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Modern Emotional Health - V1
Modern Emotional Health - V1
EMOTIONAL
HEALTH
B Y B R O O K E C A S T I L L O
OVERVIEW OF
THE PROGRAM
MY STORY 3
BUFFERING 13
50/50 IN RELATIONSHIPS 18
TAKING IT FURTHER 30
During this time, I went to Barnes and Noble with my mom, where I stumbled upon
the self help section. I bought the first self help book I ever read, Women Who Love
Too Much, by Robin Norwood.
I devoured the book in one night. It immediately helped me. The author shared ideas
about how to feel better. She actually offered some solutions to my problem.
In that moment, I decided I wanted to help people feel better, too. The author was a
therapist. So, I decided to become a therapist.
I didn’t want to help people the way they had taught in my psychology
major. I left college feeling lost.
I was introduced to the career of life coaching, where you can help
normal people who are simply in emotional pain.
THE SECOND REASON We spend way too much time avoiding pain because
IS OUR MOTIVATIONAL we think the point of life is to be happy all the time.
We buffer our way away from pain so we don’t feel our
TRIAD IS BACKFIRING. emotions. We don’t allow or process negative emotion.
We don’t experience what it’s like to be a human who
experiences pain.
What is the motivational triad? Think about us in the
cave. We had to be motivated to seek pleasure, avoid
pain, and preserve our energy in order to survive. We
can see how that served us.
I discovered that other people have no ability to hurt we wanted them to do, they still wouldn't make us
our feelings. In fact, other people can't cause our happy. Because you know what makes us happy? Our
feelings at all, because our feelings are caused by our own thinking.
thoughts.
And remember, being happy isn't the goal anyway. So
I remember when I first learned this. I was listening let's talk about the worst lesson that we are taught—the
to a talk on a cassette tape. Remember those? When goal is to be good and the goal is to be happy. That
the speaker said, “Your thoughts cause your feelings,” I message is in the undercurrent of everything we are
was like, what? What are you talking about? I thought taught.
other people caused my feelings, I thought other things
caused my feelings. I thought feelings just happened.
You know what makes us happy? Our
You're telling me that my thoughts cause my feelings own thinking.
and I have 100% control over my thinking? It was mind
blowing to me. We are taught that negative emotion should be fixed,
and that it can be fixed by something external.
So what we are taught is actually false. Other people
don't hurt our feelings. Other people can't make us If I see a little girl crying, "Oh my gosh, what's wrong?
happy. We try to change them. We try to teach them Something's terribly wrong, you're having a negative
how to behave. We try and teach them all the things, emotion. Let's fix it. What's wrong?"
but they don't behave the way we want them to, so they
don’t make us happy. Even if they did every single thing
OUR CONTROL
What's right is to be happy. If you're crying, something's wrong
with you. This is what we're taught.
The problem with this is that nobody can be good and happy all
of the time because there is no good without bad, and there is no
happy without sad, and the world isn't meant to be happy and
good and right all of the time.
How do we know this? Because it isn't happy and good and right
all the time.
When we're taught that happiness is the goal, we are sold so much
BS and then we feel like there's something wrong with us when
we experience negative emotion. We think somehow it should
be fixed.
So let me educate you on how the world really is. This is your
modern emotional education.
EMOTIONS:
THE 50/50 CONCEPT
Life is half positive and half negative.
How do we know this? Have you been alive? Have you noticed
that is the case?
Yes, there is good and there is bad. There is positive and there is
negative. There is comfort and there is discomfort.
It’s a balance. Life doesn't exist without this. You can't have it. We
don't even know that something's positive if there is no negative.
We think there’s We think there's something wrong with us when we're human.
something wrong We're like, oh my gosh, I feel anxious a lot of the time, I feel frustrated a
with us when lot of the time, I feel hate, I feel doubt, I feel scared. What is wrong with
me? Everybody on Facebook is happy all the time. All these other people
we’re human. are causing me all this negative emotion.
So you know what we try and do? We make an effort to be happy and
positive all of the time. But we were taught that what makes us happy
and what makes us sad is the world. So we go out into the world to try
and solve a problem that isn't even a problem.
But we try and solve it. We try and solve this problem by telling other
people how to act towards us, by trying to get them to behave in a way
that doesn't hurt us.
We try to find people who will make us happy. But they are terrible at
making us happy, because it's impossible.
We feel bad when other people don't comply, and the circumstances of
our life aren't making us happy all the time. So you know what we try
and do? We try to fix the circumstances of our life.
When you look at back in the day, we had really amazing things
and we had really terrible things. And then you go forward 100 Here’s the thing, when you accept that
years. Really amazing things, really terrible things. Now, today, half of your life has negative emotion
a lot of the terrible things that we had hundreds of years ago we and that half of the world has negative
don’t currently have, but you know what we have? All brand new things in it, then they’re not so negative
terrible things. anymore. When you make them so awful
and so negative by trying to push them
away, they become worse than they are.
We’ve eliminated some of those terrible things and replaced it with
positive things, but then the negative thing is filled in with new
negative things.
My students start to say, “Wait a minute, you know what I’d rather be? I’d rather be human.”
Humans aren’t happy all of the time. Humans feel pain and they feel sadness and they experience anxiety and
discomfort and fear, and I want all of that in my life because I want to be fully human. I want to open up to this
part of life.
So when you’re trying to go out there in the world and compensate for this
by accumulating and changing and nipping and tucking and dieting and
all of that, what you find out is that you’re still left with 50/50.
1.
A complete lack of awareness. You’re not aware of what you’re feeling, you’re not aware that feelings
matter, you’re not paying attention to your feelings.
2.
Avoidance and resistance to negative emotion. This means you’re buffering. So you’re going into your
house at night and you feel stressed and you feel frustrated and you feel overwhelmed and you feel
tired and you feel negative emotion, and you think that negative emotion needs to be fixed because
that’s what we’ve been taught.
We get compulsive about things because we’re trying to solve internal Then we blame ourselves and feel
problems with external solutions. We have these urges inside of us and we bad for acting out our emotions.
use all these false pleasures to try and solve for them.
None of this works because it leaves
Of course that doesn’t work, because you can’t solve an internal issue with us totally powerless. We’re out of
an external problem. control with our emotions or we’re
blaming other people for causing
By the way, your negative emotion doesn’t need to be solved. It just needs them. That leaves our emotional life
to be accepted and processed properly. When you resist it and avoid it, in a very unhealthy spin.
that’s when you cause yourself problems.
The last thing we do is hide from
The third thing we do that’s unhealthy for our emotional lives is indulge in truth and from goals. When we
our emotions, which means we blame and we react to our emotions. don’t want to experience negative
emotion, we hold ourselves back
from life.
There are two ways that I like to see them:
1 The victim role I want you to think about this in
terms of goals that you’ve set in
2 Reaction your life. A lot of people tell me
they don’t want to set big goals
The victim role is all about blaming other people for causing our negative
because they’re afraid of failing.
emotion and holding them accountable for our emotional lives.
Instead, they spin in self doubt
and overwhelm. But not setting
Reaction is when we have an emotion and we just act it out. We bully goals is not telling the truth about
other people, we react to our anger, we yell at other people, we try to what you want in your life. It’s not
change them because we think they are causing frustration in our life. showing up. Not having important
conversations. It’s hiding from any
This is just indulging in self pity, in anger, in reaction, in self loathing, in purposeful negative emotion.
overwhelm, in worry. All of the things.
We get tied up and spin in all these emotions because we think we could
just solve them by changing someone else. So when we react to emotion,
when we bully, or get angry, or lose our shit, we blame the other person.
So two people coming into a relationship, taking responsibility for each other’s feelings
can’t be truthful, can’t be honest. They have to try and be the version of the person that the
other person wants them to be. But they never have any true connection, which is what both
people desperately want. They can’t connect because no one’s even showing up as who they
really are because they’re afraid that they will hurt the other person’s feelings, or the person
will hurt their feelings.
What if you went into a relationship knowing that half of this relationship is going to be
negative emotion because half of the human experience is negative emotion, and that’s okay.
You don’t need to behave any differently, and I don’t need to lie about who I am. We can both
just show up as who we are and take care of our own emotional lives, and the rest of the time
just have a blast together because you’re in this space of fully accepting the other person as
they are. Isn’t that what we all really want? To be accepted for who we are?
This is where I see so many of my clients hiding from their lives. They don’t want any change,
they don’t want to rock the boat because they’re at a point where they’ve been able to try
and manage their life so they don’t have any purposeful negative emotion. And if negative
emotions do come up, they’ve learned to hide from it by over-treating it with false pleasure.
ST E P ON E: U NDE R S TA N D YO UR
E M OTI O NS
First, we learn to understand our emotions. We know how to name them, we know how to feel them, we know how
to identify them.
So if I ask you, “What emotion are you having right now?”, you’d be able to identify it. The more sophisticated you
get in being able to decipher between emotions, the more you’re going to be able to create the life that you want.
For example, when you understand, right now, I’m feeling really excited, or I’m feeling anticipatory, or I’m feeling
elated, versus I feel good, or I feel fine.
When you ask people how they feel, most people respond with good or fine. Is that all you have? Good or fine?
People don’t have any breadth or diversity to the types of emotions that they’re having, or they just feel bad, or they
just feel anxious. Anxiety is so common and is just the resistance to an underlying emotion. They’re not wanting to
experience whatever the emotion is, so they’re pushing it away and resisting it, which causes a tremendous amount of
anxiety and panic for so many people.
If I feel frustrated, the answer is not for me to tell you, “I feel frustrated when
you do that, stop doing that.” My job is to feel frustrated, to allow myself to
really feel that emotion. It’s totally harmless.
Emotions can’t hurt us. We don’t need to fix them. It doesn’t mean there’s
something wrong with you. In fact, it’s part of the human experience.
I want you to imagine your life if you didn’t experience frustration. Someone
would say to you, “I’m frustrated.” And you’d be like, “I don’t know what that
is. I don’t know what frustration is.” Would you feel less of the experience of
life? Frustration is part of it. It’s part of the deal. The same goes for every other
emotion we feel as part of this human experience.
The bigger the goals, the bigger your emotions, your positive and your negative
emotions, and that’s a beautiful thing.
One way I work with my students to help them experience emotions, and allow
them to be there, is by allowing urges. We feel an urge to do something that is
not healthy for us, and we allow it to be there without reacting, without giving
in to the urge.
We’re used to reacting to our urges. We have an urge to watch Netflix. We have
an urge to overeat. We have an urge to smoke a cigarette, and we just react to
those because we don’t know how to allow an emotion.
I teach my students to allow 100 urges. You’ll feel restless, but allow yourself
to feel anxiety and panic without reacting to it, without resisting it, without
buffering to avoid it.
4. And then you remain open and willing to feel them in the future,
rather than indulging in them.
When we go out into our day and think, “I better not experience any
negative emotion today. I’m going to make sure these people don’t cause
me any negative emotion today…” what do we end up doing?
We end up creating all the negative emotion by trying to avoid all the
negative emotion.
S TE P FI V E : C R E AT E
E M OTI O N O N
PURPOSE
The last step is to create emotion on purpose. This means that you
understand that you are the person who generates your emotion. You
generate your emotion by what you think, with your brain. And you can
generate the emotion that you most want to generate to create the result
you want.
So for some of you, it’s motivation. For some of you, it’s discipline. For
some of you, it’s courage. For some of you, it’s love.
Just know you have the ability to generate emotion on purpose. Make
sure you don’t do it with the agenda of feeling happier more of the time
because that’s not the life you want. You’ve told yourself that’s a life you
want, but it’s not.
You want the human experience. You want to experience what it’s like to
be fully human. That’s why you are a human.
When you learn that you can generate the emotion that you want, to
create the result that you want in your life, don’t be fooled into thinking,
“Wait a minute, my thoughts cause my feelings, therefore I should be
happy all of the time.”
Here’s something totally fascinating about this: a lot of time, the emotion You realize that the
that you need to generate isn’t necessarily happiness. If our goal is to be
happy all the time, then shouldn’t we generate happiness all the time? world isn’t causing
your emotional life,
No, because sometimes what we need to experience is the discomfort of
change in order to achieve our dreams, in order to achieve our goals. other people aren’t
causing it; you are.
Now, here’s the question so many people ask me; what is the point of
achieving goals if the goal isn’t going to make you happy? Well, then you
have to go back to the premise. The goal of life isn’t to be happy. So the
goal of the goal isn’t happiness; it’s the experience of being alive.
The negative part of the emotional experience can be the best part. It can be the
part that makes the rest of it so much better. So when you’re open to all of it and
you open up your life, that is when you have emotional health.
Emotional health doesn’t feel like joy and being ecstatic. It doesn’t feel like eating
a chocolate chip cookie.
It feels like being a human, which includes the positive and the negative of your
experience, of your life.
TAKING IT FURTHER
If you want to apply these concepts to your life, it requires daily practice. If you’re out there in the world, you’re
going to be taught that you should try to be happier and look prettier and be better and be good and be more
kind and fix the world.
I teach my students in my monthly coaching program, Self Coaching Scholars, how to apply the steps to Modern
Emotional Health to their life every single day.
I will teach you to set and achieve bigger dreams than you ever thought possible. Because the only reason you’re
not setting them now is because you’re afraid of how you’re going to feel.
When we can take away that fear of how you’re going to feel, your goals and your dreams become so much bigger.
What are you waiting for? I’d love to have you join me inside Self Coaching Scholars.