MARRI

EDSTRANGERS
Season6
{
inser
t1}
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
I'
m sl
owlygoingintoadeephol e.Apartofme
j
ustdiedwithmybr others.Ifeeldeadi
nsi de
andout.It
'
sallmyf ault
!Ishoul dhavekill
edher
i
nhersleep,maybeal lofthisbloodshedwoul d
havebeenspared.Butmywi feandkidscoul d
alsohavebeenkill
edtoo, soIcouldn'
triskthat
.
.
Mom cur sedme, mywi feisfighti
ngforherlif
e
yetagai
ni nhospit
al,themedi aisgoingcr azy
andit'
sbeenaweeksi ncet hepool ofblood
happened.Todaywear ebur y
ingmyt winand
oneofthet r
ipl
ets.I'
mr esponsibleforthei
r
deaths,i
t'
smyf aultthatt heyar edead.May beI
shouldalsodi
e,I'
m usel
ess!Icoul
dn'tsavemy
brother
s.Idon'
tblamemom f orcursi
ngmeout ,
Ipromisedherthatwewillpr
otecteachother
,
butIfail
edtostandinfr
ontofthebullet
sfor
them li
keIal
way sdi
dduringwars.
.
Ifeel sostupidandsel fi
sh!Everythi
ngIt ri
edto
protectmyf ami l
ydidn'twork.I'm suchaweak
kingandaf ool.Idon'tdeservetobecal leda
king.Ifai
ledt oprotectthem!Thepeopl ewho
wer emyst rengths,mybr others!!I
'm angryat
my selfandt hewor l
df orthr
owi ngsucha
tantrum onmypat h.
.
Thef uneralserv
icewasdepr essingformeand
mom, hertearspier
cedmedeepdown.The
pastorgav eabeautifulsermonwhi chtouched
medeepdown.Mysur vi
vi
ngbrotherswere
ther
esi tt
ingont hei
rwheel chai
rs.AtleastIst
il
l
havet hem, buti
twon' tbethesame, weareno
l
ongert hebig5.Shehaski l
ledourheartsand
i
t'sallmyfault.Sheandhersonar ealsobeing
buriedtoday.Shewasj ustasrut
hlessasher
father,
Isti
ll
can' tbel
i
evethatshekil
ledherown
son.
.
~Anel
e~
.
Ican'tbelievet hatwear eact uallygatheredt o
buryourbr others, i
tfeelssounr eal.Sheact ual
ly
managedt okilltwoofourown.Cur setheday
thatbit
chwasi ntroducedi nourhouse.I f
Wandi l
ehadl i
stenedt of atherandnebergot
mar r
iedt oher ,wewoul dn'tbei nt hismess!
Andil
eandAnel i
swawoul dstil
lbeal i
ve!Iknow
thatThewi tchisdead, butIwantt obur nher
fl
eshl i
kewedi dherf ather.Peopl el i
keher
shouldn'texi stinlif
e.Kill
ingal soherownson!
Thereisnot hingr uthl
esst hant hat .
.
Thef amilyisj ustdev astatedandt raumat i
sed.
Wewentt ot hegr av
ey ar
d, fi
nalresti
ngplace
formybr other s.Tear scoul dn'
thelpbutf al
lasI
rememberal lt hegoodt i
mesweshar ed,how
wel aughedt oget her,howwef oughtsideby
side.Thisisr eallyhappeni ng,theyar enomor e!
Wear eonlythr eebr othersnow, nol onger5.
.
Mypr incessesandmyqueencamet omysi de
asmybr otherwereputont heholegr ound,I
havet obest rongforthem, Iwipedmyt ears
andhel dthem i nmyar ms.Luthandowasj ust
depressedbecausesheact ual
lypull
edt he
tri
ggerthatki l
ledthatdevi
l.AndI '
m gratefulf
or
that,
Iknowi twasn'teasy,butshest oodf or
familythanf ri
ends.
.
It
'sbeenaweeksinceweburi
edourbr
other
s
andtheKingi
sgoingthr
oughdepr
essi
onand
thequeenhasst
il
lnotyetr
egai
nedher
consci
ousness.Mynephewandniecear
e
al
way shavi
ngnight
maresaboutt
heirmom'
s
gunshot.
.
Theyactuallywitnessedmur derat3y ear
sold
fort
hef i
rsttime!Ipr aythatitdoesn'tmess
them up,thattheyf orgetaboutit.Allourli
ves
ouramess.Ther eisnohappi nessint hehouse,
j
usthatred,hurt,regrets,sor
rowgr ief
, youname
i
t.
"
babe"
I
'
m br
oughtbackt
oreal
i
tybyLut
hando.
.
Me:
Hmm?
Her:Youneedtostopthinkingtoomuch.Ihate
seeingyouli
kethi
s,al
way slostinyour
thoughts.Weneedtodeal wit
hev ery
thi
ngthat
hashappenedforthesakeofourki ds,t
heyare
sti
llbabiest
ohavedepressedpar ent
sli
keus.
Me:
I'
mtr
yingmyl
ove,
it'
sjustsohar
d,buty
ou
ar
eright
,weneedtodeal
witht
hisandmoveon.
St
ayi
ngingri
efwil
lj
ustbr
ingustoourear
ly
gr
aves.
Her:Ithi
nkt hatal
lofusneedprofessionalhelp.
Thisistoomuchev enforast
rongper sont o
handle.Iactual
lyki
ll
edsomeonef orthefirst
ti
meandi thappenedtobemyf ri
end,it'
sjust
hardtodeal withi
t.
Me: Thankyouforthatmyl oveforstandingup
foryourfamil
y.AndI '
m hereforyou.Iknowthat
kil
li
ngsomeonei straumatisi
ng,butyouwi l
l
eventual
lymakepeacewi t
hit.Il
ovey ouso
muchLuandI '
m pr
oudt hatImar ri
edy ou.
Shesmi
l
ed
Her:Il
oveyout
oomyl
ove.Ican'
ti
magi
nel
i
fe
wit
houtyou.
Shesatonmylapsi
nceIcan'
twal
kyetandwe
shar
edahug.
Her
:Ther
eissomet
hingIneedt
otel
lyou.
Me:
Whati
sit
?
Her
:Uhm.
..
Shest
art
edt
ear
ingup
Her:Thequeenisdyi
ng,shel
ostal otofbl
ood
duri
ngtheoperat
ionandsheisn'
trespondi
ngto
theoperat
ion.
Me:
Whoah!Keoi
sst
rong,
shewon'
tdi
ejustl
i
ke
t
hat
.Hav
eyoutol
dWandil
eyet
?
Sheshookherhead
Her:No,heisgoi
ngthroughdepr
essi
onstage,
thi
swill
throwhim ov
ertheedgeandhemi ght
att
emptt oki
ll
himsel
f.Wecan'tr
iskt
hat
,andhe
ref
usestoseesomeone.
Me: That'
sWandileforyou,hekeepsthi
ngs
i
nside,whichi
sv erydangerous.Keowil
lbe
okay,Iknowthatshewi l
l.

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02/
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:Season6
{
inser
t2}
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Ican'ttakeitany more!Thepaininmymi nd
bodyandsoul isunbear abl
e,Icannotli
vel i
ke
this,wi
thsomuchgui l
tandhat r
ed.Myf ami l
y
condemnsmef orwhathappenedt omyt win
andAnel iswaandIdon' tbl
amet hem.My
Kingdom hast urnedagai nstme,mywi feisin
herdeat hbed, mybabi esarealwayscryingnon
stopwhenev ert heyseeme.Myf atherdied
disappointedi nme.Myownmot herhatesme
andIhat emy selfforev er
ythi
ngIputthisf amil
y
through.
Myhear tcan'
ttakeitnomor e!It
'sfai
l
ingme.I
can'
tl
ivelikethi
s,Ican'tl
ivewithsomuchpain
anddisappointment.Icannotrulewhil
eI'
m
suchamessup!Aweakl i
ng!
Ical
l
edAndiswaandaskedhimt
ocomeov
er.A
fewminut
eslat
erhearr
ived.
Hi
m:Baf
o..
.
Icouldseethedisappoi
ntmenti
nhi
sey
es,
that
brokemet othecore.
Me: I'
mj ustgonnagost rai
ghttothepoi
nt,
Anel ei
sst i
llfi
ndi
nghi swaytobebackonhi s
feetsincet he.
..
.Inci
dentIbroughti
nthi
shouse.
SoI '
m steppingdownaski ngandIwanty outo
ber egent,unti
lMxolisii
sofaget obecr
owned
king.
Hewasshockedt
ohearmesayt
his.
Me:I'
m notfi
ttoruleany moreAndiswa,I
'ma
di
sappoint
mentnotonl ytoy oubuttotherest
ofourfamil
yandmyki ngdom.Ifail
edto
prot
ectall
ofya'l
lfr
om deat h,If
ail
edtoprotect
mywi f
eandkidsf r
om har m.Ifai
ledtoprotect
mom from devast
ation.
Hi
m:Whoa!Hol
dupBaf
o,I
'
m notdi
sappoi
nted
i
ny ou,whathappened5mont hsagowasn'
t
yourfault
.Weal lwant
edtobether
e,weall
didn'
tknowt hatshewasastepaheadofus,we
didn'
tplanforanyofthedeat
hstohappen.
Me: Andiswai t
'sallmyf aul
t.Ishouldhave
thoughtaheadofher .Iknewt hatshewas
smar t,butIunderesti
mat edher,alloft
hisismy
faultAndiswa.Ishoul dn'
thaveagr eedtolety
ou
allgetinvolv
ed.Thiswoul dhav esparedblood
shedi nourfami l
y.
Him: Bafoifwedidn'
tgetinvol
ved,youwould
havest i
ll
beenunderherlovepotio!Andweare
brothers,weshareeachother'
sproblemsand
sortitouttoget
herespeci
all
yifit
'sbigli
ke
Pager oorhiscr
azydaughter.
Ever
ythingthatheissayi
ngj
ustmakesmef
eel
worseinsidethanbett
er.
Him:Ican'
tbeyourr
egent,
youar
esti
ll
ali
veand
capabl
eofrunni
ngyourcommuni
ty.
Me:
Ali
vehuh?That
'snothowIf
eel
Andi
swa.
I
'
mtr
yingt
obest
rongbutI
'
mfai
l
ingt
o.
Him:Bafo,y
ouneedt omakepeacewi tht
he
deathofourbrot
hers,
it'
sbeen5mont hsnow.
Forgi
veyoursel
fandmov epastt
his.
Me: Easiersai
dthandone.ButIneedy outobe
regent,I
'm goi
ngawayf orawhileandIneed
youtobei nchargeunti
l Icomeback.Ineed
somef reshair
,soI'
mt akingti
meof f
.
Ilef
thim att hel i
vingroom andwentt omy
room.Lat eron, Ivisit
edmywi feinhospi talto
saymygoodby et oher .Seeingherst i
ll
unconsciouspushedmeov ertheedge. Idon't
deservetol i
vef orbr i
nginghersomuchpai n,
i
t'smyf aultforhercondi ti
onrightnow.Il eftthe
hospit
al wentbackt omyhouse.Ir ushedt omy
room wrot eletterstomyf amilywhi chtookme
3hourst of i
nish.It ookoutmygun, arevolverin
mysaf eputonl yonebul letinitandpoi ntedit
onmyhead.It ookadeepbr eath,cl
osedmy
eyesast earsf elldownmycheeks.Icannot
handl
et hi
spai n,
Ineedpeace.AsIwasabout
topul
l t
hetriggermydooropenedandIhearda
ter
ri
blescream.
Me:
Onemor
est
epandI
'
m pul
l
ingt
het
ri
gger
.
Mom:Myson, ki
ll
ingyoursel
fisnott heanswer!
Weneedyou, yourchil
drenneedy ou, t
heyare
t
ooli
tt
letoloset hei
rfat
herwhi l
sttheirmother
i
sinhospi
tal.Babypleasedon'tdot his.
Ipull
edthet
ri
ggerbuti
twast
hespacewi
thno
bul
let.
Me:Mykidshat eme!You,
myownmot herhat
e
me!Ihatemy sel
fandIhav
ebroughtnothi
ng
butpai
ninthishouseandIdon'
tdeser
vetoliv
e,
youneedtoletmego!
Mom:
NOOO!
!!
Ipul
ledthetr
iggeragai
nanditwasblanktoo.
Whycan'tthi
sstupidgunputanendtomyl i
fe
al
ready!
?Mom wasi nt
earsandscr
eaming.
Anelecameinwi t
hAndiswa.
Them:
Baf
o!Don'
tdoi
t.
SeeingAnelei ncrotchesmademepul lt
he
tr
iggeragain,butst i
llnobull
etonmyskul l
.Why
God!?Whydoy ouwantmeal ive?I
'm amessup,
pl
easet akemyl i
fe,takemeout bofmymy sery
!
Mymot herr ushedt omebef oreIcouldpul
lthe
tr
iggeragain.Wef oughtforthegunanditwent
off,
thebullethitthewal l
.
Me:
WOMANYOUJUSTWAI
STEDMYBULLET!
!
.
~Anel
e~
.
IhaveneverseenWandi l
eliket
his,butIknew
thathewasgonnar eachbreaki
ngpoi nt
.We
stoppedhi
mf rom putt
inginanotherbull
etin
hisgun.
Hi
m:Letgoofme!
Hewassostrongbutwemanagedt
ohol
dhim
down.Idi
dn'
tnot
icehowbr
okenhewasunt
il
now.Mom cal
l
edLuthandoandshegav
ehi
ma
sedat
ivet
ocal
m hi
m down.
Her
:Weneedtotakehi
mtotherecov
ery
i
nst
it
ute.Hemi
ghttryt
oendhi
slif
eagai
n.
Me:Iknowmylove.Ishoul
dhav
enot
icedhow
br
okenhewas.ButIdidn'
t.
Her: I
t'
snotyourf
ault
,okay
?Hehidhi
s
brokennessverywel
l.Weadvi
sedhi
mtogof
or
therapybutheref
used.
Me:Ishoul
dhavet
ri
edhardert
oconvincehi
m.
Hewouldn'
thav
ereachedt
hispoi
nt.
Her: Youknowwhat ?Weal l
aregoingf
or
therapy,t
hisisnotheal
thyatall
!Wearesl
owly
breakingdown, wegonnastartt
oday!Wecan'
t
cope!Ihav ehaditwit
hallofthi
s!
Shelef
ttheroom.Shei sr i
ght,wear eal
llosi
ng
i
t.Wehav et
riedtokeepi ttogetherbutnothi
ng
haschangedjustgotwor se.Wet ookmy
brot
hertohospit
alforhistempor aryment al
di
sorder
.Ialsowentforsessi
onsther
esodid
mom, AndiswaandLuthando.Keo'
stwinsal
so
wenttoKidsther
apybecausewhatthey
wi
tnessedatthei
rageistraumati
candcan
i
mpactont hei
rdevel
opment .
.
Onemont hlat
erandeveryt
hingwasget t
ing
backt onor malagai
n,mybr otherisdoingwell
andAndi swai snowar egent,Ihavestarted
walkingonmyownwi t
houtcr otches.Mywi f
e
gavebi rt
ht omysonadayagoandI '
mI
couldn'tbehappierandgrateful.Wenamedhi m
Jabulani becausehi
sbirthgav ehopet ousthat
wewi llbehappyagain.
.
~Xol
ani
~
.
Lookingatmysi
steri
nthehospi
tal
bed,
remindedmeofyearsbackwhenBooshat
ter
ed
herheart.I
t'
sbeen6mont hsnowsi nceshehas
beenincomaandherhear tisfi
ndingitheartto
pumpbl ood.Thebul
lethitherinthemai narter
y,
sheisluckytobeali
ve,andI '
m worriedbecause
ofherhistor
yofheartatt
acks.
Hermom andmot herinlawhav ebeenv i
sit
ing
hernonst opwithherbabi estoo.OhGodpl ease
don'tletherdieandl eav eherbabi es,theyare
sti
llyoungt oloset heirmot her.Seei ngherso
l
ifel
essi nherbedandal l themachi nesbeepi ng
onherbr eaksmet ot hecor e.Wandi leisina
deephol eandhei snowi nt herecov ery
i
nstitute,hehadabr eakpoi nt,thel aststageof
depression.Hewant edt oendhi slife,buthis
mom t hequeen, grabbedt hegunf rom hishand
beforehepul l
edt het ri
gger .Depr essionis
seri
ous, i
tdoesn' tmakey ouaper sonweak.
Somet imeswheny ouhav ebeengoi ngthrough
tr
aumat i
cev entsal lyourlife,therei sapoint
wher eitallgettoomucht ohandl eandy ouget
toabr eakingpoi nt.Wear eal lhumanaf terall
,
andwehav
efeel
ings.Ij
ustdon'
tl
ikepeople
whohav
ebeencall
ingtheKingweak,wi
thout
put
ti
ngt
hemselv
esi nhi
sshoes.
Howdoy oucopewheny ourwi f
eisinhospi tal
,
yourbrother'sdeathshappenedi nf r
ontofy ou,
yourmot hercursedy ouandi ntopofi tall
,you
havetor unaKi ngdom!Thatcandr iveanyman
crazy,unlessifyouareat yr
ant ,arut
hlessman
whocanki ll
babiesandf i
ndpl easureinit.The
devil
himsel finthehumanf lesh.Menl ikethat
adeadi sgracetohumanki nd,becausewewer e
creat
edt ohav eloveandt oli
vei npeaceand
harmonywi thotherpeopl
e.
Anyway s,
heisrecoveri
ngwel lf
r om whatmy
coll
eagueshavetoldme, hewi l
lbeoutinfew
mont hswhenheisf ul
l
yr ecovered.Ij
ustwish
thatKeocoul
dwakeupt illt
hen.
.
Amonthlat
erIgavebir
tht
oababygirl
and
namedXoli
l
eSharon.Isowisht
hatKeowakes
uptomeetmybaby .Sheissti
l
l unconscious
andherdoctorshavegivenuponher .They
havecall
edthefamilytocomeandswi t
choff
themachinesandwear eallj
ustdev astated
thatshehasn'
tmadeanypr ogressatal l
.She
hasgivenupbecauseshei sst
illali
vebecause
oftheli
fesupport
.Shecan'tbreatheonherown.
.
Thishadhitmetothecore,howcanshegi v
e
uponherbabieswhoar ebearly5year
sol d?
Shehasgi v
enuptoev enseeher26thbirt
hday
andwear eonherbirt
hmont h.Thedoctorssaid
thatweneedtoswitchthemachinesbeforet he
5th,herbi
rt
hday
.Thi sist
oomuchpai nt o
handle.
..
.
~Mmasabat
a~
.
Iwentt
oUl
undi
tocheckonKeo.Iar
ri
vedi
n
hospi
talandfoundever
yoneintear
sandXol
ani
onthefloorpr
aying,
myheartsank.Myf
ri
end
cannotbegone,Iref
usetoaccepti
t!
Xoli
:Shehasgi
venupMmase,shehasdeci
ded
togiv
euponusandherbabi
es.
Me: Keo!Youcannotdothistous!West i
ll
need
you,yourki
dsneedy ou!Thi
nkoft hem!They
cannotgrowupwi t
houttheirmother.
Dr
:it'
stimetoswi
tchof
fthemachi
ney
our
majest
ies.
..
Onherbi rt
hday?Sheisabouttoloseherl
if
eon
herbirt
hday!Lord,
pleaseletKeoli
ve,weknow
thatyoulovehermor e,butpl
easehavemercy
andletherliv
etoherchi l
drengr
owup.I'
m
prayi
nglikeIhavenev erpr
ayedbefor
e.
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:Season6
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.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Whowoul dhav ethoughtthatI,ofal
lthepeople,
woul dreachabr eaki
ngpoi nt
?ButI '
mf eel
ing
betterthanbefore,I'
m heali
ngfrom everythi
ngI
experienced.It
'sbeenhard, i
t'
sbeenst eelhar
d
toopenup, butIeventual
lydidandnowI '
m
rel
ievedandatease.
.
I
t'si
nthemi ddl
eofthedayandI '
mv er
ysleepy,
thi
sisst
range,Ineversl
eepduringt
heday .I
passedoutonthecoucht hatIwassit
ti
ngon
duri
ngourlunchbreak.
Keoappearedtomewear i
ngherweddi
ngdress
andlooki
ngasbeaut i
ful
asshedidonour
weddingday.IhavemissedhersomuchthatI
rantohertogiveherahugbutIwentthr
ough
her.
Her:Mylov
e,I'
m notal
i
vef ory
outoholdmein
yourar
ms,I'
m slowl
ydying,mybodyhasf
ail
ed
me.
Me:Don'
tsayt
hat
!Youcanmakei
t,Iknowy
ou
can.
Her
:Nott
histi
memylove.Ineedy
out
oletme
gosot
hatIcandi
einpeace
Me:
NOOO!
!!
Her:Myl
ove,Iknowthatt
hisi
shard,but
keepi
ngmealivewhil
emybodyi sdeadi
s
ki
ll
ingmeslowly.I
'
minpainbecauseofi
t.
Me: Soyoutel
l
ingthatkeepi
ngyouali
veis
ki
l
lingyou?KeokopantsweI'
m notl
ett
ingyou
di
e!Yougonnal i
veforourki
dssakeandfor
mine!
Her:
I'
m sorr
ymyl ove,butIcan'
t,ev
enwhenI
wantto.Mytimeinthisworldi
sup.It'
sti
mef or
metobewi thGod.Ourkidsaregonnaneeda
newmot her
,Ineedyout omarryanother
womanandf all
inloveagainandbehappy .
Me:
youar
emyhappi
nessKeo.
Her
:Iwas,
butnowy
ouneedanot
herhappi
ness.
Honey,Ineedy out
oswi
tchof
fthel
i
fesuppor
t
andsetmef ree.
Me:NOO!!Iwil
lnotl
osey
ou!Babypl
ease,
thi
nk
ofus,
ourkids!
Her:Ihav ebeenthinki
ngaboutt hem alot
.
That'
swhyIneedy outor emarr
ywhenI '
m gone.
Iwill
alway sloveyouandourbabi es.Pl
easetell
them thatIwasabr av
ewoman, Idi
edtosav e
thei
rli
v es.Tell
them Ilovedthem morethanli
fe
i
tself
.Ineedt ogo, myt i
mei ti
sup.Ilov
ey ou
withallofme.
Me:KEOKOPANTSWEDLAMI
NIDON'
TYOU
DARELEAVEME!!
Shedi
sappear
edandIwokeupscr
eami
ngher
name,
Ineedtoseemywife.
Nur
se:
yourmaj
est
yyouneedt
ocal
m down
Me:Don'tt
ellmetocal
m down,Ineedt
osee
mywife!Ineedt
oleavethi
spl
aceandbebyher
si
de!
Mybr
other
scamet
oseeme
Me:Don'tt
ell
mey
ouswi
tchedof
fthel
i
fe
suppor
t!
Theyweresur
pri
sedtoheart
hatIknowwhat
wassupposetohappen.
Anel
e:Baf
o,t
hedoctor
ssaidwenedtoswit
ch
of
fthemachi
nes,
thereisnohopef
oryourwi
fe.
Me:
THEREI
S!!ICANNOTLOSEHER!
!
Nur
se:
Pleasecal
m downy
ourmaj
est
y!
Me:
GETMEOUTOFHERENOW!
!
.
~Anel
e~
.
Wandi
lewasi
naterr
ibl
est
ate,
hecoul
dn'
tcal
m
down,
hewashuf
fingandf
ight
ingl
i
keamad
man!
Me:
Baf
opl
easecal
m down!
Andiswa:Doctorcanwepleaset
akeourbr
other
toseehiswifeinhospi
tal
?
Heagr eed,butoneoft henur
sesaccompani ed
us.Hecal meddownandwewentt oUlundi
priv
atehospitalwhereKeois.Hebrokedown
whenhesawherst ate.Shewasskinnyand
l
ifel
ess.Itj
ustdestroyedmybr ot
hert
opi eces.
Him: I
'
m sor r
ybaby ,butIcan'tl
etyougo, pl
ease
comebackt ome, Ineedy ou.Ican'tl
ivewit
hout
you.Ourbabi esneedy ou.Sheaskedmet oturn
offthemachi neinmydr eam Anele.Shesaid
thatkeepingheraliv
ei skil
li
ngher,thatIshoul
d
setherfree.Ican'
tdot hat!Ican'
tletthelov
eof
myl i
fedie.
Thi
swaspai
nfult
owat ch.ButIhav
etobe
st
rongf
ormybrother
.
Andi
swa:Bafo,weneedt
olethergo.Youneed
tobestr
ongforherandt
hetwinssake.Dowhat
sheaskedyoutodo.
Hi
m:CanIbel
eftal
onewi
thherpl
ease?Iwant
t
imewi
thherwhi
l
eshei
sst
il
lal
i
ve.
..
Wealllef
therr
oom.Ilef
tthehospit
al becauseI
j
ustwantedtobewit
hmywi fe.Iparkedmycar
andrushedi
nsi
dethehouse,thenshoutedher
name.
Me:
Lut
hando!Lut
hando!
Shecamerushi
ngtowher
eIwasstandi
ngwit
h
oursononherar
ms.Ismashedmyli
psonhers.
Me:Il
oveyousomuch,
andIneedy
ou,
please
don'
teverl
eav
eme.
Shewasl
ooki
ngatmesur
pri
sed.
Her
:BabyIlov
ey out
oo,
andwi
l
lbewi
thy
ouf
or
t
herestofmylif
e.
Wekissedagain,
thenIgav
emysonaki
sson
hi
sforehead.
Her
:Di
dWandi
l
etur
nof
fthemachi
nes?
Ishookmyhead
Me:
No,
hei
ssobr
oken.Ihav
enev
erseenhi
m
l
iket hat.Hewassobbi ngli
keachildonKeo'
s
side.Icouldn'tt
akeit,seei
nghimli
kethat
.I
can'tev enimaginewhathei sgoi
ngthr
ough.I
prayt hatthi
sdoesn'tsendhim of
ftomental
i
ll
ness.
Her:i
twon'
t,hei
sstr
ongerthanhethi
nks.I
twil
l
getbett
eri
ntime,
youwil
lsee.Weallneedto
showhimthatwewil
lal
lbet her
eforhi
m when
heneedsus.
It
'sgonnabehar
d, butshei
sright
.Keepi
ngher
ali
veiski
ll
i
ngoursouls.Wejustneedtol
ether
goandmov eon,l
ikeshewantsust o.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
IknowthatIhavetoswitchof
ftheli
fesupport
becausesheaskedmet oinmydreams, butI
can'
t.Myheartwon'tl
etme.Shehaslostso
muchwei ght
,it
'sj
ustbonescover
edwithskin.
OhGod,gi
vemest
rengt
htot
akeheroutofher
myser
y.
Me: Myl ove,howcoul dy ouaskmet oendy our
l
ife?Iknowt hatI'
mt her easony ouar einher e
andI '
mt err
iblysorryfornotl i
steningtoy ou.
Youwer eonceast r
ong, bossywomanwho
couldt akeov ereveryt
hingy ouputy ourmi nd
i
nt o.Youwer eamot heramongmot her s,my
strength, myqueen.Seei ngy oulikethisscars
met omysoul .ButIhavet ogivey ouy ourlast
requestf rom me.Il ovey ousomuchmyqueen,
alway swi l
l,butIwi l
lnotmar r
yanot herwoman,
Iwi l
lraiseourt wi
nswi t
ht hewhol efami l
y,as
youwi sh, Ihopet hatwewi l
lfindhappi ness
again.
Itookadeepbreat
h,Iwasshiveri
ngli
kehell
,my
tearscoul
dn'
tst
opfall
ing.It
ookahugegul p
andt ur
nedof
fthel
ifesupportl
ikesheasked
me...
[
02/
10,
18:
13]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t4}
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
I'
mi nadarkv oi
dandIcanseeal i
ghtahead.
Therearevoicescomingf rom theli
ghtaski
ng
met owakeup.I '
mt r
yingtomov ebutmybody
i
sf ai
li
ngme.Lor dgivemest r
engthtowakeup.
Mychi l
drenneedsmeOLor d,havemercyand
hearmycr y.Letmelivelongenought oseemy
chil
drengetmar r
ied.
I'
mt r
y i
ngsohardtomov emybodybutIcan't
.
Wher eareyouWandil
e?Ifonlyyoucanki
ssme,
Iwill
hav et
hestr
engthIneedt owakeup.
..My
l
ov eyouarethest
rengthIneed..
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Iwat
chedasmywi
fe'
shear
tbeatwasf
adi
ng
away
.
Me:Goodbyemylov
e..
.Ihopet
haty
ouf
ind
peacewher
every
ouare.
..
Tearscouldn'
tstopf al
li
ngfrom myeyes.I
fi
nallygaveherthelastkissandfel
lonthe
groundonmyknees.Ipr ayedforamiracl
e,I
st
illneedmywi fe.I
'
m notr eadytol
oseheryet.
Ourki dsst
il
lneedher .
Thensuddenlytherewasmov ement.Igotup
andlookedatmywi fe.Shesl owlyopenedher
eyeswhilet
akingdeepbr eaths!Herey eswas
thenwideopenandshegazeduponme.Her
eyeswer ef
ull
oflif
e, t
henIknewt hatGodhas
answeredmypr ayers.Ihadnost rengthtocal
l
doctor
s,butIhadthest rengtht okisshermore
andtothankGodf orthisgi f
t.Iswampedher
facewithki
ssesthatshesmi l
ed.
Her
:Wandi
l
e..
..St
op.
..
.
Shewhi
sper
ed.
Me:
Ithoughtt
hatIhadl
osty
ou.
Her
:I'
m..
.Di
e..
.Har
d..
.Bul
l
ets.
..Can'
t.
..Ki
l
l.
..
.
Me.
..
Ichuckledwitht
earsonmyeyes,t
hiswoman
though.Ourmomscamei n,t
heyscreamed
whent heysawherali
veandsmil
i
ng.Thekissed
heralloverherf
ace.
Her
:Whoah!
!
Mom:
Thi
sisami
racl
e!
Inl
aw:IknewthatOurGodwi
l
lhearourcr
yand
spar
eyourli
fe.
Her:Amen. .
.Ipr
ay edt
oo..
.Inheaven.
..
Grandma...was.
..ther
e.She..i
s..
.my.
..guar
dian
angel.Shedieddidn'
tshe?
Mom i nl
awwasi ntearsandsowasshe.They
buri
edhermot hert
womont hsago,
whileKeo
andIwer einhospi
tal
.GrandmaSharonhada
heartatt
ackwhenshehear dthat
Keokopantswehadbeenshotandi sincoma.
Shejustf
oundouttwomonthsagowhenithad
been5mont hssi
nceshewasinhospi
tal
.
Anywaysbacktonow.Ourbabi
escamerushi
ng
i
nandlostthei
rmindswhentheysawKeo
si
tt
ingonherbed
Them:
MOMMY!
!!
Yoh!Thi
stwocanscream!Yer
r!Theswamped
thei
rmotherwi
thki
sses.
Shechuckl
ed
Her
:Thatt
ickl
es
Mxo:
Youscar
edusmommy
,don'
tev
erdot
hat
!
Xol
i
:Youpr
omi
sednott
odot
hatagai
nmommy
Her:I
'
m sorrybabies,
butmommyhadt o
pr
otectyoufrom harm ev
enifi
tmeansmyl i
fe.I
wil
ldoanythingt
okeepy ousafe.Il
oveyou
i
nfi
nit
y!
Them:
Wel
ovey
out
oomommy
.
Mxo:
Youl
ookski
nny
..
.
Xol
i
:Ver
yski
nny
..
.Youneedf
ood
Mxo:
Lot
sofi
t
Her
:Iknow.
..
.It
'sbeensev
enmont
hswi
thout
f
ood..
.
Them:
Wow!Di
ehar
d!
Wealllaughed.Thi
swasactual
lynotfunnybut
welaughed.Thetwinshavedev
elopedthelove
f
orcooking.Mymi nichef
s.
Xol
i
:ChefMxol
i
si.
.
Xol
i
:andChefXol
i
swa!
Shecuthi
m of
f
Mxo:
Eish!Wenaandr
uini
ngmymoment
s.
Hemadeaf
rownyf
ace.Theset
wocr
ackmeup.
Them:
Wewi
l
lmakef
oodf
ormommy
.
Her
:Iwoul
d..
.lov
ethat
..
.my
..
.mi
nichef
s.
Shehasn'
tregainedhervoi
ce,shewhi
sper
s
whenshetalks.ButI
'm gl
adthatshei
sali
ve
andi
nnot
ime,
shewi
l
lbebackt
ohercur
vysel
f.
Nur
se:
timet
ogoy
ourmaj
est
y.
DamnIfor
gott
hatIhav
etogetbackt
othe
i
nst
it
uti
on.
Me:Ar
gh!Justaf
ewmi
nut
esandt
henwewi
l
l
go.
Keol
ookedatmeconf
used
Her
:andt
hen?
Mxo:
Daddyi
sgoi
ngt
hroughdepr
essi
on.
Mom:
Hai
Mxol
i
si!
Shewasn'
tsur
pri
sedatal
l
Xol
i
:Uncl
eAndil
eandAneli
swahav
epassedon
mommy ,
try
ingt
osavedaddy.
Tearsf
ell
from herey
es.Thi
ski
dsar
etoo
for
wardyazi!
Her
:I'
m so.
.Sor
ry.
..
Me:
It'
sokaymyl
ove,
theki
l
lerdi
dn'
tgetaway
wi
thi
t,shei
sal
sodead.
Shesobbed,
breaki
ngmyhear
t
Inlaw:It
'sokaybaby,t
heyarei
nabet
terpl
ace.
Pleasetakeheart
,concent
rat
eongai
ningy
our
strengt
h.
Shenodherhead.
Her
:Ihope.
..t
haty
ou.
..getbet
ter
..
.
Me:Iwi
l
lwheny
ouwi
l
l.Wewi
l
lheal
toget
her
.I
hav
etogo.
..
Iki
ssedherl
i
kemyl
i
fedependedoni
t
Twi
ns:
Yuck!Ewdaddy
!!
Webot
hchuckl
ed.Iki
ssedmymunchki
ns.
Me:
Begoodboyandgi
rl
.
Them:
Wewi
l
l.Lov
eyoui
nfi
nit
y!
Me:
Ilov
eya'
l
linf
ini
ty.
Her
:Il
ovey
ou
Me:
AndIl
ovey
ou
Iki
ssedheragai
n
Mxo:
Ewdude!
Me:
Dudeshei
smywi
fe!
Xol
i
:getoutdaddy
!Ti
met
ogo!
Me:
yout
hrowi
ngmeout
?
Xol
i
:NoI
'
m not
,I'
mjusteasi
ngt
hesi
tuat
ion.
.
Weal ll
aughed,Isaidmygoodby esandwent
backtot hei
nstit
ution.Imissedt
hatsomuch,
thelaughter
,thekissingandthetoget
her
ness.
I
'm gonnaf i
ghtforthat.
.
Amont hlat
erIwasful
l
ybackt omyoldself.I
haven'
tseenmywifeyet,butfr
om whatI'
ve
heard,
sheishasbeenrecoveri
ngwellandis
str
ongenoughtogohomet oo.
Anel
ecametofetchmefr
om thei
nsti
tut
eandI
j
ustcan'
twai
ttoholdmywif
eandkidsinmy
ar
msagain.
Me:
Baf
o!
Hi
m:Baf
o!Looki
nggoodson!
Me:
Ifeel
goodson!Howi
smywi
fe?
Him:Shei
sashotasshewaswhenIf i
rstmet
her,
andbeaut
if
ulasev
er.Shedoesn'
tl
ookli
ke
shehadbabi
es.
Me:
That
'sgoodt
ohear
.Ican'
twai
ttoseeher
.
Hestar
tedthei
gnit
ionandwewereoff.Gaad
damn!i
ndeedmywi fewasi
ngreatshape,Igot
abonerfr
om hersi
de.Sher
antomyar ms.And
wesharedoneheckofasmooch.
Her
:myking,
youcoul
dn'
tst
opy
our
sel
ffr
om
get
ti
ngaboner.
Ichuckl
ed
Me:I'
m sor
ry,
buty
oucan'
tbl
ameme,
hav
eyou
seenhowhotyouare?
Sheshy
llookedaway
Her
:Thanky
ou,
Ihadt
ohey
.NowI
'
m backt
o
myoldsel
f,t
heboot
yli
ciousIoncehadbef
ore
t
hetwins
Me:andIwouldl
i
ket
oexpl
orei
t.I
t'
sbeena
year
,agai
n..
.
Shebi
therbot
tom l
i
p..
Her
:Wewi
l
lhav
etor
ect
if
ythat
..
Me:
Yeebooo!
!!
Anel
e:ar
gh!Getar
oom!
Webothlaughed.Ourbabi
escamer
unni
ngt
o
us,
Ihavemissedthismunchki
ns
Them:
Daddy
!!
Me:
Heeey
!!
!
Ipickedbothoft
hem upandkissedthem.We
aregoingtobealr
ight,
Icanseeital
ready
.Our
happinessi
sslowlyret
urni
ngtous.
[
02/
10,
18:
18]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t5}
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
I
t'
sbeenal ongtimesincemywi feandImade
l
ove.Almostay earagain.Butt
onightIwantto
makecr azylovetomywoman, showherthe
beastinme.ButI 'm al
sogonnabepat ientor
may benot,Ili
keitwhenmywomanbegsf or
mercy.
Her ewear ehav ingdinnerwitht hefamil
y,
stealingglimpseateachot her, bit
ingour
bot t
om lips,herlicki
ngthespoonl i
keshewant
tol i
ckmynuckl es.Damn!I'
mf eeli
nghot
already,Ineedt ogetitonrightnow!
Thefamilyisjustenj
oyingeachot her'
s
company, t
herearejokescr ackedandlaughter
,
Lordknowst hatIhavemi ssedt hi
s.Fi
nall
y
ther
eispeacei nthehouse, butIwishthatmy
brot
herswer esti
llal
i
ve.Butenoughoft hesad
memor y.
.
Wef i
nishedeat
ingdinnerandmyqueenandI
deci
dedt omakedishes,wegavet
hewor ker
sa
dayoff.Westol
eglimpseofeachotherand
stol
ekisseswhichwerev er
yst
eamy.
Anel
e:getar
oom!Weeati
nher
e!
Me:
Fot
sekson!
Weal ll
aughed.Thenhel eftthekitchenthenI
wasl eftal
onewithmywi fe.Shewaswear i
nga
dress,soImadehersi tont hekitchencounter
andcheckedt hecoastifany onewast here.
Looksl i
keevery
onehaswentt osleep.
Me:
Coasti
scl
ear
Her
:Yebo!
Iri
ppedherpanti
esof
fandt
astedmynooki
e,
hmm, sti
l
ltast
esyummy.Moansandgr
oans
escapedherli
ps.
Her
:Aaaahhh.
..
.Wandi
l
eDl
ami
ni!
..
..
..Aahhh.
Shepushedmyheadi nsot hatshecanf eel
mor epl easure.Shewasaboutt ocomeasher
l
egsst art
edshi veri
ngonmyneck.Shecame
andshewentdownonme.Shewaspl aying
withmynuckl esonhermout h, giv
ingmedeep
throat,drivi
ngmecr azyasIhi tt hebackofher
throat.Damn!Ibi tmyf i
stsot hatIdon' tdoloud
moans.Igotherupf r
om t hefloorandputher
ont heki t
chent ableandwhenIwasaboutt o
smashmydi cki nher,wehear dsmal l
foot
stepscomi ngfrom thest air
s
Us:
Shi
t!
Iqui
ckl
ygotmypantsonwithahardcock.
ThenIst
oodontheothersi
deofthet
ableto
hi
demyhardcock,shewassti
l
linherdress.
Mxo:
Mommyanddaddy
,Ican'
tsl
eep.
Her
:Ncaawmybaby,gobackupst
air
s,mommy
i
scomingwi
thwarm mil
kandcooki
esandIwi
l
l
r
eadyouabedti
mestory.
Mxo:
Awesome,
pleasebr
ingf
ort
winsi
stoo,
webot
hawake.
Me:
Okayson.
Thenhel ookedatthefl
oor ,whereKeo'sripped
under wearwasl y
ing.Hewant edt oaskwhati s
that,Icouldseeitonhisf acebuthedeci dedto
keepqui et.Helef
tthekitchen.AsKeowasst i
l
l
bent,Ili
ftedherdressandsl edinher,shewas
fuckent i
ghtthatsheyelped,butIquicklyput
myhandonherl i
pssothatshedoesn' tmake
noise.
Me:
Shh.
.Peopl
ear
esl
eepi
ng.
Ismashedherslowl
yandhar
d.ThenIlai
dher
onthekitchent
abl
eandsmashedherhard,
her
bodytensedupandshepi
nchedmycockwhi l
e
Iwasstil
l i
nher
.
Me:
Babyr
elax.
..
Iwhi
sper
edt
oher
.Ii
ncr
easedmypaceasshe
moanedonmymout
hunti
lwebot
hcame.
Me:
Thatwasaqui
cky
,Ist
il
lwantmor
eaf
ter
put
ti
ngourki
dst
obed.
Her
:Asmyki
ngwi
shes.
Wekissedandgiggl
edoneachother'
smouths.
Wethenwashedourhands,warmedmi l
kfor
t
hekidsandtookoutboxofOreos.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Quickywi thhubbyinthekitchenwast hebest,
event houghweal mostgocaughtbyourson.
Haaaahaaaaa!Newmemor ymade.Any ways,
wet ookt hemi l
kandcookiesupst ai
rstothe
kidsroom.Thenweat emidnightsnacks
togetherjustthefourofus.Iloveourbubble
andI '
m notgonnal etanyonepopi t,
I'
m gonna
kil
lsomeone.
ThebabiessleptandWandil
eandIwenttothe
backr
oom, becauseourbedr
oom needstobe
burnt
,itsmell
softhatwit
ch,sowedon'twant
hervenom i
nus.Any
way
swegott
oournew
nest
.
Hi
m:SoDrDl
ami
ni,
whatshal
lwedof
ir
st?
Me: Well
DrDlamini
,Iwasthi
nki
ngthatwe
shouldhaveashower,mybackneed
scrubbi
ng..
.
Hi
m:YEEBOO!
!
Wet ookbashowerandsmashedwhi lewater
ranonourbodi esbuildingsteam intheshower.
Whatast eamysessi on!Wet hengotoffthe
showerandputl oti
ononeachot her,
then
smashedagai nont hechai r,
thenhecar r
iedme
tothebedandst retchedmyl egswideopenand
smashedi nmet hatIy elped.Hewassodeepi n
met hattear
sfellfr
om myt ears.Ibeggedfor
mercy
Me:
Aaahhh.
..Wandi
l
e..
.Pl
ease.
..Aahhh!
Mybodywastensi
ngupasIwasaboutt
o
come.Webot
hcameandpassedoutoneach
ot
her
.
Thenwesharedmomentst ogether
,Iputmy
headonhi
schestandli
stenedtohisheartbeat
whichmat
chesmine.Ourheartbeatswereso
si
mi l
ar
Me:
Baby
,ourhear
tbeat
sar
ethesame.
Him:That'
sbecauseweareonemyl
ove,
one
hear
t,onelov
eandonebody.Il
ovey
ou
Keokopant
sweSharonSengi
ngi
Me:
AndIl
ovey
ouWandi
l
eUnamandl
aDl
ami
ni.
Wewereatpeacewit
heachother
.Somuch
l
ovei
ntheroom.Icoul
dn'
tst
opblushi
ngandso
di
dhe.
.
Morni
ngcameandhebr
oughtmebr
eakf
asti
n
bed.
Hi
m:Mor
ningmyl
ove
Hel
eanedf
oraki
ssbutIbackeddown.
Me:
Ihav
en'
tbr
ushedmyt
eet
hyet
Hi
m:Hai
suka!
Hepul l
edmei nandkissedme.Igi ggledinhis
mout h.ThenIpul l
edoutfrom thekissand
rushedt othebathroom t
obr ushmyt eeth.Then
wentbackt oourbedandt hebreakfastwas
j
ustscr umpt i
ous.Thenheputonmyf avouri
te
songandwedancedwhi leIwasst i
llnakedand
him onhi sboxers.Wekissedwhi l
edanci ng,
andt hi
ngsgotst eamyagai n,
wesmashedunt i
l
Icouldn'tfeelmylegsandmynooki ewason
fi
re..
.
[
02/
10,
18:
26]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t6}
.
Thr
eemont
hsl
ater
.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Lif
ehasbeenawesomef orthepastt hree
mont hsandt hef ami lyhasnev erbeent his
happy .Afterev erythingwehav ebeent hrough,
wecameupv i
ctoriousev ent houghi tlooked
i
mpossi bl
e.Ij ustf oundoutt hatI'm pr egnancy
andtodaywear egoi ngforababyscan
becausemybabybumpi stoobi gfort hr ee
mont hs.I'
mt erri
fiedt hatImightbecar rying
twinsagai n,becauseIhadaC- sectionandt hat
couldcausedi ffi
cul tpregnancy .Wandi leis
superexci tedaboutmypr egnacyandI '
m notso
excit
ed, I'
m wor ried.
Anywayswegotintot
hemat
erni
tywar
dfora
3Dbabyscan.Igotof
fmydr
essandworethe
hospi
tal
robe.
Dr
:Ar
eyour
eadyy
ourmaj
est
ies.
Me:
YesEr
inIam.
Sheputthecol
dgelonmybellyandrubbedit
al
lovermybell
y.Thenshepl
acedthescanner
onmybel l
y.
Wandi
l
e:Thosear
ever
yst
ronghear
tbeat
s!
Wow!
Icoul
dn'tbel
i
evemyey
esasshemov
edar
ound
mybelly
.
Dr
:1,
2,
3and4!
Me:
Quadr
upl
ets?
!
Dr:Yesyourmaj
est
y,y
ouar
ecar
ryi
ng
quadrupl
ets.
Wandi
l
e:Whoa!Thi
sishuge!
Ohshi
t!Fourbabi
esar
egrowingi
nme!
!FOUR!
!
Iwasoverwhel
medbythenews.
Wandi
l
e:Myl
ove,
don'
twor
rywewi
l
lbef
ine.
Dr:myqueenpl
easet
akei
teasy
,restenough,
quadr
upl
esarehardt
ocar
ry,
yougonna
exper
iencesev
erepai
nsasy
ourt
ri
mest
ersgo.
Me:Doc,
thelastti
meIwaspr
egnantwi
tht
wins,
Igav
ebir
thinC-secti
on.
Sher
oseherbr
ows
Dr:Youmightgiv
ebirt
hatthe7thmonthort he
6thmonths,si
nceyouhadC-secti
on.Iwi
llhave
tomonit
orthebabiesgrowt
heveryweek.Soat
l
eastcomeintwiceaweek.
Wandi
l
e:Iwi
l
lmakesur
ethatshedoes.
Me:
Iwi
l
lbeher
edoc,
thanks
Shel
eftt
hewar
dandIwasl
eftwi
thpr
ying
Wandi
le.
Me:
Heywenast
opl
ooki
ngatmel
i
ket
hat
.
Hi
m:Li
kewhat
?
Me:
LikeI
'
m somet
hingdel
i
cious.
Hegr
oaned.
Hi
m:Doyouknowhowsex
yyouar
ewheny
ou
ar
epr
egnant
?
Me:
Youal
way
stel
lmet
hat
.
Him:Welly
ouar
e.Wehav
enev
erdi
diti
n
hospi
tal
.
Me:
Ohmygoodness!Wandi
l
eDl
ami
nibehav
e!
Webothchuckl
ed,goshthi
smant hough!I
'
m
worr
iedaboutt
heoutcomeoft hebi
rt
hofmy
babi
esandheisthi
nkingofsex.
hi
m: Ican'
thel
pit
.Pl
usy
oual
readynakedand
I
'm al
readyhar
d..
.
Hewhisper
edi
nmyear.Thethoughtofsexi
n
hospi
tal
waski
ndofexci
ti
ng.
Me:
blowmeaway
!
Wewenti ntothechangingroom, closedthe
doorandwentf reaky
.Helaidflatont hefloor
andIfedhim mygoodness.Hewasmuf fi
ngme
sodamngood!Thi smanisincredibleinsex.I
gotoffhi
sf aceandsledhiscocki nmywet
noochie,
thenslowlyImov edmywai stin
ci
rcul
armot ionmakinghim groaninexci t
ement.
ItwassoamazingIwasn'
tevenawareofhow
muchnoiseIwasmaking,unt
ilt
hedoctor
knockedonthedoor
.
Dr
:Yourmaj
est
yisev
ery
thi
ngokay
?
Wechuckl
edv
eryl
ow.
Me:
Uhm.
..Yeah.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Ei
sh!Fuck!Wehav
ebeenCaught
!
Dr
:Youonl
yhav
etenmi
nut
est
oleav
ethi
swar
d.
Keo:
OkayEr
in,
doIhav
epat
ient
stoat
tendt
o?
Dr
:DrEv
anshast
akenov
ert
hem
Her
:Cool
.
Shel
eftandmynuckl
eswasdownwi
thoutme
comi
ng.Whatashame!
Her
:Aahmyl
ove!Idi
dn'
tcomey
et.
Me:
Met
oobabe.
Wegotdr essedandl
eftt
hehospi
tal
.Words
cannotexplai
nhowhappyIam t
obeaf at
her
agai
n.I'
m abouttobeaproudf
atherof6!
Anyway swewenthomeandl ikethedoctor
ordered,Keor
elaxedandfellasl
eepwhileI
massagedherswol l
enfeet.ThenIsleptnextt
o
herwi t
hmyhandonherbel ly.Ipr
aythatshe
carri
esthem f
ullt
erm andtheycomeout
healt
hy
[
02/
10,
18:
29]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t7}
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Thesebabi
esaresoheavy
,Ican'
twalkanymore
becausemylegsar
enolongerst
rongtocarr
y
mear ound.I
t'
sbeen7mont hsnow,whichisa
miracl
e!BecauseIwassupposedtocarryt
hem
for6mont hsbecauseofmyprevi
ousC-secti
on.
ButGodcannotbl essyouwi
thki
dsifyour
wombcannothandl et
hem.
AnywaysI
'
minmyroom andWandi
l
eisrest
ing
hi
sheadonmybel
l
y,li
steni
ngt
oourbabi
es
moveinme.
Me:
Baby
Hi
m:hmm?
Me: Wehaven'tt
houghtofbabynamesy
et,
and
I
'm almostdue.
Hi
m:Anel
i
swa,
Andi
l
e,Amahl
e,Anat
hi
Iwasamazed,
Wow!
Me:Beauti
ful
namesf orquadrupl
es,
it'
sall
aboutA'
shmm. ..Il
ovei
t!ButIwasthinki
ng
Xoli
l
e,Xol
elwa,Xoli
sani
,Xolani
Hi
m:SomanyX'
s!
Me:Yes, t
her
eisMxoli
siandXoli
swa,sowhy
notputonsomeX'stotheotherki
ds?Your
generat
ionwasal
labouttheA'
s.Letourbabi
es
beX's.
Hi
m:Okay
,youar
eri
ght
.Si
bli
ngsf
orl
i
fe
Me: Exact
ly.Iknowt hatyouwanttohonour
yourlatebrother
s,butletourchi
l
drennameour
grandchil
drenafterus.
Hi
m:Okay
.Thebabi
esmov
esost
rongl
y!
Me:Iknow!Theyar
est
rongl
i
ket
hei
rpar
ent
s
andsi
bli
ngs.
Hi
m:True,wehavebeent
hroughal
otandwe
ar
est
il
lstandi
ng
Me:Yeahandwear
esti
l
lunmar
ri
edandhav
e
f
ourkidsont
heway.
Hi
m:Yeah,
Ithoughty
ouwoul
dsayt
hat
.
Hegotupwenttoourcl
osetandcameinwit
ha
l
it
tl
ebox,Iguessi
t'
sari
ngbox!Isatupst
rai
ght
onthebed.
Me:
Ookay
?Andt
hen?
Hekneel edwit
honekneebef
oreme.Ihave
neverexperi
encedt
hatinmyenti
rel
i
fe.Ihav
e
beendreamingofit
,butnowi
t'
sreal
ly
happening.
Him: MyLov e,
youhav ebeenmyst rength,my
shielddur ingmyweakness, myj oyand
happi ness, myreasonst ol i
ve.Iknowt hatI
hav en'tbeenmuchofahusbandt oy ou,butI'
m
will
ingt obemor eofamanf ory ou.Iwantt obe
yourst rongestshi eld,yourkni ghtinshining
amour .I'
m notper fect,butIwantt obeper fect
fory ou.Iwantt ogr owol dwi t
hy ouKeoandI
wantt obebi ndedt oy ouf orever.Il
ov eyouso
muchandIappr eciatey ou.Wehav ebeen
throughal otandwebecamev i
ctori
ous
toget her.Iknowt hat ,
west i
llgonnaf ace
chal l
engeandIwantt ofacet hem wi thyou.
Myhear
tispounci
ngthroughmychestandI
hav
ethemostexcruci
ati
ngpai
nonmy
abdomen.
Me:HAWUWAUWAAA!
!!OUCH!I
THURTSI
T
REALLYHURTS!
!!
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Ahman!I
nthemi
ddl
eofmyspeech!
Her
:AW!
!!THEYARECOMI
NG!
!
Igotupandhel pedhertothecar.Mymom and
Luthandostayedbehindwiththeki
dswhil
emy
brothersaccompaniedmeandmywi fet
o
hospital
.Af ewminuteslat
erwearri
vedatt
he
hospitalandthedoctor
sattendedt
oher.
.
12hour sl
aterofpaci
ngupanddown,t
he
doctorfi
nal
lycameoutofthesur
ger
yroom.I
'm
terr
if
iedtohearthenews,
theymi
ghtbegood
theymightbebad.
Dr
:Gooddayy
ourmaj
est
ies
Mw:Goodday
,doc.
..Uhm.
..Howi
smywi
feand
babi
es?
Dr:Well
,Thesurgerywassuccessf
ulbuti
t
wasn'
teasy,shelostalotofbl
oodandsuffer
ed
fr
om twoseizur
es
Myhear
tisf
ail
i
ngme,
Ican'
tbr
eat
h..
Dr: Shesurvi
vedt
hem, andthebabi
esare
premat ur
eandsmal l
,theyneedi
ncubat
ionf
or
threemont hsbef
oretheycangohome.
Anel
e:Sot
heyar
eal
lfi
ne?
Dr:Yes,buti
nbadshapef ornow.The
quadruplesweren'
tabl
etobreatheonthei
rown,
wellt
wocoul dn'
tandtwocould,sotheyar
ein
i
ntensivecare,
soisthequeen.
Me:
Wil
ltheybeokaydoc?
Dr:Wewi l
lhavetowai
tandseeyourmajesty
,
butforthepasty
earsI
'
vebeenworkinghere,
miracl
eshavebeenhappeni
ngofpeoplewhom
welostf
aithin,
recov
er.SoIbel
i
evei
nmi
racl
es,
Godisgreat!
I'
mt er
ri
fi
edtothecore,
Ican'
tlosemywifeand
newbabies.Getagri
pWandile,t
heywil
lbefi
ne!
Ineedtostayposi
ti
veandthi
nkposit
ivel
y.
Me:
CanIseet
hem doct
or.
Dr:Youcanonl yseeyourwi
febutnott
he
babies,
atleastintwodaysorso,
youwill
be
abl
et oseethem.
.
Hedirectedmetot
her ecov
erywar
d,wher
emy
queenis.Shewasunconsci
ousandmyheart
sank.
Me:Baby,pl
easedon'
tdieonmey et
,forour
babi
essake.Recov
erforuspl
ease..
Shemov edandshesl owl
yopenedherey
es.
Tearsf
elluncont
rol
lablyf
rom myeyeswhenher
browneyesmetmi ne.
Me:
Myl
ove.
Shesmi
l
edatme.
Her
:Howar
ethebabi
es?
Sheaskedmespeaki
ngsosof
tl
y.Iwi
pedof
f
mytears.
Me:Theyareoni
ncubat
ors.
..
.Uhm.
..Theyar
e
pr
emature
Her:Iknow.
..Iexpect
edit.
..Howl
ongar
ethey
gonnakeepthem there?
Me:
Thedoct
orsai
dthr
eemont
hs
Her
:Threemont hs!Theycan'tbr
eat
heont hei
r
owncan'tthey?Thei
rlungsareundevel
oped!
OhGodpl easesavemychi l
dren!
Shel
etoutacr
yandi
tbr
okemyhear
t.
..
Me:Nothi
ngwill
happent
oourbabi
esKeo,
you
needt
ocalm down.
Her
:Thi
sisal
lmyf
aul
t!Iwasn'
teat
ingheal
thy
.
Thedoct
orwal
kedi
nonus.
Dr
:It
'snoty
ourf
aul
tyourmaj
est
y,i
twas
expect
edfr
om car
ryi
ngquadr
upl
ets.Pl
ease
cal
m down.
.
Heexaminedherandclearedherf
rom anyaf
ter
bi
rt
hinf
ections.Sheev
entuall
ycal
meddown
Her
:Iwantt
oseet
hem.
..
Dr
:Noty
ett
hey
Her
:Don'
ttel
lmebul
l
shi
tHank!Iwantt
osee
mybabi
es!
Shecutherof
f
Dr:
Keoyouknowthemater
nal
rul
esofwhena
chi
ldi
sunder
devel
oped
Her:I
'
m notgonnatoucht
hem,
Ijustwantt
o
gazeuponmyf r
uit
sofmywomanhood,okay?
Dr:
I'
mr i
ski
ngmylicenceher
e,butokay
,youwi
l
l
onl
ylookandnott
ouch.
Hewenttotakeawheelchai
rforherandshe
gotoutofbedwi
thhergownandwewer eboth
gi
venfacemusksandweent eredthenur
ser
y
ward.Ourbabi
eshadwhit
etagswr
it
tenDl
ami
ni.
Theyweresobeauti
ful
andti
ny.
[
02/
10,
18:
33]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t8}Supershor
t
.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
MyheartbreaksasIseemybabiesin
i
ncubatorsandtwoofthem i
nli
fesuppor
t.
Threesonsandadaughter,
theyar
esot i
nyand
fr
agil
e.Iknowthatt
heywil
lmakeit,myGod
hasneverfai
ledme.
Me:Thi
spainsmethatIcan'
thol
dthem j
usty
et.
Mybreasti
sfi
ll
edwit
hmi l
kandIcan'
tfeed
t
hem
Hi
m:Myl
ove,
youwi
l
lev
ent
ual
l
yfeedt
hem.
Theywi
l
lbef
ineIknowt
hatt
heywi
l
l.
Idon'tknowwhatwouldhavebecomeofmei
f
Wandi l
ewasn'tbymyside,
Iwouldhav
e
probablylosti
t.
Me:I
'm sorryt
hatt
heydeci
dedt
opopoutand
r
uini
ngy ourpr
oposal
tome
Him:Babehowcanyousaythat?Thei
rti
mingi
s
perf
ect
.God'
sti
mingisper
fect.
Me:Theyar
esoador
abl
ebaby
,Iwi
shIcoul
d
hol
dthem
Hi
m:Met
oo,
butwewi
l
linduet
ime.
.
Dr
:Ti
mei
sup.
.
IpushedKeooutoft
henur
ser
ywar
dandback
toherward.
Dr:
Yourmajest
y,weneedt
omi
l
kyou,
for
nut
rit
ionofy
ourbabi
es.
Me:
Iwasexpect
ingt
hat
,sowher
eist
hepump?
Hi
m:pump?Mi
l
king?
Iforgotthatheiscluel
essaboutmi l
kpumpsf or
feedingbabies.Anyway sIwil
lexplai
nt ohim
whenwear einadifferentsi
tuat
ion.RightnowI
needt ofocusonf i
l
lingfourbott
leswi t
hmi lk.I
managedt oandthenur sestookthebot t
lesto
mybabi es.
Me:Thr
eeboysandagir
l,It
houghtt
heywere
goi
ngtobeal
lboysoral
lgir
ls,
ortwoboysand
gi
rl
s.
Him:I
'
mjustgladt
hattheyar
eal
lal
i
veand
soont
heywil
lbeheal
thy.
.
Amont hlater,mybabi esweheal thyandstr
ong
andallbreathingont heirown,buttheywere
sti
ll
sot i
nyandski nythattheysti
l
l hadt
obe
i
ncubated.Ist i
llhaven'thel
dthem inmyarms
andit'
skill
ingmesof tl
y ,
butIwil
lendureunti
l
theti
mei sr i
ght.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
It
'sbeeny ear
ssinceIl ef
tSout hAfricaandI
thi
nkit'
stimeIwentback.Justcompl etedmy
PhDf i
nall
yandI '
mj ustfedupwi t
hEngland,I
missmymot herland,Imi ssthelanguageand
most l
y,Imissmyman!I t'
sbeenal ong10years,
andIjusthopet hathehasn' tfor
gottenme,or
thathehasn'tmov edon, butit'
sbeenadecade,
Iwouldunder st
andi fhedid.
.
Anyway sI'
mi nmyapar t
menti nLondon,
packi
ngmybags, gett
ingreadytoleavethis
countr
y,Imi sshome, damn! !Iwi
shmypar ent
s
werestil
lali
v ethough.Theyusedt othrowv er
y
bi
gpar ti
eswhensomeonecamehomef r
om a
l
ongt r
ip.Blessbet hei
rsoul.Enoughaboutt hat,
myf l
i
ghtleav esin18:00hour sanditsalr
eady
17:
45!Shit!It'
stimetogo!Goodby eEngland!!
[
02/
10,
18:
38]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t9}
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Wenamedourbabygi r
lXolel
waMoeshaand
theboysXol i
l
eMilt
on,Xoli
saniMason,and
XolaniMarcus.Fi
nal
lywecant akethem home,
I'
m ateasenow.Thanky ouJESUS!!Wandile
camet ofetchus.
Hi
m:Mor
ningy
ourmaj
est
y
Me:
Mor
ningmyKi
ng
Weshar edaki
ssandIpul
l
edoutbef
orei
t
deepens.
Me:
Wow!Someonemi
ssedme.
Hi
m:Youhav
enoi
dea.Ihav
easur
pri
sef
ory
ou.
Me:
Oh.
.Kay
?Whati
sit
?
Hi
m:i
t'
sint
hecar
..
.
Maybei t
'saproposal
!Iwasexci
tedaboutt
he
sur
prise.Wetookourbabiesandwewent
out
sidewheret hecari
s.
Me:
Babe,
wher
eist
hecar
?
Hi
m:Ri
ghther
e
Me:
YOUBOUGHTTHEMI
NIVANFI
NALLY!
!
Heboughtt
heMercedesbenzmini
vanwhi
chI
hav
ebeenwant
ing.Heisawesome!
Me:
Thanky
oubaby
!
Hi
m:Any
thi
ngf
ormyqueen.
Weshar edakissandthenbuckl
edourbabi es
i
nandwewer eofftothepal
ace.Ithasbeen3
l
ongmont hs,yoh!Buti
twaswor t
hi t
,mybabies
don'
tlookpremature,t
heyhavegainedweight
andtheyarejusthappybabi
es.
Wefi
nal
l
yarr
ivedandthefami
lythr
ewusa
wel
comehomeparty
,ncaaw!That'
ssweetof
them.Theyhavebeent her
ethroughthi
ckand
thi
n,mayourhappinesslastLord.Wehav ehad
enoughdramaandt raumatolastusalifeti
me!
Itwasgreatt
oseebot hourfami l
i
estogether
andunit
ed.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
Homesweethome!Hel l
oSouthAfri
ca,beauti
ful
andr i
chinculture!Gosh!Ihavemissedhome,
theburningoft y
ers,thefact
orysmoke.Sowet o!
Stimell
a!EishIhav emissedmymase
taal(
mot hert
ongue) !Awemaseki nd(hi
,
mot her
'schil
d)!Muur !NowIcansayFot sek
again!
.
Iwentt
omyGranny
'ssincewell
mypar ent
s
di
ed.Shei
sst
il
lsoyoung!Babyface!
Her
:Myki
nd(
chi
l
d)!
Me:
Hal
oouma(
greet
ingsgr
anny
)!
It
'sbeenalongt i
mey oh!Ithoughtt
hatshehas
forgott
enaboutme, butclear
lyIwaswrong.
Lisa,Meral
i
seandBy ronwereheretoo,
my
sister
sandbrother.Ihavemissedthem ev
en
mor e.
Me:
Howar
eya'
l
ldoi
ng?
Mer
ali
se:
I'
m good,
great
!
Me:
That
'sgoodt
ohear
.Sowhatdi
dImi
ss?
Lisa:
Notmuchr eal
l
y,Keogotmarri
edtoaking
andhadtwins,
thendivor
cedandhad
quadrupl
eswit
hherexhusband.Lebihasason
too
Yohsomanyki
dsat26!
!
Me:Yoh!Si
xkids!Thehusbanddi
vor
cedher
andgotherpr
egnantagain?
Wow,
thi
sissomet
wist
edshi
t.
Me:
Any
way
,whoi
sthi
sexhusband?
Meral
ise:
Thei
rweddi
ngwasal
lov
ert
henews5
year
sago.
Me:wel
lIneverwatchednewsbacki
nEngl
and,
Inev
erhadti
mef orTV.
Theygavemeaweddi
ngpi
ctur
eofKeoand
Andi
le!
Me:
Shei
sMar
ri
edt
opr
inceAndi
l
e!
Li
sa:No,shei
sMarri
edtokingWandil
e
UnamandlaDl
ami
ni.Andi
lediedayearago.
Shemar riedWandi l
e!Iwasshockedandhear t
broken.Hef orcedmet oaccepttheschol
arshi
p
andgoabr oadandpr omisedt
owai tf
orme.
Howcoul dhedot hi
st ome?Outofallthe
womeni nthiscountr
y ,
hedecidedtomarrymy
cousin!Thisisamocker ytome!
Li
sa:
Shar
li
zear
eyouokay
?
Me:YeahIam.Whathappenedt
oAndi
l
e?How
di
dhedie?
By
ron:
Hewasshotdeadatt
hepal
acewi
th
Anel
i
swat
oo.
Me:Oneofthet
ri
pletsal
sodied!
?Yerr!Ihave
mi
ssedalotmos.Isn'
thetoooldforherthough?
Byron:Well
hei s7year
solderthanher
,that
'
s
nottooold,besi
desageisjustanumber.
Lisa:
Exactl
y!Sowena,
whatwasgoi
ngoni
n
yourli
fe?
Me:Wel
lI'
m st
il
lsi
ngl
e,Ihav
en'
tfoundt
her
ight
manyet
.
Byr
on:andyour30thbi
rt
hdayi
scomingandno
ki
dsnorhusband.Awshamesorr
y.
Me:
Fot
sek!I
'
m noti
nahur
ryf
orany
thi
ng
Li
sa:Butyourt
imeis,
youar
er eachi
ng
menopauseagesnow,youmightnotbeabl
eto
haveki
ds.
Me:Say
swho?Icanevenhav
emybabyat
50,
i
t'
spossi
blebaby
!
By
ron:
andnotl
i
vel
ongenought
oseeher
/hi
m
st
artschool
.
Argh!Somethi
ngshaven'
tchangedaboutt
hese
thr
ee.Veryi
rr
it
ati
ng!
Me:Ihadaver
ylongtr
ip,
Iwanttorest,
wewi
l
l
t
alkmoreaf
terIhav
erestedenough.
.
~Anel
e~
.
Ourfamilyistrul
yblessed.Andiswaisaboutto
becomeadad, I'
m afatherof3andWandi leisa
fat
herof6.Ourf ami l
yisgetti
ngbiggerand
happier
.Iknowt hatthishappinessisgonna
l
ast,evenwhenadar kcloudcomesourway ,we
wil
lfi
ghtitofftogether,wehav eal
readywent
thr
oughsomucht ogetherandwemadei t
.I'
m
wit
hmybr othershavingsomebeer .
Me:
weebaf
o!4ndoda!4!
Wandi
l
e:Baf
o,It
oldt
hatI
'
m aman,whenIsayI
makeababy
,Imakemult
ipl
etr
oubl
e.
Weal
ll
aughed.
Andi
swa:
It'
sal
laboutX'
s
Wandi
:Yebo!Nami
ster
ing(
I'
m boss)
!
Thealcoholwasgetti
ngthebestofus.Wegot
drunkunti
lwecouldn'
tspeakwords.
Mor
ningcameandman!Thehangov
er!Dammi
t!
Lu:
BABY!
!
me:
Dammi
tLut
handomaan!Yer
r!
!
Shel
aughedatme.
Lu:Itol
dy ounottodrinkt
oomuch.Anyways,
Junioriscry
ing,goandchangenappy
,heis
daddy'sboyafteral
l.
Me:
argh!Smel
lofnappywhi
l
eI'
mli
ket
his?
Lu:I
'
m bathi
ngthePr
incessesbabe,
pleasego
andchangehim.
Sheroll
edhereyesonme.Igotupwithaheavy
headandwenttochangeAJ'snappy
.Ifel
tli
ke
thr
owingup,butIhandl
edi
tli
keaman.Itook
him downst ai
rswit
hme,andputhim ont
he
feedingchair,
thenImademyant i
dot
eof
hangov erandswall
oweditl
ikeaman.WhenI
didthedisgustingf
ace,
AJlaughedatme.
Me:
Uhl
ekani
wena(whatar
eyoul
aughi
ngat
)?
AJ:
Baba!
Myhear
tski
ppedabeathehassai
dhi
sfi
rst
wor
din7months!
Me:
YEBOBOY,
BABA!
Thi
swast hehappiesttimeofmylife!Ipi
cked
hi
m upandki ssedhim all
overhi
sfaceandhe
gi
ggled.Heisaexactphot ocopyofme, al
lof
mylookshehas.Lucamei nthekit
chenand
l
ookedatmef unny
Lu:Hisf
ir
stwordwas"
mama",
"baba"i
shi
s
secondword.
Me:Unamanga(youl
yi
ng).Don'
tbej
eal
ous
babe.Hewi
llsay"mama"nextt
ime,
don'
twor
ry.
Sher
oll
edherey
esonmeandmadeaf
rowny
f
ace.
Me:
Ilov
eyout
oobabe.
.
~Keol
ebi
l
e~
.
Mynephewsandni ecearesoador able!They
remindmeofhowcut emysonwaswhenhe
wasbor n.3y earsoldnow.Backt onow, this
housei sbeautif
ul!I
thasbeenr enovatedandi t
l
ooksl i
keaser iouspalacenow.Roy altyneh!
Keoisnur singhersurgeryscarandI '
m helpi
ng
herwi t
hthebabi es.Sheneedsallthehandsshe
canget ,i
t'
sbeent hreemonthsandherscarst i
ll
hasn'thealed.ButIguessthequadr uples
str
etchedhert othel i
mit
.
Her
:I'
m donehav
ingbabi
es,
yoh!
Me:Wel
lIdon'
tbl
amey
ou,
banababar
atar
o(6
ki
ds)
!Yer
rmaan!
Her
:It
'sabl
essi
ng.Idi
dn'
tgetmybabi
esoneby
one,
theycamei
npai
rsandquar
ts,
notby
choi
ce.
Me:
Iknowbabe.Any
way
s,hasWandi
l
epoped
t
hequest
iony
et?
Her:
Wellhewasabouttopr
oposeandmy
babi
esdeci
dedthatt
heywantedt
obebor
n.
Me:
Ouch,
Ibethewasdi
sappoi
ntedy
etexci
ted
Her:
Yeshewas.It
'sbeent
hreemonthsnow,
andhehasn'
tpr
oposedagai
n,Idon'
tknow
what'
sdel
ayi
nghim.
Me:Hei
spr
obabl
yplanni
ngsomet
hingspeci
al
j
ustf
ort
het
woofy ou.
Her
:May
be.
.
.
Pl
easekeeponl
i
kingandshar
ing,
stayr
eal
!
.
Admi
n
[
02/
10,
18:
40]Wadz
:Season6
{
Inser
t10}
.
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
FuckIneedt ogetsomeact i
onorI '
m gonna
explode.Mycocki sashardasar ockandmy
wholebodyi saroused,shi
t!Iwassweat ingli
ke
astall
ion.Keoissleepingi
nt henurserywith
thebabiesandshehasn' tful
lyrecoveredyet,
fuck!Igotupandt ookacol dshowerinwi nt
er.
Fuckt hewateri
skakcol d!Nuckleswentdown,
thenIgotofftheshowerandwentbackt omy
bednaked.Nuckl esroseagainlikeasoldier
.
Fuck!!
Takingoutmyphonefrom beneat
hmypi l
l
ow,
I
cal
ledKeo.I
trangbutshedidn'
tpicki
tup.
Dammi t
!Igotupandwentt othenursery,she
wassleepi
ngontopoft hebeddingandshei s
weari
ngherlaceli
ngeri
ewhi chdri
vesme
i
nsane,damnshel ookshot!Ineedtofeed.I
ki
ssedher,onherli
ps,tr
yingtowakeherup.
Me:
Baby
(ki
ss)wakeup(
kiss)
Her
:Wandi
l
eDl
ami
nii
t'
slat
e,gobackt
osl
eep.
Shesai
dwhi
l
ewhi
sper
ing.
Me:Ican'
t,
I'
m har
dandI
'
m sweat
ing,
Ineed
hel
pDr.
Shebi
therl
owerl
i
p.
Her
:Icanonl
ygi
vey
ouabl
owj
ob.
Me:
That
'sal
lIneed.
Shegotupandf ol
lowedmetoourbedr
oom.I
pressedHeragai
nstthewal
landsmashedmy
l
ipsinhers.
Her
:I'
mjustgonnagi
vey
ouabl
owj
obnott
he
whol
ework.
Me:
Hav
eyoust
oppedbl
eedi
ng?
Her
:Yesbutt
hatdoesn'
tmeanI
'
mful
l
yheal
ed.
Me:
Doesy
ourabdomenhur
t?
Her
:BabeIunder
standt
haty
ouar
ehar
d
Ishutherupwit
haki
ss.Ineedtobeinsideof
her,bl
owjobi
snotgonnawork.Ineedfull
blownacti
on.
Her
:Babypl
ease.
..
Iwentdownonherwhi l
eshewasst i
llagai
nst
thewallandrippedof
fherpantyandsmashed
myl i
psagainstherwetnooki
e.Fuck,shesti
ll
tast
essogood.Moansandgr oansescapedher
l
ips.Ipi
ckedherupandwr appedherlegs
aroundmyneckandhernoochonmymout h.
Shewasgaspi ngforai
randpulledmyhead
backwithmydr eadl
ocks.ButIslammedmy
facebackinhernookie
Her
:Ohf
uck.
..
.Aaahhh.
..Ohf
uck!
Herbodyt
ensedupasshewasaboutt
ocome
andsheshi
ver
edar
oundmyneck,
thenIl
aidher
onthebed.
Her
:Babypl
easebegent
le.I
'
m
Ishutherupwi t
hakissandsl owl
ypenetrat
ed
her.Shecl
inchedandjumpedback.Virgi
nmar y
neh!Ihel
dherbyherwai standenter
edher ,
she
wasaboutt oyelpwhenIslammedmyl i
pson
hers.Herwholebodywast ense.
Her
:Fuck!I
thur
ts!
Me:
Youwantmet
ost
op?
Her
:Fuckno!
Sher elaxedherbodyandIst art
edt hr
obbingher
sl
owl ybutsur ely.Fuckitwasdamngood!I
wantedt oincreasemyspeed, butshehas
askedmet obegent le.It
hrobbedherincircl
es
andpi nningherhandsont hebedbecauseher
nail
swepi er
cingme.Herbodyt ensedupandI
pull
edout .Shecannotcomebef oreme.Igent l
y
fl
ippedherov erandwhenIwasaboutt oslam
my
sel
finher
,shesl
edf
orwar
d
Her
:Ohshi
t!
Me:
Shh.
.Peopl
ear
esl
eepi
ngbabe.
Sheputherhandonhermout handIstar
ted
moving,shegaspedandmoanedonherhand.
Yerr
!Itwassosexy!Wewentonunt i
lweboth
came.Fuck!Thatwasbloodyfant
ast
ic.
Spectacul
ar!
Me:
Thanky
oubabyf
ort
hat
.
Her
:It
'sapl
easur
emyl
ove.
Webot htookdeepbr
eathswhatar ide!She
wentdownonmeandj ustgavemepl easure.
Fuck!Thiswomanhasmagi clipsandfantast
ic
vir
ginmar y
.Mycockslammi ngthebackofher
thul
kmademesqueal .Ieventual
lycamei nher
mout h.
Me:
Ohf
uck!
Her
:yummy
!
Webothchuckled.Iwantmore,butmywi
fe
i
sn'
tcomplet
elyhealedsothatIcanmoveat
mywantedpace.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Whatar i
de!Wandilehasgott
enbiggeror
may bemyv i
rgi
nit
ygrewback.Thatwaspainf
ul
butamazing.Oneofthebabiescr
iedandI
stoodupandwentt oattendtomybaby.He
wasn'tt
oohappybecausehegav emeaf rowny
face.
Him:ourki
dsneedtoknowt
hatIal
soneed
pamperi
ngfrom mywif
e.
Me:Theyarej
ustbabi
esanddoingwhatbabi
es
docry
,eatandmakepoopoo.Theywil
lgr
owup
i
nnot i
me.
Hehuf
fed
Hi
m:I
t'
staki
ngt
ool
ong.
Wow!Whatabi gbaby!Yerr
!Any ways,Iwentt o
thenur seryandXol i
l
ewasawakeandhi sf ever
wasskyhi gh!Ohmy !Iwenttothemedi cine
car dboar dandt ookoutfeversyrupforbabi es
andmadehi m dri
nkit,t
henItookofhi sclothes
andputhi m onmychestbut tnaked.Af ew
mi nut eslaterhewasatnor mal temperature
andf astasleep.Hesoador ableIcouldeathi m
up.It ookhi mt ohiscourtbed,whenIwas
aboutt oputhi m down,hestart
edcr yi
ngt henI
pickedhi m upandhekeptqui et.Likefatherli
ke
son!Isl eptwithhim onmychest ,
Iguesshe
l
ov est hewar m ski
nofhismommy .Ieventuall
y
fellasl eep.
.
MorningcameandIwokeupt obeauti
fulhazel
eyeslooki
ngatme.Wowmysonhasmyey es
andhisdaddy '
slooks!Xol
il
ewasawakei ntop
ofmeandt heotherbabi
eswer est
il
lasleep.He
smil
edatmewi thhistoot
hlesssmil
e,very
heartmelt
ing.
Me:
Hel
l
oboyboy
!Mamasekl
einkj
i
e!
Hegiggl
ed,
itwassocut e.Igotupwithbaby
Xol
il
einmyarmsandcheckedt emperaturesof
myothermunchkins.I
tseemsf i
ne,t
hent he
twi
nscamebarginginthenurseryl
i
kel unati
cs.
Them:
Mommy
!!
Me:
Shh,
yoursi
bli
ngsar
esl
eepi
ng.
Them:
Sor
rymommy
.
Xol
i:Mom y
ouhav
en'
tmadeourl
unchboxes
yet
.
Ar
g!If
orgot
.
Me:
Goonandwakedaddyup.
Theynodandwentupt otheirfather
'sroom
whil
stIwentdownstai
rswi thXol i
le,
thenIput
hi
m onthebabychairfeederi nthekitchenand
madethetwinsBreakfastpluslunchboxes.
Theycamedownst ai
rswitht heirfat
her.
Hi
m:Icompl
etel
yfor
gotaboutt
hemeet
ingwi
th
t
hemay
or.
Me:
henceIaskedt
heki
dst
owakey
ouup.
Theysataroundt
het abl
eandat e.Theserv
ants
fi
nall
ycameandt ookoverthebreakfast
.They
havecomel at
eandIaskedt hem tocome
earl
i
er,bef
ore7tobepr eci
se.Buttheyareher
e
now.
Any waysIaskedsisOumat oattendtoXoli
le
whileIcheckonmybabi es.Ifoundthem
singingi
nt hechoir
.Yerr
!Theycancr yy ong.I
scoopedt hem onebyonet ocal mthem down.I
changedt heirdi
persandbat hedthem,clot
hed
them andt ookthem downstairs.Mom andsis
Oumaat tendedt othem whil
eIwentupst air
sto
giveXoli
leabat h.
[
02/
10,
18:
42]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t11}EDI
TED
.
.
.
.
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
ThetwinsandIar eprepari
ngdi nnerformywi fe
andIint hekitchen.Ithi
nkaboutev eryt
hingthat
we'vebeent hroughandhowi ncredi
bleshewas
tome, evenwhenIhur thersomuch.I '
m gonna
askhert oremar ryme.Icannoti maginemyl i
fe
wit
houther ,sheismyst rengthandmy
happiness.Andt othinkthatIwasbl i
ndt osee
whataj ewel shewasi nthebegi nni
ng,Iwasa
dumbi diot.
Any ways,sheisst
il
latwork,shewascalledi n
thismorningforsur
geryandshehasbeent her
e
eversi
nce.Thebabiesarefastasleepandt his
nightisjustmeandmyqueen, serv
edbyt he
twins.Theyarealmost5andtheyare
graduati
ngfrom preschool
thisNov
emberand
nextyeartheywil
lbedoinggrade1.
Ihearhercarpul
l
edover,r
ightonti
me.Istood
i
nf r
ontofthedoorandopeneditbef
oreshe
could.
Me:
Eveni
ngmyl
ove
Her
:Ev
eni
ngmyKi
ng.
Them:
Himom!
Her
:Hi
babi
es,
isn'
ti
tpastbedt
ime?
Me:
Noty
et,
it'
snot10pm y
et.
Igaveheraki
ssandthetwi
nsgi
ggl
ed.They
theyt
ookherbagandcoat.
Her
:Oohkay
..
.What
'
sgoi
ngon?
Me:
Not
hing,
justmi
ssedy
out
hat
'
sal
l
.
Shegav
emeadi
sbel
i
eff
ace.
Her
:Al
ri
ght
,ar
ethebabi
essl
eepi
ng?
Me:
Yes.
Wewenttot hedini
ngr
oom andIhadsetupa
r
ounddinnertabl
efort
wowi t
hniceromant
ic
musi
c.Hersmi l
ewasjustbeaut
if
ul.
Her
:Al
lthi
sforme?
Inodandhelpedhertoherchai
r.Thensaton
mychair
.Irangthebell
andthetwinscamein
wit
hthestart
ers.
Them:
Star
teri
sser
vedy
ourmaj
est
ies.
Her
:Mom anddad!
Them:
Mom anddad.
Ichuckled.Shedoesn'
tli
keitwhentheki ds
addressusasy ourmajesti
es.Anyway swehad
ourstarter
swhil
ehav i
ngalightconversati
on.
Sheissobeaut i
fulandcal
m.I '
m get
ting
nervousbecauseIdidn'
tdot hi
sforherwhen
wef i
rstgotmarri
ed.
Her
:Baby
,youar
esweat
ing,
arey
ouokay
?
Me:
YesIam.Justhot
Her
:Younaught
yman.Iwi
l
lcool
youdownl
ater
.
Shesaidwithawink.DidItel
lyouhowmuchI
l
ovethiswoman?Iact ual
l
ydo, shejust
completesme.Thetwinsbroughtthemain
cour
sewhi chwaseaten.Theyactuall
yatef
rom
ourpl
ates.
Me:Reall
yguy
s?Youhadt
oni
bbl
eonour
pl
ates?
Them:
..
.
Xol
i
:It
'shi
sfaul
t!
Mxo:
What
!?I
t'
syourf
aul
t!
Her
:Enough!Gonow!
Theyl
eft
.Thoset
wot
hough.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Dinnerwithhubbyi sscrumpti
ous.Ihavea
feel
ingthathei sgoingtoproposeandhei sa
nervouswr eck.Ilaughedathowmuchhei s
sweating.Fini
shingt hemaincour
se,thetwins
bri
ngt hedesert,cheesecake,myfavouri
te.
Me:
Lov
ies,
didy
oual
lpr
epar
ethi
sforme
Xol
i
:Yes!Wear
echefDl
ami
nis!
Hi
m:Ofcour
sey
ouar
e.
Idi
ggedi
nthedeser
tandt
her
ewasar
ing.
Me:
Ohbaby
..
.
Hekneel
edbef
oremewi
thoneknee.
Him: Baby,Iwanttof ir
st l
ythanky ouformaking
met hehappi estmanonear t
handf orgivingme
suchbundl esofjoyf i
ll
ingmyhear twithjoyand
happiness.Ithanky ouf orbeingthereforme
thr
ought hickandt hinandf orbeingmy
str
engthdur i
ngmyweaknesst i
mes.Iknowt hat
Ihaven'tbeent hegreatestmanf ory ou,butI
wanttobet hegreatesthusbandfory
ou.Iwant
t
ogr owoldwi t
hy ouandr ai
seourchi
ldr
enwith
you.Ican'
ti
magi neal i
fewithouty
ou.
Ist
artedt
ear
ingup,
thi
sisthehappi
estdayof
mylif
e.Noonehaseverdonethi
sforme.
Him: Wehav ebeent hroughal ott oget
herand
somet hi
ngsdr oveustoadi vorce.ButnowI
wantt orecti
fythatmistakeify oudomet he
honourofr emar r
yingme.Ipromi setoloveyou
foreterni
ty,tobewi t
hy outhroughgoodt i
mes
andbad, insicknessandi nheal t
h.Idon'tknow
whatt hefutureholdsforus,butIwantt ofacei
t
withyou.Ilov eyouKeokopant swe, wil
lyou
mar r
yme.
Me:
YesIwi
l
l.I
t'
saboutt
ime
Webot hchuckl
edandheputther
ingonmy
fi
nger.I
'
m sohappy.Thet
winscheer
edforus.
Thiswaswonderful
.
Weallwentt
obed.Wewerebothti
red,sowe
di
dn'
thavesex,
butwehadint
imacy.The
connect
ionoursoulsmakewhenwear eineach
other
spresence.Thespi
ri
tual
kissandl
ist
ening
tothebeat
sofourhearts.
.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
It
'st
imeIfaceWandil
enow.It
'sbeentwo
weekssinceIcamebackandIjustneedt
o
cl
eartheairwi
thhi
m,sothatIcanbeatease.
Packingmybagi nt hecarboot ,Igetint
omycar
anddr i
vetotheairport
.Get t
ingoutoft hecar,
I
takeoutmybagandheadt otheDur banpl
ane.
Afterfewhours,Iarri
ved,tookanuberandI
wasonmywayt ot heroyalhouse.I'
m nervous
butIjusthav
et odot his.
Anhourlat
erIwasatthegate,taki
ngadeep
breat
h,t
hegatemanopenedt hegatef
orme.
Befor
ereachi
ngthedoor,
therehewasstandi
ng
i
nthemiddl
eofthedoorgazi
nguponme.He
wasst
unnedtoseeme.
Hi
m:Shar
li
ze?
Me:
Int
hef
lesh.
Hi
m:Wow!I
t'
sbeeny
ear
ssi
nce
Me:Si
nceyouf
orcedmetogot
oEngl
andand
pr
omisedt
owaitforme.
Hekeptqui
etandsai
dnot
hing.Hej
ustst
ood
t
hereandsai
dnothi
ng.
Me:Weneedtotalk,Icanseeyouareonyour
waytosomewhere,socomet otheUlundi
hot
el
r
oom 225,Iwi
l
lbewai ti
ng.
ThenIt
urnedmyheel
sandl
eft
.
Hi
m:Wai
t.
It
urnedt
ofacehi
m
Hi
m:Geti
nthecar
,Iwi
l
ltakey
out
her
e.
Igoti
ntohi
scarandwewereof
f.Imustsay,he
i
sstil
lasgor
geousashewaswhenwest ar
ted
dat
ingifnothotter
.Damn!Hesti
ll
smel
lsgood.
Yummy !Andhissightst
il
lmakesmewetli
ke
bef
ore.Wer eachedthehot
elandhemadea
cal
l
.
Hi
m:Andr
ew,r
eschedul
emymeet
ingt
o
t
omorr
owat14:
00.
Wegotof ft
hecarandheadedt omysui
te.He
wasquiteseri
ous,butthenagai
n,t
hesi
tuat
ion
athandisveryseri
ous.Hesatdownand
unbutt
onedhisjacketsuit
e.
Hi
m:Youwantust
otal
k,t
henl
et'
stal
k.
Whoa!Hesoundsupset
.
Me: Whydi dyoupromisemethingsyou
couldn'tkeep?Whydidyouli
etomesay ingt
hat
youwi llwaitf
orme?Whydidn'tyoueven
respondt omyemai l
s?Whydidn'tyouev
en
sendmeanemai lthatyouwantedoutofour
rel
ationship?
Hi
m:wewer
est
il
lyoungShar
lwhenImadet
hat
promise.Idi
dn'
tknowwhatIwantedbackthen.
Andy ouhavebeengonef
orovertenyear
s!TEN
FUCKENYEARS!andy ouexpect
edmet owai t
?
Didn'
tyouhaveamanbackinEngland?
Me: NoIdidn'
t!Iwai
tedforyouall
thoseyears.
Emai l
edyou,call
edyou.Butyounever
respondedtoanyofthem.Yousaidt omet hat
youar eamanofy ourword,buty
oudi dn'
tsti
ck
toit.
Him:I'
m amandammi t
!Ihaveneeds!Andyou
expect
edmet owai
tforyoufortenyear
sto
ful
fi
lmyneeds?Youarecrazy!
Me: Thenwhydi dn'
ty oubr eakupwi thme?Why
didn'
ty ouemai lmeabr eakup?I fyouhaddone
that,Iwoul dhavelety ougo, butnoy oudecided
togetmar ri
edbehindmybackandwor separt
tomycousi n!I'
m unmar riedbecauseofy ou!
Youpor t
raitourl
if
et ogetherandmademe
beli
ev ethatwewer egonnaendupt ogether.
Youpr omi sedmemar ri
age!Ididn'
twantt ogo
toEngl
andbuty
ouf
orcedme.YOUFUCKEN
FORCEDME!!
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Isthi
swomankiddi
ngmer i
ghtnow?Doesshe
evenknowwhattenyear
sis?
Me: Sharl
ize, theoppor tuni
tywast r
emendous.I
couldn'
tlety ougi veitupf orme,itwouldn'
t
havebeenf airt obothofus.Iwant edyoutobe
successful i
nl ifeir
respectiv
eofy our
background.Ev eni
fy ouhadst ay
ed,Iwouldn'
t
havemar riedy ouoranygi rlofmychoice!
Isai
dwi
thacal
mvoi
ce.
Her:Whydidn'
tyoufuckentellmeWandi l
e?You
hadmyemai laddr
essandmyi nternati
onal
phonenumberandy oudidn'tseeitfitt
otell
me.
I
fyoucouldhavetoldme, Iwouldhav ebeen
mar r
iedwi
thkidsl
ikeyoursel
f!Buty ouchoseto
keepmei nthedar
k,howcowar dl
yofy ou!Why
didn'
tyouvele,
whatstoppedy oufrom doing
that?
Me:
IDON'
TKNOW!
!!
Her
:Oh!Youdon'
tknow?youar
ely
ingWandi
l
e
Dl
amini
!!Tel
lmethetr
uth.
Me: Youwantt het ruth?Wel l Sharlize, y
ou
siez edt oexistinmyl if
e!Inev erreal l
ylovedy ou,
Ijustwant edtoy ourpussy .Idi dn'tknowhowi t
felttobr eakagi rl'
sv ir
ginity,soIwant edan
exper ience.Youwer eav eryeasyt ar get
becausey ouwer edesper atef orlov e.Iforced
tot aket heschol arshipsot hatIdon' tgettosee
youagai nandf ory out of orgetaboutme.But
youf orcedmet ofuckenpr omi setoy outhatI
willwai t,andsoIdi dsot haty oucanboar dt hat
plane!
Shewasstunnedandi
ntear
s.Wel
ltr
uthhur
ts.
Shepushedme.
Her
:Soy oubasi
cal
lyusedme?Youusedmy
i
nnocencetoscor
epointsi
nyourego?
Me: Nowl i
sten!I
'm amarri
edmanwi thkids,so
youwi l
lnotcomet omyhouseanddemandmy
presence!Wear edone.Whateveryouthought
wasgoi ngonbet weenus,endedtenyearsago!
I
t'soverandi t
'sdone!Doyoursel
fafavourand
gettothefirstpl
anegoingtoEngland,marryan
Engli
shmanandbehappy .
.
Itur
nedmyheelandwalkedt
owardst
hedoor
,
thenther
ewasstabsonmyback.
Me:
YOUFUCKENBI
TCH.
Her:Nobodyusesmeandget
sawaywi
thi
t!No
one!DIE!
!DIE!
!
Shekeptonst
abbi
ngmeunt
ili
twasl
i
ght
sof
f.
.
.
[
02/
10,
18:
44]Wadz
:Season6
.
{
inser
t12}
.
.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
Experi
encingsharppai
nsallovermybody ,
I
scream i
nagonyanddr oppedt heplat
eoffood
Ihadonmyhands.Mychi l
drencamer ushi
ngin
thekit
chenandf oundmeont hef l
oor.
Them:
Mommywhat
'
swr
ong?
Anel
e:Chi
l
drengot
oyourr
oom,
now!
Icoul
dn'
tfeel
mybodyi
tfel
tli
keIhaddi
ed
Lu:
Sis,
tal
ktome,
what
'sgoi
ngon?
Somethinghashappenedtomyhusband.
Someonehasdonesomet hinghorr
ibl
etomy
husband!Icoul
dn'
tspeak,
Ifel
tli
kecorpse.
Lu:
Lov
ecal
lyourbr
otherwi
l
lyou?
.
.
~Anel
e~
.
.
Keoi
sater
ri
blest
ate,
Shei
ssocol
dli
ket
her
e
i
snoli
fei
nherbody.
Lu:
Baby
!Cal
ltheKi
ng!
Iquickl
yt ookoutmyphoneandcal ledWandil
e,
butv oi
cemai l
.Itri
edcal
li
ngagainandstil
lno
Answer .Thisdoesn'tmakeanysense.Even
whenWandi lei
si nameeting,
healways
answeredhi sphone.Ithencall
edAndrew,hi
s
personalassistant.
Me:
Andr
ew
Hi
m:Yessi
r
Me:
Wher
eismybr
other
.
Him: Idon'tknowsi
r,hecal
ledmet o
rescheduletheboardmeeti
ngf ortomorr
ow
duringlunchtime,
Ineverheardfrom hi
m ev
er
since.
Keo:
Somethi
ngter
ri
blehashappenedt
ohim,I
canf
eel
it!Hei
sdyi
ng!Someonehaskil
ledhi
m!
Shesai
dwi
thabr
okenv
oice.
Lu:Shh..Not
hingishappeni
ngtohim.Hei
s
al
ri
ght,heisstrong.Pl
easecal
m down.
Keo:
Cal
lthet
rackert
otr
ackdownhi
scar
.
Me:MyQueen,I'
m sur
ether
eisnothi
ngto
worr
yabouti
t.Wandil
eisst
rong,
pleaset
ake
hear
t
Keo:Anel
eDlami
nical
lthet
rackernow!Don'
t
youdaret
ell
mesuchwhenmyhusbandi sbusy
dy
ingwher
everhei
s!
Idi
dast
hequeencommanded.
Me:Ti
do,pleasetr
ackdownTheking'
scar
.He
l
eftwi
ththechrysl
erSUVnumberplat
es
Dl
amini2KZN.
Hi
m:I
'
m oni
t,j
ustgi
vemet
womi
nut
es
Af
ter5mi
nut
eshef
inal
l
yspoke
Hi
m:Hei
satt
heUl
undi
hot
el.
Me:
Thanks.
Ihungupt
hephone.
Me:Heisatt
heUlundi
hotel.Heispr
obabl
y
hav
ingadri
nkther
ewithf
riends.
Keogotupandwentt
ohercar
.
Me:Keo,
youcannotdr
ivewhi
l
eyouar
eint
his
st
ate.
Keo:
I'
m notgonnadr
ive,
Mat
thewi
s!
Keo'
sdr
ivergoti
ntot
hecarandt
heywer
eof
f.
.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
.
Ohno!Whathav eIdone?Hei
squietst
il
l,
no
sound.Ihaveki
l
ledaman!Ihaveki
ll
edtheman
thatIl
ove!
Me:WANDI LE!PLEASEWAKEUP! !Idi
dn'
tmeab
to,
I'
m sor
ry,I
'm sosor
ry.OhGod!WhathaveI
done?
I'
m shi veri
ngoutofmyski n,
therei sbloody
ev erywher e.Iquicklypulledmysel ftogethergot
offt hebloodycl othesIwasi n,andwashedal l
thebl oodt hatspi l
l
edonmybody .Igotinto
freshclot hes.Thenr oll
edhisbodyi nacarpet
andcl eanedal l
thebl oodont hef l
oor .Icl
eaned
i
tsowel l
,y ouwoul dn'tsaysomeonehasbeen
i
nt heroom.Ipul l
edhi sbodyatt hebal conyand
call
edthetrav
ell
ingagentformyti
cketbackt
o
Englandfr
om Dur ban.Thent
her
ewasaspace
avail
abl
efor16:00.
Leftthesui teandcheckedout .Goti ntoat axi
goingt oDur ban.AfteranhourIar ri
ved,then
rushedt ot heair
port.Ineedt okeav ethis
countryandnev ercomeback.OhGodf orgive
mef ort hesinIjustcommi t
ted.Hav emer cyon
mysoul .Icall
edmyf amil
yandt oldthem Igota
j
obi nLondonandI '
m onmywayt hereforan
i
nterview, Iwil
lseethem nextmont htocol l
ect
mybaggage.Fi nall
yt heplanewasof f
.Icried,I
haveki l
ledaman!I '
m amur derer.Isoaked
my selfwithmyt ears.Iwasbey ondt erri
fi
ed.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
Myhear tisf
ail
ingme.Wandi l
eisnowher etobe
found.Wehav esearchedf orhim ever
ywherein
thi
shotel.Di
dheev engeti nsi
det hehotelor
washeki dnappedonhi swayi n?Somet hi
ngis
notri
ghtsomewher e.Nonoft hi
sdoesn'tmake
anysense.Whowoul dkidnaphim andwhy ?
Recepti
onist
:Yourmajest
y,If
orgot
.Hecame
herearound2pm wit
hsomel adywhowas
stayi
nginroom 225.
Me:
Somel
ady
?
I
shecheat i
ngonmeagai n?Fir
stitwas
Nomalanga,nowt hereisanotherbit
chaftermy
marr
iage!Angerbuilti
nsideofme.I t'
sbeen4
hour
swehav ebeensear chingforhi
m,
meanwhilehewaswi t
hsomel ady.
Me:
Giv
emet
hekey
stot
hatr
oom.
Recept
ioni
st:
Thel
adycheckedoutmyqueen.
Me:
Whowasshe?Checkony
ourr
ecor
ds!
Recept
ioni
st:
Yourmaj
est
ythesy
stem has
beenshutofffi
ralmost2hours.Recordsand
al
l t
heotherfi
kesaredel
eted.Wetriedtomove
someoft hem i
ntheharddri
ve,butthe
computershutoffbef
orewecouldmov eot
her
fi
lesint
obackupdr i
ve.
Argh!Uselesscomput er
s!Ibethegav ehim
moneyt okeephismout hshut.BloodyDog!I'm
beyondpissed.6bloodykidsplushepr oposed
tomet henhedoest histome!I'm gonnamake
himregretdoublecrossi
ngme.
Itookthekeyandcheckedther
oom t
oseeI
can'tf
indanycl
ueofwhot hi
swomanis.
.
.
~Anel
e~
.
KeoandIwalkedintotheroom mybrot
herwas
sawinwit
hal ady.Ican'
tbel
iev
ethatevenaf
ter
marr
iageandgoingt hr
oughwhatwedid,he
hadtheaudaci
tytocheat
.Yerr
!Iguessi
t'
str
ue
whentheysayaleopardnev
erchangesi
ts
spot
s.
Keo:Howcoul
dhepr
oposetomeandcimmi
t
suchasi
nagai
nstmeaf
terwhatwewent
thr
ough.
Me:Thi
sdoesn'
tevenmakesenset
ome.Why
woul
dhedothat?
Her
:wear
eaboutt
ofi
ndout
.
Sheunlockedthedoorandt
her
ewasnoone
ther
e,bytther
ewasasmel l
ofbl
ood.
Her
:doy
ousmel
lthat
?
Me:
blood?Yes.
Her
:Someonei
sbl
eedi
ngt
odeat
h.Icanf
eel
it.
Wesnoopedar oundandfoundnot
hing,but
somethi
ngwasawkwar dlywrongi
nthisroom.
Ther
eusedt obeacarpetri
ghtacr
ossthefloor
l
ikeanyothersui
te.
Her
:Thecarpeti
smissi
ng,
ormay
bet
hest
uff
t
ookitoutt
ocleani
t.
Me:
may
be.
Ther
ewasnocl
uewhat
soev
eri
fwhot
hisl
ady
i
s.
Her
:Thi
sroom i
stoost
uff
y.
Shewentt
othedoort
hatl
edtot
hebal
conyand
shewasst
unnedandfr
ozen.
Me:
what
?Whati
sit
?
Iwenttocheckwhathadmadeherfr
eezeatt
he
door
.Apool off
reshbl
ood!Andt
heroll
ed
car
pet.Youcoul
dseethati
thadwrappedupa
body.
Her:
Wandi
l
e!I
t'
sWandi
l
e,Icanf
eel
iti
nmy
hear
t!
Shebrokedownandwantedtounr
ollt
hecar
pet
butIst
oppedherbef
oreshecoul
dreachi
t.
Her
:Hei
sdy
ingAnel
e
Me:Keo!Cal
m down,thepol
i
ceandparamedics
arei
nthei
rway,i
fyoutouchthi
scar
petthey
gonnal
abelyouasthenumberonesuspect
.
Afterafewmi nutest
hepoliceandparamedics
rushedin.Unr
olli
ngthecarpetKeoandIar ei
n
deepshock.Keocol l
apsedfrom shock,I
couldn'
tbreat
ht owhatIwasgazi ngupon.
Indeedsomeonehaski l
ledmybr other
!So
muchbl ood!
Par
amed:Weneedt
ogethi
mtohospi
tal
,hei
s
st
il
lal
i
ve.
Ipull
edmyselft
oget her
.Hei snotdead.Heis
sti
l
lali
ve.I
t'
sami raclebecausehelostalotof
bl
ood.Keoregainedherconsciousandj ust
begantocry.
Her:
Theyhav
eki
l
ledhi
m!Theyhav
eki
l
ledmy
ki
ng!
Me:
Keo,
hei
sst
il
lal
i
ve!Cal
m down!
Her
:What
!?
Shegotupfrom thefl
oorandwipedhertears.
Thenwef ol
lowedtheambulancetothehospit
al.
Whowoul dsuchat hi
ng?Whowoul dwantmy
brot
herdead?Thiswomanhast obef ound.
Whoeversheis,wegonnatraceherdown.
.
Af
tert
hreel
onghour
s,t
hedoct
orcamet
ous.
Dr:Theki
nghassuff
eredfr
om mul t
iplest
ab
woundsandmajorbloodl
oss.I'
m afrai
dhe
mightnotmakei
t.Butwewill
hav etowaitand
see.
Me:
Howmanyt
imeswashest
abbeddoct
or?
Dr:
aboutsev
ent
eenst absi
nthefrontand2at
t
heback.Thi
spersonwantedthekingdead,
he
i
sluckyt
ohavesurvi
ved.Ver
ystrongman
i
ndeed.
Ial
mostcol
lapsedf
rom shock.19st
abs!Who
i
sthiswoman?
19bl
oodyst
abs.Wi
thnot
raceofwher
eshe
mightbe?Thisistotal
lybull
shit
!!I'
m bey
ond
pi
ssed.Ifuckentol
dhi m nottoleavewit
hout
guards!Hedidn'
tli
sten,nowlookatwhathas
happened.Dammi t!
!
[
02/
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47]Wadz
:Season6
{
inser
t13}
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
DayandnightIhavebeenv i
sitingmyhusband
i
nhospital
,butsti
ll
nochangei nhiscondit
ion.
Thestabshavereall
ydamagedhi sbodyandi f
hewakesup, hewon'tbeablet owalk.I
'm
ter
ri
fi
edtothecoref ort
heout comeofhi s
condi
ti
on.Evenifhewakesupandi sunableto
walk,
I'
mf i
newi t
hit.Atl
easthewi llbepresent
i
nmyl if
eandi nourbabiesl
ives.
Yest
erdaywast
het
winsbi
rt
hdayandour
anni v
er sary.Wecouldn'tcelebrateboth
occasi onsbecausehewasn' tther
e.Lookingat
him, Irememberal l
thegoodt i
meswehad
together .Ineedhim, Ican'
tlosehi mjustyet.
Ourbabi esarestil
lwayt ooy oungtolosehim.I
j
ustcan' tbeawi dow, heneedst oregainhis
strength.Myl ion,myKi ng.Lookingathim
l
ifelessbr eaksmyhear t
.
Theki
dscamewi
thmom t
oseet
hei
rfat
her
.
Mxo:
Himommy
Xol
i
:Hi
mommy
Me:
Hel
l
obabi
es.
Mom:
Hibaby
.
Me:
Himom.
Mom:
sti
l
lnochange?
Ihuf
fed
Me:
Yeah.Hei
sst
il
lqui
etandhasn'
tmov
ed.
Mom:
Hewi
l
lbef
ine,
youwi
l
lsee.Nysoni
s
v
eryst
rong.
Me:Ihopehedoes.Ican'
tlosehi
m mama.We
havebeenthr
oughalotforhimtogi
veupon
hi
sbattl
e.
Mom: Hewon'
tgi
veup.Heknowsthatyoust
il
l
needhim,
thechi
l
drenal
sosti
l
lneedhim.
Themachineswebeepingthenthenursecame
tocheckhi
m andalsogabehim ani
njecti
on
whichheal
sint
ernalhammering.
Me:I
'
m wonderi
ngwhowoul
dhav
edonet
hist
o
myhusband.
Mom:I'
m wonder
ingthesamet
hingbecausehe
ki
l
ledal
lofhi
senemies.
Me:Maybehehasnewonesmom.Wecan
nev
erhaveenoughenemi
esinthi
sworl
d,j
ust
asyout
hinkthaty
ouhavenoenemy,
someone
makesyouone.
Mom:
Thati
str
ue.Thel
i
fet
hatwel
i
ve!
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
It
'sbeenamont hsincethei ncidentathome.
I'
m scar edthathei ssti
llali
v e.Whati fhegetup
andt ell
sev eryonethatI'
mt heonewhost abbed
him?No, Icannothav ethat !Ineedt ofini
shhim
offbefor ehewakesup.Shi t!Thesecur it
yri
ty
will
bet ight.Pacingincircles, Imakef ewcalls
forthedeat hoft heking.It'
shi sf aultthatI'
m
l
ikethis.HeusedmewhenIgav ehi m myhear t
.
Ishouldhav emadesur et hathi shear twasn't
beatingwhenIst abbedhi m.Manl ikehim don't
deser v
et olive!
Icalledonaf avorfrom DrPeter
sontogivethat
fool atast
eofhi smedicine.Amnesiai
njecti
on,
sot hatheforgetswhohei s,
per
manently.The
fi
nishinghim offisnotgonnawor k.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
.
Icanhearmywi f
eandkidstalk,butIcan'
t
moveorspeak.Mybodyi sfai
lingme.Ican't
evenwiggl
emyf inger
s!Thi
sissof rust
rat
ing!I
can'
tevenfuckenopenmyey esormov emy
l
ips.
.
Damny ouShar
li
zeforturni
ngmei nt
ouseless
corpse.Youwil
lreapwhaty oujustsowedinme.
Iwill
hav emyrevengeony ou.I'
m notgonna
tur
nhert othepoli
ce,butI'
m gonnaturnherint
o
hergrave.Nobodytri
estokillmeandget saway
wit
hi t
.Sheisgonnagetwhati scomi ngtoher.
Godgi
vemest
rengt
hsot
hatIcanr
ecov
er.
.
.
~Anel
e~
.
Theelder
sareanightmare!Wandi
lei
snotdead
andtheyareal
readydi
scussingt
hethr
one.And
mybrotherhasanheir
.
Me: Myelder
s,theKingsti
l
lliv
es.Heisj
ust
recover
ingfr
om theinci
dent.I
nthemeanti
me,
Andiswawillst
andinasregentunti
lhei
sfull
y
recover
ed.
Uncl
eNcube:Mysonwehearyou,
butthe
doct
orshav
econfi
rmedt
hathemightnotmake
i
t
Andi
swa:Baba,
mi r
aclesdohappen.Wandi
l
eis
st
rongandhewill
recover.
Hecuthi
m of
f
Uncl
eSthe:
Ifithappensthathedoesn'trecov
er,
someonewouldhav etot
akeov ert
hethrone.
Mxol
isii
ssti
ll
ababyt otakeoverthethrone.
Andi
swa:Iwil
ltakeoverunti
lhehasbecomeof
aget
otakethet hr
one.ButIhaveagutfeel
i
ng
t
hatmybr
otheri
sgonnasur
viv
e.
Theykeptqui et.El
dersneh!ButIunderstand
theirconcern.Theycaresomuchf orthe
kingdom, nowIseewhyubaba( dad),selected
them tobechi efsi
ncouncil
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:Season6
{
inser
t14}
Supershor
t.
.
.
Threemont hsandst i
l
l nochangeinmy
husband'scondit
ion.Hehasmi ssedthef i
rst
dayofschool ofthetwins.Theyweresocut ein
thei
runifor
m, It
ookpi ctur
esandIjustpraythat
myKi ngwakesupsot hathecanseet hem.
Theymi sshim,Imisshi m.Ij
ustpraythathe
getswellsoon.
.
Aweeklaterst
il
lnochangei
nhiscondit
ion.It
's
f
rust
rat
ingreal
lytoseehi
mliket
his.Imissthe
sex, they el
ling,everythingwedi dtoget her.I
mi ssi tt
ot hecor e.It'
sal mostt imeupf or
visit
at i
on.Iki ssedhi m onthel ipsandl eftt he
hospi talandr ushedt ot hekidsschool topi ck
them up.Ohshoot !Iforgott
hatt heyhav ea
driverwhot akest hem t oschool andback.I
wentt othepal aceandf oundt hem pl ayingon
thel awnwi tht hequads.Seei ngt hem sohappy
andsmi li
ngcheer smeup.Theyar et heroot sof
myj oy .Byt heway ,I
'mt aki
ngcont raceptives,I
don'twantanot hersetofbabi es.I'
m act ually
thinkingoft y i
ngmyt ubes.I'
m 27wi t
h6ki ds,
that'senoughbabi esforme.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
.
I'
m slowl
yregai
ningmyconscious,looki
ng
aroundmyr oom.I'
m gl
adthatI'
m st
illal
i
veand
awake.ThankyouLord,nowIjustneedto
recoverandmakethatbi
tchsuf
ferf
orwhatshw
didtome.Howdareshet ouchatai
lofl
i
on?No
personwhohastouchedthetai
loft
heli
onli
ves
totellatai
l
.
Thef
oll
owingdayKeocamet
oseemeandher
j
awdroppedwhenshesawmeawake.
Her
:MyKi
ng!
Me:
Mor
ningmyl
ove.
Ismi
ledatherandsherushedt
omysi deand
ourl
i
psmetf oraki
ss.Ihavemissedt
his.
Her
:It
houghtt
hatIhadl
osty
ou.
Me:
I'
m di
ehar
dbaby
.
Webothlaught
henshegav
emeacol
d
shoul
der
.
Her
:Whoi
sshe?
Il
ookedathersur
pri
sed.
Me:
Whoi
swho?Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?
Shekeptqui
etandl
eftmepuzzl
ed.Canshebe
t
alki
ngaboutt
hatbi
tcht
hatst
abbedme?
Itri
edtogetupandgoaf t
erherbutIfellonthe
ground.Fuck!!Fuck!
!Ican'tf
eelmyl egs!My
l
egscannol ongercarrymybody !No!Thisis
nottrue!Itr
iedgetti
ngupbutmyl egsfail
edme.
Doctorscamei nrushinginmyr oom andhel ped
mebackt omybed.I '
mj ustnumbandweak.
Sharli
zehast akenawaymyabi li
tytowal k.Dr
Petersontoldmet otakeiteasy,buthowcanI
whenIcan' twalk.
Dr:MyKingifyoutrythatagai
nyouwil
l
j
eopardi
seyourchancesofwal ki
ngagai
n.Your
bodyi
sn'tpr
operlyhealedyet,
andyougonna
useawheelchairtogetby.
Me:
Awheel
chai
r?AWHEELCHAI
R!!
I
'
mjustbey
ondpi
ssed.
.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
.
Heari
ngthenewst hatt
hekinghasf i
nall
ygot
outofcomascaresme, Iknowt hatheisgonna
comeafterme.ThinkSharl
ize!Think!Ineedto
ki
llhi
m befor
ehedoes.Dammi t!Whereis
Nomswheny ouneedher?Sixfuckenunder !
Whatadumbassshewast otakehisownson's
l
ife.AndImustsay ,i
ttookgutst ohave
penetratedbetweent heDlami
ni brother
s.She
fuckedt hem andkil
ledtwooft hem,andher
bestfriendbetray
edherandt ookherl if
e.What
adr amashewentt hrough.
Anyway , bei
ngbacki nLondonhasbeen
absolutelyterr
ible.Imean, nowor kyetandmen
arejustpest er
ingme, want ingt otakemeout
onadat e,I'
mjustnoti nter
est ed.WhatWandi l
e
didtomei sunf orgi
vable.I
t'shisf aultt
hatI
'
m
terr
if
iedofl ett
ingsomeonei n.I
t'salsohisf
aul
t
thatNomst urnedoutt obedeadl y.
Idon'
tgetmensomet imes.Ify ouknowt hatyou
arenotlookingf orsomethingser ious,whynot
comecl eanaboutandst oppl ayi
ngwi t
hour
emotionsknowi ngv erywellthatwomenar e
emotionalbeings.It'
sjustcruel,theydon'tthi
nk
ofwhati tmightdot ous, t
heyj ustthinkof
scori
ngpoi nts.Cursethem!!
.
.
~~
[
02/
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:S6
I
nser
t15
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
I
t'
sgoodt obebackhomeaftermont
hsi
n
hospi
tal
.Keoisst
il
lnott
alki
ngtomebecauseI
refusedt ospeakt henameofmyki l
ler.Butit'
s
forthebestt hatshedoesn'tknow.Iwi lldeal
witht hatwomanmyownwaywi thoutt he
policebei nginvolved.I'
m onmywayt omy
phy sioformyappoi ntment.Ithasbeenhar d
try
ingt ogetmyl egst owalkagai nandf i
nall
y
therei sprogress.Mydoct orsaidi fIkeep
i
mpr ovingli
ket hi
s, Iwil
lbeoutoft he
wheel chairintwoweekswhi chi sbloody
fantast i
c.It
'sbeenf artoolongnow.
.
Thequadr uplesar eayearol dnowandt heycan
walk!Theyt urned1onthe5t hofJuneandt hey
aregrowingupt olooksomuchl i
ket hei
r
motherwi that ouchofmyl ookstoo.Very
beauti
fulchildren.Thetwinspassedandnow
gett
ingreadyf orthethir
dt erm.They earhas
gonebysof astormay beit'smebecauseIwas
i
ncoma.
.
Ar
ri
vi
ngatthehospi
tal
mydr
iverwheel
smet
o
myphysi
o'
soffi
ce.
Dr
:Mor
ningy
ourmaj
est
y
Me:
Mor
ningdr
.Howwasy
ourweekend?
Dr:
Itwasgreatthanksf
oraski
ng.Didyoudo
t
heexerci
sesIrecommendedtoy ou?
Me:
Yes.Mywi
fepushedmet
odot
hem.
Dr:That
'sDrDl
aminif
ory
ou.Al
way
spushi
ng
peoplet
osucceed.
.
Mysessi onbegan.Hepl acedawal ki
ng
i
nstr umentinfrontofme, andwi t
hallmymi ght,
Istoodupandsl owlybeganmyf ootsteps.I
t'
s
sohar dbutI '
m doingit
.Thesessi onwenton
fortwohour sthenIlefthisoffi
ceandwentt o
Keo'soffice.Thedoorwasadj urlyopened,soI
couldseehersi tt
ingonhert ablelooki
ngatfil
es.
Shei sabeaut i
fulwoman, insi
deandout .She
noticedthatIwasl ooki
ngather ,thenshecame
t
othedoorandcl
osedi
tonmyf
ace.
.
MyheartsankandIwheel edmy selftothecar.
Iknowthatkeepingthetruthfrom heriswr ong,
buthowdoy outellyourwi f
ethatt heperson
whotri
edtokill
youwashercousi n?Shei s
gonnaaskquestionsandIwi l
lhavet otel
lher
mypastwhichIdon'tev erwantt ogot o.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
Thatsonofabi t
chhast hegut st
oshowupon
mydoor st
epknowi ngwhathehasdonet ome.I
havestoppedtheweddi ngplansandI'mleaving
hi
m withmychi l
drenandIwi llmakesurehe
neverseesthem again!Wear edi
vorcedafteral
l.
WhyshouldIkeeponf ucki
ngamanwhoi snot
ev
enmyhusband?
.
Thismar r
iageendedal ongti
meago, Idon't
knowwhywasIst i
l
lholdi
ngont ohim.Ohy eah,
ourbabies.Butmybabi escannotexper i
ence
happinesswhenI '
m bit
terandunhappy .
Wandi l
e'
ssidej ustmakesmeangr y,Iknowt hat
thereasonwhyhedoesn' twanttot el
l methe
trut
hisbecausehewasscr ewingthatbitchthat
stabbedhim.Pr obablyhavebeenscr ewingher
foryearsbehindmyback.OhGod, Ihopet hatI
didn'
tgetanyi nfecti
onfrom hi
m orHI V.
.
Thereisaknockonmydoor .Iwenttoopenthe
doorandt henursegavemeanenv el
opeofmy
resul
ts."Hereareyourresultsma'am"shesaid,
thensheleftgoingbacktoherwor k.Putti
ngt
he
envel
opeonnyt abl
e,It
ookadeepbr eathand
satdown.I t
'st
imetoknowt hetr
uthnow.I
openeditandcheckedmyr esult
s.Idon'
thave
anySTDs, thankGod!I '
m alsoHI Vnegat
ive.I
sighedwi t
hreli
ef.Eversincehewokeupf rom
coma, wehav enev erhadsexwhi chisagood
thing.NowIshoul dleavethathousebeforethe
l
astpar tofmybei ngisshat t
ered.
.
EversinceIhavebeenmar riedtothisfamil
y,
I'
vebeenexperiencingnothingbutpai n.I
t'
sli
ke
beingagoodper sonat tr
actsbadl uckand
tr
ouble.Fir
stIwasf orcedint omarri
agewith
him,thenIwast or
ment edt ot hecorebyhisex.
Therewaswarwhi chkeptusapar t,
healmost
l
osthislif
e.Ialmostgotki l
ledbyhi sex.Hisex
ki
ll
edhi sbrot
hers!
.
Ievenfor
gottoment
ionthatheusedtobeat
meandhewasunderal ovepoti
onand
div
orcedme!WowItrulyhavebeenthr
ougha
l
otbecauseofhi
m.Enough!Nomor e!Ideser
ve
tobehappytooandIcanbehappywi t
hmy
babi
esonl
y.Idon'
tneedamant
obehappy
.
.
Myt i
met oknockoutwasel apsedandnowI 'm
onmywayt omyapar tment.Oh, If
orgottotell
you,Imov edoutoft heroyal palacetwoday s
agoandI '
ml i
vingi nanapar tmentout si
de
Ulundi.Thisnewf reedom isawesomebutI
missmymunchki ns.Her efusedmei ntotaki
ng
mybabi eswi thme.ButI '
mt akinghimt ocour t
becauseIwantashar edcust odyofmychi l
dren.
Icarr
iedt hem inmywombandgav ebi r
thto
them,hedoesn' tknowt hatpainandhehadt he
gutstor efusemel ivi
ngwi thmychi l
dren.
.
Thisapart
mentissoempt ywi
thoutkidsinit.
Theyjustvi
sitmeforanhourandaret aken
backtothepalace.DamnyouWandile!
Anyways,Imademywayt omyroom andj ust
passedoutonmybed.I twasalongday .
.
Mor ni
ngcameandI '
mj ustnotint hemoodof
goingtowor k.Icall
edi nsickandj ustrest edfor
theday.Myal armr angandi twas14: 00.Igotup,
tookabat handl oti
onedmybody .Gotdr essed
i
ntomyhuggi ngf i
gurepurpl edresswi t
hpi er
re
cardinsandals.Icutmyhai randdi dabr own
drycurlwhichjustmakesmyski nt onegl ow
andmyey espop!DamnIl ookbeaut if
ul!Af ri
can
queenindeed.Ipackedaf ewcl othesbecause
I'
m spendingaf ewni ghtswi thmyki dsbef ore
taki
ngt hei
rdaddydear estt ocourtf ortheir
custody.
.
Ilockedmyapar t
mentandgoti ntomycarand
drovetothepalace.Ijusthopethathei
snot
therebecauseI'
mj ustgonnaloseitandgo
crazyathissi
ght.Imightdowor sethanwhat
thatwomandi dtoher .
.
If
ir
stst
oppedbyatt
hemal
ltobuymyt
wins
gift
sbecauset hepassedy etagai nandt heyar e
suchgeni uses!Theyt ookaf tert heirmom' s
geniusbrain.I'm soproudoft hem andI '
m also
proudofmyy earoldmunchki nsf orbeingabl e
tobeatall oddsandst art
edwal kingont heir
own.IthankGodev erydayf ort heirpr
ogr ess.
Noheal t
hpr obl
ems, theirwei ghtisnor mal and
theyhavest ar
tedtalki
ngt oo.I twasagr eat
memor ymaki ngwhenIwi tnessedt hem
walkingwi thouttheaidofpr emsany mor e.I
thoughtitwasgonnat akethem t woy ears
becauset heywer ebor npremat ur
elybutmy
Godi saGodofmi raclesandIl ovehim dear l
y.
.
Ireachedthepalaceandnoti
cedthathiscar
waspar kedandalsoDr.Wat son'
scar,Iguess
heishav i
nghissessi
onathomet oday
.Iparked
mycarandwaswel comedbysi sOumahol ding
handswi tht
hemybabi es,whentheysawme
theywentcrazyandrant ome.
Them:
Mama!
!
Me:
Ij
o!!j
o!!j
o!!Mamasebunkununus!
Theywer esocurv
ybecauseofpamper ses.I
kneeledandwesharedagr ouphug.GoshI
missedthem tobi
ts.TheyaresocuteIcould
eatthem up!
Me:
Sawubonasi
sOuma
Her
:Ndl
ovukazi
(myqueen)
Shebowedbef
oreme
Me:
Hai
bo!Don'
tcal
lmet
hat
.Cal
lmeKeo.
Her:Nomyqueen.Iwil
lbei
nsul
ti
ngtheroy
al
ancest
orsi
fIadr
essthequeenbyhername.
Me:YouknowIdon'
tbel
i
eveinancest
ors.But
i
t'
sokay.Wher
earethet
wins?
Her
:Int
hei
rroomsmyqueen.
Me:okay.Pl
easet
ell
Ngweny
atobr
ingmybags
f
rom thecar
.
Her
:Ndl
ovukazi
!
Iwenti nwi t
hmybabi esandgazedupon
Wandilest andi
ngonhi sown!Iwassurprised
andhappyf orhim.Hetooksmallstepstowards
meandt earsfellf
rom myface.Whyaret he
tear
sf ail
i
ngme?I '
m supposedtohatethisman
forcausingmesomuchpai n.Hefel
lonmy
armsandIhel pedhimtohischair
.
Me:Yourmaj est
y.Congr
atul
ati
onsonyour
pr
ogress.Ihavenodoubtthati
nfewdaysyou
wi
llbeyouroldselfagai
n.
Him:Whenyouhavespoken,
Ibel
i
evet
hati
twi
l
l
besomaDlamini
.
Me:
Don'
tcal
lmet
hat
.
Thatcameoutasawhi
sper
Me:
GooddayNi
ck
Dr
:MyQueen
Me:
Howmanyti
mesdi
dIasky
ounott
ocal
l
methat
?Hai
manNi
ck!
Iwentupst
air
stomyt
winswhower
epai
nti
ng
eachot
her
.
Me:
Hay
i!I
messengaka!(
somuchmess)
Them:
Mommy
!
Theywant edahugbutt heyhadpai
ntallover,I
ranforitbuttheycoughtmeandIf ellandthey
kissedmewi ththepaintandputpaintonmy
dress,Iwasnumbt obeatthem.Wej ustgi
ggled
togetheronthefloor.Gosh!Mybabiesjust
makemehappy .
[
02/
10,
18:
54]Wadz
:Season6
I
nser
t16
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
I
t'
ssogoodt obehomewit
hmychi ldr
en,Ihave
misst
hem somuchandIhavejustbeenaway
f
rom t
hem fort
wodays.Wel
lcoupleofhours
becauseIsawt
hem f
oranhour
.
Wear ehavingdinnerandI '
mf eedingmy
bunkununus.Xol i
saniisfi
ghtingt ofeedhimsel
f
andmaki ngamessofhi sf ood.Yoh!Pr i
ncess
Xolel
way enadon' twanttoeatandIl ovemy
chi
ldrenasf atcakes,notthinlikeIwas.But
anywayit'
sf i
ne.
.
Dinneri
sfunwi
tht
hefamil
y.Theyar
esohappy
andsmili
ngandWandi
lei
sjustst
ari
ngatme,
makingmeUncomfort
abl
e.
Mxo:
Mama,
hav
eyoucomehomef
orev
er?
Me:
Nomypr
inceI
'
mjustv
isi
ti
ng
Xoli
:Butmamaweneedy ouherewi
thus
ever
yday.Daddycan'
tdol
unchboxl
i
keyoudo.
Wear eal
wayslate.
Wandi
:That
'snott
rue.
Theystar
edathim andhekeptqui
etand
cont
inuedeat
ing.
Xol
i:
Hedoesn'
tknowhowtobat
husmama.
Pl
easecomehome,pl
easemommy?
Me:
CanIt
hinkabouti
t?
Theyl
ookeddown.
Them:
Okay
..
.
Mxo:
I'
m goi
ngt
obed.
Xol
i
:Met
oo.
.
Iwentwiththem upst
airstotuckt
hem int
heir
beds.Iki
ssedtheirf
oreheadsandxoli
swawas
i
nt ear
s.Myheartbrokeseeingherli
kethi
s.
Me:Okaymymaj
est
ies,
Iwi
l
lmov
ebackhome
f
orever
.
Theyjumpedoffthei
rbedsandhuggedmewi t
h
smil
esandcheers.That'
swhatIwanttoseeon
thei
rfaces,
happi
nessandjoy.
Mxo:
Wehav
en'
tpr
ayedy
et.
Me:
Youar
eri
ght
.Ial
mostf
orgot
.
Wekneeledbefor
ethei
rbedsandwepr
ayedt
he
Lor
d'spr
ayer.
.
"Ourf atherwhoar tinheav en.Hall
owedbet hy
name.ThyKi ngdom come, thywill
bedoneon
earthasi ti
sinheav en.Giveust hisdayour
dailybreadandf orgi
v eusourdebtaswe
forgiv
eourdebt ors.Andl eadusnoti nto
tempt ati
ons,butdeliverusf rom evi
l
.Forthyis
thyKingdom, t
hypowerandt heGlory,
for
ever,
Amen."
.
Xoli
:Lor
dpleaseblessmyparentsandmay
theyst
ayhappytogetheramen.
Me:
Amen.
Itaughtmychildrenwell
.WelldoneKeo!I
tuckedthem i
nt hei
rbedsagain,andgav et
hem
kissesandhugs.Ithenlef
ttheirroom andwent
backt othedi
ningroom.Thet abl
ewascl ear
ed.
I
twasonl
yWandi
l
eint
hedi
ningr
oom.
.
Me:
Wher
ear
emybabi
es?
Hi
m:Mom andsi
sOumat
ookt
hem t
obed.
Me:
Okay
.Ni
ght
.
Hi
m:Keowai
t,Iwantust
otal
k.
Me:
Arey
our
eadyt
ogi
vemeaname?
Hi
m:Keo.
.
Me:
Thent
her
eisnot
hingt
otal
kabout
!!
Icuthi
m of
fandt
urnedt
ogoupst
air
s.
Hi
m:Babypl
ease
Me:don'
tyoudar
ecallmebabywheny
ourf
ace
wasburi
edonthatbi
tch'
spussy
!!
Hi
m:Idi
dnotf
uckher
!!Inev
ercheat
edony
ou
wi
thher
!!
Me:
Ohsoshei
sawoman?
Hehuf
fed.
Hi
m:maDl
ami
ni
Me:Howdar eyouinsultmybei ngbycal l
i
ngme
that
!!I
'm KeokopantsweSengi ngi
!!Alwayshave
beenandal wayswillbeaSengi ngi.The
weddingisoff.Keepy ourdamnr ing,Idon'
t
wantit.Youwillbehearingfrom myl awyersf
or
thecustodyofmychi ldren.
Hegaspedasi
fIst
abbedhi
mint
hehear
t.
Hi
m:Youwi
l
lnott
akeawaymyki
dsawayf
rom
me!
!
Me:Wat
chme!Ify
ouwantt
ost
opmet
heny
ou
wi
ll
havetoki
l
lme!
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
.
Whyi
ssheki
l
li
ngmel
i
ket
his?Whycan'
tshe
under
standt
hatI
'
m pr
otect
ingher
?
Me:Keokopantswepleasej
ustl
i
stent
ome.I
'
m
t
ryi
ngtoprotectyou.
Her:
Youtryi
ngt
oprot
ectmeal
mostcostme
mylif
eandthel
i
feofmybabi
es!Orhav
eyou
f
orgott
en?
Sheisri
ghtandIhat
eit.Ij
ustneedt
otell
her
whatactual
l
yhappenedandjustgi
vehera
wrongname.
Me: Yougonnaneedtosi
tdownfort
his.Ihave
totell
youfrom t
hebegi
nni
ngandwhatdr ove
hertostabme.
Shesatdownandfacedme.Herey
eswer
e
hazel
,meani
ngthatshei
smadashell
.
Her
: Star
ttal
ki
nganddon'
tyoudar
eleaveany
det
ailsbbehi
nd.Nomatt
erhownastyi
tisj
ust
l
ayitonme!
Me:Befor
eIdat
edNomal
anga,ther
ewasagi
rlI
dat
ed.HenamewasShal
don,shewascol
our
ed.
Shegotaschol
arshi
ptost
udyabroadandshe
di
dn'twantt
ogobecauseshewantedtobe
wit
hme.
Her
:Di
dyouwantt
obewi
thher
?
Ipausedf
orami
nut
eandIshookmyhead.
Me: No.Ij
ustwantedsexfr
om herandshe
thoughtIwantedaseri
ousrel
ati
onshi
p.Iwas
sti
llaplay
erbackthenKeo.Shegavemeher
vir
gini
tybefor
eshewentabroad.
Her:Shemusthaver
eall
ylov
edy
ouhey ,
and
youplayedherl
i
keafool
.Nowondershe
stabbedyou!
Me:That
'st
her
easonwhyIdi
dn'
twantt
osay
any
thi
ng!
Her
:I'
m sor
ry,
cont
inue.
.
Me:
Beforesheboardedt heplane,
shemade
mepromisethatIwil
lwaitforhert
oret
urnand
wewil
lhaveaf ami
lytogether
.
Her
:Soshef
orcedy
ou?Wandi
l
eyoudon'
t
makepr omi sesli
kethattoawoman, especi
all
y
acoloured!Theywi l
lmur deri
fyoudon'
tkeep
t
heendofy ourbar
gain.Colour
edwomenkeep
t
heirpromi ses,whentheysaytheywil
lwait,
t
heywi l
l doso!
Me:Ididn'
tknowokay!Sothat'
swhyshe
st
abbedme, becauseshefoundmemar ri
ed
wi
thkidsandshesaidthatsheredusedany
manthatcameherway .
Her:Ofcourseshedi d.Andbecausey oudidn'
t
keepy ourbargain,shestabbedy ouandroll
ed
youupi namatsot hatyoucandi easlow
death.8hoursy oubl edandy ouarebloody
l
uckyt obealive.Ifitwasmey oumadet hose
promisesto,Iwoul dhav echoppedtheessence
thatmakesy ouaman.
Thati
sact
ual
l
yscar
y.Thatscar
edme.
Me:Didyouevencontactoremail
hertoinfor
m
hert
hatyouwantnothingtodowithher
,that
youareget
ti
ngmar r
ied.Becausei
fyoudidn't
,
t
hatmighthaveal
soaddedpet
rol
tot
heburning
f
ir
e.Di
dy oubyanymeanstr
ytogeti
ntouch
wi
thher,orbr
eakupwit
hher?
Me:
No,
Idi
dn'
t.
Her:Ibetshedid.AndIbetsheconf r
ontedy
ou
aboutnotrespondingtoherorbreaki
ngupwith
herthroughemailorint
ernat
ionalcal
l.
Wowshespeaksexact
lyl
i
kehowShar
li
zedi
d.
Me:
OkayKeo,
Iwasst
upi
d!Igeti
t!
Her:Vel
ey ouwerestupidandselfi
sh!Youhad
achoicetobreakupwi t
hherbef or
eshegot
i
ntotheplane!Butyoudidn'
t.Shewouldhave
gott
enont hatpl
anewithabr okenheartand
sti
l
lwouldhav el
eft
.
Me:
Idi
dn'
tknow.Idi
dn'
tev
ent
hinkabouti
t!
Her:
Wel lnotthi
nki
ngaboutitgotyourblack
assstabbed!Yerr
!Youareluckysheisnotme!I
wouldhavedonewor sethanjuststabyou19
ti
mes.Iwoul dhaveper
formedacl eansurger
y
withyouawake.Hav eyouwatchmet aki
ngout
yourl
iver
,int
est
ines,younamei t
!andfeedi
ng
them t
oyou.Colouredsareverydanger
ous
peopl
e.Wear edangerousespecial
lyt
he
women.
Me:I
'
m sorr
yfornottel
l
ingy
ousooner
.Ij
ust
di
dn'
twanttodi
gintomypast.
Her
:Youknow,youkeptt
hisfrom meforthree
months,
sother
emustbemi retoit
.Thereisno
wayyoucankeepthi
snewsf r
om mef orso
l
ong.Wereyouhavi
nganaffai
rwithherbehind
myback?
Me:
Noofcour
senot
.
Her:Whendidshecomeback?Becauset
he
recept
ioni
stclear
lysai
dyouwal
kedi
nhandi
n
handwi t
hher.Anddon'ty
oudar
eli
etome.
Me:Idon'
tknow.Shecamebymyof f
iceandI
wasshockedtoseeher,t
henshedemandedt o
seeme,shewantedtotal
kabouteveryt
hingI
j
usttol
dyou.SoItookhertot
hehotel.
Her:Funny !Ical
ledtheoffi
ceandyouwer
en't
t
here, apparentl
yy oucancel
ledy
ourmeet
ing
wit
ht heshar eholder
s.
Ohshit
!disadvantagesofmar r
yingan
i
ntel
l
igentwoman.I '
m pract
ical
lyarrest
ing
mysel
fhere.Ididn'tevenfuckherandIknow
t
hatalr
eadyinherheadIcheat ed.
Me:
Idi
dnotsl
eepwi
thher
!Youhav
etobel
i
eve
me.
Her:woul
dyoubel
i
evemei
fIwasi
nyour
shoes?
Honest
ly,
Iwoul
dn'
thav
e.
Me:
YesIwouldhav
e.Iwoul
dst
andbyy
ouno
mat
terwhat
!
Her:
yourl
yingmakesmesi
ck!Ifyouwoul
dhav
e
bel
ievedmeorTrust
edme,yourbrot
her
swoul
d
sti
l
lbeali
ve!
Igasped.Ican'
tbel
i
eveshej
ustsai
dthatt
ome.
Me:
That
'sj
ustcol
dofy
out
oremi
ndmeofmy
br
other
sdeat
hs!Sohear
tcol
d!
Her:
Trut
hhur
ts.Gwedl
a!Comeandt
aket
he
ki
ngtohi
schambers!
Gwedlacameandhelpedmeupst
air
s.Shewas
st
il
langrybutsheal
sohel
pedmeupstai
rs.
Me:Pleasehel
pmegeti
ntomyPJs.Gwedl
a
youcango
Hi
m:Nkosi
yam(
myki
ng)
Sheundr essedmeandmydi ckgothardfrom
herwar mt ouchesonmyski n.FuckImissed
that!Imissus.Shet ookmypant soffand
noticedthatIwashar d,ithadf ormedat ent
withmyboxer s.Shejustlookedati tandthen
turnedtoleav emyr oom, butIheldherhand
pulledtomeandf li
ppedherov er.Iwasont op
ofherandbet weenherlegs.Idon' tknowwher e
Igott hestrengthbutIpressedheragai nstthe
bed.Shewasf i
ghti
ngme, butgav eupasshe
becameweakf rom mygr ippingandnibbli
ngon
herneck.Imademywayt ohernooki e,shewas
al
readywetf orme.ShegaspedasIr ubbedher
cl
itwit
hmyf i
nger
.Ithenputmyf i
ngerdeepin
herandbef or
eshecouldmoanIseal edherli
ps
withmine.Befor
esheknowsi tIwasi nherand
mov i
ngslowlybutsurel
y.IwentdeepbecauseI
couldfeelherwal
ls.
.
Sheyel
pedi nmymout h.Thenshef l
inchedher
nai
lsonmyback.Damnshei sst i
l
lasamazi ng
asshewaswhenwef i
rstmadelove.Ithrobbed
herunt
ilhertoescur
ledandat earescapedher
eyewhichIli
ckedoutofherface.Iwas
sweati
nglikeastal
li
onaf t
eral
ongr ace.
Me:
Bentov
er.
Shedi dasIaskedherandIsmashedherf rom
behind.Hermoansandgr oansmademegeti n
deepmaki nghergaspf orair
.Herbodyt
ensed
upandshecame, Ialsofoll
owed.Imaybe
cri
ppled,butmywai stworksperf
ectl
ywell
.
[
02/
10,
18:
56]Wadz
:Season6
I
nser
t17
.
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
Me:
Kids!Ti
mef
orschool
!
Iyell
edf r
om thekitchenmaki ngthei r
l
unchboxesandbr eakfastforthef ami l
y.They
fi
nall
ycamedownandhadbr eakfast.ThenI
combedXol iswa'
shai randt i
editintoabun.
Shehasmyt ypeofhai r,ver
yrichcur lyhair.
Theylookbeaut i
fulintheirunif
ormsandwi th
thei
rfather'
sblueey esanddi mples.The
quadruplesarewor se,theyarejustt oo
adorable.Si
sOumapr eparedthem f ornur ser
y
school.Iwantthem t ogrowupi nteract i
ngwi t
h
otherkidsatthei
rear l
yagel i
kemyt wi ns.
Mxo:
Mom,
Ihav
easoccermat
cht
oday
.
Xol
i
:Li
ar,
it'
sonFr
idaynott
oday
.
Mxo:whatdoy
ouj
knowXol
i
?Huh?Mi
ssknow
i
tal
l!
Me:Enoughy
outoo!Fi
nishy
ourbr
eakf
asti
t'
s
al
mosttimet
ogo!
Yohthesetwodri
vemecr azy!Anyways,t
he
quadr
uplesar
erunningaroundthekit
chenand
gi
ggli
ng.Wandil
eisalsogiggl
ingl
ikeastupi
d
i
diot
.
Me:
Whatar
eyoul
aughi
ngat
?
Him:I'
mjustoverj
oyedthaty
ouarehome
whereyoubelongandthatourf
amil
yiswhol
e
agai
n.
Ifhethi
nkst hatheisoffthehook,hehas
anotherthi
ngcomi ng.I
t'sbeenaweeksi nceI
mov edinandhav eonlysleptwi
thhim once,I
'
ve
beensleepinginthebackroom .Ohbyt heway,
heisnol ongeronawheel chai
r,heiswalki
ng
withanai dofacr otch,butheisalmostfull
y
recovered.I'
m genuinelyhappyforhim,Ireal
ly
am.ButI '
m sti
l
lpissedathimf orkeepi
ng
somet hingawayf rom me.Hei ssti
llhi
ding
somet hingfrom me, Icanfeel
it.
Backtonow, Ibuckledal lofmychi ldr
eninthe
minivananddr ovethem my selft
oschool .I
droppedthet winsfirstthent ookmybabi esto
thenurseryschool nextt omywor k.Xoli
sani
andXolelwar anlikelunaticsaf t
erIputthem on
theground,theyreallyloveschool .Xoli
leand
Xolaniwerehol di
ngont omyl egf ordearl
ife
andcrying.
Me:Hayi
ni!Umamauzolil
andaaft
er
cr
èche(
mommywi l
lcomeandf et
chyouaf
ter
cr
èche)
.Don'tbeafr
aid,
yougonnapl
aywit
h
ot
herki
ds,schooli
sfun.
Theydidn'tst
opcryi
ng.Theseboy sthough!I
carr
iedthem inandthei
rteacher
st ookthem
fr
om myar ms,t
henIkissedthem allonthe
f
orehead.
Me:Aft
erschool
mommyi sgonnat
reatt
hem
wi
thyummygoodness.Don'
tcr
yneh?
Theydr
iedt
hei
rtear
s,t
hankgoodness!
!
Teacher:
Ndl
ovukasi(
myqueen)!Therei
s
parent
smeeti
ngthiseveni
ngat17:00.
Me:
Iwi
l
lbeher
e.
Teacher
:Ndl
ovukazi
.
Il
eftandgoti ntomycarandpar kedatt he
hospitalparki
nglot.Walkingintothehospi t
al,
I
gettwoemer gencyroom surgeries.Ilovemy
j
ob!Andaqueofpot ent
ialPAforme, tohandl
e
mydi aryandappoi ntments.Butf i
rstl
yI'
m
gonnagot osurgery.Anelewslkedi n.
Hi
m:Hi
sist
ers
Me:
Hibr
other
s.Ineedaf
avour
.
Hi
m:Let
'sheari
t.
Me:
Pleasei
nter
viewt
hesecandi
dat
esand
choosetheonewhoisbestt
obeingmyPA,
I
havetwosurger
ieswai
ti
ngforme.
Hi
m:Consi
deri
tdonemyqueen.
Me:
IknewIcoul
dcountony
ou.
Luthandowal kedinandf ol
lowedmetotheER.
Wemakeameant eam.Aft
er8longhour
swe
weredone, weal mostlostoneofthepat
ient
s,
butnowhei sstable.Hehadbull
etwoundson
hisheart.Iactual
lydon'
tknowhowhesur viv
ed
that,
buty ouknowGodt hatIser
veisaGodof
miracles.
Anyway s,Aneleintr
oducedmet omynewPA, a
gayguy!Anel eknowsmewel l
.Hisname
Joseli
neNgweny a.Hisrealnamei sJosephbut
hechangedi t.Verysophisti
catedyoungwoman.
Il
ikehim, l
ikehei sdropdeadgor geous.Make
uponpoi ntletmenotev enment i
onthe
hair
styl
e!
Me:
Honey
,youl
ookgor
geous!
Him: Thanky
oumyqueen,
butnotasdr
opdead
gorgeousasyou.
Me:thanky
ou!Il
i
keyoual
ready.I
'
m sur
epri
nce
Anel
ehaslety
ouknowofevery
thi
ngyougonna
doforme.
Hi
m:Yesma'
am hedi
d.
Me:Youarealsogoi
ngtobeinchargeofmy
wor
edrobe.I
'
m notsofashi
onabl
e,butIt
rust
t
hatyouare.
Hi
m:Queenoff
ashi
on!I
twi
l
lbemyhonourt
o
dr
essy
oumyqueen.
Hewasjustexci
ted,
hewasglowi
ng.Igav
ehi
m
mydi
arytotakecareofi
t.Hei
sgonnamake
myl
if
eeasy .
.
Amont hsinceImov edbackinandWandi l
eis
st
il
lnotcomi ngcleanaboutot herthi
ngslike
whyhasn'theinvolvedthepolicetofindthe
womanwhoal mostcosthi m hisli
fe.Andwho
thi
sgi
rl
'snameis,
becauseallt
heShel
donsI
havei
nter
rogat
edhaven'
tdat
edhim.SoIthi
nk
thewoman'snameisn'
tShel
don.
II
t'
smydayof ffi
nal
lyandI'
mi nmycottage
rel
axing.ThekidsareatschoolandIhave
askedt hedr
iverandsisOumatof et
chthem at
14:00hours.Thereisaknockonmydoorand
theknockeropensmydoorwi t
houtmesay i
ng
comei n.
Me:
Wandil
ethi
sismyr
oom,
youhav
enor
ight
t
oburgei
nli
kethat
.
Him:Yeahwel
lIownthiswhokehouseandI
cancomeinherewheneverIwantt
o.
Me:Youknowwhat,Iwi
llmoveoutwi
thmy
ki
dsandnevercomeback!Don'
ttr
ymeWandi
l
e
Dl
amini
!
Him: Andyouthi
nkthatIwil
ll
etyoutakemy
kidsawayfrom me?Ov ermydeadbodywil
l
thathappen.
Me: thatcanbearr
anged!
!AndIwouldn'
tbea
widowaf tery
ourdeat
hbecausewear e
di
v orcedandhavebeenforthepasty
earnow.I
don'tevenseeusremarryi
ng.
Hegaspedl
i
keIpi
ercedakni
fei
nhi
shear
t.
Me:WhoissheWandile!
?Givemet hereal
name!Whyhaven'
tyouinvol
vedthepoli
ceyet
?
Areyoust
il
lhav
inganaffai
rwit
hher ?
Bef
orehecoul
danswerIcuthi
m of
f
Me: Youknowwhat ?It
'snonofmybusiness,I
f
orgotthatI'
m nothi
ngbutababymommat o
you.Keepupholdingyoursecr
ets,t
heywil
ltake
youtoanear l
ygrave.Wellt
heyalmostdi
d.
Hi
m:Keokopant
swe.
.
Me:Sav
eit
!Youaf
fai
rsdoesn'
tneedmein
t
hem.Sodoyouboo!Don'
tworr
yaboutme.
Il
efthi
mther
eshockedandwenti
ntot
he
house.
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
.
Ican'tbeli
ev et hiswoman!Howcanshesay
sucht omeknowi nghowIf eelabouther .Even
i
fwear ediv orcedshei sstil
lmywi fe,my
everythi
ng.Ican' tbelievethatshest i
lldoesn't
tr
ustme, howcanshet hough?Af terev eryt
hingI
puthert hrough.May beit'
sbet terifwest ay
apartandj ustf ocusont hebabi es.Whatt he
hell
am Isay ing?IneedKeonearme, for
emot i
onal, phy sicalandment alpur pose.She
compl et
esme, andIwoul dn'thav esur vi
ved
anythingwi thoutherbymysi de.
Thereisaterri
blescr
eam i
nthehouse,
Ilef
tthe
backroom andranint
othehousetoseewhat
washappeni ng.
Keo:
Shar
li
ze!OMG!I
t'
sbeenal
ongt
ime!
Her
:Iknowcuzzy
,ver
ylong!
IwasstunnedatwhatIwasseei
ng.Whatt
he
fucki
ssheherefor
?Whatissheplayi
ngat
?
Shecamebymysi deandbowedbeforeme
Her
:Yourmaj
est
y.
Me:
Greet
ings.
Keo:Thisi
sthewomanI 'vebeent
ell
i
ngyou
about,
mysisterf
rom anothermot
her.Whowas
i
nEnglandforovert
eny earsnow!
Her
:I'
m sorr
ybabe,butAftergraduati
ng,Igota
j
obthereandyouknowt hatthecurrencyther
e
i
shighert
hanourcountry.
Keo:That'
sunder
standabl
e.I
fIwasn'
tfor
ced
i
ntomar r
iage,
Iwouldbeworki
ngabroadtoo.
ButIguessthi
ngscannevergothewaywe
want.
Her:Thatist
rue.Anyways,
I'
m get
ti
ngmarr
ied!I
foundmy sel
fanEngli
shmanandwear e
expecti
ngourfir
stbaby.
Keo:
Andy
ouf
lewi
nyourcondi
ti
on?
Her
:Yes,
I'
mfi
ne.Thebabyi
sal
sof
ine.
Keo:
Okay
.Iwoul
dli
ket
omeetmybr
otheri
n
l
awtobe.
Awhit
emancamei n.Fuck!Shei
sengagedto
Ri
char
d!Myswor nenemy !Whati
sherplan?
Dammit!Thi
sisnotgood.
Her
:Shar
on,
thi
sisRi
char
dEv
ansmyf
iancé.
Keo:
Nicet
omeety
ou.
Hi
m:Pl
easur
eisal
lmi
ney
ourmaj
est
y.
Keo:
pleasecal
lmeShar
on.
Whatt hef
ucki
shappeni
nghere?I
'm st
unned
andfrozenbywhatI
'
m seei
ng.Ri
chardcameto
shakemyhand.
Hi
m:i
t'
sgoodt
oseey
oual
i
ve.
Thatcameoutasawhi
sper
.Isqueezedhi
s
handinagony
.
Me:
I'
m notgonnahesi
tat
eki
l
li
ngy
oui
fyout
ry
any
thi
ngf
unny
.
Wegav
eeachot
herdeat
hst
ares.
Me:
nicet
omeety
ouRi
char
d,y
out
ooShar
li
ze.
Iwentupst air
st omyr oom.I '
mt erri
fi
edofwhat
Ijustwit
nessed.Wari scomi ng,Icanfeel i
t.Oh
Godpr otectmyf amil
y ,especial
l
yt hechildr
en.
Richardisar uthlesskill
er.Hehaski ll
ed
chil
drenbef ore.Ineedt opr epar
ef oranything
thattheymi ghtbepl anning.Icalledaf ewofmy
hitmen.Ineedt oki l
lthem nowbef orethey
stri
ke.
[
02/
10,
18:
57]Wadz
:Season6
.
I
nser
t18
.
.
.
.
~Shar
li
ze~
.
Theexpressi
ononWandi le'sf aceispriceless.
Hewasi nshockandscar edatt hesamet ime.
Richar
dhastoldmeev erythingt hathehas
doneandIjustfeelli
kekilli
nghi m onthespot ,
butmydearsisterloveshi m, Icanseei tinher
eyes.Wandil
efooledbot hofus, wef el
l i
nl ove
withhi
m andhei sthereasonwhyMi lt
oni s
dead.WhyMJi sfatherless.Ihat ehi
mt ot he
coreofmyheart.
Ican'
tbel
iev
ethatIwasstupidt ohavefall
en
forhi
m.Ithi
nkit
'sablessi
ngt hatIabor
tedhis
seedinmebeforegoi
ngabr oad.Itwasv er
y
painf
ult
hough,t
okil
lmyunbor nbaby
.
Me:Youlookgr
eatcuzz,
li
key
oudi
dn'
thav
e
chi
l
dren!
Keo:
Thanky
oucuzz,
I'
vebeenwor
kingoutt
o
l
oset
hebabi
eswei
ght
,4oft
hem!
Webot
hlaughed.
Me:Theywer
esupposedt
obet
woki
ds,
but
i
nst
ead6!
Keo:I
t'
stheDlami
nigenes,
youdon'
tgi
vebir
th
toonebaby,
theycomeinpair
sori
nquards.
Shelookssobeauti
ful
,butlooksl
ikether
eis
tensi
onbetweenthem.Richardwhisper
edinmy
ear
Ri
char
d:Looksl
i
ket
her
eist
roubl
einpar
adi
se.
Igi
ggl
edandKeosmi
l
edatus
Keo:Okayy oul
ovebi
rds,
comei
n,wear
eabout
tohavelunch
Thishousei
smarvell
ous,Wandi
l
ehasnice
tast
e,ver
yni
ce.I
tlooksli
kearoyal
pal
ace
i
ndeed.
Me:Sowherearetheki
ds,
Iwoul
dlov
etomeet
myniecesandnephews
Keo:Theyar
einschool
andt
hequadsar
eat
cr
eche.
Me: Ncaaw!Ibettheyareador able,
Imeanwe
havebeauti
fulgenes,Imeanl ookatt he
charmerswehav einourf amil
y .Wellthe
Dlamini
stoohav enicefeatur
est oolookingat
yourhusband.
Keo:Youhavenoi dea,
Icouldeatthem up!And
thequadsarejustsoador
ableandcut ewhen
theywalkandrunaround,gosh!Motherhoodis
amazing!Andyougonnaexper i
enceitvery
soonyoursel
f!
Ismi
l
ed
Me:
Yes,
andIcan'
twai
t!
Richar
d:Wearebey
ondexci
tedt
ohav
ea
bundleofj
oy.
I'
m notr
eall
ypregnant,
andRichardi
sjustmy
accompli
ce,weplannedtoexposeki
ngWandi l
e
forwhohereal
lyis,amurder
er,butI
'
m worri
ed
aboutKeoandherheartcondi
ti
on,shel
oved
ourbrot
herdearl
yandweal mostl
ostherwhen
theyt
oldusthatMil
tonwasdead.OhGodgi ve
mestrengt
h.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
.
Thetensi
onbetweenWandi l
eandourguest sis
chocki
ngmet hatIcan'
tevenswal l
owpr operly
.
Couldthi
sSheldonbeSharli
ze?Itcan'
tbe, but
thewaytheylookateachotheracrossthet abl
e,
youwouldswearthatsomethingisgoingon.
I'
m gonnaasksomet hi
ngdrasti
c,Ihavemygun
onmef orincaseI'
mr i
ght
.
Me:SoShar
li
zemywonder
fulcousi
n.Whydi
d
youst
abmyhusbandandl
efthi
mt odi
e?
Theyallchockedontheirf
oodandlookedatme
shocked.Sharl
izeandWandil
efaci
al
expressi
onssaidital
l,
sothatmeansIam ri
ght
.
Wandi
l
e:Whatonear
thar
eyouonabout
?
Me: CCTVf ootageshowsy ouandherenter
ing
ar oom t
ogetherandallofasuddenshecomes
outandy ougomi ssingandafterhoursy
ouare
foundstabbedandr oll
edinacar pet
.Noone
elseenter
edt heroom.
Hewasshockedandhadnot hingtosay ,allof
them werequiet.Therewasn'tav i
deoshowi ng
them get
tingintoaroom together,because
accordi
ngt omysour ce,Wandi l
easkedt hem to
swit
chof fthecamer aint
hef l
oortheywer ei n.
Why ?Idon'tknowandIwantt hetruth,
I'
mj ust
ti
redofthissecrets.
Me:
Youpaidsomeonetotur
nof
fthecamer
aat
t
hefl
oory
ouwerein,why?
Wandi
l
e:Babycanwet
alki
npr
ivat
e?
Sharl
i
ze: I
npri
vate?Sheknowsthetr
uth,
why
notconfesswhil
ewear eal
lheresi
tt
ingi
nthi
s
di
ningtablet
ogetheryoumajest
y?
Wandi
l
e:St
ayoutoft
hisShar
li
ze!
Ri
char
d:I
'
m gonnast
epout
side.
Me: y
ouar enotgoinganywhere!yougonnasi t
ri
ghthereandlist
entoconfessions.AndIknow
thatyouandmyexhusbandher ear esworn
enemies.Sowhatwer eyoutoopl anni
ngt odo
toourfamily
,becauseIdon'
tev enbeliev
et hat
youarepregnant?
Icall
edt heguar
dstostr
ipthem off.They
actuall
yhadgunsinthem andknives.Iwasi
n
shock,whywoul dshewanttohurtmeandmy
babies.IwashurtandWandilewasmadashel l
.
Ishift
edmyf ocusonhim.
Me: Andy outhinkthatIwasbl i
ndanddumbt o
seewhatwasgoi ngon?Obv iouslytheywere
planningonget ti
nguski ll
edandwehav e
babieswhoar ebar ely6y ear
sol d!AndIasked
yousomanyt imest ocomecl eanbuty ou
decidedtokeepqui et.Andyouwant edmet o
mar r
yy ouagain!wheny ouhav esomany
secr
etshiddenf
rom meandy
ouknow
ever
ythi
ngaboutme.
Shar
li
ze:
wai
t.Youar
edi
vor
ced?
Me: Yes,becauseofNomsy ourfr
iend'
sl ove
poti
on, butImanagedt otakehi m outofit
becauset ruelov ealway swin.Buthei ssobl i
nd
toseewhatani ncredibl
ewomanIam andI
gavehi m sixkids,4sonsand2daught ers.ButI
can'tbeli
evet hatyou, myownsi sterwoul d
wantt ocausemyf ami l
yharm.Andy ouknow
verywel l
thatIdi dn'tknowt hatyouwer e
i
nvol v
edwi thhimi nt imesofy ourlif
e.
Sharli
ze:Iwasn'tplanningonhur ti
ngy ou
Sharon!Ijustwantedt omakehi m confessto
youwhathappenedbet weenusandwhyI
stabbedhim.Ialsowant edt oknowwhyhe
hasn'tt
oldthepolicey et,becauseIknowhi m
verywell,
kingofgangst ers!Iwoul
dnev erhurt
youory ourchil
dren,youknowt hat.
Tear
swer
eont
hev
ergeoff
all
i
ng.Iknow
Sharl
i
ze, shewouldn'thur
tmeormybabies,
but
shewouldhur tanyonewhowouldcauseme
harm.Ishift
edmyf ocusonWandil
e,Ij
ustwant
tohearthetruth.
Me:Wandileconfessthen.Whydidshest
ab
you?Tel
lthetrut
h,nomat terhowugl
yiti
s,I
canhandl
ei t
.I'
mt i
redoftroubl
eal
wayscoming
ourwaybecauseofy ou.
Hegav eheradeat
hstar
eandl ookedatme,
thenheorder
edtheguardstoleavealongwit
h
Richar
dandSharli
zeweapons.Hel ookedatme
thenonthefl
oor.
Wandi
le:
WhatIt
oldyouwasthetr
uth,
all
ofi
t.I
j
ustdi
dn'
tgi
veyoutheri
ghtname.
Ididn'
tbeliev
ehim.Wel l
Ibeli
evethathe
changedt hename, butIdon'tt
hinkheistell
i
ng
met hewhol etr
uth.SoIt ookoutmygun, ful
ly
l
oadedwi thasilencer,Ihavehaditwithl
ies!
Theywer eshockedt oseemewi thagun.Ishot
theceil
ingandShar li
zegotterri
fi
ed,sheknows
whatI'
vebeenthroughandsheknowsthatIcan
ki
llwhenI'
m extr
emelymad.Shealsoknowthat
Idon'
tli
kebeingli
edat.
Shar
li
ze:
Didy
outel
lhert
haty
ouf
orcedmet
o
abor
tmybaby?
Myhear tsank, Iwasinshock,soSharl
izewas
pregnantbeforegoi ngabroad?Wow!Thisis
j
ustgreat,thatwoul dactual
lydr
iveanywoman
tokil
lthei
rexl overs.Butsomethi
ngelseis
beingkeptfrom me.
Me:Soyoui
mpregnat
edherandfor
cedhert
o
ki
l
lherownbaby
?Whatelseishenott
ell
i
ngme?
Sharl
ize:Di
dyoutel
lherthatyouwerei
nvol
ved
i
nt hekil
l
ingofourbrot
herMilt
on,t
hatyouwer
e
theonewhopul l
edthetri
ggeronhi
m? ?
IbecamenumbandIdroppedthegun,l
ucki
l
yit
di
dn'tgoof
f.Myhear
twasslowlyf
ail
ingme.
Me:
Wh.
..
.What
?You.
..Kkk.
..
?
Wandi
l
e:THAT'
SALI
E!!Paj
erowasi
nvol
vedi
n
hi
ski
l
li
ng.Ihadnot
hingt
odowi
thhi
sdeat
h!!
Shar
li
zeandIwer
eint
ear
s
Shar
li
ze:
Heislyi
ng,heist
heonewholedthe
mobtoourbr
othersshoptogethi
m ki
l
led.
Richard:That
'sthetr
uthShar
on,Iwasther
eand
Isworet osecrecy
.KingMxol
isi
didn'
tknow,but
yourfatherdi
d.
Icoul
dn' tbel i
evethis,Iwasbey ondhurt,
Igave
mybrot her skill
erloveandbar edhim chi
ldr
en.I
fel
tdeadi nside,myhear twaspumpi ngoutof
mychestmyt earswer efal
li
ngdownmycheeks.
Iwast ornapar t
.Theonl ybrotherIhadknown
mywhol el i
fe,hetookawayf r
om meandmy
fat
herknewandst il
lall
owedmet ogetmarri
ed
toamur derer !
!Mybr eathlef
tmybodyandi t
waslight sout .
.
Isl
owlyregai
nedmyconsciousnessandwas
sur
roundedbymybabies,
MJwasal sother
e,he
l
ookssomuchl
i
kehi
sfat
her
,18y
ear
sol
dnow.
Me:
Howl
onghav
eIbeenoutofi
t?
MJ:
2mont
hsaunt
.
Twomonths!Whatreall
yhappened?Ican'
t
rememberwhathappened,howisitpossi
ble?
Me:
Howdi
dIendupher
e?
Shar
li
ze:
Youdon'
tremember
?
Ishookmyhead
Me:No, al
lIr
ememberisthatIwelcomedyou
andRichardandwehadlunchtogethert
hen
l
ight
sout .
ShelookeddisappointedsowasRi chard.WhatI
mighthaveforgotten,mightbeimportant,
dammi t
!Whycan' tIremember ?
MJ:
Comeonkids,
let
'sgoandgetsomet
hing
t
oeat,
lett
hegr
ownupstal
k.
Theylef
tmyr oom af
terswampi
ngmyf acewit
h
ki
sses.Ican'
tbel
ievethatI
'
minhospi
talagai
n!
MaybeI'
m meanttobeapat
ientmywhol
eli
fe.
Someoneismissi
ng.
Me:
Wher
eismyhusband?
?
Theyl
ookedateachot
her
.
Ri
char
d:Hei
sinj
ail
.
Me:
What
?Forwhat
?
Iknewthatsomet
hingIhav
efor
got
teni
s
i
mportant.
Sharl
ize:Wewi
l
ltel
lyouwheny
ouar
eful
l
y
recov
er ed.
.
WeekspassedandIwasf inall
ystrongenough
togohome.Anel ecamet of et
chmeandonour
wayt othedoor ,
wewer eswampedbypr ess.
EishIhatethisli
fe!
!Weleftt hehospitaland
whenwegott othepalace, memor i
esofwhat
happenedflashedinmymi nd.Heki l
ledmy
brother
!Hei sthereasonwhyMJi sf atherl
ess.
MyOwnf at
herknewandhest il
lgavemeaway
asabr i
detohi sson'skil
ler!Thisdoesn'tmake
anysense,Ineedt oseemyf at
her.Hehasal ot
ofexplanat
iont ogiveme.Ican' tgoandv isit
Wandileinjaily
et,I'
m notst r
ongenough.The
doctor
ssaidt hatIhaveahear tcondit
ionandI
mightneedahear ttr
ansplantifmyhear tfail
s
me,soI '
m alsoonawai t
ingl i
stforpeoplein
needofhear ttr
ansplantjustincasemy
condit
ionwor sens.Isawi tcomi ng,
threehear t
att
acksandIsur v
ivedallofthem, Godi sgreat!
Anel
e:Ar
eyouokay
?
Me:Yeah,Iam.I
'mjuststi
l
l i
nshockthatthe
manIlovesomuch, t
hefatherofmychildreni
s
r
esponsi
bleformybrother
'sdeath.
Anele: Ihadnoidea,
youhav etobeliev
eme.I
di
dn' tknowthatheactuall
ybetrayedhisbest
fr
iendandki ll
edhim.IthoughtIknewmy
brother,butIwaswrong.
Me:Ican'
tbel
i
evethatheactuall
yli
edtome
abouti
twhenIaskedhim aboutmybrother
.
Worstofi
tal
l,
Ican'
tbel
i
evet
hatmyf
ather
knewabouti
t.
Anel
e:Wait
..
.BabOarabi
l
eknew?Andhest
il
ll
et
youmarr
yWandile.
Me: asshocki
ngasi tis,heknew.Ijustwantt
o
gettothebottom ofthis.I
tjustdoesn'
tmake
sensetome. Whywoul dhedot hat
?
Anel
e:Al
ltheanswer
sar
ewi
thhi
m.
Heisr
ight.Ineedt
ogohomeandgett
othe
bot
tom ofthi
s.
[
02/
10,
18:
59]Wadz
:Season6
I
nser
t19
.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
I'
minmyr oom paci
ngupanddownt hi
nking
aboutwhatIj
ustfoundout
.Idon'
thavethe
str
engthtofacemydady et
.Butitdoesn'
tmake
sense,whywoul dhel etmemar ryWandil
ei fhe
murderedhisson?Thi scan'tbetrue,
Idon'
t
thi
nkmyf atherknows.I '
mlosingmymi nd!This
can'
tbehappeni nginmyl if
e.Ineedtosee
Wandi l
eandlrthim explai
nbecauseallofthis
arejustquest
ionable.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
TodayI'm beingr el
easedfrom jai
lthanksto
Anel
ef orfindingmyt winbrother'
slett
erof
confessi
ons.Ican' tbel
iev
et hatheact ual
ly
ki
ll
edmybestf r
iendandkepti tawayf rom me.
Nowhi spastcaughtupwi thme, butit'
sover
nowandhei sdead.
.
Anel
ecametof
etchme,i
t'
sgoodtobegoing
backhomet
omyf ami
l
y.I
'm di
sappoi
ntedat
Keot hatshedidn'
tbel
iev
eme, butIdon'
tblame
her.Ishouldhavebeenopentoheraboutmy
pastwhensheopenedupt ome.It'
smyf ault
thatshedoubtsme.
.
Iwalkedoutoft hepol i
cestati
onandIwasjust
rel
i
ev edtoseeAnel e.Twof uckenmont
hsI '
ve
beeni mpri
sonedfort hecri
meofmybr other
whoi ssixfeetunder.
Anel
e:Baf
o(br
other
)!
Me:
Number1!
Weshar
edabr
ohug.
Me:Getmeoutofher
eandbackt
oourf
ami
l
y
andki
ds.
Anel
e:Geti
nthen.
I
'
m sur
pri
sedt
hatt
her
eisn'
tpr
essout
sideof
t
hepri
son.
Anel
e:t
her
eisal
otofpr
essatt
hegat
ebutI
askedourmentopushthem backsot
hatwe
candri
veinwi
thoutbei
ngswampedwith
j
ournal
ist
s.
Me:Iwaswonderi
ngwheret
heywerebecauseI
wasexpect
ingt
hem att
hecorr
ect
ional
centr
e
gat
e.
.
Wer eachedt hepalaceandindeedi twasfullof
j
ournalists.Wow!Iwi l
lneedtoreleasea
stat
ementt ogetthem tobackoff.Aneleparked
thecarandIwentt othegate,chosethree
candidatestointervi
ewme.Openi ngt hedoor
I'
m welcomedbymyki ds.Imi
ssedt hem so
much.
Them:
Daddy
!
Theyrant owardsmeandweshar edagr oup
hug.Thejournali
stt
ookpict
ures.SisOumat ook
them backtotheirr
oom sothatIcangetmy
meetinginter
viewoveranddonewi th.Theysat
downonmydi ningtabl
eandIsatjoinedt hem.
.
Afteranhour,theint
ervi
ewwasov erandt hey
l
eftmyhouse.AndIwasl eftwithapeaceof
mind.Ihopet hatt
heirsat
isfi
edandt heywon't
twistmywor ds.Iheadedtotheloungeand
restedonmycouch.Keobl essedmewi t
hher
presence.Sheisstil
lasgorgeousasIl astsaw
her.
Keo:
Wandi
l
eIneedanswer
s.
Isatupstr
aighttofaceher.Shel
ooksli
kehel
l.
Li
keasickperson,may bei
t'
sbecausesheal
so
j
ustgotoutofhospital
.
Me:
Whatdoy
ouwantt
oknow?
Keo:Di
dmyf
atherknowt
haty
ouki
l
ledmy
brot
her
?
Me: KeokopantsweIdidn'
tki
ll
yourbrother,
my
t
wi nbrotherdi
d.IfIwastheonewhoki l
ledhim,
yourfatherwouldn'
thaveagr
eedt oyou
mar r
yingme.Andy esheknewt hatAndil
ekill
ed
Milt
onbecauseofPager o'
st hreat
s.Hesaidin
hislett
erofconfessi
onthatitwaseitheryour
brotheroryourenti
refami
ly.SoheandMi l
ton
agreedthathewast odieinsteadofyouand
yourentir
efamily.Weswor etosecrecyKeo.
Shetear
edupandwasshi
ver
ingl
i
keasi
ck
per
son.
Keo:
Thi
sist
oomuchf
ormet
odi
gest
.
Shesai
dwi
thabrokenv
oice.Myhear
tsank,
I
can'
ti
magi
newhatshei
sgoingthr
ough.
Keo:Uhm..
.Whydi
dyouf
orceShar
li
zet
oabor
t
herbaby
?
Me:Ididn'
t.Shewasn'tpr
egnantwhenshelef
t.
AndIsweart oyou,t
henightsj
estabbedme,I
di
dn'thavesexwithher.Wejustf
oughtandshe
endedupst abbi
ngme.
Keo:Ibel
i
ev eyou.I
'
m sorryt
hatIdidn'
tbel
i
eve
youwheny ousaidthaty
oudidn'tki
ll
mybrother
.
I
'vebeenav er
ybadspousetoy ou
Me: Wit
hv er
ygoodr eason.Thi
ngswouldhave
beendiff
erentifIwashonestwithyoufr
om the
verybegi
nninganddi dn'
thi
deany t
hingf
rom
you.Iputourfamilyi
ndangerKeo.
Keo:
Wear
esaf
enow,
that
'sal
lthatmat
ter
s.
Me:Notwi
thSharl
i
zeandRi char
dst i
ll
onmy
t
ail
.Ri
char
disheart
lessandRuthless.
Keo:Theybot hwentbacktoEngl
andf orgood.
Sharl
izejustsentmeanemai l
andalsoasksf or
for
givenessforstabbi
ngyouli
kethatandfor
accusingyouofourbrother
'smur
der.
Shegav emet hecopyoft heemai lSharli
zesent.
Idon'tbeli
evethatbitch'
sapol ogyisgenui ne.I
knowt hatsheisjustsor r
yt hatIdidn'tdie.But
thatdoesn'tmatternomor e,whatmat tersis
myf amilyandmyKi ngdom.Thi shousei s
hauntedforreal,becauseofal lthebadl uck
thathasbeenbef all
ingmyf amilyand
communi ty.Ineedtobr eaki tt
ot hegr ound,
demol i
shitcompl et
elyandbui ltanewhouse
ont
hissamel
and.
.
Icall
edconst ruct i
onwor kersaweekl aterand
mypal acewasbr oughttothegr ound.The
housedesi gnershowedmehousepl ansand
KeoandIchoset heonewebot hloved.The
kidsappr ov ed.Wechosea10bedr oom house
plan,whichwi lli
ncl udethelounge, diningr oom,
thekitchenandl aundryroom.Gy m, playroom
fortheki ds, t
heci nema, li
brary,mymancav e,
keo'sladycav e.Thi shousei sjustgoi ngtobe
awesome.It radedal lofmycar sfornewones.
Exceptf or'Val er
y '
,Keo'stalki
ngcar .Itcostdad
anar m andal egt ogetitcustom madef rom
Beiji
ng,Chi na.I t
'saoneofaki ndpi eceof
machi ne.
.
Ay earl
aterandmyhousei
scompl
ete,
just
exactl
yasdescri
bedi
ttobetot
hel
astdetai
l.
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
Thisyearismyy earofhappi ness.I 'mtiredof
thehurtandbet rayalandal ltheev ilofthis
world.Myki dspassedandgoi ngont heir
secondgr ade, I'
mj ustsopr oudoft hem.My
babiesaret urningt woyear sandt heyarej ust
ascuteast heycanbe.Ij ustcan'twai tfort hem
togrowandst artschoolbecauset hei
rcr y
ing
hasgott omenow, iy
oh!Andt heirfightwith
thei
relderbr otherandsi ster!It'
sjustchaot i
c
andt i
ri
ngf orreal .Buteverythingisokaynow.
.
Myr el
at i
onshi
pwi t
hWandi l
eisstil
lonthe
rocks.Wehav edeci dedtobef ri
endsandjust
concent r
ateonourbabi esandt hei
rwellbei
ng
andalsot hewellbeingofourki ngdom.We
remarriedforthesakeoft hekidsandwe
haven'tbeeninti
mat eforay earnow.It
'shar
d
formet otr
usthim againafterevery
thi
ngwe've
beenthrough.I
'
m seri
ousl
ytryi
ngandhei
salso
tr
yingbut,wehavebeenbit
ingeachot
her
's
heads.
Wandil
e:Keo,
theel
der
sar
ewai
ti
ngf
orusdown
st
air
s.
Me:
Iwil
lbet
her
einami
nut
e.I
smom al
ready
t
her
e?
Hi
m:Yest
heyar
e.
Queenmot herhaswi tnessedt hatmymar ri
age
i
sf al
lingapar tandhascal l
edt heelders,total
k
tous.Idon' tseei tnecessarybecausewear e
doingj ustfineonourown, onourcondi ti
ons.
Wear ef ri
endsnow, that'showev er
ythi
ngbegi n.
Wel eftmybedr oom.Ohwedon' tact
uallysl
eep
i
nt hesamer oom ont hesamebed.Wewent
downst ai
rsandi ntot heloungewher ethe
elderswer ewai t
ing,includi
ngmymom anddad.
Wesatdownnextt oeachot herbutwi t
hahuge
gapinbet ween,aper soncanf i
tinthere.
Mom:
Myki
nder
s(mychi
l
dren)
,whatseemst
o
bet
heproblem bet
weenyoutwo?Thaty
ousi
t
sof
arapartfr
om eachot
her.
Me: Not
hingiswrongmama.Wear ej ustgoing
thr
oughar oughpatchaft
erev eryt
hingwe' ve
beenthr
oughf ort
hepasty ears,everymar r
iage
goesthr
oughi t
.It
'spar
tofst age,wewi llbefine.
Queen: Butyouhar dlytalktoeachot her,y
ouno
l
ongwrconf i
dei neachot herKeo, youdon't
evensleepint hesamebed.Youar eal
way s
fi
ghti
ngmychi ldrenandbecauseoft hat,the
chil
drenarehur t,that'swhyt heyarealway s
fi
ghti
ngandy elli
ngateachot her,
becauset hey
seeitfrom t
hei rpar ents.It
'sverybadf oraki ng
andquueent obeoneachot her'
sthroats,for
somet hi
ngthathasbeenl ongburied.
Me:It
'shardmom tol
etitdi
e,I
'
mt ryi
ngsohard
tomakepeacewithmybr ot
her
'skil
l
erbutI
can'
tbecauseWandil
ehashisfaceanditgi
ves
menightmares
Dad:
Thi
sist
heexactr
easonwhywekepti
t
fr
om bot
hofyouforsolong.ButIguess
nothi
ngcanst
ayhiddenfor
ever.
Wandile:Keepingsomet hingsobigfr
om usfor
solonghur tsmorethanwheny outel
lus
i
mmedi at
elybaba(dad).Ifweknewsooner,we
wouldn'tbegoingthrought hi
s.Buti
t'
sokay,
becauset herei
snothingwhi chcanbedone.
Mom: Keo, youneedt of orgiveAndi l
eandy our
brot
herf ort
heagr eementt heydidbet ween
themsel ves.It'
snoty ourpr oblem thatthi
ngs
enededt hewayt heydi d.Theyar ebot hdead
andbur iedmychi l
d, t
her eisnot hingwecando
aboutitbutmov epasti tandmov eonwi thl
ife.
Wandi l
edi dn'tknownot hingj ustl
ikey oumy
chil
d.Pl easef or
fiv
ehi mt hem andst op
punishingWandi l
ef orhist win'swr ongdoings.
Mom isright
,butit
'sgonnataketime.Ihav
e
ni
ghtmaresev er
ynightbecauseofthi
s.Worst
ofi
tallIhavesomuchanger ,whichIhavebeen
l
ashi
ngoutonWandi le.
.
Themeet i
ngwentonf oranhour,thenpastor
Reggycamet ooandgav euscounselli
ngand
alsoprayedwi t
hus.Ifeelsomuchbet ternow
afterasessionwithpastorReggy.I'
m now
l
ooki ngforwardtothefutur
e.Iwentupstair
sto
thebalconyandadmi redthesunset.
.
Wandi
l
e:Youl
ookr
eli
evedandl
i
ght
Hest
art
ledme
Me: Iam.I
t'
sbeenawhil
esinceIpr
ayed,
becauseofthet
rut
h.Maybethat
'swhyIhav
e
beenholdi
ngontothepai
n.
Wandi
l
e:May
be.Thi
sisabeaut
if
ulsunset
.
Me:
Itsur
elyi
s.
Ther
ewassi l
enceaswebot
hvi
ewedt
hesun
di
sappear
ing.
Wandi
l
e:Imi
ssy
ou.
Me:ButI'
vebeenhereallt
hist
imeWandi
l
e.I
hav
en'tgoneanywhere.
Wandi
l
e:Welly
ouhav
ebeenpushi
ngy
our
sel
f
awayf
rom me.
Me:Ohpl
easeWandile,
ifIwaspushi
ngmy sel
f
awayf
rom y
ou,Iwouldhavelef
tyoualongti
me
agowi
thmykids.Iwouldn'
thaver
emarri
edyou.
Wandil
e: Youdon'
tunderst
anddoyou?
KeokopantsweImi sshol
dingyoui
nmyar ms.I
misssleepingandwakingupnextt
oy ou.Imi
ss
ki
ssyouandmaki ngsweetlov
etoyou.
Ismiledwithtearsthr
eateningt
ofall
.Imiss
himtooandal lofwhathesai dtome.ButI
havelostint
erestinhi
m.Hedoesn' tt
urnmeon
l
ikeheusedt oormay bei t
'sme.I'
vebeenso
depressedlat
elythathesexandcuddl i
ngwas
thel
astt hi
ngonmymi nd.
Me:Iwouldbelyi
ngi fIsai
dt hatIdon'
tmiss
youtoo,
butI'
velostinter
estinsex.Idon'
tfeel
sexynomore,Idon'tfi
ndy ouattr
acti
venomor e.
Ijustwantt
obeagoodmot hert
oourchil
dren
nothingmore.Don'tgeti
twrong,Il
oveyou,I
reall
ydo.I
'mjustdepressedthat
'
swhyIhav e
l
ostsomuchi nt
erestinus.
Wandil
e:Iunderstand.Iwantustogoandseek
pr
ofessi
onalhelp.Wear ebothdepr
essedand
i
nneedofr evi
tal
isati
on.
Me:Okay.Iguesst
hat
'swhatweneedt
o
r
econnect.
Wandi
l
e:Wear
egoi
ngt
obeokay
.Il
ovey
ou.
..
Me:
Iknow,
Ilov
eyout
oo.
Wesharedahugforawhil
eandwhenhet
ri
ed
tokissmeIl
ookedawayandheki
ssedmy
cheek.
Wandile:
Iwantt
oki
ssy
ouont
hel
i
psnoton
yourcheek.
Me:Myl i
psareonl
yformypr
incesand
pr
incesses,
notaful
lbl
ownki
ng.
Wandi
l
e:Haaaahaaaaa!Wow!Whatal
owbl
ow.
Itr
iedwalkingawayandhepull
edmebackto
him andkissedmeontheli
ps.Helai
dmeon
thebalconychai
randgotontopofme.Ibr
oke
thekiss.
Me:
NoWandi
l
e!Thi
sist
oomuch.
Wandil
e:Eish!Noit
'snot
,pl
easebabe,
I'
m
bur
ninginside,
Ineedyou.
Me:Hai
!Getof
fme!I
'
m notr
eadyt
obei
nti
mat
e
wi
thyou.
Hehuf
fedandgotof
fme.
Wandi
l
e:Fi
ne.
Hewashard,
li
ker
eall
yhar
d, butIwasn'
tint
he
moodbutIwaswetdownthere.Hewill
befi
ne.
[
02/
10,
19:
00]Wadz
:Season6(
Seasonf
inal
e)
I
nser
t20
.
~Keokopant
swe~
.
It
'sti
meIgr ewupandst oppedbehavinglikea
l
ittl
egirl
.I'
m someone'swifeandmotherto6
ki
ds.Ijustneedtobemat uredenought oletgo
ofthepainbecausegr i
eftakesyoucl
osert o
yourgravebecauseitcauseunnecessary
diseasesli
kemyhear tconditi
on.Mar
riageis
notfortheweak,li
kemom sai d.
.
Ineedtobeasst rongasamount ainandbe
unshakeabl
ewhenwi ndsblowmyway ,Ihav e
tosti
ckitoutt
hroughal lt
hetrial
sand
tr
ibul
ati
onsmar r
iagebr i
ng.Ishouldn'
tlet
anyoneoranythi
ngcomebet weenmymar r i
age.
Happinesscomesf rom str
ivi
ngandhol di
ngon
toyourspouseunt i
lyouarepar t
edbydeat h.
.
I
'mr eall
ygoingtolosehimifIpushhim away.I
needt ofi
ndt hesparkofourmarri
ageandletit
burnforever
.Igotintomyt i
ght
sandspor t
sbra
becauseIjustwantt ogoforaruntohelpme
t
hink.
.
Leavi
ngmyr oom,myey esmetWandi
l
e's.He
hasbeauti
fulbl
ue-
greyeyes,
andni
cedimples
too.Hegavemeasmi le.
Hi
m:Hi
,Iguessy
ouar
egoi
ngf
oraj
og.
Me:
Yeah.Justwantt
obl
owoutsomest
eam.
Hi
m:Bef
orey
ougof
oraj
og,
weneedt
otal
k.
I
'm notr
eadytohavethatt
alkwi
thhi
m,butI
guessit
'snowornever.
Me:
Okay
.
Imadewayf
orhi
mt oentermyroom andhesat
onmybedandpat
tednexttohi
m sothatIcan
si
t.
Him:Iwantyoutoconfi
deinmeabout
ever
ythi
ngthati
sbother
ingyou.Openuptome
aboutyourgr
ief
.Hel
pmeunder standy
ourpai
n.
Me:
I'
m notgr
iev
ingany
mor
eWandi
l
e,I
'
m
sl
owl
ybutsur
elyheal
i
ng.
Him:Whoareyout
ryi
ngtoconvi
ncemeory ou?
Becausei
fyouwer
eheali
ngyouwouldhav
e
movedbackint
oourbedr
oom andfi
xi
ngwhat
i
sbrokeni
nourmarri
age.
Me:Wandi
l
e,sexwon'
tfi
xmeorhel
pmeheal
.
I
t'
sgonnamakemefeell
ikea.
..
.
Ikeptquiet
.Almostsai
dli
keawhore,i
magine
feel
ingl
ikethatwhensl
eepingwi
thyour
husband.Keo!Keo!Whydidyouhav
et osay
that
.
Him: Li
keawhatKeokopantswe?li
keawhore?
DoImakey oufeell
ikeawhor e?i
sthatt
he
reasonwhyyoulostint
eresti
nme?
Me: Wandil
e,i
tlookstomeli
keourmar ri
ageis
basedonsex .Sobecausewear enothav
ing
sex,yousuddenlyfeel
li
keI
'm pull
i
ngawayfrom
you.
Hi
m:Ican'
tbel
i
evey
ouj
ustsai
dthat
.Ican'
t
beli
evethatyouthinkt heonl
ythi
ngI'
m withyou
forissex,af
tereveryt
hi ngwe'
vebeenthr
ough.
FineKeo,stayawayf rom me,keeponpushing
meawaybecausey ougonnaendupl osi
ngme.
Me: Youwon'tbelosti
fyourl
oyal
tyl
ieswit
hme.
Ify
our eal
l
ylovemeWandi leyouwil
lper
sever
e
andstayfait
hful
tome.
Hel
ookedatmeandl
eftmei
nmyr
oom.
.
Me:Whati swrongwi t
hme?It hinkofthisand
dotheexactopposite.Honestl
y,Ihavelost
i
nteresti
nmenandsex .Ij
ustfeel br
okeninsi
de.
Ij
ustwantt obealoneandIcan'tbebecauseI
haveahusband.Whati sreal
lywr ongwithme?
Dr:Youar egoingthroughearlyst
agesof
depression.Ever
y t
hingthatyouhavegone
throughcanpushanyper sontoabreaki
ng
point.It
'sgoodthaty ouhavecomebefore
reachingthatpoint.
Her
eIam sitt
ingi
nmypsy chiat
ristoff
ice
hav
ingasessionwit
hher.Icouldn'tgoforarun,
i
nsteadIpr
eparedtocomeher eandher eIam.
Dr:Soyouhav elosti
nter
estiny ourhusband
andnolongerfindhim at
tract
ive.Howdoy ou
seeyoursel
finthemirror
?
Me:Honestl
y,Ihavelostint
eresti
nlooki
ngat
mysel
finami rr
or.Inolongerseethereasont
o
l
ookatmy sel
finthemi r
ror.
Dr
:Howdoy
ouf
eel
abouty
our
sel
f?
Me:If
eel
beaut
if
ulandsexy
,butIf
eel
usedt
oo.
If
eell
i
kemyhusbandisusi
ngme.
Dr
:Whatmakesy
ousayt
hat
?
Me: Ir
efusedt
ohav
esexwi
thhim andhe
becamemadatmeandsaidthatI
'
m gonna
l
osehim.
Dr:Isee.Don'
tyouthi
nkhesai dthatbecauseof
somet hi
ngdeepert
hant hat?Hehasbeenwi th
youfrom thever
ybeginningofyourlovestor
y.
Hewast herewheny ouweregoingthrough
courttr
ials,hewastherewheny ouwepr egnant
andgav ebi rt
htotwi
ns.Hewasbyy ourbedside
wheny ouwer esi
ckinhospi
tal.Don'
tyouthink
thathewoul dhav
eleftyoualongtimeagoi f
yourmar riagewasbasedonsex?Orusi ngy ou
forsex,li
key ousay?
Me:
Hewoul
dhav
e.NowIf
eel
stupi
d.
Dr
:Vel
eoset
shupi
tiKeo(
youar
est
upi
d)!
Me:
Fot
shekSf
ebe(
pissof
fbi
tch)
Webothl
aughed.Kel
etsoi
sonet
wist
ed
psy
chi
atr
ist
.
Dr:Onaser iousnotethoughfri
end,profession
aside,Yourhusbandl ovesyou,andy oulove
him.Letmegi veyouanexcerci
se.Wr i
tedown
Everythingy ouandthekingwentthrough, and
asky ourselfifheisworthfi
ghti
ngfor.Ifheis,
thenfriendf i
ghtforyourmarri
age,andifhe
i
sn'tthenl etgo.ButIbeli
eveinyourlove.Sogo
backt oy ourhusbandandkneel beforehim and
j
ustpouryourhear
ttoyourman,andgivehi
m
hisvi
jay
jay
,it
snotyour
sphela,i
t'
shis.When
yougetmarri
edyougiv
e'I'upf
or'we',
'me'f
or
'
us'.
Me:
Okay
!Ihav
ehear
dyou!
Dr:Anddon'
tst
oppray
ing.Beapr
ayerwar
ri
or
l
ikeyouhaveal
waysbeen.
Me:Iwi
l
l.Thanky
ouf
orknocki
ngsomesense
i
ntome.
Dr
:Ev
ent houghi
twasn'
tphy
sical
itsf
ine,
you
ar
ewelcome.
Me:Youactual
lywant
edtobeatmeup?You
cr
azy,howdidyougettobeapsychol
ogi
st
wheny ouar
ethesecr
azy?
Dr:Theonlycurefordepressi
onisbeat
ingi
tout
ofyou!Depressi
oni sforwhit
epeopl
eonly,
not
ndakie(
blackpeople).
Me:
Aaah!t
hat
'sr
aci
st!
Dr
:Hai
man!Ohbyt
heway
,myhusbandandI
ar
erenewingourv
ows, y
ouar ei
nvi
ted,
soi
sthe
ki
ng.I
t'
snextweekSaturday
.YouknowwhereI
l
iv
e,sothati
sthevenue.
Me:
Iwi
l
lbet
her
e.
Dr:Nokidsal
l
owedwwar
egoi
ngt
ohav
eapor
n
sessi
ons.
Shesaidt
hatwithaser
iousf
ace.YohKel
etsoi
s
somethi
ngelse!
Me:
Kel
etso!Iwi
l
lseey
ouaty
ourweddi
ng.By
e.

.
Ileftherof
fice.Ineededthatr
emi nder.Ther
eis
noneedf ormet owriteev
eryt
hingIwent
throughwithhi m.Idrovel
ikeamani acbackto
thepalace,Ijustwantedtoseemyhusband
beforeheleav esforanymeeti
ng.
IparkedmycarandwhenIgotoutoft
hecar,
hewaswalkingoutoft
hedoorwit
habriedcase,
Iguesshei
sgoingtotheof
fi
ce.Anyways,Ir
an
t
ohim andki
ssedhi
mli
kemyl
i
fedependedon
i
t.
Me: Baby ,I'
m sosor rythatItookyoufor
granted.I'm sorryforthepainIcausedy ou.I
wasst upi
danddumbt ohavepunishedy oufor
yourourbr ot
herssi ns.Ineedyoumyki ng,I
can'tsur v
ivewi t
houty ou.Tearswef al
l
ingf r
om
myey esasIwasbeggi ngmymanf or
forgi
veness.Hel ookedatmel ikeIwasacr azy
person.Ikneel edbef orehim andhestopedme.
Him: Baby
,don'tbesilkynow, youonlykneel
beforeGodnotamer emor talli
keme.Ihav e
forgi
venyou.Keokopant sweIl oveyouandItoo
cannotsurvi
veanythingwi thoutyou.Iwi
ll
alwaysbetheremyl ov e,f
orbet t
erorworse.
Me:I
'm sorry
,Ireall
yam.Pl
easedon'
tev
er
l
eav
eme, Ineedy ou.
Him:Baby
,calm down,
I'
m neverl
eaving,
I'
m
gonnabehereunti
lGodtakesmylif
e.
Ismi
l
edandweshar
edapassi
onat
eki
ss.
Me:Ican'
tlety
ougotot
heof f
ice,myengen
needsser
vicenow,
notl
aterbutnow!
Hewi
pedof
fmyt
ear
s.
Hi
m:Asmyqueenwi
shes.
Me:Gosh!Yousohoti
nsuit
!Damny ouare
f
uckenhot!Mypant
ydropsatyoursi
ght
.
Hebl
ushed.Heissocut
ewhenhebl
ushes,
why
di
dn'
tInot
icet
hatear
li
er.
Hi
m:Thati
sgonnamakemeser
vicet
hatengen
ev
enmore.Vi
rgi
nMar
y!
.
.
~Wandi
l
e~
.
Ifeelal
i
v eagai
n!I'
m bl
oodyfuckenaliv
e!What
asexsessionIhadwi t
hmywi fe.Wear eboth
exhaustedfrom r
idi
ngeachother.Iser
iousl
y
fel
tli
keal i
tt
lebit
chwhenshewentdownonme,
i
tal
way
sfeel
sli
ket
hef
ir
stt
ime.
Wesl eptunt
ilt
herewasaknockonourdoor.I
checkedthetime,23:
00!Oursexsessi
onbegan
at16:00andnowi t'
sel
even.ButI
'mtheki
ng,I
cansleepforaslongasIwant.
Ei
sht
hebl
oodydoori
sir
ri
tat
ing!
Me:
Whoi
sit
?
"Ngi
yamt
hat
hangoDecember
!"
Me:
thef
uck?Anel
e?
Hi
m:Yebo!Ar
eyouguy
sst
il
lal
i
ve?
Me:
Nowear
edead.Goawaymgodoy
i(f
ool
)!
Iheardhi m chuckl
e.Yer r
!Any waybacktomy
bed,myqueeni ssleepingsopeacef ul
ly,
Ifelt
herski nanditwascol d,that'
sodd,sheisnever
cold.Ifeltherneckforpul seandtherewas
nothing.Imustbedr eami ng,thi
scan'tbereal,
I
mustbedr eaming!Itr
iedwaki ngherup,butno
response, shewasn'twaki ngup.Igotupand
gotdr essedandwr appedherbodywi ththe
duvet,
Icall
edforhel
pasIunlockedmydoor.I
car
riedkeobri
dalsty
leandrusheddownst
airs
wit
hher ,
int
othecaranddroveoff.
Ican'tl
oseheraf t
erev eryt
hingwe'vebeen
through,wewer ejustfindi
ngeachot heragai
n.
OhLor dpleaseletherlive!Ineedher,our
babiesneedher .Wer eachedt hehospit
aland
theydoctorstookherf rom myar ms.Iwas
terri
fi
ed.
.
Anhourlat
er,
thedoct
orcameoutand
appr
oachedmeandmyhear tst
opped.
Me:
Howi
smywi
fedoc?
Dr:Wetri
edev
ery
thi
ngt
okeepherhear
t
beati
ng.
..
Ev
ery
thi
ngwentsil
ent,
Ifel
tli
keIwasi
na
dr
eam,Icoul
dn'
tbel
iev
ewhatIwasheari
ng.
Me:NO!NOOOO!NOOOO!SHECANNOTBE
DEADDOC!!SHECAN'
TBEDEAD!!
!
Ir
antothewar dshewasputinandIfel
tdead
whenIsawherl i
fel
essbody
.Ishookherto
wakeup,butshewasn'tmovi
ng.
Me:
KEO!
!KEO!
!WAKEUPKEO!
!
"
WANDILE!WANDI
LEWAKEUPYOUARE
DREAMI
NG!"
.
Iwokeupandgazeduponmymot her.Iwas
cover
edinsweatandconf
usedbyeveryt
hing.
Whereismywife?
Me:
mama,
wher
eisshe?Wher
eismywi
fe?
Mom:Sheisatt
hehospi
tal,wor
kingni
ghtshi
ft
.
Youdr
oppedherof
fat22:00.
Ilookedattheti
meandi t'
snow23: 00.Anele
camei nandmyhear tbeatfast,Ihaveaf eeli
ng
thatsomethingiswrongwithmywi fe.Ij
umped
offbedwi t
hjustaboxerandr andownst ai
rs,
tookmycarkey sandIwasof ftohospi tal,
I
needt oseemywi f
e.
.
Iar
ri
vedafewmi nutesl
aterandgetti
ngoffmy
car
,Iseetr
ail
sofbl oodandit'
ssuddenlyquiet
i
nthehospit
al,somet hi
ngisdefi
nit
elywrong.I
wentbacktomycarandt ookmygun, Anele
par
kedhiscarnextt omine,
Me:
Whatt
hef
uckar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?
Hi
m:Ibr
oughty
ousomecl
othes.
Iquickl
yputthem on,
thensuddenlygunshot
s
i
nsidehospit
al.OhGod!Keo!Itr
iedrunni
ngin
butAnelebl
ockedmyway
Hi
m:Wai
tbaf
o!Weneedbackup.
Me:
Backup?Mywi
fei
sfuckendy
ingi
nsi
de!
!
Ipushedhim asideandwal kedinthedoor ,
my
heartsankwhenIsawmywi feinapool of
bl
ood, Icouldn'
tbreat
h,i
tfeltl
ikemyhear thas
beenrippedof fmychest.Ikneeledbeforeher
wit
hdi sbel
ief.Ir
eachedherhandandshewas
sti
l
lalivebecausesheopenedherey es,Isi
ghed
wi
thr
eli
ef.
.
Afewmi nut
esl at
erpol
icewal
kedinandther
e
weregunshotswhileKeowasinmyarms.
ThugsinmyKi ngdom!Someoneisdari
ngme!
I
'm bey
ondpissed.
.
Theshotsstoppedandt hethugswer edead
andmywi feasat tendedto.Luckil
yShewas
shotontherightar m,butshelostalotofbl
ood.
I'
mjusthappyt hatsheisalive.ThankGodfor
warni
ngmet hroughadr eam.