“Turning away from people close to me”

When I was a grade 12 student, I experienced a painful ordeal in my life before I became
a college student .one now I will say it is not true, I have a lot of friends , we have been
friends for 6 years, they are kind, honour students, they Accused me and call me a thief.
Where is that not true? But actually all that is true. Yes, I have a lot of friends and we
have known each other for a long time. The hardships we have experienced, but still we
work together for our friendship if one not knowing what to do, we do our best to think
what the solution is. But the most intense experience of our friendship was that we
became toxic to each other, it’s hard to explain why the former friends who used to work
together are now falling apart? I do not remember where such an event started, as long
as I know that one of us already had a favorite and the pain on my part that I am not
included in that favorite. And all of you? have you ever experienced being a favorite?
Maybe yes? But me? Yes I have experienced it with my family but what I want to
experienced too is also to be a favorite of a friend, the one who will not leave you , just
leave it somewhere and the one who will take you them wherever they go. I thought that
was the most painful thing I would ever experience with my friends, but there is even
more pain that I experienced to them , when they accused me of stealing money, I could
not believe that during our time together as a friend they would think that I am a thief
and what hurts the most is that they did not defend me from the person who insisted
that I was a thief, after that accused of me I have lost my appetite for everything, I no
longer go to school I no longer talk to anyone and I can no longer sleep at night. I no
longer go to school and do not talk to anyone because I stress to people who judge me
wrong. But there are still people next to me, people who know me well, people who do
not believe what others people say instead they believe that I can’t do that accused. I
fought them and I cleaned my name inside and outside our classroom. I called them for
guidance so they would know what they had done to slander me. After we talked they
apologized to me because they made a mistake with the accused. And my friends who
were seduced? They apologized and crying in front of me. But I forgave them because I
did not want to instill anger to them. Since that incident I have moved away from toxic
people I have removed them from my life and I started to be alone, it hurts so much
because I have nothing to say about my problem but I can because I do not want that
incident to happen again. I let them go, I focused on my studies, I made them an
inspiration. I no longer planted hatred on them because even though that happened they
still became my friends and once in my life they did something right. I learned a lot from
what happened in my high school life, like don’t lose your sadness, don’t give in to the
problem that comes to you, you can rest and then fight again because we are just human
beings also tired and hurt. Learn to fight for yourself but make sure you are right and
you will not step on other people like I did “turning away from people close to me” even
though I love them so much.