me-20 saukunis avstriuli lirika.

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ÖSTERREICHISCHE LYRIK DES 20. JAHRHUNDERTS. MATERIALIEN

tomi XI
BAND XI

Tbilisi
2011
 paul celani

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Savi fifqebi

Tovli movida, usinaTlo. Tvea ukve erTi Tu

ori, beris kabaSi gaxveulma Semodgomam,
ukrainis ferdobebidan, mec momitana furcliT uwyeba:

"warmoidgine, aqac zamTrdeba, es _ meaTased,

mxareSi, sadac ufarToesi dineba modis:
sisxli, nakurTxi najaxebiT, iakobis ciuri sisxli...
o, sialisfris yinuli araamqveyniuri _ hetmani rom
gadalaxavs
Tavis aRaliT, dabnelebul mzeTaqveSeTSi... oh, Svilo,
vnatrob mxolod Tavsafars,
gavexveodi, CaCqanebi roca elaven,
roca Camesmis vardisferi xorgis Wriali, Tovlis
mtveriviT gaifanteba roca ConCxi
mamaSenisa, floqviT Telili
mRera kedarze...
Tavsafari, mxolod cicqna Tavsafari, rom gavufrTxilde
amieridan, rakiRa ukve tirils swavlob, Cemive gverdiT
siviwroves am samyarosas, romelic aRar amwvandeba, Cemo
Svilo, Seni SvilisTvis!"

sisxlad mdioda Semodgoma, dedaCemo, da Tovli mwvavda:

Cems guls veZebdi, rom etira... vpovebdi sunTqvas, oh,
zafxulisas,
is sul Sen ggavda.
me avtirdi. vqsovdi Tavsafars.

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amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs:

iq, qvemoT, ukve sasaxlis ezo jariskacebiT mouvsia
siCumis hercogs.
xeze aRmarTavs Tavis alams _ foTols, romelic
ulurjdeba Semodgomaze;
is Tavis laSqars unawilebs sevdis wvels da drois
yvavilebs;
TmamoCituli, qarqaSSi xmlebis Casagebad miemarTeba.

amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs: aRar Cans RmerTi,

jariskacebs Soris Camdgara,
im mazaraSi gaxveula, erT dros, RamiT, kibeze rom
Camoswyda Sens mxrebs,
erT dros, sasaxle rom abrialda, roca warmosTqvi,
rogorc yvelam: Cemo Zvirfaso...
aRar ecnoba ukve mazara da varskvlavebsac aRar mouxmobs
da mofriale foTlisaken aCqarebula.
"o, wveli", natrobs gaigonos, "drois yvavili".

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mariana

uiasamnod daSTa Seni Tma da sarkesaviT gaiyina Seni ieri.

TvaliT Tvalamde Rrubelia gawelili, rogorc sodomi
babilonamde:
is koSks CamoSlis, rogorc foTleuls, gogirdis buCqis
irgvliv boboqrobs.

elva acxreba mere Sens bages _ qvaburs, romelic violinos

narCenebiT amovsebula.
xemze srialebs TovliT fenili kbili mavanis: o, lerwmis
Rero ra tkbilad JRerda!

Zvirfaso, Senc xom lerwami xar, Cven ki _ wvimebi;

Rvinos _ Sens sxeuls Seudarebels _ vewafebiT
daurwyulebliv;
puris yanaSi navs – Sens guls – Ramis mimarTulebiT
mivasrialebT;
Sen, lurji tolCa, Tavs msubuqad gadagvevlebi, da Zils
veZleviT...

mere karvis win aseuli wamoiSleba, da samarisken

migasvenebT smiT da molxeniT.
sizmrebis mtkice taleria, am samyaros qvafilebze rom
wkrialebs amieridan.

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qonis sanTeli

berebma wigni gadaSales Tmian TiTebiT: seqtemberia.

aw iazoni moweul naTess Tovlis safars gadaafarebs.
Sen tyem xelebis yelsabami gamogiwoda, da miabijeb bagirze,
mkvdari.
bneli silurje ergeba wilad Sens Tmas, xolo me
siyvarulis Sesaxeb vyvebi.
niJarebs vyvebi, msubuq Rrublebs, da wvimaSi yvavilobs
navi.
gadauqrolebs mfurclav TiTebs kvici-ulayi _
Savad iReba kari, me vimRer:
Cven aq dRemde rogor vicxovreT?

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dro-JamiT xelebmovsebuli, ai, rogori moxvedi CemTan _

me vTqvi: Sen ar gaqvs wablisferi Tma.
Sen is msubuqad aasvene dardis sasworze, sadac is Cemze
mZime aRmoCnda...

isini Sensken gemebiT dian, tvirTaven Sens Tmas da

survilis bazrobebze savaWrod miaqvT _
Sen me qvevidan amomRimeb, me pinidan Camogtireb, msubuqad
rom atacebula.
me vtiri: ar gaqvs wablisferi Tma, isini zRvis wyals
gTavazoben, Sen ki maT Seniv kululebs aZlev...
Sen CurCuleb: isini ukve am samyaros CemiT avseben, da me
Sens gulSi vrCebi Rartafad.
ambob: saSenod miiTvale foTleuli weliwadebis _ moxvide
da meamboro, sworedac droa!

wablisferia foTleuli weliwadebis, Seni Tma _ ara.

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SuaRame

SuaRame. sizmris xanjlebiT SekinZuli mkvesav TvalebSi.

ar daiyviro tkivilisgan: Rrublebi, rogorc Tavsafrebi,
mifarfareben.
bneliT bnelamde cekvis JiniT, is Cvens Soris ganefina
abreSumis xaliCasaviT.
Savi fleita gamogviWres cocxali xisgan, da, ai, ukve
mocekvave qalic gamoCnda.
zRvis qafiT darTul TiTebs Ziravs igi Cvens TvalSi:
aq vinmes kidev surs, rom itiros?
aravis. ase bzrialebs igi, galaRebuli, da cecxlovani
dafdafia, xmas rom imaRlebs.
rgolebsac gvigdebs, Cven xanjlebze vacvamT am rgolebs.
nuTu, is ase SegvauRlebs? namsxvrevebiviT gaiJRerebs, da
kvlav vici amieridan:
ar mouklixar
balbisfer sikvdils.

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TeTrad mogiCans bnelSi tani, xeo verxvisa.

dedaCemis Tma TeTrad aRar Seifereba.

xarobs sinaTle, ukraina amwvanebula.

Sindabrunebas veRar SeZlebs mzisferi deda.

ratom yovndebi wyarosTvalTan, wvimis Rrubelo?

Cumad rom tiris iq yvelasTvis, dedaCemia.

oqrovan maryuJs Semoiqsov, mrgvalo varskvlavo.

dedaCemis guls mosaklavad estumra tyvia.

vin amogagdo, muxis karo, anjamebidan?

sandomiani deda aRar damibrundeba.

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qviSa urnebidan

obiviT mwvane feri mosavs daviwyebis saxls.

qarsSetovebul yvela karTan Selurjdeba TavwaWrili Seni
medole.
is xavsisgan da sarcxvinelis mware Tmisgan damzadebul
dafdafs SenTvis aaxmianebs;
daCirqebuli fexisTiTiT Sens warbs xatavs igi qviSaze.
ufro grZels xatavs, vidre iyo, da – siwiTles Seni
tuCebis.
aq urnebs avseb da guls inayreb.

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RrWiali rkinis qalamnebisa, sabralobeli – alublis

xeze.
Cafxutebidan SenTvis zafxuli amoqafdeba. guguli, Savad
Seferili,
mis suraTs xatavs cis karebze almasis deziT.

SiSveli Tavi gamouCans foTleulSi Sekidul mxedars.

mtris foladovan sudaraze milursmuli Seni Rimili
mas bundovnad Tavis gerbze gamousaxavs.
aRTqmuli iyo misTvis baRi meocnebeTa,
da mzad upyria orolebi, vinZlo vardi gadaifurCqnos...

TumcaRa haers gamomsWvalavs Seumosavi, vinc umetes Seni

msgavsia:
gamxmar xelebze miaTasmavs rkinis qalamnebs,
gamoiZinebs brZolas da zafxuls. alubali sisxlad
swored misTvis iRvreba.

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bneli Tvali seqtemberSi

qvamosxmuli dro. da tkivilis dalalkavebi

nakadulebad evlebian irgvliv mzeras dedamiwisa,
mTvrali vaSlisa, codviani Segonebis monaberiT
garujulisa: lamazia da armowyale im TamaSisa,
rasac isini TamaSoben yalbadCenil
anareklSi misi mermisis.

ukve meored yvavilobs wabli:

orionis maliadi ukuqcevis
mwiradelvare
imedis niSnad: mas maRliT uxmobs
cis Tvaldavsili megobrebis
varskvlavuxvi gulmodgineba.

sizmris karebTan, SeuniRbavi,

uciloblobs euli Tvali.
savsebiT hyofnis sacodnelad,
rac ram xdeba yoveldRiurad:
aRmosavleTis sarkmelTan RamiT
mas gancdis susti
mogzauri gamouCndeba.

Sen awob maxvils sisveleSi misi Tvalisa.

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qva zRvidan

Cveni samyaros TeTri guli, Cvenive nebiT rom davkargeT

dRes, simindis CenCos Wknobis Jams:
Cagvigordeba xelebidan ise msubuqad, rogorc gorgali.
ase dagvirCa dasarTavad Zilis axali, mwiTuri matyli
qviSiani samarxidan Cveni sizmrisa:
guli aw aRar, samagierod – Tavis Tma siRrmiseuli qvisa,
uRaribesi morTuloba misi Sublisa, romelic talRebs da
niJarebs Cafiqrebia.

is, SesaZloa, romelime qalaqis bWesTan, Ramiseulma aitacos

haerSi nebam,
aRmosavlurma misma Tvalma mouTxros saxlze, sadac Cven
vwevarT,
Cvens bageebze, dafarulze zRviur siSaviT, holandiuri
titebiT morTul Cvenive Tmaze.
ise upyriaT maT laxvrebi, rogorc Cven gvepyra Cveni
sizmari, TeTri
guli Cveneuli samyarosi ase Cagorda da daiSala. ase
daexva
mis Tavs irgvliv kulula narTi: matyli sruliad
ucnauri,
nacvlad gulisa.

o, Zgera, raic gaCnda da gaqra! sasruleTSi saburvelni

qardaqar frenen.

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safrangeTis gaxseneba

Senc gaixsene CemTan erTad: parizis zeca, parizis didi

udrooba Semodgomuri...
sayvavileSi SeviZineT Cven gulebi saTovliisa:
lurjebi iyvnen, wyalSic lurjad gamoyvavildnen.
moulodnelad Cvens oTaxSi movida wvima.
gvestumra Cveni mezobeli, Monsieur Le Songe, Cia kacuna.
banqos vusxediT, me wavage Tvalisgugebi;
Sen Tma masesxe, me wavage, man Cven mogvcela.
mere ki kari gaixura, Tan gahyva wvima.
mkvdrebi viyaviT, magram mainc SegveZlo sunTqva.

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SeCrdiluli qalbatonis simRera

roca modis da titebs wyvets utyvi qali:

vin moigebs?
vin waagebs?
sarkmelSi vin gamoCndeba?
da mis saxels uwinares vin gamoTqvams, vin iqneba?

aris erTi, mas Cemi Tma xelT upyria.

mas Cemi Tma, rogorc mkvdari, xelT upyria.
xelT upyria, rogorc zecas epyra im wels, siyvaruli rom
mewvia.
mere rarig Tavmomwoned xelT upyria.

is moigebs.
ar waagebs.
arc sarkmelSi gamoCndeba.
im saxelis gamomTqmeli ar iqneba.

aris erTic, man Tvalebi gamomtaca.

mas mere aqvs, rac WiSkari irazeba.
Tavis TiTze beWdebiviT wamoucvams.
da upyria ise, rogorc namsxvrevebi survilis da
safironis:
is Zma iyo ukve Cemi, Semodgoma roca iyo;
igi dReebs da Rameebs iTvlis ukve.

is moigebs.
ar waagebs.
sarkmelSi ar gamoCndeba.
im saxelis sabolood gamomTqmelic is iqneba.

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aris sul sxva, vinc imas flobs, rac gamovTqvi.
rogorc naskvi, iRliis qveS mas upyria.
xelT upyria, rogorc saaTs umZimesi Tavisi dro.
mas kardakar daatarebs, ar icilebs.

is waagebs.
ar moigebs.
is sarkmelSi gamoCndeba.
im saxelis uwinares gamomTqmelic is iqneba.

mas titebTan erTad Tavi waecleba.

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elva Ramisa

sxivmokaSkaSed ekida cecxli Cemi daisis satrfos

kululebs:
axla ki me mas umsubuqesi xisgan SeWedil kubos vugzavni.
rogorc sawoli romauli Cveni sizmrebis, isic talRebs
autaciaT;
isic CemsaviT TeTri parikiT aris mosili da laparakobs
xmis CaxleCamde:
ise metyvelebs, rogorc _ me, roca gulebSi Sesvlis neba
meZleva.
man siyvarulze is franguli simRera icis, Semodgomaze
rom mimReria,
roca me mwuxris qveyanaSi vmogzaurobdi da dilis mxares
vwerdi werilebs.

grZnobis koromSi gamoTlili mSvenieri navia kubo.

erT dros, Sens Tvalze axalgazrda, mec davSvebulvar
sisxlqvemdinared.
axla ki Sen xar iseTi norCi, rogorc aris martis
TovlSi mkvdari frinveli.
axla ki igi Sen gestumreba da Tavis frangul simReras
mReris.
Tqven msubuqi xarT: Cems gazafxuls Tqven bolomde
gamoiZinebT.
me gaxlavarT umsubuqesi:
me ucxoTa winaSe vimRer.

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weliwadebi SeniT Cemamde

mogetalReba Tma kvlav da kvlav, roca me vtiri. Seni

Tvalebis silurjiT Sli
sufras Cveni siyvarulisa: zafxulsa da Semodgomas Soris
sagebels.
Cven vsvamT, rac iman aaqafqafa, vinc ar viyaviT arc me, arc
Sen an vinme mesame:
cariels da ukanasknels xarbad visrutavT.

erTmaneTs vumzerT sarkeebSi uRrmesi zRvisa da umal

sakvebs vuwvdiT erTmaneTs:
Rame Ramea, alioniT iwyeba da
me mawvens SenTan.

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siSoris qeba

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

SeSlili zRvis meTevzeTa badeebi galaRebulan.
Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi
Tavis sityvas zRva ar Ralatobs.

aq ganviSoreb
guls, romelic kacTa Soris davanebula,
Cems Sesamosels da ficis cials:

ukunSi ukuns aRmatebuli, var uSiSvlesi.

me erTguli var mxolod maSin, roca vRalatob.
me Sen maSin var, roca me me var.

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

afrebs vSli da Zarcvas vocnebob.

bades badeve moibadebda:

ganviwvalebiT erTmaneTSi gadaxlarTulni.

Seni Tvalebis TavwyaroSi

CamomxrCvali Toks CamoaxrCobs.

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mTeli cxovreba

lurji feri aqvT Zil-RviZilis mzeebs, viT Sens Tmas

Seciskrebisas.
iseve swrafad izrdebian, rogorc balaxi _ Citis
saflavze.
maTac izidavs TamaSi, Cven rom vTamaSobdiT Cvens sizmarSi
vnebis gemebze.
maTac uxvdebaT satevrebi drois kldeebze.

xolo Rrma Zilis mzeebs feri ulurjesi aqvT: Seni

kululi erTxel iyo mxolod aseTi:
viT Ramis qari, vrCebodi Seni dis saSoSi, gasayidad
gamotanilSi;
CamoSliliyo Cvens TavzemoT, xeze, Seni Tma, Sen ki am dros
iq ar iyavi.
Cven mTlad samyaro viyaviT da Sen iyavi buCqi WiSkarTan.

xolo mzeebi sikvdilisa TeTrni arian, rogoric aris Tma

Cveni bavSvis:
zRvis moqcevidan igi maSin amovida, diunebSi karavs rom
Slidi.
bednierebis dana iSiSvla man Cvens Tavze Camqrali mzeriT.

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gvian da Rrmad

avsuli, rogorc moqarguli metyveleba, iwyeba Rame.

Cven mdumareTa vaSlebs mivirTmevT.
virjebiT saqmiT, nebierad rom andoben Tav-Tavis
varskvlavs;
Cveniv cacxvebis Semodgomas vaxlavarT, rogorc mofiqrali
siwiTle droSis,
cecxlovani samxreTeli stumrebi rogorc.
Cven axal adams – qristes – vificebT, rom SevauRlebT
mtvris misxals mtverTan,
frinvelebs _ yarib fexsacmelTan,
wyalSi Casul kibesTan _ Cvens guls.
vificebT qviSis wminda ficiT qveynierebas,
siamovnebiT vificebT Cven mas,
usizmro Zilis saxuravebze, maRali xmiT vificebT Cven mas
da vafrialebT drois WaRaras...

xolo isini gahyvirian: sicrues ambobT!

didi xania, cnobilia CvenTvis es codna.

didi xania, Cven es viciT, magram gana ra xeiria?
Tqven aRTqmis TeTr fqvils fqvavT sikvdilis TeTr
wisqvilebSi,
Tqven is gamogaqvT Cveni debis da Zmebis Tvalwin _

Cven vafrialebT drois WaRaras.

Tqven Cven CagvZaxiT: sicrues ambobT!

Cven kargad viciT es yvelaferi,
dae, hgiebdes es brali Cvenze.
hgiebdes igi yvela Cvenganze, moxetiale yvela niSanze,

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dae, hgiebdes zRva moyaSyaSe,
ukuqcevis borgneuli qariskveTeba,
SuaRamis dRe,
dae, hgiebdes is, rac dRemde ar arsebula!

dae, hgiebdes samaridan aRmdgari kaci.

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CORONA

Cemi xelidan agemovnebs Semodgoma Tavis foTleuls: Cven

davmegobrdiT.
dros naWuWisgan vasufTavebT da siaruls SevaswavliT:
dro brundeba nigvzis naWuWSi.

sarkeSi _ kvira,
sizmrad sZinavT,
bage ar cruobs.

Cemi mzera eSveba satrfos sarcxvinelisken:

erTmaneTs vumzerT,
Cven erTmaneTs bnels veubnebiT,
Cven erTmaneTi ise gviyvars, viT yayaCos da mexsierebas,
Cven ise gvZinavs, rogorc Rvinos _ niJarebSi,
rogorc zRvas _ mTvaris sisxlis nakadSi.

sarkmelTan vdgavarT, erTmaneTs varT gadaWdobili, quCidan

ki gvacqerdebian:
droa, icodnen!
droa, danebdes qva yvavilobas,
foriaqma aiklos guli.
droa, dro dadges.

droa.

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sikvdilis fuga

Savi rZe dilasisxamisa Cven vsvamT mwuxriJams

vsvamT mas SuadReJams da dilaJams vsvamT mas RameJams
vsvamT da vsvamT Cven mas
Cven vTxriT samares haerTa Sin siviwroves sadac ar
grZnoben
saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs is gvelebTan TamaSobs is
wers
wers abneldeba roca germaneTs margaret Seni oqrosferi
Tma
wers da gamodis saxlidan da varskvlavebi cimcimeben
stveniT uxmobs Tavis nagazebs
stveniT gaixmobs igi Tavis ebraelebs da aiZulebs maT
miwaSi Txaron samare
axla ki rame sacekvao daukariT ase gvibrZanebs

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT dilaJams da SuadReJams gsvamT Sen mwuxriJams
Cven Sen gsvamT da gsvamT
saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs is gvelebTan TamaSobs is
wers
wers abneldeba roca germaneTs margaret Seni oqrosferi
Tma
sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma Cven vTxriT samares
haerTa Sin siviwroves sadac ar grZnoben

zogs niadagSi ufro Rrmad Casvlas sxvebs simReras da

cekvas ubrZanebs
waetaneba qamarze folads amoaSiSvlebs cisferia misi
Tvalebi
niCbebi ufro Rrmad CaaseT Tqven ki isev sacekvaos dakvra

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 ganagrZeT

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT dilaJams da SuadReJams gsvamT Sen mwuxriJams
Cven Sen gsvamT da gsvamT
saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs margaret Seni oqrosferi
Tma
sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma is gvelebTan ganagrZobs
TamaSs

yviris sikvdili ufro tkbilad daukariT sikvdili xom

ostatia germaneTidan
yviris SeexeT violinos meti sibneliT mere haerSi
kvamliviT axvalT
mere samares hpovebT RrublebSi siviwroves sadac ar
grZnoben

dilasisxamis Savo rZeo Cven gsvamT RameJams

Cven gsvamT SuadReJams sikvdili xom ostatia germaneTidan
Cven gsvamT mwuxriJams da dilaJams Cven Sen gsvamT da
gsvamT
sikvdili xom ostatia misi Tvali aris cisferi
is Sen tyviasxmuls mogaxvedrebs is gesvris zustad
saxlSi mavani kaci cxovrobs margaret Seni oqrosferi
Tma
Tavis nagazebs is Cven gviqsevs is haerSi gvCuqnis samares
is gvelebTan ganagrZobs TamaSs sikvdili xom ostatia
germaneTidan

margaret Seni oqrosferi Tma

sulamiT Seni ferflisferi Tma

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yaribobisas

es is Jamia, Tanamgzavrad mtvers rom agiCens,

Sens parizul saxls _ Seniv xelTa msxverplSesawirad,
Sens Sav Tvals _ Seniv uSaves Tvalad.

es samkvidroa, rom upyria Seni gulis mosarTavebi.

gageSleboda Tma, daSurebuls _ magram mas es akrZaluli
aqvs.
maT ar uwyian, damdgaran da xelebs giqneven.

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egvi pteSi

ucxo qalis Tvals unda uTxra: iyavi wyali.

isini, wyalSi vinc Seican, ucxos TvalSi unda eZio.
Sen wylidan unda gamoixmo: ruT! noemi! miriam!
Sen unda morTo igi, roca ucxosTan wvebi.
Sen unda morTo igi ucxos Rrubliani TmiT.
Sen unda uTxra miriams da noemis da ruTs:
SemomxedeT, me masTan vwevar!
Sen saucxood unda morTo Sens gverdiT ucxo.
Sen unda morTo igi ruTis, miriamis, noemis tanjviT.
ucxo qals ase unda miugo:
Sexede, maTTan erTad viweqi!

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nebelhornSi

bagiT sarkeSi, gamrudebulSi,

cxauris gisoss mikruli xeliT,
Caimuxlebde qedmaRlobis svetis winaSe:

moiaxloveT sibnele da
damasaxeleT,
warmadgineT me mis winaSe.

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silurjes, jerac misi Tvalis maZiebels, vewafebi

upirvelesi.
Sens nafexurebs vewafebi da ase vxedav:
Sen, margaliti, gagordebi Cems TiTebs Soris, da Sen
izrdebi!
izrdebi ise, rogorc yvela, vinc daiviwyes.
migorav: sevdis kuprisferi setyvis marcvali
acviva TavSals, damSvidobebis xelisqneviT erTianad
gamoTeTrebuls.

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vinc, SensaviT da yvela mtrediviT, bnelidan xapavs dRis

Suqs da mimwuxrs,
varskvlavs amomCxvlets Tvalebidan, ielvebs vidre,
balaxs amomglejs warbebidan, iTeTrebs vidre,
gamomixuravs kars RrublebSi, SevaRwev vidre.

vinc, rogorc Sen da yvela mixaki, sisxls Tvlis

sargeblad da Rvinod sikvdils,
Cemi peSvidan gamoberavs sakuTari TasisTvis minas,
alisfrad feravs sityviT, me rom arasdros miTqvams,
da namsxvrev-namsxvrev mimofantavs Sori cremlis qviT.

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cecxlis naWdevi

Cven Zils davxsnodiT, rakiRa ukve urvis saaTis meqanizmSi

vimyofebodiT
da, rogorc wnelebs, Cven vdrekdiT isrebs,
da umal ukusxltebodnen da dros rozgavdnen
sisxlisdenamde,
da mzardi mwuxris dasacavad xmas imaRlebdi,
da "Sen" Tormetjer vuTxar Seni sityvebis Rames,
da is ganixvna da ganxvnili darCa aseve,
da erTi Tvali mis kalTas vande, Sen Cagimagre TmaSi meore
da me maT Soris cecxlsadeni davaxvie, arteria
gaSiSvlebuli _
da iqidan amoinTxa cincxali elva.

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vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken aaswrafebs, vards

moi povebs.
misia vardis furcelic da ekalic _ misi.
swored mis TefSze daasvenebs vardi Tavis Suqs,
aRivsebian surnelebiT misni sasmisni,
Tavbrus axveven mas Crdilebi siyvarulisa.

vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken mimarTavs da maRla

atyorcnis:
is ar aacdens,
is qvas qvas uwvdens,
saaTidan sisxli JRers misTvis,
is dro-Jams zomavs Tavisi droiT:
mas ufleba aqvs iTamaSos ulamazesi burTebiT da
isaubros Senze da Cemze.

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broli

Cems bageebTan ar eZio Seni tuCebi,

arc karTan _ ucxo,
arc TvalSi _ cremli.

Svidi Ramis maRla alisferi alisfrisken daSurebula,

Svid gulze ufro Rrmaa karze xelis kakuni,
wyaro xmaurobs Svid vardze gvian.

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sudara

is, msubuqisgan Sen rac moqsove,

momisxams me qvis pativsacemad.
Seyvirebebs rom avSli wyvdiadSi,
maT kvlav wyvdiadi Seegebeba.

xSirad, ena rom borZiks daiwyebs,

is daviwyebul nakecebs aCens,
da miutevebs, vinc axla var,
imas, vinc viyav.

magram ferdobTa mamaRvTaeba

gamoyruebul dafdafs Semokravs,
da nakecebi rogorc Cndeboda,
sibnele Subls kravs.

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Ria zRvaSi

parizi, gemi, CaSvebuli WiqaSi Ruza:

SemovsxdomivarT sufras orni, Sen gadRegrZeleb.
vsvam ise didxans, gibneldeba Cemi guli da
vsvam ise didxans, mis cremlebSi curavs parizi,
vsvam ise didxans, rom gezs iRebs Sori nislisken,
sadac samyaro gvebureba, sadac yvela “Sen” aris is toti,
romelsac Cum da mofarfate foTlad vkidivar.

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marto var, mwife siSavbneliT savse WiqaSi

me ferflis yvavils movaTavseb. bageo disa,
Sen ambob sityvas, sarkmlebis win rom xarobs mere,
da uxmod mekvris, rac odesme miocnebia.

ukve yvavilebmoTavebul droSi vyvavilob,

nagvianevi frinvelisTvis dRvirs vagrovebdi:
zafxulgamovlils, CemTvis moaqvs cocxalwiTeli
frTiT Tovlis fifqi, niskartiT ki _ yinulis Tesli.

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tolCebi

klaus demuss

drois grZel sufrebs

moulxenen RmerTis tolCebi.
bolomde svamen xilulTa Tvalebs da TvaldavsilTa
Tvalebsac svamen,
gulebs mbrZanebel aCrdilebisa,
mwuxriJamis Cacvivnul loyebs.
momlxenTa Soris maTi Zala uZlevelia:
rogorc sisavse, ise miaqvT bageebTan sicariele;
ar iRvrebian, viT Sen an me, aqafebulni.

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yovelTvis-sa da arasdros-s Soris

roca irweva siyvarulis qanqara, RamiT,
exleba maSin Seni sityva gulis mTvareebs
da saelWeqo Seni lurji
Tvali zecas Seuwvdens miwas.

Soreuli da sizmareulSavadnaferi
koromidan qars moaqvs Cvensken ukanaskneli amonasunTqi,
da rac ganqarda, exeteba didi, rogorc momavlis landi.

rac oden qvemoT eSveba da zeamaRldeba,

sulis siRrmeSi damarxuls uRirs:
is brmad, viT mzera, romelsac vumzerT,
dros bageze eamboreba.

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ase viZineb, xolo Tvali mrCeba fxizeli.

bolomde vclidiT, wvima roca tolCas avsebda.
Ramea gulis madevari, guli ki _ wvelis _
mcelavo qalo, Tibva ukve dagagvianda.

ase TovliviT TeTri Tma gaqvs, qaro Ramisa!

TeTri SemomrCa, TeTrs vkargav da mekargeboda!
is saaTebis TvliT dabmula, me ki _ wlebisa.
Cven wvimas vsvamdiT. bage wvimas ewafeboda.

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ise Secvlilxar, sxva xar iseTi,

rogorsac me Sen ver gcnob sruliad:
iq, WiswyaroTa ucxo mxareSi
yovelgan rom Zgers, Seni gulia,

sadac ar aris bage mwyurvali

da saxes Crdili ar ekareba,
sadac Tavwyarod Suqs hpovebs wyali
da Suqi, rogorc wyali, qafdeba.

yvela ciali SeniT cialebs,

Webis wylebs Seni Suqi hfenia,
srul daviwyebas unda mieces
TamaSi, Sen rom mogigonia.

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saimedo cixesimagre

me vici yvela saxlis mimwuxri:

Sensaze bevrad Rrma Tvalia, iq rom mzeras mimoatarebs.
frontonze glovis didi droSa aafrebula:
misi maudi wengosferi _ ar ki ici, rom is Seni
moqsovilia.
maRlac ise frens, TiTqos Senve ar mogeqsovos.
salams mogiZRvnis WiSkarTan sityva, Sen romelsac
daemSvidobe,
da rac Segexo Sen aq, wvelic, gulic, yvavilic,
is, ra xania, iq stumrobs da Sen mas mere ar Segxebia.
Tumca, im saxlSi Sen sarkidan gamoCindebi,
ase gixilavs Sen samive, yvavili da guli da wveli.
da is, uRrmesi is Tvalia, Sens Rrma Tvals rom daswafebia.

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wamoiSala uTeTresad mtredebis gundi: rom miyvarde,

momeca neba!
uxmo sarkmelSi, vxedav, uxmo kari irweva.
mdumar oTaxSi mdumare xe Semoisaxa.
ise axlos xar, TiTqos Sen aq sulac ar iyo.

me maRal yvavils gamogiwvdi, Sen gamomarTmev:

is arc TeTria, arc wiTeli, arc cisferi _ magram mainc
daisakuTreb.
is iq darCeba samudamod, sadac ar iyo.
arc Cven vyofilvarT, maS, davrCebiT Cvenc masTan erTad.

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Zili da sakvebi

Ramis sunTqvaa Seni zewari, da ukuneTic Sen mogiwveba.

mogialersebs safeTqelze, ZilisTvis da sicocxlisTvis
gamogafxizlebs,
gagnebs sityvaSi, survilSi, fiqrSi,
TiToeul maTganTan sZinavs, gamogityuebs.
is marils gvarcxnis wamwamebidan da Senve giwvdis,
Senve mogarTmevs qviSas, romelsac ayuradebs Senive Jams
yurmidebuli.
xolo radac is vardi iyo, Crdili da wyali,
Sen dagarwyulebs.

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Tanamgzavri

dedaSenia, visi sulic Sens Tavs zemoT frens.

dedaSenia, visi sulic Rameul mgzavrs rifebs Soris
gagagnebinebs.
dedaSenia, visi sulic gifrTxobs zvigenebs.

ai, es sityva dedaSenis gamozrdilia.

vinc dedaSenma gamozarda, qvidan qvamde Sens sarecels
gaiziarebs.
vinc dedaSenma gamozarda, miemTxveva naTlis namcecebs.

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Tvalebi:
wvimis niaRvarSi gabrwyinebuli,
roca RmerTma Sesma mibrZana.

Tvalebi:
oqro, RameJamma peSvebSi rom CamiCxriala,
WinWars rom vkrefdi
da andazebs Crdilebs vuTxridi.

Tvalebi:
mwuxri, Cems Tavs zemoT gaelvebuli, WiSkarSi rom
gamoviWeri
da mere, Cemiv safeTqelTa yinuleTSi gamozamTrebuls,
maradisobis saufloSi amxedrebuls mimixaroda.

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maradisoba

Ramis xis qerqi, dana Jangaddabadebuli

Sen saxelebs da dros da gulebs CagCurCuleben.
sityva, romelic Tvlemda, roca Cven Cagvesmoda,
Casrialdeba foTlovanSi:
Semodgoma enamWevri iqneba albaT,
da kidev ufro enamWevri _ xeli, misi Semgrovebeli,
da daviwyebis yayaCosebr uWknobi – bage, am xels rom
kocnis.

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zvirTcema

Jamo, frTas isxam diunebSi.

qviSis marcvliT Sekruli dro Cems mklavebSi amRerebula:

me vwevar masSi, marjvenaSi dana mi pyria.

aqafdi, talRav! gabede da gamodi, Tevzo!

sadac wyalia, kidev erTxel SeiZleba sicocxlis Cena,
sikvdilTan erTxmad kidev erTxel am samyaros
gadmomRereba,
Rartafidan kidev erTxel amoxmoba: naxeT,
Cven gvergo TavSesafari,
naxeT, qveyana Cveni iyo, naxeT,
rogor vegzeT Cven varskvlavs!

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gulebidan da Tavebidan
Ramis wvelni ganiSlebian,
da celTa mier naTqvam sityvas
sicocxlisken gadaxris Rame.

am RamesaviT mdumareni,
samyarosken davSurebulvarT:
mzerani Cvenni,
mimocvlilni, nugeSinis mosapoveblad,
gzas miikvleven cecebiT da
bnelad gvixmoben.

mzeradavsili
Seni Tvali Cems TvalSi dums amieridan,
me, moyaribe,
davwvdebi da Seni guli bagesTan mimaqvs,
Sen daswvdebi da Seni bagiT emTxvevi Cems guls:
is daarwyulebs JamTa wyurvils,
rasac axla vsvamT,
dros aRavseben Jamni imiT,
rac Cven axla varT.

Tu gvagemovnebs?
ara bgera, ara naTeli
sxlteba Cvens Soris, amis saTqmelad.

o, wvelno, wvelno.
wvelno Ramisa.

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daucxromelo gulo, visTvisac, kelaptarTa da JamTa

Suagul,
kerpTa msaxuri aSenebs qalaqs,
Sen ze miiwev
tborebisken, alvebTan erTad:
sadac fleita RamiseulSi
misi dumilis megobars kveTs da
wylebs gamouCens.
napirze
azri, SeniRbuli, mimodis da smenad qceula:
rameTu arc ra
gamoxdeba kuTvnili saxiT,
da sityvas, Sen rom Tavze dagnaTis,
gvimris foTolSi mofusfuse xoWos rwmena aqvs.

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TiTqos varcxnides qalis cxedars, Tmas ise varcxnis

imas, vinc kvarTqveS daatarebs Tavis lurj namsxvrevs.

is gamoTasmuls daatarebs samyaros namsxvrevs.

icis saTqmeli, magram sityvebs naz Rimils arCevs.

is Tavis Rimils amourevs erT Tas RvinoSi:

unda dalio, yofna Tu gsurs am samyaroSi.

yovelTvis, roca fiqrianad Cascqers cxovrebas,

Sen xar suraTi, romelSic is am namsxvrevs xedavs.

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raki, sityvebiT dabrmavebuli,

aRmoaceneb Sen mas Ramidan,
xes, romlis Crdilic amav xeze uwin yvavilobs:
daexureba ferflisquTuTo, romlis qveS iyo, Tvali disa
TovlSi fiqrs rom gamoaxvevda _

sruliad hyofnis foTleuli amieridan

qaris qrolvis da gamoTqmulis amosakiTxad,
da mojaruli varskvlavebi
axla drois sarkeSi Canan.

tafobSi fexi Caimyare, mozide TaRi:

iq is, Seni da, dagdevnebia,
xolo sikvdili, momdinare Tvalis Wrilidan,
purs giyofT Tbili miRebis niSnad,
isic TqvensaviT Tass etaneba.

da Tqven mas Rvinos SeuzavebT saneleblebiT.

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landSafti

am miwis kacno – Tqven, maRalo alvis xeebo!

bednierebis Savo tborebo _ sikvdilisken dedamiwis
amreklavebo!

am brwyinvalebiT garemoculs gxedavdi, dao.

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siCumev!

siCumev! gulSi Cagasob ekals,

rakiRa vardi, rakiRa vardi
hgiebs sarkeSi CrdilTan erTad, sisxlad iRvreba!
sisxlad iRvreba im droidan, hos da aras erTmaneTSi
roca vurevdiT,
roca vwrupavdiT,
rakiRa Wiqa, magididan rom xteboda, zars gamoscemda:
rekviT gvamcnobda Rames, romelic bnels moidebda Cvenze
xangrZlivad.

Cven vsvamdiT xarbi bageebiT:

naRveliviT gemo hqonda,
magram mainc qafdeboda, msgavsad Rvinisa _
xolo me Seni Tvalebis Wavls avdevnebodi,
da ena sitkbos CagvluRluRebda...
(ase luRluRebs, igi jerac ase luRluRebs.)

siCumev! ekals ganumsWvalavs Rrmad Seni guli:

vardTan erTad gamokonila.

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wyali da cecxli

ra Jamsac koSkSi gamogamwyvdie da sityva warvTqvi

urTxelTa mimarT,
iqidan cecxlis alma iskupa da agizoma kaba uecrad,
saqorwilo Seni samosi:

naTel ars Rame,

naTel ars Rame, Cven rom gulebi aRmogviCina,
naTel ars Rame!

Tavis naTebas is zRvas gauwvdens,

srutis mTvareebs Zils SemourRvevs da aqafebul
sufrebze Sedgams,
is maTgan dro-Jams Camombans wmindad:
Sen, mkvdaro vercxlo, isev gacocxldi, Tasad da jamad
gadaiqec, rogorc niJara!

boboqrobs sufra JamiT Jamamde,

kaTxebi qariT amoivseba,
zRva mimoi pyrobs, moqafavs xorags:
gzaabneul Tvals, Weqnakrav yurs,
Tevzsa da mcuravs.

boboqrobs sufra RamiT Ramemde,

da Cems Tavs zemoT micuraven droSebi xalxTa,
da Cems mxardamxar kacTa xeli napirisken kuboebs xofavs,
xolo Cems qvemoT caobs, varskvlavobs, viT Cems mxareSi
ioanes dros!

da mzera Sensken momimarTavs,

mzececxlovano:

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ifiqre droze, Rame mTis ferdobs CvenTan erTad rom
miuyveboda,
ifiqre droze,
ifiqre, swored is rom viyav, vinc amJamad var:
ostati koSkTa, sapyrobileTa,
qrolva urTxlebSi, zRvaSi momlxeni,
sityva, romelSic Seni tani Caiferfleba.

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daTvale nuSi,
daTvale, mware rac iyo da fxizels gtovebda,
da mimaTvale:

Sens Tvals veZebdi, rom ganxven da arvin gimzerda,

im saidumlo Zafs vnaskvavdi,
romelzec cvari, Sengan nafiqri,
tolCebisken Casrialebda, daculebisken
jadosityviT, arvis guli romelmac hpova.

pirvelad srulad iq Sexvedi saxelSi, Seni romelic aris,

Senskenve mtkice nabijebiT eSurebodi,
uroebi Tavisuflad irweodnen Seni dumilis zarsakid
RerZze,
Sen gawydeboda mosmenili,
gardacvlilma mogxvia mklavi,
da Tqven, samma, mimwuxri ganvleT.

gamamware,
mimaTvale nuSebs.

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msmenoda

msmenoda,
wyalSi qva ariso da wrec ariso
da wylis Tavs _ sityva,
qvis garSemo wris Semomweri.

me vnaxe wylisken daSvebuli Cemi alvis xe,

me vnaxe, siRrmes misi xeli rogor swvdeboda,
vnaxe RamisTvis cisken locvad aRvlenili misi fesvebic.

me misken rodi avCqarebulvar,

oden purisguls vkrebdi fskeridan,
romelsac Seni Tvalis ieri da Seni Tvalis sidiade aqvs,
me Sen yelidan Semogaxseni yelsabami SegonebaTa
da im magidas movavle qobad, romelzec puris guli ido
amieridan.

da Cemi alva veRar vixile.

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najaxebiT moTamaSe

Ramismieri Svidi saaTi, da weliwadic sifxizlis – Svidi:

Sen, najaxebiT moTamaSe,
wevxar aRmdgari cxedrebis CrdilSi
_ o, xeebi, romlebsac ar Wri! _,
dadumebulTa brwyinvalebis TavebTan wevxar,
fexebTan sityvaT siRatakisa,
wevxar da isev najaxebiT TamaSs ganagrZob _
da bolos brwyinav, rogorc isini.

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taxad saxuli

taxad saxuli,
nabijmZime Seni sizmari tyes Serevia saRamospirze.
TeTrad elaven,
viT yinuli, saidanac amoirRva,
taxis eSvebi.

is mware kakals
amoCiCqnis balaxebidan,
romlebmac xeebs gamostaces Tavisi Crdili,
kakali,
Savi, rogorc guli, Senma fexma rom moiSora.
roca aq Senve mimodiodi.

is kakals dafqvavs
da moRrutune misi sve-bedi koroms aRavsebs,
mere gezs iRebs
zRvispirisken, Tavqve eSveba,
iqiTken, sadac
zRvis Zliereba
rifebs mrisxaned dafuZnebia.

da iqneb
swored am nayofma, misma nayofma,
elvare Tvali monusxa da
qvebs cremlebi daaRvrevina.

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asizeli

umbriis Rame.
umbriis Rame zarisa da zeTisxilis foTolTa vercxliT.
umbriis Rame qviT, romelic aqeT mogqonda.
umbriis Rame motanili qviT.

dadumebula, sicocxlisken rac amaRlda, dadumebula.

xeladebi mi-da-moavse.

Tixis xelada.
Tixis xelada, romelsac mtkiced Seezarda meTunis xeli.
Tixis xelada, aCrdilis xels rom samudamod moumwyvdevia.
Tixis xelada, aCrdilis damRiT.

qva, qva, saiTac gaixedav.

SeuSvi viri.

moCaqCaqe es cxoveli.
moCaqCaqe cxoveli TovlSi, uSiSvlesi xeli rom fantavs.
moCaqCaqe es cxoveli sasaxleSi Cavardnili sityvis winaSe.
moCaqCaqe cxoveli, Zils rom RoRnis xelidan.

elva, nugeSi rom ar surs, elva.

gardacvlilebi _ francisk, isini mowyalebas
iTxoven jerac.

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cvalebadi gasaRebiT

Sen cvalebadi gasaRebiT

aReb saxlis kars,
romelSic aRwevs mdumaris Tovli.
icvleba Seni gasaRebi,
Seni piridan an yuridan an Tvalidan
dadenili sisxlis mixedviT.

icvleba Seni gasaRebi da – Seni sityva,

fifqTan erTad rom SeiZleba SemoaRwios.
Sesabamisad im qarisa, Sen rom gaZevebs,
am sityvas Tovli moegragneba.

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aq

aq _ es gulisxmobs aq, alublis fers sadac surs, ufro

Savi iyos, vidre iq iyo.
aq _ es gulisxmobs am xels, mas rom yofnaSi Svelis.
aq _ es gulisxmobs gems, romliTac gadavurCi qviSis
mdinares:
misabluli wevs
is im ZilSi, Sen romelic mimoabnie.

aq _ es gulisxmobs kacs, CemTvis nacnobs:

TeTria misi safeTqeli,
msgavsi xvatisa, is rom aqrobda.
SublSi mesrola Tavisi kaTxa,
magram dabrunda
erTi wlis mere,
naWrilobevi rom daekocna.
wyevlis da locvis sityvebs ambobda,
mere xma aRar amouRia.

aq _ es gulisxmobs ai, am qalaqs,

romelsac Sen da Rrubeli marTavT,
romelsac misi mwuxrebi marTavs.

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naturmorti

wyvili sanTeli, wyvili ali, wyvili naTeba.

da es aq, amis qvemore: Tvali,

dauwyvilebi da daxuruli,
saRamos momxaoebeli, romelic dadga
ise, rom mwuxrad ar qceuliyo.

win ki – is ucxo, Sen aq romlis stumaric gqvia:

narSavi, naTels moklebuli,
romliTac bneli asaCuqrebs yofierebebs,
SoreTidan,
raTa darCes dauviwyari.

da esec, yruSi dakarguli:

bage,
qvianSi gaqvavebul-ganmtkicebuli,
gamoxmobili im zRvis mier,
wlebs rom axvews sakuTar yinuls.

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da mSvenieri

da mSvenieri, Sen romelsac CeCavdi, da Tma,

romelsac CeCav:
netav, romeli savarcxeli
varcxnis mas isev, am mSvenier Tmas?
netav, romeli savarcxeli
da visi xeliT?

da qvebi, Sen rom agrovebdi,

Sen rom agroveb:
saiT dascemen qvebi Crdilebs,
da ra siSoriT?

da igiv qari, sadRac zemoT mimoxlili,

da igiv qari:
krebs da Tavs uyris is am Crdilebs?
mas SenSi urevs?

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tyiani

tyiani, monamyviralebi irmebis mier,

qveyniereba moejarvis ukve im sityvas,
zafxuliT – gaxangrZlivebuliT – gaxurebuli,
Sens tuCebze rom mondomebiT dayovnebula.

Sors gaitacebs mas samyaro, asdevnebixar,

misdev da savals veRar igneb – da Sen SeigrZnob,
rogor girkalavs mklavs ciuri mananas irgvliv
qari, romelsac endobodi utyvad, xangrZlivad.

imas, Zilidan vinc movida

da Zils mieca,
nebac mieca, daarwios grZnebiT Sekruli.

Sen mas miarwev Tavqve dinebiT,

romelSic Warli irekleba,
budeebis arsad-Tan axlos.

Sen mas miarwev qvemoT-qvemoT, nakafis gavliT,

romelsac Rrmad tyis xurvebaSi Tovli swadia,
da rweva-rweviT gardaiwvdi imav sityvisken,
iq rom saxeldebs imas, rac Sen gagTeTrebia.

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mwuxri sityvaTa

mwuxri sityvaTa – siCumeSi jadojoxiT miwisqveSa wyals

rom eZeben!
erTi nabiji, da – meore,
iqve – mesame, romlis kvali
Seni CrdiliT ar waiSleba:

pirs ixsnis
drois naiarevi
da sisxlis tborSi daZiravs miwas –
qofakni sityvaRamis, qofakni
Sens SuagulSi
xmas imaRleben:
ras zeimoben? velur wyurvils
da velur SimSils...

ukanaskneli mTvare Cndeba, raTa giSvelos:

grZel vercxlisfer Zvals –
im gzasaviT SiSvels, Sen rom aq mogiyvana –
xrovas miugdebs,
magram mainc verafers gSvelis:
sxivi, romelic gaaRviZe,
aqve qafdeba,
tivtiv mocuravs is nayofi,
didi xnis win Sen rom CakbiCe.

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ferdobi

Cems gverdiT cxovrob, Cemi msgavsi:

qvad mosuli
CaSvavebul loyaze Ramis.

o, es ferdobi, sayvarelo,
sadac vgoravT Seusvenebliv
Cven, qvani,
Rarak-Rarak mbrunavni.
jeridan jerze kidev ufro momrgvalebulni.
msgavsni. ucxoni.

monamTvralevi, o, es Tvali,
aq CvensaviT rom exeteba,
da, zogjer, Cven is
erTars gvxedavs gakvirvebuli.

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vici

da Sen, Senc ase –:

daWuprebuli.
viT yovelive RamiTrweuli.

irgvliv es TrTolva-frTebiscemani:
rac Camesmis da rasac ver vxedav!

da Sen,
viT dRisgan Tavdaxsnili TiToeuli:
daWuprebuli.

da Tvalni, Sen rom geZieben.

Cemi Tvalic – am TvalTa Soris.

mzera:
sul erTi ZafiT meti, Sen romelic Semogevleba.

es gviani, gviani Suqi.

cimcimeben Zafebi: vici.

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mindvrebi

yovelTvis erTi, xe alvisa

azris kideze.
yovelTvis TiTi, samanTan rom
amaRlebula.

xolo misgan Sors

mwuxrs ornati Seuyovndeba.
magram Rrubeli:
is ar yovndeba.

yovelTvis Tvali.
yovelTvis Tvali, romlis quTuTos
Sen gaaxel, roca SeniSnav
mis Camoxril dedmamiSvilebs.
miwyiv es Tvali.

miwyiv es Tvali, romlis mzera

im erTs, alvas, moexlarTeba.

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xsovna

leRviTnayruli iyos guli,

masSi Jami gaixsenebs
nuSisTvals mkvdrisas.
leRviTnayruli.

zRvis sunTqvaSi ki – si pi,

CaSlili
Subli,
daiko frialo kldeTa.

da irgvliv Seni WaRarisa farTovdeba

samzeuri Rrublis
sawmisi.

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RamiT daberili

hana da herman lencebs

tuCebi, RamiT daberili,

yvavilebisa;
tanebi naZvis xeebisa,
dajvaruli, mimoWdobili;
xavsi – gamxmari, qva – moryeuli,
Semzadebulan myinvaris Tavs
usasrulo frenisTvis Wkebi:

es modamoa, sadac isini

Sesvenebulan, visac vewieT:

maT mier Jami aRarasdros dasaxeldeba,

fifqs aRarasdros daiTvlian,
wylebs sagubramde aRarasdros auyvebian.

isini dganan ganridebiT am samyaroSi,

yoveli Tavis RamesTan erTad,
yoveli Tavis sikvdilTan erTad,
miukarebi, TavSiSveli, niSandebuli
axloeuliT da SoreuliT.

im vals ixdian, maT sawyiss rom suli Caudga,

vals im sityvisa,
am zafxuliviT ukanono romelic aris.

sityva _ Sen ici:

micvalebuli.

Cven is ganvbanoT,

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Cven is davvarcxnoT
da misi Tvali
cisken mivmarToT.

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pol eluaris saxsovari

igiv sityvebi Causvene saflavSi cxedars,

romlebsac erT dros metyvelebda, raTa ecocxla.
Tavi maT Soris dauvane,
ganacdevine
ltolvis enebi,
marwuxenebi.

quTuToebze daasvene gardacvlils sityva,

romelsac igi ar etyvis imas,
vinc mas SenobiT esityveboda,
sityva,
romlis pir misi gulis sisxlma iCqefa,
roca SiSvelma xelma, msgavsma misiv xelisa,
imisma xelma, vinc SenobiT esityveboda,
mialursma xeebis mermiss.

Sen mas es sityva daasvene quTuToebze:

iqneb,
mis TvalSi, silurjes rom inaxavs jerac,
SeaRwios sul sxva silurjem,
da maSin is, vinc mas SenobiT esityveboda,
iocnebebs, rom mas "Cven" uTxras.

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SiboleTi

Cems qvebTan erTad,

msxvil cremlebTan,
gisosebis miRma daRvrilTan,

bazris moednis SuagulSi

maT SemaTries,
iq,
sadac droSa aRemarTaT, romlis winaSec
fics ver davdebdi veranairad.

fleita,
mrCobli fleita Ramis:
ifiqre bnel
wyvil dafionze
venis, madridis.

aafriale Seni droSa anZaze,

xsovnav.
qimze anZisa,
sadReisod, samaradisod.

gulo:
aq, bazris moednis Suagul,
dae, iyav Sesacnobeli.
aRmoiZaxe es, SiboleTi, samSoblodan
Sors daSTenilma.
Tebervali. No pasarán.

martorqao:
Sen uwyi qvebi,

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Sen uwyi wylebi,
gamomyevi da
estremaduras
xmebTan
migiyvan.

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Cven gxedavT

Cven gxedavT, cao, diax, Cven gxedavT.

Sen gamodevni wyeba-wyeba
Cutyvavilebs,
Cirqovan wylulebs.
ase amravleb maradisobas.

gxedavT, miwao, diax, Cven gxedavT.

wyeba-wyeba ganasxviseb
sulebs,
aCrdilebs.
ase sunTqaven drois xanZrebi.

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kenotafi

mimoabnie, ucxov, Seni yvavilebi, uSfoTvelad mimoabnie:

Sen maT gauwvden qvedamarTul siRrmeebs:
baRebs.

vinc aq unda woliliyo, igi

arsad wevs. magram mis gverdiT samyaro wevs,
is samyaro, romelmac Tvali
mravalferadi yvavilobis winaSe ganxvna.

magram man, raki bevri naxa,

brmebi arCia:
is vidoda da bevrad mets krefda:
is krefda surnels –
da es maT, amis mnaxvelebma, ar apaties.

amis mere ki wavida da iSviaT wveTs daewafa –

man zRva dalia.
Tevzni zRvisani –
Tu SeerTvnen Tevzni zRvisani?

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Tqvi Senc

Tqvi Senc,
Tqvi, rogorc ukanasknelma,
Tqvi Seni sityva.

Tqvi _
ara ar ki ganwvalo ho-sgan.
Sens sityvas azri mianiWe:
uboZe Crdili.

uboZe Crdili sakmarisad,

iseve mravlad,
rogorc Sens irgvliv Tvli saWirod anawilebde
SuaRamesa da SuadResa da SuaRames Soris.

mimoixede:
naxe, rarig mozRvavdeba sicocxle irgvliv _
sikvdilisas! sicocxle irgvliv!
marTals metyvelebs, vinc Crdils metyvelebs.

Tumca ki, ukve mWidrovdeba Seni sadgomi:

saiT awiRa, ganCrdilulo, awiRa saiT?
wamoimarTe. maRliT imarTe.
Sen gailevi da gaxdebi kidev ufro versacnobi, ufaqizesi!
ufaqizesi: Zafi,
romliTac mas, varskvlavs, qvemoT daSveba nebavs:
qvemoT curavdes raTa, qvemoT,
sadac igi sakuTar Tavs Cahkvirvebia: moyaribe
sityvaTa msubuq talRaze mbrwyinavs.

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JamwiTeli tuCebiT

zRvaSi damwifda bage, daisi

romlis sityvebsac aq imeorebs,
winaSe Tavis am qveynebisa.
is maT butbutiT imeorebs,
JamwiTeli tuCebiT ambobs.

bage, zRvis mier damwifebuli,

zRvis mier, sadac Tinuss curva eameboda
elvarebaSi,
kacTaken rom mimarTavs naTels.

vercxli Tinusis, sxivSemsWvaluli,

vercxlovani sarke Tinusis:
aRmouCvenebs Tvalebs
meore _ moyaribe _ didebas
SublTa.

vercxli da vercxli.
orjeradi vercxli siRrmisa.

eg navi iqiT mimarTe,

Zmao.
Seni bade ki amis mere Caagde,
Zmao.

aRmozide da
Cvens saxlebSi mimoabnie,
Cvens magidebze mimoyare,
Cvens TefSebze mimoabnie _

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uyure, rogor sivdebian Cveni tuCebi,
isinic, msgavsad daisisa, JamwiTlulebi,
isinic misebr mobutbuteni _
da bage zRvidan
usasrulo kocnisaTvis
amoinTqmeba.

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ARGUMENTUM E SILENTIO

rene Sars

misablulia
oqrosa da daviwyebas Soris:
siRame.
oriv mas aris Cafrenili.
oriv misgan sazrdoobda moqmedebis TavisuflebiT.

dade,
amier Senc iqiT dade, amo-
naTeba rasac nebavs dReebTan erTad:
sityva, varskvlavze gadamfreni,
zRvis Tavs livliva.

sityva TviTeuls.
TviTeuls sityva, romelic maSin umRerda imas,
roca mi parviT acxreboda zurgidan xrova _
TviTeuls sityva, romelic mas umReroda da xevdeboda.

mas, Rames,
mfreni varskvlavis Tavs, zRvis Tavs livliva,
masve, uTqmeli,
sisxli rom ar gadmoaCqefa,
SxamiT aRsavse kbilma roca bgerebi CaWra.

mas sityva utyvi.

pirispir sxvaTa, romlebic male,

viT meZavebiT, moalyulni mtanjvelTa smeniT,
lamis drosac da droebebsac gadaswvdebian,
is daamowmebs bolo Jamze,

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bolo Jamze, roca oden borkilebis JRaruni ismis,
is daamowmebs imas, vinc iq wevs
daviwyebasa da oqros Soris,
odiTganve Zmebad maTi damwyvilebeli _

rameTu, miTxar, sad

inaTebs, Tu ara masTan,
vinc Tavis cremlis niaRvarSi
daZirul mzeebs naTess uCvenebs
kvlavac da kvlavac?

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mevenaxeni

nani da klaus demusebs

isini misi Tvalebis yurZens abinaveben Semodgomaze,

mTel am natirals gamowuraven da dawuraven, amas agreTve:
ase surs Rames,
Rames, romelsac ai, eseni, qvis kedlebi, Camoyrdnobia,
amas moiTxovs qva,
qva, romelzec misi Wigo esityveba gauTaveblad
pasuxis dumils _
Wigo imisi, romelic erTxel,
romelic erTxel Semodgomaze,
ros weliwadi sasikvdilod Caivseba, rogorc mtevani,
gamogonilis Saxts CasZaxebs, utyvis gavliT,
erTxel da gabmiT.

isini nayofs moisTvlian Semodgomaze, isini yurZens

dawuraven,
dros, viT mis Tvals, gamowuraven,
naJurs, natirals
ayuCeben mzis sacxedreSi,
RamesaviT mtkice xeliT rom amzadeben:
raTa swyurodes mere bages, mogvianebiT _
mas mimsgavsebul bagegvianurs:
brmis Sesaxvedrad morkalul da daTrgunul bages,
sasmeli siRrmiv romliskenac Seqafqafdeba,
ros ca eSveba CaeSveba cvilisfer zRvaSi,
raTa Soridan, viT sinaTlis namwvi, brwyinavdes,
tuCebi roca sveldebian bolosdabolos.

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TENEBRAE

aqve varT, RmerTo,

axlos varT da xeliT sawvdomni.

RmerTo, erTmaneTs
ukve ise veWidebiT, TiTqos
Seni sxeulia TiToeuli
CvenTaganis sxeuli, RmerTo.

iloce, RmerTo,
Cven aqve varT,
iloce CvenTvis.

qariTrxeulni viswrafodiT,
viswrafodiT, RartafTan da kraterTan rom
davxriliyaviT.

dasarwyuleblad vvidodiT, RmerTo.

sisxli iyo, sisxli,

Sen rom daRvare, RmerTo.

Tvals Wrida igi.

Sens xatebas areklavda Cvens TvalSi, RmerTo,

Tvali da bage ganxvnili da carieli dagvirCa, RmerTo.
Cven SevsviT, RmerTo.
sisxli da xati, am sisxlSi rom hgiebda, RmerTo.

Cven aqve varT,

iloce, RmerTo.

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yvavili

qva.
qva haerSi, me romelsac davedevne.
Seni Tvali, am qvasaviT brma.

Cven viyaviT
xelebi da
wyvdiads vxapavdiT, vpovebdiT
sityvas, romelic zafxuls maRla auyva:
igiv yvavili.

usinaTloTa sityva – yvavili.

Seni Tvali da Cemi Tvali:
wylisTvis
mzrunvelni.

zrda.
guliskedel-guliskedel
Camofurcvlili.

da erTi sityvac, amis msgavsi, da uroebi

daiwyeben sivrceSi rwevas.

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siTeTre da simsubuqe

qviSis namgala diunebi, auracxeli.

qaris CrdilSi, aTasjeradi: Sen.

Sen da mklavi,
romliTac SiSvlad Segezarde, me,
dakarguli.

sxivebi. uxvad mogvefrqvevian.

Cven vflobT sinaTles, tkivils da saxels.

rac gvamoZravebs,
siTeTrea,
rasac Cven vcvliT,
uwonadia.
TeTria da msubuqia:
dae, miwyiv mogzaurobdes.

siSoreebi, mTvaresTan axlos, ise, rogorc Cven.

isini kldeebs aSeneben, romlebzec mere
mogzauri es siTeTre daileweba,
xolo isini aSeneben
isev da isev:
sinaTlis qafiT da SxefebiT savse talRebiT.

es mogzauri sinaTlea, kldeebidan maniSnebeli.

is uxmobs
Sublebs,
asareklad rom gvaTxoves,
swored im Sublebs.

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Sublebi.
iqiT mivsrialebT Cven maTTan erTad.
da am SublTa sanapironi.

Sen gZinavs?

Zili.

kvlavac irjeba zRvis wisqvili,

yinuliviT naTeli da gaugonari,
Cveniv TvalebSi.

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Tovlis sawoli

Tvalni, sinaTlewarTmeulni, Savi Wiris mTaTa kalTebSi: ai,

movdivar,
gulSi mtkiced amozrdili.
ai, movdivar.

kedeli mTvaris sarkis, iribi. daqanebuli.

(gaelvareba, dalaquli sunTqvis laqebiT. aqa-iq – sisxli.
suli, RrublebSi gaxveuli, kidev erTxel TiTqmis da
forma.
Crdili, brWyalebSi moqceuli, aTive TiTis.)

Tvalni, qveyanawarTmeulni,
Savi Wiris mTaTa kalTebSi,
Tvalni da Tvalni, isev da isev:

Tovlis sawoli Cven ors qvemoT, Tovlis sawoli.

ulevi broli,
droRrmiv dagisosebuli, vvardebiT da
vvardebiT da vwevarT, vvardebiT.

da Cven vvardebiT:
viyaviT da varT.
Cven varT erTxorc RamesTan erTad.
gasasvlelebSi, gasasvlelebSi.

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Rame

xreSi da CamonaxreSi da namsxvrevebis susti Cqami,

msgavsi JamTa nugeSinisa.

TvalTacvaleba, udroo dros, bolosdabolos,

xatSeucvleli,
gaxevebuli
Tvalis badura - :
niSania maradisobis.

moazrebadi:
Sor simaRleSi, samyaros marTvis berketebi,
varskvlavis msgavsi,
sialisfre orTa bageTa.

mosmenadi (alionze?): qva,

romelic meore qvas damiznebia.

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xeli

magida, JamTaxisgan nakeTi,

brinji da Rvino.
Tanxlebuli
mdumarebiT, mirTmeviT, SesmiT.

xeli, romelsac veambore,

unaTebs pirebs.

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landSaftis Canaxati

ovaluri saflavebi, qveviT. oTxtaqtSi

weliwadebis svlisa zemore
safexurdacerebulTa irgvliv.

lava, bazalti, samyarosgul-

ganmWolmxurvale qanebi mTisa.
Tavwyarostufi,
Suqi sadac gveSureboda, winmswrebi
sunTqvis.

zeTisxilisfrad, zRvamWolmtvriani igiv

Jami xelSeuxebi. mimarTuli
centrisken, lega,
qvisunagira, zemore misa,
danaxSirebul-dakopebuli,
niSaelvare
Subli mxecisa.

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viwrodwarmarTva

monawevaria
alagsa Sin
imav utyuari nakvleviT:

balaxi, urTierTSoriSorCaweril. qvani, TeTrni,

ReroTa CrdilebiT:
arRa waikiTxo _ moixile!
arRa moixilo _ daemarTe!

vidode, Sensa Jams

ara hyavs debica. Sen myofob _
Sin myofob. borbali, nelinel,
Tavisa Tvisisgan ibrunvis, manani
cocvian,
cocvian moTalxo mindorze, Rame
varskvlavT ar moisaklisebs, arsad
aravin mogiZiebs.

arsad
aravin mogiZiebs _

adgils, isini sadac iwvnen, mas uvis

saxeli _ arca ra
saxeli. isini iq arca wolilan. raRacve
maT Soris wolila. isini

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ar ganmWoluWvretdnen.

ar Wvretdnen, ara,
metyvelebdnen
sityvebze. erTic
ar gamofxizlebula, igiv
Zili
maTzed gardmovida.

vidoda, vidoda. arsad

mogiZiebs _

me, me var,
me viweq Tqvens Soris, vmyofobdi
ganxvnili, vmyofobdi
smenadi, me SemogwikwikebdiT, Tqvens sunTqvas
mivayuradebdi, meve
var es jerac, Tqven
gZinavT diaxac.

var jerac Jamier _

wlebi.
wlebi, wlebi, eg TiTi
mimoCxvers ze-da-qve, mimoCxvers
mi-da-mo:
pirapirebi nawiburis, SegrZnobadi, aq

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daSoriSordnen erTmaneTs, aq
Seezardnenca urTierTs kvaladve _ vin
mimoafara?

mimoafara
vin?

vidoda, vidoda.
vidoda sityva, vidoda,
vidoda ganmWoli Ramisa,
hsuroda naTeba, hsuroda naTeba.

ferfli.
ferfli, ferfli.
Rame.
RamiT-Rame. _ daemarTe
Tvalsa, cremliansa.

daemarTe
Tvalsa,
cremliansa _

grigalni.
grigalni, odiTgan,
nawevarnamqeri, sxva igi,
Sen
uwyi diaxac, Cven

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wignSi amogvikiTxavs, myofobda
Tvalsazrisi.

myofobda, myofobda
Tvalsazrisi. rogor
wavetaneT urTierTs
sawvdomad _ sawvdomad am
Cveni
xelebiT?

daweril iyo agreTve, rom.

sad? Cven
amas zeda dumils gavuwvdendiT,
Sxamnasvams, veebas,
igiv
mwvane
dumili, dumfara, kvlav
gamokideboda azri mcenareuls _
mwvane, diax,
gamokideboda, diax,
TvalTmaqci
zecis qveS.

imasve, diax,
mcenareuls.

diax.
grigalni, na-
wevarnamqeri, STeniliyo
Jami, STeniliyo
qviTurT mcdelobisa _ is
stumarTmoyvare iyo, is
ar ametyvelebula. rarig

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sasikeTod gviCnda yovelive:

marcvlovani,
marcvlovani da boWkoiani. Rerovani,
mkvrivi;
mtevnovani da sxivkonovani; Tirkmlovani,
gluvi da
koStovani; damTmobi, gan-
totvili _: igi, is
ar ametyvelebula, is
esityveboda,
esityveboda mSral Tvalebs nebisad, vidre ar daxuWa imanve
isini.

esityveboda, esityveboda.
myofobda, myofobda.

Cven
ar dagviTmia, videqiT
Suagul, igiv
forovanaRnagi, da
isic movida.

Cvenze gardmovida, movida

ganmWoli, kemsa
SeumCnevlad, miakemsa
apki saboloo,
da
umal samyarom, aTasbroliadma,
ixuvla, ixuvla.

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ixuvla, ixuvla.
kvaladve _

Rameni, ganrevnil. wreebi,

mwvane an cisferi, wiTelni
kvadratni: agera,
samyaro Tavisav Sinagans CamoTess
TamaSSi axal
JamTa Tana. _ wreebi,
wiTeli an Savi, naTelni
kvadratni, arca ra
frTosani aCrdili,
arca ra
sazomi magida, arca ra
kvamlisuli, aRfrenad da SeTanTamaSebad.

aRfrenad da
SeTanTamaSebad _

mwuxriJams, TanaerT
qvadqceul keTris,
TanaerT
Cveniv otebul xelTa,
norC gadmonafrqvevSi,
tyviawinaRis maxlobel
CaSlili kedlis
Tavs:

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xilvadi, xel-
axlad: egeve
Rarakni, egeve

gundni, im droTani, egeve

fsalmunni. o, o-
sanna.

maS,
jerac mkvidroben taZrebi. erT
varskvlavs
jerac imedia STenia naTeli.
arca ra,
arca ra dakargula.

o-
sanna.

mwuxriJams, aq,
gasityvebani, dReisaruxisad,
imav miwisqveSawyalTnakvalevebad.

(_ _ dReisaruxisad,
imav
miwisqveSawyalTnakvalevebad _

monawevaria
alagsa Sin
imav
uSecdomo

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nakvleviT:

balaxi.
balaxi,
urTierTSoriSorCaweril.)

mTargmnelis minaweri: am leqsis winamdebare Targmani eZRvneba

amave leqsis besik adeiSviliseul Targmans (ix. misi wigni "bolo
lirika", Tbilisi 2000, gv. 149-155).

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miwa hgiebda maTSi, da

Txridnen.

Txridnen da Txridnen,Dda ileoda

ase dRe maTi, da Rame maTi. ar adidebdnen isini ufals,
visac, smenodaT, nebavdao es yvelaferi,
vinac, smenodaT, uwyodao es yvelaferi.

Txridnen da ukve araferi aRar esmodaT;

arc brZenkacebad qceulan da arc simRera mougoniaT,
ar SeuqmniaT axali ena.
martoden Txridnen.

modga siwynare, magram mere grigalic modga,

mozRvavebuli iyo yvela zRva.
vTxri, Txri, matlic Txris,
da, rac imRers, iq ambobs: Txrian.

o, vin, o, arc vin, o, arvin, o, Sen:

saiT vidoda is, arsaiT raic vidoda?
o, Sen Txri, mec vTxri, vimarxvi Sensken,
da eRviZeba Cvens TiTze beWeds.

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sityva Sesaxeb siRrmis-ken-svlisa,

Cven romelic amovikiTxeT.
wlebs CauvliaT mas mere, sityvebs.
Cvenve varT isev.

ici, es sivrce usasruloa,

ici, frena sul ar gWirdeba,
ici, siRrmes gviRrmavebs Cven is,
rac Sens TvalSi ewereboda.

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Rvinos da gauCinarebas, am
orives minebebuli:

mivaWenebdi TovlianSi, gesmis Tu ara,

mivaWenebdi RmerTs SoreTSi – axloeTSi, igi mReroda,
es iyo
Cveni bolo jiriTi
adamian-barierTa Tavs.

ikakvebodnen, ros
TavzemoT Cven CavesmodiT, isini
werdnen,
maTgan mosaxul
erT-erT enaze
moCxibavdnen Cveneul Wixvins.

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ciurixi, kafe „yaryati“

neli zaqss

mravalze iyo saubari, iyo

mciredze. iyo „Sen“_ze da
„magram-Sen“-ze,
dabindvaze naTlismieriT,
im ebraulze,
im Sens ufalze.

ama-
ze.
es dRe amaRlebis dRe iyo, mkvidrad
aRmarTuliyo gaRmiT taZari, wyalze
oqrod molivlivebda.

Sens RmerTze iyo saubari, me vmetyvelebdi

mis winaaRmdeg,
aRvavsebdi guls, romelic Cemi iyo,
imediT
misi
umaRlesi, naRaRadebi,
momCivani misi sityvisa –

mzera mesrola Senma Tvalma, mere migana,

Tvals gaesityva
Seni bage, me ki Camesma:

Cven
xom ar viciT; ici,
Cven
xom ar viciT,
ra
sjobs.

103
samidan mesame, oTxidan meoTxe

furCala pitna, pitna furCala,

mzem rom saxlis win frTa gauSala.

es dro, Seni dro, nasaTuTari,

Cems pirTan misi es saubari.

am utyv bagesTan, dumilTan bagis,

sityvaTa Tana, mTqmelTa uaris.

viwroTa Tana da SoreulTa,

am dasasrulTa – axloeulTa.

mxolod CemTan da mxolod Cven samTan,

wilad fskvnil, wilad TavisufalTan.

furCala pitna, pitna furCala,

mzem rom saxlis win frTa gauSala.

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mere ramdeni varskvlaveTi,

gamowvdili rom aris CvenTvis. me viyav,
roca Semogxede – mereda, rodis? –,
gareT
sul sxva samyaroebTan.

galaqtikurni, o, es gzani,
o, es Jami, Cven romelmac
Rameebi Camogvivso
tvirTSi Cveni saxelebisa. gana rodia,
me es vici, marTali, TiTqos
Cven gvicxovria, brmad
ganvlo sunTqvam erTaderTma
iq-sa da ara-aq-sa da JamiT-Jamamde-s Soris,
Tvali, Camqralis mimarTulebiT, xeobebSi,
kometisebr wuiliT qroda,
iq, sadac igi Cainacra, idga
dro ZuZus kertebiviT manaTobeli,
romelsac ukve zemoT da qvemoT
da misgan Sorsac ezrdeboda igi, rac
aris an rac iyo an rac iqneba –,

me vici,
vici da Sen ici, da Cven vicodiT,
Cven ar vicodiT, Cven
viyaviT diaxac aq da sulac ara iq,
da zogjer, roca
oden arara idga Cvens Soris, Cven vpovebdiT
savals srulad erTmaneTisken.

105
* * *

Seni
miRmeTSiyofna am RamiT.
sityvebiT isev dagabrune, Sen axla aq xar,
aris yoveli namdvili da – molodini
im namdvilisa.

Cveni sarkmlis win

lobio maRla-maRla micocavs: erTi ifiqre,
vin izrdeba Cvens gverdiT da
vin umzers amas.

RmerTi, Cven rogorc wagvikiTxavs, aris

nawili da is meore nawilic aris, mimofantuli:
sikvdilSi
yvela mocelilisa
Seezrdeba igi Tavis Tavs.

iqiT
migviZRvis swored mzera,
Cven vurTierTobT
am
naxevarTan.

106
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oriv xelisken, mezrdebodnen

sadac varskvlavni, Sors
yvela cisgan da yvela cis
siaxloves:
ra
sifxizlea! rarig
gvexsneba Cven samyaro, rarig ganmsWvalavs
Cvenive Suaguls!

Sen iq xar,
sadac Seni Tvalia, Sen xar
zemoT da Sen xar
qvemoT, vpoveb
gasasvlels.

o, moyaribe carieli es
Suaguli, stumarTmoyvare. me vwydebi da
vecemi Sensken, ecemi
Cemsken, da erTmaneTs
mowyvetilni, Cven vxedavT
ganmWol:

Cven
davukargavT
swored
igives,
swored igives
davviwyebivarT,
swored
igives
Cven - -

107
Tormeti weli

marTlad-
STenil da marTlad-
qceul striqonTa rigi: . . . da igiv Seni
saxli parizSi – Seni xelebis
msxverplSewirvis adgilad rom gadaqceula.

samjer CasunTqva,
mere samjer gamobrwyineba.

...........

simunjea sacnauri, siyruvea sacnauri

am TvalTa miRma.
me vxedav Sxamis yvavilobas.
TiToeul sityvaSi, xatSi.

wadi. da modi.
siyvaruli Slis Tavis saxels: Sen
mogawers igi Tavis Tavs.

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* * *

gavedi yvela Cemi fiqriT

samyaros gareT: iq Sen gpovebdi,
Cemo wynaro, Sen, Cemo xsnilo,
da – Sen migviRe.

vin
ityvis, rom Cven yvelaferi amogviqra,
maSin, roca Tvali Cagvemsxvra?
gamoiRviZa yovelivem, yovelive zeaimarTa.

veeberTela mze mocurda livliviT, naTlad

idgnen iq misi suli da – suli pirispir misda, da ra
mkafiod,
mimTiTeblurad gauCumdnen mas isini
misiv savalze.

cimcim
ganixvna Seni wiaRi,
da eTers mSvidad Seeria amonasunTqi,
da rac moRrublda, gana, es is ar iyo swored,
gana, es xati ar iyo da Cvengan ar iyo,
gana, ar iyo
es swored is, rac saxelia?

109
* * *

Semodgomis utyvi sunebi. igiv

astra, gadaumtydari,
samSoblosa da ufskruls Soris
Seniv xsovnis gavliT vidoda.

Seni Tanmxlebi iyo ucxo

dakarguloba, momxdariyo
TiTqmis –
gecxovra.

110
fsalmuni

aravin aris miwisgan da Tixisgan Cveni xelmeored

gamomZerwavi,
aravin gansjis Cvens ferfls.
aravin.

dideba iyos Seni, aravin.

Sens gasaxarad
yvaviloba mogvsurvebia.
Senskenve
swrafvad.

oden arara
viyaviT da varT da
viqnebiT, moyvavile:
arara da -
aravisvardi.

sulnaTlieri butkoTi CveniT

da zeciuradudaburi am mtvrianaTi,
gvirgviniT CveniT, wiTelqmniliT
alisfer sityviT, Cven rom vimRerdiT
o, ekalsa,
ekalsa zeda.

111
tiubingeni, ianvari

Tvalebi, gadmo-
birebuli sibrmavisaken.
maTi – "esera,
gamocana, aris wmindad-
gadmomxltomare", maTmierni
mogonebani
holderlinis curvilTa koSkTa, Toliebis-
mimokivilSi.

damxrCval durgalTa stumrobani

am
daZirul sityvaTa Tana:

rom mosuliyo,
mosuliyo adamiani,
rom mosuliyo samyaroSi adamiani,
naTeli wveriT
uxucesTa: igi SeZlebda,
am droebaze
mometyvele, igi
SeZlebda
martoden luRluRs, oden luRluRs,
kvlav-da-kvlav-
luRluRs.

("pallakS. pallakS".)

112
qimiuri

mdumareba, rogorc oqro, moxarSuli

qvanaxSirad qceul
xelebSi.

veeba, ruxi,
axlobeli, msgavsad yovlisa, rac ganqarda,
xateba disa:

yvela saxeli, Tana-

damwvari
yvela saxeli. sakurTxeblad
ramdeni ferfli. ramdeni
miwa, mopovebuli
msubuq, ase msubuq
sulTa-
wreebis
Tavze.

veeba. ruxi. yovlad u-

wido.

Sen, maSin.
Senve, fiTrisferi,
Senve, kokriT, dafleTiliT.
Sen, Rvinis WavlSi.

(gana marTali ar aris, rom

am saaTma Cvenc gangviteva?
kargi,
keTili, rarig mokvda da miinavla aq Seni sityva.)

113
 mdumareba, rogorc oqro, moxarSuli
qvanaxSirad, qvanaxSirad qceul
xelebSi.
TiTni, mxrColavni, viT gvirgvinni, maT garSemo
Saravandedni - -

veebani. ruxni. u-
kvloni. da
xel-
mwifurni.

114
manaTobeli xe

sityva,
romelsac migakarge siamovnebiT:
sityva
arasdros.

hgiebda,
da es Senc icodi xaniT-xanamde,
rom hgiebda
Tavisufleba.
Cven mivcuravdiT.

isic Tu ici, rom me vimRerdi?

me vimRerdi manaTobel xesTan erTad, saWesTan erTad.
Cven mivcuravdiT.

isic Tu ici, rom Sen curavdi?

ganxvnili iweq Sen Cems winaSe,
Cems winaSe Sen iweq, iweq
winaSe
Cemi win-
mxltomi sulis.
me mivcuravdi SenTvis da CemTvis. ar mivcuravdi.
xe micuravda manaTobeli.

micuravda ki? aki, zanzara

hgiebda irgvliv. usasrulo tbori hgiebda.
kuprisferi da usasrulo. ase ekida,
ase ekida samyaros Tavqve.

isic Tu ici, rom me vimRerdi?

115
 es dreifi –
o, es dreifi.

arasdros. Tavqve samyaroisa. me vimRerdi. ganxvnili

iweq winaSe Cemi
mesaWe sulis.

116
kaWari

saRamoJamni daimarxnen Seni

Tvalis qveS. da, ase, bagiT Tav-
moyrili marcvlebi sityvis – mSvenieri,
uxmo simrgvale –
Tanaudganan varskvlavmcenares,
mcocavs maTi Suagulken. qva,
odesRac rom safeTqlebTan axlos iyo, aq aRmoxdeba:

TanaerT yvela
afeTqebuli
mzisa, hgiebdi,
sulo, eTerSi.

117
* * *

es
aRar aris
SenTan erTad drodadro
droSi daZiruli
simZime. igi
sxva simZimea.

es aris wona, ukan momtani sicarielis,

Tana-
mgzavri rom iyo Seni.
ar gaaCnia mas saxeli, ise, rogorc Sen. SesaZloa,
Tqven iyoT erTi. SesaZloa,
rom Senc erTxel miwodo
ase.

118
MANDORLA

nuSSi _ ra hgiebs nuSis gulSi?

arara hgiebs.
arara hgiebs nuSis gulSi.
hgiebs da hgiebs.

araraSi _ masSi vin hgiebs? mefe igi.

iq mefe hgiebs, mefe igi.
igi iqve hgiebs da hgiebs.

kululo iudevelisa, ar gaTeTrdebi.

da Seni Tvali _ Seni Tvali saiT hgiebs?

Seni Tvali hgiebs nuSis sapirispirod.
Seni Tvali, igi hgiebs ararais sapirispirod.
mefisken hgiebs.
hgiebs da hgiebs.

ar gaTeTrdebi, xalxis kululo,

mefuradlurjo, nuSisa gulo.

119
* * *

aravisad mikruli loyiT -

Senad, sicocxlev.
Senad, xelis narCenebiT
mignebulisad.

TiTebo.
SoriT, yaribobiT,
jvaredinebze, xanad da xanad,
sulismoTqma
Tavisuflad daSTenili asoebiTurT,
odesme mtvrian sasTumal-
zeda.

gaxevebuli maragi gulis: igiv

mxrColavi
msaxuri naTlis da siyvarulis.

ali naxevar
sicruis jerac
ara erT an or
RamemTevar im foraSi,
mas rom exeba.

maRliTken Cqami saketisa,

sunTqvis-
xeSi zemore Tqvenda:
ukanaskneli
sityva, Tvali romelmac gkidaT,
jerars, amier TavisSive iyos da daSTes.

120
..............

Senad mikruli,
sicocxleo,
mignebulo xelis narCeniT.

121
* * *

naTelni
qvani ganvlian haers, naTel-
TeTrni; naTlis-
momtanni.

surT
ar daeSvan, ar Caiqcnen,
da ar gaxdnen moxvdrilebi. da miiweven
maRla,
umcires
askilTa msgavsad, ganiSlebian,
molivliveben isini
Sensken, Cemo wynaro,
Cemo namdvilo -:

me gxedav, Sen maT agroveb Cemi

axali, Cemi
nebismierkacisxelebiT, Sen maT aTavseb
morig-naTelSi, romelsac arvin
arc satirlad da arc saxelis dasarqmevad ar saWiroebs.

122
anabazisi

es
galavnebs Soris viwrod Cawerili
ugzod-WeSmariti
maRliv da ukanve
gulnaTel mermisSi.

iq.

marcval-
talRamWreli, zRvismier-
ferebi, Sor
moucurvelSi erTob.

mere:
tivtivebis-,
glovistivtivebis-meseri
TanaerT
wamiwamadlamazad mxltomare
sunTqvisrefleqsebis -: cimcim-
zanzalakTabgereba(dum,
dun-, un-,
unde suspirat
cor),
da-
narCunebuli, Se-
narCunebuli, Cveni.

xilvadi, smenadi, igiv

Tavisufal-
qmnadi karvisityva:

erToba.

123
* * *

satyorcni joxi, sunTqvis gzebze,

ase yaribobs igi, frTa-
mZlavri, igiv
namdvili,
varskvlavT-
savalze, samyaroTa-
namsxvrevebiT naamborebi, drois-
marcvlebiT danaWdevi, droismtvriT, Tana-
daoblebuli TqvenTan erTad,
lavis namsxvrevno, gana-
wevrebi, ganmisxluli, gan-
qarwylebuli,
gatanili da ganagdebi,
gariTmuli sakuTar TavTan, -
ase brundeba
gafrenili, ase brundeba igi
kvlav da Sin,
sul raRac erTi guliscemiT, raRac erTi aTaswleuliT
Signivdamdgari, viT
erTaderTi maCvenebeli isari im wris,
romelic sulma,
romelic misma
sulma aRwera,
romelic aris
imav
suliT
gadanomrili.

124
dRisiT

dabambuli ca. isev da isev

mkafio frTa irjeba werad.

mec, gaixsene,
mtvris-
feri, movel
viTarca wero.

125
* * *

ufleba gaqvs, TovliT

mSvidad gamimaspinZlde:
yovelTvis, roca TuTis mxardamxar
ganvvlidi zafxuls,
ismoda misi ukanaskneli
foTlis yvirili.

126
* * *

Von Ungeträumten geätzt,

wirft das schlaflos durchwanderte Brotland
den Lebensberg auf.

Aus seiner Krume

knetest du neu unsre Namen,
die ich, ein deinem
gleichendes
Aug an jedem der Finger,
abtaste nach
einer Stelle, durch die ich
mich zu dir heranwachen kann,
die helle
Hungerkerze im Mund.

127
* * *

ardasizmrulis mier nadevni,

Txris dauZinrad gzisgamlevi purisqveyana
mTas sicocxlisas.

Sen misi puris rbilobidan

axlad gamosres Cvens saxelebs,
romlebsac me,
Seni
Tvalis ali-kvali TviTeul TiTze,
vusinjav
adgils, romlis gavliTac
SemiZlia vifxizlo Sensken
naTel
SimSilis kelaptriT pirSi.

128
* * *

karis RreCoSi
ornatebSi zeciuri monetisa
Sen teni sityvas,
romelic me movaSandake,
mocaxcaxe Cemi muStebiT
roca Cvens Tavze saxuravi
avamtvrie, kramit-kramit,
marcval-marcval, iq, maRliv, siRatakis-
naWuWis spilenZisebr-
cialis
gamo.

129
* * *

mdinareebSi CrdiloeTiT mermisisa

me vagdeb bades, Sen
dayovnebiT rom amZimeb
qvaTa mier weril
CrdilebiT.

130
* * *

Seni gviani saxis winaSe,

martodmarto-
moaruli Soris
Cemdac Semcvlel RameTa,
movida raRac dasarCenad,
rac erTxel ukve CvenTan iyo,
fiqris mier ar-
Sexebuli.

131
* * *

dardswrafni ganmWol,
WrilobaTa
moelvare sarkesTan CavliT:
aha, sicocxlis
ormoci xe dacurdeba, qerqSemoclili.

eulo aRma-
mcuravo qalo, Sen
iTvli yvelas, TiToeul maTgans
exebi.

132
* * *

ricxvebi, wnuli
xatebTan xvedris
da uku-
xvedris.

zed Segdebuli
Tavis qala, romlis
uZilo Zilispir mimo-
xlili CaquCi
msoflio ritmiT
ganadidebs am yovelives.

133
* * *

savalni Seni xelis mtevnis

CrdilT-namsxvrevebSi.

oTx-TiTiani-ornatidan
aRmovTxri CemTvis
gaqvavebul locva-kurTxevas.

134
* * *

idge, CrdilSi
Wrilobisa haersa Sina.

idge-arvis-Tvis-da-arafris-Tvis.
Seucnobi,
SenTvisve
mxolod.

yoveliveTi, sivrce raSic moi poveba,

Tundac
uenod.

135
* * *

sifxizlis mier daCxverili Seni sizmari.

Tormetjeradi xrax-
nuliT misiv
rqas CanaWdevi
sityvis beWedi.

ukanaskneli Sejaxeba, misgan marTuli.

fri-
alo, viwro
dRisxeobaSi biZgmicemuli
borani aRmiT:

is gamowvlilviTwakiTxulis
gadamtania.

136
* * *

Zafismzeebi,
legaSavi udabnos Tavze.
xe-
maRali azri
ikrebs sinaTlis bgeras: hgieben
jerac simRerebi sasimRerod imier
kacTa.

137
* * *

sityvis natani, vulkanuri,

zRvis yaSyaSiT garemoculi.

zemore
masa moniaRvre
ubadrukTa naSierTa: man
alami aafriala – xatis da aslis
droebaSi qedmaRluri gadajvareba.

vidre Sen sityvis mTvares gare-

tyorcni, iqidan
miqcevas umzers saswauli
da gulis-
msgavsi krateri
Sobs da SiSvelia dasawyisTa,
mefur-
arsTa xilulsaqmnelad.

138
* * *

gzamoSanTuli
Seni enis elvare qariT
Wreli ubnoba da-
Tmenilis _ as-
eniswvera Cemi-
leqsi, es araleqsi.

amo-
burRuli,
Tavisuflad
gza kacTaganis-
saxovan TovlSi,
monanieTovlSi, mimarT
stumarTmoyvare
oTaxTa da magidaTa, yinulovanTa.

Rrmad
JamTabzarSi,
fiWayinulis
TanaerT
icdis, sunTqvisbroli,
ueWveli Seni
samxili.

139
navsadguri

igiv iarapirmokruli: sad-,

Senc CemsaviT rom yofiliyav, sul-
amoxdili ocnebebiT
TavaSvebul sufraze Sedgmul
aryiTsavseboTlisyelebze

_ Sen momisarTe,
zRvis kululo, xvedrad Cemi bedniereba,
Sen momixofe mravlad talRa, krulvayomralo,
gza gaikvlie
aduRebul wiaRSi gavliT,
yinulovanmwuxarkalamo _,

sad-
iT
ar iyav xetebuli Sen CemTan erTad,
merxebze Tundac
imav dedilo klauzenTan, man ki diaxac
uwyis, ra xSirad, viT CagmRerodi
me Sen yelamde, haidideldu,
mTeli Tavisi foTleuliT, samSoblos Txmela
rarig mocvlurji,
haidudeldi,
Sen, viT
fleita astraluri
miRmeTidan samyaroskidis _ da esec iyo,
Cven vcuravdiT, dediSobila, vcuravdiT ase
imav ufskrulleqss,
xanZrisfradwiTel Sublze daWdeuls _ Cauqroblad
miikvalavda

140
Tavis gzebs siRrmis-
wiaR momwydari oqro maRliTken _,

aq,
daberili ialqnebiT,
Caiqrolebda mogoneba agreTve amis, neba-neba
rokdnen xanZrebi, gan-
wvaluli, Sen,
ganwvaluli zemore
oriv Sav-
lurji xsovnis-
karWapze,
Tumca biZgmicemuli agerve axlac
aTasi-
mklaviT, romliTac me Sen gakavebdi,
gadajvaruli, varskvlavganatyorcn-bunagTa miRma,
Cvenive jerac miwyiv mTvrali, dawafebuli,
samyaroskidis bageebi _ saxelvdeb maTve mxolod da
mxolod _,

vidremde miRmeTs dromoxavsul saaTiskoSkze

Caicvlebodes uxmaurod budis da ricxvTa
eg safarveli _ qimerdoki,
mimomcurveli,
gansamyaroul-TeTradqmnili
asoebi maRal amweTa
weren arsaxels, zemore romlis
sasikvdilo naxtomisken mibobRavs mainc igiv
cxovreba sazidavi,
amosaxapad
romelic ergoT SuaRamisad
sazrisad-
xarb winadadebebs,

141
miskenve
tyorcnis neptunis codva xorblis-
aryisfer sabuqsiro Tavis bagirsac,
garemocvaSi
Tormet-
tonian siyvarulisadmoxmianeqerqeWelebis
_ xolo odesme Wisjalambris, da SenTan erTad
igi imRers aw aRar gundSi
zRvasmomwydari qveynierebis _
moirwevian rokviT Soridan,
odesidan, Suqurgemebi,

ai, niSnuli platformisa,

romelic, Cveni erTguli tvirTi, CvenTan erTad CaiZireba,
sarkastobs yvelas da yvelafers
qvemo-zemore _ ratomac ara? igiv iarapirSekruli, an sad-,
an rodis _
da vCndebiT, vqrebiT da isev vCndebiT.

142
COAGULA

agreTve Seni
Wriloba, vardo.

da rqebis Suqi imav Seni

ruminuli kameCebisa
varskvlavis nacvlad
qviSasageb-ze,
metyvel, alisfer-
ferflisamebrZlier
kolba-Si.

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paseqis kvamli, maRlamsrboli, Sigan nagzeviT

asoTamsgavsad
klaknili RerZis.

(arasodes yofila zeca,

Tumca zRva aris jerac, cacxlovanmewamuli,
zRva.)

Cven aq varT, Cvenve,

gamoRweviT moxarulni, karvis winare,
sadac Sen Tanamoyaribe eniT acxobdi
purs udabnoTa.

mzeris kideze: cekva

ori orlesulis,
gulisCrdilis bagirsa zeda.

qveSiT ki bude, mownuli

azrTa-
boloebiT _ romel
siRrmeSi?

iqve: groSebi maradisobis,

daxruli, Cvenda
yulfis gamnWol SemonTxeuli.

Cqami qviSisa sami, sami

morieli:
stumarxalxi, CvenTan erTad
erT navsa Sida.
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quxili: Tavad
WeSmaritebam
Seabija
kacTa Soris,
metaforaTqarbuqis
Suagul.
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lixtenbergisgan namemkvidrevi
xelsaxoci Tormeti, sufra _
planetebisgan dRegrZeloba
enis koSkebis, irgvliv
mkvdriseburdadumebul niSanT-
zonaSi.

yofnisadmisda

_ ara hgiebs zeca, arc

miwa, da oriv
xsovna Camqralia
vidremde imav
ifansmindobil sinegogamde _,

misadvemyofi,
qalaqyriliT Tavmoyrili
TeTri kometa.

naprali xmisa, misi

mfarveli,
yoveliveSi.

Zowisferaddakarguli
azrTa-
Zafisa. xmamaRliv-
qmnilni moTqmani
amis zemore, moTqma
qvemore amis _ visi
xma igi?

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 amiTve _ nuRa ikiTxav,
Tu sad _
rom vyofiliyav TiTqmis _
nu ityvi sad, rodis, kvlavac.

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GIVE THE WORD

tvinSi nacemi _ sanaxevrod? iqneb, sami meoTxediT? _,

gascem, bindidan Tavdaxsnili, parolebs _ amaT:

„TaTarTisrebi“.
„xelovnuri piure“.
„sunTqva“.

mecxadebian erTianad, ar moakldeba ara kaci da ara qali.

(TviT sibmetyvelnic aq arian da winaswarbilebic – aqve.)

mecxadeba adamiani.

cremli Sens gverdiT, dedamiwisvaSlissidide,

ganmWolnaxmaur, ganmWolnamgzavr
pasuxis mier,
pasuxisa,
pasuxisa.
gaxvretili ganmWol _ vis mier?

„xdeba“, Sen ambob,

„xdeba“,
„xdeba“.

Cumi keTri gwydeba sasidan

da Seni enis wveri naTels moikrebs,
naTels.

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erTxel,
me viyav moyurade,
is, uxilavi,
simarTles vambob,
mTeli Rame samyaros banda.

erTi da dausrulebeli,
nacartutadSTenili,
STena.

iyo naTeli. da – gadarCena.

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momoxmaurSi, msgavsad Cveni dasawyisisa,

RartafSi,
sadac Sen me merge,
me isev vqoqav, mas,
musikalur im zardaxSas – Sen
es ici: im uxilavs
da
gaugonars.

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LYON, LES ARCHERS

rkinisisari, mowvarTuli,
aguris niSSi:
momijnave-aTaswleuli
gareSeqmnila, uZleveli,
uTvalTvalebs
Sens megzur Tvalebs,

amier,
wilnayari mzerebiT,
aRviZeb imas, momijnave vinc aris Seni,
igi xdeba umZimesi,
umZimesi,

da Senc, yvelafriT,
rac gareSed qceula SenSi,
xdebi gareSe,
siRrmiseuli,

is erTi
lari
Wimavs kuTvnil tkivils Tqvens qvemoT,

mizani, ukvlod ganmqvreuli,

elvarebs, mSvildi.

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Sen iyavi Cemi sikvdili:

SemeZlo Seni Sekaveba,
misxlteboda roca yoveli.

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irlandiuri

momec ufleba, ganvvlo

xorblis safexurebi Seni Zilisken,
ufleba – ganvvlo
Zilis gzawvrili,
ufleba – torfis datexva SevZlo
cicaboze gulisa,
xvalve.

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nami. xolo me SenTan viweq, Sen, nagavSi,

monamqruli mTvare
uxvad gvayrida pasuxs,

Cven erTurTs ganvenamcecebodiT,

kvlav erT koStad vikvrodiT mere.

RmerTma gatexa puri,

purma gatexa RmerTi.

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Zalauflebis, Zlierebis sameufoni.

miRma, bambukSi:
myefavi keTri, simfoniuri.

vinsentisgan naCuqarma
yurma
mizans uwia ukve.

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miaWenebda Rame, is ki gons mosuliyo,

xolo mis droSad qceuliyo oblis faraja,

araviTari mcdari gezi,

uSecdomo iyo ukve misi Weneba -

raRac iseTi, raRac iseTi,

TiTqos kvidoSi forToxlebi
izrdebiano,
TiTqos ar cmoda araferi gaWenebuls,
gareSe misi,
dedis muclidan moyolili, sa-
idumloddaxaluli
pirveli
kanis.

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CemSi Tavs rogor gadaiSeneb:

jerac isev ukanasknel,

gamocrecil
naskvSi sunTqvisa
raRac namsxvreviT
CaCri
sicocxles.

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me jerac ZalmiZs Seni danaxva: eqosi,

moxelTebadisa grZnobad-
sityvebiT, swored rom damSvidobebis-
qimze.

wynarad frTxis Seni saxe,

anazdad
ganaTebuli, viT naTura,
CemSi, iq, sadac
amboben umtkivneules “ara”-s.

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maradisobebs mis saxeSi

edoT savali da ufro
metic,

neba-neba Slida xanZari

yovelive amosanTlebuls,

simwvane, ara aqauri,

SeRinRlavda nikaps
im qvisa, oblebi rom
marxavdnen da isev
marxavdnen.

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damSvidobebiTdafoTlili irlandieli
asuli Sens xels
uswrafesi
siswrafiT ganCxreks.

da Seezrdeba misi mzeris silurje Sens xels,

wageba da mogeba
erTxmad:

Sen,
siSore
TvalTaTiTuri.

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damdgari weli
bodvispuris
obmodebul yuebTan erTad.

Sesvi
Cemi bageebidan.

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 danarTi

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 paul celani

meridiani

sityva, warmoTqmuli georg biuxneris

premiis gadacemisas.
darmStati, 1960 wlis 22 oqtomberi.

qalbatonebo da batonebo!

xelovneba, rogorc gaxsovT, marionetuli, iambur-xuTterfiani

da – es Tviseba, pigmalions da mis qmnilebas Tu davimowmebT, mi-
TologiiTac ganmtkicdeba, - uSvilo arsebaa.

am saxiT warmosdgeba igi, rogorc ama Tu im oTaxSi, Tumca

ara Conciergerie1-Si, saubris sagani, saubrisa, romelic, rogorc
vxvdebiT, SeiZleboda usasrulod gagrZelebuliyo, masSi rom
araferi Careuliyo.
masSi raRac Caereva xolme.

xelovneba isev brundeba. is brundeba georg biuxneris sxva

TxzulebaSi, "voicekSi", sxva, usaxelo adamianebs Soris da –
Cems Tavs Tu uflebas mivcem da moric haimanis2 mier "dantonis
sikvdilze" naTqvam sityvas mimarTulebas Sevucvli – kidev uf-
ro "uferul Weqa-quxilis sinaTleze". igive xelovneba gamodis,
Tundac am sul sxva droSi, isev wina planze, TaRliTis mier sa-
bazrod prezentirebuli, ukve ara "mgznebare", "boboqar" da "elvare"
qmnilebasTan dakavSirebuli, rogorc – aRniSnuli saubris Sem-
TxvevaSi, aramed – ubadruki warmonaqmnis da im "araras" gver-

Paul Celan. Der Meridian. wignSi: Gesammelte Werke in sieben Bänden.

Dritter Band. Frankfurt am Main, Suhrkamp Verlag 1983. gv. 187-202.
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digverd, romliTac es warmonaqmnia "Semosili", - amjerad xelovneba
maimunis saxiT Cndeba, magram es igive xelovnebaa, Cven is maSinve
vicaniT, radgan Subi xalTaSi ver daimaleba.

da is – xelovneba – biuxneris mesame nawarmoebiTac gvibrundeba,

romelsac "leonsi da lena" hqvia. dro da ganaTeba aq Cven ukve
aRar gvecnoba, Cven xom "samoTxisken devnilebi" varT, "yvela saa-
Ti da kalendari" male "daimsxvreva" da, Sesabamisad, "aikrZaleba",-
magram manamde kidev "orive sqesis ori personaJi" Semodis, "saqveynod
cnobili ori avtomati movida", da adamiani, romelic Tavis Tavze
gvauwyebs, rom is "SesaZloa mesame da am oridan yvelaze ufro
uCveuloa", "xrWiala xmiT" mogviwodebs, rom gagvikvirdes is, rac
Cvens Tvalwin aris: "araferi, garda xelovnebisa da meqanizmisa,
araferi, garda muyaos xufebisa da saaTis zambarebisa".
aq xelovneba bevrad ufro uxvad aris Tanxlebuli, vidre –
aqamde, magram, es TvalSi gvecema, igi tolia tolTa Soris, es
igive xelovnebaa: CvenTvis nacnobi xelovneba. – "valerio", es
mxolod mauwyeblis sxva saxelia.3

xelovneba, qalbatonebo da batonebo, im yvelaferTan erTad,

rac mas ekuTvnis da daerTvis kidec, problemac aris, saxeldobr,
rogorc Cans, gardasaxvis unariT dajildoebuli, gamZle da si-
cocxlisunariani, msurs vTqva: maradiuli.
problema, romelic mokvdavs, kamils, da – dantons, romelic
mxolod misi sikvdiliT aris gasagebi, erTmaneTis gverdi-gverd
sityvebis ganTavsebis uflebas aZlevs. kargia xelovnebaze saubari.

magram, roca saubaria xelovnebaze, isev da isev aris viRac,

vinc aqvea da... daudevrad ismens.
ufro zustad: viRac, vinc ismens da yurs ugdebs da xedavs...
da mere aRar icis, ras exeboda saubari. is ki mosaubres usmens,
is "mosaubres xedavs", man ena da saxe aRiqva, amasTan erTad ki –
vin SeZlebda, am nawarmoebis farglebSi, amaSi eWvis Setanas? -
amasTan erTad ki – sunTqvac, anu – mimarTuleba da bedi.

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 ra Tqma unda, Tqven ukve didi xania mixvdiT, rom es is aris,
visac ase xSirad citireben, rac SemTxveviTi sulac ar gaxlavT,
da is yovel wels xelaxla gstumrobT – lusili.

is, rac saubarSi Caeria, jiutad da gabedulad moqmedebs, Cve-

nTan erTad aRmoCndeba revoluciis moedanze, "oTxTvalebi Camod-
gebian da adgilidan aRar iZvrian".
yvela Tanamgzavri aq aris, veravis movisaklisebT: dantoni, ka-
mili, sxvebi. yvela maTgans aqvs, aqac aqvs, saTqmeli, xelovnebiT
mdidari saTqmeli, da maT es saTqmeli miaqvT am kacTan, aq sauba-
ria, biuxners zogjer citirebis meti araferi sWirdeba, erTobli-
vad sikvdilis-ken-svlaze, fabrs sulac "orjer" sikvdili surs,
TiToeuli maTgani maRldeba, - mxolod TiTo-orola xma, "zogi-
erTi" – usaxelo – "xma" miiCnevs, rom es yvelaferi "erTxel uk-
ve momxdari da mosawyenia".
da aq, sadac yvelaferi dasasruls uaxlovdeba, gaxangrZlivebul
wamebSi, roca kamili – ara, ara is, aramed erTi TanamgzavrTaga-
ni -, roca es kamili Teatralurad – guli ar miTmens, rom ar
vTqva: iambiT – im sikvdiliT kvdeba, misive sikvdilad romlis
aRqmasac mxolod ori scenis mere, misTvis ucxo – misTvis ase-
rigad axlobeli – sityviT SevZlebT, roca kamilis irgvliv pa-
Tosi da sasamarTlo ganaCeni "Tojinis" da "mosaqaCi Zafis" tri-
umfs adastureben, aqvea lusili, xelovnebisTvis brma, igive lusili,
visTvisac ena raRac pirovnuls da SegrZnobads flobs, aq kidev
erTxel Cndeba igi, moulodnel "mefes gaumarjos!"-Tan erTad.
tribunaze (sisxlian eSafotze) warmoTqmuli amdeni sityvis
mere – sityva da mere rogori sityva!
es anti-sityvaa, es is sityvaa, romelic "mosaqaC Zafs" wyvets,
sityva, romelic qeds aRar uxris "dayudebul buziylapiebs da
istoriis saaRlume cxenebs", es Tavisuflebis aqtia. es nabijia.

cxadia, es JRers – da imis gaTvaliswinebiT, amis Sesaxeb ris

Tqmasac axla, anu dRes, vbedav, ar aris SemTxveviTi –, es JRers,
upirveles yovlisa, rogorc "ancien regime"-is4 aRiareba.

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 magram aq ar cxaddeba – neba mieciT aseve petre kropotkinisa
da gustav landaueris naSromebze gazrdil adamians, es xazgasmiT
aRniSnos –, ar cxaddeba mowiweba arc monarqiis da arc guSindeli
dRis konservaciis winaSe.
aq mowiweba cxaddeba adamianuri sawyisis awmyos dammowmebeli
udidebulesobis, absurdis, winaSe.
amas, qalbatonebo da batonebo, ar gaaCnia erTxel da samudamod
darqmeuli saxeli, magram me vfiqrob, rom es aris... Txzuleba.

"oh, xelovneba!" Tqven xedavT, rom me kamilis am sityvas ver

vwydebi.

SeiZleba, da amas srulad vacnobiereb, am sityvis amgvarad

Tu imgvarad wakiTxva, SeiZleba sxvadasxvagvari aqcentis dasma:
Tanadroulis mwvaved aqcentireba, istoriulis gravisi – lite-
raturul-istoriulisac –, cirkumpleqsi – sigrZis niSani –
maradiulis.
me aqcents vsvam – sxva arCevani ar maqvs –, me aqcents vsvam
simwvaveze.

xelovneba – "oh, xelovneba": gardasaxvis unarTan erTad, mas

gaaCnia yvelganyofnis niWic –: is gvxvdeba "lencSic", masSic –
Tavs uflebas vaZlev, rom amaze yuradReba gavamaxvilo –, iseve,
rogorc "dantonis sikvdilSi", epizodurad.

"magidasTan lenci isev karg xasiaTze iyo: laparakobdnen li-

teraturaze, es ki mis sferos warmoadgenda..."
"imis SegrZneba, rom rac iqmneba, sicocxles iZens, am orives
aRemateba da saxelovnebo saqmeSi erTaderTi kriteriumia..."

me mxolod or winadadebas movuxme, gravisTan dakavSirebuli

arasufTa sindisi mikrZalavs, rom dauyonebliv ar gauwyoT amis
Sesaxeb, – am monakveTs, yvela sxva monakveTis uwinares, lite-
raturul-istoriuli mniSvneladoba gaaCnia, igi "dantonis sik-

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vdilidan" ukve citirebul saubarTan erTad unda iqnas wakiTxuli,
aq gadmocemulia biuxneris esTetikuri koncepcia, aqedan ukve
SegviZlia, biuxneriseuli "lencis" fragmentTan gamomSvidobebulebi,
rainhold lencs5 vewvioT, Semqmnels naSromisa "SeniSvnebi Teatrze",
amis mere ki, istoriuli lencis mere, maSasadame, davubrundeT
mersies literaturuli TvalsazrisiT esoden mdidar "Elargissez
l’Art"-s6, es adgili Tvalwin gadagviSlis xedebs, aq aris winswre-
buli naturalizmi, aq aris winswrebuli gerhart hauptmani, aq
biuxneris poeturi Semoqmedebis socialuri da politikuri fe-
svebic moiZieba da moixileba.

qalbatonebo da batonebo, es rom aRuniSnavi ar davtove, Tu-

mca ki amSvidebs, dae, mxolod droebiT, Cems sindiss, magram imav-
droulad imasac warmogiCenT, es ki xelaxla miforiaqebs sindiss,-
imasac warmogiCenT, rom me verafriT vTavisufldebi raRacisgan,
rac me xelovnebasTan dakavSirebuli mgonia.
me mas veZeb aqac, "lencSi", - Cems Tavs uflebas vaZlev, amaze
miganiSnoT.
lencma, anu biuxnerma, "oh, xelovneba", erTob abuCadamgdebi
sityvebiT daaxasiaTa "idealizmi" da misi "xis Tojinebi. is maT
upirispirebs, da amas mohyveba dauviwyari striqonebi "umciresi
cxovrebis", "krunCxvebis", "miniSnebebis", "minebis erTob natifi,
SeumCneveli TamaSis" Sesaxeb, - is maT upirispirebs bunebrivsa
da qmnilebiseuls. da xelovnebaze am Tvalsazriss ilustrirebul-
hyofs Semdegi SemTxvevis saSualebiT:

"rogorc guSin, xeobis gaswvriv aRmarTs rom mivuyvebodi,

qvaze daskupebuli ori gogona SevniSne: erTi Tmas iwnavda, meore
ki exmareboda; da oqrosferi Tma CamoSliliyo, da mere rarig
seriozuli fermkrTali saxe hqonda, arada, rogori norCi iyo,
da Savi kaba emosa, meore ki rogori zrunviT irjeboda. Zvel-
germanuli skolis umSvenieresi, uRrmesi suraTebi amis nasaxsac
ver gadmogvcemen. zogjer gindeba, meduzas Tavi iyo, raTa aseTi
sanaxaobis qvad qceva SeZlo da xalxs mouxmo".

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 qalbatonebo da batonebo, gTxovT, miaqcioT yuradReba: "survili
giCndeba, meduzas Tavi" iyo, raTa... bunebrivs, rogorc swored bu-
nebrivs, xelovnebis saSualebiT Caswvde!

Tumca, naTqvamia gindeba da ara: mindeba.

es aris adamianuri sazRvrebidan gasvla, gaRweva adamianurisken

Semoqceul da sagangaSo saufloSi – igiveSi, romelSic maimunis
xatic, avtomatebic da aseve... oh, xelovnebac, Cans, rom Tavs Si-
naurulad grZnoben.

amas istoriuli lenci ar ambobs, amas ambobs biuxneris len-

ci, aq Cven biuxneris xma Cagvesma: xelovneba misTvis aqac raRac
saSinels Seicavs.

qalbatonebo da batonebo, me simwvavis niSani davsvi; me imdenadve

ar msurs SecdomaSi Tqveni Seyvana, rogorc Cemi Tavis motyueba
ar msurs, TiTqos xelovnebasTan da poetur SemoqmedebasTan
dakavSirebuli am kiTxviT – sxva kiTxvebs Soris erT-erTi kiT-
xviT –, TiTqos am kiTxviT Cemive, Tundac aranebayoflobiTi, gan-
zraxviT Sevabije, raTa misi kiTxvebi momeCxrika.
magram Tqven xom xedavT: valerios "xrWiala tonis" vermosmena
SeuZlebelia.
es, albaT, – biuxneris xma momiwodebs vivaraudo – aris Zve-
li da uZvelesi saSinelebebi. me rom dRes aseTi daJinebiT vut-
rialeb am sakiTxs, albaT, imitom xdeba, rom es sakiTxi haerSi
trialebs – im haerSi, romelsac Cven vsunTqavT.

xom ar aris – unda vikiTxo amjerad –, xom ar ar aris ge-

org biuxnerTan, qmnilebis SemqmnelTan, SesaZloa mxolod naxevrad
gasagoni, mxolod naxevrad gacnobierebuli, magram amis gamo su-
lac ara nakleb radikaluri – an swored amis gamo pirdapiri
azriT radikaluri – kiTxvis niSnis qveS dasma xelovnebisa, am
kuTxiT kiTxvis niSnis qveS misi dasma? kiTxvis niSnis qveS das-

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ma, romelsac mTeli Tanamedrove poeturi Semoqmedeba unda daub-
rundes, Tu mas kvlavac kiTxvebis dasma surs? sxva, erTgvarad
sakiTxis winmswrebi sityvebiT: gvaqvs Tu ara ufleba, rogorc es
axla mravalgan xdeba, amosavlad gvqondes xelovneba, rogorc
winaswari mocemuloba da upirobo winaswarganmsazRvreli; jerars
Tu ara, savsebiT konkretulad rom gamovTqvaT, pirvel rigSi –
vTqvaT – malarme Tanmimdevrulad bolomde gaviazroT?

win gaviWeri, gavcdi kidec – arc Tu Zalian Sors, vici –, is-

ev biuxneris "lencs" vubrundebi, vubrundebi epizodur saubars,
romelic "magidasTan" mimdinareobda da romlis drosac lenci
"karg xasiaTze iyo".
lencma didxans ilaparaka, "xan – RimiliT, xanac – seriozulad".
da axla, roca saubari dasasruls miuaxlovda, aRniSnulia mis
Sesaxeb, maSasadame, imis Sesaxeb, vinc xelovnebis sakiTxebiT aris
dakavebuli, imavdroulad ki –xelovani lencis Sesaxeb: "igi Tav-
daviwyebas mieca".
me vfiqrob lusilze, roca amas vkiTxulob: vkiTxulob: is,
Tavad is. visac Tvalwin da gonebaSi xelovneba utrialebs, is –
me lencze monaTxrobidan gauwyebT –, is Tavdaviwyebulia. xelovneba
me-s siSores qmnis. aq xelovneba moiTxovs gansazRvruli mimar-
TulebiT gansazRvrul distancias, gansazRvrul gzas.

magram Txzuleba? Txzulebasac xom xelovnebis gza aqvs ga-

savleli? maSin aq marTlac meduzas Tavisken da avtomatisken
saval gzasTan gvqonia saqme!

me gamosavals rodi veZeb, me mxolod kiTxvas vsvam, igive mim-

arTulebiT, da, agreTve, darwmunebuli var, lencis am fragmentiT
gansazRvruli mimarTulebiT ganvagrZob svlas.
SesaZloa – me mxolod kiTxvas vsvam –, SesaZloa Txzulebas,
xelovnebis msgavsad, Tavdaviwyebul me-sTan erTad saSinelisken
da ucxosken udevs savali, da iq – magram sad? magram romel
adgilas? ra gziT? rogorc ra mocemuloba? – isev gamoTavisuf-

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lebas elis?
maSin xelovneba Txzulebis mier ukanve gamosavleli gza
yofila – arc meti da arc naklebi.
me vici, arsebobs sxva, umoklesi gzebi. magram zogjer xom
Txzulebac gviswrebs win. La poésie, elle aussi, brûle nos étapes.7

me vemSvidobebi Tavdaviwyebuls, xelovnebiT dakavebuls, xe-

lovans. lusilis saxiT, rogorc virwmune, Txzulebis pirispir
aRmovCndi, da lusili enas Rebulobs, rogorc xats da mimar-
Tulebas da sunTqvas –: aqac, biuxneris am TxzulebaSic, me veZeb
Tavad lencs, me swored mas veZeb – rogorc pirovnebas, me mis
xats veZeb: Txzulebis adgilis, gamoTavisuflebis, nabijis gu-
lisTvis.

biuxneris "lenci", qalbatonebo da batonebo, fragmentulad

aris SemorCenili. unda gamovikvlioT Tu ara istoriuli lenci
imis gasagebad, Tu ra mimarTulebiT hqonda gezi aRebuli am mun-
yofierebas?
"sakuTari munyofiereba misTvis iyo aucilebeli tvirTi. –
ase ganagrZobda igi sicocxles..."
aq wydeba moTxroba.
magram Txzuleba xom cdilobs, rogorc lusili, xatis saku-
Tari mimarTulebiT danaxvas, Txzuleba winmswrebia. Cven viciT,
saiT cxovrobs lenci, rogor grZeldeba misi sicocxle.
"sikvdili", rogorc 1909 wels lai pcigSi iakob mixael
rainhold lencis Sesaxeb gamoqveynebul nawarmoebSi vkiTxul-
obT – is moskoveli privatdocentis m. n. rozanovis kalams ek-
uTvnis –: "sikvdils, rogorc mxsnels, ar dauxanebia. 1792 wlis
23 ada 24 maiss Soris, RamiT, lenci moskovis romeliRac quCaSi
mkvdari i poves. is mavani didgvarovnis mier gaRebuli xarjebiT
dakrZales. misi ukanaskneli gansasvenebi ucnobi darCa".
ase ganagrZo man sicocxle.
is: namdvili, biuxneris lenci, biuxneris mier Seqmnili xati,
persona, romlis aRqmac moTxrobis pirvelive gverdidan SegveZlo,

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lenci, romelic "20 ianvars mTaSi wavida", is – ara xelovani da
xelovnebis sakiTxebSi CaRrmavebuli, is – rogorc mavani "me".
iqneb, im adgilsac mivagnoT, sadac ucxoeTi iyo, adgils,
sadac personam SeZlo gamoTavisufleba, rogorc – gaucxoebul-
ma – "me"-m? vpovebT ki aseT adgils, aseT nabijs?
"mxolod drodadro, usiamovno iyo misTvis, rom Tavdayira
siaruli ar SeeZlo". – ai, es aris is, lenci. me vfiqrob, es aris
is da – misi nabiji, is da misi "mefes gaumarjos".

"mxolod drodadro, usiamovno iyo misTvis, rom Tavdayira

siaruli ar SeeZlo".
vinc Tavdayira dadis, mas fexqveS zeca ufskrulad aqvs ga-
daqceuli.

qalbatonebo da batonebo, amJamad miRebulia TxzulebisTvis

"sibnelis" dabraleba. – neba momeciT, am konteqstSi moulodnel-
ad – magram aq uecrad raRac ar gamoaSkaravda? –, neba momeciT,
paskalis gamonaTqvams movuxmo, gamonaTqvams, romelic ramdenime
xnis win lev SestovTan8 amovikiTxe: "Ne nous reprochez pas le
manque de charté puisque nous en faisons profession!"9 – es aris, Cemi
azriT, Tu Txzulebis TanSobili ara, TxzulebisTvis – masTan
Sexvedris surviliT SesaZloa misive mier moniSnuli – raRac
siSoridan an siucxovidan mikuTvnebuli sibnele.

magram, SesaZloa, arsebobs, erTi da igive mimarTulebiT, ormagi

ucxoeTi – erTmaneTs SeWdobili.

lenci – anu biuxneri – aq lusilze erTi nabijiT win wa-

vida. misi "mefes gaumarjos" sityva aRar aris, es sazareli dam-
unjebaa, es masac da Cvenc sunTqvas gvikravs da metyvelebis un-
ars gvakargvinebs.
Txzuleba: es, SesaZloa, sunTqvis Semoqcevas niSnavdes. vin
icis, iqneb, Txzuleba gzas ukanve moikvalavs – xelovnebis gza-
sac – swored sunTqvis aseTi SemoqcevisTvis? SesaZloa, mas es

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xelewifeba, radgan ucxoeTi, anu ufskruli da meduzas Tavi,
ufskruli da avtomatebi, TiTqos erTi da igive mxares moqceul-
an, – SesaZloa, mas aq xelewifeba, erTmaneTisgan ganarCios ucxo
da ucxo; SesaZloa, swored aq gacamtverdes meduzas Tavi; Sesa-
Zloa, mwyobridan swored aq gamovidnen avtomatebi – am erTjeradi
umciresi wamis ganmavlobaSi? SesaZloa, swored aq moxdes da
"me"-sTan erTad – aq da amgvarad gamoTavisuflebul gaucxoebul
"me"-sTan erTad, – iqneb, moxdes da kidev erTma sxvam moi povos
Tavisufleba?
SesaZloa, aqedan aris leqsi is, rac aris... da amieridan aris
Tu ara SesaZlebeli am ara-xelovnuri, xelovnurobisgan-Tavis-
ufali saxiT, maSasadame, xelovnebis gzebiT siaruli – kvlav da
kvlav siaruli?
SesaZloa.

SesaZloa, imis Tqmis uflebac gvqondes, rom yvela leqss ku-

Tvnili "20 ianvari" uzis TariRad? iqneb, swored es qmnis im le-
qsebis siaxles, romlebic dRes iwereba, swored es: rom aq uTval-
saCinoesad aris nacadi aseTi TariRebis xsovnis Senaxva?
magram, gana, yvela Cvenganis amosavali aseTi TariRebi ar ar-
is? da Tavad Cven romel TariRebs miviwerT?

magram leqsi xom metyvelebs! is TariRTa erTguli rCeba, ma-

gram is metyvelebs! ra Tqma unda, is metyvelebs yovelTvis misi
sakuTari, usakuTrivesi garemoebebidan gamomdinare.
magram me vfiqrob – da es azri axla ar gagakvirvebT –, me
vfiqrob, rom ZvelTaganve leqsis imedebis rigidan aris swored
amgvari metyveleba agreTve ucxos – ara, am sityviT ukve veRar
visargebleb –, swored amgvari metyveleba sxvis saxeliT – vin
icis, SesaZloa, sruliad sxvis saxeliT.
es "vin icis", romelsac, vfiqrob, axla mivwvdi, aris erTaderTi,
rac Cemi mxriv SemiZlia agreTve dRes da aq mivaTvalo uZveles
imedTa ricxvs.

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 SesaZloa, ase unda vuTxra Cems Tavs, - SesaZloa, dasaSvebi
iyos Tundac Sexvedra am "sruliad sxvisa" – me aq viyeneb cno-
bil damxmare sityvas – meore arcTu erTob Soreul, erTob ax-
lobel "ucxosTan" – kvlav da kvlav iyos dasaSvebi.
leqsi unjdeba da sasoebiT aRivseba – es Seqmnil arsebaze
mimTiTebeli gamoTqmaa – aseTi fiqrebis dros.
veravin ityvis, sunTqviTi pauza – molodini da azri – ram-
den xans gastans. "swrafma", romelic yovelTvis "gareT" iyo, si-
swrafes umata; leqsma es icis; magram is mtkiced aris orienti-
rebuli im "sxvaze", romelsac wvdomadis, gamoTavisuflebulis,
iqneb vakanturisac, da imavdroulad misken, leqsisken – vTqvaT:
rogorc lusili – Semoqceulis saxiT moiazrebs.

ueWvelia, leqsi – leqsi dResdReobiT – gviCvenebs, da es, Ce-

mi azriT, mxolod iribad ukavSirdeba – aranakleb mniSvnelov-
an – sirTuleebs sityvebis SerCevisa, sintaqsis swrafi vardnisa
an elifsis mimarT fxizeli mgrZnobelobisa, - leqsi gviCvenebs,
es aSkaraa, Zlier gadaxras damunjebisken.
leqsi Tavs imkvidrebs – neba momeciT, amdeni eqstremaluri
gansazRvrebis mere, erTic gamovTqva –, leqsi Tavs imkvidrebs
sakuTari Tavis kideze; is uwyvetad uxmobs da gaixmobs sakuTar
Tavs, raTa daTmena SeZlos, sakuTari "ukve-metad-aRar"-idan ukanve,
sakuTari "jer-kidev"-isken.

es "jer kidev" xom, udavoa, mxolod metyveleba SeiZleba iy-

os. maSasadame, ara ubralod ena da, savaraudod, ar momdinareobs
arc sityvidan "Sesatyvisoba".
aramed – aqtualizebuli ena, gamoTavisuflebuli Tumca ki
radikaluri, magram imavdroulad misTvis enis mier gavlebuli
sazRvrebis niSniT, misTvis enis mier gaxsnili SesaZleblobebiT
xsovnaSi SenarCunebuli individuaciis niSniT.
leqsis es "jer-kidev" SeiZleba diaxac mxolod imis leqsSi
moi povebodes, visac ar aviwydeba, rom is sakuTari munyofierebis
daxrilobis kuTxiT, misi qmnilebiTobis kuTxiT metyvelebs.

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 maSin ki leqsi SeiZleba iyos – ufro mkafiod, vidre aqamde–
xatadqceuli ena erTaderTisa, - da Tavisi Sinagani arsiT Tana-
medroveoba da Tanyofna.

leqsi martosulia. is martosuli da gzadmyofia. vinc mas

wers, masvea gadacemuli.
magram gana leqsi swored amiTve ar warmomsdgara, anu swored
aq, SexvedraSi – Sexvedris saidumloSi?

leqss sxvasTan surs, is saWiroebs am sxvas, is saWiroebs Se-

mxvedrs. is mas eZiebs, mas miakuTvnebs sakuTar Tavs.
nebismieri sagani, nebismieri adamiani leqsisTvis, sxvas mieltvis,
am sxvis xatia.
yuradReba, nebismieri SemxvedrisTvis romlis miZRvnasac leqsi
cdilobs, misi mZafri mgrZnobeloba detalis mimarT, konturis
mimarT, struqturis mimarT, feris mimarT, magram agreTve "Sekr-
Tomebisa" da "narTaulebis" mimarT, es yvelaferi, Cemi azriT, ar
aris yoveldRiur daxvewas daqvemdebarebul aparatebTan mebrZoli
(Tu Tana-mebrZoli) Tvalis monapovari, es ufro yvela Cveni Ta-
riRis xsovnis Semnaxvelad damrCeni koncentraciaa.
"yuradReba" – neba momeciT, kafkaze valter beniaminis mier
dawerili essedan malbranSis erTi gamonaTqvamis citireba movax-
dino: "yuradReba sulis bunebrivi locvaa".

leqsi iqceva – ra garemoebaTa ZaliT! – leqsad raRac – je-

rac – aRqmadisa, gamovlenilisadmi mi pyrobilisa, es aris gamov-
lenili damkiTxvelTa da gamomlaparakebelTa; igi iqceva saubr-
ad – xSirad igi uimedo saubaria.
mxolod am saubris sivrceSi ayalibebs sakuTar Tavs nasaubrebi,
Tavs iyris masTan gamomlaparakeblisa da misi damsaxeleblis
garSemo. magram am awmyoSi gamomlaparakebelsa da dasaxelebis
gziT TiTqosda "Sen"-ad qceuls Tan moaqvs Tavisi sxvadyofna.
swored leqsis "aq"-sa da "axla"-Si – Tavad leqss xom yovelTvis
mxolod es erTi, erTjeradi, punqtualuri awmyo gaaCnia –, swored

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am uSualobasa da siaxloveSi usakuTrivesze Tanamosaubred yo-
fnis uflebas aZlevs igi mas, sxvas: mis dros.
Cvenc yovelTvis, roca sagnebTan amgvarad vsaubrobT, maTi
"saidan"-isa da "saiTken"-is Sesaxeb kiTxvebTan vimyofebiT: "Riad-
darCenil", "dasasrulamde vermisul", Riaobisken da sicarielisken
da Tavisuflebisken damkvalianebel kiTxvebTan – Cven erTob ga-
reT varT.
me vfiqrob, leqsi am adgilsac eZebs.

leqsi?
leqsi Tavisi suraT-xatebiTa da tropebiT?

qalbatonebo da batonebo, mainc raze vlaparakob, roca am mi-

marTulebidan, am mimarTulebiT, am sityvebiT leqsze – ara,
leqsis Sesaxeb vlaparakob?
me xom im leqsis Sesaxeb vlaparakob, romelic ar arsebobs!
absoluturi leqsi – ara, aseTi ram marTlac ar arsebobs,
aseTi ram SeuZlebelia arsebobdes!
magram diaxac arsebobs, nebismieri namdvili leqsis SemTxvevaSi,
arsebobs, upretenzio leqsis SemTxvevaSi, es ucilobeli SekiTxva,
es gaugonari pretenzia.

magram rani arian suraT-xatni?

erTxel, kvlav da kvlav erTxel da da mxolod axla da
mxolod aq aRqmadi da aRmqmeli. xolo leqsi is adgilia, sadac
yvela trops da metaforas surs, miyvanil iqnas absurdamde.

toposis kvleva?
ra Tqma unda! magram gamosakvlevis Suqze: u-topiis Suqze.
xolo adamiani? da Sesaqmis nayofi?
am Suqze.
ra SekiTxvebia! ra moTxovnebia!
droa, ukuqcevis.

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 qalbatonebo da batonebo, ukve dasasruls mivuaxlovdi –
isev dasawyiss davubrundi.
Elargissez l’Art! es SekiTxva, Tavisi Zveli Tu axali saSinele-
bebiT, kvlav aqtualuri xdeba CvenTvis. me am SekiTxviT vewvie
biuxners – darwmunebuli var, rom iq mas isev mivageni.
me pasuxic mzad mqonda, "lusinianuri" antisityva, msurda
raRaciT davpirispirebodi, Cemi winaaRmdegobiT arsebuli vyo-
filiyavi:
xelovnebis ganvrcoba?
ara. aramed gaemarTe xelovnebasTan erTad Seni usakuTrivesi
siviwrovisken. da gamoTavisufldi.
me, aqac, Tqveni TanxlebiT, es gza ganvvle. es wre iyo.
xelovneba, anu meduzas Tavic, meqanizmic, avtomatebic, saSineli
da ase Znelad gamosarCevi, saboloo jamSi. iqneb raRac siucxovea
da meti araferi – xelovneba agrZelebs sicocxles.

orjer, lusilis "mefes gaumarjos" roca iTqva, da – aseve –

roca lencisTvis zeca ufskrulad ganixvna, momeCvena, rom iq
sunTqvis Semoqceva iyo. iqneb, maSinac, roca im siSoris da dap-
yrobadis moxelTebas vcdilobdi, romelic, bolosdabolos, mainc
lusilis xatad iqca xilvadi. da erTxel Cvenc, sagnebisa da
qmnilebebisadmi boZebuli yuradRebis ZaliT, veziareT Riasa da
Tavisuflis siaxloves. bolosdabolos ki – utopiis siaxloves.

Txzuleba, qalbatonebo da batonebo –: es dausrulebeli me-

tyvelebaa xmamaRal mokvdavobasa da amaoebaze!

qalbatonebo da batonebo, neba momeciT, rakiRa isev dasawyisTan

var, kidev erTxel, rac SeiZleba mokled da sxva kuTxiT, igives
Sesaxeb davsva kiTxva.
qalbatonebo da batonebo, ramdenime wlis win erTi mokle
oTxstriqonedi davwere – ai, es:
"xmebi, mosuli WinWrianidan: / moinaxule Cveni xelebi. / lam-
parTan erTad marto vinc aris, / mas xeli SerCa, amosakiTxad."

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 da erTi wlis win, engadinSi arSemdgari erTi Sexvedris
saxsovrad, qaRaldze gadavitane patara moTxroba, romelSic
adamiani, "rogorc lenci", mTebSi gavgzavne.
erTxelac da meoredac, me "20 ianvris", Cemi "20 ianvris"
xsovniT vwerdi.
me... Cemive Tavs Sevxvdi.

maSasadame, roca leqsebze fiqrob, leqsebTan erTad aseT

gzebs adgaxar? xom ar aris es gzebi SemovliTi-gzebi, SemovliTi
gzebi Sengan da Senken? magram es aris, imavdroulad, agreTve
gzebi, bevr sxva gzas Soris, romlebzec ena xmovani xdeba, es ar-
is Sexvedrebi, xmis gzebia aRmqmeli Sen-isken, SenamoqmedTa gzebia,
iqneb sulac munyofierebis monaxazebia, sakuTari Tavisken sakuTari
arsebobis gagzavnaa, sakuTari Tavis saZieblad... erTgvari
Sindabruneba.

qalbatonebo da batonebo, me vuaxlovdebi dasasruls – me,

simwvavis niSniT, romelzec gavamaxvile aqcenti, vuaxlovdebi...
"leonsis da lenas" dasasruls.

da aq, am Txzulebis bolo or sityvaze, sagangebod unda ga-

vamaxvilo yuradReba.
unda gavfrTxilde, rogorc oTxmocdaerTi wlis win frank-
furtis mainSi, zauerlenderis gamomcemlobaSi gamocemuli "georg
biuxneris TxzulebaTa da danatovar xelnawerTa pirveli sruli
kritikuli gamocemis" gamomcemeli, karl emil francozi, - me un-
da gavfrTxilde, rogorc aq xelaxla aRmoCenili Cemi Tanamemamule
karl emil francozi, rom "Commode", romelic axla gamoiyeneba,
ar wavikiTxo, rogorc "Komendes"!

da mainc: swored "leonssa da lenaSi" ar aris sityvebs Se-

Rimebuli gramatikuli brWyalebi, romelsac surs gamoiyurebodes
ara rogorc "batis frCxilebi", aramed – rogorc "kurdRlis
yurebi", anu – raRac iseTi, rac sulac ara uSiSrad aris miyu-

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radebuli sakuTar Tavsac da sityvebsac?
ai, aqedan, anu "Commoden"-idan, magram aseve – utopiis Suqze,
viwyeb – amjerad – toposis kvlevas:
me veZeb adgils, saidanac modian rainhold lenci da karl
emil francozi, romlebic gadameyarnen aqeT momavals da – ge-
org biuxnerTan. garda amisa, raki me isev aq var, sadac daviwye,
veZeb Cemi sakuTari warmomavlobis adgils.
am yvelafers veZeb geografiul rukaze TiTis arazusti, ra-
meTu aforiaqebuli, moZraobiT – sabavSvo geografiul rukaze,
raSic axlave unda gamogitydeT.
arc erTi es adgili ar iZebneba, isini ar arsebobs, magram me
vici, sad unda iyos isini, gansakuTrebiT swored axla, da... me
raRacas vagneb!

qalbatonebo da batonebo, me vagneb raRacas, rac cotaoden

nugeSSac mgvris, imasTan dakavSirebuls, rom Tqveni TanxlebiT
ganvvle es SeuZlebeli gza, SeuZleblis es gza.
me vagneb damakavSirebels da Sexvedrisken leqsiviT Cems me-
gzurs.
me vagneb raRacas – enasaviT – imaterialurs, magram miwiers,
miwiseuls, raRac wriuls, orive polusiT sakuTar TavSi ukumqcevs
da imavdroulad – sasixarulod – tropebis gadamkveTs –: me
vagneb... meridians.

TqvenTan da georg biuxnerTan da hesenis miwasTan erTad me

mas, darwmunebuli var, isev Sevexe.

mTargmnelis SeniSvnebi

1
Conciergerie es sityva kariskacis oTaxsac niSnavs da parizis cixesac.
safrangeTis revoluciis dros am cixeSi amwyvdevdnen sikvdilmisjilebs.
2
moric haimani (1869-1925), ebrauli warmoSobis germaneli mwerali da
kritikosi.

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3
valerio personaJia biuxneris "leonsi da lena"-dan. celanis es sama-
dlobeli sityva Tavidan bolomde biuxneris nawarmoebebs da mis personaJebs
"eTamaSeba", amitom teqstis srulfasovnad aRqma biuxneris teqstebis wa-
ukiTxavad warmoudgenelia.
4
ancien régime anu Zveli reJimi, Zveli wyoba (frang.)
5
rainhold lenci (1751-1792), germaneli mwerali, goeTes uaxloesi mego-
bari da goeTesave mier gaurkveveli mizezebiT mokveTili vaimaridan mas
mere, rac axalgazrda mwerlis nervuli aSlilobis Sedegebi sazogadoebaSi
ramdenjerme dafiqsirda. apopleqsiuri SeteviT gardaicvala moskovSi,
sadac didxans cxovrobda rusi Tavadebis garemocvaSi.
6
"gaafarToveT xelovneba" (frang.)
7
"isic, poeziac, Cauqrolebs xolme Cvens nabijebs" (frang.)
8
lev Sestovi (1866-1938), ebrauli warmoSobis rusi filosofosi.
9
"brals nu dagvdebT gamWvirvalebis naklebobaSi, radgan es Cveni profesiaa!"
(frang.)
10
Commodes – myudro, ubralo, msubuqi (frang.), Kommendes – mermisi,
momavali (germ.). aluzia "leonsis da lenas" finalze.
11
"batis frCxilebi" da "kurdRlis yurebi", asec uwodeben germanulad
gramatikuli brWyalebis aRmniSvnel niSnebs.

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 Sinaarsi

paul celani

leqsebi
Targmna daTo barbaqaZem

qviSa urnebidan (1948)

Savi fifqebi

yayaCo da mexsiereba (1952)

amaod xatav sarkmelze gulebs...
mariana
qonis sanTeli
dro-JamiT xelebmovsebuli...
SuaRame
TeTrad mogiCans bnelSi tani, xeo verxvisa...
qviSa urnebidan
RrWiali rkinis qalamnebisa...
bneli Tvali seqtemberSi
qva zRvidan
safrangeTis gaxseneba
SeCrdiluli qalbatonis simRera
elva Ramisa
weliwadebi SeniT Cemamde
siSoris qeba
mTeli cxovreba
gvian da Rrmad
Corona
sikvdilis fuga
yaribobisas
egvi pteSi
nebelhornSi
silurjes, jerac misi Tvalis maZiebels...
vinc, SensaviT da yvela mtrediviT...
cecxlis naWdevi
vinc guls mkerdidan Ramisaken aaswrafebs...
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broli
sudara
Ria zRvaSi
marto var, mwife siSavbneliT savse WiqaSi...
tolCebi
yovelTvis-sa da arasdros-s Soris...
ase viZineb, xolo Tvali mrCeba fxizeli...
ise Secvlilxar, sxva xar iseTi...
saimedo cixesimagre
wamoiSala uTeTresad mtredebis gundi...
Zili da sakvebi
Tanamgzavri
Tvalebi...
maradisoba
zvirTcema
gulebidan da Tavebidan...
daucxromelo gulo, visTvisac...
TiTqos varcxnides qalis cxedars...
raki, sityvebiT dabrmavebuli...
landSafti
siCumev!
wyali da cecxli
daTvale nuSi...

zRurblidan zRurblamde (1955)

msmenoda
najaxebiT moTamaSe
taxad saxuli
asizeli
cvalebadi gasaRebiT
aq
naturmorti
da mSvenieri
tyiani
mwuxri sityvaTa
ferdobi
vici
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mindvrebi
xsovna
RamiT daberili
pol eluaris saxsovari
SiboleTi
Cven gxedavT
kenotafi
Tqvi Senc
JamwiTeli tuCebiT
Argumentum e Silentio
mevenaxeni

enis gisosebi (1959)

TENEBRAE
yvavili
siTeTre da simsubuqe
Tovlis sawoli
Rame
xeli
landSaftis Canaxati
viwrodwarmarTva

aravisvardi (1963)
miwa hgiebda maTSi, da...
sityva Sesaxeb siRrmis-ken-svlisa...
Rvinos da gauCinarebas, am...
ciurixi, kafe “yaryati”
samidan mesame, oTxidan meoTxe
mere ramdeni varskvlaveTi...
Seni...
oriv xelisken, mezrdebodnen...
Tormeti weli
gavedi yvela Cemi fiqriT...
Semodgomis utyvi sunebi...
fsalmuni
tiubingeni, ianvari
qimiuri
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manaTobeli xe
kaWari
es...
MANDORLA
aravisad mikruli loyiT...
naTelni...
anabazisi
satyorcni joxi, sunTqvis gzebze...
dRisiT

sunTqvis Semoqceva (1967)

ufleba gaqvs, TovliT...
ardasizmrulis mier nadevni...
karis RreCoSi...
mdinareebSi CrdiloeTiT mermisisa...
Seni gviani saxis winaSe...
dardswrafni ganmWol...
ricxvebi, wnuli...
savalni Seni xelis mtevnis...
idge, CrdilSi...
sifxizlis mier daCxverili Seni sizmari...
mzeebi ZafTa...
sityvis natani, vulkanuri...
gzamoSanTuli...
navsadguri
COAGULA
paseqis kvamli, maRlamsrboli, Sigan nagzeviT...
quxili: Tavad...
lixtenbergisgan namemkvidrevi...
Give The Word
erTxel...

Zafis mzeebi (1968)

momoxmaurSi, msgavsad Cveni dasawyisisa...
Lyon, Les Archers
Sen iyavi Cemi sikvdili...
irlandiuri
183
nami. xolo me SenTan viweq, Sen, nagavSi...
Zalauflebis, Zlierebis sameufoni...

sinaTlis iZuleba (1970)

miaWenebda Rame, is ki gons mosuliyo...
CemSi Tavs rogor gadaiSeneb...
me jerac ZalmiZs Seni danaxva: eqosi...
maradisobebs mis saxeSi...
damSvidobebiTdafoTlili irlandieli...
damdgari weli...

danarTi
paul celani. meridiani
Targmna irakli gogiam

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