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Flyleaves
Flyleaves
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Wishful Thinking
Graham Clifford
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Contents
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The Judge’s House
Later, I read the decrepit streets and a song from my past is freed
and the whole world deflates a little,
as if squeezed by a windy god.
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Sex
Now it’s dark. I stayed awake to write this as if the last line out of
me will explain what was holding us back but I’m a born again
realist and know this is nothing if not common-or-garden, wishful
thinking.
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There is no Evidence of Contagious Yawning in Red-
Footed Tortoises
Static prickled.
A dainty fern came to life.
It hailed then stopped with a rainbow at the end.
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Application Denied
We are sorry
to inform you in front of
gathered family and friends
that you have been
unsuccessful
on this unique occasion
with your application to be
yourself. It’s just
you came across as
too good,
something wasn’t right, we decided
you were either lying
or overqualified, and therefore
likely to let us down,
primed for better offers
besides,
the successful applicant is so
perfectly almost,
his charming vagueness
suggests such potential.
Even when asleep he smiles
but with business-like empathy.
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Proof
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Complications
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Following pointedly lukewarm reviews, JS acquired an inbred
solution in an experimental format and the rest is history.
We would wait
until the light inside and out
found dim equilibrium
to start work at the dairy. Slipping
sharp plastic lids on cream pots
or putting a suspect heat into forearms
when we shrink-wrapped hot yoghurts
to the bang and comedy clank of machines
which spat blackcurrant scraps and sicked-up
vicious solvents that grew holes
in my Egon Schiele t-shirt
like grey matter degenerating.
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into varying qualities of receptacle.
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Now their Robots Can Cover Rough Ground
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Conjoined
At the bottom
where your memories pop like bubble-bath bubbles
a single kind word
is more integral than you can bear.
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Revivifying Bees in the PRU*
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*Pupil Referral Unit
Slow
She says
I know
my son is slow
and the rest of their lives
is in the room
with us
the dripping urn,
spout caked with rusty limescale.
Let there be
other-shaped
medals-not-medals
being tooled to glorify
those who angle their hearts
to push back
against what’s coming
because
it is the right thing to do
and that contract
love.
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Seasons Of
Next season will be the one where people lie on the grass and get
bitten and in the evening just stare from their front room windows
because they can’t start anything. It’s the season when it is always
too late.
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No
One morning
it seemed necessary to repeat it to you –
No. No! Not
loudly but
there like a cliff
Look at me.
I’m not what you thought.
I can hurt.
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‘…a knight sticking his sword into a snail.’
Mary Ruefle.
So many people have been right in isolation, but sit two Alphas
together in the green room and watch the sparks fly. Think drippy
Thales and Trakl. A deer hoof print in the Johnny-strewn scrap of
municipal forest and how loud the crows became when lockdown
happened and they ran the streets.
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Tonight
Gift Tokens
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A pink sun has risen fizzy with hornet larva. They are eating it from
inside. You can see them jerk and flex in preparation.
We drink radiator water. Someone hopeful was gashed and bled out
so quickly. Completely empty, but with time to dispassionately
contemplate a foil number-balloon escaping into cumulus.
Sitting Down
That’s a good bit of sitting! one of us might say to another. Or, Not
bad, but it looks painful to sit on that corner, we would comment as
we had learned that giving thoughtful critical appraisal is priceless
and really the only way to demonstrate you care.
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Unknown Unknowns
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He was lying there full of potato,
remembering cleaning the potatoes, considering
lunch then dinner tomorrow, wondering
if this rain will smear his windscreen
and I wonder, does he get something right
I don’t know needs correcting?
I’m showing the children how to paint and he comes in and says he
can’t tell what kind of fish it is and it’s the wrong colour anyway.
He sits and draws a memory of Peter Rabbit but what we see is a
kitchen sink full of plates then someone does a rocket and someone
else explains theirs is what a scream seems like to a mouse.
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Overhanging Grief Makes Short Work of Indulgence
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Acknowledgements
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