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The Best Women's Stage Monologues 2018
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$3523262)127+,1*
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7+($572)7+()8*8(
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42 Lawrence Harbison
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44 Lawrence Harbison
%$'1(:6
Joshua James
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46 Lawrence Harbison
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Deborah Zoe Laufer
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48 Lawrence Harbison
BLOOD AT THE ROOT
Dominique Morisseau
Dramatic
Toria, late teens, African-American
TORIA
Justin, I’m tryin’ to be a journalist. In real life. Do you get
that? In real life! Not in some pretend lil’ high school base-
ment where the most interesting thang in print is whether or
not we’re having fake horsemeat on the lunch menu or who in
God’s name among the popular and stuck-up is gonna win Prom
King and Queen. I am not interested in whether or not the audi-
torium gets a fresh coat of paint before December or whether
or not the football team wins a single game this year. I am not
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existence as sheltered brats this side of the Mason Dixon line.
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stories everybody else at this school and in this town is too
pussy to cover. Like how many girls at this school have cove-
red up their abortions because their parents are too primitive
to allow a sex-ed course that isn’t taught by 80-year-old Mrs.
Wellsley who wouldn’t know how to model puttin’ on a condom
if she had a 10-foot penis statue right in front of her. Or how
about the number of boys on the football team who’d rather be
dating each other than all the girls they swap semen with. But
because we’re so anti-homo they take it out on every chick at
Cedar High and that’s why the number of relationship violence
is like sky high right now. Or like how about the fact that none
of the black students on campus hardly ever hang out with any
of the white students on campus or vice versa because we’re
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50 Lawrence Harbison
BLOOD AT THE ROOT
Dominique Morisseau
Dramatic
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People don’t know this ‘bout me but I used to have a lotta
anger. You might not think it by lookin’ at me, but I could
really throw down. When I was nine, my Mama and Daddy
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Mama in Florida for a while ‘fore she moved here to Louisiana.
But when I was ‘bout ten, I started gettin’ in all this trouble at
school. Fights and everything. Just mad all the time and didn’t
know why. So my Mama sent me over to live with Daddy in
Georgia for a coupla years. He had himself a new wife and
everythang. Livin’ good in Hotlanta with a new house and all
that. Wife was a black woman. Her name Sharon and she was
cool as hell. I liked her out the gate, and that’s sayin’ a whole
lot cuz I ain’t like nobody out the gate who be datin’ my Dad-
dy. But she was somethin’ special. Treated me like a daughter.
Didn’t try to replace my mama or nothin’ like that, or even act
like she could. I think that’s what I liked about her. She was
just real easy with me. Ain’t had her own kids, but had a bunch
of nieces and nephews and she told ‘em to call me cousin. So
they did. Used to hang with ‘em whenever it be a family get
together. They say “whaddup cuz” like that, and I remember
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