WEDNESDAY WAS A HAPPY CHILD THEN SHE DISCOVERED PEOPLE:|.

I HATE HOW JUDGEMENTAL AND DOUBLE FACED THEY ARE WE ALL ARE THATS OUR NATURE.THEIR
ARENT MANY PEOPLE WHO WILL
LIKE SERIOUSLY LOVE YOU OR LIKE YOU.IT ALL STARTS WITH OUR NEED MAYBE THE NEED OF
HAVING A FRIEND,
A PERSON TO TALK TO,TO HAVE SOMEONE WE CAN BE VULNERABLE WITH. AND EVEN IF YOU
TRY,TRY TO LOVEONE FOR WHO THEY ARE,
TO NOT BE SELFISH,TIME WONT ALLOW THAT.WE ALWAYS THINK WE HAVE ENOUGH TIME BUT HEY
WAIT,TIME AND LIFE ARE COMPANIONS
AT THE END TIME IS NEVER ENOUGH IT WON'T WE NOT WHEN THINGS ARE GOING RIGHT
ATLEAST.IT'S TIME ITS ALWAYS THE DAMN TIME

IT WILL MAKE US GROW APART,FROM THE PEOPLE WE ONCE LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY AND
THOUGHT THAT "WE WILL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER
NO MATTER WHAT".LET ME TELL YOU IT'S ALL BULLSHIT.LIFE PROVES AT EVERY MOMENT THAT
AT THE END WE ARE MEANT TO BE ALONE
,ALWAYS WITH DIFFERENT PEOPLE, WE HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO LOVE,HOW TO LIVE WITH
THEM.THERE'S NO CHOICE BABY.
IT LEAVS US WITH THE WOE OF UNFINISHED STORIES,WHICH WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE
FINISHED;OR MAYBE THAT HOW THEY HAD
TO END.WE WOULD ALWAYS CRAVE FOR THEM AT SOME POINT OF OUR LIFE IT'S NOT THAT I
DONT WANT TO BE WITH THOSE PEOPLE
I SHARED THE MOST MEMORABLE MOMENTS OF MY LIFE BUT THAT SPARK,THAT SPARK IS LOST
SOMEWHERE AND I AM RUNNING AWAY FROM
IT ,AS IF IT'S MY FAULT.AS IF IT'S MY FAULT THAT I AM NOT PUTTING EFFORTS,MAYBE ITS
TRUE.BUT LIFE HAS A RULE ,
IT GOES ON.THINGS HAVE CHANGED,TIME HAS CHANGE SO DO I.I NO LONGER FIND THOSE
THINGS AMUSING THAT I ONCE DID
AND I CAN'T PRETEND THAT.
SOMETIMES,ALMOST EVERYTIME TBH WE HAVE TO LET GO THINGS,PEOPLE WHO WE LOVE,WE HAVE
TO GO ON NEW PATHS AND YOU CANT BE
ON TWO DIFFERENT PATHS AT THE SAME TIME.IF YOU TRY YOU WILL HURT YOURSELF.WE CAN
CHERISH THOSE MOMENTS THOSE PEOPLE
IN OUR MEMORY.THEY BECOME A DREAM A BEAUTIFUL UNFINISHED DREAM.AT THE SAME TIME WE
HAVE TO BE WITH NEW FACES,NEW
PERSONALITIES SO THAT WE CAN MAKE MEMORIES TO BE CHERISHED LATER IN TIME.WE CAN
NEVER LEAVE OUR PAST BEHIND .IT STICKS
WITH US LIKE OUR INNER LAYER OF SKIN.MAYBE YOU CANT SEE IT BUT IT IS THERE.IT
ALWAYS WILL BE .IT BECOMES THE PART OF
WHO WE ARE AND THE REASON WHY WE ARE LIKE US.IT CONTAINS ANSWERS OF OUR PRESENT,OUR
PAST.
SO MAKE FRIENDS ,LOVE PEOPLE FOR WHO THEY ARE,FOR HOW DIFFERENT THEY,BE
KIND,BEACUSE AT THIS POINT OF TIME,
MAYBE LOVE COULD CHANGE THEM.MAYBE.