[ He's Mr. Right & I Am Ms.

Wrong ]
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[ 1 Synopsis ]
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Jamie Rix De Lorenzo,

the identical twin brother of Adamson Rix de Lorenzo. Mainitin ang ulo, babaero at
gwapo. Galit sa madaldal at maingay pero uubra ba siya sa isang kidnapper na
nagpanggap na yaya ng anak niya? Bata na, ang ingay ingay pa. This nineteen year
old,
Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas

Matatanggap ba niya at pagtatagalin sa trabaho o sesante kaaagad dahil sa kakulitan

nito na parang kaisang-isang tao na walang problema sa mundo?
HE'S MR. RIGHT, I AM MS. WRONG!(IKAW NA BA SI MR. RIGHT)
On hold...Coming this year. 2020.hahaha!Joke lang.
Winxy Chix

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Happy Birthday ate Yumi. Loves you much! Xoxo

🌺CHAPTER ONE🌺
NIKKA
"May pulis! Takboooo!" sigaw ng isang batang lalaki na kasama ko sa panggagantso!
Napatalon ako sa pinagtataguan ko nang bigla na lang siyang sumulpot at initsa sa
akin ang lintik na wallet. Jusmiyo! Lolo kong kalbo!
"Bakit ako?!" pero ako nga pala talaga dahil ito ang test sa akin. Kaagad akong
kumaripas ng takbo nang matanaw ko ang isang litson na tumatakbo, lawit ang dila
niya at nakakulay blue!
Pulis!
Pulis na mukhang litson. Malaki ang hita, malaki ang braso, malaki ang tyan at
maliit ang ulo. Humihingal siya habang hinahabol si Kiko. Si Kiko na ang totoong
pangalan ay Francisco Balagtas. Balagtas talaga ang apelyido ng bata, pero hindi
siya makata. Isa siyang banatilyo na labing pitong taong gulang pero sa halip na
mag-aral, lanseta ang bitbit niya at hindi bolpen, saka papel. Runner siya, hindi
ng marathon kundi ng habulan na ang taya, kung hindi tanod ay pulis. Ganito kami sa
squatters area. We were born as the poorest of the poor, and we'll die just like
that. Masaya na kaming kumakain ng dalawang beses sa isang araw. We're having
brunch, iyon ang tawag sa pinagsamang tanghalian at agahan na isang kainanan na
lang para tipid. May mas titipid pa ba sa ulam na tuyo at asin?
Nang makarating ako sa hugpungan ng daan ay kaagad akong lumiko. I can't fail, I
should not. Ito ang training ko bilang isang baguhang kasapi ng Akbayan. It's a
group founded by I don't know but a screen name of Lucas. Kapag pumasa ako rito,
kasama na ako sa grupo. I don't have a choice. Sawa na ako sa isang trabaho na
matino pero laging nakabingit sa alanganin ang puri ko. I'd tried being a
dishwasher, a cook, a housekeeper at this very young age, but I failed. Palagi
akong muntik-muntikan na magahasa at ayoko na ibigay ang sarili ko sa lalaking
hindi ko gusto at masama ay pinilit pa ako at sa huli ay sasakalin ako matapos na
parausan. I maybe trying to be a snatcher but I have my dignity as a woman. I am
Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas, 19 years old. Maganda at sexy, syempre. Bata,
mukhang bata.
Kinakabahan ako pero kailangan kong bilisan ang pagtakbo, hanggang sa nakarating
ako sa isang bodega kung saan ang tagpuan namin ni Kiko. I immediately hide at the
back of the wall. Mabilis na isinara ng apat pang kabataan ang pinto at bitin na
bitin sa hangin ang hininga ko. I put my palm on my chest and breath heavily. My
heart is drumming inside my chest at parang maha-heart attack ako. Tuyo ang
lalamunan ko at parang gusto kong uminom ng isang timbang tubig. I have to be
strong. I need this. I need to be involved in this group.
"Magaling!" sabi ng isang lalaki na hindi ko alam kung nasaan kaya lalo kong
nahigit ang paghinga ko. Madilim ang paligid hanggang sa bumukas ang isang kulay
dilaw na ilaw. I immediately twist my head and squint my eyes. Nakakasilaw ang ilaw
na iyon. Ang sumunod na umillaw ay ang mga bombilya sa napakataas na kisame ng
warehouse. Isang private property ang warehouse na ito na pag-aari ng isang na-
laid-off na military personnel. Ang mga bata na nagsara ng pinto, kasama sila sa
miyembro ng mga lalaking nangongolekta ng bata sa squatters area at ginagawa
nilang palimos.
Ako? Bakit kailangan kong gawin ito? May choice ba ako? Wala. Sino naman ang
tatanggap sa isang tao na hindi nakapagtapos ng pag-aaral at high-school lang ang
inabot. Kahit na senior high ay hindi ako nakatuntong. I have to do this for my
brother who has a Down Syndrome. Well, he's not really my brother. Napulot ko lang
si Bryan sa basurahan noong ten years old ako. Ulila na akong lubos. Isang dancer
sa club ang Mama ko na sumama sa isang Hollander pero hindi na nakabalik ng buhay.
She was murdered, ang masakit ay hindi ko siya naihanap ng hustisya dahil aksidente
raw ang pagkabagok ng ulo niya. But I have a strong instict that she was murdered
because of the insurance, that crap Hollander would get. Sabi ni Mama, kukunin niya
ako pagkatapos nilang makasal ng lalaki na iyon, pero nang makarating siya sa
Holland ay nawalan halos kami ng communication. My biological father was a Latino
bomber. He was a pilot of a fighting jet who could wreck an entire country with
just a single press. Press, kasi bomba ang karga ng jet niya. Sabi ni Mama
nagkakilala sila ni Papa sa club noong maligaw iyon sa Manila para sa isang
bakasyon, pero pagkatapos noon ay namatay din yata ang father ko sa isang gyera.
Iyon ang kwento ni Mama.
Bitter life but those things made me stronger. I'd learned how to stand on my own
and not to rely on anybody or anyone to feed my gnawing and famished stomach. Hindi
ko rin masisi ang sarili ko kung bakit papasok ako sa ganitong mundo pero kailangan
ko ito para sa kapatid ko. For his medication, for his therapy. May God forgive me
but I need this.
"Lapit na, Gabrielle." Sabi ng lalaki. He has that deep voice and he speaks like a
thunder. Parang gong ang boses niya sa laki at totoong malaki siyang tao nang
tumayo siya sa ilalim ng madilaw na ilaw. Malayo ako pero nakikita kong gwapo siya
at mestiso. He's wearing a brown straw hat ang a brown leather jacket, matching his
sombrero.
"Bakit niya ako kilala?" bulong ko kay Kiko.
"Sinabi ko na sa kanya ang pangalan mo, ate Nikka. Pero ayaw niya na Nikka ang
itawag sa iyo, Gabrielle ang gusto niya kasi dapat daw ay lalaki ang nasa grupo
pero kailangan daw nila ng babae para sa susunod na misyon ng boss nila." Sagot
niya sa akin.
"Boss? Hindi pa ba siya ang boss sa angas at pogi niyang iyan?" tanong ko ulit kaya
tumawa nang mahina ang paslit.
"Hindi ate, kapatid siya ni Sergeant Connor. May boss pa bukod sa kanya at hindi pa
namin nakikilala.
"Lapit na, bata." Ulit pa ng lalaking nakatayo sa may ilaw.
Tumingin ulit ako sa kanya at marahan na naglakad. Bata raw ako, matanda na siya
malamang.
Tumayo ako sa harap niya at saglit siyang tinitigan. Ang pogi! Nakatitig din siya
sa mukha ko, tapos ay ngumisi siya. He has that perfect set of teeth. He's
gorgeous. How could he be in this kind of illegal business? Kung sabagay, may
illegal ba kung kusa naman na sumasama ang mga batang lansangan at hindi naman
kinikidnap? Choice na nila ito at ganoon din ako. Pero bibitaw rin ako kapag may
sapat na akong kinita para sa kapatid ko at sa pag-aaral. Gusto kong makapag tapos
kahit Senior High, kasi alam kong makakapagtrabaho na ako kahit na paano. This is
the place where I grew up and I've had adapted the life this little hell like place
had always possessed to all the people who were trapped in it.
"Bagay ka kaya rito? Ang ganda mong bata." Sabi niya pero hindi ako nagbaba ng
tingin. Naglakad siya palapit sa akin, sa kabila ng mesa. Nakatago ang mahaba kong
buhok sa cap na suot ko. It's a cap without a brim. Few strands of my hair dangle
on my face and my nape.
He stares at me for a while with an unobtrusive smile. Napansin ko na light brown
ang mga mata niyang matiim kung tumitig. I look at him through my lashes because
he's so tall and I barely almost just reach his chin. I'm 5'7 in height while
possibly he's 6 foot plus.
Napanganga ako nang bigla niyang tanggalin ang cap na suot ko kaya lumaylay ang
mahaba at natural dark brown kong buhok na halos umabot sa baywang ko. I smell the
fragrance of my own shampoo, sunsilk green iyon. Hindi ako mayaman pero pagdating
sa mga bagay na panlinis ng katawan ko ay sunod iyon sa luho. Like toothpaste. Iyon
na lahat, pati feminine wash. Somebody had told me that the toothpaste alone can be
used as a feminine wash. At first I had though that it was impossible, but when
I've had tried it, I had proved myself right.
Inipit ng lalaki ang manipis na parte ng buhok ko sa daliri niya at para siyang
isang manggugupit sa salon na pinadausdos iyon hanggang sa makarating sa laylayan.
"The job will suit you best." Ngumisi siyang lalo. Akala niya siguro ay hindi ako
nakakaintindi ng english. Naturalesa na sa akin ang magsalita ng ganoong lenggawahe
dahil sa nationality ng Papa ko.
Ano bang trabaho ang sinabi ng lalaking ito? Alam niyang may misyon kapag nakapasa
siya pero hindi niya alam kung ano.
"You're beautiful. For sure, hindi tatanggi ang lalaking iyon sa iyo. Use your
charm, sweetheart. Akitin mo para makuha mo ang tiwala at malaking pera ang kapalit
ng misyon mo. Ibibigay ko ang bente mil, paunang bayad. Two hundred thousand ang
bayad sa iyo ni boss para sa misyon na ito. Oo o hindi?" agarang tanong niya na
ikinakurap ko.
He walks back, going behind the table and he sits on the wooden chair. Para siyang
Diyos na isinampa ang mga paa niya sa ibabaw ng mesa habang hindi ihinihiwalay sa
akin ang mga mata. I was gazing at him, too.
Two hundred thousand pesos? Malaking halaga na iyon para sa amin ng kapatid ko.
Pero anong trabaho iyon? Hindi ako nakagalaw sa aking kinatatayuan. I am waiting
for him to utter another word that will enlighten me more. But above all the things
that he's going to say, there's only one thing in my mind – I need it. I badly do.
Kung ano man iyon, pikit mata kong tatanggapin.
"Anong klaseng trabaho? Paano ako makakasiguro na makukuha ko ang bayad?" paniniyak
ko. Tuso ang kaharap ko kaya dapat na tuso rin ako.
"Hindi ka namin lolokohin. Pero huwag mo rin kaming ilalaglag. Maraming pwedeng
magawa ang kuya ko sa taong traydor. Nandyan ang kapatid mo na pwedeng –" aniya na
pinutol ko kaagad.
"Wag mong gagalawin ang kapatid ko. Hindi siya kasama rito. Tutupad ako sa usapan.
Anong trabaho? Ako na ba ang gagawa talaga?" usisa ko pa.
Tumaas ang sulok ng labi niya habang nakatitig sa akin. "Yes." tumingin siya sa mga
bata na nasa may likuran ko.
"Umuwi na kayo sa inyo. Walang nagsasalita, putol ang dila at hindi na sisikatakan
ng araw. Alam na?" mabagsik na tanong niya sa mga paslit na sabay-sabay tumango at
yumuko.
Mga paslit na nakakaawa. Sa halip na nasa eskwelahan ay nasa kalye at namamalimos.
Nanlilimos na, nanggagantso pa.
Stop having a conscience, Nikka. It won't help. I tell myself. I'm fully consumed
with all my needs, our needs. I'm fairly the same with these little boys behind me,
coerced to let ourselves dangle at the edge of a cliff, waiting for it to finally
collapse, and meet our dead ends. Kapit sa patalim, iyon sa maikling salita. Dahil
sa hirap ng buhay at lupit ng mga tao na biniyayaan ng kapangyarihan sa lipunan na
dahil lang sa mahirap kami at hindi nabiyayaan ng magagandang klase ng mga magulang
ay wala na kaming pag-asa. Wala sa amin halos magtiwala dahil sa klase ng lugar na
tinitirhan namin na talamak ang pinagmulan ng mga magnanakaw at mga taong hindi
mapagkakatiwalaan. Ilan ba ang natokhang sa lugar namin? Hindi lang isandaan.
Ganoon kagulo ang lugar ko, pero anong magagawa ko? Wala akong pera para makaalis
dito pero kapag nakuha ko ang two hundred thousand, aalis na kami ni Bryan at
isasa ko si Kiko. At kung papalarin ako at yumaman, ang mga batang namamalimos ay
dadalahin ko sa isang orphanage at ako ang unang magtitiwala sa kanila. I'll give
them the chance to live a normal life. Trusted and not being judged by the way how
they were dressed,wearing dirty and ripped clothes.
Sabay-sabay na nagsi-alisan ang mga bata at naiwan akong mag-isa.
The man stands up. "Come." Anyaya niya sa akin pero nakanganga lang ako sa kanya.
Shit! Pansit! Naisip ko na dapat yata ay hindi ako nagpaiwan na mag-isa. Baka
gahasain ako ng lalaking ito.
He stops from taking another step and looks back at me. "You're afraid. Hindi kita
aanuhin, kahit maganda ka. Hindi masarap mang-rape ng babae dahil nanlalaban. I
should take a woman with her consent. That's sweet." Sabi niya.
Akala niya yata ay hindi ko alam na kabastusan ang ibig sabihin noon. Inosente ako
pero hindi ako tanga. Kapitbahay ko ay pokpok kaya alam ko kung paano magtalik ang
babae at lalaki, iyon lang ay hindi ko alam sa aktwal kung ako na ang ginagawan.
Matutulad ba ako sa kanila na abot kalawakan ang halinghing na parang pag-aari nila
ang buong squatters area? Isang uwian ng mga lalaki ang malaking lumang bahay na
gawa sa kahoy ang katabi ng tagpi-tagpi naming bahay na magkapatid. Ang dingding ay
plywood na ang kalahati ay trapal. Kaya sa ulunan ko ay may itak at batuta dahil
kapag ako sinubukang kantiin, tatagpasin ko kaagad ang ulo ng mga lintik. Pero
hindi nila ako sinasaling. Bossing ako kahit ako babae. Laban ako sa boxing at iyon
ang pinagkakakitaan ko kapag may palaro si Kapitan. Pinapatulog ko ang mga kapwa ko
babae at pinaluluhod ang mga pandak na lalaki kaya kahit paano, may respeto sila sa
akin.
Bumuntong hininga ako. "Where to?" I ask. Halata sa mukha ng lalaki ang pagkagulat.
"English?"
"My father's an American-Latino." Sabi ko na lang sa kanya at tumango siya.
"Kaya pala maganda ka. Come on Miss Latina. Ipapakita ko sa iyo ang target mo."
Inakbayan niya ako kaya siniko ko siya.
Dumaing siya pero sa huli ay tumawa. "Fighter, huh? You'll gonna use that in time.
Not to me, but to your victim. Babaero ang magiging amo mo kaya mag-ingat ka.
Virgin ka pa naman yata." Umakbay siya ulit pero hindi na niya iniyakap sa isa kong
balikat. Ipinatong lang niya ang kamay sa balikat kong malapit sa kanya.
"I'm not." I lie.
Saglit siyang naparalisa. Huwag niya lang akong hahamunin at baka ngumawa ako na
parang kalabaw sa pag-iyak at panlalaban.
Hindi na siya sumagot at tuluyan akong isinama sa likod ng abandoned warehouse.
Doon ay may hinatak siyang isang dingding at tumambad sa akin ang isang magarang
salas. Isang hideout.
Maang akong napatingala sa kanya at nahuli ko siyang nakatitig sa akin habang
nakangiti.
"I'm Jesmond. I'll have you after your mission." Aniya na ikinatulala ko.
Iniisip ko kung papasok ako sa magarang hideout o aalis ako? Pero kailangan ko ito.
Saka, kaya ko naman ipagtanggol ang sarili ko. Pero malaki siya at malaki ang
katawan niya.
"Hindi kasama sa trabaho ang pagbenta ng katawan ko Mr. Jesmond. You're my boss and
you would remain my boss even until the very day this mission had finally ended."
mataray na sagot ko. Kahit kailan ay hindi ako mag-aasawa ng isang katulad niya.
Minsan ko lang na gagawin ang sumali sa iligal na trabahong ito pero pagkatapos ay
aalis na ako at iyon ang dapat na mapagkasunduan namin...
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I'll update po kapag may time. Di kasi ako makuntento na walang sinusulat. Muah
muah,!
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CHAPTER TWO
JIX
I'm sitting on my executive chair while having a hard time staring at these fucking
photos of my ex wife in the net. She's almost naked, for fuck's sake! So, this is
what she likes? This is what she'd battled for? To pose again like a gaddamn shit?!
To show her fucking ass and pussy?! What the hell?!
I heave a sigh. What a great day?! First, I am trying to find a new nanny after
Nanay Mercy had been shot a week ago, and then I'd found these crap pix of Amanda.
What the fucking hell to follow after all this flock of shitty things? I purse my
lips and stare again at the MacBook's monitor. She's still so really beautiful and
I admit that it's been a year but I hadn't found the right amount of courage to
move on. I wanted to, but how? I'm still into her, though I can't say that this is
still love. Or maybe, I had been badly jealous seeing her smiling like this. I
couldn't help but to ask my self, didn't I make her happy? She's happy with her
freedom while I'm absolutely not.
Nambababae ako pero wala akong makita na pwedeng ipalit sa kanya. Hindi siya
mayaman at hindi siya sikat na modelo pero masyado siyang matapang na tumayo sa
sarili niyang paa kaya gusto niya na na ganito. Iyong wala sa kanyang kukontra sa
mga desisyon niya sa buhay. I'm too selfish when it comes to her. That time when
she decided to file a divorce, I was totally aghast, infuriated, befuddled and
deluded. The only question I muttered was, why?
She'd found someone new. She had found a very young man, named Darrius. That's all
I know. Nakakatawa dahil nang magpaimbestiga ako, walang Darrius na mahanap ang mga
private investigators ko, not even my cousin Ghuix. Now, I'd figured out that maybe
it was a fanciful name just to cover up the man's real identity. I also didn't
bother to argue and find that shit. What for? If she'd wanted a divorce then I
would have had given it to her. That's what I did.
And now we're on our separate ways. If she comes to visit, it's because of our 9
year old son, Vandrix XII or Andi. She'd always gone wild whenever she's home. She
tries making up with me like nothing ever happened. But that ends there, trying
and french kissing. Fondled with sexual fantasy but I always stop. Wala na akong
planong makipag-sex pa sa kanya. I'd left it there, though there were those point
in time when she's really so horny. I'd rather have sex with different lots of
women than bed my ex wife who'd left me for just a piece of shit!
My eyes dart on her bosom. Nipple na lang niya ang walang takip. She's only
covering her damn feminine part with her palm. How the fucking hell that Darrius
let her do this kind of foolishness? At paanong nakakangiti pa siya sa harap ng
camera sa hitsura niyang labas na ang pwet niya sa madla? She's posing for a men's
magazine. Well, not too famous men's magazine but I admit, that mag contains the
young hot, sexy faces of the newest generation.
I sigh as I close her Instagram account with five thousand, mostly male followers,
commenting how they wanna touch her tits and her ass, and for fuck's sake! Ang
pinapantasya nila, pinagsawaan ko na. Pinagsawaan at minahal. She'd made a playboy
like me to finally fell down on my knees and felt satiated, but now I wasn't
feeling sated anymore. I'm totally disgusted. Hindi ko man aminin, hindi ko pwedeng
dayain ang sarili ko na hindi ako nasaktan. I've had loved her but she chose to
wreck my dignity as a man. Now, I'm back to may old dirty habit being a –
womanizer.
I lean on the backrest and stare at nothing. After a couple of minutes, the
intercom buzzes. It's my secretary, Kelly.
I answer her immediately. "Yes?" I sternly ask.
"Haley, Sir Jamie." She says.
Haley? I knit my brows and pause for a while. Oh! Haley Darwin. I smirk devilishly.
So, I'm back into business again. She's the woman I met the other night. Pumunta
ako sa isang batch reunion and she was there, too with her cousin, Gina, my ex. Ex,
I mean – ex partner in bed when I was still in college. Tinupad pala ng babae ang
sinabi na magkikita ulit kami after that night, ngayon na ba iyon? Will she undress
herself today and lay on the bed like a horny cat ready to be fucked?
I am ready for another hard core today in broad daylight.
"Cumming out." I grin on the intercom and bite my lower lip. This woman will cry my
name in pleasure any minute from now.
I fix my collar and fold the cuffs of my long sleeves, but I halt when the door
suddenly opens up to flaunt my twin brother's conceited handsome face. Here he's
again. Ano na naman ang kailangan niya? Since he got married, he became a so
annoying father like figure, preaching here, preaching there.
He has that ferocious green eyes, just like my pair of eyes. He's my younger twin
brother but I was acting the younger one since I and Amanda had detached. He keeps
on walking toward me and didn't even bother to shit the door. He stands in front
of me like Mommy Suzanne, but my eyes were pasted to Haley's cleavage who's
standing in front of Kelly's cubicle. Holy hell! She's wearing a black tube top
exposing mostly all of her damn tits. She's no doubt a hot, fuckable woman ready to
pull her thighs separately and welcome me in. Oh shit! My cock thrills inside my
pants.
In the end I notice Adam staring at my protruding cock within my slacks.
"Where the fucking hell are you going, kuya? I'm here to tell you something. Sit
down." He commands me but I snarl at him. He has that death glare and I have the
same.
"Oh will you shut the fuck up, Adrix! I'm your elder, and stop acting as if you
were the one." I pluck the key off the table and fix myself.
Adam puckers his lips and still giving me that warning look. "You'll fuck that
woman, right?"
"Right. So get your ass off my way. I'm having a boner and you're not helping me,
ass hole. What do you want?" my brows crinkle.
Baka maya-maya kapag nagkapikunan kami ay magsuntukan na naman kaming dalawa. We're
both hard headed and ill tempered, but we love each other. Since our father
committed suicide, it's just me and him. Kami na lang na magkapatid ang nagmahalan
at sabay kaming tumayo sa sarili naming mga paa. We're both seventeen when we
started to manage the companies we'd received from our predecessor, our Dad. He
provided two of the most productive companies for me and Adam. Mine's a huge
branded shoes, perfumes and clothing company, exporting globally; it's Infinity.
This was the business our Mom bespoken to our Daddy, that's why it was named
Infinity. But in the end, she just left him dejected. And so as me and my younger
identical twin brother.
"A fashion designer came to my office a while ago. She's crying. She'd told me, you
turned her down because she didn't fit your taste. Your qualifications when it
comes to your applicants, mostly on top of it was –" he quotes his fingers in the
air. "Fuckable." Adam stated.
I let out a waggish laugh. "Who? That Alona Mae Colorado? Come on, hiwalay ang
personal na kalandian ko sa babae at sa negosyo. If it's for my business, kahit
mukhang bao na binuhukan ay tatanggapin ko, as long as she's capable enough
handling the career she's been up to. Ang problema sa kanya, nerbyosa siya. I hate
that kind of attitude Adrix, you know that. I want a woman who will not drop her
gaze on the floor once I gawk at her." I explained.
"Why not change it for the better? Look where it have had gotten you? To a split
up. Amanda was such a fighter and a rebel. Enough reasons why she renounced you for
she wasn't contented anymore." He told me.
Saglit akong napatunganga sa kanya. At some point, he's right. Ganoon si Amanda,
explorer. Mahilig sa bago at malamang ganoon din ang pov niya sa pagiging mag-asawa
namin. She'd decided to desire for a new kind romance. A new challenging life more
than being a perfect mother to our son and a loving wife to me.
"I'm happy without her." I lied again. Well, alam kong alam ni Adam na hindi ako
masaya. Dalawang taon na ang lumipas pero ako na lang yata sa mga de Lorenzo ang
naiiwan na nakanganga at hindi masaya. I don't fucking care, as long as I have
countless supplies of pussy to smash up. I care no more.
I raise my brows and press my lips as I avert my gaze. "You're here, take care of
my company for a while. Give me three hours, bubba." I smile at him but he still
looks so pissed. Or, hindi na siguro ako sanay na nakikita siyang seryoso at parang
laging mananakit ng lalaki at manre-rape ng babae. He had been a very jolly man
since he got married, and I'm happy for Adam. He can still manage to let his
married life dance like a ballerina in his palm. And that ballerina is Adam's wife,
Iza. Sabagay, swerte siya sa batang iyon. Ang lambing at masyadong maasikaso kahit
medyo tahimik. Iza is a great proof that goes against the saying, ang taong tahimik
ay nasa ilalim ang kulo. Not my twin's wife, who's really kind and caring.
"Oo na. Sagot na. Wag mo na akong titigan nang masama." I pat his shoulder and I
receive a sigh and a gentle nod.
I grin widely as I hug him. "Mabait na bata." Biro ko sa kanya kaya sinuntok niya
ako sa tyan.
That hurts but I just chuckle. Iniwan ko siya at pasipolsipol na naglakad papunta
sa pintuan. I can't take my eyes off of Haley. She's such a fucking witch and I'll
ram her later like a caveman hungry for sex...

Amanda Cerny, the ex wife

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🌸CHAPTER THREE🌸
NIKKA
Para akong tuta na lalagnatin sa suot kong naninigas na coat. Hindi ako sanay sa
ganito. Yaya ang pag-aaplayan ko at hindi executive Vice President ng kumpanya.
Bakit naman ganito ang ipinasuot sa akin ni Jesmond? Daig ko pa nito ang aagawan ng
posisyon ang Presidente.
That guy, Jesmond, nagkasundo na kami na ibibigay na niya sa akin ang kalahati ng
bayad ko. I made myself strong enough to swallow the illegality of this work I'm
involved with. I have to apply as a nanny to kidnap the nine year old Vandrix de
Lorenzo XII. I have to. Isinangla ko na kay Satanas ang kaluluwa ko at alam kong
walang kapatawaran ang gagawin kong ito, pero kailangan ko.
I stupidly look at my reflection on the glass walls of the building I'm about to
enter.
Ang ganda ko!
Ang ikli ng skirt ko at labas ang mahahaba kong mga hita at binti. I look
respectable, though I am really not. These fabrics I'm wearing can actually cover
the identity of the real me. I don't look fancy, but I can deceive everyone's eyes.
I look up at the building.
The Infinity building. An amazing bluish green color of the glasses when the sun
rays reflect to it. Anim na hilera ng mga nagtatayugang building ang nasa harap ko
ngayon.
But this is building I always look up to since I was a kid. Pangarap ko itong
pasukin, and I can't believe that I am about to do it now. Dati ay sarado raw ang
compound na ito at dinaig ang Malacañang sa higpit ng security. But when I was ten,
the de Lorenzos decided to get rid of those security forces at the main gate,
making the entire compound visible to all the people who wanna take a closer look
of the famous de Lorenzo's buildings, those truly represent wealth and deluxe. The
billionaires! And I heard, they're not just billionaires - they're truly demigod
billionaires} ! Nakita ko na sila sa magazines at wala sa kanilang itulak kabigin.
Bihirang-bihira silang lumabas at sa Forbes lang sila nandoon. Napupulot ko ang mga
magasin na iyon sa basurahan kapag nangangalakal at napapatulala ako roon. Hanggang
ngayon ay nakaipit pa ang pahina na iyon sa luma kong libro. May pilas lang ang
kopya nila at hindi ko nakita ang babaeng de Lorenzo at ang tinatawag na Jamie at
Adamson. Iyong Guilherme may pilas ang mukha pero nakita ko naman ang kagwapuhan.
Now, I'm curious. What that Jamie Rix de Lorenzo will exactly look like?
Jesmond didn't give me a copy of his picture or anything to easily identify him.
What I have is a photo of his son, my target. Hindi ko naman siya papatayin.
Ibibigay ko siya kina Jesmond at doon nagtatalo ang konsensya ko. But what can I
do? I think it was a great mistake that I'd entered the world of a notorious
syndicate. But it's too late to turn back now. I can't back off.
I thought I was just going to be a typical snitcher and a look out when the group
decided to thieve. But this job is way further than what I'd thought it could be.
I'd thought I would just be an ordinary snitcher but now would truly be a snatcher;
not just to snatch, run and hide but to kidnap a child.
Pero ano bang pakialam ko? Hindi ko naman kaano-ano ang bata. Saka may kapatid din
akong dapat kong buhayin. This is the best way to bring in money, easily. Kapag
natanggap na ako, may one hundred thousand na kaagad ako. Kakain ang kapatid ko na
si Kiko ang kasama ngayon. Wala akong iisipin na iiyak siya kapag nagugutom na.
That was the first deal I demanded, to make sure that Jesmond would feed my brother
while I'm away.
I take a deep breath and set my foot forward. Tuloy-tuloy ako sa may entrance ng
building kahit na parang purong kalyo na ang mga daliri ko sa paa, at patabi-
tabingi pa dahil sa lintik na taas ng takong ko na pwede nang itusok sa mga mata ng
manyakis na lalaking tumitingin sa legs ko. Kung alam lang nilang sanggano ako,
tumingin pa kaya sila?
Buong kagandahan akong ngumisi sa guard na nakatayo sa gilid ng stainless na
barikada. "Good morning, papabols. I mean, Mr. Guard na pogi." Pinakurap ko ang mga
mata ko.
He amazingly looks at me and a smile pulls the corners of his thick plum colored
lips.
"Good morneng Ma'am, byutepol. Haw mi I help you, byutepol?" ngising paniki siya.
May pangil kasi siya sa bibig, napapagitnaan ang kanyang pustiso na kamuntik
malaglag nang magsalita siya. All right! So, the president of the company empowers
wealth and good looks, but the employees do not. Hindi naman pala mapili ang boss.
Buti naman.
"Applicant, Mr. Pogi. Yaya." Imporma ko sa kanya. Tumango siya at pinausog ako sa
tapat ng isang scanner. I see green light moving, scanning my body.
"Magpola iyan kapag armado ka, Ma'am." He informed me.
I look at him and nod gently. For sure, this won't turn red, wala naman akong
balisong na dala. Iniwan ko sa bahay kanina.
After a few seconds the monitor displays, CLEAR. Lintik. Ganito ka-high tech ang
kumpanya ni Jamie Rix de Lorenzo? Walang dudang mayaman talaga. At sa gulat ko nang
tumingin ako sa may gilid ay may dalawang baril na nakatutok sa katawan ko. Hindi
iyon hawak ng tao kundi hawak ng dalawang stands, tigkabilaan.
I gulp when I feel my knees suddenly tremble. Ayoko ng baril, I had a very bad
memory when it comes to riffles and pistols. I mean, pwede akong makakita, huwag
lang sa aking itututok. Hihimatayin ako sa nerbyos.
I had been badly traumatized when the owner of that piece of land where we live
brought a demolition team. They're all armed and were ready to kill every possible
person who would try to block their ways. Until I heard nothing, except for those
gun shots, leaving numerous numbers of fatality. And what shook me off to death was
when I saw my mother crying in pain, she was shot! Nakatago na kami sa loob ng
bahay at nakadapa pero bakit tinamaan pa siya? Kumilos pa kasi siya at niyakap ako
habang nagkakaputukan, kaya nabaril siya. I thought I'd lose my Mama, but she was
saved.
"B-Baril." Mahina kong usal at kaagad na nanubig ang mga mata ko at tumingin ako sa
gwardiya.
"Oo, Ma'am." Sagot niya kaya nahahapo akong napahawak sa stainless na barandilya.
But later, the riffles move on their own, pointing to different directions. That
was when I felt relieved.
I gain my strength again and slowly move forward and look back from time to time.
How could it be so possible? Those guns were fully automatic, controlled by a
microprocessor chip. Paano kung mag-malfunction iyon? Kahit hindi armadong tao ay
mapapatay? Isn't it too dangerous for innocent civilians or even the company's
employees?
Nasa tapat na ako ng elevator pero nakapihit pa rin ang ulo ko sa mga baril na
iyon. Hanggang sa makita ko na may pumasok na tao at automatic na kumilos ang mga
iyon papaikot, paturo sa lalaking tumayo sa may scanner. I wonder how fast those
things can actually shoot an armed person? Can it be that really quick? Like a
blink of an eye? I don't know.
Napaitlag ako nang tumunog ang lift kaya kaagad akong napatingin doon, at sa
pagkagulat ko ay babae at lalaking naghahalikan ang bumungad sa mata ko. I halt
when they don't even bother to stop. They're kissing hungrily like they wanna eat
and swallow each other's mouth. Nakakita na ako ng naghahalikan pero hindi ganito.
At first I found it so gross. Nakakbastos kasi iyong mga pokpok at mga beteranong
matatandang lalaki ang nakikita kong naghahalikan sa may tabi ng bahay ko.
But with these two, wow! Napanganga ako habang pinapanood sila. Ang lakas ng loob
kong tumunganga. They look so perfect. Kahit parang naka-glue ang mga nguso nila ay
alam ko ma maganda si babae at pogi si lalaki. He's almost covering the woman and I
can vividly see his broad back and shoulders. He's so tall and he has a sexy back.
Jusko! Saan ako nakakuha ng description na sexy ang likod ng isang lalaki.
But shocks! Nilalamas niya ang isang suso ng babae. I gulp, until they stopped. I
couldn't find the chance to move. I was so blown out.
Bigla ang naging pagpihit ng lalaki at sa pagkagulat ko ay gusto kong himatayin sa
kagwapuhan niya. Shit, those green eyes! He has a mole beneath his left eye that
even makes him look so charming! He's old but he's so gorgeous!
Hawak pa rin niya ang suso ng babae. Nakatakip ang palad niya sa malaki, bilugan at
ubod ng puti na dede nito. The woman's tube top was improperly placed to cover up
one of it. O baka sadyang ibinaba iyon ng lalaki. Boba ka Nikka, oo na nga! Hawak
niya kasi!
I blink when the man elevates his brows. His reddish lips are moist. Lalo akong
napanganga nang dilaan niya iyon na parang pinapahid niya ang laway nilang dalawa.
Funny how I don't find it gross, I find it so attractive that even makes my cheeks
heated.
Papasara na ulit ang elevator pero itinulak niya papabukas. "Fix yourself, Haley."
Utos niya sa babae na tumalikod naman.
I didn't drop my gaze though his eyes are stupidly fix on mine. I just press my
lips and keep it for a while.
"I've never seen your face here, little girl." He muttered as he raked me. He glues
his eyes on my thighs for quite a while, then the corner if his lips tilts.
Shit, pansit!
Sasara ulit sana ang pinto pero itinulak niya ulit, hanggang sa lumabas siya at
sumunod ang babae sa kanya. The woman embraces his arm and ironically, she throws a
death glare toward me which I ignore.
"Yes, you never did, S-Sir." I smile genuinely though my knees are badly shaking.
Mas mabuti pa palang makipag-boxing ako, hindi ako nanginginig. Bakit nakita ko
lang ang halikan ng dalawang ito ay parang gusto ko ng magpag-confine at magpakabit
ng swero?
I move my gaze on his hand. He has a big hand. Pati daliri niya ay mahahaba at may
mga pinong balahibo. He has that rosy white skin tone and he's so neat. Bagay sila,
actually pero parang ang sungit ng babae. I look up at the man's face again,
straight into his eyes.
"This is private elevator, baby girl. Those are for ordinary employees." Sabay turo
niya sa mga hilera ng elevator sa may gawing likuran niya.
Baby girl? Ilang taon na ba ako sa tingin niya? Sabagay, mukhang. Ay edad na siya.
Pero bakit parang nakakakilig ang tawagin niyang baby girl? Dahil ba pogi siya? Eh
ang babae? Anong tawag niya?
"I'm sorry. I didn't tell apart which is which. Ang pogi niyo po kasi." I smile at
him but I don't pull back my gaze. His eyes are so damn beautiful. Parang ninerbyos
siya sa sinabi ko. Bakit hindi yata siya naniniwala na pogi siya.
Pwede ko naman siyang landiin, hindi na naman kami magkikita ulit na dalawa.
"Come on, honey." Niyugyog ng babae ang braso niya at mas lalong niyakap. Dikit na
dikit na iyon sa nakausling suso ng babae.
Hmmmp! I have those tits, too and big enough to seduce a man, including him!
I can see how he bites his lower lip that even makes it more bloody red in color.
"I see." Ngumisi siya at kamuntik akong malaglagan ng ngalangala dahil lumabas ang
dimples niya.
His eyes become fiercer. "Forgiven. Just stop staring when two people are making
out, who knows you might get involved in an orgy." He smirks and winks as they went
off. " - Or threesome." he whispers.
Orgy? Anong orgy? Nalukot ang noo ko habang habol sila ng tingin. I can't help but
to scan him as he walks on. Sobrang tangkad niya at sobrang laking tao. Ano kaya
siya rito? He doesn't look like an ordinary employee. Maybe he's a financial
officer or perhaps one of those people in an executive position.
I wish for him to look back but unfortunately, he didn't. I'm not his type. He
likes mature woman and not the one he so called - baby girl?! Napangiwi ako sa
salitang iyon. I'm already nineteen. Well, actually turning ninteen next week.
Ewan! Inayos ko ang aking sarili. Why the hell am I bothered? Hindi naman siya ang
ipinunta ko rito kung hindi ang may-ari. I need to be hired as a nanny. Ready na
ang fake documents ko. Kung may hindi man pineke rito si Jesmond ay ang edad ko at
ang hindi ko pagkakatuntong sa senior high at kolehiyo. But I have to nail this.
Magda-drama ako at maglulupasay kapag hindi ako tinaggap. Sasabihin ko tatalon ako
sa rooftop nang patiwarik...
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🌸CHAPTER FOUR🌸
JAMIE RIX
I am here leaning against the headboard, waiting for Haley to finally comes out
from the bathroom but the young face of that girl at Infinity was pasted inside my
head. Fuck! What the heck is happening! Hindi pa ako sira ulo para magkagusto sa
babaeng para ko ng anak! Putang-ina! I've never been attracted to women decades
younger than me. She's cute, overly cute and there's something in her eyes whenever
she stares at me. She's brave! Brave enough to fight back my drilling gazes. And
it's my damn weakness! I love submissive women but I also love them to fight for
what they think is right. The kind of attitude who won't say, yes, that fast but at
the end, will also answer the same; surrendering to all my will and dominance.
I blow the smoke out of my mouth and doltishly smirk when I remember that pair of
legs. That kid was no doubt had something in perfection, especially her innocent
smile. Yeah! Innocent but teasing. She has that perfect curve deapite her young
looks. Her hair was so damn long and shiny dark brown in color, pairing her light
brown eyes. Her stare than can pass through my eyes. Who the fucking hell is she,
for I wanna see her again? I just wanna see her but not to fuck her. I don't want
to fully thrust myself into the pit of hell for I'm not a thief of virginity. I
never fucked a virgin woman. Baka biglang magningas ang ipinagyayabang kong
pagkalalaki kapag nakialam ako ng birhen.
Hanggang tingin na lang ako at tulo laway. I pull that girl out of my thoughts when
Haley walks out from the bathroom. She's damp and covers herself using a small red
towel.
I intendedly toss the comforter sideways and step out of the bed. I jerk my self
toward her and pull her towel that wraps her body. I heard her gasp, but excitement
crosses her face as well as her eyes. Haley has gray eyes which I found not so
attractive. Mine were deep green like a pair of emeralds, and I want a woman with
dark or light brown eye color. But Haley's fine with me, anyways she's just for
cover up. She's here to fill my needs as a man and my old dirty habit of being a
playboy.
"Come, you woman." I pull her hand and pushes her onto the bed and it made her
bounce.
Her ass was exposed. I bite my lip and squint my eyes as I demonically smirk. My
cock hardens to the extent of having an orgasm even without filling her in.
"Lift up your body. Brace yourself, honey." I command her and she follows me right
in an instant.
"I want a nicer view Haley." I demandingly stated.
Ibinuka niya ang sariling mga hita, giving me that full sight of her pussy and her
ass. Oh holy hell! I look down when my manhood pulsates. I move forwad and
unhesitatingly kneel at the edge of the mattress as I face her cunt.
"Jamie, ohh," she moans when my lips met her pussy lips. I quickly grab her ass and
lick her hungrily. But I'm not contented so I decided to eat her in the most
sensual way that I could. I touch her swollen clit and tongue fuck her. I have to
make her cum so that she'll be submissive later. Pagod na siya pero hindi pa ako
magsasawa. That's the benefit of making my women cum first multiple times, before I
make my way deeper into their pussy.
"Ahhh shit! Shit! Shit!" she cusses as her hips move in rhythm with my tongue ang
my finger on her womanhood.
"Jamie Rix!" she grabs the thin sheet of fabrics and throws back her head. Her toes
are curling, and I know she's near.
"Don't cum yet." I muttered, then I resume fucking her using my tongue.
"You're such a torture on pussy!" she grunts but I just smirk.
"Yeahhh? You call this torture, Haley?" I broaden my grin when she looks back. I
saw her face flushing red and her mouth was shaped like, O.
I lick her again while staring into her eyes. There she shut her eyes and moans
again, when I tease her ass.
"Ahhh, I'm cumming, please." She begs but I don't give her my damn answer. I ate
her cunt erotically until a long scream fills my ear as he wriggles in pleasure.
"Fuck you, Jamie. You're great." She pants and dump herself on the mattress.
I grab a handful of her hair and pull her. "Taste yourself." I slide my middle
finger in her mouth and let her lick it. Pagkatapos ay hinalikan ko siya nang buo
habang hila pa rin ang buhok niya.
She grunts when I cut it off. I turn her on her back and forcefully guide her to
kneel.
"Five isn't enough so regain your strength, woman." I utter as I tease her lips
with the tip of my cock.
She's cautiously looking at me so I raise her a brow. "What? Don't you wanna
swallow it? Tell me and we'll end this." I give her a warning look.
Hindi ko alam kung nagpapagvirgin siya o ano, pero hindi niya ako madadala sa mukha
niyang pinagmumukha niyang Santa. She's no Saint, I'm quite sure of that. In the
first place, I have her number but I didn't bother to call her and beg her to have
sex with me. She came into my office voluntarily, and she has to surrender and be
obedient enough to follow my orders and fulfill my needs as a man.
She glances at my cock. Who will gonna turn her back on my 8.5 inches and the
fucking base girth on the maximum measurement, 8?
"Leave or not?" I asked her. I won't waste my time if she'll continue to play
naïve, for she's not.
I crease my forehead and ready to jump my ass out of bed, but she holds my dick and
lick the tip of it.
I give her that lustful smirk. "Good woman. Now, suck it." I dominantly command
her, and she does it.
Fuck! I grab handfuls of her hair pulling her face toward me, so my dick will fully
occupy her warm moist mouth. She's stretching her lips, wider than necessary to
take me in.
"Come on, Haley." I draw my head back with my eyes shut and savor that erotic
feeling while her tongue keeps gliding around head of my shaft.
"Fuck you Jamie, why does it getting bigger inside?" she complains, then she
smiles. "But I'm loving it." She sucks me again so I help her head to maintain her
pace. I can feel my cock reaching her throat but she doesn't retch. Sanay na siya
na kahit halos lunukin na niya ang kalakihan ko ay mas nag-eenjoy pa siya.
I move my hips, meeting every suck she makes. I'm thrusting harder inside her mouth
and my balls tighten even more when she touches it and plays with it sensually.
"Oh god, Haley. Your mouth is heaven." I groan when the orgasm starts to build up.
I move faster and when I'm near, she almost pulls back her head and spit my cock
out but I hold her head firmly, so she won't be able to move.
"Oh dammit!" I curse when I start to cum. I hold my breath to make my orgasm a
little longer and gotta enjoy it for a while.
She moans when I explodes inside her mouth. Then, I gently pull myself out of her.
"Swallow it!" tinakpan ko ang bibig niya at hindi siya hinayaan na iluwa iyon.
I smile when she swallowed all my cum.
"How's it?" I draw my face closer to her and look at her face. I touch her cheek
using my thumb and kiss her cheek.
"Sweet." She said while I keep on ravaging her neck.
" Good. Now on your hands and knees, honey. I'm gonna ram your pussy, hard and
wild." I tell her and have that hellish grin..
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CHAPTER FIVE
NIKKA
Nakatunganga ako sa sekretarya na nakaupo sa upuan sa loob ng cubicle, habang
nandito naman ako sa waiting area. Nilalamig na ang pwet ko sa stainless na upuan
dahil sa lakas ng aircon. I’m not nervous, hindi lang talaga ako sanay sa aircon.
Ako ang isang babae na walang kinatatakutan na makaharap kahit na leader pa ng mga
Mauti group sa Marauwi.
Twenty minutes na ako rito dahil may kausap pa si Jamie Rix de Lorenzo sa loob ng
office niya. I can see various numbers of men gaping at me whenever they pass by in
front of me. And they weren’t only gawking at my face but they paid attention to my
overly exposed thighs. I wonder, ngayon lang ba sila nakakita ng babae na 5’7 ang
taas at mahahaba ang hita na medyo balahibuhin?
Napatuwid ako ng pagkakaupo nang makita ko na lumabas na ang kausap ng President,
at isa iyong matandang lalaki na may akay na batang lalaki, pero kaagad na tumigil
sa paghakbang ang bata.
“Lolo, I want to stay with Papa Adam. I’ll wait for, Daddy. Will you let me?”
seryosong tanong noon sa matandang lalaki. The boy looks so serious and it isn’t
ordinary for a kid like him to act strange like that. Para siyang matanda kung
umawra. He’s a bit lonely and I can see it in his deep green eyes.
The old man didn’t nod in an instant and I see how he heaves a sigh as he gently
nods, and gives the little boy a warm, consoling smile.
“Go on. Wait for your, Dad. I wonder where he is.” Anang matandang lalaki saka
hinaplos ang ulo ng bata na may suot na pulang ssombrero katerno ng mamahalin na
sapatos.
“He’s with his girlfriends, I thought so, Lolo.” Malungkot na sabi ng bata sa
matanda bago tumalikod.
Girlfriends? Ang dami naman. Ang pogi siguro ng Daddy niya kaya may mina ng girls.
Sumulyap siya sa akin at nakanganga lang ako. Ang pogi niyang bata. Sobra. I smile
at him but he doesn’t send forth even just his lightest smile.
Wait! Parang nakita ko na siya. Lalo akong napaupo nang tuwid nang mamukhaan ko ang
bata! Ang batang aalagaan ko! Pero kung hindi niya Daddy ang nasa loob ng opisina,
sino?
“Miss Huelgas?” untag sa akin ng sekretarya na nakatayo s amay pinto ng office ng
President.
I blink away my thoughts and look up at the woman. I close my mouth and I pull
together my lost sanity.
“S-Sorry po. Ano po iyon?” ngumiti ako at napatulala siya sa akin.
“Pasok na raw, sabi ni President.” Sabi niya sa akin na lalong ikinangunot ng nop
ko. Ilan ba ang Jamie Rix de Lorenzo? Bakit ang dami yata? The boy said that he’d
wait for his Dad. So, obviously it wasn’t his Dad who’s inside that office. Tapos,
sabi naman ng babaeng ito, si President ang nasa loob. Baka si President Franklin
Roosevelt kamo. Nabuhay ang bangkay at pumunta sa building ng Infinity.
I stand up and fix myself.
The secretary did a warning knock and what followed was a manly voice. “Send the
applicant, in.” he said.
The secretary named, Kelly opens up the door for me. A quick movement of a blue
light scans me when I take few steps forward. Tumingala pa ako at nakita ko ang
ilaw na parang laser na umanalisa sa akin.
“Closer now, Miss.” The President demandingly commanded.
I look forward, and I was even more taken aback when I see the President sitting on
his chair at his greenish glass desk. Bakit siya? Nakabunggo ko siya kanina, bakit
nandito na siya?
I part my lips and ogle him. He has that fiery eyes that show great possession.
And, gosh! He’s really gorgeous! Kambal ba ang Presidente ng Infinity?
“Stop staring Miss Huelgas, I’m married. Come forward.” He cock his head and purse
his red lips.
I softly giggle with his remark. “S-Sorry, ang pogi niyo po kasi.” Ngumisi ako at
parang gumaan ang awra ng mukha niya dahil gumuhit ang ngiti sa isang sulok ng labi
niya habang naglalakad ako papalapit sa mesa niya. He’s kinda different from that
guy I saw making out in that lift with a beautiful woman. This one is a bit stern,
and that one back there a while ago was a bit authoritative but flirty. But their
smiles were sorts of a cookie-cutter, a lot. Can hardly tell the difference,
because I think, none. Parehong nakakabasa ng panty. Ahihi!
I know those things. As I’ve said, I’m not naïve, though I’m a virgin.
I glance at the child sitting on the couch holding a thick book about Chemistry.
Susmaryosep? Sa pagkakaalam ko ay pitong taon pa lang ang bata pero bakit iyon ang
hawak niya? Is he only looking at those pix or really reading its contents?
Bago pa man lang ako makarating sa harap ng mesa ay bumaba siya sa couch at tumakbo
papalapit sa lalaki. “Look, Papa Adam. Tell me if I got it right, H2O was actually
made up of two hydrogens and one oxygen. And common salt is actually NaCl or sodium
chloride.” Ngumiti iyon sa tinatawag noong Papa Adam habang ipinakikita ang libro
na malaki pa sa isang encyclopedia.
Ito pala ang Adam de Lorenzo.
But that fact isn’t the one on my mind. Ang concern ko ay nasa bata. What kind of
child is he? He’s such a genius. How can he even determine that salt is actually
made up of Sodium and Choloride? Lugaw ang utak ng mga kaklase ko noon sa
Chemistry, when I was still on my 9th grade. I was the one who excelled, making
perfect scores naming compounds and analyzing them according to their components.
At alam ko kung gaano iyon kahirap, but this young boy. Wow! Ang galing niya!
I love chemistry and I dreamt of becoming a Chemist, but that would remain a dream
even for the longest time of my life. Baka kahit nga franchise ng The Generics
Pharmacy ay hindi ko kayang bumili, maging Chemist pa kaya?
“Yes, that’s right, Andi. Go back to the couch. I have to talk to this young
woman.” He pats the boy’s shoulder. The boy looks at me with a stiffened face.
Tulad kanina, hindi siya ngumiti. Parang hindi siya ngumingiti. Masungit yata siya.
My brother has a down syndrome but he’s kinda sweet. Alam ni Byran kung paano ako
lambingin kahit na special siya. But this boy, parang wala siyang kalambing-lambing
sa katawan.
Siya ang batang kikidnapin nila Jesmond? Bigla akong parang naparalisa. But he
assured me that they would not hurt the kid. Pera lang naman daw ang gusto ng
nagpapakidnap sa bata at palalayain din. I also made sure of that. I can’t carry it
in my conscience if they will kill him. Isa pa ay bata ito.
Shit! Hindi pa ako nag-uumpisa pero nakokonsensya na ako. I have to take it out of
my system!
I render him a genuine smile and not minding if he’ll smile in return. And my heart
leaps when the corner of his lips tips into a very inconspicuous smile.
I don’t seat my butt on the chair in front of the desk when I’d reached it.
Nakatayo lang ako at nakatingin ng diretso sa mukha ng Adam na ito. Naalala ko na.
Siya ang napilas na mukha sa magasin, malamang Adamson de Lorenzo siya at ang isa
ay ang Jamie Rix. But how can I possibly get the job if Jamie Rix isn’t here?
Nandoon siya, kasama ng babae at tema ng paghahalikan nila kanina, mukhang sa hotel
ang bagsak nila ng babaeng iyon na mukhang may mina ng gluta sa katawan.
“Holy fuck!” Mr. Adam cusses as he smirks on his own and locks away his gaze.
“Don’t you ever dare try to stare at my twin brother like that, Miss. It’s either
you’ll lose it or he’ll lose it.” Bulong niya na hindi ko naman naintindihan ang
ibig niyang sabihin.
“Sit down.” He looks back at me and motions his hand to offer me the seat.
I smile at him and he’s not even blinking while he’s openly staring at me. As if I
were a celebrity in his eyes. Shit his eyes!
“So – ” he glances at my resume on the table. “You’re here to be a Nanny?” he forms
his brows in curves.
“Yes po.” I nod and smile.
Ibinalik niya sa akin ang mga mata.
“You’re not even directly from the agency, sweetheart. And you’re just 18, turning
– nineteen? No experience. How come you’ll pass?” seryosong tanong niya sa akin.
I gape at him and can’t help but to open my mouth. Ano bang tanga ni Jesmond? Bakit
naman isinabak niya ako rito na hindi pa pineke ang lahat? Parang gusto ko tuloy
magpalamon sa sahig ng buo.
Is it time for drama? Yes, Nikka ganda!
“Actually – ” I start and Mr. Adam crosses his arms over her chest as if waiting
for me to speak up.
I dig myself into the vent of emotion. “Sadya po na mag-apply ako, though I
awkwardly knew that I didn’t come from a certain agency. As for your information,
Mr. President, kahit po ipagbackground check niyo pa, I have a brother and he’s
special. I need to work hard for his medication and needs. Please give me the
chance, Mr. de Lorenzo.” I beg. Half of it was true. I’m really doing this for
Bryan, more than I badly needed it for myself.
Kung ako lang ay makakakuha ng trabaho na hindi ko mailalagay sa peligro ang puri
ko, kahit saan papasok ako ng trabaho para hindi na mangyari na masasangkot ako sa
pagkuha ng bata. Pero kapit sa patalim ako. Kaya lang nasubukan ko na. Hindi naman
ako pwede sa matataas na establisyemento kasi junior high school lang ang natapos
ko. Paulit-ulit na pumasok na katulong, kung hindi napagbibintangan na magnanakaw,
sinasaktan o kaya pinagtatangkaang reypin. Did those things bring me any good? No!
Not any of them did.
Nagkatingin lang sa akin ang Presidente at parang inaaral niya ang hitsura ng mukha
ko kung nagsasabi ba ako ng totoo.
“Why not Senior High, young girl?” he asked again.
I’m giving him the eye contact he’s been looking for. Besides, hindi naman ako
nagsisinungaling sa parte na mga sinabi ko na at hindi rin ako magsisinungaling
ngayon.
“Not Senior high because I can’t compensate for my own financial needs. I tried
working but I end up failing. I even tried applying for scholarship, but – ” I
fasten the words I have in mind, so I bow my head. I am wondering if he’s in favor
of the shitty government which actually no doubt rules the country and the people
who live in it.
Mayaman siya at hindi ko alam kung maiintindihan niya ang katotohanan kung paano
umiikot ang mundo naming mga tao na mahihirap pa sa daga na ipinanganak ng api, mas
inaapi pa.
I look at his eyes again and I feel belittled. I nearly forgot that it’s a de
Lorenzo whom I am talking. A no doubt billionaire! I feel so much pitty for myself.
Shit! This is what I hate. I hate to cry. I am strong enough though I’m very young.
I blink away my tears and wearily smile.
“Go on.” Utos niya sa mababang tono pero seryoso pa rin.
“I tried applying for scholarships but none of them qualified me, though I had an
utmost rank during my junior high days. I was a Valedictorian but supposedly, the
scholarship intended for my slot was given to another person even though he had the
capability of attending to Senior high. Anak siya ng isang teacher. I fought for it
but I didn’t win it back. For one possible reason, maybe because I didn’t have a
parent who could’ve even fight for me. I’d tried scholarship examinations but
still, none worked for me. Hindi lang iyon nakakababa ng pagkatao, nakakababa ng
self-esteem. Akala ko tanga ako pero alam ko ang kapasidad ko. Those people in
higher positions had released the slots for the people that they know, not for
those who really need it. Praktikal lang siguro ako, Mr. President na hindi ko na
ipinaglaban ang alam kong hindi ko kailanman mapapanalunan.” I told him.
“Would you mind, are you half?”
“No I won’t.” I shake my head. “Mama po ay pure Filipina, father was Latino-
American, but they’re both gone.” I said.
“Sorry about that.” He raises his brows and heaves a sigh. Then, he presses his
lips. “No doubt you’re a Valedictorian! You’re hired!” he extended his arm toward
me na ikinaluwa ng mga mata ko.
Parang gusto kong mapatalon sa tuwa na sa pinakaunang pagkakataon ay may taong
nagtiwala sa isang katulad ko. I wanna rejoice because I was hired, not because I
was hired to kidnap a kid. I was hired because I didn’t lie.
“Thank you, po.” Parang bigla akong naging emosyonal sa hindi ko maipaliwanag na
dahilan.
“You remind of someone – special. My wife. Well, congratulations. Basically,
attractive woman, checked! Personal hygiene, checked! Intelligence, checked! It
will help a lot for my genius nephew. About a 161 I.Q level, sweetheart. Einstein’s
brain. He’s Andi, your new baby.” Inginuso niya ang bata na ngayon ay nagbabasa pa
rin ng libro.
Genius?
Paktay!
Mabilis ko pa rin na tinanggap ang kamay ng lalaki at kamuntik akong himatayin sa
lambot ng kamay niyang malaki. I want him to stand on his foot and see what could
be the possible difference between him and his identical twin brother, for I think,
none. Oh! Except for the mole. Walang nunal ang lalaking ito. Iyong sa elevator ay
meron.
“You’ll move in tomorrow. I will inform my kuya.” Ngumiti siya kaya lalo siyang
pomogi. Tapos ay binalingan niya ang pamangkin niya.
“Hey Andi, buddy!” tawag niya roon na kaagad naman na nag-angat ng mukha. “Did your
Dad hire a new Nanny for you?”
Nagkibit balikat iyon at lumabi. “Not sure, Papa. He’s a busy man and I’m not quite
sure what he’s been so busy all about. I think he’s chasing those big boob
bitches.” Sabi niya. Batang boses at aura pero ang salita ay hindi.
I cover my mouth with my palm to muffle my giggle. Babaero nga ang ama ng bata.
Tama si Jesmond. Walang duda, sa nakita ko elevator, baka pilik mata lang ng babae
ang walang latay.
“In that case. I’ll be hiring this young girl as your new Nanny.” Sagot ni Mr. Adam
na parang balewala lang ang sinabi ng pamangkin na pipitong taon pero marunong
kumilatis ng mga babaeng malalaki ang suso.
Sinilip ko ang akin. Buti hindi niya nahalata na may kalakihan din. I move my eyes
to check after Mr. Adam and I catch him ogling me.
Shit! Amuse siya na sinisilip ko ang dibdib ko sa ilalim ng kamiseta.
“What are you doing?” takang tanong niya.
“May umihi pong butiki.” Sabay tingala ko sa kisame. Tumingala rim siya kaya tumawa
ako.
“Sorry for that. Lizards are friendly anyways.” Sabi niya at mukhang naniwala nga.
Nakakatawa dahil ang taas na sobra ng kisame para makarating pa sa akin ang ihi ng
butiki kung saka-sakali.
“Good luck Miss Angela. You better talk to my brother about Andi’s case. He’ll
explain it further. May ugali kasi siya na bayolente kapag inaabot. It’s the
inconvenience of having a gifted child. I bet you know that.” Paliwanag niya na
tinanguan ko lang.
Gifted. Ilang kotse na kayang paandarin ng tubig o ilang gamot sa mga walang lunas
na sakit ang kayang gawin ng batang kikidnapin?
Sa librong binabasa niya, walang duda na chemicals ang hilig niya. He could be the
next possible person who will own the largest pharmaceutical industry, making
numerous kinds of drugs to cure incurable diseases. He could be the future of those
people who had already lose their hopes to get well.
Kaya ko bang kidnapin siya?
Shit! Kaya mo Nikka!
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CHAPTER SIX
JAMIE
I massage my nape as I enter Infinity building. I can’t hide the fuckin’ smile on
my face, ear to ear. I left that gaddamn bitch, Haley, shivering and exhausted.
Fully consumed and I bet she can’t even walk for a day or two. She wanted it hard
and wild so I gave her the fucking day of her life, for I’m not going to repeat her
no matter how bad she may even dare to try getting my dick again off my pants.
I stop when I notice a woman standing with his back, wearing a short white skirt.
Fucking hell! Her ass was extremely exposed. She’s wearing a shitty piece of G-
string. I’m sure of it. I mistakenly look at her as that girl I saw hours ago, but
she seems kinda different. She’s not that, baby girl I saw. Nandito pa kaya siya?
I unhesitatingly walk toward the elevator while my eyes roam the entire lobby,
wishing she’s still here. I just wanna see her fucking smile and her hazel brown
eyes along with her thick curly long lashes.
I sigh when I didn’t find any. I pushed the elevator’s button and fix myself as I
enter.
“President.” Bati sa akin ng isa kong empleyada na si Danica. Basta maganda, kilala
ko.
I give her a sexy, bossy stare in response, before the lift’s doors slide closed.
I am always like this, cocky, bossy, arrogant, ill-tempered and flirtatious. Weird
combinations but this is me.
I stop in front of Kelly’s cubicle and she straightens her back in a flash, as soon
as she lays her quadruplet eyes on me. Apat ang mata niya kasi nakasalamin siya.
“President, you’re back.” She curves her brown lips in a warm smile. She’s been my
secretary over the past 10 years and I can say that she more than enough quite good
with it comes to her work. She has never been late and I always am. I don’t know
what I’m gonna do without her. I guess, working in a well established law firm did
a great help about how good she is at her work, right now. I owe her a lot.
Palibhasa ay doon na siya tumanda sa law firm ng ex boyfriend daw niya. And she was
glad that her ex’s wife kicked off her ass out of that firm, finding a vacant
position here at Infinity as the President’s secretary with unregretful salary of
40 thousand a month.
“What did I miss, Kelly?” I formally asked her.
“Well, aside from tons of applicants for Andi’s Nanny, Señor Rix dropped in,
leaving Andi with Sir Adam.” She said.
Nandito ang anak ko? I admit, I’m not having enough time with him since his Mom and
I got divorced. Nalulong na ako sa mga babae at hindi ko alam kung bakit mas masaya
ako na kasama sila kaysa sa sarili kong anak. I’m a fuckin’ badass but I’ll die in
boredom if I stay at my house for straight 48 hours. I love to fuck more often and
I’m chasing pussies out of the fancy places where I can be. Buhay binata ulit ang
labas ko, laman ng bar at walang gabi na hindi ako umuuwi ng lasing. I only get
home in my sobriety when I’m darn having an overtime here inside my office.
I take a step forward but Kelly talks again, giving me an abrupt pause.
“And President – Sir Adam already hired a Nanny.” Imporma niya na ikinapihit ng ulo
ko.
“He what?” I irksomely asked.
“You heard me right, President. He already hired a Nanny.” Ulit pa niya.
“What the Fuck?!” I grab a fistful of my hair as I take a large step toward my
office’s door.
Ano na naman ang desisyon ng lalaking ito? I don’t trust his fucking instinct
choosing the Nanny for my kid. Ilang beses na akong napahamak sa kagaguhan ni Adam
dahil sa pagpili niya ng magagandang yaya. I want a full employer – employee
relationship between me and my housekeepers and even here in my workplace. Never in
my life I fucked my employees, no matter how pretty looking asses as they could’ve
seemed. I want them to respect me despite of the truth that I’m such a real fucker!
A brute and terrible one.
“What the heck did you just do?!” I snap at Adam while he’s sitting on the swivel
chair with Andi on his lap.
“You’re welcome, kuya.” Painsultong sagot niya sabay ngisi at iling.
“Daddy!” Andi yelled in surprise, and jumps out of Adam’s lap.
My so damn piercing eyes soften as I look at my son. How many days I did haven’t
seen him? Four? Five? I don’t know. Kinuha siya ni Mommy Suzanne simula nang
mailibing ang Yaya niya at ngayon lang ulit kami nagkita. My little boy might have
been missing me so bad. I didn’t notice the days as they pass by.
Niyakap niya ang binti ko kaya kinarga ko si Andi. I love my son, but I can’t give
him the time he badly needs. How pretty fucking asshole I have had turned out to
be, that I could spend an hour or even half a day, even a whole night with those
women I’d bedded, but couldn’t find any moment to spend it with Andi. I don’t even
know what’s wrong with me.
“How are you buddy?” tinanong ko siya. Hindi ko na muna pinansin si Adam na
dinampot na ang coat niya sa sandalan ng upuan. He can’t get his ass off of this!
“I’m fine Daddy. How about you? Found a girlfriend?” Andi asked and I heard Adam
chuckles.
“No, son. I just went out on a date. Go and talk to Aunt Kelly. Ask her to memorize
the periodic table of elements. Tell her, babawasan ko ang sweldo niya kapag
nagkamali siya. You tell me, how many wrong answers she’d got. I’ll just talk to
Papa Adam.” I commanded my son in the nicest way possible.
I don’t want to piss him off. He’ll smash up everything, for sure. Baka sunugin na
naman niya ang parte ng bahay by mixing alcoholic beverages in just a blink of the
eye.
Andi’s really a gifted child and his Mom is getting back into action. Gusto ni
Amanda na kunin ang bata at itira sa ibang bansa. That woman wasn’t visiting more
often, not until the day she found out about his Intelligence quotient. Funny how
she wasn’t the one who figured it out as early as it should be. Palibhasa ay puro
fashion ang alam ng utak ng dati kong asawa. As soon as Andi began to speak, he
also started to read. Laman na ng utak niya ang multiplication table nang minsan na
sulyapan niya ang isang chart sa loob ng playroom. Even the periodic table of
elements was glued on his mind at the age of one and a half year old, including
their atomic numbers and so on.
But I will never give Amanda the chance to get my son. If there’s a way possible
for her to get him, then she should become Mrs. De Lorenzo again.
I put Andi down when he nods and giggles. He walks out of the room, and as soon as
he shut the door, I face my twin brother.
“Aalis na ako.” Sabi niya.
“Not so fast smart-ass!” I told him. “Bakit ka nag-hire ng Nanny ni Andi?”
matatalim ang tingin na ipinukol ko sa kanya. But knowing him, he’s literally just
like me. We fear nobody.
I know I can’t get him under my skin. He just smirks and looks at me, straight into
my eyes. “Once you see her, for sure you’ll thank me. I guess you badly needed to
put up an orphanage, so you’ll be more fond of kids. Isama mo na ang bagong Yaya ni
Andi.”
“Kumuha ka ng bata? Fuck you! I want an old Nanny for him, not a fucking slut! Kaya
nga kahit isang truck na ang files ng aplikante ay wala akong mapili dahil halos
lahat ay bata at maganda!”
“Yeah say that. You’re just gaddamn afraid when it comes to your self control. In
the first place, bakit hindi ka kumuha sa agency?” tanong niya saka nameywang.
“No way. Karamihan sa scammer ngayon, galing mismo sa agency.” I walk toward him.
“Then,sana inilagay mo sa requirements na seventy years old na yaya ang kailangan
mo at kamukha ng pwet ng kabayo ang gusto mo.” He laughs but I don’t. Nakakapikon
na talaga siya simula nang makasal sila ni Iza. Lagi na lang siyang masaya.
Baliktad na kami. Those days when he hadn’t settled himself yet, he was the one who
had that devastating grumpy face but now, I am. And it’s pissing me off to death.
“Lumayas ka na.” I told him. Itinulak ko pa siya papalis sa may upuan ko pero
pangisi-ngisi lang siya. “Where the fucking hell is the contract?” masungit na
tanong ko pa rin.
“Hindi masarap ‘yong babae mo, ano? You’re being ill-tempered again.” Kantyaw pa
niya pero hindi iyon totoo. Kailan ba hindi masarap ang babaeng dinadala ko sa
kama? They all taste hell good.
“Where the fucking hell?!” I yelled at him, repeating myself, and so he yells back.
“She hadn’t signed yet! That’s her file!” he points his finger at the orange folder
on the table. Nakahiwalay sa mga walang kasing kapal na files ng aplikante.
“Review it! I swear I will no longer fucking sit on your chair and pretend to be
you! You doesn’t even know how to say thank you. Now fire her if you can, once
you’ve got the chance to hear her story. Ewan ko lang kung hindi ka tamaaan ng mga
preaching ni Mommy Suzanne sa awa. Fuck up your ass, kuya. Dammit!” sabi niya saka
mabilis na lumabas ng office.
Were just like this. Kapag siya naman ang bwisit, ako naman ang makulit.
Bumuntong hininga ako nang ilipat ko ang mga mata ko sa tang-inang folder na nasa
mesa. Gigil kong itinulak ang patong-patong na files ng mga aplikante kaya kumalat
iyon sa sahig and I don’t have any plan of getting them back.
Dadamputin ko pa lang ang folder para tingnan ang napili ni Adam na yaya ay tumunog
na ang intercom ko.
I lean forward to take the call. “Spit it.” Sabi ko kay Kelly.
“Sir, bumalik si Miss Huelgas. May itatanong daw po. She’s the new Nanny. Shall I
send her in?”
Now, we’ll finally meet and I will not make it too far. I’ll pull out that decision
which Adam made. I’ll withdraw it in an instant.
“In.” I said shorty and cut the call immediately…
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CHAPTER SEVEN
NIKKA
I enter the cozy office of the President again. Diretso akong tumingin sa gawi niya
at nakita ko siyang nakayuko at dinudotdot ang smartphone niya. Mabait siya kahit
medyo seryoso ang mukha. Sa sobrang pagka-excite ko, nakalimutan ko tuloy itanong
kanina kung kailan ako pipirma ng kontrata.
Tumayo ako sa harap ng desk niya habang busy pa rin siya. He's even smiling while
texting and he's been talking me too long, so I decided to speak.
"Sir," I murmured in a low tone and he instantly lifts his head and looks at me.
There's a sudden change on his aura when his eyes meet mine. And what is it? I
can't fully decipher.
"I think I'd missed something. Kailan po ako pipirma ng kontrata?" I smile at him.
He ogle me for a while, until his jaws lock. "No more contract. I'm backing off the
deal." he sternly said as he put back the phone onto his table.
Parang sumabog ang tutuli ko sa narinig kong sinabi niya. Kaagad na nawala ang
ngiti ko at parang gusto ko siyang sapakin ng bente. Ang yabang! Anong nakain niya
at nagbago ang isip niya sa pag-hire sa akin. Until I notice the mole beneath his
eye.
JUSKO! Ito na pala ang totoong malandi na Jamie Rix de Lorenzo. Dinaig pa ang
kabayo nang biglang nagrigudon ang puso ko! Shit pansit! Bakit may kaba? Ang
sungit-sungit naman niya? Hindi ko dapat siya maka-crushan. Nakakabwisit pala siya.
Ang nasa isip ko ngayon ay ang kapatid ko at hindi ang trabahong pinasok ko sa
sindikato nina Jesmond.
"Bakit po?" my voice shakes. Parang pati nga tuhod ko ay nanginig na rin. The
confidence that overrules me is now starting to melt.
"It's simply because you didn't fit so well to my qualifications." Diretsong
pahayag niya habang diretso rin na nakatitig sa mga mata ko.
"Ano po bang fit ang gusto niyo?" naiinis na tanong ko. Nagbungguan ang mga kilay
niya pero hindi ko siya pinansin.
His eyes rake me and pause when it landed on my chest. Napatingin tuloy ako sa
dibdib ko at nakababa pala ang blue na cami top ko. It was partly exposing my
breasts but I don't bother to lift it up. Masyadong awkward kung padadala ako sa
tingin niya. I wanna be as confident as I can be. Kahit na parang malalalaglag ang
mga luha ko anumang oras dahil sa pagbawi niya ng desisyon ng kapatid niya. Ang
sama ng ugali niya! Nakakabwisit! Ito yata ang epekto ng sex sa kanya. Dapat sa
kanya ay huwag makikipag-sex para hindi siya nagsusungit.
Ibinalik ko ang titig sa mga mata niya at nakipagsukatan ng tingin. "But your twin
brother hired me." Giit ko.
"Then, siya ang alagaan mo. I-a-apply kita sa kanya. That could even be better for
the both of us." He shrugs.
Anong both of us? Napaawang ang labi ko habang nakatunganga sa kanya. I'm trying to
process another set of words to say. Hindi ako papayag na may ibang papasok na yaya
sa posisyon ko. Hindi pwede. Paano na ang kapatid ko? Ang misyon ko? Pero wala
akong pakialam sa misyon ko, mas kailangan ko ng trabaho lalo pa at nakita ko na
dito ako pwedeng matanggap sa kumpanya niya, iyon lang ay mas mabait pala ang Adam
kaysa sa isang ito.
"Close your damn mouth." He Infuriatingly commanded. Naisara ko ang bibig ko pero
hindi ako patatalo.
"I'm sorry, Sir pero hindi ho ako papayag." Matigas na sabi ko sa kanya. He's not
pulling back his drilling gaze, and so am I.
Nalukot ang noo niya at parang gusto na niya akong sipain papalabas ng opisina.
"And who do you think you are to decide on my behalf? Doon ka sa kumpanya ng
kapatid ko. Kung may bakante." He's about to get the phone on his table but I
hurriedly jerk myself toward him. Pinakapigilan ko ang kamay niya nang akma niyang
dadamputin ang telepono.
"Fuck! Don't touch me!" gigil na mura niya sabay bawi ng kamay niya na parang
napapaso. Anong problema niya? Adik ba siya? O baka nandidiri siya nang makita niya
sa resume ko na galing ako sa squatters area?
"Wala po akong ketong. Wag kayong mandiri, Sir." I twitch my lips and his face gets
even harder.
"Your a sassy little woman." Masungit na palatak niya.
"Alam ko po." Ani ko. I know I'm blunt and improperly forward but I don't care. Sa
panahon ngayon, talo ang makyime. Dapat ngayon, madaldal ang babae at hindi
patatalo sa mga argumento ng lalaki.
"Now, leave. I'll call you when Adam hires y - " aniya pero pinutol ko.
"Ayoko po. Hindi niyo ako tatawagan alam ko. Hindi niyo na pwedeng bawiin ang
desisyon ni Mr. Adam na pogi." It just slipped out from my damn mouth.
"Pogi?" Umarko ang mga kilay niya at parang lumaki ang ulo niya sa paningin ko.
So, this man has a blown-up ego and a bulking head.
"Opo,pogi siya pero hindi ikaw." Giit ko. Anong tanga eh kambal nga sila? Tanga mo
Nikka. I just said it to cover up what I said, that he's no doubt gorgeous.
Bigla siyang tumawa. "You're funny. Kambal kami. Thanks for the compliment but
still, no." sumeryoso ulit siya at inalis na sa akin ang mga mata. He picks up my
resume on the table and flips the pages.
"Bring this with you. I don't need this here." Iniaabot niya sa akin ang resume ko
pero hindi ko tinanggap. Inis na nagmartsa ako nang mahagip ng mga mata ko ang
ceiling to floor glass door ng balcony niya.
Now's time for plan B.
"Hey, where are you going?" kaagad siyang napatayo sa kinauupuan niya pero
nilakihan ko ang hakbang ko at marahas na itinulak ang pinto.
"I'll jump, Sir!" parang proud pang sabi ko pero paulit-ulit ang pag-alingawngaw ng
dasal sa utak ko na sana ay tanggapin niya ako kasi baka talagang tumalon ako para
lang mapanindigan ang drama ko.
"Jesus! You won't!" nerbyos na sabi niya at binalak niyang hatakin ako papasok pero
umatras ako kaya napatigil siya nang tumama ang likod ko sa balustre.
Fear crossed his handsome face and his feet root on his place.
"Kapag hindi niyo po ako pinapirma ng kontrata, tatalon ako, una ang ulo."
Pananakot ko pa.
"You may not even aware how hard for a woman like me to find a decent job and now
you're going to take that opportunity away from me - again?" Pasimple akong sumilip
sa ibaba at juskopooo, ang taas! Siguradong tapang tao ang labas ko kapag nahulog
ako rito.
"Don't you dare!" he warned me angrily.
Sumampa ako sa isang baslutre matapos kong tanggalin ang sapatos ko. Hiniraman ko
lang naman ito at madadamay pa kung sakaling mahuhulog nga ako. Iiwan ko na lang
dahil baka sabunutan ako ng kababata ko kapag nagkita kami sa kabilang buhay.
"Kontrata muna!" I demanded.
He doesn't answer. Nakatitig lang siya sa akin habang nakasampa ang isang paa ko sa
balustre at nakalingon ako sa kanya. Mahigpit ang hawak ko sa stainless dahil baka
nga malaglag ako. Tanga ka talaga Nikka! Bwisit ka! Inis na sabi ko sa sarili ko.
"What will people say when they hear about this? A woman jumps off from the 80th
floor of Infinity building because the President pulled back the said contract,
hiring Nikka as his son's Nanny. Yaya na lang nga ipagdadamot niyo pa po." Litanya
ko pa para mapahaba lang. Baka magbago na ang isip niya at wag na akong mapilitan
na tumayo rito dahil nalulula na ako. Ang lakas ng ihip ng hangin at nalulunod ako.
I'm watching for his possible reaction but looks like he has a sudden change of
facial expression from stiff and mad to relax and cool. Hindi na siya takot.
Langya! Mapapasubo yata ako.
My anxiety tripled when he clasps his arms over his chest and leans his left
shoulder against the doorjamb as if he were just going to watch a movie. Bwisit ka!
Naiiyak na tuloy ako sa takot dahil parang katapusan ko na nga. Wala talaga
sigurong awa ang mga mayayaman na tao. I melt with that thought.
"Jump." He smirks and cocks his head.
Lumamlam nang tuluyan ang mga mata ko at nawalan ng pag-asa. My eyes became blurry
when tears pooled it. I can't believe that my worth as woman is as wasted as this.
Wala talaga sigurong halaga ang mga tulad kong mahihirap sa mundo.
I bite my lips and decides to withdraw my gaze. Wala siyang pag-asa. Wala siyang
pakialam. I climb higher than the baluster where I'd set my foot. Nasa ikatatlong
balustre na ako at bumitaw na, pero biglang may humaklit sa katawan ko mula sa
likod.
"Ay!" napatili ako at biglang nanginig sa takot.
"Got you, baby!"
Pikit na pikit ang mga mata ko pero ramdam kong nakaangat ako sa ere. Nahuhulog na
ba ako?
"Patay na ba ako?" pabulong na tanong ko.
"You're dead in my arms." Mr. Jamie Rix's husky voice registers in my ears. I open
my eyes and was totally dazed when I found out that my face is inches away from
his. His damn thick brows were knitted. Karga niya ako, bridal style! I can feel
his hard chest against my body and compared to him, I'm still really small.
Suskopo! Mahigpit ang pagkakabaon ng mga daliri niya sa hita ko at parang gusto
niya ako lalong ihulog sa balkon. Hihi! Effective!
Tumingin ako sa mukha niya habang nakatuon ang atensyon niya sa may mesa.
Shit! Ang pogi niya lalo sa malapitan. I can see his face isn't rough and his
cheeks are really rosy. He has dark brown brows na nagmumukhang itim dahil makapal.
He has that perfectly chiseled jaws and really deep green eyes. Pointed nose and
lovely dead mole. Ang labi niya, ayii! Ang pula at parang manghahalik palagi.
"Stop staring before you regret it, young woman." Banta niya kaya napalunok ako.
Baka tuluyan niya akong ihulog talaga kapag tiningnan ko pa siya. Eh ang gwapo niya
eh. Pero ang sungit.
Kahit paano ay nabawasan ang tensyon ko nang ilapag niya ako sa upuan ko kanina.
Nakamasid ako nang tumalikod siya na parang inasiman na bangus ang mukha niya sa
pagkabwisit. My body's temperature is rising than usual. I don't know why but I can
still feel his broad and hard chest pressed against mine. I clear my throat to
shrug it off. It isn't right.
"You're getting into my nerves! For fuck's sake!" litanya niya habang papunta siya
sa balcony.
My eyes followed him and I can see that he's picking up my shoes. Tiningnan pa niya
iyon nang husto. I bite my bottom lip. Nakakahiya! May ngatngat pa naman iyon ng
daga. Nakalimutan kasi ni Jesmond na ibili ako tapos hindi ko na naman mahagilap
ang lintik kung nasaan, kaya hiniram ko na lang kay Aling Trining. Sa anak pa niya
raw iyon na namatay. Pinagtyagaan ko na kasi kulay blue at kapartner ng damit ko.
Iyon lang, may ngatngat naman at bakat ang mga pangil ng lintik na daga.
Binawi ko ang ulo ko nang humakbang siya pabalik sa akin.
I press my lips as I look at Mr. Jamie Rix. "Wear your shoes, little stubborn.
You're a pain in my ass!" nakasimangot na sabi niya sa akin sabay lapag ng sapatos
ko sa sahig.
"Tanggap na po ba ako?" ang lakas pa ng loob ko na magtanong.
Inayos niya ang kanyang sarili bago siya umupo sa silya. Now, he stares at me. "Are
you crazy or what?!" sigaw niya.
Mukhang tinatakot niya ako pero hindi ako takot sa kanya. "I'm just claiming what's
mine Mr. President." Matatas kong sabi sa kanya.
"Hah!" he annoyingly shakes his head then purses his lips.
Napanguso rin ako kasi naman ang cute ng labi niya. Mas marami siyang gestures
talaga kaysa roon sa kakambal niyang mabait.
"Claiming what's yours? Do you have any? None of these things inside my whole damn
company belongs to you." Iritadong sabi niya. Pansin ko na pinagpapawisan siya
kahit na sobrang lamig sa office niya. Malamang dahil sa sobrang pagkabwisit niya
sa akin kaya siya pinagpapawisan.
"I think I have Mr. Ja -" napanganga ako nang saluhin niya bigla ang salita ko.
"Magtagalog ka!" galit na asik niya. "Where did you see an English speaking Nanny?"
bugnot na bugnot na ang mukha niya at parang gusto niya akong buhatin ulit at
isalya na talaga sa building.
"Sa America po." Pilosopong sagot ko. I bite my lip to hide a giggle. Bakit ba
pikon na pikon siya? Para tuloy siyang hindi Presidente kung umasta.
"Ang sakit mo sa ulo." Dismayadong palatak niya.
Saan pong ulo? Sa taas o sa ibaba?
I heard that joke. I can always hear that coming from those sassy mouths of my
neighbors working in a certain club.
"May posisyon na po ako, YAYA. But you wanna withdraw your twin's decision trying
to take back that position away from me. I came back to ask when could I sign the
contract because he told me I'd be moving at your place tomorrow."
"Jesus!" nasapo niya ang noo.
Ano bang problema niya sa paglipat ko sa bahay niya? Bakit ba affected siya?
Natural doon ako titira kasi magiging yaya ako ng anak niya. Alangan naman na sa
kulungan niya ako ng aso patulugin at patirahin.
"I swear Mr. President, I'll jump kapag binawi niyo po talaga. I have a brother who
badly needs money. I need this job, please naman po. Maawa po kayo." My tone
softens with the last words that I've said.
Tumingin siya ulit sa akin.
"Hindi po ako nagbibiro. I have a brother who's 13 years old and has a Down
Syndrome. He's not really my brother. Napulot ko lang po siya sa basurahan noong 10
years old ako. I know how it felt to be alone that's why I adopted him. May be not
legally but I adopted him by heart. If not because of him, I won't waste my time
begging for nothing. I want a better life for him, at least not to hear him cry
whenever he gets hungry." It was a sincere thought. I am not saying these things to
pursue the kidnapping and help the syndicate. It will come on time. What I have in
mind today is my brother. I love him and I don't want him to die because of hunger.
Alam kong safe ako sa isang de Lorenzo at hindi ko sasayangin ang pagkakataon na
ito. Hindi niya ako gagahasain katulad ng mga binalak ng amo kong intsik noon at
negro. A man like him can't waste his integrity with just a woman like me.
Mr. Jamie Rix didn't say anything but I can see that consolation in his eyes.
Then after a few seconds, he sighs. "Fine. Just don't stare at me like that. I
don't wanna end up regretting. If you stare, I'll get you fired. Do you get
me?"medyo mababa na ang boses niya kaya inalis ko na ang mga mata ko sa kanya hindi
naiwasan na napangiti ako at naluluha na. I stare at the wall but I can see in my
peripheral vision that he's looking at me.
Shit! My heart pulsates than usual.
"My son is a gifted child. I'll let you talk to his doctor to understand some
further things about his behavior. It's a hard thing to deal with, but I guess, you
having a special brother can do a lot of better help on how you'll deal with Andi."
Aniya.
Tumango ako pero nakatingin pa rin ako sa pader.
"Look at me. Fuck's sake!" inis na utos niya.
Napakamot ako sa ulo. "Sabi niyo po kasi, huwag ko kayong tingnan. Ang hirap niyo
pong kausap. Mabilis pong kausap si Mr. Adam the pogi." I giggle.
"Because he's damn married." Bulalas niya.
Huh? Ano namang kinalaman ng pagpapakasal sa kadalian ng tao na kausap? May konek
ba 'yon? Never mind!
"Well," I shrug. "Alam ko na po kung paano mag-handle ng special na bata. I maybe
inexperienced by work, but well experienced by heart." I grace him a bright smile
and I can't figure out what is wrong with that because he narrowed his eyes and it
became more fiercer as he stares at me.
But knowing myself, I won't pull out my gaze.
"Did my twin brother mention something to you?" tanong niya.
Tumingin ako sa kumibot niyang mga labi. Ang gwapo niya. Kambal sila pero magkaiba
ang karisma. I can't exactly name what it is but it's kinda weird.
"Meron po. He told me, I should not stare at you like the way how I used to, for I
might end up losing or either you." Diretsong sabi ko. Iyon naman talaga ang sabi
ni Sir Adam. Hindi ko lang alam kung saan mawawala, mukhang sa trabaho yata kasi
sabi ni Mr. Jamie, patatalsikin akong parang binasang kuting kapag tinitigan ko pa
siya.
"Yes. That's right, Miss Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas. Ang haba ng pangalan
mo." Nagsalubong ang mga kilay niya habang nakatingin sa résumé ko.
"Nikka po, for short." I smile again.
He throws his gaze at me but not his head. "Nikka. November 08, 1998. Eighteen
years old?" umangat ang mga kilay niya. "Junior high school. Valedictorian,
deceased mother and not applicable father? Only child."
Tumango ako. "I never met my Dad. He's American-Latino, his name is Major Gabriel
Sinclair. A jet fighter bomber when there are wars, but Mama told me he was
unluckily dead. My Mama - " I tremble controlling my emotions not to spill out like
a runoff water from its container.
"M-My Mama was murdered in Holland when she met my stepfather. She left me because
she'd thought she would find a better fortune there and promised to get me after
she and Nick got married. But soon after how many months of missed communication, I
heard that, s-she's gone. And the insurance benefit was given to Nick." I choke
back.
How it cause me pain to talk about my mother's demise.
"Knowing that I didn't see her for a year and at the end, would just find her gone
breaks me into so much agony. Gone and would never ever coming back to hug me like
the way how she comforted me. She may had been a prostitute, but that didn't make
her less as a mother. She'd loved me more than anybody else. It's only life which
had pushed her trying hard to find a better fate, but that eagerness to give me a
better life, led her to death. And I know it was for me too, so I couldn't help but
regret. And what hurts me more, I am not enough to give her the justice that she
deserves. I'm saying this for you to have your own kind of pity. I'm telling this
as part of the interview because you asked me." From the floor, I raise my eyes to
look at him.
Nakikinig naman siya habang nakatunganga sa akin. He's leaning against the backrest
and gaping at me like an open diary.
"How old are you back then?"
"Nine, when she died."
"You were nine but your memory served you well." Parang ayaw niyang maniwala.
"Yes, Sir. I guess it did. It's up to you if you will choose to believe me." I
shrug it off.
He bobs his brows and then blinks. Kapagkuwan ay pinindot niya ang intercom.
"Hey, Kelly. Print me a contract, that one good for 6 months." Aniya kaya napangiti
ako.
"Baka naman magreklamo ka pa sa six months. Bawal ang six months contract pero
dahil hindi ko alam kung magkakasundo kayo ni Andi, it's the least I can give.
Still with bonus and benefits, SSS and Philheath with a starting salary of 15,
thousand a month."
"Fifteen thousand?!" lumaki ang mata ko kaya gulat na napaatras ang ulo niya.
"Do have any question about that? Isn't it enough?" tumaas ang isang kilay niya.
Gago ba siya? Aba talo ko pa ang janitor sa kapitolyo ah. Isang libo na lang net ko
na ay pang teacher. Hindi naman iyon sahod ng yaya. Mayaman talaga siya. Walang
duda na gustong kidnapin ang anak niya nina Jesmond.
"W-Wala po." Ngumiti ako.
"Better. If you have, I'd rather throw you out of the balcony." Bulong niya na
ikinahagikhik ko.
Gumalaw ang mga mata niya para tingnan ako kaya tumagilid na lang ako at umiwas ng
tingin.
Swerte yata sa akin ang sapatos ng patay. Di bale ililibre ko na lang si Aling
Trining at pagagawan ng lapida ang kababata kong si Vanna na may-ari ng sapatos.
Pagkatapos kong pumirma ay kaagad kong isinukbit ang bag ko at walang paalam kong
kinuha ang kamay ni Mr. Jamie Rix.
"Jesus!" parang allergic na hinila niya ang kamay niya kaya sumimangot ako.
"Thank you na lang po. Malinis naman po ang kamay ko. Si Sir Adam nga po, siya pa
ang kumamay sa akin." Sabi ko na lang sa kanya.
"Anong kumamay? Kinamay ka niya?" nagsalubong ang mga kilay niya. "That fucking ass
hole!" he murmurs.
Ano bang kumamay ang iniisip niya? "Kinamayan niya po ako, ang ibig kong sabihin."
Sabi ko. May iba pa bang kamayan? Tanga yata siya. Alangan naman na mag shake hands
kami, gamit ang mga paa. Mamaya may alipunga pa ako, eh di nahawa ko siya.
Saka ako tumalikod at naglakad papaalis. Ang arte niya. Si Sir Adam, siya pa mismo
ang kumamay sa akin, pabebe ang babaerong Jamie Rix.
"Nikka," my name slips from his mouth smoothly.
Ang ganda ng boses niya kapag hindi masungit. It's very comforting and a little
sweet. Juske! Kinikilig ako.
"Po?" I look back over my shoulder.
"Your shoes. You're walking with your bare foot. I bet you don't wanna walk outside
my office, with your bag and everything but barefooted. You will look like an
idiot." He's paying much more attention to my feet exclusively and obsessively.
I giggle. "Sorry po, happy lang." my eyes squint as I grace him a natural smile. I
know it's drawing thin lines on both sides of my eyes and it was one of the many
reasons why most of the people adore me much.
Nagmamadali kong isinuot ang sapatos habang parang mauupos na akong kandila sa
tindi ng titig ni Mr. de Lorenzo. Wala na akong magawa kung hindi ang ngitian na
lang siya. Then, I find him staring at my cleavage.
"S-Sorry po." Tumagilid ako ng pagkakayuko. Letse! Ang daming nangyari sa isang
oras na nandito ako.
Wala naman siyang sagot. Matalim lang ang mga mata niyang nakatingin sa akin. Para
niya akong lalamunin...
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CHAPTER EIGHT
JAIMIE RIX
Damn it! That woman was having me a boner since the moment I met her hazel-brown
eyes. She’s so sassy and really very annoying, but cute.
I shake my head. Now what? A woman made me say yes by pressuring me. Wasn’t it
literally saying that she just held my gaddamn balls earlier when she told me that
she’d jump off from the balcony? No one dared to threaten me that way. Not even
Amanda. We had so many fights but I never gave her the chance to grip me up to the
point that I would even say yes to all her wills. I was a boss and I will always be
a boss. The one and only thing that I gave her without a single fight, was that
divorce, though it had killed every fucking nerves inside of me.
I blow a harsh breath and lay my eyes at the resume on my table. So really fucking
pretty young lady, Nikka. Eighteen years old? Oh holy shit! I’m already Thirty-two.
But why am I overthinking? It’s because I wanna bed her, for Jesus’ sake. She may
be so young when I stare at her face but her body isn’t young anymore. Everything
about her were all in their damn proper places. Her tits, her ass, her waist and
her gaddamn a bit hairy thighs. I wonder how will those shitty fur like hair trails
off her belly down to her fucking pussy.
Dammit! Why am I such a fucker?!
I’ll be needing more than my billions self-control once she moved in my house. Fuck
it! I was trying to stand back that’s why I planned to pull out that deal Adam has
made, but that little hard headed Nikka strangle my bossiness. She’d fuckin’ jump
off the building, Jesus! What’s with that self-confidence of that woman?!
Umangat ang paningin ko nang bumukas ang pinto ng opisina. Si Andi ang pumasok
habang kumakain ng sandwich at may hawak na Chuckie.
“Daddy, for you.” He said and hands me the sandwich.
I smile at him but he didn’t smile back. He’s a perfect epitome of myself. Arrogant
and cocky. Well, I just don’t know if he’ll grow up to be a playboy, too. If my
blood and his Papa Adam’s run on his, too, then surely he’ll bang lots of women in
the future. I’m fine with that that; I care no more.
“That woman is going to be my Nanny, right?” tanong niya sa akin nang umupo siya sa
kandungan ko.
“Yes. How do you find her?” I peek at his face while he’s chewing his food. Then,
he answers looking at his sandwich.
“She’s pretty; A lot.” He answered as if it meant nothing.
Ngumisi ako. Like father like son. Walang duda na mana sa akin talaga.
I don’t have any problem with Andi, only that he didn’t grow up with me. Madalas na
nandito ako sa Pilipinas at sila ng Mommy niya ay sa Canada. Until Amanda decided
to move to Vegas. Napabayaan na niya ang bata nang malulong siya sa sugal. I love
her that’s why I gave her everything that she wishes to have, even if it costs
losing millions of dollars whenever she places her bets. Nagsawa siya at freelance
modeling ang pinasok niya ulit nang hindi ko nalalaman. Until I found it out and I
put that gaddamn agency down. Galit na galit siya sa akin. Gustong-gusto niya na
ibinibilad ang katawan niya sa madla. She was a model when I met her, bedded her
while dating and got pregnant. She’s the only woman I used without protection,
that’s how much I’ve loved her. We talked about her career. We had a deal that I’d
provide for everything that she needed, just for her to be a full time Mom and full
time wife, but she’d spent it thoughtlessly.
Ibinalik ko ang tingin kay Andi. “Do you like her to be your new Nanny?”
“Sort of. I think she’s kinda sweet Daddy and I love her face. You think she’ll
love my laboratory once she sees it?” tumingala siya sa akin.
Laboratory? Yes, that fucking laboratory which I safely provided with all the
chemicals that can’t cause fire. One time ay may sumabog sa lintik na laboratory
niya sa likod ng bahay at napanot ang matanda niyang yaya dahil tinamaan sa ulo.
From then on, I forbade him to open that shitty. That was the time he caused fire
because of so much annoyance. It’s an attitude problem his doctor is trying to get
rid off. It’s the consequence of having him as a gifted one. Madalas na inaaway
niya ang mga kalaro na hindi sa kanya makasabay, pero tingin ko ngayon, nao-
overcome na niya ang ugaling iyon. I dunno, wala na kasi akong panahon sa kanya.
Well, at least ngayon medyo bata ang makakasama niya. Hopefully, he’ll enjoy
Nikka’s company.
Nikka…
Such a sweet name, just like her darn pretty face.
“What’s her name, Dad?” Andi asked.
“Her name is too long, son.” I told him, almost forgotten that he has shitty mind
like a central processing unit of a computer.
He giggles. “You may have had forgot it Dad that I can memorize all contents of a
legal sized paper by reading it five times.” He reminded me
Yeah. Right! “Her name is Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas. Nikka for short.” I
told him and my cock tightens inside my pants, remembering the way how I carried
her in my arms like my fucking woman.
Jesus! She’s so young.
“Nikka. You think I can court her when the right time comes, Daddy?”
Holy shit! I almost choke with what he said. I hardly swallowed that large piece of
the sandwich which I was chewing when he spoke about courting her.
Dammit! Karibal ko pa ang anak ko sa bata na iyon!
But knowing Andi, he won’t stop not until what he gets, but it isn’t right to make
him believe for all the things that might not truly happen in the future.
“She’s too old for you, Andi.” I said. And so as you too badass! I scolded myself.
“Okay. Maybe you’re right, Daddy.” He giggles again.
Thank heaven he got it just the way how I wanted him to get it. No more arson this
time…
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CHAPTER NINE
NIKKA
Malungkot akong nakatingin kay Bryan habang pinakakain ko siya. “Cane,” tawag ko sa
batang palaboy na kasama namin. Hiniram ko na siya kay Jesmond at ito na ang
magbabantay sa kapatid ko.
“Bakit, Ate Nikka?” tanong niya habang kumakain gamit ang isang malamlam na gasera.
Wala kasi kaming kuryente; naputulan kami. Pero ipakakabit ko rin kapag nakasweldo
na ako o kaya ay ibinigay na sa akin ni Jesmond ang kalahati ng bayad ko. Hindi ko
kasi makontak ang lalaking iyon at hindi ko alam kung kailan niya ibibigay sa akin
ang ATM daw sa ibang pangalan para hindi halata na ako at ang kidnapper ay iisa.
Nakakatawa. May pagkakaiba ba iyon? Pangalan kong buo at address ang nakabulatlat
sa résumé na ipinasa ko. But the plan was settled, how I am going to kidnap the
kid. I’ll bring him to the park and they will make it quick to get the child.
Lalabas na biktima rin ako, para walang sabit.
Problema, mukhang hindi palalabas si Andi at mukhang bookworm ang batang iyon sa
edad na pito. Bahala na kung paano.
I look at Kiko over my shoulder. “Bantayan mo itong baby ko, ha. Kapag nakuha ko na
ang dapat, sasama ka ba sa akin? Dalawa na kayong magiging kapatid ko?” masuyong
tanong ko sa kanya.
“Oo Ate.” Mabilis na sagot niya kahit puno ng kanin ang bibig. Tulad ko, anak si
Kiko ng isang GRO na binitbit ng hapon sa Japan at iniwan ang bata na nag-iisa.
Ayaw naman niyang makitira sa akin, kaya nagtitiis siya roon sa lumang barangay
hall mag-isa. He’s real is Caine Nicholas Walker pero ayaw niyang gamitin kaya
Francisco Balagtas ang pangalan niya rito sa squatters area. Yes, he’s half, too.
Sabi ng kapitbahay, isang Amerikano ang tatay niya at Filipina ang ina. Naiapelyido
sa ama pero nilayasan din naman, masaklap pa ay pati Mama niya, iniwan siya.
When he heard my Papa’story, he told me that he wanted to fly to US and join the
Navy. He also wants to be a bomber or any position that will suit him once he
passes the training of becoming a SEAL. Ganoon kataas ang pangarap niya and I will
never ever break it. If I will have the chance, I will gladly help him. I will do.
Snitcher siya ngayon, paglaki niya ay hero na siya. That’s the only thing I will
not try to pull out of his head, to dream.
Gwapo siyang bata. Sobra. He has that black hair, pair of blue eyes, thin and
seductive pink lips, pointed nose and at his very young age, defined na ang mga
panga niya. Balot siya ng dungis pero hindi maitatago ang kakaibang karisma niya.
Hindi maitatago na siya ang crush ng mga kabataang babae sa buong iskwater. He’ll
turn into a hot and sexy guy, no doubt. And I’ll help him with his dreams. Kapag
totoong nakatakas ako sa kasamaan na gagawin kong ito sa anak ni Mr. de Lorenzo,
hindi ko hahayaan na mabulok pa si Kiko sa lugar na ito.
“Gusto mo pa bang maging SEAL?” Tanong ko kunwari.
“I do. I really do and I’ll never ever change my mind.” Sabi niya. “I wanna be a
hero and not a criminal but due to lack of fate, I guess we both have to face the
truth, Ate Nikka. It’s really hard to survive with a growling stomach.”
Umangat ang mga kilay ko. First time kong marinig siyang magsalita na gamitin ang
lenggwahe ng ama niyang sabi ay isang Politician sa California. He hated English as
much as he hated his father. But what happened?
“Wait, I thought no English language policy.” I reminded him.
Ngumisi siya at kahit bata siya ay nakakalaglag iyon ng panty talaga. And surely
he’ll get more of his panty droppin’ kind of smile when he’s already full grown.
“Let’s just say, I had a whim. I wanna be a SEAL, so I’d better use this language
as often as I could. How do you find it slippin’ out of my tongue, Ate Nikka? Do
you even find it real good to hear, or I only sound like a trying hard bastard, son
of a damn governor in California?” pumait ang mga mata niya sa pagkakaalala sa
tatay niyang tinalikuran lang silang mag-ina matapos na pangakuan ng kung ano-ano.
I smile at him. “Sounds really great. Keep it up.”
Tumango siya at saka itinuon ulit ang mga mata sa kinakain. Kahit may kadiliman ang
paligid, hindi niya maitatago na kumikinang ang mga mata niya sa luha. Katulad ko
rin siya kaya malapit ako sa kanya, iniwan at inabandona. Tulad ni Bryan na special
at iniwan din sa basurahan.
“Dito na lang ako sa iyo, Ate Nikka.” Biglang sabi ni Kiko na ikinatanga ko.
Matagal ko na siyang inaalok na dumito na sa akin pero matigas pa sa bato ang bao
ng ulo niya. He’s cocky and really bad tempered but I admit he’s good when it comes
to me, to us.
“Also a whim?” my brows curl.
Tumango siya sabay subo ng malaki. Nginuya niya saglit. He’s really that badass,
both attitude and gesture. Walang duda na hari na siya ng squatters area kahit
sampung taong gulang pa lang siya.
“Yep. Pwede ba ako rito?”
“Matagal na kitang gusto na sa akin. Ikaw lang ang ma-ego. You’re cocky and
arrogant and you have a big ego, believing that you’ll be more happy when you’re
alone. Now, you’re mine and once I made it, hindi ka na sasama kina Jesmond.” Sabi
ko sa kanya.
Saglit siyang nag-isip habang nakatingin sa akin. Tapos ay tumango siya.
“Good boy. I’ll help you to join the US Navy, sana swertehin ako.”
“You’ll be lucky. You’re kind and witty.” He complimented me.
“Well thanks, smart little guy – CAINE.” I’d put an emphasis mentioning his real
name and he just smirks to that. A really arrogant smirk that belongs only to him.
“From now on, I’m gonna call you Caine, no more Kiko or Francisco Balagtas. Kiko
belongs here, while Caine belongs to the SEALs. Major Caine Nicholas Walker.” I
giggle and he chuckles.
Well, I hope I can really help him. Ang dapat na pag-aaral ni Bryan ay sa kanya ko
na lang ibibigay. Knowing that Bryan can’t really go to school, then I’ll send
Caine to school and help him build his dreams. If nobody does want to do it, then
I’ll put myself on that position. At least ito ay magawa ko man lang na kabutihan,
kapalit ng kalokohan na gagawin ko sa anak ng amo kong gwapo.
Shit! Naalala ko siya, nasamid tuloy ako. Bossy din ang lalaking de Lorenzo na iyon
pero hindi siya uubra sa batang iskwater na katulad ko. I’m the only one and I’ll
get into his nerves. Bossy ng Infinity versus Bossy ng San Antonio squatters area.
Ako ang mananalo sa aming dalawa…
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Meet Major Caine Nicholas Walker aka Kiko Francisco Balagtas, in the future... Sino
kaya ang kapartner ni cocky arrogant? Papasa kaya siya sa Daddy Jamie Rix pala?
Haha! Soon... (Daddy's Girl Series)

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CHAPTER TEN
JAMIE RIX
I halt on my feet when I hear a familiar giggle coming from the kitchen as I
descend the staircase . I continue walking until I reached the base of it. I might
have been only dreaming to hear that young woman's giggle at this early hour of the
day, but I could unmistakably be wrong. She's here! I felt that sudden tension of
my cock remembering her cute face.
Fuck! What am I supposed to do now? Double fuck!
I glance at the pendulum clock. It's ten past five in the morning. How can she be
so early? Nag-abiso na ako sa gwardya ng ng Subdivision na papasukin siya kung
sakaling dumating, but I can't believe that she's here at this hour. Maaga pa siya
sa tilaok ng manok. Early morning and it's bad because I can't stop the hardening
of my dick. Knowing it's normal to harden at dawn, hearing her sweet voice makes me
feel the hardening even more.
Why am I so damn affected? She's just a normal girl. Young, looks incredibly sweet
but nothing's more special about her, than those things. Mas maganda pa sa kanya si
Haley at ang rumored girlfriend kong si Devine - but what the heck is terribly
wrong with me? Hindi pa ako kailanman nagka-interes sa isang bata at mas lalong sa
isip bata. Sa mga brats, yes, pero sa isang katulad ni Nikka, Jesus! My soul can
possibly be burning in the pits of hell at this very moment.
I continue to walk while buttoning the cuff of my of my long sleeves but I almost
froze when I take a step inside the kitchen seeing that perfect pair of butt
cheeks, pointing toward me.
Holy shit! I grit my teeth when I found Nikka leaning in on the black granite
counter, waist bent, elbows bracing on the top of it, one of her knees was
perfectly folded and wiggling her motherfucker butt as if dancing to the tune of a
song that I can't even hear. Jesus! May sarili siyang mundo!
I inhale deeply filling my lungs with so much air that I badly needed to prolong my
shitty temperance to control this fucking lecherousness. She's damn so young to be
intoxicated by lust! Baka nga pati paghawak sa naghuhumindig na pagkalalaki ko ay
hindi niya alam kung paano gawin.
I notice the candy pink backpack on the counter. It was the thing I know, that
doesn't belong to this house nor with any of my maids. It belongs to her. Iyon lang
ba ang gamit niyang dala? Anong tingin niya, tatlong araw lang siyang magiging yaya
ng anak ko?
I remember her gaddamn shoes yesterday. Puro ngatngat ng daga o kung ano pa mang
hayop ang ngumatngat doon. Where the heck did she get her damn courage to wear such
pair of rcrap? Hindi naman halata na butas butas sa malayo pero nang mahawakan ko
at matitigan ay kitang-kita na nagkandabutas-butas na at may mga bakbak pa. Pero
nang suotin niya ay parang hindi na pansin pa. Dala na lahat ng maganda niyang
mukha. I wondered what could be possibly ugly about her, is there any?
And I admit, I felt a lot of pity for her. How eager of her to find a job. Knowing
how all damn companies and even low class establishments qualified high standards
when it comes to applicants, no doubt Nikka couldn't find any. Valedictorian but
still considered very undergraduate. Low educational background, to be exact. Ilang
kumpanya lang ba ang tumatanggap ng mga aplikanteng katulad niya na kahit janitress
ay hindi papasa? Elizareses, de Linarezes and we, de Lorenzos. Ang problema,
empleyado rin ang tatanggap paminsan-minsan ng mga resume nila at kapag medyo
mahigpit ang mga heads ng personnel department, ilalim kaagad kapag undergraduate.
That's why I considered changing that rule. I personally hand my applicants,
graduates or not, with flying colors or not. Nagkataon lang na si Adam ang naroon
kahapon, and I think he felt pity for her, too. How her hazel brown eyes spoke for
her agony and pain. The only thing that made me want to get rid of her, was her
damn pretty face and nice curves. For fuck's sake, ayokong maka-devirginize ng desi
otso anyos, turning nineteen this coming November 08.
Pati nga birthday tandang-tanda ko na. Ano ba ang hindi ko pwedeng matandaan sa
batang ito na nakatuwad sa harap ko habang nakikipagdaldalan kay Nanay Lolit na
akala ay matagal ng kakilala? In just a single glance, I can memorize all the damn
pretty things about her, especially her sultry lips.
I mentally groan when I feel the ache at the pit of my belly.
Pati ang pagbutones sa lintik na damit ko ay hindi ko na magawa dahil sa
pagkakatunganga ko sa kanya. Geez! Para na lang siyang bunso kong pinsan. Kahiya-
hiya ako sa mga de Lorenzo kung pati si Nikka ay papatulan ko pa. Ni hindi pa man
lang sumampa ng bente. Iza was 21 when Adam got her prenant, Larrah was 22, Nath
was also 21 and Yon-Yon was 24. Ako? Lintik! Freshly fucking nineteen year old cute
woman. At hindi niya mukha ang nineteen, para siyang sixteen! Tang-ina! I look on
the mirror pinned beside the refrigerator.
I'm fucking thirty-two and more gorgeously mature for my age.
I was pulled out from my groaning thoughts when Nikka speaks.
"Nanay, ilang taon na po si President de Lorenzo?" tanong niya sa katulong na
hindi rin ako napapansin na kanina pa nakatayo sa likod nila.
They can hardly notice me because I'm not wearing my perfume, but if I was, baka
mapatalon sila sa gulat na kanina pa ako nandito.
"Ahm - m" lumingon si Nanay Lolit at biglang nanlaki ang mga mata nang makita ako.
Sinabayan ko kaagad ng tikhim ang pagkagulat ng matanda kaya agarang napalingon si
Nikka at napatayo nang tuwid.
Despite her shock, she still looks incredibly pretty with her red cap turned
backwards. Her shiny dark brown hair was fairly separated in halves letting it
dangle in front of her shoulders, covering her skin that was partly exposed with
her white sleeveless top. Her top was properly paired by her black ripped fitted
jeans hanging before it reach her ankles. She's wearing a white canvass shoes which
I bet cheap but looks awesomely expensive because she's the one wearing it. At a
single thought, hindi siya mukhang taga-squatters area. Even the way how she speaks
shows gracefulness. She may be lippy, but still I never hear her curse. Kahit na
sinigawan ko siya kahapon at mukhang bwisit na rin siya sa akin, wala pa ring
lumabas na masamang salita sa bibig niya. Now, I find her even more attractive.
What a fucking beautiful morning!
She blinks spontaneously making her eyelashes look like those lashes of walking
dolls, irresistible and charming.
"M-Mr. Jaimie Rix." She managed to smile beautifully despite th fact that she was
disturbed when I cleared my throat.
Instead of greeting her back, I arrogantly look at her. This is the best fucking
way to suppress this damn horniness I'm feeling toward her.
"Don't you know that it's rude to ask for someone else's age?" I pocketed my hands
and bug out my chest but I see no fear in her eyes. Tumingin lang siya sa malalapad
kong dibdib at kinagat ang tang-inang labi niya.
"Sorry. Akala ko po, rude kapag ang babae ang tinanong. I didn't know it's
applicable for men's, too." She smiles as she stares back into my eyes.
Her gaze sends thousand of shivers going down to my rock hard cock. Demmit!
"Now you know." I arrogantly said.
Nangunot ang noo niya at tumingin kay Nanay Lolit na makahulugan lang naman na
ngumiti.
I don't know what was that for, but I hate it.
"Where are your things?" I asked her while buttoning this shitty cuff of mine. Why
the hell can't I do it right?
"Eto po sa bag ko." Sagot niya. Her voice was as soft as ever.
I don't take a glance at her bag. "Ilang araw ka ba na magiging yaya? Those clothes
inside your bag aren't enough." I told her in a manner of rebuking her.
Kamuntik pa akong mapatalon nang bigla niyang hawakan ang kamay ko at ibinutones
ang lintik na long sleeve kong suot.
With her head slightly bowed, I look at her. Ni hindi ko na nabawi ang kamay ko sa
kanya. The touch of her soft hands are very much warm and caring.
"Wala naman po akong ibang damit sa bahay. Iyang mga iyan lang saka may uniform
naman po yata ako kaya hindi ko na kailangan ng marami pang damit." She explained.
I feel the heaviness of my breathing hearing her say that those were the only
clothes that she had, coz honestly speaking, I can't live my life without having my
closet full of different expensive brands of clothes dangling or even folded inside
my wardrobe. How could she ever be?
I was lost for words when she gently grabs my other hand and do the same thing on
my cuff. I can't help but stare at her face. Maganda siya talaga at walang kaduda-
duda. To think na baka magkagulo lahat ng mga hardinero sa buong subdivision kapag
nakita siya ay parang gusto kong maging sadista.
I'll fucking rip their heads out of their necks if they will court her! I'll
fucking do! It's my obligation to protect her for I am her employer. Just that
Jamie Rix, just that.
"There you go Mr. Jamie Rix. Am I forgiven for the blackmail?" she giggles and
covers her mouth.
"Next time you'll do it, I'll fucking throw you out of the building, rooftop!" I
warned her but she just kept her lips turning her back away from me. I smell her
shampoo and it filled my nostrils, sending my brain what kind of smell it is.
Sweet, as what she is...
I look at my cuffs, now perfectly buttoned. This won't help me. Masyado siyang
malambing.
"Nanay, please do show her the room where she's going to stay. And give her those
old clothes of Amanda." I said as I turned my back.
"Sigurado ka?" pahabol ni Nanay Lolit sa akin.
It's better for her to wear those clithes than to let them rot inside the closet.
Mga damit iyon ni Amanda na binili pero ni minsan ay hindi naman naisuot. Halos
parehas naman sila ng sukat, only that I can tell that Nikka is slimmer than my ex
wife. But knowing Amanda, she loves skimpy clothes so I know those will fucking fit
Nikka's figure. Sana lang wag lumuwa ang hayop na mga mata ko kapag isinuot na niya
ang mga bwisit na iyon.
"More than sure." Sagot ko sabay labas sa kusina. I won't take my breakfast
anymore. Baka hindi ako makatiis ay patalikurin ko ang bata at magahasa nang wala
sa panahon.
I'm such a man whore and I believe there's no such exemption when it comes to that,
but I'll gaddamn try not to lay my hands on her.
Baka maging abo ako sa pagkakonsensya.
"Hindi ka na ba magkakape?" pahabol pa ni Nanay.
"No, sa office na lang. Ikaw na rin ang bahalang magpaliwanag kay Nikka ng tungkol
sa schedule ni Andi. I'm not aware of it, too." I contain myself not to look back
but demmit, I can't! I glance back at Nikka over my shoulder and find her watching
me.
She instantly smiles as our eyes lock up. The pretty plan of glancing at her ended
up staring at her.
"Take care po, Mr. Jamie Rix." She whispers. For her it's nothing but it made my
cock growls in pain and her calling me in my full name makes me rile. Puro na lang
siya Mr. Jamie Rix. Now I fully hated my name. Parang ang tanda ko talaga sa paraan
ng pagbanggit niya sa hayop na pangalan ko.
"And thank you." She affectionately said.
I'd never imagined in my life that a simple fucking thank you could be more
meaningful when it comes from her pert mouth and infantile voice. It meant so
special as it slipped out from her pink pouting lips.
I nod in response and pull back my gaze.
I hate this. This isn't going to bring me any good. She's an angel and I'm a man
whore. She'll only cry in my arms knowing how innocent she is both looks and
attitude...
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Anak pala ni Jamie Rix ang kaaprtner ni Caine. Haha. Nahilo ako. Sorry. Haha

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CHAPTER ELEVEN
NIKKA
Napangiti ako nang buksan ni Nanay Lolita ang kwarto sa first floor matapos niya
akong pakainin ng umagahan. Nasa may gawing kaliwa iyon ng hagdan. It was painted
white with a touch of apple green color. Kahit na ang mga sapin sa higaan at mga
punda ng unan ay ganoon din ang kulay. Ang lamig sa mata. It was a not so big room
but I find it so cozy and relaxing. Sumunod ako nang pumasok si Nanay Lolit sa
loob.
“Ito talaga ang kwarto ng mga nagiging Yaya ni Andi, iha.”
Biglang tumaas ang mga balahibo ko sa batok. “Pati po ‘yong sabi niyong nabaril?”
ninernerbyos akong bigla.
“Oo iha, bakit?” lumingon siya sa akin at bigla akong napayakap sa mga balikat niya
at nagsumiksik sa kanya.
“Hindi po ako takot sa Abu Sayaf, takot po ako sa patay!” nginatngat ko ang mga
daliri ko at mahinang tawa at haplos sa braso ko ang ibinigay niya sa akin.
“Juskeng bata ka. Hindi naman siya rito namatay. Hindi rin naman siya rito iniuwi
kaya wala kang dapat na ikatakot. Saka mabait iyon si Melchora.”
Umiling ako. “Sa kulungan na lang po ako ng aso. Ayoko po rito. Doon na lang po ako
sa inyo Nanay Lolit. Doon na lang po ako sa maid’s quarter.” Inalog ko siya kaya
bigla siyang umubo dahil ang nag higpit ng yakap ko sa kanya.
“Pasaway kang bata. Magagalit iyon si Jamie kapag hindi ka rito sa loob ng mansyon
maglalagi. Kailangan ka ni Andi kaya dito ka dapat. Huwag ka nang matakot. Walang
multo na naiwan si Melchora rito, lahat bitbit niya sa langit kahit na ang alpombra
niyang tsinelas.” Sabi pa niya pero para akong linta na nakakapit sa kanya.
I hate ghosts and even corpse. Kapag may patay sa squatters ay hindi ako sumisilip
sa bintana kasi pakiramdam ko ay dudungaw din sa akin ang bangkay.
“Nanay – ” biglang sabi ng isang boses sa may pintuan kaya napatalon ako pero hila
ko ang leeg ni Nanay Lolit.
“Bangkay!” tili ko sabay lingon.
“Hindi iyan bangkay! Si Jesusa iyan, maid dito.” Ani Nanay sa akin.
I am looking at this mid aged woman dressed properly in her pale yellow uniform
with a hair net. Behind her is Andi. He’s wearing his light blue pajamas and
giggling.
This is the first time I heard him giggle. And I know he’s giggling because of me.
“Sorry J-Jesusa. Takot talaga ako sa patay.” Ani ko at saka hinimas ang mga braso
ko para papahigain ang mga balahibo kong nagsitayuan dahil sa nerbyos.
“Okay lang. Takot din ako sa patay. Eto na iyong mga damit ni Señorita.” Iniabot
niya sa akin ang isang traveling bag na sinalubong ko naman. I feel shy thinking
they’re all treating me like a visitor while the truth is I’m also one of them.
“Salamat.” I almost whisper. I don’t know how I am going to thank Mr. Jamie Rix.
He’s pretty flirty-arrogant but sure he’s a good heart, too. I just don’t know
whose clothes are these inside the traveling bag.
“Iiwan na kita ha. Huwag ka ng matakot. Kapag naayos mo na ang mga gamit mo,
puntahan mo ako sa kusina at may ipaliliwanag ako sa iyo tungkol sa bata. Darating
din kasi ang duktor ni Andi.” Bilin ni Nanay habang papalabas na ng kwarto.
“Opo.” I answered.
I was left all alone inside the room while Andi is still standing at the door. He’s
looking at me like I am an atomic number of a certain element he badly needs to
memorize. He’s not even blinking and his pale green eyes were fixated into mine.
“Do you wanna come inside?” I smile at him, the lightest one. I remember Bryan and
Caine or Kiko. I am inside a snug room while they’re not. How my heart wanted to
run back and grab them, take them in a cab and bring them here, to make them feel
the coziness this house brings to me. Someday, I wanna give this kind of room for
both of them; Kapag mayaman na ako.
My bright smile turns into a sad one as I look at Andi. He’s setting his foot
forward, heading to me, and sat on the mattress. Sure it was a small bed, good for
a single person only but no doubt it’s as expensive as all the things that this
mansion is made of.
“Why are you sad?” biglang tanong niya kaya napanganga ako. Ganito siya ka-keen
observer na pati simpleng ngiti ko ay pansin niya kung malungkot o hindi.
Well, there’s no good in lying. “I remember my brothers. They live in an indecent
place. Our house was made of chopped bamboos, and other scrapped materials. When it
rains, it keeps on drizzling inside, too. The bed isn’t as comfortable as where you
sit. It was hard and crackles with every move that we make.” Kwento ko sa kanya.
Nakikinig naman siya at may lungkot sa mga mata niya.
“Then why don’t you buy one and buy a new house. Dad has a lot of money, maybe you
can have some.” He shrugs.
What he said makes me giggle. Bata para rin siya talaga kahit na above average and
I.Q niya. He might have been thinking that it’s easy to ask money from his cocky
Dad. Oo nga pala, parehas si Mr. de Lorenzo ni Caine, masyadong maangas ang
dating.
“Mommy used to ask money from him when they were still married. Millions of
dollars, as what I can remember. Why not ask him to give you his millions of
dollars, too Tita Nikka, so you can buy a new house and beds for your brothers?”
Andi suggested, as if it were as easy as that. But I do appreciate his kind heart.
Mabait naman pala kahit may pagka-aroganteng bata rin.
And what, Tita Nikka? That sounds so great. At least tanggap naman pala niya ako.
Hindi lang talaga siya palangiti o baka may lungkot siyang itinatago kaya hindi
siya ngumingiti. Ang kapatid ko, kahit na hindi nakakapagsalita, makikita ang saya
sa mga mata at nalulungkot lang ay kapag nagugutom. But this boy in front of me is
most likely killing himself in his own sadness.
Saka Mommy daw. Naalala kong sabi ni Jesmond ay diborsyado na si Mr. Jamie Rix kaya
raw mag-ingat ako. Ano namang iingatan ko, eh parang diring-diri nga sa akin ang
lalaking iyon. Ibang-iba sa lalaking nakita kong nakikipaghalikan sa loob ng
elevator? The moment he finally discovered that I was trying to apply as a Nanny,
he became so stern and his come-hither attitude suddenly vanished. He’s not being
flirtatious anymore, but that was a good thing.
“It’s not like that, baby. Your Mom was your Mom and I am a different person and it
isn’t as easy as that to ask money from your Dad. He’s working too hard to have it,
for you and not for anybody else. As for me, I have to work hard to have some,
too.” I told him.
Parang gusto kong sapakin ang sarili ko. I’d outhit my own head with a bat. Ako ang
tinamaan sa sinabi ko. O di nga ba at pumasok ako para kidnapin ang batang ito na
kahit bossy din ang dating ay nakakaawa ang mga berdeng mata kung tumitig? Hindi
paghihirapan nina Jesmond and lintik na perang makukuha nila kay Mr. Jamie Rix.
Ewan, biglang sumakit ang ulo ko sa kaisipan na iyon. Whatever I am going to choose
in the end will surely hurt me in more heart stabbing ways. Kapag hindi ko ito
itinuloy, mamamatay ang kapatid ko at ako, lalo pa at hindi ko alam kung sino ang
puno at dulo ng lahat ng ito. Kapag itinuloy ko, paano ang batang ito?
Nagkatitigan kaming dalawa at sumilay sa labi niya ang isang ngiti. Shit! He has
that smile like his father and his uncle.
“Hindi ka mayaman?” tanong niya na nginitian ko lang saka inilingan.
Tumalikod ako at hinarap ang closet sinimulan kong ipasok ang ilang piraso ng mga
damit ko at underwears sa loob. Ni hindi pa nakapuno iyon sa isang patungan ng
cabinet. Saka ko naman binuksan ang traveling bag at kinuha paisa-isa ang mga damit
na luma raw sabi ni Mr. Jamie Rix, pero may mga tag price pa.
“Wala na akong Mama at mas lalong walang Papa.” Sabi ko sa kanya habang nakatalikod
ako at sinisilip ang tag price ng isang red tank top. Susko! Kamuntik ko pang
maiitsa nang makita ko na 108 dollars iyon. Nalula ako nang kalkulahin ko iyon sa
peso. Halos kalahati na ng sweldo ko ang halaga ng damit na hawak ko pero nawala
roon ang atensyon ko nang biglang magsalita si Andi.
“Me, I don’t have a Mommy. She left me. And Dad, he’s some kind of a busy man. Both
on his business and his girls.” Aniya sa akin.
Napalingon ako sa kanya. He knows all the things that surround him; What his father
is actually doing and it put me on a grieve concern. Masyado pa siyang bata para
malaman ang tungkol sa pambababae ng ama niyang haliparot. Kawawa naman siya. Dapat
ay ma-divert ang atensyon niya sa ibang bagay at hindi sa ganito. Mukhang alam ko
na ang problema ng bata. He’s in lack of attention and love from his own parents.
His Mom left and I don’t know who filed a divorce first, but this isn’t right.
“Don’t be upset. At least, you have both of them. You’ve got to think which is
better, the ones like me or the ones like you? Ako wala kahit na sino sa mga
parents ko, ikaw parehas silang nandyan at mahal ka kahit busy sila. And you should
not be talking about your Dad’s girls. Baka naman sa business talaga siya busy di
ba?” kunwari pagtatakip ko, but I really do wanna kick up my own ass for covering
that sexy old man. Wait? Did I just say, sexy?
I bite the inner of my lower lip. Totoong sexy ang Daddy niya. His chest is broad
and bulk. Halos parehas sila ng body built ni Mr. Adam. They’re both giants and
really monstrous in heights. And looks like it’s the other side of the story, the
girls could possibly be the ones chasing right after Mr. Jamie Rix.
“Okay.” Nagkibit balikat siya.
Okay nga. Ganito na lang palagi.
I stare at him. Kawawa naman. Hindi lang pala ang mga anak na walang magulang ang
nalulungkot, meron din palang mga bata na mayaman at may matatawag pang mga
magulang pero kulang sa pagmamahal.
Lumapit ako sa kanya at niyakap siya. Kung pwede lang ba na lahat ng batang
nalulungkot at iuwi ko, sana may collection na ako ngayon.
“Don’t be upset.” Alo ko sa kanya. Dapat malaman ito ni Mr. Jamie Rix. Kawawa naman
si Andi. I can figure out that he’s been hiding the hurt that he feels for such a
long time. Mukhang wala sa hitsura ng batang ito ang nagko-confess at ako ang
magko-confess para sa kanya. Hintayin ako ng ama niyang babaero. Nakakapambabae
pero walang panahon sa kaisa-isang anak?
Magtutuos kami!
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CHAPTER TWELVE
JAMIE RIX
I land my eyes at the face of this woman who just put her damn warm hand on my
shoulder, squeezing it tight. I am sitting on a counter stool of this bar where I
used to spend so much of my time after office hours. And now, I’m fucking here
again, trying to shut the pretty innocent face of that girl out of my dirty mind.
I’m trying, for I know just damn right that I want to get her laid and claim her
senseless, and count her as one those bitches I wrecked. But this isn’t right. She
deserves more than a fucking asshole like me who only wants a woman in her panties
before I tear it off and throw it somewhere to dig my dick in her core.
Why such a fucker and now a pedophile, Jix? Jesus Christ! Do I certainly need to go
to a darn rehabilitation center?
But here’s a destruction. Gladly, Devine came. But why the heck I don’t fuckin’
find her pretty? Nabwibwisit ako sa mata niyang walang kasing itim dahil sa
eyeshadows niya at makakapal na eye liners, mukha siyang aswang! Tang-ina! Ang
pangit niya!
“Hi!” she greets me and her eyes never leave mine. From there, it move down to my
chest and down to my slacks zipper. Oh, well at least her fingers feel great on my
body.
I didn’t greet her back. I drink the whiskey straight from my wine glass.
“Oh, one arrogant sexy man here.” She said in sarcasm but I find it real hot that
even makes the corner of my lip tilts.
“Following me, woman?” I asked her glancing at her damn tits.
Her fingers move seductively from my shoulder down to my chest, drawing circles
around my nipple through that fucking fabric that I wear. “What if I do?” says
Devine, my rumored girlfriend but she isn’t really.
I don’t fucking do girlfriends, I just fuck. Fuck as hard as my woman wishes how
does she likes it to be.
And Devine is a one night fucking stand after I sponsored in that shitty charity
workshop funded by her company. But frankly saying, this woman is a real bitch. The
charity was just a big part of her masquerading kind-heartedness but she really
didn’t mean it, helping the poorest of the poor. It was a great show to promote
their family name, Araneta and so as their shitty businesses.
“Sorry, I don’t fuckin’ repeat a woman I’d already bedded.” I stand up and get
money from my wallet and put it on the countertop. Devine’s hand was fast. She made
sure to touch my dick as early as possible and now it’s really on my dead sex. I
don’t know but I don’t find her so nice to sleep again with. Walang reaksyon ang
pagkalalaki ko kahit na lumuluwa ang suso niya sa suot niyang itim na tube top.
She’s not even heating me up. Fuck!
I saw a strange reaction that crosses her face as she glances on it. “Dead?” her
lips twitches and looks like she’s forbidding to laugh her ass out.
“Because I don’t find you fuckable anymore.” I found an excuse but I don’t really
know what the hell is wrong with me. I have this strong sexual desire for that kid
that is really so unacquainted, but I can’t help it, it thrills me up to the bones
that gradually I couldn’t find any woman as desirable as her since that minute we
talked yesterday.
Gaddamit! I’m so fucked up! I really am!
I halt when a hot palm smack on my face. “Fuck you!” she angrily muttered. Her eyes
were much more fiercer than it were before. So, what do I care?
My jaws clench so I held a fist on the back of her head pulling her hardly to kiss
her ravagely.
I bite her lips and swear to make it swell by giving her a punishment for smacking
my handsome face. Screw you, little bitch!
A large moan tries to escape from her mouth but I didn’t let her to. She wraps me
in her arms and begins to touch my back, wandering her hands down to my spine,
going to my butt as I kiss her fucking hard.
But before she makes it to my precious butt cheeks, I grip her wrists and push her
harshly.
“Now look who liked it. You don’t deserve it. No one dared to smack my face as much
as you did. The next time you do it, warn your self, woman, for the next thing that
will land on your fucking face is not my crushing lips but my damn hands.” I grit
my teeth and turn my back.
Napabuntong hininga ako at nahilot ang sarili kong noo habang naglalakad ako
papalabas ng bar. I bump every person who blocks my way and say no sorry for it.
“Hey, man!” it’s a heavy filthy hand which poked my shoulder but I grab his hand
and pull it in a twist.
“Aw! Aw! Fucking aw!” he growls like a shitty bitch. “Demmit Jix! Spare it, you
asshole!” he winced in pain after I spare his hand.
“Sorry, scumbag. I thought you were some kind of a trouble.” I punch his arm and we
do the brotherly hug.
After that hug, he gives me that wide grin. It’s been quite sometime since we last
saw each other and that was exactly two years and four months ago. Nasa Vegas pa
siya noon nang bumisita ako. He’s Chester Logan, my old best buddy and he’s from
the US Navy.
That was my greatest dream, too; to join that scary Navy, and being a businessman
wasn’t really in my plan. Iyon ang sikreto kung bakit ako mayabang at arogante. I’m
way more than my twin, Adrix. I’m the one who’s more bossy and an F-bomber. Know
what F-Bomber means? Fuck Bomber! He’s flirty in a more discreet way but I was not
and I am not. Pero sa awa ko sa kakambal ko, I withdrew that dream. I can’t let my
only brother take the hottest fucking seat of managing two of the most prestigious
companies in the entire mother universe – alone! Kami na lang dalawa ang
nagmamahalan kaya hindi ko pwedeng pabayaan ang bunso ko.
I was only sixteen when I was given the chance to be accommodated to watch it live,
that deadly trainings of the Navy Seal. A Naval Special Warfare unit highly trained
for unconventional warfare. While SEAL is an acronym for Sea, Land and Air. I
joined the training though I wasn’t literally a member and I beat the trainees in
an unexplainable reason. But that ended there for I saw how it made Adam’s eyes so
teary and weary. We both have the attitude to spit out what’s bothering us but that
time, he confessed and still, his words marked my brain like a stain that could
never be brushed off…
“I don’t have any, kuya. I’d rather lose all the things we inherited from Dad, than
to lose you when the time would finally come for you to show the world how fucking
strong you are being a member of SEAL. Fate might not be as good as what you think
it could be. What if you’d die? What about me?”
Those were the words that caught me off-guard especially when I saw his tears
glimmered in his eyes. He’s gaddamn weaker than me. He cried a lot when Dad
committed suicide and I promised myself during Dad’s funeral that I would never
ever leave the only brother that I have.
I pull those thoughts out of my mind and smile at Chester. “How're you doin’,
fuckboy?” I almost yelled at him so he can hear me for I the music inside the bar
is too loud.
He chuckles and drags me out of the bar. “I’m doin’ good. How about you? Andi?” he
offered me a cigarette but I shake my head for a, no.
“I had a few sticks a while ago.” I scan his body. His 45 caliber pistol was tucked
in his waistband. Nothing still differs from the two of us. I may not made it to
the SEAL’s but I also have a motherfucking son of a gun, tucked in my waistband,
too.
“Andi’s okay and so am I.” I said but he stops from lighting up his own stick.
His brows knit. “Okay? Do you think that’s what I wanna hear about my godson,
fucker? Okay? Let me guess, you’re still not paying enough attention to him, am I
right, playboy?” he hits me in the head with his words, not missing any shot.
He’s right.
I nod. “I don’t know why.” I admit.
“Well, find another woman. The wife material one, not a fuckable one. Iyon lang ang
magpapatino sa iyo. You’re being such a rebel, had anybody ever told you that? You
may not be even aware of it but your making your life miserable because of that
crap divorce. Knowing how you fight for your will and interests, I couldn’t believe
you’ve let Amanda go, just exactly fucking like that. I knew it was a bad decision.
I knew this time would come. Babawi ka sa paraan ng pagrerebelde. Have you
forgotten how you joined that shit fraternity at our very young age, because of
your mother? That’s what’s exactly happening right now. You're lost again, dude.”
Litanya niya.
Really? He’s preaching me? A gaddamn shit like him is acting like a minister or a
priest? But at some point, he maybe right.
“Come to my house. Stop talking to me with shits like that. Come tomorrow night,
we’ll have dinner and some unwinding. I have to go home.” I’m horny enough and I
wanna see Nikka's pretty face again. Just her face and it will be enough.
My dick twitches remembering that kid. She’s such a toxic! I don’t know what’s with
her that makes me go hell crazy like this. The more I contain myself from touching
her, the more this shitty greedy beast inside of me is so damn eager, wanted to be
unleashed.
Baka hynipnotize ako ng bwisit na batang iyon or maybe she had casted a spell over
me. Matatanga ako sa kanya. Nakakabwisit siya!
I groan when my belly aches. Oh fuck! “I fuckin’ need to go, scumbag. See you
tomorrow.” Iniwan ko si Chester na nakanganga.
“Good way how to welcome an old friend you haven’t met for years, buddy! Thank you
for leaving me here! You still haven’t changed a bit, you’re still a shitty
arrogant dickhead!” he yelled with a chuckle.
I don’t look back. I raise my hand and show him my middle finger, trying to tell
him, fuck you, but he just laughed at it.
“See you tomorrow, best buddy!” he bellowed.
“Seven!” I yelled back and so he salutes me before I give him my smirk and hop in
my car.
Nice to see you again, buddy but a young girl is wrecking my head, both of my
fucking HEADS! Dammit!
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CHAPTER THIRTEEN
NIKKA
I swear, I'm like an idiot while I keep on roaming my eyes in the entire room. I'm
thinking about Caine and Bryan but can't really concentrate. I'm in the middle of
the bed trying to soak myself in the upholstered apple green headboard, while I'm
listening to the loud sound of the rain. Nanginginig ako sa takot at sa lamig.
Umuulan pero hindi ko naman mapatay ang aircon na ang lakas na parang magyiyelo na
ang paligid ko sa lamig. Hindi ako marunong pumatay ng lintik na aircon! Mas mabuti
pang tao na lang ang patayin ko.
I'm wearing my above the knee pink socks and an off shoulder sweater. Nakuha ko ang
pink na sweater sa damit na ibinigay sa akin at may kapartner na sobrang ikling
shorts.
Hinihintay ko si Mr. Jamie Rix para kausapin siya tungkol kay Andi pero alas onse
na ay wala pa siya. Totoo yatang mahirap magpalaki ng matanda. Sa pagod ko sa
paghihintay ay pumasok na lang ako rito, kaya lang, ay parang nagha-hallucinate ako
na may lalabas na multo sa closet at hihilahin ang paa ko kaya hindi ako makatulog.
I tucked myself and wrap my legs in my own arms, while my chin rests on my knees.
Nakatalukbong ako ng kumot pero walang tigil sa paggalaw ang mga mata ko dahil
malamlam na ang ilaw sa walk in closet na hinayaan ko na nakabukas. I can't shrug
off the thought in my mind of that ghost on that movie 'Feng Shui', si Lotus Feet.
Inaaay!
I grind my nails using my teeth and start to build an imaginary ghosts inside my
head, until I heard footsteps.
Lotus Feet?
Gusto kong kumaripas ng takbo papalabas sa kwarto at sumiksik sa kwarto ni Andi na
natutulog na kanina pa.
I listened very carefully and saw a huge silhouette at my doorstep. Nakaawang kasi
ang pinto ng kwarto ko dahil nga kapag may lumabas na multo sa salamin o kung saan
pa man ay mabilis akong makakalabas.
I wanna go home. Doon kahit butas ang bahay ko ay hindi ako natatakot ng ganito.
Huwag lang may burol dahil talagang binabangungot ako.
Nakatigin pa rin ako sa pintuan nang bigla na lang mamatay ang ilaw.
"Lotus Feet!" tili ko sabay talon sa kama at karipas ng takbo papalabas. I look
back and there are flashes of lightning that make the curtains look so creepy.
"Nikka?" a sharp arrogant tone I heard in the middle of the blackout. I immediately
sneak out knowing it's Mr. Jamie Rix. Bigla ko na lang nabundol ang isang matigas
na pader pero kaagad na may humawak sa balakang ko. Tao pala ito
"Jesus!" he said on our impact.
"Mr.Jamie Rix?" I feel so glad at mabilis akong naglambitin sa leeg niya at para
akong kambing na umaakyat sa puno ng niyog. I want my feet off the floor kasi baka
may humila. I wriggle my legs as if I'm climbing up on a tree. I feel his support
on my waist so I wrap my legs around his body and I don't care how ridiculous I
will damn look like once the lights cut back.
"What the heck?" he growls but I ignore it. Isiniksik ko ang mukha ko sa gilid ng
leeg niya at mariin na nakapikit ang mga mata ko dahil sa takot.
"Where the hell is Rome! He should fucking turn the generator on!" galit na litanya
niya.
Shit! Ang bango niya. I can feel his damp hair and I know it wasn't because of the
rain. He took a shower and I can smell the mild manly, sweet scent of his soap. At
ang pabango niya ay parang kakambal na yata ng balat niya na kahit naligo na siya
ay naaamoy ko pa sa may leeg niya.
"Uuwi na po ako." Biglang sabi ko sa kanya at kumibot-kibot pa ako. Parang gusto
kong magtago sa loob ng katawan niya, kung pwede lang sana na dadaan ako sa pwet
niya. Pwede ba?
"Will you damn calm down! Get on your feet, now. I'll call Rome. He must be pretty
fast asleep. I'll kick his ass to wake him up." Masungit na sabi niya kahit naman
mababa ang kanyang boses, pero umiling ako.
"Ayaw. Nandyan si Nanay Melchora saka si Lotus Feet." Lalo kong iniyakap sa kanya
ang mga binti ko at parang bumigat ang paghinga niya at umungol siya ng mahina.
Nabibigatan yata siya, pero wala akong pakialam. Lalong humigpit ang braso niya sa
may gulugod ko bilang pagsuporta sa akin. Ang laki kong babae pero nagpapakarga ako
sa kanya? Ay ano ba, Nikka?
"Who the hell are they?"
"'Yon pong dating Yaya ni Andi at si Lotus Feet ay iyong nasa Feng Shui ni Kris
Aquino."
"What the fuck?! Lotus Feet isn't even real, lady. Nanay Melchora was kind and she
won't bother you. She's dead." He explained in his soft tone but still it didn't
change my mind. I still cling into his nape even more.
"That's the problem, baka po hilahin niya ang paa ko sa ilalim ng kama." Iminulat
ko ang mga mata ko at luminga sa kadiliman at napatili ako nang may makita akong
anino sa may bintana nang biglang kumidlat na naman.
"May patay!" tili ko sabay kiwal-kiwal. Jusko! Bukas uuwi na ako!
"Geez!" pumihit siya at pilit akong ibinababa pero hindi ako pumayag. Paea akong
nasa palo sebo at mas lalo akong naglambitin sa kanya.
He sighs as a sign of defeat. I feel that he starts to walk going somewhere, bitbit
ako na parang anak niya.
"Rome! Is that you?!" malakas ang boses niya. Ramdam kong sumasayad ang paa ko sa
sofa at doon niya ako ibinaba at noon naman ako kumalas sa kanya. I feel a sudden
surge of relief. Nasapo ko ang dibdib ko nang bumitaw ako sa kanya.
"Yes, boss! Sorry, boss nakatulog ako."
"Go on. Turn that fucking generator on. Someone here was screeching to death when
the lights shut off. Pati patay iniisip na buhay at pati multo sa pelikula ni Kris
Aquino ay lumabas na raw sa putang-nang TV." Sabi niya sa may bintana kaya kamuntik
akong mapahagikhik. I cover my mouth with my palm and suppress that little giggle,
but I didn't succeed. Napahagikhik na ako.
Ilang segundo lang ay lumiwanag na ang paligid kaya napangiti ako. Para akong tanga
na tumingala sa naglalakihang chandeliers na nakabitin sa walang kasing gara na
kisameng nakita ko sa buong buhay ko.
Tumingin ako kay Mr. Jamie Rix at ngumiti nang makita kong nakatingin siya sa akin.
My cheeks heated. He's handsome, really. Wearing his black pajama and his tight
men's white tank top, exposing his well defined and hard muscles. He looks like a
soldier ready to take into the battlefield with his hulky body.
I withdraw my gaze. At some strange thoughts, I remember that I'm wearing his ex
wife's sweater and cotton short. Itong medyas na suot ko ay akin naman. Hindi kasi
ako nakakatulog ng walang medyas dahil nasanay na rin ako. Marami kasing lamok sa
squatters kaya nakaugalian ko na mag-suot ng medyas. Same thing I always do with my
brother.
I feel the terrible embarrassment and awkwardness with that fire in his emerald
eyes as he rakes me and I feel an unfamiliar goosebumps and churning in my stomach.
Oh no! Baka nabwisit siya dahil suot ko na kaagad ang damit ng asawa niya.
"Ahm - isinuot ko na po. Thank you." I timidly said. Ngayon lang ako nahiya sa
buong buhay ko at hindi ako sanay ng ganito.
Alin ba ang mas nakakailang, ang titig niya at halos magdikitan na ang mga katawan
namin sa kinatatayuan ko o ang kaisipan na parang hindi yata sa akin bagay ang
damit ng asawa niya na mas mahal pa sa kaluluwa ko?
Hmmn, both?
He purses his lips and put his hands on his hips. Umiwas siya ng tingin at first
time ito na siya ang bumawi, yet still, he has that ice-cold expression.
"Never mind. It's yours." He just said. Tumalikod siya kaya tumalon naman ako mula
sa sofa pero biglang dumulas ang lintik na medyas ko sa granite na flooring,
causing me to land on my butt and my head bumped the edge of the off-white sofa.
"Aray!" I put my hands at the back of my head and falling my eyes closed.
"Holy shit!" bulalas ni Mr. Jamie Rix sabay luhod sa may tagiliran ko. "You're
fucking clumsy!" galit pa niya sa akin kaya nalukot ang mukha ko lalo. May kumirot
sa pwet ko at pati na sa ulo kaya napaatungal pa ako.
"Araay." I growl and I don't certainly know what's hurting more, is it my butt, my
head or my pride? Nakakahiya!
I felt his hand caressing my head. "Where the gaddamn shit does it hurt?" he
annoyingly asked but he didn't manage to keep that concern in his low husky voice.
"Dito po." Kinapa ko ang pwet ko pero parang nagningas ang mga mata niya sa
pagkainis. Bakit ba siya naiinis? Nadulas na nga ako, galit pa siya? Ang sungit
niya talaga!
"I can't fuckin' touch that. Can you get up?" hinawakan niya ako sa siko pero nang
tingnan ko siya ay sa mga hita ko siya nakatingin. His hard way of swallowing
whatever kind of lump it is in his throat didn't get a chance to escape from my
eyes. Then, his jaws clutch as he pulls his eyes away from my parted thighs, moving
up to my face. Wala na kasi, labas na ang singit ko sa sobrang ikli ng short ng
asawa niya, ex pala.
"Get up. Can you? Why do you have to wear that shitty pair of socks? That's
slithery. Damn it!" sermon pa niya sa akin. Ano na ba? Wala na bang katapusan ang
pagsusungit niya? Para na siyang tanga.
"Sanay na po akong ganito. And will you please stop scolding me po. Masakit na nga
po ang pwet ko." I scowl at him and he can do nothing but stare at me with his
pissed aura. Kapag ako ang nagbukas ng topic kay Andi, malalagot sa akin ang boss
kong ito. Sesermonan ko siya ng walang humpay. Maya-maya kapag hindi mamasakit ang
pwet ko.
I slowly get on my feet while he's supporting my arm, helping me to stand.
"You better fucking wear a pair of slippers when you're in your COSTUME." He said
in a mocking way. Rather than being insulted, I find myself laughing with his
remark.
"This isn't winter land, lady. You need not to wear that socks and your sweater."
Bimusiklat niya ang buhok ko at parang may hinahanap siyang mina ng kuto sa ulo ko.
Ano bang hinahanap niya at sinasalat pa niya ang anit ko? Baka balakubak?
Magpapahawa ba siya? Buti na lang alagang sunsilk kaya mabango.
"Winter land po sa kwarto ko. Hindi ko po mahinaan ang aircon dahil hindi ako
marunong." Amin ko. Bigla siyang natigilan sa pagsalat ng mina sa ulo ko. O bakit?
Pakialam ko kung pagtawanan niya ako? Wala naman kasing aircon sa bahay, abaniko,
meron.
"Quit playing tricks on me, Nikka." Sabi niya saka binulatlat ulit ang ulo ko. Para
siyang matsing, naghahanap yata siya ng kuto.
"Hindi po nga ako marunong talaga. Pakihinaan mo naman po Mr. Jamie Rix."
"Stop calling me Mr. Jamie Rix. Just call me, Sir or Sir Jamie. You're making me
ill." Inis na utos niya sa akin.
I shrug. Whatever! "Ano po bang sinasalat niyo?"
"Just checking if your head bulged. Thankful, no swelling. Can you walk?" parang
may himig ng lambing ang boses niya o baka guni-guni ko lang.
I twist my head and tilts it to look up at him. "Gusto niyo po sayawan ko pa kayo."
I giggle but he doesn't find it so amusing, so I just press my lips. Siguro
ipinaglihi siya sa apdo, lagi na lang kasing mapait ang mukha niya simula noong una
kaming nag-usap.
I decide to take my step forward. Pwet lang naman ang medyo masakit.
Sumunod siya sa akin hanggang sa kwarto ko at pagdating sa may pintuan ay tumigil
ako. Tumago ako sa likod niya at humawak sa sando niyang suot.
"Mauna ka na po, baka nandyan si Lotus Feet."
In fairness to him, he's so sexy. He's so big and masculine and his huge strong
body covers mine. Kanina pa ako napapasulyap sa tattoo niya sa may kaliwang dibdib,
paakyat sa balikat at ngayon ay dito sa may likod niya. It was an ink of chains of
infinity with a dangling pendant on his back. The words that were written there
which I start to read carefully take me into an abrupt halt.
I'd dreamt of becoming a hero,
But I know I am a hero myself.
SEAL BOY, JAMIE RIX D.L
SEAL? He once became a member?
"Stop fooling yourself. It won't help you how to get a better sleep. You should
have enough of it. Tomorrow it's our family bonding. Every Saturday Andi goes on a
shopping with my cousins, their wives and kids. You will look after him so you must
sleep well, little lady."
"Yes, General." I giggle, releasing the inhibitions about ghosts.
"Are you insulting me?" ipinihit niya ng kaunti ang ulo kaya kitang-kita ang
pagkag-side view ng mukha niya. He really looks so perfect in every angle. I can
hardly think what could be the possible reason why he and his wife both chose to
have their own liberties.
"Hindi po." I smile when he locks his eyes with mine.
He must be arrogantly annoying but I can name things that are good about him. For
me, I find him sweet in the most assertive way, and it's hot. Hindi common sa isang
lalaki ang bossy pero malambing. And the way how he caressed my hair back there at
the living room made me prove about that strikingly strange kind of sweetness, that
maybe a certain Jamie Rix de Lorenzo, only has.
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CHAPTER FOURTEEN
JAMIE RIX
After setting the damn air-condition to its fine tuning, I turn to face the woman
who I find really behaves so badly. A really naughty young lady, but so fucking
sexy.
I look at her so perfectly amused while looking at the air-condition attached to
the uppermost part of the wall, touching the white ceiling. She's not even shy
admitting the truth that she doesn't even know how to tune that fucking thing,
right. And I agree, the whole room is nearly to freeze when I step in. Kulang na
lang ay bumuga ng snow.
She looks down and stares amazingly at the remote control I have in my hand. Then,
she looks up and smiles at me. Her brown eyes are shimmering in delight just like
how her long really straight dark brown hair shines.
Oh, Christ!
She's so really fucking pretty. Everything about her is natural. No need for those
shitty ironing to flatten her hair, no lipstick to make her sultry lips glossy and
pink. No need for blush on to give a blushing effect on her cheeks. Fuck!
"May I try it, Sir Jamie?" she follows her question with another smile that
compliments with her pinkish cheeks due to her blushing, and compliments with her
pink outfit.
I swear to hell everything about her is pink! She looks so perfect and I can't see
that squatter girl in her, like what she used to say. Amanda's clothes fit her
flawlessly, just what I've thought it could be, and was absolutely right. And I'm
having a hard time dealing with my stupid fucking dick! It was limp when I saw
Devine at the bar but when this young woman climbed up on me like I was a damn
shitty tree, my cock ached like it never did before. I'm so into her, madly wanna
taste her but as long as I can, I will never ever give myself a shit, though it's a
torture.
"Try it for yourself." I hand her the remote before I fail to maintain my senses.
I feel her fingertips brush against mine and hell, para akong kinuryenteng palaka
at dumiretso sa itlog ko ang epekto.
I mentally grumble and almost pulled back my hand but I didn't. I cuss myself for
being such a pussy. Why the hell does she have this kind of effect on me? I keep
questioning myself but damn I'm sure that I can't find any answer, all that - I
know I want to bed her. So desperately wanted to claim her and leave her damn lax
and exhausted.
I was pulled out from my dirty thoughts when she giggles while she keeps on
touching the buttons of the fucking remote control to adjust the coolness of the
air-con. She giggles when she hears that fucking sound when it speeds up and slows
down.
And instead of finding her crazy, I find her so cute and amusing. She's just so
very natural and not even shy where she came from and not bothered by things she
doesn't know. I tilt my head and shake it, bringing the corner of my lips into an
inconspicuous smile. She's really such a kid and acts one, too. How the hell did I
gaddamn end up like this having such a shitty crush - so - whatever bulshit on her?
She's such a baby, fuck it!
"Ang galing!" she jumps up and down like she's some kind of a lunatic. I can't
believe that a fuckin' remote control will make her happy like this.
Then she glances at me with a pretty smile plastered on her face. She puts down the
remote on her bedside table and turns to me. Her smile vanishes as she clasps her
hands over her chest.
I quirk my brows and straighten my back, bugging out my chest because she's showing
her overbearing personality, which I'd thought she never have. Oh, I knew she has,
not just being too flashy about it.
"What's with that overbearingness?" tanong ko sa kanya.
She covers her eyes with her palm. Lalong nalukot ang noo ko sa ginawa niya. Ano na
naman kalokohan ng babaeng ito? And I swear it's not helping me. The more I find
her so irritatingly funny, the more I wanna get laid.
"Si Andi, I think namimiss ka po niya. Nambababae ka po pero wala kang panahon sa
kanya." She directly stated.
Oh, come on!
I swear my jaws clench but I'm still having this stupid boner. "What is this?!
You're not even allowed to question anything from me." I said angrily, just to
cover my damn embarrassment.
Babaero raw ako? Lintik na, saan niya napulot ang balita na iyon? She's really
sassy, heaven's sake! Para siyang si Mommy Suzanne! Allergic na allergic sa
pambababae ko.
"Yes, at some point I don't necessarily have but when it comes to Andi, I have. I'm
his Yaya, remember po?" sabi niya kabang nakatakip pa rin sa mga mata.
Anong putang-nang problema niya at ayaw niya akong tingnan? Do I look awful?
"Then do your job, I don't need a Mommy, I need a Nanny for my son." I'd put an
emphasis with every word that I said.
"Then, I'm sorry but he needs a Daddy, too and not just a Nanny. He needs you more
than he needs anybody else. So please - give - " she's being so blabby again so I
cut her off. She's striking me straight into my head! Dammit!
"Stop this shit!" I raise my tone and she flinches, then shuts her mouth.
I suddenly felt so guilty about it. What a fuck?!
If Andi's Mom didn't care for him, why would I even dare to put more than enough of
it? It's so unfair for me. She's happy and I'm so madly jealous about her liberty
and happiness. Because I am not happy and still not free. I still want her after
all of this time. Dapat lang na tumabasan ko ang ginagawa niya para maging patas
kaming dalawa. If she's taking Andi for granted, then I'll fucking do the same!
"Enough of this, young woman." I managed to control my tone.
"No," she mumbled not giving up this damn fight.
No? I gaze at her in a drilling way. How can I ever make that foul disobedient
mouth stop? Whacking it isn't the right thing to do, kissing is better; Hard, rough
and - oh shut the fuck up Jamie Rix!
"Then try to argue and I'll give you the best fucking punishment you will never
forget. He's my son. Wala kang karapatan na kwestyunin ako kung paano ko
pinakikisamahan ang anak ko. Just do your job and what you see or even hear, just
keep it. No one needs your remarks, not me, Nikka." I turn my back on her shaking
my head. The heck she keeps on commenting like I badly needed it. Halos dalawang
taon na kami ni Andi na ganito, he's not even complaining so I know he's doing more
than okay.
"One day you'll realize what I'm talking about if he won't even bother to love you
anymore. Hmmp!" she grumbles.
I look back on her and still she's covering her shits with her palms.
"Ibaba mo na ang mga kamay mo, lalabas na ako. And next time, tingnan mo ako kapag
kinakausap kita, hindi iyong nakatago ka sa mga palad mo." Galit ko pa sa kanya,
pero galit ba ako talaga? I am pissed but she's still acting so cute and I find her
so adorable, despite her flaring mouth.
"Ayoko pong tumingin. It was a rule not to look at you when we're talking." Paalala
niya sa akin.
Oh yeah, she fucked it just so right! Pero hindi ba sapat na hangaan ko na naman
siya sa pagiging palaban niya? I like women who fight and those who don't easily
give up. Bakit ba lahat na lang nandito sa batang ito? Kung meron man akong ayaw sa
kanya, it's her age, at ang pagiging masayahin niya. I'm a brooding man and I don't
want a fucking talkative woman, but she's really just so talkative in the funniest
way.
And demmit for myself cause when the hell did I start to get amused by a girl's
uncontrollable sassy mouth? Not once, just today!
"Better sleep, if you don't, hihilahin ka ni Lotus feet." I warned her and that's
when she immediately runs out of the room screeching again.
"Lotus feeeeet! Juskolord!" tili niya.
I smile at her expression when she'd passed me by. The irritation I was feeling a
moment ago was now gone. Saan siya pupunta?
"Nikka." I called her and walked out of her room too. I can see her running toward
the staircase. I put my hands in my pockets and follow her.
"Bukas na po tayo mag-usap. Doon ako matutulog kay Andi. Kapag hindi ka po pumayag,
maglulupasay ako sa ulan nang walang panty." She runs upstairs leaving me halted
with my parted mouth and quirking brows, following her footsteps with my eyes,
looking how incredibly pretty her ass really was.
What the fucking hell was that? She's terribly insane! Maglulupasay nang walang
panty? Oh, Christ! Mababaliw ako ng wala sa oras...
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CHAPTER FIFTEEN
NIKKA
"Tita Nikka, Tita Nikka, get your legs off me. You're too heavy." Paulit-ulit na
sambit ni Andi pero hindi ako gumagalaw. I'm still so sleepy but when his words
sank in my head, I pull myself in an abrupt movement to sit.
Kaagad akong luminga sa paligid at hinanap ng mga mata ko ang relo. Alas syete y
medya na. Tatawag pa ako kay Caine at kay Jesmond.
"Why did you sleep here? Isn't your room feels good enough for you?" seryosong
tanong niya. Well, I can say that he maybe showing a de Lorenzo attitude, brooding.
Hinaplos ko ang ulo niya at saka ako ngumiti. "Natakot kasi ako kagabi kaya tumakbo
ako rito. There was a blackout and I was really so afraid. Takot ako kay Lotus Feet
at sa iba pang multo sa TV." Nginatngat ko ang daliri ko kaya humagikhik siya.
"Tita Niks, those weren't true. They're just movies, anyway." Aniya sa akin.
Oo, alam ko naman iyon pero takot talaga ako. Noong napanood ko si Sadako sa
kapitbahay namin, nagpahatid pa ako papauwi kasi pakiramdam ko ay lalabas ang
bwisit na multong iyon sa lumang poso sa may tapat ng bahay namin. Noong nanood
naman ako ng 'The Healing, pakiramdam ko ay may makakasalubong akong doppelganger
na walang mata. Iyon namang palabas ni Judy Ann Santos na 'Kulam', pakiramdam ko
makakasalubong ko si 'Maria' na mangkukulam. Basta, marami pang palabas na multuhan
ang pinanood ko at halos mamatay ako sa takot, pero hindi ko matiis na hindi
panoorin. It's my addiction and my greatest fear, too. I never imagined watching
thriller in a movie house because for sure I'll wreck the hell out of all the
people who are inside the Cinema once I scream my heart out to death. Baka lahat
sila ay magsitakbuhan kapag tumili ako nang walang humpay na parang ginagahasang
pusa.
"Why don't we go on a movie together, Andi?" buong lakas ng loob na suggestion ko
sa kanya pero para siyang matanda na umangat ang mga kilay, giving me that look,
are you dead serious?
"You'll scream for sure. You'll embarrass yourself, Tita Nikka. But we can watch in
the theater room. You can screech as long as you want, wala naman kasing tao sa
loob, tayo lang." suhestyon naman niya.
I smile broadly, thinking that they do have a theater room here. "You do have one?"
I asked excitedly.
He nods for an answer. "A big one , as big as my room and the TV is 110 inches 4k
resolution, Tita." Imporma niya.
Anong 4k resolution? Anong pagkakaiba naman noon sa ordinaryong TV? I can say that
this little guy here is a very lucky man. He has everything in the world that a kid
can ever ask for. Ako nga walang TV kahit black and white lang. But I know, the
things that surround him aren't the things he necessarily needed. I can see the
pain in his eyes and his longing. I don't know, maybe longing for attention, love
or maybe he's missing his Mom and his - Dad; his Dad who's here but really far by
heart and I have this eagerness to make him happy and make sure that he'll live
after the kidnapping. Because looking at him, extremely incomplete makes me wanna
draw back from that deal with Jesmond. I may not know how to escape from it but I
know I'll figure out and will surely find a way. Iyon lang, magsa-suffer ako. Paano
ang kapatid ko at si Caine kapag nakulong ako?
Jusko! Paano ba? Suddenly I wanna tug my hair and rip my hair out my scalp. Tanga
na nga yata ako talaga dahil sa lipas gutom, pero mahaba pa ang panahon kaya marami
pa akong pwedeng maisip. I didn't plan to put any part of my heart in this job, but
when I saw this kid, juskolord, hindi ko alam kung makakayanan ko ba na ilagay ang
batang ito sa alanganin.
"What are you thinking? Missing your Mom, too?" he asked while staring into my
eyes.
Tumango na lang ako para pagtakpan ang pagdadalawang-isip ko na ibigay siya sa
sindikato. But not even a single day I never did miss my Mama. Sa bawat dasal ko
kasama pa rin siya. At walang araw na hindi ko siya minamahal. At gusto ko na isang
araw ay mamulat ako na makaahon na sa hirap para hindi na ako mapilitan na gumawa
ng masama. I am a victim of this cruel world and all the people who have the power
use their wills to manipulate and make all the rules. Hindi ko alam pero noong
isang araw na nakakuha ako ng tiwala galing sa dalawang de Lorenzo na nakaharap ko
ay totoong gusto kong panindigan na isa pa rin akong mabuting tao at
mapagkakatiwalaan nila. That I'm not going to put this child in danger. This is the
first time I got a full trust from one of the richest people in the entire universe
and it warmed my heart. Knowing the place where I came from, he treated me like I
didn't come from that little piece of hell where I grew up.
Kahit na si Nanay Lolit ay hindi kinuwestyon ang pinanggalingan ko. She welcomed me
like I was already a part of this family, and I didn't expect that people like
these still do exist. After all the criticisms from the people who belong to the
middle class of society, I'd thought they're all the same and worst maybe were the
people of the upper class, but I was definitely wrong. Mr. Jamie Rix might have
been gotten so pissed at me last night, still I find him different and maybe needs
some eightenment to fully understand about Andi's situation.
I heave a sigh before I get up on my feet, sitting beside the kid, after.
"Listen you little big guy, I am a friend and whatever bothers you, feel free to
tell me." Kinalabit ko ang baba niya at marahan naman siyang tumango. Well, I can
figure out that he may not be so very cocky after all. Malungkot siya kaya siya
tahimik at hindi palaimik.
Kagabi ay nakita ko sa playroom niya ang sangkatutak na medalya at awards na
hinakot niya. And I can't believe that he's already in 6th grade at the age of
seven. There was an invitation from Landesgymnasium St Afra for Andi that was
framed and hangs on the wall. It is a school for gifted ones in Germany. That's
what I've read.
I don't know why his Dad can't give him a company to study there or even his Mom.
If he's mine, I'll do everything to put him where he really belongs. Kung ate niya
ako, ako na ang gagawa ng paraan para makapasok siya roon. I'm not questioning the
kind of education this country could've given into him, but who am I fooling? Hindi
ganoon ka-competitive ang Pilipinas lalo para sa katulad ni Andi. Sayang.
"You know what, my greatest dream is for my brother to speak fluently and go to
school, and looking at you, are you even aware just how lucky you are?" I smile at
him.
Ngumiti siya sa akin. "You see that? Mommy, don't and even Dad." Sabi niya.
Parang sinampal ako sa sakit na nakikita sa mga mata ng bata. "Wag ka ng malungkot.
Ipapakita ko sa Daddy mo 'yan." Pagmamayabang ko sa kanya.
Parang nagulat na naman siya sa sinabi ko. "You will? I doubt if he will listen.
How many get togethers did he intentionally miss, not just ten Tita Nikka? Since
they divorced, he never did listen to anybody, not even to Lola Suzi." Umiling pa
si Andi na parang dismayado sa ama.
Tama nga, mahirap magpalaki ng matandang gwapong babaero. Mukhang in love pa rin si
Sir Jamie sa asawa niya kaya dakilang matandang rebelde siya.
"He'll listen to me. Ia-upper cut ko siya kapag hindi." Pagmamayabang ko pa
hanggang sa may tumikhim sa likuran ko.
"Try me."
Jusko! Kaagad akong napalingon at napanganga para salubungin lang ang titig ng
lalaking ia-upper cut ko.
"S-Sir..." nagkabuhol-buhol ang hininga ko. Hindi sa takot sa kanya kundi sa
kagwapuhan niya. Who can be prettier than him? Kahit pagsama-samahin ang lahat ng
gwapo raw sa skwaters ay hindi pa yata pwedeng itumbas kahit na sa pwet ng lalaking
ito. Baka naman kapag itinabi sa kanya ang mga lalaking iyon ay magmukhang mata
lang ng pigsa niya ang mga matinee idol ng San Antonio squatters.
He arrogantly bulge his chest outward and shit! Napalunok na lang ako sa
pagkakaliyad ng malalapad niyang dibdib. It was overly exposed through his white
gym vest and he's looking awesomely sexy in his black cotton athletic pants. Mas
malaki siyang di hamak sa katawan ni Sir Adam pero sa tangkad ay mukhang pareho
sila. And knowing how hulky that Mr. Adamson is, ano na lang palang itatawag ko kay
Sir Jamie, 'Hulk Hogan'? Hahay, oo!
Saka hinahamon niya ako ng suntukan. Pwede kong ibawi si Andi sa pagbabalewala niya
sa bata. Hinahamon niya ako ng uppercut.
"Show me your punching skills, if do have one. As if you do have." Parang di siya
makapaniwala na marunong akong manuntok ng tao.
Tumayo ako at kinindatan ko si Andi na napaupo sa kama at parang natatawa. I swear
I love to see him smile, he's very good looking just like his flirtatious Dad.
"May this awaken you, General Hulk Hogan." I giggle when and so as his own son,
when his face hardens.
"What the fuck did you just call me?" salubong ang mga kilay niya.
I bite my lip and clutch my fingers into fist. He stiffens and fixated his eyes on
my lips. I find time to punch him and so I take a lot of courage to pummel him. I
gather my momentum and when he brings his eyes back into mine, I punch him right
away, hitting his stubbly jaw that made him froze on his track. "What a shit!"
nahawakan niya ang panga at tumalim ang mga mata niya sa akin.
"Aw,aw!" nahihipan ko ang kamao ko at ipinaypay. Lumakas ang tawa ni Andi kaya
natawa rin ako, and I didn't like Gen. Hulk's dim expression.
I nervously giggle while staring at his face, and grab the chance to run my ass out
of the room. "Andi, sumunod ka na lang baby kooo! Ayoko pang ihulog sa rooftop ng
Infinity ng Daddy mong Hulk Hogan!" tawa ako ng tawa habang tumatakbo ako.
"Coming, Tita Nikka!" sigaw ni Andi habang tumatawa rin kasusunod ko.
Binilisan ko ang takbo nang makita kong lumabas na rin si Sir Jamie sa kwarto at
nakahabol ng tingin sa akin.
"Jusko!" napatalon pa ako bago tumakbo ulit kahit na madulas ang medyas ko.
"Yeah run, if you both fall on your butts, I'm gonna fucking slap both of your
asses!" he said, just enough to be heard.
Lalo akong humahikhik saka ko hinawakan ang kamay ni Andi at sabay kaming tumakbo
sa hagdan. Di ako marunong sa elevator, baka abutan kami ni General H.
One point Nikka! Kala niya aatrasan ko siya. Huh! Si Nikka boksingera yata ako!
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CHAPTER SIXTEEN
NIKKA
Napanganga ako nang matanawan ko ang mga magagandang babae na papasok sa kabahayan
pagkatapos kong makababa ng hagdan. Wala akong itulak kabigin sa kanilang lahat at
gusto kong itanong, kung nasaan sila nang magsabog ng kagandahan ang Maykapal? Sana
sumama ako. They all look so classy and they’re giggling while chatting. All of
them look so young and were dressed beautifully. Lalo akong ngumanga nang makita na
pumasok sa bakuran ang mga kalalakihan na may bitbit na mga anak! Nasaan din sila
nang magsabog ng kagwapuhan at kamachohan? Made-deadbols na ba ako kaya
pinakikitaan na ako ng mga Greek gods and goddesses?
Then, I saw Mr. Adam. Oh! Mga de Lorenzo pala. Juskong gaganda ng lahi nila. The
serious man caught my attention. He’s so big; Bigger than any one of them. And he’s
so deadly attractive kahit parang hindi siya ngumingiti.
I hold onto the railing of the stair and waited for them to finally set in.
All the women paused when they saw me.
“The who is she?” nakangiting tanong ng isang babaeng naka-mini skirt. Mahaba ang
buhok niya at itim na itim.
The who raw ako?
I smile at them. “Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas po, 18 years of age, turning
19 next Saturday and Andi’s new Nanny. Nikka, at your service." Pakilala ko sa
sarili ko. I put my hands together and hold its place in front of me as I give them
a light bow.
“OMG! Is she the one you told me? Babe, you think, safe siya kay Kuya Jix?” parang
natatawang tanong ng isang babaeng ubod ng puti at kinis.
Kung gaano kaganda ang mga titig ng babae sa sakin ay ganoon naman katatalim ang
titig ng mga lalaki.
Uhoh! I gulp. Mga de Lorenzo nga, sigurado na. If they do all have in common, it’s
their eyes, fierce and drilling.
“Yes baby, don’t worry much. He’ll hold his fucking dick inside his pants. He’s not
a cradle snatcher.” Sagot ni Sir Adam sa babae. Sila ang mag-asawa? Sinarili ko ang
pag tango. Binalewala ko ang sinabi niya kasi kita ko sa ngiti niya na parang
nagbibiruan lang naman silang dalawa ng asawa niya.
“I hope so.” Another woman giggles. She’s pretty and I almost blush when a man with
an earring wrap his arm around her neck while carrying a little boy in his other
arm.
Tinaas-baba ng lalaki ang kilay niya kaya ngumiti ako. Well, he’s not very bossy
but he also has that panty dropping smile and gesture.
A beautiful woman walks in toward me. She’s not just beautiful but really very
sexy. She has a blonde hair and I bet it’s natural because her eyes are gray.
“Get dressed, aalis na tayo.” Sabi niya sa akin.
“Okay na po ito.” Sinipat ko ang sarili ko at parang ayoko na sumama pa. Magmumukha
akong basahan talaga. Pero basahan naman talaga ako. Doon naman ako galing, sa
basurahan.
Ayoko naman na isuot ang mga ibinigay ni Sir Jamie dahil baka sabihin niya, ang
lakas ng loob kong ibandera sa labas ang damit ng ex wife niya.
“Oh no, you need to change it. Halika bibihisan kita.” Ngumisi siya ng malaki at
hinawakan ako sa braso. Para akong napapaso sa tingin ng mga lalaki sa akin, pero
binalewala ko.
“Honey, stop it baby. Hindi siya si Pretty at mas lalong hindi siya manika.” The
biggest man said sweetly.
The woman glares at him. “Uuwi ako at iiyak maghapon.” Pananakot niya sa lalaki na
parang gigil na tumitig lang.
“Fuck! Fine!” he sighed for his defeat. The woman giggles and nods at me.
Ngumiti ako at naglakad papunta sa kwarto ko habang nakahawak siya sa akin. Sumunod
naman ang ibang mga babae sa amin.
“I’m Larrah Graine. Single Mom ako today.” Tumatawang pakilala ng babaeng naka-mini
skirt.
Bakit? Nasaan ang asawa niya? Baka nasa abroad. Hindi naman ako nagtanong kasi
nakakahiya. Pagpasok namin sa kwarto ay pinaupo ako ng babaeng blonde ang buhok sa
kama.
“She is Ate Yon-Yon, kuya Vandrix’s obsession.” Sabi ulit ni Ma’am Larrah. “Eto
naman si Iza, kuya Adam’s Obsession.” Inakbayan niya ang babaeng makinis. “At eto
naman si Nath, asawa ni Nexus na mahilig.” Saka siya humagikhik.
Umangat ang mga kilay ko nang magtawanan sila. Mahilig saan?
“Correction Larrah, lahat sila mahilig and we all know that Kuya Jamie is
unbeatable.” Tumatawang sabi naman ni Nathalia. She’s beautiful, actually lahat
sila ay iba-iba ang ganda. Ang Larrah Graine ay simple pero cute at batang tingnan.
Iza looks so timid but she’s lovely, too. Nath looks like a childish one but so
pretty, too and that blonde Yon-Yon is so really very charming.
Naroon na siya sa loob ng closet at naghahalungkat ng damitan ko. I can say na
mabait sila. Napaigtad ako nang makita kong umiilaw ang cellphone ko sa ibabaw ng
mesa pero hindi ko pinansin. Ngumiti ako sa mga babae at parang nakaramdam ako ng
kasiyahan. They look so happy and contented. Their husbands could be the most
beautiful men on earth but I think these women weren’t bothered at all. Who’s gonna
be bothered if those men carry their children in their arms? Mga barako kung
titingnan at matatapang pero bitbit ang mga anak nila at nagmumukhang mga yayo sa
pagsunod sa magaganda nilang asawa.
“Kailan ka pa nag-start?” tanong ni Ma’am Nath sa akin na nakaupo sa tabi ko.
“Kahapon lang po.” Ngumiti ako sa kanya.
“Wag mo na kaming ipo-po. We’re still young, ang mga matatanda ay iyong mga lalaki
sa sala.” Larrah said with her giggle but she stops when her phone rings. Kalong
niya ang isang batang lalaki na katulad ni Andi ay pogi rin.
“Excuse me, tumatawag si ipis.” Sabi niya saka siya tumayo.
Ipis? Kailan pa natutong magsalita ang ipis?
“She means, her hubby Ghuix is calling. Ipis kasi ang tawag niya sa asawa niya.”
Sabi naman ni Ma’am Iza.
Napatingin ako kay Ma’am Yon-Yon na lumabas na sa walk in closet, bitbit ang mga
damit na susuotin ko raw.
Ang laki ng ngisi niya. “Come on, girl. Bihis na. Si Nanay Melchora rin, hindi
namin hinahayaan na magmukhang Nanny. Dapat lahat tayo, pretty.”
Alanganin pa akong tumayo dahil nakikita kong hindi sa akin ang mga damit na bitbit
niya. She’s carrying a black leggings and black tube top at tingin ko ay lalabas
ang pusod ko roon. On her other arm dangles a brown fur vest and she’s carrying a
brown leather boots. Naisukat ko na ang mga boots, sapatos at mga sandalyas kahapon
at parang parehas kami ng sukat ng paa ng asawa ni General H.
“Lika na.” ulit pa ni Ma’am Yon-Yon kaya humakbang na lang ako. Nakakahiya na
ganito ang approach nila sa akin kahit hindi naman nila ako kakilala, then I will
just going to turn them down? I think, I can’t.
“Bihis ka na.” iniabot niya sa akin ang mga damit napangiwi ako. I think I better
tell them the truth.
I lightly scratch my nape and reluctantly smile at her. “Those aren’t mine, Ma’am
Yon-Yon. Sa ex wife ‘yan ni General Hulk Hogan.” Sabi ko sa kanya. It’s too late
for me to finally realize that I addressed Sir Jamie as, General H.
Nagkatinginan silang lahat at biglang nagkatawanan. “Oh my! You’re one of us! Lahat
kasi kami may kanya-kanyang tawag sa mga asawa namin. Pati ba ikaw kay Jamie Rix,
meron din? General Hulk Hogan?” ulit pa ni Ma’am Nathalia at walang tigil sa
pagtawa. Hindi ko naman asawa si Sir Jamie.
“Kasi ang laki niya tapos may tattoo pa ng SEAL, kaya General Hulk ang tawag ko sa
kanya.” Nawala na rin ang hiya ko at nangingiti na rin ako.
And where the hell did I get the bravery to call my boss like that? Baka naman kung
ibang boss si Sir Jamie ay isinabit na ako sa nakausling sanga ng balimbing at
pinalo ng paha sa pwet.
“You’re so funny. Dress up. Hayaan mo na kung sa ex niya ito. Wala na naman si
Amanda, and the fact that these were given to you, then these are now, yours.”
ngumiti pa si Ma’am Yon-Yon kaya naman inabot ko na ang mga iyon.
I take my step into the walk-in closet and dress myself up.
Nahigit ko pa ang paghinga ko nang humarap ako sa salamin. I can’t see the squatter
girl Gabrielle as I take a closer look at myself on the mirror. Only that, shit!
Labas ang tiyan ko. It’s not that I can’t carry some clothes like this, nakakailang
kasi lalabas kami at makikita ako ng mga tao na ganito ang hitsura ko. Ma’am Yon-
Yon and Ma’am Iza are wearing pretty much the same tops. May nai-expose na balat sa
kanila sa tyan pero iba naman sila sa akin. Feeling ko ay magmumukha akong trying
hard. Pero hindi ko sila pwedeng tanggihan, ang bait nila.
And that Iza was the one Sir Adam told me whom I remind him so much about. Saang
bagay naman kaya? Mukhang hindi naman madaldal si Ma’am Iza, ako kasi, sobra.
“Ready na?” narinig kong boses ni Ma’am Larrah sa labas kaya naman lumabas na ako.
Nailang pa ako nang tingnan nila ko mula ulo hanggang paa.
“Perfect!” sabi pa niya. Parang proud na proud naman si Ma’am Yon-Yon dahil siya
ang pumili ng damit. And I must admit, I love her style.
“Parang hindi bagay.” I crinkle my nose and drop my eyes on my boots. Halos umabot
iyong ng kalahati ng binti ko and thank god those were flat. Kapartner iyon ng fur
vest na suot ko sa. Parehas ng kulay, brown.
“Bagay na bagay. Humanda na si Jix na dumugin ng mga lalaki ang mansyon niya kapag
nakita ng mga taga subdivision si Nikka.” Iza said and shakes her head. Busog na
ako sa compliment nila pero –
Jusko naman. Nakaporma ako wala naman akong pera. Pero hindi bale na, basta alam ko
naman na kumakain ng masarap sina Bryan at Caine, busog na rin ako. I don’t need to
go shopping, I can live with just five pairs of clothes and can also live with just
one pair of slipper. I guess these pretty ladies here just wanna dress me up like
their own living doll.
Ngumiti ako sa kanila at tinanguan sila. “Tara na po mga Ma’am.” Masayang sabi ko.
“No Ma’ams, just our names.” Sabi ni Ma’am Iza kaya tumango ako.
They all started to walk when my phone rings again. Kaagad kong sinilip ang aparato
at nakita kong si Jesmond iyon. I grab it and answer it right away while I’m
heading toward the door.
“Hello – ” malambing na tanong ko. I didn’t intend to sound sweet but I guess it
did. Tumingin kasi sa akin ang mga babae at ngumiti na parang makahulugan.
“How sweet.” Jesmond stated on the other line.
“Haha.” I roll my eyes. “Bakit ngayon ka lang kumontak? I was trying to call you
since the other day.” Sabi ko sa kanya. Gusto kong itanong kung ready na ba ang one
hundred thousand na paunang bayad niya sa akin, because the truth, I’m now filled
with so much doubt whether I’ll continue this shit or not.
Pasunod-sunod ako sa mga kababaihan hanggang sa makarating kami sa sala. Kaagad na
lumapit sa akin si Andi at ngumanga pero halos hindi ko inintindi ang facial
expression niya. I just smile at him when he wraps his arms around my hips.
“That’s the problem, sweetheart. Hindi pumayag si Boss. Tapusin mo muna raw ang
trabaho mo bago iyon.” Malumanay na sagot niya sa akin.
Ano bang magagawa ko? “How about my kids?” I sadly asked making my voice even more
softer this time.
Jesmond starts to speak but I was pulled in an abrupt halt when I felt that pair of
Emerald eyes staring at me. Shit! Napatunganga ako kay General Hulk Hogan nang
makita kong nakatitig siya sa akin. He’s in his button down attire and it makes him
looks so hotter this time. His eyes were flaming for whatever reason I can’t
exactly decipher. Parang galit na naman siya dahil sa hitsura ko.
“She’s so cute, isn’t she Jamie? Ihanda mo na ang sarili mo kung bukas o sa isang
araw, hindi lang isa ang magtatanan diyan. Paskil ka na kaagad ng ‘Wanted Nanny for
Andi’.” Sabi ni Ma’am Yon-Yon na parang mas lalong ikinadilim ng mukha ni Sir
Jamie.
Hindi ko na lang siya pinansin at ibinalik ko ang atensyon kay Jesmond.
“Gab, still there?” untag niya at ngayon ay narealize ko na nawala na ako sa
realidad.
“H-Ha? O-Oo, Jesmond. M-May inasikaso lang. Ano kamo iyon ulit? Pakiulit?” I
chuckle and Jesmond did the same thing.
Mukhang mabait naman pala ito pero hindi ako dapat na magtiwala. And to think of
the fact that I can still no longer get the hundred thousand, that will mean, I
still need to work and rely on my monthly salary from Mr. de Lorenzo. But I feel
happier about it. Parang walang bigat ng konsensya na kahit maging masaya ako sa
piling ni Andi, dahil sweldong pinaghirapan ko ang ipakakain ko sa mga kapatid ko,
hindi pera na galing sa sindikato.
Sumunod ako sa mga babae nang lumabas sila, matapos kong damputin ang backpack ni
Andi na inihanda ko kanina.
Nakita kong nakangiti sa akin sina Rome at iba pang mga tauhan ni Gen. H kaya
ngumiti rin ako at sumipol naman siya, pero maya-maya ay biglang namutla nang
tumingin sa likod ko.
I look back over my shoulder and found that deadly gaze of a de Lorenzo from Sir
Jamie. Ang sama ng tingin niya kina Rome at kanya-kanyang pulasan ang mga iyon
papunta sa likod bahay.
“Kuya, sa amin na ba sasabay si Nikka?” nakangising tanong ni Sir Adam kay Sir
Jamie.
“Sino ‘yon?” usisa ni Jesmond.
“Si Sir Adam.” Maikling sagot ko.
“In your fucking ass!” masungit na sagot naman ni Gen. H kaya nagtawanan ang lahat.
“Going out, sweetheart?” tanong ni Jesmond pero sasagot pa lang ako ay may humablot
na sa cellphone ko at ganoon na lang ang panlalaki ng mga mata ko nang makita kong
hawak na ni Sir Jamie ang aparato.
Bastos ang matanda! May kausap ako.
“Shut the fuck up! You’re wasting our time.” Sabi niya sa kausap ko sabay siksik
niya ng cellphone sa bulsa niya, matapos na i-hang.
“Mama ko po iyon.” Sabi ko sa kanya sabay dukot ko sa bulsa ng pantalon niya.
“Jesus Christ! Stop it, lady!” hinawakan niya ang pulsuhan ko at pilit na
inilalabas anh kamay ko sa bulsa niya.
“Ikaw po kasi ang nangunguha ng cellphone. Basic na nga lang pinag-iinteresan niyo
pa po. Bumili na lang po kayo ng inyo. Akin na.” kinapa-kapa ko pa pero napatigil
ako nang makita kong tawa nang tawa ang kakambal niya.
“Kaagad kong nahila ang kamay ko at tumingala sa mukha niya. His face was hard and
red. Parang galit siya na hindi ko maintindihan. Pati tenga niya ay namumula at
parang ibabalibag niya ako sa driveway.
“Mamaya ko na lang po kukunin.” Ngumisi pa ako sa kanya at lumapit sa kotse niya. I
open the door at the driver’s side for him.
“Sakay na po, General.” Buong angas kong sabi sa kanya at kulang na lang ay literal
siyang ngumanga dahil sa ginawa ko, pero kumilos naman siya at sumakay sa kotse.
Mabilis akong umikot at ipinagbukas din si Andi ng pinto sa backseat at akmang
sasakay na ako nang magsalita ulit ang masungit na babaero.
“Sit here beside me. I don’t wanna be your driver for I don’t fucking look like
one.” Bugnot na sabi niya kaya tumawa lang ako.
“Agree much.” I salute him and I kiss Andi’s forehead. I was taken aback when I
look at him and find him closing his eyes with just that simple kiss.
Mukhang nagustuhan ng bata ang halik ko. Hindi ba siya hinahalikan ng Daddy niya
nang madalas? Palagi naman silang magkasama.
“What’s that for, Tita Nikka? It’s not my birthday.” He amusingly asked.
Oh,
“Because your sweet. You’re just like my babies and I’m missing them so much. It’d
been a day and a night but I couldn’t help it. And even if it’s not your birthday,
you'll always deserve a kiss, from me.” I give him another smooch on his cheek that
even makes him giggle.
Saka ako tumingin sa harapan ng sasakyan. I found Sir Jamie staring at me with
amusement mixed with something that I can’t figure out. Matigas kasi ang mukha
niya, as always. Para siyang may galit na hindi ko maintindihan and maybe it was
the reason why he’s being so cold to his own son. But I have this instinct that
it’s because of his ex wife. Kaya nga parang ayaw kong isuot ang mga damit na bigay
niya dahil baka lalong maalala lang niya ang babaeng matagal nang iniwan sila. But
who cares, wala naman akong pakialam doon. It’s his problem, but Andi’s the one
who’s receiving all the tortures, emotionally.
But why is he here if he’s taking him for granted? Bakit sasama siya sa shopping at
bonding? Di ba sabi ni Andi ay hindi siya sumasama sa get together? Nagising na ba
siya sa suntok ko?
I bite my bottom lip to hide a smile.
“Stop doing that.” Sir Jamie grunts. “Bring your fuc –” he stopped when I covered
his mouth with my palm.
Nakakailang pero mura na lang siya nang mura kahit na nasa harap ng bata. He should
learn how to stop his mouth sometimes.
“No, bad words General. Andi’s listening.”
He grumbles on my palm and it sends me shivers. I abruptly take my hand away from
his mouth and swallowed the lump in my throat.
Shit! What’s that?
Nagkatitigan lang kami at siya ang unang bumawi. Lumabi siya at tumingin lagpasan
sa windshield ng kotse.
Nagsumiksik na akong pilit sa pagitan ng passenger’s seat at sa kinauupuan niya.
“Damn it Nikka! Get your fucking ass off my face.” Galit na asik niya pero tumawa
lang ako.
“Don’t worry much, General H. Hindi po kita uututan.” I giggle and wink at Andi
when he laughs.
“Bulshit!” Jamie grumbles again but I just softly laugh at it…
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
JAMIE RIX
“So, tell me what made your ass decide to bond with us today, GENERAL HULK HOGAN?”
Adam asked me chuckling.
We’re walking inside the mall, owned by Nexus and I must admit I wanna plug this
younger twin brother of mine for making fun of me.
We’re following the kids and the girls. Yeah, girls. Precisely speaking, they all
look very young and if we’re not actually making our way behind their fucking
asses, they’ll all look like single ladies. One of them is truthfully single
anyway, Nikka. And who was that fucking Jesmond she’s with on the phone before we
leave? I’ll kick his balls!
And I wanna fucking rip all those shit dickheads who look at her like they wanna
lick her belly button and rip her clothes off her body.
Bakit ba kasi ganyan ang suot niya? I should’ve warned her not to wear dress like
that in public.
Kanina pa ako nabwibwisit na patingin-tingin ang mga lalaki sa kanya mula ulo
hanggang paa tapos ay titingin sa pusod niya at lulunok sila ng laway. Paano kung
palunukin ko sila ng kamao ko? Well, I don’t fuckin’ care about the other girls,
each of them has her own man and my only concern is for the woman who I wanted to
claim as ‘mine’, in bed.
Fuck this traitorous lust!
It’s not helping, dammit!
I decided to glare at Adam.
“Knock it off, dickhead.” I warned him. Pero tumawa lang siya.
Ano nga bang ginagawa ko sa putang inang shopping na ito? This isn’t my fucking
thing! I should be chasing women at this moment or banging them to death, not
fucking following an ass like a shitty k9 dog. Bakit ba binabantayan ko siya? I
don’t want to draw myself closer to her for she’s so young, but I don’t want and I
won’t let any man try to kiss her either.
I’m so fucking in sane!
“You know what, you should make a move.” Adam still said.
Nangunot ang noo ko sa kanya. “Make a move for what?” I twitch my fucking lips in
annoyance. He’s still not giving this whole thing up.
“To fuck.”
Jesus!
“I said you better knock it off or I’ll fucking knock it off for you.” Banta ko na
na naman sa kanya pero as usual, tumawa lang siya.
Para siyang tanga! He’s carrying his twins in both arms and I find him
ridiculously shit! Ako lang ang walang bitbit na anak sa aming mga lalaki. But why
do I feel this sudden strike of emptiness? My son is walking hand in hand with the
young woman he just met the other day. He smiles more often while they keep on
chatting and it feels like I don’t even exist here anymore. Was am I really way too
far though I’m figuratively near?
My breathing suddenly feels heavy. Did I really mess up with my own son? Was Nikka
right that someday, I’d regret what the fuckin’ thing I just did unknowingly?
“Having a very young wife isn’t really bad after all, kuya. It’s not about age,
it’s about faithfulness and contentment.” Adam lectures me with a piece of shit,
but I was taken off guard.
Hindi ako nakasagot. What am I supposed to say? Alangan naman na sabihin kong
parang nagmamal-function ang pagkalalaki ko sa ibang babae at walang ibang
sinasaluduhan kung hindi ang batang maganda na nasa may slide at inaaalalayan ang
anak ko? Considering the fact how I found Devine so disgusting last night and found
Nikka so pretty with her pink attire makes me wanna cuss the hell out of me. I
wasn’t sure about this damn dick and I need to figure it out right away. I still
can’t ruin this young woman. I maybe a manwhore but I still have my control when it
comes to the woman whom I should mess with in bed, and Nikka is not the one. No
she’s not, she’s really very young.
I want to shake it off and brush it hardly out of my head, as if it were just as
easy as that, but I know, not. The more I look at her, the more I find her lovely.
And Geez, I wanna also feel how it’s like to be kissed by her. I saw how my son’s
face was filled with so much love and joy when she kissed his forehead. And the
fucking question crossed in each corner of my head. What’s in her kiss?
“Heya, Jix! Over here!” Yon-Yon’s voice followed by a giggle gathers me back to my
senses.
I twist my head and I find them sitting on their own seats at the large dining
table. They’re all looking at me while I was so damn busy looking at my son’s
Nanny. Fuck! Busted!
I should’ve walk toward them but my feet make their own way toward the slide where
Andi’s playing with Nikka.
“Mataas na. Wag na. Doon lang sa mababa, Andi baby.” She squeaks when she saw Andi
at the topmost part of the slide.
“Catch me Tita Nikka! Catch me!” sigaw naman ni Andi at tawa nang tawa.
Son of gun! When the heck was the last time I saw him as happy as this? I can
hardly remember. I guess I never did, or if he did, I think I’d missed it.
“Teka lang! Ayi!” tili ni Nikka at napatalon pa dahil hindi handa na saluhin si
Andi, but Andi made his way. He let himself glide across the smooth plastic slide.
I stand behind her because I knew she’d fall back.
“Tita!” Andi jumps off the slide and throws himself to Nikka.
“Juskopo!” she unhesitatingly catches him but she had lost her balance.
She’s about to land on her back but I caught her and damn, it was hot! She’s
halfway lying on my massive arms.
“Haaay.” She giggles when she opens her eyes and looks at me. “Salamat may back
up.” She giggles again and damn how it made her looks so cute.
“Good job, Daddy. You caught us both.” Andi yells happily and I can’t help but
stare at his face. I find myself smiling but I brushed it off and made my face
stern.
“Gaddamn right. Next time, don’t do it, she may land on her head and might cause
serious trouble, Vandrix.” I told him with my dim expression.
He bows his head and that’s when the time Nikka pulls herself out of my arms and
chinned Andi up. “Hey, don’t frown. It’s okay.” Aniya.
What the fuck? What’s okay with busting her own skull and bleed when her head hits
the tiled floor?
Inis na nahilot ko ang noo ko at nameywang. So, ako na pala ang mali? I grind my
teeth in annoyance.
“I’m sorry, Tita.” Andi mumbled and looks like his mood is now, not in good shape.
“Pinalungkot mo na po iyong bata.” Salubong ang kilay na hinarap ako ni Nikka.
“What?” I vexedly asked her.
“You should’ve considered telling him about that thing in the nicest possible way.
And it’s not right to scold him in front of somebody else, even me. I’m still a
different person who he met just the other day. Hindi po maganda na napapahiya ang
bata.” Galit niya sa sa akin.
Oh come on!
I clench my jaws and look around. There are few kids who were keeping their eyes on
us and I guess, she’s right.
Oh fuck!
I can’t believe she’s right.
‘Now, say sorry General.” Utos niya sa akin.
“What the fu – ” I was cut again when she covers her palm on my mouth.
“No, f-word.” She said with full of determination.
What the heck is she? An angel? A fuckable angel, really? Oh Geez! I feel that
sudden twitching of my cock. Demmit! Here I go again. Kanina pa naninigas nang
saluhin ko siya, bakit dinadagdagan pa niya?
Oh Jesus, have mercy on me!
Andi looks at me with his teary eyes. He’s not the kid who easily cries, but why is
he acting like this? Wasn’t he really not doing okay since the last two years? And
now that he found someone who would comfort him other than me, he’s starting to
show how terribly I’d missed giving him the love and time that I was supposed to
give him?
I hold Nikka’s wrist and put her hand down. “I’m sorry.” It just slipped past my
lips. I don’t know what was that sorry for, for the way how I scold him or for the
past two years I intended not to pay any closer attention to him?
“I love you, Dad.” He almost whispered but I clearly heard him, and I don’t know
why it suddenly feels so awkward. Maybe because I can see that he’s even shy
spitting out his love for me. How possibly could it be?
“Kargahin niyo na po, General. Mabigat po kasi.” She says as she passes him to me.
Then her lips curl.
I stared at her face for a while and stupidly ogling her because of her gaddamn
killer smile.
Where the hell did she stay for such a very long time and why the hell now’s the
only fucking time she shows her pretty shitty face?
Find a wife material, not just a fuckable woman…
Was Amanda just really a fuckable woman?
I blink when Nikka quirks her brows. Shit! How can she ever drive me out of my
sanity? This thing continues to happen on regular basis since I met her and talked
to her at Infinity. What’s with you Angela Gabrielle Dominique? You’re fucking
driving me crazy.
“Nag-sorry na siya, baby. I told you. I can knock your Daddy down.” Buong
kayabangan niyang pagmamalaki kay Andi matapos niyang ipasa sa akin ang bata.
I watched her sultry mouth as words kept on passing from her beautiful thin pinkish
lips. I wanna brush that lip gloss off it and French kiss the hell out of her. I
swallowed due to my erection. This is so bad! So fucking bad!
“I trust you, Tita Nikka.” Andi replied and chuckles.
She then looks up at me and I literally lose all my momentum when her hazel eyes
met my green eyes, burning with so much desire. I’m not sure until when the hell I
can still keep this and control myself. I’m losing it gradually every time she
stares at me like this.
Holy shit!
Lumayas na siya ay nakatulala pa ako. Mukha na akong tanga at ngayon lang nangyari
ang hayop na ito sa tanan ng buhay ko.
“Love you, Dad.”
“Love you, too, son.” I look at Andi and hug him even tighter. Now what did I lose?
Amanda is just a fucking woman while Andi is my son. And do I really need a young
Nikka, just to finally make me realize what I’ve been missing for the last damn two
years of my life?
I twist my head and look at her as she joins the group. She settles herself with
them as if she already knew them for that long.
“She’s lovely Daddy, isn’t she?”
“Yes she is, very.” It slips past my lips, unknowingly.
Shit! Did I just say very lovely?
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CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
NIKKA
Nakaalis na ang mga sasakyan na sinakyan ng mga de Lorenzo ay nakatanaw pa rin ako
sa malayo. We’re home but I’ve never been felt any good like this before. The trust
that I derived from them makes my eyes blurry with tears.
Hindi ko maisip na may mga taong katulad nila, at mas lalong hindi ko naisip na ang
mga taong inakala kong isa sa mga taong katulad din ng mga matapobreng hindi ako
itrinato ng maganda ang magbibigay ng tiwala sa akin ngayon.
Hindi pala talaga pare-parehas ang mga tao. Halos gusto ko ng magpakain sa lupa
kanina dahil sa hiya nang ipag-shopping din nila ako at kasama pati ang mga sinabi
ko na kapatid ko sa kanila. They’re planning to give me the best birthday, they
said. Ayoko naman sana kasi ang balak ko ay humingi n ng day off para makasama ko
sina Bryan at Caine but they insisted that I should just bring my brothers in.
Makakatanggi ba ako? I may be a girl who’s naughty and bubbly, but I know when to
take things seriously.
Tumingin ako sa cellphone na hawak ko nang mag-vibrate ito. Message galing kay
Jesmond. Ibinalik na sa akin ni Gen. H kanina habang papauwi kami.
I open the message and my eyes widen seeing 24 messages from him and 15 missed
calls. Is he really serious? Seryoso talaga siya na manligaw sa akin? A man
wouldn’t dare to put an effort like sending text messages as many as he could if he
wasn’t interested in me. I told him I don’t have a plan of diving into a serious
relationship. Wala sa isip ko ang pagbo-boyfriend at pag-aasawa. Masaya na ako na
nandyan ang mga kapatid ko. And I think, I still didn’t find the one and I’m still
raw. I’m just turning nineteen at kung may ibang habol si Jesmond sa akin, manigas
siya!
Jesmond : hey, sagot naman. Kasma mo ba ‘yong boss mong babaero? Damn it Gab,
parang gusto na kitang i-pull out sa mission na ‘yan.
Hindi na ako ngreply. Sana nga i-pull out na lang niya ako dahil ang totoo, duda
ako kung magagawa ko pa ito. Andi’s such a sweet boy. At first, na-misinterpret ko
siya. I’d thought he’s a self-centered kid but truly not. He’s just sad and he
needs love and attention. At mas lalong duda ako kung magagawa ko pa na kunin ang
bata sa mga de Lorenzo at sa mga asawa nila na mga walang kasing bait.
But not knowing who the real enemies are, I should not dig my own pit. I must be
clever enough. Hindi ko pwedeng ilagay sa alanganin ang buhay ng dalawang bata na
itinuturing kong mga kapatid. If there’s one person who should suffer, it’s no
other than me. Pero masyado pang maaga para mag-isip ng ganito. Pahahabain ko pa
ang oras para maitama ang lahat at hahanap ako ng tao na pwede kong
mapagkatiwalaan. Pero dapat ay alam ko kung sino ang head ng sindikato para
makapag-ingat ako at mapag-ingatan ko ang mga kapatid ko.
I am about to turn back when there’s something that sinks in to my mind. I should
play the same old game with Jesmond. Hindi pwedeng paghinalaan niya ako.
Finally I compose a message for him.
Me: Yes. Sori, medyo natagalan kami. Salamat sa concern pero ok lang ako.
Ia-unlock ko pa lang ang phone ay nag-reply na siya kaagad.
Jesmond : juz worid. He’s notorious, Gab. I don’t want u 2 end up in bed wid him.
U’ll get hurt. I’ll get u wen ur done wid the job.
Napabuga ako ng hangin. I don’t want you either. Hindi ko na lang sinabi kasi
naisip ko na baka pwede kong gamitin ang pagkagusto niya sa akin para malaman ko
kung sino ang ulo nito. Hindi ko kasi alam kung ang ex-military o kung sinong
pilato pa. Whether it could possibly be Jesmond himself or Lucas the who? I maybe
wrong when I stepped in but I know just how clever I am. Isa akong batang
lansangan, ang lugar ko ay taguan ng madurukot, mamamatay tao, hold-upper at kung
ano-ano pa. At kahit hindi ako naging ganoon noong bata pa ako, alam ko kung paano
kumilos ng katulad nila. Kaya kong labasan itong mag-isa. I’m strong and that’s how
I raised myself. Takot lang ako sa multo at sa baril pero hindi ako takot sa tao
kahit na sa sindikato.
I find myself ended up replying,
Me : ok.
Ok? Tanga! Pero ano pa bang magagawa ko ay nai-send ko na. Nag-text pa siya pero
hindi ko na sinagot. Ang kulit niya pala.
Ngumiti na lang ako nang mahagip ko ang number ni Caine. Kaagad kong pinindot ang
call button para makausap siya. Kapag sa kanilang dalawa, hindi ako magsasawa na
kamustahin sila. They’re the only two people who make me feel complete and
valuable. At least may silbi ako sa mundo para sa kanila.
“Ate!” Caine exclaimed cheerfully.
“Hi! Kumusta?” I feel emotional. Parang pakiramdam ko at isang taon ko na silang
hindi nakakasama. I miss kissing my little Bryan before going to bed and after
waking up.
“Eto ate, okay lang kami ni Bryan. You?” sabi niya.
Natawa pa ako kasi talagang ini-english niya ako. But actually, lumalabas na lang
talaga iyon sa bibig namin. Ilang beses ko na rin siyang nahuli na wala sa isip na
nagsasalita ng English pero pilit niyang pinipigil dahil sa laki ng galit niya sa
tatay niya. Pero siguro, kung ano talaga kami, hindi basta kayang itago na lang.
Minsan pilipit ang dila sa pananagalog at may mga pagkakataon na mas madaling
bigkasin para amin ang salitang English.
“Okay lang. Nag-shopping ‘yong mga amo ko, happily, pati kayo ipinamili nila. Ang
bait nila Walker.” Oops! Natakpan ko ang bibig ko.
Alam ko kung gaano niya kaayaw ang apelyido niyang Walker pero nasabi ko na. Hindi
naman niya madudukot ang dila ko sa cellphone.
“Sorry.” I roll my eyes.
“Uhm – k lang.” mahinang sabi niya. Mahina pero ramdam ko ang hinanakit. Buti pa
nga siya ibinigay ng ama niya ang apelyido sa kanya, eh ako, hindi. Hindi na ako
binalikan hanggang sa na-deadbols na lang daw si Papabols ko.
Bigla akong napatalon nang may bumangga sa pwet ko. “Jusko!” kamuntik ko pang
maisalya ang cellphone ko dahil sa gulat.
“Bakit ate?” Caine asked worriedly.
Si Andi na humahagikhik ang nalingunan ko habang nakasubsob sa pwet ko ang mukha
niya at nakayakap sa balakang ko.
“Wala, ‘yong isa kong baby, nandito inaamoy ang pwet ko.” Natatawang sabi ko kaya
lalong lumakas ang hagikhik ni Andi.
“Sige ate, baka kailangan ka na niya. We’re doing fine. Need not to worry, I’ll
take care of Bryan. It’s better this way than to run my ass off the cops. Mas relax
dito sa bahay.”
“Sige. Ihahatid ko riyan ang mga gamit. Susulpot na lang ako. Bye. Tell Bryan I
love him and – you, too. Love you.” Nangingiting sabi ko na ikinaungol niya.
Tumawa ako nang malakas dahil parang ayaw niyang sabihin ko na mahal ko siya.
“Ako Tita Nikka. Tell me you love me, too. Tell me you love me, too, so much.”
Demanding na utos ni Andi sa akin at kinalog pa ang balakang ko.
I laugh and throw my head back. Auch a very funny little guy. Ganito rin kaya si
Gen. H magpa – I love you sa babae? Arogante?
“Yes po. I love you po so much. I don’t hate kids, Andi. In fact kahit na sinong
bata ang iharap mo sa akin, love ko sila kaagad. My dream is to have my own
orphanage and collect as many innocent homeless kids as possible, but
unfortunately, I’m not rich enough to do it. But if one day, I’ll be a billionaire
or even just a millionaire, I’ll pursue that dream, next to becoming a Chemist.” I
informed him.
Umikot ako at sa pagkagulat ko ay hindi lang si Andi ang nakatayo sa may likod ko,
kundi pati na si Sir Jamie. Ano ba at susunod-sunod siya sa akin? Para siyang aso?
Baka babawian ako sa suntukan.
“General,” bati ko sa kanya.
Para siyang tanga, nakatulala sa mukha ko.
“Is that your boyfriend? Ilan ba sila?” masungit na tanong niya kaya gusto kong
matawa. Big deal?
“Uhm – tatlo lang po sila.” Seryosong sabi ko sa kanya na ikinagalaw ng mga panga
niya.
Umawang ang bibig niya para sumagot matapos niyang mameywang pero nabitin ang
salita niya nang makita niya ang umpukan ng mga binatang nakasuot ng pambasketball
sakay ng isang forward.
“Hi, Miss!” sabi ng isa at kamuntik pang mahulog nang itulak ng kasamahan.
Hindi ako sumagot, ngumiti lang ako. I’m not being flirty or anything, I’m just
reciprocating his greetings. Maangas kong itinaas baba ang mga kilay ko na parang
mga tambay lang sila sa kanto ng skwater namin.
“Yeah boy! Ang ganda niya!” sigaw ng isa sabay tulak pa sa mga kasamahan. Halos
hindi na umusad ang sasakyan dahil sa bagal ng pag-andar nila.
“They like you.” Bulong ni Andi sa may pwet ko sabay yakap sa akin ng mahigpit.
“No, No. You’re mine, Tita Nikka. I’m gonna kick their asses and break their
necks.” Sabi pa niya na ikinamulagat ng mga mata ko.
What a shit? Saan siya natuto ng ganitong mga salita.
“Kenseth, Miss. O’pry.” Sabi ng lalaking may hawak na bola sabay kindat sa akin.
Pero ewan ko kung bakit bigla na lang silang namutla at sabay-sabay nilang pinukpok
ang bubong ng sasakyan para pabilisin iyon. They’re all looking behind me, so I
abruptly twist my head.
Jusko! I frightfully take a step backward when I saw Gen. H handling a pistol.
“Inay!” kaagad akong napakaripas ng takbo papasok sa bakuran nang rumehistro iyon
sa utak ko. Hatak ko ang kamay ni Andi at wala akong tigil sa paglingon kay Sir
Jamie. He’s looking at me and I can see satisfaction in his deep green eyes. Baliw
siyang matanda siya! Bakit naman kailangan niyang takutin ang mga basketbolistang
iyon?
“They’re all afraid of Daddy.” Tumatawang sabi ni Andi.
Anong nakakatawa? Parang lalabas sa dibdib ko ang puso ko sa nerbyos tapos ang
batang ito ay tumatawa lang?
“A-Anong afraid of Daddy?” tanong ko sa kanya habang habol ko ang hininga ko nang
makaabot kami sa may paanan ng hagdan.
“Daddy beats anybody he wants to beat. They’re all afraid of him because they know
he trained himself how to become a warrior.” Imporma niya sa akin.
SEAL ba iyon? Naging myembro ba talaga siya at sumabak sa gyera kaya kahit sa
tingin pa lang ay parang papatay na siya? Matutulungan ba niya ako o baka naman ako
ang patayin niya kapag nalaman niya ang sadya ko rito bilang yaya? And I’m not sure
what really happened to Andi’s nanny. Hindi kaya sinadyang patayin si Nanay
Melchora para makapasok ako rito?
Oh jusko! Hindi pwede. Hindi ko kilala si Mr. de Lorenzo. It’s hard to figure out
his true identity. He’s externally hard and looks so unbeatable but I don’t know
him inside other than flirty and sweet in his own exotic way. Hidni ako pwedeng
magtiwala kahit na kanino. The way he acts, nakakatakot siya na nakaka-excite.
Excite? At kailan pa naging exciting ang lalaking maglalabas ng baril dahil lang sa
mga binatilyong nagpapapansin sa yaya ng anak niya? Sira ulo siya, Nikka.
Napaatras ako nang biglang pumasok sa pintuan si Sir Jamie. Tumama pa ang likod ko
sa barandilya kaya napapikit ako. Isinisiksik niya ang baril niya sa likuran ng
pantalon niyang suot. His eyes were attached on mine and I can’t break the contact.
I don’t know why but I was half amused despite being afraid. He looks so strong and
it’s not just his muscles which tell all about it this time, it’s his hard perfect
stubbly jaws and drilling beautiful eyes.
“Fear of guns?” umangat ang mga kilay niya at hindi ko alam kung concern ba ang
nakikita ko o baka natatawa siya. He didn’t even cock it, for god’s sake. Bakit ba
kumaripas ako ng takbo? Naalala ko ang mga baril niya sa entrance ng lobby sa
Infinity. Susko, maiihi ako ng wala sa oras nito.
I find myself nodding to his question. Naalala ko na naman na kamuntik mamatay si
Mama sa baril noong bata pa ako. But I didn’t know, she’ll also end up dying
because of those stupid guns and their bullets. They said it was suicide but I
never believed on that theory. Hindi magpapakamatay ang Mama ko. She’s a strong
woman and she’s a fighter just like me. She was the one who told me to remain
strong for if she wasn’t strong, I wouldn’t be born in this world. She said that
physical pain could kill but it nothing compared to emotional pain. Yet still,
suicide isn’t the best solution. Ang sabi nadulas siya kaya namatay, then at the
latter part of the story, they said she commited suicide.
No, she couldn’t.
I swallow the bile that came up rushing like a strike of lightning in my throat.
Yes it still hurts and it’ll forever hurt knowing I hadn’t figured out what really
happened to her. I’d wished I could’ve given her the justice that she deserved if
she was really murdered and get her ash to bring her closer to me again. That’s all
I want. I want to be with my Mama for she’s one of the best things that has had
ever happened to me.
“I’m sorry.” Finally Sir Jamie broke his silence. I turn my back on him to hide my
tears. Shit! Ayokong umiyak! Hindi ako umiiyak. I’m a strong, tough young woman and
I don’t need pity. I hate pity.
“E-Excuse me General.” I gather my composure in no time.
“My other gun is bigger and more frightful.” Sabi niya kaya natigil ako sa pag-
akyat sa hagdan.
Ano raw? Anong baril? “M-Meron pa?”
“Yeah.” He smirks while I gulp. “But, it won’t kill you. It will – ” Lalong lumaki
ang ngisi niya. Sira talaga yata ang tuktok niya. Tumingin siya kay Andi na parang
naghihintay ng sasabihin niya, but he licks his upper lip and bites it after,
before traveling his eyes back to my face.
Shit! Is he flirting?
“Never mind, young girl. But next time, I don’t wanna see those fucking guys
flirting with you again.” Biglang tumigas ang mukha niya at nawala ang kalandian.
“Yes Daddy, right. Tita Nikka is mine. Only mine.” Sang-ayon naman ni Andi.
Aba! May nag-mamay-ari na pala sa akin nang hindi ko nalalaman? Pinagtutulungan
nilang mag-ama ang mga basketball players na iyon?
I saw Sir Jamie winks at Andi but he immediately made his face stiff once I caught
him.
“Di bale po, tatlo naman ang boyfriend ko.” Itinago ko ang ngisi at hindi ko na
siya hinayaan na sumagot. Hinila ko na si Andi sa hagdan kahit na parang gusto
niyang mag-elevator.
Narinig ko siyang bumubulong pero hindi ko siya pinansin. “Ang overprotective ng
Dad mo.”
“Yes Tita. I had so many nanny before Nanay Chora. They’re pretty and Dad ended up
protecting them but they all ran away with their boyfriends. Saka, inaaway sila ni
Mommy kapag nandito sila. She’s jealous of them but she doesn’t love Daddy anymore.
Tapos babalik sila rito, umiiyak sila tapos malalaki ang tyan nila. Wala na silang
boyfriend.” Nagkibit balikat ang bata.
Kaya pala overprotective dahil nabubuntis ang mga yaya ni Andi tapos may pabonus
pang awayan ng ex-wife.
At some point, maganda naman palang maging amo ang babaerong iyon, may concern sa
mga yaya. Ako kaya ang awayin ng asawa niya, baka i-uppercut ko siya. Pero hindi
pwede, iiyak si Andi. Mommy pa rin niya ang Amanda na iyon kahit na anong
mangyarinat dapat na mas mahaba pa ang pasensya ko kung sakaling uuwi siya rito…
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CHAPTER NINETEEN
JAMIE RIX
I remain standing in front of the glass cabinet where all my collections of branded
watches lay still. And at the center of it, the gold wedding ring embedded with
diamonds; my wedding ring with Amanda. The next time I get married, I'll buy a pure
platinum ring with red diamonds - kung darating pa ang araw na iyon. I failed once,
I would never accept it if I'd still fail, twice.
I heave a sigh and shake my head. She's coming. I received a phone call a while ago
and for sure, she'll fucking wreck the hell out of her once she sees Nikka. Baka
makakita na naman ako ng yaya ni Andi na pasa-pasaan ang mukha at halos mapanot
dahil sa sabunot.
I wonder why she's still so very much selfish when it comes to me while she's the
one who left turned. She left me for just a simple misunderstanding. She'd thought
I was strangling her neck and forbidding her to do all the things that would make
her happy. Hiding things from me and the waorst was exposing her damn body in
public. Egoistic, fighter and career woman Amanda.
What's the difference between you and Nikka?
That girl is such a fighter, too. She doesn't easily give up and I can see the
strong determination in her lovely eyes when she's contending for something. As
much as possible I don't want to end up with a woman like Amanda again, but there's
a strong connection between me and Nikka. Was it lust? I don't fucking know but I'm
starting to see the good things about her no matter how I try to close my eyes and
force myself not to, I still fucking do! Holy crap!
She's a sweet innocent girl and a simple proof was her, catching Andi's trust and
love for a very short period of time. My son isn't the typical kind of kid who will
sit on one's lap just because of a simple pack of candy but with Nikka, bakit ngiti
lang niya yakap ang nakukuha niya sa anak ko? He misses his Mom and I don't know
how would he even react when I told him that Amanda is coming home after staying in
- hindi ko alam kung saan siya sumuot sa loob ng apat na bwan na walang ni ho, ni
hi.
I pull myself straight when I heard soft knocks at my door.
I turn my back and went out of the walk-in closet. I open my door and to my
surprise, it's the girl I can't fucking brush out of my mind. She's freshly
showered and wearing a white tank top and a black cotton shorts, exposing mostly
all of her bare fair skin.
"May tao po sa baba, General Hulk Hogan, hinahanap kayo. Pogi." She presses her
lips after, to hide a naughty smile, and I wanna knock her off for doing that
thing. Isn't she aware how she drives me dumb whenever she does that thing?
And why the heck does she still keeps on calling me that shitty tag name? General
fucking Hulk Hogan?
I catch her peaking inside my bedroom, maybe because I told here that I don't allow
anybody to come and enter my room without my permission, even when changing the
curtains or whatsoever fucking things those are.
"Blue po ang kulay niyo? Ang pangit." She frowns and her face shows how disgusting
my room's blue ambience is.
"Am I asking for your opinion, lady?" I asked in a manner full of irritation.
But instead of her getting annoyed, she just giggles and covers her mouth with her
palm, the palm which landed on my shitty mouth, too.
"I think it's better kung aquamarine po 'yan para naman hindi madagdagan ang
pagiging bugnutin ninyo." Sumilip ulit siya sa loob pero niliitan ko ang pinto,
pero itinulak niya at bumangga pa sa katawan ko ang hayop na pintuan.
"What the fuck!" Gigil na sambit ko.
"Ang puso, isa lang po 'yan. Ingatan." She steps inside without a word and the
least thing that I wanna do to her is drag her out, but my body is telling me the
other way around. I wanna lift her and grip her ass as I pin her on the wall to
take her senseless. My dick is groaning inside my pants and this woman isn't aware
of it. So fucking innocent and really tempting me.
Jesus!
I take a deep breath and force myself to turn around. Nakatayo lang siya isang
hakbang mula sa akin and I swear to fuck, I wanna throw her on the bed.
"Out." I commanded softly but my voice was huskier than before. This is bad. This
woman is breaking the threadlike self control that remains inside my body. I'm
about to lose my hold.
"Ang patay naman po ng kwarto niyo. Mas maganda pa rito iyong kwarto ng mga yaya ni
Andi, buhay ang kulay. Better General if you ask Nanay to change the color of your
curtains and bedsheet. Kahit konting aquamarine lang. Masarap sa - " I cut her off
when I intended to hold her waist and pull her back against my body.
I almost groan when her butt collides with my torso.
"Masarap saan?" my sensual voice gruffs above her head. I grab the chance to smell
her hair and demmit, I wanna come inside my boxer brief smelling just how sweet her
hair is.
"S-Sa - " she was taken off guard and I can feel the tension that started to build
inside her young body. She's getting the message that I can no longer hold back.
Shit! Kasalanan ito ng hayop na Adam na iyon!
"Saan?" I whispered on she shell of her ear. She tilts her head when my breath
touches her skin.
I grit my teeth when I feel the need to consume her. I'm still holding back but
damn, I'm not a Saint! I'm a fucker for fuck's sake and no one can ever describe
the kind of boner I'm having right now! No one! Not even me! If this is lust, why
the gaddamn hell like this? Hindi pa ako nalibugan ng ganito sa tanan ng buhay ko.
She gasps when I firmly press her waist.
"When I say, don't enter, you should not draw between the lines, baby. Sometimes,
you need to follow some rules for your sassy lips not to be lost for words." Bigla
ko siyang pinihit at kaagad siyang napatingala sa akin.
I can see curiosity in her eyes and a little fear but she's so damn too strong to
stare back at me like she can beat me and knock me off my feet.
I give her one of my most devilish smile. "Yes or no?" I ask her. I'm giving her
the chance. If by fate she'll say yes, I'll fucking ravage her mouth with a kiss
and if, no, I'll let her go - for now.
"Yes?" she blinks. "N-No..." she shakes her head violently as if waking herself up
from a daydream then tries to escape from my firm grip but I didn't loosen it a
bit.
"Invalid answer." I cage her jaws and without a single blink of my eyes, I land my
lips on her.
"Shit!" she mumbles but I ate up her words.
I wrap her small waist in my arms and pull her even closer. She stuns on her feet
and didn't even make any single move. That's my girl.
Her eyes fall closed as I kept on ravaging her lips. Shit! I feel like I've never
kissed a woman for the past years of my life. I'm so hungry for her. Is it because
she's young and innocent or could there be any possible reason why I'm feeling
this? Geez, I don't know!
I feel like I wanna explode, for Pete's sake! This kiss has taking more effect on
me than taking more effect on her. I halt when I hear her grunt as if she were in
pain. It was too late before I taste blood on her lips.
Fuck!
Pinakawalan ko siya. I check her. I can see blood spills from her lower lip. Shit!
Shit! Shit! I fists her hair and pull her head back to take a closer look at it,
but it was a wrong move for she grunts even more.
"Aw." She scrunches her nose.
Why so fucking brute you Jamie Rix?! Gusto kong sipain ang sarili ko sa
katarantaduhan ko. She's innocent, you moron! Why the fucking hell claiming her so
harsh?!
I loosen my grip on her hair when I feel her hands trembling on my arm, but her
hold was soft and gentle causing my dick to hardens even more. Why so sweet, young
woman?
"You hurt?" I nervously ask her as I touch her bottom lip with my forefinger. Her
eyes were holding its gaze and not even bothering to withdraw it. I can see her
qurstions and her shock filled with something that I couldn't explain or name.
"I'm sorry." I trail my finger on the curve of her lips and decided to kiss her
again, maybe to stop the bleeding or it's really my intention and need. I won't get
enough of her. Never. She's so raw and really very sweet.
"Shit baby, you're a..." I deepen the kiss and not minding if I'm still fuckin'
hurting her. I want her lips, that's all and I don't care if I'm being too hard on
her or not. Hindi na lang basta panga niya ang hawak ko kundi halos ulo na niya. I
don't want her to move, I won't let her move. She's mine, all mine!
I'm groaning like a bastard jaguar and feel like exploding anytime, soon. I
continue to kiss her until I was able to part her lips and French kiss her. I slid
my tongue inside her mouth and taste every inch of her.
Oh Christ! She tastes so incredible.
She's standing like a fucking mannequin. Buhay pa ba siya? Bumabaon na ang mga kuko
niya sa braso ko pero para siyang patay na nakapormalin. She's not moving, Jesus!
I decided to lay it off. Baka kasi patay na siya sa kawalan ng hangin. She
immediately gasps for air and coughs. I contain myself to chuckle. Nalunod siya sa
halik ko. Demmit! And she's really so cute.
"W-What's t-that for, S-Sir?" she asked after a moment. Tumingin siya ng diretso sa
mga mata ko at ako ang nawalan ng salita.
Until I found it. "Do I need to utter an effectual reason why did I have to kiss
you or perhaps if I repeat it just in case I still wanted to do so?" I shrug but a
fist comes like a bolt of fire landing on my jaw.
"Aw!" I knit my brows and couldn't believe what did she just have done. Nasapo ko
ang panga ko at wala akong magawa kundi titigan siya. Nobody hit me before, I never
let anybody hit me before but I can't beat this woman. Para akong tanga na parang
naa-amuse pa sa ginawa niya. Siya lang yata ang kaisa-isang babae na ayaw sa akin
magpahalik. What a shit!
"For your information, yes you do! Hindi ako nagtatrabaho rito para sa fifteen
thousand na pasweldo mo at halikan ako kung kailan mo gusto! Wala akong pakialam
kung malaki ka at mayaman ka! You stole my first kiss that's why you paid for it!
Flirt!" she yelled angrily and turns her back. I can still feel her tension and she
even giddy. Napahawak pa siya sa braso ko at sinarili ko ang pagngiti nang bawiin
niya na parang napapaso.
My jaws drop. Really?
"But you let me kiss you." Dismayado kong pahabol pero isa pang kamao ang tumama sa
kabila kong panga.
I saw the hurt that crossed her face but her anger burns it.
"Sobra na. It's not funny." I warn her while I'm carressing my jaw.
Iniliyad niya ang dibdib sa harap ko at parang maton na bubugbugin ako. I can't
help but drop my gaze on to her cleavage.
Oh deymn! I wanna lick her.
"Bakit? May angal ka?!" galit na sigaw niya sa mukha ko. Her small pretty eyes were
bulging out of their eye sockets.
Whoa! She's way lot different from Amanda.
I breathe out harshly. "None." Mahinang sabi ko habang nakatingin ako sa mata niya.
I swear I wanna kiss her again to death. She's too cute to act like this. Ang siga-
siga niya. She's weird, what the heck! Very feminine but extremely boyish? Oh come
on! One great combination!
"It's just a kiss, dammit!" I exclaimed.
"Eh bakit nga?! It's my first kiss and I'd planned giving it to the man who would
love me eternally! Not to some Hulky Bulky General Flirtatious womanizer like you!"
Sigaw niya sa akin.
"You're hitting me below the belt. I'm warning y - aww!" I halt when she grabs my
hair and rocks my head like she's riding on a rodeo and the rope was my hair. I
can't help but lean in on her.
"Fucking shit!" I pull her toward my body but I groan when my cock jerks.
Oh traitor cocky dickhead!
"Ikaw ang fucking shit! The next time na hahalik ka, magbigay ka ng magandang rason
hindi iyong ipapares mo ako sa mga babaeng kahit sa elevator ay hinahawakan mo ang
suso!" she squalls but I laugh to her remarks.
Naalala niya pa iyon?
"Tama na Nikka, I'm warning you." I said in amnner of a request than a command. I
hold her wrists. This ain't doing any good. Lalo ako pinaninigasan sa ginagawa
niya. I didn't know that a simple kiss would end up like this. Parang gusto niya
akong kapunin sa inis.
She keeps on rocking my hair and what can I do? Kapag isinalya ko siya, she'll
physically get hurt so I just fuckin' let her do her grumpy stuff. What the hell?!
I was trained like a fucking SEALs, but am I really letting this girl beat me like
kissing her was some kind of a mortal sin?
Oh Jesus!
I think I should've raped her instead.
"Meters away!" mangiyak-ngiyak na sabi niya matapos siyang magsawa.
My lips involuntarily parted. Meters fucking away? Who's the boss here? I take my
hand on the top my head to check if she hadn't made me bald. Luckily, may buhok pa
ako.
This is crazy. I can't help but shake my head and smile on my own. Her lips are
still the sweetest and though she's a bit ferocious...
She's rough but I still find her so sweetly amazing.
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CHAPTER TWENTY
NIKKA
Namamanhid ang mga labi ko at ang nanginginig pa ang mga tuhod ko habang papasok
ako sa kwarto ni Andi. I'm not sure what really happened or, was it just a dream,
or nightmare?
Naiiyak ako kasi hindi ko alam kung para saan ang halik na iyon. For him it was
nothing but for me - it's something. Isa akong babae na may inang galing sa club at
nakikita ko kung paano siya halikan mga lalaki para lang sa kaunting pera na
maiuuwi niya para may ipakain sa akin. I was so young back then but I remember
everything. Tumatak iyon sa utak ko at naitanong ko sa sarili ko, bakit ang daming
lalaking humahalik sa Mama ko tapos ipinapasok siya sa isang kwarto. Uuwi siya, may
gatas na dala at fried chicken. Sabi niya, gusto kong lumaki ka na maayos para
hindi ka matulad sa akin. Huwag kang pahahalik kung kani-kanino. Ang hahalik sa iyo
ay dapat lalaking mahal ka at mahal mo. Nag-uumpisa lahat sa halik, Nik-Nik kaya
hindi dapat.
Tango lang ang isinasagot ko sa kanya noon kasi hindi ko naman alam kung anong ibig
niyang sabihin. But I guess, I get now. Ano nga ba ang magandang rason para
magpahalik sa isang lalaki? The reason that he loves you, and to make you feel that
he means it by showing it in form of a kiss.
Napatigil ako sa may pinto ni Andi at wala sa hinagap na nakapa ko ang sarili kong
labi. It was strange. I felt something and I'd be a liar if I would say that I
didn't like it. My mind didn't, but my body did. Only that, naalala ko ang sinabi
ni Mama. Saan ba mauuwi ang isang malalim na halik na ganoon kung parang gusto na
akong kainin kaina ni Sir Jamie nang buo? I don't love him and he doesn't love me,
too. Pero may kaunti akong paghanga sa kanya at siya ay wala, kaya hindi tama ang
ginawa niya sa akin.
He's a flirtatious man and he kisses so many women for nothing and he even beds
them, too for nothing. And maybe he wanted to do the same thing with me. I may not
actually know how to do it, but I felt something strange with his touch and the way
how he kissed me. It was lust and not affection or even just a little admiration.
And I was right, because when I asked him, he was lost for his words and answered
me like he just wanna laugh about it. My mother might had been a whore but I am
nothing on her. I am a different woman. Sir Jamie doesn't even like me, he likes to
bed me, and that makes a huge difference.
But I didn't feel any fear. Iba siya kaysa sa mga lalaking sinisilipan ako noon at
pinagtatangkaang gahasain kapag umaalis ang mga asa-asawa nila. Dahil ba may crush
ako sa kanya kaya ganoon? Kahit na! Hindi pa rin dapat!
Binura ko lahat sa isip ko bago ako kumatok sa pinto ng kwarto ni Andi. I must
forget it. It won't happen again. Hindi ako palipasan ng oras at kapag inulit pa
niya iyon, tutuhurin ko na siya!
Nang walang sumagot sa katok ko ay binuksan ko ang pinto at nakita ko si Andi na
nakatingin sa isang photo album, and if I got it right, I think he's crying.
"Hey, little guy." Pinasigla ko ang boses ko para hindi niya mahalatang nabubwisit
ako sa ama niyang babaero. Malakas lang ang loob kong hindi umalis dahil alam kong
kahit na paano ay nakuha ni Sir Jamie ang ibig kong sabihin na huwag na niyang
ulitin. He didn't even knock me off when I hurt him. At aminin ko man sa hindi,
shit, parang humahanga lalo ako sa kanya. He could've just beat me like those men
did to me when I'd tried hurting them for attempting to ravish me. Ang laki niyang
tao at gasino na niya akong isalya sa pader at sapakin pero hinayaan niya akong
sabunutan ko siya. Yaya, nanabunot at nanuntok ng amo?
And at least, halik naman ang inuna ni Sir Jamie, kasi ang mga amo ko noon,
pantalon ko kaagad ang pinagtatangkaan nilang hubarin sa akin.
Yet still, hindi pa rin dapat!
"Anong ginagawa ng baby?" umupo ako sa tabi ni Andi at hinaplos ko ang ulo niya.
I set my eyes on the thing that was placed on his lap. Album nga. Kaagad na lumaki
ang mga mata ko nang makita ko ang pagkagandang babae na nasa litrato at kasama si
Andi.
Siya ba ang Amanda? Shit! Ang ganda niya!
Parang lalong gusto kong mainsulto na ganito kaganda ang dating asawa ni Sir Jamie
tapos hahalikan niya ako? Palipasan nga lang niya ng oras ang tingin niya sa mga
babae.
"She's my Mom but I can't remember when was the last time she acted like a real
Mom." Sabi niya sabay iling.
Oh jusko! Umiral na naman ang pagiging matanda ng batang ito.
"When she carried you for nine months inside her womb, she was already a great
Mom." I caress his hair.
Tumingala siya sa akin at kahit na alam kong nakuha niya ang ibig kong sabihin,
parang may tanong pa rin sa mga mata niya, hanggang sa sabihin niya iyon.
"But does it have to end there, Tita Nikka?"
Umawang ang bibig ko. Bakit? Natapos na ba roon ang pagiging ina ng Mommy niya sa
kanya, matapos siyang ipanganak?
"No it must not. My Mom, I was the only person she had in her mind even for the
very last minute of her breath. She did terrible things that made other people
judge her and loath her, but she did it for she's a great Mom. She didn't want me
to cry because I no longer had my milk." Paliwanag ko sa kanya pero parang mas lalo
lang siyang nalungkot.
"I want your Mom, too to be my Mom." Sabi niya kaya natawa ako pero sa huli
naramdaman kong naiiyak ako.
"And so as me." My voice trembles. "But - she's gone. Lucky for you, buhay pa ang
Mommy mo."
"But she acts like she's already gone, too." Kibit balikat niya.
Nauubusan ako ng sagot sa batang ito. Kung hindi libro na puro chemical ang hawak
niya at wala siyang kaimik-imik sa isang sulok, ngayon naman ay ang dami niyang
tanong at rason sa akin. Ilang utak ba ni Jose Rizal ang nasa loob ng ulo niya?
"Dad is a lot better than her. He maybe often taking me for granted, at least he's
with me. He didn't give me to my Mom who has had another man in her life other than
Dad. And if I'll choose, I will stay with him, always. It's been months since I
heard something from her and now, totally none." Malungkot na sabi pa niya.
Parang nabwisit ako sa sinabi niya. Hindi pa ako Mama pero ang mga kapatid ko nga
ay hindi ko matiis na huwag kamustahin, mga anak pa kaya?
Grabe naman.
Sa awa ko sa kanya ay niyakap ko na lang si Andi. "Close it and never think of it.
Don't keep on hurting yourself for the things or people who'd already hurt you. It
won't help you move on, baby. What's important, she's still your Mom, here - "
Itinuro ko ang dibdib niya kaya tumango naman siya saka isinara ang album. "And
it's important that you shouldn't forget her no matter how many times she may even
try to forget you." Nginitian ko siya at niyakap niya ako.
"Why are you so kind, Tita Nikka? Your brothers are so very much lucky to have
you."
Sana, kasi hindi ko rin alam kung mabuti ba akong tao talaga. My conscience is
eating and chewing me up. Hindi pa man lang ako nakakailang linggo sa misyon kong
ito ay parang mamamatay na ako sa kaisipan na pakakainin ko ng galing sa kasamaan
ang dalawang bata na umaasa sa akin, at parang hindi ko makakayang iiwan at ibigay
si Andi sa mga taong hindi ko alam kung anong klase ng mga pagkatao meron, liban sa
alam ko na masama sila dahil nangingidnap ng bata. Pero, may pagkakaiba ba ang
katulad kong nagtangkang pumasok sa ganito para tulungan sila sa kasamaan na gusto
nilang gawin?
Hay jusko! Wake up Nikka!
"Halika. May dumating nga palang mga lalaki sa ibaba. Hinahanap ka nila, ninong mo
raw sila." Masiglang sabi ko sa kanya at nabuhay ulit ang mga mata niya, pero
nangunot ang kanyang noo nang tumingin sa labi ko.
"Did you accidentally bite you bottom lip, Tita Nikka? It's slightly broken and a
bit swollen."
"H-Ha?" nakapa ko na naman ang labi ko.
Gawa 'yan ng magaling mong Daddy.
"A-Ano, baby - hinalikan ako ni Hulk sa panaginip ko." Parang tangang sagot ko na
ikinangunot ng noo niya.
"Daddy?" takang tanong niya.
"H-Ha? H-Hindi! Ibang Hulk! Iyong totoong, 'The Hulk'." I bite my lower lip and
winced when I felt the pain. May sugat nga. Hindi ko naman naramdaman kanina kasi
totoong masakit iyong halik niya at parang gigil na gigil siya. Ganoon ba talaga
ang first kiss, brutal?
At kamusta naman Nikka? Masarap ba? I gulp. I don't know. Partly yes, partly - yes
din? Shit, pansit! Hindi ito tama! Hindi dapat ako maadik doon. Sabi ni Mama, sa
kiss nagsisimula at baka pagsisihan ko kapag hinayaan ko na maulit pa iyon.
Tumingin ako kay Andi na parang hindi magawang maniwala sa sinasabi ko. Malamang,
magaling siyang bata kaya natural na hindi siya maniniwala.
"Tara na. Forget about Hulk. May pasalubong yata sa iyo ang mga ninong mo." Tumayo
ako at salamat dahil na-divert ang atensyon niya.
Pagkalabas namin ay diretso na kami sa elevator. Honestly, ayoko sa elevator dahil
nalulula ako.
"Ikaw na pumindot, hindi ako marunong." Bulong ko sa bata na tumawa lang.
"You're so funny, Tita Nikka." Sabi niya pero pinindot naman nga niya. Tinitingnan
ko lang siya para kapag sa susunod ay alam ko na. Ninenerbyos pa ako pagpasok ko at
kamuntik na naman akong matumba nang kumalampag iyon. I grab Andi's shirt and so I
hear him chuckle.
"Relax,Tita." Utos niya.
Parang lumulubog ang tyan ko habang umaandag kami at ilang segundo lang ay tumigil
na rin pero nakasabunot pa rin ako sa t-shirt ni Andi.
"Hagdan na lang tayo sa susunod, baby." Sabi ko sa kanya. Nalula na ako. Parang
lumutang ang ulo ko dahil sa pagsakay doon.
Nakalabas na kami sa lift ay ganoon pa rin ang pagkakahawak ko sa damit ng bata
hanggang sa makaharap kami sa tatlong nagsisigwapuhang mga lalaki na nakita ko sa
tanan ng buhay ko, except for those de Lorenzos and Elizareses and syempre, sa mga
Hollywood actors.
Gusto kong umiwas ng paningin kay Sir Jamie pero hindi ko magawa. He's staring at
me in a way like he had never seen me before. Then he wet his lips when he presses
them together. Juskolord! Doon na ako umiwas ng tingin dahil pinaghalong hiya at
inis ang nararamdaman ko. Baka suntukin ko na naman siya, makuha niya eh.
Tumingin ako sa dalawang lalaking prenteng nakaupo sa sofa at nakatingin sa akin.
"Ninong Chester and Ninong Val!" nasisiyang hiyaw ni Andi at tumakbo papalapit sa
dalawang lalaki.
They smile at Andi but they keep their eyes on me. Instead of being shy I nod at
them. " Good evening po." I managed to say.
"Hi, sweetheart." Sagot ng isa sa kanila na may hawak na bote ng alak.
Ewan ko kung bakit biglang lumipad ang mga mata ni General Hulk Hogan sa lalaki at
kung kutsilyo iyon, malamang tumarak na iyon sa dibdib noon.
The guy automatically put the bottle on the center table and raised his hands.
"Fine! Don't look at me as if you wanna kill me using your fists, ass h - " he said
but I cut him.
"Oops! No bad words, sir pogi. Andi's listening." Saway ko kaagad sa lalaki na
napanganga lang sa akin.
"Amen!" sagot naman ng isa saka tumawa. "What's your name, pretty?" tanong nito.
"Nikka po, at your service." Yumuko ako nang kaunti pero nang tingnan ko ang lalaki
ay sa mga hita ko na siya nakatingin.
"Sleep now." Utos sa akin ni Sir Jamie at kahit na walang abiso ay kaagad siyang
lumapit at hinawakan ako sa braso at halos kaladkarin niya ako papunta sa gilid na
pasilyo papunta sa kwarto ko.
Ano bang problema niya?
"Maaga pa para matulog." Protesta ko. Pati ang po ay inalis ko na kasi nabwibwisit
ako sa kanya. I tried to pull back my arm but he holds it even firmer.
"No. I am the boss and I will tell you when you should go to bed. And I am telling
you that you should go now." He's gritting his teeth and keeps on dragging me until
we're finally in my room.
"Bakit ba? Ayoko pa nga." Sapilitan kong binawi ang braso ko at inis na nameywang
siya sa harap ko.
"Then stay here! Huwag kang lalabas at kung lalabas ka, wrap yourself in a blanket
or better yet - " sinuri niya ang kabuuan ko at dismayadong nahilot niya ang
sariling noo.
"Oh fuck! No better yet, just do as I say. Stay fucking here!" halos isigaw na niya
iyon sa mukha ko.
Para siyang tanga talaga. Ngayon lang ako nakakilala ny katulad niyang lalaki.
Sabagay, puro tambay naman ang kakilala ko at talagang wala pang katulad niya na
ubod ng sungit at yabang, malandi at babaero. Not to mention ubod ng gwapo at
brusko.
We are both being eaten by silence. Nagkatitigan lang kami at hindi ko rin
mahagilap ang isasagot ko sa kanya o kung paano ako makikipagtalo, dahil ang paraan
ko sa pakikipagbangayan ay may kasamang suntukan. And as much as possible I still
want to respect him as my employer, so I'm keeping my track. I should stay just
where I stand. Kahit na ba sa ginawa niya kanina ay parang wala rin siyang respeto
sa akin.
Ngayon anong sasabihin niya at nakikipagsukatan ako sa kanya ng titig? He hates it
and I'm not still fully aware why.
His eyes travel down to my lips and I shivered. Jusko! Bakit may ganito? Parang
biglang inararo ng kalaykay ang puso ko. It's drumming inside my chest.
"I'm sorry about your lips but I'm not sorry for the kiss and I'm letting you know
that if I'll get the chance, I'll do it all again. You mustn't demand for some sort
of a reason for the fucking kiss will explain itself." He said and turns his back.
Bumangon ang inis sa katawan ko. Ano iyon? Nagpapaalam ba siya o sinasabi niya ang
demand niya. I can't believe him!
"Yes it did and so it happened that the kiss was just for your pure FUN and LUST!"
painsultong sagot ko.
Pumihit ang ulo niya pero hindi ang katawan.
"And if I'll get a pretty definable reason, will you let me do it again, Nikka?"
tumaas ang mga kilay niya.
Nakatanga ako sa naka-side view niyang mukha. His perfect nose caught my attention
and loosens me up a bit. Ilong lang ba ang perpekto sa kanya? His light brown
disheveled hair makes him look so ruined, yet flaring with invincible charm.
Ano raw? Pakiulit.
He smirks. "Need not to answer. I'll do it with or without your permission and I'm
gonna hell find you once you run your ass away. Keep that, baby girl. Once a de
Lorenzo decided to own something, no one can keep that fucking thing away." I can
see that fire in his eyes.
This is much more worse than what I've thought. Malakas lang ang loob kong maglagi
dahil hindi niya ako sinaktan. Hindi tulad ng mga amo ko noon. Kahit paano, iba ang
tiwala ko sa kanya at kahit hindi ko gusto iyon, parang gusto kong mapangiti sa
inaangkin niyang karapatan sa akin.
My father gave up on me. By fate, my mother also did. By chance, a man is claiming
his possession over me, dominantly. Was it all I am waiting for? To see someone who
will use all his might and strength to keep me and not to let me slip away. Jesmond
might have been wanted to claim me, too but he still pushed me here. A different
thing from what this brooding de Lorenzo was trying to remonstrate.
"I guess that silence means, yes." Sabi niya saka ngumisi pa bago lumabas ng
kwarto.
Napanganga ako. Kung kanina siya anh speechless, bawing-bawi naman siya ngayon at
parang ice scramble ang utak ko sa pagkatuliro. He's stating something that's so
impossible and unbelievable. Imposibleng gusto niya ako. Kung oo man, iba ang habol
niya, pero alam kong kaya ko siya. Hindi siya mapanakit ng babae at mas lalong
hindi naman siya raypist kaya kaya ko pa rito. Kakayanin ko dahil kaya raw niya
akong hanapin kapag umalis ako?
Sino ba siya sa tingin niya? Isang superhero?
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CHAPTER TWENTY - ONE

NIKKA
🎶"Let's talk about sex, baby
Let's talk about you and me
Let's talk about all the good things
And the bad things that may be..." kanta ni magaling sa loob ng sasakyan habang
ipit-ipit ako sa upuan. Jusko! Madudurog ako pero natatawa ako sa kanya.
Wala akong magawa kung hindi ang tingnan ang lalaking ito na katabi ko sa loob ng
kotse. May pasa sa gilid ng bibig at basa ang suot na button down shirt. Bukas ang
mga butones at umaariba ang mabalahibong dibdib.
Walang iba kung hindi si General HH. Pero ngayon ay hindi na lang basta Hulk Hogan
ang ibig sabihin ng HH, kung hindi, General Hulk Horny! Nakipagsuntukan siya sa bar
kasama ang mga kakumpare niya at siguradong manghihiram ng mukha sa aso ang mga
nakalaban nilang grupo, dahil sa mga babaeng nilalandi nila!
At ang nakakabwisit ay nag-inarte siya na hindi raw uuwi hangga't hindi ako ang
susundo sa kanya!
Bwisit talaga!
Tulog na tulog na ako ay ginulat ako ng kalampag sa pinto ni Rome at Nanay Lolit at
pilit akong pinabangon dahil nagwawala raw si Sir Jamie sa bar at matapos na
magsawa ay prenteng binasag ang mga naglalakihang speakers at iwinasiwas daw ang
mga player. Tapos ay hinanap daw ako at nagpapasundo raw.
At nakakakanta pa siya kahit buhol-buhol na ang salita niya! Para siyang tanga
talaga!
"Those were fuckin' dicks! I'm gonna rip off their heads the next time I saw them."
He angrily muttered. Pero pagkatapos naman ay hinaplos-haplos niya ang balakang ko
na parang doon siya kumuha ng ikakakalma niya. Very good! Eh kung pompyangin ko
kaya siya?
Kanina ko pa inaalis ang kamay niya pero kasintigas ng ulo niya ay ayaw nitong
humiwalay sa katawan ko. He's really claiming me, as his. What is happening? Wala
akong magawa dahil lasing na lasing siya. Mukhang ngayon siya tinamaan ng tama ng
alak dahil buong kabigatan ng katawan niya ay nasa tagiliran ko. Hindi ko man gusto
na ganito, hindi ko siya pwedeng bayaan. Parang pinabayaan ko na rin si Andi kapag
ginawa ko iyon.
Kung ano-anong nai-experience ko sa kanya. Una halik, ngayon haplos! O juskopo!
Ayokong matulad sa Mama ko.
"Your filthy hand!" gigil na asik ko sa kanya sabay tabig sa malaki niyang kamay,
pero tumawa lang siya.
And I swear to hell, he has the most intriguing sexy chuckle that my ears have ever
heard.
He seethes and twists his head and to my surprise, he sticks out his tongue and
licks my arm. Mula sa may itaas ng siko hanggang sa may bakuna ko noong grade one.
He swirls his tongue and I involuntarily compress my thighs.
"Hoy!" hiyaw ko sa kanya pero tumawa lang siya. Parang nangaligkig pa ako dahil sa
ginawa niyang kabastusan. Kung pwede ko lang siyang itulak sa limousine, ginawa ko
na! Napakabastos niya. Siguro ang iniisip niya ay ang kaharutan niya akong babae sa
bar daw kanina kaya ganito siya kung umasta.
"Relax, baby. Its just your fuckin' arm. Next time, I'll lick all of you and gonna
pay so much attention to your pus - sy." sabi niya pero sinapak ko ang bibig niya.
"Aw!" daing niya sabay ngiwi pero hinatak niya ako.
"Bastos ka!" gigil na sambit ko. Ina ng awa! Ano bang parusa ito sa kasalanan na
hindi ko pa nagagawa? Naisip kong itanong sabay patirik ng mga mata ko. I can't
describe the kind of heat that flushes through my body. My cheeks are burning and I
know they're red.
"Will you stop that? Baka nananaginip ka na ako ang babaeng kaharutan mo sa bar,
Sir Jamie Rix!" halos pandilatan ko siya dahil para siyang sawa na nakapulupot sa
katawan ko.
"Hmn, call me Jix." Bulol na sabi niya.
"Jix, Jix mo mukha mo. Pakawalan mo ako. Hindi ako ang babae mo." Pikit ko siyang
ipinagtulakan. Mabuti na lang at may harang sa pagitan namin saka ng mga tauhan
niya, kung hindi kahiya-hiya ako sigurado.
"But soon you'll be." Sabi niya na ikinatigil ko. "Ohw, and I certainly know that
you're N-Nik - ka. The pretty young chick that caught my attention." Sabay ngisi
niya.
Para akong na-paralyze sa kinauupuan ko dahil sa sinabi niya. Nagagandahan siya sa
akin? Jusmi! Parang mas lalo akong nailang. Noong nakaraan lang ay dinaig ko pa ang
unggoy kung makalambitin sa kanya at nagpakarga pa ako. Ngayon, parang napapaso
akong mapadikit sa kanya.
🎶"Let's talk about you and me,
Let's talk about sex baby,
Let's talk about..." kanta niya pero tinakpan ko ang bibig niya.
"Take the fucking care." Tumatawang bulong niya sa ilalim ng palad ko.
I look at his face and his eyes were partly closed. "What was that?"
"That bitch is coming." He smirks and I saw disgust on his face. Kinuha niya ang
kamay ko at ipinasok sa loob ng damit niya. I pull it back but he grips it and
forced it to land on his chest.
"Shit baby, make me come."
Ano raw? Anong come? Umungol siya at noon ko nabawi ang kamay ko. I shake and sweat
starts to form on my neck and forehead.
"S-Sinong bitch?" usisa ko sa kanya.
"Bitch. Real fucking whore who loves to make out but then right after would leave
me lost on my own bearings like a fucking idiot!" umiling pa siya at ngumisi nang
mapait.
Is he talking about his ex wife? Loves to make out? Ibig sabihin kahit mag-ex na
sila ay naghahalikan pa sila at nagkakapaan? Tapos uuwi ngayon? Uuwi ba?
Now, I feel the heaviness of my breathing. What the hell is then doing to me? It's
very obvious that he's still in love with his wife. Then, he'll keep on doing these
things on me? Touching me like he owns me? God, I'm so young and this wasn't in my
plan. If he could've just been so sober, pwede akong humingi sa kanya ng kahit
kaunting respeto man lang.
But he knows that I'm, Nikka. Kahit lasing siya ay alam niyang ako si Nikka. He's
doing this on purpose and this is disgustingly wrong!
Then, kapag umuwi na ang asawa niya, may pagkakataon na akong umiwas. Kahit paano
ay maaalis ang atensyon niya sa akin na akala ko ay hindi niya man lang ako
napapansin. At bakit ba affected ako na sabihin niyang maganda ako? Hindi naman
siya ang kaisa-isang lalaking nagsabi noon sa akin, but the heck did it happen that
I've loved the way how he delivered it.
Hindi pwede ito. Hindi pwedeng crush ko siya.
"Nik?" tawag niya sa akin na parang inaantok na kasi ang lambing-lambing ng boses
niya. There's no trace of arrogance and his cocky attitude.
"Uhm?" wala sa loob na sagot ko. Nakatanga ako at may iniisip.
"What is a wife material kind of woman?"
Napatingin ako sa kanya at binalewala ko ang kamay niyang humahagod sa hita ko na
walang balot dahil sa ikli ng shorts kong suot. Paano ay hindi na ako nakapagbihis.
I just hurry off my bed and toss a cardigan over my shoulder after Nanay Lolit
knocks on my door.
"A wife material woman is someone who's willing to risk everything for the sake of
her kids and her husband. She's willing to endure and she's strong enough to make
things right when they turned out wrong. She doesn't easily give up and won't never
give up for her family. Her world revolves only for them and not for those pieces
of material junks this life can ever give." Sabi ko sa kanya pero nang tingnan ko
siya ay totoong nakapikit na.
Tulog na!
I roll my eyes. Pinagsalita pa ako, hindi naman nakinig. But good for me, natigil
ang paghimas niya sa hita ko at sa balakang. Hindi ko matanggap na minamanyak na
niya ako pero hindi ko siya masuntok ngayon.
Bakit niya ako tinatanong ng tungkol sa wife material na iyon? Ang bata-bata ko pa.
Pero para sa akin, ganoon ang tunay na babaeng dapat na asawahin ng mga lalaki.
Nakakatawa lang dahil nag-asawa na siya pero hindi niya alam kung ano ang tunay na
ugali ng isang mabuting asawang babae?
"Kasi malandi ka kaya hindi mo alam ang wife material na iyan. You know nothing but
to flirt and fuck those women you see." Sermon ko sa kanya kahit tulog siya.
"Ugh, not anymore, baby. It's damn not functioning fucking right!" sagot niya pero
nakapikit pa rin.
Huh? Gising pa pala.
Bigla akong natawa sa inamin niya. Ano raw? Hindi na nagpa-function ang kanya? May
erectile disfunction na? Alam ba niya ang mga sinasabi niya ngayon?
Hahay! Safe naman pala ako kasi hindi raw umaariba ang kanya. Haha! Malaking tao
lang pala siya pero walang kamandag.
Praise the Lord! Yahoo!
No worries, Nikka ganda hindi raw nagpa-function ang kanya! Ahihi.
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CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
JAMIE RIX
I woke up having a fucking headache and a shitty stiff jaws. The pain on the left
corner of my mouth made me wince.
“What a shit?!” I cussed in disappointment. I couldn’t believe that dick hit my
lush mouth. Next time, I’m going to teach that bastard some sort of a lesson. I’m
going to teach him how to punch right. That kind of a killer punch, like what I did
to him and his men.
I sit and wince even more when my temples pulsate sharply. Fuck this hangover!
I anchor my hands on my head, securing it firmly as if I am thinking that this shit
head will intentionally come off my neck and literally rolls down, over the fuckin’
wood tiled floor.
This is no mere a bad headache!
When I open my eyes, I see my bare chest. My brows knit as I try to pull back on my
head what happened last night. Who I was with and why I was bare?
Nikka? My baby,
The pulsating shit on my temples run through my dick! Mentioning her name even at
the back of my head makes me really hard. I think I’m insane, really crazy! I can’t
even find better explanations about this hardening of my cock with just a single
murmuring of her name. Or maybe just, this is just too much lust. I don’t know if
I’d act the same once I already tainted her.
My cock almost jumps off my trousers when I heard her voice after a few knocks on
my door.
“General HH?” her sweet voice filled me in with so much care. Care that I even
didn’t get from my own wife.
I had so much enough of fights in different bars when Amanda and I were still
married, and never in my life I remembered her accompanying me after trying to call
her to fetch me. She’d rather keep on cussing me over the phone and would just go
back to bed after she’s done. I just needed her affection and her care. I wanted to
feel her worrying about me whenever I got so pissed and ready to maul every person
that I’d see, but I saw none.
She could’ve been a perfect wife physically, but she’s in lack of care and I wasn’t
even sure if she’d loved me, too.
She’s sweet and would tie me to bed when she was in need for things that she
couldn’t buy on her own. Then after, she’d wore again the scale of the old woman
like what she had used to be, a cold fuckable wife.
Just it!
A wife material is someone who’s willing to give up everything for her kids and her
husband…
That was what Nikka said. I hide the chuckle that’s building up in my chest. An
eighteen year old impoverished young lady very well said that, really? Innocent and
boyishly feminine woman knows exactly what a mother figure wife really looks like.
And I swear I can picture her at the back of my eyes, carrying my second fucking
child!
Gaddamit!
I shake my head.
What kind of enigmatic shit has had come to overpower me like a piece of a
hallucinating dirty old man?
I said I wanna fuck her, not to prang up her.
“I told you that no one is allowed to come inside my room, Nikka.” I replied.
I groan when I heard her soft giggle. What’s with her? Kagabi lang bago kami
lumabas nina Von at Chester, galit siya dahil ikinulong ko siya sa kwarto niya,
now, she’s giggling like a pretty lunatic.
“But I already did last night.” She answered.
Oh Christ!The brat!
Sure she’s right. Siya yata ang nagtanggal ng damit ko. I grin when I remember that
my hands freely wandered on her hips and smooth thighs back in the car, and I told
her that my shitty cock isn’t functioning well. She asked me again about that but I
could no longer answer because I was feeling so tired after that fight and after
having too much inebriant to drink.
Then she giggled joyfully and I didn’t know what was that for. All that I knew, she
just let me kept on touching her. What was she thinking when I told her that I’m
not functioning well? Could it be she had thought, she’s safe?
Bulshit!
I wanna laugh my ass out. Why so fucking innocent, Nikka?
“Okay, come in.” I lazily spat back and waited for the door to open.
I’m eyeing her through my lashes while pursing my lips and I find it so very hard
to ignore the light ambience she brought inside my room, when she came in. She’s in
her white denim shorts and black cowgirl boots. I can say that Amanda’s clothes fit
her perfectly. I think she’s up with something today. Would she dropped by at her
place today to bring those stuffs she’d shopped for her brothers?
Then I’ll gaddamn go with her!
My eyes travel down to the small tray she’s handling.
Hindi niya ako pinansin, and I swear I wanna slap her ass for not even smiling at
me. Ang taray niya! Dumiretso siya sa may ceiling to floor na bintana at hinawi ang
kulay blue na kurtina.
“What a fuck!” I close my eyes heavily when light came in. Tirik na araw, alam ko
pero kailangan ba talaga niyang gawin iyon para ipamukha sa akin?
She still didn’t pay enough attention until she walks toward me.
“Good morning, General HH.” She smiles and I swear that my world titled from its
axis.
What a shitty shame!
Kailan pa ako natuto ng mga kakornihan na iyon?
Naupo siya sa gilid ng kama at hinawakan ang mukha ko.
Jesus!
What does she think she’s doing? She thinks it’s helping my angry fucking shaft?
She still thinks she’s totally safe to touch me like this?
“What are you doing?” I asked her not breaking my gaze. Oh god, she’s really
beautiful.
“Checking your wound. Huwag ka na pong mandiri sa kamay ko.” Sabi niya sabay dutdot
sa gilid ng labi ko.
“Fucking aw!” I snarled as my brows tensed.
“Sorry.” She said followed by a childish giggle. Then, she gets the cotton ball and
an ointment. I continue to watch her while she puts enough amount of it on the
cotton ball, until she gently pats it on the bruised corner of my mouth.
And I swear to hell, she could have made me feel even better if she’d kissed me,
instead.
“Do you need something?” I asked her. Amanda does some kind of a pretty thing only
if she’s in need of something, like sort of a favor for herself.
“Wala naman. Bakit?” she draws her brows in a one fine line. “Ang pagkakawang gawa
ba sa among nasuntok dahil sa kalandian ay dapat may kapalit?” she said in her
caustic remark.
“Stop insulting me.” I spat out.
She doesn’t reply. She just twitches her lips and leers. Is she even aware how cute
she is whenever she acts that way?
“Aw!” I hold her wrist when she intentionally pressed the cotton hardly on my lips.
“You’re hurting me!” angil ko sabay hila sa pulsuhan niya. I got the chance to take
a closer look at her eyes.
“Oh, sorry. Akala ko ay bakal ka.” She bite her bottom lip to lock her smile.
“Sa uulit, hindi na ako susundo sa iyo. Kung maglalasing ka at makikipagbugbugan,
umuwi kang mag-isa Mister Jamie Rix. Yaya ako ni Andi, hindi sa’yo.” She pulled
back her hand and immediately stands up grabbing the tray off the bedside table.
Hindi raw niya ako susunduin, ninenerbyos nga siya kagabi noong inabutan akong
iwinawasiwas ko ang mga player sa bar.
She even went there without her fucking bra and her nipples were visibly exposed
through her satin spaghetti strapped top. I was insanely drunk but I knew what
happened the whole time, from the moment that fucking bitch at the bar sat on my
lap and licked my neck.
She told me she was single and because of my fucking concern that my dick didn’t
harden even half the way that it should be, I grabbed her ass but still I nothing
changed. And when I pictured Nikka’s long slender thighs, oh fuck the hell… my
shaft hardened like a fucking rock.
I was about to take the chance to fuck the woman even though it was because of this
young Nikka why my cock throbbed last night, when the bitch’s boyfriend came along
with his men. I wasn’t ready enough for his first blow that’s why he’d hit my
handsome face like a piece of a shit. But when I tasted my own blood, rage built up
inside me. I pushed the woman off my lap and didn’t care if she fell on the tiled
floor, landed on her butt. I clutched my fists and hit her boyfriend vigorously,
not giving him any chance to fight back and hit me for the second fucking time.
“Really, you won’t?” I asked her.
Pumihit siya at tiningnan ako. She took her time to heave a sigh. “How old are you
General?”
Why?
Nagbungguan ang mga kilay ko. Why the heck would I even bother to tell her? I’m
fucking older than her, I know and I don’t care. I’ll taint her as soon as
possible. The good thing is, she’s not afraid anymore. Akala niya hindi tumatayo
ang akin kaya ang lakas niyang pumasok sa kwarto ko. Well, she’s wrong, definitely
wrong.
“Thirty two.” I looked at her with fire in my eyes. “I know I’m fucking old. Don’t
spit it out! Dammit!” inis na litanya ko pero bigla siyang tumawa.
Now what’s funny?
“Alam mo naman palang matanda ka na, bakit naman dinaig mo pa si Andi sa kung
makahanap ng kasuntukan? And it doesn’t mean that if I came once, I’d still come,
twice.” She snaps but I grin.
“Oh, sure you’ll fucking come countless times.” I pull my lips into a wider grin. I
have a different meaning about the word, come.
“Excuse me?” she narrowed her eyes on me and raised her chin.
Ang taray niya talaga tapos naman kung minsan, para siyang tomboy kung makasuntok.
She’s intriguing me, right.
“Excuse you? Yes, of course before I move out of bed and grab my chance to kiss
you.” I toss my throw blanket and ready to take a step when she suddenly turns her
back screaming while running out of my room.
“Bastos ka talaga!” she yells but I just chuckle at it.
Yeah right. Kapag ako nanggigil pa, humanda ka na. Run but you can never escape.
You’re mine Nikka and I’ll make you my woman when I can no longer hold it back.
And what’s really holding me back? Confusion and my fucking conscience. Tainting an
eighteen year old woman isn’t my style but I think I’ll gone mad if I can’t taste
her, specially now that I’m no longer having a boner when it comes to other
woman...
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CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
NIKKA
I blink not once, not twice but thrice. Kinusot ko pa ang mga mata ko nang makita
kong prenteng naninigarilyo si General HH sa may nanginginang sa puti na sasakyan.
Hindi ako nakahakbang dahil madadaanan ko siya sa paglabas ko sa gate. I also
didn’t ask for his permission to let me personally bring the things I have for my
brothers. Kay Nanay Lolit lang ako nagpaalam.
I heard them last night. Nag-uusap sila ng mga kaibigan niya tungkol sa isang kotse
na kulay puti at mukhang ito ang sinasabi niyang Aston Martin Vanquish na 300 plus
dollars daw ang bili niya.
Magkano ba iyon sa peso?
Jusko! Parang kaya na niyang damitan ang lahat ng mga gusgusin sa kalsada sa halaga
ng kotse niya. I heard he never used it. Sabi niya binili lang daw niya para sa
koleksyon niya at ni minsan ay hindi pa sinakayan. Bakit nakalabas? Aalis ba siya?
Bakit hindi pa siya lumalarga? Ano na naman ang hinihintay niya?
Nilayasan ko siya kanina sa kwarto niya matapos kong makita na parang gusto na
naman niyang manghalik at salamat sa Diyos na hindi niya ako sinundan.
“Tita Nikka? Will you be back soon?” pahabol ni Andi kaya napalingon ako.
I’m still standing and was rooted when he wraps his small arms around me.
“Opo, babalik din. Bago matapos ang tutor mo kay Teacher Julia, nandito na ako.”
Sabi ko sa kanya. Daig pa niya ang mawawalan ng ina sa pagka-clingy niya. Gusto
niya ngang sumama pero alam kong hindi naman siya papayagan ng Daddy niya. Baka
mamaya magkaketong pa iyon kapag umapak sa lugar namin na nasa bukana ka pa lang ay
busog ka na kaagad sa amoy ng basura, may libreng utot pa dahil sa kabag.
“Okay. Next time, I’ll go with you. If not, I’m going to destroy all the things
that – ” sabi niya na kaagad kong pinutol.
Hinarap ko siya. I stoop down to face him and prop my index finger under his chin.
“Ay – that’s bad. I will cry if you’ll do that. That’s a bad habit, baby. First,
you’ll waste all the money that you used to have those stuffs. Second, you might
hurt yourself, too. There are things in life that you really can not get, you have
to understand that. But – it doesn’t mean it will always stay that way.” Kinalabit
ko ang baba niya saka ngitian siya. “You got that baby?”
Hinintay ko ang sagot niya at parang masama pa ang loob niya pero sa wakas ay
tumango naman.
Salamat.
“But I could have all the things that I wanted to have. I have money, Tita.”
Protesta pa rin niya pero umiling ako.
“No, baby. You can not buy the people around you. The best way to have them is to
show them kindness and love. Also, you can’t buy life. So, you must take good care
of what you have.” Itinuro ko ang dibdib niya at tumgango ulit siya. Mas mabilis na
ang response niya kaysa sa kanina. Pero parang gusto ko namang sapakin ang sarili
ko. Ang galing kong magpangaral pero ako mismo ay kinapitan ko ang patalim para
lang mabuhay.
Hay jusko! Hindi pa naman huli ang lahat.
“I’ll wait for you Tita. Sabihin mo sa brothers mo, hi, from Vandrix XII.”
Hinalikan pa niya ako sa pisngi.
“Yes, boss.” I salute him and makes him giggle. Saka siya tumakbo papasok sa loob
ng bahay pero bumalik siya.
“And Tita, you look beautiful in your boots!” tumalikod ulit siya at tumakbo.
Nangiti na lang ako at tiningnan ang paa ko. Maganda nga ang boots na kulay itim,
bagay sa suot kong itim na long sleeves.
Tuloy-tuloy na akong naglakad papalabas ng gate nang mag-ring naman ang phone ko.
Si Jesmod na naman.
“Hello – ” sagot ko at hindi ko pinansin si Sir Jamie. Kunwari akong naghihintay ng
service ng subdivision na dumaan.
“Hi Gab. Can we meet. Sa day – ” naputol ang sinasabi niya nang may humablot na
naman sa cellphone ko.
“Hoy!” sinubukan kong agawin ulit ang aparato pero pinatay niya ang tawag at
isiniksik ulit sa bulsa niya.
“You’ll meet that dumbass?!” salubong ang mga kilay na tanong ni General H sa akin.
“Sino?” takang tanong ko. Habol ko ng tingin ang cellphone na nasa loob ng bulsa
niya. I unintentionally look at his bulging watsoever it is inside his pants. Hindi
raw iyon nagpa-function pero nakaumbok. How much more if it does?
“What are you lookin’ at?” biglang tanong niya na ikinaangat ng mukha ko. I saw his
stern face but lies beneath, I know he’s grinning.
“W-Wala. Y-Yong cellphone ko.” Sabi ko sabay iwas ng tingin pero hinablot niya ang
mga dala-dalahan ko.
“Hoy, ano ba?” wumunod ako sa kanya nang ipasok niya iyon sa loob ng kotse niya
kaya napatigil ako at napanganga.
“Hop in.” utos niya. He pulls the door widely open, then he looks at me with his
dominant expression.
“Bakit? Mag-opisina ka na lang. Hindi na ako sasabay. Salamat na lang.” iwas ko.
Ayokong mapalapit sa kanya dahil hindi tama. Apektado ako nang makasama ko siya
kagabi at alam kong hindi na niya naaalala ang mga ginawa at sinabi niya. At hindi
ko gusto ang nararamdaman ko. May nagbago sa akin. Unang beses kagabi na may
nakasama akong lalaki at hinimas-himas pa ako. Hindi ako nakatulog dahil doon. I
could still feel his hands wandering on my thighs and his sexy chuckles. The way
how his Emerald eyes spark when light directly hits it. Tinatamaan ako sa kanya!
Inasikso ko siya kaninang umaga kasi iyon ang tama kong gawin. Sinong mag-aasikaso
sa kanya? Tinanong ko si Nanay Lolit, marami raw siyang trabaho kaya ako na lang
daw. Tinanong ko si Jesusa, nahihiya raw siya kasi pogi si Incredible Hulky Horny.
“Hindi ako mag-o-opisina Nikka. Hop in now before I throw you inside the car!”
masungit na utos niya.
Aba at talagang malambing lang pala siya kapag lasing. Ang yabang niya. Siya na
nga ang nakikiusap, siya pa ang demanding.
“Ganyan ka ba talaga, General?”
“Yep!” mabilis na sagot niya at bugnot na bugnot na ang mukha niya kasi wala pa
akong kakilos-kilos.
“Now hop in before I lose all the remaining temper that I have. If you won’t abide
by the command, I’ll wreck this fucking car in front of you.” Banta niya na ikilaki
ng mga mata ko. Jusmi! Mana sa kanya si Andi. Kapag hindi nakukuha ang gusto ay
magwawala at iwawasiwas ang lahat ng pwedeng sirain. Pero mas mabuti si Andi at
madaling pakiusapan, siya ay mukhang hindi.
“Hindi iyan trabaho ng isang boss.” Ngitngit ko pa pero mabilis siyang lumapit sa
kinatatayuan ko at walang abisong kinuha ang braso ko at sapilitan akong initsa sa
kotse.
“I’m not just your fucking boss. I’m your boyfriend! Damn it!” ibinalibag niya ang
pintuan at salubong ang mga kilay na umikot papunta sa driver’s side.
Ano raw?
Bigla akong natulala.
At kailan pa ako nagka-boyfriend nang hindi ko nalalaman. Tulog ba ako nang sagutin
ko siya? Nanligaw man lang ba siya?
Nakanganga ako nang sumakay siya. I’m lost for my own words and I can hardly find
it. Baka kahit halukayin ko ang bituka ko ay hindi ko mahanap ang tamang salita na
dapat ay sasabihin ko sa kanya.
Hello? 33 na siya at 19 lang ako. 16 lang ang Mama ko nang magbuntis siya sa akin.
Para ko ng ama si General, tapos boyfriend ko raw siya? Kailan pa?
Pangisi-ngisi na siya at nabwisit ako sa hitsura niya. Ganito ba siya sa mga
babaeng ikinakama niya? Basta niya idinideklarang girlfriend tapos dadalahin sa
kama? Oh, hindi na nga pala nagpa-function. Hihi.
“Kailan pa kita naging boyfriend? May amnesia ba ako para hindi ko maalala iyon?
Kailan lang ay diring-diri ka sa akin sa opisina tapos ngayon boyfriend na kita?
May asawa ka di ba? O, anong sasabihin mo sa kanya? Hoy, mister na – ” natigil ako
nang tampalin niya ang manibela.
“Shut the fuck up or I’ll shut it up for you.” Tumitig siya sa mukha ko at lumipat
ang mga mata niya sa bibig ko.
I didn’t say anything. Sa pinakaunang pagkakataon sa buong buhay ko, ito na yata
ang oras na sobrang liit ko sa pakiramdam ko. Hindi dahil sa estado ko sa buhay
kung hindi dahil hindi ako mabuting babae para sa kanya.
He’s a de Lorenzo, a renowned man. He maybe flirty, yet still, he’s a righteous man
who has power, wealth and dignity. A businessman famous for being one of the
richest. In short, he’s Mister Right. Ako, isang batang lansangan na laki sa
skwaters area. Walang maipagmamalaki sa mundo, walang pera at hindi nakapag-aral
nang mabuti. At hindi ko pwedeng kalimutan kung bakit at paanong napunta ako rito.
Tanggapin ko man o hindi, isa akong parte ng sindikato na kikidnapin ang batang
lalaki na nagkataon ay anak niya. Sa maikling salita, sino ba ako?
I am not worthy to be involved for all his plan specially to be his – girlfriend.
Kung iyon man ang gusto niya. Gusto man niya akong isahan o hindi, hindi pa rin ako
deserving para sa posisyon na iyon.
Because I am Miss Very Wrong.
“Hindi kita gusto.” Matatag na sabi ko sa kanya pero ang totoo, may paghanga ako sa
kanya. Natatakpan ng pagiging misteryoso niya ang kalandian niya sa babae. There’s
so much more to discover about him and last night was a proof that he isn’t really
bossy and arrogant. And if he maybe is, he’s special. Tingin ko lahat ng de Lorenzo
ay ganoon, espesyal sa kanya-kanya nilang paraan.
Well sa akin, walang espesyal kaya mas mabuting talikuran kung anong gusto niya.
Iwasan hangga’t makakaya.
“Then I’ll teach you how to like me. End of discussion. You’re mine! Mark it, dated
November 05. No more questions dahil wala na akong asawa.” May pinalidad na sabi
niya.
Hindi ako nakaimik. Nakatunganga lang ako sa kanya.
“Objection?” his brows crease.
“Marami! Una – ”.
“Oh, Jesus! No more objections! If this won’t work, you’re free to leave.” Inis na
bulalas niya.
“Talagang hindi ito magwo-work!”
“How’d you know?”
Umirap ako at pinihit ko ang ulo ko. “I just know.” Mahinang sabi ko.
Dahil una, hindi ako karapat-dapat sa iyo. Pangalawa, may misyon lang ako kaya ako
nandito at kapag nangyari na hindi ko iyon magawa, ayokong masaktan ka sa huli
dahil alam kong magbabayad ako sa boss ni Jesmond. Pangatlo, hindi mo ako mahal.
Panlima, alam ko kung anong gusto mo, haplos at halik.
“You can do nothing about it Nikka. Once I decide for it, no one can break it.”
Pinaandar niya ang sasakyan pero gigil na hinarap ko siya. Parang gusto ko na naman
siyang suntukin.
“Ano bang gusto mo? May pa-girlfriend – girlfriend ka pang nalalaman!” gigil na
tanong ko sa kanya pero sinulayapan lang niya ako tapos ay kinindatan.
Bwisit!
I crossed my arms over my chest. Yeah right! If he says it, no one can break it!
Exactly! Bahala siya sa buhay niya. Bahala naman ako sa buhay ko. Pabayaan ko
siyang mapanot sa kunsumisyon hanggang sa marealize niyang magkaiba kami, kaya
hindi kami bagay! Ayokong magmukhang kakatawanan dahil sigurado kapag sawa na siya,
ang bagsak ko rin ay sa squatter na pinanggalingan ko.
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CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
JAMIE RIX
This is the only way how to get closer to her. To make her my girlfriend. Demmit!
I’m too old for this kind of stuff, but she’s young and I know she’ll not go with
me in bed. Halik pa nga lang ay suntok at sabunot na kaagad ang inabot ko, how much
more if I’m going to push her to have sex with me? Baka naman kumuha siya ng
kutsilyo at tanggalin niya ang itlog at talong ko.
But I admit, I like her just simply being her. She’s not even trying harder to
please me. If she’s another woman, Jesus, she’ll probably walk down naked in front
of me and beg me to fuck her. And I had no choice. My dick isn’t working the way
how it used to before. I had no better choice but to stick with her because she’s
the only woman I wanna be with for now. I have to fuck her soon. I have to make
myself better again. If this is karma, then fuck the bitch! I don’t care about
Amanda, she’s hurting me so it’s time to reciprocate the feelings to tie it.
Kanina ko pa sinusulyapan si Nikka pero iwas na iwas ang mukha niya sa akin. And
every time our eyes lock up, she leers at me. She’s just so very cute. Isn’t she
aware of it?
“Don’t keep on protesting, baby.” I told her.
“Am I? Bahala ka sa buhay mo kung anong gusto mo. Gagawin ko naman ang gusto ko.”
She spat out.
I just chuckle. She’s really pissed. Bakit ba ayaw niya akong maging boyfriend. And
actually, she’s wrong when she said that I was loathing her since the first day
that we met. She maybe a dirt-poor baby, but I didn’t care. I don’t actually choose
the people whom I want to socialize with and I don’t look at her as a dust on my
shoe. I find her attractive and a person who has an uplifted spirit, strong and a
fighter. The things I adore mostly in women. Amanda was onced became one, but she
had changed. I don’t know if Nikka will do the same.
“Ginawa no akong girlfriend na wala naman akong kaalam-alam. Ni hindi mo nga alam
ang birthday ko.” Mataray na sabi pa niya na kaagad kong sinalo.
“Of course I do! November 8, 1998. Shoe size, 9. Body figure – ” I glanced at her
breasts.
Oh Christ!
Those perfect fucking tits. I know it weighs than normal. Lasing ako kagabi pero
alam kong hindi iyon maliit. Those were bouncing when she walks and she’s so
gaddamn hot last night.
“Maybe it’s 35.” I lick my lips and she shows her tiny fist as if she’s ready to
pummel me.
“Your waist, for sure it’s 24 and your waist, maybe 36.” I bob her a brow.
She remain in silence and I knew I got it right.
“Hindi naman ako nakikipaglaro sa iyo, Sir Jamie.” Parang naiiyak na sabi niya.
Oh, here’s my young little girl.
She’s out of her bossy shell. I know she has lots of weaknesses too and those were
the things I wanna see. How she’d cry when she couldn’t lay things as how she had
planned it to be. Would she be a rebel, like my ex wife?
I carefully study her in the rearview mirror and I can see that she’s been
disgracing herself since the moment that I told her, she’s already my girlfriend.
Well, am I playing with her?
Damn it! I don’t know. All I know is I want her. I don’t care where and whom she
came from, I just want her. To bed her, to know her, to spend time with her and
know what could be her little difference with those women I’ve bedded.
Looking how Adam and the guys settled and drowned in happiness because of their
young wives, I can’t help but feel so much pity for myself. I envy them, for
fuck’s sake! So, I guess I wanna give it a try because I can see something that
Nikka has, while those women had not. Hindi ko lang alam kung ano!
“Well, I’m not playing games with you, too.” Sagot ko sa kanya pero umirap siya.
“Then, bahala ka!” she exclaimed and soaked herself in the backrest.
“Good answer.” Then I sigh. What a stubborn little brat!
Akala ko ganoon siya kadaling mapapasunod. Well, mukhang matapang talaga siya higit
pa sa inakala ko. She’s really mulish and so arrogant, too. What then if we’ll
collide?
“Bakit ba kasi ako?” she roughly scratches her head and stomps her feet. I swear,
she looks like a five year old kid who’s having her tantrum.
“Because not her.” I answered philosophically, but a fist comes after landing on my
arm.
“Aw!” I mused but I laugh at her. Looking at her, I can see how funny she is
whenever she gets pissed. She’s really boyish and I like it when she hurts me. No
one tried to biff me and I find it so fucking adorable or fuckable.
I wink at her and give her my one of the most panty droppin’ smirk. Nakasimangot pa
rin siya at parang gusto pa akong suntukin.
“Irereklamo na kita, baby. Masyado kang mapanakit sa BOYFRIEND mo.” I followed
those words with a mirthful laugh. Kulang na lang ay umusok any ilong niya sa inis.
Her fist comes again like a volt of fire but I immediately pull over and grabbed
her wrists for a searing, earth shattering kiss.
“Now I have all the reasons in the world.” I caged her jaws and lift her face. She
widens her eyes comically as her cheeks flash pinkish taints.
“My little girl.” I smirk and landed my lips on hers.
“Ayoko.” She protested but I lock her lips with mine but she’d bit me.
Holy shit! I cuss at the back of my head and pause for a while. I shut my eyes as
her teeth dig into my thin bottom lip, and I groan in reply.
The pain travels down to the pit of my belly, tickling me so wild.
Oh Jesus!
I just let her until she’s done. She even tries to pull back her head after, but I
crush her lips again, kissing her gently this time.
“You can’t beat me back, baby.” I whispered on her lips when she stops protesting.
“You’re mine.” I gave her a soft kiss and wiped her lips with my thumb.
“Expect more of it. You can run, but remember that you can NEVER hide.” I kissed
the tip of her nose that makes her blink incessantly.
When she didn’t find her words, I freed her and get myself back to driving,
leaving her speechless and inquisitive.
Well, she shouldn’t be questioning for the things that I can’t really give her the
proper answers. Just for now, all that I know is, I want her and if this fucking
girlfriend-boyfriend thing is the better start, then so be it!
NIKKA
I need air! I feel my lips tingling and a bit numb. My hands are wet and my my
heart is thumping hardly inside my chest! Magkaka-heart attack yata ako!
That was the second time he kissed me and it was a bit different from the first.
Totoo yata ang sinasabi niya na makikita ko sa halik ang mga hinahanap kong tanong
kung bakit niya ginagawa iyon. But it’s so hard to take the case to be true. Kahit
na sa simpleng barangay ay kailangan na mapatunayan na guilty ang isang tao bago
hatulan. Ano ba ang pwede kong ihatol sa halik niya?
Imposible na gusto niya ako dahil una sa lahat, ang layo-layo ko sa dati niyang
asawa. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung anong dahilan ng paghihiwalay nila. Hindi ko alam
kung totoong babaero siya at dala-dala niya iyon kahit na may sarili na siyang
pamilya.
And I hate myself for losing my own track. I should keep myself and compose myself,
be strong enough handling this kind of situation but I was so weak. I like him,
bwisit!
Hindi masamang magpakipot dahil sa takot pero ang masama ay kung sa huli talo rin
naman ako. Tulad ngayon, nakatanga na lang ako imbes na tadyakan ko siya. Panalo
siya pero hindi ako dapat na matuluyan sa kanya. I should not focus on him and
should not brood on him, too.
I’ll dance to the tune of his music but that should end there. Kung ano man ang
dahilan ng paggamit niya sa akin bilang girlfriend, I’ll reciprocate it with
kindness and care. At least kung gusto man lang niya akong maisahan at itulad sa
mga naging babae niya, makaramdam naman siya ng pagka-konsensya at kaunting awa
para sa akin. Kaunting awa dahil ayoko na rin na matuluyan pang mapasabit ako sa
mundo ng mga sindikato at higit pa, ilagay ko sa panganib si Andi.
I wanna work hard and feed the people that I love with the foods that didn’t come
from doing god-awful things. I wanna be virtuous, just the same old Nikka who cries
whenever she gets hungry and says no to evil things the world keeps on provoking
her to do so.
I’m still that. Ako pa rin si Nikka na mabait at magpakabait sabi ni Mama.
Sumulyap ako kay General na pasipol-sipol pa sa tabi ko. Tuwang-tuwa ang manyakis,
nakahalik na naman.
“You want a sound, baby?” ngumiti siya at nagmukha na namang sobrang harot nang
itaas-baba niya ang mga kilay.
Baby?
Maka-baby, parang tunay!
In fairness sa kanya, para siyang binata kung makaasta talaga.
“Bahala ka. Huwag lang boses mong parang gong na kumakanta.” Asar ko sa kanya pero
ang lakas – lakas ng naging pagtawa niya.
Ninerbyos pa ako dahil tumingala siya na parang tanga. Baka mabangga kami, ayaw ko
pang mamatay. Bawal sa impyerno ang virgin.
Ini-on niya ang stereo at may pinindot pa siyang isang buton na unti-unting
nagpakilos sa bubong ng sasakyan.
Wow! I looked at it with so much amusement. Sa TV lang ako nakakita ng ganitong
kotse. Totoo pala sa personal at sinasakyan ko pa ngayon.
I don’t intend to listen to that song that air on the speakers but the acoustic
song caught my attention specially when Sir Jamie starts to sing the first few
verses.
"Isn’t it funny how timeseems to slip away so fast, One minute you’re happy,The
other you’re sad…"
“Kapanahunan mo?” asar ko sa kanya. Kasi naman ay hindi pa yata ako pumapasok sa
ekswela ay naririnig ko na ang kanyang ito.
Kaagad siyang napasimangot. “Oh come on, Nik, I’m not that old. A gorgeous guy like
me who’s a decade older than you is quite MORE than enough to satisfy all your
needs. Trust me, you’ll beg for more, little honey.” Ngumisi siya kaya lumabas and
dimples niya. Kaagad akong umiwas ng tingin kasi ano pa bang sasabihin ko? Gwapo
naman talaga siya ng sobra.
Ang yabang niya lang talaga at ang presko pa. Hindi raw siya gaanong matanda pero
little honey ang tawag sa akin.
“Agree?” tanong pa niya kahit tumagilid na ako.
“You told me, once you said it, no one could break it.” I roll my eyes.
“Good answer. I consider that as a ‘yes’.” He winks at me when I twisted my head to
glance at him. Saka siya kumpanta ulit at with matching facial expressions pa.
Tumalikod ako kasi nakakatawa siya. Isa siyang Presidente ng napakalaking kumpanya.
Nakilala ko naka-business suit pa. Ngayon nakikita kong kengkoy siya at nagbibinata
pa.
Nagpapacute rin ba? Yata…
©️
WCStories
Song: If Life Is So Short by Moffats(acoustic version)
A/N: I guess mauuna nang ipublish ang de Lorenzo's. Medyo madali kasing iedit.
Haha. Bahala na.

[ 26 Chapter25AnotherSideOfHim ]
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CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
NIKKA
Napangiti ako nang makarating kami sa may bukana ng squatters area at hindi
sinasadyang kay Sir Jamie ako tumingin. Pagkakaguluhan siya sigurado rito at baka
mamaya ay pati mga tambay ay hiritan pa siya ng inumin o baka mapag-tripan. Kahit
na hindi uubra ang mga iyon sa akin, ayoko pa rin na mabastos siya rito sa lugar
ko.
"Ibaba mo 'yong bubong ng kotse." Utos ko sa kanya pero ngumisi pa siya at tinaasan
ako ng isang kilay.
"Don't you want them to see how gorgeous your man is?" buong kahanginan na tanong
niya kaya umirap ako tapos ay nagkibit balikat.
"Ikaw, bahala ka. Baka gusto mong mapaltos ang nguso mo kapag hinalikan ka ng mga
matronang pokpok na kapitbahay ko." Kunwari balewalang sabi ko pero kamuntik akong
matawa nang masulyapan ko ang hitsura niya. Namutla siya bigla at kaagad na
pinindot ang buton para maisara ang bubong ng kotse.
"You should pull over, Sir Jamie." Pigil ko ang tawa. Mas mabuti na yatang maglakad
na lang ako papasok. Ayokong makursunadahan siya rito.
"No, I won't." bugnot sa sagot niya. And stop calling me, Sir Jamie. Call me,
Jamie, Jix or better yet, call me, babe." He gorgeously smirk but I laugh my ass
out.
Paanong tatawagin ko naman siya ng, babe? Ano ako, bali? Kita kong mas lalo siyang
nabwisit nang pagtawanan ko siya at parang gusto niya akong kagatin. Paano ang diin
- diin ng pagkakakagat niya sa labi niya habang nakatingin siya sa akin.
"Fine, I'll call you Jamie." My eyes dilate but I shift my seat when I notice this
black Pajero parked in front of the abandoned warehouse. Hindi pa man lang tuluyang
nakakasara ang bubong ng kotse ni Jamie Rix ay lumabas doon si Jesmond. May
sinasabi sa akin si Jamie pero hindi ko halos maintindihan. Naka-focus ang mga mata
ko kay Jesmond.
Kaagad iyong natigilan nang makita ako at nagkatitigan pa kami. "Jesmond?" usal ko
at nakalimutan kong katabi ko nga pala si Jamie.
Kapagkuwan ay isinuot niya kaagad ang sumbrero at hindi ako pinansin. Tuloy-tuloy
siyang sumakay sa sasakyan na parang hindi kami magkakilala.
So, that's it! Hindi niya kayang panindigan ang sinasabi niyang panliligaw sa akin.
Mas importante pa rin sa kanya ang misyon na ipinagagawa ng boss niya at takot pa
rin siya na magkabukingan at madamay siya kaya ni hindi man lang siya ngumiti.
"So, that was Jesmond?" umarko ang mga kilay ni Jamie Rix pero hindi ako tumango at
hindi rin umiling.
"Such a limp dick, Nikka." Tumaas ang isang sulok ng labi niya at sumulyap sa side
mirror.
Tama siya. Mukhang duwag nga si Jesmond. Pero para sa akin, mas tamang sabihin na
malamang ay nag-iingat ang lalaki na iyon na huwag mahalata ang plano.
That plan.
Kaagad akong pumihit at tiningnan si Jamie Rix. Bumuka ang bibig ko at ang laman ng
isip ko ay sabihin na sa kanya ang totoo pero kaagad kong binago dahil siguradong
palalayasin niya ako at ipakukulong. Paano ang mga kapatid ko?
No, no. I should make my own move. Kapag may naipon na akong pera, saka na ako
haharap sa mga sindikatong iyon pero hindi ko dadalhin ang bata. Kailangan kong
makuha ang one hundred thousand para maitakas ko muna ang mga kapatid ko at kahit
na makulong ako, kahit paano ay may maiiwan na ako sa kanila.
Tiningnan niya ako sa rearview mirror pero umiwas ako ng tingin. I can't look at
him while I'm being bothered by these thoughts. I feel so guilty about it and I
don't even deserve to sit here in his car and let him drive the whole time just to
bring me to different places where I wanna go. He's still my boss, though he's a
bit - out of his mind.
Buti na lang din na sumama siya rito para makita niya kung anong pinasaok niyang
mundo nang ideklara niyang syota na niya ako. Gago talaga!
"Now back off. Do you even see this mess? You don't belong here. We aren't going to
work together as - b" I speak but he cut me off.
"Of course we will. Will you stop disgracing yourself. I'm not what you think
Nikka. I will get to know you better." May pinalidad na sagot niya.
"Eh paano pala kung kidnaper ako?" bulalas ko pero tumawa lang siya nang mahina.
"Then, I'll voluntarily cede basta ang tuloy natin ay sa kama." Sabay tawa niya.
"Bastos ka!" singhal ko.
Kama? Lakas ng loob niya eh hindi naman nga tumitigas daw ang kanya. Na-relax ako
nang maisip ko iyon. Bastos lang siguro talaga siya at ubod ng yabang kahit na
malfunction naman ang pagkalalaki niya.
Saka, hindi niya kinagat ang pahapyaw kong pag-amin ng tunay kong pakay sa pagpasok
sa buhay nila. Parang hindi siya naniniwala na kaya kong maging isang kidnaper
talaga.
"Paano nga kung kidnaper ako?" hinarap ko siya at sinulyapan niya ako. Along with
that glance, he takes a look at my entire being while he's still driving. When he
moves his gaze back to the road, he shakes his head, giving me that gentle smile.
It was the most genuine smile from him, I have seen so far.
"I don't think you are." Umiling ulit siya.
Ramdam ko sa boses niya na sincere iyon at hindi biro. Well, that'd hit me, bulls
eye! He trusts me and how come in the world that a guy as wealthy as him could
trust someone he didn't know for that long?
"Didn't you know that too much trust could actually kill you?" I voiced out but he
just smirked.
"I know." Maikling sagot niya. Hindi ko alam kung gunu-guni lang na parang may
dumaan na lungkot sa mga mata niya dahil doon.
"But it doesn't mean that you should stop trusting the people who really deserve to
gain your trust. Isn't it?" sumulyap siya ulit sa akin at itinaas ang isang sulok
ng labi.
Tumango na lang ako kahit na parang gusto ko ng lumubog sa kinauupuan ko. It wasn't
because of his good-looks but because my conscience was starting to eat me again.
How could I hurt this kind of man who was the very first person who had given me
enough trust despite the truth that he knew where I came from and what kind of
people I used to live with?
Shit!
Now I know I'm caught. I can't deceive the people who trust me. Iilan na lang
silang nagtitiwala sa mga taong katulad kong hindi mataas ang pinag-aralan at
lumaki sa lugar na puro sanggano at masasamang - loob ang nakatira at
nakakasalamuha ko simula sa pagkabata. Now, how kind of him to trust someone like
me while he can spend his time with those women who stand along with him in the
limelight. Someone like him, and not like me. But his trust is worth more than
those hundred of thousands the syndicate can give me. Si Mama, isang babaeng marumi
pero minsan ay hindi ko narinig na nagkanaw siya o sumama sa mga taong walang
kaluluwa. Nagkamali siya pero katawan niya ang kanyang ginamit at dangal bilang
babae. Ako? Hindi kaya mas malala pa ako sa Mama ko kung itutuloy ko ang balak kong
pagkuha kay Andi?
Hating-hati ang takbo ng isip ko at may pagkakakataon na desidido akong ituloy at
may mga pagkakataon naman na ayoko ng gawin at ang pinakaunang dahilan noon ay
hindi ko alam kung tutuparin nila ang sinabi nilang hindi nila papatayin ang bata.
Natigil lang ako sa pag-iisip ay nang matanaw ko na ang nakausling bintana ng
barong-barong namin.
"Dito na! Dito na!" tili ko sabay yugyog sa manggas ng damit ni Jamie. Nae-excite
ako at kapag ganito ay nawawala ang mga alalahanin ko sa buhay. The corners of my
eyes started to heat up. Namimiss ko na ang kapatid ko at kahit iilang araw pa lang
iyon ay hindi ko mapigilan na huwag maiyak.
"Hey, it's just been a week. You need not to cry for it." Umangat ang mga kilay
niya habang nakatingin sa akin at sumusulyap sa pinaparadahan niya sa may gilid ng
bahay namin.
"I know. I just love him that much. Lalo pa ngayon na may bago akong ampon na bata.
Gusto ko na kasama sila palagi, but I have to work for them. Ayoko na magutom sila
at ayoko na - maging masama sila habang lumalaki." Binitawan ko ang manggas ng
damit niya kasi napatingin siya roon at parang pumipilyo na naman ang ngisi niya. I
flattened his shirt before I turn my back on him.
"Huwag ka ng bumaba, pagkakaguluhan ka." Bilin ko sa kanya pero nang lumingon ako
ay nauna na siya.
Ang harot niya talaga. Kaagad na lumapit sa kanya ang mga kadalagahang pokpok na
kapitbahay ko at nairolyo ko ang aking mga mata. Pahamak talaga. Ang hilig sa
atensyon. Walang dudang mag-ama nga sila ni Andi. Iyon lang, hindi niya napapansin
na ang anak niya ay kulamg sa atensyon at pagmamahal niya. Bakit hindi niya
salaminin ang sarili niya? Paaalala ko iyon sa kanya.
Bumaba ako at lahat ng mga naroon ay napatingin sa akin. Si Aling Trining ay
nakangisi sa akin nang malaki. Sa kanya ko rin ibinilin ang mga bata habang wala
ako. Inilibot ko muna ang paningin ko sa paligid at nawala ang ngiti ko nang
mapansin ko ang itim na sasakyan ni Jesmond na pumarada rin hindi kalayuan sa amin.
Malamang nag-uusyoso na siya at nagtataka kung bakit kasama ko si Sir Jamie. Dapat
hindi niya malaman na nagdadalawang isip ako sa pagtupad sa plano.
"Bigatin ka Gabrielle ah!" Sabi sa akin ni Daisy na nakatayo sa may harap ni Jamie.
Parang sinusukat niya ang laki ng amo ko. Laki ng ano?
Hihi! Di naman yan tumatayo! Gaga! Mamatay ka sa pagtantya.
"Oo nga. Pogi ng driver ko, no?" I giggle and look at Jamie Rix. Lumingon naman
siya at parang hindi niya gusto na tinawag ko siyang driver. Maya-maya nang himasin
siya ni Aling Mariposa ay napangiwi siya at parang humihingi ng saklolo sa akin
pero hindi ko siya pinansin. Si Aling Mariposa ang pioneer ng mga pokpok sa San
Antonio squatters. Para siyang gatil sa club, makalyo at matigas na kahit ilaga ng
sampung oras ay hindi na lalambot kasi gurang na.
Tuloy-tuloy akong naglakad palapit sa pintuan ng bahay namin habang pinipigil ko
ang pagtawa.
"Ang pogi mo. Daan ka naman sa Sampaguita mamaya." Narinig kong sabi ni Calachuchi
sa kanya. Kahit nakatalikod ako ay alam ko ang boses nila. Araw at gabi ko na
silang naririnig, nag-aaway man o humahalinghing.
"If I-I have t-time..." kanda bulol na sagot ni Jamie.
"Ay spokening dollar!" Sabay-sabay na tili ng mga babae kaya napalingon ako.
Gatla-gatla na ang pawis ni Jamie pero hindi naman siya makaalis sa harap ng mga
babae. Mayroong nakahawak sa braso, sa kamay, sa likod, sa baywang at may humihimas
sa pisngi. He's still smiling but I know he wanna run his ass off their faces. Mga
mukha ng babaeng garapal ang mga make-up at ang mga lipstick.
Hindi rin ako nakatiis kaya lumapit ako at niyakap ang braso niya. "Hiramin ko muna
mga magagandang binibini. Boss ko siya at allergic siya sa mga garapata." Sabay
tawa ko at irap naman nila.
"Ikaw talaga. Ngayon ka na lang nag-uwi ng pogi at mabango, ipinagdadamot mo pa."
litanya ni Daisy pero nakangiti naman.
Kaibigan ko naman silang lahat at hindi ko sila hinuhusgahan sa trabaho nila.
Ganoon man sila, alam kong kasangga ko sila kapag wala akong pambigas. Hindi naman
nasusukat ang kabutihan ng isang tao sa baba at taas ng uri ng kanilang trabaho,
yoon ay kung paano sila nakikibagay sa kapwa nila tao.
"Chupi na! Chupi!" pinaypay ko sila paalis pero kaagad na lumapit ang isang lasing
na tambay at mukhang trip niya si Jamie Rix kaya pinameywangan ko kaagad siya.
"Walang kotong! Bisita ko ito kaya doon ka!" taboy ko kay Manong Tinoy na isang
Negro. Ang lalaking kahit na iisa na lang ang kidney ay adik pa rin sa alak. He'd
sold one of his kidneys for 25 thousand pesos pero naubos lang sa pangakain ng
pamilya niya. Tulad niya, isang lalaking no read and no write na, kinainggitan pa
at binintangan na magnanakaw kaya hindi na makahanap ng trabaho dahil naka-ban na
sa buong mundo ang pagmumukha niya.
"What's kotong?" bulong ni Jamie sa may likod ko. Nangaligkig pa ako dahil
naramdaman ko ang hininga niya sa may tainga ko.
"Hihingi siya sa iyo ng pera, at hindi mo siya pwedeng tanggihan. Ipangiinom nila
iyon ng mga tambay na naroon. See them?" inginuso ko sa kanya ang grupo ng mga
tomador, pero sa labi ko siya nakatingin.
"Doon." Ipinihit ko ang mukha niya pero sa bibig ko pa rin siya nakatunganga.
"Sige na, isang bote lang. Singkwenta lang naman, bebe liit." Pakiusap niya. Bebe
liit ang tawag nila sa akin simula ng magka-isip ako. Maliit daw kasi ako at cute,
iisa ang ngipin sa harap ng bibig ko at light brown daw ang buhok ko na parang
buhok ng hindi napisang sisiw. Ibig sabihin, malnourished yata ako. At hindi nila
inasahan na lalaki ako ng ganito.
"I have." Mabilis na sagot ni Jamie at lumaki ang ngisi ni Manong Tinoy. Lumingon
ako at dumudukot na siya ng pera sa pitaka niya at limandaan ang inilabas niya.
"Don't mind it." Sumaludo pa siya sa tambay na sumaludo naman pabalik matapos na
abutin ang pera.
"Idol. Kahit anong oras ka pumasok dito, ligtas ka." Sabi pa ni Manong Tinoy. Hindi
niya alam na ang pinagsasabihan niya ay isang lalaking mas pa sa traning ng mga
militar ang pinagdaanan, pero tumango si Jamie kaya napakurap ako.
I can't believe na marunong talaga siyang makipagkapwa-tao. Nang harapin niya ako
sa opisina ay ang sungit niya, ngayon ay ang bait niya.
"May nakain ka?" tanong ko sa kanya matapos ko siyang tingalain.
"Wala pa. Ikaw, kung magpapakain ka." Sagot niya. He purses his bottom lip and
shrugs.
"Gutom ka na?" wala akong pagkain sa bahay. Ano namang kakainin niya, biskwit?
Sardinas? NFA rice?
"Kanina pa." his hand moves down to my hips, so I jerk, pulling myself away from
him but he grabs my waist.
"Keep your place, baby. Those girls keep on looking at me like they wanna see how
huge I am." Daldal niya habang nakatingin sa grupo ng mga babaeng kita ang mga
singit dahil nakataas ang mga paa sa upuang kahoy at nagpe-pedicure.
"Eh di ipakita mo na para ma-disappoint sila." I said chuckling. Kasi luntay naman
yan sabi mo. Di nila maeenjoy 'yan.
"No. This belongs to you." Parang wala sa sariling sabi niya kaya lalo akong
tumawa. Bibigyan na lang ako ng talong, iyong may damage pa. Salamat na lang...
©️
WCStories
Song: you and i tonight by faber drive for my friend, ashleygoo183, xoxo
[ 27 Chapter26ManOfHonor ]
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CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
JAMIE RIX
I don’t know what to say when I look at her and saw the tears in her eyes. She
wasn’t the girl I saw week ago inside my office. That woman was strong and
unbreakable, but this Nikka is nearly about to cry when she saw these kids, when
she knocks on the door and a kid opened it for her.
“Ate!” the kid smiled at her happily as he pushed the door widely. I can see
another kid sitting on a small pallet. I think he’s special but it did no help
hiding the smile his lips formed when his eyes met Nikka’s.
He begins to squeak happily and clapping his hands unknowingly. Suddenly, I
remember my son. Lahat ng wala sa batang ito ay nasa anak na binalewala ko matapos
kaming maghiwalay ng Mommy niya. Pero ang batang ito ay napakaswerte sa pagmamahal.
If my memory serves me right, Nikka just got this boy from the garbage dump.
But when I look at her, love is excessively coming out from her eyes.
Hinalikan niya ang batang pogi na nagbukas ng pintuan and I almost chuckle when he
grunts.
Oh boy, he’s just like me. Napangiti ako.
Hindi ako nagpapahalik noon at nagagalit ako kapag hinahalikan ako ni Mommy
Suzanne. I used to call her cheeky. But that was long ago. Ngayon ay nae-enjoy ko
na ang halik lalo sa mga babaeng magaganda at sexy.
“Hoy, pasok ka.” Nikka invited me giggling.
I was lost. Kanina pa pala siya nakapasok at nakatunganga lang ako sa may pintuan
niyang abot lang sa balikat ko ang taas. Excited na binuksan ng bata ang mga paper
bags at isinukat ang mga damit at sapatos.
“I’m sorry. I told you just to stay inside your car. Look, this place is a whole
mess and you can’t find comfort here.” She said. For the first time, I saw her
timid personality. She’s blushing and I don’t know what made my heart thumps inside
my chest when I return her gaze.
“I’ll be fine. Suit yourself.” I stoop as I enter the house and the handsome kid
offers me a seat.
Jesus!
Magigiba ang upuan na kahoy, alam ko. Hindi na ako nagkamali dahil tumawa si Nikka
habang nakatingin sa akin.
“You’re enormously bulky, that won’t carry your butt, General.” She said and
followed it with a giggle. I swear I wanna nip her to make her stop because she’s
been acting so cute again.
“Yeah, I’m 6’4. I’ll keep my mercy for that wooden chair. No thank you, I’ll just –
” I say but she cuts me.
“Dito ka na, kung komportable ka.” She pouts and shrugs as she pats that little
place beside her.
Iniisip ko, baka magiba rin ang papag, but thinking about settling myself beside
her that close, oh fuck! Kahit magiba, papalitan ko na lang. And I’m actually
thinking of it a while ago. How many rooms does my house hold? And how many beds
were stuck in the storeroom? I can send a queensize bed for her brothers and my
unused by 4’s table. Maybe I could also send the smallest couch and hoping those
things would fit in a small place like this. At least just for a little convenience
for the kids.
I eagerly walk toward her and sit beside her. My dick kicks inside my pants when my
thigh brushes hers.
“Caine, si General Hulk Hogan.” Pakilala niya sa akin habang tumatawa, sa batang
nakatayo at hindi mawalay ang tingin sa sakin.
“General siya, ate?” parang biglang namutla ang bata na may kasamang amusement,
pero umiling si Nikka.
“You’ll like him. He joined the training of the SEALs. Am I right, Sir Jamie?” she
halfway turns to look at me and we being this close, gusto ko siyang halikan na
naman at kung pwede lang ay ihiga na rin dito sa papag nila. But that Sir Jamie
thing, corrupted my mind.
“No Sir Jamie.” I reminded her and she nods at me as I look at the boy. “Yes kid. I
was only 18 that time. 16 pa lang ako, hawak ko na ang kumpanya ni Daddy. That was
the first time I saw how deadly that shitty training was. When I was 18 I’d tried
joining the training. It wasn’t hard. My godfather was one of the best officers of
the Navy Seals, so he’d let me joined in. I passed the training yet still I
couldn’t pursue it. My twin brother needed me thst time. He was a total shit
crybaby, so I decided to leave the Navy that way, A dream.” I shrug.
“Did you fly a fighting jet?” he asked with full of excitement. I look at him with
so much confusion. Paanong nakakapag-ingles siya kahit na isa siyang palaboy?
Katulad din ba siya ng Nikka ko?
“I’m half American, General.” He informed me while Nikka is now busy with her
special brother. She keeps om kissing him and I can see how the luckily kid enjoys
her kisses. He leans on her chest, as if seeking for comfort that only Nikka can
give. He misses her, too. I moved back my attention to Caine.
“Yes I did fly a jet fighter. I was only 10 when I started flying aircrafts. Why?
Do you want to join the Navy Seals?” I smirk.
He bulges out his chest and nods. “I do. I really do.”
“Then, eat well and stay fit, physically and mentally. I can help when the right
time comes.” I gave him an assurance that he could stick with. Besides, hindi ako
madamot sa tulong lalo na kung tungkol iyon sa pangarap ko na hindi napasaakin.
“Kahit mag-break kayo ni Ate Nikka?” tanong niya na ikinatawa ko.
“Anong break? Hindi naman kami!” kaagad na deny ni Nikka pero mukhang hindi niya
nakumbinsi ang bata.
“Yes kid. Kahit mag-break kami ng ate Nikka mo. I’m a man of my word and I honor
every word that I say. Come to me when you’re done with your studies and I’ll help
you make it to the SEALs.” I wink at him and he starts jumping and yelling.
Pangako pa lang iyon pero tuwang-tuwa na siya. How much more if it’s already time
for him to go to meet his training?
“Gagawin mo talaga?” Nikka asks with her dropping jaws.
I look at her eyes and shrugs. “Of course.” I replied, but there’s something that
crosses her eyes which I can’t fully decipher. It’s either she doesn’t believe me
or there’s something that holds her back to accept it as true.
She averts her gaze for a while then brings it back to me, after. She smiles but it
was in confusion and doubt.
Why is she doubting it? I wanna ask her but she stands up and kisses her brother
again. “Alis na si Ate. Be good, ha. Huwag kang papasaway kay Caine. Ikaw ang kuya
at siya ang bunso. Love ‘yan ni Ate.” Niyakap niya ang bata at hinalikan sa tuktok
ng ulo. Binalingan niya si Caine.
“Tawagan mo ako kapag nagkasakit ang kahit sino sa inyo, ha. May pera ka pa? Wala
pa akong sweldo.” Sabi niya.
Oh Christ! Did she say it on purpose so I could hear it? Fine! Later, I’ll give
her!
“Meron pa, Ate. Saka may nagsu-supply naman.” Sagot ni Caine.
I knit my brows. Supply? From whom?
My blood literally boils. Sino naman putang-na ang magsusupply ng lahat ng
kailangan nila? That fucking Jesmond? I'm gonna kill that shit!
I keep on watching her until she whispers something on Caine’s ear that makes him
frown. Then, she pats his shoulder. I’m not getting it right but I guess, it’s
about my pronouncement. She’s still doubting and I know I can’t find the way how to
show her that I honor my words until it’s time Caine has to go to the Navy.
After a while she looks back at me. “Let’s go?” she smiles.
Ginulo ko ang buhok ng kapatid niyang katabi ko sa papag. He begins to cry and
wipes his eyes.
“Aalis na si Ate, babalik na lang ako. Kailangan ko mag-trabaho para hindi ka
magutom at may gatas ka. Di ba gusto mo iyon?” mabilis na lumapit si Nikka sa bata
at niyakap ulit ito nang mahigpit.
“Sorry na kung aalis ulit ako. Huwag ka ng umiyak. Mahal ka naman ni Ate.” She
said. I keep my eyes plastered on her face and I see those tears that run down on
her cheek.
She has a very kind heart. If I didn’t know the whole story, I wouldn’t be able to
figure out that he’s not really her brother by blood. Mahal na mahal niya ang
batang napulot niya...
We’re now in the car but still, she can’t contain herself from crying. She’s in
silence and it seems like her burdens are striking my chest. I can see how she
hates to leave her brothers but she’s forcing herself to do the right thing, so she
can compensate all their needs.
“I’ll let my men deliver those unused stuffs at the stockroom for your brothers. If
it won’t make you feel belittled.” I said as I glanced at her. She smirks and
glances halfway.
“May mas nakakapanliit pa ba, Jamie? Saka uunahin ko pa bang manliit kung kapalit
naman ay magiging komportable ang mga kapatid ko? Salamat.” The last word slips
past her lips with full of sincerity and shame.
“You’re welcome.” I replied. A woman as beautiful as her lives in a place like
this, a house which I don’t necessarily know whether I can call it a house or a
what. But gladly, she turned out to be a loving, caring and kind woman. She’s
mature enough in some ways but I can still see that baby inside of her. Mas mature
pa siya at mapagmahal kaysa sa mga babaeng nakilala ko na laman ng bar araw at
gabi. She is just eighteen but she knows how to act like an elder sister to her
younger brothers or shall I say, a mother?
Two in one rather. Kapatid at Mommy, siya iyon parehas. I guess I’m lucky that I’ve
met someone who’s as worthy as her. At least in my thirty-two turning thirty-three
years of existence, hindi lang mga babaeng malalandi ang nakilala ko, I have met a
precious worth keeping young lovable woman. At least that makes my life meaningful,
and not dumb wasted at all...
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CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
NIKKA
Tuloy-tuloy na akong pumasok sa loob ng kabahayan matapos kong makababa sa kotse.
Hindi naman halos ako umiimik sa buong byahe dahil naiwan sa mga kapatid ko ang
isip ko. And now, I feel so empty without them. I lazily try to open the door of my
room but I pause when I remember my phone. Kinapa ko ang bulsa ko at wala, nakay
Hulk Horny!
Kaagad akong pumihit pabalik at nakita ko kaagad si Jamie Rix na hawak iyon at
lukot ang noo habang binabasa na yata ang mga messages ko. Biglang tumambol ang
dibdib ko dahil baka may sinabi na si Jesmond na kung ano-ano. Kahit na ba hindi
bumabanggit ng mga tungkol sa misyon ko, through texts, kinakabahan pa rin ako.
Shit pansit!
Prenteng nakasandal ang walangya sa hamba ng pintuan at nakapameywang ang isang
kamay.
Papogi na naman siya. Daig pa niya ang model sa magazine sa ganda ng posing niya.
And that pose was really intriguing, captivating and smug.
"Hoy, ano na namang binabasa mo riyan? Give me my privacy." Angil ko sa kanya pero
sinulyapan lang niya ako sa talukap ng mga mata niya.
Sa inis ko ay tinakbo ko na ang distansya para maagaw ko ang cellphone ko pero
eksakto naman na hahablutin ko na ay itinaas niya ang kamay niya at hinila ako ng
isa sa baywang.
"Bwisit ka talaga!" I jump but he's so tall. Sa 5'7 kong height, wala pa rin akong
sinabi sa tangkad niya.
"He's going to nail you, for fuck's sake! Tell me you're not going out on a date
with him! Tell me!" galit na bulalas niya at namumula ang mga pisngi niya at tenga.
Inaalog niya ang gulugod ko pero wala akong tigil sa pagtalon para makuha ang
cellphone ko.
"Who? You're invading my privacy. You don't have the right to do that. Akin na!"
talon ko pa.
"I will invade every piece of privacy that you have. That's part of you, being my
GIRL." Mariin na sabi niya. Nagpatuloy ako kahit kamuntik akong matawa nang malakas
dahil sa salita niya. Pinaninindigan niya talaga na girlfriend niya ako?
"Eh ako? Anong karapatan ko ha? I can't do the same! How shame of me to act like a
nagging girlfriend because were not really official." Isang mataas na talon ang
ginawa ko pero tumingkayad pa siya kaya naglambitin ako sa leeg niya.
"We are! Shit! Jesus! Fuck!" mura niya nang hindi niya iyon napaghandaan at sabay
kaming bumaliktad sa may pintuan.
"Juskolooooord!" tili ko. Humigpit ang yakap ko sa kanya dahil pakiramdam ko ay
mao-ospital na kami! Ayeeee!
He falls on his back while land on top of him, straddling him, for Jesus' sake!
Hawak ko ang likod ng ulo niya dahil ayokong mauntog siya sa granite na sahig.
I hear him grunt so I instantly look at him, to check him.
"General HH?" inalog ko ang ulo niya pero umungol siya.
"Hoy! May masakit? Anong masakit?" natatarantang tanong ko kasi nakapikit siya.
Hawak niya ang pwet ko pero wala akong pakialam.
"I need CPR. Mouth to mouth. Uggh, I'm dying. I need it now." He parted his mouth
pero sinuntok ko siya sa dibdib.
"Aw! You're really the long lost daughter of Mike Tyson! You bite, you biff." Angal
niya na sinundan ng pag-ubo. "Fuck baby, you're sitting on my cock." Umungol siya
sabay mulat ng isang mata.
Wala sa oras na napatingin ako sa pinakasentro ko at nanlaki ang mga mata ko.
Ganoon na lang ang pagkadismaya ko nang makita kong nakabukaka ako habang nakaupo
sa kanya. Nakaupo ako sa matigas na bagay na damaged raw! Paano pa kaya kung hindi
damaged? Buti na lang oo! Hahay! Kaagad akong napausog sa tyan niya pero lalo
siyang umungol at kinagat pa ang ibabang labi niya nang ibuka ko para silipin kung
kita nga! Santisima! Oo!
Kita niya ang singit ko at totoong-totoo na panty na ang nakikita niya. Susmi! My
white bikini style panty na isang kahon pa nang ibigay sa akin ni Jesusa.
Nagkatinginan kaming dalawa at ibinalik niya ang tingin doon. Nakikitingin siyang
bwisit siya sa private property ko! Bastos! He hardly swallows and smirks. Tingin
ko ay lalong namula ang pisngi niya at ngali-ngali ko siyang sabunutan.
"Inay!" kaagad kong binitiwan ang ulo niya at tumayo ako. My cheeks are burning and
I know I'm turning red. Nakakahiya na ito. Nakita na niya ang singit ko na naman
pero ngayon, mas malala pa talaga.
Nang pumihit ako ay nakita kong tinitingnan na kami ng lahat. Simula kay Nanay
Lolit, kay Jesusa, kay Teacher Julia at kay Andi na nakatakip sa bibig at
humahagikhik.
"Siya kasi..." parang batang sabi ko habang napapalabi pero parehas na tumalikod
sina Nanay Lolit at si Jesusa na parang nagkangitian pa. Si Teacher Julia naman ay
tumikhim.
"Ikaw kasi!" angil ko kay Jamie pero tumawa lang siya bago tumayo. Parang nawala
sa isip niya ang ikinaiinis niya kanina.
Ano nga ba iyon? Inaakit ba ako ni Jesmond na mag-date? Hindi ko pwedeng iwasan ang
lalaking iyon. Baka mabuking niya ako na nag-iiba ang plano ko. Dapat na natural
lang ako sa pakikitungo sa lalaking iyon.
"Are you hurt? Let me check." Sabi ni Jamie at para akong manika na pinaikot-ikot
niya habang hawak ako sa balikat. Nahihilo ako, isinusumpa ko.
"Ikaw? Nasaktan ka?" tiningala ko siya matapos siyang magsawa, kasi parang
namumula pa rin siya. He pouts and smiles at me.
"Just a graze. Never mind. Macho." He bobs his brows and shows me his biceps, then
he winks.
Landi!
Ibang-iba sa masungit na President de Lorenzo sa Infinity. Iwiniksik niya ulit sa
bulsa niya ang cellphone at mukhang wala siyang balak na ibigay iyon sa akin.
Grabe! Ang dominante niya!
I shake my head when he walks toward Teacher Julia. Tumakbo naman si Andi papalapit
sa akin at hindi pinansin ang Daddy niya.
"Hi, Tita!" kaagad siyang yumakap sa akin at isinubsob ang mukha sa tyan ko.
Ngumiti naman ako pero nakatuon ang mga mata ko sa teacher niya at kay Jamie. She
glances at me and my woman instinct isn't complementing with the thought that's
running inside my head. Gusto kong sabihin na okay lang pero hindi niya naitago ang
pag-irap ng mga mata niya sa akin.
Well, she's pretty, maybe mid twenties. Maputla ang kulay niya na parang hindi
naaarawan. May suot na salamin pero maganda pa rin. She's wearing a gray skirt and
a white haltered top. Naka-stilleto at may bitbit na bag. Naka-ponytail siya na
nasa may tuktok ng ulo niya at abot hanggang balikat ang buhok niya. She has
slender legs and shit, bakit ba naiinis ako na maganda siya at nabubwisit ako na
inirapan niya ako.
Hindi ko naman siya inaaway, inismiran ako?
"Can we talk privately Mr. de Lorenzo? Just the two of us, walang kahit na sino?"
sumulayap sa akin ulit ang teacher ni Andi pero nagkunwari akong walang pakialam.
Kailangan ba niyang ipagdiinan na walang ibang pwedeng makisawsaw sa usapan nila?
Fine!
Noong una ay akala ko mabait siya kasi may pagka tahimik pero mukhang nasa ilalim
ang kulo niya. This is actually the second time that we've met each other for she
was out of the country when I moved in here.
Sunod na lumingon sa akin si Jamie pero hindi ko siya pinansin. "Come on, baby.
Show me your lab. Gawa tayo ng bomba, iyong pwedeng ipasabog sa dalawang tao na
nakakaimbyerna." Kunwari sabi ko kay Andi na tumawa naman at hinila ako papalabas,
pero sa sulok ng mga mata ko ay sinulyapan ko si Jamie Rix.
He bows his head to hide his grin. Nagkunwari pa siyang kumamot sa noo pero
nakatingin siya sa akin. Mukhang alam niya na siya ang pinatatamaan ko. Pwes,
magnilandi na sila! Babatuhin ko sila ng homemade bomba!
Pero bakit ba ako naiinis? No Nikka, no!
"Okay Juls, in my office." Hinawakan niya ang siko ng babae at malamang kung
detachable ang kamao ko ay pinalipad ko na sa noo niya.
Lumingon pa siya at kumindat sa akin pero inismiran ko siya. Inismiran ko siya pero
gusto kong sumama sa office. Baka kasi magharutan sila, babaero pa naman si General
HH.
At boyfriend ko na siya! Pero mukhang gusto pa siyang agawin ni Teacher Julia...
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[ 29 Chapter28PityOverAffection ]
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CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
JAMIE RIX
I opened the door for Julia and motioned her to walk inside my office, first. She
smiles at me as she removes her eyeglasses and dangles it over the hole of her
blouse. Her cleavage comes in for a show.
I can see that different spark in his eyes when she stared at me. Is she flirting –
again? She was one of those women I’ve bedded and if she wants a repetition of
that, no. I said I don’t repeat woman. My first marriage was a damn failure, so I
don’t want to see the same woman lying on my bed, naked.
“So – what is this all about, Juls?” I shrug and walk toward the window. I peek
through the curtain to check Nikka. I can’t help but smile remembering her damn
jealous face a while ago. She likes me, too. There’s no way she can deny it. If she
does, she’s not doing it well. I watch her as she walks hand in hand with Andi,
heading to the unused laboratory. She pauses for a while and her eyes fixated on
the stockroom. Then, she walks toward it and peek through the glass tinted walls,
maybe eying all the used and unused furnitures inside it.
My lips curl into a beautiful smile. She’d have all the stuffs she needed. I’d let
her choose later so all the things that she had preferred could be delivered any
time soon for her brothers.
“This is about Andi.” Julia said behind me. I don’t even want to bother myself
turning around to face her. I’m quiye busy staring at my girl. Yeah, my girl who
will soon to be my woman. A night stand or what, I don’t really care. I just want
to bed Nikka as soonest as possible. I’m terribly having a hard time dealing with
my shitty boner every time I lay my eyes on her and my dick isn’t doing the right
thing. It may not be totally malfunctioning, I guess I won’t be able to perform
well if I’m going to bed a woman that isn’t her.
“What about him?” I asked her but it wasn’t me to really in my mind. Pumihit lang
ako ay nang pumasok na si Nikka at Andi sa laboratory. I cross the distance between
me and Julia, standing just few steps away from her. I clasp my arms over my chest
and lift my brows.
“He keeps on talking about his new nanny.” She shrugs.
“So?” what’s the problem?
“So – he sees something in her which I think isn’t good for him. He sees a mother
figure in her.” She blurts out.
I didn’t answer and just stared at her.
“She’s just a nanny, Jix. She’s not his mother. Masasaktan siya ulit kapag nangyari
ang nangyari sa inyo ni Amanda. I’ve told you before that she suffered an emotional
trauma and I think the cure to it isn’t doing any good at all. He will begin to
expect something intimate between you and that young girl and if you won’t meet his
expectations, mukhang hindi maganda ang kalalabasan ng bata. So if I were you, stop
drawing yourself near her for your own pleasure. Pardon me.” She pointed out.
So, this is what it’s all about? About my flirting habits. “Are you telling me that
I can flirt with lots of women but I can’t flirt and stick with only one? What’s
the difference?”
“The difference is you’re giving Andi a different point of view.” She replied in an
instant. “You don’t even know that woman. Ang masama, nandito siya nakatira at kung
ano-anong nakikita ng bata!” Her tone raised.
I unintentionally knit my brows. “Anong nakikita niya? We’re not doing anything. It
was an accident and please Julia, I don’t wanna be rude. Andi is my son. Whether I
am flirting with Nikka, it isn’t your problem anymore how will I handle the
situation and how I am going to explain to him everything. Your only concern is to
teach my son all his lessons and not to demand his father and act as a nagging
wife. He likes Nikka, so? I don’t see anything wrong with that. You’re jumping into
conclusions Julia, and my son isn’t weak as what you think he is. So, if you still
want to be his teacher, be it and leave to me the parenting. Don’t try to jump into
your own personal motives for I don’t repeat woman. What happened between the two
us was no mere but a night stand.” I frankly said. She had left me no choice but
she sarcastically smirk.
“I know. You’re Jamie Rix. The burly gentleman but rude and dominant in bed. The
arrogant playboy in town, chased by girls and plays with their feelings.” She stood
up and dramatically shakes her head.
“I don’t. They play with their own feelings because I always make it to the point
of letting them know, I’m not into dating. All I wanted was a no strings attach one
hot night with them, as so as with you. Now if you won’t say anything more about
Andi, you can excuse yourself, Julia.” I motioned her the door. Hindi ko lang
masabi na umalis na siya dahil wala namang sense ang sinasabi niya.
The beginning and end of this is all about her and her stupid feelings for me. She
wants me to be his man. I don’t like her. She’s one of those women I’ve bedded. The
only difference is that she’s a masquerading saint but she’s a real slut. I had sex
with her when she had a vacation in Canada, six months ago and she liked doing it
in threesome. A woman like her properly dressed with a respectable physical
appearance isn’t really the Julia who’s underneath the mask. And a woman like her
is a big turn-off. I want a blunt woman. I hate women who pretend timid and
reserved but really not. I hate slut!
Kung hindi lang siya magaling na teacher sa mga batang gifted, hindi ko sana siya
kinuha. Akala ko tapos na kami, hihirit pa rin pala.
“If I were her, I’d better not bite the bait. Kawawa naman ang babae na iyon,
batang-bata pero pagsasawaan mo lang ng isang gabi.” Marahas niyang isinukbit ang
bag at kaagad na tumalikod. “I’ll be back on Friday.” Pahabol niya pero hindi
lumingon.
I just purse my lips and brush off her inane opinions.
Nikka is special, that’s what you don’t necessarily know.
When Julia was finally out of my sight, I went out of my office finding my steps to
the lift. I don’t have to think about Julia for the nth time and be bothered about
her silly thoughts.
“Nanay Lolit!” I called for my old nanny’s attention. She’s doing something on the
meat laid on top of the counter. I think she’s doing her Morcon.
“O?” she glances at me but she also brought back her attention to the meat she’s
rolling.
“’Yong susi sa stockroom.” I mentioned and she automatically stops. She gives me
that questioning look and I know what was it for. It’s been a long time since I
hadn’t opened that place. Lahat ng mga litrado ni Amanda, nakatambak doon. I never
wanted to open it up since we divorced and it was a part of moving on.
“D-Di ba hindi ka pumupunta roon?” she asked.
I just nod, gently and smile at her delicately. “I need to look for some things.
Galing ako sa kanila.” I tell the old woman. I was talking about Nikka.
Nanay Lolit is like a mother to me. She had taken care of me and Adam since birth,
so if there’s someone in this world to whom I put my trust the most, it’s her.
“Kumusta?” parang inaaral ni Nanay ang aura ng mukha ko. Napapansin ba niya na
parang iba ako ngayon? I feel different, too.
"I’m filled with so much pity, adoration, lust and unexplainable fucking emotions.
I met her adopted brothers. She has a special one. She lives in a not so decent
place and in a not so decent, home?” I told her.
“Pero gusto mo siya di ba? Ilang yaya ni Andi and dumating dito at hindi lumipas
ang isang araw simula nang dumating sila na wala akong naririnig na halinghing sa
banyo.”
Oh Christ!
I scratched my forehead and pressed my lips. What a fuck! But she knew me. What am
I expecting? Of course she knew when I fuck. What should be ashamed of? Julia is
right, I’m Jamie Rix, the ultimate playboy of the de Lorenzos, way more a manwhore
than my twin.
Nanay continued. “Pero, si Nikka ay isang linggo na rito mahigit, wala pa akong
naririnig at hindi ko napapansin sa kilos ng bata na may kakaiba bukod sa mga
titigan niyong parang nagkakailangan. Respeto ba iyon Jamie Rix?”
“Ewan ko, Nay. I’m lost and I’ve never been lost before. She’s still a fucking kid
but I won’t deny that I like her as much as I wanted to bed her.” I confessed
without hesitation.
“Susmaryosep kang bata ka. Maanong sarilinin mo na lang. Huwag mo ng sabihin. Basta
ang akin lang, huwag kang makaargabyado ng tao lalo na kung babae. Bata pa si Nikka
at hindi siya katulad ng mga babae mong inuuwi at dinadala sa alam mo na. Iiyak
iyon sigurado at masasaktan kapag niloko ng lalaki. Saka isa pa, ikaw na rin ang
may sabi na napupuno ka ng awa. Huwag mo ng dagdagan ang paghihirap noong bata.
Kung desidido ka naman, aba mas maganda iyan. Hindi naman ibig sabihin na palpak ka
sa una mong asawa ay palpak ka pa rin sa pangalawa. Nasa tamang pagpili na ‘yan
anak. Nasa dibdib ang puso, wala sa likod ng zipper ng pantalon mo.” Sumulyap pa
siya sa pagkalalaki ko.
I grunt and knot my brows. Nanay just chuckles. Silly old woman. But I like her
words. Each time I’m feeling so low, she’s been my comfort zone. She speaks more of
wisdom than my Mommy Suzanne. Well, Mommy Suz is such preacher, too pero mas
madalas na sermon ang ginagawa niya keysa sa pangaral. I like it when Nanay speaks
to me to clear up my clouded thoughts. Like now, I’m getting her point and that’s
the same thought that keeps on running inside my head. Hindi ko pwedeng dagdagan
ang pagiging kawawa ni Nikka. Pero hayop naman, mamamatay na ako sa libog. Gusto ko
na, but I’m containing myself and it’s a fucking incomparable torture.
I wanna release it! Sometimes I was thinking of releasing it to other woman, like
Julia a while ago but I can’t. I won’t come, fuck shit!
It’s better to jerk myself off than to fuck a pussy which will only makes me feel
ill. I want no other than Nikka. I want her and nobody else.
I heave a sigh due to my dismay but Nanay speaks again while placing the rolled
meat on the baking tray. “Gusto ko siya. Malambing at maasikaso. Mapagmahal at may
talino. Kung may isa man sa kanya na ipipintas ang mga babaeng nagkakandarapa na
maging pangalawang Mrs. Jamie Rix de Lorenzo, iyon ay dahil busabos siya at galing
sa lugar na hindi kaaya-ayang tirahan. Pero wala naman ang klase ng lugar sa kung
ano ang damdamin ng isang tao at sa tulad ng batang iyon, litaw na litaw na ang
ugali niya at tingin ko, iyan na talaga siya.” Sabi niya.
Tumango ako kahit hindi niya nakikita.
But am I really over Amanda or Nikka was the same as those women who I literally
used to forget my ex wife? I don’t know. I guess I’ll find it in no time when that
bitch comes home for a visit.
“Kukunin ko lang ang susi, ha. Hintayin mo ako.” Sabi niya ulit pero wala ako sa
sarili ko.
I may not be very sure about this but one thing is for sure, I’ll fucking help her
all throughout the way…
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CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
NIKKA
Sumilip ako sa pintuan nang makita kong binuksan ni Jamie ang stockroom. Nakita ko
siyang nakatayo at nakatingin sa isang dambuhalang kahon. Nakatalikod siya at hindi
ko alam kung anong tinititigan niya. Pero ako, ang tinititigan ko ay ang pwet niya,
ang tambok kasi. He's a great epitome of a girl's dream superhero, macho, gwapo,
matangkad, matapang at mabango. Iyon lang, ubod siya ang babaero at sumisingaw iyon
sa bawat kilos ng katawan niya at sa paraan ng mga pagtitig niya. A kind of
attitude that will always hold me back to fully come nearer to him, though I want
to.
I like it every time he asks if I'm okay and every time he acts as if he really
cares. Walang gumagawa noon sa akin simula noong umalis si Mama. Ako ang palaging
gumagawa noon sa ibang tao kahit na alam kong bata pa ako para umastang ina ni
Bryan at ngayon ay ni Caine na rin. Hindi naman siguro masama na paminsan-minsan ay
humingi na sana ay may magpaparamdam din noon sa akin. But I doubt if it's Jamie.
"Tita Nikka, Did you tell Dad to come over here? He'd never been in this place
since they got divorce. Nandito ang lahat ng picture ni Mommy at lahat ng wedding
photos nila." Bulong ni Andi sa tagiliran ko.
"Ganoon ba? Go now baby. Have your snack. Ask Nanay Lolit to give you some pie and
milk. I'll be there in a minute. I'll just talk to your, Dad." Ngiti ko sa kanya at
mabilis naman siyang tumango at tumakbo papaalis.
"Just a few minutes, Tita!" sigaw niya kaya ako naman ang tumango. Marahan akong
pumasok at tumikhim.
Kaagad siyang napalingon at tumiim ang titig ng mga mata niya sa akin. Hindi siya
ngumiti at nakapameywang pa rin siya.
Inilipat ko ang tingin ko sa bagay na tinititigan niya at nakita kong isa iyong
malaking litrato. A wedding picture of him and his ex wife. Batang-bata pa ang
babae sa litrato at siya rin.
"Asawa mo?" tanong ko. Tanga! Alangan naman na lola niya. Sita ko sa sarili ko.
"Ex." He corrected.
"She's beautiful. Sobra." Puri ko sa babae. Totoo naman na maganda talaga. Lumapit
ako at tumayo sa may harap niya pero nakatitig ako sa litrato. Hindi pa ako
nasiyahan at binusiklat ko pa ang mga iyon. Hinayaan naman niya ako pero nagsalita
siya.
"So, which do you like to give your brothers? You can choose here, baby." Sabi
niya.
Nilingon ko siya at nakatalikod na siya sa akin. "Anong tawag mo sa ex wife mo?"
tanong k0 sa kanya pero umiling siya.
"That was long time ago, Nik." Sagot niya at para bang nawalan siya ng gana. Umupo
siya sa isang velvet na couch na parang kasya lang ang dalawang tao. Parang sumakit
ang ulo niya sa tanong ko kaya tinatamad na isinandal niya ang batok sa sandalan at
tinapik ang bakanteng pwesto sa tabi niya.
Ano na naman? Pinatatabi niya ako sa kanya? Hindi pa nga niya ibinibigay sa akin
ang cellphone ko tapos manchachansing na naman siya?
"Come the fucking here." He lazily commanded.
"Was that a request or a command?" hindi pa rin ako kumilos sa kinatatayuan ko at
nakatingin lang ako sa tinapik niyang upuan.
Iniangat niya ang ulo at tiningnan ako. His eyes blaze fire as he presses his thin
lips together. Parang gusto niya akong sunggaban at kagatin dahil sa katigasan ng
ulo ko. Eh bakit ba? Nag-iingat lang ako. Nag-iingat ako sa malikot niyang kamay at
nag-iingat ako sa sarili kong damdamin.
"Come the fucking here - PLEASE?" he disgustingly muttered and he follows it with a
loud grunt.
"Aanuhin mo ako, eh." Napanguso ako pero mabilis niyang hinila ang kamay ko na
halos mapilas na yata ang braso ko.
"Aray naman!" angil ko sa kanya sabay suntok ko sa braso niya, pero para siyang
bato na hindi tinablan noon.
"Hindi kita aanuhin, unless magpapaano ka." Gigil na sabi niya sabay hatak niya sa
balakang ko na halos ikayupi ko na. Jusko! Kung makahatak siya ay parang sinlaki
niya ako eh hindi pa nga ako nangalahati sa laki niya. He wraps me in his arms and
it takes my breath away. Para akong sinasakal sa higpit ng pagkakayakap niya.
Nasisiraan na naman siya ng ulo kahit hindi pa naman bilog ang bwan.
"Uuwi siya bukas. You think she's lovely?" biglang sumeryoso ang boses niya kaya
tumigil ako sa pagpupumiglas. Paano ay hindi ako makawala at parang hihikain na ako
sa pagpipilit kong makaalis sa pagkakayakap niya. Para niya akong anak! Jusmi!
"Sino?" parang tangang tanong ko. Naiinitan ako sa pwesto namin at naiinitan ako sa
braso niyang nakapulupot sa baywang ko. "General naman. Madudurog na po ako." Angil
ko ulit pero bingi siya.
"Si Amanda. Do you find her lovely?" tanong ulit niya kaya sumulyap ako sa
dambuhalang litrato.
"Hmn, oo. Maganda naman talaga siya, pero mas maganda ako." Biro ko at hindi ko
inaasahan na tatawa siya nang malakas dahil sa kalokohan ko.
Napangiti rin ako at feeling ko namula ang buong katawan ko sa hiya. Nakalimutan ko
na asawa nga pala niya ang babaeng iyon at ikinumpara ko pa sa sarili ko. Tanga!
"You think so?" tanong ni Jamie saka sinilip ang mukha ko. My cheeks flushed as I
hid my face.
"Joke lang. Asawa mo 'yan. Saka, maganda talaga siya. Maganda pa rin ba siya
hanggang ngayon?" tiningnan ko siya sa mata kahit na parang naiilang ako sa kanya.
Sumulyap muna siya sa bibig ko bago siya tumango pero parang wala naman sa isip
niya ang pag tango niya kung hindi na sa bibig ko. Shit pansit! Parang matutukhang
na naman ako.
"Still beautiful, well at least physically." Umiling siya at isinandal ulit ang ulo
sa sandalan. Physically? Bakit? Hindi ba maganda ang ugali ng babaeng iyon talaga?
O baka naman sinasabi niya lang iyon dahil naglilihim siya kaya parang pinalalabas
niya na ang asawa niya ang may problema sa kanilang dalawa?
"Bratty, practical, realistic, materialistic, sassy, flirtatiously hot, kind - at
first and strong." Sabi niya pero parang sinasabi niya iyon sa hangin. Nakatingin
lang ako sa kanya at pinapanood ang bawat paggalaw ng labi niya habang nagsasalita
at paggalaw ng adam's apple niya kapag lumulunok.
"Her family's business ran out of track, until it'd fully collapsed. She's not used
to the kind of life that let's so called - simplicity. In other words, I gave her
all the things she desired for especially money, but she was totally wasted and so
as all those money I'd given her."
Tumango lang ako. Ayoko kasing magkomento. Hindi ko naman kilala ang asawa niya at
wala naman akong pakialam sa nangyari sa kanila. Pero nakakatuwa naman na nagkwento
siya kahit na summarized na. Hindi ko naman na rin balak na palawakin pa niya dahil
siguro ayaw din naman niyang siraan ang asawa niya. Siguro lang ay hindi na siya
nakatiis kasi kita ko sa mukha niya ang lungkot at sama ng loob nanh humarap siya
matapos na tingnan ang wedding picture nila.
"Alam mo, dapat hindi mo inalis 'yang wedding picture niyo. Para may nakikita si
Andi." Suhestyon ko pero ngumiti lang siya na parang naiinsulto.
"What for? She didn't become a good mother to him. Why would I keep on rooting her
stupid face in my son's brain? How stupid for a man to speak words against his wife
but she's not what you think she is Nikka, by just a single stare at her beautiful
face. She's a perfect example of the saying, 'looks can be deceiving'. She does
phone sex with her..." binitin niya ang salita kasi bumilog ang mga mata ko sa
pagkagulat. "Never mind." Kibitbalikat niya sabay himas sa balakang ko.
Juskong pagkalandi. Phone sex kanino? Baka naman sa kanya. Buti kung sa kanya kasi
asawa naman siya, pero kung sa ibang lalaki, hindi maganda. Ano pa bang hinahanap
niya na wala sa lalaking ito na katabi ko?
"Baka naman may pagkukulang ka rin." Balewalang sabi ko na lang.
"Saan?" clueless na tanong niya. Kitang-kita sa mga mata niya na alam niyang wala
siyang pagkukulang. At kahit ako nakikita ko iyon sa aura ng mukha niya. Pero pwede
ko ba iyong pagbasehan kung pinababayaan nga niya si Andi?
"Naisip mo bang itanong 'yan sa kanya? Si Andi nga pinabayaan mo." Dismayado akong
napairap.
"Oh come on! It was intentional. I want him to stay strong and stand on his own."
Salubong ang mga kilay na giit niya. Umangat pa ang ang ulo niya mula sa
pagkakasandal at tiningnan ako.
"Stay strong? At his age? Jusko naman General! Pipitong taon siya at gifted lang
siya pero hindi siya matanda na katulad mo. Kung ikaw nga na matanda na, dinadamdam
mo iyong divorce, how much more him? He's just seven, have you ever forgotten
that?" masungit na sagot ko sa kanya pero hindi siya nakaimik pero bumuka ang bibig
niya kaya inunahan ko kaagad na itaas ang kamao ko. "Magdadahilan ka pa? Sige!
Ibuka mo at ito ang sasalubong sa iyo." Banta ko sa kanya.
Pinagdikitan ko ang mga kilay ko at ang lakas ng loob ko na hayaan siya ng suntok,
samantalang boss ko siya. Kahit sinabi niyang may relasyon na kami, boss ko pa rin
siya.
"Now, speak." Hamon ko pa. Kapag sinabi niyang mali ako, talagang hindi ako
mangingimi na suntukin siya.
"How will I?" sumulayap siya sa kamay kong nakatapat sa mukha niya. "While you're
showing me your gaddamn pretty fist. This isn't for punching, baby. This is for,
jerking off." Sabay ngisi niya.
"Bastos ka! Iyan ang alam mo kaya pati si Andi pinabayaan mo na." sermon ko sa
kanya at hindi ko inasahan na kakamot lang siya sa ulo. Pagkatapos ay hinawakan
niya ang kamay ko at inumpisan niyang laruin ang mga daliri. He's tracing each of
my fingers from the base upto the tip.
Pinilit kong huwag iyong intindihin kahit na parang hinahalukay ang sikmura ko. I
started to shiver and goosebumps are visible.
"Oo na. I'm sorry. I was wrong and I'll make it up to him. I just need time. I knew
I had been a terrible, Dad." Pinatulis niya ang mga labi at parang sising-sisi
naman sa ginawa niya. Buti naman kung nagising ko siya. Kawawa naman kasi ang bata
na nawalam na ng Mommy, pati ang Daddy ay parang nagbibinata pa sa pagrerebelde
dahil sa asawang nakipaghiwalay.
"Saka, sinayang mo iyong invitation ng school sa Germany." Ungot ko sa kanya kaya
tumingin siya sa akin. Nailang pa ako pero hindi ko kasi ugali na umiwas ng tingin.
"Kawawa naman siya. Ikaw, ganoon ang anak mo. Iyong kapatid ko, may deperensya at
kung ako ang magkaroon ngbkatulad kay Andi, baka nagtatalon ako sa tuwa." Umiiling
na sabi ko.
"I know." He whispered. "You're some kind of a lunatic." Sabay tawa niya kaya
tinapangan ko siya ng tingin.
"Anong tingin mo sa akin, baliw?" angil ko pero lalo siyang tumawa.
"How could I not even think about it when I literally saw you jumping up and down
like a freaking crazy young woman because of the fucking air con's remote control?
Now tell me you're not a lunatic." Asar pa niya sa akin pero naitikom ko nang
mariin ang bibig ko. Susuntukin ko na siya maya-maya lang.
"Alam mo - " salita ko pero mabilis na lumipat ang kamay niya sa likod ng ulo ko at
sinalubong niya ako ng halik.
"I know. Yeah, I want to make out." Bulong niya nang saglit siyang tumigil pero
pagkatapos ay mabilis niya rin na sinakop ang bibig ko. Hawak niya nang may
kariinan ang likod ng ulo ko at halos sabunutan niya ako. But his lips aren't as
hard as his hand. It's gentle and sensual.
Shit na shit! Bakit pumapayag ako ng ganito sa kanya? Kusa niyang dinala ang isang
kamay ko sa batok niya. When my hand felt his soft hair, I carefully combed it with
my fingers. This isn't me, but my body is responding unknowingly. Maybe not my lips
for I don't know how, but I like it. Santisima!
Jamie groans when I begin to caress his hair. Hinila niya ako papaupo sa isang hita
niya at wala na sa isip ko ang nangyayari. Ito ang tamang paliwanag kung paano ang
isang tao ay nalulunod kahit wala naman sa tubig.
"Baby, hold it." Anas niya sa may leeg ko.
"A-Ang alin?"tanong ko pero umakyat ulit ang bibig niya sa bibig ko. He keeps on
nibbling my bottom lip and trailing the tip of his tongue on the outline of my
mouth. I'm trembling and I know Jamie can feel it. Ninenerbyos ako at the same time
ay nae-excite. Napapikit ako nang tumulay ang kiliti pababa sa may tyan ko. Inay!
Ano na? Kailangan ko itong pigilan. Hindi pwede. Hindi ito pwede. Anong sasabihin
niya sa akin? Ayokong isipin niyang isa akong gold digger at katulad ako ng Mama
ko! Madali lang na humubad sa harap niya at haplusin niya ako hanggang sa gusto
niya, pero paano kapag tapos na? Anong sasabihin niya sa akin?
Nang maramdaman ko na humahaplos paitaas ang kamay niya sa pagitan ng mga hita ko
ay kaagad ko siyang itinulak sa dibdib at napatayo ako nang wala sa oras.
"Ayoko. Hindi ako katulad noong babaeng nasa elevator." Sabi ko sa kanya at saka
ako mabilis na tumalikod.
"Angela!" tawag sa akin ni Jamie pero nilakihan ko ang paghakbang papaalis sa
stockroom. Bahala na siyang mamili kung padadalhan niya pa ang mga kapatid ko ng
tulong kahit na hindi ko siya hinayaan na gawin ang gusto niya. Malamang hahaplusin
niya kasi wala naman yata siyang kakayahan na makipag-sex pa. At kailan pa ba
pumalya ang kanya, sabi niya? Eh di ano palang ginawa nila ng babae na iyon noong
nakita ko sila? Baka naghalikan lang at naghaplusan.
"Nikka please, come back - fuck!" inis na mura niya sa likuran ko pero tuloy-tuloy
lang ako.
Hindi naman pagmamahal ang nararamdaman niya para sa akin kung hindi init lang ng
katawan niya. Saka tuwing kakaiba ang response ng katawan ko, nahihiya ako sa
sarili ko at nararamdaman ko kung gaano ako kababang uri ng tao. Isang linggo?
Ganoon lang kadali ang lahat at nakakatakot dahil baka ganoon lang din madaling
matatapos.
Uuwi raw ang asawa niya at magkikita sila. Ako, saan na? Kitang-kita naman na
nasasaktan pa rin siya sa nangyari sa kanilang dalawa.
Mabilis akong pumasok sa likod bahay at bitin ang hinga kong napasandal sa gilid ng
pintuan. I hate what I feel. Unang beses ko pa lang na nakita siya, alam kong gusto
ko na siya. Kaya lang kahit sinong babae ang lulugar sa kinatatayuan ko, palaging
mauunahan ng hiya. I'm not like those women he had dated. Wala ako ni sa
kalingkingan ng mga iyon dahil mayayaman sila at kaya nilang makibagay sa lahat ng
uri ng tao. Saka, nasaan ang konsensya ko na pumasok ako rito para sa isang misyon
na tingin ko ay hindi ko naman pala kayang gawin? Pero, habang tumatagal, ewan ko.
Parang lalong nagugustuhan ko lang ang malandi na iyon.
"Uy," pansin sa akin ni Jesusa nang sumulpot siya sa may washing machine.
"Oh!" napatayo ako nang tuwid pero parang ang bigat ng loob ko.
"Bakit para kang namatayan?" aniya habang inilalagay ang mga labahan sa may gilid
noon.
"Oo, namatay ang k-kuko ko. Naipit sa pintuan." Kunwari ngumisi ako pero mas gusto
ko naman talagang sumimangot.
Mas mabuti pang manood na lang kami ni Andi ng horror movies sa theater room na
sinasabi niya.
"Masakit 'yan. Nandoon si Andi, gusto raw manood ng Nat Geo. Samahan mo na.
Magmeryenda ka na rin." Bilin niya habang isinasalansan ang mga damit ni Jamie na
pang-opisina.
Maya-maya ay ibinitin sa ere ang isang itim na brief.
Nagkatinginan kami ni Jesusa at sabay na nagkatawanan. Initsa pa niya iyon sa mukha
ko at shoot na shoot naman talaga sa ilong ko ang pinakasentro.
Eeeek! Pero in fairness ay mabango ang kanyang alaga. Ahihi!
"Yaaaay!" tili ko sabay tawa. Ginawa kong bola ang brief at bumwelo ako at ibabato
ko kay Jesusa na hindi malaman kung saan tatakbo.
Pumosing ako na parang magtatapon ng bola sa baseball. "Voltes V! Hiyaaaa!"
itinapon ko ang brief...
"Jesusa!" sigaw ni Nanay Lolit pero sa mukha niya tumapal ang binilog na underwear
ni Jamie kasi umilag si Jesusa!
"Inay!" napatalon ako at nakagat ko ang daliri ko. "Sorry po!"
"Ano ito?" pinulot niya at nakita kong pinigil niya ang pagtawa.
"That's Dad's..." tawa nang tawa si Andi nang makita ang nakabuyangyang na brief sa
sahig.
"Mga pasaway! Pati ba naman brief ni Jamie Rix pinaglalaruan niyo? Mabango naman
ito. Inaamoy ko siya noong baby pa siya." Sabi ni Nanay na nangingiti pa pero sabay
kaming nagkatawanan ni Jesusa.
"Kadiri ka Nay Lols, inaamoy mo ang itlog at talong ni..." sabi ni Jesusa pero
kaagad na napapormal nang biglang sumulpot si Jamie Rix at bugnot ang mukha.
Kahit ako ay natigilan din pero sinukat ko siya ng tingin.
"The stuffs were ready. I called my engineer, he'll send his men to fix your house.
I ordered them to look after the kids. Maghapon lang naman daw na gagawin iyong
bubong. You need not to worry much." Sabi niya pero parang galit siya kaya tumango
lang ako.
"Salamat." Sinaluduhan ko pa siya pero tumango lang siya at tiningnan niya si Andi.
He smiled sadly and rumples his hair.
"I love you, son. Daddy will leave for a while. I'll be back tonight. Don't wait
for me for I'll be late." Hinalikan pa niya si Andi sa labi at niyakap. Tapos ay
sumulyap siya sa akin pero matalim iyon at wala siyang kangiti-ngiti.
Anong problema na naman niya?
Para akong niyelohan nang iabot niya kay Andi ang cellphone ko. "Give it to her."
Bilin niya pero sa akin pa rin siya nakatingin. Hanggang sa tuluyan siyang
tumalikod at umalis.
Parehas na nakatingin sa akin sina Jesusa at Nanay Lolit na para bang ako ay
kriminal. Aba! Hindi ko pinitik ang itlog ni General. Wala akong kasalanan!
"LQ?" bulalas ni Jesusa pero pinandilatan siya ni Nanay.
"Kumain na Nikka. Halina." Sabi pa ni Nanay kaya tumango lang ako.
Nagalit din si Jamie nang iwan ko siya roon. Hindi naman niya ako naiintindihan at
hindi ko rin naman siya naiintindihan. Mas mabuti na nga sigurong umiwas na muna
para matigil ang kalokohan niya at kalokohan ko na rin.
Lumapit ako kay Andi at nakatingin siya sa mukha ko kaya ngumiti ako kahit na
ramadam ko na parang apektado rin ako. Malungkot na tuloy ang bata dahil sa nakita
niyang coldness sa pagitan namin ng Daddy niya, samantalang kanina ay nakita pa
niya kaming magkapatong sa may pintuan. Ngayon, nag-iiwasan.
Alam ko galit si Jamie pero pinadala pa rin niya ang mga gamit at pinaaayos pa niya
ang bahay ko. Hindi kaya awa lang ang nararamdaman niya para sa akin? He maybe
mistakenly thinking that it's more than that, but the truth - it's pity.
Ayokong isipin na pinagnanasaan niya ako. Ang bata ko pa! Saka, hindi naman ako
ganoon mag-isip sa tao. Ang kapal ko naman...
©️
WCStories
Song: Gusto Kita by Ronnie Liang

[ 31 Chapter30Lost ]
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CHAPTER THIRTY
JAMIE RIX
FUCK! I impatiently slam the bar counter and annoyingly rake my fingers on my hair.
I can’t brush Nikka’s innocent face off my head and I stupidly don’t know why. I’d
emptied a bottle of whiskey and keeps on looking around, trying to seek for some
women who were ready to get laid tonight, but I can’t fucking force myself to get
into the mood! Flabbergasted, that’s the best word to describe about what I’m
suffering right now. This shit is a torture. I want to claim her but I’m still
holding back, not just her. At mas lalo pa iyong nadagdagan dahil sa nakita ko
kaninang pagkadisgusto niya at inis nang tangkain kong gawin na sana ang dapat ay
matagal ko ng ginawa. What am I now, a fucking rapist? I keep on pushing my
perverted desire toward that girl while I’m ages older than her.
I wanna taint her mind her body and soul, but she’s just a fucking nineteen year
old woman. How stupid! And where’s my shitty oath that I would not bang a virgin?
Fuck! She is a virgin! I’ll be tied to her once I claim her. Konsensya ko na lang
na makikita ko siyang umiiyak pagkatapos ko siyang pagsawaan. All the things that
I’ve said before are all coming back to me now. No cherry popping, no young women,
no to strong and tough women again but those qualities of a woman belong to only
one girl, and it’s Nikka.
I left because I want to weigh things, too. It isn’t too late to stop this nonsense
stupidity but this isn’t doing any good. This is fucking torturing me, every bit of
me, not just my fucking dick!
I prop my palms over my head and lazily stared at the bucket of ice in front of me.
Isa ko pang ikinabubwisit ay ang hayop na Jesmond na iyon. Kung makatext ay parang
pag-aari ang Nikka ko, nanliligaw lang naman pala.
I swear I’m gonna kick his balls if Nikka will go out on a date with him. If I
can’t have her, no one should have her either! She’s mine and if I have to make her
as Andi’s nanny for the longest time of her life, then that’s what I’ll do to make
her stay; until I can give a name to this fucking feelings of mine.
“Which head is aching?” a question behind me that made me twist my head. Si Adrix!
At long last, he finally went out of his cocoon.
He takes the stool beside me and motions the bar tender to give him a drink. I look
at him cautiously. He’s fucking happy with his life. Who won’t be? He had the best
wife in the world, the submissive Iza, yet still I know Adrix always falls on his
knees when it comes to her.
“Is this a miracle? Is it really you who’s sitting his ass beside me?” I flick his
nose and he grunts in reply.
“Stop the fuck!” he arrogantly brushes my hand off his face and flicks my nose,
too.
“What’s new aside from your ex bitch is coming tomorrow? Will you bang her to
death?” he grabs a handful of ice cubes and fills his drinking glass.
“You know I’m not into fucking her. I kiss her and touch her but not fuck her. I
don’t want to and I will never ever want to bang her again.” Umiling ako. Dapat nga
si Amanda ang iniisip ko pero wala akong maisip kung hindi si Nikka. Puro na lang
si Nikka at baka bukas, mukha na akong Nikka.
“So, I guess I’m right. This isn’t all about Amanda. Is this all about the
girl?”girl? Adam asks after guzzling the whiskey inside his mouth.
“Stop calling her, girl. You’re making me feel old.” I leered at him but he just
chuckle.
“And so am I. Anong tingin mo sa asawa ko, hindi bata? For fuck’s sake, Iza is just
22, and I’m fucking 32, turning 33 next month.”
Lalo ko siyang pinukol ng masamang tingin. “Jesus, you’re just a decade older than
her but I’m a decade and years older than Nikka. And you know I’m not like you. I
don’t do virgins.” I purse my lips and roam my eyes in the entire place. I saw a
woman doing dirty dancing with a guy. She keeps on brushing her ass on the man’s
torso.
Fuck! I want the same thing.
“Change your point of view. That is, mamatay ka sa pagkakpmsensya kung iyakan ka ni
Nikka pagkatapos mong parausan ‘yong bata.” Sabi ni Adam kaya ibinalik ko sa kanya
ang paningin ko.
My blood coiled when I heard him say, bata. “Stop calling her a kid. She’s not a
kid anymore.” Inis sa sagot ko pero parang gusto ko rin sapakin ang sarili ko. No
matter how hard I keep on denying it, Nikka is still a fucking kid.
“Keep on calming yourself about that thing. Kahit baliktarin mo ang mundo, bata pa
rin siya. Naiinlove ka sa kanya.” Bulalas niya na kaagad kong sinalo.
“Fuck no!” I knitted my brows. “Never!” I shake my head. My mouth uttered the word
but my mind was unsure.
“Talk to the marines. You’re bewildered and lost. Can’t you see? You’re a happy go
lucky, fuck here, fuck there motherfucker guy but look at you now,” his eyes scan
my entire being. “You look so troubled and I’ve never seen you like this for the
past two years since you and Amanda got divorced. Now tell me you’re not into that
kid. Unang tingin ko pa lang sa bata na iyon, alam kong hindi mo mapipigil ang
sarili mo. She has that powerful eyes and were really captivating. Kung wala akong
asawa, yari sa akin – aw!” he chuckles when I punch his arm.
“Fuck your mouth. Shit it up before I shit it up for you.” Banta ko sa kanya. He
raises his hands in the air.
“Just saying that your girl was so damn hard not to be noticed. She’s pretty, let
me remind you. She has that delicate kind of beauty, unlike your wild ex bitchy
wife.” He smirks and shakes his head.
Galit siya kay Amanda, alam ko iyon. He was the first person who heard her doing
phone sex with my Executive accountant, teasing that bastard on the phone while
fucking herself with her dirty fingers. Ewan ko kung saan siya natuto ng mga bagay
na iyon. Sometimes she’s taking her own videos while she’s playing with herself and
would fucking send those to my email account. She’s gone crazy and Adam caught her
injecting drugs and she even flirted with him, the last time she visited which
brought up so much trouble with his relationship with Iza. That was the first time
I laid my hands on Amanda. I physically violated her for almost ruining my twin
brother’s happily married life. Luckily, Iza trusts Adam more than she trusts
anybody else, and she knows how much Adam loves her.
Then after that, Amanda has been out of reached for the past four months, until the
other day she called me, saying she’d be coming home for a visit.
I don’t know but I’m not excited, I’m actually afraid for Nikka. Amanda is such a
bitchy woman since we separated. Noon ay may pinalantsa siyang yaya ni Andi dahil
lang sa maganda si Hazel at harapan na lumalaban sa kanya. I fucked that woman, too
and Amanda got so overly jealous about it though we’re already done with our
relationship.
She’s still claiming me as hers but I can’t claim her as mine! And I don’t want to
though I want her to marry me again. But things aren’t the same since I stupidly
felt something unusual for Nikka, she’d managed to take Amanda’s memories off my
head, and she did it for just a week.
“The girls are planning for a surprise party for Nikka on Saturday. But who will
escort her? You? Baka naman kalbuhin siya ni Amanda.” Biglang tumawa si Adam pero
umiling ako at ngumiti.
“I don’t think so.” I replied. In Nikka’s way of whacking, I doubt of Amanda can
handle the pain. Basagulera ang bata na iyon at malamang ay nakuha niya iyon sa mga
kasamahan niya sa squatters.
At least, she knows how to fight for herself and I consider that as a good thing.
If I’m not around to fight for her, she’ll then be able to defend herself from any
body to will try to maul her.
Oh Christ! Did I say if I wasn’t around to defend her? Why would I even plan
defending her, galit nga siya sa akin dahil bastos daw ako.
Hindi niya lang alam kung gaano na nga ang pagtitimpi ko kasi alam ko naman na
hindi siya katulad ng iba. Nanay was right, this is a fucking respect!
I look at Adam and found him staring at the woman I recently looked at. That bitch
is making her eye contact with him and then her eyes moved to mine. She’s now
sitting at the table few steps away from us.
“Alin kaya ang type niya? A darker shade of brown or the light one?” Adam smirks as
he averts his gaze to me.
He’s talking about the dark one as him and the lightest shade of brown hair as me.
When we’re both young, every single part of our body shows no difference. Only that
as we grow older, my mole becomes visible and his hair grows darker. His dimple was
deep on his right while mine was on the left. I’m about two inches taller than him
but it can’t be familiarized at all.
“I’m not in the mood to dunk my groaning cock on that woman’s pussy.” Kasi si Nikka
ang gusto ng tangang alaga ko. “Ikaw na lang.” I pursed.
“What?! Gusto mong huwag na akong sikatan ng araw?” he exclaimed glancing on his
phone when he lights it up and it flashes Iza and him kissing.
Oh what the fuck!
Nahilot ko ang noo ko sa inis. Painggit talaga ang hayop na ito. Now I regret why I
called him to join me for a drink.
I halt when I felt a soft hand on my waist. Nagkatinginan pa kaming magkakambal and
I certainly know that behind me was a pussy. Adam gives me his playful playboy
smirk as he bobs his brows. “I’m out, kuya. Question was figuratively answered. She
likes lightest shade of brown. Better! You’re single while I’m quadrupled.”
Natatawang bulalas niya sabay tayo at iwan ng pera sa counter.
“What a fuck! I’m not!” Gigil na sambit ko pero tumawa lang siya at itinaas ang
isang kamay sa ere para magpaalam habang naglalakad papalayo.
I lazily twisted my head and found the woman smiling at me. She’s messing my hair
in the most sensual way and my erection was vivid but enough to fucking arouse me
like when Nikka caressed my hair this morning. For fuck’s sake!
“Wanna have some fun?” she playfully asks brushing her tits at the edge of my
shoulder.
I wanted to say yes but my fucking head literally shakes as I take a sip on the rim
of my glass.
“Oh come on. I know you, dangerously handsome playboy, Jamie Rix.” Malanding sagot
niya.
“Yeah. I’m quite dangerous when it comes to bed. I tie a woman and fuck her to
death. I’m not gentle, woman. And I’m a beast, an enormous one. Imagine yourself
being rammed by an 8.5 to its max girth of 8, in a not so gentle way, hard and
deep. Do you want it? Now, if you love your pussy, leave me alone.” I warned her
for if she’ll not do it, I’m gonna drag her out of this place and fuck her inside
my car. Only that, I have this fucking stupid oath not to ride any other woman in
my Austin, other than Nikka. That actually suits her personality, white as pure.
What a shit!
I’m no pure. Oh I am, a pure lecherous pervert while Nikka is a pure silly young
virgin!
“I guess you’re on a diet. Bye.” The woman blurted as she walked away.
I bite my bottom lip to hide a smirk. I’m not on a diet and if that fucking time of
my life comes, when Nikka finally agrees to be laid, I’m gonna shitty claim her
like there’s no tomorrow.
Well, at least I should prepare how to take her gently, but I know I fucking can
not! I’m brute and I’m gonna pull a handful of her long silky hair as I do her from
behind.
Shit!
I stood up when I felt my dick jerks inside my pants. I need to go home and see
her. Just to see her face, that’d be enough for now, until I’m ready enough to take
full courage to make her my woman, and get myself ready to take the full
responsibility as her man...
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WCStories

[ 32 Chapter31FallingButAfraid ]
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CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
NIKKA
"Juskooo!" tili ko sabay talukbong ko ng unan sa mukha ko nang lumabas ang killer
sa isang pintuan. "Ayiii! Takboooo!" tili ko pa at nagsumiksik ako kay Andi na tawa
nang tawa sa tabi ko.
"Tita, it's just a movie." Paalala niya sa akin pero emote na emote ako at hindi
niya ako mapipigil. Kanina pa vibrate nang vibrate ang cellphone ko sa bulsa ko
pero wala akong pakialam. Pagkatapos kong kausapin si Caine sa telepono ay dito na
kami tumuloy ni Andi.
Caine informed me that the house was slightly renovated. Binubungan at nilagyan ng
mga matitibay na poste at pader. Kaya ngayon daw ay kina Aling Trining sila
makikitulog. Gusto ko sanang makita ang kabahayan pero wala namang camera ang mga
cellphone namin kaya nganga na lang ako. Nilagyan daw ng sahig na mamahaling kahoy
at mga bintanang salamin na naka-frame sa kahoy. Ang bubong daw ay yero at iyong
may kulay pa. Trentang tao raw ang dumating kaya maghapon ay tapos kaagad ang
trabaho at hindi na raw mukhang bahay ng kalapati ang bahay ko. Excited akong
makita at gusto ko sanang puntahan pero hindi naman nagre-reply si Jamie sa text ko
nang magpaalam ako na sasaglit sana. Isinave naman nga niya ang number niya sa
cellphone ko, hindi naman siya makontak. Galit kasi kaya hindi sumasagot, o baka
nasa hotel iyon at may kasamang babae.
Parang dinagukan tuloy ako kanina kaya iniuwi ko na lang sa panonood ng TV ang
lahat. At heto, parang tunay na nandyan ang aswang sa harap ko dahil sa laki at
linaw ng TV nila na nakakurba pa.
"Inaaaaaay!" tili ko nang tumili rin ang babae sa TV kaya lumakas din ang tawa ni
Andi. Bumaba siya sa dambuhalang sofa na hinihigaan namin.
"Teka, wag mo akong iwan! S-Saan ka?" hinila ko ang manggas ng damit niya.
"Wait Tita, I'll get you a drink and ask for more popcorn." Tumatawang sabi niya.
Binaluktot ko ang sarili ko at niyakap ang mga binti ko habang yakap ko rin ang
flushed pillows.
"Bilisan mo, ha." Utos ko sa kanya maya humagikhik siya. Baliktad na kami ngayon,
siya na ang yaya ko at ako ang alaga niya.
He's a real man, just like his Dad. He isn't afraid of anything. Ni hindi siya
kumukurap kapag lumilitaw ang walang hiyang lalaki na may karit sa kamay. We're
watching, 'I Know What You Did Last Summer'.
Nang lumagitik ang pintuan ay ninenerbyos akong tumingin sa TV. Nakasilip lang ako
sa unan habang ang babae naman sa palabas ay patakbo-takbo at hindi alam kung saan
susuot.
"Ayan na! Bilis! Tago! Bilis!" parang tangang utos ko sa kung sinong pilato na nasa
TV. The sound effect is killing me. Lumalakas ang tunog at ngatngat ko ang daliri
ko. Titig na titig ako sa TV nang bigla na lang sumulpot ang walang hiyang killer.
"Juskoloooord!" napatalon ako sa kinasisiksikan ko sabay tago ko sa unan, pero
sumilip ulit ako. Ayoko kasi na may ma-miss ako.
"Peste ka! Ayan naaaaa!" tili ko at hindi ako nakatiis kaya tumalon ulit ako at mas
lalong parang papatayin ako sa takot nang biglang may humalik sa pisngi ko.
"Ahhhh!" sigaw ko sabay igkas ng kamao ko.
"Geez!" daing ni Jamie sa gitna ng malamlam na ilaw na galing sa TV. Nasa may likod
siya ng sofa at nakasampay ang mga braso sa sandalan habang tutop ang bibig.
"G-General?" hinaplos ko ang mukha niya nang makaluhod ako sa sofa.
"Lights on!" he uttered the command and the lights lit up but not all the bulbs.
Tumingin ako ako sa mukha niya at nakita kong dumurugo ang labi niya. Sus! Nasugat
na naman. Napangiwi ako sa hiya. Paano naman kasi ay nanghahalik na lang siya
basta-basta.
"S-Sorry." Nahihiyang sabi ko sabay dutdot ko ng hintuturo ko sa labi niya para
pahirin ang dugo.
"Why the fuck are you watching that movie? Baka si Andi ang masuntok mo." Masungit
na sabi niya pero kaagad akong sumimangot.
"Hindi. Ikaw naman ang may kasalanan. Nanghahalik ka kasi. May nabasa ako na kwento
at sabi ay akala lamok ang dumadampi sa pisngi noong babae, iyon pala ay paa noong
namatay na nagbikti." Kwento ko sa kanya habang pinapahid ko ang bibig niya kasi
parang ayaw maampat ng dugo. Ang pula pa naman ng labi niya kasi.
Parang ngumiti siya pero kaagad niyang itinago. "You shouldn't watch that kind of
movie in the theater house, you'll fucking wreck the people's eardrums and for sure
they'll run out of the place." Sabi niya.
Bigla akong nailang kasi naniningkit ang mga berde niyang mata habang nakatingin sa
mata ko tapos bababa sa labi ko. Heto na naman. Baka maghalikan na naman kami tapos
mamaya ay hindi magpapansinan.
"Ayan. Wala na." sabi ko na lang pagkatapos na pahirin ang kaunti pang dugo sa
bibig niya. I pull my hand but he grabs my wrist ang pushes my index finger inside
his mouth.
Ina ng awa!
Bigla akong nangilabot nang pumikit siya at mahalay niyang dinilaan ang lintik na
hintuturo ko at sinipsip pa niya. Mas aatakihin ako sa puso dahil dito at hindi
dahil sa palabas sa TV. Hindi ko iyon nabawi dahil para akong dinaluyan ng
boltaheng kuryente sa katawan pababa sa puson!
Ano iyon? Para akong naiihi!
I parted my lips and my breathing becomes of the dotted when his red lips travel
sexily to may palm, going to my wrist. Then, he bites my skin and licks it after. I
swallow as I watch him. Parang sasabog ang pantog ko sa pagtitiis ng ihi. His
tongue is now traveling back to my palm and he starts to lick it sensually. Paulit-
ulit at paikot-ikot, at natauhan lang ako ay nang gumalaw ang mga mata niya papunta
sa akin, saka kinindatan ako at ngumisi siya habang dinidilaan ang palad ko. I pull
it away.
"N-Naiihi ako." Bulong ko at parang namalat pa ang boses ko, pero bakit lalo pa
siyang ngumisi nang sabihin kong naiihi ako. "S-Sandali."
Tanga! Anong sandali? May to be continued pa?
Mabilis akong lumayo at lumapit sa pinto ng banyo sa may tabi ng pintuan ng theater
room. Nasa may bukana na lang ako ay nilingon ko pa siya na matiim na nakasunod sa
akin ng tingin.
Hihi. Pacute akong ngumiti sa kanya kasi ay nauunahan na naman ako ng takot.
Umarko ang mga kilay niya at itinago ang bibig.
"Can you please open the door? Dito ka lang sa may pinto, baka kasi iyong - "
napasulyap ako sa TV at tumaas ang mga balikat ko nang biglang dumagundong iyon at
lumabas ang killer sa may trak! " Ayiii! Takboooo!" tili ko kaya biglang tumawa si
Jamie Rix. Nag-umpisa siyang lumakad papalapit sa akin at binuksan niya ang pinto
ng banyo.
"Get in. You shouldn't be watching those fucking thriller movies. I'm not looking
forward on that day when I will find you collapsing on the floor because of gaddamn
heart attack. Ipapuputol ko na ang wifi at cable para wala ng ganyan." Litanya niya
pero sumimangot ako dahil magkabungguan ang mga kilay niyang kapares ng kulay ng
buhok niya.
"Wala akong sakit sa puso. Maawa ka naman. Gusto ko iyan kahit takot ako. Please
naman, wag mong ipaputol." Hinawakan ko ang damit niya at niyugyog ko. Hindi pa nga
pala ako nagpapasalamat sa kanya. At kahit na parang bastos na naman iyong ginawa
niya, hindi ako makatanggi kasi parang natuliro na ang utak ko habang pinagmamasdan
ang gwapo niyang mukha habang hinaharot niya ako. Saka, kanina ko pa talaga siya
hinihintay para magpasalamat, pero mamaya na pagkaihi ko.
Pinakatitigan niya ang mga mata ko tapos ay makailan siyang kumurap at nag-iwas ng
tingin. "Fine. Now, pee."
Pumasok na ako sa loob at napahagikhik pa ako. Parang nawala na rin sa isip ko ang
tangkang pag-iwas ko sa kanya. Paano ko nga naman iiwasan ang kagwapuhan niya na
papaiwas ka pa lang eh mapapatitig ka na lalo na kapag ngumisi siya na parang isang
rapist?
"Tita!" narinig kong tawag ni Andi.
"Wait, baby ko! I'll just pee." Sigaw ko sa loob ng banyo.
Nahihirapan akong umihi. Parang wala naman lalabas pero naiiihi ako. Baka naman may
sakit na ako sa pantog. Bwisit kasi si Jamie Rix. Nang dumating lang naman siya,
saka lang ako nakaramdam na naiiihi. Wala sa loob na natingnan ko ang palad ko at
parang nanginit ang katawan ko nang maalala ko kung paano niya ginawa ang bagay na
iyon sa akin. Susko! Baka naman inuunti-unti na niya akong ihanda sa mga bagay-
bagay na katulad ng ginagawa ng Mama ko noon at ng mga lalaking nagbabayad sa
kanya. At katulad din sa mga kapitbahay kong pokpok. Hindi ako handa. Ayokong
maiwan na umiiyak at ayokong iwan siyang nasasaktan dahil kahit anong gawin ko, may
kasalanan akong dapat kong harapin at hindi dapat sila madamay kapag dumating ang
panahon na dapat ko na iyong pagbayaran.
"Babe?" tawag ni Jamie sa pintuan sabay katok niya.
Napamulagat ako. Babe raw? "You texted me?" tanong niya habang umiire ako.
Sa pagpipilit kong padamihin ang ihi ko ay tae na ang lumabas. Ayay! "A-Ako ba ang
b-babe?"
"Of course! Who else? Could it be the toilet bowl?" pilosopong tanong niya kaya
humagikhik ako.
"Oo, nagtext ako. Magpapaalam sana ako kanina na lalabas saglit kaso hindi ka naman
nag-reply. Pupunta sana ako sa bahay, kaya lang busy ka yata." Sa babae mo. Parang
amoy alak nga siya at parang may amoy nga ng babae.
Hmmp! Pumangit ang tabas ng mukha ko. Baka naman inuna na niyang dilaan ang kung
sinumang babae na iyon bago siya umuwi rito. Maghapon na kasi siyang nawala.
"Hurry up. We'll go." Sagot niya.
Huh?
"Wag! Lasing ka!" sigaw ko pa pero narinig ko ang boses ni Andi.
"I'll go with you, Daddy! I wanna go with you please. Let's have dinner together
with Tita Nikka's brothers. Please, Dad." Pakiusap niya. Kapag ganito na nakikiusap
siya ay lumalabas ang pagiging bata niya at hindi ko siya tatanggihan. Tanggihan ko
na si General HH, huwag lang si Andi.
"Did you hear that, baby? Faster." Sabi naman ni Jamie.
"Baby mo na siya Dad? Is she your new girlfriend? Is it serious or for fun?" tanong
ng bata sa kanya.
Ayan! Pati anak niya ay kabisado na ang gawi niya. Nilakihan ko ang tainga ko para
marinig ko ang isasagot niya.
"She's not for fun, son." Mahinang sagot niya pero parang naka megaphone iyon sa
pandinig ko.
Ayee! Parang lumabas sa pwet ko ang puso ko. Bigla yata akong kinilig dahil sa
sinabi niya pero napawi rin nang maalala ko si Jesmond at ang sindikato. Kailangan
kong makipagkita sa kanya para matapos na ang lahat. Gusto ko na ang trabaho ko
bilang yaya, marangal na at masaya pa, at aminin ko man o hindi, kasama ang amo
kong lalaki sa dahilan kaya gusto kong tumino na at kalimutan kung bakit ako
pumasok dito. Pero hindi iyon ganoon kadali na sabihin kay Jesmond. Kukunin nila
ang bata kahit na ayaw ko ng ituloy ang plano. At mapipilitan akong bantayan si
Andi ng doble at hindi ako pwedeng magpadalos-dalos ng desisyon. Tuso ang sindikato
at malalagay sa peligro ang mga kapatid ko. Kailangan ko ng tutulong sa akin para
naman hindi na ako maging Ms. Wrong para kay Mr. Right de Lorenzo.
Iyon lang, hanggang pantasyang Mr. Right na lang siya dahil isusumpa niya ako kapag
nalaman niya ang tunay na dahilan ko kaya nandito ako ngayon.
Nanghina ako sa kaisipan na iyon. Paano na ang feelings ko na alam kong palala na
nang palala sa bawat araw?
Mas nakakatakot pang harapin ang bagay na iyon kaysa sa possibleng kamatayan na
nakahanda sa akin oras na tumiwalag ako sa grupo...
©️
WCStories
Song: Till I Met You by Angeline Quinto

[ 33 Chapter32HisGirl ]
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CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
JAMIE RIX
I watch Nikka as she sets his foot out of the comfort room. To my fucking surprise,
she immediately pinches my nose and pushes me to take my step backwards.
“Tumae ako, mabantot kaya hindi mo pwedeng amuyin.” she flushes pinkish in color
and I swear to hell I want to kiss her blushes away.
“You fucking think that your fingers were even tidy and not reek?” I asked her
chuckling.
She eagerly releases my nose ang smells her own fingers. She may have had forgotten
that she didn’t use her hands washing her ass because the toilet bowl was fully
automatic and splashes its own bubble soap and clean water after.
“Mabango naman.”
“Silly girl.” I grin as I watch her and watch my son giggling. I’ve never seen him
as happy as this before or perhaps I’d missed his smiles and his giggles. He never
used to every time he’s with his aunts and uncles or even when he’s with Daddy Rix
and Mommy Suzanne. And if Julia was right, I think he’s starting to love Nikka as
his own – mother? He has a different kind of attachment to her that he had never
been with his former nannies. Well, ano nga ba naman ang aasahan ko sa mga babaeng
iyon na pagkatapos na makipag-sex sa akin ay ako na ang palagiang binabantayan at
hindi na ang anak ko? Parang ako ang gusto nilang gawing baby at bumuntot sa akin
at pagbawalan akong mambabae kung kailan ko gusto.
“Tita, let’s go. Daddy, is sober. He can really drive for us.” He starts to jolt
the hemline of Nikka’s blouse, but she just gave him a warm smile.
“You wanna stroll around, don’t you?” nakangiting kinurot niya ang pisngi ni Andi
and at that moment, I also wanted her to pinch my cheeks. Holy. Fucking. Shit! What
the hell is happening Jix? I asked myself. Naiinggit pa ako sa sarili kong anak at
hindi iyon norman. Natatanga na naman ako.
“Yes Tita. And I wanna meet your brothers, too.” Tuwang-tuwa na niyugyog niya ulit
ang laylayan ng damit ni Nikka.
She giggles in response and that was a cute one. My dimples pala siyang maliliit sa
ibaba ng mga gilid ng labi niya. Tiny holes that barely noticeable. Those were in
reverse of her dimples in her spine, those were big and really sexy. I saw it when
she wore her cropped top and I’m going to fucking touch those shallow holes in no
time. Only that, I’ll use my tongue.
“Daddy, you love Tita. You keep on staring at her like a precious jewel.” Andi said
and it made me swallow. I glance back to Nikka and I found her shyly staring at me,
too. I can see it in her eyes that she likes me, too. It's just that we’re both
unsure what really is going on between the two us.
But telling no lie, it seems the world literally pauses and tilts for a while when
our eyes lock up. And lately my heart drums inside my chest when I see her smile.
Could that be really love? I never felt that thing before with Amanda but I knew I
have had loved her. There’s just no sparkly moments between Amanda and I.
Everything about us revolved only with those nights and days of hard and passionate
love makings. No thumping of the heart when I’ve had seen her walking beautifully.
The way how I interact with my ex wife before we filed a divorce was pure lust, but
when we ended our seven 6 year old and more relationship, I felt the pain, too, and
it made me a no better man. Not at all.
But with all the crazy charitable things I did with Nikka, oh Geez, I feel like a
living Saint and my heart starts to jolt inside my chest when she timidly says
‘thank you’ and I’m so eager to finally hear her says, ‘I like you’.
Fuck!
“Ahm – ” I’ve lost my own words when we didn’t break the eye contact and I bite my
lip when Andi giggles.
Shit! I’m so busted! Why the fucking hell I’m experiencing this shit? Hindi pa ako
kailanman nawala sa katinuan dahil lang sa simpleng pagtitig ng babae sa akin.
“Ahm – tara na Andi, baby. Gutom lang iyan. Walang ibang mahal ang Daddy mo kundi
ang Mommy mo.” She smiled. She thinks she had found her own words that good, but I
didn’t find them nice. I didn’t even find it appealing.
“He’s free to have a girlfriend anytime soon, Tita. And besides, he said you’re his
girlfriend now. Ayaw mo kay Daddy, Tita Nikka?” Andi looks up at her face as they
walk toward the door. I can’t help but watch them as I turn off the TV, but I halt
when I’ve heard the question. And I halt even more when Nikka looks back over her
shoulder. Para akong tanga ma ngumiti lang sa kanya dahil kinakabahan ako sa
isasagot niya.
“Don’t you like my Daddy, Tita?” Andi repeats his query. I bite my bottom lip and
rest my hands on my hips as I wait for a positive answer. Hoping that it’s really a
fucking ‘yes’! If not? I’d rape her so she could be forced to admit she likes me,
even just by making her feel how expert I am in bed! Holy. Fucking. Shit!
“H-Ha?” she mumbled. “Mabait naman ang Daddy mo, masungit lang madalas.” She safely
answered.
Watha fuck?! I don’t like that answer. I was waiting for a yes or a no, not that
she’s like a damn celebrity answering the safest amongst the safest answers that
she could possibly said.
“So, yes or no po, Tita?” ulit pa ni Andi.
That’s my boy!
“Hmn, sort of a – yes?” she answers as they walk past the door.
“Yeeey!” sigaw ni Andi.
My heart skips a beat when I hear her say, Yes? Did she really say sort of a yes?
yes? Did I hear it right? Am I fucking right?
“Y-Yes? You mean y-yes? Nikka, babe, yes? Really?” parang tanga na hahabol-habol
ako sa kanila. I’m smiling from ear to ear and I’m feeling great. Did she just say
‘yes’? Does that mean she accepts the truth that we’re really official since that
day I declared that we’re already in an affair as shit? I mean as – lovers really?
Are we? Shit! Shit! Yes!
She looks back at me and I swear to fuck I literally flush when she smiles at me.
Tang-ina naman, kinikilig ba ako sa maganda niyang ngiti? She didn’t answer and
what I wanna fucking do is grip her arm to face her around and pin her on the wall
while kissing her.
“Nikka, answer me. What does that mean?” I stop her by holding her wrist but she
brush my hand away.
“Run!” she screeches and so as my son. They both giggle as they run their fucking
assess away from me, for the second time around.
What the fuck? Ang kulit niya.
I just heave a heavy sigh. Why couldn’t she just tell me it was really a yes? I’m a
divorced man. I maybe still into my ex but I’m more into her. What is she so damn
afraid of? I may had been thinking hardly about it but I was so damn sure that I
want to keep her. As long as I see her, that would be fine for now.
And I’ll never let Amanda hurt her like what she did to Andi’s former nannies.
Besides, Nikka isn’t just a plain nanny for me. I like her and I’m freaking dead
serious about it. If the day will come when she’ll be then willing to give herself
to me, it won’t be wasted. I’ll pay her high if ever I find her less appealing at
the end of the day. She won’t end up regretting for I’ll pay every second she’s
going to spend with me. Ay least, she will no longer be back to the old life where
she had been since that day she was born. At least, her virginity will serve her
best. She won’t totally be wasted.
NIKKA
Ang gulo. Parang hindi ko na alam kung ano pang sasabihin ko kaya okay na umiwas na
muna siguro habang iniisip ko pa. Nakasakay na kami ni Andi sa loob ng kotse at
hinihintay na sumunod sa amin si Jamie. Official na nga siguro kaming matatawag
kasi iyon naman ang gusto niya pero hindi pa rin naman yata masama na umiwas pa rin
kahit na kaunti.
Lumingon ako kay Andi na nakaupo sa backseat. Mukhang wala pang alam ang bata na
uuwi bukas ang Mommy niya. Bakit hindi pa kaya sinasabi ni General HH ang tungkol
sa bagay na iyon. At hindi maiwasan na makaramdam ako ng selos kapag naiisip ko na
kay Ma’am Amanda na palaging sasama si Andi at hindi na sa akin. Syempre baka
magtagal iyon ng dalawang linggo o kaya higit pa rito da mansyon. Tapos si Jamie,
anong gagawin niya kapag nagkasama na sila? Baka hindi niya rin ako pansinin.
Syempre magde-demand ang bata na palaging magkasama silang tatlo. Magkakaroon ulit
ng oras na magkasama ang Mommy ay Daddy niya. Baka magkagustuhan sila ulit.
Ngayon pa nga lang parang nasasaktan na ako para sa sarili ko,kahit na gusto ko
lang naman siya. Tama pa ba ang salitang gusto lang? O baka naman, gustong-gusto ko
na siya.
Tahimik lang ako nang makita ko na lumabas na siya sa pintuan at tuluyan na sumakay
sa kotse.
He bobs his brows and winks at me. Lumingon siya saglit kay Andi at nang makita
niyang busy ang bata sa ipad na hawak ay bigla na lang siyang dumukwang at humalik
sa pisngi ko na naman.
“Did that mean you like me, too? Huh? That one you said earlier? Are you accepting
the pronouncement, Nik?” bulong niya kaya tumingin ako sa mga mata niya. Nakangiti
siya nang kaunti at totoong mas lalong ang pogi niya kapag ganito na parang
nagpapa-cute siya kahit matanda na siya. At mas lalong gwapo siya sa mga ngiti
niyang nang-aakit. Parang gusto kong tisukin ang mga dimples niya.
Bigla akong kumurap nang haplusin niya ang pisngi ko gamit ang likod ng mga daliri
niya habang nakapatong ang braso niya sa sandalan ng upuan ko. I think he doesn’t
have a plan of turning away not until I tell him, ‘yes I like him, too’. His eyes
are sparkling like the way I had never seen them sparked before. What is it? What
is it for? Napatitig ako sa sugat niya sa bibig at medyo namamaga iyon kaya parang
gusto kong matawa. Ilang beses ko na na siyang nasuntok?
“Sabi mo walang magagawa kahit ayaw ko?” sagot ko sa kanya. Ayoko pa rin na umoo
kahit na crush ko siya. Hindi niya ako matatanggap. Saka na lang kapag nalusutan ko
na ang mga sindikato.
Yumuko siya at mas lalong lumaki ang ngiti, saka niya ako tiningnan ulit.
Bwisit ka! Papogi ka talaga.
“I think I’ll accept that answer for now.” Sabi niya hahang pahimas himas pa rin sa
pisngi ko. Para na akong sinisilya elektrika sa kinauupuan ko at parang naiihi na
naman ako. Letse! May kanser na yata talaga ako sa bato.
“Besides, you really can do nothing about it. Akin ka naman talaga kahit na magtago
ka pa. I’ll find you and I’ll make you my woman when the right time comes, and I
swear to fuck that you won’t regret, me being your first.” Bulong niya na
ikinalunok ko.
“Alam mo ang – ” natigilan ako nang bigla niya akong halikan. Yung bata! Natuod ako
sa kinauupuan ko nang marinig ko na humahagikhik si Andi. I lightly push Jamie
away. Salamat sa Diyos sumunod ang lalaking ito. Nabwisit ako dahil dinilaan pa
niya ang labi niya na parang nilalasahan pa ako roon. Siguro ay nagkulay mansanas
ako sa pula dahil sa hiya, lalo na nang ngumisi siya at nilingon si Andi saka
kinindatan.
Tumawa lang naman ang bata at nasilip kong nag-thumbs up pa siya sa ama niya. Inay
ko! Mukhang parehas pa silang mahilig sa babae. Paano na lang kapag nagkaroon ng
anak na babae si Jamie Rix? Baka naman tigasalo na ng mga karma ng bata. Kawawa
naman. Huwag naman sana.
Nataranta ako nang bigla ulit siyang dumukwang kaya itinaas ko ang kamao ko. “Sobra
na!” angil ko pa saka ko siya pinadilatan ng mga mata, pero tumawa lang siya at
saka hinalikan ang nakakuyom kong kamay.
He faces the steering wheel as he shakes his head. “Tapang.” Bulong niya pero
nakangiti naman tapos sinulayapan pa ako kaya kunwari naman ay tumagilid ako ng upo
kasi ang pogi niya.
“Talaga! Batang skwater ito!” kunwari irap ko. Juskolord! Paano na?
“Yet you’re still a baby, and you’re still my girl.” Pahabol pang bulong niya.
Oh lord! Parang wala na akong choice kung hindi ang unti-unting bumigay talaga sa
kanya. Ang lakas ng dating niya at sobra iyon. Ang lambing-lambing kahit na ang
landi-landi…
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WCStories
Hi guys! Miss me? Haha. Miss u all! Xoxo. Luv u.

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CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
NIKKA
Hindi ko halos matitigan ang mga kapatid ko na kasama ko ngayon at kumakain sa
labas. Ngayon lang sa tanan ng buhay nila at pati na rin sa buhay ko na lumabas
kami at kumakain ng masarap. Kaliwa at kanan ang subo ko ng pagkain sa dalawang
baby na napapagitnaan ako. Si Andi sa kaliwa at si Byran sa kanan. Ayaw ko naman na
istprbohin si Caine sa pagkain kaya ako ang nag-aasikaso kay Bryan. I feel the
corners of my eyes heating up. I will definitely cry if I'm not going to build a
high resistance against it. I feel so emotional and I feel so special.
Pagkatapos kong titigan ang bahay na ngayon ay maganda na, saka kami pumunta sa
restaurant na ito. Ano ba ang dapat kong sabihin kay General HH na nandito ngayon
sa tapat ko at parang ako ang gusto niyang kainin kaysa sa isang plato ng pagkain
na nasa harap niya na kanina pa niya pinaghihiwa pero hindi naman niya binabawasan
ang karne?
Kulang yata ang simpleng salamat lang sa ginawa niya. May kuryente na kami, may
tubig na sarili at lahat iyon ay natapos sa iisang araw lang. Ang dating bahay ng
kalapati ay totoong mukhang bahay na ngayon.
Wala akong imik hanggang sa matapos ang pagpapakain ko sa kanila. Maya-maya pa ay
basta na lang hinila ni Andi si Caine at Bryan para maglaro sa isang nakahiwalay na
playpen para sa mga bata. Napangiti na lang ako kasi nakita kong kahit na iba ang
kapatid ko sa kanila ay hindi siya kinatatakutan ni Andi at hindi rin
pinandidirihan. Walang duda na kahit napabayaan siguro siya ay lumaki pa rin siya
na marunong sa bata. Hindi ko pa naman nae-experience ang sinabi ni Jamie na
nagagalit si Andi kapag hindi nakakasabay ang ibang kalaro niya. Siguro isa lang
iyong ugali ng batang nakukulangan sa atensyon at pagmamahal ng magulang at walang
kinalaman doon ang pagiging gifted child niya.
"Babe,"
Napalingon ako nang pumasok sa tainga ko ang boses ni Jamie. Bakit nandito na naman
siya sa tabi ko? Pero sa halip na mainis ako sa kanya ay kusa na lang na ngumiti
ang bibig ko. Para na naman siyang tuko na umusog papalapit o mas tamang sabihin na
parang gusto niyang alisan ako ng upuan at lumipat na siya sa pwesto ko. Hindi ko
na lang pinansin nang ilagay niya ang kamay niya sa sandalan ng upuan ko. I glance
at his hand when his thumb starts to fondle my skin. Nakahalik na naman kaagad ang
nguso niya sa tuktok ng balikat ko, kaya pasimple akong tumingin sa paligid. Good
thing, everyone had his own business, but there are few women who keep on looking
at him and he seems to be very oblivious about it.
Parang hindi niya trip na pansinin ang mga babaeng parang hinuhubaran na siya sa
tingin pa lang. Parang duda tuloy ako kung babaero ba talaga siya. He should flirt,
too but he's giving all of his attention to me. Ang swerte ko yata.
"Ang likot mo talaga ano? 'Yong daliri mo, 'yong bibig mo, kung saan-saan napuounta
at humahalik saka humahaplos." Irap ko sa kanya kasi para na naman akong
kinukuryente habang padampi-dampi siya ng halik sa balikat ko.
Ngumiti siya habang nakalapat ang labi niya sa balat ko at jusko, wala siyang
kasing gwapo kapag ganitong mga kapilyuhan ang ginagawa niya. Para siyang manyakis
na bilyonaryo, bukod pa sa ang tanda na niya sa akin. Hindi ba siya nahihiya na ang
bata-bata ko pa pero halik siya nang halik kahit na maraming tao?
"Malikot talaga ako. Why not pay attention to your food? You haven't eaten your
dinner yet. Come on, I'll feed you." Sabi niya. Noon lang niya itinigil ang
paghalik sa akin dahil kinuha niya ang kutsara at saka nilamanan ng pagkain para
isubo sa akin.
"Ako na." iwas ko naman kasi nakakailang na, pero inilayo niya ang kutsara.
"Let me." Giit ni Jamie kaya napatunganga ako sa mukha niya.
"Ako na! Hindi na ako bata. Kaya kong kumain mag-isa. Inuna ko lang sina Bryan at
Andi pero ka - " napatigil ako nang bigla niyang isubo sa bibig ko ang pagkain,
saka siya ngumiti.
Bwisit talaga!
"Eat well, baby." He bobs his brows and stares at my mouth. "Masarap?" he pulls his
lips into a rakish smile but I swear he really looks good when he smiles like that.
It may be a little disrespectful but it's kinda fascinating and sexy.
Susmi! Kung ano-ano na ang iniisip komg description sa kanya. Malakas na rin yata
ang tama ko sa utak. Parang naiisip ko ang mga bagay na sexy, malandi, mapang-akit
na dati ay hindi ko naman naiisip kapag nagde-describe ako sa hitsura ng isang
lalaki.
"Bakit nga pala hindi mo pa sinasabi kay Andi ang tungkol sa pagdating ng Mommy
niya?" pag-iiba ko na lang sa usapan matapos akong tumango para sagutin ang tanong
niya kung masarap ang pagkain ko.
"Why should I?" parang nag-iba ang timpla ng mukha niya nang banggitin ko ang asawa
niya, pero hindi ko pinansin. Sinubuan niya ulit ako ng pagkain.
"He'll be just surprised when his Mom arrives." Patuloy niya.
Pinahaba ko saglit ang leeg ko para tanawin ang mga bata pero naagaw ang atensyon
ko nang mamukhaan ko ang isang lalaking nakasumbrero habang nakaupo sa may isang
sulok.
Si Jesmond! Bigla akong kinabahan. Bakit parang pasunod-sunod na siya ngayon kung
saan ako pumunta? Nababaliw na rin na siya? Pasimple akong tumingin sa cellphone ko
sa bulsa at sangkatutak na text messages ang galing sa kanya.
"Excuse me. CR lang ako." Baling ko kay Jamie na tumayo kaagad.
"I'll come with you." Deklarasyon niya na ikinanganga ko. Para siyang higante sa
old testament sa laki niya habang nakatayo sa harap ko at nakatingala ako sa kanya.
"Bakit pa?" masungit na tanong ko. Ano ba ako sa palagay niya at kailangan niyang
bumuntot sa akin? "Umupo ka na. Mabilis lang ako. Para ka namang baliw. I won't be
lost and I can handle myself. Just sit!" pinagdikitan ko ang mga kilay ko at
sinimangutan ko siya.
I saw him clenched his jaws and irkly combed his hair with his fingers. Luminga
siya sa paligid bago inis na umupo. "Fine." Bugnot na sagot niya.
Ano bang problema niya? Batang kalye ang babaeng inaalala niya pero natutuwa ako na
iniisip niya ang kaligtasan ko kahit na sa CR lang naman ako pupunta at mukha
siyang OA na matandang ayaw payagan ang anak niyang dalaga.
"Ayi, ang bait-bait naman." Asar ko pa sa kanya saka ko tinapik-tapik ang pisngi
niya pero mabilis niyang kinuha ang kamay ko at ipinatong niya sa isang matigas na
parte ng katawan niya.
Sinturon?
Inay! Hindi! Nagkulay suka ako nang ngumiti siya nang mahalay at kinagat ang labi
niya. I realized that it was his crotch! That's a big shit pansit! Gumalaw iyon at
buhay!
"Inay!" nahila ko ang kamay ko dahil damang-dama ng palad ko ang malaki niyang
'igat'. "B-Bakit - bakit buhay? S-Sabi mo..." napalunok ako at sumulyap sa suot
niyang pantalon.
Nakabukol ang walanghiya at bakat na bakat at hindi iyon maliit na katulad ng kay
Bryan. Jusko! Higante rin ang igat niya! Bakit? Bakit malaki? Di ba dapat maliit?
"Na-Nanuno ka sa punso. Malaki yan!" parang nahihintakutan kong sabi sa kanya.
Hindi ako pamilyar sa bawat laki ng mga ari ng lalaki pero hindi ko alam na may
malaking-malaki at bakit namimitik ang walang hiyang igat niya? Eh kung hasangan ko
kaya at gataan para lumiit? Ahihi!
"S-Sabi mo, m-malfunction yan?" sumulyap ulit ako roon tapos ay sa mukha niya.
Pangiti-ngiti siya at parang proud siya na nanuno sa punso ang kanya sa laki.
"Did I fail to mention that this functions well when I'm thinking about you?"
kumibot ang labi niya at tumaas ang isang sulok noon. Shit! Ayan na ang ngiti
niyang pang matinee idol!
"F-Functions well w-when it comes to me?" oh Lord! Natutop ko ang noo ko. Ninerbyos
ako dahil doon at parang kinilabutan pa ako nang sobra.
"D-Dyan ka na! Naiihi ako." Mabilis akong tumalikod pero hinabol ako ng tawa niya
at wala siyang pakialam kahit na pinagtinginan siya dahil sa lakas noon. Baliw na
talaga ang matanda.
Kamuntik pa akong matalisod dahil nakalingon ako sa kanya. Lintik! Gumagana naman
pala ang bwisit na igat niya. Siguro maputi iyon kasi maputi siya. Ayee! Ano kayang
hitsura. Mukhang malaki. Hahay! Kakasya kaya.
Inay! Ano na Nik-Nik? Tumigil ka! Sita ko sa sarili ko. Nabawi ko lang ang tingin
ko nang kindatan niya ako bigla at ngitian na naman. But that sexy smirk ends up
into a gentle and very light smile. Nandoon na naman ang kislap sa mga mata niya at
lumalamlam iyon kapag ganoon ang ngiti niya sa akin. That's weird. I've never seen
a man who looks that way at a woman. Not even a single guy did give the same gaze
to my mother. What was that?
Lust?
Affection?
Admiration?
I don't know... I'm not familiar with it and never anybody did look at me like the
way he looks at me. Pero kung may isang sigurado sa nararamdaman ko, gusto ko ang
titig na iyon. I feel so special and i feel so needed.
At kapag namimilyo ang ngisi niya,
Susko, nakakapaihi! Nasisira ang pantog ko!
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WCStories
Song: the way you look at me

[ 35 Chapter34ShesTheBoss ]
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CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
NIKKA
Kampante akong sumandal sa may pader sa likuran ng banyo matapos kong kalmahin ang
sarili ko dahil sa pesteng igat ni General HH. Hindi pala iyon palyado. Gumagana
raw iyon sa akin? Kapag iniisip daw niya ako? Is that even possible? Sa simpleng
pag-iisip lang ba sa tao ay posible na maramdaman na kaagad iyon? Ay naku,
delikado. Pero malaki saka matigas ang igat niya. Kaya ba kung makalambitin sa
kanya ang kahalikan niya sa elevator ay dahil doon? Do women love that kind of...
malaki at matigas?
Jusko! Tinapik-tapik ko ang mga pisngi ko dahil parang nanginit ang mukha ko dahil
sa pagkakahawak ko roon. Bakit niya ba pinahawakan iyon sa akin?
Naalala ko noong bata ako at nasa kalye. Onse ako nang may maligaw na caravan sa
lugar namin. May libreng pabigas at pasardinas sa mga taga-skwater tapos may isang
lalaking pogi na malaki ang katawan na lumapit sa akin nang umihi ako sa public
utility room ng baranggay. Nakangiti siya sa akin at sabi ay maganda raw ako.
Hindi naman ako umimik at pinakatitigan ko lang siya. For me, it was really
impossible for the people around me to see my the beauty that lies beyond my face.
I wear tidy but ripped and old clothes. Malinis man ang mga damit, pangit pa rin
kasi kupas at may mga punit. Pero ang lalaking iyon ay nagsabing maganda ako. Mukha
siyang mayaman kasi nakita kong kabuntot siya ni Congressman noon at ngayon na
matanda na ako ay saka ko naiisip na bodyguard malamang ang lalaking iyon. Inalok
niya ako ng tatlong daang piso para raw hawakan ko ang parte ng katawan niyang
nakatago sa likod ng zipper ng pantalon niya. Tapos daw isubo ko. Wala akong
kamuang-muang noon pero ang woman instinct ko ay nagsasabing may mali at dapat
akong matakot kaya ang ginawa ko nang hawakan niya ako sa mukha ay sinipa kp siya
sa hugpungan ng mga hita niya kaya umaray siya at halos maiyak siya sa pag-aatungal
na parang kinakapon na kalabaw.
At hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin alam kung anong tawag sa letseng ipinagagawa
sa akin ng lalaking iyon. Pero ang alam ko, ginagawa iyon ng mga kapitbahay at
kaibigan kong mga kalapating mababa ang lipad.
Natigil ako sa pagmumuni nang biglang may humawak sa balikat ko.
"Gab," anang pamilyar na boses pero kaagad na umigkas na naman ang kamao ko.
"Putang ina!" malutong na mura ni Jesmond nang malingunan ko siya habang hawak ang
pisngi.
"Mama ko! Sorry!" hahawakan ko sana siya pero napigil ko ang sarili ko. Hindi ko
pwedeng gawin sa kanya o ipakita ang kalambutan ko bilang si Nikka, katulad ng
ipinakikita ko kay Jamie nang hindi sinasadya.
Nikka is soft, sweet, caring and a loving girl while Gabrielle is strong, well-
defined to be a fighter and slightly boyish. Kapag si Jesmond ang kaharap ko, I
should always be Gab, but when it comes to Jamie Rix, haaay... nawawala lahat ng
angas ko sa katawan at nagiging babaeng-babae ako lalo kapag hinahalikan niya ako.
Halos hindi ko nga makilala ang sarili ko dahil hindi na ako maton kapag siya ang
kasama ko lalo kapag suot ko ang mga damit na tulad ng suot ko ngayon.
Napakurap ako nang titigan ako ni Jesmond sa mukha, tapos ay bumaba ang tingin niya
sa may mga hita ko.
"Ang ganda mo. Kumusta?" lumingon siya sa may gawing likuran.
"Ayos lang." I strongly emphasized it. I stand even straighter and chin myself up.
Hindi niya dapat mahalata na nagbago na ang plano ko. Hindi ko na kukunin si Andi
at buo na ang desisyon ko. Hindi dahil sa kung ano, pero dahil sa ayaw kong
mapahamak ang bata. Maybe I was wrong when I had thought that I could even swallow
every piece of that plan. I can't! Hindi ko kaya dahil ngayon lang ako nabigyan ng
tiwala sa buong buhay ko at hindi ako masamang tao para gantihan ang kabutihan na
iyon ng isang kasamaan. Ano man ang mangyari, oras na magkagipitan ay poproyektahan
ko si Andi at hindi ko ibibigay sa kanila ang alaga ko kahit na ikamatay ko pa. I'm
old while he's too young to suffer cruelty and fear. Marami siyang pwedeng magawa
sa hinaharap kaya hindi ako mangingiming itimbang ang walang kwenta kong buhay para
sa kanya. Basta dapat, sigurado akong ligtas din ang Caine at Bryan ko.
"Anong balita?" maangas na tanong ko sa kanya.
"Just keep on making him fall. That's good, sweetheart, pero - nagseselos ako." He
chuckles so I roll my eyes.
"Hindi tayo talo. Iyon ba ang order ng boss?" tanong ko sa kanya.
Tumango si Jesmond. "Yes. Para raw torture sa boss mong babaero pero huwag kang
bibigay. Kailangan na makuha mo muna ang tiwala niya para kapag buo na, pwede mo ng
isama ang bata na walang bodyguard. Mas madali ang plano. Walang gulo at walang
traces. Buo na ang 200 thousand mo." Ngumisi siya.
Wala talaga siyang pag-asa. Iyon ang priority niya. Ni hindi niya iniisip ang
kaligtasan ko kung sakaling mabuking ako ni Jamie. Tapos, nililigawan niya ako? Ano
aiya hilo? Malinaw na pagkatapos ng misyon ay iisahan lang din niya ako pero wala
ng ganoon na mangyayari dahil gugulangan ko na sila.
"Nagbago na ang isip ko." Matigas na sagot ko na nagpawala ng ngiti niya.
"Ano?" parang gulat pa siya pero itiinaas ko ang kamay ko sa tapat ng mukha niya
para tumigil na muna siya.
Na-stress yata ang kulangot niya.
"Hindi na 200 thousand ang kapalit ng trabaho ko kung hindi kalahating milyon na."
Hindi siya kaagad nakapagsalita. Nanatiling nakatitig lang siya sa akin, pero wala
nama akong makita na pagtutol sa mukha niya.
"I should prepare for my brothers. Walang nakakaalam kung bigla niyo akong pabayaan
sa huli. In the first place, you'd all rescue yourselves first once the plan didn't
work well. Paano ako? Paano si Bryan at si Caine? Kalahating milyon para sa
kinabukasan nila." Paliwanag ko sa kanya. Marahan naman siyang tumango saka yumuko
bago ako tinitigan ulit.
"I'll tell Lucas. Papayag siya kapag ako ang nagsabi sa kanya. And will you answer
me honestly, may aasahan ba ako pagkatapos nito?" sumulyap ulit siya sa likod niya.
"I told you I don't have time for that. Saka tinatanong ba iyon? Kung seryoso ka,
magtityaga ka." Wala ka talaga kay General Igat HH. Ang matandang iyon, idineklara
kaagad na girlfriend ako kahit hindi ko pa naman siya sinasagot at ni hindi man
lang nga siya nanligaw pero nakailang halik na ba siya? Matindi ang kamandag ng
igat na puti.
"You're right." Sagot ni Jesmond.
"Wag na wag kang magte-text ng kung ano-ano. Hawak niya palagi ang phone ko." Bilin
ko sa kanya. Ngayon ay parang ako anh boss ni Jesmond. Malakas yata nga anh tama ng
lalaking ito sa akin. Mga bulag na yata sila. Ano bang nakita nila sa akin na wala
ang iba? Hindi naman ako nagakapgtapos. Samantalang si Jesmond, kahit na ganito
siya ay mukha naman siyang hindi miyembro ng sindikato at marami sa kanyang
mababaliw na babaeng sosyal. Mga tanga na yata ang dalawang lalakinh ito na
nagkakandarapa sa paghahabol sa akin.
Ganda ko! Ahihi!
"Nik?!"
Napaitlag ako nang mabosesan ko si Jamie. Bigla kong hinila ang kwelyo ni Jesmond
papatago saka ako lumabas naman sa pader at mabilis na pumasok sa ladies room.
"Babe!" sigaw pa ni Jamie na parang mawawalan ng anak!
Babe raw, ayee! Napangiti tuloy ako.
"Ayan na! Maka-babe ka riyan. Tawagin mo akong ganyan pagdating ng asawa mo,
tingnan natin kung hindi ka makakita ng dalawang babaeng nagsasabong sa harap mo."
Sabi ko sa kanya at kunwari inaayos ko ang garter ng suot kong jumpshort. Actually,
halos kita ang pwet ko sa damit na ito, pero maganda. Mukha akong Ewan!
"Will you fight with her?" tanong niya sa akin tapos ay itinaas niya ang strap ng
damit ko. That was a simple one from him but it makes my heart race. Nangitian ko
tuloy siya.
"Hindi ako lalaban sa kanya kasi ayokong masaktan si Andi. Pero kung patayan na,
ibang usapan iyon ha. Lalaban na ako. Ipinagpapaalam ko na sa iyo kasi alam kong
mahal mo pa siya." Sabay martsa ko papaalis.
"Oh come on." Protesta niya pero hindi naman siya makatanggi. Ayoko na makita
niyang nagseselos akong isipin na mahal pa niya ang ex niya pero nakikipagrelasyon
siya sa akin. And he doesn't have to weigh things further. It's understood that I
am one of his many women he'd used to forget his wife. That's the psychological
analysis about that, I finally concluded. Only that, hindi niya siguro mapwersa ang
sarili niya na gawin sa akin anh mga ginagawa niya sa mga babaeng iyon dahil bata
ako at malamang natatakot siya sa pwedeng kalabasan ng lahat.
Well, me too. But every time he's near, I always forget the boundary and I always
draw beyond the line. If this is what they so called - love, then paskhit!
Naiinlove na nga yata ako!
Nilingon ko si Jamie at nakita ko siyang nakanganga habang nakatunganga sa pwet ko.
He had that littlest smile on his red kissable lips and it's naughty. Gago talaga.
Sa kapilyahan ko ay kinindatan ko siya saka ako humagikhik at ikinembot ang pwet
ko. Parang bigla siyang nahirapan na lumunok ng laway. Napapaano ba siya?
"I swear to fuck I'm gonna fuck y-y...!" gigil na sabi niya pero natigilan siya
nang magsilabasan ang kumpol ng mga babae galing sa comfort room at pinagtinginan
siya, kaya lalo akong tumawa. Namumula kasi ang pisngi niya at halatang naiinis
siya sa akin kasi lalo kong pinakendeng ang pwet ko na parang inaalmirol na pato.
Mamatay ka sa tingin! Get it if you can! Belat!
JAMIE RIX
I was left rooted on my foot with the image of her sexy butt roaring inside my
fucking head like a drilling machine. That fuck, I'm gonna have it in no time and
she'll pay for seducing me in her most naughtiest sassy way. Such a childish
teaser. Alam ko naman sa una pa lang kalog siya. Para siyang bunga ng niyog na
hindi natuluyang mabuo. Well, maybe because she's young and it was only being
clouded by all the burdens she had on her shoulder, acting am older sibling and
acting as a mother. But still, those can't hide the childish attitude in her which
I find adorable rather than irritable. She has a different smuggish way of
showcasing it and I love her way. She has some kind of a dual personality and both
are admirable. Weird, but it truly is. She's genuine and one of a kind.
I shake my head when I realize that it's already late. Maaga pa ako bukas sa
airport para sunduin si Amanda. It was already a deal which I prefer not to tell
Nikka. I saw something in her eyes earlier when she told me that she won't fight
back if my Amanda would even try to hurt her. I know she can but that meant she
would rather chose not to, for the sake of Andi. How amazing is she? Truly amazing!
I walk toward the entryway suppose to be going back to our table, but I pause when
my eyes catch her patting the towel on Andi's sweaty face. Then, to her special
brother and lastly to Caine. I can now vividly imagine her having three kids, yet
still how she can fully take of them at the same instant without panicking and
getting overly mad and irritated.
Where the holy fucking shit had she ever been for those early past years of my
life? Why the heck didn't I met her first and why the heck is she sort of a decade
younger than me?
I was pulled out from my thoughts when a group of younger boys came inside the
restaurant and what thale fuck, ang mga bata na namang basketbolista na taga
subdivision ang mg iyon.
I'm gonna fucking rip both their heads off their bodies if they'll going to fucking
flirt with my Nikka. No!
Nang makita kong sinadyang bundulin ng isa sa kanila ang balikat niya at saka
ngumiti nang magkatinginan sila ay parang gusto kong bungiin ang lintik na batang
iyon gamit ang kamao ko.
"Stay the holy fucking shit away from her! Twenty fucking meters away! Now!" sigaw
ko sa batang basketbolista na anak ni Tan. They maybe varsities both at their shit
University and a league in our place, well trained student basketball players but
I'm way more than a shooter than any of them. None of them can beat me when it
comes to fucking shooting my dick into a womans... fuck! Bakit ba ako
nakikipagkumpetensya sa mga bwisit na batang lalaki na nagpapacharming sa Nikka ko?
Sabay-sabay silang mabilis na naghanap ng bakanteng mesa nang makita nila ako.
Well, I don't care of all the people were eying me. I own the place and I am a de
Lorenzo. No once should even dare to touch what's mine, especially Nikka. She's
mine.
"Ano ba namang sungit mo." Nanunulis ang mga labi niyang baling sa akin habang
nakatingin pa rin ako sa mga bata na iyon sa isang mesa. Am I insecure, for they're
as of her age? No! I'm way far more gorgeous than anyone of them and above all of
any better explanation, Nikka belongs to me.
"Uwi na tayo, inaabot na naman ng kayabangan ang matandang de Lorenzo." Nagingiting
sabi niya na lalong ikinasimangot ko. Matanda? At sinong gusto niya? Ang mga bata
na iyon na tingin ko hindi naman tatagal ng tatlong rounds?
I'm still bigger and better. Based on their nationalities, nuh ah! They're small
while I'm enormous.
Titig na titig pa rin ako sa kanila at naputol lang iyon nang hilahin ako ni Nikka
sa kamay ko. She locks her fingers with mine and I stupidly look at our hands as my
jaws literally drop. Holy fucking shit!
"Ito naman ang gusto mo di ba?" nagimisi siya at parang iniinsulto niya pa ako.
"Daddy babe?" she pressed her lips to brush off her giggle.
Daddy babe? Tang na! Hindi lang niya ako matawag na matanda kaya pinalitan niya ng
Daddy. My brows knitted that's why she really giggles.
Yeah, giggle more and I'll fucking crush those pink lips right here, right now!
"You're mine." Inis na paalala ko sa kanya.
"Oo na. Para kang tanga." Sabay hila niya sa akin. I was shocked when that word
slips past her lips. Tanga raw ako. No one ever dared calling me blockhead, why the
hell am I letting her call me one?
"What did you say?" paulit ko pa habang sumusunod kami kina Andi papunta sa
sasakyan.
"Para kang tanga. Bakit may angal ka?" she raises her brows and narrows her eyes on
me as if she's ready enough to assault me if I will fucking answer, yes.
"None." Sagot ko na lang.
"Good." She bobs her brows childishly.
Oh Jesus!
It wasn't the word I was supposed to say but my mouth just did and I felt the
heaviness of my breathing, but I don't gaddamn know why can't I even oppose her?
What the fuck! Is she my boss?
Looks like she really is.
Well, fuck! Just fuck!
Good luck Jamie Rix!
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CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE
JAMIE RIX
I glance on my wristwatch for the nth time while patiently waiting for Amanda here
at the VIP area. Inuugatan na ako pero wala pa siya. I lazily massage my temple.
Wala pa akong tulog. Hindi na naman ako nakatulog at makailang beses akong bumaba
at tumapat sa pintuan ng kwarto ni Nikka. I wanna sleep beside her but I held
myself back. Saka tulog na tulog naman siya kagabi at parang hindi man lang niya
ako iniisip. Tinakasan pa niya ako kagabi kaya hindi man lang ako nakahalik. I left
early this morning and she was still asleep. I never got a chance to see her lovely
face first hour in the morning and I guess I have to wait until later.
She's the one who's still in my mind and not the thought about seeing my ex wife
again. I think I like her more than anybody else and Nikka's qualities as a woman
make me admire her even more. This is suicide but I'm willing to take another
chance. Nanay Lolit may be right. If I failed once, that doesn't mean I'll fail
twice. And I wasn't born as coward. Hell knows I wanted to try all the things
whether it could be deadly or not. And besides, I still have plenty of days or even
years to stay with Nikka and know her even further. We could actually try living
together but no marriage. If things will work out fine, then better but no to
marriage yet.
I glance again on my watch and when I lift my eyes, I saw a familiar built of a
woman sexily standing meters away from my fucking eyes. Holy shit! Amanda is sexily
smiling at me with her extremely hot pose. She's wearing a leather skirt at barely
covers her undies. Her botton down blouse didn't fail to expose her big mounds.
What the fuck! She has that messy yet very seductive wavy black hair dangles past
her shoulders. She's still so fucking beautiful. Really beautiful.
"Hi, honey!" she greets me with her familiar seductive smirk as she gawks at me.
She looks so awesome but where's the fucking jerking of my dick? Yes she didn't
fail to make it lively but how weird that didn't get so hard enough like the way it
always did when I was with Nikka.
I formally stood on my feet and smile at her. "Hi. What took my ex wife so long?" I
walk toward her to give her a kiss on the cheek.
She didn't move and she jusy stares at me for a while after that smack kiss.
"Really? Is that you Jix? Where's the searing kiss, magnitude 9 earth shattering
kiss?" she amusingly asked but I just smile and shake my head.
Only for the woman I've been fantasizing about lately, Nik. I wanted to answer but
I just kept my mouth shut.
I grab her luggage and was then ready to walk out of the place when she caged my
jaws and pulls me closer to give me a kiss.
I halt for while when she hardly bite my bottom lip and lounge her playful tongue
inside my mouth. I respond for a few seconds until my lips involuntarily stopped.
No! I shouldn't be doing this anymore. I'm in an affair with Nikka and it was my
choice, not hers. I can't ruin it. I maybe a manwhore but I'm not a cheater. That
makes a great difference.
I lightly pull myself away and I know Amanda was a bit unprepared. She knows me so
well that I don't usually say no when it comes to Frenching but I'm not in the mood
today and I will never ever be in the mood. If she's here for a visit, then let it
stay that way, just for Andi and not for me. We're done and I have to leave it that
way.
"You've changed." She furrows her brows and keeps on analyzing my face.
"Yeah? In what way? I didn't change. It's just your imagination. Come on, Andi will
be surprised." I smile at her and funny how I don't fucking feel so horny while I
find her like an irresistible temptation
"Aren't you surprised?" she embraces one of my arm ang rests her cheek there.
"A bit. Where had you been? I'd thought you forgot about our son." I asked
emotionless. What else is new?
"Uhm, just had a vacation somewhere with someone and phone was totally forbidden to
be used." Balewalang sagot niya. I felt her shrugged too but I didn't even look at
her.
And who was that new shit to pronounce that bulshit decree? Didn't that man
literally know that Amanda has a son that shouldn't be taken for granted? I had
been doing the same thing but I never left my son and never misplaced him for four
months straight even without a shitty hello. She's really pathetic. And what did
that man could actually give her that Andi couldn't? Or me?
"I'll stay for two weeks and I think I'll stay for good." She said that makes me
look down on her. That sounds new. For good? I gave her a questioning look but I
never utter any word, but I should know the reason why? Where's her man? Will he
live here, too?
"Should I even ask you why?" I sternly asked.
"Hmn," she broaden her smile and I don't think I'll like her answer. "I guess it's
because of the man I can't really forget, no matter what." She moves her hand over
my nape and harshly pulls me closer so she can give me another kiss but I freed
myself from her.
She's insane! Ako ba ang tinutukoy niya?
"What?" she unfolds her hands and smirks. "Come on Jamie. You like this, don't you?
You've been patiently waiting for me for a couple of years to finally decide to
come back and stay for good - with you. Why are you acting this way?" she begins to
look at me from head to toe in great sarcasm.
I just stare at her and my rage starts to rise. She's so damn pathetic! She likes
to stay in the spotlight and she's thinking that this is just a game. She'll hurt
me again! What the fuck! Where are his men? What is she damn doing with her life?
She's not a baby anymore to act like a strange woman and keeps on playing dirty.
Then after she'd felt sated, she'd keep on coming back like there's nothing ever
happened? Like the fucking she didn't hurt me?
"I don't think I like that idea. We better keep going. Andi will be happy to see
you." I coldly said. Kulang na lang ay umiling ako sa pagkadismaya. I maybe always
horny but I'm no fool. I still have my gaddamn pride and ego as a man ang I
wouldn't let her dump me for the second time. Yes, I had always thought of marrying
her again, but that was when I'd actually mistakenly thought that better women were
hard to find in this world and there were only few. I never thought I'd met one and
now that I've had, sorry for Amanda but I had a sudden change of mind. She's not
the kind of woman who can give her whole heart for her children and her husband.
She's filled with so much thrill that can figuratively becomes her own poison and
it will always stay that way. Damn bad habit is hard to die and still, I can see it
in her eyes that she still has not done yet with her flirtings and dirty gambling
addiction. If I tolerated her before, I'd never make the same mistake anymore. Not
now that we're not literally connected with each other. Except for the
unquestionable fact that we have a son but other than that, none. Not even sex. We
never had, I never had. I will never have. She may have had dumped me and left me
crying in pain, yet I am still Jamie Rix and I have that egoism of a de Lorenzo,
and Amanda can barely break it, no matter how seductively hot she may be.
"May babae ka na?" biglang tanong niya sa likuran ko kahit na ang layo-layo ko na.
Yes, and good for me for I'm quite serious about her. I didn't answer. I just keep
my pace and pretended I haven't heard her asked.
"Answer me!" she shouted at lenght in a wild impassioned way. She'll make a scene
here, for sure. She's still a hard headed brat! A fucking irritable brat! She's old
but she acts like a fucking child and I don't find her appealing. Nakakabwisit
siya. Apat na buwan siyang hindi nangamusta pero magiinarte siya ng ganito and
worse is try to stop me from having my own special kind of affair with the woman
who deserves my affection? Amanda is not even my gaddamn friend! For Pete's sake!
"Will you please lower down your voice? You still haven't changed. Don't make me
lose my rwmaining respect Amanda. We're done and it was your choice, not mine. And
if I will then choose to be happy with the woman who deserves to have the whole me,
then it's none of your business. Your only concern is Andi but in case you may have
had forgotten, the whole custody was mine and I would still be last sole person who
would decide what could be better for him. So if you want to keep that littlest
chance of hanging around with him, stop messing with me, for I'm no fucking saint!
Gaddamit! Kauuwi mo pa lang, ang sakit mo sa ulo! You're not even Eighteen so stop
acting as if you were. You're thirty, for gaddamn fuck!" nilayasan ko siya na
nakatunganga at naiiyak.
She's a big, big brat! Kung si Nikka sakit ng ulo ko sa ibaba, si Amanda ay sakit
ko sa ulo sa itaas. Now what? Staying for good? Bahala siya sa buhay niya. Find
herself a decent place after two weeks.
"Sorry na. Please." She ran toward me and grab my arm for a firm hug but I just
ignored her. "I'll be good, I promise until I win you back. For Andi, open up your
mind. We can still be happy together as a family. He'll love it for sure. I'm
sure." Ngumiti siya pero hindi ako. It isn't as easy as that.
This is what I've been waiting for but why can't I even smile? Of course, Andi will
love that idea but what about my Nikka?
What about my baby?
I shouldn't be worrying about her but why the fuck I do and to think that she may
possibly cry because of this surely breaks me for a certain reason I can't fully
decipher. Only that, I don't want to see her cry and worse is that I will be the
reason for her first heart break. Iisipin niya na pinaasa ko siya, and right at
this very moment I wanna kick myself.
No, that won't happen. I like her and that's enough good reason for her not to cry.
Just that and she'll have to hold on to that while I fix the rest of the mess...
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CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX
NIKKA
Kandahaba ang leeg ko habang pinakakain ko si Andi. Ayoko man aminin pero hinahanap
ko si General HH. Alam kong umalis siya para sunduin ang dati niyang asawa, pero
para akong tanga na hinihintay siya. Sa pagsubo ko tuloy kay Andi ng kutsara ay sa
ilong niya napunta kaya tumawa siya nang tumawa.
“Jusko! Sorry baby!” dinampot ko kaagad ang napkin at pinahid ang oat na dumikit sa
ilong niya.
“You miss, Daddy Tita Nikka. Aminin mo po.” Tumatawang sabi niya. Para siyang
teenager na kinikilig dahil may patakip-takip pa siya sa bibig.
“Oy, di ah. Saan mo naman nakukuha iyan? You’re still young and so am I. Off limits
ang ganyan.” Kunwari irap ko pero dinamba niya ako at niyakap. Hinalikan pa niya
ako sa pisngi gamit ang nguso niyang may lugaw.
“I like you Tita. If you don’t like my Daddy, then wait til I grow up and I’ll
marry you.” Bulalas niya kaya ako naman ang tumawa. Walang hiya. Manang-mana nga
siya. Pinag-aagawan nila akong dalawa kahit na wala namna akong sinasabi sa kanila
kung gusto ko rin ba ang mga binabalak nila.
“You should focus in school, baby. And, I’m a lot older than you. I mean, really
old. When you turn 21, I’ll be 31 by then. You’re still a young handsome man while
I’m an old maiden.” Sabi ko sa kanya. Nakatingin siya sa mukha ko at ang mga mata
niya ay parang ama niya kung tumitig. Huwag lang siyang ngingisi at General Hulk
Horny rin ang dating niya. Ano kayang nakuha niya sa ina niya? Meron ba kaya?
Parang ang lakas kasi ng dugo ng de Lorenzo. Napansin ko rin sa mga pinsan ni Andi
na kamukha ang mga ama lalo na ang mga lalaki. Pero at least, magandang lahi ang
ikinakalat nila, hindi mga mukhang kinuskos na inidoro ang hitsura.
“Then, you can marry Daddy instead.” Sabi na lang niya sabay kibit balikat pa. My
jaws hang and my lips partly opened. Ganoon siya kung makapagdeklara na parang ang
dali lang ng lahat.
“Do you know that your Mom is coming today?” ngumiti ako sa kanya inayos ang buhok
niyang natural na light brown at mga nakatusok paitaas. I’m expecting for him to
get really surprised but he just frowns and purses his bottom lip.
“Really?” Andi sadly asked.
Nagtaka ako sa ekspresyon ng mukha niya at halata ko ang malaking tampo sa mga mata
niya. “Oo. Bakit ganyan ang mukha mo? Dapat excited ka. Makakasama mo ang Mommy mo.
Magiging happy family kayo u-ulit.” Parang mabibilaukan ako sa salitang lumabas sa
bibig ko.
Parang nasaktan ako na isipin na sila na ang magsasama-sama at mananatili na lang
akong isang yaya. Ambisyosa nga yata ako pero hindi ko maialis sa sarili ko na
malungkot dahil doon. Wala naman akong karapatan pero bakit umaasa ako na magiging
totoo pa rin kami ni General kahit na nandyan na ang babaeng totoo niyang mahal?
Bwisit talaga! Wala naman ito sa plano ko pero bakit nauuna pang bumigay ang mala-
tomboy kong puso sa lalaking hindi ko naman dapat ginusto? Kakainis!
Marahas akong kumamot sa ulo. Nakakahiya ang mga nararamdaman kong ito. Hindi naman
kami kabagay-bagay na dalawa at kahit na wala na sa isip ko na ituloy ang
kidnapping, hindi pa rin mawala sa akin na isipin na ang sama-sama kong babae.
“I’m not excited, Tita. She’d took away all her time that was supposed to be given
to me. I’ve waited for her call since July 27, but she never did.” Malungkot na
kwento niya. Pati petsa kabisado niya. Ibig sabihin ay markado niya sa kalendaryo
ang araw nang simulan siyang kalaimutan ng Mommy niya. Iyong Mama ko, kahit ganoon
siya, pinipilit niyang tumawag kahit limitado ang oras noong nasa Holland siya. At
malamang kung buhay siya ay wala ako sa aitwasyon na ganito ngayon. Sigurado ako na
kahit na bra at panty ko ay siya ang maglalaba at siya ang maghahanap ng pagkain ko
sa araw-araw. Unbelievable but I guess it’s true, iba-iba talaga ang uri at kulay
ng mga tao at hindi pwedeng ipares ang isa sa karamihan.
Itinaas ko ang mukha ni Andi at tiningnan ko siya sa mata. “She loves you, only
that it’s not enough. But it doesn’t mean that you shouldn’t love her anymore. You
better forgive her for you to be happy. Stop thinking what she did, just focus on
what today could possibly bring. It’s not your loss if she’d taken you for granted,
it’s her’s for she’d missed 4 four months of your sweetness and cuteness. Huwag ka
ng sumimangot kasi nawawala ang kagwapuhan mo.” Ngumiti ako sa kanya at ganoon din
naman siya sa akin. Pagkatapos ay tumango siya.
“At least you’re here. You take of me more than my own real Mom and more than those
shitty nannies I’ve had before. They just kept on following Daddy like they owned
him.” Nanulis ang bibig niya pero napamulagat ako.
Shitty daw? Juskopo! Nagmumura na siya!
“B-Baby ko, bad y-yan.” Saway ko sa kanya.
“But it’s true Tita Nik. Shitty sila, sabi ni Daddy.” Humagikhik pa siya kaya
napaantanda ako ng krus.
Tatawa-tawa naman si Jesusa na lumabas sa kusina at pumasok sa dining. “Masanay ka
na. Mana ‘yan sa ama niya at wala kang magagawa Ms. Virgin.” Isa pa siyang
humagikhik.
“A-Anong Virgin ka riyan? Bakit naman may ganyan?” baling ko sa babae na may bitbit
na tray ng mga fresh milk at isinasalansan sa pridyider.
“Virgin! Virgin ang tainga, ang mata ang lahat! Shitty pa lang ang sinasabi ni
Andi, napaantanda ka na ng krus na para kang Madre na lumabas sa kumbento ni Padre
Damazo. Paano pa kapag narinig mo ‘yan magmura ng, fuck! Damn! Damit!” Sabi niya
kaya tumawa ako nang malakas.
“It’s damn it or demmit, ate Jesus.” Pagtatama ni Andi pero mas lalong natawa ako
dahil sa tawag niya kay Jesusa, Jesus daw. Kailan siya ipapako sa krus? Haha!
“Ate Jesus ka riyan. Jessy, hindi Jesus! Ginawa mo pa akong si Hesukristo. Hindi
ako banal. Batang ito.” Irap naman ng isa kay Andi na yumakap ulit sa akin at
isiniksik ang mukha sa leeg ko habang humahagikhik.
“Speak english, Ate Jesus.” Asar pa niya kay Jesusa.
“Ay ewan! Di ako marunong. Elementarya lang ang natapos ko at salamat sa ama mo na
tinanggap ako kahit na dapang-dapa ako sa kwalipikasyon ng isang katulong.” Aniya
kaya tumingin ako sa kanya.
So, totoong hindi mapili si Jamie Rix sa mga aplikante? Lahat niya binibigyan ng
chance? Ang bait niya pala talaga at hindi ko nagustuhan ang pagpitik ng puso ko
dahil doon. Humahanga-hanga na naman ako sa lalaking iyon talaga.
“Ikaw din pala.” Sabi ko kay Jesusa.
Nilingon niya ako at sumandal siya sa fridge. “Hindi lang ako, Nikka. Lahat ng
tauhan niya high-school graduat at undergraduate. Susmi. Saan na lang ba natuto ng
mga english karabaw ang mga iyon? Kay Señorito Jix na lang. Araw araw ba naman
silang kausapin ng ingles o di kung hindi nila matandaan iyon? Buti nga ikaw kahit
hindi ka nakapagtapos, normal na s iyo iyon dahil may lahi ka. Askal lang kasi
ako.” Nanulis ang nguso niya kaya tumawa ako nang malakas.
“Ano ka? Aso?” tanong ko habang tawa ako nang tawa pero natigilan ako nang mapansin
ko na napatayo nang tuwid si Jesusa.
“S-Señorita A-Amanda?” Mahinang usal niya.
Sinundan ko ng tingin ang tinutumbok ng mga mata niya at ganoon na lang ang
pagkagulat ko nang makita kong buhay sa mga mata ko ang babaeng nakita ko sa
litrato. Di hamak na triple ang kagandahan niya sa personal at para siyang diyosang
tao. Nakatayo siya sa may bukana ng dining room at magka-krus ang mga braso sa
dibdib habang maawra na nakataas ang isang kilay at umaanalisa sa buong pagkatao ko
ang mga mata niya.
Hindi ko alam kung imagination ko na parang ngumisi siya at sa paraan na parang
hindi ngayon ang unang beses na nakita niya ako. But I swear, I’d never seen her
before.
“So, welcome na pala ang maingay sa mansyon ngayon?” baling niya sa kung sinong
papasok sa dining kasi lumingon siya.
Grabe! Iyon ang bungad niya sa halip na batiin ang anak niyang apat na buwan niyang
kinalimutan. Ibang klase nga siya.
Tumingala sa akin si Andi at parang naiiyak lang siya. Pilit ko siyang nginitian at
binulungan. “Go on, greet her. You’d missed her right? Kiss her and hug her. She’s
your Mom.” Utos ko sa kanya kahit sa isip ko aya ayoko. Selfish pa naman ako
pagdating sa mga bata. Ayoko na may umaagaw, pero anong magagawa ko ay ina siya ni
Andi at wala akong karapatan dahil hindi si Bryan at Caine si Andi?
“No.” bulong ng bata saka isiniksik ulit ang mukha sa leeg ko. Napaangat ako ng
tingin at nakita kong nakatayo na si Jamie sa may likod ng babae. Sa isang sulyap
ay nakita ko kaagad kung gaano sila kabagay. Para siyang fallen angels. Parang sina
Adan at Eba sa gaganda nila. Even their heights match each others and I could tell
that she’s way taller than me, baka 5’9 siya or something more. Both of them look
foreign and – basta bagay sila. Kahit na edad nila ay halos parehas din at sa mga
oras na ito ay iisa ang nararamdaman ko, insecurity. Paskhit! Hindi pa ako
nakakaramdam ng ganito sa tanan ng buhay ko at parang gusto kong literal na
manliit. I want to shift my seat but I was literally pinned on my chair and barely
can move.
“She’s Andi’s Nanny but he prefers to call her, Tita.” Sabi ni Jamie na hindi
ihinihiwalay ang mga mata sa akin.
“Oh,” Amanda sarcastically averts her gaze directly toward me. “Looks like. Then, I
shouldn’t be wondering why she’s wearing my branded clothes.” Ngumisi siya pero
mukhang hindi iyon kaaya-aya.
For once I stare back at Jamie but in the end I drop my own gaze. Nakakahiya na
ito.
“Amanda, please. Don’t start.” Mahina pero matigas na saway niya sa dati niyang
asawa.
Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin pinapansin ng babae ang anak niya. Anong klaseng ina
ba siya? Mas nauna pa niya akong insultuhin kahit na apat na bwan silang walang
komunikasyon ni Andi.
“Hey, sweetheart! Come here honey. Mommy missed you so much. Come on, I have plenty
of stuffs for you.” Paseksi siyang lumapit sa amin at hinawakan niya ang braso ng
bata. Parang ayaw pang sumama ni Andi dahil tumingin pa siya sa akin at naaawa ako
dahil naiiyak siya. Malamang na namimiss niya ng sobra ang Mommy niya pero masama
ang loob niga kaya sa halip na magtatalon siya sa tuwa ay pakiramdam ko naninikip
ang dibdib niya.
“Go.” I whispered and smiled at him. Noon lang siya bumitaw sa akin pero biglang
humalakhak si Amanda.
“Wow! So my OWN son needs permission from his NANNY before he finally moves to
greet and hug his own Mom? Pathetic!” her lips twitch but I chose to calm myself.
Ramdam ko na kaagad ang tensyon pero kaya kong magkontrol. Ayakong dagdagan ang
sama ng loob ng bata para lang sa mga mga walang kwentang pasakalye ng ina niya.
“Amanda.” Jamie’s deep husky voice filled the entire room. There was a great
warning in his tone amd it somehow made me feel warm.
“Fine!” she raises her hand and sexily drags Andi, walking him out of the room but
before she finally steps out, she stops in front of Jamie and tiptoes. Gusto kong
umiwas ng tingin pero hindi ko magawa kaya kita ko kung paano lumanding ang labi
niyang kumpol ng pulang lipstick sa labi ni Jamie Rix.
Noon lang ako nagbaba ng tingin. Masama na ito. Tumingin pa sa akin si Amanda at
ngumisi siya. Lumingon pa rin sa akin ang bata pero ngitian ko siya nang malaki
kaya ngumiti rin siya, pero kita sa mukha niya na parang pilit na pilit siyang
sumama sa sarili niyang ina.
Napatingin ako kay Jesusa na parang naestatwa na sa kinatatayuan at parang hindi
siya makapaniwala na dumating na ang amo niyang babae. Bakit parang walang natutuwa
na dumating si Ma’am Amanda? O baka si Jamie Rix lang ang natutuwa kahit parang ang
tuod-tuod niya ngayon?
Napakislot ako nang may pumahid sa pisngi ko. Kaagad akong napatingala at
sinalubong ang mukha ni General na halos dumikit na sa mukha ko dahil sa
pagkakabaluktot niya. He’s bracing his arm at the edge of the chair’s backrest.
“Dried porridge.” Bulong niya sabay pahid sa pisngi ko gamit ang likod ng hintuturo
niya.
Oo nga pala. Hinalikan nga pala ako ni Andi kaya may natuyo na lugaw sa pisngi ko.
Maya-maya ay gumalaw ang mga mata niya at inilingan si Jesusa.
“Ahm, maglalaba pa pala ako Nikka baby. D-Dyan na po kayo, S-Señorito.” Parang bula
na nawala si Jesusa sa may fridge kaya naiwan kami ni General sa dining room.
“Sorry about that.” Mahinang sabi niya. Bakit siya nagso-sorry? Dahil sa pang-
iinsulto ng dati niyang asawa? Sus! Kahit na masakit iyon dahil totoo, sanay na
ako. Hindi lang iyon ang inabot kong panghahamak sa tao. Naroon na kinukutya ako ng
mga may kayang tao na pinagtangkaan kong pasukan ng trabaho bilang katulong.
Sinasabi nila na hindi nila ako tatanggapin dahil kakabitin ko raw ang mga asawa
nilang lalaki dahil mana raw ako sa Mama ko.
“Sus. Wala pa iyon sa katiting. Saka, what’s wrong with that? Totoo naman na sa
kanya ang suot kong damit? Ibinigay mo di ba? Hindi ko naman inaangkin.
Nakakainsulto pero…” nagkibit balikat ako. “I’m okay. Mas pa ang naranasan kong
insulto.” Nginitian ko siya pero hindi siya ngumiti.
May abot nga siya ngayon. Ahihi.
“I’ll just go for a change. Have your breakfast and rest. I’ll take care of Andi
for today. You can visit your brothers if – y” sabi niya na pinutol ko kaagad.
“Pinapaalis mo ba ako dahil nandyan ang asawa mo?” parang sumama ang loob ko na
hindi lang siguro niya ako maitaboy papaalis para makapagmagic sila ng Amanda niya.
Saka hinalikan nga siya di ba? At hindi ako magpapahalik sa kanya dahil doon sa
letseng labi na mapulang iyon ng asawa niya.
“What? It’s not what – “
“Fine. Pupunta ako kay Jesmond baka magka milagro at makabuo kami ng – aw!”
napangiwi ako nang hawakan niya bigla ang braso ko.
“Naughty woman. I didn’t mean anything with those words. Okay, if you don’t want to
go anywhere, stay. Watch your favorite movies or sleep.” Malambing na sabi niya pa
pero nauunahan ako ng inis. Dati-rati ayaw niya akong nawawala sa paningin niya
tapos ngayon pinalalayas niya ako?
“Bakit ba pinatutulog mo ako? Malaki ang bahay. Pwede naman akong umiwas sa inyo
kung iyon ang punto mo. Saka, bitiwan mo ako. Wag kang mag-alala dahil hindi ko
aagawin ang privacy niyo at ang oras niya kay Andi. Sino ba ako? Yaya di ba?”
naiinis kong sagot sa kanya. Parang dumilim ang mukha niya pero kaagad din naman na
lumambot, pagkatapos ay ngumiti siya at pusang ina siya, ang pogi niya.
Wala siyang sagot kung hindi halik sa noo ko, pagkatapos ay parang bata niyang
hinimas ako sa ulo.
He stared at my lips for a while then he begins to lower his face but I stood up.
“Huwag kang magkakamali!” angil ko sa kanya. “Nagpahalik ka tapos hahalik ka sa
akin. Sinuswerte ka, tanda!” binelatan ko pa siya pero namewang lang siya habang
nangingiting nakatingin sa akin. Halos magdikitan na ang mga katawan namin pero
pinipilit kong huwag mabilang mailang. Naiinis ako sa kanya sa hindi ko malaman na
dahilan. Parang iyong tipo ng pakiramdam kapag naiisip kong may aagaw sa mga
kapatid ko. Parang ganoon ang iniisip ko. Parang gigising ako kinabukasan na wala
ng atensyon silang ibibigay sa akin. Well, ang tanga ko lang na pumasok akong yaya
at kidnapper pero ngayon ay atensyon ang gusto ko? Jusko! Ano nang nangyari sa
maton na Nikkang nakilala ko?
“Okay. Not for now, maybe later. You – jealous?” ngumisi lalo siya matapos na
dilaan ang labi niya. Pasexy siya talaga. Pwede ko ba siyang idemenda ng seduction
of minor? Meron ba noon? Ahihi!
“Bakit ako magseselos? Ano ba kita? Diyan ka na!” irap ko at iiwas na sana ako
papaalis pero mabilis na kumilos ang mga braso niya at pumulupot kaagad sa baywang
ko.
“Not so fast you sassy little girl.” Nakangising sabi niya. “How do you make my day
so special? What’s with you, ha?” pangiti-ngiting tanong niya.
“Muta, lisa, kuto, balakubak, alipunga, hadhad, buni at lahat ng nakahahawang
sakit. I am a walking bacteria and it’s too dangerous to draw near me especially
this close.” Sumulyap ako sa malalmalalapad niyang balikat bago ko siya tiningala.
Sakim ang walang hiya. Sinalo niya lahat ng gandang lalaki sa mundo at sinalo rin
lahat ng kalandian at kalibugan.
“Then infect me.” Ngumiti siya ulit pero iisang sulok ng labi niya ang tumaas.
“Hindi na kailangan. Infected ka na. Kamanyakan bacteria ang meron ka.” Irap ko
sabay piksi pero tumawa siya nang malakas. Kanina lang ay parang bwisit siya pero
ngayon ay parang ibang Jamie Rix siya. Ito ang version na baliw at ang kanina at
version na matandang masungit na madaling mamatay dahil sa sama ng loob.
Matapos niyang tumawa ay binulungan niya ako. “You take care when I’m not around,
okay baby?” hinalikan niya ako sa tainga.
Alam ko ang tinutukoy niya pero hindi niya ako kilala. Kaya ko ang sarili ko at
hindi ako pauuna. Kung maunahan man ako, babawi ako at may interest pa. Hindi ako
ang tipo ng batang babae na mangangailangan ng isang superhero para ipagtanggol ako
dahil hinasa ako ng mundo para ipagtanggol ang sarili ko. At ayokong masanay akong
nakadepende sa kanya dahil walang assurance na habambuhay ay nandyan siya para
ipagtanggol ako. Tulad din ng Mama ko na iniwan akong nakanganga dahil sa
pagpupumilit na mabigyan ako ng magandang buhay.
“Siya ang mag-ingat kapag gumana ang pagiging batang squatter ko. Ngayon pa lang,
I’m sorry.” Matatag na sabi ko sa kanya. Ito ako at kung hindi lang init ng katawan
ang habol niya sa akin, tatanggapin niya ako sa mga oras na kalog ako at mas lalong
dapat sa mga oras na makikita niya kung paano ako magalit dahil hindi ako basta
mananampal lang, suntukan ang gagawin ko.
“I know. I’m just worried.” Sabi niya.
Ngumiti ako nang painsulto. “About her or about me?” iyon lang ang iniwan kong
tanong sa kanya dahil eksakto naman na tumunog ang cellphone ko, kaya mabilis na
akong umalis sa pagkakayakap niya. Ang lambing pa naman niya ng sobra kaya
nakakatakot na mahulog nang tuluyan. Buti man lang ba kung laging nakasalo siya, eh
paano kung bigla niya rin akong bitiwan?
“I’m fucking worried about you! Don’t you get it?!” galit na sigaw niya sa likuran
ko pero nakatingin siya sa cellphone kong walang sawang nagri-ring. “Shut that
fucking Jesmond off or else I’ll be forced to lock you up inside my room!” bamta
niya sa akin at halos mamula ang mukha niya sa inis. Pero wala sa aming
nakapagsalita nang biglang sumulpot si Andi at umiiyak na iwinasiwas niya ang mga
plato sa mesa.
“Jusko!” bulalas ko.
“I don’t want her! She’s evil! She’s not my Mommy! She’s evil! She’s evil!” sigaw
ni Andi.
“ Stop that at once! I’m warning you!” parang kulog na dumagundong ang boses ni
Jamie Rix sa loob ng dinig room kaya napatanga ako sa kanya.
“That’s what I hate about him! He’s so de Lorenzo! Ganyan mo ba siya pinalalaki,
Jix?” litanya naman ni Amanda na sumulpot at nakataas ang mga kilay. Susmi. Anong
klaseng babae ba ang ina ni Andi?
Nakita kong galit na papalapit si Jamie sa bata at parang masasaktan niya nang wala
sa oras kaya mabilis akong tumakbo papalapit din.
“Don’t hurt him! Wag mo siyang sasaktan!” saway ko saka ko niyakap si Andi at kahit
ako ang sinusuntok niya sa katawan ay wala akong pakialam.
“Release him at once!” galit na baling ni Jamie sa akin.
“No! You have to hurt me before you can hurt him.” Naluluha kong sabi sa kanya. Why
does he have to prove something with his bitchy wife? And how shameless of her to
question him how he raises their son, while she herself alone wasn’t even showing
Andi what was the real meaning of motherly love?
“He’s hurting you! For fuck’s sake!” galit na palatak ni Jamie at nagsimula siyang
kalasin ang sinturon niya.
Pakshit siya! Gagahasain niya ako?
Gaga! Papaluin niya si Andi!
“He’s just a kid, fuck’s sake ka rin!” galit na baling ko sa kanya.
Natigilan siya dahil sa isinagot ko at parehas silang mag-asawa na nawalan ng
salita.
“You hurt him, we’re even. He’s just a kid and he’s beyond normal. Kung ayaw niyo
sa kanya, akin na lang siya.” Naluluhang sabi ko sa kanya. Mahina iyon pero alam
kong narinig nila.
Sinusuntok pa rin ako ni Andi pero pahina na iyon nang pahina kaya malakas na ang
loob ko na ilabas siya sa dining area. Unang-una bakit siya tumakbo rito sa dami ng
lugar sa bahay? Dahil nandito ako pero dahil sa galit niya ay nagwala na lang siya.
Hindi ko pa siya lubos na kilala pero alam kong mabait siya. Malamang ay may hindi
lang siya nagustuhan sa tabas ng bunganga ng maganda niyang ina.
“Excuse me – po.” Painsulto kong pasintabi kay Amanda na nakaharang sa may pintuan.
Bakit sa pakiramdam ko ay bumigat ang kabahayan simula nang dumating siya? Baka nga
evil siya!
Hindi siya kumilos at itinaas lang ang baba niya kaya binudol ko siya.
“Ouch.” Maarte niyang sabi. “Come on Jix, honey. You’ll let her overpower you? Are
you still a de Lorenzo?” nakakainsultong litanya pa niya. Pwede siyang sumali sa
Aurora, magaling ang bunganga niyang maglitanya.
Gaga! Galit ka kay Andi dahil de Lorenzo siya tapos hahanapin mo ngayon ang
dominanteng ugali ng isang de Lorenzo ni General HH?
Sira ulo!
Lumingon ako at sinamaan ko ng tingin si Jamie. Kung papalag siya babatuhin ko siya
ng nanny slippers ko. Baka di pa siya nakatikim na matsinelas eh bubwenamanuhan ko
na. “Tsinelas nakatikim ka na?” banta ko kay General na gumalaw ang mga panga.
“Will stop your sass, Amanda! Sumasakit ang ulo ko!” gigil na sagot niya na
kamuntik kong ikahagikhik dahil mabilis siyang pumasok sa kusina.
Good answer! Love mo talaga ako. Ahihi. Love na rin kita… ayeee!
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CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN
JAMIE RIX
Damn! I literally feel like exploding into smithereens. What the fuck is happening
right now? I disgustingly brace my hands on the island counter, bending over it,
thinking what the fucking hell is happening to me? No doubt I'm really into Nikka.
Am I fuckingly in love with her? I listen to her, I obey her, I'm afraid to see her
walking out of my door and never do get the chance to see her pretty face again.
Damn, she's still so lovable though she acts like a little tigress.
I find her cute rather than annoying.
Tsinelas?
Oh Christ,
she has a different way of knocking me off. I'm all hands up when it comes to her,
and though I pathetically know that this shit isn't a good sign, I just can't argue
with her. It seems like every word she speaks is about to give me the best things
in life. Best thing for me, rather and for my son.
My blood coiled when Andi smashed all the things placed on the table and with just
a few blinks I could almost have had hitted him, a thing I didn't do, never did I.
Nakakainsulto lang na makwestyon ako sa harapan pa ni Nikka. I thought Amanda had
brought down my ego and the way how I am handing my discipline over Andi. I'd
thought Nikka was thinking the same way. I'd thought she might be thinking as well
that I couldn't control my son's tantrum, but fuck, I was wrong. Nikka just slapped
it straight onto my face that Andi's just a kid and he isn't a bad kid, after all.
I twist my head when a hand lands on my back, it's Amanda. She's wearing a
seductive smirk as she sexily caresses me, letting her hand slips over my waist. "I
think you better show me my room again." She said.
I can't believe that she acts the way like nothing ever happened back in the dining
room, just a minute ago. Why is she acting like this. It seems that she's really
out of concern about Andi. It seems like she hadn't missed him. And what the hell
did she tell him that made my son cry and flushed in anger?
I gently brush her hand off and stand thoroughly to face her. "What have you done?"
I make my face as stiff as it should be. I couldn't believe I'd almost whipped my
own son all because of her sassy mouth.
"Done what?" she innocently asked and she even shrugs her shoulders.
"To him? He was crying and I know you've told him something disgusting that's why
he blew himself out." I muttered. I wanna grip her arm and wriggle her but I forced
myself not to.
"Wala. I was just showing him all the toys I'd brought for him but he just turned
hyper again. I told you you should've turned him over to that group of scientists
who wanted to buy him. Matigas lang ang ulo mo. Sana nadagdagan pa ang bilyones
mo." She rolled her eyes that makes my temper speeds up again.
"Do you hear yourself Amanda? He's my fuckimg son and he's not a gaddamn toy! and I
will never ever sell him to those shitty British men, even if the worst possible
scenario of my company crashing down comes to reality, and even if I become one of
the poorest man in the entire mother fucking uuniverse. He will stay here with me
no matter what. Aren't you still done with that shitty argument? Ha?" I twitch my
lips in disgust.
That was the sole reason why I never planned on putting him into a school of gifted
ones. I don't want to fucking lose my only son. I don't want him to spend the rest
of his precious life inside a fucking laboratory or whatsoever I have to call that
shit, formulating something amd forcing his brain to speed up finding results to
all certain experiments to prove a damn hypothesis beyond its accuracy and make a
further conclusion about a particular goal, exactly right. No. Hindi iyon ang gusto
ko para sa kanya. Gusto ko na maenjoy niya ang buhay niya na hindi siya
magklmumukhang ermitanyong tinakasan ng razor at blade kapag ilang araw siyang
hindi lumabas sa hayop na laboratory para lang makaimbento ng kung ano-ano. And I
don't want him to stay out of my sight for good, once the school or the members of
that science-based group forbids him to spend most of his time outside the science
labs or whatever building it was.
I love my son and I will never ever give him to anybody or anyone. And how could
this woman who carried Andi inside her womb utter such hypocrisy? Sell my son? What
the fuck! Sperm ko si Andi kaya ako ang dapat na magdesisyon para sa kanya.
I didn't break the eye contact with Amanda and she just raises her hands. "Fine. I
was just stating what I think could be better for him and for you. His capability
as a child was beyond normal and I was just pinpointing the facts that might help
him develop his skills even more. B-But if you don't want it, then it's fine. Just
try not to tolerate the tantrum and the negativity of his gift, lalo na ngayon na
may yaya na siyang pakialamera na kung sigawan ka ay para kang hindi boss. Where's
your dick, Jamie Rix? Have you lost it?" she playfully beams and glances at my
protruding sex. Then, she bites her bottom lip and reaches across my slacks,
touching my crotch.
"Stop it!"mabilis akong umiwas at naglakad papalayo.
I don't want to flirt with her or worse, make out. I'm not in the mood and I think
I'll never be in the mood for some dirty stuffs with her. I want my girl, Nikka and
I want her bad no matter how smart-mouthed she is.
Okay then, fine!
Tiklop na ako sa kanya at baka nga dapat na magpatawas ako dahil parang di ko siya
kayang salungatin. Nabwibwisit akong isipin na baka kapag nasaktan kp siya ay
lumayas siya at hindi na bumalik pa. Sira ulo na nga yata ako. And what's funny? I
kept on laughing at Adrix when he got crazily and madly wasn't able to resist Iza,
but the karma boomerangs so well, hitting both of my heads. I'm so overly into
Nikka. She's like a fucking drug or I think, she's way more than compared to it.
I'm fully intoxicated by her warm delicate smile, the sparks of her eyes when we
look at each other, her sweet scent, her curves, her not so feminine attitude when
she's mad and her femininity when she's calm.
Jesus...
Am I in love again? But why the hell this one's much more powerful than before? Why
does the hell this thing keep on eating me up like a giant loophole, swallowing me
in whole?
I shake my head when my eyes catch her sitting on the white upholstered couch near
her room, while she's wiping Andi's face with her palm, and her luscious mouth
keeps on saying something I can't even hear but I know she's trying to calm Andi.
And looks like she's doing a great job for my son keeps on nodding in accordance
with her interminable speech.
Fuck! This must be love. Is this? Double fuck!
Napangiti tuloy ako. Valedictorian nga siya, walang duda. Ang hilig niya sa speech.
Ang daldal niya at masarap siyang patigilin ng halik. I can kiss her sass away and
eat her wordy lips all day, pin her on the wall and help her wrap her legs around
my waist to fuck her senseless until she stops talking and let just her moans pass
through her lips all throughout the day. Am I really thinking about getting her
laid while she doesn't even know how to kiss?
I grunt when she glances at me in the corner of her eyes, and rolling them after I
smile at her. What a shit! She's just giving me a hard twich on my cock whenever
she leers at me.
Tang ina! Ang taray-taray niya talaga.
I deeply bite my bottom lip to hide my smile, and I swear to fuck I wanna punish
her for being such a bratty girl.
Humaba pa ang leeg ko nang tumayo sila ni Andi at parang sadyang naglakad sila
papalayo sa akin para hindi ako pansinin. Makakatikim siya sa akin. She's so
naughty. She makes me gaddamn hard and she isn't aware of that. The more she plays
like a stubborn little tigress, the more I ache for her and I'm going insane. She
makes go crazy over her. She's seducing me in her most discreet, childish manner
and I don't necessarily know until when I can still hold it back.
Ow?
Fuck! Kahit konsensya ko ay duda na sa angas ng pagiging isang de Lorenzo ko. I
decided to follow them but I stopped when Amanda stepped out of the dining room,
walking toward me.
I intended on walking past her. "Stay at the in the guests 'room, beside Andi's." I
coldly declared.
"What's with you and that girl, Jamie Rix? She seems to be very cocky over you and
you weren't born as Jamie Rix to be manipulated by a silly nanny. There's something
going on bet - " she professed but I immediately cut her off.
"There's nothing going on and if we ever have, I guess you're out of it. We're not
married anymore, have you forgotten that? I wasn't minding your business for the
past two years, so leave mine - mine. Leave her alone Amanda." I look back at her
over my shoulder and I saw the great diagust in her eyes. Why the hell does she
mess things around? For fucks sake! She just arrived today but she keeps on talking
inane opinions like the whole damn world revolves only for her.
"Well, she's a great hindrance to all my plan of marrying you again." She voiced
out carelessly.
Oh Christ! I helplessly prop my palm over my forehead.
Inis na pumihit ako at namewang sa harap niya. Can she even hear her own words? And
who gave her a fucking idea that I wanna still marry her? Recently yes, for the
sake of my son but not anymore. I'd thought I was still madly in love with her but
that was a huge mistake. Now I finally realize that she doesn't even qualify for
the position of being my children's mother nor will the position of being my wife.
She sucks, that's the truth. And comparing her to the young inexperienced Nikka, no
doubt Nik is doing a better job than my thirty year old ex wife. That's the fact
and Amanda's conquering poise doesn't even match with Nikka's boyishly-feminine
form. Nikka still standouts over her, in so many ways I guess.
"There's no such thing as that Amanda. So if you don't want me to kick your sexy
ass off my house, better leave that thought behind because I'm not into you anymore
and so I know you feel the same. Whatever it is your bargaining, I'm sorry but
we're done and now we're even. I won't marry you again even if it's for the sake of
Andi for I guess, he's better off without you. Visit him, stay with him, fine, but
I guess you have to catch his old heart. You took him for granted for four months
and that's really unforgivable. Follow me to the guest's room." I turn my back and
left her standing speechless.
I know she won't stay that way too long. Makikipagtalo pa rin siya at ipupursige
ang gusto niya pero alam ko na. Ang ipinunta na naman niya rito ay tungkol sa bata
at pilitin ako na iiwan si Andi sa pangangalaga ng gobyerno o ng mga hayop na grupo
ng pilato na bibilhin ang anak ko na parang tuta. And I doubt the marrying thing
she pursues. What I can see in her eyes is purely lust and not love. Baka naman
wala ng maitustos sa kanya ang bago niyang lalaki kaya babalikan niya ako.
Well, too late. She dumped me once, she couldn't dump me twice. Baliw na yata siya
or I bet, she's still into her addiction and hadn't overcame it yet. She won't
really make a good mother, if she never did, she never will...
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CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT
NIKKA
Yakap ko ang sarili ko habang nakatulala ako sa langit at nakaupo sa isang oak wood
bench malapit sa swimming pool na parang nakautang sa ere at may kumukulo-kulong
tubig sa isang nakaelevate at mas maliit na pool. Jacuzzi ba ang tawag dito? Ewan
ko. Ito na nga yata iyon.
Gabi na at tapos ko ng patulugin si Andi. Naaawa ako sa kanya. Grabe ang iyak niya
nang tanungin ko siya kung bakit siya nagalit at nagwala. Ayaw pa niya sanang
magsalita at umiling lang siya nang yumakap sa akin. I felt that strong connection
between the two of us and it was really permeating all throughout my body. Akala ko
ay mahihirapan akong paamuhin siya nang unang beses ko siyang makita sa Infinity,
iyon pala ay napakabait niyang bata at sobrang lambing pa.
Nang sa wakas ay napilit ko siyang magsalita ay ako naman ang natigilan nang
sabihin niya na palalayasin na raw ako ng Daddy niya dahil hindi na raw ako
kailangan dahil magpapakasal na ulit ang mga magulang niya. I was hurt, too. Hindi
ko alam kung saan nanggaling ang sakit na iyon pero gumuhit iyon sa puso ko. That
minute, I finally knew that for the very first time in my life - Nik-Nik the Ms.
Wrong is finally in love with Mr. Right. Mahal ko na ang Daddy ng alaga ko kahit na
gagasinong oras pa lang ang pinagsamahan namin. Posible pala talaga iyon? Ganoon
din ang natatandaan kong sabi ni Mama sa akin. Nainlove siya kay Papa kahit na
ilang araw pa lang silang nagkakilala. And he was her first, too. Hindi raw siya
sumasama sa lalaki at hanggang table lang ang nagagawa ng mga iyon sa kanya sa loob
ng club. Noon hindi ko pa alam ang mga bagay na iyon pero ngayon naiintindihan ko
na. Tapos ang sabi niya, noong ika-isang linggo na ni Papa sa Pilipinas at gabi-
gabi siyang pinupuntahan, sumama na siya at nabuo na ako.
Ang saklap lang na kung kailan naman ako nakakita ng lalaking gugustuhin, sa may
dating asawa pa. At ngayon ididispatsa na raw ako kaagad. Kakukuha ko pa lang ng
sweldo kahapon, ngayon palalayasin na ako? Hindi pwede, hindi pwedeng makidnap si
Andi. Dapat ko siyang bantayan. Kapag pinalayas ako ni General, yayakap ako sa
binti niya at hindi ako aalis. I have to stay for Andi and I have to stay - to see
Jamie - always.
Buti na lang at napakalma ko ang bata kanina. Hindi ko naman siya kailangan na
paluin para sumunod. Sumabog lang ang galit ng ama niya at iyon ang ikinaiinis ko.
Parents can discipline their children without whipping them. It's better to always
speak and guide them accordingly, explain things further beyond their understanding
and be a good example, hindi iyong papaluin at padadaplisan ng kamay. Masakit iyon
sa katawan ng bata, masakit pa sa damdamin.
Bumuntong hininga ako nang maisip kong lumingon sa kwarto ni General. Patay na ang
ilaw sa kwarto niya at hindi ko alam kung nasaan siya. Nasa fourth floor sila
samantalang ako ay nandito sa ibaba. Sa ganitong bagay pa lang, halatang hindi na
kami bagay. Iyong ex wife niya, nasa katabi n kwarto ni Andi at nagpupumilit na
magpatulog sa bata kanina pero ayaw naman ni Andi. Parang gusto tuloy akong
hasangan ng babae na iyon dahil baka ang akala ay tinuturuan ko ang alaga ko na
huwag siyang kabatiin.
Hmp! Hitsura niya. Sobrang ganda nga niya pero maganda rin naman ako. Matanda na
siya at bata pa ako. Mayaman lang siya pero mabantot din naman ang utot niya.
Baka mamaya ay nag-iiskoran na ang dalawang iyon.
Susko! Napasimangot ako nang biglang parang gusto kong maluha. Bakit naman ako
iiyak kung naghahalikan sila halimbawa at hubad sila parehas? Ano naman ang dapat
kong ikaiyak kung matutulog silang magkatabi at magkayakap? Ano naman ang karapatan
kong umiyak at sumama ang loob?
Sinipa-sipa ko ang tiled flooring na parang mukha ni Amanda kuratsa. Nakakainis
naman ang ganitong nagseselos. Parang gusto kong batuhin ng arinola na may isang
buwang ihi ang babaeng iyon.
Baka nga nasa kwarto sila at...
Ewan! Bwisit!
"Hindi naman ako magpapahalik sa iyo kapag hinahalikan mo siya! Hihilahin ko ang
nguso mo at gagawin kong asado dahil malandi ka! Malandi kang lalaki ka! Hahasangan
kita hanggang sa mangitim ang igat mo! Malandi! Uhm!" sinipa ko nang malakas ang
tile at gigil na nalukot ang mukha ko, pero may yumakap sa akin sa likuran nang buo
at hinalikan ako sa may tainga.
"I'm not. Nagseselos ka lang." biglang sabi ni Jamie kaya iniikot ko ang letseng
ulo ko at maghahalikan na kami, gahibla na lang ng sinulid ang layo ko sa nakangisi
niyang bibig.
Namamanguhan siya at mukhang bagong ligo ang matandang heneral ng mga malalanding
igat na puti.
Iningusan ko siya kahit na parang gusto kong mapatalon dahil sa pagkailang. "Bakit
nandito ka naman? Dapat kinakamusta mo iyong ina ng anak mo." I don't want to sound
like a jealous girlfriend but I think I can't hide it. Baka kaya siya bagong ligo
dahil nakatapos na sila at ako na naman ang bibigyan niya ng atensyon.
"Wouldn't you get mad if I'd do that?" he teasingly asks as he keeps on planting
shallow kisses on my cheek. Ramdam ko na hindi matanggal ang ngisi niyang mukhang
gwapong manyak. Siya lang qng meron noon eh. Iyong ngiti na wholesome pero
nakakaintriga at ang landi-landi.
Iyong mga braso niyang malalaki ay ang bigat sa pakiramdam ko. Parang nakaatang sa
may dibdib ko ang buong lakas niya. Nakakailang. Ang feeling niya talaga. Palibhasa
ay sanay siya na kung ano-ano yata ang ginagawa niya sa mga girlfriends niya.
"Bakit ako magagalit?" magseselos lang ako at isasasaw kita sa arinola, una ulo.
"Because you like me. No matter how much you try to deny it, I can feel that you
like me and I'm telling you woman that I'm so fucking turn on with your smart
mouth. You're such a cock teaser, Nikka and I know you weren't even aware of that.
Are you, baby?" sinilip niya ang mukha ko at alam kong pulang-pula ako sa hiya.
Ang bastos ng bibig niya talaga at hindi siya nahihiyang sabihin na naaakit siya sa
akin.
"General!" napakislot ako nang dumama ang isang buong palad niya sa kaliwang dibdib
ko, pero hinigpitan niya ang pagkakayakap sa akin at kinagat pa niya ang panga ko.
Susko! Malala na ito!
"Did that fucking lousy dick call you again? Tell him I can kill using my bare
hands, Nikka baby. And that I'm willing to use that special skill if he will keep
on trying to steal you. You belong to a de Lorenzo, please put that thing inside
his fucking head or I'll rip it off his body." Malandi na sabi niya pero ramdam ko
ang bagsik sa mga salitang iyon. Hindi ako makapag-focus kasi iyong kamay niya ay
parang pumipisil ng monay. Tinapay yata ang tingin niya sa suso ko. Jusko! Hindi ko
mapigil ito, naiihi na naman ako at parang natutuyuan ako ng laway.
Kahit isipin ko na hindi dapat, traydor ang letseng katawan ko at wala akong
pakialam sa mga sinasabi niya dahil para akong nilalagnat nang yumuko ako at makita
ko kung gaano niya kasuyong hinihimas at pinisisil iyon at natuod ang katawan ko
nang umariba rin ang isang kamay niya.
"Teka!" sigaw ko pero bingi siya. "M-May kasalanan k-ka pa!" sabi ko sabay lingon
sa kanya pero nakahalik siya sa balikat ko at kung hindi siya pahalik-halik doon,
iisipin kong tulog na siya. Nakainom ba siya?
"Sorry then." Mabilis na sagot niya tapos at ikiniskis niya ang dulo ng matangos
niyang ilong sa balat ng balikat ko habang nakabungisngis siya. Sino bang
makakahindi sa lalaking brusko ang dating at bossy, pero sobrang lambing?
Napasinghap ako nang bigla niyang ipasok ang kamay niya sa loob ng damit ko.
Bwisit! Dapat hindi ganitong klase ng damit ang isinuot ko. Very accessible dahil
may sariling paddle ang damit kaya hindi na ako nag-bra.
"Nikka baby," parang namamaos na bulong niya sa pangalan ko.
"A-Ano?" parang tangang tanong ko. Wala na akong pag-asa. Nagpapaubaya na ako sa
kanya at kahit alam kong hindi dapat, hindi ako makahindi ngayon. Nagugustuhan ko
ang bawat haplos ng kanyang palad. Parang gigil gigil siya pero ang gaan-gaan ng
kamay niya na parang ayaw niya akong masaktan.
"I'm horny." Sabi niya na ikinaawang ng bibig ko. Ramdam ko na namula ako at parang
ako ang nahihiya sa mga sinasabi niya.
He's talking dirty and it makes my tummy flutter at the same time... susmi! Bakit
naiihi na naman ako.
Hindi ako nakasagot sa kanya lalo nang maramdaman kong umaakyat ang tungki ng ilong
niya sa leeg ko at sa may tainga. I involuntarily tilted my head, too late to
ginally realize that I gave him just a great access sniffing me out. His thumbs are
drawing circles on my nipples that make both of them harden. The feeling is new and
unknown. It's unfamiliar but it sends me a different kind of feeling which I can
not fully name.
"Holy. Fucking shit, Nikka." Mura niya sabay kagat sa leeg ko na parang isa siyang
bampira.
"Ahhray." Angil dapat iyon pero bakit parang halinghing ang lumabas sa bibig ko
kaya natawa siya. Paano ay sinabayan niya iyon ng mariin na pisil sa dede ko.
"Silly you." He chuckles and he puts his hands out of my top, holding my arms
firmly as he lifts me off my seat.
"T-Teka naman. Saan mo ako dadalhin?" alanganin man ay tumayo ako sa ibabaw ng
upuang kahoy, saka niya ako pinaikot papaharap sa kanya.
He looks up at me and stares at me for a while. He's wearing one of his famous
panty-dropper half smirk and I swear he looks so really gorgeous with it.
"You're so pretty, not just to mention you're so very young. What do you want for
your birthday my baby?" lumaki ang ngiti niya tapos ay hinila niya ako at sapilitan
na kinarga.
Wala akong choice kung hindi ang mapayakap sa kanya lalo nang iupo niya ako sa
pinakatuktok ng sandalan ng upuan.
"Mahuhulog ako!" tili ko sabay kiwal-kiwal pero tumawa lang siya.
"Relax babe, I'm not gonna let you get hurt." He parted my thighs and no matter how
awkward it is, I'd let him. Sumiksik siya sa pagitan ng mga iyon at napanganga na
lang ako nang maramdaman ko na matigas ang igat niya at tumatama na iyon sa kwan
ko.
Jusko naman!
Nagkatinginan kami pero ngumisi lang siya at hindi iyon kaaya-aya. It was lustful
but still very wholesome.
"I-Ibaba mo na ako. M-mahuhulog a-ako." Pagdadahilan ko na lang kasi iba ang
nararamdaman ko. Ayoko ito, na parang gusto ko. Ewan! Nasisira na yata ang ulo ko.
Wala akong alam na ganito ang pakiramdam ng sobrang mapalapit sa katawan ng isang
lalaki. It's crazy and flaring! Parang masusunog ako sa hindi ko malaman na
dahilan. There's something inside me that's burning and aching and I don't know.
Inay, why am I so innocent? I'd thought I knew better but I guess I was wrong.
Hindi sapat ang lahat ng naririnig ko sa aktwal at personal na relasyon ng isang
babae at lalaki. Nakakatakot ito pero hindi ako makahindi.
Where the hell is my brain? Where the hell is the boyishly sweet Gabrielle? Wala
na, tuluyan nang nalusaw ni Jamie Rix at naging purong Nik-Nik na lang ako sa mga
bisig niya.
"Hindi sabi." A soft 'tsk' falls past his red lips as he keeps on gluing his gaze
on my face. Shit! Gandang-ganda yata siya sa akin.
"Ano bang nagugustuhan mo sa akin kasi? Mabaho ako, hindi ako kasingganda ng mga
idini-date mo, hindi ako mayaman, h-hindi ako mabuting tao, hindi - hindi ako bagay
sa iyo kasi ako si Ms. Wrong at ikaw si Mr. Right!" sabi ko sa kanya pero hinalikan
lang niya ako sa gilid ng labi. Akala ko tapos na iyon pero hindi siya tumigil sa
panghahalik. Ang clingy-clingy niya pala.
"You smell sweet," sininghot niya ang panga ko. Bwisit siya! "You're pretty,"
hinalikan niya ako sa pisngi. "You're lovable and kind." Isa pang halik.
"And yes, you're my Miss Right." Nasa may tainga ko na ang mga labi niya pero
kaagad akong napamulagat nang makita ko si Amanda na nakatayo sa balkon niya at
nakatingin sa amin. Nakasuot siya ng puti na parang kulambo at Kitang-kita ko na
ang itim niyang underwears.
"Y-Your wife." Pasimple kong itinulak si Jamie at kahit na ang kiligin sa mga
sinabi niya ay hindi ko na nagawa dahil sa dati niyang asawa.
"Ex." Pagtatama lang niya saka niya ako tiningnan nang harapan at walang seremonyas
na hinalikan niya ako sa labi.
Napamulagat pa ako sa una dahil medyo marahas siya at gusto ko pa iyong putulin
sana dahil naiilang ako sa dati niyang asawa pero hinawakan ni Jamie ang mga panga
ko at sapilitan akong itiningala.
"Learn from me and kiss me back." Mariin na utos niya saka niya ako ulit sinugod ng
halik.
Ay shit siya! Ang brutal niya. Kinakain niya ang kabuuan ng mga labi ko at para
siyang sabik na sabik. Halos maputol na ang hininga ko nang palalimin niya pa iyon
at mas lalo niyang idinidiin ang ibaba niya sa pagitan ng mga hita ko.
"J-Jamie..." napasinghap ako nang kagatin niya ako. Hindi talaga niya maitago na
nanggigigil siya. Ganito ba siya talaga o baka mas malala pa?
Hindi siya sumagot pero lumipat ang kamay niya mula sa panga ko papunta sa likod ng
ulo ko. Then, without a single pause, he fists my hair and pulled it gently making
me throw my head backwards.
Ohh shit na shit!
Parang pakiramdam ko ay namamaga na ang nguso ko pero ayaw niyang tumigil. Wala
siyang sawa sa pagpapalit-palitan sa itaas at ibaba ng mga labi ko. He's nipping
it, sucking it and licking it. I just let him do his thing and after a while, I've
learned to copy his pace. Pakshit na pakshit! Bakit gagayahin ko siya? Hindi ko
ugaling mangopya pero kokopyahin ko ang galaw ng bibig niya. Masarap kasi. Masarap
pala.
Nang gumalaw ang labi ko ay parang natigilan siya at saka ngumiti.
"Huwag kang ngumisi riyan!" asik ko sa kanya dahil nahihiya ako.
"Sorry." He chuckles on my lips but that was only for a short moment. Bumalik din
siya sa paghalik sa akin at walang pag-aalinlangan na tinugon ko iyon habang
humahagod ang kamay ko sa likod ng ulo niya. Wala na akong pakialam kung nakatingin
ang ex niya. Hindi na naman sila mag-asawa kaya wala ng pakialam ang babaeng
matanda na iyon. Pero biglang pumasok sa isip ko ang sinabi ni Andi na palalayasin
na ako ni Jamie dahil magpapakasal na ulit siya.
I abruptly pulled away but Jamie grunts. He instantly chased my mouth and kissed me
harder this time, but I still pulled myself away.
"S-Sandali." Tulak ko sa kanya nang kaunti at kamuntik pa akong bumaliktad sa
kinauupuan kong manipis na kahoy. Buti na lang mahigpit ang pagkakayakap niya sa
akin kaya hindi ako natuluyan.
"Every time I kiss you, you keep on pushing me away. You always find excuses and
issues. Aren't we okay, Nikka? Don't tell me you don't like it for the way how your
body reacts tells no lies." Marahan niyang hinaplos ang isang binti at hita ko na
nakayakap sa may baywang niya.
Ano bang kalokohan ito Nik-Nik? Kailan pa ba ako natutong maglambitin sa puno ng
niyog? Para akong tanga na nakapulupot sa katawan niya. Nakakahiya ang posisyon na
ito. Para akong linta na may kamay at mga paa.
"Jamie!" tili ko ulit nang idiin niya sa akin ang nakaumbok niyang pagkalalaki.
I'm flushing red. I'm aware of it l, but volts of electricity rush through my
veins, ripping me. Sapul na sapul ng matigas niyang pagkalalaki ang akin at
kamuntik na naman akong mabuwal patalikod kaya mas hinigpitan ko ang pagkakayakap
sa batok niya, dahilan para matawa siya. That damn sexy chuckle and his damn bossy
perverted face made me literally gulp.
Tumingin ako sa mga mata niya at pinilit kong balewalain ang mga kung anong parang
hinahalukay na pakiramdam sa loob ko.
"M-Magpapakasal na kayo ulit?" naitanong ko rin sa wakas. Sumulyap ako sa kwarto ni
Amanda, pero wala na siya sa balkon. Hindi niya siguro natagalan ang nakikita niya
at nakahanda ako sa galit niya. Hindi ko siya uurungan.
Bigla na lang nagbungguan ang mga kilay ni Jamie at nalukot pa ang noo dahil sa
tanong ko. "Who told you?" he seems not really bothered at all.
Tuluyan niya akong kinarga at saka siya umikot sa bench at umupo roon, kalong pa
rin ako. Umalis ako sa pagkakaupo sa ibabaw niya at naupo na lang sa tabi niya. I
fix myself. Labas kasi ang singit ko, ang strap ng damit ko ay nakalaylay na sa mga
braso ko. I can almost say na par akong ginahasa ng isang gwapong igat. And I can't
believe na may nakahawak na sa katawan ko.
Tumingin ako kay Jamie at nahuli ko siyang pinagmamasdan pa ako at nakangiti pa
siya. Ano kayang iniisip niya tungkol sa akin? Nakakatakot dahil baka
pinagtatawanan niya lang ako. Baka naiisip niya na ang bilis ko lang na bumigay sa
kanya at nahaplos na kaagad niya ako.
I realized that I was staring spellbound into his lovely green eyes. Then, I shyly
drop my gaze and awkwardly brush my arms.
"Come." Sabi niya saka ako inakbayan at hinila papasandal sa katawan niya. "There's
no such thing as marriage. It was a big lie and and it was her plan but it's not
even on my list nor will ever be on top of my priorities. Don't you ever trust her,
trust me. I'm not a cheater Nik. I may be a great womanizer but I am no to
cheating. And I can't cheat on a nineteen year old young woman. Para naman akong
sira ulo noon na ang tanda ko na, lolokohin pa kita." He smirks and shakes his
head.
"ibig mong sabihin seryoso ka rito? Sa sinasabi mong relasyon?" parang hindi ko pa
rin gustong maniwala na seseryosohin niya ang batang katulad ko. I don't even
qualify to be his girlfriend.
"So dead serious my baby." He bobs his thick brown brows and sexily grins at me.
Those cute dimples really melt me away. Tumungo ako nang kaunti tapos aty hindi ko
rin napigil na huwag yumakap sa kanya.
Para akong batang yumapos sa leeg niya at sa pagkabigla siguro ay tumawa pa siya
nang mahina. Nakakatakot man siya dahil sa pagiging isang notorious na chickboy,
pero gusto ko siyang gustuhin. Kung anuman ang kalabasan nito, bahala na. This is
my first romance and I don't wanna spoil it, though I know that I'm terribly not
good enough for him. I want to trust him.
"What's this sweet hug for, young lady?" he asks while caressing my lower back.
Sinisilip niya ang mukha ko na nakasubsob sa may leeg niya. "Does this mean that
you're giving us a chance?"
"Yes." Pikit mata kong sagot at wala iyong pag-aalinlangan.
"Such a strong young wicked seductress, huh. Well, you won't regret this no matter
what."
Tumango ako. "No regrets falling for Miss Wrong and putting Mr. Rights reputation
at stake?" baliktad na tanong ko sa kanya kaya tumawa siya. Hindi nga ba impossible
na matuluyang ma-fall siya sa akin?
"Right, sweetheart." He agrees while chuckling and that even made me smile...
"Then fall." I giggle...
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WCStories
Song : For the First Time by KC

[ 40 Chapter39SlowlyButSurely ]
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CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE
JAMIE RIX
Completely sated. That’s what I’m feeling right now while holding Nikka in my arms.
This is more satisfying than having numerous orgasms when I’m having sex with lots
of different women. I’d never thought that a few kiss, few touch and few talks
could even make me feel calm. I wasn’t into dating thing for the past decades of my
life and I never felt that it could be this good. We’re not literally into actual
dating but talking to her and spending a single minute with her brought
contentment.
Contentment I’d never felt before and never imagined could be fucking feel this
good.
And that fucking kiss we’ve shared was totally awesome. I know she’s into
submission but I’m gonna make her feel ready enough to fully surrender herself to
me, slowly but surely. and when she gives in – fuck hell, heaven and earth, I’m
gonna take her without limit and take her beyond what she can barely imagine.
I look at her while she’s sweetly leaning against me and my eyes immediately caught
that hottest view of her damn cleavage.
Whatta fuck?! Those things I held in my hand but wasn’t really enough. I want more
and if I can’t hold it back, I’m gonna take her right now, right here. Yet still, I
have that littlest part of my self-control.
“Baby,” I whisper with a low grunt as I feel my throat dries up while looking at
her bosom.
“Ano?” she fumes and it distracted me. She sounds so cocky but I found it sweet. I
just chuckle and plant a soft kiss on her head before I speak.
“You have a nice…” I pause when I remember that she isn’t like those bitches I’ve
laid. Wouldn’t it sound so disgusting if I’d told her that she had a very small
nipples? Really fucking cute?
Jesus!
Pati ba naman iyon ay may epekto sa akin? Was it a part of her being untouched,
that’s why she had that so small perfect crowns? Lahat kasi ng mga babae na nakasex
ko, malalaki. Bakit ang kanya maliit?
Pervert! Inis na asik ko sa sarili ko.
I decided to shake my head when she looks up at me. She put her palm over my belly
and I swear to fuck I started to blaze, ironically. My dick starts to harden again
and I want to drag her hand down to it, let her feel as it triples in size just
because of a single touch of her small and soft loving hands.
“Y-Your hand,” I look down at it. She has the most gentle touch compared to all the
women of my past.
Fuck! Nasa may puson ko na. I lick my lips and shift my seat when I feel that
familiar ache down the pit of my belly. This a big fucking torture! Holy fucking
shit!
“What about it?” she smiles at me and I can do nothing but to stare at her face.
Hayop siya. Bakit ang ganda niya kahit ang bata-bata pa?
“I-It…” I stammer and gulp. She has that delicate yet very seductive smile. I begin
to run my hand that was wrapped around her shoulder, caressing her slender arm.
It’s for my own relief and to stop the lecherous desire that already started to
built up inside my body from the moment she landed her palm on my lower abdomen.
“It what?” her lips parted as she kept an eye at her own hand, carefully placed on
my body.
Why the hell is she so fucking innocent? She isn’t even aware of my enlarged shaft
ready to take and wreck her any minute from now.
I unintentionally pull the other corner of my lips into a smirk. “Can you lower it
down?”
Her jaws drop and try to open her mouth to speak but no word falls past it.
“Touch me, Nikka.” I sound so fucking demanding and pleading. My voice became too
husky and I knew that I was already damn so horny, but she hissed.
“Ayoko!” nagbungguan ang mga kilay niya at sinimangutan ako. She tried to pull away
her hand but I grabbed it and put it on my mouth, kissing almost all of her
fingertips and planting shallow kisses on her knuckles, saying sorry but I want her
to damn touch me and play with me. For more accurate and blunt words, I want her to
jerk it off.
I glued my eyes on her while I keep on seducing her innocence. Good thing she
didn’t pull her hand away, instead I could see her started to take in large gulps.
Am I sending her the fucking message again? I bet to hell, yes. I grin on the back
of her hand and bob her one of my brows, sexily.
She takes another gulp, but she never breaks the eye contact. And the truth, I am
eye-fucking her. At tangna! Lalabasan na yata sa loob ng boxer briefs ko. The hell,
I am seducing her but her innocent gaze keeps on torturing my dick, seducing me
rather. Bwisit talaga ang bata na ito.
“Kiss me.” I huskily commanded her but she just shifts her gaze from my eyes down
to my lips.
When she didn’t move, I knit my brows and groaned as I tuck her hair in my hand. I
twisted it and held it firmly that even made her wince, but I’m damn sure she
didn’t get hurt.
I jerk her head closer enough so I can kiss her and it was a great move. She
instantly kissed me back when my lips landed on hers.
But when I was about to fucking drag her hand on my crotch,
Her phone rang!
Putang ina!
She immediately stops kissing me and eagerly pays enough attention to her ringing
and vibrating son of motherfucker cellphone placed inside the pocket of her cotton
candy shorts.
“Curse that motherfucker!” I angrily cussed and I even roll my eyes on her that
even made her giggle.
Si Jesmond na naman ang hayop. Ang istorbong tumatawag na iyan!
As much as I want to rip that shit out her hand, I couldn’t for she stood up and
took steps meters fucking away from me.
Lalo lang nahirapan ang damdamin ko nang makita ko kung gaano na naman siya ka-sexy
sa suot niya. Her round firm ass wiggles as she walks. I realized that that she’s
not even skinny after all. She has that perfect body built that matches her height.
Or maybe it’s better to say that she can pass the qualities of becoming a beauty
queen. Gumaganda lang naman ang mga babae na iyon dahil sa make ups. Nikka is
really even beautiful with her natural pink pouting upper lip and beautiful hazel
brown eyes.
From a distant space, I’ve got the chance to stare at her without her noticing.
She’s beaming with the lights that come from the ceiling of the covered patio where
she stands while talking to that dumbass. Panira ng kalibugan ang hayop na iyon! If
only not for Nikka, hindi na naman niya makakausap ang girlfriend ko. What’s with
that guy? He should stop bothering my girl because I don’t have any plan of giving
him that little piece of hope to think that he can get her. She’s mine and I’ll
touch her first,
Or better yet if I’d still be the man who only touched her. Her innocence is mine
and no one should even try to stand up against my way. Whoever tries to block it,
will pay high. No touching of my Nikka until I can fully name this feelings for
her, which I certainly think, love. And when I was done naming this shit, the more
that no one should even dare try to land a hand on her skin or even eye-fuck her,
nor will even dare try to make her cry. She’s so lovely when she smiles and she
should just stay that way.
Smiling…
I slide on my seat and watch her even more as she keeps on talking over the phone.
I tilt my head lazily and smile on my own when she looks back at me and smiles. He
shoulders lifted as the lines on each sides of her eyes came out for a show.
Christ, she’s really gorgeous at nineteen.
Surely she’ll be more stunning once she adds more years on her age. Should I then
start to plan putting a handcuff over her wrist and lock the other one around mine?
The hell why I ended up liking her? Oh well, I’ve liked her since that day I saw
her unbeatable gaze and I’ve liked her even more when she threatened me jumping off
my building if I wouldn’t hire her.
Now what? I’d already hired her, Not just the simplicity of being my Andi’s nanny,
but my own girl… a special one.
No… the most special one. Special than any other girl in this world.
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CHAPTER FORTY
NIKKA
"Want to sleep beside me, baby?"
Napalingon ako sa tanong ni Jamie nang ihatid niya ako sa tapat ng kwartong
inuukupa ko. Pagkatapos niyang magsawa na titigan ako habang nakikipagdaldalan kay
Jesmond niyaya na niya akong pumasok dahil gabi na raw kaya sumunod naman ako.
Natigil ang tangka kong pagbukas ng pintuan dahil parang naibahan ako sa tanong
niya. Was he offering me something that's unnecessarily normal?
He's standing a few steps behind me with his playful smirk. Nakapamulsa siya at
hindi matanggal-tanggal ang titig niya sa mukha ko. Nakukuha pa niyang pasadahan
ako ng tingin mula ulo, pababa. What's wrong with him? Parang hindi na siya
nagsasawa na titigan ako? Baka naman bukas, makalawa ay umay na umay na siya sa
pagmumukha ko. Dinaig pa niya ang biko sa lagkit ng titig niya, at kanina pa siya.
"H-Ha?" umarko ang mga kilay ko dahil sa tanong niya. Anong gagawin niya sa akin
doon sa kwarto niya? Malamang hindi siya matutulog at baka magdamag niya lang akong
tingnan, halikan at haplusin. Iyon lang ba ang gagawin niya? Ngi, baka naman mawala
na ang virginity ko kapag sumama ako sa kanya. Saka hindi pa naman ako ganoon
katanga para umoo kaagad sa gusto niya. There are so many things to risk before I
finally decide to jump on the bed with him. My dignity as a woman, Him being a man,
Up to where he could stand after we did that? Would he change the way how he looked
at me? Because if he would, then I should not give it to him not unless he's sure
about what he feels for me. And besides, wala pa naman akong sinasabi sa kanya
kahit na ba parang alam ko na ang ibig sabihin ng salitang pagmamahal. Hindi
pagmamahal sa isang kapatid o magulang, alam ko na iyon. Ibang pagmamahal ito.
Lalong lumaki ang ngiti niya dahil sa tanong kong, ha? "Are you going deaf now?" he
chuckles, but I rolled my eyes.
"No. Pinauulit ko lang iyong tanong. What makes you think that I'll sleep with you,
General?" I crossed my arms over my chest. Napatingin pa siya sa dibdib ko at
nakita kpng tumaas ang mga kilay niya at itinago niya ang bibig. He even averted
his gaze, maybe trying to suppress the gaze on my bosom.
Parang familiar na ngayon sa akin ang pamumula ng pisngi niya at mga tainga kapag
tinitingnan niya ako at may nasisilip siya sa katawan kong hndi niya dapat masilip.
He's horny when he turns scarlet. I wanna giggle when he tries even harder not to
look at my chest.
"Stop calling me General, babe. That doesn't even suit me well now that we're
really official. Perhaps, you may start calling me - babe?" he bobs his brows as
his lips curl into a beautiful smile.
Napakurap ako sa pagkakatitig sa mukha niya. May segundo bang pangit siya? Parang
sa lahat ng anggulo ay ang pogi-pogi niya lalo kapag naka business suit siya. He
has that arrogant and respectable appeal when he's wearing his formal suits and no
one knows what lies beneath that formality, for when he's finally out of those
expensive ties and coats - juskoday! Napakabastos niya at sobrang landi pa.
But I think, that thing was one of a Jamie Rix's personalities that makes those
women go and chase after him. He's actually flirty in his most sexiest way.
Nang makabawi ako ay nagkibit balikat na lang ako. Hindi ko na rin nakuha pang
magsalita dahil naagaw na ng dati niyang asawa ang atensyon ko. Hindi man sadya ay
alam kong pumangit ang tabas ng mukha ko nang makita kong totoong parang kulambo
ang suot niya. Purong lace iyon at kitang-kita ang suot niyang panty. May bra ba
siya? Tumalikod siya at kita ko na rin ang dalawang pisngi ng pwet niya dahil sa
ang suot niyang panty ay iyong parang tali lang. Hindi ko alam ang tawag doon pero
madalas na ganoon ang suot ng mga pokpok sa lugar namin at may mga nakikita rin
akong ganoon noon kay Mama, bigay ng mga lalaking costumer sa club.
I can't wear such thing, can I? Parang sinasadya kasi iyong ipakita sa akin ni
Ma'am Amanda. Ngumisi pa siya at parang nag mamalaki. Kaagad na lumingon si Jamie
dahil napansin yata niyang nakatulala ako. Kitang-kita ko kung paano lumaki ang mga
mata niya nang makita ang hitsura ng dati niya asawa. I swear, gusto kong pukpukin
ang nguso niya ng pwet ng kaldero nang bumulong siya ng, what the shit?
Hindi niya matanggal ang pesteng mga mata niya sa pisngi ng pwet ng babae at parang
gusto ko siyang tusukin ng imperdible sa mata. Bwisit ka!
Naikuyom ko ang kamao ko ng wala sa oras at nagbungguan pa ang mga kilay ko. Ako
pala raw ang gusto pero nakanganga sa pwet ni Amanda kuratsa!
Parang umuusok ang tombong ko sa inis. Halatang napakababaero niyang lintik siya
talaga at ngumanganga pa siya talaga kapag nakakakita ng sexy? Nginitian pa siya ng
dati niyang asawa at hindi naman siya nakaimik. Para na siyang binuhusan ng semento
sa kinatatayuan niya at kulang na lang yata ay tumulo ang bwisit na mga laway niya.
Tumikhim ako at nanulis ang mga labi at napatingin siya sa akin. Tinaasan ko siya
ng kilay, pero wala akong sinabi.
"She's..." napakamot siya sa ulo at halatang-halata na apektado siya sa hitsura ng
asawa niyang tinalo ang pokpok sa nayon.
"Break na tayo!" galit na angil ko sa kanya na parang mas ikinalaglag mga panga
niya.
"B-Babe, p-please do - " natatarantang pakiusap niya pero pinagdabugan ko siya at
inis na puamsok ako sa kwarto.
"Nikka." mariin na sambit niya sa pangalan ko. "Please don't be so childish. It -
It was damn nothing." humakbang siya pero sinamaan ko siya ng tingin sabahly duro
ko sa kanya.
"Anong childish?! You should've known that ever since! I'm just nineteen and you're
too old! How dare you ask me not to act childish?! Lumuluwa na iyang mga bwisit na
mata mo sa pagkakita sa pwet niya!" angil ko sa kanya pero natatawa siya.
Humawak siya sa hamba at parang gustong pumasok pero iipitin ko sana siya kaya
mabilis niyang binawi ang kamay at napangiwi pa.
"F-Fine. S-Sorry. I didn't mean to say that. Come on baby, give me a goodnight
kiss. Don't break me this fucking early. H-Hindi na ako titingin. Please na Nik-
Nik." he pleads but he's hiding a smile. Nik-Nik daw? Tinawag niya akong Nik-Nik?
Di naman niya alam na iyon ang palayaw ko talaga.
"Anong nakakatawa?" duro ko sa kanya.
"N-Nothing baby. N-None." kandautal na siya habang nakatingin sa dulo ng hintuturo
ko, pero kinagat niya ang ibabang labi niya kasi natatawa siya. Halatang-halata ko
siya.
"Maganda pa rin ba siya sa paningin mo?" inirapan ko siya at sumimangot ako.
Nasilip kong pabalik na ang kuratsa habang bitbit ang dalawang tasa ng kape yata.
Mas lalong nag-alburuto ang bunbunan ko. Lintik! Magkakapehan sila. Wala namang
lamay ah!
"Huwag kang iinom ng kape niya!" pasimpleng angil ko sa kanya.
Demanding na kung demanding pero nagseselos ako! Langya, nagseselos ako! Kailangan
na maitala ko ito sa history ng mundo na sa pinakaunang pagkakataon ay nagselos na
ang maton ng San Antonio na si Angela Gabrielle Dominique Huelgas, dahil lang sa
pesteng mayabang at malandi na CEO ng Infinity na si Mister Right Hulk horny.
"I won't. I won't. I'll only eat and drink yours, baby." ngumisi siya na parang
iba. Anong iniisip niya?
Sinilip ko ulit si kuratsa at nasa may paanan siya ng hagdan. Parang hinihintay
niya ang Daddy Baby ko. Ayoko! Hindi na pwede, akin na siya kahit na ba walang
assurance na mamahalin niya ako kapag nalaman niyang isa akong dakilang kidnaper.
Pero dakilang kidnaper pa ba ako kung bigla-biglang iniatras na ni Jesmond ang
plano? Binitiwan na nila ako. Ganoon lang kasimple pero malakas ang duda ko na may
mali. Hindi sila basta nagpapakawala ng tao at pati na nga si Caine ay ayaw niyang
ibigay sa akin noon, bakit ngayon biglang sa isang phone call niya, malaya na ako
sa sindikato at ipaliliwanag daw niya kapag nagkita kami pagkatapos ng birthday ko.
Ano pa bang ikatatakot ko na pwedeng magkabukingan ay wala na, kinalas na ako sa
grupo na iyon at wala na raw kidnapping na mangyayari.
Hindi ako magtitiwala. Baka isahan nila ako. Baka nahalata ni Jesmond na nagbago na
ang isip ko bago pa sila nagdesisyon na sibakin ako. I must stay alert for Andi.
Hindi ko ibibigay sa kanila ang bata kahit na mamatay pa ako. I've lived nineteen
years in this world. I've been through worst and never been through best, but
Andi's still so young. He has to love his life and he has to add more years on his
age. Hindi ako papayag na kukunin nila ang alaga ko. Traydor sila pero hindi nila
ako mauuto.
Napakurap ako nang umangat ang mga kilay ni Jamie sa akin. Noon lang bumalik sa
huwisyo ang takbo ng napepeste kong utak. Grabeng hirap nito. May kidnapping, may
selosan, may kuratsang kontrabida sa love story ng buhay ko. Mas mahirap pa ito
kaysa sa mag-valedictorian.
"Good night!" padabog na sabi ko sa kanya sabay ismid. Isasara ko na sana ang pinto
pero mabilis na sinalag ni General iyon at napapikit na lang ako nang mariin niyang
hawakan ang mukha ko at ikinulong niya sa malaki niyang mga kamay.
"Not so fast, Miss Jealous." sabi niya saka niya ako niyuko at mariin na hinalikan
sa labi. Wala rin siyang pakialam kung makita man kami ng kuratsa niyang ex wife.
Mukhang manyakis nga lang siya pero parang ako na talaga ang gusto niya.
Hihi. I perversely bite his botom lip and it was hard. "Shit." mura niya kaya
napahagikhik ako sabay sara ko ng pintuan. Iba kasi ang mura niya, parang nasarapan
pa siya. Baliw!
"Don't sleep yet." sigaw niya sa labas nf pintuan ko at saka nila kinalampag.
Hihirit pa siya eh nakarami na nga siya.
"Alis na! Magkakakalyo na ang nguso ko sa kakahalik mo!" sigaw ko sa kanya pero
tumawa siya kaya napangiti rin ako.
"Silly you. Lips don't literally build up calluses." tumawa pa siya ulit kaya
natawa rin ako sa sarili ko.
Malay ko ba. Ganoon naman kasi ang paa at kamay di ba? Kapag nao-overuse
nagkakakalyo. Eh ang labi? Ibig sabihin kung oo, ang mga pokpok na kapitbahay ko ay
makalyo na rin ang kwan! Ayi! Si Mama?
Sumalangit ka nawa Mama. Wag kang magalit, malay ko ba kung nagkakalyo rin ang mga
iyon. Ibig sabihin baka ang igat ni Daddy Baby makalyo na rin.
Inay! Ang sagwa na pala ng igat niya, kalyo-kalyohan na sa sobrang pambababae.
Overused na kasi!
"Nik, fucking please." pakiusap niya na may kasamang F-word na naman. Bomber talaga
siya. Bumobomba ng mura.
Lumingon ako sa pintuan habang papunta ako sa banyo. Ang kulit din pala ng
matandang ito. Lahat na ng ugali sinalko niya. Kakulitan, kalandaian, kayabangan,
kaarogantehan, kabaitan.
Mr. Right talaga siya at swerte ko na kahit atensyon lang ay nabibigyan niya ako.
Parang nababaliw na nga siya sa pagtirig sa akin. Para na siyang tanga!
"Tulog na ako. Bukas ka na humalik. Basta huwag kang iinom ng kape niya, sasamain
ka Heneral! Tandaan mo iyan!" duro ko sa pintuan.
"Fine. Good night, baby." malambing na sabi niya pero hindi ako sumagot.
"Holy shit! Sumagot ka!" galit na utos niya saka, kinalampag niya ang pinto ko kaya
napamulagat ako.
Baliw!
"Good night na nga!" sabay ismid ko. Grabe siya.
"Say you like me! A lot!"
"Oo na!" napakamot na ako sa ulo.
"Say it! Say it or I'll wreck this door!"
"Oo na nga!" pumiksi ako. "I-I like you a l-lot." sabay lunok ko. A lot naman
talaga. Hindi na nga like eh, love na nga yata. Ahihi!
"Good. I'll kiss you tomorrow,"
Huh?
"and so I fucking like you, too; a lot, too." he dearly said.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko at parang sumuot
hanggang sa kaluluwa ko ang sinabi niya. Sincere naman kasi at medyo mahina pa nga
sa pandinig ko.
"Good night, baby." sabi pa niya.
I smiled. "Night General." I love you. Ayeee.
Jusko kinikilig ako!
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Sa nag request ng 'perfect' ni Ed Sheeran, kung sino ka man po, ikaw na iyon! Haha.
Nakalimutan ko na kung sino. Muahmuah na lang.,
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CHAPTER FORTY-ONE
JAMIE RIX
I glance at Amanda who’s holding cups of coffee in her hands. She's standing at the
base of the staircase, precisely waiting for me. Why the gaddamn hell is she
wearing such piece of crap? She really has a plan in her mind of seducing me. She
never wore such thing since we decided to walk out of each others' lives. I decided
not to take a closer notice about her night dress. Instead, I have Nikka at the
back of my head. I'd rather love to fuck her only with her thigh length socks than
to fuck Amanda with her silly sexy lacey negligee.
“So, you're really into her. Aren't you?” she playfully asks as I try to pass her
by.
“Yes.” I replied. There's no reason to deny it and I want her to see that I'd
already moved on. At first I thought it was going to be hard and until those past
few days before Nikka steps into my office, I'd thought i was still into Amanda but
now, I know I was thinking the wrong way.
I don't want her anymore. If there's one thing that I'd want from her, it's for my
son; her visitation rights maybe, nothing more. And I wouldn't even try to ruin the
sweet beginning of I and Nikka’s romance. I couldn’t. She's special and she isn't
like Amanda or any of those plenty of women I've met.
“What's with her, Jamie Rix?” she continues to interrogate when I take another
step.
“A lot.” I simply said. It was out of the way of my thinking. It just slips through
my lips and I believe it's true. I see so many good things about her but barely can
name them one by one. She just keeps on amazing me every day. Kahit na ang ugali
niyang ang angas-angas ay nagugustuhan ko, na dapat ay hindi naman. I always find
Nikka so adorable, every inch of her. And I know she's a good woman. She has a
different way of showing it.
Hindi nga ba at akala ko noon ay mabuting babae rin si Amanda? Bakit ngayon nauwi
sa divorce ang lahat?
Yes, but Nikka is different. She's not even shy to show who she really is. It seems
like it's her best way to say, this is me. Adore me for who I really am for I don't
have any plan of hiding where I came from and changing a single bit of me only to
please you.
Yeah, that's who she is and that makes her stand out above all the others.
“A lot? So, does that mean there's no chance for you and me to be reunited again?”
Amanda follows me on my way to the elevator. When I looked back at her, I saw her
placed the cups of coffee just on the top of the piano.
“You've got it right.” I replied without a glint of any emotion as I pressed the
lift’s button.
“Wow! I doubt that, Jix. You're so madly in love me and I know you still are. Just
like those women you've bedded, you're just doing the same thing with her. You're
using her to forget me. But that's not necessarily needed, love. I'm here and I
needed you as much you needed me. Don't suppress it, Jix.
Bulshit!
I knit my brows as turn to her. I look at her straight into her eyes. Funny but I
can't see that spark same as when I look into Nikka’s. “Do you know what you're
saying, Amanda? What exactly are you here for? For Andi or for your other agenda?
And know what, ex love,” I sarcastically uttered.
“I'm sorry but I'm done with those bitches. I'm serious about the girl and whether
you accept it or not, it's the truth. I'm done with you. And at long last, thank
fucking hell, I finally did. Thanks to her.” I smirk.
Her face becomes too fury, but fury not because I don't love her anymore. I bet
it's for her obstructed plan. She can't fool me. If i had decided to become one
long time ago, I won't repeat it and count it twice this time.
“You're crazy! How can you even fall for a woman like her? She's not even your
type! She's - she's not even a socialite. You'll give the whole damn de Lorenzo a
shame! She's from the dirtiest place in the world, for Jesus’ sake!” she gave me
diagusting look and even shakes her damn head after spitting out those words.
I grit my teeth and give her a real squeeze on her left arm. She winces and tries
to pull it away but I even grip her tighter. “You, put my name in shame. Have you
forgotten that? You put my son's name in shame. And you know me Amanda. I'm not
that type of man who looks after a woman's social status. If you look at her like a
piece of trash, I look at her like a piece of treasure. Don't flatter yourself too
much, woman. If you're here to boost your ego, then better leave. Be thankful
enough because I'm still giving you the chance to stay.” I muttered.
She clenches her jaws and furiously stares at me. The old Amanda that I used to
know, a fighter, a deceiver!
“Let me go!” she tearfully withdraws her arm. “I'm not that easy to let go, Jix.
You were mine and you would still be mine. You and Andi. That woman is like your
daughter, for God's sake, Jamie Rix!” she spat.
I look at her with my blazing eyes as I feel my rage starts to coil. She's
pathetically lunatic! For hell how does she think that I can easily forgive her
just like that? Even if Nikka was out of the picture, it's still not easily to
trust Amanda again. Yes, I might had been in loved with her but she failed me and
it wasn't only just for once. She had been a drug abuser and because I'd strongly
loved her, I haven't got the will to put her in a rehabilitation center. I mean,
I'd tried but she always cry. I only tolerated her and hid it to our son. I'd
thought she'd change in time but she didn't. It only got worse until she had ended
up gambling, losing so much enough of the money that was supposed to be for her
shopping and whatever she wanted to buy, but she had lost it just because of her
damn addictions. Even the money that I entrusted her for Andi, she'd wasted it. Now
I'm so tired and fucked up and even if I'd try to put this whole thing in a
different situation, I couldn't still find on my system to fully trust her again.
“What the hell do you really want? Money? I've given you enough. You had wasted
enough, Amanda. You should be asking your men to give you the things that you're
dying to have. I was out of that issue and I'll forever be out. I'm sick and tired
so please - ” I was trailed off when she'd cut me.
“I've changed. That's why I'm here.” her voice trembles as she cracks in tears.
Fuck! Here she goes again.
Ayoko ng babaeng umiiyak.
“I've changed. I already did. I was battered, I was hurt and I had realized that
you were different. Please Jix, a second chance. I promise to give you all the
things that you need.” she begs. Her tears keep on rolling from her eyes down to
her cheeks.
I stare at her for a moment. She bows her head and muffles her sobs. I take a deep
breath and release it at once. I try to stay calm and not to raise my tone at her
any longer.
“Look Amanda, I'm sorry but I wanna try something new.” I said.
“Something new, like a teen? Why because she's a virgin and I was not?” she mocks
and shakes her head.
“Fuck!” I yell at her and it made her flinch. “You know I don't taint virgins but
she's more than that. I see things in her which I didn't get to see with those
women I've bedded, including you. I don't have to explain these things further but
for some respect to my old ex wife, I'm trying to tell you the truth just to be
fair. But I don't need your blessings. Fix your relationship with Andi, that's what
you must do.” I told her.
I turn my back and started to walk going back to the staircase. I don't know what I
feel but I feel like was the most terrible fool of all time, considering yhe fact
that I tolerated my wife for doing nasty things. I was so in love her and thought
it would be for forever. But things suddenly changed and I hope this one's for the
best. I hope Nikka is for the best. I'm not even afraid to try, divorce is common
and it's too early to think about marriage, but if I'll marry for the second time,
babantayan ko na siya. Hindi ako papayag na maulit ang nangyari sa amin ni Nikka
ang naging realasyon namin ni Amanda . Yes, I can spoil her but I'll make sure that
I'll be knowledgeable enough to know all the things she'll be up to.
Before I go into my room, I walk in Andi’s room to check him. I sit beside his bed
and gently kiss his forehead.
“Thanks to that very young girl who paid so much attention to you and even made me
realize what I've been lacking of for those past two years of your life.” I smile
when Andi opens his eyes.
I've had enough women but none bawled out about my intended ignorance when it comes
to my own son. They all paid so much attention to me, only to me. And Nikka was the
only woman who courageously voiced out my lack of interest and care for Andi. That
way, I knew she's more into him rather than she's more into me. And if she was one
of those women whose only interests fixated to suck and ride my dick, she'd have
just chosen not to spill out what I've been missing.
But she did,
Meaning, she wasn't paying so much attention to me though I could already see it in
her eyes that she'd found me interesting and fuckingly gorgeous. She's more
concerned about my son and it made her more adorable.
“Has Mommy left?” Andi sleepily asked so I shake my head.
“No, son. She's still here. She'll stay for a week or two and will live here for
good.” i informed him but he shockingly widens his little eyes.
“No. She can't stay. She'll hurt Tita Nikka. She told me you're going to terminate
her in no time because you two are going to get marry again. Was it true, Dad? But
she's a lousy Mommy. I don't want her to be my Mommy anymore.” he bluntly said.
I know. “Are you willing to take another try, now with your Tita Nikka? How things
will go once she becomes your Mom? Is that what you want?” I asked him and he
happily nods several times.
“I love her and if you'll not make her my Mom, I'll make her my wife.” Andi
declared with so much determination that actually made my jaws drop and later made
me laugh.
What the fuck?!
Is my son dead serious?
He's been desiring the woman I am planning to take in no time.
What a shit?!
“Of course I'll make her mine. She's destined to be your Mom if we'll both draw
beyond the line. Meaning, if we both fall in love.” I explained. Masyado siyang
atat. Hindi pwedeng oo kaagad dahil hindi pa malinaw ang feelings namin ni Nikka sa
isa’t isa.
“No, Dad.” Andi wiggles his index finger. “Make it quick. If she's not going to be
my Mom, I repeat, I'll make her my wife and I'll give her a dozen of kids.”
Lumaki ang mga mata ko.
Holy fucking shit!
No!
“Fine! I'll make her your Mom and figure this feelings out in no time. But,
wouldn't you get hurt if you saw your real Mom cry?”
Andi frowns. “I'll be, but I was looking for a Mommy who will love me, as well as
you. The one who wouldn't beat me once she didn't saw the syringe she had
misplaced. The one who won't lose all your money and won't chase guys behind your
back.” he looks at me straight into the eyes. I can see the tears but I can see his
great willingness to try and the big hope.
He's really a genius and always had that special characteristic of a scientist. He
had that strong will to repeat and try over and over again no matter how he many
countless times he'd failed, and I must say that he's stronger than me. I am, I
was, but he's more than what I was expecting him to be. Or perhaps, I was just as
strong as him for I was also young back then, when my Dad decided to end his life,
leaving me and Adrix without a single parent to have.
And that beating issue was one of the many things I had been also considering in
the past. It was late when I've got to figure that out. I won't even dare try to
put my son's life in danger again, having a mother like Amanda. She may had been a
good wife at first, but because of her twin sister ‘Meth’, I mean drugs, she turned
out to be a terrible one. She became a sex addict, a maniac a dick chaser. She had
been a terrible mother to his own son. She may not be always beating Andi, but she
wasn't giving him enough care anymore, even when the kid was badly sick.
And I think Andi sees the things I see when I look at Nikka. She's young, so young
I mean but I can feel that she's just the closest to perfect woman I've ever met.
This must be strange but I can sense it right. She's taking care of those two lucky
kids and it was a great proof how great her young heart is.
“You falling for her already, Dad? I must tell you that you must figure it out the
sooner the better. If you're not go - ” he tries to imply again that he'll marry
Nikka so I abruptly cut him off.
“I think I am so cut the thread, son. She's mine.” I had put an emphasis to the
word, mine.
He stares at me for a while then he giggles, covering his mouth with his palm.
“Okay. I believe you. She's yours. But if she won't love you back, I'll marry her
Dad.”
Jesus!
Paulit-ulit siya. Gusto ko tuloy sampalin ang sarili kong noo.
Dapat yata buntisin ko na si Nikka ng apat para tapos na ang pagpapantasya ng anak
ko sa kanya?
Not a single chance, little Vandrix XII. She's mine.
“Deal, Dad?” he offered his clutched fist.
“Deal.” I wickedly grin as I gently punched his hand.
Sorry Andi but, she likes me, too and soon she will love me…
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CHAPTER FORTY-TWO
NIKKA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
It was a text message from Caine that made me smile after I got out of bed. Siya
ang unang tao na bumati sa akin ngayon. Jamie was out of the town since yesterday
and I never got the chance to meet him early morning. Hindi ko alam kung babalik
siya ngayong araw kasi ang sabi niya ay hanggang Sunday ang meeting niya. It was
actually emergency. Ewan ko pero nakakalungkot lang na hindi ko yata siya
makakasama ngayon, samantalang kasado na ang dinner date ng de Lorenzos sa isang
restaurant. Plano iyon ng mga babae at kagabi ko lang nalaman nang sabihin sa akin
ni Manang na tumawag daw si Ma'am Larrah at sinabing maghanda ako kasi mamayang
gabi ay pupunta kami sa birthday party ko.
Ninerbyos na nga ako kaagad kasi hindi pa naman ako magkaka-party sa buong buhay
ko, para tuloy ang dami kong na-miss sa buong nineteen years ko sa mundo. Pero kung
may isa man akong gusto ngayon, si Mama, si Papa. Gusto kong malaman ang totoo
tungkol sa mga magulang ko. Kung ano ba talaga ang ikinamatay ng Mama ko at kung
totoong patay na ba ang Papa ko.
Napasimangot ako nang makita ko ang text ni General sa akin.
Morning, babe.
Bwisit! Kabisado ang araw ng birthday ko tapos sa mismong oras na ay nakalimutan pa
akong batiin. Tiningnan ko ang oras ng message ay alas 12:46 ng madaling araw.
Huh? Natutulog pa ba ang lalaking iyon?
Nanunulis ang nguso na nag-type ako ng message.
Morning mo mukha mo. Inis na reply ko sabay lapag ko ng cellphone sa ibabaw ng
mesita, pero hindi pa man lang ako nakakatalikod ay nag-vibrate na kaagad ang
phone.
Good morning my face. Lols! Buong kapilosopohan na reply niya, pero natawa ako.
Siya na yata ang matandang nakilala kong baliw. Ang seryoso niya pero kapag ako ang
kausap niya, para siyang tanga!
Me: Ur not funny. Di ka n2log? Bkt gcng kp? Wala ka bang nakalimutan?
HH: I'm jot funny bcz I'm sexy and luscious, not to mention gorgeous. And Nope, I
didn't sleep. I was jerking off my shit. L
Me: Bwisit ka! Bastos! Napasimangot ako.
HH: What cn I do? I was missing u alright? It's a guy's thing and sumday u hav to
be the one to jerk this fcking thing off for me...
Biglang namula ang pisngi ko pero ang init sa pisngi ay parang bumaba sa may tyan
ko at parang umikot doon. I find him gross, but I rather find him so... Manly and
sexy.
Ganito ba ang mga gusto kong lalaki? Matandang may bahid ng kabastusan? O may bahid
lang ba si Jamie Rix o sadyang malandi siya at malibog talaga? Juskoday! This isn't
me! Maton dapat ako! Akit na akit na ako sa kanya at naiintriga ako sa age gap
naming dalawa. He's been babying me since last night and though I didn't get the
chance to see him before he'd left, he's still babying me through his texts and
phone calls. Only that most of the time, bastos siya at napakahalay.
Parang siya iyong tipo ng tao na kapag pinagbigyan ay hindi magsasawa na makipag-
sex. Inay ko! Sobra na Nikka!
Me: Haha. I'd rather rip it off and cook it. Haven't you missing something? Ulit ko
na naman sa tanong kung may nakakalimutan siya.
HH: Then eat it, baby? Love that. Not missing something, someone I guess. Is she
there? Biro niya na parang ang tinutukoy niya ay si Amanda, kaya naman nag-alburuto
ang ilong ko sa inis.
Gigil na nag-type ako ng ire-reply.
Me: Ay oo. Hinihintay ka rin. Gusto mo ibigy ko ang fone sa ex mo? Sige na, ipa-
jerk mo na sknya yan at pagbalik mo, maghanap k n ng ibng yaya ni Andi! Bwisit ka!
Nakalimutan niya talaga na birthday ko.
Ewan ko kung saan ako kumukuha ng lakas ng loob na makipag-usap sa kanya sa
ganitong paraan, siguro dahil ganito talaga ako at wala akong kahihiyan.
Inilapag ko ang phone bago pa siya makasagot at nang mag-vibrate ulit ay hindi ko
na pinansin.
Umagang-umaga ng birthday ko inaasar niya ako? Eh di kung namimiss niya si Amanda
kuratsa, sila na!
Tahimik ang babaeng iyon simula noong isang araw at madalas ay nagkukulong sa
kwarto. Ano kayang pinagkakaabalahan noon? At kapag nagkikita naman kami ay para
siyang mangkukulam na sinaniban ng anghel. Pangiti-ngiti siya sa akin, pero hindi
ko pa rin gusto iyon kasi madalas na nanlilisik ang mga mata niya kapag magkasama
kami ni Andi.
Pumasok ako sa banyo at hinayaan ko ang text message ni Jamie Rix sa cellphone.
Bwisit kasi siya. Umagang-umaga ay inaasar niya ako.
Pagkatapos kong maghilamos ay lumabas ako at sunod-sunod ang tunog ng cellphone ko.
Buma-vibrate na, tumutunog pa.
Natatawang dinampot ko at binasa ang messages. Ilang minutos lang akong nawala ay
inulan na ako ng texts.
Answer the gaddamn phone, right now!
I swear to fuck you'll regret it once you keep on ignoring me!
Text back!
Babe!
Nik-Nik!
I was juz kidding, ok? I'm sorry. Of course I've been missing u. It's u and not
her.
Answer me!
Just kidding baby,
Tawa ako nang tawa habang naiimagine kong umuusok ang pwet niya sa inis. Nag-reply
ako pero kunwari ay wrong sent.
Tnx Jesmond, ur so swit. Naalala mong bday ko. I so lyk u n tlga.
Sabay hagikhik ko nang pindutin ko ang send button. Hihi.
Nagbilang ako ng lima pero nakaka apat pa lang ay may pumasok na message kaagad.
Tang-ina! Mura ni General.
Para akong baliw na humahagikhik pero natigil ako nang tuluyan na siyang tumawag.
Hindi ko malaman kung sasagutin ko ba o hindi, pero pinindot ko kaagad ang OK
button.
"Ano?" sabay rolyo ko ng mga mata.
"Did that dick head texted you happy birthday? Tell him condolences because
tomorrow, it'll be his interment!" galit na salubong niya kaya lalo akong tumawa.
"Stop giggling." masungit pa rin na utos niya pero lalo ko siyang tinawanan.
"Paano mo alam na nagtext siya? Di ko naman sinabi sa iyo ah." kunwari pa ay hindi
ko sinadya.
"Will you shut him out of your life for good? You choose, you'll do it or I'll do
it?"
"Wala. Nakakabwisit ka. Birthday ko pero hindi mo naalala? Anong klaseng boyfriend
ka? Doon sa squatters, kahit na seventy year old na DOM ay hindi nakakalimot sa
birthday ng mga kaibigan kong GRO. Ikaw, hindi ka pa naman ulyanin, hindi mo na
naalala. DOM ka na ba? Ha? Tapos ngayon, magagalit ka dahil binati ako ni Jesmond?"
humihingal na daldal ko sa kanya.
O bakit naman? Birthday ko ngayon, karapatan kong magtaray. Kapag umangal siya,
sasapatusin ko ang nguso niyang mapula.
"Hurry up. Come into my room." kalmado nang sagot niya.
"Ayoko. Baka sabihin ni Amanda ay may nanakawin ako roon."
"Just do as I say. There's something I want you to see. It's on my bed. Come up
now, before I lose al my patience and drag you out of that shitty phone."
Sumilip ako sa pintuan at saka ako tumayo sa may labas ng kwartong tinutuluyan ko.
"Hindi pa ako nagbibihis. I'm still on my socks and sleeping shorts." sinuri ko ang
sarili ko.
"Silly. There's no one there so it doesn't matter whether you're naked or bare. And
besides, you're more pretty fuckable on your socks." he said then follows it with a
husky chuckle.
At totoong na nanginit ang pisngi ko sa kabulgaran niya. Pero ano bang aasahan kong
delikasdesa sa isang Jamie Rix? He's blatant and extremely straightforward. And he
wouldn't be the only CEO of Infinity if he wasn't obtrusively showy and pungent.
He's Jamie Rix de Lorenzo and every inch of him shows perfection, even his filthy
mouth.
"Wait." sabi ko na lang saka ako marahan na humakbang papunta sa elevator. "May I
use the elevator instead of the stairs?" paalam ko sa kanya kaya tumawa lalo siya.
"Use whatever you wanna use. Hurry up." nagmamadaling utos niya kaya umirap pa ako.
"Sandali. Akala mo naman naaabala ka eh wala ka naman. Nalalock ba iyon? Ano ba
iyong ibibigay mo? Flowers? Chocolates?" humagikhik ako. First time sa buong buhay
ko kung mabibigyan niya ako ng bulaklak at chocolates na imported. "Naalala ko
noong nagkakatulong ako, ninanakaw ko sa fridge ang chocolates kasi ayaw mamigay ng
amo ko. Pero hindi ako nagnanakaw ng pera ha. Chocolates lang kasi sayang naman,
baka ma-expired lang. Ang damot kasi. Tapos kapag nahuhuli ako, sinasabunutan ako."
humagikhik pa ako habang pinipintod ko ang elevator.
Sanay na ako ngayon na sumakay doon. Hindi na nakakalula.
"Stop giggling. It's not funny. Who the hell was that shit? I'll make her pay for
hurting you."
Tumawa lang ako. "Sus. Nakaganti naman ako, ano. Inilampaso ko ang mukha niya sa
lababo. Ginawa ko siyang steel wool. Iyon lang, wala akong sweldo, naipapulis pa
ako."
"And you did that just for few pieces of chocolates?" dismayadong tanong niya.
"Anong pieces? Isa lang nga ang ninakaw ko. Tinikman ko lang naman. Hersheys
chocolates iyon. Ang pait naman. Sa diabetic pala iyon eh hindi naman ako
diabetic." sabay tawa ko pa.
Akala ko maiinis pa rin siya pero tumawa rin siya nang mahina.
"Geez, you're so naughty. Was that your favorite?" biglang lumambing ang boses niya
sa pagkakatanong niyang iyon sa akin kaya naman parang lumukso ang puso ko kasabay
ng pagkakbang ko papalabas ng elevator.
Saglit akong tumigil at sumandal sa pader. I pouted and nodded as if he were just
around seeing me. "Siguro kung hindi ubod ng pait 'yong chocolate at hindi
nakakhilo, oo. At nakakahiya man na aminin, iyon pa lang ang chocolate na
natitikman ko. Sanay ako sa mamiso sa tindahan.
Tumawa ako nang mahina pero hindi siya sumagot sa kabilang linya. "Jamie Rix? H-
Hello? Nandyan ka pa?" sinulyapan ko ang screen ng cellphone at hindi pa naman
naka-hang ang tawag.
"Yes, Hersheys." mahinang sagot niya ay puno ng lambing. Hersheys?
"Hoy! Hindi ako si Hersheys!" galit na bulyaw ko sa kanya pero tumawa siya.
"I called you Hersheys, I wasn't talking to Hersheys. Jealous! Now I finally
concluded how you're being so attached to me. You like me more than the way I can
barely imagine. I like you so much too, Nikka. Tell me, how many tons of Hershey's
do you want for you birthday, sweetheart?"
Saglit akong natahimik kasi na-touch ako. Kaya niya ako tinatawag na Hersheys ay
dahil sa kalokohan ko na nagnakaw ako para lang sa isang pirasong chokolate? Paano
naman kasi ay ipinakakain lang sa pusa noong amo kong Russian, tapos naman
nanghingi ako ay hindi ako binigyan. Nakawin ko nga. Pero hidni naman ako
nagnanakaw ng pera o kung ano mang alahas. Saka isang beses lang naman iyon. Hindi
na naman naulit pa.
Bakit ba nasabi ko pa iyon kay Jamie Rix? Nakakahiya pa tuloy.
"H-Hindi ka ba natu-turn off dahil nagnakaw ako ng chocolate?" kinagat ko ang
hintuturo ko. Ramdam ko kasi na namumula ako kahit na wala naman siya sa harap ko.
Bigla na naman siyang tumawa. Masayahin pala siya kaysa sa kakambal niya. O baka
may kolokoy siya kaysa kay President Adamson?
"So, you fucking said that to turn me off? Sorry baby, but I'm so fucking turned
on. Besides, not any woman would even dare try to admit that straight into my face
that she'd thieved for a piece of chocolate. You were the only silly young girl
who'd embraced such piece of silliness and I like you more for that. I'll build you
a house made of chocolates." he chuckles.
Sabi na, inaasar niya ako. "Bugbugin kita eh." umiirap na sabi ko pero hindi yata
matanggal sa bibig ko ang ngiti.
"In bed? I'd love that, baby. When?" his voice becomes too husky and sexy.
Pakshit siya! Inaakit na naman niya ako.
"Hmp. Never." I rolled my eyes.
"That's what you're actually saying but your body would only betray you once that
day came to reality, Hershey."
Jusko. Nahihiya talaga ako sa Hersheys na tawag niya sa akin. Para tuloy lalo akong
bumata sa tawag niyang iyon at nakakahiya dahil naaalala ko ang pagnanakaw ko sa
Hersheys na iyon.
At para siyang tanga na nakakatawa pa para sa kanya na nagnakaw na nga ako. Hindi
man lang siya naaalarma na baka mamaya ay nakawin ko ang lahat ng laman ng
refrigerator niya?
"Kapag ba ninakaw ko ang laman ng ref mo? Magagalit ka?" tumatawang tanong ko sa
kanya.
"Hell, no. I'd rather give you the whole fridge."
Lumakas ang hagikhik ko dahil sa sagot niya. Baliw.
"Kasi mayaman ka." umalis na ako sa pagkakasandal sa pader at tumuloy sa
paglalakad.
"It's because I like you and I swear to fucking double the things that you wanted
to have, as long as we're in this relationship. Example, you ask for my dick, I'll
give you the balls too with the sper - "
M?
Sperm? Ayi! Natutop ko ang bibig ko nang tumapat ako sa pinto ng kwarto niya.
"Bastos ka talaga! Bwisit ka!" sabay patay ko sa cellphone ko. Nakakapangilabot ang
kabastusan niya pero ganoon na siya talaga. He's always talking dirty and it's part
of being him. And I like him being filthy, talking dirty.
It's part of my potent attraction and it's not either turning me off. Like the way
how he's being turned on when I stole that silly Hershey's Chocolate...
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CHAPTER FORTY-THREE
NIKKA
Hindi na ako kumatok sa pinto. Pinihit ko na lang ang doorknob at hindi naman nga
nakalock ang kwarto. Wala ba siyang importanteng mawawala sa loob kaya iniiwan
niyang nakabukas ang pintuan? Gago talaga. Buti na lang hindi ako magnanakaw.
Sumilip ako sa pintuan at ganoon na lang ang pagkagulat ko nang bumungad sa mga
mata ko ang nakangising mukha ng impakto.
Namilog ang mga mata ko kasama na pati bibig. "I-Ikaw?" gulat na tanong ko sa kanya
kasi ay para siyang modelo ng boxer briefs na kulay dark blue. Nakatihaya siya sa
kama at nakabaluktot ang isang tuhod niya at ang mga braso ay nasa likuran ng ulo
niya at ginagawa niyang mga unan. May ribbon kasi siya sa noo na kulay pink at
hindi ko napigil na huwag tumawa nang malakas. Nawala ang atensyon ko sa nakaumbok
niyang pagkalalaki na parang nagmamayabang talaga, na kahit na nakatihaya siya ay
nakabukol iyon nang sobra.
I doubt if it's really small for i thinks it's really big. Big or humongous? Juske!
"Ano iyan?" tawa ako nang tawa kasi ginawa niya talagang regalo ang sarili niya.
Nandito na pala siya, niloko pa niya ako.
"Stop laughing or I'll be forced to stop you." banta na naman niya kasi talagang
hindi ako tumitigil sa katatawa.
Tsk! He mouthed. "This is the first time I offered my virginity. Come and get me,
Hershey." he winks at me and bobs his brows after. Lalo lang na lumakas ang tawa ko
habang papalapit ako sa kanya. Nakakailang kasi halos hubad siya pero namiss ko
siya kahit kahapon at kagabi ko lang siya hindi nakita.
"Para kang baliw." hindi ko napigilan na huwag sabihin. Tumayo ako sa may paanan ng
kama niya at doon na ako nakaramdam ng sobrang pagkailang nang araruhin niya ako ng
tingin. He said it was okay for me to still wear my pair of pajamas, and my pink
socks, iyon pala ay siya ang makakakita sa akin.
And to think that he made himself as the gift? Jusko! Alangan naman na papakin ko
siya? Ano ako, hilo?
"Come baby, unwrap me." utos niya sa akin at saka siya ngumiti.
Ang gwapo niya. Sobra.
"A-Anong unwrap? Hubad ka na, anong aalisin ko pa sa iyo?" sumulyap ako sa boxers
niya at lumaki ang ngisi niya.
Shit! Ang laki niya talaga. Nakakatakot.
"Hindi ko huhubarin yan! Asa ka!" pinagbungguan ko ang mga kilay ko kaya siya naman
ang tumawa.
"You have that strong desire to remove that little piece of fabric, huh. Too bad
for a nineteen year old birthday girl." he winks and it made me react like an
idiot.
"Hoy! Wala akong sinasabi!"
"Then why thought that I was referring to my briefs? You can unwrap me by undoing
this fucking pink ribbon around my fucking head. It's itchy, for fucks' sake!"
nalukot ang noo niya at kinamot pa niya ang sarili niyang ulo kaya tumawa ulit ako.
Pero sa pagtawa ko, ewan ko kung bakit tumulo ang luha ko. Shit! Wala pa kasing
gumawa ng ganito para sa akin. Nabuhay na ako ng nineteen years, wala pang nag-
effort na gumawa ng ganito para lang patawanin ako. Si Mama, oras na lang ng
birthday ko, wala pansiya kasi naghahanap ng pera para mabilhan ako ng pagkain.
Pagdating niya, pagod na siya at binabati lang niya ako at hinahalikan sa noo. Pero
ang bagay na iyon ang pinakanami-miss ko. That time, wala pa sa akin ang
responsibilidad. Pero nang iwan niya ako, lahat ng klase ng hirap at pangungutya,
sinalo ko na. Kahit ang pagkamatay niya ay naging tampulan pa ng chismis ng mga may
kaya sa may labasan ng squatters. Kesyo raw ang taas ng pangarap, tuloy sa kabaong
daw ang bagsak. Na ang taong mababa ang lipad, kahit na anong gawin ay mababa pa
rin ang lipad kahit na lagyan pa ng kulay ang mga pakpak.
Napaangat ako nang tingin nang mapansin ko na tahimik lang din si Jamie at
pinagmamasdan ako. His lips were curved into a sympathetic smile and his eyes shows
so much pity. Wala pa akong sinasabi pero may awa na kaagad sa mga mata niya? Ito
na nga ang nakakailang pa. Masyado siyang mayaman kumpara sa akin. Masyadong
magkaiba ang mga mundo namin at masyado akong mali para sa kanya. Pero gusto ko
siya.
"Is that the name that should be given to that kind of feelings you do have for me,
pity? Your eyes speak it better than your mouth." pinunas ko ang luha ko, pero
umiling siya.
"This is just one but pity isn't standing alone. I like you and I don't want to
explain it further, so cut it off, Nikka. I. Like. You. End of discussion. No
matter who you are and where you came from. What kind of foods you eat and what
color you do poop out of your system. Get that?" he raised his brows.
I gently nod.
"Climb into the bed and remove this shit. The real gift you'll have in your hands
in no time once you undo this shit, babe. Makati na, maawa ka." he disgustingly
muttered.
Natawa na ulit ako at inarkuhan ko pa siya ng kilay dahil naalangan akong sumampa
sa kama niyang ubod ng laki at mukhang kumonoy sa lambot.
"Come on. Don't be shy or don't be afraid. No one ever filed a rape case against
me." biro niya kaya sumpa na ako. " You could be tje first." dustong niya kaya
napanganga ako at natigilan pero hinatak niya ako sa braso.
"Hoy!" tili ko pa pero napadagan ako sa kanya. "Ayoko pa!" pumasag-pasag ako kasi
nakakulong ako sa mga braso niya, pero ang lakas ng tawa niya.
Ayoko pa? Ibig sabihin sa susunod ay gusto ko na? Shunga!
Bigla niya akong inikot pailalim at saka niya ako dinaganan. Kahit na ninenerbyos
ako ay natatawa pa rin ako nang makita ko ang laso niya sa noo. He's boastful and
really arrogant, yet I can't believe he'll wear a ribbon just to make a woman
laugh? Siya ba talaga ang lalaking nakilala ko sa Infinity ilang linggo na ang
nakalilipas? That one shows great possession and power while this one shows a funny
guy.
"Jamie!" napasinghap ako nang maramdaman kong tinutusok ako ng igat niya. "Y-Yong
ano mo, matulis." sabi ko sa kanya pero hindi niya ako pinansin. Inilapit niya ang
noo sa mukha ko kaya naman nakuha ko na ang gusto niya. Gusto niyang alisin ko na
ang ribbon na pink. Amg laki pa naman at talagang nakakatawa siya dahil naka duck
tape pa sa balat niya at meron sa buhok kaya lumaki ang mga mata ko.
"Baliw ka! Bakit nilagyan mo ng tape pati buhok mo?" sinimulan kong tikalin ang mga
tape at hindi iyon dadalawa, marami! Sira ulo talaga.
"Ah, ahh, slowly baby, it hurts. Ohh shit! Ahh fuck!" halinghing niya saka niya ako
hinalik-halikan sa braso.
"Tigilan mo yan! Sasamain ka." angil ko pero hindi niya ako pinakinggan. Ngumiti
siya at saka naman ako pinakatitigan sa mukha.
"do you wonder how beautiful you are even you've just gotten out of the bed? Really
fucking beautiful, Nikka." sabi niya.
Alam ko na nag-blush ako pero hindi ko iyon pinansin.
"Tsk! Alam ko na iyan!" sagot ko na lang habang tinatanggal ko ang tape sa buhok
niya. Kita kong pumikit siya nang hilahin ko. Malamang sumama ang anit niya kaya
nasaktan siya kaya kamuntik pa akong matawa.
"What were those tears for?" hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko kaya natigilan ako ng
ilang saglit at sinalubong ko ang titig niya. Tumingin din ako sa mapupula niyang
labi na nakangiti pero hindi ganoon kalaki.
"For my birthday? For missing my Mama and for making me feel special today?" amin
ko. Ibinalik ko ang atensyon ko sa pagtanggal ng laso sa ulo niya at maya-maya ay
nagawa ko na.
"Aren't they for your unfulfilled wishes?" pinadaan niya ang likod ng mga daliri
niya sa may panga ko kaya parang inantok ako bigla. I shut my eyes when I felt
something building up inside me, affection?
"For them too, but not for myself. Wishes for my baby brother Bryan and now for
Kiko, too." I emotionally said. Ayokong maging emosyonal pero bakit parang
hinihingi ng pagkakataon. And i hate opening myself up, but he's Jamie Rix and I
know I can't hide.
"What are those, if you won't actually mind?" he plants another soft kiss on my
cheek.
"A new place where they can live peacefully. Education for Kiko and so as for me.
Foods for them or to sum them up, a long term job will be perfectly fine." tumingin
ako sa mukha niya ulit, sa mata niya. "Or to make it even clearer, don't you dare
fire me!" dinuro ko ang ilong niya kaya tumawa siya. Saka niya hinuli ang pulsuhan
ko at hinalikan niya ang dulo ng aking hintuturo. That was only on the tip of my
finger but it sent bolts of electricity throughout my body. Ganoon kalakas ang
epekto niya sa akin, at siguro ay walang pagdududa iyon na kahit nakita ko syang
nakikipaglampungan sa elevator ay hindi ako nagdalawang isip na gustuhin siya. I
experienced how not how to be trusted and I won't do the same thing with the people
around me, especially him.
"Of course I won't. You can stay as long as you wanted to stay. And if you leave,
I'll find you and make you my nanny for the longest time of your life." saka siya
tumawa ulit kaya sinabunutan ko siya.
Nang magsawa siya ay umikot siya papaalis sa ibabaw ko at saka siya naupo sa may
gilid ng kama at may kinukuha sa drawer ng bedside table.
Inayos-ayos pa niya ang buhok niya. Papogi ang matanda!
Naupo rin ako at naghintay ng susunod niyang sasabihin. "Hindi mo ba talaga ako
babatiin?" pinatulis ko ang mga labi ko pero nginitian lang niya ako.
"Do naughty girls deserve to be greeted a Happy Birthday? You had been a real
naughty little girl since that day I first saw yoi. Convince me more to greet you.
I had been in a terrible flight and still have a jetlag. But for some silly
reasons, I was dying to come home to see you first hour today. Then, you kept on
laughting your ass out when you saw that pretty fucking cute pink ribbon tied
around my head. I think I'd better put that on the other head. What you think,
baby?" he winks at me.
"Eh bakit ba kasi umuwi ka? Akala ko ba hanggang bukas ka?" I cock my head amd
stare into his eyes.
Umiling siya at nanulis ang mga labi. "I won't let that dick head Jemond fuck me
up. I signed all the contracts of that shit sales broker had presented and I
haven't had in mind if she was deceiving me or not. My lawyer asked me, what if
that bitch was betraying me? I shrugged and said, blame it to the birthday
celebrant for I want to be her escort tonight and dance with her until she builds
calluses on both of her feet."
"Bakit ako? Saka wala akong balak na sumayaw mamaya. That's a dinner, to correct
you Mister President/CEO." irap ko sa kanya.
Napatitig siya sa mukha ko bago niya kinagat ang labi niya. "Do that again or I'll
kiss that shit out you for the umpteenth time. Try me, kanina pa ako nanggigigil."
he grunts and bit his bottom lip even harder.
Itinago ko na lang ang ngiti ko pero hindi ko inalis ang mga mata ko sa kanya. He
looks so handsome, so burly and brute with his exposed tattoos.
"You like my tattoos?" he looks down on his owm taints and smiles at me.
"I do. Pang mayaman ang dating. Hindi katulad ng mga tambay sa amin, pati mga
tattoo nila, halatang walang kinakain." sabi ko sa kanya kaya tumawa na naman siya.
"Silly girl." naiiling na sabi niya saka niya ako minuwestrahan na lumapit. Sumunod
naman ako at sumandal sa headboad ng higaan niya habang yakap ang mga tuhod ko.
Ipinatong ko ang baba ko roon at saka ko siya tiningnan sa sulok ng mga mata ko.
May hawak siyang nakarolyong papel at may laso. The ribbon was pink too and I
nearly think that it's a diploma? Baka naman ibinili na niya ako sa Recto at paga-
graduate-in ng walang kahirap-hirap.
I found him raking my thigh then he smiles as he shakes his head. "Kiss me now wo
you can have your birthday present, birthday celebrant." tumingin na siya sa akin
at hinawi pa niya ant buhok na nakaharang sa mukha ko.
Hindi ako kumilos at nakatingin lang ako sa kanya. Alam kaya niyang hindi pa ako
napalapit ng ganito sa kahit na kaninong lalaki? Was he ever thinking that I am a
gold digger? Tingin ba niya ay ang kapal ng mukha ko at nagkagusto ako sa kanya?
"Do I have to repeat myself, baby? I told you to kiss me." ulit pa niya pero
inirapan ko siya.
"Diploma iyan galing sa recto, bakit pa kita hahalikan? Is that your gift? Para
magkaroon na ako ng permanenteng trabaho at hindi na ako pagtangkaang magahasa ng
mga amo kong lalaki? Kaya pinagawan mo ako ng diploma?"
Nakita kong tumigas ang mga panga niya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero huli na nang
ma-realize ko na sinabi kong pinagtatangkaan akong raypin ng mga amo kong lalaki na
may asawa.
"Did you really experience that kind of bulshit?" matigas na tanong niya sa akin
pero tumango lang ako.
Inakbayan niya ako saka marahan na kinabig. The next thing I knew, he's planting a
gentle and comforting kiss on my forehead. "That will never happen again." he
propped his forefinger under my chin and turned my face up.
"Ever." he whispers before he was he claims my lips. It was a light kiss which I
easily respond to. Cupping his stubbly jaws, I didn't know I was already deepening
the kiss, turning the gentle kiss into a passionate one.
When he pulls away, I almost grunt and and stomp my feet on the mattress making him
chuckle softly.
"Fast learner but we have to cut it there. I'm sorry but kissing me costs 300
dollars per minute." biro niya kaya kinabig ko ang batok niya. Pakialam ko kung
anong sasabihin niya. Basta gusto ko pa ng kiss, tapos. Mas masarap iyon sa kahit
na anong regalo pa sa birthday ko.
He doesn't protest when I start to nip his bottom lip. He just groans and squeezes
my back a little tighter.
Ilang minuto na wala siya halos galaw. Hinahayaan lang niya akong halikan siya at
haplusin ang mga panga niyang kumikiliti sa palad ko. Pagkatapos ay saka siya
nagsalita habang nakangiti sa akin.
"Sated?" umarko ang mga kilay niya at lalong tumaas ang sulok ng isa niyang labi.
Bakit ba sobrang pogi niya kapag ganitong hindi kaaya-aya ang ngisi niya?
Tumango ako at kinagat ang sarili kong labi. "That was the greatest present." sabi
ko sa kanya pero umiling siya.
"May mas masarap pa. But for now, here's for you." iniabot niya sa akin and mga
nakarolyong papel kaya binuksan ko naman at ganoon na lang ang panlalaki ng mga
mata ko nang makita ko ang isang educational plan na nakapangalan sa akin at
transferable sa dalawang tao na gusto kong isama para sa take-whatever-course-you-
want-to-take-and-never-mind-the-expenses.
Walang halaga na nakasulat pero nakalagay doon na pwede akong mag-aral ng
pinakamahal na kurso na gugutuhin kong pag-aralan at pati na ang dalawang tao na
gugustuhin kong makasama. Napaawang ang bibig ko at wala akong masabi. Binusiklat
ko pa ang papel at mas lalong lumaki ang mga mata ko nang makita ko ang perspective
view ng isang pagkalaki-laking bahay na old rose ang kulay. It was a modern type of
house, two storey at sobrang ganda. At ano ang mas nakakagulat, ako ang may-ari ng
pesteng bahay na nakikita ng mga mata ko. May deed of absolute sale at nabili ko sa
isang Jamie Rix de Lorenzo?
Hindi!
Kaagad akong tumingin sa kanya at blangko ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya pero hindi
niya maitatago sa akin ang ngiti niya.
Hindi ko alam kung anong dapat na maisip at maramdaman ko dahil dito. I should be
happy about this but I'm feeling the other way around. Parang lalong lumiit ang
tingin ko sa sarili ko at hindi ko alam kung maiinsulto ako. Hindi ito pride, hindi
lang yata tama na bigyan niya ako nito. Hindi ko ito matatanggap.
"This isn't funny." kaagad na tumayo ako at naiiyak na ibinalik ko sa kanya ang mga
papeles na ito. "If you're trying to pay me for that something that you wanna get,
I'll give it to you in no time, just don't pay for it because I'm not asking for
anything in return. I know you're the man that I want to have it and I'll feel no
sorry for it. But your way of convincing me just makes me feel so low. Mahirap ako
pero hindi ako makapal na tao, Jamie." lumukso ako sa kama at naiwan siyang
nakatanga.
Parang ina-absorb pa niya ang mga sinabi ko at parang gulat na gulat siya. Sumobra
ba ako?
"W-Wait, baby. Y-Youre -" napanganga siya ulit at hinabol na lang ako ng tingin
nang humakbang ako papalabas ng kwarto niya. "It was a damn birthday present for
the most wonderful girl I've ever met? Did I make the worst fucking choice? Don't
yah want a condo? What do you want? A mansion? Tell me. Babe, listen! Babe! Happy
birthday! Hershey!"
Baliw ang walanghiya! Bwisit!
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CHAPTER FORTY-FOUR
JAMIE RIX
Waiting outside while leaning against my white Aston, I can’t help but glance on my
wristwatch from time to time. Larrah Graine had been calling for the hundredth
time, asking where are we. Isa pa iyon na sobrang kulit. Hindi makaintindi na
papunta na nga, paulit-ulit pa rin.
I haven’t seen Nikka the whole day, it seemed like she was really avoiding me. She
peeks in when I’m not in the kitchen and goes out of her room when I’m not around.
Well, that’s what I saw on the CCTV footage and I was madly going crazy thinking
that she’s feeling upset all because of me. I pathetically acted like an idiot and
kept on monitoring her on the CCTV the whole day.
I didn’t even go outside my room because the whole fucking time, I was waiting for
her to come out of her room too, and see how pretty she was on the monitor. I
didn’t bother to talk to her about the misunderstanding but I definitely will,
later. She might have been only gotten it the wrong way, but my intention was
lucid, there wasn’t any nastiness involved in it. She just unfortunately connected
it to that sensual relationship that’s about to happen any time soon, but I swear
to fuck it doesn’t have to do anything about that. The educational plan is for her
and for that kid who wanted to become a SEAL and that house…
It was an old house, a part of my investment. I bought it long time ago and was
willing for it to be rented, but it was truly untouched. No one lived there since
it was built and now I decided to give it to her. A part of that promise that even
if we ended this relationship, she won’t ever have to regret that it happened. That
she trusted me though my credentials are low. One, for I am so old compared to her.
Second, I’m a manwhore for a virgin like her. Third, I may be wealthy but still I
am a divorced man. Fourth, I already have a son and she’s truly a maiden.
It wasn’t a payment for her virginity, for Jesus’ sake! I want her brothers to live
in a decent place so that no matter what hour of the day she may decide to come for
a visit, I’ll have some peace of mind that she can come home to me safely. And it
was a part of her protection, too. Ghuix certainly told me that San Antonio was
under massive surveillance for this hidden syndicate, Akbayan. He had told me well
enough to take Nikka out of the place if I was seriously claiming her as my girl. I
don’t want her to suffer anymore. I knew it that she was a part of that demolition
long time ago which was actually overly exposed on all tabloids and rags. It was a
deadly demolition and I know she was about eight or nine when that thing happened.
I’ll ask her one time about it and explain things further, so she’ll then decide to
accept her birthday present. I’ll make her realize that no matter where and how
this romance ends, I won’t have those things back. It’s not written on my system to
get back all the things I had already given.
From the flowerpot, I move my gaze when I saw Amanda crying, walking toward me.
What the fuck is it again this time?
“You’re girl is brainwashing my son.” She exclaimed.
Oh Christ. Have mercy please. I rolled my eyes.
My brows automatically knitted upon hearing her accusation. She’s hallucinating
again.
“Please Amanda.” I mumbled as I massaged my nape. I’m tired.
She stood in front of me and began to wipe her tears. “Why can’t you believe me?
Andi hates me because of that woman. She’s telling him not to love me anymore!” she
cried like a freaking lunatic.
I just look at her and compose the words on my mind because I don’t believe her. If
I am going to tell her the truth she’ll only tell that I am lying. She’s making a
drama scene that’s why I know she won’t listen. I don’t believe her because I heard
Nikka myself when she was talking with Andi about Amanda and how she told my son
that he should still love his own Mom, though most of the time, she’s been taking
him for granted. So, how would I believe this woman in front of me?
“You’re only thinking too much.” I said as I remain stoic.
“Can’t you stay tonight to make me feel better?” her eyes pleaded but I shake my
head.
“I’m sorry but I can’t. Just go wherever you want to go. Ask one of my men to drive
for you.”
Her brows ascended as her eyes lit up playfully. “Ask to drive me?” she suppress
that giggle in her throat but she failed.
Drive her? Heaven’s sake! She’s still a dick chaser after all this time. “Whatever
you want.” I shake my head. If she thinks that I’ll get jealous, sorry to say but
I’m not. I was expecting to burst and gone out mad but surprisingly, I didn’t. I
feel stiff and I don’t fucking care who the hell does she wanna take in for a ride.
Whether she could be the one riding that dick or that dick would ride her either.
“Whatever you want.” I repeat. Her face becomes grumpy.
“You’re a bastard!” she angrily muttered, then turned her back against me. She
marches heavily going back into the house but she meets Andi at the doorstep. Andi
was running but immediately pauses when he sees his Mom. He doesn’t even smile at
her and so she does the same.
Pathetic!
“I’ll be leaving you in no time! I swear you’ll regret that you ignored me, Andi!”
she scolded her own son who only stood on his feet and glares at his Mom.
“It’s because you ignored me, too. I’m sorry Mommy but I don’t want you to be my
Mommy anymore. I still love you but you love those guys more than you love me.”
Andi said.
I was supposed to stop him but I let him spit out the things that are bothering
him. The things I know he had been hiding for maybe I guess a long time now.
“Well I don’t want you, too!” she screeched which only made Andi’s face become
stern. He opens his mouth to speak but I shake my head, telling him not to utter
anything.
Those words answered my conflicted mind. She will never be really good for Andi
again. She had never been and now I finally concluded that she would never be.
“Go to hell, all of you. Wala kang utang na loob! I carried you inside my womb for
nine months and fed you but you would rather choose that squatter girl over your
real mother? How could you, Vandrix XII!” her voice trembles and she raised a hand
to whip him.
Bulshit!
I was about to make my way at the door but Nikka steps out wearing a red sweetheart
dress. My dick literally wants to jump off my pants when my eyes landed on her
bosom.
The dress fits her so well. I don’t know who bought it but I thank her for it was
the best dress that suits my Nikka exactly the way how pictured her. It hugs her
body just so fine.
Her long thighs were really exposed and looked really lovely with her red stiletto
shoes. Her long brown hair looks really straighter than what it was before. Or is
it just my imagination? She looks so fucking elegant and so young.
Damn it! I look so old for her.
“Subukan mong saktan ang bata at baka makalimutan ko kung ano ka sa buhay ni Andi.”
She spoke to Amanda angrily as she grabbed Andi gently on his shoulder, giving him
comfort.
A red blazing dress for a flaming young woman! Perfect!
“You’re funny. Who are you? A woman from the garbage pile, acting a lucid woman? An
angel but has a hidden agenda? Gold digger or a prostitute? Kidnapper? Selling your
pussy to a man decade older than you? A – ”
“Enough!” I yell as I step heading at the doorstep. My jaws clenched hearing all
her inane accusations. I won’t let her ruin the night that was supposed to be for
Nikka. Amanda doesn’t have the right and I’ll never give her any right.
“Hop in the car, both of you!” I look at Nikka who was rooted and shocked. Her eyes
glittered when tears immediately pooled them. Damn! I don’t want to see her cry.
She isn’t suppose to cry. She’s too lovely to cry.
“Hop in now, Hershey’s.” My voice descends as I speak to her. That was when she
looked at me but immediately bows her head as she walks Andi toward the car. I
can’t even shout at her nor will wanna see her cry. She’s so delicately young and
behind that strongheaded personality that she wears, she’s soft inside.
“Hershey’s? Pathetic!” Amanda laughs in mockery and I swear to fuck I wanna slap
that shit out of her.
“Stop! If you won’t stop your freaking lunatic attitude at once, better pack your
things and leave. No body wants you here. I only let you stay here because I
thought Andi would be glad but I was definitely wrong. You mistook him for months
yet you find it so hard to reconcile with him. What kind of mother are you, Amanda?
Have you stopped using meth or you just got worse?” I tried to stay calm but my
voice was too deep and husky, and when it gets that way, hell my ex wife knows I’m
terribly pissed.
She twitches her lips and mimics the words that I’ve said.
She’s acting like a kid but I don’t find her funny. Gusto ko siyang pilipitin dahil
para siyang nakakainsulto.
I stood on my foot for a couple of minutes trying to relax myself. Matanda na yata
talaga ako dahil parang tumataas ang hayop na presyon ko dahil sa babaeng iyon. Now
I wanna ask myself what kind of fool was I for tolerating such hard headed bitch?
I put my hands on my waist and look past my shoulder to check Nikka and Andi. I
found her sitting at the passenger’s side and gawking at me. She looks so worried
and I don’t know what it was for. She looks so sad and that gave me a sting. My
chest tightens when I see her lovely face turns bitter for a certain reason I can’t
even decipher.
Oh God, how I love this young girl.
Lumakad ako papalapit sa backseat nang hindi ako makatiis. I lean in anc ask my
son who’s frowning, same as Nikka. They’re both not doing good and that is all
because of Amanda. What a shitty woman! Masyadong matindi ang kamandag makasira ng
mood.
“How’s my baby?” I asked Andi and combed his light brown hair.
His light pair of green eyes fixated at my face. “I’m not a baby, Dad. I’m okay.
Ask Tita, she’s upset. I’m fine. I’ll be fine.” He answered and it even made me
smirk.
Really strong little man.
I kissed his cheek and he gave me a light smirk in return. So very Jix de Lorenzo,
huh? I should’ve given him my name instead of my ancestor’s. He’s my Junior, head
to toe. And when I make a girl, hmn, juniora Jix also.
I nod at Andi and switched my position. I lean in again, propping my arm over the
edge of the passenger’s door. I smile when Nikka side glances at me. She looks like
a scared doll and I wanna kiss that hell out of her lips. She looks so fuckable!
Damn shit! I wanna kiss that tiny little mole on her chin and on her left cheek but
Andi keeps on watching like I was some sort of a movie star on his favorite TV
show.
“How about my other baby?” fuck, do I sound too old for her? This is insane! Triple
fuck!
“I’m fine!” she leers and it makes me laugh.
“Don’t be upset, Hershey.” I touch her cheek using my thumb, caressing it softly.
She shifted her seat but bows her head. She starts to play with her fingers like a
kid who committed a sin that’s unforgivable.
Do I look like I would fucking whip her?
“I’m sorry I came in. Perhaps it might had been just a plan, I still worked so
hard to be the best person who was worthy for the trust that you have had given me.
And if one day you’d regret it, I wanted to say sorry if you’d learned to like the
terrible Miss Wrong – who happened to be, me.” She raised her face and looks at me
with her tearful eyes. She looks so hurt. I knew she was and I don’t want her to
feel that way. There’s no reason for her to feel that way.
“You’ve always been Miss Right and you will always be, sweetheart.” I gently cup
the back of her head and kissed her on top of it. I remained still for seconds to
let her feel what kind of feelings I do really have for her.
This isn’t as simple as the word, like.
I know this is, love…
And it’s stronger than what I’ve ever felt before. I think I could kill the people
who would try to make her cry, and I’m willing to give her everything that she
loves to have and guard her 24/7 of the fucking remaining years of my life.
Kahit asong askal ang labas ko. Gwapo naman ako...
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CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
NIKKA
It’s your love,
Just does something to me
Sends a shock right through me,
Can’t get enough
So if you wonder,
About the spell I’m under,
It’s your love…
Nangaligkig ako nang pumasok sa tainga ko ang umeereng kanta sa loob ng isang bukas
na restaurant pero walang mga tao. Sa harapan pa lang kanina ay puno na ng mga lobo
at mga hanging balloons na bumubuo sa pangalan ko na, Nikka at lovely 19. Tapos
ngayon ay sinalubong ako ng kanta na ganito at sa likod ko ay may na kasunod na
lalaking kulang ang deskripsyon na, sobrang gwapo.
Napalingon tuloy ako at huling-huli ko ang titig niya sa kabuuan ko. With the black
coat he’s wearing right now, he can’t keep a single piece of details about being a
billionaire CEO. Lalo siyang gumuwapo sa puting long sleeves sa ilalim ng coat niya
at nakabukas pa ang ilang botones. Kanina ko pa napapansin iyon pero nawalan ako ng
ganang batiin siya at sabihin na ang gwapo niya, kasi naunahan na ako ng takot.
I’ve never been so afraid in my life. Mas natatakot pa ako sa pagkamuhi na pwede
niyang maramdaman para sa akin kapag nalaman niya na totoong kidnapping ang pakay
ko noong una. Mas natatakot ako para roon, kaysa sa isang kamatayan.
I don’t know that this feeling is possible. Literally speaking, he’s just a man,
but for me – he’s more than a man. He’s Mr. Right. The right man to be given with
every single thing that I have. The whole me. He will own it in no time and if we
will end this soon, I will feel no regret. It may be too painful to bear but fate
isn’t in my hands. If he’s for me, he’ll always be for me no matter what. But if
not, memories are far better than enough.
The corner of his lips ascends for a tender smile when our eyes locked up. Inirapan
ko siya kaya napailing na lang siya at kinagat ang sariling labi habang nakasuksok
sa bulsa niya ang kanyang mga kamay. Pacute na naman siya.
Ngayon lang kaming dalawa nagkatitigan kasi sa biyahe ay nakaiwas lang ako ng
paningin. Ayoko ng sabihin pa sa kanya ang totoong puno at dulo ng pagpasok ko sa
trabaho bilang yaya. Binitawan na ako nina Jesmond, ano pa ba? Gusto ko na ng
tahimik na buhay. Hindi man bilang girlfriend ni General, bilang yaya na lang ni
Andi na may sweldo at matinong trabaho.
“Are you planning to take your escort for granted the whole night, Hershey’s?”
tanong niya sa likuran ko kaya lumingon ulit ako, saka ako timingin kay Andi na
nakahawak sa kamay ko. Match na match sila ng Daddy niya at pati sapatos ay parehas
sila. Siya ang mini me ng ama niyang babaero, at mukhang babaero rin ang batang ito
sa paglaki. Kanina nang lumabas ako ng kwarto ni Jamie dahil sa inis ko ay sa
kwarto ako ni Andi tumuloy.
Tawa ako nang tawa nang sabihin niya na kaparehas ng attire ng Daddy niya ang
pinabili niyang damit dahil hindi raw siya pahuhuli sa ama niya. He’s competing
with his own Dad. And the reason? Jusko! Ako ang dahilan at kapag hindi ko raw
minahal ang Daddy niya ay siya na lang ang asawahin ko kapag lumaki na siya. Pero
may girlfriend na raw siya sa school. Tawa ako nang tawa kasi grade six na ang
girlfriend niya at seven year old pa lang siya. He told me that he’s going to dump
the girl if one day I decided to marry him.
Juskopo! Tumawa na lang ako at natanggal ang inis ko.
“Okay then, Tita Nikka. Daddy’s been asking for your hand. I’ll give you to him.
May the best man win.” Tumingin siya sa Daddy niya at sumaludo naman ang isa kaya
napahagikhik ako.
Mag-ama nga sila. Andi’s so young to know about this silliness, but I enjoy it.
He’s kinda perplexed and bossy but he keeps on talking funny things. Par siyang
kwarenta anyos na lalaking pumasok sa katawan ng isang bata kung makapagsalita. At
karibal pa siya ng ama niya sa akin?
“You still mad?” tanong niya nang tumakbo ang bata papalapit sa mga kapatid kong
nasa may isang sulok ng restaurant at kinukutingting ang mga regalo. Naiiyak akong
tingnan sila. Malinis at hindi mga mukhang batang taga-skwater. Nandoon din sina
Nanay Lolit at si Jesusa kasama ang mga kababaihang de Lorenzo na
nagsisipaggandahan.
“Kung ako ba magiging Misis de Lorenzo, bagay ba akong sumama sa kanila?” hindi ko
sinagot ang tanong niya. Nakatingin lang ako sa mga babaeng kumaway sa akin.
Inaayos nila ang mesa habang ang mga lalaki at sitting pretty sa mga upuan at
kaharap ay alak.
Tumingin ako kay Jamie Rix nang hindi siya sumagot. Nangingiti pala ang impakto
kaya sinimangutan ko siya. “Halimbawa lang iyon. Pwede namang hindi ikaw ang
tinutukoy ko eh. It could be that old man…” teka, nandito rin ang matandang de
Lorenzo na nakita ko sa Infinity na naghatid kay Andi? Pogi siyang talaga. At may
bagong lalaki. Poging-pogi at asul ang mga mata. Iyon yata ang asawa ni Ma’am
Larrah kasi kalong noon ang batang lalaki na karga ni Ma’am Larrah noon.
Bumabaha ng gwapo at magaganda ngayong birthday ko.
“Ipagpapalit mo pa ako kay Daddy Rix.” Sabi ni General sa tagiliran ko.
“Eh akala mo kasi ikaw ang tinutukoy ko. Natatawa ka pa. Alam ko na makapal ang
mukha ko para magtanong pero halimbawa lang naman iyon. Masyado ka kasing seryoso.
They’re all beautiful and if you’re about to choose, who among them should you wish
to have as your girl?”
“You.” Maikling sagot niya na nagpanganga sa akin. Natameme ako. Ang daldal ko
pero, you lang ang sagot niya? Ahihi. Kinilig naman ako.
“You’re the most beautiful.” Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at isiniksik ang mga daliri
niya sa pagitan ng sa akin.
“Sinasabi mo lang iyan kasi crush mo ako.” Pinanulisan ko siya ng mga labi pero ang
mga mata niya ay tinutunaw na ako sa titig. Kanina pa siya at hindi na niya inaalis
ang mga mata niya sa mukha ko. Paisa-isa na nganh napuputol ang maliliit na garter
ng panty ko. Teka nga, kakapain ko kung nandyan pa.
Kinapa ko ang pwet ko at tiningnan ang linya kung nasasalat pa. Nandyan pa naman.
Salamat.
“What was that for?” kunot noong tanong niya.
“Chineck ko lang kung nandyan pa ang panty ko. Baka kasi nalaglag na sa lagkit ng
titig mo.” Sabay irap ko kaya ang lakas lakas ng tawa niya. Piangtinginan tuloy
kami kaya nahiya ako. Parang lahat pa sila ay taka nang marinig nila na
humahalakhak na parang tanga si General. May bago ba?
“Yeah, check that more often. I’ll rip that in no time.” Saka siya kumindat sa
akin.
Hindi ako nakasagot kasi tinamaan ako ng hiya. Pupunitin niya talaga? Sayang naman
ang panty ko. Di bale, kapag handa na ako, bibili ako ng limampisony panty sa
ukayan para hindi sayang. Hihi. Baka kumaripas siya ng takbo kapag sinabi ko na sa
ukayan galing ang panty.
“Heya, womanizer! Bring the celebrant here! Huwag mong solohin, makakasuhan ka!”
sigaw ni Ma’am Yon-Yon sa kanya.
“Don’t use your agent’s tactic on me Yon-Yon, Nikka is nineteen.” Seryosong sabi ni
Jamie kay Ma’am Yon-Yon.
Agent? Bigla akong napalunok. Angent ang asawa ni Sir Vandrix? Bigla akong
kinabahan pero wala na naman ako sa Akbayan kaya wala na akong dapat na ikatakot
pa.
“Are you okay? You look worried.” Puna sa akin ni Jamie kaya napaangat ang tingin
ko sa kanya nang halik-halikan niya ang kamay ko. I watch his lips as it descend at
the back of my hand showering soft kisses.
I swallowed when he smirks naughtily while looking at me through his lashes. He’s
being so playful again. But I’m not sure how this thing would end once he figured
out the truth. Would he still adore me the same like the way how he used to? Doon
pa lang ay nasasaktan na ako kaya mas mabuti pa yatang aminin ko na ngayong gabi
para habang hindi pa niya ako mahal ay malaman na niya ang totoo. Kung magagalit
siya sa akin at paaalisin niya ako, tatanggapin ko na lang iyon at bahala na
sumugal ako sa ibang trabaho ulit.
Ayokong saktan ko pa siya kung malalaman niya at kapag nagtagal pa.
“Wala. May iniisip lang ako.”
Napatigil siya sa paghalik sa kamay ko at tumalim ang mga mata niya. “That fucking
Jesmond?” selos na selos na naman ang aura niya kaya napangiti ako.
“Medyo.” Sagot ko saka ako nagkibit balikat pero kaagad niya akong hinawakan sa
mukha at bago pa man ako nakahuma ay angkin na niya ang kabuuan ng labi ko.
Shit! Ipinagtulakan ko siya. Makikita ako ng mga kapatid ko at nina Nanay Lolit,
nakakahiya.
“Iyong lipstick ko, mapapawi.” Sinalat ko ang gilig ng labi ko at nararamdaman kong
basa iyon. Paanong hindi ay kinain na naman niya nang buo?
“You’re mine.” Angil niya saka niya dinilaan ang mga labi niya. Wala gaanong
lipstick ang nalipat sa kanya kaya kahit paano ay na-relax naman ako.
“Say that later when you – ”know the whole damn truth.
“You’re mine.” Matigas na ulit niya kaya hindi na ako nakatapos ng salita.
Napatitig ako sa kanya at nanginit ang sulok ng mga mata ko. Masasabi niya pa kaya
kapag inamin ko na? Masasabi niya pa kaya na gusto niya ay kanya lang ako at
maniwala kaya siya na hindi na iyon ang intensyon ko? Gustuhin niya pa kaya ako o
baka ibigay na lang niya ako kay Jesmond? I told him so many times that I am Ms.
Wrong but he used to believe that I am Ms. Right and when he looks at me, alam ko
na hindi lang basta Ms. Right ang tingin niya sa akin. He looks at me like am a
perfect creature in his very eyes. A perfect girl for him while I’m really not.
Would he still look at me the same?
“Do you get that?” tanong niya saka niya inilapit ang mukha sa akin kaya napaatras
pa ang ulo ko nang kaunti. Pero sa huli, naramdaman ko na lang na tumatango ako.
The next thing I know, I was already wrapped in his massive arms. Isang yakap na
parang sinasabing hindi niya ako pakakawalan kahit na kailan. I embraced him too,
touching his broad back that even made him grunt.
“Happy Birthday!!!” sigaw nilang lahat at napaitlag pa ako nang pasabugan nila
kami ng party poppers at may humila sa akin bigla papalayo kay Jamie.
It was a strong hand and when I looked up, si President Adam na nakangiti.
Napatingin ulit ako kay Jamie at ganoon na lang ang pagkagulat ko nang makita kong
halos magningas ang mga mata niya habang nakatingin sa kanyang kakambal.
Nakapameywang siya at nakatulis ang mga labi habang pinupukol ng masamang tingin si
President.
“Got her.” President teasingly winks at him and hugs my neck.
Humakbang si Jamie ng isa. “Release. Her. At. Fucking. Once.” Mariin na utos niya
at lalong tumalim ang mga mata niya.
Oa siya. Pero mukhang hindi siya nagbibiro. Isinara niya ang mga kamao kaya biglang
tumawa ang kakambal niya.
“Easy kuya. She’s not yours the whole night. Let the girls borrow her. Masyado kang
possessive.” Adam chuckles.
“We’re just the same! Fuck you! Release her!” sigaw ni Jamie Rix na nagpaitlag sa
akin. Anong pagkaseloso ng walang hiyang ito. Kahit kapatid ay ayaw akong
pahawakan?
“Hoy, OA na.” dinuro ko siya at noon lang lumambot ang mukha niya. “Hindi mo ito
birthday. Sungit nito.” Irap ko pa kaya natigilan siya. Pinatulis lang niya ulit
ang mga labi at saka tumingin sa mga umpukan ng kalalakihan.
“Fine. Later you’re mine. Only mine. After you blow your candle, sit beside me and
we’ll talk.” Sinampal niya ang upuan at saka dinuro si President. It was a warning
death glare but Adam laughed in reply. Tumalikod siya matapos akong pasadahan ng
tingin.
“Kung di ka lang bata at maganda, tinamaan ka na.” bulong niya pero sa halip na
mainis ako ay parang kinilig pa yata ako. “Later.” Paalala niya bago tuluyang
lumayo.
Fine. Mamaya sasabihin ko na sa iyo ang totoo para magkaalaman na tayo. Mas mahirap
nang humiwalay kapag mahal mo na ako kaya secret na lang na mahal kita. Hinabol ko
siya ng tingin at lumingon pa siya sa akin saka siya ngumisi.
Get ready Nikka. This will be the happiest and saddest birthday of my life. Good
luck to myself.
I wanna be fair because I love you...
©️
WCStories

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Chapter Forty-Six
Nikka
Napakislot ako nang may lumapat na mainit at malaking kamay sa hita ko sa ilalim ng
mesa. Katatapos lang namin na kumain at kaya naiwan ako sa mesa ay dahil ako ja
lang ang nahuli dahil dalawang bata ang sinubuan ko. Tapos na rin naman ako at
nakatingin na lang ako sa mga mag-asawang sumasayaw.
Kaagad kong ipinihit ang ulo ko para tingnan si Jamie pero hindi siya sa akin
nakatingin. He's looking at those people who were dancing on the floor under the
dim lights, too. Kakaming dalawa sa mesa dahil ayaw niya raw makisabay sa mga
pangit.
Tawa ako nang tawa nang sabihin niya iyon kanina dahil lahat ng mga de Lorenzo ay
nagmukhang papaitan ang mga mukha.
"Go on, we'll have our own time. I don't want to join the poor grotesque people.
You'll look all ugly even more once I stand beside anyone of you."
Iyon ang eksaktong sabi niya sabay tawa kaya nagtinginan ang lahat ng mga de
Lorenzo. Siya pala ang pinakabaliw talaga sa lahat ng magpipinsan. Ang kapal ng
mukha niya, pero ang totoo talagang iba ang karisma nilang magkakambal. Parehas
silang may mga matang mapang-akit at tipo ng mata na pwedeng magpaluhod sa babae.
And that the same rakish smirks which can undress a woman in an instant. They all
have that gleaming, captivating eyes but the twins standout amongst the rest.
Saglit akong napatulala sa kanya at pinakatitigan ang mukha niya, pero bigla siyang
lumingon sa akin kasabay ng pag-akyat ng kamay niya sa pinakataas na bahagi ng hita
ko.
He smirks while I gasp and widen my eyes.
"How do you find me? Really gorgeously delicious?" lalong lumaki ang ngisi niya
kaya hindi ako nakasagot dahil kung sasagot ako, oo ang lalabas sa bibig ko.
Hes really is, very. Handsome and charming in combination. Iyong iba kasi, charming
lang. Iyong iba naman ay gwapo lang pero wala masyadong appeal. Siya ay parehas,
gwapo at maappeal kahit na sobrang tanda niya sa akin.
"Do you wanna know what could be more luscious birthday gift than a kiss, Hershey?"
tumingin siya sa labi ko at ang kamay niya ay isinisiksik niya sa pagitan ng magka-
krus kong mga hita.
"A-Ano?" parang namalat ang boses ko at ninerbyos ako bigla nang mapatingin din ako
sa bibig niya.
He lick his bottom lip and bite it. He draws closer to me and he grins. "Part your
legs." Utos niya na ikinalaki ng mga mata ko.
"B-bakit?" parang tangang tanong ko pa pero lalo lamg siyang ngumisi at hinalikan
ako sa pisngi papunta sa may tainga.
"Follow the orders, I'm gonna give you a taste." Bulong niya sa akin kaya sunod
sunod na ang naging paglunok ko.
"Would you still like me the same if I do it?" ayaw ko man pero lumabas yata sa
tono ng boses ko ang takot. Wala akong naging boyfriend at wala rin sa aking
nanligaw. Maraming bumibiro pero puro mga katropa ko lang. Ayoko na kapag nahawakan
niya ako ay bitawan na niya ako kaagad. Mas matatanggap ko pa kung dahil iyon sa
pagtatapat na gagawin ko mamaya.
"I would still like you the same even if I had already touched you. Trust me."
Trust him? Napatingin ako sa mga kasama namin sa may di kalayuan.
"D-Dito? D-di ba masyadong bulgar?"
"Yes here. Just muffle the scream." Kinagat niya ang tainga ko kaya lalo akong
napaitlag. Parang may bumuhos na kung ano mula sa puson ko at parang nabasa ang
panty ko. Susmi! Dinantnan pa yata ako. Naiihi na naman ako.
Hindi pwede. Kailangan na malaman na muna niya ang lahat bago may kung ano-anong
hawakan na mangyari. At least magalit man siya, talikuran ako at palayasin, hindi
pa rin ako mahihiyang humarap sa kanya dahil wala naman siyang nakuha sa akin.
Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya at saka ko siya tiningnan. Alam kong nakita niya ang
kaseryosohan sa mukha ko kaya natigilan din siya.
"First, thank you for this birthday. Second, kung nainsulto man ako sa birthday
present mo - s" hindi niya ako pinatapos dahil sumagot siya kaagad.
"Those are still yours." He plants a smack kiss on my lips. "Don't you want me to
touch you?" sumulyap siya sa kamay niyang nasa loob ng laylayan ng bestida ko.
Gusto ko na sana, pero dapat ay pakinggan na muna niya ako.
"You have to li-listen first." Mahina kong sabi sa kanya.
"Then I could touch you here? Just a touch, that would be enough." Parang puno na
ng pakiusap ang boses niya at kahit na malamlam ang ilaw ay nakikita ko na
kumikislap ang mga mata niya habang nakatitig sa mukha ko.
"Would you still ask me the same thing once you've got to learn about the truth?"
halos hindi na lumabas ang kataga na iyon sa bibig ko. Natatakot na ako at kahit na
pigilin ko, uminit ang sulok ng mga mata ko at iiyakan ko sigurado ang magiging
reaksyon niya kung bigla niya akong aayawan.
Nang tingnan ko siya ay natigilan na siya at nanatiling nakamasid lang sa akin.
Inilabas niya ang kamay niya sa loob ng damit ko at ipinatong na lang niya sa
ibabaw ng hita ko.
"Truth about what?" pumormal siya ng upo at pati ang boses niya ay naging
maawtoridad na.
Dito pa lang sa reaksyon niyang ito ay natatakot na ako. Ngayon ko lang siyang
nakitang ganito kapormal at hindi nakaligtas sa paningin ko ang paninigas ng mga
panga niya.
"Are you in love with somebody else?" saglit siyang lumingon sa akin.
Ano raw?
Napanganga ako at gusto kong mangiti kasi nagseselos na naman siya kahit wala pa
naman akong sinasabi. Umiling ako sa kanya.
"I-Isa akong..." shit! Parang hindi ko kaya. Huminga ako ng malalim at sinulyapan
ko si Andi na naglalaro sa gitna ng malamlam na ilaw. Kung hindi ko na makikita ang
bata, dapat ay hindi siya mapahamak. Malaki ang peperahin sa kanya ng sindikato
kapag nadiskubre nilang may kakaibang talino ang baby ko. Pero hindi nga kaya iyon
ang totoong pakay nila?
"Isa akong kidnapper." Buong lakas ng loob kong sabi sa kanya. Walang paglunok,
walang pagkautal at sinigurado kong narinig niya. Ayoko iyong ulitin dahil iiyak na
ako kapag inulit ko pa at makita ko ang reaksyon niya. Hindi ako tumingin sa kanya,
sa halip ay yumuko ako.
"It's a plan to enter your world for the kid. I was the one designated to do the
job. I have to bring him to the play park and pretend I was kidnapped, too. My
involvement within that syndicate is the most stupid thing I've ever done in my
life. I won't try to clean myself in front of you just to please you, for no matter
how hard I try, I will never ever be the woman that you've been wanting to admire
or worse, love. Kahit kailan - "
"Enough." He deeply said. Kusang pumihit ang ulo ko para tingnan ko siya. Walang
kasing baba ang boses niya pero hindi ko masasabing hindi siya galit. His jaws were
locked and he's not looking at me. Lagpasan ang tingin niya sa mga tao at mas
madilim pa sa gabi ang mukha niya.
"So, after all this time, Amanda's speculation was right?" tumingin siya sa akin at
walang kasing tapang ang mga berde niyang mata pero buong lakas ng loob kong
sinalubong iyon kahit na parang gusto ko siyang haplusin at sabihin kong, I'm
sorry. It wasn't my intention to fall in love with you.
Tumaas ang sulok ng labi niya pero nakakainsulto ang ngiti niya.
Ang asawa niya ang may haka-haka tungkol sa akin? Kaya ba galit sa akin ang babaeng
iyon dahil ramdam niya na noong una ay hindi maganda ang plano ko sa anak nila?
"M-May sinabi siya sa i -?"
"Tang-ina, meron!" buong lakas na sigaw niya at saka niya ibinalikwas ang mesa
kaya napapikit ako nang mariin. Sabay-sabay na lumapit ang mga pinsan niya at ang
mga babae pero kaagad siyang tumayo at dinuro ang lahat.
"Stay away from this shit! All of you! Back the hell off!" duro niya sa mga
lalaking de Lorenzo. Nakatanga ang Mommy Suzanne niya at parang gustong magsalita
pero hinawakan kaagad ni Mr. Rix sa braso ang may edad na babae.
Wala na. Sira na ang birthday party ko. Hindi bale, pagkatapos naman nito, malaya
na ang konsensya ko. Pero bakit nasasaktan ako sa nakikita kong reaksyon niya?
Ayokong magalit siya pero sino bang matutuwa na malaman na ang isang babaeng
ginugusto ay isang kidnapper? Mahirap na nga, masamang tao pa. Ngayon niya sabihin
sa akin na bagay kami.
"What is this Jamie Rix?" tanong ni Chairman Vandrix sa kanya pero sa akin siya
nakatingin.
"Let her finish her birthday. Wag mo siyang awayin!" Larrah Graine demanded.
"Get the fucking hell out of here!"mabalasik na sagot pa rin niya. Para na siyang
tanga na sinasabunutan ang kanyang sarili habang ako naman ay parang batang paslit
na nakaupo pa rin at hinihilot ang mga daliri ko. Kitang-kita ko ang sakit sa mga
mata niya nang biglang lumiwanag.
"Ano ba ito Jamie? May mga bata." Saway naman ni Nanay Lolit pero hindi rin siya
pinansin ng isa.
"Go home, Nanay. Bring the kids with you." Medyo malumanay niyang sagot pero
mabagsik pa rin ang anyo niya.
"Hindi ako sasama. Huwag mong sisigawan ang ate ko. Lalabanan kita kahit na mayaman
ka at kahit gusto ka niya." Galit din na sagot ni Caine pero inilingan ko siya.
Tumingin sa akin si Jamie at noon na ako naluha. Gusto ko siya. Gustong-gusto, at
alam iyon ni Caine dahil iyon ang sinabi ko, paulit-ulit sa bawat pag-uusap namin.
Kinikilig ako at si Caine ang saksi roon.
"I'll count three. If all of you won't vacate this gaddamn place, I swear to fuck
we'll tussle here! Get. Your. Asses. Off. The. Place!" banta pa niya pero parang
walang gustong kumilos.
"Come on Nikka. Uuwi ka namin." Galit na utos ni Ma'am Yon-Yon pero kay Jamie siya
nakatingin.
Umiling ako bilang sagot. Ayokong umalis. Baka kapag humakbang ako papaalis, hindi
ko na makita ang lalaking kauna-unahan kong minahal. Baka matulad siya sa Papa ko
na hindi na nakita ni Mama hanggang sa araw na namatay na siya. Wala akong
karapatan na magmukhang naaapi dahil ang totoo, ako ang May kasalan at hindi si
General. Wala pa silang alam kaya akala nila siya ang may kasalanan.
"Don't hurt her." Banta ni Sir Ghuix sa kanya pero ngumisi siya at hindi iyon
kaaya-aya.
"Do you think I can maul her? I give woman dirty pleasures, not whip them. Oh, I
whip their asses when having se - x" natigil siya nang tumingin siya sa mga bata.
Pati na ang pagtatahi niya ng mga salita ay iba na naman. Kung bastos siya noon,
ngayon ay nakakatakot ang kabastusan na iyon.
"I'll be fine. Salamat po sa party. Hindi ko makakalimutan kahit kailan, kahit -
ito na ang huli nating pagkikita, lagi ko kayong maaalala." Tinigasan ko ang sarili
ko na huwag tumulo ang mga luha ko pero hindi ako makatingin sa kanila ng diretso.
"Kiko, uwi na. Okay lang ako." Utos ko sa bata.
Walang imik ang lahat at maya-maya ay naramdaman kong naglalakad na silang lahat
papalayo pero tumakbo pabalik si Andi at niyakap ako.
"Please don't make her cry, Daddy. If you don't like her, sabi ko akin na lang
siya." Umiiyak na litanya niya sa ama. Ang tapang ng tingin niya sa Daddy niya.
"No! She will never ever fit you!" mariin niyang sabi.
Ouch.
"Then to whom she fits? To you? You're making her cry! She's all I've got! I've got
nothing. I've lost my Mommy and you kept on leaving me for the past two years of my
life. She loves me more than Mommy or even you."
"No," kaagad kong salo sa kanya at saka ko hinawakan ang mukha niya at iniharap sa
akin. "They love you more than anybody else does. Go home, I'll see you again,
baby. Please be good." Hinaplos ko ang mukha niya.
"Will you still keep your promise that you'll never let anybody hurt me though
Dad's making you cry right now?"
"Yes, I will. Always." I hug him and kiss his head. Mahal ko si Andi dahil nakikita
ko sa kanya ang sarili ko. Ang pagkakaiba lang, buhay pa ang mga magulang niya
samantalang ako ay patay na. Ang akala ng lahat, simpleng bonding lang ang meron
kami pero lahat ng bagay ay naikwento na niya sa akin at naikwento ko na rin
sankanya ang lahat kapag pinatutulog ko siya. Alam niyang isa akong kidnapper pero
buo ang tiwala niyang hindi ko siya sasaktan at naniwala siya sa pangako ko na
hindi ko siya hahayaang makuha ng kahit na sino.
When Andi ran away crying, that's the time I broke. Para akong isang kriminal na
huhusgahan sa kinauupuan ko. Hindi ko alam kung anong sinabi ni Ma'am Amanda kay
Jamie pero mukhang mahihirapan akong kumbinsihin siya na nagbago na ang plano ko.
Kinuha niya ang smartphone niya at may ipinagtext siya. Hindi ko alam kung sino
pero sana ay hindi isa sa mga babae niya. Kahit galit siya sa akin, ayoko na
makipag-sex siya sa iba.
"Talk to me." Pakiusap ko sa kanya pero walang imik na isinuksok niya ang
smartphone sa lalagyan na nakakabit sa sinturon niya.
"I don't want to talk to you." Matigas na sagot niya. Nameywang siya at dinila-
dilaan ang mga labi niya habang nakatulala sa kawalan. "For the second fucking
time, I was fucked up." Tumingin siya sa akin pero hindi naman ako umiwas ng
tingin.
"I didn't. Wala na ako sa samahan. Binitiwan na nila ako at hindi ko alam kung
bakit. If you will try to find it in your - heart to believe m - "
"Bulshit this heart!" dismayadong sinuklay niya ang kanyang buhok pero lalo lang
naman na gumulo.
"I don't know what to believe in! That's the truth!" sinipa niya ang silya at
bumaliktad iyon. Napaitlag lang ako pero hindi pa rin ako tumatayo.
"Palalayasin mo na ba ako? Mambababae ka na ba?" tumulis pa ang labi ko at
napasimangot ako nang mapansin ko na nakatitig siya sa mukha ko. Nasasaktan akong
isipin na magkakagusto na siya sa iba at hindi na niya ako papansinin. "Babaero ka
nga pala talaga." Bulong ko pa.
"Go into the car." Bulong niya saka niya kinuha ulit ang smartphone niya.
Mambabae na nga yata siya.
"Ihuhulog mo ba ako sa tulay kaya mo ako pinasasakay sa - "
"I said, go!" sigaw niya kaya tumayo ako. "Don't you dare talk. No more talking not
until I tell you to do so!" galit na asik niya.
"I'm sorry." Humikbi ako pero tinititigan lang niya ako kaya mabilis akong
tumalikod. Ayoko na makita niya akong umiiyak. Gusto ko matapang lang ako sa
paningin niya at hindi iyaking bata.
"I said in the car. Don't you dare run, I'll find you anyway. A woman like you
should be punished. And if I will decide to give you a sentence, it's a life
imprisonment." Sabi niya pa kaya pumihit ako.
Nakaside view siya pero ang mga mata niya ay sa akin ang nakatingin. Ipakukulong
niya ba ako? Bumuka ang bibig ko para magsalita pero inunahan na niya ako.
"No more talking. Shut your mouth or I'll shut it up for you."
"H-Hahalikan mo ako?"
Umiling siya. "Bubusalan kita." Bulong niya habang pumipindot sa phone niya.
Napasimangot tuloy ako.
Mabait pa rin talaga siya. Baka kung iba siya ay binalibag na niya ako ng mesa.
Siya kahit paano ay ipakukulong lang daw ako. Wag naman. Pero parang wala naman
iyon sa plano niya kasi sana kanina pa niya ako pinapulis kung iyon ang gusto niya.
Naaawa pa rin yata siya sa akin. Sana.
"Jix," tawag ko sa kanya.
"I said no m - " inis na sagot niya pero sinalo ko kaagad.
"Mahal kita." Pabulong na amin ko sabay talikod. Nakakahiya kasi. Isang kidnapper
na nainlove sa ama ng batang kikidnapin dapat niya? Ito ba ang tinatawag na karma?
Salamat ha.
"Kahit ipapulis mo ako, iyon ang totoo. Pakainin mo na lang ang mga kapatid ko
kapag nakulong na ako at wag mong babanggitin ang pag-amin ko kahit na kanino.
Mapapahamak ang mga kapatid ko. Kung iniisip mo na drama ito, maniwala ka sa
peligro sa buhay nina Bryan at Caine. At maniwala ka na totoong... m-mahal k-kita."
Sabi ko pa habang naglalakad ako papalayo na sa kanya.
Wala siyang sagot kaya lumingon ako. Akala ko nagtetext siya sa babae niya o
tumatawag na pero nakahabol siya sa akin ng tingin. He's tilting his head and
pursing his lips while staring openly at me. Hindi ko siya nginitian kasi para
naman akong tanga noon, binawi ko na lang ang tingin ko at nilakihan ang mga
hakbang.
Mabigat sa kalooban kasi alam kong nasira ang tiwala niya sa akin at interes pero
masaya na rin ako na nasabi ko na ang totoo. If this is goodbye, then so be it.
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[ 48 Chapter47IStillLoveYou ]
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CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
JAMIE RIX
I was utterly confused about what Nikka said. At first thought, I wanted to
convince myself that she's only playing her naughty tricks on me. I was afraid to
look into her eyes a moment ago, because I was so afraid to see no lies in them.
And when I did, my shoulders fell as I saw the truth in her hazel eyes. She was
telling the truth. How brave for her to admit it and she had just admitted it in
front of me. No buckling up, no stuttering and no confusion. So, after all this
time, Amanda was right about her what I so called, hallucinations. She asked me
what if Nikka was a kidnapper, a gold digger or even a murderer? One was proven
true and Nikka herself spat the truth out of her lips; out of her system.
Then what; Told me that she loves me?
What the fuck!
I close my eyes and take a deep breath. As much as I wanted to feel the hatred and
great disgust, why the fucking hell couldn't I? She lied but her admission made me
realized just how fair she really was. I should've just hit her and violated her
physically, but her tearful eyes calmed the coiling rage deep down inside of me.
Jesus!
The more I convince myself to withdraw this damn admiration for her, the more that
I've been wanting to cuddle her and tell her not to cry. Ironically, I could see
that angelic side of her despite the truth she had just pronounced.
Tangna! Baliw na nga yata ako na minamahal ko pa siya kahit na maling-mali nga siya
yata para sa akin, magmula sa edad, hanggang sa lahat.
I don't want to talk to her not because I hate her, but because I'm so damn aghast
to unwisely speak to her and slaps her face with the inappropriate words that may
only hurt her feelings even more. I knew she's already hurt. I could clearly see
that in her eyes and by the way how she stared at me. She might be so sturdy enough
to contain herself from sobbing, still it made no difference at all. Her tears
still kept on rolling over her cheeks. And her muffled sobs stabbed my heart in
pain.
I shall not feel sorry for her and shall feel no pity at all, but I can't help it.
I wish I can but I just damn can't! I looked at her like the perfect girl who was
destined to be my girl for the longest time I could barely count, but now what? She
just said that she's not meant to be mine.
Does she?
Was she lying about her being out of that shit syndicate? Was she referring to that
shit Akbayan? Did she already quit or was she only trying to gain my trust again?
This is triple fuck!
What am I gonna do now? I wanted to put her to jail, as much as I could, but I
hardly couldn't. Why the hell I could not? She's too beautiful to rot in jail.
She'll rot there for sure if I will try to make a move. I am a de Lorenzo and so
as Ghuix. If we're going to push her behind the bars, those fucking criminals will
get the fucking lucky time of their lives to stare at her and fuck her.
No. No. They can't. I won't let them touch her. I won't fucking send her to jail.
She'll stay beside me as long as I try to figure out what I shall do. Life
imprisonment? I'll sentence her to rot inside her room. I shall monitor her to find
out if she was really telling the truth and it's because I still wanted to see her
though she lied to me and made me fall for her. She's a great damn deceiver and I
hate myself for still being so madly attracted to her though she fucked me up.
Unahin ko na kayang sapakin ang sarili ko?
I was pulled out from my train of thoughts when my phone vibrated. I instantly drop
my gaze on my phone to read the message from Ghuix.
Ipis matulis: Kids were safe now. As you ordered dropped down Navy SEAL. Now, care
to tell me what is this all about? Y the fuck did you hide Byran and Caine?
Me: long story but I want security 24/7 for them. This is about your career. I'll
give u d syndicate ur barely looking for, if I am not getting in the wrong track.
We'll talk tomorrow. Let the kids be 101% safe.
Ipis matulis: how about young beautiful Nik-Nik?
Kaagad na nagbungguan ang mga kilay ko. Me: It was a misunderstanding but I want
her to stay wid me. Stop calling her beautiful or else I'll shoot you. I'll let u
talk to her in no time.
Ipis matulis : Ur welcome. Ang galang mo sa matanda.
I shake my head with his remark. I don't call him kuya though he's a year older
than me.
"Sir," a woman from behind caught my attention as I tucked my phone inside the
phone holder fastened over my waistband.
I don't give her a damn response but I twist my head and raise her my brows. She's
carrying tons of gifts.
Oh hell, don't tell me I was the one designated to carry those shits? It's not my
mano to carry paper bags and shopping bags, never.
"Iyong mga regalo po noong batang maganda, naiwan niya." Magalang na sabi niya.
Magalang pero kumikislap ang mga mata niya habang nakatitig sa mukha ko. She keeps
on glancing at my broad chest and smiles when I catch her ogling, but I don't mind.
Her words, batang maganda keep on rolling inside my fucking head.
Batang maganda. Tangna! Maganda naman talaga ang kidnapper na iyon. And if I were
about to choose, why not I let myself be kidnapped instead?
Geez Christ!
I look back over my shoulder and find Nikka hiding behind the dark brown glass
doors. She's peeking and looking at me, at us wearing her frowned face. I feel like
an old man again. She's acting like a real baby this time and what's with that sad
face that makes me want to kiss her tears away?
Ginayuma niya ako. Now I know, she's not only a kidnapper, she's also a hypnotist
and a spellbinder; a fucking enchanter, a wiccan, a fucking ... a fucking young
woman who I love despite of being faux.
What the heck is wrong with a manwhore like me? I can chase so many women but why
do I fucking plan to make her stay, like it seemed that she's the only woman in the
world and there could be no one else.
Ginayuma niya nga ako.
"Sir," the woman snaps. I heave a sigh when Nikka slowly walks away from where she
was peeking. Those lovely eyes aren't strong enough to hide the pain, that's why a
big part of me believes in her; Or was it only my heart? But it damn carries the
entire fucking system which compose my body, and that includes my casted brain.
I don't have any choice but to grab all the gifts. It's her birthday but the
supposed to be happiest birthday of her life turned worse and I feel liable for
that.
"Thank you." I smile at the woman then turn my back.
I headed toward the main entrance of the hall, muted. I toss all the paper bags at
the back of the car and look around to find her.
Demmit! Did she run away? My heart suddenly thumps inside my chest as I scan the
whole parking lot. No. She's not supposed to go. I didn't tell her to go. I don't
fucking want her to go though I was outwitted. I want her beside me while I am
brushing off the doubts I have inside my fucking head. I was ready enough to yell
her name when I found her standing behind the giant flowerpot with dangling
Christmas lights. She's in deep silence while gently wiping her eyes using the back
of her hands. She's crying and she damn looks like a child.
I heave a sigh and hold my breath when I feel my chest starts to tighten. This is
impossible, I am more than hurting myself when I see her like this but I have to
weigh thighs further. I don't want another Amanda in my fucking life. I have to see
the truth and I know she'll show it in no time. We both have to be patient enough
waiting for all the answers, but she'll not go anywhere. She must stay beside me.
When I don't find enough courage to speak, I just clear my throat.
Kailan pa ako naduwag sa babae? Bakla na ba ako?
I take a few steps forward and remove my coat. She immediately turned her head and
walked toward me. She's looking at me straight into the eyes, but her face looks so
aghast.
"Uuwi ka na?"
Damn, her voice sounds so sweet!
I averted my gaze and pulled the key out of my slacks' pocket. "Hop in." I coldly
said, but I want to pummel myself for being such an idiotic actor when she purses
her lips and frowns even more.
I don't want to open the door for her but my hand involuntarily grabs the handle
and pull it for her.
She lazily walks past me and when she does, her scent fills my nostrils wanting me
to grab and pin her against the car's door to give her the punishment that she
deserves for fooling me. Yet, I still do have a lot of respect for her. I may had
been trying so hard to open her mind for us to have sex before this thing happened,
I still gave her the decision whether she'd be willing to do it or not. I was
torturing myself when I tried to put so much enough of self-control not to stain
her, but I still didn't find the courage to fuck her without her permission. I
wasn't that man, I had never been, but for her, I had been, I was ; I still am and
I will always be...
I stare back at her when she pauses before she hops in. She looked at me like was
trying her best to figure out if I'm mad or what.
I mad about the lies but honestly, I can't get myself to get so mad at her. She's
too pretty to be hated. And with the way how she looks at me, like she's fucking
merely like a child who was whipped,
Geez!
I couldn't hate her even for just a tiny bit.
And her voice keeps echoing at the back of my head since that minute she told me
that she loves me.
"Don't stare." I ordered her as I move my eyes away.
"Pati ba tumingin, bawal na rin? Bawal magsalita, bawal tumingin, baka bukas bawala
ng huminga." Reklamo niya. Her voice was so angelic and fragile and I swear to
hell, I don't like it for it's giving me a damn boner.
Kung ganito siyang maglambing, ewan ko kung hindi ako maloko ulit. Nakakabwisit.
"No. Just don't stare." I'm too weak. Holy Jesus! "Hop." I commanded.
She puckers and slowly climbs in the car. I glance at my wristwatch and its already
past midnight. Hindi ba siya nilalamig sa putang inang suot niya? Labas ang likod,
ang dibdib, halos kabuuan ng hita? Bato ba siya?
I decided to give her my coat when she was already seated. "Wear. You may catch a
cold. Your fucking dress is too..." sexy. "Never mind."
She smiles as she hands it and that makes my cock jerk. Traitor dickhead! I grunt.
I shut the door but I stood for a moment when I remembered something. It's her
birthday but why did she choose to admit about it while she knew that it could even
spoil the most important day of her life?
"One question." I speak.
She looks up at me and blinks her puppy dog eyes, then she nods.
"Why did you choose to tell me all about it at your birthday? You spoiled your own
party."
"That was the best moment to admit it. If I didn't do it, we might already get into
something more - i-intimate and I would find it so hard to forget you once you
rejected me."
Ah ganoon?
"So, it's easy for you to forget me because we haven't gone that far? Was it?" I
annoyingly asked as I knitted my brows. At kung patalikurin kita ngayon at kunin
ang dapat na akin lang, makalimutan mo pa kaya ako kaagad?
"Hindi!" she exclaimed. "It is just that I don't want you to say that I really
planned to fuck you up if I would still let you fall for me before I finally
decided to tell you the truth. Ayoko na mainlove ka pa bago ko aminin ang lahat."
Well, you're late because I already do fucking love you.
I didn't answer. Umalis na ako sa may tabi niya at umikot papunta sa driver's side.
Hinabol niya ako ng tingin at ganoon pa rin ang mga mata niya, nakakabwisit kasi
ang ganda.
"Sino iyong k-katext mo? B-Babae ba? Pupunta ka ba pagkatapos mo akong ihatid sa
bahay - ko o ihulog sa tulay?"
Kamuntik akong mapanganga.
Ihulog sa tulay? Do I look like I am some kind of that brute?
She frets and leans on the backrest.
"First, I don't toss a woman out of the bridge. I'd rather fuck her all night than
let her drown and die, no matter how much she'd deceived me. Second, you will not
go home not until I tell you to do so. Third, what if I texted woman and would meet
her later? Does it have something to do to you?" I look at her before I start the
engine.
Her eyes gleam in tears but she shakes her head. "N-None." she whispered. Her lips
trembles as she forbids herself to cry and it made me see how badly she got hurt
thinking about an imaginary woman who would meet me later.
Wala namang babae. Si Ghuix ang katext ko dahil kina Bryan at Caine. Ipinauwi ko
sila sa bahay na ibinigay ko kay Nikka, and ordered that dick to give the children
their own security. And that gift still belongs to her. I don't have any plan of
changing the name of the owner back into Jamie Rix de Lorenzo again. Niloko man
niya ako sa hindi, naibigay ko na kaya wala ng bawian pa.
She twists her head and made sure not to face me. Then, I see her simply wiping her
tears again. Why the heck doesn't she even want me to see her cry? She's not a
mannequin, for Jesus' sake.
"Well, calm yourself. There's no imaginary woman I've texted and no imaginary woman
I have to meet later." Ikaw lang, kaya lang hindi ko alam kung ano pa ang hindi
totoo sa iyo.
She looks back at me over her shoulder while biting her bottom lip. She looks
happy, at least. Tinitigan ko muna siya saglit bago ko inalis ang mga mata ko sa
kanya.
Was she jealous or was it a trick?
I want to pick the first one kahit mukha na akong tanga...
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Ud na ito para bukas. Wala akong utang ha. Wag niyo ako singilin bukas. Antok na
ako. Haha.

[ 49 Chapter48PactToGainHisTrust ]
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CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
NIKKA
Pabali-balikwas na ako sa kama nang mahiga ako. Hindi na ako makatulog at pilit
kong tinatawagan ang number ni Jesmond, pero hindi ko na siya makontak. Ano na kaya
ang nangyari? Sabi niya ay mag-uusap daw kami pagkatapos ng birthday ko pero wala
na siya. Umalis na ba sila? Wala na ba ang hideout nila sa squatters area? Maraming
tanong pero alam kong walang sagot. Ang nakakainis ay inabot na ako ng umaga dahil
sa pag-iisip. Hindi na matanggal sa isip ko ang aura ng mukha ni General na katulad
ng dati ay tagusan kung tumitig, iyon lang ramdam kong galit siya dahil hindi niya
ako nginingitian.
Nang hindi ako makatiis ay bumangon na rin ako at lumabas ng kwarto. Nasaan na ba
si Andi? Malamang ay tulog pa ang alaga ko dahil sa puyat kagabi.
Paglabas ko sa may sala ay kamuntik pa akong mapaatras nang matanawan ko si Jamie
Rix na hinahabol ni Amanda. He’s buttoning his blue long sleeves and looks like his
ex wife wanted to fasten all of his it. Hinarangan niya kasi si Jamie at pinilit na
kunin ang damit niya at marahang ikinakabit ang mga iyon paisa-isa. Ngumingiti pa
siya kay General at ang isa naman ay nakatitig lang sa mukha ni Ma’am Amanda.
Para akong tinatadyakan sa nararamdaman kong selos. I shall not feel hurt but I
can't help it.
Tapos na nga yata ang lahat sa amin. Baka magbalikan na sila at maging sagabal na
ako sa lahat.
“I can manage.” He coldly said which made my heart thump. Kaagad akong napaangat ng
tingin at nakita kong marahan niyang hinawi ang kamay ni Amanda at saka siya
humakbang papasok sa kusina. Nabuhayan ako ng loob kahit na paano. He has been
acting cold toward me, too, but he never turns his back on me. Kagabi nang makauwi
kami kahit walang imikan ay ipinagbukas pa niya ako ng pinto ng kotse. He had even
watched me as I walked to my room, and I felt that I was missing something, buong
lakas ng loob akong bumalik at hinalikan siya sa pisngi. I told him, thank you and
I’m sorry. Wala naman siyang sagot pero hindi naman niya ako pinagsalitaan ng kung
anong makakasakit sa kalooban ko.
Nang makita kong pairap na nagmartsa papalabas si Ma’am Amanda, bitbit ang susi ng
isang sasakyan ay saka ako lumabas sa may pader at dumiretso sa kusina.
Nakakabwisit dahil kung kailan naman galit sa akin si Jamie Rix, saka naman gusto
kong sumunod sa kanya kung saan man siya pupunta.
Pwede naman na kunwari ay hindi ko alam na nandito siya sa kusina. Pakunwari akong
dumiretso at nagpanggap na natigilan nang makita ko siya. Bumilis na lang lalo ang
tibok ng puso ko nang magkatitigan kami. Hindi ko tuloy malaman kung ngingiti ba
ako o kung ano, pero sa huli ay hindi ko na rin napigil na tumulis ang labi ko at
saka ako umiwas. Bukas pa rin ang mga butones ng damit niya at kahit gusto kong
subukan na isara ay naunahan ako ng hiya. Humakbang ako papunta sa may coffee maker
at magtitimpla sana ng kape pero naalala kong hindi naman ako marunong mag-operate
ng pesteng ito kaya aligaga na ako kung pipihit ba ako papaharap o kung ano.
Kinuha ko na lang ang tasa at mano-mano na lang sana na magtitimpla pero wala sa
hinagap na napalingon ako kay Jamie.
He's making a sandwich. Himala, kakain siya ng breakfast?
“Gusto mo n-ng k-kape?” kandautal pang tanong ko sa kanya. Ako, gusto mo? Hihi.
Napangiti tuloy ako sa kalokohan ng isip ko kaya nang lumingon siya ay nahuli pa
niyang pinipigil ko ang pagngiti ko.
“W-Walang lason. Promise. D-Di kita lalasunin k-kung natatakot kang isipin na baka…
baka, saktan k-kita para m-magawa ko ang plano n-nila n - o”
“Yes.” biglang sagot niya kaya hindi ko na natuloy ang sasabihin ko. Malay ko ba
kasi kung iniisip niya na patayin ko siya para makuha ko si Andi.
Bakit ba masyado akong defensive?
Binawi niya ang tingin kaya naman ibinalik ko na rin ang atensyon ko sa kape pero
hindi pa man lang ako nakakapagsalin ng tubig na mainit ay may yumakap sa likuran
ko at katulad ng nakagawian ay isinisiksik ang mukha sa may gulugod ko.
“Good morning, Tita. Did Daddy still make you cry?” tanong ni Andi kaya napalingon
ulit ako kay General. Nakatingin naman siya sa anak niya.
“Hindi naman.” sagot ko.
“Good Daddy. Teacher Julia is inviting me to go out and play at her playhouse.
Would you care to go with me and stay, too?” naglalambing na tanong ng bata sa
akin.
Bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagkaalangan nang makita kong parang nag-iba ang timpla
ng mukha ni Jamie Rix. Nagdududa ba siya sa akin na baka itakas ko na si Andi?
Hindi niya kasalanan kung maramdaman niya iyon, pero nasasaktan ako. Hindi na buo
ang tiwala niya sa akin at hindi ko alam kung paano ko pa maibabalik iyon. If I
need to prove myself, I will; but how?
“Ahm - s-si Ate Jesus mo, ayaw mong sumama sa iyo? Ano kasi, may ano - ”
“Go with him.” Jamie said.
Napanganga pa ako sa kanya kaya umarko ang mga kilay niya. “H-Ha?”
“Did I stutter? I said go with him. It's your job to always go after him.”
seryosong sabi niya kaya tumango ako.
Oo nga, trabaho ko dahil yaya ako ni Andi. Ganoon na ba ang tingin niya? Anong
kapal pala ng mukha ko na pumyag ako sa setup ng pakikipagmabutihan sa kanya,
samantalang dakilang amo ko siya at dakilang mutchacha niya ako.
“S-Sige. Ako nga pala ang y-yaya niya at hindi si Jesusa.” hinaplos ko ang maliit
na kamay ni Andi na nakayakap sa may tyan ko. Parang doon ako kumukuha ng lakas
para pawiin ang sama ng loob ko. Mukhang doon na kasi papauwi ang lahat, sa
pagiging mag-amo at katulong.
Sumulyap ulit ako kay Jamie at nakatingin pa rin siya sa akin, hanggang sa
magsalita siya.
“Andi, leave us for a while. I need to talk to her.” baling niya sa bata.
Ano? Ano namang pag-uusapan namin?
“You'll make her cry again?”
“No, just give us some privacy.” ulit niya kaya tumango naman si Andi. Siguro
nahalata rin niya na seryosong di hamak ang ama niyang parang ibang tao ngayon.
Pagkalabas ni Andi ay nakatingin pa rin ako sa nilabasan na pintuan ng bata
hanggang sa mapakurap na lang ako dahil may pumihit sa mukha ko papatingala. Para
akong kinuryente kahit sa baba lang naman siya humawak para iharap ang mukha ko sa
kanya.
He braces his hands at the edge of the counter and leans in a bit. Sus, ang lapit
na naman ang mukha niya sa akin.
“What was with that emphasized word, yaya?” he's looking at me through his lashes
and it makes him so damn gorgeous.
“‘Y-Yon naman talaga d-di ba? Iyon na lang ulit ako dahil m-may kasalanan ako at
mahirap mo akong pagkatiwalaan ulit. Hindi mo na ako…g-girlfriend.” gusto ko sanang
maging patanong iyon pero mas lumabas iyon na deklarasyon kaysa isang tanong.
Hindi siya sumagot kaagad. Nakatingin lang siya sa akin kaya akala ko ay tama ako.
Mukhang iyon na lang nga ako para sa kanya.
“Gusto mo na ulit s-si Ma’am A-Amanda?” tumingin ako sa damit niyang nakabukas para
lang makaiwas ng tingin. Inihahanda ko ang sarili ko sa sagot na makakasakit sa
damdamin ko kasi kagabi ganoon ang mga sagot niya sa akin, mga medyo hindi
kagandahan sa pandinig.
“I'm already thirty-three, Angela. I'm no longer a fourteen year old kid who will
chase some girls after suing his puppy girl away. I'm trying to stick in this
relationship though you came in just because of some of your pretentious character
that you were supposed to portray. I'm trying my best to believe you, so give me
some time.”
Kumurap ako nang ibalik ko ang tingin ko sa mukha niya. Bakit Angela ang tawag niya
sa akin? Galit pa rin talaga siya.
“Bakit Angela?” napanguso ako.
He gave me that funny look, as if trying to say, ‘are you serious? It's your damn
name. Why can't I call you, Angela?’
“Then what do you want me to call you?”
Baby, babe… “N-Nik-Nik.”
He bobs his brows and nods after. Saka niya kinuha ang mga kamay ko at inilapat
niya sa dibdib niya. “Fix me.” utos niya.
Hihi. Ipinaaayos niya sa akin ang mga butones niya, pero si kuratsa, pinalayas niya
kanina.
Habang inaayos ko ang damit niya ay hindi niya inaalis ang titig niya sa mukha ko.
Pagkatapos kong maibotones ang lahat ay buong lakas ng loob na niyakap ko siya sa
baywang at sumandal sa dibdib niya. Ayoko siyang mawala. Ayokong maghiwalay kami
dahil sa isang kasalanan na hindi ko naman in-expect na ganito ang kalalabasan.
“I'm sorry. Please do try to learn how to trust me again, for before I can do
something unforgivable to Andi, I will kill myself first. Bear that.” I tighten my
arms around him but he didn't give me any answer. Nalaglag na ang balikat ko kasi
parang wala na siyang balak na kung ano pa man, pero kahit hindi siya nagsalita ay
naramdaman ko na niyakap niya rin ako.
Noon ako nakaramdam ng pagiging emotional. Napahikbi na lang ako bigla kasi akala
ko ay wala na. Ang laki ng pagkakamali ko. Hindi pa nga niya ako mahal pero sinira
ko kaagad ang tiwala niya. Pero mabuti na rin iyon na naging matapat ako sa kanya.
Dinaya ko man siya ay hindi pa gaanong huli ang lahat. At handa naman akong baguhin
ang ginawa ko.
“I maybe the worst girl that you've had and be the most dishonest person that
you've met, I want you to believe me that I'd already quitted. I quitted because I
love Andi and if I would have to risk it all just for him, including my life, I
would. On that day, maybe you'd trust me enough and forgive me.” hindi ko na kinaya
ang huwag umiyak. I though I was the strongest woman on earth, but why now am I
crying?
Yakap lang ba ang makatutunaw sa isang Nikka na pinatigas ng panahon?
I'm feeling something, something inappropriate. Parang may mali sa pananahimik ni
Jesmond, pero ewan ko kung dala lang ito ng pagiging emotional ko.
“I'm sorry. I love you.” bulong ko.
“Hush.” hinagod niya ang likod ko kaya kahit paano ay nakaramdam ako ng kaunting
pag-asa na pwedeng naniniwala pa siya sa akin. Isa lang sana ang huwag niyang
pagdudahan, ang pagmamahal ko sa anak niya at mismong sa kanya.
“I'll keep those words. Fix yourself, we're going somewhere.” sabi niya na
ikinamulagat ko.
Napatikal ako sa pagkakasandal sa dibdib niya at tiningala ko siya. “I-Isa-salvage
mo na ako?” lumunok ako kasi ayoko na ganito kaseryoso ang tono niya. Ang green
niyang mga mata ay matiim na matiim kung tumitig at parang nakakatakot.
Pero ang takot ko ay nawala nang bigla siyang ngumiti at saka umiling. Parang pilit
pa niyang itinago iyon pero hindi rin naman niya nakaya.
“You're silly.” he lowers his face and chins me up. Hahalikan niya ako kaya
inunahan ko na siya.
Hihi.
Tumingkayad ako at sinalubong ko ang bibig niya kaagad. I miss him, though it was
just last night. Ganito pala ang pakiramdam na magkagalit kayo ng taong mahal mo.
Parang ang bente kwatrong oras na hindi niya ako nahalikan ay parang bente kwatrong
taon na.
Nang lumapat ang labi ko sa kanya ay buong-buo na niyang iniyakap ang mga braso
niya sa may gulugod ko, pero hindi naman kumikilos ang labi niya. Ayaw ba niya
akong halikan?
I pulled back my head and looked at him. “Ayaw mo?”
Nagkibit balikat siya at lumabi ng kaunti. “Do the pleasure. Convince me more that
you're worthy enough to be trusted.”
Kaagad na nangunot ang noo ko, tapos ay pinagbungguan ko ang aking mga kilay.
“Hindi nakukuha ang tiwala sa simpleng pakikipaghalikan. Nararamdaman iyon. Akala
ko ba thirty-three ka na?” sermon ko sa kanya.
He kept his lips and kissed my cheek.
“Then prove it later.” simpleng sagot niya. “Do whatever it takes to convince me
how to trust you again. Give me all that you have and that includes - you.”
sumulyap siya sa dibdib ko saka siya ngumisi. Pati mga mata niya ay namilyo nang
tuluyan kaya hindi ako nakasagot.
He's teasing me.
Shit! Hindi ko ito napaghandaan.
“Wanna prove it or not?” kinabig niya ang katawan ko at saka ako idiniin sa
counter. Halos ipitin niya ako rito na parang gusto niyang iparamdam ang hinanakit
niya dahil sa pagsisinungaling ko at pagpasok ko sa isang relasyon kasama siya,
kahit alam ko sa sarili kong may kalokohan akong ginawa noong una.
Kumurap ako nang makailan habang nakatitig ako sa mga mata niya. “K-Kung oo ba ang
sagot ko, sigurado bang pagkatapos ay may tiwala ka na ulit sa pagmamahal na meron
ako para sa iyo at kay Andi? Mapapatawad mo na ba ako o kukunin mo lang ako at
dadayain bilang parusa sa lahat? Hindi mo ako mahal kahit na gusto mo ako. Malaki
ang pagkakaiba noon. Kung gagawin mo iyong ganti sa akin, please ipakulong mo na
lang ako. Baka mabaliw lang ako kapag hindi kita mapag-aralang kalimutan.” nanginit
ang sulok ng mga mata ko at naiiyak na naman ako. Mas mahirap na kalimutan siya
kapag isinuko ko ang sarili ko sa kanya tapos ay sa kulungan din ang bagsak ko.
Alam ko na tiwala ang pinakamahirap na kunin sa tao at kapag nasira na ay hindi na
makakayang ibalik pa katulad ng dati. Pero kung sasabihin niya sa akin na kahit
paano ay makukuha ko ang kalahati ng tiwala niya kapag ibibigay ko ang gusto niya,
susugal na rin ako.
I'd put myself as the highest bet for that kidnapping gamble, why couldn't I put my
trust as a bet for Jamie Rix’s game? Mahal ko siya at isusugal ko ang sarili ko
kung para iyon sa ikalalambot niya ulit.
“I honor my words. Let's trust each other. Trust me and I'll trust you. Do we make
a deal?” he gets a few strands of my hair and tuck them behind my ear. Hinaplos
niya ang pisngi ko pagkatapos habang tinitingnan niya ako.
Do we make a deal?
I have to trust him if I want to be trusted.
Tumango ako sa kanya. “I trust you.” bulong ko.
“Good little girl.” he plants a soft kiss on my forhead before he turns his back.
Ramdam ko na may hinanakit siya talaga o baka nga galit na.
I drop my gaze when he silently put the sandwich he had made on the counter top.
Iisa lang iyon. Akala ko sa kanya iyon.
“Eat, babe. Punishment is coming and I bet if u could still walk after that.”
pananakot pa niya kaya napanganga ako.
Anong gagawin niya sa akin? Hindi nga kaya isa-salvage na niya ako? I gulp when my
heart starts to hammer my chest. Alam kong hindi ko naitago ang nebryos ko kaya
bigla siyang tumawa nang mahina. His cheeks turned pinkish as well as his ears.
“Di mo naman ako balak na lumpuhin di ba?” ninenerbyos na tanong ko sa kanya. Ano
na Nikka? Wala pa nga kami aktwal parang nahihirapan na akong huminga.
“I'll be gentle though.”
Napaiwas ako ng tingin kasi nahiya ako bigla. Is this thing really coming? Do I
deserve gentleness? I made the worse decision in my life but that I guess wasn't
the worst after all because if I didn't choose to deal with the syndicate, I
wouldn't be here today. Hindi ko sana siya nakilala at hindi ko nalaman kung paano
ang pakiramdam ng magmahal sa pinakaunang pagkakataon ng buhay ko. If he's going to
be the last man in my life, I'll be glad then. Kung totoo man na kukunin niya ako,
sana lang huwag niyang gawin ang ginawa ko na niloko ko siya. Sana totoong
mapatunayan ko na nagsisisi ako at gusto ko na paniwalaan na niya ako, na nagsasabi
ako ng totoo.
Na hindi ako nagpapanggap…
Na totoong mahal ko siya…
Kahit hindi ko alam kung mamahalin din niya ako…
“I'll meet you at the playhouse by 9:00 am. Have my men with you, eight of them.”
bilin niya.
Eight?
“Walo? Ang dami naman.” kulang na lang ay mahulog ang matris ko sa pagkagulat.
Sabagay, natatakot siya na kunin ko yata si Andi. At sa lalaki ng katawan nina
Rome, ewan ko kung hindi ako magmukhang kalamay kapag binalian nila ako ng buto.
“You heard me right, eight. Who knows, my child wouldn't be the only target anymore
of that fucking syndicate?” aniya habang papalabas na ng kusina.
“Who knows if it's also already my girl.” lumingon siya at saglit akong tinitigan
bago siya tuluyang lumabas.
Ayaw niya akong mawala? Tutubusin niya ba ako kung sakali nga? Impossible iyon kasi
wala naman alam sina Jesmond sa totoong nangyayari sa amin ni Jamie.
Pero bakit parang tumalon ang puso ko sa kaisipan na kahit galit siya sa akin ay
ayaw niya akong mapahamak?
Gusto pa rin yata niya ako.
Oo ba? Sana, kasi gagawin ko na lahat para lang maging maayos na kami...
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WCStories

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CHAPTER FORTY-NINE
JAMIE RIX
I am driving to fetch Nikka at the playhouse. Ghuix already texted me that he's now
free to see her. It is one of the things I was talking about earlier. She is about
to speak about that syndicate to prove me that she wasn't lying. And the second
thing, she is about to give herself to me. That's the most awaited thing. I would
love to do the latter one and give her the sweet punishment she could barely
imagine. I didn't tell her about Ghuix and I know she'd be surprised about it. From
that, I'd be able to know if she was telling the truth. If she would cooperate
finding that synricate, then she'd gain my trust again, all of it. May tiwala pa
rin naman ako sa kanya, only that it's only half of what I've had given her. Yet
still, I can't find it in my heart to hate her.
God, I love her more than I have loved Amanda.
When I reached the parking lot of the playhouse, my eyes caught Nikka sitting on a
bench. She's staring into nothing and was in deep thoughts. What might have been
she's thinking? I felt a sudden sting on my chest when she frowns and drops her
gaze, playing with her fingers like a baby. Looking at her angelic face, I can
probably say how terribly sorry she is, but - looks can be always deceiving.
Yes it always does, but her tears show no faux character at all.
I decided to blow my horn to ger her attention. She instantly looks my at my way
and pulls her lips into a lovely smile.
Damn that!
She always captures my heart with that innocence and bravery. Her eyes light up
like she's seeing a precious mine while looking at my car. I can see no lies in her
brown eyes and the way how they spark shows - love?
I hop out with my not so stiff face but I made sure that it's a bit serious, unlike
before that I always wore that shitty face of Jim Carrey. Well, I'm a happy-go-
lucky person, too, way more funnier than my twin brother.
She immediately runs toward me with her smile and I swear to fuck, my heart melted.
“Ang tagal mo.” she said beaming. Her hair was flying freely across her face so I
tuck a few behind her ears.
“Excited?” I asked teasingly.
Her cheeks turn pinkish regarding about my query. I know she got the meaning of it,
that she's quite excited to get laid and make love to me.
I hide my smile and touch her cheeks when she bows down her head.
“So -” I look away and glance at Julia who's standing just at the doorstep of her
playhouse. I nod at her and she smiles seductively as a reply.
“Naging girlfriend mo rin siya?” Nikka asks. I twist my head to face her. She's
looking at me with that jealous face. Her eyes were blazing with irritation.
“She's one of those night stands. Jealous?” I furrow and squinted a bit.
Sumimangot lang siya at pasimpleng umirap. Kung alam lang niya kung gaano siya ka-
cute kapag umiirap that I wanna pinch her cheeks and kiss her after.
“Sabagay, maganda siya at halos magkaparehas yata kayo ng edad. She's a teacher and
rich, too, while me,” she murmurs but I abruptly speak when I hear her
presumptions.
“She's. A. Night. Stand. Nothing so important, nothing so serious and it was when I
haven't still met you, two years ago.” I sounded to defensive though I didn't want
to. Ayoko lang na minamaliit niya ang sarili niya. Kahit na nagkamali siya, ayokong
marinig na nasasaktan siya kapag ikinukumpara niya ang sarili niya sa iba.
I might have had wanted to believe that she's still a lie, but her eyes don't fail
to show the truth that I wanted to see. The way she stares speaks so much for
herself, though her lips may never part to slip a single word through them.
“Lamang pa rin siya, hindi siya kidnapper eh.” she turns her back and walks away.
I was left dumbfounded when she marches like a fucking kid who's having her
tantrum. She's really jealous. I open my mouth to speak but I can't find the right
words to say. Kinikilig na naman ang hayop na sarili ko dahil sa pagmamartsa niya
na parang bata. I always love to see her jealous but I hate her calling herself a
kidnapper. That may had been the truth yet still, my ears twinge every time I hear
it. I don't know why, but I can't accept it, neither will I accept it, ever.
I watch her as she walks past Julia but Andi comes running toward her and hugs her
while giggling. Nikka automatically smiles at my son and hugs him back. They
fucking look like a real Mommy and son. She showers him with shallow kisses and
talks about some things I cannot hear. Then, Andi nods at her and hugs her again.
What the fuck, mas mahal na siya ng anak ko kaysa sa akin. I am standing here but
it seems like I don't actually exist.
Hello, son! Do you even see your fucking Dad?
“Hi, Dad! Take care of Tita Nikka. Don't you dare make her jealous or else…” he
shows his fist and rumples his face.
Natawa lang ako sa kanya at saka ako sumaludo. He really loves her and there's no
doubt. I smile when he comes running and hugs me, too. Then, Andi pulls my shirt. I
stoop down to meet his face. He grabs my neck and whispers something in my ear.
“I made a secret and I'm sorry. I knew that she was a kidnapper but I believe her,
Dad. She loves me and I know she loves you so much. She cries when you're not
around and though she might not speak to whom were those tears for, I knew those
were for you. Please don't hate her. She isn't like Mommy, she's way more than my
Mommy. She said she'd risk her own life if she had to prove herself true to her
words. She's really, very, very kind, Daddy. Please love her, too. If not, akin na
siya ha.”
Oh Christ. Okay na sana, nandito na naman siya at parang nangongontrata lang ng
fish balls kapalit ng piso.
So, after all this time, Andi knows the truth but still trusted her after her
confession? Palagay ko matagal na siyang umamin. Ibig sabihin, totoong wala na
siyang balak na kunin ang anak ko. She really fell in love with my son,
She really fell for me.
Fuck! Gusto kong ngumiti sa kaisipan na iyon.
“I'll keep that in mind, son.” I just answered. I stood straight when Nikka makes
her way back to where I and Andi are standing. My son just smiles to both of us and
runs back to the playhouse.
Nikka walks toward the passenger's side but I remained stiff and sate myself by
just watching every step that she takes.
I can't lose her, that's the most vivid thought that I have in mind and the vivid
feeling that I keep inside my chest. If one day, she'll risk her life, I swear to
fuck I'll make the members of that damn syndicate pay with their own blood and
flesh. I'll tear and rip them apart and turn them into smithereens before burning
them into ashes. No one should even dare hurt my Nik-Nik. If she will speak about
that illegal and deadly group, Ghuix has to make sure that she'll get more than my
billions worth of security. If he can't guarantee that holy shit, then, no more
talking. No more Nikka standing or sitting as a state witness behind a desk being
interrogated about that motherfucker, Akbayan.
If something will happen to her, baka masuntok ko si Ghuix sa kauna-unahang
pagkakataon at baka ibala ko siyang hayop siya sa 45 at ipaputok papuntang
Afghanistan.
I blink when Nikka looks back at me. “Di pa tayo aalis? Baka gusto mong kausapin si
Teacher Julia na naka one night stand mo.” she irritatedly asked.
It wasn't my intention to chuckle but I gaddamn did. Kaagad akong lumapit sa kanya
at ipinagbukas siya ng pinto. “You look cute with those black knee socks. I'll
fucking let you only wear those later and fuck you with those pair of shits.” hindi
ko na napigil na huwag sabihin pa.
She flushes red and shyly bites her bottom lip while ogling me. Those shit brave
eyes are too much harder to ignore and those curvy sultry lips are the hardest
fucking lips not to be tasted.
“Is that how are you really going to call it? Fuck?” she smiles bitterly.
Her tears began to pool her eyes again and so I hold her hand. I can't take so much
more of those tears. She kills me every time she cries.
“No. It's more than that, really more than that. It's not my temperament to repeat
the same woman after rolling in bed with her, but with you - I'd love to repeat it
even for countless times if you would love, too.” I gently press her hand and
gently squeeze it.
She bows and sobs as she wraps my waist inside her slender arms.
“Ayoko na magalit ka pa. Sana pagkatapos ng mga tests mo, maging Miss Right na
ako.” she cries on my chest like a baby and she doesn't care if we were the center
of attraction at the middle of the parking lot.
If only she knew how I looked at her before,
She's Miss Perfect, not just Miss Right.
“You'll be. I promise you that. Don't cry now, I hate seeing you cry.”
“Paanong hindi iiyak ay ayaw mo na sa aking maniwala? Baka hindi ka na maniwala at
paggising ko bukas, ayaw mo na sa akin. Palalayasin mo ba ako?” she looks up at me.
Geez, she's pitifully beautiful.
“Kapag nakita mo ba ako, di mo na ako kilala? Hindi ko na ba makikita si Andi?
Hindi na ba kita makikita?” she sobs again so I brush her tears away using my
palms.
“None of them will happen.” I cup the back of her head and pull it gently back onto
my chest.
None of them will happen because now, I'm quite sure that she'll do everything to
gain my trust again and I know that includes giving her testimony about that
syndicate who planned to abduct my son.
And the love that I feel for her is enough reason for me to fully trust her again.
After these,
I'll tell her how much she means to me and how much I wanted her to be my wife…
Andi’s words were enough, Nikka’s sad eyes were enough and her words were more than
fucking enough…
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WCStories
Ps. Sorry po, palaging masakit na naman ang mata ko. Hintay na lang po ang ud ha.
Ty much chixters, xoxo much.

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Sa naiinip sa takbo ng story, wag ng magbasa. Hindi po ito spg story. Doon kayo,
wag dito. Romance po ito, hindi jugjugan to the max. Paalala lang.
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CHAPTER FIFTY
NIKKA
Napanganga ako kanina nang pumasok kami ni Jamie Rix sa loob ng isang condo pero
may ibang tao sa loob, si Sir Ghuix na asawa ni Ma'am Larrah. Natulala ako at hindi
kaagad nakapagsalita. Kung ano-ano tuloy ang inisip ko. Akala ko ay ipari-rape na
ako ni Jamie sa pinsan niya o kaya pagtutulungan nila akong dalawa. Hindi naman
pala.
Salamat sa Diyos.
Nakaupo pa rin ako ngayon sa couch kung saan kami nagkaharap at nag-usap. Isa
siyang pulis at hawak niya ang kaso ng sindikatong pinasok ko. Sa una ay ayaw kong
magsalita dahil natatakot ako para sa mga kapatid ko, pero nang sabihin niya na
nauna nang pabantayan ni Jamie sina Caine at Bryan, lumakas na ang loob ko. Hindi
ko akalain na kahit niloko ko na si General ay mas inuna pa rin niyang paniwalaan
ang sinabi ko na namimiligro ang mga kapatid ko kapag nagsalita ako. Dalawang oras
kaming magkaharap at sa harap ko mismo siya tumawag sa mga tauhan niya para i-raid
ang lugar na sinabi kong hideout ni Jesmond, pero wala na raw doon ang lalaki at
ano ang nakuha nila? Puro litrato ko at plano na parang ako ang may pakana ng
kidnapping.
They're framing me up. Why me? Ayokong makulong kaya napaiyak ako nang makita kong
nagtatagis ang mga panga ni Jamie. Natakot ako na isiping naniniwala siya sa mga
ebidensya na iyon na nagtuturo sa akin bilang master mind ng sindikato. Wala sa
kanila ni Inspector Ghuix ang nakaimik nang umiyak ako kaya tumayo ang inspektor at
hinimas ang ulo ko.
"The supposed to be state witness was the one being accented as the master of all
the kidnapping plans and evil." Sabi niya kanina kaya halos mapalakas ang iyak ko.
Wala akong ibang tinitingnan kung hindi ang mukha ni Jamie, para analisahin kung
naniniwala ba siya roon o hindi. Pero nakatitig lang siya sa akin at mas blangko pa
sa puting papel ang ekspresyon ng mukha niya.
Bakit ginagawa ni Jesmond sa akin ito? Bago pa man pala ako magdesisyon na
magsalita tungkol sa akbayan, nakalatag na ang plano laban sa akin. Nagseselos ba
siya dahil kay Jamie Rix? Imposible iyon. May mas malalim na dahilan ang pagdidiin
niya sa akin, kung siya man ang dumidiin. Is this the payment for the thing I
decided to do despite of the truth I knew that it was the most stupid and most evil
thing to get myself involved with?
If this is, then sorry for myself because the person behind this is having his
victory in hand, gradually.
"Nikka," tawag ni Sir Ghuix sa akin kaya napakurap kaagad ako at umiling.
"Please huwag mo po akong bitbitin sa kulungan. Ayokong mabulok doon at
pagpyestahan ng mga preso. Just let me leave and I'll not bother you at all. Wala
akong alam, General. Wala talaga." I shake my head and sob again. Hindi ako iyakin
pero bakit nasasaktan ako sa pangyayaring ito sa buhay ko?
Anong hirap magmahal ng katulad nila na parang halos lahat ng bagay na nangyayari
sa buhay ko ay nagpapakita kung gaano kami hindi kabagay para sa isa't isa.
Sana naisip ko ito bago ako magdesisyon noon. Sana hinayaan ko na lang na mamatay
kami sa gutom kaysa ang pasukin ang isang bagay na mas lalong pagsisisihan ko pala
sa huli. Kung naging matalino lang ako at mas pinairal ang prinsipyo ko bilang
isang mabuting tao, hindi sana ako umiiyak ngayon. Sana nagbenta na lang din ako ng
sarili ko katulad ng Mama ko, hamakin man ako ng lahat ng tao sa mundo, at least
wala akong naargabyadong tao at walang involvement sa mas malalim na grupo ng mga
sindikato.
They're proving my speculations right, that I'm no good for Jamie Rix. I'm no good
for a de Lorenzo because I'm not like them. I don't belong to his world and I
should've just stayed out of it.
"Wala sa akin ang desisyon diyan. I know it's my obligation to detain you," sabi
niya kaya umiyak ako lalo at saka umiling.
Ayokong makulong.
Ito pala ang sinasabi ni Jamie na pupuntahan namin. Alam na ba niya ito? Balak niya
ba talaga akong huwag patakasin? Was he only using that sex thing to bring me here?
Pero tumawag lang naman si Inspector sa tauhan niya ay nang magharap na kami. We've
waited for hours to fully get the evidences needed, only that those were pointing
at me.
"Please don't detain me, I was only a part of it. Ni hindi ko kilala ang Lucas na
sinasabi nila at mas lalong hindi ako ang tao sa likod ng pangalan na iyon. Sinabi
ko na iyo Inspector, maniwala ka naman please." Iyak ko pa. Wala na, sirang-sira na
ang isang matapang na Nikka na lumaki sa squatters area. Natatakot na ako ngayon at
hindi ko kaya na mapunta ako sa kulungan.
"Calm down. Though I have all the right, some times I also do the unnecessary
things that weren't supposed to be done. I ordered my best buddy to hide the
evidences, not until this man in front me fully decides what he must do to you."
Sabi niya kaya nalipat ang mga mata ko kay Jamie.
This is worse or maybe, worst!
Nakatingin siya sa akin at halos lumagpas iyon sa kaluluwa ko kaya napayuko na lang
ako. Mas mabuti pa yatang masilya elektrika na lang kaysa ganito na kriminal ang
tingin sa akin ng lalaking mahal ko. Bwisit talaga! Kung kailan naman magmahal,
pagkatanda-tanda na nga niya, maling-mali pa ako para sa kanya. Namumuro na ako at
naiinis akong isipin na sobrang tanga ko na sumapi pa ako sa walang hiyang Akbayan
na iyon.
"Leave for now, I'll catch up on you later." Narinig kong sabi ni Jamie kay Ghuix.
Tumayo ako at tumakbo papasok sa isang kwarto roon na nakabukas ang pintuan.
Kaaagad ko iyong isinara at saka ako nagtago. Ewan ko kung anong pumasok sa isip ko
para sumiksik ako sa loob ng isang cabinet na parang nauulit ang mga panahon na may
demolition team na dumarating at ang ginagawa ko ay tumatago ako sa loob ng
malaking kahon sa barong-barong namin. Natatakot ako na ipakulong ako ni Jamie Rix.
I flinch when he knocks at the door. "Nikka." Tawag niya pero hindi ako umimik.
"Nikka, open this fuck up." He insisted but I shake my head.
Narinig kong pumasok na siya pero lalo lang akong nagsumiksik sa loob ng aparador.
"You lied. Hindi mo sinabi sa akin na pulis si Sir Ghuix at sabi mo... sabi mo
ano... ano... tayo. Mag-" hindi ko naituloy dahil binuksan niya ang cabinet.
Higante siya sa paningin ko at direktany ang mga mata niya ay nakatingin sa akin.
"Sabi ko ano?" umarko ang mga kilay niya at hindi tulad kanina na blangko ang
ekspresyon ng mukha niya, ngayon ay parang may awa siya sa mga mata kaya lalong
nahabag ako para sa sarili ko.
Ngayon pumasok sa isip ko ang lahat, being alone, being the poorest of the poor,
being this, a supposed to be kidnapper, a nanny who fell in love with her
billionaire boss. What do I have? I have nothing compared to this man. Ano bang
maipagmamalaki ko sa kanya kung magpapatuloy ako sa bwisit na pagmamahal na ito?
"Sabi mo a-ano lang..." iyak ko pa.
Sabi niya mag-aano lang kami tapos ipapakausap na pala niya ako sa pulis. Dahil sa
pagmamahal ko sa kanya ay nagsalita ako, pero sa huli ay ako pa rin pala ang
madidiin.
"Ano lang?" parang tanga na ulit niya. His voice was the sweetest and I really hate
him for that. "Step out." Utos niya at tumabi pa siya para bigyan ako ng daan pero
lalo akong sumiksik sa loob ng aparador. I wrap my legs and prop my chin over my
knees.
"Ayaw. Hindi mo sinabi na ipapupulis mo ako. I trusted you that we're only going
out somewhere to..." I glance at him through my lashes. To make love...
"To...?" ngumiti siya kaya napakurap ako.
Shit! Bakit ba ang landi-landi niya? Galit siya sa akin pero nilalandi pa rin niya
ako.
Bigla siyang tumungo at hinawakan ako sa braso. "To make love and and fuck your
brain out of you, wearing only your socks? Come on and we'll do it now, if that's
what you are crying for." Marahan niya akong hinila papalabas pero nagmatigas ako.
"Ganoon ba iyon? Tapos pagkatapos padadala mo ako sa pinsan mong pulis para mga
preso na naman ang magsawa sa akin? "
He pressed his lips and squats beside me, facing me. "Hell that shit for I can't do
that. If I could I should've let Ghuix decided what to do. Come on now, you're
trusted again, baby." Hinaplos niya ang ulo ko kaya tumingin ako sa kanya.
"B-Baby mo na rin ako ulit?"
"It didn't change, did it?" ngumiti siya kaya tumigil ako sa pag-iyak.
"Hindi mo ako ipakukulong kahit na ipinakausap mo sa akin si Sir Ghuix?" tanong ko
kasi gusto kong makasiguro. Baka naman pagsawaan lang niya ako tapos itatapon niya
rin ako pagkatapos.
"Call him Kuya. He's older than me that's why my future wife has to call him kuya."
Tumayo siya at saka tumalikod. He takes a few steps while unbuttoning his long
sleeves. He looks back over his shoulder and gives me his panty-droppin' smirk.
Nakatanga lang ako kasi pino-proseso ko pa ang sinabi niya. Nabingi ba ako o
natatanga? Wife? Did I stupidly hear him right - wife?
"Come ye now, sweetheart before I lose all my temper and fuck you inside that
closet." Sabi niya nang ihulog niya sa sahig ang kanyang damit.
Parang tanga na nanlaki pa ang mga mata ko at hinabol ko iyon ng tingin nang
tuluyang lumapat sa sahig.
"Bear my second child, I'll give you 200 percent of my trust." Sabi niya at nang
mag-sink in iyon sa isip ko ay natawa ako.
200? Ibig sabihin hundred percent na ulit ang tiwala niya sa akin?
Pero teka, ano raw? Bear his second child? Naloloko ba siya?
"What did you say? I'm too young to become a Mommy." Bulalas ko saka ko hinimas ang
tyan ko. Ang sexy ko kaya tapos gagawin niya akong inahing baboy?
Jamie chuckles and turns to face me. "Did I say it not loud enough?"
Shit!
Nakadisplay sa mga mata ko ang mga pandesal niya aa katawan at ang mayayabang
niyang mga tattoo. He's looking at me with his cocked head and squinting green
eyes.
"So, no more love making this time?" umangat ang mga kilay niya sa akin. "How about
if I pull out my 100 percent trust and call my cousin Ghuix. I'll tell him that you
don't want to bear the baby of the man that you only love, that you don't want to
be my wife and so I have to send you - "
"Send me to the OB-Gyne for I'll have your baby girl." Mabilis na sagot ko. "Kahit
sampung sabay-sabay basta sa tabi mo lang ako. Kasi kung aasawahin mo ako di ko na
kailangan na kidnapin pa si Andi." Sabi ko sa kanya pero umiling lang siya.
"Ipapaputol ko ang ulo ko sa ibaba kapag nagawa mo 'yan. I bet you can't and I know
you won't. I wasn't born yesterday Nikka. I've had been through the worst
nightmares of my life and dealt with so much people as well as women round the
globe. I'd been into the Navy and now a successful businessman. Amanda fooled me
because I chose to be a real blind and deaf man. She never admitted anything about
her cheating and nasty behavior while you admitted yours and spoke with Ghuix. How
can those evidences make me believe that it was really you, while you were the one
who told him to go and search the entire warehouse? You won't put yourself at risk,
would you? I know they're framing you up and whoever does this shit will have to
face my gun at the end of the day."
Hindi kaagad ako sumagot. Nagkatitigan lang kami at iniintindi ko ang mga salitang
sinabi niya. Alam kong matalino siya pero hindi ko akalain na sa akin siya
maniniwala. Doon pa lang, parang gusto ko ng magpamisa sa tuwa.
"N-Naniniwala ka sa akin?" my voice broke. Hindi ko alam kung maiiyak ako o
ngingiti kasi halo-halo ang emosyon ko. Totoong gagawin niya akong asawa at aanakan
niya ako?
Wala siyang sagot kaya naisip kong magtanong pa. Kahit hindi ang maging sagot niya
ay matatanggap ko na. Alam ko naman na matututunan niya rin iyon basta naniniwala
siya sa akin.
I know my eyes are gleaming with tears but I don't care, I won't ever care if he
looks me like I'm the most stupid and weakest person in the entire Universe. I want
to cry even just for this moment. I wanna be the real me who don't have to stay
strong and keep standing tall though everything has been falling out wrong. I want
him to protect me, I want him to love me, not just to like me.
"M-Mahal mo rin ba ako?" I bravely asked. Hindi ko hiniwalayan ng tingin ang mga
mata niyang nakatitig sa akin habang nakapameywang siya at tuwid na tuwid ang
tindig.
"More than you'll ever know." Sagot niya kaya napaiyak lalo ako. Para akong baliw
na umiiyak pero ngumingiti. I decided to step out of the closet and took the chance
to draw closer to him.
I unhesitatingly embrace his big frame and he immediately cuddles me back. "I have
had already loved you before you have learned how to love me." Sabi niya sa may
tuktok ng ulo kaya tumingala ako sa kanya at saka ko siya hinila sa batok para
halikan.
He lifts me up and kisses me hungrily that makes me almost catch my breath.
"I love you Ms. Heartnapper." He whispers against my lips and that makes me giggle,
but half of it was locked inside my mouth when he kissed me again...
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Oy, sa mahihilig diyan, Eto na! Haha patikim lang, read at your own risk! 😂
Warning! Mature Content!
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CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE
JAMIE RIX
I melted like a candle stick when I saw Nikka cried and pleaded for her freedom. I
never imagined a girl as pretty as her and as innocent in both looks and deeds
could do such kidnapping plan, that’s why I told her it was okay. I trust her and I
trust her more than anybody else.
I love her so much.
And kissing her in my arms this time makes me want to come inside my pants.
Holy fuck! This feels good more than what I’ve expected. She’s responding to my
kisses with the same intensity and passion, making my gaddamn dick gets even harder
than what it’s supposed to be.
She pulls her head away to gasp for air that’s why I put her down and just smiled
at her. I can picture her carrying my baby girl, well, I hope baby girl of course.
I have a boy so I wish for my second child to be a girl. But if it comes out also a
fucker dick, then I’ll try again until they become a dozen or two. I'll never stop
not until she'll bear a baby girl as pretty as her.
She’s perfect for me. She may not be rich and do not live in the same world where I
live, I’ll make her fit and let my world adjust for her. I will make that possible,
that’s how much I wanted her in my life, in our life.
“Ready now?” I bob a brow and bite my bottom lip. I can’t wait any longer, this is
a fucking dream come true. This is more than closing a billion of pesos deal. She’s
quite more precious than that, way too precious for me.
Tumango siya at medyo alanganin pa kaya sinimulan kong kalasin ang belt ng suot
kong slacks. Her eyes widen a bit when she saw me started to unbuckle the shit.
“I’ll strip. Watch baby.” I wink at her and so she giggles.
She looks afraid but still really cute. That’s what she should always be and that’s
what she must always do, giggle and laugh. She’s quite funny but since her
birthday, I haven’t seen her smile for quite a while. Gladly, she’s smiling right
now.
“Isn’t it really malfunctioning?” she glances at my rock-hard bulging sex that’s
why I chuckle.
“You have to test if it does. Let’s find it out if it’s malfunctioning or if it’s
overly working more than the working performance hours.” I tease her and her cheeks
began to burn again.
“Bakit iyong mga costumer noong mga kaibigan ko, umiinom ng drive max para raw maka
dalawa, ikaw din? Ano ba ‘yong dalawa?” she asked curiously and I really laugh with
her query.
Whatta fuck! Am I really old to take drive max?
“ I can do more than five. Walang pahinga, walang drive max. It’s just for the
oldies.”
“A-Anong lima?” she gulps when I unzipped my fly.
“Orgasms.”
She parted her mouth and I wonder if she already heard the word. With that strange
look on her face, I knew she wanted to toss another question again, what is fucking
orgasms?
“You’ll have them later.” I pull the other corner of my lips for a naughty grin and
she nods in reply while ogling me.
Her eyes fixated on my torso as if waiting for me to pull down my damn pants. Well,
time to meet her toy.
I instantly pull it down and left my boxer briefs. She takes in another gulp and
widens her eyes again. I swear I wanna fuck her curiosity out of her shit, but I’m
loving that innocent look on her face.
I take a step to draw my body closer to her and stare at her eyes. I see no lies in
them, and how strange because I see love in them whenever she stares back at me.
She moves her eyes down to my neck and my shoulders, looking at every inch of my
body with amusement. No one looked at me like the way how she looks at me at this
very moment. Fuck! I look so gorgeous in her eyes. She’s even smiling in the most
gentlest way as her eyes keep on roaming around my entire being.
She bites her lip when she glances at my face but she moves her gaze away back to
my broad chest. She lifted her hands and hesitated to touch me that’s why I grab
her wrist and help her land her palms on my chest.
“Shit!” I cussed.
Halos mapapikit pa ako nang lumapat ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko. First orgasm,
lalabas na, putang ina! Ganito ang epekto niya. Hayop, parang droga!
“Move your hands down and touch it.” I commanded her with my hoarse voice, really
hoarse because I’m too horny to take full control.
She glides her palms down to my belly and as they go down, I can only feel the tip
of her fingers on my skin.
Holy. Fuck!
“Oh fuck Nikka, why such an innocent teaser?”
When she’s about to put her fingers inside the waistband of my boxer’s, I stopped
her.
She parted her lips and looked at me, wondering why.
I swallow. “Don’t touch it, I’ll come in no time. Strip in front of me, baby.
Undress yourself and leave your sexy socks.” I move my gaze down to her lovely
thighs and smile upon seeing her black above the knee socks.
“Sexy ba iyan eh mukha akong bata sa medyas ko.” Her bottom lip purses out in a
perfect pout.
“Hell yes, I find you sexy with those pair of shits and I’ll always love to see you
wearing different colors when we make love. Deal?” I don’t do deals, I command, but
when it comes to her, her decision is the most important thing in this world. Fuck
me for spoiling her too much. But I know she’s worthy of it. She never asks for too
much neither will ask for anything. She never did. She’s contended and I love her
more for that.
“Deal.” She softly said.
She takes in a few steps backward and holds the hemline of her blouse. I fucking
swear I wanna rip it instead of letting her pull it upward to undress herself. But
I’ll be more patient. Okay. We’ll take this slow though I want to drive her fast
and wild.
Patience Jamir Rix, for idiot’s sake. She’s a virgin. Mangangapa ako sigurado, for
I never fucked a virgin.
I raise my brows when she removed her blouse as her half naked body was now exposed
to my very eyes like a fucking exhibit of perfection.
She looks at me and smiles timidly.
“Don’t be shy.” I said as I watch her undo her shoes and next is her tangerine
shorts.
She pulled down the fly but she looks terribly afraid to drop it down on the floor.
“Drop it.” I demanded. I know I sounded do arrogant and dominant but I don’t care.
I’m burning and I want to taint her in no time.
“G-Galit ka?” inosenteng tanong niya.
Kanina pa.
I shake my head a bit. “Horny.” I stared at her legs, the most beautiful pair of
legs I've ever seen. “Drop. It.” Matigas na utos ko sa kanya kaya pikit mata at
kagat labi siyang sumunod at ibinaba ang kanyang shorts.
Holy. Fucking. Shit!
I never thought that nineteen year old woman could even have curves as beautiful
as hers. I knew that she had, but I wasn’t pretty much sure that it could be as
lovely as this. Tall, fuckably hot and wife material girl, in perfect package; only
for me?
She remains standing so I take a step forward and walk around her, then I stopped
in front of her.
Tumingala siya at tumitig sa mga mata ko. A liar can’t even look straight into the
eyes of the person who’s in front her, but she always looks at me and never breaks
the eye contact proving how true she is to all her words.
My young lovable Nikka, is she now ready to always try to have a baby?
“You’re still too petite compared to me.” I grinned as I reached for her black
brassiere to unfasten it.
It seems like she’s lost her tongue for she can no longer utter any word. She’s
just staring at me through her lashes with her parted lips.
I toss her bra somewhere around the room without looking at her bosom. I twitch my
lips to give her a half smirk but she remained stiff.
Shit! She’s getting too nervous about this but I can no longer hold this back. I
will explode if I will try to stop this from happening. I hold both of her hands
and gently twist her around. I kissed her hair then pushed her on the mattress.
“Jamie Rix!” she squeaks when we both landed on the bed, I being on top of her
back. I kissed her nape as I reached for her undies.
Her squeals became moans when I started to nibble her nape going down to her left
shoulder.
I reached for the other side of her panty and knot my hands with it and in just one
swift move, it was torn apart.
“Juskopo!” she prays but I just chuckle. “May pagka raypist ka. Pinupunit mo ang
panty, sayang naman iyan.”
“I’ll buy you ten thousand dozens.” I whisper against her ear and give her a tender
bite.
I start to trail my kisses from her jaw down to her nape and to her spine.
I hear nothing except for soft sweet gasps and the heaviness of her breathing.
“On fours, baby.” I commanded her but she remained stiff.
“A-Anong f-ours?”
Virgins…
“On your knees and palms.”
“H-Ha?” she asked but she followed right after.
I watch her as she moves and got the perfect view of her lovely ass.
Fuck as hell. I held handfuls of her butt cheeks and squeeze them real good.
Ah shit!
“Hoy!” she yelps but I just laugh at her.
“You’ll love this later, young girl.” I bend down to kiss her spine, swirling my
tongue across that lovely dimples in between it, alternately. I lower my lips and
kiss every part of her round ass until I reach her thigh. I stopped and looked at
her facing the most awaited thing to be seen.
“Wag mong titigan, walang hiya ka!”
Napailing na lang ako bago ko iyon hinawakan. She flinches but doesn’t pull back.
She rumples the thin sheet of fabric when my index finger trails the line of her
cunt.
“Ohh pakshit!” she cuss.
When she begins to get wet I start to lick her in exchange for my finger. Fuck, she
tastes perfect. I repeatedly lap her and it seems like she’s containing her moans.
“Just scream it and don’t be shy. I’d love to hear it Nik.” I told her as I part
her pussy lips and plunge my tongue into her core.
There’s her first louder moan that sends tingles at the pit of my belly after a
couple of minutes.
This fuck is as good as hell.
“J-Jix! Jix!” she tries to pull her thighs together but I hold the other one so
firmly. She’s coming, so I use my thumb to play with her clit. She will now become
my woman and fuck I can make love with her even for the rest of my life. I’ll marry
here and not in US so she can no longer run away away from me. She’ll forever be
tied to me, only to me and hell if someone will try to steal her, I swear to all
the demons in the pit of hell, I will kill!
“Jix, ahh!” her voice shakes as it echoes in the four corners of the room and it
wasn’t soft, it was incredibly loud and hot.
I let her collapse on the mattress crumpling the poor little bedsheet. I juat
stared at her and smile when she opens her eyes.
She covers her mouth and giggle. “Wasn’t it loud? Di naman ako narinig sa kabilang
unit di ba?”
Christ, hell I know they had probably did if the walls weren't soundproofed.
“Geez Nikka, I swear to fuck the whole building heard you,”
She shyly chuckles.
“But I love it, baby.” I turn her around and hover on top of her, wrapping her legs
around my waist. “It was the hottest and you almost made me come inside my boxers.
Did it feel good, my baby?” I kiss each corners of her lips.
She nods and giggles. “Nine pa.” she smiles like an angel or rather a fuckable
angel.
“Maybe I should’ve took dozens of drive max, too.” I joke and she laughs. I reached
for her hands and put them just above her head, intertwining her fingers with mine,
telling her that she belongs to me and I'll never fucking let her go.
Nine? Does she know what she's saying?
“Nine is coming like a fucking earthquake, sweetheart. Brace yourself for I know
you couldn't walk after this. You asked for nine, I’d love to give you nine.” I
smirk but she widens her eyes and drops her jaws.
“Wait – ” she tries to protest but I kissed her, crushing her lips like the way I
never crushed them before…
No backing the fucking hell out of this heavenly shit!
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CHAPTER FIFTY-TWO
NIKKA
“J-Jix?” halos wala ng lumabas na boses galing sa akin sa sobrang pagkamalat ko.
Hindi ako makagalaw at para akong gulay. Napapapikit ako kapag umiikot ako sa kama.
Ano ba ang nangyari?
Ang sakit-sakit ng ulo ko at halos wala na akong maalala. Buhay pa ba ako?
“J-Jix!” mas nilakasan ko pa ang boses ko kasi baka tsugi na ako ay hindi ko na
makita ang mahal ko.
“Here, baby!” kaagad na sagot niya kaya ipinihit ko ang ulo ko. Ang laki-laki ng
ngisi niya na parang naka jackpot sa superlotto. Anong nginingisi-ngisi niya?
He stepped out of the bathroom, wagging his damp hair. Why is this old man so sexy,
so good looking and so charming while I feel so exhausted and rotten? Parang
pakiramdam ko ay sinagasaan ako ng sampung pison? Anong nangyari?
Mabilis siyang tumalon sa kama papadapa at ipinatong ang braso sa may tyan ko at
pinupog ako ng halik sa leeg.
“You’re chilling.” Sinalat niya ang noo ko at ang leeg. Oo nga, kanina pa. Tumango
ako at tumitig sa mukha niya. “You’re fucking hot!” napaupo siya at parang batang
natataranta.
Ngayon naalala ko na kung anong nangyari, maghapon at magdamag niya akong
sinagasaan. Hindi pala pison ang sumagasa sa akin, igat! Jusko! Talagang ibinigay
niya ang siyam na sinabi ko at malay ko ba na ganito ang epekto? Akala ko laging
masarap, masarap nga kaya lang nasa pang apat pa lang ako ay para na akong
mamamatay sa panginginig. Siya ba hindi?
I felt him shaking, too, but he was so strong that he was able to control himself
and still pursued to make me cum for the ninth time – sinobrahan pa niya!
“W-What do you want? Another climax, baby?” natatarantang tanong niya at saka
hinaklit ang kumot na nakatakip sa katawan ko.
“Ano?!” halos mamiyok pa ako sa pagkabigla. Pilit kong kinapa ang kumot pero
nakatulala na siya sa suso ko. Bwisit siya!
“Baka imbes na gumaling ako ay sa sementeryo na talaga ang bagsak ko.” Irap ko sa
kanya kaya nakagt niya ang labi niyang mapupula. He bows down and plants a smack
kiss on both of my nipples. Langya!
“I thought you want another round, Hershey.” Ibinalik niya ang kumot sa katawan ko
at hinimas ang ulo ko habang pahalik-halik siya sa noo ko. “I’ll get you food and I
guess we have to stay here until you can walk again. You have to take meds.”
Ngumisi siya at parang tuwang-tuwa pa siya na totoong hindi ako makalakad talaga
pero, tumango ako.
“Si Andi? Dalhin mo rito si Andi.” Ayoko na maiwan siya sa Mommy niyang walang
pakialam sa bata.
“You want him here? He’ll find this out. Are you ready now to be called, Mommy?”
Ngumiti ako saka tumango. “Oo, kapag umalis ka, itatakas ko na siya.” Biro ko sa
kanha pero sa pangalawang pagkakataon ay umiling siya saka ako hinalikan, bago siya
umalis sa tabi ko. Hindi siya sumagot. Ano kayang iniisip niya?
“Bakit hindi ka sumagot?” pahabol na tanong ko nang buksan niya ang closet.
“Because that’s the most silly joke I’ve ever heard and I found you foul while
spitting that out. I know now how much you love me, and I know you can’t do that.”
Humila siya ng isang t-shirt, isang short doon at mga iba pang damit.
Ako naman ang hindi sumagot at ngumiti lang ako. Ganoon na siya naniniwala sa akin
ngayon? Wala na siya ni katiting na pagdududa sa akin? Ganoon din niya ako kamahal
at hindi ko sisirain ang tiwala na ibinibigay niya.
Walang imik na basta na lang niya ako binuhat at dinala sa banyo. He set me into
the tub and fill it with warm water and bubble bath. Napangiti tuloy ako kasi
paikot-ikot siya at inihahanda ang mga gagamitin ko. Nang lumingon siya sa akin ay
napasecond look pa siya.
“Damn that smile. Stop that or you’ll get sore even more.” Banta niya kaya naitago
ko ang bibig ko.
Anong problema niya sa ngiti ko?
Nang bumalik siya mula sa pagkalkal ng kung ano sa isang cabinet ay dala niya ang
isang loofah. Walang salitang idinutdot niya ang kamay niya sa tubig at kinuskos
ang binti ko pero maya-maya ay hindi na loofah ang humahagod sa hita ko kung hindi
kamay na niya.
“Jamie Rix!” saway ko sa kanya pero ngumiti siya at saka kinabig ang batok ko para
halikan ako. Jusko! Gutom na ako pero mukhang wala pa siyang balak na pakainin ako.
Puto hotdog na ang kinain ko simula kahapon at ngayon ay mag-uumaga na, hotdog na
gawa pa rin yata sa igat ang kakainin ko. Jusko masakit pa, sobra. Mukhang pati
matris ko nga yata ay nawasak na niya. He’s so big and he found it so hard trying
to penetrate inside me. Mura siya nang mura nang ilang beses na siyang sumubok ay
parang ayaw tanggapin ng katawan ko ang letseng igat niya. Kaya nang magawa naman
niya ay hindi na niya ako tinigilan na kahit na nanginginig na ako ay
pinapahingahan lang niya ako nang ilang saglit. We were both chilling and shaking
but he’s unstoppable and insatiable. Para siyang walang kasawaan na pinaikot-ikot
niya ako sa kama at bago ako nahimatay ay nasa may paanan kami at para akong
sinampay na nakasabit sa upuan. He bended me in over the mattress and keeps on
fucking me from behind.
Shit! Ganoon nga ang nangyari at sa gigil niya ay dinapaan niya ako at walang
sawang hinalikan ang batok ko at kinagat-kagat sa balikat. He fisted my long hair
and pulled it backwards kissing my lips greedily. That was the eleventh climax
supposed to be but when we’re both convulsing in pleasure, I frantically collapsed.
Itinigil ko ang paghalik sa kanya nang maalala ko iyon. “A-Anong ginawa mo kagabi
nang mahimatay ako?” tanong ko sa kanya saka ako kumurap ng ilan.
“First aid. The only wife of a de Lorenzo who didn’t pass out on their first night
or first ever sex experience were Larrah and Nathalia.” Nangingiting sabi niya
habang umaakyat ang kamay niya sa dibdib ko at para iyong rubber duckie na pinisil-
pisil niya.
“Pinagkukwentuhan niyo pala ang mga asa-asawa nila? Ikukwento mo rin ako, ganoon?”
tinaasan ko siya ng kilay kaya tumawa siya nang malakas.
“Actually, it’s nothing. What I’m going to tell them is that you were the first de
Lorenzo fiancé who ironically asked for nine rounds.” Lalong lumakas ang tawa niya
kaya sinuntok ko siya sa dibdib. Napaubo siya pero tumatawa pa rin naman.
“And I swear to fuck I loved it, sweetheart.” His gaze became fierce.
“Pwes ako hindi. Hindi ko alam na makakamatay ang siyam na ganoon. Malay ko ba at
hindi na natin iyon uulitin.” Irap ko sa kanya.
“We will.” Mariin na sagot niya kaya napatitig ako sa kanya.
“Papatayin mo ako?” tinaasan ko siya sa mga kilay pero naningkit lang ang mga mata
niya saka siya papogi na yumuko.
“In pleasure.” Ngumisi siya saka inilapit ulit ang mukha niya pero sinabuyan ko
siya ng tubig.
“I love you.” Hinalikan niya ako sa pisngi kaya niyakap ko siya sa batok.
“Mahal din kita.”
“You know how I love to do it all again so I guess you have to fucking finish your
bath and get dressed before I join you and make you pass the shit out of you
again.” Hinalikan niya ako sa tainga nang mariin t may tunog pa, bago niya ako
pinakawalan para banlawan.
I watch him as he drains the water out of the tub and do the other things he isn’t
suppose to do. “Are you sure you have to all these things? You’re not my yaya, I
am.” Sabi ko sa kanya habang binubuksan niya ang faucet.
“You aren’t anymore, you’re the future Mrs. Jamie Rix de Lorenzo.” He shakes his
head.
“The second.” Nanulis ang nguso ko pero tumawa siya.
“The only one and the last.”
Ako naman ang tumawa. “Sa pagkababaero mo, I doubt that.” Biro ko sa kanya pero sa
loob ko ay hindi ko naman iyon kinokontra. As much as possible I prefer to be his
wife, up until the day his hair turns white. When he can no longer walk and all I
have to do is hug him from his back and walk him around. I’ll be his crutch and
I’ll be his strength.
Napatigil siya sa paggalaw at tumingin lang sa akin. “I had never been with a woman
since that day I first laid my eyes on you and I think that it would be as unfair
as that for my fucking dick doesn’t get hard when I see beautiful bitches around
l. I think this traitor shit finds you as the most beautiful – I guess or rather,
fuckably beautiful.” Kibit balikat niya.
“Ah di ganoon? Fuckably beautiful lang? Iyon lang ang tingin mo?”
“The dick precisely no doubt finds you that way but my fucking heart finds you more
than the most perfect masterpiece in this damn universe. I better stop this for I’m
getting to corny. I don’t wanna be corny, I always wanna be, horny.” He sexily bobs
his brows and grins.
Tumawa lang ako kahit na pakiramdam ko ay gusto kong maluha sa mga sinabi niya.
Korni siya sa pakiramdam niya pero sa babaeng katulad ko na wala pang nakakapagsabi
ng ganoon ay parang langit na ang ibinigay niya.
“Hindi ba iyan magbabago kahit na lumipas ang panahon?” malambing na tanong ko sa
kanya habang tinitingala ko siya.
“You’ll change first before I will. That’s for sure because it never will.”
©️
WCStories
Ps. Baka po monday night na ang sunod kasi bz po ako 2 days ha. Tao lang ako, di
ako superwriter. Need din rest ng mata para di ako mabulag. Pcnxa n. Xoxo much.
Heartbreaking moment, soon to come...

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CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE
NIKKA
Ilang araw na ang lumipas at nitong mga nakaraang araw ay halos puro trabaho sa
opisina ang inaasikaso ni Jamie Rix. Kung minsan ay hindi na niya ako naaabutan na
gising dahil nag-o-overtime siya. Tulad ngayon, hinihintay ko siya kasi alas nueve
na ay wala pa rin siya kaya hinihintay ko siya rito sa labas ng bahay kahit na
inaantok na ako. Ilang beses na akong pinapasok ni Nanay Lolit at ni Jesusa pero
matigas ang bao ng ulo ko na kahit bumabahin na ako sa lamig ay tinitiis ko pa rin.
"Now look who's the person experiencing the same feeling that I've had
experienced." Sabi ni Amanda sa likuran ko.
Hindi ako tuluyang lumingon pero alam kong siya ang nagmamay-ari ng boses na
nakakabwisit. Hindi ako sumagot sa sinabi niya. Bakit ko naman siya papatulan ay
matanda siya sa akin, di ba dapat maging magalang sa matanda?
Tuluyan siyang tumabi sa akin suot na naman ang bwisit na parang kulambo na suot
niya pero ngayon naman ay may parang manipis iyon na damit pantulog sa ilalim at
hindi panty na kita ang dalawang pisngi ng kanyang pwet.
Hindi ko na rin isinusuot ang mga damit niya na ibinigay noon ni Jamie sa akin.
Ayoko na maa lalo pa akong magmukhang katatawanan sa paningin ng unang asawa ng
boyfriend ko. Kaya nang mapansin ni Jamie na ang mga suot ko ay mga luma kong t-
shirt na malalaki ay parang gusto pang mabwisit ng lalaking iyon sa akin. Ayaw daw
niya ng ganoon ang suot ko kasi para raw akong magandang babae na tomboy. He
prefers daring and sexy clothes for me, pero hindi siya nakaangal nang sabihin ko
sa kanya ang dahilan kung bakit ganoon ang suot ko. Pinadalhan lang naman niya ako
ng halos isang cabinet na mga bagong damit at sapatos.
"Hindi ka ba nagtataka kung bakit wala pa siya?" palatak ni kuratsa.
Umiling ako. "No." ipinagkrus ko ang mga braso ko sa dibdib ko.
"Well, are you even familiar with the saying, 'bad habits are so damn hard to
die'?" ngumisi siya nang ipihit ko ang ulo ko para tingnan siya sa mukha.
"Bad habits are so damn hard to die like a silly stubborn kuratsa." Painosenteng
sagot ko naman. Nangunot ang noo niyaa t alam kong hindi niya alam kung ano ang
ibig sabihin ng kuratsa. Hindi niya alam na siya iyon. Ang tigas din kasi ng apog
niya na nagpupumilit pa rin siya na pumasok sa buhay ni Jamie kahit na ipinakikita
na naman sa kanya na ayaw na ngang makipagbalikan.
"I don't know what kuratsa means, but if you get the point, that's what it really
meant. Jamie is a terrible womanizer." Diretsang sagot niya kaya napaangat ang mga
kilay ko.
Nakuha ko na kaagad ang punto ng babaeng ito. Gusto niyang palabasin na kaya
ginagabi ni Jamie Rix ay dahil nambababae. Parang kumabog ang dibdib ko sa kaunting
kaba na baka nga, pero hindi ako ganoon kamalisyoso pagdating sa kapwa ko tao.
Hangga't hindi ko nakikita, hindi ako tatahi ng imahinasyon sa utak ko.
To see is to believe and the only exemption to that saying is my faith in God.
"Change is constant." Sagot ko lang sa kanya pero tumawa siya.
"So young little girl. Masyado ka pa ngang bata. Nagka-boyfriend ka na ba o - "
naglbakbay ang mga mata niya sa kabuuan ko. "Siya ang unang boyfriend mo? How many
years of gap?" umarko ang mga kilay niya.
"About a decade and three years." Kampanteng sagot ko. "And yes, first boyfriend
indeed."
Umiling siya na para bang nagpapakita ng pagkaawa sa akin. Ano namang dapat niyang
ikaawa? Para siyang tanga.
"He's a fucker, a great one. Ngayon kung na experience mo na," she shrugs. "I guess
you have to keep an eye on him. Baka naman inuuto ka na, hindi mo pa nakikita dahil
sa kawalan mo ng experience sa pakikipag-boyfriend. Jix doesn't chase women, women
chase him, and once a woman did find him, there's no reason for him not to screw
the bitch. Hindi mo naman malalaman kung nakailang rounds sila sa kama di ba?"
pinatulis niya ang nguso niya at parang gusto ko na iyong hilahin at gawing sing
haba ng longganisa sa palengke.
Nakakairita siya pero hindi ko magawang umalis sa tabi niya. At naiinis ako dahil
parang nakakaramdam ako ng selos sa mga babaeng ikinama ni Jix. At bigla akong
nakaramdam ng insecurity dahil nakita ko rin kung paano siya makipaglampungan sa
babae kahit na sa elevator pa lang. Hindi sa wala akong tiwala sa kanya, pero
parang mas lalo akong walang tiwala sa sarili ko na kaya kong maging perpektong
girlfriend sa kanya. Kahit naman may nangyari na, I still have to admit that we're
worlds apart and I am still not the best woman for him. May kasalanan pa nga ako sa
kanya at kahit na okay na iyon para kay Jix ay hindi pa rin mabubura sa isip ko
kung paano akong napunta rito sa bahay niya, at dahil iyon sa pagiging isang
kidnapper ko. Nagbago man ang kagustuhan ko na panindigan iyon, ganoon pa rin iyon
kung babalikan ang istorya ng buhay ko.
Kunwari ay hindi ko ipinahalata na nag-aalala ako dahil sa sinabi ni Amanda.
"Hindi ako mapaghinalang tao. Kulang siguro ako sa experience pero hindi naman ako
malisyoso." Sagot ko sa kanya pero parang nakakainsulto lang ang ngiti niya.
Hindi ko na siya pinatulan kahit na gusto ko na siyang palayasin sa tabi ko. Mabuti
na lang at narinig ko ang boses ni Andi sa may pintuan.
"Mommy," tawag ng bata kaya parehas kaming napalingon ni Amanda. Lalong parang
naging mapang-insulto ang ngiti niya pero hindi ko siya pinansin dahil nakita ko sa
sulok ng mga mata ko na pumapasok na sa gate ang kotse ni Jix.
"Yes Andi?" tanong niya kay Andi at hahakbang na sana siya papalapit sa pinto pero
nagsalita ulit ang bata.
"Mommy Nikka." Ulit naman ni Andi.
Mabilis akong tumalikod at nilayasan si kuratsa. Ako pala ang tinatawag na Mommy, o
di pahiya siyang bruha siya ngayon. Sila ni Jamie Rix ang magsama, akin si Andi.
Perahas naman silang matanda ng dati niyang asawa, o di sila na!
"Bakit, baby? Akala ko tulog ka na." nilapitan ko si Andi at saka inakbayan. Hinila
ko siya papasok at nagmamadali ako dahil ayokong maabutan kami ng Daddy niya.
Naiinis din ako dahil sa mga pinagsasabi ni Amanda.
"I can't sleep. Please put me to bed Mommy Nikka." Tiningala niya ako kaya
nginitian ko siya.
"Of course naman." Sabi ko, pero bigla kong naisip sina Caine at Bryan. Hindi ko na
sila nakikita dahil pinagbawalan na muna ako ni kuya Ghuix na pumunta sa bahay na
tinitirhan ng mga kapatid ko hangga't hindi pa raw nahuhuli ang mga sindikato. Para
rin naman daw iyon sa kabutihan ng mga bata at hindi matunton nina Jesmond.
Duda man ako na hindi sila matutunton ng mga tauhan ni Lucas, sumunod na lang din
ako. Alam ko naman na hindi pababayaan sina Bryan doon.
Pagkatapos kong patulugin si Andi ay tumuloy na rin ako sa ibaba. Nadaanan ko pa si
Amanda na may kausap sa cellphone at mukhang bwisit na bwisit ang mukha.
"Magkakagusto ka na lang din, sa hampaslupa pa! Gago ka talaga!" singhal niya sa
kabilang linya sabay hang niya sa tawag.
Sinong kausap niya? Napakawalang ugali naman niya para 0agsalitaan ng ganoon ang
kung sino man na pilato ang tao na iyon. Kinamot pa niya ang ulo niya nang marahas
kaya napailing na lang ako. Kung minsan may mga kilos siyang parang sa baliw.
Naloloka na yata ang kuratsa. Umalis na lang ako sa kinatatayuan ko at dumiretso sa
kwarto ko.
Kinuha ko ang ilang damit at saka ko sinimulang tiklupin nang biglang bumukas ang
pinto at iniluwal ang papoging matanda na nakabungisngis na kaagad. If there's one
thing about him which I admire the most, it's his smile. Napakacharming ng ngiti
niya. Sa ngiti pa lang kasi niya, makikilala na siya ng tao kahit na hindi pa siya
matagal na makasama. I know he's kind of friendly and naughty. Mukhang mabait iyon
lang ay halatang babaero nga.
Hindi ko siya pinansin nang isara niya ang pintuan na inilock ko naman kanina pero
nabuksan pa rin niya. Iniwasan ko na ngang dumaan sa kwarto niya pagkatapos kong
patulugin si Andi, pero ngayon nandito naman siya. Kahit namimiss ko siya dahil
halos tatlong araw na kaming hindi nagpapang-abot ay naintriga pa rin ako at kahit
paano ay naapektuhan sa mga sinabi ni Amanda kaya pwede ko naman siguro siyang
iwasan din para malaman ko kung hahabulin pa rin naman niya ako kahit na naisuko ko
na sa kanya ang lahat.
"I'm missing you yet you almost ran upstairs when I arrived. I kept on waiting for
you in my room but saw you glanced at my door when you'd set your foot out of
Andi's room. It seemed that a young girl here is trying to avoid the handsomest man
she had ever known." Daldal niya habang humahakbang papalapit sa akin. Nakatayo
naman ako sa likod ng mesa kung saan nakalatag ang mga damit ko.
Naubo ako sa sinabi niya na siya ang pinakagwapong lalaki na nakilala ko. Lumaki
ang ngisi niya nang sulyapan ko siya.
"Saan ka galing?" dinuro ko siya. "Huwag kang lalapit!"
Natigilan siya sa paghakbang. Nakakurbata pa rin siya pero maluwag iyon. Gulo-gulo
ang buhok niya pero bwisit siya kasi gwapo pa rin siya talaga.
"What's this?" tumaas ang mga kilay niya saka siya namulsa.
Ako ang humakbang papalapit sa kanya at hinila ko siya sa kurbata. Nabigla pa siya
pero hindi naman nakaangal. Dapat lang na huwag siyang umangal kung hindi ay siya
ang papagtitiklupin ko ng mga damit ko.
"Huwag kang magsalita!" galit ko pa sa kanya saka ko inilapit ang ilong ko sa bibig
niya. Akala niya ay hahalikan ko siya at napansin kong namula kaagad ang pisngi
niya at umawang ang mga labi niya pero inamoy ko lang ang nguso niya.
Baka kasi amoy bibig ng babae.
Kung ano ang amoy ng babae niya, malay ko ba. Basta inamoy ko lang. He bites his
lower lip when I pull back my head. Ang sama ng tingin niya sa labi ko pero hindi
ko siya pinahalik. Inirapan ko siya saka ko marahas na pinihit ang mukha niya.
"Aw!" angal niya pero hindi ko siya pinansin. Tiningnan ko ang panga niya kung may
lipstick, sunoa ang mga kwelyo niya tapos inamoy ko ang leeg niya.
Umungol siya nang lumapat ang ilong ko sa may Adam's apple niya. "You're giving me
boner, are you even aware? Is this the newest way of seducing a man, Hershey's?"
ngumiti siya.
Tanga pala siya. Wala siyang kamalay-malay sa ginagawa ko.
"No." marahan ko siyang inikutan at inaamoy-amoy ang kabuuan niya. "This is the
newest way how to check a man if he had been with a dirty bitch!" angil ko sa kanya
pero tinawanan niya ako.
Itinaas ko ang braso niya at inamoy ko rin ang kilikili niya. Malay ko ba kung doon
nagtatago ang amoy ng perfume ng babae niya, matapos niyang akbayan. Wala namang
amoy babae, amoy pabango niya.
Nakita ko siyang pangiti-ngiti habang naniningkit ang mga mata at sinusundan ako ng
tingin.
"Don't grin!" pinandilatan ko siya kaya pinalis niya ang kanyang ngiti.
"Nagging wife?" umarko ang mga kilay niya. "Or overly jealous young and sweet
beautiful wife?"
"None of the above! Saan ka galing at bakit tatlong araw na tayong hindi nagkikita
kahit nasa loob tayo ng iisang bahay? Iniiwasan mo na ako dahil nakarami ka na?
Nambabae ka na naman? Babaero ka kasi!" naiinis na bulalas ko sa kanya pero yumuko
lang siya nang kaunti saka ngumiti.
"Looking for the best way how to check if I had been with a woman, baby?" humakbang
siya kaya umatras ako kasi ay hinawakan niya ang isang strap ng damit ko.
"The best way is to check the sperm." Inikot niya ang daliri niya sa strap. Lintik
pupunitin na naman niya.
"Hindi ka iiskor ngayon! Saka paano ko ichicheck? Ilalagay ko sa microscope at
bibilangin kung ilan ang x and y chromosomes mo?" painsultong tanong ko sa kanya.
"No!" hinila nga niya ang strap.
"Isa!" banta ko sa kanya.
"Too few sweetheart. Let's make it five rounds, not one."
"Hindi!" tumalikod ako pero paanan ng kama ko ang bumulaga sa akin. Atras pa Nikka,
gaga!
"Oo." Mariin na sagot niya sabay tulak niya sa akin kaya napatili ako. Dapang-dapa
ako at mabilis siyang dumagan sa akin at ramdam ko na kinakalas niya ang sinturon
niya.
"Bet if I will cum too much? Will it prove your womanly instinct and jealousy
wrong? You have the silliest way of checking it, baby and now I'll make you see
that instead of annoying me, you'd rather seduced me. You look too sexy with this
night dress you're wearing and you owe me a welcoming kiss. I had been checking you
every night for these past few days but you're pretty much asleep every time I came
in here." Litanya niya sa may tainga ko. Nararamdaman ko ang paninigas niya sa
gulugod ko kaya napalunok na lang ako dahil doon at dahil sa sinabi niya.
"S-Sinisilip mo ako rito?" nilingon ko siya at busy siya sa pagkalas ng necktie
niya. Ang bigat niya, pucha!
"Not just peeping, Hershey's. I stay for an hour or two and I found it so hard not
to touch you. So, what's with that coiling jealousy, huh?"
Hindi ako umimik. Hindi naman niya talaga iyon maiaalis sa akin. Bakit niya pa
tinatanong?
"Bakit, bawal?!" angil ko sa kanya pero tumawa siya. Umalis siya sa pagkakadagan sa
akin at saka niya ako pinaikot paibabaw sa kanya.
"If I will say, yes bawal, what will you do?" he pulled down the other strap of my
dress.
"Sasapatusin kita!" gigil na sambit ko sa kanya pero tumawa ulit siya.
"Why? Ipis ba ako para sapatusin mo?"
Bwisit! Matandang pilosopo.
"O bakit kung naiinis akong isipin na lumalandi ka na naman, ano naman ang gagawin
mo? Magagalit ka at sisigawan mo ako?! Subukan mo! Hindi kita uurungan!"
"Then start counting the x and y choromosomes. I'll buy you a microscope tomorrow."
Tawa siya nang tawa kaya inis na umalis umalis ako sa ibabaw niya at nahiga lang sa
tabi niya.
"Hindi mo iyon maiaalis sa akin. Babaero ka naman kasi talaga. Bakit ba hiniwalayan
ka ng dati mong asawa? Dahil ba doon?"
"No." umusog siya at hinalikan ako sa pisngi. "She cheated and asked for divorce. I
may had been a terrible manwhore but I assure you I didn't cheat and I won't cheat.
You're a silly young girlfriend, you know it? I find you cute when jealous."
Inismiran ko siya. "Eh kung sapatusin kita, cute pa ba iyon? For sure di mo
sasabihin na I still look cute when I'm jealous."
Jix chuckles as he cuddles me. "I won't say you're cute. I'll say, ouch." He
planted a deep kiss on my temple. Parang lahat ng selos ko dahil sa kaisipan na
babaero siya ay naglaho bigla.
"I'm sorry. I had been very busy lately. Tonight was the last. I already coped up
with those few little messes that I've done."
Napalingon ako sa kanya kaya halos maghalikan na kami sa sobrang lapit niya. "Mess?
Anong ginawa mo?"
"I hired a bomber to bomb White House." Sabay tawa niya pero sinimaan ko siya ng
tingin kaya tumigil siya.
"I canceled all of my supposed to be important meetings when where still at my
condo. But it was okay. Overtime did help a lot. So now, don't be silly overly
jealous about those imaginary bitches fucking me. There's no one and it will only
be just you and your pussy." Ngumisi siya kaya namula ako, ramdam ko.
"Bastos."
"I know." Amin niya saka niya ako dinaganan ng kalahati. "I wanna sleep here
tonight, may I? I had so much and I was so tired and my only stress reliever was
your pretty face, that's why I kept on watching you while you're asleep." Sincere
naman ang naging pagngiti niya at mas lalong sincere ang halik niya sa noo ko.
"I love you, nagger." He chuckles.
Natawa na lang din ako sa sarili ko. Grabe rin akong makaangkin sa kanya. Iilan
lang kasi sila na nagmamahal sa akin at ayoko na mabawasan pa iyon. Mukhang
naiintindihan naman niya kahit na hindi ko sabihin pa.
"I love you rin." Niyakap ko siya batok at saka ko inamoy ulit ang leeg niya. He
grunts and I know what that means...
©️
WCStories

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CHAPTER FIFTY-FOUR
NIKKA
I open my eyes when I felt somebody’s kneading my breast. Kaagad akong tumingin sa
tabi ko at mukha ni Jix ang sumalubong sa akin. Tulog siya pero ang galing ng kamay
niya dahil maya’t maya ang lapirot niya sa suso ko. Swerte ang kumag. Pwede na
siyang maging tagapagmasa ng siopao.
Maya-maya ay tumigil siya at walang kagalaw-galaw habang yakap-yakap ako.
“Gising ka na?” hinalikan ko siya sa panga pero umiling siya.
“Still asleep.” Tapos ay tumaas ang isang sulok ng bibig niya saka niya iminulat
ang mga mata. “Good morning beautiful.” Hinalikan niya ako sa noo saka mas lalo
pang hinigpitan ang pagkakayakap sa akin.
Ngumiti na lang ako saka niyakap ko rin siya. “Hindi ka papasok sa office?”
“It depends on you. Can you walk?” naramdaman kong ngumiti siya sa may noo ko.
“Oo! Hindi na ito first time kaya makakalakad na ako.” Ingos ko sa kanya pero ang
totoo, parang walang lakas ang mga tuhod ko kasi nadapa ako kaninang madaling araw
sa banyo nang mag-cr ako. Paano ba naman ay hindi na naman niya ako tinantanan na
naman kaya hindi ko rin naman siya sinukuan. Anong akala niya, matatalo niya ako
ulit?
Si Nikka yata ako at wala sa aking nakakatalo.
“If that’s so, can we add more rounds?”
“Game!” napangiwi ako sa sarili kong sagot dahil ang totoo, masakit pa rin.
Ipinanalangin ko na lang na sana ay may kumatok para hindi matuloy. Tumingin ako sa
pintuan pero bigla akong napakislot nang salatin niya ang pagitan ng mga hita ko.
“Wag mo ng hawakan.” Pinalo ko siya sa kamay pero ngumisi lang ang bakulaw na
heneral.
“You’re still sore. You’re really some kind of a fighter, huh. Too bad baby girl,
you should sometimes learn how to retreat.” Dinutdot niya ang ilong ko kaya nalukot
ko na lang ang mukha ko.
“I can always accept no for an answer if it concerns you. Always bear that in your
mind, so it’s okay to say, tama na Jix kasi di ko na kaya kahit masarap.” Tumawa pa
siya at parang gigil na gigil na niyakap niya ako.
Kapag ganito ang mga kilos niya, ramdam na ramdam ko ang pagmamahal niya sa akin.
“Jix, wala ka bang balak na papag-aralin si Andi sa eskwelahan na bagay sa kanya?”
saglit ko siyang tiningala at medyo sumeryoso ang mukha niya.
“Will you join him? I mean, can you accompany him in Germany?”
“Ako? Bakit ako?” takang tanong ko sa kanya.
Jix shrugs. “Why not? You’ll be his Mom and so, you’re intended to look after him.
Don’t you like that idea?”
Lalong umangat ang mga kilay ko dahil sa sinabi niya. So, after all this time,
isang taong titingin lang kay Andi ang kailangan niya para pagbigyan ang special
request na iyon ng isang school para sa mga gifted children?
“Iyon lang ba ang kailangan mo after all this time?” di makapaniwalang tanong ko sa
kanya. Napaupo pa ako at parang dismayado ako sa narinig ko sa kanya.
“Oh come on, babe. Don’t give me that shitty look. Please do try to understand
that’s it’s not easy to give my hundred percent of trust to someone who will look
after my son in Germany while I’m here in Philippines. It’s not that easy so I
chose to let him stay here with me than grant that fucking request. But now that
you’re here…” hinaplos niya ang likod ko kaya napakislot ako kasi ay lumambing na
masyado ang boses niya.
“I can now send him to that school, with you.”
“Tapos ikaw? Saan ka? Iyong mga kapatid ko?”
He pouts a bit. “You can bring them with you. Me? I can’t go with you. I can visit
of course but I can’t stay for the longest time no matter how I want to, the heart
of my business is here so – I”
“Ah hindi!” palatak ko kaya napatigil siya. Umiling ako sa kanya. “All this time
business pa rin ang mahalaga para sa iyo? Matanda ka na!”
Halatang nabwisit siya nang sabihin kong matanda na siya, pero hindi ko siya
pinansin.
“Darating ang oras at marerealize mo na kulang na ang mga panahon na ginugol mo
para makasama ang mga mahal mo sa buhay lalo na si Andi. Hindi mo na maibabalik ang
panahon Jamie Rix. Mas mahalaga ang pamilya kaysa sa anumang yaman sa mundo.
Mayaman ka at hindi mauubos ang bilyones mo kahit na kaapu-apuhan mo pa ang
pakainin mo at bumagsak man ang negosyo mo. Once your hair grew gray, you’d regret
because you’d let yourself missed the happy moments with your family. And if you’re
only going to ignore me after all these things, then, mag-break na tayo!” ismid ko
sa kanya.
He stared at me with so much shock. Laglag ang mga panga niya at parang wala siyang
maapuhap na salita. O bakit siya masa-shock? Alangan naman na magsasama kami tapos
itatapon niya lang ako sa Germany pagkatapos.
“Now tell me why the hell in the world shall I stay and be your girl while you will
throw me away? Tapos ano, magkikita tayo matanda ka naang masyado? Iilang taon na
lang ang pagsasamahan natin kapag ganoon? Limang taon? Aba Jamie Rix, hindi ako
nag-boyfriend at hindi ako mag-aasawa para lang iwanan sa huli dahil lang sa isang
letseng negosyo. I shall marry a man who can feed me even just for a couple of
times a day than a billionaire who can feed me more than the nth time but can’t
actually stay beside me to love me and accompany me whenever I need him.” Daldal ko
sa kanya at halos mapahangos ako sa inis. At mas lalong nakakainis dahil ngumiti
siya.
Anong ikinasasaya niya sa litanya ko?
“O huwag kang ngumiti. Walang nakakatuwa. Mag-break na tayo kung paliliparin mo ako
sa Germany at magkikita tayo ay kapag otsenta ka na at ako ay thirty pa lang.”
gigil na sambit ko pa pero tuluyan na siyang tumawa.
“That’s so overly calculated, sweetheart. When I am already eighty, you’d be
already sixty plus, not thirty.” Tumatawang sabi niya.
“O bakit? Pwede pa ako noon mag-asawa kasi bata pa ako at ikaw ay uugod-ugod na.
Hitsura mo. Hindi ka na gwapo at macho sa panahon na iyon. Tapos bibihira pa tayong
magkita, ha! Wag na, ayo – ayy!” napatili ako nang bigla niya akong ihiga sa kama
at hinalikan nang walang habas.
“Try it, I may not be physically fit by that time but for sure my gun still works
perfectly fine. Fine! If you want me to stay beside you, then I’ll stay. You go to
Germany, Japan, Brazil or even to hell, I’ll be with you. End of the story. You’re
so talkative. You talked tons of words while I haven’t said any and the best way to
stop this pretty sassy mouth was to ravage this with a breathtaking kiss. Now,
speak.” Hamon niya sa akin habang hawak niya ang mga mga panga ko at titig na titig
siya sa bibig ko.
Paano pa ako magsasalita kung ganito na parang ibubuka ko pa lang ang bibig ko ay
bubugbugin na niya ako ng halik. Pero mas masarap na iyon kaysa sa suntok at sipa.
“Ahm,” napakurap ako.
“Ahm, what?” hamon pa niya saka ngumisi pa siya saka niya isiniksik ang sarili niya
sa pagitan ng mga hita ko.
Jusko. Ready na naman siya. Ano bang iniinom niya at parang wala yata siyang
kapaguran sa sex. Ang taas ng libido niya at may pagkabrutal pa kung minsan.
“Jix…” I gasp when he moves his hips as he buries his face in my neck.
“Jix what? In you, now?” umangat ang mukha niya at saka niya ako nginitian.
I feel my stomach cramping this time and I know what does it mean. I need him
again. I may be feeling exhausted and really used up, but I can’t even deny the
strong effect he has and empowers over me.
“Tell me, do you want me inside you now?” He asked teasing me with his cock.
Wala akong sagot. Napapikit lang ako at nakagat ko ang ibabang labi ko. Kahit gusto
ko, nahihiya akong sumagot ng oo.
“Nikka baby, I’m horny. I want you to say it. Say that you want me.” Utos niya pero
hindi pa rin ako sumagot. I grip his waist and pull him closer, pressing his torso
against mine.
“Come on. Say that you want my fucking dick inside you.” Mariin na utos niya niya
kaya pinalo ko siya.
“Does it matter? Can’t you see it? You keep on talking dirty and you’re teasing me!
Ang torture mo! Ipapasok mo o gusto mong batukan kita?” angil ko sa kanya. Halos
ihabol ko pa ang balakang ko nang dumikit ang kwan niya sa akin.
Inay, gusto ko na please.
“Beg.” Seryosong pahayag niya. He bites my jaw and teases me again.
Ay shit siya! Pahirap siya sa kalooban ko. Para akong sasabog sa inis.
“Isa!” banta ko sa kanya.
“Beg. Beg. Beg. Say, Jix I want you inside me. I want you to fuck me harder and
deeper. Make me cum over and over again because I need you and I love you. Say.
The. Fucking. Hell. Nikka. Say it. Fuck shit! You’re making this fucking thing so
hard for both of us. Say, fuck me.” gigil na utos niya at halos mamaos na nang
husto ang boses niya.
“Fuck you! Bwisit ka!” inis na halos itulak ko siya pero hinawakan niya ang mga
pulsuhan ko at saka niya itinaas sa may ulunan. Sinimulan niyang hagurin ng dila
niya ang leeg ko kaya halos mapaliyad pa ako nang hindi niya iyon ituloy.
“Jix please na,” pakiusap ko. Sasapakin ko siya oras na pakawalan niya ako.
“Please na what?” his huaky voice filled my ears. Shit! That bedroom voice I’d
always love to hear the most. Dominante siya pagdating sa kama, mayabang pero ubod
ng lambing at lahat ng kilos niya ay puno ng pagmamahal at hindi ako manhid para
hindi ko iyon maramdaman.
“Please, I need you.”
“To what?” ngumisi siya kaya pinandilatan ko siya.
“Ipapasok mo o kakapunin kita! Kapag hindi mo ginawa, break na tayo!” hinalikan ko
siya pero kinagat ko ang labi niya.
“Aw baby, aw.” Bulong niya. “Brace yourself, now. Stubborn little girl. Pasalamat
ka mahal kita.” Bulong pa niya kaya ngumiti na lang ako saka humagikhik.
Ngayon siya ang submissive at hindi ako. Hihi. Dapat lang...
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Wala na po pov si Jix. I need to finish this asap and rest after. I really need it
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CHAPTER FIFTY-FIVE
NIKKA
Papalabas sana ako ng bahay nang habulin ako ni Andi sa may patio kaya napatigil
ako nang yakapin niya ako sa may pwetan.
“Mommy Nikka! Daddy told me we’ll live in Germany after fixing some few things.”
tumatalon-talon siya kaya sumasama ang pwet ko sa pag-alog niya.
Natawa ako nang mahina saka ako pumihit para yakapin siya. “He told you? When?”
“Yes, he did tell me yesterday. He told me he’d fix everything and Uncle Caine and
Uncle Bryan would come with us. He told me you’d look after me when I started
attending school. Totoo iyon Mommy Nikka?” his eyes were very hopeful and I fully
understand why. Alam ko na gusto rin niyang pumasok sa eskwelahan na iyon talaga at
kung magiging parte ako ng katuparan ng pangarap niyang iyon dahil lang sa simpleng
pagbabantay at pag-aalaga ko, bakit hindi?
“We’ll both go to school, sabi ni Dad.” Dugtong pa niya.
Wow. Talagang nakaplano na ang matanda. Ano pa bang magagawa ko para kumontra?
“Oo naman. Aasahan mo iyon. I’ll guide you all the way. If your Dad is busy, I’ll
not be busy.” Nginitian ko siya.
“How about if you’re taking care of too many babies? Will you still look after me?”
Tumango kaagad ako. “As long as I can. Even my hair grows whiter than usual, I’ll
always still look after you and soon will look after your kids.”
“I love you Mommy Nikka. You’re the best Mommy in the world.” Mas lalo niya pa
akong niyakap kaya napahagikhik ako.
Mommy daw, kahit nineteen pa lang ako. Masaya naman na maging Mommy kung kasing
bait naman ni Andi ang aalagaan ko.
“Hey, hey. You’re a great lover, too.” Palatak naman ni Jix nang lumabas siya sa
bahay at diretsong lumapit sa amin na dalawa. Inaayos niya ang kwelyo niya at
tumingala siya nang tumapat sa akin.
“Please do fix the tie, baby. Don’t undress me, I’m reminding you.” Biro na niya
kaagad kaya sinamaan ko siya ng tingin.
“Asa ka! Feeling mo naman na lagi ka na lang pagnanasaan ng babae.” Daldal ko pero
inayos ko naman ang tie niya, iyon lang ay hinigpitan ko nang gusto.
“Ah!” he groans and pulls me closer. Tinaasan baba niya ng kilay si Andi na tumakbo
kaagad papalayo habang tumatawa.
“Tindi ng usapan niyong mag-ama. Tinginan pa lang, alam na kaagad kung anong
gagawin ng isa.” Umiiling na sabi ko.
“Of course, like father like son. Only that, the father is more handsome than the
son.” He bobs one of his brows.
Kunwari naman na naubo ako sa sarili niyang compliment para sa kagwapuhan niya.
“Mas pogi sa iyo si Andi. Lipas ka na sa kalendaryo at siya ay hindi pa. Matanda ka
na at siya ay bata pa.” asar ko sa kanya kaya kinagat niya ang labi niya nang
mariin habang nakatitig sa mukha ko.
“Oh, say that when I’m fucking you deep. You can’t deny it that I’m a real bed
shaker and expert driller.” Kumindat siya kaya umiling na lang ako. Namumula kasi
ako, ramdam ko. Kahit kailan talaga ay walang kapreno-preno ang bibig niya pero
aaminin ko na kapag ganito ang mga sinasabi niya, naiinitan ako. Nakakabwisit.
Bastos siya pero sa ibang paraan. He exactly knows how to drive a woman hotter than
usual by spitting his sexy words. Napakabulgar niya at iba ang epekto noon sa akin.
When I start to hear him talking dirty when we’re making love, it helps me reach my
orgasm fast and I don’t even know why.
“What are you upto for today babe?” inangat niya ako sa sahig at iniupo sa isang
nakausling granite bench. Pumagitan siya sa mga hita ko kaya napanganga na lang ako
nang ngumisi siya dahil parang sinasadya na naman niyang idikit sa akin ang igat
niya.
“Inakit ako ni Andi kahapon sa park, maglalaro raw siya. Papayagan mo ba? Kasama
naman ako.” Niyakap ko siya sa baywang.
“Of course. I trust you with all my cum, heart I mean.” He grins.
Ngumiti naman ako saka ko siya niyakap pa nang mas mahigpit.
“I love you, Jix. Thank you for loving me. I just want you to know that you’re the
most important thing that have happened in my life. Please don’t change. I never
will.”
Naramdaman ko ang kamay niya na humagod sa likod ko at ang bibig niya sa tuktok ng
aking ulo. “I love you. I never will, too. Ever. I need you and will always need
you every single day of my life. You know a de Lorenzo attitude, it’s so damn hard
for us to confess and admit our feelings toward our women, but – I will waste no
time, baby.” Sabi niya saka siya pahalik-halik sa ulo ko.
“Ang mushy mo.” Tukso ko sa kanya pero mas lalo ko siyang niyakap. Mushy sa term ko
na, korni. Hihi.
Ang bait-bait niya. Supposedly, dapat ang isang babaero na katulad niya ay dapat na
magbago na sa pakikitungo sa akin. Wala na akong halos maitago pa sa kanya. Ultimo
baka pati kasuluk-sulukang bahagi ng kaluluwa ko ay nakita na niya, pero nandito pa
rin siya at ang lambing lambing.
Ano pa ba ang wala sa lalaking ito at nagawa pa ni kuratsa na ipagpalit siya at
pagtaksilan pa? Jix is almost close to perfect. I can no longer ask for more, at
kahit na mawalan siya ng yaman, siya pa rin ang gugustuhin ko dahil alam kong
magiging masaya ako sa kanya. He loves me. He’s bossy but when it comes to me,
nawawala ang pagiging dominante niya. Merong natitira pero ramdam ko na suko aiya
sa akin. At hindi ko akalain na isang katulad ko ang pwedeng magpatiklop sa isang
gwapo at maawtoridad na katulad niya. A young version of Nikka, the poor young
nanny from nothing was the luckiest girl on earth, because she was loved by the
almost perfect man she had ever seen.
“Be careful, sweetheart. I’ll see you this afternoon. When you and Andi get bore,
just do some shopping or better yet…” idiniin niya ang katawan ko sa kanya saka
siya ngumiti. “Visit me in my office. I’d be glad to see you – naked on my desk.”
Napaawang ang bibig ko pero hinalikan lang niya ako bigla.
“Hanggang desk mo, may balak ka?” takang tanong ko nang pakawalan niya ang labi ko.
“I’ll fuck you in every possible place that I can. Just wait and see. Who knows,
we’d have a baby named after a desk, a chair, an island top, a toilet bowl, a bath
tub – a”
Tinakpan ko ang bibig niya. Ayokong magkaanak kami na nakasunod ang mga pangalan sa
mga bwisit na bagay na iyon.
“A bed. Tama na sa kama na lang. Wala akong balak na mahimatay sa ibabaw ng island
counter.” Nirolyohan ko siya ng mga mata pero tumawa lang siya.
“So funny, my baby. I’ll just run upstairs. I forgot something. Have your breakfast
now. I’ll miss your pus – s” tumatawang sabi niya pero hinalikan ko siya.
“Bastos ka. Lumayas ka na.” lumukso ako pababa sa bench at niyakap siya sa braso.
Nang maghiwalay kami sa may elevator dahil papunta naman ako sa kusina ay tiningnan
ko lang siya bago sumara ang pintuan ng lift. Kinindatan pa niya ako at iniwanan ng
isang nakakahimatay na ngiti.
Mahal na mahal ko siya at doon ako kakapit para hindi ko sirain ang tiwala na
ibinigay niya sa akin.
JAMIE RIX
My heart keeps on thumping though we already parted. I love Nikka so much, it was a
confession I accepted and buried deep all throughout my body. She’s the woman or
the girl that I need. She’s the perfect wife for me, the perfect mother to my
children and the perfect companion when I already grow old. I know I could always
count on her and I know she’d always be there, though at times I won’t necessarily
need her accompaniment. She’s kind and she’s not faux. She may had been forcibly
joined that fucking syndicate, still she’s my Nikka, my baby. There’s a lot of
reason why she did that and I will make sure she’ll never get in the wrong track
again. The only place she belongs to stay is, beside me, from the moment that I
open my eyes up until I close them.
We’ll make a happy family and this time, this will be for real and this will be no
mere a fantasy, for the woman I’ve been dreaming to have for almost all of my life
is now in reality.
I twist the knob when I reach my room but I halt when someone hugs me from behind.
I automatically jerk and almost jump off my place when I found who it was.
“Amanda.” I knit my brows at her and clenched my jaws, too.
She smiled bitterly and stared into my eyes. “Why her, Jamie Rix? Why not give me
the second chance?” she spat.
I heave a sigh and put my hands on my hips. I cock my head and stare back at her.
“There’s always a time’s up for everything, Amanda. It just so happened that yours
already ended.” I frankly said.
She twitches her lips and smiles sarcastically. “You always hit me with those
stupid frank words, Jix. Are you even aware that I am hurt?” her eyes start to
water but it’s better yet this way.
Mas lalo siyang masasaktan kung paaasahin ko siya sa wala.
“I’ve given you enough time. Two years were so fucking enough. I had lived my life
trying to forget by bedding lots of women and living my life like the way how I
used to before I got you pregnant. I’ve waited, Amanda and I’m sorry to say that I
found the woman I’ve been waiting to spend my entire life with, for real.” I
honestly declared. Nikka is now my everything, she and Andi and if she’ll get
pregnant soon, the baby will add another incomparable meaning to my life.
“Wala kang makukuha sa kanya!” giit niya. Her tears fell from her eyes as her lips
shake in pain.
Now look who’s standing in my shoe? Last two years, I was the one begging her to
stay, but she chose to pursue her shitty affairs. It wasn’t painful anymore, I feel
no more pain. And that only means, I am now happy and contended for what I have.
Who wouldn’t be when I have the young loveable wife material woman I could ever ask
for?
“Wrong. I already got everything that I wanted but I’m still wanting her more. She
had given me the best of her and I know she’d remain true to her words.” I may not
be very sure because I don’t certainly hold the fate in my hands, but I can feel
Nikka’s sincerity. Her lips may lie but her damn lovely eyes, can not.
Aminin ko man sa hindi, Amanda loved my worth, the things I could give her, the
money, the fame, her needs and better sex. But other than those things, I wanted to
ask myself, could she even like me if I wasn’t Jamie Rix de Lorenzo?
I don’t think so.
A big difference from what Nikka said. Sinong babae ang magsasabi sa akin na mas
gusto niyang kasama ako sa pagtanda at kumain kahit kulang sa tatlong beses sa
isang araw basta hindi kami maghihiwalay? Wala. Not any of those women from my past
said such words. She had even made me realized the worth of spending my precious
life to the most important people in my life. That it’s worth more than treasuring
my billion dollars of accounts. That growing old with my children and my wife was
the most important deal I could even make. Money hadn’t even made me happy, yes for
some reasons but wickedly not when it was used against me to abuse me and fool me.
Umiling si Amanda na para bang sukong-suko na siya. “Then don’t blame me and don’t
you ever tell me that I didn’t beg. You chose these things to happen, then let’s
call it quits!” she emphatically said then turned her back to leave.
I only shake my head. She’s being so stubborn again, stubborn in the most annoying
way.
Way too far from Nikka. That young girl of mine is sort of a stubborn brat, too,
but in the, silliest, sweetest and admirable way.
What the fuck! Just say you’re so damn crazy in love with her, that’s why. Idiot!
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CHAPTER FIFTY SIX

NIKKA
Pamasid-masid lang ako kay Andi habang naglalaro siya kasama ang mga ibang bata sa
park. Habang tinitingnan ko siya, masasabi ko yatang ang laki rin naman ng epektong
nagawa ko para sa kanya. Ngayon ay lagi na siyang nakangiti at masaya, hindi
katulad noon na tahimik siya at mukhang malungkutin at masaya ako dahil doon. At
least may silbi ang isang katulad ko sa buhay ng isang napakatalinong bata na
katulad niya, at napakabait pa.
Napatingin ako sa cellphone ko nang tumunog ito.
Gen HH: I'm on a meeting. I love you, babe.
Napangiti ako sa text message ni Jix. Mushy na naman ang matanda pero kinikilig
naman ang bata.
Me: I love you rin po mushy, Daddy Baby.
Napahagikhik pa ako pero kaagad iyong napawi nang tumunog ang aparato.
Halos mapatuwid pa ako sa pagkakaupo nang isang unknown number ang rumehistro. Ewan
ko pero bigla akong kinabahan.
Pinindot ko na lang din ang answer button nang may pumasok na text message na,
Don't ignore. Dead little boy, nang tangkain ko iyong hindi sagutin.
"H-Hello." Mahinang sagot ko.
"Remember me?" anang pamilyar na boses ni Jesmond. Nagpalit na ako ng number.
Paanong alam pa niya ang bago? Kinuha ni kuya Ghuix ang luma kong number at
cellphone at sinusubukang i-retrive ang mga text maessages.
Saan nakuha ni Jesmond ang bago kong number?
"A-Anong kailangan mo? Please huwag mo na akong guluhin, Jesmond. I'm happy now."
Halos mapaiyak pa ako.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiiyak pero ramdam ko na may mali sa pagkontak niya
ulit sa akin.
"Sorry. Needed. Now listen, I don't have time for drama, honey. Looking at your
young boy now, sad to say, I'm keeping a red eye on him. One wrong move, he'll be
dead."
Kaagad akong napalunok at naparalisa sa kinauupuan ko. I look at Andi. Nakatayo
siya sa may slide at pinanonood ang iba niyang mga kalaro.
"A-Anong red eye?" kinakabahang tanong ko. Hindi ako nerbyosang tao pero ang isipin
ko na mapapahamak si Andi, jusko, mauuna pa akong mamatay sa takot. What is this? I
want to think that this isn't happening but I know I'm not dreaming. Alam ko na
lahat ng ito ay totoo at alam kong totoo ang banta sa buhay ng anak ng lalaking
mahal ko, sa batang mahal ko.
"Please Jesmond." Napahikbi ako.
"Shh! Quiet. Follow my orders, honey. Mind you that I'm not doing this for the
kidnapping alone, I'm doing this for myself. Akin ka na pagkatapos nito." Nasa tono
ng boses niya ang saya pero alam ko at ramdam ko na napipilitan siya.
"Baliw ka!" singhal ko sa kanya.
"Shh! Isa pa at matutuluyan ang bata. Look up. Sa isang apartment na kulay pink.
See a red dot?"
Kaagad akong luminga sa paligid at nakita ko ang isang mapulang parang tuldok. I
analyzed it for a while and I froze on my seat when I vividly saw that it was a
gun. Iyong katulad sa mga pelikula na gamit ng sniper.
"Please, wag na siya," mahinang pakiusap ko. Nanginginig ang mga labi ko sa takot.
I'm afraid of guns. Alam ni Jix iyon kaya kapag magkausap kami ay inilalayo niya sa
katawan niya ang baril. Pero ngayon, may nakatutok kay Andi na baril at hindi ko
alam ang dapat kong gawin. Natatakot ako na baka ako ang maging dahilan ng
kamatayan ng bata kapag nagkamali ako.
"Listen. Go and get him. Bring him to the public utility comfort room. Sa likod ay
may isang ice cream stall. Put him inside the cabin and done. Tell him you'll play
hide and seek. Itutulak ang kariton papunta sa isang van at susunod ka na hindi
namamalayan ng mga tauhan ng magaling at bilyonaryo mong boyfriend. I'm not alone,
honey. Marami kaming nag-aabang sa maling galaw mo. Sa loob ng cabin, may bomba.
Once you made a wrong move, boom!" seryosong pahayag niya na ikinalunok ko.
Tears were pooling my eyes but I couldn't let them fall. Parang sasabog ang puso ko
sa kaba at sa pagpipigil ng iyak ko. Katapusan ko na ba ito? Paano na si Jamie Rix?
Si Andi? Si Caine at Bryan?
"Go. Get the boy and do it." Mariin na utos niya kaya pikit mata akong tumayo kahit
na parang ko-collapse ako. Tumingin ako kina Rome at nagdalawang isip na ngumiti,
pero sa huli ay ginawa ko na lang din.
"Papasama lang ako kay A-Andi sa CR." Bulong ko sa hangin at siniguro kong
maririnig ni Jesmond iyon. Ayokong mapagkamalan niyang may ibinubulong akong iba
kay Rome at dahil doon ay baka tuluyan na mabaril si Andi.
"Sasama kami Ma'm Nikka." Deklarasyon ng tauhan ni Jix pero umiling ako.
Wag. Baka barilin nila si Andi. Ayoko. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko.
"Hindi na. Ang lapit lang naman saka kanina pa kayo, nakita niyo n-naman na safe
ang l-lugar." Kumbinsi ko sa kanya kaya tumango siya sa wakas.
Mabilis akong tumalikod at halos mapugto ang hininga ko. Nalilito na ako at parang
hindi ko na magawang mag-isip pa nang maayos. Binalak kong lingunin si Rome pero
nagsalita kaagad si Jesmond.
"Don't you dare. Red eyes are following you and the kid. Your worth is billion and
so as the kid, Gabrielle."
"Hindi niya ako tutubusin." Mariin na sagot ko sa kanya pero may tumawa sa kabilang
linya.
Babae!
Pamilyar na boses ng babae at kung hindi ako nagkakamali,
Jusko, si Kuratsa!
"I doubt it. Baliw ang dati kong asawa sa iyo kaya tutubusin ka niya kahit bilyones
pa." sagot na ni Amanda sa akin.
Tuluyan na nalaglag ang luha ko nang hawakan ko ang kamay ni Andi.
Nawala ang ngiti niya nang tingalain niya ako dahil alam kong nagtataka siya kung
bakit ako umiiyak. Sa mga oras na ito ay gusto kong murahin ang ina niya. Anong
klaseng hayop ang gagawa ng ganito sa sariling anak? All this time, it was her who
was the master of kidnapping plan? Siya ba si Lucas? Si Jesmond ang lalaki niya?
Pero bakit parang takot si Jesmond sa kanya?
"She's mine ate, you promised." Narinig kong sabi ni Jesmond sa kabilang linya.
Ate?
Magkapatid ang mga hayop?
"I know, fool. Kaya wag kang tatanga-tanga. Pagkakuha ng pera, iyo na siya buong
buo." Sagot naman ni Kuratsa.
Tumigil ako sa tangka kong paghakbang. Walang mangyayari kahit na sumunod ako.
Mapapahamak pa rin si Andi. Mapapahamak pa rin ako. Ayoko na tuluyang maloko si
Jix. Mahal ko siya at hindi ko hahayaan na doble-dobleng panloloko ang gagawin nila
sa kanya. Peperahan nila at pasasakitan ang lalaking kaisa-isang minamahal ko.
Hindi ako papayag.
Kaya pala alam lahat ang galaw at personal na mga impormasyon tungkol sa akin dahil
nasa iisang bubong lang kasama ko ang may pakana ng lahat.
Walang hiya!
"Hindi kita kahit kailan magugustuhan! Makuha mo man ang katawan ko, hindi ikaw ang
mahal ko kaya mas mabuti pa na mamatay na lang ako kaysa lokohin niyo si Jix. Kaysa
patayin niyo si Andi. Hindi ako papayag!" nilakasan ko na ang boses ko saka ko
binitawan ang cellphone. Umiiyak na niyakap ko nang buo ang bata saka ko siya
dinapaan sa carpeted na lupa papatago sa may gilid ng slide at saka sinigurado na
hindi siya tatamaan ng bala. Ayokong ipasok siya sa kariton na may bomba kaya mas
gusto ko na mamatay na lang ako.
"Rome!" sigaw ko.
The next thing I heard were gun shots. May kung anong matigas na bagay ang bumaon
sa likod ko pero hindi ako gumalaw.
"Mommy Nikka!" iyak ni Andi at kasusunod noon ang tilian ng mga tao.
I felt numbers of bullets burying in my body but somehow I still manage to pray. Of
this will be my end, then hopefully I still did the right thing. I want a hundred
percent of trust from the man that I truly love and if this will help him prove my
innocence, then I'll gladly risk it all. Alam ko na hindi niya pababayaan ang mga
kapatid ko dahil alam ko na kahit paano ay totoong mahal ako ni Jamie Rix.
May bibigat akong naramdaman na dumagan sa akin. Sumisigaw sila pero parang
nabibingi na ako. Wala akong marinig. They're covering me. Pinoprotektahan ako ng
mga tauhan ni Jix pero parang hindi na ako tatagal.
My body is convulsing in pain. Nagdedeliryong tumingin ako sa tagiliran ko at dugo
ang bumubulwak doon.
"Andi," bulong ko pero may kasama iyong dugo.
"Mommy Nikka!" I can no longer hear Andi's voice but I saw how he mouthed those
words.
"Love k - k" I winched when I felt the heaviness of my breathing. Love kita... Love
ko si Caine, Bryan at si General. Sobra... gusto kong humagulhol ng iyak pero
parang wala na akong lakas na gawin pa iyon. Parang nauubos na ang hangin sa
0aligid ko at parang hindi na normal ang pagpintig ng puso ko. I want to rush it to
pump more blood and oxygen, but I can't. It's malfunctioning ang I know I'm dying.
I can feel the bullets inside my body and they weren't only two, they're more than
that.
I fulfilled the promise that I made and that is to protect him and not to give him
to anybody who he doesn't want to be with, especially to those kidnappers where I
onced belonged, but now I totally quit. I really quitted.
Ayoko man na ipikit ang mga mata ko ay kusa na lang na pumikit ang mga ito. Ang
putukan na parang mga bulong na lang sa pandinig ko ay unti-unti na rin na nawala
kasabay ng pagtulo ng mga luha ko...
If I have to end my life this way, at least I made the greatest decision of my
life. Bawi na ako sa panloloko ko kay Jix noon at sana mahalin pa rin niya ako
kahit na pagkatapos nito ay ipalilibing na niya ang Nik-Nik na minahal niya...
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CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
JAMIE RIX
BURNING HOT AS HELL!
That’s the exact word to describe the rage that I’m feeling right now. I am sitting
on a stainless bench outside the operating room with all the family members that I
have. I realize how lucky I am to have such wonderful family, but I don’t have a
complete happy of my own. Halos ikamatay ko sa kalagitnaan ng meeting kanina ang
isang emergency call galing kay Ghuix. He didn’t know how to tell me about that
shit! Those culprits shot my baby to death.
Four bullets! For holy fucking sake! How will she ever survive if one had hit her
head?
My shoulders shake as my tears roll down over my cheeks. I clutch my fist and the
soon as I find the courage to leave Nikka here at the hospital, I’ll kill my ex
fucking wife and those bulshits! I’ll kill them one by one using my bare hands.
But I couldn’t find the urge to leave her here. I’m afraid I might not see her
again alive. She may no longer hear me and see me this time, I still badly need to
stay here. At least just to make her feel that I am here and I will never ever
fucking leave her.
She’s all I need in this world and my son. I’m praying and begging another life for
her because I still want to marry her and have kids with her. I want to grow old
with her, if possible.
“Jix,” Mommy Suzanne wraps her hands over my shoulder but I still break.
“I love her and I swear to fuck I’ll kill Amanda.” My voice was so deep and was
badly shaking. I find it so hard to breath because of too much emotion that were
all coiling up inside me. Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggagaling ang mga iyon pero
amg bigat sa dibdib. I never felt this before, not even when my Dad committed
suicide, not even when Amanda left me for some of her stupid reasons, not ever!
Lalo akong nasasaktan kapag tinitingnan ko si Andi, si Bryan at si Caine na umiiyak
sa isang sulok. They’re hugging each others' so tight while crying.
My poor son is a damn victim of his own mother! How fucking pathetic. May
difference ba kaming dalawa? My Mom left us for her own itch and babysat her man’s
children. Amanda left Andi for her own desires, too and now planned to kidnap her
own son? This is fucking too much!
I mean, is this really happening? May ganoon bang klase ng ina talaga? Isang ina na
kahit sariling anak ay handang ipapatay para lang sa sariling interes? Well, I
think I shall not doubt it. Amanda is a freak! She’s a drug abuser and a gambler,
so I shall not even bother to ask my fucking self, for it will help no more! It
will help my Nikka no more.
“I can’t take this!” I stood and they all looked at me when I harshly brush my face
using my palms and comb my hair using my fingers.
How could Nikka even be shot inside the subdivision? Questions keep running inside
my head and I can no longer cope up with them. My baby is dying! She’s dying and
not a single 20% percent of her life is revivable. She has a minimal chance to
survive and I’ll fucking go crazy if she can’t make it.
“I. Can’t. Fucking. Take. This! I will kill that bitch and those men!” I balled my
fists and locked my jaws.
Looking at my men with some few bruises while my girlfriend lies unconscious in a
hospital bed inside the operating room brings so much pain in my heart. My men were
all wearing vests and I was so thankful they covered her up, but still, it was
useless. She sacrificed herself for my son to be safe and I feel so sorry that I
questioned her sincerity once.
Now what? She had proven herself but she's in danger. The chance of mortality and
survival are battling inside that damn OR. I don't need her to prove herself
because she had given more than enough and I trust her with all my heart though
this thing didn't happen.
I truly trust her because I love her and she's the only woman who's able to
transmit her love by a single touch of her hand. That's how much she loves me. She
had shown it in every way unknowingly.
But where is she now?
I had thought it was okay to go out because there was no lead about the case Ghuix
was handling. He had thought the group was already torn apart but we are all wrong!
We are all fucking wrong because Amanda the bitch was the master of all the cruelty
and evil! A devil inside my house! A whore! A shitty motherfucker bitch!
She’s a fucking witch! She’s a son of a wench! She’s bitch, a real time son of a
hell! I will loath her to death and I will always regret about the day when I first
saw her and regret even more because I married a hypocrite!
“Please calm down, Jamie Rix. The kids are listening, for heaven’s sake!” naiiyak
na sabi ni Mommy Suzanne.
I look back and check the kids. Caine was in silence and clenching his jaws. His
eyes were seemed darker than before and anger filled them up. “I will come with
you.” He grunts. His teeth are gritting and shoulders are shaking because he’s
containing his sobs.
“You better do that kid!” sabi ni Adam kay Caine kaya Napatingin ako sa kakambal
ko.
I know him well. He’s weak but he’s a fighter, too, that’s why I know he’s with me.
“Isa ka pa! Mga de Lorenzo talaga kayo!” tumaas na ang boses ni Mommy Suzanne kaya
nahimas kaagad ni Daddy Rix ang balikat niya.
“Let’s pray for Nikka. Nakakulong na ang mga gumawa nito kaya huwag niyo na munang
isipin ang paghihiganti. That girl must survive, for she’s really very kind.” Mommy
breaks, too. She instantly wipes her tears and bows her head. "I can see a good
future of my grandkids with you and you know I never go wrong when it comes to
choosing all the women for each and every one of you. I know she'll make a perfect
wife despite her very young age."
“Daddy, please don’t leave Mommy Nikka here. And please ask Daddy Ghuix to detain
Mommy for the longest possible time of her life. Forever. Nakakatakot siya. She’s
not my Mom anymore. She’s evil and she’s a murderer. She’d let them shot my Mommy
Nikka.” Andi cries as he runs toward me.
I can’t do anything but to hug him. I know this is hard for him to deal with, too.
He had been in an interrogation a while ago and he’s so brave enough to answer
every question which he knew the possible answer. He was traumatized and shaking,
but he passed all the questions Ghuix’s had thrown.
I jerk and stopped from caressing Andi’s back when two nurses went out of the
operating room. They’re in a hurry but I immediately take wide steps toward them.
“Tell me what the hell is happening!” I commanded them but they didn’t stop from
walking.
“Sir Jix, we’re not in position to say any but for some info we will. Please sir,
we’re in a hurry. We need more blood for her. She’s bleeding a lot and her heart
beat is dropping too fast. She suffered from cardiac arrest twice and we’re not
sure if she could still make it for the third time, but she’s a fighter. We’re
sorry. We need to go, sir.” One of them said.
Andi and Caine cried out loud when they heard the nurse. All the de Lorenzo women
bow their heads and sob while I stupidly pinned my foot from where I stand.
Can’t make it for the third time?
This is fucking stupid! I force myself not to cry again but the image of Nikka's
pretty face with her beautiful smile keeps on revolving at the back of my head. I
insanely hear her giggles and a flash back of that first day when we met in my
office comes back lively inside my fucking head. That was the first time I carried
her in my arms when she threatened me she’d jump off the building’s balcony and I
had no choice but to craddle her, and fuck she feels like heaven.
Will I be able to carry her again on our wedding day?
Tuluyan na nalaglag ulit ang mga luha ko sa kaisipan na hindi ko na siya
mahahawakan ng buhay pagkatapos ng operasyon.
I walk toward the operating room’s door and stand in front of it. I wanted to come
inside to see her. I wanted to touch her and kiss her forehead. Whisper in her ear
how much I love her and I don’t care if she’s not wealthy or she’s not a
supermodel. She’s all I need and I’ll always need her just like the air that I
breath.
I peek through the glass window but I can’t see any. All that I know is she’s
inside and losing a great part of her survival every fucking seconds of her life. A
life she had shared with me and to my family.
A life she had given me to the fullest though the time is raw and few.
“She will make it. She’s the bravest de Lorenzo girl, Jix; Braver than me or any.”
Yon-Yon spat with her trembling voice.
I felt more pain with her words.
She’s the bravest, indeed. She had risked it all. Bulshit! She gave up her own life
to protect a de Lorenzo, my son and me!
I shake my head and tap the door. "Open this fucking door! I want to see my baby!
She needs me just like the way I badly needed her. Nikka, baby! Hear me!Please
fight, baby. I love you so much. I fucking love you so much! Please try to fight
and be with me again!" I yell like a freak but I don't care. I need her to listed
to me. I want her to hear my heart out. I want her to know that I'm waiting for
her.
"I'll fucking die w-without you..." I whisper against the door. I hardly bite my
bottom lip as tears run down on my face hoping she'd heard me.
I touch the door imagining that I am touching her, too but I was pulled out from
the train of my wishful thinking when I heard Ghuix’s voice steps away from me.
“Jix,” he called for my attention.
I look back and stare at him. I see a woman standing beside a handcuffed tall man.
I know that the woman is Sidney Elizares but who is the fucking dick?
He’s bloody shot eyes and I can clearly see that he’s almost crying. What the hell
is he crying for?
“What?” I asked without a single glint of emotion.
“The only person who didn’t take a single shot is in front of you.” Ghuix informed
me that’s why I put my attention back to the shit.
My blood starts to rise and boil inside my body.
“Bwisit ka Jesmond! Ipinahamak mo si Ate Nikka!” Caine cried.
Jesmond!
“Son of a hell!” I balled my fists and tried to take a closer step toward the man
but Ghuix and all my cousins and my twin stopped me.
“Papatayin kita, putang ina ka!” I tried my best to escape from their grips but
they’re all stronger than what I had thought.
“Get off me! I will kill that moron! Your fucking sympathy has nothing to do to
save the woman I’ve been dreaming to marry and grow old with! You’re a dick! Fight
with your bare hands and I’ll make sure you’ll be dead in seconds!” my tears fell
again.
“I didn’t shoot her. I like her.” The moron spat courageously but I smirk.
“Like? Keep your fucking word in your balls for I love her! Do you get that?! You
shit! I’ll hunt you down. If she dies, I’ll kill you for the nth time; You and my
ex fucking wife!” I yelled at him.
My teeth were gritting and I didn’t stop from trying to free myself from hard
grips. Well, they knew it better. They knew I would really kill this man once they
let me go.
“I’m her brother.” He declared.
I halt hearing that declaration. A brother? Putang ina!
Ganoon ba ako ginawang tanga ni Amanda na kahit kapatid niya ay hindi ko nakilala?
“I’m sorry but it wasn’t my plan. I just desperately wanted to have Gabrielle and I
fear my sister. She’s more than what you can imagine. She killed the real Lucas in
Vegas and said it was self defense but I knew it wasn’t. She’s crazy.” his tears
fall.
“Hell you do!” I spat angrily.
He bows his head and shakes it. I can see the glistening of tears in his eyes but
they don’t have any use. Balibaliktarin man ang mundo at kahit gawin pang kwadrado,
hindi mababago ang katotohanan na inilagay niya sa peligro ang buhay ni Nik-Nik.
“He’s standing against his sister.” Ghuix informed me but I gave him a mocking
smirk.
“Too late.” I almost whisper. Halos mawalan na ako ng pag-asa. “ Alam mo ang
putangnang ginawa mo?! Look at this door! Nikka is lying inside and not even a
single 20 percent of survival has given to her. Four fucking bullets and one in the
head! Ganoon karami ang hayop na balang itinanim nila sa katawan niya! Did they
have any mercy to that young girl I've been loving the most? None! Fucking none!”
my voice cracked as I began to cry. “She’s dying and that’s a fucking bulshit!
Walang magagawa ang putang inang pagtestigo mo dahil kung makakawala ako rito sa
mga hayop na de Lorenzong humahawak sa akin, I’ll make my own justice for her. I.
Will. Kill. You. Bastard. And. That. Bitch.” I’d put an emphasis to the last words
that I said. I know my green eyes are flaming in rage. Kapag hindi nabuhay si
Nikka, pasensyahan kami dahil ipasa-salvage ko sila sa loob ng kulungan.
Hindi magandang kaaway ang isang de Lorenzo, sa una pa lang dapat naisip na nila
iyan. I deceived my own wife. She might have thought that she could always defeat
me. That I'm the kindest for I had let her cheat on me and fucked me up, but she's
all wrong.
“I won’t let you.” Ghuix answered.
I stared at him but he shakes his head. I know he can see the anger that consumes
me. He’s a de Lorenzo and I know he understands.
“I won’t let you see them. I’m doing this for your own good. I know how hulky you
are when you turn into a beast that’s why I will protect them though they’re the
criminals here. I know you can kill them with your fists, but I won’t let you do
that. Wala kahit isang de Lorenzo ang pwedeng makulong. Got that? Now, we’ll go.”
Sumulyap siya sa pintuan ng OR at nakita ko rin ang lungkot sa mga mata niya nang
tumingin siya sa akin.
“I had been in the same situation, Jix. Have you forgotten that? But that woman…”
he looks over Larrah and winks at her. “She made me fight. Surely, Nik-Nik will –
for an old de Lorenzo who happens to be you. You’re too brave to kill but I know
she’s your damn weakness. Just be her strength, man.” He slightly punches my jaw
before he turns his back.
Nang tuluyang mawala ang kriminal sa harap ko ay saka lang ako binitawan ng mga
hayop na bakulaw. I fiercely looked at them one by one but they just ignored me.
“Jix,” Mommy Suzanne called but I furiously fisted the wall.
“Mahal ko siya at hindi ko alam kung paano kapag wala na! Hindi ko alam kung paano
pa Mommy so please don’t stop me! I want her alive!” I desperately muttered.
But the chance is too low to hold on to…
“Have faith. Hold on to that one percent of chance for her to survive. A single but
full faith is powerful than a ninety-nine percent of faith with a dot of doubt. We
all love her and she's the youngest amongst the girls. She's really the baby of all
the de Lorenzo's that's why we're all here, so please have faith Jix.” Mommy said.
I do.
I look at her over my shoulder. She gave me a heart warming smile and a consoling
nod.
I will never lose my faith. Ever! If every single breath that I take is a miracle,
then why not believe there truly is?
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CHAPTER FIFTY-EIGHT
JAMIE RIX
I slowly twist the doorknob and blew a sigh. Another day to look at the woman that
I love with so much hurt and pity. How long was it already? One month had passed
since that incident happened. I’ve been going on in a trial all alone. I pursued
the case against those men and the master of all the evil, Amanda. She was detained
and was sentenced to life imprisonment together with her men. Unfortunately, she
had no one to defend her and to fight back against my will. She’s totally insane
now. Thin and ugly wicked woman. Her eyes were dim and sunken. She had changed from
a sophisticated model down to a trashy douche witch.
Ngayon umepekto ang mga droga na ginamit niya sa kanyang katawan. She wears no make
up at all and she looks like a fucking fifty year old rag.
Noong una kaming magkita ay halos mapatay ko talaga siya.
I strangled her neck and she was rushed to the hospital because of that. Luckily,
Ghuix stood behind me and made sure I wouldn’t be detained. That moment, he had
made me realized how badly I needed to keep my patience because there were those
people who still needed me.
My son and my Nikka.
I open the door and look straight at the young woman who had captured my heart few
months ago. She’s still lying in a hospital bed with her tubes, but she doesn’t
fail to capture me even more, every single fucking day I am loving her even more.
I smile at her.
“Hi, my pretty baby.” I greeted her as my tears start to fill my eyes again. I
greeted her though I know she wouldn’t respond. She couldn’t for she’s in coma.
The only fucking thing that keeps her from breathing is the damn life support from
these different tubes attached to her young body.
I had never been attending my corporate meetings and business deals since she was
revived. I almost lived here beside her. I never left her. When I did try to leave,
that was only when I was having trials inside the courtroom. I can’t afford to
leave her and I am patiently waiting for her to finally open her eyes again and
meet me. I’ll never get tired of waiting as my family members believe that she’ll
also wake up one day.
I don’t fucking care if I lose everything and now all her words are coming back to
my senses. She’s the most important person in my life, just like my son and if she
can make it, I swear to fuck I won’t waste any of my time without her. I’ll go
wherever she goes and be with her though she just have to pee. I won’t fucking
waste any second, just let her be with me again.
I slowly walk toward her. She looks beautiful today. Yon-Yon never missed a day to
put some powder on Nikka’s face but her natural pinkish lips look pale and I only
get the littlest part of those to kiss. There’s a tube attached to her mouth to
support her. If there aren’t any tubes, I can say that she merely looks like she’s
only sleeping. Shall I make a revision of the story ‘Sleeping Beauty’ now? Only
that, I’ve kissed her lips countless times, still I never got so lucky wakening her
up.
“How’s your day, babe?” I sat beside her and hold her cold hand. “I went out to
fetch something for you. Sorry I had to leave you for a moment but I’m back. I’ll
always come back because I know if this thing happened to me…” my voice trembles
for another pang in my chest. “I know you’d do the same. I know you’d still love
me and would wait to open up my gaddamn eyes.” I fake a smile.
I put a velvet box out of my pocket and open it. “As I had promised before, I never
will use gold for the second time I am going to marry someone. I said I was going
to use a platinum, a more stronger bond of jewelry as for you’re too unbreakable
though you’re raw and young. A platinum with topaz and citrine as your gemstones.
You had to choose one but I made both for I didn’t know which would you prefer to
have. Will you marry me, now, sweetheart?” I stupidly asked but I shook my head.
How will I fucking make her answer while she’s alive but it seems like she’s dead?
Gago talaga ako.
Dalawang beses na sa loob ng isang bwan nilang sinabi sa akin na mas magandang
tanggalin na ang life support niya, pero putang ina! Maisip ko lang na hahayaan ko
siyang mamatay ay hindi ko kaya. Nakadepende sa akin ang itatagal ng buhay niya at
hindi ko kailanman hahayaan na alisin iyon kahit maubos ang lahat ng kayamanan ng
mga de Lorenzo. If I don't have any, nanakawin ko ang kay Adam. Bahala siya sa
buhay niya.
There were those times I wanted to say ‘yes remove it’ when I got to see her tears
flowing down sideways from her eyes. I know she’s badly hurting inside but she has
to forgive me because I can’t let her die. Alam kong nahihirapan siya pero ayoko
siyang mawala nang tuluyan. Ayoko siyang patayin!
Hindi ko siya kayang patayin dahil mahal ko siya. She may be hurting and going
through the hardest part of her survival, but I’m sorry that I have to keep my eyes
blinded. I have to be selfish by not giving her up though I can certainly see that
her body is already giving up. Madalas siyang lumuluha at tumatalikod na lang ako
kapag nakikita ko iyon dahil buo ang desisyon ko at paninindigan na hindi ko siya
ibibigay kay kamatayan.
This is battle between me and her death and I fucking swear not to give her to that
shitty shit! Nikka is mine and she’ll stay with me for the longest time possible.
“Wear this now because sooner or later, we’ll get marry, baby.” I put the ring
around her finger and touch it after. This one looks perfect on her. I kissed each
of her knuckles and lastly the corner of her lips.
That was exactly when Daddy Rix and Mommy Suzanne come in with the doctors. Mommy
instantly looked at Nikka’s hand which I’m holding in my left hand.
I saw pity in her eyes but I don’t need it. Nikka will live. It may be after
hundredths of decades or so, I don’t care. I’ll wait.
“D-Doctor LeBlanc has something to tell y-you.” Mommy almost chokes and cries.
Why?
I alternately look at the doctors. I certainly know Dr. LeBlanc. He’s an expert
doctor and I personally hired him from US to look after my baby. If I can’t bring
her there, I’ll bring US here. But the other female doctor, who I absolutely don’t
know is a perfect stanger.
“Spit it out.” I said Arrogantly. I don’t have time to waste when it comes about
Nikka.
“Jix, have some politeness.” Mommy spat and Dr. LeBlanc just smiles.
“It’s okay Suzanne. A de Lorenzo is always a dominant one. Well, iho…” he glances
at my Nikka.
“I have to be very frank with you because at the end of the discussion, you will
have to choose again.” He elaborated but I knit my brows.
“No. End!” I replied and hold Nikka’s hand firmly. “My answer will always be a no
so stop wasting your time. Do your job as her doctor and I’ll pay you more than
enough. No more talking about taking out her life support.” I declared.
Hindi ko alam kung tanga sila o bingi dahil paulit-ulit na lang na tanong iyon. I
said no and it was final and nothing can ever make me change my mind.
“Listen first.” The female doctor said. She smiles at me and I admit she’s lovely,
but I don’t find her attractive. She can’t even captivate me though her eyes were
sparkling in attraction.
“Fine.” I pursed my lips. Her smile widens and shakes her head.
“I am Margarita Wilson, an OB-Gyne. Since you like it straight to the point, I’ll
better make you understand every single detail of the newest development Mr. De
Lorenzo.” She said and so I nodded.
“Another difficulty to face. Happiness for you but difficulty for the patient.” She
begins.
My forehead creased. What is this fuck? Happiness for me? Jesus? The only thing
that can even make me happy is to hear them say, she’ll wake up in no time. But I’m
no fool. They already declared it that she might no longer live long which I truly
opposed. I’m no God but I do believe in God and I know He can hear my heart. I know
that He knows my feelings toward this young woman who’s lying on the bed. He knows
that my love is inevitable and eternal.
“She’s pregnant.” The woman said.
Kaagad akong napanganga at para akong nabingi sa kinauupuan ko. Napatanga ako kina
Mommy at Daddy Rix.
Come fucking again?
My heart drums my chest and a smile unknowingly pulls my lips.
“Holy. Fucking. Shit?!” I mumbled and look at Nikka’s face.
“Watch your words, son.” Mommy rolled her eyes but the doctor Wilson smiles.
“W-What a shit!” I hardly bite my lip and kiss Nikka’s hands repeatedly. “Baby, you
heard that? Did you fucking hear that? We’re having a… Jesus Christ!” baby. I
paused and felt a ton of aghast. What if she can't make it?
No, she can bear it. Will she? She’s under coma so how could it even be possible?
“H-How did I m-make it?” I stupidly asked. Daddy Rix chuckles and Mommy’s eyes
dilated.
“Of course you fucked her just like all the other de Lorenzos did to their women.
May nakapagtataka ba, Jamie Rix?” Mom rolled her eyes for the nth time.
Oh hell I know I'm a fucker, she doesn't have to spit it out and coherently
emphasize that I am so a motherfucker de Lorenzo.
I bit my bottom lip when I remember those times when we’re making love. Too intense
and mind blowing love makings, fucking each others’ brains out until she passes
out, but now she isn’t able to remember that but we do have a baby.
Oh shit! Shit!
“Rare cases Mr. De Lorenzo, but this really happens. Her mind might stopped from
processing certain ideas and she might had been unable to move her limbs, but let
me remind you that her heart is still pumping and so as her reproductive system.
The most possible answer to your question, well, except for what your Aunt said,”
she smiles. “You may have had hit her during her fertile days and that bullets did
no help stopping your x and y’s to fertilize her."
Yes! Of course!
"The question is, how big is the chance for the baby to survive and so as she?”
I shake my head. Kaagad na nawala ang ngiti ko sa kaisipan na parehas silang
mawawala sa akin.
I look at Nikka, my poor big baby. I move my gaze on her tummy. My another poor
little baby.
“Choose one.” Dr. LeBlanc said.
“What?!” I writhe on my seat and when I can no longer think clearly, I stood up and
face the wall.
This is fucking hard! “Why would I have to choose?! For fuck’s sake! Don’t you have
any other word to spit out whenever you comes in here? You had always kept me from
choosing!” I yell at them but they all stayed so calm.
Well I’m no calm! Never will I!
“This is a different scenario, Jamie Rix.” LeBlanc answered. “It’s either we have
to extract the baby or let him live without assurance that he’ll live longer, too.
I would have to remind you that this isn’t helpful for the mother who’s in coma.”
I look at Nikka again. Oh holy fucking hell. Her tears are running down again from
her eyes.
I walked to consume the expanse between us and wipe her tears. “Hey, don’t cry.” I
kissed her eyes. “I’ll never give up on you.” I croaked when my heart thumps. And I
know if she can ever utter any word, I know she’ll keep our baby.
Shit! Our baby, we’re having one! I can't still process it! I'm fucking going crazy
now! Shit! Baka sa mental ang bagsak ko bukas.
I look at the doctors. “I will keep them both.” I said with finality.
“But you can’t! Can’t you understand? If you chose to keep the baby – s” Dr. Wilson
tried to argue but I cut her.
“She will make it!" I rose my voice and they almost flinched in unison. "The baby
will make it. Now both of you, do your jobs and keep them safe. I’ll triple the
payment if needed. I won’t choose between the two. I love the Mommy and so as I
love our baby. End of it all. They will both survive. If she couldn’t make it, she
should’ve given up inside that operating room, month ago. As if you two dwelled
somewhere deep into your scientific beliefs, please do open up a bible and read. I
may not look like a pastor but I don’t believe in Big Bang theory, I don’t believe
that we transformed from apes and evolved to be humans and so to make it short, I
have faith and I will never lose any. If these tubes are your damn gods, these are
only instruments for me.” I kissed Nikka’s lips and whisper against her lips while
caressing the top of her head."I love you, my baby. You two will make it." I
planted a soft kiss on her forehead and walked out of the room.
I stood in front of the balcony and breathed some air. I might have had said those
words well enough, but my heart was breaking. Happiness and fear go hand in hand
inside me but I have to remain strong. I’ve read stories about some coma patients
getting pregnant and they were successful. I’m praying Nikka’s story is a
successful one, too.
This maybe too hard for each and everyone of us but I’ll hold on and I know she
will, too – and our baby.
It’s still a blessing after all and I doubled my faith this time. If they look at
this as part of their scientific beliefs, I do look at this as part of the healing
process. She’s in coma yet her body is functioning well. It means that she may look
so pale outside, still her system is damn working right. She has the baby inside
her womb and this is a fucking miracle! She will get better in no time and if she
will wake up in year 20 fucking 60, then so be it.
2060,
We’ll make dozens babies again...
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Epilogue
"Aray, jusko!" tili ko nang biglang manigas ang tyan ko at sinabayan pa ng pag-
ariba ng pulikat sa kaliwa kong binti. Bumangon ako pero hindi ako makagalaw at
kaagad naman na bumalikwas si Jix.
"What, baby? What's wrong?" natataranta siya habang pupungas-pungas at parang hindi
niya mahawakan ang nakaumbok kong tyan kaya niyakap niya ako nang sobrang higpit at
hinalik-halikan sa ulo at sa tainga. As if kaya niyang pawiin ang paninigas ng tyan
ko at ng mga paa kong parang binuhusan ng yelo sa paninigas.
"Kasalanan mo ito kung bakit masakit! Binuntis mo ako!" naiiyak na sabi ko sa kanya
pero napangisi na siya at nawala ang pagkataranta.
Kinuha niya ang binti ko at sinimulan na pisilin nang marahan. Alam na niya ang
gagawin niya kapag ganito na nagigising ako sa kalagitnaan ng gabi. "Oh babe, don't
blame me, masarap kasi. And you liked it, too." He smiles and bobs his brows. And I
hate him for that. He's starting to seduce me again.
Simula nang gumising ako sa pagka-coma ay walang araw na hindi ko siya nakikitang
nakangisi. He follows me wherever I go. May mga minsan na para siyang baliw kapag
nawawala ako sa paningin niya. Sumisigaw siya ng pangalan ko at kung saan-saan ako
hinahanap ay nasa banyo lang naman ako. Kaya madalas na sumasama siya kahit na iihi
lang ako. Minsan na kahit tumatae ako ay para siyang gwardiya na nakabantay sa
akin. Para na siyang tanga.
And when was that? Three days ago...
Napasinghap ako kasabay ng pagmulat ng aking mga mata. Pakiramdam ko ay ang tagal
kong natulog at halos hindi ko maalala kung anong nangyari sa akin. Nasaan ba ako?
Bakit may tubo ako sa bibig at may mga kung anong nakakabit sa katawan ko?
Nasaan si Andi? Ang mga kapatid ko? Si General Hulk Horny?
"Jix!" pilit kong nilakasan ang boses ko dahil parang ang hirap gumalaw.
"Jix!" naiiyak na ulit ko dahil baka iniwan na niya ako. Naririnig ko siya sa
panaginip ko pero nasaan siya ngayon?
Luminga ako sa paligid at nakita kong bumukas ang pintuan ng banyo. Doon lumabas
ang lalaking hinahanap ko. His hair was longer than usual and his a bit thin than
the last time I saw him. He looks so haggard yet I find him so attractive.
"Jix," bulong ko kasunod ang paghikbi.
Kaagad siyang natigilan at parang takot pa siyang tumingin sa gawi ko. He was
totally frozen from where he stands while holding the knob. He can't even look at
my way. Why can't he? Doesn't he want to see me? I'm awake and I don't know how
long I had been sleeping.
Sa pagkagulat ko ay kung bakit bigla niya akong nilayasan. Nagmamadali siyang
lumabas at nang bumalik siya ay bitbit niya ang sangkatutak na duktor.
Shock ang nakita ko sa mga mukha nila lalo na sa lalaking matanda na ngumiti bago
lumapit sa akin.
I glance at Jamie Rix who was starstruck. Parang nakakita siya ng superstar sa
katauhan ko at lagpasan ang tingin niya sa akin. Multo na ba ako? I can see him
mouthing his f-words. Paulit-ulit na hinihimas niya ang sariling bibig at palakad-
lakad siya.
Kung ano-anong ichineck sa akin ng mga duktor at pagkatapos na tanggalinn ang tubo
sa bibig ko ay tuwang-tuwa na niyakap ako ng matandang lalaki. Siguro siya ang
duktor ko. Halos hindi ko namalayan kung anong ginawa nila sa akin. Nasa kay Jamie
Rix kasi ang atensyon ko dahil parang umiiyak siya na tumatawa.
"This is another miracle. Both are doing really fine, iho. Pwede mo ng makausap ang
bata." sabi ng matandang duktor.
Parang nabwisit pa si Jix dahil sa term na bata kaya napangiti ako.
Pagkalabas nila ay naiwan kaming dalawa at hindi ko pa rin siya hinihiwalayan ng
tingin hanggang sa parang napayuko siya at namula pa nang kaunti.
Nahihiya ba siya? Meron siya noon?
Tumalikod siya at naririnig ko ang mga mura niya. "Putang ina! Is this for real?
Jesus! This is a holy fucking miracle. Tell me I'm not dreaming, babe." He muttered
and shut his eyes forcibly.
"Bwisit ka! Humarap ka rito!" inis na sabi ko sa kanya. Anong dreaming?"
Kaagad siyang lumingon at nanlumo ako sa nakikita kong mga luha niya sa mata.
Bakit siya umiiyak?
Ngayon lang bumalik sa isip ko ang lahat ng nangyari. Parang isang flashback sa
pelikula na bumalik sa akin ang lahat sa park na iyon. Walang sawa nila akong
binaril nang mas piliin kong huwag ibigay si Andi sa mga totoong kidnappers. At
isang bala na tumama sa ulo ko ang nagpawala sa akin sa realiyad.
I sob when I remembered everything. Buhay pa ako. At ngayon ay nasa harap ko ang
lalaking laman ng isip ko bago ko harapin ang kamuntik na kamatayan.
"You're fucking awake!" halos mapaiyak siya habang papalapit sa akin at bigla niya
akong niyakap nang mahigpit. Halos ikadurog ko iyon pero masarap sa pakiramdam ko
na mayakap niya ulit.
I feel safe and I feel loved.
"I love you!" kaagad niyang sabi at wala na akong nasabi nang ikulong niya ang
mukha ko sa mga palad niya at sinugod ako ng halik.
I missed him. Shit! Mahal na mahal ko siya at hindi ko alam kung gaano katagal ko
siyang hindi nahalikan. Gaano nga ba katagal?
I shyly kiss him back and intensified the kiss. Ayokong mawala siya sa akin. Siya
lang ang nakikita kong lalaki sa hinaharap na kasama ko at wala ng iba pa.
Napangiwi ako at napatigil sa paghalik nang biglang may bumukol sa tyan ko. Kaagad
akong napatingin doon at parang may kakaiba. Hindi ko halos napansin iyon kanina
pero may mali sa tyan ko kaya nanlaki ang mga mata ko.
"Inay! B-Bakit, Bakit ang laki ng t-yan ko?! Jusko may cancer ako! Jusko Jamie
Rix!" walang sawang inalog ko ang manggas ng damit niya at parang gusto kong
mapatalon sa kama.
Anong laman ng tyan ko at bakit malaki? May tubig ba? Bala? Tumor? Bakit gumagalaw
at naninigas?
Sa pagkabwisit ko ay bigla na lang niya akong pinagtawanan habang umiiyak siya.
Baliw na ang lalaking mahal ko. Nasisiraan na siya ng bait!
"Stop laughing! It's not funny!" paos na asik ko sa kanya. Wala akong maramdaman na
panghihina. Hindi ako nagugutom o ano pa man. Iyon lang namamalat ang boses ko at
medyo hirap akong magsalita pero hindi ako kayang patahimikin ng bwisit na mga
aparatong ito na kanina ay nakakabit sa akin. I am Nikka and I will talk when I
want to talk.
Tumigil naman siya at sincere na ngumiti sa akin. Pinakatitigan niya ako na para
bang ako lang ang pinakamagandang babae sa paningin na naman niya. Another set of
tears pooled his green eyes.
"Welcome back, babe. After five months, you're now finally awake. I want you to
meet Clariz Nassandra Huelgas de Lorenzo." Tinanggal niya ang kumot na nakatakip sa
tyan ko at saka niya hinaplos ang parte kung saan iyon namumukol at naninigas.
Kaagad iyon na lumambot at lumipat naman sa ibang parte ang paggalaw sa loob ng
tyan ko.
Clariz Nassandra de Lorenzo? Bata? Batang babae sa loob ng tyan ko? Inimplanta ba
nila si baby o ano?
"Ginahasa mo ako habang tulog ako?" takang tanong ko sa kanya at tumawa na naman
siya.
Napangiti ako nang umiling siya. I look down on my own bulging tummy and felt
happiness that I never felt before. I'm having a baby. We're having a baby? I will
now become a Mommy? Really? While I was asleep, I got pregnant?
"Jusko, buntis na ako?" hindi makapaniwalang tanong ko pero yakap ang isinagot niya
sa akin.
"And I promise to take care of you. Thank God you're finally here again. I was so
damn right for not giving up on both of you. I was determined to wait for you even
if it had lead me to endure forever. You never knew how much this means to me. This
means more than my life, Nik-Nik. This means more than everything that I have. You
mean so much to me, you and the kids. I love you so much." Para siyang palaka na
umiiyak sa may leeg ko.
Naiiyak ako pero ayokong malungkot. Hindi ko sasayangin ang buhay na bigay sa akin
ng Diyos para lang sa pag-iyak sa mga bagay na hindi ko na dapat na iyakan pa. I
have to be happy and thankful. At alam ko na ang isang,
Thank you Papa Jesus, ay sapat na para matuwa Siya sa akin. Hindi ko man masabi sa
salita kung gaano ako nagpapasalamat, siguro babawiin ko na lang sa pagiging isang
mabuting tao, kapatid sa mga kamuntik kong maiwan na mga bata, asawa o girlfriend
sa lalaking ito na iyakin pala at Nanay sa mga anak ko.
"Sabihin mo na mahal mo ako." Bigla siyang tumikal sa pagkakayakap sa akin at
hinarap ako.
Naloloko na nga siya. Tingin ba niya ay may mahal na akong iba? Sino naman kung
sakali? Si San Pedro na kamuntik ko nang makilala sa personal kung sa langit ako
pumunta?
"B-Bakit?" biro ko sa kanya. Naiiyak pa rin kasi siya at hindi ko akalain na ganito
niya ako kamahal.
"Puta! Just say it! Say it." Parang gusto niya pa akong alugin. Sana tumawag na
muna siya ng duktor ulit kasi masakit na ang catheter ko. Jusko! Ano ba ito?
Ngingitian ko siya at saka ko marahan na hinaplos ang mukha niya. Miss na miss ko
siya at hindi niya alam na sa bawat patak ng luha ko ay sila nina Andi ang iniisip
ko. Ayoko pa kasing mamatay. Gusto ko pang magmahal at magsilbi sa mga taong alam
kong nagmamahal sa akin ng totoo at sila iyon, wala ng iba.
This made me realize the value of life. The miracle that hides beyond somewhere but
never fails to take its place when badly needed or, though when not needed, it's
always there. The air that I breath and every simple things are great proof of that
miracle that happen ever single day prior to my recognition.
At ang pinakamalaking milagro sa buhay ko ay ang bata na dinadala ko ngayon.
"Mahal na mahal kita higit pa sa kayang kong sabihin." Sabi ko sa kanya.
He kissed my palm and buries his face on my tummy. "Clariz Nassandra. Nassandra
means hope and faith because I never lose any. I'll never lose my faith. Never."
Bulong niya.
"Why do you keep on staring at me? You miss me that bad? Sorry, no love making this
time. Bad for you." Iiling-iling siya at parang gusto ko siyang tadyakan dahil
pangisi-ngisi siya.
Pero kaya ko bang saktan ang lalaking hindi nawalan ng pag-asa at paniniwala na
isang araw ay gigising din ako? Ikinuwento na niya sa akin kung paano niya ako
hinintay at kung paano niya tinanggihan ang offer ng duktor na tanggalin na ang
life support ko, pero may isang bagay pa akong hindi naitatanong sa kanya.
"Jix," mahinang tawag ko sa kanya kaya tumingin siya sa akin. "If I'd successfully
given birth via CS and the doctors strongly encouraged you to pull out my life
support, would you be glad to do it by then? I want an honest answer." Parang
maiiyak na naman ako sa sarili kong tanong pero inilingan niya ako.
"The honest answer is, no. I don't easily give up. Few rare instances made me given
up for the past years of my life but when it comes to you, no giving up. I was
always sorry for being selfish when it comes to you. I know you didn't hear me
asking for forgiveness when you were still in coma. I always asked you to forgive
me because no matter how I found you hardly and strongly battling for your life, I
could still never find the urge to give you up. If I did," umiling siya at
nagumpisa rin na manubig ang mga mata niya. "Para ko na ring pinatay ang sarili ko
at ang mga taong nagmamahal sa iyo."
I parted my lips but no words came out. Ano bang sasabihin ko kung narinig ko ang
sagot na gusto kong marinig? Kahit gaano kahirap, ayoko na basta niya ako isuko
dahil kung siya man ang ganoon ay hindi ko rin siya susukuan kahit alam ko na
nahihirapan din siya. Wala naman madaling bagay sa mundo at naniniwala ako na sa
kabila ng lahat ng hirap na pinagdaraanan ng isang tao, palaging may kaginhawahan
pa rin sa huli. At sapat na ang buhay sa araw-araw kahit gaano pa kahirap ang
lahat.
"Salamat." Nasabi ko lang sa kanya.
"You don't have. I should be the one thankful here." Yumuko siya at hinalikan ang
tyan ko saka siya lumapit pa at inilapit ang mukha sa akin.
"You missed me?" inilapit niya ang bibig niya sa labi ko.
"Not just missed. I love you ng marami." I draw closer to him, too and when we're
about to kiss, there's the knock at the door.
Marahas niyang ihinilamos ang palad niya sa kanyang mukha at namula siya sa inis
kaya natawa ako nang mahina.
I'll always love this man when he's grumpy. He's really so arrogant and bossy.
Parang unis na binuksan niya ang pinto pero kaagad naman na napawi iyon nang si
Andi ang nasa labas noon.
"May I come in, Dad?" para na naman siyang matanda kaya binuksan naman ng isa ang
pinto nang malaki at saka tumango.
"Mommy. Are you okay?" malalaki ang hakbang ni Andi na lumapit at sumampa sa kama.
"Is baby okay?" hinaplos niya ang tyan ko na parang bola sa pagkabilog.
Halata ko sa mukha niya ang pag-aalala kaya mginitian ko siya saka hinaplos sa ulo.
"Yes, Kuya. Okay lang si Baby at okay lang si Mommy. How about you? Bakit gising
ka? Where's Uncle Caine and Bryan?"
"They're asleep. Iniwan ko muna sila. I felt that I have to check you and baby. I
thought I'm going to lose you again, Mommy Nikka." yumakap siya sa tyan ko at
marahan na idinikit doon ang pisngi niya. "Hindi na, di ba? You won't sleep too
long again, am I right? I'll be a big kuya now, di ba Mommy?"
"Oo naman. Hindi na iyon mauulit pa. I know you're having bad dreams again but
those were just dreams, Things that you wish or you don't wish to happen. Things
you're afraid of but you can't really show. I'll never leave you. I promised you
that, didn't I? I fulfilled one and though it had almost brought me out of life, I
won't never ever regret it. At least you were safe." sabi ko sa kanya pero
napatingin ako kay Jix nang yumuko siya bago ibinalik ang mga mata sa akin.
Nakatayo pa rin siya sa may pinto at para siyang supermodel doon. Sa tatlong araw
na lumipas ay nag-iba na ang aura ng mukha niya. Hindi na siya haggard at feeling
ko ay pagseselosan ko nang madalas ang pesteng kagwapuhan niya.
Inarkuhan ko siya ng mga kilay pero tumaas lang ang sulok ng labi niya saka siya
bumulong sa hangin. "Iblove you so much."
Alam ko.
Kung hindi eh matagal na sana akong nakalibing. Sapat na ang paghihintay niya na
magising ako para patunayan ang sinasabi niyang pagmamahal. He could just choose
another woman while I was in coma, but he chose to wait for me.
That way, I know he truly loves me, at walang makakapantay doon.
"Will you just stand there for the rest of your life, handsome?" biro ko sa kanya
kaya isinara niya ang pinto at saka lumapit sa amin ni Andi. Sumampa siya sa kama
at sumandal sa headboard. He hugs us both and I remain leaning against his chest.
Pahalik-halik siya sa tuktok ng ulo ko at si Andi naman ay sa tuktok ng tyan ko.
"Feeling like a princess now, huh? You like the attention?" nangingiting tanong ni
Jix sa akin kaya humaghik lang ako saka tumango.
"You deserve so much more. I'll give you so much more."
"You and the kids are enough. I have lived as one of the poorest people on earth
Jix. Simple lang ang hiling ng isang babaeng katulad ko dahil para sa akin, walang
mas importanteng bagay sa mundo kung hindi ang pamilya at pagmamahal. Feed me three
times a day, that's enough." tiningala ko siya at halik ang isinalubong niya sa
akin.
"Of course. Extra large hotdog every holy fucking day of your life." ngumisi siya
at alam kong kabastusan ang nasa isip niya pero tumawa lang ako. Pangiti-ngiti lang
naman si Andi at malamang ay sanay na siya sa ama niya. And I bet he'll grow up
like his father, too. Buti na lang babae si Clariz, sasakit ang ulo nila kapag
tinuruan ko ng kakulitan ang isa pa nilang prinsesa...
"Deal." kinabig ko ang batok niya saka ko siya hinalikan. Andi giggles and tucks
his face on my waist.
"Tell me when you're done with the kissing. Aww Daddy, you're a real fucker." sabi
ng bata kaya tumawa ako nang malakas.
"And so you do, little de Lorenzo." naiiling na sabi ni Jix saka kami niyakap na
dalawa, tatlo pala kasi ay kasama ang baby sa tyan ko na sigurado magpapasakit sa
ulo ng Daddy niya.
I'm contended now, I'll have my own happy family after the delivery. We planned to
get married a month after I given birth. Pero kahit hindi pa man kami kasal,
pamilya ang tingin ko sa kung anong meron kami at kahit kailan ay hindi ko sila
ipagpapalit.
I might had been one Miss Wrong, but there's always a better way how to become Miss
Right. Gladly I chose to do what's decent and right. At the end of the day, there's
always a great prize.
And that prize are the people who love me,
Especially my Mr. Right to whom I am going to spend my entire life with,
For ETERNITY...
END
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FOR MY CERTIFIED CHIXTERS AND TO ALL MY READERS. SALAMAT PO! ILOVEYOU GUYS!

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A story to be Published. Sana may bumili. Hindi ko lang alam kung kailan pero
matagal pa yata. Haha.
A story of Jamie Rix's princess - Clariz Nassandra, '(CAINE WALKER'S) SWEET LITTLE
TIGRESS'
CHAPTER ONECLARIZ NASSANDRA ‘NASS’
The day has finally come for me to meet him again. I haven’t seen him in a while
and that while means, five years. I wanted to literally jump and screech when Daddy
finally said yes, granting my request to study in Seattle. I had a very hard time
convincing him to grant my 18th birthday wish and Mom almost punch him in front of
me when he started to show his dominant de Lorenzo attitude over her. But knowing
how much he loves Mommy, of course he’ll knock himself down on his knees when Mom
starts to raise her brows like she’s ready to turn him into smithereens.
I giggle with the thought.
Kawawa naman si Daddy. But knowing my Mom, kakambal ko siya sa kalokohan at
mapapanot na si Daddy sa kunsumisyon sa aming dalawa kapag pinagtutulungan namin
siyang asarin. And what do we get as punishments? Gosh, walang kamatayang halik at
yakap.
Eeew!
But Mom is the best Mom ever. She’s loving and caring though she’s still so young.
She’s my best friend, other than Mynah who flew to Seattle three days ago for late
enrollment. Mommy’s taking care of Uncle Bryan who’s now sort of a bed ridden. He’s
not Mommy’s real brother but sure she loves him like one, just like my Uncle Caine.
Uncle Caine? Oh no, I don’t treat him as my uncle for he’s going to be my lover.
Mom knows, while Dad doesn’t.
I can still recall how I beg Uncle Caine to come after me for a rescue. I know I’ll
always have his back when it comes to asking favors to my Dad. He’s so strict!
You’re fucking beautiful so I must keep an eye on you, just like what I did to your
Mom! Daddy’s words, of course.
Exactly that night of my 18th birthday, I received a call from Caine. I thought he
wouldn’t greet me but at before twelve midnight, he still made it. I almost jumped
in excitement when he called me and heard his husky baritone voice over the phone.
Only that, I’ve heard a woman’s voice over the line. I maybe just eighteen but I’m
aware about that thing. I know what that woman’s moans mean? And I know exactly
right what, 'fuck me from behind’ means.
He’s having sex and I hate him for that!
I maybe still a virgin but I certainly know many things about sex, blow jobs, hand
jobs, etc. And those words I’ve heard over the phone broke my heart...
Taksil ang walang hiya! Matandang haliparot!
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