:

♡CaughtBet
weenThe2OfThem♡

I
ntr
oduct
ion
Chapt
er1

Myhear tmightbebrui
sed,buti
twillr
ecover
andbecomecapabl eofseeingbeautyofli
fe
oncemor e.I
thappenedbefore,
itwil
lhappen
again,
I'
m sure.Whensomeonel eaves,i
t'
s
becausesomeoneel sei
saboutt oarri
ve.
“

Ther
e'snot
hingaspai
nful
li
keasuddendeat
h
Onemi nuteyouar
ewi t
hapersonandt henext
minuteyoufindt
hattheyhadlef
tyou.
Itissoo
pai
nfullosi
ngtheone'
sy oul
oveespecial
lyyour
parent
s

Ir
ememberwhent
heyt
oldmet
hatshecoul
dn'
t
al
somakei
tmyl
i
feshat
ter
ed
Thatwast
hebeggi
ningofmypai
n
Theyl
eftwi
thacert
ainpar
tofmet
hatInev
er
thi
nkt
hatIwil
lev
erregai
n
Myhear
twassoosor
ethatIf
eltl
i
kedy
ing
Irememberr
unni
ngoutofherwar
d,r
unni
ngand
runni
ngandr
unni
ng
IendedupinthebushesandIjustcur
led
my sel
fandcri
edmyey esout.
Irememberthat
dayeveryni
ghtIgotosleep

Thedaybothmyparent
sleftanddiedi
nacar
acci
dent
.Iwaswit
hthem f
ewhour sagoand
al
readyt
heylef
tme

Mynamei
sBoi
kany
oMel
ani
neDav
id'
s
Iam curr
ent
ly22year
sol
dandli
vi
ngwi
thmy
aunt
,uncl
eandthei
r2chi
l
dren
Li
fechangedaf
tert
hedeat
hofmypar
ent
s
Iwastheonl
ychil
daft
ermyauntanduncle
tookmeinandtookovermypar
entshouse
Ineverthoughtthatmyl
i
fewouldchangesoo
drast
icall
y.
Ithasbeen4year
sli
vi
ngwi t
hthi
s
monst er
'sil
lt
reat
ingmei
nmypar ent
shouse.

Ihadev
ery
thi
ngIwant
ed,
Ihadt
hel
oveIwant
ed.
Mylifewasv eryperf
ectbutunfortunatel
yli
fe
hadtohappen. Myaunthasbeent r
eati
ngme
real
lybad. SometimesIhadt osleepinanempt y
stomach, Iam thei
rworker.
Iclean,
cookanddo
thei
rlaundr y.
Ihadtoattendagov ernment
school whenmypar ent
sdiedandIpassed
howev erIdidn'thaveenoughmoneyt ofurt
her
myst udies.
Myl i
feisveryhar
d.Theytookever
ythingmy
parentsowned.Weusedt oli
veina3bedr oom
ful
l
yf urni
tur
edhouse.Theysoldmyf ather
's
Car
.Ev
ery
thi
nghappenedsoosudden.
Theonlythi
ngthatImanagedtofi
ghtforwas
mymot her'
scarandherj
ewell
erywit
hwhi ch
sheadoredsoomuch.

Thingshappenedsoosuddenandt heylostall
themoneyt heyhad.Theyleftt
heirj
obsback
thenthinki
ngmypar entsmoneyi senough.But
todaytheyhavenothing.
Nogr ocery
.Ihadtofind
ajobsoIcancont ri
butewi t
hthegrocery.

Iwasi
nmyr
oom t
hinki
ngaboutev
ery
thi
ng
Il
ostmyj ob.
Iknowt heywillcomeatme. They
wil
lneverchasemeoutbuthadi tbeent heir
housetheywoul d'
vechasedmeoutal ongt i
me
agobutunfortunatel
yt hi
sismyhouse. Ihav e
becomesoost r
ong.Idon'teasil
ygetoffended
norhur
tbecauseofwhatIhav ebeenthr oughat
anearl
yage.Irememberi stoppedcryi
ngaf t
er
mypat entsfuneral.Whensheusedt ohit
/curse
atmeIwoul djustkeepqui teandletherbe.I
hadbeenst rongsi ncetheyleftme.Iwas
broken.Iwasst i
l
lv erybi
tterthatbothofthem
hadtoleav emel ikethis

Myauntbudgedi
nwhi
l
eIwasdeepi
nmyown
t
hought
s
Her:HEhhhBoikany
o,whyarey
ounotatwor
k
becausethi
sisnotyourdayof
f?
Me:
Ther
eisnoj
ob,
theyhadt
ost
opus
Shecamet
omechar
gingandsl
appedmesoo
har
d
Her
:Yaziuyahl
anya,
ther
eisnoj
ob
Boi
kanyo.
Uthiwhatshoul
dweeat?
Me:Nnaasepr
obl
em y
aka,
womeny
ouragear
e
wor
king
Shesl
appedmet
wiceagai
n
Ihel
dmyf ace.
Youknowoneday
,thedayIhi
t
herback.
Lordhel
pme
Her:
Wear
esel
l
ingt
hatst
upi
dusel
esscarof
your
s
Me:
Youcan'
tdot
hat
Her
:Fi
ndaj
ob
Me:Sindi
swaisol
dnowandsi
tt
inghome,
she
shoul
dstartj
obhunt
ingt
oo
Her
: Don'
ti
ncludeherher
e.Fi
ndaj
oborel
sei
am sel
li
ngthatcar
Shewal
kedout

Iworemyshoesandwal
kedt
omybestf
ri
ends
houseLi
hle

If
oundherdoi
ngherl
aundr
y
Shesawmyf
aceandcamet
ohugme
Her:Whatthefuck,
thi
sisenoughnow.Iam so
f
edupoft hatsmelly,
tal
lwi
tch.
Iam t
ell
ingmy
f
ather.
Hewi l
ltakecareofher
Me:Hl
ehl
edon'
tdot
hat
.Theywi
l
lbecome
wor
se
Her:Ihat
eitwhentheyhi
tyoukany
o.Thati
s
absurd.
Sheisevi
l
Me:
Ineedt
ofi
ndaj
ob
Her:
Ihavealr
eadyspokewi
thBaf
ana,
hesai
d
hi
sauntworksatBerni
sHot
el.
Me:
Theeeehot
el?
..
.
Her:Yes,
Ipromi
sefr
iend.I
fyoufi
ndthejob
thereuwil
lbeabl
etoev enaff
ordyourown
place
Me:
YouknowhowIf
eel
aboutt
hathouse
Her
:IknowKany
o.Thi
sisr
eal
i
tyy
ouhav
etol
et
goofi
tatsomepoint
Me:
Ijusthopeev
ery
thi
nggoeswel
l
Her
:Don'
tyouneedheadachepi
l
ls?
..
.Ar
euokay
?
Me:
Iam fi
neIj
ustwant
edt
oseey
ourf
ace
t
hat
'sal
l
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Il
ovey
ouokay
?
Me:
Ilov
eyoumor
e

She'
sal
lIhav
e
[
03/05,
21:
55]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem♡

Chapt
er2

3weekspassed
Ial
readyhav
esentmyCVt
othehot
elbutst
il
l
not
hing
Myl
i
fehasbeenl
i
kehel
l
.Iwasnev
eral
l
owedt
o
gotot heki
tchenmeaningIwasnev erallowed
totouchtheirfood.
Iwasal
way sinmyr oom
becauseeveni fIgotot
hesitt
ingroom shewi l
l
shoutatmet el
li
ngmethatIdon'tbuyelectr
ici
ty
Iwasv
erygr
eat
ful
formybest
fri
endLi
hle.
Shehasalwaysbeent hereforme.Everyti
me
Shecooksinherhouseshesneaksoutapl ate
forme.Duri
ngthedayShel eavesmewi thsome
fewcentsforf
ood.Inev ert
houghtmyl i
fewould
turnoutt
obet hi
sway .Ihavebeenlookingfora
j
obbutIstil
lhaven'
tfoundany t
hing.

Iwassi
tt
ingout
sidewhent
hisol
dmencame
Her
:Hel
l
o,wher
eisMam'
Khi
ze?
Me:
Youmaygoi
nsi
dey
ouwi
l
lfi
ndher
Hewentinaft
erawhi
let
heybot
hcameoutand
shepoi
ntedatmycar
Her
:It
stheoneIwast
alki
ngabout
Hewentov
ert
oit
Ist
oodup.
Iwassooangr
y
Me:
Whatt
hehel
li
swr
ongwi
thy
ou?
..
.
Itol
dyout
hatIam notsel
l
ingmycarandi
ts
fi
nal
Her:YehhwenaBoi
kanyo.
Wehav
enot
hingt
o
eat
.Thisi
souronl
yopti
on
Him:
Iact
ual
l
yli
ket
hecarandIwoul
dlov
eto
buyi
t
Me:Getoutofmypar
ent
shouse.
Thi
sismycar
andi
tisnotgoi
ngany
where
Her
:Iam sel
l
ingi
twhet
herul
i
kei
tornot
Me: Thenthi
swewi l
ldiscusswi
ththepol
ice.
I
havethepapersfort
hiscarandifudaresell
thi
scarill
egal
ly
.Iam t
akingutojai
l
Her
:Howdar
eutal
ktomeliket
hatshecame
t
omeandtheol
dmenstoppedher
Hi
m:Shehasapoi
nt.
Wit
houtt
hepaper
sfort
his
carther
e'snot
hingicandoabouti
t.
AndIam
sorr
yIdidn'
tknowitwasyourcar
Me:
Itsokay
Hel
eft
Theoldwomenclickedhert
ongueandwal
ked
i
nsidewhi
lecur
sing.

Howdar
eshedot
hist
ome
Sheknowsv
erywel
lthatt
hiscarmeansal
ott
o
me
Butwhoam Iki
ddi
ngshegi
vesnor
atsass
aboutmyf
eeli
ngs
Sindi
swaherdaughterwal
kedoutwear
ingmy
dressIboughtf
ewweeksago,hol
dingabag
andsomeugl yheel
s.
Iwentt
oherandhel
dherhand
Me:
Whatt
hef
ucki
swr
ongwi
thy
ou
Her
:Leav
emeal
one
Ihel
dherar
mver
yti
ght
Me:Iam soof
edupofyouhowmanyt
imesdi
d
it
ell
utostayoutofmyr
oom?
Shestar
tedscreaminghermother
'snameand
shecameout.Iletheroutofmygr
ib
Her:
Mashe'
sbi
tt
erbecauseIbor
rowedher
dr
ess
Her
:Leave.
What'
sher
sisyour
s.Sheowns
not
hing.
Thi
sismyhouse
Ichuckl
edandkeptqui tethenwenttomyr oom
anddowhatIdobestwr it
esongs.Ihaveoneof
themostangel icvoi
ces.
Irememberi oncesang
formyt eacherwhowasi nhospi
taland
every
onecr iedthemomentIopenedmy
mouth.Thati showbeauti
fulmyvoiceis.

Whil
eIwassingi
ngal
ongmyphoner
ang,
i
twas
anunknownnumber
Me:
Hel
l
o
Hi
m:Aft
ernoonma'
am,
i
sthi
sBoi
kany
o
Mel
ani
neDav i
d'
s
Me:
Speaki
ng
Him:Wewoul dli
keyoutocomef oran
i
ntervi
ew,thi
sisthe..
.Hotel.
Wewi ll
sendyouthe
detai
l
s.Weneedt her
eplacementassoonas
possi
ble.Meaningweareexpectingy ouher
e
tomorrow.Iwil
lsendyout hedet
ails
Me:
ThankYou
Weswi
tchedcal
l
s

Ikneltdownandst
art
edpray
ingt
oGodto
pleasebewithmetomor
row,
heshoul
dhel
pme
fi
ndt hi
sjob

Thisi
sthebiggesthot
eli
nSout
hAf
ri
cawhi
chi
s
basedinSandton.
Aft
ermycallIi
mmediat
elysentLi
hleacal
l
backandshecall
edme
Me:
Fri
endIhav
eani
nter
viewt
omor
row
Her
:Whatr
eal
l
y?
Me:
YesHl
ehl
eatt
hehot
el
Her:Iam happyf
ory
ou,
Iwi
l
lpassbuyour
housesowecangoandchooseanoutf
itt
hat
youwant
Me:
Iwoul
dlov
ethat
Her
:Ihav
etogonow
Me:
OK,
seey
out
hen

Lat
ert
hatdayShecal
ledmeandtol
dmeshe
wasout
side.
Wehuggedandscr
eamedt
he
momentwesaweachot her
.

Wewentt
oherhouseandpi
ckedanout
fi
t
ShegavemeR100f
orpet
rol
.Iki
ssedher
goodby
e

NextdayIwokeupaear
ly
Itookabat hthenworethepenci
lblack
skir
t,
thatshowedmycur vesandmybeaut i
ful
bum.Iwor emycustardshir
tandtuggedi nwith
ablackblazerandblacksandl
eheels.Ihadrich
l
ongBr ownhai r

Letmedescr
ibemy
sel
f
Iam ver
yl i
ghti
ncomplexion,
Asize30witha
smallwaist&curv
es.
Ihav eabitbl
uebeauti
ful
bigey
eswi thmysmallpinkli
ps

Myf at
herwascol our
ed,Itookalloft
hiscol
our
andey ecolourf
rom hi
m. Andmymot heronthe
otherhandwasabeaut yqueen. Shehadabody
todiefor.
Shewasv erybeautif
ul.
Iwasnev
erasconf
identasIshoul
dbe
Myauntal waysmademef eelugly .Shemade
suret hatshebruisedmei nallsor tsofaspect s
andt hatreall
ykil
ledmysel fconf i
dence. Iam
notreal l
yintodati
ng,becauseIdi dn' tfeel
beaut i
ful,
norcomf or
tablewi thmy sel f
.Lihletr
ied
soomanyt i
mest ohookmeupwi thherguy
fri
endsbuti tneverwor kedout .Ioncedat ed
Siyabongabuti tneverwor kedoutbecauseI
deniedhi m sexbecauset hatisal l heev er
want edf r
om me. Hetookt hesit uationt hatIhad
i
nmyhouseasanadv antaget omi st r
eatme. He
alway stoldmet hattherewi l
lbenoot herguy
thatwi l
llovemeoracceptmebecauseoft he
sit
uat i
onIhadathome. It
ri
edmaki ngi twor k
butitnev erworkedout

Idroveawayandlucki
lyIfoundt
heplace
becauseHlehl
egoggleditformeanddir
ect
ed
me

Iwenti
nsi
de
30minutesl
aterwewheredonewi ththe
i
nter
viewandtomysur pr
iseIfoundthejobt
hey
di
dn'
tevenre-thi
nkaboutdiscussi
ngit.
Thi
sot
herl
adycamet
ome
Her
:Hi
youmustbeBoi
kany
o
Inod
Her
:Ohk,
ever
ythi
ngwentwel
lri
ght
?
Ismi
l
edandnod
Her
:That
sgood,
Iam Si
nazot
heBaf
ana'
saunt
Ismi
l
ed,
Ifel
ttear
scomi
ngout
Me:Iam v
erygr
ear
ful
fort
his,
i
tmeansal
ott
o
me
Her
:Dontcr
y,comenow.
Youar
est
art
ingt
oday
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
s
Me:
Real
l
y?
Her
:Yescome

Mi
l
ton'
Juni
or'
Dlami
ni

Ihadj
ustl
andedi
nS.
A.
IhavebeenbasedinEngl
andf
or2y ear
snow,i
t
wasabouttimeIcamehomebecausemy
famil
yneededmeandIhadbusinessestot
ake
careof

Idrovestraighttomypar entshousefrom the

ai
rport.
Imi ssedmyol dwomen, Ihaveleftf
orso
l
ongnow. Iparkedoutsi
deherbeaut i
fulhouse.
I
sweart hehousel ookedhomel yfr
om afar.
I
missedt hem soomuch. Idroveinsi
dethe
complexandl ucki
lyIdi
dn'tl
oosemyexcess
card.
Ijustwant edtosurpri
seher .
Ipackedoutsideandandgotoutandt ookthe
fl
owersandt hev aseIboughthert
hatIli
ked
whichwaswor t
hsoomuch. If
oundi
tbeautif
ul
butwithwomenuwi l
lneverknowwhethershe
wil
lli
keitornot.

Iknockedandourhel
perTebogoopenedt
he
door
Shesmi
l
edsoomuch,
shehuggedme
Her
:ist
hisr
eal
l
yyou?
Me:
Inf
lesh,
MayI
?..
Her
:Ofcause
Me:
Wher
eisshe?
Her
:Ki
tchen
Me:
Thehusband?
Her
:Gol
fcour
se
Inod
Iwal
kedtot
hekit
chen,
shel
ookedr
eal
l
y
sur
pri
sedwhenshesawme.
Her
:Mi
l
ton
Ismi
l
ed
Her
:Ohhhbl
oddychi
l
d
Shecamet
omeandhuggedmer
eal
l
yti
ght

Mymot
heri
sev
ery
thi
ng
She'
stheonl
ywoment
hatbr
ingsoutt
hesof
t
si
deoutofme.
IknowIcanberude,
hardandself
ishbuther
shetakesoutt
hatweaksoftsi
deoutofme
Her
:Ist
hisr
eal
l
ymi
ne?
..
Me:
Iti
sRat
o
Her
:Imi
ssedy
ousoomuch
Me:
IknowImi
ssedumor
e
Her
:Youshoul
dseey
ourni
ece
Me:
mywhat
?
Her:
Yourni
ece,
Ntombi
waspr
egnantandhas
gi
venbi
rt
h2weeksago
Me:
Whatt
hehel
l
?..
.
Her
:Don'
tyouguy
stal
k?.
.
Me:
Shenev
erment
ionedany
thi
ngt
ome
Her
:Wel
lshe'
sev
enengaged
Hi
m: Thi
sisnotri
ght,
she'
sonly23y
ear
sand
al
readypr
egnantandengaged?
Her:
Youwher
enev
erher
eJuni
orsodon'
tj
udge
her
Me:
Wher
eisWi
l
son?
..
Her
:Jai
l
Me:
Whatt
hehel
li
sgoi
ngonwi
tht
hiski
ds?
Her
:Iam joki
ng,
he'
sar
ound.
Hemov
edout2
monthsago
Me:Iam st
ayi
ngl
ongert
hist
ime.
Yourki
dsar
e
outofhand
Her
:It
saboutt
ime

Mynamei sMil
tonJuni
orDl
ami
niwat
chasmy
st
oryunf
olds

.
..
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21:
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem♡

Chapt
er3

Boi
kany
o

I
thasbeenaweekwor kinghereandImustsay
i
tssuperhar
d.Iwasacleaner
,ever
ythi
nghadto
beonpoi ntwhenwor kingwi throomsandI
thi
nkitisthehardestj obint hishotel.
Youhav e
tofoldyourtowelsinacer tainway .
Change
sheetseverysingl
eday .Makesur et hatthe
cli
entfeel
shomel yandal way sbet herewhen
theycallf
orhelp.I
twashar dreall
yy oucoul dn'
t
affor
dt omakemi stakes. Andi twasmor e
harderbecauseoursuper visorwasav er
yr ude
stri
ctman.Hemadesur et hateverythingwasi n
order.
Youmakeami stakesy oustartwhat ever
uwher edoingfrom thest art

Alt
houghIwashappyandgr
atef
ulwi
thmy
sal
ary.
Ilov
edmyempl oy
eest heywherekindheart
ed
andalwaysstoodthereforeachother,
Imean
thegroupIwaswor ki
ngwi t
h.Whichwhere6of
uswor ki
ngonthesamef l
oor.
Thehotelishuge
andnotev er
yonecanaf f
ordit
.
Ourcust
omer
stoocanber
udeaswel
l
Butwealwayskeptourheadsup.Theynever
real
l
ybothermemuch.Imeant hei
rinsul
ts.
Iwas
usedtobeingi
nsul
tedeverydayofmyl i
fe.

Iwasi
nthecaf
eter
iawhenThandi
swawal
ked
i
n.
Wehavebeent
heclosestonesoutofour
gr
oup.
She'
ssweetandkind
Her
:Iam st
arv
ing
Shesatnextt
omeandt
ookoutherl
unch
Her
:whyar
eunoteat
ing?
Me:
Ihav
ear
unnyst
omach,
I
ntotal
honest
lyIwasv
erybr
oke,
Hlehl
eonly
managedtogi
vememoneyformyt r
anspor
t
t
hat'
sall
.
Her:Hereeatal
i
ttl
e,
youcan'
tst
arv
eyour
sel
f.
I
wil
lbri
ngyousomepill
stomorr
ow
Shegav
emeherbr
eadandwest
art
edeat
ing
Her
:Yazi
Iwoul
dlov
etowor
katt
het
opf
loor
Me:
TheVI
Pfl
oor
?
Her
:Yes,l
i
keI'
vebeenworki
ngherefor4
monthsandnotoncehav
eIeverbeentothe
t
opfloor
Me:
Real
l
y?.
..
Her:Yes,
thosegi
rl
swhowor kther
edr i
ve
expensi
vecars,
someofthem areprost
itut
es
whopleasureourbi
ggestcl
i
ents
Me:
wowIdi
dn'
tknowt
hat
Her:Ij
ustwantt
obet hecl
eanert
hat
'
s
al
l.
May beIcanf
indsomeblesser
Il
aughed
Me:
Youar
ecr
azyYazi
Her:
Forrealgi
rl
.Mostoft
hosemanaremarri
ed
andtheyonl
ywantsexinexchangef
ormoney
Me:
Thati
stoomuch
Her
:Thi
sisl
ifeMel
ani
ne,
i
fuwannast
aypoor
t
henyouwil
l
.
Me:
Ther
ear
epl
ent
yofway
stomakemoney
Her:Li
kewhat?..
..
Wit
houtany
qual
ifi
cat
ions?
..
.Andevenifuhav
eone,
i
tisr
are
tofi
ndajob
Me:
Sof
indi
ngabl
esseri
stheonl
ysol
uti
on?
Her:Babeitis,atleastuwil
lbedri
vi
ngafancy
car
.Havingy ourownpl aceandhemaytakey ou
toschool.
Theonl ythi
ngthatuhavet
oofferhim
i
sa2mi nutespl easuret
hat'
sall
Me:
Yohhh,
l
etmel
eav
e.Idon'
twannabel
ate.
YouknowhowMar
cuscanbe
Her
:Iwi
l
lseey
ouaf
termyl
unch
Me:
Thanksf
ort
hef
ood
Her
:Any
time

Mi
l
ton
I
thasbeenaweeksi nceIhavebeenhomewith
myparents.
Iwantedt ospendali
ttl
etimewi
th
t
hem beforeIgetbacktomybusi nesses

Mymotherwasveryhappyt
hatIspendatleast
aweekwit
hthem aft
er2year
sofnotseeing
t
hem.
Buti
twasaboutt
imeIgobackt
omypl
acenow

Igott
othesit
ti
ngroom andf
oundmypar
ent
s
busyeat
ingbr
eakf
ast
Me:
Goodmor
ningf
ami
l
y
Theygr
eet
edback,
Tebogocameandj
oinedus
Dad:Youar
eget
tingol
dMilt
on,
whenar
ewe
real
l
ygonnameetMakoti
?
Mom: Tr
ue,
yourl
i
ttl
esisterhasachil
dand
get
ti
ngmarri
edbeforeyou.Whenareyougonna
f
indawomen?
Me:HaiIam notr
eadyf
ormar
ri
age.
Iam
f
oreverbusy
Mom:Babydouwannadieal
one.
Whathappens
whenwebothdi
e?.
..
Youneedt
obuil
tyourown
home
Tebogo:Shehasapointy
ouknow.Ther
eare
pl
entyofbeaut
iful
womenoutther
e.Fi
ndthe
othercopyofy
oursel
f

Me:
Iwi
l
lfi
ndt
heMakot
imom,
canwej
usteat
?

Idi
dn'
tl
iket
hisconv
ersat
ion,
Idi
dn'
tl
ikei
tatal
l
.
Dur i
ngmyst ayint hestate'sIhadf ounda
womenwhom Il ovedandwhom Isacr i
fi
cedfor
tolivethatsi
def orher.
Iev enengagedher6
mont hsafterbeingtogether .
Ay earpassedand
thingsstart
edget t
ingsour .Shehasbeenact i
ng
distantandv er
ysecr et
ive,
It r
iedtal
kingtoher
butshenev erletmein.Wewher el
iv
ingi nthe
samehousebutsaweachot heraf
terawhi l
e
becausewewher ebothtir
edofarguingov er
unnecessar ystuff
.I
tcamet oapointwher eI
decidedthatweseper at
edbutshedeni ed.She
neveragr eed.Shealwaystoldmethatwewi ll
makei twor kbutitneverwalkedout.
Thati sthe
reasonIdeci dedtocomebackhomesot hatI
cangi vehersomespaceandshedeci dewhat
sher eal
lywant s

Af
terbr
eakf
astIl
eft

Iwill
bel i
vingi
naHotel.
Ihav
e14%sharesof
thathotel
.Ihav
eseentheimprov
ementsonli
ne
andwehav ebeenhav
ingourmeeti
ngsonl
ine
aswel l
.
Outofal
lmyi
nvest
ment
s,t
hisi
stheoneIcan
saythati
tbri
ngsoutmor
emoneyt
hanany
otherhot
elsIown.

TheDr
ivert
ookmyluggaget
othet
opf
loor
,one
ofmyroomsofal
lti
mes

Iwentt
oAndr
ea'
sof
fi
ce

Iknockedonceandfoundhi
m busywi
thhi
s
paperwork.
HestoodupwhenHesawmeand
weshoulderbumped.
Andreaisoneofmycl
osestfr
iendtheownerof
thehotel
,hasmor
ebi
ggersharesthanal
lofus.

Hi
m:Youdi
dntt
ell
met
haty
ouwher
ecomi
ng
Me:Idi
dn'
tpl
ant
o.Justwokeupmi
ssi
ngmyol
d
womenanddeci
dedtocomeback
Hi
m:Howhav
eyoubeenaf
tert
hebr
eakup?
Me:
I'
vebeencopi
ng,
Act
ual
l
yIam al
otbet
ter
Hepour
edbot
hofusdr
inks
Him:Iam gl
ady
ouar
eokayandbacki
nthe
count
ry.

Wesatt
oget
herandst
art
edcat
chi
ngup

BOI
KANYO

Myshiftj
ustendedandIwasdamnt i
redand
hungry
.Iwenttothel
ocker
sandtookmy
thi
ngs.
Sis'
Sinazowal
kedincar
ryi
ngapaperbag
Her
:Taket
his,
Imadet
hem f
ory
ou
Ismi
led.Wehadgrowncloseaswel
l.
Sheknows
mysituat
ionathomeandduri
ngthi
swhole
weekshehasbeenhelpi
ngmeaswel l
.
Me:
ThankYou
Her
:Iwi
l
lseey
out
omor
rowkehsi
s
Inod

It
ookmybagandwentt
omycar
.
Iwal
kedi
nandopenedthepaperbag.
There
wasri
bsandchi
pswit
hroll
sandbiscui
tsonthe
si
de
Iatemyfoodandsavedthecooki
esfor
tomorr
owsoIcaneatthem duri
nglunchandI
l
eftsomefoodforHl
ehle

Idr
ovet
oHl
ehl
e'
shouseandt
oldhert
ocome
out
Shegoti
nthef
ront
Her
:Sohowwaswor
k?
Igav
ehert
hef
ood
Me:I
twasf
ine,
SinazoI
sal
way
sther
eformeas
wel
l
Her:
ThatsgreatKanyo.
Atl
easty
ouhav
e
someonethereforyou
Ial
sot
oldheraboutThandi
swa
Her:
Kanyoyouneedt ost
ayawayf
rom her
.I
don'
tli
keheral
ready
Me:
Dontwor
ryshe'
sjustacol
l
eague
Her
:Justpl
ayf
arawayf
rom her
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Arey
ouj
eal
ous
Shehi
tmyshoul
der
Her
:Nosi
l
lyIcar
e
Me:
Okcupcake,
l
etmel
eav
e
Her
:Thanksf
ort
hel
eft
over
sbyt
heway
Me:
Sur
e,sayhi
toMommy
Her
:Iwi
l
l

Idr
ovehomeandpar
kedmycar
Myauntwaswat
chi
ngt
vwi
thherhusbandand
Nomawi.
Ipassedt
hem andwentt
omyr
oom
Iwassooexhaust
ed,
Itookof
fmycl
othes.
Al
lIwant
edwast
otakeabat
handj
ustr
elaxa
bi
t
Iwentt
othekit
chenandst
art
edboi
l
ingwat
er
whil
ebusypl
ayi
nggameswithmyphone
Myauntwal
kedi
nandswi
tchedof
ftheket
tl
e
Her
:Youdon'
tbuyel
ect
ri
cit
ysodon'
twast
eit
Me:
Ijustneedabat
h
Her:
Inyastny
eeedabath.
..
.Hei
wenaIsai
dbuy
el
ectr
ici
tydouhearme?
Iwal
kedawayandwentt
omyr
oom
Ican'
tst
andher
,Ican'
tany
mor
e
It
ookof
fmycl
othesandgoti
nthecov
ers
NextdayIwokeup
Thelit
tl
edev i
lwasalreadyupmeani ngIwil
l
havetobathwi t
hcoldwat er.
Howcol dofher
anditverycol
doutside.Iopenedcoldwateri
n
thebathtapwhileshiveri
ngjustbylooki
ngat
thewater.
Ourguzzlerwasn'tworkingsowehad
toplugwater

Mypar
ent
slef
tmet
osuf
ferl
i
ket
his
Wast
hiswhatt
hyl
eftmet
oli
vef
or?

It
ookt
hebat
hwi
thav
erycol
dbr
okenhear
t
Til
ltodayist
il
ldon'
tunder
standwhytheyhadt
o
l
eav eme.MaybeIshoul
dhav eagr
eedtogoto
townwi t
hthem.Atl
eastIwouldbeinheav
en
withthem.
Ij
ustdi
dn'
tunder
stand
Af
termybat
hIgotdr
essedt
hendr
ovet
owor
k
Iwassneezingsoomuch. Iarr
ivedandchanged
i
ntomywor kcl
othes.
Iworetheirbl
acklong
pantswit
ht hei
rwhiteandblueshirtandthe
j
acket.
Iactuall
yli
kedthei
runiform,i
twas
beauti
ful
andi tsui
tedussoowel l.
Thandi
swawal
kedi
nwhi
l
eIwaswear
ingmy
shoes
Her:Gi
rl
,t
hewayyoulookgoodi t
sl i
kedyouare
somebusinesswomeninsidethatunif
orm.I
t
sui
tsyousoomuch.Iam soojealousri
ghtnow
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYou
Her
:What
'swr
ong?
Me:
I'
mfi
nebabe
Her
:Yournosei
ssoor
ed
Me:
Iam cat
chi
ngf
lue,
Iwi
l
lbef
ine
Imadeapony
tai
landwewentoutaf
tershe
wasdonewi
thdr
essi
ngup

Wewentonf orourmor
ningmeet
ingandwe
beganwor
king

Juni
or

Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedbat
hing
Idressedup,whil
eIwasalmostdonesomeone
knocked.Icheckedandi
twasAngiemy
assist
ance
Shewal
kedi
nandwehugged
Her
:Geezy
ouar
eev
enmor
ehandsome
Igav
eheral
ook
Her
:Sor
ryMrSer
ious
Me:
Somyschedul
e?
Wespokef
orabout30mi
nut
es
Shelef
tandIatemybr eakf
ast.Ni
gelwas
serv
ingme.She'soneofMyr egul
argi
rl
s
wheneverIam here.
Wesl epttoget
herfew
ti
mesbutitmeantnot hing
Her
:ist
her
eany
thi
ngy
ouneed
Sheunbut
tonedhershi
rtsl
owl
y
Ni
gel
isbeaut
if
ul.
She'
swhi
teandv
erypr
ett
y.
Igav
eheral
ook
Shecamet
omeandsatonmyl
ap
Her
:Imi
ssedy
ou,
i
t'
sbeenay
ear.
..
.
Me:
Getof
fmeandl
eav
e
Her
:Whyar
eubei
ngr
ude?
Me:I'
m nol
ongeri
nter
est
ed,
getoutbef
oreIf
ir
e
you
Her:
Youwil
lnev
erchangeMi
l
tom y
ouar
ejusta
bi
tt
ermor
on
Shewal
kedout
It
ookmycarkey
sandwal
kedout

BOI
KANYO

3weekspassedandImustsayIl ovedmyjob
morethananythi
ngelse,
eventhoughi
tist
ir
ingI
j
ustlovedbei
ngaroundrathert
hanbeingi
nthat
col
dhouse.
Mysal
arywasv
eryusef
uli
nsoomanyway
s
Ihav en'
tmovedoutyet,
buttheyaret
reati
ngme
alotbetterandmindi
ngtheirownbusiness
sinceIcontri
but
eR900outofmysal aryfor
food.Iam nowabletoatleastbuymyself
clothesandtakemybestf ri
endoutf
orlunch.
Ihadjustf
ini
shedeati
ngandbusywi
thmy
phonewhenThandi wal
kedi
n
Her
:Gi
rldoy
ouknowMrDl
ami
ni'
Mil
ton'
Me:
Uhhhm?
..
.
Her
:Oneofthehot
testguysI
'veeverseenin
myli
febuthe'
ssoorude.
Lastnighthefi
red
Ni
gel
Me:
WhoseNi
gel
?
Her
:Nev
ermi
nd,
gir
lthatmani
sev
ery
thi
ng
Me:
Letmel
eav
e,wewi
l
ltal
kwhenweknockof
f
WhenIwasaboutt
ogodomyj ob,
Andi
l
ecal
led
meandtol
dmeMar cuswant
smeI nhi
sof
fi
ce

Myhear
tst
art
edbeat
ingl
i
kecr
azy
WhathaveIdonesooearl
y,
Ican'
tl
oosethisj
ob
Lordno.
Isai
dasmallpray
erbefor
eenter
inghi
s
off
ice
Me:Gooddaysi
rIhear
dyouwant
edt
otal
kto
me
Hi
m:Comeandsi
t
Isatopposit
ehim.
Hewaseat
inggr
eensal
ad
whichIfoundsoowei
rd
Hi
m:Howar
eyouMr
sDav
id'
s?.
.
Me:
I'
m good,
howar
eyou?
Hi
m:Gr
eat
,don'
tbener
vous
Inod
Hi
m:Iwanty
out
ogowor
katt
opf
loor
Myey
eswi
dened
Me:
Uhhhm Iuhhm
Him:Wel lIknowuhav estart
ednotl ong
ago,
ther easonIchoseuf orst
artersisthatyou
areprett
y ,
wellmanneredandv er
ypassi onate
aboutthisjob.Secondl
yyouareaf astlearner
sothi
si sy ourjob
Me:
Uhhhm Idon'
tknowwhatt
osay
Hi
m:Youmustbehappy
,youwi
l
ltakeNi
gel
'
s
r
oom.
Iwassoosur
pri
sed,
Idi
dn'
tknowwhatt
osay
Hi
m:Youwi
ll
takecareofMrDlami
ni.
Iasked
Mel
li
sat
ohel
py ouandshowyouaroundthe
Topf
loor
Isl
owl
ynodandwal
kedout

IthenrememberedwhatThandiswatol
dme
aboutthatguyandNi
gel.
Apparentl
yhe'
sver
y
rude.

OhhhLor
dIdon'
twannal
oosemyj
ob
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weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

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er4

Mi
l
ton

Ihadj
ustcamef
rom myof
fi
ce,
Iwassupert
ir
ed
Iwasev
ent
hinki
ngofbuy
ingahouset
hissi
de
becauseli
vi
nginthi
shotel
isnotagoodidea
butIlov
edthei
rfoodandhowmucht heytake
goodcareofus.

Iwalkedinandhear
dt hisamazingvoice
comingoutofthebathroom.Hervoicewassoo
amazing,
sweetandsoosof t.
Ifel
tgoosebumps
makingthei
rwayoutt hewayherv oiceaff
ected
mesoomuch. Shewassi ngi
ngDest i
ny '
sChil
d-
BrownEyes

Remembert
hef
ir
stdaywhenIsawy
ourf
ace
Remembert
hef
ir
stdaywheny
ousmi
l
edatme
Youst
eppedt
omeandt
heny
ousai
dtome
Iwast
hewomany
oudr
eamedabout
Remembert
hef
ir
stdaywheny
oucal
l
edmy
house
Remembert
hef
ir
stdaywheny
out
ookmeout
Wehadbut
ter
fl
iesal
thoughwet
ri
edt
ohi
dei
t
Andwebot
hhadabeaut
if
ulni
ght

If
oundmy
sel
fsi
ngi
ngal
ongi
nmyhead
Igotoutofi
tandl
ethersi
ngandf
ini
shwhat
shewasdoing.
Itookoffmybl
azerandt
ookoffmyti
eand
unbutt
onedfewbutt
onssooIcanbr
eath

Shewalkedoutwhil
esi
ngingandalmostfel
l
whenshesawme. Iwassurpr
isedmysel
fbyher
beaut
y
Shewassoobeaut
iful
,
hadamazi
ngbl
ueey
es
wit
hhersmal
lpout
ingpinkl
i
ps.

It
oowassoooutoft
hiswal
ked.
Honestl
yIwasn'
texpect
ingt
oseesucha
beaut
if
ulper
son.
IthoughtMarcuswoul
dfi
nd
theregul
argir
lsIknow.
ImeanI
'
venev
erseen
heraroundthi
sside

Shehel
dhermout
hwhi
l
eherbeaut
if
uley
es
poppi
ngout
Me:
Youhav
eabeaut
if
ulv
oice
Shel
etgoofhermout
handbl
ushed
Her:
ThankYouver
ymuch,Iam soosor
ryI
di
dn'tknowy
ouwereher
epleasefor
giv
emeId.
.
Me:
Itsokay
,Yourname?
Her
:Boi
kany
o
Inod
Her
:Letmel
eav
e,Iuhhm sor
ryy
etagai
n
Shequickl
ywal
kedoutwhi
l
eIwasaboutt
osay
something

BOI
KANYO
I
'veneverbeensoosur pri
sed,shocked,
scared
younameal lofthoseemot ions.
Whatsur pri
sed
met hemostwashowhandsomehewas. It
's
beenav erywhil
eIhadl ookedataguyl ikethat
i
nmyl i
fe.
Hewassoohot ,hewasev eryt
hing.
I
thoughtThandiwasjokingwhenshet ol
dme
howhandsomehewas

Isweartherestofthataft
ernoonIkeptt
hinki
ng
abouthim andhasn'tcal
l
edoutf ormyhelpor
anyt
hing.

Idr
ovehomet
hinki
ngabouthi
m
Howhandsomehel
ooked,
thosemuscl
es
Letmej
ustt
ell
youhi
sdescr
ipt
ion

He'
sver
ytal
l
,mascul
ar,
ver
yyel
l
owwi
thone
di
mpl
e
Hasbri
ghtteet
hwi t
hbeautif
ulsmiletodie
for
.Hehasbrushthati
snicel
ytremed.Hewas
oneofthemosthandsomecr eatur
esI'veever
seenOhhhonotforget
ti
nghisthickjui
cyli
ps..

Ifoundmy sel
fdri
vi
ngt
oHl
ehl
e'
spl
acej
ustt
o
tel
lherabouthim.
Itol
dherev
ery
thi
ngandshewasal
sobl
ushi
ng
hersel
f
Her
:Iam sur
eyourv
oicechar
medhi
m
Il
aughed
Me:Girl
Iam outofhi
sleague,
he'
sjustt
oo
per
fectandgoesfort
hosemodels
Her
:Mel
hav
eyouseeny
our
sel
f?.
..
Me:
I..
Her:Fr
om mysideyouar
eoneoft
hemost
beauti
ful
gir
lsar
oundher
eImeanever
ybody
knowsthat
.Youar
esooper
fect
,y
ourbodyi
s
amazi
ng.
Ismi
l
ed
Her:AllI
'm sayi
ngisthatyouneedt oer
asethat
mentali
tythatuarenotbeaut i
ful
.Youneedto
beconfident,
stoplooki
ngdowny oursel
fit
s
unatt
racti
ve.Guyshatethat.
Yououtofpeople
shouldknowt hatbecauseofSiyabonga
Me:
Iheary
ou
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Il
ovey
ouneh
Me:
Lov
eyoumor
efr
iend,
l
etmegoandr
est
Her:Dontf
orgett
hatwear
edoi
ngourhai
r
Fr
iday
Me:
Not
edbabe

Il
eftandwenthome
NextdayIdr
ovet
owor
kver
year
ly.
Iwas
supposetobet
her
eexact
lyat6:
30bef
ore
breakf
ast
.
Iar
ri
ved,
Ial
readydr
essedupathome
Iwenttopr eparet
heempt yroomsatt opfloor
thatbel
ongedt oNigel.
Iwasneededi nhis
room.Itookadeepbr eathbeforeenter
ingand
foundthisotherdar
k,beaut
ifultal
lwomen
standi
ngt hereweari
nghisshirtbusywithher
phone.Myhear twasbrokenabi t.
Idon'
teven
knowwhy .
Her
:Uhhhm di
duhearwhatIsai
d
Me:
Nosor
ryma'
am y
ouwher
esay
ing?
Sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:Idon'
tunder
standt
hismenu
Iwal
kedt
oher
Me:Whatisi
tthaty
oudon'
tgetsooIcan
cl
ari
fy?
..
Her
:Isai
dIdon'
tunder
standmeani
ngIdon'
t
under
standev
ery
thi
ng.
Thewayshewassoor
udeIdi
dn'
tgetwhy
Mi
l
tonwal
kedi
n
Hi
m: Whyareurudenow?..
.whati
sitt
hatu
wantsoshecangetyou?
Her:BabyI
'
m notrude,
she'
sjustst
upi
d.Li
kemy
questi
onwasverysimpl
e
Hi
sfacechanged
Him:Fi
rstl
yyouwi ll
apol
ogizetoherforcal
li
ng
herst
upid,
secondlythedumpper sonherei
s
you.
Youcould'
vet ol
dherwhatur eall
ywanted
butuchosetobitcharound.Last
lygetthef
uck
outofhere
Her
:Whatf
orher
?..
.She'
sjustacl
eaner
Hegaveheranot
herl
ookwhi
cht
ooIf
ound
scar
y

Shewal
kedoutandwentt
other
oom
Iswal
l
owedhar
d
Me:
Uhhm any
thi
ngIcangety
ou?
Hi
m:Ther
egul
ar
Inodandqui
ckl
ywal
kedout

Whatj
usthappened?
..
Didher eall
ychaseherout
?..
.Hecanbesoo
rudebutt hatwomenwassoor udeand
stupi
d.Reallysheact
edsooimmat ur
e

Iwentt
otheki
tchenandt
heydi
dhiscoff
eeand
hi
sEngli
shbr
eakfastt
hewayhel
ikedi
t.
Iwentback
If
oundhi m busyreadi
nganewspaper
,t
hegi
rl
walkedoutcarryi
ngherbagandweari
nga
smallti
ghtpinkdressandheel
s
Shewasaboutt
opassme
Hi
m:Isai
dapol
ogi
ze
Her
:Iam sor
ryuhhm?
Me:
Kany
o'Boi
kany
o'
Her
:Yeahwhatev
ery
ournamei
s
ShewalkedoutandIwassoosurpri
sedthat
sheact
uall
yapologi
zed.I
t'
sli
ket
hisguyhasthi
s
cer
tai
npower.I
tconfusedmesoomuch

Ineatl
yputhi
str
aydownandaskedift
here'
s
anythi
nghewantedbuthesai
dhe'
sokay

Mi
l
ton

Li
zzyi
soneofmyexgi
rl
fr
iend
Iwassurpr
isedt
oseeherout
sidemydoorlast
ni
ghtandthenextt
hingwear
ehavingsex.
She'
s
j
ustabr at
,Ij
ustl
oveherpussyandIwas
surpr
isedtoseeherbecauseshe'
sdat
ingsome
famousguy .
Shecan'
tkeepawayf
rom myd*
ck'
HerWor
ds
NotMine'

Ihat
edhowmuchshewast
alki
ngt
oBoi
kany
o
YesIr
ememberhernamehowcanInot
?.
Iwasevensur
pri
sedhowcalm shewaswhen
Li
zcall
edherst
upidandhowmuchitdidn'
t
af
fecther
AndIwassur pri
sedshehasn'tthrownher
self
atmebecause90%ofgi r
lsworkingheret
hrow
themselvesatmebuther,she'
s
diff
erent
.She'
sspeci
al,
Il
ikehowmuchshe
carri
eshersel
f

Igotoutofmyownt
hought
swhenmyphone
rang
Me:
Angi
e
Her
:Youhav
eameet
ingi
nanhour
Me:Okthanks,
cal
lmydr
iverandgi
vehi
m my
l
ocat
ion
Her
:al
readydonet
hat
Me:
Iam i
mpr
essed
Her
:ofcauseuar
e
Af
tert
hecal
lwi
thherIgather
edmyt
hingsand
wentt
oatt
endmymeet i
ng
Aft
ermymeet ingsfort
hedayIdecidedtodrive
tomyl it
tl
esi sapartment.
Shewasl i
vi
ngwith
herboy f
riend.Iseri
ousl
ydidn'
tli
kethi
satall
.She
hasn'tevenf i
nishedherdegreeandalr
eadyshe
i
spr egnant.IArri
vedandtheyletmein
Ifoundherwai
ti
ngf
ormeout
sideandwe
hugged
Her
:Imi
ssedu.
..
.
Me:
Imi
ssedy
oumor
e,howhav
eubeen?
Her
:I'
vebeenf
ine,
l
et'
sgeti
n
Me:
Wher
eist
hatboy
fri
endofy
our
s?
Her:
Brot
herplease,
Iknowyoumustbe
di
sappoi
ntedandIam sorr
y.Il
ovehi
m,Il
ove
soomuch
Iknewshemeanti t
.Theyarehighschool
sweethear
ts,
whenshewasdoi nggrade10
Phenyowasdoingmet ri
c.Theyhavebeen
toget
hereversi
nce.
Inod
Me:
Sowher
eisy
ourpr
incess
Shesmi
l
edandwal
kedout
Shecamehol
dingt
hisv
eryt
inybaby
Shecameandsatnextt ome,t
hebabylooked
soosmallandIcoul
dn'tmakeoutwhoshe
real
l
ylookedli
kebutshewassurepret
ty
Her
:Her
ehol
dher
Me:
nonoshe'
stoosmal
l
,Iwi
l
ldr
opher
Shel
aughed

Wespendt
her
estoft
heaf
ter
noont
oget
her
.I
mi
ssedher

BOI
KANYO

AweekpassedandImustsayi twasamazi ng
workingatt opfloor.
Ihav ebeenseei ngl essof
Milt
onbecausehewasf oreverout ,
hecomes
backl ateusuall
ywhenmyshi ftisoverandi
missedseei nghi shandsomef ace.Therewas
nottoomuchwor kl
iketherewasbackt here
butIhat edthisoldperverts,
theywher ev er y
di
rty.Yestheyt r
iedtheirmov esacoupl eof
ti
mesbutmebei ngmeIt ookt hings
professionalandIwasnotev ent emptedt o
datet hem.Theylookedol derthanmyf at herand
Ifoundt hatreal
lydisgusting.
WhatIhat edabout
them i
sthattheywher etootouchy .
Especial
l
y
whentheyaredr unk,theywoul dspankmeand
eventr
ytokissme. Ihatedthat.Ihat
edi tsoo
much.IwenttoMar cusandcompl ainedbuthe
madeitclearthatitishowi tis.

Igetpaidenough,
hesai dishoul
dgetov eriti
ts
notli
ketheyaresleepingwit
hmeandhe
remindedmehowl uckyIam andthatIshould
begreatful
becausemanygi rl
swoulddief or
thi
sjob

OneFr
idayIwascal
l
edi
nAnt
hony
'sr
oom
Ihatedt hatman,hecomesonceaweeki nthe
hotel wi
thadi f
ferentwomen. Hei
sv er
yrude
andi nconsider
ate.Ihatehiswhi
teasstothe
ful
lest.I
t'
sthosety peofmenwhowi l
lgetuf i
red
forjustasinglemi stake.
Icoul
dn'
tstandhim
everybit.
It
ookadeepbr
eat
handwal
kedi
n
Tomysur
pri
sehewasal
onet
hist
ime
Me:
Goodday
,howcanIbey
ourser
vice
Hi
m:I'
m gonnaneed3winegl
assesandext
ra
t
owel
sbecausetheladi
essai
dtheywannat
ake
aswi
m
Inodandwal
kedout
Igat
heredever
ythingt
hatheaskedf
orand
wentbacktohi
sr oom andputt
hem neat
ly
Me:
any
thi
ngel
se?
Him:Douknowt
hatyouar
ever
ypr
ett
y
Bonkano(
howhecal
l
smyname)
Me:
ThankYou,
Any
thi
ngel
se?
Hestoodupandmadehi
sfatbodyt
omy
di
rect
ion
Myhear
tst
art
edbeat
ing
Hest
oodi
nfr
ontofme
Hi
m: YouknowIcangety
ouany
thi
ngy
ouwant
i
nli
feright
?..
Me:
Iam goodcanI.
..
Hi
shandsl
owl
ywentt
omyf
igur
e
Me:
SirIIneedt
oleav
e
Hi
m: Iam pay
ingal
otofmoneyher
esoIwi
l
l
t
ell
uwhenIwanty out
oleav
e
It
ri
edr
emov
inghi
shand
Hi
m:Youar
eal
i
ttl
efei
styIl
i
ket
hat
Me:
Pleasel
eav
emeal
oneIdon'
tw.
.
Hepushedmet
othewal
l
It
ri
edget
ti
ngoutofhi
scr
ib
Myhear
twasbeat
ingi
nci
rcl
e
OhhdearLor
dIneedy
ou
Hi
m:Iwanty
oubaby
Heki
ssedmyneck
It
ri
edpushi
nghi
m buthewast
oost
rongert
han
me
Me:
Please.
.leav
eme.
..
HepushedmedownandIt r
iedt
orol
laway
fr
om him buthegotacri
bofmylegand
grabbedmer eal
l
yroughl
y
Me:
Pleasedon'
tdot
his,
II
Hegotdownandpinnedmeagainstthefl
oor
andheldbot
hmyhandsandst r
angl
edmeabi t
andstart
edki
ssi
ngme.Ist
art
edscreaming
Hesl
eptmesoohar
d
Him:bit
chshutthefuckup,noonewi
l
lev
en
hereyoubecausethi
swallsare.
.
Someoneknockedatt
hedoor
Person:
Babyit
'susopenupy
ouar
enot
answeri
ngyourphone
Hequi
ckl
ygotupandhel
pedmeupt
oo
Hi
m:getoutofher
eandyouwil
lshuty
our
mout
horelseyouwil
ll
ooset
hisj
obanduwil
l
nev
ereverf
indanyotherj
oby
ouhearme,
I
qui
ckl
ynodwhileshi
veri
ng

Iopenedthedoorandqui cklypushedthegirl
s
asi
deandj ustranandstoppedt hencoll
apsed
onthefl
oor .
Ihuggedmyf eetwhi l
e
shi
veri
ng.Tearswherenotev encomingout .
I
wasscaredIwassooscar ed.
Whathav
eIdonetodeser
vet
hiski
ndofbad
l
uckinmyli
fe?.
.

Someonehel
dmyshoul
derandIscr
eameda
l
it
tl
e
Hi
m:I
tsokay
,i
t'
sokay
Il
ookedupandMi
l
tonwasst
andi
ngt
her
e
Hi
m:ar
eyouokay
?..
It
ri
edsay
ingsomet
hingbutwor
dsf
ail
edme
Hehel
pedmest
andupandhuggedme
Ihuggedhi
m backandj
ustcr
ied
[
03/05,
22:00]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er5

Mi
l
ton

Iwaswalkingtomyr oom fr
om anepic
af
ternoonwithmychi l
dhoodfr
iends.I
twas
amazingseeingthem aft
eraverylongti
me.At
l
eastIgottodosomet hingmorefuneithert
han
si
tt
inginmyof fi
ceandbusywi t
hpaperwor k

Whilewalki
ngIsawsomeonesi t
ti
ngonthe
fl
oorhuggingherfeetwhil
eshi
ver
ingand
breat
hingheavi
ly
.Iquickl
ywentt
oherbecause
shelookedf
ri
ght
enedandi
tsoneoft
he
workers.
Ihel
dhershoul
derandshel
etoutascr
eam

I
twasher'
Boi
kany
o'

Iaskedheri
fshewasokaybutshecouldn'
t
bri
nghersel
ftoutt
eraword.Ihel
pedherupand
huggedher.
Shejustcr
iedi
nmyar ms.
Hercrywassoopainful
.I
t'
snotl
ikeanyot
her
cri
esitwasdif
fer
entpai
nful.
Whatreal
l
y
happenedtohermustbehuge.
Itr
iedl
ett
inghergobutshehel
dmeev
enmor
e
ti
ghter
Her
:Pl
easedon'
tl
eav
eme
Shehadhi
ccups
Me:
Iam notl
eav
ingy
oukany
o
Ipi
ckedherupandshehuggedmeand
cont
inuedwhil
ecr
ying.
Ihadt
opi
ckherup,
she
coul
dn'twal
k.
Shewashol
dingunt
omef
orherdearl
i
fe.
Whathappenedt
oher
?

Iopenedmyroom andwalkedinwit
hherthen
cl
osedthedoor.
Isatwi
thherinthecouchand
shewasabitcal
m nowhowev ershewas
shi
veri
ngandholdi
ngmetight

Me:
Ineedt
ogety
ouwat
er,
Iwi
l
lbeback
Shehesitat
edonl et
ti
ngmegof orasecondand
event
uallydi
d.Ist
oodupandpour edhercold
waterandaddedabi tofsugarsoitcancal
m
hernerves
Iwentt
oherandgav
ehert
hegl
ass
Me:
Dri
nkt
his
Shet
ookt
hegl
assandhadasmal
lsi
p
Me:
Dri
nkabi
tmor
eitwi
l
lhel
pyou
Shedrankhal
fofitandt
hencamet
omeagai
n
andheldmetight
er

Shef
ell
asl
eeponmychest
Ipi
ckedherupandputherinbedandclosed
herwit
hthecovers.
Shelookedsoobeauti
ful
andpeacef
ul.
Ibrushedherhai
randstar
edat
her
Whathappenedt
oyouBoi
kany
o
Icheckedherneckandt
hewher
eprint
sof
handsandhercheekwasabi
tred.

Igotv
eryangr
y
Whot hefuckhi
ther,Iwi
llf
indtheper
sonandI
wil
ldealwitht
hem personall
y.
Whoev ervi
olated
hermadeahuget hi
ngbecauseshelookedv ery
scar
ed.Angercreepedinj
ustbythethoughtof
r
andom asshol
ehi
tt
ingher

Itookadeepbreat
hthenopenedmycupboar
ds
andtookaglassofwhiskeyt
ocal
m medown
Shewil
lhavetobehonestwi
thmet
omor
rowso
Icandealwi
ththeasshol
e

NextDayIwokeear l
i
erthanherandt ooka
showeranddr essedupintomywor ki
ngout
cl
othes.
Iwentt otheotherroom andj ust
browsedthoroughmyphone. Icoul dn'
t
l
eave,t
herewasnowayi coul
dl eaveherall
al
oneaf t
erlastnight
.Shewilldefini
tel
yfr
eak
out

Shewal
kedi
nwhi
l
ebr
ushi
ngherey
es
Shel
ookedbeaut
if
ul
Shest
aredatmeandl
ookedabi
tshy
Me:
Goodmor
ning
Her
:Hi
Herv
oicewassool
ow
Shecameandsatopposi
teme
Me:
Arey
ouokay
Shef
akedasmi
l
eandnodwhi
l
elooki
ngdown
Me:Whatreal
l
yhappenedt
oyou?
..
Youdi
dn'
t
l
ookwell
atalll
astni
ght
Shelookedupandi
not
icedherey
eswher
e
tear
y
Her
:Iwasgoi ngthroughalotandIapologize
f
orbotheri
ngy ou'Shebidherlowerli
pand
t
ookabr eat
h'thanky ouf
orbeingther
ef orme
Shest
oodup
Me:
Itsf
ine,
l
etmeatl
eastdr
ivey
ou
Her
:ThankYoubutIwi
l
lbef
ine
Shet
ookhershoesandwal
kedout
Ther
ewasmor
etoherl
i
ttl
est
oryshewas
sayi
ng
It
ookmyphoneanddi
all
edmyPI
'
snumber
s
Hi
m:Juni
ori
t'
sbeenawhi
l
e
Me:
yes,
Ineedy
out
olooki
ntosomeone
Hi
m:Okay
,det
ail
s
Me:GeezIdon'
thavedetai
lsofhery
etbutIwi
l
l
sendyouthi
saf
ternoon.
Iwannaknowwhere
sheli
ves,
wit
hwhoev er
ythi
ngabouther
Hi
m:Yesboss
Me:Andfindoutf
ormewher
eshewas
yest
erday
Hi
m: GreatIwi
l
lbedonebynextweek
Wednesday
Me:
Makei
tMonday
,Iwi
l
laddmor
emoney
Iswi
tchedt
hecal
l
Thebast
ardwhohur
tyouwi
l
lbedeal
twi
th

AsandaMsi
zi

Iwokeupi
nar oom nexttomewher e2gir
ls
sl
eepi
ngnaked.
Ibrushedmymyey esand
l
ookedatt
hetimeandi twasal
ready7:30

Igotoutofthebedandt ookashowert hen

woremyNi keshortsandi tst-
shi
rtwit
h
sneaker
s.Iwasn'
tfeelingsickfr
om all
that
heavydri
nkingIdi
dl astnightwhichwasagood
thi
ng.

Iwoket
hosegi
rl
sup
Me:
Youneedt
oleav
e
Theyhesi
tat
edabi
t,
theywher
est
art
ingt
o
annoyme.
Me:
Gett
hef
uckout
Gi
rl1:
Whyar eyoubei
ngr ude,
thewayyouar
e
soupt
ightit
'sli
keyoudidn'tf
uckthedayout
ta
usl
astnight
Me:Dontbor
eme,Youarewast
ingmyti
meand
besi
desmywifewil
lbeher
eanysecond
Iwasl
i
eng
Her
:Whatt
hehel
l
?..
.Whydi
dn'
tyousay
any
thi
ng
Me:
Waket
hatf
ri
endofy
our
s
Iwentoutandst
art
edmaki
ngmyshake
Ihear
dherscr
eami
ng
Iqui
ckl
ywentt
othebedr
oom
Her
:Shesnotwaki
ngup,
she'
snotwaki
ngup
Me:
Whatt
hef
uvk
Iwentt
oherandcheckedherpul
seandl
ucki
l
y
shewasst
il
lal
i
ve.
Itookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Didut
akedr
ugsl
astni
ght
?
Her
:Yes,
wet
ookt
hem coupl
eoft
imes
Me:
Tfi
swr
ongwi
thy
ou
Her
:II
Me:
Dressherup,
makei
tqui
ck
Iwentoutandst
art
edmycar
It
ookmyphoneanddi
all
edLoy
iso'
snumber
s
'
Mydoct
or'
fri
end
It
oldhi
m whathappenedandhet
oldmet
o
br
inghert
ohissurger
y
Iwentandpi
ckedherupandwedr
ovet
her
e
Wearr
ivedandhehadalreadysecuredaroom
f
orher
,heimmediat
elyst
artedoperati
ngher

Iwassoopi
ssedIwon'
tl
ie
HadIknownt
hatt
heywher
eondr
ugsI
obv
iousl
ywoul
dn'
thav
ewenthomewi
tht
hem.
Theotherf
ri
endwassi
tt
ingnextt
omebusy
sobbi
ng
Me:
Whyar
euguy
sdoi
ngdr
ugs?
Her:Thi
sisnott
heti
met obej
udgi
ngsoplease
anditsnotl
i
keyoucare.
SoIwon'
tber
easoning
wit
hu
Ichuckl
ed
Me:Shewi l
lbefine,
Ishoul
dn'
tevenbeherebut
heyIcan'
tletherdieonmywat ch.
Idon'
twanna
rui
nemyr eputat
ion
Sher
oll
edherey
es

Loy
isocameandt
oldusshewi
l
lbef
ine
Weshoul
dgi
veheraday
,shewi
l
lwakeup

Inod
Webot
hwal
kedout
Me:
Wher
eam Idr
ivi
ngy
ou?
Her
:Sowet
o,Iwi
l
lgi
vey
oudi
rect
ions
Shegav
emeheraddr
essandIdr
oveherhome

MySat
urdayi
sal
readyr
uined
Iser
iousl
yneedtostopwiththi
sthings.
Now
poorgir
lalmostdi
edonmywat ch.Idon'
teven
knowtheirnamesthat
'sj
usthowf uckedupthi
s
wholethi
ngis

Wear
ri
vedout
sideherhouse
Ihadalr
eadywi t
hdr
awnmoney ,
soIgaveher
R5000Me: Ihaveal
readytakencareofyour
fri
endsbi
ll
.Ihopefr
om todayuwi l
ll
earnnott
o
takeondrugs
Sheopenedherdoor
Her
:Byt
hewaymynamei
sSi
ndi
swa,
Ihadal
ot
offunwithulastni
ght.
AllIcansayisthaty
ou
areughasickandal onel
ymot her
fuckenbi
tch
bi
tterni
gga.
Youar everyr
udeandy ouneeda
womeni nyourli
fe
Shesl
ammedt
hedoorandwal
kedout

Wt
fjusthappened
If
oundmy
sel
flaughi
ngi
ndi
sbel
i
ef

Mynamei
sAsandaMsi
zi
Youwi
l
lgett
oher
emyPOV
Wat
chasmysi
deoft
hest
oryunf
olds
[
03/05,
22:08]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er6
BOI
KANYO

Themorni
ngIl
eftMil
ron'
sroom,Iimmedi
atel
y
cal
l
edinsi
ckanddrovestr
aighthome
Thenextday' Saturday '
Iwasinmyr oom j ust
l
iengi nbed. Whatr eal
lyhappenedl astnighthad
affectedmesoomuchandt othinkthatI '
ve
nev ercri
edf ory ear sandlastnightIcr i
edmy
eyest osl eepshowshowmuchi taffectedme. I
remembert hef i
rstthingIdidwhenIcame
homel astni ghtwast obat h,
Iscrubbedmybody
untilabitofbl oodcomi ngout.Icouldn'tgetthe
thoughtofhi m ki ssingmeandhi sbodyagai nst
mine, Ievenv omi tedcoupleoft i
mes. Itwas
reallyhard.Iev enpr ayedandthankedGodt hat
nothinghappened.
Ij
ustdi
dn'
tknowi
fhehadr
apedmewher
e
woul
dIbebynow.
Ineededt hatjobsoIhadt oputmy selftoget
her
andactl i
kenot hingnev erhappened.AndI
remember edhiswor dsandIsawi nhisey es
thathemeanti twhenhesai dhewi llr
uine
me.Wi thMi l
tontoo,Idontknowwhathappened
butIf el
tsoosaf einhi sarms.Itfel
tli
ke
home. Hiscomf ortwasev ery
thing.
Hewast here
formeev erystepoft hewayandIj ustdon't
knowhowIwi l
l f
acehi mf rom nowon. WhatI
willsaytohi m af
terwhathappened

Somebodyknocked
Ikeptqui
te.
..
..
It
'sHl
ehl
eKany
o
Igotmy selftogether
.YouseeHlehl
e'
sfatheri
s
adetecti
ve,imagineifItol
dherwhathad
happenedhowmuchi twil
laff
ectherandshe
wil
ldefi
nitelytel
lmet ogoopenacasewhi chis
whatIdon' twant.
Ineedthi
smoneysooIcanmoveoutofthi
s
houseassoonaspossi
bleev
enthoughIl
ove
t
hishousebutt
her
ewasnoot
herchoi
ceIcoul
d
make

It
ookmyf
acecl
othandwi
pedmyf
ace
Me:
Comi
ng..
.
Itookadeepbr
eathandqui
ckl
yappl
i
edmy
facewashandwenttoopen
Her
:HaoKany
owhatt
ooky
ousool
ong?
Me:
Iwasaboutt
obat
handIwasnaked
Her
:WhatI
t'
snotli
keI'
veneverseenunaked.
I
hav
eseenunakedall
mylife
Me:
Howar
eyouHl
ehl
e?
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:
Exci
ted,
Baf
ana'
sfri
endi
shavi
ngapar
ty
andheaskedustocomewit
hhim
Me:
I'
m notf
eel
i
ngwel
l
Her
:ComeonBoi
kany
o,Ican'
tgoal
one.
You
knowhowmuchbor
edIwi
l
lbe
Iwasn'tr
eadyt
ogooutespeci
all
yaf
terwhat
happenedtome
Me:
IJ.
..
Her:
Please,
Inev
eraskuf
orany
thi
ng.
Dot
his
oneforme
Me:
Itsf
ineHl
ehl
e
Shescr
eamed
Her:
SoIhavealr
eadyfoundmyout
fi
t.
Let
'
ssee
whatyouwi
l
l beweari
ng
Li
hlekodwa

West ar
tedsearchi
ngmywar drobeandIt ooka
bat
h,shechosewhi t
ehighwaistedjeansanda
nor
mal plai
nred-cr
optopwit
habl azerandshe
sai
dshewi l
lborrowmeherredheel s

It
ookmypur
seandev
ery
thi
ngIwi
l
lbeneedi
ng
andwewenttoherhouseshet
ookabat hand
woreherr
edshor
tdresswit
hblackheel
s

Her:Kany
oyou'
vebeenv
erydi
stant
,what
'
s
wrong?
Me:Uhhhm not
hingmuchbabe,
youl
ooksoo
good,
Sowhatarewedoingwit
hourhai
r?
Her:
OhhhmineIam l
eavi
ngi
thangi
ngandwi
th
your
s,Iwi
l
lst
rai
ght
enit
Me:
Goodi
dea
It
ri
edact
ingnor
mal
byal
lmeans

Herboy
fri
endcameandwedrovetoPr
etor
ia
Cent
uri
on.
Theplacewasabi
tfar
.
Wearr
ivedaft
erawhi
leandthepl
acewasn't
t
hatcr
owdedanditl
ookedbeauti
ful
.
Ilov
ed
t
hei
rcomplex.
Wewentoutandweandwal ked
i
nsi
de
Wegr
eet
edev
ery
oneandj
oinedt
heot
herguy
s.
Baf
anasati
nbet
weenus
Ilovedhimf ormyfri
end,
theyhavebeendati
ng
foray earandahalfandtheyhavebeenther
e
foreachot her
.Wealsogetalong
Hi
m:Sowhatar
eyougi
rl
sdr
inki
ng
Hl
ehl
e:Hennesseyf
ormeandJui
cef
orKany
o
Hi
m:Whyar
euchoosi
ngf
orhernah?
Shegav
ehi
m ast
rai
ghtl
ook
Me:
act
ual
l
yIwi
l
ldowi
thagl
assofwi
ne
Hlehl
e:Kanyoudon'
tl
ikeal
cohol
,
what
happened?
Me:Iwoulddowit
hone,
ther
e'safi
rstti
mef
or
ev
eryt
hingandIdon'
twannabeuptight
Baf
ana:
Okt
hen
Hl
ehl
e:Kany
oar
eyousur
ethaty
ouar
eokay
?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:BabyIam f
ine,
Ijustwantsomealcohol
in
mysystem,
andbesidesBafanaisher
ehewi l
l
t
akegoodcareofus
Her:
Mxxm youdon'tknowhi m whenhei
s
dr
unkthatone.
Justdon'tdr
inktoomuch
Inod

Iwant
edal
cohol
soi
tcancal
m myner
ves.
Iwantedtol
oosenupandf
orgetabout
ever
ythi
ng

Hecamebackwi
thourdr
inks

Him:Ipour
edsweetr
osesi
nceudon'
treall
y
l
ikeal
coholandy
ouwill
dri
nkr
edsquar
ei fu
don'
tli
keit
Me:
ThankYou
Hel
eftandIt
ookasi
p
Me:
Itsact
ual
l
ynotbad
Shel
aughed
Her
:That
'saf
ir
st
Il
aughed
Me:
May
bet
hiswi
l
lbemydr
inkf
rom nowon
Wemetot
herguy
s

Whilesi
tti
ngthishandsomeguycamedownt he
stai
rs.
HewassoohotIswear .Heiscar
amel
withabitofri
chhairandbear
dandpinkli
ps.
He
hadsmal l
blackeyes.
Hehadt at
toosi
nhisl
eft
handandwasmascul arandt
all
.MywordI
swearIwassoochar med.
Hewaswearingj
eansandawhi
teshi
rtwi
th
whi
teGucci
sneakers.

Heshoul
derbumpedwi
thBaf
ana
Hl
ehl
eshookme
Shel
aughedwhenshesawmest
arr
ingathi
m
Her
:Myf
ri
endi
sthatudr
awl
i
ngov
eraguy
?
Me:
Leav
eme,
he'
shothao
Her
: yenahe'
sver
yhandsomeandaf
uckboyI
am sure
Me:
Idon'
tmi
nd,
he'
stoohot
Her:
Hai Kany
o,y
eshisev
ery
thi
ngbutMi
naI
don'
tli
kehimforyou
Igav
eheral
ook
Her
:Okoksor
ry,
buthe'
stoohott
obeal
oyal
t
ype

Theyappr
oachedusandIf
eltmyhear
tski
ppi
ng
abit

Me:
theyar
ecomi
ngourway
Her
:St
aycal
m andgowi
tht
hef
law

Theyst
oodi
nfr
ontofus
Fana:
Thi
sist
hewomenofmydr
eamsLi
hle
Him:Ohhhsot
hisistheladyt
hat
'
sbeen
keepi
nguawayfrom us
Weal
lchuckl
ed
Fana:
Andt
hisi
sherf
ri
endBoi
kany
o
Ismi
l
edandweshakedhands,
wehada
momentandwef
inal
lyl
etgoofeachot
her
Fana:
Guy
sthi
sisAsandat
heowneroft
he
house
Us:
Nicemeet
ingy
ou
Him:Ni
cehavingyouguy
s,hopeyouwi
l
l
enj
oy.
Anyt
hingyouwantpleasecomet
ome
Webot
hnodandt
heywal
kedaway
It
ookal
ongdeepbr
eat
handHl
ehl
elaughed
Timefl
ewIwasi nmythi
rdgl
asswithwhi
chI
havebeendr i
nki
ngf
or2hour
sthat'
showslowI
canbe.Asandawoul
dn'
tst
opstar
ri
ngatme
ever
ychancehehadwhichmademademesoo
uncomfortabl
e.

Iwasget ti
ngtipsy ,
andHl ehlewasj ustfineeven
thoughshewashav ingherfi
fthglass.Iwas
actual
lyhavingf un. Theguyswher ever yfr
iendl
y
andout goi
ngandf unnyaswel l.
Weat eand
manypeopl est artedcomi ng.Theyev enwentall
outtocalladj l
at eron. Wewher esafebecause
thehousewasbul letproofwithwhichIf ound
weird.

Iwasnowabi tdrunkandsi
tti
ngwiththisother
gir
lnamedPalesa.She'
sver
ysweet,shealso
camewithherfri
end.Wewherechatti
ngabout
every
thi
ngandshet oowasabitdrunk.This
ot
herguycameandandhel
dbot
hourhandsso
wecancomedance.

Idi
dntl
i
kedanci
ngbutIwasn'
tbadati
taswel
l
Itookoffmyj acketandwebot hwentt odance
togetherwiththeotherguys.
Alcohol was
playi
ngwi t
hmyheadIwon' tli
e.Ifoundmy sel
f
dancingwithAsandashaki ngmybodyi never
y
singl
eangle.Ididn'
tevenknowwher ehecame
from butIfoundourselvesal
lov ereachother
.

NEXTDAY

If
oundmy
sel
finbed
Ir
ubbedmyey
esandf
oundAsandai
nfr
ontof
me

Ist
art
edscr
eami
ngoutsool
oudwhi
l
epani
ck
t
aki
ngi
tst
all
onme.
..
..
  
[
03/05,
22:08]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡
Chapt
er7

Asanda.
..
..

Iheardsomeonescreami
nginmysleepandI
i
mmedi atel
yopenedmyeyesandfound
Boikany
oscreaming.
Shehadtear
sinherey
es
Me:
What
swr
ong?
Her
:Wh.
..
Whathappened?
..
Wher
eisLi
hle?
Me:
Cal
m down
Shewasact
ingsoodr
amat
icr
eal
l
y
Tear
scameoutofherey
es
Me:Calm down,
don'
tcry.
You'rewear
ingy
our
cl
othesmeaningnot
hinghappened
Shetookalookofher
sel
fandIsawher
becomingabitcal
m

Honest lyspeakingIwassur pri

sedofmy self
toot hatIdi dn'tsl
eepwi t
hherlastnight.Shei s
differentther e'
ssomet hi
ngabouther .Lastnight
afterdanci ngwi thhersheaskedmet o
accompanyhert othetoil
etwithwhichi nmy
mi ndIsai dgoodshotshe' sinfori
ttoo. Itook
hert ot hemai nbedroom andtookhert ot he
bat hroom. Shedi dherbusinessandcame
back. Whenshewasbackwei mmedi ately
star t
edki ssingbutthenshest oppedmewhen
ever ythingwasget tingheated.

Shestart
edcryingtel
l
ingmehowmuchshe
wantstodothisbutcan't
.Shetol
dmeshewas
avir
ginandthatshedoesn'twannalooseher
vi
rgi
nit
yliket
his.Shewentontotell
i
ngmehow
muchshehat esherli
feandthatthi
sisherfi
rst
ti
meofdr i
nking.
Shedisl
ikeddr
inkingbutt
oday
shedrankbecausetherewasal otonherpl
ate
andthatsheneededtogethermi ndoffaf
ter
theyt
riedrapi
ngher

Tomysur pr
iseIfoundmy selfl
i
steningt oher
andcomf orti
nghert ell
inghereverythingis
gonnabeokay .Shedi shedoutsoomany
thi
ngs.
Iwassur prisedofmy sel
ftoobecauseI
am notthetypeofguyt ocatchfeelingsortobe
huggi
ngandcomf ort
ingsomegi rl.
Butt henwit
h
herIdon'tknowbutIf i
ndherdiffer
ent .Myhear
t
all
owedmet oli
stent oherandbet hereforher

Ibecamesobersamet imewhenshest art

ed
cry
ingbecausehercr yi
ngwasdi f
fer
entand
pai
nful.
Iwasv er
yangr ytoevenhearthatsome
guyfrom herworkplacetri
edrapi
ngherandi t
i
sclearthatitaf
fect
edhersoomuch.
Herbeaut ywasabonusbecauseshehada
wonder fulwarm hear
t.Shewasv erybeaut
if
ul.
I
nevergav emy sel
ftolookatsomeonei nthis
eye.YesIhav eseenbeaut i
fulgi
rl
sbuthershe's
di
fferent.She'
sbeauti
ful i
nsideout
.Herski
nis
asflawlessasababy 's.Herbodyisamazing
andv erysexy.

Shel
ookedatmeandbi
dherl
owerl
i
p
Shehel
dherhead
Her
:Iam v
erysor
ryf
orwaki
ngy
ouupt
hatway
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Itsokay
Whyam Ibei
ngsoni
cetoher
,Iam AsandaIam
nev
erni
cetoanywomen.Whyam Ismili
ng
Her
:Uhhhm hav
eubyanychanceseenmybest
f
ri
endLihl
e?
Hi
m:Yes,
shei
sinoneoft
heguestr
oom.
Last
nightshecametocheckyouandfoundu
sleepi
ngpeacef
ull
yandtol
dmet olookaf
ter
you
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Shet
rust
edut
olookaf
terme?
Hi
m:Yes,
comeIhav
esomeseal
edt
oil
etr
ies
Shest
oodup
Shewenttobrushherteet
handIwentt
othe
otherbat
hroom andbr
ushedmyteet
haswell
.

If
oundherbusymaki
ngt
hebed

Me:
Not
heywi
l
ltakecar
eoft
hat
Her
:ButI.
..
Me:
Don'
tyouwantheadachepi
l
ls?
Shenodandwebot
hwentout
Wear r
iveddownstairsandthehousewasv ery
cl
ean.Lastni
ghtafterevery
oneleftIcal
l
edt he
guystocomeandcl eanthehouse.Andtheydi
d
awonder f
ulj
ob.Shewassur pri
sedwhenwe
walkeddownstair
s
Her
:Di
dIsl
eepf
or2day
sorwhat
?
Il
aughed
Me:
No,
peopl
ecamet
ocl
eanupl
astni
ght
Shel
aughedandnod

Myworkerhadalr
eadymadebreakf
astandwas
donef
ixi
ngthetabl
e.Wegr
eet
edher

Me:
Let
'seatf
ir
stbef
orey
oudr
inkt
hepi
l
ls
Wesatdownandst
art
edeat
ing
Her
:Whatr
eal
l
yhappenedl
astni
ght
Me:
Youdon'
trememberatal
l
Her:
thisi
sver
yembar r
assi
ngbutIdon'
tknow
whatreal
l
yhappened
Me:
Alothappened
Shepoppedherey
esout
Me:Notbadt
hingsbutgood,
youwher
ejustt
oo
dr
unkandfel
lasl
eepthat
'sal
l
Her:Real
lyIdi
dn'
tdoany
thi
ngembar
rassi
ng
l
ikecryi
ngorpuki
ng
Me:
Nonot
hingatal
l
Shesmi
l
edandnod
Her:Iam actual
l
ypr oudofmysel
f,
fi
rstt
ime
dr
inkingalcoholandIwasn'
tnaught
y
Webot
hlaughed

Baf
anaandhergi
rlwal
kedi
nandcamet
ojoi
n
us.
Thegi
rl
shugged
Li
hle:
Geezy
ouar
enev
erdr
inki
ngagai
nKany
o
Her
:butappar
ent
lyIwaswel
lbehav
ed
Her
:Youwher
ecr
yingy
ourassof
f
Shel
ookedatme
Her
:ButIt
houghtusai
dibehav
edmos
Ichuckl
ed
Hi
m:Wel
laccor
dingt
omey
oudi
d
Li
hle:
Nahdon'
tl
iet
oher
.She'
snol
onger
dr
inki
ng
Fana:
Lihl
eleav
eKany
ohao

Wehadapr
ett
yni
cebr
eakf
ast
.
Iwasabi
tdownwhent
heyhadt
oleav
e.
Idi
dntev
enknowwhybecauseIshoul
dn'
tbe
cat
chi
ngfeel
i
ngsorwhat
soever

Iexchangednumber
swi
thBoi
kany
o
Iwi
llhavetofi
ndtheguywhotri
edhar
assi
ng
her
,Iam notaboutt
oleav
ethi
sone

Boi
kany
o

ItwasMondaymor ningandIwaskindat i
red
event houghIsleptthewholedayyesterdaybut
Iwasst illt
ir
ed.
Itookmybat handloti
oned
my selfthenworemyuni form.
Itookmybagand
carkey sthenwalkedout .
Imademy selfacup
ofteabef oreIl
eftand2sl i
ceofbreadwi t
h
mar gari
ne.
Myauntwal
kedi
nwhenIwasbusyeat
ing
Thiswomenneversl
eepsmxxm.
It
's5:
30and
yenashe'
sal
readyawakemai
god

Shegav
emeal
ookandcl
i
cked
I
t'
sst
il
li
nthemor
ning,
Idon'
twantdr
ama
Her:
Yaziwenathisday syouaredoi
ngt
heway
youli
ke.
Youdon'tsleephome.Youcomehome
atni
ghtandl
eavei nthemor ni
ng'
s
Me:Iam bet
tert
hanSindi
swabecausebl
esser
s
al
waysdropheralmostev
eryday
Shelookedatmer eal
l
ysurpr
isedwhenIsaid
that
.Ineverr
espondtoherwhenevershe
cri
ti
cizesmebuttodayihadthecouragetosay
that
Her
:Whatdi
dyouj
ustsayBoi
kany
o
Me:Iam tel
li
ngyouthetruth,
she'sForeverout
andcomesbackwi thexpensiveclothesand
doesn'
tevencontr
ibut
ewi t
hf ood.ButIgoout
onenightandal
readyyouar ecompl ai
n
Her
:youaret
alki
ngbackatme,
yohhhJesu
buy
ano!!'
SHESHOUTED'
Her
:Uy
angj
way
elaYazi
Boi
kay
o
Shecamemydirect
ionchar
gingandsl
apped
mesoohar
d.Icl
osedmyey esfort
hewhole
secondwhi
l
emybr
aint
ryi
ngt
oregi
sterher
.
If
eltsomethi
nghi
tt
ingmyshoul
derandshe
washoldi
ngabroom
Her
:Ungj
way
elakabi
Boi
kany
o.
Shestar
tedhi
tt
ingmewi t
hitandIjustsatt
here
andcoveredmyface.
Shestoppedafterawhil
e
whenshewasv er
ytir
ed.
If
eltmyheadspi
nningbecauseshewasal
so
hi
tt
ingmeinthehead.
Her:Ngi
cel
auhambeBoi
kany
o.Hambobef
oreI
ki
ll
you.
Icar
ri
edmypainf
ulbodytomyr oom.Herki
ds
wherest
ari
ngatmewithoutanyremorse

YouseeMam' Khiz
eisv er
ytal
landhasthose
hugeboodies.
Thatwomenhasav er
ysharp
hand,
andshe'smascular.
Inev
ereventryt
o
fi
ghtbackbecauseIknowshewi l
lki
llme.
Itookmyphoneanddi al
l
edLihle'
snumbers
becauseIneededher
.Thisti
meShehi dmesoo
hard.
Mybodywasv erypainf
ulandIneeded
headachepil
l
s.Shewasn'
tanswering
Icouldn'
tmisswor
ktodaybecauseFr
idayI
didn'
tevengo.

Itookoffthatunifor
m becausetherewhere
bloodstainssincethatbr
oom brokeandleft
scrat
chesi nmyar ms.ThegoodthingwasthatI
hadanot herunif
orm.Isl
owlytookmyclothes
off.
..
Aft
erthatIwor
emyot heruni form sl
owly.
Aft
er
awhil
eIwasdone.Icouldn'tleavemyhai r
hangi
ngbecauset
heynev eralloweditatwork
soIhadtomakeaponyt ail

Iappl
i
edabi
toft
oomuchmakeupsooIcoul
d
hi
det
hebr
uiseshel
eftwhenshesl
eptme.
Itookmycarkeysandbackt
henwalkedout
andfoundthem wat
chi
ngtvl
ikenot
hingever
happened

Ipassedt hem anddr ovetowor kasf astasI

couldsinceIwasal r
eadylate.Iar
ri
vedaf tera
whileandIwasn' tf
eeli
ngwel latal
l.
Mybody
wasv erypainfulandIhadt hishugeheadache. I
askedMyot herempl oyeepainkill
ersandI
drankall3of fthem andstartedwor ki
ng.Iwas
evenslowert hanusual

Duri
ngmybr eakti
meIwentt omycarandsl ept
offthepain.
Af t
erl
unchThandicameandwoke
meup. IwasneededinMilt
on'sroom.Itooka
deepbr eat
h,Idi
dn'
twannafacehim.Icouldn'
t
facehim
Iwal
kedi
nandknockedonceandt
heyl
etmei
n
If
oundhi
m busyr
eadi
nganewspaper
Hi
m:Youcansi
t
Ihesi
tat
edf
orami
nut
eandhegav
emeal
ook
Isatdown
Hi
m:Howhav
eyoubeen?
.
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Iam f
eel
i
ngal
otbet
ter
Hel
ookedatmef
orawhi
l
e
Hi
m:Youdon'
tl
ookf
inet
ome
Me:
Iam f
ine,
Iam j
usthav
ingal
ongday
Hi
m:Wher
eusl
eepi
ng?
Thisguycanhej
ustleavemealoneIam noti
n
themoodandIcert
ainlydon'
twannatal
k

Ij
ustwannabealone,
Ijustwannabealoneas
al
ways.
Ihavebeenaloneallmyli
feandright
nowbei
ngal
onei
sal
lIl
ongf
or.

Hi
m:Di
dyouhearwhatIsai
d?
Il
i
ftedmyhead
Me:
Huhh?
Hi
m:Iwanty
out
owor
kforme
Me:
Idon'
tunder
stand
Hi
m: IboughtahouseandIwoul
dl i
ket
oyouto
wor
kf orme,andbecomemyfull
timehel
per
.I
wi
lldoubl
ey oursal
ary

.
..
..
.
[
03/05,
22:08]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Iwil
lbeabi
tbusythisnextcomi
ngweek.
I
post
edenoughforyouguyshoweverIwi
l
ltr
y
maki
ngt
imet
opost

Chapt
er8

BOI
KANYO

Me:
Honest
lyIdon'
tknowwhatt
osayr
eal
l
y
Him:WellIam t
ir
edofstay
ingher
e,Iboughta
houseandIwouldli
keyoutobetheonet aki
ng
careofi
t.
Me:
Cani
uhhm t
hinkabouti
t?
Him:Sure,
j
ustdon'
twast
etoomucht i
me
becauseIam movi
ngint
herenextweek
Inod
Hel
ookedatmef
orawhi
l
eyetagai
n
Hi
m:Cani
ask?
Me:
Yes
Hi
m:Aboutl
astweek,
whathappenedt
oyou?
Me:
Not
hingandIdon'
twannat
alkabouti
t
Hi
m: Ast
heownerofthi
shotel
itconcer
nsme
t
hatoneofmyworker
sisn'
twellt
reat
ed

Iwassurpri
sed,Iwasr
eall
ysurprisedtohear
thatHeisalsooneoftheowner'softhis
company.Andwhenhesai diwasn'twelltr
eat
ed
i
thidmehar d.Hecan'
tknowaboutwhat
happenednohecan't.
Idon'twantmyl i
fetobe
rui
ned.

Me:Uhhhm honest
lyspeaki
ngnothi
ngr
eall
y
happened,
l
ikeIsai
dIwasn'tf
eel
ingwel
land.
..
.
Him:Iwentt
hrought
hesecuri
tyf
ootagef
orthi
s
f
loorandsomethi
ngunusual
caughtmyeye

If
eltmyhear
tbecomi
ngheav
y,myemot
ions
tookoverme.
Ijustcoul
dn'
thol
dmysel
fandhe
keptpushi
ngme.Hekeptpushi
ng

Hi
m:Ar
eyouokay
?
Tear
scameout
Me:IAM NOTOKAY. ..
..,
IAM NOTOKAYANDI
WILLNEVERBEOKAY. IAM NOTOKAY
BECAUSEIAM TIREDOFEVERYTHI NG.IAM
NOTOKAYBECAUSEPEOPLECANSEE
THROUGHMEHOW WEAKICANBE. IAM NOT
OKAYBECAUSEYOUKEEPOUTTHEWEAK
SI
DEOUTOFMETOO. IAM NOTOKAY
BECAUSEIWASSEXUALLYHARRASED, IWAS
ALMOSTRAPED. IAM NOTOKAYBECAUSEI
HATEMYLI FE.
IHATEI TTOAPOI NTWEREI
WASALMOSTKI LLEDMYSELF.SOIAM NOT
OKAY..
..
...
IAM SOONOTOKAY

Mor
etear
swentout
,Ij
ustcr
iedandl
eti
tal
lout
.
Hecamet omeandsatnextt omeandhugged
me.Imoanedabi tbecausehewashur
ti
ng
me.Hetr
iedtouchingmyhandbutImoaned
agai
n
Hesatbackandst
aredatme
Hi
m: Whosehurt
ingyouBoi
kany
o.Besi
det
he
f
actofwhatyouhavetol
dme
Ikeptqui
teandj
ustcr
ied.
Hedi
dn'
tev
enknowwhatt
odoorsay
Him:Cani
atl
eastseeyourbrui
sessoIshoul
d
knowwhet
herIshoul
dtakeyoutothedoct
oror
not
Ishakedmyheadno
Hi
m: PleaseKany
o,Iwi
llnev
erhurtyou.
Ijust
wanttoseehowbadt heyare.
Trustmeplease
Hi
ssof
tvoi
cewasv
eryconv
inci
ngandIt
rust
ed
hi
m
Itookoffmyshi
rtandhetookal
ookat
them.Hetri
edt
ouchingmebutImovedaway
becausehewashurtingme.

Hi
m:Li
edownandIwil
lgetyousomet
hingf
or
t
hem.
Justt
akeanap.
Iwil
lbeback
Inod
Heki
ssedmyf
orehead.
Hi
m:Ev
ery
thi
ngi
sgonnabeokayIpr
omi
se
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
sandnod

Het
ookhi
scarkey
sandwal
kedout

It
ookof
fmyshoesandcl
i
mbedi
nhi
sbed
Icoulddowithanap,
Iwasver
yti
redandt
he
painki
ll
erswher
eplay
ingwi
thme.
Ii
mmedi
atel
yfel
lasl
eepwhenhewentout
IwaswokenupwhenIf
elthi
m shaki
ngmeabi
t
Hi
m:WakeupsoIcanappl
yyout
hiscr
eam
Igotupandt ookof
fmyshirtandwasl eftwit
h
thebra.
Itookoffmypantsaswellbecausemy
ri
ghtlegwasmor ewoundedthananyot herpart
i
nmybody
Hi
m:Thi
sisgonnahur
tabi
t
Inodandl
i
eddownandf
aceddown
Itookapill
owandpr essedonitwhi l
ehe
start
edrubbingmewi thwhateveritwas.
Itwas
soopainful
.I
twasv erypainf
ul.
Ijustcl
osedmy
eyesandbidont hatpil
low.
Af
tersomef
ewmi
nut
esandIhadt
ofaceup
Hel
ookedatme
Hi
m:Ar
eyouokay
Me:
Iam f
ine
Hestar
tedrubbi
ngmyri
ghtl
egandmorepai
n
camerushi
ngandIcl
osedmyeyesandhel
d
i
ntot
hedearpi
ll
owformypoorl
i
fe.
Aft
ersome
f
ewmi nut
eshewasdone.

Hewentt othecl
osetandtookhisAdidas
short
sandhi spl
aint
-shi
rtandgavethem t
o
me.Istoodupandwor et
hem.Hehelpedmeout
.

Hi
m:Youcangobackt
osl
eep
Me:
Mil
ton
Hi
m:Yes
Me:
ThankYou
Henodandwal
kedout

Mi
l
ton

Iwasver
yangr
y,IwassooangrybutIhadno
choi
cebutt
oacttoughsothatIcanbether
e
forher
.Whatshet ol
dmer eall
yhi tmehard.I
knowIjustmethernotl ongagobuti tf
eelslike
I'
veknownherf oryear
s.Itookmyphoneand
call
edDav i
dIaskedhimt ol ookintoAnthony
hisaddr
esswhathedoes. Iwant edtomakehi s
l
ifeali
vinghell.
Nowonderwhyshewasal l
workedupl astti
mebecauset hatasshol
etried
torapeher.
Iwi
l
lfuckuphi
sli
fe

ASANDA

Iwasinmyoffi
ceandhadjustfi
nishedhavi
nga
meeti
ngwithmycli
ent
.Bei
ngincooper at
eworl
d
i
sveryst
ressf
ulandahandfulj
ob.

Ihavebeenthi
nkingabouthereversi
nceandI
hatedt
hefeeli
ng.Ihat
edthefeel
i
ngsoomuch. I
foundi
tveryunhealt
hyletal
onenotnormalat
all
.Allmyl i
feI'
veonl ybeeni nar ealserious
rel
ationshiponlyoncewhi chwaswhenIwas22
yearsandt hegi r
ldeci dedt obreakmyhear tand
gof orarichman. Ev ersinceinmyl ifeIdecided
tojustmi nglebecauseIhat edthefeel i
ngof
beinghear t
brokenandIf oundrelat
ionships
reall
ystressful
,drainingandal otofwor k.
Ididn'
t
havet i
met obei nar elati
onshi
pespeci ally
consideringmypr ofessionandt heclientsI
haveaswel lasthoset hatIfi
ghtforthem t ogo
tojail
.

Itookoutmyphoneandcal
l
edhernumber
sbut
herphonewentst
rai
ghtt
ovoicemai
l
.

Iputmyphonedownwhi
l
emyhear
twas
uneasy
Whatt
hehel
li
swr
ongwi
thme.
Ineedt
ofor
getabouther
,she'
sadi
str
act
ion
andmay
beshei
sthesameast
hihoes

It
ookmykey
sanddr
ovet
oCof
fee
Myr egul
arIsaidtothebart
enderasIsatdown
comf or
tabl
y.
Hecamewi t
hmyscor chonthe
rocksandIjustsatbackandrel
axed

If
eltsomeonewr
appi
ngt
hei
rhandsi
nmy
waist
Il
ookedbesi
desmeandRav
enst
oodt
her
e
l
ooki
ngassexyasev
er

Raveni soneofmycl ientswife,

sheisav ery
sexy,beauti
fulcr eature.Iwantedtofuckhersoo
badbutIcoul dn't.Ireall
ycouldn'
t,
Idon'tev ergo
foracl i
ent
swi fe...Nomat t
erhowtempt i
ngt he
sit
uationcanbeIwi llneverdothat.
Iam v ery
muchcommi ttedt omywor kandIwi l
lnev erdo
anythi
ngt oputi tatr i
sk.
Youseewi thRav enshehast r
iedmanyt i
mest o
thr
owher selfatmebutInev erforanychance
fal
lfori
t.SheisthelastpersonIwil
lsleepwit
h
becauseherhusbandi sverydangerousandwi l
l
defi
nit
elykil
lmehadhef oundout

Her
:Ifi
tisn'
tthehandsomeAsandat
henwho?
Me:
Rav
en
Isatbackwhi
letakingalookatherf
ir
m body
andherbeaut
if
ul f
itlegs
Shesmi
l
edandsatnextt
ome
Her:
Sowhatbr
ingsuher
eatt
hisDayespeci
all
y
t
hisear
ly
Me:
not
hingt
hatconcer
nsy
ouRav
Her
:MhhhIsee
Sheoder
edherVi
rgi
nCockt
ail
andsi
ppedoni
t
Her
:YouknowSt
eshhasbeenv
erydi
stant
l
atel
y
Me:
Whatdoy
oumean?
Her:
Imeanhe'
sverydi
stant
,he'
sforev
eroutat
ni
ghtsandwehar
dlysl
eeptogether
Me:
He'
sav
erybusybusi
nessman
Her
:I'
vel
ivedwit
hhi
mfory
ear
sandIknowhi
s
t
imeschedule
Me:
Ifeel
li
key
ouar
eov
err
eact
ing
Her
:It
sgoodthaty
ouher
ebecauseIwanty
our
adv
iseandhel
p
Me:
Soundsser
ious
Her
:YouknowIloveSteshbutt
hereisno
l
ongert
hatspar
k,wehavebeenverydist
antt
his
whol
eyearandhehardlyl
ooksatme.Ithi
nkhe
f
oundsomeoneheactuall
yhasfeeli
ngsfor
Me:
Ravy
o..
Her
:Noli
stenIknowmyhusbandAsaandright
nowIcanseethr
oughhi
mthatheisnolonger
i
ntomesoIwast
hinki
ngoff
il
li
ngadi
vor
ce
Shei
scr
azy
Me:
What
?..
youar
enott
hinki
ngst
rai
ght
Her
:Iknowhewi
l
lnev
erl
eav
emet
owal
kout
t
hateasi
ly
Me:TheonlythingthatIcantel
lyoui
stot hi
nk
t
histhr
ough,KnowingSt hehewill
nev
erleave
youwit
hanythingletalonelety
oumov eon.
Her:Iam wil
li
ngt ogothr
oughthatst or
m.Iam
preparedandv er
yready.
Youashisl awyerall
I
'm askingyouisforyoutotel
lhim hisi
nsights
ofthebusinessessothatIcanpresentthem to
thecourtandtheyfindhi
m guil
tyandhegoes
down
Whatt
hef
uckIf
oundmy
sel
flaughi
ngoutl
oud
Me: Ravwhatyouar easki
ngmei scompl et
e
bull
.Youknowv erywellt
hatIwil
lneverdothis
tohim.Iwi
llnev
ersnitchonaclient.
SoallI'
m
aski
ngui stostandupandcar r
yy ourassoutof
t
hisdoor.
Youar
eluckybecauseIwon'
ttel
lhi
m
athi
ngthatuj
ustsai
dhere
Shegav
emeal
ook
Her:ThenIwill
havet
ocomefory
oui nor
dert
o
gett
ohi m andbel
i
eveyoumeIwi
llcomefor
you
Isatbackandst
aredatheri
ndi
sbel
i
ef
Me:clearl
yyoual
sodon'
tknowwhatIam
capableof
Shest
oodupandf
ixedher
sel
fandt
ookherbag
Her
:Itwasni
cemeet
ingy
ouAsanda
Igav
eherav
erybr
ightsmi
l
e
Me:
Likewi
seRav
en

Shewal
kedaway
[
03/
05,
22:
08]Ron:
Chapt
er9
Wi
l
lpostanot
heronel
ater

BOI
KANYO

Iwokeup
If
eltal
otbett
erthanear
li
eron.Imustsayt
hat
cr
eam heappl
iedmewi t
hhelpedabit
Igotoutofhi
sbedandmadet
hesheet
sneat
ly
Ij
ustmadeasmal lprayerbef
orewalki
ngoutof
hi
sr oom t
hathewasnotbear oundsoIcan
sneakoutbecausereal
l
yIcouldn'tf
acehi
m
aft
ereveryt
hingIt
oldhi
m

Iwalkedintheotherroom andhewasbusy
wit
hhi spaperwork.Myhearti
mmediat
ely
st
artedraci
ng
Me:
Hi
Hedi
dn'
tev
enseemest
andi
ngt
her
etheway
hewasconcent
rat
ing
Hel
ookedupandsawmest
ari
ngathi
m
Hi
m:Howar
eyouf
eel
i
ng?
..
.
Me:Alotbet
ter
,Iam notinpai
nli
kebef
oreand
mybodyisnotasheav yasitwas
Hi
m:That
'sgood
Iwentandsati
nthecouch
Him:Arey ounothungr
y?..
..
Youcanorder
anyt
hingMe: Actual
l
yIwast hi
nki
ngof
l
eavi
ng,theymustbef r
eaki
ngoutathome
Hi
m:I
ts21:
30al
ready
Me:
OhhhIsl
eptt
hatmuch?
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Youwher
eti
red
Me:
Iwas(
Ismi
l
ed)
Me:
Cani
ask?
Hi
m:goon
Me:Whyarey
oubeingnicetome?
..
,i
sthere
any
thi
ngyouwanti
nreturn?
..
OrmaybeI..
Hi
m:Icar
e
Me:
Youj
ustmetme
Him:Wel l
Idon'tl
ikeitwhenwomenar
e
mist
reated,Iwoul
dn'thavel
iv
edwit
hmysel
f
knowingthatIlef
tyouallal
one
Inod
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:Ihav
eext
rat
oil
etr
ies
Me:
Icandowi
thabat
h
Hesmi
l
ed

Hestoodupandcamewi thmytoi
l
etr
ies,
Iwent
tot
heotherroom,
thesui
teshad2bedrooms
andalounge.
ThehotelwasveryfancyandIl
ikedhowcosy
andcomf or
tabl
eitcanbe.It
ookmybat hand
j
ustsatinthewater.
It
'sbeenawhil
eIjusttook
alongrel
axingbath.

Iam suretheyhaveal
readywr i
t t
enmeawr i
tt
en
war ni
ng.
ImeanIjustdisappearedoutoft
he
blue.Mar
cusmustbef urious.
Ialsoneedt
oget
myphone, Hl
ehlemustbewor riedtoo.

Aft
ermyrel
axi
ngbath,
Iloti
onedmysel
fand
woret
hesameclot
hes.Ifel
tsoomuch
bet
ter
.Mybodywasatease.

If
oundhi
m wat
chi
ngsoccer
,Isatopposi
tehi
m

Hi
m:Ioder
edy
ousomewi
ngsandst
eak
Me:
ThankYou,
Sowhyar
eyoust
ayi
ng
her
e?.
..
Don'
tyouhav
eawi
feorki
ds
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:DoIl
ookol
d?
Me:
Ohhmywor
dno,
Idi
dn'
tmeani
tthatway
Hechuckl
ed
Him:Ofcauseyoudi
dn'
t,t
hereasonwhyIam
l
ivi
nghereandnotmarr
iednotevenasingle
chi
ldi
sbecauseIam averybusyman.Forev
er
tr
avel
li
ngandhavesoomuchpaperwor k
Me:Thati
ssad,
Ithi
nky
ouneedt
oloosenup
andexpl
oreabi
t.
Hi
m:Am It
hatdul
l'
bor
ing'
Il
aughed
Me:Wellnotbori
ngassuchbutlooky ouare
for
everi
ny ourr
oom everyFr
iday.
Yougof oran
hourandcomebackt henuleavethenextday
Hegav
emeasi
desmi
l
e
Hi
m:Howdouknowmyschedul
e?.
.
Me:
OhhhIuhhm wor
kher
e
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Isee

Myfoodcameandwejustsatandst
art
ed
chat
ti
ngaboutev
ery
thi
ngandanythi
ng
Ourvi
ews,
l
ikeanddi
sli
kes.
Wesl
eptr
eal
l
ylat
e
ar
ound2am.

NextDayIwokeupear l
yandtookabaththen
woremyworkclothesthenwentout
.Il
efta
not
einhisdr
essingtabl
esincehewasfast
asl
eep.

Iwentt
othelockersandtookoutmyphonei
foundv
ari
ousmi ssedcal
l
sf r
om Li
hle
Ical
l
edher
Me:
HiH.
.
Her
:Kany
oar
euokay
?..
Me:Iam f
ineHl
ehl
e,
Iwi
l
lexpl
aint
ouwhenI
knockof
f
Her:
ubet
ter
,Iwassi
ckwor
ri
edabouty
ougeez
Kanyo
Me:
Iam r
eal
l
ysor
ry
Her
:Okby
ethen
Me:
Bye

Iswit
chedthecal
landAndil
ei nf
ormedmet hAt
Marcuswantedtotalktome.Ihadal
ready
cookedaveryconcret
estor
yi nmyhead

Ifoundhi
m dr
inki
nghi
scof
feewat
chi
ng
somethi
nginhisl
apt
op
Me:
Goodmor
ning
Hegav
emeal
ook
Hi
m:Mr
sDav
id'
s
Het
ookasi
pandputhi
scupdownneat
ly
Hi
m:Douwat
chGameOfThr
ones?
Me:
Uhhm what
'
sthat
?
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:doul
ovey
ourj
ob?
..
.
Me:
OfcauseIdo,
act
ual
l
yaboutl
astni
ght
Hesatbackal
l
owi
ngmet
oexpl
ainmy
sel
f
Me:Ihav
en'
tbeenfeel
i
ngwell
lat
elyandwell
dur
ingmyworki
nghourswhi
l
ewor ki
ngIfai
nted
i
nMrSkhosana'
sroom
Her
aisedhi
sey
ebr
ow
Hi
m:Ohhhh
Me:YesIwokeupaf
terf
ewhourswheni
twas
al
readyl
ateandy
ouhadalr
eadyl
eft
Hi
m:MrsDavi
d'
syoudoknowt hatwhateveru
ar
esay
ingmustbet
ruebecauseIcancall
Mr
Skhosanaandt
alkt
ohi
m
Me:
Youcan
Tomysur pr
iseIwasv eryr
elaxedwiththis
wholesituat
ionIdon'tknowwhet herIknew
thatMil
tonisoneoft heowner '
sorbecausehe
offer
edmeanot herjobbutIwasv er
yrelaxed
Him:Well
Idon'twannatrustwhatyouare
sayi
ngbutThanditoosaiduwher enotf
eel
ing
well
andthatusleptdur
ingy ourl
unchti
me.
Me:
YesIhav
etoseet
hedoct
or
Hi
m:I
tsf
ineuar
eexcused
Me:
ThankYou
Ist
oodup
Hi
m:Mr
sDav
id'
s
Me:
Yes
Hi
m:Af
teruhadf
aint
edwhathappenedt
ou?
Me:Iwokeupaf
teranhoursoMrSkhosana
sai
dishoul
dgohomesinceIwasnotfeel
ing
wellandmyshi f
twasal
mostovertoo.
SoI
deci
dedt oleav
ehenceIwasn'
tfeel
i
ngwel
land
Icouldn'
tkeepup
Henod
Iwal
kedout

Iwassoobor
edIt
houghthewoul
dsaygo
homeandgoseet
hedoctor
.
Lat
ert
hatev
eni
ngIdr
ovehome
IwenttoHlehl
e'
shouseandknocked.
Her
motheral
lowedmeinsi
de.
Shewasbusywi
thherpot
s
Me:
Itsmel
l
slov
elyi
nher
e
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Howhav
eubeenBoi
kany
o?
Me:
I'
vebeenf
inemama,
Iam get
ti
ngt
her
e
Her
:It
sgoodt
oher
ethatandLi
hlel
ethut
oldme
t
hatul
ovedy
ourj
obandi
tspay
ingwel
ltoo
Me:Itdoes,
atl
eastIam abl
etomai
ntai
n
myself
Her
:Thati
sgood,
shei
sinherr
oom.
Iwi
l
lcal
lu
guy
stocomeeat
Me:
Ok,
thanky
ou

Iwentt
oherr
oom andIf
oundhersl
eepi
ng
It
ookof
fmyshoesandcl
i
mbedt
hebed.
ShewokeupasIcl
i
mbedt
hebed
Her
:Kany
o
Me:
Wakeup
Her
:Sowher
ehav
eubeen
Isatbackandst
aredather

Ist
art
eddishi
ngoutev
erything,f
rom Ant
hony,
to
myauntandthentoMil
ton.Idishedoutal
lofi
t
andIwasn'
tev
encr
yingbutt
henshewasv
ery
sad

Her
:Ushoul
d'
vet
oldmeaboutAnt
hony
Mel
ani
ne
Me:
Iwant
edt
obutIcoul
dn'
t
Her:I
tsagoodt hingt
hatMil
tonwil
ldeal
wit
hit
,I
act
uall
ylikehi
m. Hesoundsl
ikea
good,
responsi
ble,mat
uredguy
Me:Hei
s,
buti
tjustscar
esmehowmuchni
ce
hei
stome
Her
:Kany
other
ear
est
il
lgoodmanoutt
her
e
Inod
Her:andIt
hinkushouldtaket
hejob.Aft
erwhat
happenedt
oui snotsafeanditmighthappen
agai
n.
Me:
Ijustdon'
tknow
Her
:IfIwher
euIwoul
dmakeupmymi
nd
Hermot
herwal
kedandt
oldust
ocomeeat
Weat eourlov el
ydinner,
i
t'
salwaysniceeati
ng
dinnerwiththem.Theyareawar m cari
nghappy
family.
Theyarekindandwel coming.Someti
mes
Ijustwishedthatthingshadtur
nedout
diff
erentl
yandIwoul dal
sohavesuchni ght
s
withmypar ents

Lat
eronIdr
ovehome
Ipackedout si
deandwalkedin,ev
er y
onewas
watchingtv.
Theyall
lockedatmeandt hey
whereabi trel
iev
edtoseeme. Theirreacti
on
real
lysurpri
sedme.
Aunt
:Wher
ehavey oubeen?.
..
It
'sbeenadayu
l
eftMe:
Ihavebeenworkingdoubleshi
ft
s
Her
:Ohhh
Ipassedt
hem andwentt
omyr
oom
NextDay

Iwokeatmyusual
time
Iwasgonnagoandt ellMil
tont
hatIwastaki
ng
thej
ob.Ir
eal
isedthatIneededt
omov eoutand
asquickl
yaspossibl
e.

Iarri
vedatwor kandwentstr
aighttoMilt
ons
room.Iknockedandheopenedaf terawhile.
He
waswear i
nghi sboxersandawhiteshir
t.
Itwas
6:30Ireal
isedthatIcametooearlyandIwasa
bitembarrassed

Isatdown
Me:
Uhhmm aboutt
hej
ob
Hest
aredatme
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroat
Me:
Iwoul
dlov
etowor
kfory
ou
Hi
m:Ohhthat
'sgood,
wil
lbemov
ingout
t
omorr
ow
Me:
Uhhmm ok,
wewi
l
ltal
kthen
Ist
oodup
Me:Any t
hingy
ouwantbef
oreIl
eav
eMr
Skhosana?
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Thatwoul
dbeal
lMr
sDav
id'
s
Ismi
l
edandwal
kedout

Iwentt oMarcusofficeandwentt oputmy

noti
ce,hewasv erysurpri
sed.Ijusttol
dhimt hat
myheal thi
sn'twell
andt hatIneededt obe
homet hroughoutthiswholei ssue.He
understoodandsaidi canjustgohomesi nce
whateverthatIhavemustber eall
yserious.

Idr
ovet
othemal
l
Ineededsomemet i
meandaf ewclothes,
It
woul dn'
thurtspoi
li
ngyoursel
fjustonetimei na
while.IwenttoSpurandjustengulf
edinmy
food.AfteranhourorsoIdecidedtogot hrough
someshopsandbuymy selfsomethingnice.

Iwasst
andi
ngout
sidet
hisshopcal
l
edMango
Iwasstarr
ingatthi
sbeaut i
fulheel
stheir
wonderfulr
eddress.
Ijustpict
uredmy sel
finside
ofit
.Ismil
edathowsillythi
sisbecauser eal
lyI
cannotaff
ordthi
s

If
eltsomeonest
ari
ngatme
I
twoul
dlookbeaut
if
ulony
ou
Il
i
ftedmyheadandi
mmedi
atel
ysmi
l
ed
Hesmi
l
edaswel
l
Hi
m:I
tsnotheal
thymeet
ingeachot
herl
i
ket
his
Hewasl
ooki
ngv
eryhandsomei
nhi
swor
k
cl
othes
Me:
Howar
euAsanda?
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Soust
il
lremembermyname?
Ibl
ushedwhi
l
eIwasabi
tembar
rassed
Hi
m:Youl
ookgoodBoi
kany
o
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:I
tsact
ual
l
yni
ceseei
ngy
ou
Me:
Itsbeenawhi
l
e
Him:Weshoul
dfi
ndsomewher
etosi
tand
cat
ch-
up
Me:
OfcauseIwoul
dlov
ethat
[
03/
05,
22:
08]Ron:
Chapt
er10

ASANDA
Ihadjustf
ini
shedhavingameeti
ngwithacli
ent
andwasaboutt odri
vetoworkwhenIsaw
someonelookingexactl
yli
keBoi
kany
ostari
ng
atthi
sbeauti
fuldr
ess..
..

Wedeci dedtogot ospurandwebot hjust

odereddrinkssincewewherebothf ul
l.
Itol
d
my sel
fthatIwouldstayawayfrom herbutthe
momentIsawhermyhear tandsoul y
earned
forherandIf oundmyselft
alki
ngtoher

Me:
Sohowhav
eyoubeen?
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:I'
vebeenj
usyf
ine
Ist
aredather
Her
:whyar
eul
ooki
ngatmel
i
ket
hat
?
Me:
Youar
esoobeaut
if
ul
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:ThankYou
Isatback
Me:
Souar
est
il
lwor
kingatt
hehot
el?
Her
:Howdouknow?
Shel
ookedr
eal
l
ysur
pri
sed
Me:Becauseutol
dmeev
ery
thi
ngt
heni
ghtwe
wher
etogether
Shest
art
edget
ti
ngr
eal
l
yuncomf
ort
abl
e
Me:Iam sorr
yifIam maki
ngyouf
eel
uncomfor
tabl
e.Ij
ustwannamakesur
ethatu
arefi
neaft
erwhathappened
Me:
Iam j
ust
,uhhm canIbeexcusedabi
t
Shesai
dthatst
andi
ngup
Ist
artedfeel
ingreall
ybad,maybeIshoul
dn'
t
havebroughtthatup.Maybeshe'sst
il
lbot
her
ed
abouteveryt
hing.
Ithoughtever
ythi
ngwasgoing
well
.
IknowIam notthatgoodwiththi
sthi
ngsbut
she'
sbrokenandshedefini
tel
yneedssomeone
tobether
eforher.

Ist
oodupandpai dthebi l
lthentookherbag
andwentt
ot he'
ladies'
.Luckil
ytherewasno
onesi
ncetherestaurantwasabi tempty.
Ifoundherst
andingtherest
ari
ngatnothi
ng,
I
walkedtoherdi
recti
on.Shewasst
il
lstari
ngat
nothi
ngshedidn'
tevenhearmegetti
ngi n
Ihel
dhershoulderandshetur
nedherf
aceand
oureyesmet.
Wehadt hisamazingmomentj
ust
star
ingdeepi
neachot her
'sey
es.
Ithenhel
dhercheekandmyotherhand
wrappedaroundherwai
standj
ustdir
ect
edher
headinmychestandhuggedherreal
l
yti
ght
ly

Shewascr
yingsi
l
ent
ly
Me:
Ever
ythi
ngi
sgonnabeokay
Shenodandl
i
ftedherhead
Her
:Iam al
i
ttl
eembar
rassed
Shesaidt
hatwi
pinghert
ear
s,hercheeks
tur
ningpi
nk
Me:
Youshoul
dn'
t
Her:
Youmustbel
ooki
ngatmedi
ff
erent
lyaf
ter
whatIt
oldy
ou
Shesni
ff
ed
Me:OfcausenotKany
o,youareamazi
ngand
whatt
hatidi
otdi
disn'
tyourf
ault
Her
:Idon'
tknowwhat
'
swr
ongwi
thmeSanda
Ihuggedheragai
nandbr
ushedherhai
r

Aft
ersomef
ewmi
nut
esshel
i
ftedherheadand
smil
ed
Her
:Weshoul
dgoout
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ofcause,
arey
ouokay
?
Shebidherlowerl
i
pandsl
owl
ynodandt
ooka
deepbreat
h
Isl
owl
yki
ssedherf
oreheadf
orami
nut
e
Me:
Wewi
lgett
hrought
his
Shesmi
l
edandnod

Idon'tknowwhatwashappeni ngwithmebut
whatIjustreali
sedri
ghtnowi st
hatIam fal
l
ing
forhersoobad. I
twasreal
lybadbecauseI
couldn'
thideitandIcoul
dn'thol
dmy sel
f.

Iaccompani
edhertohercar
,westoodt
her
e
andhadasmallchat.
Aft
erawhil
e..
.

Igav
eherat i
ghthugandki
ssedherf
orehead
shegiggl
ed
Her
:Iwi
l
lseeu
Me:
Iwi
l
lcomecheckupony
ou
Shesmi
l
edandnodt
henwenti
nsi
de

It
ookadeepbr
eat
handl
eft

BOI
KANYO

If
oundmy
sel
fsmi
l
ing
AsIi nhal
edhiscol
ognegoosepumpsj ust
rushedallovermybodyandIjusthugged
my selfwhi
leasmil
ecreepert
hrough

Idon'
tev
enknowwhyIwasl
i
ket
his
Thi
sfeel
i
ngwasv erywei
rdbecauseIhav
e
nev
erfel
tli
ket
his.
Whenher aisedtheAnthony'
sissuefl
ashbacks
ofwhathewast r
yingtodocamet omest r
iki
ng
mer eal
lyhardandIjustl
ostmy sel
f.
Iwasvery
embar r
assedthatheknewandIwasv er
yaf r
aid
thathewilll
ookatmedi ff
erent
ly.

Iarr
ivedhomeandputmyt
hingsi
nmycl
oset
thenlockedi
t
It
henl
i
edi
nbedandmymi
ndr
ushedt
ohi
m

NextTwoDay
s

Ihadfi
nishedbathi
ngandIwasgonnadr
ivet
o
Milt
onshousesinceitwi
l
lbemyfir
stday

Iwor
emyblackskinnyj
eanswithmypit
chshi
rt
andmypi
tchgl
adiator
s.Idi
dn'
tl
ikel
eav
ingmy
hairhangingbuttodayi decidedtoleav
eitand
thenappliedmynudel ipgloss.It
ookmybag
anddr ovetohishousewhi chwasbasedi n
Somecompl exaroundSadnt oncal
l
ed
Plati
num.Iarri
vedafterawhi leandthesecuri
ty
l
etmei nsincetheycall
edhi m
Iarr
ivedoutsi
dehishouseandi twasabi ttoo
bigforonepersonbutIl
ikedit.I
tlookedvery
beautif
ulandsimpleaswell
.Ilovedthebalcony
evenmor e,
theviewmustbel ookingbeauti
ful
.

Hef
oundmebusyst
ari
ngatt
hehouse

Hi
m:Whatdoy
out
hink?
Me:
Ilov
eit
,i
tlooksbeaut
if
ul.
Hi
m:Come
Wewalkedinsi
deandthehousewasjustsoo
ni
ceandsimple.
Itl
ookedr
eall
ybeaut
if
ul
Me:
Thi
sisamazi
ng
Him:Myassist
anttookcareofev
ery
thing,
she
knowsmei nsi
deandoutandIlovei
ttoo.I
t'
s
niceandsi
mpleandspaciousaswell
Me:
Itsr
eal
l
yni
ce
Hi
m:Wel
comet
omyhouse
Webot
hsmi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:Howar
eyouf
eel
i
ngt
oday
?..
.
Me:Iam f
eel
i
ngwel
l,
thankyouforaski
ngand
t
hankyouver
ymuchforevery
thi
ng
Hesmi
l
ed
Hehadoneofthecut
estsmi
l
esev
er.
Ial
way
s
mel
twheneverhesmil
es
Hi
m:Iam gl
adt
oheari
t

Het
ookhi
scarkey
s
Him:Therei
snotmucht odoheresi
ncet
he
houseisver
yclean,
youwil
lseewhatuwi
lldo.
I
wil
lseeyoulat
eron
Inod

It
hinkI
'
m gonnal
ovewor
kingher
e

[
03/
06,
10:
13]Ron:
Chapt
er11

Wil
lpostanot
heronet
omor
rowmor
ning,
i
fnot
i
ntheafter
noon

Boi
kany
o

Af
terMi
l
tonl
eft
,Iwentar
oundandst
art
ed
checki
ngoutthehouse.Ilovedhowsi mpleit
was.Iwal
kedintothemai nbedroom andthe
room wasverybeauti
fulandhadsoomuchni ce
space,
Iwenttothebalconyandj ustadmired
thebeaut
yoft hi
splace.
Iwentdownst air
st ot
he
kit
chenandtherewasnogr ocery,j
ustfew
thi
ngs

Ideci
dedt
owat
cht
.v.t
her
estofmyday
Thehousewasv erycleansoIdidntseet
he
poi
ntofmecleaning.Plushi
sDSTVhad
cat
chupit'
sbeenawhi l
eIwatchedGener
ati
ons
andal
lthosesoapies.

If
eltsomeoneshaki
ngmeandIopenedmy
ey
esandIf oundhi
m st
andi
ngt
herestar
ingat
me
I'
veneverbeensooembarrassedinmyli
fe.
Here
Iam nappi
ngcomf or
tabl
yinhishousei
nstead
ofmaki
ngsur
ethati
tlookscl
ean

Hechuckl
ed,
Ithi
nkhesawhowembar
rassedI
was

Him:It
sokay
,i
tsnotl
i
ket
her
eismucht
odo
here
Me:
ButIshoul
dn'
tbesl
eepi
ng.
Iam sor
ry
Hi
m: I
tsfi
ne,
weshoul
dgot
othemal
landbuy
gr
ocery
Me:
Sur
e,l
etmegot
othebat
hroom

Ist
oodupandwal kedtothebathroom,If
ixed
mysel
fthenrinsedmymout hwi thamout h
washandfixedmyhai ronelastti
met hen
wal
kedout

If
oundhi
m busywi
thhi
sphone
Iwassuperlazy,
al
lIwantedt
ofini
shwhatI
st
arted'
Sleep'.
Wewenttohiscar,
hewas
dri
vi
ngJaguarXF,whit
eincol
our.I
twasver
y
ni
ce

Wedr
ovet
othemal
landIsatback
Hi
m:Youl
ookt
ir
ed
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Iam ki
ndasl
eepy
Hi
m:Ushoul
d'
vet
oldme
Me:
Noway
s,besi
desIt
hinkuneedmyhel
p
Hi
m:YeahIdef
ini
tel
ydo

Wear ri
vedtothemal landweboughtal lthe
grocerythatwi
llbeneededact uall
yIchose
everyt
hingbecausehewasj ustagreei
ngto
everyt
hingIwassuggest i
ngunl essifhedidn'
t
eatthecertai
nthing.
Hedicidedt hatwegrab
somet
hingt
oeatatspur
.

Wesatdown

Hi
m:Idon'
tli
kemostofthisr
estaurant
s,t
hei
r
f
oodarenotast
astyastheyshouldbe,
plus
t
heyover
cookever
ythi
ng
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Iact
ual
l
ylov
ethei
rwi
ngs
Hi
m:I
'
venev
ert
ri
edt
hem
Me:
Whatdouusual
l
yeatwhenuar
eher
e?.
Me:
Idon'
tremembercomi
ngher
e
Il
aughed
Me:
Thenmay
beweshoul
dn'
thav
ecameher
e
Him:Iam wil
l
ingt
otr
yandeatt
hosewi
ngs,
I
t
rustyourt
aste
Weorder
edourwingsandsomefri
esbuthe
or
der
edveget
ablesandstakewi
thwings

Aftert
hatwedrov
etohisplaceandwepacked
thegrocer
yandever
ythi
ng

Me:
shoul
dIcookbef
oreIl
eav
e?.
..
Hi
m:noIam t
oof
ull
,
Iwi
l
lor
dersomechi
nese
Isatopppsi
tehi
m
Het
ookof
fhi
sjacketandsatback
Ther
eIwasstari
ngathi
ssexymuscl
es,
how
yummyhelooked.
Ihear
dhi
m cal
l
ingmynameandIgotoutofi
t
Hewasev
ensmi
l
ing
Hi
m:ar
euokay
?
Me:
Uhhm It
hinkIneedwat
er
Ist
oodupandwentt
otheki
tchen.
Thewayi
wassoocaughtupi nhislooksIevenwent
thi
rstysamet i
me.Myphoner angwhil
eIhad
j
ustf i
nisheddri
nki
ngwater.
ItwasAsanda,
I
smiled

Hi
m:Hey
,howar
eyou?
Me:
Iam j
ustf
ine,
yousoundt
ir
ed?
Him:Iam t
ir
ed,Uhhmm canwegoeat
somewheretonight
?
Ij
ustwentbl
ankf
orasecond
Hi
m:I
fyoudon'
twanti
tsokay
Me:Youmeanasadat e?.
..
Just
us?
..
Flower
s?.
..
Dress?
..
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Yesexact
lyl
i
ket
hatBoi
kany
o
Iwi
del
ysmi
l
ed
Me:
OfcauseIwoul
dli
ket
hat
Hi
m:Great
,sendmeyourl
ocat
ion.
Iwi
l
lcome
pi
ckuupataround19:
00
Me:
iwi
l
l,
Ihav
etogonow
Hi
m:Ok
Weswit chedcal
l
s,Idrankthelastdropst
hat
whereleftint
heglassandt ookadeepbreat
h
t
henwentbackt ot hesit
ti
ngr oom.Hewas
watchi
ngsoccer
Hi
m:Sohowar
eunow?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Iam act
ual
l
yhappy
Hi
m:Icanseet
hrought
hatwi
desmi
l
e
Me:
Iknowuar
emyboss,
butSoccerMi
l
ton?
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:I
tsni
ce
Me:
Idon'
tev
enunder
standasi
ngl
ethi
ngher
e
Hi
m:Comesi
ther
e,t
odayuwi
l
llear
nev
ery
thi
ng
t
hat
'sneedt
obeknownaboutsoccer
Iwentt
ositnexttohim andwej ustrel
axed
whil
ehetaughtmet hebasicthi
ngsandIwould
ask/
complai
nev erysecondwhenev ert
here
wassomethingthatIdidn'
tunderst
and

I
twassooamazi nghangingoutwi t
hhim and
l
aughingoutl oud.Lat
eronIhadt oleave,
Iwasa
bi
tsadl eavinghim al
laloneinthi
shuge
house.Heev encompl ai
nedtoo,howlonelyhe
wil
lbe.IlaughedasIbi dhim goodbye

Heevenaccompani
edmetomycarandwe
madesmalltal
kandIev
ent
ual
l
ylef
t

Ar
ri
vedanddr
ovet
oHl
ehl
e'
shouse
Ical
l
edherandt
oldherIam out
sideherhouse
Shecameoutaf
teraf
ewmi
nut
esandgoti
nthe
car

Her
:Soudi
dn'
tbr
ingmegoodi
est
oday
?
Shemadeasadf
ace
Me:
Ilov
emynewj
ob
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Sohowwasi
t?.
..
Me:
Itwasact
ual
l
ygr
eat
Shegav
emeawei
rdl
ook
Me:
Igetal
ongpr
ett
ywel
lwi
thmyboss
Her
:Howso?
Me:Wegett
osi
tandwat
cht
.vev
engooutf
or
l
unch
Shechuckl
ed
Her:
Udoenj
oyspendi
ngt
imewi
thhi
m don'
t
you?
Me:
Ihav
eadat
etoday
..
.
Shegav
emeanot
herv
erywei
rdser
iousl
ook
Her:
Uhavebeenbl
ushi
ngev
ersi
nceugother
e
Kanyo.
Adat
ewithwho?
Me:
Asanda
Her
:Youguy
shav
ebeencommuni
cat
ing?
Me:
Yes,
wehadf
ewdr
inkst
oget
her
Her
:andudi
dn'
ttel
lme?
Me:
Icameacr
osshi
m att
hemal
l
Shegav
emeanot
herdi
sappr
oval
look
Her:
KanyoisitAsandaory
ourBossmaki
ngu
gl
owl i
ket
his?
Me:
What
?
Her:Iam j
usttr
yingt
ounderst
andbecauseone
minuteuaretal
kingaboutMrBossandthen
Boom Asanda
Isuddenl
ywasconf
usedt
oo
Me:
Iuhhm don'
tknowKany
o
Shegav
emeal
ook
Her
:Sowhatar
eugonnawear
?
Ismi
l
edt
oo
Me: Iwasthi
nki
ngoft hi
sotherPeachKnee
t
ightdressIboughtatLegi
tnotlongagoand
yourblackSt
il
ett
os.
Her:Thatsoundsgood,
gof
etchyour
cl
othes.Youwil
lbat
hinmyhouse.Mypar
ent
s
l
eft
.
Me:
Okgr
eat
,hesai
dhewi
l
lbeher
eby19:
00

Iwentt
omyhouseandt ookmyt oil
etr
yaswell
asmyclot
hesandpurseincludi
ngmyp. j
'
s
si
nceIwil
lbesl
eepi
ngov eratLihle'
shouse.

Iwenttoherhouseandt ookanicerel
axing
bathafterthatIgotdressedandIl
ookedv er
y
beauti
ful.
Shedi dabitofmake-upandfleek'
d'
myeyebrows.
Ilookedatmyselfonemoreti
me
att
helongmirr
oracrossherroom andIl
ooked
amazi
ng

Her:
Youl
ooksoopret
ty,
I
'venev
erseenu
dr
essedt
hispr
ett
ybef
ore
Me:maybei
t'
sbecausei
t'
smyf
ir
stdat
eI'
ve
ev
erwentto
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Ihopeev
ery
thi
nggoeswel
l
Me:
Ihopesot
oo
Isatdown
Her
:Kany
o
Me:
Yes
Her
:Doul
i
kehi
m?
Me:
Honest
lyIdon'
tknowLet
hu'
Li
hlel
ethu'
ButIal
way
sfeel
comf
ort
abl
e,
rel
axedandhappy
whenev
erIam wi
thhi
m
Her
:AndMi
l
ton?
..
.Uf
eel
thesame?
Me:
He'
smybossLi
hle
Her
:Iknow,
j
ustbehonestwi
thme
Me:Il
ov ebeingaroundhi
m aswell
,
hei
svery
sweet
,understand,
ki
ndandalway
sther
efor
me.Wi
thhimt ooI..
Myr
ang
I
twasAsandacal
l
ingandt
ell
i
ngmet
hathei
s
out
side
Me:
Ihav
etogo
Webot hwentout
side,hewaspackedoutsi
de
myhouseandwewal kedtohi
scar.Hegotout
tooandOhhhmy .
..
washel ooki
ngsoo
handsome 
Hewaswear ingblackj
eansandawhitePol
o
shi
rtwit
habl ackbasebal
lj
acketandhi
swhit
e
sneaker
s,hol
dingthi
shugeredfl
owers
Li
hle:
Yeyhel
ookssoogood
Me:
Iknowr
ight
Webot
hchuckl
edandf
inal
l
ygott
ohi
scar
HegaveLihl
eahugandhecamet
omeandwe
huggedf
orthewhol
esecond
Hi
m:Mymymyy
oul
ooksoobeaut
if
ul
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYou,
youl
ookhandsomey
our
sel
f
Li
hle:
pleasebr
ingmyf
ragi
l
efl
owerhomesaf
e
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:OfcauseIwi
l
l
Heopenedt
hedoorf
ormeandof
fwel
eft

Wear
ri
vedout
sidet
hisbeaut
if
ulGuestHouse
Wewal kedtothisothersideandt
her
ewasthis
beaut
if
ul r
estaurantourtabl
ewasnextt
othi
s
cl
eanbeaut i
fulpooloutsi
de
Me:
Thi
sisbeaut
if
ul
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Iwasaf
rai
duwi
l
lnotl
i
ket
his
Me:
Ilov
eit
Weoder
edourf
ood
Hi
m:Idon'
tusual
l
ydot
hist
hingsbuti
tact
ual
l
y
f
eel
sgood
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Myf
ir
stt
imegoi
ngoutonadat
e
Hi
m:Wowt
hati
samazi
ng
Me:
Amazi
ng?
..
.
Him:ImeanIgott
obet hef
ir
stper
sontaki
ngu
outandyouar
ethefi
rstwomenItookoutf
or
di
nnerandwental
lout
Webot
hlookedateachot
herandsmi
l
ed

Ourgoodcameandwehadoneoft
hemost
beaut
if
ul di
nnerever
.Ourconversati
onswher
e
sogood,themoment sweglanceateachother
andsmile.I
twasjusttooamazing.Ireal
l
y
enj
oyedmy self

Wedecidedtot
akeawal
kandj
ustadmi
redt
his
beaut
if
ulpl
ace

Wef oundaspot,
ther
ewasalongswi ngchai
r
cl
ippedtothetr
eesbothsi
des.
Hehelpedsit
andheclimbedtooandwejustsatbackand
l
ookedatt hest
ars
Hi
m:Thi
sisbeaut
if
ul
Hewrappedhishandaroundmyshoul
derasI
putmyheadinhischest
Me:
ThankYouf
orsuchabeaut
if
ulni
ght
Hi
m:ThankYouforal
l
owingmetospendt
ime
wi
thy
ou.Ihadanamazingt
imewi
thyou
Webothl
i
ftedourheadsandst
aredateach
ot
her
Ifel
tourli
psmeetandweshar edasl ow
passionat
ekiss,
hishandswentt hr
oughmy
bum asmyhandsf eel
inghi
smuscl es.Hehad
soft
,sweetli
ps,
Ifoundgoosepumpsmaki ng
thei
rwayout ,
andtickl
esdownt her
e
Hepul
l
edoutandwebot
hst
aredateachot
her
Hebr
ushedmyf
aceandbabyki
ssedme
Hi
m:Youar
ever
ybeaut
if
ulKany
o
Me:
ThankYou
Iputmyheadinhi
schestandcl
osedmyey
es
whil
eIf
elthi
shear
tbeati
ng
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er12
BOI
KANYO

NextDay

Iwasonmywayt owork,
Iar
ri
vedthereexact
ly
at8:
00,Hewasnotar
oundsoIdecidedto
sweeparoundev
enthought
hehousewas
al
readycl
ean

Lat
eronIdeci
dedt
ocook
OhhhIam v
erygoodwi
thpot
s,mymot
her
t
aughtmewell.
Ideci
dedtomakesomegri
ll
edlambchopsand
veget
abl
esonthesi
de.
I'
venoti
cedt
hatheis
i
ntoheal
thyf
ood.

Hecamebackar
ound16:
30whi
l
eIwasbusy
wat
chi
ngt
v
Hi
m:smel
l
samazi
ngi
nher
e
Me:
Icookedsomegoodf
ood
Hi
m:Howar
eyou
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
I'
mfi
neandy
ou?
Hi
m:ki
ndat
ir
ed
Me:
gotakeashowerandIwi
l
ldi
shoutf
orui
n
t
hemeanti
me
Hi
m:t
hatwoul
dbegood

Hewenttot
akehisshoweraf
terashor
twhi
l
eI
di
shedoutf
orhi
m

Hecamebackwear i
nghisshortsandanor mal
shi
rt
,wi
thsocksandsleeper
s.Helookedsexy
wit
houthi
sworkclot
hes.
Igavehim hisf
oodandIwenttothekitchen
andjustti
dieduparoundt
hensatinthebar
chair
sandwentt hr
oughmyy est
erday'
s
pict
ure'
s
Af
tersomet
imehewal
kedi
n
Hi
m:soul
eftmeal
lal
one?
Me:
IthoughtIshoul
dgi
veusomespace
Hi
m:f
rom whenhav
eIev
eraskedf
orspace?
Me:
Wel
lIt
houghtudi
d
Heputhi
sdi
shandsatnex
ttome
Hi
m:Sohowhav
eyoubeen?
Ismi
l
ed,t
here'
sonet
hingI
'
vej
ustr
eal
i
sedabout
himi
sthathecar
es.
Me:
I'
vebeenf
ine
Hi
m:andhowar
ethebr
uises?
Me:
usedt
othem get
ti
ngt
her
e
Hewi
denedhi
sey
es
Hi
m:Uj
ustsai
duar
eusedt
othem
Me:
Iuhhm madeami
stake
Hi
m:Ar
euseei
ngsomeone?
Me:
Noofcausenot
Hi
m:Thenwhosebeenbeat
ingy
ou
It
ri
edstandi
ngupbutheheldmywai standI
l
ookedathishandandslowl
yfacedupand
l
ookedathiminhiseyes
Hi
m: Idon'
twannaar
guewi
thuKany
o,Ij
ust
wannahelp
Me:Idon'twanthel
pMilt
on,
Justl
eav
eme
al
one.Iam notachar
it
ycase
It
ookhi
shandof
fmygr
ibandwal
kedaway

MI
LTON

Honest
lyIdi
dn'
tunder
standwhyshewas
shutti
ngmeoutbecauseal lIwant edt odowas
tohelpher.AllI
'
veev erwantedwast obet here
forher.
Iboughtt hi
shousej ustsooIcanbe
closertoherandt akecareofher .IthinkIhav e
tookthiswholethingtoof ar.
Ihavef allenf orher
soomuchandr i
ghtnowIt hinkIshoul djust
staybackabi tandgi v
ehersomet imet o
breath.
ImeanIam t r
ying,
Ithoughtt akingt hings
slowwi l
lgi
v eherenought imetor ealiset hatI
l
ikeherandIcar e.ButnowIseet hatmay beI
shouldletherbe.Shewi l
lcomear oundwhen
sheisreadyt oopenupandwhenshef i
nally
reali
sesthatIli
keher .

It
ookmycarkey
sanddeci
dedt
odr
ive
ar
ound,
cl
earmyhead

ASANDA
Ihavebeensi
tt
ingi
nmyof
fi
cet
hinki
ngabout
her
Icouldn'
thelpitbutseehersmileflashrighti
n
myhead. Ihavefal
lenforthisgi
rlandrightnowI
cabsayt hatILoveHer,YesIsai
dLov eHer .I
neverthoughtIwouldev ersayt
hosewor dsin
myl i
febuthereIam. Myphoner angandi twas
her
Asmi
l
emadei
tswayout
Me:
Cucpcake
Shegi
ggl
ed
Her
:HeySanda
Me:
Howar
eyouBoi
kany
o?
Shet
ookabi
tofahuf
f
Her
:Iam f
ine
Me:
Youdon'
tsoundf
ineKany
o
Her
:Iam j
ustt
ir
edMi
l
ton
Me:
Imi
ssy
ou
Her
:Imi
ssy
oumor
e
Me:
Cani
comeandseey
out
hisev
eni
ng
Her
:It
hinki
t'
sbestIbeal
one
Me:
Nowi am bot
her
ed,
somet
hingmustbe
r
eal
l
ywrong
Her:
Iam f
ineSanda,
Justhav
ingsomeper
sonal
pr
oblems
Me:
Okcakes,
JustknowIwi
llalway
sbet
her
e
f
oryou.
Cal
lmeifuneedany
thing
Her
:Iwi
l
l,
Byet
hen
Me:
Bye

Ther
ewassomet
hingwr
ongwi
thher
Itookmycarkey sanddrov etomypl ace.
For
thefir
stti
meinawhi leIhaven'tbeentoclubs
fordaysnow.Ihavebeentryingtobeabet ter
personforher.
IcannothurtherbecauseIknow
verywellt
hatshecannothandl eit
.
BOI
KANYO

Iwasdr
ivi
nghome
Iwasv erysadandIhat edmy selfsoomuchf or
beingal lrudeatMi lt
on.Ifel
tsoobadt hatIev
en
call
edSandasoIcanatl eastfeel bett
erbuti
t
wasn' twor ki
ng.If
eltthathepitymesoomuch
andt hathewast reati
ngmel i
kesomeneedy
person. IknowIwasr udeandIhadt o
apologize.Iwill
nev ersleepknowi ngv er
ywell
thatIt r
eat edhi
m bad.

Ist
oppedandanddi
aledhi
snumber
s
Heanswer
edaf
terawhi
l
e
Hi
m:Boi
kany
o
Me:
Hi,
howar
eyou?
If
eltmyhear
tbeat
ingv
eryf
ast

Hi
m:Iam wel
l
Me:
Canwet
alk?
Hi
m:Shoul
dntubegoi
nghomei
t'
slat
e
Me:
Justgi
vemey
ourl
ocat
ionIwi
l
ldr
ivet
her
e.
Hekeptqui
te
Me:
Ijustwannat
alkMi
l
ton
Hi
m:I
tsf
ine
Het
oldmehi
slocat
ion.
Hewasi
nTowni
nCof
e
Idrovethereaft
erawhil
eIarri
vedandwalked
totheplace.Iar
ri
vedandther
eweren'
tmany
people.
Hewasbusychat t
ingwitht
hisot
herguy
Iwentt
othem andgr
eet
edbot
hoft
hem
Theguygav
eusourspace
Isatnextt
ohi
m andl
ookedathi
m deepi
nhi
s
eyes
Hehadper
fectcl
earbl
ackey
es
Il
ookeddownandt
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Iam v
erysor
ryMi
l
ton,
Idi
dn'
tmeant
obe
r
ude
Hi
m:Iam t
ryi
ngKany
o
Il
i
ftedmyheadandourey
esmety
etagai
n
Ibi
dmyl
owerl
i
pandr
ubbedmyhands
Me:IknowMil
tonandIam sorr
ythatIwasr
ude
andpushi
nguawayIjustdon'
twannabea
bur
den
Hehel
dmycheek
If
eltt
ickl
esr
unni
ngal
lov
ermybody
Him:Youwil
lneverev
erbeabur
den.
Don'
tev
er
sayt
hatKanyo.
YouknowhowmuchIcare
Inodwhi
l
eIst
areddeepathi
m
Hebr
ushedmycheek
Hi
m:Idon'
twannadot
his,
Idon'
twannar
uine
ourr
elat
ionshi
pandIdef
ini
tel
ydon'
twanna
makethi
ngsawkwardbetweenusbutIj
ust
can'
thel
pit

Heslowl
ykissedmeandIi
mmedi
atel
y
r
esponded
Idon'tknowwhatwashappeni ng,
Lor
dknowsI
tr
iedstoppinghim butIcoul
dn'
t.
Myhear
tjust
yearnedforhim

Hepul
l
edoutandst
aredatme.
Icouldn'
tmoveallIdi
dwastostar
eathi
m.I
didn'
tknowwhatwashappeningwithmebut
thiski
sswejusthaddidwonder
stome

Him:ILoveYouBoikanyo,Ij
ustcannotholdthi
s
f
orever.
Ilovedyoufi
rstti
meI '
veseeny ou.
Iam
ver
ymuchi nlov
ewi t
hy ou.
Ij
ustsatt
her
eandt
ear
scameout
Whatam Idoing,
Whatam Idoing?...
IIcan'
tbe
f
all
ingforhi
m Lordno.ASANDAcr ossedmy
mindtooandmor etearscameout .

If
elthi
m wi
pingmyt
ear
s
Hi
m:I
sther
esomet
hingIsai
dKany
o?

Ij
ustst
oodup
Me:
Pleaseexcuseme

Iqui
ckl
ywal
kedt
omycar
Whathav
eIdone?
[
03/06,
10:13]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡
Chapt
er13

BOI
KANYO

Myfeel
i
ngswher
eal
lov
erIwassoo
ov
erwhel
med
If
eltnot
hingbutr
eal
l
ybad
NotlongagoIwasi nAsanda'sar msandtodayi
am inMilt
onsarms.Thisisreall
ywrongbutit
feel
ssoor i
ghtyetagai
n.Ican'tbepl
ayi
ngboth
ofthem andIdon'twanttobreakthei
r
heart
s

It
ookanot
herl
onghuf
fandgotoutofmycar
Iar
ri
vedandf
oundmyauntbusycooki
ng
Iwasaboutt
opassherbecauseIam noti
nthe
moodforherorany
one
Her
:Wear
enol
ongergr
eet
ingeachot
hert
his
day
s?
Me:
Howar
eyoumydearaunt
?
Her
:Ineedy
ourhel
p
Ir
aisedmyey
ebr
owandgav
ehermyf
ull
at
tenti
on
Her:IneedR200,
Ipr
omiseIwi
l
lpayi
tback.
I
oweMakheandshe'sbeenonmythr
oataski
ng
fori
teversi
nce
Ichuckl
ed
Her
:Iwi
l
lpayy
oubackIpr
omi
se
Me:It
sfi
neIwil
lgi
veubutj
ustknowthi
smont
h
endIwil
lgi
veuguysmoneyshor
tofR200
Her
:HaoBoi
kany
oIwi
l
lpayy
ouangi
thi
Me:
Youdon'
twanti
tkeh
Her
:Okf
ine
Itookoutmypur
seandt
ookR200t
hengav
eit
toher
Me:
Andonel
astt
hing
Her
:Khul
uma
Me:
Iam mov
ingoutmont
hend
Her
:What
?
Me:It
snotli
kememov ingoutwi
l
lmakeany
di
ff
erences,
younev
erwantedmeher
eanyways

Iwal
kedawayaf
tersay
ingt
hat
Iguessfr
om nowont heywi l
lhavetohust
lefor
moneyforfood.Ican'
tbefeedingpeopl
etwice
myage.Iam ti
redofthis

Itookof
fmycl
othesanddi
all
edHl
ehl
e'
s
numbers

Sheanswer
ed
Me:
Hlehl
e
Her
:Heybaby
Me:
Wher
ear
eyou?
Her
:Onmywayhomeandwi
thbae
Me:
Passbymyhousebef
oreugohone
Her
:ist
her
eany
thi
ngwr
ong?
Me:
Ijustwantsomeadv
ice
Her
:Iwi
l
lbet
her
ein30mi
nut
est
ime
Me:
OkIl
ovey
ou
Her
:Lov
eyoumor
e

Igoti
nbedandcl
osedmyey
es
Ihadaheadachef
rom cr
ying

If
eltsomeoneshaki
ng
Ir
aisedmyhandandf
oundHl
ehl
est
andi
ng
t
her
e
Shetookof
fhershoesandgoti
nthecov
ers
wit
hme

Me:
Yousmel
lgood
Shel
aughed
Her
:Howar
eyou
Iwi
denedmyey
esandst
aredather
Her
:Tal
k
Me:
Iki
ssedMi
l
ton
Shedi
dn'
tpul
lanyf
ace
Me:Itf
eltsoorightbutIknowit
swr
ongand
r
ightnowIf eel
soobadLet hu
Her
:Whyar
euf
eel
i
ngbad?
Me:Iwasbusywit
hAsandanotl
ongagoand
nowMilt
on?.
..
..
Hetoldmel
ovedmeLethu,
he
conf
essedhi
sloveformet
oday.
AndMilt
onon
theotherhandisdeeplyinl
ovewithme.What
haveIdoneHl ehl
e.Leadi
ngtwoguysonand
l
ateronhav etobreaksomeone'shear
t.
Thi
sis
verywrongandi f
eel soobad.
'
MYHEARTWASSOHEAVY'
Webot
hst
ayedsi
l
entf
orawhi
l
e
Her:All
Iam gonnatel
lyouMel istofol
lowyour
heart
.Gofortheoneyourheartchooses,
theone
youfeelver
ymuchi nl
ovewi t
hwhenuar ewit
h
them
Me:
Idon'
twannabr
eakany
one'
shear
tHl
ehl
e
Her:Iti
sbestt
oenditnowratherl
aterwhenu
arebothinl
ovewit
hthem andbreaksomeones
heartevenmore
Me:
Whati
fichooset
hewr
ongguy
?
Her
:Whi
chonedoul
ove?
Me:
Idon'
tknowHl
ehl
e
Her
:Kany
oIknowt
hisi
syourf
ir
stt
ime
experienci
ngl oveandbeinglovedbackand
caredf orl
ikethat.
Butuhav etomakeupy our
mind.Youchooset hewrongonei t
'sokayyou
wil
l getoveritandLearnfrom i
tsot hatnext
ti
mey ouknowt her i
ghtonetochoose
Icl
osedmyf
acewi
thbot
hmyhands
Me:
Idon'
twannahur
tanyoft
hem
Her
:Iknow,
youwil
lbedoi
ngt
her
ightt
hingat
t
heendoftheday
Inod
Her:Si
nceit'
sFri
dayandwearebothboredhow
aboutaglassofredwineandsomepizza?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Goodchoi
ce
Her:
Wewi l
lgoovertoSandil
e'
ssi
ncehehas
somefr
iendsoverathi
splace
Me:
Idon'
twannaseeAsanda
Her
:Hewasn'
tther
ebef
oreIl
eftandIdoubthe
wi
ll
comebecausei
t'
sjustf
ewf
ri
endsj
ust4of
t
hem
Inod
Her
:Youdon'
thav
etobat
h
Me:
Nah,
i
twi
l
lhel
pmer
elax
Her
:Okl
etmegochange
Me:
Ok

Shelef
tandItookmyquickbat
handjustwore
normalj
eanshort
sandyell
owshir
t,
Iworea
l
ongcardigant
hatwasovermyknees.
Itwas
ver
yhotev ent
houghi
twasaround19:
00't
he
heatwastoomuch'
IworemyNi kebl
ackairfor
ceandleftmyhair
hangi
ng.Hlehl
ewatsapp'
d'mesayi
ngshe's
outsi
de.
Itookmybagandcarkey sthenwalked
out.
If
oundherst
andi
ngnextt
othecar
Her:Gi
rl
ll
lIcannev
ergetusedt
othosey
ell
ow
t
highs
Ismi
l
ed
Her
:Youar
ebl
eachi
ng
Ichuckl
ed
Shewaswear
ingashor
tsummerdr
essand
sandl
es
WedrovetoBafana'
spl
ace.
Aft
ersomet
imewe
ar
ri
ved.
Theybuzzedusin
Wewal
kedi
nandt
her
ewher
e2gi
rl
sand3
guy
s
Bafanawasi
ntheki
tchenbusydoi
ngsome
cocktai
l
Hlehl
e:Bef
oreIl
eftt
herewher
enogi
rl
s
here.
Somethi
ngisfi
shy
Me:Iam sur
etheycameher
ewi
thoneoft
he
guy
s
Sherolledhereyesandwegreet
ed
everyone.HermoodhadchangedandIknew
thatshewasbot her
ed.
Her
:Iam comi
ng
Ihel
dherhand
Me:Hl
ehl
edon'tcauseanyscenewi
thout
knowi
ngwhat
'sreall
yhappeni
ng
Her:
Oneoft hegir
lsi
shereforhi
m andit
sthe
oneintheblackdr
essbecauseshe'
sgiv
ingus
ugl
ystares
Me:
Finej
ustdon'
tconf
ronthi
myet
Shehuf
fed,
Her
:letmegoandgety
ouawi
negl
ass
Inod
Istar
tedchat
ti
ngwi
thThabang,
I
'veknownhi
m
forawhil
enow.
Shecamebackaf
terawhileandsatnextt
ome
andpour
edmeagl assofwine.
Baf
anacame
backlooki
ngnothappy
.Hesatnextt
omeand
greet
edme
Hi
m:Yourf
ri
endi
sact
ingup
Me:
Sur
elyt
her
e'sar
easonf
orheract
ingl
i
ke
t
hat
Hi
m:Ther
eisn'
t,
uknowhowshecanbe

Timef l
ewandHl ehlehaslossenedupbutt he
othergir
lwasact i
ngupandunf ort
unatel
y
Bafanagav ehernoattent
ion.I
fhehadHl ehle
wouldkillbothofthem.Heclai
mst her
e's
nothi
nggoi ngsoheshouldgi v
eusnor easont o
suspectany t
hing

Whilesitt
ingtheintercom rangandBafana
wentt oattenditaft
erawhi leAsandaandsome
guywal kedin.Myhear tal
mostf el
lwhenIsaw
hi
m wal kinginlooki
nggoodasal ways.
He
shoulderbumpedwi t
hhi sfri
endsandhugged
thegirl
sandgreet
edHl
ehl
ethencametome
andhelpedmeupandwesharedalonghug.
He
kissedmycheek
Hi
m:Cakes
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Sanda
Hi
m:Youhav
ebeaut
if
ult
highs
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Iknow
Hechuckl
edandwebot
hsatdown
Hi
m:Souar
edr
inki
ng?
Me:
Uhhm y
eah
Hi
m:It
houghtudon'
tl
ikeal
cohol
Me:
Ili
ket
hiswi
ne
Hechuckl
edandst
aredatmeandt
henbr
ushed
myhair
Hi
m:Youhav
elongbeaut
if
ulhai
r
Ismi
l
ed
Him:Ulookbeaut
if
ull
i
ket
his,
don'
tev
ent
hink
aboutweaves
Il
aughed
Me:
Not
ed,
besi
desIdon'
tthi
nkt
heywi
l
lsui
tme
Hi
m:I
tdoesn'
tmat
ter
.Youl
ookper
fectl
i
ket
his
Webot
hsmi
l
ed
Kany
ocal
l
edoutf
orme
Ist
oodupandwewentt
othei
rroom
Her
:Hav
eumadeupy
ourmi
nd?
Me:
ComeonHl
ehl
eIdon'
twannat
alkabouti
t
Her
:Iam war
ningy
ouKany
o
Ibi
dmyl
owerl
i
p
Shehel
dmyhand
Her
:Dot
her
ightt
hingKany
o
Inod
Webot
hst
oodupandwal
kedout

Iwasal
readyemot
ional
,
youcoul
dseet
hrough
me
Mycheekswher
eev
enshakey
Isatdownnextt
ohi
m
Hel
ookedatmewi
thconcer
nedey
es
Hi
m:Ar
euokay
?..
.
Ij
ustl
ieddowni
nhi
schestandhuggedhi
m
ti
ght
ly
Af
terawhi
l
eIpul
l
edback
Me:
Canwet
alk?
Henod

Webot
hst
oodupandwal
kedt
othebedr
oom
Hi
m:Cakesy
ouar
efr
eaki
ngmeout
Il
ookeddown
Me:There'
ssomethingIhav
et otell
youandI
knowwear enotdati
ngbutIfeel
likeiti
s
i
mportantItal
ktoyou.

.
..
..
..
..
..
..
..
..

Iknockedandheopenedt
hedoor
Tear
scameout

Me:
Ilov
eyouandIchoosey
ou
Iki
ssedhi
m
Me:
Ilov
eyou,
IknowIdi
dther
ightt
hing.
..
..
.
[
03/06,
10:13]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er14
BOI
KANYO

Hi
m:Whatdoy
oumean?
Mor
etear
scameout
Thi
sishar
d
Me:
Ican'
tbewi
thuandI
Hehuf
fedandhel
dhi
sface
Me:
Iam sor
ry
Hi
m:Cani
askwhy
?
Her:Becauset
her
eissomeoneandIdon'
twant
tohurthi
m aswel
l.
Rat
herIendt
hisbef
oreIt
s
goi
ngt ofar
Hekeptqui
te
Me:
Pleasesaysomet
hing
Hest
oodupandl
ookedatmest
rai
ghti
nthe
ey
es
Hi
m:Youmadey
ourchoi
ceCakes
Me:
SandaI
'
m sor
ry
Heki
ssedmycheekandIhel
dhi
m onemor
e
t
imeastear
scameout.
Hi
m:Ihopey
oumadet
her
ightchoi
ce
Her
emov
edmyhandsf
rom hi
scheek
Him: Il
oveduCakes,Iwasreadytobeabet
ter
personforu.
Butthenhistor
yisreapi
ng
i
tself
.Hopehemakesy ouhappy

Hewal
kedout

.
..
..
..
Ifel
tsomeoneshookme.
..
..

Hi
m:Her
eisy
ourwat
er
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
sandsmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Whatr
ightchoi
cewher
eut
alki
ngabout
?
Me:
Itdoesn'
tmat
ter
,Il
ovey
ou
Hesmi
l
edandcamet
omeandki
ssedmyl
i
ps
Hi
m:Iloveyoutoobaby,
andIpr
omi
se
ev
ery
thingwil
lworkout
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Itbet
ter

Webot
hli
eddown

NextDayIwasi
nhi
sbed
Igotoutofbedandwenttothebal conyand
j
ustinhaledt
hecoldfr
eshair
.IsmiledasI
thoughthowIusedtopict
uremy selfdoi
ngthi
s

Hewalkedi
nandhuggedmef
rom behi
ndt
hen
ki
ssedmychic

Hi
m:Iwasbusypr
epar
ingy
ousomebomb
br
eakf
ast
Me:
Youcan'
tcookbaby
Hi
m:Theywher
eteachi
ngme
Il
aughed

Iwentt
othebat
hroom andbr
ushedmyt
eet
h
Ithendidthebedandwentdownstai
rsand
i
ndeedhewasbusymaki ngbreakf
astandwas
fi
nishedsett
ingt
hetabl
e
Ist
oodatt
hest
air
sandst
aredathi
m
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Whatdout
hink?
Me:
Youmadeev
ery
thi
ng?
Hi
m:Wel
lmyy
oungersi
sterhel
ped
Iblushed.
Hewental
loutt
oev
encal
lhi
ssi
ster
forthi
s
Me:
WowIdon'
tknowwhatt
osay
Hi
m:comeher
e
Iwentt
ohi
m andwehugged
Hi
m:Iwantut
oenj
oyy
our
sel
f
Ismi
l
edandki
ssedhi
sli
ps
Webot
hsatdownandat
e
Me:
Sowher
eisy
oursi
ster
?
Hi
m:Shel
eftf
ewmi
nut
esago
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Youdi
dn'
thav
eto
Him:Youar
emywomenandIwi
l
lgoal
loutf
or
you
Icouldn'
thel
pbutbl
ush'
MyWomen' Ikepton
repeati
ngiti
nmyheadwhil
ebl
ushi
ng
Me:ThankYouf
oral
loft
hisandt
hef
oodI
s
ni
ce

Wehadawonder
ful
breakf
ast
.
LaterIhadt
oleav
eafterspendi
ngbeauti
ful
quali
tyti
metoget
herandIkeptonfal
li
ngfor
hi
m ev enmore

Iarr
ivedatmyhouseandIfoundSandi l
eand
Hlehl
eparkedoutsi
demyhouse.Iparkednext
tothem andgotoutofmycar.Theydidtoo
Hl
ehl
ecamet
omeandhuggedme
Her
:Yourphonehasbeenof
fKany
o
Me:Idi
dn'thav
eanychar
geri
nmeandMi
l
toni
s
usi
ngIphone
Shel
ookeddown
Me:
what
'
shappeni
ng?
Ifel
tmyheartst
art
ingt
obeatabitf
ast
becauseIsawhowseri
oustheybot
hwher
eand
thei
rfaceswher
ealsoabi
tdull
Me:
Hlehl
e
Her
:Justknowi
tsnoty
ourf
aul
t
Me:
Youar
escar
ingme
Fana:
Err
rIt
sAsanda
Me:
Whwhatabouthi
m?
Him:Lastni
ghthewasi
nvolv
edinacar
acci
dentaft
erhelef
tmyhouse
Ihel
dmyhead, t
ear
scameoutsoomuch,my
hear
tjustwentcol
d.If
eltl
i
kescr
eami
ng
Her
:A.
anoKany
oit
'snoty
ourf
old
Me:Iti
s,
OhhhmyGod.
Isatdownandhugged
bot
hmyl egs
Hl
ehl
ecameandhuggedme.
Ij
ustcr
ied,
Icr
iedsoomuchgui
l
twaseat
ingme
soomuch
Baf
ana:He'
sgonnabeokay
,hei
sinacomaand
hewil
lwakeupsoon
Me:
Itsal
lmyf
aul
t
Her
:Noi
t'
snot
Me:Youwher
enotther
eLi hl
elet
hu,
Isaw
t
hroughhi
seyest
hatIbrokehisheart
Shekeptqui
teandbr
ushedmyback
Me:
Cani
goseehi
m?
Hi
m: Uhhm Ithi
nkushoul
dwaitf
orhi
mt owake
upandrightnowheisst
il
lwi
thhi
sfamil
y
Me:
PleaseBaf
ana
Hi
m:Iuhhm okay
Het
ookouthi
sphonet
henwal
kedaway
Hecamebackaf
terawhi
l
e
Hi
m:Let
'sgo
Wegoti
ntohi
scaranddr
ovet
othehospi
tal

Wearriv
edaft
erawhi l
eandthi
sotherdoct
or
cametousandgr eet
edus.
Hewalkedaway
wit
hBafana.
Afterawhil
ehecamebackt ol
dus
tofol
l
owhim
Him:Vi
sit
inghour
sar
eov
er,
he'
sourf
ri
endso
he'
slet
ti
ngusin
Iner
vousl
ynod
Wear
ri
ved
Hl
ehl
ehel
dmyhandandweal
lwal
kedi
n

Il
ostmybr
eat
hwhenIsawhi
m
Mor
etear
scameout

Hewaswear
ingt
hishugebandagei
nhi
s
f
orehead
Hi
sneckwasbr okenaswellashislef
tlegal
so
f
ewribs.
Ijustcouldn'
thel
pitbutcryout
l
oud.
Hlehl
ecameandhuggedme
Me:
Itsal
lmyf
aul
tLet
hu
Her
:It
sgonnabeokay
Inod
Iwentcl
osert
ohi
m andhel
dhi
shand
Hl
ehl
e:wewi
l
lgi
veusomespace
Theywal
kedout
Ihel
dhi
sfaceandt
ear
scameout
Me:Iam soosor
rySandaIdi
dn'
tmeani
tpl
ease
f
orgi
veme
Iplacedmyheadinhi
schestandhuggedhi
m
thenleti
tal
lout
Me:
Iam sosor
rybaby

Af
terawhi
l
ewehadt
oleav
e
Igothomeandwentst
rai
ghtt
othecov
ers
Iwasnothingbutver
yheartbr
oken.
MaybehadI
notbrokehishear
torleadhi
m on,
nonoft
his
wouldhavehappened

NextDaymyphonewokemeup
Ianswer
edwi
thoutl
ooki
ngatt
hecal
l
erI
D
Me:
Hel
l
o
Hi
m:Hi
beaut
if
ul,
What
'swr
ong?
It
ookasi
l
entl
ongdeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Iam f
inej
ustnotf
eel
i
ngwel
l
Him:Shoul
dIcomeandwewi
l
lgoseet
he
doct
or?
Me:Iwil
lbef
ine,
May
bei
fist
ayi
nbedi
wil
lfeel
j
ustfi
ne
Him:Okcal
lmei
funeedany
thi
ng,
Il
ovey
ou
okay
?
Me:
Ilov
eumor
ebaby

Weswi
tchedt
hecal
landIgotoutofbed
Iwentt
otheki
tchenandpl
uggedhotwat
er

It
ookabat
handwor
eanor
mal
fluf
fysummer
dr
esswi
thgl
adiat
ors.
Isty
ledmyhairandt
ook
mybagt
hendrovetothehospi
tal

Iwentt
other
ecept
ioni
standshehel
pedme
Aft
erawhiletheyt
ookmet
ohi
swar
d.Hewas
nolongeri
nICU

Iar
ri
vedandf
oundhi
m sl
eepi
ng
Tear
smadet
hei
rwayout
Thewayhewasreal
l
ymademeemoti
onal
and
tot
hinkt
hati
tsal
lmyfaul
tki
l
lsme

Isatnextt
ohi
m andhel
dhi
shandandki
ssedi
t
Ipl
acedmyheadi
nhi
schestandmor
etear
s
cameout
Me:
Iam v
erysor
rypl
easef
orgi
ve
Asanda

Ihear
dhert
alki
ng

Shebr
okemyhear
tIwon'
tl
ie
Ihat
edmy selfbecauseIfeltsorr
yforherand
shewascryingreall
ypainfull
y.
Igetshechose
anot
hermenov ermebutIst il
ll
oveher.
I
coul
dn'
thelpit

Howeverthereisonlyonewaytoendallofthi
s
whichmeansmest ay i
ngawayf
rom her
f
orever
.Iknowi t
snotgonnabeeasybutt hi
sis
whatshewant ed.Shemadeherchoi
ceand
t
here'
snothingelsei cando

Iopenedmyey
esandshi
ft
edabi
t
Shel
i
ftedherheadandherey
esgl
ew
Herfacewasal lt
eary.
Myhear tj
ustbrokejust
bylookingatherbecauseIreall
ylov
edhert he
reasonwhyIwasi nvol
vedinanacci dentwas
becauseIwasv eryangryandbitt
er,soIlost
control
henceIwasspeedi ngandmycarr ol
led
over

Her
:AsandaIam soosor
rypl
easef
orgi
veme
Shewasv er
ysaditwaswr i
tt
enalloverherface
andsheblamedhersel
fwhichwaswhatIdi dn't
wanttohappen.
It
'snotherf
ault
.Ihat
edseeing
herl
iket
hat
Me:
Uhhhm whoar
eyou?
..
.
Herf
acechangedandshepausedf
orasecond
Her:
ItsmeAsanda,
Boi
kany
o,CakesIam sor
ryI
knowIhur
tyou
Me:Ladyyoubet
tercal
lthedoct
orbecauseI
hav
enoi deawhouare
Mor
etear
scameout
Shest
oodupandwal
kedout
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h.Iam doi
ngt
hisf
orher
Shecamebackwi
thadoct
or
Her
:Somet
hingi
swr
ongwi
thhi
m
Doc:Hehadheadi
njur
ywhichleadt
oAmnesi
a
Moretear
scameoutofhereyes
Her:
Doct
orIam sur
ether
e'ssomet
hingucan
do
Her
:unf
ortunat
elynotbuthav
etowai
tunt
ilhe
r
egai
nshismemor y
Shecamet omeandcuf
fedmyf
acewi
thbot
h
herhands
Her
:lookatmeSanda,
thi
sisCakes
Doc:
Ithi
nkweshoul
dleav
ehi
m
Me:
Pleasecal
lmymot
herandLer
ato
Shest
oodt
her
ereal
l
yhur
t
Me:Iam sor
rybutIdon'
tknowuandineeduto
l
eav
ebecauseuar emakingmeuncomfort
abl
e
Shel
ookedatmewi
thherpi
tyey
es
Her:Onedayi
fyourememberjustknowt hatI
am sorr
yandIdi
dn'
tmeant ohurtyou.
Please
for
givemeandforarecor
dIlovedyou.

Shet
ookherbagandwal
kedout
[
03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er15

BOI
KANYO

Amont
hpassed
Myr el
ati
onshi
pwi t
hMilt
onhasbeennothi
ng
butPERFECT.ImustIadmitIl
ovedhim mor
e
thanIhavethought
.Wehavebeentaki
ngthi
ngs
slowandIlovedthathewasagentl
emanand
matured
AboutAsandalastf
ewweeksaftertheweekI
wenttoseehiminthehospi
tal
Icriedmyeyes
of
f.

Icouldn'tbel
iev
ethathewasi nthatstat e
becauseofmebutast i
mewentonIf eltalot
betterandwhatgav ememor ehealingwast he
amnesi aissuewhichmeantthather emember s
nothing,
hedoesn'trecogni
zemewhi chmeans
heknowsnot hi
ngaboutusandt hebr eak-up.
IaskedBaf anafewtimesandhet ol
dmehe
washeal i
ngdaybydayandt hathewasoutof
thehospital
.Icar
edabouthim Ireall
ydo.There
wer et
imeswher eIfeltl
ikev
isit
inghim buttol
d
my sel
fthatIshouldstayawaysi ncehedoesn't
r
ememberme.

Ilovedhimt hough,Ir
eali
sedi taf
terIhadtold
himt hatweshoul dbreak-up,
Iremembert he
nightIspendwi t
hMi lt
ont hatdayallIcoul
d
thinkofwashi m.Idon'tknowwhybutIf el
tli
keI
wr ongedhim
OkenoughaboutAsanda

I
twasoneaf
ter
noon
Iwasi
nmypl
ace
YasssIfoundaniceaf
f ordabl
efl
ati
n
town,
whichwas2bedr oom ashowerand
kit
chen.
Ihavebeenshar i
ngitwit
hKarabo
'
roommat e'
Shehasbeennot hi
ngbutasweethear
t,
wehave
beencl
ose,al
l3ofusincl
udi
ngHlehle.
Though
shehasotherfr
iendswi
thwhichIcommunicat
e
wit
hthem toobutnotcl
osewitht
hem
Il
ovedwor
kingatmyboy
fri
end'
s
house 
I
t'
soneoft
hebestj
obsI
'
veev
erhad
Wehav
ebeenr
eal
l
ycl
ose

Ihavebeensav i
ngmymoneyf orschool ,
The
moneyMi ltonhasbeengiv
enmemont hlywas
moret hanenoughplushewaspay ingf ormy
fl
attheonlythi
ngIdidwast obuygr oceries.
We
dotalkaboutmyf i
nanci
alissueandhet oosaid
i
tiswisef ormetosavethatmoneyf orlater
use

Iwasi
nhi
shousej
ustf
ini
shedcooki
ng
Iwaswear
ingmyshor
tlosedr
ess.
Iwassi
tt
ingi
nthebarchai
rsbusywi
thmy
phonewhenhewal
kedinlooki
nggoodas
al
way
s
Hi
m:Heybaby
Me:
Hi
Hecamet omeandweshar
edal
ong
passi
onat
ekiss
Ipul
l
edout
Hi
m:Imi
ssedu
Iwrappedmylegsar
oundhi
swai
stpushi
ng
hi
m mor ecl
osert
ome
Me:
Imi
ssedy
oumor
e
Ikissedhim agai
n,hi
shandsst ar
tedrubbingme
allsensit
ivepar
tsofmybody .
Ourbreathi
ng
startedbecomingabnor mal.
Hepickedmeup
andwewentupst air
s,helai
dmedownandgot
i
nbet weenmylegs
Hi
ssofthandsr
ubbedboobswhi
l
ehi
shands
sl
owl
yrubbedmythighs
Il
etoutamoan,
Ihel
pedhi
mtakehi
sshi
rtand
wet
ookof
fmydr
esst
oo.
Hi
shandswentdownt
omycooki
ejaw
Hest art
edr ubbingmesl owl y
,hei
nsertedhis
fi
ngerandIl etoutamoan, hewentonand
i
nsertedt hesecondone, hewenti nandoutand
Ibreathedoutpl easur
e.Ifeltmybodyt ight
ening
upasmor emoansescapedmymout h.Hethen
stoppedandki ssedme. Hewentt ohisdrawers
andt ookoutacondom t henwor eit
.Igotabit
uneasywhenIsawhowbi ghewas, ImeanIam
sti
llav i
rgin.
Lordhelpme
Heki
ssedmeagai
nandr
ubbedhi
sthi
ngi
nmy
cl
i
t
Ihel
duntohi
m evenmor
e,al
lIwant
edwasf
or
hi
mt oj
ustent
er.
Heki
ssedhi
m
Hi
m:Babyt
hisi
sgonnahur
tar
eyousur
e?
Inod
Hesl
i
dini
mmedi
atel
y,
Il
etoutal
oudmoan,
i
t
wassoopainful
andtot
hinkt
hathal
fofhi
m
wasi
nsidekil
l
edhim
Hi
m:openy
ourey
es
Iopenedthem andf
oundhi
shandsomef
ace
star
ingatme
Hi
m:Justr
elaxanddon'
tcl
osey
ourey
es
Hesl i
dmor edeeper,
Ibidmylowerli
pasmore
paincamer ushi
ng.Hestart
edgoinginand
out,
inandoutslowly.
Irelax
edaspleasure
star
tedkicki
nginabi t
.Hestar
tedthr
usti
ng
mor edeeperandfaster
If
eltmypussyr
eal
i
singj
uices,
hewentonand
onandonandwebothfi
nall
ycame

Wesatbackwhi
l
ebr
eat
hingv
erymuch
Me:
Inev
ert
houghtsexwast
hist
ir
ing
Hel
aughedoutl
oud
Hi
m:Il
ovey
ouKany
o,andt
hanky
ou
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ilov
eumor
ebaby
Weki
ssedonel
astt
ime
Hercamewi
that
owel
Me:
Thi
sisr
eal
l
ypai
nful

Hi
m:Come
Hepouredlowwaterf
ormeint
hebat
htaband
Igoti
nside.
Ifel
tal
otbet
ter
Br
eaki
ngy
ourv
irgi
nit
yisv
erypai
nful
Iam t
ell
i
ng
u

I
'
dnev
erwannaex
per
iencesuchpai
ninmyl
i
fe

Af
tersoaki
ngmy
sel
f,
Igotoutt
henwor
emy
p.
j'
s
I
twasst
il
labi
tpai
nful
Hewal
kedi
nwhi
l
eIwasbusydr
essi
ngup
Hecamet
omeandhel
dmywai
st
Hi
m:Howar
euf
eel
i
ng?
Me:
Ihat
esex
Hel
aughedandbabyki
ssedmyl
i
ps
Him:Youwi
l
lswal
l
owy
ourwor
dsnextcomi
ng
days
Me:
Itspai
nful
Hi
m:I
'
m sor
ry
Webot
hst
aredateachot
her
Hi
m:Iappr
eci
atet
hisKany
o
Me:Iknowbaby ,andther
eisnoothermanI
woul
dt r
adefor.Iam happyuarethemanwho
t
ookmyv i
rgi
nit
y .Hesmiledandwekissed
whi
lehesquezzedmybum
Hi
m:Icannev
ergetenoughofu
Ichuckl
edandbabyki
ssedhi
m
Me:
Let
'sgoeat

Weat
eourl
ovel
ydi
nner
Around19:00wedecidedtodri
vetoKFCsince
webothwant edsomedessertandbought
oursel
vessomeMcf lur
ry'
sandjustsatout
side
andatethem whil
echatt
ingandlaughi
ng

Il
ovedev
erymomentIspendwi
thhi
m
I
twasmyf i
rstt
imeexper
ienci
ngl ov
eandI
mustsayitfeel
ssoogood.He'
slikeapartof
me.Ther
e'snothi
ngIcanevertr
adef orIl
oved
hi
m andIlovedhim soomuch

NextDay

Iwokeupandhewasnoti
nbed
Imadet
hebedandbr
ushedmyt
eet
h
Iwentdownstai
rsandfoundhi
m busyr
eadi
nga
newspaper
.Iwenttohi
m andwesharedaki
ss
Me:
Goodmor
ning
Hi
m: Mor
ningbeauti
ful
,Idi
dn'
twannawakeuup
Imadeusomecer eal
s
Il
aughed
Me:
Youwoul
dwakeupf
orcer
eal
s?
Hi
m:haobabyy
es
Ishookmyhead
Hi
m:Uhhhm t
her
e'ssomet
hingushoul
dknow
Me:
Whati
sit
Iwasbusymaki
ngmy
sel
fsomecof
fee
Hi
m:Mymot
heri
scomi
ngov
er
Ist
oppeddoi
ngwhatIwasbusydoi
ng
Me:Iuhhm may
beIshoul
dleav
eandgi
veu
guy
ssomespace
Hi
m:Nonsensewhatspace?
..
.i
t'
saboutt
ime
ShemeetsyouandbesidesRatoi
soneofmost
fr
iendl
i
estpeopl
eyou'
l
lev ermeet

Idon'
tknow
Ar
ewenotmov
ingf
ast
?
Whati
fhermotherwon'tl
ikeme,Iam notf
rom
ar
ichf
amilyl
etaloneidon'tev
enhaveadegree.
Idontwannaembar
rasshi
m
[
03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er16

Ihadhadj
ustf
ini
sheddr
essi
ngup
Iappl
i
edmysweetpi
nkmat
tli
pst
ick
If
elthi
shandswr
apal
lar
oundmywai
st
Heki
ssedmyneck
Hi
m:Youknowudon'
thav
etogoal
loutKany
o
Me:
Ijustwannal
ookmor
epr
esent
abl
e
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Youl
ookbeaut
if
ulbabe,
j
ustl
osenup
Ibi
dmyl
owerl
i
p
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Il
i
kei
twhenudot
hat
Me:
Huhh?
Hi
m:Whenubi
dyourl
owerl
i
p
Ismi
l
ed
Heki
ssedmyshoul
dert
henmov
edt
omyneck
Hi
m:Il
ovey
oubabe
Myhear
tjustmel
ted
Me:
Ilov
eyoumor
eMi
l
ton
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Comel
et'
sgodownst
air
s
Wewentdown
Iwaswear i
ngmyl ongsl eev
edlemonknee
l
engthdresswithmyl emonsandles,
Imademy
hairi
ntoalazybun.Ilookedreal
lycute,
not
hing
fancybutnatur
alandbeaut i
ful.
Ihadalr
eady
cookedlunchandpr eparedthetabl
e.Al
lIwas
l
efttodowast ositthereandwai tf
orthem
i
mpat i
entl
y.
Mil
tonontheotherhandwasv er
yrelaxed,
he
wasevenwearinghisj
eanshortsandawhi te
pl
ainshi
rtwit
hhiswhitesneaker
s.Hehadnice
fi
thai
ryyel
lowlegs.
Helookedsimpleandsexy

Hi
m:Babyy
ouar
est
arr
ing
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Sor
ry
Hi
sphoner
ang
I
twast hesecur
it
y,
hi
spar entswil
lbeher
eany
minut
e.Ifel
tmyheartbeat.
.evenmorefast
er
Hest
oodupandwentout
side
Isati
nthecouchesshaki
ngl
i
kehel
l
Ifel
tvoicesapproaching,
myhandsstar
ted
getti
ngabitsweat y
.Istoodupandf
ixedmy
dressthenwalkedtot hedoor

Bot
hhi
spar
ent
swal
kedi
n
Theywher ebusylaughingwhil
etalki
ng.They
didn'tl
ookt oooldandhi smotherwasv ery
muchbeaut if
ul.
Youcoul dseethr
ought hose
classesthatshe'sprett
yandsmar tfrom afaras
forhisfatherHel ookednothi
ngbutfriendl
y
Mi
l
toncameandst
oodnextt
ome
Him:Mom andDadthi
sisBoikany
o,t
heMakoti
you'
vebeenwai
ti
ngandaskingfor
.Motherof
mykidsandwif
etobe
Weallshar
edalaughathowhei
ntr
oducedme
andhowsarcast
ichesounds
Me:
Nicemeet
ingy
ou
Her
:Youl
ooksoobeaut
if
ul
Shesai
dthatwhi
l
ewehugged
Me:
ThankYou
Ihuggedhi
sdadaswel
l
Iwasabi
tcalm asI'
veseent
hatt
heywher
e
ki
ndandf
ullofl
ife
Wesatdown
Her:
YouknowInev
erknewI
'
dev
erseet
hisDay
coming
Me:
Real
l
y?
Her:
Yes,t
helastti
mehebroughtawomen
homewas3y ear
sago.
Iwasstart
ingt
oget
worr
iedImeanhe'sget
ti
ngold
Mi
l
tongav
ehi
m awei
rdl
ookandweal
ll
aughed
Wehadal ovel
ylunch,t
heyaskedmefew
quest
ionsaboutmyf amil
y,
whatIdo.
Ididtellthem t hetr
uthaboutmypar entsand
thatIwaspl anni ngonst udyingnextyearand
currentlyunempl oyed.Theydi dn'
tseem toj
udge
mewhi chmademef eelatease.Theydidn'
t
makemef eel downnordi dt heymakebad
remar ks.Butinsteadencour agedmet ogot o
school andf oll
owmydr eams.

Il
ovedhowsweett
heywher
e
Theyr
emi
ndedmesoomuchofmypar
ent
s
Irememberstandingi nthekitchenlookingall
3
ofthem tal
ki
ngandl aughi ng.
Ijustpi
ctured
my selfwi
thmypar ents.
Pai nhitmehar d.I
swallowedbecauseIbur iedthatfeel
ingal ong
ti
meagobutt odayi tall
cameout
Iwipedmyt ear
sandf i
xedmy sel
fthenwent
backandj oi
nedthem.After15minutestheyhad
toleave.Ievenexchangednumber swi t
hhis
mot her.
Shet ol
dmet hatifthere'
s
anything,someonetotalktoIshouldcallher
.I
smiledathowki ndheartedshewas. Shewas
ver
ysweet .

Iwentt
otheki
tchenandwashedt
hedi
shes
Af
terwashi
ngt
hedi
shesIwentt
oourr
oom
Iwassuddenl
yver
ysadandal
lIwantedr
ight
nowwast obeal
oneandcr
yinpeace
Mi
l
tonwal
kedi
n
Me:
BabeIneedt
oleav
e
Hel
ookedatme
Hi
m:Ar
euokay
?
If
akedasmi
l
e
Me:
Iam f
ine,
Hlehl
eissl
eepi
ngov
ert
oni
ght
Hi
m:Ohhhi
t'
sfi
net
hen
Ipi
ckedupmybag
Hi
m:What
seat
inguKany
o
Me:
Iam .
..
Hi
m:Don'tsayuar
efi
nebecauseIcanseeu
ar
enotokay
Me: BabeIpr
omi seIam good,
Ihadagoodt i
me
withyourpar
ents.Theyar
ev er
ykind.
Iam f
ineI
promiseIam j
ustsadbecauseIam leavi
ngu
behind
Iwentt
ohim andlai
dmyhandi
nhi
scheekt
hen
sl
owlyki
ssedhim
Me:
Ilov
eyou
Hi
m:Il
oveut
oo
Me:
Iwi
l
lseeut
omor
row
Iki
ssedhi
m onemor
eti
meanddr
oveof
f
Iar
ri
vedatmypl
aceandfoundKar
abobusy
l
ist
eni
ngtomusi
cinherl
aptop

Whi
l
esi
ppi
ngwi
ne
Me:
Babe
Her:
Heyboo,
i
tlooksl
i
keuwoul
ddowi
tha
gl
ass
Me:
Ineedone
Iwentt
ofet
chmyglasst
hensatnextt
oher
andpour
edmysel
fone
Her
:what
'swr
ong?
Me:
Justsomer
eal
l
ydeepper
sonal
stuf
f
Her
:OwwwIt
houghtMrM di
dsomet
hing
Me:
Nev
er,
plusImethi
sfami
l
ytoday
Shesatupst
rai
ght
Her
:Shut
upgi
rl
ll
l
,ar
euf
orr
eal
?
Ibl
ushed
Me:Yeahandt
heyl
i
keme,
hi
spar
ent
sar
ever
y
ki
nd
Her:
Ohhhmywor
d,uknowwhatt
hismeans
r
ight
?
Igav
eHeral
ook
Her
:Hesv er
ymuchi
ntoy
ouandr
eadyf
or
marr
iage
Il
aughed
Me:
Iam 22y
ear
sol
dKar
i
Shel
aughed
Her
:HowIwi
shIwasy
ou
Me:
YourMrr
ightwi
l
lcomedon'
twor
ry

Wecont
inueddr
inki
ng
Atl
eastIhadf
orgot
tenaboutt
heissuewi
thmy
par
ents,
Iwasnowverymuchinthemoodor
maybeitwasthewi
nekicki
ngi
n
IwaswokenupwhenIf
eltsomeoneshaki
ng
me
Ir
ubbedmyey
esandt
her
est
oodMi
l
ton
I
twasst
il
ldar
k
Me:
Whatt
imei
sit
?
Hi
m:It
houghtwespokeaboutudr
inki
ng
Me:
Ijustneededj
ustonedr
ink
Hi
m:Ther
e'ssomet
hingIneedt
otel
lyou
Me:
Babewhat
'sgoi
ngonandi
tsst
il
ldar
k
Hi
m:Yesi
t'
s03:
30
Igavehim myfullat
tent
ionbecauseri
ghtnow
helookedreal
lyseri
ous.
Whather eal
l
ycamef or
mustbev eryi
mpor t
ant
Hi
m:I
tsLi
hle
Iswall
owedhar
dwhi
l
emyhear
twassl
owl
y
beat
ingfast
Hesawhowscar
edIwas
Hi
m:Justcal
m down
Me: I
ts3:
30inthemor ni
ng,
udroveal
ltheway
fr
om yourhousejusttot
ell
met hi
snews.What
everi
tismustber eal
l
yimport
ant
Het
ookabr
eat
h
Hi
m:Shewasi
nvol
vedi
nanacci
dent
Ifel
tmychesttight
eni
ngup.
Myhear
taboutt
o
skipoutofi
tschest
Hi
m:She'
sal
i
vebutshei
sbadl
ybr
uised
It
ookanot
herbr
eat
hwhi
l
etear
scomi
ngout
Me:
Ther
e'sabutt
her
eMi
l
ton
Hi
m:Hi
sboy
fri
endcoul
dn'
tmakei
t
Tear
sjustcameoutf
loodi
ng.
OhhhFana.
..
..
  
Hi
m:I
tsgonnabeokay
Me:
Ineedt
ogoseeher
Hi
m:Wewi
l
lgoi
nthemor
ning
Ist
oodup
Me:
Noa.
asheneedsme
Hi
m:Theyar
est
il
loper
ati
ngherKany
o
Hestoodupandcamet
omet henhuggedme
whi
lemoretear
scomi
ngout
Me:Ican'
tl
ooseherMi
l
ton.
She'
stheonl
yfami
l
y
Iam l
eftwi
th.
Shei
smyevery
thi
ng
Hi
m:IknowShhh.
..
.
[
03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡
Wi
l
lpostanot
herchapt
ert
omor
rowaf
ter
noon
Sor
ryf
ort
hemi
niski
rt

Chapt
er17

BOI
KANYO
Ikeptt
ossi
ngandt
urni
ng
Icoul
dn'
tsl
eep,
Icoul
dn'
ti
twasj
ustt
oohar
d
Al
lthatwasonmymi ndwasLihl
e,
Ij
ustfoundit
di
ff
icul
ttoreal
l
yacceptt
hatshewasinhospi
tal
If
elthi
shandwr
apal
lar
oundmywai
st
Heki
ssedmyneck
Hi
m:Ev
ery
thi
ngwi
l
lbeokayKany
o
It
urnedmybodyandf
acedhi
m
Me:
Iam wor
ri
edabouthi
m Mi
l
ton
Hehel
dmycheekandsl
owl
yki
ssedme
Ikissedhim back,
her
anhisfi
ngersdownt
omy
breasts.
Ifel
tmybodyslowlyr
elaxi
ng
Hegotontopofmeandkissedmyneck,he
sl
owlywenttomybr
eastandsuckedthem.Hi
s
handwentdowntomypanti
esandrubbedmy
cl
itsl
owl
y
Il
etoutmoansasIal
l
owedpl
easur
eki
cki
ngi
n
Hi
stouchdi
dwonder
stome
Hi
stonguer
oll
eddownandgotonmyspot
Hestart
edli
ckingmeal
lsor
tsofgoodways,
I
moanedouthisnameasIpressedonhi
mtogo
deeperanddeeper
Hecametomyf aceasIwasi
nthezoneand
aboutt
ocum.
Ifelthi
m br
ushi
nghi
sthingi
nmy
cl
it
Il
etoutandmoanandheki
ssedmyl
i
ps
If
elthi
m sl
owl
yinser
ti
ngi
t
Heslowlywentinandout,
itwasn'
tpai
nful
but
soonicethatIcr
iedoutf
ormor e
Hewenti
nandout
,mor
efast
erandf
ast
er
Wewentonandonandon
Il
etoutaloudmoanasIfel
tjui
cesmaki
ngt
hei
r
wayoutandhegroanedaswell
Il
aidmyheadi
nhi
schestwhi
l
ebr
eat
hing
heav
il
y
Icl
osedmyey
e'sandIi
mmedi
atel
ydosedof
f

Iwokeupf
ir
standhewassl
eepi
ngpeacef
ull
y
It
ookal
ookathowhandsomehel
ooked
Iki
ssedhischeekandgotoutofbedandwent
totakeashower,Iwant
edt ogoseeher,Idi
dn't
carehowearl
yitwasall Iwantedwastosee
howshe'sholdi
ngup.Idressedupintomybl ue
boyfri
endt
ornjeansandawhi teNikegolft-
shi
rt
wit
hmywhi tehalfal
lstars,
Il
eftmyboxbr ai
ds
hanging
Hewokeupwhi
l
eIwasbusydoi
ngmyf
ace
Me:
Mor
ningbabe
Hi
m:Mor
ningbeaut
if
ul
Hest
art
eddr
essi
ngup
Wethenwentt
ohi
shouseandhet
ookhi
s
shower
Hewasdoneaf
terawhi
l
eandwedr
ovet
othe
hospi
tal
Wear r
ivedaround10: 30,
wewhereall
owedto
seeherat11:00.Ifoundhermotherandsome
womensi tt
ingintherecepti
oni
st,
shelooked
real
l
ystressed.Hereyeswhereallpuf
fy,
shesaw
meandshest oodupandwehuggedf orawhil
e
Me:
Howi
sshe?
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
s
Her:
Honestl
ylastni
ghtwhenIsawhershe
wasn'
tgoodatall
Me:
Let
'sj
ustwai
tandpr
ay,
shewi
l
lbeokay
Wesatdown,Mil
toncametousandhandedus
cof
fee.
Itwast
imetoseeher,
IwassooscaredI
swearIdi
dn'
tthi
nkIwoul
dhandlei
t.
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tedoutsi
deabitwit
hMil
tonwhil
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e'
s
motherandherauntal
ongwi
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or
wal
kedin
Hi
m:Babyl
ookatme
Il
i
ftedmyhead
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ongf
orher
,sheneeds
younowmor et
hanever
Inod
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m:Comel
et'
sgo
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kedi
nandt
ear
sjustcameout
Shewassleepi
ngt
here.
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ust
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herf
acewasbadl
y
brui
sed
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tt
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oherhol
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ecryi
ng
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thel
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iedaswel
l

Af
tersomet
imeMi
l
tonhadt
oleav
eforwor
k
Idi
dn'tmi
ndstay
ingIwant
edt
obet
her
efor
Li
hle'
smother
.
Her
:Ist
il
lcan'
tbel
i
eveBaf
anal
eftus
Me:
Thi
swi
l
lki
l
lher
,shel
ovedhi
m
Her:Iknow,Iremembersheoncesatmedown
andtoldmehowmuchshel oveshim and
beggedmet omeetHim andIdid,Imethim and
Isatdownwi thhim.Hetol
dmehowmuchhe
l
ovesher .
Isawi ti
nhiseyesthathelovedher
It
ookasi
gh
Me:
Thi
sisr
eal
l
ygonnabr
eakher
Her:
Ithi
nkweshoul
dwai
tforhert
oheal
when
shewakesupbef
orewet
ellher
Me:shewoul
dwanttoatt
endhisf
uneral
andit
woul
dbebadifsomeoneacci
dent
all
ytel
lsher
Her
:Ij
ustt
hinki
t'
swhat
'
sbestf
orher
Me:
Ithi
nkIshoul
dtel
lher
Her
:Youar
eherbestf
ri
end,
youwi
l
ltal
ktoher
Inod
Me:
Whenwi
l
lshewakeup?
Her
:Thedoct
orsai
dshewi
l
lbeawake
t
omorrow
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atherwal
kedi
n,
hegr
eet
edus
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fbecauseIwantedsomeair
andalsowantedt
ogivethem somespace

AsIwalkedoutofhi
sroom Icameacr
oss
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eal
lyexpect
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osee
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rozef
oramoment'
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uisedfr
om theaccidenthehad
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opped
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emeav
erysadl
ook
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m:Howar
eyou
Me:
get
ti
ngt
her
e,t
ryi
ngt
obest
rongf
orher
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henl
ookedatAsanda
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Hi
Henod,
Idon'
tknowwhet
herher
emember
ed
meorwhat
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sHl
ehl
e?
Me:
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twokenupy
et
Hehuf
fed
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alkt
oher
?
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m av er
ysurpri
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art
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ast
.Tear
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ookal
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e
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t
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ftof
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m af
terwhatIdidt
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pedmyt
ear
s
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m:Howar
eyou?
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Get
ti
ngt
her
e
Hi
m:Pl
easel
ookatme
Isl
owl
yli
ft
edmyf
ace
Me:
sour
ememberme?
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m:Yesmymemor
yregai
ned
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ookeddownandnod
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tfeel
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Icov
eredmyf acewi
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s
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edmebythatnamemy
hear
tjustmel
ted
Hi
m: Justbest
rongf
orher
,shewi
l
lneedu
whenshewakesup.
Inod
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aywel
l
,i
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ceseei
ngy
ou
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Il
i
ftedmyheadandst
aredathi
m
Me:
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.
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dsf
ail
edme
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ssedmycheek
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m:Takecar
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our
sel
f
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oodthereandwat
ched
hi
m ashewal kedaway.
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broken,
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tev
enknowwhybutIwassoo
shutter
ed

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othebat
hroom andf
ixedmyf
ace
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e,myphoner
ang
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Babe
Hi
m:Shoul
dIcomef
etchy
ou?
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YesIam t
ir
ednow
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m:okIwi
l
lbet
her
eaf
ter15mi
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es
Me:
Okt
hanky
ou

Iwentout
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ustst
oodt
her
e
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erawhi l
eIwentinsi
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parent
s.Iki
ssedherfor
eheadbefor
eIwalked
outandwhisperedILoveYouinherear
sthen
l
eft

Mil
toncal
l
edmeandt
oldmet
hathewas
out
side
Iwentt
ohi
scarandgoti
nsi
de
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oveof
f
Hi
m:Ar
eyouokay?
Inodandj
ustsatbackandl
ookedout
side
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03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er18

Wear ri
vedinhisplaceandIwentst r
aightt
othe
bathroom andfixedwatert
obath.Iaddednice
salt
ssot heycanmassagemyt iredbody .
Igot
i
nsideandj ustsatint
hewaterandcl osedmy
eyes

Iopenedmyey
eswhi
l
eIf
elthi
m wal
ki
ngi
n
Iwassl
owl
yfal
l
ingasl
eep
Hi
m:It
hinky oushoul
dgot
osl
eepbef
oreu
dr
ownyourself
Me:
Yes,
Iam abi
tti
red
Hewalkedout,
Igotoutoft
hewaterthen
l
oti
onedmy sel
fthenworehi
soldl
ongshi r
twit
h
mypantiest
hengotinbed.
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yfel
l
al
seep

Iwokeupl
ateron
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ontofme
Iwenttori
nsemymout hthenwentdownst
air
s,I
wenttothetvr
oom andfoundhi
m watchi
ng
soccer
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ohi
m andl
i
ednextt
ohi
m andhugged
hi
m
Me:
ILov
eYou
Heki
ssedmyf
orehead
Hi
m:Ar
euokayKany
o?.
.
Inodandl
i
edi
nhi
schest

MI
LTON

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ushi
ngherhai
r
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erwecamebackf r
om t
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lyof
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ther
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ngshe'snot
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l
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cedthati
twasnotaboutherfr
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e
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l
ookatmei ntheeyes,
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andri
ghtnowher eSheislooki
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ly
bot
hered
Ihonest
lydon'
tknowwhatiswrongwithher
andIam wil
li
ngtobether
eforherbutshe
keepsonshutt
ingmeout,
it
'sr
eall
ypushingme
away
Sheshi
ft
ed

Her
:It
hinkIshoul
dgocook
Iti
ghtenedmygri
bar
oundherwai
stasshe
tr
iedstandi
ngup
Me:
Its22:
00Kany
o
Her
:Ohhh
Me: IwentandboughtNando'
sandsome
veggies
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:ThankYou
Shest
oodupandwal
kedt
otheki
tchen

NextDay

Iwokeupandshewasal
readyawake
Il
ookedbesi
desmeandcheckedt
het
ime,
i
t
wasar
ound6:
30
Iwentt
otakeashowert
hengotdr
essed
Iwasdonear
ound7:
30,
Ifoundherwat
chi
ngt
v
Me:
Mor
ningKany
o
Her
:Heybabe
Me:
Whyar
euawaket
hisear
ly?
Her
:Icoul
dn'
tsl
eep
Me:
Whatt
imedi
duwakeup
Her:Around04:00,
Imadey oubr
eakfast
.U
shouldeatbeforeyouleav
eforwork.
Iwil
ldr
ive
myselftothehospital

BOI
KANYO

Icoul
dn'tsl
eep,onl
ybecauseIdidn'
thaveany
muchsleepinmeandal soIj
ustcouldn'
twai
tto
seeHlehlehopeful
lyshe'
sawake
Mi
l
tonj
oinedmeandsatnextt
omeandat
e
Ist
aredathi
m
Me:
Youl
ookv
eryhandsomet
oday
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Real
l
y?
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yourhai
risgr
owi
ngabi
tandi
tlooks
pr
ett
ygoodony ou
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:ThankYou,
didn'
tknowunot
icet
hatmuch
Me:
Inot
iceev
ery
thi
ngJuni
our
Hechuckl
edandshakedhi
shead
It
ookhi
spl
ateandwentt
otheki
tchen
It
ookhi
scarkey
sandwentt
ohi
m

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chi
ngnews
Igav
ehi
mthekey
sandki
ssedhi
sli
ps
Me:
Hav
eawonder
ful
day
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Hopef
ull
yLi
hlei
sawake
Me:
Yes,
butshe'
sst
rong.
She'
sobv
iousl
yawake
Hebabyki
ssedmyl
i
psAndst
oodup
Hi
m:Iwi
l
lcomebyt
hehospi
tal
andbr
ingu
l
unch
Me:
I'
dlov
ethat

Hest
oodupandl
eft

Iwenttotakeshoweraswel
landdr
essedup
thenwentbacktowatchonel
astmovi
esincei
t
wasverymuchear l
y

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dedt
ogot
othemal
lfi
rst
Iboughthert
hosehuger
edr
oses,
Ithendr
ove
t
othehospi
tal

Iwenttoherwardandshewassit
tingwi
thher
motherandherotherf
ri
endZandi
Shei
mmedi
atel
ysmi
l
edwhenshesawme
Iputt
hehugeflowersnextt
oherbedthenwent
tohugher
,shehadtearsi
nhereyes.
Iki
ssedhercheek
Me:
Youar
efi
nal
l
yawake
Ismi
l
ed
Shedi
dn'
thav
etheoxy
gent
hingt
heyt
oday
Her
:Iwasgett
ingr
eal
l
yimpat
ient
,al
lIwant
ed
wastoseeyou
Me:
Howar
eyou?
Her
:Inpai
n
Me:
Iam sor
ry,
youwi
l
lgetbet
terv
erysoon
Her
:I'
vebeenaski
ngf
orBaf
ana,
theyar
etel
l
ing
mest
ori
es.
Ijustwantut
ogocheckuponhi
m
Il
ookedathermot
hershenod
Her:
Zazalet
'
sgi
vet
hem somespaceandgo
gr
abt ea
Theywal
kedout
Ibi
dmyl owerli
pwhil
etryi
ngt
ost
omachwhat
mighthappenaft
erIt
ell
her
Her
:Youar
escar
ingMel
ani
ne
Ishookmyheadwhi
l
ehol
dingt
ear
sback
Shel
ookedatmebl
ankl
y
Me:
heuhhheuhhhe.
..
..
Her
:Kany
o
Me:
coul
dn'
tmakei
tLi
hle,
hedi
edatt
hescene
Shej
ustsatt
her
ewhi
l
etr
yingt
odi
gestwhatI
j
ustt
oldher
Isawherst
art
ingt
oshi
ver
Me:
Hlehl
e
Shest
art
edhav
ingsei
zur
es

Ipr
essedt
heemer
gencybutt
onwhi
l
eIst
ood
upandcal
l
edoutf
orthedoct
or
Iwentt
oherandt
ri
edhol
dinghert
ightwhi
l
e
shewassei
zi
ng
Thenur
seal
ongwi
tht
hedoct
orqui
ckl
ywal
ked
i
n
Istoodt
hereandfr
ozewhi
l
eIwat
chedt
hem
busybusyhel
pingher
Doc:
Wear
elossi
ngher
,t
urnont
hemachi
ne
2morenursescame,
oneoft
hem hel
dmyhand
andr
ushedmeout

Ij
ustsatont
hef
loor
Idi
dn'tknowwhatwashappeni ngwi
thmebutI
waslossingmy sel
f.
Flashbackscamefl
oodi
ng
ofmymot her
.Ir
ememberwhenshehada
sei
zureri
ghtinf
rontofmeandshest opped
moving.
Thedoctor'
swalkedincheckedher
pul
seandt ol
dmeshecoul dn'
talsomakeit

Ihel
dmyhead
Icoul
dn'
ttaket
his,
thi
swast
oomuchf
orme
Tear
swher
ecomi
ngout
,Il
i
edr
ightdown
Idi
dn'
tknowwhatwashappeni
ngwi
thme
Hl
ehl
e'
smot
herandZazasawmel
yi
ngdown
Theyr
ant
ome
Her
:Kany
o..
.
Me:
Hlehl
e,
mom
Thosear
etheonl
ywor
dsmanagedt
ocomeout
ofmymouth
Icoul
dn'
tmov
e.Myheadwasspi
nni
ng,
Iwas
drowsy
Lor
dhel
pmeIwasl
osi
ngmy
sel
f
If
eltnot
hing,
Ifel
tsomeonepi
cki
ngmeup
Af
terawhi
l
eal
lwashi
stor
y

Iopenedmyey
esandf
oundMi
l
tonsi
tt
ingnext
tome
Ir
ubbedmyey
es
Hi
m:Babe,
howar
euf
eel
i
ng
Me:
Hlehl
e..
..
..
How'
sHl
ehl
e
It
ri
edget
ti
ngoutofbedbuthest
oppedme
Hi
m:She'
sfi
ne
Me:
She'
sfi
ne?
Hi
m:YesKany
oshei
sfi
ne
Me:
Ineedt
oseeher
Me:
unf
ort
unat
elyuwi
l
lseehert
omor
row
If
rowned
Hi
m:Youscar
edusKany
o
Me:
Iam sor
ry,
Iuhhm l
ostmy
sel
f
Hi
m:Howar
eyouf
eel
i
ng?
Me:
Iam f
ine,
am Ial
l
owedt
ogohome?
Hi
m:Youhadapani
ckat
tack
Me:
Iknow
Hegav
emeav
erysadl
ook
Me:Iwil
lbef
inebaby
,Iwasjustscaredof
Hl
ehle.
Imeanshehadseizur
esrightinmyey
es
Henod
Hehel
pedmeoutofbedandIwor
emyshoes
Wewentout
,Iwasn'
tgonnabesubmi
tt
ed

Wear
ri
vedhome
Helookedr
eal
l
ywor r
iedandthatr
eal
ly
bother
edmebecauseIhatedseei
nghi
mli
ke
that
Wear
ri
vedandIwentt
otakeabat
h,af
termy
qui
ckbathIgoti
nthecover
s.It
ookmyphone
andwentthr
oughit
.If
oundamessagefr
om
Asanda
Him:Heardwhathappenedtoyouinthe
hospi
tal
,
youneedtotakeiteasy.
Iam sor
ryand
Iam gl
aduarewell.
Getwellsoon
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Milt
onwalkedi nandgoti
nthecov er
st hen
grabbedmemor ecl
osertohim.Imademy
handsallt
hewayt ohischestthenholdunto
hi
m mor ecloser
Hi
m:i
t'
sgonnabeokayKany
o
If
eltt
ear
smaki
ngt
hei
rwayout
Hi
m: Ij
ustwishuwouldt
alkt
omebutwhatev
er
i
tisknowthatIwi
l
lalway
sbet her
efory
ou
Il
i
ftedmyhead
Me:
Itsaboutmypar
ent
s
Hi
m:whataboutt
hem?
Me:
mymot
hershe.
.
It
ookadeepbr
eat
hwhi
l
etear
scomi
ngout
Me:shedied,
shediedri
ghti
nfrontofme,
she
hadsei
zuresthesamewayHl ehl
ehadthem
andunfor
tunatel
yshecoul
dn'
tmakei t
.
Hi
m:Iam soosor
rybabe.
Me:whenIsawHlehl
einthatst
ateIj
ust
coul
dn'
thel
pit
,It
houghtshewasgonnaleav
e
measwell.
Him:Iam sor
ryuhadt ogothroughthat,
Iwi
shI
wasabletobet her
eforuthr
oughoutt he
pai
n.ButIam herenowandeverythi
ngisgonna
beokay
Il
i
edi
nhi
schestt
ear
scomi
ngout
..
..
.

NextDay

If
eltsomeoneshaki
ngme
Ili
ft
edmyheadandf
oundMi
l
tonst
andi
ngnext
tome
Hi
m:Mor
ning
Me:
Mor
ningbabe
Hi
m:howar
euf
eel
i
ngt
oday
Me:
Alotbet
tert
hany
est
erday
Hi
m:Imadeusomebr
eakf
ast
,goandbat
h

Iwentt
otakeabat
handworemykneel
engt
h
Marondresswi
thmysandl
es,
Imademyhai
r
i
ntoabun
Iwentdownst
air
sandf
oundhi
mr eadi
nga
newspaper
.Hecamewi
thmyfoodandgaveme
Hi
m:Youl
ookgoodbyt
heway
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:Iwi
l
lgowi
thuatt
hehospi
tal
Me:
act
ual
l
yIwast
hinki
ngofgoi
ngt
oBaf
ana'
s
pl
ace,
justt
obepaymycondolencesandal
sot
o
doitf
orHlehl
esi
ncei
sinhospit
al
Hi
m:Okt
hen

Hewentandgotdr
essed,
Itookmydoek
Thabangsentmethel
ocat
ionandtoldmeheis
al
readyatt
hehouse.
Hewil
l bebur
iedin2day
s
ti
me.

Wearr
ivedout
sidehi
shouseandt
her
ewher
e
manycarspar
kedoutsi
de.
Wewalkedoutandwentt
othehouse,
Mil
ton
deci
dedtost
ayoutsi
de
Igreet
edeveryoneandint
roducedmy
sel
fashi
s
fr
iend.
Isatnexttooneofthegir
ls

Her
:Sohowdi
duguy
smeet
Il
ookedather
,shel
ookedr
eal
l
yfowar
d
Her
:Iwashi
sfr
iendt
ooandI
'
venev
erseenu
Me:
Imethi
m byaf
ri
end'
shouse
Thi
sot herl
ightskinnedt
hickwomenwal kedi
n
car
ryingababymay be4yearsol
d,herface
l
ookingallpuff
y.Shewenttooneoft herooms
Her:
Thi
sisv
erysad,
shemustbegoi
ngt
hrough
alot
Me:
isi
thi
ssi
ster
?
Sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:Vuy
iswa,
shewasengagedt
ohi
m
Me:
What
?..
Her:
Yes,t
houghshewasstayi
ngi
nEast
ern
Capetheyhavea5yearson
Me:
Uhhm wow
Her
:ButBafanawasnolongeri
ntoher
,hemade
i
tcl
eartoherbutuknowhowwewomencan
besheneverwant
edtoletgo
Me:
Idon'
tknowwhatt
osay
Her:I
tsbadbecausehedi edinthecarwit
h
someot herbi
tchnowVuy iwil
lgohaunti
ngfor
herunti
lshefucksupherlif
e,t
hatoneis
crazy
.She'sapsychopat
h

Ohhnot
hismeanswar
..
.
[
03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Unedi
ted.
..
Sor
ry

Chapt
er19

Iwasv
erysur
pri
sedaboutwhatt
hatgi
rlt
oldme
Questi
onspoppedmymi nd,
didHlehleknowbut
Idoubtbecauseshewoul
d'v
et ol
dmeormay be
shewasashamedoft hi
swholesituati
on
Iaskedhert
otel
lmemor
eaboutheraswe
wal
kedout
side
Her
:Shewasv
eryangrywhenshef
oundout
t
hathewaswi
thanotherwomen
Me:
Whatabouthi
sfami
l
ywhatar
etheysay
ing?
Her
:Theyt
ooar
eangr
yaboutt
hesi
dechi
ck
Ichuckl
ed'
Sidechi
ck'
Me:ButIt
houghthemadei
tcl
eart
hathewas
nol
ongeri
nter
ested
Her:Hisfami l
ylov
edVuy iandhewasf alli
ngfor
theSidechickandwasr eadytoproposet he
wayhel ovedherkodwahi sfamilysai
dt heywil
l
neversupporthim onl
yhisfatherunderstood
thesit
uationbecausetheywher epret
tyclose
Me:Wow,buttheyar
everywrong.
Ifhenol
onger
l
ovedhertheyshoul
d'
veunderst
ood
Her:Youknowhowourbl ackparentscanbe, he
evenstoppedcominghomewhent heyrefused
toaccepttheSi
dechick.
Theywil
lkil
lherifshe
eventri
estocomet othefuner
albecauset hey
wantherhi
ghandl
ow
Me:
Wowi
t'
snotherf
aul
tmos
Her:Theydon'tseeitthatway ,
theybl
ameher
fort
heacci dentandbeli
ev esshebewitched
him sothathecant ur
nt heirbacksfr
om his
familyandmar ryher
Ij
ustst
oodt
her
e,Iwassoosur
pri
sedr
eal
l
y
Her:Whydouwannaknowaboutt
hiswhol
e
si
tuat
ionvel
e?
Me:
Ijustwannaknownj
e
Her
:Iwi
l
lseeuatt
hef
uner
al
Me:Uhhm sur
e,canIhav
eyournumbers?
..
SoI
cancommunicatewit
huonSaturday
Her
:Uhhm sur
e
IwantedhernumberssooIcanrecei
ve
i
nformati
onaboutthi
sVuyiwomen.Iwant
edher
tospyonthem andIdon'
tevenknowhowIwil
l
askherthi
s.
Her
:Iwi
l
lseey
ouSat
urdayNewFr
iend
Webot
hchuckl
edandshewal
kedaway
Iwentoutoft
heyardandf
oundMil
tonst
andi
ng
byhi
scarbusytal
ki
ngonhisphone
Icameacr
ossThabangandIst
opped
Hi
m:hi
Me:
Diduknowt
hathewasengaged?
Him:Ehhuhhm Ei
sht
hiswhol
ethi
ngi
s
compli
cat
ed
Me:
WowThabang,j
ustwow.
Nowt
heybl
ame
myfr
iendf
orhi
sdeath
Hekeptqui
te
Me:Thewor
stthi
ngisthat
,t
hatVuy
isi
l
ewomen
wi
ll
comeaftermyfr
iend
Him:ComeonweallknowBafanal
ovedHl
ehl
e
andwewil
lnev
eral
l
owhert ocomeforher
Ishakedmyheadandl
eftHi
m st
andi
ngt
her
e
Iwaspi
ssed,
Iwasv
erypi
ssedIwon'
tl
ie.
Igoti
nthecar
,hef
ini
shedt
alki
ngonhi
sphone
andgoti
nthecart
oo
Hi
m:Hl
ehl
euar
eangr
y
It
ookasi
gh
Me:
Ijustdon'
tgeti
t
Hi
m:What
'swr
ong?
Me:Hewasengaged,
theguywasdamn
engaged
Hesatt
her
eandl
ooki
ngr
eal
l
ysur
pri
sed
Hi
m:Wow
Me:Idon'tunderst
andwhywasn'
thehonest
wi
thherfrom thestar
tnowever
ythi
ngi
sa
mess.Peopleneedtolear
nhowtobehonest
Hi
m:Uhhm Iuhhm don'
tknowwhatt
osay
Me:Hemadeoneoft
hestupi
destmov
es
ev
er,
nowmyfri
endi
sindanger
Hi
m:Idon'
tfol
l
ow
Me: TheyblameHlehl
ef orhi
sdeathandnow
thatwomenwi l
lneverrestunti
lHl
ehl
ei s
down.She'scomingaft
erherandIwillnever
all
owt hat
.Shehastogetthroughmefirst
Hi
m:nowt
hati
sthest
upi
destmov
e
Me: She'
satherweakestpoi
nt,
Iwil
lnev
eral
l
ow
hertocrushheratt
hatstat
e.Shewil
lgo
thr
oughme
Hi
m:Uhhm Kany
othati
sver
ydanger
ous
Me:
IknowandIam r
eadyf
orher
Het
ookasi
gh
Hi
m:Iseey
ouhav
eal
readymadeupy
ourmi
nd
Me:
yeah,
pleasedr
opmeatt
hehospi
tal
.
Ineed
t
osehowisshe
Henodandwedr
oveof
f
Igavealookathi
m andhewasallofasudden
uneasy
.Iguesshedi
dn'
tli
ket
heideaofme
goi
ngaf
tert
hatwomen

Wear
ri
vedatthehospi
talandhel
eftandt
old
mehewil
lsendadri
verforme

Iwenttoherwardandshewassit
tingwit
hher
motherbuttheywher
ebothqui
te,
tearswher
e
makingthei
rwayout
Me:
Dumel
ang
Hl
ehl
eM:
Hel
l
oKany
o
Me:
Hlehl
e
Shekeptqui
te
Her:Shehasbeenli
kethisaf
terwhathappened
yest
erday,
she'
snoteveneati
ng.Andi
twillaf
fect
herbecauseshei
salreadyweak
Me:
Letmet
ryandt
alkt
oher
Her:Ok,
Iwil
lgobutmysel
fsomet
hingtoeat
.I
'v
e
beenheresi
ncemorni
ng.Don'
tuwantsome?
Me:
Noi
wil
lbef
ine
Shewal
kedout
Isatnextt
oherandhel
dhercheek
Me:
Ilov
eyouHl
ehl
e
Her
:Idon'
tthi
nkIwi
l
lev
ermakei
twi
thouthi
m

Me:
Youwi
l
l,
Iknowuwi
l
l
Sheshookherhead
Her
:it
'sal
lmyf
aul
tKany
o
Me:
Dontsayt
hat
Her:
maybeIshoul
d'
vesl
eptoverandmay
be
nonoft
hiswoul
dhavehappened
Me:
Lihl
euneedt
ost
opbl
ami
ngy
our
sel
f
Her
:Ican'
ttaket
his
Me:Iknowwhatuar efeel
i
ng,I
'
vebeent
here.
I
l
ostmypar ent
sandIshutevery
oneout
.You'
ve
beenther
eandy ou'
veseenmeandusawhow
muchi twasaf f
ecti
ng.
Idon'twantutogo
throughthattoo.
Letusin,
letusbether
efor
u.Weknowwhatuar efeeli
nganditstr
uewhen
theysayitgetsbett
er,
it
'snotgonnabeeasybut
eventual
lyitwil
l.
WeloveuHl ehl
eandBafana
wasal sopartofus.
Itwashistime
Her:
Hewasstil
lyoungKany
o,wehadal
ot
pl
annedout
.HELEFTME
Shest
art
edcr
ying
MeI
tsokaybaby
,i
t'
sgonnabeokay
.Hush

Shecr
iedforawhileandev entuall
yshebecame
bet
ter
.Westayedtogetherandhermom t oo
cameandshewasal otbetterthanbefor
eshe
waseveneati
ng.I
twast imef orustoleave
Iki
ssedhercheek
Me:
Ilov
eu,
Iwi
l
lcomei
nthemor
ning
Her
:ThankYou
Hermot
herki
ssedhert
ooandwewal
kedout
Her:ThankYouf
orev
ery
thi
ngBoikany
o,Idon'
t
knowhowshewould'
vebeenhadunotbeen
here
Me:
She'
smyev er
ythi
ngma,she'
sbeenthere
f
ormeallmylif
eandr i
ghtnowit'
stimeibe
t
her
eforhersheneedsmemor ethanev
er
Her
:Iam veryhappyt
hatyou'
vebeenstr
onger
f
orher.
She'sbl
essedtohaveafr
iendl
ikeyou
Ismi
l
ed
Her
:Iwi
l
lseey
out
omor
rowkeh
WehuggedandIwentout
,Mil
tonSenthi
sguy
whosometi
mesdri
veshim ar
ound
Igoti
nthecar
Hi
m:Goodaf
ter
noon
Me:
HiNhl
anhl
a
Hi
m:Wher
eto?
Me:
Home,
Wher
eishe?
Hi
m:St
il
latt
heof
fi
ce
Inod
Hedr
ovemet
ohi
sHouse

Iar
ri
vedaf
terawhi
l
e
Itookashowerandworemyp. j
's,
Ithenwentt
o
cook.Af
terawhi
leIwasdone.Ievenhadmy
di
nnerandhewasst i
l
lnotback
Idi
all
edhi
snumber
sagai
n
Me:Heybabyi t
smeagain,
it
's21:
00anduar
e
notback,
pleasecal
landt
ell
mey ouar
eokay
andsafe.
Iloveyou

Iputmyphonedownandswi tchedofftheli
ghts
andwenttobed.
Ireadmynov elfort
hewhol e
45minut
esandhewasst i
llnotback.Ideci
ded
tosl
eepsi
nceIwasabi tt
ir
ed
If
eltsomet
hingbusyshi
ft
ing
Iopenedmyey
esandhewasbusyt
aki
ngof
f
hi
sclothes
Henot
icedmest
ari
ngathi
m
Hi
m:Geezsor
ryf
orwaki
nguup
Iwaskindapissed,
acall
from himtell
i
ngme
thathe'
ssafewouldbeappreciat
ed.Iwas
worri
edsickabouthim
Hegoti
nthecov
ers
Hi
m:Iam sor
ryKany
o,Iwil
lexpl
ain
t
omorr
ow.Gobacktosleep
Ij
ustkeptqui
teandclosedmyeyes.
Heev
en
smeltofal
cohol
.Ij
ustdeci
dedt
okeepqui
te

NextDay

Iwokeupbef
orehi
m
Hepr obabl
yhadahangov er,
Iri
nsedmymout h
thenwentdownst ai
rsandmademy selfacup
ofcoffee,
aft
ermycof feeIplayednicesof t
musicandst ar
tedcleaningthehouse,after
1h30hewokeup, Iwasev endonecleaningjust
doingtouchups.Helookedsi ck
Hi
m:Mor
ning
Me:
Hi
Hi
m:Iam guessi
nguar
eangr
yatme
Me:Iwould'
veappr
eci
ateda'HeybabyIam
saf
e,don'
tworr
ygotosleep.
ILoveYou'
Call
Him:Iam sorr
yKanyo,
hadameetingwi
thone
ofmyshareholder
sandweendedupdri
nking
andIlostt
rackofti
mepleasef
orgiv
eme
Me:I
tsokayMi
l
ton,
nextt
imej
ustcal
lme.
Want
Cof
fee?
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:ButIl
ovey
ou,
douknowt
hat
?
Ismi
l
ed
Hi
m: Iwoul
dlov
ecof
feebabe,
canweget
marr
ied
Me:
Sur
e
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Iam ser
ious
Igav
ehi
m al
ookandwentt
omakehi
scof
fee

Myphoner
ang
I
twasmyaunt

Whati
sitnow?
..
..
Noti
nthemoodf
orher
Me:
Hi
Her
:Hi
Kany
o,canucomebyt
hehouse?
Me:
Iam wor
king
Ihav
en'
tbeenhomef
orweeksnow
Her
:It
simpor
tant
,j
ustbeher
ethi
saf
ter
noon
Me:
ist
her
esomet
hingwr
ong
Her
:Justcomeher
e

Whatnow?
..
..
[
03/06,
10:36]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er20

Idr
ovemy
sel
ftot
hehospi
tal
Iarr
ivedaf
terawhi
l
e,If
oundherbusywat
chi
ng
tv
Me:
Mor
ning
Her
:Hi
Kany
o
Me:
Howar
eut
oday
?
Her
:Get
ti
ngt
her
e,Ineedt
ogot
ohi
sfuner
al
Kany
o
Me: Iwil
latt
endthefuneralonyourbehal
f,
u
haven'theal
ednotforget
tingyourbr
okenleg
andy ourneck.
Her
:It
stheonl
ythi
ngt
hatwi
l
lhel
pmeheal
It
ookasi
gh
Me: Weallknowuwantt ogotohisfuner
alsoo
bad,Imeanthinkabouthi
mrightnow.Whati
sit
thathewouldwantut odo?.
..
Her
:Iknow,
i
t'
sjustt
hatIf
eel
li
keIneedt
obe
t
here
Me:
Youcanal
way
sgoandv
isi
thi
sgr
aveaf
ter
t
hefuner
al
Shekeptqui
te,
ucouldtell
shewasv er
ybr
oken
andblamedhersel
fforsomereasons

Ist
ayedwi
thhert
hewhol
emor
ning
Whenhermot
hercameIdeci
dedt
oleav
e
Idr
ovetomyaunt
shouse,
shewassitti
ng
out
sidewi
thmygrandmot
her.
Iwonderedwhat
madehercomeal
l t
hewayheref
rom Limpopo

Me:
Dumel
ang
Her
:Dumel
aBoi
kany
o
Iam pr
ett
yclosewit
hmygr
andmot
her
,Il
oved
hermorethananyt
hing
Her
:Whyar
eunol
ongerv
isi
ti
ngus?
Me:
Kokoakeri
hav
est
art
edwor
king
Isatbesi
desher
Aunt
:Shewant
edt
oseey
ou
Her :Iwant
edtoseeubecauseIam nothappy
thatumov edout.
Ithoughtuwoul
dst ayi
nyour
parentshouseandbuiltanempi
reforyour
father'
ssurname
Itookahuff
,onl
yifsheknewhowmysoocal l
ed
auntist
reat
ingme.Inevert
oldherIknowt
his
wi
l
lst
ressherout
,shei
sal
sosi
ckandol
d
Me:IdoKoko,
Ihadt
omov
eoutbecausei
t'
s
ver
yfarf
rom wor
k
Shekeptqui
te
Her
: okkeh,
comebackforj
ustf
ewday
ssi
nceI
am alsoher
e.Imi
ssuphela
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Iwi
l
lcomet
omor
rowheh
Her
:Gomakeust
ea
Ist
oodupandwentt
othesi
tt
ingr
oom
If
oundSi
ndi
busywashi
ngt
hecupboar
ds
Ichuckl
ed,
tr
ustmygr
andmat
omakeudosuch
Il
ovedhermoret
hananyt
hing,
sheknewhowto
putmyaunti
nherpl
ace,
Inoti
cedtheyar
dwas
morecl
eanert
hanbef
ore
Igr
eet
edher
Her
:Soi
t'
str
ueaboutwhathappenedt
oyour
f
ri
endv
ele?
Me:
Yeahbutshewi
l
lbef
ine
Her:Thatsbet
ter
,ul
ookgoodbyt
hewayuar
e
evenglowing.
Me:
ThankYou

Iwalkedoutandgav
ethem t
hei
rteaandsat
nexttoher

Her:Tinnaweh,i
fIevercomebackt ofindmy
daughter'
shouseli
ket hisIwill
kil
lyourass.You
willmoveoutandliv
ei nthest r
eets.
Ushouldbe
greatf
ulthatuarel
ivi
ngi nthisbeauti
fulhouse
i
nsteaduar esl
owlydest roy
ingit.
Almost
everyt
hingisbr
oken.Thishouseusedt obev er
y
beauti
fulandhomely,Dimakatso'mymom' used
totakegoodcareoft hishouse
Shest
art
edcr
ying
Her:nowlookatit,
Ican'
tev
enr
ecogni
zei
t.
Mara
Ti
nnakeengy eh?.
..
douwannaki
llmeofhear
t
at
tack.Haihai
Ihushedher
Me:
Itsokay
Her
:She'
str
yingt
oki
l
lmeIam t
ell
i
ngu
Itookagl anceatmyauntandshewasj ust
sit
ti
ngt herelooki
ngirr
it
atedasever
.Butwhat
mygr andmot hersaidwasnothi
ngbutthe
tr
uth.Shet ur
nedthishouseint
oamessi njust4
yearsti
me.

Lat
ert
hatdayIl
eftandwentt
omyapar
tment
Tomor rowmor ningIwi l
lbeattendingFana's
funeral.
Ithonestl
ysaddenedmet hatHl ehl
e
couldn'tmakei t.
Iknowshedesper at el
ywanted
tobet herebutapar tofmei salsogl adthatshe
couldn'tmakei tbecausetherewon' tbedrama
atthegr aveyar
dandIwoul dhateitseeingthe
f
ami
l
yat
tacki
ngherandembar
rassi
ngher

NextDayIwokeuoear
lyar
ound05:
30
Mi
l
tonsai
dhewi
l
laccompanymeandIdi
dn'
t
mi
nd
Ipreparedmy self
,Iwaswear ingablackplain
fi
gurehuggingkneel engthdr esswithmyr ed
sandleheels,
Ithencov er
edmyshoul derswith
myr edscuff,
Ididmymake- upandt idi
edmy
brai
dsintoaneatbun. Itookmypur seandput
everyt
hingIwillbeneeding.
Af t
er30mi nut
es
Milt
oncal l
edsay i
nghe'sout side.
Iwalkedtohis
car
HegotoutasIwasappr
oachi
nghi
m andhe
l
ookedreal
l
yhandsomeint
hatsui
t.
Ismi
ledand
hesmil
edtoo.
Wehugged
Hi
m:Youl
ooksoobeaut
if
ul
Me:
Ulookr
eal
l
yhandsomet
oo
Hi
m:Imi
ssedy
ou
Iwrappedmyhandsar
oundhisneckwhi
l
ehi
s
handswrappedmysmall
waist
Me:
Imi
ssedy
oumor
ebaby
Iki
ssedhim andheresponded,
webothpul
led
backaft
erawhilesi
nceitwasgett
ingoutof
cont
rol

Wedr
ovet
othef
uner
al

Wear
ri
vedaf
terawhi
l
eandwewher
eabi
tlat
e
Wewal kedtothet entandsatbackwhilethe
servi
cestart
ed.Itwasnothibgbutver
y
emotional
.There'snothi
ngIhateli
kefuneral
'
s
theyareverypainful
.I
twast i
meweal ldri
veto
thecemetery.
Myphoner angaswewher eall
walki
ngout
I
twasnumber
sIdi
dn'
trecogni
ze
Wegoti
nthecarandIdeci
dedt
oanswersi
nce
Mi
lwasst
ari
ngatme
Me:
Hel
l
o
Hi
.
...
.
Me:
Hlehl
e
Shewassni
ff
ing
Her
:Kany
oIcan'
ttakei
t
Myhear
timmediat
elybr
okewhenIhear
dhow
br
okenshewas
Her
:Imisshim,
Iwant
edt
obet
her
etopaymy
l
astr
espectKany
o
Tearsescapedmyey es,
shewasbrokenandi
t
ki
ll
edmehear inghercry
ingl
iket
hat
Ihel
dmyf
orehead
Me: Iam hereHlehl
e,youarepartofmeso
consideryoursel
fhere,hewoul
d'veunderst
ood
thatucouldn'tmakeit.Uoutofallpeopl
e
shouldknowt hatabouthim
Her
:Kany
oIam br
oken,
I
'IIwaspr
egnant
Kanyo.Iwas3weekspr egnantwi t
hhischil
d.He
wassoohappywhenHef oundoutandIwas
happytoo.ButIbutnowt hereisnobaby ,
they
bothleftme.Ican'
ttakeitIjustcan'
t
Moretear
scameout,
Idi
dn'
tknowthatshewas
pr
egnant,
thi
smustbemoret
hanhardforher
OhMyGod.
Me:
Hlehl
eev
ery
thi
ngi
sgonnabeokayj
us.
.
Her
:Ihav
etogo
Me:
Hlehl
e..
.
Her
:Ij
ustwantt
othi
nkandbeal
one
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Iam sor
ryf
orev
ery
thi
ng,
Icanf
eel
yourpai
n
Shekeptqui
tef
orawhi
l
e
Her
:Il
ovey
ousoomuch
Me:
Iknow,
Il
oveut
ooHl
ehl
e
Sheswi
tchedt
hecal
l

Mi
l
tonhel
dmyhand

Hi
m:Comeondon'
tcr
y
Me:ShewaspregnantMi l
ton,
shewaspregnant
andshemiscar
ri
ed,Ij
ustdon'tknowwhattodo
anymor
e.She'
sbrokenIju.
...
Him:Hushbaby
,youbot
hwi
l
lgett
hrought
hisI
knowuwill
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
s
Me:
Ijustwannabet
her
eforher
Him:Youaret
her
eforherKany
oandshe
knowsthat

Wear
ri
vedatt
hecemet
ery
Theyst
art
edpr
eachi
ng
Tear
scameoutwhent
hecof
fi
nwasgoi
ng
down
WhatHlehl
etol
dmer eall
ymademesoo
emoti
onalt
hatIcoul
dn'thol
dmytear
s
Mi
l
tonhuggedme
Hi
m:he'
sinabet
terpl
ace
Hismotherwascryi
ngsoopainf
ull
ynot
for
getti
ngVuyi
,
thi
swast oomuch.It
ookal
ook
ofhissonandhelookedmoreli
kehim.

Whil
estandingtherewithMil
tonmyeyesmet
wit
hSanda's,Iqui
cklyr
emovedmyey esaway
f
rom hi
s.Thiswasnott het
ime

Wel
eftanddr
ovebackt
othehouse
Iwant
edtotal
ktothatgi
rlandthenIwantt
o
seeHl
ehl
e.Wearr
ivedandIcall
edher
It
oldhert
ocomebyatt
hecar
Shespot
tedMi
l
tonandI
Iwentt
omeetherhal
fwayandwehugged
Her
:Yohhgi
rli
sthaty
ourper
son
Il
aughed
Me:
Yeshei
s
Her:heissoofineplushemustbel oaded
neh,
lookatthatcarandnotf or
get
ti
ngt hat
mill
i
ondollasuitheiswearing.
Ushouldhook
meupwi thoneofhisf r
iends
Haot
hisgi
rl
Me:
Iwi
l
l,
sohowar
eu
Her
:Yohhgirl
Iam sooemot
ional
,
Ist
il
lcan'
t
bel
i
evethathelef
tus
Me:
Iknowr
ight
,i
t'
sreal
l
ypai
nful
Her
:Di
duseehowpai
nful
Vuy
iwascr
ying
Me:
itmustbehar
dforher
Her:
Iti
sandeIhear
dthatshewi
l
lbemov
ingt
o
hi
sapart
ment
Me:
Isntt
hatt
oof
ast?
..
Shel
aughed
Her:
WhenVuy isaysj
ump,Fana'
sMonsay
show
hi
gh?..
.Shewor
shipsher
Me:
uhhm wowt
hati
sbad
Her
:Andi
t.
..
.
Myphoner
angi
nter
rupt
ingus
Icheckedt
hecal
l
erandi
twasHl
ehl
e'
smot
her
Me:
Ihav
etot
aket
his
Her
:wewi
l
ltal
k
Shel
eftmeal
lal
oneandIanswer
edt
hephone
Me:
Hel
l
o
Ihadhersni
ff
ing,
myhear
timmedi
atel
yst
opped
Her
:It
sit
'sHl
ehl
e
If
eltmyheadget
ti
ngdi
zzy
,Icol
l
apseddown
andmyphonei
mmedi
atel
yfel
l

[
03/06,
18:41]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er21

Boi
kany
o

Ifel
tsomeoneshakingme, t
hat'
swhenIgotmy
vi
sionback,
IsawMi l
tonkneeli
ngnextt
ome
andsomepeoplesur r
oundingme.Myheadwas
verymuchpainf
ul.
Theygav eMilt
onwaterand
hehelpedmesatupst rai
ght
Hi
m:Ar
euokay
Ishookmyheadnoast
ear
smadet
hei
rwayout
Hi
m:Dr
inkt
his
Hegav
emet
hegl
assofwat
er
ThabangandAsandacamer
unni
ngt
oo
Sanda:
Issheokay
?..
Mi
l
:Yes,
shewi
l
lbef
ine
Sandal
ookedatmewi
thpi
tyey
esIl
ooked
down
Me:
Pleaset
akemet
othehospi
tal
Tear
smadet
hei
rwayoutagai
n
Thabang:
Wewi
l
lfol
l
owuguy
sbehi
nd,
thi
smust
beseri
ous
Wenod
Mi
l
tonhel
pedmeup
Iwasst
il
ldi
zzy
,hehel
dmeandwewentt
othe
car
Wedr
ovet
othehospi
tal
Hewasv er
yqui
teandhel
ookedr
eal
l
y
concer
ned
Me:
Shesl
i
dherwr
ist
s 
Hi
m:I
ssheokay
?
Me:
Idon'
tknow
Hi
m:i
t'
sgonnabeokayKany
o
Me:Ican'
tl
ooseherMil
.Iwi
l
lneverev
ersur
viv
e
wi
thouther
.Shecan'
tdomeliket
hat
Hi
m:Dontcr
ycomeon

Wear
ri
ved
Webot hwentout,Mil
tonhuggedmebeforewe
wentin.Ineededt
hat.
Hekissedmylips.
Weheld
handsandwal kedtothehospi
tal
.
Myhear twas
ski
ppingsomuch. ThabangandSanda
appearedtoo
Al
lfourofuswentt
other
ecept
ioni
st,
Icoul
dn'
t
t
alkIwast
rembl
i
ngl
i
kenobody
'sbusi
ness
Theyspokewi t
hthelady.Whi
lestandi
ngthereI
sawhermot hercr
yingsopainful
l
yandHl ehle'
s
olderbr
otherAnat
hi(worki
ngandSt ay
ingin
CapeTown)hugginghi smother
If
roze,
Ishookmyhadno
Shesawme,shestoppedandlookedatme
whil
etear
scomingoutofhereyes
Sheshookherhead
Me:
Nonono
Shecamet
ome
Her
:Sheshecoul
dn'
tmakei
t
Ij
ustst
oodther
ewhi
l
eIf
eltl
i
kemyear
swher
e
aboutt
oexpl
ode
If
eltsomeonet
ouchi
ngme
Il
i
ftedmyheadandf
oundMi
l
tonst
andi
ngt
her
e
Ist
art
edbackwar
ds
Hi
m:Kany
o

Iqui
ckl
yranout
side
Iransoomuch,
Iranandr
an.
Iendedupt
he
bushes.

Ihuggedmyf
eetandr
ockedmy
sel
f
Tear
scameout
,Icr
ied,
Icr
iedsoomuch
WhyHl ehle,
Iwasther
ef ory
ou.It
houghtIdi
d
ever
ythingtoeasethepain.
Iwasgonnabe
ther
efory ou.
Why?..
..
..
Youleftmetosuff
er,
why
diduleaveme

Iscr
eamedsoomuch
Myheart,
myheartwasi
nsoomuchpai n.The
f
eel
ingIwasf eel
i
ngwast oomuch.WhyHl ehle
why
? .
..
..
ThesamepainIfeltwi
ththedeathof
myparentscameback.
Whenwi ll
thiseverstop
Shewasmyev
ery
thi
ng.
WHY?
..
..

Il
i
eddownandj
ustcr
iedsoomuch
Ij
ustdi
dn'
tknowwhatt
odo
Thispai
nwast oomuch.
Idon'
tev
erthi
nkIwi
l
l
getovert
his.
Shewasalwayst
her
efor
me.God  

If
eltsomeonel
i
ght
lyt
ouchi
ngme
I
t'
sgonnabeokaycakes
Ishookmyheadno
Hehel
pedmesi
tupr
ightandhuggedme
Icr
ied
Me:
Cani
justdi
etoo?
Hi
m:Nodon'
tdousl
i
ket
hat
Me:Idon'
twannali
veany
mor
eSanda,
theyal
l
l
eftmealloft
hem
Hi
m:Wear
eher
eKany
o
Me:Ican'
ttaket
his,
thi
spai
nist
oomuchIcan'
t
t
akeit

Asanda

Idon'
tevenknowwher
etobegi
nbutseei
ngher
l
ikethatr
eal
lyki
l
ledmesoomuch
Thewayshewascr yingreal l
ypai nedme. She
l
ov edherf ri
end.Ihaveseenbot hoft hem andI
sawhowmucht heymeantal ott oeach
other.
Herf ri
endwasf orev ertheref orher
,she
wasf oreverprotecti
ngherandIf i
guredtoothat
shewasal sotheper sont hathel pedhergo
throughherpar entsdeat h.Thisisr eall
ypainf
ul
andsad. Iam justafraidhowshewi ll
copeandI
prayshedoesnot hingst upid.Thewayshei s
brokenandt al
kingitscar esmesoomuch. What
hurtsmet hemosti st hatIcan'tev enbet her
e
tocomf orther.IthoughtIhadaccept edthefact
thatsheisinar elat
ionshipwiththatguybuti t
hurtsmor ethanany thi
ngwhenIseet hem
together
.ImeanIhav elookedintot heguyand
welliam notv erymuchhappywi thwhatIhav e
found.Neverthelessshecoul dn'tstopcr y
ing
andshewast r
embl ingal ot

Me:
CakesIt
hinkweneedt
oleav
e
Shel
i
ftedherheadandnod
Ihel
pedherupandshewipedhertear
swhi
l
e
morejustcameout
.Shehadhi
ccups
Ihuggedher
Me:
Itsgonnabeokay
Her:Thi
stime...
Thisti
meitwil
lneverev
erbe
okay.
From todayonwardsIhatethi
sthi
ng
cal
ledli
fe.
IhateitSandaIhat
eitsoomuch
Shebegancr
yingagai
n
Ihonest
lyhadnot
hingmor
etosay
Thi
sisgonnabev
eryhar
d
Shewascal
m andwewal
kedbackt
othe
hospi
tal
Ihadal
readytoldThabangthatIf
oundherand
weareonourwayheshoul dt i
pothersbecause
we'v
ebeensear chi
ngforherandafrai
dthatshe
wil
ldosomethingstupi
d

Wear
ri
vedandev
ery
onewasst
andi
ngt
her
e
Li
hle'
sM:DonteverdothatBoi
kany
o,doual
so
wannagiv
ememor est
ress.
Douwantmet o
havehear
tat
tack?
Her
:Iam soosor
ryIj
ustI
Shet
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Her
:Ineedt
obeal
one
Shewal
kedawayandher'
Boy
fri
end'
fol
l
owed
her
Me:
Shewi
l
lgett
hrought
his
Her
:Justt
akecar
eofher
,t
heywher
ever
ycl
ose
Inod

Boi
kany
o

IwenttoMi l
tonscar,
heopenedwhilehewasa
bi
tdistancedfrom me.
Igotinandjustsatback
andtookal ongdeepbreat
h.Hegotinafterf
ew
minutes.Hesatbackandstaredatme
Him: IloveyouKany oandseeinguli
kethi
s
reall
ybr eaksmyhear t
.Idon'
twannasay
everythingisgonnabeokaybecauseIknowit
s
gonnabehar dbutIknowt hatyouwi
llget
throught hi
s.Youarestronganducan
overcomesuchdi f
fi
culti
es
Me:
Idon'
tthi
nkIwi
l
lev
ergett
hrought
hisone.
Isatbackandl
ookedout
sidet
hewi
ndow
Me:
Pleaset
akemet
omypl
ace
Hekeptqui
teandj
ustdr
oveof
f

If
eel
asl
eepandIwokeupi
nhi
sroom
Tear
scameoutt
hemomentIopenedmyey
es.
Iwassobr oken.
Thiswasv eryhardforme. The
thoughtofnevereverseei
ngheragai nreall
y
brokemyhear ti
ntomi l
l
ionsofpi eces.Igotout
ofbedandwentt ot hebathroom andl ocked
my sel
fin

It
houghtIt
oldhi
mthatIwant
edt
obeal
one
WhenIwantmyspacei wantit
.Idon'twantto
takeoutmyanger ,
painorfrust
rati
nginhim soI
preferbeingal
onesincetheonlypersonIcried
todecidedt ol
eavemei nthi
scruelwor l
d.I
openedt hedrawersandsawpai nkil
ler
s
Itookthem out
,andopenedt
hepackand
pouredall
ofthem inmyhand
Tear
scameout
Hlehl
ewhy ?
..
..
Itol
dumanyt i
mesItol
dut
hatI
cannevereverl
ivewi
thoutuwhy
?..
..
.

Mi
l
ton

Ihavebeensitt
inginbedwai ti
ngforhert
o
wakeup.Idon'
tt hi
nkIcanleaveheralone
ther
e'snowayi candot hat.
Thewayshet al
ks
real
l
ygetstome. Myi
ntercom rangandIhadto
l
eaveandat t
endt hedoor.Mymot herwal
kedin
Ismi
l
edandhuggedher
Me:
ThankYouf
orcomi
ng
Her:
Youbot
hneededmeandIam her
e,howi
s
she?
Me:She'snotokayatall
.She'
sver
y
br
oken.She'
scurrent
lysl
eeping
Webot
hsatdown
Her:YouknowIhaveseenhowseri
ousuar e
wit
hherandIverymuchhappyforyou.
Ijust
wanttoaskyouonethi
ng
Me:
Any
thi
ng
Her:
Donthurtherbaby
,Iknowuoncetoldme
t
hatuareseeingsomeonet hatsi
deIj
usthope
ulef
tthi
ngsatacleanslat
e
Ikeptqui
te
Shet
ookabr
eat
h
Her:
Ialway
stel
lutoneverr
unawayfr
om y
our
pr
oblemsJuni
ourwhati
swrongwit
hu?
Me:
Idon'
twannat
alkaboutt
his
Her
:Youneedtofixthis.
Idon'
twantuhurt
ing
t
hatpoorsweetchi
ld.Shehasbeenthr
oughsoo
much
Me:
Iwi
l
lnev
erhur
ther
Her
:Thenmaket
hingsr
ight
Me:mom Icall
eduheretohelpmewi
thKany
oI
don'
twannatal
kaboutthepast
Shekeptqui
te
Me:
Letmegocheckuponher

Idi
dn'
treal
l
yli
ket
alki
ngabouther
.
There'
sar easonIchosetocomethissi
de
whichistoforgetaboutherandmoveon.Igot
totheroom andshewasn' ti
nbed.
If
eltabi
tofpani
chi
tt
ingi
n
Iqui
cklywentt
othebathroom andt
ri
edt
oopen
thedoorbuti
twaslocked
Nowi
waspani
cki
ngsoomuch
Ist
art
edbangi
ngt
hedooraski
nghert
oopen
ComeonKany
odon'
tdoany
thi
ngst
upi
d
[
03/06,18:
45]Ron:
htBet
weenTheTwoOf
Them ♡

Chapt
er22

MI
LTON

Ihaveneveri
nmyl i
febeencaughtupi
nsucha
si
tuati
on.
IwassooscaredIdidn'
tknowwhatt
o
expectaf
terIopent
hatdoor.

Mymotherwal
kedi
nasIwasbusyt
ryi
ngt
o
br
eakt
hedoor.

Her
:Letmedoi
t
Me:
MaIam st
ruggl
i
ngher
ehowwi
l
luopen
Iwaspani
cking.
Shetookabankcardfr
om her
pur
seandwentt ot
hedoorandinser
tedthe
car
dinthedoorhandl
eandstar
teddoingwhat
shewasdoing
Iwashonest
lyscared,
whati
fshesli
therwri
sts
j
ustl
ikeherf
riend.
Thedoorfi
nal
lyopened

Mymom mov
edbackandal
l
owedmet
ogoi
n
f
ir
st
Islowl
ywalkedin,Ifoundpil
lsallovert
hefl
oor
andshewassi tt
ingatt hecornerhuggi
ngher
feetwhi
lecryi
ng.Itookadeepbr eathandheld
myhead

Mymot
herwal
kedi
ntoo

Iwentt
osi
tnextt
oherandhuggedher
Shest
art
edcr
yingsoomuch
Shedi
dn'
tdr
inkt
hosepi
l
ls.
Iwassoor
eli
eved
Her
:Icoul
dn'
tdoi
t,
Ij
ustcoul
dn'
tdoi
t
Me:
Shhhhi
t'
sokaybabe
Rat
o(mom)wal
kedout
Comelet'
sgo.Ihelpedherupandwewentand
satonthebed.Shehadhiccups,
shewasal
so
weak.

Ratowal
kedinhol
dingaglassofwaterand
handedi
ttome.Ir
emov edherf
rom mychest
andgavehert
heglass.
Shedrankthewater
Her
:ThankYou
Af
terdr
inki
ngshel
i
eddown

BOI
KANYO

Ihav
enev
erbeent
hisbr
okeni
nmyl
i
fe
Herdeat
hbr
oughtsoomuchhi
ddenpai
ninmy
hear
t
Shebruisedmeinsuchawayt hatitwasslowly
eat
ingmei nsi
de.Iwasnot
hingbutv er
ybit
terat
her
.Whywoul dshekil
lher
self
?..
.Doesshehave
anyideahowmuchpai nSheleftuswith?
.
WhileIwasi nthebathr
oom allIcouldthi
nkof
wasHer .
Icamet oreali
sethatIcan'tactthi
s
sel
fishl
ikeshedi d.
Idon'
twannahur tothersli
ke
she'
shur t
ingus.Herdeathi
ssomet hingIwi l
l
nevereverforget

Butt
heni
t'
sal
somyf
aul
t
Iwasnev
ert
her
e'enough'
li
kesheneededme
MaybeIshoul
d'v
eski
ppedt
hefuner
aland
hel
pedherwit
hwhatshewasf
eeli
ng.

If
eltMi
l
tonshaki
ngme
Iopenedmyeyesandhewasst
andi
ngt
her
e
hol
dingatr
ayoffood
Me:
Iam nothungr
yMi
l
Hi
m:Pl
easet
ryt
oeat
Me:Theywil
lnev
ergeti
n.Iser
iousl
ydon'
t
wannaeat
Hetookadeepbreat
handputt
het
raydown
andgoti
nsi
dethecover
swit
hme

Heheldmecl
osert
ohi
m andki
ssedmy
f
orehead

Him:I
tsgonnabeokayandIwi
l
lbet
her
efor
you

NextDay
Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedbat
hingandmygr
ancal
l
ed
Ianswer
ed
Her
:Howar
euKany
o?
Me:
Iwi
l
lbef
inema
Her
: Youneedt
ocomehomeandLi
hle'
s
motheral
soneedsy
ou
Me:
Iwi
l
lbet
her
ein2hour
sti
me
Her
:Okby
eby
e
Me:
Bye
It
ookmybagandwal
keddownst
air
s

Hewassi
tt
ingwi
thhi
smot
herbusyt
alki
ng
Iappreci
atedhi
smotherf
orcomi
ngher
e.I
t
real
l
ymeansal ott
ome
Me:
Mor
ning
Her
:Hi
Kot
i,
Imadebr
eakf
astandIdon'
twanna
hearutel
l
ingmeuarefullbecauseIwental
l
outtomakethi
stast
ybreakfast
If
akedasmi
l
eandsatdown

Shedi
shedoutf
oral
lofusandweal
lat
e

Aftereat
ingMildrovemet omyf l
atsoIcan
takefewofmycl othes.
Wet hendrovehome.
We
passedHERhouseandt herewheremany
cars.Hepackedoutside
Him:Pl
easet
akecareofyour
selfKanyo,
and
cal
lmeifuneedany
thing.
Iwi
llbehere
Inodandbabyki
ssedhi
sli
ps
Me:
Iwi
l
l
Hi
m:Il
oveuandgetwel
l
Me:
Ilov
eumor
ebabe
It
ookmyluggageandwentt
otheyard,
mygran
wassi
tt
ingoutsi
dewi
thoneofournei
ghbour
s
Me:
Dumel
ang
Her
:ohhKany
ocomeher
e
Iwenthugherandt
ear
scameout
Her
:It
sgonnabeokaysi
si,
Iknowhowcl
oseu
guy
susedtobe.
Iwipedmyt
ear
sandwenti
nsi
det
oputmy
bags.
Ther
ewasnoonei
nthehouse
Iwentbackt
omygr
an
Me:
Wher
eisev
ery
one?
Her:y
ourauntwentt
ot heSibi
si
'shouse
'
Hlehl
e'shouse'
andyourcousi
n'swenttot
he
shop'
s
Inodandwentbacki
nsi
de
Nextcomi
ngday
s

Honest
lyIwasn'
tcopi
ng
Ihavebeenlockedupi
nmyr oom andcr
yingmy
eyesoff
.Iwasnothi
ngbutv
eryhurt

I
twasSat
urdayherFuner
al  

Ican'
tbegi
ntot
ell
uhowpai
nful
Ifel
t
Ist
il
lcoul
dn'
tbel
i
eveLi
hlel
ethul
eftus
Shewasstil
lyoung,
shewast
ograduat
esoon
andexper
ienceli
fe.
Lor
dshewassooyoung

Wewhereal
linthetant
,Iwassi
tti
ngnexttohi
s
mot
herandfatheral
ongwithherbrot
her
Wewherel
i
steni
ngtopeopl
eshari
ngthei
r
memor
ieswit
hher.
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nful
.
Isti
llcan'
t
beli
eveIhadsomuchtearsi
nmebecauseI
neverst
oppedcryi
ng,
Icr
iedever
yminut
eI
bl
inked.
Ifel
tpai
never
ybreathit
ook

Ifel
tsomeoneshaki
ngme.
Ilookedupand
Anathiwasst
ari
ngatme.
Helookedsoomuch
l
ikeher
Hi
m:I
tsy
ourt
urnt
osaysomet
hing
Inodandwipedmyey
esthenst
oodup.
They
gavemethemic.
Myhear
twasbeat
ingsoo
much

Il
ookedatt
hathugephot
oofher
sandt
ear
s
cameout

Me:
Hlehl
e
Mor
etear
scameout
Wor
dsf
ail
edmebutsomet
hingsoost
rong
cameoutofme

I
fIshoul
dst
ay
Iwoul
donl
ybei
nyourway
SoI
'
llgobutIknow
I
'
llt
hinkofy
ouev
eryst
epoft
heway

AndI
..
..
wil
lal
way
slov
eyou
Oooooh
Wi
l
lal
way
slov
eyou
You.
..
Mydar
li
ng,
you.
..
..
Mmmm mmm

Bi
tt
ersweetmemor
ies
Thati
sal
lI'
mtaki
ngwi
thme
Sogoodby
e
Pl
easedon'
tcr
y
Webot
hknowI
'
m notwhaty
ou,
youneed

AndI
..
..
wil
lal
way
slov
eyou
I
..
.wi
l
lal
way
slov
eyou
You,
ooooh

Ihopel
i
fet
reat
syouki
nd
AndIhopey
ouhav
eal
lyou'
vedr
eamedof
AndIwi
shy
ouj
oyandhappi
ness
Butabov
eal
lthi
s
Iwi
shy
oul
ove

AndI
..
..
wil
lal
way
slov
eyou
Isangmyhear tof
f,
thebandhel pedandpl
ayed
thebeat
.Isangsoomuch. ShelovedWhit
ney
thatwasHerfavouri
tesong.Isangandended
upgoingdownwhi l
etearscameout .

Shewouldbagmetosingt
hatsongandIknow
shewi
llRestI
nPeace.
Shewantedmetosingi
t.

Ihadj
ustr
eal
i
sedt
hatImadeev
ery
onecr
y
Theyal
lknowhowmuchshel
ovedt
hatsong

Theyhel
pedmeupandwealldrovet
othe
cemeter
y.Myhear
twasabi
tateaseaft
erIsang
myheartoff

Hercoffinwentdownandjustsatthereand
watchedmybestf ri
end,
myonlytruefri
endand
myr ef
lecti
onrest
ing.
Itwassoopainful
Ther
ewasnothi
ngIcandoandthatki
l
ledme
soomuch.
Idi
dn'
thaveenoughener
gyinme

Iwentt
opoursoi
li
nhergr
ave
Il
ockeddownt
her
eandj
ustt
ookabr
eat
h
ILOVEYOUBABY.
..
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH
Ipour
edt hesoi
landwentt osi
tdown,Iwasso
di
zzyIcouldn'
tevenseeclearl
ybecausetear
s
whereblocki
ngmyside.Isatdownandclosed
myey es

Hl
ehl
ewhy
?..

    
[
03/
06,
18:
46]Ron:
Chapt
er23

MONTHLATER.
..
.
Iam notgonnasayIwasdoi
ngbet
terbutI
wasn't
Iwassl
owl
ygi
vi
nguponl
i
fe
Imi
ssedherImi
ssedhersoomuch
Adaywouldn'
tpassbywit
houtt
hinki
ngabout
her
.Iusedt
otal
ktoherever
ydayandnowI
hav
enoonet oruntowhenIam atmyworst

Myf
ami
l
yhav
ebeent
ryi
ngt
oo
Allofthem i
ncludingmyaunt .Theyhav ebeen
thereformeandal waystoldmet hateveryt
hing
willbeokay.
MiltonandSandahav ealsobeen
thereforme.Iwasbackathomeandt odayi
wokeanddeci dedt hatIshouldmov eon,Iknew
thi
si swhatshewoul dalsowant edandt odayi
decidedtotaket hefi
rststep
Iwal
kedoutcar
ryi
ngmybags
Myauntwassi
tt
ingwi
thSindiandSasa,
my
gr
anlef
t2WEEKSago.IsatNexttoSi
ndi
Aunt
:Iam guessi
nguar
eleav
ing
Me:
YeahIcan'
tbel
ocki
ngmy
sel
ffor
ever
,Ihav
e
t
omoveon
Her
:It
hinki
tsagoodi
deat
hatuar
eatl
east
movi
ngon
Inodandt
ookoutt
hemoneyi
nmypur
se
Me:Herei
sR2000It
hinki
twi
l
lkeepuguy
sfor
awhil
e
Shel
ookedabi
tsur
pri
sed
Her
:uhhm t
hanky
ousoomuch
Ist
oodup
Her
:ushoul
dcomev
isi
t
Me:
ofcauseIwi
l
l
Shenod.
Iwal
kedoutandputmyl
uggagei
nmy
carandwal
kedt
oHl
ehl
e'
shouse

Iknockedonceandwal
kedi
n
If
oundAnat
hibusywi
thhi
slapt
op
Hel
ookedupandsawmewal
ki
ngi
n
Isatdownopposi
tehi
m
Me:
hi
Hi
m:Kany
o,howar
eu?
Me:
Iam act
ual
l
yget
ti
ngt
her
e
Hi
m:That
'sgood
Me:
nol
ongergoi
ngbackt
oCape?
Hi
m:No,
Imov
edt
hissi
de
Me:
ok,
sohowi
sshe?
Hi
m:She'
sal
otbet
ter
,chur
chhel
psheral
ot
Me:
OhhhcanIseeher
Hi
m:Shewentofchur
ch
Inod
Me:
uhhm canIgot
oHl
ehl
e'
sroom
Her
aisedhi
sey
ebr
owandsl
owl
ynod

Webot
hst
oodup
Wewal
kedt
other
oom andheopenedt
hedoor
I
twasexact
lyasshel
ikedi
t,
Ismi
l
edal
i
ttl
e
whenIi
nhal
edherper
fume
Hi
m:ar
euokay
?
Me:y
eahIj
ustl
i
kedhowgoodsheusedt
o
smel
l
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Iwi
l
lgi
veuy
ourspace
Inod

Iwentt
oherdashboardandther
ewasapict
ure
ofusbackonourfi
rstdayofhi
ghschool
.
I
smil
ed,
wel ookedsocut
e.Icl
i
mbedonherbed
andsatbackandjustst
aredupt
heroof
.Tear
s
cameout
Ihuggedourphot
omor
eti
ght
ly

Me: Ihopeheavenist
reati
ngy ouwellandI
hopeual sogottoseemypar entsandtel
lthem
howmuchImi ssthem.Ipr
aythatally
oursouls
restinpeaceandIlov
ey ouandwi l
lal
way slov
e
youguy s
Iwi
pedmyt
ear
s
Ij
ustfindithar
dwhyyougettol
eav
emeall
al
oneint hi
scruel
wor
ldbutheav
encoul
dn'
t
waitanylonger

It
ookadeepbr
eat
handgotoutofbed
Iputthepi
cturewher
eIfoundi
t,
Iwenttot
he
doorandjuststar
edatt
heroom onel
astt
ime
befor
eIwalkedout
Me:
Ilov
eu
Iwal
kedoutandcl
osedt
hedoor

If
oundAnat
hist
arr
ingatnot
hing
Hesawmewal
ki
ngi
n
Hi
m:ar
euokay
?
Me:
Iam act
ual
l
yal
otbet
ter
Hesmi
l
ed
Iwentt
ohi
m andwehuggedf
orawhi
l
e
Hi
m:Ij
ustwantut
opr
omi
semeonet
hing
Me:
Any
thi
ng
Hi
m: Pl
easetakecareofyour
sel
fKanyo,
i
f
t
here'
sanyt
hinguwant ,
someonetot
alk
t
o,moneyanythi
ngjustcal
lme
Il
ookeddown
Him:Ij
ustwishedIhadt
hisconv
ersat
ionwi
th
herandIdi
dn'tgett
ohaveit
Me:
uwher
eal
way
sther
eforherNat
hi
Him:Ij
ustwi
shedIhadcomet
othehospi
tal
to
checkuponher
Me:itwasherti
me,don'
tevendareblame
your
selfandIwi
lldef
ini
tel
ycal
lifineed
anyt
hing
Hi
m:Youpr
omi
se?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ipr
omi
se
Henod,
hewal
kedmeoutt
omycar
Hi
m:Pl
easet
akecar
eofy
our
sel
f
Me:
Iwi
l
l

Idr
oveaway
Ideci
dedgoseeMi
l
tonImi
ssedhi
m al
ot
Igott
ohisplaceandt
hehousewasemptyand
ver
yclean.
Itookof
fmyjeansandwor
eshort
s
wi
thawhi t
evestandsleepers.
Iwentt
othe
ki
tchenandst
artedcooking
Myphoner
angandIanswer
ed
Hi
m:babe
Me:
Hey
,howar
eu?
Hi
m:Imi
ssusoomuch
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Imi
ssy
oumor
ebaby
,whatar
eudoi
ng?
Hi
m: dr
ivi
nghome,
thathousei
sver
ylonel
y
wi
thoutyou
Igi
ggl
ed
Me:
justcal
lmewhenugethome.
Ilov
eyou
Hi
m:Lov
eumor
ebaby

Weswi
tchedcal
l
s
Isetupt
hetabl
eandwentt
otakeaqui
ck
showert
henworemykneel
engthRedv
-neck
dr
essandmybl
ackst
il
let
oes,
Iti
diedmyhai
r
i
nto

aneatbunandappli
edmyredlipst
ick,
Il
ooked
mysel
fonemoretimeandIlookedbeauti
ful
comparedt
othelastfewweeks.

Iwentdownst
air
sandpr
epar
edt
hef
ood
Iheardhi
scardri
v i
ngi
n,
Istoodnextt
othetabl
e
andjustwai
tforhimtoent
er.Hemusthave
seenmycaroutsidesoheknowsIam around

Hewal
kedi
nandsawmest
andi
ngt
her
e
Hisfaceli
tup,andasmi l
eescapedfrom his
handsomef ace.Iwantedt osur
pri
sehim.He's
beenthereformet hroughoutandhenev er
gaveuponmenomat terhowmuchIpushed
hi
m awayandIappr eciatethat
.Hedeser
vest o
betreat
edwel l
,he'
ssuchagoodguy
Hi
m:Wow
Ismi
l
ed
Hecametomeandwehuggedt
henshar
eda
ver
ypassi
onat
esweetki
ss
Me:
Hi
Hi
m:Wowam Idr
eami
ng?
Iwr
appedmyhandsar
oundhi
swai
st
Me:
Nobabyy
ouar
enot
,Imi
ssedusoomuch
Him:
Inevert
houghtIwoul
dseethi
sday
comi
ng.
Youlooksoobeauti
ful
andsexy
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Real
l
y
Hegr
abbedmybum t
henki
ssedmyneck
Hi
m:Imi
ssedusoomuch
Me:
Iam her
enow
Hi
m:smel
l
ssoogoodi
nher
e
Me:
siti
cooked
Hi
m:Imi
ssedy
ourf
ood
Me:
Ofcauseudi
d

Wehadanamazi ngdinner,
Imi ssedhi
s
handsonefaceandthatsmileofhis.
Ifound
my sel
fstar
ri
ngathi
m whilehewasbusyt al
ki
ng
andIwasf al
li
ngsodeeplyinlovewithhim
everysecondwespenttogether

Hi
m:Babear
eyouokay
?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ilov
eu
Hewi
del
ysmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Il
oveumor
eKany
o
Heki
ssedmyhand
Hi
m:Iam v
eryhappyt
hatuar
eher
e
Day
spassed

I
twast
hef
ir
stweekofDecember
Iwokeupearly
,wedecidedtogooutt
othemal
l
forshoppi
ngandjustr
elaxi
ng
Ibrushedmyt eet
hthenwentdownst
air
sand
foundhim busyworki
ng

Iwentt
ohi
m andki
ssedhi
scheek
Me:
Ithoughtuwi
l
lnotbewor
kingt
oday
Him:Ther
e'sal
i
ttl
ebi
toft
hingsIhav
etot
ake
careof
Imademy sel
fsomecof feeaft
erandwentto
watcht
.v.
LateronItookabathandwor emy
j
eanshort
sandmyNi kewhiteshi
rtwi
thmy
whit
eNikesneakers.
Ilef
tmybr ai
dshangi
ng
andworemyr edcapandappl i
edmyred
l
ipst
ick.
Itookmybagandwalked
downstai
rs.Hewasbusywat
chingt
v
Me:
Iam r
eadybabe
Hel
ookedupandst
aredatme
Me:
What
?
Hi
m:Uhhm not
hing,
ujustl
ookt
ooni
ce
Me:
let
'sgoJuni
or
Hechuckl
ed

Wewenttot hemal landwedi

dour
shoppi
ng,
mor eli
keIdi dmi
nebecausehedidn'
t
havemucht obuy.
Wewentt oeatandlat
erwe
deci
dedtoleavesincewewherebothvery
muchexhausted

Wear r
ivedandt
her
ewasabl
ackRangeRov
er
packednexttot
heyar
d
Me:
areuexpect
ingsomeone?
Hi
m:Justst
ayi
nthecari
wil
lbeback

HewalkedoutandIdecidedt
obebusywit
hmy
phoneaft
erafewminuteshecameback
l
ookingver
ymuchfri
ghtened

Hi
m: BabeIneedutodomeafavouranddr
ive
t
oyourapartmentIwi
l
lcomeseeuinthe
morni
ng
Me:
Whatwhy
?..
.Ucan.
..
Hi
m:Pl
easeKany
o
Il
ookeddeepi
nhi
sey
eshemeantwhathesai
d
Hi
m:Cal
lmeassoonasuar
ri
ve,
Il
oveu
Me:
Ineedf
ewt
hingsi
nthehouse.
.
Hi
m:GoKany
onow
Hewasscar
ingme,
whati
shappeni
ng?
Iqui
ckl
yjumpedt
othedr
iver
sseatandqui
ckl
y
drov
eoff

What
'shappeni
ng?
[
03/06,
18:47]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er24

MI
LTON

Iwassoopi
ssedandv
erymuchsur
pri
sed

Iwentbacktothecarandhelpedhim outand
wewentinside.
Iwassoofrustr
atedandhewas
l
osingalotofblood
Me:
Whatt
hef
uckmen
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Youar
etheonl
yper
sonIt
houghtof

It
ookmyphoneanddi
all
edmydoct
orf
ri
end
Hesai
dhewi
l
lbeher
esoonandt
oldmewhat
t
odo
Iwenttot
hebathr
oom andtookthet
owelsand
wenttohi
m andpressedunt
othebul
letwound

Hi
m:Iam sor
ryman
Me:Youhav
eever
ythi
ng,
Icangi
veu
money.
Whydoukeepondoingsucht
hings
Wi
lson?
Hi
m:Youwi
l
lnev
erunder
standMi
l
Me:Iam yourbr
othermakemef
ucken
under
stand
Itwasmyli
tt
lebr
other
,hewasshoti
nhi
s
shoul
der
Hewasinvol
vedinabadcr owdonceandI
managedtotal
khim outofitandhel
efthi
sol
d
ways.
Iwasverymuchsur pr
isedwhenIsawhi
m
si
tt
ingi
nthecarbleedi
ng.

Me:
Tal
ktomeWi
l
l
Him:Idon'
twannainvol
veyou,
thereasonIam
nott
ell
inguisbecauseIam pr
otect
ingyou.
It
ookahuf
f,t
hesecuri
tycal
l
edsayi
ngsomeone
i
slooki
ngf
orme.Itol
dthem tol
ett
hem i
n

Af
tersomef
ewmi
nut
eshi
scarpackedout
side
Iwentt
ohi
scarandhet
ookhi
sthi
ngsandwe
bot
hwenti
nsi
de
Il
ookedathi
m whi
l
eSphahel
pedhi
m
FuckWi
l
sonwhati
swr
ongwi
tht
hisboy
?

Itookmyphoneandwentout
sidet
hencal
l
ed
her
Sheanswer
edi
mmedi
atel
y
Me:
Baby
Her:Hi
,ar
eyouokay?
..
.Shoul
dIcome
back?.
.What
'sgoi
ngon?
Me:I'
m okaybaby,
Iam justmi
ssi
ngyou.
AndI
wil
lcomeseey outomorrowmorni
ng.
Iwil
l
expl
ainwhenIseey ou
Shet
ookahuf
f
Her
:Youscar
edmeMi
l
Me:
Iam v
erysor
ryuhadt
oexper
iencet
hat
Her:
Itsokayasl
ongasuareokayt
henI
'
m al
so
goodthoughudon'
tsoundf
ine
Shesul
ked
Me:
Iam f
inebabyj
ustabi
tst
ressed,
Il
ovey
ou
Iwi
l
lcomeseey
out
omor
row
Her
:Ok,
Il
ovey
oumor
eJuni
or
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Staysaf
eokay
Her
:Iwi
l
lbabyy
out
oo

It
ookabr
eat
handswi
tchedt
hecal
l
Iwenttothekit
chenandpour
edmysel
fagl
ass
ofwhiskeyandtookt
hewholesi
pandpour
ed
mysel
fanotherone
Thi
skidwil
lgiv
ehermot
herahear
tat
tackone
dayIam t
ell
i
ngy ou

It
ooktheglassandt
hewhiskytowherethey
weresi
tt
ingandpour
edforhim andgav
ehi m
Hedr
ankal
lofi
t

Me:
Howi
she?
Spha:
Imanagedtotakethebul
letout
,he'
s
goi
ngtobefi
ne.
Itdi
dn'tgodeep
Inodandst
aredathi
m
Hegav
emeal
ook
If
eltli
kepunchi
ngthel
i
vinghel
loutt
ahi
m but
i
nsteadItookadeepbr
eathanddrankt
hat
whiskey

Af
terawhi
l
eSphawasdoneandl
eft
Hewentt
otheguestr
oom t
ofr
eshenup
Icl
eanedaft
erhi
sshit,
havingal i
tt
lebrot
her
someti
mescanbef uckenirri
tat
ing,
Iwasv er
y
muchpissedandIknowifi daretal
ktohim
agai
nwewi l
lendupfight
ing.Iwenttomyr oom
andtookmyshort
sandshi rtthentookthem to
hi
sroom t
henwentbackt
omyr
oom

Itookaqui
ckshoweraf
tert
hatIwentst
rai
ght
tobed

NextDay

It
ookashowert
henwentdownst
air
s
If
oundhi
m busypl
ayi
ngX-
Box

Me:
Hi
Hi
m:Hey
,howar
eyou?
Tr
usthi
mtoactl
i
kenot
hingev
erhappened
Me:
Howar
eu?
Hi
m:Iam get
ti
ngt
her
e
Me:
Icansee
Iwentt
otheki
tchenandtookabeert
henat
e
somefood,
Iwenttojoi
nhim af
ter
war
ds

Me:Soar eur
eal
l
ygonnat
ell
mewhat
happened?
Hepausedhi
sgameandl
ookedatme
Him:LookIam ver
ysorrythatIhadt
oshowup
l
iket
hatespeci
all
yafterIl
astsawu2y ear
s
ago.
Ijustdi
dn'
thaveanywheretogo
Inod
Hi
m:I
tsnotaboutmoneyMi
l
,Iam outoft
hat
l
if
e
Me:
Thenwhathappened?
Him:Iwasdatingthi
smar r
iedwomenandher
husbandhappenstobeagangstersohe's
hunti
ngmedown. Lastni
ghthecaughtbot
hthe
twoofusandwel lheshotmethoughI
managedtorunaway
Ichuckl
ed,
he'
sfuckenl
yi
ng
Him:Iknowudon'
tbel
i
evewhatIam t
ell
i
ngu
buti
t'
strue
Me:Honestl
yt here'
snothi
ngmuchIcansayt o
you,
aft
eralli
tsy ourl
if
eandy ourchoices.
Just
fi
xwhateveri
ti sbefor
euwi l
lputallofusin
danger
Hi
m:I
'
m oni
tyoushoul
dn'
twor
ry
Me:
Ifusayso

Ihear
dsomeonecal
l
ingoutmyname
Iwasv
erymuchsur
pri
sedt
oseeKany
o

Ist
oodupandshecameandhuggedmet
ight
ly
Her
:Imi
sseduandI
'
m gl
aduar
eokay

Me:
Uhhm Kany
o,Iuhhm am okay
Sheletgoandtookal
ookatmyal
ready
smil
i
ng,exci
tedl
it
tl
ebr
other
Her
:Iuhhm sosor
ryf
orj
ustwal
ki
ngi
nli
ke
t
hat,
uhhm hi
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Hi
andi
tsal
ri
ght
Me:Babythi
sismyli
tt
lebrot
herWi
l
sonand
Wi
lsonthi
sismygir
lBoikany
o
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Wowuguy
sreal
l
ylookal
i
ke
Hi
m:Howar
eyouBoi
kany
o
Her
:Iam f
ine,
howar
eu?
Hi
m:Iam good,
sohowl
onghav
euguy
sbeen
t
oget
her
?
Me:
Thati
snonofy
ourbusi
ness,
Kany
ocome
Wewentt
otheki
tchen
Her
:Imi
ssedu
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
IthoughtIsai
diwi
l
lcome
Her
:Howar
eu?
Me:
Iam f
inebaby
Her:
WellIcoul
dn'
twai
tnomor
e,It
houghtu
wherei
ntroubl
e
Me:
Nobabyev
ery
thi
ngi
sfi
ne
Iki
ssedherchi
c

Wewentbackt
oWi
l
son
Weallj
ustwatchedt
vandst
art
edt
alki
ng,
they
getal
ongpret
tywell

Lat
eronShecookedandweat
e

BOI
KANYO
NextDayIwokeupear
li
ert
hanhi
m
Iwentt
obr
ushmyt
eet
hthenwentdownst
air
s
If
oundWil
lsi
tt
ingi
nthebarchai
rsbusywi
th
hi
sphone
Me:
Mor
ning
Hi
m:Hi
,
howar
eu?
Me:
I'
m good,
how'
syourshoul
der
Him:
Itsact
ual
l
yalotbet
ter,
get
ti
ngt
her
e.So
howdidumeetwi
thmybr ot
her
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Itsapr
ett
ywei
rdst
ory
Hi
m:Iam wi
l
li
ngt
oli
sten
Itol
dhim howweawkwardlymeti
nthe
hotel
,
howev ery
thi
ngwentonfr
om t
hatday
.He
wasjustsit
ti
ngther
est
ari
ngatmeand
l
aughing
Hi
m:Wowwhatawowst
ory
Ichuckl
ed
Hi
m:Honest
lyIl
i
keuf
orhi
m
Me:
Whyi
sthat
?
Hi
m:Iwi
l
ltel
lusomeday
Ismi
l
ed

2WEEKSLATER.
..
..
.

ASANDA

Iwasi
nmyof fi
cebusywi
thpaperwor
kwhen
myassi
stantwal
kedin
Her
:Someonei
sher
etoseeu
Me:
Who?
Her
:Hesai
dishoul
dsayFi
re
Isatback
Me:
Ohhhl
ethi
min

Shewalkedoutandaf
teraf
ewmi
nut
eshe
walkedi
n

Me:
Wil
son'
Fi
re'
Dlami
ni
Hi
m:Asanda
Ist
oodupandweshakedhands

Wil
li
saclientandal
soafri
end,
weareabit
cl
ose.
It
'sbeenlongsi
nceIhear
dfr
om hi
m

Me:
SowhatcanIdof
ory
oumyman?
Hi
m:It
hinkIam gonnaneedal
awy
er
Me:
Isi
tbad?
Hi
m:I
tsgonnabenast
y
Me:
What
everi
tis,
hasi
thappenedoruar
e
aboutt
omakei
thappen
Him:Iam hav
ingver
yhugepeoplebehi
ndmy
backandIthi
nkIhavet
otakethem out
Me:Comeonman,
Ithoughtwespokeabout
t
his.
Ugoi
ngbackt
othesameoldway s
Hi
m:am doi
ngt
hisf
ormywomen
Isatback
Me:
Whoseshe?
Hi
m:Hernamei
sRav
en
Me:
Wai
twhi
chRav
en?
Het
ookahuf
f
Hi
m: She'
samarri
edwomenandIhappenedt
o
f
all
inlovewi
thher
Me:Wai
tdon'
ttell
meuar
etal
ki
ngaboutt
he
per
sonIam t
hinki
ng
Hi
m:Whatdoumean?
Me:
Uar
ebeef
ingwi
thSt
he?
Hi
m:Ohhy
aht
hat
'st
hebust
ad
TheFucki
swr
ongwi
thhi
m
Me:Comeonman, Ipersonal
lyknowStheu
don'
twannabeefwithhim.Asyourfr
iendIam
ki
ndl
yaskingutol
ett hi
sonego
Hi
m:Il
oveher
Me:Udon'
twannatr
ustRav
en,
she'
sshadyas
f
uck.
Mandon'tdot
his
Him:Iam al
readyi
nvol
ved,
Iam notl
ett
ingt
his
onego

Whatt
hehel
li
shet
hinki
ng?
Hewi
l
lki
l
lhi
m.
[
03/06,
18:48]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Ihat
ehowbusyIam 
  

Wi
l
ldef
ini
tel
ypostanot
heronei
nthemor
ning

I
'
m sosor
ry

Chapt
er25

ASANDA

Iwasi
nmyhousej
ustcamebackf rom ajog
whenIf
oundmysi
ster
'scarpackedoutsi
de

Igotinsideandf
oundherbusymaki
ng
breakfast
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Wami
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Asa
Wehuggedt
ight
ly
Me:
sohow'
smybi
gsi
sdoi
ng
Her
:I'
m goodbabyhowar
eyou?
Me:
Asucansee,
fr
eshasev
er
Shechuckl
ed
Her
:Got
akey
ourshowerIwi
l
lbedonebyt
hen
Me:
Great

Iwentdownst
air
sandt
ookmyshowert
hen
woremyshort
sandanormal
shi
rtwi
th
sneaker
s

Iwentdownst
air
sandshewasdi
shi
ngup
Me:
Imi
ssedy
ou
Her
:Iknowr
ight
,i
t'
sbeen2mont
hswi
thout
seei
ngy
ou
Me:
Howsmar
ri
ageandhow'
sli
tt
leSi
mi
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:Everyt
hingi
sfineandmar ri
agei
s
amazing.How'syou,whathappenedt
othatgi
rlu
oncetoldmeabout
Ipour
edmy
sel
fagl
assofor
angej
uice
Me:
Thi
ngsdi
dn'
twor
kout
Her:
Ithoughtusai
dthi
sti
meuwoulddothi
ngs
di
ff
erentandworkhar
dersi
nceul
ovedher
Me:
Itnev
erwor
kedout
Shekeptqui
tef
orawhi
l
e
Her
:Shehur
tyou
Me:
Ist
il
ll
ovehert
hough
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Atl
eastt
her
ear
efeel
i
ngsi
nthatcol
dhear
t
ofy
ours
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ofcauset
her
ear
e
Her
:okf
ini
shup,
wear
egoi
nghome
Me:
Why
?..
.
Her
:Ihav
eanannouncementt
omake
Me:
Ohhhsoundsser
ious
Shesmi
l
ed

BOI
KANYO

Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedbat
hing
I
twasthe14t
hofDecemberandar
ainycool
whet
her
Iwentdownst
air
sandpour
edmysel
f
somethi
ngtodri
nk.
Mil
wenttot
heoff
icet
osor
t
outsomefi
les
Thehousephonerangandthesecur
it
ysai
d
somewomeni sinthegat
elooki
ngforMil
Itol
dthem toletthem i
nthi
nkingmay beit
'sone
ofhiscl
ient
s.Aftersomefewmi nutesIheard
thecardri
vi
ngt hrough.
Iwait
edfortheperson
toknochenceIwasabi tl
azytostandandwal k
outsi
de

Theper sonknockedandIstoodupandopened
thedoor .Andther
est
oodabeaut i
fulwhit
e
womenwi t
hbagsnexttoher.
Shelookedsoo
beaut i
fulwit
hasmallcurv
ybodyandher
perfectlydonemake-
upwi t
hherpradashades
on.Ilookedatheronemoret i
meandl ookedat
thebags

Sheslowl
ytookof
fhershadesandl
ookedat
mefrom headt
otore
Her
:Whoar
eyou?
Me:
Uhhmm whodouwant
?
Shegav
emeanot
herl
ook
Her
:Wher
eisMi
l
ton?
Me:
He'
satwor
kandhowcanwehel
pyou
Her
:We?
Me:Ifudon'
tknowwhaty
ouwantI
'
m af
rai
d
youshoul
dleave
Shechuckl
edandl
ookedatmefrom headt
o
tor
eandpushedmefrom t
hedoort
henwalked
i
n

Her
:Youar
ecut
ebyt
heway
Iwasaboutt
otakemyphoneandcal
lhi
m
Her:
Noputt
hephonedown,
Iwantt
osur
pri
se
hi
m.
Pl
easet
akemybagsupst
air
sandf
ixmeaj
uice
Whatt
hehel
l
Il
ookedatherf
rom headtotor
eandwentt
osi
t
downandconti
nuedwatchingmymovi
e

Whataner
veshehasnxaaa

Asanda

Mymot herli
v edinLi
mpopoinMokopanewi th
myl i
tt
lesisterandmyst epfather.
Myf ather
di
edy earsagowhenIwasj usty oungsomy
stepfatherraisedme.He'smor eli
keaf atherto
meal way sbeent her
eforal
lofus. Theyhav ea
daughterKat legowhose17y earsoldandav er
y
humbledi scipli
nedsoul
.

I
twasal
ongdr
ive
Wear
ri
vedaf
tersomef
ewhour
s
Wedr ovethehouseandfoundmymother
wait
ingforus.
Shewasv erymuchexci
tedt
o
seeus.Wegotoutofthecarandwehugged,I
washappyt oseethi
ssweetsoul

Latert
hatdaywewher eal
lsit
ti
nginthebigol
d
tabl
ebusycatchingupandtal
kingaboutol
d
goodmemor ies.
Theypour
edthemselves
desser
twhilememyol dmanhadourwhi sky

Wami:
Itsv
erygoodtobebackhomeIf
eel
muchmorerel
axed
Mom: Uguy
sshoul ddothi
smoreof
tenImeanI
am get
ti
ngolderandol
derandt
imeawait
sno
one
Me:
Yeahnextt
imei
t'
smyhouse
Mydadsmi
l
ed
Him:Youknowhowpr
oudIam ofal
l3ofy
ou
guys
Mom:
Henev
erst
opsbr
aggi
ngaboutuguy
s
Wami:uhhhm t
her
e'ssomet
hingIhav
etot
ell
youguys
Shelookedner
vousandthatr
eal
l
ymademe
ver
ymuchuncomf or
tabl
e
Shel
ookeddown
Mom:
Owami
uar
escar
ingus
Kat
li
:What
swr
ongsi
s
Tear
sfel
ldownherf
ace
Kat
li
:Whyar
eucr
ying?
Mot
heral
sohadt
ear
sinherey
es
Her
:Ionl
yhav
efewmor
emont
hst
oli
ve.
..
..

Mi
l
ton

Iwentt
othemallandboughtf
ewthingsand
somebeaut
if
ulr
edr oses,
Shemustbevery
angr
yatme25.
..

BecauseIpr omi
sedtospendt hi
swholeday
withher.
Ialsoboughthersomechocolatesto
cheerherup.Idr
ovehomeandsawanot hercar
packedoutsidetheyar
d.Thatmademev er
y
muchwor ri
ed,whocouldthatbe?.
..
.Shewas
evenignori
ngmycal l
s

Iquickl
ytookt
hepl
ast
icsandf
lower
sthen
walkedinsi
de

Igott
hebi
ggestshockofmyl
i
fewhenIsaw
her

Shewassi
tt
ibgopposi
teherbot
hst
ari
ngatme

Me:
Candi
ce
Shebr
ight
lysmi
l
ed
Her
:Hel
l
oHusband
Kanyost
oppedplayi
ngwit
hherphoneand
l
ookedather
.Shenoti
cedari
ngShewas
weari
ngandlookedatmeagai
n
Candi
ce:
Sot
hisi
swhaty
ou'
vebeenupt
o?.
..
.
[
03/06,
18:49]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

   

Chapt
er26

Boi
kany
o

Idon'
tknowwhetherIwasheari
ngthi
ngsor
whatIwashear
ingwasr eal
butall
Iknowis
thatwhatIheardstoppedmyhear tfora
moment .
IlookedattheshockedMi l
tonwho
seemedr eal
lysur
prisedl
ikehejustsawaghost

Thewomenstoodupandwentt ohimt henhel

d
hi
sfaceandhuggedhi
m.Mil
tonwasj ust
st
andingt
her
ebusyholdi
ngplasti
cs

Her:Ihav
emadeupmymi ndandIam r
eadyt
o
t
ellyouwhatwashappeni
ngwi t
hmeandIam
ver
ymuchr eadyt
ogetmar r
iedtou.
Wecanset
adateassoonaspossibl
e
Istoodupbecauser eall
ywhatIwasseei ngand
hearingcoul
dn'tbetruethismustbeapr ank.
No
way snotmyMi lt
on,
nott hatsweetcar
ingguyI
metf ewmont hsago.Nonononoway s
Mi
l
:Candywhatar
eudoi
ngher
e?
Her
:BabyIam sor
ry
Tear
scameoutofherey
es
Her
:Canshej
ustl
eav
esoIcanexpl
ain
Ist
oodt
her
eandf
oldedmyhands
Mil
coul
dn'tev
enl
ookatmei
ntheey
eshewas
j
ustqui
te
Her:Iwil
ljustspi
l
lit
,BabeIuhhm t
hereasonI
havebeenact i
ngli
kethati
sbecauseIhada
miscarr
iage
Shelookeddownwhi
leshesai
dthatandmor
e
tear
scameoutofhereyes
Iwassoheartbr
okenandconf
used,
thi
scannot
behappeni
ngtomeno
Hi
m:Whatandudi
dn'
ttel
lme?
Her:It
s...Ijustf
eltsooashamedofmy sel
f.
Ifel
t
l
ikeIfailedbot huandt hebaby.
IwasbrokenMil
i
twasv er yhardfaci
nguev er
ysingl
edayand
havingtol ietoyourfaceandcarryt
hispai
n
aloneiam sosor rypl
easeforgi
veme
Shebr
okedownandcr
ied
Mi
lhel
dhert
ight

Ij
ustst
oodt
her
ewhi
l
etear
scomi
ngout
Iwassoov erwhelmedandmyhear twasso
muchi npain.
Iwaslosingmy sel
f.Tearsj
ust
keptongoingdown. Isawhowt ighthewas
holdi
ngherandt hatremindedmeofhowmuch
hewoul dholdmewhi leIcri
edinhisarms.

Il
ookedathowmuchhewasl
ooki
ngather
Mor
etear
scameout
Whyme?

Iwentupst
air
sasbr
okenasIwas
Ipickedmy
selfupandpackedanover
nightbag
tookmycarkeysandmypur set
henwipedmy
faceandwentdownst
air
s.
Theywher
esi
tt
ingandshewasst
il
lcr
ying
Iwentandst
oodnextt
othem t
henswal
l
owed
har
d
Theybot
hli
ft
edt
hei
rfaceandourey
esmet
If
eltl
i
kescr
eami
ngandcr
ying,
beghi
m nott
o
l
eaveme
Il
ookedatt
hel
ady
Me:MynameisBoikany
oIam hismaidandI
am v
erymuchsor
ryfordisr
espect
ingy
ou
Iwal
kedawayandMi
lranaf
terme

Hemanagedt
ogethol
dofmygr
ib
Hi
m:nonoKany
opl
easedon'
tgo
Tear
scameoutl
i
keat
apofwat
er
Me:
Why
?
Hi
m:Iam sor
ry,
pleasest
ay
Me:Youdi
dthesamethingthatual
ways
pr
omisedmetoneverdoeveryni
ghtwegot
o
sl
eepMi
l
.Upr
omi
sedt
onev
erhur
tme
Hel
ookeddown

Ishovedmyhandawayf
rom hi
m andwal
ked
outtomycaranddr
oveoff

Idr
oveoutoft
hei
rcompl
exandst oppedmycar
al
ongthewayandj
ustcr
ied,
Icr
iedsoomuch
Hehur
tme  
I
tst
il
lfel
tli
keIwasdr
eami
ngbutmyhear
twas
v
erymuchsore.
Hl
ehl
ewher
ear
euwhenIneedy
out
hemost
?..
..
 

Imanagedt
oatl
eastcal
m downaf
terawhi
l
e
anddrov
eoff
Iar
ri
vedoutsi
dehishouseandcl
osedmyey
es
andsatbackwhi
letear
scomingout
Il
earntt
olov
ehim andf
inal
l
yfel
li
nlov
ewi
th
hi
m,Ilov
edhim

Igotoutofmycarandwentt
oknock
Heopenedaf
terawhi
l
e,whi
l
ehol
dingabot
tl
e
ofWhi
sky
Hi
m:Kany
o
Tear
scameout
Me:
hehur
tmeSanda
Hel
ookedatmef
orawhi
l
e

Ij
ustwenttohisarmsandhehuggedmer
eal
l
y
ti
ghtwhi
leIcr
iedintohi
schest

Wewal
kedi
nandwesatdownandhehugged
me
Af
terawhi
l
eIwasabi
tcal
m
Itookthewhiskyt
hatwasont hetableandtook
alongasssip.Hewajustsi
tt
ingtheresayi
ng
nothi
ng

It
ookanot
herpai
nful
breat
h
Me:
Idon'
tknowwhyIam her
eSanda
Ilookedathi
sredey
esandaf
terawhi
l
eIwent
tohim andki
ssedhi
sli
ps
Hei
mmedi
atel
yresponded
Heliedmedownandgotont opandwe
conti
nuedkissi
ng.
Hishandscursedmybody,
a
moanescapedmymout hwhil
ehewenttothe
neck.Hecametomyf aceandweconti
nued
ki
ssing

Hesuddenl
yst
oppedandl
ookedatme
Hi
m:Kany
ojustgetout
Me:
What
?
Hest
oodupandhel
dhi
shead

Hi
m:Getout
Myhear
tjustbr
okei
ntopi
ecesandmor
etear
s
cameout

Het
ookhi
swhi
sky

Hi
m:Justl
eav
e

Hewentupst
air
s

ASANDA
Iwokeupthenextdayandmyheadwasv
ery
muchinpain
It
ookmyphonechargeditsinceitwasonZer
o
%anditwasal
ready10:00.Itookadeep
br
eat
handgotoutofthecar

Iwenttot
hebathr
oom andtookmypi
l
lsand
drankt
hem t
hentookashower
Icoul
dn'
tst
opt
hinki
ngaboutHER
Ir
emembereverysi
ngl
edetai
lthathappened
l
astni
ght
,howcanIfor
get
Al
lIcoul
dseewashowbr
okenshewas
Thebast
adhur
thersomuch
Ihonest
lydon'
tfeelbadaboutwhatIdi
dtoher
becauseint
otalhonest
lyweallknowthatshe
washurtandallSheeverwantedwascomf or
t
Idon'
tev
erwannat
aket
hatadv
ant
age
She'sjustt
oopreci
ousandspecialf
ormet o
takethatadvant
ageandlastni
ghtIl
earnedthat
may besheisnotInl
ovewithmebutl ov
es
beingaroundme.
Ithi
nkit
'saboutt
imeIletgoandbesidest
he
onlyWOMENt hatneedsmemor ethanever
ri
ghtnowismysi st
er

Af
termyshowerIwentt
ogetdr
essedandI
wentt
oatt
endmyphone
If
oundav
oicecal
lfr
om Kany
o

It
ookabr
eat
handl
i
stenedt
oit

Shewassnif
fi
ngandshef
inal
l
ysai
d
somet
hing
Her
:Iam v
erysor
ryf
orwhatIdi
d.Ishoul
dn'
t
hav edonethatandIhat emyself
.Iam sorr
yt hat
Ibrokey ourheartandIguessKar macamef or
me. Iam sorrythatIchoseanothermenov eru.I
am sor r
ythatIwasnev erhonestwit
hy ouf r
om
thest ar
t.
Iam sor r
ythatIchosehim becauseI
l
ov edumor e.Il
ovedumor eandmyl oveforu
scaredme. Iam sorrythatIhadtodot his.

Shesni
ff
edandt
ookanot
herdeepbr
eat
h

Iam sor
ryf
orev
ery
thi
ngandonceagai
n
ILov
eandWi
l
lal
way
slov
eyou

Icol
lapseddownthenheldmyheadt
ryi
ngt
o
regi
sterwhatIj
usthear
d

Fearcr
eepedi
nandIr
anout
sidet
omycar
NononoCakes

Idr
oveout

IdroveasfastasIcoul
dandaf
terawhi
l
eI
arr
ivedatherapar
tment

Ther
ewasnooneandIr
ant
oherr
oom

Iopenedt
hedoorandf
oundhersl
eepi
ng
Ir
antoherandt
ri
edt
owakeherupbutshe
wasn'
tmovi
ng

Icheckedherpul
seandt
her
ewasnoany

Kany
o  
It
ri
edwaki
ngherupwhi
l
emor
etear
scameout
Why
?..
..
.

THEEND
[
03/06,
20:39]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

  Si ncemostofusayIshoul
dcont
inue
t
henIWi
l
l.
AllIam askingfr
om ui
stobepat i
entwi
thme.I
willbeverybusyandIwil
ldef
ini
tel
ymaketi
me
foruguy stoo.Pr
ett
ypl
easebarewithmeguys.
AndIam sur esomeofunot i
cedt
hatIpostonl
y
atni
ghts.That'
sjusthowbusyIam buther
eI
am makingtimef oruguy
s.

Il
ovel
ovel
oveuandher
eisanot
heronebef
ore
Isl
eep
Chapt
er27

MI
LTON

Iwokeupt henextdayandIwasn'tfeeli
ngwell
atal
l.
ImissedherandIhatedhowmuchIhur t
herl
astnight.
Iwil
lnevereverf
orgi
vemy sel
ffor
whatIdi
d.Ineedtogot her
eandapol ogi
se
YesIl
oveCandiceandwehadaveryspeci
al
thi
nggoi
ngbutwithKany
owehav ebui
lt
somethi
ngst
rongandIhonest
lyl
oveher

It
ookmyphoneandf
oundhermessagesent
ar
ound2:
45int
hemorni
ng
Iopenedi
tandf
oundal
ongpar
agr
aph
It
ookadeepbr
eat
handsatdown

Yest
erdaymademer
eal
i
sesomanyt
hings
Ileantt
olov
eyouandf
inal
l
yIf
ell
inl
ovewi
th
you
Youar eanamazi ngguyorsoIt hought .Even
thought heuniver
seneverall
owedust obe
togetherIam humbledthatIgott omeett hat
beautifulsoul
.YouwherethefirstguyIev er
datedandgav emyvir
gini
tyto.Idon' tregretit
andInev erwi
ll
.Yout
aughtmehowt ol ove.You
taughtmesomuchandIappr eci ateit.Thank
YouForMaki ngMeHappy ,ForLov ingMe, For
YourCar ingAssandmosti mpor tant l
yFor
Alway sHav i
ngMyBack.
Ihopeumadet
herightchoi
ce,
Ihopeshe
makesyoumor
ehappyandIwi shuguys
great
ery
ear
saheadofyou.

Don'
tev
ert
hinkbyanysecondt
hati
tsy
ourf
aul
t
Yesubr
okemebutIhadt
odoi
t
Icoul
dn'
thandl
ethepai
nandIhadnooneel
se
t
oshar
eitwi
th.
Iam al
lal
one
Il
ovey
ouJuni
or

TakeCar
e

Ibecamedi
zzysamet
ime
Isatt
her
etr
yingt
odi
gestwhatIj
ustr
ead
Iqui
ckl
yst
oodupandt
ookmycarkey
s

ASANDA

Istarteddoi ngtheCPR, Idi

dt hechest
compr ehensions.Iappl
i
edpr essureinherhear
t
whilet earscomi ngout.
Igaveherr escue
breaths
Me:
ComeonKany
odon'
tdon'
tdot
hist
o
me 
Istar
tedhi
tt
ingherhear
twi
thpunchesnon
stop
WhenIwasaboutt
ogi
veupshest
art
edsei
zi
ng
Icar
riedhert
othecarandputheri
nasi
det
hen
drov
eof fasf
astaspossi
ble

Fewmi
nut
esl
aterIar
ri
ved
Icarr
iedheri
nsi
deandt
henur
sescamet
o
att
endher
Her
:Whathappenedt
oher
Me:
Sheov
erdosed

Theyt
ookt
hest
ret
cherandpushedhert
othe
I
CU
Ir
anaf
tert
hem

Isatout
sideherwar
dandj
usthel
dmyhead
WhyKany
o?

Af
teranhourmysi
sterwal
kedt
owhereIwas
si
tt
ing.
Ist
oodupandwehuggedreal
l
yti
ght
ly
Her
:If
oundy
ourv
oicemai
lar
euokay
Ishookmyhead
Me:
Itsmyf
aul
tWami
Her
:Nonodon'
tsayt
hat
Me:I
fshedi
esIdon'
tthi
nkIwi
l
lgoonwi
thmy
l
if
e
Shet
ookadeepbr
eat
handcamet
ohugme
Tear
scameout
Me:
Shehast
oli
veWami
Her
:Shewi
l
lli
ve,
shewi
l
lli
vebaby

Af
ter30mi
nut
est
heDoct
orcal
l
edus
Wesatdowni
nhi
sof
fi
ce
Me:
Issheal
i
ve?
Hi
m:Yesshesal
i
ve
It
ookav
eryhugesi
gh
Him: wemanagedt osaveherandther easonu
couldn'tfeel
herpulsewasthatherhear twas
l
osingherbutudi dgoodbybri
nginghert othe
hospitalsooneranditssuchami r
aclethatshe
i
salivebecausemostofourpat ientsnev er
makei tlookingathowlongshetookt hosepil
ls
Me:
She'
sokayt
hat
sal
lthatmat
ter
s
Him:ButIam sadtotel
luthatsheisinacoma
andsheisusi
ngav enti
l
ator(keepsoxygen
fl
owi
ngt hr
oughoutthebodybypushingairi
nto
thel
ungs)
It
ookal
ongdeepbr
eat
h
Wami
:Shei
sal
i
vet
hat
'sal
lthatmat
ter
s
Me:
Cani
seeher
Doc:
Gohomeuwi
l
lcomebackt
omor
row
Me:Ineedtoseehowisshe,
pleaseIwi
llnev
er
sl
eepunti
lIseeherbymynakedey est
hatshe
i
sali
ve
Hi
m:Ok10mi
nut
esi
tis
Me:
ThankYou
27.
..
.

Weal
lst
oodupandwentt
oherwar
d
Mysi
sterst
ayedbehi
nd
Wewalkedintoherr
oom andther
ewher
e2
doct
orsbusywit
hthemachines
Hi
m:Gi
veusami
nut
e
Theybot
hnodandwal
kedout

Ij
ustst
oodt
her
ewhi
l
etear
scomi
ngout
Myhear
tsanksomuchwhenIsawherl
ike
t
hat
.Machi
nescov
eri
ngherandherl
i
fel
ess
beauti
ful
bodysl
eepi
ngr
ightt
her
ewi
thout
mov i
ng
Imadeasmal
lpr
ayerandaskedGodt
opl
ease
heal
her
.
Iwentov
ert
oherandbr
ushedherf
ace
Me:
Youneedt
owakeupCakesIneedy
ou
Pl
easedot
hisonet
hingf
ormepl
easebaby

Iki
ssedherf
oreheadonel
astt
ime

Wewal
kedout
Myhear
twasv
erymuchheav
y
Mysiscameov
ert
omeandhel
dmyhandv
ery
t
ight
Her:I
nGodsGraceshewi
l
lbeal
ri
ghtandshe
wil
lbeheal
ed
Inod
Il
i
ftedmyheadandIsawhi
m st
andi
ngt
her
e
Angerj
ustcreepedi
nsomuchthatIrant
ohim
andpunchedhim,Ir
epeat
edl
ypunchedhi
m unt
il
peopl
eseperatedus
Me:I
tsal
lyourfaul
tuasshol
e,douhav eany
i
deawhatuhav edonehuh?.
..
.Ifshedareev
er
di
esIam comingforu,
douhearme

Ir
oughl
ygotoutoft
hosepeopl
e'
sgr
ib
Me:
Iwi
l
lki
l
lyou

Iwal
kedout
sidet
omycar

 
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡
Chapt
er28

ASANDA

2MONTHSPASSED

Li
fehasbev
erymuchdi
ff
icul
t
Shehasn'
twokenupti
l
ltoday.
Iwil
lneverl
oose
hope,
Iknowdeepdownthereshe'
ssti
l
l t
here.
Ther
e'sbeensomuchonmypl
ate
Hav
ingtodi
scovert
hatmysist
eronl
yhas
maybe34monthsorlesst
oli
ve
Ist
il
lhav
en'
tbeenabl
etodi
gestt
hatwel
ltoo
Myjobtoohasbeenstr
essingmeaswel l
,Sthe
andWil
larest
il
lati
tagain.
Honestl
yIdon'
thave
ti
meforthem.
Theyshouldjustki
l
leachother
foral
lIcar
e.Theydon'
twantt
oli
stent
oany
one
soIlett
hem be

Ihadgonebackt
omyst
ate
Icoul
dn'thandl
etheamountofstr
essIwasi
n
andalcoholwasmyonlyescape.

Ihadjustcamebackfrom theoffi
ceand
deci
dedt ogoseeher.
Iwalkedintoherward
andsawhergr annyr
eadi
ngherabi blesi
tt
ing
wit
hthisotherwomenIdidn'tknow.Shesmil
ed
whenshesawme.

Shecamethi
ssi
deaweekagoandweget
al
ongpret
tywel
l
.She'
sver
ytal
kat
iveandhonest

Me:
Thobel
a!
Them:
Hi
It
ookanot
herchai
randsatopppsi
tet
hem
Thewomen:Iam Ler
ato,
shehasbeenworki
ng
formysonandIwantedtoseehowshe'
sbeen
doing
Ismi
l
ed
Me:Maybeshewil
lheary
ourv
oices,
cri
esand
pr
aysandfi
nal
lywakesup
Granny
:Truet
hat
,Ihavebeenpray
ingforher
andIknowshewill
recover
,shewi
llwakeup
Inod
Me:
Letmegogetuguy
sdr
inks

MI
LTON

Whewwwwher
etost
art

Li
feafterIfoundoutshetr
iedki
ll
i
ngher sel
fjust
changed.Neveri
nmyl i
fehaveIeverf
eltthat
guil
ty
Guil
twaseatingmesomucht hatIwasv er
y
muchafrai
dt oev
engoandv i
sitheratti
mes.A
daynevergoesbywi
thoutt
hinkingabouther
Iwasn'
tcopi
ngandIhat
edhowmuchIwas
feel
i
ng

Iregret
tedev eratt
endingCandi
ceandignori
ng
herfeel
ings.Andnowshei sinthehospit
aland
herli
feont helinebecauseME.Ifsheev
erdies,
I
j
ustdon'tknowwhatwoul dbeofme

Igotinsi
dethehouseandIf
oundCandi
cebusy
prepari
ngthetabl
e
It
ookal
ongsi
gh.

IhavebeenchasingherouteversinceIf
ound
outaboutKanyobutshewoul djustcr
yand
pourherhear
tout.Il
oveCandicethat'
snolie
butwheneverIgettolookatherallIf
eeli
sguil
t
cr
eepi
ngt
hrough

Shesmi
l
edwhenshesawme

Her:
Canwenotf
ightpl
ease,
Iam t
ryi
ngher
e
Juni
or
Iputmyt
hingsdownandsatdown
Me:
Whenar
eul
eav
ingCandi
ce?
Shesul
kedandl
ookeddown
Me:Idon'
twannahurtuCandice,
Ij
ustcan'
t
st
andubeingaroundbecause..
.
Her
:Becauseofher
?.

Tear
scameoutofherey
es

LookCandi
cei soneoft
hesweetestandki
nd
soul
sever,
thatishowIf
eeli
nlov
ewi thher
.She
comesoutasst
rong,
rude,
spoi
l
t,t
oughinpubl
ic
butwhenugett
oreal
lyknowhershe'savery
sweetsoul

Me:
LookI.
..
Her
:Mycompanyishavi
ngpr
obl
emsandIwi
l
l
l
eavei
npeacet
hisFri
day
Shest
oodup
Her:Itri
edMi l
,
Ireal
lyt
ri
ed.Istomach'dy
our
behaviourtowardsmeandIswal l
owedt herude
remarksy ougaveme.Igetthatulovedherbut
themomentul etherl
eaveandchoset o
comfor tmewasv erymuchclearwhouchose
Ij
ustdon'
tknowhyugett
oactl
i
ket
hisnow.
Ihav
eal
readydi
shedoutofy
ou
Shewasaboutt
owal
kaway
Me:
Candi
ce
Her
:What
?..
.WhatdouWantMi
l
ton.
Youhat
e
medon'
tyou?
..
..
.
Shekeptqui
teandt
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Her
:Ir
egr
etev
ercomi
ngher
e.

Shewal
kedaway

It
ookadeepbr
eat
hfeel
i
ngsobad
Shedoesn'
tdeser
veanyofthi
sandIgetshe
di
dn'
tevenknowthatImovedon.
Ican'
thavebothwomenhat eme,Ican'
tal
so
breakherhear
t.Iam f
ell
i
nggui
lt
ywi t
hKanyo
andnowher ?.
..

Idi
dn'
tev
enhav
eappet
it
eany
mor
e
Iwenttomyroom andt ookashowert
henwore
myshortsandshirt
.It
henwenttoherr
oom and
foundherst
il
lcr
ying
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Igoti
nthecoversandgr
abbedhercl
oset
ome
andwipedhertear
s
Me:
Iam sor
ry
Her:Don'tuthinkit'
salsoeat
ingMethatsheis
i
nhospital?.
..
It'
salsomyf aul
tMil.
HadInever
cameher enonoft hi
swouldhavehappened.
I
havetoleave.AllIeverbr
oughtherei
spain
Shecr
iedev
enmor
e

Me:Iverysorr
ybabe,
Idi
dn'
tknowuf eltt
his
way.
Pleaseforgi
vemeforbei
ngrude.Iam r
eal
l
y
sor
ry

Shekeptoncryi
ngandaft
erawhil
eshewas
cal
m butshehadheavyhi
ccups
Ij
ustr
eal
i
sednowt
hatIhav
ebeenhur
ti
ngher
andshehasbeenf
ell
i
ngbadt
ooaboutkany
o.

Me:Comeandl et
'
sgoandmakeuy
our
f
avouri
teshake
Shechuckl
ed
Her
:Youst
il
lrememberi
t?
Me:
HowcanIev
erf
orget
Shesmi
l
ed
Ihel
pedherupandwebot
hst
oodt
her
e
Me:
Iam sor
ryokay
Icuppedherf
acewi
thbot
hmyhands
Her
:It
sokay
Shesmi
l
ed
Iki
ssedherandsher
esponded
I
tfel
tsogood
Imi
ssedhert
obehonest
Shepul
l
edout
Her
:Let
sgo
Shetri
edwal kingawaybutIhel
dherhandand
broughtherclosert
omeandwest aredateach
other
Me:Iam sorr
yf orevery
thi
ng,Ishould'
vebeen
t
hereforu,
Iam v er
ymuchsor r
ythatuhadt ogo
t
hroughthatalone.Iwastooignorantand
t
houghtofmy selfonly
.Thatwasv erysel
fi
shof
me
ShekissedmeandIr
espondedwhi
l
eIcur
sed
herbody

West
oppedandbot
hwal
kedout
Shesatont
hecount
erwhi
l
eImadehershake

Her
:RememberwhenItol
dut hatIwasgoing
t
ovisi
tKendel
(Si
ster
)andl
eftfortwodays?
Me:
Yeahy
eahIr
emember
Her:
Iwasadmi
tt
edsot
hatt
heymaycl
eanme
up
Shet
ookabr
eat
h
Me:Irememberyoucamebackf
eel
ingsi
ckand
notinthemood,
uspendt
hewholeweeki
nthe
guestroom
Her
:BecauseIcoul
dn'
tfaceu
Me:
Iam sor
ry
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:Wellaft
erulef
t,
Istar
tedgoingtoseea
ther
apistandshehelpedmeal ot.
Withmyl
ast
sessi
on,sheencouragedmet ocomeseeuand
behonestwi t
huandt el
lueveryt
hing

Myphoner
angandIanswer
ed
Mymot
herwasi
nthegat
e,It
oldt
hem t
olether
i
n
Me:
Mymot
her
Sher
oll
edherey
es

AfterIfoundoutaboutKanyothefir
stpersonI
calledwasmymot her
.Shewasverymuchangr y
atmebutwasal sotheref
orme.Shecameal ot
hereandshedi dn'
tli
keCandiceatall
.She
blamedherf orwhathappenedtoKany o.
With
Candi cebei
ngCandicesheneverletherget
i
nt oher.

Af
terawhi
l
eshewal
kedi
n
Herfaceimmediat
elychangedwhenshesaw
Candice.
Shest
oodup
Her
:Pl
easebr
ingt
heshakei
nmyr
oom
Shewal
kedout
Mymot
herl
ookedatmewi
thacol
dlook
Her
:Di
duev
ergoseeher
?
Inod
Her
:Ihonest
lydon'
tknowwhatt
osayt
ou
Me:
Pleasespar
emet
hel
ect
ure,
Iam f
eel
i
ng
r
eal
l
ybadaswespeak
Her:Andwhoset
hatguythat'
salwaysther
eat
thehospi
tal
andIhear
dshe'salsopayi
ngher
bil
l.
Shoul
dn'
tubetheonetaki
ngcareofit?
Me: Lookmom Idon'tknowwhat '
shappeni ng
betweenhim andKanyo.Hedoesn' tevenwant
menearher .
Ihavetogot her
eaf t
erv i
sit
ing
hours.Shemusthavetoldhim beforeshedrank
thepil
lsaboutwhathappenedbet weenus

Myphoner
ang
Icheckedt
hecal
l
erandi
twasPheny
o
Me:
Doc
Hi
m:Hi
MyManIhav
egoodnewsf
oru
Me:
Uhhm Iam l
i
steni
ng
Hi
m:Herdoct
orcal
l
edmeandshe'
sawake

If
roze.
..
.
[
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er29

BOI
KANYO

Ifel
tthedoctorshov
emewi t
hthisbri
ghtl
i
ght
i
nmyey es,
i
twaspainful
.
Aft
erthathewrot
e
somet hi
ng
Hi
m:I
tsgr
eatt
ohav
euback

Iwashonest
lyconf
usedandv
erymuchgl
adt
o
havefinal
lywokenup. Ir
ememberi wouldhear
peopletal
kingandIwoul dtrytowake
up/scream buttheycouldn'
thearme.Thatwas
themostpai nf
ul moment si
fmyl i
fe.I
t'
sli
keu
arelockedupinasmal l
boxandunabl eto
comeout

AndIhonest
lyt
houghtIwasnomor
e
IthoughtIhaddied,
that'
showthedeadl i
v e.I
rememberi fr
eakedoutwhenIf i
rstopenedmy
eyes.Thi
swholesituati
onisv
erytraumatizing

Iwashopi
ngt
hatIwoul
ddi
e
Isti
l
lrememberev eryt
hinglikeithappened
yest
erday.Iwassti
ll
emot ionalandv er
ymuch
embarrassed.Howwi l
lIfacemyl ovedones
aft
ertheselfi
shdecisi
onIt ook.

Doc:
Arey
ourey
espai
nful
?
Inod
Hi
m:It
sbecauset
heyhav
ebeencl
osedf
or2
mont
hs.
Me:
I'
vebeensl
eepi
ngf
or2mont
hs?
Henod
Him:Iwi
llpr
escr
ibeusomet
empor
ary
spect
acl
es
Me:
AndIam hungr
y
Hel
aughed
Him:Ofcausey ouare,
Iwil
lcal
lanurset
ocome
assi
stuwithtakingabathandthenIwil
lbr
ingu
somethi
nggoodt oeat
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYou

Il
ookedaroundandthehospital
seemedv
ery
expensi
veandIgotalit
tl
ebitofstr
ess
accompaniedbyheadachtowhosebeent
aki
ng
careofmybill
s.ImeanItmust
'v
ebeen
expensi
vetothi
nkthatmylazyasshasbeen
sl
eepingfor2months.Whoevensleepst
hat
much

Thenur
sewal
kedi
n

ASANDA

AfterIr
eceivedthecallf
rom thedoctorI
i
mmedi atelybecamesober .
Iwasv erymuch
happyandal soveryscared.
Whati fshedoesn'
t
rememberat hi
ng?..
..
.Maybeshe'sangry
becauseIchasedherout ?..
.Iwasevenscared
tofaceher.Howi sshe?.
..
Howi sshet aki
ngthi
s
wholesituati
on

Iwentupst
air
sandtookacol
dshowerjustsoI
canbeawake.Af
tert
heshowerIdr
essedup
i
ntomyj eans,shir
tandsneaker s.Itookmy
thi
ngsanddr ovet othehospi talbutIf i
rstwent
tothemallnotf arfr
om t hehospi tal.
Igother
beauti
fulHUGEsetofr edrosses.Ialsogother
bal
loonswr i
ttenWel comeBackandGetWel l
Soon.Idi
dn'tknowwhatt ogether ,
Iwas
honestl
ypanicking.AfterthoseIdr ovet othe
hospit
al

Igotoutofmycarandt ookoutaci gar

ett
eand
star
tedsmokingjusttocalm mynerves
down.Aft
erthatIgotint
hecarandf ir
stat
emy
hall
sandtookthethingsthenwalkedtoher
ward

Oneoft
henur
sesescor
tedmet
oherwar
d
Theyhadmovedheroutoft
heI
CUandt
hat
act
uall
ymademehappy .
Shehel
pedmewi
tht
hebal
l
oons
Her
:Iam sur
eumustbev
eryexci
ted
Ismi
l
edandnod
Her:She'
sthemostlucki
estl
adyever
.Hav
ingto
wakeupandr ecei
vethi
sbeauti
ful
thi
ngsalong
wit
hy ourhandsomeface
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Iam t
hel
ucki
estman
Wear
ri
vedout
sideherwar
d
Her
:Iwi
l
lgi
veusomespace
Shehandedmet
hebal
l
oonsandwal
kedaway

It
ookadeepbr
eat
handsl
owl
ywal
kedi
n
Herroom wasabi tdarkandshewasbusy
st
aringatnothingthinkingoutl
oud.Shedidn'
t
evenhearmewal kingin.Fr
om whatIsawshe
l
ookedv eryst
ressedandunhappy .
It
'sl
ikeshe
wasn'thappythatshewasawake.
Icl
ear
edmyt
hroatandshet
urnedherf
ace
Herey
eswhereabitr
edandf
ewt
ear
swher
e
st
uckinherf
ace.

Shewi
pedhert
ear
sandsmi
l
ed
If
eltasmi
l
eescapei
tswayoutaswel
l

Me:
Cakes
Tear
scameoutofherey
es
Her
:Iam sor
ry
Me:
Iknowy
ouar
e
Iputhert
hingsdownandwentov
ertoherand
huggedher.
Shehuggedmebackreal
l
yti
ght

Imi
ssedher
Imissedhersmal
lhandswr
appi
ngmeal
l
ar
oundmywai st
.
Shest
art
edcr
ying
Ikeptqui
teandal
l
owedhert
oleti
tal
lout

MI
LTON

Iwasv erymuchhappyt ohearthatKanyowas

awakeandIwant edtogoseehersobadand
apologi
ze.Ineededtoaskforforgiv
eness
becauseit'
sallmyf aul
tshe'
sinhospital
.
Ijust
couldn'
twaittoseeherprett
yfaceandIknow
she'sverymuchangr yatmebutIam notabout
tolethergonotaf t
erwhatwej ustwent
thr
ough.
If
eltherki
ssi
ngmyshoul
der
Her
:You'v
ebeensi
tt
ingher
eandst
ari
ngat
not
hing
Me:
Youar
eawake
Her
:YesandIf
oundul
i
ket
his
Iki
ssedherf
orehead

Me:
Itsnot
hingCandi
ce
Igotoutofbedandwentt
otheshower
OntheotherhandhereisCandicewhot ooI
don'
twannahurt.She'
sbeenreall
ybehavingand
ver
ymuchi nlovetoo.
RightnowIdon'tcare
aboutanyt
hingAlliwannadoisgoandsee
Kanyo

Aft
ermyshowerIwor emyclothesandwent
downstair
s.If
oundCandi
cebusycooking
something
Me:
Iam goi
ngout
Her
:It
sokay
Itookmycarkeysandgoti
nthecart
hendr
ove
tothehospi
tal
Itookadeepbr eathhopingther e'
snoone
becauseifthatGUYi stherethingswil
lbreak
l
oosebutatt hispointIdidn'
treall
ycare.
Shewil
l
decidehersel
f

Therecept
ioni
staskedonenursetotakemet
o
herward.
Wear r
ivedout
sideherward
Her
:Thi
sisi
t
Me:
Thanks
Iheardpeopl
etal
ki
ngandIknockedoncet
hen
gotinsi
de

Ifoundhereati
ngandt heguysitt
ingnextt
o
her.
Itookagoodl ookather
,shehasbeen
cryi
ng.Shel
if
tedherheadandourey esmet.
I
j
ustcouldtel
lthatshewasst i
ll
broken

Il
ookedatt
heguyandIcoul
dtel
lhowangr
yhe
wasbuthet
ri
edst
ayi
ngr
eal
l
ycal
m

Il
ookedathi
m
Me:Iam nother
etof
ight
,canIpl
easet
alkt
o
her
Hel
ookedatKany
oandshenod
Her
:It
sokay
,Iwi
l
lbef
ine
Hest
oodup
Him:Justdon'
tst
ressher,
shej
ustwokeupor
unl
essuwannakillherf
orreal
thi
sti
me
Hewhi
sper
edt
hatashepassed.
If
eltl
i
kepunchi
ngt
hel
i
vinghel
loutofhi
m butI
st
ayedcal
m

HewalkedoutandIwenttosi
twher
ehewas
si
tt
ing.
Sheconti
nuedeat
ing
Me:
Hi
Her
:Hey
Me:
Sohowar
eu
Sheshr
uggedhershoul
der
s
Her
:IguessIam get
ti
ngt
her
e
Itookadeepbr
eat
h,t
hiswashar
dert
hanIhad
anti
cipat
ed
Me:
Iam sor
ryKany
o
Her
:It
sokayIdon'
that
euMi
l
Thattookmebysurpr
ise,
Ihonest
lyt
houghtshe
wouldshoutatmeandchasemeout
Her:Idon'
tknowwhatgoti ntomet ol
etme
takethosepil
l
s.ButnowIunder st
andwhenthey
saythefir
stcutisthedeepestandpai
nful
one
butIhavelearntt
hough
Ihonest
lydi
dn'
tknowwhatt
osay
Me:
...
.
Her
:Iwi
llbef
ine,
atleastyoumadeyourchoi
ce
t
houghIwoul
dhav eappreci
atedf
orutohave
beenhonestwi
thmet
hemomentut
oldme
thatul
ovedme
Me:Iknowthatwasv
eryself
ishofme,
butI
honest
lydi
dn'
tmeantohurtu
Her
:Themomentut ookt
hedeci
siont
ostay
qui
teabouti
twasthemomentuknewthedayi
t
wouldcomeoutwasthedayubr
eakme
Ikeptquit
ebecauseev er
ythi
ngshewassay ing
wast r
ueandIdidn'tev
enknowwhatt osay.And
Iwasv er
ymuchhear tbrokentohearhert
alking
l
ikethat.
It
'sl
ikeshehasalreadycameuptoa
decisi
ontoletmego.
Me:
Kany
oudoknowIl
oveur
ight
Shekeptqui
te
Shewasbreaki
ngmeev erymomentIwaswit
h
her
.Andhernotanswer
ingreal
l
yputmyspi
ri
t
down
Her
:Themomentuchoseherov
ermewast
he
momentIdoubt
edy
ourlov
eforme
  

Sheputherf
ooddown
Her
:It
hinkt
hisi
senoughf
ort
oday
Ibl
i
nkedt
wicet
ryi
ngt
oregi
sterherwor
ds
Her:MiltonIj
ustwannaheal andmov eon.
I
don'twanttobeholdingmy selfbackandf all
i
ntoy ourILOVEYOUt r
apy etagain.Ithi
nku
shouldletmegoandmov eonwi thy ourl
if
eand
Iwilldothatt
oowi t
hmi ne.Yesthiswasourf ir
st
realfi
ghtinourrel
ati
onshipandt hisisalsomy
fi
rstwake-upcalli
nthisrel
ationship.
Me:Ididn'
tmakeanydeci si
onKany o.
Ichooseu
andIhavealwayschoseny ou.
ThereasonIwas
qui
teaboutthiswholet hi
ngwast hatIdidn'
t
wannahurtyoubecausey ou'
vebeent hr
ougha
l
ot.
Sof ormet ospil
lthatbombshel lwasjusta
whil
elotofprocess.
Her
:Thatdi
dn'
tgi
veut
her
ightt
okeepsuch
t
hingawayf
rom me
Me:
IknowandIam sor
ry
Her
:Ihav
emadeupmymi
ndMi
l
ton.
Please
l
eave
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Her
: You'
vebrokenmetoomuchandri
ghtnowI
am notreadyt
oletui
nmyheartagai
n

Ist
oodupandl
ookedatheronemor
eti
me

Me:ILov eYouKanyoandwil
lal
way slove
you.
Pleasef or
giv
emeforev
eryt
hing.Takecar
e
ofyourself
[
03/
06,
20:
39]Ron:
Chapt
er30

BOI
KANYO
NextDay

Yest
erdayIspendt
imewi
thSanda
Heactuallymademef eelalotbett
erandIhad
askedhimt otel
lpeopl
ethatIhavewokenup
todaysinceIwasn'
treadyyester
daytosee
people

Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedbathi
ngi
twasaround11:
45
whenmygranwalkedinwi
thmyauntandSindi
Theyl
ookedv
eryhappyt
oseeme
Mygrancamet
ohugmesot ight
,shest
art
ed
cr
yingi
nmyarms.
Tear
sjustcameouttoo
Imusthav
eputhert
hroughhel
l
.
Shebackedawayandki
ssedbot
hmyhands
Her
:Ngwanaka
Me:
Mama
Her:
WhyKany o?
..
..
Ithoughtuhadfoundaj
ob
andever
ythi
ngwasgoingv er
ywell
Si
ndi
:Ial
sodon'
tunder
stand,
wethoughtu
wher
edoingwel
l
.Whatwentwrong?
Me:
Iuhhm Ij
ustdon'
tknow
Gran:
Iwaspr
ayi
ngf
oruev
erydayandl
ookat
God
Ismi
l
edi
nbet
weenmysobs
Her
:Canweal
lgat
herandpr
ay?
Weal
lhel
dhandsandshest
art
edpr
ayi
ng

Her
:Imanagedt
ocookuy
ourf
avour
it
emeal
bef
orewelef
t
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYousomuch
Her:
Iam happythatuar
eokayKany
o.NowI
cansleepi
npeaceknowingt
hatuar
esafe
Me:Iam sor
ryf
orev
ery
thi
ng,
Idi
dn'
tmeant
o
hur
tu
Her
:It
sokaybabyy
ouar
esaf
enow
Ihuggedheragai
nwhi
l
etear
scameoutagai
n

Aft
ert
heyl
eftHl
ehl
e'
smom andAnat
hiwal
ked
i
n
Shel
ookedv
eryhur
tthemomentourey
esmet
Tear
scameoutherey
es
Myhear
timmedi
atel
ybr
oke
Shecamet
omeandsl
appedmesohar
d.
Ihel
dmypai
nful
chi
c.
Nat
hi:
Mama
Her:
Douhav eanyideahowmuchmi
ser
y
you'
veputusthr
ough?
Me:
Iam sor
ry,
Iam sosor
ry
Her
:It
houghtul
ear
ntf
rom y
ourf
ri
endKany
o
Shebr
okedown.
Webot
hcr
ied
Iwassor
ry,
Iwasv
erysor
ry.
Iwasn'
tthi
nki
ng
st
rai
ght
Webot
hcal
meddown
Shehel
dmychi
c
Her
:Iam sor
ry
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ideser
vedi
t
Her
:Ij
ustwantut
odomeonet
hing
Me:
Any
thi
ngma
Her:Cometochur
chwit
hmebaby
,whenuar
e
f
itenoughpl
easecomewit
hme
Me:
Iwoul
dlov
ethat
Her
:ok,
wewi
l
lleav
enow
Nat
hi:
Iwi
l
lfi
ndui
nthecarma
Shenodandwal
kedout
Hesatnextt
omel
ooki
ngr
eaĺ
l
ysad
Hi
m:Youpromi
sedtocomet
omewhent
hings
ar
enotgoi
ngwel
lKanyo
Il
ookeddown
Hi
m:Iwoul
d'
vehel
peduandbeent
her
eforu
Me:Iwasheartbr
okenNat
hiandIf
eltsoal
one
wi
thoutHl
ehle
Het
ookahuf
f
Hi
m:Iam sor
ryf
orev
ery
thi
ng
Inod
Hi
m:Iwi
l
lcomecheckuponu
Inod
Me:
ThankYouv
erymuch
Henodandwal
kedout

It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Sandacal
l
edmeandaskedmehowIwas
Hewant
edt
ocomeseemebutdeci
dedt
hathe
gi
vesmyf
ami
l
yandf
ri
endsachancet
oseeme

Nextmor
ningt
hedoct
orcamet
ocheckupon
me
Het
oldmeIwi
l
lbedi
schar
gedi
n2weekst
ime

Timepassedandt
hedayIwasdi
schar
ged
came
Grannyhadl
eftmeaningIwi l
lbest
ayingwith
Asanda.Her
efusedt
ol etmegohome. Iagr
eed
becauseIwasn'
tdef
initel
ylooki
ngfowar dt
omy
aunt.

Hewal
kedi
n,
hel
ookedr
eal
l
yexci
ted
Wehugged
Hi
m:ul
ookgood
Igav
ehi
m al
ook
Ihadl
ostwei
ghtsomuch,
Iwaswear
ingsi
ze28.
Iwassooski
nnyi
t'
sli
keIwassi
ckorst
arv
ing
mysel
f

Iwasalsosadbecauset hi
syearIwassuppose
tostar
twithschoolandthenal
l oft
hishadt
o
happen.I
twasalreadyMarchandIwas
accept
edbutdewt omycondit
iontheyhadt
o
cancelmyappli
cation.

Hewentoutt
osi
gnmydi
schar
gedocument
s
Igotdr
essedi
nmyj
eansandshi
rtwi
th
sl
eeper
s
Ilookedatmyselfi
nthemi
rrorandIl
ooked
reall
yugly.
Myfacewassothinaswel
l andmy
l
ipswher ever
ypink.
Iwasv
erymuchy ell
owand
myhai rwasabitmessy
Sandawalkedi
nwhi
l
eIwasl
ooki
ngmy
sel
fin
themir
ror

If
akedasmi
l
e

Me:
Ready
Hesmi
l
ed
Het
ookmygi
ft
sandIhel
pedhi
m wi
thsome
Wewal
kedt
ohi
scar

Wearr
ivedandt
hehousewasl
ooki
ngsuper
cl
eanandsmell
sgoodaswel
l
Me:
smel
l
ssoni
cei
nher
e
Him:OhhyahIcall
edmycheft
opr
epar
esome
goodfoodforus
Me:
Udi
dn'
thav
etoSanda
Hi
m:Iwant
edt
o
Iwi
l
ltaket
hisupst
air
stoy
ourr
oom
Inod

Iwal
kedaround,
thi
splaceal
way
schanges
whenev
erIcomeher e

Myf aceli
tsomuchwhenIar r
ivedinhis3rd
si
tt
ingroom.Itwasapurewhit
er oom witha
whit
ePi anoandwhi
tecouchesar ound.

Irememberev eryFr i
dayIwouldpati
entl
ywait
formymot hertot akemef ormylessonsatour
church.
Ilov
edl ovedpl ay
ingpi
anoandsinging

Iwalkedinandj
ustadmi redthi
sbeauti
fult
hing
ri
ghtnexttome.Therewasasmal ltabl
enotf ar
fr
om thepianowithexpensiv
ealcoholand
gl
assesnexttoit.
Isatonthepianoandplayedforaminut
eand
smiledwhenIlear
ntthatIst
il
lrememberthe
keys.Ipl
ayedi
tagai
nt henst
opped

Hi
m:wowIdi
dn'
tknowuknewhowt
opl
ayt
hat
Me:
Idi
dn'
tknowuhadapi
ano
Hi
m:i
thasal
way
sbeenher
e
Inod
Me:
Canupl
ay
Hi
m:al
i
ttl
ebi
t
Myf
acel
i
t
Me:
Forr
eal
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Yes,
Iwi
l
lpl
ayf
orunextt
ime
Me:
upr
omi
se?
Hi
m:ofcauseIpr
omi
seKany
o
Shesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Comel
et'
sgoeat
Me:
I'
m st
arv
ing

MI
LTON

Iwassi
tti
nginmyoffi
cewhenCandi
cewal
ked
i
nlooki
ngreal
lygood
Iwashonest
lysur
pri
sedt
oseeher
Shelef tamonthagotosortoutherbusi
ness
thatside.Shenev
ertol
dmet hatshewas
comi ngbackandIthoughtmay beshehad
mov edonsi ncewedidn'
treall
ycommunicat
e
muchnomor e

Shest
oodt
herewearingapencilski
rtandher
cr
optopwi
thbeauti
fulhighheel
s.Herbl
ondher
wasver
ywel
lstr
aightenedint
olongcurls
Her
:Hi
Shebl
ushed
Me:
Candi
ce
IstoodupandIwentt
oherandwehugged
ti
ghtly
Her
:Iwant
edt
osur
pri
sey
ou
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Yourpl
anwor
ked,
Iam shocked
Sheki
ssedmyl
i
psAndr
esponded
Her
:Imi
sseduMi
l
Me:
Imi
ssedumor
e
Her
:Let
sgoeatout
Me:
Whynot

Ipackedmythi
ngsandwewentt
osome
rest
aurant
Me:
Sohow'
syourbusi
nessgoi
ng
Her
:It
sgoi
ngfi
ne,
beenhav
ingpr
obl
emsl ast
f
ewmonthsbutwemanagedtopul
lthr
ough
Me:
That
'sbet
ter
,youl
ookgoodbyt
heway
Her
:Iwant
edt
olookgoodf
orubabe
Ichuckl
ed
Shetookoutt
heringIhadboughtherand
pl
aceditonherf
inger

Her:Mi lIl
ov eusomuchandy ouknowt hat,
I
decidedt omov ethi
ssidejustforu.Umov ed
thatsidejustf ormeandt hatreall
yprovedt o
met hatur eallyloveme.That'
swhyIdeci ded
thatIwantt oli
vethissi
dewi t
huandbui lta
familywi t
hy ou.ILOVEYOUMi landIwantt o
spendt her estofmyl i
fewithu.Iam ready .
Iam
verymuchr eadybabe.
Isatt
her
est
ari
ngather
Honestl
yIwasn'
tev
ensur
ethatIwant
edt
o
marryherany
more.

[
03/06,
20:39]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er31
BOI
KANYO

NextDay
Iwokeupi nmyroom,y
eswesleptindi
ff
erent
rooms.It
hinki
t'
sagoodthi
ngbecauseIstil
l
wantedtogetmyshitt
oget
herplusIwantedto
taket
hingsslowwit
hhim.YesIl
i
kehim,
alot
evenbuttaki
ngthi
ngssl
owi saver
ygoodthi
ng

Ibr
ushedmyt
eet
handwashedmyf
ace
Iwentdownst
air
sandf
oundHi
sMai
dbusy
makingbr
eakf
ast
Igr
eet
edt
hewomen.
Me:
Mor
ning
Her
:Mor
ningMadam,
breakf
asti
sal
mostr
eady
Me:
Pleasecal
lmeBoi
kany
oandwantanyhel
p?
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:Noiam okayBoikany
oandMrMsi zisai
du
shouldt
akethi
ngsslowuj ustgotbackfr
om
thehospi
tal
Ishookmyhead.
..
Me:
Okayt
henandy
ourname
Her
:Cal
lmeAgnes
Me:
OkaySi
s'
Agnes
Shesmi
l
ed
Iwentoutandj
ustwentout
sidet
othegar
den.

If
eltsomeonehol
dmyf
igur
e
Ismi
l
e
Hi
m:Mor
ning
Me:
Mor
ning
Hi
m:Lov
eit
?
Me:I
tsbeaut
if
ul,
Areunotgonnabel
atef
or
wor
k?
Hi
m:It
ookaf
ewday
sof
f
Iwi
denedmyey
es
Me:
Sanda.
..
Hi
m:Idon'
twannaheari
t,
wannagoshoppi
ng
t
oday
?
Inod
Iwantednewcl ot
hes,
mostofmyclotheswher
e
abitbigandtheymademef eel
verymuch
uncomf or
tabl
e,
Ithi
nkSandanoti
ced
Hi
m:Let
sgohav
ebr
eakf
ast

Wehadbr eakfastaft
erthatIdrankmy
medicati
ont henwentt obath,Ithenwor emy
normallongsummerdr esswi thsandles,I
combinedmyr oughhairintoapony t
ail
.
Ilooked
fi
nebuti wasst il
luncomfortablewi t
hhowI
l
ookedandt hatgotmei ntotears.Igotmy sel
f
toget
herandappl i
edabitofmake- up.

Iwal
kedout
Isatonthebarchai
rsandwentt
hroughmy
phone,
hecameoutandwewentt othecar
Hi
m:Youl
ookgood
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:Kany
oar
euokay
?
Me:
I'
mfi
ne
Hi
m:Ithoughtwespokeaboutuhi
dingt
hings
f
rom me,
Pleaset
alktome
Me:Ij
ustdon'
tfeel
comf
ort
abl
e,
it
'sbeena
whi
l
eIwentout
Hi
m:I
tsf
inewecanpost
pone
Me:
Noi
needf
ewt
hings
Henod

Andwedr
ovet
othemal
l
Iboughtcl othes,
Ithenwentt odomyhai rwhil
e
hewentGodknowswher e.Idecidedtocutmy
hairi
ntoani cebeaut if
ulsty l
e.It
hendy editint
o
blondemi xedwi thblack.Ihonest l
ylookedso
good.Inevert houghtitwoul dsuitemet his
much.Ijustwant edaf reshnewst art.
Iwantedit
tosymbol iseanewst art
,Newf r
iendsandof
causemyrel
ati
onshipwithSanda.
Whenmyhai
r
wasfal
li
ngdown,thepastwasfall
i
ngdown
too.
Pai
nandSarrowf el
ldown.

I
tsy
mbol
i
sedf
reshnewst
art

Hi
m:Godulooksogood,
canIshapey
our
br
owstoo,
Me:
Ofcauseandt
hanky
ou
Hedi
dmybr
owsandt
heyal
sodi
dmynai
l
s

Il
ookedsobeaut
if
ulanddi
ff
erent
Theytookpi
ctur
esofmyhai
raft
erever
ythi
ngi
cal
ledSandaandtol
dhi
m Iwasdone

Het
ext
edmesay
inghewasout
side
It
ookmyt
hingsandt
hankedt
hegi
rl
sand
walkedout
.Hel
ookedsosurpr
isedwhenI
walkedout
.Hedi
dn'
tknowwhatt osay
,Icoul
d
seehowshockedhelooked
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Areuokay
?
Hi
m:Wow
Il
aughedathowsur
pri
sedhel
ooked
Me:
Sanda
Hi
m:Youl
ookr
eal
l
ybeaut
if
ul
Me:
ThankYou
Hi
m:Idi
dn'
tseet
hiscomi
ng
Me:
met
oo
Hi
m:Mywor
dKany
o
Me:
ComeSandaIam st
arv
ing
Henod
Il
aughed
Wewher
esi
tt
ingdowneat
ing
Me:
Youshoul
dst
opl
ooki
ngatmel
i
ket
hat
Hi
m: Youjustl
ooksobeaut
if
ul,
Iwasneveri
nto
gi
rl
swi t
hshorthai
rbutuj
ustchanged
ev
erythi
ng
Il
aughed
Me:Iwant
ednewfr
eshstar
t,
want
edt
ogetr
id
oft
hepastandmoveon
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Iam gl
adudi
dthat
Hewentt
hroughthepl
ast
icsandt
ookoutabox
ofbr
andnewIPhone6edge
Hi
m:Fory
ou
Igav
ehi
m al
ook,
Iwassoexci
ted
Him:Takei
t,
Iwantmywoment
ouset
hesame
phoneasme
Ibl
ushedwhenIhear
d'MyWomen'
par
t
Me:
WowSanda
It
ookopenedit,
andi
twassobeauti
ful
.
'Li
ght
Pi
nk'
incolour
.I
twassobeaut
if
ulandhuge
Weateourl
ovel
ylunch.
Nev
erhav
eIbeen
happyandf
reei
nawhi l
e

Whilesi
tt
ingther
esomechiccameandstood
nexttous.Webothli
ft
edourheads.
Shel
ooked
atSandaandsmi l
ed.
Her
:Asa
Shewaswhi
te
What
'swi
tht
hismanwhi
Hi
m:Mel
ody
Her
:It
sbeenal
ongt
ime.
You'
vebeeni
gnor
ing
mycall
s
Icont
inuedeati
ng.
Iwasn'
tev
enbothered.
Yes
Sandahasbeenwithmanywomenand' USED'
tobeaplayer
.AndthemomentIdeci
dedtoli
ve
wi
thhi
m Iknewsucht
hingswoul
dhappen

AndItol
dmy sel
fIwoul
dn'
tl
etnocheapskunks
gett
hroughus
Sandaobser
vedmeabi
tbef
oreanswer
ing
Hi
m:Howcanwehel
pyou?
Her:Not
hingIj
ustwant
edt
otel
lut
ocal
lme
af
terthi
s.Imi
ssyou
Ichuckl
ed,
Sandal
ookedatmeabi
tsur
pri
sed
Hi
m:MeetmywomenBoi
kany
o
Shel
ookedatmesur
pri
sed
Hi
m:Anddon'
tuev
erev
erdot
hisagai
n.Loose
mynumber
s
Her
:But
..
.
Hi
m:Gett
hef
uckoutofher
e
Shewal
kedawayl
ooki
ngv
eryembar
rassed
Il
aughed.
Sandawasv
erymuchsur
pri
sed
Me:
Shel
ookspr
ett
yanduwher
ever
yrude
Hi
m:She'
sther
udeone.
Can'
tsheseeIam wi
th
mywomen?
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
ItsokaySanda.
Itr
usty
ou
Hi
sfacel
i
t
Hi
m:Forr
eal
?
Me: Yes,
Irememberutel
l
ingmehowmuchu
changedandhowmuchuwoul ddoanyt
hingt
o
makemehappy .
Irememberut
ell
i
ngmeuhad
l
eftyouroldwaysandaskedmetowakeupyou
wil
lproveittome.
Hel
ookedsur
pri
sed
Him:Youhear
dmet
alki
ngwhi
l
euwher
eint
he
coma?
Me:Ihear
dever
ythi
ngSandaandsometi
mesI
wi
shedIcoul
djusthugubutIcoul
dn'
t
Hi
m:Wow
Me:Ihear
dever
ythi
ngandIneedut
oknowt hat
It
rustuandt
hatIam wi
ll
i
ngtoworkthi
ngswith
u

West
aredateachot
herandweshar
edabr
ief
sl
owki
ss.
Ibl
ushed,
hesmi
l
edaswel
l

Hi
m:Thankuf
orbei
ngi
nmyl
i
fe
Me:
Thankuf
orbei
ngher
e

Hesqueezedmyhandandki
ssedi
t

Mi
l
ton
Iwasmeet
ingmymot
herf
orl
unch
If
oundherbusyr
eadi
nganov
el
Me:
Hi
Her
:Uar
elat
e
Il
ookedatmywr
ist
Me:
5mi
nut
esl
ate?
Her
:Uar
est
il
ll
ate
Me:
Howar
eu?
Her
:I'
mfi
neImi
ssedy
ou
Wil
sonjoi
nedus,
Idi
dn'
tev
enknowhewas
coming
Her
:Wi
l
luar
efor
everl
ate
Hi
m:Howar
eudoi
ngmom?
Her
:Youhav
en'
tbeenhomei
n2mont
hs
Hi
m:OhhhI
'
vebeenbusywi
thwor
k
Her
:Usoundl
i
kehi
m
Shesai
dthatr
efer
ri
ngt
omeandwebot
h
l
aughed
Me:Mom canweenj
oyt
hismomentandnot
ar
gue
Her
:Gr
eatpl
usIam st
arv
ing.
..
Weoder
edourf
ood

Weat
e

Wi
l
:Isn'
tthaty
ourgi
rl
fr
iend
Mymom andIt
urnedourheadswher
ehewas
poi
nti
ng
Myhear
timmedi
atel
yski
ppedabi
twhenIsaw
her
Wowshel ookedsobeaut
if
ul,
Shegoti
nthe
bat
hroom
If
eltsomeoneshakeme

Me:
Huhh?
..
.Uwher
esay
ing?
Theybot
hchuckl
ed
Will
:I
tseemsl
i
keuguy
sar
enol
ongerseei
ng
eachother

Ist
oodup

Iwenttot
hebathr
oom int
hel
ady
'sandf
ound
herwashi
ngherhands

Shel
ookedatmel
i
keshej
ustsawaghost
Me:
Uhhm Hi
Her
:Whatar
eudoi
ngi
nher
e?
Me:
Ijustwant
edt
ogr
eetu
Shewi
denedherey
es
Me:
Uhhhm ul
ookgood
Her
:ThankYou.
..
..
Mil
tonwhatdouwant
?
Thatshotmebysur
pri
se
Her
:Wi
l
luexcuseme,
Ihav
ecompany
Shewasaboutt
owal
koutbutIhel
dherhand
Me:
Kany
owai
t
Shel
ookedatwhereIwasholdi
ngherandback
atmyface.
Iqui
ckl
ylethergo
Me:
Canwehav
elunchandt
alksomet
ime?
Her
:Leav
emeal
oneMi
l

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kedaway
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03/
06,
20:
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Thi
sisChapt
eri
sforTebogoMokoena,
she
per
sonal
l
yaskedmetopostsincei
t'
sher
bi
rt
hday
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rt
hdayBoo

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er32

Boi
kany
o

I
ntot
alhonest
lyMi
l
tont
akesmel
i
keaf
ool
Imeanafterwhathedi
dtomeandhet
hought
ever
ythi
ngwill
gobacktoi
tsst
ate?

Letmeputi toutall here,

fi
neIunder st
andhe
wasinvolvedwithanot herwomen, hewas
cheati
ngthatdoesn' treal
lyhurtmemor e.
What
brokemet hroughital li
shim choosingherover
me.Thisreal
lycrushedmesoomuch. Him
comforti
ngheri nsteadofme. Hewr ongedme
buthechoseher .
ThemomentIwal kedoutof
hi
sdoorwast hemomentIknewmypl acei
nhis
l
ife.
Nowomenwi llset
tl
eforsecondbest .
Rather
umov ey oursorryhurtass.Yesitwashar dandI
madeav erystupidmov ewithwhi chIregretso
muchf orsomeonewhodi dn'
tevenr eal
lyfucki
n
care.
Sohi m comingher ereall
ypissesmeof f
.I
havenothingmor et osaytohim

Ihavemov edon.YesAsandai snotperfectand

hemi ghtmakemi stakebutwhatIl oveabout
himishisgenuinefeelingstowardsme, his
honestyandeverything.Iknowwher eIstandin
hisheartandknowingt hatIam will
ingtofight
forourrel
ati
onshipandwhatev ercomesour
way

I
thasbeenamont hli
vi
ngwithAsandaandI
l
i
keditalotbutIt
houghti
twasabouttimeI
f
indmyselfanapar
tmentandwelivesepar
atel
y.
Iwasal
sojobhunt
ingthoughhedi
dn'
treal
l
y
knowaboutal
loft
his

Ihadjustf
ini
shedshower
ingwhenmyphone
rang
ItwasKaraboshewasoutside,
Iaskedt
he
securi
tyt
oletheri
nanddirecther
.I
twasn'
tfar
from t
hemainentr
ance.

Iworemyshortj
umpsuit
ewithmysandl
esthen
wentdownst
air
s.Ist
oodout
sidewai
ti
ngforher
.
Sheappear
ed

Weshar
edal
onghug
Her
:Gi
rl
,Imi
ssedu
Il
astsawheratt
hehospi
tal
Me:
Imi
ssedumor
e
Her
:wow.
..t
hispl
ace  
Me:
Lol
let
'
sgeti
nsi
de
Wewalkedinandshewouldn'
tst op
commentingathowbeauti
ful
itlooked.
And
i
ndeeditwastoobeaut
if
ul.
Her eall
yhasagood
tast
e

Me:
Let
sgot
otheki
tchen
Wewentt
otheki
tchenandshesatont
hebar
chai
rs

Her
:Pl
easet
ell
mewher
ethehel
ldougetsuch
guy
s?
Il
aughed
Me:
Whatguy
sKar
i?
Her
:Cut
eandl
oadedguy
s
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Ihonest
lydon'
tknow
Her:
Gir
lIneedt
oalwaysbewi
thu,
uhav
eav
ery
goodbl
oodfort
hisguy
s
Me:
IguessIgotgoodbl
ood,
wine?
..
.Jui
ce?
..
Her:YouknowIl
ovewi
nebutIwoul
ddowi
th
j
uice
Ipour
edbot
hofusj
uiceandIsatnextt
oher

Her
:Imi
ssedu
Me:
Iknowr
ightandIneedapl
acet
oli
ve
Her
:GeezIalr
eadyr
ent
edanot
herr
oom mat
e
t
womont hsback
Me: Iknowsil
ly
,Iwantutohel
pmef
indone.
Not
expensivebutacheapone
Her
:Iwi
l
laskatourbui
l
ding,
whyar
eumov
ing
out
?
Me:Ican'
tst
ayher eforeverKar
i,
Imeanwear
e
notevenmarr
ied.
Itpaintsabadpict
ure
Her
:Iunder
stand
Me:
andIam l
ooki
ngf
oraj
ob
Her:Ohhyeah,
aboutthattheyar
el ooki
ngf
or
wait
ersatskyl
ine.
Buttheyareverymuchstri
ct
aboutone'
sC.V.Myfri
endoncet ookmyC.Vf or
part
-t
imebuttheyneverretur
nedtome
Me:Wel
lmay besinceIwor
kedatBer
li
nHot
el
t
heywil
lconsiderme
Her
:Ohhhy
eah,
theywi
l
ldef
ini
tel
ytakeu
Me:
Any
way
slet
'sgo

Itookmycarkeysandwedrovetot
hemal
lfor
ourlunch.
Wearr
ivedandwentt
oCofi

LaterIcameback,
IsearchedforAsandaandI
foundhiminhi
sstudy.Ipeppedthr
ough
Me:
Hey
Hel
i
ftedhi
shead
Hi
m:Hey
,howar
eu?
Me:
I'
m good,
ulookt
ir
ed
Hi
m:Iam,
beenwor
kingont
hist
oughcase
Me:
Iwi
l
lleav
eut
oitbutuhav
etot
akei
teasy
Hesmi
l
edandnod

Idecidedt
ogoandcooksomethi
ngli
ght
,j
ust
steakandveggi
es.
Iwasdoneaf
terawhi
le

Iwentt
ohi
sst
udyandhewasn'
tther
e
Iwenttohisroom andIf
oundhi
m sl
eepi
ngwi
th
paper
salloverthebed
Iguesshewi
l
leatt
omor
row
Ipi
ckedupt
hepaper
sandputt
hem asi
de

Ithenpi
ckedtheclot
heshewasweari
ngand
foldedt
hem,Iswi
tchedof
fthel
i
ghtandwalked
out.
Iwasalsoabitexhaust
edsoIwenttomy
room andtookashoweraft
erthatIwent
str
aightt
obed.

NextDay

Myphoner
angandIanswer
ed
Me:
Hel
l
o
Her :
HeybabeIf ounduagreatpl
ace,
notf
ar
from thi
sbuildingandi
tsafinepl
ace.
A
bachelorpad,ifuwantituwil
lbeshar
ingwit
h
thisanothergirlcal
l
edRenei
lwe.I
t'
sR2400
mont hly
Me:
Ohhht
hanksbabe

Iwil
ltakeitthoughitsali
lbitexpensi
ve,Ist
il
l
havemoneyIsav edforschoolsoIwillusea
l
it
tl
ebi tofitunti
lIf
indajob
Her:Ihav
eal
readysenty
ourC.
V,may
bet
hey
wil
ltakeu
Me:
Ihopet
heywi
l
l
Her
:Okgr
eat
,wi
l
ltal
ktoRene
Me:
Cool

Weswi t
chedthecal
landIgotoutofbedand
thent
ookashowerandwor emyAdi dasshor
ts
andit
sshirtwi
thsl
eeper
s

Iwentdownst ai
rsandfoundSandadri
nking
coff
eer eadi
nganewspaper .
Hewasalso
wearingmatchingAdidasshort
sandshir
twith
sneakers
Ichuckl
edwhenIsawhi
m
Hel
aughedaswel
l
Hi
m:Thi
siscut
e
Me:
Wayt
oocut
e,whatacoi
nci
dence
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Howar
eu?
Me:Fr
eshashel
lhowar
eyou?
..
.Notwor
king
t
oday?
Hi
m:Noact
ual
l
ytaki
ngabr
eak
Imademy sel
fashake,
wecont
inuedt
alki
ng
aboutr
andom st
uff
Me:
SoIneedust
otal
k
Hi
m:Yeah?
Hewasbusywi
thhi
sphone
Me:
Ithi
nki
t'
saboutt
imeImov
eout
Hepausedandputhi
sphonedown
Me: LookIenjoystayi
ngwithu,
it
'sverynice
bel
ieveume. Ilov
ey ourcompanymor ethan
anythi
ngbutIcan'tstayheref
oreverSanda.I
t'
s
ver
ywr ong
Het
ookabr
eat
h
Hi
m:I
tsf
ineIunder
stand
Myf
acel
i
t
Hi
m: Iunder
standthatIdon'
tgi
veuat
tent
ionI
am f
oreverworki
ng
Whatno.
..
.Whywoul
dhet
hinkt
hat
Hi
m:Iam j
oki
ngKany
o,y
oushoul
dseey
our
f
ace
Ipl
ayf
ull
ypunchedhi
schest
Me:
don'
tev
erdot
hat
Hi
m:I
tsokaybutIwi
l
lonlyal
lowut
omov
eout
i
fual
l
owmet opayforyourr
ent
Me:
Nocomeon
Hi
m:Kany
ouarenotworki
ngandIwoul
dhat
e
t
oseeuhavi
ngpr
oblemswithsuch
Me:
Ihav
emoneyIsav
edf
ormy
sel
f
Hi
m:Pl
easesav
ethatmoneyf
orl
ateruse
Ikeptqui
te
Him:Comeondon'
tev
enfeelbad,
oklet
'sdoi
t
l
ikethi
s.Uwi
l
lpaymebackwhenuf i
ndabett
er
payi
ngjob
Me:
Iwi
l
lpayi
tal
lSanda
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Comeher
e

Iwenttohi
m andwehuggedhethenki
ssedmy
for
ehead,
noseandwesharedabri
efki
ss
I
t'
salway
sbreathtaki
ngshar
ingt
hismoments
wi
thhim.
Wedon' tki
ssmuchbutwhenwedohe
t
akesmybreathawaywithhi
ssoftsweetl
i
ps

Hi
m:I
'
m gonnami
ssusomuch
Me:
Iknowr
ight
Hi
m:Butupr
omi
set
ocomev
isi
t?
Me:
Ipr
omi
se
Weki
ssedonel
astt
ime
Hi
m:Let
sgoout
Me:
Wher
e?
Hi
m:Carwashi
nTembi
sa
Me:
Okwhynot
Hi
m:ForamomentIt
houghtuwoul
dsayno
Me:
babeIwasbor
nandr
aisedi
nKasi
r
emember?
Hi
m:Yay
aya
Me:ontheot
herhandi
thoughtuar
enott
hat
t
ypeofguy
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Ihav
emanyf
ri
endst
her
e
Iupstai
rsandtookof
fmyshortsandwor emy
whiteskinnyj
eanswi
thmyblackAdidas
sneakersandtheshi
rtIwaswear
ingearl
ieron.
Hetookhi
sBMW keysandwedr
ovether
ewhil
e
hummingtof
utur
esongs.
He'
saver
ybigfanof
fut
ure.

Wear
ri
vedaf
tersomet
ime
Wewentt
othi
spl
acecal
l
edBusyCor
ner
I
twasabitcr
owded.Hepackednextt othi
s
ot
her2gold7andther
ewher eforguysand2
gi
rl
ssi
tti
ngnotfarf
rom t
her
el i
steningt
omusic
whi
let
heywherebusywashingtheircar
s
Me:
Babei
sthi
sev
enacarwash?
Hi
m:Somet
hingl
i
ket
hatcakes
Ishookmyheadandwewal
kedout
Hewassti
llweari
ngthesameclot
hesandhe
l
ookedsosexyinthoseshor
ts
Webothgotoutofcar
shecameandhel
dmy
handsandwewenttotheguy
s
Hei
ntr
oducedmeashi
sgi
rl
fr
iend.
Theguy
s
greet
edmeandt heywher
ever
ysurpr
isedt
o
l
earnthati
ndeedSandawasi
nareal
rel
ati
onshi
p
Isatwi
tht
hegi
rl
swhoseemedr
eal
l
yki
nd
Thei
rnameswher
eSi
miandKel
l
y

Si
mi:
Yourboy
fri
endi
ssohot
Kell
y:Yesmymani sgoodlooki
ngbutdamngi
rl
yourguyisonanot
herlev
el
Il
aughed
Me:
Iknowr
ight
Weal
ll
aughed
Sandacameandgav
ememyJui
ceandwal
ked
away
Si
mi:
He'
sev
enagent
leman
Kel
l
y:howl
onghav
euguy
sknowneachot
her
?
Me:
I'
veknownhi
mforawhi
l
enowpr
obabl
ya
y
ear
Her
:Shuuugi
rluar
eblessed,
any
waydon'
tu
guy
swantsnacksorsomethi
ng?
Me:
I'
m ok
Kel
l
y:Dor
it
oswi
l
ldof
orme
Her
:Gr
eat

Iwaslef
twiththetalkati
veKellywhowasbusy
tel
li
ngmeaboutherboy fr
iendKatl
ego,
they
havebeendati
ngfor2y earsnowandhav ea1
yearol
ddaughter.
Sheshowedmeherphot os
andshewasv erypretty
Whi
l
esi
tt
inganot
hert
wocar
spul
l
edt
hrough

Wher
ewewer
esi
tt
ingandKel
l
yrol
l
edherey
es
Me:
And?
Her
:Mxxxm Ihat
ehatet
hisgi
rlwhoseaboutt
o
wal
koutint
hatgolf
Il
if
tedmyheadanday el
l
ow,
pret
tyl
adywalked
outi
nthef
rontsi
tfol
l
owedmyonegirlatt
he
back

Thatreal
lydi
dn'tt
akemebysurpr
ise.
What
sur
pr i
sedmethemostwaswhenWi l
son
walkedoutinthepassenger

Whatt
hehel
li
sheev
endoi
ngher
e?

Il
ookedatSandawhoseemedreal
lyhappyt
o
seeWil
li
t'
sli
kethey
'veknoweachotherf
ora
whil
enow

Whatt
hehel
li
sgoi
ngon?

Whi
l
eIt
houghtI
'
veseeni
tal
landBoom
.
..
.
[
03/06,
20:46]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
OfThem ♡

Chapt
er33

Boi
kany
o

Myexboy f
ri
endSkumbuzoget
ti
ngoutoft
he
secondcar
.

Nowibel
i
evewhent
heysayi
t'
ssuchasmal
l
wor
ld

If
eltKel
l
yshaki
ngme
Me:
huhh
Her
:Whatuknowhi
m
Me:
Yessomet
hingl
i
ket
hat
Her:
Ohhhok,i
t'
sjustt
hatIknowt
hisguy
sthey
ar
etheworstpl
ayersofal
lti
mes
Me:
Yeah

Mymi ndwaselsewhereIwasjustpr
ayi
ng
Skhumbuzoshouldnotseeme.Idon'
twantany
tr
oubl
eandasf orWil
lkehIdon'
tknowxame
Me:
Wher
ecanIgett
hebat
hroom her
e
Her
:Comel
et'
sgo

Wewal kedawayandtheguyswherebusy
caughtupinthei
rdeepconv
ersat
ions.

Wewentt ot
hehousethattheywheresell
i
ng
al
coholandmeat
.Iwentinside.
Idi
dn'
tevenpee
Ij
ustfi
xedmysel
fandappliedmylipst
ick.
Af
tert
hatIwentoutandKel
l
ywenti
n
Iwait
edforher,
Iwasj ustneverreadytogo
backther
e.Shefi
nishedafterawhi l
eandwe
wentback.WefoundSi misit
tingeati
ngchi
ps
Her
:Lookatt
hem
Hepoint
edatt
hosegi
rl
swhowher
esi
tt
ingwi
th
ourguys
Kell
y:Whataner
vetheyhave,
butuknowmeI
beataratwhopl
aysfunnybusi
ness
Ichuckl
ed
Si
mi:
Yazi
theyt
hinkt
heyar
ebeaut
if
ul
Sandacamet
ous
Hi
m:Comej
oinus
Si
mi:
I'
m gl
aduasked,
thi
smanofour
s
Il
aughed,
Ist
oodup
Heki
ssedmycheek
Hi
m:Oshar
p?
Me:
I'
mfi
neSanda
Het
ookmychai
randWewentt
other
estof
t
hem
Bot
hWi llandSkhuwheresurpr
isedtosee
me.Skhuwasev enmoresurpri
sed.Il
astsaw
hi
m 2y earsago.
Hecoul
dn'tevenhideit
,Isawi
t
i
nhisface.

Asandaint
roducedmet
otheguy
sandofcause
thegi
rl
swhoseemedannoyedbyourpr
esence
Wi
l
l:Andwemeetagai
n
Sanda:
Youknowmywomen
Wi
l
sonl
aughed
Hi
m:YeahImethersweetsoul
once
Sanda:
Playf
arawayf
rom her
,Iki
l
lher
e
Weal
ll
aughed
Sandal
ookedatme
Hi
m:howdouev
enknowhi
m?
Me:
longst
oryf
oranot
herday
Hi
m:Ohhhok
Hewasv er
ymuchnotokaywit
hmeknowi ng
Wil
landIam afr
aidhowhewi
llr
eactwhenhe
l
earnst
hatIknowSkhumbuzo

Thedaywenton
Skhucouldn'
tstopl
ooki
ngatmeandhewasa
bitafr
aidtotal
ktome.
Theothergi
rl
swher
est
il
l
throwingsomeshadeonl
yGodknowswhy
Kel
l
ycameandsatnextt
ome
Her:
Yazit
hisgir
l'
s,
theythoughtt
heyf
ound
abo'
Baekanti
haiwear ehere
Il
aughed
Shewasv er
ymucht i
psy
.Iwasv
erymuchgl
ad
thatIwasn'
tthi
nki
ng.
.
Sandaleftwi
thWi l
landIsataloneSkhuf i
nal
ly
cameandsatnextt ome. Andforsomewei rd
reasonIgotabitnervousbyhispresence.
The
l
asttimeIspokewi t
hhi m wasthelastt
imehe
dumpedandi nsul
tedme
Hi
m:Boi
kany
o
Igav
ehi
m al
ook
Hi
m:Youl
ooksogood
Me:
ThankYou
Him:LookIam v
erysor
ryf
orev
ery
thi
ngIev
er
donetoyou
Me:
Sor
rybecauseuj
ustsawme?
Him:
ComeonBoi
(hecal
l
smet
hat
)Iam f
eel
i
ng
badr
ightnow
Me:
Itsf
ineIf
orgav
eu2y
ear
sago
Him:Ihear
dabouty
ourbestf
ri
endIam al
so
sorr
y
Ir
eal
l
ywasn'
ti
nthemoodf
ort
hisdi
scussi
on
Me:
Itsokay
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:Youst
il
lhav
ethegol
denhear
t
Ismi
l
ed
Hi
m:IwasaJackassandIam sor
ryonceagai
n
Me:
Iunder
stand
Hi
m:Fr
iends?
Me:
Nof
ri
endsf
orwhat
?
Hi
m:Boi
please
Hi
sgi
rl
fr
iendcameandsatnextt
ous
Il
aughedabi
t,
womenandt
hei
rinsecur
it
ies
Hei
gnor
edher
Hi
m:Sof
ri
ends
Me:
Fri
ends
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:I
tsni
ceseei
nguBoi
.ForamomentI
t
houghtIwasdr
eami
ng
Thewayhewast
alki
ngi
tsl
i
kehi
sgi
rl
fr
iend
wasn'
ther
e
Me:
Yeahi
t'
sbeenawhi
l
e
Sandacamebackwi
thWi
l
l
Hecameandst
oodnextt
omeandl
ower
edhi
s
handf
ormetost
andup
Heki
ssedmycheekwhi
l
ehol
dingmecl
osert
o
hi
m
Gi
vi
ngmet
housandbut
ter
fl
ies
Hi
m:Wear
ecal
l
ingi
tani
ght
Si
hle:
Soear
ly?
Hi
m:Wehav
eal
ongdr
ive
Wesai
dourgoodby
esandgoti
nhi
scar
Hewasn'
tokayIj
ustsawi
tinhi
sface
Wedr
oveof
f
Me:
Ihat
ethi
stensi
onbet
weenuspl
easet
alk
t
ome
If
inal
l
ysai
daf
terahugesi
l
ence
Hi
m:SoMi
l
toni
sWi
l
son'
sol
derbr
other
Me:
Yeahhei
s
Hekeptqui
te
Me:Ar
euangr
yatme?..
..
ImeanIdi
dn'
tev
en
knowuguy
skneweachother
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:NoKany
oit
'snotubutWi
l
list
hepr
obl
em
Me:
Becausehi
sbr
otheri
sMi
l
?
Hi
m:I
tsbey
ondt
hatbabe
Inodandsatbackt
hencl
osedmyey
es

Iopenedmyey
eswhenIf
eltcol
dai
rhi
tt
ingme
Hewasst
andi
ngnextt
ome
Hi
m:Let
'sgo
Igotoutoft
hecarandt
ookmypur
se
Me:
whatt
imei
sit
?..
.
Hi
m:20:
00
Wewal
kedi
n,
hewentt
ohi
sroom andIwentt
o
mi
ne
Hewasn'tokayandthatwasaf fect
ingmeas
wellandIwasallofasuddenemot ional.
Iwent
andtookaquickshoweraf t
erthat,
Ibrushedmy
teet
handwor emyp. j
'
s.Iworemysl eepersand
wenttohisroom.
Hewasi nthecovers.It
ookoff
myshoesandgoti nsi
dewi t
hhim
Me:
Imi
ssu
Hechuckl
edandhel
dmecl
osert
ohi
m
Il
i
edmyheadi
nhi
schest
Hebr
ushedmyhead
Me:
Yourmoodi
sal
soaf
fect
ingmesomuch
Hi
m:I
'
m sor
rybabe
Ihel
dhi
m ev
enmor
eti
ght
er
If
eltsomuchsaf
einhi
sar
ms
I
tfel
tsogoodsl
eepi
ngnex
ttohi
m
Ij
ustf
eltwhol
e

NextDay
Sat
urday

Iwokeupal
oneandhewasbusyt
aki
nga
shower
Ididthebedandwentt omyr oom.Itooka
showeraswel landworemynor mal minidr
ess
withsleeper
s.Iwentdownstai
rst
ot heliv
ing
room.IfoundSandawat chi
ngPower .
Isatnext
tohim
HekissedmycheekandIheldhisf
ace,
we
shar
edadeeppassionat
ekiss.
Hepull
edout
Hi
m:Andt
hat
?
Ichuckl
ed
Hi
m:Foragoodmooduar
ein
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Ishoul
dal
way
sbei
nagoodmood
Hi
m: Aftert
hisepi
sodeweshoul
dgooutf
or
br
eakfast

Heli
edhi
sheadi
nmythi
ghsandconcent
rat
ed
onhi
sser
ieswhi
l
eIwasbusywi
thmyphone

Mi
l
ton

Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedwhent
hei
nter
com r
ang
Icheckedt
het
imeandi
twasar
ound09:
45
Candicewasoutofthecount
ry.
Thi
ngshaven'
t
beengoodbetweenus.She'
sbeenpushi
ngme
abouttheweddi
ngthingandmyheartwasn'
t
t
her
enomor
e

Wi
l
sonwasst
andi
ngt
her
e
Me:
Howdouev
enmakei
tpastt
hesecur
it
yat
t
hegat
e?
Hi
m:Ihav
emyway
sbr
other
Hewalkedinandwenttothef
ri
dgeandt
ooka
beerwi
thlef
toverNando'
s
It
ookmyl
apt
opandwentt
hroughmyemai
l
s
Him:unevert
oldmewhathappenedbet
weenu
andBoi
kanyo
Me:
ther
e'snot
hingt
otel
l
Hegav
emeal
ook
Me:
ucameal
lthewayher
etoaskabouther
?
Hi
m:Yes
Me:
Why
?
Hi
m:Iwi
l
ltel
luev
ery
thi
ngaf
terut
ell
mewhat
happened
Icl
osedmyl
apt
op
It
oldhi
m ev
ery
thi
ng
Him:
Sobasi
cal
l
yuchoset
heot
herwomenand
shet
ri
edki
l
li
ngher
sel
f?
Iexhal
ed
Me:
itwasnev
ermyi
ntent
ionst
ohur
ther
Hebr
ushedhi
sfor
ehead
Hi
m:Udor
eal
l
ylov
eherdon'
tu
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Wil
sonwhatdouwant
Him:Di
duknowshewaspregnantandl
ostt
he
babywhenshet
ookt
hosepil
ls?
If
eltl
i
keIwasdr
eami
ng

Me:
What
?..
..
..
[
03/
06,
20:
46]Ron:
Chapt
er34
Mi
l
ton

If
eltl
i
keIwashear
ingt
hings

Me:
Youar
ejoki
ngr
ight
?
Hi
m:I
tst
rue
Me:Why?..
Whydidn'
tshesayathi
ngtome?..
I
don'
tunder
stand.
Maybethat
'swhyshehat
es
me
Hi
m:Shedoesn'
tknowaboutt
hebaby
Me:
What
?..
.
Hi
m:YesAsandakepti
tfr
om her
Me:Hehadnori
ghtt
odot
hatshi
t,
HEHADNO
FUCKENRIGHT
Ipunchedt
hecupboar
d
Hi
m:Hehadnor
ight
,douhav
eanyi
deahow
muchshewi
l
lhat
euaf
terf
indi
ngout
?
Me:
Idon'
tfucki
ncar
e,shedeser
vest
oknow
Hi
m:She'swi
thAsandaandhel
ovesher
,j
ustl
et
t
hem be
Me:
Nol
i
keusai
dil
ovehersoIwi
l
lfi
ghtf
orher
Hi
m: Udon'
twannastar
tunnecessar
ydrama
wi
thAsanda.
Brot
herumadey ourchoi
cewhen
uchoseCandi
cesodealwit
hit

Het
ookhi
skey
sthenwal
kedout
Ial
sot
ookmykey
sanddr
oveout

ASANDA

Wewher
ecomi
ngf
rom t
hemal
laf
terbr
eakf
ast
Honestl
ylastni
ghtwhenIlear
nedthatshe
knewtookmebysur pr
ise.
Iwenttoconfront
Wil
landaccident
all
ytol
dhi
mthet
rut
habout
t
hemi scar
ri
ageofKanyo

Yesshemi scarri
ed,t
hedoct ortoldmeal ong
ti
meagobutIt ol
dhi mt ostayquiteforherown
will
sinceshewasbr oken.
Imeanwhatwi llt
his
dotoher .
Shewi l
lfeelguil
tyfortherestofher
l
ife.
Iwast r
yingtodot histoprotecther

ForafactIknowWillwil
ltellhisbrothersonow
Ihavebeenfindi
ngi
thardt of aceher.Shereal
l
y
needstoknowt het
ruthratherhear i
ngitfr
om
someonebecauseI'
mt heonewhoknewabout
thi
sandnooneel se

If
eltsomeoneshaki
ngme
Il
i
ftedmyhead
Her
:Noy
ou'
vel
i
ket
hisf
rom y
est
erdayASANDA
Ihateseei
nguli
ket
his.
Somethi
ngisbot
her
ing
u.Pl
easetal
ktome,
wepromisedeachot
herno
moresecrets

Iswal
l
owedhar
d
Thi
sisgonnabr
eakher
,notonl
ywilshehat
eme
butshewi
llf
eel
ver
ymuchgui l
tyf
ortaki
ngthe
pi
ll
s

Me:
Uhhm comewi
thme
Shest
oodupandwewal
kedt
omyr
oom
Shewal
kedi
nfi
rstandIf
oll
owedhert
hen
l
ockedt
hedoor
Shel
ookedatmesur
pri
sed
Her
:Wai
twhyar
eul
ocki
ngt
hedoor
Icl
imbedt
hebedandaskedhertocomesi
t
wit
hme.Shel
ookedabi
tscared
Me:
Cakesut
rustmer
ight
?
Shesl
owl
ynodandcl
i
mbedt
hebed
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Her
:Youar
escar
ingmeSanda
Ideci
dedt
ost
aycal
m soIdon'
tscar
eher
Me:
Sonexty
earwhatdouwannast
udy
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Umademecomeal
lthewayher
efort
hat
Ismi
l
ed
Her
:I'
veal
waysbeenaf
anofMedi
cine,
Iwant
ed
t
obeapsy chi
atr
ist
Me:
Whatf
orr
eal
?
Her:Yeah,hasalwaysbeenmydream.
Iwas
acceptedtostudyiti
nMonashbutdueto
fi
ninci
alissuesIcoul
dn'tmakei
t
Me:
Nexty
eari
t'
syout
hecour
ser
ight
?
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Idon'
tthi
nkIcanst
il
lmakei
t
Iki
ssedherhand
Me:Ofcauseucanstil
lmakei
t,
There'
splent
y
oft
imeforutoful
fi
lyourdr
eams.Udon'tgi
ve
up.
Uneverdothat
Her
:ThatYou
Hi
m:YouknowIst
udi
edMedi
cinef
ort
woy
ear
s
Shel
ookedatmer
eal
l
ysur
pri
sed
Ichuckl
ed
Me:Igotsobor edanddeci
dedIt
ogoto
Law,That
swhenIf inal
l
ysawhowpassi
onat
eI
am aboutthatcour
se
Her
:howol
dar
eu?
..
..
.
Webot
hlaughed

Westayedbackandjustal
l
owedoursi
l
ence
speakvol
umes.Af
terawhil
eIf
inal
l
ysai
d
somethi
ng
Me:
Kany
ouknowt
hatIl
ovey
ouand.
...
.
Her
:AsandaIl
ovey
out
oo
Me:
Wowr
eal
l
y?
Her
:thi
spastfewmont
hsshowedmehow
muchIreal
l
yloveu
Thatr
eal
lymademyhear
twhol
ebuthonest
lyI
havet
otell
hert
het
rut
h
Me:Iam gl
adt oheart
hat.
Youknowev
ery
thi
ng
IdoIdoitbecauseIcar
e
Shest
aredatme
Her
:What
sgoi
ngon?
Me:Ther
e'ssomethi
ngthedoct
ort
oldmewhen
uwherei
nt hehospi
tal
Her:
Whathappened?
..
.Whyar
eut
ell
i
ngme
now?
Me:BecauseIr
eal
isedthatkeepi
ngt
hisfr
om u
i
sverywrongudeservetoknowthet
ruth
Shekeptquit
ewhil
eHerbl
ueeyespoppi
ngout
wait
ingformetosaysomet
hing
Me:Uhhm Kanyoyouwher
epregnant,whenu
t
ookthepi
llsyouhadamiscarr
iage.
Thedoctor
t
oldmewhi l
euwhereatacruci
al st
ageand
t
heyhadtocleanuup.

Shestatthelookingatmeforafewmi nut
es
thentear
scameoutsomuch. Sheheldher
chesrandstartedcryi
ngoutsoloud
It
ri
edtouchi
ngherbutsheshov
edmyhand
awayf
rom me

Shegotoutofbedandt
ri
edt
oopenandsawi
t
wassti
ll
locked
Shecol
l
apseddownandcr
iedsopai
nful
l
y.
Ididn'
tknowwhatt
osay,
shewasso
broken.
Thisi
swhyIdi
dn'
twannat
ell
her
..
..
Shesatt
her
eandcr
iedsomuch

Iwentt
oherandf
orcef
ull
yhuggedher
Shef
inal
l
ygav
einandshecr
iedi
nmychest
Shel
eti
tal
lout

Her
:Iki
l
ledmychi
l
dSanda
Me:
Shhhh!
!!
!!I
'
m sor
rybabe
Her
:Ican'
ttakei
t,
IIcan'
t.
Pleaseopent
hedoor
Me:
Kany
o
Her
:Whydi
dul
i
etome?
Me:
I'
m sor
ry
Her
:Idon'
twannabeher
eAsandapl
easel
et
meout
It
ookahuf
f
Me:Pr
omi
semeunotgonnadoany
thi
ng
st
upi
d
Her
:IIj
ustwannabeal
oneSanda
Igaveherahugonel
astt
imeandshehel
dme
evenmoreti
ghter
Me:
Iam sor
ryKany
o
Her:Ishoul
d'
venevertookt
hosepi
l
lsSanda,
I
should'
venevert
ookthem
Me:
Itsokaybabe,
i
thappenedandudi
dn'
tknow
Her
:Justopent
hedoor
Iopenedt
hedoorandshewal
kedout
It
ookabr
eat
handwor
emyshoes.
Someonewasbusyhot
ti
ng(
loudbel
l
)att
he
gat
e
Iopenedthegatewi
thoutevenaski
ngwhoi
t
was.Iwasjustt
oodr
ainedforthat

Iwentdownst
air
s
Shel
ockedher
sel
fint
her
oom
Iwenttoat
tendt
hedoorandIgotv
erymuch
i
rri
tat
ed
Me:
Whatt
heFuckdouwant
?
Ifel
tpai
nandIwasint
hef
loort
hat
'
swhenI
real
i
sedhepunchedme
Istoodupandwentt
ohim andpunchedhi
s
stomach.
Westar
tedfi
ght
ing

Whil
ewewher
ebusyKany
ocamedownhol
i
ng
abag
Shepassedus
Wer
anaf
terher
Me:
Cakespl
ease.
..
Her
:Ul
i
edt
omeSanda
Mi
l
:Cani
hav
eawor
dwi
thu
Shewentt
ohi
m andsl
appedhi
m sohar
d
Her
:YOUMADEMEKI
LLMYCHI
LD.
UMADE
MEMURDERHI
M/HER.

UBROKEMEEVENMORE

SHEWENTTOTHEGARAGE,
GOTI
NHERCAR
ANDDROVEOFF
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03/
06,
20:
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
♡

Chapt
er35

BOI
KANYO

2WEEKSpassed

Iwon'tl
ieandsayIwasokaybutt
he
miscarr
iagei
ssuewasgiv
ingmeissues,
i
tcame
toapoi ntwhereIhatedmy selfsomuch. Icr
ied
thewhol eweek.Ifel
tsost upid,Iblamed
everyone.Iwasnotinagoodst ate.Iwasal
way s
l
ockedupi nKarabo'
sr oom. Sheal lowedmet o
crashwi t
hherunt i
lIfeelbetter

OneFridaymorni
ngIwokeupandt houghtit
wasabouttimeImov eonfrom allofthis.I
cannotaff
ordtogotothesameol dway s.I
neededtogetmyshittogether.
Itwasabout
ti
meIbecomei ndependentovereverything
i
ncludi
ngmyf eel
ingsaswel l
.I
t'
saboutt i
meI
growandmov eon

Thesamemor ningtheSkyli
nepeoplecal
l
edf or
met ocomeforaninter
viewMondaymor ning.I
tookthi
sopport
unit
yast hefi
rstst
epofmov ing
on
Ihaven'tspokewi thSandaforthepasttwo
weeksnow. Iwon'tli
eimissedhim somuch.I
camet or eali
sethatheonlywantedtoprotect
mebutt henagainhehadnor ighttoli
eto
me.Heshoul d'
vebeenhonestwi t
hmef rom the
star
t.
He' salsoverymuchwr ong.ButIchooseto
putallofthisthi
ngsbehindmeandmov eon.

It
ookmycarkey
sanddr
ovet
ohi
shouse
Ineededmor eofmycl ot hes.IjustprayedIdon't
fi
ndhim home.Ijustcan' tfacehim after
every
thi
ng.Ontheot herhandi couldn'twaitto
seehishandsomef ace. Ialreadyhadexcesst o
thekeysandev erything.Ther ewasawhi teGolf
7packedoutside.Igotoutofmycarandt ooka
l
ongdeepbr eath.Iopenedt hedoor,evenifihad
knockedhewoul dn'thav ehear dmebecause
theli
vi
ngroom waswayt oofarfrom thedoor .
I
heardvoi
cesint hesi tt
ingr oom.
Iwasal
lofasuddenabi
tner
voust
oent
er
Ist
oppedandt
ookanot
herbr
eat
h
Hi
.
...
.Ij
umbedanddr
oppedmyphone
Il
ookedbehindmeandhewasstandi
ngi
nthe
st
air
s.Iwassosur
pri
sedandner
vous.
Hescar
edmeJeez
Hi
m:Iam sor
ryi
fIscar
edu
Ihel
dmybeat
inghear
t
Me:
Itsokay
Ipi
ckedupmyphone,
atl
easti
tdi
dn'
tcr
ack
Hi
m:i
sitokay
?
Il
i
ftedmyhead
Me:
Huhh?
Hi
m:Yourphone?
..
.I
sther
eacr
ack
Ishookmyhead
Me:
Iuhhm
Somechi
ckscr
eamedhi
sname.
.Asa
Iswal
l
owedhar
dandkeptqui
te

Hecamedownt
hest
air
s
Me:
ucanat
tendt
hem,
Iwi
l
lbei
ntheguest
r
oom
Iwentupst
air
sasqui
ckl
yaspossi
ble

Iwasal
lofasuddenemot
ional
YesIwaswrongf
orleav
ingl
i
kethatbutdi
dhe
real
l
yhavet
omov eonsoqui
ckl
y?..
..
Iqui
ckl
ywi
pedmyt
earandf
ixedmy
sel
f

Iwentt
othecl
osetandt
ookoutmysui
tcase
Ist
art
edpacki
ngmycl
othes
Hewal
kedi
naf
tersomef
ewmi
nut
es
Hel
ookedatmecar
eful
l
ywhi
l
eIwasbusy
packi
ng
Ist
oppedandt
ookabr
eat
h
Me:Uhhm wespokeaboutt
hisandIt
hinkt
his
i
stheti
me

HesatdownandIwentandsatdownaswel
l
Duringthi
swholeti
meIcouldn'tbr
ingmy sel
fto
facehim.I
twasjustt
oohard.Idon'
tevenwanna
breakdown.Ihadnoener
gyinmet oar guewith
him

Hi
m:Howar
eu?
Me:
I'
mfi
ne,
howar
eyou?
Hi
m:I
'
mfi
ne,
l
ookBoi
kany
o..
Hejustcal
l
edmebymyf ul
lname,
henev
ercal
l
s
mebymyf ull
name.
Doeshewannaend
t
hings?.
.
Hi
m:Ar
eul
i
steni
ng?
Il
i
ftedmyheadandfacedhi
m,hi
sey
eswher
ea
bi
tred,
hehasbeendr
inki
ng
Hi
m:Iam sorr
yforwhatIdi
d,Ionl
ydi
dwhatI
di
dtopr
otectu
It
ookahuf
f
Me:I
tsokaySanda,
Iam al
sosor
ryf
orl
ashi
ng
outl
i
kethat
Webot
hst
aredateachot
her
Hepul
ledmeclosertohi
m andIl
aidmyheadi
n
hi
schestandwrappedmyhandsaround
hi
m.Hebrushedmyhair

Imi
ssedhi
m,Imi
ssedhi
m somuch
Hi
sscent
,hi
ssmi
l
e,hi
spr
esence.
Imi
ssedhi
m
t
oomuch.

Hi
m:Imi
ssedy
ou
Me:
Imi
ssedusomuch
Il
i
ftedmyheadandhel
dhi
scheek
Wesl owl yki
ssed,ourslowkissturnedouttobe
sopassi onate,helai
dmedownandt ookoffmy
shir
twhi leIhelpedhimt akehisoff.
Hecame
andki ssedmyneckwhi lehishandwentdown
myt ummysendi ngshiversallovermybodyand
amoanescapedmymout h.Hewentdownand
suckedmyboobs. Thewayhewassogent leI
al
lowedmybodyt orel
axandlett hepl
easure
ki
cki n,If
elthistonguedownt here
Idi
dn'
tev
enf
eel
himt
aki
ngdownmyshor
ts

Ihel
dhi
sheadashewentev
enmor
edeeper
Imoanedouthi sname, Icoul
dn'
tevenbeginto
expl
ainhowIwasf eel
ing.Hetookmetot hi
s
unknownpl ace,Hesuckedmesohar dthatI
coul
dn'tevenf eelmyl egsforminut
es,
hecame
tomyf aceandgent l
ykissedme
Al
lIev
erwant
edwasf
orhi
mtoj
ustbei
nsi
de
me
Icoul
dn'
thel
pit

Ifel
thi
sthingplayaroundmycl it,
Ijustheldhi
m
cl
oserint
ohim asIspr eadmyl egsf orhi
mt o
i
mpat i
ent
lygetinsi
deme. Hefi
nallyenteredand
Ifl
it
chedabit.
Itwasabi tpainf
ul.ThelasttimeI
hadsexwaswi thMilwhi chwasmont hsback
Hesl
owlywenti
nandout
,pl
easur
est
art
ed
ki
cki
ng

Wehadanamazi
ngmi
ndbl
owi
ngsex
There'
snothingaswonderfulasmakinglov
e
withsomeoneul oveandfeelsomuch.Hegave
memul ti
pleorgasmsandf orsomeweird
reasonIbecamesof r
eakydur i
ngal
lthi
s
process
Heki
ssedmyneck
Hi
m:Whatar
eut
hinki
ngabout
?
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Abouty
ou
Hi
m:Thi
swasamazi
ng
Hel
i
ftedmeupsoIcansl
eepont
opofhi
m
Il
i
edmyheadi
nhi
schest
Hi
m:Il
ovey
ou
Me:
Ilov
eumor
eSanda
Hepl
ayf
ull
yspankedme
Hi
m:GeezIdi
dn'
tknowuhadt
hatsi
de
Webot
hlaughed
Me:
Idi
dn'
tknowuhadt
hatmuchener
gy
Wel
aughed
Hi
m:Myfeel
i
ngsdev el
opdai
lyforuCakes,
thi
s
i
snotnor
mal,
thi
sisbeyondwrong
Me:
ItsnormalSanda,
Iknowhowuf
eel
and
t
hat
'sexact
lyhowIfeel
.
Hi
m:Iam t
hir
sty
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Makest
het
woofus

Webot
hgotdr
essedandwentdownst
air
s
Hi
sfr
iendswher
enother
e
Me:whathappenedt
othepeopl
ewhowher
e
her
e?
Ther
ewher
efewbot
tl
esofCor
onai
nthet
abl
e
Hi
m:Idon'
tknow,
Iguesst
heyf
elt
Me:
Uar
esowr
ong,
ulef
tthem al
lal
one
Hi
m:andIdon'
tregr
et
Hi
m:Come
Hehel
dmyhandaswewentt
otheki
tchen
Isatont
hebarchai
rswhi
l
ehet
ookouthi
sbeer
andj
uicef
orme
Hi
m: Pl
easepleasestayfortheweekendy
ou
wi
lll
eaveSundayafternoon
Me:
Okay
Hel
aughed
Hi
m: Thepowerofdi
ckwillshowyou
wonders.
Uagreedwi
thouthesit
ati
on
Igav
ehi
m al
ookandwebot
hlaughed

NEXT

Iwokeuoear
li
ert
hanhi
m
Istar
edathim andadmiredhi
shandsome
face,
Iki
ssedhischeekandgotoutofbed
Idecidedt
ot akeashoweraf t
ert
hatIloti
oned
my sel
fandwr appedmybodywi t
hat owel.
We
sl
epti nmyroom. Itookmynormalshortdr
ess
andwor emyf li
pflops.Hewasst
il
lfast
asleep. Hehadabi ttoomucht odri
nklastni
ght
andt hesexwehadl astni
ghtwasjustbeyond.
I
seriouslydon'tblamehi m,
meont heotherhand
myt highswherev erymuchtir
ed,
myj oi
nts
wher et ooti
red.ThiswasasignthatIshould
startgoi ngt
ot hegy m

Iwentt
otheki
tchenandmadebr
eakf
ast
Hi
swor
ker
sonl
ycome3t
imesaweek.
Aft
erbreakfastIat
e,hewal
kedi
nwhi
l
eIwas
eat
ing.
Hel ookedreall
ycut
e.
Hecameandki
ssedmycheek
Hi
m:Whydi
dn'
tuwakemeup?
Me:
uwher
esl
eepi
ngpeacef
ull
y
Hi
m:Ihav
ethi
shugeannoy
ingheadache
Me:
Alcohol
Him:Todaywearegoingout,
Myf
ri
endi
s
host
inganengagementpart
y
Me:
Canmyf
ri
endcomeal
ongwi
thus.
Hi
m:Sur
e,Iam goi
ngt
othegy
m
Heki
ssedmeonel
astt
imeandl
eft

Ical
l
edKaraboandtol
dher,
shel
i
kest
hingsthi
s
one.
Shewasmor et
hanexci
tedt
ocomewithus
Myphoner angwhi l
eIwasbuschat
ti
ngwit
h
Kari
.Myhear tski
ppedabi
twhenhisname
appear
ed.Itookadeepbreat
h.
Ianswer
ed
Me:
Hi
Hi
m:HeyKany
o,howar
eu?
Me:
I'
mfi
neMi
l
tonhowar
eyou?
Him:Gett
ingthere,
canwemeet.
Idon'
twanna
f
ightKanyo.
Ijustwantust
omakepeace.Ihat
e
t
histensi
onbetweenus.Pl
ease
Ist
ayedcal
m
Me:
Itsf
ine,
Wecanmeetupi
n30mi
nut
est
ime
Hi
m:Ok,
thanks
Weswi
tchedt
hecal
l
Ireal
l
ywannamakepeacewit
hhim.Idon'
t
wannabeholdi
nggr
udges.
Soonerorl
aterwe
hadtotal
k.

Iwentupst
air
sandworemyjeansandmywhi
te
pol
ogolfshi
rtwi
thmywhit
egoldcapandt
ook
mypursethenwal
kedout
.

IsentSandaatextt
hatIwasgoi
ngt
othemal
l
forsomefewthings

Let
'sj
usthearwhathehast
osay
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♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
♡
Chapt
er36
BOI
KANYO

Hesai
dwewi
l
lmeetatspur
Iarr
ivedafterawhi
leandsawhim si
tt
ingnot
farf
rom thedoor.
Iwasabitnev
oursbutI
stay
edcal m

Hest
oodupaweshar
edashor
tbr
iefhug
Hi
m:howar
eu?
Me:
I'
mfi
ne
Il
ookedathi
m car
eful
l
yjustt
ryi
ngt
oreadhi
m.
Hest
il
ll
ookedhandsomeheev
enl
ostwei
ghta
bi
t
Hi
m:Whyar
eul
ooki
ngatmel
i
ket
hat
?
Ishookmyhead
Me:
justt
hinki
ngoutl
oud
Him: Youl
ookgood,
Iam v
erymuchgl
adt
hatu
agreedtomeetwit
hme
Me:
Ican'
ti
gnor
euf
orev
er
Hel
ookedatmewhi
l
ebi
ti
nghi
slowerl
i
p
Het
ookabr
eat
h
Hi
m: KanyoIam sorr
yforever
ythi
ngIeverdone
t
ou,all
thepainIcausedu.
Iam sosorr
y
Me:I
tsokayandIam al
sosor
ryf
oract
ingl
i
kea
br
atandblami
nguaswel l
Hi
m:I
twasnor
mal
ofut
oactt
hatway
Il
ookedatt
het
ime
Hi
m:i
nahur
ry?
Me:
YeahIhav
etogot
othesal
on
Henod,
ucoul
dtel
lhedi
dn'
twantmet
oleav
e.
IwantedtoaskaboutCandi
cebutI
twoul
dbe
wrongit
'sl
ikehi
m aski
ngmeaboutSanda
Hi
m:Imi
ssuKany
o
Me:
Mil
lookI
t.
..
.
Him: Noi meani tKany o,Itriedforget tingabout
ubutIcantandIdef ini
t elydon'tliket hefact
thatuarewi thanotherman. Iwantu, IloveYou.I
l
ov eusomuchuknowt hatKany o. YesI
messedup, nobodyi sper fectbabeandr ight
nowIam pay i
ngf orever ythingIdi dt ou. The
factthatI'
m notwi t
hui st ortur
e.Iknowwecan' t
betogetherandunf or t
unat elyt
her e'snot hingto
bedoneaboutt hat.
AllIwantut oknowi sthati
willf
oreverloveuandIwi llneverev ergi veup
ony ounotasl ongasIl ive.Iwil
lfightf oru...
Me:
Stop!
..
.Justst
op
Hi
m:Kany
o..
.
Me:Milt
onImademychoi ceandIwil
ll
iv
eupt o
i
t.
Youmadey ourchoi
ceaswel l
soli
vewithi
t.
I
am t
ir
edofgoinginci
rcl
eswithu
Him:UknowKany oLov eisnotal
way sbeaut
if
ul.
Someti
mesl ovehasthorns,r
oughedges,and
shar
psides.Someti
mesl ovehasflawsand
i
mper fecti
ons.Whatmakesl ovebeaut i
fulisthe
deci siont ochoosel ovedespit
ehowi mper f
ect
i
tis.Thedeci siont ochooselovet hr
ough
adv ersi t
y.Al ovet hatnevergi
vesup, isalways
thebestki ndofl ove,andaloverthatchooses
l
ov e, isalway st hebestkindoflover.Ichooseu
Kany o,I'
vealway schosenubuti tseemsl ike
youhav ealreadymadeupy ourchoiceandi ts
okayi t'
stotallyfine.
It
ookadeepbr
eat
hnotknowi
ngwhatt
osay
.
Hi
swor
dsr
eal
l
yhi
dmehar
d
Iswal
l
owedhar
d
Me:
Ithi
nkIshoul
dgonow
Hi
m:Kany
oloo.
.
Me:
Mil
please.
..
Henod
It
ookmybagandwal
kedoutwi
thmyheav
y
Iwenttocutmyhairsi
nceithasgrownf
astand
re-di
dthedyet
hendecidedtobuysomet
hing
nicetowear
.Af
tert
hatIdrovehome.

Si
ndi
swa

Ihadj
ustfi
nishedbat
hingl
yi
ngi
nbedbusy
thi
nki
ngoutloud

Yest
erdayImetonceagai
nwi
thAsanda
Myot herf
ri
endKenei
sdat
inghi
sfr
iend
Thabangsowehappenedt
opumpintoeach
otheragai
n
Icoul
dn'
tst
opt
hinki
ngabouthi
shandsome
face
Thelastt
imeweslepttoget
herIhardl
yeven
rememberedwhathappenedbecauseIwasjust
toohighbutwhenImethim agai
nyester
day
OhhhLor dhav emercymybodyyear
nedforhi
m
evenmor e.Thewayhewassosexy ,
hi
s
smile,
hisvoiceIcan'
tbel
i
eveIwasdrool
i
ng
overthatfuckboy

Butsomet
hingabouthi
m changed
Hewasnott
hatol
dwi
l
dAsaanymor
e
Thesameguyt hatwouldpopt hebottl
esthe
wholeni
ght.
Hedi dn'
tevenlookatmewhenwe
wenttohishouse.Hechangedsomuch. Itwas
evenbadbecausewehadt ol eavebecausehi
s
'
women' wasaround

Ist
il
lneededt
ofi
gur
eoutwhatwomeni
sthat
Whatdoesshehavesospeci
alt
hatwont hat
dev
il
'shear
t.
WhatdoesshehavethatIdont
hav
e
Mythought
swher
eint
err
upt
edwhenmysi
ster
wal
kedin
Her
:Goi
ngout
?
Me:
Yes,
Goi
ngt
osomeengagementpar
ty
Her
:Ok,Imanagedtogat
herfewmoneyf or
f
ood.Real
lyi
thasbeenhardsinceBoi
kanyolef
t
Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Me:
Iwi
l
lfi
gur
esomet
hingoutIal
way
sdo
Her
:Justdon'
tdost
upi
dthi
ngs,
Iwi
l
lgat
her
morei
fihaveto
Me:
Iwon'
t

Ihaveaverystr
ongrel
ati
onshi
pwi thmy
sist
er.
YouseeSihl
eistheopposit
eofme. Iam
wildandl
oudbutwithherShe'
ssof tqui
teand
verymuchdetermi
ned.
She'sstudyi
nginsome
coll
ege.
Herboy fr
iendi spay ingforherfeesandal so
workingni ghtshift
satMcDi nTown. Iadmire
heral ot.She'sal way sbeenthereformeand
knowsev erythi
ng.She'salwaysbeen
quit
e,ev erythingmom hasbeendoi ngt oKanyo
shenev erlikeditev enasinglebitbutshe
wouldkeepqui teabouti t.
Iontheot herhandi
neverr eallyli
kedher .
Shealwayst houghtshe's
bett
ert hanus. She'salwayswant edt obe
pai
nt edasasai nt.
Ijustwonderwher esheis
becauser eallyshehasnot hi
ngt ooffertothe
world.

Myphonei
nter
rupt
edmewheni
trang
Itwasmyfriendtel
li
ngmet heywil
lfetchmei n
anhour.
Iwentont hemirr
orandbeganbei ng
busywit
hmymake- up.
Aft
erthatIfi
xedmy
weaveandwor emyt i
ghtredjumpsuitwithmy
sandl
eheels.Il
ookedsmokinghot.
Iser i
ousl
y
needtofi
ndmeanewbl essedbecauset helast
oneIhad, hiswi f
ef oundoutsohecutal lt
ies
withme. Imeanhegav emeR3000al l
owance
everymont h.Thatmoneyhel pedwithbuyi
ng
foodint hehouseandatl eastsomef ew
toi
letr
iesformy self.
Thingshav ebeenpretty
hardsincehel eft
.Ont heotherhandi hate
seeingmysi stergoingupanddownt oputf ood
ont hetable.Ineedt ogetmyshi tt
ogetherreal
fast

Imademywayoutandsatonthecouch
wait
ingf
ort
hem.
Mymom wal kedi
nwhileIwas
si
tt
ing
Shegav
emeal
ook
Me:
Iam goi
ngt
omyf
ri
endshousemama
Her:What
everwil
lmakeusleepatnightSi
ndi
,u
shoul
dbehustli
ngforaj
obandnotgoar ound
andwasteyourl
astmoneyonalcohol
Me:
Nowuar
ebei
ngunf
air
.Youar
etr
eat
ingme
exact
lyt
hewayuwher
etr
eat
ingKany
o
Her
:Noi
t'
s.
..
Me:It
sexact
lyast
hat.Youonl
yli
kemewhenI
br
ingmoneyonthetable.
Kant
ewhat'
swr
ong
wi
thyou?.
..
Her
:I'
mjustsay
ing
Icl
i
ckedandwal
kedout

Youseemymom nev erev errai

seherhandson
usespeci al
lyme. Sheknowsmev erywel l.
Iwi
ll
defini
telyputheronherpl ace.Il
ov emymom a
l
otev en,i
t'
sjustt hatsomet imesshet urnsto
becomesoev il
.Sheonl yli
kesuwhenuhav e
moneyandwhenuar eaty ourwor stshepl ay
s
thecompar inggame. She'shasnoi deawhatI
havet ogot hroughj usttoseehereatev er
y
night.
Justtoseeherhappy .
Shehasnoi dea
whatit'sli
ket obeme. Somet i
mesIwi shedI
Hadcomef rom adi ff
erentfamily.
May beI
woul dbeinv ar
sit
ychasingmydegr ee.
Ialso
hav edreams,iam ahumanandi defini
tel
yhave
feeli
ngs.Iwishshecouldbet hereformeand
toldmenott oworryaboutanything.
Shewi l
l
takecar eofme.

Ishookmyheadtryi
ngnottoev enlett
hose
tear
sout.
Iam Si
ndiIdon'
tcryforsuch
thi
ngs,
act
ual
lyIdon'
tcryatall
.

Myphoner
ang,
Itookmybagandwal
ked
out
side

BOI
KANYO

Ihadjustfi
nishedbathingdressedinmywhite
highwaist
edski nnyj
eansandmyr edti
ghtbr
a-
l
ikecroptop.Iworemyr edsandl
eheelsandput
onmyl i
ghtbr ownblazeron.Mymake-upand
hai
rwher
eonpoi
nt.

Iwentoutandsatont
hebarchai
rs.
All
thatwasonmymi
ndwasMi
l
ton,
whathe
sai
d
Ij
ustdi
dn'
tknowwhatt
othi
nk
If
eltsomeonet
appi
ngmeandIl
i
ftedmyf
ace
If
oundhi
shandsomef
acest
ari
ngatme

Hel
ookedatmecar
eful
l
y
Hi
m:What
'swr
ong?
Ishookmyheadandswal
l
owed
Me:
Iam f
inebabe
Hi
m:What
'swr
ong?
Hesai
dthatl
ookingatmest
rai
ghtandwai
ti
ng
f
oranhonestanswer
Me:
Imi
ssHl
ehl
e,
Todayi
sour15t
hyear
fr
iendshipanni
v er
sar
y.Ij
ustrememberednow
anditkil
lsmet hatIf
orgotaboutsuchan
i
mpor tantday
Het
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Him:It
sokaytofor
getKanyo,
youwon'
t
rememberevery
thi
ngandIam sur
ewherev
er
sheis.
Shetot
all
yunder
stands
Inodandsmi
l
ed
Me:
Letmenotr
uinet
hisdayandIam f
ine
Hehel
dmyneckandpul
l
edmef
orababyki
ss
Hi
m:Youl
ookgood
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
babeushoul
dn'
tkeepal
adywai
ti
ng
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Iam sor
rycakes,
Iam done
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYouandul
ookv
erymuchhandsome
andIl
ovet
hatshi
rt
Hechuckl
edandpeckedmyl
i
psonel
astt
ime

Igavelookathim onelastti
me. Hedidl
ook
real
lyhandsome.Ij
ustlaughedathowmuchI
alwaysdrol
loverhim wheneverIgettolookat
him.Heactual
lymakesmef orgetabout
Milt
on.Hemakesmef eelwhole.

Ihadjustr
eal
isedthatMil
toni sjusta
dest
ructi
on.
WhatIhav ewithSandai sbeaut
if
ul
andIam notwill
ingt
omessi tupbecauseof
whathesays.Ican'
tl
ethi
mr uinewhatwehav e

Hecameandhelpedmest
andupandof
fwe
l
eftt
othepar
ty.
Ij
ustwannaenj
oyt
hisdaywi
thhi
m
Ij
ustwanti
ttobeabeaut
if
uldayf
orus

   
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03/
06,
20:
46]Ron:
♡CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
♡
Chapt
er37

BOI
KANYO

Wewentf
etchKar
abof
ir
standshel
ooked
r
eal
l
ybeauti
ful
.

Wear
ri
vedout
sidet
hisbeaut
if
ulsi
mpl
ehouse
Thehousewasamazi ngimeant heirentr
ance
l
ookedsobeauti
ful,
thegarden,
thestatue'
s
ever
ythi
ngaboutthathousewasj ustonpoint
Me:
Thi
sisbeaut
if
ul
Sanda:
Wai
tti
l
luseei
nsi
de
Kar
i:Whoset
heowneragai
n?
Hi
m:St
he,
hehasbusi
nessesal
lov
er
Her
:Howdouknowhi
m agai
n?
Hi
m:He'
saf
ri
endandacl
i
ent
Me:It
houghtusai
dhewashav
ingpr
obl
ems
wi
thherwomen
Him:Ohhherecentl
yproposedtothesi
dechick
he'
sbeenseei
ngf oryear
sshe'sev
enpregnant
Kar
i:Wow
Me:
Whyi
sheaf
terhi
sex-
wif
ethen?
Hi
m:Wellhest
il
ll
ovesherandwant
shert
obe
t
hefi
rstwi
fe
Me:
Real
l
yhe'
scr
azy
Kar
i:Iwoul
dnev
erset
tl
efort
hatbul
l
Me:
Heshoul
dleav
ethepoorwomenal
one
Hi
m:Idoubthewi
l
l
Wegotoutofoutoft
hecar
Me:
Thi
sseemsl
i
keaf
ormal
par
ty
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Nahuwi
l
lbesur
pri
sed
Ot
herpeopl
etoohav
ejustar
ri
ved

Thewasamai
dwai
ti
ngf
orusatt
hedoor
Itseemsl
ikeuhavetogeti
nwit
haninvi
tat
ion
andbythelookoft
hingswedi
dn'
thaveany
Sandagreetedthewomenandt ol
dherhis
nameandshet ookanotebookandsawhis
nameandl etusalli
n.Theof
fer
edusaglassof
champagneatt hedoor,
wetookeach,
Sanda
didn'
tev
enbot her
Kar
i:Thi
sissocool
Me:
Iknowr
ight
Her
:wowI
'
venev
erbeeni
nsuchengagement
Me:
Makest
het
woofus

Wef ol
lowedSandaandt hemomentwewal ked
i
nside.
OhhhLor dhav emer cyboywast he
housenotsuper b.
Ifoundmysel ftur
ningand
l
ookingatthosebi gdrawingsinthewallsthe
beauti
fulbi
glightsandtheirhugecurtai
ns.It
wasbeaut i
ful
andt herewher enopeopleinside
Oneoft hemaidsescor t
edusi nt
heot hersi
de
ofthehouseinthegar densideandboywast he
partynotl
ooki
ngsocool .
Imeangi r
lswith
bi
kinny'
sandad. jj
ustint hecent
re.
Tents
aroundthegardenfi
ll
edwi t
hli
queur.
People
l
aughingandsociali
sing.

Ionl
yseesuchev
ent
sinmov
ies
Nev
erhav
eIev
ercameacr
osssuch
If
oundmy
sel
fget
ti
ngr
eal
l
yexci
tedbyt
his
whol
ethi
ng
Sandal
ookedatmeandchuckl
ed
Hi
m:Umustbeshocked
Me:babeuhavenoidea,
foramomentwhenwe
wal
kedinuwouldnevert
houghtt
hepart
y
woul
dbeliket
his
Hi
m:Iknowr
ight
,l
et'
sgot
oourt
abl
e

Wewenttothissi
dewherether
ewher
eonly
whi
tecoucheswhichcl
ear
lyshowedt
hati
twas
aVI
P
Therewheref
ewguy sther
ejust2womenand2
guyssi
tt
ingseper
atet
ly.
Sandawenttotheguysandshoul
derpumped
wit
hthem heint
roducedusandwegreet
edas
well
.

Wesatdown
SandaaskedKariwhatshewantsandshesaid
whiskyandIsai
dwinewithoutevenwai
ti
ngfor
met oask.
Hegavemeawei r
dlook
Me:
What
?
Him:
Wel
lIt
houghtuwi
l
lbet
heonedr
ivi
ngus
home
Me:
Unf
ort
unat
elynot
Hi
m:Justdon'
tdr
inkt
oomuch
Ismi
l
ed,
hewal
kedaway
Me:
Mxxm he'
sjustt
ooov
erpr
otect
ive
Kar
i:gi
rlatleasthecar
esrat
herthant
hose
guyswhowi llbumpuwithal
coholandleav
eu
her
eallalone
Me:
Yeahuhaveapoi
nt,
Ij
ustwantt
ohav
efun
t
oni
ghtKar
i.
Her
:I'
m her
ebabewegongeti
mmor
tal
Wehi
ghf
iveswhi
l
elaughi
ng
Her
:ar
ethosegi
rl
spoi
nti
ngatus?
Iturnedbackandf
oundSi
ndi
wit
hsomegi
rl
pointi
ngatme
Me:
Ohht
hat
'smycousi
n,
letmegosayhi
gh

Iwalkedoutandt
hosebouncer
sst
oppedme
andgavemeaVI Ptagbef
oreIwal
kedoutt
he
area

Shel
ookedki
ndasur
pri
sedt
oseeme
Igr
eet
edher
Her
:Heywhatar
eudoi
ngher
e?
Me:
uhhm t
hesamet
hinguar
edoi
ngher
e
Her:OhhInev
erknewuknewt
heseki
ndof
people
Me:
OhhIdo,
ulookgoodbyt
heway
Shel
ookedatme
Her
:Xem unotbady
our
sel
f,
it
'sgoodseei
ngu
Me:
Howsy
ourmom?
Her
:Webot
hknowudon'
tcar
esol
et'
snotgo
t
here
Whyi
sshet
hiscol
d
Whi
leIwasaboutt
oanswerherIfel
tsomeone
wr
appingt
hei
rhandsi
nmyf i
gure
If
elthi
scol
ognef
il
lmynost
ri
ls
Ismi
l
ed
Hi
m:Uhhm whatar
eudoi
ngher
e
It
urnedandl
ookedathi
m
Hel
ookedabi
tuneasy
Si
ndi
:Ohhsot
hisi
syourboy
fri
end
Ismi
l
ed
Me:YesSi
ndi
thi
sismyboyfr
iendandbabyt
his
i
sSindi
swamycousi
ntheoneIwasstayi
ng
wi
th
Hi
m:Uhhm uhhy
ourcousi
n?
Me:YesbabeIdi
dn'
tev
enknowshewas
coming
Shesmi
rked
Her
:Ohhy
ourboy
fri
end
Sanda:
Babeweshoul
dgobackwel
eftKar
abo
al
one
Me:
Ohhhy
es

Shel
i
ftedherhandsot
heycanshake
Her
:It
swasni
cemeet
ingu'
Boy
fri
end'
Henodandshakedherhandandimmediatel
y
hel
dmyfigur
esignal
l
ingthatweshoul
dleave
If
eltast
houghhewascol
dtowar
dsSi
ndi

Wewal
kedt
oourar
ea
Me:
Babear
euwel
l
?
Hi
m:YeahI
'
mfi
neKany
o

Si
ndi
swa

Oknowt
hatt
ookmebyst
orm
Wai
tKany
oandSandanahnoway
s.
Whatthehell
,
Ifoundmy sel
fstari
ngatthem
bei
ngalll
ovel
ydov eyandthatreal
lymademea
bi
tangry
Ifoundmy sel
fchuckli
ngwhatwoul dshedoi f
sheev erf
indsoutthatIf
uckedher' Boyfr
iend'I
meannotl ongagoshet ri
edkill
inghersel
f
becauseofboy f
riendsi
ssues.Whoi nthei
rright
minddoest hat
?..
...
BoyIjustcan'twaitt
obr eak
thatstupi
dlovetheythi
nkt heyhave.Imean
she'snotevenhistype.

If
oundmy
sel
flaughi
ngagai
n
Ij
ustcoul
dn'
tbel
i
evei
t.
Igul
pedmychampagneandsatback
I
t'
sgonnabeal
ongni
ght
.
I
'
m notl
ett
ingt
hisonego,
he'
smymant
hatone
Ican'
tev
enl
etherwin,
she'
snotev
enst
rong
enought
ohandl
ehim

Asf
orhi
m,IknowhowIwi
l
ldeal
wit
hhi
sass

BOI
KANYO

Iwasi
nmysecondgl
assbusyt
alki
ngwith
Kar
abowhi
l
eSandawasbusywithhisf
ri
ends
Thenwal kedthi
stal
lcol
ouredpret
tyhotguy
whol ookedsohandsomewi t
hsmal lpi
nk
l
ips,v
erymuscular,
hadasmallscarjustbelow
hiseye.Fam t
heguywassohot' wel
l heain'
tgot
nothi
ngonbae' howevert
herewassomet hing
sexyandi
nti
midat
ingabouthi
m

Il
ookedatt
hedr
ool
i
ngKar
abobesi
desme
Il
aughedoutl
oudwhenIsawherf
ace
Her
:Kany
owhot
hehel
li
she?
Il
aughed
Me:
Iam aski
ngmy
sel
faswel
l
Her
:OhhhmyGod
Me:
Thi
sonei
sforumyf
ri
end
Her
:Hehast
hatt
hing
Il
aughed
Me:
Iknowr
ight

Hewentov
ertot
hem andshoulderbumped
wi
tht
heguys,
hewasbusytal
kingtoSanda.
Theyt
henappr
oachedus
Her
:HowdoIl
ookam Il
ooki
ngf
ine,
myl
i
pst
ick?
Me:
Baber
elaxul
ookamazi
ng
Theyst
oodnextt
ous
Hehadt
hosebr
ownbeaut
if
uley
es
Igl
ancedathi
m andt
ri
edact
ingnor
mal
Ist
oodup
Sanda:
Babet
hisi
stheowneroft
hehouse
Sthe
Wai
twhat
?
Ismi
l
edgav
ehi
m abr
iefhug
Hi
m: I
tsnicet
omeetu,
Whatdi
duf
eedmyguy
marayeah?
Ichuckl
ed,
foramomentIt
houghtheonl
y
spokeEngl
ish
Ishr
uggedmyshoul
der
swhi
l
elaughi
ng
Sanda:Ohhhandt
hisi
sherbeaut
if
ulf
ri
end
Karabo
Hi
m:Hi
'Theyhuggedaswel
l
'
Sanda:
BabeIwi
l
lbeback
Inodandt
heybot
hwal
kedaway

Kar
i:Wow
Ichuckl
ed
Me:It
houghtSt
hewasanol
dpi
g.Uknowt
hose
r
ichmanwithbi
gbel
ly
's?
Her
:Yep,
Iam st
il
lshocked
Me:
Uwi
l
lbef
ine
Her:
Onl
yifhewasntengagedandexpect
ingnx
nxnx

Si
ndi

Ihav
ebeenwat
chi
ngt
hem
Iwant
edt
ohav
eawor
dwi
thAsa
Isawhi
m wal
ki
ngoutwi
tht
hishotguy
Ideci
dedt
ofol
l
owt
hem
TheywentinsidethehouseandIhadt
owaitf
or
hi
mt ocomeoutbecauset hemaidswoul
d
defi
nit
elynotall
owmei nsi
de

If
eltsomeonepoki
ngme
Il
if
tedmyheadandt her
estoodadarkski
nned
guywit
hthi
cklipsandcuteeyes.
Hewasabit
ugl
ybuthandsomeaswel l

Hi
m:Ul
ookl
ost
Igav
ehi
m al
ook
Me:
Iam wai
ti
ngf
orsomeone
Hi
m:Iam Rhadzi
l
ani
Me:
Sindi
swa
Isawhi
m wal
ki
ngout

Me:
Pleaseexcuseme

Iwal
kedaf
terhi
m andpokedhi
m
Helookedbackandsawme.
It
'sl
i
kehehadj
ust
seenaghost

Hegrabbedmyhandandwewal
kedt
othe
ot
hersideoft
hehouse
Hi
scr
ibwasabi
ttoomuch

Yankedmyhand

Me:
Uneedt
olear
ntobegent
le
Hi
m:WTFdouwant
?..
..
Idon'
tknowuandu
don'
tknowmesost
opf
ucki
nlooki
ngatmel
et
al
onestal
ki
ngme
Il
aughed
Me:Real
l
yAsanotl
ongagoIwasi
nyourhouse
andudon'
tknowme?
Het
ookahuf
f,
Iwassl
owl
ypi
ssi
nghi
m of
f
Iwentovert
ohim andtr
iedwr appi
ngmyhands
i
nhisneckbutheroughl
yy ankedthem hur
ti
ng
me
Him:Getthefuckawayf
rom me.
What ever
happenedbetweenuandIwasnothing.
Ilove
yourcousi
nsoushouldgett
hati
nt hatsick
skul
lofyours

Hewasaboutt
owal
kaway

Me:Mxxm Iwonderwhaty
ourli
ttl
egir
lf
ri
end
wi
ll
saywhenshef i
ndsoutaboutourl
it
tl
e
sessi
onwehad

Heslowlyt
urnedandcamet
omeandstood
ri
ghtnextt
omeandl i
ft
edmyfacewi
thhi
sri
ght
hand

Hi
m:Udon'
twannamesswi
thme
Udon'tev
erev
ert
hreat
enmei
nyourl
i
feev
er
agai
n
Icanj
ustendy ourli
feinaspl
i
tsecondandno
onewil
leverf
indy ourbody
Hesqueezedmyneck

Hi
m:GETTHEFUCKAWAYFROM MEANDMY
WOMEN!
!!

Hel
etgoandwal
kedaway
[
03/
06,
20:
46]Ron:
etweenTheTwo♡
Chapt
er39

Boi
kany
o

Iwokewi
tht
hishugeheadache
Iwasv
erymuchsi
ckIdon'
twannal
i
e
IstoodupandIwasv erydi
zzy,
Itookadeep
breathandopenedcoldandalit
tl
eofwar m
waterintheshowerandtookashower .
Aft
ert
he
showerIfeltabi
tbett
er,
Iworemyl ongsummer
dressthenmadethebedandt ookmyphone
thenwentdownstair
s

Iwasabouttowalktot heki
tchenwhenIhear
d
thet.
vplay
ingsoIturnedandwentt ot
hetv
room.If
oundKariwatchingKeepingUpWit
h
TheKardashi
an'
s.Isatnexttoher
Her
:Ul
ookhor
ri
ble
Me:
Ifeel
hor
ri
ble
Her:Justgoandmakeastrongcoffeeand
dri
nkthosepil
lsuwi
ll
feel
al otbet
ter.
Ifeel
bett
er
Me:
OkandIam hungr
y.Al
lIwanti
sbr
aai
meat
Her
:Met
oo

Iwentt
othekit
chenandfoundSandabusywit
h
hi
slapt
op.
Iwentovertohi
m andhuggedhis
behi
ndandrest
edmyhead.Heheldmyhands
Me:
Ifeel
hor
ri
ble
Hi
m:It
oldunott
odr
inkmuch
Il
etgoofhi
m andmademy
sel
fcof
fee
Me:
SoIpassedoutl
astni
ght
?
Hi
m:Ofcauseudi
danduendedupcr
yingf
or
nor
eason
Me:
whatwhy
?
Hi
m:Onl
yuknowwhyuwher
ecr
ying
Si
ndi
wal
kedi
ncov
eredwi
that
owel
inherhead
Her
:Hi
Me:
Heywhathappenedt
oyourhai
r?
Her:
OhhhIwashedit,
someonepour
edmewi t
h
al
cohol
soitsmeltbad.
Douhaveahairdr
yer
Me:SureIwil
lgi
veu,
andbabecanwegobr
aai
meatbefor
eudropallofusof
f?
Hi
m:Sur
e
Iwentt
otheguestroom t
hatKarabowas
sl
eepi
nginandtookthedryerandgav
eitt
oher

Sanda:
Agai
nhowar
euguy
srel
ated?
Me:Longstoryf
oranotherday.
Ihavea
headacheanddefi
nit
elynotl
ookingf
owar
dto
t
hatconv
o
Hi
m:Ther
e'sonl
yonet
hingt
hatcanheal
u
Ichuckl
ed
Hehel
dmyhandandmov
edmecl
osert
ohi
m
Me:
Isi
treal
l
ygonnamakemef
eel
bet
ter
?
Hi
m:Wannat
ryi
t?
Hepeakedmylipswhi
lehishandswent
thr
oughmybreast.
Hepickedmeupandputme
onthecount
erwhil
eIwrappedmylegsaround
him
Weshar
edadeeppassi
onat
eki
ss
Hewentov ert
omyneckandki
ssedme,I
sl
ight
lyopenedmyey
esandsawSindi
looki
ng
atus.
If
reaki
ngoutandmov
edSandaaway
Her
:Uhhm ehhIf
orgotmyphone
Shewentovert
hecount
erandt
ookherphone
thenwal
kedout
Sandal
aughed
Me:
Babet
hat
'snotf
unny
Hi
m:Shesgrownshewil
lunder
stand,
andey
ena
whywasshestar
ing?
Me:
Thati
ssowei
rd

Hepickedmeupwhi
l
eIwr
appedmyl
egs
ar
oundhim
Andwewentupst
air
stof
ini
shourhotst
eamy
sessi
on

TheNextWeek

LastMondayiwentforanint
ervi
ewi nSkyl
ine
andwithGod'
sgraceIwashired.Ist
art
ed
worki
ngthenextday.
ItwasaFridaymor ni
ng
Ihadanear
lyshi
ft
Iar
ri
vedatwor
kandt
heshopopenedi
nst
ant
ly
I
twasforeverf
uĺl
inthispl
ace.
Whethermorni
ng
orl
ate.
Mostpeoplealwayshadthei
rbusi
ness
meeti
ngaroundhere

Iwasst
andi
ngatt
het
il
lwai
ti
ngmyt
hebi
l
lsl
i
p
Seset
hu:Soar
ewegoi
ngoutf
ordr
inksaf
ter
ourshi
ftt
omorr
ow?
Me:
Yeswhynoti
tsnotl
i
keIhav
eany
thi
ng
i
mport
antt
odowhenIgethome
Her
:Okgr
eat

OkSeset
hui
smycol
l
ougef
ri
end
Shewast heonet rai
ningmel astweekandeven
now.She'sver
ykindandsweet .
Wegetalongso
well
.Actual
l
yev ery
onei skindexceptt
herude
supervi
sorwhoi sforevergrumpy
It
ookthebi
l
ltot
het
abl
eandcont
inuedwi
thmy
work.

Lat
ert
hatday
I
twasn'tbusyandIhadatl
eastti
metobreatha
bi
t.
YahnowIunder st
andwhentheysaywait
ers
gothr
oughshit

MI
LTON

Iwasonmywayt
omycar
Iwasmeetingwi
thAl
exandr
a,oneofmy
busi
nesspart
ner
shavi
ngtogot hr
oughsome
stuf
f

Iarr
ivedatthemall
andwenttoourr
egular
rest
aurant
.Spot
tedhersi
tt
ingatt
hecor
nerbusy
wi
thhercel
lphone
Iwal
kedov
ert
oherandweshar
edabr
iefhug

Me:
MissAl
for
everl
ooki
ngf
abul
ous
Shebl
ushed
Her
:St
opwi
thy
ourchar
mingr
emar
ks
Il
aughed
Me:
Howar
eu?
Her:
Ver
yti
red,
justl
andedi
nthecount
ryf
ew
hour
sago.
Ineedtorest
Me:Let
sgett
hisov
eranddonewi
thsoucan
r
est
Her
:Yesbutf
ir
sti
needagl
assofchampagne
Shel
i
ftedherhand
Iwentt
hroughmyphoneandt
hewai
tercame
Her
:Af
ter
noon,
whatcanIgetut
oday
?
Ir
ecogni
zedt
hatv
oiceandIl
i
ftedmyf
aceand
ourey
esi
mmedi
atel
ylocked

Shelookedver
ymuchsur
pri
sedbutt
ri
edact
ing
abitnormal

Me:
Iwi
l
lhav
eagl
assofwat
erf
ornow
Shenodandqui
ckl
ywal
kedaway

Ichuckl
edabi
t

Af
terourt
ir
ingmeet
ingAl
lef
tandKany
ocame
Shesmi
l
ied
Her
:Any
thi
ngel
sei
cangetu?
Me:
Ulookgood
Shel
aughedabi
t
Her
:Ul
ookgoodt
oo
Me:
Ineedabi
l
lnow
Her
:comi
ngr
ightup

Ichuckl
edandst
aredatherasshewal
ked
away
Thethingst
hisy
oungl
adydoest
omear
ejust
unbel
ievabl
e

Shecameback
Il
ookedatheronemor eti
meandshestiĺl
l
ookedbeautif
ul wi
thhersmall
pinkli
psandher
shi
nyblueeyes.Ideci
dedtoswipemeaningshe
sti
l
lhadtogoandf et
chthemachine

Itookapi
eceofpaperwhi
l
eshewal
kedaway
andpenthenwrot
e:

Sourwor
msandcar
amel
icecr
eam!
Imi
ssu

It
henni
cel
yfol
dedt
het
issue

Aboutsourwormsandcar amel i
cecr
eam. .
..
We
usedtohaveourl
it
tl
esessi onsonceaweek
wherewewouldjustl
iedowni nthecarpetand
faceupwhil
ewewouldj usttal
kabout
every
thi
ngandeatherfavourit
esnacks

ShecamebackandIset
tl
edt
hebi
l
l
Me:
Itwasni
ceseei
ngu
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Itwasal
soni
ceseei
ngu
Inod
Me:
Her
etake
Igav
ehert
het
issuewr
apandwal
kedaway

Igl
ancedatherout
sideassheopenedt
he
ti
ssue

Shehel
dhert
inymout
handbl
ushed

Ishookmyheadwhi
l
echuckl
i
ngandwal
ked
away
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♡
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er38

ASANDA

Ihonest
lyIwasverymuchshockedtol
ear
n
thatSi
ndiorwhat
everhernameis,
i
sKanyo'
s
cl
osestcousin.
IfreakedoutwhenIsawthem
standi
ngtogetherIhadtointer
veneandhear
exactl
ywhattheywher etal
ki
ngabout.
Iwasevengl
adthatshedi
dn'
tgett
omeether
thet
imeShecamet omyhouseIwoul
d'
vegot
i
nsomucht r
ouble

Iknowsomeofuareaski
ngthemsel
veswhy
am Inott
ell
i
nghert
hetr
uth?
..
.
Howam Igonnabegi
ntot
ell
her
?..
.
HeybabyIhada3somewi
thy
ourcousi
n?
Honestl
ysomet hi
ngsarebetteroffnotsaidbut
myonlyproblem wasthatbi
tch,cl
earl
yshehas
ahiddenagendaandhowdar eshet hreatens
me
LordknowswhatIwi
l
lbegi
ntodoi
fshedar
e
everut
terawor
d
It
ookaglanceatherandshewashav
ingal
ot
offunwi
thherfr
iend
Ourey
esmetandasmi
l
eescapedhermout
h
Kany
owhatar
eyoudoi
ngt
ome?

Thewaywewher esocaughti nourmomenti t'

s
l
iketherewasnoot herpeoplearoundjustour
eyesspeakingv olumes.Ever
ytimeIlookatherI
j
ustkeeponf alli
ngf orheroverandover
again.
Shebr i
ngsoutt hebestinme. Mylif
e
drasti
cal
lychangedt hemomentshewaspar t
ofme. Awonder fulshi
ningsi
deofmecame, she
makesmev ulnerable.
Ican'
tbeggi
ntoex
plai
nhowIf
eel
abouther
Accordi
ngt
omeIwould'
vewif
edheranyday
butIknowshei
snotr
eadyandIdon'
twanna
scar
eheroff

Isawherst
andi
ngupandcomi
ngt
oourt
abl
e
Shegent
lyheldmyshoul
derandsmashedher
l
ipsunt
omi ne.
Shet
henlookedatme

Her
:St
opst
ari
ng
Il
aughed
Me:
Ican'
tbecauseukeeponst
ari
ngt
oo
Shesmi
l
edagai
n
Me:If
eel
li
kegr
abbi
nguandgi
vi
ngumul
ti
ple
or
gasms
Shebi
dherl
owerl
i
p
Her
:Iwi
shsot
oobutKar
abo
Me:IknowandIcanwai
tIst
il
lhav
ethewhol
e
ni
ghtwithu
Sheki
ssedmeonemor
eti
meandwal
kedaway

Lat
ert
hatni
ght
Thegi
rl
swher
ever
ymuchdr
unk
I
twasourcur
etol
eav
e
Iexcor
tedthem outt
othecarandt
henIwent
tosaygoodbyetomyf r
iends
WhenIar
ri
vedatthecari f
oundSindisi
tt
ingi
n
t
hefr
ontseat
,If
eltangercreepi
ngin
Igoti
nsi
de
Kany
o:Babecanshesl
eepov
er
Me:
Uar edrunkcakesandIdon'
twantu
r
egr
ett
ingiti
nthemor ni
ng
Igl
ancedatherandshewassmi
l
ing
Kanyo:Butbabepl
easeHerf
ri
endsl
eftHerAnd
Sowetoisveryf
ar
Me:
Idon'
tmi
nddr
oppi
ngherof
f
Si
ndi
:Pleaseoneni
ghtandIdon'
twannabot
her
mom andwakeherup
Isl
owlydir
ect
edmyhandint
oherthighand
squeezedi
tmaki
ngsur
ethattheydon'
tseeme
si
nceKar
abowasf
astasl
eep
Shehel
dmyhandt
ryi
ngt
oremov
eit
Her
:Oki
tsf
ineuMaydr
ivemehome
Il
ethergo
Kany
o:Sandapl
easebabe
It
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Me:
Itsf
ine.
Liedownandsl
eep
Her
:OkIl
ovey
ou
Me:
Yeahl
oveut
oo

Iwasmor
ethant
hewor
kpi
ssed
Igav
eSindithatIwil
lki
l
lulookwhenwear
ri
ve
andshekeptquiteandl
ookeddown

Wear
ri
vedandshewasf
astasl
eep
Lucki
l
yKar
abomanagedt owakeupandi
pi
ckedupKany
o.Ishowedhert
heguestr
oom
aswellasSindiandwenttoli
eKany odown.I
tookoffhershoesaswell
asherj eansandthe
bra.
Icoveredherwit
htheblanketandwalked
out

Ineededt
osor
tSi
ndi
out
Shetookmeasaf oolandtookadv
ant
agewi
th
Kanyo.
Itr
iedopeni
ngherdoorbuti
twas
l
ooked
Iknockedonceandt
her
ewasnor
espond
Iknockedagai
n
Her
:HowcanIhel
pyou
Me:
Fuckenopent
hisdoor
Her
:Iam al
readyi
nbed
It
ookal
onghuf
f.
..
..
She'
spi
ssi
ngmeof
f
Me:Iam gonnaaskuf
ort
hel
astt
imeopent
his
door
Her
:Sot
hatucanhur
tme,
Iam sor
ryIwi
l
lseeu
i
nthemor
ning

Iwal
kedt
omyr
oom
Iwi
l
ldeal
wit
hhert
omor
row
Shethi
nksj
ustbecauseKany
oishereIwon'
tbe
abl
etodoanythi
ngthenshehasknowideawho
Iam

It
ookof
fmycl
othesandgoti
nbed

NextDay

Iwasupv
erymuchear
ly
Itookashowerandwor emynormal shor
ts
withaplai
nblackshi
rtandnormalshoes.
Iwent
downstair
sandmademy sel
fcof
fee.
Theywher
eal
lfastasl
eep
Itookmylapt
opandwentt
hroughcert
ain
thi
ngsfr
om work.
Aft
erawhi
leKarabowalkedi
n
Shel
ookedv
erysi
ck
Her
:Mor
ning
Me:
Mor
ning,
how'
sthehangov
er?
..
.

Her:
Udon'
twannaknow,
Ifeel
li
keIwashi
tbya
t
ruck
Me:Makeaverystr
ongcoffeeuwi
l
lbef
ine,
and
di
duseethesealedtoi
l
etr
ies?
Her
:YeahIsawthem,
thankubyt
heway
.Kany
o
i
ssti
ll
sleepi
ng?
Me:
Yepuguy
swher
eoutofi
t
Her
:Butwehadl
otsoff
un
Me:
YeahInot
iced
Shemadehersel
facupofstrongNescaf
e
coff
ee.
Itwi
ll
defi
nit
elyhel
pherwit
hthe
hangov
er.
Wewi l
lalleatoutorordersomet
hingf
or
breakf
astweal lnoti
nthemoodnorstatet
o
cookbreakfast

Si
ndiwalkedi
n.Kar
abolookedabi
tsurpri
sedI
guessshedoesn'
trememberanyt
hingabout
l
astnight

Si
ndi
:Mor
ningf
ami
l
y
Kar
abo:
Sisi
whatar
eudoi
ngher
e?
Her
:Wenawhatar
eudoi
ngher
e?
Karabo:
YaziIknowuar
eKanyo'
scousinbut
notminenorareumyfr
iendsoskat
long
phaphel
aplease
Me:
Whoaaaandt
hen?
Kari
:Yazithi
sonei suptosomethi
ng,
Isawher
yest
erdaythrowingsomeshadeatKanyoandI
don'
tunderstandwhyshe'ssof
ttowardsher
becausereal
lyweal l
knowshe'
supt o
something
Her:Shesmycousinsomybusi
nesswit
hher
shouldn'
tbot
heru.
Uneedt
oknowy ourl
ane
Kar
abomadeaf
istandt
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Her:
Yazinl
etMeexcusemy
sel
fbef
oreIdo
somethi
ngIwi
ll
regr
et
Si
ndi
:Hambav
elenxa

Karabotookhercoff
eeandwalkedouttothet
v
room.Iwait
edforhertodi
sappearaft
ert
hatI
gotoutofmychairandwentov ert
oherand
shemov edback.
Iheldherar
m andpushedher
tothesink

Her
:Iam sor
ryIuhhm Ihadnowher
etogo
Ihel
dherheadandmadeherbendandopened
wateri
nthesinkandspl
ashedherheadi
nthe
si
nksuffocat
ingher
.

Shetookmef
orgr
ant
ed,
shedoesn'
tknowwho
Iam

Iheardf
oot
stepsmaki
ngt
hei
rwayt
othe
ki
tchen

Nomor el
ongchaptersbecauseIwi
llt
ryand
postatl
eastever
ydayortwiceaday
.Sofrom
todayonuwill
recei
veminiskir
ts
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♡
Chapt
er40

BOI
KANYO
Thedayendedpr
ett
yfast
NextwasaFr
idayandIwasn'
twor
king
ImissedSandasomuch,myworki
ngschedule
wasv er
yti
ri
ngbecauseIdi
dn'
thavemuchtime
tospendwithhi
m.

Itookabat handgotdressedinaredfigur
e
huggingplaindressj
ustabovemykneeswi th
mycar amel sandl
eheel
s.Imadeav er
yneat
ponytai
landappl i
edmyredmat tl
i
pstick

It
ookmybaganddr
ovet
othemal
l
Iwantedt osurpr
iseSandahopefull
yhei sn'
t
busyandhehasn' teatenyet.
Igothim hi
s
favouri
teseafoodandgotmy sel
fjustfi
shand
chi
pswi thlot
sofv i
negar.
Ithendrovetohi s
wor kpl
ace
I
twasmyf
ir
stt
imedr
ivi
ngt
her
e
Thebuil
dingwasarat
herbi
ggert
hatIt
hought
whichgavemeabitofchi
ll
s

Itookthepaperbagaswel lasmybagand
wenttot hei
rfl
oor.
Iwenttotherecepti
oni
stand
toldherIwashereforhim.Hedi
rectedmet o
hisoffi
ceandtoldmeIwi l
lcomeacr osshi
sP.A
j
ustout si
dehisoff
ice.

Iar
ri
vedandIwentt
other
ecept
ioni
st
Igl
ancedatherandshewasv er
ybeaut
if
ulI
won'
tli
e,
chocolat
ewithBrazi
l
ianandl
ong
nai
l
s.Shehadbeauti
fulbi
geyes
Me:
Hi,
I
'm her
etoseeSanda
Shegav
emeal
ook
Her
:Whoar
eyou?
..
..
Anddouev
enhav
ean
appoi
ntment
?
Okshewasal i
tt
lebi
tr udeandgav emea
sti
nki
ngatt
it
ude.Asalwaysidecidedtobecal
m
andactl
i
kenothingjusthappened
Me:
Tel
lhi
mthat'
CAKES'
isher
e
Shechuckl
ed
Her:Youbet
tergobackwher
eucomefr
om and
setanappoi
ntmentl
ikeev
ery
oneel
se
Oknowshepi
ssedmeof
f

Iwal
kedpastherandwentt
ohi
sof
fi
ce
Shehal
franaf
terme,Igoti
nandasIwasabout
towal
ktohim sher
oughlygrabbedmyhand
Il
ookedatherhandandst
areddeepi
nherey
es

Me: Udoreali
sethatI'
m col
ouredri
ght?.
..
.Iwi
l
l
fuckupyourfacewithacid.
Don'tudar
eever
holdmeev eri
nyourlif
edouhearme
Shesl
owl
yletmego
Sanda:
Whyar euev
enhol
dingher
,Thando
pl
easeexcuseus
Me:Ubet t
erf
ireherassshe'
sver
y
di
srespect
ful
Sher
oll
edherey
es

OknowIwasv
erypi
ssed
Shedoesl
i
keshewi
shes,
she'
snotev
ensor
ry

Il
ookedathi
m pi
ssed
Me:
Areuf
ucki
ngwi
thher
?
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Ar
ewenotj
eal
ous?
Igav
ehi
m ast
rai
ghtl
ook
Hi
m:Cakescomeonofcausenot
Me:
Thenf
ir
ehershe'
scomf
ort
abl
e
Hechuckl
ed
Him:Uar eangryKany
o,Yesshewas
di
srespectf
ulandIwil
lputhert
oplacemy
way.Butmef i
ri
ngherbecauseuar
ej eal
ousi
s
notri
ght
Me:
Shef
ucki
ngr
abbedmer
ighti
nfr
ontofu
Helookedatmeamusedandt
ookt
hepaper
bagthatwasont
hetabl
e

Iwasv
erypi
ssed
Shewon'tdisr
espectmeli
kethatandgetaway
wit
hitl
i
ket hat.
Iwil
ldeal
withmywayt hen

Ipl
ayedwi
thmyphonewhi
l
eignor
inghi
m
Heat
ehi
sf oodwhil
est
arr
ingatmewhi
ch
mademereall
yuncomf
ort
able

Me:
What
?..
..
.Spi
l
litout
Hi
m:YouLookBeaut
if
ul
Iwantedtosmi
l
edbutIf
orcedast
rai
ghtf
ace
androll
edmyeyes
Hekepteat
ingwhi
l
est
ari
ngatme
Real
lyhewasmakingm uncomfor
tabl
esoI
deci
dedtogotoYouTubeandwatchsome
make-upt
utor
ial
swit
htheirWi
Fi
Henatur
all
yeatsr
eal
lysl
ow,Iwouldaskmy
sel
f
l
ikedoeshenotgett
ir
edofchewing?

Any
howhef
ini
shedaf
terawhi
l
e
Hepressedsomethi
ngandaf
tersomef
ew
minut
esshewalkedin  

Shel
ookedatme
Hi
m:Pl
easet
aket
his
Hehandedhi
mthepaperbagandshet
ooki
t
Him: AndYouwher everydi
srespectful
t owards
mywomen, Wear enotfucki
ngandwewi l
lnever
fucksostopactingjeal
ousli
keIev erhitthat
ass.Youwil
lrespectherwhetherulikeitornot.
Nowpleaseapol
ogi
set
oherbef
oreul
oose
yourj
ob

Okthatt
ookmebysur pr
iseandont heother
handshelookedreal
l
ysur pr
ised,ucoul
dsee
Shewashur tandwasembar rassed

Him:Ar
eugonnast
andt
her
eandnot
apol
ogi
ze?
Her
:Uhhhm Iuhhm Ehhh
Shet
urnedandl
ookedatme
Her:Iam verysorr
yforthewayiact
edi
twi
l
l
neverhappenagain.Thatwasver
y
unprofessi
onalofme
Igav
eheral
ookandshewal
kedaway
Sanda:
OhhhandThando
Her
:Yessi
r
Hi
m: Don'
tl
etany
onei
nmyoff
iceunt
ilIsayso,
I
wannabebusywit
hmywomen
Her
:Okay
Shewal
kedaway
Real
lyIwantedtolaughbutIdi
dn'
twantt
ogi
ve
Sandathatsat
isf
action

Hewentt
ohissmall
bathr
oom justi
nsi
dethe
of
fi
ce.
That
'sj
usthowbeauti
ful
andbighis
of
fi
cewas

Hecamebackandcamet owher
eIwassi t
ti
ng
andheldmyhandandmademest andupand
comeclosert
ohim whil
ehewrappedhishands
aroundmywaistsendi
ngchi
ll
sri
ghtacrossmy
body

Hesmashedhi
sli
psuntomineandI
i
mmediat
elyr
esponded,
hepul
ledoutaf
tera
whi
le
Hest
areddeepi
nmyey
es
Hi
m:Uwher
ereal
l
yjeal
ous?
Me:
shewasdi
srespect
ful
Sanda
Hepi
ckedmeupandputmei
nhi
sdesk
Hi
m:Ur
eal
l
ydon'
ttr
ustmedon'
tu?
Hishandwentst
rai
ghttomypantiesand
star
tedr
ubbi
ngmypussy ,It
ri
edsayi
ng
somethi
ngbutwordsfai
ledme
Hi
m:IthoughtIt
olduthatuaretheonl
y
womenmyey esarefocusedon
Me:
SandaI
Hesl
i
dhi
sfi
nger
,hewenti
nandout
Ibidmylowerl
i
pasIt
ri
edt
ost
opmoansf
rom
escapi
ngmymouth
Ipr
essedhi
sshoul
derashewentdeeper
Icl
osedmyey
esandhel
dunt
ohi
mti
ght
er

Heheldmyf
acecl
osert
ohi
saswest
art
ed
ki
ssi
ng
Heli
ft
edmydr
essupasIhel
pedhi
mtakeof
f
hi
spans

Hesl
owl
yent
eredashegr
oaned
Igaspedt
oasIhel
dhim cl
osert
omewant
ing
hi
my ogomoredeeper
Hest
art
edhumpi
ngi
nandout

Af
terawhi
l
ewebot
hcame
Isatt
her
easIf
eltor
ient
ated
Icoul
dn'
tev
enf
eel
myl
egsf
orami
nut
e
Hecamewi
that
owel
andIwi
pedmy
sel
f
Heki
ssedmyneck

Hi
m:Imi
ssedu
Ismi
l
ed
Him:Hehehethewaydi
ckmakesuhappyl
ook
atunowallsmil
ing
Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Andhel
aughedoutl
oud

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08:
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weenTheTwo
♡
Chapt
er41

I
t'
sal
ongone,
Iwi
l
lnotbeabl
etopost
t
omor
rowandpr
obabl
yFr
iday

BOI
KANYO

Iatemyf oodsi
nceIwashungr
yanddi
dn'
t
real
lygetachancet
oeat
Aft
ereat
ingIdeci
dedt
oleav
ehi
m andl
ethi
m
dohiswork.
Idrovet
ohishouse,
Iwassleepi
ngov
erev
en
thoughIhadworkt
henextday

Ar
ri
vi
ngathi
shouseIwentst
rai
ghtt
obed
Iwasabi
tti
red

Aft
ersomefewhoursIwokeupandt
ookav
ery
rel
axi
ngbat
h,Iwasj
ustt
ootir
ed
Iwentdownst
air
sandst
art
edwi
tht
hepot
s
si
nceIwasv er
yhungry.
Whi
leIwasbusy
cookingthesecuri
tycal
l
edsayi
ngSanda'
s
parentsarehere
Ikeptaski
ngt
hem whethert
heyar
esureand
theysai
dyes,
Itol
dthem t
olett
hem i
n

Iquicklyranupst
air
ssinceIwasweari
ngshort
s
andbr a.Iqui
ckl
ydressedi
ntomypeachlong
dress
Itookmyphoneanddial
l
edhi
snumbersasI
quickl
yrandownst
air
ssi
ncet
heywher
e
knocking

Pi
ckup!Pi
ckup!
Shi
thedi
dn'
tpi
ckup

Iopenedt
hedoorwhi
l
esmi
l
ing
Andt
her
est
oodami
ddl
eagedwomen,
dar
kin
compl
exi
on,
thi
nwear
ingadoekandami
ddl
e
agedmen
Me:
UhhDumel
ang
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:YoumustbeBoi
kany
o
Okthebloodysnakeknewhi
spar
ent
swher
e
coming
Me:
UhhYes,
pleasecomei
nsi
de
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l,
theylookedr
eal
l
y
fr
iendl
y,
Ihel
pedthem wi
tht
heirbags
Her
:Useem sur
pri
sed
Me:Yeshedi
dn'
ttel
lmeaboutuguy
scomi
ng
ov
er
Her:
Hedi
dthegoodt
hing,
andi
tsmel
l
sgoodi
n
her
e
Ismi
l
ed
Theywenttothesi
tt
ingr
oom andIprepar
ed
thei
rtea.
Real
l
yIwasabitscar
ed,Iwasn'
t
l
ookingf
owar
dtositt
ingwiththem andthem
aski
ngmequest
ionswithouthispr
esence
Iwasevensweat
ingabi
t,
Idr
ankagl
assof
water

It
ookt
het
eat
othem t
hensatnextt
othem

Him:ThankYou,
Sohowl
onghav
euguy
s
knowneachother
Me:I
t'
sbeenawhi
l
enowmay
becl
oset
o20
mont
hs
Her:Hemustber eal
l
yseri
ous,
honestl
yInever
thoughtI'
dseethi
sdaycome..
..
..commit
ted
andlivi
ngwithhi
swomen
Ihear
dthosewor
dsf
rom Mi
l
'smot
herbef
ore
Me:Uhhwel l
he'sbeenaverygoodcari
ng
boyfr
iend.
Yeshe'snotper
fectandI
'
m noteit
her
that
'swhywehav ebeentryi
ngandchoosi
ng
oneanot
hernomat
terhowhar
ditcanbe
Her
:It
hinkI
'
m st
art
ingt
oli
keu
Webot
hlaughed

Thei
nter
rogat
ionwentonf
oranot
herhour
Iwasjustsohungry
,Iwantedtodishupforal
l
ofusbutwewher ewait
ingfortheKingt
o
arr
ive

Iwasdoneset
ti
ngt
het
abl
ewi
thherhel
pof
cause
Imanagedt
ocookenoughf
oodf
ort
hef
ourof
us
Hewalkedinaswewher
eset
ti
ngt
hef
oodon
t
hetable.

Ir
oll
edmyey
es,
honest
lyIwasr
eal
l
yir
ri
tat
ed
Heshoul
dhav
eletmeknow
Hi
smot
hersmi
l
edsomuchshehesawhi
m
Theyshar
edal
onghug
Her
:..
..Imi
ssedusomuch
Hi
m:IknowImi
ssedumor
e,wher
eisdad?
Hi
m:He'
swat
chi
ngsoccer
Hecamet omeandwrappedhi
shandsar
ound
mywaistandki
ssedmyneck
Hi
smot
herwasst
ari
ngatussmi
l
ing
Hi
m:How'
smywomendoi
ng
If
akedasmi
l
e
Me:
I'
mfi
neAsanda
Hel
etgoofmeandst
aredatme
Hi
m:MacanIgot
alkt
oherf
oraf
ewmi
nut
es?
Her
:YesgoonIwi
l
lfi
nishupher
e
Hehel
dmyhandandwewentupst
air
s

IwasangryIevenfel
tli
kecr
yingforsomewei
rd
reason.
Heclosedt
hedoorbehindhim

Il
ookedathi
m whi
lewai
ti
ngf
orhi
mtosay
whatev
erhewant
ed

Hi
m: Youcall
edmeAsanda,
uonl
ycallmeby
myfullnamewhenuareangr
yorunhappy
Me:Whydi
dn'
tut
ell
mey
ourpar
ent
swher
e
comi
ng?
Hi
m:Wel
lIdi
dn'
tseet
her
easont
o
OhhLor
dhewaspi
ssi
ngmeof
f
Me:
Areucrazy(Isai
dthatl
oud)
,Don'
tev
erdo
t
hat
.Ushoul
dletmeknownexttime
Hi
m:Honest
lyIdon'
tgeti
twhyuar et
hisangr
y
i
t'
snotl
i
kesomethingbadhappenedt
ou
Me:
Youshoul
dletmeknownextt
ime

Iwentt
othebat
hroom whi
l
etear
scomi
ngout
Whatt
hef
uck?
..
.Whyam Iev
encr
ying?
..
.
Myhear
twasj
ustheav
yforsomer
easons

Iwashedmyf acet
ryi
ngt
obl
ockthet
ear
sinmy
eyes.
Ifel
thi
shandrubmywai
stasIwasbusy
washingmyface

Him:CakesIam sosor
ry,
Idi
dn'
tmeant
oupset
you
It
ookat
owel
andwi
pedmyf
ace
Tear
scameout
Hi
m:Kany
owhyar
eucr
yingr
eal
l
y?
Me:Don'
tdot
hingswi
thoutl
ett
ingmeknow
Sanda
Hi
m:OkI
'
m sor
ry,
comeher
e
Iwentt
ohi
schestashehuggedme
Hi
m:I
t'
sokayIwi
l
lnev
erdoi
tagai
n

Inod
Iwi
pedmyt ear
sandappl
i
edmyf
ace
moi
stur
izer
Hi
m:Ican'
tbel
i
eveuj
ustcr
iedov
ert
his
Me:Iam awomenokay
,myemot
ionsar
eal
l
ov
er
Hecametomeandkissedme,
Iresponded
i
mmediat
ely
.Hepul
l
edoutaft
erawhi l
e
Hi
m:babest
opsul
ki
ng
Iwasst
il
lcaughtupinthemomentandf
or
someweir
dr easonsIwasver
yhor
ny
Me:
YeahI
'
m sor
ry,
Iam st
arv
ingl
et'
sgoeat
Hehel
dmyhandandwewentdown

Wehadav
eryl
ovel
ydi
nner
Hi
spar
ent
sar
ejustki
ndandoutgoi
ng
Ver
ymuchcomf
ort
abl
ear
oundt
hem

Wewher
einourr
oom j
ustl
yi
ngi
nbed
Me:
BabeIam hungr
y
Hel
i
ftedhi
shead
Me:Well
Ididn'
tcookenoughf
oodsoIat
e
smal
lpoti
onsandnowIam hungr
yandallIam
cr
avi
ngforisMeat
Hi
m:Wow
Me:
Canwedr
ivet
oKFC
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Ofcause,
Iwoul
ddowi
thf
reshai
r
Wewal
kedt
ohi
scar
Hi
spar
ent
swher
eal
readyi
nthei
rroom
Wearr
ivedandIdeci
dedIeather
esi
nceIwas
r
eal
l
ycravingf
orit

Iat
emyl
ovel
yfood
I
ttast
edsoni
ce
Hi
m:How'
sthemeat
?
Me:
Uhav
enoi
dea
Hel
aughedshaki
nghi
shead
Aft
ermymeal
,
Iboughtmyi
cecr
eam andwe
l
eft
Hekeptonst
arr
ingatme
Me:
What
?
Hi
m:I
t'
snot
hingI
'
mjustadmi
ri
ngy
ourbeaut
y
Ismi
l
ed
NextDayt
heal
arm wentof
f
Il
i
ftedmyheadandIwasn'
tfeel
i
ngwel
latal
l
Iswit
chedt
heal
arm ofasIwasf
eel
i
ngv
ery
drowsy
Iwentt
othebathr
oom andIi
mmediat
elyt
hrew
upforawhi
le,
Sandacameinl
ooki
ngvery
sl
eepy
If
lushedt
hetoi
l
etandsatdownwhi
l
ehol
ding
mystomach
Hi
m:Ishoul
dtakeut
othedoct
or
Me:Iwi
ll
bef
ineandi
tspr
obabl
ythatKFCIat
e
l
astni
ght
Hi
m:Udon'
tl
ookf
ineKany
o
Me:
BabeI
'
mfi
ne,
l
etmebat
hbef
oreIbel
ate

Itookmybathandaft
erthatIwasfeel
i
ngabit
okay,
Sandawentbacktosleep.
Itwasv
eryear
ly
j
ustaround05:
30
Iwentdownstai
rsandporedmy sel
fcereal
sand
ate,
aft
ert
hatImademy selfbr
eadwi t
hpeanut
butt
erandjam wi
thacupofhotcof f
ee
I
tsbeenawhi
l
eIat
ethi
smeal
Elenahi
shelperwascomi ngt
oday,
hehad
call
edheryester
daysinceIwasworki
ngsoshe
cantakecareofhisparent
s

Af
tereat
ingIt
idi
edupar
oundanddr
ovet
o
work

I
t'
sgonnabeal ongdayconsi
der
ingthatI'
m not
f
eeli
ngwellandit
sabusydayintherestaur
ant
t
hethoughtofitmademybodyreall
ytir
ed

Itwastheendofmyshi ft
,al
lIwantedtodowas
torest
.I
thasbeenal ongdayforme.Itwas
16:00,
Iwassupposet ogoclubbi
ngwi thmy
coll
eaguesbutbecauseIwasn'twellideci
ded
t
opass.
Sanda'
spar ent
swhereattendingaf
ami l
yf r
iend
funer
alaroundJoburgsot heywher
eleaving
i
mmedi atel
yaftert
hefuneralsoIam sur
et hey
alr
eadyleft
.

Itookoffmywor
kcl ot
hesanddr
essedi
nmy
normalsummerdressandmypumps

Whi
l
ewal
ki
ngoutIcameacr
ossMi
l
Hesmi
l
edandIsmi
l
edaswel
l
Hi
m:Goi
nghome?
Me:
Yeahmyshi
ftj
ustended
Hi
m:Thenwear
egoi
ngoutt
oeat
Iwasv
eryhungr
ybutIwast
ir
edaswel
l
Me:
Okaybutnother
epl
ease
Hi
m:Any
wher
euwannagoMi
ss
Ismi
l
edandnod
Me:
I'
m cr
avi
ngf
orr
ibs
Hi
m:Wecangot
oRoccoMama'
sjustout
side
t
hemal
l
Me:
Iwi
l
ldr
iveaf
teru
Hi
m:Gr
eat

Wewal
kedt
oget
herwhi
l
ehav
ingsmal
lchat
s
Idr
oveaf
terhi
m andwear
ri
vedaf
ter5mi
nut
es

Wewenti
nsi
det
oget
herandoder
edourmeal
s
Hi
m:Youar
egl
owi
ngandul
ookr
eal
l
ycut
e
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ThankYou,
Uandchar
mingr
emar
ks
Isai
dthatshaki
ngmyhead
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Hemustbemaki
ngur
eal
l
yhappy
Ikeptqui
teandi
ndul
gedi
nmyr
ibs
Hi
m: Any
way
sIwi
l
lbel
eav
ingSout
hAf
ri
caf
ora
whi
le
Ial
mostchoked
Me:
Whatwhy
?
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Umi
ssmeal
ready
?
Me:
Forr
eal
thoughMi
l
,whyar
eul
eav
ing?
Him:ther
e'ssomet
hingper
sonal
Ineedt
otake
careof
Me:
Howl
ong?
Hi
m:May
be6mont
hs
Me:
Thatper
sonal
?
Honest
lyIwasreal
l
ysad,Iknowwewherenot
dat
ingbutthet
houghtofhimleav
ingdi
dn'
tsi
t
wel
l wi
thi
nme
Hi
m: Don'
tworryIwi
l
lcomebackandt
hist
ime
ar
ounduwi l
lbemine
Me:
Mil
com.
.
Him: Noudon' thavetosayanythi
ng,Iwasj
ust
tell
ingufacts.
Playaroundandbesidesusti
ll
young,Iam giv
ingthatsmallboyachanceto
playbutwhenIcomebackIpr omiseu,uwil
lme
mi ne
Me:
Uar
esof
ull
ofy
our
sel
f
Hesmi
rked
Ishookmyhead
Him:Againplayi
tsafebecauselookingatu
ri
ghtnowIt hi
nkuar epr
egnantwhichIhopei t
s
nottr
uebecauset hatwoul
dbef uckedup.Ei
ther
wayidon' tmi
ndraisi
nyourchi
ld.AgainIwil
l
comef oruandtakecareofyourself
.I
'm
keepi
ngt apsonyou
Hecametomysideandli
ftedmyfacet
hen
ki
ssedmyli
psf
orawhilethenwenttomynose
andf
oreheadandst
aredatme
Hi
m:Il
ovey
ou,
takecar
eofy
our
sel
f

Hewal
kedawayl
i
vingmewi
thmequest
ions
Whatj
usthappened?

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08:
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weenTheTwo
♡
Chapt
er42

Iqui
ckl
ytookmybagandwal
kedoutaswel
l
Hehadal
readypai
dthebi
l
l
Idr
ovebackt
othemal
l
Iwentt
ocl
i
cksandbought4pr
egnancyt
est
s
Noway
sI'
vebeenonapi
l
lnoway
s

Iwassi
tt
inginat
oil
etsi
twhi
leshockt
ookit
s
tal
lonme.Hewasri
ght,
howdi
dheseethr
ough
me

Buthow,
ImeanI
'
vebeenonapi
l
l

Idi
dn'
tev
enr
eal
i
set
hatIwascr
ying
Il
eftt
hetestsint
hesinkandwentt
omyr
oom
andsl
eptoffthest
ress.

Iwasv
eryst
ressed
Ihadpl
ansformyl i
fe,
Iwassupposetogoto
school
nextyear
.There'
sst
il
lalotformetodo
andachil
dwasthel
astt
hingonmymi nd.I
wasn'
treadyt
obeamother.
Iwasnev
err eady

ASANDA

Ihadj
ustar
ri
vedf
rom wor
k
Icameearli
ert
hinki
ngI'
dfi
ndKany
oher
esi
nce
sheknockedoffear
lyt
oday
Ihadalr
eadyconcl
udedthatshewaspr egnant
consi
deri
nghowshehasbeenact i
nglat
ely,
her
tempernotf
orgett
ingcr
yingfornothi
ng

Itookashowerandgotdressedi
nmyNi ke
short
sandNikeshi
rtwit
hmybl ackSuperst
ars

It
ookmycarKey
sanddr
ovet
oherapar
tment
Iknewr
ightt
henthatshe'
sangr
yorinher
moodsbecauseshedidn'
tcometomyhouse
Iknockedandherr
oommat
eRenei
l
weopened
forme
Her
:Ohhhi
Asa
Me:
Heyi
smywomenar
ound?
Her
:Yeahshe'
sbeenl
ockedi
nherr
oom
Me:
Okl
etmegocheckuponher
If
oundhersl
eepi
ng
Ishookherbutshedi
dn'
twakeup
Ideci
dedwhynotIspl
ashherwit
habi tof
wateri
nherf
acejustt
opissheroffabit

IwenttoherBathr
oom andcameacr
oss4
posi
ti
vepregnancytest
Oknowt
hatgav
emeaf
ri
ght
Iwasguessi
ngbefor
ebutwhenIsawt hem
real
i
tyki
ckedinr
eall
yhar
d.Ihonest
lywasver
y
speechl
esandabi
tscar
ed.
Imeanababyi
s
gamechanging

Thi
swasahugest
ept
obot
hourl
i
ves
AndofcauseIwashappy,
ImeanIl oveherand
she'
dmakeagreatmother,butIwasscar
edas
hel
l.
Wewherebothneverreadyforthi
sbut
agai
nucanneverbereadyf orababy

Itookabr
eathandtookthetestsandwalkedto
herroom,
Ievenf
orgotaboutthewatert
hat'sj
us
howshockedIwas

Isl
owlyremov
edhercov
ersdownandki
ssed
herl
ips
Shesl
owl
ymov
edandsheopenedhert
inyey
es
Me:BabeI
'
vebeenheref
oranhourwai
ti
ngf
or
ut
owakeupIcouldn'
twai
tnomore
Her
:Ohhh
Icoul
dseet
hroughhert
hatshewasn'
tokayat
all
Me:
Areuokay
?
Shenod
Me:
Naht
alkt
ome
Her
:Iam j
ustt
ir
edIhadav
eryl
ongday
Me:
That
swhyucoul
dn'
tcomet
othehouse?
Shef
akedasmi
l
eandnod
Wowwomenandpr
etendi
ng
Il
i
ftedthetestsanducoul
dseeshockwr
it
ten
al
loverherface
Tear
scameout
Her:Honest
lyIdi
dn'
tpl
anthisSanda,Iwasona
pi
llt
hiswholeti
meIdon'
tunderstandwhat
happenedtome.Pl
easefor
givemeIIj ust
..
..
Shest
art
edcr
ying
Me:
Hushbabyi
tsnoty
ourf
aul
tit
'sokay
Her:SandaIwantedtogobacktoschoolnext
yearIam notr
eadyforachi
ld,
Iam scar
ed
Me:Iam scaredt
ooKanyo,Iknowthef eel
ingu
ar
efeel
ing.Wewill
getthr
ought hi
stogetherand
uwil
ldefi
nit
elygobacktoschooldon'twor r
y
Shekeptoncr
yingandafterawhil
eshe
managedtocal
m down,hertummymadef unny
soundsandwebothlookedateachotherand
l
aughed
Me:
Pleasedon'
tst
arv
emychi
l
d
Her
:GeezIat
enotl
ongagoandt
his?
Me:Comegodressandl
et'
sgograbsomet
hing
t
oeat,
wewil
lgoseethedoct
ort
omor r
owsi
nce
uar
enotworki
ng
Shenodandst
oodup
BOI
KANYO

NextDayIwasdressedi
nmyleggi
ngsandmy
l
ongshir
t.
Idon'
tworkonSundays
Iwenttohi
scarwhi
l
ehecameaf
teraf
ew
minut
es

Wedr
ovet
othedoct
or

Hehadal
readymadeanappoi
ntment
Wewentt
ohi
sof
fi
ce,
Hegr
eet
edus

Isatont
hebedandl
i
ftedmyshi
rt
Hi
m:Thi
swi
l
lbeabi
tcol
d
Hesai
dthatpour
ingi
t
Heslowl
yrubbeditwit
hthatt
hingaswest
ared
att
hesmallscreen,
aft
erafewminut
eswe
hear
dahear
tbeatandasmi
l
eescapedmy
mouth
Iwassoemot
ional
Iev
enwant
edt
ocr
y
Ist
aredathi
m andt
hesmi
l
eonhi
sfacewasso
pri
cel
ess

Hi
m:Youar
e6weeks
Me:
Wow

Wewher
edr
ivi
nghome
Me:Rememberthatt
imewhenwewhere
fi
ghti
ngandIcametoyourhouse,
wedi
dn'
tuse
prot
ecti
on

Hi
m:YeahIf
igur
edt
hatout
Me:
ButInev
erhadcr
avi
ngsal
lal
ong
Hi
m:Butuhav
egai
nedal
ot
Me:
Iam st
il
lshocked
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Ican'
twai
ttomeether
Me:
Babei
t'
shi
m nother
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Idon'
tmi
ndi
fit
'shi
m
Webot
hsmi
l
ed

ASANDA

TheNextWeek

Hi
srecept
ioni
stal
l
owedmei
n
If
oundhi
m busywi
thhi
slapt
op
Me:
Sthemyman
Hi
m:Sur
ejohunj
ani
?.
..
Weshoul
derbumped
Me:
Ngi
moj
a,
usai
dit
'sagent
.
Hepour
edbot
hofusashotofwhi
skeyand
gav
ememyglass
Hi
m:Ihaveaproblem,t
her
e'ssomeonefucki
ng
wi
thmyoperati
on.
IlostMrZuluthatf
uckeri
s
mybi
ggestcl
ient
.
Me:HowcanIhel
pbecausei
t'
scl
earuwant
somet
hing
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:Uknowmepr
ett
ywel
l
Me:
asl
ongasIwon'
tgetmyhandsdi
rt
y
Him:
relaxIwanthel
pfrom y
ourpeopl
esowe
cant
racethi
sperson.
Me:
it'
sthatbad?
Hi
m:He'
sli
keaghost
,j
ustcameoutofNo
wher
e
Me:
Consi
deri
tdone
Hi
m:hehasnoi
deawhohe'
sdeal
i
ngwi
thno
i
dea
Hegul
pedhi
swhi
skeyaf
tersay
ingt
hat
Me:sendmet
hel
i
ttl
euf
oundandIwi
l
ltakei
t
f
rom ther
e
Him:greatandj
oinustomor
rowfordi
nnerwit
h
yourwomenIdidn'tgett
omeetherpr
operl
y
Me:
Iwi
l
lki
l
lyout
her
emen
Hechuckl
ed
Him:ofcause,
j
ustaf r
iendl
ydinnermanand
besi
dessinceI
'veknownuI '
venevermetyour
women
Me:
Ok,
tomor
rowt
hen
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weenTheTwo
Chapt
er43

BOI
KANYO
Al
othashappenedandt
imepassed
3mont
h'spassed
Iwas4monthspr
egnantandshowi
ngget
ti
ng
bi
ggerdai
l
y

Ihadjustf
ini
shedbat
hingdressedinmy
j
eggingsandanormaladidasblacklooseshi
rt
andmysandles
Wedeci
dedt
ogoandcheckt
hegender
Sandahasbeenr
eall
ybusyhecamehomelat
e
andlef
tint
hemorni
ngsthoughheal
ways
makessuretomaketi
meforus

Hewrappedhi
shandsar
oundmewhi
l
ehe
r
est
edhisheadinmyback,
Hi
m:YounoIl
oveur
ight
?
Me:
OfcauseIknowt
hat
Him:andIknowIhavebeenbusyandwer
eal
l
y
haven'
tspendal
otofti
met oget
her
It
urnedandf
acedhi
m
Icuppedhi
sface
Me: babeIt
otal
l
yunderstand,
udon'
thaveto
worryaboutuswearefineaslongasIwakeup
nexttouthenIam good
Hesmi
l
ed,
mor
eli
kebl
ushi
ng
Heslowlypackedmyl
i
psandweshar
edadeep
passi
onateone
Hest
oppedandbi
dhi
slowerpi
nkt
hickl
i
p
Hi
m:Weshoul
dgetgoi
ngbef
oreIr
eapuapar
t
Ichuckl
edandt
ookmybag

Wewher
edr
ivi
ngt
othedoct
or
Wewant edtocheckthegenderandIwasmore
thanexci
tedbecauseIwantedtostar
twi
tht
he
nurser
y
Iwasl
yi
nginbedwhi
l
ewewher
ebot
hst
ari
ng
att
hescr
een
Doc:
Useet
hat
Shepoi
ntedwhi
l
esmi
l
ing
Me:
No
Hi
m:I
tsaboy
Ismi
l
edl
i
kear
etar
d
Sandat
oowashappyucoul
dseet
hroughhi
s
face
Me:
WowIcan'
twai
ttomeethi
m
Doc:Justfewmoremont hs
l
eft
,every
thingl
ooksper
fectsot
her
e'snot
hing
t
owor ryabout

Af
terourappoi
ntment
,Sandadr
ovemet
othe
mall
Iwasmeet
ingwi
thAni
ta'
Sthe'
sgi
rl
fr
iend'
Remembert
heyi
nvi
tedust
ohav
edi
nnerwi
th
them
,
wehappenedt
ocl
i
cksomuch
She'
soneoft hesweetestsoul
I'
veevermet,
i
j
ustwonderedhowdi dsheendupwi t
hSthe
becausehonestl
yshedoesn'tl
ookl
ikethet
ype
ofgir
lsheusuall
ygoesforbutwhoam Ito
j
udge?

Iwasthefi
rstt
oarr
iveandIor
der
edmy
sel
fa
st
rawberr
ysmoothy
Shewalkedi
nshor
tl
ylooki
ngreal
l
yhuge,
she
wasduein2weeksti
me,shehadaguar
d
fol
l
owingher
Istoodupassheappr
oachedmyt
abl
eandwe
sharedawarm hug
Hi
sguar
dsett
otheot
hert
abl
enextt
oour
s
Sher
oll
edherey
es
Ichuckl
ed
Her
:Idon'
tunder
standwhyhehasme
f
oll
owed,i
meanIknowwhenIwi l
lbedue
Me:
Ithoughtuwi
l
lgetusedt
othi
s
Her:
Boiudon'
tknowhey
,any
wayIam
STARVI
NG
Weor
der
edourmeal
ASANDA

Al
othasbeengoi
ngoni
nmysi
de
Wor
khasbeenst
rai
ningmenotf
orget
ti
ngSt
he
Ihavebeenreal
l
ybusyi
t'
snotevenfunnybut
thenIal
waysmadesurethatt
heli
tt
leti
meIget
Ispenditwi
thmywomen
She'
stheonl
ythi
ngt
hatmakessenser
ight
now
Ihadj
ustdr
oppedKany
oof
fatt
hemal
l
She'sbeenhangingalotwit
hAnit
alatel
ynot
thatIam bot
heredbecauseIknowshewas
safesinceSt
hehasherf ol
l
owedbymor ethan
10guar dswi
thwhichshewon'tevennoti
ce
ItoohaveKany
of ol
l
owedj
ustf
orsaf
ety
regar
dingt
hesit
uati
onwearei
n

Itookof
fmyJacketwhi
l
eIset
tl
eddowni
nmy
chair
Mywor
kphoner
ang
Ianswer
ed
Her
:Dav
idi
sher
etoseeuhesai
dit
'sur
gent
Me:
lethi
min
Her
:Butuhav
eanAppoi
ntmenti
n10mi
nut
es
Me:Pl
easeaskRobtot
akecar
eofi
tIam i
na
mi
ddleofsomethi
ng
Iswit
chedthecal
landwai
tedf
orhi
m
Impati
ent
ly
Davi
di soneofmyPIguy s,
I
tsbeent
womont hs
sear
chingfort
hisghostandwehaven'
tfound
anyt
hing
Sthewasget t
ingfrustr
atedbecausehewant
ed
him al
iv
eandhewasdr aggi
ngmei nt
othi
s
al
way sonmynecksoIhadt oupmygameand
searchforanotherteam.

Hewal
kedi
ncar
ryi
nghi
sbackpack
Him:Thi
suwi
l
lreal
l
ylov
e,i
thi
nkwef
oundt
he
ghost
Hesatopposi
temewhi
lehetookouthisl
apt
op
andpaper
splaci
ngt
hem ar
oundthetabl
e

Isatbackandr
elaxedbecausethewayhewas
soexcit
edhemostdefini
tel
yfoundhi
m
Hi
m:Thi
sper
soni
sreal
l
ysmar
t
Me:
Goon
Him:Hehashisownoper ati
onundergr
ound,
He
i
sv er
yprot
ect
edconsideringthathi
soper
ati
on
goesall
thewayint
ernat
ionall
y
Het
ookoutapaper
Hi
m:Thi
sishowhedoesi
t,
hehas.
..
Me:Idon'twantdetai
l
s,y
ouwi l
ltalkt
oSthe.
I
don'
tcareabouthisoperat
ion.
Ijustwannasee
themotherf
uc..
.
Hi
m:Ok
Hewentt
hrought
hel
apt
opandt
urnedi
t
Ij
ustcoul
dn'
tbel
i
evemyey
esi
t'
sli
keIwas
dr
eaming
Hi
m:Hi
snamei
sMi
l
ton.
..
.
Me:
Justshutt
hehel
lup
Wtfsot
hisasshadbeenr
ightunderournoses
al
lal
ong
Ichuckl
ed

Hewi
l
lbeeat
enal
i
ve
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08:
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CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er44

Boi
kany
o

I
'v
ejustwokeupbecausemyt
ummywas
maki
ngfunnysounds
Il
ookedbesi
desmeandSandawasn'
ther
e
If
eltmyhear
tbr
eakandt
ear
sfi
l
ledmyey
es
I
t'
sbeen3day
shi
m comi
nghomev
eryl
ate
Icheckedt
het
imeandi
twas3:
30
Todayhewasmor
elat
ethanusual
Ij
ustdidn'
tunder
standwhat
'
sgoti
ntohi
m,he
doesn'
thaveti
mef orusnomor
eandImissed
hi
m

Mystomachmadef
unnysoundsagai
nandI
smi
ledtomysel
f
Me:I
t'
sjusty
ouandmeboyboy
,l
etmegoand
f
eedu

Iwi
pedmyt
ear
sandr
insedmymout
h
Iwentdownstai
rsandt
ookthef
oodIdi
shedf
or
hi
m andputthem i
ntheov
en
Ipour
edmy sel
faglassofMilkandtookt
he
foodf
rom t
heov enandstar
tedeati
ng

Whil
ehal
fwaythroughmyfoodIheardt
he
gar
agedooropeni
ng,i
rol
l
edmyey es
Iwasn'
ti
nthemoodf
orhi
m

Af
tersomef
ewmi
nut
eshi
scol
ognef
il
ledt
he
ai
r
If
eltgoosebumpsmaki
ngt
hei
rwayout
Il
i
ftedmyheadandf
oundhi
m st
ari
ngatme

Ij
ustkeptqui
teandat
emyf
ood
Hewenttothedrawersandwashedhi
shands
andtookt
hefork,
hethensatnextt
omeandate
wit
hme

Myangerboil
edbecausel
atel
yIdidn'
tl
ike
shari
ngmyfoodandheknewt hat
.Ij
ustkept
quit
eandfeedboyboy

Aft
erwewher
ebothdone,
itooktheplat
eand
puti
tint
hedi
shwasherandthenItookthe
mulvapuddinghecamewi t
hyesterdaythatI
hadn'
ttouchedbecauseIwasangrybutt hen
hi
sbabywant edsome,soheshouldn'tbl
ame
me

Isatopposi
tehi
mthi
stime,
meani
ngIdi
dn'
t
wannashareandIwasangr
y
Het
ookahuf
f
Hi
m:Iam sor
ryKany
o
Me:
Sor
ryf
orwhat
?
Hi
m: Al
loft
his,
thi
ngshav
ebeenr
eal
l
yhect
icat
wor
k
Me:I'
veneverseenanycompanyinmyli
fet
hat
cl
osesthi
slate,
sowhatareureal
l
ysorr
yabout
?
Hekeptqui
te
Me:
Sor
ryt
haty
ouar
echeat
ing
Hi
m:What
?..
.Ofcausenot
If
eltt
ear
sst
reami
ngout
Me:
Thenwher
ehav
eubeenASANDA
Ishout
ed
Him:babyIpr
omiseIam notcheat
ing,
ihav
en'
t
beenwithany
oneelse
Me:Buty
ourbehav
iorsay
sav
erydi
ff
erent
st
ory
Hel
ookeddown
Me:
Pleasesl
eepatt
heguestr
oom t
oni
ght

Ist
oodupwhi
l
emor
etear
scomi
ngout
Her
anaf
terme

Hi
m:Cakesuwi
l
lnev
erunder
stand
Me:
Thenl
eav
emeal
one

Iyankedmyhandawayf
rom hi
mthenl
ocked
thedooraf
terme
NextDay
Iwaswokenbyaknocki
nmyr
oom
Irubbedmyey
esandwokeupandopenedt
he
door

Ther
ehest
oodwi
that
rayf
ull
ofgoodi
es
Myst
omachcr
awl
edbyj
ustl
ooki
ngatt
hem

ButIqui
ckl
yrol
l
edmyey esandwal kedt
othe
bat
hroom t
henpeedaf
terthatIr
insedmy
mouthandwentout

Ithoughthehadlef
tbutnopehehadj
ust
fi
nisheddoingt
hebed

Isatdownandheputt
het
raybesi
desmeandI
j
ustatet
hefood,
hej
oinedmeaswel
lwhi
l
ewe
eatsi
l
entl
y

Thefoodtast
edsogood,he'
ssuchasl
oweat
er
soIateal
mostever
ythi
ng

Hechuckl
edasIr
ubbedmyf
ull
stomach
Ifel
tmycheeksturnpinkwhenIt
houghtabout
howmuchIjustate,i
ateli
keapig

Tear
sfor
medandj
ustwentout

Hi
m:Heyheywhat
'
swr
ong?
Hecamet
omysi
deandhuggedme

Me:Ij
ustcan'tcontrol
itSanda,ij
ustcan'
t.
Iget
hungr
yconstantl
y.IhatethatIcan'
tcontr
ol
my
sel
f
Him:ComeonCakes,
ucan'tbeatyour
sel
fov
er
t
his.
Remembernotonl
yareueat i
ngfor
your
sel
fbuty
ouareeati
ngfor2baby
Me:
Iknow,
I'
mjustembar
rassed
Him:Heydon'
teversaythat
,iactual
l
yget
exci
tedwhenIseeueati
ngal otbecauseI
knowuarenotstar
vingourli
ttl
echamp.So
don'
tfeel
badokay?
Inod
Hepeckedmyl
i
ps

Myphoner
ang
It
ooki
t,
itwasmygr
anny

Her
:Heybaby
Me:
mmahowar
eyou?
Her:I
'
mfine,
iam atyourmot
her
'shouse.
.You
shoul
dcomebyaf t
erwork
Me:
uhhm ucame
Her
:HehhhBoi
kany
oij
ustt
oldumos
Me:
Ohhhahhhy
eah
Her
:Iwi
l
lbewai
ti
ng
Weswi
tchedcal
l
s

Iwaspani
cki
ng
Shewi l
ldef
ini
tel
yseet
hroughmet
hatIam
pregnant
ImeanIhavegai
nedsomuchwei ght
,andnot
onl
ywill
shebeangrybutshewi l
lal
sobe
di
sappoi
ntedt
hatIkepti
tfrom her

If
eltSandapoki
ngme
Hi
m:What
'swr
ong?
Me:Uhhm mygr
annyi
sar
oundandshewoul
d
l
iket
oseeme
Hi
m:So?
Me:
Ihav
en'
ttol
dhery
ett
hatI
'
m pr
egnant
Hi
m:Iam sureshewi
l
lunder
stand,
icandr
opu
of
fandIwil
lcomefet
chu
Me:
Real
l
y?.
..
Hi
m:Yesany
thi
ngf
oru

Ismi
l
edandst
oodupt
ogoshower
Aft
ermyshowerIgotdr
essedi
nmylazyknee
l
engthy
ell
owsummerdr esswi
thmypumps
Il
eftmyhairhangi
ng,
ididn'tev
enbotherwi
th
make-up,
ij
ustappl
iedmyl abel
loandtookmy
bagandwentdownstair
s
If
oundSandabusyt
alki
ngonhi
sphone
Af
terhewasdonewel
eft

Wear r
iv ed,Ikissedhi
m goodby
eandmademy
wayin.If oundmygr ansit
ti
ngoutsi
deal
one
eat
ingt hisy ummyhugeMango
Ismil
edwhenIsawher
,ihadj
ustr
eal
i
zedt
hatI
missedhersomuch

Iwentov
ert
oherandhuggedher
Her
:Yuuuuuuwhyar
eusoy
ell
ow?
Il
aughed
Me:
I'
veal
way
sbeent
hisl
i
ghtski
nned
Her
:Haiy
ouar
ewor
sekeh,
anduhav
egai
ned
somuch
Ibr
ushedof
fherr
emar
ks
Me:
Sowher
eisev
ery
one
Her:
Youraunti
sbusycooki
ngandIdon'
tknow
wherey
ourcousi
n'
sare
Me:
Okpl
usIam hungr
y
Her
:Ofcauseuar
e,l
et'
sgoi
nsi
de

Wewalkedi
nandIgr
eet
edmyauntwhohas
l
ostsomuchwei
ght
Gran:
Dishupf
orKanyoaswel
l
,andpourher
l
otsofpumpki
nsheli
kesi
t
Iswal
l
owedhar
d

SinceIfoundoutthatIwaspregnantIall
ofa
suddenhatedthesmel l
ofit
,i
tjustmademe
puke,t
hetastei
sjustsonasty.
Ican'tst
andit

Wewentt
osi
tdown
Her
:Ishouldcomeandseewhereul
i
vebef
oreI
go,
ineedtoseeifi
t'
sagoodpl
ace
Ishi
ft
eduncomf
ortabl
elybecauseIhadmov
ed
backtol
i
vingwi
thSanda
Todayshe'
ssay
ingsomanywr
ongt
hings
Her:Sohowhast hingsbeencomingalong?.
..
I
spoketooneofmyf ri
end'
ssonwhoisa
l
awy er
.It
oldhim aboutuandheiswill
i
ngt o
hel
puwi thyourfeesforwhatev
ercourseu
wanttodonexty ear
Icoughedsomuch,
ist
oppedaf
terawhi
l
e
Her
:ar
euokay
?
Me:
uhhm y
esIuhhm I
'
m okay
Her:
ok,
igavehimy ournumberuguyswil
l
communicat
e.Ij
ustwantwhat'
sbestforuandI
knowhowmuchuwant edtogobacktoschool
Me:
Uhhy
es,
thanky
ou

Iwassosad,
iam suchadi
sappoi
ntment
Thi
swhol
epr
egnancyt
hingwi
l
lcr
ushher
har
dert
hanIt
hought

Myauntser
veduswi
thf
oodandwesai
dgr
ace
andat
e

WhenIsawthepumpki
nthatf
il
ledmypl
ateI
f
eltv
omitst
uckinmythr
oat

Iswal
lowedhar
dandwi
pedt
hesweati
nmy
for
ehead

Gr
an:
Hai
eat
,usai
duwher
ehungr
y
Inod

Iclosedmyeyesandtri
edeati
ngot
herpar
tsof
thefoodbutIcoul
dn'
tholdi
tnomore
Ij
ustv
omi
tedr
ightt
her
e
Mygranjustst
aredatmeandIcouldn'
tread
heremoti
onsasf ormyauntshewasso
di
sgust
ed

Me:
Iuhhm Iam sosor
ry,
iam r
eal
l
ysor
ry
Tear
scamsout

Gr
an:
Sor
ryt
hatuar
epr
egnant
?
If
eltmyhear
tpoundi
ngsomuch

Me:
MmaIuhhm.
..
..

Guy
sIam back
Ihopey
ouguy
senj
oyedy
ourf
est
ives
Ist
il
ll
ovey
ou
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er45

BOI
KANYO

Ihadj
ustf
ini
shedcl
eani
ngt
hemessIhad
done
Icoul
dn'
tev
enl
ookatmygr
annyi
ntheey
es
I
twasj
ustt
oohar
dtof
aceher

Her
:Whoset
hef
ather
?
Me:
EhhASANDA
Her
:Theboyf
rom t
hehospi
tal
?.
..
Inod
Myauntcl
appedhandswhil
echuckl
i
ng, gr
anny
gav
eheralookandsheshuthermouth
Her:Ihonest
lydon'
tknowwhatt
osayKanyo,
all
IcansayisthatIwi
llbet
her
eforyou.
YesIam
disappoi
ntedbutwhatelsecanIdo,
go
senyegil
ether
e'snot
hingwecandobutto
supportyou
Inod
Her
:Ineedt
otal
ktot
hatboy
Me:
Granny
?..
..
Her
:Iwast
ell
i
ng
Iswal
l
owedhar
d
Her
:youmustbehavi
ngaboy,
thewayhe'
s
maki
nguglow*shecl
appedhands*
Asmi
l
eescapedmymout
h
Aunt:Sowillthebabydaddyt
ake
responsi
bil
i
ties
Me:
Yes,
he'
sal
way
sher
eforus
Her
:OhhhIsee,
soar
eust
il
lwor
king?
Inod,
il
ied.
..
Sandamademest
op
Her
:St
il
ll
iv
ingal
one?
..
Me:
Yes
Gran:maybeushoul
dcomest ayi
ny our
mother'
shousewhenuare6mont hssot hat
t
heycant akecar
eofuandevenwhent hechild
i
sbornbecauseucan'tt
akecareofhim alone
Whatt
hehel
lnoway
s
Me:NoIcan'
t,
Sandasai
dhi
ssi
sterwi
l
lbe
st
ayi
ngwithme
Her:uneedy
ourfamil
yKanyo.Ushoul
dstop
acti
ngli
kewearenotinthepi
ctur
ebecausewe
areherf
oryandthatboyhasn'
tpaidl
obol
oso
hehasnosay
Me:
ButI
...
.
Her
:nobut
sBoi
kany
o

Iswal
l
owedt helumpIhad,
shehasnoideahow
evi
lmyauntis.
Shehasnoideawhatshehas
putmethroughandI'
m af
rai
dthatwhatI
f
somethi
nghappenstomyboywhenIam here?.
.
Myphoneint
err
upt
edmef
rom myt
hought
s,i
t
wasAsanda

Me:
Hey
Hi
m:I
sev
ery
thi
ngokay
?
Me:
I'
mfi
ne?
..
.Pl
easecomef
etchme
Hi
m:I
'
llbet
her
ein30mi
nut
est
ime
Me:
ok
Him:Il
oveyouandwhatev
eri
tiswewi
l
ltal
k
abouti
tdon'
tst
resspl
ease
Me:
Ilov
eumor
eandIwi
l
lbef
ine

Af
ter30mi
nut
esSandadi
dcome

Ist
oodupandmygr
ansai
dIshoul
dgocal
lhi
m
soshecanhav
eawordwi
thhi
m
Iwenttohiscarandhegotoutt ooandmetme
hal
fway ,
hehuggedmet ight
lyandkissedmy
for
eheadandstarreddeepwithi
nme
Hi
m:ILov
eYou
Asmil
eescapedmymout
handhesmi
l
edas
wel
l
Him:That
'st
hesweetbeaut
if
ulf
aceIwanna
see
Ibl
ushedev
enmor
eandhi
dmyf
acedeepi
nhi
s
chest
Ipul
l
edof
fandf
rowned
Hi
m:what
'swr
ong
Me:
mygr
annywant
stohav
eawor
dwi
thu
Hi
m:ok
Me:
areunotf
reaki
ngout
?
Hi
m:nahnotreal
l
y,wespendalotoft
ime
t
oget
heratt
hehospit
alandsheli
kesme
If
eltabi
trel
i
eved
Him:thoughImadeherapromisethatIwill
not
i
mpregnateuunti
lufi
nishschoolandIfi
nish
payi
nglobolo
Me:
Real
l
y?
Hi
m:comeshemustbewai
ti
ngf
orus

Wewal
kedi
nhandi
nhandandhegr
eet
edher

Her
:Kany
ogi
veussomespace
Ohhhmywor
dmygr
annyt
hough
Sandasqueezedmyhandandnod

Iwentt
ost
andout
sidewhi
l
epaci
ngar
ound
Hecamebackaf
terawhi
l
eandIcoul
dn'
tread
hi
semoti
ons

Iwentt
oki
ssmygr
annyandpr
omi
sedt
ocome
seehert
omor
row

Wel
eft
Me:
So?
Hi
m:shedidn'
tsaymuchbabe,
ij
usthav
etopay
f
ordamages
Me:
okt
hat
'sbet
ter
Henod
Itoldhim aboutwhatshesai dear l
ieronabout
memov ingbacki nandher efusedr i
ght
there,
het oldmet hathewil
l t
akecar eofme
andev ent akedaysoffwork.Hesai dhewant ed
toseehi slitt
leboygrowri
ghti nfrontofhis
eyesandpr omisedmehewi l
l al
sowakeupat
nighttohel p.
Hesaidhewilldoany t
hingto
changemygr anny'
smind

Wewentt
ohouseofr
ibssi
nceIwashungr
y
Hi
m: babyit
'sFr
idayni
ghtandIwast
hinki
ngI
gooutwithmyboy s
Me:
I'
m comi
ngwi
th
Hechuckl
ed
Hi
m:No
Me:Iam pregnantnotsi
ckSandaandbesi
desI
am notshowingthatmuch
Hi
m:I
'
drat
herwechi
l
landwat
chmov
ies
Me:
what
?..
.uar
eashamedofmeSanda?
Isai
dthatwi
thav
erysadt
one
Hi
m:what
?…Ofcause.
Me:thenl
et'
sgooutandbesidesIam t
ir
edof
si
tt
inginy
ourhouseanddoingnothi
ng
Hi
m:f
inebutwear
enotst
ayi
ngl
ong
Me:
Yasss
Iwasv
eryexci
ted
Ihadjustf i
nisheddressingupandIlooked
smokinghot    , Iwasdressedinmy
sexyti
ghtbl ackdressjustabovethe
knees,
whi chshowedmyy ummyy el
l
ow
cl
evage,iputonmypumpnudeheel sandwore
mylongpl aincaramel cardi
gan.

Ibrushedmyweav eandappl
i
edmynudematt
e
gl
oss...
Ilookedmysel
fonemoreti
meandmy
smallpumpwasexposedout.Idi
dn'
tmi
nd
becauseIlookedsexy

It
ookmypur
seandwal
kedout
ThemomentIapproachedtheki
tchen,
Ifound
Sandapl
ayi
ngwit
hhi sphone
Hest
oppedandl
ookedatme

Hi
m:Nopeno,
hel
lno.
..
Me:
What
?
Hi
m:Kany
ono,
iam sonotl
eav
ing.
West
ayi
ng
Me:
Butwhy
?
Him:Noujustl
ook,
uhhulooksosexyandI
don'
twantni
gga'
sstar
ingatmyproper
ty.
No
ways
Ir
oll
edmyey
es
Me:
Sincewhenar
eut
hisj
eal
ous?
Hi
m:si
ncet
oday
Me:
pleasebabe,
Iwental
loutf
ornot
hing
Isul
ked
Him:fi
nebutknowIwil
lst
rangl
eanyniggawho
t
ouchesy ou,
fl
ir
twit
huorf
uckenlooksatyou.
I
'm notj
okingkany
o
Me:uneedtochi
l
l,I
'
m pr
egnantnoonewant
sa
pr
egnantwomen
Hi
m:uwi
l
lnev
erunder
stand
Hewentt
othegar
age,
ihadt
orunaf
terhi
m

Hewasn'
treal
l
yhappyt
hatIam comi
ngwi
th
Hewill
bestr
ong,
ican'
tbesl
eepi
ngwhi
l
ehe'
s
outt
herehav
ingf
un

Wedr
oveof
f

Wearriv
edatthel ocati
on,
itwasahousepar t
y,
u
coul
dtellbyt
hemanycar soutsi
dethati
t'
s
boomingoutthere,iwassuperexci
tedbecause
i
t'
sbeenawhi leIwentout

Wewenti nsi
dehandinhandandwespot
ted
hi
screw,wewenttothem.Hi
sbestf
ri
end
Makatsopickedmeupthemomenthesawme

Iwasv
eryf
ondofKat
so,
hei
stot
all
ydi
ff
erent
f
rom Sanda,
he'
scalm coolandcoll
ected.He'
s
adoctor
,t
heymetduri
ngv ar
sit
y.Imethimfew
monthsago

Hi
m:Yasssy
ummymummy
Ibl
ushed
Hi
m:Ul
ookbeaut
if
ulKany
o
Me:
ThankYou

Igr
eet
edhi
sot
herf
ri
ends

Ihadl
otsoffuneventhoughSandawasunder
mynoseaskingmeifIwasf i
neever
yminut
e,he
wasn'
tevendri
nki
ngthat'
showuncomfort
able
hewas

Ihadl
otsoff
un,
nodr
amaorany
thi
ng
Wedeci
dedt
ocal
li
tani
ght
,myf
eetwher
e
ki
l
li
ngme
Welef
t,
wewherebusysi
ngingal
ongtoFutur
e
MaskOffwhenmyphonerangandIwasthe
onepl
ayi
ngwithmyphone

Myheartimmediat
elystoppedabi
twhenIsaw
whothecall
erwas.If
eltsweatmaki
ngi
tsway
outal
lovermybodyIbl i
nkedsomanyti
mes

Sandasawmeandt
ookal
ookatt
hecal
l
erI
D
Isawhim shi
ft
inguncomf
ort
abl
ely
,vai
ns
makingt
heirwayout

Hi
m:Answeri
t
Me:
Buti
don'
t..
.
Hi
m:Answeri
tandl
eavei
tonspeaker'
hi
stone
makemystomacht
urnev
enme' andact
nor
mal

Iswal
l
owedhar
dandanswer
ed

Me:
Mil
ton
Hi
m:Imi
ssy
ou
Thatwast
hef
ir
stt
hingcomi
ngouthi
smout
h

IglancedatSandawhoti
ghtenedhi
shandson
thestarr
ingwheelwhi
l
ebreathi
ngoutf
ir
e..
.
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er46

Sorr
yIcoul
dn'tedi
tandthi
ngshavebeenhect
ic
onmyside.
Ithinki
t'
saboutti
methediar
ycome
toanendsoon
ASANDA

Iwassoangr
ywhenhecal
l
edher
Iwasf
umi
ngwi
thanger
Thefactt
hatSthehasbeentracki
nghimtr
ying
tofi
ndhisassandnotbeingabletof
indhi
m
andhereheiscont
acti
ngmywomen
Iwasstar
ti
ngtoaskmysel
fthatwasshe
communicat
ingwi
thhi
m al
lthi
sti
mebehindmy
back?.
..
..

Her
:Mi
l
tony
oucal
l
edt
hist
imet
otel
lmet
hat
?
Hi
m:How'
sourl
i
ttl
eboy
Oknowt
hatanger
edmeev
enmor
e
Her:
It'
snoty
our
sMi l
tonandwhatdour
eal
l
y
wantfr
om meexact
ly?.
..
Hi
m: Youwillf
indoutsoon,
itol
duthatIam st
il
l
gi
vi
ngt haty
oungboyofy our
stimewithubut
whenIcomebackuwi
l
lbeal
lmi
ne
If
oundmy
sel
fchuckl
i
ngl
i
ght
ly
Her:Mi
l
tonpleaseleav
emealoneandst
op
cal
l
ingme,i
am tir
edofucal
l
ingmel i
keuown
me
Hi
m:Il
oveut
hough,
keept
hati
nmi
nd
Hehangup

Ikeptqui
te
Iwasv
eryangr
y,i
coul
dn'
tev
enhi
dei
t
Shehel
dmyhandandbr
ushedi
t
Ij
ustdidn'tl
i
kethef actt
hatshedi
d
communi catewit
hheratsomepointandshe
neverevenbotheredtoletmeknow

Wef
inal
l
yar
ri
ved
Iopenedt
hedoorf
orherandhel
pedherout
Iwentst
rai
ghtt
omyst
udy

Ical
l
edSt
he
Heanswer
edaf
terawhi
l
e
Hi
m:Whatt
hef
uckdouwant
?..
..
It
's00:
55
Me:Wehav
eapr
obl
em andIknowhowwecan
f
indhi
m
Hi
m:I
'
m notf
oll
owi
ng
Me:Thatprickghostisbusywi
thmywomen,i
di
dn'twannageti nv
olvedi
nall
oft
hisbutI
'
m
i
n..
..
He'sreall
ytesti
ngme
Hi
m:Whatdi
dhedo?
Me:Hej ustcall
edhernowt
alki
ngfucki
ng
nonsensethingssayi
nghewil
lrai
seMYSON
Him:He'sfuckendi
srespect
ful,
wewill
tal
k
tomorr
ow.He' shav
ingherfoll
owed,
hecal
led
knowi
ngt hatuarewithher
Me:
Iknowt
hat
'swhyIam i
n,
IthoughtIwasout
oft
hisl
i
febutunf
ort
unat
elyhe'
stast
ingme
Him: Iwi
l
lhel
puman,webot hwanttheman.We
wil
ltalkt
omorr
ow.Cooldown,she'
spregnantu
don'
twantherstr
essi
ng
Me:
Iknow,
Wewi
l
ltal
ktomor
row
Hi
m:Sur
e
Shor
tl
yaf
terIhangupKanyowalkedi
nwearing
myoldov
ersi
zedgreyshi
rtl
ooki
ngreal
lycut
e
Icoul
dn'
tst
ayangr
yather
,howcoul
dIwhenI
l
oveher

Her
:Canupl
easef
oll
owme
Me:
Ist
her
esomet
hingwr
ong?
Her
:Pl
ease!
Il
ookedherst
rai
ghti
ntheey
esandendedup
noddi
ng
Iwentt
othedoorandshesqueezedmyhand
Iki
ssedherneck
Her
:I'
m sor
ryandIl
oveu
Me:
It'
sokayandIl
oveut
oo

ShewalkedoutandIt
houghtwewheregoingto
thebedr
oom butnoIwaswrong,wewentt
o
Themusicroom,shet
oldmet osi
twit
hhernext
tothepi
anoshehassomethingtosay

Shest
art
edplayi
ngt
hebeatofdanger
ousl
yin
l
ovebyBeyonce
Myheartski
ppedabi
tthemomentsheopened
hermouth
Her
:BabyI
'
m sopr
oud,
proudofl
ovi
ngu.
..
..

Shesangherhear
tof
f,shesangt hatsong
st
arr
ingdeepinmyeyes,hereyesspoke
wondersandshemeantev er
ysingleword
comi
ngf
rom hermout
h

Shest
opped

Her:AsandaIl ovey ouandIchosey ou,I

'dnever
doany t
hingt ojeopardi
zeourrelat
ionshi
p.You
meanev er y
thingtomeandIwantoursont o
growupwi thbothherparent
s.Iam sor r
yfor
thatcal
l,Ihaven'tspokenwit
hhi mf ormonths
andIdon' tknowwhynow, Iblockedhis
numbers

Ij
ustkissedher
,hersweetbeaut
if
ulv
oicewas
enoughtowarm myhear t
Ipul
l
edoutaf
terawhi
l
e
Me:
It'
sokay
,I.
..
Thebabyki
ckedasIwasbusybr
ushi
ngher
tummy
Webot
hst
aredherwel
lroundedt
ummy
Shepl
acedherhandsont
opofmi
neandour
boyki
ckedagai
n

Webot
hsmi
l
ed
Me:
Wowbaby
Her
:Thi
sisamazi
ng,
thi
sisasweetmoment
Sheki
ssedmeagai
nandshepul
l
edout
Her
:Il
oveubabyandt
hanky
ouf
ort
his
Shesai
dthatbr
ushi
nghert
ummy
Ismi
l
ed
Me:Nothankuf
orcar
ryi
nghi
m,i
can'
twai
tto
meethi
m
Her
:Met
oobaby

Ist
oodupandpi
ckedherup
Her
:babypl
easedon'
tdr
opus
Me:
Iwi
l
lnev
erev
er

Wefi
nal
lyar
ri
vedandIli
edhergent
lyi
nbed
t
hengoti
nbetweenherl
egs
Me:
Ulooksobeaut
if
ul
Shebl
ushed
Iki
ssedherandshei
mmedi
atel
yresponded
Icur
sedherbeaut
if
ulbodyt
ouchi
nghersof
tl
y
Itookof
fhershi
rtandwentoverherboobi
sand
cuppedherandsl
owlysuckedher
Sof
tmoansescapedhersweetl
i
ps
Iwassoobsessedwit
hhert
winni
esl
atel
y,
they
wher
eabitbigandveryy
ummy
Iwentsuckedherdowntohertummyt hento
herbeauti
ful
yummymuf fi
n,ipl
ayedmytongue
aroundhercl
itandshemoanedoutmyname
l
oudlygiv
ingmemor eenergytosuckher
harder
Her
:SaandaaaahhhI
'
m comi
ngbabyI.
..
Iwentevenmoredeeperandsher
eleased
j
uicesandIsuckedherdr
y
Iwentov
ertoherf
aceandkissedhersoft
ly
whil
emyf i
nger
spl
ayedwit
hherprincess

Shehel
pedt
akeof
fmypant
saswel
lasmy
shi
rt
Ipl
ayedmybigboysl
owlyar
oundhercli
t,
she
hel
dmet i
ght
lywai
ti
ngformetoenter

Isl
owl
yent
ered.
..
..

Thatni
ghtwemadesweetl
ovet
oeachot
her
Whi
sper
ingsweett
hingst
oeachot
her

.
..
..
If
eltsomeoneki
ssi
ngme
Isl
i
ghtlyopenedmyeyesandthereshest
ood
l
ookingverycut
ewit
hherbeauti
fulbl
ueeyes

Her:
Goodmor
ningbabydaddy
,imadeu
br
eakfast
Me:Goodmorni
ngbabymamaandt
hisi
sa
f
ir
st,
uupthi
searl
y?
Sher
oll
edherey
es
Her
:Li
tt
leboyboyi
shungr
y,pl
easemadei
t
qui
ck
Ibabyki
ssedherl
i
ps
Her
:euewwt
hati
ssonast
y
Il
aughed
Me:
usoundsowhi
te
Her
:I'
m eat
ingwi
thoutu
Shesai
dthatget
ti
ngup
Me:
I'
m comi
ng
Iwokeupandwentt
obr
ushmyt
eet
hand
j
oinedher

Ij
ustwal
kedi
ntohi
sst
udy
Weshoul
derbumped

Hepour
edbothofussomewhi
skeyandsat
downopposi
teme

Me:It
ookthenumbersfr
om herphoneand
for
wardedt
hem t
ooneofmyguy sandthe
numbersar
euntr
aceabl
e
Hi
m:He'
sfuckensmar
t
Ir
ubbedmyf
oreheadi
nfr
ust
rat
ion
Hi
m:Idon'
tknowman,
ithi
nki
t'
sti
meIaskt
he
Mexi
canst
ohel
pus
Me:
,Idon'
tknowaboutt
hat
,uknowhowshady
t
heycanget
Hi
m:y
ouar
eri
ght
Me:I'
m backsoIwi
l
lhav
etousemyol
d
connect
ions
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:t
hat
'smor
eli
kei
t

MI
LTON

I
'
vebeenundercov
erf
ormont
hsnow
Iknowsomeofuar easkingyoursel
veswhy
haven'tIdispl
acedmy sel
fasagangst erf
rom
thestart,
whyIkeptitalll
owkey ?
...
.Who
would? .
..
butanotherr
easonbehindallofthi
sis
becauseIdon' twantpeopleknowingmel i
ke
that
,ididn'
twannapaintthatpict
uretomy
famil
yandbusi nessassociates.MyFatheris
thereasonbehindthisli
fe,EversinceIfi
nished
i
nv arsit
yhef or
cedmei ntothiswholelif
e.
Unfortunat
elyther
ewasn' tmor eIcoul
d'vedone
becausehemadesur eIwasn' thir
edany where
aft
ermydegr eeandcutmel oosef oryears,
so
atsomepoi ntIdecidedtowor kforhim.

Ihappenedt obegoodatt hisandwel lIgot

hookedandendedupt aki
ngafterhim.Ihave
beeninMexi cof oramont hnowt aki
ngcareof
somef ewt hi
ngs, unti
lIgotacal l
thatSthei
s
aft
ermecl ai
mi ngI'v
ebeent akinghiscli
ent
s
wit
hwhi chIdi dn'tevenknowt hattheyarehi
s
andnott hatIcare

SoIcamebackt
othecount
ryaweekago
YouseeIhav ev erygoodconnecti
onsanda
ver
ytightprotecti
on.Hewil
lnevertouchmeand
Iam defi
nit
elylookingfor
wardtomeet i
ngup
wi
thhi
m andt
alkt
hist
hrough

WhenIfoundoutt
hathewasworki
ngwit
h
Asandathemanwhohappenstodat
ethe
womanIl ov
edi
dn'
tsitwel
lwi
thi
nme

SoIjustgotoutofmycarandrangthe
i
ntercom inhishouseandawomananswered,
i
tol
dhert hatIwasafri
endofhi
shusbandand
sheallowedmei n

Itookal
ookathishouseandImustsayIwas
veryi
mpressedandhi
ssecuri
tywasver
ymuch
ti
ght
Ismil
edtomy
sel
fal
i
ttl
ecomi
ngt
othi
nkIcame
her
ealone

IgotoutofmycarandIf
oundt
hispr
ett
ylady
st
andi
ngatt
hedoor

Her
:Goodday
Me:
Hel
l
o,howar
eu?
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:Iam good,
iam sur
ehe'
sexpect
ingu
becauseheiswithoneofhi
sfr
iends
Ismi
l
edasIf
oll
owedher

Didshereal
l
yjustopenedformewit
houtaski
ng
fordet
ail
s,
noraski
nghishusband
Iaskedt
hatt
omy
sel
f

ThemomentIwal kedI
nthei
reyespoppedout
andtheybot
hreachedfort
hei
rgunsand
poi
ntedatme
.
..
..
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er47

Mi
niSki
rt

St
he'
sPOV

Shockisanot
herwor
dtodescr
ibewhatj
ust
happened
ForamomentIt
houghtofwi
tchcr
aft
..
bol
oi
Onemi nut
ehe'
saghostnonreachableandthe
nextminut
eher
eheiswalki
ngher el
ikenothi
ng
happened
Whot
hef
ucki
sthi
sguy
?..
.

Mi
l
:Youshootandudi
ewi
thmet
oo
Ichuckl
ed,
mor
eli
kel
aughedoutl
oud
Il
ower
edmygun,
Asandadi
daswel
l
Whathemeantwashehadaboom obv i
ousl
y
st
rappedinhi
scar,
whenagunshotgoes
of
f,t
hiswhol
efuckenbui
l
dinggoesonfi
re

It
ookoneext
ragl
assandpour
edhi
mthe
whiskey

Mi
l
:Iseewebot
hgeteachot
her
Igl
ancedatAsandaandhewasqui
te,
ucoul
d
seethevei
nspoppi
ngout

West
aredateachot
her
,iwant
edhi
mtochi
l
l
Henod

Me:
Suchapl
easantsur
pri
se
Hesmi
l
ed
Mi
l
:Umustbeshockedneh
Me:Notreal
l
y,sobackt
obusi
ness.
Whatdou
want
?..
Mil:
Ididn'
tknowaboutt
hecl
i
ent
sthatt
heyar
e
yours
Me:
Isee
Mi
l:Iwantpeace,
manypeopl
ewi
l
ldi
eifwego
wi
thalloft
his
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
Aft
erudi
srespectmet
hatmuch
Mi
l
:Asabi
gper
son,
l
ikeIsai
dIwantpeace
Me:
Iwantmycl
i
ent
sback
Mi
l
:Notgonnahappen
Me:
Thent
her
e'snopeace
Mil
:UknowIwoul
d'
vegotuki
ll
edaver
yl ong
t
imeagobutcomi
ngtothi
nkofi
tIr
eal
izedthat
Iwaswrongbyt
akingyourcl
i
ent
s.Soagai
nI
wil
lsayi
t,
let
smakepeace
OkIknewt hisfuckerwaswaypowerfulthan
meandIknowhemeansi twhenhesay slet
's
makepeace. ButthenIam st
il
lver
yangrythat
hedisr
espectmet hatmuchtoevendriv
etomy
houseandt hreat
enmeandmyf amil
y.Thati
s
ver
ywr ong
Ismi
l
edathi
m
Me:
Peace
Idi
dn'
tmeani
t,I
'
dnev
ermeani
t
Mil:
Bothofuareexpecti
ngandI
'
dhatebot
h
yourki
dstogr
owupwi t
houtt
hei
rfat
her
s
IsawSandaget
ti
ngev
enmor
eangr
ier
Me:
Thi
sist
imeul
eav
e
Hesmi
l
ed
Hi
m:I
'
m gl
ad.
..
.
Bef
oreIknewi
tAsandast
abbedhi
mint
he
t
highandpunchedhi
mtwi
ce
Hi
m:Getthefuckawayf
rom mywomenandI
meani
t,umadepeacewit
hhim notme.
IfIher
e
t
hatufuckencont
act
edherIswearuwil
lsee
t
hebeastinme
Heki
ckedhi
m onemor
eti
me
Hi
m:Ohhandudon'
tscar
eme

Hel
eft

OkI
'
venev
erseenhi
mthatangr
y
Hewasr eal
l
yfumi ngwit
hangerandItot
all
y
under
stood,
thi
sfuckeri
sdisr
espect
ful
Ical
ledmypeopl
esot
heyt
hrowhi
m outt
ohi
s
car

BOI
KANYO
Iwasbusycooki
ngwhenSandawal
kedi
n
Hedi
dn'
tl
ookwel
latal
l
Iwentov
ert
ohi
m
Me:
What
'swr
ong
Hef
akedasmi
l
e
Hi
m:Ther
e'snot
hingwr
ongbaby
,ar
euf
ine?
Me:Butudon'tlookfi
neandwhat
happened,
ther
ear ebl
oodst
ainsi
nyourshi
rt
Helookedathi
msel
fandpausedf
orsomef
ew
minut
es
Him:Ohhhther
ewassomeaccidentt
hat
happenedi
ntheroadsoIhadt
ohelpthe
peopl
e
Me:
Ohhhhowar
ethey
?
Hi
m:Theyar
efi
ne,
atl
eastt
heyar
ebot
hal
i
ve
Me:
Ohhh
Hi
m: Letmegoshower
,iwi
l
lber
ightbackf
or
di
nner
Heki
ssedmycheekt
henwal
kedout
Idi
dn'
tbeli
eveeverysi
ngl
et hi
ngcomi
ngfrom
hi
smout hbutanywayIfi
nishedwi
thwhatIwas
doi
ngthensetthetabl
e

Hecamebackaf
terawhi
l
eandweat
edi
nner

Me:
Soanynamesony
ourmi
nd
Hi
m:Names?
Hismindwasel
sewher
e,somet
hingwasr
eal
l
y
bother
inghi
m.
Me:
Yesourchampsname
Hi
m:OhhhIwast
hinki
ngAsant
e
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Yousonotf
air
,i
tsal
mostsi
mil
art
oyour
s
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Ofcausei
tshoul
dbe
Me:
Ili
ket
henamet
hough
Hi
m:I
t'
ssuchgoodsweetname
Me:
MhhhhAsant
eAsandaIl
i
kei
t
Hi
m:Ij
usthopeudon'
tchangey
ourmi
nd
Me:
Ihopesot
oo

NextDay

Iwokeupabi
tlat
ejustar
ound10:
30,
iwasv
ery
hungr
y
ItookashowerandgotdressedinmyAdidas
tr
acksui
tsandmyNi kebl
acksneakers,
i
twas
verycol
doutsi
de,
itwasthefi
rstweekofJune

Icombi
nedmyr
oughAf
roandt
iedi
tint
oabun
Itookmysmallbagandpackedever
ythi
ngIwi
ll
needthenwentdownst
air
s,t
herewasanotei
n
thecount
er
Him:GoodMorni
ngBabyMama,ididn'
twanna
wakeuup,i
hopeusleptwel
l
.Iwi
l
l seeuwhenI
comeback.
ILY
Ismi
l
edt
omy
sel
f
Aunt
yNt
ombi
wal
kedi
n
Her
:Goodmor
ning
Me:
Mor
ning
Shecamewi
thmyniceyummybreakf
astandI
dugi
nimmedi
atel
y,
aft
ereat
ing
Iwenttothegar
age,
iwant
edt
ovi
sitKar
abo.
I
missedhersomuch

ItookmycarkeysandasIwasdr
ivi
ngoutt
he
securi
tyst
oppedme
Iwassoir
ri
tat
ed,
theymadeacal
landaf
tera
fewminut
esmyphonerang,
i
twasAsanda

Hi
m:Cakes
Me:
Whyar
etheybl
ocki
ngme?
Hi
m:Ihav
ehi
redsomeonet
odr
iveuany
wher
e
uwant
Me: Whatt
hehel
lAsanda,
whosai
dIwanta
dr
iver?
Him:Cakespl
ease,
iam wor
kingonav ery
danger
ouscaseandIneeduprotect
ed.Pl
ease
It
ookahuf
f
Me:
Okayf
ine
Hi
m:ILov
eYou
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
ILov
eYouToo
AblackSUVRangeRoverdrov
ebyandIt
ook
mybagandtheyopenedformeatt
hebackand
Igoti
n

Igav
ethem t
helocat
ionandwel
eft
,t
her
ewas
anot
heronef
oll
owingbehind

Thi
scasemustbesomet
hingbi
g,i
thoughtt
o
mysel
f

ASANDA

Iwasi
nmyof
fi
cet
hinki
ngoutl
oud
Ij
ustcoul
dn'
tgethi
m of
fmymi
nd

Iknewhewoul dneverhurtherbutagai
n,
you
wil
lneverknow,ucanneverpredi
ctaperson
andIknewv er
ywel l
howdanger ousheis
SoIt
ookmyphoneanddi
aledhi
snumber
s

Ist
oodupandstar
edout
sidet
hebusyhi
ghway
ashisphoner
ang

Hi
m:Whatasur
pri
se
Ichuckl
ed
Me:
DashmymanIneedy
ourhel
p..
.
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er48

BOI
KANYO

Iwokeupinthemi ddleoftheni
ghttopee,
I
wasalsoveryhungryandallIwantedwasKFC
wit
hcream sodaont heside,
iwentdownst
air
s
andt
herewasnothi
ngIcanst
omach,
iwasso
emot
ional
thatt
earscamedown

Iwentbackt
oourbedr
oom andwokeSandaup

Hi
m:mhhh?
Isni
ff
edandshookhi
m agai
n
Hereal
i
zedt
hatIwascr
yingandqui
ckl
ywoke
up
Hi
m:What
?..
.Wher
edoesi
thur
t?.
..
Isi
tti
me?
..
Oknowt
hatmademel
augh
Me:
it'
sst
il
lear
ly
Hi
m:t
henwhyar
eucr
ying?
Me:
becauseAsanteismaki
ngt
hingsdi
ff
icul
t
f
orme,
imeanrightnowhewant
ssomething
Hef
rowned
Hi
m:Spi
l
litout
Me:KFCbabe,
ij
ustdon'
tknowwhat
'
swi
thhi
m
andKFC
Hi
m:ohhhmywor
dKany
o
Hecheckedt
het
ime
Hi
m:i
ts03:
30i
nthemor
ning
Me:
Idon'
tmi
nddr
ivi
ngt
her
emy
sel
f
Him:Iam sobuy
inguabar
rel
andubet
ter
f
ini
shallofi
t
Me:
thati
sunf
airSanda
Hi
m:ubet
ternotl
ett
hoset
ear
sdown
Iswal
l
owedt
hel
ump
Hi
m:Iam comi
ng
Ismi
l
ed
Him:forr
ealt
houghIam def
ini
tel
ybuyi
ngua
barr
el,
uwil
leatt
hosepi
eceseveryni
ght
Il
ookeddownandmumbl
ed'
j
ustgoal
ready'
Hel
eft

Hecamebackaf t
er30minut
esandhe
ser
iousl
yboughtabar
rel
Ii
mmedi
atel
ylaughedoutl
oudwhenhewal
ked
i
t
Hi
m:Kany
oonepi
eceev
eryni
ght
Me:
buti
twi
l
lgetr
ott
en
Him:
Idi
dmypart,
don'
twakemeupi
nthenext
comi
ng12ni
ght
s
Me:
canuatl
eastcomeeatwi
thme
Hi
m:I
'
m onadi
et
If
rowned
Hi
m:okok

Weat
eourl
ovel
yfood
Iev
enat
e4pi
eces
Nextday

Iwasbusyprepar
inglunchwhi
l
eASANDAwas
busyi
nhisstudy,
workhasbeenkeepi
nghi
m
busyl
atel
yandItotal
l
yunderst
and
Karabowasv isi
ti
ngmet oday,ineeded
someonetocheermeup. Stayi
ngi ndoorsand
donothi
ngcanbedr ai
ningpluswi thSanda's
caseinhand,hedidn'
treal
lyli
kemegoi ngout
soIwasst uckinthehousecooki ngev er
ythi
ng
andanythi
ng

Ihadjustf
inishedbat
hingdressedinNike
l
eggingsandal ongshir
twithalightJer
sey,
i
t
wascoldoutsidebutthankstotheaircorni
n
thehouse,
ithelpedal
ot

Ther
ewasacal
lfr
om t
hesecur
it
ysay
ing
someonei sher etoseeme,itoldthem tolether
i
n,shestil
lhast ogothroughthesecur i
tyatthe
gate.
SoIdeci dedtomaket hingseasierand
waitforherinsteadofthem searchi
ngher

Iwentout
side
Geezi
twassocol
d,i
evenr
egr
ett
edgoi
ngout
Ifoundheratt
hegat
eandIt
oldt
heguy
stol
et
herin

Wehugged
Her
:Ohhhmygod,
l
ookaty
ou
Ismi
l
ed
Her
:Pr
egnancyi
sreal
l
ydoi
ngt
hingst
oyou
Me:
Ulookgoodaswel
l
Her
:thanky
oubabe
Wewal kedi
nsi
deandbeganwi
thourcr
azy
gossi
pandcatchi
ngup

Asandacameandgr
eet
edKar
i
Him:BabeI
'
m expect
ingsomeone,
tel
lthe
secur
it
ytol
ethi
mi nwhentheycal
l
Me:
Ok
Hewal
kedout
Kari
:Geezhegetscuterandcut
erev
eryt
imeI
seehim,doesheeverage?
Il
aughed
Me:
He'
snott
hatol
dhao
Thesecuri
tycall
edandIt
oldt
hem t
olethi
min
andi
nformedt heot
herst
oo
Af
terawhi
l
ether
ewasaknock

Ist
oodupandopenedf
orhi
m andt
her
est
ood
averyhandsomemanwit
hani
cel
yshaped
bear
dwear i
ngagr
eybeani
e
Me:
Uhhm hi
Hesmi
l
edandnod
Me:
Uhhm comei
n
Hi
m:ThankYou
Hehadahorsevoiceandheseemedso
i
nti
midat
ingandverysexyati
t
Isnappedoutofi
t
Me:
Uhhm Iwi
l
lshowy
out
hest
udy

WepassedKarabowhoseemedcaughtupat
hi
slooksaswellandwentt
oSanda'
sstudy

Il
eftbot
hthem

Iwentbackt
oKar
abo
Her
:Ohhhmywor
dwhoset
hat
?
Me:
Uhhm Idon'
tknowhedi
dn'
tsaymuch
Her
:He'
ssohandsomeandmar
ri
ed
Me:
He'
smar
ri
ed
Her
:Isawaweddingbend,what'
swithy
our
manandhandsomemar r
iedf
riends?
Il
aughed

ASANDA

Me:
Bongamyman
Weshoul
derbumped
Hi
m:Longt
ime
Me:
It'
sbeeny
ear
s,i
nev
ert
houghty
ou'
dcome
Hi
m:Ioweuoneandi
tsoundedper
sonal
Me:
Yesi
tdoes
Inarr
atedthest
oryt
ohi
m andhel
i
stened
att
enti
vely
Thi
ngisIoncedi
dsomethingforhimthat
hel
pedhim al
otandIt
rustandbeli
evethathe
mayhelpmeinthecur
rentsi
tuati
onIam faci
ng

Him:Ihatethatheisdi
srespectf
ul andhe's
undermini
ngy ou.
ImeanIwoul dkil
l afl
yifever
someonecomesnearmywomensoIt otal
ly
underst
andy ourr
age,
igetit
.Iwil
llookintohim
fi
rst
andwewi
l
ltakei
tfr
om t
her
e
Iam def
ini
tel
ynotl
ett
ingt
hisonego,
he'
sa
pri
ck

Ismi
l
ed
Mi
l
ton

Iwasinmyhousebusydr
inki
ngwhi
skey
thi
nki
ngoutv
eryhar
d
AsandaAsandaAsanda
Letmet
ell
u,Iwaswi
l
li
ngt
oletal
loft
hisgo
Iwaswill
i
ngtoletKany
ogobecausei
real
i
sed
thatweareput
ti
ngherint
hemiddl
e
Ireal
izedt
hattherewasnoneedtofightbut
thi
ngschangedthemomenthest abbedmeand
toldmestrai
ghtinthef
acethathe'
snotscared
ofme
Imightaswellf
ightf
ort
hewomenIl
oveandf
ix
thi
ngsbetweenusandstar
tov
er
Hemademet
hisway
I
fitmeansmespi l
l
ingbl
oodthensobeit
becauseIcan'
tl
etsomeonedisr
espectmel
i
ke
that
Whil
et hi
nki
ngofapl
anIsawsomeone
st
andingnextt
ome,il
i
ftedmyey
esandther
e
hestoodBONGANE

Him:YouknowIwasdoubt i
ngwhent heysai
d
Mil
ton,
ithoughttheywheretal
kingabout
someoneelse.Thisi
sveryunli
keu
Me:
Don'
tgeti
nvol
vedi
nthi
smessman
Hesatdownnextt
ome
Hi
m: Youmesswit
hhi
mIt
sthesamet
hingas
messingwi
thhi
m
Ichuckl
ed
Him:youknowther
ulesman,
nev
ergof
or
anot
herman'swomen
Me:
Imetherwaybef
orehi
m
Him:buthe'
swi
thhernow,
she'
spr
egnantand
helovesher
Me:
Wel
lIl
ovehert
o
Hi
m: LookMil
tony
ouknowthi
sendswi
thbad
bl
ood,l
eavet
hemanandhiswomenal
one
Me:
sohesenty
ouher
e?
Hel
aughed
Him:Hedoesn'
tevenknowthatI
'
m here,
iam
aski
nguforthel
astti
me.Leav
ethem al
one
Me:
Hef
uckendi
srespectme
Hi
m:Thesamewayuf
uckendi
srespect
edhi
m
Hewasget
ti
ngangr
ysohest
oodup
Him:Youcomenearhi
m anddi
stur
bthei
r
peaceyoudot
hesamet ome
Ikeptqui
te
Hi
m:I
'
m notjoking,
ki
ll
him andIwil
lmakey
our
l
if
eal
ivi
nghell
.Youwilll
ooseever
ythi
ng

Het
henwal
kedout
Idon'
tthi
nkIam readytoloseheragai
n,Ijust
wannamaket hi
ngsrightbetweenus.
Isthat
sel
fi
shofme? 
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er49

BOI
KANYO

5mont
hspassed
I
twasNov
ember
Thi
ngsbetweenSandaandIhav ebeenso
amazing,
hehasstoppedworki
ngtoomuchand
hasbeenther
eforAsanteandI
Lastmonththeydrovet
oLimpopowit
hhi
s
uncl
eandtheywentt ofet
chhi
sdadin
Mokopane,
theydrovetomygrandmot
her
's
houseandpayedfordamages
Atleastaftert
hatmygr ansaidi
t'
sokayIl
iv
e
withhimf ornow,f
orthechil
d'
ssake.
Shemade
i
tcleartohi mthatwearenotall
owedtoli
ve
togetherunti
lwegetmar ri
ed
Thethoughtaloneofmarri
agescaredme,idon't
thi
nkIam readyforsuchahugestep.YesIlov
e
him,
alotevenandi seeusgett
ingmar r
ied
somedaybutnotnow, t
her
e'ssti
l
lalotforme
toaccompli
sh

Iwokeupabi
tear
li
er,
iwentt
opee
Il
ookedmy
sel
fint
hemi
rr
orandIwasv
ery
huge
Iam dewi n2weekst
imeandIcouldn'
twait,
i
wassot i
redandIwasver
yscar
edaswel l
.I
meant hebabyi
salit
tl
ebi
tbi
gsot hatreal
lygot
methinking

Wehadboughtev
ery
thi
ngf
orourl
i
ttl
eboy
Thenur
serywasalreadyreadyanditlooked
real
l
ybeaut
iful
,
weboughtmanycl othesf orhi
m
andaswellastheotheri
mpor t
antstuff

Asandawasst
il
lsl
eepi
ng
Hewasworki
ngf
rom home,
hesai
dhewant
ed
t
obether
ewhenthet
imecomes

Todayhisf
ri
endswher
ecomi
ngov
er,
wewher
e
thr
owingali
tt
lebr
aai

Itookmybat
h,i
fIwasn'
tpregnantIwoul
dbe
taki
ngaqui
ckshowerbecauseIwaslazyof
bathi
ng
Iwasn'
tal
l
owedt
otakeashowersi
ncei
twasn'
t
saf
eforme

Iwasdoneaf
terawhi
l
eandIgotdr
essedi
nmy
shor
twhi
tel
oosemaxi
dressandmysl
eeper
s
Wewheresleepi
ngi
ntheguestr
oom
downst
air
s,i
coul
dn'
thandl
ethestai
rsany
mor
e

Nthabiwasheret
ohelpme,
oneofourhel
per
s
andIfoundhercl
eani
ng
Me:
Mor
ning
Her
:Mor
ning,
youl
ookt
ir
ed
Me:
Iam j
ustl
azy
Her:
Sitdownabi
t,
iwi
l
lmakeusomet
hingt
o
eat
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
thanky
ou,
uar
esuchal
i
fesav
er
Shel
aughed
Her
:Iknowuar
einsepar
abl
ewi
thf
ood
Me:
Youknowme
Her
:anycr
avi
ngs?
Me:
Ifeel
li
keabur
ger
Her
:ok
Me:
letmef
ini
shwher
eul
eft

ShewenttomakemefoodandIcont
inuedwi
th
dust
ingar
ound,
Sandawal
kedi
n
Hegav
emeawei
rdl
ook

Me:
What
?
Hi
m:whatar
eudoi
ng?
Me:
cleani
ng
Hi
m:don'
twehav
epeopl
efort
hat
?
Me:
wehav
ingguest
stodayAsanda
Hi
m: YouknowhowIf
eel
aboutudoi
ng
t
hose,comesi
t
Ir
oll
edmyey
eswesatdown
Heki
ssedmyf
orehead
Hi
m:How'
smybaby
Me:
He'
sfi
neandhungr
y
Hi
m:t
henwhydon'
tIeatwoman?
Me:Sandauneedt
ost
opt
reat
ingmel
i
kea
chi
l
d
Nt
habi
wal kedinwithmyburgerandsheal
so
madef
ries,
theylookedsogood
Hi
m:t
hisl
ooksni
ce
Nt
habi
:Ial
somadesomef
ory
ou
Hi
m:pl
easebr
ingt
hem

Weat
eourf
ood
Af
tereat
inghelef
tandwentt
othemal
lwhi
l
eI
st
art
edwi t
hthecooki
ng

Kar
aboandRenel
atercamet
ohel
p
Hecamebackwi
thal
otofal
cohol
andmeat
ThabangandMxoli
sicameandtheyst
art
ed
wit
hthemeat,
iwassot i
redbyt
hetimewe
wheredonewi
ththecooking

Sandacamet
omeandt
oldmet
ogoand
fr
eshenupwi
thhi
m
Wetookashowert ogetherwhilehewasslowl
y
bat
hingme,i
twasv erycutethough,
hewipedme
andwebothwentt othebedroom ,heki
ssedme
andIki
ssedhim back.Hepulledoutaf
tera
whil
e
Hi
m:Il
ovey
ousomuch
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Ilov
eyout
oobabe
Heki
ssedmeonemor
eti
me
Hi
m:Iboughtusomet
hingt
owear
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Real
l
y?
Hi
m:Yeah
Hewenttohi
sdrawer
sandcamebackwit
hthi
s
beaut
if
ull
ongst
ri
peddress,
i
twasbl
ueand
whit
e

Hehel
pmegetdr
essed
I
twasev
enmor
ebeaut
if
uli
nme
I
twast
ightandf
itv
erywel
li
nmyhugebr
east
s
I
tshowedmybeaut
if
ulbi
gtummysowell
not
f
orget
ti
ngt
hehugeopeni
ngatt
heback

Me:
Wowbabe
Hi
m:Youl
i
kei
t
Me:
Ilov
eit
,iki
ssedhi
m..
.ThankYousomuch
Hewaswear i
ngjeansandal
i
ghtbl
ueguess
shi
rtandsneaker
s
Me:
Wel
ookcut
e
Hel
aughed
Hi
m:Cut
e?
Me:
Yesandbeaut
if
ul
If
ixedmyfaceonel
astt
imewhi
l
ehewasbusy
wi
thhisphone
Me:
Let
sgoIam r
eady
Hi
m:wai
t
Iwai
tedf
orwhatev
erhewasdoi
ngwhil
eIt
idy
upar
ound,
aft
er15minut
eshewasdone

He:
Let
'sgo
Heki
ssedmyneckandwewal
kedout
Me:
Whyi
sitqui
teal
lofasudden?
Hi
m:may
beev
ery
onei
sout
side
Whil
eweapproachedt
hesi
tt
ingr
oom andI
hear
dsur
pri
sed
Myhear
tst
oppedf
oramoment
Ihel
dmybeati
nghear
twhi
l
eshockwr
it
tenal
l
overmyf
ace
How?
..
.When?
..
.Soqui
ckl
y
Ev
ery
onel
aughed
Me:
WOW!
!!
THEYLAUGHEDEVENMORE

Thesit
ti
ngroom wasdecor at
edinbl
ue,
ilov
ed
howsimpleitlookedandther
ewasahugebl ue
chai
randabi gnicepost
ernextt
oitwri
tt
en
MotherToBe
Ther
ewasal soasmal
ltabl
ewi
thani
ce
medium cake
I
twasbabyf
eetcake,
bl
ueandwhi
tei
ncol
our
wri
tt
en'
It
'
sABoy '
Nextt
othet
abl
e,
wher
esomanypr
esent
s
Me:WowIcan'
tbel
i
eveInev
ernot
icedt
his
bef
ore
Isai
dthataswewher
ebusydi
shi
ngupf
or
ever
yone
Theyl
aughed
Kar
i:Wear
egoodact
or'
sneh?
Me:
Youdeser
veanOscar
Kar
i:Lov
ethedr
ess?
Il
aughed
Me:
Iknewi
t,
Sandapi
cki
ngsuchbeaut
if
uldr
ess?
Shel
aughed
Her
:I'
m gl
adul
i
kei
t
Me:
ThankYouf
orev
ery
thi
ng
Her
:It
'sokaybabe

Si
ndi
wal
kedi
n
Shecameandhuggedme

Thewayshewasf
ri
endl
yitscar
edmeabi
t

Her
:Sohowhaveubeen?.
..
Imeani
t'
sbeena
whi
lesi
ncewe'
veseenu
Me:I
'm doi
nggoodandwel
lIwi
l
lcomev
isi
tso
ucanseethebaby
Her
:thatwoul
dbecool
Me:
letmedi
shupf
oru
Her
:Don'
tdi
shoutt
oomuch,
I'
m onadi
et
Il
ookedatherandshelookedv
erygood,
her
bodywaswellshapedandshehadagood
boot
y,shewasevenglowi
ng
Me:Okwai
tIknowwedon'
ttal
kmuchbut
whoset
heguy?
Shebl
ushed
Me:
Shutup!
..
..
Youar
einl
ove
Shel
aughedwhi
l
elooki
ngdown
Her
:Rememberwhenwemetatt
hatpar
ty?
Me:
uh-
huh?
Her:
Imethi
mther
e,i
ignoredhi
m atf
ir
stbutat
somepoi
ntwemetagain.
HisnameisRadzi
lani
Iwentt
ohugher
Me:
Gir
lI'
m sohappyf
oru
Asandawal
kedi
nonus
Ist
eppedbackandwentt
ohi
m
Heki
ssedmyneck
Hi
m:whatar
euguy
supt
o?
Me:
Justcat
chi
ngupwi
thSi
ndi
Hi
m:mhhh
Si
ndi:
LookKanyoI'
m sorr
yforever
ythingI
'v
e
donetou,
iknowIhaven'
tbeengoodt oyouthi
s
pastf
ewyearsandIwantustostartonanew
sl
ate
Me:
Itsf
ineal
li
sfor
giv
en
Her:
Thankyou,
i
nt hatcaseIwanttotel
lu
somethi
ngandpleasedon'tf
reakout
Shesai
dthatl
ookingatAsandawhosuddenl
y
becamesotense
Her:I
'm notdoi
ngthi
sbecauseIwantt
orui
n
thi
ngs,
iam doingt
hisbecausel
i
keIsai
dIwant
ustostartonanewslate
Hi
m:She'
spr
egnantf
orheav
en'
ssake
Shel
ookeddown
Me:
nogoonSi
ndi
Isai
dthatl
ooki
ngathi
m
Shet
ookdeepbr
eat
h
It
hinkIknewwhatIwasaboutt
ohear
Il
ookedSandast
rai
ghti
ntheey
eswhi
l
eSi
ndi
st
art
edtal
king
Her:
Ioncesl
eptwit
hAsandabuti
twasav er
y
l
ongtimeago,
isweari
tdi
dn'
tmeananyt
hing
Kanyo
I
'
m nother
etocauset
roubl
esI.
..
..
Ikeptlooki
ngathi
m andhi
sey
esconf
ir
med
every
thing
If
eltahugel
umpi
nmyt
hroatbutIswal
l
owedi
t
Hi
m:Cakesi
t'
s.
..
It
urnedandf
acedSi
ndi
Me:I
'
m gl
adutol
dme,
atl
eastuhadgut
sto
comecl
ean.
Her
:Justdon'
tbeupset
Inod
Asandawasst
andi
ngt
her
est
ari
ngatme

Thedaywenton
Icoul
dn'
tsul
k,
icoul
dn'
tl
eav
eal
lthi
speopl
e
al
one
Theycameheref
orme,yesIwashurt,
iwanted
tocr
yandleti
tal
loutbutIcoul
dn'
tandIdidn'
t
wannastr
essmybaby

Iwasn'tangr
yathim,iwant
edtobeangrybutI
coul
dn't,
iwasjustdi
sappoi
ntedt
hathedidn'
t
havethegutstotell
me

Lat
eron

Iwast
ir
ed,
al
lIwant
edwast
osl
eep
ThewayIwasti
redIf
eltl
i
kecr
yingandmyl
egs
wher
everyswol
l
en
Ihav
ebeenavoi
dingAsanda,
hel
eftt
odr
opone
ofhi
sfr
iendof
f

Iwentupst
air
s,i
want
edmymassagi
ngoi
l
Mylegswhereabi
tpainf
ulsoIhadt
orubt
hem
of
fsotheycanbeabitbett
er
Icoul
dn'twai
tforAsanda,
iwant
edtosleepand
wewillsol
vethi
sissueint
hemor ni
ng

Ihear
dsomeonewal
ki
ngupt
hest
air
s
Me:Asandapl
easecomehel
pmewi
tht
his
t
hings
ThewayIwasannoy
edIev
encal
l
edhi
m wi
th
hi
sful
lname

Hedi
dn'
tanswer
,hewal
kedi
nandIl
ookedup
I
twasaguycov
eredwi
thamusk
Myhear
tst
art
edbeat
ing

Me:
wh.
..
whoar
eyou?
Hecamecl
osert
omeasIwal
kedback
HecaughtmeandIst
art
edscr
eami
ng
Hrcov
eredmymout
h

Hepickedmeupwhi
l
eIwaski
cki
ngt
ryi
ngt
o
scr
eam forhel
p

Hestoopnextt
othestai
rswhi
l
ehepi
ckedme
i
ntheairasIwasfaci
ngdown
Me:
please,
pleasedon'
tdot
his
Tear
swer
ecomi
ngout
Hesai
dnothi
ngthenletgoofmeandIhi
tso
har
donthefl
oorwit
hmyhead

If
eltbl
oodal
lov
erme
Mybodyf
eltnumb

Andev
ery
thi
ngwentbl
ank
[
03/
07,
08:
18]Ron:
CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er50

ASANDA

Iwasdr
ivi
nghomef
rom dr
oppi
ngof
fNat
hi
Hewasinv
olvedinanacci
dentf
ewweeksback
andhasabrokenleg
Hedoesn'
tl
iv
efarf
rom mycompl
ex

Iwasthi
nki
ngabouther
,Iwasabi
taf
rai
dto
faceher
She'
sbeenav oi
dingmethewholeday
,AndI
coul
dtellt
hatshewashurt.
Idi
dn'
twanttohur
t
herhenceIchosenott
osayat hi
ng

Iar
ri
vedanddeci
dedt
osmokef
ir
stsoIcan
cal
m myner
ves,
aft
ersmoki
ngIwenti
nsi
de

ThemomentIwal kedinmywholebodyj
ust
shutdown,ist
oodther
etry
ingt
omov ebutmy
bodyjustwentnumb

Af
teraf
ewmi
nut
esIgai
nedmy
sel
f

OhhhNo,
Lor
dno
Icheckedherpul
seandi
twast
her
e,abi
t
str
onger

It
ri
edwaki
ngherupbutshewasn'
tmov
ing
Ther
ewassomuchbl
oodev
ery
wher
e
Lor
dno

Ipi
ckedherupwhi
l
eIwasshaki
ng
uncont
rol
l
abl
y
Ispedof
ftot
hehospi
tal

Lor
dpleasesav
ebot
hoft
hem f
orme
pl
ease

Iarr
ivedandIpi
ckedherupandr
anasf
astasI
coul
di nsi
de

Hel
p..
..shewon'
tst
opbl
eedi
ng
Anur
serantomeandcal
l
edoutothernur
ses
andt
heycamebackwi
thast
ret
cher

Ir
anwi
tht
hem,
oneoft
henur
sesst
oppedme

Her:Si
rcal
m downandt
ell
mewhatexact
ly
happened?
Me:
I'
IIdon'
tknow,
ther
ewassomuchbl
ood
Shet
ookasi
gh
Her:
Pleasesitdown,
iwi
l
lbr
ingusomet
hingt
o
dr
inkcalm down
Shewal
kedaway
Myheartwassobroken,
Ionlylef
tforl
i
ke15
mi
nutes,
only15f
uckenmi nut
es

If
ail
edher
,if
ail
edbot
hoft
hem 

Itookanotherhuf
fandwi
pedt
hesweati
nmy
forehead
Myshi
rtandpanswher
eful
lbl
oodbutIdi
dn'
t
car
e
Al
lIwant
edt
ohearwast
hatcakeswi
l
lbef
ine

It
ookmyphoneandmadeaf
ewcal
l
s
Af
terawhi
l
eKat
socame
Me: I
'
vebeenwaiti
nghearf
oranhourandI
haven'
thear
dshitfr
om t
hem,whatt
hefucki
s
taki
ngthem t
hisl
ong
Hi
m:Cal
m down,
j
ustcal
m down
Me:Youknowhowt hi
sthi
ngswor
k,whyar
e
t
heytaki
ngthi
slong?
Het
ookahuf
f
Hi
m:Iuhhm Ij
ustdon'
tknow,
whathappened?
WhileIwasabouttot
alkmysist
erandher
husbandcame,she'
stheonl
ypersonthat
knowshowt ocal
m medown.She'sal
way s
ther
eforme
Shehuggedmer
eal
l
yti
ght
Her
:it
'sgonnabeokay
Inod,
shehasl
ostsomuchwei
ght
Me:
Howhav
eubeen?
Her:I
'
mf i
nedon'
tworr
y,canwej
ustpr
ay.
We
needtopr
ayforbot
hofthem
Inod
Mysist
eri
sver
yrel
i
gious,
she'
sapr
ayi
ng
war
ri
or
Shealwaysl
ight
enst her
oom wi
ththewordof
thel
ord.
IknowI'm notmuchofabeli
everbut
someti
mespr ay
erdoesmakemebeatease

Weal l
hel
dhandsandshebeganpr ayi
ng,whil
e
pray
ingIf
eltsomeonejoi
ningusandIslight
ly
openedmyey esanditwasThabang.
Aftershe
wasdoneweal lsai
damen

It
ookahuf
f

Weal
lsatdowni
nsi
l
ence
Bongacameaswel
l

Wewentt
ospeakont
hesi
de

Hi
m:Howar
euf
eel
i
ng
Ishr
uggedmyshoul
der
s
Het
ookahuf
fandr
ubbedhi
sfor
ehead
Hi
m:Whathappened?
Il
eftfor15minutesandwhenIcamebackshe
wasont hefl
oor.
Imeanshestoppedgoi
ng
upstai
rscl
aimingthatt
hest
air
saremakingher
musclesti
red
Ij
ustdon'
tknow
Hi
m:Shemusthav
esl
i
pped
It
houghtf
orawhi
l
e
Me:
OhhhShi
t 
Hi
m:What
?
Me:
Someonedi
dthi
s

Ipunchedt
hedoorsohar
dthatt
hewood
cracked

Hi
m:Manuneedt
ocal
m down
Me: Thepersonpushedherfr
om t
he
balcony,
shewasn'tnextt
othest
air
s.They
fuckenpushedher
OhhhGod..
.Whywoul
dahumanwhohasa
hear
tbethatcr
uel
.What
swr
ongwit
hhumans

Whodoest
hat
?..
..


Hi
m:Iwi
l
lgeti
ntoi
t,
al
luneedt
odoi
sfocuson
t
hem
Me:
Ineedtofi
ndt
heper
son,
iwi
l
ldeal
wit
h
t
hem per
sonal
l
y
Hi
m:Yesuwi
l
lbutnowt
heyneedy
ou

Thedoct
orappr
oachedus

Myhear
tst
art
edbeat
ingr
eal
har
d
Mybr
eat
hingchanged,
icoul
dn'
tbr
eat
h
Ifel
tmysi
sterhol
dingmyhandreal
tightandu
coul
dseehowscaredshealsowas

Doc:
Uhhm canIspeakt
ooneoft
hef
ami
l
y
members
Me:
it'
sme,
iam t
hef
ather
Henod,
icoul
dn'
tev
enr
eadhi
sface

Wewal
kedabi
tfarf
rom t
hem

Het
ookahuf
f
Icoul
dfeel
sweatescapi
ngev
erypar
tofmy
body
Him:Yourboyi
sali
veandhealt
hy,
hei
swell
devel
opedandthemotherwasver
yst
rongf
or
hi
m
Itookahuf fbutagai
nathoughthi
tme
hard,whataboutKanyo?
..
..He'
snotsay
ing
anythingabouther
Me:
DoctorwhataboutBoi
kany
o?.
..
Whatabout
t
hemother?
..
.
Hekeptqui
te
OhhhGodno
Him: cal
m down,
shelostal
otofblood,
ther
eare
brokenbonesaswell,
sheal
socrackedherskul
l
becauseitseemsli
keshehithar
dwi t
hherhead
Me:
Issheal
i
ve?
Hi
m: Yesbutonl
if
esuppor
t,
honest
lyIdon'
t
t
hinkshewil
lmakeit
.
Me:
Shewi
l
lmakei
tshe'
sst
rongIknowi
t
Him: Ihopesobutletmewarnu,i
nt hi
s
sit
uationsi
tusual
lytakesmonthsorevenyear
s
forthepati
ent'
stowakeup.Butit
'sgoodto
havehope, mi
racl
esdohappen
Ikeptqui
te
Me:
CanIseeher
?
Hi
m:nonoty
etbutucanseey
ourl
i
ttl
eboy
Me:
Not
hanks
Hi
m:Butsi
ry.
..
.
Me:
Makesur
eudoev
ery
thi
ngt
osav
eher

Iwal
kedaway
Mysi
stert
ri
edhol
dingmebutIst
oppedher
Me:
Pleaset
akecar
eofl
i
ttl
eAsant
efornow
Her
:Pl
easedon'
tdot
his
Me:
Iwi
l
lbebackwhenI
'
mready
Iwal
kedaway

OWAMI

I
thasbeenamont
hsi
nceAsandadi
sappear
ed
Si
gh
Nothi
ngchangedregardi
ngBoi
kany
o's
condi
tion,
shehasbeeninacoma,
shecan'
t
breat
honherownl etal
onemove
Thingshav ebeendrai
ningonmysideandthe
factthatIhavebeensicklat
elyr
egar
dingt
he
cancer,i
thast akeni
tstal
lonme

OhBabyAsant
e  hasbeenav
ery
goodboy
Oneofthepeacef
ulbaby'
sI'
veeverseen,
Hei
sa
sweet
heart
,hehar
dlycr
iesunl
esswhenhe
want
sfoodandohhhhowbeaut
if
ult
his
munchki
nwas
Helookedsomuchl
i
kehi
spar
ent
s,especi
all
y
hi
sfather

Mom hasmov edinAsanda'shouse,

shehas
beentaki
ngcareofthebabyandIam alwaysat
thehouseaswell
.Boikany
o'sgr
annytodoes
visi
t
Closefr
iendshavebeent her
eforusandal so
Bongane'swif
e,she'ssuchasweet.His
husbandaswel lhasbeenthereanditseems
l
ikeheknowswher eAsandaisbutallhe'
s
sayingi
swegi vehimt i
met ostomachital
l

Onlyali
mit
edpeopl
eactual
l
yfamil
ywas
al
lowedint
hehouse,
Asandamadesuret
hathe
i
ncreasedt
hesecur
it
ybefor
eweleft
Kany
o'swar
dtoohasbeenpr
otect
ed
Noonebutf
ami
l
yisal
l
owed,
notev
enher
f
ri
ends

Ihonest
lydon'tknowwhereAsandaisandi t'
s
verydr
aini
ng.Iknowmyli
ttl
ebrotherandIknew
verywel
l t
hatheisblami
nghimself.
Ijustdon'
t
know

Hi
ssonandBoi
kany
oneedhi
m 
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weenTheTwo
Chapt
er51

*
SeasonFi
nal
e*

Mi
l
ton
Ear
li
eron.
..

Iwasv er
ysur
pri
sedwhenAsandaandBongane
standi
nginmyoffi
cewi
thl
oadedgunspoint
ed
atme

Me:
Whati
sgoi
ngonher
e?
Bonganelower
edhi
sgunandr
ubbedhi
s
for
ehead
Hi
m:Hedi
dn'
tdoi
t
Asa:
Howdouknow?
Hi
m:l
ookathowsur
pri
sedhei
s
Me:
YousaidIshoul
dbackof
fandIdi
d,
sowhat
t
hefucki
sgoi
ngon

Asandaloweredhi
sgunandwal
kedoutwhi
l
e
cur
singunderthebr
eat
h
Me:
What
'swr
ongwi
thhi
m?
Bonga:
Someoneat
tackedBoi
kany
o
Myhear
tst
oppedf
oramoment
Him:She'
sinaver
ycr
iti
cal
stat
eint
hehospi
tal
butatl
eastt
hebabyi
shealt
hy
Ij
ustdi
dn'
tknowwhatt
osay
Hi
m:Someonepushedherf
rom t
hebal
conyi
n
hi
shouse
Ihel
dmyheadi
nfr
ust
rat
ion
Me:hewassupposet
ofuckenpr
otect
t
hem,WHATTHEFUCK? .
..
.
Bongar
aisedhi
sey
ebr
ow
Me:Heknowsver
ywel
labouthi
sli
fest
yle,
why
di
dn'
theprot
ectt
hem?
Hi
m:udor
eal
l
ylov
eher
..
.WOW
Ikeptqui
te
Me:
anyl
eads?
Him:Ther
e'snoonewecanthi
nkof
,ij
ustdon'
t
geti
t.
Whowoul dwantt
oki
ll
her
Me:
Uhhm Iwi
l
lal
sohel
pyou
Hi
m:Idon'
tthi
nkAsandawi
l
lagr
ee
Me:
Idon'
tcar
e,I
'
m notdoi
ngi
tforhi
m
Heraisedhi
shandsi
nsur
renderandst
art
ed
wal
kingout
Me:
Wai
t,
issheawakeori
njur
ed?
Hi
m:She'
sinacomaandi
t'
snotl
ooki
nggood
Inod
Him: Don'
tdoanythi
ngstupid,
i
fuf
indt
he
person.Br
inghi
m str
aightt
ome
Me:
Sur
e

Iwasonmywayt othehospi
tal
aweekaf
ter
AsandaandBonganevi
sit
edme
IaskedBonganet
otalkt
othesecuri
tyforme
andheagreedaft
ersomuchconvinci
ngtodo

Iwaspr
ett
yimpr
essedwi
tht
hesecur
it
yforher
Theyl
etmeinherfl
oor
,t
heybookedthewhol
e
fl
oorf
orher
.If
oundanursebusyfi
xi
ngher
pi
ll
ow

Ther ewheresomanymachi nesandpi pes

strappedalloverherbody.If
eltmyhear t
break.Shelookedsopail,
tearsjustcame
out.Youcouldseet her
ewasnomor eli
feinher
butmachi neshelpi
ngher.

Whowoul
dwantt
ohur
tuKany
o?.
..

Youneedt
owakeup,
wakeupf
ory
oursonat
l
east
Hest
il
lneedsy
ou,
uhav
etowat
chhi
m gr
owol
d

Iheldherhandandki
ssedi
tthensatwi
thher
forsomehours

ASANDA

Icouldn'
tgohome,
howcouldI?
..Wi
thout
fi
ndingthemonst
erthathur
tmyfamil
y
Howcoul
dIfacemysonknowingver
ywel
lI
f
ail
edt
osaveorgiv
ehismotherj
usti
ce
Iam asgoodasusel
ess
Iwanttomeetmysonorbet
her
eforKany
obut
Ican'
t
Ican'
t,
notunt
ilIf
indt
heonet
hathur
ther

Thabangcamei
n
Hi
m: Thi
sisenoughnowman.
Uneedt
ogoand
meetyourson
Ikeptqui
te
Hi
m:,Ipr
omisetheguy
sandIar
ewor
kingon
t
hiswhol
ething
Me:
canwel
eav
ethi
s?
Bonga:
nohe'
stel
l
ingt
het
rut
h
Hesai
dthatwal
ki
ngi
n
Him:yourf
amilyneedsyou,
uwil
lregrett
hisfor
ther
estofyourli
fe.
Missi
ngyourchi
ldgrowing
up.
Thabang:andIr ememberutell
i
ngmet hatu
coul
dn'twaittoholdhi
m andnowi sthe
chance,
nowi sthetimetobethere,
Boikanyo
wouldwantut obest r
ongforhi
m
Me:
...
..
Bonga:
gety
our
sel
ftoget
her
,iwi
l
lfi
ndt
he
per
son
Inodandst
oodup

Iwasst
ayi
ngwi
thThabang
It
ookashoweranddressedupt
henpackedmy
cl
othesanddr
ovehome
Honestl
yIwassonerv
oust omeethim,
itwas
sohard.
ImeanI'
veneverhel
dhim andwhati
f
helooksal
otli
kehi
smot her?
..
Ipackedoutsi
deandsati
nthecarf
orsome
fewmi nut
esthent
ookadeepbreat
h

Iwenti
nsi
deandf
oundmysi
sterbusywi
tht
he
pot
s
Sherant
omethemomentshesawmeand
huggedmer
eal
lyt
ight
Hi
m:,
Don'
tev
erdot
hatagai
nAsa
Me:
I'
m sosor
ry
Il
ookeddown
Hehel
dmyneckmaki
ngmet
ofaceher
Her
:it
'snoty
ourf
aul
t
Ikeptqui
te
Her
:come
Shehel
dmyhandandl
edt
heway
Iknewv
erywel
lwher
eshewast
aki
ngme
SheopenedthedoorandIfoundmymother
busyr
ockingthebabybackandfor
th,
myhear
t
wasbeati
ngsohar d
Mom:
Her
ecomecl
oser
If
roze
Shet
ookadeepbr
eat
handst
oodup
Shecamet
omeandshowedmeourboy
Tear
simmedi
atel
ywentdown
Hel
ookssomuchl
i
keher
Mom:
Meety
oursonbaby
,meetAsant
e
Ismi
l
edast
heyhandedmet
ohi
m
Me:Iam sosor
rybaby,
ishoul
d'
vebeent
her
e
f
rom dayone,
Pleasef
orgi
veme
Iki
ssedhi
sti
nypout
edl
i
ps
Andhel
dhi
mti
ghtcl
oset
omyhear
t
Lor
dbewi
thhi
m andpr
otecthi
m
Iki
ssedhi
m onel
astt
imeandgav
ehi
mtomy
mom
Her
:ar
eunotgonnahol
dhi
m ev
enmor
e
Ishookmyhead
Me:Ijustwantt
ogoseehi
smot
herIwi
l
lcome
back
Her
:ok,
iam gl
aducamet
oyoursenses
Inodandwal
kedout
Ipassedmysist
eri
ntheki
tchenanddr
ovet
o
thehospi
tal
Ar
ri
vi
ngatthehospi
tal
,
herdoct
orwant
edt
osee
mebefor
eIwentin
NowIwasfr
eaki
ngout
,il
astspokewithhima
mont
hback.
Andappar
entl
ynothingchanged
wi
thKany
o
Soapar tofmegoingtoseeadoct
orwi
shed
thathecouldsayshewasdoi
nggoodandhas
wokenup

Iar
ri
vedandweShakedhands
Hi
m:Howar
euMrMsi
zi
?
Inod.
..
Iwasn'
ti
nthemood
Him:Uhhm ok.
..
.Sowehav ebeenrunni
ngt
est
s
thi
swholeweekr egar
dingMissDavi
d's
condi
ti
on
Me:
And?
Hel
ookeddown
Hi
m:I
'
m sor
rybutt
hingsar
enotl
ooki
nggood
It
ookal
ongpai
nful
breat
handswal
l
owedhar
d
Me:What'
shappeni
ngandpleasespar
emet he
doct
orl
anguageandgetst
raightt
othepoi
nt
Het
ookabr
eat
h
Hi
m:Lookev
enifshewakesupt
hingsar
enot
ev
ert
obethesameforher
Me:
Sor
ry?
Him:Shewillnol
ongerfeelall
herl
owerbody,i
t
wil
lnolongerwor
k...Meaningshewil
lnev
er
walkoruseherarms,shedamagedherspinal
cordandsomener v
et i
ssues
If
eltmyhear
tshut
ter
s
Hi
m: andt
hemostpai
nful
par
tist
hatsheget
s
wor
seeachsi
ngl
eday
Me:butI
'
m sur
ether
e'ssomet
hingucando
doct
or
Hi
m:I
'
m sor
rysirbutt
hebestadvi
ceI'
dgiveui
s
t
oswi
tchof
fthemachinesandsparehert
he
pai
nshe'
sgoi
ngt
hrough
Ist
oodupandwal
kedout

IWI
LLNOTKI
LLKANYO,
IWI
LLNEVERKI
LL
HER

LORDASANTENEEDSHER  
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08:
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CaughtBet
weenTheTwo
Chapt
er52

ASANDA

Anot
her3weekspassed'
si
gh'
I'
vetr
ied,I
'
vebeensearchi
ngandsear
chi
ngbut
Icoul
dn'tf
indt
hepersonthathur
ther
Kanyoontheotherhandnot
hing
changed,
i
nsteadshekeptonhavi
ng
compl
i
cat
ionsgoi
ngi
nandoutoft
hesur
ger
y
Theonl
yli
ghtt
hat
'si
nmyl
i
fei
sAsant
e
Ideci
dedt ogi
vehim asecondnamewhi chi
s
Lesedi'OurLi
ght'
..
..
Oneoft hesweetestbabies
I'
veeverseen.
Heresembleshermot heralot,
he
tookhermother'
spouti
ngpinklips.

Iki
ssedhi
sli
psonel
astt
imeandl
eft
Mymot herwassti
l
lli
vi
ngwithme,
he'
sst
il
l
youngIdon'
tthi
nkIcanhandl
ehi
m onmyown

Idr
ovet
othehospi
tal
bef
oregoi
ngt
otheof
fi
ce
Thi
siswhatIdoev
ery
daybef
oregoi
ngt
owor
k
Ipassbythehospi
tal
andjustsi
tdownwi
thher
andholdhert
inypi
nkhands
Shehasl
ostsomuchwei
ght
,ucoul
dseet
hat
shewasi
nsomuchpain
Ij
ustdon'
twantt
ogi
veuponher

Ican'
tbr
ingmy
sel
ftol
etgo,
whatwi
l
lIsayt
o
myboywhenhegrowsup?
ThatIdi
dn'
thav
eenoughFai
thi
nhi
smot
her
andswit
chedofft
hemachi
nes?
Ibel
iev
ethati
fit
'shert
imet
henshewi
l
lgo
wil
li
ngl
y
Islowl
ystoodupandki
ssedherf
oreheadf
or
thewhole2minut
es
Ist
il
lhav
efai
thi
nyoucakes.
..
.ILov
eYou

Iwal
kedout

Ihav
enev
erbr
oughtAsant
eher
e
Ij
ustthi
nkit
'snotagoodi
deat
obei
nsuchan
envi
ronment
Iarri
vedatwor
kandmyr ecept
ioni
stt
oldme
thatSthewasout
sidemyoffi
cehewantedt
o
seemeandsai di
t'
surgent
Me:
Whydi
dn'
thecal
lme
Her
:webot
htr
iedy
ourphone
IcheckedmypocketsandIremember
edIl
efti
t
i
nt hecarwhenIwenttoseeKanyo
Me:
uhhhm ok

Ifoundhi
m si
tt
ingi
noneofmychai
rsst
ari
ngat
nothi
ng
NowIwasst
art
ingt
ogetwor
ri
ed
Me:
thi
smustbeser
ious
Hel
i
ftedhi
shead
Hi
m:y
ahi
tis
Me:
So?
Hi
m:Wai
thow'
sBoi
kany
o?.
..
Mywi
fehasbeen
aski
ngabouther
Me:
Sti
l
lthesame
Henodandkeptqui
te
Af
terawhi
l
eIdeci
dedt
otal
k
Me:
Tal
ktome
Hi
m:If
oundher
?
Me:
Foundwho?
Him:Thepersonr
esponsi
blef
orwhat
happenedt
oKanyo
Myhear
timmediat
elyski
ppedabi
tandIhel
d
unt
omychairv
eryti
ghtly
Ikeptqui
tewai
ti
ngf
orhi
mtot
alk
Hi
m: Ihaveherandshehasn'
tsai
dshitthat
's
whatpissesmeoff,
shedoesn'
twannatalk
Me:
Wh.
.oowhoi
sshe?
Iwasnowt
rembl
i
ng
Hesi
ghed
Hi
m:Rav
en
Ikeptqui
tef
orawhi
l
e..
..
..
..
Me:
Whatt
hef
uck'
Iscr
eamed'
Me:
Whyt
hef
uckdi
dshegof
orKany
o?
Hi
m:Idon'
tgeti
tman
Mebr
inghert
othewar
ehouse
Him: Wit
hpeace...
..
Ican'
tbeli
eveIoncef
ell
for
thatbit
ch,
whatIdon'tunder
standi
swhydid
shecomef oruinsteadofme
Hewal
kedout

Istoodupandt ookoffmyblazeraswellasmy
ti
eandf ol
dedmyshi r
t,i
wenttomybat hroom
andluckil
yther
ewheresneakersIlef
tthere'
just
whiteandblacksuper
stars'
Iworet
hem thentookmybatt
hatoneofmy
fav
ouri
tepl
ayersAbdeVil
l
ier
ssignedf
orme.
Youknowthatangerthatshutter
sallyourbody
andalluwannadoispunchsomet hi
ngv er
y
hardanduwill
feelatease?.
..
..That'
show
angryIwas
Godwi
l
lfor
giv
emeont
hisone

IpassedmyPA
Me:
cancel
all
mymeet
ingsf
oraweek
Shest
oodt
her
elooki
ngr
eal
l
ysur
pri
sed
Shet
henqui
ckl
ynod
Sheknowsbet
tert
hant
opi
ssmeof
fev
enmor
e

Igottomycaranddr ovest
rai
ghttoGUM
house..
.That
'swhatwecall
it,
Sthe'
sbr
othel
wherehedoeshi sdi
rtywor
k

Iarr
ivedandIf oundBongawai
ti
ngformeat
thedoor,Ipassedhim andhef
oll
owedmeand
sai
dnot
hing
Iguessheunder
stoodmyanger
Oneoft
heguy
sescor
tedmet
owher
eshewas
kept
Igotinandfoundhersi
tt
ingont
hef
loorwi
tha
brui
sedface

Shesawmeandl
ookeddown
It
ookabr
eat
h..
..

Me:
Why
?..
.
That
'sall
Iwannaknow,
thatwi
l
lgi
vemeenough
cl
osure
Shekeptqui
te
Ithrewthebatonthef
loorandt
ookanother
chairandsatnextt
oherwhil
ewefacedeach
other
Me:
Why
?..
.Whywoul
dyoudot
hat
?
Shesai
dnot
hing
Me:Iam angr
yRav
en,
udon'
twannaseet
he
ot
hersi
deofme
Shesai
dnot
hing
Itookoutmygunfr
om mybackpocketand
bridgedi
ttheni
mmedi
atel
yshotheronher
knees
Shescr
eamedoutsol
oud
Ikeptqui
teandwai
tedf
orhert
ocal
m down
Me:
Iwi
l
laskuagai
n..
..
.Why
?
Shey
etagai
nandkeptqui
te
Ipoi
ntedmygunandherot herl
egandwas
abouttoshootbutshesai
dsomethi
ng
Her
:Youwi
l
lst
il
lki
l
lmeev
eni
fIt
ell
you
Me:
Iwi
l
lmakey
ousuf
ferf
ir
sti
fuwast
emy
t
ime
Her
:Ij
ustwant
edy
out
opay
Me:
Payf
orwhat
?
Her:Asandar ememberIbeggedut ohelpme
takedownSt hebutur efused,douhav eany
i
deawhatt hatputmet hrough?.
..
.Il
ost
every
thingdammi t,
ilosteveryfuckenthing.
He
tookev er
ythingfrom me. Ihadtogobackt o
prost
ituti
onbecauseofy ou.Ifuhelpedmenon
ofthi
swoul d'
v ehappened.It
sallyourfault
Ihel
dmyf
oreheadi
nfr
ust
rat
ion
Istoodupandstar
tedwalki
ngaroundbecause
theamountofangerthatwasgr
owinginsi
de
mewasbey ond.
Ist
oppedandl
ookeddownather
Me:Youletmywomensuf
ferbecauseofy
our
boy
fri
end?
Her:Idi
dn'tmeanit
,iwasj
ustf
urious.
Ihave
al
way swantedyouAsanda.
Ihavealways
shownut hatI
'mint
oy ouf
rom dayone.Iev
en
l
ov edy oumor ethanSthe.Thef irstti
meImet
Stheuwher ewithhim.Myey eshav ealways
eyedy ou.Buti
tturnedoutt haty ourfri
endwas
i
ntomemor e.
IthoughtwhynotIdat ehim soI
cangetcl osertoyoubutnot hing
happened. Weekst ur
nedintomont hsand
mont hsturnedintoyearsandy oust i
lldi
dn'
t
wantme
WhenIsawhowmuchy ouloveherandyouar
e
i
ntoagr eatr
elat
ionshipwi thherIwasso
j
ealous,
iwasv eryhurtthatudidn'tev
encaret
o
hel
pmebecauseIam ev eninthi
ssit
uat
ion
becauseofyou.Iwasangr y
Me:Youfuckenputmywomeni
nhospi
tal
for
t
hisbul
lshi
t?.
..
Ishout
ed
Shekeptqui
te
It
ookoutmyot
hergun
Her
:Idi
dwhatIt
hough.
..
..
Ist
art
edshoot
ingherr
epeat
abl
yal
lov
erher
bodywithboththeguns.
Iwassoangry,i
was
mad,iwasfuming.Whodoesthat
?..
.Becauseof
j
ealousy
? .
..
Thisi
soneoft hemoststupidesti
nformat
ion
I'
veeverr
eceiv
edandt hethoughtthatmy
womendi edbecauseofthi
sbul l
shi
tgottome
sohard

Ireal
izedafterawhi l
ethatIfi
nishedall
the
bull
etsandt heguy saswellasBongawher e
nowst ari
ngatme. Herbodywasl ay
ingthere
withapool ofbloodandf oramomentIt hought
Iwasseei ngKany olayi
ngthereont hefl
oor
nexttothest ai
rs

Myhear timmediatelybr
okeandthat'
sthenI
real
i
zedt hatthi
sisthedeepestcutI'
veeverhad
togothroughev erinmylif
ebecauseIwasi n
somuchpai nemot ional
ly.
Thi
sactuall
yopened
myey esast ohowmuchangerI 'vebeen
car
ryi
ngar
oundwi
thme
If
eltmyey
esget
ti
nggl
ossy

Iwal
kedoutandwentst
rai
ghtt
omycar
Idroveawayanddrovethenst
oppedint
he
middleofnowhere,par
kedonthesi
deofthe
roadandburiedmyheadinthest
ari
ngwheel
andleti
nallout
Icr
iedmyey
esout
YeahIhear
dst
ori
est
hatmandon'
tcr
y,nah
that
'sal
ie
Wheny
ourhear
tisheav
yther
e'snot
hingucan
do

Ij
ustsatt
her
eandletmytear
sfal
lasreali
ty
ki
ckedinr
egardi
ngKany
oandhercondit
ion
Icr
iedi
tal
lout
,al
ltheangerandpai
n
Aft
erawhil
eIcal
meddownandt hat'
swhenI
fel
tli
keal
it
tl
eweightwasl
i
ftedoffmy
shoul
der
s

NextWeek

Ihadjustf
ini
shedbathingSant
e'Asante'
and
dressedhi
mi nt
ohismot her
'sf
avouri
teoutf
it
,i
rememberoneaf t
ernoonIwasinmyst udyand
shebargedinsi
decarryi
ngapaperbagof
clot
hes
Sheremovedal
lthepapersandsatonthet
abl
e
andfacedmewithahugesmi leonherf
ace
wit
hhergli
tt
eri
ngblueeyesstari
ngatme
Shetookoutcl
othesandst ar
tedshowingme
howprett
ytheyl
ocked,shewentont otell
i
ng
mehowmuchsheal way swantedthem but
theywher
eoutofstock,soshewentasmuch
asfarasbeggi
ngtheshopt oflyherthe
remai
ningst
ockf
rom CapeTownt
oher
ein
Jo'
bur
g

Irememberstari
ngatherandnoddingtoev
ery
si
nglethi
ngthatshewassay i
ngbecauseI
wasn'teveni
nter
estedi
nli
steningt
owhatshe
wassay i
ngbutstar
edatherbeauti
fuley
esand
andherlovel
yli
psmov i
ng

Imissher
 ,
Imi
ssherev
erysi
ngl
edayofmy
l
if
e
Ijustdidn'tgeti
t,
whyher?.
..
.Shehasbeen
throughsomuchherent i
reli
feandnow
this?.
..
.I
st hi
showGodwantt hingstobeli
ke?.
..
Keepingonl et
ti
ngthosewhohav esuf
fer
edto
keepsuf feri
ng?..
.Whycan'
ttheyfindhappi
ness
l
ikeot herpeople?.
..
Whydon'ttheygeta
break? .
..
.
Ij
ustdon'
tgeti
t.
..


Afterdr
essi
nghim upIst
rappedhi
mi nt
ohis
babysitandtookhi
sbagandpickedhim up
thenwentdownstai
rswit
hhim.

If
oundmymot
herpr
epar
ingsomet
hingt
oeat
Shesmi
l
edwhenshesawme
Her
:Youguy
slooksogood
Me:
Yeahwet
ryi
ng
Her
:Souar
etaki
nghi
m?
Inod
Her:
Ithi
nkit
'sagoodi
dea.
Iknowshewi
l
lfeel
hi
spresence
Me:
Yout
hinkso?
Her
:Iknowso
Me:
Canuf
eedhi
mforme?
Her
:youneedt
olear
n,l
etmeshowy
ou

Wear
ri
vedi
nhospi
tal
andIwal
kedi
nherwar
d
Asant
ewasj
ustbei
nghi
msel
fact
ingj
oll
y
Isatnextt
oherandl
i
edbabyAsant
enextt
o
her
ForamomentIthoughthewasgonnacr
ybut
hedidn'
t.
Hekeptonsmil
ing
Thatact
ual
l
ymademef
eel
bet
ter

Ihel
dherhand
Me:HeybabyIbr
oughtourbabyAsante.I
deci
dedt
onamehi m Lesedi
,i
thinki
t'
sacute
namebecauseheisourli
tt
leli
ght.
Ismi
l
ed
Idr
essedhi
mint
othatf
avor
it
eout
fi
tofy
our
s.
Hel
ooksr
eal
l
ygood
Il
ookedathi
m andsmi
l
ed
Me: hewon'tstoplaughi
ng,
i guesshecanf eel
thatmommycakesi shere.
Hel ookslikeuso
muchCakes, hetookmychar mi ngbrowney es
eventhoughi wantedhimtot akethatblue
beauti
fuley
esofy ours.I
'm notcompl ai
ningI
meani maginehowHandsomehewoul dlook.
..
..
.

Ispendt
hewhol
edayt
alki
ngt
oher
I
tact ual
lyfel
tgood,iknowshewasn' t
respondingbutitmademef eel
goodbecauseI
feltli
keshewasl i
steningt
ome. Icoul
dev
en
picturehersmil
ingatus

.
..
..
.

Iwasi
nadar
kroom
Il
ookedar
oundmeandIcoul
dn'
tseeat
hing
Ist
art
edwal
ki
ng
AsIwaswalkingIheardt
hissoftvoi
cesi
nging
thi
swei
rdnicesongIcouldn'
trecogni
ze.
Aft
era
whil
eIr
eal
izedthatitwasBoikanyo'
svoi
ce
Iscr
eamedhernameandshewasn'
trepl
yi
ng
Ist
artedf
oll
owingthevoiceandIthensawt
his
bri
ghtwhi
teroom shi
ningthrough

Isl
owlywalkedtoi
tandif
oundBoikany
o
hol
dingAsanteandsi
ngi
ngforhi
m
Shel
i
ftedherheadandbr
ight
lysmi
l
edatme
Me:
Cakes
Shewassobeauti
ful
,
shehadbl
ondehai
rand
waswear
ingalongwhit
ebeaut
if
uldr
ess
Her
:Comeher
e
Me:
Isthi
sreal
l
yyou?
..
.Isai
dthatwal
ki
ng
t
owardsher
Shesmi
l
edatme
Isatnextt
oher
Her
:He'
sver
ybeaut
if
ul
Me: Heis,
imi
ssyoucakes.I
'
vebeenwai
ti
ngf
or
you.I'
m gl
adyouar
eherewithus
Her
:Iwi
l
lal
way
sbewi
thy
ouandLesedi
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Youl
i
ket
hename
Shenod
Her
:OurLi
ght
..
..
It
'sper
fect
Me:
Comel
et'
sgohome
Her
:Ineedy
out
otakecar
eoft
hischamp
Me:
OfcauseIwi
l
l
Her:Youar
eagreatf
atherAsandaandIwil
l
needyoutobest
rongforhi
mf rom nowon
wards
Me:
CakesIl
ovey
ou
Shesmi
l
ed
Her
:Iwil
lal
way
sbetherefory
ou,eveni
fyou
won'
tseemebutj
ustknowIwill
alwaysbeher
e
Shepoi
ntedonmychest(
hear
t)
Her
:Takecar
eofmybabyAsanda
Shet
hendi
sappear
ed
Me:
nononoCakescomeback
Cakes.
..
..
..
..
. 

Iwokeupt
oav
eryl
oudwai
l
Ir
eal
i
zedthatAsant
ewascr
ying,
hewascr
ying
somuch.
Ir
ant
ohi
sroom
Ipi
ckedhi
m upandhecr
iedpai
nful
l
yinmy
chest
Me:
What
'swr
ongboyboy
Mymot
herwal
kedi
n
Her
:What
'sgoi
ngon?
..
.Di
dhef
all
?
Me:
IiIdon'
tknowma
Her
:br
inghi
m her
e
Me:
noIwi
l
lcal
m hi
m down
Ij
ustwant
edhi
m nearme

Hecriedandaf
terawhi
l
ehest
oppedandsl
ept
peaceful
l
y

Iwentt
omyr
oom wi
thav
eryheav
yhear
t
Thewayhewascry
ingr
eal
l
yscar
edmeand
brokemeaswel
l
If
oundmyphoner
ingi
ng
Il
ookedatt
hecal
l
erandi
twast
hedoct
or
Ianswer
ed
Me:
Doct
or
Hi
m:Goodev
eni
ng
Me:
Yesi
sther
esomet
hingwr
ong
Het
ookadeepbr
eat
h
Him:Iam sor
ryMrMsi
zibutMi
ssDav
id'
sjust
passedon
Me:
What
?
Hi
m:Iam v
erysor
ry

.
..
..
..
.THEEND.
..
..
..