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Empty Seat
Empty Seat
EMPTY SEAT
There was a time when the course of action I’ve ever known to interact was to
follow the phase of the crowd and strictly on rules. I was a dog of the campus
regulations considering that I am the Class President and also a member of the SSG
(Supreme Student Government) which is the most powerful and highest governing body
in the Institution. It composed of officers duly elected by the entire student body in the
secondary level. I couldn’t help but think that I was bland and boring through their eyes
because I couldn’t follow their phase of their definition of fun. I was always busy
afraid to break the rules and regulations. The most common in school is that the only
reason we obey their commands is because they have the power to control our
academic grades. Fear of breaking the rules can cause students to experience adverse
nervousness, frustration, and other negative feelings). Bledsoe. T.S., & Baskin, J.J.
(2014).
There were times that I would blame myself for my friends forgetting me when
they go on an outing, neglecting my social circle not realizing that I’m sacrificing my
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social state to a temporary commitment that doesn’t reward me in the future. It was the
start of my Grade 7 days when an empty seat was occupied by a new classmate. “Hello
everyone! My name is Miles Mallorca, 14 years old and I lived at Doǹa Soledad
Subdivision. And I like to play basketball and online games”. Well my first impression of
him; a loner and demure guy. But I was wrong, he always acted so unruly and
hyperactive. The first encounter I’ve had with him was unpleasant and it occurred during
our first school activity on Nutrition Month, where me and the class officers were
preparing for the said event. Miles was shouting and singing while banging the chairs
with his companions disturbing our discussion about planning for the activity. That
encounter made a bad impression on me, ever since, I saw Miles as a delinquent.
When I observed him I always see him goofing around running with his friends and
chasing each other playing tag. Almost everyone in the room was influenced by his
schemes to play around instead of behaving, always causing a commotion inside the
room.
Seeing Miles always acting childishly really made me irritated and uneasy
thinking it might show a bad image to our section. There were many times that I’ve tried
to control and stop him from playing around but he always ignored my instructions and
continued doing what pleased him anyways. His slacking off and goofing around made
me think that he would not progress in school. But there was one time that I couldn’t
stop myself from being so angry and scolded him in front of many people because he
was gossiping and laughing with his friends. I yelled at him saying “Mga wala mo’y
respeto! Naa si Teacher sa atubangan!” I said to show some respect, the teacher is in
front of us. This made him shy and embarrassed. He then replied silently “Ayaw pod
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nang permi ka higpit Oon, makasakal na sa amua!” then left. He said I must not be that
controlling for I was already depriving their freedom. I never really felt sorry after what
One afternoon, we’re all scolded by our Adviser, “Saba na kaayo mo ha!,
complaining why are we all noisy. “Naunsa naman mo mura mog mga bata! Asa man
ang mga Officers?” She said what’s wrong with us, why we are all acting like a noisy
child and where are the Officers. “President kaya nimo pahilumon imong mga
classmate?” She ask me if I can handle my classmates. I did not respond. Our Adviser
kept talking of how irresponsible we were, especially me. I felt so bad that all my
confidence and courage are fading away. I put all the blame on me.
Suddenly, there is like an angel saving me from darkness, from misery. It was
Miles, he handed me a piece of earphone and put it to my left ear. “Oona ayaw ka
“Dapat i enjoy nimo imong highschool life oy paspas ra baya ang oras, ayaw gud
high school for time flies so fast, and I won’t be able to notice it. He also added that I
must not be worried in breaking rules inside the school. And then the song played
entitled Break Free by Arianna Grande. Somehow this is my first ever time to be a rule
breaker, I silently enjoyed the music and carefully hide it. It was truly a Break Free from
rules that I was once consider as a god and I no longer as a disciple of it.
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March 30, 2015, it was our Farewell Party. I was prepared to talk to Miles
thanking him for changing my perception and asking forgiveness for what I had done.
We are all present except Miles but we didn’t even mind at all. It’s too early to start the
program. While waiting for him I asked help from my officers to arrange the food that we
bring and put the decorations on the board. It’s already past 8 and our adviser said to
start the program without him. We played games, eat together and shared our first
impressions to each other. We are still enjoying our farewell party but out of nowhere
we got a call from her mother who brought the news that Miles had died.
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Miles died from Aneurysm that refers to the weakening of an artery wall that
creates a bulge, or distention, of the artery. The Centers for Disease Control and
Prevention (CDC) advise that aortic aneurysms contribute to over 25,000 deaths in the
United States (U.S.) each year. Around 30,000 brain aneurysms rupture in the U.S.
each year. An estimated 40 percent of these cases cause death within 24 hours.
Preventing an aneurysm is not always possible, as some are congenital, meaning they
are present from birth. Not all cases of aneurysm need active treatment. When an
According to his mother, Miles played all day during that time because one of his
friend was transferring to a new school and made it up to him by hanging out and
playing with his friend all day. When he got home he quickly took a bath and played
computer games all night. Because of that stress piling up in his body his artery was
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ruptured and caused an internal bleeding that killed him while he was asleep from a
Somehow I found myself coming to his wake, seeing many of our classmates or
friends coming to mourn for his death. There I was, ashamed of myself for judging Miles
quickly and made me regret the things I’ve done to him. His friends told his
characteristics, showing appreciation and how he would always made them happy even
“Si Miles kay kanang gentleman kaayo na pagkatao”. She said, Miles was a
gentleman.
“Salamat Miles kasi nakilala kita”. He said, thanking miles for coming to his life.
“Miles… nganong gi bilin man ko nimo, diba mag seaman pa man ka, musakay
pa kag barko!” His sister said Miles left her already, she thought that he will pursue his
“Si Miles miskan dungol na love kaayo nako na siya!” His mom said even though
He stayed genuine to his words and actions even though he knew that he would
get scolded as long as he would have fun. His perspective about school wasn’t focused
around what the school told him to do but what he wanted to do in school. Even though
his academics was average his social circle made him happy and contented. Now that
we are now turning to 8th graders I spent looking at the empty seat of Miles left, leaving
behind his joyful memories. Even though I failed thanking him, I failed asking
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forgiveness for what I had done. It made me realized that I succeed changing my
Peer influence is also defined as when people of one’s own age encourage or
urging the person to do something or to keep from doing something else, no matter if
the person personally want to do it or not (Ryan, 2000). The more subtle form of peer
pressure is known as peer influence, and it involves changing one’s behaviour to meet
the perceived expectations of others (Burns & Darling, 2002). Peer influence refers to
group norms (Kirk, 2000). Miles is a good kind of peer influence. He unleash my chains
and set me free from my owner which is the rules and regulations and I no longer as a
dog of it.
Having no special memories that I could recall that I’ve enjoy a single day during
my SSG days. Since then I’ve promised myself that I would not only focus strictly on
academics but balancing my social circle and time management to things that would
make me happy. Wherever Miles is right now I owe him a debt of gratitude for making
have spared my time to the important things. How I’ve long for the empty seat that you