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MTL The Tyrant Wants To Live Honestly
MTL The Tyrant Wants To Live Honestly
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Ramgle Novel
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Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 1
***
“Uh-uh, peek-a-boo?”
But what is this situation?
I thought as I saw the face luttering in front of me.
This nanny is familiar.
He struggled with his hands and feet that didn't move like his heart.
A small hand as white as cotton wool stirred in the hazy air with
insigni icant movements.
Plump and small hands like a newborn baby.
“Princess Dorothea. Look here!"
The nanny returned the mobile hanging over my eyes, but I was
more distracted by the nanny's words.
Dorothea? Did I say Dorothea now?
My name is Dorothea Milanaire.
The emperor of Ubera, who was born as a princess and ascended to
the throne after killing his brother, who was the crown prince, with his
own hands.
However, the tyrant Dorothea was executed at a young age in front of
all.
“Princess Dorothea, you are so pretty, how can you not smile once?”
The nanny looked at me with a sullen expression.
It's no wonder you can't laugh!
Apparently, everyone was calling me a tyrant and calling me to death.
But that miserable and regretful end disappeared like a bubble.
Was it a piece of a dream? Was it a nightmare?
I'd rather it be If it was all a dream... … .
But even so, the memories of the past were so vivid that the nape of
my neck was cold.
The unbearable agony seemed to crush his heart, causing the
newborn's weak lacrimal glands to burst.
“Oh my gosh! Are you hungry?”
The nanny hugged me as I cried.
A warmth that I had not felt in a long time enveloped me. Warm, cozy
and thoughtful… … .
Yeah, maybe this was a lesson. Teaching to live right.
A chance to turn back my life, stained with evil and regret.
The burning passion and motivation to live one more life were
exhausted, and only exhaustion and gloom, but it was impossible not to
live.
That's right, it can't end like that again.
I will not repeat the same regrets.
let's live well
That is the goal of this life.
***
However, as a baby who could not speak or walk, there was nothing
he could do right away.
A life where all you have to do is lie in the cradle and squirm while
looking at the spinning mobile and sleep when you feel sleepy.
Isn't crying less without whining the good life you can do now?
It didn't feel stuffy, but it was a comfortable and comfortable day.
'By the way, how long has it been since you slept like this?'
A baby's desire to sleep is really great, so if you want a little bit of
warmth, you fall asleep.
It was a sweet time like honey for me, who couldn't sleep properly
due to insomnia.
When I was about to commit myself to sleep, which is more precious
than jewels, I heard a sound that broke my peace.
“Dorodorothy!”
Loud noises outside the cradle. A voice with a short tongue that calls
out to me strangely.
“Oh, my little brother!”
With an exhilarating greeting, his head popped up above the cradle.
"did you sleep well?"
Blue eyes like the sea on a clear day, wavy platinum blonde hair, and
breasts full of cheeks. My brother who has a lovely pink cheeks full of
vitality.
To be precise, my dull older brother, Raymond Milanaire, who died
once at my hand.
“I miss you baby!”
Ray looked at me and smiled brightly.
His rosy cheeks were like peaches, and the scent of fresh milk wafted
from him.
Pure, defenseless, round eyes were looking at me lovingly.
Yes, it was those eyes.
The eyes that made me take the irst step on the path of tyranny,
which are disgusting to look at because they are stupidly good.
“Oppa will protect our baby.”
He was always the same.
The pure eyes that were shining brightly were so plastic that a snort
came out.
To protect the subject that died at my hands.
The rightful prince, Raymond Milanaire.
I killed him, my real brother, with my own hands and ascended the
throne.
The history of the tyrant Dorothea Milanaire began with his death.
The day that stabbed his heart.
It seemed that the sensation was still vivid in this hand, as small as a
maple leaf.
'I can't make the same mistake again in this lifetime.'
He killed Rei and usurped the throne.
It was the starting point of all my regrets.
You can't kill him again.
You can't be a tyrant again.
So, I don't hate him and I have to endure whatever he does... … .
“It’s chewy and soft.”
Rey patted my face with a swaying force until my cheeks were ripped
out.
have to be patient If you don't want to kill him, you have to be
patient... … .
"cute!"
My cheeks keep growing.
Eventually, my patience reached its limit.
“Aww!”
I cried loudly as if yelling and clenched Ray's hand.
"baby! Cry!”
Perhaps the pinching hand hurt, Ray let go of his hand in a hurry to
ind the nanny.
I'm trying to live a good life, but I don't have to touch it!
I stopped crying as soon as Rey let go.
There is no need to cause noise pollution by crying for no reason.
But the nanny was startled and comforted me by holding me in her
arms.
“Prince Ray!”
“I didn’t touch it hard… … .”
“The princess’ cheeks turned red!”
At the nanny's bruise, Ray made a walnut chin and puckered her lips.
“But she’s so cute.”
Rey grabbed the nanny's arm and stepped closer to look at me in her
arms.
A round, pale face illed his vision.
Oh please.
As you can see from the fact that he killed Rei and usurped the
throne, I didn't really like him.
It's because he didn't like his dullness, frustration, and stupidity from
the past.
I couldn't convince him that he had more than me on such a subject.
Therefore, it meant that I was sorry to have killed him, but I would
not be happy to accept his hot breath on my face.
'I'm offended because it sounds like a donkey is snif ing next to you.'
As she wrinkled her eyebrows because of her tight face, Rey smiled
and pushed out her pink lips.
“Baby kiss!”
what?
The most terrifying sound I had ever heard in my life, three times
more force entered my forehead, and I crumpled up with all my might.
However, the moist and soft feel that touches the cheek.
Ray touched my cheek and kissed me deeply until it made a
squeaking sound.
Hell spreads out before your eyes.
My cheeks could not resist the slippery and unpleasant suction force
and were sucked in.
'Ugh! dirty!'
“Aww! Aww!”
I struggled with as much dissatisfaction as I could.
Rey was startled again by my crying and stepped back.
Please God, take this guy out of my face so that I can live a good life
this time!
Living a good life is not an easy task.
***
I gladly gave wealth and power to those who whisper sweet words to
me.
And they drove me to death. Pointing your inger at him as a tyrant.
So I no longer believe what people say to me that I am beautiful.
expressionlessness re lected in the mirror. indifferent eyes. Lips that
have forgotten how to smile.
There was not even a clue of the word loveliness in the dry
expression.
Far from being cute, it looked like a porcelain doll with a creepy
atmosphere.
okay. this is me
“Look, Dorothy.”
Ray looked at my re lection in the mirror and smiled over and over
again.
“… … Not pretty.”
I turned my head away from the mirror.
***
“The irst Emperor Milanaire had a spirit stone, but it was lost when
it came to Theresia.”
The nanny was reading a children's book to me and she told me
about Jung Ryeong-seok.
It was a pretty elaborate explanation, but the problem was that it
was wrong.
“Nanny, the disappearance of the Spirit Stone of Light happened
during the time of Coresus.”
There is a difference of nearly a hundred years between Theresia and
Corresus, but they confuse them.
The nanny closed her eyes for a moment, then looked for another
book.
The nanny who looked through the family line of the imperial family
looked at me with her mouth wide open.
"Oh My God! Princess, are you memorizing all the genealogy of the
Milanaires?”
The nanny was amazed when she saw me memorizing the entire
family tree of the Milanaires.
Oops. I should have pretended not to know.
The family tree of Milanaire was memorized early even before the
return, so I said it too familiarly.
“Your Majesty the Emperor should know this… … !”
The nanny slapped me on my knee and regretted it.
A princess two years younger than Rei can memorize the family line
of the imperial family that Rei can't memorize yet.
The nanny was pretty proud of me being smart.
But I quietly shook my head.
That person doesn't need to know.
Emperor Carnan Milanaire. In other words, my father.
But I found it very dif icult to associate him with the word father.
To be honest, the word 'father' felt like an unfamiliar foreign
language.
An unfamiliar word that can be roughly translated into a certain
meaning, but whose etymology or exact feeling is unknown.
I was connected by the blood of Carnan and Milanaire, but that blood
line meant nothing to me.
Apparently, he inherited blonde hair and blue eyes, but he didn't
inherit the important Milanaire quali ications.
'So I've never seen your face before.'
When I returned, I was six years old. I haven't seen my parents' faces
since I woke up.
My mother died shortly after giving birth to me, and Carnan was
indifferent to me.
How hard was it to get the attention of Karnan, who was so
indifferent in the past?
I mean, even if I fell in front of him on purpose, I showed off my
cleverness, I worked hard to do better than Ray, and I tried to be
grumpy.
But in the end he didn't look after me.
The irst reason I hated Rey was probably Carnon.
Unlike me, Rey received a lot of attention and love from Carnon.
The time with Carnan, which was not allowed for me, was allowed
only for Rey.
Rey received gifts from Carnan without doing anything, ate together,
and could ask any questions she had.
Why do you care more about playing in the dirt or your favorite Rey,
fooling around every day?
I study hard, I am good at swordsmanship, and I can draw the
complicated sentences of the Milanese imperial family without making
any mistakes.
So I hated Ray.
Tormenting him as much as he could, and taking what he possessed
was the only way to release his character.
The more I did, the more Carnon hated me, and my relationship with
him entered an endless vicious cycle.
'Don't let Dorothea leave the room for a month.'
Even when he was scolding and punishing me, Carnan didn't look me
in the eyes and gave orders to the servants and nanny.
I longed for love, but my life was too ugly to be loved.
Like reaching out to catch the beautiful moon, my love has always
been one-sided and unreachable.
It seems that Carnan wanted me to cut my branches and grow them
into an ugly tree, but unfortunately I was born with a tough
temperament like a weed.
Feeding on anger and resentment, the seeds of evil grew.
The birth of the tyrant Dorothea Milanaire, who is jealous, jealous,
trampled on, robbed, and greedily devoured others.
'Come now, what does that matter have to do with the reason?'
I didn't mean to blame them.
Because I realized that even imputing my sins to others is pointless.
It's probably just my fault for being unlovable.
It's all my fault for being so ugly and crooked that I couldn't even fall
in love.
'But it's okay now.'
Still, thanks to my second birthday, I did not feel sorry for Carnon.
'Cause there's nothing more to look forward to
Rather, I thought that it would not be bad to live without seeing a
single shadow of Carnon for the rest of my life.
I'm tired of trying and longing to be loved. I feel tired.
I just want to live like an old object thrown into an empty room and
go quietly as if it rots with the passage of time.
But unlike me, the nanny sighed deeply, as if she was disappointed by
Carnon's indifference.
“Your Majesty will surely be delighted to see the Princess.”
no, nanny. That person is not like that.
I should have dried the nanny a little more aggressively that day.
***
***
His last words before he died were anger and resentment towards
me.
He who left like that is now living here in front of me so beautifully.
I ended up holding on to his collar and voicing my intense longing.
I knew he would think of me as strange, but I thought I would die if I
didn't say it.
"I miss you… … .”
You left me, I became a tyrant and you were executed, and I returned
and painted your face for a very long time until now.
Theon gently wiped the tears from my cheeks with his hand, even
though he didn't understand what I meant.
Why are you so warm now?
You never gave me a glance. You didn't even hold the hand I reached
out.
How many people know that the great tyrant, Dorothea Milanaire,
has never actually kissed her husband?
"there… … Do not cry."
Theon mumbled strange words and hugged me as if to soothe my
crying and patted my back.
His warm arms and soft arms wrapped around me.
Oh, Theon, please... … .
It was the irst time. what he held in his arms.
The warmth made me cry louder like a child.
“Black, uh… … .”
Just because he was alive, I felt like I had ful illed my duty in this life.
He may be the reason I returned... … .
“Dorothy!”
Then a bright voice was heard from afar.
Rey, running from the garden, stopped and looked at me and Theon
in turn, then frowned.
“Theon, did you make our Dorothy cry?”
Rey glared at Theon with uncomfortably cold eyes.
Theon looked bewildered and looked into my eyes.
"maybe… … I think so."
“You are a bad boy! I thought we would be good friends.”
Rey got angry and took Theon away from me.
Apparently he was quite angry on the other hand, staring at Theon
and showing his hostility.
“Dorothy has never cried like this as a baby!”
Ray has known since I was little that I rarely cry.
Being back, it was natural.
Only when they were very young, when their bodies were not
developed enough to use language, they made sounds similar to crying
to communicate.
Even if I fell while running, even when the nanny was away for a
while and left alone, I didn't shed a single tear.
The nanny was worried about not crying abnormally, so she
consulted a doctor.
“What did you do to Dorothy?”
“Sir Raymond, that’s… … .”
“I didn’t cry because of Theon!”
I shouted at Rey, who was mad at Theon without knowing anything.
“Isn’t it because of Theon?”
“It’s because there’s dust in your eyes.”
Rey tilted her head at my poor excuse.
I felt like I was going to die of embarrassment to ind out that Ray
had cried.
"Really. Something like thorns got in and it hurts so much... … .”
“… … it's ine now?"
Idiot Ray looked into my eyes to see if there was anything wrong
with whether he believed my weak excuses or not.
His blue eyes looking at me were so clear that they were tired.
“I cried and fell. it's okay."
"thank god."
Rey smiled relievedly.
Even the nanny, who had rushed after Rey, was surprised and wiped
my cheeks with tears in them.
“Oh my gosh, our princess! You were in the garden, and when did you
get here!”
The appearance of the nanny and Rei gradually calmed my heart.
“Dorothy, I did this to introduce you to a new friend.”
Rey refreshed the atmosphere and pulled Theon closer to me.
'Is the friend you introduced me to was Theon?'
“I made a mistake in the irst meeting, Princess Dorothea. My name
is Theon Fried.”
Theon formally greeted me and kissed the back of my hand.
pounding.
Even though I had gone through the path of regret once, my heart
was running like an untamed wild horse, heading where I wanted to go.
Theon's smile once illed me with unscrupulous hope.
We are now at a fresh start. There was no conversation between us.
so… … Is it okay to forget me, who cruelly longed for love, shake off
the misfortunes of the past and start over?
If I love you a little more, won't you look after me this time?
If life comes back to give me a new chance... … .
But that dream was soon shattered.
“Theon, why did you go alone?”
Despair that came before my hopes were ripe.
“Julie! Because you are waiting.”
His gaze on me turned back to her.
At the tip of Theon's gaze, her pink hair, fragrant like spring, and her
purple eyes sparkling like amethyst.
A bright smile as if a shadow had never been cast. So a very lovely
girl ran to Theon's side and stood there.
Julia Delevingne, Theon's irst and only love.
Due to family promises and my stubbornness, I had no choice but to
marry her, but Theon only loved her until death.
The two of them, who have been childhood friends for a long time,
are like puzzle pieces that it well together, so special that there is no
room for me to intervene.
After all, my life was like that.
I longed for Carnan's love but didn't get it, I longed for Theon's love
but didn't get it... … unlovable life.
Theon looked for Julia even after marrying me.
Dozens of letters exchanged with Julia without me knowing.
Knowing this, I didn't let him go to Julia, and I didn't even do it
recklessly because I loved him so badly.
I was blinded by jealousy towards Julia. I prayed that Julia would
disappear from Theon's side, no, that she would die.
And when my faithful subordinate made a plausible charge and
brought Julia's death, I rejoiced. Now thinking that Theon will come to
me.
But in the end, Theon escaped from me by death and went to her
side.
He died because of my greed after all. My sel ish love killed him.
Can I call it love? Even now, this feeling that feels like it will break
your heart?
“Julia is here too!”
Ray had already greeted Julia and called her warmly.
“Dorothy. This is Julia Delevingne. They said they came from the
Grand Duchy of Freedia with Theon.”
Rei introduced them one by one formally. Theon and Julia explained
that they had come to the island with their parents to attend Ray's
book-launching ceremony shortly thereafter.
After the introduction, Julia politely bowed her knees and bowed
formally.
“Hello, Princess Dorothea.”
Julia smiled brightly and greeted her lovingly and kindly. to the point
of jealousy.
no. You should laugh, Dorothy. You can't hate Julia.
“… … hi."
I tried to raise the corners of my mouth to say hello, but my
emotions were out of control.
Unlike her innocent smile, my smile was stained with all kinds of
emotions.
It was because Julia and Theon naturally held hands and rubbed their
chests.
What did you expect, Dorothy? To the subject that killed Theon once.
“Dorothy is there… … .”
“I want to go up to my room, nanny.”
Before Rey could say anything else, I pulled on the nanny's white
apron.
The prince who I killed with my own hands, the love who chose death
to avoid me, and the woman my love loves, there is no place for me to
stand in between.
I couldn't stand the pain just to exist.
"yes? Aren't you hanging out with your new friends?"
"I feel tired."
I turned my eyes away from them and ran up to the room.
Forgetting that my hand couldn't let go of Theon's handkerchief.
***
***
***
There was another reason why the name Milanaire was not good.
The great imperial family was that it had to look like an externally
plausible family.
At the banquet hall that was held after the ceremony was over, I had
to stand by Ray and Carnan just because I was a Milanaire.
“You look exactly like the deceased Empress, Her Majesty.”
“It is very similar to the appearance of Her Majesty Empress Alice as
a child.”
“You’re talking nonsense.”
Carnan cut off the words of those who showed interest in me and
changed the subject.
From then on, the centerpiece of the whole story was Carnon and
Ray, and I stood in the background like a candlestick on the wall.
The body of a large adult, concentrating on the conversation,
obscured me, and I was pushed back as if I had been cut off from the
group talking more and more.
'I hate this.'
Bringing people in and treating them as a background.
And you shouldn't leave because it's 'Milanaire'.
If it had been before the return, he would have been caught in the
midst of them, trying to get attention from among them.
I would have tried to prove just how smart I am and how valuable I
am. At the same time, he must have cursed while stating Rei's
shortcomings as a crown prince.
But now, I kept my mouth shut and waited for this time to end
quickly.
“Dorothy. come here."
Surrounded by grown-ups, Rey sometimes turned around and called
me back in the shadows, but today's protagonist, swept away by
people's attention, turned away from me again.
Then someone stood next to me and handed me juice.
“Isn’t it fun?”
It was Theon. He was holding red pomegranate juice like wine. The
pomegranate color, clear and red as his eyes, suited him well.
I stiffened like a fool and looked at him.
Theon is talking to me, handed me juice... … !
I couldn't help but be surprised.
Theon was polite but kept a certain distance from people.
There seemed to be a fence around him, so no one could easily
approach him. Except for Julia Delevingne.
But why does he come and talk to you irst?
Maybe you brought the juice for me? Really?
Thinking of him having the juice for me again, my heart started
racing without knowing the subject.
"Please eat. You haven't eaten anything since before."
from before? So you're saying you've been watching me for a while?
When it comes to things related to Theon, I go back to being a child
and get excited and concerned about the little things.
I took the juice he gave me, calming my trembling hands.
But he didn't even think to drink the juice he gave him.
With Theon by his side, he didn't think about what to put in his
mouth, but it was the irst time he had given him something like this,
so the pomegranate juice felt a waste.
I can't drink this. I think it would be a waste to bring it to the room
and display it.
I wanted this red drink to last a lifetime without evaporating and
rotting.
“Her Majesty Raymond was very proud of the princess. He's very
smart, he's a genius."
“Rei?”
"yes. They say you've already memorized all the cesarean studies."
I didn't know where to put myself at Theon's praise.
It was true that I was smarter than Ray.
Not only through regression, but even before regression, I learned a
lot faster than Ray.
Despite the two-year age difference, he outperformed Ray in various
ields such as geometry, philosophy, and history.
It was because I felt that there was nothing worse than Ray because I
was burning with my desire to receive attention and to have
everything.
If I read the constellations before Ray and calculate the time, I
misunderstood that someone would love me more.
I believed that if I answered any question before Rey, someone would
recognize me.
However, what came back unexpectedly was not recognition, but
shackles.
“I hope to see you at Episteme.”
At Theon's words, I had to control my expression again.
Episteme was the best academy in the empire, a school that nurtures
talented people, and a place of exchange for excellent nobles to spend
time together and form networks in advance.
Not only Ubera, but also foreign royalty and nobles, most of whom
graduated from Episteme, and even formed factions among the nobles
who graduated from Episteme.
However, unlike Rey who was able to enter the Empire's highest
academy, the Episteme, I was not allowed to enter the Episteme
because I must not be ahead of the Crown Prince.
Was I born to decorate Raymond?
If I go to Ephisteme, I can show you how great I am, so why are you
saying no!
At the time, I couldn't quite understand it. Even nobles who can't see
spirits do well in Episteme, but I felt like I was going crazy because I
couldn't go as a princess.
In the end, not being able to accept that fact, I iercely resisted.
I left the palace and threw stones at Episteme. The stone I threw
broke a window and hit the eldest son of the Duke of Bronte in the
head.
The severe head shattered intensi ied protests from the Dukes of
Bronte, and Carnan imprisoned me again in the palace and prohibited
me from giving food except water for a week.
The relationship with Karnan, who had already been bad, was
completely separated by that.
So.
“… … I’m not going to Episteme.”
"why? If it's a princess, obviously... … .”
As Theon continued speaking, he noticed that my expression had
hardened and shut his mouth.
Unlike Rey, he was quite intelligent and able to keep quiet.
Although he is still young, it seems that Fried's family tradition of
'silence' is already ingrained in his body.
I didn't mean to.
I wanted to talk to Theon, but the story of Episteme came out... … .
I didn't want to miss the opportunity to be with him, so I hurriedly
tried to ind another topic.
“Today’s weather… … .”
“Theon, the Grand Duke is calling!”
But before he could ind the subject, Julia called him.
“Oh, I’m sorry. Princess. The Grand Duke is calling. See you again
later.”
Theon rushed towards Julia at the call of Archduke Fried.
“… … okay."
I answered Theon's back as he moved away. in a sound he couldn't
hear.
When Theon left, I felt a little more humble.
No one seemed to care about me.
If you're not here, no one will care.
It was from the beginning though.
'I just have to go in.'
I walked over to Karnon to tell him I was going in irst.
The desire to sneak in was like a chimney, but the politeness of this
place meant nothing.
"your majesty."
When I called for Carnon, a nobleman standing by Carnon turned
around and slapped my arm.
The wind spilled the pomegranate juice Theon gave me on my
clothes.
Red water soaked my white dress.
“Oh, Princess!”
“… … Dorothea.”
I was about to be annoyed by how I was feeling, but Carnon looked
down at me coldly.
“Dorothea. Apologize.”
"Yes?"
Maybe it's my fault?
I even forgot that it was against etiquette to ask the emperor, so I
spoke back.
Someone hit my juice glass and got my clothes dirty.
I stood still, and my opponent turned around and hit me, spilling the
juice Theon had given me.
But where are you going to apologize? To my dirty clothes? Or maybe
to my being who was there? Or to the me in the past who decided to say
hello that I didn't even want to be polite?
He was furious for a moment, but he knew why Carnon was doing
this.
It was the Duke of Bronte who struck me. The Duke of Bronte was an
important guest for Carnan.
It was because Bronte's eldest son was right that I threw stones at
Episteme and then fasted for a week.
It means that the great emperor valued the duke more highly than
the princess whom he might see several times in his life.
Those present at once understood what Carnon's judgment meant.
“Your Majesty, Dorothy… … .”
"sorry."
Rey, who didn't understand the meaning, tried to intervene, but I
gladly apologized.
What's so hard about apology? You decided to live a good life.
In the old days, I would have yelled at the whale and protested that it
wasn't my fault, but now I'm even tired of meaningless ights.
Because Carnon didn't do this for a day or two.
I am the only one who gets hurt when I think about it with sadness,
resentment, and sadness.
just this... … It's as natural and normal as breathing.
“Princess, no. I accidentally... … .”
“It was my mistake for interrupting the conversation.”
It was my fault for intervening between His Majesty the Great
Emperor and His Majesty the Duke, who were talking without even
knowing the fountain.
I was bad I… … 'cause I'm a bad person
“Robert. The princess's clothes are dirty, so let the nanny bring them
in."
Carnan called aide Robert, and ordered him to get out of here.
His ingers move with one swipe, just as if he were removing dirty
garbage from a noble place.
I clenched the empty juice glass.
The juice that Theon had given him spilled out and not a single drop
remained.
I'm really used to this kind of situation, but it's hard because it's
been a while.
Robert patted me on the back and led me out of the banquet hall.
'I'd rather be ine. I have an excuse to go in.'
I thought to myself like that, and turned around quietly, following
Robert.
I wanted to go quickly and rest.
But then. I made eye contact with Theon and Julia, who were
standing together on one side of the banquet hall. Their gazes of
concern and sympathy.
At that moment, blood rushed to his face.
It was de initely something I could pass on with a worn-out feeling,
but as soon as I realized that the two were watching, I became in initely
ashamed and wanted to hide somewhere.
I ran straight up to the room.
Without an assistant or nanny, he went into the room alone and
closed the door.
Theon's expression did not leave his head.
'Don't look at me like that, Theon.'
don't look at my ugly face
don't look at my shame
If you don't love me, don't worry about me.
A glass of juice illed the red love, and then spilled again with de iled
feelings.
I locked the door and crouched down, hugging my juice-soaked
dress.
I thought I was okay with spilling juice on my clothes, being treated
like that by Carnan, and even bowing in my pride and apologizing, but
Theon's eyes turned over at once.
I clenched the hem of my robe in a feeling I could hardly control.
'you hate me.'
Even though I know it won't work with Theon, I hate myself for
making him unhappy once, and yet my body and mind are shaken at the
sight of him.
Ironically, I only wanted to show a perfect, beautiful, and wonderful
igure in front of him.
I wanted to show the image of a princess who was recognized by
Carnan and kept her place in a beautiful way at the party.
I didn't like that.
My feelings for still wanting to see him like that.
Besides, my bad heart deeply jealous of Julia who stood by him.
'You know that Theon never loves me.'
He still had Julia, and I was still Dorothea.
For Theon, he built a splendid palace that will go down in history,
made the most fragrant garden, gave him a rare and beautiful bird he
had never seen before, and gave him clothes and jewelry that everyone
would envy, but he couldn't get love.
A heart that could not be turned no matter how hard I tried.
'But what are you expecting?'
The answer is already there, but the foolish regret kept pretending
not to know and forcing it.
have to let go Let Theon go.
However, the stains left by the juice he gave him seemed not to be
erased no matter how much he washed them.
at that time.
smart.
knocking on the door.
“Dorothy, are you okay?”
And the voice I didn't really want.
I bit my lip tight.
“I came here because I was worried. You see, Your Majesty... … .”
“Leave me alone, Ray!”
I covered my ears and shouted at the door.
I don't know why he, today's protagonist, left the banquet hall and
came up to my room.
But Ray didn't give up and shouted at the door.
“Parties are no fun. So Dorothy, shall we play together?”
At the end of his words, the emotions he had been barely holding
back exploded.
I walked over to a bang and slammed the door open.
“This is not a place where you can get out like this just because it’s
not fun! If you are a prince, act like a prince! Don’t just think about
playing, do what you have to do, and do it right!”
A nervous voice echoed through the hallway.
Then Rey made a bewildered face and trembled as if she was about
to cry.
“I mean… … I'm worried about Dorothy... … .”
“No need to worry about you!”
So please stop paying attention to me and go away.
“Princess… … .”
At that moment, an ominous voice came from one side.
no way… … .
When I turned my head, Theon and Julia were standing side by side
in the hallway.
In an instant, my heart fell into the dark abyss.
Why are Theon and Julia here... … .
“Theon and Julie came to play together… … .”
Ray said in a weeping voice.
As soon as they opened the door, they were shooting at Rey, so they
didn't know they were there.
I looked back at the two of them with a surprised expression and
stepped back into the door.
no. These are not the things I want to show you.
But I made no excuses before them. Instead, he slammed the door
again and locked it as if running away from them.
I lost strength in my legs and my head was dizzy, so I sat down in
front of the door.
'What will Theon think of me now?'
A rude and bad-tempered person who is despised by my father, the
emperor, and dares to get nervous even with the crown prince.
Anything else?
I buried my face in my hands and crouched down.
How dare you think of being loved on a subject like this.
Even I hate myself so much, who would like me?
I made a mistake and I burst into tears. The more I hated crying, the
smaller I crouched and hid myself from the world.
***
I couldn't get out of bed for several days after that. It wasn't a cold,
but I had a fever and felt sick.
“He is a healthy person… … .”
“It must have been a shock to the princess that day.”
The doctor who came to the examination said, 'Because he's so
smart,' he added a little.
“If you rest well, you will be well in a few days.”
The doctor prescribed me an antipyretic and left.
You're just getting sick of something like that. He was so pathetic and
weak that he tried to hate me again.
“Princess, if you are bored, can I bring you a book?”
The nanny tried to make me feel better. Sorry for the nanny trying to
take care of a kid like me.
“Nanny, how about moving the nanny to another palace?”
"Yes?"
“It’s hard work here. The other servants come and go for a little
while, and the rest is up to the nanny.”
“Are you having a hard time? There is no other place as comfortable
as here. How lucky it is to have someone as smart as the princess.”
The nanny laughed because I didn't mess around with things and I
didn't have much to do.
“So, be a little messy and complain about it, Princess. The princess is
too mature and she tries to do everything by herself.”
The nanny gently stroked my hair. Even though I thought I was pretty
big now by the age of eight, I felt the nanny's hands were very large.
“If you get messy and complaining, the nanny will be annoyed.”
“I am here to do that.”
“It will be annoying.”
Even if I said that, I knew well that I would soon get angry if I was
grumpy, messy, and bothered.
He's a good boy who doesn't crash and listens well, so he's probably
taking care of my nanny.
It wouldn't be easy to do all sorts of chores while watching a child
alone in this lonely and lonely Conberta Palace, but I didn't want to add
dif iculty to that.
“I will live a good life.”
I didn't want to call myself a bad child.
***
Two months later, I turned nine.
But that didn't change anything. Few people still visited the Palace of
Conberta.
Ray hasn't come to visit me since that day. After becoming the Crown
Prince and entering Episteme, he seemed to be quite busy.
'I was even angry that day.'
Rey's crying face lashed through his head.
now you hate me won't come to me That's good.
Now I just have to live a good life without any hindrances... … .
“Dorothy… … .”
this. Rey, who I thought would never come again, stood in front of the
door and looked at me, crouching, leaning on the bed.
“I brought you a present.”
Ray, who looks at me and can't come in, is arrogant.
Even though you were so angry that day, how could you think of
coming to see me? It's crazy, but are you really stupid?
As I looked at him in an awkward way, Ray sneaked into the room, as
if he had accepted my silence as a sign of af irmation.
In his hand was a basket of tomatoes that he had brought as a gift.
Suddenly, what tomato?
“It’s the irst tomato I’ve grown myself!”
Ray proudly held up the tomato basket and smiled brightly.
a tomato? So, does that mean that the Crown Prince was sitting while
growing tomatoes?
Rei has been quite busy with her of icial attendance at Episteme.
Since he has just become the Crown Prince, there must have been a lot
of new things to learn and many things to do.
But you were wasting your time plowing the ields like this?
“Growing tomatoes is fun. I also planted pumpkins and eggplants!”
Ray confessed that he had built a vegetable garden behind Stipes
Palace, the Crown Prince's palace, without Karnon's knowledge.
He knew from his previous life that Ray was tending a garden.
However, at the time, Rey and I were not on the same side as we are
now - although it is dif icult to say that we are still on the same side - so
Rey tried to hide that fact from me as much as possible.
Ray probably thought that I would ruin his garden if I told him about
it.
It was indeed the right choice. If he had told me about the garden
before returning, I would have ruined it.
Anyway, that's why I knew that the garden was just a piece of
curiosity.
However, since I have accepted him to some extent in this life, I have
easily con ided my secrets. stupidly.
“… … You didn't study, did you grow up like this?"
I looked at the tomatoes and asked.
To the Crown Prince, while attending Episteme, I was not faithful to
it, and was immersed in my favorite game?
'If you are a prince, act like a prince! Don't just think about playing,
do what you have to do and do it right!'
***
***
'If Your Majesty can smile, I can do anything. So, your Majesty, please
smile just once.'
Aside from the credibility of those words, people used to say I was
beautiful even before I became emperor.
As it was during Rey's opening ceremony, people said that I looked
just like Empress Alice.
My mother, Alice, who had already passed away, was so beautiful that
Crown Prince Carnon fell in love at irst sight.
Furthermore, it was the woman who stole his heart to the extent that
he would not remarry until the time of his death.
Even after her mother's death, the nobles occasionally talked about
her beauty.
I don't like the look in my eyes, but it doesn't look terrible in other
people's eyes.
“But where are you?”
I asked, shaking off my thoughts.
“This is my uncle’s house.”
lie. No matter how poor the house was, there were hardly any signs
of people buying it.
But there was no other way than to cheat.
I had to buy some time before I igured out the situation.
“Wow, but what’s that on your uncle’s face? cool!"
I smiled broadly, pointing to the scar on his forehead.
There was no time to get angry or intimidated, and when
compliments came in, Tutu scratched his head in favor of it.
“Huh, huh? This is it. This uncle once had a 17-on-one ight with
scary people... … .”
“17 to 1? Did you ight with 17 people by yourself?”
I'll be bluf ing in moderation.
"right. Uncle alone fought with seventeen!”
"Wow! My uncle is the strongest in the world!”
I responded to the ostentatious bluff and clapped with small hands.
If it's 17 to 1 with a body like yours, maybe you're ighting an ant?
thinking that
“The ight was originally a ight we promised to ight with our bare
hands. But some mean guy pulled a knife out of his clothes.”
Oh, that's right. It seemed like it.
“He was aiming for my heart. It’s a wound from avoiding it.”
I don't know why he got such a scar on his forehead while avoiding a
knife that aimed at his heart, but he seems to have avoided it very
loudly.
“I must have been sick.”
“This is nothing.”
He forgot that he had kidnapped me and became an uncle who told
his nephew the story of his heroic past.
“Your uncle is strong.”
“And it’s fast.”
Tutu made a loud 'shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' sound and moved his body
loudly.
Oh, little. do it in moderation There are limits to what you can see.
"big. All. me. all."
I applauded and matched the tutu's bravado.
Tutu got excited, came closer to me, sat down, and continued
bluf ing.
As I listened, I could see that his imagination was very good.
I met a bear in the forest and I won it with my bare hands, so the
bear's skin is hanging on the house, or it was hit by a landslide and I
dug out the soil with my hands and survived.
'If that's the case, why don't you try writing a novel instead? If I had
that kind of imagination, I would have been able to make a living.'
I thought in a series of mechanical exclamations.
Listening to his bluff was as arduous as facing Carnon.
But thanks to you, I got time to sneak a look around.
Unfortunately, there was nothing in my favor, such as weapons, exit
locations, or the environment.
Having roughly grasped the situation, I did not need to listen to Tutu
any further.
"uncle… … I am hungry.”
Tired of listening to Tutu's bluffs, I interrupted his story as soon as I
had time.
If you listen more, your temper will come out.
Besides, his hands were shaking from hunger that had reached the
limit.
“Ouch! Our little girl is hungry!”
Tutu went to the man who was already on my side and was playing
cards.
Sitting on a chair at an angle, iddling with cards, he did not hide his
displeasure.
“Danny, he’s hungry.”
"therefore?"
Danny stared at the tutu.
At a glance, it was clear that Danny was higher in the hierarchy than
Tutu.
“That’s right, it’s time for us to eat, and the kids starved a lot… … .”
Danny glanced at me scornfully.
But it was de initely time for dinner, so he ordered Tutu to bring him
a meal.
They cleared the playing table and prepared the meal.
The food served was quite reasonable.
'You kidnapped me and you're enjoying your dinner with the money
you'll get.'
One well-cooked chicken on bread topped with cheese.
Only after the smell of food stung my nose, the hunger I had been
ignoring came back.
It had been a long time since I had such a severe hunger.
Hunger to ask for a slice of bread even on one knee, which can make
people humiliated at times.
I kept my mouth shut, not wanting to drop to the level of begging the
kidnappers.
If I opened my mouth, I felt like my saliva would leak out secretly.
Tutu naturally grabbed me and sat me down in front of the table
where the food was served.
“Where do you sit? Go down.”
Danny looked at me with a stern look.
Resoluteness that does not allow me to be humble.
It's not like I'm sitting there, but it's like someone who treats me like
a criminal.
The muf led words, "Can I just give you a piece of bread?" climbed up
to my throat, like a spider's web, and was barely swallowed.
“But the kid… … .”
“Aren’t you out of your mind? Are you here to play?”
Danny wrinkled his brow, and the tutu quickly curled up.
I quietly got down from the chair. Even after taking only a few steps,
my head was spinning.
You starved for three days, right? I feel more hungry than that.
“Tie him to a pole.”
“It’s my uncle… … .”
"Are you kidding me?"
Feeling frustrated with Tutu's soft behavior, Danny stood up with a
knife and came up to me.
He held a dagger the size of a sage's hand at me.
“Kid, we brought you here to kill, not your uncle.”
“… … why?"
“When I see rich kids like you, my belly gets twisted and I can’t stand
it.”
Danny grabbed me with his wretched hand, dragged me, and threw
me on a pole.
Perhaps because of three days of starvation, his body fell into his
hands very lightly.
I bit my teeth hard at the unpleasant treatment rather than pain.
Danny came with a rope and tied me to a pole.
“Danny, though, that’s a bit too much… … .”
“I’m going to kill you, what’s wrong with you? Or do you want to die
irst?”
Tutu shut his mouth as Danny threatened with a dagger in his hand.
Then as he was about to sit down at the table again, Danny jumped
up like a frog.
"Ahh! shit!"
“Why, why, Danny!”
“Scorpion cub!”
Danny ran into the corner of the room.
I looked under the table and saw a scorpion I did not know where it
came from, lying lat.
While showing off its shiny dark brown shell.
Tutu, who found it, also slowly retreated back.
'… … A scorpion.'
I thought of a place where a scorpion might come from.
There are no scorpions in the Islands of Lampas... … .
There was only one place to point out.
In the past, when we were at war with a neighboring country in the
western desert, I remember suffering quite a bit from scorpions.
Sometimes there were soldiers who suffered damage, and there
were scorpions in my barracks.
Later, he was unable to catch scorpions, so he collected the scorpions
he caught and even held a scorpion ighting contest.
When you see the air is dry and the sand is scattered on the loor, it
must be right there.
'Even if you run away, it will be dif icult to return to the system... … .'
Shouldn't it have been two full days, even on a cart?
It is quite far from the islands, and there are not many villages near
the desert.
Even if I run away with my small body, I will quickly catch up with
them and have no travel expenses.
First of all, I'm hungry and I don't have the strength to run away.
“Tutu, catch that scorpion or throw it outside.”
“What if I am stung by a scorpion?”
While I was contemplating, the two of them were locked in a corner,
trembling like fools.
'I'm dying of hunger, but it's very noisy.'
It's not like people who aren't aristocrats see a scorpion once or
twice in their lives.
It was obvious that if I was stung by that little scorpion once in the
desert, I would die without treatment.
You'll die of poisoning before you even see a doctor.
“Damn it, this is why I hate deserts!”
I alternated them with scorpions.
Fortunately, the scorpion looked lat and had no intention of
attacking.
'I have to think about eating something irst.'
My head was too dizzy to think more.
“Uncles, if I catch a scorpion, will you give me bread and milk?”
“Bread and milk?”
Tutu and Danny looked at each other.
“Can you really catch that scorpion?”
“If only I had two sticks.”
They were terri ied of entrusting me with a crisis situation, but they
couldn't ind any other solution.
In the end, they had no choice but to comply with my terms.
"great. If you catch a scorpion, I'll give you something to eat."
“Then let me get this out of the way.”
Get rid of this damn rope.
Then the tutu came close to the wall, sneaked up to me, and untied
the rope.
With my hands free, I picked up two of the lottery sticks I had been
waiting for.
Then, holding it like tongs, he grabbed the tail of the scorpion that
was on the loor and carefully lifted it up.
“I got it.”
I quietly picked up the scorpion and showed it to Danny.
“Hurry up!”
“Where are you going?”
Where there are no windows? Can I put it in your mouth?
“Kill!”
“You can’t kill me, but will your uncle do that?”
Kill the scorpion for what sin. The guilt is on you.
"container! Let's put it in the bin! Our water bottle!”
“Why put a scorpion in a bucket of water, you bastard!”
While the two of them had a contest, the scorpion struggled with its
claws wildly extended.
not cute either
“Uncle, look at the scorpion. Have fun!”
As I smiled coldly, their faces became paler.
Two shiny claws and a stoutly outstretched tail were truly menacing.
“I am hungry and my hands are weak. I think I will miss it.”
If I miss and someone gets shot, that person ends today.
I thought maybe it would be a good idea to introduce a scorpion to
the two of them.
Then Danny ran away from me, running away from me, and opened
the locked door.
“Leave it outside! If you throw it away, I will give you something to
eat.”
A kidnapper willing to open the door to a kidnapped child.
A single scorpion was the key.
“Are you going to give me something to eat tomorrow?”
“Okay.”
“The day after tomorrow?”
As I lifted the scorpion as a toast, Danny exclaimed with tight eyes
closed.
"okay!"
Scorpion, the most beautiful creature in the world for this moment.
I left the room with the ecstatic scorpion.
The room led into a narrow, dark hallway.
Then I realized why there are no windows here.
'This is the basement.'
I made my way through the hallway and headed up the stairs.
Can't we just go out with the scorpion and run to the village? It's
hard, but I won't die from starving for three days... … .
I scrambled my head up the stairs and pushed the closed wooden
door open.
Then a bright light poured down. A dry sand wind blew with the light.
I frowned for a moment at the light so bright that it was hard to open
my eyes, but I slowly adjusted to the light and looked around.
'here is… … .'
And I knew. Why are they neglecting my surveillance?
The outside that came up from the underground was a ruined village
in a wasteland near the desert.
It was an endless wilderness, covered with sand, and it was
impossible to see where it was headed.
The intense sun was shining directly overhead without a single
shade, heating up the sandy loor.
I'm at a loss as to how to ind hope here.
With this body, it was clear that he was going to fall over there on the
way to the hot horizon.
Which way is the town? Where will people be? Who knows I'm here
My heart also dried up and dried up in a land that was as barren as a
blank sheet of paper.
I set the scorpion down on a parched bush in the distance.
Unlike me, who didn't know where to go, the scorpion went around
the sand as if it knew which way to go and then disappeared.
***
***
***
before return. His relationship with Stefan was not very deep.
At that time, I led the army to the islands and occupied the Imperial
Palace at once.
And last but not least, Raymond.
Stefan was a knight who stood guarding the inal gateway to Rey.
“Nice to meet you, Sir Stefan.”
I greeted him, wiping the blood-soaked sword.
I didn't have a meeting with him.
I was interested because he was quite famous inside and outside the
Knights Templar, but Stefan wasn't the kind of person I could get along
with.
That big stature and tightly closed lips were the same back then.
“The princess said hello, but she didn’t answer. It's still
disrespectful."
“… … .”
“Cough.”
I didn't like Stefan who was speechless.
Seeing Stefan without an answer, he seems to think that the
princess's words are not worth listening to.
Because I think of a lot of 'silent things' that stand in my way.
Instead of answering my words, Stefan drew out a sword that was
much longer than a normal man's sword.
“Are you not willing to surrender, Sir Stefan?”
I had mercy on him.
The palace was already in my hands.
The place he is guarding is the last bastion, the Emperor's Room
with Rei.
The knights to help Stefan have already died or surrendered.
Stefan was an excellent knight, but it was impossible to face
hundreds of soldiers alone in the absence of allies.
“… … .”
“In such a case, it would be better to answer wisely.”
I smiled at Stefan, who didn't answer.
stupid.
Even though there was a way to live, I felt sorry for the stupidity of
being ready to die.
But I had no intention of showing any more compassion to him.
“I really wanted to ight with you, but now is not the time to let go of
such personal feelings.”
When I lifted my hand, the archers came forward.
Ray was still there.
The ight with Rey was my responsibility.
I knew very well that Ray was by no means an easy opponent.
Therefore, he does not make the mistake of being careless by taking
a lot of time to ask Stefan.
At least until then, I was a person who could make cool and wise
judgments to achieve what I wanted.
“May you have no regrets about your choices.”
At the same time as my command, dozens of arrows lew towards
Stepan.
Since there was a limit to striking with a sword, arrows were lodged
in Stefan's limbs.
In the narrow hallway, not even outdoors, Stefan ran forward without
dodging the arrow.
With arms and legs studded with arrows, he swung his sword at the
archers.
“Ugh!”
“Aaaah!”
There was a lurry that opened the door of death, but Stefan, who
was always silent, did not shed a single moan.
However, the blood on the corners of his tightly closed mouth
informed his condition.
Stefan persistently confronted the soldiers as the word indomitable
would suit him.
But I didn't like the word fortitude.
There was annihilation at the end of that unbreakable will.
“Even if you stop me here, what will I do with my body that will not
last long.”
Anyway, Stefan's won't stop me.
I grabbed my sword and clicked my tongue.
And I blocked Stefan's sword that crawled through me.
I was a little surprised that the power coming from the body with the
arrows was stronger than I thought.
It wasn't to the point of being overpowered.
I saw Stefan biting his chin tightly as if he was about to break a tooth,
easily blocking the large Stefan's sword.
Look, you already know you're going to die.
I read death in his eyes.
He was afraid. He wanted to run away from the pain of death.
The sharp arrowheads stuck in the arm holding the sword, and his
legs stained red with blood were clasping him.
An extremely ordinary human who is afraid, succumbs to great
power, and wants to avoid pain.
However, he only had greater courage and will than fear.
Even in the face of the fear of death and the pain that extinguishes
the spark of life, he only valued something more to protect.
“It is… … Nice to see.”
It's better to be a roaring and exploding ire than to be a shabby,
extinguished embers at the end of life.
With great joy, I cut off Stefan's body.
The sword cut through his wide chest, blood spilling out, and his
knees pounding to the loor.
Stefan looked at me kneeling.
Those black eyes pierced his brain like thorns.
An unspoken feeling that I've never encountered before.
He tried to interpret Stefan's last will, but his eyes soon turned cold
and stained with death.
Stefan knelt down like a stone statue.
“Lord, are you dead?”
Those around him were very frightened, and he was wary of the
great Stefan, who knelt down.
His body stood upright, as if alive.
“… … okay. dead.”
His gaze at the last glance was so intense that I stared at his death for
a moment.
Those eyes that were neither fear nor resentment nor resignation.
I wanted to ask what he was trying to say, but he was already dead.
“… … Branch."
I did not keep my feet tied to the end of Stefan.
I can't stop contemplating what his will was. There is no time to
delay and hesitate in curiosity.
Because there is still one bigger ight left.
I took the warmth of countless lives and headed to Raymond's room
with the heated sword.
And now, those eyes that wanted to leave an unspoken will were
looking at me.
I stared into Stefan's black eyes.
After all, it wasn't a very good feeling to have someone I killed once
alive and in front of me.
'Can I get along well?'
I was already worried.
Stefan's character was already well known.
He is blunt enough to feel disrespectful, too talkative, and his mouth
is heavy and loyal.
Even though he was not gentle in appearance, if he kept his mouth
shut, ordinary people would get scared and run away.
'… … Still, I'm glad I didn't have any words.'
At least nothing will provoke me like Ray.
I approached Stefan.
I've felt it for a long time, but seeing him as a nine-year-old, I felt that
he was taller.
Maybe 7 feet?
Due to his height and size, Stefan appeared to be in his mid-to-late
twenties.
The 18-year-old was probably just beginning to establish himself in
the Knights of Brightness.
'It just came to me at a time when I had to build up my skills and
climb up one by one.'
Still, if you were my escort, you would have settled down to a certain
extent.
I felt a little sorry for him.
It would be a plausible career to be a escort knight for the princess,
but it would be quite dissatisfying for a knight to come down to this
distant province and support the nine-year-old closet princess.
The town where the detached palace is located is peaceful, so there
will be no incidents that will help you improve your skills, and there
will be no publicity.
“Thank you.”
I reached out to him, expressing my deepest condolences.
Because of the height difference, the expression of raising hands
rather than reaching out was appropriate.
“… … .”
Stefan stood there staring at me bluntly, even though I asked for a
handshake.
Yep, this was his biggest problem. That's why it didn't suit me.
'That's why I was only able to go up to the vice-chief with that skill.'
He came from a bad background, but he had no sociability, so he had
the best skills among knights, but there was a limit to his advancement.
Even the positions of the generals, the generals, and the generals
appointed by the state above the vice-chief.
Even though I had the ability to go up further, after I became the vice-
chief at the age of 20, I couldn’t rise to the top of the vice-leader until I
died.
“I, knight, shake hands… … .”
Clara, who was watching from the side, said to Stefan very carefully.
Clara looked frightened by Stephan's tall stature, broad shoulders,
and a scar on her face.
At Clara's words, Stefan looked down at me bluntly and stretched out
his hand.
But my hand won't hold.
Hey, you didn't mean to high- ive?
But he didn't seem to want to hold my hand again.
It's still cheeky, really.
'It's a cancellation that I'm glad I didn't say anything.'
Contrary to Ray, staying with Stefan was frustrating, and the thought
that I might explode.
***
I tried it once, but I thought it was a little too much, so I luttered the
tip of the quill with my small hand.
The reason I decided to write this embarrassing list was because,
contrary to my promise to live a good life, life didn't turn out the way I
wanted it to.
Every time I bump into Ray, I become a bad person again, and every
time I meet Theon, my promise breaks down.
But now there was no Reido, no Theon, and no damn Carnan.
Wouldn't it be possible to live a good life in this quiet detached
palace?
'Yeah, so you have to set your own standards to achieve your goals.'
Even in my previous life, I used to write down the things I needed to
achieve my goals.
I straightened the pen again.
By the way… … How do you live a good life?
You must have lived a good life before you can live a good life.
I wrinkled my eyebrows and glared at only the white paper.
No one ever taught me how to be kind.
kindly... … what is good
“Princess, what are you doing?”
Clara asked when I couldn't write anything with my pen.
“… … Clara, what should I do to live a good life?”
Really, what should I do?
Are you a good person if you don't kill people?
“If you want to live a good life, you must irst listen to your parents.”
Clara smiled and gave a very boring but useless piece of advice.
Do you listen to your parents? That's not in my dictionary!
“Don’t be like that.”
Clara approached me when I was in love.
“What are you doing? Living a good life bucket list?”
Clara burst into laughter as she looked at the bucket list I was
making.
Then, if Stefan was curious, he sneaked up behind me and peeked at
the list.
“Why, why, why are you laughing?”
Embarrassed, I tried to cover my bucket list, which had nothing but a
title, with my little hand.
His face was hot and hot.
It is true that I decided to live a good life, but the word 'nice' was
somewhat embarrassing.
“You live a good life, so you’re cute. Why are you writing that?”
Why are you asking the obvious? I want to live a good life!
Besides, it's cute, so why don't you make it cute with something like
this?
It's a phrase I've heard often since I was a child, but no matter how
much I heard it, I couldn't get used to it.
This is because, unlike the words pretty or beautiful, the word “cute”
felt something like an arti icial affection that couldn’t be afforded.
So, that kind of tickling and clunky feeling that doesn't suit me.
So I was extremely burdened with the word cute and hated it.
“Well, how about something like this? Give your father ten
massages!”
“… … Clara is a ilial daughter.”
That's all that comes out one after another.
Clara's suggestion was like Ray's aegyo. In other words, it goes
beyond very useless things and goes against my nerves.
The thought of giving a massage to Carnan was terrifying.
What are you going to do for me to give him a massage?
Oh, it will relieve some stress. It's your chance to strike the great
Emperor, Carnon with your bare ists.
Moreover, that is not a good thing. At least by my standards.
“You don’t like it? So how about laughing ten times a day?”
“Laugh ten times?”
“Come to think of it, I have never seen the princess smile properly.”
Clara said, iddling with her chin.
I glanced at the mirror on one side of the room.
A nine-year-old girl with a blunt expression was re lected.
As a tyrant, I rarely smiled, which made people more afraid.
It wasn't that I didn't like to laugh. I just had nothing to laugh about.
Even after becoming emperor, strangely enough, I had everything I
wanted, but I couldn't laugh.
'Clara's words make sense.'
When I think of the image of a good person, I usually think of a
person with a kind smile.
There's no such thing as a good person with a bad face.
I looked in the mirror and gently raised the corners of my lips.
Embarrassed by the convulsive unnaturalness, I quickly lowered the
corners of my lips before Clara and Stefan saw them.
'Do you think it's too much?'
I grabbed a pen and iddled with it, then drove Clara and Stefan far
away from my bucket list to ink them.
The nib for writing short phrases scratched my chest and made my
heart ache.
Neither the latitude nor Theon is mine.
After engraving indelibly on my chest, I let out the breath I had been
holding on to unconsciously.
Wanting to move quickly from the second commitment, I hurriedly
typed the third in.
***
'If I do it, everyone does it, Your Majesty. The system is full of people
begging for not being able to lick my toes.'
One day, he saw Theon walking up the stairs alone, ignoring my hand.
'Ethan. I thought it was your talent to choose what to say and what
not to say.'
'… … I'm sorry, Your Majesty.'
Ethan was a clever man, and after that he never again cursed Theon
or talked about marriage in front of me.
But at the end of death I realized that I had made the wrong choice.
When I was condemned to be a tyrant and put to death, the prime
minister was acquitted by all.
'The Prime Minister was trying to somehow protect the country
under a tyrant'.
That was the content of his indulgence.
Even, he was appointed to become the next emperor after my death.
His angelic appearance and pretentious kindness were the privilege
of being forgiven of all his sins, so I took all of his sins and put them to
death.
He watched my neck fall from the nearest point.
I met him here again.
Like a joke of fate trying to tie me back together, who barely escaped
from Carnon and Rey.
It was then that I remembered that this Cerritian belonged to the
estate of the Duke of Bronte.
'Brontera... … .'
It wasn't that Ethan didn't come to mind when he heard the name of
the Bronte family.
Rather, he was the irst thing that came to mind when I thought of
Bronte.
But I never thought that we would meet like this, so I was a little
embarrassed.
The detached palace was located in a remote place quite far from the
castle of Seongju, and if you tried hard, you could not meet him for the
rest of your life.
'You have to avoid it.'
The alarm rang in my head and I tried to turn around.
But I saw it. Ethan Bronte's dazzling jewels shining transparently
around his eyes, no, tears.
He bit his lip and wept as if the world had ended, as if he had nothing.
But without making a loud noise, he was sobbing like a whisper to
the waves.
This was the biggest problem.
Ethan Bronte, handsome enough to stick his tongue out of all nobles.
Ignoring his tears was like a hungry cat ignoring ish.
While Ethan is crying, there will be no one who can pretend not to
know, I guarantee.
Even Stefan couldn't get up to see him cry.
'furthermore… … I've never seen Ethan cry like that.'
He was close enough to be called my right arm.
He had never cried so desperately in his life with me.
How could Ethan Bronte, who was always con ident, swaying
people's hearts with a smile, and controlling the whole world, collapsed
like that?
I looked at him from afar, crying.
Unlike Ethan Bronte in his previous life, Ethan crying on the sandy
beach was small.
Crouching in front of the vast sea, he looked weaker than anything
else.
Not the Ethan I knew.
It wasn't the sly and clever golden-eyed serpent there, but the child
who recognized sorrow too soon.
'It's not that Ethan was bad from birth.'
It's not like she used people from inside her mother's womb,
abandoned them, betrayed them, made fun of them, and made fun of
them.
Yes, no child is born badly, perhaps… … .
I wanted to believe so. even for me
'If that's the reason for crying like that, maybe... … .'
It was the Duke of Bronte who bumped into the pomegranate juice at
the last Rey's ceremony.
In other words, the person who becomes Ethan's biological father.
Ethan would have been able to follow the Duke of Bronte to the
Islands.
Moreover, if there is such a handsome and talented child, it is the
parents' heart that they want to show to the social world.
However, he did not come up to the system.
It was because of Ethan's long-standing complex.
'… … I was a scribe.'
Ethan, the bastard of the horse, was the son of the duke brought in
from outside.
As a result, he was not allowed to enter the episteme, nor did he
appear at all the social events held in the institution.
It was only as an adult that he appeared in the social circles of the
institution.
Bastard, from non-Episteme, a belated debut.
Nevertheless, the sudden 'Descent of Angels' drew a lot of attention
from socialites who liked issues and gossip, and Ethan made good use
of it and quickly settled into the social world.
I felt something like a comradeship for him.
I also couldn't get into the episteme, because I was always behind
Rey's shadow. Still, I wanted to get people's attention.
Perhaps it was because I was of his kind that I was able to discover
the twisted nature behind Ethan's glamorous mask.
'That's why I cried so much... … ?'
If you've always tried to hide in the house because you're the eldest,
that's ine.
'Because I did too.'
Before I returned, I cried a lot because of Karnan, who didn't
recognize me, and because of Rey, who had everything unlike me.
My heart raced as I watched Ethan crouched down alone and burst
into tears.
My old self overlaps.
'Ethan needs to stay away... … .'
The one who led me down the tyrant's path and beheaded the tyrant.
Even though I knew there was nothing good about being involved
with him, I buried my feet in the sand and didn't move.
I already knew why I couldn't turn my back on crying Ethan.
If Ethan doesn't set foot in evil. If only you could live a good life like
me.
Could my return give Ethan a new life?
I waited for his tears to stop with the sea breeze.
Ethan looked at the sea with red eyes to see if he had calmed down
until he shed tears until he was exhausted.
I moved my feet, which had been stuck in the sand for a while, and
approached him.
The closer he got, the more his sad beauty became clearer.
"hi."
Hello Ethan Bronte.
His golden eyes widened at my courageous greeting.
Red bloodshot eyes, tear-soaked cheeks and sleeves were clearly
visible.
He was so surprised that he didn't even know I was coming, he didn't
say a word.
"iced coffee… … .”
hi… … I thought it would come out, but it wasn't.
Instead of saying hello, Ethan got up from his seat and stepped back
as if he had seen a monster.
And before I could say the next word, he ran away without even
wiping off his sandy clothes.
Like a princess leaving the ballroom before the fairy's magic was
broken, Ethan disappeared completely over a distant rock.
"ah… … .”
I was just talking I'll let you cry alone
Was I trying to pretend to be kind?
As I stood blankly, Stefan looked at me blankly.
His black eyes were like, 'Will you catch me?' I shook my head as if to
ask.
***
As soon as the news that the Princess of the Islands had come down
spread, contact from nearby ladies rushed to the detached palace.
They sent letters of visit over and over again using the excuse of
greetings to get acquainted with the princess.
I'm close to myself, so where can I use it, but for the local nobles, the
relationship with the princess is quite a network worth putting
forward.
A storm rages on in the daily life where you want to be quiet.
'Yes, I'll say hello once and inish it.'
Equipped with the heart of a good person, I invited the ladies to the
detached palace.
But soon, I realized how dif icult it is to live a good life.
“Oh, you are so cute!”
Who is it. Who else said cute?
I looked around the ladies around me with sharp eyes, but they were
elevated during a special time in the detached palace, and they didn't
even care about my eyes.
“What, you look like a doll!”
“I was sick and I was very dry. Have some more delicious food here.”
The ladies looked at me and snorted.
I was anxious to see if everyone thought of me as my nephew.
Curly blonde hair and round blue eyes. A little small for his age.
They were very happy to see me in my rich dress.
All the food they served was piled up on my plate.
“Eat some of this too.”
“Thanks for your concern, but I can eat on my own.”
Due to the excessive consideration of the wives, I had to refuse many
times.
As a sign of begging him to stop eating, he took a fork and drank the
oyster mushroom and chewed it.
“You are so sassy! You don't even eat junk food... … . You really learned
well in the royal family.”
“How come, look at what our princess is true to. Chew it well and eat
it well.”
The ladies laughed at how wonderful it was to eat a single oyster
mushroom.
Oh, I'm tired.
It was like being surrounded by a hundred lei.
“How could such a young princess come to this far place alone?”
“I want to take the princess to my house once. Although shabby, you
will not be lonely.”
No, I'm here to enjoy loneliness.
“Really, Princess. How about coming to my house and staying for a
few days?”
They said in a cheerful voice, as if they were trying to be my mother.
The background of losing my mother from birth seemed to stimulate
their sympathy.
It would be enough sympathy for a young girl who never grew up
with the love of her mother, to be alone in a large palace. It would be
good gossip to chew on.
“Thank you for your words, but that's ine, madam. It must not be a
nuisance.”
“Oh my, you lungs! It is an honor, not a nuisance, for the princess to
come!”
No, I mean you are the lungs? It's not that I'm bothering you.
I tried to be kind and smiled.
“Do you feel lonely and bored if you live alone in a separate palace?”
“No, it’s okay.”
“How come you eat iron so quickly… … . Don’t even be brave.”
No, it's really okay. Really. Please accept the words as they are. please.
“I’m old enough to play with my friends.”
No, I'm way past that age.
“My child is the same age as the princess, and I have to bring her to
say hello.”
what?
I lifted my head and looked at the woman who had brought up the
story.
But the other wives said it was a good idea and said that they should
bring their own children and play with the princess.
'What nonsense are you talking about!'
I imagined children around the age of ten running around in the
detached palace and clinging to me.
It was clear to my eyes that the garden was full of children with good
physical strength and immature children who had not yet experienced
secondary sexual characteristics.
Terrible!
My peaceful palace will be a mess, and I will become a babysitter!
It was hard to handle even a single Ray, but how many of those kids?
“Right now, it’s hard to run around and play with me because I’m
recovering, and I’ll invite you separately later when I get better.”
I hid my clenched ists and politely declined with a nice smile.
The detached palace had to defend peace.
“At this age, I can’t even go out and play… … ! I want to give you some
medicine that is good for your body.”
“No, it’s ine. It is not enough to take medicine.”
I waved my hand.
Please don't send anything like that. My disease is a disease that can
be cured if left alone.
“Hoho, the princess is also proud, but I guess she is still young. You
hate drugs.”
“Originally, children do everything they can to avoid taking bitter
medicine.”
The wives laughed among themselves again.
The more we talked, the more misunderstandings piled up.
I turned my eyes to Stefan and Clara and sent an unspoken rescue call
to get them out of the situation, but Clara was watching with a happy
smile and Stefan, as usual, stood silently like a stone.
Rather, Clara clasped her hands together and nodded, as if she
thought that she had regained her vigor when she saw me, who had
become more talkative than usual—of course, to defend against the
raging attacks of the ladies.
'Oh my God, no one's on my side!'
okay. Life is inherently lonely.
The world was a lonely way to be born alone and die alone.
“Princess.”
At that time, a lady sitting in an orphanage on one side called me.
'The Duchess of Bronte.'
“I would like to invite you to my house someday, is that okay? I
promise I will never treat you to bitter medicine.”
asked the Duchess in a digni ied voice.
Duke of Bronte, Ethan Bronte.
Ethan, who was crying last time, lashed through his mind.
I hesitated for a moment and then nodded.
“Thank you for inviting me.”
I decided to add 'Ethan's Dogs and Cheonseons' to my bucket list of
living a good life.
***
***
***
“Knight Stefan!”
One day, after living in a separate palace, Clara mustered up the
courage to call Stephan.
Then the big man looked back.
He was tall enough to reach the ceiling, and his wide shoulders and
back, as well as the muscles that re lected under his clothes, were
daunting at all times.
Moreover, Stefan doesn't speak much, so he gets nervous whenever
he talks to him.
Clara swallowed one gulp and opened her mouth.
“Uh, it’s the princess’s birthday in a little while, so shouldn’t we
prepare something?”
“… … .”
As usual, when there was no answer, Clara thought she was just
talking.
But Stefan nodded.
“Are you going to prepare?”
Clara smiled broadly and recon irmed, and Stefan nodded again.
"What a relief! Actually, I had a lot of trouble iguring out what to
prepare as a present for the princess. No matter what the princess gave
me, there was no response.”
“… … .”
“You’ve been living with the princess as well as the knight. Do you
have any gifts that the princess will like?”
“… … .”
Clara waited for Stefan's answer for a long time, but his lips were
glued together and did not fall off.
“I haven’t liked gifts so far, and it seems like they like to read books…
… .”
At Clara's words, Stefan nodded again.
"ah! Come to think of it, there is a book that the princess likes the
most. It's a story book about a lion warrior... … !”
Clara remembered the book Dorothy often read.
It is a story book about a lion warrior who is ignored by all animals
and overcomes hardship and adversity to become the most
courageous and respected lion king.
In fact, it was Dorothy's fake cover trying to play a childish level
whenever she read dif icult books like astronomy or ancient rhetoric,
but Clara didn't know that.
“Then why not do a surprise event instead of a gift?”
“… … ?”
"So… … .”
Clara gestured to Stephan, lapping her hand.
As Stephan stood with his eyes closed, Clara pulled his clothes and
made him bow.
And whispered in her ear the grand plan she had in mind.
"how about it?"
After sharing the plan, Clara looked at Stephan with excitement.
“… … .”
Stefan shook his head quietly.
as if that wasn't the case.
“Princess… … I'm nine years old... … ”
“Prince Raymond said he liked it very much when he was 10 years
old! I'm sure the princess will like it too."
I don't think so... … .
But the person with the loudest voice always wins, and Stefan's voice
was as if nothing.
***
***
When I returned to the room after washing my wet body with warm
water, I found a letter and a gift on the other side of the room.
“Clara, what is this?”
“This is a letter from the system today. His Majesty Raymond sent
it!”
Clara said happily.
“… … ah."
Clara was puzzled by my reaction.
“Aren’t you going to open it?”
"later."
I ignored the gift and climbed onto the sofa and sat down.
Just then, Stephan returned.
It seemed that he had changed clothes after inishing the role of the
lion warrior Leo.
I don't know if it was rain or it had already been washed, but my wet,
dark hair was falling down calmly, unlike usual.
Under a light white shirt, the contours of his tightly-muscleed body
were revealed.
Once again, I felt that Stefan was a irst-class knight.
Stefan seemed to have a good feeling when the corners of his mouth
were slightly raised.
'It's clear that you think I've been completely deceived.'
The innocence of those who believe in my innocence.
“Where have you been, Stephan?”
I greeted Stefan innocently, pretending not to know anything.
But when I asked, 'Where have you been?', Stefan was embarrassed
and did not know what to do.
“… … .”
“Chief Stephen, wait a minute… … You went to the tree.”
Clara spoke on behalf of Stephan, who was sending the eyes of
salvation.
No, sending the princess's escort knight to a tree is a very strange
excuse.
And on a cloudy and rainy day like this, you're going to make wet
irewood?
Wouldn't it make you look too stupid if you were deceived by such a
lie?
I was very worried, but I decided to pretend to be fooled one last
time.
“Stephan, you know what? I went to the beach today and met the lion
warrior Leo.”
After-sales service for sure.
The corners of Stepan's lips went up about 5 degrees at my words as
if it were a surprise.
He seemed to enjoy the role of the lion warrior.
Clara and Stefan seem to be as innocuous as Ray.
“Stefan, but it’s my birthday today, so won’t you give me a birthday
present?”
I asked, looking at Stefan who was pleased.
A lion warrior is a lion warrior, and I need to get a gift separately.
It's too hard to pretend to be an innocent child, so it's a pity to just
let it go.
At my words, the corners of Stefan's lips went down again and he
looked at Clara.
Clara smiled shyly and shrugged.
Stefan tells him to do it himself.
“Do you have any presents for my birthday, Stefan?”
I lowered my eyebrows and asked, Stefan, confused, looked at me
and Clara.
His large, crude hands clenched and stretched nervously, and his
tongue drenched his dry lips.
“You really don’t, Stefan?”
“… … .”
Stefan did not know what to do at my question and shook his body to
and fro.
I don't have a gift prepared, I have to make a gift, but I don't have the
ability to improvise, and I don't have the wit.
He was driven into a corner with no way out.
“No… … .”
As I shook my head, Stefan rushed to me and knelt down on the sofa
to make eye contact with me.
“I, later… … .”
Stefan's large hand grabbed my hand as if pleading.
“But it’s my birthday after all.”
Then, Stefan puckered his mouth and said over it.
This is going to make Stefan cry soon.
“Actually, I have a present that I would like to receive from Stefan… …
.”
Sorry, Stefan. The gist was this.
When I got lucky, Stefan stood tall and stopped and looked at me as if
to say something.
His sincere eyes were waiting for my words.
That's right, good job.
I told Stefan, who seemed to be willing to listen to anything, a wish I
had been thinking about before coming to the hospital.
“I want to learn swordsmanship.”
As soon as I inished speaking, Clara and Stephan's eyes widened at
the same time.
“Princess, is it swordsmanship?”
“I am too weak. I hate being weak. Like the last time the scary guys
caught me, and at the beach this morning, what would I have done if I
had met a scary person instead of a lion warrior?”
I looked at Clara and Stefan and asked.
fence.
It was the art I loved.
I loved the sword so much that if you ask what was the biggest force
that made the tyrant Dorothea Milanaire, many people would say
swordsmanship.
I was so talented in swordsmanship that I could even include myself
in the top ive of the powerful including Stefan.
It was a pleasure for me to handle the sword.
The only hobby I can release my stress from.
This too was sublimated into my tyrant's temperament, but it was a
problem... … .
The irst thing I wanted to do when I returned was to grab a sword.
However, I was ignoring it for fear that I would have a bad heart if I
took the sword again.
If I hold the sword and gain strength, I fear that I will greedy for
something bigger with that power again.
But I knew for sure about the kidnapping.
A good person must be strong as well.
The sword doesn't decide what's good or bad.
At my words, Clara and Stefan just looked at each other.
“Then teach me swordsmanship, Stefan.”
I grabbed Stefan's sleeve tightly.
“… … no? Aren't you going to give me a present?"
Stefan nodded vigorously at him.
sign of permission.
okay. Everything is going according to plan.
I smiled at Stefan.
***
***
***
I woke up in the morning to eat and go up, but today, the people of
the detached palace move a bit busily.
“Princess, how about going up to the Imperial Palace?”
"What? already?"
Now that I'm used to this life and feel comfortable, do you want me
to go up to that palace again?
I had no intention of ending my nursing life of less than a year yet.
From the moment I came down to Anastasia Palace, I came here with
the intention of living here for at least a few years, and at least for the
rest of my life.
However, the expressions of the servants, including Clara, were not
good.
“There is a terrible plague circulating around here.”
"Epidemic?"
“It’s the lu, but it must be very serious. There are a lot of dirty people
outside the castle, so the disease seems to have spread quickly. There
are already many people dying from pneumonia.”
“Can’t you ix it?”
“It can be ixed, but it’s an epidemic.”
Even if it was a curable disease, infectious diseases were dif icult to
catch.
It was impossible to manage the poor and dirty people individually,
and it was impossible for them to buy expensive drugs and receive
treatment.
So he couldn't leave the princess in a dangerous neighborhood.
Wouldn't it be a big deal if I purposely went to recuperation for my
health and got an infectious disease?
The people of the detached palace seemed to want to move me to a
safe place.
Clara's words made me ponder for a moment.
I don't want to leave the palace.
Then there was only one conclusion.
“You can ix it.”
"Yes?"
“Let’s cure the epidemic. There is a cure.”
“But most people who get sick don’t have the money to treat them.”
Clara, who thought my words were the simple conclusions of a child,
explained step by step why those people had no choice but to fall ill and
die.
“The money is mine.”
"yes?"
“I can pay for the medicines and the manpower to treat them.”
“Well, that’s it.”
Clara, as well as Stefan, who was standing next to him, opened their
mouths.
The face that has something to say but doesn't say anything.
“I’m a princess, can’t I even spend that much money?”
I knew.
The fact that the budget allocated for me every year and every month
is circulating because I don't spend money on speci ic places.
It's useless, so let's sprinkle some cool money on this steam, well.
I remember the third item on my bucket list.
***
***
A human who spoke like that even after her daughter was abducted
and returned. On the contrary, the last name that has attached Stefan
up to now has been futile.
Had it not been for the kidnapping case, there would have been no
Stefan from the beginning.
Maybe this is why he wants to die in danger? Dorothy often thought
so.
"However… … .”
Clara was about to say something, but stopped and looked at
Stephan.
There is no knight of the princess! So far apart like this, you mean to
entrust the safety of the princess to just a few guards and a nearby
security force!
Clara wanted to hold on to Stefan.
But for Stefan, this promotion test was an important opportunity
that could be a turning point in his life. So I couldn't catch him right
away.
"don't worry. I learned swordsmanship from Stefan and my body has
improved a lot, so I can protect my body.”
I can live well without any escort knights.
Dorothy smiled broadly, trying to lighten Stefan's heart as he had to
leave.
Stefan stared at Dorothy with her mouth shut.
Clara leaned back slightly, wondering if it was dif icult to be caught
between the two of them. It wasn't a matter for Clara to argue.
"I… … Then, Princess, I will come and see you for dinner. Take a
break.”
Clara nodded and vacated her seat.
But Dorothy thought it would be better for Clara not to leave.
What do you have to say? Stefan is leaving. I have to leave.
How do I hold onto it?
A suffocating silence fell in the room Clara had left.
It was always so quiet when I was with Stefan, but I don't know why
this silence is so uncomfortable these days.
“Stephan will de initely pass the exam.”
Disliked by the silence, Dorothy opened her mouth for nothing.
Stefan, whom I've been with, was a nice guy, so Dorothy really
wanted him to do well.
But Stefan just stood by Dorothy's congratulations without saying a
word.
I'm trying hard to congratulate you, but if I give you a nice tea, where
will it go?
“Honestly, I don’t have to set a ball or hang out with other knights
because of my escort, so I thought I wouldn’t be able to get promoted,
but I’m glad.”
Dorothy was a bit too talkative.
He hoped that Stefan would not be stranded because of him.
He says he wants to live in this private palace, but for Stefan, life in
the countryside must be hard work.
Do you have any special skills, other knights to deal with, and regular
training to hone your skills?
What kind of knight would want to do the job of chasing an uncute
girl after being alone in a secluded countryside?
If Dorothy had power in the imperial family, she would have survived
by thinking about her future connections.
That's why there must be no knights coming down here for Stefan...
….
“It’s better to go up than to escort me in a country like this. Stefan
will surely be able to rise to the top of the Knights Templar. I bet you.”
Dorothy smiled hard.
'It's okay if Stephan leaves. Really.'
Carnon, Rey, Theon, Ethan, and the people. Until now, many people
have turned their backs on Dorothy and moved away.
Therefore, Dorothy was con ident that even if Clara and other
servants, as well as Stephane, left, they would take it lightly.
Servants are what you need to ind again in this area, and as long as
you have a janitor and some people who do chores, you will have no
problem living.
Rather, he hated being the 'bad person' holding them back.
'Stefan, who once rose to the rank of deputy commander of the
Knights of Brilliance, can't ruin his life because of me.'
Stefan, who has been with me so far in this place that all other
knights hate to come, is amazing.
So, it's okay.
“But looking at the date, I have to prepare quickly and go up. I will
have to go and prepare for the exam.”
Stephan didn't say anything, while Dorothy spoke to herself.
“… … .”
“It’s still short, but since we’ve been together, I want to give you a
farewell party.
Dorothy looked up at the huge Stephane. But Stefan kept his mouth
shut and didn't answer as usual.
Seriously, I've gotten along really well with this rude knight who
chews on the princess' words.
“Tell me, Stefan.”
“Princess.”
Dorothy urged further, and inally Stefan's mouth was opened. But
Stefan's voice was lower than usual.
The atmosphere was a little frightening, so Dorothy opened her
mouth hastily.
“Before I leave, this is my last request… … Aren't you going to listen?"
Dorothy's voice crawled into me again because I'm sorry to ask you
not to leave in a hurry even if you leave my side.
But Stefan said nothing. Silence without nodding her head was like a
roundabout refusal, and Dorothy clenched her lips.
“Still, I thought that I got to know Stefan a little, really, a little bit… … .”
We have been together ever since we came here when we were nine
years old. Even though we didn't talk much, he was always by my side,
and I learned swordsmanship... … .
Then Stefan knelt down in front of Dorothy and made eye contact.
His eyes, who were always so high, lined up exactly with Dorothy
sitting in the chair. His black eyes were terri ied because he still
couldn't understand what was inside.
“You can’t go a little late… … ?”
Dorothy's voice dwindled even quieter. Then Stephan grabbed
Dorothy's hand.
“… … I am the escort of the princess.”
That short, unexpected word struck Dorothy's heart.
my escort knight. my… … escort knight.
"However… … It’s better to go up higher than here.”
Everyone will think so. This is a question with a ixed answer... … .
Instead of answering, Stefan just stared at Dorothy with black eyes.
He would sometimes embarrass Dorothy with his glamorous words
in his eyes.
Dorothy shut her lips and swallowed a single tear at those eyes that
said that she would never leave and that she would always be by her
side.
"People… … Stefan would call you an idiot for staying here.”
Dorothy said in a slightly trembling voice.
Stefan didn't add any more words to Dorothy's grumpy words. He
didn't say anything and didn't let go of his hand. As if he had already
said everything enough.
At that, Dorothy could not make eye contact with him any longer and
lowered her head.
Why are all the fools around me?
No matter how I look at it, why do I choose to lose out of a problem
that is obvious to me?
“Why does Stephan choose the bad over the good?”
Dorothy couldn't understand Stefan's decision.
that's good for you That's how you can become a high-ranking knight
of the Knights Templar and become a leader. For the rest of my life in a
country like this, even if I had been an escort knight saying that the
emperor would no longer assign it to me... … .
Stefan looked at Dorothy quietly.
“It’s just doing what I want.”
Stefan added as if that was all he had to say.
Drops of water formed on Dorothy's blue eyes, which had grown
bigger.
“Stephan is an idiot.”
Even before the return, Stefan was like that.
Even at the moment when Raymond's defeat was certain, he tried to
protect Raymond until the end. Even though it was very clear that he
was going to lose.
He was a man who made stupid choices with honesty.
“… … Thanks, Stefan.”
Even though she knew it was a stupid choice, Dorothy was happy.
Thanks for choosing Dorothea Milanaire, this stupid option that no one
inds.
Even if I pointed a inger at it for being sel ish, I couldn't help it.
Dorothea Milanaire is a bad person by birth.
Even though it's my second life, I'm still not used to being abandoned
by someone, so I'm very, very sorry, but thankful.
***
***
***
***
Dorothy sat alone, time and time again trying to control her
expression.
Sometimes I took a deep breath, I wrinkled and straightened my face,
and sometimes I rubbed my face with my hands.
I've tried the kind smile that I've practiced hard until now over and
over again.
But her face re lected in the window showed no sign of
improvement.
'Every time you meet Theon, you think like this, Dorothy?'
Dorothy bit her lip at my pathetic look.
No matter what he did in the future, he had no choice but to meet
Theon.
Even if we don't go to the episteme, we will meet at our debut
tangent, and as a member of the imperial family, we will have no choice
but to come and go.
It's Milanaire and Fried.
And he will become the man I loved over time.
But how can I see Theon?
With what face, with what expression.
Dorothy pressed the back of her hand to the corner of her red eyes.
The shadows of the past, which she had forgotten, were clinging to
her ankles.
smart.
The door to the in irmary was locked and someone knocked on the
door.
Lay? Ethan? Or Theon?
No one liked it, so Dorothy squatted silently.
Then the knock was heard again.
However, this knock was almost heard from a height close to the
ceiling. It's like knocking on the top of the door... … .
'Stephan?'
If it was Ray, he would call her by name, 'Dorothy', and Ethan and
Theon were the same.
But there was no other person who just knocked without a word.
Dorothy wiped the slightly reddened corners of her eyes and opened
the door.
As expected, it was the great Stephan standing in front of the door.
"What's up… … ?”
“… … .”
Without a word, Stefan looked down at Dorothy and looked inside
the in irmary.
“Are you hurt?”
Stefan shook his head.
“Then are you looking for Clara?”
Stefan shook his head and looked down at Dorothy.
Oh, you were looking for me?
Dorothy, who has been with them for a long time, has reached a level
where Stefan can understand the meaning of his eyes to some extent
without having to speak.
“… … Did you and Theon go to Ray?”
Stefan shook his head.
“Then I will stay here a little longer… … .”
I didn't feel like going out, so I answered, and Stefan asked with his
eyes if it would be okay for him to go inside too.
Dorothy didn't want anyone else to come in, but she nodded as if it
was a quiet and silent Stefan, it wouldn't matter if she was next to her.
When Stefan came in and closed the door, Dorothy sat down on a
small sofa in the in irmary.
“… … Stefan sits too.”
Because I plan on staying for a long time.
Dorothy tapped the rest of the sofa next to her.
Stefan hesitated in front of the sofa, not knowing what to do. The
escort driver is not allowed to sit recklessly, but as Dorothy said, I think
I should sit next to him.
"sit down. Stefan is so big that the already narrow in irmary is stuffy.”
Stefan stopped at him, and inally sat down cautiously next to
Dorothy.
Stefan was tall and broad-shouldered, taking up a lot of space, but
fortunately, 12-year-old Dorothy was small.
Each of them is about 0.6 and 1.4 servings, so it was not cramped
even if I sat on the sofa for two people.
The two sat next to each other without a word for a really long time.
All I could hear was the sound of breathing at a steady beat, the
chirping of birds outside, or the occasional sound of the servants
passing through the hallway.
In that calmness, Dorothy's heart slowly regained her composure.
At that time, Dorothy had some spare time, so she glanced at
Stephan.
Stefan was sitting next to him, staring at the wall in front of him. It
looked free.
However, it was one of the virtues that escort knights should
possess.
To stay still so as not to offend the person you are serving, you have
to be alert than anyone else. Standing behind as if there was nothing.
Perhaps the average person would certainly sit still and doze off, but
Dorothy had never seen Stefan doze off.
When Dorothy looked up at Stephan, who was sitting still, Stephan
met her eyes, wondering if she needed anything.
Dorothy hesitated for a moment at the speechless Stefan, and then
opened her mouth.
“Stephan… … . Can Stefan keep a secret?”
Stefan nodded quietly at Dorothy's question.
“What I say… … Aren't you going to tell anyone else? To His Majesty
the Emperor Clara.”
Stefan nodded again.
Dorothy somehow felt as though she could con ide in Stefan about
everything.
Like a secret diary that no one can open, even if I write my story
down, it feels like no one will see it.
A trustworthy person who will never tell anyone.
So Dorothy carefully con ided to Stefan what she had been
cherishing as a core alone.
“You know, I had a very scary dream… … .”
Of course, I can't divulge everything as it is, so I mix in shallow lies.
“In my dream, there is a person I really like, and he hates me. In the
end, I hate it so much... … You're going to die by hanging yourself in my
room."
Dorothy's little ist curled up.
The reason he couldn't meet Theon properly wasn't just because he
loved him.
Every time I see him, I remember the terrible end. Even though I love
him, if I draw the end with him, in the end, that's all he is.
Bed with white sheets, high canopy. Under that canopy... … his
sagging body.
When that scene came to mind, I couldn't face Theon. Because of the
appearance that reminded us not to forget our sins.
In a previous life, she was a villain who ruined and ruined Theon's
life.
My heart still races when I see him, but when I think of Theon's
words to her, it's all negative.
I regret meeting you.
i don't love you
i hate you
It's terrifying that you come back to life,
Because of you, I'm dead.
Dorothy closed her eyes, trying to shake the memories away.
Stefan watched Dorothy silently.
“I’ve been thinking for a long time… … I was born killing my mother.
That is why I was born as a bad person from the beginning. therefore…
… You can't be loved and you're destined to be a bad person no matter
what."
It sounds absurd, but sometimes Dorothy only imagined such absurd
thoughts.
When Carnon doesn't love her, when I can't have what Rey has, when
Theon turns away, when the people point their ingers and curse at her
for being a tyrant.
And when I can't change that 'fact' no matter what I do.
If Dorothea Milanaire becomes a bad person, everything is resolved,
so it is convenient to conclude that way.
I ruined everything, and it's because of me that people left me.
All bad things are my fault.
"therefore… … Sometimes I’m scared.”
I wonder if there is nothing but evil at the root of Dorothea Milanaire.
She must be evil from the seed.
“… … Don't you think it's stupid?"
Dorothy said so and smiled awkwardly.
Stefan might have seen her and thought she was a coward who had
only had nightmares and was seriously ighting.
I didn't know if I would think that I was a little annoyed when I saw
him whining.
So I thought I was just saying it. Don't say it, just think for yourself. As
usual.
Then, a large hand approached Dorothy.
Stefan grabbed Dorothy and hugged him tightly, and hugged him
tightly in his arms.
Then, with a hand large enough to ill half of Dorothy's back, he
patted her on the back once.
That one small tap made her heart pound.
For a moment, Dorothy was about to cry, so she buried her head in
Stefan's shoulder.
Stefan's hug is like saying that someone who loves you exists.
“Thank you, Stefan. And I'm sorry... … .”
I killed you like that in my last life.
After returning home, Dorothy couldn't help but wonder why she was
born again.
Even when I was dying, I was completely convinced of 'why I must
die'.
She knew better than anyone that Dorothea Milanaire deserved
death because she was evil, evil, and a tyrant.
Because of that, I didn't scream that I couldn't die, and I didn't curse
anyone.
Even when Ethan blamed all his sins on him, he was blunt.
The tyrant, heading to the execution site, quietly placed his head on
the guillotine.
any… … with an empty heart.
Maybe he was waiting for death.
But why did I have to live again? Why are you a naughty person like
me?
Shouldn't this opportunity be given only to good heroes? For
someone like Stefan, for example.
Dorothy resented this painful life she had started over.
But what is certain is that once you live again, you cannot live like
you used to.
I don't want to live that kind of life again.
“I really want to live a good life.”
As Dorothy buried her head and mumbled, Stefan hugged her tighter.
“Princess, good child… … .”
Stefan patted Dorothy on the back.
Dorothy laughed at him.
“Yes, I am a good child.”
***
I even refused the pendant that I had deliberately chosen with great
care and did not receive it.
why? Is it expensive and good jewelry? Don't you like this?
Ethan's head was confused by the unexpected and different reaction
of Dorothy.
But if he wasn't interested in him at all, that wasn't the case either.
Ethan looked at his white wrist.
'Follow.'
'oh… … .'
'If you want to go to the duke's, tell Clara. I'll prepare a carriage for
you.'
When Ethan said that he would not even see him off, Ethan
wondered if he had heard it wrong.
Then he pushes his back to get out and slams the door!
absurd thing. Such a beat can only be received from Jonathan.
How come Dorothea Milanaire doesn't look after me? why.
***
***
***
“You’re only going to see my competition, Theon.”
“Okay, Ray. Don't worry, I won't go."
Theon decided to stay a little longer in the detached palace at the
reluctance of Ray and Clara.
'Besides, Princess Dorothy doesn't seem so angry anymore.'
Theon remembered the Dorothy he had met that night.
Fortunately, Dorothy seemed to have opened up to him a little.
'But it's still awkward.'
I thought that the relationship had loosened up a lot by giving the
handkerchief as a gift that day, but as the day dawned, Dorothy refused
to hang out with him again.
We ate separately, and if we run into each other, we go back to our
room to avoid it.
Dorothy was like a wave.
Waves that come close to you with a shoo-a-aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
wave of waves that fall far behind without ever having to catch on if
you wet your toes.
“Theon, it would be good for you to go to the tournament too. If
you’re a sword, you’re pretty good at it too.”
At Rey's words, Theon shook his head.
It is true that he was good at handling swords, but his skills were
lacking compared to Rey.
Moreover, he didn't like loud noises like going to competitions.
“I will de initely win. I’m going to win and give the whole prize
money to Dorothy.”
Ray remembered Dorothy, who had become acquainted with each
other during the past few days at the private palace.
Even though they lived in the same villa, Dorothy seldom met Rey.
It can't be found, and it's hard to ind.
I didn't come here for this.
I was going to swim in the sea with Dorothy and explore the sights in
the Cerritian area together.
I'm sorry, but after the swordsmanship contest, can you and Dorothy
get along a little better?
“You can do it enough.”
Theon also encouraged Ray like that.
He knew Ray's skills very well.
As one of the most talented in Episteme, he is at a level comparable
to that of any other knight, so it will not be as smooth as it seems.
***
It was only natural that the two people who arrived at the venue
were embarrassed.
'Weren't you here to cheer?'
'I thought you came to see.'
Until they came to the stadium together, Dorothy and Ray thought
they were just trying to cheer each other up or to watch the
tournament.
“Clara, did you know?”
“I found out yesterday too, Princess! Why didn't you tell me you were
leaving early?"
Dorothy sighed.
With Dorothy's eyes in the distance, I saw Rey preparing for the
competition.
By his side, Theon was helping with the preparations.
Whether I should say it was fortunate out of misfortune, Theon said
that he would not play.
Dorothy thought for a moment about giving up the competition, then
shook her head.
'I don't want to stop doing what I want to do because of one Ray. This
is not a bad thing either.'
Dorothy tied her hair tie tight.
Even if I have to ight Ray, I have to win.
“Are you nervous, Princess?”
"no. None.”
Dorothy sacri iced her life to go to war, and was also the one who
built irepits with her own hands to usurp Rey's throne.
It wasn't to the point that I was even nervous about this
neighborhood competition.
However, it had been a long time since I had a ight with Rei, so my
blood was boiling a little.
Unlike Dorothy, who was resolute, Ray, who was far away, was taking
a deep breath.
“I’m trembling, what should I do?”
Rei seemed to be taking the episteme exam.
He was usually not nervous when competing with his friends, but
when the word 'exam' was added, he was more nervous than necessary.
But today, Dorothy was more concerned than that.
“Is Dorothy okay? … ?”
Ray was worried about Dorothy, who has the smallest build among
the players preparing to compete.
No matter how you look at it, Dorothy shouldn't have appeared in
this contest.
Many of the contestants were already big enough to be called adults.
Dorothy, who was one of the smaller players in Rey, had a smaller
head than Rey, and had already lost in her physical condition.
It's a big deal if Dorothy gets hurt while ighting such a big person.
As for confrontation, there are many things that become dif icult and
injuries are common.
Ray thought that it would be better for people like that to stick with
him irst and cut them off in advance.
Just then, the referee of the tournament announced the draw.
A total of sixteen players will participate.
'Please don't let the Crown Prince and the Princess get stuck in the
irst edition!'
During the tournament, Clara held her hands tightly and prayed.
And when the draw came out, Clara was relieved that the god of
fortune was with her.
The irst name is 'Louis', and the last name is 'Dori'.
They were respectively Ray and Dorothy's pseudonyms, so even if
they went up to the tournament, they would only be able to meet in the
inals.
“Perhaps the brackets were evenly distributed so that the older kids
go up.”
Clara murmured a little to Stefan as she looked at the draw.
Stefan, who was wearing a beret and disguised as a writer, nodded.
Meanwhile, they weren't the only ones watching the draw.
'… … Dorothea?'
Ethan, who was sitting behind the Duke of Bronte, recognized her at
a glance.
Small stature and blonde hair. He pretended to be a commoner, but
there was no way Ethan could not recognize Dorothy.
'Why Dorothea?'
What was the thought of the noble royal family participating in such
a pathetic rural contest?
Moreover, Dorothy, who was only twelve years old, seemed clearly at
a disadvantage.
Ethan quietly rolled his eyes and looked at the seat in front of him.
Unlike him, who barely sat in the back seat because he was the
eldest, the Bronte and Jonathan were sitting there.
The duke and duke didn't seem interested in the swordsmanship
contest.
Although it borrowed the name 'Duke's Boat', this festival was only a
proper event to unite the local people and to gather irmly under the
duke.
Therefore, rather than paying attention to who will be in the match
and what kind of game will be played, I have been busy chatting with
other people sitting in the spectator seats.
Ethan quietly rolled his tongue.
'Besides, from the beginning the opponent... … It's that guy.'
Ethan saw Alex, a contestant standing proud and proud of his
muscles.
Dorothy and Alex were almost twice the size.
Ethan knew Alex.
He had bumped into Jonathan a few times and had quite a few
accidents, so he was well-known in the duke family.
Alex used to do bad things as a captain among the children in this
neighborhood.
Taking money from children's noses, or showing off their power by
beating someone weaker than me until they die.
Due to the poor quality, Ethan was like a piece of garbage that didn't
even do business with him.
After quietly counting, Ethan parted his lips.
“Duke.”
“Why are you like this, Ethan?”
When Ethan called the Duke of Bronte by his honori ic title rather
than his usual 'father', the Duke looked back at him affectionately.
The Duke was ready to listen to whatever his pretty son had to say.
“Looking at that bracket, I think the kids with too much size
difference are at a disadvantage.”
Ethan pointed to the contestants.
“It is important that the people who will make it to the inals do not
compete in the irst place, but safety is also important. It will be fair to
each other.”
The peacock licked his chin and looked at the contestants. There
were de initely people who were noticeably different in size.
“And if you do that, people will see the results and ind it boring. I
want more people to see the contest in the name of the Bronte family.”
A smile appeared on the Duke of Bronte's lips as Ethan spoke softly
with a pretty face.
Hey, the contest for the duke's name shouldn't be slow.
“It’s wonderful, Ethan. It's kind of nice that you even care about kids
like that."
The Duke of Bronte stroked Ethan's silky silver hair and raised his
inger backwards.
Then the servant behind him ran and listened to the duke.
Ethan's words borrowed the Duke's mouth and changed the
competition.
***
***
***
“… … ugh.”
Alex came down from the arena and sighed.
His self-esteem was shattered and trampled on, and his body and
mind were torn apart.
“Great, Captain!”
The boys who served Alex as captain locked around him.
"done! I am no longer a captain!”
Alex wiped away his tears and looked at Dorothy.
Since you lost so horribly to such a small kid, how do you maintain
your position as a captain?
Those who had gathered next to Alex also turned to Dorothy.
"then… … Is he the boss?”
They murmured at the little Dorothy.
Dorothy looked at them and shook her head as if pathetic.
“I’m not interested in being a neighborhood alley leader.”
"What?"
“I tried to sit in the captain’s seat… … Because it’s a bit bad.”
I've even played a boss that's a little bigger than the bastards who
rob the neighborhood kids.
Dorothy was bitter as she recalled the past.
Dorothy didn't want and shouldn't have a position like that.
“So you go on, alley manager.”
Dorothy quietly left.
Then Ray, who was far away, ran to her.
“Dorothy, you are amazing!”
Ray was very excited and rolled her feet.
He looked more happy than when he had won.
"Quiet."
At most, I used a pseudonym to compete, but are you going to talk
about it all over the place?
When Dorothy glared at him, Ray sighed and nodded her head.
“I didn’t know you could do this much swordsmanship. What
happened? When I was in the Imperial Palace, I never held a sword... … .”
“Don’t even pretend to know.”
They look alike, and their skills stand out, so they'll be caught off
guard when the Duke of Bronte sees them.
Dorothy passed Rey indifferently.
Ray looked behind Dorothy as she moved away.
“… … dif icult."
Ray's smile darkened.
I wanted to give you a lot of compliments.
Rey had done it herself, so she knew how much effort Dorothy had to
put in to get to where she is today.
No matter how genius Dorothy was, that level of leisure and skill was
not created overnight.
Besides, I had never held a sword when I was in the Imperial Palace,
so it must have been the two years I spent in the detached palace.
Theon quietly placed a hand on Rey's drooping shoulder.
“We can make it to the inals, Ray.”
Rey laughed at Theon's words.
“Haha, right. I never thought I'd ever run into a knife with Dorothy."
“I didn’t know I would see the princess’s sword either.”
Dorothy, who is quiet and silent, who seems dark somewhere, had
such power hidden.
Although the match ended quickly and I only saw simple movements,
I could ind traces of skill and pro iciency in Dorothy.
He was someone who could shine like that.
He could understand why Rey was excited.
After watching Dorothy's match, his heart raced too.
***
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Author : Ramgle
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Chapter 2
Chapter 2
***
Theon was walking back and forth in the wide hallways at the Duke
of Bronte waiting for Dorothy's treatment to inish.
The Duke of Bronte gave up a room to wait for Dorothy, but Ray was
crying in the room.
Rey blamed herself for all Dorothy's injuries, saying that it was a
'disaster' that she came, and even Theon's comfort didn't work.
It seemed necessary to give Dorothy some time to be alone for a
while until she was healed and left.
'Princess, I thought you were seriously injured... … .'
“Master Theon Fried?”
While waiting for Dorothy, someone called his name.
Looking back, there was a beautiful silver-haired boy standing there.
'Ethan Bronte... … .'
Theon remembered him clearly.
It was an unforgettable look.
Especially today, because of the strong light on in the hallway, the
shadows and light were clear, so his features and lines stood out even
more.
Theon was very concerned about Ethan's charming and elegant gait.
There was a strange tension as if trampling on him with every step.
“I thought you would be back soon, but you are staying here for quite
some time.”
Ethan slowly walked over to Theon and said.
It felt like a thorn to say hello.
“I don’t think it’s something you care about.”
“I was just thinking of the princess. The day the master came, the
princess looked quite uncomfortable.”
Ethan asked worriedly, stroking his lips with his inger.
I should have gone back if I was aware, is it because of my mood that
his golden eyes look so sarcastic?
“No need to worry. Because I get along well with the princess.”
“Are you two doing well?”
Ethan's eyes narrowed.
"you… … You are too interested in the princess’s work.”
Ethan smiled slightly at Theon's words.
The black shadow that clearly covered his face curved strangely.
"Right. I am very interested in Princess Dorothea.”
"What… … ?”
“I like the princess.”
Ethan's golden eyes shone coldly, pretending to be shy.
As if waiting for someone to say this.
If it sounded like a declaration of war, was he mistaken?
Theon didn't know how to respond to Ethan's words.
How should I react to him who opens his heart for Dorothy?
Do I have to say good-bye and move on?
No, I didn't mean to say that. I just felt that way.
“I heard that Master Theon has someone he likes. Are you Julia?
always going together So I hope you will understand my heart.”
Theon was somewhat startled by Julia's name coming out of Ethan's
mouth.
How could Ethan, who doesn't even attend Episteme, know his
circumstances so well?
Did Jonathan Bronte come home and talk? Or the Duke of Bronte?
“I don’t feel like I did a background check.”
“When you say it’s a background investigation, I don’t feel good. It's a
famous story. Do you think that I have no ears to hear that I am not
attending Ephisteme?”
Ethan's soft words turned to Theon.
In Imperial Ubera, there was discrimination between those from
Episteme and those from non-Episteme, which Ethan pointed out.
Are you ignoring me because I'm not from Episteme?
Are you discriminating against people on that basis?
“There seems to be some weird rumors going around, but Julia is just
a friend.”
“We’re just friends… … . Miss Julia will be upset if she hears it.”
"I don't know how you know me and Julia, but it feels more rude to
judge someone you've just met for the irst time based on rumors."
“Hey, sorry if I was rude.”
Ethan bowed slightly and apologized.
Although he was obviously polite, Theon somehow felt bad.
“As I said, I like the princess, and I thought that Master Theon would
agree if she loved Julia too.”
Ethan had a pathetic expression on his face.
Then a servant came running from afar.
“Princess Dorothea’s treatment is over!”
Theon's and Ethan's heads turned to the servant at the same time.
***
“Princess!”
As soon as Dorothy came out of treatment, the Duke of Bronte bowed
deeply.
The Duke of Bronte, hearing the news of the accident, was unable to
stick his buttocks in the seat of the dung line all the time.
Most of all, he was guilty of not recognizing the princess and the
crown prince earlier.
“It is all my fault. I had to take good care of my safety... … !”
The Duke of Bronte sighed as he looked at the cast on Dorothy's arm.
It's such an unfortunate thing that the princess's arm was broken in
a contest for the duke's name!
'It's fortunate that Princess Dorothea was injured.'
If it weren't for Dorothy, Crown Prince Ray would have been injured.
If so... … The Duke of Bronte became dizzy just thinking about it.
In a way, Dorothy was like a benefactor to the Duke of Bronte.
Because he was injured instead of the Crown Prince and made the
work smaller.
“Princess, I have really committed a mortal sin.”
Dorothy saw the Duke apologize again and again.
Formally, he apologizes with the words to kill him, but that's just for
show.
“It’s okay, Bronte. Thanks to the cooperation of the duke, I was able
to receive treatment so quickly.”
Dorothy didn't want to tell the imperial family about this.
I didn't even want to make a big deal out of fussing over my broken
arm.
If I had to tell you anyway, Karnon wouldn't really care, and he would
only hate him for whining about trivial things.
“We will take full responsibility for the treatment of the princess in
our Brontega. If there is any inconvenience, our family will do our best
to help.”
"thanks."
Dorothy did not get angry at the accident and nodded her head
calmly.
The Duke of Bronte thought it was fortunate that the princess was
not picky.
I would have been very embarrassed if I had been sarcastic for
breaking my arm, or if I had been held accountable for being a princess.
“The carriage is ready.”
The Duke of Bronte was relieved and led Dorothy to the front door.
During the treatment, the sun was setting and it was dark outside.
Two boys were standing in front of the entrance to the carriage.
One is Jonathan, followed by Ethan.
Jonathan was trembling as he looked into the Duke's eyes, and Ethan
looked at Dorothy's arms and face, then closed his lips.
As soon as Jonathan made eye contact with Dorothy, he trembled and
bowed his head coldly.
Dorothy smiled at Jonathan like that.
I don't seem to know who I am anymore.
A few days ago, Jonathan, who was joking around asking if he knew
who he was, was nowhere to be seen.
Dorothy passed Jonathan with an arrogant gait.
Ethan's gaze followed Dorothy's.
"I… … .”
Ethan reached out to grab Dorothy's sleeve, but Dorothy passed him
by and climbed into the wagon.
Ethan's hand, which was outstretched in the air, stopped without
grasping anything.
It hurts my heart to be hurt, I hope you get well, I hope that you will
protect the princess' body more than anyone else from now on. Today's
match was really cool.
He had prepared several options for what to say, but all of them were
useless, and Ethan stood hunched over with Dorothy's back.
Ray and Clara climbed behind Dorothy, and Stefan got on the horse.
The wagon started running, and there was no greeting.
For Ethan who was left alone.
***
***
When Dorothy arrived at the villa, she stopped in the middle of the
stairs while trying to go back to her room.
Because Theon was waiting in front of her room.
Theon, who had not yet found her, calmly lowered her eyes and was
immersed in thought.
'Why is Theon waiting for me?'
The heart, who does not listen to the words, sees Theon again and is
pounding.
Candles were lit in the dark hallway where night fell, so his red eyes
shone more charmingly.
The tip of his black hair was re lected in the light, forming a red
border around him, and the tips of his eyelashes that fell quietly were
troubled for no reason.
On the other hand, the buttons were lined up side by side without
being disturbed under the neatly folded white collar.
Ethan is beautiful, but Theon has a heart.
Dorothy was afraid that Theon had come to her to say something.
It's never meant to say I love you, so I can't help but be afraid.
In front of Theon, he becomes fearful, thoughtful, and stupid.
What's worse is that I can't stop even though I know I'm stupid.
“Princess.”
While hesitating on the stairs, Theon raised his head to ind Dorothy.
"What's going on, Theon?"
Dorothy pretended to be okay and climbed the remaining stairs.
“The arm… … Are you okay?”
“It’s okay.”
For Dorothy, the injured arm was a symbol of weakness, immaturity
and lack.
Dorothy wanted to show Theon only her strength, perfection, and
splendor, not her weaknesses or weaknesses.
In my heart, I wanted to hide the arm with the cast, but it was
impossible to hide the ixed arm.
So, it was best to pretend as nothing as possible.
“So, what do you want to say?”
Dorothy, you can't talk like that.
Do you mean to kick Theon out with an exaggerated and arrogant
tone?
Dorothy scolded her lips with harsh words protruding inwardly.
“And today, it was great. There was an accident in the inal, but if the
match had been played to the end, the princess would have won.”
"Well… … .”
If Ray was sincere, I would have lost.
Theon spoke carefully, as if he had read Dorothy's mind.
“I think attitude and concentration are also skills.”
"ah… … .”
“Besides, the princess even rescued the Crown Prince.”
Theon gave Dorothy a small smile and cheered her on.
Dorothy felt my face heat up as if it had been turned on.
Theon's praise, recognition. Even the words of consolation to her,
who had injured her arm, were very good.
“… … thank you."
Dorothy lowered her head to hide her blushing face.
“And me, I’m going back tomorrow morning. I came to greet you in
advance because I thought I would be leaving early.”
"ah… … okay."
you're going
It was originally planned.
Because he had promised to go back to Freedia only after seeing
Rey's match.
there is nothing to regret
“My arm, I hope you get well soon.”
"yes. you also… … Be careful and go back.”
Thank you for being here.
Dorothy bid farewell to her with a calm expression on her face.
Theon smiled softly at him.
“You must be very tired, but sleep well tonight.”
"you also."
At Dorothy's words, Theon went back to his room.
***
Theon's greeting to get a good night's sleep magically took her sleep.
But today's insomnia wasn't just because of his excitement for
Theon.
'ha… … .'
Dorothy sighed as she looked up at the dark ceiling.
My heart was pounding anxiously.
Will that terrible insomnia come again?
The fear of insomnia brought insomnia again.
'It's all because of Ray.'
After returning, he said he had cured his insomnia by living the life of
a baby, but it was because of Ray that reminded him of the past.
Dorothy didn't feel guilty about killing Ray.
At least that's what I thought at the time.
Nevertheless, it was Ray's death that started the terrible insomnia
that haunted Dorothy for the rest of her life.
Dorothy herself did not understand why.
I killed the guy I wanted to kill for the rest of my life, but why can't I
sleep?
But there was only one thing that bothered me about Rey's death.
'… … You probably didn't lose to me, did you?'
That doubt made her heart pound every night.
I can't. Becoming an emperor is a matter of life and death, but you
lost to me in that battle?
The memories of the past she had been trying to forget for a long
time held her sleepless.
***
***
Early morning when the sun does not rise. Theon left the palace to
return to Freedia.
“I think His Majesty Ray and Princess Dorothy haven’t woken up yet.”
Clara said to Theon, who was leaving the private palace in the early
morning alone.
It was too late to wake them both up.
“It’s okay because I said goodbye to everyone yesterday. I'm even
more sorry to wake you up because it's too early. I've been really
indebted to you the past few days. thanks."
Theon greeted Clara and the servants who had seen him off.
Then I looked up and looked at the detached palace for a moment.
However, someone was looking at him from the second- loor
window. It was Dorothy.
'Did you not sleep today?'
Dorothy met Theon's eyes and disappeared behind the curtain in
surprise.
Theon, who was about to wave his hand, lowered the hand he had
raised.
There was no way that anyone woke up this morning without waking
up on time, and it was more reasonable to assume that he did not sleep.
“I, the princess seem to be having a hard time sleeping… … .”
When Theon said that Dorothy was awake right now, it was like
asking Dorothy to see her off, so she said back.
“Ah, the princess is a bit sleepy. I tend to sleep late and wake up early.
Oh, did you feel any discomfort during your stay, Master?”
“No, not at all. I’m just worried.”
"Do not worry. Because the princess usually sleeps little.”
Clara laughed.
Dorothy couldn't sleep for a long time, probably because of the
insomnia before her return.
From what Clara had heard from her former nanny, Dorothy had
been told that as a baby she slept much less than children of her age.
Fortunately, he doesn't cry often and he's gentle, so it wasn't dif icult
to take care of him.
Even now, Dorothy slept for ive hours without waking her up.
“Ah, that’s good.”
I used to slept very little.
Is it not special to be awake on the night I dropped the handkerchief
and to be awake now?
Theon looked into Dorothy's room once more before getting into the
carriage.
Dorothy was nowhere to be seen.
“Then be careful, Master.”
The carriage's door closed, and the coachman's whip drove the
horse.
The sound of squeaking horses' hooves moved away from the villa.
***
“Follow the tea.”
At Dorothy's words, Ray brewed tea in hot water and served it.
The crimson water was sparkling in the white teacup.
“Can I feed you?”
Then Dorothy glared at Ray and drank the tea with her hand.
“How does it taste? it's okay?"
“I’m too afraid to write it.”
"sorry. Shall we cry again?”
Ray looked as if he had become Dorothy's servant.
Clara left the Crown Prince Rey to do so.
This is because Ray wanted to lighten the burden on his heart.
“… … done."
'If the Crown Prince, who will become emperor, is not digni ied... … .'
He pours tea as instructed, fan if it's hot, and covers him with a
blanket if it's cold.
It was more suited to a servant who was cared for rather than an
emperor who served people.
'I'll do everything you ask me to do.'
Even if Dorothy deliberately twisted the work, Ray said it was okay
and helped Dorothy with a wide smile.
If it had been someone else, I would have already been annoyed and
had to quit.
Dorothy thought that she should slowly get to the point with Ray, the
futile one.
"Lay."
"yes!"
“Pen and ink. A lot of paper.”
"okay! wait!"
As soon as Dorothy had inished speaking, Ray ran to Clara and asked
where the pen and paper were and brought them back.
There is no other dog that listens well.
Dorothy cleared the table of tea and dessert, then laid the paper
down.
“I can’t write because I hurt my hand, so please write for me.”
"okay! Call me!”
Ray took a seat next to Dorothy and held up her pen.
His gleaming eyes were waiting for Dorothy's lips to open.
“Large on top. 'Cesarology'.”
“Cesarology?”
“Cesarology.”
When Ray asked the question with her eyes wide open, Dorothy
answered irmly.
Rei nodded and scribbled the words 'Cesar Crane' on the top of the
paper.
Dorothy didn't like Ray's bad handwriting, but she kept her mouth
shut and sang the next verse.
“Medium font, Chapter 1. Dotted, the genealogy of the Milanaires.”
“Chapter 1… … Mila... … yes... … .”
Ray followed the letters as Dorothy called them.
A crackling sound was heard along the ink-drenched nib, and
Dorothy looked through the eyes of a hawk to see if Ray had spelled it
wrong.
“I wrote it all down.”
“Then in the next small print. In the beginning, there was a king,
Milanair, who wielded the spirit of light.”
“In the beginning… … The spirit of light... … .”
Ray wrote down the verses Dorothy sang in a pose that looked like
she would bang her head on a piece of paper.
Dorothy recited a few more lines about the Milanaires, the roots of
the Milanese imperial family, and Ray meekly illed the paper.
However, when he reached the 3rd Emperor Rad Milanair, Ray raised
his head and shook his hand as if his hand was hurting.
“Wait, Dorothy. My ingers hurt so much.”
Ray placed the pen over the inkwell and clasped and opened it.
“But why are you suddenly using cesarean?”
“I like to study.”
Dorothy answered, sipping tea with her left hand.
“It is, but… … .”
Ray knew that Dorothy liked to study.
From a very young age, Dorothy loved to read and knew many things
that Ray didn't know.
"Lay."
"yes?"
“My throat hurts because I keep calling.”
As Dorothy cleared her throat and grimaced, a red color lashed
across Rey's face.
He thought that this tedious cesarean study would now be over.
However, Ray's expectations were completely wrong.
“Aren’t you memorizing all the cesarean studies? I won't call you
because I have a sore throat. Please write it to the end.”
“Cesarology… … to the end?"
Rey opened her mouth and stiffened.
Cesarean was an old guide book, a thick book series with a total of
twenty chapters.
The irst chapter, the genealogy of the Milanaire imperial family
alone, had more than one hundred pages.
In addition, it consisted of extensive contents such as reward and
punishment, military science, world geography, diplomacy, narration,
tolerance, economics, and history.
It was only called cesarean studies, but it was actually a name that
bundled several books into one.
“Did you not memorize it?”
You go to Episteme.
In Episteme, I did not learn cesarean in one book, but divided it into
several classes and learned the subject of cesarean.
Therefore, the Milanese imperial family had the Crown Prince
memorize the cesarean studies from an early age.
It was one of the terrible private education methods for sending the
Crown Prince to Episteme.
"that is… … In the old days, I memorized everything, but I quickly
forgot it.”
“If you forgot, you wouldn’t have memorized it.”
"uh… … But I almost remember it, so I’ll try it!”
Ray picked up the pen again and began to continue from the next
verse.
Dorothy looked through Rey's letter by letter through her watcher's
eyes.
If he couldn't remember, Ray paused and tapped my chin with the tip
of a pen to contemplate and repeat the next verse.
“It was Ethar, not Chamber, who built the Stone of Brilliance.”
When Dorothy pointed out a mistake, Ray was startled and corrected
the typo, but fortunately she didn't repeat the same mistake.
When his hand hurts, he puts his pen down for a moment and then
grinned at Dorothy.
"done. make it this far today Your hand hurts.”
"really? it's okay?"
"yes."
Dorothy glanced through Rey's cesarean, then nodded.
Until the time when Coresus lost the Spirit Stone that the irst
Milaneir had contracted with the Spirit. Ray wrote that much.
'Still, this is enough.'
Dorothy again pointed out and explained some mistakes, but it was
perfect except in a few places.
Ray smiled proudly as she saw Dorothy nod her head when she saw
her results.
“Chapter 1 is done, let’s start with Chapter 2 tomorrow.”
“Chapter 2? Punishment and punishment?”
"no?"
“No, it’s not… … .”
Ray is somehow trying to help Dorothy, but she can't shake the
feeling that she's studying.
Of course, it's true that Dorothy is studying because Dorothy is next
to her and teaches you the wrong parts or misspelled words... … .
Ray scratched her half-curly blonde hair, trying to comprehend the
strange pang.
Meanwhile, Dorothy piled up the dry paper one after another and put
it on one side of the bookshelf.
“You know, Dorothy. Dorothy is smart. Swordsmanship is the best.”
Ray followed Dorothy's back and asked.
“So, what do you want Dorothy to be when you grow up?”
At Rey's question, Dorothy's feet just stopped.
What do you want to be?
Dorothy felt ripped off by Ray.
Emperor. It was what it wanted to be. And it did, but failed.
What I want to be this time is… … Well, nice guy?
“Why are you asking that?”
Dorothy got nervous at Ray because she couldn't answer.
If Stefan had asked him, he might have thought and answered with a
little calm, but when Ray asked such a question, there was no room for
that.
"Just curious. What does Dorothy want to do? … . Because I think
someone like Dorothy can do anything.”
Ray noticed Dorothy's sharpening and looked up and said.
can you do anything? I?
Dorothy frowned for a moment, then laughed.
right. Having beheaded Rei and usurping the throne, he could do
anything.
even if it's bad
“You know, I want to be a farmer when I grow up. I grow wheat,
radishes, carrots, eggplants, and tomatoes in the ield, and dogs,
chickens and goats in the yard! Raising a cow.”
Ray looked at Dorothy's hardened expression and turned to her own
story.
He even hummed while painting the idyllic countryside in which he
would live.
There is a large table in the garden, where guests make food with
vegetables they grow and hold a party, and also make bread with eggs
and harvested wheat from their own chickens.
Ray said that it would be good to come and stay in a detached house
like this.
“Actually, I didn’t like eggplant, but the eggplant I grew myself was
very tasty. At that time, I thought it would be good to become a farmer.”
“… … Are you still growing your garden?”
"uh? Oh no. it was before Or I think it would be nice to go hunting
while digging mushrooms and grass in the mountains and living like
that.”
But the story made Dorothy even more absurd.
You want to be a farmer or a hunter? Is that what the prince would
say?
As Dorothy glared at him, Ray blinked her innocent eyes and smiled.
"When I become a farmer, I'll send Dorothy all the things I've grown.
Choose only those that are delicious and pretty.”
“Don’t be silly. You are a prince!”
Dorothy really wanted to hit Ray like that.
I couldn't understand how you could say that you want to be a farmer
even if you become a prince.
He had already been decided to become emperor. the highest place
in the world. She longed for it!
“Oh, I know, I just… … I said what I wanted to be.”
As Dorothy's voice rose, Rey smiled awkwardly and looked away.
His shoulders were drowsy, his hands clasped in front of his belly
button.
“I know. That I can't be a farmer... … . I'm not that stupid, Dorothy."
Seeing Ray, Dorothy realized that she had spoken harshly again and
clenched her ists.
I got excited again because of Ray.
“Don’t tell me you can’t… … .”
If I say it, does it add to the pain?
To say that you want to become an emperor even though you can't
become an emperor, to repeat. How painful it was, Dorothy knew.
Then, suddenly, a thought occurred to me.
Surely, you don't want to be a farmer or a hunter as much as I wished
you to be an emperor, do you?
It's just a dream that often passes by children... … ?
Dorothy looked into Ray's eyes.
He couldn't help but ask Dorothy again, cautiously, whether the gaze
had relieved Rey's tension.
Ray sat a reasonable distance away from Dorothy, who was sitting on
the bed.
“Hey, Dorothy… … .”
"why."
“Did you receive my letters?”
“… … yes."
I got it, but I threw it away without reading it.
“Ah, I still got it… … ! thank god. I didn’t get a reply, so I thought the
letter didn’t arrive properly.”
What is happiness?
Wouldn't it hurt more that you didn't reply even though you received
it?
Dorothy thought as she looked at Ray, who smiled relievedly.
“I was worried that I would be sad because I was living alone and I
didn’t even know that a letter had come.”
“Why am I sad?”
“It hurts, but it’s sad to be alone.”
Rey lowered her eyebrows and smiled shyly.
To Ray, Dorothy had come to 'remedies' due to poor health, so he
seemed to think that his sick brother was going down to the
countryside alone.
So, he made sure to send a letter at least twice a month for his
younger brother, who was ill and was living alone.
Even though I sent it so often that there was nothing special to
include, the letter would often exceed ive pages when I wrote it.
In his heart, he hoped Dorothy would read the letter and make him
want to go up to the Islands.
There are so many interesting things going on in the system, and
there are people waiting for her to come back.
What happened at the Imperial Palace or Episteme, new topics that
Dorothy might like, anticipation of going to the villa, and saying hello
how you are doing.
In the end, no reply came, but he hoped that my letter would be a
little bit of cheer and joy to his younger brother, who will be living alone
in a distant place.
Dorothy swallowed bitter saliva as she looked at Rey she liked when
she heard that she had received the letter.
“… … I like being alone.”
So you don't have to send a letter.
“I feel it every time, but Dorothy is so mature that she is like my
older sister. I hate being alone... … .”
Rey withered like a withered blade of grass.
mature?
Dorothy said to herself.
'If you've matured, life wouldn't be this hard.'
It was only a shallow trick to pretend to be mature.
In fact, I never liked being alone.
If there is someone who enjoys being alone, he or she has probably
never felt truly alone. Even if your body is alone, you must be someone
with a place to put your mind somewhere.
A person who is truly alone cannot love loneliness.
But Dorothy had to get used to being alone by being unloved.
In the absence of the mother, the alienation from the father, and the
neglect of Theon.
And to this day, she was still learning to be alone.
So that even if the day Clara and Stefan leave one day comes, nothing
will happen. not to be attached to others.
In a way that chooses to pretend to be mature rather than mature.
“You know, Dorothy… … .”
Rey's hesitant habit of talking, Dorothy was consistent with an
indifferent expression on her face.
“Why does Dorothy hate me? Talk to me and I'll ix it."
A brief silence was followed by a rather pessimistic question.
Ray was asking questions on the premise that Dorothy hated her.
Of course, the premise was not wrong, but hearing the question
directly made me feel like a bad person again.
Dorothy looked at Ray's blue eyes that shone like a puppy.
'Can you ix it by saying that?'
Dorothy turned her head instead of answering.
There were many reasons why I didn't like Ray.
I hate you for being so stupid and kind.
I hate seeing the spirit of light alone.
I hate that you take more than me.
I hate that you killed me in my last life.
I hate that you forgot all the painful memories I had.
All the memories I had with you in the past are only me, so I can't
blame you anymore.
“… … Why did you do that then?”
You can't answer this question anymore.
Raymond Milanaire to answer my questions is gone.
"yes… … ? when?"
“Why did you give up on the game in the middle of the match?”
I really want to ask.
Why?
why… … did you give up
“Oh, it’s not that I gave up, Dorothy, because I was worried about
you… … !”
Ray recalled the events of the match and answered.
Are you worried?
If I asked you back then, would you answer like this?
"Really. Dorothy. I never meant to look after you.”
When Dorothy's expression didn't show any light, Ray added,
pleadingly.
“I hated it, Ray.”
"yes… … ?”
“You are good and I am evil.”
“What does that mean?”
“A fool doesn’t need to know.”
Dorothy lay lat on the bed.
Ray looked at Dorothy, who was lying on the bed with a confused
look on her face.
“Stop it. I am tired.”
“… … Dorothy doesn't like me being a fool?"
Ray felt that Dorothy's disregard came from her own folly.
The things that hurt Dorothy, that she doesn't understand her right
away, that her cesarean memorization is often wrong, and that Dorothy
calls him 'stupid'.
“The next time I come, I will de initely be in the top 50 of the
episteme test.”
“Puck.”
"Really. I'll promise."
Ray added in a rather wretched voice.
But Dorothy knew.
Ray never made it into the top 50 of Episteme.
Before returning, Ray had never even been in the top 50.
“And next time you come, I’ll write the rest of the cesarean that I can’t
use this time.”
Next time you come, you're going to write all the cesareans.
By then, my arms should have been all healed, are you still going to
lift my feet?
Ray was also an idiot.
***
***
It was the day after Ethan went up to the Reygar Islands to visit.
Ethan came dressed more neatly than usual.
A gray patterned jacket, a white shirt with a crossover tie, black
suspenders, and neatly ironed cotton shorts. brown leather shoes.
A perfect master as if straight out of a textbook.
If it's ordinary, it's an ordinary out it, but Ethan wore it and it looked
special.
“I’m sorry for coming late, Princess.”
Ethan apologized for not coming right after Dorothy was injured.
"no. I wasn't hurt because of you, what?"
“I was very worried. I was wondering if this injury would interfere
with swordsmanship. You like it.”
“It’s not broken, it’s just cracked. He said it wouldn't make much of a
difference if everything got better."
Dorothy didn't want to expose her weakness, so she pretended to be
okay for nothing.
Ethan looked at Dorothy, who smiled shyly, saying it was okay.
“Why are you staring at me like that, Ethan?”
“It’s a little windy. Aren't you cold, Princess?"
Ethan asked, pointing to the window he had left open for ventilation.
I didn't really care, but a cool sea breeze was blowing through the
window.
Dorothy couldn't wear long sleeves because of the cast, so she was
wearing a sleeveless dress with her arms exposed.
“It’s a little cold, but better ventilation.”
Dorothy said, stroking her cool arm with her hand.
Ethan then took off his jacket and draped it over Dorothy's shoulder.
The jacket that had Ethan's warmth touched his arm, and the
fragrant scent of lowers that Ethan had always wafted out.
“Even if you don’t feel well, you have to be careful.”
Ethan laughed softly.
“Oh, and since the princess came empty-handed, I prepared a small
gift for her.”
Ethan handed Dorothy the gift she was holding in one hand.
It was a gift that was light and small enough to it in one hand.
“You don’t have to bring these things… … .”
“It wasn’t just that he was injured, it was an accident because our
Bronte family didn’t take good care of it, so how can I come empty-
handed?”
Ethan's golden eyes, looking at Jigsey Dorothy, seemed to want
Dorothy to open the present in this place.
It was a look that I hoped my gift would not be the same as the letter
that Ray sent.
Dorothy tried to remove the wrapping paper with one hand, but it
didn't work out.
"Can I help?"
"yes. thank you."
Ethan took the gift again and slowly unwrapped it.
Should I say Ethanian? He knew how to peel off the wrapper cleanly
without damaging it.
Ethan unwrapped the wrapping paper and held out the gift with both
hands.
Above his hand was a handkerchief framed with gold thread and
embroidered with a splendid sword.
The handkerchief was so luxurious that even Dorothy, who was once
an emperor, was soft to the touch.
“You didn’t like the present last time, but the princess said that she
would accept this gift.”
Ethan laughed softly.
The last time Dorothy was presented with a gorgeous pendant, she
turned it down because she felt embarrassed.
At that time, Ethan had seen Theon's handkerchief... … .
"ah… … . thank you."
Dorothy was amazed at the delicacy of Ethan, who had deliberately
bought the handkerchief after remembering the incident.
“I hope you like it.”
Ethan looked at Dorothy with a look of anticipation.
"Do you like it. But embroidered a sword on a handkerchief? How did
you get this unusual handkerchief?”
Usually handkerchiefs were embroidered with lowers or birds.
As far as Dorothy knew, no one had a sword embroidered on a
handkerchief.
In just one case, except for Emperor Dorothea Milanaire.
Before returning, Dorothy really liked swords, so she used to collect
famous swords as a hobby.
When he felt empty, he ordered the best blacksmith of the empire to
make the best sword that would remain as a legend.
The problem is that it was a command from her point of view, but
from the perspective of the person receiving the request, it felt like a
threat to her life.
In conclusion, it took up a large part of the charge of 'the luxury of a
tyrant,' but I still thought it was a pretty good hobby.
Hanging the wall on one side of the room as if painting the entire
wall with my favorite sword, when I was depressed, I felt like the sword
was talking to me.
It was one of Dorothy's few happiest moments, except for the
occasional uncontrollable bad urge.
Anyway, as an extension of her hobby, she embroidered a sword on
her handkerchief.
“The princess seems to like swords, so I asked her to make a special
one. I'm really glad you like it. Now you can use it instead of the old
handkerchief.”
If it was an old handkerchief, it was Theon's handkerchief that Ethan
had seen.
Ethan said that the handkerchief looked very old and did not suit the
princess.
I got it from Theon several years ago, so if I used it every day like
other handkerchiefs, I would have thrown it out dozens of times
already.
However, Theon's handkerchief was not used because Dorothy had
just kept it, and it was still intact.
“It hasn't been that long. Still clean.”
“But it is a thing of the past. It's brand new now.”
Ethan laughed softly.
“Princess, since I gave you that present, I want to ask you one thing.”
"Request?"
“There was one thing I wanted to do for a long time.”
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't read the inside of the fox's
cunning yet captivating smile.
"What… … ? Listen.”
"I… … I want to write on that cast.”
Ethan cautiously pointed to Dorothy's white cast.
"Here?"
From time to time, close friends would write encouraging words or
sarcastic comments on a friend's cast.
But that was something kids like Ray would do.
The Ethan she knows isn't fresh enough to play such childish
pranks... … .
Dorothy, who thought him strange, nodded to Ethan, who looked at
him with pure eyes.
No matter how crazy Ethan is, is he still a kid?
"okay… … . That’s what it is.”
If you have a good heart, you can give anything.
I'm going to take it off after a month anyway.
“Thank you for your permission, Princess.”
Ethan kissed her cast lightly.
Ethan had Dorothy sit down at the table and brought the pen and ink.
Somehow he looked excited, and Dorothy wondered what he was
thinking.
Wouldn't it be nice to draw something strange?
Ethan carefully grabbed Dorothy's Gibbs from the table.
“Is it painful or uncomfortable if you hold it… … ?”
Dorothy shook her head.
Then Ethan sat down so that Dorothy's posture was not
uncomfortable.
Ethan picked up the quill with his long, white inger and tapped the
ink, then carefully pointed it out.
His golden eyes gleamed with enthusiasm unlike usual.
Writing on my arm made me feel very close to Ethan.
As his slender silver hair lew down, he grabbed a pen for a moment,
tucked his hair behind his ear, and started writing on the cast again.
Following his hand, the letters were engraved on her arm.
The igure was like a painting, and Dorothy held her breath
involuntarily and watched Ethan.
Your eyelashes are really long.
His eyes looking down at Gibbs were more serious and beautiful
than sly.
The eyebrows that follow the texture cleanly without any fuss, the
white skin without any blemishes, the straight nose bridge, and the lips
that are the irst to be described as pretty.
Ethan was a very strange person.
Even though I've seen it for so long, I often discover a mysterious
side that I've never seen before.
Dorothy saw Ethan concentrating on the cast and fell in love with
him after a long time.
As if time had stopped, Dorothy couldn't take her eyes off Ethan.
Ethan wrote something carefully for quite some time, and at the end
of a long time he put the pen down.
"That's Okay."
Ethan puts on Dorothy's cast with a wide smile.
It had been a long time since Ethan had been so engrossed, and
Dorothy raised her head wondering what he might have written.
Ethan, who had his name tattooed on her arm, smiled and met
Dorothe's eyes.
Although the cast will be removed in a month, Dorothy will have to
carry this phrase for a month.
"Oh! Master Ethan is also good at writing! It's not a cast, but I can
write it in a big place and hang it!"
Clara, who was spying from the side, applauded when she saw
Ethan's words.
The content of the text as well as the typeface was beautiful.
Heck, I enjoyed reading the books and reports that Ethan wrote
before the return trip.
The nobility of the social world quarreled over Ethan's writing,
saying that beautiful people also had beautiful writing. He often took
charge of the signboard to be hung in the palace or important phrases
needed for a big event.
Aside from the martial arts, Ethan was a versatile man. So how can
people not like it?
“I hope you like it.”
Ethan clasped his hands together, waiting for Dorothy's reply.
"Do you like it."
If you say you don't like it, it's a strangely great phrase, and great
handwriting.
Thinking back, God gave Ethan too much.
“It’s something I’ve always wanted to say to the princess someday.”
“Have you been saying this for a long time?”
At Ethan's proud smile, Dorothy smiled a little.
“What would you do if you didn’t allow me to write in a cast?”
“I believed the princess would allow it.”
The number of cases of rejection seemed to be not in mind at all, and
his beautiful smile was brazen.
… … I hope I'm not swayed by this guy's plan again, am I?
Dorothy looked at him suspiciously, and Ethan smiled as if he knew
nothing, and met their eyes.
“Can I come again next time?”
***
'You are blaming others for not being able to properly protect the
woman you like due to my incompetence. Hark's future looks bleak?'
***
“Ethan.”
“Princess?”
Ethan did not believe Dorothy's visit.
This was Dorothy's irst visit to the Bronte family since her irst visit.
Ethan hurriedly set up a seat for Dorothy and had the car come out.
“Did you hear about people coming from Hark?”
“Yes, my father told me. Oh, come to think of it, the Princess will also
welcome Haruk... … .”
“So what did you decide to do?”
Dorothy, of course, assumed that Ethan was going somewhere or
hiding during Hark's visit.
As always, he remained a beautiful shadow of Bronte.
Besides, it's something grown-ups have to deal with, so there's no
need for Ethan to intervene... … .
“I want to say hi too.”
"What… … ?”
“My mother and father don’t seem to like it yet, but if I tell you the
truth, I think we will be able to even have dinner together.”
“Are you asking? why?"
why? Up until now, you've seldom shown your face in public.
Were you quietly hiding behind you?
“The princess is also coming. I heard that the prince coming from
Hark is the same age as us.”
Ethan grinned and Dorothy hurriedly exclaimed.
“No, Ethan!”
Ethan blinked at Dorothy's insistence.
"why?"
“That, that… … .”
Nereus will ignore you, the one who didn't even go to Episteme.
Prince Bronte will regret putting you out in front of people, and you
will be hurt... … .
I should have said that, but no words came out.
As I was rolling my eyes around in embarrassment, a card came into
my eye.
“Tarot shop!”
"Yes?"
“I saw the tarot ... … Not good.”
Dorothy had never seen a tarot book and didn't believe it because it
was a folk belief, but that was the only thing that came to mind right
away.
“Princess, do you know how to read Tarot?”
"uh? No, not because I saw it, but because one of the palace maids
had a dragon astrologer... … .”
And Dorothy soon regretted it.
Isn't it not enough persuasive to not do what you want just because
of tarot points?
But it was already spilled.
“So, when you meet the Haruk people, the energy of death becomes
stronger.”
It wasn't a lie.
Dorothy knew the future, and she knew that Ethan and Nereus were
opposites.
In a way, Dorothy is like a prophet.
However.
“It’s okay, Princess. Do you see anything like that?”
Ethan burst out laughing at Dorothy's serious expression.
Dorothy's face lushed with embarrassment.
“Then you asked the astrologer about me too?”
Ethan looked at Dorothy as if cute.
The story goes like this again.
“I saw it for fun… … . But after listening to it, I feel a little queasy.”
“What else did you ask about me?”
Ethan asked as he sat closer to Dorothy.
He seemed interested in Dorothy's reading of the Tarot.
“Nothing but this. This is the story that the astrologer irst came up
with.”
"How amazing. The princess didn't seem to believe in tarot
divination... … .”
Dorothy's mouth burnt in nervousness and she drank the tea.
“Have you really seen the tarot shop?”
Dorothy couldn't help but nod her head.
It was a bit heartbreaking for me to lie, but it was for Ethan.
You shouldn't attend public events because of your birth defects.
If you attend, it will only cause some trouble.
better than these words
Dorothy knew better than anyone the pain of being excluded because
of a blood defect.
Because they have been despised and ignored for not receiving the
power of Milanaire.
I couldn't do something like Karnon to Ethan.
Even if I get ridicule.
Then Ethan lowered his eyes for a moment and thought about it,
then raised his head and smiled.
“Then there is nothing I can do. If the princess says she doesn't like it,
I don't want to do it either."
"really?"
“I don’t believe in tarot, but the princess wants it.”
Dorothy felt sorry for Ethan's narrowing eyes.
“Thank you, for listening to my request.”
“Instead, the princess, please listen to what I want.”
Ethan did not miss an opportunity to his advantage.
It was so eccentric, Dorothy asked, being slightly wary.
“What do you want?”
“On the day the princess of icially debuts in the social world, then,
please allow me to escort the princess.”
“My debut escort?”
He nodded at Dorothy's question.
Debut was a long story.
You'll probably have to wait another 5 years.
“Can you promise me?”
Ethan's golden eyes looked at Jigsi Dorothy.
He was waiting for con irmation.
'It doesn't matter anyway... … .'
Before returning, Princess Dorothea Milanaire had a hard time
inding a partner to escort her for her debut.
Because he had never been to Episteme, he had no close aristocrats,
he was famous for his ilthy personality, and he was treated like a child
from the imperial family.
No one wanted her escort.
Dorothea Milanaire's position as a partner was a penalty.
However, even Carnan, no matter how indifferent, needed to gain the
right face for the princess to debut.
Not for Dorothea Milanaire, but for the Imperial Family.
At irst, Ray offered to escort him.
Dorothy, who was not on good terms with him, of course rejected
him.
It was better to debut alone than to hold Lay's hand and debut.
Besides, to mobilize his family, the Crown Prince, to have an
assortment. don't be shy
In the end, Rey recommended her friend Theon, whom she had been
close with in Episteme, as a partner.
Carnan had a good view of Theon, so he readily agreed.
It may have been cumbersome to ind other opponents.
Theon could not refuse the position of Dorothy's partner, a friend's
request and imperial order.
And from that point on, Dorothea fell in love with Theon.
I know the seeds won't work, but I'm so worried that I'm going to ask
Carnon to get me engaged.
And the only luck she has been given in her life, and a gift that will
later become a curse.
It was Carnan who pushed Theon and her to be engaged.
For Carnan, Dorothea Milanaire's only use was to serve as a bridge
between Archduke Fried and the royal family of Milanaire.
You don't know how happy Dorothy was when the engagement was
decided.
Besides, Theon didn't hate Dorothy that much back then.
As is always the case with arranged marriages, he accepted the fate
of marrying Dorothy according to the will of the family.
Wasn't that perhaps the happiest time of Dorothea Milanaire's life?
He wasn't loved, but at least he wasn't hated.
'But this life won't be like that.'
Dorothy will neither be engaged nor married to Theon.
So Ethan's debut escort might have been a good thing.
However, I was embarrassed because I couldn't understand what
Ethan was thinking of making such a request.
“Debut is too far away… … .”
“Time lies by anyway.”
Young Ethan sounded quite old-fashioned.
'Do you want to build a relationship with the princess?'
Before returning, Ethan made his debut at the age of 20 because he
was a 'short-blooded Seo-chul'. It was a late debut compared to other
nobles.
But if he escorts Dorothea, he'll be able to make a formal appearance
in the social world a little sooner.
Besides, since Dorothy is a princess, when it comes time to debut,
she will go up to the island and stand in the biggest debut event held in
the Empire, so it was a pretty good condition for Ethan's debut stage.
'But young Ethan has already done that calculation?'
Did I twist it too deeply?
“Princess?”
Ethan urged Dorothy to spend some time contemplating.
“Promise me. He said that he would hand it to me on the day the
princess debuted.”
Ethan stared at her with golden eyes and sent a sad look.
Those eyes tickled, Dorothy nodded.
It's not a losing trade anyway.
As for the Nereus issue, we needed someone to escort us when we
debuted.
Ethan smiled at Dorothy's af irmation.
“I wish that day would come sooner.”
***
The day Hark came in, Dorothy went to the Duke of Bronte.
The people of Haruk had thick eyebrows and eyes, and their noses
were on the high side.
The Duke of Bronte and the King of Hark had separate seats for
adults.
Dorothy was naturally in charge of Nereus.
It was because of the simple thought of adults that they were of
similar age and had many things in common as a princess and a prince
of a country.
“Prince Nereus, this is Princess Dorothea Milanaire of Ubera.”
Nereus had blue curly hair and thick eyelashes as if drawn in ink.
Her proud, cat-like eyes and tight lips were no different from the
Nereus Dorothy knew.
Dorothy waged a war with that Nereus, subdued him, and drove him
out of sight and imprisoned him.
I didn't even check what happened after that.
To Dorothy, Nereus was an arrogant king who tormented Ethan, 'my
man'.
But for now, we have to maintain a good relationship, so we can
approach Nereus with an open mind... … .
“Well, she’s pretty.”
Nereus looked at Dorothy and said in a cheeky tone.
I slammed the door shut, trying to open it up a little at the
appearance evaluation that came out before the greeting.
Nereus, who had lived as a prince of the kingdom all his life, had only
met his parents, the king and queen, who were taller than me, so he
could not imagine what kind of existence the little girl in front of him
was.
'He's an arrogant guy.'
When Dorothy wrinkled her brow, Hark's servant, surprised,
explained that he had to be polite to Nereus.
“Prince, this is the Princess of the Empire.”
"know. But you say you can't even handle spirits?"
The sound of his laughter came behind him.
And soon, soft water droplets rose from his ingertips.
spirit of water. It was the power that had been passed down to the
Hark royal family and the Pons family.
While Milanere and Fried have weakened the bonds between spirits
and spirits during their long history, the royal family of Hark still
maintains close ties with the spirits.
It was also the source of Nereus' arrogance that he could wield
before the Empire.
'That's why I trampled on it.'
Leading the army makes it impossible to recover.
Before returning, Dorothy would grind her teeth at Nereus'
provocation.
Nereus touched Dorothy's complex of inability to deal with spirits,
and Dorothy became impatient with him and ruined the mood.
I guess that gave people another reason to hate Dorothy.
But now I know.
Dorothy can kill Nereus without a spirit.
That I can turn that hark into a wasteland.
Because of this, Dorothy only looked at Nereus' arrogance as funny.
"okay. I don’t know how to deal with spirits.”
Dorothy smiled with a relaxed expression on her face.
“But do you know this?”
Dorothy took one step closer to Nereus.
“Haruk is a small country, and the status of an imperial princess is
the same as the king of a small country.”
Then, one corner of Nereus's mouth went up.
“If you can’t even handle the spirit of light, will you be treated like a
princess?”
“… … Why do you think I'm here, Nereus?"
Because she's a princess, she personally came out to meet Haruk.
By the Emperor's order, on behalf of the Milanaire imperial family.
But when it came out like this, Dorothy didn't even need to be polite
and respectful.
“Is this basic common sense and manners to be learned before
entering the episteme?”
As Dorothy looked up with a smile, Nereus's brow wrinkled.
“I couldn’t even enter the episteme.”
“It’s not that the episteme didn’t go in, it’s that they didn’t.”
At Dorothy's words, Nereus looked down at her and burst out
laughing.
“Hahaha, didn’t you come in? Your excuses are so lame!”
“We’ll see if that’s an excuse or not. At least, looking at my diplomatic
stance so far, it seems that I have learned a lot more than you.”
“Are you sure it’s not really an excuse?”
“Are you going to try it?”
“Why are you scared?”
Nereus grinned.
Dorothy smiled at him as well.
***
“Isn’t it the basic level to understand the changes in the busy season
and catchy ish season according to the movement of the astronomical
object?”
Moments later, only Dorothy had a smile on her face.
Nereus tried again and again to beat Dorothy, but what was proved
was Dorothy's knowledge and Nereus' ignorance.
Dorothy, who had fully answered all of Nereus's questions, asked
Nereus in reverse, but he did not answer.
It was natural. Because Dorothy's questions were something that she
had to study for 4 more years to get into the episteme.
Nereus bit his teeth tightly and was speechless, while Dorothy sat
down with him and drank tea leisurely.
“There is no shame in not knowing. That's why you entered
Episteme, didn't you? If you go and learn, you will know all of these
things.”
Dorothy said encouragingly to Nereus.
'Are you speaking kindly, am I?'
A kind tone, a friendly smile, a thoughtful conversation.
It's a lot more gentle than before, when I used to swear at Nereus and
even try a hand sword.
“Pretend to know a few more things.”
“You were the irst to pretend to be nice.”
“Episteme seems to be a place where you can enter if you know a
little more, but it is a place where you have to combine both literature
and dance.”
“… … So, you mean let's grab a sword?"
“Haha, you want to ight me?”
To be honest, Nereus was more con ident in his swordsmanship than
in his knowledge.
He was praised as a prodigy from an early age and was recognized as
a good swordsman.
That sleazy-looking girl would be able to break it down with one
match.
Dorothy thought as she looked at Nereus with her nose raised high.
Why would you dig your own grave?
“I don’t avoid it if you want to.”
Dorothy put down her teacup.
***
Meanwhile, Dorothy held the sword in her hand and gently loosened
her wrist.
'By the way, it's the irst time I've competed after taking the cast off.'
I try to move around lightly, but I still haven't been able to do it like
before.
His right hand, which had been resting for a long time, was stiff and
dull.
But he had no intention of running away with that as an excuse.
Just then, one of the duke's knights, who was serving as a referee,
came out of the middle of the vacant lot and raised a lag.
Then Nereus raised his hand as if to let him in.
He didn't want to approach irst when he was told to come, but he
didn't intend to have a sword with him for a long time, so Dorothy
approached him with a light footstep.
'Are you slow?'
Nereus thought as he saw Dorothy approaching with luttering steps.
He was not in the basic position to attack.
His gaze was not looking at Nereus, and one hand lost its function
and luttered moderately at the waist.
'You tried to beat me with this level of skill.'
Nereus raised his sword and attacked Dorothy who was approaching
defenselessly.
At that moment, his green eyes witnessed a small smile.
chin, chin!
Dorothy caught his attack in an instant, de lecting him, and shoved
the sword close to the nape of his neck.
He felt the cool blade of a blade touching Nereus' neck.
Dorothy was clasping her one hand behind her as if she could defeat
you with just one hand.
Dorothy with a gentle smile and a lashing blade.
The moment he saw that smile, Nereus couldn't contain his anger.
👌👌👌👌👌
Suddenly, water gushed out of nowhere and wrapped around
Dorothy.
“Ugh!”
“Princess!”
Clara, startled, screamed, and Stephan quickly ran to Dorothy.
But the water around Dorothy lifted her up into the air and out of
Stefan's reach.
Blue water spirits were seen hovering around Dorothy, who was
trapped in the water.
It was like water strangling my throat.
“Are you laughing at me for topics that even spirits can’t handle?”
Nereus grinded his teeth while iddling with the nape of the neck
where the sword had just touched.
'Spirit, the spirit of that damn bastard.'
Dorothy clenched the sword in her hand.
“To be born a princess without the power of a spirit. Ubera will soon
be eaten by Hark.”
Stefan clenched his ists at Nereus.
It was then that Stefan met Dorothy's eyes.
'Don't do it, Stefan.'
Dorothy shook her head.
Stephan's ists trembled as he read Dorothy's eyes.
If Stefan hits Nereus here, things get even bigger.
But when Dorothy is in danger, what he has to do is… … Just
protecting Dorothy.
Stefan clenched his teeth.
I couldn't stand to see Dorothy suffer any longer.
When he was about to attack Nereus.
👌👌👌👌👌
Dorothy, who was trapped in the water, reached out her knife and cut
through the water.
Then the water split and the blue spirits that were hovering around
were scattered on the blade.
As soon as the water spirits dispersed, the water surrounding
Dorothy also lost its power and spread like an explosion.
At the same time, Dorothy, loating in the air, fell.
“Princess!”
Stefan reached out towards the falling Dorothy.
Suddenly, fortunately, Dorothy's body was cradled in his arms.
“Collock, Colok!”
Dorothy gasped and coughed.
Clara also ran to her side and looked at her.
“Are you okay, Princess?!”
Clara caressed Dorothy's wet forehead and cheeks to check her
condition.
"I'm okay… … .”
“It’s okay, it’s okay!”
Clara shouted, glaring at Nereus, who had raised himself with the
help of his servants.
“We must formally protest against Hark!”
Clara was pouring curses into her eyes.
Dorothy caught her breath and looked at Stefan.
“Stephan, drop it.”
Even at Dorothy's request, Stefan kept her mouth shut and just
looked at her.
“It’s really okay. put it down.”
The two arms that were holding Dorothy began to gain strength, and
eventually they lowered her to the ground.
Instead, he covered Dorothy with the knight's jacket that was draped
over her shoulder.
Dorothy picked up the knife she had dropped from the ground again
as she fell.
And she slowly raised her eyes to see Nereus.
Nereus made eye contact and trembled.
Usually, if you are trapped in the water, you will suffocate and panic,
and you will not be able to get out.
However, even in that situation, Dorothy tried to target the water
spirit and made her lose her strength.
Its calmness, quick judgment of the situation, and the boldness and
accuracy that threaten the spirits by dividing the water.
Dorothy walked over to him, drenched in water.
“Sword, lift it again.”
Nereus felt a chill rushing through his spine at the soft words he
threw.
But he was proud of himself and couldn't bend himself like this.
“The power of spirits is also a means of ighting.”
Just like running fast and agility, and having precise ists, spirits were
also individual abilities.
So even if you use it, it's totally cowardly... … .
“Yeah, feel free to use it.”
Dorothy came down slowly and swung her sword with her eyes.
Nereus hurriedly raised his sword and stopped him.
Dorothy's sword drove him incessantly.
A cold, sharp metallic sound resounded throughout the mansion.
water spirit? If you were afraid of that, you wouldn't have been able
to trample on Hark before returning.
When ighting Nereus, it was Dorothea Milanaire who ran irst to
encourage and inspire spirit-fearing soldiers.
“… … Even without the power of a spirit, I can stop Hark or so.”
Nereus and Reid were all chosen to wield the spirits, but Dorothy
killed them and ascended to the throne.
So.
“As promised, be polite in front of me.”
Her sword reached Nereus' neck.
***
After that, there was a little time until the afternoon schedule.
Hark was also very embarrassed by this incident, and Dorothy, who
was wet, also needed maintenance.
“You know how surprised I was?”
Clara grunted as she dried Dorothy's wet hair with a towel.
“Surprised. Did Stefan believe I would win?”
Dorothy looked at Stephan, who was standing behind her through
the mirror.
But even Stefan, whom he trusted, looked at Dorothy with a stern
expression on his face.
He also seemed quite upset about this.
“I am really upset, Princess. This must be reported to His Majesty the
Emperor. The Prince of Hark harms the Imperial Princess.”
Clara said, combing Dorothy's wet hair.
You're telling Carnon about this?
Dorothy scoffed.
You probably won't even blink an eye.
Rather, it is not possible to take the side of Hark.
Just as he sided with Duke Bronte rather than Dorothy at Rey's
ceremonial in the past, it was Hark rather than Dorothea Milanaire that
was useful to Carnan.
“In the end, it was because I won. Nereus bowed his head in front of
me.”
“The princess must have been in trouble! How long has it been since
you hurt your arm? To be honest, the princess doesn't need to focus on
swordsmanship that much. You don't even have to try to defeat the
prince! Knight Stefan is also very supportive.”
Clara took a deep breath.
Dorothy paused for a moment, then smiled bitterly.
“Yes.”
It's not going to sell out like this.
Before I knew it, I had to defeat Nereus again with the sword and
defeat Rey.
When she irst returned, she deliberately did not raise her sword.
It was because he was afraid that he would harm Rei with that power
again after he had developed his strength.
However, as I immersed myself in swordsmanship under the pretext
of a kidnapper, I forgot that promise.
It was so much fun, I was excited.
“There is no point in winning.”
What are you going to do to win?
To defeat Rei again and become an emperor?
Or are you jealous of Julia and trying to annoy Theon?
To sell your soul to that greedy game?
Dorothy looked down at her hands.
“All of a sudden, I want to be the best again… … .”
Dorothy realized.
Have I been blinded by greed again?
“… … I will not hold the sword for a while.”
If it was for personal protection, the current skills were suf icient.
Dorothea Milanaire doesn't need to sharpen her sword any more.
You don't have to beat anyone.
“You thought well, Princess.”
Clara patted Dorothy on the shoulder.
smart.
Then someone knocked on Dorothy's room.
Clara stopped combing Dorothy's hair for a moment, then opened
the door and looked outside.
"Oh! Master Ethan?”
“I heard that the princess was injured.”
Ethan's voice was more urgent than usual.
“Are you worried about the princess?”
Clara was moved by Ethan running for Dorothy.
She is as beautiful as she looks.
“The princess is okay.”
Then Clara looked at Dorothy.
“Come in, Ethan.”
Afraid of losing Dorothy's permission, Ethan walked in a little faster
and looked at her.
“Are you really okay?”
Ethan's forehead was twisted in a beautiful curve.
“There are no injuries. Just because of the water spirit... … .”
Dorothy laughed bitterly as she spoke.
'If the spirit's power fades like that, Ubera will soon be eaten by
Hark.'
***
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***
Joey could not sit impatiently and went round and round the same
seat like a cockroach.
“Won because it’s crazy! Sit still!”
“Where did the princess go?”
Dorothy left Joey in the villa and went somewhere.
Joey had no idea how things were going.
Dorothy said, 'I'm going to get the liver and gallbladder from the
potato, so wash and change your clothes.' Then she went away.
Because of that, Joy was caught by the servants of the detached
palace and washed away for over an hour.
I felt like my skin was peeling off after washing so lightly.
Then they put on a lace dress on Joey.
The dress, which appears to be Dorothy's, was too small for tall Joey,
with length high above the knee and short sleeves.
Joy scraped the dress that kept going up several times and lowered it
down.
Wearing a skirt like a princess, and applying oil with a strange scent
to her hair, the smell of lowers came out of her hair.
It's not that I didn't like the rich clothes, but the clothes I wore for the
irst time were awkward and even embarrassing.
It was like committing a sin because it felt like I was wearing
something I shouldn't have worn, and it seemed like I was going to get
ridiculed because it was obvious that it wouldn't suit me.
Besides, it wasn't just that it was uncomfortable.
'What do you think the princess is going to do... … ?'
Joey wet his chapped and chapped lips with saliva.
'You really don't want to have my liver and gallbladder removed, are
you?'
I had already asked to save my brother and the deal had been made,
so I couldn't change my mind.
Joey's father, Gutt, came in after drinking alcohol and swung his hand
at Joey, saying, 'A person is born and shouldn't speak two words with
one mouth.'
Even when I said something with one mouth, I felt embarrassed
when I hit him not to say it twice.
'I say a hundred words with one losing mouth... … .'
In front of her father, whose words change according to her mood,
she was always right.
But what about Po without me? What if I live alone with my daddy's
cub?
Joey was worried about his younger brother as he ripped off his
combed hair.
Shall I go to my mother who ran away and ask if I can take care of Poe
since I don't have to take care of her anymore?
While I was in serious trouble, I heard the sound of a carriage
returning from afar.
The servant of the detached house told Joey to come out and took
him to Dorothy's front as she got off the carriage.
Dorothy got out of the wagon with arrogant steps and immediately
found Joey and stopped.
Standing in front of Dorothy, Joey clenched her ists and couldn't lift
her head.
Instead, he jumped up and pulled his ists down several times over
the dress that showed his knees.
'I'm ashamed of my clothes, what is this!'
Joey closed his eyes tightly.
Unsurprisingly, the princess looked at her out it and touched her
chin as if she didn't like it, and the bearded knight kept her mouth shut
with a blunt face.
“You don’t seem to have the guts.”
Dorothy, iddling with her chin, nodded, realizing what she was
doing.
Joey didn't understand what she was saying.
"Follow."
Dorothy said a word to Joey, who was bowing her head, and entered
the Anastasia Palace.
Stefan beckoned Joey, who was standing still, as if to follow Dorothy.
Dorothy took Zoe to a room with a closet large enough to use as
home.
As soon as Dorothy arrived, the servants opened several closet
doors.
Dorothy was certainly frugal among the nobles, but she still needed a
spacious dressing room.
The clothes were neatly hung in the closet, but it was a very different
scene from Joey's house, where tattered clothes were folded in corners
or stuffed in old baskets.
Clothes were occupied one by one, triumphantly, as if they were
precious bodies.
No, clothes must be really precious.
Joey guessed that those clothes would cost more than my ransom.
Dorothy looked at those precious bodies with stern eyes and pulled
out brown pants and a white blouse from one side.
The high-waisted trousers that reached the waist were wide, but
they looked neat because of the crease angle, and the basic blouse
without decorations was white and clean without any stains.
Dorothy glanced at her clothes and Zoey, giving her a rough estimate
of her length.
“Change clothes.”
At Dorothy's words, people took Joey behind the partition and
changed her clothes in an instant.
'What's so special about a change of clothes, why do people rush to it
like this?'
What was better, though, was that the changed clothes were less
lashy than the previous ones and were easier to move around.
"What do you think?"
“Better than before. Previously, the clothes looked too expensive and
burdensome.”
Joy thought that the clothes she was wearing now had little
decoration and looked casual, so it would be cheaper than a dress.
'It'd be better not to know that the clothes you're wearing now are
three times more expensive than the one-piece.'
Dorothy looked at Joey and smiled.
Unlike before, when he was very upset and embarrassed, Joey looked
a little more comfortable now.
“But you can’t go to the mines wearing these clothes… … .”
“Who wears those clothes to go to the mines?”
Why are you going to the mines in those expensive clothes?
"then?"
“I told you to give me everything, including liver and gallbladder.”
“… … right."
“So, if you want to go, you have to leave your liver and gallbladder.”
“… … .”
At Dorothy's words, Joy closed her eyes as if resigning, and knelt
down.
“… … What are you doing?"
“I will ask you one last time. Kill me at once.”
“… … ?”
Joey shook his head and placed his hands neatly on his lap.
Are you going to put your head out to slap your neck?
Dorothy opened her mouth wide, unable to say anything, as she was
determined to be ignorant and ignorant.
It's second to Ray for not paying attention.
Dorothy sighed deeply.
“You mean you have to work for me from now on.”
“Then the Count?”
Joey lifted his head, which had dropped.
It's like being afraid of the count in front of the princess.
Dorothy crossed her arms and looked down at Joey.
“The Count will count, shall I?”
"count."
Dorothy's forehead wrinkled in response to that, and the faces of
Stefan and the servants who were beside her also hardened.
"why? Isn't the Count bigger?"
Dorothy was nothing more than a 12-year-old girl.
So it was a natural conclusion that this kid would lose if he fought the
Count.
Dorothy was strong enough to make it to the inal of a
swordsmanship competition, but would she still die if the Count hits
one?
Dorothy's short ist won't even reach the Count.
Joey had a con ident expression on her face, and Dorothy stuck out
her tongue at the imposing foolishness that was beyond common
sense.
“Where should I start teaching you?”
"why? I know everything I know.”
Joy opened her chest and exclaimed as if her self-esteem had been
hurt.
'Ha, yes. What do you know?'
As Dorothy gave her a rough look of approval, Joey stood up with her
knees bent and looked as if she knew something great.
“Does that princess know how babies are born?”
Everyone, including Clara and Stefan who was behind Joey's
question, fell into a moment of silence.
Clara and Stephan's eyes slowly turned to Dorothy.
They seemed to think that Dorothy was still a pure princess who did
not know the secrets of adults.
Not to mention, I have never taught anything like that in this pristine
seaside private palace.
“Don’t you know?”
“I know.”
I don't know why Because I was a married woman in the 2nd time of
my life?
Of course, I've never had a night out with Theon, but I know
everything!
But at Dorothy's answer, Clara and Stefan looked into each other's
eyes.
Their eyes luttering could also be felt in the back of Dorothy's head.
“How do you know, Princess? Maybe you believe that storks bring
babies?”
As Clara whispered in her mouth, Stephan thought seriously and
nodded.
'Listen to me, Clara. Stefan, why are you nodding your head!'
“From now on, while you are here, don’t pretend to be such useless
acquaintances. It's forbidden.”
At Dorothy's words, Joey raised an eyebrow in triumph as if I had
won.
“You can’t talk even though you know, Princess?”
“You are more childish when you talk about things like that. And from
now on, don't talk nonsense to me."
“Are you upset, Princess?”
"no it's not?"
It's not that I'm snarky, it's that I was trying to point it out from the
beginning!
It was a car that I thought I had to ix because the tone that crossed
that line was annoying.
It will be fun if you leave it alone, but one day, if you get caught by
someone by mistake, your neck might be blown away.
“And no profanity. In the future, please learn the etiquette
thoroughly.”
Dorothy took the list of simple etiquettes she had been carrying out
of her arms and handed it to Joy.
But Joey didn't take the list and stood still.
“I can’t read.”
“… … God, you have more to teach than you think.”
I forgot for a moment that there were only a few people who could
read among the common people.
“I have to teach you letters irst.”
“Do I need to know the letters? I didn't know until now, and I lived a
good life. Everyone I know doesn't know how to write, but I live a good
life. Even my father doesn't know the letters, but he's living well up to
that age."
The only thing Joey's father, Gert, could read was the cards.
No, I was in debt because I couldn't read even that well.
Knowing him well, Dorothy's eyes narrowed.
“Did you almost get dragged into the mines by living well without
knowing the letters? with your brother?”
“That has nothing to do with reading or not being able to read!”
“Unfortunately, it does matter.”
To be able to read is to expand the world many times.
And the wider world gives you more opportunities, more power, and
more power.
However, Joey's face, not understanding it, became slightly bruised.
'I think he resembles someone who is ignorant and has no interest in
studying.'
Dorothy sighed heavily.
“So, Joey, what are you con ident about?”
“Are you con ident? Carrying stuff! Especially the water bottle!”
Joy was con ident that she could move the marble table over there by
herself to the irst loor.
So far, I've made a lot of money from that kind of work, mainly
fetching and carrying water.
It was thanks to the skills he developed while doing the job that he
was able to carry the sack of potatoes all the way here.
“There was even a time when I made 1 blanc a day by lying water!”
Joey spoke like a daily worker to appeal to his employer.
One blanc because the earning enough to be proud of is lying all day.
So, you must have come all the way here to ask for 10 blancs.
"I'll have to think about what I'm going to do for you."
The worlds of Joy and Dorothy were very different, so it seemed that
a little more thought was needed.
“For now, you will be staying here. You have to come out whenever I
call.”
“Then what about my brother?”
“My brother doesn’t go to the mines. Don't worry, I'll be ine at home."
Now that we're done talking with Duncan, neither Joey nor his
brother are going to the mines.
But Joey made a worried expression and opened his mouth again.
“Can’t we just come and go from home? Instead, if the princess
sleeps, I go home, and I will come back before the princess wakes up!”
"What?"
“I, I keep my promise. I will not be late or run away!”
Joey said with his characteristic, grumpy eyes.
But Dorothy frowned.
“You mean going back and forth from there, which is only two hours
one way?”
“Of course I can.”
Joey answered without even thinking about it, and Dorothy bit her
lip.
Oh my, it seems like you don't have any fear of hurting your body.
“What does your mother do?”
“Mom has been out of the house for a long time.”
Next to her father, who was a gambler, her mother disappeared like
smoke one day.
She disappeared without saying a word, but Joy accepted that her
mother had run away after three days of waiting for her.
The process of convincing his younger brother was long, but he was
quite used to it now.
'I don't have a mother, my father is a gambler.'
“Then bring your brother with you. Your room will be large enough.”
Then, Joy's mouth opened wide in a half-moon shape as if it was
about to tear.
"crazy! Can my brother come here and stay? In a rich house like
this?”
Unbelievable!
“I told you not to curse.”
"ah."
Joey patted my lips.
“Anyway, thank you, Princess!”
No matter how much I ate, it was tens of thousands of times better
than living in that damn house with my father.
First of all, there are no mice that bite their toes, right?
You won't have a drunken scary man, and you won't have to worry
about looding your house when it rains!
I was worried about how to spend the winter again, but it turned out
well.
“But not your father. never. Only my brother.”
Dorothy added to the excited Joey.
If you bring in a little boy called Father, I might cut off his neck.
I decided to live a good life, but at the beginning of the day, it would
be impossible to say that it was murder.
At Dorothy's warning, Joey's head snapped as if it was about to
break, but she couldn't close her mouth, which was torn down to her
temples.
“The Princess is a good person. really. I think meeting the princess is
the luckiest thing in the world.”
“… … .”
Dorothy paused, but Joey looked at Dorothy with a wide smile.
“It remains to be seen whether this will be unfortunate or lucky.”
“Luck! Even an earthworm is lucky!”
Joy expressed her joy by piercing her ists into the ceiling.
“Thank you for taking me, Princess!”
Silly. It's good to be a slave, very much.
Dorothy also burst into laughter at that stupid look.
“Then I’ll go pick up my brother!”
Joey jumped up from his seat and tried to leave the room.
"for a moment!"
At Dorothy's words, Joey stood tall like a soldier listening to orders.
“… … I'd rather go with you."
"Yes? Are you with the princess too?”
Joy and Clara were surprised at the same time.
"It's because your father doesn't think he'll let you go."
“You can sneak out! Because they wouldn't be interested in us
anyway. I would have gone to gamble again. Besides, it’s not a place that
the princess would come to.”
Joy shook her hands vigorously to dry them.
It sounds like a big deal to be a princess in a black town!
“There are a lot of scary men out there, so I don’t know if they will
catch the princess. All my pockets will be ripped out!”
Joey knew very well what would happen if a rich man came to the
Black Village.
The people of the Black Village didn't let go if they had some money.
For pickpockets, for robbers with knives, for beggars who grab hold
of their pants and don't release them until they give you money.
"it's okay. Because Stefan.”
Dorothy turned to Stephan.
Stefan nodded quietly.
***
***
The carriage dropped off Dorothy and Joey a little away from Black
Village.
Stefan also got off his horse and followed closely behind the two
girls.
The Black Village was desolate from the entrance.
All the trees were dried out or cut down because they were being
used as irewood, and there were ilth all over the place.
Insects were lying in the air, and there was a stinky, unpleasant smell
mixed with all kinds of smells.
The man coming out of the Black Village was tired and his shoulders
were bent.
Dorothy tried not to frown.
It was a pity for Joy, but it was hard to believe that people lived in
such a place.
“That’s why I told you not to come… … .”
Joey muttered.
“I think it was a good thing we came together.”
“You will change your mind once you enter the village.”
Joey's steps became more and more cautious.
“Well, just in case, you can’t go out here, no matter what happens.”
This is not a town where elegant nobles like the princess live.
Joey added.
"okay."
Dorothy nodded her head.
Before long, the village could be seen over the desolate and dirty
road.
Rather than calling it a village, it looked like piles of boards were
gathered together.
In the Black Village, houses could not be built with bricks or clay.
Because if you put bricks, someone will take them off the next day.
When a house was built with dirt, the lump of dirt was also removed.
During a really dif icult time, the wooden planks on the ceiling of the
house were also removed.
All the roofs were lower than Stefan's shoulder height.
Those who wished to be a little taller could see their heads above the
roofs, and chat over them.
Traces of the dirty water were left in the middle of the densely
adjoining houses.
“What the fuck you bastard!”
Dorothy was startled by the profanity that came from the entrance.
On one side, there were people in shabby clothes.
I didn't know what he was doing, but the atmosphere didn't look very
good.
“The bastards who are going to get sick are the worst. Did I get it
irst?”
“Crazy. It was boring and embarrassing.”
They spit on the loor while swearing at each word, laughing at each
other that they liked each other.
He seemed to understand why there was such a swear word on
Joey's mouth.
If you live with people like that all day, the only thing a child can learn
is swearing.
As I passed the village entrance, people's eyes lickered and focused
on Dorothy and Stefan.
The gaze of the two of them carefully looked at them with hostility,
vigilance, and a greedy light to aim for a good opportunity.
“Did I? They are so noble.”
I thought it was okay to come dressed in shabby clothes, but it was a
good deal because it was mixed in this niche.
There was no headache, no open eyes, no curved back, no rough lips,
no yellow teeth, no skin disease.
Dorothy realized she had completely failed to blend in between
them.
When Joy came to see Dorothy at the detached house, she realized
that she was more concerned about her dress and body cleanliness.
“Ignore it and follow me. There is nothing to steal anyway.”
Joey took the lead and whispered softly.
Dorothy and Stefan kept their mouths shut and followed Joey closely.
From broad daylight on, Dorothy saw people battling and ighting,
children lying dead on the dirty loor, and people stealing the laundry.
'It's not just a poor neighborhood.'
If it were just a poor neighborhood, the atmosphere would not have
been this dark and bloody.
There must have been traces of minimal morality or the unique
community of a small town.
“I came here because my dad said gold was found in a creek near
here, but there was nothing but dung.”
As the atmosphere darkened, Joey was joking.
So, the Black Village was not a traditional village.
Few people did ordinary labor, such as farming or catching ish in
rivers.
If such a stable thing happened, I would have left this black town
right away.
The Black Village was a land where the poor people who were aiming
for a lot of money were temporarily gathered under the in luence of
mines and nobility, and the number of people who borrowed money
from gambling boards also increased, making it a rougher land.
“That’s our house.”
Joey pointed to a house built with planks to one side.
The house, which looked like it would crumble when Stefan was
kicked, seemed too small for Joey, Dorothy and Stefan to enter at once.
“Will Stefan wait outside?”
Stefan nodded, realizing that the house was too small for him to
enter.
So Dorothy left Stefan and followed Joey into the house.
“If I had known that the princess was coming, I would have cleared
the house.”
The inside was narrower than it looked from the outside.
Households were piled up, so there was only enough space left to ill
when only three people were crouching down.
"pho!"
As soon as Joey went inside, he was relieved that his father wasn't
there and called his younger brother.
"sister?"
As Joey called his name, the little boy crouched in a corner raised his
head.
The eight-year-old boy this year was small enough to be considered
six-year-old on the surface.
There was a lot of mucus in his eyes, and there was a runny nose in
his pharynx.
There was a nice bruise down the nape of the dangling clothes, and
the frizzy hair was in much worse condition than Joey.
"pho! We are rich now.”
"Wealthy?"
The little boy smiled broadly at the sound of being rich.
“I am leaving this house.”
“A house?”
“We're going to a better house!”
Joey grabbed Poe tightly with both arms.
“Then what about your father?”
“Except Dad.”
“Except Dad?”
Poe's voice was terrifying.
“What if my dad is chasing me?”
"it's okay. I'm going to a place my dad will never go after."
Joy con idently comforted her brother.
It looked pretty much like a sister.
“Can you see that guy over there? I will go with him.”
Joey introduced Poe to Dorothy.
Dorothy met Poe's eyes.
Green eyes resembling Joey could be seen from the inside of his
bloodshot eyes.
"hello. It's Po... … .”
Poe looked at Dorothy, who looked clean, and nodded.
"hi."
Dorothy responded with a smile, trying to be as friendly as possible.
“Your sister is pretty.”
Poe whispered to Joey at Dorothy's smile.
That was then.
“Who is standing in front of our house!”
A distorted scream was heard outside, as if drunk.
At the same time, Joy and Po's eyes widened with fear.
“Daddy!”
Poe hugged Joey tightly.
“Wow, Princess… … !”
"don't worry. I came here because I was afraid.”
Dorothy reassured the two of them and went outside.
Stefan was facing a group.
Among them, a man so drunk that his face went red, pointed at
Stefan.
His body, without a jacket, was bulging out with his ribs exposed.
“Fuck, can’t you get out of my house right now?”
“… … .”
Stefan, surrounded by people, did not move a single step.
“Stephan, I think we should go now.”
Dorothy came out the door and said, Stefan nodded.
Joey and Po followed carefully, sticking their heads out the door.
“What is that girl, get out of my house!”
The man yelled at Dorothy, but Dorothy ignored him and grabbed
Joey and Poe's hands.
“Let’s go, Joey. pho."
"joy! pho!"
When the man shouted at the two children, they shuddered and
crouched down.
Dorothy pulled the two of them together, but they were still stiff and
unable to do anything.
“What plague are you trembling with now!”
“You sold these children to Earl Duncan. So I came to pick you up.”
Dorothy said to the man.
“Earl Duncan? I'm just on my way to meeting that person! I don't
need kids. Where are you lying?”
“Did the Count just say he didn't need them? Now these children will
not live here.”
Dorothy held Joey and Po's hands tighter.
The man's eyes turned to Joey as Stefan took a position to protect
her.
“Are you going to run away like your mother?”
“… … .”
Joey did not respond to the man's words.
She was so atrocious that I wondered if it was Joy, who spoke
fearlessly to the princess.
Dorothy wrinkled her brow and looked at the man.
“Don’t threaten him. If you are an adult, act like an adult.”
“How did I raise those bastards!”
“How were you raised?”
Dorothy asked angrily.
How did you raise your two children to a mine for gambling debt?
“You don’t deserve these kids.”
Dorothy said, holding her little hand that felt bare bones.
“X-foot, where’s that little girl talking about her quali ications!”
As the man approached Dorothy with a strong chest, Stefan blocked
him and pushed him away.
Stefan's power pushed the man away as easily as a piece of paper.
Surprised by Stefan's power, the man opened his mouth and widened
his eyes.
“Joy, Poe. let's go."
Dorothy blinked at Stefan, took the two children completely outside,
and walked towards the entrance to the Black Village.
Then the Black Villagers, watching the situation, surrounded Dorothy
and Stefan.
“You seem to be precious people, but if you steal children, do you use
them?”
They united in unity because there was an event where they could
steal money.
“Stephan.”
Stefan nodded at Dorothy's words.
With that trustworthiness, Dorothy took the two of them by the hand
and left the place casually.
When Joey's dad and the townsfolk tried to block Dorothy's way,
Stefan stopped him.
"Move!"
“… … .”
Despite the threats from the villagers, Stefan did not give up.
Meanwhile, Dorothy walked leisurely through the village.
“Wow, Princess!”
As Joey called Dorothy as she dragged her along, Dorothy smiled as if
she didn't care.
“Stephan will stop everything.”
“Still, there are so many people… … .”
“Aww!”
As Joey added, a scream was heard in the distance.
When I turned around, the people who rushed at Stefan were
bouncing like beans from a frying pan.
Stefan, expressionless, blocked the road and did not let anyone
through.
Joey and Po couldn't keep their mouths shut at the amazing sight.
“Did you see it?”
Dorothy laughed softly.
***
***
***
Ethan visited the detached palace after a long time.
It was the irst time I had met Dorothy since the day Hark came and
went.
“Hello, Master Ethan.”
The people who visited the detached palace after a long time - like
most people who saw Edan - greeted Edan with a happy face.
“You look more handsome every time I see you, Master.”
Clara smiled as she guided Ethan to Dorothy.
Not to mention, Ethan has been growing day by day lately.
He gradually escaped the boy's face and began to take on the light of
a youth.
But the admirable beauty has not changed.
At Clara's praise, Ethan just smiled quietly.
In the garden of the detached palace, there were servants who put
strawberries and blueberries in baskets.
The servants saw Ethan and paused to watch him.
It's so common for people's eyes to stay on him, so Ethan didn't
mind.
All that mattered to him was meeting Dorothy.
He followed Clara into the villa building.
As soon as I entered, I heard a voice from the hallway.
“Why hide the pie in the corner of the room and then rot!”
Dorothea?
Dorothy's voice was louder than usual, and Ethan turned to the side
of the sound.
Dorothy was standing with some two children.
Ethan, who knew all the nobles in this area, had never seen them
before.
“I was trying to save. Because Po wants to eat it.”
“You hid this moldy thing to eat?”
“Every time I think of it, I try to take one bite… … .”
A little taller than Dorothy nodded.
Curly brown hair that stretched out and freckles all over his face.
stooped posture.
It seems far from culture or beauty... … boy?
'Who is it?'
Ethan's eyes narrowed.
It is clear that he is not a nobleman.
“You hid this to eat?”
At Dorothy's interrogation, the two boys with unfamiliar faces
nodded their heads.
Then Dorothy sighed, as if absurd.
“It’s a shame. I'm left. I'll throw it away... … ?”
“… … .”
Dorothy hesitated at the twinkling eyes of the two children.
Then the two children grabbed Dorothy's arms and hung them.
The smile slowly disappeared from Ethan's face when he saw that.
“Is it because you can eat only the moldy part from there? It’s only on
the outside, and it’s okay on the inside.”
"no! The rotten ones are just thrown away. Okay?"
“Looks like I’m rich… … .”
“… … yes i am rich So if you want to eat, don't hug the rotten thing
and tell me. I'll feed you whatever you want."
At Dorothy's words, the eyes of the two boys widened and they
hugged her tightly.
“Princess, you are beautiful… … !”
Ethan, who had been watching the scene quietly, looked up at Clara.
“… … Who are you?"
those trash?
At Ethan's question, Clara explained the existence of the stranger.
These are the children that the princess had brought to live in a
separate palace a while ago.
He added that his father saved him from being sold to the mines
because he owed a lot of gambling debt.
'So, after all, you're a vagrant with no roots... … ?'
Ethan's long eyelashes tumbled down and then slowly lifted up again.
“Is it okay for such children to hang out with the princess?”
Ethan pretended to be pure curiosity and asked Clara.
Clara laughed at him.
“Because the princess likes it.”
Clara said, just looking at Dorothy happily.
After Joey and Poe came in, Dorothy became a little more active.
He talks a lot and turns his attention to other things besides
swordsmanship.
They teach writing and manners.
“But if the imperial family inds out, it might be a disaster.”
Ethan said to Clara worriedly.
To have a vagrant as a friend when the princess can't even have a
social gathering with the noble girls.
“It’s what the princess likes. I need a friend like that. Because you've
always been alone."
Ethan's white hand gripped his sleeve tightly.
But soon, Ethan smiled softly and spoke with a soft voice.
"okay. If the princess likes it, I want to get to know her too.”
“Oh, Master Ethan too? It’s good to play together!”
Clara was delighted with Ethan's warm voice.
Then Dorothy took the boy who had been clinging to me, then turned
around and walked towards Clara.
Ethan just met Dorothy's eyes, smiled brightly, and bowed his head
to greet him politely.
“It’s been a while, Ethan.”
“How are you, Princess?”
“As you can see.”
Dorothy pointed to the children behind them.
On the plate she was holding was a slice of moldy apple pie.
“I’m sorry, Ethan, but I have to deal with this irst. Can you wait a
little bit?”
"Sure."
At Ethan's words, Dorothy went somewhere with Stefan.
Clara followed Dorothy's footsteps, telling her to rest in peace
because she often came to the villa.
Ethan looked at Dorothy's back as she moved away.
As Dorothy disappeared from view, he turned and looked at the
vagrant boy earlier with his slender eyes.
He stood there with a sullen look on his face, with his lips puckered.
Next to him was a little kid with a hamster-like face, holding his hand
tightly.
Ethan looked at them quietly, cleared his face, and approached them.
"hi? Is this your irst face?”
He greeted them with a friendly smile. Very Ethan Brontë .
Then the two of them opened their eyes to the appearance of the
handsome boy.
"ah! Duke Master!”
The boy recognized him immediately.
“Do you know me?”
“I saw you in a swordsmanship contest!”
He had such a handsome face that he couldn't forget him, so Joey
remembered him clearly.
"iced coffee… … A swordsmanship contest.”
Ethan mumbled softly and then smiled again.
“I heard about you too. I'm here because of my father's debt."
"right. The princess saved us.”
"Right!"
The two of them nodded their heads as if they were proud of what
they were.
“So what are you going to do for the princess?”
Ethan asked with a smile.
"we? We learn letters. Now I can read just by looking at the spelling!”
“You want to learn letters?”
not working?
Ethan's beautifully extended eyebrows lifted up.
“Aside from that, I also learn history. fun."
Poe shyly helped out next to him.
“Ugh, I hate history, but I still have to learn, so I’m working hard.”
Joey frowned, then quickly changed to a smile.
Then, Ethan's expression became cold as if he had subsided.
“The princess took it, but you don’t know the grace, you guys.”
At Ethan's cold words, Joey shook his head.
“It is not. But in order to work here, I had to be healthy, learn
etiquette, and know the letters.”
Joey was doing what Dorothy was telling her to do.
Of course, even with Joy, I thought that the life I have now is not good
enough.
However, whenever Joy expressed her doubts, Dorothy always drew
a line to decisively study.
Not knowing the logic of the imperial family enough to refute it, Joy
had no choice but to keep her mouth shut and do what Dorothy told
her.
“Aren’t you cleaning, doing laundry, carrying luggage, fetching water,
or making bed linen?”
“It says I don’t have to do it because everyone here is already doing it
well.”
Joey shook his head, unable to do anything.
The two already had a history of being scolded once for trying to
bring water to the kitchen.
If you are a newcomer and suddenly intervene in your business, the
rules already set by the people here will be disturbed.
“This place is strict and demanding.”
Joey and Poe said this was not a inite place for them to intervene.
Ethan listened to them and patted his foot lightly on the marble loor.
Tack, tak, thump pounding with a constant beat echoed in the empty
hallway.
Ethan, with an expressionless expression on his face, fastened the
buttons on his sleeves, which had been lightly loosened.
Ethan's sluggish voice lowed through the very quiet hallway.
“Yes. We used to have hunting dogs in our house. He had straight
ears and a digni ied back, so his father liked him. They gave me good
meat and brushed my hair every day. But when I take him to the forest,
the hunt for him is not very cool.”
Ethan raised his eyes, gently iddling with the buttons on my sleeve.
Joey and Po trembled at his golden eyes.
“So you know what happened to that dog?”
Then Joey frowned and looked at Ethan.
“You don’t know?”
Ethan stared into those pathetic eyes and took a step closer to him.
As the distance from Ethan drew closer, Joy held her breath.
“One day, the dog came to our table. Boiled in a boiling pot with all
the skins peeled off.”
Ethan whispered softly in his ear.
Quiet warning. elegant threat.
By the way.
"okay? Do dogs taste good? No matter how hungry I am, I can't eat
the dog because it's pitiful. Poe likes dogs.”
Joey rolled his eyes and said.
When Poe heard that he had eaten a dog, tears welled up and cling to
Joey's leg, and his lips twitched, saying, "I feel sorry for the dog."
Ethan's face snapped and cracked.
But he soon burst into laughter.
“The level is not right.”
"ah… … . That’s why the princess seems to have made us study.”
As Joey looked at Po and muttered, 'The master craftsman is like this,
but the princess is really frustrated?' Po nodded.
Ethan looked at the two of them, unable to speak.
'Are you playing with me? Or are you really stupid?'
There's no way these ignorant people can play with him.
Ethan changed his expression again and then parted his lips.
“Then you did nothing and were attached to the princess like a
parasite?”
"helminth?"
“What is a parasite?”
Joey and Poe looked at Ethan at the same time.
with eyes that don't really know anything.
Ethan didn't know what to say.
'How far should my level go?'
I can't even explain parasites to them here.
Can't you just say 'worms that crawl out of your feces' in a vulgar
way?
What use is it if you give in a hundred times and explain it like that?
Those idiot bums will only be interested in the dirty talk that there's
ever been a bug like that in their poop.
Ethan felt deeply that he could even ight an argument with an
intelligent person.
Ethan lowered his gaze to the loor as if annoyed for a moment, then
opened his mouth again with a soft voice.
“Ha, I mean, no matter how much the princess said there was no
need to do it, if it were me, I would have done my best to ind a job. I
can't do anything stupid."
When Ethan stuck out his tongue with sad eyes, it was only then that
the two seemed to understand what they were saying.
“Wow, we were really going to work!”
“What do you do when you try to talk only with words? In the end,
you are only causing trouble.”
Joey was restless at Ethan's eyes.
Even if Ethan didn't say that, Joey had received so much from
Dorothy that his heart was in heavy debt.
“But what can I do for the princess… … .”
Ethan smiled softly again, as Joey spoke, feeling discouraged.
“The Princess doesn’t want anything big. Wouldn’t a small gift be
enough?”
“A little present?”
“I just have a good idea.”
Ethan's eyes folded beautifully like a crescent moon.
Joey and Poe's eyes lit up as if possessed by him.
“What?”
“Isn’t it time for the princess to snack soon?”
Ethan said kindly.
***
***
***
Immediately after Raymond's breath stopped.
Dorothea was immersed in the deep darkness that surrounded her.
Raymond's blood dripping from his feet.
Pain, nausea, and tremors throughout the body.
She walked past Raymond's corpse, dragging her heavy feet to the
loor, to the black center table.
On the table lay the crown of the empire she had longed for.
She picked up the crown with her blood-stained hands.
Joy! Dorothea raised the corners of her lips with all her might and
looked at the crown.
In the still, pitch black darkness, the crown rested on Dorothea's
hand in a black silhouette.
Yes, this is delight.
The life I've been pursuing all my life, the result of my hard work.
"Ha ha ha ha ha… … !”
Dorothea picked up the cof in and laughed like a madman.
She couldn't handle spirits, and she did it, who everyone told her not
to.
At that moment, the sound of a door clicking was heard.
“Dorothea… … .”
When Dorethea turned her head, Theon was there.
“Theon.”
When Dorothea found him, she trembled like a thief caught doing
something bad.
Why am I trembling? Dorothea advised.
That's fair. Now she was emperor and was proud to have killed
Raymond.
yeah i'm not guilty
I'm just a winner!
“Theon, look at this.”
Dorothea placed the crown over her head with trembling hands.
“Now, I am the emperor.”
Dorothea smiled broadly at Theon.
Blurry silhouette in the dark.
Theon sat down on the spot.
Blood dripping from the wound, Dorothea covered in Raymond's
blood, and Raymond's body lying on the loor.
“Sir Raymond… … .”
Tears fell from Theon's red eyes.
Dorothea saw that, and her heart throbbed like a twist.
Why are you crying, Theon?
You are my iance, Theon.
Your iancee became emperor? Then you should be happy!
Dorothea trembled at Theon crying.
“Rejoice, Theon.”
Dorothea wanted Theon to have more joy for her than the sorrow of
losing Raymond.
Dorothea moved her feet heavy with hesitation, approached Theon,
and knelt down.
Then he wiped his crying cheeks and smiled.
But contrary to her intentions, instead of wiping Theon's tears away,
her hand only splattered the ishy blood on his wet cheeks.
“Theon, you are now sitting next to the Emperor.”
Dorothea reminded him of his position again, but Theon wept in
vain.
As if Raymond's death was a more precious and important event
than her accession as emperor.
Those tears trampled, toppled, torn, and burned Dorothea.
The moment of the birth of the new emperor, which should have
been illed with joy, was swallowed up in grief.
As if Dorothea Milanaire's birth was a mourning.
It was from that day.
Theon, who had accepted a strategic engagement, began to hate
Dorothea.
But Dorothea Milanaire was already emperor.
She forced her to marry Theon and made the palace hers.
But.
“We cannot recognize Dorothea Milanaire as emperor!”
In front of the palace, stubborn nobles knelt and fought, and Ubera's
famous people were with them.
“Dorothea Milanaire is a sinner who usurped the throne!”
Although he killed many nobles when he struck Raymond, not
everyone was silent.
When Dorothea ascended to the throne, people raged as if the sky
had two sides.
At irst, Dorothea thought that it would be enough to prove that she
was doing her job properly as an emperor.
If I show my abilities, they will recognize me as an emperor.
But that was Dorothea's naive delusion.
“That is a waste of treasury!”
“It is premature.”
“You must irst look at the people near you!”
Aristocrats who hold on to their legs and oppose everything they
want to do.
They vehemently opposed Dorothea's decision, even with the
slightest sting, and spoke as if everything she did was foolish.
Although Ethan persuaded some, Ubera's stubborn loyalists did not
fall for Ethan's words.
Can not be done. Can not be done. you shouldn't Every decision you
make is wrong.
Nothing was right about her.
“Your Majesty, your Majesty is doing well. There are only a few who
oppose His Majesty. Ignore it and move on.”
Ethan said to Dorothea, who was interrupted by the criticism.
Yes, as Ethan said, there were only about three out of ten who
opposed it.
The other seven have already handed over to Dorothea's side.
However, the world called those three loyalists, and the other seven
called vassals who cling to the unjust emperor.
How much glass is the human heart.
Why is it that even if the seven speak kind words, the criticism of the
three comes and sticks?
Even after hearing ten words of praise, they kneel in front of the
palace, and the one word of criticism from them lingers in my ears
every night and doesn't leave... … .
“He who cannot see the spirit cannot become an emperor!”
“The murderer who killed His Majesty Raymond must not rise to the
throne!”
“There is no justi ication for the current emperor!”
In the end, Dorothea raised her sword to close her mouth.
He who has ears that do not hear her voice must not open his mouth.
Dorothea captured and killed all the nobles and longtime of icials
called Ubera's loyalists.
Blood lowed profusely in the plaza of the islands.
So people called Dorothea Milanaire a tyrant.
And Theon trembled at the blood-stained execution ground.
“Dorothea… … .”
Theon looked at Dorothea and shook his head.
“You are crazy… … .”
His red eyes were full of anger and resentment.
The gaze of hatred from the one you love the most.
Dorothea felt like the world had collapsed.
“Am I crazy, Theon?”
“It shouldn’t be like this, it shouldn’t be like this.”
"Can not be done?"
You say no to me too.
Dorothea looked at Theon and asked.
“Then what should I do?”
Tell me, Theon. Can you tell me what to do? If you tell me you can, I'll
do it.
Dorothea pleaded with Theon.
I was going to follow whatever answer he gave me.
If only I could tell you what to do.
However, Theon looked at Dorothy and left without saying a word.
As if there was no 'becoming' for her in the end.
As if she was already wrong.
"under… … .”
Dorothea burst out laughing.
No, was that a laugh? Was it the remains of a cruel burn?
What had already happened was irreversible, and the path Dorothea
had to take was decided.
Dorothea Milanaire, beheading all of those who opposed it,
accomplished a feat that previous emperors could not.
The Ubera Empire, led by her, occupied the largest territory in
history.
Look at this! The world works ine without that spirit!
Finally, Dorothea proved her abilities to the world.
The existing warehouse of the imperial family was full, and a new
warehouse was needed.
okay. She made everything possible.
Like an emperor, she enjoyed a luxurious life that everyone would
envy.
They ate rare fruits from the far south, drank pearls in champagne,
savored chocolate wrapped in gold, bought splendid peacocks, and
collected legendary swords.
The laughter of luxury and pleasure did not stop in her garden.
“How glad it is that Your Majesty is commanding the whole world.”
“If it were Raymond Milanaire… … .”
A nobleman was speaking, and his mouth was stopped by the chill.
Dorothea's sad eyes turned to him.
“… … Clark Ball?”
The nobles who were seated took in their breath and froze.
Emperor Dorothea, who had just laughed out loud, hardened her face
as if she had become a different person and put the red cherry in her
hand.
The garden, which had been illed with laughter, fell into a cold
silence that made it doubtful that he was deaf in an instant.
Raymond. A taboo word that should never be spit out in front of
Dorothea.
Dorothea picked up her sword, which was at an angle to one side.
Realizing my mistake, Clark immediately knelt on the loor and shook
his shoulders.
“Your Majesty, I mean, Your Majesty is much better than Raymond…
… .”
Scratch!
Before he could inish speaking, red blood spattered on the white
tablecloth and the plate of food.
The nobles who were present closed their eyes in astonishment and
turned their heads.
“Ethan.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
“Put it away.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Ethan, standing next to Dorothea, called the soldiers to collect the
body.
After Clark's body was removed, Dorothea leaned back in her seat
and drank the blood-splattered wine.
“Why isn’t everyone talking? enjoy it."
Dorothea grinned at the atmosphere of the aristocrats.
***
***
***
From that day on, Dorothea became more and more anxious.
Theon didn't say anything to her, and it looked like it was going to
disappear like smoke at any moment.
It drove Dorothea more and more crazy.
Constant criticism, resentment, and neglect.
One ray of hope fell upon her.
“Julia is dead?”
"Yes. It was found in the Arbon region. It seems that he was caught
wandering around without an escort.”
At the general's report, Dorothea's eyes turned to Ethan.
Ethan was pretending not to know anything and had a naive
expression on his face.
Dorothea knew that he had been on vacation not long ago.
But no matter what happened, the end of the case didn't matter.
'Theon will look after me now!'
At last, Julia Delevingne, the thorn in her eye is gone and Dorothea
Milanaire's life is perfect!
Although she started with nothing, she won.
What a great victory this is!
“Ethan.”
Only Ethan was in the room, and Dorothea, the man, called him
gladly.
“Great.”
For Julia to die at this time, her death must have been in the hands of
Ethan.
But Ethan smiled and shook his head.
“I am sorry, Your Majesty. If I had done something, I would have
earned Your Majesty's praise, but Julia's death was not mine."
Dorothea stared at Ethan who said that.
Then Ethan's eyebrows lifted up slightly.
His habit of lying.
But Dorothea decided not to ask any further questions.
“It doesn’t matter who did it. It seems that the old congestion is
being washed away. Of course, Theon's heart will be troubled for a
while, but as long as I take good care of that wound, that's enough.
Right, Ethan?”
I didn't kill it, Julia's death wasn't my fault.
Blind Dorothea excused herself like that, and Ethan nodded.
“You are right, Your Majesty.”
Dorothea thought that Theon would lean on her a little after Julia's
death.
But Theon never became Dorothea's.
As soon as the news broke that Julia was dead, Theon, who had never
come to see her, opened her door again.
When he entered Dorothea's room, there was hatred for Dorothea in
the corner of his eyes.
“Remember that. Your greed has killed me.”
He came to Dorothea full of anger and cursed her as if screaming.
In an instant, Dorothea realized that something was wrong.
The eyepatch that was covering the eyes slowly came off.
“Theon, I didn’t kill Julia!”
Dorothea made an excuse to the one she loved.
Yeah, she never ordered Julia to be killed.
I never asked him to kill me.
Ethan, yes, he said he didn't do it either.
It was simply that Julia was attacked exquisitely.
If Dorothea was to blame, it was that she rejoiced over Julia's death.
“Theon, believe me. I never ordered Julia to be killed, and I didn't
even know where she was!”
Dorothea knelt before Theon and pleaded not guilty.
Theon looked at Dorothea like that and clenched his ists until the
veins swell.
He was weeping with his teeth closed as if his chin was about to
break.
His tears ran down his cheeks and fell on Dorothea's knees.
“Don’t cry, Theon. please… … .”
Don't cry for Julia.
Don't blame me and cry.
Dorothea thought it would be better for Theon to hit her.
However, Theon kept her mouth shut and cried, leaving a look of
resentment and left.
And Dorothea's guilt was soon proved.
“Theon… … ?”
Late in the evening, as Dorothea opened the door to her lonely
bedroom and entered, a long shadow fell over the bed.
A shape that fell from the canopy.
Dorothea didn't realize what was hanging there for a moment.
Dark shadow, man? no. That's... … .
I doubted the truth, and my mind went blank.
And the moment he was convinced that the form was Theon, he lost
his mind.
When she woke up again, Ethan was there.
She thought what she had seen was a sleepless nightmare.
By the way.
"your majesty… … .”
It wasn't a nightmare.
The moment she noticed it, Dorothea vomited on the spot.
Ethan called the doctor, but to no avail.
The only way to cure Dorothea is for Theon to come alive.
After that, Dorothea couldn't sleep.
i killed it died for me
Theon because of me.
She was afraid to close her eyes, and she refused to take even the
strong sleeping pills that had protected her for so long.
Fainting or having seizures and falling unconscious were more
common than sleeping.
Each time, Dorothea met the people she had killed with her own
hands in her dreams.
Raymond came irst, then Julia, and inally Theon.
One day, her mother, whom she had only seen as a portrait, came to
her and strangled her, crying.
Occasionally her father, Carnan, also visited her. When the light
spirits moved away as if criticizing her, Dorothea woke up screaming in
the dark.
Ethan kept whispering to Dorothea like that.
"your majesty. It's not Your Majesty's fault."
lie. A lie so blatantly blatant.
It's my fault from start to inish!
“Your Majesty is the most beautiful and highest emperor in the
world. What are you afraid of? I am by your side.”
Ethan continued to whisper the false echo.
Are you the most beautiful in the world? Who is this haggard and
dirty woman in the mirror?
tallest in the world? After all, I didn't have anything?
Dorothea was disillusioned with all his words.
She did not take good care of the state affairs.
Not only did the government do nothing.
She did not care to pay wages for the halted construction of the
palace, nor did she pay a good price for those who lattered her.
Dorothea couldn't remember what she had done from that time until
her death.
Even remembering the moment was painful, so I easily forgot it, and
easily let everything go.
The rebellion against the incompetent tyrant took place only three
months after Theon's death.
The people and the nobles came to the palace with one heart and one
accord, cursing Dorothea.
And one step ahead of them, Ethan came.
“If you don’t give me the seat of Guk-seo, I will become the emperor.”
He offered the last deal.
Ah, the seat of the government. it's empty The place you've always
wanted.
Those words reminded him again that Theon was dead.
"Do whatever you feel like… … . I can’t give you that place.”
Let Theon die like that and give Ethan his place?
Dorothea could never do that.
Then Ethan's lips trembled in anger.
"how… … . What the hell is that guy doing?”
At Ethan's question, Dorothy thought hazy.
“Theon… … .”
Dorothea stayed still with her lips open.
what was it
He was my irst love, my iancé e, my husband, my last love... … It's
probably the only thing I don't have.
I thought we had it by marriage, but in the end he belonged to Julia,
and that may have touched my greed even more.
Because Dorothea always had what she wanted to get her job, and
she longed for what she didn't have.
Like she coveted Rey's things she didn't have.
As if she longed for the throne she was not allowed to.
She endlessly longed for Theon she would never have.
okay. The aggregate of all desires, passions, and emotions was
Theon, and her love.
therefore.
“Theon… … I am myself.”
The perfect mirror to project the greedy Dorothea.
Even if I try to throw it away, I can't let go of myself.
Love, hate, excitement, regret, joy, sorrow, happiness and pain.
An object containing all the emotions Dorothea had.
Dorothea Milanaire cannot be explained without Theon.
After hearing the answer, Ethan's expression contorted into an
incomprehensible expression, and immediately he smiled like a
madman.
"ha ha ha… … ha ha ha!"
Dorothea looked at Ethan with unfocused eyes.
Ethan's laughter lasted for a long time before it subsided.
"like. If this is your choice... … I will also follow him.”
“… … .”
“Don’t regret it.”
Dorothea seemed to have heard it from someone at some point.
Who said I hope you won't regret it?
Then Dorothea assured her that she would not regret it.
And now... … There was no room left to regret.
Dorothea was not afraid.
I was con ident that no matter what happened, it wouldn't matter.
What happened next was the expected sequence.
Ethan's servants and generals brought Dorothea out, and a mob
burned the city.
It was then that Dorothea felt refreshed.
She smiled madly as she saw the things she had been burning.
Those who came to arrest the tyrant tore her clothes, whipped and
tied her with ropes, and took her to the square.
Dirt and stones were thrown in front of the emperor instead of rain
of lowers and cannons.
There were so many swear words lying in, I was whistling so I
couldn't hear what he was saying.
There was no one, Raymond, Theon, or Ethan beside Dorothea as she
walked down the road.
All the bad things that happened during her life became her fault.
Plague or locusts, the murder of the lords that Ethan killed, the
extermination of the Delevingne family, and enormous corruptions and
crimes she did not know about, immersed Dorothea Milanaire in the
sea of sin.
'Is there anything I'm good at?'
I didn't want to blame anyone.
right. I am a tyrant
The Emperor is responsible for all the misfortunes that have
happened in this country, and she has made too many unhappy. even
herself.
I didn't do it, but it's all I did.
I killed Theon.
I killed everyone and ruined the country!
He even broke the will of the Emperor on the subject of not being
able to command the Spirit of Light!
Dorothea burst out laughing.
Such a foolish life!
I didn't know that whipping and stoning were painful anymore.
And when they reached the bottom of the execution table, Dorothea
found Ethan.
“It’s the last time.”
He was alone with Dorothea for the last time before being put to
death.
“… … .”
Dorothea looked shabby, covered in ilth, and her hands were tied.
There was a time when I thought my death would be glorious.
The people of the whole empire mourn, put on a clean shroud, and
enter a beautiful cof in.
A wreath for me covers the cof in, a mournful funeral tune lows, and
full of incense.
A death like that, buried next to Theon and engraved with a plausible
inscription.
Or I'd rather have died ighting Raymond, no. no.
Any death was meaningless now.
"I… … I don't want to become a public servant."
Ethan bit his teeth and swallowed.
Ethan, who was dressed in a white robe as the prime minister, held
the staff of a spirit symbolizing the emperor in his hand.
The appearance was, surprisingly, beautiful.
Even in blurry vision, it is particularly clear.
“Please save me… … Just say that one word.”
“… … .”
“If you just say that one word, I’ll take care of the arrangements so far
and save you somehow… … Please speak."
Ethan approached Dorothea, who smelled of ilth, and said,
He always smelled fragrant, and his words were sweet as always.
His white, ine hand slowly approached Dorothea.
However.
“… … I'm sorry, Ethan."
Dorothea licked her dry, chapped lips and turned her head back.
The anger of the people and the wrath of the servants could be heard
from outside.
“I am evil.”
listen to their voices If I'm not evil, who is evil?
Dorothea laughed.
I guess, I guess the world needs it.
"you… … I want to become a saint.”
Even if you don't want to, Ethan Bronte will be a better lord than
Dorothea Milanaire.
Ethan, whom Dorothea knew, was capable and loved by all.
If he had killed the tyrant, the emperor would gain legitimacy, unlike
Dorothea Milanaire.
At Dorothea's words, Ethan bit his lip and let it go.
“Why don’t you want to live?”
“… … .”
Ethan looked at Dorothea, who didn't answer, and extended his
clenched ist.
“Take it.”
In his hand was a large jewel that he had never seen before.
Dorothea could recognize at a glance the jewel, which seemed to
shine on its own.
So she quietly shook her head.
Ethan tried to open his burning red lips again, but soon stopped at
her gaze.
His hand clenched again and fell down.
Ethan Bronte. A very quick-witted person.
He knew her heart just by looking at her.
"you… … You are the cruelest person in the world.”
Ethan mumbled softly.
At that, Dorothy nodded with emotionless eyes.
Yes, I know.
“So, they call me a tyrant… … .”
Dorothea smiled weakly as she turned her gaze to the accusations
pouring down like a torrential rain from afar.
And Dorothea left Ethan behind and went up to the execution table.
Like the irst time she had nothing, she was empty-handed again.
There wasn't even an imperial throne that was excessively usurped.
There was no love that I was forced to take.
He did not have the wealth and power he had built up horribly.
When he inally climbed to the execution table with his torn and
dirty body. Dorothea was happy.
Seeing Guillotine standing on the execution table, it was a pity that
Dorothea was not hanged.
No, do you dare to die the same way Theon did?
There is only one regret.
I'll die a little quicker.
I'll die irst before Theon commits suicide.
Before Julia died.
Before killing Raymond.
Before Carnon died and left his will.
Before Raymond became Crown Prince.
Before I realize that I am unloved.
Before my mother died giving birth to me.
I thought I'd die sooner.
If that was the case, no one would have died and would have been
happy.
Those who cursed at me and threw stones at me would have been
happy too.
done. This is the lesson of life.
So go ahead and kill me
Before I regret not having died sooner.
Slowly bowing her head under a long charge, Dorothea died willingly.
***
Dorothy's memory of the events just before her death was mostly
hazy.
I can only vaguely remember how I got to the execution table, what
kind of conversation I had with Ethan, but I couldn't remember
anything exact.
But this was clear.
Dorothea Milanaire and Ethan Bronte are so similar that they make
each other more like each other.
Ethan's canine? That's something only really good people can do.
A person like me only darkens Ethan and myself.
Dorothy clenched her ists.
“Go back, Ethan.”
She could no longer be with Ethan.
I was afraid that if I stayed with him, my desires would blossom
again and I would walk the path of evil.
I was afraid of being blinded by evil and living that painful life again.
“Princess… … !”
As Dorothy turned her back with a cold cheer, Ethan, embarrassed,
grabbed her and turned her back.
Then the tears that I had been trying to hide fell down in front of
Ethan.
Ethan's eyes trembled at the tears.
Dorothy couldn't stand herself like that, so she tried to push him
away.
By the way.
"Sorry. I'm sorry, Princess."
Ethan hugged her tightly.
“I was wrong. So please... … do not Cry."
Ethan begged, putting his head on Dorothea's shoulder.
His voice trembled with fear.
He, who had brazenly asserted his innocence up until now, suddenly
admitted his guilt and changed his mind. Not like Ethan.
Dorothy was confused.
“Let go of this, Ethan… … !”
Dorothy pushed him away.
Then Ethan's face appeared again.
He was trembling with a look of fear.
Ethan with such a face broke people's hearts, so Dorothy turned her
head and looked away.
Is this even a mask designed to escape the situation?
Or are you afraid of losing your connection with the princess?
Even though I had seen him closer than anyone for many years, I still
couldn't really understand his insides.
'why?'
Dorothy couldn't understand Ethan's sincerity, so she purposely kept
eye contact with him for a long time.
He fumbled inside his beautiful eyes, trying to ind the truth hidden
in them.
But no matter what he did, he couldn't understand the meaning of
that expression.
Dorothy was perplexed.
“It’s my fault. They did it because they were jealous that they were
close with the princess. I wanted to be the princess’s only friend.”
Ethan grabbed her hand and confessed in a trembling voice.
“If the princess abandons me, I will be alone.”
At the end, a single tear fell from her golden eyes.
The dripping drop shook her heart.
“So, don’t hate me… … .”
Ethan said in a trembling voice, holding her tight.
With that sad face that didn't even linch an eyebrow.
Dorothy thought he was truly wicked.
Because I couldn't say I hate you.
***
After Dorothea Milanaire had gone down to the palace, news of her
would have come from time to time.
When the plague circulated around Cerritian, Dorothea's active relief
had greatly improved public sentiment.
There were many other places that Dorothea donated to, and it had a
good reputation among the local nobles.
At a young age, he was praised for being clever and savage.
“A lot of people say that Princess Dorothea is a genius.”
At that, Carnon was silent for a moment in thought.
“… … Does the princess need more treatment?”
"no. Reportedly, he is healthy enough to compete with Prince
Raymond in a swordsmanship contest hosted by the Duke of Bronte.”
“Then tell me to come up.”
A smile spread across Robert's face at Carnan's command.
You are inally calling your daughter, whom you have been despising
for a long time.
“And take the episteme transfer exam.”
"Yes? Are you talking about Princess Dorothea?”
Assistant Robert asked in amazement.
“Then who would it be?”
Since he's from the royal family, there's nothing wrong with coming
out of the episteme.
I just didn't want to educate Dorothea, who can't even handle the
Light Spirit, to send her to Episteme.
It's a waste to put the ball into a lawed Milanaire.
But if you're smart, it might be useful again.
“However, the princess has never received the proper education for
the episteme exam.”
Robert was perplexed.
Raymond also called professional teachers and received education
from an early age, so he was able to pass the episteme pull-up.
Other aristocrats likewise burned their zeal for education to send
their children to Episteme.
By the way, did the princess who was recuperating in the provinces
enter Episteme?
To pass the exam in what is known as the best academy in the world,
studying alone without a teacher?
“If you’re smart, you’ll know it. If you can’t go in, you’ve done your
best there.”
Carnan said it didn't matter.
Carnan did not expect Dorothea to pass Episteme.
After all, Dorothea Milanaire is not imperial, and the best place to live
is to live and die quietly.
This was a test for Dorothea.
A test to ind out just how much Dorothea has heard rumors of her
ingenuity even in his ears in the islands.
Even if he doesn't have to measure Dorothea, the Episteme test
score will make it simple to determine Dorothea's level.
'I think he was smart.'
A few years ago, when we met in the garden 'Alice's Hometown', I
heard a little Dorothea memorize Milanaire's family tree.
Were you still reading books that were not appropriate for your age?
'Is that head useful for the imperial family? Or will it be poison? … .'
That was the only thing Carnon was interested in.
At Carnan's blunt reply, Robert nodded awkwardly.
***
Early in the morning when the sun had not yet risen, Stefan was
sharpening his sword.
He hardly ever used a sword after coming to the detached palace, but
he did not forget to sharpen his sword.
Stefan was a little overjoyed when Dorothy asked her to teach her
swordsmanship.
Besides training alone, there are things that I can use a sword for.
And teaching Dorothy swordsmanship, he felt more joy than he had
expected.
Because Dorothy lived up to his teachings beyond expectations.
Dorothy, who can teach one and know ten, or even a hundred, has
grown to quite a level that can be dealt with in just a few years.
Stefan assured Dorothy that when she came of age without a major
accident, she would have the skills to rival that of an outstanding
knight.
To the extent that the status of being a princess is scarce.
He thought he had no talent for teaching as much as he could not
talk, but seeing Dorothy, he seemed to know the joy of teaching.
'Perfect person... … .'
In Stefan's eyes, Dorothy seemed to have been born with a blessing
from God.
Not to mention the family is good, smart, savage, good at
swordsmanship, good-natured, cute and pretty.
Stefan did not believe in the legend of Milanaire or noble blood, but
after seeing Dorothy, he thought, 'Oh, is that the royal blood?' I used to
think
Wouldn't everyone be able to love a child like that?
Stefan recalled his irst meeting with Dorothy.
When I irst met Dorothy, she was a little far from the way she is now.
The irst time he met Dorothy was when the moon was lying on the
cold sand in a dark desert obscured by clouds.
'Princess!'
'I've been thinking about it for a long time... … I was born killing my
mother. That is why I was born as a bad person from the beginning.
therefore… … You can't be loved and you're destined to be a bad person
no matter what.'
***
“Am I a knight?”
“No, I am not a knight. You are training as a knight.”
Dorothy corrected Joy's exasperated words.
But Joey looked very excited, as if nothing mattered.
“Stephan will teach you. Stefan is the master who taught me
swordsmanship, so I have to learn it well.”
“The Princess’s Master!”
When Joey looked at Stefan with wide-open eyes, he turned his head
slyly.
“Can I call you Master?”
Joey asked Stefan as he walked closer.
Then Stefan looked at Dorothy.
'Why are you looking at me? You should do what you like.'
Dorothy pretended not to know and let Stefan take care of it.
Joey's eyes twinkled and kept asking Stefan what he should call him.
Finally, Stefan nodded.
“Are you going to call me Master?”
At Joy's recon irmation, Stefan nodded once more.
“Master!”
“… … .”
“Master!”
“… … .”
Joey looked at Stefan with great anticipation and called him, and
Stefan kept his mouth shut and looked at only Joey.
“Master!”
Stefan nodded again at Joy's momentum that seemed to call until he
answered.
“Master!”
Joy raised her arms and hurrahed.
What could be so good?
Dorothy laughed at the blunt Stefan and the excited Joey.
After Joy and Po came here, the atmosphere of the detached palace
has de initely changed.
Joey left the room later, saying that he should brag that he has a
master.
“I like you more than you think.”
Stefan's eyes were in agreement with Dorothy's words.
From that day on, Stefan set aside a certain amount of time to teach
Joey.
Joey was very enthusiastic.
He looked much more excited than when he read the book, and
seemed to it his aptitude.
The problem was that he was too eager.
“There, Master. How do you shape your hands when doing push-
ups?”
“Master, is it right for your shoulders to rise like this?”
“Master, Master… … !”
Stefan was tormented by Joey, who ran up to him whenever he had
time to ask questions.
Stefan, speechless, struggled to answer Joey's stormy questions.
He doesn't have the talent for words, but every time he shows his
moves, he personally holds Joey's posture.
It was a little funny to see the two of them performing the same
movements and matching each other.
What Stefan is saying is, 'So... … 'There was nothing but Joey
whimpered about it and followed it well.
Dorothy would often go out to the garden to watch the two of them
at her leisure.
After a brief break from sweat, the two entered the shadow of
Dorothy.
Stefan's gaze, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a white towel,
reached Dorothy.
“… … .”
Eyes staring at her quietly.
It was a stubborn look that didn't look like Stefan.
"I'm out of interest now, Stephan."
Dorothy shook her head.
Then Stefan placed a sword by her side.
As if to lure animals with food, he lures Dorothy with his sword.
It was very beautiful with the blade shining smoothly in the sunlight.
If you hold the handle that its snugly in your hand and swing it, you
will feel the thrill of a lashing sword cutting the wind through your
ingertips.
Dorothy remembered the thrill of that pleasure in her body.
But Dorothy, who endured the lust, luckily did not fall for Stephan's
temptation.
“Come on, Joey is waiting for you.”
Dorothy turned away from the sword and urged him.
Eventually, at Dorothy's words, Stefan went out to teach Joey again.
I glanced at Dorothy once more.
***
***
“Princess!”
From a distance, Poe called Dorothy and ran.
It had been a long time since Po called her and ran to her irst.
Unlike Joey, Poe seemed to notice Dorothy after the handkerchief
incident.
The little guy was depressed, so it caught my heart.
'Maybe I was scared and hated? I wasn't angry either... … .'
It was the car I was so worried about, but Po grabbed her arm.
"What's up?"
Dorothy asked a bewildered question, but Poe didn't answer,
grabbing her arm and dragging her somewhere.
It was the dining room where Poe took Dorothy.
In the dining room, Joey came irst and waited.
“Come here, Princess!”
The two sat Dorothy down in front of a large table in the dining
room.
“Isn’t it dinner time?”
It's been about an hour since we had lunch, and it's the dining room.
Do you want a snack?
Before Dorothy could ask a question, Poe ran back and forth towards
the kitchen.
Then, holding the silver serving cloth in both hands, he cautiously
stood in front of the table.
The short Poe carefully placed Cloche on the table.
“It’s a gift.”
Poe looked up at Dorothy in her chair and said.
“Last time, you made the princess angry. So today I really prepared a
present.”
“Hey, this isn’t our money.”
Po spoke in an excited voice, but Joey noticed and whispered in his
ear.
Then Poe stopped and corrected his speech again.
“Me, the ingredients were given by the kitchen. He also helped
make... … .”
Poe glanced at Chef Reniè re.
“Then it’s not a gift… … ?”
Poe muttered, rubbing his lips in despair.
So, did you feel sorry for what happened back then and kept it in your
mind until now?
That heart was cute and thank you, so Dorothy laughed.
Instead of asking Poe, Dorothy looked at Reniere.
Lenier nodded his head.
“Can I open it?”
"yes!"
Po and Joy answered Dorothy's question at the same time.
The two of them looked more excited than Dorothy who received the
gift.
Is giving a gift that exciting?
Dorothy carefully opened the lid of Cloche.
"Voila!"
Po and Joey stretched out their hands and pointed to the contents
inside Closie.
“I made it!”
Poe shouted in a voice full of excitement.
Inside the cloche was an apple pie with a slightly distorted shape.
It was an apple pie that was crude but had no burnt spots and had a
buttery, glossy surface.
“I wanted to give the irst apple pie I made to the princess.”
Poe laughed out loud.
It was then that Dorothy could ind white lour on his chin.
“You said you made this?”
“Thanks to Chef Renier for his help. It's not pretty, but... … .”
“Princess, I said I would give you an apple pie!”
Joey also shouted with an equal force while helping Po's gift.
'I didn't expect to pay it back so quickly... … .'
My heart was pounding like a haze at just one crushed apple pie.
Poe glanced at Dorothy, who was still admiring the apple pie.
It was a look that told me to eat the pie quickly.
Clara then cut a slice of apple pie and placed it on a plate in front of
Dorothy.
When the pie was cut, a cross section showed layers of apple slices,
jam-like illings and pastries.
Dorothy grabbed the dented end of the pie with a fork.
Joey and Poe were watching Dorothy without taking their eyes off
them.
With a burdened gaze, Dorothy put a slice of apple pie into her
mouth.
Poe and Joey, who watched Dorothy groan, came closer to the table.
He leans his head against the table and asks, with his eyes shining.
“Oh, is it delicious?”
Poe wet his lips anxiously, waiting for Dorothy's reply.
An apple pie I haven't tasted yet.
Maybe it doesn't taste good... … .
"tasty."
Poe's eyes widened at Dorothy's words and she smiled broadly.
“It’s delicious, sister!”
Joy and Po were excited and rolled their feet as if they had received
an award.
To be honest, the lour contains butter, eggs, apples, and sugar, but
it's hard to taste bad.
Besides, the chef helped me with things like setting the oven
temperature, so the taste was great.
“I’m so happy, Princess. Because the princess ate my irst pie!”
said Poe.
Poe said that when he made a pie, he wanted Dorothy to taste it irst.
“I’m sure Joey will be upset… … ?”
“No, I am not upset at all. Po is proud!”
Dorothy glanced at Joey, who smiled broadly and shook her head.
Of course, it was a little disappointing, but the joy of baking the pie to
the princess was greater.
"okay? Then can I eat all of this by myself?”
When Dorothy pulled out a plate of pie and asked, the eyes of the
two, who had just been excited, trembled.
I can't say no, because it's the princess's words, but the look in my
eyes asking if it's really true.
At that, Dorothy burst out laughing.
"It's a joke. Come and eat yourselves too. Can I eat the whole pie?”
With Dorothy's permission, the two quickly climbed up to the table
chairs and sat down.
As Clara put each piece of pie on her own plate, the two of them
ripped open the pie several times as if it was a waste, then gathered up
the courage to eat it.
“Po, it’s really delicious!”
As soon as Joey put it in his mouth, he shouted at Po without
swallowing the food.
“This is a real apple pie!”
Joy was excited and pointed at Pie.
So is it a real apple pie or a fake apple pie?
Dorothy looked at the two and smiled happily.
“It’s a little thing, though. It must have been dif icult to knead the
dough because of its weak angle, but I did it by hand from start to
inish.”
Renier praised Poe.
The result was unbelievably good for an eight-year-old child's dough.
“I may try again next time.”
"really?"
“If you have the will to do it.”
Reniè re told Poe that he seemed to have a knack for baking.
Poe rejoiced as if he had been praised for the irst time in his life.
“Hey, I want to try it!”
Po opened his eyes and burned his will.
It's pastry baking! If I can make apple pie well, will I be able to make
cakes and cookies?
Poe seemed to be invited to a new world he had never seen before.
"okay? Then come back to the kitchen tomorrow at the same time as
today.”
"yes!"
Poe answered, raising his arms high.
I don't know what it means to raise your arms high, but it was
probably an active af irmation.
“Renier. Are you okay?”
You must be busy with kitchen work, wouldn't it be a hassle to take
care of the little ones?
Of course, from Dorothy's point of view, it was fortunate that Poe
found what she wanted to do, but... … .
"it's okay. Instead, lunch or dinner desserts may be served by Poe. It
may not taste good.”
Reniere said jokingly.
Fortunately, the Anastasia Palace kitchen wasn't that busy.
The number of people to be fed was not as large as in the Imperial
Palace, and there was nothing as busy as a restaurant as it was always
possible to prepare a set number of meals at a set time.
Besides, it was enough to bring Dorothy for high-quality food.
No parties, no dinners, few guests.
Compared to the time when he had to run around the imperial family
all day, he was too relaxed.
When Po was decided to go to the kitchen, a servant hurried into the
room.
“Princess!”
The servant luttered, holding something in his hand with a bright
expression.
“Another letter from the Imperial Palace!”
in the Imperial Palace? Ray?
It happens all the time, do you need to be so happy?
The next words penetrated Dorothy's puzzled ears.
“This is a letter from His Majesty the Emperor himself!”
At the same time, Dorothy's face hardened.
***
***
“Theon!”
One evening after class at Episteme.
Rey caught up with Theon, who returned to the dormitory in the
distance.
As Rey grabbed him, Theon trembled in surprise.
However, upon recognizing Ray, he had a relieved expression on his
face.
“I am terribly surprised. sorry... … .”
“No, because I don’t know how to catch it all of a sudden.”
Theon smiled awkwardly as Rey scratched his head.
“Why didn’t you come to the history class today? I thought my head
would break because you weren't there."
Rey spoke lightly, but looked at Theon carefully.
It was Theon, who had never missed a class until now.
“Ah, a little… … I am not feeling well.”
“Are you unwell?”
“It’s not a big deal, I must have been a little tired.”
Theon reassured Rey who looked worried.
Ray's gaze turned to his hand.
“You shake your hands a lot, Theon?”
"ah… … .”
Theon hid his hands under the hem of his robe.
Rey noticed that Theon's mood had changed a lot recently.
Is it puberty, which usually comes around this age, or secondary
sexual characteristics?
At that moment, I was worried that Theon might have been involved
in something bad.
“Theon!”
Julia Delevingne ran from afar.
The igure of Julia running with her pink hair luttering was as
beautiful as a single lower.
Julia was also a pretty popular student in Episteme.
Good grades, kind, bright, kind. A person who has a good relationship
with both upper and lower class students.
Julia is popular with everyone, but the one she sticks with the most is
Theon.
Thanks to that, Ray became close with Julia as well.
After entering Episteme, the three of them went together all the
time, attracting people's attention.
People were convinced that they would become the next
representative of the episteme leading the empire.
However, the mood of the three has changed recently.
Ray thought that the two of them seemed to be going more and more
together except for themselves.
Unsurprisingly, Julia saw Rey standing next to Theon, paused for a
moment, and then waved goodbye.
“Hello, Ray.”
Julia looked at Ray and smiled.
For the sake of friendship and the atmosphere of the school,
episteme prohibited the use of honori ics according to status.
In particular, the three close friends called each other by nicknames,
so Julia called him Ray, who was the Crown Prince.
“Hello, Julie. Did you have a good class today?”
“As always, it was boring and fun.”
Julia's purple eyes glanced at Rey's gaze for a moment, then glanced
at Theon.
Then Theon looked at Rey again.
“Oh, Ray. I have something to talk about with Julia today.”
"Oh yeah… … ?”
“Sorry, let’s talk again tomorrow, Ray.”
"yes… … .”
“Well then, see you tomorrow, Ray.”
Theon left the place with Julia.
Ray looked at the two as they moved away.
The atmosphere between the two of them was somehow different
from usual.
***
When he was with Julia, he had the same symptoms and realized that
it wasn't just him.
What? What is this phenomenon?
Fortunately, this phenomenon mostly occurred on a dark night, and
people mistaken the darkness for a momentary shaking of a light.
But Theon knew.
that the phenomenon originated from him.
That it was the work of a 'dark spirit' that wanders around him at
will.
And the phenomenon got worse within a year.
The spirit's power, which was a little uncomfortable at irst, but
negligible, killed the little lying insects that Theon couldn't handle, and
then it got stronger and killed the little bird yesterday.
The power of the dark spirit is a static power. The power of silence
and darkness and death.
The spirit's power grew stronger, but Theon didn't know how to
control it.
“Why did I have this power?”
It has been nearly a hundred years since the Spirit of Darkness did
not appear in the Fried family.
Everyone knew that it was because of Fried's blood, which he
contracted with the dark spirit, had faded over the generations.
However, he suddenly jumped over several generations and his
power was manifested from him.
As if it were an atavism battle, riding on the pale blood of the
contract.
Julia hugged Theon, who was trembling in fear.
"it's okay. You will get better soon.”
“What if someone gets hurt like this?”
Theon asked, resting her forehead on Julia's shoulder.
"it's okay. Fried's blood has faded, so he won't be strong enough to
hurt anyone. We've sent a letter to Freedia, so let's wait until we get a
reply."
The Fried family had a lot of data related to the dark spirits, so I
didn't know if Archduke Fried would send me a book or give me
information he knew.
“And Theon, why don’t you be honest with Rey?”
"What?"
“Rei knows how to wield light spirits. Maybe I can help you.”
“… … I asked for a hint, but Rey spoke and communicated with the
spirits from the beginning.”
but not me
Unlike the spirits of light, who are active and sociable, the spirits of
darkness are silent and do not respond no matter how much you talk to
them.
“Do you have no such thing as sympathy?”
“… … Can we call it a sympathy?”
The relationship between Theon and the spirit was one-sided.
The dark spirits quietly declare what they want to do to him, then do
what they want and then disappear.
After frantically rummaging through the books in Episteme, Theon
discovered that the problem was with the spirit af inity.
Spirits come to the human world through a blood contract with the
spirit company.
However, whether or not the spirits could control the spirits that had
passed into the human world was another matter.
In order to control the spirits well, you need to have a high spirit
af inity.
However, Theon had a low af inity by nature.
“In the past, there were many Freeds who dealt with spirits, so
people with high af inity even dealt with the spirits of people with low
af inity.”
So, a person with a high af inity naturally became the freed head.
But now, there was no one other than Theon who knew how to deal
with spirits.
Theon gripped the teacup.
The words he wanted to ask Rey immediately reached the end of his
throat, but he swallowed his worries.
Ray was a friend, but he was the Crown Prince.
Rey always had a bright face, but Theon knew.
Ray had a heavy burden of being the crown prince, and it was hard.
The words that said he wanted to quit the Crown Prince as if
laughing and joking came out of deep sincerity.
But Rey didn't show any hard feelings except for the close friend
Theon.
His father, who was the emperor, was strict, his mother died very
early, and his younger brother, who was smarter than him, was ill and
left for treatment in a separate palace.
Perhaps because of the early death of his mother, he had a special
attachment to his family.
You have to listen to your father, protect your only brother, and
prepare to become an emperor.
Nevertheless, he was born bright and clear without ever getting
angry, so he never complained to people.
Knowing this, Theon did not want to hand over his heavy problems
to Rey.
At least he wasn't going to tell Rey until he did everything he could.
“I can wait until I get a letter from Freedia.”
***
Recently, the Duke of Bronte has been deeply concerned about Ethan.
'Princess Dorothea is quite interested.'
The Duke rubbed his forehead, thinking of Ethan and Dorothea.
Dorothea refused to visit other young girls of her age or Yeong-sik,
but allowed Ethan to come to the detached palace.
The same goes for visiting the Dukes to see Ethan.
'After all, he must like Ethan.'
It's hard to ind a young girl who doesn't like Ethan.
Ethan's beauty was very good even for his father, the Duke of Bronte.
If he of icially went out into the social world and showed his face, it
was clear that Ethan's name would reach the island in no time.
'I'm from a little bit, but I don't know. Could there be even a scandal
with the princess?'
Bondi, Duke of Bronte, was planning to keep Ethan hidden.
Because he was Bronte's rich man who was born to a bar girl.
He comes from too insulting to be used politically.
A son who thought he might be able to get a seat for a wealthy lady in
the future because of his outstanding appearance.
However, if the princess looks into her eyes, the words change.
“I am the illegitimate son of a princess and a duke who was born
outside the eyes of the emperor… … .”
Aren't they a pretty good pair?
Princess Dorothea came down to this distant place on the pretext of
recuperating, but everyone knew that she was treated like a child
offered by the emperor.
The Duke remembered that Emperor Carnon had treated him with
greater importance than Dorothy at the previous banquet for the
Crown Prince's banquet.
'Your Majesty was a bit harsh back then.'
However, even though she received the emperor's cold treatment,
Dorothy was an imperial family.
'I mean, it's right after the Crown Prince.'
She is the only member of the royal family under Crown Prince
Raymond, so in an emergency, she might rise to a higher position.
'I'd rather now have a chance.'
Now that the emperor doesn't care, the defenseless princess is an
easy prey to target.
It was a pretty good investment to try as the son of a bar girl.
Even if Dorothy continues to be neglected by the imperial family, it
will not be a waste for Ethan.
The Duke of Bronte was determined.
“Bring the Duchess.”
It had been a long time since the Duke of Bronte had called his wife
separately.
After Ethan was brought from outside, their relationship had been
estranged for a long time.
As the years went by, raising their voices and ighting became less
frequent, but that didn't mean they were a friendly and close couple.
Not surprisingly, the Duchess did not respond to the duke's call.
“If you have a business, he tells you to come and speak directly.”
The servant reported to the duke with a troubled expression.
“This woman!”
The Duke was absurd and jumped up from his seat, but strode to the
Duchess's room with his own feet.
"ma'am!"
As she entered in a loud voice announcing her arrival, the Duchess
glanced at the Duke of Bronte.
“No rude knock.”
“I’m coming from my house to see my wife, should I even knock?”
“It’s noisy, so tell me something.”
As the peacock boils, the Duchess cut it short.
The duke then bit his teeth tightly and held back his anger.
If I was angry, I wouldn't be able to say anything and I would just
break up.
Because the words I'm going to bring up today were a good thing to
go against the will of the Duchess.
“It seems like Princess Dorothea has a lot of interest in Ethan these
days.”
The duke was alluding to his luck.
Then the Duchess immediately noticed his intentions and looked at
him.
“So you’re going to let the whole world know that you’re sleeping
with a bar girl and bringing up a child? You must be ashamed!”
“You are right. okay! it's all my fault But what's wrong with that kid?
Did you too? The child is not guilty.”
“… … .”
“Are you going to lock him up for the rest of your life? Look at Ethan.
Now he's big enough to know the world."
“I think I’ve done my best for him just by harvesting and raising him.
Did I discriminate him from Jonathan? Dress them in new clean clothes,
feed them delicious food, teach them to play the violin, and make them
happy! I did all I had to do. But now, are you going to brazenly introduce
yourself as your son?”
The Duchess said that people would openly swear at them.
It will ruin the Bronte family's honor and make people laugh.
To that, the Duke of Bronte added.
“You, you even thought about sending Ethan to Episteme.”
When Ethan turned eight, he asked Jonathan to go to Episteme.
When his son, who had never been harassed for anything, was
harassed, the duke, weakened, decided to send Ethan to the island of
Lampas with a servant and a coachman.
The Duchess readily agreed to the matter.
“It was because you and Ethan asked so much. There's no way Edan
will pass anyway, so come and take a test called Sowon."
The Episteme exam was no joke, and how dif icult it was to pass
Jonathan.
Although Ethan is brilliant, the Ephisteme test also included
swordsmanship and horseback riding.
It was a talent that Ethan did not have.
Therefore, the Duchess was convinced of Ethan's rejection, and sent
it out to relieve her mood.
Unfortunately, it was dif icult to meet the exam schedule due to an
accident on the way up to Lampas, so I couldn't even take the exam.
At that time, Ethan was so desperate that the duke and his wife were
quite rotten in a barrel that had been locked in the room after eating
and drinking for a few days.
Was Jonathan so envious of going to Episteme?
“Do you think Ethan would threaten Jonathan’s place?”
The Duke asked the Duchess's stubborn objection.
"no. never. Who would put a bar girl's son on the peacock seat?”
The Duchess assured Ethan that he would not succeed the Bronte
family.
Ethan's succession to the Duke of Bronte was a sign that the family
would be destroyed.
Social circles will be arguing about when the Bronte family became a
bar.
The Bronte family inherits the blood of bar girls!
This would certainly be unacceptable even for the Duke of Bronte.
So Jonathan had to be above Ethan.
“But what are you worried about?”
So the peacock was frustrated.
Even if I introduce Ethan, there is no problem with Jonathan's status.
I just want to get insurance for the princess, the imperial family and
personal relationships.
“I am ashamed to carry my face! Have you ever thought about what it
would be like for me to have to laugh in front of people with a child my
husband gave birth to?”
“You like Ethan, too.”
“Ethan, you are beautiful. I'm going crazy because it's beautiful. But
that's it. What makes you happy.”
The Duchess was disgusted.
When Ethan irst joined the duke, of course she didn't like it.
But the little, greedy child knew how to melt the Duchess's heart.
He couldn't help but love his pretty face and his friendly, polite
manner of speaking.
He was not shy, he was proud, and he knew where he was.
In addition to being smart, he understood the Duchess' words from
an early age.
Sometimes he wished Ethan was his child.
But in the end, another woman's son.
"ma'am… … .”
“Then you wanted me to wear that pretty girl as an accessory? 'The
son of the woman my husband cheated on is so pretty. So it must have
been windy. Ho-ho?”
When the Duke of Bronte tried to convince him, the Duchess opened
her eyes and sarcastically sneered at him.
If you take Ethan to the social world, what will happen is not
uncommon.
Obviously, Ethan will be loved by people.
But at the same time, it will be at the center of rumors.
Ethan is smarter and more handsome than Jonathan, so everyone
will compare him to Jonathan and in late the rumors.
The duchess's son, worse than the bar girl's son.
Isn't it the perfect prey for gossip lovers?
This had to be opposed not only for the Duchess herself, but also for
Jonathan and Ethan.
There is no need to let the sons get caught up in a scandal and light a
ire that is already bad.
But the Duke of Bronte did not give up.
“I know, I know I am ashamed. Still, the princess is looking good!
Then other people don't care... … !”
At that moment, Duke Bronte stopped talking at the sound of the
door.
In the chilling silence that followed, the duke and wife felt ominous
and looked back at the same time.
And the beautiful silver hair and golden eyes re lected through the
cracks in the door.
“Eh, Ethan… … !”
The Duchess panicked and called out his name.
Oh, why didn't you care that it was the end of Ethan's violin lesson!
The Duchess' heart sank.
Meanwhile, the Duke approached the door to appease Ethan.
“Ethan, I just misunderstood… … .”
But Ethan took a step back a little.
And as soon as the Duke of Bronte grabbed the doorknob, Ethan led
from the spot to the room.
“Ethan!”
Ethan didn't answer his father's call and just ran down the hallway
and disappeared.
The Duke of Bronte looked at the Duchess.
“You are so good!”
“It is because of you! Why did you suddenly bring up such a thing... …
!”
“Anyway, I’ll take care of Ethan, so I know that!”
The duke let go of the threat and walked out of the duchess' room
with a nervous gait.
He headed straight to Ethan's room.
Ethan's door was tightly shut.
The duke could open any door in this mansion, but he was afraid to
open this door.
He stood in front of Ethan's door and cleared his throat once.
“Ethan, are you in?”
The Duke of Bronte asked, knocking cautiously.
Ethan, who would normally have answered his father's call, did not
answer.
The quiet silence made the duke even more pitiful.
The peacock wet his tense lips and opened his mouth again.
“I said that story earlier because I was too emotional. it's not the
truth We were ighting, and the words came out harshly for nothing.”
The Duke said to Ethan at the door.
There was still no answer from inside.
“Ethan, this father apologizes. Actually, I plan to introduce you to
people. As my son.”
The peacock moaned and confessed in front of the door.
He became anxious and worried that Ethan might be crying from the
inside.
“Ethan… … Ethan?”
At that moment, the Duke called Ethan's name several times and was
contemplating whether to force the door open or not.
Finally, the doorknob moved.
The door opened with a squeak, the hinge making a careful sound.
And the Duke of Bronte saw.
An angel with golden eyes shed tears.
The appearance of tearing pearl-like tears from her clear eyes
without crying as if she were swarming.
“Oh, Ethan!”
The Duke of Bronte felt like his heart was breaking and hugged
Ethan.
Ethan cried silently in the Duke's arms and spoke with a wet voice.
“… … Are you ashamed of me, Dad?”
“No, Ethan. I'm never ashamed of you."
If there's anything to be ashamed of, it's me, not this kid. The Duke of
Bronte thought.
“Is it my fault that my mother was vulgar… … ?”
“No, Ethan. absolutely not You did nothing wrong.”
“Then why do you keep hiding from me? Why are you two ighting
over me?”
Ethan asked the Duke of Bronte with disbelief.
It's been several years since I was brought to the duke's family, but I
had never of icially introduced it to people, so I had to live with my own
eyes.
A being who hesitates to say his name in front of guests.
There were times when I had to doubt whether the word I love was
real love.
Tears falling from his cheeks, heavier than a block of iron, fell on the
Duke of Bronte's heart, making his chest heavy.
"I'm not hiding you, Ethan. don't promise I'm taking you to the
Countess Duncan's salon this month."
The Duke of Bronte hugged him and said,
If it was the Countess's salon, it was a place where nobles from
around the area would gather and socialize.
Especially this month, there was a concert held twice a year, so the
size of the gathering was bigger.
Besides, Princess Dorothea was also invited.
“Don’t formally introduce yourself to people as my son.”
“Really?”
"okay. You are now a full- ledged Bronte.”
The Duke said to Ethan.
Ethan's tears slowly stopped at that.
The Duke was able to put down his pea-sized sleepy heart when he
saw Ethan who stopped crying.
“And don’t take our words too seriously today. As I was talking, I
made a mistake because my words went out emotionally again. It was
like spitting in each other's faces... … .”
“I know, Father.”
At Duke Bronte's lengthy excuse, Ethan stopped crying and nodded.
“They really care about me.”
Conversely, at Ethan's words, which seemed to soothe the duke, one
side of his chest simmered.
A child who grew up too early, more mature than an adult.
To the Duke, Ethan was a sore inger.
“Yeah, that’s good. Well, let's get a new pair of clothes on before we
go to the salon. You have to greet people in fancy, fancy clothes.”
When the Duke of Bronte laughed, Ethan nodded and smiled faintly.
The smile that spread across her tear-soaked cheeks shook the Duke
of Bronte's heart.
Oh, what sin have we committed to this beautiful and kind child!
Guilt penetrated deep into the Duke of Bronte's heart.
“I love you, Ethan.”
With a sorry and sinful heart, said the Duke of Bronte.
***
“Wow… … !”
As Dorothy put on the dress and stood in front of the mirror, Joey and
Po opened their mouths in admiration.
Seeing Dorothy dressed a little more decorated than usual, they
couldn't take their eyes off them as if they were watching something
strange.
Blue dress with lace. sky blue ribbon. shiny necklace. A little bigger
than usual and colorful earrings.
“Princess! Very pretty!”
“You always say you’re pretty.”
"Right. Because the princess is pretty every day.”
Poe nodded as Joey smiled, revealing his teeth.
Dorothy felt a little better for him.
'Because praise is dangerous.'
There was a time when I thought I was okay with my looks, but at
some point people's compliments started to sound like lies.
Maybe it was after he wasn't loved by Theon.
No matter how prettier he was, he didn't look after him, so there was
only an ugly woman in the mirror who couldn't be loved.
That is why the words of those who whispered that they were
beautiful were always like the whispers of the gods.
However… … Joey and Po aren't the weaklings.
'I guess it's because I treat you well.'
Their praise might be a reward for living a good life, thought
Dorothy.
“I’m going out for a while today, so both of you take it easy. If
anything happens, tell Clara right away.”
“Where are you going?”
“Salon.”
The Salon's social gatherings held periodically by the Countess
Duncan.
I rarely attend social gatherings, but at least twice a year I needed to
show my face as a courtesy.
Especially this month, Mrs. Duncan had sent an invitation to Dorothy,
saying that she had put a lot of effort into preparing the concert.
Mrs. Duncan used to sing as a hobby, and she was going to present a
new song at this concert.
'Social gatherings are tiring... … .'
Dorothy, who doesn't have good memories of social gatherings,
didn't want to sit here today.
However, if you decline the invitation of your wife as a princess,
there will be other things like that the princess despises the Countess
or the Imperial Family is trying to abandon the Countess.
If you want to live a good life, you have to at least do this.
Because I can't live doing what I want to do.
“It’s a salon. Princess, you look like a real princess.”
“I was a princess from the beginning.”
Sadly.
Even thinking like that, I wondered if it was a happy sound when I
thought about the lives of Joy and Po.
Dorothy patted the heads of the two of them once, then moved on.
The sound of shoes, a little louder than usual, climbed into the wagon
across the garden.
Stefan closed the door of the carriage and got on his horse.
Come on, the wagon departed with the sound of a whip.
Dorothy saw Joey and Poe waving arms out of the carriage window.
I already wanted to go home.
***
***
Meanwhile, the back of the salon, where the Countess was preparing,
was noisy.
This is because the news that the piano accompanist at today's
concert had injured his hand in an accident.
It was a minor injury, but today's accompaniment was impossible.
“Jarin has been preparing for several months!”
The Countess was angry at the news that lew on the same day.
“Let’s ind someone else for now.”
“The concert is just around the corner, who the hell are you saving?”
“Someone in the crowd may be able to play the piano… … .”
“There are only people who learn as a hobby, but who can do this!”
The music-loving Countess already knew the level of piano
pro iciency of those she invited.
at that time.
"I… … Madam, if you don't mind, may I play the piano for you?"
The countess turned her head to the unfamiliar voice she asked
politely.
A beautiful silver-haired boy stood where she turned.
The Countess looked at the boy's golden eyes as if possessed.
"you… … ?”
Surely only acquaintances were invited, but who the hell is this
beautiful angel?
The Countess, who had been busy preparing for the concert, had not
paid attention to the new guests.
“I am late to greet you, madam. My name is Ethan Bronte, the second
son of the Bronte family.”
Ethan politely greeted the Countess with a smile.
"iced coffee! Bronte's... … !”
… … handsome bastard?
She had already heard the rumors.
And looking at Ethan's appearance, he thought. I think I can see why
the Duke of Bronte fell for a lowly woman.
'Hmm... … . Doesn't the Duke of Bronte feel sorry for hiding this
handsome son? Haha, if it's a son like him, I'd like to brag about it.'
It was rude to bring a bastard to an invitation, but the Countess
rekindled her interest.
What's more, if it's a handsome kid like this, wouldn't it be welcome
even if he was a beggar?
The countess smiled inwardly and opened her mouth again in a soft
voice.
“But the master of Brontega will play the piano… … ?”
“If only my wife gave me a chance.”
“The song I need to accompany today is Werthven’s <Glory>, is it
possible?”
The Countess asked in a suspicious tone, but never lost her kind
smile.
She was adept at dealing with people enough to hold social
gatherings in the salon.
“Fortunately, it’s a song I practiced every day.”
“The <Glory>?”
Werthven's <Glory> was a dif icult song that required a lot of
practice even for those who could play the piano.
But is this boy already able to play that song?
“I’m a little nervous, but can I show you a demonstration?”
The Countess nodded her head as if possessed by her fresh and
alluring appearance.
What if you hit well and what if you don't?
That lovely boy wants to play the piano.
With the Countess' permission, Ethan sat down at the grand piano
on one side of the salon.
As he sat in front of the black piano, his silver hair shone in contrast.
Just as the black and white keys of a piano harmonize, just sitting in
front of the piano became a painting.
Ethan lightly tied her lowing hair with a ribbon and placed her hand
on the keyboard.
The white nape of the neck exposed under the ponytail, and long,
slender ingers.
With a light breath, he released his hand as he moved his inger over
the black and white keys listed.
A simple note that quickly rises from one level to a higher level and
then goes down again.
However, the clear piano sound was enough to draw the attention of
the people gathered in the salon.
As people's eyes turned to him, Ethan bowed lightly to the audience.
It was just to see if he could play the accompaniment, but people had
already stopped talking and waiting to hear him play.
Ethan, with his eyelashes lowered, leisurely scans the keys and the
score, then presses them deeply with his long ingers.
A sound that was pressed down with weight spread through the
salon, and he began to play the intense introductory part of <Glory>.
As the white, long ingers moved, the stacked tones rushed in like a
tidal wave, but at some point, as if a storm had broken out, her face
changed to a bright and joyful sound.
All of a sudden, people were completely concentrating on his
performance and listening to the music.
'Is this skill coming out at that age?'
You have small hands, how can you naturally digest that range?
It didn't end with precisely pressing the notes, but the strength and
melody of each note were also quite high.
The Countess was enchanted by his playing.
She didn't think it was too much to name Ethan a pianist.
The violins and lutes waiting next to him also began to pile up one
by one in line with Ethan's playing.
Ethan's performance, which started as a light practice, soon turned
into a complete concert.
In less than a few minutes, Ethan had everyone's attention
completely focused on him.
Dorothy also listened to his performance with her ears from afar.
It was similar to the last time I played the violin.
genius. A person greater than memory.
'… … It might have been better for me to become a musician rather
than a prime minister.'
The reason he didn't go down that path despite such a genius was
that he had too much political desire and desire to become a musician.
Besides, there were so many natural talents besides musical talent.
Clearly, Ethan was a person with many charms that could be said to
have been loved by God. If only the origin is excluded.
While Dorothy was immersed in her sentiments, Ethan inished
playing the climax for the last time.
People gathered in the salon poured applause.
Even though I didn't inish the song, it was an enthusiastic response
as if I had inished a song.
“Awesome! Each inger seemed to contain a soul.”
“How dare you hide such a genius until now!”
People praised Ethan and the Duke and his wife.
The Countess was even moved by his performance and wiped her
tears with her handkerchief.
Ethan looked back at the Countess Duncan with a friendly gaze.
“Countess, may I take the accompaniment?”
At his soft question, the Countess smiled and nodded.
“Of course, Master.”
The Countess rejoiced that the young pianist's participation would
make the concert special.
Dorothy took a sip of tea quietly as she watched Ethan sitting in
front of the piano and staring at her.
You still like to be noticed.
It's kind of an atmosphere that shouldn't be interrupted.
Dorothy naturally fell behind people, as she had done in the imperial
palace.
At that moment, his eyes met Ethan, who was attracting people's
attention.
“Princess Dorothea.”
Following Ethan, the eyes of the others were stinging on Dorothy.
The sudden focus of attention puzzled Dorothy as well as Stefan
behind him.
Ethan walked in a straight line to Dorothy across the crowd.
Dorothy seemed to be crushed by the gaze of Ethan getting closer
and closer to him.
Ethan approached with a graceful and aristocratic gait and stopped
in front of Dorothy.
Then he reached up close enough to touch his breath and whispered
in Dorothy's ear.
“I get nervous because people look at me so much.”
His whispers could only be heard in Dorothea's ears.
All I could see were two people whispering close to each other.
“I think I can do better if someone I know comes and sits in front of
me.”
I just did well, but I think I can do better.
Ethan inished whispering and wrapped his hand around her hand as
soft as silk.
His ingers, which had just played the piano, now seemed to play her
hands.
“Can you come over here?”
Ethan, with a tickled smile, pulled her forward from the back of the
crowd.
He didn't even hold her hand tightly, but Dorothy was helplessly
caught in his hand.
Dorothy, who was marginalized in the back, got everyone's attention
and came to the closest position to the piano.
“This is the place that suits the princess.”
He sat down Dorothy, seemingly happy, and secretly met their eyes.
'It's harmful, really.'
If he's not vigilant, Ethan easily slips through the gap.
Before returning, the young girls joked that the only way not to fall
for him was to love others passionately.
That wasn't entirely wrong, thought Dorothy.
Ethan glanced at Dorothy and gracefully stepped on the white marble
loor and returned to the stage.
Numerous eyes watching the two closely.
If it was Ethan that Dorothy knew, this act was probably calculated.
He exhibited his relationship with the princess in front of people.
“Oh, even if not, I was going to have the princess in the front seat!”
The Countess apologized for not escorting the highest princess to
her seat in advance due to concert arrangements.
At the same time, he nodded as he looked at Ethan who had taken
Dorothy in the midst of a frenzy.
“Then let’s inish the rehearsal and of icially start the concert, shall
we?”
The Countess smiled and skillfully cleared the mood.
Soon after, at the Countess' signal, the concert began, and Ethan
slowly pressed the keys with his ingers.
His ingers low smoothly over the listed keys.
Soft hair swaying and swaying with the low.
And his eyes looking down at the score and the keyboard.
Eyes like jewels, half hidden by long, drooping eyelashes.
His ingers illed the salon with a magical melody.
Dorothy's heart tickled at the clear piano sound.
Why? It's de initely an accompaniment for the Countess, but his
performance gets stuck in your ears as if it's the main character.
'I think you should listen to me.'
Even when the Countess started singing, Dorothy couldn't
concentrate because of the piano melody that kept enticing her to
listen.
Was the song <Glory> so sweet?
Was it an honor to the god of love?
Ethan's ingers pounding the keys seemed to caress the listener's
heart.
The tone gradually increased as if tapping the toes and gently
sweeping the legs and thighs up to the waist, navel, chest, and nape of
the neck.
Dorothy held her breath involuntarily, concentrating on the music.
And the sound of a popping explosion made my heart swell.
Then her lips let out a breath.
At that moment, Ethan's gaze, which had only been on the score and
keyboard, lowed to Dorothy.
His eyes, which lowed through the slanted crevice of the grand
piano, grinned.
Dorothy's eyes were a little strange, and she lowered her gaze to her
knees.
Ethan smiled slightly when he saw Dorothy like that, then moved his
gaze back to the keyboard.
***
***
***
***
***
Clara was constantly busy with a sudden call from the imperial
family.
“How could you summon me so suddenly!”
Dorothy and Stefan had already gone up to the islands, and Clara had
to follow them up.
But there was too much to deal with and organize.
“Did you get everything? Queen's book? Is there anything missing?”
Joey and Po were lying in a pile while everyone was moving.
“No, sister. What will we do then?”
“… … I don't know."
Everyone was busy, so no one cared about Joy and Po.
The more they did, the more their anxiety grew.
Like old and unnecessary baggage left here, it seemed that the two of
them would be abandoned here.
“I don’t want to go home, sister.”
“Me too. Don't worry, Po! Even if you ask me to use it as a mop, I will
try to force you to stay here, so please wait for a while.”
“Did the princess abandon us?”
“… … no. It will not.”
at that time.
“Master Ethan?”
Ethan came to visit Dorothy's private palace.
Clara and the people of the detached house welcomed him in haste.
“You must be busy, but I’m sorry for coming.”
Ethan greeted the people of the detached house kindly.
“No, masters are always welcome. But the princess isn't here... … .”
“I know. I have a request from the Princess.”
Then Ethan's eyes turned to Joey and Po on one side.
The two men, who made eye contact with Ethan, stiffened on the
spot like a small animal facing a wild beast.
Joey grabbed Poe's hand for nothing.
I didn't know why my body was tense in front of those star-like
beautiful eyes.
Ethan's gaze returned to Clara after giving them one warning.
“Here is the letter from the princess.”
"Oh!"
Clara accepted Ethan's letter with a smile.
After reading the letter, Clara wiped the tears away from her eyes.
“Our princess, you are also kind… … !”
Of course, Clara would go up to Lampas and serve Dorothy again, but
Dorothy, who took care of the servants of the villa, was just lovely.
She greeted each other by mentioning the names of the manager and
gardener of the detached palace, and even the names of the youngest in
the kitchen.
Clara had the people in the villa return the letter.
And one letter, sealed in another envelope, was about Joy and Po.
“Joy, Poe! The princess is telling you to come up to Lampas too!”
When Clara delivered the good news, the two, who were tense,
jumped and hugged each other.
It's a system! Isn't it the busiest city in the world?
I heard that it is dif icult to get a pass in Lampas, a system where the
emperor lives.
To be able to go to such a city!
Ethan looked down at them, who were noisy and did not it in with
the annex.
His white hands clenched their ists and curled up.
“Thank you so much for delivering the letter, Master.”
Clara and the people of the villa thanked Ethan.
Ethan replied with a smile.
“It’s something the princess asked me to do. Of course I should.”
“If you are not busy, would you like to go inside and have some
refreshments?”
Clara asked, "I can't just let the precious guest go."
Ethan shook his head.
“I’ll just go back. What are you doing alone in the palace where the
princess is not there? I was just here to deliver the letter.”
Ethan politely said hello and left the private palace.
As he was about to get on the duke's carriage, someone caught his
footsteps from afar.
"young master!"
Joy and a small Poe with a good voice came running.
“Thank you so much for sending the letter! Without the master, we
would have been abandoned.”
Joey and Po bowed deeply and said to Ethan.
“And I’m sorry about the last time. At that time, I was so afraid that
the princess would be angry with us... … .”
Joey also apologized for the last handkerchief.
To be honest, Joey didn't really like Ethan until recently.
It was because Ethan made Dorothy angry that day because he was
pushing the snack fruit and so on.
Joey said he hated Ethan for making him behave that way.
“I was really stupid. It's not that I carelessly touch the things of the
princess. Then I got angry at the master who thought of me. But the
mastermind even delivered such a letter for us!”
Ethan quietly looked at Joey, who had said thank you several times
with an excited face.
and.
“You are so lucky.”
A cold voice came from his lips.
"Yes?"
"Don't paint the princess' face."
Ethan let out a cold word and got into the carriage.
The carriage departed without Joey and Po having time to respond,
and the two of them stood in front of the private palace and looked only
at the tail end of the carriage.
"sister… … . Is the master angry?”
Poe grabbed Joey's collar and asked.
Then, Joy put a lot of wind on her cheeks and wrinkled her forehead.
“I can’t say thank you, you’re just pretty trash!”
Joey shouted as he looked at the carriage that was so far away that
he couldn't hear his voice.
***
'It's the day my mother, the Empress, Her Majesty passed away.'
***
“… … Stephan.”
Dorothy, who had been crying profusely, called him, wiping her red
swollen eyes.
Stefan nodded, even though Dorothy didn't say anything.
What happened today meant I wasn't going to tell anyone.
“… … thank you."
At Dorothy's words, Stefan rubbed her hair with a large hand.
"Really."
At that, the corners of Stefan's lips rose softly.
It was subtle, but sweet.
Dorothy thought.
If it wasn't for Stefan, I might have already quit my life.
It wasn't a happy life enough to live twice, and the future I could see
was all black.
“… … Am I lucky?”
After crying for a while, Dorothy asked in a hoarse voice.
Stephan then pointed to the cheek instead of answering.
It was the cheek that was slapped by Carnan.
“… … Is this worse?”
Stefan nodded.
It was a total mess.
Back to this state... … .
'No one will care anyway.'
Clara hasn't been up to the system yet, probably because there's
more work to be done in the separate palace.
Dorothy thought that she had been worried about nothing, and
headed to the remote palace where she was staying.
By the way.
“Princess… … ?”
Why did such a coincidence come about?
Dorothy froze on the spot as soon as she ran into Theon.
Murphy's Law. When things don't work out, bad things happen again.
Theon seemed to be on his way to meet Rey.
He glanced over Dorothy's red cheeks and swollen eyes, and the
Emperor's palace from which she had appeared in a brief moment.
“… … long time no see."
"yes… … . Long time no see."
Dorothy's voice was as low as the sound of an ant.
His head fell to the ground where there was nothing.
“… … Are you okay?"
Theon asked cautiously at Dorothy's appearance.
My heart was pounding and couldn't stand the situation.
"yes. It’s no big deal.”
She tried to smile casually, but what her face created was a bitter
smile.
Theon then rummaged through the inside of his jacket and pulled out
a vial of a cloudy, sticky liquid.
He handed the vial to Dorothy.
“Apply it to the wound and it will be a little better.”
Theon said that while practicing swordsmanship at Episteme, there
are a lot of injuries, so he carries a small amount of medicine.
Dorothy stared at the bottle in his hand, then hesitatingly picked it
up.
The glass bottle with Theon's warmth remained warm.
It was as if the ointment had already melted and soaked into my
hands.
“… … thank you."
“Is there anything I can do to help?”
Theon asked.
His eyes were very kind.
The look Dorothy had long wished for him.
“Enough already.”
Dorothy replied.
***
"your majesty."
“I know, Robert.”
Carnan muttered while resting her forehead.
He couldn't concentrate on his work after Dorothy left.
'Your Majesty that day would have wanted me to die and my mother
to live.'
The words Dorothy looked straight into his eyes and remembered.
What makes those words even more heartbreaking is that Dorothy's
words pierced his heart with precision.
Carnan still wondered what it would have been like if she could save
Alice the day Dorothy was born.
And if Alice could be saved, she would have been willing to endure
the death of Dorothy.
But I didn't want it to be like this.
'When I was kidnapped many years ago, did you want me to die?'
'… … I can still hear the sighs of His Majesty then, as vividly as I can
hear.'
Carnan frowned.
Did I sigh then?
I've only heard that Dorothy woke up late, but was she awake when
he visited?
The kidnapping of the princess was a nationally important matter, so
it was quite troublesome to deal with it.
It could escalate into a diplomatic dispute or weakness, so he tried to
keep the case as quiet as possible.
That could have hurt Dorothy.
'Dorothea Milanaire.'
'You don't have to call me that. Because the name Milanaire has never
felt like a blessing.'
It's been about a hundred years since Prince Fried couldn't control
spirits, but this is the irst time that a child who can't control spirits has
appeared in the Milanear imperial family.
It was a major problem for Milanaire, who had been afraid of
becoming like Fried for several generations.
A sign that Milanaire is leaning.
The irst defective product that shows that the justi ication that the
imperial family must be Milanaire is disappearing.
He couldn't believe that he and Alice had brought the end of
Milanaire.
The child that Alice gave birth to when she died can't control a single
spirit!
It wouldn't be cool if you could handle the spirits better.
So, Carnan turned away from Dorothy even more.
But today I heard Dorothy's voice for the irst time.
What did she think of her life and what she thought of him.
And the reality he faced was more miserable than he had expected.
“As Dorothea said, it would be better for me to be a man.”
Carnan muttered.
"your majesty."
“I know, Robert. It’s all my business.”
“How about paying a little more attention to Princess Dorothea?”
“… … .”
Does it make any sense to come and pay attention?
Carnan was skeptical of Robert's proposal.
“But we can't be like this forever, can we? The fact that Princess
Dorothea is Milanaire will not change until she dies.”
Carnan's sigh deepened at that.
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Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 2
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***
Since then, Dorothy has tried several times to go down to the villa,
but each time she has failed.
Instead, the budget paid to the Palace of Converta has increased
compared to the previous one.
'Do you mean to stay here without thinking of running away?'
I don't want to change the budget.
Carnan's heart was unfathomable.
Dorothy often ran into Carnan while she was at the Imperial Palace.
Unlike before, Carnan is starting to show more interest in Dorothy.
Of course, there was no needless chatter or invitation to tea time.
However, he would take Dorothy with him on important occasions or
send gifts on his birthday.
'I thought you'd be farther away from me, but why... … ?'
Why do you care because I tell you not to care?
Carnan's behavior, like a tree frog, made Dorothy wonder if he was
doing this to torment her.
So, when Dorothy encountered him, she quickly ran out of sight.
The change in his eyes from before was not uncomfortable at all.
Dorothy spent most of her time like a stranger.
He was con ined to his own territory and did not go out unless
something serious happened.
It was ine though.
There was Stefan and Clara, there was Joey and Poe.
Dorothy was content to build her own wall high and stay inside with
the door locked.
Occasionally, Ray would visit Dorothy.
After a few bumps, Ray gradually became more aware.
Talking about episteme in front of Dorothy, asking why she didn't
show off her talents, or urging her to go somewhere was less and less.
Ray would occasionally come to play with Theon when Dorothy was
in a good mood.
The two were very close, and they were famous for sticking together
even in the episteme.
Rey was the starting point for Theon, who was able to accept a
political marriage even if it wasn't love, before returning to turn his
back on Dorothy.
Because Dorothy killed his best friend, Ray.
After Dorothy killed Rey and became emperor, Theon treated her like
an enemy.
Hatred, contempt, ignorance and anger.
Theon gave her another reason to keep Rey alive.
“… … How are you today?”
When he met Dorothy, Theon was always cautious and asking
questions.
Probably because he remembers being slapped by Carnon.
Theon's calm gaze as she looked at her well-being made Dorothy's
heart race.
His skeleton was almost that of an adult, and his height was on the
large side among adults.
His red eyes, since he was a child, were like red wine that had
matured well, a light that would fascinate many ladies.
“You look good these days.”
He was so friendly that it made it dif icult to keep distance.
Rejecting Theon Fried was the hardest thing for Dorothy.
But fortunately, the whole world was not shaken by his word like
before.
I was still excited and excited to see him, but at the same time, I got
used to giving up in moderation.
The days when I feel like crying are getting fewer. The days of
remembering his death are becoming rarer.
Instead, he was illed with gratitude that he was alive.
okay. It's nice to be able to see his face like this.
Dorothy was slowly getting more and more relaxed, and she was
slowly moving away from the past.
“Still, it’s great to have Dorothy. I was a little bored because I was
alone in the Imperial Palace.”
Ray, who had become accustomed to coming to Conberta Palace
where Dorothy was staying, said anew.
“To be bored. busy.”
“There’s a difference between being busy and being bored.”
Ray said that just seeing Dorothy made her feel better.
Because of that, Dorothy did not chase Rey outright when Ray came.
If there's one more reason to let Ray come, it's because Joey and Po
really liked Ray.
“You said you were friends with Dorothy in the villa?”
“Tues, woes, the Crown Prince!”
“It’s Crown Prince Haha, po… … !”
“Joy, you are wrong. It’s not lowering, it’s telling.”
Joey and Po sometimes got confused about the complicated imperial
etiquette, and Dorothy had to correct it.
Joey and Po saw Rey as something out of a legend.
Ray, a kind and kind person, didn't hesitate to put the two of them
together at tea time.
"Come on. Tell me the story of Anastasia Palace.”
Ray has always been like that.
A person with no dignity, no walls, no charisma, unsuitable for the
position of the Crown Prince.
So people who break down social barriers and let people loose.
Dorothy was very dissatis ied with that.
Even now, he thought that his temperament was not suitable for the
role of the Crown Prince and future emperor.
But still, I thought it was okay.
Maybe Dorothy was jealous of Ray's brilliance that everyone could
love.
“Did you make these cookies yourself?”
"yes!"
Ray asked, surprised by the almond cookies Poga brought to tea
time.
"Miraculous. I have never baked cookies.”
“Hey, can I teach you?”
“Is that so?”
Ray laughed softly, and Po shook his head and promised to do so.
"pho… … ! How do you teach the Crown Prince!”
"Ugh!"
Joey glanced at him and poked, and Po looked at Dorothy in a
bewildered way.
Surprised by himself for committing blasphemy, his round eyes beg
for help.
Rei laughed at Po cutely.
"it's okay. Baking cookies is interesting, so I wanted to give it a try.
It’s magical to see lour change like this.”
Rei and Po were proud to speak with the Crown Prince, and were also
delighted by Rey's tender kindness.
“Your Majesty the Crown Prince, you are very handsome.”
Joy couldn't hide her excitement when Ray left.
"okay… … ?”
that idiot?
In Dorothy's eyes, he was just a bright older brother, but in the eyes
of others, he didn't.
Wasn't it pretty popular in Episteme too?
Do people like him more because he is the Crown Prince?
“I think he’s the second most handsome man I’ve ever seen.”
"Second?"
“After that, the master of the duke family.”
Ah, Ethan... … .
Ethan and then Laylanie. It was too much praise for Ray.
It was clear that Rey had a ilter of power on it.
“Is he going to become emperor later?”
"okay."
“Wow, the person who will become emperor ate my cookies.”
Poe admired purely.
The one who will become the Emperor, the Crown Prince.
In fact, Dorothy admired the place very much, much less the two of
them.
“You are sure to become a wonderful emperor.”
At Joey and Po's words, Dorothy stopped holding a teacup.
“… … Yes, right.”
Dorothy nodded and brought the teacup to her lips again.
Dorothy shrugged off her concerns about what would happen if her
two children increasingly liked Ray more than she did.
'Why are you worried? When Joey and Poga become friends with
Ray... … That's good.'
Ray was stronger than Dorothy.
If Joey and Poe have a problem, Ray can be more helpful than
Dorothy.
Carnan doesn't listen to Dorothy, but she listens to Rey.
“Joy, Po.”
"yes?"
"If the… … If you think you want to have Rey, just tell me.”
"yes?"
“I may be able to, but I’ll ind out when I have a seat.”
The place serving Rey is so popular that it doesn't often ill a vacancy,
but if it did, I could gather strength that Dorothy didn't have and help
Joey and Poe.
Then those two will have a stronger background.
But Joey and Poe looked at her blankly, as if they didn't understand
Dorothy's words.
“Why do we have the Crown Prince? We will be with the princess.”
“… … Ho, did you ever hate us?”
said Joey, and Poe asked dazedly.
Dorothy shook her head in surprise at their reaction.
“No, it’s not like that.”
“But why are you sending us to the Crown Prince?”
Poe's voice was cautious, as if frightened.
“I mean, you can do it if you want.”
“… … Do you want us to go, Princess?”
Po's lips trembled, and Joey grabbed Poe's hand.
Do you want to go to Rey?
“… … no."
I also want someone to be by my side.
But Dorothy was always afraid.
that you will become a burden holding someone's ankles.
Then Joey and Poe grabbed Dorothy's arm.
“Then don’t leave us.”
The two of them whispered.
Dorothy stared at the two of them.
Joey and Poe grabbed her hem and supported her, who was easily
shaken by the smallest things.
“… … How can I leave you?”
I'm afraid you'll leave me
At Dorothy's words, the two smiled in relief.
***
One day, as time passed, Dorothy grew taller to the height of Stefan's
chest, and her eyes became more mature and deep.
“Madame, I have something to tell you.”
A maid came in and found Clara, not Dorothy.
Clara looked at Dorothy at the maid's dark expression.
Clara, who had been happily chatting with Dorothy until recently,
stiffened as if she had sensed misfortune.
What's the problem I'm not aware of?
“Go.”
With Dorothy's permission, Clara left the room.
And Clara did not return for a long time.
Is there some serious problem with the palace?
The maids have a manpower problem, or something is seriously
broken... … .
'It won't be a big deal... … .'
Clara is a seasoned maid, so there's no need to worry.
With that in mind, Dorothy didn't really care.
However, I couldn't help but be surprised to see Clara who soon
returned with her eyes swollen and red.
"Clara… … !”
I've been with Clara for a long time, but it's the irst time I've seen
such a miserable expression on her face.
“Princess, I… … I’m really sorry, but can I take a few days off?”
"What's wrong, Clara?"
“That’s because my father passed away… … .”
There was no energy in Clara's voice, which was always strong and
bright.
Clara said that her father, who had been ill for a long time, passed
away this morning.
Dorothy felt sorry for the fact that she had been with Clara for so long
that she had never known anything about her family.
“I’m sorry, Clara. Had I known that my father was ill, I would have
given him a leave earlier... … .”
"no. I didn't know he would die so suddenly. Even if the princess had
given me a vacation, I would have come out.”
Clara laughed weakly.
“Come on, Clara. Don't worry about this one thing and take care of
yourself."
“I’m sorry to see you like this in front of the princess.”
Clara bowed her head.
“I’m sorry, what are you sorry for? Don't mind me and go, Clara."
“Thank you, Princess.”
Clara bowed deeply and left the room.
Although Clara's father doesn't know her face, Dorothy's mood has
also changed.
Father... … . A normal father would be like that.
It is unimaginable for Dorothy, who has no ties with Carnan.
It was she who led the army during Carnan's funeral.
Dorothy called a maid other than Clara.
“Send someone to Clara’s side to help with the funeral.”
No matter how simple a funeral is, there were a lot of things to be
concerned about because it was a matter of receiving mourners and
performing ceremonies.
Dorothy ordered her to help Clara not have to worry about matters
such as money or hospitality.
“And send me a wreath in my name.”
“In the name of the princess?”
Sending wreaths bearing the names of the imperial family was
something that only famous nobles and high-ranking of icials did.
However, it would not be appropriate to send a wreath bearing
Dorothy's name to the funeral of a maid, a mere commoner.
"send. If not this time, when will I send the wreath?”
How many people in Dorothy's life are more important than Clara?
Perhaps the most fervent devotion to Dorothy in this lifetime was
Clara.
“And I’m going to the funeral in person tomorrow.”
“Is the princess herself? But Clara Maid's house is on a street where
commoners live.”
Since he is in the position of serving the royal family, he would be
one of the most prosperous among the common people, but it was a
little too much for Dorothy to walk.
But Dorothy did not easily give up on her will once she had made up
her mind.
“I’m going, so get ready. Prepare a generous amount of condolences.”
***
Clara was not at all sad about the sudden death of her father.
There was no mother, and the older brother was not in a position to
prepare for a funeral.
Clara has to work hard to ind people to help with the funeral, a
shroud and cof in for her deceased father, a tomb, lowers for the
funeral, a priest to pray for, obituaries to friends, and a meal and a place
to entertain the guests who come to the funeral. did.
Fortunately, my father cut off ties with his parents' family a long time
ago, and he didn't have many acquaintances.
'I have so many things to inish by tomorrow.'
Clara thought that perhaps the reason for the complexity of the
funeral process was so that there was no time to mourn over the dead.
As soon as I got up after organizing my to-dos and holding my
complicated heart, someone knocked on Clara's door.
"who are you… … ?”
Has the obituary already reached the neighbor?
Clara opened the door with a heavy heart.
However, in front of him stood the lower court of icials who were in
charge of the ceremonies in the imperial family, dragging the people.
They knew the funeral rites better than anyone.
“Princess Dorothea sent it.”
“The Princess… … ?”
“You must be very disappointed, but please leave the funeral process
and content to us.”
They said that if Clara said she wanted the funeral, then there was
nothing to worry about.
Clara at irst thought they were scammers.
But soon after seeing the round badge given out by the imperial
family, he cast doubts.
It felt as if all of a sudden, the anxiety that had piled up like a
mountain was falling away.
They inquired about Clara's desired funeral and proceeded with it
skillfully.
He sent Clara's obituary letter for him, arranged the house for the
funeral, and helped with all the burial of his father's body.
It progressed so quickly and skillfully that Clara only had to quietly
follow them around.
And the order of choosing the cof in for the father.
“Oh, this cof in is so expensive that I… … .”
Clara shook her head in surprise at the cof in that was recommended
in front of me.
Those who came out of the imperial family did not even pay
attention to the cheap ones, and tried to choose the highest-quality
cof ins that the commoners could use.
The elaborately woven juniper cof in without the use of nails or
metal was too expensive for her, who was preparing for a funeral alone.
These cof ins could be used by merchants who made good money
even among the common people.
Of course, the desire to prepare my father's last cradle for the best
was like a chimney, but practical problems hampered it.
"Do not worry. The price will be paid by the princess. The princess
told me to serve you with the utmost sincerity.”
“Ha, but the princess has helped me enough… … !”
Dorothy had already helped her a lot with regards to the funeral, so
Clara was sorry to get more help.
“The Princess said that Clara’s family is nothing but her own.”
family. At those words, Clara inally burst into tears that she had been
holding back.
she was just a maid
In addition, Dorothy was too mature for her age and had a wall that
was dif icult to reach, so Clara worried that Dorothy was still distant
from her.
Someday you will open your heart to me you will laugh out loud
With that in mind, he served Dorothy with all his heart.
Furthermore, I cared for her with the heart of becoming a mother or
eldest sister.
For Clara, being a 'maid' was not just a job, it was life.
But I never thought Dorothy would do this.
No matter how much I care for the princess, to the princess, I am a
maid.
Even among ordinary nobles, it was rare for a maid to take care of
her household this much.
It's just that I'm grateful for the vacation... … .
Clara felt like she was being cared for again when she had to take
care of Dorothy.
***
According to the custom of Ubera, the funeral took place over a week.
It was to wait for guests from afar.
Clara greeted the guests with deep heartache and fatigue.
All the guests who came to the funeral stopped in surprise when they
saw the wreath placed at the entrance.
It was because the splendid wreath was standing even with black
eyes.
Those who can read letters were even more surprised than that.
The name of the royal family on the wreath, Dorothea Milanaire.
“I worked in the Imperial Household and made a career out of it.”
“You are serving the princess directly.”
“I’m taking good care of my children, so even if I die, I’m happy.”
Those who visited the funeral said that Clara's father would bene it
from his daughter.
And the second day of the funeral.
Clara, who was guarding her father's side, felt the noise outside.
Clara looked out for a moment, curious to see the hustle and bustle of
the late hours, when mourners were rare.
And what she witnessed was the royal carriage.
Dorothy gets out of the carriage, Stefan is following her, and Joey and
Poe, and the people at the Palace of Conberta where Dorothy is staying.
Clara was so startled that she ran outside.
“Princess!”
“Sorry for coming so late, Clara. I thought it would be a nuisance if I
came at a busy time.”
Dorothy was wearing an unadorned black dress and a black hat.
Stefan, who was always wearing a knight's uniform, was also wearing
a black uniform, and so were the others.
Clara's throat was choked again, and the corners of her eyes were
itchy.
“Why did you come all the way here, really… … !”
Clara bruised Dorothy, knowing she shouldn't be doing this to a
grateful mourner.
Thank you, but thank you so much that it was hard to bear.
How the hell are you going to repay this?
Tears were dripping down her cheeks, and Dorothy quietly hugged
her.
Dorothy grew taller and could hold Clara in her arms.
Then Clara fell into Dorothy's arms and wept.
Even forgetting the fact that he had left a precious guest outside.
***
***
Even when I go out on the street, I rarely see people with disabilities.
It was a waste to spend the imperial budget just to help those people.
'There are many other good things, but I'd rather use them there.'
***
A dreadful episteme exam was just around the corner, but Rey was in
a good mood.
'Cute, Dorothy.'
Ray seemed to go crazy because Dorothy was so adorable when he
gave him a hand as if he was looking after him with a sigh even after
grunting.
Hugs or oppas, the small drooping eyebrows are cute whenever they
say things like that, the way he is engrossed with a pen is cute, and he's
cute when he says bluntly, 'Ray!'
'Do you think Dorothy is more open-minded than before?'
He walked out of Dorothy's room and smiled happily alone.
I didn't expect you to accept this offer.
Ray, who was contemplating about her affairs with Dorothy, abruptly
stopped walking.
In front of him hung a portrait of an orphaned woman.
Empress Alice, mother of him and Dorothy.
Ray thought that as time went on, Dorothy's face began to resemble
that of this portrait.
Ray had vivid memories of when her mother died. Even though I was
only three years old at the time.
I didn't see the scene where he died because the adults were blocked
from entering, but the pure white mother's face, lying in the glass
cof in, seemed to be visible when she closed her eyes.
Rey's irst memory.
And new memories that follow those memories.
Her younger sister, Dorothea Milanaire, comes to her mother's place.
my precious family.
Dorothy was very special to Ray, who lost her mother.
The newborn Dorothy was small and fragile, as if torn apart.
Her mother died and Ray was Dorothy's older brother.
'I don't want to lose my family again like I lost my mother.'
It's my brother's job to protect Dorothy.
However, contrary to Ray's wishes, Dorothy grew up exceptionally
quickly and closed the door of her heart as quickly as possible.
Ray tried to knock on the door several times, but Dorothy didn't open
it easily.
Dorothy got angry in unexpected places, and left coldly when it was
okay to laugh.
Ray tried to get closer to Dorothy, but failed every time.
Rather, if Dorothy had been like a normal child of her age, she would
have loved her and gave her her favorite candy.
'Would it have been different if His Majesty had taken care of
Dorothy even a little? If I had told you a little more about Dorothy... … .'
After the Empress's death, Rey also had a hard time dealing with
Carnan.
It became taboo to bring up the events of the day in front of him, and
naturally, I was careful to mention Dorothy, who was born that day.
Even for Rey, Karnon was dif icult to get close to.
Just because he was a prince, he had to follow the path set by Carnon.
The days I cried and studied for the entrance to the Episteme.
Carnan's harshly piercing voice.
The quali ications, responsibilities, duties that the Crown Prince
should possess... … .
For Rey, who prefers to whistle and catch cicadas, the yoke of
authority was dif icult.
At the same time, I was afraid of the strict father forcing me into that
bondage.
When I was young, every time I had dinner with Carnon, my stomach
hurt.
Strangely, when the meal was destroyed, the stomach sprouted like a
ghost. It's not a gimmick, it was really painful.
Fortunately, as I grew older, the strange symptoms gradually
improved.
As the Crown Prince, he received a bigger gift than anyone else on his
birthday and received a grand congratulations, but even that was a
coercion for Ray.
Aren't you supposed to do whatever you want on your birthday?
But why do you have to attend certain events, receive dazzling
congratulations in front of people, and keep boring seats… … .
I want to plant seedlings in the garden, observe insects, and play with
the soil. When I get hungry, I want to pick strawberries that I have
grown myself.
'I wish Dorothy was the Crown Prince.'
Rather, Dorothy was born with the qualities a prince should have.
Smarter and more steadfast.
It would have been better if Dorothy knew how to deal with the Spirit
of Light.
Then I'd quickly hand over the crown to Dorothy and run away like
Dorothy to a country villa like Dorothy!
'Look today! I prepared the work very carefully.'
Dorothy's planning was as systematic as she had taken on such a
large project several times before.
'After all, Dorothy is a genius. How did you prepare yourself for such
a thing in just a few days?'
A smile returned to Rei's face, who had just sighed.
There is no brother in the world more proud than Dorothy.
Rei looked at the portrait of Empress Alice with a smirk.
The eyes of the portrait, who were always staring at the same place,
were looking at Ray.
“It’s a long way from a harmonious family, but I think it’s a lot better
than it used to be. Compared to when she was young, Dorothy is kinder
now. Isn't it?"
Ray said as a joke.
The portrait of the Empress responded with an unchanging, gentle
smile.
***
“A support center for the disabled?”
Carnan, who had kept her eyes on the desk all the time, raised her
head.
Rey stood up straight in front of him.
There was not a single smile on Ray's face.
“Yes, Your Majesty. Ordinary people don't want to let people with
disabilities do what they can. Therefore, even if you have the ability,
you are marginalized from society.”
“It is natural. It’s natural to use people who don’t have problems
rather than people with disabilities.”
“So, you want to leave the imperial family.”
“Are you going to spend the imperial budget on things that aren’t that
important?”
“It will be important to them, Your Majesty.”
“It’s inef icient. That's what you call a waste, a luxury, Raymond."
Beyond inef iciency, the damage is enormous.
Carnan could not lend the imperial name to such a thing.
“Since childhood, you have been easily swayed by sympathy and
emotions. Focus on the more valuable things, Raymond.”
If you want to become an emperor, you have to be able to do those
calculations quickly.
Carnan sternly warned.
In order to win the support of the nobles and run the empire, one
must not work with such an easygoing attitude.
“Isn’t it more valuable to support those in need right now than to
give money to merchants who already have no problems getting a
living?”
“What’s left of supporting them, Raymond?”
A deep wrinkle wrinkled Carnan's forehead.
Even though the killer would have been stunned by him, Rey stared
at Carnan without hesitation.
“The lives of the people will remain.”
Ray's answer had a wick.
He was one of those who could understand why Dorothy would do
this.
But it wasn't Carnan.
“A country cannot move with abstract, plausible words, Raymond.”
“On a budget, it will be enough to save money to renew lowers in
vases in the Imperial Palace every day. The rest of the budget will be
taken care of by me and Dorothea.”
“Dorothea? Did the boy seduce you?”
Carnan's eyes narrowed at the name Dorothea.
“Are you kidding me?”
"He doesn't think of 'Milanaire'. No, I just want to fall for Milanaire.”
"That's because Your Majesty didn't ask Dorothea's will... … !”
“Raymond.”
Carnon calmed his anger and quietly called out Rey's name.
Should the emperor act by asking the little girl's will?
Rei kept her mouth shut at the pressure of silence.
"Don't take Milanaire's name lightly, Raymond."
“I never took it lightly. I said this because I know it's heavy. Because
only that weight can be a strength to help someone... … !”
Because Milanaire can do things that other people can't.
As Rey came out strong, Carnan put down the pen completely in
anger.
It was almost the irst time Rey had ever upset Carnan this much.
Rey hated arguing with anyone, and so was her relationship with
Carnon.
Even if he complained that he didn't want to study, if he wanted to go
against Carnon's heart, he shut his mouth and sat down at the desk
with tears falling down.
“Raymond Milanaire. Are you still not aware of the imperial crisis?”
Raymond kept his mouth shut, but Carnan continued.
“You know that Dorothea can’t handle spirits, right?”
A dazzling light began to gather around Karnan who spoke those
words.
They were the spirits of light that were summoned by Karnan's call.
“You probably know what it means that Milanaire can’t cast spirits.”
"However… … !”
“Your children could be born as incompetent Milanese as Dorothea.”
“Dorothea is not incompetent, Father!”
“It’s incompetent for Milan!”
As Rey raised his voice and countered, Carnon shouted harshly.
Then, the spirits of light scattered in all directions, radiating blinding
light, and then disappeared.
Realizing that his voice had risen, he took one deep breath to calm
the excitement.
Rey clenched her ists under her sleeves as she looked at Karnan like
that.
“If Milanaire fails to command the spirits, the imperial authority will
also be lost. Without the spirit, this Milanaire would be no different
from other nobles.”
In the long history of Ubera, there were those who were aiming for
the throne.
But despite this, it was all thanks to the spirit that Milanaire has been
the one and only imperial family for a thousand years.
symbol of legitimacy. A light that others can't even dream of.
“But even though the Fried family haven’t seen the dark spirits for a
hundred years, it’s been well maintained.”
“Stupid. It is thanks to the Spirit of Light that Freed can be
maintained.”
Because Milanaire, paired with Fried, is alive and well so far.
Because the imperial family, Milanaire, acknowledges Fried's
authority.
Because Milanair denies Freed's authority, she is denying the spirit's
authority, so she still placed Fried's status on a higher level.
Ultimately, a political symbiosis.
"If it weren't for that, Fried would have been stripped of the title of
Grand Duke sooner."
At Carnan's words, Rey bit her lip.
If the imperial family can only be maintained by relying on spirits,
isn't it already incompetent?
he was skeptical
“At this time, will you support the disabled in the name of Milanaire?
Do you want to let even the friends of Milanaire go away?”
“But they are also the people of Ubera.”
“If you want to take care of the people, rather take care of the
disabled. Because their voices are much louder. Don't do stupid things
like chasing chickens to save earthworms."
Carnan taught Rey how to set priorities.
Then Rey bit her lower lip.
“… … Your Majesty is the one who will put a price on the scales even
to the hearts of men.”
As Rey spoke resentfully, Carnon smiled coldly.
“If it’s reasonable and you can convince everyone, then you should.”
***
***
“Ray, are you happy today?”
Theon asked with a puzzled expression.
It was the exam period, but it was the irst time that Ray had a laugh
like that.
Rey, unable to hide the torn corners of his lips, slammed his head
into Theon's shoulder, as if smashed into the shoulder.
“Why, Ray?”
“Theon.”
Theon took a step back from Rey, who was in a strangely happy
mood.
The convexly protruding clown of Rey did not know that it would go
out.
“Dorothy is so cute.”
"What?"
"What do we do? I really want to take Dorothy around the empire.”
“If the princess heard that, it would be terrifying… … .”
“Hey, I really didn’t know why Dorothy was doing this until now. But,
wow, how can a reason be this cute? ha… … .”
Ray patted her forehead and didn't know what to do.
Theon was very curious about what had happened, but decided not
to ask.
If it's something that Ray would call Dorothy cute, it might be a bit
embarrassing for Dorothy.
“Theon, Ray!”
Just then, Julia ran from afar.
She stopped next to the two of them, and, like Theon, looked at Rey
and her eyes trembled.
“Ray, you look good today.”
"good!"
“Are there many branches in the garden?”
"no. I decided to do something fun with Dorothy.”
Rei smiled, revealing her white teeth.
“With Princess Dorothea?”
“Shh, this is a secret, but I and Dorothy decided to make a support
center.”
“Are you a support station?”
“So, it is a place that supports people with disabilities who are
experiencing hardships in life. It’s not just about grants, it can be
vocational education, medical support, or create a community.”
“Is that a big plan?”
“Oh, and there were a lot of people who were disabled and retired
from the military. I plan to provide support for such people as well. It is
still in the planning stage.”
“It’s a plan that I’ve never heard of for a support center for the
disabled.”
Then someone interrupted their conversation.
When Rey turned his head, Nereus was standing there.
“You have a knack for doing crazy things, Ray.”
Nereus looked at Rey and smiled proudly.
Nereus, Prince of Hark, entered Episteme later than his peers due to
problems such as adapting to spirits, but maintained excellent grades.
He was popular for his exotic appearance, and his noble and
aristocratic attitude was highly appreciated among students.
“I can’t tell if it’s a compliment or an insult because you say it’s
absurd, Nereus?”
Ray laughed and said.
Rey was a nice person, but when talking to Nereus, his tongue was
strangely squishy.
“It means doing something meaningless. How many disabled people
are there in the world? Invest wisely.”
Nereus laughed.
“The money of the imperial family is not only used to play scales like
merchants, Nereus.”
Nereus shrugged as Rey responded with a smirk.
“Did His Majesty allow such a thing?”
Can't you just allow such a thing?
Rey also responded with a smile to Nereus' skeptical smile.
“I don’t think the Prince of Hark has anything to do with it? This is
Ubera’s problem.”
He spoke in a close and friendly tone, but in the end, that meant not
to get involved in Ubera's politics.
It was quite an insult to an Episteme student who later had
ambitions to go into politics.
Nereus hardened his face coldly, then smiled and muttered.
“The day will soon come when Ubera will be doomed.”
"what?"
Julia, who was listening to Ray's story sarcasticly, asked with an
anger.
“It’s not wrong. In the imperial family, the price of the spirit is
already being cut off.”
Nereus snapped his inger and a blue spirit hovered around him.
Rei's face, who had been smiling all the time, also hardened.
He was holding Dorothy and laughing at the imperial family.
“Why, am I wrong? She had a very pretty face, but it made me sad.”
Nereus grinned when Rey was infatuated.
Rey clenched his ists and strode towards Nereus.
But Nereus stood calmly without fear.
Because he knew Rey wasn't going to hit him.
Because the ight between the two could escalate into a political or
diplomatic dispute.
And Raymond Milanaire hated quarrels and disputes.
He always chose peace, no matter how much he suffered or lost.
'It's like a coward.'
Unsurprisingly, Rey stopped in front of Nereus and did nothing.
However.
"Even if Dorothy can't handle spirits, she'll be better than you. I heard
that there was a time when I had a ight with Dorothy and lost.”
Rey whispered softly in Nereus' ear.
The ight between Dorothy and Nereus in Cerritian was not good for
diplomacy, reputation, or mutual bene it, so everyone kept their
mouths shut and kept quiet.
Nereus' face turned bright red when he remembered the past that
had been buried like a secret.
“And I don’t know. Hark might be destroyed earlier than Ubera. How
will we know the rise and fall of the world?”
Rey whispered in Nereus's ear and smiled brightly again.
Theon had to hold onto his lips, which was about to come out with a
smile.
“Isn’t that right, Theon, Julie? In fact, who among us might be the irst
to die?”
Ray looked back at Theon and Julie and asked.
"right. Lay. You never know what will happen in the future.”
Instead of Theon, who shut his mouth to hold back his laughter, Julie
answered with a nod.
“So, Nereus. let's live hard It's a waste of time in a life where you
never know when you're going to die.
Rey tapped Nereus on the shoulder and left with Theon and Julie.
***
The plan to establish the support center went more smoothly than
expected.
Fortunately, people did not dislike buildings bearing the name of the
imperial family.
“And above all else, we have to change our perception.”
Dorothy believed that negative perceptions of people with
disabilities were the biggest obstacle to her work.
People used to think that disability was punished for committing
many sins in a previous life, or that God placed a curse on them
because of wrath.
“Anyone can have a disability. accident or getting sick. There is a
difference between disabled people and non-disabled people, wouldn’t
such a statement not persuade you?”
At Ray's words, Dorothy shook her head.
“No one knows that. But you don't realize it until you get hurt."
Healthy people have an implicit belief that they will be healthy for
the rest of their lives.
So, I don't take care of my body when I'm healthy, but I take care of
my body only after I get really sick.
Dorothy didn't blame them.
Even Dorothy made a promise to live a good life only after she had
ruined her life once and returned.
I wish I had lived a good life from the beginning.
“I wish I could make a different image for people with disabilities.”
“Hmm… … . It’s dif icult.”
“You can’t change it overnight, but you should try.”
Dorothy piled thick books in front of Ray.
“Hey, what is this?”
“I’m going to collect stories.”
"story?"
Dorothy nodded her head.
Stories of people with disabilities. A story that has never seen the
light of permeating every nook and cranny of legends and history
books.
Dorothy gleaned stories of people with disabilities from legends and
history books.
Things like a blind prophet, a great hero who lost his leg in war, a
great writer who wrote a great epic with one arm, a clown with a
crooked mouth but the wisest answer, and the story of a fool who found
a treasure that even a king could not ind.
“But how are you going to do this?”
Ray, who was helping Dorothy, asked.
“It’s a story. I need to hear it.”
“Are you going to hear me?”
“… … Ray, did you say you support the playwright William Schiller?”
"uh? yes. Everyone is passionate about sponsoring the art world.”
“I’ll ask you one favor.”
"hug?"
“… … .”
“Okay, I’ll just do it!”
Dorothy stared with her mouth shut, and Ray nodded coldly.
Meanwhile, Dorothy had them carve the story they found together
with Ray in carvings on the exterior wall of the building.
A total of four stories were engraved in such a way that the paintings
engraved in relief by inviting an outstanding sculptor complete the
story by walking along the wall.
The main characters in the paintings on the walls were all beautiful
and majestic.
“… … Will that work, Princess?”
Clara was worried.
What started because of Anton was fearful that Dorothy's name
might be undermined.
“People will just have fun watching it as if they were reading a
storybook. They don't think much of it, or they say it's cool to see that
the level of sculpting is excellent. Bonaroti is a famous sculptor. If it’s
his work, the nobles like it a lot.”
“Then it’s no use, is it?”
It's just like looking at a sculptor's work.
No one thinks about disability.
Then Dorothy nodded.
"okay. you just look casually The story of the disabled.”
"ah… … !”
I don't think it's unfamiliar, I don't think it's different.
Just like reading a story. Sometimes touching, admiring, and thinking
beautiful.
Before her return, Dorothy pushed hard whenever she pursued this
kind of work.
I just shouted that I should do it, and I decided to keep my mouth
shut and follow because this was right.
But now I know.
Regardless of right or wrong, in order for things to be successful in
the end, you have to slowly change people's thinking.
Therefore, Dorothy was also planning to spread the story by making
it into a picture book or illustration.
With the most beautiful illustrations, so pleasing to the eye and fun
to imagine the story.
“I’m going to make it available for everyone to see.”
their story.
Clara's nose twitched as she watched Dorothy's calm and meticulous
plan.
“You must be a real genius!”
“I haven’t done anything yet, Clara. What are you going to do if you
are disappointed later?”
Dorothy said bluntly, but Clara was ine with that.
Even if nothing changes, I am so grateful that there are people who
work hard like this.
***
***
And not long after, one day just before Episteme's summer vacation,
Ray and Theon came to visit Dorothy together.
“Dorothy! Look at this! Look at this!”
Ray ran to ind Dorothy.
In his hand was the report card for the irst half of the evaluation at
Episteme.
"look! I got in the top 50! 49th place!”
Dorothy received the 49th grade report that Ray was proud of.
“Look, did I say I can do it?”
He said to Dorothy in a con ident voice.
'The next time I come, I'll de initely be in the top 50 of the episteme
test.'
***
***
“You two came when the weather was nice. There aren't many days
in a year when Freedia is so sunny. After all, the light always seems to
welcome Milanaire.”
Theon's mother, Archduke Fried, was delighted to be able to show
the two of them the beauty of Friedia.
The Archduke introduced us to Fried Castle and showed us the
rooms where Ray and Dorothy would be staying.
Ray's room was one loor up, and Dorothy's room was down there.
“It will be dif icult to climb up and down because it is a high castle,
but the view will be great.”
In this castle, it is said that the higher the room is, the higher the
person is.
Looking out the window, I could see the foggy land, high mountains,
villages, forests, and lakes as far away as the day was clear.
It was a scenery that could not be felt in the Imperial Palace.
The open scenery opened up Dorothy's heart, and the rainbow in
front of her was amazing.
Dorothy was a little surprised that she was still living her second life
and still had something new.
“Thanks for the invitation, Archduke Fried.”
“It is my honor to have you two who are the future of the imperial
family. Then you can rest before your meal and ring the bell whenever
you need anything.”
The Archduke pointed to the string attached to the side of the bed.
Dorothy nodded, saying yes, and the Archduke naturally stepped
aside.
As the Archduke was afraid to leave, Joey, who was carrying his
luggage, ran back to the window.
“Wow!”
Looking at the scenery of Freedia, Joy shouted.
Stefan's eyes, who were always looking at Dorothy, were looking out
the window as much as now.
“Awesome!”
"I know."
Dorothy agreed with Joey's words.
“I think it’s a really good thing to have the princess.”
At Joey's words, Dorothy fell into thought.
Did the servants and servants who served me in the past think so?
Those who were always watching and lattering, or those who
questioned her legitimacy and criticized her.
Was there any one who thought it was good to serve Emperor
Dorothea Milanaire?
No matter how many times he thought about it, the answer was no.
Even the servants of the Imperial Palace would shake their hands
when serving her.
'thank god… … .'
I was grateful that the people working next to me were happy.
This life is still a little bit, I guess I'm doing well.
Dorothy looked at Joey and smiled a little.
***
***
Dorothy still couldn't forget the red eyes that were trembling and
cursing.
When I close my eyes, I can see Theon, who is about to break, and I
can hear the resentment towards her.
The last curse he left on Dorothy.
Isn't it deceitful and inconsiderate to pursue happiness while
remembering that?
Then Theon grabbed her hand and made her look at him.
Dorothy tried to pretend to be calm, but she couldn't hide her
trembling lips, so she had to bite her tongue.
Then, a touch touched her cheek.
When I lifted my eyes that looked like tears were about to fall, Theon
was in front of me.
Close enough to the touch of your breath.
“It’s the same face now. There are times when my words are like
swords for the princess. I wished for happiness, but the princess has
the saddest face in the world.”
Theon said with a slightly contorted face as if in heartbreak.
He was worried. Dorothea Milanaire.
'ah… … . Theon. You mustn't be so kind to me.'
It felt like someone was clutching my heart.
You can't break me down like this.
Don't shake the heart that you barely hold on to.
But in the end, a tear he couldn't hold back fell down on the pebble.
“Princess… … ?”
Dorothy hurriedly stole the corners of her eyes with her sleeve.
“It’s not sad. Why would you be sad?”
Dorothy said, pushing friendly Theon away.
After holding her breath for a moment, Dorothy smiled brightly.
“Theon, I just had something to give you back.”
Dorothy swallowed her tears and smiled and shook her head.
Then he held out a glass bottle wrapped in a handkerchief in front of
him.
Theon didn't understand what they were for a moment, then realized
that they were the things he had given Dorothy.
"This… … .”
“I was thinking of throwing it away, but I think I have to give it back.”
Dorothy forced a handkerchief and a glass bottle into his hand.
Theon wouldn't even remember, just loat it on the lake, bury it in
gravel, or throw it in the ireplace, but Dorothy was reluctant.
It was sel ishness that didn't want to see my last heart abandoned.
In other words, it was the desire for Theon to deal with his last heart.
“Because it’s yours. you can throw it away I'm sorry I've had you for
so long."
I'm sorry for not giving up on you sooner.
Theon held it and looked at it for a long time.
and.
“You still have this handkerchief.”
Theon laughed.
He remembered the handkerchief he thought he would have
forgotten because it was so trivial.
"ah… … . The handkerchief is a little dirty. The blueberries got
stained, but even after I washed it, it didn’t come off well.”
“It’s a pretty old handkerchief, but it’s clean for that.”
Theon said, looking at the handkerchief soaked in pale blueberry
water.
“And this… … Is it the ointment bottle I gave you?”
To his surprise, he also recognized the glass bottle.
It was a different reaction than Dorothy had expected.
"ah… … yes."
“Why are you giving this to me?”
“It’s a bit like throwing away while organizing.”
I don't want to see them being thrown away in a shabby way while
organizing their minds.
“… … These are the things I gave to the princess, so there is no need
to return them.”
Theon glanced at Dorothy.
“Are you no longer needed?”
Dorothy nodded her head.
"yes… … . I don't think it's necessary now."
I think I'm ready to let you go
I heard kind words from Theon, ished with Theon, licked his lips, sat
next to him.
He wished for my happiness and worried about my tears.
Before returning, I accomplished the little things I wanted to do with
him.
So don't be greedy now.
“It’s yours, so even if you throw it away, I want you to throw it away.”
Theon looked at Dorothy at him and nodded.
"then… … I'll take it right away."
“Thank you, Theon.”
For making me love you endlessly
Look at me so I can inish it.
Dorothy raised her head and smiled.
I thought it would be painful to cut off the ends, but it was more
refreshing than I thought.
I just can't say I love you anymore.
***
The aftereffects of the end with Theon were not as severe as
expected.
It was a little heartbreaking, but I didn't cry and I didn't regret it.
Maybe it was normal.
After his death, Dorothy's life was a process of accepting the end of
her life with Theon.
Perhaps it would be more correct to say that it took too long to
accept the end.
'Well done.'
Dorothy saw the empty spot where Theon's handkerchief had
disappeared.
It felt like something was missing, but it was right.
An empty seat, an empty heart.
“Princess. Princess?”
"eww. yes?"
Clara called Dorothy.
“What are you doing these days? Your mind keeps going somewhere
else.”
Clara pointed to the book Dorothy was holding.
The book that was opened earlier was in upside down type.
It was then that Dorothy hurriedly read the book.
“Yesterday, you rolled up spaghetti and made a ball on your fork, and
this morning, you took a bite out of every cookie Poe made for you.
What happened to Freedia?”
“No, nothing happened.”
“You’ve been like this since you went to Freedia!”
… … Isn't there any after-effects?
“Chief Stefan, tell me. What happened to the princess!”
“… … .”
No matter how much Clara opened her eyes, Stephan's lips did not
move.
Clara sighed, thinking that moving Mount Tai would be easier than
opening Stefan's lips.
“Because it was really nothing.”
Dorothy waved her hands and opened her eyes.
Clara would be worried again if she had her eyes drenched in
thought.
“Isn’t the wolf doing something to the princess?”
“A wolf?”
“Master Theon Fried!”
Clara's bitter touch almost made Dorothy hiccup.
“Well, what happened! Did I tell you to be careful?”
Clara, who was quick-witted, gave her eyebrows a lot of strength and
looked at Dorothy.
Dorothy was a little scared of Clara, who was able to guess it as if she
had been watching from Freedia.
Is this enough to lay a mat on?
“Nothing happened, Clara.”
“Are there human souls lying next to you even though nothing is
happening?”
“Because it’s not like that.”
“When I travel, it is easy to get caught up in the atmosphere and fall
in love. Don’t be swayed by your immediate emotions, and think
carefully about whether Master Theon is a really good person.”
“Because nothing happened. Don't worry though.”
“Hmm… … .”
Clara's eyes narrowed, so Dorothy averted her gaze and pretended to
be reading a book.
Chapter 3
While Dorothea was away for a while, she listened to what the nobles
had to say to Theon.
The nobles said that there was nothing that was not caught in
Dorothea.
There was nothing wrong with what they said.
At that time, Dorothea didn't have a good relationship with her, even
saying that she was making enemies.
To be close to Dorothea like that meant turning most of the nobles
who didn't get along with Dorothea, and even Crown Prince Raymond,
as enemies.
It was an undeniable fact, but Dorothea was angry.
She let out a dry breath and tried to swear at them.
By the way.
As Dorothea was about to step out, Theon, who was with the nobles,
opened her mouth.
At those words, Dorothea stopped on the spot.
my partner... … ?
***
***
***
Dorothea frowned and slowly got dressed and went outside.
“Follow me.”
Robert, who was waiting, stepped forward a little faster.
But the pace of Dorothea following him was as slow as a snail.
It's always dif icult to face Carnan. The air is so cramped that it's
hard to breathe, the feeling of being uncomfortably seated on a cushion
of thorns, and meaningless conversations.
From there, you will answer 'yes, yes' and just nod your head and
come out.
Dorothea wanted to spend as much time as possible, but eventually
reached the Emperor's Palace, the Nesecitta Palace.
As she stopped in front of the Emperor's drawing room, her heart
was already suffocating, and Dorothea took a deep breath.
“Your Majesty, this is Princess Dorothea Milanaire.”
"come in."
The large door that stood in front of Robert's report opened.
Dorothea stepped inside, moving her heavy feet with sandbags tied.
Carnan greeted her while sitting in front of a large table.
“Sit down.”
Carnan pointed to the chair opposite him.
“It’s okay, Your Majesty.”
Sitting is a long time. Dorothea didn't want to see Carnan for long.
"sit down."
I looked at her and said, as if not to make Karnan order twice.
Dorothea, helpless in front of Hwang Myung, had no choice but to
follow his instructions.
Then, as if waiting, the attendant placed the glass in front of her. It's
not tea, it's alcohol.
Having never had a drink with Carnan, she rolled her eyes to igure
out what that meant.
More sinister than having tea with him.
Unsurprisingly, canapes, olives, and cheese were placed in front of
the glass.
Dorothea glanced at the servants on a rather serious side dish. Then
the servant next to him poured red wine into Carnan and Dorothea's
glasses.
The dark purple liquid turned red in the light and fell into the wine
glass.
And the servant set down the wine bottle so that the wine label was
facing Dorothea.
Dorothea looked at the unfamiliar wine label.
The hand reaching for the glass stopped at the name of the label,
written in nice cursive handwriting.
'Why is my name... … .'
Dorothea looked startled, and Carnan opened her mouth.
“Now that I’m about to debut, I can say I’m an adult.”
adult?
“I don’t know if you remember, but I asked you to make wine when
you were young.”
Dorothea realized the identity of the wine named after Carnon.
***
***
***
***
ballroom. Theon and Julia had arrived a little earlier than the others.
“Theon, are you okay?”
Julia asked Theon, who had stopped walking for a moment.
He doesn't show it outwardly, but it's clear that he's reluctant to do
something.
“I’m a little nervous, but it’s okay.”
“Because of me… … .”
Julia regretted that she would choose a partner other than Theon.
"no. It's your debut and it's an honor to be a partner."
Theon smiled and reassured Julia.
“Ray, you said you were going to be late today due to circumstances.
If it's too hard in the middle, let's go out with me, Theon."
Theon nodded at Julia's words.
While the two were talking, people began to gather one by one. A
lively atmosphere quickly permeated the quiet ballroom, and the air
was warmed by pleasant conversations and music from people.
Among them, the door of the ballroom opened again and a new
debutant entered.
Tto-Gak-T-Gak, the hard heel of the shoe resonated on the marble
loor, drawing people's attention.
In an instant, the ball hall became quiet as if the sound of shoes had
swallowed up all the sounds.
While talking, Julia and Theon turned their heads in the sudden
silence.
And then, the two of them come in through the quiet air.
“… … Princess.”
Theon and Julia, like everyone else, were drawn to them.
Wearing a white dress and a white tailcoat, the two were dazzlingly
beautiful.
Every scene in which the door opened and they walked in was
unrealistic.
Dorothea's blonde hair and Ethan's silver hair became gorgeous
accessories on their own.
Dorothea's dress boasted an elegant beauty without any
decorations, and Ethan in a tailcoat created the illusion of a fantasy.
It's just pure white clothes. Was the white color so alluring?
People's eyes shifted as they moved across the ballroom.
Even just walking, the presence of the two illed the ballroom.
The sight of the heads of the nobles turning together along the
trajectory of the two men produced a funny spectacle.
“If those two go to a party or a prom in the future, people will want to
go to the party just to see it.”
Julia looked at the two of them and muttered.
Seeing Dorothea and Ethan side by side gave me a more enchanting
experience than admiring any piece of art.
“It’s been a while since I met Biepistome.”
It was Nereus' blunt twist that woke Theon and Julia from the
illusion.
Similarly, people slowly pulled away from the two of them and began
to open their mouths again.
But they all forgot the previous topic of conversation and talked
about Dorothea and Ethan.
"You're the prettiest and most handsome person I've ever seen."
Julia admired him, and Theon couldn't deny him either.
They are probably the most overwhelming couple among those
gathered here.
It wasn't just the looks that drew attention.
“It’s such a strange combination. Isn't it, Theon?"
Symbols of the fringes that resemble each other terribly.
It was the perfect prey to attract attention and at the same time
become the focus of jealousy, ridicule and gossip.
Already, Theon felt a strange atmosphere lowing through the Debut
Tangte ballroom.
Everyone was on the lookout for Dorothea and Ethan. The two of
them only entered.
“Princess, you must be careful.”
Julia also read the sensitive atmosphere and was worried.
Their sharp, sharp eyes like needles were aiming at Dorothea and
Ethan from all directions.
Such is the symbol of the fringe. Moreover, it is even more dangerous
if it is a beautiful and conspicuous minority.
In order to become mainstream, the mainstream must reject the
non-mainstream. Power can only be maintained by exposing the
inferiority of the mainstream and emphasizing the superiority of the
mainstream.
Theon was particularly concerned about people like Nereus.
Unsurprisingly, the gloomy words that start right away.
"Look Carefully. That cheap dress. You're a princess, but you only
wore a dress like that, didn't you?"
“I don’t have any sociability or social skills, so where are you going to
adjust to the prom? He is locked up in the Palace of Conberta and rarely
comes out.”
“Converta Palace? Was there such a place in the Imperial Palace? I've
never heard of it!”
Dorothea's demeaning words illed them with their superiority.
What a pleasure it is to be superior to the 'Princess'!
Moreover, even with such a gossip, Carnon does not charge with
blaspheming the imperial family.
they know
Long ago, at Raymond's dedication ceremony, when the Duke of
Bronte accidentally hit Dorothea's glass and spilled pomegranate juice
on her dress, Carnan favored the Duke of Bronte over Dorothea.
“I would have been very angry if Ray was there.”
Julia said, looking at the people talking about bad things.
“Everyone is jealous.”
They seem to ignore Dorothea, but in fact, they care about Dorothea
more than anyone else.
If Dorothea was truly 'a being who was 'negligible enough to ignore'
to them, her appearance could not be such a big topic.
Then the music that illed the ballroom stopped. At the sound of the
bell signaling the start of a full- ledged debut Tangte, people stopped
talking and looked up.
Jeonju, announcing the arrival of Emperor Carnan.
The nobility hurriedly found a place that would be most visible to the
emperor and occupied it.
“Aren’t you going, Princess?”
Ethan asked as he watched the people quickly gathering in the
center.
“Go.”
Unlike horses, Dorothea moved very slowly and settled in a
moderately inconspicuous place.
As soon as she took her last seat, the loud music played again, and
the door to the high central stairway of the ballroom opened.
A ray of light poured through the wide open door, and Karnan
appeared with the spirit of light.
Milanaire's blonde hair that shines more beautifully under the light
of the spirit and crystals of light that spread brightly.
The light of the spirit made the emperor's majesty stand out even
more, and it aroused wonder to those who could not handle the spirit.
Dorothea also swallowed bitter emotions when she saw the spirit
she had not seen in a long time.
Then Ethan, who was standing next to Dorothea, whispered.
“It’s the irst time I’ve seen that spirit.”
Oh, I see.
I thought that he must have seen the Spirit of Light before.
“… … What do you think?"
“It’s worse than I thought.”
Ethan whispered in Dorothea's ear.
At that, Dorothea had to hold back her laughter.
“Not much? Are you a spirit from legend?”
“I was thinking of a much more dazzling brilliance than that… … . But
isn't that enough to scatter glitter around it?"
The two lowered their voices and whispered.
Ethan said that he had imagined a blinding, intense halo.
“A little disappointing.”
A faint smile spread across Dorothea's lips, seeing Ethan
disappointed with Carnan.
It's a bad feeling to be jealous and curse at a talent you don't have... …
.
There was someone telling me that the spirit was nothing, so I
couldn't stop feeling better.
***
***
***
Ethan Bronte.
His irst life was full of unnecessary trial and error. I wish I had gotten
stronger a little earlier.
Unfortunately, his irst life was born without knowing how to deal
with people.
I was beaten when Jonathan slapped him on the cheek, and I cried
alone when I tore my favorite clothes and threw my precious shoes
into the pond.
For too long, innocent, in initely foolish.
He lived as a ghost of the Bronte family for a very long time until he
was called 'Angel of Golden Eyes'.
exists but does not exist.
'It's a luxury for a Seochul. Because of that smooth face.'
People talked like that about the ghosts hiding in the Bronte family.
The Duke of Bronte willingly brought the son of a bar girl to the
duke's house and raised him at the duke's residence, and the Duchess
who dressed him in pretty clothes, not his own son, seemed to be
suf icient in their eyes.
But Ethan Bronte, sadly, was terribly human to live as a ghost.
He could not be detached from human life, and he cried and laughed
at one desire.
He stayed up all night and cursed the god who made him live as a
ghost.
I am a human, not a ghost. What they see in admiration of beauty is
not a painting or a statue, but a living human being.
Long unbroken in idelity made the weak boy stronger and stronger.
When Jonathan slapped him on the cheek, when he smashed his
favorite violin, or when he crawls like a dog in front of his friends as a
toy, he never forgot that he was human.
Ethan, who had been suffering from Jonathan, gradually learned how
to survive and sharply grasped his weapon.
And the only chance God gave him.
That day, as usual, I went hunting in the forest with Jonathan Bronte
as 'the master'.
He watched the death of Jonathan Bronte.
***
A horse that was startled by a bird that took off from a steep cliff and
ran wildly.
And Jonathan, who fell down.
Ethan grabbed the reins of the rushing horse and calmed him down.
When the horse was barely tied, Jonathan was nowhere to be seen.
Then, a moan was heard from under the cliff.
“Ugh, Ethan… … !”
Ethan looked down the cliff to hear the sound.
Jonathan was looking up at Ethan, barely holding onto a branch in
the middle.
He urgently called for Ethan and entrusted his life to a small tree.
“Master, are you okay?”
“Shut up, the rope… … ! Do you have a rope?”
Jonathan moaned and asked Ethan.
Ethan had a rope he carried for his hunting snare.
Ethan looked down at him intently.
“Take it down quickly. hurry!"
He said to Ethan angrily.
But Ethan did not go to pick up the rope and looked at Jonathan
quietly.
Jonathan, who had broken his favorite violin, made him crawl like a
dog, made his friends laugh, and swung his ist at him just because he
felt bad, was looking up at him.
Jonathan Bronte, who had always trampled on him, was begging
Ethan for his survival.
“… … .”
“Aren’t you coming soon?!”
Ethan felt bad for a moment at Jonathan's rough prompting.
However, the rope was soon pulled out.
He then tied a rope to a tree near the cliff so that it wouldn't come
loose.
“Baby! Aren’t you going to get it soon!?”
Even though he was trying to tie it up as quickly as possible, Ethan
was worried about tying the rope tightly at the constant swearing.
Then he tied a rope to a wooden pole and threw it down the cliff.
By the way.
“You stupid bastard! You can't reach it!"
The rope barely reached Jonathan.
“You have to throw it yourself, you idiot!”
The distance it would have reached if it had been thrown down
directly from the edge of the cliff. But it was too dangerous.
Standing at the edge of a cliff where the soil is crumbling, that
scrambled body of Jonathan?
Ethan, who was quick to calculate, knew that he, even with poor
swordsmanship, would not be able to withstand his weight and would
fall together.
Moreover, he had no intention of risking his life for him.
“Baby! Get off the line quickly!”
"young master."
Ethan, who was struggling to save him, looked down at Jonathan
quietly again.
Even in a desperate moment, he continued to swear at Ethan until
the end.
“I picked up a beggar and raised him in my family, but he only has a
bad head, he’s useless!”
“… … .”
At Jonathan's swear words, Ethan stood up and turned his back on
him.
"hey! Ethan! Don't come! want to die?! hurry! Do you think your
father will leave you alone?”
“I’ll call someone.”
Ethan turned away from him, savoring the strange feeling that
welled up deep within him.
What should I say? this feeling. This joy that can be felt even when
people are in pain.
Was this how Jonathan felt when he put a piece of glass in the bread
and hurt his mouth? So, did you smile and bite your tongue at that
time?
Ethan seemed to be able to understand Jonathan's feelings for the
irst time.
“Damn it, hurry up! That's better than giving my life to someone like
you!"
And he ran to call the people.
… … probably ran away
His steps were heavy and moving slowly, so it was slower than usual,
but he called other nobles nearby anyway.
There were people pretty close, and when he returned to where
Jonathan was, he was still alive.
Unfortunately.
And inally, three or four men grabbed the rope and hurriedly
lowered the rope to Jonathan.
“Ha, damn it! I have no strength in my arms... … .”
Sweaty, Jonathan grabbed the tree and stretched out an arm that was
barely holding on to the rope.
However, a brief sense of relief called for vigilance.
“Aww!”
Jonathan lost his strength and lost his hand holding the rope.
People were startled by the shriek that echoed on the cliff and looked
down.
Edan also looked down the cliff with the people.
And he witnessed the end of Jonathan.
He said he should be sad because his family died, but Ethan's lips
twitched for some reason.
Ethan did not cry at Jonathan's death, but wept.
“It was an accident, Dad… … . I, I am so surprised... … .”
Ethan said with tears in his eyes in front of the Bronte.
Is this murder?
Was it his fault for bringing people in late? If he had summoned the
man a little sooner, would he have lived?
Well, Ethan didn't mind if Jonathan's death was his fault.
In the end, Jonathan Bronte, who had been tormenting him terribly,
was dead.
There is no longer an enemy of the Bronte family.
“Let’s take Ethan as our successor.”
The Duke and Duchess of Bronte chose Ethan as their successor after
lengthy discussions and ights.
He inally managed to make the ghost of the duke exist under the
human name 'Ethan Bronte'.
He saw this as an important turning point in his life.
And it turned out to be a far greater turning point than he had
anticipated.
Because of that, I was able to meet Dorothea Milanaire.
***
After being recognized as the heir to the duke family, Ethan attended
the Debutant of the Islands Lampas at a later age.
At the ball for the irst time, he was more about joy and
accomplishment than tension and fear.
People paid attention to his sudden appearance, and he knew how to
enjoy it.
After Jonathan's death, he learned a lot and succeeded in winning the
favor of nobles with his humble and kind words.
The noble nobles who were going through were attracted by his
smile, wanted to talk to him, and wanted to dance while holding hands.
Seeing people with such a high nose trying to attract his attention, I
felt a subtle joy. It was fun. Playing with nobility.
If there was a sassy master who plays the violin, he approached him
with a shy tone.
“Because I’m not very good at it… … .”
“Oh, can you play the violin?”
Ethan smiled at the person who was ignoring him who was born as a
bastard and who made his late debut.
“Could you listen to my performance and give me your
impressions?”
"good. Since then, I have been recognized by all the violinists, I
mean.”
When one shudders, he humbly plays the violin.
As soon as his melody spread, people's eyes turned to him again, and
he poured out admiration.
"I… … Is it worth listening to?”
He lowered the violin and asked carefully, and people applauded his
victory.
“No, I mean, did you notice it like that while turning it on like this?”
“I’ve never heard it from other people before… … .”
“The Duke of Bronte has hidden a genius!”
When Ethan was praised like this, the great noble master, whom he
had been sarcastic about before, was lushed with a sense of inferiority
and insult.
After showing his face a few times at the prom, a group of people
followed him.
The young girls who are making a fuss to pick up the handkerchief he
dropped... … .
“Foot.”
Then one day, a short laugh broke his secret play.
Ethan looked away and there was Dorothea Milanaire.
“Oh, sorry for laughing. I think it’s fun to play.”
Dorothea looked at him and waved her hand as if to continue.
caught up For the irst time.
He watched the woman discovering her secret play.
And I soon realized
'A person who is like me.'
The two had many similarities from the past to the present, and from
head to toe.
The two had excellent abilities, but they grew up being treated as
lacking in the family.
As a result, it became a non-mainstream 'non-episteme', but it was
not at all pushed by the people from the episteme.
Their appearance attracted attention wherever they went.
Also, the two had a dream that could not be ful illed.
The lives of two people who are surprisingly similar.
At that moment, Ethan thought that something called 'fate' might
exist.
With Dorothea Milanaire, everything was phenomenal.
Dorothea shone by itself everywhere. I achieved anything with my
own strength, and achieved any achievement with my own strength.
unrealistic person. So more beautiful people.
Finally, Dorothea's beautiful blonde hair and blue eyes became his
favorite colors.
Unfamiliar with swordsmanship, he fell for Dorothea's sword and
indulged in it for several days.
In Ethan's eyes, Dorothea was a perfect person who lacked nothing.
People treated her as a rogue because she couldn't handle spirits
even though she was a Milanaire, but in Ethan's eyes, that was only the
component that made her perfect.
How can you be so perfect even though you can't handle spirits?
A lower that has been cut because it is too beautiful. repressed
talent. So the thorns that grew.
Ethan's eyes could see that.
And just as he recognized her, Dorothea recognized him.
“Work in my palace, Ethan Bronte.”
Without asking his opinion, Dorothea ordered.
But it was so good. Because Dorothea Milanaire.
Ethan willingly went under her without even weighing it.
And while living in the Imperial Palace, he realized. Dorothea cannot
become emperor because of just one spirit.
He was as hard to accept that fact as Dorothea.
The only emperor he could admit was Dorothea. A God-given genius
who cannot be compared to Raymond.
What is the spirit of light?
Dorothea is itself the sun, the moon, and the star that embroidered
the sky.
Therefore Ethan dedicated his all to Dorothea. And thanks to his
support, Dorothea's in luence gradually expanded.
"Why don't you go down to Cerritian, Prince Ethan Bronte."
Raymond suggested to him.
An insidious intention disguised as a polite request.
Ethan scoffed at Raymond's suggestion and took his words as a good
sign.
It means that Dorothea's power is growing enough to make
Raymond wary.
“You are only poison to Dorothea.”
Theon also said so.
Oh, Theon Fried. He despicably took the place of Dorothea's iancé e
and fervently supported Raymond.
As a longtime Raymond friend, he rather grabbed Dorothea's ankle.
Dorothea couldn't even budge about anything related to Theon.
Ethan hated Theon Fried, who became Dorothea's weakness.
How can Dorothea get away from that cowardly Raymond
supporter?
Ethan started digging to ind out everything about Theon.
Everything about Theon was dug up.
Even Dorothea didn't know about Theon Fried's secret secret.
***
He and Dorothea led the army and went up to the Islands of Lampas.
His plan worked hard, and during the funeral, defenseless Raymond
Parr collapsed helplessly.
No, even if I had defended myself, I would have knelt before
Dorothea.
Dorothea, whom he revered, was a good commander, and also saw
the loopholes of Lampas and Raymond.
“You must hurry, Your Majesty.”
“Theon.”
On the last road, Dorothea stopped while climbing the stairs.
The damned Theon Fried once again stood in the way of the great
emperor.
“Don't worry, Your Majesty. Prince Theon Fried, I have put him in a
safe place. So, your Majesty, you just have to look ahead and move on.”
Ethan needed to remove the traps holding the new emperor's ankles.
He opened the palace door himself for the hesitant Dorothea.
“I will bring Prince Fried as soon as the job is done.”
And he was willing to play Theon Fried for Dorothea.
***
However, his dream was shattered little by little but too easily.
“We cannot recognize Dorothea Milanaire as emperor!”
“Dorothea Milanaire is a sinner who usurped the throne!”
A bunch of buggers grabbed the ankles of Dorothea, who became
emperor.
Ethan and Dorothea thought that their wrath would be resolved
through jhana.
Reorganize the inef icient tax system, clear public records,
encourage scienti ic development, or provide relief to the victims.
However… … .
“That is a waste of treasury!”
“It is premature!”
“You must irst look at the people near you!”
damn nobles.
There was nothing easily passed by the opposing voices who
shouted each and every time.
If you cut off everyone's neck and let them sit, they wouldn't be able
to talk like that.
The two of them failed to try something new, and behind the scenes
they accused her of doing everything wrong on the basis of her
justi ication.
In the end, a purge was necessary. It was a process like the fate of the
new ruler.
However, in the process, Dorothea, which had always been strong,
began to crumble.
She was obsessed with proving her authority, her imperial power.
“Is it suitable for the emperor?”
or.
“Is this behavior like an emperor?”
Dorothea asked questions every day.
When you eat, when you dress, when you go somewhere.
With all her nerves on her mind, checking each one, she locked
herself within the con ines of the emperor.
Even if you don't have to, you're good enough as an emperor.
I didn't make you an emperor to see you trapped by their words.
At the same time, even Theon dragged her into the swamp.
“I have to send Theon a present.”
Dorothea, unable to win Theon's heart, can only do things that are
visible to him.
She was obsessively indulged in luxury. to be emperor. And to win
Theon's heart.
Dorothea, who had been shining even alone, was losing its light.
At night, she suffered from insomnia and ate up even her healthy
body.
Day by day, I lost weight, became weary, and became more sensitive.
Ethan couldn't stand watching her dim light.
'This is all because of the Spirit of Light.'
Because there is no Spirit of Light, Dorothea is not recognized as a
proper emperor.
Ethan pondered and found an answer.
“Investigate the Spirit Stone of Light thoroughly.”
The Spirit Stone of Light is a stone called the origin of spirit power.
The stone that the irst Milanere received when she signed a contract
with the Light Spirit King. national treasure of the empire.
According to the records, the spirit stone plays a central role in
connecting the spirit world and the human world.
Historically, when Milanaire possessed a spirit stone, the spirit's
power has been ampli ied several times.
So, the imperial family has maintained the power of a strong spirit
by inserting a spirit stone into the emperor's scepter.
However, about 100 years ago, due to an accident, the spirit stone
was torn to pieces and fell out of the scepter, and its whereabouts were
unknown.
It was after that that Milanaire went down the path of marked
decline.
'With that stone, your Majesty may be able to deal with spirits.'
Even if you can't deal with the spirits, you'll be able to get at least a
cause.
Then people will recognize Dorothea.
Ethan had his servants ind out about the Spirit Stone.
***
However, there was no easy way to ind the spirit stone lost a
hundred years ago.
And at the same time, I found out that there was another person
looking for the Spirit Stone of Light.
“Fried Ball.”
Ethan grabbed Theon, who staggered as he climbed the stairs.
Theon made eye contact with him and hurriedly threw his hand
away.
“Looks like a lot has happened.”
Ethan smiled at Theon's pale, bloodless face.
He was dying day by day with the power of the spirits, who knew
nothing but how to restrain the spirits of darkness from coming out.
Theon leaned against the wall, his face distorted, as it was dif icult to
stand on his two feet.
“How good would it be if you went to your majesty and complained
that you were sick? Then your Majesty will run right away... … .”
“Shut up, Ethan.”
Theon growled through his heavy breathing, but it wasn't a threat at
all. His gloved hands were trembling.
Recently, he even put on gloves to hide his ugly, dry hands, but he
couldn't hide his trembling.
Ethan looked at him with pitying eyes as if he were looking at a stray
cat in the rain.
"You're keeping it a secret to your Majesty... … . I don't understand
why you're doing it for the princess even though you don't love it."
“… … .”
Theon didn't answer, but Ethan read something in his silent eyes.
To Theon, Dorothea was love and hate itself.
He took pity on Dorothea, who was devoted to me early on. The
discrimination she faces, and her abilities that are too great compared
to that.
In Theon's eyes, Dorothea was a wild beast that had become violent
in a narrow cage. A big beast with the power and talent to become the
alpha of the pack.
So, although it is dif icult to call it love, I was able to understand her
to some extent because of her greed and jealousy.
Moreover, she was meek in front of him and was in initely tender. It
looked cute as he smiled broadly like a puppy longing for affection and
tried to get his attention.
So he wondered if he couldn't release the wild beasts that were
trapped inside, but maybe he could take care of them with affection.
Since he was born with abilities in various ields, he expected that if
his angular personality was softened, he would surely play an excellent
role as a member of the imperial family.
Arranged marriage would be ine, and it might be a good life partner.
But when Ethan opened the beast's cage and bit his old friend
Raymond's neck, his hopes vanished.
He madly resented her for killing Raymond. But at the same time, he
also resented Raymond.
His nakedness was a fool willing to give his head to a hungry beast.
He was too fragile to hunt wild beasts.
So Theon knew. It's not that Dorothea killed Raymond, it's that
Raymond was killed by Dorothea.
In this complex despair, he sank into the silence of Fried's motto.
If you pour out your resentment, what will happen?
So all he will do is… … .
“Is the work you asked Julia Young-ae going well?”
Theon found the envelope in Ethan's hand and widened his eyes.
A letter he sent to Julia a while ago.
“You are working in vain. You are looking everywhere for the spirit
stone that has already been broken and disappeared a hundred years
ago. Julia Young-ae is suffering a lot. They seem to be looking for
someone from a distant bloodline of Milanaire who can control spirits...
… .”
"I didn't know you had bad manners, Ethan Bronte."
Theon's eyes blazed red as if looking at an enemy.
It was all because of the dozens of letters I exchanged with Julia.
Julia was the only one who knew Theon's problems, and was also an
old friend who was willing to move for him.
“In order to save Prince Fried, your Majesty would destroy the world
and ind the Spirit Stone, so why don’t you tell your Majesty?”
Ethan gave pretentious advice in a light voice, as if humming.
It was said, knowing Theon would never ask Dorothea a favor.
“Even if I don’t add it, Ubera is already leaning, thanks to you.”
As Ethan said, if Dorothea inds out about his condition, he will try to
save the spirit stone even if it destroys the empire.
So Theon couldn't speak. Because the peace and well-being of the
empire was more important than his dying life.
The empire grew bigger than ever, but as the days went by, the
people's resentment grew and the distrust of Dorothea deepened.
He didn't want to even contribute to Ubera, who was already going
through a period of chaos.
Even if there is a limit to death, I will die in dignity.
“You cannot say that. Shouldn’t the one who enjoys the greatest
bene its of His Majesty’s power live with a grateful heart?”
Ethan grinned and scolded him.
For whom did you buy gold and silver treasures? I'm living like crazy
to give a present to someone, to look good to someone.
If it wasn't for Theon, Dorothea wouldn't have come this far.
and… … would have looked after him.
At Ethan's cold gaze, Theon stood up straight.
“Ethan Bronte. You will end up in the mud together.”
He hated Ethan more than Dorothea, who killed Raymond.
A silver fox who used to set free the wild beasts and did nothing, but
did everything. A cowardly and cunning monster that releases wild
beasts and escorts them.
Should have separated him from Dorothea earlier.
at that time.
“Theon… … !”
Far away, Dorothea, returning from government affairs, found him
and called out his name.
There was a suppressed joy on her face, trying not to show it.
Theon's heart tightened as she could clearly sense her joy. Complex
emotions were twisted and intertwined into a core.
He turned his back to Dorothea, who was slowly approaching him.
Facing her was now impossible for him.
Therefore, he turned away from Dorothea's call and climbed the
stairs.
“Theon!”
"your majesty. I have something to tell you.”
Ethan caught Dorothea trying to follow Theon.
Dorothea meekly captured Ethan.
Even if she followed Theon, she knew that she would only get hurt.
The wounded heart was exposed in her face.
Ethan wanted to hug her like that.
Forget such a person and lean on me. There's a seat for you in the
nearest place.
Ethan stared at her quietly, but Dorothea's eyes were only on the
stairs where Theon had disappeared.
No matter how much he waited, she never looked after him.
So he parted his lips to say something that would hurt Dorothea.
“It seems that Prince Theon has sent another letter to the young girl
Julia.”
And, as he expected, Dorothea looked at him with desperate eyes like
a deer caught in a trap.
Only like this, do you look at me?
Ethan looked at her delicate eyes and said to himself.
“It’s been over ten times already.”
A word that is calm and soft, but with a sharp knife.
Then Dorothea was cut without a single resistance.
Seeing Dorothea fall apart, Ethan felt anger, guilt, love and joy.
I know it's a twisted love He also knows that Dorothea, whom he
loves, is suffering.
But to get her to look at me, looking only at Theon Fried, I had no
choice but to use such a cowardly trick.
“Shall we get Prince Theon’s letter from the middle?”
“No, Ethan. You don’t have to.”
Dorothea closed her eyes in pain.
Ethan thought as he watched her bury her pain in her chest.
Where will my love end?
He already thought he had gone too far wrong, but that couldn't stop
him.
***
***
***
***
“Theon Fried!”
That day, Ethan went to visit Theon.
Theon, who was sitting on the sofa catching the sunlight, looked at
him with a face that gave up everything.
“Did you have to leave your majesty with guilt when you were
nearing death?”
Ethan was angry at Theon for nailing Dorothea's chest.
Had to put the sinner's shackles on Dorothea on the subject of the
day of death? To her who is already suffering every day?
Then Theon looked at him and smiled.
For a moment, Ethan felt as if the string in his head had been cut off.
“You made it all, Ethan Bronte.”
"What?"
"You shouldn't have touched Julia."
Theon muttered with a colorful breath.
He knew it was Ethan, not Dorothea, who killed Julia.
By the way… … But did you do that to Dorothea?
“If you had known, you should have come to me, why, Your Majesty…
… !”
Ethan gritted his teeth, and Theon shook his head.
“That will make you suffer more.”
Theon made a painful expression as if feeling pain, but then smiled
detachedly.
Although he is now debilitated, he is a smart man.
Had he visited Ethan, Ethan would not have blinked an eye.
But if you go to Dorothea, Ethan will feel like he's falling from the sky.
“You have been doing people the way you want them to. Many nobles
have already followed you.”
Theon, who was talking, covered his mouth with a handkerchief and
coughed. There was red blood on his handkerchief.
But Theon didn't care anymore.
"The way you want it… … I'm not going to tell Dorothea anything
about the Dark Spirit."
He had a hazy smile.
Theon knew that Ethan had meticulously hidden the Dark Spirit and
Theon's health from Dorothea until now.
Dorothea was worried about Theon's drying up every day, but Ethan
tried to hide Theon's name in every way.
Dorothea knew that Theon's declining day by day was due to the
death penalty towards Julia.
“What kind of future do you envision after I die?”
Theon smiled faintly and asked Ethan.
That smile made Ethan nervous.
And before Ethan could answer, the son-in-law darkened.
It was a dark spirit.
Could Theon Fried not withstand the power of the spirits? Or are you
trying to fool him?
Ethan fumbled through the darkness to ind Theon.
“Theon Fried… … !”
Trapped in the dark, Ethan tried to calm his fast-beating heart with
anxiety.
A chilling silence in the darkness drove him more and more terri ied.
What are you thinking? Since you have a day to die for, are you going
to make one for your comrades?
Ethan thought a sword might come lying out of the darkness.
But the darkness soon dissipated as if nothing had happened.
Ethan closed his eyes at the sudden brightening of his vision. He was
able to look around only after slowly adjusting to the light.
And Theon was nowhere to be seen.
Ethan instinctively felt ominous.
Obviously there's nothing he can do about dying, so why is he so
anxious?
***
He set aside other things and frantically wandered the palace looking
for Theon.
The garden where he often took a walk and nap, the palace Raymond
used, and the glass greenhouse he destroyed because he could not
control the power of the spirits.
But Theon was nowhere to be seen.
And the irst thing I found was Theon... … .
“Bah, the Emperor just... … !”
He hurriedly ran up to Dorothea's room at the horse of a priest who
had rushed to him.
And what he found was the fallen Dorothea. And on the next loor... …
Theon's body was there.
Ethan thought nothing for a moment, then his head illed with
countless thoughts again.
Theon Fried is dead. It also hangs itself by itself.
***
After some time, when Dorothea woke up, Ethan was there with him.
"your majesty… … .”
He barely woke her up and called her out.
I prayed earnestly for her to open her eyes, but when I met her,
anxiety came over me as a huge wave.
What if she wants to die? How can I comfort her?
Forgetting all his resentment, he thought of Dorothea like a fool
again.
Dorothea opened her eyes, staring into the air with hazy eyes, and
then her lips trembled as if recognizing reality.
And she emptied an empty stomach that had nothing to eat.
"doctor… … ! doctor!"
As soon as Ethan woke up, Dorothea, who was vomiting, urgently
called the doctor.
But the incompetent doctor didn't know how to ix Dorothea.
Dorothea couldn't even eat food. If I ate even a little bit, I would
quickly spit it out again.
When Ethan asked something, he didn't answer.
That cruel silence was as close as walking on a blade, making it
impossible to take my eyes off Dorothea.
“Your Majesty, close your eyes for a moment.”
At Ethan's plea, Dorothea stared into the air like a madman.
She had not slept for several days, and then she lost her strength and
closed her eyes as if exhausted or collapsed.
And when he woke up screaming again, Ethan hugged her trembling
body and wept.
“Your Majesty, it is not Your Majesty’s fault.”
It's not your fault, so please stop. It's all because of my lack. It's all
because I didn't prepare well. It's my fault for greedy for you.
“Your Majesty is the most beautiful and highest emperor in the
world. What are you afraid of?”
He asked Dorothea as if pleading.
I wanted to remind her many times who had forgotten her
outstanding value.
You, who was shining brightly, wanted this place so much. Don't cry
like that person is your life. Come back, not Theon Fried, but Dorothea
Milanaire.
But Ethan wasn't born with the talent to rebuild Dorothea.
Dorothea stayed with the dead Theon Fried forever.
***
Meanwhile, Ethan had to take care of the government on behalf of
Dorothea.
I don't know when Dorothea will make up her mind, but until then,
she must defend her throne.
As the emperor's agent, he put the emperor's seal in place of
Dorothea, and determined the national signi icance.
But even that is just a workaround. Imperial Ubera was barely
maintained by ixing the hole that had been made right away.
Ethan felt despair in the midst of it. The country I wanted to make
with Dorothea was not like this.
State affairs went against his plan from one to ten, and he was facing
the worst.
Other nobles and priests also felt the decline of Ubera's national
fortune.
And inally.
“Now let’s drive out His Majesty the Emperor.”
The agenda was brought up at the high-ranking meeting.
“… … Are you driving me out?”
Dorothea? my only emperor
As soon as Ethan spoke those words, he looked at the high of icials
with a cold, hardened face.
“We cannot leave the tyrant like this. We must establish three
empires.”
“You’re a tyrant… … !”
“Doesn’t the Prime Minister already know?”
The ministers pointed out the window as if not to deny it.
The anger of the people has already been pushed into the inside of
the imperial palace.
A decision was needed to calm that dissatisfaction and overcome the
crisis.
“The responsibility for tyranny rests with the emperor.”
“Only the Emperor?”
Ethan raised one corner of his mouth as if he was plastic.
If Dorothea is guilty, they too. Who were the people who rejoiced
next to Dorothea when she had luxury?
Who was the thief who opposed Dorothea's decision the whole time,
and picked only the ones that were favorable to them?
And now Dorothea can't ill their pockets, so I'll throw them away?
They betrayed quickly as they did not follow them faithfully from the
beginning.
“If the current situation is not on the emperor, who is responsible for
it?”
One offering is suf icient.
If you sacri ice one tyrant, the others will at least be spared.
“If you drive out the current Emperor, what will happen next?”
Ethan asked dryly.
Milanaire no longer exists.
It was because when he was digging for Julia, he killed all the distant
Milanese bloodlines. I was also worried about times like this.
I'm afraid the tyrant Dorothea will be driven out and the yamche
nobility cubs will think of bringing in another Milanaire.
By the way.
“Become Emperor, Prime Minister.”
Unexpected bullshit polluted the dignitary meeting.
Do you want me to become emperor?
“Isn’t it the prime minister who decides all government affairs now?”
Emperor Dorothea's seal, signature, and decision-making authority
were all in Ethan's hands.
Therefore, they decided to hand over the title of the next emperor to
Ethan, even nominally.
'You make your words slick.'
Ethan clenched his ists.
The reason I want to add him is to have an assortment.
After all, they will burn a civil war to regain the throne.
“Who do you think is the reason you are here now?”
Ethan shuddered and asked them.
All those who now ascend to the ranks of the Empire were those who
had driven Raymond out and had risen from Dorothea.
Their political roots were Dorothea.
However.
“The problem is that our roots cannot sustain us.”
They spit out dirty words as if they had a disease that they could only
talk nonsense.
It was unreasonable to expect Dorothea to take care of her faithfully
when she was having a hard time.
After purging all those who spoke open mouths, only those born with
the heart of a bat were left.
“The only emperor to me is His Majesty Dorothea Milanaire.”
At Ethan's oath, the nobles laughed. It was clear that he did not
believe his oath.
Bondi Ethan was well versed in political calculations, so now he is
mistaken for 'humility' to be part of that calculation.
Ethan didn't want to hang out with them anymore.
“It hasn’t even been a few months since Kuk-seo left. But isn’t it
against the law to have such a discussion with your grieving Majesty?”
Ethan said that and left his seat.
'Damn it.'
His white ists were curled up tightly.
If the aristocrats say that, the situation has already reached its limit.
And Ethan was also feeling the limit.
'You just need to ind the Spirit Stone.'
After killing Julia, he was looking for the Spirit Stone based on the
materials she found.
With only the Spirit Stone, Dorothea will be able to regain her
authority. All this downfall was due to the Spirit of Light.
***
However, the uprising of the people quickly swept over the front of
the imperial palace like wild ire spread by a dry wind.
It was not at a level where he could sleep any longer.
The emperor's luxury had long been a rotten matter, and the new
palace he had been building for Theon had long been unpaid, with
construction halted.
In addition, famine and plague that arrived just in time drove Ubera
to death.
“Looking at the condition of His Majesty now, he will not live long
anyway.”
“If you are a tyrant who will die anyway, it is better to execute an
execution than to put the people to sleep.”
Saying so, the nobles looked at Ethan.
As they said, Dorothea was already going to death every day.
Even when she brought her favorite food, lowers, and jewels, she
never smiled.
He whispered sweet words every day to give her a little will to live,
and praised her for her beauty and great talent, but she would not
listen.
Day after day he bumped into an unbreakable wall and hurt him.
And in the end, Ethan had no choice but to accept this end.
Theon Fried wins.
He could no longer stop the tsunami coming from all directions.
“One hour is urgent, Jaesang!”
Dorothea's downfall was imminent.
People say that he is the next emperor, but after Dorothea is gone,
what can I be?
Ethan grew haggard as if he was about to die.
***
The last night before the tyrant's execution.
Finally, he went to Dorothea to hold on to a mirage-like hope.
“Tomorrow, people will come to execute you.”
He exposed the plans of the nobles to Dorothea.
But Dorothea shut her mouth and stared at him quietly. There was
nothing re lected in her hazy eyes.
Did you hear me?
“Aren’t you angry?”
he asked in a trembling voice.
Rather, she would have been angry and furious and would go out
with a sword and decapitate the nobles who dreamed of treason.
But she sat helplessly like a doll with a broken thread.
“Aren’t you going to run away?”
Ethan was angry.
I wanted to grab Dorothea, shake it, and shout that you were about to
die.
I wanted to threaten her, drag her out, and tell her to run away
secretly.
But as Dorothea quietly shook her head, he barely let out a piercing
breath.
“Give me a seat in the bureaucracy. Then I will do anything.”
I don't know what to do, but if he promised me that, Ethan could give
his all to protect Dorothea. If only she would allow her to be with me.
If you allow me to hold your hand at the end of your last.
But Dorothea remained silent like a rock.
“If you don’t give me the seat of Guk-seo, I will become the emperor.”
Ethan threatened Dorothea with evil.
If you don't accept me to the end, I'll turn my back on you.
So… … Accept me if I've really been of any value to you.
Then Dorothea's tightly closed lips slowly opened.
"Do whatever you feel like… … . I can't give you a seat in the state."
As if Ethan Bronte meant nothing to Dorothea, she completely
rejected even his last plea.
Ethan bit his throat tight for a moment. I felt my lips tremble.
"how… … . What the hell is that guy doing?”
He shouted at Dorothea. I couldn't hide my anger and despair.
But Dorothea faced his feelings and just stared at him silently before
opening her mouth.
“Theon… … .”
She paused for a moment and went back into her thoughts.
It wasn't her concern how much Ethan's stomach was boiling, or how
much he looked like he wanted to cry.
And she, who had been immersed in thought for a while, opened her
lips again.
“Theon… … I am myself.”
Her words shook his world.
So I who killed Theon, am I killing you now?
It wasn't wrong. He was the slayer of Theon and the slayer of
Dorothea.
"ha ha ha… … . ha ha ha!"
Ethan couldn't cry, so he burst out laughing as if he had lost his mind.
To you who gave my whole life, I was a murderer.
"like. If this is your choice... … . I will also follow him.”
“… … .”
“Don’t regret it.”
Ethan found out by leaving these words to Dorothea. The person he
regrets the most is himself, not Dorothea.
***
***
“Dorothea!”
She was immediately called to Carnan.
Although the debut tang is not over yet, people's attention has
already been focused on Dorothea.
Carnan looked both embarrassed and angry.
“Were you able to handle spirits?”
he asked, raising his voice.
Dorothea didn't answer, and grabbed the spirit stone in her pocket.
It was the same for her that her thoughts were not organized.
“Dorothea Milanaire!”
Carnan called her again, pondering and not answering.
Dorothea opened her eyes at the loud noise.
“Why did you hide it?”
Carnan asked Dorothea.
“… … It is not hidden.”
“Then you mean that your power suddenly appeared today?”
Dorothea's mouth closed again at Carnan's question.
What should I say?
'If you have this spirit stone, you can borrow my power.'
The contractor is Ethan, but the Spirit Stone serves as a medium for
that power.
As long as she was close to Ethan, at least in the same lampas, she
could summon any number of spirits by borrowing his power through
the Spirit Stone.
***
“Dorothy!”
As soon as she left after meeting Carnan, Raymond ran to her.
“What a surprise!”
He smiled broadly and hugged Dorothea tightly.
“I believed! I hope you have the power of spirits too! Dorothy,
congratulations!”
He congratulated Dorothea several times in an excited voice. I was
so moved that I felt like my throat was choking.
Her power could be a threat to him, so how could he love him so
much?
Dorothea couldn't laugh at his in initely pure and pure joy.
“Let go of this, Ray… … .”
“What do you say to His Majesty?”
“A deal to move my residence to Lenascor Palace.”
"what! That's great!"
Raymond was more than happy with his job.
Lenaskor Palace is one of several palaces used by Empress Alice, and
it is much larger, wider and more splendid than the place where
Dorothea is staying.
After Alice's death, Carnan left her palaces empty for a long time, and
Dorothea illed them.
“Dorothy, did you see the faces of the people when you summoned
the spirits earlier? Especially Nereus' expression. It was really cool.”
Raymond said he didn't know how excited he was to see Nereus'
wide open mouth.
“After you left, everyone was talking about you. Besides, you were
very strong. It’s incomparable to me.”
“… … Raymond. Let me tell you, I didn’t do it because I wanted to.”
Dorothea stopped walking and said to him.
Obviously, Ethan deliberately created the Spirit of Light. Brilliantly
and dramatically as to be seen by people.
Dorothea was worried that the power might provoke Raymond and
Carnan's suspicions.
If you misunderstand it as a political number trying to elevate your
position by displaying your overwhelming power... … .
“I know, Dorothy.”
"What?"
“You looked very surprised.”
Raymond smiled and patted Dorothea's hair lightly.
“No need to worry.”
because I believe in you
His clear eyes spoke.
“… … You are worried.”
No matter how hard it is, the princess right under her has awakened
the power of the spirits, but it's so hard to let go.
“Ugh, of course not to worry! You wolves will run at you like crazy
now. There are a lot of dark-hearted people in the social world, so be
careful, Dorothy.”
"Lay."
“Dorothy.”
Raymond stopped and looked back at her.
“You don't have to be so serious, Dorothy. I just got the power of a
spirit, that's all. Don’t make it complicated.”
He shrugged and smiled at Dorothea, who had hardened.
Then Dorothea found Ethan waiting in the distance.
“That guy… … .”
“Ray, I’ll talk to Ethan for a moment before I go in.”
“… … All right, Dorothy.”
Raymond looked at Ethan once and entered the ballroom where the
debutant was in progress.
As Raymond disappeared, Ethan cautiously approached her.
“Your Majesty… … .”
“Ethan. I do not intend to become emperor.”
Dorothea spoke irst.
Ethan's eyes luttered uncontrollably at him.
“But now the princess is also properly quali ied.”
Ethan grabbed her hand.
Now he could give Dorothea the power that tormented him for the
rest of his life.
She was able to repay the disrespect and contempt she had been
subjected to, and make everyone look up to her.
Now, even if she becomes the emperor, there will be no one to stand
in the way by arguing with legitimacy.
But Dorothea looked at him with calm eyes, as if she had already
made up her mind.
“Ethan, if you remember, you know. I don't deserve it.”
I have already caused many people to suffer once.
Raymond, Julia, Theon, many people, and even Ethan and Dorothea
and them.
But now, pretending not to know about it, closing your eyes, and
greedy for the throne again was unreasonable.
Then Ethan tried to convince her again.
“It was just one failure.”
Anyone can fail once in a while.
You can use failure as a nutrient for better success.
Now that she has all the conditions for success, she just has to move
on... … .
“I’m sorry, Ethan. The weight of the throne is too heavy for me now.”
Dorothea shook her head.
Thinking about the road I had to walk to become an emperor, and the
weight I had to bear after becoming an emperor, I felt like I was
suffocating.
It wasn't that I couldn't do it because of my conscience, but I didn't
have the courage to go down that road again.
Ethan saw Dorothea silently rejecting his wish.
In front of her saying she's sorry, what more can I say?
“… … I knew you would de initely want to become an emperor.”
Because it was like that in my previous life.
Because I was suffering from wanting to have the power of a spirit.
“I thought you would get this power and be happy.”
He was delighted that Dorothea had gained the power of the spirit,
and hoped that he would understand his heart.
But she turned down even the best gift he had prepared.
“… … It was all useless.”
He clenched his ists.
I thought I had done everything I could to give her, but even this was
not necessary for her.
What the hell was I going to give you?
what had to be done for you
Dorothea silently offered the Spirit Stone to him.
Knowing why he gave her the Spirit Stone, she had no choice but to
return it.
She won't listen to his wishes.
“Jung Ryong-seok… … .”
When Dorothea tried to return the Spirit Stone, Ethan shook his
head.
“Someday you will need something.”
There was no need to get it back because it was a stone I found for
her anyway.
The fruit of his futile effort.
He wanted Dorothea to accept that one thing.
And if Ethan Bronte dies one day without leaving any blood, the right
to contract with Lux will pass to her.
As such, Dorothea's blood will become a source of great spirits.
“Because I’ve done such a big deal today, everyone is going to ask the
princess to show her the spirit.”
Ethan asked him to think of it as a revenge for what he had done.
Just then, the bell rang announcing the end of the debut circle.
It was the beginning of the banquet dinner.
Ethan calmly covered his face and smiled.
as if nothing had happened.
“Cake, you have to eat.”
He reached out to his debut partner.
***
"Lay!"
When Raymond returned to his debut ball irst, Julia ran to him as if
waiting.
“What about Theon?”
As soon as Raymond returned, he checked Theon's condition.
The sudden lights-out that occurred during the debut circle was due
to Theon.
Theon, who had been in poor condition since morning, could not
control the power of the spirit that was barely holding on to it and lost
it.
“It’s okay now. It seems to have been resolved thanks to the spirit of
the princess earlier.”
Julia took Raymond to the place where Theon was.
Theon sat tiredly on an old chair on one side of the ball.
“Theon, are you okay?”
"Lay. sorry… … .”
Theon was sorry that he had caused a fuss.
I was trying to hold on until Raymond came, but the moment I saw
Dorothea in her debut circle, I might have relaxed for a while.
"no. Fortunately, not everyone is interested in it.”
“By the way, what about the princess? That spirit's power... … . Are
you really a princess?”
“Yeah, it wasn’t my and His Majesty’s strength.”
"then… … .”
“You said you were moving Dorothy's palace. to a better place. Maybe
someone else will be hired.”
Raymond said as he sat down next to Theon.
Then Julia and Theon looked at each other for a moment before
opening her mouth again.
“Are you okay, Ray?”
"me? what?"
“I don’t know much about the power of spirits, but the power of
Princess Dorothea seemed very strong.”
"right. You will be stronger than your Majesty and me combined.”
Raymond nodded.
Unlike him, who barely summons spirits by leaning on Milanaire's
faded blood, Dorothea's power was strong enough to remind him of the
irst Milanaire.
“So I mean… … .”
Julia hesitated, and Raymond laughed.
“Everyone is worried about me.”
"Of course. Not only me, but everyone gathered at the debut Tangte
is just talking about it.”
"I know what you're worried about, but you don't have to worry
about that, Julia."
“Are you sure that Princess Dorothea is not greedy, Rei?”
“No, I don’t know.”
Raymond shrugged.
The Dorothea he knew was always a cautious and cautious person,
but if he said that he had no desire for the throne at all, it didn't seem
like that.
Because she was always sensitive to Raymond's crown prince and
Carnon's emperor.
Besides, he is smart and has good abilities, so if he has the power of a
spirit, there is nothing strange about becoming an emperor.
“But how are you so carefree?”
Julia tilted her head and asked.
“I don’t know if Dorothy is greedy for the throne, but she knows my
heart well.”
“Your heart?”
At Julia's question, he only smirked.
“By the way, Theon, is it okay if I don’t help you now?”
Raymond turned around.
At that moment, the door to the ballroom that had been closed
opened again. The ballroom, which had been buzzing with the spirit
incident, became quiet in an instant.
It was the re-entry of Dorothea and Ethan.
At the beginning of their debut Tangte, the ballroom was quiet in
their position, but the current silence was quite different from that
time.
Tension, not curiosity or interest.
But Dorothea and Ethan, unchanging, passed the ballroom without
looking at anyone, and stopped in the corner where they had been
standing.
The two didn't even talk to each other, they just stood there with a
somewhat subdued expression on their faces.
The nobles, who thought they would come in with excitement,
looked at the two men standing proudly with their mouths shut and
chattering.
However, they did not have the courage to approach the quiet two
irst, so they were busy looking at each other.
And what broke that strange tension irst and crossed the line.
“It was a very lashy and wonderful debut, Princess.”
It was Nereus Pons.
“You know how to deal with spirits, and you’ve been hiding until
now.”
He was smiling, but it was clear that the judge had been twisted.
“It wasn’t hidden, it was an accident.”
“It’s an accident. He suddenly turned off all the lights and exploded
the spirit of light. It was really, really impressive. It was so bright that it
almost blinded my eyes?”
“… … .”
“The princess’s debut will probably be talked about from generation
to generation in the social world.”
Nereus said in a subtle tone that he couldn't tell whether he was
praising or sarcastic.
As he spoke, the other nobles also approached her, hoping that they
had the courage to do so.
“I don’t know if the princess knows how to handle spirits, so I may
have asked a rude question earlier.”
“After all, there’s no way the princess can’t handle spirits, so she’ll
surprise people with a surprise like this, haha!”
Some even apologized for being rude, others brazenly trusting her.
“What should I do if my debut circle is cut off in the middle… … . It
was just the princess’s turn to shine.”
“It was so beautiful to see the two of you dancing, please go up to the
circle and show it again.”
Her tone, which had been lightly slurred up until now, was now
dressed in humility and was busy paying attention to Dorothea's eyes.
They thought that changing colors as quickly as chameleons was not
rude or unconscionable, but lexible adaptation to social circles.
That might be correct.
Because it was a place where the enemies who drew their swords
quickly became a team, and the person they thought they would be
together for the rest of their lives struck the back of the head.
It's pathetic to expect a consistent attitude from them.
Then the dinner started and drinks and food were brought in.
“Then why don’t we even make a toast to Princess Dorothea?”
When Nereus stared at Dorothea and asked the nobles, everyone
turned to Raymond, who was on the other side.
The eyes begging for permission, asking if I can make a toast for
Dorothea.
'Gee, that's what everyone really thinks.'
Raymond muttered inwardly as his gaze was focused on me.
People understood the relationship between Raymond and Dorothea
as a 'confrontation' as if they had made a promise.
Raymond smiled willingly for Dorothea and picked up a glass of wine.
The nobles cheered and applauded his permission.
In the midst of the noise, Ethan quietly looked at Dorothea.
People have sent congratulations and compliments for her all the
time, but she never spoke up.
She was watching the nobles quietly like a contemplative.
The nobles picked up a glass and illed it with wine, and Nereus
handed the cup to Dorothea.
Dorothea looked at Nereus quietly, and Nereus laughed.
“Everyone is congratulating the princess.”
In the end, Dorothea graciously accepted the cup.
Ethan also took the cup handed to him by the servant who was next
to him and looked at Dorothea's expression.
Obviously, she doesn't like this situation. This situation in which they
change their attitude in an instant and then try to sort things out on
their own.
This situation in which she hastily erased the bad memories she had
suffered and tried to cover it up with laughter as if those memories
were nothing.
“Princess, you are the main character of this toast, so please say
something.”
When Nereus smiled and offered a congratulatory speech, the people
nodded and waited for her to congratulate him.
Dorothea looked at the pretentious glass of wine in my hand and
smiled.
“Everyone, thank you so much for celebrating my work as if it were
your own.”
She quietly took her glass and looked around the people.
"It's such a happy day, so drink only as much as you've ignored me
today."
Having said that, Dorothea drank slowly.
The red wine slowly burned inside her lips, and disappeared without
a drop.
And when she put down her empty glass, people were staring at her,
frozen.
Drink only as much as you neglected Dorothea.
If so, most of the teeth would be able to empty at least one glass, but
strangely, none of the glasses were emptied.
Dorothea smiled as she looked at the nobles, who were in despair.
"just joke. I didn’t expect everyone to be so bright and hardy.”
At that moment, laughter was heard next to Dorothea. Ethan had
been worried about her all the time.
“I will correct it. I wish you as much toast as you congratulate me.”
At Dorothea's words, the hardened atmosphere was inally relieved.
People all congratulated her and drank alcohol.
Ethan looked at her like that and quietly held out a plate of cake.
It was a cake that Poe made.
White whipped cream cherry, blueberry, strawberry and peach were
colorfully mixed.
“When did you get it?”
“As soon as the cake comes out. I kept the fruit in as many different
parts as possible.”
He also had tea in one hand.
I understand cake, but why tea?
Dorothea looked at his tea and he pointed to his still-empty glass.
“The congratulatory speech is so bland.”
“Ah, that… … .”
"just joke. I hate having alcohol on the cake. Can I get you a cup of tea,
too?”
Ethan burst out laughing at Dorothea, who was bewildered.
Dorothea nodded her head in relief.
But, quite by accident, Ethan didn't touch the glass until the end of
his debutante.
***
Even though the debut dance was not over yet, the news that
Dorothea had awakened the power of the spirits spread quickly.
The nobles who attended the debutantte had their servants deliver
the urgent news to their families.
And, of course, Dorothea's work spread to the Imperial Palace as fast
as light.
“Princess Dorothea?”
The knights in the Knights of Brilliance looked at Stefan as soon as
they heard the rumor.
There was no need for an escort driver for the Debutantante with a
separate guard, so he waited in the Imperial Palace until Dorothea's
ball was over.
“They are moving the palace to a bigger place. His Majesty the
Emperor himself ordered it.”
"Wow. You hit the jackpot, Sir Stefan.”
The knights said to Stefan with envy.
As Dorothea's status rises, it is obvious that Stefan's status will also
rise.
“After all, life is one shot. It’s easy to go down to the countryside and
get promoted right away like this.”
The voices of the knights grumbled in Stefan's ears.
Up until now, no one had applied for Dorothea's escort knight
position, and I had ridiculed him for keeping a hopeless, wretched
position, and now his position is comfortable.
Stefan didn't want to respond to them, so he kept his mouth shut and
just quietly took his sword.
Others envy him, but it made no difference to him.
As always, his job was to keep Dorothea's side.
If only there was something a little bit happy.
'The princess has the power of a spirit... … .'
That the person he serves will go to a better place. being recognized
by people.
Stefan wondered if a warm light would shine on her now.
He always wanted Dorothea to have a comfortable seat.
“Sir Stefan, but what do you mean by that? Did the princess have the
power of a spirit?”
On the other hand, Joey did not understand the situation yet and
asked.
It felt good to have the power of a spirit, but I didn't really feel it.
Just because she gains the power of a spirit, it doesn't mean that
Dorothea's personality suddenly changes or she becomes a completely
different person.
Also, something good happened to Dorothea, so why are there so
many unrelated articles?
“… … .”
Stefan looked at Joey quietly, as it was dif icult to accurately explain
the complex relationship.
“Okay, I’ll ask the maid Clara.”
With just Stephan's eyes, Joey knew what he was saying.
Then Stephan, who had been keeping his mouth shut for a while,
spoke up.
“To you too… … It will be a good day.”
“Oh, of course! Our princess is doing well! Anyway, I was thinking of
telling Poe to make an apple pie. We should have a celebration party!”
Joey gave a thumbs up.
'That's not it... … .'
Joey thought of this as just a happy thing to celebrate because
something good happened to Dorothea.
Even though she was still a servant, she didn't even know that maybe
she had a chance to be promoted to an of icial knight.
Stefan shut his mouth to explain a little more.
If you don't know, you don't have to expect anything.
Besides, he looks happy already, so Joey will be happy enough today.
***
After the debut, Dorothea got into the carriage with Ethan.
The noise of the glamorous and bustling debut tang faded away, and
soon only the sound of squeaking horses' hooves and the rattling of
wheels could be heard.
As things that had been disturbed by the noisy party calmed down
one by one, thoughts and emotions slowly moved to one place.
Dorothea to Ethan, Ethan to Dorothea.
However, the two did not speak for a long time.
Ethan looked at Dorothea sitting across from him.
Dorothea was looking at him with her red lips closed, as if she was
holding the words she wanted to say.
She still has a lot to say about the spirits and the past.
But she hesitated.
Ethan knew why.
So I couldn't talk to Dorothea, and I was silent in a space just for the
two of us.
But in the end you have to face it.
“Speak comfortably, Princess.”
Ethan opened the door irst.
Then Dorothea's lips opened heavily.
“… … "Actually, I resent you, Ethan."
Recalling the past that Ethan confessed in silence, emotions became
clearer one by one.
Ethan thought that the story would come out, so he quietly listened
to her complaint.
"If you hadn't hidden Theon's secret, it wouldn't have happened."
Even when she killed Raymond, he knew Theon's secret.
The darkness he encountered when he occasionally visited Theon's
room, and the way he was getting thinner every day, Ethan said was
due to his corporal disease.
The fact that he had cheated on her all his life, and everything that
happened because of it, confuses her.
If he didn't hide Theon's secret. There would have been no tragedy in
my past life.
“… … Why did you come here and tell me the truth?”
Dorothea wondered at the same time as he resented him.
He could have kept it a secret forever.
He could have lied that he discovered Theon's secret after Raymond
died.
No, Ethan obviously should have done that.
Because he was a person who always made up his words to his
advantage and made people on his side.
Because I'm a person who doesn't dare to confess unfavorably.
Even if it was a mistake, too clumsy, too honest, embarrassed
Dorothea.
Ethan looked at Dorothea, who had a question as big as resentment,
and parted his lips.
“Because I saw the princess crumble under the weight of that sin.”
Ethan said.
He didn't want to see her, who was withered day by day.
I couldn't have the con idence to see you again, who chose death
over life, suffering from the cries of the dead every night.
“I wanted you to know that it wasn’t the princess’s fault, that it was
all my fault that I killed Prince Raymond, and that I killed Theon Fried.”
He hoped that his sins would alleviate her sins.
So I hoped to forgive myself and live a life, not death.
He looked into Dorothea's trembling eyes and smiled bitterly.
He didn't really say it, but he knew vaguely.
Maybe today will be the last chance to be with Dorothea.
So, after the debut Tangte ended and I got on the carriage, this
suffocating silence might be foretelling the end.
“It’s not just the princess who has changed from the past.”
Just as Dorothea failed in the life of an emperor, so did Ethan fail in
the life of being loved by Dorothea.
Just as Dorothea killed Raymond and lost Theon, so he killed Theon
and lost Dorothea.
Therefore, just as Dorothea gave up the life of the emperor, he could
also give up the seat next to Dorothea.
for Dorothea.
“If you want to save the princess, you have to save Theon Fried irst.”
he knew
As he confesses his sins, Dorothea will have a chance to capture
Theon.
Dorothea could now impart the power of light to Theon, who was
being engulfed by the power of darkness.
“With the power I gave, the princess will be able to keep Theon Fried
by her side.”
Now Theon will need Dorothea, and will never die of hating
Dorothea.
And Dorothea will live happily.
Theon Fried gave a smile that Ethan Bronte couldn't.
Destined to love Dorothea by giving up on Dorothea.
So, today's debut tang was nothing but the last time given to him.
***
When she arrived in front of the Conberta Palace, Clara and Stefan
were waiting for her.
Judging from the look on his face, it was as if he had already heard
the news about the spirit.
“Princess!”
Clara greeted Dorothea with a voice one tone higher than usual.
“How was your debut?”
“It was ine.”
There was so much going on, but I couldn't explain it.
Dorothea headed inside with the two of them.
By the way.
“Congratulations on your debut, Princess!”
As soon as I opened the front door and entered, small irecrackers
exploded and pollen lew.
Dorothea blinked in surprise, and the people waiting at the front
door smiled broadly.
Po was standing in the middle, holding an apple pie, and Joey was
excitedly shaking the board that read 'Celebration Debut' in the writing
he was used to.
“Princess, I also heard about the spirits!”
“How is it that, without us even knowing it, he treats spirits like
crazy… … !”
They rejoiced in Dorothea's debut as if it were their own job.
Dorothea looked at it and inally burst out laughing.
Today's day was too long and I was tired, and I wanted to run to bed
right away, but there were people who greeted me when I returned
home, so I forgot the fatigue.
“It’s late, but everyone is not resting.”
“How are you resting? It's the princess's wonderful debut day, but we
have to wait!"
On a good day like this, he shouted that he couldn't sleep early.
She was excited to pick the wine she had previously given her as a
celebratory drink.
It was a little strange.
It is the same for the nobles of the Debutant and the Converta Palace
people to celebrate with more excitement in other people's work, so
why are you feeling relaxed and happy now?
“Did you bake the apple pie tonight?”
Dorothea looked at Poe's shiny apple pie and asked.
Po's apple pie had sliced apples on top in the shape of a lower, and
the shape looked just like a bouquet of lowers.
Poe was now a patissier good enough to open a shop.
“I heard that the princess has good news. Chef Reniè re told me to
bake it.”
Poe smiled softly with a face that had not yet fully fallen out of his
breasts.
“Princess, don’t do this, go inside and eat.”
"great."
Surrounded by people, all Dorothea ate from lunch to dinner today
was a glass of celebratory wine and a piece of cake Ethan had brought
before.
Dorothea went with the people to the large parlor table.
Reniè re brought some more cheese and biscuits to accompany the
wine, and Clara brought a few bottles of wine 'Dorothea Milanaire'.
When simple foods were brought up on the table, it became a small
but quite plausible prize.
Dorothea glanced at the table in front of her.
The tables were assorted, but the chairs next to the wide table were
empty.
Only Dorothea sits alone at the table.
She looked at the empty chairs for a moment and then turned her
head.
“Everyone sit down.”
Dorothea spoke to the people standing around her.
Then all the people of Conberta Palace looked at her with a puzzled
expression.
“Are we?”
Do you want me to gossip with the princess? It is against the royal
etiquette.
Besides, the Dorothea they knew liked to eat alone.
It was extremely rare to eat at the same table with other people, and
it was very inconvenient when we had to eat together due to a social
event.
Even when eating with the nearby Raymond and Theon, the amount
of food was reduced by half because of something uncomfortable.
But what if she puts people around the table and eats? Servants who
are not even nobles?
“… … no?"
Dorothea looked at the people with their eyes wide open without
saying a word, and asked, in a sudden dismay.
'Oh, is it uncomfortable to sit with me?'
I just wanted to sit down, so I suggested it, but I thought it might be
dif icult for the person serving it, so I thought it was okay.
“No, it’s not that I hate it, but how dare we do it with the princess… …
.”
“It feels like I’m celebrating by myself, so I want someone to be with
me.”
Dorothea turned to the empty front seat.
Actually, I've been thinking about it from time to time. When you eat
alone at a large table, it would be nice if someone could sit down and
eat with you.
It seemed like it was nothing, but suddenly I had a thought.
That didn't mean he wanted to eat with Carnan or sit with
uncomfortable social aristocrats.
A little more comfortable, friendly, and the people she likes gather…
… A friendly table that you can only see in a book.
"like!"
At that moment, Joy raised her hand, pulled out her chair and sat
down right next to Dorothea.
Clara and the others were terri ied, but Joey didn't mind.
“Po, sit down too!”
Joey gestured and pulled out the chair next to me.
“Sister, that’s against the law… … .”
Poe, who studied the royal law diligently, was restless when he saw
Joy's actions.
“But the princess told me to sit down. It is better to listen to the
above. Besides, when we were young, we even ate together with the
princess!”
When I was in Cerritian, on the irst day I entered the private palace,
Dorothea sat down and ate with me, saying that she would teach me
table manners.
“So it’s okay.”
When Joey tapped the chair, the grapes couldn't resist any longer and
sat down on the chair.
Dorothea thought that Joy had a sense of humor at times like this.
One by one, under Joy's initiative, they sat around the table, and
inally, Stefan sat down.
Then the empty table illed with people.
Just the scenery alone made my heart warm and it felt like it was
mongling.
Dorothea took a knife and cut the pie like a cake.
The pie was cut softly with the sound of a crisp, thin crust cracking.
A slice was removed and transferred to a plate, and the cubes of
candied apples inside spilled out among the savory buttery pastries.
Dorothea cut the pie according to the number of people gathered and
spread it out on a plate.
After pouring wine with Joy's colorful celebration panel next to it, it
felt like a small but pretty party table.
It felt much better to make a place like this than a prom.
“Thank you for congratulating me on my debut.”
“Congratulations on your debut!”
At Dorothea's cheeky greeting, the crowd raised their wine glasses
and shouted.
***
***
How can you keep her from saying that from Theon Fried?
It would be a lie if I said I didn't even have any hope.
He also thought that time might make Theon forget and give him a
chance.
That was the reason why I had just given the Spirit Stone to
Dorothea.
I told Dorothea that I was late because I was waiting for a certain
time... … .
'Actually, I didn't want to give.'
The day I give her the Spirit Stone will be a day of farewell for him.
And now that the Spirit Stone has been handed over to her,
everything he can do is over.
Before long, he had reached the mansion owned by the Duke of
Bronte.
"ha… … .”
He let out a deep sigh.
Inside will be the Bronte and Jonathan.
I won't leave him alone over today's affairs.
Ethan paused outside the mansion for a while, choosing his
emotions.
After taking a deep breath, he opened the door heavily and went
inside, forgetting to re-button his shirt.
“Ethan!”
As soon as he entered, the Duke and Duchess of Bronte ran towards
him.
“Edan, did you and the princess do well today?”
They brought up Dorothea before they even welcomed him.
The Brontë s were not debutants and did not come down to the
Debutantte ball, but they also stopped by today's ball to keep an eye on
young politicians.
“How did you and the princess talk a lot?”
“To be a partner with the princess, you are very proud!”
They put Ethan in front of the door and burst into excitement.
“… … I am a little tired.”
Ethan said softly in response to the pouring questions.
Seeing Ethan's exhaustion, the Duke and Duchess quickly pulled
away from him.
“Oh, yes. just don't do it Come on up.”
The peacocks looked at him and nodded their heads.
Ethan left the two behind and went upstairs.
And when he went upstairs, he found Jonathan waiting in front of the
room.
Ethan sighed as he fully unbuttoned his vest.
"I wish?"
As he approached the door, Jonathan stopped him.
“Get out of the way, brother.”
“You don’t call me the master anymore, do you? It was very big.”
“… … I told you to stay away.”
“You put the princess on your back and now you’re arrogant to the
sky?”
Ethan closed his eyes for a moment and caught his breath as
Jonathan continued to ight.
Perhaps Jonathan was also very upset. I didn't like that he was going
to debut or that he became a partner with the princess, but today
Dorothea got so much attention.
However, Ethan was too tired to take his breath away from him.
“I understand why you are like this, but can we talk again
tomorrow?”
“You, don’t worry about today. okay? It won't change your life if you
do it once with the princess and partner."
Jonathan slapped his chest hard and warned him.
In the end, Ethan could not stand it and opened his mouth.
“… … Don't be fooled by the fact that the older brother is also Bronte's
enemy. If there is nothing else to offer, then we have to protect it.”
“What, what… … ?”
“You have to take good care of yourself. Be especially careful with
'words'.”
To Jonathan, who had only a year left to die from a fall, Ethan gave a
modest warning.
“What did you say to me now?”
“Before you call your parents, get out of the way, bro.”
"this… … !”
“It’s time to learn that if you hit me, the arrow will go back to you.”
Ethan didn't move an eye, even with Jonathan's raised hand.
Downstairs is the Duke and his wife.
Whether slapped or punched, Ethan was ready to call them right
away.
Ethan stared at Jonathan quietly as he grinded his teeth and lowered
his hand.
As Ethan waited quietly, he pulled out of the way.
Ethan left Jonathan clenching his ists behind and slowly entered the
room.
With the help of a servant, he took off his cramped tailcoat and
washed his tired body with warm water.
He tried to wash away these complicated worries together in water.
Now, what should I do?
It seems that this part of my life has ended with this.
regret came
I'd rather try to charge Dorothea.
I thought I'd force myself to hold on to it.
But Ethan Bronte was a coward.
What if his coercive behavior makes Dorothea unhappy again?
What if you ruin the girl who still loves Theon Fried?
Again... … What if I become Dorothea's slayer?
Ethan buried his distorted face in his hands in pain.
Even in two lives, he cannot ind love.
Then, a familiar sensation woke him up.
He had never summoned a spirit, but somewhere he felt the spirit
moving against his will.
'Dorothea... … ?'
It was a strange feeling from the spirit stone.
Ethan opened his distorted face and focused on Dorothea's presence,
which he could feel indirectly.
Although something was not clearly formed, I could feel that
Dorothea was calling the spirits.
Did they get in safely and show off the power of the spirits to the
people of the palace?
My heart, which had just collapsed, is beating violently, signaling that
I am alive.
He tenaciously pursued the strange sensation of being with her.
Does Dorothea feel me?
It seemed like he was spying on Dorothea, but he was excited and
couldn't pretend he didn't know.
But not long after, Dorothea's senses suddenly disappeared.
'no… … .'
He reached out to grab hold of a sensation he couldn't grasp.
Dorothea disappeared like a mirage.
he bit his lip.
But the fact that his power was connected with Dorothea gave me
comfort to live.
***
***
The Bronte family came out after Carnan's audience was over.
“Great, Ethan.”
The Duke smiled as he patted Ethan on the shoulder, who had
successfully impressed the Emperor.
Ethan looked the happiest among the dukes he had ever seen.
“It’s thanks to the two of you who cared for me.”
Ethan said with a pretense smile and turned his gaze to Jonathan
next to him.
He must have been very dissatis ied with his recent audience, so he
was staring at Ethan with a hardened expression on his face.
'After graduating from Episteme, it's time to get pretty excited, but
it's a shame.'
Ethan thought so and smiled at Jonathan as well.
“Thank you too, brother. Thanks to you, I also came to Lampas.”
Jonathan's face was only getting more wrinkled.
“By the way, Ethan, do you know how much you insisted on going to
Lampas when you were young?”
“Am I?”
Ethan pretended not to know what the Duke said.
“I don’t know if Jonathan was envious of going to Episteme, or if it
was strange that I went to and from the Islands, but I said that I wanted
to go to Lampas when I was young.”
The peacock remembered a long time ago. Then the Duchess smiled
and nodded her head.
“I cried and begged you to send me to Episteme, so I had no choice
but to give you permission.”
“Remember?”
Ethan nodded slowly.
A childhood when Dorothea did not come down to Cerritian. He had
asked the Bronte several times with the intention of meeting Dorothea.
He said it was his only wish that he would not be choosy, and he shed
tears and murmured like a child.
Thanks to that, at the age of eight, he was able to leave for Lampas to
take the Episteme exam.
Unfortunately, on the way up to Lampas, there was a wagon accident,
which left him with a broken leg.
Being late for the Episteme exam schedule and being physically
injured, he had to come back down to Cerritian before he could even
reach Lampas.
“I couldn’t pass the exam at that time, so I was depressed for almost
a year and it hurt how much my heart hurt. You acted as if the world
had fallen.”
“How good it is that you came to the Rampas you wanted when you
grew up like that.”
Ethan quietly nodded at the Duke's laugh. The Duchess then opened
her mouth, gently pushing Ethan to stand by Jonathan's side.
“Ethan debuted and Jonathan graduated, and now that we are both
grown-ups, we should not ight and get along well.”
said the Duchess, putting the two of them together.
No matter how much they ight, the only place they can lean on is the
brothers, so we need to help each other and lead the Bronte family well.
'You dream too big, my mother.'
Ethan thought as he answered the Duchess's words with a smile.
She is counting.
The eldest son and her son, Jonathan, will of course become head of
the Bronte family. And Ethan Bronte will marry the princess and
become a member of the imperial family.
In that case, Ethan, who had a connection with the imperial family,
could become a strong support force for Jonathan.
But it could be.
Just by looking at Jonathan's face, who is quelling his anger because
he couldn't spit out swear words, the answer would come.
'I don't think so either. … … I can't.'
He iddled with the brooch in his pocket.
His gaze involuntarily turned to the east.
Conberta Palace with Dorothea.
I came all the way to the Imperial Palace, and it was a pity to go back
without seeing her face once.
"Oh oh! Princess Dorothea Milanaire!”
The Duke of Bronte called Dorothea in a loud voice.
Ethan turned his head like instinct and followed the peacock's gaze.
As he said, Dorothea was there.
As soon as I saw her face, I could barely breathe.
But, paradoxically, my heart was suffocating.
While Ethan was frozen on the spot, the Duke stepped forward and
approached Dorothea.
“Duke of Bronte… … .”
“I was just about to say hello to the princess! Oh, our Ethan is also
here.”
The Duke motioned for Ethan to come quickly and say hello to
Dorothea.
Ethan made eye contact with Dorothea.
“… … Hello, Princess Dorothea.”
“Hello, Ethan.”
After greeting her, Ethan didn't know what to say.
To Dorothea, he pretended to inish the inal end calmly, but he was
not con ident to face Dorothea. And obviously Dorothea would be
uncomfortable with him.
As the two of them looked awkwardly at each other, the Duke of
Bronte opened his mouth with a recalled voice.
“Where did you go from the princess?”
“The Crown Prince asked to see us for a while, so we were on our
way.”
“Haha, you two are really close. Since the two members of the
Imperial Family are so friendly, isn’t it a blessing for Ubera?”
“Not very, very close.”
Dorothea replied indifferently.
Even with her words that sounded like a joke, Ethan's mouth was dry.
The Duke of Bronte looked at the frozen Ethan and chuckled.
“A guy who did well in front of the Emperor, becomes a suk-maek in
front of the Princess!”
Perhaps he thought he was shy in front of the woman he liked, the
Duke of Bronte patted Ethan on the shoulder and smiled.
“Come to think of it, our Ethan wanted to see the princess a lot. If it's
okay today, could you take some time... … .”
"father."
Ethan hastily stopped the Duke of Bronte.
Of course, he wanted to see Dorothea, but he never spoke to or
teased the Duke.
He is making up pretentious words in order to somehow connect
with the princess.
I didn't even know it would put the two of them in trouble.
Ethan still had a hard time talking to Dorothea with a smile. And
surely Dorothea would want to talk to him... … .
"like. I just had a story I wanted to tell. With Ethan.”
"Yes?"
Ethan's eyes widened in response to Dorothea's question.
“Haha, I thought you would.”
The Duke laughed out loud and tapped Ethan's shoulder.
Unspoken pressure to get along with Dorothea.
“The princess seems to only want us, Ethan, so let’s go back for a
while. My wife and I have to go back to Cerritian soon.”
“Yes, you have come a long way to Lampas. May you rest in peace and
die safely.”
At Dorothea's greeting, the Bronte and Jonathan greeted each other
and left.
Ethan looked at the back of the Duke of Bronte and then turned his
gaze back to Dorothea.
“Princess, what my father just said… … .”
“Ethan.”
“Yes, Princess.”
“Let’s go in and talk.”
Dorothea quietly took the lead, and Ethan followed her without a
word.
Ethan had always known about Dorothea, but now he had no idea
what she was going to say.
The two did not speak at all until they reached the Palace of
Conberta.
The only thing he could hear was a muttering noise as he followed
Dorothea.
“Look over there! It’s Ethan Bronte!”
“The master of the Bronte family?”
It was the same when entering Dorothea's palace.
The servants who served Dorothea from Cerritian's private palace
could not keep their mouths shut when they saw his mature
appearance.
"Unbelievable! You have grown so perfectly!”
“Oh my God, are you more handsome?”
Dorothea didn't con irm that Ethan was following, but people's
reactions indicated he was following well.
On the other hand, Ethan looked at Dorothea's back with a irm
expression, even in a situation where he would be delighted with the
people's hospitality.
He nervously touched the brooch inside his jacket pocket.
***
Dorothea arrived at the drawing room and looked at Ethan who was
following him.
“Sit down, Ethan.”
Dorothea sat irst on the parlor sofa, and Ethan sat across from her.
Clara gave them tea and light snacks for them.
“I have something to talk to Ethan for a second.”
At Dorothea's words, Clara and Stephan retreated out of the drawing
room.
As the people retreated, the parlor became so quiet that even the
sound of dust lying could be heard.
Ethan sat still, like a man waiting for orders, not holding a teacup.
Every minute and every second piled up like a heavy pendulum and
weighed on my heart.
Sitting across from him, Dorothea ruled his time, sitting still and
beautifully.
It was he who turned the clock back on Dorothea's life, but it was
Dorothea who made his clockwork turn again.
Whether this time will be joy or sorrow, exactly when that moment
will come upon him.
Only the woman who is silent in front of him knows it.
In the horror of ignorance, the only world he could see was Dorothea
Milanaire.
His world opened his mouth after he swallowed a sip of hot white
steaming tea.
“Ethan.”
His name was called out of her mouth, and the time that had stopped
in silence began to low again.
and.
“I always thought this second life was my punishment.”
Her voice lowed in along with the small sound of setting the teacup
down.
She de ined her life and her time as well.
The times he wanted to present for her, punishment.
“It was always painful. Why am I the only one who came back with
memories? Why can't Reina Theon remember the past? … … How come
I don't even have a chance of atonement?"
Dorothea said to Ethan.
The sin of losing a place to pray for a mistake caught her by the ankle
like a prisoner's shackles.
And every time she ran towards happiness, she asked, hanging heavy
on her ankles.
Do you deserve to be happy, who made so many people unhappy?
Ugly, do you deserve to be loved?
In front of that question, Dorothea was never con ident, and in the
end, she stayed in place, unable to take off her shackles.
I thought I had to endure this life. With a single thought that I will pay
for my sins and put everything right.
Ethan forced his expression to collapse at those words.
Were all his efforts to make her happy in vain?
He just wanted to give her a new life.
I just wanted to give her wings, who had to fall because there were no
spirits, and send her back to her dream. And if I was a little more
greedy, I just wanted to be with him.
But Dorothea is his love, his hard work... … called punishment. no
different from the previous life.
Ethan clenched his teeth and tried to bear the pain of his crushed
heart.
Dorothea looked at Ethan like that.
“But now I have a different opinion.”
Dorothea's voice came in a different temperature.
Ethan raised his eyes slowly with fear.
Dorothea was looking at him. and she told him
“This life was your chance.”
Boom, her words resonated in his darkened heart.
Obviously, there were many days when Dorothea had to swallow her
tears after returning.
I wanted to die again, and I felt resentful every day.
But now he seemed to know.
This life is a new opportunity prepared by Ethan.
It's a chance to know Raymond's sincerity, save Theon, and protect
loved ones like Stefan and Clara, Joy and Poe.
At her words, Ethan's heart throbbed and warmed. He bit his
trembling lips, holding on not to be swayed by his emotions.
But eventually.
“… … Thanks, Ethan.”
At her words, he lowered his head and covered his face with his
hands. She tried to hide her tears in front of Dorothea, but she couldn't
even cover her trembling shoulders.
I have to hide
Frustration that the most attractive gift I could offer, the 'spirit', was
no longer needed for her.
Pain as if my sins had killed Dorothea, who dreamed of becoming an
emperor.
The pain of realizing that my life, devotion, and love were all wrong.
Still, the foolishness of having hope in her words.
Don't let Dorothea ind out about all of that.
She wouldn't love or care about my ugly feelings.
Then, a warm arm wrapped around his trembling shoulder.
A familiar scent lowed into his tears. And her voice whispering in
my ear.
"I'm really sorry."
Dorothea hugged Ethan and said.
In the end, he couldn't hide his tears and poured them down on her
shoulders.
It's not that she's sorry. It's not her fault.
Still, she is swept away by her words.
Dorothea couldn't help but hold Ethan quietly. I never learned how to
comfort her, but when she was in trouble, this was what she wanted the
most.
She decided not to blame Ethan. Now she understands why she's
returned, and she has a new opportunity that Ethan has given her.
***
'We just met. These are really close and I think it would be good to
gift them to someone you love.'
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Chapter 3
Chapter 3
***
“Raymond.”
“… … Yes, Your Majesty.”
“Obviously, he would have asked you to come up with a plan to
increase wheat production in the Barahan region.”
Carnan threw the report Raymond had written down.
“Yeah, changing the variety of wheat will increase it by about 5 tons.”
“Only ive tons.”
Carnan emphasized his shame.
“How many more people do you think it can feed?”
5 tons of wheat can be seen as a large number, but considering the
population of Barahan, whose staple food is wheat, it is less than
expected.
Barahan, in particular, does not have enough land to cultivate wheat
relative to its population. Therefore, it is necessary to handle as many
people as possible on a limited land.
“Even if it is not, the land is insuf icient, and half of it has to be cut off
and played.”
“But the Barahan region has a lot of dif iculties in producing wheat
due to the poor soil. The intellect will have to keep half of it fallow.”
This is the reason why there was no signi icant increase in
production in Barahan.
Since half of the limited plains have to be cut off, the ef iciency is not
good no matter how good the wheat variety is brought and planted.
“Raymond.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
“At least let me ind a way to make it possible.”
Whether you're an experienced farmer or an agronomist, you'll need
some help to ind the answer.
This was Carnan's irst assignment to test Raymond, a graduate of
Episteme.
“… … I see, Your Majesty.”
Raymond shut his mouth and quietly walked out of Carnan's room.
After graduating from Episteme, he had to focus on running the
empire in earnest.
But Raymond didn't always go smoothly. Broken, scolded, and wrong.
This was the case even though he was con ident in his ield.
I did a lot of research and seek advice to ind the right wheat variety
for the Barrahan land.
'… … It's probably because I'm immature.'
Raymond bit his lower lip.
“Your Majesty, next, we have an appointment with Marquis Dmitry.”
"I know."
Without a moment to be depressed, Raymond moved on busily.
I thought graduating from the hellish episteme would give me room
to breathe, but it wasn't.
Carnan had tightened him up to be more mindful, and nobles from
the provinces who had come from the provinces for their debut were
lining up to meet the Crown Prince, who had of icially entered the state
affairs.
Because of that, Raymond has only slept two or three hours a day for
the past few days. Should I say I'm glad that I could close my eyes that
much?
'It's been a week since I haven't been to the garden.'
After graduating from Episteme, my schedule was full, so I couldn't
even say hello to the garden.
The only thing I stopped by a week ago was to take a look around, but
the servants were in charge of taking care of the crops.
'I really hate to work.'
He wanted to take a nap in the cool shade next to the garden.
Or play with Theon or Julia, or go to meet Dorothea who has
awakened a spirit. If only I could give you a rest for just an hour.
“Your Majesty, your expression.”
"okay."
When he looked tired, the assistant next to him pointed it out softly.
Raymond opened his mouth once and took a deep breath.
“The Crown Prince is served.”
When the door opened, the people inside stood up to meet him.
“Long time no see, Marquis Dmitry.”
Raymond walked in, smiling as usual.
***
***
The south wall of the irst loor of Lenaskor Palace is made of glass.
Thanks to this, when the sun rises, a bright light illuminates the inside,
so there is no need to turn on the lights.
The soft sunlight penetrated the white tie bag tied to the window
curtain, the round wooden table of maple, the unlit candlestick, and the
gold frame of the teacup illed with black tea.
“How much free time is this?”
Raymond leaned back against the soft backrest, thrilled with the
leisurely tea time he had with Dorothea.
He leaned comfortably on his neck and back, which had been
standing upright, and melted softly on the sofa.
“Because that’s how you rest.”
“When you come here, you rest while looking at your face.”
As if it was not worth responding to his words, she lowered her eyes
and drank the tea leisurely.
Raymond stared intently at Dorothea, unable to stop smiling.
“Before, you and I hated doing this.”
“Are you doing this?”
“I am not a prince.”
He pointed at himself, languidly, with his ingers.
There was nothing like the dignity of the Crown Prince in him now.
“Do you remember how iercely angry I was?”
Raymond smiled and brought out an old story.
When he was ten years old, he saw how he was trembling ahead of
the opening ceremony and how distasteful he was.
I followed her up after being kicked out of the banquet hall and heard
a loud voice telling her to keep her seat like a prince. I heard nagging
about playing with dirt in the garden.
Besides that, Dorothea was dissatis ied with his bright and innocent
attitude in the trivial daily life.
“It’s about when.”
“It’s only been a few years, Dorothy.”
Raymond chuckled, making fun of Dorothea, who wanted to pretend
not to know.
As he said, she once thought that emperors and princes had to be
perfect.
But now I know. Strict authority and dignity are not the only answers.
The act of con ining herself to protect her authority and dignity may
have made Dorothea a tyrant.
The compulsion that everything should be perfectly imperial gnawed
at her and made her forget the essence of being an emperor again.
So, Dorothea thought it was okay for Raymond to give up his
authority and rest in front of her family. Because both the Emperor and
the Crown Prince need room to breathe.
As Dorothea watched Raymond drooping, he jumped up again and
sat straight down.
“Ugh, I really want to rest, but I can’t rest comfortably now.”
He sighed as if some trouble had disturbed him during the break.
“Is there anything that bothers you?”
“There is still work to be done.”
"assignment?"
“Your Majesty asked us to ind a way to increase wheat production in
the Barahan region, but I can't think of any more. I must have
exhausted all my mental powers looking for wheat varieties.”
Raymond washed his face and shook his head.
“No, I don’t think like this when I’m with you. I don't want to... … .”
“Isn’t it dif icult to make Sampoje because the intellectual power is
weak there?”
“Yeah, even after pouring compost, half of it needs to be rested for a
year before it can be cultivated. In the worst case, I would have to take
two years off.”
Even farmers who have lived in the area for a long time have raised
their hands and feet.
Dorothea thought about it for a moment, then spoke up.
“I heard this a long time ago, but I heard that in some countries,
crops are rotated without emptying the land.”
“Is there no fallow land?”
“It’s about inding crops that consume different intellect and turning
them around. Planting onions in the spring, barley in the fall, and
soybeans the next year, so that the land can be turned non-stop.”
“Oh, right! I've heard of it too.”
“Can’t density do that? Especially in Barahan, the land is barren, so
they will do a lot of livestock, but they can even grow crops for fodder.”
"right! It seemed to me that wheat was growing well in the land
where the turnips were grown!”
“… … Did you grow turnips and density?”
At Dorothea's question, Raymond turned his gaze away and suddenly
pretended to drink tea and savor the incense.
How seriously have you been farming?
“I won’t say anything. Relax.”
At Dorothea's words, he barely smiled shyly.
“But why didn’t I think of that and was obsessed with the breed? I am
disquali ied as a farmer.”
“You are not a farmer.”
“Uh, um… … . But would it be said that it hurts your self-esteem for
not thinking of what you, who have never farmed before?”
“I also learned a lot about farming in writing, didn’t I?”
As most of the common people are farmers, agriculture is the
foundation of the country, so it is natural to study hard and learn.
If farming experience alone could increase the production rate, the
farmers would have already done it.
Research and experience are different, and coming up with an idea is
different.
“Anyway, thank you, Dorothy. Thanks to you, I got the hang of it. It will
take some time to ind the answer.”
The corners of Raymond's lips rose happily.
'No matter how you look at it, I think it would be better if Dorothy
succeeded to the throne than me, but if you talk about it again, you'll
hate it.'
He thought as he looked at Dorothea sitting in the sun. I wish my fate
had changed.
Dorothea as the older sister, and Raymond as her younger sister. If
that was the case, we would have been able to live where we wanted
and show our abilities to the fullest.
The reason Dorothea hates talking about the throne so much is
because she knows that the throne is burdensome and dif icult? You
don't want to do Dorothea?
If so, it is correct that he, the older brother, bears this burden. Just
because it's hard, you shouldn't hand over the burden to your younger
brother.
“Right, Dorothy. Your Majesty has asked me to help you get used to
the spirits.”
"I do not need. I'll take care of it, so you don't have to worry about
me."
“I’m doing this because I want to take care of you.”
He wanted to spend time with Dorothea as an excuse for taking the
spirit class. Using the spirit class as an excuse, I skipped some boring
schedules... … .
“Then come play when it’s convenient for you. Class is over.”
“Really, Dorothy?”
Raymond asked with a broad smile.
So far, I've only come here a lot, and I'm starting to like it again.
"ah… … . I'm thinking about grabbing the sword again these days, or
maybe some help."
"really… … You want to hold a sword with me?”
Raymond looked at Dorothea with a dazzling look in his eyes.
“You can’t do it if you don’t like it.”
"no! why don't you like it! good!"
After graduating from Episteme, I didn't have enough time to grab a
sword, but it was a good suggestion for Raymond.
***
Ethan stayed in the mansion and repeated his hesitation.
I went back and forth in the room, sat down on the sofa, then walked
back to the window and grabbed the curtains and looked at the streets
of Lampas.
It was all because of Dorothea that he remained in such a precarious
state.
So… … . I don't know what he and Dorothea have to do with each
other.
Is it okay to visit her at will, or do I have to wait for her to ind her
again, can I laugh and talk to her in a friendly way, or do I still want to
keep my distance, and above all, is there any chance of his love?
whether or not
'Why don't you use the Spirit Stone... … ?'
Every day, she waited patiently, but after that day, Dorothea never
used the power of the Spirit Stone.
If you use a spirit stone, you can feel her presence. It really makes
people miserable.
'Give up, Ethan Bronte.'
He thought, biting his lip.
With the intention of giving up on Dorothea and letting Theon go, he
confessed everything frankly.
Obviously, I thought that the debut Tangte was the last event to shake
off any regrets.
But why did Dorothea accept him as if he had a chance?
A cruel person no matter how you think about it. People said that
Ethan played with a human heart, but Dorothea was a Den player who
played with a human heart.
If you live a good life, why do you make people so long and cynical?
“Damn it.”
He clenched his ists tightly and chewed the swear words softly.
Still, I was worried because I wanted to walk the same path as
Dorothea.
What does it mean to live a good life? I didn't know because I had
never tried to live a good life.
Can I make a donation following Dorothea?
If that's the case, he can hand over all the duke's fortune he can afford
to places like a support center for the disabled or a nursing home that
Dorothea built with Raymond.
But that won't be the answer.
"ha… … .”
As I looked out the window with a deep sigh, I saw a group of people
gathered at the entrance of the mansion.
Ethan knows who they are.
'plaguy.'
After their debut, they waited for Ethan for several days. All of them
were noble girls themselves or their servants.
The arrogant young girls spent time at a nearby tea house and had
their servants wait for him, but the impatient girls gave up their pride
and waited for him on the cold street in dresses.
Prior to the return, this was often the case. It wasn't just before the
return, but it often happened when I was in Ceriti.
How disrespectful it is to the person being treated, and the noble
nobles who are well aware of it.
Before returning, Ethan was kind enough to accept Dorothea's force,
but now he was just disillusioned.
No matter how much he coaxes him with cowardice, if Dorothea
becomes emperor, he catches his ankles, or if he doesn't satisfy his
greed in moderation, he turns into a bat.
Besides, what do you do when you wait like that? Dorothea hasn't
contacted me at all.
Rather, I felt like sacri icing them and summoning Dorothea.
Then I saw Jonathan's wagon coming out the window.
Jonathan got off in front of the mansion, looked at the people
gathered at the entrance of the mansion, and frowned.
And immediately the sound of thumping footsteps.
“Ethan!”
Jonathan opened the door and entered without knocking.
“How can I not deal with the humans in front of me?”
He came to his room almost every day to make a fuss, as if he had
neurosis from those who had been dying in front of his house for
several days.
“It gets louder when I go out, so go to the butler and clean it up.”
When Ethan responded roughly to Jonathan as if he was annoyed,
Jonathan's expression distorted violently.
“You are starting to lose your fear, you.”
“Even if we see each other, there is nothing but blush, so why don’t
we meet as much as possible, even for the sake of hyung? It won't
happen, but if you really have something to say, do it through the
butler.”
“You wouldn’t have been so proud of yourself. My parents are no
longer here.”
Jonathan raised his lips sullenly.
The Bronte and his wife returned to the territory of Cerritian, and the
only ones left in Lampas were the bad brothers.
There are no parents to protect Ethan, and Jonathan's physical
strength is still stronger than that of Ethan.
“Then hit it.”
"What?"
“I can go out and talk to my brother. Because of you, I was beaten by
my brother. So please come back. That's a great idea. It is rewarding to
graduate from Episteme, the spire of intelligence.”
Jonathan's eyes twinkled at him.
It's only a matter of time before his reputation erodes if he does.
Reputation was a very important issue for him, who was already
nervous because he had not yet been able to get a proper priesthood
position in the Imperial Palace.
“If there is a rumor that Jonathan Bronte is abusing his younger
brother, it will reach the Cerritians right away, right?”
Ethan laughed softly.
Then Jonathan clenched the doorknob and slammed it shut enough
to leave the mansion.
I'm not going to win anyway, so how long will I be angry with him?
Ethan shook his head.
And when I looked out the window again, the butler was having a
hard time organizing the people.
However, the stubbornness of the nobles is not easily broken.
'People who have neither manners nor culture.'
Ethan saw the butler grunt and clicked his tongue slightly.
Ethan went out on his own, not because Jonathan had said
something, but because the butler, who had been working hard for
several days, felt sorry for him.
As soon as he came out, people's eyes were on him, and people called
out his name in a high-pitched tone.
Ethan went out to the entrance with an open smile.
“Everyone must be busy, so why are you here… … ?”
come and bother me
At Ethan's question, people reached out and held out something
through the bars of the gate. Things like lowers and letters.
“Ethan, take this!”
“Master Ethan, our young lady has told you to deliver it directly to
the master!”
Countless demands came in from their feelings.
In my heart, I wanted to spit out abusive language, but I can't.
“I am grateful for your heart, but if you stay like this, it will interfere
with the passage of carriages and other people, and I feel sorry for the
neighbors. Then we can’t stay in Lampas any longer, can we?”
Ethan smiled and said to them.
“I will accept it this time, but I will never accept it even if I do this
next time. Please, I hope I don't have to call the security guard."
He collected the gifts and letters that had been pushed through the
grates with gentle threats.
I'm thinking of throwing it away as soon as I enter anyway, but I
know that if you just tell me to go, I'll never go.
While he was accepting gifts one by one, saying thank you that he
didn't even want to, a hand handing out a letter caught his attention.
A woman with mint hair, wearing white lace gloves.
“I want you to read the letter.”
She raised her long eyelashes and looked up at Ethan.
An innocent face that seems to have grown up nicely in a
greenhouse. Ethan knows this young girl well.
'Monica Aponita.'
Nereus' prospective iancee.
By now, Nereus will also be graduating from Episteme soon, so there
must be talk of engagement.
Monica will be forced to marry Nereus under family pressure.
But Monica didn't like Nereus very much. He said he didn't like
Nereus's eerie personality.
Nereus is excellent in appearance and origin, but it is dif icult
because his personality does not match. I can't afford to live with him
for the rest of my life.
It wasn't that he didn't understand Monica's mind. Ethan didn't like
Nereus very much either.
Therefore, Monica wanted to use Ethan to break up with Nereus.
If we go a little further, maybe it's because Nereus hated it so much
that he found a place to escape to.
He knew why Monica had chosen herself as a sire from among the
many men.
Even if you push a normal master, it's the same as falling short of
Nereus's origin or background.
Except for Crown Prince Raymond or the grand duke's eldest son,
Theon, there is no iancee with a background comparable to Nereus.
So, rather, she found a 'provocative scandal partner'.
A man with a very provocative appearance who can convince
everyone why he fell in love with just one face.
A person with a perfect face, an imperfect origin, and even the
incongruity.
If it wasn't for him, how could he have a de iantly burning love with
anyone?
Besides, the recent scandal with the divinity of the social world will
soon reach Nereus' ears.
It was clear that Nereus would bring out the breakup irst.
Anyway, Ethan didn't have to push Monica like that.
It was annoying, but it was because he thought it was one of the
important networks he had to manage.
Besides, thanks to Monica, it was relatively easy to get information
about Hark, and it was also interesting that Nereus was able to secretly
laugh at him.
But as she gradually crossed the line, Ethan eventually pushed her
away before she could even confess.
It's good to use others, but I hate being used.
Only Dorothea can use him.
***
After tidying up the people and returning to the room, Ethan threw
away all the gifts and letters, leaving only Monica's letter.
A letter envelope decorated with pretty patterns like a love letter
was a bit heinous.
Ethan ripped open the envelope without using a paper knife.
As a result, the letter inside was wrinkled, but it was not important.
Ethan read Monica's letter with his brows wrinkled like a crumpled
letter.
At the end of the letter, a polite self-introduction and a few lines of
praise to win his favor were written.
The important thing was after the story that I saw it from afar and
liked it during my debut Tangte.
With him, the address of the restaurant Caro and the date of the
appointment were written.
“It’s so unlucky.”
One-sided promises were rude, but among young nobles these days,
these letters seemed to be read as 'passionate love' or 'a moving love
story'.
Ethan tapped the corner of the desk with a letter and shook his head.
***
Early in the morning, Stefan was wielding his sword alone as he cut
through the gloomy air.
Although there was no opponent, it seemed that he had to move his
body even like this.
***
***
'With the power I gave, the princess will be able to keep Theon Fried
by her side.'
***
'Thank you, Princess! It was all thanks to the princess that I was able
to become a knight!'
***
Dorothea and Stefan and Clara and Poe were all head-to-head before
Joey's knighthood ceremony.
This was because commoners without a family received a new name
when they were appointed knights.
“Usually, it’s built after something like the area you’re from.”
“Ugh, I don’t want to put something like a black town in my name.”
At Clara's words, Joey frowned.
“Or maybe you could get something that could be a nickname or a
symbol.”
“Potato or apple pie… … ?”
Everyone shook their heads at Poe's suggestion.
Names like Joy Potatoes and Four Apple Pies are terrible.
The potato family that is passed down from generation to
generation, the apple pie family. It's a name that doesn't even appear in
a fairy tale book.
“Or make a favorite historical igure in a respectful way… … .”
“Princess Dorothea!”
“You want to be Joey Dorothea?”
“Are you profane?”
“Isn’t that the problem?”
Dorothea shook her head in an out-of-focus Joy.
Then Po intervened again.
“How about if it sounds like something out of the ordinary? It was
written under the pseudonym of the princess. then… … Joey Dory, Po
Dory.”
“Po, never give up your name. Even if you open a bakery later, get my
permission before putting up a sign.”
Dorothea said, putting her forehead on Poe's terrible sense of
naming.
Stefan's forehead, which was still standing, was also wrinkled, and
Clara pushed Po to the side.
Joey's surname will soon be attached to Po, so I tried to listen to his
opinion as much as possible, but if I don't pay more attention, later
generations will be counted as a terrible surname.
In the end, Poe sat next to Joey with a gloomy expression on his face,
waiting for the name of the family to be named.
“How did Knight Stefan come up with his family name?”
Clara looked up at Stephan.
Stefan Greenwall, who was also a mercenary, was a man who became
a knight without a family.
“… … .”
"Okay, it's my fault for asking."
Clara, who had a long experience, was quick to give up.
Dorothea replied with a smile instead.
“The place where Stefan lived as a mercenary for a long time was
where there was a forest. A forest where trees grow tall and dense like
a wall.”
Among the documents that came to Dorothea when Stefan became
the vice-president, there was a document about the appointment of
Stefan, and there was a story about the family of Stefan written there.
“Oh, that’s cool. I also want to do Joy Greenwall. One of the people I
respect is Sir Stefan.”
“… … .”
Then Stefan stared at Zoe. Joey felt Stefan's gaze and looked at him.
“… … .”
“… … .”
The silence of the two and the exchange of glances.
Dorothea and Clara and Grape are looking at them without saying a
word.
“… … really? Is that okay?”
Joy opened her eyes wide and shouted loudly, as if she had realized a
great truth.
Then Stefan nodded.
With just a few glances and glances, the two seem to have talked a
lot.
Dorothea barely noticed their story.
In Stephan's family, Joey and Poe will enter.
“But how? Sir Stefan's family already exists, so I can't get into it at
will."
“… … stepdaughter.”
“Then I… … Stefan's daughter?! Dad?!"
“New Daddy?!”
Joey and Po opened their mouths in amazement at the same time,
and Stefan shook his head hastily.
Even so, the age difference isn't even 10 years, but you're a father.
He has an uncle, and he will go in there, Stefan said silently.
“Anyway, Stefan is the one who goes, so it’s not dif icult to get things
done as long as Stefan’s consent is there.”
Dorothea smiled and added, and Joey glanced back at Dorothea and
Stefan with a lashing look in her eyes.
“So, will Po and me have a new family?”
“Is that going to happen?”
“Then what will Sir Stefan be to me?”
"cousin… … Will it be?”
It goes under Stefan's uncle.
“Sachoon?”
Joey and Po were both startled at the same time.
No, is that so surprising?
Dorothea thought so, but it was strange to hear that Stefan, who
seemed high to Joey and Po, was called by the friendly and close name
of his cousin.
“Joy, you can get the family name yourself, would it be okay to join
the Greenwall family?”
“You become family with Sir Stephan! That’s a lot better.”
Joey happily accepted Stefan's offer, and Joey and Poe were adopted
into the Greenwall family.
***
***
Dorothea thought he had lost all interest in her, but that was never
the case.
Because, in a good or bad sense, there's no way you can completely
forget the child Alice left behind.
But he admitted it. that he had neglected Dorothea.
It was true that Alice did not treat her as a princess because she died
or because she did not see the Spirit of Light, and it was her fault.
So I made a birthday present for Dorothea and allocated a little more
budget.
Occasionally I tried calling Dorothea and talking to her.
But, like an emotionless doll, she gave only a set answer before
returning.
Despite all his efforts, the distance showed no sign of getting any
closer.
Time passed while still standing in the distance.
Dorothea matured day by day and became more like Alice.
If it wasn't for the color of her hair and eyes, it was enough to
mistake her for Alice.
Occasionally seeing Dorothea brought back memories of Alice, which
had barely faded, and made his heart ache.
It was then that Carnon began to reconsider the meaning of
Dorothea.
The blood pus from the wound left by Alice's death had stopped, and
the scar left on the spot where the scab sat was now immediately
visible.
Dorothea Milanaire.
She was not the child who killed Alice, but the child she protected
while dying.
It wasn't until nearly 20 years later that he realized that.
Alice's last gift. Little Alice.
However, the only signi icant legacy he left behind was the wine
Dorothea made when he was six years old.
Should I say I'm glad it's still there?
The reason the wine was soaked was not simply because of the
promise.
The day I irst met Dorothea.
'I'm going crazy.'
'I'm a Milanese, but I've never been there before, Your Majesty.'
The emperor, the prince, and the busy nobles who had nothing to do
with the knights soon made a toast and disappeared, and the banquet
soon returned to the joyous and wild festival atmosphere of the
knights.
The voices of the knights, excited with pleasure and drunkenness,
grew louder and louder, and Joy felt like her ears were going to fall off.
“Hey! Joy Greenwall!”
A group of knights who were ordained with her put their chins on
Joey's shoulder and talked to her.
They were drunkenly, their faces were stained red, and they held a
large glass of wine in one hand.
One of the strange pride of knights was drunkenness, and the more
they drank, the more they knew how to prove their skills as knights.
Joey didn't like them.
He hated alcohol from an early age, and he didn't like it even more if
he drank alcohol.
I wanted to bury the guy who drank so much that he couldn't control
himself.
Perhaps the in luence of his father, Gutt, who gambled and got drunk,
was a big factor.
'It's good that Sir Stefan doesn't drink too much... … .'
When he was in Cerritian, Joey thought that all the knights, like
Stefan, could refrain from alcohol and be moderate.
That's why, when I say 'knight', I used to draw a strong and cool
image while being ascetic.
But after coming up to Lampas, the image that was nice, reliable, and
sacred was shattered.
Knights liked to drink, and drinking was common even on the
battle ield. Alcohol has a great effect on boosting morale or something.
Well, her father, Gutt, was also a person who usually lived a very low-
key life, but when he drank alcohol, he suddenly became wild and brave,
punching and breaking things and raising his voice.
“Our Joy Green Moon, who is running on the road to a brilliant life~!
You don't even drink a sip on such a ine day!"
The knights who smelled of alcohol clinged to Joey and called her
with their twisted tongues.
Joey pushed them away, but the drunken ones staggered and sat
down on the table, pouring alcohol into the empty glasses.
"ruler! drink!"
A knight held out a glass full of alcohol enough to create surface
tension to Joey and looked at him with dazed eyes.
“If you don’t drink on a day like this, you will be disquali ied as a
knight! Appointment cancelled!”
"right! right!"
“Drink! Drink! Drink!”
The knights stretched their ists to the sky and urged Joy.
It was clear that alcohol had the effect of raising the throat.
Otherwise, Gut and that stupid voice can't grow that loud.
'Pathetic bastards.'
If you stay drunk, you will stumble and run to give your head when
the enemy comes.
Joey shook his head and pushed the glass from the knight.
Then, booing noises were heard from all directions.
Joy thought that it would be better to go in quickly and go see the
princess and Pona rather than hanging out with these guys.
As Joey turned away, ignoring them, a knight grabbed her wrist.
"Where!"
“I want to go in, wash my feet and take a nap.”
Joey twisted the wrist of the knight holding me and pulled his hand
away.
“Hey, you can’t do this! The imperial family recognized you as a
knight, who lived like a beggar without anything, so you’re going to
take a nap?”
"What? Is there anything missing?”
At the knights who burst into laughter, Joy wrinkled a grim
expression.
Beggar... … ! No matter how poor she was, she never got anything
from a ball.
They carried water jars to the bone, moved loads until their feet
swell, and earned a fair price for their labor, feeding them with guns.
In order to repay the kindness that Dorothea had bestowed upon
him, he traveled back and forth for four hours each month and offered
the vegetables he had saved.
It was a time when I was poor and ignorant, and I never wanted to go
back, but I never did anything shameful.
Joey wanted to throw all the drunken idiots on the ground, but he
resisted.
If you make a fuss at the inaugural dinner, you will paint the faces of
Dorothea and Stefan who trusted her.
Patience was one of the things she honed the most under Stefan.
“Look at that raging beggar! act like nothing Should I be happy with
my elevation? There is no other life as lucky as you.”
Tongues exuding a sweet and drunken smell were making a loud
noise, and then forced Joey's head to bow to the royal family.
The princess, whom she had been serving, suddenly awakened
because it was not enough to enter the imperial family under the
theme of a beggar and get a seat as a servant, so the knights thought
that there was no life more comfortable than Joy.
“Lee, won’t you let this go?”
Do you really want to hit one? I'm con ident I can win.
Those guys who lose every day in training are the lucky ones in life.
The lucky ones are those who were born into a noble family from
birth, wielded a ine sword, received a good education, and became
knights of course.
That's when Joey was clenching his ists.
Suddenly, the knight's hand that was pressing on Joey's head was
caught by something and fell off.
“Evil, ah ah ah!”
When Joey opened his eyes to a scream that seemed to be painful
enough to break his drink, Stephan was there.
“Sir Stefan… … !”
“… … .”
Stefan looked down at the knight who was quietly tormenting Joey.
Stefan's height stood out among the knights, and the sense of
intimidation was enormous.
He didn't say anything, but the knights automatically shut their
mouths and crouched.
“… … joy."
“Yes, Sir Stefan, no, deputy chief!
When I answered in a set-up position, Stefan blinked as if he wanted
to go.
"Yes!"
Joey answered quietly Stefan and followed him as he walked.
Stefan took Joey out of the banquet hall and headed towards the
Knights Templar.
Joey looked at Stefan's back and couldn't lower the corners of his lips
that were raised.
She had always lived independently, taking care of her pho, but
looking at Stefan's broad back, she felt comfortable as if she had a place
to lean on.
Stefan took Zoe to his new of ice in the Knights Templar.
It wasn't inished yet, so it was distracting, but Joey was just curious
and turned his head around and looked around.
She was very upset when Dorothea decided to send Stephane as
deputy general manager, but it felt good to see her doing so well, proud
and proud.
After all, the smart princess's choice was right.
"Thank you for your help. And congratulations from the bottom of
my heart, Vice-Captain!”
Joy expressed her gratitude for Stefan's strong back, whom she
admires.
Stefan turned to look at Joey and raised the tip of his lips, which had
been closed in a straight line.
“… … Congratulations, Joey Greenwall.”
He handed Joey the sword.
Joey looked at him with wide eyes.
What he held out was the sword he had been using for a long time.
The sword that Joey was sharpening when he irst entered
Cerritian's villa and spyed on Stefan at dawn.
“Are you giving this to me?”
As Joey stuttered, Stefan nodded quietly.
Stefan now had the setter calips Dorothea gave him.
Unlike the setter calyps, which is called the famous sword, his sword
was nothing but a nameless sword, but it was a great sword that had
been with him while escorting Dorothea.
Although he may not always be by Dorothea's side, he hopes to
protect Dorothea as Greenwall with his black Zoe.
May he have the sword Dorothea gave him, and the sword he left
behind by Dorothea's side.
It will also be a good gift for Joey, who carries a modest sword.
With trembling hands, Joey picked up the sword that Stefan held out.
Whether it was a famous sword or not, the standards set by the
world did not matter.
Stefan's sword was the sword she had always admired.
Because when she closes her eyes and imagines Stephan, this sword
is always around her waist.
Her heart raced just by holding the sword.
There was no real blood, but this sword seemed to be able to carry
on the name of Greenwall.
“Please take good care of the princess.”
At Stefan's brief request, Joey nodded irmly.
“Yes, Vice-Captain!”
***
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***
“Ethan… … Ethan?”
After closing Dorothea and Theon's door, Monica called for Ethan,
who stood still and remained silent.
It wasn't until Monica tapped his arm that his blurry focus turned to
Monica.
“Let’s go.”
Ethan, who had been standing blankly, moved slowly.
They were ushered into a room across from Dorothea and Theon.
Monica and Ethan, like Dorothea and Theon, sat opposite each other
with a table between them.
“How do I place an order?”
“… … Do whatever you want.”
Monica asked, and Ethan answered.
“Do you also eat lamb? The lamb here is delicious.”
“… … as you wish.”
Ethan nodded and gave Monica everything she wanted.
After placing the order, Monica chatted eagerly in front of Ethan
while waiting for the food to be served.
Ethan nodded quietly and listened to Monica's story.
From the appetizers to the lambsteak he ordered, all Ethan did was
nod like a machine, repeating a simple response.
Meanwhile, Ethan suddenly twisted his face as he rolled up the hand
holding the knife.
"I… … Ethan-sama, do you think the food doesn't suit your palate?"
Monica asked cautiously.
After the steak came out, Ethan didn't cut a single piece of meat with
a knife and fork. I left the appetizer all the way before... … .
“No, I have no appetite today.”
Ethan's expression still darkened, and he clenched his teeth as if
holding back something.
It was because he could feel the power of the spirits in the room next
door.
Dorothea was borrowing the power of the Spirit Stone for Theon
Fried.
The clearer and clearer Dorothea's unfamiliar presence was, the
more it seemed that a nail was being pierced into his chest.
Monica, who was facing Ethan like that, put the fork she was holding
down on the table.
His demeanor has always been indifferent.
“… … Is it because of the princess?”
When Monica asked, Ethan raised his head in amazement as if the
word 'Princess' was binge drinking.
Ethan didn't seem to realize that he was not concentrating on this
spot.
“Why all of a sudden… … .”
“It seems that you are still only paying attention to the princess
side.”
Monica said, examining his expression.
It was then that Ethan realized that he had not touched the plate.
The surface of the meat that had been cooked warm was cold, and
the oil on the edge of the bowl was solidifying white.
Ethan averted his gaze when he realized he had been rude to Monica.
“I was really happy when Ethan accepted my invitation today. I
thought you might not read the letter.”
“… … .”
“Perhaps Ethan-sama wonders why someone who has never had a
proper conversation is so interested in him. It's only natural that you
don't like it. But I… … .”
“Mr. Monica.”
Ethan intercepted her words. And he smiled bitterly and opened his
mouth.
“I like the Princess. You already know.”
Ethan cut Monica off before Monica could catch his ankle in a long
weave.
In fact, when I irst came out, I even thought about using Monica a
little.
As she had taken advantage of herself before her return, this time
she intended to get more information about Hark in exchange for
accepting the terms of her breakup.
On the other hand, there was also a rebellion against Dorothea, who
did not seek him.
There are so many people who like me, and even if you don't accept
me, I'm still being treated like a fool.
I just wanted to be bluf ing. childishly.
Ethan Bronte can live well without Dorothea Milanaire.
It seems that Dorothea felt sorry for him for being with another
woman and hoped that he would pay attention to him again.
But the moment I saw her and Theon today, my brainwashing was
over.
I bluffed Dorothea to take a good look, but it was he who got hurt.
As soon as he closed the door with Dorothea and Theon, he regretted
it.
'What if I see you with Monica and misunderstand me?'
I was shaking as soon as I closed the door, how did you meet Monica
with the guts?
Those were the words of a clumsy rebel.
An idiot who is very angry with his parents and just goes out the
door and regrets leaving the house and only panics about how to get
back.
A coward who wants to go back, get down on his knees and beg, and
bow his head so that he can enter the house again.
Monica reminded Ethan of his folly as he looked down at the dish he
never touched.
“But Ethan-sama, you are having dinner with Theon Fried.”
There is no place for you by Dorothea's side.
Monica seemed to have pity on his vain greed.
she's right
The power of the spirits lifted Dorothea to a higher place he could
not reach.
A top that suits her. The eldest son of the Grand Duke family is easy
to reach, but to a place that is dif icult for Seochul.
“Theon graduated with the best of Episteme and is close to the
Crown Prince. Prince Fried was close to the imperial family since the
time of the irst emperor of Ubera, and Theon also had a lot of
interaction with Princess... … .”
“That part.”
Ethan interrupted Monica.
Monica looked at him, a little startled, and a smile appeared on
Ethan's cold face.
“I know that part better than anyone.”
His smile spoke quietly.
I know, please keep your mouth shut.
“… … I think it would be better to get up irst.”
Ethan cleared his napkins, placed them on the table, and stood up.
With the restless napkins laid out and the food getting cold, Monica
followed Ethan to his feet.
“Ethan.”
Ethan stopped walking as he was about to leave the room as Monica
caught him calling his name.
Then he turned to look at Monica.
“I also give Monica a presumptuous piece of advice. It would be
better to be bold than to run away from a scandal.”
At Ethan's advice, Monica linched and trembled.
"I… … .”
“You can do it. 'You don't want to sell your body in the name of
marriage.'”
Ethan laughed as he remembered what Monica had said a long time
ago.
Then Monica hardened her eyes wide as if she had caught her heart.
“Then I wish you good luck.”
Ethan said goodbye to him silently and left the room.
I'm sorry Monica, but in another sense, he has achieved his intended
purpose.
If it goes against Monica like this, at least Nereus won't start a war
using 'Ethan Bronte'.
Still, his heart was heavy.
By the way.
“Ethan… … ?”
As soon as I left, I met Dorothea, who was out in the hallway.
It looked like she had already inished eating.
Theon went ahead to pay for the meal, and Joey seemed to be the
irst to queue up the carriage.
“Dining with Monica… … Are you done already?”
I could feel Dorothea's eyes looking at Ethan and the room
alternately.
The helpless rebel could not answer and nodded.
Should I make excuses? You have nothing to do with Monica? why?
Dorothea wouldn't even care about me.
If you catch him again now, isn't it the same as threatening Theon
not to go, just like before the return?
You can't make the same mistake.
Let go, Ethan. let go of your mind don't hold on
It was as if two souls were ighting each other.
“But how did you get here with Monica? You know it's not good to get
involved in Monica and Nereus' engagement."
Whether or not he knows Ethan's secret, Dorothea asked him about
his relationship with Monica.
“Don’t worry, I won’t do what the princess is worried about. … …
Rather, the princess seems to be using the present I gave her well.”
Looks like you've succeeded in getting Theon Fried.
Ethan smiled as he swallowed the bitter saliva.
At his smile, Dorothea clutched the brooch that was fastened to the
inside of her sleeve.
She rolled her red lips inward as if nervously, and opened her mouth.
“Theon needs me.”
After Raymond becomes emperor, he'll be busy, so he won't have
much time to clean Theon on a regular basis, Dorothea said.
Moreover, as the enemy of Prince Fried, he needed an external
excuse not to succeed in the family.
"I… … I want Theon to live this time.”
Ethan's heart ached at her words, but he nodded.
"sure."
I want you to live too. I know it in my head, but my heart just doesn't
follow it.
Ethan forced himself to raise the corners of his lips.
Then Theon appeared from the entrance.
Ethan looked at Theon, trying to calm his boiling heart.
Ethan wanted to get rid of his shell, which everyone praised as
beautiful, and have those dark hair, red eyes, dark lines and deep eyes.
Because the dark spirit can eat away all my life, so I only have to live
for one day, so if Freed lows through my veins.
Looking at Theon Fried, Ethan still had a bad impulse.
Whether Theon died or not, he separated him from Dorothea and
imagined himself taking the seat of Dorothea twelve more times a day.
No, he always thought about what it would be like to kill Theon in
advance after his return.
It was like cutting the lifeline of young Theon Fried, for nothing
happened.
But it was only because of Dorothea that he could not carry out the
work.
After discovering that Dorothea had all of her pre-return memories,
he was unable to kill Theon.
If you kill him, Dorothea will doubt and hate him. Even if he hid the
fact of his return, he would have collapsed to death in Theon's shadow.
Ethan couldn't be the killer who killed Dorothea again.
“Princess, it is said that the carriage is ready.”
Theon, who had come to pick up Dorothea, found Ethan and bowed
his head lightly.
“You inished your meal early, Ethan.”
“The food is not to my taste.”
“If you two have more to say... … .”
"no. I can't stop you two from having a good time together."
Theon looked away for a moment, as if trying to step away, but Ethan
took a step back.
“It was nice to meet you, Princess.”
Ethan bowed his head, not wanting to be a hindrance to the
happiness she had barely revived.
***
Dorothea got into the wagon with Theon.
Sitting on the sway of the wagon, Dorothea's emotions also rattled
and shook uncomfortably.
After breaking up with Ethan, the shaking seemed to get worse.
Dorothea remembered the dark spirit that Theon had shown her.
***
***
And Theon requested marriage as before the return. If there's one
thing that's different from before, it's that he's been honest with her.
So Dorothea just has to accept his offer.
What about an arranged marriage? After all, marriage is a family
business. Besides, his feelings were purple, and he's a pretty friendly
person.
No bad choice. No, the best, good choice to atone for his sorry
feelings.
So Dorothea didn't have to worry.
To live a good life, for Theon's life, it's 'right' to be engaged to him.
By the way.
Dorothea could not answer his proposal and ended up eating at Caro.
Theon did not further urge her to cry in front of the dark spirit.
So the two got up from their seats and climbed into the wagon.
The carriage carrying Dorothea and Theon was heading towards the
Imperial Palace.
She didn't even understand why she was hesitating.
Marriage to Theon, whom I wanted so much, I just had to do it.
What's so dif icult?
“Princess.”
Then, Theon called her as if he had something to say.
His deep red eyes pressed Dorothea's heart even more heavily.
“Everything I said today was serious.”
He stared at Dorothea with unshaken eyes.
I know, your life is at stake. what i have to do
“So Theon, I… … .”
“So I want the princess to think seriously about it. I hope the princess
will not regret it.”
Dorothea hesitated and tried to part her lips, said Theon.
“What do you mean… … ?”
“Marriage is… … It’s not for me.”
At Theon's words, Dorothea woke up as if she had been hit in the
head.
“I was proposing, not intimidating.”
Theon smiled faintly at Dorothea, who was engulfed in con lict.
He did not want to extort marriage as a means of sympathy,
compassion, or atonement.
The reason he was honest with Dorothea was that he also wanted
Dorothea to honestly examine her feelings and answer them.
That is why he was serious and sincere in his marriage to her.
“Marriage is also for the princess. It is also what determines the life
of the princess. So, even if I say no, it will not change that the princess is
precious to me.”
It was then that Dorothea realized that her thoughts were in the
wrong direction.
Perhaps she was trapped in the simple word 'kindness' and thought
that she was doing what she had suffered to Theon.
marriage without love. An unwanted pity.
Dorothea was doing the same things to Theon that tormented and
hurt her.
Dorothea clasped her hand on her lap.
“But the spirit of darkness… … ?”
Yet you will need me
“There must be another way. and… … Even if we are not engaged, can
we ask the princess for help?”
Theon smiled softly.
But Dorothea had that smile again.
Mixed hearts, could we have loved passionately if we had been
honest a little earlier?
As Dorothea's expression darkened, Theon asked.
“Are you in love with Ethan Bronte?”
Theon is a smart person.
The reason Dorothea's answer didn't come out right away can be
inferred.
“… … Do you love him?”
Do you love Ethan? … ?
Dorothea looked at Theon in surprise.
She had never before ever connected Ethan with the word love.
Ethan told her that he loved her, but it was still a feeling of loating
without realism.
Ethan was nothing more than a loyal servant and friend to her from
before her return until now.
It was unfamiliar to put the word 'love' to Ethan like that.
“As I said, I want the princess to seriously consider this marriage.
therefore… … I want the princess to check her feelings for sure.”
Dorothea has only avoided her feelings until now. Because I always
thought my feelings were bad and wrong.
I thought it would be wiser to live in achromatic colors because if I
try to paint on white paper the way I want, I always end up with the
wrong color.
I was afraid of liking something and afraid of hating something.
Like a machine, I tried to adjust everything to 'goodness', repeating 'I
have to live a good life'.
However, Theon was concentrating on Dorothea. Besides living a
good life, what do you really want to do?
'what I want… … ?'
My desire and greed, no, hope and wish. What is it?
Dorothea ran into an unexpected problem.
Theon didn't rush Dorothea, who was confused.
“I will wait for the sincere reply from the princess.”
whether that is positive or negative.
***
Facing Dorothea, Theon burst out laughing as he went home.
'What the hell were you talking about, Theon Fried.'
Make sure you check your emotions.
The soft smile that had appeared in front of Dorothea had
disappeared, leaving only the hardened darkness on his face.
he knew The fact that Dorothea's heart is already leaning heavily on
Ethan Bronte.
'What kind of leisure did you have when you were not able to get
married by holding onto the hem of your robe?'
trembling so nervously.
Unlike the leisurely time in front of Dorothea, he desperately wanted
to marry her. Because his life was at stake right now.
He pretended he wasn't in a hurry, saying that Dorothea had other
options than marriage, but in fact, he felt like each day was walking on
thin ice.
He lives a life of worrying about when the loor he is treading on will
break.
Marriage to Dorothea was to turn the thin ice he had stood on into
solid and stable ground.
If you marry Dorothea, the spirit of light will always be by his side.
Then he wouldn't have to be afraid of the dark night, he wouldn't
have to worry about when he would be able to meet Raymond, and he
wouldn't be afraid that the spirit would be controlled even on a bad day.
To him, who suffers from the thirst of death every day, if Milanaire is
by his side, who will be the fountain of life.
'Theon, if your condition does not improve, it will be dif icult for you
to get married anyway.'
'It's the same face now. There are times when my words are like
swords for the princess. I wished for happiness, but the princess has
the saddest face in the world.'
At his words, Dorothea shed tears and smiled brightly, hiding the
dark feelings inside her.
Can I give her happiness? Can I ask her to stay with me?
He hoped that the light would shine on Dorothea, who kept her deep
wounds a secret.
Not 'darkness' like Theon Fried.
So Theon didn't want to hold her by the ankle.
He didn't want to put a heavy load on the wound that had been
covered by touching her tender pity.
I hope that the marriage chosen by virginity will not be a regret for
the rest of her life.
'… … There must be another way, Theon.'
No other way than marriage.
Theon comforted his own foolishness of forsaking the opportunity.
at that time.
“Theon! Have you been well?”
Julia, who knew of her appointment with Dorothea today, was
waiting in front of his house, worried about him.
Theon raised a heavy corner of his mouth and nodded.
“Julia, do you know how upset you were with the restaurant you
recommended?”
Theon removed the dark shadows with light words.
"why? How famous is Caro these days as a wedding venue!”
“My proposal is not like that.”
“Still, my heart moves more in that kind of atmosphere. Did you like
cooking?”
“Yes, food is acceptable.”
Theon nodded and Julia stared at him and grabbed his arm and
dragged him.
“After all, the place I chose is reliable. Rather, I found this interesting
book and bought it. It's a new book by William Schiller, a playwright
sponsored by Ray... … .”
Julia snorted and muttered.
Curious about what happened to Dorothea, the reason he didn't ask,
even though he would ask, was probably because he noticed Theon's
dark expression on his face.
“… … Thanks, Julie.”
Theon looked at Julia's back and let out a small sigh.
Then Julia, who was ahead, looked at him and smiled.
“It’s pointless.”
***
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***
Dorothea asked the user to show her to a small room where she
could avoid people's eyes.
She made Joey guard the door so no one would disturb him.
A quiet room with only the two of us left.
Dorothea turned to Ethan after the door was completely closed.
Then Ethan smiled brightly, capturing his subdued expression.
“I am glad that you are using the power of the spirits well.”
Words spoken as if nothing happened.
Dorothea looked into his eyes. Still terribly beautiful, he did not
avoid Dorothea's eyes.
So her feelings only became clearer.
She hesitated, not knowing how to break her luck, and inally made
up the irst sentence.
“Ethan, I’ve been hearing about you the past few days.”
I don't know if it's a good sentence to start with, but she continued.
Recently, she had been hearing about Ethan through the servants.
Although I hadn't seen him separately since working at the
restaurant Caro, Dorothea could easily see what Ethan was doing every
day.
It was because his every act was the object of interest, and those who
met him spread rumors proudly.
Ethan has recently been actively meeting social aristocrats.
As before the return, public interest in him was high, and his
popularity did not fade.
He also spent time with some of the youngsters who had written to
him even after his date with Monica.
That's why Nereus called Monica a 'player' of Ethan today.
Not only that, Ethan also attended social events that invited him and
dinners with nobles.
There were also news that young girls who wanted to marry Edan
already harass their parents, and that their parents were weighing
Edan with a poor background but good-looking.
Perhaps those who want to preempt him may have already sent a
courtship letter to Ethan.
'Before the regression, why didn't you think it was strange?'
Ethan, who is so popular, did not marry any woman until he was of
late age.
Dorothea just assumed it was because he was playing with a bunch
of nobles, or because he wasn't interested in women.
It's contradictory. If he had genuine political greed, he would have
strengthened his power by joining hands with a nobleman famous for
his marriage.
Dorothea was blinded by Theon, so she didn't take Ethan's marriage
very seriously, nor did he pay any particular attention to it.
Perhaps Ethan was more relieved that he was not married.
If he had decided to marry another family, it would certainly be
linked to power issues, and he would have to be very careful.
Dorothea didn't want to get tired of encouraging and interested in
his marriage.
'me… … It was really bad.'
He didn't pay that much attention to Ethan, who was always by his
side.
With that said, can I come and confess this feeling now?
“You seem to be doing well… … . today as well I didn’t know you were
already friends enough to have a violin recital.”
Dorothea laughed awkwardly.
Ethan didn't answer him.
'You seem to be doing well?'
Ethan laughed bitterly inwardly.
Wrong. I couldn't keep up, so it became this shape.
The reason he roamed the social world was nothing more than a
struggle to escape from Dorothea.
When he saw Theon with Dorothea at the restaurant Caro, he
realized that the time had come when he had to give up his heart.
Dorothea and Theon will ill the time he does not know.
Even a very close and hot time that is not allowed at all for him.
So I had to shake off Dorothea somehow. So, I took out the letters I
had put on one side and made an appointment as soon as I could.
He also readily accepted the request for a date with the young girls.
Maybe if you meet a lot of women, you might be able to fall in love
again, right?
Dorothea isn't the only woman.
A woman who cares for his wounds and understands him may
appear and ill the void without Dorothea.
But even meeting a few people, his emptiness only increased.
I feel sorry for the young girls he met, but whenever I see other
women, I think of Dorothea and compare them.
All the criteria were Dorothea, so no matter who I met, I couldn't ind
anyone who met the criteria.
The more he met other women, the more he con irmed his feelings
for Dorothea.
Still, he did not stop meeting socialites.
It didn't matter if another fateful opponent appeared. You can forget
the sadness and jealousy that burrow into you by meeting with anyone
and talking about nonsensical stories.
When he was alone at home, distractions tormented him, and he felt
the urge to run to see Dorothea.
Just like before the return, I was tempted to kill Theon Fried, and I
had to kill my beating heart for fear of making the same mistake again.
His bright side of actively meeting people was nothing more than a
mask to hide his darkness.
'… … is that a good thing? In the eyes of the princess, I seem to be
doing well.'
Ethan sneered in front of Dorothea.
Knowing his heart or not, Dorothea smiled awkwardly in front of
him.
"So… … It seems that you are living well, and maybe you are inding a
different path in your own way. I think you'll regret it... … .”
Dorothea's words were longer and unpretentious than usual.
In Ethan's eyes, Dorothea, who was gibberish and rolled her eyes,
seemed cuter for some reason.
Sadly, she is as lovely as ever.
Ethan smiled and nodded, not knowing what Dorothea meant by 'bad
things'.
“Tell me, Princess.”
I am ready to accept any hurt you in lict.
Even though I knew it would hurt, I couldn't stop looking at you, so I
gave up my whole life.
A foolish man could handle everything just by looking at Dorothea's
face.
Even if she sticks a knife in his heart, he'll be happy to laugh.
Ethan smiled quietly as he waited for her next words, as Dorothea
clenched a small ist.
And brought out the desire that had been boiling deep in her chest.
“I think I want to be loved by you.”
Finally, Dorothea closed her eyes and spilled the water.
As Theon and Clara said, I think you will have no regrets if you tell the
truth at least once. I can't live without this feeling.
At Dorothea's confession, Ethan looked at her with wide open eyes,
frozen on the spot.
At Ethan's unheard of answer, Dorothea asked.
“… … Do I still deserve your love?”
Dorothea raised her head, which had been drooping with con idence,
and met her eyes with Ethan.
And the water that she spilled impulsively came to him as a huge
tidal wave.
Soon, her blue eyes became a hot lame and charred his heart. Those
eyes cut off Ethan's last patience.
It's all up to you.
He swallowed Dorothea's breath.
Dorothea was startled and trembled for a moment, but he craved her
red lips as if biting a sweet fruit, grabbed her and wrapped her in the
depths.
Do you deserve to be loved? Where else could you ask such a foolish
question?
With the tip of his sweet tongue, he engraved deep into her as if to
remind her carefully.
You have loved, loved, and will love even if you don't want to.
If she wanted to, she could tell him I love her as many times as she
could until she ran out of breath.
He pushed her unbearably hot body temperature into her.
Dorothea was wet with the sincerity that Ethan had conveyed.
It was so amazing that my head exploded.
I'm sure I've kissed him before, too, but I was so surprised that I
didn't even think about it.
Was it so warm and sweet to share body temperature?
The overwhelming sense of happiness that I realized only later fell
into a single drop of salty tears.
A kiss with him was too provocative in her life, where even a light
hug was elusive, so she couldn't get out of it.
Dorothea became addicted to it and buried herself in the depths of
Ethan.
She wanted to be loved for a long time, but did not know how to be
loved, and now she is slowly learning how to do it.
And now he seemed to know that in order to be loved well, he had to
know how to love well.
***
The nobility of the club, which hosted the salon's concert, con irmed
the extension time.
It was because Dorothea and Ethan did not return even after the
concert's start time had passed.
But people were not at all dissatis ied with the delay of the concert.
Rather, he seemed to have no interest in the concert as he talked
about the spirit of light that Dorothea showed.
The music was not important to this event, attended by both Ethan
and Dorothea, who were the top socialites.
However, Nereus expressed his displeasure with his subordinates by
asking him to come to Dorothea and Ethan with an uncomfortable face.
“You’re already 30 minutes late because of the two of you!”
At the sancti ication of Nereus, the servants hurried to summon
Dorothea and Ethan.
He would normally be hanging out with other nobles gathered in the
hall, but he licked his lips in the preparation area behind the concert
stage.
'Dorothea Milanaire, you really know how to deal with spirits... … !'
He hid behind the stage curtain and clenched his ists.
He was properly embarrassed in front of the other nobles, so he
could not even go to the hall.
'Did you even want to prove that you are weaker than me, Nereus?'
***
***
Dorothea sat in the front row reserved for her, waiting for Ethan's
turn.
'I guess I should have learned to play an instrument.'
If I had, there would have been more conversations I could have with
Ethan.
As soon as the previous performance was over, Nereus came up on
the stage.
Nereus had a pretty refreshing expression, although the pride that
had been strong with the spirit of Dorothea must have been cracked
earlier.
“Now, here is the special invitation you have all been waiting for.
Please give everyone a big round of applause for Ethan Bronte.”
At Nereus' words, applause and cheers shook the hall.
Ethan appeared on stage to the enthusiastic welcome of the
audience.
He hadn't even started playing yet, but his appearance gave him an
excited response as if he had inished playing.
Nereus thought, 'As expected'.
I'd rather say that I like his looks rather than playing.
Then Nereus looked at the violin in Ethan's hand and wrinkled his
eyebrows.
What he picked up was a violin with broken strings hanging from it.
I don't know how the G string was sharpened, but the other strings
were all hanging down.
The audience began to murmur when they saw the condition of his
violin.
“What is that violin, Ethan Bronte?”
Nereus asked, raising one eyebrow.
Ethan smiled at him and bowed his head toward the people.
“We apologize to everyone who has been waiting. As you can see, I
don’t think I will be able to present the song I promised right away due
to my carelessness.”
Dorothea saw his violin with ragged strings.
I've seen a lot of Ethan's violins until now, but this was the irst time
I'd seen it like that.
This is because Ethan, with his unique delicacy, was also very careful
about managing his instruments.
Besides, can all the strings be cut like that before the concert even
starts?
Unless I scratched a sharp point or hit hard with a violin, there's no
way I could do that.
“Aren’t you carrying extra strings for replacement?”
Nereus asked, and Ethan shook his head.
“I always put two of them in a case and carry them around, but today,
strangely, they all disappeared and there is only one G string left.”
“How can you be so ignorant of instrument maintenance? Isn't that
disquali ication as a performer?"
Ethan nodded at Nereus' sarcastic remarks.
"you're right. It was my mistake.”
I should have expected someone to do something dirty.
Ethan looked at Nereus and continued.
“I ask for the understanding of other musicians and ask for your
understanding. Instead, I want to play another song while you wait to
beg forgiveness for my negligence, is that ok?”
“Are you going to play that violin now? With only one string?”
“Isn’t the charm of a string instrument that it can produce multiple
sounds with one string, Prince Nereus?”
Ethan then looked away as if asking people for permission.
Then people cheered him on with applause.
At the audience's welcome, Ethan saluted politely, arranged the
violin strings and tucked them between his shoulder and chin.
Then he placed the bow on a single thin string and gently pushed the
sound into the air.
Then, the note changed from one string to create a soft melody.
The sound focused on one string spreads with a clear and delicate
tone.
Even a slight change in the position of his ingers often shifts the
pitch by a semitone or half a semitone, but his ingers clearly pointed
out each pitch.
Although it started slowly and quickly accelerated, he did not lose his
smile and digested the song leisurely.
People listened to Ethan's tune, skillfully plucking with a single
string.
Nereus realized that Ethan wasn't just a iddler who played the violin
just for fun or fashion.
It's no wonder that he was invited to a royal orchestra somewhere. A
talent cherished by the Countess Duncan, who loves music.
Even Dorothea, who doesn't know much about music, was amazed at
Ethan playing with a single thin string.
When he inished his performance perfectly, people applauded
excitedly.
“What the hell is this song?”
“I've never heard a performance like this in my entire life!”
Not only the perfection of the performance itself, but also the unique
aspect of playing with one string attracted people's attention.
But Nereus already knew what he was playing.
“It’s Solganini’s ‘Meso Fantasia’.”
"Right. It's a really fun song. It’s also a song where you can feel the
charm of the violin.”
When Nereus answered correctly, Ethan put down his violin and
laughed.
The Meso Fantasy was a variation on the theme of an opera by
Solganini, known as the virtuoso of the century.
A song that contains all the techniques that can be shown with a
single string.
Aside from the richness of the song, it was a perfect performance for
a show that would make waiting time enjoyable.
“When did you start learning the violin?”
“Before I was born… … yo. this?"
Ethan jokingly answered Nereus' thorny question.
Nereus' expression rotted, but Ethan's words were not lies.
It is because he played the violin quite well even before his return.
He also liked the piano, but the easy-to-carry violin became his
friend to ill his free time.
Being an illegitimate bastard who couldn't go out in social circles, all
he could do was spend time with the books and instruments in the
wealthy duke's house.
I didn't go to school or met anyone, so I was able to practice for eight
hours a day at any time.
However, he did not have any desire to make a name for himself as a
performer, and the Duke and Duchess only thought of musical
instruments as cultured ones, and did not intend to show him to the
public as a performer, so they never dreamed of becoming a performer.
Besides, 'that an amateur, not a professional, is at this level!' Because
compliments are more fun.
After debuting in the social world, after falling for Dorothea, the
profession of a violinist was further behind.
After returning, the irst thing he caught as soon as he entered the
duke's family was a violin bow.
I played the violin and the piano whenever I had time to get rid of
complex thoughts.
It was a little dif icult to build a body suitable for playing, but the
violin was one of his few hobbies, and he used to play the violin for four
or ive hours whenever he had time.
'If you simply count the number of years... … It's been over 30 years,
isn't it?'
Almost 20 years before the regression, and well over 10 years after
the regression.
Among them, 30 years is a long period even if there is a period of
neglecting violin practice.
As he counted the time, he suddenly felt old.
“Ethan Bronte!”
Then the user called him from under the stage.
Fortunately, he seemed to have gotten a replacement string while he
was playing.
“Then I will prepare the next song soon, so please wait for a
moment.”
Ethan apologized to the audience and went down from the stage to
sharpen the strings.
***
A few minutes later, Ethan came back with a fresh string, skillfully
playing the next scheduled piece.
He made eye contact with Dorothea several times while playing.
They had to put up with a smile that naturally spreads when they
make eye contact without anyone knowing.
Since other people are watching, be careful with your facial
expressions.
Fortunately, Dorothea wasn't the only one who seemed to be
possessed by Ethan.
The women who gathered there, and even the men, were
mesmerized by his performance.
In the enchanting and elegant melody of the violin, Ethan's beauty
shone more splendidly.
His long, smooth ingers luttering a violin bow, his luscious silver
hair swaying softly like a dance, and his thick eyelashes gently falling
down. Deep eyes soaked in the melody.
His performances were completely artistic, both visually and aurally.
When his performance was over, everyone gave a standing ovation.
After Ethan left the stage, the applause continued for several
minutes.
Some even ran behind the stage where Ethan had left, handed them
the bouquets they had prepared in advance, and gave them presents.
Just by looking at it, it was as if Ethan had won a world-class
competition, not just inished his performance.
The concert was a success, and Ethan's popularity did not fade even
at the small party held after the concert.
Ethan followed Dorothea with his eyes, even though he was
surrounded by others.
Dorothea pretended not to be interested in Ethan and chatted with
others, but then glanced at him and looked away again as if to run away.
That brief eye contact was both breathtaking and dizzying.
'If you keep it a secret, what will be the excuse for meeting the
princess in the future... … ?'
Ethan's attention was focused on Dorothea in the midst of people's
attention.
"I… … Ethan.”
As Ethan was pensive, a familiar voice called out to him.
When I turned around, Monica Aponita was there.
“Oh, Monica-sama.”
Ethan looked at her with a cold expression on his face. Because I
didn't have to be nice to her anymore.
Besides, I don't want to be misunderstood by Dorothea.
“Today’s performance was really good.”
At Monica's praise, Ethan nodded his head dryly once.
“I’m going back to that hark… … .”
"Oh, I see. Please return carefully.”
It was a quicker return than planned, but Ethan did not ask why.
It must have been because it was inconvenient to be in Lampas with
the petty Nereus, I was just guessing.
Monica licked her lips as if she had something to say, then slowly
opened her mouth.
“… … The princess is so wonderful that I can't compare her to me, so I
think I can understand why Ethan-sama likes her.”
"Yes?"
"Do not worry… … . 'Cause I'm not going anywhere to talk. However, if
you ever come to Hark in the future, please stop by our family.”
Ethan shook his head at Monica's words.
So… … Does that mean you even really liked me?
Then a servant came to Ethan.
“Prince Nereus wants to see you for a moment.”
At the name of Nereus, Monica linched again.
“I’m sorry, but other people tell me that they can’t ind me irst.”
When Ethan refused with a single blow, the servant was astonished
as if he had not expected it.
Did you think that if I sang to the theme of the broken violin string, it
would come?
“Eh, you said that you would make a good offer to Ethan.”
“It’s a good offer, but can you tell me that you politely decline it?”
Not even hearing what the offer was, Ethan declined with a grin.
Then Monica gently tapped him.
“I think you should go.”
Considering Nereus' personality, Monica gently recommended
meeting him.
Continuing to decline like this can make things even more annoying.
What's more, if the servant tells Nereus that Ethan hasn't come to
talk to Monica, things will get even more complicated.
Finally, Ethan sighed and nodded.
***
***
The next day, Dorothea faced Theon with more tension than when
she confessed to Ethan.
Theon, as always, sat in front of her with his eyes still and calm.
“Are your thoughts in order?”
Dorothea couldn't help but stare at the teacup, and Theon asked
softly.
Still, Dorothea did not answer easily.
And her heavy lips pressed Theon's chest.
The reason the good Dorothea can't speak easily is because what
she's going to say to him is a refusal.
“You seem to have had a good conversation with Ethan Bronte.”
Theon smiled, suppressing the pain.
It was then that Dorothea gained courage and opened her mouth.
"I… … I think Ethan is good. Sorry."
At Dorothea's heavy irst words, Theon felt a throbbing pain in her
chest.
I didn't have high expectations from the beginning.
This was just a process to con irm her will.
It wasn't strange at all if she refused.
It's only natural for me to say no because we talked about arranged
marriage.
He doesn't have the right to 'help me' by thrusting in the dark spirit.
Know. I know... … Still, it felt like my heart was being ripped off.
“If the princess is in the mood, then that’s enough for me.”
It was half truth and half lies.
He didn't want to long for Dorothea's stability until it destroyed
Dorothea's happiness.
However, on the contrary, it seems that she sincerely hoped that her
happiness was Theon Fried.
“… … Theon, I'll be happy to help you if you need the power of the
spirits. So you can talk to me anytime.”
“Thank you, Princess.”
Theon nodded and said that he would ask for help at any time, but
contrary to his words, he could not ask Dorothea to clean up.
Even though I felt that I needed puri ication this morning, I could not
ask Dorothea with this kind of heart.
I thought I would be able to cool off without any regrets, but Theon
thought that maybe my heart was bigger than I thought.
***
“Theon… … !”
Raymond hurriedly stood up from Theon, who had come to him for
puri ication.
Theon's expression was darker than usual.
“… … Lay."
Raymond quietly embraced Theon at Theon's low voice.
Theon rested his head on his shoulder and stood still.
Dark hair slid helplessly down Raymond's shoulders.
Raymond quietly patted his back and summoned the Spirit of Light.
“I’m not sorry.”
Theon muttered to his shoulder.
“What are you talking about, Theon?”
“I told you not to.”
He came and regretted it.
If I hadn't confessed, I would have stayed with Dorothea as good
friends and little sisters.
I would have been able to remember Dorothea Milanaire only with a
luttering and beautiful appearance.
Raymond patted his back on the shoulder as he cleared his darkness
at Theon's submerged voice.
“It was best to talk back then, Theon. Dorothy should have known
about your spirits.”
“I think it would have been better not to know.”
“Are you afraid of dark spirits?”
“No, he said he would help. Gladly. anytime."
It would not have been so painful if the spirits of darkness had
refused to do so because they were afraid.
I would have blamed the spirit, not me.
Another regret ensued.
What if you had proposed arranged marriage through the elders of
your family?
If Archduke Fried and Emperor Carnan talked about the spirits and
thought it was politically necessary, he might have been able to marry
Dorothea relatively easily.
Julia also advised that, if you want to talk about your engagement,
ask it through the family rather than privately in a restaurant or
something.
Because that's the normal procedure, and it's in his favor.
If it had been a family-level discussion, Dorothea might have
reluctantly agreed to marry him.
But it didn't.
Because I can't ignore Dorothea's heart.
When it came to Inje, it seemed like it was a hoax.
Maybe Dorothea likes me, so her heart will lead me to... … such a
hope.
“… … I'm sorry, Ray. I know you're in trouble, but the only people I can
talk to are you and Julie."
“Don’t worry, it’s not dif icult.”
Raymond quietly accepted him and summoned the Spirit of Light to
purify him.
However, the relationship between Dorothea and Theon could not be
helped.
Besides, Theon's puri ication was also a concern.
Raymond, who has to work more and more as a prince and has to be
more careful about his behavior, it was not easy to meet Theon often.
If Dorothea and Theon had done well, he would have set aside time
for the cleanup issue.
“I’m sorry for always making you suffer because of me, Ray.”
“What are you talking about, Theon? I never thought of it as hard.”
If it's hard, Theon will be doing more.
It was because of the spirits that he, who was the chief graduate of
Episteme, couldn't get a post now.
He's just graduated from Episteme, and he'll have to work at the
bottom as a rookie bureaucrat, as that will make it harder to keep up
with Raymond.
"Lay… … If you're okay with it, I'm thinking of taking your aide exam."
“Aides exam?”
Rey asked, surprised by Theon's words.
Of course, the aide was also a key job that required excellent skills.
However, this did not mean that the position was not high enough
for the eldest son of Prince Fried and the chief graduate of Episteme to
apply.
In general, episteme senior graduates took the so-called elite course,
which did not include an assistant.
This is because, unlike other government posts with speci ic
decision-making rights and powers, an aide is treated as an assistant
to manage a given schedule.
Besides, he's not an aide to the emperor, but an aide to the Crown
Prince.
“Being an assistant will increase the time I spend with you.”
Theon lifted his head, leaning on Raymond's shoulder.
He knew what Raymond was worried about.
It was a strange thing that no one could have imagined for him to
become an assistant.
It's like a knight with a bright future who suddenly wants to go into
the mountains and become a hunter.
Isn't it something that went beyond everyone's expectations?
Maybe everyone will be excited again.
Why did the famous knight go into the mountains and become a
hunter, while arbitrarily guessing the reason.
But since he was bound by the spirit of darkness, Theon had to make
a decision.
“I don’t know if I’m going to bother you with puri ication.”
“I feel so strong and happy when you become my aide! Who can get
such a reliable and capable aide!”
Theon smiled bitterly and shook his head, saying it wasn't Raymond.
Raymond was hoping Theon would get a better position, but he
couldn't afford to give up his aide and apply for another position.
It was probably Theon who struggled the most before making this
decision.
Theon knew Raymond's consideration, so his old friend was grateful.
“When I didn’t know anything, I only thought that spirits were good.”
Theon shook off the heavy energy and spoke lightly.
When I was a child, I dreamed of becoming a spirit warrior, and I was
amazed at the stories of spirits that the ancestors of the Freed had
dealt with.
Raymond then nodded as if he agreed with Theon.
"right. It was amazing and good when I irst woke up.”
Raymond did it himself.
It wasn't dif icult or dangerous to control the spirits like Theon, but
he knew well that the spirits weren't just good.
Raymond's life changed in an instant when he inally summoned the
ire lies.
There were many times when I thought that how much I hated the
spirits when I was taking the Prince's class, and that if I had known that
this would be the case, I would rather have hidden my awakening.
'… … Maybe because Dorothea is smart, she's been hiding her
awakening until now?'
I hate the many duties and responsibilities that come with a single
spirit.
It is impossible to suddenly awaken the power of a spirit at a late
age.
Even though I know ten roads in the water, I can't igure out one road
in Dorothea's head, so the smart Dorothea who looked ahead several
times may have hidden the spirits deliberately.
“Seeing that, Nereus is amazing. That guy is a spirit samurai born
from his constitution. What would you have done if you couldn't deal
with the spirits?"
Raymond laughed, brushing off the heavy subject.
Nereus was sometimes envious of Nereus, who shuddered at the
thought of being able to wield a water spirit.
Nereus often threatened or suppressed people by showing the
difference in 'class' with the power of spirits, which was unimaginable
for Raymond and Theon.
To threaten other helpless people with a special power, a spirit,
might feel cowardly and mean.
Moreover, Raymond hated ighting in the irst place, and Theon
feared that the case would not end lightly if the spirit was brought out.
“Still, there’s only one thing you and my spirit did well. You're going
to be my friend for the rest of my life. No matter how much I hate you,
you can't get away from me?"
Raymond narrowed his eyes, poking like a threat to Jim Jit Theon.
“Besides, I have a wonderful feeling that I will get the world’s best
assistant thanks to the spirits!”
Raymond wrapped his arms around Theon's neck and played with
them, and Theon inally burst into laughter.
“If it wasn’t for the Spirit, I would have been on your side, your friend,
Raymond.”
***
'I want you to throw it away even if you throw it away because it's
yours.'
After getting these back from Freedia, he has kept the handkerchiefs
and bottles in the box.
He doesn't know why, but he felt that the items Dorothea had
returned were so precious that he couldn't afford to throw them away.
In fact, he had no idea what memories were contained in this object.
What was Dorothea thinking with the handkerchief, and why did she
keep the bottle of ointment that was easy to throw away and returned
it to him later?
What she did with this handkerchief and how much the ointment
helped her wounds.
But just having an object with Dorothea's story he didn't know made
him feel pretty close to Dorothea.
But now is the time to say goodbye to this old thing, the faded
memories.
He pondered for a moment with the handkerchief, then grabbed him
tightly and approached the ireplace on one side.
Theon stood in front of him and stared at the ire for a long time.
The bright light that drives away the darkness, and the warmth that
shakes even in small waves of the air.
And with a handkerchief clenched, a ist that could not be opened.
***
Ethan could not hide the corners of his lips that rose as soon as he
received the letter with the imperial seal from the butler.
It was because of the precious name 'Dorothea Milanaire' written on
the envelope.
There is no such thing as a letter of intent. You wouldn't be able to
con ide in a secret love affair in a public letter with the seal of the
imperial family.
But nevertheless, the letter was so precious to Ethan that it was
moved.
Dorothea probably doesn't know. That this was the irst letter she
sent to him.
Ethan stood there for a long time like a pious priest who prayed
while holding a letter as if he were dealing with a precious treasure
that should not be buried.
He wiped the desk thoroughly with a handkerchief and carefully
placed the letter on it.
Even the smallest speck of white envelope containing Dorothea's
touch could not be tolerated.
Confused about how to remove the imperial seal without damaging
it, he took out the best paper knife in the drawer.
And like a delicate scholar excavating ancient relics, he carefully
removed the seal.
He carefully pulled out the letter from the envelope, which had been
removed without damage.
The paper, which was too luxurious and thick to be used as
stationery, was surrounded by a vine-patterned border with gold leaf.
At that, Ethan covered his eyes with his hand and calmed his
throbbing heart.
To those who don't know, it might be because it is a letter from the
imperial family, but he knew it, having worked with the emperor
Dorothea Milanaire.
Dorothea is a person who doesn't really care about the material of
stationery.
The fact that the stationery she sent is so luxurious means that she
has chosen and obtained the stationery with care.
How much more adorable do you think it will be?
He took a deep breath and read the overly pretty letterhead.
Since the letter was sent through a public channel, the content was
clerical.
***
***
'cute… … !'
Thinking of Dorothea trying to smile, it was so lovely that I felt like
crying.
***
The music lesson, which was the main purpose, started a long time
later, as it had been a long time since we talked about state affairs.
"So… … You mean you can't read sheet music?"
“I can read it. i studied But it's slow at the level of detoxi ication... … .”
Dorothea was almost black when it came to reading sheet music.
The level of being able to read scales only by counting the staff. Only
basic notes were familiar to my eyes, and there were many things that I
didn't even know about musical symbols.
“Do you know the major and minor scales?”
“I heard it. Major and minor, right?”
"Right. And?”
“… … I only know until there.”
Ethan burst into laughter at Dorothea's shallow knowledge.
Oh, you shouldn't laugh.
The major scale and the major are just sang with different words.
Ethan wiped the moist eye area with his inger, and Dorothea put on
a sullen expression.
“It’s not that I’m kidding, I’m laughing because it’s so cute.”
I'm sure Dorothea has a bad side like this.
Every time he found a new dorothea, he would feel like putting a new
gem in his treasured jewelery box.
But the problem is that you have to start music lessons from the very
basics rather than you think.
It's been a long time since I was a beginner, so I couldn't properly
predict Dorothea's level.
“Then it would be better to start with the piano rather than the
violin.”
"why?"
“It’s easy to get the right notes. Do you have a piano?”
"yes. Fortunately, there is a separate piano room.”
In the past, Conberta Palace was small and did not have a separate
piano room, but there was a piano used long ago when Empress Alice
was alive.
Not so long ago, the room was a place where there was nothing to
enter except for the one time I went in to look around after moving the
palace.
However, after asking Ethan for music lessons, Dorothea went to the
room excitedly and checked the piano in advance.
Fortunately, the piano, which had been neglected for nearly 20 years,
did not look bad on the outside thanks to the basic maintenance of the
royal servants.
A grand piano that has aged gracefully without the lid warping or
rotting anywhere.
However, when Dorothea pressed the keys, it sounded strange to her
that she did not know much about music, and some keys were not
pressed at all or made no sound.
Is the term “bright apricot” used at a time like this?
“I called the tuner in a hurry this morning, but I don’t know what
happened.”
Clara said she would take care of it, but there have been no reports of
the condition of the piano yet.
Maybe it's broken so it can't be used at all.
“Then shall we go check it out together?”
Dorothea nodded at Ethan's question.
“I will guide you.”
Dorothea grabbed his hand and took a half step forward.
Ethan saw the hand of Dorothea leading him.
She pretended to be natural, but she was quite nervous. He was
conscious of holding his hand.
Ethan couldn't help the smile that lowed from him, so he clasped
Dorothea's hand.
The two didn't say anything, but at the same time felt the same
concern.
This is so good, is it possible to have a secret love affair?
***
There was a single black grand piano and a sofa in the well
maintained room.
The piano was placed magni icently in the center of the room,
pretending to be the master of the room.
As if you had to politely ask the piano for permission before entering
the room.
Ethan also nodded his head at the black-bodied grand piano that
caught his eye as soon as he entered the room.
From the outside, it looks like it has been well cared for with no signs
of damage from humidity or sunlight, so it didn't seem like there would
be any major problems on the inside.
However, the tuner who came early in the morning was still
wrestling with the big piano after quite some time had passed.
“Princess!”
Clara found the two irst, and the tuner who was touching the piano
was surprised and hurriedly turned and bowed her head.
“Because of how the piano is.”
Dorothea was concerned about the condition of the piano, which had
held the tuner for a long time.
Just as the treatment of a critically ill patient takes a long time, I
thought it would be the same for the piano.
But the tuner smiled broadly as he wiped the sweat from his
forehead.
“Don't worry. Now we just have to do the inishing touches and we’re
done.”
"really? Does it sound good?”
Dorothea asked, half astonished and half delighted.
It was obviously a piano that couldn't even make a single sound.
“It’s just that it’s tuned and out of tune, but it’s in very good
condition.”
The tuner said that he cleaned the inside of the keyboard thoroughly
and said that he could use it any number of times.
“If it’s okay, can I take a closer look?”
When Ethan asked a question, the tuner happily consented, but he
frowned and looked at him and Dorothea.
Ethan didn't care, went to the piano, checked the strings, and pressed
the keys.
From the irst key to the last key, the inger quickly skimmed up and
down as if on a slippery slope, and as Dorothea knew it, 'Doremi Fa
Solasido' lowed out clearly.
“Contrary to what I was worried about, the sound is clear and nice.”
Ethan smiled contentedly.
Since it was used by the royal family, it must have been a good piano
in the irst place, and even if left unattended, the environment itself is
good and simple cleaning seems to have been maintained.
“But it’s still a bit noisy… … ”
As Ethan spoke, repeatedly pressing one key, the tuner nodded.
“We are still coordinating. I love the space here... … .”
Ethan had a few words with the tuner over the piano.
Ethan's ears seem to hear the parts that Dorothea's ears couldn't
hear.
“It’s just that I’ve been neglected and uttered the wrong sound, but
the piano itself isn’t bad.”
Ethan said, gently sweeping the piano's elegant body.
"you're right. Just because it sounds wrong doesn't mean the piano is
wrong. All pianos are precious, aren't they? You can’t just throw it
away.”
The tuner nodded, deeply empathizing with Ethan's words.
If you carefully tune each sound to the desired sound, you will be able
to produce a beautiful sound.
Just because it sounds a little wrong doesn't mean you have to throw
it away.
Just like people and life.
The tuner, who had been talking with Ethan about the piano for a
while, looked up and said what he wanted to say.
“Well, if you don’t mind, aren’t you Master Ethan Bronte?”
"Ah yes. you're right."
Ethan laughed awkwardly.
There is usually only one reason to ask this.
“It’s such an honorable day to see the princess and Ethan Bronte like
this… … !”
The tuner smiled broadly with a smiling face, not knowing what to
do.
He continued to praise Dorothea and Ethan for their looks, saying
that he had recognized Dorothea and Ethan when they came in.
It was a very boring story, so Ethan responded by nodding his head
with a gentle smile.
However, the tuner seemed more interested in his playing skills than
anything else.
It was because he had heard Ethan's name many times while
working as a tuner.
“I, if it’s okay with you, can you let me hear Ethan’s performance even
a little bit after tuning is done?”
He asked in a tense voice because he was not in a position to tell
Ethan not to dare to play.
“To check the sound… … . Do by that way."
“Thank you, Ethan! Well, then, I'll inish it quickly and clean it up."
The tuner bowed deep down to his waist, said hello to Ethan, and
hurriedly picked up the equipment to inish tuning the piano.
"Ethan, you're really famous."
"Iknow, right. I only need to be famous for the princess.”
When Dorothea marveled at Ethan's fame, Ethan quietly answered
Dorothea's ear so that no one could hear.
At that, Dorothea covered her mouth and bowed her head, not
knowing how to manage her expression.
At that moment, a muf led voice came from behind Ethan.
“Don’t mess around with the princess.”
Surprised, I turned around to see that Joy's eyes, who were guarding
Dorothea's back, were burning brightly.
“It’s handcrafted… … .”
Vocabulary selection.
In Joy's eyes, unaware that Dorothea and Ethan had of icially agreed
to date, Ethan was nothing more than a clever wolf trying to eat
Dorothea.
“Even the princess should be careful about this guy’s beauty world.”
Joey whispered secretly to Ethan in Dorothea's ear, but he heard it
all.
Dorothea laughed at him.
"okay. I'll be careful."
As expected, a secret love affair was unreasonable, and just as I was
thinking again, the tuner who inished the work stood up.
"it's over!"
The tuner said as he stepped back with his eyes waiting for Ethan to
play.
Then Ethan sat down at the piano to check it out.
Although it was a brief performance, Dorothea clapped lightly for his
performance, and Clara and the tuner also welcomed him with
applause.
Ethan grinned as he looked at Dorothea's blue eyes focused on him
and placed his inger on the keyboard.
As he began to lightly press the keys with his ingers, a clear sound
spread like a drop of water on the calm waters.
He nodded once, as if he liked the sound of the piano, and continued
playing.
A sound that is heard one after another, like the sound of light rain.
It was a simple and lively nursery rhyme unlike the colorful songs he
usually played.
But he soon changed the simple, short phrase.
The sound, which started at Gaon-do, gradually went up and became
lighter and faster, then lowered like a fall, and changed to a loud and
heavy note like thunder.
Then it slowly subsided and softened again, and as the rain stopped,
his playing ended.
“… … He’s good at making me jealous.”
I heard Joey muttering involuntarily.
Joy was also a person who didn't know the 'um' of music, but Ethan's
performance had a strange power to captivate people.
Even Joey, who has never learned to play the piano and is not jealous
of anything, can move his heart.
She asks why Dorothea hears Ethan playing and asks, 'Should I learn
an instrument?' He seemed to know a little bit about what he was
thinking.
“I wonder if the keyboard might be a bit heavy for the princess to
play, but it’s well tuned. It sounds good.”
Meanwhile, after inishing the performance, Ethan smiled at the
tuner and nodded his head as if he was satis ied.
Then, strangely, the tuner's face turned red.
“Go, go, thank you, Master Ethan! It was such an honor today.”
Was Ethan's one word enough to praise the idol he admired?
Perhaps if he kept a diary, he would ill out a few pages of his diary
today and celebrate it as a special day.
After the tuner said thank you, he said goodbye to Dorothea and the
others and left.
When the somewhat chaotic atmosphere was cleared up, Ethan
looked at Dorothea.
“Then we can teach now.”
It is very dif icult to take a class.
Dorothea had Clara and Zoe leave their seats during class.
Finally, it's time for the two of us again.
"I'm going to learn seriously, Ethan."
Dorothea declared in advance that this time was never reserved for
sweet time with him.
Of course, it is true that she wanted to ind an excuse to call him into
the Imperial Palace, but it was also true that she wanted to learn an
instrument, and she was always serious about learning.
It's her old credo to do it right if you decide to do it.
Knowing this well, Ethan nodded, saying it was natural.
“I will teach you seriously. Can't you get angry or say anything for
being harsh?"
“Strict training is always welcome.”
A smile did not leave Ethan's lips at Dorothea's words.
It's training, so it's probably not someone who focused on
swordsmanship.
Dorothea took a seat on the piano chair Ethan had just been sitting
on, and Ethan stood by her and watched her.
“Can you ind where Gaon is?”
"then!"
I'm afraid you don't even know that!
It is common knowledge that two black keys in a row are in front of
each other.
Among them, the central one is the Tao.
When Dorothea pinpointed the exact level of Gaon, Ethan looked at
her in surprise.
“I feel like I am being ignored.”
“How much you know and how far you don’t know, it’s because you
haven’t igured it out yet.”
Then Ethan leaned over to Dorothea's side and placed his hand on
the keyboard.
Dorothea shrugged at Ethan who came close to the hook.
His warmth and subtle scent awakened her senses.
“When you play the keyboard, put your thumb on the keyboard like
this. You have to learn to it the width of the keyboard.”
He placed his ive ingers on the keyboard and slowly played Do, Re,
Mi, Pa, and Sol one by one.
Dorothea followed him and placed her hand on the keyboard, and
Ethan's hand gently wrapped around hers.
It was obviously in initely soft and warm to the touch, but Dorothea
felt like her hair was standing still.
“If your wrist falls down, your wrist hurts later. It is better to raise
the back of your hand so that it is level.”
He ixed Dorothea's drooping wrist and held it properly.
“Even when lifting a sword, if your wrist breaks, you get hurt easily,
but it’s the same when you play.”
Dorothea smiled and quickly placed her hand on the keyboard in an
upright position.
Compared to a sword, what is zeal... … . Like Dorothea, Ethan laughed
again.
Because he smiled even at trivial things, the muscles in his cheeks
that had worked all day were aching.
After that, Ethan taught him to press the keyboard with both hands
to a certain beat.
Because she's not young, it can be dif icult to use her ingers luently,
but Dorothea has done it quite well.
In particular, he had the power to make a sound accurately and
sharply, and it seemed that it was because he had muscles because he
did not neglect physical training or swordsmanship practice.
“It feels pretty good to hit the keys.”
Dorothea, who had been beating the keyboard for a while under
Ethan's guidance, said.
The feeling of pressing and hitting something with your inger was
subtly a change of mood.
Does the feeling of hitting something small and hitting something
relieve stress?
I thought that it would be really fun if one day I could freely press the
keyboard and play my favorite songs.
"What a relief. Because the princess likes the piano.”
“It may be a bit greedy to say things like this on the irst day, but I
hope I can play songs sooner.”
“You can still do it.”
"really?"
“Because you are learning as a hobby, today I will tell you an
interesting song. It's Wipimea's <Stand March>."
Ethan raised his two index ingers.
Then, naturally, he sat next to Dorothea and played symmetrical
notes with only two ingers.
Dorothea, intrigued by the way the song was completed in a very
simple way, quickly memorized the keyboard and followed it.
A simple variation on an easy-to-follow method.
“You saw it once and memorized it.”
“I can’t read sheet music, but I can remember well.”
As Dorothea smiled proudly and played <Stand March> again, Ethan
watched it for a moment and then started playing next to him.
Dorothea's beat was shaken by the sudden interrupted chord, but
when Ethan blinked as if to continue, she smiled and continued playing.
Ethan added splendor to a simple song with a completely different
note from Dorothea.
The two hands played side by side on the same piano key, and the
sound they made harmoniously made one piece of music.
At that moment, Ethan's hand, who was playing on the high
keyboard, lew between Dorothea's ingers, sat down, pressed a key,
and returned to where his hand was.
It was an instant thing.
When Dorothea looked at him in amazement, he quickly pounded the
keys between her hands repeatedly, playfully, and turned away.
His hand moved in an instant over the back of her hand as if to rub it.
What if I collided with his acrobatic and swift hand, I was so nervous
that I thought I would make a mistake because my ingertips tickled.
It's like being a normal person who went up to be a magic assistant
at a magic show.
No, this pounding chest is not just because of tension.
The subtle pleasure and ecstasy that comes when the notes he
makes are perfectly matched.
She was sitting next to Ethan, breathing in the same beat, becoming
one.
Concentrating only on each other's sounds, as if holding each other's
hands tightly, as if embracing each other tightly in their arms.
Not wanting to deviate even a single sound from him, Dorothea
focused all her nerves and senses on her irst briquette and on Ethan,
the briquette opponent.
And when the keys were pressed perfectly simultaneously to the last
note, Dorothea burst out of breath and laughed.
“You memorized it quickly.”
“Isn’t that wrong?”
“It was the most perfect stick march I've ever heard.”
"lie… … !”
I don't think Dorothea couldn't play as badly as she could, but to
Ethan's sensitive ears, the irst piano player's irst performance was
charismatic.
But Ethan shook his head and smiled.
“It is true, Princess. I was so moved that I wondered if I could listen
to this song again in my lifetime.”
The perfection of a song doesn't come from how well you play a
splendid song, how well you play it, and how accurately you play it.
Even if it's a crude and simple song, it's a good song if it touches
people's hearts.
For Ethan, the song he performed with Dorothea was the most
heartbreaking of all the songs he had heard before and after his return.
And during that time playing with Dorothea, Ethan was more
immersed than ever before, and he fell in love with the music.
It's been a long time since I felt like I was completely immersed in the
song itself rather than playing the piano.
At that, Dorothea looked at Ethan's smile and leaned his head against
his shoulder.
“I’m sorry, Ethan.”
"Yes… … ? What?"
“Just this and that. I can ill my life with these times, but it feels like
I've come back from a long and dif icult road. I’ll be like this a little bit
earlier.”
Then Ethan smiled and took her in his arms.
“I’m a person who cried because I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able
to come to this place even if I turned around.”
How grateful and happy I am right now, but it's a waste of time to ill
it with words of 'I'm sorry'.
“I cried… … ?”
Dorothea asked, surprised by Ethan's confession.
"sure. Much more than the princess can imagine.”
All the nights he had to be alone because you didn't love me were
tears for him.
But now all those tears are in the past tense, so he smiled lightly as if
recalling old memories.
But it was Dorothea whose expression became heavy again.
“… … I don't think I know much about you."
Ethan remembers all of her past that she doesn't remember, but
Dorothea doesn't remember much of Ethan.
To the extent that he confessed the power of spirits and told a brief
history of the past.
Ethan, who was a servant by her side, was a fragmentary memory.
She was beautiful, and she always seemed to get along well with her
subjects, and even then, her piano and violin skills were excellent, and
the nobles always praised her.
I didn't know it was on such a great level.
If I had known that this would be the case, I would have memorized
Edan's appearance before returning, one by one, and put it in my eyes.
Ethan's appearance at that time was only blurry. No, almost
everything I remember before the return was like that.
Dorothea had some regrets.
“I don’t even know your childhood.”
She knows that Ethan had been treated as a beautiful ghost by the
Duke of Bronte, but she had never speci ically heard of his life.
He didn't seem to like to talk about it, especially the four years he
spent at the bar with his mother before joining the Duke of Bronte.
Even if I can't remember because I was very young, if it's after
returning... … .
'When I woke up after the regression, I would have been with my
mother, not the Duke of Bronte... … ?'
When the thought reached that point, Dorothea's heart tightened.
What was he thinking when he returned with his memories and
opened his eyes?
“Are you wondering how I was until I returned and met the princess
again?”
Ethan asked that question, but Dorothea had a hard time answering
it readily.
He wanted to know the details of the person he loved, but he didn't
want to delve into the parts he didn't want to see.
Dorothea also had a lot of things she didn't want to see.
“Can I tell you?”
He smiled and asked if her heart, which was dif icult to answer, was
revealed.
“You don’t have to say anything you don’t want to say.”
"want to do. Please do it.”
“… … great."
Dorothea nodded her head as if she couldn't win, and Ethan started
talking happily.
“When I irst opened my eyes after the regression, I was in a wooden
box with a bad smell. It was the closet behind the bar where my mother
worked. The ceiling was probably only about the height of my name
now. Even though my mother is short, she always came in with her
back bowed.”
At that, Dorothea grabbed his arm and hugged him tightly.
He complained that it was an unhappy life, but at least Dorothea
woke up in a warm cradle.
There was a nanny who took care of every meal, and I never shivered
from the cold because I had no clothes.
She suddenly thought that she had lived arrogantly, trapped in an
environment that was too comfortable and af luent.
“It was my irst time returning after signing a contract, and it took
me a while to igure out the situation because it was sudden. But I soon
thought about it.”
Ethan, who was talking, paused for a moment and looked at
Dorothea.
“… … What do you think?”
“I want to see the princess die.”
He kissed Dorothea's forehead as he grabbed his arm.
Hot heat spread from where his lips touched, making Dorothea's
ingertips and toes tingle.
“Is the princess alive, how you are doing now, do you remember me,
or are you suffering compared to Prince Raymond and His Majesty? I
always thought.”
When I woke up in the morning, I wondered if Dorothea woke up
safely and happily today.
Around lunch time, I thought about whether she was good at eating
and what kind of day she would be spending today.
At night, I prayed that she would not cry and sleep peacefully in a
warm blanket.
Wishing that a cool breeze would blow by her side in summer and a
warm light by her side in winter, when her birthday came, she would
write an anonymous congratulatory letter that would not even reach
the imperial family.
Also, I thought about when I would be able to see her again, and how
to meet the princess with this small body.
“That’s it. What 'Ethan Bronte' did while the princess didn't know."
Thinking of Dorothea Milanaire. everything he devoted his life to.
So she doesn't have to wonder. The time she doesn't know is also full
of her only.
“Thank you, Ethan.”
It is a joy to the point of tears that there is someone who has always
thought of me at every moment I never thought of.
The fact that there is someone who loves and believes in me more
than me, even when I'm having a hard time... … .
“Before the princess came down to Cerritian, I also applied for the
entrance exam at Episteme.”
"really? I thought the Duke and Duchess of Bronte were just trying to
hide you... … .”
“Because you let me take the test without giving you my last name,
Brontera. as a commoner. You probably thought I wouldn't pass. I was
too lazy, so he asked me to watch and grant my wishes.”
He did not think that Ethan, who had never received a proper
education, was at the level of passing the Ephisteme.
Rather, it must have meant to feel the wall and come back and quietly
shut up.
“But why… … ?”
“I was late for the exam because of an accident while going up to
Lampas to take the exam, and I couldn’t take it.”
On the way up, there was a wagon accident, which caused Ethan to
be so badly injured that he had to stay in bed for a month.
At that moment, Ethan suffered as if Dorothea had died.
8 years after return. When the moment I had endured was futile in
vain due to a single accident, I fell into despair as if everything was
over.
Even though I knew that there was a future and that I could see
Dorothea if I had more patience, I felt like I had lost everything for
some reason.
The Bronte and his wife said that when they recalled that time, 'even
Ethan's silver hair in the sunlight looked dark'.
“But a miracle happened to me too. Because the princess came to
Cerritian.”
Ethan looked at her with sweet, hot eyes that seemed to melt.
something that didn't happen in the past. An unexpected gift.
When Ethan met Dorothea at the beach, he missed her so much that
he thought he was hallucinating.
He had no idea that Dorothea had come down to Cerritian until the
Bronte and his wife talked about the princess's recovery.
“At the time, I didn’t know why it was different from the past.
Because I never imagined that the princess would return with me.”
“Then when did you know? I have returned.”
“I was skeptical, but when I saw Theon Fried’s handkerchief, I was
convinced.”
You still remember Theon, the Elemental King is making fun of me to
the end.
“I can’t believe it even today. The fact that the princess is leaning on
my shoulder, sitting next to each other like this, playing the piano… … .
When I return home, it will be like a dream again.”
Then he hugged Dorothea as if trying to hold the dream to reality.
“Then don’t leave me, Princess.”
He leaned his forehead against her and whispered.
Dorothea's lips pressed against his warm forehead and his breath.
“I’m not leaving.”
“A good person won’t lie, so the princess’ promise must be sincere,
right?”
He chuckled like a joke. speaking with sincerity.
***
***
'Because of the spirit. After all, Theon can only live with the Spirit of
Light... … . Anyway, that's what I thought.'
Dorothea didn't say anything after that, but Ethan knew what she
was thinking.
If I gave Theon the Spirit Stone, I would have thought that he
wouldn't have to be tied to the aide.
Theon's unusual behavior can be dismissed now, but Raymond's aide
alone won't last forever.
Either return to Fridia to succeed the Archduke, or rise to a higher
position in the center. One of the two should be done, but Theon can't.
In the long run, it is a choice that can only lead to problems in the
end.
Dorothea must have been worried about that too.
Of course, Ethan knows that her worries didn't stem from feelings of
love.
The bond that can only arise because we have known each other for a
long time, the guilt and responsibility of the past, the duty to live, and a
little bit of compassion.
But Ethan was jealous of her feelings no matter what.
He didn't want Theon to take even a single piece of her time,
thoughts, and heart.
“I heard that you applied for the throne of the Crown Prince.”
“I never told anyone, but somehow everyone knows about it.”
Even though he hasn't been con irmed as an aide yet, Theon
wondered why everyone was aware of the news.
Conversely, it was somewhat unpleasant for Ethan Bronte to know
that.
“I heard that Ethan Bronte-sama is also teaching the princess to the
piano.”
“The princess asked me irst.”
Theon's expression hardened at Ethan's bright smile.
“… … Do you always talk like that?”
“Is that like that?”
“It’s about subtly touching a sensitive part of a person.”
Theon, who tends to pass on everything bluntly, asked.
He knew Ethan had cold eyes when he looked at him. He was smiling,
but inside there was a sharp light as if he were holding a sword.
Not only now, but a long time ago, when we met in Cerritian.
When he and Raymond visited Dorothea, Ethan's eyes were wary as
if he was marking the territory.
Theon looked into Ethan's eyes and asked, Ethan laughed.
“Is it possible? Only you, Theon, bake like this.”
Ethan, with his eyes narrowed, embarrassed Theon with his honesty.
"why… … ?”
“Aren’t you asking because you don’t know?”
Ethan tilted his head innocently.
Theon must already know why.
“… … Are you really serious about the princess?”
“Aren’t you de initely not someone to take lightly?”
“I’m asking if you really have a heart.”
Theon's expression was serious.
Ethan felt that Theon's attitude was not the same.
Dare Theon Fried to ask Ethan Bronte the sincerity of his heart for
Dorothea?
If Ethan had been the type to use his ists, he might have already
shoved his ist in Theon's face.
“Theon Fried-sama, are you really serious about the princess?”
Ethan's white face also turned cold with a smile.
"okay. At least than you... … .”
“Better than me?”
Ethan's brow furrowed in an instant.
"Don't judge other people's feelings, Theon Fried. Because I am much
more sincere than you think.”
Ethan said in a voice as cold as ice.
I've been waiting for her longer than you, madly.
It's not that he needs the power of the spirits, so he's not interested,
but he's loved all of Dorothea's appearance, even when he is suffering,
hurting, screaming, giving up on everything, and falling apart.
But people do not easily believe his sincerity.
I've never said that I love anyone easily, so why does everyone take
my heart lightly?
Even Dorothea before her return took enough time to waste her
whole life believing his sincerity.
why? He has a half face and is very popular, so why don't you just love
one person sincerely? Does the gentle, smirking smile look light? Do
you believe all the gossip and gossip he never gave out?
Would he have suspected that if he was ugly and didn't get along well
with people?
Ethan thought his appearance could be poisonous at times.
“Can you guarantee that you have absolutely no other feelings for
Princess Dorothea?”
“Do you have a different mind?”
Ethan's eyes narrowed at Theon's question.
Spirit, I wanted to bring up the story and crush Theon, but Ethan
resisted it.
You said that Edan's Gaegwacheonseon is on the princess's bucket
list, and it's dif icult to answer when asked how she knew about the
spirits.
“… … Don't sway the princess with a shallow crush. You are already
suffering enough.”
“What do you mean?”
“You don’t have to know.”
Ethan said, twisting one corner of his mouth.
Theon's red eyes were full of hostility.
does he know Ethan Bronte's contribution to his survival is huge.
The reason he took an active interest in Dorothea was that the
spirits of light all came from Ethan.
That I had put up with for Dorothea what I wanted to kill many times
earlier.
But Theon Fried doesn't know that.
“Ethan Bronte, how rude are you going to be?”
“I intend to maintain this level of rudeness in the future.”
“Don’t be rude and be careful. If your actions put pressure on the
princess, I will not stand still.”
Theon clenched his ists at Ethan's arrogant and rude attitude.
does she know What does Ethan look like?
If you don't hang out with someone like that and come to me, I'm
con ident I'll do better than anyone else.
“… … Are you jealous of me?”
Ethan asked, raising one eyebrow.
“I just hate having a rude person like you around the princess.”
“Ah, do you think it’s better for you to be with the princess than me?”
Along with Ethan's narrowed eyes, the corners of his lips rose
slightly.
“Do you want me to be the bad guy? Don't you want it to be trash that
doesn't suit the princess, and that she hates?"
“… … .”
Ethan's voice was quite memorable. And his words pierced the
sincerity that lay beneath Theon's chest.
However, there is one reason that Ethan can understand his heart
clearly.
“It’s called jealousy. young master."
Because he was madly jealous of Theon Fried.
The feeling Theon felt was probably nothing compared to what
Ethan felt.
'I guess it's not just because of the spirits.'
Ethan thought as he looked at Theon's distorted face.
He really values and wants Dorothea.
He re lexively felt a sense of 'crisis towards Theon Fried' due to his
years of experience, but on the other hand, he was happy.
Because the sentence that seemed impossible to exist in the world
was born, 'Theon Fried is jealous of Ethan Bronte'.
He also hoped that one day Theon would be so jealous that he would
want to strangle him.
Conversely, I wished he would have turned his attention away from
Dorothea altogether.
How to explain this paradoxical feeling?
“It is an honor for the master of Prince Fried to be jealous of me for
being lowly, but I do not need that glory anymore, so I hope you will
take it. At least I am con ident that I will love the princess more than
you.”
Ethan bowed his head politely and smiled.
***
***
Instead, the biggest issue in the meeting was the customs duty of
Hark.
The agenda, which I thought had no particular reason or reason to
oppose it, took a lot of time.
“Changing the existing tax rate like this could make our relationship
with Hark worse.”
Again, the words that looked at Hark again.
If it had been Dorothea before her return, she would have
immediately stood up from her desk, shouting and asking what Hark
was afraid of.
After all, the international community goes back to the logic of
power. Conventions, agreements, and treaties are nothing more than a
piece of paper that makes everything look good.
“But now, isn’t Hark’s wheat converted to imperial production,
deceiving and disrupting the wheat market? We have to impose some
sanctions.”
“Isn’t wheat going to come in just by raising the tax rate? On the
contrary, it will only increase the amount coming through the black
market and only increase market confusion. The opposite effect is
greater.”
At Raymond's words, Marquis Dmitry trimmed his beard and said:
“That’s why there has been talk of making the border more strict and
the level of punishment higher. Sir Dmitry.”
Carnan, who had been listening quietly, opened her mouth.
“Strengthening the border can make him feel political and forceful
pressure in Hark. By improving the relationship with Hark, it is better
to encourage a solution within the Hark... … .”
Dorothea heard those words and her lips twitched.
What if I put a little pressure on the hark?
The reason I noticed Hark's eyes is because he lost a local battle with
Hark during the previous emperor's reign and had a history of
negligence.
So, we need to increase our military power. Do you think that a
country can only be governed by peace?
Dorothea thought about that, exhaling slowly, calming her thoughts.
'Yeah, war and diplomatic tensions are bad... … .'
Then Raymond spoke again.
“But the Hark will not attack the Empire that much. And we just need
to prepare for him and strengthen our troops and military power.
There are also ways to have more friendly relations with other
countries.”
Raymond says a word as if scratching Dorothea's itchy spot.
'You speak pretty well, don't you?'
I don't like ighting very much, so I wondered what would happen if I
fell lat on Hark.
As he said, if a war is waged just because the preferential tariff on
wheat has been removed and imposed on an equal basis with other
countries, it is the Hark side that has no justi ication.
The Empire is in a more favorable situation to unite with other
countries internationally... … .
'Besides, even if a war breaks out, we can win enough.'
Because I was so scared that I lost once before.
This is like a human being afraid of a bee just because it has been
stung by a bee.
Of course, stings are painful, but isn't it much easier for humans to
kill bees when ighting bees?
Even so, being stung once in the past is like getting a bee out of the
back of a bee in advance.
“But Your Majesty, the Empire is making widespread use of cheap
Harksan wheat. But if you increase the tax on that, it will put a burden
on people’s livelihood!”
“That’s right, Your Majesty. It only makes the people more dif icult.”
All the servants said in unison.
But Dorothea, and Raymond, were waiting for these words.
“It is nothing to worry about.”
"Yes?"
“I intend to increase production within the empire.”
"Yes? So, are you going to cut down the forest and increase the wheat
ield?”
"no. The rotation will increase food production in the area of the
current wheat ield.”
“Is it rotation?”
“Look at the materials we prepared for you.”
Raymond pointed to the papers in front of them.
Inside it was written the rotation method of cultivating a mixture of
wheat, turnips, clover, barley, and soybeans.
“In this way, we expect to double the average food production in the
same area of land.”
Dorothea laughed quietly at Raymond's words.
It may seem like nothing, but what Raymond has done is staggering.
How can you produce results in just a few months for a work related
to agriculture that takes place over a long period of two to three years?
The result that surprised even Dorothea.
In the words of Raymond, it was the result of researching and
collecting all the rotation methods of domestic and foreign regions.
In particular, Raymond was able to understand and decide the
principles and feasibility of the research because he had cultivated and
farmed the ields himself.
If all goes as expected, this will be a great achievement that can be
called an 'agricultural revolution'.
“Of course, the results may vary depending on the nature of the land
and the climate, but we will spread this farming method to areas that
can produce this crop. Especially since we can grow crops together for
fodder, we can turn pastures where livestock are left into ields.”
Raymond's expression explaining the new farming method was very
passionate.
“But this is just a plan that has not even been put into practice yet,
His Majesty the Crown Prince.”
"you're right. If you do anything yourself, aren't there many
variables? But how can you ight Hark and Chuck if you only believe in
that?”
“If production is not increased immediately, the people will have to
wait for several more years before the results come out, Your Majesty!
You have to look at people's lives. Even now, everyone is poor and
starves to death.”
Raymond made eye contact with Dorothea.
The opposition of the nobles was already expected.
“Then, if the harvest more than doubles within three years with this
new farming method, will the lords agree to raising the customs duty of
the hark, and promise not to increase the tax in each region further for
the 'people's livelihood' that the lords are so worried about?”
Raymond dealt with their objections as he had arranged with
Dorothea.
Then, the faces of the nobles hardened with dif iculty.
"Yes?"
“On the produce from the same land, only a certain amount should be
taxed. Because the people who are starving and crying come irst.”
"However… … .”
“As long as the rotation method is spread evenly, the wheat of the
empire can be exported to Hark in reverse.”
I knew that there would be strong opposition to Hark anyway.
In particular, Dorothea was the one who had seen the bill not passed
before the return.
Therefore, Dorothea prepared a meeting with Raymond, anticipating
opposition from the nobles, and strategizing in advance.
Raising Hark's customs duty is not urgent. How to use it in the long
run.
Just then, Raymond had igured out a new rotation method, and
Dorothea sharpened him so that he could be used as a weapon.
“Barahan and some pilot areas have been using this farming method
since this winter. Since it is related to the previous wheat farming, it
can be seen that the irst year has already been completed. Perhaps in
the next year or so, the results will be accurate.”
Raymond said to the ministers.
Then, a faint smile appeared on the lips of Karnan, who was sitting in
the highest seat.
“If it is con irmed that the new farming method produces twice as
much food in the same area, omit all other procedures, raise the
customs duty of hark and strengthen the border.”
“But Your Majesty… … !”
“Let it be, don’t.”
Carnan emphasized once again to Dmitry, who was about to refute.
No more logically objected to it, and at the emperor's command, the
scribe made a clear record of the matter.
Dorothea met Raymond's eyes, and Raymond laughed, revealing his
white teeth.
And Theon watched the two of them silently from behind.
***
***
Meanwhile, Ethan, who could not attend the meeting instead, melted
into the social world.
Fortunately, Dorothea was more comfortable dealing with socialites
than Dorothea.
As he did before his return, he naturally blended with people. No, did
it stand out rather than blend in?
At times he thought he would like to associate with Dorothea, but he
hoped that he could use his talents for Dorothea.
The social circle was very useful in that regard.
And it was all because of Ethan that all of a sudden there was a
discussion about the mail at the afternoon tea party.
It was because Ethan was lucky that he would only receive letters
and invitations by mail.
“Uh, only by mail?”
“The front of the Bronte mansion is always noisy and the wagons are
always clogged up, so they resent me. I have to ind a way somehow... …
.”
Nobles have sent invitations or letters to their subordinates to
ensure accurate mail delivery.
Sometimes, it was polite to give it face to face, so he waited for Ethan
himself.
But all of a sudden, I'm only getting it through the of icial mail.
“But Ethan. Mail is inef icient.”
“Last time, the mail went wrong, so I got a reply after three years.
Even though it was right next door!”
“Sometimes they are returned because they can't pay the postage. In
some places, one beni is enough to receive a letter, but there are times
when even one blanc, which is a hundred times that, is not enough. It's
very uncomfortable!”
They all complained about the imperial postal system.
For that reason, the postal system, which was not systematic, was
always levied on cash, and sometimes the postal cost alone exceeded
10 blancs.
The recipient, who could not afford the postage, even returned him,
then the price was doubled or tripled and returned to the sender.
Because they could not afford the exorbitant postage costs, the
recipient and sender returned letters to each other, eventually leading
to lawsuits.
The reason postage rates are so absurdly inconsistent is that postal
rates are all decided at the discretion of the post of ice.
And, in many cases, they overcharged the post of ice, the villagers,
and the pockets of the local nobility.
As a precaution, those who were concerned that the mail might be
returned have sent money for the postage enclosed in the mail.
However, when it became popular, thieves or unscrupulous postmen
had reached the point of stealing mail.
Addresses were also unclear, so mail delivery was often wrong.
“It would be good if the postage rates are systematically set, so the
sender pays in advance. Wouldn’t it be nice to not have to spend money
on receiving unwanted mail?”
Ethan took a sip of his tea and threw the topic indifferently.
Those who wanted to win Ethan's favor nodded their heads as they
answered the topic of discussion.
"you're right. We have to get rid of or ix that stupid system.”
"Right. I can pay whatever I want for a precious letter, but I don't
want someone to satisfy their own self-interest with that."
“Besides, there are so many ways to go wrong!”
They also considered postage a minor but very inconvenient
problem.
How ruthless, how could there be an idiom that says, 'It's like a
postman's heart' for a capricious thing!
However, as they usually did, the nobles were able to ind other ways
to do important work without using the post of ice, so they did not
bother to criticize it.
But the word “inconvenient” has been around for a very long time.
As people's complaints grew, the mouth of Young-ae, who was on one
side, opened quickly.
“Wow, the post of ice knows that. I am also thinking about how to
improve it.”
It was Young-ae who worked in the post of ice manager's post.
But the reaction of others was bittersweet.
“It’s a problem because I’ve been thinking about it for years.”
“You should be able to trust and send a letter, Won. The imperial
family doesn’t even leave even the smallest letter to the postman, is it?”
The status of the post of ice, which even the imperial family did not
trust, had fallen to the ground.
In addition, postage charges are high due to self-interest in each
region, but the amount returned to the post of ice is absurdly small.
“It is not a simple matter. The empire is so large and the addresses
are complex, and when you send a letter, the postman can't check
whether you paid the right amount or not. What can you do other than
cash on delivery?”
“You just have to number your address and indicate on the letter that
you have paid.”
“Numbers and markings? how?"
Everyone tilted their heads at Ethan's words.
Then Ethan smiled and explained the 'postal code' and 'stamp' that
Dorothea had envisioned, as if shedding lightly.
Initials and numbers for each large region, sub-region, and
neighborhood should be used to distinguish mail at a glance.
Also, purchase and af ix postage stamps to all mail serviced by the
post of ice.
The price of postage is the same in all regions, and the postage
required to be af ixed by distance and parcel size should be
systematized.
Not so great in a way. However, with this simple systematization,
considerable inconvenience would be eliminated.
'Before the regression, I was trying to apply... … Theon Fried is dead.'
After Theon Fried's death, even the little things that Dorothea had
barely managed to accomplish were thwarted, and the light never
came.
However, even after returning, Dorothea improved the idea a little
more concretely and ef iciently and did not let go of her thoughts.
Ethan loved Dorothea like that.
“If there are initials and numbers for each region, sorting by mail
would be much easier.”
The young girl of the post of ice also listened intently to his words.
“Ethan Bronte didn’t even appear in Episteme, but he has such a
clever side.”
The nobles nodded and praised him.
It would have been better if you didn't just add the story of the
episteme.
The nobles again began to praise Ethan in every nook and cranny,
and Ethan thought he would like to go see Dorothea over a cup of tea.
***
One day, Dorothea's birthday and the Empress's death were about a
week away.
“Princess, Your Majesty the Emperor is holding a banquet for the
princess on her birthday!”
"suddenly?"
“It seems like they’re trying to set up a place for me because I haven’t
had a proper greeting with the ministers since my debut!”
Dorothea sneered, thinking that Carnon was doing something wrong
again.
Until now, Carnon had never held a birthday banquet for her.
After she came to Lampas, there was a strange phenomenon of
sending birthday presents, but it was not held until the banquet.
It is because it is against the etiquette to hold a pleasant banquet on
the Empress's anniversary.
Therefore, Dorothea thought that this year, of course, Carnon would
only send gifts quietly.
“Look at this! He even sent me a dress to wear that day!”
Clara pointed to the blue dress the servants were carrying.
The dress in a color resembling the southern sea was lavishly
decorated with jewels, lace, and frills.
A dress that emphasized a narrow waist looked quite cramped. It
must have been that they had been told not to eat anything throughout
the banquet.
“He even sent necklaces, bracelets, and earrings that you can wear
with us. Shoes, of course!”
The servants opened a large accessory box and displayed the
accessories and shoes that Carnan had sent in front of Dorothea.
Jewels that sparkle so dazzlingly. And even shoes with ribbons.
At a glance, it seemed like the price of a few houses.
'It's extravagant.'
I'd rather spend the money you're sending me on something more
productive.
Dorothea muttered to herself.
An unwelcome gift, an unwelcome event.
The fact that he came to Inje and gave priority to Dorothea's birthday
suddenly while lovingly serving the Empress as if he would never
forget it... … , probably because of the spirit.
But Clara looked so happy and happy.
“I am so happy that the princess is doing well!”
Clara was thrilled that the emperor had sent Dorothea such a huge
gift and even held a banquet.
Because she was one of those people who knew very well how
mistreated Dorothea had been until now.
Clara assured Dorothea that a glamorous and voluminous dress
would look good on her.
That was then.
“Hey, the princess has opened a dressing room.”
Dorothea's face, who had been chilled by Ethan's voice, turned to
anger.
“Oh, Master Ethan! There are no lessons today, but what made you
come here?”
Clara asked, surprised, and Ethan smiled.
“I brought the sheet music I promised the princess.”
He glanced at the sheet music he was wearing on his side.
'Sheet Music? Did you make such a promise?'
When Dorothea blinked, he signaled with a slight wink of the nose
towards Dorothea.
You can't say 'I miss you so much'.
Knowing the meaning of his words, Dorothea hid a leaking smile and
nodded her head.
“Okay, I asked.”
“By the way, did the princess get a new dress?”
Ethan naturally came in and asked, standing next to Dorothea.
“The Emperor sent it to me as a birthday present. They even held a
banquet for the princess!”
"iced coffee… … . Don't you think we're paying tribute to the
deceased Empress this year?"
In response to Clara's answer, Ethan said, 'It's amazing,' and hid the
back words that were about to come out inside his lips.
“It has been nearly 20 years since he passed away, and the princess
has made her debut, so I think the Emperor will take care of the
princess more.”
As Clara explained that to Ethan, Ethan and Dorothea looked into
each other's eyes and smiled awkwardly.
“You must have thought that you needed a fancy dress to wear to a
banquet.”
“It’s such a beautiful and wonderful dress, but you won’t be able to
get a slice of bread in your throat when you wear it.”
Is it your intention to torture the princess?
Dorothea burst into laughter as Ethan muttered in Dorothea's ears.
'I was thinking the same thing.'
It felt good that my heart was pierced.
“Would you like to try on the dress?”
“… … Then will you take a look?”
It was Dorothea who was dissatis ied with the dress because it
looked lashy and cramped, but I thought it would be okay to try it on in
front of Ethan.
The dress is pretty, so I want to show it to Ethan... … .
Ethan nodded happily, and Dorothea asked Clara to try it on.
The three moved into the dressing room, and Dorothea let Ethan sit
on the sofa outside the dressing room and then went inside with Clara
to change.
It takes a long time to change the dress, so the servant of Lenascor
Palace gave Ethan a light refreshment, but Ethan did not wear it.
He iddled with his hand, waiting only for Dorothea to come out.
Waiting for Dorothea to come out wearing a dress, it felt like a bride-
to-be preparing for a wedding.
It's nothing, but why are you nervous and your heart is pounding?
At that moment, the door to the dressing room opened and Dorothea
came out.
At that moment, Ethan couldn't even stand up from the sofa and
ixed his gaze blankly.
Her white arms and shoulders were exposed over a sea-blue dress,
and dazzling jewels sat down like stars on her collarbone.
The blue jewel-studded earrings contrasted with Dorothea's
platinum blonde hair, further highlighting her splendor.
Dorothea looked at Ethan with her head lowered a bit shyly, as if it
was awkward to wear a fancy dress she had been wearing for a long
time.
"What do you think? suited?"
As Dorothea's voice rang in her ears, Ethan wanted to hug her and
kiss her.
I wanted to propose to you right now to marry me right now.
Had it not been for Clara and the other servants watching, he would
have done so.
It was also because the clothes were beautiful, but what made his
heart tremble more was Dorothea wearing a dress for him and shyly
asking how he was.
Wouldn't it be right to get married while wearing an expensive
dress?
“Ethan?”
It was only after Dorothea called his name one more time that he
managed to regain his soul.
“The princess looks good no matter what she wears.”
As Ethan spoke, Dorothea licked her lips.
"It's not a very important evaluation, Ethan."
So, are you going to tell me you want to get married?
Ethan stood up from his seat, saying he was going to hold on to what
he wanted to say and take a closer look.
He came close to her and made eye contact with her, pretending to
examine her clothes closely.
Pretending to look at her bracelet, I lightly rubbed my hand,
pretending to be looking at her necklace, and bit my lip, looking at her
neck and lips.
“It seems that His Majesty the Emperor did not send any clothes.
really… … You are so beautiful.”
“I’m glad you like it.”
At that moment, a comfortable smile appeared on Dorothea's lips.
“Then change into comfortable clothes and go out.”
Ethan pushed Dorothea's back.
"already? Are you done watching this?”
“You’re pretty, but those clothes are cramped.”
No matter how pretty the clothes are, if Dorothea is uncomfortable,
they will refuse.
Besides, if I kept watching, I thought Clara would do anything in front
of all the servants.
“Because I love the princess no matter what she looks like.”
Ethan whispered a small whisper in her ear, and Dorothea's face
turned slightly red.
'I mean, don't say things like that. People ind out!'
“Then I’ll change my clothes and go out.”
Dorothea hurried into the dressing room.
Ethan thought as he looked at Dorothea hiding in the dressing room.
After all, do you want me to tell you not to have a secret relationship?
***
***
“By the way, Ethan. Why are you really here today?”
Dorothea and Ethan sat next to each other and talked, still holding
each other's hands.
Their bodies were so tight that they could feel each other's warmth.
“Sometimes there are days when I can’t bear to see the princess. Just
like today.”
“… … In fact, so am I.”
There were times when I suddenly wanted to see Ethan in an
unexpected place.
“Besides, the princess’s birthday is not far away. So I wanted to
spend time with you that day... … . It seems that the Emperor has lost
the player.”
“Are you going to decline?”
“If you refused His Majesty’s banquet and met me, wouldn’t my head
be left behind?”
Ethan exaggerated and laughed.
However, as he said, you can't refuse the banquet that Carnon will
hold and go to meet Ethan, who is not an of icial person.
So Dorothea was even more dissatis ied with Carnan's decision.
I only send gifts every year, so why do I have to hold a banquet this
year? … .
“Your Majesty seems to be paying more attention to the princess
than before?”
Ethan grinned as he looked at Dorothea's dissatis ied expression.
"You're probably interested in the spirits, not me."
“Still, I think I’m lucky. Even now, your Majesty is starting to care
about the princess.”
Ethan said.
Of course, the relationship between Carnon and Dorothea is not so
good that it is dif icult to recover, but it is meaningful that Carnon, the
father and emperor, acknowledges Dorothea.
At least because Carnon won't leave a tragic will like before his
return.
“There are a few years left. The time of His Majesty the Emperor.”
“Yes… … .”
Dorothea remembered Carnan's death before returning.
Before returning, Carnan died of a tumor. It had only been a month
since his condition worsened.
The malignant tumors inside the organs could not be cured even by
the most authoritative imperial doctors.
At that time, Hark boldly waged war was aimed at internal chaos
after hearing that the emperor was in critical condition.
Raymond stood by Carnan's dying side, while Dorothea went out into
battle to trample the cheeky Hark.
'It's really not much left.'
It may seem ruthless, but she wasn't heartbroken at Carnon's death
before, even now, before her return.
But I also felt compassion when I saw Carnan worrying and planning
for the future every day without knowing it.
Carnan always thinks of the future. The future of the empire, the
future of the imperial family, the future of oneself.
No matter how hard he tries, he tries to prepare and create a future
that will never come to him.
He thought of the future until the day he died.
His words are still unforgettable.
***
As her birthday drew nearer, Dorothea felt that her birthday was
quite different from the previous year.
“The Marquis Dmitry also sent me a present, Princess!”
A few days before her birthday, gifts that had not come to her began
to arrive.
'Isn't this more like a bribe than a gift?'
Dorothea thought, looking at the overly expensive gifts.
How many of the senders of this gift would really congratulate her on
her birthday?
is there any
'I think we should open a charity bazaar.'
Dorothea thought as she looked at the presents she had not yet
opened.
And on her birthday.
“Princess! Hurry up and get ready!”
Dorothea has been busy since morning with the preparations for the
banquet that Carnon had planned to hold.
She wore the dress that Carnon had sent her as a gift and wore
accessories.
I didn't feel it because I was nervous when I wore it in front of Ethan,
but the necklace and the dress were much heavier than I remembered.
'It's crazy to go to a banquet wearing this out it.'
My neck is heavy and my chest is tight, how can I enjoy a banquet?
Starving all day long is a predictable procedure.
Besides, the dress was exposed all the way to the shoulders, so it was
obvious that it was going to be cold.
Wearing a shawl is also limited, so you have to stand by a warm ire
at a dinner party.
At times like this, she came to respect the nobility of the social circle.
Because there are great talented people who wear these kinds of
clothes every day.
They are artists who endure their own pain for the sake of beauty.
“As expected, the fabric is luxurious, so it has a soft yet luxurious
feel.”
“It’s that heavy… … .”
The tightly woven fabric was thick and heavy, and it felt like I was
dragging a sandbag.
As Dorothea wiggled the hem of her heavy dress, Clara smiled as she
straightened it out.
"I've been wanting to try on clothes like this at least once, but the
princess, strangely, hasn't liked these clothes since she was little."
“Want to try it on? Would you like to try on Clara?”
Maybe once you wear it, you'll be like, 'Oh! I've been wearing it!' And
I don't want to wear it again.
Dorothea thought.
"no! How can I wear a princess dress! Even the precious dress that
His Majesty the Emperor gave him! Besides, it won't it my body."
Clara waved her hand and Dorothea laughed.
“By the way, is Master Ethan coming today too?”
Clara asked, daring to pin Ethan.
“Hey, why are you asking that?”
“If you just come, our princess will be very happy~”
Clara smiled and shivered softly. Then, Joey, who was behind him,
shook his head.
'Everyone knows!'
They know the relationship between Dorothea and Ethan. No, it's
strange that you don't know unless you're an idiot.
People who have known for a long time that Ethan likes Dorothea,
how can they not even see him go in and out of her imperial palace?
But even knowing that, Dorothea broke the shichimi.
"I don't know either. Whether Ethan is coming or not!”
It seems like it would be dif icult to ix it if it was of icially
acknowledged.
***
Dorothea dragged the hem of her long dress and headed to the
banquet hall.
But she 'accidentally' ran into Ethan on the way to the banquet hall.
As soon as Ethan's eyes met, a smile spread across Dorothea's lips,
and Ethan approached her, trying to hide his delight.
"this. The princess is also entering now. It was a car I was in a hurry
to worry about if I was late for the main character.”
lie. He had been running around the banquet hall for over an hour,
waiting for Dorothea to pass by.
His cheeks and hands, which were slightly chilled by the still cold air,
were proof of him.
The reason I left the warm banquet hall was to meet Dorothea before
Theon Fried.
Today, Theon Fried will also take off his assistant's robe and attend
as a representative of Archduke Fried.
Ethan learned of this a few days ago and decided to greet Dorothea
irst before entering the banquet hall.
Dorothea looked at Ethan and gave strength to the muscles of the
corner of the mouth that went up and ixed it so that it would not go up.
“Your Master Ethan is really cool today!”
Clara, who was watching Dorothea from behind, clasped her hands
together in admiration.
Among the users of Dorothea, there is a joke like this. The best thing
about having a princess is that you can see Master Ethan often.
Ethan had a look that made people feel special just by looking at him.
Especially on days like today, when Ethan came out with a make-up,
just meeting him made the day worthwhile.
Today's Ethan stood out with a blue vest and emerald brooch.
'Did you have clothes like that?'
Red, blue, or rainbow, what color does not go well with that
appearance and body?
However, it seems that the blue vest wasn't the color Ethan wore
often... … .
“The two of you standing side by side like that, it’s like they’re
lovers!”
At Clara's words, Dorothea looked at her clothes and realized that
Ethan had matched her blue dress.
You are preparing from a place you never really thought of.
It felt like I had received a secret gift.
To the extent that the complaints that it was uncomfortable to wear
until morning disappeared completely.
“At a time like this, if Master Ethan escorted the princess again, it
would be a better it!”
At Clara's words, she looked into Dorothea and Ethan's eyes and
rolled her blue eyes.
Is this a secret relationship? Anyone can see that they are a couple.
Clara was openly tying the two together.
At this point, I think I decided to call it a secret love because I wanted
to try a secret love.
Watching Dorothea's round eyes move back and forth, Ethan burst
out laughing.
How lovely this woman is every day anew.
Dorothea's allure grows endlessly enough to be thrown as the thesis
of the century to the professors and scholars of Episteme.
“I understand that you are entering with your Majesty the Emperor.”
Ethan took a step back from Clara's suggestion and said:
"yes… … .”
Today's protagonist, Dorothea, is waiting in the waiting room next to
the banquet hall to enter with Carnan and Raymond.
But in my heart, I wanted to hold Ethan's hand and run away to a
place where we could spend time alone.
“I can’t enter the banquet at the same time with the princess, the
main character of today’s banquet, so I’ll let you go irst. and… … .”
Ethan took Dorothea's hand and kissed the back of her hand.
“Thank you for being born, Princess.”
Her birth, existence, and return. All thanks to him.
He smiled brightly and preempted the birthday wishes. Before the
Emperor and Crown Prince and Theon Fried.
When his lips touched the back of his hand, a tingling sensation
lowed from the back of his hand, shivering Dorothea's whole body.
“Thank you, Ethan.”
Dorothea bowed her head and said.
'Thank you for being born... … .'
Thanks to Ethan, I can live this life again, shouldn't I be more
grateful?
Thank you for letting me be born. give me a chance And for loving me
so much
The tip of my nose suddenly wrinkled as I said happy birthday.
“I’ll see you later, Princess.”
Ethan slowly removed the thick gaze he had been sending her, and
headed for the banquet hall one step ahead of her.
***
***
When she was young, he was the kind of person who would slash
Dorothea like a sword if someone told her that she resembled Empress
Alice.
It was the Karnan who wouldn't give her a single glance even if she
was pushed back at a banquet or party.
Today, however, he continued to do what Karnan had not done.
This made Dorothea very upset.
'I can really be congratulated on the Empress's anniversary... … ?'
She felt anxious that something bad was about to happen.
Dorothea wasn't the only one surprised by Carnan's changed
attitude. The nobles who attended the banquet looked at Carnan and
Dorothea with bewildered expressions.
The reason why precious bodies were able to gather here today is
because the schedule was omitted to express condolences to the
imperial family on every anniversary of the empress.
However, the schedule was changed to a banquet at once.
Everyone thought that Princess Dorothea's birthday banquet would
never have happened in the history of the Empire.
“Are you the one who visited the tomb of the Empress, who passed
away at midnight yesterday?”
“Yes, obviously, the Crown Prince and the Princess were also present
at dawn.”
The emperor did not forget the empress.
As soon as the anniversary came, he visited Alice's grave as he does
every year.
But as soon as the sun rises, the banquet is held as if nothing had
happened, and everyone was surprised.
Besides, he gently accepted the words that the princess and the
empress, whom he hated so much, resemble each other.
“It’s a long time ago, so it’s easy to forget about it now.”
"okay. It's been almost 20 years... … . In the meantime, the princess
has been pitiful.”
People nodded.
***
Carnan's love for Empress Alice was great from an early age.
It was a relationship that started with Episteme, and Carnan always
couldn't beat Alice in the Episteme test.
At the time, Alice was the perfect woman that everyone would
recognize. An elegant, intelligent and attractive woman.
Carnan, the second-placed second-placed girl in the past, who was
desperately trying to defeat Alice, fell in love with her.
A time when all the noble men who fell in love with the popular Alice
had a ight at Carnan's hand.
Twenty years ago, he was a much more energetic, passionate and
fearless young man than he is now.
At the imperial prom where the candidates for the Crown Princess
gather, he has already entered Alice's hand.
I even made a garden for her on one side of the imperial palace, so
what more can I say?
He dug a pond in the empty land, made a creek, planted brier,
hollyhock, and willow, and built a rock and made a path.
Exotic expensive koi were brought in and released in ponds, small
animals and birds were purchased, and precious butter lies were also
collected.
He personally watched the whole process meticulously for Alice.
He always looked stiff when conducting government affairs, but
when he was with Alice, his face was full of happy smiles.
He spent the night with Alice every day, and accompanied her when
he had to go out.
At that time, there was a long procession of carriages for the
empress.
So when the Empress died, everyone was worried about Carnan.
Maybe the emperor is going crazy?
Even seeing Alice bleeding and dying with her own eyes, I expected
the Empire to be in turmoil for a while.
In fact, for a few days, Carnan suffered an aftermath that was deep
enough to make him ill.
There was no smile on his face, and he became sharp and sensitive.
***
***
“Your Majesty, this is Theon, the eldest son of the House of Fried, and
Julia of the House of Deleving.”
As Theon and Julia approached, aide Robert spoke to Carnon.
Carnan had a pretty good impression on both of them.
It was because he grew up well among the young nobles and got
along well with Raymond.
They will be Raymond's thick support.
'Besides, Theon also became Raymond's assistant... … .'
Carnan already knew about it. It was because of the secret letter from
Archduke Fried.
Did the power of the spirits reappear after a hundred years?
After hearing the story, Carnan thought about promoting the
marriage between Theon and Dorothea.
In addition to helping each other, it will also serve as a political
opportunity for Fried and Milanaire to bond more tightly.
“Greetings, Your Majesty.”
The two greeted Carnan with courtesy and then greeted Dorothea as
well.
“Happy birthday, Princess.”
“… … thank you."
Dorothea smiled awkwardly at Theon and Julia. I have to deal with it
casually, but it makes me feel awkward again.
Dorothea looked at Ethan beyond the two of them. It was just that he
was concerned.
Surrounded by people from afar, he quietly drank champagne while
his eyes were on Dorothea.
After all, he must be concerned that Theon and her are together.
“I think the two of them got along relatively well.”
Carnan, who was next to him then, looked at Dorothea and Theon
and said,
Except for Ethan, to the best of Carnon's knowledge, Theon was the
closest to Dorothea. We once went on a trip to Freedia together.
“… … yes."
Dorothea replied.
It is impossible to say no.
For now, we've been told to stay together as before. Besides, as long
as Theon becomes Raymond's assistant, there's no choice but to see
each other often, so there's nothing good about making a grumpy mark.
At that moment, Theon's red eyes met.
Theon had been staring at her since before.
When Dorothea's eyes met, he smiled shyly and then continued.
“I didn’t send the present in advance, so can I give it to you now?”
Theon didn't seem to mind. His appearance is no different from
before.
'Are you really okay? I mean, how sincere would he have been if he
had liked me?'
It was annoying, but it wouldn't be enough to worry about for a long
time.
Dorothea was relieved and relaxed a little at Theon's sight.
"Sure."
With Dorothea's permission, Theon handed her the gift Theon had
been holding all along.
The rather heavy gift was beautifully wrapped in red wrapping paper.
“I would like to go in and check it later. I think it would be a bit
embarrassing to disclose it here.”
Theon said.
Dorothea nodded at his request.
Carnan watched the two of them carefully.
“Theon Fried, by the way, aren’t you engaged yet?”
"Yes? Yes, Your Majesty... … .”
“Milanaire and Fried have been friends for a very long time. Ubera
has a long history because they depended on each other and helped
each other without con lict with power.”
Dorothea and Theon, noticing the meaning behind Carnon's words,
met their eyes.
He wants the two of them to have a relationship. As before the
return.
Then Raymond, who was next to him, smiled and naturally
intervened.
“That’s right, Your Majesty. That Theon has served as my counselor is
probably a part of him.”
“Theon is talented enough to graduate from Episteme at the top. I
can't be your only assistant forever."
“You can stay with me for the rest of my life.”
“Theon will not welcome you, Raymond.”
Carnan looked at Theon. Raymond then smiled and looked at him.
“Why do you say such sad things? Theon, will you stay by my side for
the rest of my life?”
Theon nodded at Raymond's clever question.
It's because he knows that even talking about Theon and Dorothea's
marriage from Carnon's mouth will only make each other
uncomfortable.
“I will see you for the rest of my life, my lord.”
Although he was grateful for Raymond's consideration, his heart
raced. To himself who had to quietly withdraw from Dorothea.
***
***
***
The banquet continued until the sun went down, and as time passed,
people began to return home.
The banquet hall was empty as many had disappeared, and even
those who remained patient were drunk and cluttered.
Had it been for another seat, he would have gone back in
moderation, but Ethan intended to hold out until the end of today's
banquet.
Ethan decided to cool off in the garden outside the banquet hall for a
while, avoiding the drunken ones.
Even though I hate dealing with drunken people, there is still only
one reason left.
He was waiting for time to monopolize Dorothea.
Carnan held a birthday banquet for Dorothea, so even if a date was
impossible, after the banquet was over, they planned to make time to
spend alone with Dorothea.
By the way.
“Ethan… … .”
A hand grabbing his sleeve.
I was deliberately out to a remote place without people, and I turned
my head to see if someone else was following me, and it was Dorothea.
“Princess… … !”
Ethan was startled and grabbed her hand.
Then Dorothea looked up at him, pursed his lips, and pulled his
sleeve.
“Why are you pretending not to know me? … ?”
Dorothea raised her head and looked at him.
Her pronunciation is a little messed up. Ripe red cheeks signaled that
she was drunk.
“You pretend you don’t know.”
“You pretended not to know. You acted like someone else... … .”
Dorothea waved his sleeve and blamed him.
Ethan was taken aback by the sound of her crying.
“That’s because we have to hide our relationship in front of others…
… .”
“You didn’t even give me a present… … .”
Dorothea bit her lip and slammed her head into his forearm.
At that moment, Ethan almost couldn't control the surge of desire.
“Princess, are you drunk?”
“Yeah, I got it. But the drunk man said he wasn't drunk. So am I not
drunk?”
Dorothea muttered, resting her forehead on his arm.
Ethan seemed to go crazy at her pronunciation as she tried to speak
without twisting her tongue.
I pretended to be ignorant and survived the entire banquet, but this
is the end?
“Yes. I get depressed when I'm drunk, Ethan."
“I know, Princess.”
Before his return, Dorothea the tyrant would open a splendid feast
during the day to drink, and to suffer from depression at night.
If I drink one or two drinks, my mood is moderately good, but if I
cross that line, it subsides to a terrifying degree.
That is the reason why I stopped drinking the alcohol I used to drink
often before returning, and only one or two drinks after returning.
I know myself well, so I've been keeping that line well... … .
All because of Ethan. He lifts people's hearts all day, releases them,
and makes them sad.
Dorothea murmured and confessed to Ethan the depression that
came from alcohol.
“I think I feel at ease. There is something greedy about it.”
Dorothea shook her head and muttered.
Immediately after the return, I was afraid of everything and I was
busy running away, but life slowly began to catch my eye.
She wanted to live.
This life like punishment I once thought I had to die, no, I had to die
was now good.
She came to love her life and remembered how to look forward to
tomorrow.
“You can be greedy like that. Princess.”
Ethan said to Dorothea.
“I wish I could do these things as if I were an emperor… … I was
thinking.”
Dorothea let out a small burst of arsenic.
She would sometimes think about Ubera's affairs with
preoccupation, as if she had become emperor.
I think we should also do water and sewage maintenance business,
and I want to pay attention to the neglected technology development
side.
Greed, which she thought had been well suppressed, illed every
nook and cranny of her daily life.
Dorothea sometimes felt deeply disillusioned when she found
herself thinking those thoughts again after failing as emperor.
“Instead, there were a lot of things I really wanted to say during the
meeting. But I couldn't... … .”
“I know, Princess.”
Because I have seen the thoughts you have hidden in writing that
you cannot spit out.
“I think I still haven’t given up on my desire to become an emperor in
the depths of this world.”
Dorothea squeezed her chest tightly.
I don't want to take Raymond's place with envy. It is not arrogantly
coveting the power of the emperor.
In a position where she can easily spread her in luence on Ubera, I
just want to be a little more active in what she dreams of.
The desire to have a voice without having to borrow someone else's
mouth.
If she had been born into a noble family instead of a princess, she
would have gained a position and used her power even a little bit, but it
is dif icult for a princess.
Ubera, which has been running for a thousand years, has already
been divided among many nobles, leaving no land left to grant
Dorothea the rank of Grand Duke.
So it was better to shake off this greed and turn away.
Then Ethan brushed Dorothea's hair.
Dorothea stood still, feeling his hand.
Gradually, the gloomy and shaky heart from drunkenness inds
stability.
“Yeah, I think I’m drunk.”
Dorothea smiled bashfully, brushing her thoughts away. Then he
looked at Ethan and asked again.
“… … But why didn't you give me a present, Ethan?"
Drunk and the same subject comes back.
She seemed to be quite pleased that she didn't give her a present.
Ethan loved that Dorothea.
“I was going to give it to a place where there were no other people
after it was over.”
“Then you should have told me before… … . It upset you and you
drank until you were drunk.”
Dorothea slapped him in the chest.
His heart was beating so hard that it throbbed as if he had been hit
by a cotton ist that had been beaten with force.
"therefore… … What is the present?”
As Dorothea hurriedly asked, Ethan hesitated for a moment before
taking her hand.
The patience in Dorothea's eyes had long since run out.
“Follow me.”
He took Dorothea's hand and walked to somewhere.
They gradually moved away from the banquet halls where people
remained.
***
Ethan, who had already visited the Imperial Palace before returning,
skillfully went into a garden, avoiding the eyes of knights and people.
The dark garden, not lit by a single light, is surrounded by shrubs and
tall trees and cannot be seen clearly from the outside.
As the sun went down and the shade was thick, there was even an
eerie atmosphere in the garden.
Dorothea wanted to get out of the banquet hall like this, but it felt
strange as if she was running away with Ethan secretly.
In the middle of the garden was a small, white domed gazebo. Ethan
sat Dorothea in the gazebo.
“Would you mind closing your eyes for a moment?”
At Ethan's words, Dorothea gently closed her eyes.
Then I heard a small rustling and moving sound in my ear.
After a while, Ethan called her again.
“You can open your eyes now.”
At Ethan's permission, Dorothea carefully opened her eyes.
Then, an unbelievably enchanting landscape unfolded in front of her.
In the garden embroidered by the spirits, the faint energy
disappeared like snow melted and glistened with bright lights.
The lowers that had been sleeping in the darkness were in full
bloom, and the outlines of the pieces covered in darkness were
revealed.
A luminary that sparkles as if the stars in the sky were brought down
here to the ground.
A feast of the spirits of light that cannot be made even with the
power of Carnan and Raymond.
And in the middle, Ethan, who shines brighter than anything else,
was standing with a violin.
Dorothea felt like she was in a fantasy.
“I dedicate this song to my princess.”
He bowed politely like a musician on stage, and then placed a bow on
the violin.
Dorothea did her job as a one-of-a-kind audience and applauded.
As he moved his bow gently, as if slowly spreading the wings of a
butter ly, a rich sound came out.
The melody of the violin wrapped around her and embraced her
warmly.
To the music, small chunks of light swayed like waves and hovered
around her.
Dorothea, who knew nothing about music, did not know the title of
the song Ethan was playing.
However, the gentle wave of his ingertips penetrated deep into her
heart.
A letterless letter from him.
As if she had known the power of music from birth, she grasped
Ethan's secret language, which she had never learned, and held her
hand to her chest.
It was like consoling her that she was doing well.
We've endured well just because we've come so far, let's be happy
now.
And, that I will always love you.
Dorothea raised her head because she felt like she was about to cry.
I'm so happy, but I can't cry.
I didn't want to cry in front of Ethan.
But in the end, tears fell from her eyes.
The music from Ethan's ingertips shook her.
A brief fragment of time left a clear and dark mark that covered her
old wounds.
“Princess.”
After the performance, Ethan knelt down in front of Dorothea and
wiped the tears from his cheeks with his ingertips.
“Is my performance so sad?”
He broke Dorothea's tears and said jokingly.
Dorothea let out a small laugh with wet eyes.
“It was the irst song I heard.”
Dorothea stopped crying.
Did you have such a good song?
A melody that was so enchanting that I wanted to hear it every day.
My heart warmed more than any song I've ever heard.
“It’s only natural to hear it for the irst time. It’s a song I wrote
specially for the princess.”
Ethan smiled and kissed the back of her hand as a tribute to the song.
He sometimes wrote and played songs, but he had no interest in
composing. I never thought I had a talent for composing.
However, looking at Dorothea, I wanted to hear a song that does not
yet exist in the world and contains his emotions and sincerity.
So Ethan wrote the irst song and premiered it in front of Dorothea.
A word that Ethan, the muse, learned from Dorothea.
At that, Dorothea's nose tingled again. This is all because of
drunkenness.
Dorothea was shriveled up in drunkenness.
“I like you, Ethan.”
Dorothea let out her emotions that lowed over the broken wall.
Ethan's eyes widened at that, and he couldn't bear it and took
Dorothea in his arms.
I like you, Dorothea.
What more do you need?
As Ethan pulled her into a hug, Dorothea didn't resist and leaned
heavily against his arms.
With him, the sweet scent of alcohol emanated from Dorothea.
Oh My God. What do we do? I want to carry Dorothea like this.
Ethan looked like he was going to get drunk by the smell of the
alcohol.
"I hope you're not popular, Ethan. I wish you were a little more ugly,
no, I wish you were a lot more ugly. He's so handsome right now, he has
no choice but to be popular... … .”
Dorothea said, digging into his chest.
Ethan was so stunned that he thought he was going to do something
irreversible.
He hugged him tightly, as if he wanted Dorothea to be absorbed into
his body.
“I wish the princess didn’t even say a word to Theon Fried.”
He confessed his heart to the drunken Dorothea.
Then Dorothea lifted her head, which had been buried in his chest,
and looked up at him.
“Better than Theon Fried… … Do you like me better?”
know. How vague and vague is this question?
But I can't help it. Dorothea's irst love and the man she loved for the
rest of her life seems to like her now, how can she not care?
I'm not sure if I'm attractive or capable enough to protect Dorothea
from Theon... … .
As for Theon Fried, he was terribly inferior.
“Ethan, I only cared about you today.”
Dorothea answered with a solemn expression on her face.
Theon was de initely present at today's banquet, and throughout the
banquet, her gaze was drawn like a magnet to Ethan.
In the end, he followed Ethan to the back of Ethan, who escaped from
his seat, and was ranting like this.
I don't even know when Theon returned... … .
“I like you so much, I just want you to see me. But you can't do that...
… . Then nothing has changed from the old days.”
Dorothea's words became smaller again.
"I'm afraid you'll hate me."
Dorothea was afraid that the ugly appearance of begging for love
from Carnon or Theon before returning would overlap.
and then… … Ethan might get tired of seeing her as immature as a
child, longing for love and leave.
Then a deep sigh was heard from above her.
At that sound, Dorothea squeezed his collar even tighter.
Then Ethan raised her head.
“The princess really drives me crazy.”
I was really trying to hold on until the banquet was over.
Ethan coveted Dorothea's lips. Perhaps because of the alcohol, her
lips were sweeter than ever, making her dizzy.
Then Dorothea dug into him in reverse. Leaning on his drunkenness,
he drank more boldly.
Swallowing each other's saliva, which was brimming with anxiety,
they entwined the bond of their relationship more tightly with the tip
of their tongues.
You don't have to think about anything else, you just love me and I
love you.
So they whispered to each other.
The more clearly they realized and engraved their emotions, the
deeper their breaths became entangled, the more thirsty they felt.
This alone is not enough.
The two were cramped. The narrow waist of the dress that grabbed
her, and the stiff chest of the best that wrapped her around him.
Even beautiful clothes were only an obstacle to swallowing each
other's breath more deeply.
you need a little more
Ethan unbuttoned the vest's buttons one by one, and unbuttoned the
shirt that made his neck cramped as if he was about to tear it apart. He
also pulled the ribbon of the dress that cramped Dorothea.
"ah… … !”
Dorothea let out a deep sigh as if breathing heavily and squeezed his
chest, which was re lected under her thin shirt.
Ethan sat Dorothea rubbing in his arms on the gazebo's bench and
bit the white nape of her neck.
"ha… … !”
Dorothea grabbed Ethan's hot lips and grabbed his forearm, trying to
dissipate the heat.
Ethan, who had put seals of his happiness everywhere on her, raised
his head and met Dorothea's eyes.
His golden eyes were hot as if on ire. A more fundamental and
stimulating desire than the desire for gold.
Dorothea could not stand the temptation of that desire and passed.
Her white legs were clearly visible under her disheveled dress.
Ethan answered the call of his muse and buried himself deeply.
“Dorothea Milanaire… … .”
When he called her name, she swallowed his lips again as if drinking
her name.
The spirits of light that had been hovering around him trembled in
the air, and then disappeared like a burst of light.
The son-in-law darkened as if dark, and the two were left alone in the
universe.
***
'I want to die because I don't want to see the princess come every
day and smile at the princess!'
Joey used to grumble like that when he and Stefan were alone.
Stefan heard from Joey how Dorothea is doing.
'What I hate more is that the lirty look suits him so well. I'm more
annoyed because I'm handsome!'
***
'I'm very busy. I thought the vice-captain was a high position, but it's
not. It's a dif icult place up and down because it's stuck in the middle.
Besides, I didn't know that the knights were this strong. They are
stubborn and rigid people.'
Joey told Dorothea the stories he had picked up here and there.
Because Stefan didn't show his hard feelings, Joey was frustrated
that he couldn't understand how he was accepting and doing the work
of the Knights Templar.
Dorothea understood Joy's heart. No matter how accustomed to
reading Stefan's eyes, it was not easy to notice his feelings or condition.
Only Stefan always knows.
Dorothea never really knew about him.
“… … Happy birthday, Princess.”
It was then that Stefan greeted Dorothea happy birthday.
The crude greetings they gave while walking side by side without
being fancy, so it stayed in my heart for nothing.
“Thank you, Stefan.”
“… … .”
As Dorothea smiled, Stefan's lips twitched as if he had something to
say.
He wanted to congratulate Dorothea more.
And I wanted to say that I am happy to have reached a place where
everyone is congratulated and loved like today.
But only one word came out of his lips.
"gift… … .”
'I wanted to give it to you, but I was so worried that I couldn't choose'
is omitted.
I wanted to choose a gift for Dorothea, but I couldn't decide.
If you like swordsmanship, would you like to present a sword? But I
have to give you a better sword than the famous sword Setter Calyps
that the princess gave me... … . I was eliminated because I couldn't ind
a better sword.
Since you're taking music classes recently, would you like to present
a sheet music book or piano-related items? … … I can't even tell what's
good because I don't know sheet music or piano.
There is a pretty jewelry box that immediately reminded me of a
princess... … I'm dismissing it because there are already a lot of good
jewelry boxes.
He missed the timing while choosing what to say after careful
thought, and it was the same this time.
He contemplated and pondered for Dorothea, who is so precious,
until she met her birthday.
So what he wanted to say was, if there's anything you want to have,
say anything.
Stefan said those words in his heart as he looked at Dorothea.
Then Dorothea burst into laughter.
“You don’t have to give me a present, Stephan.”
Stefan shook his head, saying he couldn't.
“Do you really want to give me my birthday present?”
His head nodded violently again.
At the same time, a good idea came to Dorothea.
“I want to see the lion warrior Leo.”
Dorothea looked up at Stefan with an innocent face.
Then, Stefan's always calm eyes trembled.
Dorothea burst out laughing at his unusual shaking.
“I still remember that day. It was the irst proper birthday present I
ever received.”
“… … .”
“Just like that day, walk with me a little longer, Stephan. It’s been a
long time.”
Dorothea said.
Then Stefan nodded once and held Dorothea in a lash.
“Shu, Stefan!”
“Like that day… … .”
Just as he walked the beach with Dorothea that day, today, no, he held
her up higher than ever.
“I’m heavy, Stephan!”
Dorothea grabbed his shoulder and said, Stefan shook his head.
It was light enough to throw and receive a Dorothea at him, who
wielded his long sword freely.
He felt that he was taking great care to make sure his hand didn't
disrespect her as he hugged her.
At that thoughtful touch, Dorothea relaxed a little and lifted her head.
Her head was already high enough to look down on Stephan.
Feeling taller as if riding a horse. It's been a long time since I've been
hugged and lifted up like this, so I felt a little refreshed.
Then Stefan stared at Dorothea.
"why?"
“… … Lily scent.”
Dorothea's scent came from Ethan.
Dorothea trembled at him.
Stefan slowly lowered her to the ground again, bewildered.
The red stigma that was exposed under the wind-tangled hair.
Dorothea straightened her hair, her face red hot.
“… … Why do you like Ethan Bronte?”
Stefan's uncommon question.
Knowing the weight of his question, Dorothea answered.
“Ethan… … Make me feel loved.”
“… … .”
“No matter what mistakes I make, no matter what mistakes I make, I
think you will stay by my side.”
Dorothea was always afraid of mistakes and mistakes. I fear that I
will become a bad person again, or that my twisted desires will grow.
No matter how hard she tried, she could not be a perfectly good
person, and her occasional mistakes and errors returned as a stabbing
dagger in her chest.
At that time, Dorothea couldn't even love herself.
And seeing myself as unlovable, I despaired, thinking that others
might not be able to love me like this.
But Ethan was the only lower in the despair.
A being who believes and loves Dorothea more than Dorothea. A
being who kept reaching out to even the tyrant Dorothea.
Thinking of him gave me a little courage.
Even if I accidentally stumble for a while, there seems to be someone
to catch me. I'm terribly ugly, but I feel like I've become a person who
can be loved nonetheless.
“More than anything, I feel comfortable with Ethan.”
I wanted to show him a better side, but at the same time, I was
relieved because I showed him the ugliest side of me. You don't have to
hold on to the memories before your return.
It's not a beautiful memory, but being able to share the past with
someone was more important than I thought.
At least I don't have to hold it like a core alone.
A small smile spread across Dorothea's lips.
Stefan stared at Dorothea quietly.
"now… … I think I want to have a comfortable love.”
Dorothea smiled mischievously, and Stefan nodded, stroking her hair
gently.
I've seen Dorothea for a long time, but it's the irst time I've seen her
face so relaxed.
I didn't really like Ethan Bronte, but Stefan thought it would be ine if
he could give Dorothea this look.
“Thank you, Stefan.”
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index
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
extroversion
Chapter 3
"your majesty."
“Stay out for a moment, Robert.”
Carnan has bitten all of his attendants and is left alone.
A portrait of Alice hung on one wall of the room he was left with. And
the small box in front of it contained Alice's belongings and her hair.
The unburied collection of hair, nails, and small bones of the dead is
considered a superstition and taboo among the people, but Carnan still
could not leave her mark.
Carnan stood in front of her portrait and clenched her ists so that
her nails dig into her.
“I’m sorry, Alice… … .”
He bowed his head and muttered.
He laughed and talked in front of people, but he still seemed to have
committed a crime just by holding a banquet on Alice's anniversary.
“I want you to forgive me even for thinking of Dorothea… … It must
be sel ish greed.”
He remembered seeing Alice giving birth to Dorothea, trembling in
fear.
I still remember vividly the woman who asked me to hold her hand
because she was afraid of labor.
Until then, he thought it would be an ordinary childbirth. I didn't
worry too much about giving birth to a second child because I heard
that the risk was low.
So dare, said.
Unaware of the tragedy that would unfold before them hours later, he
made a petty promise.
I can't even keep it. Having no choice but to watch her pain and let
her go helplessly.
The tears she shed in pain, her fading lips, her pale, blood-fading
face, and the blood she spilled soaking the bedsheets and dripping onto
the loor. … !
Alice, who had lost her mind while stuttering as if to say something,
left without leaving a single will.
But it's a banquet on the day she died.
“Dorothea becomes more like you every year.”
To the extent that you can imagine that the moment you died, your
soul would dwell in Dorothea.
Carnan looked at the portrait of Alice.
Surprisingly, her face now looked like Dorothea.
“So I regret it.”
You kept your belongings in a precious box, so why couldn't you do
that to the last Dorothea you left behind?
This is because, unlike the memorabilia containing her memories of
her lifetime, Dorothea only contained the death of Alice.
“Looking back now, I feel so sorry for Dorothea.”
It wasn't that he didn't understand why Dorothea hated and
distanced himself from his father so much.
“Still, the nanny and maids of the imperial family seem competent.
Seeing Dorothea so big.”
He grew up so well despite being raised by nanny and maids without
the care of his mother and father.
Growing up without parents, Dorothea became such a wonderful
woman that there was no vacancy to be seen.
There will be no place for Carnan in Dorothea's life.
Carnan caresses Alice's memento.
“If you were alive… … A lot would have changed.”
He sneered at himself, leaning on meaningless imagination alone.
***
Returning to the palace after the banquet, Dorothea found gifts lying
on the desk.
The present received at the banquet today was moved by the
servants.
And in the middle was a gift from Theon Fried.
Dorothea hesitated for a moment when she saw Theon's gift.
It wasn't because Theon had any regrets, but because the
relationship between her and Ethan and Theon was a sensitive issue.
She wished that the gift was something to eat. Eating is simple
because you can share it with other people and get rid of it.
But when I lifted the weight, it seemed that something hard and
heavy would not be edible.
'Theon may have given it as a courtesy without any thought.'
Staring intently at Theon's gift, she slowly removed the wrapping
paper from the gift.
When the red wrapping paper was removed, there was a book
covered in leather inside.
The book with a beautiful sword pattern on the cover was engraved
with gold leaf, and it was a study documented on the swordsmanship of
a foreign country.
As I turned the irst few pages, there were quite interesting stories
and illustrations.
'Did you consider my hobbies?'
Still, an hour or two every day was a gift for Joyna Raymond and
Dorothea holding the sword.
When Dorothea is about to lip the back page a little more.
“Princess! Let’s have a party for a while too!”
Clara called her.
Stefan, Joey, and Po, who had led them to the palace, said they were
waiting downstairs.
“Yeah, go soon!”
Dorothea closed her book and hurriedly followed Clara downstairs.
Then, being so distracted, Dorothea forgot about the book for several
days.
***
***
“Ethan!”
After the ceremony, Dorothea, who had changed clothes, ran to the
side of the fountain where he was waiting.
The white skirt she wore on the National Day of the Empire luttered
and luttered along with her golden hair.
Seeing that, Ethan once again fell in love with Dorothea.
“Princess.”
“Thank you again this year, Ethan.”
It is thanks to him that he can handle spirits in the Light Ceremony,
and Dorothea thanked him again today and kissed him on the cheek.
Even after years of spending time with him, she still liked this love.
And it was the same with Ethan.
“Shall we go?”
Ethan reached out and asked, and Dorothea happily folded his arms.
Late in the evening, after the ceremony of light, the real festival
began.
Founding Day is a day where day and night are of equal length, and
there is a custom of waking up and enjoying the night in honor of the
spirits of light and darkness, the roots of Ubera.
The streets were open all night with shops, and the squares were lit
up and brought to life by people who enjoyed singing and dancing all
night long.
Dorothea and Ethan headed to the downtown area near Episteme.
Even though it was quite late, the streets were full of people, and the
nearby high-end restaurants and bars were already full with
reservations.
The two headed to Caro, the restaurant they had reserved.
It was the irst time the two of them had found Caro since the day
Dorothea and Theon and Ethan found them with Monica.
Caro is still very popular with lovers, so reservations for the night of
the National Day had to be made well in advance, three months in
advance.
Fortunately, thanks to the diligent Ethan's reservation, the two were
able to spend Founding Day night in Karo.
“It’s still a bit strange here.”
Dorothea looked at the heart-shaped handle and whispered.
“It’s de initely not the princess’s taste.”
“But sometimes it’s fun to come here.”
“That’s why I brought you here, Princess.”
Ethan opened the door for Caro himself and graciously welcomed
her.
Dorothea burst out laughing at his attitude as if he had become a
servant.
Upon entering, the waitress led them to the back room.
The two of them sat down and talked while waiting for the food they
had ordered in advance.
“By the way, didn’t you say caro food wasn’t great before, Ethan?”
When Dorothea asked, Ethan's eyes widened and he smiled.
“Do you remember that?”
It wasn't even the time we started dating, but you still remember his
words.
Ethan's heart trembled as Dorothea remembered each and every one
of him.
“No, I just came here because of me… … .”
As Dorothea spoke in embarrassment, Ethan shook his head.
“At that time, I didn’t even know what food was going into my mouth
or my nose.”
He couldn't remember how much he cared about Dorothea and
Theon, or whether they had no taste. No, did you eat it?
Then Dorothea looked into his eyes as if stabbed.
“That’s why, I’ve always wanted to visit with the princess. If I visit
Caro again, I hope I will be with the princess.”
Ethan reached out and grabbed her hand, which was on the table.
“That wish has come true today.”
he smiled
why are you talking like that make people excited
Dorothea felt like she was only getting excitement from Ethan every
time, but couldn't give it to her.
“Hey, Ethan… … . Shall we of icially announce that we are dating
now?”
Dorothea asked.
“Everyone knows we are dating.”
“But it wasn’t of icially recognized.”
To the imperial family, and to the Bronte family of Ethan.
The reason people don't talk more even though they know that the
two are dating is because the relationship between the two is not
recognized by the family.
For the imperial family and nobles, a lover was meaningful only when
the relationship was recognized by the family.
“It will be welcome in our family. Jonathan hyung may be skeptical,
but... … . But it won't be easy in the Imperial Household."
The reason Ethan has not dared to ask Dorothea formally until now,
the reason why he proposed a secret love affair with Aung blindfolded.
The imperial family, where honor and reputation are important, do
not accept ceremonies.
Historically, there have been instances of royal families marrying
adopted children, but no marriages with Seochul.
Especially, if he was labeled as the son of a bar girl, it would be even
more unacceptable.
“But Ethan, I want to marry you.”
Ethan stiffened at Dorothea's hooked words.
now… … Did you say you want to get married? is it a marriage
proposal? No, I'm not proposing, I'm just saying... … .
Thousands of thoughts ran through Ethan's mind.
“You get better as time goes by.”
At irst, I thought my heart was shaking because I was someone who
loved me, but now it is not.
Now Dorothea loves him as much as she is loved.
Ethan had now become her life and permeated all of her time and
space.
It was hard to imagine what life would be like without Ethan.
“I want to have you by my side formally.”
Dorothea only confessed her sincerity, but it was a strong confession
of love to Ethan.
It's funny, but these words are so good that I'm still in tears.
“Anyway, I have no intention of succeeding the throne, and I have no
reason to ind a better political mate. So I'll try to get you permission
somehow. No, if you don't, I'll take off Milanaire's name."
Dorothea pondered this issue for quite some time, and came to the
conclusion:
Ethan smiled at Dorothea's eyes as he spoke quite irmly.
“Thank you, Princess. Thank you for thinking of me that way.”
“You don’t like my decision?”
“I like it, but I am worried that the princess will suffer. Besides, the
princess likes what she is doing now.”
Ethan said.
Even threatening to take off Milanaire's name, Dorothea was a good
it for the position of a princess.
Ethan feared that his lack would extinguish Dorothea's light.
“It's my problem, and I'll take care of it. It is more dif icult for me to
not be recognized for my relationship with you now.”
Then Ethan covered his face with one hand and lowered his head.
I'm really mad because it's lovely When you say things like that with
those eyes, how can you say you don't like it?
Ethan resented the fact that the night of the foundation day was too
bright.
Soon the food they ordered came out.
The special dinner commemorating the founding day was decorated
with black and white dishes that must be eaten on the founding day.
“Eat well this time, Ethan.”
Even the portion I couldn't eat last time.
Dorothea put the creamy pasta on his plate himself.
“Well, I don’t know if I can eat it deliciously. I need to be able to focus
on eating because I can only see the princess.”
Jokingly, his hands shifted the bowl so that Dorothea's favorite food
was on her side.
“Of course, if you eat with the princess, it would be delicious to eat a
crumbly potato on the cold street.”
Ethan smiled and put the pasta Dorothea had given him to his
mouth.
White cream marks left on his red lips.
“Ethan.”
As Dorothea pointed to her lips, Ethan raised his eyebrows slightly
and tilted his head.
“I buried it.”
“Where?”
"there."
Ethan's eyes narrowed as Dorothea pointed to her upper lip.
"Here you go?"
Ethan slowly licked his lower lip with the tip of his tongue.
“No, above.”
“Above?”
Ethan stared intently at her with his golden eyes, and bit his pitiful
lips inward to hide it.
The cream, which had barely escaped, remained white on his red
lips.
His mischievous eyes staring at Dorothea as if raising a drug.
Dorothea knew what he wanted.
“Here you go, Ethan.”
So Dorothea pretended not to know and wiped the cream off his lips
with his ingertips.
Ethan's eyes narrowed somewhat dissatisfyingly, and Dorothea
smiled and took the cream from her ingertips to her lips, sucking it in.
Then Ethan dips the cream on the edge of the plate and places it on
her lips.
“Ethan!”
“It’s a punishment for pretending not to know.”
His head moved closer in an instant, and his tongue licked the cream
off her lips.
His hot tongue and lips brushed against her lips, and Dorothea felt a
tingling shiver all over her body.
Ethan licked his lips and met her eyes.
In the end, Dorothea succumbed to his temptation.
Their lips overlapped deeply, and each other's breath penetrated
between the slightly gapped lips.
Ethan's scent stimulated the tip of his nose, and creamy soft texture
was entangled.
The light of the incense candle lickered in their breath.
Dorothea grabbed Ethan's white collar tightly in the sweltering heat.
The night of Founding Day was as long as the day and at the same
time as short as the day.
***
'Instead, there were a lot of things I really wanted to say during the
meeting. But I couldn't... … .'
It wasn't that she didn't want to talk, it was that she was trying not to.
why… … ?
Raymond was shocked by her words and had to ponder for a long
time.
maybe for me? for political reasons?
Dorothea said that she was jealous of herself and suffered because
she hated her.
At the time, I thought I was just jealous of him who ate and got along
well in the imperial family.
I thought maybe he was jealous of him for being able to attend
Episteme.
However… … He realized later that it might have been the emperor.
So, Dorothea has been holding her breath as a princess and
successor to the throne for the stable preservation of her princely
status.
After that, Raymond thought of Dorothea again and again.
and he saw
When she talks about Ubera's work, her eyes are shining. Ethan and
Ethan are having a heated discussion about policy.
Those moments that do not hesitate in front of the nobles, and lead
Raymond upright when he is in trouble.
“I was born wrong. I wish I was born later than Dorothea.”
Raymond smiled and turned to Theon.
“Then, you and I will go to Freedia with you and get some of my ield,
help you clean up as much as you can while cultivating it, and you will
follow in the footsteps of Archduke Fried and rule Freedia.”
There was sincerity in Raymond's light jokes.
***
***
Dorothea was quite accustomed to sitting in front of the piano.
She struggled to even read sheet music, but now she can read
dif icult sheet music.
Of course, I couldn't play dif icult songs because my hands didn't
follow it, but I was able to play simple songs quite skillfully.
And the more I learned, the more I realized that Ethan's skills were
not unusual.
How dif icult it is to press distant keys quickly and accurately, and
how twisted your ingers and cramps feel when going from one note to
another.
Someone said that when you look at the hands of someone who plays
the piano well, each inger has a soul, so it looks like it moves skillfully.
“It hurts so much.”
"What?"
“Your talent.”
Dorothea said while listening to Ethan playing.
“I am living my life to the best of my talents right now.”
While teaching the princess, while seducing the princess.
Ethan smiled and kissed Dorothea lightly again.
at that time.
“Princess!”
The door to the piano room swung open.
The two who were kissing were startled and hurriedly backed away.
It was none other than Joy who opened the door.
Joy, who would normally have a distasteful expression on seeing the
two of them in love, ran to Dorothea with an urgent expression today,
not paying attention to their actions.
“Princess, Po, Po is being punished!”
Joy's face was full of worry and fear.
"gun carriage?"
“They stole things from the imperial family… … !”
Joey's voice trembled and cried.
Ethan and Dorothea made eye contact at the same time.
***
The place where Joey ran to was the main kitchen of the imperial
family.
The head chef in charge of the imperial kitchen was looking down at
Po, who was kneeling with his arms crossed and wrinkled, and Po was
kneeling on the loor, crying and begging for his hands.
“It is a great sin to steal imperial property, Four Greenwall.”
“Sorry, Head Chef… … .”
“Didn’t you know that was a sin, Poe?”
“… … .”
“Renier. Did you know that Po stole the royal food?”
“Oh, no! Renier didn't know at all. I did it alone.”
Po shook his head violently.
"What happened?"
Dorothea walked over to where the cooks had gathered.
The chefs greeted Dorothea with courtesy, and as soon as Po saw her,
he bowed his head and avoided his gaze.
“Princess, this is the kitchen’s job.”
“I asked what was going on.”
Dorothea looked at the head chef and spoke over and over again, and
the chef inally opened his mouth.
“… … Four Greenwall stole the imperial food.”
said the head chef.
“Is this true, Po?”
Dorothea turned her gaze to Po.
Then Po, who had his head bowed, opened his mouth after a long
silence.
“… … Yes."
Dorothea and Ethan's eyebrows wrinkled in response to Poe's
acknowledgment of his guilt.
“Po, really?!”
Joey, who was beside him, was also surprised and asked.
Poe then nodded and wiped away tears.
Dorothea couldn't believe it.
It was Po who always loved kitchen work and was always grateful
that such a precious opportunity came to him.
He came to the kitchen before anyone else and worked diligently, and
his skills steadily improved, becoming the sub-chief of the dessert part.
Then why did he do this?
“… … I'm sorry, but could you give me some time to talk to Po?"
“I know that the princess is close with Po, but if she wraps her up like
this, it negatively affects other kitchen people.”
“It doesn’t wrap. I just want to know the exact situation.”
If that's true, I'm very disappointed.
As Dorothea spoke coldly, the head chef pondered for a moment, then
nodded.
“Ethan, I’m going to talk with Po for a moment. Joey, wait here for a
second.”
Dorothea looked down at Po, and Po, who was kneeling, trembled
and stood up.
Dorothea took Poe to a small break room next to the kitchen.
Throughout the journey, Po snarled, trying not to cry.
Dorothea's heart pounded at the sound.
Closing the door to the break room, Dorothea turned to Poe.
“Po, tell me honestly what’s going on.”
Poe of Dorothea's horse wiped her tear-stained eyes with her sleeve
and opened her mouth in a wet voice.
“I stole the royal food… … .”
Poe did not deny his guilt.
His trembling shoulders were visible.
“If you don’t have enough to eat, why did you steal the food?”
Dorothea was genuinely curious and asked.
He works in the kitchen, so he could eat if he wanted to eat without
stealing it.
I used to skip meals because I was busy, but whenever I had time, I
could cook and eat as much as I wanted or eat leftovers.
The imperial family was not so harsh that they asked the chefs for
their food.
In addition, Poe, now named Greenwall, had a small mansion in
Lampas where he and Joey and Stefan could live, and he could buy
enough food with his wages.
But why... … ?
“… … It hurts.”
"What?"
“… … It was bad. Food wasted.”
Poe sighed and said.
There is always a large amount of food left over in the imperial court.
In the imperial court, where it was a virtue to serve each meal
generously, half of the food they made would be left over.
In particular, on days of parties, banquets, or events, whole cakes
were left as they are, fresh fruits in baskets were treated as sculptures,
or turkeys that ate just one piece were thrown away.
Expensive shrimp, which some people will never eat in their lifetime,
and mushrooms that are said to be more expensive than jewels were
also thrown away.
Food piled up like a mountain became fodder for livestock, compost,
or food waste that contaminates water and land.
“If you give it to the starving people on the street right now, it’s food
that dozens of people can eat for a few days… … . It was so wasteful to
throw it all away, so I stole it.”
Po misses wasted food, so he took the leftovers and sneaked them
out.
And the food was distributed to the slum dwellers.
“That shouldn’t be… … .”
“I knew. So it was stolen... … .”
said Poe.
Leftover food is also the property of the imperial family, so it was
taught from an early age that it should never be used for anything else.
I knew why they didn't give it to the poor.
If the royal family distributes leftover food, those who receive it may
feel insulted saying that they are trying to dispose of food waste, and
those who do not share it may be angry because it is discrimination.
Quality issues and distribution issues. Since it is not possible to
distribute clean food to everyone on a fair and precise basis, food
leftovers from the imperial family should be thrown away.
Moreover, the inest ingredients used by the imperial family were a
right and privilege that only the wealthy could taste.
How dare the poor and lowly taste the mushrooms that cost more
than jewels for free? that could never happen.
But Poe knew this and broke it.
He also cooked a boat, so he couldn't just watch this precious food
being thrown away while someone starved to death.
Every time I threw away food, I had a bad idea.
'Even when I starved for days, these foods must have been thrown
away here.'
I was angry, sad, and miserable.
And it was painful to think of people who would be in the same
situation as you in the past.
“It’s my fault, Princess.”
Poe knelt before Dorothea again.
“I’m sorry, Princess. You raised me, taught me, and allowed me to
work in such a precious position... … . I committed such a crime and
painted the princess’s name.”
Poe bowed deeply as if banging his head on the ground and wept.
He committed a crime out of a beggar's grit and a vague sense of
justice to help the poor.
“Reniere-sama also tolerated me for my sake, but I was eventually
caught.”
Leniè re, who has been caring for Po since he was living at the
Anastas Palace, a separate palace, tried to protect Po.
However, as Po, from a humble background, was gradually
recognized for his skills and ascended to a higher position, one of the
envy kitchen chefs reported him to the head chef.
Reniè re wanted to keep Po, but Poe didn't want to involve Renier as
well.
After all, after all, this was his fault.
“Like the princess, I wanted to give someone hope. By the way… …
Patheticly, I did that by stealing the royal family's property, not my
ability. And whenever people were happy and thankful, I felt proud of
myself.”
Po's voice was gradually blocked by tears.
Dorothea's in luence was also involved in his doing this.
Knowing how sweet salvation was by the hand that Dorothea held
out, he wanted to be that kind of salvation himself.
It may be an in initely small touch compared to Dorothea, but I want
to pass on the minimal hope of living.
But the way is wrong. He was foolish and incompetent, thinking that
he could become a great person like Dorothea, who changed his life.
Dorothea looked down at Po quietly.
It was a clear fact that he had committed a crime, and the princess
could not break the law of the imperial family.
However.
“Good job, Po.”
Dorothea said so to Poe.
It was against the law, but I didn't want to get angry or point the
inger at what he had done.
"no… … . I had to do it with my own money. Don’t waste your food,
and if those people are pitiful, you have to help them with my own
money.”
Po shook his head to comfort Dorothea.
Dorothea then brushed Poe's frizzy hair.
really nice kid.
“I have no regrets for bringing you here.”
Dorothea sat down with her knees bent in front of him.
Poe raised his tear-soaked head to look at Dorothea.
“Of course, I can't make this happen. Because that's the royal law. But
that won't end your life either."
Poe's eyes trembled.
“Are you not disappointed with me?”
"Not at all."
Because the sins you committed are beautiful compared to the sins
I've committed.
Dorothea took Poe in her arms.
Poe then poured the barely stopped tears back down on her shoulder.
***
***
Po took off the robe he wore while working in the Imperial Palace
and folded it neatly.
Behind his hunched shoulders, he heard a squeaking sound.
“Hey, the garbage chef is leaving.”
“It’s not another crime, it’s just that guy who got caught stealing food
waste. This is why origin is important. If you’re like me, you can’t even
hold your head up because you’re embarrassed.”
“Stealing leftover food from others.”
Poe ran out of the kitchen break room as if escaping from the
criticism directed at him.
What's even more upsetting and sad is that their accusations weren't
entirely wrong.
so… … Should we take their words as criticism rather than criticism?
Poe gave strength by biting her teeth so as not to cry.
After being kicked out of the kitchen, he must return to the Greenwall
family's small mansion, but he didn't have the courage to set foot in
Greenwall.
at that time.
“Po, the princess is calling.”
A servant from Lenaskor Palace summoned Po, who was about to
leave the palace.
"I… … Me?"
"okay. Are there any more Po in the Imperial Palace besides you?”
The servant gestured as if to follow him without bothering him.
Poe hesitated, then turned back.
When they arrived at Lenascor Palace, Dorothea, Joey, Clara, and
Stefan were there.
Facing their faces, Po stopped at the door and dared not enter.
“Come in, Po.”
Dorothea said, and the servant noticed that he had to go in.
Poe lifted his foot heavier than a piece of iron and managed to get
inside.
Then Joey couldn't stand it and ran to him and hugged Po.
“You did nothing wrong, Po!”
Joey let out the words he had been holding back for a long time.
"However… … .”
“That is against the imperial law!”
Joey got angry, and Po saw Dorothea behind him in surprise.
It was not something that could be said in front of the princess,
saying that the laws of the imperial family were wrong.
But Dorothea didn't say anything and just watched them.
“I’ll set up your shop! I'm going to give you all the money I've raised
so far to get your shop in Lampas!"
Joey hugged Poe tightly as if it was about to burst and vowed.
“Joy, it will be dif icult for you to ind a good shop in Lampas on your
own.”
Clara looked at the two of them and smiled while smirking.
It costs a lot more money than you think to open a shop in Lampas.
“Ha, but I have saved a lot! There are ifteen thousand blancs!”
The money came in the name of the Greenwall family, but Joy's share
was being managed separately.
Dorothea and Clara were surprised by Joey's words.
Do you know roughly what a knight's salary is, but you've saved so
much money in just a few years?
She has a habit of living, and while earning quite a bit of money, she
has been saving money like crazy.
If you add up what Poe collected, you can probably get a small shop.
"Hmm… … , but then you wouldn't be able to buy an oven, a shelf, a
table or chairs, or even lour in the store?”
What if I just need to loot my money and ind a store? You have to ill
it in.
Maybe the store you bought it from is in bad condition and needs
repairs.
Whether it's a bakery or a dessert cafe that Po will run, we'll have to
design an interior that suits it.
“Well, you can borrow it.”
"great. That's a very good plan. So where are you going to borrow the
money?”
“It’s a bank.”
said Joey. With the establishment of a new banking system in a few
years, Lampas has made it easy to borrow and repay money through
banks.
“Do you know what the bank’s interest rate is, Joey?”
"Well… … . 5%?”
“Usually more than 15%.”
Dorothea said to Joy, who knew nothing of the world.
Joey rolled his eyes at him and counted.
If you borrow ive thousand blancs, you have to pay back seven
hundred and ifty blancs in interest every year... … !
Seven hundred and ifty blancs was much more than Joy's monthly
salary.
The sadness over Poe's condition disappeared, and a realistic shock
struck his head.
“Bah, there must be a way.”
“Yeah, I’ll tell you how.”
Dorothea placed a golden pendant on the table in front of her.
“Princess?!”
Joey knew right away what it was.
It was a medal that the royal family had.
With that medal, any big trade is possible, and the trader can charge
the imperial court for the trade.
“Clara, the maid of Lenascor Palace, will help you with the execution.”
Clara took a step forward.
As it is an important medal of the imperial family, no one can carry it
around and use it, so in principle, a person related to the imperial
family should accompany it.
“Po, I’m sorry I couldn’t prevent you from being punished because of
the imperial law.”
As a royal family, it seems like you can do everything, but there are
things that you cannot do because you are a princess.
“Princess… … .”
"I don't want you to lose your heart with this mistake, Poe. And that's
why I love you."
Dorothea hoped not to be too hesitant to reach out to help others for
fear of being wrong.
She wanted to support the choices and actions that Poi can make.
“… … Thank you, Princess.”
Poe wiped away his tears and bowed his head deeply.
Dorothea appeared like a hero and saved him whenever he was in
danger.
An unbelievable being who reaches out his hand without asking for
anything.
I can only bake desserts for her, and it is thanks to her that I can even
bake desserts.
Sometimes Dorotheara was afraid of too much luck.
Wouldn't one day be punished for this good fortune?
So he thought that he should live more faithfully and more rightly. So
that you don't get a big punishment later.
***
***
***
***
***
“Ethan, now… … !”
At Dorothea's signal, Ethan lowered his bowstring.
However, the arrow that lew from his ingertips lew to the wrong
place, so that the wild duck sitting still by the waterside, picking its
feathers, did not even move.
Poop, Joy's laughter erupted from behind, and Ethan kept his mouth
shut.
“It’s okay, Ethan.”
Dorothea quietly comforted him.
“Because there is a reason I came out to hunt where there were no
people.”
Joey said that if he had hunted in a place where people passed,
Ethan's arrow, which lew in a wrong way, would have hit the person.
Even Dorothea couldn't deny that.
He had come to a remote place on purpose to avoid people's
attention, but Joey was right.
With Ethan's skill, he could accidentally hurt someone... … .
“Ethan, let’s do it again.”
Dorothea wrapped her arms around the back of Ethan's.
“You have to relax your shoulders and lean your arrow straight
against the bow. Don't be afraid, Ethan."
Dorothea took hold of his shaky arm and whispered.
But how can I not tremble?
Dorothea hugs him from behind, touches his arms and wrists, and
whispers sweetly in his ear.
“The master is lazy. Go home and practice. Don’t just linch at the
piano.”
Joey looked at Ethan's body with a lot of energy and stuck out his
tongue.
"joy."
“Yes, Princess. I'll be quiet."
As Dorothea spoke, Joey shut her mouth while muttering.
Dorothea focused on Ethan again and took a stance.
“The west wind is blowing, so let’s aim slightly west.”
Dorothea took the pose and slowly released her hand.
Ethan held his breath and waited for a while, then trusted Dorothea
and released his bowstring.
The arrow lew iercely through the air.
and.
"closely!"
The duck, startled by an arrow stuck in the sand nearby, cried brie ly
and lew into the sky.
Then Dorothea quickly drew an arrow from her back, aimed at the
lying duck, and ired the arrow.
Before Ethan could see properly, a duck that was lying through the
sky with an arrow that was stabbed in the sky crashed into the sand.
The duck that fell to the ground drooped like a dead pillow.
I've seen it a few times, but it's a bizarre technique.
“It’s a hit, Princess!”
Joy gave Dorothea a round of applause and smiled at Ethan.
Joey ran to the sand and picked up Ori and Ethan's missed arrows.
Dorothea's arrow pierced the duck's neck precisely.
“You are so wonderful. I don't know how to do that no matter what.”
"That's exactly how I feel when I see you playing the piano and violin,
Ethan."
"is that so… … ?”
“I guess we each have our share in our hands.”
Dorothea laughed.
Then the sound of a horn trumpeted faintly through the forest sky.
The three raised their heads at the same time.
“What do you mean?”
The sun was still in the middle of the sky.
The horn trumpet announcing the gathering when the water just
came up while hunting?
Dorothea had a somewhat ominous feeling.
***
Without delay, the three ran to the imperial villa where the hunting
competition had begun.
Many people had already returned from hunting.
Dorothea found Raymond and walked towards the villa.
Then I saw Theon talking to the doctor with a serious expression on
the back of the villa.
Theon rested his forehead nervously, looked into the air, and then
nodded.
“Theon!”
Dorothea ran to Theon with an anxious heart.
His eyes trembled when he saw Dorothea.
"What's up?"
“… … His Majesty the Crown Prince is wounded.”
"What… … ?”
Dorothea's heart pounded.
It wouldn't be just an injury if you summoned people with the horn.
Raymond's personality wouldn't stop the hunting contest with a
slight cut or injury.
Without Carnan, such an unfortunate incident happened.
My heart was pounding with anxiety.
“How come… … ?”
“He suffered a serious head injury from a fall. You are still
unconscious.”
Instead of Theon, the doctor said.
If it is a falling horse, it is an accident that is dif icult to protect or
prevent even if the knights are nearby.
Dorothea could not believe this unfortunate news.
Raymond, who treats the horse like his own body, is a camel?
When Dorothea turned to Ethan, he also wrinkled his brow and
shook his head.
An accident that did not exist before the return.
But in this situation where Dorothea and Ethan changed so many
things, it was pointless to argue that it was the same as before the
return.
“When will consciousness return… … ?”
Dorothea's voice trembled softly.
“I can't say for sure. The trauma is not severe, but the head is always
an unpredictable part... … .”
“That means… … Are you saying that Raymond could die?”
“… … In the worst case, yes.”
At the doctor's words, Dorothea's leg loosened.
“Princess!”
Ethan, Theon, and Joy grabbed Dorothea, who was about to collapse,
at the same time.
Thoughts were scattered like an echo in my head.
Raymond is dead? The throne he must be.
In order to save him, I have lived until now, hoping that he will
inherit the throne... … .
“… … What should I do, Princess?”
The doctor asked Dorothea.
With Raymond down, the decision rested with Dorothea.
She has to judge. And you have to make important decisions. There is
no such thing as time to stumble in shock.
Dorothea made up her mind.
She straightened up her trembling body and slowly removed her
supportive hands.
“Where is Raymond?”
Dorothea asked.
***
***
“Raymond is critical?”
“Yes, Your Majesty. They are coming right up from the hunting
grounds in a wagon.”
As soon as Carnan heard the report, he immediately stood up.
Fortunately, the imperial hunting grounds were not far from Lampas,
so Raymond's wagon would soon reach the imperial palace.
“What exactly is your condition?”
“He hurt his head, but he says he is still unconscious.”
Carnan moved quickly.
“Go to Stipes Palace.”
He made his way to the Crown Prince's palace before Raymond had
even arrived.
“Robert, leave the people of Stipes Palace and only those you can
trust, and transfer them all to other palaces. And the remaining ones
will be thoroughly cracked down.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
“Strictly check each department to avoid any strange rumors.”
When Carnan had inished preparing to meet Raymond as he looked
around Stipes Palace, Raymond's carriage came in.
Carnan greeted Raymond's carriage in person.
"your majesty."
Theon got off the carriage irst and bowed his head as if to apologize
for his insensitivity.
The knights who followed also knelt.
But since Carnan's condition was more important than their apology,
he passed them by and approached the carriage to check on Raymond.
As reported earlier, Raymond was still unconscious.
“Go to your room quietly.”
At Carnon's command, the servants did not make a fuss, but brought
Raymond into the room and laid him on the bed.
Carnan received detailed reports of Raymond's condition from the
doctor, and con irmed the circumstances of the accident from Theon
and other knights.
Since it was an accident that no one was to blame, the knights could
end up in prison for several weeks despite the Crown Prince's serious
injuries.
“Theon, you always keep Raymond and report to me in detail every
day. When you wake up, you have to run to me irst and let me know.”
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Carnan inished her work and took a deep breath.
'If Raymond doesn't wake up like this... … .'
“Where is Dorothea?”
“The princess said that she would come up after inishing the
remaining hunting competitions instead of the Crown Prince.”
Theon replied.
Carnan nodded at him.
And as soon as Dorothea came up, he sent a message to come to him.
***
Dorothea quietly inished the hunting contest and headed straight to
the Imperial Palace.
“Princess, are you okay?”
Ethan knew what her stiff expression meant.
It is like a state of tension by giving strength to the whole body to not
be shaken.
“What do I do when Raymond dies, Ethan?”
Ethan did not answer Dorothea's question.
Because that assumption would destroy all the lives he and she had
built up until now.
Every moment I tried to suppress my desire to become emperor, to
accept Raymond again, and to resign is in vain.
"certainly… … Your Majesty will wake you up.”
“Stay by my side, Ethan.”
Dorothea grabbed Ethan's hand tightly. I needed a place to lean on
my shaking heart. He knows everything in detail.
Ethan clasped her hand as if to do so.
***
***
***
"Lay… … ?”
After Carnan hastily left to speak with the doctor, Dorothea
cautiously approached Raymond.
His eyes were as clear and clear as they had always been. It looked
like she would smile brightly and say, 'Dorothy!' at any moment.
"who… … ?”
But contrary to Dorothea's expectations, he looked at Dorothea and
asked.
“You really don’t remember?”
Dorothea wanted him to be joking.
As always, he makes fun of people and then goes on to say, 'Wow!'
and make you laugh.
But Raymond shook his head.
she burst out laughing.
“I couldn’t even remember who I was or what kind of person I was, so
after waking up, I explained it to you for quite some time.”
Theon, who was beside him, added.
It is said that all Raymond knows now is his name and status.
Stupid Ray has become really stupid.
"there, … … Who are you?"
Raymond's pure question again. He was trying to somehow ill his
empty head.
Where else should I start?
“… … Dorothea. Dorothea Milanaire.”
Dorothea introduced her name to him.
Then Raymond rolled his eyes and nodded.
“Milanaire. You are my family.”
“… … okay. It's your sister, you idiot."
Angry at Raymond, who knew nothing, Dorothea groaned and shot at
him.
Then Raymond laughed like a fool.
“My little sister is very pretty.”
"What… … ?”
"Pretty."
Raymond looked up at Dorothea and said.
“Don’t talk nonsense… … !”
It was Raymond, who was making a strange noise and babbling.
Is there really nothing in your head?
Just then, Ethan knocked on the door and came in.
Theon, who found Ethan, wrinkled his brow.
“Ethan, this is not your place.”
Raymond's condition is a sensitive issue to inform outsiders. But to
hear that he has nothing to do with the imperial family... … ?
“I’m sorry, Theon. I called.”
“But Princess Dorothea… … .”
“Theon, I need his help. He is a trustworthy person.”
She couldn't stand her nervousness and anxiety without Ethan. She
wasn't ready to accept this situation yet.
Ethan was her stabilizer and the only support that kept her from
being swayed by the shadows of her past.
The only person with whom she can con ide in Raymond's confusion
over her accident.
Theon shut his mouth. But he was still wary of this being told to
Ethan.
“I already listened while waiting outside. His Majesty the Crown
Prince has lost his memory.”
“Everyone has a light mouth.”
“My ears were a little bright.”
Ethan said, standing next to Dorothea.
He made eye contact with Raymond, who was sitting on the bed with
a bandage on his head.
Ethan politely greeted Raymond's eyes as if asking who he was.
“My name is Ethan Bronte of the Duke of Bronte.”
“Ethan Bronte… … ?”
“I am in charge of music lessons for Princess Dorothea Milanaire
here.”
"iced coffee… … .”
What's your relationship with me? Raymond seemed to want to ask
such a question.
“I often exchanged greetings with the Crown Prince. Because I see
the princess often.”
"I see… … . I don’t remember at all.”
Raymond shook his head.
Ethan looked at Raymond like that, then turned his gaze to Dorothea.
“Are you okay, Princess?”
Ethan asked quietly. It was because of Dorothea's still stiff
expression.
Dorothea shook her head without saying a word.
It's not okay.
"I… … I think you're embarrassing everyone."
Raymond hugged his knees and muttered.
Then Theon knelt next to him and made eye contact with him.
“Your Majesty, please concentrate on your recovery for now.”
"However… … .”
“Theon is right. Restoring the memories of His Majesty the Crown
Prince is our top priority.”
Dorothea nodded her head.
Making Raymond wither doesn't solve anything.
The most important thing now is for him to regain his memory.
Then Raymond looked at Dorothea and asked.
“If it were a prince and a princess… … Did you have a bad
relationship with me?”
“… … It wasn't bad.”
Then Raymond's face relaxed a little.
"thank god. What if I had a bad relationship with you?”
“Are you afraid that I will even threaten your life?”
“No, I think I would have been a really bad guy if I had a bad
relationship with my pretty little sister.”
“… … .”
Dorothea bit her lips inward at Raymond, who smiled bashfully.
If the relationship between the two is bad, it must be Dorothea's
fault.
But Raymond, who knew nothing, was still bright and kind.
Even if we lose our memories, where does our nature go?
That was then.
“Princess Dorothea. Your Majesty the Emperor is calling.”
Carnan's call.
Dorothea nodded her head. I already know what he's talking about.
"I will be back."
Dorothea made one last eye contact with Raymond before leaving.
Then Raymond opened his mouth.
“Please come back and tell me your story, Dorothy. I think it will be
helpful if you want to get your memories back.”
“… … .”
Instead of answering, Dorothea nodded and followed Robert out to
meet Carnan.
Soon, the eyes that embraced Ethan's golden eyes narrowed.
At that time, the doctor who had inished talking with Carnan came
and called Theon.
In the absence of Raymond, there seems to be something to give
prescriptions and precautions.
Theon looked at Ethan for a moment.
“Don’t worry. Because I'm careful not to do anything that will be
hated by the princess... … . I will take good care of the Crown Prince.”
Ethan grinned, and Theon followed the doctor as if he couldn't.
Then, strangely, only the two of them, Raymond and Ethan, were left
in the room.
“Hey, Ethan… … Did you say Bronte? Were you close with me?”
Raymond looked at Ethan and asked.
Then Ethan quietly looked down at Raymond.
Raymond's eyebrows narrowed slightly as Ethan's golden eyes
emanated a cheap feeling.
“You had a bad relationship with me… … ?”
"I do not know. Do you think the Crown Prince was close to me? Or do
you think it was bad?”
“… … I don't remember at all.”
Raymond, who wrinkled his brow as if trying to remember for a
moment, shook his head and answered.
Then Ethan grinned.
“It is quite impressive that Your Majesty has even done this, but you
have to be a little more delicate and thorough in order to do it.”
"What?"
At Raymond's question, the corners of Ethan's lips rose slowly.
“You should be more precise with your lies, my lord.”
"What are you talking about… … ?”
“Dorothy.”
Ethan leaned back slightly, bringing Raymond, who was sitting on the
bed, at eye level, and whispered softly.
“No one calls Princess Dorothea Dorothy. … … Except for you.”
Ethan's voice, like the wind, shuddered Raymond's spine.
Raymond's blue eyes trembled.
***
Carnan took a deep breath and washed her face dry. Dorothea, too,
was forced to hold back the urge to sigh.
The doctor could not predict when Raymond's memory would
return.
In this state, Raymond cannot perform the duties of the Crown
Prince.
“As I said earlier, for the time being, you have to share Raymond’s
work.”
“… … Yes, Your Majesty.”
Dorothea's answer fell heavily.
Raymond's health could be circulating, so Raymond would take the
place where he had to show his face, but it was dif icult for him to get
the job done.
So part of that share must be shared by Dorothea.
“I don't know how long Raymond's condition will last, but we have to
consider the long-term situation as well. Slowly build yourself up,
Dorothea.”
“But if the Crown Prince regains his memory… … .”
“It doesn’t make a big difference if you touch the government a little
bit. Then Raymond will do his job again.”
“… … Yes, Your Majesty.”
Dorothea's head turned toward the ground.
Still she was confused. But, as usual, she wasn't given a choice.
As a replacement for Raymond, she only needs to handle the Crown
Prince's duties.
'okay… … . It's just a shock for a moment. Raymond will be back soon.'
It should be comforting that he wasn't dead.
If Raymond hadn't woken up, something worse would have
happened... … .
"Theon Fried, Raymond's assistant, will help you adjust to the job."
“It’s Theon… … ?”
Dorothea asked.
After rejecting his proposal, several years have passed, and now we
can say hello and chat like we don't know each other, but working close
together was also a concern.
Most of all, I think Ethan would hate it.
“He is the most capable aide in Ubera, so it will de initely help.”
But it was not in a position that Dorothea could refuse.
Besides, the only person who could tell Raymond what he was doing
was his assistant Theon.
“I see, Your Majesty.”
"Then let's go right back and discuss the matter with Theon and
Raymond."
At Carnan's words, Dorothea quietly retreated.
***
***
***
***
'Because it is dif icult for those who make a living by taking on the
challenge.'
***
***
“Ethan Bronte.”
Ethan leaves Dorothea and Joey calls him in.
Ethan turned to look at her, and Joey glared at him with a sullen face.
“What’s going on?”
I'll have to follow the princess quickly, but did I really mean to call
him up and start an argument?
As Ethan stared coldly, she hesitated and spoke.
“The Princess… … You seem to be having a hard time these days.”
"What?"
"So… … I want you to give the princess some strength.”
At Joey's words, Ethan's eyebrows wrinkled slightly.
“I mean, I, I’m not good at doing things like over the princess, so you
have to do it! Because the princess likes you!”
Eventually, Joey closed his eyes and yelled at Ethan.
Then Ethan's eyebrows twitched gracefully.
“Isn’t the princess very dif icult in your opinion?”
"uh."
At Joey's words, Ethan's expression hardened even more.
As Joey who doesn't usually talk about Dorothea, Ethan realized that
Dorothea was really struggling.
“I hardly slept these days. Even at night, if you stand guard, the light
in the princess’s room is on.”
“… … .”
“The maid, Clara, is worried too. Even if you turn off the lights to tell
them to sleep, you can’t sleep.”
At Joey's words, Ethan bit his lip.
Dorothea suffered from insomnia even before her return.
Instead of sleep, the feeling of burden, guilt, anxiety and loneliness.
All sorts of emotions engulfed her at night.
The imperial doctor said it was a disease of the mind, and no
medication could cure it.
“You do whatever you want, but I’m afraid that one day you will fall
over like that. The people of Lenaskor Palace are also very worried.”
So Joey is so worried about Dorothea that she turns to Ethan, whom
she doesn't like very much, for help.
I'm angry, but it seems that Ethan is the only one who can help
Dorothea in this situation.
“… … okay. I ask for time so that I can visit the princess separately.”
“Come as soon as possible. Before the princess falls.”
"of course."
Ethan nodded and started walking again.
***
Ethan returned to the mansion and took out an old book from the
inside of the drawer.
This very old book, which he bought at an old bookstore, did not
belong to him before his return.
A book that Julia obtained before Ethan before returning.
This book, which she possessed while scouring the spirits to help
Theon Fried, was in his hands this lifetime.
It was a study on the spirits, and among them was a mix of true
stories and unveri ied stories told only by word of mouth.
Ethan has been secretly investigating the spirit since he returned to
contract with the spirit.
In order to handle the spirit of light more skillfully, and to understand
the secret of the spirit that he did not know.
Thanks to that, I learned that from the old days, Milanaire died or
was in danger of dying from a malignant tumor.
It's not a secret, but the story of Milanaire and Fried becoming weak
and forgotten.
Paradoxically, the reason why Milanaire died a lot from malignant
tumors was because of the life force of the light spirit.
Tumors were easily created and grown using the energy of life that
comes from spirits.
And the tumor, which became so enlarged and serious that the owner
of the body could not handle, eventually kills him.
About half of the Milanaires died from malignant tumors, and the
same was true of Carnan's disease.
An ironic fate where the power of life corrodes life.
So light and darkness needed each other.
The previous Milanaires used Fried's power to suppress and heal
tumors.
With the balance of the two powers, the two families and Ubera lead
a better life.
However, now that Fried also lost their strength, there was no cure
for Carnan's tumor.
'There is Theon Fried, but... … .'
He is also consuming his own life because he cannot properly handle
Fried's power. Therefore, he cannot entrust the life of the emperor to
him.
But something more important than that.
A chapter that turns into a thorn and pierces his conscience.
'No, Ethan-nim said that the Crown Prince personally asked the
Crown Prince to come to the Imperial Palace and help.
All the nobles around him compared him to Ethan and ignored him.
A guy who's worse than Ethan, a bad guy, a bad guy.
“What are you, block my way! uh?"
Jonathan unleashed years of anger on Ethan.
“Do, master!”
Butlers and employees rushed to the commotion upstairs to dry
them and separate them.
Ethan's lips were parted, and it looked like he had a bruise on his
temple.
“Hey! You bastard like a beggar.”
As the servants grabbed their arms and dried them, Jonathan spat at
Ethan.
His actions were way too much for him to laugh at the drunkenness.
The butlers dragged him away drunk, and Ethan sat on the loor and
couldn't stand up.
The hand holding the ist trembled.
In this life, he was the irst to roll Jonathan on the palm of his hand,
so I forgot for a while, but he had been hit by Jonathan so often before
returning.
At that time, he was smaller than Jonathan, and it was a time when
everything was terrifying as he entered an unfamiliar peasant family
and adjusted.
In my childhood before the return, there were many days when the
duke hid in a corner and trembled so as not to run into Jonathan.
therefore… … I was happy when he died.
Ethan shuddered at the old memory that came to mind after a long
time.
***
***
***
“This is the report on the border of Haruk that the Princess has
speci ically requested.”
“Thank you, Theon.”
Dorothea received a report from Theon.
“As expected, the army has been augmented at the Khark border.”
Dorothea glanced through the Hark-related reports.
As before the return, Nereus was concentrating on increasing his
military power.
'But there's no reason to start a war... … .'
Thinking so, Dorothea burst into arsenic.
When in the world did you go to war for a reason? I did it out of
greed.
The cause is to make something plausible and it it together.
"Hark bought a small boat from Riversouth."
“Yes, it is a considerable amount, but since it is a ishing boat, there
is no special obligation to report to the Imperial Family.”
“But it would be enough to convert it into a military ship and use it.”
Dorothea murmured.
Although it was marked as a ' ishing boat', only Dmitry and Nereus
would know what type of ship it was.
Any boat carrying a net rather than a weapon is marked as a ' ishing
boat'.
Converting a ishing vessel into a military vessel is simple as long as
it its the shape of the boat.
Dorothea remembered how Hark invaded Ubera before returning.
“I wonder if Marquis Dmitry would have delivered the warships… …
?”
Still, Dmitry is an imperial nobleman. Riga to deliver military ships to
Hark... … .
“There is nothing that cannot be done without money.”
Dorothea said. Besides, if you have political connections, we'd be
happy to help.
Nereus would have said that it was 'to check other countries than
Ubera', so it would be enough excuse for Dmitry to close his eyes.
Besides, it's not even loaded with cannons... … .
“However, the size of the delivered ship is small for naval battles. It
would be useful in rivers and shallow waters, but the river that
connects the Empire and Hark is dammed to prevent unauthorized
access. There are chains in the bay.”
"right."
Dorothea nodded her head.
But it is so dangerous.
'The ship will come over the mountains, not the water.'
Dorothea remembered the ight with Hark before returning.
They will attack key points along the river, attracting attention from
the front, and sneak over the mountains behind them.
The spirit of water makes a small waterway in the mountain to pass
the boat.
Therefore, Nereus did not need a large ship.
A large ship is too big to go over a mountain, and it is dif icult to loat
it in a river.
Thus, they entered the river of the empire without blood, and they
went up the river to the depths of the empire.
An attack that no one could block because it was a strategy that no
one could have imagined.
Apparently, Carnan was in a critical period, so Ubera was completely
confused.
The freedom of the nobles, who treated Hark lightly and tried to
solve it only with local troops, was broken like that.
Under the command of Nereus, who knows how to deal with the
water spirits, Hark's naval forces quickly ascended to the center of the
city with wings.
Dorothea, who had gone down earlier, blocked it.
When she insisted that there is no need to go down because it is a
small battle that everyone can solve below, she dragged the army down,
saying that she would destroy Hark.
When Dorothea heard that the border had been breached, she
headed straight for the river.
And when Haruk's naval forces rushed up the river with equal
momentum, they broke the dam that had been blocked in advance.
No matter how much Nereus had a water spirit, he could not stop the
huge current from the broken bank, and the small ships were swept
away.
'We are preparing a strategy like this again.'
The situation of the Empire is better than before the return, but
Nereus' will does not seem to be broken.
Moreover, if his ears hear of the unstable situation of Carnon and
Raymond, Nereus may attack with the aim of supremacy.
'But if you tell a story like this, you won't believe it because everyone
thinks you've gone too far.'
You will laugh at Hark for making a fuss over the purchase of a few
ishing boats.
Still, knowing the future is enough to prevent it, but... … .
'The dam broke and several villages were swept away.'
Ubera's sacri ice was as signi icant as the enemy's sacri ice.
In the name of protecting the empire, the people living downstream
of the bank were sacri iced.
At that time, Dorothea mercilessly blew up the dam because Ubera's
survival was more important than their lives.
One line of sin to add to the name of a tyrant.
But this time, I can't make the sacri ices happen again.
“Does your Majesty the Emperor know about this?”
“The same will go up to Your Majesty by the middle of this week. Oh,
and if you look at the noteworthy part here... … .”
Then, Theon's inger, who was going to point out a part of the report,
passed Dorothea's inger as she was about to move on to the next page.
"ah… … ! I'm sorry, Princess."
When Theon touched her inger, he quickly removed his hand and
stepped back.
The wind caused the brooch on the desk to fall to the loor.
“I’m really sorry, Princess.”
Theon hurriedly picked up the dropped brooch.
At that moment, he felt a strange feeling. What used to be heavy on
the body becomes lighter... … .
'Spirit of Light... … ?'
“Theon.”
At Dorothea's call, Theon woke up and returned the brooch to her.
She looked at Theon for a moment, then put the brooch back on her
chest.
Theon looked at her brooch, feeling the lingering aftertaste in his
hand.
“… … Come to think of it, you always wear that brooch.”
"Yeah, it's a gift from Ethan."
A smile crept across her lips as she wrote Ethan's name.
“… … Are you Ethan Bronte?”
Dorothea nodded her head.
“I think I’ve seen that brooch for quite some time… … .”
“Well, a lot of time has already passed. I got it as a gift around the
time I debuted.”
Dorothea smiled and looked back at the fast passing of time.
Years have already passed, and now the spirit stone has become
accustomed to being a part of her body.
'The Debut of the Princess... … ?'
At that time, didn't Dorothea awaken the spirits for the irst time?
“By the way, Theon, is Jeonghwa okay?”
At that moment, Dorothea remembered the spirit and asked Theon.
I didn't know before, but now I can see what the mood was like when
he was holding his power for a long time.
Holding down the spirit's power, he exudes a subdued atmosphere.
And every action became cautious and sensitive.
Like, for example, you just ran a inger with her and hastily backed
away.
The fear of hurting others because of the dark spirits is something he
has acquired.
“Even if not, I will visit the Crown Prince tomorrow.”
It seems that Dorothea's guess was not wrong.
Theon hadn't been able to ask Raymond to clean it up for a week.
Partly because he had less time to be with Dorothea instead of
Raymond, and partly because it became dif icult to ask Raymond to
clean up after the accident.
“Theon, you can ask me.”
“You must also take care of the health of the princess.”
Puri ication had to use a lot of the spirit's power, so Raymond was
quite tired after puri ication.
In Theon's eyes, Dorothea has been overworked lately.
Asking her to clean up like that... … .
“Haha, I’m ine, Theon. I'm no longer a princess who only used to
recuperate. Besides, I handle spirits better than the Crown Prince.”
Dorothea laughed.
I didn't mean it that way... … .
“Am I still uncomfortable?”
“No, it is not.”
Theon hurriedly shook his head.
“Then I will help you.”
Dorothea led him to the reception couch.
Dorothea wanted to purify Theon someday.
The reason she dared to take on the role of Jeonghwa was in the
sense of atonement for the past.
I want to pay back even a little bit of my regret for the life she had
killed.
Purifying him was the most meaningful thing she could do with the
Spirit of Light.
“I’ve already learned how to purify, but I’m just trying to do it now.”
Dorothea smiled sheepishly and sat down with Theon, placing her
hand on his.
Then he felt Theon's ingertips tremble.
“I might be a little clumsy, so tell me if it makes you uncomfortable.”
Dorothea took his hand and slowly summoned the Spirit of Light.
The power of life illed Theon as clean water illed a parched land.
As Dorothea said, the spirit power she possessed was much stronger
than that of Raymond.
Theon looked at her wrapped in a bright light.
She was so dazzling that it was hard to open her eyes properly.
The energy of death, which had been accumulating heavily, was
gradually swept away by her power.
She ills his life. Slowly and full.
Theon inally lowered his head and looked away from her glaring
glare.
Even after several years have passed, my feelings have not been
completely puri ied.
I thought it was ine, but it wasn't.
When the gloomy darkness was removed, the emotions hidden
under it were exposed to the light.
Unlike when receiving Raymond's puri ication, the hand touching
her tickles and the ive senses tingle.
My heart was pounding violently as if reminding me that I was alive.
A real sense of life.
I like that feeling so much, I want to ask her to clean it up again and
again.
“Theon. Theon... … ?”
At that time, Dorothea, who had been purged, called Theon, who was
lowering her head.
“Thank you, Princess.”
He stood up without raising his head.
“Then, today’s report is over, so let’s go.”
“Theon… … !”
He left Dorothea's room, knowing he was rude.
It felt like I was going to do anything if I stayed with her.
at that time.
“Theon Fried.”
A cold voice called out to him as he rushed down the stairs.
Theon paused as if frozen in place.
“… … Ethan Bronte.”
Theon met the slender golden eyes staring at him.
His eyes staring at him quietly, as if he were listening to the sound of
his heart beating.
“Are you on your way to see the Princess?”
"That's right."
Theon clenched his ists. Something soared inside.
“By the way, Ethan Bronte-sama often comes to see the princess.”
Unbeknownst to me, a vulgar tone of speech came out.
“Only the assistant manager. I'm here in a week."
Clara and Joey, who were behind Ethan in the snowball ight between
the two, took a step back.
Theon did not take his eyes off Ethan.
“Anything more to say?”
Ethan asked Theon, who blocked the stairs and didn't move.
Theon bit his teeth for a moment, then opened his mouth.
“The brooch I gave as a gift to the princess… … no. no."
“You have to say it to the end.”
Ethan wrinkled his brow.
I was annoyed that Dorothea was mentioned in Theon's mouth and
ended in a sloppy way.
“No, it’s nothing. Let’s go up.”
Theon turned to the side and looked away.
***
Ethan hid the gift behind his back and knocked on the door of the
study where Dorothea was.
“Come in.”
At the sound of her voice he had not heard in a long time, Ethan's
heart, which had sunk heavily, began to lutter lightly like the wings of a
butter ly.
Like an idiot, he seems to have just forgotten about Theon's work.
He carefully opened the door and stepped inside.
Dorothea, unaware of Ethan's arrival, ixed her gaze on the typefaces
scattered on the desk, and then raised her head belatedly.
And a bright smile slowly spread across her face.
“Ethan… … !”
Dorothea, who looked busy, almost threw down her pen as soon as
she saw him, ran to him and hugged him.
Dorothea was pleased with the familiar smell of Ethan's arms.
“Am I not disturbing you?”
At Ethan's clever question, Dorothea shook her head.
"I miss you."
As soon as he saw Ethan, like a spring of water bursting out of a
parched land, he was released.
“Are you busy?”
“Ah, a report about Hark just came up.”
“From Theon Fried?”
Jealousy that had been crouching in Ethan burst out.
“Oh, have you met Theon?”
“Can I ask what happened?”
Ethan asked, quenching the jealousy boiling inside.
“I purged Theon’s spirit. It’s because I haven’t been cleansed for a
week.”
At Dorothea's words, Ethan thought of Theon.
It's been a long time since I've felt Dorothea use a Spirit Stone, was it
for him?
“… … Do you not want me to purify Theon?”
Dorothea asked, holding his hand tightly.
"I know. That the princess owes her heart. And I know he's guilty too.
But I can't say it's good either."
Ethan kissed Dorothea's forehead and whispered.
Saving Theon is an important item on Dorothea's 'Live a Good
Bucket List', so I can't tell you not to do it... … Still, jealousy cannot be
eliminated.
“There will be nothing wrong with you.”
“I also believe in the princess.”
Ethan kissed her lips lightly as if stamping them.
Then Dorothea smiled bashfully.
“More than that, look at this. A report on Hark. Nereus is as busy as
ever in reinforcing his military power.”
Dorothea took Ethan's hand and dragged him.
“Really? I'm sure you won't be able to beat the Empire easily, but
what do you think... … I'm really curious if that's the case, but I'd like
you to stop for today and give me time."
Ethan was barely able to come to his senses as he was almost taken
aback by Dorothea's story.
After all, we were excited to work together again, discussing Hark.
He captured Dorothea, recalling the day's mission again.
The reason he came to see Dorothea today was to give her a rest.
That's why I've been working hard to prepare a gift.
Still, Dorothea's face had a tired glow all over it.
“Just looking at it, it looks like you’ve received all the reports, so can
we just rest?”
“But Ethan.”
“I heard that you are not sleeping well these days. Did you close your
eyes last night?”
Ethan looked into her bloodshot eyes and asked.
"no. But I slept a little the day before yesterday.”
“How long?”
"one… … three or four hours?”
“It would be nice if you slept for two hours.”
Dorothea lowered her gaze and answered timidly, and Ethan's sharp
eyes immediately recognized her excuse.
It would have been better to ask how long you slept in a week.
"Clara."
“I’m ready, Master.”
“What are you preparing for?”
“Today, I was ordered to put the princess to sleep.”
Ethan grinned and Clara hurriedly dragged Dorothea into the
bathroom.
Clara changed Dorothea's clothes into a comfortable, spacious white
pajama dress and washed it lightly with warm water.
Meanwhile, other servants prepared milk and igs with a spoonful of
honey.
As Dorothea washed up, Ethan met her in front of the bedroom.
“Ethan, I have work to do.”
“Getting a good night's sleep is also important. Insomnia reduces
work ef iciency.”
Ethan grabbed her hand and led her into the bedroom.
On the bedside table lay warm milk and igs prepared by the
servants.
Ethan laid Dorothea on the bed and sat down on the chair next to it.
A room with only one soft light left with the curtains drawn and only
one candle lit.
But Dorothea couldn't sleep at all. As I lay down, my heart started
beating louder and I became more anxious.
What could I have miscommunicated? Maybe my judgment was
wrong? You should also look at the data beforehand. Oh, I have to ask
Clara to bring her that too. I heard that Raymond is going to see him
today. Are you okay? Should I go see it?
All sorts of thoughts illed the dark room.
Then Ethan took her hand and drove the thought away.
"I'm here, can't you put your thoughts down for a while?"
Ethan looked a little dismayed as he noticed that Dorothea was
thinking about this and that in her head.
“I’m sorry, Ethan.”
Dorothea grabbed Ethan's hand again.
“I can’t sleep because I’m anxious.”
“What makes the princess uneasy?”
“I’m afraid I’ll do something bad again. My choices affect the lives of
many.”
Dorothea was serious and smiled as if she wasn't.
"I do not know. Am I really a good person? Are you doing well? … .”
“The Princess is already doing well enough. Everyone will
understand the hard work and heart of the princess.”
“Is it really… … ?”
There was no con idence in Dorothea's voice.
Ethan found that she lacked con idence in her particular political and
social aspects. It was because of the memory of failing once and being
pointed at.
Ethan glanced at her face, the glowing red light of a candle, and pulled
out the present he had brought.
“This is a present I brought to the princess today.”
"gift?"
What he took out was a thick bundle of letters.
There were dozens of letters, perhaps more than a hundred, and they
were neatly tied with a red ribbon.
"this… … what?"
“These are letters from the princess.”
Ethan untied the ribbon and showed Dorothea the letters.
One of the reasons he came to her so late was to collect these letters.
“I will read you one by one. Please listen to the princess as if you
were listening to a fairy tale book.”
Ethan had Dorothea pick and pick any of the several letters.
He opened the rough envelope of letter Dorothea had picked and
took out the letter inside.
“Ah, this is a letter from the orphanage that the princess helped me
last time.”
According to Dorothea's 'Being Kind Bucket List', she continued to
donate, and the nursery school of the letter was one of her donations.
Ethan cleared his throat and read the crooked letters.
“Hello, pretty princess. Thanks for the gift of the book. I've already
read the book ive times. I will read it over ten times. The letter teacher
will come and teach you. This is a letter I wrote myself. And today I ran
irst place. Good-bye."
Ethan read the letter in a calm voice.
Dorothea laughed at the contextualized letter.
“There is also a picture drawn below.”
“I want to see you too, Ethan.”
At Dorothea's words, Ethan returned the letter and showed it to him.
Underneath the letter, written in crooked, large letters, was a picture
of a book and a stone tablet.
The very cute picture warmed my heart.
Ethan read the next letter from the stack of letters sent from the
orphanage.
“Is this letter really going to the princess? Princess, if you read this,
please visit the nursery school. … … I must have wondered if the letter
was really going to the princess.”
There was an odd corner to the curious child's letter.
“Really… … . When should I go?”
Dorothea mumbled shyly. Then he moved to the side of the bed a
little and looked at Ethan.
“I want to see you too. Read it from your side.”
Dorothea gently lifted the blanket away as if to climb onto the bed.
Ethan struggled for a moment, and Dorothea grabbed one of his
ingers and pulled him gently.
“Lying alone, empty and lonely.”
It seemed like Ethan would be able to lessen his anxiety if he lay
down next to him and just shared the warmth.
Then Ethan took a deep breath.
How can I overcome the temptation of Dorothea? He also wanted to
see her crazy.
Ethan climbed onto the bed and sat with his back on the head.
Dorothea leaned in his arms and groaned.
Then Ethan gave her an arm.
As I cut his arms and put him in my arms, I could feel his warm body
temperature and his familiar body. His arms were warmer than a
feather blanket.
“Read it again, Ethan.”
Dorothea strangled Ethan like a child begging him to read a fairy tale.
When she was young, she had never done anything like this before.
Ethan laughed at Dorothea's grumbling, picked up another letter and
read it.
The letters he received didn't just come from the orphanage.
Anton and the people at the support center for the disabled, those
who one day lost their homes in a lood, children in elementary school,
widows raising children alone… … . And even letters from Poe and Joey,
Stefan and Clara, who do not know when they were written.
Until now, many of the people who had been favored by her were
letters that they were willing to send their time and devotion for her.
And what they say all the time.
“Thank you, Princess.”
In the end, Dorothea buried her head to hide the burning tears.
All of the letters Ethan read calmly seemed to be overdone.
“How can I sleep after hearing this?”
Everyone is looking forward to this. I think I have to work harder to
respond to those people saying thank you.
Ethan did not anticipate Dorothea's resentment and said, 'Oh... … ' I
saw Dorothea crying.
“They will all be praying for a peaceful night for the princess.”
Ethan put the letter down and turned around to wrap his arms
around Dorothea.
His hand gently stroked Dorothea's back.
“You have always done well, Princess.”
It's really nothing. It's just type on the same paper you see every day.
Dorothea was encouraged by these small prints.
***
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***
“Wow, Princess!”
While Dorothea was working with Theon, Clara rushed in.
Dorothea raised her head, and Clara stomped her feet.
“Eh, Master Ethan said he left… … !”
Dorothea's pen stopped moving.
After a moment of silence, Dorothea spit out a word she had
struggled with.
" inally… … .”
Clara's eyes widened at Dorothea's calm reaction.
I thought Ethan would run right away if he said he was leaving... … ?
“Wait, are you okay?”
"why… … Did you hear me leaving?”
Guessing all the reasons, Dorothea asked Clara.
“His Majesty the Emperor… … .”
Before Clara could inish her sentence, Dorothea nodded as if she
understood.
Then he bit his lip and started moving the pen again.
Theon, Clara, who was by her side, and Joey, who was waiting
outside, stopped like a broken machine.
square square.
There was a suffocating silence as the sound of her pen scraping the
paper.
Her calm behavior was rather frightening.
But soon her pen stopped again and she trembled.
“Are you okay, Princess?”
Theon asked worriedly.
Dorothea put down her pen.
“I’m sorry, Theon. Today is… … I have to stop.”
Dorothea got up from her seat and took a step forward.
“Princess!”
As Dorothea left the room, Clara hurriedly called her, and Joey ran
after her.
***
***
Dorothea and Ethan had predicted this day ever since Raymond's
accident.
Carnan had previously disliked Ethan, and as Dorothea took on more
important tasks, Ethan was treated as a lawed princess.
“The more your majesty’s health deteriorates, the more you will try
to separate me from the princess.”
Before he died, he thought he had to deal with the imperial
blemishes.
“I’ll stop you, Ethan. After all, when His Majesty the Emperor dies,
you... … .”
“War is coming.”
Ethan shook his head at Dorothea's words and said.
Hark has already bought ships, and Nereus is building up his forces.
There seems to be a history that cannot be changed no matter how
hard we try. Perhaps their efforts were not enough to change history.
“So I need you.”
Dorothea said.
Before returning, he fought a battle with her. An excellent
bookkeeper who knows everything with just his eyes. The only
companion she can count on.
Ethan caressed her cheek as he was about to grab him.
“A lot has changed, Princess.”
Nereus seems ready to go to war as before, but no one knows when
he will move.
Probably because the date he bought the ship from River South was
also different from before.
The time and shape of the war will certainly be different from before.
“But we know what strategy he will use.”
“But the princess is not having any in luence on the military power.”
Before returning, she showed off her swordsmanship and strategic
talent, and was recognized for her skills by knights and soldiers.
Despite her personality laws, she was recognized early as her
commander.
But in this life she lived very quietly.
If she suddenly leads the army in the battle against Hark, it will not
be the same as before the return.
"Besides, I'm not the heir to the duke, and I haven't been able to buy
any worthy sources of information."
Before returning, he became the heir to the Duke of Bronte after
Jonathan's death, and was able to be recognized by the people even
though he was a young man.
But now he had not graduated from Episteme, had no of ice, and was
only a half-faced, musically talented sergeant.
If Dorothea appointed him to a key position before the war, what
would follow was obvious.
Everyone in the world knows that his swordsmanship and hunting
skills are a mess.
So even if a war breaks out, he cannot be with Dorothea.
“The princess should hold the military power before the war begins.”
Dorothea couldn't deny Ethan's words.
Raymond and Theon cannot go to the war against Hark.
Only Dorothea knows that Hark will come over the mountain by boat.
“Then you?”
“I have to do what I can for the princess.”
“What can you do?”
“I’m sorry if you ask me like that. There are things I can do.”
Ethan chuckled. You're making fun of me knowing that I didn't mean
it that way.
But Dorothea's laughter was more heartbreaking than offensive.
Because I know how much trouble is hidden behind that smile.
Dorothea knows the pain of being ignored because of her birthplace.
“I have to stand up for the ball so that I can stand next to the princess
a little more comfortably.”
As a shadow fell on Dorothea's face, Ethan stroked her hair as if to
soothe her.
“I will go one step ahead of the princess and wait for you.”
***
'When the day I leave, don't come to me. When I see the princess's
face, my heart is weak and I don't think my steps will fall.'
I know very well why Ethan made this request. But in the end, she ran
to meet him, who broke her promise.
“I just couldn’t let it go.”
“… … In fact, I was hoping that the princess would come.”
Ethan wrapped his arms around her. Even if we break up, I think we
will have to look at each other in the end.
“You have to be careful, Ethan.”
"sure. If you want to see the princess again, you have to do that.”
Ethan smiled and kissed her forehead.
“If you can’t sleep from the princess, please read the letters I gave
you.”
She nodded.
Ethan looked into her without blinking an eye.
“And do your work in moderation, take care of yourself, and… … Don't
make things that use spirits."
His voice, which had been soft as if nothing had happened, gradually
diminished in regret.
“So that the princess can sleep comfortably… … I always wanted to be
by your side.”
I was thinking of breaking up without seeing your face. It felt heavy
to leave Dorothea alone.
It's only been falling for a while, but I'm so anxious. Been together for
too long
A long time ago, we certainly got along well apart... … .
“I will see you again soon. right?"
Ethan nodded at Dorothea's question as she tried to shake off the
weight.
Yes, we will meet again. You should also practice staying apart for a
while.
“I’ll be doing well so you don’t worry.”
Dorothea's blue eyes looking up at him were for him.
In the end, Ethan couldn't stand it and put a hot brand on her red lips.
His hot blood boiled and his pulsating heart drove him.
He dug into Dorothea's sweet lips, swearing densely that they would
surely meet in the future.
Then Dorothea's breath trembled.
She pretended to be okay with her words, but her lips couldn't help
but catch him. She bit his lip and took a deep breath and hung.
How can I get away if I hold on to you like this?
Ethan hugged her tightly to the temptation stronger than the words
to not go.
And before he left, he conveyed all the words, sincerity and faith to
her in his kiss.
The next time we meet, we promised to see each other in a better
way.
***
***
After returning from the Imperial Palace, Theon has been immersed
in thought.
He quietly looked down at his empty palms.
He was more sensitive to the spirit of light than anyone else. It was
weak, but it was de initely a feeling of puri ication. It feels as if the
spirit of light is by your side.
'why? Can you make a spirit dwell on the brooch?'
Theon remembered Dorothea's brooch.
On the outside, it was an unusual brooch. No, it's a bit unusual. It
looks like a piece of gold the size of a pebble.
Its size is subtly larger than that of a regular brooch, so it seemed
more suitable to use it for display rather than to wear it.
It was a strange thing when I remember that Dorothea doesn't
usually wear fancy accessories.
As I began to feel strange, the existence of the brooch became more
and more unfamiliar.
Even if it's a gift from Ethan, how can you wear it so often?
'Come to think of it, on the side of the brooch… … .'
Theon looked back at his memory and remembered that there was a
small hinge on the side of the brooch.
He jumped from his seat and pulled out a small jewelry box from
under his chest of drawers.
As he wiped the shallow dust on the jewel box, the faint crest of the
Fried family was revealed.
It had been passed down to him from his mother, Archduke Fried,
when he came from Fridia.
He took out the key from his pocket and opened the long-closed
jewelry box.
Then a stone blacker than obsidian appeared.
The stone did not re lect a single light, so it was so dark that even a
shadow could not be seen, and it had a dark energy that seemed to
absorb the surrounding light.
And Theon felt the spirits he had barely suppressed go wild.
Theon couldn't even touch the stone out of fear, and tried to estimate
the size of the stone whose shape was unclear.
Is it about the length of your thumb? maybe a little smaller than that?
He took a guess, then hurriedly closed the box and locked it with the
lock.
Even for a brief moment, I felt sick to my stomach and my heart was
beating fast.
Archduke Fried sent the Dark Spirit Stone to help him in any way.
However, the spirit stone only stimulated the spirit again, making it
dif icult to control.
He put the jewelry box back into the deepest part of the drawer.
Then, after leaning on the desk for a while to cool down, he went to
the bookshelf, found a book, and took it out.
It was a history book about the legitimacy of the imperial family that
has been passed down from the myth of the founding of Ubera, which
many people know.
He opened the book and quickly turned the pages. And the page he
stopped at.
History of Emperor Corresus Milanaire.
Although it is a history that he has heard and learned countless times
since he was a child, he thoroughly read the work of the Coresus as if he
were seeing it for the irst time.
And one illustration caught his eye.
It was the imperial scepter.
***
***
***
***
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***
In the deserted forest road, only the sounds of insects and beasts
spread occasionally.
A long black shadow passed through the shadows of the trees under
the moonlight.
The full night promised by an anonymous letter, the forest marked
on the map.
In the middle of the night, it is a remote land where even a hunter
cannot pass.
Theon depended on only a small lamp and a sword under his cloak.
He reached the promised place, hiding a small jewelry box under his
cloak.
A small vacant lot in the forest where the moonlight falls and the
stars in the sky are sparsely obscured.
Theon hid behind a tree for a while, waiting for the sender of the
letter to arrive.
At that time, the light gradually brightened from one side of the dark
vacant lot, and the slowly spreading light drove away the shadows of
the forest in an instant.
'A spirit of light?'
Theon looked at the light that lit the forest in bewilderment.
'Is that Raymond? No, Princess Dorothea... … ?'
At that time, a man who had been there since then walked out under
the full moon.
He stared at Theon revealed in the light.
He covered his face with a white mask and pressed down his robe, as
if trying to completely hide his identity.
But at least given his height and size, it was clear that he wasn't
Raymond or Dorothea.
So who are you? Does anyone know how to deal with light spirits like
this?
Maybe it's a distant descendant of the imperial family.
But, how could there be such a strong elemental in the room... … .
The black eyes in the mask stared at the wandering Theon.
Theon slowly stepped forward at the silent staring gaze as if to come
closer.
“… … Are you the one who sent this letter?”
As Theon pulled out an anonymous letter and showed it to him, the
faceless man nodded.
Theon gripped the hilt under the cloak.
Fortunately, the other party seems to have come alone. One person is
enough to deal with.
“Is it possible to increase the spirit af inity?”
The mask nodded again at Theon's question. Shortly thereafter, the
masked man without a word handed him a piece of torn paper from his
bosom.
A piece of old paper that looked like it had been torn from a book had
instructions on how to increase the spirit's af inity.
It seemed to be from a book different from Theon's, but it was not
different from what he found out.
[Raising the spirit af inity is simple. It is to train and adapt with the
power of a spirit that goes beyond one's own limits.
But going beyond the limits comes with risks.
A force that one cannot control or accept can harm the trainee.
Therefore, if there is no appropriate action for this, death may occur
during training.]
***
***
***
After the meeting, the busy ministers left without looking back.
“Princess.”
“Okay, I expected this to happen… … .”
After reviewing all the material with Dorothea, Theon found her
argument to be fairly plausible.
He also agreed that if there is such a risk, it is necessary to prepare at
any cost.
You shouldn't lock the stable door after losing your horse.
“Dorothy!”
Then Raymond caught Dorothea as she was about to leave the
meeting room.
“So, that’s what you’re worried about, Hark. If your investigation is
correct, I think it would be okay to send some of the Imperial Knights to
the Cerritians to strengthen the border.”
“The Knights?”
“Not all of them, but a small number of elites can do it. Someone you
can trust.”
“We will make sure that Freedia can also apply.”
Raymond patted the discouraged Dorothea on the back, and Theon
promised to help prepare for Hark as heir to the Fried family.
Dorothea met the eyes of two people who trusted her.
Suddenly, the eyes they had met before returning passed by.
what did i do to you To you who are such a good person.
"thank you. Really… … .”
Dorothea said, clenching her ists.
Neither ignores her claims as nonsense, nor doubts whether she has
a political motive.
Accept what she wants to say as it is.
“What thanks! It’s for Ubera, but it’s a natural decision.”
Raymond laughed and said thank you for everything.
at that time.
"your majesty!"
A loud noise echoed from the far end of the hallway.
The three of them made eye contact at the same time. And no matter
who came irst, I ran towards the sound.
There, Robert, who had been following Carnon, and other servants
surrounded the fallen Carnan.
“Come on, call the doctor!”
The servant, following Robert's orders, ran quickly.
Dorothea looked at Carnan who had fallen.
Even in her eyes, who did not have deep medical knowledge, she
could feel the shadow of death on his face.
Not just her, but Raymond and Theon.
"your majesty… … .”
Raymond's blue eyes were agitated.
Carnan's health had never been known precisely to Raymond or
Dorothea until now.
So Raymond thought it was just a passing cold or a treatable disease.
However, Dorothea only knew of her memories before her return.
The servants hurriedly picked up Carnan and went up to the
bedroom, and they followed suit.
***
“Your Majesty will be unable to perform your duties for the time
being, so the Crown Prince must take over.”
Robert said while Carnan was being treated.
“No, I… … .”
Raymond shook his head.
I couldn't accept this situation. His father, who is in critical condition,
and his future approaching too quickly.
'Since when did your Majesty become so ill?'
Had I known earlier, I wouldn't have been able to live this way.
Ray's lips trembled nervously.
“Your Majesty, you must eat your heart out. Your Majesty will soon
become emperor.”
Robert grabbed Raymond's confused hand.
Rei's ingertips twitched.
“I, I don’t remember.”
Raymond pulled out Robert's hand and turned his head to the side.
Raymond believed that Carnan would one day stand up as strong as
he was when he urged him to study.
That's how it should be.
He was not yet ready to let his father go.
Carnan was a strict, terrifying, and still dif icult person to approach,
but nonetheless he was a father with whom he lived his whole life.
Carnan and Dorothea are his only family, the few who genuinely care
about him, and whom he can trust.
Therefore, Raymond has always depended on Carnon's existence.
Even if he lacked a little bit, he was able to hide behind him because
he was there, and it was Carnon who took all the responsibility for
Ubera whether he made a mistake or made a mistake.
So he feared and respected his father, but at the same time did not
have the courage to take his place.
"it's okay. Competent servants will help you. You just have to learn it
step by step.”
“Your Majesty will be well. certainly… … .”
"majesty… … .”
“Dorothy, you do it. I am not ready yet.”
Raymond took a step back and turned to Dorothea.
Then Dorothea looked at him with determined eyes.
“Sir Raymond.”
“Please, Dorothy. Don’t call me to tell you.”
“It’s not going to be solved by avoiding it. You are the Crown Prince of
Ubera.”
Raymond looked back at those around him like a cornered rat.
Everyone was looking at him.
become emperor give the command Lead Ubera.
Raymond seemed to choke at the gaze.
And the blue eyes staring at him most resolutely.
Dorothea Milanaire.
does she know What did he do to pass the throne to her?
***
***
“Sir Stephan.”
At the Crown Prince's call, Stefan knelt politely.
The order of the Crown Prince in place of the Emperor's name.
“Lead your troops and check the borders of Cerritian.”
Stefan formed an elite detachment of ten or so knights and soldiers
and was tasked with inspecting and reporting on the borders of
Cerritian adjacent to Hark.
It was because the emperor could not send a large number of troops
out of Lampas during this critical period.
However, Theon asked Freedia to provide troops so that the border
defenses could be strengthened.
Stefan, taking Raymond's orders, immediately moved to prepare to
go to Cerritian.
at that time.
“Stephan.”
When he turned his head to the sound of quietly calling himself,
Dorothea was waiting for him.
Stefan, who had been seriously sunk by the imperial misery, looked
at her and smiled.
He approached Dorothea with a happy heart.
“Go and be careful.”
Dorothea said goodbye to Stefan carefully.
In fact, I didn't really like the idea of sending only Stefan and a small
number of people down to Cerritian.
Once Haruk decides to invade, it won't be easy to hold on with that
number.
Dorothea's worried look, Stefan reassured Dorothea with his dark
eyes, and tapped the setter calips on her waist.
Dorothea smiled at his con ident look and nodded.
“And take this.”
Dorothea handed him a letter.
“Open it when you get to Cerritian.”
Stefan nodded at Dorothea's enigmatic letter.
“Don’t get hurt.”
At Dorothea's greeting, Stefan bowed his head deeply, bowed, and left
to prepare.
Dorothea stood there and stared at Stefan's back as he moved away.
“Are you okay with them?”
When she came, Raymond was watching Stefan and the knights
behind her.
“Even if you can’t stop it, you can survive.”
Dorothea's voice was full of conviction.
Although it is a small number, the Cerritians have their own troops,
and it would be enough to protect the castle and lead it to a siege.
Rather than capture the castle anyway, Hark will ight to distract his
gaze while crossing the mountain.
Rather than a boring and unsuccessful siege, they would think it
would be wise to in iltrate the naval forces in their favor and come up
to Lampas right away.
***
***
Stefan took on the nostalgic Cerritian air.
“Sir Stephan! You are back in Cerritian.”
The eldest son of the Duke of Bronte, Jonathan Bronte, greeted them
as they descended from Lampas.
Stefan looked around in the absence of the Duke and Duchess of
Bronte.
“Ah, when my father and mother heard the news that His Majesty the
Emperor was in critical condition, they hurried up to Lampas. You must
have crossed the road on the way down.”
As a result, the Cerritians and Brontë families were led by Jonathan.
Jonathan was very excited that he had been given an important
assignment for the irst time.
In the absence of the Bronte and his wife, he was inally able to be
treated as a 'duke'.
"Didn't you get the order to strengthen the border guards of the
Cerritians?"
asked Paul the knight who was following Stephan.
“That’s why you came, aren’t you?”
Jonathan looked around Stefan's party and asked.
Stefan, as well as the ten soldiers who followed him, frowned.
“Are you going to inish reinforcing the troops on our own?”
Didn't you come all this way to protect the border?
They came to encourage those who stand guard at the border, to
guide training, and to check for shortcomings.
Along the way, if necessary, they stood guard together and tried to
understand the situation on the border of Cerritian.
But are you going to use the Imperial Knights and Soldiers as guards?
“There are not many soldiers in Cerritians. It's not enough to keep
this wide land safe.”
“The lord of the border… … I don't think that's what I'm talking
about."
Stefan's mouth opened unbearably.
We have to protect the border, but there aren't many soldiers.
Cerritian is often used as a resort for nobles because it is adjacent to
a beautiful sandy beach.
That is why the Bronte family has focused more on socializing with
the various nobles visiting the Cerritians than on increasing their
troops.
I guessed that when Dorothea was a child and staying in the
detached palace, that kind of atmosphere was the main thing... … .
“We are aiming for a friendship through diplomacy rather than a
military antagonism with Hark.”
At Jonathan's words, from the mouth of a soldier behind Stefan, 'I'll
turn!' a voice was heard
Then Jonathan also wrinkled his eyebrows and looked at Stefan's
soldiers.
“Even with this, the number of Cerritians is twice as many as in other
castles.”
Jonathan complained as if his pride had been hurt.
“Do you know how much it costs to keep soldiers?”
The tax revenue from the estate of the Bronte family was on the high
side, but the Bronte family did not enjoy that much wealth because of
the expenses that were wasted in maintaining the army.
“How often do you train for military service members?”
“A year… … Twice?”
Jonathan's voice was vague.
Stefan knew that if he usually answered in such a voice, it would be
better to think of less than half the value of the answer.
So, it's a matter of whether or not to train only once a year.
Calling peasants for training is expensive, annoying to peasants, and
cumbersome to soldiers.
Stefan bit his teeth in the complacency created by the long peace.
“Hmm, since you’ve come a long way, let go of your poisons today
and go around the fortress on the border tomorrow… … .”
"today."
Stefan shook his head resolutely.
“… … I will check right away.”
***
***
'The soldier of Ubera killed a pitiful infant. As the king of Hark, there
is no way to suppress his sorrow!'
They said as they lifted up the infant's corpse with Ubera's arrows in
it.
who would have known A suspicious person who came to the border
must have been holding the baby's body.
He thought he had manipulated the case by picking up Ubera's arrow
that was shot at him.
As always, wars are waged out of greed, not because of a cause.
Haruk has demanded unreasonable compensation for brutally killing
Haruk's people in Ubera irst.
“Let’s listen to the conditions! Your Majesty the Emperor is also in
critical condition, but war. No way!”
“It’s okay. You cannot choose war over a peaceful path.”
The nobles nodded their heads to grant Hark's request.
it's war What a great loss to see!
Dorothea had seen this scene before her return.
Dorothea, who watched him silently, inally opened her mouth.
“Does this sound like something you were doing to claim
compensation?”
The nobles shut their mouths when she asked coldly, suppressing her
emotions.
Even if Ubera actually killed a baby, a non-royal baby would go to war
and die while approaching the border?
Moreover, within a few days of the incident, Hark's central army
reached the border?
The enemy had already advanced at the time when the news of the
accident had barely reached Fidor.
At Hark, he is not even hiding his will for war.
After all, if the war is won, history will have to be rewritten for their
own sake.
But why is everyone pretending not to know Hark's intentions?
Raymond agreed with Dorothea and nodded.
“If they pay compensation the way they want, they will continue to
make unreasonable demands like this.”
They will continue to haunt Ubera until war breaks out. Or accept
these unreasonable demands and stand on top of Ubera diplomatically.
Raymond hates war and wants to avoid it, but even as a coward, he
knew this was inevitable.
“But now the situation is not the situation.”
The nobles pointed to Carnan, who was sitting in bed without even
attending this important meeting.
The emperor's seriousness was a good excuse to prevent war.
That was then.
“Hark’s request cannot be granted.”
The door to the conference room opened and Carnan entered.
He was barely guiding himself with his cane, but he stood on his own
two feet.
"your majesty!"
Surprised by this, everyone stood up and bowed their backs.
Raymond hurriedly stepped down from the chair of the meeting
room and went down to the lower seat.
Carnan limped very slowly to his seat.
Then Robert and Theon followed.
Carnan's face was full of sickness.
His face was yellow and swollen against his deeply fanned eyelids,
his lips were pale and his skin was rough.
But he was king.
“Tell Hark. Not a single request you sent me will be accepted.”
“Ha, but, Your Majesty, there will be war. Then who will lead the
army... … .”
“I will go down to Cerritian.”
Before the aristocrats' grievances got longer, Dorothea stepped
forward.
“Give me just three knights and a soldier to follow them.”
***
“Dorothea!”
As soon as the meeting was over, Raymond caught her.
“Are you going to go down by yourself? Are you crazy?”
The irst harsh words came out of Rey's mouth, and Dorothea smiled
at him with round eyes.
But Raymond was desperate.
“There are plenty of knights who will pay their allegiance to Ubera.
You just need to be here!”
I mean, who would welcome the sound of a younger sister going to
war?
“You’re sending soldiers from other places afterward, aren’t you?”
There are aristocrats who oppose conservatively, but there are also
those who are determined to protect Ubera.
“Then send the others.”
"Lay. Ubera's army. One of the royals must go down anyway.”
Ubera-kun not led by Milanaire.
This is the same thing as handing over the military power to other
nobles.
Whether now or later, Milanaire must go forward to lead the army.
“Then when I go down… … !”
“You never know when your Majesty the Emperor will die, Rei.”
However, it would be unacceptable for the Crown Prince Raymond to
be absent.
If Carnan dies, there must be Raymond in this lampas and next to
Carnan's cof in.
Dorothea looked straight into Raymond's eyes as if she understood
what he was saying.
Raymond then clenched his teeth.
“You don’t have to be in the vanguard. as late as possible, go late You
can put it off until the generals and knights who preceded you are
done.”
At Raymond's words, the corners of Dorothea's lips rose warmly.
“Thanks for your concern, Ray.”
“Stop knowing that you are worried… … .”
“No need to worry. 'Cause I'm going to win I will inish my line so that
there is no need to bring a soldier behind me, whether it be a general or
a knight.”
Dorothea patted Raymond on the shoulder.
Raymond frowned at Dorothea's unfounded con idence.
“Dorothea, no matter how you are, war is not that simple.”
"know."
I've never been through a war or two. Before returning, I heard that
they traveled all over the continent to expand their territory.
And the nickname he got was the tyrant and the incarnation of war.
Even for such Dorothea, war is not always light.
But what can I do? what you have to do
“You protect the center of Ubera. I will come to protect Ubera’s
borders.”
Dorothea reached out to shake hands.
But Raymond did not hold her hand, but glared at her with a
furrowed eyebrow.
“Maybe it will be the last time, so are you going to spend it like this?”
"do not say that… … !”
Raymond's lips trembled as Dorothea urged him to shake his hand.
Seeing that, Dorothea laughed.
“Okay, I’ll come back healthy.”
I want to cry like this.
Instead of shaking hands, Dorothea pulled Raymond and hugged him
tightly.
Then Raymond held his breath and froze.
Dorothea... … hug?
Raymond was very surprised because she had always hated hugs,
but soon embraced her.
“I don’t think I can see you anymore.”
As Raymond spoke anxiously, Dorothea sighed heavily.
“Then let it go.”
I gave him a big heart and gave him a hug, and he complained even
more.
As Dorothea grumbled, Raymond hugged her like she was about to
break, and then let her go.
“I wish I could follow you.”
“It’s not going to happen.”
Dorothea smiled at him and set off to head towards Cerritian.
Raymond wanted to hold her, but he couldn't.
at that time.
"Lay."
Dorothea took a few steps and looked back at him.
“When I get back, bring back your memories. Until then, if you're
doing stupid things like amnesia, I really won't let you go."
Dorothea narrowed her eyes as if warning Raymond's blue eyes.
Then Raymond's eyes widened.
'Stupid Ray.'
Dorothea shook her head, smiled, and started walking again.
***
***
"It's true that Stefan Greenwall will be in Cerritian."
Nereus said, looking at the map under the torch.
Although he had never spoken to Stefan, Nereus was familiar with
the rumors about him.
As the deputy commander of the Knights of Brilliance, he is a power
comparable to the leader.
In addition, he said that thanks to his tireless efforts to gain trust and
support within the Knights Templar, the number of knights following
him increased considerably.
It is not known why he came to the change at this time, nonetheless
Nereus was not embarrassed by his presence.
"Do not worry. After all, isn't this the place the Emperor really
wants?"
Then a soft voice came from Nereus' side.
Nereus' gaze shifted to him.
His eyes met the golden eyes of a beautiful man.
“Yes, you are right.”
Nereus nodded at Ethan Bronte's words.
***
About two months ago, Ethan, who was expelled from Lampas, was
headed to River South.
If Cerritian is adjacent to Hark by land, River South is in contact with
Hark through a narrow strait.
Although River South faces a border with Hark militarily,
economically, it has frequent trade with Hark and has a pro-Hark
tendency.
In the harbor of Riversouth, a ship larger than a mansion was
moored, thick ropes and nets were piled up, and porters were busy
loading and unloading foreign goods.
The tavern was full of people since noon and noisy.
It wasn't Ethan's favorite atmosphere, but he's here for a reason.
He watched one of the large ships anchored in the harbor. It was a
ship with the coat of arms of the Hark royal family engraved on the
side.
He counted the date with his slender eyes and looked up to see the
white mansion perched on a high hill.
It was the residence of the lord of this place, Marquis Dmitry.
You said you were going back to your estate from Lampas a while
ago, so you must be staying here.
He turned the wagon to the marquis' mansion.
***
“Ethan Bronte?”
The Marquis widened her eyes when she heard the name of the
unexpected guest from the butler.
“When I heard about it, I was expelled from Lampas in twilight.”
The butler whispered into Dmitry's ear.
'Oh... … .'
After sticking close to the princess, in the end, she was abandoned.
Dmitry nodded as if he knew it.
And soon Dmitry's eyes turned to the customer sitting opposite.
“The guests are here, so take them to the drawing room.”
"Yes."
When the butler left his seat, the woman sitting opposite Dmitry
asked.
“Are you Ethan Bronte?”
With hair as light as the deep sea, she responded to the name with
sharp eyes.
“Ah, Briel-sama, do you know him too?”
"sure. Even Hark is known by his name. There are also reports that
your Highness was fascinated by his violin skills.”
Briel smiled and spoke about him, then sat up straight, with his legs
crossed all the time.
At that moment, Dmitry realized how widespread the rumors of
Ethan Bronte were.
Briel, who sat in front of him, was Hark's treasurer, and to Dmitry, he
had been a valuable customer for a long time.
But even Briel knew Ubera's bastard, Ethan.
He was said to be the most famous bastard in the world, and it
doesn't seem to be wrong.
“I want to meet you too, can you introduce me?”
Briel's eyes gleamed with interest.
***
***
***
It's been four days since I endured the onslaught of heavy rain.
“Sir Stephan! I can't stand it any longer... … !”
The soldiers could not sleep for four days and had to stop the
constant attacks of Hark.
Ubera's few soldiers all had to cling to the wall to block the attack,
but in the large number of Haruks, each unit took turns pouring an
onslaught.
They were also outnumbered, and the arrows in the castle, as well as
the irewood for boiling oil and water, were being exhausted. The
number of wounded also increased noticeably.
A bigger problem was that of fraud.
They fell into despair at the endlessly in lux of hark troops.
'Can't win.'
Poisonous thoughts began to take root in the soldiers' heads.
Paul, who was guarding Stefan's side, also bit his teeth.
The nobles may have been right. Facing them with this small number
of manpower is no different than dog death.
I wondered if I would be able to see the sun tomorrow in this state.
Was it unfortunate or fortunate that the soldiers were not informed
that some nobles had already led? Or is it just bad luck?
Would it be better to tell them to take care of their families and run
away to save their lives?
That was then.
“Hey, there’s the catapult… … !”
A huge catapult appeared among the newly arriving Haruk forces.
The sight was enough to take away the remaining morale of Ubera-
kun.
When a huge boulder comes lying, they can no longer defend this
place.
The walls will be destroyed, and many will be crushed to death by
lying rocks and collapsing walls, and Haruk's soldiers will rush through
the cracks in the collapsed walls.
The soldiers, who sensed their fate, did not even shout.
A cold, bitter stillness as if waiting for death only lowed along the
border of Ubera.
It was already too late to even run away, the moment I couldn't even
resist.
A few people looked at Stefan, and Stefan bowed his head.
He will remain and ight until the end, but not those with families
here.
Only their families had to survive.
After Stefan's permission was granted, some soldiers ran down the
wall to tell them to lee.
at that time.
“Wow!”
Before the feet of the soldiers who descended the wall irst touched
the ground, shouts that shook the ground were heard from all
directions.
Everyone's heads lashed at the same time.
Is the enemy trying to launch a massive offensive?
Some rushed to the edge of the wall.
However, none of the Haruk army was shouting.
Then this echo that ills the room... … .
“There is an army in the west… … !”
The brightest one pointed to the western hill.
A group of troops was illing the hill.
At that moment, he wondered if it was the enemy's reinforcements.
The black lag of the Fried family becomes evident.
It was Freedia's reinforcements. Moreover, there were far more
troops than they had expected.
“You can see the army from the east!”
Looking to the east at the report of another soldier, another army
was coming from the plains.
“This is the Imperial Army!”
Stefan also saw a gleaming golden lag re lecting the sunlight. And
the knight who leads them, Joey Greenwall.
The soldiers who were trying to run away also came up again to
check the reinforcements.
The morale of the soldiers, who had fallen to the depths of the earth,
began to ill with hope again.
and.
“Sir Stephan.”
A familiar voice echoed with the sound of footsteps irmly hitting the
ground.
Dorothea Milanaire has arrived.
Stefan shut his mouth as soon as he saw Dorothea.
If his lacrimal glands had opened easily, he would have burst into
tears at her.
But he quietly bowed his head towards her, holding the hilt tightly.
“Princess!”
“It’s urgent, so don’t be polite.”
When the other knights and soldiers tried to be polite to her,
Dorothea raised her hand and refused.
“Sir Stefan, lead the soldiers out. It is impossible to entrust the battle
to only the soldiers on the lank.”
A small smile spread across Stefan's lips at Dorothea's command.
He nodded and arranged the soldiers.
In the meantime, Dorothea climbed up the castle tower.
Hark-kun was confused by the sudden appearance of Ubera-kun and
was going back and forth.
Then Nereus stepped forward, leading the confused soldiers.
“Dorothea Milanaire… … !”
Dorothea looked down at Nereus from the top of the castle tower.
“It’s been a while, Nereus.”
“How can you do this so quickly… … !”
Nereus sharpened his teeth.
“It’s fast. It's late. I am grateful to the soldiers here for persevering so
far.”
Dorothea trembled with humility when she saw the great number of
Hark's army.
At that time, the door, which had been tightly closed after the
confrontation with the Haruk army, inally pushed the body heavily to
reveal the inside.
And Stefan appeared through the gap in the door.
Nereus, who met Stefan's black eyes and eyes, unknowingly took a
step back.
As if he had been waiting for this moment, like a wild beast waiting
to be released from the cage, he rushed towards Hark's army with a
ierce force as soon as he came out of the door.
Following him, the soldiers of Cerritian ran out with a shout.
“Don’t be afraid! Even with their reinforcements, they are fewer than
us!”
Nereus shouted as he led the soldiers to and fro.
Dorothea looked down at Nereus and drew his sword.
“You will never defeat the Ubera I command.”
Nereus and Dorothea's eyes met, and the corners of Dorothea's lips
rose leisurely.
And a pillar of dazzling light soaring from her.
The beams of light that climbed high enough to pierce the clouds
became huge pillars that supported the soldiers.
Hark's soldiers were unable to keep their mouths shut at the
marvelous yet overwhelming scene.
The light spread in all directions and dominated the battle ield, and
according to the waves of light, Ubera's army moved as if they had
become one body.
And Hark-kun knew. Nereus couldn't command the Haruk army with
such a powerful force.
That you can't defeat an army that moves as if they became one body
along the low of light.
“Dorothea Milanaire!”
Nereus raised his sword and shouted.
He seemed to be accusing her of being a coward, who remained in
the castle tower and cared for herself.
It was Nereus' provocation, and Dorothea gladly accepted it.
Actually, I was waiting.
she drew her sword And willingly descended from the castle tower
and set foot on the battle ield.
Nereus ran towards Dorothea from the castle.
'If you just pick that neck, the charter will be reversed again.'
If that happens, the Ubera forces scattered in all directions will lose
their commander and lean in an instant.
Nereus clashed with Dorothea's sword. The sound of metal ruptures
tore my ears.
“You have never been a match for me, Nereus.”
Dorothea whispered, pushing her sword tight as if in a struggle.
Then Nereus' temple trembled.
He pushed Dorothea's sword back, and in the blink of an eye, the two
swords collided again.
Dorothea took Nereus's sword and grinned, turning it around and
twisting his sword.
Due to the sudden loss of strength, Nereus' body lost its center and
shook.
“Ugh… … !”
“Don’t take it so easily. I use spirits better than you, but I don't try to
win by using them like you."
Dorothea whispered mockingly at him.
There was no sign of fear or nervousness on her face when she
appeared on the battle ield.
no one will know Long ago, there was a time when she was called the
incarnation of war.
Nereus felt that it was impossible for him to defeat Dorothea before
him.
He stepped back and separated himself from Dorothea for a moment.
'We have one more operation... … !'
You don't have to win now.
If time passes, tonight the ships he has prepared will pass over the
mountains into the river of Ubera.
Then those foolish troops who stand here anyway will be hit in the
head and be devastated.
“Are you running away, Nereus?”
“Escape. You will have to run away, Dorothea.”
"Well. Is that true?”
Dorothea's eyes narrowed.
Nereus's spine became cold at the look of her eyes with a certain
corner of faith.
Instinctively, he looked back.
Smoke billows far away. It was the direction of Hark's forti ication.
“I, that… … .”
"majesty! The boat is on ire... … !”
Their boat, which was preparing to cross the mountain tomorrow,
caught ire and burned, and the embers spread by the wind burned
their camps.
“Who is this kind of ire? … !”
For a moment, Nereus remembered one Uverain who joined his
army.
“Ethan Bronte… … !”
The ire that had already begun to spread reached a level that was
dif icult to put out even with the power of Nereus' spirit.
The remaining morale of Hark's army was burned down with the
devastating news.
***
So, before Ethan left Lampas. When Dorothea and he were worried
about the war with Hark.
“Breaking a dam is effective against large armies. But in the end, all
the damage after that is the responsibility of the local people.”
Even if people from looded areas are evacuated in advance after the
dam burst, the damage Ubera will in lict will be enormous.
Roads, paddy ields, bridges, houses, and even forests will all be
submerged.
Ethan laughed at him.
“Then we will have to defeat Hark before he passes over to Ubera.”
Haruk must be disposed of in the Haruk land so as not to leave scars
on the Ubera land.
“But how?”
As it is now, the number of troops will inevitably be different. Ubera
can't even attack Hark irst.
“Let me go to Hark.”
"you?"
“Neraus has always been interested in me, so give me a few reasons
to trust and he will accept me.”
“But you are in danger… … !”
“As you know, I have a natural talent for beating people.”
Ethan smiled brightly, boasting 'a handsome appearance that
automatically creates a sense of trust'.
“And if the Hark Army advances, I will send the Spirit of Light to the
Ubera border.”
Ethan promised.
And Dorothea warned Stefan in a letter.
[When the spirit of light appears on the border, prepare for war.]
And the day a suspicious person appeared at the border and then
disappeared.
I caught the eye of a soldier running to report a strange movement.
***
***
he dreamed
It was a scene similar to the day I read a letter in bed with her one
day.
The blanket was cozy, incense candles were burning softly, and
sleeping igs and warm milk were laid out.
A soft piano melody was heard from somewhere, and Dorothea read
the letter, leaning on his arm with an arm pillow.
There was a soft smile on her lips.
It was his greatest happiness.
So, he could now realize that he was dreaming.
At the same time as that realization, he felt pain.
Pain that tightens as if twisting the whole body.
A muf led voice could be heard through them.
“… … But, Ethan… … .”
A voice that lifts him from the deep subconscious.
“Ethan… … !”
The moment he listened because he wanted to hear the voice so
much, he felt a warm touch passing through his ingertips.
At the touch, he opened his heavy eyes.
“Ethan!”
Clearly, her vision was blurry, and even her focus was dizzyingly, but
for some reason, only her face was clear.
“… … Princess.”
The moment he looked at her face, he forgot the pain that plagued
his body and called out her name.
Then she hugged him warmly in his arms.
Ethan thought for a moment if this was an extension of his dream.
But the hot tears that wet his shoulders were unfamiliar.
“Obviously, we wanted to see each other again… … ! You really
thought you were going to die... … !”
Dorothea let out a grudge.
He grabbed her hand.
Her hands were trembling.
Ethan realized he was alive.
And Dorothea... … .
“Princess, are you okay… … ?”
He asked her how to say goodbye through the suffocating breath.
It was war. Nereus was confronting her.
I wanted to see Dorothea's face.
No injuries, no pain.
Then Dorothea raised her head and met his eyes.
His eyes were wet with tears, but fortunately he didn't appear to
have been injured.
She looked at him and opened her trembling lips.
“It’s not okay at all.”
Dorothea's hand, which he was holding, clenched into force.
There were no injuries. also won
But she wasn't okay at all.
Ethan knew what she wanted to say.
Why do you resent him?
“I’m sorry, Princess… … .”
So he could only say sorry.
If he had a talent for martial arts like Raymond or Stefan, at least he
wouldn't be a burden to Dorothea.
Then Dorothea shook her head.
"I didn't wait to hear that, Ethan."
tell me what else i want to hear
Dorothea looked at him.
A soft smile spread across Ethan's lips.
What she wanted to hear was probably what he wanted to say.
“I missed you, Princess.”
A smile spread across Dorothea's face, which was wet with tears at
the confession that lowed from his lips.
"me too."
With a short reply, her lips overlapped his.
***
Fortunately, the knife de lected his vital blood vessels and nerves.
A deep wound was left on the back of his neck, but his life was saved.
Maybe it was because Ethan had no talent for using a sword, so he
failed to die. very fortunately.
And Dorothea, on the other hand, wondered if the spirit had
protected him.
He is a spirit of light that is said to have the power of life, so he might
not let the contractor die easily.
“The princess killed Nereus with a single blow.”
Joey eagerly explained the day's events to Ethan, who was leaning on
the bed.
Dorothea completely subdued Nereus, and the Haruk camp all raised
a white lag announcing the surrender.
“But because of you, I couldn’t even enjoy the victory!”
Joy, who had been talking about Dorothea's heroic story for a while,
got angry.
Due to Ethan's criticality, Dorothea had an atmosphere of defeat
even in victory.
Because of that, Joey had to panic even after winning.
“The other soldiers are excited to sing and drink, but the princess
doesn’t even eat.”
Ethan apologized to the grumbling Joey.
Then, Dorothea, who had gone out to chat for a while, returned.
“How is it, Princess?”
“I will go up to Lampas tomorrow.”
"then… … !”
Joey turned his head to look at Ethan.
"Your Majesty has promised to lift the ban on Lampas in recognition
of Ethan Bronte's work."
Saying that, Dorothea was holding back the laughter that was about
to come out of her joy.
We can go back to Lampas together.
“Let’s go back together, Ethan.”
***
'Because I'm jealous and hate you... … It made me want to put a knife
in your heart and kill you. know?'
***
***
“Dorothy!”
As soon as she arrived at the Imperial Palace, the irst thing that
greeted her was Raymond.
Perhaps it was because I hugged her once before going to war, this
time I hugged her tightly without asking Dorothea.
“Congratulations, Dorothy.”
“Your Majesty, everyone sees it.”
It's still in front of the Imperial Palace, so there are a lot of onlookers.
She wasn't ready to take it that far.
Then Raymond shyly fell from Dorothea.
Dorothea looked at those who had come to meet her.
Carnan wasn't there.
Instead, there was no obituary.
By the time he returned, he should have already been carrying out
Carnon's funeral, but fortunately, Theon's power seems to be working
to some extent.
“How is your Majesty’s condition?”
Dorothea asked Raymond as he entered the Imperial Palace.
Raymond shook his head as if it wasn't a good thing.
“It's going to be hard to get past this month, according to the doctor.”
Raymond's words made Dorothea strangely heavy.
Carnan's death was expected.
Besides, I don't even like him.
“Let’s go inside and talk.”
Dorothea went with Raymond to her palace.
Clara and her servants retreated so they could spend some time
together.
Dorothea glanced at Raymond as she drank the fragrant tea.
“Then, did your memories come back?”
Raymond shrugged at the natural slurred words.
“… … Since when did you know? I am acting.”
Dorothea chuckled at Raymond's question, murmuring with his eyes
wide open.
“From the beginning.”
Ever since you called me Dorothy.
From the time you smile sincerely and happily in the garden.
From the time you looked at me with affectionate eyes.
At irst, I was deceived and almost had my heart luttered, but his
stupid smoke was soon discovered.
When Ethan hinted at the pain of deceiving her, she already knew.
'Then why don't you tell the Crown Prince not to reveal it to the
Crown Princess?'
'… … For the time being.'
***
Shortly thereafter, news came that Carnan had been allowed to
attend.
Maybe his health was really bad, and even though he had returned
from the war, the audience was delayed.
Fortunately, Dorothea didn't mind too much because she was used to
living without seeing Carnon's face.
“You are very ill, but you are still very clear and able to speak, so I am
sure you will be welcome.”
Raymond and Dorothea headed to Carnan's bedroom.
When the two arrived, Robert opened the door.
As soon as they entered, a different scent greeted them.
The emperor's bedroom, which always had a luxurious aroma,
smelled of medicine and musty smoke.
When the two entered, Carnan, who was lying down, barely got up
with the support of the servants next to him.
He leaned his upper body on the cushion and looked at Dorothea.
He was completely different from the last time Dorothea had seen
him.
If you didn't know him at all, you probably thought he was someone
else.
“Dorothea Milanaire.”
The voice coming out of his lips was different from before.
Most of it was wind and crackling, so his solemn tone had faded.
Now he was more likely to be called a sick man rather than an
emperor.
“Yes, Your Majesty.”
Dorothea licked her lips heavily.
Carnan, who looked at her daughter silently, waved helplessly
towards the others.
At his signal, the servants, Robert, and Raymond went out a little
later.
As Raymond left and the door closed, Carnan beckoned her to sit by
her side.
With his helpless gaze, Dorothea quietly followed his request.
He looked at her again with hazy eyes.
The eyes, which were full of dignity and clarity, were cloudy and
lifeless.
Dorothea faced his silence quietly.
“… … I heard that you defeated Hark. … … That's great, Dorothea."
He took a moment to catch his breath, and he opened his chapped
lips.
'That's great, Dorothea'. The word was very unfamiliar.
When connected, it seemed like two awkward words were forcibly
joined together.
But it wasn't bad.
“Thank you, Your Majesty.”
Dorothea quietly bowed her head.
Carnan glanced at her again.
Dorothea did not say anything before him and waited again.
It was long enough for her to open her mouth irst.
Dorothea wanted to thank Carnon for lifting Ethan's ban, or ask him
if he was okay.
But the tightly closed lips did not come off easily.
Come to think of it, the irst time I spoke to Carnon… … was there?
Her conversations with Carnon were always one-sided.
If Karnan speaks to you, no, if you command, Dorothea will answer.
The answer is largely de iant, so Carnon didn't always like her
answer.
The relationship between the two was like that.
Carnan, who looked at her without saying a word, struggled to move
and picked up the paper and pen beside her.
“Because I hit the ball… … There should be a reward for it.”
Even while sick, he did not forget what he had to do as an emperor.
“Tell me. The reward you want to receive.”
Carnan waited for an answer, but Dorothea didn't answer.
I've never asked him for a gift.
I don't want expensive jewels, rare books, or spacious palaces.
So there's nothing to ask for.
“… … hurry."
As Dorothea's reply was delayed, Carnan slapped her with her
squinted eyes.
He thought this would be his last gift.
Dorothea saw the tip of the pen he was holding trembled and slowly
closed her eyes.
There was only one thing he wanted.
“I am married to Ethan Bronte… … I want to do it."
She doesn't need expensive jewels or af luent estates.
All he wants is Ethan Bronte.
Carnan looked at her with a pen.
Dorothea thought he had no choice but to refuse.
He had no intention of ighting stubbornly with him who was about
to die.
As Dorothea sat down with a blank expression on her face, Carnan
looked at her silently and nodded.
“… … Do it.”
At his words, Dorothea raised her head and looked at him.
permission... … do you?
Dorothea looked at him in disbelief, but Carnon didn't answer again.
Instead, he painstakingly moved the pen and wrote the letter.
***
A few days later, punishments and rewards were given to the knights
and soldiers who fought the war.
Dmitry, who sailed to Hark, was stripped of his title and lost his land.
Some nobles who ran away were also punished accordingly.
Jonathan Bronte, who was about to give up on Cerritian's estate and
run away, also lost his credibility greatly through disgrace, although it
was not a big punishment.
On the other hand, Joy received a big reward along with the
promotion, and another large medal was hung on Stefan's chest.
House Greenwall's title was elevated from baron to earl.
Stefan was very embarrassed when he called him 'Earl Stefan
Greenwall'.
It was so funny that Clara joked around a few more times.
And Ethan Bronte.
He was given small posts in the territories and imperial courts that
Hark had given him as compensation for defeat.
Expensive gifts were given to Dorothea, who, in principle, could not
receive of icial posts and territories.
But the greatest gift to Dorothea.
“Ethan!”
Ethan came to visit after the awards ceremony.
In his hand was a small dessert box.
“I bought it from Po's dessert shop. I haven't had a Madeleine there
for quite some time.”
As soon as he handed the box to Clara, Dorothea hugged him.
"I miss you."
I didn't want to say anything between seeing you yesterday, but I
wanted to see you.
"Me too."
Ethan looked at Dorothea like that and kissed her.
A sweet smile spread across their lips.
Dorothea felt as if her body were tickled with the slightest touch with
him.
They hugged each other and shared bird kisses over and over again.
Their little kiss ended only after Clara brought Madeleine to the
plate.
“The two of you seem to have gotten better with each other ahead of
your engagement.”
Clara smiled as she put Madeleine and her teacup on the table.
At the suggestion of Raymond and others, the two decided to get
engaged before Carnon became more critical.
As the decision was made hastily, it will be played in an abbreviated
form without calling anyone else.
Raymond asked if he was dissatis ied with the engagement
ceremony, where only a small exchange of rings was held.
But neither Dorothea nor Ethan took the engagement ceremony
seriously.
It's okay if you two are together.
“It’s your engagement, and you can’t even it a new dress.”
Clara said sullenly.
It would take another few days to it the dress, but Carnan couldn't
waste time itting her clothes in a situation where the future could not
be guaranteed.
But Dorothea and Ethan didn't care.
Dorothea decided one day to wear the blue dress that Carnon gave
her as a birthday present.
And Ethan decided to wear the blue vest and tailcoat she wore on her
birthday.
It was an old out it, but it was meaningful to the two of them.
“It still feels like a dream.”
After Clara left, Ethan said, holding her hand.
“Me too, Ethan.”
Dorothea also interlocked with Ethan's hand.
“Thank you for this opportunity you gave me.”
Dorothea lightly pressed her lips to the back of Ethan's interlaced
hand.
Ethan's ingers tickled.
Then Ethan's gaze fell on Dorothea's desk.
Various documents and materials were laid out on the desk as if they
were about to start a new job.
“You haven’t been back in a while, have you already taken on your
job?”
“… … Actually, Ethan.”
Dorothea con ided to him a thought that had haunted her the past
few days.
"I… … I still want to be emperor.”
Dorothea said while iddling with the Spirit Stone.
Raymond was waiting for her to make up his mind.
about the throne.
And Dorothea still hasn't made up her mind.
She showed determination in many things, but she was not ready to
make up her mind on this one.
He was pathetic and timid, thought Dorothea.
“You want to be emperor.”
Again, Ethan's eyes narrowed signi icantly.
“Coming back from the war, it felt weird.”
“If it’s weird… … .”
“People are happy, feeling proud as an Uverainian, being happy,
personally… … It felt good to feel recognized.”
I was so happy and full of tears.
Unlike Raymond, who is burdened with those moments, she felt alive
from them.
“Of course, when I become emperor, there won’t be only such days.”
Surely there will be days when you will be pointed at and there will
be days when you will be criticized.
You won't always be able to win, and you won't be able to please
everyone.
“But I want to try to make a day like that.”
For just one day, to make people happy and happy.
Even if I'm not happy enough to be overwhelmed, so that I can
lighten the weight of my unhappiness a little.
A smile spread across Ethan's lips.
From a very long time ago, he knew well where Dorothea's heart was
headed.
He gently wrapped Dorothea's hand around and kissed the back of
her hand.
“For me, the only emperor was the princess.”
His only ruler and master.
A man whom he would dedicate his life to serving.
“Whatever path you take, I will follow you.”
***
***
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***
***
Black lags were hung on the streets of the Imperial Palace and
Lampas.
There was no princess who led the army to the emperor's funeral.
However, the princess stood at the closest seat to the emperor's
cof in.
Raymond cried for quite some time.
He did the same despite Robert's insistence that the Crown Prince
should keep his body.
Perhaps Raymond truly loved Carnan.
But it wasn't Dorothea.
She didn't shed a single tear during the funeral.
only kept silent.
Dorothea still hated and resented Carnon.
But it wasn't like it used to be.
***
The day the black lag was lowered announcing the emperor's
funeral.
The date of the release of Carnan Milanaire's will and the accession
of the new emperor.
“I, Crown Prince Raymond Milanaire, renounce all rights and duties,
including the right to heir to the Crown, in accordance with the will of
His Majesty the Crown Prince, and recognize Princess Dorothea
Milanaire as the rightful heir to the throne.”
Crown Prince Raymond Milanaire declared.
Ubera's greetings gathered in the huge hall were buzzing.
But no one was against it.
It was Carnan's will, and because his party, Raymond Milanaire,
obeyed it.
“From now on, I will serve Dorothea Milanair, the only and right
Emperor of Ubera, and I swear to him allegiance.”
His con ident and undistorted voice echoed through the hall.
Raymond had the most imperial dignity like a prince, more than any
other appearance he had ever shown.
Raymond looked at Dorothea standing in front of him.
And knelt before her.
“The water of life of all things in the empire, the original contractor,
and the implementer of the spirit. The mother of Ubera and the light
that casts away all darkness. To His Majesty Dorothea Milanaire, the
in inite light.”
Raymond's two hands raised to the height of his forehead.
Above his hand lay the emperor's crown and scepter.
Dorothea paused for a moment and looked around the crowd.
Everyone was looking at her with a solemn and solemn expression.
Some seemed not to accept her accession yet.
The moment those eyes became a little frightened, Ethan standing in
the middle caught her attention.
Ethan did nothing.
He just stood there and stood there, looking at her.
But, shining alone in the crowd, his existence gave her strength.
Dorothea mustered up the courage to pick up the scepter in
Raymond's hand.
At the same time, the emperor's crown was placed on her head.
“To His Majesty the New Emperor, endless light!”
The spirit of light illuminated the hall with praise that illed the great
hall.
The people who had already made a puzzled expression were
nodding their heads and applauding.
Dorothea clenched her ists, trying to hide her irritated eyes in the
dazzling sight.
Her life, the second emperor was crowned.
But this time, there was no sense of despair when the crown was
worn on the head for the irst time.
Instead, the crown whispered to her the weight of the emperor's
responsibility.
There was no darkness that illed the blood- illed room.
This huge hall was full of light.
Not even a scream of death could be heard from afar.
However, applause and cheers congratulated the new emperor.
There was no look in Theon's resentment towards her.
There was only Ethan looking at her with loving eyes.
So Dorothea thought.
In this lifetime, I want to be called a saint, not a tyrant.
***
Ubera, which had been shadowed by the death of the emperor, soon
lit up with the accession of a new emperor.
Musical performances, parties, and trade in alcohol and luxuries
were permitted during the emperor's funeral.
People sang songs and held festivals to celebrate the new emperor's
accession.
After the coronation ceremony, Dorothea went to the emperor's
chamber.
Portraits of successive emperors were hung one after another.
At the end, there was also a portrait of Carnan Milanaire.
She traces the portraits of successive emperors from Carnon.
And when she reached the portrait of the irst Milanaire, she faced a
display stand.
The crown and scepter used for the coronation ceremony were kept
in the original storage case.
Dorothea looked at him blankly.
It was this room.
The place where she killed Raymond and became emperor, usurping
the crown and scepter.
But now it was very peaceful.
Outside, instead of the cries of war, the music of a joyful festival was
heard, and a soft sunset shone down on her.
"your majesty."
A familiar voice woke her up.
Your Majesty, you must have heard many times before your return,
but for some reason, the name feels new to you.
Dorothea looked back awkwardly at the unfamiliar name.
Then Ethan greeted her with a smile.
“Ethan.”
A smile naturally spread across Dorothea's lips.
She turned her back on the crown and the scepter and ran to Ethan
and hugged him.
The long white emperor's robes rustled pleasantly.
“Your clothes will be wrinkled.”
"it's okay."
Dorothea laughed bashfully, and Ethan inally gave her strength and
hugged her tightly.
“It’s all thanks to you, Ethan.”
“It is the result of your work.”
Ethan whispered sweetly, and Dorothea shook her head.
“If you hadn’t loved me, I would have died as a tyrant on the
execution table.”
I didn't even get a chance to re lect on my stupidity and wrongdoings
at that time.
I didn't even know I could live like this.
I didn't even know there was such happiness.
I didn't even know I could dream.
“I won’t let you down.”
I'm going to do my best so that the opportunity you gave me doesn't
go in vain.
Ethan smiled at Dorothea's determined eyes and kissed her
forehead.
“I am so grateful.”
Thank you for not letting my love go wrong.
Thank you for allowing me to be your strength.
Ethan looked at her lovingly, and Dorothea couldn't help but kiss his
lips.
At the warmth of her poking her lips, Ethan willingly shared her own
warmth as well.
The two felt each other's breath and thought.
I will live a good life even for you.
I want to become a slightly better person than yesterday.
in
extroversion
After ascending the throne, Dorothea returned the spirit stone to the
scepter and said so.
Now that you've barely gained the power of the spirit, you say you'll
turn away from it.
'I hate that there will be people like me again in the future.'
One day, when a child was born whose blood became cloudy again
and was unable to use the powers of spirits like her, Dorothea hoped
that the child would also qualify as emperor.
Ethan nodded his head.
Dorothea pulled out a handkerchief Ethan had given her a long time
ago from the depths of her drawer.
The tip of the handkerchief was embroidered with a sword shape.
A long time ago, it was a gift Ethan gave her while recuperating in a
separate palace.
At that time, I didn't even know that Ethan had returned, nor did I
know his sincerity.
But for some reason, I couldn't handle this old, old handkerchief
carelessly.
Ethan saw the little handkerchief that had not been thrown away.
My heart just warmed up.
How much thought did you put into preparing the gift?
A gift given to her after she was rejected for a brooch studded with
gorgeous jewels, and spent all night contemplating what to give her and
what she liked.
An object that contains both his jealousy towards Theon Fried, his
sincerity and Dorothea's taste.
Do you know how much I trembled the day I gave it to you?
'Looking at it now, I like it. You knew my taste all too well.'
He laughed at Dorothea's words.
Dorothea rolled up a small handkerchief and tucked it inside the
brooch.
It was a handkerchief I used when I was young, so it its snugly inside
thanks to its small size.
Therefore, Dorothea did not leave the brooch at the wedding.
Her heart, the nearest brooch he had presented shone.
“Ethan.”
She suddenly stopped in front of him and smiled broadly.
Ethan's heart raced at the soft red lips that opened.
"your majesty."
Ethan kissed the back of her hand softly.
And Dorothea took his hand and got into the carriage.
As the two of them sat down, the wagon headed for Hwa-dong
started, followed by Stefan and other escort knights and a lower
wagon.
People looked at the two with longing eyes.
Congratulatory words, lowers and laughter abounded wherever they
passed.
“Joey Greenwall’s advice was wrong.”
Ethan whispered in her ear secretly.
Dorothea asked what he meant, and Ethan smiled.
“I was told I was going to get cramps in my face to keep smiling
throughout the procession.”
Ethan shrugged.
As they circled Lampas, it was essential for the two of them to
respond to the crowd with bright smiles.
Joey was very concerned about it and told him to pull the corners of
his mouth with glue on his cheeks.
It was really useless advice.
No matter how hard you try, the corners of your lips don't go down.
Dorothea nodded as if agreeing with Ethan's words.
The white carriage carrying the two of them stopped in front of the
Temple of Light in cheers.
The pure white exterior wall of the temple, which contrasts with the
blue sky, is engraved with the igure of a spirit, and the stained glass is
engraved with the creation myths of the ancient Milanaires and Fried.
Pink lowers were blooming on both sides of the white carpet leading
up to the temple.
Ethan got out of the carriage and took Dorothea's hand and made it
touch the ground.
Raymond, Theon, and Joy, who had parted in front of the Imperial
Palace, also arrived irst and were waiting for the two of them.
The two of them walked side by side along the white road with the
orchestra playing.
“Sigh.”
"Lay."
Watching Dorothea climb the steps of the temple, Raymond
hurriedly wiped his eyes with his sleeve.
Theon gently handed him a handkerchief.
“Thank you, Theon.”
Raymond patted the corners of his eyes and wiped the tears away.
“It’s a good day, but why are you crying?”
“I like it so much.”
It's nice to see Dorothea so happy.
I thought it was good that I didn't become an emperor.
"sorry. Is that right?”
Theon and Julia, who were next to Raymond, burst into laughter at
the same time.
Ethan and Dorothea climbed the steps of the temple holding hands.
The stairs leading to the tower gradually darkened with no light.
Until they climbed high, they depended on only a single point of light
to guide them.
And at the end of the stairs, a wide window with light greeted the
two of them.
There was silence everywhere in front of the tightly closed window.
The priest who was leading the way with a lamp held a candle in
their hands.
Ethan looked at Dorothea.
Dorothea was looking at him too.
They smiled at each other.
“In any darkness, I promise to be your light.”
The two lit the candle they were holding together.
A single candle lit between the two of them.
you are my light And I am your light.
A scorching warmth spread from the light to the depths of his chest.
With the covenant, the priest opened a wide window.
At the same time, a bright light poured into the tower of the temple.
Dorothea and Ethan marched side by side to the terrace leading to
the window.
“Wow!”
At the same time, shouts came rushing in like waves.
People gathered in a large square.
The two placed candles on the hands of a marble sculpture that
resembled a spirit igure in the middle of the terrace.
And the two made eye contact.
They knew what they were waiting for.
spirit light. The legendary authority of the imperial family.
A spirit summoning ceremony held in every royal marriage.
But Dorothea intended to disappoint the people for the irst time
today.
"Do not worry."
Ethan grabbed her trembling hand.
He looked at Dorothea with warm eyes.
His eyes full of con idence calm Dorothea.
Encouraged by this, Dorothea faced the people gathered in the
square.
and licked his lips.
“Today, there is no spirit summoning ceremony.”
Dorothea thanked the congratulations and inally spoke up.
At her words, the square shook.
“And in the future, there will be no spirit summoning ceremonies at
all imperial ceremonies.”
Dorothea's remarks sparked a bit of dissatisfaction in the square.
Before the complaint grew any further, Dorothea spoke up.
“I want to show the imperial family not as a spirit, but as something
the world needs more.”
The reaction of the square was not very good.
Undoubtedly, the spirit summoning ceremony was a very special
ceremony that only the imperial family could show.
Some came from afar to see the supernatural scenery.
In front of the negative atmosphere, Dorothea was a little afraid, but
Ethan was by her side.
Dorothea nodded her head.
“For three days of the wedding, the imperial family will provide free
food to everyone in Lampas.”
At Dorothea's words, the noisy square became quiet.
So many people created silence in an instant.
However, soon there were people who realized the meaning, one by
one.
Free food distribution centers will be set up in the ive plazas of
Lampas, and any identi iable imperial citizen can pick up food there.
If you have not registered your identity, you can register and receive
your identity through due process.
This was not just to distribute food, but it was also a plan to
ascertain the number of people and households in Lampas.
Furthermore, it may be possible to catch dangerous criminals hiding
in Lampas.
“Wow!”
Those who understood the situation cheered once again.
“Long live Your Majesty!”
"hurray!"
Raymond looked at the two of them and smiled amid the crowd's
cheers.
“I don’t know how to use it for a wedding like that.”
“Your Majesty.”
Theon smiled at Raymond's words and nodded.
Dorothea and Ethan looked around and laughed.
And they looked into each other's eyes.
“Thank you, Ethan.”
Dorothea whispered to him softly.
He's busy just preparing for the wedding, but Ethan also had a hard
time preparing for such a thing.
To prepare for all cases that may cause security or problems, and to
cooperate with restaurants and bakeries in Lampas.
“You don’t have to thank me.”
Your will is my will, and what you want to do is what I want to do.
Ethan kissed Dorothea's lips.
The cheers of the people were far away, and the sensation on the tip
of his tongue took over his whole body.
A sweet, fragrant sense of life.
And that sensation seeped into Dorothea again, eroding her
ingertips and toes.
Even when I close my eyes, my light is clearly felt.
You exist completely without spirits.
Dorothea took a deep breath with him.
***
“I prepared more diligently. It’s an important day.”
Clara opened the door to the imperial bath, and the steamy warm air
rushed in.
Clouds of steam rose from the large bathtub, and petals and small
pieces of mandarin were loating on the pinkish water surface.
A sparse incense stick was placed on the edge of the bathtub.
“You did a great job, Clara.”
Dorothea smiled at the overly romantic bathtub.
I'm not even going to spend my irst night here.
“It’s a once in a lifetime day, and you have to do it!”
Clara said, rolling up her arms.
Dorothea carefully dipped herself into the bathtub.
As I sat on the edge of the bathtub, the water came up to my
breastbone.
The scent of rose and citrus blended in the bath water with the bath
salt.
Clara washed Dorothea's hair and massaged her gently. Then he
combed his wet hair.
“Can I bring you a cup of banjo?”
Dorothea nodded at Clara's question.
After rinsing her hair, Clara left the bath to warm herself up for a
while.
When Clara left, there was silence.
However, there was the sound of a festival taking place in the
distance.
A smile spread across his lips as he heard a distant, pleasant sound.
Dorothea leaned back in the water.
The water glided and spread, and the body relaxed in the warm
temperature.
'marriage… … .'
Dorothea looked at the sparkling diamonds in her ingers.
I didn't realize that I was inally with Ethan, that the people of the
world had come to know that the two were one.
And the fact that I'm preparing a night to spend with him.
'What is Ethan doing?'
Is he washing too? Or is it already over and waiting for me?
Maybe he's resting for a while because he's been out all day today.
Then, the sound of the door opening was heard.
It seemed that Clara had brought her bangshaw.
A glass of cinnamon-infused banjo was placed on the rim of the
bathtub on which Dorothea placed her arm.
“Thank you, Clara. Actually, I was a little nervous... … .”
Dorothea looked at the ring and said.
Even though I had been with Ethan for a long time, for some reason
my heart was pounding tonight.
“Thank you for the bath system. I wanted to show you a little prettier
side... … . Isn't that funny? I’m thinking of wanting to look better again.”
It's not the irst time, but I've been paying attention to every single
hair on my face today.
I want to look prettier to Ethan.
By the way.
"cook."
A small laugh erupted from behind Dorothea.
“It’s already pretty enough.”
A voice whispered in her ear, bitterly biting her earlobe.
“He’s the one who looks better to me than anyone else.”
“Ethan… … !”
As soon as she realized that it was Ethan and not Clara, Dorothea's
face turned bright red.
“Is the water very hot? Your face has turned red.”
Ethan asked playfully and entered the bathtub and sat down next to
her.
Dorothea's skin became sensitive to the ripple of his gestures.
The hot water swayed and luttered against her with just one
movement of his.
“Hey, Clara?”
“I went to tidy up my bedroom. This is what I decided to do.”
he smiled
My heart was pounding and pounding.
So, Clara knew beforehand.
There was a slight sense of betrayal.
But for a while.
When I see Ethan in front of me, my thoughts ly away.
Only his straight shoulders and chest were exposed above the water.
It is dif icult to see underwater because of the pink water surface,
loating petals, and steam that is slowly blooming.
However, his body exposed above the water was stimulating enough.
The lit candle shimmered in the water, and the petals loating on it
spread in the waves and lowed from him to her.
With each slight movement, his body gently brushed beneath the
surface of the water.
Every time he rubs, he gets nervous.
His silver hair luttered gently over the water and shimmered like
the Milky Way.
He was beautiful. Like a mermaid trying to lure people into the water.
Even the scar left on the back of her neck fascinates her.
At his alluring gaze, Dorothea moistened her dry mouth with banjo.
“I came on behalf of Clara, so I have to do Clara’s job.”
He picked up a sponge that had been lying on one side of the bathtub.
“Ethan.”
“If you stay still, I’ll do it for you.”
He lowered his head and raised his eyelashes and looked up at her.
The small water droplets on the tip of her eyelashes made her heart
tremble even more.
Ethan sat close to her.
Along with that, the scent of citrus and rose hit me.
Hot waves rumbled across her chest.
Dorothea's heart pounded as if she had met a tidal wave at the wave
he caused.
White foam bubbled up from his ingertips.
Ethan's eyes stared at her quietly.
He grabbed Dorothea's hand and gently wiped the back of her hand.
The foamy sponge wiped her skin soft and slippery.
From the back of the hand to the wrist, arm, shoulder, and nape of the
neck.
White foam lowed over her skin like white splashes on the surf.
And every time the bubble scatters and bursts, it awakens
Dorothea's nerves.
“It’s beautiful, Your Majesty.”
Ethan sighed, wiping her body.
His hand swam along the beautiful lines drawn by her body.
And Dorothea's body trembled as his hand touched the sensitive
area.
“Hey, Ethan.”
At Dorothea's trembling, Ethan tenaciously rubbed her sensitive
areas and wiped them away.
His skin brushed against hers into the water, and the temperature of
the water grew even hotter.
“You’re so pretty, did you want to look prettier?”
Ethan looked at Dorothea, the moon in the heat, and asked.
His hand felt even hotter because of the bath water.
“Ethan… … .”
As Dorothea looked at him with wet eyes, Ethan released the sponge
and pulled her back.
Suddenly, the water surface shook violently and attacked her.
Dorothea swallowed her breath in Ethan's body, which was close to
her.
He felt his skin touching it.
“Actually, so am I.”
Today, I wanted to look better to you.
Ethan wrapped his arms around her waist and bit her lips.
Dorothea's lips had a bitter-sweet taste of banjo.
Perhaps because of the steaming hot air, Dorothea was distracted by
his kiss.
His breath gave her heat.
Next, Ethan bit the wet nape of her neck.
The white, moist lesh was engraved with the symbol of lust in red.
“Ethan, I love you.”
Dorothea hugged him in a voice illed with delight.
Ethan's emotions surged as she embraced her soft body.
He hugged her deeply.
“Me too, Your Majesty.”
Water sloshed with his movement and over lowed out of the
bathtub.
White foam scatters and the sound of wet water echoed in the
bathtub.
Dorothea sighed and grabbed his shoulder tightly.
The warmth of the hot bath water seemed to penetrate deep into his
body.
The scent grew stronger, the heat did not cool, and the steaming hot
air enveloped the two of them.
***
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***
From the next day, Dorothea would ind Ethan diligently watching
and studying something.
After Dorothea became emperor, Ethan, who had only been clinging
to her help, took an interest in other things, and Dorothea was also
pleased.
It's nice what Ethan gives for her, but because he felt it was
necessary to ind another hobby that he liked.
Then one night, Ethan took Dorothea's hand and begged him to go
for a walk.
Dorothea, who just needed a change of mood, gladly followed him.
The cool, clear wind took my breath away.
“I like sitting in front of my desk these days, but it’s been a while
since I took a walk.”
“Isn’t your body heavy?”
“This is all right, Ethan.”
Within a month or two, Dorothea's stomach was noticeably swollen,
making it uncomfortable to walk for a long time.
“I had to keep exercising.”
Dorothea said as she walked alongside Ethan.
Ethan slowly walked in stride with Dorothea, escorting her as if
carrying a precious jewel.
“Shall we take a break over there?”
Ethan pointed to the white domed gazebo on one side of the garden.
It was there that he once played the violin as a birthday present for
Dorothea.
“It’s been a while, here.”
Dorothea smiled as she sat on the gazebo bench.
It seemed like it had been years since Ethan and I had been visiting
this place alone.
“Every time I come here, I think of you, Ethan.”
"okay? I wasn’t really like that.”
Ethan tilted his head.
Still, we thought it was a meaningful place for each other, but when
Ethan seemed okay, Dorothea was deeply saddened.
Then Ethan kissed her on the cheek and smiled.
“No matter where I am, I always think of your Majesty… … .”
At Ethan's words, Dorothea burst into laughter.
Dorothea thought every day, 'I'm so glad I married this person'.
“But there is de initely one thing that comes to mind when you come
to this place.”
He sat side by side with Dorothea, wrapped her arms around her
shoulders, and sent the little spirits into the air.
The spirits rising one by one soon illed the garden like stars.
It felt as if he had gone back to the day he gave her a birthday present
a long time ago.
The day we con irmed our love for each other.
“It’s always beautiful to look at.”
Dorothea felt like she was loating in space.
After her accession, many unnecessary spirit show-offs were
eliminated, so it had been a long time since I saw a spirit like this.
It's a power I don't have, but now I'm not jealous.
You can enjoy the beauty of this power.
Ethan gently clasped her hand, appreciating the spirits.
“It is said that the spirit of light has the power of life. So, Dorothea,
you will smile and hold the child in your arms. I will be by your side to
protect you.”
Ethan's soft voice permeated her.
Only then did Dorothea know what he had been thinking and
studying the past few days.
All the books he saw were related to spirits.
He's been looking for a way to deal with Dorothea's worries after she
complained about her fears of giving birth.
“Of course, even if there is no spirit, we can safely go on an outing
with our children, but if you are afraid, please do not forget me and
remember me.”
Even with the power of the light spirit, I will not let you go.
At Ethan's words, Dorothea hugged him tightly with both arms.
“I was really worried about stupid things.”
Dorothea laughed and muttered.
With Ethan by my side, what was I afraid of?
When you are so happy that even good thoughts are not enough.
Then Ethan looked at Dorothea in his arms and kissed him.
Soft lips touched hers.
"You're a fool to worry, Dorothy."
He whispered softly with the tip of his lips, and took in her breath
more deeply.
Too sweet and seductive to be a bee, Dorothea bit his lip in protest.
Their tongues dug into their folded lips, and they tasted each other.
The sound of wet rubbing in the still garden seemed to echo in my
ears.
The hot and thrilling sensation made her heart beat loudly.
It was as if the breath that lowed through the veins reached the child
in the belly, breathing in deeper life force.
And with his breath, even the fear that had been deeply rooted in her
from birth disappeared as if washed away.
***
A few months later, the cry of a newborn baby echoed through the
Imperial Palace.
"your majesty! You are a healthy prince!”
Ethan cut the umbilical cord with trembling hands, and doctors and
assistants completed the inal stages of the birth.
After a long time, Ethan wiped Dorothea's forehead with a towel.
“Good job, really.”
He wanted to say something else, but no particular 'language' came
to his mind.
I was grateful that Dorothea gave birth safely, and I was
overwhelmed by the fact that the child was born healthy.
His instincts shivered, realizing that his life had entered a new phase
he had never experienced before.
I thought I knew a lot after living for quite a long time, from before
the return to the time after the return, but it was not.
A future he had never experienced made his blood boil.
Just then, the doctor gave Dorothea a baby.
Dorothea held the baby in her arms.
It was small enough to be said to be a handful of clean towels
wrapped around her chubby stomach and her limbs that were
twitching.
Without exaggerating his face, he really made a ist, and he couldn't
open his eyes properly.
Red skin was wrinkled and could not be called pretty.
However, the thick, thick hair that looked like a newborn baby had
already dried up and stood up as soft as a feather.
Dorothea held her in her arms and grew up a few times, then the
crying child stopped and yawned loudly.
The back of the nose was wrinkled, and a tongue the size of a thumb
was visible in the toothless mouth.
"Pretty. So pretty."
I was born ugly, but I was pretty.
It was the most beautiful thing in the world.
Dorothea had foolish worries.
What if, because of the pain of childbirth, the child looks disgusting?
What if, like Carnan, you can't give your child love for some reason?
Yesterday morning, I was worried about that, but it was all rain.
How could you hate such a small and precious child?
“That’s right, it’s pretty.”
both you and the child.
Ethan nodded in agreement.
Dorothea was always believed to be the most beautiful in the world,
but today's Dorothea looked more beautiful than yesterday.
“Can I be a good mother, Ethan?”
Dorothea looked at the baby wriggling in her arms and asked.
I ask if I am enough for such a pretty and precious baby.
Having never experienced a mother, she could not set the standard
for how to be a good mother.
It was the same with Ethan.
He was born and raised in a closet behind a bar, and was handed over
by his mother as a duke when he was a little older.
Although the Duke and Duchess of Bronte liked him quite a bit, they
were reluctant to show it in public.
Good parents, good families. lacking in both.
“You can do it. I don’t know what a good parent looks like, but I know
better than anyone what kind of parent I want.”
A person who smiles kindly. A person who gives unconditional love.
Someone who believes in me and supports me. Someone who will be
genuinely worried and angry when I make the wrong choice.
“Because the way to love is no different.”
It seemed that we could love our children as we loved them.
***
That night, the two read a book to Hezen and put the child to sleep.
As Hezen fell asleep, Dorothea and Ethan returned to the bedroom
holding hands.
Time alone for the two of us after a long time.
The two lay side by side on the bed.
“When I see Hezen, I have a second desire.”
At irst, I was not con ident that I would dare to have a second child
because I was afraid of giving my child an unhappy life.
However, seeing Hezen growing up, I started to have a second greed.
At Dorothea's confession, Ethan suddenly turned around and came
up on top of her.
“Yeah, Dorothy?”
Seductive eyes shining through the narrowed eyes.
“I like the third, fourth, and ifth too.”
“Ethan… … !”
Ethan bit her earlobe lightly, and Dorothea's face turned red.
But he didn't care and asked, licking her ear.
A hot breath brushed his ears, and a tingling sensation lowed down
his back, closing his legs.
But he did not stop caressing Dorothea.
He was always preparing a night for the second.
However, since Dorothea is working as 'Emperor', she did not dare to
have a second child and did her best in contraception.
However, it is different when the wind blows on the embers that
have barely been put to sleep.
“Second, let’s go.”
His lips fell from his earlobe and whispered.
This was the most seductive threat in the world.
Because Dorothea whispers in her eyes that she can't refuse, and a
voice she can't refuse.
Dorothea nodded and wrapped her arms around his neck.
“Okay, Ethan.”
Ethan slowly prepares her body, leaving red lip marks on her white
skin.
He knew Dorothea well.
In particular, Dorothea knew better than herself what to do to please
her.
The two were perfectly intertwined like a lock and a key, the only pair
in the world.
The only person in the world who opened the lock Dorothea had
locked.
The person who made me know love, reconciliation, and happiness.
In front of the key called Ethan, Dorothea was loosely released.
And the key dug deep into her.
His gesture seemed to touch her heart.
Dorothea let out a small sigh.
A single tear fell from the ecstasy of happiness.
Then Ethan wiped the tears from her eyes with the tip of his tongue.
“It’s nice to cry, Dorothy.”
He pulled Dorothea deeper and hugged her and kissed her.
Her messy hair, her loosely ruf led hem, her hot breath, and her hazy
gaze looking at him were insanely beautiful.
As the years passed, Dorothea became more and more beautiful.
A person who wants to be together even in the future when he turns
eighty, wrinkles appear and his hair is gray.
“I love you, Dorothy.”
Ethan took her in his arms and gave her all the love he could give.
Gaiden <Complete>
Tyrant wants to live a good life
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