Katsute , kono sekai ni wa maō to yobareru kyōdaina sonzai ga kunrin shiteita .

Ningen no seizon o obiyakasu sore wa ichiji wa sekai no taihan o shuchū ni osame , ningen ga
horobiru no mo jikan no mondai ―― sō , ningen no made sura omowareteshimau hodo ni
kyōdaide , kyōaku de .

Daga sonna zetsubō tekina jōkyō no chū , megami kara tsukawasareta ichi nin no ningen ga
ningentachi no moto ni otozureta koto de , subete no jōkyō wa ippen shita .
Yūsha , to yobareru sono ningen ―― kain wa tada ichi nin de maō no gunzei o uchiharai ,
sarani wa maō o mo datō shitemiseta nodearu .
Maō o datō shita kain wa ningentachi kara shōsan o abi ō kara wa arayuru hōbi o ataerareta .

Kizoku toshite no chī ―― hatsugenken wa kokuō yori mo tsuyoku , jisshitsu dare ni mo

shibararenai tokken .
Isshō komaru koto no nai tomi ―― to wa itte mo , sono hanbun wa kain ga maōtachi kara te
ni ireta monodaga .
Soshite , mime uruwashī joseitachi ―― kore o , kain wa mottomo yorokonda .

Mainichi , maiasa goto hiru , maiban .

Tokoro kamawazu idaki , mederu … … Sonna shuchinikurin o gugen ka shita ka no yōna hibi
o , kain wa okutteitta nodearu .

Kain wa shiawasedatta .
Maō o taosu made no hibi wa kunan no renzoku de wa attamonono , ima to natte wa sore mo
mukashi .
Mainichi bijo o idakinagara , tabetai mono o tabe shu o nomi , hibi o sugosu no wa tamaranai
hodo ni kokochi ga yoku .

―― tada , sore o kokoroyoku omowanai mono ga , ichi nin dake .

“ … … Hā ”
 Haruka kanata .
Kumonōe , toiu hiyu de sae todokanai hodo no kanata kara , kain no yōsu o nagameteiru josei
ga ichi nin .
Ningentachi ga megami to yobi shitau kanojo wa , kain o kono sekai ni okurikonda chōhonnin
demo atta .

Megami wa , kain o yūsha ni fusawashīto mikomi ryoku o atae , mizukara no moto de shugyō
o tsumaseta ue de chijō e to okurikonda .
Jijitsu , sore wa kono ue naku kanpeki ni , todokōri naku umaku itta to ierudarō .
Kain wa maō o uchitaoshi ,“ ichi ji to wa iedo ”, machigainaku sekai ni heion o torimodoshita
noda .

Megami nitotte kain wa , machigainaku jiman no hitotsu ―― mizukara no ko , aruiha sore

ijō to itte mo kagon de wa nai hodo no aijō o sosogu sonzai de .
Yueni , subete ga owatta nochi wa , kare no sukina yō ni sugosaseteageyō to , megami mo
kangaete wa ita noda .
Kore made takusan kurō shitekita nodakara , korekara wa shiawase ni sugoshite mo yoidarō ,
to .

… …Daga .

“ … … Sasuga ni me ni amarimasune ”

Tada , sasuga no megami mo ima no kain no jōkyō ni wa tameiki o morasazaru o enakatta .

Hibi o tada taida ni , jidaraku ni , kyōraku ni michita hibi o okuru bakari no kain o
miteshimatta megami wa , mojidōri atama o kakaetsutsu mayu o shikameru .

Megami toshite , toiu no wa arudarō .

Megami toshite , kain o yūsha toshite okuridashita to iunoni kono arisama wa koken ni
kakawaru , toiu omoi wa tashika ni aru .
Oya toshite , toiu no mo aru nodarō .
 Kain o koko made sodateagetekita megami toshite wa , sonna kain ga jidaraku ni sugoshiteiru
no ga miterarenai toiu kanjō mo , tashika ni aru .

Daga , ichiban ōkī no wa ―― “ josei ” Toshite , toiu bubundarō .

Yōshi tanrei , jitsuryoku mo ari sukunakutomo megami no moto o hanareru made wa , hinkō
hōseidatta kain ni megami wa sukunakarazu josei toshite no bubun o shigeki sareteita noda .
Renbo , to hakkiri to ieru hodo no monode hanakutomo , jibun de wa nai josei o tok ka e
hikkaesuru no o miru to , iradachi ―― naishiha shitto o oboeru teido ni wa .

Sōiu koto mo atte , megami wa kyō mo bijo to rōka de tawamureteiru kain o minagara ,
miken o karuku osaekomi ――

" … … Et to , konbanha , megami sama "

―― soshite , tsuini wa kain o jibun no moto ni yobidashiteshimatta .

To itte mo , akumademo ishiki dake .
Nemutteiru kain no ishiki o jibun no moto ni yobidashita megami wa , chīsaku tameiki o
hakidashinagara , kain o seiza saseru .

“ chikagoro no anata no seikatsu wa me ni amarimasu ”

" Wa , hā "
“ yoidesu ka , maō o taoshita no wa subarashīdesuga , jidaraku ni natte wa ―― ”

Sorekara , megami wa kain ni sanzan kogoto o kuchi ni shita .

Josei kankei wa shikkari to shinakerebaikenai .
Jidarakuna seikatsu mo hodohodo ni .
 Josei wa chanto eranda aite to musubarerubekidearu .
Yūshadearu jikaku o sukoshi wa motte hoshī .
Josei wa chijō no joseidenakutomo yoi node hanai ka .
Mōsukoshi tsutsushimi o oboerubekidearu ――

" … … Ano , megami sama "

“ nandesu ka , kain ”

―― sōshite shō ichi jikan hodo sekkyō , mo toi kogoto ga tsuzuita nochi .
Kain wa megami no kuchiburi ni , omowazu te o agete kara guchi o hasandeshimatta .

Genjitsu de wa ōbō sa sae mieru hodo ni hōtō no hibi o okutteita dattaga , sasuga ni megami
aite wa sorenari ni reisetsu o wakimaeteiru nodarō .
Sono kuchō wa meue nitaisuru deari .

" Moshikashite , shitto shitemasu ？ "

“ ―― wa ？ ”

Tada .
Kuchi ni sareta sono kotoba wa amari ni mo buenryo ga sugita .
Megami wa kain no kotoba ni kōchoku shi me o mihiraku .
Tashika ni megami wa kain ni naminami naranu kanjō o daite wa itaga , kesshite sore o jikaku
shiteita wakede wa naku .
Konkai mo me ni amaru kain no kōdō o isameyō toiu isshin de ―― sukunakutomo hyōmen
jō wa ―― kare o yobidashita dakedatta noda .

“ shitto … … Shitto … … ？ ”
 Daga , sonna megami mo kain ni shiteki sarereba kizuiteshimau .
Dōshite kain ga josei to ichaicha shiteiru no o miru to , konnanimo haradatashī no ka .
Dōshite kain ga , ta no josei to neteiru to , mune ga itamu no ka .

" … … A , mo shikashite zuboshideshita ？ "

“ ――� ”

Shikō ga teishi shita megami ni , kain wa ando shita yō ni taido o kuzusu .

Shitto , toiu ningenrashī kanjō o miseta megami ni , sukunakarazu shitashimi o
oboeteshimatta nodarō .
Bijutsuhin no yō ni totonotta bibō de emi o tsukurinagara , kain wa megami ni chikazuita .

" Daijōbudesuyo , megami sama . Ore wa , megami sama mo kireida to omotteimasukara "
“u……”

Sono bibō ni , kowairo ni , megami no kao ga akaku somatteiku .

Kain wa , megami sama mo igaito choro indana , nante ―― sonna kangae made idakinagara .

Fui ni , omoitsuite haikenai koto o , omoitsuiteshimatta .

" Naninara , megami sama mo ore no tokoro ni kimasen ka ―― ？ "

Sore wa , kain kara shitemireba shinsetsushindatta no kamo shirenai .

Moshi jibun ga kō shiteiru koto ni shitto shiteiru nodeareba , 此方 ni kureba ī .

Sō sureba , jibun mo megami to motto sessuru koto ga dekiru nodakara ―― to .

 ――daga , sore wa megami nitotte wa kutsujoku de shika nakatta koto ni , kain wa
kizukenakatta .
Karini megami ga kami de wa nakatta noda toshite mo , kitto onaji hannō o shitadarō .
Jibun ga tokubetsu ni omotteiru otoko ni ,“ ta no onna to onaji yō ni atsukatteyaru ” To
iwareru koto ga ureshī onna nado , doko ni iru toiu no ka .

“ … … Fu , fu fu ”

Kao o makka ni someteita megami wa , kata o furuwasenagara warau .

Kesshite yukaidakara , toiu wakede wa nai .
Umarete ―― kami toshite sonzai shite kara , koko made no kutsujoku o ajiwatta koto wa
naikara .
Soshite , kain kara chōai o uketeiru joseitachi ga , tamaranaku urayamashikute ,
urayamashikute ―― sore ga dekinai jibun no tachiba kara sureba , shitto igai idakeru mono ga
nakattakara .

" ―― megami sama ？ "

“ kain . Anata ni wa , sukoshi bag ga hitsuyōna yōdesune … … ！ ！ ”

Sore wa , megami nitotte hajimete no “ shōdō tekina ” Kōdōdatta .

Kain o yūsha ni shita toki to onaji koto o , kondo wa megami jishin no shijō de tsukatta
nodearu .

Kao o makka ni somete namidame ni natta megami ga , tenohira o kain no atama ni

furikazaseba ―― shunkan , senkō ga hashiri , kain wa ishiki o ushinatta .
" ―― n , u … …� ？ "

Sōshite , yume kara sameta kain wa , itsumo to chigau kankaku ni koe o morasu .
Miageta tenjō wa , yashiki no monode wa danjite nai , mokuzō no ―― sukoshi boroku sura
kanjiru tenjō de .
Nemutteita beddo mo , itsumo no yōna fuka fuka shita monode wa naku , sukoshi arai nuno
de dekita negokochi no amari yokunai monodatta .

" A re … … ？ "

Soshite , naniyori chigau no wa , kain no hata ni dare mo inai toiu koto .

Shūi o mireba , tsukue ni kurōzetto , go wa kansona tana ga aru dake no semai heya .
Itsumo issho ni neteiru hazu no bijotachi no sugata mo nai koto ni , kain wa wazuka ni
tomadoitsutsu mo , fui ni yume no naka de no koto o omoidashita .

Megami ga , jibun ni bachi o ataeruto kuchi ni shita , ano yume o .

" … … Iya , sonna masa ―― ka "

Tada no yumedarō , to atama o furinagara hitei shiyō toshite , kain wa kuchi kara detekita koe
ni , omowazu ryōte de kuchi o osaekomu .
Sono koe wa , akiraka ni kain no monode wa nakatta .
Kandakaku , shika shi seijuku shiteinai wakede mo nai , sonna onna no koe .

Sono koe ni , sesuji o kōritsukaseta kain wa awatete tachiagari , heya no naka ni sugatami ga
nai ka o sagashi , sagashi .
Heya no katasumi ni usu yogoreta sugatami ga aru koto ni kizukeba , sono mae ni tatte ――
soshite , zekku shita .
 Soko ni utsutteita no wa ,“ doko ni demo i sōna ” Darekadatta .

Yōshi tanrei , to wa kuchi ga sakete mo ienai , sobakasu no aru kaodachi .

Sukoshi taregimi no me ni , kasshoku no hitomi .
Kataguchi de kirisoroerareta kurīro no kami ni , heikin yori yaya hikume no setake .
Karadatsuki mo itatte iu koto no nai , gokugoku heibonna mono de ―― yaya borocchī fuku
ni mi o tsutsunda sonna josei ga , odoroki de kao o hikitsuraseta mama kyō o petapeta to
sawatteita .

" U … … So daro "

Kain wa , kabosoku koe o morashinagara tai o furuwaseru .

Me no mae no genjitsu o rikai shitakunakute , rikai dekinakute , shikō ga kanzen ni furīzu
shiteita .

Daga , genjitsu wa kawaranai .

Yōshi tanrei , arayuru nōryoku ni sugureteita hazu no kain wa , ima ―― doko ni demo
irudearō , tada no mura musume ni narisagatteita nodearu .

" , su , sutētasu ！ ！ "

Kain ga awatete jibun no sutētasu o kakunin shiyō to koe o agereba , sono hitomi ni jibun no
sutētasu ga utsushidasareta .
Muron , soko ni utsuru sutētasu mo kako no kain no monode wa naku .

Shokugyō wa mura musume ryoku ya tairyoku toitta sutētasu wa nokinami ichi keta toitta
kyojaku ppuri ni kain wa kuchibiru o furuwasenagara … … Pe tari , to e tari kondeshimatta .
Tada hitotsu dake takai sutētasu wa aru mono no , sore wa kain ga kesshite ukeirerareru
monode hanaku ――
" ―― … … , a "

―― soshite usu yogoreta sugatami no sumikko ni , yubi de kakareta yōna moji o

mitsukereba .

“ shibaraku no ma , sono sugata de josei no kokoro o manabu kotodesune ”

" … … , ano , megami ī … …� ！ ！ ！ "

Kain wa kao o makka ni somenagara .

Umarete hajimete megami ni ensa o idakitsutsu , sakendeshimatta .
" ―― , hā , hā , hā … …" "

Makura ni nan do mo nan do mo , nan do mo nan do mo nan do mo yattsu atari o shite kara ,
ore wa chīsaku iki o hakidashita .
Kokyū wa arete gaku ni wa ase ga shimi , atama wa atsuku natta mama .
Megami sama ―― iya , megami ga ore ni shita shiuchi wa sorehodo made ni gokuaku de
osoroshiku , soshite jākuna monoda to , ima ni natte rikai saserareteita .

Mazu , tairyoku ga nai .

Honno sukoshi abareru dake demo , sugu ni iki ga kireteshimau .
Soshite ryoku mo nai .
Makura o sū kai tataite , po fun po fun to oto o narasu no ga seīppaide ―― sore dakeda to
iunoni shu ni karui itami sae oboeteshimatteiru .

Naniyori , sutētasu o mita toki no ano sūji … … .

" … …K ku so , a aku so" "

 Omoiukaberu dake demo iya ni naru are o , ore wa shikō no soto ni oidashinagara mado no
soto o mita .
Usu yogoreta mado no soto ni utsutteiru no wa , yoku ieba bokka tekina katainaka .
Doko ka kansan to shita yōsu no inaka no fūkei ni , mā ō miyako to wa aru tane chigatta
miryoku wa aru ka , to ore wa jibun o muriyari nattoku sasenagara , hōzue o tsuku .

… … Katainaka na no wa ī toshite , koko wa ittai dokona no ka .

Mada sōchōdakara ka , mura ni kakki wa naku .
Heta sureba , basha sura kayotteinai n janai ka to omoeru hodo ni , doko ka sabireteite .

" ―― kai ？ Dōka shita no , monōto ga shitakedo "

"E,a"

Sonna koto o kangaeteiru to , fui ni , heya no soto kara koe ga kikoetekita .

Sakki yattsu atari shiteita toki no oto ga gai ni moreteita no ka .

Ore wa nani de mo nai to , sō kaesō toshite ――

" E , to "

"……？ Hairuwayo , kai "

"A……E"

―― naze darō ka ？

Dōshite ka wakaranaikeredo goe o kaesu koto ga dekinakatta .

Kuchi kara moreru no wa , kasureta oto bakari .
Soto kara kikoeru koe ni , dokun , dokun , to iyaōnashini mune ga takanatte ―― ina , dōki ga
tsuyomatteshimatte .
 Sonna ore no tomadoi nado ni kamau koto mo naku , ga chari , to tobira ga akeba .
Soko ni ita josei wa , ore ni shisen o mukenagara , nanda , to doko ka anshin shita yōsu de
emi o miseta .

Kurokami ni kurome , kasshoku hada .

Yaya chōshin , to itte mo ī node hanaidarō ka ？

Sutairu mo sorenari ni yoi , sonna josei wa ore no hata ni chikayoru to , yūyū to ore o
mioroshite .

" Nanda , okiteru janai . Dō shita no , beddo kara ochi demo shita ？ "

" A , u … … U , ūn "

Sonna wakenaidarō , to kotoba ni shiyō to shita kuchi wa , furu furu to furuenagara .

Karōjite hitei no i o shimesuto me no mae no josei wa kushō shinagara ponpon , to ――
meshita no mono ni demo sō suru ka no yō ni , atama o nadetekite .

" U … …" "

" Nara yoiwa . Watashitachi wa karada ga shihon dashine , hora sassato kigaeteikuyo "

―― naze , ore ga konna , doko to mo shirenai mura no , zessei no bijo toiu wakede mo nai
onna ni , buka no yō ni atsukawarenakerebanaranai no ka .
Ore wa , dare ka ni osaetsukerare tari , meirei sare tari suru yōna tachiba no ningen jā , mō nai
to iunoni ―― ！ ！

" … … Kai ？ "

" A … … , wa , wa , wa i" "

" Mada neboketeruno ？ Mattaku mō , tada de sae toro indakara kega shinai yō nine "
 Daga .
Sonna fuman o kuchi ni suru koto wa , nazeka dekinakatta .
Kuchibiru ga , katte ni furueteshimau .
Dare ka o mae ni suru dake de , kotoba o kuchi ni shite yoi no ka dōshiyō mo nai hodo ni fuan
ni natteshimau .

―― , kore mo , megami no sei ka … … ！ ！

Kizuite mo , dō suru koto mo dekinai .

Megami ni kochira kara koe o kakeru shudan hanaku ―― shinden de mo areba
betsudaga ―― megami ga kochira ni koe o kaketekuru yōsu mo nai .
Shōmonai shitto de ore ni konna me ni awaseta koto wa gōharade shika naiga dakara to itte ,
sono monku o dare ni ieba yoi no ka .

" ―― , mo , u� ！ ！ "

Ore wa , kasshoku hada no onna ga satteitta nochi no heya de , po fun , to makura o tataku .
… … Dameda , megami wa doko de kīteiru ka mo wakaranaishi ―― sasuga ni kokoro no
naka made nozoki miru mane wa shinai , to omoitaikeredo , heta ni akutai o hakeba ji wa dō naru
ka wakaranai .

Ore wa iradachi ni karōjite koe o morashinagara mo , furari , to tachiagareba , ima wa

otonashiku suru shika nai ka to , kurōzetto no naka o nozoita .
Naka ni atta no wa , kore mata iro azayaka to wa hodotōi fuku bakaride ―― nazeka ,“ kore o
kireba ī ” Toiu fushigina kankaku o oboereba .

" … … Ku , so" "

Fuku o nugi , jibun no ―― nantomo ienai , shūaku ni wa hodotōiga mime uruwashī to wa

kesshite ienai yōshi ni , doku o haita .
 Oredattara , zettai ni idakō to wa omowanai yōna jo .
Shōkan ni ikeba yasune de kaeteshimaudearō teido de shika nai , onna .
Sonna onna ni narisagatteshimatta jibun jishin ni , tamaranai kutsū o oboenagara .

Karada ga oboeteiru no ka , ore wa kita koto mo nai onna no fuku ni akusenkutō shinagara
mo , nantoka kigaereba , heya o deta .

" N , ū ū �！ ！ "

―― okite kara wa , mojidōri no kutsū no renzokudatta .

Ore wa ―― kai , toiu kono mura musume wa , dōyara kono mura de samazamana
shitabataraki o saserareteirurashiku .
Mizukuma mi , sarārai , hatake shigoto , sore igai ni mo takusan .
Honrainara otoko ga yarudearō chikarashigoto made , kono hirikina karada de saserareru koto
ni natteshimatteita .

Ina , ore dakede wa nai .

Sakihodo ore o okoshi ni kita , kasshoku hada no onna ―― tīra mo .
Mada toshiha mo okonatteinaidearō shōjo mo .
Mō hataraku koto sae muzukashī rōba de sae mo , kono mura de wa ichiyō ni , mura no
shigoto o kyōsei sareteita nodearu .

" … … , hā , hā , hā … …� ！ "
 Ido kara mizu o kumi , hakobu dake demo senaka ni gaku ni … … Karada chū ni ase ga
shimi , iki ga kirete shimatte .
Sonna karada o imaimashiku omoinagara mo , shūi no josei kara shisen o mukerarereba ,
biku , to kata o furuwasenagara , furafura to arukidashita .

Sonna naka de atte mo , araku iki o hakidashinagara , dōshite kono mura ga konna koto
ni ―― josei bakari ga hataraku yōna koto ni natteshimatteiru no ka o sassuru to , shitauchi suru .

Inai noda .
Honrai hatarakite o ninaubekidearō dansei ga , hotondo inai .

Iru no wa sei 々, aruku no ni tsue o hitsuyō to suru rōjin ya , mada kotoba o sukoshi shabereru
teido no kodomo dake de , sore igai no dansei wa ichi nin mo ―― hiyu tokade wa naku ,
hontōni ichi nin mo orazu .

Ittai dōshite sonna koto ni natteshimatteiru nodarō , to gimon ni omoinagara mo , ore wa

nantoka gozen chū no shigoto o oereba , ima no ore ga sundeirurashī sabireta yado ni mukatta .

… … Chūshoku o toru , toiu wakede wa nai .

Muron , go de toru koto ni wa naru nodarōkeredo , ima de wa nai .

" ―― nē , mada ？ Mō chūmon shite kara 20 fun ijō matteru ndakedo ！ "

" Wa , wa hit ta ta dai , ma … …" "

Ore ga , kai ga sundeiru … … Sumasetemoratteiru yado wa , sabireta murana koto mo atte ,

tōzennagara kyaku ga kuru wakede mo naku .
 Muranaka no onna ga shokuji o toru tame ni otozureru dake no , tada no shokuji sho ni
natteite .

" Kai ！ Sassato unbina , samechimauyo ！ "

" Wa , hi i … …" "

Sonna basho ni sumasete moratteiru sono taika wa , mā , sōiu koto .

Ore wa , tsukarekitta karada ni muchi o utsu yō ni shinagara , yado no okami ni geki o
tobasaretsutsu , shokuji o hakonde , hakonde .

"Ttaku , hontōni toro iwanē anta "

" Go … … Gomen na sa i "
" Yoiwayo , mā guchitte mo shikatanaishine "

Wa a , to wazatorashiku ōkiku tameiki o hakidasare tari .

" Mō chotto shan to shinasaiyo . Miteru kocchi ga tsukaretekuruwa "

" Hin� ！ ？ Wa … … Wa hi , i "

Pāntu , to .
Oto ga naru hodo ni chikarazuyoku , o shiri o tatakare tari .

" Anta no ogori de sake mo tsuika shiteyo . Yoiwayone , anta yakunitatanai ndashi "
" E , a , a , ano "
" … … Chotto , sōiu no wa dame datte itterudeshō "
" Chi etu , tīra ga kichatta ka , zannen "

―― tokiori , dōkatsumagai no koto o sasayakare tari .

 Ore wa , iya to iu hodo ni , kono kai toiu onna no tachiba ga dōiu monona no ka o ,
omoishirasareteshimatteita .
Tokaku hiriki de , tairyoku mo naku .
Ka to itte yōryō ga yoi wakede monai ―― sō ugokō to omotte mo , ugoki to shikō ga kairi
shiteiru sei de , roku ni ugokenai .
Sonna onna ga , hatarakite no sukunai , onna made hatarakanakerebaikenai mura ni itara dō
naru ka nante , jimei no rida .

Ore wa , kono mura no onnatachi kara , kanzen ni mikudasareteshimatteita .

… … Mushiro , kono mura no onnatachi wa mada yasashī hōdarō .

Kutsujoku de shika naikeredo , ikari sura waitekurukeredo , soredemo , kono mura no
onnatachi wa kai ni kono mura ni ite ī to , itteiru nodakara .

Fuzaketeiru .
Jōdan janai .
Hontōnara , honrai no orenara , konna onnatachi zenin mikudashite , idaku kachi datte nai
tte ―― sō kobaka ni shinagara , tōrisugiru koto sura dekita , hazunanoni ！

… …Daga , sō omotte mo sore o kotoba ni suru koto wa , dekinai .

Kuchi ni shiyō toshite mo , deru sunzen de tomatteshimaushi … … Naniyori , ta no josei ni
kotoba o kuchi ni suru koto jitai o , kono karada wa kyokutan ni kyōfu shiteiru yō de .

―― ā ku sok ku so , kuso … … ！ ！ Hayaku kigen o naoseyo , megami sama … … ！ ！

Kokoro no soko kara , ore wa sō negainagara mo … … Kutakuta ni tsukare hatete , mura no

onnatachi ga shokuji o oeta koro ni nareba , yōyaku kyūkei o toru koto ga dekita .
Chūshoku wa , iwayuru makanai meshi .
 Kesshite oishī monode hanai ―― toiu ka , ore ga ima made tabetekita mono to kurabereba ,
mojidōri undeinosa de wa attamonono .

" … …K ku … … U … … "
" Dō shita no , kai "
" Nan … … Demo … …" "

Omowazu komiagetekita mono ni , ore wa sunde no tokoro de sore o osaekominagara .

Moshi naiteshimaeba , ima ijō ni mijimena kimochi ni natteshimau ―― sō omoinagara ,
undei no “ doro ” No hō o kuchi ni shitsutsu , nantoka tairyoku o modosō to hisshi ni natteita .

… … Muron , tabemono o tabeta dake de tairyoku ga modoru nante koto wa naku .

Ore wa gogo mo , hirō konpai ni natta karada o hikizuru yō ni shinagara , nōsagyō o
saseraretsutsu .
Shūi no onna ni karakawarenagara , kutsujoku ni taenagara , sugosu shika nakatta nodaga .
" O tsukare , kai . Yukkuri yasumu ndayo "
" ―― , wa , a … … A … … , u , n "

Sōshite , nan nichi sugita nodarō .

Mainichi no yō ni yoi yō ni atsukaware , atsurae ware , ji ni wa kyōkatsu ni chikai koto made
sarenagara .
Soredemo , nantoka fuman o bakuhatsu saseru koto naku ―― ina , bakuhatsu saseyō
mononara dō naru no ka ga osoroshikute ―― sugoshitekita .

Jōkyō wa , marude kaizen suru yōsu wa nai .

Wakatta no wa , kono mura ga … … To iu yori wa , kono kinpen ga daibu kinakusai koto ni
natteiru , toiu koto kuraidatta .

" … … Dō , shite "

 Kuchi ni suru no mo bakabakashī hanashidaga , dōyara ore ga maō o tōbatsu shite kara
shibaraku shite , ningen dōshi no arasoi ga okihajimeteirurashiku .
Kono mura no otokode wa , chikaku no ryō no funsō ni zenin karidasareteshimatteiru nda
toka .

Hontōni , bakabakashī hanashida .

Kurō shite maō o taoshitanoni , sono saki de kondo wa ningen dōshi ga arasō nante .
Sore dake demo bakabakashī to iunoni , sarani sono kurō o mata ―― yūshadearu toki to wa
betsu no katachi de owasareteiru , kono jōkyō ga nao no koto yatterarenai .

Dōshite , ore ga konna me ni awanakya naranai no ka .

" … … , a , ā āa … …" "

Kuchi kara koe o hariageyō toshite mo , tsukareteirukara ka , deru no wa umekigoe ni mo nita

koe dake .
Ore wa muryokukan ni sainamarenagara mo , megami ga koe o kaketekuru made matsu shika
nai genjō ni iradachinagara makura ni kao o uzumeta .

" … … N" "

… … Soshite , itsumo no yō ni osoikakattekita sore ni , mayu o shikameru .

Fuzaketeiru .
Hontōni fuzaketeiru .

Megami sama nari no ishugaeshi no tsumorina nodarō ka .

 Soretomo , kono kai toiu onna ga 偶 々 sōna no ka ―― ina , sonna koto wa dō demo yoi .

Hirō ga tamarikitteru karada no oku no oku .

Netsubyō tomo , hirō to mo chigau netsu ga jiwarijiwari to hirogatteiru no o kanjireba , ore
wa kuchibiru o kamishimenagara , jibun no sutētasu o kakunin suru .

Shokugyō ： Mura musume .

Sutētasu wa nokinami ichi keta no , heikin tekina murabitomiman shika nai kono kai toiu
onna no sutētasu no naka de yuītsu , iyō to itte ī hodo ni takakatta sore wa , izen mita toki yori
mo sarani takaku natteshimatteita .

―― seiyoku ： 98 .

Jōgenchi ga doko ka mo wakaranai sono sutētasu wa , izen yori mo sarani 10 ijō takaku
natteori … … Sono sei de , kono karada de no seikatsu ni shishō ga deru hodo ni narihajimeteita .

Tatoeba , nōsagyō .
Koshi o kagameteiru dake de , zuku n , to kafukubu ga uzuite shikata ga nai .
Tatoeba , shokuji no haizen .
Mawari no onna kara boditacchi o sareru dake de , kabinna hodo ni , kanjitaku mo nai
kankaku o oboeteshimau .

… … Soshite , tatoeba , nemuru toki .

Shītsu ga , nunoji ga tai ni sureru dake de , mō amai uzuki ga osamarazu .

" … … , u … … Fu , u ū … … ."
 Dameda .
Dameda , dameda , dameda dameda dameda dameda ―― .

Atama de wa , zutto sō omotteiru no ni .

Da to iunoni , yubisaki wa tai wa , mō tomaranai . Tomattekurenai .
Fuku no naka ni katte ni mogurikonda tenohira wa , kahanshin o ijikuru yō ni susundeitte .

Iyada , iyada , iyada ―― konna , konna .

Konna karada ni sareta ageku , konna koto o shiteshimau nante … … Sonna no , mijimede
shika nai , no ni .
Nanoni … … Dōshite , dōshite , e … … .

" ―― , fu i ītu .."

―― kuchi yuntto .
Mimi ni kasuka ni todoku teido no , chīsana oto .
Demo , sono chīsana oto ga kikoeta shunkan , ore wa sesuji o furuwasenagara , kandakai koe o
ageteshimatteita .

A , a … … . Dōshite … … Dōshite , konna … … .

Konna , ni i … … Kimochīi n dayo o … … .

Ichido , sawatteshimaeba mō tomaranai .

Kuchi yutu . Chi yuputu . Kuchi yuntu . To , iyarashī mizuoto ga , ore no kahanshin kara
kikoete , kite … … .
Yubisaki ga , dorodoro ni nureta , ore no … … Ore ni , tsuiteshimatteru o ma n kokara ,
hanarenai , hanasenai … … .

" A , fu . N ī i i … … ."
 Yubi o ugokasu tabi ni guchi kara deru koe ga , iyade iyade , tamaranai .
Konna ―― marude , ore ga hontōni , tada no inranna mura musume ni natteshimatta ka no
yōna , sonna , 悍 mashī shōmei nante , kikitakunai … … .

Nanoni nanoni i … … .
O ma n ko … … O ma n ko , ijiru no kimochi , ī i … … .

Nande nande e … …N nande , o ma n koijiru no , yamerarenai n dayo o … …� ！ ！

" Fu , atu kya , fu ―― n , u ūtu .."

Koshi ga , katte ni uite , ui tē … … .

Marude , burijji shiteru mitai ni nari nagara a … … .
E ko . E ko . Tte … … Dare ka ni , kobiru mitai , ni i … … Katte ni , koshi ga , ui tē … … .
Yada , yadayada , yada a … … . Konna … … Konna no , konna no , iyananoni … … .

Konna , jī nanka … … Shitaku nante , nai noni ī … … ！！.

" A , u ―― u ﾞ ū ～～……Xtu ..."

―― . A … … .
Ki mochi ī , no ga a … … Hajike , te … … Ē … … ..
Konna … … Konna , mijimena , onanī nanoni i … … .
Nande … … Nande e … … .

" … … , a … … Wa , fu , a … …� ？ "
 Mejiri kara katte ni koboretekuru namida ni , hagishiri o shitsutsu … … Mō , mō zettai , zettai
ni konna koto nante suru mono ka , to … … Sō , omoinagara .
Ore wa … … Kizuite shimatta .

Karada no hoteri ga netsu ga , uzuki ga , mattaku , sametenai .

" , a , u … …� ！ ？ A … … A , ā … …" "

Masaka , to omoi sutētasu o kakunin shitemireba , seiyoku wa 96 .

Anna , anna kimochīi no o ―― chigau , anna kutsujoku o ajiwattanoni , mada , tatta no 2
shika hette naku , te .

Uso … … Usoda , sore jā , ore wa , mada ――

" ―― ku hi itu ."

―― kuchi yutu . To , ore no shikō o sundan suru , mitai , ni i … … .

Mata , yubi ga … … Katte ni , o ma n ko o ijiri dashitē … … .

Kuso … … Ku sok ku so , kuso … …� ！ ！

Iyada , konna ―― konna , hatsujōki no saru , mitaina , a … … ..

Karada ga , katte ni … … Suru , nante e … … . Sore ni , hipparareru , nante e … …� ！ ！

Ore wa , ore wa yūsha nanoni i … …� ！ Maō datte , taoshita noni ――� ！ ！

" A , hi . Hin . Fu i ītu . Chi ku bī … … .."

… …Na no , ni ī … … .
 Nande nande nande nande etu .
Dōshite , onanī , gaman dekinai n dayo o … … .

Kondo , wa … … O ma n ko dake janakute , mune , made … …Ijiri dashitē … … .

Taishite ōkiku mo nai , oppai … …Ijiri nagara a … … .
Shikkari kataku natteru , chikubi o o … … Korikori , tte … … Shicha , tte ē … … ..

Kuchi yutu . Guchi yutu . Tte , mata , o ma n ko mo ijirinagara a … … .

Nemaki , no … … Kokan … … . Omorashi , shita mitai ni nacchatteru noni i … … .
Nanoni , onanī , tomerarenai i … … ..

" Ku hi . Hin . Otu . A , hī i itu .."

Yada , yadayadayada atu ..

Konna , konna mijimena onanī de , kimochiyoku nante , naritakunai ītu ..

Megami . Megami sama atu . Onegai dakara … … Onegaidakara moto ni modoshite , kure
e…….
Konna … … Konna koto , tsuzukeru no nante , taerarenai i … … .

Konna , a … … . Higoro no , sutoresu o … … Onanī de kaishō shichau bi 々, nanka ā … … .

Sonna no , mijime , su girūū … … ..

Ore , ore , hā … … . Yūsha de e … … Sekai o sukutta noni i … … .
Donna onna datte , idakeru yō ni natta noni ī … … ..

" A , hi yu ―― hin . I , hī ī ～～～～xtu .."

Na no , ni i ītu ..
 Mijimena onanī no hō ga , kimochiyoku , kanjichau , nante e ētu ..

Yada , sonna no , yada ā … …� ！ ！ Iyada , i kitaku nante , nai ī … … ..

" O ﾞ tu . O tu . Ho . O ho . O … … .."

Pusshāāātu .. Pushutu . Pusshūū ～～……Xtu ...

Aﾞ……A.Aā…….

Iya nanoni i … … .

Iyananoni , iyananoni , iyananoni ī … …� ！ ！

Ma ta … … Mata , ccha tta … … I tte shima tta a … … .

Konna … … Konna , onanī nanka , de e … … .

" … … , n ku … … Fu , ū … … . A … … A … … ."

U , so … … Usoda , mō , iyada … … Yada , yadayadayada ā … …� ！ ！

Mō , konna mijimena onanī nante shitakunai ītu ！ ！

Konna no , konna no tsuzuketetara , hontōni shin no soko kara , mura musume ni … … Tada
no inranna mura musume no , kai ni natteshimau , kara ā … …� ！ ！

" ―― .."

Iyada , atu .
Yada , tte , omotterunoni ―― nan de nande ē … … ..
 Tasukete , dare ka ―― dare ka , dare ka ā … … ..

" A ﾞ … … Hyu . Wa , hi yu … … Hi yu … … ."

Ore wa … … Sonogo mo , nan do mo nan do mo , nan do mo nan do mo nan do mo onanī o ,

kurikaeshi tē … … .
Chikubi , mo … … O ma n komo … … O shiri , made e … … .
Zenbu , zenbu … … Yubi de ijiri mawashi nagara … … Beddo mo , o morashi shita mitai ni ,
gushogusho ni , shite … … .

Iki mo , taedae ni narinagara … … Yubisaki ga tai ga , manzoku shita no wa … … Uzuki ga

tomatta no wa , kekkyoku … … Shinya ni , natte kara datta .
Itsumodattara , mō nemutteru jikan no , hazu … …Na no , ni i … … .

" Wa , hi yu … … , hi yu … …" "

Kokyū mo dandan to ochitsuite , kureba … … Kimochiyo sa ga usurete , kite … … Mijime sa

bakkari ga , nokotte … … Tsunotte , iku .

Hazukashī .
Shinitai .
Kurushī .

Shūchi , to iu yori wa kutsujoku , chijoku ni chikai mono o oboe nagara … … Ore wa , kata
de kokyū o shinagara … … Boroboro to , nakidashiteshimatta .
Dōshite , dōshite , dōshite .
 Tashika ni , megami ni taishite karukuchi o tataiteshimatta kamo shirenaikeredo , koko made
sareru iware nante , nai .
Nai hazu nanoni .

" … … Hi gutu , egu … …" "

Ore wa , oetsu o morashinagara mo … … Gusshori to nureta shītsu o sonomama ni shite wa

okenai to , kuchibiru o kaminagara .
Jibun ga , konna ni nurashiteshimatta noda , to tsukitsukerareru yōna soreni gao o netsubyō ni
unasareteshimatta ka no yō ni akaku shimenagara mo , heya o deta .

Ima no uchi ni sentaku shiteshimaeba , ta no onnatachi ni wa barezu ni sumu .

Sō omotte , ore wa rōka ni dete ――

" ―― kai "

" Hi� ！ ？ "

―― soshite , sugu ni .
Usu kurayami no naka ni tatteiru dare ka ni , deatteshimatta .

Kasshoku no hada , kuroi kami , ore yori mo zutto takai setake .

Dōshite okite rōka ni tatteiru no ka , tīra wa , nantomo ienai yōna hyōjō o ukabeteite .

"Na , nan , de "

" Ā , sono , etto … … "
 Soshite , hidoku ī zura sō ni hō o kakinagara , kushō sureba .
Tachitsukushiteiru ore ni ayumiyotte , soshite karuku mimiuchi shita .

" … … Onanī mo īkedo goe wa chanto osae tokina ne ？ Yado chū ni kikoetetayo "

" ―― … … "

Sonna , tīra no kotoba o kīte .

Ore wa me no mae ga makkura ni somaru yōna kankaku o oboenagara ―― petanto
suwarikomeba .

" … … , egu , fu , ū ū … …� ！ Hi gutu , u ū … …� ！ ！ "

"Da , daijōbu datte , hora ！ Onna shika inaishi , onanī shiteru ko nante ichi hai iru ndakara ――
"

Amari no mijime sa ni .
Amari no mittomona sa ni .
Honrai mikudashiteiru hazu no aite ni , ki o tsukawareteshimatteiru koto ni .

Kokoro o guchagucha ni kirisakare , fuminijirareteiru ka no yōna kankaku o oboenagara ,

tachiagaru koto mo dekizu ni , nakidashiteshimatta ―― … …
" ―― , n ku … … , n mutu , fu … … ."

Shinya .
Mō , dare mo ga neshizumattadearō jikan .
Ore wa , kugumotta koe o morashinagara , beddo no ue demo zo , mozo to karada o
ugokashiteita .

Kuchi ni wa makura .
 Korekara ―― ima mo morashiteirudearō koe o , heya no soto ni morasanai yō ni .
Ore wa , shikkari to makura no nunoji o kamishimeru yō ni shinagara … … Yubisaki o ,
kenmei ni ugokashiteiku .

Kuchi yutu . Kuchi yuputu . Guchi yutu . Chi yubutu .

Jibun no mimi ni hakkiri kikoeru kurai ni , ōkikute , iyarashikute , hashitanai on .
Sore o kiku no wa tamaranaku kutsujoku de , hazukashikute … … Sō shiteiru dake de shin no
naka ni aru nanika ga , gori gori to yasuri de kezurareteku yōdatta .

Demo … … Demo , sonna hazukashī koto o shiteiru , no ni .

Shinakucha ikenai karada ni , sareteshimatta noni ―― nanoni , sonna kurushī kankaku ga ,
kimochiyo sa ni , oshinagasarete , iku .

Yubisaki wa , mō fuyakechatteru , kurai … … Guchi yogucho , de … … .

Ore , wa … … Makura o kamishimeru yō ni , shinagara … … Nasakenai goe o , o … … .
Dasanai yō ni shinagara , a … … .
Amari , ōkiku monai … … Mune … … . Muda ni , chikubi ga … … Pikupiku . Tte , jiko
shuchō shiteru , mune o , o … … .
Mon , de … … Tsumande , e … …I ijiri , mawashite … … .

Ā ku so , kuso o … … .
Konna … … Konna ,“ maiban ” Konna kaze ni , onanī shitē … … . Nagusamenai , to … …
Muramura shite , nemurenaku naru , nante ē … … ..
Ore , ga … … Ore ga moto no , sugatadattara a … … .
Konna , mijimena koto , shinaide mō … … . Sukina onna o daite , hassan dekita noni
īī … … ...

" ―― .. Fu ku … …� ,～～～～～～……Xtu ..."

Bikkuntu . Tte , koshi ga , hane , cha , ū … … .

 Mijime nanoni i … … . Konna no … … Fuzakeru natte , omotteru noni ī … … .
Nanoni … … Onanī , suruno … … Kimochiyokute … … Yamerare , nai i … … .

Chiku , shō … … , chikushō , chikushō u … … .

Ato , dore dake … … Konna , konna mijimena omoi , shinakya ikenai n dayo o … … ..
Ore , wa … … Yūsha dattanoni i … … . Mura musume nanka ja , nainoni ī … … ..

"～～～～～～xtu ... Fu ki yu ―― , u , fu ū ～～～～……Xtu ..."

Pusshūūtu . Pushatu . Pusshāāatu ..

Te , ni i … … . O ma n ko , ijiri mawashiteta … … Te ni i … … .
Atatakai no , ga a … … Ippai , fukidashi , te e e … … ..
Koshi , ga … … Katte ni , i … … . E ko . E kon . Tte , e … … Mittomonaku , ugoi , chau
u … … ..

Wata … … , chigau , ore , e … … .

Mata … … Mata , onanī … … Ippai , shicha tta a … … .
Otoko nanoni i … … Yūsha dattanoni ī … … .
Mō , konban dake demo , o … … Nan kai , onanī shita no ka , wakaranai i … … .

" … … , pu , a … … . Wa , a … … . Hi yu tu , fu , hi yūū … … .."

Makura kara kuchi o hanaseba , bettori , daekimamire ni natte , te … … .

Nodo o , hi yu , hi yu , tte … … Mittomonaku narashinagara … … Yatto tai no netsu
ga … … Uzukiga … … Samete , kure ba … … .

Ore wa , dandan … … Reisei ni nattekita , nattekiteshimatta atama de , kon , jibun ga shiteta

koto o omoi , kaeshite ――
" … … Hi , gutu … … Fu , ū ū … …" "

―― daeki de nureta bubun o saketsutsu makura ni kao o umere ba .

Amari no nasakena sa ni , boroboro to namida o koboshinagara ―― karekore hantsuki wa
sugita darō ka .
Soko made tatte mo nao nareru koto no nai kono karada ni , oetsu o morashi .

Besshi yorito … … Ore jishin ga morashiteshimatta aieki toka , de … … Marude , o morashi

demo shichatta mitai ni , natteshimatta beddo o , itsumo no yō ni totonoenagara .
Itsu made konna koto o tsuzukenakyaikenai no ka , itsu ni nattara megami wa kigen o
naoshitekureru no ka ―― moshikashite , zutto kono mamana no ka toiu osoroshī sōzō o hisshi
ni natte osaekominagara , ore wa , mabuta o kataku tojita .
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" Wa , a … … , wa atu , hi yu , u … …" "

Mizu o hakobi , nōsagyō o shite , hiru wa yadoya de kyūji o suru .

Sonna , memagurushī rōku no hibi o okuri , okuri ―― soredemo chittomo tairyoku ga tsuku
koto mo naku , omō yō ni ugokanai karada ni iradachinagara .
Ore wa , yatto no koto de owatta hiru no kyūji ni , iki o kirasetsutsu mo ando sureba ryō mo
aji mo hidoi makanai ryōri o mae ni shinagara tsukue ni tsuppushiteita .

" … … Daijōbu , kai ？ "

"A……U,n"

Tonari ni suwattekita , kasshoku hada no onna ―― tīra no kotoba ni , kokun , to unazuku .

Kono mura de yuītsu no sukui to ieba , kono onna kuraidarō ka .
Kotoba mo rokuni kuchi kara dasezu tai mo matomo ni ugokasezu , matomo ni taiwa suru
koto sae muzukashī kono karada ―― kai to hanashitekureru no wa , kanojo dakedatta .
 Ta wa sei 々, meirei suru toka , shiji o tsutae ni kuru toka .

Nochi wa ――

" Kyō mo , o shiri toka sawararetetadesho "

"～～……Tu , mo , mō nare … … Nareta , kara "

" Sō nara yoi ndakedo "

―― go wa , kono kurashi no usa o harasu tame ni , chokkai o kaketekuru , kurai .

O shiri o sawarare tari , senaka o tatakare tari , nimotsu o fuyasare tari , hakondeiru mizu o
kobosare tari .

Shōjiki , hakkiri itte koroshiteyaritai to omō kurai ni , kutsūdakedo .

Demo , ore wa … … Chigau , kai wa , sore o hyō ni dasu koto wa nakatta . Ina , dekinakatta .

Ikari o kuchi ni de sō toshite mo , aite o mae ni suruto sore ga subete shibondeshimau .

Nikushimi o kōdō ni arawasō toshite mo , iza yarō to sureba nani o sureba ī no ka wakaranai .
Kutsujoku o donnani ataerarete mo , sore o hassan dekinai kai wa , tada damatte sore o ukete ,
herahera to suru koto shika , dekizu ni ita .

Tīra wa sonna ore o mite , akireru yō ni kata o sukumeru .

… … Tīra wa onaji yado ni sundeiru , toiu yoshimi de koe o kaketekurete hairuga , betsudan
ore ni kōkan o daiteiru wakede wa nai .
Iya , somosomo jo dōshina nodakara , sonna kaze ni naru no mo okashī no ka .

Tada , soredemo shinsetsu ni , sewa o yaitekureru koto wa , ima no ore ni wa totemo

arigatakatta .
Tīra no soba ni iru toki dake wa , mijime janai kimochi de orareru .
Honno sukoshi dake moto no sugatadeatta koro no kanjō o torimodoseru yōna , sonna ki ga
shite .
" ―― dakara , anmari aitsura ni wa chikazukanai yō nine "

"……？"

… … Sonna koto o kangaeteiru to , tīra no sono kotoba ni ore wa kubi o hinetteshimatta .

Shimatta , kanzen ni kiki nogashiteita .

Ore no yōsu ni sore o satotta no ka , tīra wa shinsoko akireta yō ni tameiki o hakidasuto ,

kotsu n , to gaku o kozuitekuru .

" N , u … …" "

" Tachi no hanashi . Gara ga warui no mo arukedo , yokunai hanashi toka kikukarasa "

" Ma , kira … … ？ N … … Wa , hai "

Sono namae o kīte , bonyari to kao o omoiukaberu .

Makira , toiu no wa ningen no namae da .

Kono mura wa , otokode o nekosogi sensō ni karidasarete kara toiu mono , ikutsu ka no
gurūpu ni wakareru yō ni natteshimatta , nodakedo .
Tachi no gurūpu wa , sono naka de mo hitokiwa gara ga waruku , kōatsu tekide ―― mā ,
iunareba chinpira no yōna renchū datta .
Kono yadoya ni kite chūshoku o taberu toki mo , yoku shiri o tatai tari shitekuru no wa
soitsura … …Datta to , omō . Tabun .

" N . Kai wa ijimerare yasuidarōshine , ki o tsukete "

Koku n to tīra no kotoba ni unazuku to , tīra wa yoshi , to unazuite .

Shokuji o oeta no ka , shokki o katazukereba gogo no sagyō ni iku nodarō , yadoya o satteitta .
 Ore wa ajikenai makanai ryōri o kuchi ni shinagara … … Un , dekiru kagiri kakawaranai yō
ni shiyō , to kokoro ni kimetsutsu , nantoka shokuji o oereba tachiagaru .
Shokki o arai , katazukereba sonomama soto ni dete ―― soshite , mata hajimaru rōku ni
tameiki o hakidashita .

Sensō wa , funsō wa , mada owaranai nodarō ka ？

Kitto kono kai mo , sore izen ni kono mura no onnatachi mo , honrai wa konna rōku o
saserareru yōna koto nado nakatta hazunanoni .

―― sore o kangaereba , tachi mo betsuni moto kara chinpira no yōna kanji de wa nakatta no
kana , nante omoitsutsu .

Hayaku megami ga kigen o naoshimasu yō ni , to negainagara , ore wa gogo no sagyō ni te o

tsukehajimeta .
… … Sō , omotteitanoni .

" Oi , mushi suru n janaiyo "

",a"

Yoru no shokuji o oeta , sono kaeri .

Sukoshi kao o araō to omotte , yado kara deteshimatta no ga saiakudatta .
Nani mo kangaezu ni , heya ni modotte beddo ni mogurikonde , nemutteshimaeba
yokattanoni ―― nante , imasara kōkai shite mo , dō ni mo naranai .

Ore wa me no mae ni tatteiru onnatachi 3 nin o miagenagara , furufuru to katte ni

furueteshimau karada ni iradachitsutsu mo , nani mo dekizu ni ita .

" Mā yoisa . Anta no ishi nan za kankei naishine "

" A ﾞ , u … …� ！ ？ "
 Kenkō tekina hadairo no , se no takai onna ―― ima no ore ga hikui no mo arukeredo ――
no makira wa , ore o mioroshinagara fun , to chīsaku koe o morasuto , ude o tsukande
hippatteiku .
Sakaraenai .
Teikō shiyō to shitakeredo , sonna teikō nante muimi to iwan bakari no chikara de
hipparareteshimaeba , ore wa nani mo dekinai mama , mura no sumi ni aru koya ni
tsureteikareta .

Katsute wa uma ya ushi demo katteita nodarō sono koya wa , ima wa nani mo orazu , sukoshi
areteite .
Demo jin wa haitteru nodarō .
Naka ni wa isu ni tsukue kawari ni shiteirudearō taru nado ga korogatteita .

"Kya , u … …� ！ ？ "

" Ha , karuinē . Don kusai ue ni karada mo yowai toka , gokutsubushi mo yoi tokoroda "

Sonna naka ni , nakaba nagekomareru yō ni sareteshimaeba , makira wa taore fuseta ore o

mioroshitsutsu , ninmari o emi o ukabetemiseru .
Kowai .
Osoroshī .
Ima made datte jin no shisen dake de karada ga sukumiagaru … … Nante koto wa , tashika ni
attakeredo .
Meikaku ni , hakkiri to mukerareta akui ni , kono karada wa … … Kai wa , kanzen ni
sukumiagatteshimatteite .

" A … … U , a … …" "

" Oioi , sonnani kowagaranaide okureyo . Watashi datte betsuni warui hanashi o mottekita wake
janai ndakara sā "
" Sō sō , nēsan no shinsetsushinna ndakara arigataku uke tokinayo "
" Ma , sore mo korekara no anta shidaidakedonē "
 San nin ga kuchiguchi ni , iyarashiku emi o ukabenagara sō ieba .
Kuchi ga furue , ha ga kachikachi to katte ni oto o tateru no o mimi ni shinagara … … Ore
wa , nantoka nigerarenai ka , to koya no naka o mita .

Soto ni derare sōna ana wa aru keredo … … Sono izure mo ga , kono karada de wa todokanai
yōna takai basho ni atte , dō ni mo naranai .
Tobira wa , tachi no ushiro ni arukara … … Isoide tōrinukereba derareru kamo shirenaikeredo
tai wa furueteshimatte , hiza mo , tatanai .

… … Ā ku so , mō ！ ！

Dōshite , dōshite konna karadana nda … … .

Hontō no , honrai no orenara , konna onnatachi shiga ni mo kakezu ni mushi shite
tōrisugirunoni ！

Iya , soredokoroka ippō teki ni uchinomeshi tari datte dekiru no ni , dōshite ―― .

" Ma , hontōni warui hanashi janaikara kikinatte "

" Hi , atu "

Sonna ikari ni niekurikaeru atama sae mo , makira no koe o kikeba , sore dake de kyōfu ni
itetsuiteshimau .
Kowai .
Osoroshī .
Tasukete .
Sonna kanjō ga ―― ore wa sonna koto kangaete mo inainoni , atama ni ippai ni hirogatte ,
hirogatte , nani mo kangaerarenaku natteiku .

Kitto kao mo aozameteiru nodarō .

Ore no koto o mioroshinagara , san nin wa kusu kusu to shinsoko okashi sō ni
warainagara ――
" Kai . Anta o watashitachi no gurūpu ni ireteyaruyo "

―― sonna , wana to shika omoenai yōna kotoba o guchi ni shita .

Gakumendōri no imi de wa , kitto nai .

Nakama ni suru , de hanaku gurūpu ni ireru , toiu no wa kitto sōiu koto .

" … …W wa , wata , wata , shi … …" "

Dakara , ore wa sugu ni kotowarō to guchi o hiraite .

" ―― ā ？ "

" Hi … …� ！ ？ "

" Ireteyaru , tte itteru no ni kotowaru tsumori janaiyonē ？ "

" Wa ha , masaka . Watashi wa makira sama no mono ni nari ma su . Tte iō to shita ndesho ？ "

" Ā , soryā yoine "

… … Hiraite , iō to shita kotoba o kuchi ni suru koto ga , dekinakatta .

Ichi nirami sarete , iatsu sarereba , sore dake de koe gadenaku natteshimau .
Ore wa , furufuru to karada o furuwasenagara … … Kuchiguchi ni warau san nin ni hitokoto
mo kuchi o hasamu koto ga dekizu .

Atozusarō ni mo , yubisaki made furueteshimatte iru karada de wa , sore sae mo

dekinakute ――
" Yoshi , jā sō shiyō ka "
" Ā , yoinē . Dōse dashi , sō shiyō "
"……A,e"

―― sō shiteiru ma ni , san nin wa shinsoko tanoshi sō ni sō itte 嗤 eba , ore no koto o

mioroshita mama , isu ni koshikaketa .
Moshikashite , imanara nigerareru n jānaidarō ka .
San nin wa isu ni suwatteiru .
Ore wa , jibeta ni he tari konderukedo … … Hisshi ni natte hashireba , moshika shitara , koko
kara nigedaseru n jānai ka .

Ugoke , ugoke , ugoke ―― hisshi ni karada ni meirei sureba , mada furue wa

tomaranakattakeredo , nantoka sukoshi kurai wa hashire sōna , sonna ki ga shitekuru .

" ―― hora , kai . Watashitachi ni onegai shite mina "

" Dekiru kagiri waraeru no o tanomuyo "
" Ā , hisshide mijime ttarashī hodo yoinē "

" ―― a "

Demo .
Sonna kanjō sae mo me no mae no san nin no akui ni michita emi ni , assari to
oshitsubusareteshimatta .

Kowai .
Kowai .
Nigeyō toshite shippai shitara , dō natteshimau no ka wakaranakute , kowai .
 Demo ―― tachi no iu koto o kikeba , kitto , hidoi koto wa , sarenai n janai ka .

Arienai .
Sonna koto wa arienai , konna yatsura ni kobita tokoro de , iu koto o kīta tokoro de , nani mo
yoi koto wa nai .
Sore o jūbun ni rikai shiteiru hazu nanoni … …Na no , ni … … .

" … … , a … … U … …" "

Nanoni … … Ore wa , mō … … Nigedasō to omō koto sae , dekinaku natteshimatteita .

Kyōfu kara nogaretai .
Kono osoroshī jōkyō kara , nogaretai .

―― dakara , tachi no iu koto o kīteshimaō , nante .

Sonna mijime ttarashī kanjō ga , shikō ga , kai no kangae ga , atama o katte ni mitashiteiku .

" Fu , gu … … , hi gu … … , egu … …" "

" Oioi , naku n janaiyo . Mada nani mo shitenai ttenoni "

" Ureshinaki tte yatsu janai ？ "

" A wa wa ha , soryā yoine ！ Hora , sassato yoinayo ！ "

Katte ni boroboro to namida ga afurete , tomaranai .

Konna , konna no ―― konna no , ikurana n datte anmarida .
Ore wa , nodo o furuwasenagara … … Sono ba ni hiza o tsuku yō ni sureba , ryōte o jibeta
nitsuite .

" O … … One , onegai , shima , sū … …" "

 Soshite , sonomama ―― ītakunai , ītakunainoni … … Soredemo , katte ni , kutsū kara
nogaretakute detekuru koe o , mimi ni shinagara .

" … …W wa , watashi … … Wata , watashi i , o o … … . Guzu , de … … Yakunitatanai ,

watashi , o o … …� ！ Ma , makira sama tachi , no o … … , gu , guru , gurūpu , ni … … Irete ,
kuda , sa i i " "

Hiji o , soshite gaku o … … Jari , jari , to oto ga kikoeru kurai ni jibeta ni oshitsukete ,
nasakenaku , kongan shita .
Buzamana , bukakkōna dogeza .
Sore o jibun ga shiteiru to omō dake de , atama wa kutsujoku to chijoku de atsuku naru
noni ―― nanoni tai wa sono shisei kara , marude ugokanai .

Boroboro to koboreta namida wa , jimen o nurashiteite .

Sonna ore o miteita tachi wa , kusu kusu , kera kera to azawaraeba ―― yagate , isu kara
tachigatte , ore no kami o tsukanda .

" A , u ﾞ … …" "

" Ā , yoitomo . Kyō kara anta wa watashitachi no kobun de , teshita de , keraisa "
" Kuku . Ma , shokuji no toki wa chokkai dasanaideoiteageruyo "

" Taorerarete mo komarukarane . Sei 々, watashitachi no yoi omocha ni natte hoshīna , kai "

" A … … Wa , wa hi , i … …" "

Kuchi kara deta no wa , nasakenai kurai ni … … Kokoro ga gishi , to itamu hodo ni kobi
hetsuratta , nasakenai koe de .
Ore wa , dōshite , dōshite konna koto ni , to omoinagara mo ――

" ―― sate . Ja , nugina ？ "

 ―― sonna ore no kutsū nante shitta koto janaito demo iu ka no yō ni .
Tachi wa , heizento .
Gokugoku atarimae no yō ni , ore ni sō meirei shitekita .

"E……A,u"

" Fuku o nugu ndayo . Onna dōshida , hazukashigaru koto monaidaro ？ "

" Sō sō betsu ni watashitachi ni “ sōiu shumi ” Ga aru wake janaikara anshin shite yoiwa "

" Hora , sassato suru ！ "

Wake ga wakaranai .
Nande , dōshite sonna koto o shinakerebanaranai no ka .

Demo .

" … … , wa , hi i … …" "

Demo , ore wa ―― ore wa nazeka , sono meirei ni sakarau koto ga , dekinakatta .

Shitagawanakereba .
Kowai me mo , itai me mo iyana nodakara , shitagawanakereba ―― sonna shikō de atama ga
umetsukusareteshimaeba , furueru yubisaki wa shinjirarenai hodo ni nameraka ni fuku o
nugasehajimeteiku .

Shi yururi , shi fuku o nuideikeba , hinsō demo hōmande mo nai , tokuhitsu suru koto ga
marude nai karada ga arawa ni natte .
Sukimakaze ga hi yū , to fukeba samu sa ni karada o furuwasenagara mo ―― sono saki ,
shitagi mo , yukkuri to nuideitta .

" Omoshirokunai karadadanē "

" Kao mo dashi tai mo futsūdashi , seikaku mo kore jā mā otoko nante dekinaiyone "
" … … Hā , ano hito mo hayaku kaettekonai kana "

" Tomena tomena , omoidasasenaide okureyo , kibun ga shizunjimau ！ "

Ore no bonyō , aruiha soremiman no karada o minagara kuchiguchi ni suki kattena kotoba o
haki tsuranenagara , tachi wa jibuntachi no otto no koto o omoidashita no ka , sukoshi dake
shizumikomitsutsu mo , iki o hakidasu .
… … Kono mura zentai ni ieru kotodaga , kono genjō wa subete , otokode o tsuresararete ,
karidasareteshimattakara koso .
Kitto , sōnaru mae wa kono tachi mo , konna koto o suru yōna renchū de wa nakatta nodarō .

Sore koso , ore datte futsū ni , atarisawari naku ikitekita hazuda .

" Yoshi , sore jā chotto mizu o kundekina "

" … … E� ？ "

Daga , sonna koto wa ore ni wa , nani mo kankei nai kotodatta .

Makira wa garan , to sora no oke o nage watashitekureba , sonna kotoba o kuchi ni
shitsutsu … … Ore ga nugisuteta fuku o subete kaishū shiteshimatte .

" Hora , guzuguzu shinai ！ "

" Dōse konna jikanda gai ni dare mo iyashinaisa "

" A , u … … De … … De , mo "

Ore wa , oke o ―― zenra no , isshi matowanu sugata no mama shu ni shinagara .

Torimaki ni nin no kotoba ni , atama ga masshiro ni natteiku no o kanjiteita .

Mizu o kundekoi , toiu no wa yoi ―― iya , yokunai , yaritakunai , sonna koto wa shitakunai .
Demo , sore ijō ni … … Konna , zenra de mura no naka o aruitekoi da nante .
" Dōse mura ni iru no mo onna dakesa . Hora , tottoto iku ndayo ！ ！ "

Shinjirarenai meirei ni katamatteshimatta ore o mikaneta makira ga , chikazuitekuru .

Ore wa , hi , to mijikaku koe o morashite ―― shikashi , sore ijō wa nani mo , sō nani mo
dekinakatta .

―― supāāntu ！ ！ Toiu ōkina oto to , tsuyoi shōgeki .

"K ku , hi ――� ！ ？ "

Kuchi kara koe ga moretekita no wa , shōgeki totomoniji n to shita shibire ga zenshin ni

mawatte kara datta .
Hirateuchi .
Sore mo , o shiri ni go ga kukkiri to nokoru hodo ni , tsuyoku .

O shiri ga jin jin shibireteshimau kankaku ni , ore wa omowazu sesuji o sorashinagara , yoro ,
yoro , to yoroketsutsu .

" Sassato ittekina . Motamota shiteruto kaette mirareruyo "

" Ma , miraretai nnara betsudakedone ？ "

" A … … , a , i … …" "

… … Soshite , deguchi no hata ni tatasareteshimaeba .

Mō , kanojotachi no kotoba o kiku igai ni , dekiru koto nante nani mo , sō nani mo nakatta .
Peta , peta , to ashioto o narashinagara , koya no soto ni dereba soto wa akari ga hotondo nai
kurayami de .
Tashikani nara , dare ni mo mirareru koto wa nai no kamo shirenai , nante omoinagara … …
Don , to senaka o osareru to , tobira o shimerareteshimatta .
" … … , hi kku "

Poroporo to , namida ga koboretekuru .

Nande nande konna koto ―― konna , mijimena me ni awanakya naranai , no ka .
Yado ni modotteshimaō ka to mo kangaeta keredo … … Ore no fuku no kae wa sō ōku wa
nai .
Ina , sore izen ni , koko de nigeta toshite mo , yokuasa tachi ni deatta toki ni dō naru ka nante ,
sōzō mo shitakunakatta .

Puruntu ta putu , purutu .

Ōkiku mo chīsaku mo nai mune ga , aruku tabi ni mijime ttarashiku yurete gao ga atsuku
naru .

""

Hi yūu , to kaze ga fukeba … … Ryōashi no ma o nuketeitte , omowazu koe ga de sō ni natte ,

shimau .
Karada o hinyari to naderu kaze wa , itsumo yori doko ka tsuyoku , kanjiteshimatte .
Ore wa , ryōte de gyū , to oke o nigirishimenagara , peta , peta , to makkurana mura no naka o
aruiteitta .

Saiwai , to iubeki ka .
Mō nemutteiru hito mo ōi nodarō , akari mo , ninki mo hotondo naku .

Soredemo … … Soredemo , zenra de arukasareteshimau no wa , hidoku ,

hazukashikattakeredo .
Kao o atsuku , mimi o atsuku shinagara mo , korenara suguni owaru kamo shirenai , nante .
" ―― fu , a ā … …" "

�！ ？ ！ ？ "

Sō omotta koto jitai ga , machigaidatta .

Shikai no saki ni utsuru ie no tobira ga hiraita ka to omoeba , dareka ga detekuru .
Ore wa goe ni naranai himei o agenagara mo , petan , petan , to ashioto o narashinagara
monokage ni kakurete , suwarikonda .

O shiri ni fureru , hinyari to shita jimen no kanshoku .

Ryōte de kuchimoto o osaekominagara ―― kao ga netsubyō mitai ni atsuku natteru no o
kanjinagara , ore wa hisshi ni natte iki o hisomete .

Dōyara ka kara detekita dare ka wa karuku soto no kūki o sui ni kita dake dattarashī .
Dodkund dokun , to mune ga ōkiku takanatteiku no o kanjinagara guchi o osaekomu te ni
namida ga tsutatteiku no o kanjinagara .
Ore wa , kanojo ga ie no naka ni modori ―― tobira no shimaru oto ga kikoereba , ōkiku ,
ōkiku iki o hakidashita .

" … … , wa , a … … , hā … …" "

Iso ga naku , te wa .
Dok kundokkun urusai mune o karuku osaekomi … … Fu ni yun , to yawarakaku igamu sore
ni , aratamete zenradearu koto o jikaku saserarenagara .
Ore wa , petapeta peta , to isogiashi de ido no hō e to mukatta .

Tōzen to iubeki ka , ido no mawari ni wa dare mo orazu .

 Oke ni mizu o kumeba , zusshiri to shita kanshoku ni kuchibiru o kaminagara mo , isoide
koya no hō e to modotteiku .
Omotai mizu no tamatta oke o ryōte de nigitte , tenohira ga itaku naru no o kanjinagara mo ,
ore wa kenmei ni , kenmei ni ashi o ugokashite … …

" ―― , mo , mo do ri i … …M mashi ta … … A … …" "

" O , hayakattane "

… … Soshite , yōyaku koya made modoreba .

Iki mo taedae ni narinagara , koya no tobira ga hiraku no o mite , hotto mune o nadeoroshita .

Irikuchi ni tatteita makira no torimaki wa , ore o minagara niyaniya to waratteite .

Demo , sonna koto o ki ni suru yoyū sura naku , koya no naka ni haireba , oke o jimen ni
orosu .

Nani mo , anshin dekiru koto nante nai .

Marude anshin dekinai mura no naka kara , marude anshin dekinai koya no naka ni modotta
dake .
Sonna koto wa wakarikitteiru noni ――da to iunoni , ore wa kuchimoto o karuku yurumete
shimatteita .

"……？ Nē nēsan "

" Dō shita n dai ？ "

" E ―― uso , chotto "

… … Sonna ore o mite , tachi wa me o maruku suru .

Oke o mottekita koto ga , sonnani okashī no ka .
Soretomo , nani ka henna kotode mo aru no ka ―― tachi wa okashī to iu yori wa , futsū ni
sukoshi odoroita yōsu o miseteite .
" ―― putu , ah wa wa wa wa wa ！ ！ "

"Kya ha , a wa wa ha� ！ Us so , usodeshi yō ！ ？ "

" Kuku , a wa wa ha� ！ Korya a yoiya ！ "

"……E,a,e？"

Sono odoroki mo , sukoshi sureba sugu ni kanki ――de wa naku , chōshō ni kawatta .
Tachi ga nani o waratteiru no ka , wakaranai .
Tachi wa , ore o ―― ore no karada o mite , nani ka ni kizuita yō ni , shinsoko okashi sō ni
waratteite .

" Tada no guzu ka to omottara , tondemonai “ domazo ” Janai ka ！ "

" Fu fu , ā ok kashī ！ Nē nēsan , kekkō yoi hiroimonona n janai kore ？ "

" Sōdanē , tada iyagatteru yatsu o miteru dake yori mo , aite mo yorokondeta hō ga kocchi mo
waraeru kana "

"E……E,a"

―― soshite , tachi ga naze waratteiru no ka o , yatto rikai shita .

Rikai shite shimatta .

Chigau .
Ore wa , ore wa sonna no ja , nai .
 Doro de do de yogoreta kahanshin .
Sono ryōashi no tsukene kara wa , marude mizu de nurashiteshimatta ka no yō ni , pota , pota ,
to shizuku ga tarete , ite .

" … … , a … … A , a … … ."

Sore ga , tobira kara zutto potapota to , ato o nokoshiteite ―― moshika shitara , tobira no
soto kara .
Moshika shitara , ido kara , aruiha sono temae kara , tenten to tarete ita node hanai ka .
Sō omotta shunkan ―― kuchi kara goe ga , afureteshimatta .

Hazukashī .
Nande , dōshite , konna ―― iyana dake , osoroshī dakedatta hazu nanoni .

" Kuku … … , hora , miteteyarukarasa "

" A … … A , u … … ."
" Koko de itsumo mitai ni onanī shiteminasaiyo , kai "

" Ā , kai nante iwareru yori motto nonoshiraretaikai ？ Da monnē "

San nin kara nonoshirareru tabi ni dodkund dokun , to katte ni shinzō ga takanatteshimau .
Chigau .
Ore wa , ore wa sonna n janai .
Sonna n janai noni ―― nanoni , kai no karada ga , katte ni hannō shite shimatte .

" … … N , hi . A , hi a … … .."

" Putu ki yahahahatu ！ Hontōni ri hajimetawayo , kono ona saru ."

" Tondemonai domazo de hentaidanē , anta ！ "

" N hyu . O . O , fu … … I , hi ītu .."

 … … , yada , yadayada , yada , a … … ..

Iyananoni nanoni , yubi ga , katte ni ugoite , e … …N nande nande e … …� ！

Konna , konna , no … … Baka ni sarete , hidoi koto sarete , mijimede , tsurainode , ichi hai
nanoni ī … … .

" Hora , būbū nakina , ona buta ."

" Ashi mo motto gani mata ni , mittomonaku hiraku ndayo ！ "

" Onna mo sutecha e . Ho ra , anta no kitanai pantsu , kabuseteageru ."

Na no , ni ī … … ..
Ashi , o … … Mittomonaku gani mata ni , hirai tē … … .
Buta yobawari , sarete , e … … . Atama ni , shitagi kabuse raretē … … ..

Sonna , mijimena kakkō , saserareteru noni ī … … . Kurushikute , kurushikute , mō , sakki

kara , zutto naiteru noni ī ～～……Xtu ..

" N hi , ī ī ～～tu .. O ﾞ tu . N , bu . Bu utu . Buh hi i i i … … .."

Pusshūūu ～～xtu ..

Pushutu . Pusshāātu ..

" A wa wa wa ha� ！ Hontōni ku toka , misemono to shichā saikō janai ka ！ "

" Ki yahahahahatu , a wa wa ha� ！ Bakka mitai , atama no naka made nanone ."

" Īya , buta janai ka ？ "

" Butada nante ittara buta ni shitsureidayo , konna mazo buta ."
" Ku hi . N bu . Bu fū ūtu . N , bu ū ū ～～……Xtu ..."

Konna ―― konna , hidoi , no otu .

Konna mijimena no ga , kimochīi nante , zettai ni , o ka , shi i … … .
Ore , ja … … Nai i … … .
Konna no , zettai , ore janai noni ī … … ..

Na no , ni i … … Nan de , konna , kimochiyoku nacchatteru n dayo o ōtu ..

Konna , baka ni sarete , e … … . Hidoi koto sarete , ē … … ..

Konna no , kimochiyoku nante , naru wakenainoni īī ～～xtu ...

O re . Ore wa , mazo nanka ja , nainoni īītu ...

―― pusshāāatu .. Pushutu . Pusshūūu ～～……Tu ...

Sonna ―― sonna goto o … … Kangaete , hisshi ni , natte … … .

Ore wa , kore wa kai de , ore janai tte , hisshi ni , hisshi ni omoi nagara … … .

O ma n ko , de … … Masshiro ni natteiku , ishiki no sumi de ――

" ―― e , isso ―― "

" Ā , sore wa ―― "
" ―― ――ra kin ―― "

―― makira tachi ga … … Nani ka , warai ainagara , hanashiatteru , no o ―― bonyari ,

to ―― nagame ―― … …
Chijō kara , haruka tōku hanareta doko ka .
 Hito ga kesshite tachīrenaidearō sono basho de , megami wa un unto chīsaku unarinagara ,
shorui o niramitsuketeita .
Yūsha kai n niyotte maō ga taosarete shibaraku , chijō wa heion sonomonodatta nodaga ――
chikagoro ni natte , mata mondai ga funshutsu shihajimeteita noda .

Maō ga inaku natta koto niyotte , ichimaīwadearu hitsuyō ga nakunatta ningentachi ga , ryōdo
o megutte arasoi o okoshihajimeta nodearu .

" … … Wa , a "

Megami wa nakunatta ningen no kazu o minagara , soshite sono genin o minagara , fukaku
tameiki o tsuita .
Genin wa , maō ga inaku natta koto mo aru … … Ga , mō hitotsu .
Yūsha ga roku ni kinō shinaku natta , toiu no mo ōkikatta .

Maō ni taiji surukara koso ikei no nen o atsumeteita yūsha wa , koto ningen dōshi no arasoi de
wa nani no yaku ni mo tatanai ―― to iu yori wa , tatte haikenai .
Ningen no shugosha ga ningen dōshi no arasoi ni kanyo suru nado , waraibanashi ni mo
naranaidarō .
Yueni , megami wa dō shita mono ka , to ―― shinsoko , atama o nayamaseteita .

" Ano , megami sama "

"N……"

Sonna saichū .
Megami ni koe o kakeru , chīsana hitokage ga hitotsu .

Senaka kara chīsana , shiroi tsubasa o hayashita shōnen no yōna sore wa , megami o
miagenagara shinpai sōna shisen o muketeite .
Sore o mita megami wa , yawarakana emi o ukabenagara , sono atama o yasashiku nadeta .
" Dō ka , shita nodesu ka ？ "

" A … … E , et to , sono . Kain san no koto wa , ī nodesu ka ？ "

" ―― "

Ga .
Sono emi ga , shōnen no kotoba ni karuku hikitsuru .
Megami to moarō mono ga , kanjō makase ni bachi o ataeta ano ichi ken o , megami wa
kesshite wasurete wa inakatta .
To iu yori wa , wasureru kinō nado megami ni wa sonawatteinakatta .

Omoidashita dake de kao o akaku shimetsutsu mo , megami wa netsu o hakidasu yō ni

chīsaku iki o moraseba , ikari , shūchi , aseri ―― ōyoso megami ni wa fusawashikunai kanjō o ,
ochitsukete .

" ―― ē , mochiron daijōbudesuyo "

Soshite , nikkori to .
Futatabi yawarakana emi o ukabereba , shōnen ni yasashiku , yawarakana koe de sō tsugeta .

" Watashi mo , nani mo kangae nashi ni bachi o ataeta wakede wa arimasen . Tada , kare ni wa
josei no ―― sō , futsū no josei no koto mo manande hoshikatta nodesu "
" Sōdatta ndesu ka , yokatta "

Megami no mottomorashī kotoba ni , shōnen wa ando shita ka no yō ni emi o kobosu .

Kain wa , yūshadearu .
Megami no tsugō de , sekai no tame ni ganbatta kare ga itsu made mo bachi o
ataetsuzukerareru , toiu no wa shōnen nitotte mo ―― to iu yori , kono ba ni sumau dare mo ga ,
kesshite yoi kotoda to wa omotteinakatta nodarō .

Megami sama ni mo , kangae ga chanto atta noda , to .

 Sonna sukoshi fukeina ando o , shōnen wa oboetsutsu .

" Desukara , e e . Kain ni wa izure moto no karada ni modottemorau tsumoridesu . Josei no

kokoro o mananda kain ga , ano yōna yoku ni oboreru koto wa nidoto wa naideshō "
" Sōdesune , sukoshi kawaisōna ki mo shimasuga "
" … … Ko hon . Sōdesune ―― "

Shōnen no kotoba ni karuku sekibarai o shinagara , megami wa ――

" Wa , a … … , hā … …" "

Omotai mizu oke o te ni , aruku .

Kono karada ni sarete kara , mō sukkari nareteshimatta hazu no rōku ――de wa , nai .
Fudannaraba yado ya ie ni hitsuyōna bun o hakobu dakedatta hazu no sono rōku ni , saikin ni
natte saranaru rōku ga tsumikasanaru yō ni natteita .

Akaku natte itami o uttaeru te de , oke o hisshi ni nigirinagara .

Aruiteitta saki ni ita no wa , ore no koto o mikudashita yō ni waratteiru , san ningumi .

" Ō , osokatta janai ka "

" Motto isoginasaiyone , mazo buta "
" Wa , hi yu … … , hi yu … …" "

Iki mo taedae ni narinagara , ore wa … … Makira no moto made mizu oke o hakobikireba ,
arārashiku , iki o haita .
Sonna ore o mikudashinagara , tachi wa tanoshige ni , tanoshige ni waratteite .

Ore wa , sonna tachi ni ikari o , zōo sae mo oboenagara ――

" ―― hora , orei wa dō shita n dai ？ "

" Hi yu … … , wa , wa , hi i … …" "

―― shikashi , jō kara iatsu teki ni kotoba o nagekakerareteshimaeba .

Tatta sore dake no koto de , marude kōrizuke ni demo natta ka no yō ni karada wa furueagari ,
oboeteita hazu no atsuku kuroi kanjō wa , kieuseteshimatta .

Orei wa , to iwarereba , ore wa sono ba ni … … Jibeta ni hiza o tsukinagara .

" … … , ma , ma zo , buta … … , nan no , torie mo nai , mazo buta , ni i … … O shigoto ,

kurete … … . Ari ga , tō … … Gozai masu … … Bu hi i … …� ！ "

Soshite gaku o jimen ni kosuritsukeru yō ni , shitsutsu .

Bukakkō ni … … Oshierareta tōri , o shiri o , jō ni tsukidasu yō ni agenagara , dogeza o shita .
Saserarete shimatta .

Kao ga , atsuku , atsuku natteiku .

Dōshite , dōshite konna ―― konna , baka mitaina koto o , shinakereba , naranai no ka .
Kangaereba kangaeru hodo ni rifujin de , mijimena kimochi de ichi hai ni natte , natte … … .

" Ki yahahahatu ！ Ho ra , kyō no mazo buta chēkku ！ "

" ――t � ！ "

" Putu , kuku . Hon tto unidōshiyō mo nainē , anta ！ "

" Sō itteyarunayo , mazo buta ga watashitachi ni kansha shiteru tte akashina ndakara sā ！ "

Na no , ni .
Da toiu noni ―― sukāto o makuriagerareta , ore no kahanshin wa … … Sū , to , kūki ga
fureta shunkan ni , tsumetai , tsumetai kankaku o , oboete shimatta .
Nureta hada ga fū de hieru , sono kanshoku .
 Sore dake de … … Soshite , tachi no hannō de , ore wa , jibun no kahanshin ga dō natteiru no
ka , wakatte shimatte .

Sore ga , hazukashikute , hazukashikute , shikatanai noni ――

" Putu , ah wa wa wa ！ "

"Nā ni , o shiri fucchatte . Ureshī no , mazo buta ？ "

" Hontōni dō shiyō mo nai yakkodanē , anta ！ "

" ―― … …� .～～～～xtu .."

――na no , ni … … .
Nanoni , dōshite … … Dōshite , ore , e … … . Konna , konna koto sareteru noni … … Katte
ni , hannō shicha un dayo o … … .
O shiri … … O shiri , katte ni , sayū ni futte … … Yorokonderu mitai ni , shitē … … .

Konna no , konna no kokoro ga , koware sōna kurai ni … … Kurushikute , tsurakute , damena

no , ni ī … … ..

" Ho ra , go hōbi� ！ "

"K kya , fu ū … … .."

Suppa āntu ！ ！ Tte , e … … .

O shiri … … O shiri , tatakareta ra a … … . Henna koe , ga … … Katte ni , afure tē … … .

Ā ku so , kuso o … … . Iyada , konna no , iya nanoni … … .

" Ah wa wa ha� ！ Omanko kara shiru fukidashinagara yorokondera ！ "

" Kuku , kanshashinayo , kai . Watashitachi ga himatsubushi ni tsukatteyatteru ndakara sā "

" … … . Wa , hi … … . Ma , mazo buta … … Tsukattekure , te … … , fugi yūutu ！ ？ "

Kotoba o guchi ni shiteta ra … … Atama o , guriguri , fumitsukerare , chau … … .

Konna , no … … Hi doi i … … . Ore , chanto … … Iwareta tōri ni , shiyō to , shita noni
ī … … ..

" Mazo buta ga hito no kotoba tsukaccha dame janai . Ho ra , o re i ."

" … …T ,――……Tu .."

A , a … … . Iyada , mō , yada ā … … .
Konna no , mō , iyananoni … … .

" … … Bu , utu . Bu hi . Bu hyu . Pugotu , buh hī ī ～～……Xtu .."

" A wa wa ha� ！ Hontōni yariyagatta ！ "

" Hito toshite no puraido mitaina no wa nai nokai , anta . Iyā , nai ndarōnē ！ "

" Bu hi . Buh hī ītu . Bu hi yūū ～～tu .."

Ore , wa … … Buta mitai ni , nan do mo , nan do mo , nan do mo … … .

Mittomonaku , naki nagara a … … .
Kahanshin ga , katte ni i … … Biku . Bikkuntu . Tte , haneru , no … … . Kanji , te … … .

Gaku o kosuritsuketa mama no , jibeta , ni i … … . Boroboro , namida mo … … Hanamizu ,

mō … … Tarashi nagara ――

―― wata , shi i … … Mō , murī … … .

Kono tai ni natte kara , hajimete ―― iwasarerude mo , katte ni sō narude mo naku shin no
soko kara … … Kai to onaji kimochi ni , nareba .
 Mijime ni nakinagara , warawarenagara .
Mō , sore mo kyō madeda , to … … Sō omoinagara , tadatada , chijoku no jikan o
sugoshitsuzuketa .

… … Sōshite , yoru .
Hiruma ni sanzan asondakaradarō , tachi kara no yobidashi mo naku , yado de no shokuji mo
oeta ore wa , shizuka ni heya o deta .

"……,u"

Nemui .
Tsukare de karada mo omokute , nani de mo nai hazu no basho de tai ga furatsuku .
Demo , mō taerarenakatta .
Rifujin ni ataeraretsuzukeru rōku mo .
Nani mo shiteinainoni shītagerareteshimau mainichi mo .
Soshite , sore ni jojoni kowareteitteiru yōna , jibun ni mo .

Dakara , ketsui shita noda .

Mura kara deru .
Mura kara dete … … Deta nochi no koto wa , dete kara kangaereba yoi .
Usagi ni kaku , konna jigoku no yōna basho ni wa , itakunai .

Semete , tīra ni koe o kakeyō ka to mo omottakeredo , sonna yoyū nante aru wake mo naku .
Ore wa , iki o hisomenagara , shizuka ni , makkurana mura no naka o aruiteitta .
 Mura no deguchi ga doko ni aru no ka kurai wa , chanto oboeteiru .
Rindō ni tsunagatteiru , katsute wa bokujōdattadearō uchisuterareta hiroba no sen .
Soko made ikeba , ore wa jiyū ni nareru .

Sō omō to , shizen to kokoro ga karuku natta .

Megami ga , megami sama ga ore no koto o yurusu made , nigekirereba yoi noda .

Mō , jū ni fun ni hansei wa shita .

Nidoto anna ―― onna o tok kae hik kae shite , sukihōdai suru yōna hibi nante okuranai .
Megami sama ni , karukuchi datte tatakanai .
… … Ima omoeba , ā shite sukihōdai shitekita kanojotachi mo , ima no ore mitaina omoi o
daiteita no kamo shirenaikara , sonna koto wa mōshitaku mo nai .

" , wa , a … …" "

Sōshite , aruite , aruite , aruite .

Uchisuterareta bokujō ato no , sono saki made mukaeba ――

"……A"

―― soko de , ashi ga .
Karukatta hazu no ashi ga , tomatteshimatta .

Me no mae ni aru no wa , makkurana , mori .

 Hiruma ni mieta akaru sa nado mijin mo naku dō wa oroka ichi sunsaki ni nani ga aru ka sae
mo mattaku mienai , mak kurayami .
Kasuka ni michi ya tatemono ga wakaru mura no naka to wa akiraka ni chigau sore ni , ore no
ashi wa ichi ho mo mae ni susumanaku natteshimatte .

" ―― , hi , i� ！ ？ "

Soshite , mori no naka kara shishi no koe ga kikoetekureba .

Ore wa sono ba ni petan , to e tari kominagara atozusatteshimatta .

Kowai .
Kowai , kowai , kowai , kowai ―― kurayami ga kowai , nani ga iru no ka wakaranai no ga
kowai , ichi nin de kono saki ni susumu no ga kowai ―― .
Konna kotonara , tashō muri o shite mo tīra ni sōdan sureba yokatta goe o kakereba
yokatta ―― sonna kōkai ga , go kara nochi kara wakidashitekureba , mejiri ni wa katte ni
namida ga ukandekite .

Demo , nigenakya … … Nigenakya , nigenakya , mō konna mura ni wa itakunai tte , sō

omotteshimaeba .
Ore wa , kono ba kara ichi ho mo ugokenaku , natteshimatta .

Susumu no wa kowai . Konna mak kurayami no mori no naka nante , jōdan janai .
Modoru no wa kowai . Kore ijō konna mura ni itara , ore ga ore janaku natteshimau .

" A … … U , a … …T k ku , egu … …" "

Tōtō boroboro to namida ga koboreochitekureba guchi kara wa katte ni oetsu ga afuredashita .

Tomeyō toshite mo tomerarezu , nakijakuri .
Ittai dō sureba yoi no ka , to ore wa bōzen toshite ――
" ―― oioi , go o tsuketemirya a "
" Antabaka janai no , nani shiterunoyo "
" ―― , a "

―― soshite , mitsukatteshimatta .
Moshika shitara , saisho kara tsuitekiteita no kamo shirenai .
Tachi wa , nakijakutteita ore o mioroshinagara ―― te ni motta kantera de , ore no kao o
terashitekite .

" Akari mo nashi ni mori ni hairu nan za , shinitai tte itteru yōna mondaro . Sonna koto mo
shiranai nokai ？ "

" Nani suru no ka to omottetakedo , mattaku … … Kodomo demo shitteru kotonanoni , hontōni
bakane "
"A……U"

Tachi wa , shinsoko akirekaetteiru yōdatta .

Itsumo no yō ni , ore o baka ni shite asobude mo naku , chōshō surude mo nai .
Sono hyōjō ni aru no wa akire , heta o sureba wazukana shinpai ya awaremi sae atta kamo
shirenai .

Sonna shisen o uketeshimaeba ―― ore wa , masumasu mijimena kimochi de ichi hai ni ,

natteiku .
Ore o moteasondekita aite kara sura awaremare , dōjō sare , akirerare .
Hora , tachinasaiyo , to te made kasareteshimaeba , ore wa tsui sono te o totteshimai .
Ando sae kanjiteshimatteiru jibun ni , uchinomesareta yōna kimochi ni narinagara mo ――
" ―― ma , chōdo īkane . Mōchoi go ni shiyō ka to omottetakedo "
" A , ima kara iku no nēsan "
" Koko made kichimattashi , icchimatte mo īdaro . Chōdo koitsu mo irushine "

―― fui ni .
Sonna , ore ni wa marude wakaranai kaiwa o , shihajimeta .

"E,a"
" Yoikara tsuitekina "

Tachi ni te o nigirareteshimaeba , ore wa sono te kara hanareru koto mo dekizu .

Kantera ni terasarete , iku fun ka akaruku natta mori no naka e to , tsurekomareteitta .

Mori no naka o aruita no wa , sū fundatta ka , aruiha shō ichi jikan hododatta ka .

Aruiteiru ma , tachi wa kaiwa no hitotsu monaku ―― ore mo , tokiori kikoetekuru shishi no
koe ni karada o furuwasereba , nani mo kiku koto wa dekizu .

" Mietekitane "

Sōshite aruita saki ni mietekita no wa , akaridatta .

Yaeichi , to demo ieba yoi nodarō ka .
Ikutsu ka aru tento no matomari no uchi no hitotsu ni , tachi wa mayō koto naku ashi o
susumeteikeba , ore mo ude o hikareteiku .

Sono shūraku jimita basho ni ita no wa , joseitachidatta .

Yoroi o mi ni tsuketa mono , shinkan no yōna mono , kega o shiteiru mono … …
Samazamana joseitachi ga kai , ichi sama ni tachi o mitsumeteite .

―― hidoku , iyana yokan ga shita .

 Mura no soto ni detanoni .
Mura kara hanaretanoni , nani ka , chimei teki ni machigaeteshimatta ka no , yōna .

" Nja , watashi wa hanashi o tsuketekuruyo "

" Hāi . Yokattawanē , mura kara detakatta ndeshō ？ "

"E,a,a"
" Yorokobina , shibaraku wa mura ni kaeranaide sumukarasa "

Tachi no kotoba ni , okan ga hashiru .

Nande , dōshite ―― nani o , machigaeta ndarō .

Nigeyō to shita koto ？

Tīra ni koe o kakenakatta koto ？

Yūki o furishibotte , ichi nin de mori ni hairanakatta koto ―― ？

Wakaranai .
Wakaranai , wakaranai , wakaranai .

" ―― yoshi , banashi ga tsuitayo . Kashidashi kikan wa ichi kagetsuda tosa "

" Are , kekkō nagaiwane ？ "

" Sutoresu ga kekkō tamatteru nda to sa . Sono bun , hora "

Tento kara detekita makira wa kin ga haitteirudearō kawabukuro to , nidai ―― soshite sore
ni notteiru shokuryō o misete , kite .
Sonomama , bōzen to shiteiru ore no kubi ni , kachin , to .
Nani ka , kubiwa no yōna mono o hamereba ――

" Machigatte mo nigenai yō nine . Nigetara , kubi ga tobuyo "

" E , hi … …� ！ ？ "

" Shinpai shinaide tte ba . Koko no hitotachi datte betsuni , mazo buta o koroshitai to ka janaishi
"
" Mushiro taika o haratteru nda , teichō ni atsukattekurerudarōsa , kittone "

―― sonna , kotoba o .
Kiyasume ni mo naranai kotoba o , ninmari to shita emi totomoni kuchi ni sureba .
Tachi wa nimotsu o te ni , ore o oite , tachisatte , iku .

" Ma ―― , ma , tte ―― "

" Hē , anata ga kainanone "

Dokun , to iyana dōki o kanjiru to , ore wa makira ni oisugarō to shita keredo .

Sonna ore o , haigo kara yobitomeru koe ga , hitotsu .

Furikaettemireba , soko ni ita no wa ―― tachi nante me janai kurai ni se no takai moto no

ore yori mo kitto se no takai , onna .
Shikkari to shita yoroi o mi ni matotteiru kanojo ni mikudasarereba , ore wa koe mo dasezu ni
tai o furuwaseteshimatte .

" Kao wa imaichi tai mo bimyō … … Dakedo , mā zeitaku wa ienaikashira "

" A … … , e , a … …Na , nani … … O "
" A , sono taido wa yoiwane shō dōbutsukei wa kirai janaiwa … … Hai "

Furueru ore ni sō īnagara , kanojo wa ore ni fukuro o tewatashite , kita .

Naka ni haitteiru no wa , usui nunogire .
Nani mo kuchi ni shinaikeredo , gengai ni “ kore ni kigaero ” To , ore ni meijiteite .

Ore wa ―― tachi to wa , hikaku ni naranai .

 Tachi ni sae , mattaku ha ga tatanai ima no ore nitotte wa dōshiyō mo nai hodo ni kaku jōna ,
sonna kanojo o miagenagara … … Ore wa , kokun , to unazuku to , yukkuri to fuku o
nugihajimeta .

Shisen ga , tsukisasaru .
Tento de dekita shūraku ni tamuro shiteita joseitachi ga , kai , kai , ore ni shisen o
muketekuru .
Kōki , bubetsu , aruiha motto betsu no kanjō made kometa , sono shisen .

Sokode , yatto ―― ina , mō wakatteitakeredo mitomezaru o enai ―― rikai shite shimatta .

“ urareta ”.
Iya , kashidasareta to iubekina nodarō ka .
Kin to shokuryō to hikikae ni , ore wa , kanojotachi ni , uritobasarete , kashidasarete shimatta
noda .

" ――t " "

" Ara , naiteruno ？ "

Boroboro to , namida ga afuretekuru .

Nande ―― dōshite , konna me ni awanai to ikenai no ka .
Mura de no atsukai mo saiakudattakeredo , kore wa mō , saiaku nante mono jā nai .
Mono toshite , marude dorei no yō ni , kankin sareteshimatta .
Ōyoso ningen toshite sae atsukawareteinai sore ni , ore wa oetsu o morashinagara ―― demo
fuku o nugu no o , tomeru koto mo , dekinakute .

"……A,u"
" Fu fu , kīteruwayo . Mazo butana ndeshō , anata "

Soshite … … Watasareta fuku o , mireba .

 Sore o mita shunkan gao wa atsuku natte , dokun , to dōki totomoni karada mo atsuku ――
soshite shin wa himei o agete shimatta .

Sore wa fuku to itte ī monode wa , danjite nakatta .

Fuku toshite no kinō o hōki shita , kanzen ni suketeiru usui nunoji .
Mune to o ma n ko wa kanagu de , go wa koshi ya ude ni dake nunoji de kakushiteiru sore wa
jō matsu no 娼館 de tsukawareteiru yōna , hinsei no kakera sae mo , nai fuku , de .

Sonna , sonna .
Konna ―― konna fuku o kinakereba ikenai , nante .

Chinoke ga hiku no to dōjini , netsubyō ni mo okasareteshimau ka no yōna , sonna kimyōna

kankaku ni , taore sō ni narinagara , mo .
Me no mae no , kanojo kara tsuyoku shisen o ukereba , sore sae mo dekizu … … Ore wa ,
tōtō , sono fuku o mi ni tsukete shimatta .

Shōfu de sae hin no nai to ī sōna … … Chikubi to omanko o kakusu kanagu to , usui nunoji
dake no fuku .
Sore o mita kanojo wa , ninmari to emi o , ukabete .

" Fu fu , tottemo niatteiruwa . Sā , sore jā jiko shōkai shinasai "

" … …Ji ji ko , shō kai … … ？ "

" Ē . Sōne ―― "

Kanojo ga , mimimoto de yasashiku ―― soshite kokuhaku ni , sasayakikakeru .

Sono kotoba ga , ore no koto o ningenda to wa mijin mo omotteinai toiu koto o , ariari to
shimeshiteite .
Ore wa , sesuji o furuwasenagara … … Shikashi , nigedasō to wa , omō koto sae dekinakatta .

Kanojo no , koshi ni haiteiru ken .

 Ima no ore de wa , mochiageru koto sae dekinai sore wa , kitto ―― ore ga sōshitanara , sugu
ni furuwareru , mono .
Ina , sore sae tsukau hitsuyō mo nai .
Sono yoroi ni tsutsumareta ude de naguraretanara , sore dake de , kitto ore , wa ―― … …

" … … , mi , mina , minasamak ki , kīte , kuda , sa i" "

Sō kangaeta dake de , ore no karada wa , ore no ishi ni hanshite ―― chigau , ore no ishidōri
ni ―― ugokidashite shimatteita .
Kowai .
Sakaraenai .
Kō suru shika nai .
Atama ni ikutsu mo ukabu kotoba wa , mō , kai no monona no ka , ore no monona no ka mo
wakaranai keredo .

Demo .

" Wa , wata … … Wata , shi hā … … . Kyō , kara … … Mina , sama no , shoyūbutsu , no … …

Buta desu . Pat to , shinai , watashi … …Desu kedo … … Dōzo , goji , goji yū , ni i , tsukatte ,
kuda , sai i … … .."

Demo , dō sureba ī no ka dake wa , iyana kurai ni , wakatte shimatteita .

Kobi ni kobita koe de , herikudarinagara … … Ryōte o atama no ushiro ni , kun de .
Ryōashi , o … … Hiza o , sayū ni , hirai , te … … . E ko , e kotte , koshi o yurashinagara ,
chari , chari , tte kanagu o narashi , te … … .

Oppai mo ta pu ta putte yurashi nagara … … Hisshi ni , apīru , shite … … .

" O , o ma n ko , mo … … Kuchi mo , oshiri , mo … … Nan demo , tada desu , kara … … .

Dōka … … Dō , ka … … Buta ni , jihi o , kudasai , i … … ."
 Sonna … … Mō , otokodokoro , ka … … Ningendearu koto sura , suteta yōna , kotoba o haki
tsuranere ba … … .
O ma n ko , wa … … Nurete … … Nure , chatte , e … … .

" … … Fu fu , yoku iemashita ."

" A … … A , arigatō gozai , ma sū … …" "

Atama o , naderarereba … … Ore , hā … …

Kanojo no , tento no naka ni … … Tsurekomare , te … … Soshite , mite shimatta .

Ore no me no mae de , yoroi o nuideiku , kanojo .

Gasshiri to shiteite , 2 m chikai setake ni miatta ōkina mune to o shiri o oshige mo naku
sarashita , kanojo no , kokan ni wa ――

" Sate , de wa jihi o sashiagemasune , buta san ."

" Hi … … , a , a "

―― josei ni wa , nai hazu no .

Akago no ude hodo mo aru , ochinpo ga , ōshiku sorikaette ita noda .

Nigedasō to kangaeru yori mo hayaku , kanojo no ude ga , ore o osaekomu .

Marude akachan de mo idaku ka no yō ni tayasuku butsu o atsukau ka no yō ni sozatsu ni .
Gui , tto dakiagerarete , ryōashi mo , ryō ude mo , mojidōri miugoki hitotsu torenai yō
ni … … Yōji ga , toire saserareru toki no yōna , sonna pōzu de , katamerarete , shimaeba .

" ―― i , gitu ！ ？ I , a ﾞ ―― a i īītu ！ ？ "

Isshun , nani o sareta no ka wakaranakatta .

 Gontu , to marude naguritsuketa ka no yōna oto to issho ni tai o oshi hirogerareru ka no yōna ,
kankaku .
Kuchi o pakupaku to shinagara , kūki o subete hakidashiteshimatta sei de , ishiki wa sugu ni
meimetsu shite ――

" Fu fu , sukoshi saketakashira ―― anshin shite chōdaina , somatsuna kaifukuyakunara

arimasukara ."

" A ﾞ tu . O ﾞ tu , go otu ！ ？ "

―― sono ishiki ga , shimiru yōna itami to , naguritsukeru ka no yōna kairaku ni , sugu ni

yobimodosareteshimau .

Gontu ！ Dontu , dogotu ！ To on ga kikoeteki sōna hodo ni , onaka o naguritsukerareteiru

ka no yōna , kankaku .
Soshite , mata no ―― o ma n ko o , gichigichi ni oshi hirogerareru sono kankaku ni , nani o
sareteiru no ka , iyaōnashini ri kaisaserarete , shima tta … … .

O re … … Ore , okasare , te ―― .

" Demo sasuga desune . Madorok koshī zen 戯 mo hitsuyō nai yō de tasukarimasu ."

" O i i ﾞ tu , gitu ！？. Hī i ﾞ ixtu .."

" Jiko shōkai dake de nurasu nante , mattaku ―― ."

―― docchi yuntu do go n . Do mutu .

Karada , o ―― jōge ni , yusaburare naga ra ―― .

O ma , o ma n ko , guchi ya , guchi ya , ni ī … … ..
Ona , ka ―― bo ko , bokon . Tte naigawa kara , fukura , ma , sarete ―― .

" Mattaku , ī “ onaho ”Desune , buta ha ."

" ―― ..."

Kan , zen ni ―― kanzen ni , mono .

Mō , mono toshite , shika ―― atsukawarete , nai ―― no , ni … … .
O re … … Ore … … . Wata , shi ―― watashi , ītu ..

Yada , yada atu . Kowa ――re cha u . Kowarechau , u ū … … .

Kon na ―― konna no , itai , dakenanoni itu .
Kowai dakenanoni itu .
Na no , ni ―― … … ..

"――."

Do bu byū u ūtu .. Bu byutu . Bu byurururutu . Bub byū u ū ～～xtu ...

" ――t .～～～～……Tu .――……..."

" Fu u , enseitsuzuki de tamattetakara ichi hatsume kara kekkō demashitane … … Tto ."

"～～～～～～xtu .."

Go … …C chi yuntu .

Ona , ka ―― onaka no , naka ―― atsui node e … … Ippai na no , ni … … .

Onaka , panpan na no , ni ī … … .
Mata … … Mata , okashare , te , ryū ū … … .. Tsukaware , chatte ru u ū … … ...

Gomenna , hi yaī … … .
Onna no , hito o … … Mono , mitai ni … … Atsukatte , gomenna hi yaī … … .
 Tokka e , hik ka e nante , shite … … Gomenna hi yaīi … … .
Mō , shimasen … … Zettai , zettai , shimasen , kara ā … … ..

" Fu fu , waikuda to omoimashitakedo … … Naka 々 yurumanai to kangaereba , kore mo chū

々."

" O ﾞ ―― . O ﾞ tu . Go . Go etu ."

" Anshin shitekudasaine , buta . Kowarenai yō , chanto teire wa shiteagemasukara ―― butai no

hoka no mina mo , yasashīdesuyo ."

―― tasukete ētu . Tasukete , tasukete tasukete tasukete tasukete etu ..

Onegai , onegaime ga mi sama ！ Kowareru , wata , watashi , watashi ji

yanakunacchaukaratu dakara ātu ..

Dakara , mō , mō yurushitekudasaī īī ―― … … ...

" ―― ē ,“ jinsei ichi kai ” Kuraide modoshimasukara "
" Ā , sorenara anshindesune , yokattadesu "
" Mangaichi no tame ni chanto seishin hogo mo kaketearimasushi ne "

―― megami to tenshi wa , sonna kotoba o egao de kawashiainagara , emi o kobosu .

Jinsei ichi kai .
Sono kotoba ni komerareta mono wa , kesshite akui de wa nai .

Yūkyū no toki o ikiru megami , soshite tenshi nitotte wa jin no jinsei toiu no wa hontōni
wazukana monode shika nai .
Sore koso , kanojotachi no kankaku de iu nodeareba 1 kagetsu ―― aruiha 1 nichiteido no
kankaku shika naku .

Yueni , megami nitotte wa “ sukoshi dake chōbatsu bō de hansei shitemoraimasu� ！ ”Teido

no ishi shika nakatta noda .
 Ima no sekai niokeru , hikakuteki mazushiku josei bakari no mura .
Sokode kai toshite no jinsei o ―― kanojotachi nitotte wa , hontōni chotto hansei saseru teido
no jikan ―― sugosasete , hansei o unagasu .
Tada soredake no , megami nitaisuru fukei o kangaereba , hontōni yasashī , yasashī
“ oshioki ” .

" ―― otu . A , otu . O , hi yu … … ."

" Kusu . Kyō wa sore de 1 nichi sugoshitemoraimasune , buta ."
" Wa … … Hi , goshi yu , jin … … Hi yama … … ."

―― mottomo .
Kain ga sō natte kara sugita jikan wa , mada ichigatsu ni mo mitanai wakedaga .

Hiza o kaku kaku to yurashinagara , kain wa o shiri to hibu ni nejikomareta harigata o

otosanai yō ni shitsutsu , kobikitta emi o kobosu .
Daga , sono naishin wa , tsuneni kōkai to zetsubō , soshite jibun no monode wa nai kairaku ni
okasareteiku kyōfu de mitasareteita .

Megami ga mangaichi no tame ni , to kaketa seishin hogo no okage de , kain wa ittei ijō kurū
koto mo dekizu .
Jibun ga , kai ndearu toiu koto o wasureru koto sae dekizu .
Sono ue de , kai toshite jinsei o ikitsuzukenakerebanaranai noda .

Ji shi sae mo yurusarenu sono semeku no chū , kain wa tada tadakan ni , megami ni aigan shi ,
yurushi o koi , wabitsuzukeru .
Ikaga ni wabiyō to mo , kōkai shiyō to mo , kesshite moto ni wa modorenai koto nado shiru
yoshi monaku ――
" O ﾞ tu . N , hi yu … … , i , a … … ."

" Sā , sore jā butai no mina ni mo tsukattemoraimashōne , buta ."

―― kain no jigoku wa , owaru yōsu mo naku tsuzuiteitta .