was
He slept well and long; the sun was known through all the land.
high before he woke. On rising, he Now, there came one day to his house
found prepared for him a meal as simple an old woman, who asked to speak with
as that of the evening before, and he felt him. The servants, seeing that she was
hungry. Nevertheless he ate sparingly, meanly dressed and of miserable appear­
fearing the young woman might have ance, took her to be some common beg­
stinted herself in thus providing for him ; gar, and questioned her roughly. But
and then he made ready to depart. But when she answered, “ I can tell to no one
when he wanted to pay her for what he except your master why I have come,”
had received, and for all the trouble he they believed her mad, and deceived her,
had given her, she refused to take any­ saying, “ He is not now in Saikyo, nor
thing from him, saying, “ What I had to do we know how soon he will return.”
give was not worth money, and what I But the old woman came again and
did was done for kindness alone. So I again, — day after day, and week after
pray that you will try to forget the dis­ week, — each time being told something
comfort you suffered here, and will re­ that was not true : “ To-day he is ill,”
member only the good will of one who or, ■' To-day he is very busy,” or, “ To­
had nothing to offer.” day he has much company, and there­
lie still endeavored to induce her to fore cannot see you.” Nevertheless she
accept something; but at last, finding continued to come, always at the same
that his insistence only gave her pain, he hour each day, and always carrying a
took leave of her with such words as he bundle wrapped in a ragged covering;
could find to express his gratitude, and and the servants at last thought it were
not without a secret regret, for her beau­ best to speak to their master about her.
ty and her gentleness had charmed him So they said to him, “ There is a very
more than he would have liked to acknow­ old woman, whom we take to be a beg­
ledge to any but herself. She indicated gar, at our lord’s door. More than fifty
to him the path to follow, and watched times she has come, asking to see our
him descend the mountain until he had lord, and refusing to tell us why, — say­
passed from sight. An hour later lie found ing that she can tell her wishes only to
himself upon a highway with which he our lord. And we have tried to discour­
was familiar. Then a sudden remorse age her, as she seemed to be mad ; but
touched him : he had forgotten to tell her she always comes. Therefore we have
his name ! For an instant he hesitated ; presumed to mention the matter to our
then said to himself, “ What matters it ? lord, in order that we may learn what is
I shall be always poor.” And he went to be done hereafter.”
on. Then the master answered sharply,
rv. “ Why did none of you tell me of this
Many years passed by, and many fash­ before ? ” and went out himself to the
ions with them ; and the painter became gate, and spoke very kindly to the wo­
old. But ere becoming old he had be­ man, remembering how he also had been
come famous. Princes, charmed by the poor. And he asked her if she desired
wonder of his work, had vied with one alms of him.
another in giving him patronage ; so that But she answered that she had no need
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of money or of food, and only desired that down above the sound of prayer has guid­
he would paint for her a picture. He ed me. But when my unworthy home
wondered at her wish, and bade her entei was honored by the visit of the august
his house. So she entered into the ves­ Master, I was not as I now am. And
tibule, and, kneeling there, began to untie it seems to me like a miracle of our Lord
the knots of the bundle she had brought Buddha that the Master should remem­
with her. When she had unwrapped it, ber me.”
the painter perceived curious rich quaint Then she related the rest of her sim­
garments of silk broidered with designs ple story. In the course of years, she
in gold, yet much frayed and discolored had become, through poverty, obliged to
by wear and time, — the wreck of a won­ part with her little house; and in her
derful costume of other days, the attire old age she had returned alone to the
of a shirabyoslii. great city, in which her name had long
While the old woman unfolded the gar­ been forgotten. It had caused her much
ments one by one, and tried to smooth pain to lose her home ; but it grieved
them with her trembling fingers, a mem­ her still more that, in becoming weak and
ory stirred in the blaster s brain, thrilled old, she could no longer dance each even­
dimly there a little space, then suddenly ing before the butsudan, to please the
lighted up. In that soft shock of recol­ spirit of the dead whom she had loved.
lection, he saw again the lonely mountain Therefore she wanted to have a picture
dwelling in which he had received unre­ of herself painted, in the costume and
munerated hospitality,— the tiny room the attitude of the dance, that she might
prepared for his rest, the paper mosquito suspend it before the butsudan, to serve
curtain, the faintly burning lamp before instead of her. as she could not dance any
the Buddhist shrine, the strange beauty more. For this she had prayed earnestly
of one dancing there alone in the dead to Kwannon. And she had sought out
of the night. Then, to the astonishment the Master because of his fame as a paint­
of the aged visitor, he, the favored of er, since she desired, for the sake of the
princes, bowed low before her, and said, dead, no common work, but a picture
“ Pardon my rudeness in having forgot­ painted with great skill; and she had
ten your face for a mom ent; but it is brought her dancing attire, hoping that
more than forty years since we last saw the Master might be willing to paint her
each other. Now I remember you well. therein.
You received me once at your house. He listened to all with a kindly smile,
You gave up to me the only bed you and answered her, “ It will be only a
had. I saw you dance, and you told me pleasure for me to paint the picture which
all your story. You had been a shira- you want. This day I have something
byoshi, and I have not forgotten your to finish which cannot be delayed. But
name.” if you will come here to-morrow, I will
He uttered it. She, astonished and paint you exactly as you wish, and as well
confused, could not at first reply to him, as I am able.”
for she was old and had suffered much, But she said, “ I have not yet told
and her memory had begun to fail. But to the Master the thing which most trou­
he spoke more and more kindly to her, bles me. And it is this,— that I can
and reminded her of many things which offer in return for so great a favor no­
she had told him, and described to her thing except these dancer’s clothes ; and
the house in which she had lived alone, they are of no value in themselves,
so that at last she also remembered; though they were costly once. Still, I
and she answered, with tears of pleasure, hoped the Master might be willing to
“ Surely the Divine One who looketh
take them, seeing they have become cu-
342 O f a Dancing-Girl. [March,
rious ; for there are no more shirabyoshi, her as she had been in the days of her
and the maiko of these times wear no youth, bright-eyed as a bird, lithe as a
such robes.” bamboo, dazzling as an angel in her rai­
“ Of that matter,” the good painter ex­ ment of silk and gold. Under the magic
claimed, “ you must not think at a ll! N o : of the Master’s brush, the vanished grace
I am glad to have this present chance of returned, the faded beauty bloomed again.
paying a small part of my old debt to M hen the kakemono had been finished,
you. So to-morrow I will paint you just and stamped with his seal, he mounted it
as you wish.” richly upon silken cloth, and fixed to it
She prostrated herself thrice before rollers of cedar with ivory weights, and
him, uttering thanks, and then said, a silken cord by which to hang i t ; and
“ Let my lord pardon, though I have he placed it in a little box of white wood,
yet something more to say. For I do and so gave it to the shirabyoshi. Aud
not wish that he should paint me as I he would also have presented her with a
now am, but only as I used to be when gift of njoney. But though he pressed
I was young, as my lord knew me.” her earnestly, he could not persuade her
“ He said, “ I remember well. You to accept his help. “ Nay,” she made
were very beautiful.” answer, with tears, “ indeed I need no­
Her wrinkled features lighted up with thing. The picture only I desired. For
pleasure, as she bowed her thanks to him that I prayed; and now my prayer has
for those words. And she exclaimed, been answered, and I know that I never
“ Then indeed all that I hoped and can wish for anything more in this life,
prayed for may be done ! Since he thus and that if I come to die thus desiring
remembers my poor youth, I beseech my nothing, to enter upon the way of Bud­
lord to paint me, not as I now am, but dha will not be difficult. One thought
as he saw me when I was not old and, alone causes me sorrow, — that I have
as it has pleased him generously to say, nothing to offer to the Master but this
not uncomely. O Master, make me dancer’s apparel, which is indeed of little
young again! Make me seem beautiful worth, though I beseech him to accept i t ;
that I may seem beautiful to the soul of and I will pray each day that his future
him for whose sake I, the unworthy, be­ life may be a life of happiness, because
seech this! He will see the Master’s of the wondrous kindness which he has
work : he will forgive me that I can no done me.”
longer dance.” “ Nay,” protested the painter, smiling,
Then the Master bade her have no “ what is it that I have done? Truly
anxiety, and again said, “ Come to-mor­ nothing. As for the dancer’s garments,
row, and I will paint you. I will make I will accept them, if that can make you
a picture of you just as you were when more happy. They will bring back plea­
I saw you, a young and beautiful shira­ sant memories of the night I passed in
byoshi, and I will paint it as carefully your home, when you gave up all your
and as skillfully as if I were painting comforts for my unworthy sake, and yet
the picture of the richest person in the would not suffer me to pay for that
land. Never doubt, but come.” which I used; and for that kindness I
hold myself to be still in your debt.
v. But now tell me where you live, so that
So the aged dancer came at the ap­ I may see the picture in its place.” For
pointed hour ; and upon soft white silk he had resolved within himself to place
the artist painted a picture of her. Yet her heyond the reach of want.
not a picture of her as she seemed to But she excused herself with humble
the Master’s pupils, but the memory of words, and would not tell him, saying
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ing the shutter unfastened from within,
that her dwelling-place was too mean to
he pushed it slightly aside, and called
be looked upon by such as he ; and then,
through the aperture. None replied, and
with many prostrations, she thanked him
he decided to enter. Simultaneously, with
again and again, and went away with
extraordinary vividness, there thrilled
her treasure, weeping for joy.
back to him the sensation of the very
Then the Master called to one of his
instant when, as a tired lad, he stood
pupils, “ Go quickly after that woman,
pleading for admission to the lonesome
but so that she does not know herself
followed, and bring me word where she little cottage among the hills.
Entering alone softly, he perceived that
lives.” So the young man followed her,
the woman was lying there, wrapped in
unperceived. a single thin and tattered futon, seem­
He remained long away, and when lie
ingly asleep. On a rude shelf he lecog-
returned he laughed in the manner of
nized the butsudan of forty years before,
one obliged to say something which it is
with its tablet, and now, as then, a tiny
not pleasant to hear, and he said, ‘-That
lamp was burning in front of the kaimyo.
woman, O Master, I followed out of the
The kakemono of the Goddess of Mercy
city to the dry bed of the river, near to
with her lunar aureole was gone, but on
the place where criminals are executed.
the wall facing the shrine he beheld his
There I saw a hut such as a pariah might
own exquisite gift suspended, and an
dwell in, and that is where she lives. A
o-fuda beneath it, — an o-fuda of Ilito-
forsaken and filthy place, O Master .
koto-Kwannon, whose shrine is at Nara,
“ Nevertheless,” the painter replied,
not far from the temple of the giant Bud­
“ to-morrow you will take me to that
dha ; that Kwannon unto whom it is un­
forsaken and filthy place. What time I
lawful to pray more than once, as she
live she shall not suffer for food or cloth­
answers but a single prayer. There was
ing or comfort.”
As all wondered at his words, he told little else in the desolate dwelling; only
them the story of the shirabyoshi, after the garments of a female pilgrim, and a
which it did not seem to them that his mendicant’s staff and bowl.
But the Master did not pause to look
words were strange.
at these things, for he desired to awaken
VI. and to gladden the sleeper, and he called
On the morning of the day following, her name cheerily twice and thrice.
Then suddenly he saw that she was
an hour after sunrise, the Master and his
dead, and he wondered while he gazed
pupil took their way to the dry bed of
upon her face, for it seemed less old. A
the river, beyond the verge of the city,
vague sweetness, like a ghost of youth,
to the place of outcasts.
The entrance of the little dwelling they had returned to i t ; the lines of sorrow
had been softened, the wrinkles strange­
found closed by a single shutter, upon
ly smoothed by the touch of a phantom
which the Master tapped many times
without evoking a response. Then, find­ Master mightier than he.
Lafcadio Hearn.
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