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Devoted by Conrad A. Panganiban
Devoted by Conrad A. Panganiban
Devoted by Conrad A. Panganiban
written by
Conrad A. Panganiban
Setting
The play begins in the present inside Nostalgia, the Bookstore,
San Francisco, USA. From there, it goes to 1986 inside a
bookstore off the EDSA, and then we are transported to Manila
inside a library in 1896.
Playwright's Notes
MARY
Shit shit shit shit shit.
CHRIS
Um... Hi? Thanks for coming–
MARY
(looking outside the door)
Shhhhh!!!
CHRIS
I'm sorry. Can I help you?
MARY
(still looking outside)
Shhhh. He's going to hear you.
CHRIS
You.
MARY (CONT’D)
You.
2.
DANIEL (CONT’D)
Mary, are you in / here?
CHRIS
Hey... you? Thanks for coming! I'm glad you made it to / my
book signing.
DANIEL
Yeah, I really don't care. Did you see a girl come in here?
CHRIS
Can't say that I have.
DANIEL
(Takes a sniff)
No... I'm picking up on her scent. I heard on a podcast that
when you're in love, you can smell...
CHRIS
Excuse me Miss, [In Tagalog: Do you know this man?]
MARY
[In Tagalog: Who? This boy that smells like shit?]
DANIEL
Wha what what'd she say?
CHRIS
Um, tae. It means...
DANIEL
I don't have time for tae. Did she see Mary?
3.
CHRIS
Oh... yeah! She said... she said she saw a woman running that
way... outside. Waaay outside!
DANIEL
That's more like it. Thanks lady.
MARY
Tanga.
MARY
(Smiling and with a
chopping motion)
[In Tagalog: Then I'll chop your tiny dick off.]
CHRIS DANIEL
Uh, she said
goodbye.
Okay. Bye. But next time, tell her to say it in English.
Exit DANIEL.
MARY
(Towards the door.)
Sure. Fuck you.
CHRIS
Who was that?
MARY
That was the blind-date-from-hell.
CHRIS
You should really unfriend the person who set you up with
him.
MARY
Already did. I unfriended my mom on Facebook months ago.
"When am I going to have grandkids, haaa? Oh, there's a boy
from St. Francis... His name is Daniel..." and he's so
effing... grr. Sorry.
CHRIS
Your mom? With him?
4.
MARY
MARY takes off the scarf and glasses and gives them
to Chris.
CHRIS
CHRIS
You don't remember me, do you?
MARY
I'm sorry. I don't...
Chris.
It's okay. I'm CHRIS
CHRIS
Going. Right. Good luck.
MARY
You too.
MARY exits.
CHRIS
He's still out there?
MARY
Like a troll. Would you mind if I hide out here? Just until
you-know-who disappears.
CHRIS
No. Don't mind at all. Stay as long as you'd like. Mi
biblioteca es su biblioteca.
5.
MARY
That means library.
CHRIS
Tagalog and Spanish. Oh Lemme...
MARY
What are you doing?! I have mace!
CHRIS
Woah! No need for that. I'm just turning down the lights so
the blind-date-from-hell will think we're closed.
MARY
Oh. Right. Good thinking... again. Have you done this before?
CHRIS
Let's just say that I've kinda written about this same
scenario.
MARY
Written?
CHRIS
Yeah. Um... I'm a writer and...
MARY
Oh! You're that Chris.
CHRIS
Yeah.
MARY
Okay, so, same scenario writer guy, how does the hunted in
your book get away from the hunter?
CHRIS
I wouldn't necessarily put it that way, but it kinda goes a
little something like this...
CHRIS (CONT’D)
(In Filipino accent)
On a humid February night in 1986, Marisol runs into the
makeshift bookstore on White Plains Avenue near EDSA. It's the
week before the world would hear the words, People Power.
MARY
(In Filipino accent)
Shit shit shit shit shit.
CHRIS
Marisol.
MARY
Shhh... [In Tagalog: He might hear you.]
CHRIS
He's still out there?
MARY
Like a duwende. And he's about to-!
DANIEL
Na saan siya? [In Tagalog: Where is she?]
CHRIS
Where is who?
DANIEL
Don't play stupid with me.
(To Mary)
Have you seen a girl about this tall come in here?
MARY
[In Spanish: You're so stupid. You don't even know you're
talking to her.]
DANIEL
What did she say?
CHRIS
She said that the person you're looking for ran outside.
Waaaay outside.
DANIEL
Thank you.
7.
MARY
[In Spanish: Asshole.]
CHRIS
She said, Good luck!
DANIEL
Salamat. Oh, if she does come in here, tell her that we will
find her and her boyfriend.
DANIEL exits.
MARY
Good thing he didn't recognize you, Cristobal.
CHRIS
You too.
MARY
They can't arrest a person they've never seen.
CHRIS
That was too close. It's getting dangerous.
CHRIS
We won't have a life if we're caught. My father says we can
still leave tonight. He has connections with the American
Embassy.
MARY
I already told you, I can't leave. If I don't do my job here,
how will the world know about what the President is doing to
our country?
CHRIS
And where are all the other journalists who thought the same
as you? They're either missing. Or worse.
MARISOL gets down on one knee, pulls out a box and
opens it to reveal a ring.
MARY
Marry me.
CHRIS
What?
8.
MARY
Marry me.
CHRIS
I'm talking about staying alive in a time of martial law and
you're talking about marriage?
MARY
Cristobal, when is there going to be a better time? We've known
each other since our parents forced us to play hide and go
seek. We're not kids anymore. No more games. I refuse to hide
from Marcos and people like that person out there looking for
us. Marry me and together, we can make a future worth being
alive for.
CHRIS
For richer or poorer,
MARY
In sickness or in death,
CHRIS
[In Tagalog: Will you marry me?]
MARY
(Back in American accent)
No! Now that sounds worse than the blind-date-from-hell.
(Mockingly) Will you marry me?
MARY
Ouch.
CHRIS
CHRIS
I wouldn't necessarily equate marriage / with prison
MARY
And what's with the goopiness of proposals?
CHRIS
What do you have against two people pledging a life of
commitment to each other?
MARY
They should both be committed into a mental hospital. 9.
CHRIS
Why do you hate love? What's it ever done to you?
MARY
There's a Trumpian Douche Nozzle out there who thinks he's in
love with me after knowing me for, what, five-minutes? That
kind of love sounds like some crazy voodoo power shit that I
don't want any part of.
CHRIS
Have you ever been in love?
sure?
Why? No.
MARY CHRIS
Never. Are you
DANIEL
(In Spanish accent)
[In Spanish: He said I'd find you here.]
MARY
(In Spanish accent)
What did you do with him Padre Danilo?
DANIEL
Crisostomo is no longer any of your concern.
Beat.
MARY
Where is his body?
DANIEL
You should have convinced him to stop writing about the
government. If there's any consolation, Señora Maria Clara,
he was very brave.
MARY
WHERE IS HIS BODY?!
DANIEL exits.
10.
MARY
When we were kids, Crisostomo would climb the tallest tree in
Batangas and cut down the coconuts at its very top. At night,
after having our fill of coconut meat and juice, we would lay
under a blanket of stars and make up stories for the
different constellations that reflected in our eyes. Like how
the Big Dipper was used as Bathala's tabo. Or how the three
stars that make up Balatik's sword of Orion was used to fight
off dragons for the honor of his love, the Goddess Dawn. If I
had that sword, I'd use it to fight this empty feeling of loss
for what was once the bottomless vessel of joy in hearing his
voice, in hearing his laughter and in hearing the beat of his
heart sync with mine as I lay my ear to his chest before
falling asleep. I'd give anything to use that blade to cut out
the agony of what a hundred of Cupid's arrows feels like as
they fall from the sky and pierce the metaphorical symbol of
love that beats within my chest. And with this... this infinite
ache, I make this devoted vow to never love again until his
body is returned to me.
CHRIS
That's when you started hating love?
MARY
It's not the love I hate. It's the pain that comes along with
it.
CHRIS
What does the letter say?
MARY
What?
CHRIS
The letter. The one you're holding. What does it say?
MARY looks down at the letter and unfolds it.
MARY
It says,
[In Spanish: My Love,]
[In Tagalog: No matter where I am / or...]
CHRIS
[In Tagalog: Or where you are...]
MARY
No matter the distance,
END OF PLAY