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Metaphysical Courage, Thaddeus J. Kozinski, Ph.D.
Metaphysical Courage, Thaddeus J. Kozinski, Ph.D.
earthly authority. They did not ask for wings to soar into the sunlight, and the ominous threats
Metaphysical Courage
If there is one virtue accepted and applauded in every culture, among all peoples, and in every
epoch of history it is the virtue of courage. No one likes a coward. Unlike humility and meekness,
virtues unknown to the Aristotelian pagan and vilified by the Nietzschean devotee, true courage is
never impugned; acts of courage evoke aggregate affection and affinity. The relativist, the atheist, and
the hedonist despise a coward as much as the absolutist, the theist, and the stoic; it is a moral intuition
that transcends belief systems and moral philosophies. Of course belief systems, cultural backgrounds,
and world-views may affect the particular understanding and application of courage in specific
contexts (the theist affirms God's existence in an act of courage, while the atheist courageously denies
Him), but the essence of what it means to have courage is not disputed.
Physical courage connotes physical risk or endurance in the midst of overwhelming odds and
great danger for the sake of what is true, good, or beautiful; a sacrifice of one’s bodily security and
any self-serving or calculating motives in order to respond generously to the moral exigencies of the
external, immanent world. In this essay, however, I would like to discuss what I shall call
metaphysical courage. Metaphysical courage involves essentially the same risk, sacrifice, and moral
response as physical courage, but in relation to the inner and supernal world of intellect and spirit,
the inner willingness which is not closed against even the most unpleasant truth, which is
really free from bias, ready to make friends with things, open to the proof of all objective
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existence, not looking at things through a colored lens that allows only such things to pass into
The ability to discern deep truths and higher kinds of knowledge is not necessarily a function
of “IQ” or erudition. For, as Von Hildebrand states, “as long as we remain in this attitude of central
apprehension can open our eyes to the understanding of the deeper strata and connections of existing
things, or of higher kinds of knowledge.”iii Just as physical courage is not necessarily dependent only
upon brute physical strength or training, but also on strength of will, sincerity, endurance, and
perseverance, so is metaphysical courage not entirely dependent on native intelligence and knowledge
alone; the goodness of one’s will, the earnestness of attitude, the depth of faith and trust—one’s entire
being—is involved. Father Seraphim Rose, an Orthodox Christian monk and philosopher, writes, “The
knowledge that brings freedom is beyond any subject-object categorization; it is a knowledge in which
the whole man participates, which informs the human being in his entirety.”iv
the underlying philosophical disposition of metaphysical cowardice: a lack of faith in and trust of a
real, objective reality inviting our love, reverence, and obedience. The metaphysical coward does not
wish to have any external exigencies imposed upon him, for he desires all of reality to conform to his
presuppositions, prejudices, and plans. He is unwilling to open his soul fully to the objects and entities
around him, for he does not trust that any good will come from such vulnerability. Instead of accepting
what he considers the “imposition” of an objectively real world with infinite plenitude and profundity,
he imposes upon it his paltry perspective; he rejects a rich, resplendent reality for a scanty and
i
Taylor Caldwell, Dialogues With the Devil (Connecticut: Fawcett Crest, 1967), pp. 44-45.
ii
Dietrich Von Hildebrand, “Catholicism and Unprejudiced Knowledge from The New Tower of Babel (New York: P.J.
Kennedy & Sons, 1953), p. 141.
iii
Von Hildebrand, pp. 133-134.
iv
Eugene (Fr. Seraphim) Rose, quoted by Monk Damascene Christensen in Not of this World, (California: Fr. Seraphim
Rose Foundation, 1993), p. 192.
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Alas, the people of contemporary America have lost their metaphysical courage. We can not
survive as a nation without faith and trust in an objective, transcendent source of reality. National
stability, internal fortitude, and purposeful direction are qualities that stem from communally exercised
faith and trust, both deriving from and enabling the faith and trust of each and every individual. Over
three hundred years ago, Blaise Pascal decried the state of his society: “Truth is so obscured nowadays
and lies so well established, that unless we love the truth we shall never see it.”v It is not that truth is
not available in our society, but that it's being found is a function of our desire for it—and we lack this
desire. Pascal’s description of his day is a fortiori descriptive of ours, as purpose, meaning, coherence,
order, and love, things that make existence endurable and enjoyable, are diminishing as a function of
our collective cowardice. As our pluralistic society falls into pieces and becomes evermore fractured
into disparate groups with irreconcilable worldviews, the need for a uniting intellectual and moral
consensus becomes more and more urgent. But because radically different world views have radically
different first principles, it is very difficult to come to agreement through argument alone; and since
each group has its own unique philosophical starting point and mode of discourse, argument,
We all need—traditional Catholics not excluded—to question boldly our assumptions and
reflect rigorously upon our first principles. Do we have a courageous understanding of what is real, or
do we hide fearfully in false first premises? Are we truly open to the deeper truths of reality, or are we
willfully closed off from them, hiding inside prejudicial systems of thought and lying language—even
as we insist we are men of Faith! If a lack of mental manhood is the underlying cause of our cultural
decline, then we need to take mental risks and perform feats of spiritual endurance in the midst of
overwhelming odds. And we need physical courage to have metaphysical courage, for dangerous is the
path the leads to truth, and those who have the courage to open their eyes will be hated by those who
do not.
v
Blaise Pascal, Pensées, quoted in Peter Kreeft, Christianity for Modern Pagans (San Francisco: Ignatius Press, 1993), p.
216.
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I shall discuss four flawed philosophical and existential tendencies that flow from ontological
faithlessness and distrust, the dual roots of metaphysical cowardice: the obfuscation of the obvious,
the vitiation of the vernacular, the penchant for process, and the reduction of reality.
Scientific first principles must be accepted entirely on faith. Any certainty with which all further
deductive and inductive inferences are apprehended is in virtue of the certainty of these first
principles, and thus trust, not empirical proof or logical inference, determines the degree of certitude
of any scientific conclusion. This is not easily seen because we are not accustomed to examining first
principles every time we think about or argue some scientific point. The necessity of and reliance on
faith and trust is not only a prerogative of science, however, but also of reason itself. Every time we
make a determination about the truth of anything, we unconsciously assume that our reasoning process
has the capacity to inform our minds with accurate conceptions of reality. Can we prove this? The
answer is no; nevertheless, we can really have no doubt about it; for, if we did, we would logically
have to “doubt the doubt” of our in initial reasoning process, leaving us with the sterility and madness
of absolute skepticism. And then absolute skepticism itself would have to be doubted! In short, there is
no choice but to accept on faith, without proof, at least one first principle, the reliability of reason.
It does not take much metaphysical courage in our scientific and technological age to accept on
faith the capacity of reason to apprehend reality. Our immense success in the natural sciences is a
testament to reason’s reliability. It would seem, then, that it would not require much courage to accept
the conclusion that since our reason is so remarkably receptive to reality and can construct acutely
accurate mathematical formulas that mirror magnificently the complex structure of the universe, then
the universe must have been designed for the purpose of our understanding it. However, this
seemingly obvious idea, the “anthropic principle,” is not readily accepted in the vast majority of
scientific circles. The prevailing paradigm of methodological naturalism precludes all theories which
posit intelligent design, even when the evidence leads to no other reasonable conclusion.
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The resistance of many scientists to an intelligent design explanation of the universe is not
founded on some other reasonable explanation for the universe based on empirical evidence, but is the
mechanics, the collapse of the wave function, chaos theory, and the limitations of artificial
intelligence are just a small number of the myriad phenomena that point to a definite uncertainty and
indeterminacy at the heart of reality, an uncertainty that suggests mystery, and an indeterminacy that
permits human freedom. However, it takes metaphysical courage to accept mystery and freedom, just
as it does to posit purposeful design. Those who study science with an air of wonder and awe allow
the evidence to carry them along to whatever conclusions it may, however threatening and mysterious
—they do not force the evidence to ride upon them. John Witherspoon, an eighteenth-century Scottish
Presbyterian minister once said, about the metaphysical cowards of his day, “The reality of the
material system I think, may be easily established, except upon such principles as are subversive of all
certainty, and lead to universal skepticism; and persons who maintain such principles, do not deserve
to be reasoned with, because they do not pretend to communicate knowledge, but to take all
Those who study science without metaphysical courage, however, use their accrued knowledge
as armor against the higher metaphysical and theological insights that the knowledge is meant to
reveal. The metaphysical coward is concerned only with the empirical data itself, which he is
constantly systematizing and analyzing to garner some kind of pragmatic understanding or power from
the facts themselves. But all the knowledge in the world cannot not produce one bit of true
understanding in the absence of a humble attitude and disposition; without this, building a Tower of
Babel out of a collection of facts will not reach the heights of truth and wisdom. The metaphysical
coward arrives at false conclusions, no matter the matter the degree of his industry, intellect, and
dedication, for only a humble mind that worships not fact but truth can call forth the higher truths of
the mind and the spirit. A shallow heart and weak will does not allow one's eyes to see what is beyond
the data, to perceive what the facts are truly pointing to, and one misses what is otherwise obvious.
vi
John Witherspoon, Lectures on Moral Philosophy (New Jersey: Associated University Press, 1982), pg 73.
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The obfuscation of the obvious entails a perception of reality framed from looking with one's
eyes instead of through them; Blake wrote, “We are led to believe a lie when we see not through the
eye” (Auguries of Innocence). One must make the leap from the varied and disparate clues of
experience to the coherent and comprehensive understanding of what the clues signify and symbolize.
The word courage is derived from the Latin coragere, which means “an act of the heart.” This leap
occurs when the heart's disposition is courageous. Intuition is the faculty of the mind that
unconsciously assembles and arranges the “clues of observation and experience into a synthetic and
incontrovertible conclusion that bears more meaning than the clues themselves. Beginning with, for
examples, the various and multitudinous data samples in an experiment, the myriad symptoms and
first meeting, through an intuitive leap we mysteriously end with an accurate and essential
understanding of what the particulars point to. Intuition is essential for the scientist, and not only the
philosopher and theologian, because often the most obvious empirical truths lie just beyond discursive
Pascal writes of intuition in his Pensees: “The principles are in ordinary usage and there for all
to see. There is no need to turn out heads, or strain ourselves: it is only a question of good sight, but it
must be good...” (512). “Good sight” is meant here as an analogy for good “mental ability,” but not in
the sense of a quantitatively measurable mental faculty, such as analytical or mathematical acumen,
but as a way to describe intuitive ability, an ability which is not a function of raw intellectual power
alone. Intellectual power can be cultivated and augmented by acquiring knowledge, but intuitive
It takes metaphysical courage to resist passively relying upon systems of thought and dry
dogmas and to trust one's intuitive understanding. Unlike systematic, logical reasoning where there is
a number of definite premises from which obvious and necessary conclusions follow, in intuitive
reasoning it is not always possible consciously to codify the clues and analyze the process by which a
conclusion is made; one cannot always separate from the perceptive whole the different experiential
clues that have lead to it. Thus, collective analysis and discussion is not always effective in evaluating
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the accuracy or inaccuracy of an intuitive conclusion—there is only ineffable personal conviction. For
the sake of comfort, one might prefer to shrink the world into the confines of a dogmatic system; and
for the sake of collective security and reassurance one might rather engage in dialogue leading to
approval, correction, or disapproval of this system. However, one must accept being “alone,” as it
were, with one's intuitive understanding, and so confident reliance upon intuition takes courage.
Those who resist intuitive discernment when such is demanded in the name of scientific
exactness are really rationalizing their metaphysical cowardice. The modern mania today is for
reductive systems such as Marxist materialism and Darwinian evolution. A system is simply a dry,
lifeless skeleton of thought, while intuitive understanding is living flesh. A prophet is just a man or
woman with superior intuition and the courage to use it. But a prophet's fresh and living insights, when
made into a system, become rote and mechanical dogmas. It is not cowardly, of course, to believe and
live out the dogmatic precepts of a given religious tradition, but it is wrong to rest in them. For a
religion to provide the soul life and meaning, the written and articulated laws must not simply be read
and studied but understood and lived through the heart. In Catholicism, our traditional and ritualistic
precepts must be understood intuitively and lived earnestly for them to have any sanctifying effect.
It is interesting to note that those who lack metaphysical courage are usually precisely the
ones who assume they have it. They would have us believe that what is most intuitively obvious to us
is “immature,” “naive,” and “simplistic,” to discarded and replaced by their “enlightened,” “mature,”
and “complex” views. Only those who have the courage to see reality for what it is, they say, will
accept a strictly deterministic and purposeless universe without purposeful origin and providence.
However, it takes more courage to believe that our actions are consequential, that there is meaning in
the universe, and that we are being observed now and will be judged in the future by a superior,
infinite, loving being. Eternity, heaven, free will, judgment, immortality, and love are courageous
concepts that are difficult to concede, not because they are intuitively incongruous or especially
complex, but because they leave us vulnerable and uncomfortable in our egos.
distorts language. Kierkegaard stated in the nineteenth century that “the age of distinctions is gone.”
When we are unwilling to confront reality on its own terms, we resort to muddying concepts and
changing terms; we dilute that which we cannot drink; we soften that which is too harsh to hear.
Political correctness is metaphysical cowardice. There are two distinct procedures of language
manipulation: one is to usurp language that bespeaks of courage and goodness and apply it to acts of
cowardice and evil, and the other is to cover up harsh and unappealing ideas with neutral and insipid
language. The first method is especially expedient because, as stated at the outset, no one likes a
coward, and hence courageous language is alluring. The second method allows for easy escape from
uncomfortable truths. Just as a man might hide his cowardice by eschewing all risk and seeking
comfort, so can he hide his metaphysical cowardice by remaining insulated from reality, hiding in cool
bombarded by it every day. The ideas that began in the minds of intellectuals have filtered down into
the mind-molding institutions of education, religion, entertainment, law, and the media. Much of the
present-day jargon had its inception in the minds of a metaphysically cowardly elite. The ideas of
Darwin, Nietzsche, Freud, and Marx, given birth in the nineteenth and twentieth centuries, now
circulate freely through the blood of American culture. With just a little study, one could find the
intellectual antecedents of the contemporary, common America argot in the writings of a few brilliant
but cowardly men. But it takes metaphysical courage to see through the exciting veneer of the words
to their deeper connotations. From Rousseau: “act natural,” a denial of the supernatural and an escape
from the unmistakable unnaturalness of our “natural” state; “find yourself,” a call to search for
meaning and purpose inside ourselves in subjective fancy instead of outside ourselves in objective
reality; “be yourself,” a call to ignore the demands of our transcendent nature. From Nietzsche: “my
truth and your truth,” a statement that signifies fear of a real, immutable, and inexorable absolute
judge of truth. From Marx: “discrimination,” “racism,” “sexism,” “homophobia,” all signifying the
reduction of man's motivations to social and cultural forces, permitting only “institutional evil,”
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mitigating the mystery of iniquity and deny the existence of original sin in the heart of every man.
From Freud: “he’s repressed,” “how’s your sex life?” and “sick,” an attempt to explain behavior
superficially by reducing it to only sexual and psychological categories, thereby rejecting the primacy
It is difficult to discern the true nature of these terms because of the ambiguity inherent in the
words that describe them. Many cherished beliefs and opinions would not be as cherished if we had
the courage to strip off the lying language and see the naked and ugly truth inside. If we have not the
courage to step back, become objective, and examine our thoughts and their attendant language, we
will mouth back lies and become complicit in the lies. Because of a perverse affinity for falsehood
stemming from a lack of metaphysical courage, we tend to imbibe these alien spirits, acclimate and
assimilate them to our intellects, and spout them back arrogantly as if they were our own creations. Fr.
Vincent Micelli states: “Those various godless philosophies of life are now commingling into a system
of thought, a code of acting, not necessarily in the minds of the intellectual shadows of the Anti-
Christ, the idea-men, the ideologues, the theoreticians, but in the collective mentality of the masses
who, in their mad rush for the utopia of unrestricted liberty, are not even aware...”vii And in the words
of Allan Bloom: “Our stars are singing a song they do not understand, translated from a German
original and having a huge popular success with unknown but wide-ranging consequences, as
It is difficult to realize if one is under the spell of lying language because all of our concepts
are both shaped by and conformed to the words that we read and hear. Metaphysical language or
religious parlance is overused, distorted, and finally misused to the extent that it no longer connotes
any real entities or expresses viable truth. The inundation from the media of sound bytes, selective
reporting, and distorted interpretations—all pronounced with a cowardly cynicism towards anything
that bespeaks of high motives and deep truths—as well as the superficial and trendy ideas taught in
schools have affected all of us to some extent, has inculcated the American mind with attitudes of
irreverence and metaphysical indolence. And it is difficult to use language to undo what language has
vii
Vincent P. Micelli S.J., The Antichrist (New York: Roman Catholic Books, 1981), p.136.
viii
Allan Bloom, The Closing of the American Mind (New York: Simon and Schuster, 1987), p. 152.
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done. How are we to converse with and debate against those who do not share our own language? Erik
Voeglin, in his essay “Debate and Existence,” explains how in debating the victims of modern
ideology, which is much more an existential than intellectual error, we no longer have recourse to the
language and symbols that presuppose what he calls “existence-in-truth”; for the natural law and the
classical and scholastic philosophy that presuppose it are virtually unintelligible to today's mind.
“Existence-in-error” stems ultimately, I would argue, from metaphysical cowardice, from not wanting
to face the vastness, richness and mystery of man. It is impossible to present truth effectively to the
metaphysically cowardly, as F.A. Hayek noted in the 1940's: “If one of two brothers embraces the new
faith, after a short while he appears to speak a different language which makes any real
communication between them impossible.”ix We must have the courage to loose the fetters of lying
language that shackle our minds. Let us examine the words we use and see if they correctly correspond
to the ideas in our hearts. And let us take these noble notions and find the proper words to express
emphasis on process. The metaphysically courageous man is not afraid to be silent and still, to wait for
the world to reveal its deeper meaning. He realizes that process is only of value if it is a process from
something or somewhere definite in the past toward something or somewhere specific in the future;
process is valueless if it is not a process to a definite, determinable end, if it lacks an ultimate goal or
is not proceeding toward a goal. The nature and value of any process is determined by something
outside the process itself, for we can not look to the process alone to find out its purpose and meaning.
A concern with origins and ends is a sign of metaphysical courage in that such presupposes purpose
and meaning. One should be concerned with origins in that a study of the past, insofar as it reveals to
us something about the circumstances before and after an occurrence, provides us with clues and
insights into its ultimate significance. One should be interested in ends in that the knowledge of the
ix
F.A. Hayek, The Road to Serfdom (Chicago: The University of Chicago Press, 1944), p. 159.
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future may help us effectively to prescribe and proscribe good practices in relation to the present. One
must allow the boundaries of ultimate significance embodied in origins and ends to tell us something
of the definite meaning and purpose of the situation, idea, object, or person with which we are
confronted.
The tendency to ignore purpose and meaning for the sake of mere process can be seen in the
contemporary misuse of language. We praise art, for example, for its “originality,” “freshness,” and
“creativity,” but not necessarily for its intrinsic excellence and ennobling effect; however, originality
is not necessarily inherent worth. It is more important now just to “create” than to create for a definite
purpose, let alone a religious purpose. “Just do it” is the catch phrase of a culture that knows not what
it should do. The cult of the automobile, the exponential rise in television watching (in 1993 it was
over seven hours per day per household and risingx), and the hypnotic, anarchic melodies, rhythms,
and cadences of contemporary music all point to a mania for process, motion, and indefiniteness—the
symptoms of cultural metaphysical cowardice. The new virtues based on process and pragmatism have
replaced the traditional virtues based upon origins and ends. Today we praise men if they are “sharp,”,
“quick,” and “dynamic,” with the desired standard being the intensity or dynamism of thought and
movement, not the truth of the thought or beauty of the movement. Productivity, efficiency, and utility
are virtues, but by themselves can secure only superficial, worldly goals, such as comfort and security.
But the deeper virtues are good-in-themselves, prescinding from any utilitarian calculus in the practice
The modern educational system is redolent of the regnant “process philosophy.” It is now the
prevailing belief that every one has a “right” to “get an education,” but not everything can be taught
just because a school can be built or a teacher trained for it. Since 1960 we have more than tripled the
amount of money spent on high-school education, yet SAT scores have declined.xi (Of course, a much
higher percentage of high-school students graduate, but this is the sign of only a more dynamic
looking “education process”—not higher standards!) Our public schools emphasize the creative
process to the exclusion of discipline and form, with many elementary-school English teachers leaving
x
William J. Bennett, The Index of Leading Cultural Indicators (Washington, D.C.: Heritage Foundation, 1993), pg 21.
xi
Ibid, pg. 17.
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instruction in grammar and spelling for high-school. We are not as concerned whether or not an idea is
universe theory of cosmology that discards the notion of a definite origin and end to the universe,
supplanting it with an eternal process of universal big-bangs and waning-whimpers. Finally, our
regnant paradigm of evolution explains the origin, duration, and end of human life in terms of mere
process. We even depict a God who is in perpetual process; “process theology” posits a mutable God
who can suffer like the humanity he created. Must we project our metaphysical cowardice onto the
very maker of metaphysics! We would rather have an indefinite God who ignores indefinite sins then a
The fourth and last manifestation of metaphysical cowardice I would like too discuss is
reductionism. The universe can not be reduced to the size of our souls without our souls being
shrunken in the process. It takes courage to accept the infinitude, mystery, unpredictability, and
authority of objective reality. Our souls yearn for these as its very food, but when we become
metaphysically cowardly, we stunt the growth of our souls by refusing to eat. Just as our physical
stomachs shrink when they become accustomed to a sparser diet, so the stomachs of our souls, as it
were, shrink when they imbibe only a dry, de-mystified, reduced universe. Authority, order, hierarchy,
purpose, and meaning—the universe is made of these. We can see them in the hierarchical
astronomical makeup of matter: stars forming star clusters, star clusters forming galaxies, galaxies
forming galactic clusters, and galactic clusters forming super clusters; in the perfect orderliness of
mathematical formulas that mirror the cosmos; in the hierarchy of natural being; in the manifold
structure of the DNA molecule with layers upon layers of complex structures forming an intelligible
architectural language. Man’s soul is a microcosm of the universe, but it takes courage to admit its
existence. Instead of admitting the higher life of human nature, we reduce ourselves to the level at
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Reductionism is essentially the denial of any absolute and objective metaphysical or spiritual
truth, and it is the philosophical rationalization par excellence of metaphysical cowardice. Since the
sixteenth century, there has been a consistent and deliberate reduction of the metaphysical world,
while the physical world as we know it has exponentially expanded. A flip-flopping pattern can be
seen, with an oscillation between ideas that emphasis objectivity at the expense of subjective
experience, and ideas that support subjectivity at the expensive of objectivity. A consensus about
reality in both spheres has grown ever wider as the centuries have progressed. The Protestant Revolt
authority of the Catholic Church. With the integrity of Christendom sundered through excessive
through reason alone. For the sake of recreating cultural unity, reality was reduced to whatever could
be conceded using only the universal and religion-transcending faculty of reason. The nineteenth
century saw the rise of romanticism, which turned once again towards subjectivity with a renewed
emphasis on genuine feeling and authentic emotion. The antithesis to this in the same century was
logical positivism, which reduced the metaphysical world to an even smaller extent than did the
Enlightenment; truth and meaning were reduced to what could be ascertained directly and empirically
and articulated in strictly “logical” terms. The gap between the objectivists and the subjectivists is at
its widest today, with methodological naturalism positing a thoroughly reduced and intensely
objectified world, and postmodernism asserting the absolute of no absolutes and the nonexistence of
any purely objective reality. These two disparate philosophies are inherently irreconcilable, yet they
are held simultaneously by many today. Being intensely reductionist theories, they are both premised
on a thoroughly reduced concept of truth, and although they suggest antithetical ideas about what is
real and what is knowable, they both reject enough metaphysical, epistemological, and spiritual truth
to belie contradiction.
The reductionist systems of logical positivism, naturalism, and dogmatic relativism brought
forth in the Enlightenment have spawned more extreme reductionist systems, such as Marx's economic
materialism, Freud's psychology of the unconscious, and Darwin's survival of the fittest. And these
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paved the way for such pernicious political and cultural trends as radical egalitarianism, the sexual
revolution, and cultural narcissism. Each of these reduces some essential metaphysical or spiritual
separates men into economic classes and reduces all human motives to the pursuit of wealth, an
ideological system is built solely upon economic empiricism, and man is explained and controlled
through economic manipulation. Freudian psychology reduces all the higher values and strivings of
man to neurotic responses to sexual frustration, an ideological system is built solely upon psycho-
analytical data, and man is explained and controlled through psychoanalysis and therapy. Darwinian
natural selection reduces all of man's motives to the level of survival, a system is built solely upon
survival fitness, and man is explained and controlled through genetic engineering and population
control.
We can only reduce the world in our perception, for the world will never change ontologically
no matter how much we desire it. We can, nevertheless, try to hide in our perceptions and rationalize
away our metaphysical cowardice. Just as there is always a rock to hide under and a path to run to in
order to avoid physical danger, so there is always some idea to hide in and a philosophy to run to in
Uncomfortable Metaphysics
How we are to gain metaphysical courage? Ultimately, it is a free gift from God, but there is
one human endeavor, I think, that may augment at least our disposal to the great gift of metaphysical
courage. I think the renunciation of excessive physical pleasure and comfort may not only strengthen
and purify our physical bodies, but also our metaphysical souls. As physical strength and training can
aid in the exercise of physical courage, metaphysical strength and training may help us to develop our
metaphysical courage. We have not been born into this world to remain comfortable, physically or
kinds of comfort. If we are afraid to suffer physically for our beliefs and convictions, we will most
probably choose to believe that which will lessen any potential suffering, and this may be at the
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expense of believing what is true and good for our souls. Worldly knowledge alone is quite
satisfactory to the worldly man who seeks his contentment with the materialistic things of this world;
but metaphysical knowledge is needed for the spiritual man who seeks his contentment with the things
of the spirit, who seeks his home in something that is not of this world. Father Seraphim Rose once
said: “Why do men learn from pain and suffering, and not through pleasure and happiness? Very
simply, because pleasure and happiness accustom one to satisfaction with the things given in this
world, whereas pain and suffering drive one to seek a more profound happiness beyond the limitations
of this world.”xii We will never realize how metaphysically cowardly we are until we become
physically brave; for it takes physical courage to have metaphysical courage. We must, then, practice
asceticism and self-mortification to destroy our shelter of physical comfort and our security of
physical pleasures. And only when one courageously renounces a life of comfort, ease, and pleasure
will one understand why it was so necessary to do so—action precedes apprehension. Pascal writes:
“‘I should have given up a life of pleasure,” they say, “if I had faith.” “But I tell you: “You would
soon have faith if you gave up a life of pleasure. Now it is up to you to begin. If I could give you faith,
I would. But I cannot, nor can I test the truth of what you say, but you can easily give up your pleasure
By hiding in systems of thought security built with lying language and engineered with no
purpose save the building process itself, we have obfuscated the obvious, vitiated the vernacular,
reduced reality, and shrunk or souls. Let us use our inborn intuition to lyse our language of its
poisoned presumptions to discover the profound purpose for which we were made. Are we sexually
frustrated, money mongering, upright apes residing in a world with no beginning, no purpose, and no
love? Or are we are eternal beings made in the image of God and created for ceaseless wondering at a
xii
Rose quoted in Christensen, pg. 94.
xiii
Pascal, Pensees (240).
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