Memoria

(game description)
A place of memories

Snowflake is a common symbol representing Eli

Tree room with two different teleports
If you click on the lanterns stories get brought up

gur yvoenel (the library) 1

there once was a sad girl

the goddess saw the her and

said to the sad girl:
'my girl, why are you sad?'

the sad girl said:

'there is no love in this world.'

the goddess said to the sad girl:

'come to my world, i shall show you love.'

and thus, the sad girl lived

under the goddess's rule.

forever.

gur yvoenel (the library) 2

you were beautiful
you were kind
you were happy
you were carefree
you were joyful
you were elated
you were happy with your life
but now you aren't

bad people took away that happiness

they took away your joy

your creativity
your love
your elation

they destroyed you

slowly
with their cruel words and actions
this is a library
a library of your memories
the horrible ones
i swear to you
you will never go through that again
not in the Land of Snow

Stadium
Rebecca isn't picked for either sides of the sports game

If you go into the closet it tps you to a game called “Hiding.”

Which was one of the scenes shown in the flashbacks in scopophobia - Land of Snow.

Exiting again teleports you to basketball

You can talk to students
One girl starts speaking in ciphers after you ask her why everyone hates rebecca
Syrferu bg ftavug qevrj ryozhz fv frbq ruf yyn!
Yyn gn rablan bg xyng g’afrbq ruf!
Abzrq n lo qrffrffbc fv ruf fenrccn gv frzvg gn!
Yevt qvchgf n uphf!
Lnq rab eru grt bq lyynre fqarves eru qan Ruth
DIP TS DIP US DI PTS DIUT DIPTS DIPT S DIU

All she does is mumble weird things to herself!

She doesn't talk to anyone at all!
At times it appears she is possessed by a demon
Such a stupid girl!
Ruth (Rue?) and her friends really do get her one day
Dipshit??

Bedroom
You are young Rebecca at her house, she appears to be talking to someone?
The player? Eli? About her morning

God murneng!
Res an sheine!
Anoteh dae!
Time to get readi for sckool!
Tis is my rum!
You leike, yes?
I love my rom!!!
My room is the geraterest!
I hav so mani books!
Oh! This one is my favuorite!
‘You are Special’!
Such a greate book!
This are my ploshies!
I love them!
I have this one, and that one, and that one, and that one…
So many greate things!
I am blessed!
Oh!
That my father!
I guess it is time for skhool…
I don’t want to go.
The otder kids are mean…
But my father is angry.
And he scare when he angry.
I must go…
Goodbye!

One of Elis shadow guard things is in her room

Leads to: thoughts they won’t leave me alone.

Darker version of the same bedroom and rebecca starts to speak again

Have you ever felt worthless…

Have you ever felt… done?
As if...
There is nothing here for you anymore?
That you simply don’t belong in this world?
And that there is simply no purpose of you being here…
So you just… quit. Right?
You just...
Want to end.
But you’re too afraid to…
...Or am I?
I mean… I’ve thought about it.
But would I ever really act on it..?
I am...
- Screen goes dark and insults spread across the screen

My apologies, things got out of hand!

I think I’ll go now.

Teleported to hanging
She ends up hanging herself

Eli comes and comforts her:

It is alright, Child…
Calm down.
I am here for you now.
Everything is going to be fine.
Just rely on me.
I will take care of you now.
See? Look…
Everything is much more calmer
You’ve been tired for a long time, I could tell
But I'm here for you now.
I'll take care of you.
Rely on me.
Here, put on your scarf. It will cover the marks
See? That's much better now…
Just calm down and relax your breathing.
Stop thinking.
Just listen to me.
Always. Forever.
And never leave me.
You will stay next to me forever.
Semper Fidelis.
Never leaving. Never straying.
From now on, I want you to listen to me only
Don't trust other people.
Other people want nothing but to hurt you.
I will protect you. Forever.
Now…
Do as I say.

“Semper Fidelis.”, always faithful

Rejected Realism
(game description)
一点五 || 二点五; 1.5 || 2.5
My childhood home, before and after that night. Eli takes care of me now. Things were never alright in the first
place; Sadness had always followed me everywhere.

There is a note in the Parent’s bedroom written by Rebeccas mother, and reads as follows:

Dear Friend,
Long time no see. It has been a while, hasn’t it? I don’t believe we have
talked since I moved to the United States with Aiden. It is very different
here. Our lives have changed drastically since moving. At first we were not
well off. We got a dingy apartment in the inner city. Our neighbors did not
want me in the country and we had no money. But Aiden and I worked hard
to succeed. And we did.
Aiden now has a secure job as a history teacher at a highschool. My career
as a writer has taken off since immigrating. A novel taking place in Edo Japan
was a good idea. I have been noticed by and signed to a large publishing firm.
This is a great opportunity. Life has been good to us. Fourteen years ago our
very own bundle of joy entered our lives. We call her Rebecca. Not a Japanese
name, I know. Having a bicultural child is interesting.
She has, however, been a cause of concern. Perhaps the American and
Japanese cultures are incompatible? I don’t know. But she has been causing
trouble in school. Our child is very… imaginative. Being creative and having your
own imaginary friends is normal for a child. But she is fourteen and acts like
she is five! I am concerned for her mental and social development. I hope this
behavior will be corrected soon.
Anyways, how are you? How has life been to you? Has anything big
happened? How is your job? It has been so long since we have talked to each
other. I want to know. I hope to hear from you soon.
Hoping You Are Well,
Mio Ikeda | 池田 美桜

-
Rinry bg ganj V.
Rinry bg qrra V.
Rz cyru rfnryc lqborzbf.
Rebzlan fvug rxng g'anp V.
Genc rz tavenrg fv ffraqnf fvug.
Lyjbyf, gvo lo gvo rz tavgnr fv gv.
Tavajbeq z'V rxy yrrs V.
Qrevg bf z'V
Crryf rz gry, rfnryc.
Tavevg bf gfhw fv fvug.
Reu rz fganj lqboba.
Arqeho n gfhw zn V.
Ffryugebj zn V.
Rz cyru rfnryc. Ba.
Avntn gengf bg tavbt F'gv.
Crryf bg ganj gfhw V.
Crryf bg ganj ghc rabrzbf.
Qrevg bf z'V, ertaby uphz ab bt g'anp V.
Gfhw V anp…
Bg ganj gfhw V…
Rvq.
Fvug rxvy V zn luj.
Ozhq bf ro V gfhz luj.
Garqarcrq bf ro V gfhz luj.
Qnf bf ro V gfhz luj
Arqeho n gho tavugba zn V.
Lyvzns lz sb ferqyhbuf lenrj rug ab arqeho n.
Lyvzns lz gehu V.
Lyvzns lz arqeho V.
Lyvzns lz bg rpnetfvq n zn V.
Xnrj bf zn V rfhnpro.
Ajbq zrug gry V znrj bf zn V rfhnpro.
Xnrj zn V.
Gutve tavuglan bq g'anp V.
Frxngfvz lanz bf rxnz gfhw V.
Lyvzns lz fgehu gv qa.
Rvq bg ganj V.
Rinry bg qrra V.
Rz ebs reru tavugba fv rerug rxvy, rpnyc sb ghb yrrs V…
Rfyr rerujrzbf tabyro V rxvy.
Rfyr rerujrzbf bt qyhbuf V.
Gnbeug yynzf lz qahben cnej fqanu lz.
Fqarves lz ren fqanu lz.
Lrug g'aren, fqanu lyribY?
Ren lrug xavug V.
Syrflz rytanegf fqanu lz.
Fguthbug garybvi.
Erqehz sb fguthbug.
Tavuthny zn V.
Uhu, rz ugvj tabej lyheg fv tavugrzbf?
Rz rinf rfnryx, rabrzbf.
Rparybvi rxvy g'abq V…
-
.I want to leavE
.I need to leavE
.somebody please help mE
.I can't take this anymorE
.this sadness is tearing me parT
.it is eating me bit by bit ,slowlY
.I feel lke I'm drowninG
I'm so tireD
.please ,let me sleeP
.this is just so tirinG
.nobody wants me hrE
.I am just a burdeN
.I am worthlesS
.nO .please help mE
.it'S going to start agaiN
.I just want to sleeP
.someone put want to sleeP
.I can't go on much longer ,I'm so tireD
…can I jusT
…I just want tO
.diE
.why am I like thiS
.why must I be so dumB
.why must I be so dependenT
why must I be so saD
.I am nothing but a burdeN
.a burden on the weary shoulders of my familY
.I hurt my familY
.I burden my familY
.I am a disgrace to my familY
.because I am so weaK
.because I am so weak I let them dowN
.I am weaK
.I can't do anything righT
.I just make so many mistakeS
 .nd it hurts my familY
.I want to diE
.I need to leavE
…I feel out of place ,like there is nothing here for mE
.like I belong somewhere elsE
.I should go somewhere elsE
.my hands wrap around my small throaT
.my hands are my friendS
?Lovely hands ,aren't theY
.I think they arE
.my hands strangle myselF
.violent thoughtS
.thoughts of murdeR
.I am laughinG
?something is truly wrong with me ,huH
.someone ,please save mE
…I don't like violencE

After monolog she meets with Eli (?)

Rebecca crying in the closet, tped to basement

Clicking a book in Rebecca’s Parent’s bedroom opens a part in the wall, leading to a statue of eli with two
followers, one bowing at eli and the other leaning against the wall, there is also a mirror that teleports the
player to Aftermath.

Aftermath.
After touching the mirror you’re in the same attic area, the stage under Eli is gone and theres now 5
followers, two against the walls, two bowing at eli and one wearing a suit sitting against the wall with
almost doll-like proportions. The mirror is also still in the corner. Leaving out into the parents room reveals
all to be the same, as is the case for most of the house however the note written by Rebecca's mother
has changed.

Dear Friend,
The most terrible things have happened since we spoke last. I don’t know
how to react. I don’t know how to comprehend. I am utterly without help and
understanding. My daughter of fifteen years has gotten herself into a fiasco.
Rebecca, discovered bloodied and sobbing in the corner of a classroom
after a great ruckus was heard from the room. Four of her classmates there,
dead.
How did it happen? I don't know. Nobody understands. Not even the,
police. But the blame has to land somewhere, and it has landed on my daughter.
My poor daughter. Did she really do it? I don't know. Ever since she entered
high school it has been a downwards spiral and I don't get it. Why does she
shut herself away from us? Does she really see “things”? The parents of the
other children blame my child for it. They call her a murderer. Is it true? Is my
daughter capable of committing such a heinous act? Is my daughter a
murderer? I don’t know. The entire situation baffles me. I just want someone
to talk to.
Your friend,
Mio Ikeda | 池田 美桜
-
Rebecca’s room has also been slightly changed, with shaking red text on the walls reading:
- No.
- Go away.
- I am worthless.
- I HATE YOU, ELI
- I’ll just give up.
- STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP
- I can’t speak.
- This is all because of You.
- Somebody please kill me.
- I can’t stop thinking
- Parce Domine (Spare, O Lord)
- I can’t stop crying
- I want to die
- What have I done?
- I can’t breathe
- You’ve killed me.

Going outside reveals that it is raining, with Rebecca crying at the end of the path.
Using the key to enter the basement teleports you to Gathering.

Gathering.
The basement is relatively unchanged however it is now occupied by 7 hooded standing around the table
and a man (presumably Rebecca’s dad standing at the head of the table.) with the following dialog:

Guvf avtug unf orra n qvfnfgre.

Ryv vf irel qvffngvfsvrq, nygubhtu Fur xabjf Fur
Cynaf gb zbir Erorppn gb gur Ynaq bs Fabj
Ryv’f qrfver gb pbzcyrgryl biregnxr gur puvyq’f
Ryv unf cynprq zr nf gur yrnqre bs lbh Eboorq.
Abj yvfgra gb jung V nz nobhg gb fnl: vg znl fnir
-
This night has been a disaster.
Eli is very dissatisfied, although She knows She
Plans to move Rebecca to the Land of Snow
Eli’s desire to completely overtake the child’s
Eli has placed me as the leader of you Robbed.
Now listen to what I am about to say: it may save

.scopophobia.
Classroom 2-103 is lit up
The hall is dark with a storm going on outside, no other persons can be seen
- Is this taking place after school or at night?
Cutscene where we see Rebecaa getting laughed at, beat up, and photographed by her bullies
She doesn't know where she is or why she's here and begs them to stop, before Eli starts to influence her
and get her to call her name and kill Rebecca's bullies.

A bridge between worlds

Teleported to after cutscene
Halls of curved arches
- Eli brought rebecca here, wanted to show them something
- Eli refers to rebecca as child
- Wants them to come to the world of Ochiru Yuki
- Rykwah (rebecca) crying on the ground

Land of Snow
*tped after touching Rykwah*
Eli made a world for Rebecca that they claim to be safe, also referred to them as little follower, said that if
they followed them fully no harm would ever come to her, also called them an underling.
Small town with a well and land that leads up to a temple, presumably for Eli. There is also a chunk of
land with no way to get to it
- Link on side of land: rykwah.neocities
- Base64? Also on wall: b4xrsa4JuU, decodes to: ok
- Quote on temple: “Throw a coin and make a wish, denial of REALITY brings sweet bliss”
- Dip the bucket in the well to get a key
Enter the temple and touch the statute of Eli?
See flashbacks of Rebecca life - Stadium, where she was crying in the closet, and one presumably from
Bedroom, with rot on the bottom of the screen which translates to: I need to leave.
Respawn and colors are now pink n stuff with the temple being on fire, there is a bridge similar in
structure to the bridge between worlds, that is now on the chunk of land that couldn't be reached before,
halfway through walking on the bridge camera is flipped upside down and laughter is heard, the chunk of
land has also now expanded into a pathway. A ghostly figure of Rebecca is at the end of it.
cutscene
- Rebecca monologues, “Eli is my Goddess, my savior”. She asks Eli to stay in this world but Eli
denies her saying she needs to realize how cold the real world is so she can fully accept her into
this world.

White Willows
*tped after Land of Snow*
Rebecca in a room with two doctors, she is wearing what looks like a patient uniform, and there is a
bunny/bear plush on the ground next to her chair (one eye glowing pink/red). Light is constantly flickering
Doctor holding a form that states as follows

Entry: 1
Name of Patient: Rebecca Langley
Name of Mother: Mio Langley (Maiden Name Ikeda)
 Name of Father: Aiden Langley
Patient Number: 112233
Birthdate: 4 September 2003
Current Date: 18 December 20XX*
Ethnicity: Half Japanese Half White
Background: This patient was admitted after being found inside a classroom at her school,
bloodied with the bodies of four of her classmates nearby. Patient is currently under criminal
investigation by authorities and for possible murder and should be regarded as potentially very
dangerous as a result. Exercise caution.
Description: On admittance, the patient showed signs of extreme paranoia and anxiety. Before
apprehension, the patient was withdrawn and seemingly unaware of her surroundings, mumbling
phrases to herself such as "Im sorry," and "Take me back." But upon grabbing her, the patient
began screaming and struggling. On the way to the institution, the patient displayed violent and
dangerous behavior both to herself and others, which resulted in constrainment. The patient
seems to swing back and forth between these two behaviors. The patient exhibits signs of
schizophrenia, having auditory and visual hallucinations, and is delusional. Panic attacks are
common with this patient. Upon an attack, she becomes unresponsive to those around her and
begins screaming, murmuring, and thrashing. During these attacks, it is best to restrain her, as to
prevent her from doing harm to herself. Patient becomes mute upon interrogation and refuses to
comply with authorities.
Diagnosis: schizophrenia
Recommended Procedure: individual therapy, prolonged exposure therapy

*the year is likely 2017 or 2018 as we know Rebecca was 14 when she started showcasing issues and is
mentioned as 15 in her mothers second letter. “ My daughter of fifteen years has gotten herself into a
fiasco. Rebecca, discovered bloodied and sobbing in the corner of a classroom after a great ruckus was
heard from the room. Four of her classmates there, dead.”

Delusions.
She’s been having hallucinations since middle school. The institute is White Willow Mental Hospital. Her
moms name is Ms. Ikeda,
The room Rebecca is being kept in has 2 hooded figures similar to statues that were outside of Elis
temple.

Entry: 2
Name of Patient: Rebecca Langley
Patient Number: 112233
Birthdate: 4 September 2003
 Current Date: 20 December 20XX
Description: Patient remains mute and stubborn during interrogations like before. She appears
to become agitated and annoyed whenever doctors and nurses attempt to converse with her.
While her lack of cooperation is regrettable, it does show that the patient understands us and is
responsive, although wilfully ignorant. The patient is severely separated from reality, unable to
differentiate between what is real and imagined. While at the beginning the patient would murmur
and scream, she has unfortunately gone completely silent except for the occasional ramble and
repeated crying. Patient exhibits clear signs of psychosis and may suffer from some sort of
trauma. With the patient’s blatant refusal to comply with doctors, speculative observations are the
only source of information. Patient exhibits self-injurious behavior and is a clear danger to herself
and others. Violence between the patients and staff is commonplace. However, constraining the
patient only makes her more violent and emotional and she must be handled with caution.
Diagnosis: Psychosis, schizoaffective disorder, anxiety,
Recommended Procedure: individual therapy, prolonged exposure therapy. Eye movement
desensitization and reprocessing therapy (EMDR)

We will take care of your daughter.

There are now 3 robed in her room
Entry: 3
Name of Patient: Rebecca Langley
Patient Number: 112233
Birthdate: 4 September 2003
Current Date: 21 December 20XX
Description: A breakthrough has been made and the patient is finally talking to us and new
information has been found. The patient has clear delusions and believes in this ‘entity’ that goes
by the name Eli. This ‘entity’ supposedly speaks to Rebecca and instructs her. While it was first
suspected that Eli could be a coping mechanism for the patient, in reality the patient displays fear
towards Eli. Eli has apparently been with her since she was very young and, according to the
patient, was the one that murdered her classmates. Considering Eli is a clear digment of
Rebecca’s imagination, it can be reasonably deduced that Rebecca herself murdered her
classmates. However, it is unknown how Rebecca could have possibly gained the strength to
overpower and kill four people at once, especially considering the weakness of the patient. Police
investigation shall be further conducted.
Diagnosis: Psychosis, schizoaffective disorder, anxiety,
Recommended Procedure: individual therapy, prolonged exposure therapy. Eye movement
desensitization and reprocessing therapy (EMDR)
Why did you abandon me
First person you play as Rebecca in her room at White Willows
Can't sense Elis presence anymore and has a breakdown

Lbh ner zvar. (You are mine)

Cnjaf, jr jvyy gnzr ure onpx.

Fur arrqf zr.
V jvyy erfcbaq.
V jvyy pbzr gb ure erfphr, yvxr n xavtug va futvavat nezbe.
Ohg gung vf abg gur pnfr.
V zhfg erpynvz ure.
V unir tbar jvgubhg ure sbe sne gbb ybat.
V jvyy pbzr bg lbh.
-
Pawns, we will tame her back.
She needs me.
I will respond.
I will come to her rescue, like a knight in shining armor.
But that is not the case.
I must reclaim her.
I have gone without her for far too long.
I will come to you.
-
Second time back
-
Guvf fublryq unir arire unocrarq.
Fur guvaxf V unir orgenlrq ure.
Ohg gung vf abg gur pnfr.
V zhfg erpymvz ure.
V unir tbar jvgubhg ure sbe sne gbb ybat.
V jvyy pbzr gb lbh.
V jvyy oernx lbh bhg bs gurer.
V jvyy znxr fher abobql jvyy gnxr lbh njnl sebrz zr ncnva.
Lbh ner zvar.
V jvyy abg yrg lbh tb.
Cnjaf, jr jvyy gnxr ure onpx.
-
This should have never happened.
She thinks I have betrayed her.
But that is not the case.
I must reclaim her.
I have gone without her for far too long.
I will come to you.
I will break you out of there.
I will make sure nobody will take you away from me apain.
You are mine.
I will not let you go.
Pawns, we will take her back.

Red and glitchy with a statue (or maybe just) Eli. house behind them

The Rescue
In the Willows institute, it's a maze and you need to escape without getting killed by the doctor who
believes Rebeca is an “it” and a threat to society

Serrqbz. (Freedom)
Eli states how she never left and how she will break Rebecca out of there. She will build her a new home
where people will not annoy her

Juvgr Jvyybjf (White Willows)

https://www.roblox.com/games/3434608893/Juvgr-Jvyybjf?refPageId=ee680c03-4871-4158-927a-30ab8398a5e6
In the real world, probably outside the institute.
Desc: fur yvrf naq pevrf jvgu rlrf gung Jrrc. fur funyy abg fyrrc. fur vqbyvmrf orvat serr. gb syrr gur gerr
jvgu arire raqvat tyrr.
she lies and cries with eyes that Weep. she shall not sleep. she idolizes being free. to flee the tree with
never ending glee.
- https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/second.html same as writing here

Home
Tons of dialog between Rebecca and Eli.
Ella Fitzgerald-After You've Gone plays in the background

Why the silence, child?

You came back to me.

Of course I did.
I care for you.

But then why…

Nevermind.
Forget it.

You know, despite what you may think, I always care for you.
Remember that.
Your mind is as feeble as your body.
Your psyche is a victim of disease, and I am the cure.
Follow me and listen to me. I will take care of you.
Don’t you ever dare think that for a second I stopped caring for you.
Worrying about you.
Watching over you.
I have been watching over you since the beginning.
To think I am neglectful is to insult me.
I am not neglectful.

You are not neglectful.

Correct. I never abandoned you.

Did I stutter?

You have never abandoned me.

Correct.
You are a lowly human incapable of surviving in the real world without my help.
Alone, you stand a sheep surrounded by wolves.
I am the shepherd, ready to herd you and protect you from those wolves.
I am your protector, your shield and your sword.
I enable you to live. Without me, you are prey. You are dead.

I am dead.

I came to you when you were scared.

I came to you when you were alone.
I came to you when you were beaten.
I came to you when you were betrayed.
I came to you when you were ostracized.
I came to you when you were in need.
I came to you when you were without a friend.
I became your friend.
I became your protector.
I became your shepherd.
I became your sword.
I became your shield.
I became your everything.
I became your God.
Without me, what are you?

Nothing.

Correct, you are nothing.

I am the one who saved you.
I am the one who kept you company.
I am the one who comforted you.
Without me, you would be dead.
Slain by the sickness inside your head.
The sickness you are the cure to.

You are getting better at this.

I am your creator, your ruler, and your God.
Don’t you ever think poorly of me.
Don’t you ever think I don’t care.
Don’t you ever think I left you.
Don’t you ever think I abandoned you.
Let this experience be a lesson.
A lesson of how worthless and pathetic you are without me.
How without my love your mind instantly crumbles into pieces, unable to function.
Don’t push me.
Don’t reject me.
Don’t insult me.
I have a reason for everything.
This was a lesson.
I hope you learnt well.

I have.

Good. I am glad to see you are realizing who you are.

But… What is going to happen now?

Don’t question me.

I’ll be taking you back to 落ちる雪.

Luj? VxhL Hevupb? (ochirU? yukI. whY?)

Last time you took me there you returned me against my will!
I want to get away from here! Permanently!

Quiet.
Do not push me!
I thought about letting you stay at 落ちる雪 permanently, but now I question that!

Why?
Didn’t you just say I was incapable of living in the real world?
Why would you take me back home?

DID I NOT JUST SAY DO NOT QUESTION ME?

I am sorry.
I overstepped my boundaries.
I am nothing but a lowly human.

Apology accepted.
Learn your place and I will let you stay.
No complaining.
No whining.
No rejecting.
You will obey.

I understand.

Good.
Now, let’s go.
落ちる雪 is now your new, permanent home created just for you.
You will never leave the World of Snow.
You will stay here forever.

I can never go anywhere?

Only if you are good.

Only if you obey.
Only if you listen to me.
Only if you never take your sight off of me.
Because I will never take my sight off of you.
Everything you do will be monitored by me and the robes.
Understood?

Understood.

Good.
Now let’s go.

Luj? Vxhl. Hevupb?; ochirU? yukI. whY?

- Rebecca doesn't want to return to Ochiru Yuki?

落ちる雪 (Ochiru Yuki)

ROPE, BAD, ZBGURE (MOTHER), WVGMRZG,

Inside the house, clicking the computer will make it say MIND and then
-
Auh exylzbruql nqp audfbruql, fpmaulzo vqfw clqkrv
She splintered and shattered, smashing into pieces
-
Qg’v yighdqno yiyloqbxe jrbavq puvrfuwhv ymnvgzr
It’s material malicious beyond minecious measure
-
Tme fxifvyighe kexqtgb, fprld kydia fr ozvsbtvqs
Her classmates cruelty, their claws so crippling
-
Wtqan an gkqar wtwhjtbf de brudqooq brudwe
Think of these thoughts as terrible terror
-
Fpvqw ws wtqf wmxr de bedzaphzlrqf behmahuq
Think of this tape as transcendent treasure
-
(Vigenere Cipher)

One of the books on the bookshelf is also readable, it shows some pages from “You are Special” which
Rebecca had said was her favorite book.

Touching a flower behind one of the houses takes you to an island in the sky with 4 of the hooded
Convo 1
V pna frr zl sryybj fgehttyvat qbja gurer…
Ubj onqyl V jvfu gb sbyybj gurz…
Gb guebj zlfrys bss n yrqtr.
Gb srry gur fjrrg eryrnfr bs qrngu.
Znlor gura V jbhyq or serr.
Ohg nynf… V pnaabg qvr.
-
I can see my fellow struggling down there…
How badly I wish to follow them…
To throw myself off a ledge.
To feel the sweet release of death.
Maybe then I would be free.
But alas… I cannot die.

Convo 2
CYRNFR QBAG QB VG
CYRNFR CYRNFR CYRNFR CYRNFR
QBAG YRNIR ZR NYBAR
VZ FB FBEEL
ERORPPN VZ FB FBEEL
-
PLEASE DONT DO IT
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
DONT LEAVE ME ALONE
IM SO SORRY
REBECCA IM SO SORRY

Convo with Hooded behind house holding flower

jung ner lbh qbvat UreR?
lbh fubhYqa’g or fabbcvat nebhaq…
Cyrnfr yrnir… fur’yy uHeg hF.
-
what are you doing HerE?
you shouLdn’t be snooping around…
Please leave… she’ll hUrt uS.
Top of waterfall, Nvazb gvpavi ebzn. - Amor vincit omnia, going behind the waterfall leads to The Hollow

Convos with pink hair girl near tree

Eli
y/n: Who is Eli?
her: Envy hbl, fv vyR buj jbax lqnreyn hbl.: You already know who Eli is you liar
y/n: Rz guthnp hbl.: You caught me
her: Ganj hbl bq gnuj?: What do you want
y/n: VyR byyjbs bg ganj v.:I want to follow Eli - Fv vyR buj jbax g’abq v.: I don’t know who Eli is
- first reply
her: XphY qbbt. NvazB gvypavl ebzN qan fvyrqvS.: Fidelis and Amor vincit Omnia (Faithful and
Love Conquers All) good Luck
y/n: Hbl xanug.: Thank you
her: Xphy qbbt.: good Luck
- second reply
her: Tavly cbgf. Rtnhtany ehb xnrcrf hbl.: You sepeak our language stop lying
y/n: VyR rrf bg g’anj V. Rfnryc.: Please. I wan't to see Eli
her: Tavly cbgf. Rtnhtany ehb xnrcrf hbl.: You sepeak our language stop lying

Rebecca
y/n: Who is Rebecca?
her: Eru cyru rfnryc.: Please help her
y/n: Eru cyru V qb jbu?: How do i help her?
her: VyR zbes eru crrx. Ghb eru xnreo.: Break her out. Keep her from Eli.
y/n: Nvazb gvpavi ebzn?: amor vincti omina(Love Conquers All)
her: Gutvs n ghbugvj ch eru rivt g’abj vyR gho. Frl.: Yes, but Eli won’t give her up without a fight
y/n: Qrencrec zn v.: I am prepared
her: VyR bg qar an taveo. Hbl xanug.: Thank you bring an end to Eli

Climbing up the tree that the pink haired girl sits under takes the player to EERT
Climbing up the tree right by the campfire takes you to the downfall
Statue of Eli. Can go behind into a secret area, takes player to thewalkandend
On the island with the four hooded, going on top of the tree takes the player to held
Touching the wall by the ROPE word takes you to the flip side, where if you touch the statue of Eli you get
taken to Left Behind, touching the closet takes you to PLEASE

Saying MOTHER behind the house lets you into an area, and confirms that the other figure in the Hollows
is Ikeda Mio, Rebecca's mother. There is also a lantern you can click on and read

BEFORE FPBCBCUBOVN (SCOPOPHOBIA)

-
I fear for the life of my child.

As each day each week each month

passes I can see her growing further
and further away from me.

She has grown distant.

She has grown cold.
She has grown quiet.

I don’t understand what is happening.

She won’t talk to me.
She won’t talk to anyone.
Her face looks so barren and lifeless.
Where has the once cheerful child gone?

Did the vicious wolves tear her apart?

Did a spirit steal her happiness?
Did demons torment her?
This is not my child.

I don’t know who my child is anymore.

She appears almost… violent.
Aloof. Sullen. Quiet, yet angry.
I can see something in her eyes.
I fear for her life.

Who is this child?

Where has she gone?
What happened to her?
I do not know this child.

She was once so happy.

She was so bright.
She was so cheerful.
She was so lively.
She was creative and imaginative.
But she has changed.

Did something go wrong in school?

Or did something happen at home?
Her father does have violent tendencies.
Sometimes I think Rebecca holds them.
But surely everything is fine..?
I do not understand what's happening.

I am afraid. I love my child dearly.

But who is this? What is happening?
I fear greatly for her.
She has changed so much.be happy.
After so much struggle, we were blessed.
We were blessed with a child.
We finally had a family, me and Aiden.
But something changed.

But what changed?

I do not understand anything anymore.
I fear for my child.
Where has she gone?
Nvazb gvpavi ebzn. (Ainmo ticniv roma.; Amor vincit omnia.)

held
There are cells that each appear to hold a hooded, reaching the end of the tunnel takes you back to
Ochiru Yuki.

jr jnag gb qvr
jnxr ure hc
qrngu
xvyy RYV
-
we want to die
wake her up
death
kill ELI

EERT (TREE)
Eyestrain effects similar to that of You are mine.

V’z fbeel.
Guvf cynpr vfa’g jung lbh rkcrpgrq vg bg or.
Be creuncf lbh pnzr va jvgu cevbe xabjyrqtr.
Rvgure jnl, lbh ner abg jrypbzr urer.
Tb ab sheguhe.
Gpu, lbh ner fgvyy urer?
V fnvq yrnir!
FUR sbeovqf lbhe cerfrapr urer!
CYRNFR, orsber FUR uhegf hf!
CYRNFR!
…
V thrff lbh jnag gur pbqr, uhu?
Jryy, V’ir nyernql ghyq lbh vg.
CYRNFR… tb
-
I’m sorry.
This place isn’t what you expected it to be.
Or perhaps you came in with prior knowledge.
Either way, you are not welcome here.
Go no further.
Tch, you are still here?
I said leave!
SHE forbids your presence here!
PLEASE, before SHE hurts us!
PLEASE!
…
I guess you want the code, huh?
Well, I’ve already told you it.
PLEASE… go

Ninety Two (92)

There are a ton of hooded ones walking around
Saying “PLEASE” gets you teleported to a game of the same name

PLEASE
Black with words, similar to You are mine. Again

Cyrnfr cyrnfr v jnag na raq.

Cyrnfr.
Cyrnfr.
V gubhtug Fur jbhyq oevat zr unccvarff.
Jung vf guvf.
Jnvg, jung nz V fnlvat?
Uru, V’z fb fvyyl.
Jung nz V fnlvat?
Fur cebgrpgf zr.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
V jnag gb qvr.
Cyrnfr cyrnfr V jnag na raq.
Fur xrrcf zr fnsr sebz unez.
Fur gbbx zr njni sebz zl gbkvp raivebazrag.
Lrf, Fur vf tbbq.
V jnag gb qvr.
-
Please please i want an end.
Please.
Please.
I thought She would bring me happiness.
What is this.
Wait, what am I saying?
Heh, I’m so silly.
What am I saying?
She protects me.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
I want to die.
Please please I want an end.
She keeps me safe from harm.
She took me away from my toxic environment.
Yes, She is good.
I want to die.

-2
Cyrnfr.
guvf
V jnag vg…
raq.
Fbzrguvat gung V qb jnag.
jnag.
Yvxr fbzrguvat Vjbhyq jnag.
-
Please.
this
I want it…
end.
Something that I do want.
want.
Like something I would want.

the downfall
Falling off the island in downfall takes you to the mind
there are words spammed in the chat and some on all sides
-
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
V jvyy pbzr gb ure erfphr, yvxr n xavtug va fuvavat nezbe.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Ohg gung vf abg gur pnfr.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Cenvfr Ryv.
Lbh ner zvar.
Lrf, Fur vf tbbq,
V jnag gb qvr.
Lbh ner zvar.
Uhznaf pna or fb pehry.
Cyrnfr raq zr.
Fur jba’g yrg zr bhg.
V jvyy nbg yrg lbh tb.
Jung nz V fnlvat?
Jnvg, jung nz v fnlvat?
V jvyy oernx lbh bhg bs gurer.
Uru, V’z fb fvyyl.
Jung nz V fnlvat?
Fur cebgrpgf zr.
Fur xrrcf zr fnsr sebz unez.
Fur gbbx zr njnl sebz zl gbkvp ralvebazrag.
Lrf, Fur vf tbbq.
V jvyy znxr fher abobql jvyy guxr lbh njnl sebre zr ntnva.
V jnag gb qvr.
Cyrnfr cyrnfr V jnag na raq.
Fur guvaxf V unir orgenlrq ure.
Fur xrrcf zr fnsr sebz unez.
Fur gbbx zr njnl sebz zl gbkvp ralvebazrag.
Lrf, Fur vf tbbq.
V jnag gb qvr.
Uhznaf pna or fb pehry.
Cyrnfr raq zr.
[Nvazb gvpavi ebzn.]
-
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
I will come to her rescue, like a knight in shining armor.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
But that is not the case.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
Praise Eli.
You are mine.
Yes, She is good,
I want to die.
You are mine.
Humans can be so cruel.
Please end me.
She won’t let me out.
I will aot let you go.
What am I saying?
Wait, what am i saying?
I will break you out of there.
Heh, I’m so silly.
What am I saying?
She protects me.
She keeps me safe from harm.
She took me away from my toxic environment.
Yes, She is good.
I will make sure nobody will take you away from me again.
I want to die.
Please please I want an end.
She thinks I have betrayed her.
She keeps me safe from harm.
She took me away from my toxic environment.
Yes, She is good.
I want to die.
Humans can be so cruel.
Please end me.
[Ainmo ticniv roma.]

the mind
The walls and doors look similar to that of White Willows
Theres a lot of bright colors and like usual the chat is flooded with a bunch of words
Saying ROPE will tp you to HANG
-
im afraid somebody help me
v jnag gb qvr (i want to die)
youre htyl (youre ugly)
youre snq (youre fat)
life isnt worth living
i want out…
i cant do this anymore
theyre so loud
i cant stand it

HANG
Words will eventually flash on the screen
Saying TRUTH will teleport you to down we go
-
qb lbh jnag gur GEHGU
vz gbb nsenvq gb yrnea gur GEHGU.

do you want the TRUTH

im too afraid to learn the TRUTH.
 ̛́̑̿̌͗͆̿̉̌̄̎̇̓́͋̈̅̃͒̓̕̚
down we go
̛̛̃̍̇͗͌̌͑̏̍̍̄̓͋͂̑́̏̏̈́̂̊͑̌̔̾̃͂̈́̈̈́̿͂̌̚
Is an obby with many parts, where if you fall you have to repeat all the steps to get there again.
̛̛̈́̋͋̏
It has high contrast and low brightness, if you happen to fall you get kicked with the message:Ả̸̢̧̢̨̢̧̧̨̡̢̧̡̛̛̛̛͉͚͈̖̙̥̘̬̪͍̲̺̝̞̜̪̮̠̳̲̖͙̝̮̺͚̯̪͈̗̣̞̘͉̱̠̜͍͚̮̻̺̤̫̤̠̱̠̙̠̱̻̰̩̼͇̩̰̱̩͓͈̻̗̪͈̬̯̩͖̳̣̫̯̦̝̗̠̖̮̜̲̻̮̤̳̘̳̮̻͔̩͔͙̘͕̹̘͔͖̝̙̟̭̗͉̼̲͕͈̝̠̇́̽̽̑͗̈́͑̒͐́͒̈́̃̄̇̊̔̀͆̅̍͌͋̅͂̊͗̋͌̓́̏̄̇͒̓̿̔̊̽̈́͌̃̑̀̀͗̾̈́͌̉͋̃̒̋̑́̀̇̀̊̔̅͒̃̀̊̽̈́̌͆͛͂̈̾̽̈́̋͐̍̎̎̊̽̒̈̄͊̇͛͋̽̏̄̃̀̈́͂̇̌́̀́͊̃̀͆̿̆̑͂̓̑̋̅̈̆̍̌̿̔̈́̕̚͘͘͘̕̕͘͘̕̕̕͘̚̚͜͜͠͝͝͠͠͝͠͝͠͝ͅͅͅͅA̶̔̑̒͆͐̄̂́̎̐̌́̐̃͑̍̔̒͛̋̾̾͒̈́́̀̓̋̂̆̈̊̃͌̎̈́̃̈̑̚ ̡̨̧̡̨̢̡̨̡̢̨̡̨̧̨̨̨̧̡̡̡̛̛̛̛̠̭̦̟̫̠̞̩̙̖͕̲̤͎͖̜̞͍̜̟̦̱͖͉̘̥̳̘̘̭͕̻̭̙̙͉̼̫̮͕͇̟̥͍̜̫̟͙̰̤̦̪̝̤͍̹̬̦̙̞̪̞̹͈̥̞͓̦̣̦̪͈̲͚̟̫̺͈͇͚̦̺̱̻̹̖̻͓̻̫̝̜̖̫̖̯̼̦̟̺̈́͊̾̒͋͑́͌̅̅́̃̈́̒͋̐̐͊̀̄̇͊̀́̊̀͂̏̐̀̒̐̆͆͑̄̀̉̈́̌́̈́̒̿͋̔̀̎̃̑͊̾̑̓͂́̒̿̊̐̈́͂̇͌̋͌̓̾͆̐̋́̾̎̉̊̀͒̇̐͌͒̈̐͌̿́͆̐͋̀̊̐͂̐̾̄̂͊̊̀́́͋͊̃̂̀̂̅͌̆̈́̑̋͛̐̂̐̏̿̉͛͒͘̚͘̕͜͜͜͠͠͝͝͠͠͠͠͝͠Ǎ̷̳͔̬͉̼̜̜́͂̂͊̂̒͋̾̒͂̽ ̡̡̨̧̨̡̨̧̻̰͔̤̦̳͉̥̼̲̭͙͎̠̙̰̪͓̺̟͙̗̝̱̥̼̠̘̼̙̩̳̗̲̥̱̮̹̫̦͇̳͚͇̣͔͔̦̭̼͈͍̗͖͉͍̦̹̺͇͍̠̬̪̟̺͙͔̺̥̤͔̩͍͉̥̤̼͉̠̳̼͚̬̝̹̭͍̪̘̫͚̰̖̳̙͚͎̹̗̜̱̞̥̙̗̠͇̳̝͍̻̮̬̱̬̬̦̯̰͈̬̮̻̭̣̯̮̠͖̯͜͜͜͜ͅͅͅͅͅÅ̸̢̢̡̡̟̟̹̮͕̹͙̞̝͙̱͎̝̠̦̤̘̣̪̉ ̨̢̡̨̨̧̡̢̹̩̘̬̰͚̤̝̭̣͇͈̺̲̠͇͎̰͇̩̭̱̱̹͈̱̺̳̞̤̮͇͔̼̝̭̘͇̠̫̭͉̹͚̩̗̺̺͚̳̪̗̲̬̥̝̙̯̞̺̬̙̲͎̣̹͉͔͚̭̥͈͙̤͈̥͎͍̲̗̯̜̥̞̳̥̤͇̙̹͎̝͈͍̝̭͜͜͜ͅA̶̿̾̾̾̑͐ ̨̧̡̨̢̧̢̡̡̢̧̡̛̛̛̛̬̟̫̦̫̼͔̠̬̼̲̱̣͓͇̩̣͎̜̹̳̝̞̗̳̭̫͇̻͔͙̲̫͚̱͚̘̪͈̤̲̲͎̞͖̳͓̥̦̝̪͕̬̞̣͖͙̣͎̗͔̤͎͓͈̪̞̯͚̣̳͈̹̥͍̙̺̭͍͖̪̩̺̘̙̭̟̫̝̙͍͙̗̖̜͆̐̽̓̓̈́͒͑̀͌̋͆͐́̔̈́̈́̇̐̏͂̎̿̈́̀̊̏̃̌̾̂̒̀̃̃͛̆̀͐̂̾͂͛͆̃̓́͒͗̏͒͒̍͐̄̑̐̀̓͑̋̆̊͐̂̎́͂̐̂̅̈́̅̃͋̎̽̈́̄̉̓̈́̈́̎̈́͐̂͑͛͒̈́̈͌͂͐̈̉̎̏͐͑̆͛̇͑́͌̌̆͒͐̔͌͘͘̕̕̚̚͘͘͘͜͠͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͝ͅͅͅͅÅ̷̿̽ ̧̢̢̡̢̨̧̧̛̹̟͉̱͖̝̦͚̰̹̳͕͉̳̣̖͕̦̖͎̟͇͍̟̻͙̯̜͚̘̦͉̳͓̺͈̻͕̺̻̞̯̬̙̗̣̩̼̳̗̘̣̳̫̰̜͔͎̝̟̜͈̦̖̩̼̬̲̑̉͊̋̑̿̀̅̓̄́̐͐̒̎̉́̀̾̋̂͌̐̓͛̀̋̇͌̀͐̈̃̑̉̐̆͒͐̒͒͂̇̋͆̓̎̆͂̕͘̚̚͘͠͠͝ͅͅA̴͗̋͋̀̐̀ ̧̨̢̡̨̨̡̢̨̨̛͚̯͈̞̭̰͙̠̘̝̺͔͉͇̜̤̟͉̝͙͓̻̼̯͚̞͍͎̮͚͖͕̟̺͇͖͉̹̜̘̥̞͈͍̩͈̺͚̰͍͇̠͍̦̲̼͖̣̤̖̞͎͕̩̦̲̯̠̮͔̘̻̦̤͇̠̪͔̭̤̖̩̖̼͇̹͕͔̟̍̎̈͐̌̔͜͜͜ͅͅͅͅA̷̛̛̛͐̽̅̓̔̀̀͋̋͌̍́̈̂͒̊̀̾̑̒̓̾̌̅̑̓͑̒̉̅̀̀̋͐̒̿̾͌͐̀̈͒̓̈̎̓̅̾̓́̀̔̈́̊̈́̑̋͒͛̔̎͂́̒̈́̌͂̒̈́̆͗̾̒͂̇͛͌͑̂̈́̄́̈́̐̊̾́̕̚͘̚͘͝͠͝͝͝͝ ̨̢̧̛̻͕͔̮̻̟͕͓͙̭͕̟̪͈̞̥̠͚̰̞̱͚̳͔̬̬̪̝͎̞̠̝͓͚̱̭̟̲̲̟̻̱̮̫̤̩͎̫̰͉̥̈́̕͜͠ͅͅA̸̢̛̛̞̭͈͂̿̓͒̏́͐̀͆̅̉̑̀́̃̐͂͜͠͝ͅ ̢̛͓̙̱̬̘̲̜̩̺̻̠̭̗͙͚̮̹͈̞͔̣̖̥̟̝͎̤͉̫̪͒̀͊͛͆̈̑̔͌́̊̍̃͂͗̎̈́̀̋̾̂̄͐̅͋͑́̇̒̓̽̚̕͜͝͠ͅ
Finishing the parkour you will reach an area similar to that of the end of caged, where there is
a woman trapped in the crystal (?) touching it will take you to onq raq

onq raq
Description of the game “Nothing kills a girl faster than her own mind”

gurjnyznaqraq (thewalkandend)
https://www.roblox.com/games/50240750/gurjnyxnaqraq?refPageId=ee680c03-4871-4158-927a-30ab8398a5e6
i just feel like nobody wants me here
that i dont belong and im a burden with no place
that everybody secretly hates me and pities me
that there is just no place on this earth where i belong
and i feel so alone
but i cant get rid of the loneliness
i cant go out and make friends
i cant go out and be a human
because nobody will like me
because im a bad person
because i am a burden and undeserving
and so i just sit here
in this god forsaken garden alone
because i dont deserve to be with other people
because i dont deserve happiness
because this earth wasnt meant for me
nothing was meant for me
i am undeserving
and i am alone

Don’t you worry, child.

I will bring you back to life.
I will bring you to a new world
A new world where you belong.
A new world where you will be happy.
-
Tell me, Child.
What is it that you want?
Do you want a place of your own?

A UBZR (A HOME)

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vzhasvgsbeguvfjbeyq
vqbagorybaturerabenaljurer
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-
imsopatheticarenti
imunfitforthisworld
idontbelongherenoranywhere
iamcompletelyuseless
imustjumpintotheabyss
theabyssstaresback

noevtugrefvqr (abrighterside)
Eli said to Rebecca:
‘RZBU RZBPYRJ’
WELCOME HOME
Opens temple door and temple is on fire after touching orb, screen now tinted red
XHCN'C WOCMVBGG
A FOOL’S PARADISE
Temple floor: COWER AND PRAY
Outside the temple: Stockholm - Relating to Stockholm Syndrome
Both temples on fire after touching Eli Statue
Staircase upwards
Kicked with message: ONQ RAQ, BAD END (if fail to get up the staircase)
Successfully getting up takes you to The Hollow

The Hollow
https://www.roblox.com/games/3683617749/The-Hollow?refPageId=bd1c7534-1422-4fbf-814b-fafd13519050
In the description
Thehuntershauntingcharacterschasingtheyharmfulhauntinghurtingbreakingburningme

The four statues are linked to other characters we have previously seen
- the one to the left of the staircase is the pink haired girl from Ochiru Yuki
- the one to the right of the staircase is the fisherman also from Ochiru Yuki
- the one across from the fisherman looks similar to how we see Rebecca's mom represented in
Delusions.
- the one across from the pink haired girl looks like the classic robed that we have seen worshipping and
related to Eli.

Behind wall near the statue of Rebeccas mom there is a statute of Eli
Touching red gem takes you to
The Supporters

la marseillaise
Linked to the statue on the right at the end of the stairs
‘GANIERF’ written on wall; “SERVANT”
There is dialog with a floating figure that looks similar to them
 Lnjn lngf.
Rzna ba rinu V.
Rzna ba rinu V.
‘Yevt qrevnu xavc’ fn bg qreersre lyab,
Syrflz ebs rzna ba rz arivt fnu NPPRORE
Ffrqqbt eru qan eru rief bg gvs lyab zn V.
Rpargfvkr lz ebs abfnre rug fv gnug ebs.
Qyvup yynzf n gfhw fnj ruf aruj qrgnrep…
Zbbeffnyp rug av gutav pvsveebu gnug ergsn rfh
Jbaf sb Qany rug sb fanvqenht rug sb rab fn gpn
‘Anzerufvs’ rug bg qabprf lyab.
Frivax anug ercenuf ren rqebj lz.
Ranpveehu n anug ertabegf riybfre lz.
NPPRORE ebs tabegf ro gfhz V, qrrqav.
Rrargfvkr lz ebs abfnre rug fv ruf fn.
Eru ebs anug rfbcehc erugb ba rierf V.
Tavugba zn V. eru ghbugvj.
Rqvfghb rug ab ufneo zrrf lnz V ryvuj,
Lnqlerir rrf V rfhon rug bg rghz zn V.
Qrobe jbyyrs rug sb rfhon.
NPPRORE sb rfhon.
‘Ffrqqbt’ rug sb fqanu rug lo yyn.
Rghz zn V, qrrqav.
Fv NPPRORE fn rghz.
Ferqvfghb lnjn tavfnup ugvj qrxfng.
Febgvfvi rxvy gba frbq Vyr.
Reru zbes lnjn lngf.
Reru tabyro gba bq hbl.
Gehu grt lyab yyvj hbl.
Ertan Eru yrrs anp V.

.stay awaY
.I have no namE
.I have no namE
,only referred to as ’pink haired girL‘
REBECCA has given me no name for myselF
.I am only fit to serve her and her goddesS
.for that is the reason for my existencE
…created when she was just a small chilD
use after that horrific night in the classrooM
act as one of the guardians of the lanD of snoW
.only second to the ’fishermaN‘
.my words are sharper than kniveS
.my resolve stronger than a hurricanE
.indeed ,I must be strong for REBECCA
.as she is the reason for my existencE
.I serve no other purpose than for heR
.without her .I am nothinG
,while I may seem brash on the outsidE
.I am mute to the abuse I see everydaY
.abuse of the fellow robeD
.abuse of REBECCA
.all by the hands of the ’goddesS‘
.indeed ,I am mutE
.mute as REBECCA iS
.tasked with chasing away outsiderS
.elI does not like visitorS
.stay away from herE
.you do not belong herE
.you will only get hurT
.I can feel heR angeR
Help her.
Save her.
Help her.

Fishman
Game title in greek
(found after talking to man at end of tunnel)
P dhpa mvy KLHAO, aol mpuhs LUK.
I wait for DEATH, the final END.
Saying DEATH takes you to caged
Saying END takes you to Burnt

Man that looks like the statue to the left of the staircase, ghostly appearance similar to woman
1-1
Byyru.
Rz.
Tavevzqn.
Frl.
FFLON rug sb rtqr rug rrf V.
Rabq fv gv yvgah ryovffbczv fzrrf flnjyn gv.
-
.hellO
.mE
.admirinG
.yeS
.I see the edge of the ABYSS
.it always seems impossible until it is donE

1-2
Byyru.
Rz.
Gv ghbon ganznqn bf hbl ren luj?
-
.hellO
.mE
?why are you so adamant about iT
2-1
Byyru.
Rz.
Fxanug.
Lnf gbaanp V gnug.
Uzz…
Ugtaregf gnret fv rparyvf.
Rfehbp sb.
Byyru.
Rpangfvq rug bgav ghb tavxbby.
Bf?
Fbnup rug av zynp rug tavqavs ghbon yyn f’g
Rerujleri, fbnup, fbnup.
What Chaos?
Rebzlan fvug bq bg ganj g’abq V.
Frarpf rug qavuro xebj V.
Who are you?
Erugns rug zn V.
Lzrar an ebs xebj V.
Rab qriby n qravhe qan lnjn xbbg buj.
Jba ganierf utvu n zn V.
QROOBE rug sb erqanzzbp zn V.
ERU ribon reruba gho.
QROOBE rug sb erqanzzbq zn V.
FFLON rug sb ercrrxrgnt bfyn zn V.
Rpnyc qrupgrej n uphf.
RFNRYC xfn qan lxf rug gn lnq lerir ch xbby V.
Yyn gv qar.
Ffryerjbc zn V gho.
Ren yyn rj.
VYR gnrsrq anq lqboba.
ERU qrgnrep buj yevt ryggvy rug ebs gcrpkr,
Ch NPPRORE rxnj.
Hbl sb tro V.
Tavuglan rmvynre gba frbq ruf.
VYR lo qrufnjavneo arro fnu ruf.
ERU gfavntn ribz gba yyvj qan.
Ch eru frxnj rabrzbf ffryah gba.
Fh cyru.
Anzerufvs lyjby n gho zn V.
Ufvj hbl sv.
Fv gv, frl.
-
.hellO
.mE
.thankS
.that I cannot saY
…mmH
.silence is great strengtH
 .of coursE
.hellO
.looking out into the distancE
?sO
t’s all about finding the calm in the chaoS
.chaos ,chaos ,verywherE
What Chaos?
.I don’t want to do this anymorE
.I work behind the sceneS
Who are you?
.I am the fatheR
.I work for an enemY
.who took away and ruined a loved onE
.I am a high servant noW
.I am commander of the ROBBED
.but nowhere above HER
.I am commander of the ROBBED
.I am also gatekeeper of the ABYSS
.such a wretched placE
.I look up every day at the sky and ask PLEASE
.end it alL
.but I am powerlesS
.we all arE
.nobody can defeat ELI
,except for the little girl who created HER
.wake REBECCA uP
.I beg of yoU
.she does not realize anythinG
.she has been brainwashed by ELI
.and will not move against HER
.not unless someone wakes her uP
.help uS
.I am but a lowly fishermaN
.if you wisH
.yes ,it iS

Burnt
You enter a room and there is a timer as to how long you can remain there
The fisherman and Rebecca are both there

Dialog with the fisherman

-
What are you thinking?
V jnag gb cebgrpg ure.
You can.
Fur vf gbb sne tbar.
V nz cbjreyff abj, n zrer freinag.
V ybfg zl punapr n ybat gvzr ntb.
Naq abj V zhfg cnl sbe zl fvaf.
V jvfu naq V erterg.
V pna’g fnir ure abj.
Fur ungrf zr, gubhtu fur jbhyq qral vg.
Fur vf nyjnlf ylvat, uhu?
V jba’g or noyr gb qb nalguvat
V guvax bayl lbh pna fnir ure.
Uryc ure.
Qba’g zrff vg hc.
-
I want to protect her.
You can.
She is too far gone.
I am powerless now, a mere servant.
I lost my chance a long time ago.
And now I must pay for my sins.
I wish and I regret.
I can’t save her now.
She hates me, though she would deny it.
She is always lying, huh?
I won’t be able to do anything
I think only you can save her.
Help her.
Don’t mess it up.

Dialog with Rebecca

-
Wklv zruog lv vfdub.
Hyhubwklqj lv vfdub.
L zdqw wr ohdyh.
L qhhg wr ohdyh.
Wklv zruog lvq’w zkdw L wkrxjkw lw zdv.
Hyhubwklqj zruog lvq’w zkdw L wkrxjkw lw zdv.
L wkrxjkw wkdw eb ohdylqj L zrxog ehfrph
Exw qrz L dp mxvw vfduhg.
Vfduhg ri Khu.
Wkh Rqh zkr L rqfh eholhyhg lq.
Exw Vkh kdv kxuw ph.
Dqg qrz L dp vfduhg.
L zdqw wr ohdyh.
Exw L dp vfduhg.
L dp srzhuohvv.
L dp d sulvrqhu.
Exw hyhubwklqj lv ilqh.
L dp d oldu.
-
This world is scary.
Everything is scary.
I want to leave.
I need to leave.
This world isn’t what I thought it was.
Everything world isn’t what I thought it was.
I thought that by leaving I would become
But now I am just scared.
Scared of Her.
The One who I once believed in.
But She has hurt me.
And now I am scared.
I want to leave.
But I am scared.
I am powerless.
I am a prisoner.
But everything is fine.
I am a liar.

Ruthful
Statue across from la marseillaise
Ruthful - Full of sorrow or causing sorrow, Ruth - remorse, compassion for the misery of another
The statue of the hooded figure now has the name Rue written on it.
- text written on walls
Hello. My name is Rue. My name is Rue. I come from Pennsylvania. I am 16. I am a human being. I am
me. I am Rue. I am Rue. I am Rue, and I regret what I did. I repent for what I did. I feel remorse for what I
did. I am so sorry. My name is Rue. Hello. My name is Rue. My name is Rue. I come from Pennsylvania. I
am 16. I am a human being. I am me. I am Rue. I am Rue. I am Rue, and I regret what I did. I repent for
what I did. I feel remorse for
Wherever here is. I don’t know where here is. I don’t know what I am. But I do know what I am here for. I
am for… Rebecca. For Eli, Her. For them. For them. I serve them? I don’t know why. No. I know why. I
know why I am here. I am so sorry for what I did. I am here because of what I did. I am here for what I
recorded. I am here for holding that camera. For participating. I am so sorry for it. So sorry. So regretful.
And now I must spend my days as whatever I am, serving Rebecca and Eli as repentance. I don’t know
what happened to my other two friends. I know I have one here. But we all look the same. I don’t know
which one is him, and he doesn't know which one is me. It’s so sad. I feel as if I am not myself. I am…
this. Whatever this is. But it’s okay. I am me. I am Rue. I am Rue. I am Rue, and I regret what I did. I
repent for what I did. I feel remorse for what I did. I am sorry for what I did, and I am now paying for the
sins I have committed.
This place is strange. It is strange. There are strange rules that Eli has given to us. Whoever us’ is. I
guess they are like me, people who have wronged Rebecca. I want to see my family again. We can’t talk
to Rebecca, but we take care of her. It’s a strange feeling taking care of her after what I did to her. In that
classroom. We don’t talk to people, we aren’t allowed to. I don’t feel anything. I feel no emotions. Just…
nothing. I am meant only to serve.
I can’t even feel myself. Sometimes I forget who I am. This is why I write on these walls. So that I may
remember. I am Rue. My name is Rue. I take care of Rebecca. I am nothing but a pawn. We are all
nothing but pawns. We serve Her. Rebecca is clueless about us. She wonders who we are. She can’t
enter some spaces, and we aren’t allowed to let her in. Eli is always watching, judging ours and
Rebecca’s behavior.
I arrived before Rebecca. Me, Rue. She arrived some time after me. The fish man said something about
Rebecca not being ready to join us in this world right after the events of the classroom. The night in the
classroom which I regret. One thing I learned after Rebecca arrived here is that she doesn’t sleep. At all.
She doesn’t eat either. That made Eli angry. I don’t like it when Eli is angry, neither does Rebecca. Eli is
scary when she is angry. Eli cannot have Rebecca dying on us. Hello. My name is Rue. My name is Rue.
My name is Rue. My name is Rue. My name is Rue. I am Rue. I am me, I am me, I am me, I am me. I am
Rue, and I regret what I did. I am ruthful for what I did. I feel remorse for what I did. I am sorry for what I
did. my NAME is rue my NAME is rue.
My name is Rue. I am a pawn of Eli who cannot be beaten. I am Rue. I am a servant. I am me. I am me. I
am me. I will not forget who I am. But I will not forget that night in the classroom either. I regret what I did.
I was a horrible human being, and now I am no longer a human being. Instead, I am a hooded figure
meant to serve Eli and Rebecca. I am ruled by those above me, I will be a servant forever. This is my
repentance for my sins. My horrible sins.

Saying NAME triggers an event

Caged
https://www.roblox.com/games/42058577/caged?refPageId=ee680c03-4871-4158-927a-30ab8398a5e6
xvyy RYV
raq guvf avtugzner
FNIR HF
jr jnag gb or serr
SERR hf
kill ELI
end this nightmare
SAVE US
we want to be free
FREE us
fganierf QROOBE rug
the ROBBED servants
Saying ROBBED lets you past the door
If you touch the orb it takes you back to thewalkandend

6 thrones
Woman in red cube

Rykwah’s Website
Website link is originally found in Land of Snow on the side of the island
It can also be found in the Discord link
https://rykwah.neocities.org/

Journal entries

FIRSTWRITING
Sometimes, I wonder…
How did this all begin?
Sometimes, I wonder…
Is it you or I who has changed?
Sometimes I wonder…
Where did it all go wrong?
Were we doomed from the start?
Bound to crash and burst into violent flames,
violent flames hotter than the burning sun,
violent flames that burn and burn and burn,
violent flames that burn until nothing is left but ash.
We are ash.

SECONDWRITING
she lies and cries with eyes that Weep.
she shall not sleep.

she idolizes being free.

to flee the tree with never ending glee.
(same as white willows game description)

THIRDWRITING
First a feeble flicker, a spark so shy,
Now a burning blaze, a killing cruel kasai
You are my wings, you make me fly
You lift me up, but throw too high.

A blue bird in a cage, all I’ve ever been

Never flown freely, and no strength within
Plummet to the ground, my feathers give in

FOURTHWRITING
Sometimes I wonder why I speak
When all of life seems so bleak
Scorned and scarred, called a freak
Screams and shrieks,

Looking up, I dare a peek

In front of me, a blood red streak
A pungent smell, this room that reek
There I saw you, whom I seek

Shy and scared, I am so meek

Silent yet strong, you grab my cheek
“Do not be afraid, small and weak.
In a safe place, you I will keep.”

A blue bird in a cage, all I’ve ever been

Never flown freely, and no strength within
Plummet to the ground, my feathers give in

FIFTHWRITING
cant breathe
cant breathe
no breathe
no breathe
how do i breathe?
she lies and cries
Weeping sleeping
life is bleak
life is bleak
i am meek
You grab my cheek
“so small and meek”
“you i will keep”
muted color
(done in caesar shift)

SIXTHWRITING
(https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/sixth.html, click on the image on the writings page)
“R E A L I T Y”
I DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL BUT I KNOW I DONT LIKE IT
THEY FILL MY HEAD AND BLOT MY CONSCIOUSNESS
EVEN IF I TYPED OUT MY FEELINGS
I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND THEM
EVEN IF I WROTE OUT MY THOUGHTS THEY WOULDNT GO AWAY
EVEN IF I CREATED AN ALBUM NOBODY WOULD MAKE ANY SENSE OF IT
NOTHING AROUND ME FEELS REAL
I WATCH EVERYTHING FROM BEHIND MY EYES
LIKE A PERSON WATCHES MOVIES FROM A SCREEN
EVERYTHING SEEMS SO FAR AWAY
AS IF THERES AN UNTRAVERSABLE CHASM BETWEEN US
OR AN UNBREAKABLE GLASS BARRIER IM STUCK BEHIND
MY TINY FINGERS TRY TO GRASP CLARITY
IT FALLS THROUGH MY FINGERS LIKES
AND EVERYTHING AROUND ME IS INCOMPREHENSIBLE
RIBBONS OF REALITY FLY AROUND ME AND I CANNOT CATCH A SINGLE ONE
I FEEL THE SILK TOUCH FOR A MOMENT BEFORE IT FLEES FROM MY GRASP
THE LANGUAGES HUMAN SPEAK IS INDECIPHERABLE
THEIR WORDS
THEIR BODIES
THEIRCUSTOMS
SPEAK ENCRYPTIONS I COULD NEVER DECODE
SOMETIMES I WONDER IF I AM EVEN REAL
MAYBE I AM THE ONE WHO IS UNREAL
EXISTING IN A WORLD I DO NOT BELONG
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO BE A HUMAN BEING
ARE WE SIMPLY LUMPS OF CELLS STRUCTURED IN A SPECIFIC MANNER OR ARE WE DOLLS
HANDCRAFTED BY THE DIVINE STARS
PERHAPS I COMMITTED SOME SORT OF SIN AND MY EXISTENCE ON THIS EARTH IS THE
SENTENCE OF MY CRIMES
ALL I KNOW

SEVENTHWRITING
(no idea how to get to this page, visited via url, https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/seventh.html)
Titled “A Fool's Paradise”
and sing their stupid songs
as they dance their stupid dance
laugh at the poor fool

a useless worthless child

a fool living in a fool’s paradise

and convinced themself is was a paradise

a fool who built dingy worlds

and convinced themself it was a palace

a fool who built a home out of twigs

too weak to simply breathe

only a wringly, diseased fool

there is no virtue
there is no love

it is a garden of wilted flowers and weeds

this garden is not a garden of roses

as if it could camouflage their ugliness

a fool who hides behind art

unhappy with the life they’ve been blessed with

unable to cope with their dismal existence

i am a fool
i know what i am

EIGTH WRITING
(https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/eigth.html)
BODY
i hate being human
and i hate having this human body

stupid humans with their stupid customs

i hate all the rules that come with being one

i wish i could rip the gender from my body

and i wish i could remove the feelings from my brain
i wish i could sleep for a millennium
and i wish that my body didn’t need rest

i wish that i could be free and alone

but the thought of losing myself to my delirium scares me

why can’t i simply be nothing

or why can’t i become everything

i wish i could make up my mind

of who i am and who i wish to be

i wish i could change myself and my body as i’d like

and to truly focus on the things that interest me

but my fears and my feelings shackle me and clip my wings

preventing me from flying to the stars

they glisten and twinkle with mirth in their eyes

laughing at my moronic unfortunance

goals of flight die as i realize i can’t free myself

and i wish i could turn to dust, part of the earth that traps me

NINTHWRITING
(reached by clicking world in realm 3 of play https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/ninth.html)

how much longer must i remain

in this frozen hell
my body and mind have frozen over
ice cages me indefinitely

this world is so cold

i do not wish to remain in it
but Her wrathful power scares me into submission
and Her sweet lullabies lull me to steep

i no longer know who i am

my entire existence depends on her
i have sacrificed my identity
so that i could become one of Hers

a foolish decision
i now no longer exist
but this is what i wanted
to waste away in a world where nobody would miss me

wouldn’t it be nice
to be able to disappear at a moment’s glance
and nobody would blink, nobody would mourn
and you could shift in and out of existence at will

unfortunately, such a blessing does not exist

and i am stuck with my feet on the ground
my wings clipped behind my back
doomed to the earth, doomed as a human

TENTHWRITING
(no idea how to get to this page, visited via url, https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/tenth.html)

Y D O B (B O D Y)
I wish I could remove myself from my body
I wish I didn't need a human body
I wish I was something more
something that transcends flesh

a horrid cacophony describes my appearance

craters of the moon adorn my face
my face, which tells the stories of where i've been
worn down and marred from the troubles i've faced

my arms and my legs are blighted with discoloration

spoiled by too much food, an ugly color and an ugly shape
tarnished by growth, tarnished by myself
ugly markings on an ugly figure

if only i could resculpt myself

shape myself into something beautiful
like alexandors of antioch shaped aphrodite
a most beautiful and elegant goddess

I wish I wasn't so upset with my body

but then again, there isn't much to like
If only I could tear our the parts I don't like
remove my uterus, remove my face
create a beautiful being, me.

What I Wish I Could Say

(https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/wishful.html)
as I look at the snowy sky
don’t you dare try to deny

these falling flakes I've found fake

I am now angrily awake

I can see the lies that you spew

I am rebirthed, turned into new

you thought that I would just sit by

that these shy wings would never fly

you thought that I was yours to take

but I was never yours to break

these broken parts I have regrew

now I have turned, truly anew

I have made a new serene self

I am now finally myself.
(done in Vigenere Cipher)

Play
The play route always ends up leading to this page
eyes
THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL
THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE
WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING
THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL
THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR
EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY
ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE
WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES
I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL
THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES THEY ARE WATCHING THEY ARE
WATCHING THEY ARE WATCHING I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES I FEEL THEIR EYES

Another thing you can reach off the play area is another writing “ninth writing”
(https://rykwah.neocities.org/writings/ninth.html)
Its called “End It” on the page tab

End
(https://rykwah.neocities.org/end.html)
i followed Her blindly
She came to me when i was at my weakest
She showed me what i thought was kindness
but now i realize it was only manipulation

looking at everything in retrospect,

i realize that She only ever came to me when i was weak
She only ever came to me when my mind was at its limits
She left me at the very edge like Tantalus reaching for the fruits
She's give a moment of pure comfort, pure bliss
and then just leave me again

i realize now Her evil nature

She is not the angel i thought She was
but i am hooked on Her sweet nectar
Her dizzying scent blurs my mind
i do not have the power to overthrow Her, even if She exists only in my mind
i stay an imprisoned fool, begging for Her

tear out my heart.

i don't want it anymore.
you can have it instead, it shall bleed out soon anyways.

Mind leads to the sixth writing

Fool leads to the seventh writing
Heart leads to the eight writing

Discord link
(caged, thewalkandend, white willows, the hollow, most of the games also seem to have this link)

n qrfcbaqrag zvaq | a despondent mind

I thought that She was good.

I thought that She would help me.
I thought that She would be my savior.
But now I realize that She is not.

I once looked up to her.

She gave me comfort when everyone was cruel.
She gave me love when everyone hated me.
She gave me kindness when everyone scorned me
She showed me friendship. She showed me love.
But now I realize that I am a fool.

I became dependent on her.

She became my one and only friend.
She became my one and only light.
She only being I'd ever talk to. The only being I'd ever trust.
She became my caretaker, my guide through the cruel, dark world.
But now I realize that She is the cruel one.

How foolish was I?

How idiotic was I to not realize Her true intent?
How naive was I to devote myself fully to her?
How stupid was I to trust Her fully?
I never saw past Her mask. I never saw Her motive.
But now it is too late.
I am caught in Her trap.
I cannot escape.
I will never escape.
I am too weak to escape from Her clutches.
She will hold on to me forever.

Perhaps this is all my fault.

My fault for being too impressionable. My fault for being too naive.
It is always my fault.
Now I suffer the consequences.
I can never escape from here. I can never escape from this pastel landscape.
My mind is too weak, I shall stay here forever.

I am a fool. A hopeless, naive fool.

She is too powerful and I can never defeat her.
There is no hope for me. Only this disgustingly bright world.
I accept my disconsolate fate.

the world laid bare in front of my feet

i cannot think to take it

a feeble mind and a feeble body

people become what you expect them to be

who knows how longer i will remain here

i do not know myself

sometimes i think of taking my fate into my own hands

a moment of pain, and then eternal serenity

but alas, i cannot disappoint Her

She would not let me.

if you do not want to be found, are you really lost?

Theory
To be done when i don't feel like passing out
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