S2

#1

Kim: does Manqoba know?

Me: no.
Nthato: who cares if he does?
Mbuyi: isn't he in Namibia?
Angie: yes. They are
Nthato: what he doesn't know won't kill him
Me: we not together so it really doesn't matter if he knows or not
Lora: you should all have fun
Me: oh trust me we will.
Lora: I think Cornet's children are adorable
Me: same here. Especially the little one Arabang..
Nthato: how old is she?
Me: 6
Nthato: and the other two?
Me: Nthabiseng is 16 and Tumisang is Ona's age
Kim: bring wine
Me: Kim!
Mbuyi: will you give up drinking already?
Angie: that is not going to happen and you know it.

We were having our "girl day" at Nthato's. Home facials and all

Mbuyi: when are you getting back with Manqoba?

Me: can we not talk about Manqoba?
Kim: surely you guys have hooked up.
Me: no Kim!
Nthato: Kim man! This person is clearly into this yummy Cornet.
Me: Mind you me.. We just friends.
Angie: he's quite a catch
Kim: how's he in bed?
Me: you should ask his baby mama
Mbuyi: you mean you haven't had sex with him?
Me: we friends. Not friends with benefits
Mbuyi: Kele, even after you broke up with Manqoba you still faithful to him?
Lora: love!
Me: you girls need To shut up
Angie: you going to give it up in Cape town?
Me: my goodness! Can we please talk about something else?
Nthato: your life's just too interesting!
Me: Yeah right.
Kim: So Tlotlo and I have set a date
Me: oh finally!
Nthato: we not as lucky as you!
Me: when's the big day?
Kim: after you give birth
Me: why?
Kim: Maid of honor?
Me: who said I can't be a maid of honor whilst pregnant?
Kim: Kele just be happy okay?
Me: okay fine!
Mbuyi: I can't wait.
Angie: Neither can I.
Lora: we'll probably have wine as a meal.

We laughed

Kim: Thats not a bad idea

Me: oh no. Don't even think about it Kim.

My phone rang.

Me: please pass me my phone.

Nthato: Ke Cornet
Me: Just pass it

She gave it to me. They looked at me as I stood up. Smiling like idiots.

Me: Hey. The kids okay?

Cornet: Yes. We actually having a great time.
Me: Sihle?
Cornet: you know your son talks a lot

They were at Gold reef City. Cornet was actually out with Sihle and Arabang, his 6 year old daughter.
Ona and his son Tumisang went ice-skating with Siya.

Me: having fun?

Cornet: I'll tell you all about it when I bring them back
Me: no problem..where's Nthabi?
Cornet: out with her friends.
Me: is she fine?
Cornet: I dont know she said she'd call you.
Me: I'll talk to her later. Have fun.
Cornet: Well thank you. Hope you relaxing.
Me: I'm with the girls.
Cornet: Kindly tell them to stop undressing me whenever they see me.

I giggled.

Me: I'll try.

Cornet: Thank you.
Me: Pleasure.
Cornet: Bye.
Me: Bye C

I hung up and went back to the girls.

Nthato: If Lutho's doing that then Confront him.

Mbuyi: That's rubbish
Kim: He needs to stop.
Lora: what do you think?
Me: oh me? I don't even know what you guys are talking about.
Kim: sex life has taken a slow mo.
Me: I feel like they should...

I got a text from Cornet that made me smile. "Promise to never take them out again. Maybe if you were
here?"

Kim: Kelebogile!
Me: oh sorry!
Mbuyi: what is it?
Me: nothing
Nthato: Cornet

Me: you know what Angie, talk to him about it. Maybe its really nothing.

Angie: right?

Me: yes.

We had a good time and I went back home. Ona and Tumisang came back a few minutes after

Me: how was ice-skating?

Tumi: fun Aunt Kele. You should come with next time.

Ona: how was your girl what what ma?

Me: Fun as well.

Ona: I'm glad you had fun. We going to play games okay?

Me: you dont want anything to eat?

Tumi: I'm fine

Ona: I'm fine too.

Me: okay then.

They went to play their games while I found something to munch on. Mam'Flo was at church with Aunt
Dikano...night prayers.

Cornet: I said No Nthabiseng.

I opened the door.

Nthabi: dad we not dating

Cornet: I don't care

Nthabi: but dad...

Cornet: no.

Me: what's the problem now?

Sihle and Arabang were playing with Nthabi's tablet.

Me: you two, get in the house.

They got in. I stepped out and closed the door.

Me: okay what's up?

Nthabi: dad thinks I'm dating Nathan.

Me: are you?

Nthabi: no Aunt Kele. We just classmates

Cornet: classmates dont hug like that

Me: Cornet!

Nthabi: can I spend the night here?

Me: yes.

Nthabi: thank you

Cornet: you don't have any toiletry.

Me: I have extra toothbrushes and facecloths for guests

Cornet: you sure about this?

Me: absolutely.

He called Arabang and Tumi. I hugged them. Tumi took the car keys from his dad and went to the car
with Ara, Nthabi got into the house.

Me: I'll talk to her.

Cornet: thanks.
Me: you look tired
Cornet: you have no idea!
Me: go rest

Cornet: see you tomorrow?

Me: yes
Cornet: hope you packed and ready to go.
Me: almost.
Cornet: cool.

I hugged him and he left. Cornet's Kids lived with their mother in Johannesburg, he had them on
weekends if he was in Jhb and on holidays they went to Capetown to visit him there. We were actually
going to spend the 5 days the kids had left of their school holidays there. I went back inside.

Me: had fun?

Sihle: yes.

Me: what did you get me?

Sihle: nothing.

Me: oh okay. Where's Nthabi?

Sihle: in your bedroom.

Me: okay.
Ona was concentrating on his game. I went to the bedroom..

Me:what was that about?

Nthabi: dad saw me with Nathan at the mall when he came to fetch me.
Me: what's going on between you and Nathan.
Nthabi: we sort of like each other.
Me: sort of?
Nthabi: yes
Me: baby, you at a age where you going to want to date but restrain from it and focus on your studies.
Nthabi: I like him.
Me: there's nothing wrong with being just friends with him you know?
Nthabi: really?
Me: yeah. I don't want you making mistakes you'll later regret. I had Ona when I was 18, see I didn't
enjoy my youth years coz I had a baby to take care of.
Nthabi: but you made it.
Me: I did but some are not lucky enough. Don't disappoint me, your dad, your mum and most of all
don't disappoint yourself. Relationships are tedious and time consuming especially at your age. Just
focus on your studies okay?
Nthabi: okay.
Me: good. Find PJs you can wear in there
Nthabi: you so big. Will it fit?
Me: trust me, I'm only big coz I'm pregnant now, see me after I give birth.

She laughed.

Me: get something to sleep in

Nthabi: okay Aunt Kele. And thank you
Me: no problem.

I watched a movie with them then we went to sleep. The next morning, we finished off packing. We
were set to leave at 12:00 for Capetown

Sihle:do I look nice?

Me: you always look nice baby.
Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me: what do you want to eat?
Sihle: cornflakes
Me: okay then.

I went to the kitchen and my phone rang. Not an SA number.

Me: Manqoba, I'm really busy can we talk after 14:00?
Manqoba: Kele.
Me: please. I'm really busy.
 Manqoba: this is not going to take much of your time
Me: okay. Shoot.
Manqoba: Drop Ona and Sihle at my mum's before you go to your Cape town. I'll be in Johannesburg in
a few hours.
S2
#2

I hung up. I didn't even want to entertain him. He called a few times and I ignored it.

Me: Sihle!
Sihle: Kele.
Me: come eat.
Sihle: okay

He ran to the kitchen and ate. I called Nthabi and Ona to the kitchen

Me: you kids can make yourselves something to eat

Nthabi: you don't want anything?
Me: I'm okay
Nthabi: you sure?
Me: yes I'm sure baby.
Ona: tea?
Me: nope.
Ona: you need to eat
Me: I will eat.
Ona: okay ma.
Me: I promise

I went to the bedroom to tidy up. Cornet arrived with Arabang and Tumi.

Cornet: ready to go?

Me: yes
Cornet: you not suppose to fly.
Me: I'm 20 weeks pregnant.
Cornet: Kele, you like taking risks don't you?
Me: nothing's going to happen.
Cornet: you sure?
Me: yes.
Cornet: okay then.

We packed our bags into the seven seater and we went to the airport. When we finally landed the kids
were so excited. Sihle was over the moon.

Me: Can you relax?

Sihle: I want to go to the beach
Me: who told you there's a beach here?
Sihle: Tumi.

Nthabi: come here

They got along quite well.

Cornet: you kids can go to your rooms

Me: nice house
Cornet: thank you
Me: fancy
Cornet: not that fancy
Me: very fancy. Clifton I see!
Cornet: you know how we should roll
Me: you deserve it
Cornet: thank you.
Me: can you show me my room?
Cornet: of course

He Led me to My room. Beautiful view!

Cornet: you'll be comfortable in here?

Me: are you kidding?
Cornet: no
Me: I'll be more than comfortable in here
Cornet: I'll go get you something to drink
Me: Thank you.

He went out. Sihle came in his swimwear

Me: and now?

Sihle: We going to the beach.
Me: with who?
Nthabi: with Aunt Hilda
Me: Aunt Hilda?
Nthabi: the house keeper
Me: okay, where's Arabang?
Nthabi: bringing your drink.
Me: and the boys?
Nthabi: still getting changed
Me: okay have fun.
Nthabi: you not coming with?
Me: maybe Tomorrow, I'm tired
Nthabi: okay
Sihle: Kele
Me: Sihle.

Sihle: bye!
Me: bye baby.
Arabang: here you go Aunt Kele.
Me: thanks nana. Have fun.

Sihle was leading the pack.

Sihle: bye!
Me: bye.

The three of went out. Tumi and Ona came to see me before they left.

Tumi: you'll be fine?

Me: yes. Where's your dad?
Tumi: outside with the others
Me: okay.
Tumi: have fun in the house

I laughed.

Me: I will.

He left and Ona stayed.

Ona: how's he doing?

Me: he? What if its a she?
Ona: well I'll be happy. Can't deal with another Sihle in the house
Me: hoping its a girl as well.
Ona: I love you ma
Me: I love you too Ona
Ona: and I'm happy you came with us
Me: rather be with you guys.

He kissed my cheek and left. I stood up a few minutes later and went to the kitchen.

Cornet: thought you said you tired.

Me: well I'm hungry now
Cornet: bet you can't wait to give birth.
Me: you have no idea, I'm actually....
My phone rang. Manqoba was back in the country. He was using his original number. I looked at it.

Cornet: answer it. I'll make you something to eat

Me: thanks.

I moved from him

Me: Hey
Manqoba: they not here
Me: we in Cape town.
Manqoba: thought I asked you to bring them here.
Me: I didn't
Manqoba: Kelebogile you know what...
Me: you'll see them after 5 days okay? Let us be.

I hung up And went back to Cornet

Cornet: everything okay?

Me: no...Manqoba has issues
Cornet: let me guess...the fact that Ona and Sihle are here with me pisses him off?
Me: yeah
Cornet: I'd be pissed too.
Me: really?
Cornet: It's a guy thing.
Me: it sucks
Cornet: Actually girls are like that as well.
Me: well that's true
Cornet: who told him about this?
Me: must have been His sister. She wanted the kids to come over to her house for the holidays. Told
her about this trip. So she must have told him.
Cornet: you okay?
Me: I'm at peace.
Cornet: I'm glad

My phone rang again.

Me: excuse me
Cornet: sure.

I answered my phone.

Me: Kim!
Kim: how's Cape town?
Me: Its good actually.
Kim: having fun?
Me: sort of

Kim: how's Cornie doing?

Me: fine
Kim: really? Just fine?
Me: we'll talk later okay?
Kim: okay bye. Say hi to him
Me: okay.
Kim: Kele?
Me: Kimmy?
Kim: give it up girl.

She was teasing.

Me: shut up Kim!

She laughed then hung up.

Me: okay...Kim says hi.

Cornet: hi.

I smiled at him.

Cornet: You glowing

Me: I am?
Cornet: yes
Me: I'm happy.
Cornet: you do look happy.

When the kids came back they were very tired, they just ate, went to bath and went straight to bed. I
went to bath as well, Cornet was watching soccer

Me: goodnight.
Cornet: Night
Me: have fun watching your soccer.
Cornet: I will. No late night cravings?
Me: would like some ice-cream.
Cornet: I knew it. Come.

We went to the kitchen.

Me: I'm going to eat it all. You going to have to buy more
Cornet: do you mind sharing?
Me: no. Grab a spoon.

He grabbed a spoon and came to sit next to me.

Me: this is the last time

Cornet: you Sharing?
Me: yes.
Cornet: pregnant women though.
Me: hey be nice.
Cornet: I am nice.

Me: well that's true .

Cornet: Surprised you didnt argue.
Me: I'm not that bad.
Cornet: you think?
Me: yes. I am not
Cornet: if you say so..
Me: I do.

He looked at me.

Me: Whats wrong?

Cornet: he really let you go?
Me: yeah. And She really let you go?
Cornet: we let each other go.
Me: I see.

Our eyes looked And minutes later, for the first time, I kissed him. Dont know if it was the hormones but
it felt good. I stared at him.
Cornet: I need you in my life.
Me: you have me in your life.
Cornet: you know what I mean.
Me: I know what you mean.
Cornet: So?
Me: baby steps.
Cornet: what does that mean?
Me: means lets crawl before we walk.
Cornet: Kele,Does this mean you willing to give us a try?
Me: Maybe...I'll see you in the morning.
Cornet: ....
#3

I went to the bedroom and slept. The next few days were interesting.. When we dropped Nthabi, Ara
and Tumi at their mom's, they were very sad
Lucia: nice to meet you.
Me: nice to meet you too.
Lucia: would you like anything to drink?
Me: no I'm fine.
Lucia: your sons are very handsome.
Me: Thank you.

The kids were in the lounge with Cornet. In Lucia's house.

Lucia: He looks happy.

Me: who?
Lucia: Cornet.
Me: oh?
Lucia: happier than he was when we were together.
Me: I'm sorry about that.
Lucia: its okay. I couldn't handle him always being away you know? Maybe you are a much better and
stronger woman than I am. And we weren't compatible
Me: oh?
Lucia: yes. I wish you guys the best though.
Me: Thank you. You have lovely kids
Lucia: they adore you
Me: I adore them too

She was nice. Married again. Didn't get the chance to meet the hubby though. Cornet came to the
kitchen with Ona and Sihle

Cornet: thanks
Lucia: no problem.

He hugged her.

Lucia: bye boys

Ona: Bye Ma
Sihle: Bye Sis Lu.

She smiled at him.

Me: bye
Lucia: safe travels

I went to hug the 3.

Me: keep in touch.

Nthabi: I will.
Ara: Bye Aus'Kele
Me: bye Aus'Ara.
Tumi: bye Aunt Kele.
Me: bye boy

We got into the car and waved goodbye at them then left

Me: well that was nice

Cornet: meeting Lucia?
Me: no. Cape town.
Cornet: you still have your phone off?
Me: yes.
Cornet: you are something else babe

When we got to my place, Ona took the bags to the apartment with Sihle

Me: do you really have to go back to Cape town?

Cornet: yes. On Thursday though.
Me: that's day after tomorrow.
Cornet: baby I know
Me: you should move back here
Cornet: that's not a bad idea.
Me: I know.
Cornet: I'll think about it
Me: do that.
Cornet: I will. Go rest
Me: drive safely.
Cornet: I will.

He kissed my forehead.

Cornet: I love you

Me: love you too.
Cornet: bye
Me: bye

He got into his car and left. It was still 15:00. I was so so tired. I needed to sleep. Mam'Flo was going to
ask a lot of questions and I wasn't In the mood. I went up.

Me: feet off the couch Siphesihle

Sihle: why?
Me: coz I said so.
Sihle: why is your tummy so big?
 Me: I eat too much.
Sihle: okay stop eating too much.
Me: just get your feet off that couch.
Ona: Mam'Flo is not Here.
Me: huh?
Ona: she left a note. She's still at Granny's. She'll be back tomorrow or Thursday
Me: she deserves the break
Ona: I had fun
Me: Im glad you did..
Ona: Uncle Cornet is a nice guy.
Me: well then...
Ona: You dating now?
Me: aren't you still too young to be asking me such questions?
Ona: Son and mother? You said we should be friends ma. That I should feel free and ask if I feel like it
remember?
Me: okay.
Ona: so?
Me: we just friends
Ona: as long as you happy
Me: Thank you..
Ona: I hate seeing you cry
Me: I know you do. You should hate seeing me hungry too.
Ona: food?
Me: please
Ona: okay

He fixed me something to eat.

Sihle: I'm going back to sleep school tomorrow?

Me: yes.
Sihle: why?
Me: coz the teachers want you there and they like you
Sihle: Kele, tell them to not like me coz I don't like them.
Ona: you need the naps
Sihle: what are naps?
Me: you need to sleep.
Ona: you still young
Sihle: I want to come to your school.
Ona: okay forget it.
Me: wait till you older
Sihle: why?
Ona: coz mum said so.
He looked at him and kept quiet. He was scared of Ona in a way. He took the remote and switched on
the TV. When I switched my phone on I had a lot of missed calls. The girls! Oh my goodness! I called Lora
back first.

Lora: really?
Me: I'm sorry
Lora: Cape town was nice Ne?
Me: yeah.
Lora: even the pics on Cornet's Instagram tell a story
Me: oh my!
Lora: So we were with the "squad" over the weekend.
Me: That must have been Interesting
Lora: everyone was there besides you
Me: mm...
Lora: that's all you going to say?
Me: I have nothing else to say
Lora: And Manqoba looked lost without you
Me: Okay that's it. I was just calling to tell you that I'm back.
Lora: Okay I'll see you tomorrow
Me: okay cool. I'm only going back to work next week.
Lora: I'll come.
Me: bye friend.
Lora: Bye.

I hung up. Just before I could put my phone down, Kim called

Kim: Kelebogile!
Me; what Kim?
Kim: Tlotlo And I have been calling you
Me: I was about to call you back.
Kim: why was your phone off?
Me: holiday?
Kim: off for 4 days?
Me: yes.
Kim: Cornet must be doing something to you.
Me: no.
Kim: so?
Me: so what?
Kim: did you?
Me: no. Kim! We taking it slow.
Kim: that's not a bad thing
Me: I know.
Kim: Happiness friend.
Me: thanks.
Kim: I'll come and see you on the weekend.
Me: say hi to my kids for me.
Kim: I will.
Me: Bye Kimmy.
Kim: want to talk to your brother?
Me: no. He'll lecture me. I'd rather not.
Kim: okay then.
Me: bye
Kim: Bye.

She hung up. I went back to the lounge after the calls and watched TV with the boys. At 19:00, they
went to bath and went to bed. They were exhausted. So was I. I went to take a bath when I heard a
knock on the door. I grabbed my robe and went to get the door

Me: come on!

Manqoba: did I not ask you to drop them off at Dobsonville?
Me: my sons are sleeping. Do you mind?
Manqoba: Why you trying to replace me?
Me: replace you? Get over yourself!
Manqoba: I asked you to drop my sons off at Dobsonville and you defy Me?
Me: defy you? Manqoba don't piss Me off. O killjoy wena waitsi! So what if I took them to Cape town?
Manqoba: with your boyfriend?
Me: yes with my boyfriend! Did, done, dusted! Get over it!
Manqoba: you are rude as fuck!
Me: hey! Don't use that tone with me In my house! Go back to where you come from and get your
manners gathered!
Manqoba: Ona and Sihle are my kids too.
Me: Manqoba they deserve a good time.
Manqoba: oh and I wasn't going to give them that?
Me: you couldn't even tell them you going to Namibia. You couldn't even come say bye to them! Did
you even bother to come and see Ona's report? Perhaps congratulate him on his new trophies?
Manqoba: that's beside the point.
Me: point is...you only wanted to make yourself feel better by demanding that I bring them to
Dobsonville. Mad at yourself coz another guy took time off work to spend time with your kids. Your own
sons. Something you haven't done in months.
Manqoba: I spend time with my kids Kelebogile.
Me: oh? Saturdays only? Don't count the weekdays.
Manqoba: bona, I don't want my kids near your Cornet!
Me: well you going to have to get it in your head that I'm with Cornet and that they have a right to
know who's in their mother's life!
Manqoba: Kelebogile, listen and listen to Me carefully coz I ain't going to say this again...
Ona: Mum, what's going on?
#4
I looked at Manqoba then back at him..

Me: nothing go to bed.

Ona: mum.
Manqoba: listen to your mum boy.
Me: go back to bed baby.

He looked at me and reluctantly went to his bedroom

Me: out!
Manqoba: Kelebogile stop..
Me: Manqoba out!
Manqoba: fine!
Me: stop harassing me!

He went out and I closed the door behind him.

Ona: that wasn't nothing

He was back

Me: it was nothing.

Ona: why were you two fighting?
Me: we have our own differences
Ona: you and dad are always fighting .
Me: I know Ona. I'm sorry
Ona: Ma, why were you two fighting?
Me: don't worry about it. Just go to bed
Ona: ma I am..

My phone rang. Saved by it!

Me: please
Ona: okay.

He stood up and went to his bedroom.

Me: hey
Cornet: hey you good?
Me: yeah.
Cornet: you don't sound okay
Me: I'm just tired
Cornet: breakfast tomorrow?
Me: is there something you want to tell me?
Cornet: meaning?
Me: you don't do "breakfast"
Cornet: okay actually yeah
Me: I knew it
Cornet: I need to go back to Capetown tomorrow
Me: why?
Cornet: There's a situation there that needs me
Me: is it something serious?
Cornet: well yes.
Me: I understand
Cornet: so say 9?
Me: no problem.
Cornet: night
Me: nightie

I hung up. I felt disappointed. I went back to the bathroom to my relaxation mode and an hour later,
went to bed. The next morning, I prepared Ona and Sihle for school

Sihle: I have a right to say no

Me: no to what?
Sihle: to no sleeping.
Me: you going to school.
Sihle: Kele, I really don't want to go.
Ona: so who will look after you?
Sihle: Kele.
Ona: she's going to work..
Sihle: Kele you going to work?

He really didn't want to go. Really didn't. It actually broke my heart.

Me: no baby I'm not

Sihle: you see Ona?
Ona: mum?
Me: it's okay.
Ona: you sure?
Me: yes Ona, he's my son too.
Ona: switched at birth.
Me: hey!
Sihle: can I stay?
Me: yes you can.

He ran around the house jumping in joy and screaming!

Me: okay let's take Ona to school.

Sihle: Okay.
Me: hurry.
Sihle: I'm coming.

Ona locked the doors and we drove him to school.

Ona: mum, you sure you'll be fine with him?

Me: I was fine with you.
Ona: I wasn't this bad.
Me: you think?
Ona: okay maybe I was but Sihle..
Me: I can handle him.
Ona: Okay ma..

We got to his school.

Ona: have fun.

Me: I'll try
Sihle: bye Ona!
Ona: bye boy

He closed the door and we drove away

Sihle: where's Bafo?

Me: at work.
Sihle: why don't we live with him anymore?

I didn't know how to answer that so I just kept quiet

Sihle: Kele!
Me: I don't know boy.
Sihle: he must come live with us
Me: okay.
Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me: we almost home.

He spoke till we got home. I made him something to eat and went to bath.

Sihle: where are we going?

Me: out for breakfast.

Sihle: okay.
Me: how do I look?
Sihle: you look nice..
Me: thank you. Let's go.

I took my bag and locked the house once again.

Me: you think so?

Sihle: yes.
Me: but did you see them do that?
Sihle: no.
Me: then you can't accuse them of such
Sihle: when we sleeping, they search our bags

I laughed

Me: you really don't like school do you?

Sihle: no
Me: well you have to go to school.

We got to Wimpy. Cornet was waiting for us. Sihle ran to him while I walked to him.

Cornet: is that so?

Sihle: yes. So I'm not going back there
Me: told you already?
Cornet: Yes. You know how he is.

He pulled out a chair for me. And we ordered after 5 minutes. Sihle was in the play area

Cornet: your son is something else.

Me: tell me about it. So When will you come back this side?
Cornet: as soon as I seal that deal.
Me: hope it's soon.
Cornet: I'll make sure it is.

He called Sihle when the food arrived and we had our breakfast.

Me: maybe
Cornet: you like it?
Me: well I've always dreamt of it.
Cornet: really?
Me: yes. I think its very feasible and could bring in a lot of money.
Cornet: well that's true .

Me: not your kind of thing?

Cornet: no. You need to bring in different elements to it.
Me: well I have a few ideas..
Cornet: you always on top of your game
Me: I know right?

We settled the bill.

Me: you kidding?

Cornet: not at all.
Me: Uber really?.
Cornet: yes.
Me: oh wow!
Cornet: care to drive me to the airport?
Me: sure thing.

I passed him my car keys.

Cornet: ao?
Me: changed my mind about it.
Cornet: fine! I'll drive.
Me: You have no choice though

I shot a smile at him. He giggled, we got into the car and went to the airport. Sihle had Cornet's
earphones on.

Me: call Me when you land.

Cornet: I will. I miss you already.
Me: same here.

I hugged him and gave him a quick kiss. He then said bye to Sihle and he passed him his earphones and
phone. He walked towards The terminals and Sihle and I waved at him. We went back to the car and
drove back home.He was fast asleep when we got home. I put him down and Lora arrived 10-15 minutes
later.

Lora: you forgot?

Me: no I didnt
Lora: got us pizza
Me: thank you very much
Lora: you hungry?
Me: not really. I had breakfast with Cornet
Lora: you guys are serious?
Me: we taking it slow

Lora: Manqoba is not going to be pleased about this

Me: I told you I don't care
Lora: Kelebogile, you playing with fire
Me: Lora please!
Lora: Okay!
Me: I'm hungry now!
Lora: you had me there for a minute coz I know you always hungry.

I received a call from Manqoba's mum.

Lora: I'll go get the glasses

Me: okay

I answered my phone.

Me: Ma.
M's mum: Kele how are you?
Me: I'm good ma. How are you?
M's mum: not good. I miss my grandsons.
Me: I'll bring them over on Friday.
M's mum: thank you. Are you and the little one okay?
Me: we're fine ma.
M's mum: take care okay?
Me: I will.

I hung up and Lora poured us drinks and we ate

Lora: saturday Kele.

Me: I don't understand
Lora: Kamo will kill you .
Me: why?
Lora: It's his birthday.
Me: oh yeah!
Lora: Don't forget tuu.
Me: I Won't
Lora: we'll finally be complete. The weekend get together was not as nice.
Me: well I'm going to be there this time
Lora: good. Bye.
Me: bye friend.

She got into her car and left. At 14:30, I woke Sihle up so we could go fetch Ona from school.

Sihle: we went for breakfast.

Ona: that's nice
Sihle: without you.
Ona: I know that.
Sihle: sorry Ne?
Ona: Okay
Sihle: next time.
Me: okay what's wrong with you?
Ona: I'm just tired
Me: really?
Ona: I failed my math test.
Me: failed your test?
Ona: yes.
Me: how much did you get?
Ona: 32
Me: out of?
Ona: 40.
Me: Ona really?
Ona: I had hoped I'd get more than that.
Me: do better On your next one okay?
Ona: Okay.
Me: now cheer up!
Ona: McD?
Me: okay let's go.

I made a u-turn and drove us to McDonald's. Ona went to get their food and I just ordered a Sundae. We
sat for a while just talking and laughing then went home After Sihle had enough from playing. On Friday,
I drove them to Dobsonville, Luckily, Mtho was around and not Manqoba's mother so thank The good
Lord. I went back home to have a quiet friday night and the next day, I went to look for Kamo's gift. I got
a call from Cornet as I was paying for it

Me: hey you.

Cornet: how are you?
Me: tired actually. You?
Cornet: missing you.
Me: I miss you too. Managed to seal the deal?
Cornet: yes. I'll be there on Monday
Me: glad to hear that.
Cornet: corrupting me aren't you?
Me: how so?
Cornet: You aware that you keeping me away from my business
Me: well that I wasn't aware of. Is it a bad thing?
Cornet: absolutely not.
Me: good then.
Cornet: Have fun at the party.
Me: I hope I do. Bye C.
Cornet: bye baby.
I hung up, paid and went home to look For something to wear. At around 13:30, I drove to Kamo's. The
guys were outside

Me: Hey y'all.

Lutho: hello.

Lungile: we missed you last week

Me: I missed you guys too.
Lungelo: really?
Me: yes I did. Where's Kamo?
Lungelo: bedroom.
Me: okay.

I quickly greeted the girls in the kitchen and went to Kamo.

Kamo: thank you.

Me: you like it?
Kamo: I love It.
Me: you can add it to your watch collection
Kamo: I will.

We went out of the bedroom, Manqoba was hugging the girls.

Kamo: you can't avoid him forever!

Me: wasn't planning to.
Kamo: good. Coz here he comes.
Manqoba: Kamo.
Kamo: hey.
Manqoba: you good?
Kamo: yes I am.
Manqoba: happy birthday
Kamo: thank you. I'll leave you guys to it

He left.

Me: not today please.

Manqoba: I don't want to fight you.
Me: okay what's up?

He passed me a note with an address and a name.

Me: Glenda? Who's that? Gynaecologist?
Manqoba: we have a meeting with her on Tuesday at 18:30.
Me: you not saying anything.
Manqoba: marriage counsellor. We have a session with her.
Me: what the hell? You telling me?
Manqoba: babe look...
Me: "babe?"
Manqoba: I don't want to argue with you. Just be there okay?
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I was heating up with rage.

Me: I'm about to fight with you.

Manqoba: not here remember?
Me: can you Leave me alone?
Manqoba: no.
Me: you know what! Fine! Come to my place after this. To iron things out?
Manqoba: cool.
Me: good.

I turned and went back to the kitchen.

Lora: you okay?

Me: absolutely. Need any help?
Kim: no. Just relax
Me: I'm not going to tell you about the Cape town trip Kim.
Nthato: she got you.
Angie: so Cornet?
Me: what about him?
Mbuyi: why didn't you bring him with?
Kim: you want Manqoba to kill him?
Me: he's in Capetown.
Kim: why?
Me: business Kim.
Nthato: so you two are dating now?
Me: yep.
Angie: you two...you know?
Me: okay I'm going to chill with the boys outside? Nice work ladies.
Nthato: Kelebogile!
Me: I love you all.

I took the snacks from the counter and went outside to the boys. Lungelo opened a camping chair for
me to sit on.

Lutho: want something to drink?

Me: nope. Im good thanks.
Boikanyo: how did this happen?
Me: how did what happen?
Tlotlo: you chilling with us
Me: bathong! Is it a crime?

Jabu: no.
Me: good. I want to chill with the boys today.

Lungile and Manqoba were with Kamo at the braai stand

Tlotlo: how was Cape town?

Me: fun.
Tlotlo: so fun you had to switch your phone off for four days?
Me: Can you not be big brother now?
Tlotlo: what you did was irresponsible
Me: Tlotlo... I'm not your child.
Lungelo: okay, mfethu don't piss her off!
Me: thank you! Just back off.
Lutho: can I talk to you?
Me: about?
Lutho: business.
Me: okay.

He helped me up and we moved away from them.

Me: how many buses do you need for your soccer team this time?
Lutho: none. Its about you..
Me: Lutho! Lutho! hai man! You know I like you dont mess it up.
Lutho: I know I should not mess with a 20 weeks old pregnant lady.
Me: yet here you are
Lutho: this thing of yours with Cornet doesnt sit well with Manqoba
Me: yeah so?
Lutho: and he is not one to talk.
Me: not one to talk? Even Sihle would stop talking
Lutho: okay okay sorry but he is miserable without you
Me: he looks fine to me
Lutho: he's not and you know it. Kele, you guys love each other.
Me: loved.
Lutho: love each other. Kele, please just one last chance and if he messes up again, I will not bother you
again..
Me: why though?
Lutho: for your kids. Your love. You guys have something special going on.
Me: can you leave now?
Lutho: just tell me you'll consider it!
Me: I'll consider it.
Lutho: thank you. God be with you and your stubbornness.
I laughed.

Me: he's always with us. Thank you very much.

Lutho: thanks for lending me your ear.
Me: sure thing.

My phone rang.

Me: excuse Me.

Lutho: sure

I answered my phone

Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile

Me: ma?
Aunt Dikano: "ma?" Is that all you can say. You haven't called me since you came back from Cape town.
Me: I've been busy I'm sorry.
Aunt Dikano: with what?
Me: the kids and everything else.
Aunt Dikano: I hope that includes fixing your marriage le Manqoba
Me: well I can't do that.
Aunt Dikano: can't do what?
Me: Ma, Manqoba and I are over. I've moved on.
Aunt Dikano: moved on to what?
Me: I'll come and see you tomorrow.
Aunt Dikano: you better, if you don't want any trouble.

I felt like a naughty teenage girl.

Me: okay ma.

I hung up. Food was served. We all sat down under the garden umbrellas.

Me: well it's about time!

Kamo: Kele Mara!
Me: I've beeeen waiting! We have beeen waiting. I hope it was worth the wait.
Lutho: see? This is what we missed last week.
Me: aowa mara truth be told, what's there not to miss?

They laughed.

Lutho: full of ourselves arent we?

Me: confidence brother L. Confidence.
He smiled and giggled.

Lungelo: we have to decide on where we going this December

Kim: locally?
Lungelo: I think so.
Nthato: Mpumalanga?
Mbuyi: that's a good one
Angie: Maybe Durban
Kamo: too packed in December
Lutho: Limpopo GE
Manqoba: too hot
Jabu: P.E?
Boikanyo: also packed.
Lora: you guys are indecisive
Lungile: let's just go to the Northwest
Manqoba: too dry. Not enough entertainment
Lutho: Kele? You usually have great suggestions
Me: Im blank.
Kamo: Cape town then!
Kim: yes! Where did you stay in Cape town Kele..
Me: Clifton.
Nthato: those houses are fancy
Tlotlo: this Cornet guy must be rolling in cash Ne?

I looked at him. Everyone kept quiet

Me: he is
Tlotlo: is that the only thing he's rolling in?
Lutho: Tlotlo Mfethu.
Me: You getting on my last nerve.

I lost my appetite right there and then. I stood up and went to the house. I put my plate down and drank
some water.

Lora: you okay?

Me: yeah
Lora: you sure?
Me: Tlotlo's a jerk.
Lora: I'm sorry
Me: its fine.
Lora: you know he likes Manqoba
Me: so where do I fit in, in that "like" he has for Manqoba?
Lora: Forgive him.
Me: well you know what? Fuck him!

Lora: come on Kele

Me: no I'm serious
Lora: so you not going to finish your food?
Me: no.
Lora: really?
Me: I'm not hungry anymore
Lora: finish your food Kele!
Me: Lora!
Lora: just finish your food

Kim and Mbuyi came in.

Kim: come back outside

Me: is Tlotlo gone?
Kim: no.
Mbuyi: you know him.
Kim: he's very provocative you know that.
Me: well I can't stand that
Lora: he's your brother you know?
Me: that's the unfortunate part. Im going to wash the dishes
Mbuyi: I'll help you with that

We went to the kitchen to wash the dishes that were there. Nthato and Angie came with the rest of the
plates to the kitchen. Lora and Kim were tidying up

Nthato: you and your brother are dramatic.

Me: really?
Nthato: very.
Me: so did you finally decide on a place?
Nthato: yes. Mpumalanga.
Me: that's nice
Mbuyi: doesn't sound convincing.
Me: I'm not going to be there.
Kim: coz of what Tlotlo said?
Me: no coz I'll be a mother to a 2 month year old baby.
Kim: Eish!
Me: see why?
Mbuyi: we'll leave her with Aunt Dikano.
Me: that's not going to happen.
Nthato: atleast you'll be with C.
Me: mm...don't start with me. Angie please pass that glass
She looked at me.
Me: are you okay?
Angie: why don't you ask Lutho to get it for you?
Kim: Hai wena and now?
Nthato: Angie keng?
Me: o-kay...what's up?
Angie: you already have 2 men in your life. What do you want from Lutho?
Me:...
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Kim: and now?

Me: Angie are you okay?.
Angie: Yes. You flirting with him
Me: Flirting? Is that your definition of flirting?
Lora: Angie don't you think you overreacting?
Angie: No I'm not.
Nthato: Well I think you are

I took a deep breath. What the hell was wrong with her?

Angie: there's no need to be a bitch you know?

Me: Bitch? Angie are you listening to yourself?
Angie: Of course I am. You need to stay away from Lutho
Me: I don't want Lutho! What can I possibly do le Lutho mara?
Angie: Can you just stay away?
Mbuyi: Can you keep your voice down?
Nthato: yeah calm down!

I looked at her shocked!

Angie: Just because your marriage is failing doesn't mean...

I slapped her! I was actually pissed now! She slapped me back and I pulled the front part of her weave
out. Kim quickly pulled me away from her and Lora pulled her away

Angie: Imma beat you up!

The boys were standing at the door. They looked like they had just ran in

Lora: Angie will you calm down?

Manqoba: Kelebogile what's going on?

I kept quiet.
Lutho: Angie? Kele? Will someone please answer the question?.
Kamo: Haibo Kelebogile! You pulled someone's weave out in my house and now you refuse to answer
our question?

I turned to take my bag.I was really pissed.

Me: I'll call you later

Lora: Cool

I left them still puzzled! I actually felt like crying, I got into my car and found myself driving to
Mam'Zodwa's.

Mam'Zo: who does he think he is mara Kele?

Me: I don't think he'd do that to you!.
Mam'Zo: he did. He cheated. Imagine! With Eunice!
Me: Eunice? the lady who practically is the shebeen Queen?.
Mam'Zodwa: Imagine!
Me: I'm sorry.

I said that laughing

Mam'Zo: who cheats on Zodwa mara Kele?

Me: Well...Nthate Mike is.
Mam'Zo: Hey wena!

She hit me playfully on my shoulder with the dish cloth

Me: But he loves you

Mam'Zo: he's sleeping on the stoep today
Me: Hao Mam'Zo!
Mam'Zo: I'm telling you!
Me: That's so cruel.
Mam'Zo: they must learn these men! You must never mess with a woman.

I laughed! Mam'Zo really cheered me up at times.

Me: I'm glad I'm not him.

Mam'Zo: sit down.
Me: I don't like where this going.
Mam'Zo: will you just sit down?
Me: Okay!

I pulled a chair out and sat down. She sat down across me.
Me: This is getting serious.
Mam'Zo: it is.
Me: O-kay!
Mam'Zo: you and Manqoba
Me: Mam'Zo please I don't...
Mam'Zo: just listen please
Me: Okay.
Mam'Zo: Kele, men mess up. Some more than others but they mess up, I've watched you and Manqoba
since you were 16, how you guys loved each other and watched you again when you two got back
together and rekindled your love
Me: Mam'Zo...
Mam'Zo: just listen.
Me: I'm sorry
Mam'Zo: You two can fix it though it may not be easy but I'm confident that you guys will. He loves you
and I know you love him too.
Me: But he has messed up so much!.
Mam'Zo: I know that. I do but if you could forgive me then you can forgive him too.

I looked at her.

Me: I'm hungry.

Mam'Zo: You trying to run away from this talk?
Me: no I'm really hungry.
Mam'Zo: find something to eat then.

I stood up and made myself a sandwich.

Mam'Zo: I'm serious Kelebogile,I was married to your dad for more than 25 years but that doesn't mean
it was perfect
Me: See, Dad didn't have a child with his mistresses!
Mam'Zo: but he had tons of them.
Me: Mam'Zo!
Mam'Zo: its marriage baby, but you need to work it out.
Me: really?
Mam'Zo: do you love him?
Me: I don't know. I'm with someone else now.
Mam'Zo: do you love him? What's his name?
Me: Cornet. I like/love him
Mam'Zo: Kele.
Me: I like him. He makes me happy. He makes me laugh.
Mam'Zo: And Manqoba?
Me: I don't know.
Mam'Zo: you still love him.
Me: can I eat now?
Mam'Zo: Just think about what I said okay?
Me: Okay.

I ate and we spoke about a lot of things.

Mam'Zo: you must come back.

Me: I will Mam'Zo.
Mam'Zo: with Sihle and Ona
Me: No problem. You ready for him to turn your house upside down again?
Mam'Zo: I adore Sihle.
Me: I'll bring them next time.
Mam'Zo: Okay safe travels
Me: Say hi to Nthate Mike for me
Mam'Zo: call him. You have his number

I laughed

Me: Anger will lead to heart failure. Bye Mam'Zo!

Mam'Zo: Bye baby.

I got into my car, connected the phone to the Car.

Mam'Zo: take care.

Me: Always.

I drove off. I got a call.

Me: Hello.
Lora: You okay?
Me: Yes I'm fine.
Lora: You sure?
Me: absolutely.
Lora: I'm sorry about what Angie said
Me: please dont tell me about Angie.
Lora: okay. Just checking up on you.
Me: You home safe?
Lora: Yeah. You? You sound like you going somewhere.
Me: I'm actually going back to the apartment now
Lora: Okay be safe
Me: I will.
Lora: Okay.
Me: I'll see you tomorrow.
Lora: Bye babe.
Me: Bye Friend.
I hung up and drove back to the apartment. I took my shoes off and sat down. I missed the boys. The
house was very quiet without them, after looking at Sihle's toy car, I called Ona's phone.

Ona: Ma you good?

Me: I'm fine. How are you?
Ona: I'm okay too.
Me: You really good?
Ona: Yes. I'm just tired
Me: Had a busy day?
Ona: went out with Lethu so we had quite a busy day
Me: Had fun?
Ona: All I know is, I’m never going to the movies with her again. I'm not into romcom.
Me: I'm sorry
Ona: are you fine?
Me: Yes, I am.
Ona: How was Uncle Kamo's party?
Me: it was okay.
Ona: I'm glad you had fun. Ma, Gran needs me to help her with something.
Me: Can I talk to Sihle?
Ona: Okay hold on.

He gave him the phone.

Sihle: I’m not coming back

Me: What? Why?
Sihle: I'm joking Kele. I miss you.
Me: really?
Sihle: Yes. We went to waters wild today.
Me: You had fun at wild waters?
Sihle: yes.
Me: I'm glad. I'll see you tomorrow okay?
Sihle: Okay Kele. Love you.
Me: I love you too my baby.

I heard a knock on the door and got up.

Sihle: Bye
Me: bye baby.

I hung up and opened the door.

Me: I'm not going to apologize for pulling her weave

He chuckled

Manqoba: I'm not here about that

Me: then?
Manqoba: Kele please.
Me: You here to fight with me?
Manqoba: You said I should come later remember?
Me: oh yeah. Come in.

He went to sit on the couch.

Me: Can I just start by saying...I'm not Ona or Sihle, you can't just order me around like that
Manqoba: I know please sit down.

I went to sit down next to him.

Manqoba: first of all, I'd like to admit that I'm a very stupid man!
Me: I totally agree with you!
Manqoba: And I know I've hurt you a lot.
Me: Tore me apart you mean?
Manqoba: and I'd like to put you back together.

Me: really?

Manqoba: Yes. Kele, I'm very sorry for everything I've done to you. I really am. And I know what I did is
unforgettable and unforgivable but I hope you forgive me. I don't want to lose you to another man. That
would kill me in fact its already killing me but I made my own bed right? Anyway, I just hope you think it
through. I'd really love to work this out.

I kept quiet

Manqoba: Just came to check up on you after that fight you had and to get that off my chest

Me: Thanks

Manqoba: take care.

Me: You too.

He stood up and went out. I closed the door behind him. I got a text from Corrnet.
"Missing you so much. Hope your day went well. Can't wait to see you on Monday. Dream about us-
sounds cheesy right?"

I replied and called Anthony...dad's lawyer now our business lawyer

Anthony: I'm not done
Me: I'm not calling about that
Anthony: Then?
Me: Ao Anthony mara?
Anthony: You never call.
Me: I called you 2 weeks ago
Anthony: Sounds serious. Which Is unlike you!
Me: Okay ..I need you to draw up some papers
Anthony: For which client now?
Me: Manqoba.
Anthony: I thought you had their business already.
Me: No Anth, I'd like you to draw up divorce papers
7

"I tried to make a home out of you but doors lead to trap doors, a stairway leads to nothing. Unknown
women wander the hallways at night. Where do you go when you go quiet? You remind me of my
father, a magician, able to exist in two places at once. In the tradition of men in my blood, you come
home at 3am and lie to me. What are you hiding? The past and future merge to meet us here. What
luck, what fucking curse"

I woke up to those words and shortly Beyonce's "Pray you catch me" came on. I had fallen asleep on the
couch. I slowly went to the bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I got out of that dress I had
on the day before and put a gown on. I was tired.

"Come out already baby"

I was talking to my unborn child. I went back to the kitchen to make myself a cup of tea and was not
looking forward to the day ahead. It was 10:30, when I checked the watch. I turned off the music and
tuned into Lesedi FM to listen to Ntate Thuso and Ntate Maine's Sunday show. How I loved it! I checked
my phone and had one missed call from Cornet. I went to sit down on the couch to listen carefully to the
sermon but was sad coz it was 30 minutes away from ending. It calmed me down and reminded me of
my mother. My oh so beautiful mother!. At 11:00, I tuned in to Metro FM. I was having a chilled
morning! Didn't want to be disturbed. I knew Aunt Dikano was going to bite my head off so I had to have
some part of the day going for me. I closed my eyes and put my head on the head rest.
Nthato: Kele open!
Me: Leave me alone!
Mbuyi: Kelebogile!
Kamo: open this damn door

I turned the radio off and unlocked the door.

Me: Don't you have children to look after?

Mbuyi: We came to see you
Me: I'm fine. Thanks. You can go now!
Nthato: Hai wena!

She got in.

Me: Shouldn't you be cooking for Jabu? And shouldn't you be cooking for Mandla?
Mbuyi: You are more important than them.
Kamo: Are you fine?
Me: I think I look fine.
Kamo: You can sure as hell pull a weave girl!
Me: Its still early Kamo please.
Mbuyi: Are you sure you fine?
Me: Yes. I need to go to Aunt Dikano's in a few so if you'll excuse me.
Nthato: You chasing us out of your house?
Me: I am simply trying to have...

My phone rang.

Me: Baby.
Cornet: hey you. You good?

They looked at me. I went out and left them inside.

Me: Feeling better this morning.

Cornet: You sick?
Me: No. The nausea is gone. I had a fight with one of the girls yesterday
Cornet: Physical?
Me: yep.
Cornet: Kele are you trying to lose your baby?
Me: She thinks I'm after her husband.
Cornet: why would she think that?
Me: I wish I knew apparently I'm flirting with him.
Cornet: I'm sorry.
Me: I sort of pulled her weave out.
He laughed.

Cornet: You did what?

Me: I feel bad.
Cornet: Remind me to not mess with you. You'll pull my bold head out mos.

I laughed.

Me: stop being silly.

Cornet: Have a great day okay?
Me: I will.
Cornet: say hi to the boys for me.
Me: I'll do just that.
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.

I hung up and went back in. They were making coffee.

Me: Do you guys mind?

Kamo: Mind what?
Me: Mind the fact that this is my house.
Nthato: you were outside so we thought we should just help ourselves.
Me: I told you I'm going to Aunt Dikano's
Nthato: and I am going with you there
Me: My goodness!
Kamo: How's Cornie?
Me: Fine .
Kamo: when is he coming?
Me: Tomorrow.
Nthato: I thought you fixing things with Manqoba.
Me: Just drink your coffee okay? I'm going to take a bath.

I went to the bathroom and took my bath. I got dressed and could hear them still talking and laughing in
the lounge. I took my car keys and bag.

Me: Let's go.

Kamo: Can't we stay here?
Me: No Mo. Come on!
Kamo: I'm coming here for a week.
Me: Come when Cornet goes back to Cape town.
Nthato: You sure you can handle this long distance relationship thing?
Me: We smart enough to make it work.
Mbuyi: Good luck little sis.
Me: Thank you.

I locked the doors. Mbuyi got into her car, she had to go back home. Kamo and Nthato got into mine. I
dropped Kamo off at his house and we went to Aunt Dikano's. Luckily, she had just come back from
church with Mam'Flora so we didn't have to wait.

Mam'Flo: how are the boys doing?

Me: still doing fine Mam'Flo. You having fun here?
Mam'Flo: a lot.
Me: I can see that. I'm glad you not just getting old and fragile.
Aunt Dikano: How was Cape town?
Me: Fun.
Aunt Dikano: when am I going to see this Corbet?
Me: Cornet ma.
Aunt Dikano: I don't care what his name is. Does he know you still married?
Me: Yes.
Aunt Dikano: Kele mara Keng ngwana Ke?
Me: I asked Anthony to draw up the divorce papers last night.

They all said "What" at the same time.

Me: Yes.
Mam'Flo: You sure about this?
Nthato: don't you think this is a bit extreme?
Me: No.
Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile...
Me: I've made up my mind.
Nthato: He loves you.
Me: Sometimes love is not enough. Please respect my decision. I tried you all saw that but I deserve to
be happy as well and right now, My happiness is with Cornet.

Nthato: I hope you won't regret making this decision.

Me: I don't think so.

Aunt Dikano was quiet.

Aunt Dikano: what happened to sitting down and talking things through?

Mam'Flo: exactly.

Me:like I said...My happiness comes first. I will not be in an unhappy home.

Nthato: you sure about this?

Me: one hundred percent.

Just then Sonwabo knocked. He greeted everyone and Nthato helped Aunt Dikano make a quick meal.

Sonwabo: walk?

Me: I'd love to.

Sonwabo: we'll be back.

Aunt Dikano: don't let her walk too much. Her feet will get swollen.

Sonwabo: Okay ma.

He took my hand.

Sonwabo: You sure about this?

Me: Yes.

Sonwabo: so you with another Big shot guy now?

Me: Why do you make it sound like I only go for guys who are big shots?

Sonwabo: I'm sorry but you seem to be attracted to them.

Me: They are attracted to me.

Sonwabo: Nice thing about it though is that you have your own business you see?

Me: Co-owner.

Sonwabo: Initially Owner till you decided to share it with your sister.

Me: I think she's doing a great job.

Sonwabo: Definitely. Great service you guys have

Me: You know how we roll.

Sonwabo: you smiling and glowing.

Me: I just feel like a heavy load has been lifted off my shoulders you know?

Sonwabo: how do you think the kids will take this?

Me: Ona knows we not together anymore. Sihle he's one "don't care" person. He asks though.

Sonwabo: all the best cuz

We got ice-cream from the garage and went back home to eat. I went to Lora's and at around 14:30, I
went to drop Nthato at her house and went back home with Mam'Flo.

Me: I'll make you some tea Mam'Flora.

Mam'Flo: thank you.
Me: No problem.
Mam'Flo: Want me to fetch the children?
Me: I'll fetch them Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: you look tired. You sure you want to fetch them?
Me: Yes. I need to see Manqoba's mum anyway. To tell her this face to face.
Mam'Flo: That makes perfect sense.
Me: I'm going to make your tea.

I went to make her tea and got a call from Lutho.

Me: You want Angie to kill me?

Lutho: Forget about Angie. Are you fine?
Me: yes I'm fine.
Lutho: Sorry about what happened yesterday okay?
Me: Its Cool. LT
Lutho: Sure thing.
Me: Bye.
Lutho: bye.

He hung up and I took the tea to Mam'Flo.

Me: Mam'Flo, would you like some biscuits?

Mam'Flo: Kele, I'm trying to lose weight.
Me: Really?
Mam'Flo: yes
Me: for what?

We heard a very loud knock!

Me: Will you chill? I'm coming.

I opened the door

"Kelebogile Sibiya?"
Me: Yes
"You are under arrest for assaulting Angie Maduna, you have the right to remain silent, anything you
say can and will be used in the court of law. You have a right to an attorney, if you cannot afford one,
the state will provide you with one if you desire"
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#8

Me: can't we just apply for bail?

Anthony: that might still leave you with a criminal record.
Me: can you just get me out of here please Anthony.
Anthony: what were you thinking?
Me: she provoked me
Anthony: fine! I'll do the best I can to make sure those charges against you are dropped. I'll make sure
you appear in court tomorrow
Me: tomorrow?
Anthony: yes.
Me: why not today?
Anthony: Coz my hands are tied today
Me: please go check on my kids. And please tell Manqoba to attend Ona's meeting tomorrow
Anthony: okay fine. Don't assault anyone in there.
Me: I won't. This place is horrible
Anthony: I'll get you out..
Me: okay..

I was taken back to the holding cell. I had already spent the night there. I couldn't get hold of Anthony
the day I was arrested so when I did on Monday morning, he came as soon as he could. I couldn't
believe this. I felt like dying in that cell, cockroaches kept going up and down the wall.

"Someone's here to see you".

I was so happy to see Cornet, actually he was the second person I called after I couldn't reach Anthony.

Cornet: you okay?

Me: no. I need to get out of here
Cornet: you will. Dont worry.
Me: when did you get here?
Cornet: a few minutes ago. I drove to Johannesburg after you called. There weren't any flights available
last night and I couldn't wait till this morning
Me: Thank you
Cornet: its okay. Can't believe your own friend did this to you
Me: clearly she's not a friend..
Cornet: I'm sorry baby..
Me: thanks for coming through.
Cornet: don't mention it.
Me: so who told you to shave your hair off?
Cornet: don't I look nice?
Me: I think these fuck boy haircuts look good on you
Cornet: trying to say I look ugly?
Me: never! Just ask first you know?
Cornet: noted.

He had to go.

Cornet: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

I was taken back to the cell. I couldn't even sleep. I couldn't wait for it to be morning, Anthony had
delivered.I took a deep breath after a lot of hours when the sun finally set and I saw the dark.

Anthony: there's no proof whatsoever Your honor so there is no reason to keep her here for a crime she
didn't commit or a crime there's no evidence for.

Cornet, Kim, Lora, Aunt Dikano, Kamo, Mbuyi and Mam'Flo were in court. My charges were dropped. I
hugged Anthony.

Me: Thank you.

Anthony: it’s my job. I'll make sure your record is clear

Me: thanks, Anth.

I went to hug Aunt Dikano first then hugged the rest of them.

Cornet: I'll come and see you later. Give you time to be with your family?

Me: okay.

Cornet: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

I looked at Angie who couldn't even look at me. I went to get into Kamo's car and we all drove to my
apartment.
Lora: you don't look horrible at all
Me: I feel horrible. Can we just get to my place already? I need to bath.
Kim: That Angie!
Me: its okay Kim.
Kamo: isn't she suppose to be your friend?
Me: clearly not.
Lora: Manqoba couldn't be in court coz he had to attend something at Ona's school.
Me: okay that I know.
Lora: You feel okay?
Me: I'm just tired
Lora: just get home, take a shower and sleep.
Me: I actually feel like those cockroaches are moving up my skin.
Mbuyi: Kele man.
Me: I'm telling you

When we got to my apartment, I went straight to the bathtub. Mam'Flo and Aunt Dikano were
preparing us a meal. I missed my sons so much. I wore my pyjamas and went to eat. I was with them for
about 3 hours

Me: Thanks guys.

Kamo: we are your friends.
Kim: That Angie! She must never set her foot in My house again.
Me: Kim.
Kim: No I'm serious.
Me: no need to hate her.
Kim: You don't?
Me: no.
Mbuyi: why not?
Me: I can't hate. I'll just let her be. If it makes her feel better than that's okay
Kim: you are really a better person than I am. I would have beaten her ass up after those charges were
dropped.
Me: My goodness Kim!
Kamo: I'm just glad you Here friend even though you irritate me at times

I laughed

Me: whatever. Bye.

Kamo: Bye babe.

I hugged them and they left.

Aunt Dikano: I'll come and see you tomorrow after work okay?
Me: okay ma. Bye
I hugged her too and she left.

Mam'Flo: I think you need to get Some sleep.

Me: The boys?
Mam'Flo: Manqoba said he'll fetch them from school today.
Me: Okay.
Mam'Flo: go sleep.

I went to sleep and woke up at around 7. The boys were not back yet. I took my phone and as I was
about to call Manqoba, Ona opened the door.

Ona: Mum!

He hugged me tightly.

Me: Hey baby.

Ona: You okay?
Me: I'm fine.
Ona: sit please

I sat on the couch.

Ona: You sure you fine?

Me: yes. Fine now that you're here
Ona: I missed you
Me: I missed you too baby.
Ona: Can't imagine my life without you.
Me: That's sweet. Same here. How was the meeting?
Ona: it was fine. I won't bore you with it.
Me: bore me with it? Where is your brother?
Ona: still coming up with Bafo. We stopped at the shops to get some things
Me: you not helping them?
Ona: nah. I couldn't wait to see you
Me: Momma's boy?
Ona: Always been. I missed you. Want a blanket?
Me: Yes please.
Ona: Okay.

He went to greet Mam'Flo in her bedroom and got me a blankie

Ona: want something to eat?

Me: No I'm fine.

I heard Sihle's voice. He came in with Manqoba.

Sihle: Hello Kele.

Me: Hey baby.

Sihle: How was jail?

Me: it was fine.

I bit my lower lip to stop myself from laughing.

Sihle: I missed you

Me: I missed you too. Who told him about jail?

Manqoba: we told him you went to visit someone in jail.

Me: oh!

Ona: you know how he is.

Me: I see.

Sihle: so did you buy me anything on your way back?

Me: there weren't any shops on my way back

Sihle: Okay.

Me: how was school?

Sihle: I don't know.

Me: you dont know?

Sihle: I told you I don't like school but you don't want to listen to me.

Me: okay fine! Just go take your bath okay?

Ona: I'm glad you back

Me: Its good to be back baby.

He got up from the couch and kissed my cheek. He took Sihle to the bathroom so they could bath.

Manqoba: You okay?

Me: Yes I'm fine.
Manqoba: Glad you back.
Me: thanks for attending Ona's meeting and fetching him again from school.
Manqoba: I'm his parent too. I'll leave you to it
Me: Thanks.
Manqoba: No need to thank Me Kele.
Me: bye.

He said bye to the boys and he left. I called Cornet to tell him that he should come in the morning coz I
wanted to spend time with the boys. I laughed so Much that night and they insisted on sleeping with
me. The next morning, I took them to school and Cornet came in at around 10am.

Cornet: Where's Mam'Flo?

Me: church.
Cornet: on a wednesday?
Me: you know how these old ladies are
Cornet: So I have a surprise for you
Me: Now?
Cornet: not really. I'll let you rest today.
Me: I dont like surprises.
Cornet: That I figured out but You going to love this one.
Me: Can't we go now?
Cornet: No.
Me: okay
Cornet: I have a meeting at 12:30. So I'm here to see for roughly two hours then I'll come back later
Me: Okay then.
Cornet: how are the boys doing?
Me: they are fine. You know how they are.
Cornet: talking too much and all?
Me: yep and The three?
Cornet: Arabang and Tumi are fine. Nthabi Is on some other level. I don't know what's wrong with her
Me: being a teen
Cornet: Tell me about it. Can't these kids just skip This phase?
Me: unfortunately not.
Cornet: That sucks.
Me: I know right?

We chilled and he left for His meeting at 12.

Me: Thank you Anth.

Anthony: Pleased?
Me: Yes. Thank you.
Anthony: no problem.
He had just delivered The divorce papers.

Anthony: bye. Please stay out of trouble

Me: okay fine. You make it sound as if I'm bad.
Anthony: the fact that you pulled someone's weave out. Who does that?
Me: Anthony. Thank you bye
Anthony: bye vele.

He left and I went to change my shoes, locked the house and drove to Midrand to Manqoba's offices

Me: Hey Val.

Valencia: hey Kele
Me: is he in?
Valencia: yes. You can go in..
Me: thank you.

Honestly He had done well for himself. I was proud of him. I made my way to his office and knocked..

Manqoba: shouldn't you be in bed resting?

Me: I've rested enough

I sat down on the couch and he joined me

Me: here you go

I passed him the envelope and he opened it

Manqoba: you divorcing me?

Me: I have to let you go. We not good for each other

Manqoba: not good for each other? Kele are you listening to yourself?

Me: yes

Manqoba: what happened to working it out? I know I did you wrong but...

Me: Manqoba please don't..

Manqoba: Kelebogile what can a guy do to show you that he's sorry? What do you want me to do? Tell
me then I'll do it. Anything to change your mind then.

Me: nothing. Manqoba please..

Manqoba: Kele I love you

Me: Please don't make this difficult

Manqoba: I'm sorry...

Me: please stop apologizing. I've forgiven you

He looked at me and took a deep breath.

Manqoba: you'll have to forgive me but I'm not going to sign these papers

Me: Le Zulu le Mara! Manqoba..

He looked at me and chuckled.

Me: You laughing.

Manqoba: You want something to drink?
Me: I need you to sign those papers.
Manqoba: told you baby...that's not going to happen. Had something to eat?
Me: no. Just sign those damn papers.
Manqoba: not going to happen.

He looked at them and tore them into four pieces, stood up and threw them in his bin. I was angry!

Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: don't scold at me like that!
Me: you are such a jerk!
Manqoba: I'm your jerk. Can't you just give me another chance?
Me: no!
Manqoba: do you even know this Cornet guy you dealing with?
Me: what I do know is he loves me and would never do anything to hurt me! Unlike someone I know.
Manqoba: Oh?
Me: Yes
Manqoba: Go play baby. You know where your heart is. Just dont let him have a taste of my cake.
Me: Go to hell!
Manqoba: I love you too. I'll come and see you later.
Me: Dont even bother!
Manqoba: Kele dont be like this.
Me: Manqoba fuck you really!

I got up, took my bag and car keys.

Manqoba: I'll walk you out

Me: I know my way out.
Manqoba: Im walking you out.

He walked behind me and we bumped into Lutho.

Me: Hey.
Lutho: Hey you good?
Me: I"m fine.
Lutho: Im very sorry...
Me: not your fault.
Lutho: I just got a call from Lungelo and he says we should all go for a couple's retreat to some lodge.
Bundu lodge or something.
Me: why do you guys like going out so much?
Lutho: Well beginning of the year we compiled a list of things we'd do since we didnt do much last year
as friends remember?
Me: yeah that I remember.
Lutho: Couples retreat was part of it. We'll call a meeting to discuss this.
Me: okay Lutho see you soon then.
Lutho: take care. Its always good to see you.

Manqoba took a file he had in his hand and walked me out.

Me: okay thanks bye.

Manqoba: bye baby.

I got into my car, still pissed at him and drove to Ona's school to fetch him.

Me: you look happy.

Ona: school's good ma.
Me: I take it you aced your test
Ona: you know me!
Me: well you should.
Ona: how are you and your girlfriend in the tummy doing today?
Me: you so sure it's a girl.
Ona: I'm praying Bout it ma.
Me: I see. You hungry?
Ona: yes.
Me: we'll stop somewhere after we get Sihle from school.
Ona: let's just act like you forgot to fetch him today. You'll see him tomorrow.

I laughed.

Me: stop it!

I drove to Sihle's crèche. He was in some mood

Ona: what's wrong?

Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me: Didn't you eat?

Sihle: no.
Me: why not?
Sihle: I don't like the food they give us there.
Ona: that's your problem then.
Me: Ona be nice.
Sihle: can we go eat?
Me: okay fine. We going now okay baby?
Sihle: okay.

We made our way to the mall to get them food.

Me: you fine now?

Sihle: yes. Can I go play now?
Ona: finish your food first.
Sihle: I'm full now.
Ona: Siphesihle finish your food.

I kept quiet.

Sihle: Kele, he's shouting at me

Me: well I dont know what to say.
Sihle: you going to let him do that to me?
Me: he's your older brother.
Ona: exactly. If you don't finish your food then you can't go play.
Sihle: okay.

He finished his food and went to the play area.

Me: good job.

I high-fived him.
Me: now you finish your food
Ona: are we in a hurry?
Me: no. But you said you hungry.
Ona: okay that's right. You not eating anything?
Me: I'm not so hungry
Ona: really?
Me: yes. So how was school?
Ona: well you asking me that for the second time now
Me: well I'm pregnant. I'm very forgetful.
Ona: Well school's fine. There's one girl who keeps eyeing me though.
Me: thought you said no dating.
Ona: she's not my type.
Me: really?
Ona: yes.
Me: so who is your type?
Ona: some girl named Stacy.
Me: white?
Ona: no black.
Me: so you interested in her coz you Sean and she's Stacy so now you want to be S&S?

He laughed

Ona: well that I didn't take note of but it's nice though
Me: just focus on your studies
Ona: I'm very focussed and she's smart as well.
Me: well that's good. So when do I get to see her?
Ona: ma, we just chill together during break.
Me: does she know you like her?
Ona: I think she liked me first but anyway
Me: you sound so sure about that.
Ona: mum, please take a good look at me.

I giggled.

Me: fine I get it.

Ona: Thank you.
Me: just don't lose focus. You still in primary school just by the way
Ona: I'm almost a teen ma
Me: well I get that. No player tendencies
Ona: okay.
Me: and good grades still.
Ona: ma! I heard you
Me: I hope you did coz I'm gon' beat that handsomeness out of you if they drop.
Ona: well I wouldn't even try to mess with you
Me: good. I'm glad we understand each other.

He finished eating and they decided they want to go see Lethu so I drove to Nox's

Nox: Im so glad to see you.

Me: sorry I didnt return your calls.
Nox: it's okay. You Must have been busy
Me: Hey Lethu
Lethu: Hello Aunt Kele.
Me: you good?
Lethu: I'm fine thanks.

They went to the TV room.

Nox: so I heard about your Angie issue

Me: who hasn't?
Nox: I'm sorry.
Me: it's okay.
Nox: You okay though?
Me: I am fine. It's been ages since we last sat down and spoke.
Nox: well you have been very busy.
Me: dealing with your brother's nonsense and all.
Nox: Manqoba's an ass.
Me: I'm glad someone agrees.
Nox: let's go out this weekend.
Me: to where?
Nox: movies
Me: well that sounds like a plan.
Nox: awesome.
Me: so what has been going on in your life?
Nox: well nothing much. Been fighting with mum.
Me: why?
Nox: she has issues really. She likes controlling my life
Me: Well that's how mothers are.
Nox: well she must stop it.
Me: You know what, appreciate her while she's still alive. Being without a mother is hard
Nox: you have Aunt Dikano
Me: True but sometimes you need a biological mother. Aunt Dikano made a great mother but you know
what I mean right?
Nox: I get it
Me: So what did she try to control now?
Nox: who is In my life or not.
Me: That's bad mos
Nox: Imagine!
Me: I'm sorry.

We spent time with them and went back home. I got a call from Cornet to tell me that he'll come at
around 20:30.

Sihle: I'm now hungry.

Me: again?
Sihle: yes
Me: okay fine. I'm sure Mam'Flo made food

Ona was doing something on his phone

Me: Ona open the door

Ona: sorry ma

He opened the door.

"Kelebogile, is this the time you should be coming home?"

I stopped and looked at her. Ona and Sihle looked at her then back at me.

Sihle: Kele, who's this?

Me: Ona take him to the bedroom.
Ona: okay ma

Ona greeted her and went to their bedroom. Mam'Flo was in hers coz I heard Sihle shouting her name.
Me: Mam'golo.
Aunt Moipone: Dumela le wena
Me: how are you?
Aunt Moipone: not fine. Sit down.
Me: who told you where I live?
Aunt Moipone: Leave that for tomorrow. What I want to know is aren't you suppose to be in your house
in Diepkloof?
Me: well Mam'golo...
Aunt Moipone: Dikano already told me when I called her yesterday
Me: mam'golo can you let me explain?
Aunt Moipone: No. Call Manqoba and tell him to come here. I'm here to fix this!
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"Father Lord, is there anything you can do to help? Please intervene, I need you now"

A silent prayer as I looked at her and felt like dying.

Aunt Moipone: Kelebogile!

Me: ma?
Aunt Moipone: call him.
Me: Manqoba is away.
Aunt Moipone: call him so he won't be away From you.
Me: I mean he's away on business.
Aunt Moipone: Kelebogile Katherine Sibiya! I was not born yesterday

Katherine? Did she really have to take it there? To my second name?

Me: okay

I took my phone out of my bag and headed outside

Aunt Moipone: hey! Call him here.

Me: there's no network here
Aunt Moipone: make sure you call him.
Me: okay.

I went out and called Cornet.

Me: you on your way here?

Cornet: I'm about to leave
Me: Dont come.
Cornet: why? Is everything fine?
Me: no. My Aunt's here
Cornet: so?
Me: she has a loose screw.
Cornet: ah! I see. See you in the morning?
Me: sure.
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.

I hung up and called Manqoba

Manqoba: MaSibiya
Me: can you come?
Manqoba: is everything fine?
Me: just come please.
Manqoba: see you in 20.

I hung up and went back in. She was now sniffing her snuff.

Aunt Moipone: did you call him?

Me: he is on his way. Does Aunt Dikano know you here?
Aunt Moipone: no she doesn't. I asked Nthato to fetch me at parkstation and drop me off here.

Well that explained Nthato's calls I didn't bother answering coz I thought she wanted to come over.

Me: do you want something to eat?

Aunt Moipone: I'm fine.
Me: I'm going to check up on my kids.
Aunt Moipone: okay. I'm going to sit here and wait for Manqoba.

I went into the bedroom.

Ona: she's back?

Me: yes.
Ona: she's the same granny who wanted me to go live with her?
Me: yes.
Sihle; Kele who's that?
Me: that's your grandmother.
Sihle: okay..when is she leaving?
Me: well she's leaving...I really don't know.
Sihle: where is she going to sleep?
Me: here.
Sihle: in our house?
Me: yes
Sihle: can't you take her back to where she comes from?
Me: no. Not now. Go bath. I'll bring your food okay?
Sihle: you letting me eat in the bedroom today?
Me: just for today. Make sure you dont spill okay?
Sihle: okay. I want to eat first
Me: Okay. Ona please take care of him. Leave Mam'Flo I'm sure she's tired
Ona: no problem ma.

I went to dish up for him then warmed up his food and took it to him. I went to the lounge. Manqoba
had not arrived yet. I looked at the text from Cornet. "Hope she doesn't bite. Hope she doesnt give you
any nightmares either. Can't wait to meet the Aunt with the loose screw"

I laughed. Aunt Moipone looked at me.

Aunt M: and then?

Me: nothing.
Aunt M: really? I hope it's not your new Boyfriend. Dikano told Me about him.
Me: I'm a grown woman!
Aunt M: So?
Me: so I can be with whoever I want to be with. I don't know why you came all the way here
Aunt M: Hey Kelebogile! Mind how you talk to me. Being pregnant doesn't mean you should be rude.
Helang! BaSwetsi ba kae?

I heard a knock on the door and got up to open.

Manqoba: you fine? Is the baby okay?

He put his hand on baby bump.

Me: we're fine.

Manqoba: the boys?
Me: both fine.
Aunt M: I'm not fine. Come in Manqoba.

He looked at me.

Manqoba: oh.

He said under his breath.

Me: Yeah.

He came in.

Manqoba: Aunt Moipone.

Aunt M: Dumela Sibiya.
Manqoba: can I go greet the boys first ma?
Aunt M: okay.

He went to greet his boys and Mam'Flo,came back with Sihle's plate. He went to put it the kitchen and
came to sit next to me.

Aunt M: I don't know why you guys are doing this to yourselves coz clearly you love each other.
Kelebogile, thats not how you solve issues and wena Manqoba you vowed to be faithful to her. Where in
the Bible have you ever heard them talk about Divorce?
Me: nowhere.
Aunt M: so?
Me: we can't be together anymore.
Aunt M: why?
Me: we've moved on.
Manqoba: you've moved on.
Aunt M: exactly! I'm aware that you both served each other with divorce papers.
Manqoba: that's true
Aunt M: and then?
Me: His friend burnt the ones he served me with and he tore mine .
Aunt M: good. Clearly the ancestors and God dont approve

Really? Whatever! Manqoba and I looked at each other and back at her.

Aunt M: you have children to consider Before making such decisions.

Me: So I should be in a cold home for the sake of my children? Don't I deserve to be happy?
Aunt M: last time I checked you were happy. Manqoba and Kelebogile, you need to fight this. At the
end of the day, love conquers all. I know he did you wrong but you love him and I'm very sure that he
loves you too or else he wouldn't be here.

I kept quiet.

Aunt M: I suggest that you guys talk about this. I'm not leaving till this is fixed

She stood up and went Mam'Flo. They were sharing a bedroom apparently.

Manqoba: Kele...
Me: I'm still pissed don't talk to me
Manqoba: okay. I was rude in the afternoon.
Me: Rude?
Manqoba: maybe rude is an understatement.
Me: That's right.
Manqoba: but Kele, surely there's still a place in you that is willing to give me another chance
Me: I'd like to go take a bath and sleep.

Just then Sihle came into lounge

Sihle: Bafo.
Manqoba: heita bafo.
Sihle: I don't want to go to that school.
Manqoba: why not?
Sihle: I really don't like it.
Me: Sihle stop it already!
Manqoba: maybe there is a problem baby.
Me: There is no problem. He's just being silly.
Ona: that's right ma. You going to school.

He sat on the couch and turned the TV on.

Sihle: I wasn't talking to you Ona

Ona: I'll kick you!
Manqoba: Ona!
Sihle sat on his dad's lap.

Manqoba: want to tell me what the real problem is?

Sihle: I want to go to another school.
Manqoba: why?
Sihle: they make us sleep, they hit us, they...
Ona: you lying. Mfethu, this kid is just spoilt. You going to that school. That's just it.
Sihle: Kele!
Me: Ona be nice to your little brother.
Manqoba: okay, we'll look for another school okay?
Sihle: okay.

He looked Happy.

Ona: I just hope this new kid is nothing like Sihle ma. Dad, mum and I were talking.
Manqoba: about?.
Ona: selling him on Olx.

Manqoba laughed.

Manqoba: forget it.

Ona: okay fine. I lose this time! Maybe we should choose a name.
Me: for?
Ona: your boy/girl.
Me: okay. Go get a pen and paper.
Sihle: you have a baby?
Me: yes.
Sihle: where is it?
Me: you'll see it Soon .
Sihle: okay.

Ona quickly Got a pen and paper

Manqoba: Sihle, would you like to start? Choose a name for your brother or sister
Sihle: okay, Goldie
Me: Goldie?
Sihle: yes.
Ona: no.
Sihle: Sophia?

We laughed.

Me: no baby.
Sihle: Elsa?
Me: nope.
Manqoba: names that begin with "S" or "O"
Sihle: okay. Olaf

Ona was laughing.

Me: Hey!
Ona: okay sorry.
Manqoba: we letting you choose since its the last kid
Ona: Okay. How about Sibongile?
Me: no.
Sihle: Siphiwe?
Me: jot that down.
Ona: Okay. Under boys' names?
Me: yes.
Ona: Oratile?
Me: That's a pretty name.

Ona was writing it down.

Ona: so let's say its a girl.

Me: yes?
Ona: Can't she have different initials?
Me: I guess that could work but would jinx the whole concept
Ona: Okay. So if it's a boy Siphiwe Olaf Sibiya?

We laughed.

Manqoba: no.
Ona: okay. And girl?
Me: Oratile. That's what you said right?
Sihle: Remofilwe
Manqoba: Thats a nice name.
Me: very nice actually. Looks like you'll have your way Ona. Choose the second Name
Ona: Olwethu?
Me: Pretty names.
Sihle: are we done?
Manqoba: yes I think so. Where do you want to go?
Sihle: I want to sleep.
Ona: okay. So if it's a boy, Siphiwe Sibiya right? I need to get it down.
Me: well we'll have to look for an "O" name
Ona: okay. I'll google names. And if its a girl, Remofilwe Olwethu Sibiya?
Me: Makes sense. Well done boys!
I high-fived them. Never figured naming would be fun.

Me: okay bed time.

They said bye to their dad and went to bed .

Me: bye.
Manqoba: still pissed?
Me: Manqoba bye.
Manqoba: okay. Sharp.
Me: drive safely.

He looked at me.

Manqoba: she still cares

Me: oh shut up Manqoba! Just leave.
Manqoba: fine!

He left. Aunt Moipone and Mam'Flo were chatting away in the bedroom. I went to take my bath and had
a early night. The next morning, I dropped Ona off at school. Sihle was on Strike so I left him with
Mam'Flo and Aunt Moipone. I went back home and took my bath.

Sihle: where are you going?

Me: I'm meeting up with Uncle Cornet. You want to come with?
Sihle: no. I'm staying here. I want to see look after our things.
Me: Look after our things?
Sihle: Yes. I don't want that grandmother to steal my toys

I laughed

Me: That's not going to happen. Don't worry. She's not a thief
Sihle: Okay
Me: so you coming?
Sihle: no. I'll stay here with Ona's PlayStation
Me: he'll kill you
Sihle: please don't tell him.
Me: Fine. Give my shoes.

He put my shoes on and I took my bag. I had told Cornet to wait outside. I was not in the mood gor
Moipone's Questions

Aunt M: and now?

Me: I'm going to meet up with Cornet
Aunt M: Kelebogile!
Me: Ma please! Not now. Sihle baby bye
Sihle: Bye Kele. Love you.
Aunt M: Hey Kelebogile!

Her voice frightened me! I opened the door and left.

Me: Hey!
Cornet: ready?

I kissed him

Me: I don't like surprises really.

Cornet: You'll like this one. How's your Aunt Doing?
Me: don't even ask. Let's go.

We got into the car

Cornet: don't say no.

Me: no to what?
Cornet: Just dont okay?
Me: Cornet..
Cornet: Can you please chill?
Me: okay.

He started driving, as we approached his surprise he blindedfolded me

Me: Please dont kill me..

Cornet: Ke go rata so Mara.
Me: Okay. Fine.
Cornet: We here.

He came to open my door and held my hand

Me: where are we?

Cornet: lady! Can you please keep quiet?
Me: Okay.fine! Shoot me for asking

He quickly spoke to someone and walked me and a few minutes later, he stopped me. He took the
blindfold off. There was a little picnic setup! We were at some guesthouse. It was beautiful!

Me: oh my goodness this place is so beautiful and the picnic setup...that's cute.
Cornet: sit down.
Me: Okay.
I reached for the strawberries.

Cornet: there you go!

He passed me a drink.

Cornet: you like this?

I looked around

Me: yeah
Cornet: good.

He passed me a small box from the basket.

Cornet: Coz You are the new owner of this guesthouse.
Me: WHAT?
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I stared at him.

Me: why?
Cornet: well you did say you wanted a guesthouse right?
Me: yeah but...
Cornet: well there you have it.
Me: I can't accept this.
Cornet: well I want you to.
Me: this is too much.
Cornet: No. Its not. Just accept it.
Me: can I think about it?
Cornet: well yes.
Me: Thanks.

The box had a key.

Cornet: That's your key to your office. And these here..

He took out an envelope.

Cornet:Are the Documents you need to sign.

Me: oh wow!
Cornet: and I know you hungry. So let's eat first then we can have a tour of your place.

He took out food from the basket. I was still surprised.

Me: Thanks
Cornet: you must be hungry.
Me: whose child are you?
Cornet: Pinkie Moloto's.
Me: my goodness!
Cornet: what's wrong?
Me: I don't know.
Cornet: Is it too much to digest?
Me: Well yes..
Cornet: I'm sorry.
Me: it's okay. The place is beautiful though.
Cornet: I'm glad you think so.

We finished eating and had a tour of the place

Me: stylish. This place must have cost you a fortune..

Cornet: I'm a good negotiator
Me: well then that's good to hear
Cornet: pleased?
Me: Well yes
Cornet: great then. Your office?

He led the way and I opened the door.

Me: This is beautiful!

He smiled at me.

Me: what's wrong?

Cornet: your smile gives me joy.
Me: you so cheesy.
Cornet: am I?
Me: yes.
Cornet: I'm sorry.
Me: its okay.

We went back to our spot after touring the place and had a relaxed afternoon. He dropped me off at the
apartment and I found Sihle sleeping. Ona was back from school busy with something on my laptop.

Me: Hey baby.

Ona: hello ma. How are you?
Me: I'm fine. What are you busy with?
Ona: Googling names.
Me: oh any luck?
Ona: not something I like.
Me: really?
Ona: Okay I like Onalenna.
Me: that's basically your name
Ona: Olebile?
Me: nope.
Ona: I don't know then.
Me: me too. Maybe Onthatile.
Ona: that's a nice name.
Me: or maybe we should make it an option to both.
Ona: So if its a girl, Remofilwe Onthatile Sibiya and if its a boy then Siphiwe Onthatile Sibiya?
Me: yes.

Ona: won't dad have a problem with you not having a Zulu name if its a girl?
Me: Okay how about we talk to him about it then?
Ona: Okay.
Me: good. Where is Mam'Flo and Aunt M?
Ona: balcony.
Me: Okay. Let me go greet them.
Ona: okay ma.

I stood up from the couch and went to greet them.

Aunt M: o kae Cornet?

Me: he went back home.
Aunt M: Kelebogile...
Me: Ma please!
Aunt M: I'm going to Dikano's for two nights. I'll be back to hear if you and Manqoba are progressing or
not.

I looked at her. My goodness!

Me: I'll drive you there.

Mam'Flo: that's okay.
Me: you taking the car?
Mam'Flo: yes.
Me: okay. Be safe.

I went to change and I heard them get ready.

Aunt M: Behave!
They left. I checked on Sihle who was still sleeping peacefully and Ona was still on the laptop. He had
headsets on now. I heard a knock.

Me: Hey!
Lora: Hey friend.
Me: how are you?
Lora: Should be asking you that.. I'm good.
Me: I'm good too. What's up?
Lora: thought I should come check up on you.

I sighed.

Lora: what's wrong?

Me: drink?

Ona looked up and took his sets off.

Ona: Hello Aunt Lora.

Lora: hello baby, how are you?
Ona: I'm fine. I'm going to the bedroom.
Me: okay baby.

He stood up and we watched him walk away.

Lora: Manqoba straight!

Me: tell me about it!
Lora: he's like a Manqoba Miniature.
Me: that I know. And he is very aware that he's handsome.
Lora: you going to have a problem.
Me: he knows I'm crazy anyway...

I passed her a drink.

Me: how's Boikanyo and the kids doing?

Lora: Don't even ask. I just need to get away for a weekend. You know? Go to the lodge and have some
free time without them being here.
Me: that can be organised. My treat
Lora: are you serious?
Me: yes. I need to get away too.
Lora: what now?
Me: Moipone's here
Lora: Yho!
Me: I know!
Lora: And how's that going? What is she doing Here?
Me: here to fix my marriage
Lora: Really?
Me: yep.
Lora: That's sort of good right?
Me: I thought you liked Cornet.
Lora: I like them both but I like Manqoba more.
Me: Oh wow!
Lora: seriously.
Me: well I'm with Cornet.
Lora: seems like you've made up your mind about it.
Me: very true ma'am.
Lora: how's Sihle doing?
Me: so we were naming the baby yesterday
Lora: without Manqoba?

Me: he was here.

Lora: that's Better.
Me: Sihle wanted us to name the baby, Sophia, Goldie, Elsa or Olaf.

Lora laughed. She almost choked on her drink.

Lora: can this child be better than the brothers please!

Me: my prayer every night.
Lora: some kids you have. Where is he?
Me: sleeping.
Lora: that's not like him.
Me: he didn't go to school today.
Lora: makes sense.

We spoke and she later left. Sihle was still asleep. Ona still on the laptop watching some sci-fi movie. I
started preparing dinner. I got a call from Cornet.

Cornet: hey.
Me: you good?
Cornet: just missing you. How are the boys doing?
Me: they are fine.
Cornet: and your aunt?
Me: she went to Aunt Dikano's. Maybe you should come over.
Cornet: you sure?
Me: yes.
Cornet: okay then. Want me to bring anything?
Me: Just your handsome self
Cornet: okay Ma'am.
Me: Thank you very much Sir
Cornet: I'll see you in a few
Me: Okay.

I hung up and continued cooking.

Sihle: hello Kele.

Me: hey baby.

He opened the fridge to take water.

Me: you okay?

Sihle: I'm fine.
Me: what's wrong?
Sihle: when is your aunt leaving?
Me: why?
Sihle: she took Ona's PlayStation to Mam'Flo's bedroom and made me sleep.
Me: really?
Sihle: yes. She must go or I'm going to Bafo.
Me: Okay.
Sihle: goodnight
Me: you going back to bed?
Sihle: yes.

He looked tired.

Me: okay goodnight

He went to their bedroom and 2 minutes later, he was back in bed. I looked at him for about 10 minutes
and he was sleeping again. Ona had fallen asleep on my bed. I switched the laptop off and took his sets
off. I went to check on the food now feeling disappointed coz I had made food for them and they were
now sleeping. Minutes later, I heard a knock on the door.

Me: hey.
Cornet: hey you.

I kissed him.

Cornet: didn't know you could Cook.

Me: there's a lot you don't know about me.
Cornet: well clearly. Where are the boys?
Me: Both sleeping.
Cornet: drugged them?
Me: no. Ona was drugged by some sci-fi movie he was watching and Sihle is still pissed by my Aunt.
Cornet: what kind of grandmother upsets her grandchildren?
Me: Moipone.
Cornet: I'm sorry.
Me: its fine. I'm about to dish up!
Cornet: well I can't wait to taste your food.
Me: you gon' love it.
Cornet: we'll see about that. Let me help you.

He took a spoon to help me

Me: you not suppose to wipe that off with your fingers so you can taste . You have no manners you
know?
Cornet: everyone does this. Its a black people thing
Me: oh shut up!
Cornet: trying to keep the spoon clean.
Me: there's water and dish liquid for that.
Cornet: no..are we really going to argue about this?
Me: no. We not arguing. We teaching each other manners

I heard another knock.

Cornet: we have someone else joining us?

Me: nope. That must be Nthato. She wants to know about Aunt Moipone.

I got the door.

Me: hi.
Manqoba: you okay?
Me: yeah why wouldn't I be?
Manqoba: I was just asking. Am I going to just stand here?
Me: what are you doing here?
Manqoba: what am l.. Babe give birth already. Its Wednesday remember?
Me: yeah so?
Manqoba: so I'm here to spend time with my children.
Me: you saw them yesterday.
Manqoba: Haibo Kele, don't bring the kids into our fight. I see them on Wednesdays mos. Keng?
Me: they are sleeping.
Manqoba: really?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: Kelebogile.

He stepped up and before I could block his way, he was already in.

Manqoba: since when do you keep my kids away from me? I really hope they not wit...
Cornet: I don't want to be shouted at by you so can you..
They interrupted each other's sentences. They looked at each other then back at me.
Me: The kids are sleeping. I told you.
Manqoba: MaSibiya, what on earth do you think you doing?
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Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: Kelebogile!
Me: the kids are sleeping. If you don't mind please leave.
Manqoba: Kelebogile...
Cornet: mjita you heard what she said.
Manqoba: I don't recall your name being Kelebogile. I'm talking to my wife.
Me: Fuck! Manqoba leave!
Manqoba: oh?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: Fine!
Me: good. Out!

He looked at me and walked towards the door.

Me: out!

He gave a sarcastic laugh and went out. He banged the door behind him

Me: I'm sorry.

Cornet: it's Okay. So you ready to eat?
Me: yes.

We ate. He didn't say anything about the Manqoba issue so I decided to let it go too.

Me: want more?

Cornet: would love more. You are a great cook.
Me: I try..
Cornet: we are a bit modest aren't we?
Me: not a bit. Very.
Cornet: I'll help you with those.
Me: thank you.

He took the glasses and I went to dish up more for him.

He finished eating then we washed the dishes.

Me: I'll see you tomorrow?

Cornet: yes. I need to head back to Cape town.
Me: why?
Cornet: babe work.
Me: told you to move here.
Cornet: well that's true but you know these things don't happen overnight.
Me: mm.
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.

I Kissed him and he left. I went to take a bath then heard Ona singing in the kitchen. He was up. I got
dressed in my robe and headed to the lounge.

Ona: the food's nice.

Me: you enjoying it?
Ona: yes ma'am.
Me: how's Stacy doing?
Ona; she wasn't at school today.
Me: why?
Ona: I don't know
Me: some boyfriend you are!
Ona: we not dating.
Me: still.
Ona: Ma! Wasn't dad suppose to come today?
Me: he was here.
Ona: then?
Me: I told him you sleeping.
Ona: could have just woken us up ma.
Me: I'm sorry. I'll take you to him tomorrow.
Ona: okay.
Me: you miss him?
Ona: yes.
Me: really?
Ona: and I miss our old house

I kept quiet.

Me: Finish your food..

Ona: Okay.
Me: then go take your bath then go to sleep.
Ona: yes mum.
Me: good. I'll be in my bedroom if you need me.
Ona: okay ma.

I stood up and went to the bedroom. I called Manqoba

Manqoba: Kelebogile..
Me: what time can I bring your sons to you?
Manqoba: oh?
Me: they miss you.
Manqoba: did you tell them that you kicked me out?
Me: Manqoba please tuu.
Manqoba: I'll fetch them at 17:30
Me: you taking them for the weekend?
Manqoba: I'm going to KZN on Friday so I'll take them with.
Me: KZN
Manqoba: yes. I have a family there remember?
Me: fine!
Manqoba: sure thing.
Me: bye.
Manqoba: night.

I hung up and read my book.

Ona: goodnight.
Me: did you bath?
Ona: I'm going now
Me: okay. Your dad's taking you guys to KZN
Ona: when?
Me: Friday I think.
Ona: well it should be fun.
Me: you'll get to see your cousins
Ona: Finally!
Me: bath now!
Ona: Okay ma!
Me: bye baby. Goodnight.
Ona: night ma.

He came to kiss my cheek and went to take his bath. I continued reading till I eventually fell asleep. The
next morning, I woke up and made Ona's lunchbox. Mam'Flo hadn't come back.

Ona: you going to school.

Sihle: no I'm not.
Me: Ona man! Leave him alone.

He had his gown on.

Sihle: you see?

Ona: Ma! He's missing out on his nursery rhymes and painting pictures.

I laughed.
Me: Just finish your food Onalerona and leave my son alone
Ona: you know I'm right?
Me: Just eat so we can take you to school.
Sihle: I want these shoes
Me: you want them?

He was showing me some puma sneakers from Ona's tablet.

Sihle: can you please buy them for me?

Me: your dad's coming to fetch you today. So you can ask him.
Ona: you not getting those.
Sihle: why?
Ona: coz I'm not going to have the same shoe as you.
Sihle: Kele!
Ona: leave Mum alone!
Me: go fetch your shoes Sihle.

He went to go get his slippers.

Me: you such a bad brother

Ona: I am?
Me: yes
Ona: I think I'm the best

I smiled at him.

Sihle: we can go now!

Me: good. Let's go boys.

Ona took his bag and I locked the house. We drove Ona to school.

Sihle: Bye Ona!

Ona: Bye Sihle.
Sihle: see you when you come back from school.
Ona: whatever bye
Me: cone on! Even when he's being nice?
Ona: no he's not. He just wants my PlayStation. No Sihle
Sihle: Ona please
Ona: no Sihle. Ma, buy him his own!
Sihle: but I can use yours
Ona: Sihle, if you dare touch it..
Me: Hey! Just go to school.
Ona: love you.
Me: Love you too baby!
Ona: love you boy!

He playfully hit Sihle's leg and got off the car. I drove us back home and made Sihle breakfast.

Sihle: I'm going to play with it

Me: Ona will kill you Sihle
Sihle: you around he won't.

I laughed.

Me: just this once

Sihle: you won't tell him?
Me: I don't want you dead so I wont.
Sihle: okay. Love you Kele.
Me: love you too Baby.

He went to play after eating and I tidied the house. Mam'Flo came back an hour later

Me: had fun?

Mam'Flo: yes and you?
Me: sort of. Is Aunt Moipone gone?
Mam'Flo: no. She's coming back tomorrow
Me: oh my goodness!
Mam'Flo: Kelebogile..

We heard a knock on the door.

Sihle: Kele someone's knocking.

Me: Go get it.
Sihle: Okay.

It was Cornet. He picked him up and greeted him. He then went back to the PlayStation. Cornet greeted
Mam'Flo and she excused herself

Me: Hey.
Cornet: hey you.
Me: you okay?
Cornet: yes. My flight leaves in about an hour so I decided to come say bye
Me: I'm going to miss you.
Cornet: I'm going to miss you too baby
Me: need me to accompany you?
Cornet: no. I'm good. Got someone driving me
Me: Okay
Cornet: well please walk me out
Me: okay.

I walked him to the car that was taking him to the airport. I kissed him.

Me: bye baby.

Cornet: bye baby.

He got into the car and left. I went back to the apartment, I chilled with Sihle then later went to fetch
Ona

Me: make sure you packed your shirt

Ona: its casual day tomorrow ma. I don't need a shirt
Me: okay fine. And pack..
Ona: a hoodie. Yes ma!
Me: good. Did you take your toothbrush?
Ona: Yes
Me: Okay.

I had packed Sihle's bag. He was very excited. At 17:30, Manqoba came to fetch them. I was so sad.

Sihle: love you Kele.

Me: Love you too baby.
Ona: Bye ma.
Me: Bye baby.
Manqoba: see you on Sunday
Me: safe travels
Manqoba: sure.

They left. On Friday, I had a very chilled day. On Saturday, I took Lora to her Spa treatment.

Lora: but what happened to bracelets and necklaces?

Me: Lora!
Lora: a guesthouse?
Me: yes
Lora: yho!
Me: what's wrong?
Lora: this guy is something else
Me: I know
Lora: so you taking it?
Me: no not yet.
Lora: just do a background check okay?
Me: I did
Lora: good
We had such a good day at the spa. Manqoba and his sons were having Fun in KZN. He had posted so
many pictures. All very Cute! I couldn't wait to see them. On Sunday, Mam'Flo obviously at church, I
took a bath, ate, chilled and went to Nthato's. She had summoned me.

Me: what did I do?

Nthato: so wena le Lora don't tell us when you go to spas?
Me: it was "us" time.
Nthato: oh Okay
Me: and besides, Lora was stressed you know?
Nthato: Okay cool. Aunt Moipone?

My phone rang.

Me: Kelebogile speaking hello.

"Hello Ma'am, I'm calling from Milpark hospital to let you know that your husband and sons were
involved in a car accident. Could be please.."

I hung up before she could complete her sentence. I told Nthato and she drove us to the hospital. Ona
and Manqoba were in the same ward. They were not that injured. Ona was sleeping though. I quickly
went to check up on him and went to Manqoba.

Me: are you two Okay?

He looked a bit disturbed. He didn't even answer my question.

Me: okay where's Sihle?
Manqoba: please sit down.
Me: No! Manqoba where is my son?
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Manqoba: the doctors are still busy with him. Please calm down.
Nthato: yeah Kele, calm down this is not good for the baby.

I looked at them. No one knew what was happening with my son and they wanted me to calm down? I
walked to Ona's bed and sat on the chair. Three minutes later, I was walking up and down the ward. I
was going crazy.

Manqoba: Babe you giving me a headache

I looked at him again.

Nthato: Kele!
Me: Keng?
I snapped.

Nthato: Calm down.

Me: I can't. I'm trying to calm down but...

Ona coughed. I quickly ran to his bed. He had woken up.

Ona: Ma.
Me: hey boy, how are you feeling?
Ona: I'm fine. Just have a headache. Where's Sihle?
Me: I don't know.
Ona: I'm sure he's fine.
Me: you think so?

He was the only person who could calm me down.

Ona: yes. Can you please give me water?

I got him a glass of water and he drank up.

Me: you not in pain?

Ona: no I'm fine. Hello Aunt Nthato.
Nthato: hello baby. You good?
Ona: I'm an ox
Nthato: that's true.
Me: you sure you not in pain?
Ona: ma yes. Stop stressing.
Manqoba: tell him boy.
Ona: its not good for him or her.
Me: okay fine.
Ona: please sit down.

I sat down

Nthato: oh?

She looked at Manqoba.

Manqoba: that's how it works.

Nthato: a bit unfair
Manqoba: true.
Me: keng?
Nthato: when we told you to sit you didn't. Ona must really have a strong effect on you.
Me: its a mother and son thing. You won't understand.

The doctor came in.

Nthato: how is he doing Doc?

Doc: he lost blood and was deprived of oxygen so he's currently in a coma.
Nthato: Coma?
Manqoba: will he be fine?
Doc: well the chances are slim.

I felt the room spinning. 'the chances are slim' really? I sat on the chair Nthato was sitting on and buried
my face in My hands. My eyes had tears.I felt my world coming to an end.

Doc: I'll keep you updated.

Nthato: thanks Doc.
Manqoba: hey, he'll be fine.

I looked at him and he squatted infront of me. He wiped my tears off with his thumbs

Manqoba: Don't cry.

Me: why does this always happen?
Manqoba: I'm sorry.

Nthato was with Ona. He looked like he was crying too.

Manqoba: Don't worry

Me: how can I not worry? That's My son in there
Manqoba: Kele, calm down.

I looked at him.

Manqoba: calm down please!

Me: you should go back to your bed.
Manqoba: you calm now?
Me: yeah.

He got back on his bed. They were just keeping them for one day anyway. I was so stressed. Ona was
sleeping again when I looked at his bed. Maybe that was His way to digest the news. Nthato was now
talking on the phone. I was looking at Ona sleeping.

Manqoba: I'm sorry.

Me: its not your Fault.
Manqoba: I should have tried to get away from the other car quicker
Me: accidents happen.
Manqoba: well I'm sorry
Me: stop saying that.

He kept quiet. Well we all did.Nthato and I went to the waiting room. Aunt Dikano, Aunt M and Lora
arrived. Kamo, Lungelo and Lutho arrived after them and Mbuyi sent an SMS to tell me that she'd come
later, she was in Krugersdorp.

Aunt M: how's he doing?

Me: I don't know. They won't allow us to see him I don't know why.
Aunt Dikano: he'll be fine.
Lutho: Ona and Manqoba?
Nthato; Second ward on your left
Lungelo: don't stress please.

They walked to the ward. Lora understood my pain. She just looked at me sympathetically. She
understood when to talk and when not to. She just sat next to me..soon Tlotlo and Kim were at the
hospital.Manqoba's mum and Nox arrived as well.

M's mum: how could he not be careful enough?

Me: please leave him alone ma. He's not okay.
M's Mum: Kele...
Me: and its not his fault. Accidents happen all the time.

We all kept quiet in the waiting room. Aunt Dikano, Aunt M and my Manqoba's mum went to the ward
Manqoba and Ona were in.

Lora: you sure you don't want anything to drink?

Me: I'm fine.
Lora: you need to eat.
Me: I'll be fine
Kamo: I'm getting you something to eat

I just looked at him and he and Nthato walked away from us. Lutho and Lungelo came back from the
ward and sat down opposite Lora and I.

Lutho: stressing about it? Sihle will pull through

Me: and if he doesn't?
Lungelo: leave no room for negative thoughts
Lutho: he's a young champ.
Lora: exactly.
Nox: They'll all be fine.
Me: I hope so. I can't lose my son.
Lora: you won't.
Kim was quiet. So was Tlotlo. I tried to change the topic.

Me: are you guys fine?

Kim: yes why?
Lora: coz we know you Kim.
Kim: we have been debating about the colors.

Phew! That was a relief. Something to get my mind off Sihle being in Coma.

Me: thats all?

Lutho: are you guys crazy?
Lora: well it sure as hell seems like it.
Kim: can we stress about Sihle now?
Lutho: I think the wedding topic will do.
Me: please
Lungelo: Orange and yellow
Kamo: or Blue and green.

I managed to giggle. We all laughed.

Lora: those are Great colors

Lutho: I agree.
Tlotlo: well maybe we should get a wedding planner.

I was still not talking to Tlotlo.

Lora: won't that be a bit expensive?

Kim: I'm planning my own wedding.
Tlotlo: then we won't stop fighting.
Kim: I'm planning my own wedding.
Lutho: good luck Tlotlo.
Tlotlo: I need it.
Lungelo: maybe we should look for ideas on the internet
Me: try Pinterest Kim.
Kim: I hadnt thought about that.
Me: try it.
Nthato: should work

They were with me for a while then they left except Aunt Dikano. I went to Ona's ward. He was still
sleeping. So was Manqoba.

Aunt Dikano: we can go see Sihle

Me: I'm not ready to see him.
Aunt Dikano: okay. I'm going.
Me: okay.

She went away. I sat on the chair. I really wanted to see Sihle but somehow I couldnt. Manqoba woke up
minutes later.

Manqoba: you still here?

Me: yes.
Manqoba: How's Sihle?
Me: I still havent seen him yet.
Manqoba: let's go.
Me: I dont think I can
Manqoba: come.

He got up from his bed and he took my hand, I stood up and we walked towards the ward Sihle was in.
Aunt Dikano came out.

Me: I can't.
Manqoba: I'll go in first then.
Me: Okay.

He went in.

Me: How's he?

She had tears in her eyes. She didn't even answer my question. She just walked to the bathroom. My
heart beat faster and I felt more tears in my eyes again. Minutes later, Manqoba came out and I had to
just put my brave on and went In. I literally felt my heart break when I saw his helpless self in that bed.
All those machines and pipes All over his tiny body. It reminded me of the time Ona was in hospital. I
went to sit next to his bed. I teared up again
Me: Baby, I'm pretty sure you can hear me. I need you to listen to me, I need you to fight. You need to
fight so I can smile again and laugh at your silly little self. Fight so you can make me whole again. I still
need you. Come back to your mother baby please!
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Manqoba: He will.

I looked behind him. He was standing at the door.

Manqoba: come!

I looked at Sihle and back at him. He was right. I wished I could do something but couldnt. I stood up and
kissed his hand then walked towards him.

Manqoba: you should go home and rest

Me: I don't want to.
Manqoba: can you please not be stubborn for a day please
Me: shouldn't I be telling you to rest?
Manqoba: then I guess we both should rest.
Me: fine.
Manqoba: you'll go home?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: okay good.
Me: where's Aunt Dikano?
Manqoba: in the waiting room. Moipone?
Me: she left with Nthato.
Manqoba: so you guys don't have transport?
Me: I'll use an uber and I'll call one for aunt Dikano too.
Manqoba: okay.
Me: bye.
Manqoba: take care please. I'll come and see you tomorrow.
Me: I'll fetch Ona tomorrow
Manqoba: okay

I looked at Sihle and left the ward. Aunt Dikano was In the waiting room when I called for ubers.

Aunt Dikano: you okay?

Me: I'll be fine.
Aunt Dikano: you sure?
Me: yes. Let's go

When we went out we found the ubers and I said goodbye to her. When I got home, Mam'Flo was
there.

Me: Mam'Flo
Mam'Flo: how are they?
Me: Manqoba and Ona are fine. Sihle...

I felt tears in my eyes but held them back.

Me: Sihle is in a coma.

Mam'Flo: he'll be fine. Don't worry.
Me: I'm going to take a nap then go back to the hospital
Mam'Flo: you should go tomorrow. You in no state to drice.

I remembered that I had left my car at Nthato's.

Me: my car's not here and I'm sure you won't want me to use the picanto
Mam'Flo: good. Sleep then
Me: okay Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Sihle will be fine.

I walked to the bedroom and got onto my bed. As I was about to put my head on, I got a call from
Cornet.

Me: hey
Cornet: how are you? You don't sound okay
Me: I'm not.
Cornet: what's wrong?
Me: Manqoba and the boys were involved in a car accident.
Cornet: are they fine?
Me: Manqoba and Ona are fine. Sihle is not.
Cornet: I should fly back.
Me: no you don't have to.
Cornet: I want to.
Me: take care of business that side.
Cornet: you sure?
Me: one hundred percent.
Cornet: Okay.
Me: bye
Cornet: bye baby.
Me: bye C
Cornet: take care. I love you
Me: I love you too.

I hung up and slept. I woke up at around 7 when I heard voices in the lounge. It was Nthato and
Sonwabo. I went to brush my teeth and wash my face then walked to the lounge.
Me: hi.
Sonwabo: hey little one
Me: I'm not that little anymore.
Sonwabo: you good?

I shook my head.

Sonwabo: Oh Sihle will be fine

Me: you all say that.
Sonwabo: then believe it.
Me: what are you doing here?
Sonwabo: we are here to check up on you
Me: really?
Nthato: and to bring your car back.
Me: oh thank you.
Nthato: have you had something to eat?
Me: I'm not hungry .
Mam'Flo: you need to eat. Your food is in the oven.
Me: I'll eat Mam'Flo

She looked at me and excused herself from us

Sonwabo: when is Ona coming home?

Me: tomorrow.
Sonwabo: that's good.
Me: I guess so.
Sonwabo: cheer up! I heard you have a new boyfriend
Me: who told you?
Sonwabo: Take a wild guess.
Me: Aunt Dikano
Sonwabo: nah.
Me: Manqoba?
Sonwabo: Moipone. And she is not happy about it.
Nthato: has she ever been happy about anything?
Me; that's a good question.
Sonwabo: she was happy about your wedding
Me: sort of
Nthato: she's been asking Jabu to pay the lobola already.
Me: Moipone!
Sonwabo: seems like I'm not the only person who she's putting under pressure
Me: you need to marry Zanele though
Sonwabo: Kele!
Me: I mean you have been with her for way too long!
Nthato; that's true
Sonwabo: 8 years is not a long time
Me: really?
Sonwabo: yes.
Nthato: you just silly.
Me: very Silly
Sonwabo: so you not going to work again?
Me: this is my third week not going to work
Sonwabo: but they understand right?
Me: yes but this is too much you know.
Sonwabo: understandable
Me: life keep on throwing me all these problems
Nthato: others have seen worse.
Sonwabo: that's true
Nthato: So don't worry about it
Me: okay.
Nthato: will see you tomorrow
Sonwabo: and please eat.
Me: I will.
Sonwabo: I love you okay?
Me: I love you too SoSo.
Nthato: when are you going to talk to Tlotlo?
Me: Nthato please chill.
Nthato: he's your brother you know?
Sonwabo: leave her
Me: thank you.

I walked them out and they got into Sonwabo's car and left. I went back up and I was suddenly hungry. I
went to get my food from the oven and sat on the couch. I really missed my sons but I tried to keep
negative thoughts away. About 30 I heard a door knock and got up to get it

Me: hey!
Cornet: hey.
Me: what are you doing here?
Cornet: I'm here for you
Me: you managed to get a flight?
Cornet: Connections
Me: I'm happy to see you.

I hugged him.

Cornet: the house feels really empty without the boys

Me: tell me about it.
Cornet: they'll be fine.
Me: I'm really happy you here
Cornet: though you wanted me to stay away?

I smiled.

Me: though I wanted you to stay away. You staying the night?
Cornet: you not suppose to be alone
Me: I'm not alone
Cornet: still staying the night
Me: Okay.

He greeted Mam'Flo in her bedroom and went to put his bag in my bedroom.

Me: you want something to eat?

Cornet: I'm fine
Me: you sure?
Cornet: yes baby I'm sure. Just sit down and relax
Me: Okay then

We watched TV and later went to sleep. The next morning. I was a lot better. Cornet was not in bed
though. I put on my robe, went to the bathroom to refreshen up and went to the kitchen.

Me: you can cook?

Cornet: I can fry. Morning.
Me: Hey

I kissed him. He was already dressed up

Cornet: eat, bath then we can go fetch Ona from the hospital
Me: okay.

He dished up for us then put Mam'Flo's food in the oven. I went to bath after eating and we told
Mam'Flo where we headed to. I got a call from Manqoba on my way to the hospital ..

Me: really?
Manqoba: yes so Lutho and I will drop him off at your place
Me: I'm making my way to the hospital now
Manqoba: is Mam'Flo around?
Me: yeah
Manqoba: okay you'll find him at home.
Me: bye.

I hung up

Cornet: and now?

Me: Apparently Manqoba's friend has fetched them from the hospital already so they currently making
their way to my apartment..
Cornet: okay. So we going to see Sihle?
Me: apparently so.
Cornet: okay then

We got to the hospital and went to see Sihle. He was still the way I saw him. I was broken again. It was
like taking a step forward and two back. We spent the entire week going to the hospital and on Friday
Cornet had to go back to Cape town. I made sure that he and Manqoba dont bump into each other and
cause drama. My friends were very supportive too.

Me: nothing's happening Manqoba. Maybe we should seek help somewhere else
Manqoba: can you stop stressing? This is one of the best hospitals in the country

We were in Sihle's ward on Saturday morning. Ona had refused to come with. He wasn't fine after
seeing his brother in the state he was in so I just Let him be.
Me: you sure?
Manqoba: yes. You need to go see a doctor.
Me: we're fine.
Manqoba: Kele, I dont want any complications with your pregnancy
Me: Can you please believe me?
Manqoba: remember what happened when you were pregnant with Sihle?
Me: Manqoba...

"Kele..."

We looked at each other then at him. His eyes were opening and closing.

Sihle: Dont...tell...Ona that

He opened his eyes and squeezed my hand which was in his

Sihle: that I was using his playstation.
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My baby was back! Manqoba quickly called the doctor and they dealt with him. I was so happy.

Manqoba: I told you not to worry

Me: I'm just glad I can smile again.
Manqoba: I'm really sorry
Me: you don't have to apologize. Its not your fault. I told you on Sunday
Manqoba: I really am.
Me: don't worry about it. He's fine now right?
Manqoba: true.
Me: good.

We went back to him.

Sihle: where's Ona?

Me: he's at home.
Sihle: will he shout at me?
Me: for what?
Sihle: he shouted at Me in KZN
Me: why?
Sihle: I went down to the river with Ndabezitha And the others.
Me: River? Manqoba?
Manqoba: I took them to Aunt Sinikiwe's.
Me: oh?
Manqoba: Kele hai man! You need to stop treating these boys like they made of glass
Me: ummmm...yeah they are. They are my Kids!
We were not arguing. It was cool tones

Manqoba: you are something else!

Me: So Ona did what baby?
Sihle: he was shouting at me. Kele, he must stop. I'm not his kid you know? I'm bafo's kid not his.

We laughed. Damn I missed my son

Me: I'll tell him.

Sihle: I'm hungry.
Manqoba: I'll go tell the nurses.
Me: Okay.

He went out.

Me: I'm glad you back baby.

Sihle: where was I?

I looked at him and smiled.

Me: Okay. You need anything else?

Sihle: those sneakers.
Me: your dad's coming back
Sihle: Why am I in hospital?
Me: you had an accident.

Understandable! Apparently he was sleeping when the accident happened.

Sihle: okay.
Me: yes. So about your sneakers talk to your dad.
Sihle: okay Kele.

Just then Manqoba came back.

Sihle: Bafo.
Manqoba: Bafo?
Sihle: I want some sneakers.
Me: want?
Sihle: can you please buy me sneakers?
Manqoba: what sneakers?
Sihle: Ona has a picture of the sneakers.
Manqoba: Okay. When you get out of here.
Sihle: Okay Bafo.
Manqoba: Deal?
Sihle: Deal.

We were with him for a while. He was Talking non stop. We left him sleeping

Manqoba: but if I have the cash why not?

Me: you spoil these kids way too much
Manqoba: Haibo Kelebogile.
Me: I'm serious.

We were at the parking lot.

Manqoba: and I'm serious too.

Me: Stop spoiling those kids.

He opened the passenger door.

Me: I'm driving.

Manqoba: what? You don't trust my driving anymore?
Me: I just don't want to be driven to other places I dont want to go to.

We had used his car to come to the hospital.

Manqoba: Fine.
Me: Keys!

He passed me the keys. I made my way to the driver's seat and he got into the car.

Manqoba: how's Cornet?

Me: really?
Manqoba: yes.
Me: you don't care.
Manqoba: true but I care about you.
Me: he's fine.
Manqoba: don't let him play "daddy" to my children.
Me: why would I do that?
Manqoba: I was just saying.
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: so you ready to be mother of six?
Me: you were ready to be a father to your side chick's kid right?
Manqoba: you had to go there.
Me: stay out of my personal life.
Manqoba: okay.
Me: good.
Manqoba: I just hope you know what you doing.
Me: you're a fine one to talk.
Manqoba: Kelebogile...
Me: how about we talk about something else?
Manqoba: okay.
Me: good. Let's talk about business.
Manqoba: we need more buses.
Me: how many?
Manqoba: Say about 6
Me: okay.
Manqoba: think you can manage?
Me: I understand that we women but that doesn't mean...
Manqoba: I'm sorry.
Me: good! How's that Tanzania deal going?
Manqoba: we got it.
Me: well done!
Manqoba: Thank you.

We got to the apartment.

Me: thanks for the ride.

Manqoba: I'm coming up to see Ona.

We got out of the car and went up. Ona was playing his games.

Me: hey baby.

Ona: Hey Ma. Mfethu
Manqoba: Bafo.
Ona: how's Sihle?
Me: he's up.
Ona: really?
Me: yes.
Ona: that's good news
Me: it is.
Ona: but now that means he's going to mess up my games again?
Manqoba: Come on Ona
Ona: Mfethu, that child
Me: can you please for once be nice?
Ona: ma, I'm very nice and you know it.
Me: to your little brother
Manqoba: he already snitched out on you
Ona: for shouting at him in KZN.
Me: he told me to tell you that he isn't your kid
Ona: when is he coming back?
Manqoba: what do you want to do to him?
Ona: I'm going to be nice to him.
Me: leave my son alone. Mam'Flo o kae?
Ona: taking a nap.
Me: okay.
Ona: she's not feeling well.
Me: really? I'll go check up on her

I stood up and went to Mam'Flo's bedroom.

Me: Mam'Flo
Mam'Flo: Kele.
Me: heard you not good
Mam'Flo: Im better now.
Me: what was wrong?1q1
Mam'Flo: My BP was high. Àaaaaqqq
Me: did you take your pills?
Mam'Flo: Yes Kele. How's Sihle today?
Me: He woke up today.
Mam'Flo: Oh praise the Lord!
Me: and he's still talks too much
Mam'Flo: I'm just glad he's back
Me: rest Mam'Flo. We'll go see him later.
Mam'Flo: Okay.
Me: do you need anything?
Mam'Flo: I'm fine.
Me: okay Mam'Flo.

I put a blanket over her body and went to the lounge. Ona and Manqoba were chatting away. They
didn't even see me

Ona: No Bafo. She's a great girl

Manqoba: just focus on your studies
Ona: She's as focused as I am.
Manqoba: keep it that way Mfethu.
Ona: the grades won't drop.
Manqoba: coz if they do your mum's going to kill you.
Me: Damn right I will.

They looked at me.

Ona: they Wont

Me: good.
Manqoba: I have to go.
Ona: I'll walk you out dad.
Manqoba: Okay boy. Bye Kele.
Me: bye.

He walked him out and when he came back, he went to sleep. I got a call from Kim.

Kim: really? Thats great. I'll see you at the hospital later then?
Me: Okay. How are the wedding plans going?
Kim: your brother is driving me crazy.
Me: Welcome to my world
Kim: now I know why you are mad at him
Me: Exactly!
Kim: I'll tell you all about it at the hospital waitsi Ne..

I heard a knock on the door. I was getting tired of these door knocks really!

Me: Kim. Someone's at the door. I'll call you later

Kim: Okay cool.
Me: Bye.
Kim: Bye babe.

I hung up and went to the door.

Me: and then? Manqoba doesn't live Here you lost. I'll call him to come pick you up.

I took my phone out.

Vuyiswa: Kele please... I just need to talk to you.
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I looked at her.

Vuyiswa: Please
Me: Fine..come in.

I opened the door so she could come in

Me: you can sit.

Vuyiswa: Thanks.
Me: something to drink?
Vuyiswa: water please
Me: okay.

I got her some water and sat down

Vuyiswa: nice apartment
Me: thanks so what can I do for you?
Vuyiswa: I'd like to apologise for causing a rift between you and Manqoba
Me: Oh?
Vuyiswa: Yes. When he was in Mpumalanga and I sort of spiked his drink
Me: really?
Vuyiswa: yes. I knew about you but I wanted to have everything you and Manqoba have.
Me: Had.
Vuyiswa: Yes. And I thought a baby is a great way to end it.
Me: you were right
Vuyiswa: I'm really sorry for causing you and your children so much pain.
Me: I'm over it
Vuyiswa: well I just wanted to say I'm sorry
Me: okay.
Vuyiswa: I really am sorry. And I hope you forgive him
Me: is there any thing else?
Vuyiswa: no. I just wanted to say that.
Me: okay.

She got up from the Couch and I opened the door so she could leave.

Vuyiswa: Thanks for your time.

I nodded and she went out. I closed the door after her and didn't know how to feel after that. I went to
check up on Ona who was sleeping and Mam'Flo. I got a call from Cornet.

Me: baby.
Cornet: my love. How are you?
Me: I'm okay you?
Cornet: I'm good
Me: well you don't sound good.
Cornet: okay I'm not. But how's Sihle?
Me: he's good. He woke up.
Cornet: that's great news baby
Me: I was lost without him.
Cornet: I'm glad he's back.
Me: me too. Why aren't you good?
Cornet: I need to go.
Me: go where?
Cornet: go to Seychelles
Me: on vacation?
Cornet: no. Business
Me: that's nice.
Cornet: let's go.
Me: bad idea
Cornet: it's only for the long weekend.
Me: the long weekend that's Two weeks from now?
Cornet: yes
Me: I'll have to get back to you.
Cornet: Okay baby.
Me: okay then
Cornet: I'll talk to you later
Me: bye.
Cornet: Bye baby.

I hung up and watched TV. I got a text message from Manqoba saying he'll pick us at 7 so we can go to
Sihle later on. I was thinking about Vuyiswa. Lord knows why. I decided to call Aunt Dikano

Aunt Dikano: he still talks too much

Me: I'm just glad he's back ma.
Aunt Dikano: me too baby. I was so happy when I saw him.
Me: You can stop crying now right?
Aunt Dikano: definitely.
Me: Where's aunt m?
Aunt Dikano: she's taking a nap. She's still very angry at you.
Me: I dont even want to see her.
Aunt Dikano: you have no choice. We going back to the hospital later on.
Me: Aunt Dikano will Make me give birth prematurely.
Aunt Dikano: she's fighting for you and Manqoba baby.
Me: Manqoba and I are over! How many times must I...?
Aunt Dikano: Hey Kelebogile! Don't talk to me like that!
Me: I'm sorry ma.
Aunt Dikano: good. We'll see you later.
Me: Okay ma.

She hung up. I watched some TV. I fell asleep on the couch and was woken up by Ona

Me: what's wrong?

Ona: Dad's here.
Me: where?
Ona: Kitchen.
Me: okay fine

I went to the bathroom. Mam'Flo was getting ready as well. I quickly brushed my teeth, washed my face
and took my bag.

Manqoba: hi.
Me: hey.
Manqoba: you good?
Me: I'm actually very hungry. I feel like peanut butter with polony and cheese
Manqoba: What?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: you want me to make you that?
Me: this is your child too you know?
Manqoba: and you sure that's what she wants to eat?
Me: Manqoba! And who said its a "she"?
Manqoba: Fine!

He made me my sandwich. He and Ona watched in awe.

Me: I'll slap you. Don't look at me like that

Ona: ma, are you sure this is what you want to eat?
Me: I'm eating it akere? Ona if you...
Ona: Yho ma! Sorry.
Me: get me something to drink.
Ona: coffee with lemon twist maybe?

I looked at him and we laughed

Manqoba: you don't want to live do you?

Me: I don't think he does.
Ona: I'll get you something ma.
Me: if you know what's good for you.

He got me Something to drink. I finished eating and we went to the hospital. Ona and Mam'Flo were so
happy to see Sihle.

Sihle: I stole it.

Ona: next time I'll kill you.
Sihle: Ona, I'm not your kid you know?
Ona: I don't care you know?
Sihle: Kele!
Me: I'm not getting involved.
Sihle: don't come back Here.
Ona: I'll kick you!
Sihle: I told Kele what you did to me in KZN!
Ona: great! I'll do it again.
Me: I'm stepping out. Can I talk to you?
Manqoba: Sure.

Manqoba and I stepped out.

Me: your girl came to see me!
Manqoba: my girl?
Me: Vuyiswa
Manqoba: are you serious?
Me: yep.
Manqoba: what does she want?
Me: she was here to confess apparently
Manqoba: oh?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: so what do you have to say?
Me: nothing. I just wanted you to know and keep her away.
Manqoba: she means no harm.
Me: I have my own trust issues and you know that so please
Manqoba: Kele..
Me: and who told her where I live?
Manqoba: see that I don't know
Me: just do what I asked you to do and another thing..
Manqoba: you have a lot of demands.
Me: I'm going to Seychelles in two weeks
Manqoba: work?
Me: the boys will come over to your place or should I leave them with Mam'Flo?
Manqoba: what are you going to do in Seychelles?
Me: Manqoba please!
Manqoba: you going with your boyfriend?
Me: basically.
Manqoba: Kelebogile do you...
Me: No! Don't make me fight with you here. Will you be able to take care of them or not?
Manqoba: I've never been incapable of taking care of my children.
Me: great then!

Aunt Dikano and Aunt Moipone walked towards us.

Manqoba: I hope you don't live to regret this

Me: keep your nose out of my personal life
Aunt Dikano: Dumelang
Me: Hello ma.
Aunt M: le kae?
Manqoba: we good thanks ma.
Aunt Dikano: who's in there?
Manqoba: Ona and Mam'Flo. I'll go in with you.
Aunt Dikano: Moipone?
Aunt M: I need to talk to Kele.

They walked in. I wondered what she wanted .

Me: Ma?
Aunt Moipone: You still haven't fixed your marriage?
Me: its unamendable
Aunt M: nothing is unammendable
Me: this is
Aunt M: Kele, how well do you know this Corbet of yours?
Me: Cornet ma. And all I know is that he loves me
Aunt M: ao? Okay. I'm leaving tomorrow. I hope you know what you doing.

She left me there standing alone. Days later, Sihle was discharged. Aunt Kim had decided to have a
intimate get together for him at my apartment. Manqoba and Ona were going to fetch him and the guys
were at the balcony.

Me: no Kim! Please stop that.

Lora: why do you insist on that?
Nthato: maybe they'll get it on in Seychelles.
Mbuyi: you girls are something else
Kim: he's already taken you away twice
Me: so?
Kim: so...I never thought you'd be so serious.
Me: Huh?
Nthato: she had a little hope that you and Manqoba would fix things
Kim: basically.
Me: okay. Not that Again.
Nthato: actually we all did.
Me: what you guys should be grateful for is the fact that you are still able to chill with the both of us.
Kim: that's not the same

Knock!

Lora: I'll get it.

Lora went to the door.

Nthato: maybe Ke Corbet.

Mbuyi: that would cause some conflict
Kim: world war 3 maybe?
Me: will you shut up?

Lora came back to the kitchen.

Kim: and then?
Nthato: what are you doing here?
 Angie: hey girls... Im here to apologise. I know I'm the last person you want to see Kele but I really miss
you all and I'd like to say I'm very sorry. Really I am.
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Kim: haibo!
Nthato: why now?
Me: Its okay Angie.
Kim: it is?
Nthato: she put you in jail
Me: I'm aware of that.
Kim: no you're not
Me: Well I forgive you.
Nthato: Wuu hai shame! Kelebogile!
Kim: You are something else.
Me: Angie...feel free to join us.
Lora: Yes. Its in the past now
Kim: Okay fine! But if you do that again.
Nthato: I'll kill you. Lutho is attractive but he's not Kele's type.
Mbuyi: Nthato!
Nthato: It's true
Angie: I know that. Jealousy just took over me.
Lora: well its in the past now really!
Nthato: Would you like something to drink?
Kim: She would. She looks thirsty.

We laughed.

Me: Stop drinking.

Kim: Answer your phone.

It was Cornet. I quickly answered my phone and went to my bedroom.

Me: Hey!
Cornet: Having a party?
Me: They decided to throw Sihle something.
Cornet: And I'm not invited?
Me: It was a last minute thing.
Cornet: I totally understand that babe.
Me: you good?
Cornet: Very busy but I'm pretty sure your voice will calm me down
Me: No rest for the wicked right?
Cornet: No. Praying I get some rest next week when we get to Seychelles.
Me: Don't worry.
Cornet: I'm not worried. If you by my side everything will be good.
Me: Exactly!

"Kele!"

Me: okay I need to go.

Cornet: Duty calls?
Me: Sihle just got Here.
Cornet: Talk to your later.
Me: I love you.
Cornet: I love you more baby.

I hung up and went to the lounge.

Me: Hey baby!

He ran into my arms.

Me: You missed me?

Sihle: Yes

I kissed him.

Nthato: Hey wena Sihle! Can't you see us here?

Sihle: No.
Kim: This kid is ungrateful waitsi. I'm taking my cake back.
Sihle: Is it Vanilla cake?
Kim: Yes.
Sihle: you can take it.

We laughed

Lutho: Kele, I hope that kid you carrying is nothing like these two!
Kamo: I'm praying hard about it.

They were all so very happy to see him. When Tlotlo came, he had a gift for Sihle.

Sihle: Thank you malume!

Tlotlo: No problem boy! Can I talk to you?
Me: Okay.

Sihle went to Ona who was the DJ for the day.

Me: what's up? You going to upset me again?

Tlotlo: Absolutely not.
Me: then?
Tlotlo: I haven't been a good brother to you in the past few weeks.
Me: I totally agree.
Tlotlo: and I'm sorry.
Me: Really?
Tlotlo: yes. I miss you.
Me: where's Tlotlo?
Tlotlo: Hai suka man! I'm serious
Me: I missed you too biggy.
Tlotlo: we good?
Me: yes.
Tlotlo: and Kele, all I'm trying to do is protect you.
Me: I don't need protection
Tlotlo: You always need a brother's protection
Me: okay fine. Don't upset me anymore.
Tlotlo: I said I won't.
Me: If you do...
Tlotlo: I won't.

We hugged each other.

Tlotlo: You getting fat by the way.

Me: You upsetting me again.
Tlotlo: I'm sorry.
Me: Go to your guys before I do something to you.
Tlotlo: Fine!
Me: Bye biggy!
Tlotlo: Bye little.

He went to the balcony.

Ona: Sihle hai man!

Sihle: Its my turn.
Ona: You'll ruin this. Sihle I'll beat you up!
Me: Hey! What's going on?
Sihle: he won't let me play something.
Ona: No. Go play your nursery rhymes or something.
Me: Ona!
Mbuyi: Is this what you deal with?
Me: welcome to my world! Ona, be a good brother for once. Let him play one song.
Ona: No ma. You know what...
Sihle: I'm going to tell dad
Me: No you wont! Sit down!
He sat on the couch.

Sihle: Kele...
Me: He'll let you play a song. Be nice to your brother Onalerona!
Ona: well I'll try. Be nice to me too Sihle.
Me: good. No get along!

Mbuyi and I went back to the girls. They were dishing up!

Kim: No Angie, you wrong. You cant do that.

Lora: I mean Kim's right you can't make that decision on your own.
Nthato: you'll get divorced wena shame!
Lora: what if he wants more kids?
Kim: You are doing Kele did.
Me: Tubal ligation?
Nthato: Yes.
Me: If you love Lutho and value your marriage. You'll talk to him about it.
Lora: see?
Angie: and If he doesn't understand.
Lora: then make him understand. As long as you don't keep him in the dark.

The "party" was fun. I was back at work on Monday, I actually missed it. Sihle was still at home and Ona
back at school.

Oba: Good to have you back Mrs Sibiya.

Me: Good to be back Oba.
Oba: Missed a lot.
Me: Oh that I know!
Oba: But don't worry. I'm sure Letti will help you.
Me: I'll take some work back home with me.
Oba: I'm pretty sure you'll get it done during the long weekend too.
Me: I hope so. Where is Letti by The way?
Oba: Working from home today.
Me: Okay then.
Oba: I'll leave you to it.
Me: Thank you.

He left my office and I got a call from Manqoba's mother

M's mum: MaSibiya.

Me: Hello ma.
M's mum: How are you?
Me: I'm good thanks and you ma?
M's mum: I'm okay. Can you please bring the boys over for the weekend?
Me: Manqoba is actually having them over ma but I'm sure you can talk to him.
M's mum: Okay baby. Take care okay?
Me: You too ma.

I hung up and I worked till late. Actually I only left the office at 21:30... I actually couldn't wait for
Thursday evening. When I got home the boys and Mam'Flo were sleeping. I took a bath and before I
could sleep, I looked at the papers of the guesthouse and finally signed them. The rest of the week was
busy. On Thursday, I dropped the kids off at Manqoba's.

Ona: Bye ma!

Me: bye babies. See you on Monday okay?
Ona: Okay.
Sihle: You leaving me behind again?
Me: Okay I'll take you somewhere next time.
Sihle: Okay bye.
Me: Bye Nana.

I kissed them and drove back home to park my car and called an Uber to get to the airport. Cornet was
waiting for me.

Me: I'm not late right?

Cornet: Nope. Hey baby.
Me: Hey how you?

I kissed him.

Cornet: good to see you.

Me: Good to see you too.
Cornet: ready?
Me: born ready.
Cornet: safe to fly?
Me: Yes. I had a check up with my doctor.
Cornet: Okay then let's go.

After 5hrs50 mins we finally arrived at Fregate Island Private hotel.

Me: well this is beautiful!

Cornet: I agree.
Me: been here before?
Cornet: Once or twice. I'm glad you like it.
Me: I'm glad I'm here.
Cornet: hungry?
Me: no.
Cornet: sure?
Me: Yes. I just want to chill on this island and enjoy the view.
Cornet: we can do that.

We could see the island from our patio. He got us something to drink.

Me: So I accept your gift.

Cornet: My gift?
Me: The guesthouse.
Cornet: Glad you do.
Me: Thank you.
Cornet: I know you'll probably make it the next big thing
Me: Oh I plan to.
Cornet: Kelebogile I really love you.
Me: I love you too.
Cornet: You all I want and I don't ever want to lose you.
Me: You won't.

We had a very nice time and the next morning, he had to prepare for his meeting.

Me: You need to stop stressing.

Cornet: you seem very confident.
Me: I have faith in you.
Cornet: room service right?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: and your spa treatment is in two hours.
Me: Spoilt?
Cornet: you deserve it. I love you
Me: I love you too.

I kissed him and he left. I ordered room service and got ready for my spa treatment. I was escorted to
the spa. I felt like I was in heaven!

"Juice?"

I opened my eyes and turned my head in the direction of the voice

Me: What the fuck? What are you doing here?
Manqoba: Here to make sure my wife and kid don't die in a foreign place. Hello MaSibiya.
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Me: please excuse us.

I was talking to the lady who was giving me my spa treatment. She got up and left us.

Me: are you crazy?

Manqoba: no.
Me: why are you here?
Manqoba: to protect you.
Me: From what exactly? You need to stay the hell away from me.
Manqoba: unfortunately that's impossible. You are the mother of my kids.
Me: the mother of your kids not something you can control.
Manqoba: I'm not controlling you.
Me: I told you to stop tracking me down! You think you own me!
Manqoba: no I don't.
Me: yes you do! Manqoba...we are not together anymore what I do is none of your business.
Manqoba: Kele, I want you to be happy.
Me: I am happy. You just spoiling it.
Manqoba: Cornet is not the guy for you.
Me: then let me decide that for myself.
Manqoba: Why are you so stubborn?
Me: why are you so annoying?
Manqoba: oh?
Me: yes. Leave me alone.
Manqoba: so much for loving you.
Me: just stay away from me
Manqoba: I'm done!
Me: good! Finally!
Manqoba: I hope you know what you doing.
Me: I believe I'm a grown woman with three kids.
Manqoba: I hope you don't get burnt.
Me: I hope you get on the next flight out and leave Me the hell alone.
Manqoba: you know what.. Fine! But if something happens to that kid you carrying, there'll be hell to
pay.
Me: Leave!
Manqoba: I hope you heard me
Me: Go to hell.

He got up and left. I was so pissed. I got up and went to change then headed back to our room. I was
very angry but calmed myself down coz I had to think of the baby. I decided to Skype Lora.

Lora: You having fun in Fregate island?

Me: oh yes!
Lora: you'll say hi to Cornet for him.
Me: he's still not back from his meeting
Lora: That man is a workaholic.
Me: tell me about it.
Lora: reminds Me of someone I know.
Me: who?
Lora: you!
 Me: I'm not a workaholic.
Lora: I haven't seen you in a week.
Me: well I've been trying to catch up at work.
Lora: see?
Me: Forget about that! How are the 3 B's?
Lora: They are all good. They drive me crazy
Me: I'm sorry.
Lora: I'll be fine.
Me: You will not believe what happened.
Lora: you got some?
Me: no Lora! You starting to sound like Kim now.
Lora: okay sorry. Go on.
Me: Manqoba flew to Seychelles.
Lora: he did what?
Me: Can you imagine?
Lora: why?
Me: he thinks Cornet is up to something.
Lora: something like what exactly?
Me: I have no idea. He just showed up and said he's here to protect his wife and kid
Lora: Manqoba's love for you is genuine.
Me: no. He's possessive.
Lora: Kele, he cares
Me: no Lorato. He must leave me the hell alone.
Lora: don't get so worked up!
Me: this needs to stop
Lora: so what did you do?
Me: we ended up fighting. I told him to go to hell.
Lora: Kelebogile!
Me: that's exactly where he belongs
Lora: he's still your husband
Me: only coz he refused to sign the divorce papers. Maybe if you talk to him and tell him to stay away
from me he'll listen.
Lora: Kele, you know you have my support in all you do but you know deep down in my heart that I
know Sibiya is for you. I know he did you wrong but its time you fixed things with him. Find someone
else to talk to him for you coz I will not do that.
Me: Wow! Thanks friend
Lora: I'm serious. I love you.
Me: I love you too.

I ended the video call and worked from the patio. After 2 hours, I heard the door open.

Cornet: Hey you.

Me: Hey!
Cornet: You suppose to be relaxing.
He took his shirt and shoes off.

Me: I am.
Cornet: you working
Me; I'm trying to be as rich as you.

He laughed.

Cornet: you almost there.

Me: how are you?
Cornet: Tired
Me: sealed it?
Cornet: you know me!
Me: told you not to stress.
Cornet: I'm just happy that's out of the way. We can finally spend some time together.
Me: that's very true.

He closed my laptop.

Cornet: I'm hungry. Let's go to the restaurant.

Me: Okay.
Cornet: How was your spa treatment?
Me: well it was okay!
Cornet: just okay?

I didn't want to tell him about Manqoba

Me: Okay it was great.

Cornet: What's wrong?
Me: Nothing why?
Cornet: I think I know a thing or two about you now
Me: I'm just stressed About work.
Cornet: that's why you Here.
Me: okay point
Cornet: come!
Me: you going out like that?
Cornet: yes.
Me: I'll kill someone.
Cornet: possessive?
Me: only if you mine.
Cornet: now you sound cheesy.
Me: I'm allowed to sound cheesy. I'm a lady.
Cornet: Kelebogile you not fair.
Me: I am very fair get dressed

He changed into shorts and a shirt.

Me: what's with you and converse shoes?

Cornet: Babe I'm from Soweto.
Me: makes sense
Cornet: can we?
Me: yes.

He took my hand and we walked to the restaurant. We sat down and ordered drinks then looked at the
menu. We ordered food.

Cornet: that kid is spoilt

Me: she's a teen.
Cornet: You just using that as an excuse
Me: no I'm not. Cornet... Give Nthabi a break. I spoke to her before we went to Cape Town
Cornet: and I hope she listened to you coz if she didn't....
Me: You wont do anything to her. Stop acting like you've never been a teen yourself!
Cornet: why do you always have to say smart things?
Me: I'm like that.

Just then my eye caught Manqoba, he had a bag in his hand. He didn't see me though. He was just
outside the hotel's restaurant. I took a deep breath and suddenly I felt Like a burden had been lifted off
my shoulder

Cornet: Am I talking to myself?

Me: I'm sorry.
Cornet: what are you looking at?
Me: art print.
Cornet: has you thinking?
Me: a lot.

After a few minutes our food came. I was very hungry actually. Once we finished eating, we went to just
chill on the island and had so much fun just talking. Serenity! I Felt at ease. At night we went on a boat
ride.

Me: you such a romantic.

Cornet: I am?
Me: yes
Cornet: you complaining?
Me: hell no!
Cornet: good. My job is to please you.
Me: spoken like a true man Mr Moloto.
The night was magical. It was amazing! He sure as hell knew how to show a girl a good time. The rest of
the weekend was great. On Sunday, we flew back home. He still needed to catch his flight to cape town.

Me: do you really have to go?

Cornet: I have to go to work. And my flight leaves in 15
Me: okay.
Cornet: who's coming to fetch you?
Me: Lora and Kim.
Cornet: Actually there they are.
Me: Going to say hi to them?
Cornet: Kim talks too much. I need to go.

I laughed.

Me: True. Call me when you land.

I kissed him and he walked away. I went to Kim and Lora. I was very happy to see them.

Me: hey girls!

Kim: Hey Ms Seychelles!
Me: How are you?
Kim: Fine. Tell me about Seychelles.
Me: what do you want to know?
Lora: Everything.
Me: Okay come.

Kim took my bag and we made our way to Lora's car. I was telling them about my trip.

Kim: You just scared that he won't be as good as Manqoba!

Me: Kim! He takes his time
Lora: And that's a good thing.
Kim: No. Pregnant women need to get some too.
Me: my goodness! Kim!
Lora: Kim you are something else!
Kim: you guys know I'm right. Or keng Didnt you and Boikanyo have sex when you were pregnant?
Lora: we did.
Kim: or maybe Kele wants to sleep with the person who made her pregnant.
Me: No...let's just drop this! How was your weekend?
Lora: we had a meeting at Kim's.
Me: Meeting?
Kim: the couple's retreat.
Me: when was this?
Kim: last night.
Me: oh and?
Kim: we decided to go next month.
Me: next Month is in 2 weeks.
Lora: Yep
Kim: You coming right?
Me: with Cornet?
Kim: Manqoba's coming.
Me: so?
Lora: You don't want them to fight right?
Me: they won't. Manqoba and I aren't together anymore!
Kim: Kele.
Me: no Kim! Y'all need to let this go! Its annoying now!
Lora: Okay anyway...the next meeting is in a week or so. We'll let you know.
Me: y'all found a place?
Kim: Yes. Lungelo has.
Me: Where?
Kim: we've settled for Magalies.
Me: that's good then.

We got to my apartment.

Lora: talk to you during the week?

Kim: Don't be a stranger this time.
Me: I won't. Thanks girls.
Kim: bye babe.

I took my bags and went up to my apartment. Ona and Sihle were back. I could hear them from outside.
Sihle ran to me as soon as I opened the door.

Me: Hey baby

Sihle: Hey Kele.
Me: Hey Ona baby!

He hugged me.

Sihle: got me a gift?

Me: yes.

I gave them their gifts. They were very grateful coz they kept saying "thank you".

Me: where's Mam'Flo? I want to give her, her gift

Ona: in her bedroom
Me: Okay babies. I'll be back.
I went to Mam'Flo and greeted her.

Mam'Flo: thank you Kele

Me: you like it?
Mam'Flo: I love it. You trying to make me look young again.
Me: no Mam'Flo. You need to look good you know
Mam'Flo: well thank you.
Me: pleasure.

I went to back to the boys and had such a great time with them. They went to Bed at 20:00 and I
unpacked my bags. I found a middle sized box on the side of my bag and sat down on my bed to open it.
There was a card. I opened the box first and inside it was a necklace and on the side there was a very
beautiful ring.
"This weekend made me realize that I want you in my life forever, I don't believe it's ever too soon for
anything..C.Moloto
S2
#19

I looked at the ring for a while and decided to call Cornet.

Cornet: Hey baby

Me: Hey.
Cornet: You good?
Me: No.
Cornet: What's wrong?
Me: The ring.
Cornet: Oh that!
Me: Yes that.
Cornet: What do you think of it?
Me: It is too soon.
Cornet: Is it?
Me: Yes. Can we take it one step at time?
Cornet: that's okay. Just give it some thought.
Me: And you need to start keeping your promises.
Cornet: What did I do now?
Me: You said you'll call me when you land.
Cornet: Eish...I'm sorry. My battery died and I had to rush to the office.
Me: On a Sunday?
Cornet: Yes babe. There was a file I needed to get to work through
Me: Okay that's fine.
Cornet: You'll think about it?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: Okay then.
Me: Goodnight.
Cornet: Dream of me.
Me: most definitely.
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Cornet: Bye baby.
Me: Bye

I hung up and slept. The next morning, I got ready for work. Ona and Sihle got ready too. Sihle was going
to his new school.

Me: You excited?

Sihle: Yes.
Me: You not changing schools now.
Sihle: Okay Kele.
Me: deal?
Sihle: Yes deal.
Me: Good let's get going.

Ona looked very tired.

Me: And then?

Ona: I have a test I didn't study for
Me: You did what? Onalerona Sean Sibiya!
Sihle: and I told him to study Kele...
Me: Sihle keep quiet!

He kept quiet.

Me: what did I say to you?

Ona: I'm sorry ma.
Me: I don't know how you going to do but you better hope and pray you do good in that test

He took his bag.

Me: Let's go.

Sihle took his bag. They could both see I was angry so they kept quiet all the way to Ona's school.

Me: Have a great day.

Ona: You too ma.I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Sihle: Bye Ona!
Ona: Bye boy!
Sihle: Say hi to Stacy.
Ona: How do you...you know what never mind

He closed the door and walked away. We drove to Sihle's new school.

Me: How do you know about Ona's girlfriend.

Sihle: I heard them talking on the phone
Me: And?
Sihle: And they were telling each other how much they love each other
Me: You need to stop listening to your brother's conversations.
Sihle: I answered his phone when she called.
Me: Why did you do that?
Sihle: Kele,Ona was outside with Banele.
Me: This happened in KZN?
Sihle: Yes

I didn't know what to say.

Sihle: are there yet?

Me: Almost
Sihle: okay

About three minutes later, I arrived at Sihle's new school.

Me: we here
Sihle: I like the school.
Me: Come let's go in.
Sihle: Okay Kele. Let's go.

He took his bag and we walked in. I must say...it looked like a very good school. Very neat and decent. I
went in and spoke to the teachers then we went to the Principal's office. They told me what I need to
know and showed me around.

Me: Thank you.

Ms Jacobs: You pleased?
Me: Very pleased. Sihle you happy?
Sihle: Yes!
Me: Good then. I'll see you later okay?
Sihle: Okay. Bye Kele.
Me: Bye baby. I love you
Sihle: I love you too.

I kissed him. His new teacher took him away from us.

Ms Jacobs: you have a lovely son.

Me: Thank you. Mam'Flo, his nanny will pick him up if I'm working late so please don't be surprised.
Ms Jacobs: no problem
Me: Have a lovely day Ms Jacobs.
Ms Jacobs: You too Mrs Sibiya.

I walked to my car then drove to work.

Letti: You look radiant.

Me: Thank you very much!
Letti: See you and Mr Moloto are getting it on. Saw the pictures on social media.
Me: Oh my Letti!
Letti: I'm serious
Me: Can I work now?
Letti: Yes. You can.
Me: Thank you very much. And close the door behind you.
Letti: whatever ms Preggers!
Me: Thank you very much!

She walked out of my office and closed the door. As I was working I got a call from Lora.

Me: Hey friend.

Lora: Hey!
Me: What's up? If its lunch I can't. I'm very busy.
Lora: No no...couples retreat meeting.
Me: Yeah?
Lora: Its tomorrow. Kim's house. We changed the venue. We going to sun city now
Me: Oh about that...I don't think I'll be able to make it.
Lora: why not?
Me: I need to start working on my lodge/guesthouse. You know...reconstructing and stuff
Lora: Kele...
Me: I'm really sorry friend. And besides it would have been a bit awkward with Cornet and Manqoba
there don't you think?
Lora: Well if that's what you want friend.
Me: tell the others for me.
Lora: I will.
Me: Bye. I need to get back to work.
Lora: Okay bye.

I hung up and got back to work. I got another call.

Me: Mam'Zo.
Zodwa: You've forgotten about me?
Me: No not at all Mam'Zo.
Zodwa: The last time I saw you was at the hospital.
Me: I know...I've been busy trying to catch up here at work.
Zodwa: Really?
Me: Yes. I'll come and see you later.
Zodwa: I hope you won't forget I know how you can get.
Me: blame my pregnancy brain. I'll see you later
Zodwa: Okay baby.

I hung up and continued working. When I checked the email from Letti, I got one from Ms Jacobs about
some copies they need to have for Sihle's file.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.
Me: Hey. What time are you knocking off?
Manqoba: I'm working from home today.
Me: I'm going to need some of your documents for Sihle's file.
Manqoba: Okay.
Me: I'll come and get them later.
Manqoba: no problem.
Me: Cool

I hung up. I worked till 16:00 and went to fetch the kids.

Sihle: What did Stacy say today?

Ona: Sihle, I'm not your friend.
Me: how was the test?
Ona: They postponed it.
Me: Thank your ancestors or you'd be joining them soon. You better do your homework and study
when we get home.
Ona: Yes ma.
Me: How was school Sihle?
Sihle: It was nice
Me: Had fun?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: Good then. Coz I told you that we not changing schools till you graduate.
Sihle: Yes Kele.

We got home. I quickly changed into a dressed. Made sure Ona does his homework.

Me: Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: I'll make sure he does it.
Ona: Ma, I know I'll end up in ICU if I don't do my homework or study so I'll study.
Me: see why I love you so much?

He smiled.
Sihle: I'll make sure he doesnt talk to Stacy.
Me: Sihle just behave.

I took my car keys and bag then left.

Me: Mam'Zo!
Zodwa: Good to see you!
Me: Good to see you too.
Zodwa: This pregnancy is treating you well.
Me: Really?
Zodwa: Yes you look beautiful.
Me: Well very happy to see you too. How are things?
Zodwa: Fine. I told you I'd sort him out.
Me: You really made him sleep outside?
Zodwa: I told you. Ke Zodwa phela nna!

I laughed.

Me: Mam'Zo though.

Zodwa: Tell me you and Manqoba fixed things.
Me: We didn't. I told you Im with someone else.
Zodwa: Kelebogile...do you love him?
Me: I think so. He sort of asked me to marry him.
Zodwa: So soon?
Me: I know right?
Zodwa: I hope you said no.
Me: I said I'll think about it.
Zodwa: Kelebogile...I know what you doing.
Me: I am.

I chilled with her for about an hour. I laughed so much! I finally made my way to my old house.

"I want you back again

oh baby
i want you back again
when i let you go
I must have lost my mind, how was I to know we were for all times? Oh and I want you back again"

I was welcomed by the O'Jay's lyrics. Manqoba must have been feeling blue. The door was unlocked so I
just opened it. I was also welcomed by a very nice aroma. It made me starve.

Me: Manqoba!

He came from the kitchen.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.
Me: Sorry to disturb.

I looked at the table which was set. Candles and all.

Manqoba: No you not disturbing.
Me: I need the documents
Manqoba: Care to join me for dinner?
Me: Manqoba...
Manqoba: I think this back and forth needs to stop. We need to fix this now.
Me:...
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Manqoba: please
Me: Okay only coz I'm really hungry and that smells like my favorite
Manqoba: it is.
Me: Fine!
Manqoba: You staying?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: The documents you need are where you left them.
Me: Briefcase?
Manqoba: yes

I went to my old bedroom. Everything was just as I left it. My picture still On his side of the headboard,
Ona and Sihle's pictures still on the wall, another, of the four of us in Mozambique and a picture of us on
our wedding day in the middle of Ona and Sihle's pictures. I looked at it. We looked so happy. My eyes
Were locked in his and we were smiling at each other. His dimples were visible in that picture...only a
smile I knew! Only a smile I could bring out on him. That I was sure of. I took my eyes off that picture
and got the documents I needed. I looked at that picture again and felt a lump in my throat.

Manqoba: the food is ready.

Me: okay. I'm coming.
Manqoba: Happy times right?
Me: very.

I managed to not tear up.

Me: I got the documents

Manqoba: great. Come.

We walked to the dining room.

Me: I know you didnt make the dumpling

Manqoba: mum did. I just made the stew.
Me: Really?
Manqoba: I mean you taught me well
Me: glad you give credit.
Manqoba: only where its due MaSibiya
Me: bona...I'd like to apologise for the way I sometimes talk to you.
Manqoba: I've gotten used to it.
Me: But Manqoba really...I need you to move on.
Manqoba: without you?
Me: Yes. Without me.
Manqoba: so you saying there is no chance for us to fix this?
Me: What we had was good. Really it was. I just don't know if we can fix it
Manqoba: You want me to let you go?
Me: Please.

He looked at me. His eyes displayed sadness. I knew I was hurting him, that was the look he gave me
after he found out that I wanted to get my tubes tied, the same look he had when I told him to leave the
house after the Masechaba saga. The same look he had when we'd argue and I'd not talk to him

Manqoba: Is that what you want?

Me: yes.
Manqoba: Okay Kele.
Me: Thank you.

I continued eating. After that, I helped him wash the dishes.

Me: No that's a bad business idea.

Manqoba: you think so?
Me: I thought you obtained a degree in Economic sciences
Manqoba: I did.
Me: you don't sound like you did. Look, just see how it works out in Tanzania first then only then you
can branch out to the other parts of Africa. I mean you are the leading company right now right?
Manqoba: True
Me; Exactly! I need to go now.

He walked me to my car

Manqoba: This was fun.

Me: I had fun too.
Manqoba; Kele?
Me: yeah?
Manqoba: Take care of yourself.
Me: You too.
Manqoba: I love you don't you ever forget that.
I nodded and got into my car. Ona was still busy with his school work when I got home.

Me: hello Nana

Ona: Hello ma.
Me: where's your little brother?
Ona: sleeping. He's very excited about going to school tomorrow so he decided to sleep early.
Me: Way to go Sihle! You need help?
Ona: no ma. I'll manage.
Me: Okay then.
Ona: You don't look fine
Me: Well, I can't wait for your little brother or sister to come out already and I'm swamped with work.
Ona: I'm sorry.
Me: I'll be fine. I'm going to take a bath okay?
Ona: Okay.

I went to take a bath and found ways on how I was going to make my guesthouse work better than it
did. I heard Ona going to bed at around 22:00.

Ona: goodnight ma.

Me: goodnight baby.

I continued working through my reconstruction plan till 00:00 and slept. The next day, I dropped the
boys off at school and went to work. This time, I managed to have lunch with Kamo. He forced me to.

Kamo: you living life Ne?

Me: Kamo what are you talking about now?
Kamo: I'm talking about Seychelles
Me: I thought I told you about it
Kamo: no you didn't.
Me: I'm sorry.
Kamo: I'll come and fetch you today so we can go to Kim's together.
Me: Oh no I can't.
Kamo: what do you mean you can't?
Me: I am not going you on the retreat
Kamo: why?
Me: I have a lot of work to do. I've got business to take care of.
Kamo: Business? Ain't Mbuyi doing that?
Me: yes but I've got other business to take care of.
Kamo: Cornet?
Me: no..not even him.
Kamo: so I guess Manqoba ain't coming either.
Me: I really don't know about him honestly
Kamo: its not going to be fun without you
Me: I know. I'll take you out after I've given birth.
Kamo: that's months from now
Me: I'm almost 24 weeks pregnant.
Kamo: okay fine .
Me: yes
Kamo: you still don't want to know what it is
Me: no. We like surprises
Kamo: well I can't wait to see your baby!
Me: me too but the sleepless nights again!
Kamo: I'll come over on the weekends
Me: really?
Kamo: you know me. You know I have TLC.

I laughed

Me: I missed you

Kamo: I missed you too

We had lunch and I didn't go back to the office. I went to the guesthouse. It was actually 7 minutes away
from Magalies. But people said it is in Magalies anyway. I wondered which guesthouse they would have
settled for had they not changed their minds. I drove in and asked the lady In the reception to call the
staff. I quickly told them who I am and about the changes I'd like to make in the guesthouse. They
looked like a group of great people. After that, I decided to have one on one's with them just to spot
what's what and if it needed any reconstruction. Everything seemed in order except a thing or two but
nothing major. Phumi was the manager.

Phumi: great to have a female leader

Me: you're a leader yourself.
Phumi: true.
Me: you doing a great job. Keep it that way. The designer will start on Friday. She'll be done by Tuesday
or Wednesday. Don't worry its nothing major. The bedrooms are perfect so she'll only be redesigning
the reception area and the restaurant.
Phumi: okay then.
Me: great. I'd like to see the books.
Phumi: I'll ask the financial manager, Steve to bring them to you
Me: don't worry. Its the second office on my right, right?
Phumi: yes ma'am.
Me: Kelebogile please
Phumi: sorry.
Me: and tell the rest of your staff to call me Kelebogile or Kele. You making me feel old.

She giggled and we went outside my office. I went to see Steve about the books. We looked through
them and it was really good. Why the previous owner sold such a profitable business I don't know but I
knew Cornet was a great negotiator not to mention very persuasive. Steve was gay! And fun.
Steve: so the renovation budget?
Me: Don't worry about that. Its coming From my own pocket
Steve: Okay then.
Me: and we should cut costs. I have a few suppliers in mind
Steve: you know a lot.
Me: Studied BM and was married to an economist so you can imagine!
Steve: must have been interesting.
Me: was Steve.
Steve: Kele darling, I'd prefer if you used my first name. Loyiso but call Me Lolo.

I laughed.

Me: okay Lolo. I'll leave you to it

Lolo: Okay then.
Me: I'll see you guys on Friday
Lolo: okay. Bye darling!
Me: bye babe

I walked out of his office and said bye to Phumi. Locked my office then went home. Mam'Flo had
fetched them from school.

Sihle: Ona put me down!

Me: Ona put him down!

He had him against the wall. He put him down.

Me: are you trying to kill your brother?

Ona: tell your son to leave my phone alone!
Me: Sihle what's wrong with you?
Sihle: Kele, I was just talking to Stacy. She said She'll Buy me some sweets
Ona: Mum, take him to dad's coz if you don't, he'll end up injured.
Me: Fine calm down! Sihle, for the hundredth time...leave your brother's things alone!
Sihle: Okay.
Me: Good!

I went to say hi to Mam'Flo.

Me: how was your day?

Mam'Flo: It was good yours?
Me: It was okay. Did you take your meds?
Mam'Flo: Yes Kele.
Me: Okay Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: and you need to get some rest.
Me: I will but not now.
Mam'Flo: Kele...
Me: I will Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: good.

I went to my bedroom and called Cornet.

Cornet: hi.
Me: hey you good?
Cornet: Yeah.
Me: Yeah? What's wrong?

He sounded like he was in a mood.

Me: Corn...

He hung up! I called him again.

Cornet: Hey Kelebogile not now!
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He hung up again! I looked at my phone in disbelief. To hell with him! I changed Into something more
comfortable and started working. 5 minutes into it, I got a call from him. I didn't answer. He called about
7 times and I eventually answered.

Me: WHAT?
Cornet: Hey.
Me: what do you want?
Cornet: I'm sorry
Me: Okay.
Cornet: Work is stressing me out and I took that out on you.
Me: Done?
Cornet: Kele...
Me: I'm trying to work here.
Cornet: send it to Mike please. Thanks

He was talking to someone.

Cornet: I am really sorry. I'll call you later. They need me in the boardroom.
Me: Sure..

I hung up. I continued working.

Sihle: Kele.
Me: hey baby.
I closed My laptop and took my glasses off. He came to sit next to ne

Me: what's wrong?

Sihle: Ona doesn't want to play with me.
Me: what is he doing?
Sihle: He's doing something on his book.
Me: He's doing his homework.
Sihle: I don't have any.
Me: How about we paint some pictures?
Sihle: Okay!

He looked excited.

Me: Go get your things

Sihle: Okay.

He got up from the bed and ran to the lounge to get blank sheets and paint. I went to get us a jug of
water. I put a Cloth so we could sit down on it.

Me: Ready?
Sihle: yes!
Me: Okay.

We had so much fun.

Me: Hey! I dont look like that!

Sihle: You do.

He had painted a picture of me. With a belly.

Sihle: You look beautiful.

Me: Really?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: I have red hair in that painting.
Sihle: yes. That's the color you have now.
Me: Sihle.. I have brown hair.
Sihle: It looks like it.
Me: No. Let me show you how you look.

I painted a picture

Sihle: Kele, I don't have green hair.

Me: And I don't have red hair.
Sihle: I want green hair.
Me: really?
Sihle: yes. I'll look nice
Me: what's wrong with your black hair?
Sihle: I don't know.
Me: No green hair then.
Sihle: But its my hair.
Me: But you my son.
Sihle: Kele, please!
Me: December.
Sihle: Okay.
Me: deal?
Sihle: yes deal. There's Ona.

I laughed at "Ona" in that painting.

Me: He'll kill you if he sees that. Where is he?

Sihle: Ona!
Ona: What! What do you want?

He stood at the door.

Sihle: we just wanted to say hi.

Me: Ona mara...

I couldn't help but laugh a bit.

Me: Baby can't you be nice to him?

Ona: I find it hard to be nice to him.
Me: Are you aware that he's your little brother?
Sihle: No Kele, he doesn't know that. Ona..
Ona: see? You weren't talking to him but because Sihle is Sihle.
Me: you were like him when you were his age
Ona: Really?
Me: Yes
Ona: I probably wasn't this bad
Me: ask your dad, ask Mam'Flo... Ask everyone
Ona: I still I wasn't this bad.
Sihle: you were.

I looked at him and smiled.

Ona: You were still a baby. Ofentse I asked what you wanted.
Sihle: Can I talk to Stacy?
Ona: no! Why do you want to do that?
Sihle: You scared.
Ona: Scared of what?
Sihle: Scared that I might take her from you.

I laughed! So did Ona. Actually I laughed till I had tears coming out my eyes. He was as serious as a heart
attack.

Me: Can you go bath now Sihle?

Sihle: Okay Kele.

He kissed my cheek.

Me: and you can use my phone to call Stacy

Ona: I'd like to see you try Sihle.
Sihle: You'll see.
Me: The Sibiya war is on! Go bath and you back to your books.

They went out of my bedroom and I tidied up our painting. I put them in some empty toy container. And
went back to working. The next day, I took the kids to school and went to the office

Letti: really?
Me: yes or else you'll mess it up. Just take care of that client.
Letti: you sure you don't need my help?
Me: No Letti I'll be fine.

She left and just thenThe landline rang.

Me: Kelebogile Sibiya speaking..yes Sir...I'll email it to you now. Have a great day too.

I hung. I was having a busy day. I continued working. Kept my eyes on my work.

"Peace offering?"

I looked up.

Me: aren't you suppose to Be in Cape town?

He had ice-cream and chocolate in his hand

Cornet: Figured I should come and apologise.

Me: Oh?
Cornet: yes
Me: and work?
Cornet: I have a meeting at 12
Me: you flew here to apologise?
Cornet: yes. I'm really sorry. And I need to be at the airport in say an hour or so.
Me: you have money to waste.
Cornet: money spent on you is never a waste.
Me: Right! Sit down.
Cornet: thank you.

He sat down. Passed me my chocolates and ice-cream.

Me: Thanks
Cornet: Forgiven?
Me: Don't you ever talk to me like that again.
Cornet: I Wont
Me: and stop wasting money.
Cornet: I can't promise you that
Me: Okay. Forgiven, I need to work now.
Cornet: you getting rid of me?
Me: Yes Sir
Cornet: oh wow!
Me: I believe you need to get to the airport.

He smiled

Me: I'll walk you out

Cornet: Thanks Ma'am.

I walked him out and we waited for his Uber

Cornet: See you on the weekend?

Me: Nah. Will be busy at the guesthouse
Cornet: Next week?
Me: okay
Cornet: Love you.
Me: love you too.

I kissed him and he left. I went back to work. The rest of the week was busy so was the weekend. I was
at the lodge the whole weekend, didn't see or speak to my friends. 2 weeks later, There was a wedding
at the guesthouse on the weekend and it was on that same weekend that the squad was going on their
retreat.Still hadnt spoken to them. I felt so bad.

Lolo: she did a fabulous job.

Me: I agree.
Lolo: you going to be here for the wedding right?
Me: Yes. Wouldn't want to miss it.
Cornet was going to arrive on Saturday morning.

Lolo: Good then. I'm knocking off

Me: See you tomorrow.
Lolo: Thanks Darling.

He left and I went to the office. I was in there for an hour just looking at how the week went and
eventually went to go look for Phumi. I walked to the reception area.

Me: Phumi.
Phumi: Kele.
Me: Does the restaurant have enough...
Phumi: Yes Kele...stop stressing.
Me: I am not...

Laughter from outside!

Phumi: oh our couples are here!

Me: couples?
Phumi: yes. They look like a happy bunch. They are here for the weekend.

I looked at them! There was Kim! With a bottle of wine in her hand. They made their way in.

Nthato: this place is beautiful! Kele should have been here waitsi

They still hadn't seen me.

Lutho: My goodness Kim! Do you ever stop?

Kim: Lutho can you just...
Tlotlo: Kelebogile?
Me: Hello family!
Lora: what are you doing here?

Manqoba had a girl in his arm. They were behind the others though

Me: should be asking you that.

Lungelo: we cancelled suncity after Kamo found out about this guesthouse.
Manqoba: You still havent told us what you doing here.

He took this Girl's arm off his.

Me: I own this place.

Lutho: way to Go K!
I high fived him.

Me: Thank you

Kamo: I'm proud of you.

They applauded and some whistled. All Kim wanted to do was pop some champagne.

Me: Kim! Keep it down! Phumi will show you to your rooms.
Kim: Aowa wena, I want to introduce you to Manqoba's girlfriend.
Me: Okay.
Kim: so Matema, meet Kelebogile, Manqoba's soulmate, Kele, meet Matema, Manqoba's rebound.
Lora: Kim!
Kim: Leave me alone.
Me: Nice to meet you Matema.

She gave me a dirty look. Looked at Me from top to bottom then back to the top again. I chuckled.

Kim: Hey wena!

Me: Kim... Keep quiet.

I smiled at Matema
Me: Enjoy your stay here Tema.
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Nthato: Did Manqoba's bitch just give your a dirty look? Manqoba did your bitch just give my cousin a
dirty look?
Me: Nthato calm down!
Kim: Don't calm down Nthato!
Me: Kim, if you guys don't behave I'll be forced to reimburse you your money and throw you out. You
disturbing the peace!
Kim: Fine! Fine!
Nthato: we'll behave.

The boys were just quiet. Honestly they were used to this.

Me: Good. Now Phumi will show you to your rooms and I'll see you guys tomorrow
Boikanyo: thought we celebrating your guesthouse
Me: I actually have a date with my sons but celebrate without me
Lutho: how's that any fun?
Mandla: exactly!
Mbuyi: how about you come back after the movie?
Kim: yes. Come back!
Angie: Kim!
Lungelo: we'll be waiting for you
Me: Okay fine!
Lora: be safe friend
Me: I will. Have fun..
Kim: Oh I plan to!

I laughed. Phumi walked them to their rooms and was assisted by some of the staff. I went to get my
bag and locked my office. I couldn't help but laugh then took a sigh of relief. I drove home and the boys
were ready.

Sihle: let's go.

Me: Okay then. Mam'Flo you sure you don't want to join us?
Mam'Flo: I'm too old for movies. Dikano will be here soon.
Me: Well have fun.
Ona: Finish the teabags.

Mam'Flo and I laughed

Mam'Flo: I'll slap you wena Ona!

Ona: askies Mam'Flo but its the truth
Mam'Flo: hai suka.

We left. When we got to the cinema, Ona chose a movie. I paid and it was starting in 30 so we decided
to go have ice-cream. We said we'd have dinner afterwards.

Sihle: Kele, don't sleep okay?

Me: what do you mean "Don't sleep"
Sihle: every time you watch a movie you sleep. Ona I'm sitting next to mum.
Me: too keep an eye on me?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: Sihle baby, you are my son not my husband.
Sihle: Kele, I'm just going to sit next to you

Ona was busy on his phone. Not playing games

Me: Your ice-cream's melting and I know you won't eat it when it does.
Ona: sorry ma.
Me: is Stacy the reason you so quiet and blushing?
Ona: maybe.
Me: I see.
Ona: She's amazing.
Me: oh?
Ona: I think she's the one.
Me: you said Sharon was the one when you were 5 going on 6.
He laughed.

Ona: Ma!
Me: Im just saying. Dont forget about your books.
Ona: I won't
Me: Lord knows why my son is dating!
Ona: Ma, we friends
Me: Ona I wasn't born yesterday
Ona: well I know that.
Me: good then. I'm no fool.
Ona: Even I could try to fool I still wouldn't succeed.
Me: Exactly!
Ona: but don't worry about me ma.
Me: Okay then.

After 25 minutes we went back to the cinema to watch their movie. It wasn't a bad movie, I just wasn't a
fan of guns and action and all of that nonsense but boys will always be boys. Sihle seemed to have
enjoyed it a lot. He liked going to the movies as much as Manqoba did. I just didn't understand why.

Sihle: Thanks Kele.

Me: No problem baby.
Sihle: And you didn't sleep.
Me: No I didn't. You kept on making sure I didn't.
Sihle: When will we come back?
Me: you'll come here with Ona and Stacy.
Ona: No no no...no!
Sihle: Why?
Ona: Coz I don't want you to
Sihle: Why?
Ona: Coz I said so.
Sihle: Fine! Kele will drop me off.
Me: Who's hungry?
Sihle: Me!
Me: Me too.
Ona: We should just let him starve.
Me: My goodness Ona. I dont remember you being this mean.
Ona: Ma,I am not mean. Matter of fact I'm just sweet.
Me: Really?
Ona: Sihle just brings out the worst in me.
Sihle: Kele, I want to go play.
Me: Okay baby. But you said you hungry.
Sihle: I am.
Me: You eating first right?
Sihle: Okay.

We got a table and ordered food. Sihle went to play while we waited. Ona was busy on his tab.

Me: She's making you blush.

Ona: It's not her .
Me: Must be Siya then.
Ona: ma, why do you always have to be so smart and alert about everything?
Me: I'm a mother
Ona: So you know everything.
Me: everything there is to know about my children yes!
Ona: that's not nice.
Me: For you?
Ona: Yes
Me: You'll understand someday.

I smiled at him. I looked at him as his eyes fell back on his tab and slowly replayed everything since the
day I found out I was pregnant with him. The days I'd cry and felt like I was a burden to Aunt Dikano. The
nights I'd cry when I thought of Manqoba. When I'd blame mum for leaving me young and helpless. But I
still managed to smile. He had grown to be a very handsome, responsible and sweet! How loved him! He
continued blushing and looking up at me. I just kept myself busy with a magazine.

Sihle: Kele, where's the food?

Me: sit down.
Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me:Give them a few minutes
Sihle: Ona can I play a game?
Ona: No.
Sihle: why?
Ona: Sihle, don't irritate me. Ask mum to let you use her phone
Sihle: I don't want Kele's.
Ona: Well you not getting mine.

Finally the food came. Sihle was very hungry. Well so was I. After our meal, we went to play some
games. Then went home. They were very tired so they just slept. I, on the other hand, still had to go to
the guesthouse or else I'd get it from Kim! I packed an overnight bag and called Phumi so I could get a
room then Deposited the money for it.

Mam'Flo: Kele, Just be safe okay?

Aunt Dikano: I still don't get why you want to Go there so late
Me: Ma, its only 20:30
Aunt Dikano: Kele...
Me: I'll be Fine ma.
Aunt Dikano: Call us when you get there.
Me: I will.

I went out and drove back to the guesthouse

Phumi: You look exhausted

Me: My children are very exhausting.
Phumi: I can imagine!
Me: Aren't you suppose to be heading back home?
Phumi: I'm waiting for my lift.
Me: have a great one.
Phumi: You too. Especially with your crazy friends.
Me: I wonder what they are up to now!
Phumi: under the Gazebo.
Me: These friends of mine and Gazebos.
Phumi: Tight?
Me: You have no idea. See you tomorrow. Please get some rest.
Phumi: I will.
Me: Good then.
Phumi: Your access card. 324
Me: Thank you.

I went to put my bag in my room and changed into more comfortable shoes and went to the Gazebo.
The girls were in the pool though.

Mbuyi: Finally!
Me: I'm back.
Kim: You had fun?
Me: Tons!
Nthato: You look tired.
Me: I am tired.
Nthato: Look at that one, all over Manqoba.
Me: she is dating him, ain't she?
Kim: Hai suka!

She was with the guys

Kim: She thinks she's better than us.

Lora: You called her a rebound Kim. What did you expect?
Kim: She is what she is.
Mbuyi: Kim you are something else!
Me: You just need to...

My phone rang.
Me: Letti.
Letti: hi.
Me: Letti its Friday.
Letti: I know that.

I moved from the girls.

Me: So why are you calling me?

Letti: I need your help with the greens account
Me: That's your account to deal with.
Letti: I know Kele, but I really need you to assist me.
Me: What do you need?
Letti: I'll email you.
Me: when is the deadline?
Letti: Tomorrow
Me: What? Letti...this is the last time I'm doing this. I told you to get your head in the game. Are you
done with the other account?
Letti: I'm busy with it.
Me: Fine. Just complete it okay?
Letti: I will. Thanks Kele.

I hung up. I went back to the girls. Kim wasn't Happy about it

Me: Kim! I wasn't part of this retreat so let me go. I need to work!
Kim: you weren't but you are now
Me: Kim. I'll see you guys tomorrow. I need to work.
Nthato: make it quick.
Me: I'll try.

I spoke to Lutho then went to my bedroom. Actually Letti was blessed that I had my laptop with. I
worked and worked and by the time I was done it was 23:47. I could barely keep my eyes open but
decided to go out for fresh air. They were not outside. I was actually relieved.

I went to the Gazebo and found Manqoba busy on his laptop.

Me: Oh sorry!
Manqoba: don't worry about it.
Me: o-kay...
Manqoba: nice place.
Me: Thanks.
Manqoba: Thought you said you in no rush to get into the guesthouse business.
Me: True.
Manqoba: Let me guess...Cornet.
Me: and if it was?
Manqoba: Look, I don't want to meddle in your affairs.
Me: Already meddling.
Manqoba: Okay you've made your decision about Cornet...but I don't trust him.
Me: Okay that's my cue...
Manqoba: Kele just listen to me please.
Me: Fine!
Manqoba: I've made peace with the fact that you don't want me anymore...
Me: That's right.
Manqoba: but that doesn't mean I don't care about you. You are the mother of my children.
Me: Manqoba...
Manqoba: bona, I'd like to pay your guy back.
Me: Pay him back?
Manqoba: yes. I dont want him to have any hold on you so I want to reimburse him for the guesthouse.
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Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: Kelebogile.
Me: Why do you like making my life a living hell?
Manqoba: That guy is going to hurt you.
Me: you're fine one to talk.
Manqoba: Kelebogile please.
Me: No.
Manqoba: I'm going to do it anyway.
Me: I'd like to see you try.
Manqoba: You'll thank me later.
Me: Manqoba you have a girlfriend... Why don't you go entertain her or something. Just leave my life
alone.
Manqoba: Oh?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Listen...I was just trying to look out for you. But you just being...you know what never mind.
Me: Just being what? Say it! Just being a bitch about it?
Manqoba: You know what... I'm going to sleep. Forgive Me for trying to care.
Me: Whatever really.

He got up and disappeared. I Sat there for about 30 minutes and went to my room. I had a few missed
calls from Cornet so I called him back.

Me: Did I wake you?

Cornet: I'm actually unwinding
Me: Oh?
Cornet: Yes.
Me: That's a first.
Cornet: Been at it since 17:00. I'm watching movies.
Me: That's nice.having fun?
Cornet: yes. Its always nice to sit back and relax
 Me: Without thinking of work right?
Cornet: Yes.want to tell me how your day was yesterday? It's past midnight now right?
Me: It was interesting. My friends showed up Here at the guesthouse for their retreat.
Cornet: weren't they suppose to go to sun city?
Me: They were but apparently changed their minds after seeing the guesthouse on the internet or
something
Cornet: Well that's nice.
Me: Sort of.
Cornet: sort of?
Me: you know how the girls get.
Cornet: I'm sure they'll behave
Me: they better. I'll refund them if they don't.
Cornet: You are something else
Me: see that I know.
Cornet: so when I land, I'm coming straight there?
Me: seems so.
Cornet: Okay then. Can't wait to see you.
Me: Can't wait to see you too. I need to sleep.
Cornet: okay baby. Love you.
Me: I love you too.
Cornet: bye baby.

I hung up. Went to take a shower and slept. The next day, I woke up, showered and went to see how
everything was going in the conference room, the garden and the restaurant. I bumped into Lutho as I
headed back to my room.

Lutho: Nice place

Me: Thank you.
Lutho: you good though? You and the little one?
Me: Very good. Working out in a foreign place?
Lutho: Its actually refreshing.
Me: I'm glad you found it that way.
Lutho: Kele, thanks for Forgiving Angie.
Me: She's your wife had she not been married to you, maybe I wouldn't have forgiven her.
Lutho:Really?
Me: Well yes.
Lutho: I hope you going to be joining us for breakfast
Me: I don't know hey. I'm actually very busy with making sure all is in order
Lutho: you need take it easy. You pregnant.
Me: Lutho, I am very aware of that
Lutho: so take it easy yeah?
Me: I will don't worry.

Just then my phone rang.

Me: I have to take this sorry.
Lutho: no problem.

He walked away from me

Me: Ona.
Ona: Mum, can you please come back from wherever you are.
Me: baby, I am really busy right now. I can't..
Ona: you'll find your second son in the morgue and your first son in jail.
Me: Ona calm down! What did Sihle do?
Ona: Your son, who will soon be known as your late son put my tablet in the washing machine along
side with the laundry.
Me: He did what?
Ona: So I was just letting you know that know should you find me in Juvenile and him in the morgue
don't be surprised.
Me: Okay look, you going to Siya's today right?
Ona: Yes.
Me: He'll be with Aunt Dikano. Just don't kill him okay?
Ona: Mum!

He was really pissed.

Me: Ona calm down! We'll replace it.

Ona: while you at that. Replace him too!
Sihle: can I talk to Kele?

I could hear him on the other end.

Ona: No! Move away from me!

Sihle: Koko! Ona doesn't...

His voice vanished. I couldn't hear the rest of his sentence

Me: just keep calm okay?

Ona: okay.
Me: I love you okay?
Ona: I love you too ma.
Me: Bye baby

He hung up. I took a deep breath! What was I going to do with Sihle? My goodness! I was out of words. I
walked to the reception area and Phumi was talking to the decorators directing them to the conference
room.
Me: shouldn't Tokoloho be here already? You the manager not the receptionist.
Phumi: Her taxi broke down.
Me: thats bad. Maybe we should get a staff bus.
Phumi: that's a great idea.
Me: I'll talk to my sister about it okay?
Phumi: that would be of great help to us
Me: Cool then.
Phumi: you look stressed
Me: I'll be fine.
Phumi: don't worry about the wedding.
Me: Oh no! The wedding is actually the last thing on my mind. Everything seems to be going well.
Phumi: your crazy friend, Kim right? Said you should join them for breakfast. They just made their way
to the restaurant.
Me: I'm not going there. No thank you. I'll be in my office

She laughed

Phumi: Okay then.

I walked to my office and Lolo stood at my door.

Me: Hey!
Lolo: You look tired.
Me: I am. You look fabulous
Lolo: thank you doll. Its a wedding after all.
Me: you work here Lolo.
Lolo: I attend every wedding there is here. They need a vibe.
Me: and you are that vibe right?
Lolo: absolutely! They are here.

I could here the hooters.

Me: Well have fun gate-crashing!

Lolo: Oh never doll! They invited me as they were paying for the venue.
Me: Makes sense! Have fun.

Just then I saw Cornet. He looked at Lolo.

Cornet: Hi.
Lolo: Hey darling. You are handsome! My goodness! Are you gay?

Cornet wanted to laugh so did I.

Me: no he's not. He's mine.

Lolo: oh wow!
Me: Lolo, Cornet, Babe, Loyiso.
Lolo: Nice to meet you Babe.
Cornet: Likewise Loyiso.
Lolo: just call me Lolo.
Me: see you later?
Lolo: Make an appearance.
Me: I will.
Lolo: Okay doll.

He walked away.

Cornet: interesting staff you have.

Me: I know right.

He came to kiss me.

Me: how was your flight?

Cornet: good.
Me: and your drive here?
Cornet: quite refreshing actually. Would like to see what you've done here
Me: Okay. I'll give you a tour
Cornet: Heard there's a wedding.
Me: I'm sure they've started
Cornet: Nah. I just saw the groom and his groomsmen. I'm pretty sure they still waiting for the bride.
Me: Okay. Let's go then.

I locked the office and I took him on his tour.

Cornet: well that's very stylish.

Me: I know right?
Cornet: that's elegant like the owner
Me: you like it?
Cornet: Very.

Just then the squad came out from the restaurant

Nthato: Hey Cornet.

Cornet: Hey Nthato. How are you?
Nthato: I'm good
Kim: we going sightseeing or something like that. Care to join us?
Me: nah. We have our own plans.

Tlotlo's eyes were fixed on Cornet. So was Manqoba and Lutho's.

Lora: Guess you'll join us for a braai later on?
Me: Okay. Have fun?
Nthato: You too.

Some awkward moment that was. Cornet and I walked away from them.

Me: That was...

Cornet: Awkward.
Me: very.
Cornet: Don't stress about it.
Me: Hungry?
Cornet: Yes. You haven't had a thing to eat?
Me: no.
Cornet: I need to move back to Jozi. You incapable of looking after yourself.
Me: hey! I'm a grown woman!

We went to the restaurant and had something to eat then sat under the gazebo and watched how the
matrimonial went. It was a garden matrimonial service. It was beautiful. We could hear everything from
where we were.

Me: see that's beautiful.

Cornet: the guy is cheesy though.
Me: Look who's talking.

He laughed and looked at me.

Me: what's wrong?
Cornet: makes me realize that I really want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Me: yeah?
Cornet: Yes.
Me: I don't see why not.
Cornet: Kele...
Me: that's an indirect answer to the gift you gave me.
Cornet: You serious?
Me: yes! Very serious.
Cornet: would like a direct answer though.
Me: well Mr Moloto. I'm saying yes to spending the rest of my life with you too.
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He kissed me!

Cornet: that just made me the happiest man!

Me: And I believe you'll make me the happiest woman on earth.
Cornet: Bet on it
I smiled at him.

Me: Now I just need to find a way to make Manqoba sign those divorce papers.
Cornet: Your husband is a stubborn man.
Me: my ex husband
Cornet: Pardon me.
Me: No problem.
Cornet: So you seriously don't want to go out?
Me: No. I'm tired of going out
Cornet: Well I'm tired of staying in.
Me: That makes no sense
Cornet: Okay I'm tired of working.
Me: Makes sense
Cornet: Sun city?
Me: For the day?
Cornet: Yes.its the closest place
Me: nope
Cornet: Okay let's go to Krugersdorp then.
Me: To do what?
Cornet: Catch a movie, eat?
Me: Not another movie.
Cornet: It will be nothing like the movie you watched with the guys
Me: I'm choosing it.
Cornet: Deal.
Me: Okay. Let me go talk to Phumi then
Cornet: Okay.

He helped me up and I went to talk to Phumi. We drove to Krugersdorp.

Cornet: I can't believe you making me watch romance.

Me: You'll enjoy it.
Cornet: You think?
Me: You might get some tips from it.
Cornet: Really?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: Thought I am romantic.
Me: There's always room for improvement.
Cornet: I feel insulted
Me: I'm sorry.
Cornet: You don't mean that.
Me: I do.
Cornet: Would be nice if you actually said it like you mean it.
Me: Okay....babe, I'm sorry.
Cornet: See that sounds genuine
Me: I know.
Cornet: Now you sound arrogant.
Me: No I don't. I apologised

My phone rang.

Me: Kim!
Kim: Where are you?
Me: Krugersdorp.
Lora: What is she doing in Krugersdorp?
Me: I'm on loudspeaker?
Kim: Yes.
Lora: What are you doing in Krugersdorp
Nthato: did we not tell you about the braai?
Me: But y'all said later
Nthato: Okay true. We just chilling at the pool having drinks. The guys are in your entertainment room.
Me: Chill then. I'll see you guys later
Mbuyi: I don't get why she can't come back now.
Me: You guys are just chilling at the pool.
Mbuyi: I know that.
Kim: We wanted you here
Me: I'll see you you guys later.

I hung up.

Cornet: Your girls?

Me: They want me with them.
Cornet: missing you?
Me: They Actually shouldn't.
Cornet: That's cold.
Me: I just want you to learn a few tips.
Cornet: Oh wow!
Me: Come. The movie is starting in 5.

We went to get popcorn and refreshments then went to watch the movie. I kept pinching Cornet coz he
couldn't keep his eyes open. He was very relieved.

Me: that was the last time!

Cornet: Good. No more movie dates!
Me: You such a pooper
Cornet: Well excuse me for being a guy!
Me: you were suppose to get some tips.
Cornet: I told you I don't need any tips.
Me: You are a bad date.
Cornet: I'm offended.
Me: well its the truth. Lunch is on me come!
Cornet: I'm not even hungry anymore.
Me: You'll watch me eat then.

He laughed.

Cornet: Wow!
Me: I'm a nice person right?
Cornet: Very..
Me: I know.
Cornet: then why did you ask?
Me: well only coz I wanted to hear it from someone else.
Cornet: You have a very low self esteem Ms Merope.
Me: Oh shut up! You know I'm very confident.
Cornet: you overly confident
Me: Can we go eat?
Cornet: okay.

We went to Roco mamas.

Me: You such a bad friend though

Cornet: But I was with them ko Phiri Mapetla.
Me: that was ages ago. No wonder Kgosi's complaining
Cornet: I'm a busy man.
Me: No one's ever too busy for anything or anyone. You just need to know how to balance your life..
Cornet: okay fine that's true
Me: and since you only heading back to Cape Town on Monday. Make sure you see him tomorrow.
Cornet: You are a control freak.
Me: I'm just must trying to make sure you don't lose any friends.
Cornet: Well you'll make a good wife.
Me: thought you already knew that.
Cornet: okay fine I did. You want desert?
Me: no I'm full.

His phone rang.

Cornet: You want to answer it?

Me: Cornet that's your sister..
Cornet: You know she irritates me.
Me: Maybe its important.
Cornet: its not.
I took his phone.

Me: Hey Resego.

Resego: Hey can I talk to Cornet?

Cornet shook his head.

Me: He's out.

Resego: Please tell him that mum has just been admitted to Lesedi clinic.
Me: Okay cool.

She hung up.

Me: Your mum has been admitted to Lesedi clinic

Cornet: Let's go.

We quickly paid and he drove to the Hospital

Cornet: is she fine?

Resego and Glen were outside the ward

Glen: She'll be fine. Hey you must be Kele.

Me: Hey Glen
Glen: Nice to meet you.
Cornet: Glen stop smiling at my girlfriend. how's mum?
Glen: Cornet dude, mum's BP was high but she'll be fine. As you can see the Doctors are still trying to
sort her out.
Resego: you very pretty.
Me: Thank you. So are you.
Resego: Thank you.
Glen: Too fine for my younger brother.
Cornet: shut up!

I laughed.

Glen: Its nice to meet you.

Me: It's nice to meet you too.
Resego: Finally! We only see you on his instagram and Whatsapp Display picture

The doctors came out and we were allowed to see her.

C's mum: I was getting tired of seeing you on Resego's phone. You are beautiful.
Me: Thank you ma.
C's mum: took you time to bring her to me. I don't know why you always told me about her but never
wanted me to see you.
Cornet: ma, she's here now.
C's mum: Well I can see that Thabo.
Me: exactly Thabo!

He looked at me and smiled.

Resego: He doesn't like that name.

Me: I figured that one out a long time ago.
Glen: and he doesn't even know why!
Cornet: Can you all keep quiet?

We were with his mother for about an hour. A lovely woman she was.

Me: I think you should stay with her. After all she's getting discharged tomorrow she'd like all to have all
her kids there.
Cornet: You'll be fine?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: Take my Car.
Me: uber right?
Cornet: You sure?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: Okay then.

I kissed him. Said bye to his older brother and younger sister then got me an uber.

Cornet: call me.

Me: I will.

When I got back to the guesthouse, The wedding party was still having fun in the conference room and
my friends were in the braai area.

Kim: That took you forever

Kamo: Where's Cornet?
Me: His mum fell sick.
Nthato: is she fine?
Me: she'll be fine. They discharging her tomorrow.
Lora: That's good. So your mother in law...
Me: She's very nice.
Mbuyi: you like her?
Me: Okay...tell me how was the pool day?
Angie: Not so much fun without you.
Me: sorry.
Manqoba's girl was with us.

Me: Had fun with my girls Matema?

Kim: she wasn't invited.
Me: Ao Kim..
Kim: She chose to cling onto Manqoba's arm.
Matema: Mind you me Kim...I love my man!
Nthato: a man who made you his rebound.
Me: My goodness! Nthato le Kim!
Nthato: No its the truth
Matema: Y'all just too bitter. I know how to keep a man!
Nthato: Oh?
Matema: Unlike someone I know.

I looked at her.

Matema: I mean, Who'd let a man like Manqoba go?

Lora: did you even ask what went down between them?
Matema: No. Its not my place to question that. Clearly someone is just foolish
Kim: hey!

I put my cup down.

Me: Kim keep quiet. Oh?
Matema: yes
Me: Matema baby, do you know a thing about me?
Matema: No but...
Me: Tiptoe baby! Tiptoe around me. Tread carefully. I'm not one you'd like to mess with.
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She kept quiet.

Me: keep it that way if you don't have anything to say.

Kim: Good! Imma drink to that!
Nthato: See why we wanted you to come back in the afternoon?

My phone rang. I excused myself from them.

Me: Hey.
Cornet: Hey. You good?
Me: yeap. You?
Cornet: Just missing you actually.
Me: I miss you too.
Cornet: I'm sure the girls are happy that you back.
Me: they are just drinking away.
Cornet: some couples retreat right?
Me: You can imagine.
Cornet: I just wanted to check up on you.
Me: where are the others?
Cornet: out here drinking with friends.
Me: and you not joining them?
Cornet: I've actually decided to go to Kgosi
Me: see? That's a good idea.
Cornet: your words really cut me deep.
Me: I just don't want you to be that guy who doesn't even have a single friend coz of business.
Cornet: and I totally get that now.
Me: See? So go on.
Cornet: I'll call you later.
Me: okay.
Cornet: take care of yourself and the little one.
Me: I will.
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Cornet: bye baby.
Me: bye C.

I hung up and went back to the girls who were now joined by the guys

Kamo: Kele, you starting to bore the hell out of me.

Me: hebathong! What did I do now?
Kamo: You always not here. You always on your phone.
Me: how's that a bad thing?
Kamo: you don't see anyone with talking on the phone here.
Me: Yeah but I believe I have my own rights
Kamo: all we saying is..put C on hold for now. We are your friends
Me: Okay fine!
Lutho: switch it off.
Me: Fine!
Kamo: Give give give!

I gave it to him.

Me: Happy now?

Kamo: Very. Now we can talk.
Kim: Yes please!
Boikanyo: Kim please don't spoil our moods
Lungelo: and please say something that makes sense
Kim: Okay pay attention.

She took a sip of her wine! My goodness! Some wife my brother had.

Kim: Manqoba.
Manqoba: Hai Kimberly!
Kim: no just listen it will benefit us all.
Me: Kim just talk.
Kim: when we go to Mpumalanga... leave Rebound in Jozi please.
Lutho: Kim she has a name..
Kim: Fine. Sorry Marimba.
Lora: Matema.
Manqoba: Kim, learn a thing or two about respecting other people.
Kim: Learn a thing or two about diamonds and rhinestones
Me: Oh-kay! How about we talk about something else?
Lutho: yes please!
Lora: Welcome party.
Kim: for who? For Marimba?
Nthato: hell No! For Kele's son. Siyeza.
Kamo: who said it's a boy?
Lora: well we know that Kele and Manqoba only make boys
Angie: That's true.
Kim: I'm planning the party
Nthato: no. You should plan your wedding..
Me: how about we talk about that!
Kim: no. Its going to be months after Siyeza's birth
Kamo: I mean yes. Siyeza will be two months old in December
Lutho: any reason to eat and get drunk right?
Mbuyi: and besides...its tradition. Every new kid gets a party.
Mandla: so you guys can't say no.
Angie: and we having It at your old house!
Matema: in whose house?
Nthato: at her house. The one with grey painted walls, a gazebo, garden, 2 garages, ke face brick nyana
so...its in DK extension..that's her house. You know it?
Kim: I've got a picture I can show you.
Nthato: please do.

Manqoba looked at them. He was shocked. Lutho just smiled. Kamo was laughing Lord knows why!

Me: okay fine! We get it. That's settled then.

Lungelo: great.
Me: and just us. Its an intimate gathering. No extra friends from wherever Kamo!
Kamo: Fine.
He looked disappointed. Manqoba excused himself to take a call.

Kim: when you say just us...you including Marimba?

Nthato: no. She might just poison Siyeza.
Tlotlo: Nthato! Kim! Can you leave Matema alone?
Lora: give up T. Its not going to happen.
Matema: I can't wait to leave!
Kim: can't wait too. Waitsi nje...there's been a shortages of oxygen ever since you got here
Lutho: Kim!
Me: Kim stop drinking.
Kim: I'm not drunk.

Really she wasn't.

Nthato: its just the truth. Anyway...can we dish up?

Lutho: its about time..
Lora: I'll help you. Kele?
Me: Don't dish up for me. I don't feel like meat.
Kamo: then what do you feel like?
Me: Fat cakes and ice-cream.
Kamo: combined?
Me: yes.
Lora: I used to eat that when I was pregnant with Bonolo.
Me: and its actually quite nice...it has that...
Manqoba: Kelebogile, can we talk?
Me: O-kay.

He had just hung up. We moved from our friends

Manqoba: that was Godwin.

Me: Your friend from the car dealership?
Manqoba: Yes.
Me: o-kay.
Manqoba: he wants to know if we still interested in getting a bigger car.
Me: but we not together anymore.
Manqoba: this is for your own benefit as well. Your car is small.
Me. My car's not small.
Manqoba: there's a new kid to consider how are you going to fit all of them in one car?
Me: Manqoba...
Manqoba: there's Mam'flo to consider too.
Me: I don't know.
Manqoba: you just need to stop being stubborn. We'll go see him on next week Saturday
Me: Fine!
Manqoba: that wasn't hard now was it?
I looked at him and went back to Lora. I was very tired.

Me: I'm going to sleep.

Lora: now?
Me: yes. I'm actually very tired.
Lora: thought we could catch up.
Me: I'll see you tomorrow.
Lora: okay.
Me: tell them I had to go check up on something
Lora: okay cool.

I kissed her cheek and walked to my room. I took a shower and slept. I woke up at around 10 when I
heard a loud knock on my door.

Me: Hey! I'm coming.

I opened the door.

Me: What's wrong?

Kim: its 10am
Me: I know that
Kim: why are you still sleeping?
Me: coz I'm tired
Kim: we going out..
Me: good
Kim: good?
Me: yes.
Kim: with you.
Me: No Kim. Couples retreat. Go without me. I need to go back to my kids
Kim: Kelebogile.
Me: I'm serious. And tell Kamo to give me my phone
Kim: you seriously not coming?
Me: yes.
Kim: I can't believe this.
Me: well believe it. What time are you guys leaving?
Kim: half past.
Me: okay.
Kim: why?
Me: I need to get my phone from Kamo.
Kim: you'll find us outside. Get ready .

I quickly freshened up, went to put my bags in the car then went to find Kamo.
Me: my phone please.

He passed it to me.

Me: thank you.

Lutho: you coming With?
Me: no. I need to get to Sihle.
Lora: missed that much?
Me: not even. I need to discipline him a bit
Lora: all these kids need to be disciplined. Especially Boitumelo. My goodness!
Me: Tumi just likes cooking..
Lora: at the age of 4?
Me: yes
Tlotlo: Don't kill the child Kele. I know you.
Kamo: what did he do?
Me: He put Ona's tab in the washing machine.
Lora: Kele, is Sihle your kid?
Me: I am really not so sure anymore.

The others came.

Tlotlo: Just don't kill him.

Me: have fun!
Tlotlo: you too.
I greeted the rest of them then drove to Aunt Dikano's

Me: Siphesihle Ofentse Sibiya!

Sihle: I'm sleeping.

He was on the couch. I pulled the blanket off him.

Me: Get up!

He quickly sat up straight.

Sihle: what did I do?

Me: what did you do? Tell me.
Sihle: I didn't do...
Me: Siphesihle!
Aunt Dikano: Kele! You frightening the child
Me: What did I say about taking Ona's things?
Sihle: I'm sorry.
Me: You dare, and I mean you dare do that again..
He had tears in his eyes.

Me: I'll beat you up! Wipe those tears off your face!

He quickly wiped them off his face

Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile bathong!

Me: No ma. He needs to learn.
Aunt Dikano: You didn't have to be so hard on him.
Me: Lets go.

He shook his head.

Me: Ofentse...
Aunt Dikano: Hey! I'll bring them back later on. You'll kill him mos.
Me: fine.

I took my bag and left. I went back to the apartment. I got a call from Cornet and about 30 minutes later
he came.

Me: how's she doing today?

Cornet: just talking too much.
Me: Is she fine?
Cornet: Yes she is.
Me: That's good
Cornet: she was asking about you actually.
Me: Is it?
Cornet: Yes. She wanted you to come for lunch.
Me: and?
Cornet: and I said we have our own plans.
Me: You such a liar.
Cornet: Mum talks too much.
Me: hey
Cornet: no I'm serious

Just then he received a message.

Cornet: What the...
Me: what's wrong?
Cornet: some just deposited money into my account
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I was angry.

Cornet: I'll sort this out later.

 Me: Manqoba sent it.
Cornet: What?
Me: Yes
Cornet: are you serious?
Me: I don't know how he has your account details and all but on Friday night, he told me he wants to
reimburse you for the guesthouse.
Cornet: Are you serious? For what reason?
Me: said he doesn't want you to have any hold on Me. I'll sort it out.
Cornet: No. I'll sort him out.
Me: No. Please let me handle him. You guys will sort it out with Fists.
Cornet: Kele, I'm getting tired of Manqoba.
Me: I know...I know...just let me sort it out okay?
Cornet: Kele...
Me: Please calm down!
Cornet: Fine.
Me: Thank you. Don't let this ruin a good day.
Cornet: I don't why you so calm
Me: I have a baby to think of.
Cornet: Makes sense.
Me: Exactly. Hungry?
Cornet: Yes. I'll cook.
Me: Really?
Cornet: What you dont trust my cooking?
Me: I didn't say that.
Cornet: Okay. Just sit back and relax
Me: No love potion.
Cornet: Babe, I'm tryna get to heaven here.
Me: ah! I see.
Cornet: so relax.
Me: I am very relaxed.
Cornet: Good.

We went to the kitchen and I watched him cook. We were talking a whole lot of nonsense.

Me: That smells good.

Cornet: See?
Me: but you know there's a difference between food smelling good and tasting good.
Cornet: I love the faith you have in me.
Me: Hey I have a lot of faith in you.
Cornet: You have a funny way of showing it
Me: I'm sad.
Cornet: you'll be fine.
Me: What time are you leaving tomorrow?
Cornet: 10
Me: I found a few apartments.
Cornet: for?
Me: You.
Cornet: you serious about this right?
Me: yes.
Cornet: Lets see what you've got.
Me: Okay. Wait.

I went to get the papers I had printed out

Cornet: Or we could just get a bigger place for all of us

Me: you think?
Cornet: Yes. A house.
Me: Okay fine.
Cornet: How about we start looking for that
Me: I'm on it
Cornet: And I'm going to have to figure out what I'm going to do about everything that's that side
Me: You don't trust your team?
Cornet: I do trust them..
Me: okay. I'll get on it.
Cornet: cool then.
Me: please dish up already.
Cornet: relax

He dished up.

Me: Finally

We had a very nice meal. Then afterwards washed the dishes.

Me: you can cook.

Cornet: See I told you.
Me: You not so bad.

Just then we heard a knock on the door.

Me: I hope They are not back from their retreat.

Cornet: You have something against your friends.
Me: I don't.

I went to get the door.

Moipone: Bathong! You took forever!

Me: Mam'golo. What are you doing here?
Moipone: My old friend is having a party so I'm Here to help her. She asked me to come a week before.
Me: so what are you doing here?
Moipone: I need you to take me to Selena's.
Me: O-kay.
Cornet: baby are...dumela ma.
Moipone: Dumela.
Me: babe, Aunt Moipone, Mam'Golo this is Cornet.
Moipone: Oh so this is Corbet.
Me: Yes.
Cornet: Should get going.
Me: I'll talk to you Later.
Cornet: Nice to meet you ma.

He took his keys and left.

Moipone: Oh okay.
Me: Yes.
Moipone: I've given up on you.

I took her bags

Me: Let's go ma.

Moipone: okay

I took my keys, locked the car and drove her to Aunt Selena's

Moipone: Kelebogile, I hope you know what you doing.

Me: I do.
Moipone: coz at the end, no one's going to be here for you. And you would have lost a man who truly
loves you
Me: Mam'golo. I know what I'm doing.
Moipone: you not going in?
Me: no. Ona and Sihle will be at home soon.
Moipone: come see me during the week.
Me: okay.

I drove back home. 10 minutes later, Ona and Sihle arrived with Mam'Flo and Aunt Dikano

Ona: Hey ma
Me: Hey baby.

I hugged him.

Me: how was your sleepover?

Ona: Good actually.
Me: glad you had fun. Hey baby.
Sihle: Hello Kele.

He went to their bedroom.

Me: and now?

Aunt Dikano: he's mad at you.
Me: For putting him in his place?
Aunt Dikano: you were too harsh earlier on.
Me: Ma, Sihle needs to learn to respect his brother's things
Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile, he is only four
Me: you instill discipline at a tender age
Aunt Dikano: just go easy on the boy. I'll see you guys during the week.
Me: okay.

Ona went to start on his research project which was due on Thursday in my bedroom while I spoke to
Mam'Flo for a while then she went to rest. I went to Ona and Sihle's room. He was playing with his
remote control car.

Me: Mad at mummy?

He looked at me.

Sihle: Yes. Why did you shout at me?

Me: Coz you being a naughty kid.
Sihle: Kele, why don't you buy Me my own tablet?
Me: is that why you put your brother's in the machine?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: now that was just silly. I want you to go apologise to Ona.
Sihle: He'll hit me
Me: no he won't. Go on.

He stood up and I heard him say sorry to Ona then came back to me
Me: what did he say?
Sihle: nothing.
Me: give him space and don't you ever take anything that's your brother's unless you asked him for it
and he says yes
Sihle: okay sorry Kele
Me: Okay Kid .
Sihle: you not going to say sorry to me?
Me: for what?
Sihle: You made me cry.
Me: Okay fine. Sorry Sihle
Sihle: Okay Kele.
Me: Hug?
Sihle: Okay

He hugged me.

Me: no kiss?
Sihle: No.

I forcefully kissed him, he laughed then wiped it off

Me: hey!
Sihle: Lipstick!
Me: hai suka!
Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me: come then.

We went to the kitchen to make him something to eat then just chilled and watched TV, Ona joined us
later on and they seemed to have made peace. We slept at around 21:30 and the next morning, I took
them to school.

Me: say hi to Stacy.

Sihle: and my sweets Ona.
Ona: Come there she is. Let's go to her.

They got out of the car while I watched. Sihle was so excited. I watched Sihle and Stacy hug and she gave
him about two lollipops. They hugged again, she took Ona's bag and watched as Ona walked Sihle back
to my car.

Me: pretty girlfriend

Ona: thanks ma.
Sihle: Bye Ona
Ona: Show boy. Bye ma.
Me: bye baby. Don't keep Stacy waiting. Say hi to her for me.
Ona: will do.

He closed the door and I drove Sihle to school.

Sihle: she's nice Kele.

Me: You still going to take her from Ona?
Sihle: tjo Kele, you want Ona to kill me?
Me: Okay okay fine. Sorry.
Sihle: But I'm still going with them to the movies
Me: see I'm not getting involved. Come on. We here.
Sihle: Bye Kele.

He kissed my cheek.

Me: Bye baby.

I watched him run off and went to the office. The first thing i did was call Anthony then worked. Cornet
came to see me before he left and gave me Manqoba's cheque.

Me: I'll miss you.

Cornet: I'll miss you too.
Me: call.
Cornet: I will. Love you.
Me: I love you too.

I kissed him then he left. I went back to work. I called Lora during my lunch hour

Lora: Yho Kelebogile!

Me: what?
Lora: Kim got into a fight with Matema in the bathroom
Me: what is wrong with Kim?
Lora: no Matema provoked her le yena this time. Called Kim a bitch with no Morals.
Me: no what did Kim say yena?
Lora: Kim And Nthato were talking about Thami's side and girl caught feelings
Me: I hope she's not hurt. You know how Kim gets when her colored side comes out hey.
Lora: well it came out.
Me: Oh my!
Lora: I'll tell you about it tomorrow. Lunch?
Me: Okay cool. Bye.
Lora: great day.
Me: you too

I went to print out the documents Anth sent and called Mam'Flo to pick up the kids. I drove to DK
afterwards. Manqoba had just came back from work

Me: who the hell do you think you are?

Manqoba: and now?
Me: Keep your money!

I threw the cheque at him.

Manqoba: Kelebogile.
Me: And while you at it sign these divorce papers
I threw them at him.
Me: Sign those!
Manqoba: For eng?
Me: I don't want you anymore! I want to spend the rest of my life with Cornet. So just sign those damn
papers and leave us the hell alone!
Manqoba: The rest of your life with him? Kelebogile...
Me: and forget about that car thing. I want nothing from you.
Manqoba: What the fuck happened to the Kelebogile I married?
Me: Just sign those.
Manqoba: I need you to get the hell out of this house!
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Me: What?
Manqoba: Get out of this house!

I stood up pissed and walked to my car. He banged the door behind me and got into my car and went
back to my apartment. Ona was playing with his little brother.

Me: Finally you decided to share the PlayStation.

Ona: I'm trying to be nice.
Sihle: I spoke to Stacy.
Me: Oh?
Sihle: Yes. I'm going with them to the mall.
Me: really?
Ona: She'll bring her 4 year old sister
Me: Ona, don't teach my son those things
Ona: ma, I'm only trying to be nice here. And besides Sihle needs to learn.
Me: Sihle is only 4
Sihle: Kele please
Me: Okay, you know what? As long as you don't kill each other I'm glad. I'm going to take a shower and
sleep.
Ona: it's not even 19:00 yet.
Me: I am really tired
Ona: I need your laptop.
Me: On the couch.
Ona: Thanks ma.
Me: and on Wednesday afternoon, I want to check that research project.
Ona: Please find me pictures
Me: why don't you use your spending money?
Sihle: he wont have money for airtime
Ona: my lawyer has spoken
Me: Fine. Just write a note so I don't forget.
Ona: Okay ma.
Me: now!
Ona: I will.

He stood up to get a pen and a piece of paper

Me: put it in the laptop bag.

Ona: okay.
Me: Bye boys.
Sihle: Bye Kele.

I went to greet Mam'Flo then took a bath and slept. I was so tired. Really I was. The next morning, I
drove the kids to school.

Ona: mum, don't forget.

Me: Okay.
Ona: Sho boy.
Sihle: Bye Ona.

We drove to Sihle's school.

Sihle: We going to the Zoo.

Me: That's nice.
Sihle: I want to go with Ona.
Me: Oh?
Sihle: yes

Parent-child trip. I had received an email about it.

Me: So what about me?

Sihle: I think you too old for the zoo.
Me: So you want to go with your brother?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: We'll ask ms Jacobs about it okay?
Sihle: Okay.

We got to his school.

ms Jacobs: It's no problem at all.

Me: really?
ms Jacobs: Yes. How old is the brother?
Me: 10
ms Jacobs: Perfect age.
Me: well then...you happy little man?
Sihle: Yes.
ms Jacobs: any reason why he doesn't want you to come along?
Me: apparently I am too old for the zoo.
ms Jacobs: Oh my! But he is a pleasure to teach
Me: I'm glad to hear that. Let me get going
ms Jacobs: No problem.
Me: Bye baby

I kissed him.

Sihle: Bye Kele.

Ms Jacobs: Goodbye Mrs Sibiya

I got into my car and drove to work

Me: If I give birth before time..Letti I swear.

Letti: What did I do?
Me: Letti I specifically asked you to pay attention to what the client wants. You and your team just went
and made a mess.
Letti: Really?
Me: Yes
Letti: Hey Kele, I'm stressed. I have a lot going on right now.
Me: You not the only one with problems if you can't handle it, then give it to Someone else
Letti: No.
Me: Take a few days off.
Letti: That will drive me crazy
Me: then keep your head in the game. We going to lose our clients if you keep it going this way
Letti: Okay I get it.
Me: Cool then.

I walked out of her office and as soon as I entered mine, my cellphone rang.

Me: Shouldn't you be in Some meeting?

Cornet: Well yes I should but decided to hear your voice
Me: being the boss right?
Cornet: being the boss. How are you this morning?
Me: Tired and hungry
Cornet: had something to eat?
Me: well before I left.
Cornet: its almost 12
Me: Oh my! I need to get going. I have a lunch date with Lora.
Cornet: I'll talk to you later then..
Me: Love you.
Cornet: Love you more baby.

I hung up and got my things. Lora was waiting for me

Me: Sorry.
Lora: Pregnancy brain.
Me: Yes.
Lora: Ordered Mango juice for you.
Me: Thank you very much.
Lora: you look tired.
Me: been fighting with Manqoba left, right and centre
Lora: That bad?
Me: I'd rather not bore you actually
Lora: so how's Cornet?
Me: He is good. Very good infact.
Lora: You guys looked very much inlove at the guesthouse
Me: I'm happy friend
Lora: Happier than you were when you were with Manqoba?
Me: Can we not go there?
Lora: sorry. Tlotlo is worried about you.
Me: Tlotlo should be worried about Kim not me.
Lora: He thinks Cornet is going to hurt you
Me: Really?
Lora: Yes
Me: You all have something against Cornet
Lora: That's not true. I'm just telling you what your older brother said to me .
Me: well tell my older brother to not worry coz I'm fine
Lora: Yeah?
Me: Yes.
Lora: As long as you know what you doing.
Me: I do. Kim?
Lora: Yho! Kimberly! Manqoba won't even talk to her
Me: Was it that bad?
Lora: bona.

She passed me her phone. I watched the video.

Me: Kim Bathong!

Lora: she takes after you
Me: Haibo.
Lora: look at the poor girl..
Me: Who took this video?
Lora: Nthato.
Me: my goodness! You girls.
Lora: I really tried to get Kim off the poor girl. Even got my elbow hurt.
Me: that's something else!.
Lora: welcome to Kim's world.
Me: Kim is dangerous.

I was shocked. Matema must have broken a bone or two.

Me: I hope she doesn't get arrested

Lora: She won't
Me: you sure?.
Lora: Don't worry.

Our food came. I was hungry!

Me: I honestly can't wait to give birth

Lora: you almost there.
Me: You think?
Lora: Yes. October is just around the corner
Me: I'm counting down
Lora: You'll be fine.
Me: had I known! I would have tied my tubes ages ago.
Lora: Don't say that..
Me: I'm serious.. So I have something to tell you
Lora: Okay..
Me: So Cornet asked me to marry him.
Lora: So soon?
Me: I know I know!
Lora: You guys have been together for a few months or something.
Me: Yes I know that.
Lora: so what did you say?
Me: I said yes..
Lora: Oh Modimo! Kelebogile!
Me: Keng?
Lora; babe, you are 24 weeks pregnant. 6 months to be exact. You haven't divorced Manqoba yet you
already said yes to Cornet .
Me: Lorato, Manqoba will sign..
Lora: I doubt it. That guy loves you
Me: I want to be with Cornet.
Lora: Kele, are you aware that Manqoba was drugged? Are you aware of that?
Me: so?
Lora: He basically didn't cheat
Me: The bringing in the bitch to my house part?
Lora: That was wrong and he probably wasn't thinking straight. Maybe he just wanted all his kids to be
under one roof.
Me: Oh?
Lora: and has he not tried to show you how sorry he is. Friend I have absolutely nothing against Cornet.
I'm just against the pace he is going at.
Me: Don't worry about that..
Lora: I'm your friend. I'm suppose to worry
Me: fine. Next topic then.

We spoke about other things and parted ways afterwards. I went back to work.

Oba: Sent it .
Me: Thank you. Have those documents from Greens arrived yet?
Oba: No.

Some guy knocked on my door.

Me: Come in.

Oba: must be them and a thank you type of thing

Oba left.

Guy: Mrs Sibiya?

Me: Yes sir.
Guy: please sign here for these

I signed for the flowers, chocolates, wine and an envelope.

Guy: thank you.

He left. I looked at my gift. There was a note on the flowers.

"One of the hardest thing you'll ever Do, my dear, is to grieve the loss of someone who is still Alive"-
Unknown Author.
"Signed, sealed, delivered. Love you Always. M.A.Sibiya"
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I quickly woke up. I had dreamt of mum. She was sad and said nothing to me. I switched on the lights
and went to get myself a glass of water. It was 04:30 when I checked the watch. I went to check on Ona
and Sihle. They were sleeping peacefully. Sihle's leg was on Ona's neck. I took it off And put their cover
on them again then went back to my bedroom. I decided to work. My alarm went off at 5:30, I went to
wake the boys.

Ona: The zoo? Why? You don't look fine.

Me: Im fine.Sihle wants you to go with him.
Ona: but the zoo?
Me: Yes. The zoo. Fix that tie
Ona: Why do they like taking kids to such lame places though?
Me: See, we'll drop Sihle off first then you can ask them..
Ona:well I don't mind but this zoo thing I'm not sure hey ma.
Me: he wants you to go with him.
Me: Sihle!
Sihle: I'm coming!
Me: Hurry.

He came out of the bedroom. Ona laughed. I bit my lip.

Me: Sihle. What is that?

Ona: what do you have on?
Sihle: I look nice.
Me: no you don't.
Sihle: I do.
Ona: blue, green, brown, pink. So many colors
Sihle: I look nice
Ona: no you don't.
Me: let's go look for something else.
Ona: Please! Let me take a picture first.
Me: Hey just finish eating up.

We went to get Sihle changed.

Sihle: you don't like it too?

Me: no baby.
Sihle: why?
Me: Its too busy.
Sihle: are you okay Kele?
Me: yes baby why?
Sihle: you don't look fine.
Me: I'm just tired.
Sihle: I'll beat that person up.

I laughed.

Me: no you won't. Coz there's no one. Wear your shoes.

Sihle: okay.
Me: and come eat.

I went back to the kitchen. They finished eating and I drove them to school. I was feeling a bit under the
weather. I drove to work.

Oba: You good?

Me: yes. Just tired.
Oba: sure?
Me: Yes Oba don't worry.
Ona: Okay.

I called Anthony and set up a meeting with him. I had to get a move on things.

Anthony: Tomorrow.
Me: okay then.
Anthony: you sure you don't want to think about it?
Me: Anth no.
Anthony: I've seen a lot of divorce cases Kele.
Me: Anthony.
Anthony: okay sorry..
Me: have a great day
Anthony: you too.

I hung up and worked. I got a call from Tlotlo.

Me: Biggie.
Tlotlo: little, you good?
Me: yes you?
Tlotlo: sort of. Can we meet?
Me: Time?
Tlotlo: 12:30?
Me: where?
Tlotlo: cradlestone?
Me: Okay no problem.
Tlotlo: cool.
I hung up and worked. At 12:30 I met up with him.

Me: you don't look too good.

Tlotlo: you too. Didn't get enough sleep.
Me: work's keeping you up?
Tlotlo: that, you and Mum.
Me: mum?
Tlotlo: I've been dreaming of mum lately.
Me: really? I dreamt of her this morning. She looked rather sad.
Tlotlo: been dreaming of her everyday...and its always the same thing..."Take care of each other "
Me: Well she said nothing to me in that dream.
Tlotlo: I don't know what mum's trying to tell me but just watch your back.
Me: I'm fine.
Tlotlo: I hope so.
Me: Believe me.
Tlotlo: okay then.
Me: Yes. Can we order food now?
Tlotlo: Yes.
I called the waiter and we ordered food.

Tlotlo: I hope you know what you doing

Me: Cornet?
Tlotlo: I really don't trust him.
Me: I don't expect you to. I mean you don't have to.
Tlotlo: you say?
Me: Yes.
Tlotlo: I really want to protect you.
Me: Tlotlo tle.
Tlotlo: you know what, I'm not going to ignore mum's plea.
Me: Maybe it was just a dream.
Tlotlo: it wasn't just a dream when she told me to look for you
Me: Okay fine. Let's not talk about mum.
Tlotlo: okay.
Me: since you my brother... I wanted you to be the first to know.
Tlotlo: know what?
Me: Manqoba and I are making this official.
Tlotlo: Kele?
Me: we going ahead with the divorce
Tlotlo: you are?
Me: Yes.
Tlotlo: so you decided to go your way?
Me: Yes.
Tlotlo: okay
Me: Yes.
Tlotlo: Like I said before...I hope you know what you doing.
Me: I do.

I changed the subject and we finished eating.

Tlotlo: full?
Me: Yes
Tlotlo: you don't want anything else?
Me: No. You trying to get me fat.
Tlotlo: well that's an understatement.
Me: oh wow! You paying.
Tlotlo: well I know that.
Me: Good. That's what you get for calling me fat.
Tlotlo: but you never pay for anything when we go out
Me: Just pay Tlotlo
Tlotlo: Well I am paying.
He settled the bill and we left.

Tlotlo; see you soon.

Me: cool then.
Tlotlo: bye little.
Me: bye biggie.

I hugged him, got into my car and went back to the office. At 16:00, I knocked off and went to fetch
Sihle, then we drove to Ona's school.

Sihle: Can I go say hi to Stacy?

Me: They coming this way.
Sihle: Okay.

Ona and Stacy approached us. Sihle opened his window.

Sihle: Hello Stacy..this is my mum Kele. Kele, here's Stacy.

Stacy: Hey Sihle.
Ona: Hi ma, meet Stacy my friend. Stacy meet my mum.
Me: Nice to meet you Stacy.
Stacy: Nice to meet you too Mama Ona
Ona: I'll see you tomorrow.
Me: How's Stacy getting home?
Stacy: mum is on the way.
Me: how about we wait for her till she gets here.
Stacy: it's okay ma. My friends are over there.

She pointed at them and One had her bag.

Me: You sure?

Stacy: Yes ma.
Me: Okay then.

Ona hugged her.

Sihle: me too. Kele unlock the door please.

I unlocked the door and he got out to Hug Stacy. I said goodbye to Stacy then the boys got into the car.

Me: nice girlfriend.

Ona: Thank you ma. But she's my friend
Me: I'll try to believe that.
Ona: and who asked you to introduce Stacy to mum?
Sihle: Haaa Ona!
Me: Haaa Mara vele Ona! Give him a break.
Ona: Okay fine ma.
Me: And have you given it some thought?
Ona: Given what some thought ma?
Me: Zoo.
Sihle: I want you to come with..
Ona: Okay fine.
Me: Is that a yes?
Ona: Do I have a choice?
Me: actually no.
Ona: I'll go with him ma..
Sihle: Yes!
Ona: Just tell him to behave .
Me: I think you can handle him.
Sihle: Please don't shout at me. Kele tell him.
Me: Ona don't please.
Ona: I won't
Me: See he won't.

We finally got home. Mam'Flo was in the kitchen.

Sihle: Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hello boy
Ona: Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Hello Ona.
Me: How was your day Mam'Flo?
Mam'Flo: It was okay

My phone rang.

Me: So.
Sonwabo:Kele... how are you?
Me: Good and you?
Sonwabo: I'm okay. Tell the boys to get ready. I'm taking them out for Dinner.
Me: Oh okay then. I'll let them know.
Sonwabo: I'll be there in 20
Me: Okay.
Sonwabo: bye
Me: sharp.

I hung up. I told the boys and they got ready. I ordered pizza for myself. Mam'Flo apparently felt like pap
and meat. Old people though. Sonwabo came to fetch them. He was so happy to see them.

Me: Have fun.

Sonwabo: Have fun too. You so fat..
Me: Thanks bye.
Ona: Bye ma.
Sihle: Bye Kele.
Me: Bye boys.

They left. My pizza arrived minutes later. I was working.

Mam'Flo: you always working

Me: I have a lot of work to do Mam'Flo.
Mam'flo: you need to rest
Me: I will Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: I'll be in my bedroom.
Me: You sure you dont want some pizza?
Mam'Flo: No Kele. These things you eating are for you kids. We old.

I laughed.

Me: Mam'Flo, Pizza has no age restrictions

Mam'Flo: I'm okay with my pap and meat.
Me: Okay then..
Mam'Flo: give your eyes a break from that laptop okay?
Me: Okay Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Good

She went to her bedroom. I continued working and stopped when I heard a knock..
Manqoba: hey.
Me: Hey.
Manqoba: where are the boys?
Me: Oh Sonwabo took them out .
Manqoba: Oh okay. Got your papers?
Me: Yes thank you.
Manqoba: Can we discuss this?
Me: There's little to discuss...uncontested divorce.
Manqoba: I know you don't want anything from me..
Me: so this is going to be simple then.
Manqoba: not quite.
Me: what does that mean?
Manqoba: if you going to marry Cornet you not taking my kids with.
Me: Whoa! Manqoba are you serious?
Manqoba: well yes. I'm not going to allow another man to raise them while I'm still alive.
Me: My goodness!
Manqoba: So I want Full custody of my children
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I sat down and looked at him. I didn't know whether to throw things at him or what.

Me: What?
Manqoba: My children... Ona, Sihle and the little one that's on its way.
Me: Are you crazy?
Manqoba: No.
Me: Haven't you hurt me enough?
Manqoba: how is taking care of my children hurting you?
Me: You know what.. Try. I want you to try..
Manqoba: I will. I spoke to my lawyer this afternoon. So I am willing to try...if it leaves me down and out
that's fine as long as I have my kids with me.
Me: Manqoba! Why do you keep on doing this to me?
Manqoba: babe, not everything is about you. I failed Ona once, I won't fail him again. You think I'm
going to watch some man that I don't even know raise my kids? I'm not dead am I?
Me: I hate you.
Manqoba: That's fine. I just want my kids. What you do with your life is none of my business. I just want
my kids with me.
Me: You not going to win this.
Manqoba: try to consult Anthony okay? Tell the boys I came around. And tell them I love them.
Me: Fuck you!
Manqoba: Well then..have a great night Kelebogile!

He went out. I threw my powerbank at the door after he closed it.

Mam'Flo: Keng?
Me: Nothing Mam'Flo. I'll be fine
Mam'Flo: Stop lying to me.
Me: I'm just frustrated.
Mam'Flo: I heard Manqoba's voice
Me: Mam'Flo, I hate him!
Mam'Flo: dont say that.
Me: I really do.
Mam'Flo: you want to talk about it?
Me: No. I'll be fine.

I closed my laptop and went to take a bath. I was crying. At that moment, I really hated Manqoba! I
spent about 2 hours in there

Sihle: Kele!

I got out of the bathtub, put on my robe and went To the lounge.

Ona: Are you fine?

Me: Yes kid. I'm fine.
Sihle: Why are you crying?
Me: I'm not crying. I have allergies.
Sihle: What are Lellergies?
Me: Ona will explain. Hey So.
Sonwabo: Hey.
Me: thanks for taking them out..
Sonwabo: You know I love my boys!
Me: I'll walk you out.
Sonwabo: Bye boys!
Sihle: Bye malume..
Ona: Sho uncle. Thank you..
Sonwabo: No problem boys ..

They said goodbye in their guy way using hand gestures and I walked him out

Sonwabo: You want to talk about it?

Me: So Manqoba finally signed the divorce papers.
Sonwabo: ao? You regretting it already? Its not too late to turn back now you know?
Me: No it's not that. He wants full custody of the children after I get married to Cornet.
Sonwabo: Whoa! You are what?
Me: You heard me.
Sonwabo: So soon?
Me: Sonwabo please..
Sonwabo: Can I just say something?
Me: well you going to say it anyway
Sonwabo: I've known you all my life. Ngwana Rakgadi, this has got to be the dumbest thing you've ever
done! What is this guy feeding you

Sonwabo was lucky coz I had a soft spot for him. Had it not been that, I would have probably hit him.

Me: Sonwabo..
Sonwabo: You keep it calm when you talk to me. You lower your voice. I'm not your friend

I lowered my voice.

Me: I'm a grown woman.

Sonwabo: then act like one. You can't be making such irrational decisions. You've known this guy for
two minutes but already you want his last name. I don't blame Manqoba for wanting full custody of his
kids, he doesn't know this guy and neither do you but already you want him to raise his children?
Me: Oh wow!
Sonwabo: I don't take sides you know that. And when Manqoba takes this to court, tell him I'll be willing
to write his affidavit as to why he should get the kids
Me: Sonwabo!
Sonwabo: I'm serious. Till you start using your head again then we'll talk.

He got into his car and left. I couldn't believe it. I went back to the apartment. I went to get the
bathroom cleaned up so Ona and Sihle could bath.

Sihle: Kele
Me: Hey kid.
Sihle: are you fine?
Me: Yes baby.

Ona just looked at me. He understood. Sihle was just being his little self.

Me: just bath okay?

Sihle: okay.

He wasn't so convinced. I went back to the lounge to get my things. I said goodnight to the boys and
slept. I woke up again in the Early hours of the morning. Disturbed. I had dreamt of mum again. She was
calling my name this time and all I did in that dream was walk away from her. I couldn't sleep. It was
3:00.. All I wanted to do was cry, I went to the balcony and sat there. The world was at peace but I
wasn't. I was lost. I just sat there until I heard my alarm go off and woke the kids.

Ona: You not going to work?

Me: Not today.
Ona: why?
Me: Im not feeling well so I'll just work from home.
Sihle: I'm staying with you.
Me: you need to go to school..
Sihle: Haaa Kele.
Me: Haaa Sihle. You going to school.

They finished eating and I drove them to school. I called the office and told them I'm not going in then
went to the doctor..I wasn't feeling well really. When I got back from the doctor, I found Mam'Flo
reading her Bible.

Mam'Flo: You didn't go to work?

Me: No. After I dropped the kids off I went to the doctor. Waited till they opened
Mam'Flo: what did he say?
Me: apparently I need to rest and I'm too stressed.
Mam'Flo: you see?
Me: I see Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: made porridge.
Me: okay thank you.
Mam'Flo: And rest.
Me: I will Mam'Flo.
I went to eat, washed my dish then went to my bedroom. I had missed calls from Cornet.

Cornet: Ignoring my calls?

Me: No..been busy all morning.
Cornet: You okay?
Me: Yes. I am.
Cornet: Okay. Might come on saturday.
Me: okay.
Cornet: Hey. Whats wrong?
Me: Im not feeling okay that's all.
Cornet: But you at work?
Me: I'm working from home.
Cornet: Did you go to the doctor?
Me: yes I did. Apparently I need to rest.
Cornet: and do exactly that.
Me: I handled the Manqoba issue so don't stress about it anymore.
Cornet: okay babe. Listen, I have a conference call in 5 so I'll talk to you after it okay?
Me: Okay.
Cornet: and rest.
Me: Yho Dr Cornet! I will.
Cornet: Snap all you like. I love you anyway.
Me: I love you too.

I hung up and put my phone on silent then slept.

Mam'Flo: She needs to rest Lora waitsi Kele doesn't listen.

Lora: But is she fine Mam'Flo?

I was woken up by those two voices. It was 12:30. I went to the lounge.

Me: I'll be with you in a few minutes

Lora: Okay.

I went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth then went to make Lora and I something to
eat and drink.
Me: let's go to the balcony
Lora: Okay. Let me help you with that.

She took the glasses from me and we went to the balcony.

Me: why aren't you at work?

Lora: Took the rest of the week off. I'm exhausted.
Me: so how did you know I'm here?
Lora: Called your workplace and they told me you working from home.
Me: oh okay
Lora: Kele keng?
Me: Nothing. I'm just tired.
Lora: Please! Tell that to someone else
Me: okay Manqoba was here last night.
Lora: Yes?
Me: he wants full custody of his children.
Lora: are you serious?
Me: said he won't let another man raise his kids
Lora: Oh wow!
Me: he's willing to fight this.
Lora: But the courts will not allow it
Me: you know according to the children's act that fathers are said to be as good as mothers regarding
primary act and knowing Manqoba, he will fight this. You should've seen him.
Lora: so what now?
Me: I had to meet up with Anth today but cancelled I'll see him tomorrow
Lora: that's something else hey.
Me: I know.
Lora: But Kele, I understand where he's coming from.
Me: Oh?
Lora: He's still alive why should another man raise his kids while he's Still alive.
Me: so should Manqoba remarry then I should accept the fact that mu kids will be raised by another
man? You know what Lora, if Manqoba wants war then that's what he'll get
Lora: Yho Kelebogile.
Me: I'm serious.
Lora: Whatever you do think of the kids. You don't want them to get hurt
Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile!
Me: Ma!

I went to the lounge. Lora followed me.

Me: Ma.
Aunt Dikano: why didn't you tell me you not fine?
Me: it's not a big deal ma
Aunt Dikano: Sonwabo came to see me last night
Me: Well he didn't take long.
Aunt Dikano: and I'm glad He did. So Manqoba signed the papers?
Me: Yes.
Aunt Dikano: Kele, you want to get married to Cornet?
Me: Yes. Ma, I can make my own decisions. Please let me be.
Aunt Dikano: Kele, I don't blame You for being angry with Manqoba but you cant leave just go from one
marriage to another and now you want me to let you be?
Me: Yes ma.
 Aunt Dikano: Kele, you know I love you right? Love you so much, I'd go to the end for the world for You.
I'd climb mountains, cross rivers just for you. But nana no.
Me: Ma, I just need your support
Aunt Dikano: Kele, whatever you do after the divorce. Please don't involve me.
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I looked at her. I felt tears in my eyes.

Me: excuse me.

I went to the bathroom. I heard a knock on the door a few minutes later

Lora: Kele...I'm coming in.

She slowly opened the door.

Lora: don't cry.

She put her arms around me.

Lora: You know she wants the best for you

Me: She knows I need her blessing..
Lora: I know friend
Me: and now she's the obstacle?
Lora: she only means well.
Me: really?
Lora: Yes.
Me: I don't think so.

I washed my face.

Lora: I need to fetch the girls from school.

Me: That's okay. I'll come and see you.
Lora: you sure you'll be fine?
Me: Do I have much choice?
Lora: come on.
Me: I'll walk you out.
Lora: Okay then cool.

We went out of the bathroom. I took my car keys and purse. Aunt Dikano and Mam'Flo were talking
about their stokvel things.

Aunt Dikano: where are you going?

Me: need to get fresh air
Aunt Dikano: Oh okay
Lora: Bye Mam'Flo. Bye ma.
Aunt Dikano: Bye Lora.
Me: Lets go.

We went out.

Me: Say hi to the girls for me

Lora: I will.
Me: bye friend.
Lora: And stop crying.
Me: Fine.
Lora: Come here.

I hugged her and we got into our cars. I founs myself at the Johannesburg Botanical gardens. It had
always been a favorite place of mine. I took a walk and felt at peace. I just needed a break from
everyone! Everyone except my kids and Cornet. I was there till 15:00 and drove to Ona's school.

Me: How was your day?

Ona: why were you crying?
Me: Crying?
Ona: Yes.
Me: No Ona its nothing.
Ona: Ma, its not just nothing.
Me: How's the research project going?
Ona: I'm done. Ma, what's wrong?
Me: Onalerona I said its nothing!

I snapped.

Me: I'm fine.

He just looked at me and put on his earphones. It was only when we got to Sihle's school that he took
them off.

Ona: How was your day boy?

Sihle: Very nice. I can't wait to go to the zoo.
Ona: Don't give me trouble when we get there.
Sihle: I won't Ona. Hello Kele.
Me: Hello Sihle.
Sihle: When are we going to McDonald's?
Me: When do you want to go?
Sihle: Now.
Me: Okay then.
I drove to the mall.

Me: And I know you not hungry you just want to play.
Sihle: Haaa Kele.
Me: Haaa Sihle. You know it's true.
Sihle: I am hungry.
Me: you better eat.
Sihle: I will.
Me: go with Ona.

I gave them money..

Ona: You not having anything?

Me: Spicy McFeast.
Ona: Drink?
Me: Juice.
Ona: Okay.
Me: Thanks.

I went to get us a table and minutes later, Ona and Sihle came back with the food.

Sihle: Where's Stacy?

Ona: At her house.
Sihle: When is she coming to our house?
Ona: To do what?
Sihle: To come see Mam'Flo and Koko.
Ona: That's not going to happen.
Sihle: And Bafo.
Ona: Sihle, that's not going to happen.
Sihle: I'll tell her to come when she calls.
Ona: You dare touch my phone.
Sihle: Kele.

I was just listening to them.

Me: I'm not getting involved. Just eat your food.

Sihle: I'm full.
Me: Sihle... I don't want to fight with you. Just eat.
Sihle: okay.

He finished eating and went to play. Ona was on his phone.

Ona: When are we going to buy the Tablet?

Me: We'll go after this.
Ona: Okay ma.

His eyes fell back on his phone. When Sihle got tired of playing, went to get Ona his tablet and Sihle a
small smartphone.

Sihle: Thank you Kele.

Me: No problem baby.
Sihle: I can call Stacy now.
Ona: You going to need her number to do that. thanks Ma.
Sihle: I'll ask her..
Ona: Sihle..
Me: Ao Ona mara...come this side.

We went to the baby section.

Ona: Well this should be fun.

Sihle: we getting clothes for your new baby?
Me: Yes.
Sihle: So is it a boy or a girl?
Ona: We dont know.
Sihle: How?
Me: Well you'll understand later On in life.
Ona: So what kind of clothes are we buying?
Me: basic baby stuff.
Ona: okay bottles and all?
Me: Yes and Romps.
Ona: what are Romps?
Me: Just get a trolley you'll see.

He quickly got a trolley. Sihle refused to get on it. They were taking all sorts of things but they were
having fun. Well so was I.

Sihle: What's this?

Me: Pacifier
Ona: Ke spaza man Sihle.
Me: Don't be black about it. Use the correct term.

We paid and went back home. Mam'Flo was alone. The rest of the week went by quick. I had met up
with Anthony who just added to my stress. The boys were going to the zoo on that Saturday morning
and Cornet had landed on Friday night but was at his mum's

Ona: Am I really going to be listening to those kids make noise?

Me: That's what big brothers do..
Ona: Well it's not nice.
Sihle: Ona are you ready?

He was so excited.

Me: He's ready lets go.

We got everything and we drove to Sihle's school.

Me: Join in when they sing.

Ona: I have my earphones with.
Me: Have fun.

I hugged them and they went to Get on the bus. I waited till they left then went back home.

Me: Hey!
Cornet: Hey. Looking tired
Me: Thank you. How's Your mum?
Cornet: Very fine. Glad you ready. Where are the boys?
Me: Zoo.
Cornet: Ona went to the Zoo?
Me: he didn't have much choice.
Cornet: Well obviously... He has you as his mother
Me: Hey!
Cornet: Its the truth.

I rolled my eyes at him. He smiled.

Cornet: let's Go.

Me: go where?
Cornet: Let's go..
Me: Thabo?
Cornet: I don't like that name.
Me: well I do. Where are we going?
Cornet: You'll see.
Me: Another guesthouse?
Cornet: No.
Me: Okay fine.
Cornet: Ready?
Me: well yes.

I took my bag. He drove to some place

Me: Where are we?

Cornet: Will you relax?
Me: No.
Cornet: Come.

He blinded folded me.

Me: I don't like surprises.

Cornet: Will you relax? Come.

He guided me again.

Cornet: Ready?
Me: just take this thing off my eyes already!

He took it off
Cornet: welcome to your new house!
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The house was beautiful.

Me: Oh wow!
Cornet: So after everything is settled then we can move in here
Me: Can we go check it out?
Cornet: Yes.

He took my hand and led me to the door. He unlocked it and we went inside.

Me: Oh my!
Cornet: You love it?
Me: I do.
Cornet: I'm glad
Me: You have an eye for beautiful things
Cornet: Thank you.

Really the house was beautiful with no furniture, I could imagine how nicer it would be with it.

Me: You are really full of surprises

Cornet: good ones?
Me: Yes.
Cornet: I'm happy if you happy.
Me: Can we go eat now?
Cornet: hungry?
Me: Very.
Cornet: Okay let's go.
He locked it and we left.

Me: How are the kids doing?.

Cornet: They are actually at mum's.
Me: Really?
Cornet: Miss them?
Me: yes. We should go to them after this.
Cornet: No problem.

We finished eating then drove to his mum's house. Nthabi and Arabang were outside with Resego. I
greeted them then went to greet Cornet's mother.

Tumi: Where's Ona?

Me: Ona went to the zoo with Sihle.
Tumi: I'm sure he's bored
Me: you can say that again.
Nthabi: I missed you Aus'Kele.
Me: I missed you too baby. Ara, you fine?
Ara: I miss Sihle.
Resego: Well they seem to like you a lot
Me: house on fire type of thing.
Nthabi: Aus'Kele can I talk to you?
Me: Okay Nana.

We moved from the others.

Me: What's wrong?

Nthabi: Nathan.
Me: I thought we spoke about this.
Nthabi: Yes I know that.
Me: You know your dad will kill you right?
Nthabi: yes I know.
Me:so?
Nthabi: I love him but I'm not sure if he loves me too.
Me: Oh Nthabi!
Nthabi: Really I dont.
Me: And your studies? How are they going?
Nthabi: Fine.
Me: Babe you know the grade you in is very important right?
Nthabi: yes I know that.
Me: And I feel like you investing more time in this relationship more than in your studies.
Nthabi: Okay maybe
Me: That's wrong. See, Ona is in some infatuation type of thing as well.
 Nthabi: Ona Is in a relationship?
Me: Something like that. And I'm not worried about him coz I think he doesn't know much. But I am
worried about you though....You are about to start applying for university and all of that and I need you
to focus on getting great marks not worrying about Nathan who you not sure if he feels the same about
you.
Nthabi: I understand.
Me: So is it a deal?
Nthabi: Yes.
Me: Good.
Nthabi: thank you.
Me: I don't want to see you dead that's it. You know I love you right?
Nthabi: I love you too Aus'Kele.
Me: Good
Nthabi: I want to know about Ona's girlfriend.
Me: you need to ask him about that. He says they are just friends.
Nthabi: maybe they are
Me: yes maybe they are. You never know with you kids.
Nthabi: Ke Stacy?
Me: Yes how do you know about her?
Nthabi: We were talking about it on whatsapp
Me: Oh?
Nthabi: And they are friends Aus'Kele.
Me: Well you'd make a great lawyer

She laughed.

Me: How's your mum doing?

Nthabi: Fine. I don't get mum sometimes.
Me: Well that's okay. That's how it is.
Nthabi: and she's not easy to talk to.
Me: It's never easy to talk to your mum about certain things but you can always try.
Nthabi: No. Mom is like dad!
Me: Whoa! I think your mum is better than your father.
Nthabi: Maybe.
Me: Don't worry about it.

We spoke for some time. She was telling me all her high schools stories and we shared mine as well. I
was really fond of Nthabi. Such a sweet young girl. Tumi was with his dad and Arabang was playing with
a few kids. We left at around 17:00 after Ona called me to get them from Sihle's school

Ona: Uncle Cornet. How are you?

Cornet: Good boy. How was the Zoo?

He shook his head. He was tired and pissed.

Me: That bad?
Ona: I'm never going back there with Sihle.
Sihle: Why?
Ona: You are a handful.
Me: Im sure it wasn't that bad.
Ona: Yho Ma! You the parent right?
Me: Yes.
Ona: Next time you going with him. Sorry Boy!
Sihle: I had fun
Ona: well obviously!
Cornet: You'll be fine.
Ona: I need 72 hours of sleep.

Sihle was just chatting away. Going on about the animals and how Ona was shouting at him.

Sihle: And I'm not his kid Kele. You must tell him again.he doesn't listen.

Cornet looked at him and he wanted to laugh.

Cornet: I'll see you soon boys.

Ona: Bye uncle Cornet. Say hi to the girls and Tumi for me.
Cornet: Will do.
Sihle: sharp sharp.
Cornet: Sho boy.

I walked him out and when I went back to the apartment, Sihle was still talking too much.

Ona: Ma! Tell him to keep quiet.

Sihle: and Giraffes Kele.
Me: You had fun?
Sihle: Yes. Ona, you going to be as tall as those giraffes you know?
Ona: I'm going to the bedroom, don't follow me. Mum can I watch movies on your laptop?
Me: Yes.
Sihle: I won't. I want to stay here with Kele
Ona: Good. Stay here with your mum.
Sihle: I will. Kele, I'm hungry

Ona got up and went to the bedroom. We went to make sandwiches.

Sihle: I'll go with you next time.

Me: I don't like going to the zoo.
Sihle: Why?
Me: I went there a lot of times.
Sihle: so you don't want to come with me?
Me: we can go to another fun place.
Sihle: Waters wild.
Me: Nana, its wild waters.
Sihle: Granny said she'll take us to Durban again.
Me: When?
Sihle: Christmas.
Me: You and your granny are always travelling.
Sihle: You and Bafo must come with.
Me: Maybe.
Sihle: and your other kid.
Me: okay we will.

We spoke about his trip and planned other things to do. On Sunday, Resego and I drove Cornet to the
airport. The boys were at church with Mam'Flo.

Cornet: You didn't have to come with you know?

Resego: Oh wow!
Cornet: No I'm just saying.
Me: You need to chill.
Cornet: I mean you disturbing us. You know "us time"
Me: And I don't mind you being here.
Cornet: oh you against me now?
Me: Talk about girl power right?
Resego: Exactly.
Me: And besides she wanted to see you off.
Cornet: Fine. Next time don't come.
Resego: I'm your little sister
Cornet: well not by choice.

We stood there and spoke till it was time for Cornet to leave.

Cornet: Take care of mum

Resego: I will.

She hugged him.

Cornet: And stop working too much.

Me: I can't promise that.

I hugged and kissed him

Resego: Get a room.

Cornet: close your eyes! Love you.
Me: I love you too.

We watched him walk away and after that I took Resego out for lunch. It was fun. She was very crazy
and well...fun. She drove me back to the apartment.

Resego: we need to do this again.

Me: We will don't worry.
Resego: Take care.
Me: You too.
Resego: bye.
Me: Bye girl.

She drove off. The boys weren't back from church in fact they came back at around 18:00. They were so
tired so they just took a bath and slept.

Me: That bad?

Mam'Flo: we made them attend the morning and afternoon service.
Me: my poor kids.
Mam'Flo: Sihle promised to not Go with me anywhere anymore

I laughed

Me: sorry Mam'Flo.

We spent the evening just chatting away. The next morning, I drove them to school.

Sihle: I'm not going with them again.

Me: But was it nice?
Sihle: No. They made us sing.
Me: But baby its church.
Sihle: and Mam'Flo told me we going to McDonald's. Kele I'm never going anywhere with her anymore.
Me: Sorry Kid. We here.

I had dropped him off first. I had to talk to Ona.

Me: Bye baby.

Sihle: Bye Kele.
Me: Kiss.

He kissed me.

Sihle: Bye Ona.

Ona: Sho.
He got out of the car and ran off.

Me: What's wrong with you?

Ona: Nothing ma. Just tired
Me: I know you. You have been in this foul mood since yesterday morning. Is it coz of the zoo?
Ona: No.
Me: Then what is it?
Ona: Ma, I'm really just tired. Sihle is a handful.

We got to his school.

Me: Stop lying to me.

Ona: I don't get it anymore.
Me: Get what?
Ona: I saw the copies of the divorce papers in your bedroom when I was looking for my memory stick.
Me: Ona...
Ona: So you and dad are really getting divorced?
Me: Baby look..
Ona: Have a great day ma. I love you anyway.

He got out of the car.

Me: Ona we...

Before I could even finish off my sentence he closed the door and walked away....
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I watched him walk in and drove off to work. I was shattered.

Letti: You okay?

Me: yes I am.
Letti: Kele, you know you shouldn't be here.
Me: Letti please.
Letti: you really don't look fine..
Me: I Am really.
Letti: Okay
Me: please close the door on your way out
Letti: No problem...

She closed the door. I got a call from Tlotlo.

Me: Oh hey Biggie.

Tlotlo: Kelebogile.
Me: what did I do?
Tlotlo: Please find time, go visit your mum's grave and talk to her.
 Me: huh?
Tlotlo: Every night mum is crying..
Me: what makes you think I'm the one that's making her cry?
Tlotlo: Don't be so stupid now!
Me: Look Tlotlo, Maybe mum is just sad coz we haven't taken our kids to her grave. Only Ona went
there and that was ages ago
Tlotlo: Really?
Me: Yes. Maybe that's why.
Tlotlo: I don't think so..if that's the case then why is she always talking about you?
Me: How should I know?
Tlotlo: Kele, get your life in order!
Me: Bona Tlotlo I've been dreaming about mum too. Maybe we should just go and see Malume Putla
and ask him, he usually knows what dreams mean.
Tlotlo: You want us to drive to the Free State?
Me: Tlotlo, what do you want me to do?
Tlotlo: Fix your life, clearly mum is trying to warn us of something.
Me: Fine!
Tlotlo: Good. I'd like to have a good night sleep.
Me: Okay! I said Fine!
Tlotlo: Don't talk to me like that.
Me: Sorry.

He hung up. I couldn't even work. I kept thinking of Ona. He looked rather angry than sad in the
morning. My thoughts were interrupted by a call from Angie.

Me: Hey.
Angie: Hey girl.
Me: How are you?
Angie: You don't sound fine.
Me: I'm okay. You know how pregnancy is.
Angie: oh I know. So I'm throwing Lutho a little something something.
Me: Is it his birthday?
Angie: Yes on Friday.

I checked my calendar.

Me: Oh yes!
Angie: checked your calendar?
Me: Yep.
Angie: I'm throwing him a surprise party.
Me: need my help with anything?
Angie: yes your presence.
Me: okay then.
Angie: you'll be there?
Me: Well I'll let you know.
Angie: okay cool.
Me: talk soon.
Angie: most definitely.
Me: bye babe.
Angie: bye love.

I hung up and packed my things.

Letti: You sleep when you get home.

Me: Letti, I'm not 5
Letti: You need to rest.
Me: I will.
Letti: don't work.
Me: Okay. Love you Letti bye!
Letti: Love you too and eat.

I gave her a funny look.

Me: Okay bye. Tell Oba I left.

Letti: Bye.
Me: Bye.

I went to my car and got a SMS from Lora to have lunch with her. I called her.

Lora: okay you can just come now. I'm not at work either.
Me: I'm on my way then
Lora: Okay see you when you get here

I hung up and went to Lora's.

Me: boy Am I happy to see you!

Lora: your life's that bad?
Me: Yes
Lora: what's going on now?
Me: Ona found out about the divorce!
Lora: Oh my goodness!
Me: He's angry.
Lora: well obviously.
Me: Thanks Lora.
Lora: you were suppose to sit him down and tell him.
Me: Do you know how hard that is?
Lora: I know but a mother's got to do what a mother's got to do.
Me: I couldn't bring myself to it.
Lora: So he doesn't want to talk to you?
Me: He doesn't even want to look at me.
Lora: Your son is very understanding.
Me: You should've seen him.
Lora: Friend you know what I think?
Me: No.
Lora: has Anth filed in the divorce yet?
Me: I doubt. The last time I spoke to him, he had to go to the Northern Cape. Family stuff.
Lora: Stop him.
Me: No why?
Lora: Until you've given it some serious thought. Kele, this is affecting the children.
Me: Lorato you need understand something.

She took my phone.

Me: What are you doing?

Lora: Calling Anthony.
Me: Lora no!

I tried to take the phone from her.

Lora: Sit your ass down.

Minutes later she spoke to him in her kitchen.

Lora: Okay thank you.

She hung up.

Me: You had no right to do that.

Lora: You'll thank me later
Me: What did Anthony say?
Lora: I told him you still dealing with personal things and that you'd get back to him
Me: Lora!
Lora: I'm serious. Divorce is a serious serious step.
Me: Lora, I don't want Manqoba anymore.
Lora: That's not true and you know it.
Me: I've moved on..
Lora: Look, this is all moving too fast, first he buys you a guesthouse then proposes what's next? A
house?

I looked at her.

Lora: My goodness! Really?

Me: Yes.
Lora: Slow down!
Me: I'm hungry.
Lora: Of course you are. Kim's coming over.
Me: Yho!
Lora: Rejoice. Come.
Me: what are you making?
Lora: Fish and Chips!
Me: Well okay.
Lora: and talk to Ona please. Come!

We went To the kitchen.

Me: Well you glowing.

Lora: I'm happy
Me: and it reflects.
Lora: Really?
Me: You even gaining weight.
Lora: I need to hit the gym.
Me: Wait for me to give birth.
Lora: I might just do that.
Me: For now, just keep on glowing. Need help?
Lora: Just sit down.

I got a call from Mam'Flo saying She'll fetch the kids. Apparently Ona texted her

Lora: what's wrong?

Me: Ona asked Mam'Flo to fetch him.
Lora: You know what, just give him space.
Me: okay.
Kim: ladies!
Me: Hey Kimmy.
Kim: wena don't talk to me.
Me: ao?
Kim: Tlotlo doesn't sleep coz of you.
Me: Not that again.
Kim: He's worried sick about you.
Me: I spoke to him earlier on.
Kim: Where's Your hot rebound?
Me: my what?
Kim: Cornet!
Me: I didn't know Cornet is my rebound.
Kim: Like I said to Matema, you are Manqoba's soulmate. Y'all just need to be prayed for.
Lora: thought you liked Cornet.
Kim: Oh I do. I just like Manqoba more. Wine!
Me: Its Monday.
Kim: So?
Me: Don't you have to go back to work?
Kim: Took the day off.
Me: why did you fight with Matema?
Kim: That bitch! She's after Manqoba's money I'm telling you
Me: how's that your concern though?
Kim: That's your money!
Lora: Kim you crazy!
Kim: You know I'm right.
Me: Like Lora said, you just crazy.
Kim: Lora dish up so I can drink properly.
Me: You need to cut down.
Kim: you want a glass? Maybe it will sober you up and you'll back to Manqoba.
Me: I've changed my mind you can have a drink.

I helped Lora dish up..They cheered me up a bit but I was still very worried about Ona. I left at around
17:00. Sihle was watching Cartoons.

Me: Hey baby

Sihle: hello Kele.
Me: How are you?
Sihle: Fine.
Me: How was your day?
Sihle: Very nice.
Me: Where's Mam'Flo?
Sihle: Kitchen. I don't want to talk to her.
Me: Ao Sihle! Okay where's Ona?
Sihle: Bedroom.
Me: Okay.

I put my bag in my bedroom and went to his.

Me: Hey kid.

Ona: hello ma.
Me: going somewhere?
Ona: yes.
Me: baby look...
Ona: Ma, I thought you and dad were just taking a break from each other so you could deal with
whatever you fought about but divorce? Really ma?

He had tears in his eyes. So did I.

Me: Ona, I need you to listen to Me.

Sihle stood at the door.

Sihle: Ona! Granny's here. Come see her new hairstyle.
Ona: Goodbye ma!
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Me: Baby don't leave.

He took his bag and headed To the lounge. Aunt Dikano was talking to Mam'Flo.

Me: Ona..

Aunt Dikano shook her head at me to stop me. Sihle was confused..

Sihle: Ona uyaphi?

Ona: Kwa gogo.
Sihle: Why?
Ona: I'll call you okay?
Sihle: Okay.
Aunt Dikano: I'll call you okay?
Me: Okay.

She took his bags and they left. I went to my bedroom and sobbed. Minutes later, Sihle's hands were
wiping my tears off.

Sihle: Kele, what's wrong?

Me: Mum's just sad.
Sihle: Is it me?
Me: No. No baby its not you.
Sihle: Is it Ona?
Me: It's life baby.
Sihle: Do you want some water?

I nodded.

Sihle: Okay.

He went out of the bedroom and got me a bottle of water.

Sihle: Who is it?

Me: No one baby.
Sihle: Really?
Me: Yes.
Sihle: I don't like it when you sad.

His eyes locked into mine. He was sad as well.

Me: did you have anything to eat?
Sihle: I'm not hungry anymore
Me: Go eat baby.
Sihle: You coming?
Me: Yes..
Sihle: Okay.

He left my bedroom and I followed him to the kitchen. I dished up a small portion of food for myself,
dished up for him then for Mam'Flo. I heard a knock on the door.

Me: I'll get it just eat.

Sihle: Okay.

I got the door.

Manqoba: Hey what's wrong?

Me: Nothing.
Manqoba: You crying and you saying its "nothing?"
Me: Manqoba what do you want?
Manqoba: The boys.
Me: Sihle is in the kitchen eating.
Manqoba: Oh?
Me: let's go to the balcony.

He closed the door and followed me to the balcony.

Manqoba: The view from here at night is beautiful.

Me: It is.
Manqoba: You going to tell me what's wrong?
Me: Nothing's wrong.
Manqoba: I've known you since you were 16 so I think I know a thing or two about you.
Me: Ona left.
Manqoba: what?
Me: He found out about the divorce and now he won't talk to me or even look at me.
Manqoba: But how?
Me: I had made extra copies.

He looked at me.

Manqoba: What now?

Me: For the first time in my life I really don't know.
Manqoba: Kele, we have kids to consider can't you change your mind about this whole divorce thing.
We can get counselling or something.
Me: You serious? Don't you have a girlfriend or something?
Manqoba: she is exactly what Kim said she was...a rebound.
Me: Oh okay.
Manqoba: Kele, I dont want you to lose everyone who loves you. Cornet is bad news.

Just then Sihle shouted.

Sihle: Bafo!

He ran into his father's arms.

Manqoba: mfethu. Fede?

Sihle: Grand Bafo.
Manqoba: ngi grand nam fethu. Sgela?
Sihle: Si tops.
Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: you still don't approve?
Me: No. he is four.
Manqoba: I taught Ona tsotsi taal when he was still this young .
Me: You turning my kids into gangsters.
Manqoba: these kids are from Soweto. Just because you live in Parktown doesn't mean they should
change.
Me: Fine. I'll leave you with your gangster kid then

He and Sihle laughed.

Manqoba: Your mum's angry.

Sihle: She'll be fine. You'll be fine right Kele?

I smiled at him.

Sihle: Go eat.
Me: I'm not your friend. I'm your mum..
Sihle: mums need to eat too.

I was speechless.

Me: want some food?

Manqoba: I had a protein shake before I came here.
Me: how is protein Shake food? And how many times did I tell you...

He stared at me and smiled.

Me: You know what? Never mind! I'll bring your food out here

I felt his eyes on me as I walked away from him. I went to dish up for him and took his food and Sihle's to
the balcony.

Manqoba: Thanks.
Sihle: Thanks Kele.
Me: Pleasure. I'll be in the lounge
Manqoba: Okay.

I went to watch TV. I could hear them laughing and talking from the lounge.

Mam'Flo: They were always at ease when they were with their father..
Me: They connect.
Mam'Flo: and so were you.
Me: Mam'flo?
Mam'Flo: always at ease when you were with him.
Me: Please Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: You two love each other. Even a blind man can see that.
Me: I'm with someone else now.
Mam'Flo: Its not love. Its infatuation. Love is what you feel when you with Manqoba. Your eyes tell a
different story when you with Manqoba and a totally different one when you with Cornet.
Me: Mam'Flo please
Mam'Flo: you'll remember these words one day and I hope by the time you realize I'm right it won't be
too late.

She got up from the couch and went to her bedroom. I went to take Manqoba and Sihle's plates.

Manqoba: for all times sake?

Me: I'm washing.
Manqoba: fine! Its always been my job to dry them anyway.
Me: Why you sulking?
Manqoba: I'm not sulking.
Me: you are.
Manqoba: let's just get these dishes clean okay?
Me: Fine.

Sihle led us to the kitchen. He sat and watched us while we washed the dishes

Sihle: I think its a boy.

Manqoba: I think it's a girl.
Sihle: Kele?
Me: I think its twins.
Sihle: you mean two kids?
Me: yes.
Sihle: we'll sell one where Ona wanted to sell me. OMX.
Me: OLX.
Manqoba: why would you want to sell one?
Sihle: They will make noise here.
Me: But you also make noise.
Sihle: I don't cry.
Me: really?
Sihle: Yes. I'm going to Mam'Flo.
Me: thought you angry at her.
Sihle: She gave me sweets
Manqoba: come say bye to me, I'm leaving now.

He picked him up and played with him for about 5 minutes, Sihle couldn't stop laughing.

Manqoba: I'll come back okay?

Sihle: Sho Bafo.
Manqoba: sho mfethu.

Did Their guy handshake and Sihle went to Mam'Flo.

Manqoba: Thanks for dinner.

Me: no sweat.
Manqoba: So you really think it's a boy?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Its a girl.
Me: The last time you said its a girl, you had to pay for a trip to Mozambique.
Manqoba: Im not wrong this time.
Me: oh?
Manqoba: let's bet on it.
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: if you win, you choose anything you want
Me: You know I'm going to choose the G63 right?
Manqoba: Its fine..
Me: And if you win?
Manqoba: You give me another cute kid
Me: not going to happen, we not together anymore.
Manqoba: Okay. You'll take me on that trip you promised me.
Me: Brazil?
Manqoba: yes..
Me: You know I'm not as rich as you are right?.
Manqoba: says the woman who runs a very successful transport business and holds a important
position in a telecom company.
Me: okay Fine!
Manqoba: Deal?
Me: fine deal.

We made a bet and I walked him out.

Manqoba: Ona will be back. Don't cry. Besides Aunt Dikano knows how to get to him
Me: I hope so.
Manqoba: Goodnight.
Me: bye.

He left and I went to bath. I called Cornet afterwards. Sihle was sleeping with Mam'Flo.

Cornet: You good?

Me: yes. Just wanted to say goodnight.
Cornet: Well thank you very much.
Me: cool..
Cornet: You okay?
Me: yes. I'll talk to you tomorrow
Cornet: I love you.
Me: I love you too.

I hung up and slept. I woke up at 5am after dreaming of mum again. I really had to make my way To the
Free State with Tlotlo. I wasn't going to work. At 6:00, I woke Sihle and got for him ready for school then
went to drop him off. I called Aunt Dikano to find out how Ona was and told me to stay away till he
calmed down. I went back home to work.
Mam'Flo: Kele your phone's ringing.
Me: Hello?
"Is this Kelebogile"
Me: who's this?
"No one important...bye"
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The person hung up.

Me: okay that was weird

Mam'Flo: what's wrong?
Me: unknown caller
Mam'Flo:maybe its a wrong number.
Me: she knows my name Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Maybe it's nothing.
Me: Maybe. You hungry Mam'Flo?
Mam'Flo: no..I just had something to eat.
Me: Okay then.
I went to the kitchen to make myself something to eat. I was thinking of the call.

Aunt Dikano: Kele!

Me: I'm coming.

I put my sandwiches on a plate, got something to drink and went to the lounge

Me: How's Ona?

Aunt Dikano: Dumela le wena Kelebogile.
Me: I'm sorry Hello ma.
Aunt Dikano: how are you?
Me: I'm fine. How's my son doing?
Aunt Dikano: He still doesn't understand why you and his father are getting a divorce.
Me: so he's still angry?
Aunt Dikano: Not angry. Sad.
Me: Can I come see him later on
Aunt Dikano: No.
Me: Hao Ma! He's my son you know?
Aunt Dikano: you've hurt him you know?

I Kept quiet

Aunt Dikano: give him space.

Me: Okay.
Aunt Dikano: How's Sihle?
Me: well Sihle is being Sihle.
Aunt Dikano: That's good then.
Me: I'll be in my bedroom if you need me.
Aunt Dikano: You don't want to sit with us?
Me: I've got work to do.
Aunt Dikano: you not suppose to be working like this.
Me: I have a lot to do ma.
Aunt Dikano: You just avoiding us .
Me: That's not true
Aunt Dikano: Really?
Me: Yes.
Aunt Dikano: okay then.

I went to the bedroom to continue working there. Still left unanswered about the call. I figured it was
nothing. I was disturbed by a call from Kamo.

Me: Hey you!

Kamo: TLC is what you don't have .
Me: What did I do?
Kamo: I haven't spoken to you in ages
Me: Really?
Kamo: Yes
Me: I'm sorry I've just been busy
Kamo: Busy? You not even at work.
Me: Busy with work at home
Kamo: Okay that makes sense.
Me: I know.
Kamo: So when will I see you?
Me: Lutho's party. Friday.
Kamo: I mean just the two of us.
Me: Oh. I don't know
Kamo: Today. Movies on me
Me: Movies?
Kamo: Okay dinner.
Me: Okay that's fine.
Kamo: I'll fetch you.
Me: let's just meet there
Kamo: I'll text you the details.
Me: Okay.
Kamo: And Kele...
Me: Yeah?
Kamo: be less depressed when we meet. Okay?
Me: I'm not....okay.
Kamo: Good
Me: Bye.
Kamo: Bye
Me: Love you!
Kamo: I love you too friend.

I hung up and continued working.

Aunt Dikano: You not hungry?

Me: No. I'm still fine.
Aunt Dikano: Kele?
Me: Ma?

She sat down.

Aunt Dikano: You do know that I love you right?

Me: yes.
Aunt Dikano: I don't want you to think that I'm against you.
Me: It feels like it.
She looked at my laptop and I closed it

Aunt Dikano: I don't want you to do things you'll later on regret.

Me: We talking about Cornet again? Ma please!
Aunt Dikano: Don't you think you kids are moving too fast?
Me: Is there a manual that we should always refer to ma?
Aunt Dikano: Yes me
Me: You had no problem with Manqoba!
Aunt Dikano: Manqoba didn't move this fast?
Me: Really?
Aunt Dikano: And besides Kele, you know Manqoba inside out.
Me: And I'll get to know Cornet inside out too
Aunt Dikano: and your children?
Me: Sihle's too young to understand what's going on and Ona will eventually understand.
Aunt Dikano: Understand that you leaving his father for another man?
Me: Manqoba was about to divorce me for his side chick. So he was right?
Aunt Dikano: No but...
Me: But what ma?
Aunt Dikano: You know him.
Me: He brought his Sugar mama home and his side chick to our house without consulting me. Okay fine,
I forgive the Masechaba part but the Vuyelwa part!
Aunt Dikano: Thought you forgave him for that .
Me: I just can't forget it. Had he handled it in a different way then maybe just maybe.
Aunt Dikano: I still think you need to slow it down
Me: Okay. I hear you
Aunt Dikano: but are you listening?
Me: Yes I am..
Aunt Dikano: I'd advise you to break it up. So You can focus on your kids and fixing your marriage that's
not so broken.
Me: Not so broken?
Aunt Dikano: I've seen worse. I want you to think about this and tell me if it's something that can't be
fixed.

She stood up, I watched her leave the room and I just put my head on the pillow and looked at the
ceiling. I was so tired really tired! Tired of everything. Tired of being pregnant. Tired of fighting. Tired of
my friends. I was just so tired! I was woken up by Mam'Flo. I didn't even know when I had fallen asleep.

Mam'Flo: Its time to fetch Sihle.

Me: Oh okay thanks Mam'Flo.

I got up and went to to wash my face and brush my teeth.

Me: What time did Aunt Dikano leave?

Mam'Flo: She left 10 minutes ago.
Me: Oh Mam'Flo...I'm going out for dinner with Kamo.
Mam'Flo: Kelebogile, you eat a lot of junk.
Me: Mam'Flo...
Mam'Flo: You need to eat Pap and Amasi..
Me: No thank you Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: I'm telling you
Me: O-kay...Mam'Flo, I love you. I need to go now.

I took my car keys and handbag then left.

Sihle: Kunini Kele! I've been waiting for you.

Me: sorry.
Sihle: I'm hungry.
Me: What do you want to eat?
Sihle: Kota.
Me: Where will I find a kota here?
Sihle: Diepkloof
Me: You want me to drive to Soweto?
Sihle: I'll die of hunger.
Me: fine! Buckle up!

He buckled up and with drove to Soweto. Just for his Kota.

Sihle: when is Ona coming back?

Me: You miss him?
Sihle: No. I want to know when he's going to be back so he doesn't catch me playing his games.
Me: Siphesihle!
Sihle: you know Ona will kill me if he finds me playing his games
Me: Go get your Kota. Its ready.

He got up from where we were sitting and went to get his Kota.

Sihle: You don't want anything?

Me: You have money?
Sihle: No..
Me: Then?
Sihle: We'll use your money.
Me: Must be nice to have a mother right?
Sihle: Very nice.
Me: Hai suka! Let's go.

We drove back home. He had sauces all over his face.

Me: You look like a varkie.
Sihle: What's a varkie?
Me: You!
Sihle: is it nice?
Me: No.
Sihle: But I'm nice.
Me: You think?
Sihle: Yes
Me: Well I wouldn't know.

We got home and he went to wash his face. I got ready for my dinner date with Kamo.

Sihle: Where are you going?

Me: Going out with uncle Kamo.
Sihle: what time will you be back?
Me: Bathong! Siphesihle! How do I look?
Sihle: You look nice.
Me: Thank you.

I kissed his forehead.

Me: see you later.

Sihle: Bye.
Me: Bye Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Bye baby. Be safe.
Me: I will.

I drove to meet up with Kamo.

Me: I'm fine!

Kamo: are you?.
Me: Yes. Where's the food? I'm hungry.
Kamo: we ordered 10 minutes ago.
Me: I'm going to complain about it.
Kamo: Give birth already!
Me: whatever!
Kamo: I missed you.
Me: I missed you too. No serious talk?
Kamo: No. I think you've heard enough from Lora.
Me: You have no idea. How's Lungelo doing?
Kamo: He's perfect.
Me: That is great. And the adoption thing?
Kamo: We still working on that. But I want us to talk about a whole lot of nonsense today.
Me: I'd like that very much. Laugh a bit.
A few minutes later our food came. I was having so much fun with Kamo. I really missed him.

Me: No!
Kamo: I'm telling you. I'll send it to you.
Me: I need to see that clip.
Kamo: dessert?
Me: Yes please!
Kamo: You eat a lot.
Me: Wow Kamo! I'm pregnant.you didn't know?
Kamo: Hai suka.

"Kele?"

We looked at the person.

Me: have we met before?
"I'm sorry for disturbing your dinner. Forget about me"
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She walked away.

Kamo: Helloooo!
Me: I don't know what that was!
Kamo: You not going to run after her?
Me: no.
Kamo: You have a stalker?
Me: That's such a tormenting thought
Kamo: But its true.
Me: I want to go back to my kid
Kamo: Dessert?
Me: No. I'm full.
Kamo: Kele maybe it's nothing
Me: Kamo, that was not nothing.
Kamo: You reading too much into this.
Me: I'm leaving..
Kamo: Okay wait for me to settle the bill..
Me: Hurry.

He called the waiter and settled the bill.

Kamo: call when you get home.

Me: I will.
Kamo: I love you.
Me: I love you too.
Kamo: be safe.
Me: You too.

I hugged him and sped home.

Mam'Flo: Who's chasing after you?

Me: no one. Are you guys safe?
Mam'Flo: why wouldn't we be?
Me: okay it's nothing.
Mam'Flo: Kelebogile!
Me: It's really nothing Mam'Flo.

I went to check up on my kid. He was sleeping peacefully. I then went to take a bath, said goodnight to
Mam'Flo and tried to finish off my novel but struggled to. I was startled by my cellphone when it rang.

Cornet: Are you okay?

Me: Yes. I'm fine.
Cornet: you don't sound fine.
Me: I am very fine.
Cornet: just wanted to say goodnight.
Me: Well thank you. Goodnight to you too.
Cornet: Babe, you sure you fine?
Me: yes I'm fine. I just need to sleep.
Cornet: Okay. I'll let you rest then.
Me: Goodnight
Cornet: Goodnight.

I hung up, closed the book and put my head on the pillow, minutes later, I went to take Sihle so he could
sleep with me. Trust! I was ready for war. I wondered who that lady was. She looked so thin and lost. Yet
very dark. I only managed to sleep after 2 hours. My alarm went off at 6. I went to brush my teeth and
wash my face. Sihle Still sleeping

Me: Hey varkie wake up!

Sihle: I don't want to go to school.

I pulled the blankets off him.

Sihle: Kele!
Me: Wake up!
Sihle: Why am I in your bedroom?
Me: Coz I didn't want you to sleep alone. Time to go to school. Come on.
Sihle: Can't I stay here with you?
Me: No baby no you can't. Get up and go to the bathroom.
He reluctantly got off and went to the bathroom.

Me: And Hurry Siphesihle!

Sihle: I'm about to bath. Don't come in.

I opened the door.

Sihle: Ha Kele! I said don't come in.

Me: No swimming..
Sihle: Okay.
Me: Hurry.
Sihle:okay Kele.

I went out of the bathroom and went to pack his snacks. I made him breakfast. He finished bathing,
went to get dressed and came to the kitchen.

Me: you didn't comb your hair?

Sihle: I look nice.
Me: you look lost. Go get your comb.

He ran to their bedroom and got the comb.

Sihle: There you go.

Me: sit still.

I combed his hair.

Me: Now you can go eat

Sihle: Thank you Kele
Me: it's my pleasure baby.

He went to take his food. I was looking at the girls' messages. My word! They were up chatting at 1:30. I
felt sorry for their partners. Kim was complaining about Tlotlo's snoring, Nthato was complaining that
Jabu is not romantic anymore, Mbuyi was on about how she and Mandla had lost the spark and Angie
was angry at Lutho for not helping her wash the dishes. She was even considering cancelling the surprise
party. Lora was the only one not complaining but of course she wouldn't... She was glowing! I laughed.

Sihle: Kele is it Bafo?

Me: no why?
Sihle: I'm just asking.
Me: You wanted something from him?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: What? Another sneaker?
Sihle: No PlayStation.
Me: Tell him when he comes.
Sihle: Kele?
Me: Sihle?
Sihle: When are we going back home?

I didn't know what to say.

Me: you don't like it here?

Sihle: It's too quiet and there's not enough space here.
Me: We'll get a bigger place..
Sihle: I miss home.
Me: I know you do baby.

I looked at him. Maybe I had underestimated his intelligence.

Me: let's go.

Sihle: Let's go.

I took his bag. We went to my car and I drove him to school.

Sihle: McDonald's today?

Me: no. Pap and amasi.
Sihle: haa Kele!
Me: You'll grow big if you eat pap and amasi. You'll be as big as the elephant you saw at the zoo.
Sihle: I don't want to be that big anymore
Me: you still not getting McDonald's
Sihle: Kele.
Me: Sihle!

He looked like his father when he didn't have his way. I smiled

Me: Let's have pizza instead.

Sihle: Okay! That's fine.

He smiled

Me: Good. We are here. Time for school.

I walked him in.

Me: I love you okay?

Sihle: I love you too Kele.
I hugged and kissed him. He ran to his class. I went back home. I missed work really but knowing them,
they'd spend me back home. I helped Mam'Flo clean.

Mam'Flo: Still dreaming of your mother?

Me: Yes Mam'Flo..
Mam'Flo: That's good.
Me: Good?
Mam'Flo: it shows that she's still with you..
Me: I guess so..
Mam'Flo: Really.

My phone rang.
Me: Manqoba
Manqoba: Kelebogile.
Me: What's up?
Manqoba: I need to talk to you about something. I'll come by today..
Me: You want us to choose the color of my G63?

He laughed

Manqoba: you should be booking our tickets to Brazil.

Me: Oh?
Manqoba: I told I'm going to win this
Me: Yeah right. What time?
Manqoba: Say after 20:00?
Me: why so late?
Manqoba: I have a few late meetings.
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: Cool.

I hung up. We finished cleaning.

Me: You going to church today? Home cell?

Mam'Flo: Yes.
Me: okay Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: you should come with.
Me: would have loved to but Manqoba is coming later on and Sihle will say no to anything that has
church in it!

She laughed.

Mam'Flo: he'll never forget the day right?

Me: no. He even swore that he won't go with you anyway.
Mam'Flo: it wasn't that bad.
Me: my son hates singing so it seems.
Mam'Flo: Your son is something else.
Me: I absolutely agree.
Mam'Flo: but he'll grow to love it.
Me: I don't think he has much choice. He has you and Aunt Dikano as his grannies.
Mam'Flo: I'll be in my bedroom.

My phone rang again.

Me: yes Letti what's up?

Letti: I've emailed you the changes I made to the DNR proposal.
Me: Okay I'll go through it and get back to you.
Letti: You feeling better?
Me: Yes better

I heard a knock on the door

Letti: But rest.

Me: I'm coming back to work next week..
Letti: Kele...
Me: Letti, we'll talk. There's someone at the door.
Letti: just rest.
Me: okay bye
Letti: Bye

I hung up and went to the door. It was the lady Kamo and I saw at the restaurant.
Me: Hello. Who are you?
"I am Hilda, the woman whose life he destroyed"
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Me: Err...come in.

She stepped in.

Me: Can I get you something to drink please?

Hilda: yes a glass of water.
Me: Okay.

I went to get her a glass of water.

Hilda: nice place.

Me: Thank you.
Hilda: Thanks.
She was referring to the glass of water.

Me: no problem.

I sat down.

Hilda: Like I said, I'm Hilda Mphahlele from Zuurbekom,

My phone rang.

Me: excuse me.

I answered it.

Me: Ma can I call you back?

Ona: Ma, Koko collapsed we on our way to Tshepo-Themba now. Please come.

He was panicking. He quickly hung up.

Me: I'm sorry Hilda, I need to rush somewhere.

Hilda: I'll come back sometime.
Me: okay. Mam'Flo!
Mam'Flo: What's wrong?
Me: Aunt Dikano collapsed.
Mam'Flo: Let me get my bag.
Me: Do you need a lift?
Hilda: Oh no. I'm fine.
Me: Okay.

I was stressed.

Hilda: Goodbye. See you okay?

Me: Bye Hilda.

She went out.

Me: Mam'Flo!
Mam'Flo: I'm coming.

I quickly went to get the car keys and my handbag. She came out and we quickly locked the doors and I
drove to Tshepo-Themba.

Mam'Flo: Thank the heavens we still alive.

Me: I'm sorry Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: Kele you can speed.
Me: My apologies
Mam'Flo: Its fine.

We went in. Ona was with Aunt Dikano's Neighbor Ntate Lithole.

Me: Mr Lithole
Mr Lithole: Kele Dumela.
Me: How are you Sir?
Mr L: I'm fine.
Me: What happened?
Mr L: Ona said she just collapsed then that's when he ran to call me so we could drive her here.
Me: Thank you
Mr L: No problem.

He spoke to Mam'Flo. I went to Sit next to Ona.

Me: Hey Kid.

Ona: Hello ma

I hugged him

Me: how are you?

Ona: I'm fine and you?
Me: I'm okay.
Ona: and Sihle?
Me: He's fine. You know how your baby brother is.
Ona: I'm sure he's having the time of his life with my PlayStation.
Me: I wouldn't know. Why aren't you...
Ona: The teachers have a workshop so they told us to not come in today since it started at 9:00
Me: Oh okay.

Talk about timing!

Me: I miss you.

Ona: I miss you too ma.
Me: And I want you to know that I'd never do anything to intentionally hurt you.
Ona: Is it final?
Me: no. It hasn't even gone that far yet.
Ona: But why ma?
Me: Things don't always work out the way you want them to.
Ona: Was it dad? Did he hurt you?
Me: oh no baby! It's not your father.
Ona: Can you two work it out?
Me: I don't know that yet. Maybe someday.
Ona: okay.

Well clearly he had given this some thought.

Me: But your father and I love you kids very much.
Ona: It doesn't feel like it.
Me: oh baby...we do. Don't doubt our love.
Ona: I thought you and dad loved each other.
Me: we do.
Ona: Then why this ma?
Me: Like I said baby, things dont always work the way you want them to.
Ona: I always looked up to you and dad.

Just then the doctor came. Mam'Flo and Mr Lithole spoke to her and we followed them to Aunt Dikano's
ward.

Ona: I thought you were dead.

Me: and I always told you to take your BP pills.
Aunt Dikano: Kele, dont shout please.
Ona: When are you going home?
Aunt Dikano: Today.
Me: aren't they keeping you the night.
Aunt Dikano: You want me to die?
Me: You won't die.
Aunt Dikano: You should be on this bed not Me.
Mam'Flo: Oh wow!
Mr Lithole: You still like overworking?
Me: I'm not that bad Mr Lithole.
Aunt Dikano: That's what you think. Help me up.

I helped her up. Ona put her shoes on and the doctor came in to release her.

Mr L: I'll come see you at home okay?

Aunt Dikano: Thank you.
Mr L: pleasure. Kele, take it easy.
Me: I will.

He left. Ona walked with Aunt Dikano in front of Mam'Flo and I. We went to get her pills and I drove
them to Swaneville.

Aunt Dikano: you should move back here

Me: Why?
Aunt Dikano: so I can monitor you..
Me: I don't need to be monitored. I'm almost 30.
Aunt Dikano: You'll always be 18 to me.
Me: Wow thanks ma. You hungry?
Aunt Dikano: No I'm fine
Me: Okay.

Ona and I went to the garden. He still wasn't fine.

Me: I'm sorry okay?

Ona: Okay Ma.
Me: we'll get through this
Ona: I don't think so. I'm going to take a nao.
Me: when are you coming back home?
Ona: I don't know yet.

I nodded. I understood. A few hours later, Mam'Flo and I drove to Sihle's school to fetch him. She
decided to go back to Aunt Dikano's so she could keep an eye on her.

Mam'Flo: will you two be fine?

Me: Yes Mam'Flo. We will.
Mam'Flo: Okay then.
Me: And please drive safely. Wear your glasses.
Mam'Flo: Kele, I'm a healthy 57 year old woman.
Me: I'm sorry.
Mam'Flo: Okay bye kids
Sihle: Bye Mam'Flo. Stop when the robot is red. Slow Down when its orange and Drive when its green
okay?
Mam'Flo: Kele, find a bin to throw this kid of yours in.

I laughed.

Me: never.
Mam'Flo: be safe.
Me: Okay.

She left. Sihle and I had pizza then watched Angry birds and Frozen. He fell asleep at 20:00 and I
managed to finally look at The proposal though I was thinking of Hilda. I wondered why I hadn't taken
her number but then again...I was too worried about Aunt Dikano to even think straight. I wondered
who this "he" was. Just hoped it was not one of Manqoba's girlfriends. I really wasn't up for that. I got a
call from Letti.

Letti: You still haven't gotten back to me.

Me: I was busy.
Letti: and now?
Me: Its okay Letti. I've just gone through it
Letti: you sure?
Me: Its perfect.
Letti: really?
Me: Yes babe.
Letti: Okay then.
Me: Talk soon?
Letti: come back soon.
Me: Okay I will.

I hung up. Minutes later, I heard a knock on the door.

Me: Hi.
Manqoba: Hey.
Me: What's up?
Manqoba: you are what's up.
Me: huh?
Manqoba: You still with Cornet?
Me: Don't bore me please. You asking rhetorical questions.
Manqoba: Kelebogile, why do you have to be so stubborn?
Me: Why do you have to be so cruel and annoying?
Manqoba: I'm trying to protect you and my children from trouble.
Me: By taking my kids away from me?
Manqoba: I meant what I said. That guy of yours is a hustler.
Me: aren't we all hustlers?
Manqoba: You know what I mean.
Me: Manqoba please!
Manqoba: Take this.

I took the papers he had.

Me: What's this?

Manqoba: Proof that your Cornet is into Ponzi scheming and heists.
Me: since you such a good detective why dont you take this to the cops?
Manqoba: That's still to be dealt with.

I looked at him. He was pissing me off.

Me: How about you hustle your way back to hell! Get out!
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Manqoba: why are you so stubborn?

Me: Manqoba! I said get out!
He looked at me and turned his back. He closed the door behind him and I threw his papers in the bin. I
was pissed. What the hell? I went to take a bath and watched more TV. I was chatting to the girls. They
were all taking the day off to come see me and plan Lutho's surprise party. I slept very late. The next
morning, I woke Sihle.

Me: we going to be late.

Sihle: Kele.
Me: Sihle
Sihle: Don't you work anymore?
Me: no.
Sihle: So whose money am I going to spend?
Me: well your dad works.
Sihle: you must go to work. Bafo doesn't fetch me from school. If you don't work then we don't have
money for McDonald's.
Me: Sihle, so I basically go to work everyday to get money so I can buy you McDonald's?
Sihle: Yes
Me: finish eating.
Sihle: okay I'll go find a job then.

I laughed.

Me: baby finish eating. We have to go.

He finished eating his cereal and I drove him to school.

Sihle: Can I go to granny's on Friday?

Me: which granny.
Sihle: Gog' MaSibiya
Me: I'll call her..
Sihle: okay.
Me: Off you go.
Sihle: Bye Kele.
Me: Bye Sihle.

He kissed my cheek.

Me: Have fun at school.

Sihle: go to work please.
Me: Just go in already..
Sihle: I love you.
Me: I love you too bye.

He ran in and I drove home. I had alot to do before the girls came. I quickly finished working on some
account and started cooking for the girls. My phone rang..
Me: Hey.
Cornet: Hey you busy?
Me: I'm cooking..
Cornet: You not at work?
Me: nope..
Cornet: Oh okay.
Me: You told me to rest remember?
Cornet: you actually listened? That's a first.
Me: Oh come on!
Cornet: But you not exactly resting..
Me: Hey. I'm still not working. Rejoice maybe.
Cornet: I'll do exactly that
Me: my pots will burn..
Cornet: I'll talk to you later.
Me: cool.

I quickly hung up and finished cooking. The girls came in at 12:00.

Kim: Manqoba made the right choice when it came to you. It smells divine.
Me: Thanks Kim.
Nthato: you look tired.
Me: I need someone to cut me open and take this kid out.
Mbuyi: And you getting fatter
Me: well thank you.
Kim: Lora's late.
Angie: She said she's 5 minutes away.
Nthato: Where's Cornet?
Kim: The hot rebound.
Me: I spoke to him earlier on.
Mbuyi: How's this Long distance thing working for you?
Me: It's working. Let's talk about the party yeah?

Lora came in.

Me: Knock!
Lora: sorry friend.
Kim: why are you late?
Lora: I said I'm sorry
Me: she was still getting some.

Lora smiled.

Mbuyi: Haibo! Ain't Boikanyo at work?

Lora: he is
Kim: so he came back for his cake? Couldn't he wait till later on?
Lora: he had forgotten his file Kim
Angie: and you decided to get it on!
Me: you so smitten Lora.
Kim: and you purple.
Me: I'm not sexually frustrated.
Nthato: you need to get Some!
Me: right! Angie. So what have you planned so far?

They laughed.

Mbuyi: She's ignoring the question

Me: I am. Let's go to the balcony.
Kim: let's dish up first. Nthato and I will do it. You can sit and think about your frustration
Lora: Oh Kim leave her alone already!
Kim: You know Midrand is not far right?
Nthato: and Manqoba is the boss.
Me: so?
Mbuyi: you can get it from his office
Me: You guys are dirty!

I missed them! My sisters! Kim and Nthato dished up and we went to the balcony.

Me: I mean you really can make it a big thing. He is turning 30 after all.
Lora: Yes. Stretch tents and all.
Mbuyi: and deco.
Angie: Friday is just a few hours from now.
Nthato: I have a friend who has a deco business. She can come through for us.
Me: we can do it Angie. Relax. And besides you hired caterers
Angie: Okay yes
Lora: Nthato call your friend.
Nthato: oh yes

She stood up and went to make the call.

Kim: DJ leave it to me.

Me: and I'll happily buy the drinks.
Kim: buy mostly wine.
Me: Write the list now.
Mbuyi: how many people are invited?
Angie: 50-60
Lora: that's a lot.
Me: nah. It's not.
Kim: Manqoba better not bring That Marimba chick.
Nthato: oh he won't...

She sat down on her chair.

Me: and?
Nthato: settled.
Angie: Thank you Nthato.
Nthato: pleasure friend. You were saying something about Marimba
Kim: That Manqoba better not bring him.
Me: Bathong Kim!
Kim: and you can't bring Cornet either.
Me: I wasn't planning to. Are we done?

We went through the checklist. It looked like we had covered everything.

Kim: Your brother snores!

Me: he's always been like that though Kim!
Kim: it gets worse every year.
Me: Get earplugs.
Lora: Great idea. Maybe she'll stop complaining..
Kim: Hai Suka Mrs Happiness.
Nthato: Kim jealously Mara why?
Lora: please ask.
Me: so Angie I take it you not mad at Lutho anymore?
Angie: he apologized.
Kim: and you melted?
Lora: Kim!
Angie: yes. Which lady says no to chocolate and a foot rub?
Mbuyi: me!
Nthato: Mandla?
Mbuyi: that man is going to drive me crazy.
Me: Why?
Mbuyi: all he does is wake up, eat, go to work, come home, play with our kid and sleep
Nthato: Jabu does the same thing!
Kim: sit them down!
Lora: Yes do that.
Angie: or you ladies should spoil them
Me: exactly! You know have the tables turned
Nthato: look who's talking. You are forever spoilt.
Me: mind you me, I know how to spoil a guy..
Nthato: yeah right.
Me: but really though..
Mbuyi: Mandla will probably fall asleep after eating..
Lora: Such little faith you have in him.
Mbuyi: I know him.
Kim: Just try it.
Me: And you not having any problems?
Kim: you know I take what's mine.
Me: my poor brother!
Kim: he's mine.
Angie: Take control of what's yours.
Lora: Oh Lord!
Me: Ice-cream anyone?
Nthato: I'll go.
Me: you don't trust me with ice-cream?
Kim: no. Who does?
Mbuyi: you finished it all the last time we had a girls outing two years ago.
Me: I was angry at Manqoba!
Kim: For refusing to let you take his S3. Kele you are such a bully!
Me: no I'm not
Nthato: Yes you are!
Me: Whatever! Where's the ice-cream?
Kim: This pregnant bitch! Let's go Nthato.
Me: I heard that Kim
Kim: I know. I said it out loud!

She and Nthato went to get ice-cream. They stayed till 15:00 then left. We had so much fun. Just what I
needed. I watched some TV. I heard a knock on the door.

Me: Oh hey Hilda

Hilda: Hey Kele.
Me: Come on in.

She stepped in.

Me: how are you?

Hilda: Good thanks and you?
Me: I'm okay. Sorry about yesterday
Hilda: It's okay. How is your aunt doing?
Me: She's fine. You know old people and not taking their pills. Let me get you something to drink.

I went to get us some juice.

Hilda: Thank you.

Me: No problem..
Hilda: Like I said yesterday, I'm Hilda Mphahlele from zuurbekom.I'm 32 years old. And I'm an ex-
convict.
Me: Okay.
Hilda: I got out on parole.
Me: what did you do?
Hilda: I poisoned my husband.
Me: Wow!
Hilda: Yes. Something I'm not proud of.
Me: was he abusive?
Hilda: No. When I was 26, I met Cornet.

My heart skipped a beat.

Hilda: I cheated on my husband with him. By then I didn't know that Cornet had a wife, he'd take me
out, buy me gifts and you Know every girl's dream guy. I loved him, loved him more than my husband so
he eventually proposed to me and I said yes and because he wanted no obstacles, he made me poison
my late husband coz he said my late husband would cause us trouble in our marriage once we were
together and so I believed him. Then convinced me once the policies were paid out that we should start
a business-his current business with that money, we then bought another company that dealt with
beauty products and I was so happy, still not suspecting that he had a wife and children. He kept on
saying he'd pay the lobola when we were all set and ready and I was in no hurry anyway. Eventually one
day, when I was working in that same company, the beauty products company, I heard Sirens and was
told that there's an illegal practice that's been run and the place was raided. They found over 200 guns
in my storeroom that we hardly used and because the building was in my name, I was implicated. That's
how I went to prison. He also somehow, got the word out that I had poisoned my husband and that just
made everything worse. I only found out about his wife when I read about his other business venture
and till this day I had never seen or heard from him.

She even had tears in her eyes. I was shocked.

Me: So how did you find out about me?

Hilda: I came out a few months ago then my cousin, told me that you are with him. I saw your picture
on his Instagram that he posted when you guys were in Cape Town and I knew that I just had to find
you.

I was still in shock.

Hilda: I don't want you to be naïve and stupid as I was,so please..be careful of Thabo Moloto.
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I didn't know what to say.

Hilda : I understand that this is a lot to take in.

Me: it is.
Hilda: but I hope you listen to me.

I looked at the time..

Me: I need to fetch my son from school. Do you need a lift home?
Hilda: no. I used a Friend's car.
Me: Oh okay. Let me get my things then.

I took my bag And car keys. I locked the house and we walked to the cars.

Hilda: Please watch your back.

Me: I will.
Hilda: Bye.
Me: Bye.

She got into the car she came in and left. I got into mine and drove to Sihle's school. It really was a lot to
take in. And there was alot to consider. Maybe Cornet had done it but what if he changed? What if she
was lying? What if this was all Manqoba's doing? I had to hear Cornet's side of the story as well. When I
got to Sihle's crèche, he was with Ms Jacobs.

Me: Sorry I'm late.

Ms Jacobs: Its okay, I enjoy his company
Me: Hope he didn't give you a tough time.
Ms Jacobs: Oh no not even.
Me: Thank you
Ms Jacobs: It's a pleasure. Bye Sihle.
Sihle: Bye Ma'am.
Me: Bye Ms Jacobs.
Ms Jacobs: Bye Mrs Sibiya. Safe travels.
Me: You too.

We walked to the car.

Sihle: We going to McDonald's?

Me: no.
Sihle: why?
Me: coz I said so.
Sihle: Kele
Me: Yes?
Sihle: Why you angry?
Me: I'm not angry. We just not going to McDonald's today.
Sihle: when will we go?
Me: Maybe tomorrow.
Sihle: Okay.
Me: Want to go see Ona?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: Okay then
We drove to Aunt Dikano's. Ona was outside.

Sihle: Ona!
Ona: Sho boy! Fede?
Sihle: Grand wena?
Ona: Sharp. How was school?
Sihle: It was fine. Kele refused to take me to McDonald's.
Ona: Should you go there everyday?
Me: Good question.
Sihle: Yes.
Me: Tell him its not going to happen. How was school?
Ona: Fine. There's a leadership camp next month.
Me: Leadership camp?
Ona: Yes. I'm the class RCL.
Me: way to go kid
Ona: and I've been chosen as the soccer captain.
Me: That's great.

I high-fived him.

Me: Good one.

Ona: Thanks Ma.
Me: I hope you keep it that way. Where are your grannies?
Ona: In the lounge
Me: okay then.

I walked in.

Me: old ladies

Aunt Dikano: Hey Nana.
Mam'Flo: Young blood.
Me: How are you two doing today?
Mam'Flo: I'm okay.
Aunt Dikano: Ke Fresh.

I smiled.

Me: You look better.

Aunt Dikano: thank you.
Me: Took your pills today?
Aunt Dikano: I did.
Me: Good.
Aunt Dikano: Where's Sihle?
Me: Outside with...oh there!

He came in with Ona.

Sihle: Koko. Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hello Sihle.
Sihle: Koko, Kele told me you were in Hospital.
Aunt Dikano: I was.
Sihle: why?
Aunt Dikano: I was sick.
Sihle: well I know that why?
Aunt Dikano: I forgot to take my pills.
Sihle: Ona, why didnt you give Koko her pills?
Ona: I forgot too.
Sihle: only old people forget. Not young people right Kele?
Me: Very right.
Sihle: You'll be fine Koko.
Aunt Dikano: I will..
Ona: want something to eat ma?
Me: No..I'm fine.
Ona: Ofentse?
Sihle: Peanut butter and jam..
Ona: Come.

He followed Ona to the kitchen .

Aunt Dikano: What's wrong?

Me: Nothing.
Mam'Flo: she's lying.
Me: If you were told something about someone would you believe it?
Aunt Dikano: Is it bad?
Me: yes
Aunt Dikano: I'd ask them about it.
Me: Right?
Aunt Dikano: Yes.
Me: Okay.
Aunt Dikano: You sure you fine?
Me: yes very.
Aunt Dikano: Okay. I hope so.

I kept quiet and listened to them talking about their old age problems. Sihle finished eating.

Me: Done?
Sihle: Yes.
Me: Let's go then. Bye baby.
Ona: Bye ma.
Me: I love you okay?
Ona: I love you too.

I said bye to the old ladies and drove back home. I found Tlotlo waiting for me outside.

Sihle: Malume!
Tlotlo: Hello boy! How are you?
Sihle: I'm fine.
Tlotlo: School?
Sihle: Fine.
Tlotlo: any new girl?
Me: Hai Tlotlo!
Tlotlo: Hai suka!

I opened the door.

Me: what brings you here?

Tlotlo: We going to Free State. I want to visit mum's grave
Me: now?
Tlotlo: Yes now.
Me: Lutho's party is tomorrow.
Tlotlo: We'll be back by 12pm tomorrow.
Me: Oh okay.
Tlotlo: Go pack.

I went to pack my clothes and Sihle's then left. He was excited.

Sihle: When will get there?

Me: we almost there.
Tlotlo: Looking forward to seeing them?
Me: Only uncle Putla.
Tlotlo: Aunt Moipone?
Me: Nope. She talks too much
Tlotlo: Ao Kele Mara!
Me: I'm serious.

After 30 minutes we arrived.

Sihle: aren't these cows suppose to be in the zoo?

Tlotlo: they should but people here are different.
Sihle: do they eat these goats?
Tlotlo: Yes boy.
It was around 21:30 when we arrived. We walked to the door. Tlotlo knocked

Moipone: Come in!

We went in.

Moipone: Helang! Who died?

Me: no one. Dumela Mam'Golo.
Moipone: hello Kele.
Me: How are you?
Moipone: I'm fine.

Just then Uncle Putla came in. My heart skipped a beat. He looked like he was going somewhere.

Uncle Putla: Dieketseng!

He liked calling me by my mother's name.

Uncle Putla: You finally came. I was expecting you two. Tlotlo Dumela.
Tlotlo: Malume..
Uncle Putla: You are in great danger Dieketseng, I hope your husband doesn't give up on you. I'll see
you kids tomorrow. I need to go somewhere.

He left. Tlotlo and I looked at each other.

Moipone: maybe you'll listen to him. I'm sure you kids are tired.
Me: Yes.

Sihle held on to me. I was exhausted. She showed me my bedroom. Sihle took a bath and so did I then
we slept. Tlotlo was chatting away with Moipone in the Lounge. The next morning, Uncle Putla woke us
up and took us to Mum's grave. We spent some time there then went home to bath and eat.

Uncle Putla: that's what your mother's dreams meant. You're putting Tlotlo and your family in danger.
Kele, why dont you stick to what you know?
Tlotlo: Good question uncle.
Uncle: Just listen okay? I know he hurt you and you know I'm never wrong about such things. Let go off
your stubbornness. Don't say I didn't warn you coz I can see you not keen on listening to me.

He hugged Sihle, exchanged a handshake with Tlotlo and hugged me.

Uncle Putla: I pray Manqoba doesn't give up on you. Forgive him.

We got into the car and said our goodbyes..it was always good to come home. When we arrived back in
Jo'burg, I took Sihle to Dobsonville then went to buy the drinks. Everything was perfect.

Angie: Thank you.

Me: no problem. I'll see you later.
Angie: okay friend.

I still hadn't spoken to Cornet. Maybe he was busy. I went home to take a nap, woke up at 15:00 to get
ready. I heard a knock on the door. I quickly put my robe on.

Me: What do you want?

Manqoba: is that how we greet now?
Me: Manqoba, I'm trying to get ready for the party. I'm really not in the mood to fight with you.
Manqoba: I'm not here to fight either. I'm here to give you this
Me: What's this?
Manqoba: Your cash.
Me: My cash?

I looked at the cheque.

Manqoba: I sold your guesthouse.
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I gathered my thoughts then calmed down. I really had no energy to fight with him.

Me: you did what?

Manqoba: Sold your guesthouse
Me: How?
Manqoba: That doesn't matter.
Me: Manqoba.
Manqoba: Ai MaSibiya, I pulled a few strings then things happened.
Me: Without my consent?
Manqoba: Well yes.
Me: You pulled a few strings?
Manqoba: Yes. Rejoice.
Me: Rejoice?
Manqoba: Yeah. Come on..get dressed.
Me: No, I can drive.
Manqoba: Why do you have to be so stubborn?
Me: I am not...

I was drained again

Me: Fine!
Manqoba: Should I wait?
Me: yeah.
Manqoba: Okay.

I went to get dressed and locked the door.

Manqoba: This pregnancy looks good on you.

Me: Thanks.
Manqoba: What's really on your mind Kelebogile?
Me: The fact that you sold my guesthouse.
Manqoba: Stop lying.

I was lying actually. I was thinking of Hilda and Uncle Putla. I was not okay, I missed my mother as well.
Visiting her grave always opened old wounds

Me: Nothing. I'm just tired. I've just come from the Free State and you know how Moipone gets.
Manqoba: How is everyone doing there?
Me: Fine.
Manqoba: Uncle Putla? I haven't seen or spoken to him in ages.
Me: It's only been 6 months Manqoba.
Manqoba: It's a long time.

He opened the door for me and I got in.

Manqoba: Kele you sure you fine? We can go to the doctor you know?
Me: At this time?
Manqoba: Call in?
Me: I'm pregnant not sick.
Manqoba: okay.
Me: Yes.

He went to get into his seat and we drove to Lutho's party. I was quiet all the way there. Most of the
guests Had arrived. I saw some of their colleagues Including Samantha.

Sam: You look beautiful Kele babe.

Me: Thank you.
Sam: When are you due?
Me: October.
Sam: Oh that's nice. I'm sure you can't wait.
Me: You have no idea.
Manqoba: Hi Sam.
Sam: Sorry.
Manqoba: its okay
Sam: Can we not discuss work?
Manqoba: It's my best friend's birthday Sam. I'd never. See you okay.
Sam: it's always good to see you.
Me: likewise

We walked away from her.

Me: Where's your girlfriend?

Manqoba: My wife's here..why would I bring a girlfriend?
Me: Oh?
Manqoba: Yes
Me: I'm going to my girls.
Manqoba: Kele...
Me: Manqoba! I am fine. Geez!

He looked at me and walked away. I walked to the house to see the girls.

Kim: My! Do you look pretty!

Angie: you look like a pregnant goddess!
Me: thank you. You girls look good too.
Angie: thank you.
Nthato: thank you very much. I left my lipstick in your car
Me: That was ages ago.
Nthato: no it wasn't. Where is it?
Me: In my car..
Nthato: Can I have your car keys?
Me: Oh my car's Not here
Kim: You walked here?
Me: Kim! Stop drinking please. I came here with Manqoba.
Mbuyi: Back together?
Me: No.
Nthato: Broke up with Cornet?
Me: Can we not talk about Cornet!
Kim: Someone's in a mood.
Lora: She's pregnant. Come.

We went to the dining room.

Lora: What's wrong?

I told her about Hilda.

Lora: My goodness! How can he be so cruel?

Me: What if she's lying?
Lora: Do you think she is?
I shook my head.

Me: I refuse to believe her though..

Lora: You contradicting yourself
Me: I know
Lora: Kele, you don't love Cornet you like him. And you know what your problem is?
Me: No..
Lora: You have too much faith in people.
Me: You think?
Lora: Yes. Sometimes it even clouds your judgement. What makes you think Hilda is lying? Why would
she come out of nowhere and lie.
Me: Uncle Putla said Something about danger.
Lora: Your prophet uncle?

I nodded..

Lora: You said he's powerful.

Me: He is.
Lora: oh friend!.
Me: I'm so confused.
Lora: just follow your heart.
Me: I guess.
Lora: and whatever you do. Pray you don't lose the ones you love.
Kim: Lutho's around the Corner come!

We went outside to wait for Lutho and Lungelo. When they finally came in, we shouted "Surprise". He
looked very surprised and happy.

Lutho: well I am umm surprised.

Kim: that was the plan...

We laughed

Lutho: Thanks Kim. Thank you to my beautiful wife, I know I drive you crazy sometimes but I really love
you. My lovely friends, I know you all in on this. Thank you and you are appreciated. And a big thank you
to everyone who made it. Let's celebrate.

They cheered and applauded then food was served

Kamo: You sure you fine?

Me: Yes.
Kamo: You've only ate two spoons of that food.
Me: I'm not exactly hungry.
Kamo: is it that stalker?
Me: oh no. Not even.
Kamo: Then?
Me: I'm just tired. Ke tswa Free state
Kamo: I understand.
Me: Thank you.
Kamo: Will you be fine alone? I'm going to check up on Lungelo.
Me: I'll be fine..
Kamo: okay.

He walked away and I went to the bathroom. Everyone was having fun, Kim was dancing with Tlotlo.
Lutho was with Angie. Lora and Boikanyo couldn't keep their hands off each other. Mandla was dancing
with Nthato. And Mbuyi was talking to Jabu. I went to look for Manqoba. He was with some guy.

Me: please take me home.

Manqoba: Now?
Me: Yes now. I'm not feeling fine..
Manqoba: Okay. Come.

We went to his car and he drove me home

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: no problem..
Me: tell the girls I wasn't feeling well please. I know they are going to ask
Manqoba: You'll tell them tomorrow.
Me: meaning?
Manqoba: I'm not going back there..I'm staying here
Me: I don't need a babysitter.
Manqoba: You are not fine. What if something happens to you?
Me: Nothing is going to...you know what fine! You'll sleep on the couch.
Manqoba: That's fine.

I went to get him a blanket.

Me: Sleep tight.

Manqoba: you too.

I went to my bedroom and slept. I woke up at around 6am. I had missed calls from the girls. I was feeling
better though. Manqoba was fast asleep on the couch. I went to brush my teeth and wash my face. I
pulled the blanket off him.

Manqoba: Hai Kele man!

Me: You hurting my couch.
Manqoba: what time is it?
Me: 6:20.
Manqoba: How are you this morning?
Me: I'm feeling way better.
Manqoba: that's Good to hear.

I gave him a new toothbrush. He went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and I made him coffee.

Manqoba: Thanks.
Me: no problem. You didn't have to stay though
Manqoba: as much as you don't want me anymore, I worry about you.
Me: Figured.
Manqoba: I'm not sorry for selling your guesthouse.
Me: I don't care about that.
Manqoba: really?
Me: Yeah.
Manqoba: Okay then.
Me: Drink up.
Manqoba: You have a very comfortable couch.
Me: thank you. That I know.

We drank in silence.

Manqoba: I have to go. Have a brainstorming session with the team at work..
Me: Since when do you work on Saturdays?
Manqoba: This is the only time. We had to have had this yesterday but due to the party we moved it to
today.
Me: Okay then.
Manqoba: Take care okay?
Me: okay.And Manqoba, I'd really appreciate it if you stayed out of my personal life
Manqoba: You'll thank me someday.

He left and I tidied up. At around 9pm, I got a call from Cornet to open the door
Cornet: Hey..
Me: Hi...didn't know you coming this side.
Cornet: came to see Lucia.
Me: are the kids fine?
Cornet: Yes. Very fine.
Me: what's wrong?
Cornet: Kele, I have something to tell you.
Me: Okay...
Cornet: You are an amazing woman.
Me: You've said that over a million times already
Cornet: I mean it.
Me: Okay.
Cornet: want you to know that things don't have to change after I say this
Me: Okay...just say It.
Cornet: Lucia and I are getting back together. I have to let you go.
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Me: wow!
Cornet: You can still keep the guesthouse.
Me: Oh okay thanks.
Cornet: will you be fine?
Me: Yeah. Have a nice life. Wish you the best.
Cornet: You too.

I opened the door for him

Cornet: You are amazing. Don't forget that .

Me: Okay.

He walked out and I closed the door behind him. I slowly walked to the balcony. I was not heartbroken
no! I just realized that Hilda was right. I went to look for the piece of paper she gave me when the last
time we saw each other. It had her phone number.

Hilda: Hey Kele.

Me: Hey girl can we talk?
Hilda: Yes sure.
Me: Meet up for lunch maybe?
Hilda: Sure thing.
Me: Cradlestone?
Hilda: a bit too far for me.
Me: Okay you can choose then.
Hilda: Cresta.
Me: Okay let's meet in 2 hours.
Hilda: Okay

I went to take a bath. As I was getting dressed, I got a call from Lora.

Me: Hey.
Lora: Hey you.
Me: You good?
Lora: No. You and Manqoba disappeared last night.
Me: Yes. I was tired.
Lora: and Manqoba?
Me: He stayed the night with me.
Lora: That's nice. We having a sleepover.
Me: Where?
Lora: Your place.
Me: is it?
Lora: Yes. We'll be there at round 17:00
Me: Thats fine.
Lora: You good?
Me: Yeah I am.I just have to go.
Lora: Okay. Bye.
Me: Bye babe.

I hung up, went to the bin to get those papers from the bin and took a look at them. When I couldn't
look anymore, I got ready to meet with Hilda. She was waiting for me.

Me: sorry I'm late.

Hilda: It's okay.
Me: how are you?
Hilda: I'm fine and you?
Me: I'm fine as well.

We ordered something to drink.

Hilda: you sure you fine?

Me: Yes. And no..you were right about Cornet
Hilda: He still hasn't changed?
Me: No.
Hilda: I'm sorry it had to be this way.
Me: Oh no. It's fine.
Hilda: You weren't into deep?
Me: Truth is, he had proposed to me too
Hilda: had?
Me: He broke up with me this morning.
Hilda: Oh my! I wonder what's up his sleeve now.
Me: Huh?
Hilda: He probably has something that could destroy you.
Me: Well he told me to keep the guesthouse he bought me.
Hilda: Oh Kele!
Me: My husband already sold it.

She let out a sigh of relief.

Hilda: You are blessed.

Me: tell me about it.
Hilda: so he still thinks you going to be implicated in whatever he's running.
Me: I Don't know hey.
Hilda: I wonder what Cornet's planning.
Me: I wonder too.
Hilda: he'll probably lose this round
Me: He already has. Let's order food

We ordered food.

Me: so since you back what do You plan on doing?

Hilda: I've been looking for a job but because of my criminal record.
Me: We have vacancies.
Hilda: where?
Me: I have a transport business so I think I can help you.
Hilda: Really?
Me: yes. I mean you've helped me so this is my way of saying thank you.

She had tears in her eyes.

Hilda: God Bless You.

Me: May he bless you too.
Hilda: You are an amazing woman.
Me: despite your choices You made back then... You are an amazing woman too.
Hilda: Thank you.

We finished eating. She was a very bubbly person actually..she told me all her jail stories. Some sad.
Some funny but She really had a good heart.

Me: I'll keep in touch.

Hilda: Thank you.
Me: It's only a pleasure.

I hugged her and she got into her cousin's car. I went back home. I looked at those papers again and
decided to burn them. I got a call from Manqoba.

Me: Manqoba.
Manqoba: Kelebogile.
Me: What's up?
Manqoba: Still fine?
Me: Yes you?
Manqoba: I'm fine. You don't want anything?
Me: No.
Manqoba: you really had me worried about You yesterday.
Me: I'm fine.
Manqoba: You sure?
Me: yes.
Manqoba: Okay. I was just checking up on you.
Me: Thank you.
Manqoba: No problem. Bye.
Me: Bye.

I hung up. At around 17:00 the girls arrived.

Kim: That party was lit but it needed the K&K spice?
Me: K&K spice.
Kim: Kele and Kim spice..you know it goes down when we there.
Nthato: you two are just ratchet when it comes to dancing.
Me: Too bad Kim.

I was pointing at my big tummy.

Kim: Give birth. You'll see

Mbuyi: You disappeared.
Me: I wasn't fine
Angie: well obviously.
Me: But I'm fine now.
Lora: Really?
Me: Yes.
Kim: where's Cornet? I'm surprised you let us come over. I know your weekends belong to him.

I sat down.

Me: he broke up with me.

They all said "What?" At the same time.

Me: yep.
Nthato: Why?

I told them what happened.

Mbuyi: well in that case good riddance.

Nthato: Kele have you any idea how blessed you are to have Manqoba by your side?
Me: Well now I realized.
Kim: You finally going back home?
Me: No. I am focusing on myself and my kids..
Lora: That's a great thing.
Angie: But I really hope you guys get back together.
Me: The future is a bit blurry right now.
Mbuyi: So in his mind he still thinks he can implicate you?
Me: I think.
Nthato: Maybe his plan still stands. Maybe he still thinks you going to go down and he can somehow get
access to your money. You never know how these crooks work.
Me: Hai Nthato but how?
Nthato: This guy is into ponzi scheming, heists, selling illegal guns. Who knows what else this crook can
do?
Kim: actually you have a point Nthato. Everyday, people find illegal ways to make money. Maybe even if
he still has broken things up with Kele, he still has his motives.
Me: Okay Maybe.
Mbuyi: so don't exactly relax.
Angie: But I still say...you and Manqoba will end up together.
Me: Oh Angie mara!
Kim: she's right. Can we please order pizza now?
Nthato: Yes. These discoveries of Cornet made Me hungry.
Me: The menu is in the first drawer.
Kim: Kele, you need to move back to Diepkloof..
Angie: I Mean that Gazebo Is missed hey.
Me: Oh wow guys!
Mbuyi: its the truth.
Me: Well just order the damn pizzas.
Nthato: Geez fine!

Nthato went to get the menu. They had bought a lot of junk. It was going to be a looong night.

Kim: You should have seen the way she was looking at him.
Angie: Kim, For The love of God! Samantha is their client.
Kim: But she has her eyes on Manqoba!
Lora: you crazy!
Kim: If she looks in his direction just call me Kele. Kim11

We laughed.

Nthato: would be nice if you slowed on on the wine.

Kim: I speak the truth when I have this in my system..
Lora: no. It just drives You crazy.

I got a call From Oba. I moved from the girls

Me: Ka Saturday Mara?

Oba: I really need your input.
Me: Oba, You do great work.
Oba: You know this project is about women so would love your input
Me: Okay fine. I'll get back to you in 10.
Oba: thank you. It's in your email.
I quickly went to take my laptop.
Nthato: Hai Kele.
Me: This will only take 10 minutes
Kim: You always working.
Me: Just 10 minutes.

I opened my emails. I had one from LuciaMoloto7@yahoo.com. I opened it.

"Join us as we renew our vows on the 22nd of August at 10:00. Mark 10:9 " Therefore what God has
joined together, let no man separate" Your presence will be highly appreciated "
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I closed the email.

Lora: Keng nou?

Me: Lucia.
Lora: Lucia?
Angie: Kana who's that?
Me: Cornet's wife.
Nthato: What about her?
Me: she sent me an email. Apparently they are renewing their vows
Nthato: Huh? Aren't they divorced?
Me: good question.
Kim: we going.
Me: no. I'm not going anywhere
Mbuyi: we are definitely going. We going to honor that invite .
Nthato: two weeks is a lot of time. We need to get Killer outfits
Lora: What if this is part of their scheming?
Me: no. I doubt. Lucia is just being a bitch..
Kim: be twice the bitch. Kele, we are going.
Me: No Kim! I'm not about to entertain ludicrous behavior..
Kim: We going..
Nthato: Definitely
Me: Go then..
Kim: You are coming with..

I rolled my eyes at them. I put my laptop away and they started planning outfits..when the pizza finally
arrived, they changed the subject.

Kim: we'll follow them.

Mbuyi: They didn't follow us when we had the girls trip.
Kim: These guys are not to be trusted .
Me: Kim, if they want to go on a "guys road trip" let them.
Lora: Exactly.
Kim: I refuse
Me: oh my goodness! Your husbands need a break From you guys
Kim: Manqoba could definitely use it.
Nthato: second that.
Me: Tlotlo could use it too.
Kim: Fine!
Me: good. Let the guys Go.
Lora: when are they going?
Kim: I have no idea
Angie: next week.
Kim: What?
Me: Hai Kim man!
Nthato: Kele, when we go the renewal of vows ceremony, invite Hilda.
Me: You guys are serious about this right?
Nthato: Absolutely.
Me: whatever!
Lora: Let's get to know Hilda
Nthato: Maybe you should go fetch her.
Me: now?
Lora: no man! Let's invite her for breakfast tomorrow.
Me: yes. I'll call her.
Lora: Cool then.

I sent her a text. The night was great, we actually slept very late. I was the first to wake up. We had slept
in the lounge. I switched the music on and they woke up.

Nthato: Fuck Kele man!

I turned it down.

Kim: why did you do that?

Me: Breakfast? Remember?
Mbuyi: what time is it?
Me: 8:30

They got up. I went to brush my teeth and made them coffee while took turns to brush their teeth and
wash their faces.

Lora: Thank you

Me: Pleasure.
Lora: did You call Hilda?
Me: I texted her.
Lora: and?
Me: She agreed.
Lora: Can't wait to meet her.
Me: O-kay.
Lora: No Kele man! I just want to meet this chick who saved You.
Me: Makes sense!
Lora: I know.

We had our cups of tea and some coffee, Then got ready to meet with Hilda for breakfast.
I introduced her to the girls. We ordered food.

Kim: So Cornet is renewing her vows two weeks from now.

Hilda: Really? Aren't they divorced?
Me: My exact question. Unless if she never remarried.
Kim: But now, we taking you with.
Hilda: No.
Nthato: Yes..
Me: They don't take no for an answer.
Hilda: You keep crazy friends.
Me: Tell me about it.
Hilda: I'll come.
Kim: Good. And we just wanted to say Thank you for saving our friend.
Hilda: it's a pleasure.
Lora: So tell us about yourself.

She spoke about herself. We had a great time with her. The girls really seemed fond of her.

Angie: see you soon.

Hilda: yes.

We all hugged her and watched her off. We got into Kim's car and drove back to the apartment.

Kim: we must make her our friend. Plus she likes wine .
Lora: That's the only thing you picked up?
Nthato: I think she's an amazing person actually. Not a lot of people would do that .
Me: true.
Kim: I can't wait to see Cornet's reaction when he sees her..
Nthato: Me too.
Me: when are you guys leaving?
Angie: getting rid of us already?
Me: no.
Mbuyi: Maybe Manqoba is coming over.
Me: wow! Really?

We heard a knock on the door. Kim went to get it.

Kim: Speak of the devil.

He was with the guys. Except Lungelo and Kamo.

Lutho: ladies.
Angie: what are you guys doing here?
Lutho: we came here to see Kele.
Me: for what?
Lutho: we missed you hao.
Me: all of you?
Mbuyi: exactly.
Lutho: we were going to come to the rest of you girls afterwards.
Me: they are lying.
Tlotlo: Fine! We wanted to see if Yall don't have any male strippers around.
Kim: you see Kele? They also insecure.
Me: My goodness! Kim! Let them go on their trip.
Nthato: then they get strippers. Let's cancel this trip of theirs..
Mandla: these women!
Jabu: I think we made a wrong decision by coming here.
Lora: Manqoba!

His eyes were fixed on his phone.

Manqoba: sorry?
Lora: Your eyes have been on that phone since you got here..
Kim: If its Marimba I'm going to...
Manqoba: Kim...I'd really appreciate it if you could just chill.
Kim: Fine!
Manqoba: Thank you.
Tlotlo: Balcony?
Me: Feel free

They even had two cooler boxes with.

Nthato: You guys came prepared Even.

Jabu: Sunday sessions right?
Kim: y'all got us drinks?
Mandla: yes. We didn't have much choice.
Kim: True.

They all went to the balcony. Manqoba still had his eyes on his phone. He sat on the couch.

Me: You not going to join us?

Manqoba: in a few.
Me: are You fine?
He looked up at me.

Manqoba: No. Entlek, Kelebogile do you have any idea how stressed I am because of you?

I raised my eyebrows.

Manqoba: I'm serious. Can You please break up with this guy of yours. Even if we don't get back
together that's fine. Just stay away from him.

I sat next to him

Me: he already broke up with me. Don't worry .

Manqoba: really?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: thats still not a relief..
Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: just trust me.
Me: fine.
Manqoba: tell me if they try to contact you.
Me: They are renewing their vows on the 22nd..
Manqoba: Him and his ex wife?
Me: Yep.
Manqoba: now it adds up.
Me: what do you mean?
Manqoba: they in this together. Lucia and Her husband's divorce was finalized 3 weeks back.
Me: That means they were already back together by then.
Manqoba: yes.
Me: oh wow!
Manqoba: since when have you been so gullible?
Me: I don't know. I feel so stupid.
Manqoba: it's fine..
Me: is it?
Manqoba: Yes..
Me: thank you.
Manqoba: don't worry about it. I'll be your date to the wedding
Me: really?
Manqoba: yes. In that way I'll be able to protect you
Me: mm...my girls had offered to come with already
Manqoba: thats fine. I'll tag along to protect you girls. In fact, I'll invite the guys with.
Me: we don't need so much protection.
Manqoba: You do.
Me: if you insist.
Manqoba: I do.
Just then I got a SMS.
"I need you to RSVP before the end of the day babe. Cornet and I would really appreciate your support
and we'd like to use your guesthouse as our venue, get back to Me. Lucia Moloto"
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"Thank you for letting us use your guesthouse, can't wait to see you today"

I got ready for the renewal of vows ceremony. Ona had finally decided to come home.

Me: so how do I look?

Sihle: You look nice.
Ona: Very beautiful.
Me: thank you very much boys.
Sihle: Can I go with?
Me: no..tomorrow okay?
Sihle: Okay.

We heard a knock. Sihle went to get it.

Ona: People are swagged up today. Timer!

Manqoba: Heita boy!
Sihle: Bafo.
Manqoba: Bafo. How are You?
Sihle: I'm fine
Manqoba: Hope you haven't been giving your mother a hard time.

Manqoba had just come back from Namibia three days ago. He had left the Sunday after Lucia sent that
message so we were just communicating via Skype. Not back together by the way.

Ona: not even.

Manqoba: I'll see you boys later.
Sihle: sharp Bafo.
Manqoba: Bye boy. Mam'Flo.
Mam'Flo: hello Nqobi.
Manqoba: how are You Mam'Flo?
Mam'Flo: I'm good and you?
Manqoba: I'm okay.
Mam'Flo: You kids look amazing..
Me: Thank You Mam'Flo.. Bye.
Manqoba: Sihle don't give Mam'Flo a hard time okay?
Sihle: I won't.
Manqoba: good boy.
Me: Bye boys.
Ona: Have fun.
Me: we will.

I kissed them and we left my apartment.

Manqoba: MaSibiya you slow.

Me: I'm 28 weeks pregnant.
Manqoba: I know.
Me: so relax.
Manqoba: we'll be late.
Me: Manqoba don't make me bite your head off. You knocked me up.
Manqoba: it's not like You didn't like every minute of it.
Me: I didn't.

He smiled.

Manqoba: I'm sure you didn't.

Me: whatever!
Manqoba: come please

He took my hand and we got went to his car. He opened the door for me and we left. When we got to
the guesthouse, the squad was already there. Manqoba went to talk to Phumi I don't know about what.

Lora: You look beautiful..

Me: I do right?
Lora: Hai suka!
Me: You look beautiful too.
Lora: Thank You.
Me: where's Hilda?
Lora: she was with Kim last I spoke to her.
Me: Oh there she is.
Lora: Take it slow..
Me: I hope Manqoba doesn't hear that.
Lora: he's never been pregnant.
Me: Try telling him that. I'll see you just now.

I went to Hilda.

Me: You look pretty.

Hilda: Thank you..so do you.
Me: ready to see Cornet?
Hilda: no..such bad memories.
Me: Oh dear. Don't think about it too much.
Hilda: Okay.
Me: He can't do anything to you anymore.
Hilda: it's you I'm worried about.
Me: I don't think he'll do anything to me.
Hilda: I don't trust Cornet.
Me: relax
Hilda: Well if you say so.
Me: Having fun with Kim?
Hilda: she's one of a kind hey.
Me: Oh trust me that I know. See you okay?
Hilda: Okay.

I walked back to Lora.

Lora: Are you and Manqoba fixing things?

Me: no. I told you I'm focussing on my kids and myself.
Lora: Not a bad idea. Out of danger now?
Me: Manqoba thinks Im still in danger
Lora: how would he know?
Me: I don't know.
Lora: he was in Namibia for the past two weeks.
Me: I wouldn't know really.

Just then Manqoba took me from Lora.

Me: what were you and Phumi talking about?

Manqoba: Cornet. He's still under the impression that you own the guesthouse.
Me: Manqoba?
Manqoba: I asked her to tell them that you still are. Just so they could carry on with their plan.
Me: why are You so sure that they planning something?
Manqoba: I know.
Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: Believe me. I'm going to the guys
Me: Fine bye.

I walked to the reception.

Phumi: Waitsi I'm mad at you.

Me: Why?
Phumi: how can you sell this place after you've worked so hard?
Me: That's a story for another day..
Phumi: You know the new owner only came here twice. He's not even aware that there's a wedding
happening today. When I told him about it. You know what he said?
Me: I'm sure you'll tell me.
Phumi: he said "deal with it, you're the manager"
Me: sorry.
Phumi: buy it back please.
Me: Phumzile.
Phumi: and I thought you with Cornet. What happened?
Me: Life!
Phumi: something else right?
Me: yes babe. Where's Lolo?
Phumi: not attending this "wedding"
Me: that's unlike him..
Phumi: he has two dates
Me: Lolo man!
Phumi: he can't keep his mouth shut about it..
Me: makes sense.
Phumi: it's irritating
Me: Oh Phumi man!
Phumi: I'm telling you.
Me: we'll talk later okay?
Phumi: Okay. Just by the way...
Me: yeah?
Phumi: Manqoba is fine! My goodness!
Me: I know right?
Phumi: Yes! All those muscles and abs.
Me: Phumi..
Phumi: I'm sorry.
Me: Yeah please. If Kim hears You say that, She'll wana beat you up.

She laughed

Phumi: see you later?

Me: see you babe.

I walked to the girls.

Kim: We on the wrong side. The wedding is that other side .

Nthato: they haven't started yet.
Lora: I saw Cornet a few minutes ago..
Me: Really?.
Lora: He looked happy. He even greeted me..
Nthato: the cheek he has!
Lora: He's definitely up to something
Hilda: He always is.
Nthato: let's go.

Nthato called the boys and we walked behind them. I saw Cornet. He looked at me.
Manqoba: go talk to him. Be neutral. Don't show him you know about his way ...I need to get to the
bottom of this.
Me: Okay.

I walked to him.

Cornet: Hey. You look beautiful.

Me: Thank you. Congrats.
Cornet: I never meant to hurt you.
Me: These things happen.
Cornet: Thank You for letting us use the guesthouse. I'm glad you kept it.
Me: Gift right?
Cornet: Yes. Hope your friends won't bite my head off
Me: Such is life right?
Cornet: yeah.
Me: Have a great one.
Cornet: Okay.

I hugged him and walked back to Manqoba.

Manqoba: Neutrality?
Me: What is going on Manqoba?
Manqoba: I've found out what his plan is..
Me: really?
Manqoba: Yes.
Me: you playing a dangerous game.
Manqoba: Some people can just play the game better.Come.

We walked in and sat next to Boikanyo and Lora. Nthabi and Tumi came to say hi to me. There was no
sign of Cornet's mother, brother or sister. I was shaking. I don't know why. Manqoba was busy on his
phone. Cornet walked to the altar.

Manqoba: want water?

Me: No.
Manqoba: Sure?
Me: yes.

Finally the ceremony began.

Cornet: And I promise to love you always till death do us apart.

Pastor: with that said, you may kiss your bride.
Just then we heard the police, Cornet and Lucia looked at me. Manqoba's eyes were at the door. So was
everyone else's.

"Cornet Moloto and Lucia Moloto, you are under arrest for drug possession, ponzi scheming and heists,
you have the right to remain silent..."

Lucia: What? The person that should be arrested is that bitch over there.

She pointed at me.The looks on their faces were priceless! They cuffed them. Nthabi and Tumi were in
tears. Kgosi, Cornet's friend was trying to comfort them. My heart bled. We walked out after they took
Lucia and Cornet. I looked at Manqoba. His eyes were once again fixed on his phone. I looked at him and
cleared my throat. He looked up at me.
Manqoba: Keng?
Me: What did you do?
Manqoba: In your own words "No one messes with What's mine and gets away with it"
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Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: you really want to know?
Me: yeah.
Manqoba: okay.

The police had taken drugs from the storage. I watched them drive away with Cornet and Lucia..my
heart bled for the kids though. I really adored them.

Manqoba: come.

We found a quiet place to sit.

Manqoba: I had an inside man.

Me: What?
Manqoba: Mogale.
Me: your police friend?
Manqoba: Yes..I had hired a private investigator first to find out what Cornet and Lucia are doing before
he even broke up with you and told Mogale. So he went undercover.
Me: so Mogale was working with Cornet for the past two weeks?
Manqoba: exactly.
Me: Oh wow!
Manqoba: so gathered enough to lock them up. And they really were planning that you'd take the
downfall for them.
Me: wow!
Manqoba: so they have enough to lock them up for good. Mogale found out enough about the heists
and the drugs and my P.I found out enough about the ponzi scheming.
Me: But now, won't Mogale's life be in danger?
 Manqoba: Another discovery. Your ex was a very greedy man. He had a few people working for him so
they have all been arrested as well.
Me: and the company?
Manqoba: Want me to buy it for You?

He was smirking

Me: nope.
Manqoba: I don't know what's going to happen to it.
Me: Maybe sell it to get the money they stole.
Manqoba: Maybe. You never know.
Me: but thank you though.
Manqoba: I vowed to protect you right?
Me: You did.
Manqoba: so don't stress about it.
Me: I'm hungry.
Manqoba: I was waiting for you to say that..
Me: whatever.

He helped me up. The others were under the shelter.

Manqoba: This guesthouse is very nice though.

Me: I need to buy it back. Who's the new owner?
Manqoba: Are you serious?
Me: Nah.
Manqoba: was worried there for a second

We went to join the others.

Kim: We've been waiting.

Me: sorry..
Kamo: Can we go to the restaurant now?
Me: Yes.
Tlotlo: Finally.

We walked to the restaurant and ordered drinks. The others were talking about something. I wasn't
paying attention

Manqoba: What are you having?

Me: steak and chips. What do You want? Cow head?

He laughed.

Manqoba: no you.
Me: I'm not on the menu.
Manqoba: that can always be arranged right?

For a minute I was heating up. I cleared my throat.

Me: No.
Kamo: What are you two whispering about?
Me: nothing..
Kim: If you two are reconciling you must tell us.
Lutho: exactly .
Manqoba: Like she said, nothing.

Manqoba called the waiter and we ordered food.

Kamo: you are a perfect fit wena Hilda .
Kim: You just need to get a man
Nthato: Mtho.
Mbuyi: they'll make a good match..
Manqoba: Don't you ladies get tired of talking?
Kim: no. We trying to get Hilda a guy.
Me: Hilda did you say you want a guy?
Hilda: no.
Me: Kim you see?
Kim: She doesn't want a guy she needs a guy.
Lora: Oh Lord!
Jabu: you know what Kim, just hook them up.

Phumi came.

Phumi: Is everything Still fine?

Tlotlo: Yes it is. Thank you.

Her eyes were glued on Manqoba

Kim: We said we fine bathong!

I smiled at Phumi.

Me: I'll come see you before I leave.

Phumi: Okay.

Eyes still glued on Manqoba. I bit my lip to stop myself from laughing She almost fell as she turned to
leave.

Kim: Kele, you laughing?

Me: what do you want me to do?
Kim: Beat her up.
Me: I'm not trying to lose my baby here. Besides she did say that she likes Manqoba
Manqoba: Tell her to get rid of that "like" as quick as she can

Our food came. We had so much fun. Hilda seemed relaxed too. We eventually left and went to Kamo's
for drinks afterwards. Kim called Mtho to come over.

Mtho: Who is she Skwiza?

Kim: pretty right?
Mtho: Very.
Me: she's Hilda.
Mtho: I'm going there nou
Kim: Feel free brother. Feel free.
Mtho: wish me luck.
Me: goodluck.

He walked to Hilda.

Kim: They'll make a great couple.

Me: Oh Kim Mara!
Kim: I'm just saying.
Me: when are You bringing my nieces over for a visit?
Kim: soon.
Me: Good coz I miss them.
Kim: go Back to DK first.
Me: you were bewitched wena shame. I'm bouncing.
Kim: You know I make sense.
Me: Nonsense. Bye Kim.
Kim: Okay. Bye Skwiza.

I walked to Lutho, we had business to discuss.

Lutho: deal?
Me: yes deal.
Lutho: Tough cookie you are .
Me: I know.

Manqoba came.

Manqoba: Sorry to interrupt but I have to take my sons out.

Me: Pardon me. Bye Lutho.
Lutho: bye Kele.
I hugged him. Went to say bye to the others and we went to DK so he could change then went to my
apartment.

Ona: You not coming with?

Me: no.
Sihle: Please Kele. It will be fun.
Me: Fine.

Sihle was so excited. I went to change. We said bye to Mam'Flo then left

Sihle: Hai Ona mfethu.

Ona: Hai Ofentse.
Me: Maybe you guys should let me choose the movie

They quickly said No. Even Sihle .

Me: Oh wow
Manqoba: sorry mama

They eventually chose a movie and we went to get popcorn and drinks. I was watching an action movie
again. When it finally ended, I took a deep breath. We went to get pizza.

Sihle: You like the movie Kele?

Me: no.
Sihle: its nicer than those women who talk too much
Ona: who are those?
Sihle: From the Real and Brandy Billians show
Me: Wendy Williams.
Manqoba: You making my sons watch your talk shows?
Me: they don't have much choice.
Manqoba: You are something else
Ona: maybe we should move in with dad
Sihle: I'll stay with Kele.
Manqoba: you loved hey..
Me: not really..he knows he can melt my heart..
Manqoba: Oh I see

We had such a great time with the boys. When we got home they could barely keep their eyes open. I
went to make myself a cup of tea and poured Manqoba juice.He was outside on the balcony.

Me: there you go.

Manqoba: thank you.
Me: fallen in love with the view?
Manqoba: yes. One needs such serenity sometimes
Me: I agree.
Manqoba: I had a great time with you guys. Its what I always miss.

I looked at him.

Me: The boys missed it too so it seems

Manqoba: and you?
Me: I did.
Manqoba: so what now?
Me: I just think I should have time to focus on myself and my kids.
Manqoba: makes sense. Just know that I truly am sorry for everything I've done to you. And if I could
turn back the hands of time I would or maybe if I was rich enough I'd buy you the entire universe just to
get you back.

I had a lump in my throat. I could feel tears pricking at my eyes

Manqoba: I need to get going... Just know that I love you Kelebogile. I really do.
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I was tongue tied.

Manqoba: I'll see you okay?

Me: Okay.

He kissed my forehead and he left. I locked the door and went to take a bath. I read a book then fell
asleep. The next morning, I was woken up by Sihle's voice.

Sihle: No Mam'Flo. I'm not going..

Mam'Flo: let's go.
Sihle: No. Kele!

I got out of bed.

Me: What is it?

Sihle: Mam'Flo wants me to go to church with her.
Me: so go.
Mam'Flo: Aren't you coming with?
Me: Maybe I should.
Sihle: You going?
Me: yes.
Sihle: Okay I'll go..Ona we going to church!
Ona: With mum?

He was in the lounge.

Sihle: Yes.
Ona: okay.
Me: Go bath.

He came to me.

Ona: morning ma.

Me: Hey baby.
Ona: just the morning service right?
Me: Yes..
Ona: Okay

He and Sihle went to the bathroom and I made my bed. I picked their outfits and when they were done.,
I went to take my bath. We left afterwards. The service was great and luckily, Aunt Dikano and Mam'Flo
had to go to their stokvel meeting so we weren't forced to stay for the afternoon service. We made a
decision to go to DK after church.

Sihle: Bafo!
Manqoba: This is a nice surprise. Heita boy.
Ona: Mfethu.
Manqoba: otherwise?
Ona: Ngi grand.
Manqoba: MaSibiya.
Me: Hey how are You?
Manqoba: Surprised. You all look nice. Church?
Me: Yep.

Ona and Sihle went in. They were still very familiar with the old house.

Me: I'm starving.

Manqoba: I was about to go the café.
Me: Kota
Manqoba: Yes..
Me: I'll cook.
Manqoba: I'll help.

We went to the kitchen.

Me: Silver..
Manqoba: But who said its a boy?
Me: I'm never wrong.
Manqoba: If I were you I'd start looking at hotels.

Sihle and Ona were playing games in the lounge.

Me: So let's say you win.
Manqoba: I get to go to Brazil.
Me: But I would have given you what you always wanted..
Manqoba: Okay yes true. Then you get your G63
Me: Oh yeah?
Manqoba: Win-win situation right?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Then Go ahead and choose the color
Me: I already have. I want the registration plate personalized.
Manqoba: You have a lot of demands..
Me: I'm just saying..
Manqoba: but I don't like The G63
Me: why?
Manqoba: I don't know. I think the GLE 450 would suit you better.
Me: Okay that's a great choice actually.
Manqoba: But I mean...it's Me! Of course I have a great choice.
Me: Just peel those Carrots.

He chuckled

Manqoba: Okay.

We finished cooking then had our meal. Manqoba and I went to chill under the Gazebo. Minutes later,
we heard Hooters. The gates opened and the cars came in.

Me: what the hell?

Lora: She's here.
Mbuyi: she and Boikanyo went to your apartment to fetch you.
Lora: and tried to call you. Why weren't you answering your phone?
Me: It's on silent. Was at church
Nthato: you finally decided to come home?
Kim: it really suits You.
Manqoba: what are you guys doing here?
Mandla: We always have Sunday sessions remember?
Jabu: looks like we were interrupting.
Kim: we here now anyway.
Kamo: Yes. Finally we can chill under the Gazebo again!
Mbuyi: How I missed it.

They had cooler boxes.

Me: You guys can drink for days hey!

Mbuyi: you make it sound as if we drunkards.
Me: well sorry.

They all came to join us under the Gazebo. Lora and I went to get some snacks. Sihle was fast asleep on
the couch and Ona was on his phone.

Ona: I'll call you later.

He hung up. I smiled at him.

Ona: what's up ma?

Me: Well don't let me disturb.
Ona: Disturb what ma?
Me: Your call with Stacy.

He blushed.

Me: Exactly!
Lora: You have a girlfriend?
Ona: she's a friend.
Me: He's lying.
Ona: How do you know that ma?
Me: Coz I'm your mother. I think I know you very well. And I know You going to call her back as soon as
we head back to the Gazebo.

He laughed.

Ona: I'll help with those.

He took the snack plate from me and we walked to the Gazebo. He greeted the squad and looked at me.

Ona: need anything else?

Me: No. Just say hi to Stacy for me.

He laughed again then headed back to the house. Minutes later, Mtho arrived with Hilda.

Me: Mmm...
Hilda: nice house.
Me: well thanks. And now?
Hilda: He's amazing. Thanks Kim.
Kim: Oh its a pleasure darling.
Lora: I think You guys look cute together.
Mbuyi: I agree..
Kim: But you know how I do right?
Nthato: Great job Skwiza!
Kim: Maybe I should assist you and Manqoba.
Me: No. Keep your nose out of my business.
Kim: You really could use my help.
Angie: Nah bad idea.
Hilda: But he seems like a nice guy.
Lora: Oh trust! He is.
Mbuyi: He is.
Kim: but friend tell me why are you so stubborn?
Me: Kim, I'm not stubborn.
Nthato: Really?
Me: yes..
Kim: Okay let's toast to Hilda and Mtho then.

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2 months later, Manqoba and I were still just communicating. We'd still go out with the boys though.
Hilda and Mtho were doing great. Everyone else was fine. Cornet and Lucia had been sentenced to 25
years in jail.

Me: No. That's not it

Lora: Will you sit down?
Me: I need to get this done..
Lora: Kele, you irritating hey.
Me: Wow Lora!
Lora: aren't you tired?
Me: Well obviously.
Lora: You sure as hell don't behave like a pregnant woman.
Me: but I'm trying to prepare you something to eat.
Lora: Yeah but I'm not hungry .
Me: Mam'Flo is.
Lora: Okay I'll do it. Just sit down.
Me: Waitsi Lora, I dont know why you treat me like a kid..
Lora: Coz you incapable of taking care of yourself
Me: why aren't you at work anyway?
Lora: I told you...I took leave. How's Manqoba doing?
Me: He's fine. He should be making his way to the airport soon.
Lora: Namibia?
Me: Yes..

Just then my phone rang.

Me: speak of the devil.

I answered my phone.
Me: Hey.
Manqoba: Hey you good?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Not cooking, cleaning or washing?
Me: you sound like Lora now.
Manqoba: We care.
Me: aren't you suppose to be making your way to the airport?
Manqoba: not yet. I need to sort something out first.
Me: okay. Tell me when you get there.
Manqoba: Okay. Take care of yourself.
Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: yho Kele bye.

He hung up.

Lora: Move.
Me: I don't like how you talk to me.

I moved and before I could sit down on the couch, my water broke. The contractions began, Lora and
Mam'Flo helped me up. I was pulling and shouting at Lora who kept telling to breathe. We finally made
it to the car and Lora drove as quick as she can. After all the pushing and sweating, I gave birth.
Manqoba rushed in as they were still cleaning the blood off the baby. I was tired

Me: aren't you suppose to be at work?

Manqoba: Lora called me as soon as the took you in. Where's my little one?
Me: Behind you.

The nurse passed the baby to him. He smiled.

Nurse: Congratulations on your new bundle of joy..

Manqoba: Thank you.
Me: Can I see?
Manqoba: No Relax! Hello MaSibiya, welcome to the world.

My eyes opened bigger.

Me: I lost?

He nodded.His eyes were still on his daughter.

Manqoba: our tickets please. Brazil awaits my daughter and I.
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Me: can I see her?

Manqoba: no.
Me: what do you mean "no?"
Manqoba: I'm still holding her..
Me: Fine...please then.

He smiled at me then passed her to me. My Goodness! Oh my!

Me: Hey baby. Hello my love.

Manqoba: she's adorable right?
Me: well I'm her mother of course she'll be adorable
Manqoba: Can I just say? Without me she wouldn't be here. Bring my daughter back.

He took her from me. I looked at him. He really adored her. Just then Lora and Mam'Flo came in.

Lora: congrats friend.

Me: Thank you.
Lora: congrats Manqoba.
Manqoba: Thanks Lora.

He was still looking at his daughter.

Mam'Flo: can I see her?

Manqoba: 5 minutes Mam'Flo.
Me: You do know that she needs to be fed right?
Manqoba: Kele please.

Eyes still on his daughter. Not once did he look up at us. Eventually he passed her to me so I could
breastfeed her, he let Lora and Mam'Flo hold her for a few then took her from them.

Me: She's ours..

Manqoba: I know.

Me: so let me hold her.

Manqoba: No. Have you any idea how much I've waited for her arrival?

Me: Manqoba she's asleep. You can put her down now

Manqoba: Kelebogile jealousy doesn't suit you hey.

Mam'Flo: What's her name?

Me: Remofilwe Olwethu Sibiya.

Mam'Flo: those are beautiful names..

Me: Sihle and Ona chose them.

Lora: Sihle?

Me: he chose the first name actually.

Lora: Those are very beautiful names.

Me: Thank you friend. Thanks for everything.

Lora: no problem. I need to fetch the little ones from school. I'll see you later or tomorrow okay?

Me: Okay.

Mam'Flo: I'll go with Lora so I can fetch Ona and Sihle

Me: Okay Mam'Flo. Thank you.

Lora: Manqoba bye.

Manqoba: Bye Lora.

Mam'Flo: see you later kids.

They left the ward and Manqoba put Remo down finally. She was sleeping peacefully

Manqoba: Thank You.

Me: You keep thanking me.

Manqoba: There's alot to be thankful for. You, Ona, Sihle and Remo.

Me: That's sweet.

Manqoba: I mean it. I mean you've given me the greatest gifts

Me: And you've given me..

I swallowed hard.

Manqoba: Say it!

He was teasing. I smiled.

Me: very beautiful children.

Manqoba: well of course. I mean look at me.

Me: Oh my goodness. Whatever.

Manqoba: but really though MaSibiya. I really am grateful.

Aunt Dikano,Nox, Mtho and Manqoba's mum came. She was over the moon.

Nox: she's so cute.

Manqoba: Ma, please...hold her gently..

M's mum: Manqoba voetsek yezwa. I'm almost 65 and you teaching me how to hold a baby.

We laughed.

Mtho: have you guys decided on a name?

Me: Yes. Remofilwe Olwethu Sibiya.

Aunt Dikano: Remofilwe ka nnete. I had given up hey. I really thought it was going to be another boy.

M's mum: same here. Thank you Koti.

Mtho: You finally have someone to watch chick flicks with.

Me: Thank the Good Lord. I was getting tired of watching Action movies.

Nox: Plus Sihle loves them.

M's mum: shouldn't they be here?

Me: Mam'Flo's gone to fetch them.

They were very happy to see Remo. They left after an hour and eventually My sons came. Mam'Flo
dropped them off then went back to the apartment.

Ona: Well at least she won't mess with my scores.

Me: Wow! Some big brother you are!

Ona was holding her now. He really fell in love with her.
Sihle: Bafo, are you going to sell her on OMX?

Manqoba: No Bafo. Do you want to?

Sihle: yes. Ona let me see.

Ona sat down so he was on the same level as Sihle.

Sihle: she's beautiful. She looks like Kele.

Manqoba: do you still want to sell her on OMX?

Sihle: No. Hello sweety.

He kissed her forehead.

Sihle: Sell Ona.

Ona: Hai suka move.

Sihle: No. Give her to me.

Ona: No. You'll drop her.

Sihle: She's not yours

Manqoba: Give her here then.

Me: no no no. Just pass her to me.

They giggled. Ona passed her to me.

Ona: She really is as beautiful as you ma.

Me: Too early to tell if she looks like me or not.

Ona: but I bet you she will.

Me: Thanks kid.

Manqoba: Happy to be a big brother?

 Ona: It feels great Bafo. I just hate the fact that I'll be forced to play with dolls and she'll make me eat
imaginary food that she would have "cooked" from the kitchen sets you'll buy her.

We laughed.

Me: it won't be so bad. You'll see. Sihle?

He was playing with her cheeks.

Sihle: Kele..

Me: Happy that You have a sister?

Sihle: yes. Sweety is cute.

Me: Sweety?

Sihle: yes. They call little babies like her sweety at my school.

Manqoba and I looked at each other. He really was happy. I had thought he'd be how Ona was when I
was pregnant with him.

Ona: so that means you went for Remo Olwethu?

Manqoba: Yes boy.

Ona: congrats mum and pops.

Me: Thank you Ona. Congrats to You too.

His phone rang.

Ona: Yes...to a girl...

He headed to the door.

Ona: She's adorable Stace...yeah.

He walked out. Sihle was glued to Remo.

Manqoba: I'm surprised you still haven't killed him.

Me: I'll kill him when he gets to High school.

Manqoba: let him live. He's a boy.

Me: Wait till he's 16.

Manqoba: You are something else.

Me: I'm a mother.

Sihle: when are you coming home?

Me: Soon..

Sihle: Where will she sleep?

Me: with me..

Sihle: why not with me?

Me: coz you'll put your leg on her neck.

Sihle: I don't do that to Ona.

Me: you do..

Sihle: Haaa Kele.

Me: its true Sihle.

Sihle: Ona deserves it. He's always choking me and shouting at me..

Manqoba: These kids are going to kill each other.

Me: no they won't. Why haven't you and Mtho Killed each other?

Manqoba: I almost did.

Me: when he sold your soccer boots?

Manqoba: yes..
I giggled. Some memory that was! The boys and Manqoba left a while later and I managed to get some
sleep. So did the little one. We spent one day at the hospital then went home. Manqoba and Sihle came
to fetch us..

Me: why didn't you go to school?

Sihle: I wanted to see Sweety.

Me: you were going to see her after school.

Sihle: no. I wanted to see her now. I'll go to school next month.

Me: no you won't. You going to school tomorrow

Manqoba: MaSibiya Kodwa.

Me: I'm serious..

Sihle: Are you going to work tomorrow?

Me: no.

Sihle: Why?

Me: Coz I have to take care of Remo.

Sihle: I have to take care of Remo too.

We finally got into the car.

Manqoba: You really should move back home.

Me: I'll think about that..

Manqoba: so who's going to help you at night?

Me: Mam'Flo.

Manqoba: Mam'Flo's getting old.

Me: I'll manage..

Manqoba: What are you so afraid of?

Me: Nothing.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: Yes.
Manqoba: you need to stop fighting this .

Me: I'm not fighting anything.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: yes. Why you asking me so many "Reallys"?

Manqoba: coz you in denial.

We finally got to the apartment. Sihle took our little suitcase and Manqoba carried Remo.

Sihle: Nthabi? Kele, here's Nthabi.

She was sitting on the stairs in tears. Manqoba and Sihle walked away from us.

Me: Hey Nana what's wrong?

Nthabi: Aus'Kele...I have nowhere to go.

Me: Your grandma?

Nthabi: Koko has been different since they sentenced Cornet and Lucia.

Me: Oh baby!

Nthabi: And Aunt Resego can't take us in. She has her own family to worry about. Uncle Glen's wife is
evil.

I looked at her.

Nthabi: They even kicked me out at school for outstanding fees.

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My heart tore up.

Me: come.
I took her hand And we went to the apartment. Aunt Dikano was there. Remo was in her arms and
Mam'Flo was sitting next to her. She greeted them

Sihle: Koko, keep her warm.

Mam'Flo: Kele, You still haven't found a bin to throw him in?

Me: I'm not even going to look for one. Go wash your face baby.

Nthabi: Okay Aus'Kele.

She went to the bathroom. Manqoba was at the balcony, talking on his phone.

Aunt Dikano: who's that?

Me: Cornet's daughter.

Aunt Dikano: is she fine?

Me: no ma. She's really not fine.

Nthabi came back.

Me: Order pizza okay? Sihle will show you where the menu is. You can use my phone.

Nthabi: okay.

I went to the balcony.

Manqoba: Okay thanks...just stick to what we discussed.

He hung up.

Me: work?

Manqoba: they are driving me crazy.

Me: I'm sure its not so bad.

Manqoba: Its nothing that can't be handled.

Me: So...

He raised his eyebrows.

Manqoba: Talk MaSibiya.

I closed the sliding door. He sat down.

Me: That's Cornet's daughter.

Manqoba: I figured.

Me: she got kicked out of school.

Manqoba: why?

Me: Outstanding fees.

Manqoba: that's bad.

Me: I know. And things haven't been the same with their grandmother since Cornet and Lucia Were
sentenced.

Manqoba: let me guess...You want us to help?

Me: yes..

Manqoba: Okay.

Me: Just okay?

Manqoba: We'll help. We'll pay their fees and whatever they need.

Me: Really?

Manqoba: Yes. No child deserves to suffer.

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: we'll go talk to their grandmother okay?

Me: Okay

Manqoba: what grade is she in?

Me: 11. And Tumi is Ona's age. The little one is the same age as Sihle.
Manqoba: Okay.

His phone rang again. I went back to the lounge.

Me: Ordered yet?

Nthabi: Yes.

Me: We'll settle your fees.

Nthabi: Thank you Aus'Kele.

She hugged me.

Nthabi: I'm going to make you so proud .

Me: Do exactly that.

Nthabi: I promise.

Me: good then.

Their pizza arrived. She had lightened up a bit. She seemed relieved. Afterwards, I pumped milk into
Remofilwe's bottles and left Mam'Flo with Remo so we could go talk to Cornet's mum. we didnt take
long. I had to go back to my kid. Aunt Dikano had already started biting my head off

C's mum: Thank you Kele

Me: Its fine ma.

C's mum: Thank you to you too Manqoba

Manqoba: no problem ma.

Me: study okay?

Nthabi: I will. Thank you.

Me: No problem..

I hugged her then Manqoba and I left.

Manqoba: Relieved Mother with Kids?

Me: Very. I adore those kids .

Manqoba: Well I can see that

Me: so when am I getting my GLE?

Manqoba: When am I getting my tickets to Brazil?

Me: soon.

Manqoba: Before you go back to work.

Me: We'll go after Ona's exams..

Manqoba: Good. Start booking now..

Me: You going to rub this in right?

Manqoba: yeah. Like how you rubbed it in when you won the bet with Sihle

Me: I wasn't like you..

Manqoba: Yeah right.

Me: I really wasn't.

When we got to my apartment, Mam'Flo and Aunt Dikano were in the kitchen. Ona was in the lounge

Me: where is Sihle?

Ona: sleeping. So is Remo.

Manqoba: why are You back so early?

Ona: We came out early.

Me: It's 13:30

Ona: I know ma.

Manqoba: Bafo if you...

Ona: I didn't mfethu. We really came out early. You can call Stace and ask her.

Me: so how did you get home?

Ona: I took a taxi.

Me: Oh okay.
Manqoba: growing up I see boy.

Ona: I'm a big brother now Bafo.

Manqoba: how's my daughter in law doing?

Ona: she's fine but she was a bit moody today.

Manqoba: You'll never understand women mfana.

They went to the balcony. I went to rest a bit. I woke up when Remo did. I changed her diaper and
Calmed her down. It was quiet. Sihle was still asleep. I went to the lounge with her. Mam'Flo and Aunt
Dikano were watching Dumisa.

Me: Manqoba le Ona ba kae?

Aunt Dikano: They went out.

Me: to where?

Aunt Dikano: I don't know. You know how Ona and his father are when they are together. Bring her
here

I passed Remo to her

Aunt Dikano: how is Nthabi now?

Me: She's fine. She's relieved.

Aunt Dikano: That's good when are You going back home?

Me: Oh ma! Not that again. I've just given birth .

Aunt Dikano: more reason for you to go back to your old house. This place is too small for 3 kids .

I kept quiet

Aunt Dikano: You know I'm right.

We heard a knock on the door..it was Nthato and Sonwabo.

Sonwabo: and finally you give birth to a girl!

Nthato: she's so adorable!

Me: thank you.

Nthato: Manqoba must be over the moon..

Me: You have no idea.

Sonwabo: what's her name? Let me guess...O.S.S or S.O.S?

Me: no. R.O.S.

Sonwabo: R?

Me: Remofilwe Olwethu.

Nthato: beautiful.

Aunt Dikano: Ba Mo Filwe ka nnete.

Nthato: finally! I was getting tired of buying toy cars for Kele's kids

Sonwabo: so I'm going to be buying dolls?

Me: its not like you not buying them now.

Sonwabo: okay true. Cute kid though.

Me: Thank you.

Sonwabo: where's Sihle?

Me: sleeping.

Nthato: how's he taking this?

Me: he's very happy actually.

Sonwabo: that's good.

They stayed until 18:00 then left. So did Aunt Dikano. Sihle woke up at 18:30.

Sihle: where's Bafo?

Me: he Went out with Ona.

Sihle: Okay. Sweety?

Me: she's sleeping.

Sihle: She's always sleeping .

Me: That's what babies do. Eat and sleep.

Sihle: Can I wake her up?

Me: no. Go eat..

Sihle: Okay Kele.

He went to get his food from the kitchen. Manqoba and Ona came back minutes later. I dished up for
them. Manqoba spent time with his sons.Remo woke up again

Manqoba: I'm sleeping over.

Me: are you serious?

Manqoba: yes. Ona please go fetch my overnight bag from the car.

Ona: Okay pops.

He took his dad's car keys and went out with Sihle.I fed Remo then Manqoba changed her diaper. They
played with her. The boys slept at around 21:30 after taking their bath. Remo was sleeping again. I went
to take my bath and Manqoba took his when I was done. I was reading my novel

Manqoba: so I'm sleeping on the couch?

He had only his sweat shorts on. I took my glasses off to get a proper look at his physique. I stopped
myself from biting my lower lip.

Me: You can come sleep here..but dont touch me!

Manqoba: I won't.

Me: Okay then good. And let me read my book in peace

Manqoba: I still don't get why you took your glasses off

Me: Whatever!

He checked up on Remo who was in her cot and got into bed.
Manqoba: Night MaSibiya.

My eyes were on his lips.

Manqoba: I said goodnight.

I looked at him.

Me: night.

He giggled then smirked at me.

Manqoba: Only God knows why you doing this to yourself! You know I'm all yours right?

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I was heating up. Felt the adrenaline rush and my mouth went dry.

Manqoba: Goodnight.

He turned his back on me and switched the lamp on his side off

"Damn it" I said under my breath.

Manqoba: Heating up?

My heart stopped beating for a second then it started beating fast.

Manqoba: Dry mouth maybe?

I cleared my throat. His back was still turned on me.

Me: Thought you said you sleeping.

Manqoba: Thought you reading but clearly your mind is elsewhere.

Me: Manqoba will you please shut up and sleep?

Manqoba: Okay.

He kept quiet and I tried reading but just couldn't. I eventually switched my lamp off and put my head
on the pillow. He giggled a bit.

Manqoba: not reading yourself to sleep anymore?

Me: Not sleeping anymore?

Manqoba: No. Its hard to sleep when all I want is to be inside you..

Me: That's not going to happen

Manqoba: well I figured. I mean you fighting this..

He turned and pulled me closer to him.

Me: I told you not to touch me.

Manqoba: I'm just helping you sleep. Like how I'd do when you couldn't sleep?

Me: But who said I can't sleep?.

Manqoba:Can you?

I kept quiet

Manqoba: My point exactly.

He cuddled me up just the way I liked it and in a few minutes, I was asleep. We only woke up twice that
night and woke up again at 6. Ona and Sihle had to get ready for school and he had to get ready for
work.
Sihle: I don't want to go to school.

Me: Well you are

Sihle: This is child abuse.

Me: call them.

Sihle: where's your phone?

Me: use yours.

Sihle: Its low.

Me: Your problem not mine. Finish eating.

We heard Remo crying and I went to get her. I calmed her down then fed her. Checked her diaper then
went back to the boys in the lounge.

Manqoba: let's go boys

Ona: Bye ma.

He kissed my cheek and Kissed Remo's forehead

Ona: Have fun with Bambino.

Me: I will. Bye baby.

Sihle: Bye Kele. Bye Sweety.

He kissed me and his little sister. Manqoba came to kiss his daughter.

Manqoba: Hope the Queen and the Princess have a great day.

Me: We will.

Manqoba: I miss those lips.

Me: Go to work.
He smiled and they left. I put Remo on the couch so I could clear up. Mam'Flo was in her bedroom
making her bed.

Mam'Flo: Morning Kid.

Me: Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: slept well?

Me: Yes we slept well.

Mam'Flo: I see the little one was not restless.

Me: I think she knows She's home. The warmth.

Mam'Flo: That's true.

Me: How did you sleep Mam'Flo?

Mam'Flo: like a baby.

Me: that's great then.

Mam'Flo: Leave that. I'll do it. You should be resting.

Me: Mam'Flo, I just gave birth. It wasn't an operation you know?

Mam'Flo: it doesn't matter

My phone rang. It was Aunt Moipone. Why she was calling me at 7:25 I didn't know.

Me: Mam'golo.

Moipone: Dumela Kelebogile..

Me: How are you?

Moipone: I'm not fine. I heard you gave birth to a baby girl.

Me: I did..

Moipone: when were you going to tell me?

Me: I haven't had time to Mam'golo.

Moipone: I'll come there tomorrow.

Me: okay.

Moipone: I heard you and Manqoba are back together..

Me: No. We not back together Mam'golo.

Moipone: Ao? Why not?

Me: it's complicated Mam'golo.

Moipone: whose child are you? You love the boy so why dont you...

I moved the phone from my ear.

Moipone: Kelebogile!

Me: ma, my baby's crying. I'll talk to you later..

Moipone: You better call.

Me: Greet Uncle Putla for me please.

Moipone: Okay.

I quickly hung up. That woman could talk. I wasn't looking forward to her visit really.

Mam'Flo: Moipone?

Me: Yes.

Mam'Flo: She was shouting at you again?

Me: as always. She doesn't give up.

Mam'Flo: Ao Kele she cares.

Me: well I guess so.

Mam'Flo: Believe me.

I went to clean Remo up, played with her and when she fell asleep, I went to bath. At around 9:30,
Mam'Zo arrived.

Me: Its so good to see you Mam'Zo..

Mam'Zo: its good to see you too. Where's the little one?.

Me: She's sleeping.

Mam'Zo: I'm so happy for you.

She even had gifts with.

Me: Thank you Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: is Sihle happy about it? I know Ona is

Me: Very

Mam'Zo: that's good. I want to talk to you about something before I see my grandchild.

Me: o-kay...

Mam'Zo: you know I'm dying soon .

Me: Old people and dying! Who told you that Mam'Zo?

Mam'Zo: Oh Child. I'm not here to live forever

I looked at her. I stood up to make her tea.

Mam'Zo: Thank you.

Me: pleasure. Mam'Flo please take your pills!

I was shouting from the lounge. She was in Ona and Sihle's bedroom.

Mam'Flo: Okay Kelebogile!

Me: Okay Mam'Zo, you were saying?

Mam'Zo; I'm dying soon. So I want you to have what's rightfully yours

Me: Huh?

Mam'Zo: I was with Mbuyi two days ago and I told her to take the house when I die..I've signed over the
tavern in Katlehong to you.

Me: Mam'Zo?

Mam'Zo: both the transport business and Tavern were your ideas if You remember correctly.

Me: But Mam'Zo, what do I know about running a tavern?

 Mam'Zo: You learnt about the transport business And you made it a success right? You'll learn about
this business too. You made your father a wealthy man. Its time for you to take back what's yours.

I was speechless. Was this Mam'Zo? She reminded me of my father right there and then. I quickly
remembered how close dad and I were and how we'd always discuss these businesses I wanted him to
start.

Me: okay Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: I know you and Manqoba will make it work

I nodded.

Mam'Zo: this is my way of saying thank you for everything. I really hope the Lord continues blessing you.
Always do good. Don't ever change.

Me: I won't.

Just then Remo cried and I went to get her. Mam'Zo really seemed to love her.

Mam'Zo: This is a Zulu girl.. Why didn't You give him a Zulu name?

Me: We did. Olwethu.

Mam'Zo: Oh good. She looks like you.

Me: Hai Mam'Zo she's only 3 days old.

Mam'Zo: I know that but I'm telling you.

Me: How are things going between you and Mbuyi?

Mam'Zo: Hai Kele, your sister! She was very reluctant when I told her to take the house.

Me: but eventually she agreed right?

Mam'Zo: after a while. I know that she and Mandla have their own house but I'd sleep better if they
accepted that one.

Me: Mam'Zo, why are you talking as if you dying already?

I was really starting to worry...

Mam'Zo: everybody dies Kele.

Me: I know that but the way you going on. Are you hiding something From us?

Mam'Zo: Of course not..

Me: really Mam'Zo?

Mam'Zo: you worry too much

Me: I should.

Mam'Zo: well don't okay?

Me: How's the hubby doing?

She clicked her tongue.

Mam'Zo: that one is fine

Me: Still making him sleep outside?

Mam'Zo: He's stopped his mischievous ways

I giggled. She made it sound as if he's Ona's age.

Me: well I'm glad you are both fine

Mam'Zo: he wants to be a Blesser

Me: Hai Mam'Zo!

Mam'Zo: I'm telling you.

Mam'Zo though!

Me: Let me go make you something to eat.

Mam'Zo: I'll come with you..

She still had Remo in her arms. They walked behind me to the kitchen and sat on one of the chairs while
I prepared us something to eat. She was telling me about our neighbor and I was laughing when my
phone rang.

Me: Hello?

"Kelebogile this is Cornet, don't hang up please"

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Me: What do you want?

Cornet: I just wanted to apologize.

Me: Okay.

Cornet: I am really sorry. I didn't mean to cause you any harm.

Me: Really?

Cornet: Yes. Kele, despite all that happened, I genuinely loved you.

Me: okay Cornet.

Cornet: I just hope you someday find a place in your heart to forgive me

Me: Bye..

Cornet: All the best.

I hung up. Mam'Zo looked at me.

Mam'Zo: what's wrong?

Me: nothing Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: You lying..

Me: That was Cornet.

Mam'Zo: isn't he in jail?

Me: He is.

Mam'Zo: what does he want?

Me: forgiveness.
Mam'Zo: Really?

Me: Yes Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: Forgive him.

Me: I'm always forgiving people..

Mam'Zo: that's how you are.

Me: It gets to me.

Mam'Zo: Just forgive him. He won't try to harm you again.

Me: I have never ever been so stupid in my life..

Mam'Zo: we all make mistakes.

Me: I guess you right Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: I've lived longer than You have. Of course I'm right.

I laughed and finished preparing food. We went back to the lounge.

Mam'Zo: So are you and Manqoba going to have more kids?

Me: Haaa Mam'Zo!

Mam'Zo: What do you mean "Haaa?"

Me: I'm getting my tubes tied.

Mam'Zo: you modern kids.

Me: I'm telling you Mam'Zo. I'm done.

Mam'Zo: what did Manqoba say?

Me: well firstly, Manqoba and I aren't together anymore.

Mam'Zo: Manqoba is still your husband..

Me: I know Mam'Zo.

Mam'Zo: you kids just need to get back together..

I looked at her.
Mam'Zo: He's your soulmate you know? And I told you that you were just blinded by your hormones and
infatuation.

Me: Please don't lecture me Mam'Zo .

Mam'Zo: Okay. I'll just talk to my granddaughter then at least she'll listen.

My phone rang..

Me: speak of the devil.

Manqoba: I wonder what you saying about me .

Me: it doesn't matter.

Manqoba: how's my princess doing?

Me: she's fine.

Manqoba: and the Queen?

Me: fine too.

Manqoba: You want to tell me why you resisted me last night?

Me: Can I just say...I'm with Mam'Zo.

Manqoba: go to the balcony.

Me: Shouldn't you be working?

Manqoba: Mind you me...I'm my own boss

Me: well I don't want to discuss this.

Manqoba: Tell me baby, what is it that you so afraid of?

Me: Nothing.

Manqoba: really?

Me: yes.

Manqoba: like I said last night, I'm all yours don't be afraid to own me .

I could imagine him saying that. I bit my Lower lip..

Manqoba: Don't bite your lower lip..

Me: Manqoba bye.

He laughed.

Manqoba: Bye MaSibiya. Greet Mam'Zo for me and give my princess a kiss.

Me: I will.

I hung up. I spoke to Mam'Zo for some time and she eventually left. I managed to take a nap when
Remo was sleeping.

Tlotlo: Hey Nana.

I opened my eyes.

Me: don't wake her up please!

Tlotlo: Too late. Uncle Tlotlo HeHere

He had woken her up.

Me: some uncle you are

Tlotlo: wake up little .

Me: I'm up Tlotlo. Why do you like waking people up? What time is it anyway?

Tlotlo: 12:45

Me: aren't you suppose to be at work?

Tlotlo: Lunch hour.

Me: Okay..

Tlotlo: how are You feeling?

Me: I'm fine.You?

Tlotlo: I'm okay.

Me: Really?

Tlotlo: no. Kim's driving me crazy .

Me: what's new?

Tlotlo: she's hard to deal with hey

Me: Let me guess...wedding?

Tlotlo: Yes.

Me: Just let her handle it.

Tlotlo: when I tell her to do that...she says it's as if I want no part in this.

Me: I'm sorry.

Tlotlo: you women are Hard to understand.

Me: sorry biggie.

Tlotlo: talk to her.

Me: not getting involved.

Tlotlo: Some sister you are!

Me: Can I check my kid's diaper?

Tlotlo: and I can't do that?

Me: well can you?

Tlotlo: I have 2 children Kele.

Me: Well okay.

I passed him a clean diaper.

Me: way to go Biggie. Give me my kid .

Tlotlo: hai! I'm still adoring my niece. What's your problem?

Me: fine!

Tlotlo: Kim is coming over Ne?

Me: she is?

Tlotlo: Yes at around 14:00

Me: Okay.
Tlotlo: Talk to her then..

Me: I told you, I'm not getting involved. I had my wedding 4 years ago.

Tlotlo: Kele, your sister In law is driving me crazy! Entlek do you want to see me dead?

Me: well no.

Tlotlo: then talk to her..

Me: Okay Fine!

Tlotlo: thanks Ngwana Mme..

Me: Whatever! Get back to work.

Tlotlo: Get back with Manqoba.

Me: Give me my child!

He laughed and passed Remo to me after kissing her forehead.

Tlotlo: Bye little..

Me: Bye Uncle Tlotlo.

Tlotlo: You know mos.

He brushed his beard with his hand.

Me: whatever leave!

Tlotlo: I'm leaving vele.

Me: Bye!

Tlotlo: Bye Mam'Flo!

Mam'Flo: bye Tlotlo .

Tlotlo: don't forget to take your pills..

Mam'Flo: I won't..

Tlotlo: Okay good Bye ladies.

Me: Don't come back.

Tlotlo: Oh little sis. I will.

He kissed my forehead.

Tlotlo: I love you Ne?

Me: whatever bye!

He left. I breastfed Remo, played with her for a few minutes and soon she was sleeping again. At around
13:50, I heard a knock.

Me: Hey friend.

Lora: Hey babe. How are you?

Me: I'm fine. You?

Lora: Exhausted.

Me: why?

Lora: Boikanyo's kids are driving me Crazy. They are forever pulling each other's hair and all that.

Me: Sorry

Lora: I just need to unwind. Is Kim here already?

Me: No.

Lora: oh okay. She should be here anytime now. Where's the little one?

Me: Sleeping.

Lora: okay. I need a drink.

Me: That bad?

Lora: those kids Kele!

Me: Sorry.

She went to get a drink and soon Kim arrived

Kim: Kele! Kele!

Me: Keng?
Kim: I'm going to kill your brother.

Lora: why?

Kim: he doesn't want to help me plan our wedding.

Lora: Kim you know how these men are.

Kim: Then I'll choose whatever the hell I want and he mustn't complain.

Me: Calm down..

Kim: I need wine.

Me: there is no wine. We can Go get it plus I need a few things.

Kim: Good..let's take a walk then.

Me: Okay.

I went to take my purse and told Mam'Flo that we going out. The shops were just 10 minutes away. We
walked to the shops, Kim was still complaining about Tlotlo.

Kim: Why can't he just be like Manqoba and Boikanyo?

Me: Hai Kim. You just being difficult.

Kim: You know what? I'm getting a headache. Let's talk about something else.

Lora: when are you moving back to DK?

Me: not you again!

Kim: Its a good question..your apartment is nice and big but its not big enough

Me: Pass the coffee please

She put it in the trolley

Kim: You need you move back there.

Lora: I agree. These people love each other .

Kim: and I really miss the gazebo hey..

Me: Wow nice Kim.

As we were taking the last few items, we heard a voice!

"What do we have here? Kele hi"

We turned. It was Matema.She was with a friend

Me: If it isn't Kim's musical instrument!

Kim: What is she doing here?

Matema: Shopping. Like you.

Kim: I'm about to go crazy on someone!

Lora: Kim calm down!

Matema's friend: Chommie, is this thee Kelebogile?

Matema: Yes Chommie.

Matema's Friend: This is the bitch Manqoba left you for?

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Kim: Did she just call you a bitch?

Me: Yes she did. Calm down.

Matema: Poppy she's the bitch he left me for..

Me: I'll leave you touched Matema. Back off.

Matema: I'd like to see you try.

Poppy: Please!

Matema stepped closer to me and Poppy stepped closer to Kim.

Poppy: I want them to try.

Kim: Kele I'm losing it.

Matema poked me on my chest.

Me: Back off.

Poppy: Or else what?

She was looking at me so was Matema. She poked me again and this time I slapped her hard. Kim pulled
Poppy's braids and threw her on the floor. I kept slapping Matema who was slapping me back. Lora tried
to get us off them but couldn't. I kicked Matema down and soon Kim and I started throwing cans of
beans and everything else that was on the shelves at them. We pulled away by the security guys.
Matema's shirt was torn. You could see her bra

Kim: leave us alone.

The security guards let us go. People were looking at us not a lot though. I was pissed.

Lora: will you two calm down?

Kim: Calm down for what? I'm not done with these hoes. Look at that rebound. I'll be waiting for you
outside!

They were now quiet.

Security: you ladies are going to have to pay for these.

Kim: Tell them to pay not us

Security: Or jail.

Lora: I'll pay.

Security: this way please.

Kim: I'm not...

Lora: Kimberly!

She was pissed as well. We walked behind the security guy. The other one stayed with those two. Lora
paid then we walked back.

Lora: You guys are embarrassments..

Kim: Lora please! You know we were provoked!

Lora: You should have walked away.

Me: I was provoked.

Lora: Kele!.

Me: Lora please!

Kim: I'm not done with them. I am not done!

Lora: You so violent..

Kim: I'm not violent. They provoked me. Big difference.

We finally got to my apartment. Remo was still sleeping.

Mam'Flo: and now? Why are you guys so messed up?

Lora: They were in a fight.

Mam'Flo: what?

Lora: Ask please.

Mam'Flo: with who?

Kim: Manqoba's Rebound and the friend .

Mam'Flo: are you kids crazy?

Kim: No. We not crazy Mam'Flo. They provoked us. Were we suppose to just smile at them?

Mam'Flo: you were suppose to walk away!.

Lora: Thank you Mam'Flo..

Kim: Well it's done. We whooped their asses and given a chance, I'd do it again.

Lora: I cannot believe you did that.

Kim: Where's my wine?

She took her wine, poured Me a glass of water, poured herself and Lora wine.We went to the balcony.

Lora: Can you guys not do that again?

Kim: Tell these people to not provoke us Lora

We sat there for about 25 minutes and Just then the door opened.

Manqoba: Kelebogile!

Me: Manqoba!

He and Tlotlo came to the balcony

Tlotlo: are you guys crazy?

Kim: Tlotlo keng?

Manqoba: You guys fight in stores now?

Me: your rebound told you?

Tlotlo: no. The video did.

Lora: There's a video?

Kim: Who took that video?

Manqoba: It doesn't matter. You are mothers.

Me: So does that mean we must let people disrespect us?

Manqoba: no. You should have just walked away..

Me: I told your bitch I'll leave her touched. Next time I'll leave her dead.

Tlotlo: what the hell is wrong with you two? What? Is it a sister-in-law type of thing?

Kim: No. I want to know who took that video!

Manqoba: someone from work took it Kim, they were there and sent it to me.

Tlotlo: You'll beat them up too?

Kim: for not minding their business. Hell yeah!

Manqoba: Can You guys not do this again?

Kim: fine!

Manqoba: Good! Thank You!

Tlotlo: and start behaving like women with kids and husbands.

Me: We heard y'all.

Just then I heard Remo crying from my bedroom. I stood up to get her and Manqoba followed me. I
calmed her down.

Me: I heard you.

Manqoba: You know you once put someone in ICU.

Me: I know.

Manqoba: And now you want to land one in the mortuary

Me: These people that I fight with, I fight with them because of you.

Manqoba: How many times must I tell you? I AM YOURS! Been yours since the day I was born.

Me: They keep provoking me.

Manqoba: It needs to stop.

Me: Manqoba, I heard you. Can you go fetch my sons now?

Manqoba: Fine..

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: and please dont throw beans at anyone..

He left with Tlotlo, who was pissed at Kim. Minutes after they left, the girls decided to bounce too.

Kim: I'll see you around okay?

Me: Okay.

Kim: Take care..

Lora: Bye Friend.

They both kissed Remo who was in my arms and left. I went to put her on the couch and watched TV. I
was also listening to Mam'Flo's ageing stories. The kids finally came back.

Ona: Dimamzo..

Me: Hey kid. How was school?

Ona: fine.
He picked Remo from the couch and kissed her. Sihle was doing something on Manqoba's phone.

Me: Siphesihle!

Sihle: Hello Kele. Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hello boy. How was school?

Sihle: it was fine. Tjo Kele!

Me: what is it?

Sihle: you and aunt Kim were fighting?

Ona: Let me see.

Sihle passed him the phone. Ona laughed.

Ona: this is why I'd Never mess with you.

Me: Bring that here.

He gave me Manqoba's phone.

Me: Keep that way

Sihle: Dont hit me like that.

Me: then behave.

Sihle: are they in hospital?

Me: No.

Sihle: I'm scared of you. I'm going to Koko's.

Me: No you're not.

Ona: Your mother Bambino!

He was talking to Remo, he passed her to me and Sihle followed him to the Bedroom. Manqoba came in.
Me: moving in?

He had a bigger bag with.

Manqoba: want me to?

Me: Absolutely not.

Manqoba: Sihle has been watching your video.

Me: And now he wants to move out.

Manqoba: well I would too if You were My mother

Me: I'm a good mother!

Manqoba: Well that goes without saying but you dangerous. You and your sister in law.

Me: will you ever let this go?

Manqoba: I'm still shocked.

Me: Oh my!

Manqoba: I'm just saying.

He took Remo from me and I went to put his bag in my bedroom. Manqoba and I told Mam'Flo to rest
and offered to cook. She was with the kids in her bedroom.

Me: No!

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: your mother and parties!

Manqoba: MaSibiya, its her granddaughter..

Me: I know that. So when is it?

Manqoba: After we get back from Brazil

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: You cool with it?

Me: so we having two parties?

Manqoba: well basically.

Me: Oh my god! Kim is so going to love that .

Manqoba: I can imagine.

Me: So how was work?

Manqoba: It was fine. Your day besides the fight?.

Me: Mam'Zo was here...I told you right?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: and she spoke as if she's dying.

Manqoba: huh?

Me: she gave me the tavern business

Manqoba: well makes sense.

Me: and gave Mbuyi the House

Manqoba: maybe you reading too much into this.

Me: you think so?

Manqoba: yes.

Me: open up.

I fed him a piece of meat.

Me: how does it taste?

Manqoba: Divine!

Me: should I add anything?

Manqoba: Nope.

Someone knocked.

Me: I'll get it.

I went to the door.

"Someone said I should give this to you"

Me: Okay thanks.

The kid handed me the box and he walked away. It had Manqoba's name on it.

Me: You have a gift.

Manqoba: why is it delivered here?

Me: Beats me. Open it.

He opened it.

Manqoba: what's this?

Me: Lingerie. You have a secret admirer?

Manqoba: Hai Kele man! Who is it from?

Me: there's a note. Let me read it to you..

Manqoba: throw this away. I don't have time for games.

I took the note and read it to him.

"We'll be together someday. You're not hers You know?"

S2

#50

Manqoba: Who sent that?

Me: I'm not done.

Manqoba: well I'm not going to listen to that.

Me: Ao Nqobi Mara!

Manqoba: Kelebogile you silly hey.

I giggled.
Me: Have any idea who sent this?

Manqoba: and you teasing me?

Me: I'm not.

Manqoba: You know who sent that.

Me: Matema maybe?

Manqoba: I'm terminating this conversation.

Me: Ao Mara?

Manqoba: aren't you suppose to be cooking?

Me: I thought I'm done.

Manqoba: No you not. I'm going to throw this away.

Me: You don't to see your secret admirer in it?

He looked at me.

Manqoba: I'll have nicer lingerie sent to you tomorrow. I'd like to see my wife in it.

Me: well dream on.

Manqoba: You know dreams come true right?

Me: Oh?

Manqoba: I mean everything we've dreamt of we have right?

Me: Whatever!

Manqoba: so I'll definitely see you in lingerie soon.

Me: Good luck with that

Manqoba: I don't need luck. I'm a conquerer.

Me: Can you move?

Manqoba: Okay mama.

He moved and took the box outside to the bin. I finished cooking and we dished up. Ona had managed
to put Remo to sleep.
Me: Good. You'll babysit.

Ona: I don't mind really.

Manqoba: babysit both.

Ona: No

Manqoba: Sihle is not so bad..

Ona: true Bafo. He's horrible.

Manqoba: Hawu Bafo!

Ona: it's the truth.

Sihle: I don't want you to babysit me too.

Ona: Good. Deal. You heard that parents?

Me: You need to find a way to deal with him.

Ona: How do you deal with Sihle?

Sihle: Ona don't talk about me like that.

Ona: Hai. Keep quiet. I'm not talking to you.

Me: Learn to be nice to him.

Ona: Nice?

Manqoba: Yes. Play with him. Go out with him

Ona: So he can put my devices in the washing machine again?

Sihle: I dont want to play with you too Ona.

Ona: Good.

Sihle: Please borrow me your tablet.

Manqoba and I laughed. We were in the balcony. Mam'Flo was having her dinner in the lounge. Old
people and soapies

Me: okay eat up.

We finished eating And they went to bath then went to bed So did Mam'Flo. Manqoba and I went to
wash the dishes.

Manqoba: now You quiet.

Me: I'm tired.

Manqoba: No something is on your mind.

Something was on my mind.

Me: Diapers, baby romps,

Manqoba: you lying

I looked at him.

Manqoba: Spit it out.

Me: Cornet called me.

Manqoba: What?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: What did he want?

Me: Forgiveness. I've never had so much happen in a day.

Manqoba: What did you say?

Me: Nothing.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: He's not going to do anything to you now. He knows that

Me: I guess.

Manqoba: Let him be.

Me: That's unlike you to say.

Manqoba: I'm saying this coz that guy is going to be behind bars for a long time
Me: I still feel a bit unsafe.

Manqoba: Don't

Me: You seem so sure.

Manqoba: want bodyguards?

Me: No.

Manqoba: Maybe that's what you need.

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: but You said You feel unsafe.

Me: it will pass.

Manqoba: Make up your mind.

Me: No bodyguards.

Manqoba: Okay

Me: Thank you.

Manqoba: Am I done?

Me: No.

Manqoba: What now?

Me: massage.

Manqoba: You making me pay back for not rubbing your feet when you were pregnant?

Me: Maybe.

Manqoba: You wanted nothing to do with me

Me: Do you blame me?

Manqoba: No. But your hormones were driving you nuts then.

Me: not really.

Manqoba: Then?

Me: maybe this is your way of saying thank you to me for letting you stay.

Manqoba: Its not like you don't like me being here.

We sat on the couch. He put a cushion on his lap and put my feet up then started massaging me.
Me: That feels good.

Manqoba: it should. You have a rough day.

Me: That's true.

Manqoba: You still don't want to move back to your house?

Me: no

Manqoba: why?

Me: I don't know.

Manqoba: you'll think about it?

Me: Yes..

Manqoba: Good enough for me.

We chilled for a while then went to bed. We woke up about 3-4 times that night. The next morning, We
were both exhausted. Ona and Sihle got ready for school. Manqoba had meetings so he really couldn't
miss work.

Ona: Bafo, I need a loan.

Manqoba: for what?

Ona: A gift. I have some money saved up.

Sihle: whose gift?

Ona: Sihle!

Manqoba: Stacy?

Ona: Yes.

Manqoba: How much?

Ona: 100 bucks.

Me: You 10 and You already buying gifts?

Manqoba: Hao MaSibiya Kodwa! Bafo, its a good thing that You learning a thing or two from your old
man.

Ona: We learn from the best.

Manqoba: That's right.

He gave him R150

Sihle: What about Me?

Manqoba: what do You need money for?

Sihle: McDonald's..

Manqoba: for who?

Sihle: for me, Kele and Remo.

Me: see Kids who love their mothers and sisters

Ona: jealous much ma?

Me: not at all son. Get her perfume or those big teddies women like..

Ona: maybe ma. Maybe.

Sihle: Bafo, my money.

Manqoba: I'll give it to your mom to keep.

Sihle: Okay.

Manqoba: deal?

Sihle: Yes deal.

They finished eating and left. I cleared up and went to the bedroom when Remo woke up. I played with
her for two hours straight then she finally slept again. I helped Mam'Flo with the house chores and Aunt
Moipone arrived at around 13:00.

Moipone: Why don't you move back to your house?

Me: Not yet.

Moipone: she's going to be very pretty.

Me: thank you.

Moipone: she looks like you and your mum.

Me: I see mum in her.

Moipone: True.

Me: Want tea?

Moipone: Just water now.

She really adored her. I went to get her, her water and sat down. For the first time in Ages, Aunt
Moipone didn't annoy me. She actually made Me laugh and I had fun with her. Sonwabo came to fetch
her later on.

Moipone: I'll come and see you okay?

Me: Okay Mam'golo.

Moipone: Bye baby.

Me: Bye Mam'golo.

I hugged her and they left.

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A month later, Manqoba was still living with us. I was still not back with him. Still got along though and
he had handled the Matema issue. How? I don't know. It was a week before our trip to Brazil

Manqoba: turn left.

Me: I've turned left..

Manqoba: Can you see a white building?

Me: yes

Manqoba: Go straight.

Me: Yeah?

Manqoba: Continue that way

He had asked me to come And help him carry some boxes

Me: why didn't you ask Your friends to help you though?

Manqoba: They busy. Ke Saturday mama.

Me: Still straight?

Manqoba: can you see a pink house?

Me: yes

Manqoba: turn right

Me: Okay.

Manqoba: Straight.

Me: Okay..

Manqoba: Can you see me now?

Me: Yes

I hung up. He had his black sweat shorts on. I pulled over.

Me: people can see your V-line.

Manqoba: there aren't any people here.

Me: Why dont you have your shirt on?

Manqoba: Its hot.

Me: Whatever!

Manqoba: come!

Me: Okay.

We walked in.

Manqoba: welcome to your new house.

Me: My new house?

Manqoba: Yep.

Me: so the box thing was a story?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Wow! This house is beautiful.

Manqoba: step In.

I went inside. The house was fully furnished. It was beautiful.

Me: this is beautiful. My style.

Manqoba: figured I can't have you back at that house coz I don't want you to always think about what
happened in it

Me: that's thoughtful.

Manqoba: tour?

Me: yes.

We went on a tour.

Me: Gazebo for The friends I see.

Manqoba: they'd kill us hey.

Me: beautiful.

Manqoba: Accepted?

I looked and it was really beautiful.We went back to the house.

Manqoba: I asked you a question.

Me: yes accepted.

I looked at him and his half naked body and started heating up again. My mouth went dry. He pulled me
closer to him and he kissed me.

Manqoba: I missed you

Me: Dont tease please.

He kissed me again.

Manqoba: all the way?

Me: yes...I want you now!

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He picked me up and we kissed passionately. He unzipped the dress I was wearing and slid me out of it..
I was heating up. He could feel it too coz he giggled a bit as we were kissing. He unfastened my bra
slowly. He was really taking his time and I hated that. We were in our new bedroom. He put me down
and slowly slid my panties off. He was gazing at my naked body. He slowly kissed my mouth, kissed my
breasts, my belly and I knew he was about to tease me.

Me: Manqoba please!

I waa begging. He smirked. He was doing this on purpose. He slid his fingers in me and I gasped! He
smirked again.

Manqoba: You missed me didn't you?

Me: Manq...

And before I could even complete my sentence he was inside of me. How he did that! I didn't know.
What I did know was that it felt really good. It was exhilarating. Mind-blowing. When he finally pulled
out, I knew I had left him with scratches on his backs and he had left Me with Marks on my wrists.

Manqoba: Got what You wanted?

My head was on the pillow and he was looking at me dreamily. I nodded.

Manqoba: Good. It's my job to please you.

I smiled.

Manqoba: Can't speak?

Actually I couldn't.. I tried to talk but the words just wouldn't come out.

Manqoba: that's okay. You'll get your speech back after a few.

He got out of bed, still naked and 3 minutes later, he came back with wine.

Me: I'm still breastfeeding.

Manqoba: She speaks!

Me: oh shut up!

Manqoba: A glass won't hurt.

He poured me a drink.

Me: thanks.

Manqoba: You fine?

Me: Yes.

He was still smirking

Me: will you stop that?

Manqoba: stop what?

Me: Stop smirking at me.

Manqoba: I'm not doing that.

Me: You are.

Manqoba: I'm glad You missed me. I missed you too.

I looked at him. I was lusting over him still. He realized that coz he giggled.

Manqoba: All you need to do is ask.

I took a sip of the wine and swallowed hard.

Me: Please.

He took my glass and pulled me roughly. He wasn't nice this time, he was rough. Rough in a good way
though. I was sweating. The way he drove inside me deeply made my legs weak. I was literally tired
when he stopped.

Manqoba: we should go back to Remo.

Me: I don't... I don't think I can walk..

Manqoba: Try.

Me: I don't think I can.

He smiled. He went to our new bathroom and I heard the water running. He came to carry me and
gently put me in the tub. He sat behind me and rested my head on his chest. The water was relaxing. He
had added bath salts and pearls. Plus foam bath.

Manqoba: Feel Better?

Me: yes..

Manqoba: Think I knocked you up again?

Me: you'd like that wouldn't You?

Manqoba: Of course!

Me: well too bad coz I'm back on the pill.

Manqoba: Damn it!

Me: I'm getting my tubes tied on the 10th of Jan..

Manqoba: You serious?

Me: Yes..

Manqoba: You breaking my heart

Me: We spoke about this

Manqoba: I know but...

Me: Hai Manqoba!

Manqoba: Okay fine.

Me: Don't try to change my mind.

Manqoba: I'm being fair. You wanted two kids initially.

Me: true.

Manqoba: and compromised after Sihle.

Me: exactly!

Manqoba: So I guess we good then.

Me: more than good.

We spent some time in the water and we got dressed. My legs were finally fine. His car was already
parked in the Garage so we took mine back home. We were all over each other when we got off.

Me: behave! What will Mam'Flo say?

Manqoba: she's too old to see.

I opened the door. He was kissing me.

Me: Manqoba have a bit of respect for the old.

Someone cleared their throat. It was Kim. Our friends were there.

Kim: get a room!

Tlotlo: Please!

Manqoba: well we would but you guys are here!

Lutho: am I missing something?

Me: No.

Mandla: we are.
Me: Fine! We back together.

Angie: it's about time!

Lora: And y'all don't invite us when y'all make up?

Me: sorry.

Mbuyi: party for two kind of thing?

We laughed.Nthato was carrying Remo.

Manqoba: what are You guys doing here?

Nthato: well we did say we bringing gifts for the little one

Me: you did?

Kamo: yes we did. Bathong Kele!

Lungelo: Well understandable.

Me: so where's Mam'Flo?

Jabu: we told her to leave.

Manqoba: and she left?

Lungelo: Yes. We don't feel comfortable drinking around her.

Manqoba: can I have my daughter?

Nthato passed Remo to him.

Lutho: Cute kid by the way

Me: I mean hello!

Kim: Kele waphapha waitsi.

Me: whatever let's go to the kitchen

We went to the kitchen and the guys stayed in the lounge. They were watching a soccer match. They
didn't let us take Remo with.
Lora: Oh wow!

Me: Can we not?

Kim: oh hell no!

Nthato: we definitely are!

Angie: I'm just happy that you guys are back together.

Lora: So when are you moving back home?

Me: We moving after the Brazil trip.

Kim: Finally.

Me: to our new house!

Nthato: oh my goodness what?

Me: Yep

Kim: does the new house have a gazebo?

Angie: Kim bathong.

Kim: I know its probably a very beautiful house. I just want to know.

Me: Yes Kim.

Kim: Great then!

Lora: toast?

Kim: Hell yes!

They toasted with wine. I toasted with juice. Kim rolled her eyes at me when I did that.We went to join
the guys a few minutes later and actually had such a great time. I think Remo was too. My poor
daughter was surrounded by lunatics. They left at around 21:00. The house was quiet without the boys
though.

Manqoba: Tired?

Me: very.

We were in bed. Remo had just fallen asleep.

Manqoba: but you had a great day right?

Me: Yes. A great one

Manqoba: And your favorite part of It?

Me: coming home to my friends

Manqoba: oh?

I giggled.

Me: You ask rhetorical questions.

Manqoba: apologies MaSibiya.

He pulled me closer to him and we snuggled. I fell asleep within minutes. The next morning, I was really
exhausted, we had woken up 3 times. We spent the day just chilling and bonding with Remo and the
boys came back later on that day. Ona was tired. He played with Remo a bit and went to bed. Sihle was
asleep anyway so we really didn't get to be with him..on Monday after they left, I went back to bed.
Remo was giving me sleepless nights. She was asleep too. She woke up at 9:00 and so did I. Mam'Flo
came back an hour later

Mam'Flo: You look tired!

Me: You have no idea Mam'Flo!

Mam'Flo: Being a mother to a newborn hey..

Me: Not nice.

Mam'Flo: It will get better soon..

Me: Well I hope so.

Mam'Flo: Don't worry.

There was a knock on the door. I stood up to get It.

Me: Hey Val. Don't tell me Manqoba forgot his file again.

Valencia: No. He didn't. I'm actually here to deliver these

She had two gift bags with.

Valencia: one for the little one and one for you.

Me: Thank you.

Valencia: pleasure. Say hi to the little one for me

Me: Okay..

Valencia: Need to get back to work.

Me: Okay thanks

Valencia: Bye Mrs Sibiya

Me: Bye Val.

I closed the door and opened Remo's gift from her father. It was a cute little Bracelet that was written
"M&R". That was cute! And A baby Romp that was printed on.." I'm the Sibiya Princess". I rolled my eyes
at that. I felt like it was wasted money. Or maybe I was a bit jealous. I opened my gift. It was a key...a car
key...My Merc GLE! I opened the note

"And you are everything I'll ever need. Thank you for the great times we shared and the great times we
still going to share. For being the crazy yet great mother that you are. Thank You for the priceless gifts
you've given me(not forgetting the great love-making)but most of all thank you for being my wife! You
deserve all the best! Hope you love your gift...it's one fit for a Queen like You! I love you MaSibiya"

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Mam'Flo: You'll go crazy smiling like that

I was smiling yes! I looked at her.

Mam'Flo: what's going on?

Me: Manqoba bought me a car.

Mam'Flo: what?

Me: Yes. I need to go down and see it..

Mam'Flo: I'm coming with.

She took Remo and covered her up. We went down to the car park and the GLE was parked next to the
picanto. The Registration plate was personalized "MaSibiya" Mam'Flo and I laughed a bit when we saw
that .

Mam'Flo: He's letting everybody know that you his?

Me: Tell me about it Mam'Flo.

I opened it. The car was beautiful.

Mam'Flo: You are blessed.

Me: very blessed Mam'Flo. Test drive?

Mam'Flo: Okay.

She and Remo got into the car and we took a drive. I still couldn't believe Manqoba had given me the
exact gift I wanted. When we got back to my place, Lora was getting out of her car. She watched us get
off.

Lora: Hello Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: Hey Lora.

She went up with Remo.

Lora: And now?

Me: my thank you gift.

Lora: My goodness!

She opened the door and checked it out.

Lora: Your husband's expensive hey.

Me: Yes.
Lora: You are blessed friend

Me: Thank you very much. Why aren't you at work?

Lora: I quit my job.

Me: what?

Lora: Coz I got a better one!

Me: The one that you applied for?

Lora: Yes .

Me: congrats friend!

I high-fived her.

Lora: Thank you.

Me: This calls for pizza!

Lora: of course.

Me: Come.

I locked my new car and we went up to the apartment. It was still 11:30. Lora quickly ordered pizza and I
cooked up something for Mam'Flo. She really didn't like pizza like we did.

Mam'Flo: you kids eat pizza too much

Me: You should try eating this Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: No.

Lora: Old people though.

Me: Don't even start.

We heard the door opening, it was Aunt Dikano.

Aunt Dikano: MaSibiya.

Me: Hello ma
Aunt Dikano: MaMofokeng.

Lora: Hello Ma. O kae?

Aunt Dikano: I'm okay and you?

Lora: I'm fine.

She greeted Her friend.

Aunt Dikano: Nice car Kele

Me: Thanks Ma.

Aunt Dikano: I take it you and Manqoba fixed things?

Me: Yes we did.

Aunt Dikano: and when are you moving back home?

Me: After the Brazil trip.

Aunt Dikano: Finally.

Me: we got a new house though.

Aunt Dikano: You kids have money hey.

Me: Not really

Aunt Dikano: New cars, Brazil, new house. What else?

Me: New kid

She laughed

Aunt Dikano: Hai suka!

Me: tea?

Aunt Dikano: I'll get myself a drink. You kids can go enjoy your pizza..

Me: Thank You.

Aunt Dikano: leave Remo here.

We took the box and our drinks then went out to the balcony.
Me: What's wrong?

Lora: Nothing why?

Me: Don't lie..

Lora: Boikanyo's mum is here.

Me: Eish.

Lora: she criticizes everything I do.

Me: What?

Lora: like this Morning's breakfast. Apparently my porridge is too sour

Me: What did Boikanyo say?

Lora: he wasn't around..

Me: Maybe it was sour though.

Lora: fine maybe. But she even criticizes the way I clean my house.

Me: okay no that's too much

Lora: You should have seen her

Me: sorry friend.

Lora: I can't wait for her to leave.

Me: But I thought she liked you

Lora: that woman can pretend.

Me: Then she's a very good pretender..

Lora: You have no Idea. You should see how she is with Boikanyo.

She was pissed .

Lora: Can I move here?

Me: yho no. You want the Mofokengs to kill me .

Lora: I need to go somewhere.

Me: when is leaving?

 Lora: she only got here yesterday. You know she's going to stay here for like two weeks. Take me with
to Brazil please.

I laughed. Just then her phone rang. She spoke then hung up.

Me: what's wrong?

Lora: I have to bounce.

Me: Mother in law calls?

Lora: Yes.

She stood up.

Me: sorry.

Lora: I'll call you later okay?

Me: Okay. Let me walk you out.

Lora: Okay.

I walked her out and went back to the apartment. I went to change. I also dressed Remo in her "Princess
Sibiya" romp and put her father's bracelet on her wrist.

Aunt Dikano: where are you going?

Me: To Manqoba's office.

Aunt Dikano: Kele!

Me: I wont be long.

Aunt Dikano: fine.

I took her car seat and we went to the car. I drove to Manqoba's office.

Me: is he here?
Valencia: he's in a meeting. He'll be out in a few minutes

Me: Okay thanks. I'll wait for him in his office.

Valencia: want something to drink?

Me: no thank you.

Valencia: Your daughter is adorable.

Me: Thank you.

She walked me to his office and I sat on the couch and started taking selfies with Remo.

Manqoba: No Lutho Mfethu, Kele would kill me if I back out of the Brazil trip now. Send someone to
Take care of it.

Lutho: Eish mfethu.

Manqoba: priorities.

Lutho: I'll get someone on it then.

Manqoba: cool.

Lutho: sure thing.

He stepped in. He was surprised to see us

Manqoba: well this is a nice surprise.

Me: I know it is.

He came to kiss me and took Remo from me.

Manqoba: Hello Princess.

She looked happy to see his father. She was smiling.

Manqoba: You like your car?

Me: I love it.

Manqoba: I'm glad you do.

Me: especially the regostration plate.

Manqoba: Mark your territory.

Me: oh wow!

Manqoba: Its the truth.

Me: Well fine!

Manqoba: If you happy I'm happy.

Me: and your princess is happy as well.

Manqoba: Hey I have to keep her happy.

Me: So you decided to get her a bracelet?

Manqoba: I'm her first love.

Me: I thought you are my first love.

Manqoba: Baby man!

Me: Really.

Manqoba: Your mum's jealous baby.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: I told you I'm all yours.

Me: Good. I Don't like sharing.

He laughed.

Manqoba: even with your daughter?

Me: I love you that much.

Manqoba: Ao MaSibiya.

Me: what are you going to get your princes?

Manqoba: they get to choose.

Me: fair enough.

Just then Val knocked.

Manqoba: Valencia.

Valencia: This came in for you.

She gave him a box.

Manqoba: Thanks.

She left. He opened it and laughed.

Me: what's wrong?

Manqoba: MaSibiya?

Me: huh?

Manqoba: so you wanted to make sure I get this? Is that why you're here?

Me: Get what?

He showed me the cuffs.

Me: whoa! I'm not into kinky fuckery.

Manqoba: You didn't send these?

Me: No.

Manqoba: Then if you didn't send these then who did?

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Me: I don't know..

Manqoba: This is irritating now..

Me: You have people crushing on you. How's that irritating?

Manqoba: MaSibiya...I'm serious

Me: Get your P.I to investigate..

Manqoba: I'd be wasting money.

Me: That's a first..

Manqoba: This is really irritating..

Me: Maybe its Kim's musical instrument..

Manqoba: No. I made it clear that there'll be trouble if she starts again..

Me: Then who is it?

Manqoba: I have no idea.

Me: We'll figure it out.

Manqoba: You hungry?

Me: No..

Manqoba: You started with this diet thing of yours?

Me: I had pizza before I came here.

Manqoba: You had pizza for breakfast?

Me: well basically..

Manqoba: I'm hungry. Come .

Me: Don't you have a meeting?

Manqoba: Family matters

Me: Oh I see.

Manqoba: Let's go.

I took Remo's bag and walked out first. Manqoba locked his office.

Lutho: MaSibiya!

Me: Hey Lutho.

Lutho: how are you?

Me: I'm okay and you?

Lutho: I am good. You glowing these days .

Me: I'm happy..

Lutho: And finally my boy's putting on weight..

Me: Lutho Mara!

Lutho: I'm serious

Manqoba: I'm not going to the next meeting.

Lutho: I'll go

Manqoba: sure boy..

Lutho: sure. See you soon Kele.

Me: cool.

We were stopped a few times and we finally got to the parking area. We were taking my car.

Manqoba: so you not going to let me drive this car?

Me: No. Sit at the back with your daughter.

Manqoba: Well that's fine.

He got into the back of the car with Remo. We drove to the nearest restaurant and I ordered a salad.
Remo looked so cute in her baby Romp.

Manqoba: that's all you going to eat?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Rabbit food?

Me: Manqoba!

Manqoba: You suppose to eat proper food. I don't like skinny women.

Me: I'm not skinny.

Manqoba: You will be.

Me: I'm losing the baby fat.

Manqoba: what baby fat?

Okay I had already lost it.

Manqoba: What do you have against food?

Me: Calories. I'm going to check her diaper.

Manqoba: Okay..

I went to change her diaper. Our food had arrived. Well my salad and his food.

Manqoba: want some?

Me; No.

Manqoba: you want me dead don't you?

Me: What's that suppose to mean?

Manqoba: You want Aunt Moipone to say I'm incapable of taking care of you?

Me: She won't..

Manqoba: Please order real food..

I shook my head...

Manqoba: I thought Zulus are stubborn but you...you take the cup

I laughed.

Me: sorry babe.

Manqoba: I was talking to your mother in law..

Me: And?

Manqoba: and the princess' party is two days after we come back.

Me: Really?

Manqoba: Yes.

Just then his mum called me.

Me: Ma..

M's mum: How are you MaSibiya..

Me: I'm okay ma.

M's mum: And my granddaughter?

Me: She's okay.

M's mum: I'm going to come and see you tomorrow so we can discuss the party details okay?

Me: No problem ma.

M's mum: hope you and Manqoba are taking good care of each other.

I smiled at Manqoba.

Me: we are

M's mum: thats what I want to hear.

Me: See you tomorrow?

M's mum: Yes my child. Kiss my grandchildren for me.

Me: I will.

M's mum: Bye

Me: Bye Ma.

I hung up.

Manqoba: And that?

Me: She's coming tomorrow.

Manqoba: To discuss the party details with you?

Me: yes..

Manqoba: Have fun. Mum drives me crazy.

Me: come on.

Manqoba: I'm telling you.

Me: She's really not that bad.

Manqoba: She's your mother in law you not suppose to bad mouth her.

I laughed. We spoke about a whole lot of nonsense and eventually left the restaurant. I dropped him off
at work.

Manqoba: see you at home okay.

Me: Okay bye

I kissed him and went back home. I went to put Remo in her cot. Aunt Dikano and Mam'Flo were still
chatting away. I went worked a bit then later went to fetch the boys from school..I fetched Ona first.

Ona: Thatha MaSibiya! Nice ride!

Me: Thanks kid.

Ona: gift from dad?

Me: Yes.

Ona: I really hope I grow up to be like dad.

He was looking at the car and whistling.

Me: you will.

Ona: But your car is nice ma. And Expensive.

Me: Get in already. We need to fetch your little brother.

Ona: Okay.

He got in. He was trying out everything in the car. I drove off.

Me: How was school?

Ona: it was fine.

Me: and how's Stacy doing?

Ona: we had a fight..

Me: about what? Naruto?

He laughed.

Ona: No ma.

Me: then?

Ona: Her friends.

Me: her friends?

Ona: They too forward.

Me: aren't you a bit too young to be controlling?

Ona: it's not like that. Her friends are all over. I feel like they will lead her astray.

Me: ao Ona!

Ona: so she's angry that I told her to leave them and focus on her studies.

Me: you care. I'm proud of you. I hope she thinks about It and listens.

Ona: I hope so too.

We got to Sihle's crèche.

Sihle: Kele man! Is this your new car?

Me: Yes.

He opened the passenger door.

Sihle: It's nice. Ona go to the back.

Ona: Hai wena!

Sihle: Kele!

Me: Okay you'll sit in the front tomorrow.

Sihle: Okay.
I helped him get into the back.

Sihle: Why didn't you come with Remo?

Me: she was sleeping.

Sihle: so when am I getting my own car?

Me: You can't drive.

Sihle: You'll teach me.

Me: You still too young to drive

Sihle: I'm 4 years old.

Me: Exactly!

Sihle: Haaa Kele!

Me: Haaa Sihle!

Sihle: Are we going to McDonald's?

Ona: No. We going back to Remo.

Sihle: Okay.

Me: your dad will take you to McDonald's.

Sihle: He took us to get cowhead last week.

Me: he did?

Sihle: Yes.

Me: Did you enjoy it?

Sihle: Yes. I'm a real man.

I looked at his face using the mirror. He looked so serious and cute. We finally got home and the first
thing they did was play with Remo. I helped Mam'Flo in the kitchen. Manqoba came in a few minutes
later.

Manqoba: Mam'Flo.

Mam'Flo: hello Nqoba. How are you?

Manqoba: Good Mam'Flo. MaSibiya.

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: it's good to see you again.

He kissed me.

Mam'Flo: Hai!

Manqoba: sorry Mam'Flo .

He went to greet his boys.

Manqoba: babe!

Me: Hey.

His eyes were on his phone.

Me: what's up?

Manqoba: do you know anyone by the name of Phumzile?

Me: Yes. Why?

Manqoba: From?

Me: Guesthouse. Why?

Manqoba: she's the one who sent the cuffs.

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Me: What?

Manqoba: I’m telling you.

We moved to the lounge.

Manqoba: please call her and tell her to stay away from me
Me: that’s a bit harsh

Manqoba: I know but I need her off my back.

Me: okay I’ll talk to her

Manqoba: thank you

He looked irritated.

Me: will you stop looking irritated?

Manqoba: I am irritated

Me: okay just relax

Manqoba: okay fine

Sihle: Ona man! Bafo!

Sihle was shouting from the bedroom

Me: duty calls

He got up from the couch and went to the boys. I went back to the kitchen to finish cooking. I dished up
and called them to take their food. They were with Mam’Flo in the lounge.Manqoba and I had our meal
from the balcony . Remo was sleeping.

Me: what was the problem?

Manqoba: Ona was choking Sihle

Me: why?

Manqoba: Remofilwe Olwethu Sibiya

Me: They were fighting over her?

Manqoba: yes ma’am

Me: we going to have a problem

Manqoba: she’s blessed. She has overprotective brothers

Me: they’ll end up killing each other. How’s that a blessing?

Manqoba: they won’t kill each other MaSibiya don’t worry.

My phone rang. It was Lora

Me: Hey

Lora: I need whiskey

I laughed

Me: what did she do?

Lora: I need you to fetch me

Me: I can’t do that

Lora: Boikanyo’s mum is really driving me crazy

Me: where are you now?

Lora: trying to find a hole to get in.

Me: I’m Sure it’s not so bad

Lora: it is bad. She’s questioning my parenting

Me: where’s Boikanyo?

Lora: still at work. Can you come fetch me?

I giggled.

Me: I’ll see you tomorrow

Lora: bring whiskey and rat poison

Me: for what now?

Lora: for my mother in law

“Lorato” I heard her mother-in-law’s voice.

Me: go

Lora: rescue me.

She hung up. She was pissed. My calm friend had had enough and that was unlike her.

Manqoba: Is Lora fine?

Me: no. Mother in law

Manqoba: Poor Lora

Me: she’s super pissed

Manqoba: the same way you always pissed when Moipone is around?

Me: They are cut from the same cloth.

Manqoba: Tswana and Sotho women are problematic hey

Me: how would you know?

Manqoba: Married to a sotho Tswana woman

Me: ao? I thought I’m Zulu now

He laughed

Manqoba: Hey you know what I mean

Me: Sihle wants a car

Manqoba: and a house. He’s tired of living with Ona

Me: Ona is a bully though

Manqoba: you finally admitting that your child is a bully?

Me: you made him that way

Manqoba: I’m not sure what that means!

Me: need I remind you of what happened 4 years ago?

Manqoba: please

Me: rewind to the time when you and your son ganged up on Axolile
We laughed.

Manqoba: he deserved it

Me: you made my son this way

Manqoba: the Sibiya men stick together at all times

Me: and get cow head together at all times?

Manqoba:eish. That was suppose to be a secret

Me: well Sihle is not really good with those

Manqoba: you have no problem right?

Me: I’ve always had a problem with cow head

Manqoba: hai MaSibiya. What should they eat? Koeksusters?

Me: well yes

Manqoba: well no. My sons are Zulu.

Me: well that sucks. Next thing they’ll want 5 wives

Manqoba: Hey! We not the only tribe practising polygamy

Me: fully aware of that but you guys seem to be over practising it

Manqoba: maybe I should start too

Me: I’d like to see you try.

We finished eating and went to wash the dishes. Spent some time with the boys, went to take a bath
together then went to bed. The next morning, they got ready for school and work.

Manqoba: have fun with your mother in law. If she gives you trouble... Call Me okay?

Me: okay.

Manqoba: I love you.

Me: I love you too.

We kissed.
Sihle: Should I close my eyes?

His hands were already covering his eyes anyway.

Me: Bye Sihle.

Sihle: are you done?

Me: Hey! Go to school.

He removed his hands from his eyes.

Sihle: Bye Kele.

Me: Bye Baby!

Sihle: I'm sitting in front today.

Me: Okay.

Sihle: You heard that Ona?

Ona: Can you take your bag I need to get to school.

Sihle: where's Stacy?

Ona: get your bag.

He got his bag.

Sihle: Bye sweety.

He kissed Remo who was on the couch. Then kissed my cheek.

Ona: Bye ma.

He came to kiss my cheek then Kissed Remo. Manqoba said bye to his little princess then they left. I
tidied up. Manqoba's mum was coming in at 9:30. I went to bath afterwards and got Remo cleaned up
as well. Mam'Flo and I prepared breakfast for her.

Me: still going to church?

Mam'Flo: Yes. I'm going to Dikano's place first though.

Me: Have fun

Mam'Flo: we always do.

She took her handbag.

Me: Bye Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: Bye babies.

She left. Manqoba's mother came in 30 minutes later. She looked happy to see her granddaughter.

M's mum: Nice car.

Me: thanks Ma.

M's mum: you kids like wasting money. I heard you taking Manqoba and the Kids to Brazil in a few days

Me: He won the bet this time.

M's mum: how long will you be there?

Me: A week.

M's mum: Have fun though.

Me: It will be.

She showed me her ideas while we had breakfast.

Me: Don't you think it's too much?

M's mum: nonsense! Allow me to spend money on my granddaughter.

Me: Okay Ma.

M's mum: so you happy?

Me: Yes... Well if you are.

Her ideas were just too over the top! Remo was a month old for heaven's sake!

M's mum: Kelebogile?

Me: I'm not into parties.

M's mum: Well you should be. You And Manqoba need to have a house warming party when you get
back from Brazil.

Me: Manqoba and I will discuss that.

M's mum: there's not much to be discussed. Just need to do it.

I was listening to her till she left and took a deep breath after I saw her off. I called Lora.

Lora: Kele.

Me: you okay?

Lora: I'm trying

Me: how is she today?

Lora: still the same. Boikanyo and I had a fight.

Me: He thinks you mistreating his Mother?

Lora: his mother told him that. I need that woman to leave my house.

Me: Did you talk to Boikanyo?

Lora: he doesn't listen

Me: Sorry friend.

Lora: Coming over?

Me: yes I need to go to the guesthouse, I'll come over later okay?

Lora: Okay.

Me: Don't kill her.

Lora: pray I don't.

Me: trust Me. I'm doing exactly that.

Lora: Do it harder

I laughed then hung up. I packed Remo's bag and we drove to the guesthouse. I found Phumi in her
office.

Phumi: Hey girl.

Me: Hey how are you?

Phumi: I'm good. You look so pretty.

Me: thank you.

Phumi: your daughter cuter in person..been stealing every photo of her. Forgive me.

Me: it's okay.

Phumi: how's life after the whole Cornet saga?

Me: Its been okay and here?

Phumi: You need to buy this back.

Me: No can do. I'm already dealing with businesses I wanted no part in.

The corner of my eye caught her laptop and she was on Manqoba and Lutho's page..The company's
page..she was viewing the pictures they had taken with clients and pictures from other other events.

Me: I'm actually here to talk to you about something.

Phumi: sounds important.

Me: it is.

Phumi: Okay.

Me: Manqoba and I are back together.

Phumi: so?

Me: So I need you stop sending him cuffs, texts and stop stalking him.
She looked at me.

Phumi: Oh?

Me: Please. He asked me to talk to you on his behalf.

She kept quiet for like 2 minutes

Me: Phumi?

Phumi: I love Manqoba.

Me: but you don't even know him.

Phumi: I don't care.

Me: Phumi...I need you to stop doi...

Phumi: Kelebogile, that guy is mine. If you want war then war is what you'll get. I need you to leave my
office now!

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I looked at her. I wanted to pull her and do something to her but my eyes just fell on my daughter. I took
Remo's bag, took my cellphone and car keys from the table. I stood up.

Phumi: Good. You stay away from Manqoba.

Me: Okay Phumzile.

I turned and left her office. I couldn't believe her but I calmed down. I walked to Lolo's office.

Lolo: Hey girl.

Me: hey you.

I hugged him.

Me: nice pants.

Lolo: you know how I do.

Me: so. New boyfriend?

Lolo: boyfriends.

Me: oh sorry.

Lolo: You know me.

Me: Diva..

Lolo: but I still want a piece of those guys that were here a few months ago. Your friends.

Me: well you can't. They not gay.

Lolo: You'd be surprised how you can easily turn someone into a gay person.

Me: Oh Lolo!

Lolo: I'm telling you Darling.

Me: well good luck with that.

Lolo: I don't need luck. You going to hook me up.

Me: Not going to happen.

Lolo: some friend you are.

Me: that emotional blackmail us not going to work on me.

Lolo: Ao Kele.

Me: Sorry friend.

Lolo: I need to see you soon.

Me: actually my mother in law is having a party soon.

Lolo: her party?

Me: No. This little's one party.

Lolo: I'll be there.

Me: Please be.

Lolo: in style.

I laughed.

Me: I need to go.

Lolo: you boring...I'll walk you out

He took Remo from me and he walked us out.

Lolo: I'll see you at the party

Me: yes.

Lolo: nice car.

Me: thank you.

Lolo: and cute kid.

Me: Thanks Lolo.

He got Remo into her car seat. I hugged him

Lolo: take care.

Me: You too. Choose one between the two.

Lolo: no. I want them both.

Me: Oh Loyiso!

Lolo: you'll understand some day..

Me: I don't think so. I'll keep in touch..

Lolo: do that.

Me: bye babe.

Lolo: Bye sweety.

I hugged him again and got into the car. I drove to Lora's.

Lora: Finally!

She took Remo from me.

Me: How are you?

Lora: Not good

Me: where's Your mother in law?

Lora: She went to the mall.

Me: thats great right?

Lora: Nothing that woman does is great.

Me: She's still your mother in law.

Lora: not by choice.

I laughed. We walked into the house.

She went to put Remo down who was now asleep. We went to the kitchen to get something to eat and
drink.

Me: Still haven't spoken to Boikanyo?

Lora: he can go to hell for all I care.

Me: Come on.

Lora: His mother is The one mistreating me not me..

Me: Lora, talk to him.

Lora: he doesn't listen.

Me: Make him.

Lora: how?

Me: I don't know. He's yours. You know him.

Lora: let's exchange. Take my mother in law, I'll take yours.

Me: Oh!

I put my hands over my face

Lora: what's up now?

Me: She's planning the biggest party.

Lora: and this doesn't make you happy?

Me: I just feel like it's unnecessary. She's even planning my housewarming party.

Lora: And you guys haven't started planning the housewarming?

Me: we not even thinking about it.

Lora: These women

Me: you'll just have to be strong..

Lora: well its not like I have a choice.

Just then we heard the door open.

Lora: she's back.

Boikanyo's mum Came into the lounge.

B's mum: Kele Dumela hle.

Me: Hello mama.

B's mum: give me a hug.

I hugged her.

B's mum: How are you?

Me: I'm okay.

B's mum: the husband and sons?

Me: they are all fine.

B's mum: you look very pretty.

Me: Thank you.

B's mum: when are you and Manqoba giving Dikano another grandchild?

Me: Actually there is one. We have a daughter now..

B's mum: That's wonderful. I can't wait to see her..

Me: she'll be up soon ma.

B's mum: I'll see her then.

Lora looked irritated.

B's mum: Lorato, what are you cooking tonight?

Lora: I haven't thought about that yet.

B's mum: I'll cook. I don't want my grandchildren and son to suffer from malnutrition.

I looked at Lora. She was getting angry.

Lora: Ma I don't..

Just then Remo cried from her bedroom.

Me: Please get her.

Lora: Fine.

She stood up and went to get Remo.

B's mum: Let me see.

She took Remo from her. well snatched her.

B's mum: She's so adorable.

Me: Thank you ma.

B's mum: She's very pretty..Lora pass me her bottle.

Lora did exactly that.

Lora: Let's go wash the dishes.

B's mum: Bathong Lorato. I'm still talking to Kele. Go wash the dishes alone.

Lora: Fine!

She went to the kitchen and I sat there and listened to Boikanyo's mother. Even Remo fell asleep again.
Lora came to join us again when she was done.

Lora: I need to fetch the girls.

Me: actually I need to fetch the boys too.

B's mum: You should come back.

Me: I will.

I took Remo and both Lora and I walked out.

Lora: next Time I'll Come..at least no one will steal you away from me.

Me: Calm down.

Lora: fuck that!

Me: we'll talk okay?

Lora: you not okay.

Me: we'll talk about that too.

Lora: Okay cool.

Me: I love you okay?

Lora: I love you too. I might come and sleep over okay?

Me: Okay okay. Fine.

Lora: drive safe.

Me: You too.

We both got into our cars and drove off. I went to fetch the boys.

Sihle: Hello sweety.

He kissed Remo.

Ona: Come to the front

Sihle: No Remo's here. I'll sit with her.

Ona helped him get into the back.

Sihle: Can we go to McDonald's today?

Ona: Please. I'm starving.

Sihle: Please Kele! Even Remo said please!

Me: okay fine!

I made a u-turn and drove to their McDonald's.

Me: No. She's not old enough to play on that. Bring her here.

Sihle: Hai Kele why?

Ona: Go play alone Sihle.

Sihle: She's my sister too you know?

Me: I know.

Sihle: so why can't I go on those slides with her?

Me: wait for her to turn one.

Sihle: okay.

He ran off again.. Ona and I discussed his exams and after about an hour went back home.
Sihle: when are we going to Gold Beef city again?

Ona: Gold Reef. He needs English lessons.

Me: Hey he's still 4. Open the door.

He opened the door. I got in first. Phumi was setting up the table.

Sihle: who's this?

Ona: Ma, is this our new helper?

Phumi: hey boys!

Me: how did you get in here?

Phumi: That doesnt matter. What are you doing here?

Me: excuse me?

Ona: Ma! Who's this?

Phuma: what are you doing here? I know Im preparing dinner for my babe.

Me: Your babe? Okay...Ona!

Ona: Ma?

Me: Take your brother and sister down to the car! Stay there with them until I tell you it's safe enough
to come up!

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Ona: Ma I...

Me: Onalerona I said take your brother and sister to the car and stay there!

Ona: Sihle let's go.

Sihle: I don't want to Go. Kele who is this?

Me: Siphesihle!

They quickly turned and went away. I closed the door.

Me: You in my house, cooking my food. Using my electricity and using my kitchenware..

Phumi: This is Manqoba's place

Me: Phumzile, I'd like you to please leave.

Phumi: How about you leave?

Me: Leave my own apartment?.

Phumi: Kelebogile please...I have to finish setting this up.

Me: You know what, I'm calling the police.

I took my phone out and dialled the cops. It rang for a few seconds and she snatched my phone from my
hand and threw it on the couch.

Phumi: What do you think you're doing?

Me: Phumzile, leave my house.

Phumi: And I said hell no!

She pushed me out of the way to turn my radio on. I looked at her, she was humming Beyonce's
"dangerously in love"

Me: I'm going to say this one last time...Get out of my house!

Just then she slapped me.

Phumi: I said No.

I lost it. I slapped her back. She kicked me down and as she was trying to get on top of me, I pulled her
hair. I quickly got up and kicked her. She pulled my leg and I fell down, my head nearly hit against the
table. She kicked me, I was almost out of breath. My waist hurt. I managed to get up and she put me
against the wall with the attempt to choke me but I threw in fists and she fell on the same couch she
threw my phone on.

Me: Get the fuck out of my house!

Phumi: I said no!

She got up again and pushed me against the wall again. This time she took out a knife. She put it against
my throat.

Phumi: Manqoba's mine. I'll kill you Kelebogile!

I tried to Move but couldn't, my waist still hurt. I tried to move a few times and eventually kicked her
again. Her knife scratched my right hand. I twisted her arm till she let of the knife. I was about to fall I
could feel it. She was down. Just as I was to take a vase and throw it on her face, Manqoba quickly took
it from me. Her nose and mouth were bleeding. My waist hurt, I was pretty sure her waist was too. She
was running out of breath. I sat down on the couch and Manqoba looked at me then at her. He carried
her out. A few minutes Later, Ona and Sihle came in. Ona went to put Remo down and came to sit next
to Me.

Sihle: Kele are you fine?

Me: I'm Okay.

Ona: You look like you in pain.

Me: I am. Get me a glass of water.

Sihle got up and went to get me a bottle of water.

Ona: Is the person dad was carrying still alive?

Me: I dont Know.

He looked at me

Ona: Your arm is bleeding.

Me: Go get the first aid Kit.

He went to get the kit and helped me. Sihle was just looking at me. It looked as if he was processing
what happened

Sihle: Can I go bath and sleep?

Me: You not going to eat dinner?

Sihle: I'm not hungry

Me: Okay...

Sihle: I love you Kele

Me: I love you too..

He walked away from us.

Ona: Will he be fine?

Me: Yes. He will

Ona: Let me go check up on him.

Me: Okay.

He got up and went to Sihle. I managed to get up and went to get myself painkillers. I sat on the couch
again and Mam'Flo eventually came back.

Mam'Flo: And this?

Me: Some crazy girl was in here preparing dinner for Manqoba

Mam'Flo: in your apartment?

Me: Yes Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: Where was Manqoba?

Me: work.

Mam'Flo: and you two fought?

Me: Yes Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: Kele, you not suppose to be fighting

Me: I wasn't planning to. I asked her to leave and she refused.

Mam'Flo: Why didn't you call the police?

Me: I tried to do that but she snatched the phone from me

Mam'Flo: are you fine?

Me: I'll be fine. I just took some pills

Mam'Flo: Okay. Just sit there okay?

Me: Okay...

She went to the boys. I heard her talking to them and eventually Manqoba came back.

Manqoba: You okay?

Me: I'll be fine.

He tried to touch me where it hurt

Me: Ouch! Don't!

Manqoba: Okay sorry. What happened?

I told him.

Manqoba: what?

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: You dislocated her arm.

Me: I did?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Well good. That should teach her a thing or two about me

Manqoba: MaSibiya!

Me: You should've seen her

Manqoba: Sorry

Me: Its okay.

Manqoba: You need something?.

Me: No I'm fine

Manqoba: sure?
Me: Yes

Manqoba: Okay mama.

He looked at me.

Me: Keng?

Manqoba: will this ever end?.

Me: What?

Manqoba: Us fighting for each other

Me: I don't know.

Manqoba: It gets to me

Me: It gets to me too but Maybe that's how you and I should be

Manqoba: You'll end up killing someone..

I kept quiet. He could see I was paying attention to the pain

Manqoba: We should take you to the doctor

Me: I'll be fine. I need to go to bed

Manqoba: Okay.

He carried me to the bedroom. We sat there and spoke a lot of nonsense. He always knew how to make
me feel better. The pained had eased a bit. Mam'Flo prepared us something to eat and we went to bed
after taking our bath. The kids were still sleeping except Remo. Manqoba was happily chatting to his
daughter, making her smile. I watched them. Eventually she fell asleep and he put her in her cot. We
snuggled

Manqoba: I love you

Me: I love you more.

Manqoba: Will you be able to sleep?.

Me: with you by my side yes

Manqoba: Okay MaSibiya. I really love you

Me: I love you too.

We slept. The next morning they all got ready. I was feeling better. Actually I was fine.

Sihle: You don't want me to stay here and take care of you?

Me: no.

Sihle: Why?

Me: Coz I can take care of myself

Sihle: I'll take care of Remo.

Me: you are going to school. Eat up.

They all finished eating.

Manqoba: take it easy today okay?

Me: I'm fine..

Manqoba: Just take it easy

Me: okay I will.

Manqoba: Love you.

Me: Love you too...

He kissed me and the boys followed. They left.

Mam'Flo: Take it easy

Me: I am.

Mam'Flo: Good. Don't even lift a finger

Me: Come on Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: are you going to see that girl you beat up?

Me: Should I?
Mam'Flo: Yes you should...

Me: I don't know maybe tomorrow

Mam'Flo: that's okay

Me: Mam'Flo?

Mam'Flo: Kele?

Me: Please don't tell Aunt Dikano. She'll want to kill me.

Mam'Flo: You are the reason why her BP is always high

Me: More reason to not tell her

Mam'Flo: don't worry.

Me: Thanks Mam'Flo

Mam'Flo: no problem.

I watched TV with Remo. I wondered how Lora was but decided it's still a bit early to call her. I missed
the girls, really I did but I knew they were all busy with their lives. I heard a knock on the door

Mam'Flo: Hey Sit!

I sat down again. Mam'Flo went to get the door. She greeted Uncle Putla and Aunt Moipone then they
came into the lounge.

Uncle Putla: Kele

Me: Dumela Malume. Mam'golo

Aunt Moipone: hello Nana

Me: Le kae?

Uncle Putla: we fine. You almost killed someone last night. With that vase over there

His finger pointed at it

Uncle Putla: Fighting over your husband?

I nodded.

Uncle Putla: You guys need to keep fighting for each other. Not physically.

Me: What do you mean?

Uncle Putla: There's a lot more coming your way

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Me: Uncle Putla?

Uncle Putla: You heard me.

I kept quiet.

Uncle Putla: I'll pray for you kids.

Aunt Moipone: You kids are the most tested

Me: Tea or coffee?

Uncle Putla: Tea.

Aunt Moipone: Tea please.

Me: Okay.

I got up to make them tea. As I was doing that, my phone rang in the lounge.

Aunt Moipone: Kele!

Me: Ma?

Aunt Moipone: phone.

I ran to get it. I went to the balcony

Me: Hey.

Manqoba: You good?

Me: Not really

Manqoba: still in pain?

Me: No uncle Putla is here.

Manqoba: What did we do now?

Me: I'll come to your office.

Manqoba: Okay..around what time?

Me: Around 11:30-12:00?

Manqoba: okay mama.

Me: Let me get back to the old people.

Manqoba: Hey...cheer up!

Me: I'll try.

Manqoba: I love you okay?

Me: I love you too.

I hung up and went back to the kitchen..I took their tea to them. They were still talking about Manqoba
and I.

Aunt Moipone: I heard you kids got a new house.

Me: We did.

Uncle Putla: Are you going to throw a Party?

Me: we don't know that yet but speaking of parties...Remo's grandmother is throwing one after we
come back.

Aunt Moipone: From where?

Me: Brazil.

Uncle Putla: You kids have money hey.

Me: No malume. It was a bet.

Uncle Putla: okay.

Me: Yes. I'm going to make food.

I went back to the kitchen to prepare their breakfast. It took me 30 minutes to do that. They decided
that they wanted to eat from the balcony. Mam'Flo joined them.

Mam'Flo: You not eating with us?

Me: I'm not hungry.

Mam'Flo: You need to eat.

Me: I will.

Uncle Putla: Don't like our company?

Me: Its not that Malume.

Uncle Putla: We still young at heart you know?

I laughed.

Me: I need to Go see Manqoba. I'm going to get ready.

Aunt Moipone: Kele, can't you go on an hour without seeing him?

Me: no. It's a bit hard to

Uncle Putla: Young love.

I went to get ready. I got Remo ready too. It was 10:30 when I checked the time. I got a call from Kamo.

Kamo: Hai you dont love me anymore

Me: its not like that Kamo.

Kamo: then What is it?

Me: I've been busy

Kamo: But you spend time with the girls

Me: You always with Lungelo

Kamo: really?

Me: Yes.

Kamo: okay... Let's do lunch in an hour's time.

Me: Eish.

Kamo: keng?

Me: I'm meeting up with Manqoba.

Kamo: Meeting up with your husband?

Me: Yes.

Kamo: Dont you live in the same house?

Me: We do.

Kamo: So?

Me: so I'll see you maybe tomorrow.

Kamo: Maybe?

Me: Okay fine..I'll see you tomorrow

Kamo: You better see me tomorrow.

Me: I will.

Kamo: I love you.

I giggled.

Me: I love you too Friend.

He hung up. I packed Remo's bag and went to the balcony.

Uncle Putla: We going to be here for a few weeks.

Me: At Aunt Dikano's?

Uncle Putla: Yes.

Me: Okay Manqoba and I will come by.

Uncle Putla: drive safely.

Me: I will

I said bye to them and Drove to Manqoba's office.

Lutho: some men are lucky.

Me: What? Angie doesn't visit you?

Lutho: No.

Me: I'll talk to her about that.

Lutho: Please do.

Me: Is my Husband in his office?

Lutho: Yes Mrs Sibiya.

Me: Thank you.

Lutho: Don't keep him away from work for too long.

Me: Well I can't promise you that but I'll try.

Lutho: should we start losing money coz of you I swear I'm taking your transport business.

Me: Try please!

Manqoba: Harassing my wife?

He took Remo from me

Me: he is.

Lutho: Ganging up on me?

Me: the wife possesses more power.

Lutho: well clearly.

We laughed.

Lutho: it's always good to see you and the little one.

Me: likewise.

We stepped into Manqoba's office.

Manqoba: want to tell me what the problem is?

Me: uncle Putla says we still have a lot coming our way.

Manqoba: What does he mean?

Me: He said we should continue fighting for each other

Manqoba: That's creepy.

Me: I know

Manqoba: we'll get through this

Me: You think?

Manqoba: Yes. We always do.

Me: I am so tired.

Manqoba: Don't worry.

Me: I'm hungry

Manqoba: you what?

Me: Im hungry.

Manqoba: well thats a first.

Me: I'm not that bad.

Manqoba: Really?

Me: yes.

Manqoba: let's go then

Me: Okay.

We left his office and went to the restaurant.

Me: My treat.

Manqoba: You should save that money for Brazil.

Me: that's taken care of.

Manqoba: Oh!

Me: exactly..so order whatever you want to order okay?

Manqoba: well okay.

Me: going back to the office?

Manqoba: want me to?

Me: Nah.

Manqoba: Then I wont. We'll just go there to fetch my car.

Me: Thank you

Manqoba: Things we do.

Me: Im your wife.

Manqoba: well I know that.

Me: then dont complain.

Manqoba: Im not complaining.

We Finished eating, went to take his car from the office and Went back home. The next few days were
peaceful. On Saturday, Manqoba got ready for some soccer match he was going to with his boys. Ona
and Sihle were at Aunt Dikano's as well as Mam'Flo. The girls were coming over..their husbands were
coming to drop them off then go to The stadium.

Me: Have fun

Manqoba: you know I'd rather be here with you.

Me: really?

Manqoba: yes doing certain things to you.

Me: Too bad.

Manqoba: such a pity.

We heard a knock. Kim, Tlotlo, Mbuyi and Mandla arrived first. The others arrived Afterwards. The boys
left.

Kim: what's wrong with you and Boikanyo?

Lora: we still fighting.

Nthato: You know you need to find a way to handle your mother in law right?

Lora: she gets to me

Mbuyi: Tried to talk to your husband?

Lora: Boikanyo doesn't listen.

Angie: No but you need to make him listen.

Lora: Talking about that woman makes me want to puke.

Kim: Okay fine..you ready for your trip?

Me: Yes.

Angie: I'm so jealous.

We were leaving for Brazil the next day.

Nthato: you two are always going on vacation.

Me: you guys can too.

Mbuyi: We don't have time

Lora: There's nothing like that.

Me: Exactly!

Kim: You know Tlotlo is always working.

Me: that's not true.

Just then we heard a voice.. We were In the balcony.

"I'm home"

We all went back inside.

Phumi: I don't know what her problem is...oh there she is.

Kim: and then?

Phumi: Kele, what did I say about having friends over?

She was with someone. she also had a handsling and an overnight bag.
Phumi: anyway, I'll let it slide coz it's a Saturday. Friend, this is my helper, Kele.

Friend: Nice to meet you. Nice place friend.

Phumi: Thank you

Nthato: Helang!

Phumi: its a good thing you got us more help. I need you...

She pointed at Mbuyi.

Phumi: I need you to prepare lasagna for dinner. By the way where's my husband?

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Kim: Did she just say we are her helpers?

Nthato: She did

Kim: Hey! Sorry Ausi...I don't know who the fuck you are only saw your ugly face once but I need you to
get the fuck out!

Phumi: Don't talk to me like that! This is my house

Nthato: Kelebogile, is this the bitch that's obsessed with Manqoba?

I nodded.

Phumi: Bitch?

Kim: Yes Bitch. You still here?

Phumi: My house! Duh!

Kim took off her earrings.

Lora: Keep calm down.

Kim: Lora, don't irritate me

Me: Lora's right.you need to calm Down.

Nthato: I'm not sure if you understand this but she's in your house, claiming that your husband is hers
Me: I know that but can you not see that this person us not mentally stable?
Lora: my thoughts exactly.
Kim: Just let me beat her up. She'll be stable again
Phumi: Kele, tell your friends to get out of my house!
Angie: no, I agree with Kim.
Phumi: Sophie, why are they still here?

So that was the friend's name.

Sophie: They refuse to leave.

Me: Okay Phumi please sit down
Kim: Allow me to break her other hand so she can have two hand slings please!
Mbuyi: Kim wait.
Me: Phumi please sit down.

She sat down. So did Sophie.

Phumi: You bringing us our refreshments?

Me: Yes but I need to talk to you first.
Phumi: You'll only get your bonus next month. And I can't give you a salary increase
Kim: Kelebogile...
Me: You know what they say "the mall is open but nobody's shopping"
Kim: Well they better shop soon coz I'm quarter to hitting her
Phumi: What do you want to talk about?
Me: Manqoba is my husband not yours
Phumi: Nonsense! Get out of my face!
Kim: Kelebogile. Even if its just for 5 minutes
Lora: Kim no.
Phumi: Hey!

She shouted and threw Remo's toy at Mbuyi but it didn't hit her.

Phumi: Chop-chop chef

Kim: Hey Phumzile!
Phumi: Don't talk to me like that! I warned you.
Kim: Sorry Sophie please take your friend and leave this house
Sophie: Isn't this her house?
Angie: I don't know if you stupid or dumb or both.
Mbuyi: Hai Angie. No Sophie this isn't her house.

Lora and I were quiet.

Sophie: is she making this up?

Kim: well can't you see that?
Lora: Kim this person is sick.
Kim: She's not sick. She just needs die warm klap she'll be fine!
Nthato: well I agree.

Kim pulled her T-shirt!

Lora: Kim no!

She slapped her! Phumi Slapped her back. They started fighting. The four of us tried to get them to stop
and as we were doing that the door opened. The boys were back.

Lora: Kim stop!

Tlotlo: Hey Kimberley!

They stopped.

Phumi: I told you to get out of my house! Oh hey baby.

Manqoba looked at her.

Lungelo: Hai Manqoba mfethu don't you learn?
Phumi: Baby I'm back.
Tlotlo: what's going on here?

Manqoba and I looked at each other.

Lutho: Manqoba what kind of Muthi do you use?

Manqoba: Lutho this is no joke mfethu.
Phumi: Tell your friends to leave so we can have "us" time.
Kim: Manqoba!

Kim was getting pissed!

Jabu: Kim Calm down.

Manqoba: Please!
Phumi: I need you to get out of my house!

She snapped at Kim.

Manqoba: Phumzile!
Phumi: Baby?
Manqoba: Calm down.
Phumi: They just drive me crazy. What are they doing in our house?
Manqoba was so calm.

Manqoba: Okay... Let's leave them here. Let's go somewhere.

Phumi: somewhere peaceful?
Manqoba: Yes.
Phumi: Okay. Let's go friend.
Lora: Get your friend some help!

They left with Manqoba! I was quiet. Remo cried from the bedroom and I went to get her. I calmed her
down, changed her diaper then went back to the lounge with her. Mandla took her from me.

Kamo: Kele you fine?

Me: Yeah Im good.
Tlotlo: What sort of mental disorder is that?
Lutho: Beats me.
Kim: She needs to be beaten up
Lora: Kim! Can you stop with this beating people up thing?
Kim: Lora, sometimes that's only thing that will help.
Boikanyo: no she needs medical help.
Mandla: totally.
Mbuyi: are you guys back so early?
Jabu: our team was losing so we left ka half time.
Angie: Sore losers.
Kamo: since we all here, can we discuss the Mpumalanga trip?
Me: what's with you and trips?
Kamo: You're fine one to talk. Tjo Bathong!

We laughed.

Kamo: February?
Kim: My wedding is in February
Lora: Okay March.
Lutho: Or January.
Kim: okay January.
Mandla: Deal.

We all agreed on that and discussed Kim's wedding. Manqoba came back.

Manqoba: Hey you good?

Me: Yes.
Kim: How's that psycho?
Manqoba: Psycho. I need a strong drink.

Lutho poured him a drink.

Manqoba: Can We not even talk about her?
Me: Yes please!

We chilled with the friends and they left at around 19:00

Me: that bad?

Manqoba: She thinks we married. Sophie and I had to give her sleeping tablets.
Me: But Sophie though. Was she not aware of this?
Manqoba: No.
Me: I'm sorry.
Manqoba: It will pass.
Me: I hope it passes soon.
Manqoba: It will. Come let's go pack our bags.
Me: Okay.

We went to the bedroom to pack our clothes. Ona and Sihle's bags were already packed.

Me: I wonder why you chose Brazil.

Manqoba: You know I love that Country and besides you should be happy it's not wet season yet.
Me: Well I guess so.
Manqoba: Its everything we've ever dreamt of since we were young right?
Me: well that's true.
Manqoba:See Dreams do come true..
Me: I'm glad
Manqoba: You don't look glad.
Me: im just tired.
Manqoba: Okay then. Let's go take a bath then sleep. 13 hours is a long time
Me: See why I didn't want to go to your Brazil.
Manqoba: well you've booked everything so there's no going back.
Me: Too bad.
Manqoba: Come.

Remo was sleeping. We went to take a bath then went to bed. The next morning we went to Fetch the
kids from Aunt Dikano's

Uncle Putla: Have fun.

Me: Thank you..
Aunt Dikano: Bring gifts
Me: we will.

We hugged them then went to the airport. The kids were excited. Ona couldn't wait to see the "Christ
the Redeemer" Statue. Honestly, I couldn't wait to just be away from all the madness.
Sihle: we spending Christmas there?
Me: No. We'll be back by Friday.
Ona: we spending only a week?
Me: Yes. Your grandmother is planning your sister's party so we really can't miss that.
Sihle: so why didn't I have a party?
Manqoba: You did Bafo.
Sihle:really?
Manqoba: Yes boy.
Sihle: When will we get there?
Me: not anytime soon.
Sihle: Is that an answer?
Me: You ask a lot.
Sihle: I don't.
Me: Yes you do.
Manqoba: Can we make our way to the boarding gates?
Me: Yes please.

We made our way there. My goodness Sihle was so excited. I got a call.

Me: Hello?
"What are you and my husband doing at the airport?"
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I hung up and put my phone on airplane mode.

Manqoba: What's the problem?

Me: Phumi.
Manqoba: What does she want now?
Me: She knows we here.
Manqoba: What?
Me: But don't worry about it. Lets Go.
Manqoba: You sure?
Me: Yes I am. Come.

We headed to the plane. Minutes later we took off. The longest 13 hours of my life. When we got to Rio.
It was 16:00

Ona: What time is it at home?

Manqoba: 21:00
Ona: So can I Skype Stacy?
Me: Family time? You'll Skype her when we get to the beach house.
Manqoba: mummy but you jealous hey.
Me: Hey I'm not.
Manqoba: You are.
After a few minutes we were at the Beach house. Manqoba and I went to Put the kids down. I was
exhausted though I had gotten sleep in the plane.

Me: aren't you tired?

Manqoba: No.
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: You get Some sleep. I'm going to chill with my son who's not so tired
Me: Like father like son kind of thing?
Manqoba: You know.
Me: whatever!

He laughed.

Manqoba: I'm glad I won the bet..

Me: I'm glad you did too.
Manqoba: Go rest!

I went to take a shower then slept. I woke up when Remo did and that was 2 hours later.Sihle was still
sleeping. Ona and Manqoba were sleeping on the couch. I calmed Remo down and stepped outside with
her. The place was beautiful really. It's not wonder Manqoba wanted to visit the place.

Sihle: Kele!
Me: Hey baby.

He came to sit next to me.

Me: You like this place?

Sihle: Yes. I like the water
Me: You'll play In there soon.
Sihle: Now?
Me: Tomorrow.
Sihle: Okay can I call Granny?
Me: Granny is sleeping.
Sihle: But the sun hasn't even set yet.
Me: Different time zones.
Sihle: what's that?
Me: You'll understand when you older
Sihle: Okay.
Me: Hungry?
Sihle: No..Kele?
Me: Sihle?
Sihle: When am I getting my car?
Me: When you old enough.
Sihle: But I am old enough. I can write my name. I can write my surname and I can read.
Me: Why do you want your own car?
Sihle: Ona harasses me.
Me: Ona is your brother.
Sihle: Ona ans Stacy must get their own house.
Me: No.
Sihle: Then I must call the linechchild. They taught us their number at school.
Me: no. There's no need to call the child line.
Sihle: so you'll buy me a car?
Me: No.
Sihle: You'll buy Ona a house?
Me: You think money goes on trees right?
Sihle: In the bank.

I giggled.

Me: Ona will live with us until he's old enough to move out
Sihle: Take him to Granny's. It was nice when he left.
Me: Sihle!
Sihle: I could play his games
Me: and now?
Sihle: I can't. Kele please
Me: Ona Is your brother.
Sihle: I don't think so.

He kept on complaining and talking. I was laughing most of the time. We went to get something to eat
and spent time with Remo. Ona and his father were still sleeping.

Sihle: when we go back home, I want us to go to gold beef City.

Me: you'll go.
Sihle: Okay.
Me: how's school?
Sihle: It's fine.
Me: And your friends?
Sihle: which one?
Me: all of them
Sihle: They are fine.
Me: You like them?
Sihle: I don't know. I want to go to school.
Me: You still too young for school
Sihle: I'm too young for everything why?
Me: coz you just too young.
Sihle: Kele that is not an answer.
Me: Sihle you are too young.
Sihle: when is Remo going to crèche?
Me: When she's two.
Sihle: When will that be?

I looked at him.

Sihle: when are you and Bafo getting married?

Me: we already got married.
Sihle: I wasn't there.
Me: I know that.
Sihle: So when?
Me: How old are you?
Sihle: 4 years old why?
Me: Coz you sound like a 50 something year old.
Sihle: I don't sound like Mam'Flo.
Me: who told you Mam'Flo is 50 something years old.
Sihle: I asked her

We continued talking and eventually he decided to go to bed again. Ona woke up at around 20:00 and
went to take a shower then went to bed. He was tired. I went to put Remo down and went to bed too.
Manqoba woke up a few minutes after I had got into bed and went to take a shower.. I waited for him.

Manqoba: Thought you sleeping.

Me: Just got into bed now.
Manqoba: Waiting for me to do certain things to you?
Me: No.
Manqoba: really?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Don't lie.
Me: I'm not lying.

He pulled my legs and I was on my back. He came over me and kissed me.

Me: get off me!

Manqoba: The elders told you to never deny me my cake.
Me: Oh?
Manqoba: Yes.
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: So?
Me: Take it.

He giggled..I was already heating up anyway. He kissed me and worked on my body till I couldn't take it
anymore.
Me: That was nice!
Manqoba: I know I'm nice.
Me: Oh shut up!
Manqoba: You have a great husband. Don't be ashamed to say it.
Me: Im sleeping.
Manqoba: Ao MaSibiya!
Me: I love you.

He giggled. I pulled the sheets over my naked body and put my head on my pillow.

Manqoba: I love you too MaSibiya

Me: Sleep.

He cuddled me up and we slept. Remo didn't give us a hard time that night. The rest of the week was
very Busy. We covered Manqoba and Ona's to-do list. Sihle liked the RIOZOO, botanical gardens and the
Sugarloaf mountain while the other two liked every place. I was just glad they were having fun.

Sihle: we should move here.

Me: no. Put that in there. Then you can go play in the water
Sihle: Okay.

He helped me back. We were leaving in 4-5 hours.

Sihle: Okay bye.

Me: Bye
Sihle: Ona let's go.
Ona: Hurry up.

They went ouI with Remo.

Me: Had fun?

I Zipped the last bag and went to sit outside with Manqoba. We were watching the kids. They were
having fun.

Me: Had a great time?

Manqoba: Loved it.
Me: I'm glad you did.
Manqoba: Having a wife is great hey..
Me: Is it?
Manqoba: Absolutely.

We went to join the kids. Had our last stop at the Flamengo park then went to the airport. When we
finally landed in Jo'burg on the Saturday we were all tired. We got home and just slept. Later we had to
go to the Sibiya home to check on everyone and everything. The party was on Sunday. We didn't spend
a lot of time coz we were really tired. The next day, we had to prepare for the party. It was starting at
13:00 and we were late.

Manqoba: Did your mum have to do this today?

Me: Yes.
Manqoba: I'm tired.
Me: You really have no choice.
Manqoba: Done?
Me: Yes done.
Manqoba: let's go gents

We all drove to Dobsonville. Well the party had already begun. Manqoba's mum spoke for a few
minutes and so it started. Uncle Putla and Aunt Moipone were there.

Kim: this is why I love the Sibiya parties. They buy a lot of alcohol.
Hilda: oh Kim! Will you just stop?
Kim: Will you stop keeping things from Us? You and Mtho just keep on doing things.
Lora: Kim!
Angie: We want to know
Nthato: Leave Hilda alone.
Me: How do you like your mother in law?
Hilda: She's nice.
Lora: Better her than Boikanyo's mum.

Sihle came to me.

Sihle: where's Ona?

Me: he went with Remo to the shop.
Sihle: without Me again?
Me: ask Lethu to accompany you.
Sihle: okay.
Me: Dont buy sweets.
Sihle: Haaa Kele!
Me: I'm serious.
Sihle: Okay.

He took off. Just then I got a text.

"Just took your precious kids. If I can't have Manqoba then you can't have your kids"
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Aunt Siziwe: Manqoba calm down

Manqoba: Don't tell me to calm down Aunty. My 10 year old son and my one month old daughter are
missing. Don't tell me to calm down!
He was livid. My eyes were bloodshot red from crying. Manqoba's mother had told the people to leave.
Even our friends.

Aunt Siziwe: Hey! Don't to me like that!

He looked at her and stormed out. He was making a call. Sihle was next to me.

Sihle: Kele where is Ona? Where is Remo?

He was crying.

Aunt Dikano: Come here boy.

He went to Aunt Dikano.

Aunt Dikano: They'll be back soon.

M's mum: Why did you let Ona take Remo with to the shop Kele? Now my grandchildren are missing!
Manqoba: Don't talk to my wife like that ma. Even if Remo had stayed, Ona would still be missing.

He was back from making his call...

Manqoba: Baby let's go. Bafo.

M's mum: where are you going?
Manqoba: Going home. Mogale is waiting for me there

I stood up from the couch and took Sihle from Aunt Dikano. Uncle Putla was looking at the floor. His
eyes were closed.

Uncle Putla: There's danger. Act fast.

Manqoba took my hand and we went to the car. We drove off home. Sihle was quiet.

Manqoba: Stop crying please.

Me: It's my fault.
Manqoba: no its not your fault.
Me: Manqoba, what if she hurts them? What if she...
Manqoba: That's not going to happen.

We got to the apartment. Mogale, Lutho and Fred. Manqoba's P.I were there. Manqoba must have
given them the keys.

Mogale: We sent out the guys to look for her

Manqoba: Do you have any idea what sort of car you looking for?
Fred: yes. i20. My guys are on it

Lutho was doing something on his laptop. I took Sihle to the bedroom

Sihle: Will Ona come back?

I looked at his teary eyes.

Sihle: I didnt mean it when I said he should move out.

Me: He'll come back baby.
Sihle: and Remo. She's still small Kele. Who took them?
Me: Do you want to sleep?

He shook his head.

Me: please.
Sihle: Will they be back when I wake up?
Me: yes.

He put his head down and after a few minutes he was asleep. I was trying to keep calm but I couldnt. I
could feel myself going crazy. My first and my last were not with me. Suddenly I felt angry and empty. I
buried my face in my hands and a few minutes later, I felt arms around me.

Lora: They'll find them

Kim: They better find that bitch too. I need to kill her.

I lifted my face. Kim's face was red. Mbuyi's eyes were red and Nthato just sat next to Sihle.

Angie: What kind of sick person does that?

Hilda: She's crazy.
Kim: She needs to die.
Lora: Hey Kim please.
Kim: You know it too. Before they take her to the jail cell they must bring her to me.

She was livid as Manqoba was in Dobsonville

Kim: Pray to God they find her!

Angie: You want something to drink?
Nthato: Maybe we should go to the balcony.
Me: I'm not leaving my son here.
Mbuyi: Nothing is going to happen to him Kele. The guys are in the lounge.
Angie: You need the fresh air..
Lora: Come.
We went to the balcony. Angie got us something to drink and got the guys something as well. They were
all busy. I was slowly going crazy again. I couldnt even think straight. I went to check on Sihle and
Sonwabo came in.

Me: Found anything?

Sonwabo: Not yet.
Me: Sonwabo...

I was crying again.

Sonwabo: Come here.

He hugged me.

Sonwabo: We'll find them

Me: Why do I have such bad luck?
Sonwabo: There's nothing like that.
Me: It's everything like that
Sonwabo: No Kele man..
Me: I'm telling you So. And Uncle Putla warned us.
Sonwabo: So I've heard. It will be fine.
Me: I can't live without those kids.
Sonwabo: You won't have to

My phone rang.

Me: Hello
Phumi: Still don't have what I want?
Me: You playing a very dangerous game.
Phumi: I know. Give my man. You can have your kids.
Me: Phumzile!

I snapped. Sonwabo took the phone from me and hung up then went to the lounge. I heard them talking
about tracing it from Sihle's room. I looked at him, he was sleeping peacefully. I went back to the
balcony. The girls were talking about something else. I eaw glad they were. The guys were still at it.

Kim: What do you think?

Me: Of?
Kim: The theme
Me: Huh?
Kim: Wedding.
Angie: We trying to find the perfect color
Me: Oh.
Nthato: Babe, don't think about this too much.
Me: How can I not?
Lora: Nthato is right. They'll find the kids
Kim: Don't stress. Drink some wine so you can have strength to kill her when we find her

I giggled a bit.

Kim: see that's better. So pink and Orange?

My eyes popped out.

Me: What?
Kim: Just kidding. Silver and Royal blue?
Me: Okay yes.
Lora: Don't let the Royal blue dominate though.
Nthato: What will Tlotlo say?

Kim looked in Tlotlo's direction

Kim: Its my wedding.

Angie: Haibo Kim
Lora: And I thought Kele was bridezilla
Nthato: But Tlotlo seems like he's not interested
Kim: He's not. Everytime I try to him about it, he turns and sleeps.
Mbuyi: That's bad
Kim: You see? So he shouldn't complain
Sihle: Kele!

I got up and went to the bedroom.

Sihle: Are they back?

Me: Not yet baby. Come.

I picked him up and went to the back to the girls. They really tried to cheer me up. Kim spoke a whole lot
of nonsense though I was still going crazy. Sihle was quiet.

Sihle: I'm hungry.

Me: Okay let's go to the kitchen.

He got off me and I followed him to the kitchen. I made him something to eat and Manqoba came in.

Me: and?
Manqoba: She was in Ennerdale a few minutes ago. Fred's guys are on it.
Me: You not doing anything
Manqoba: MaSibiya.
Me: Give me her registration number and I'll go look for my kids.
Manqoba: Kele, the guys are on it.
Me: don't tell me about the guys. What if that psycho hurts my kids?
Manqoba: Remo and Ona will be back home.
Me: When?
Manqoba: please calm down

I looked at him

Manqoba: Bafo come.

Sihle took his food and went to the Lounge with him. I stood there for 5 minutes and Lora came into the
kitchen.

Lora: Still over thinking?

Me: Can't help it.
Lora: Thought we spoke about this
Me: Its almost 18:00 and my kids are not here
Lora: Kele
Me: I'm going to look for them
Lora: Where will you even start looking?
Me: I don't know!
Lora: Kele, they know what they are doing.
Me: They are taking too long.
Lora: I know babe but they know what they are doing. Let's go back to the girls

We left the kitchen. Fred was talking on his phone.

Fred: Okay thanks. Just keep it that way.

He hung up.
Lutho: what did he say?
Fred: That This Phumi girl was meeting up with some guy
Manqoba: meeting up for what?
Fred: To discuss
Me: Fred!
Fred: looks like she's heading to the Zim border.
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I was getting angry.

Me: How far is she?

Fred: Still in hamaanskraal. She's taking the Limpopo route
Manqoba: Okay we should get going.
Mogale: now please.

Lutho took his car keys and they left.

Me: Kim!
Kim: we not staying are we?
Me: Hell no! Fred please give me your informant's number.
Sonwabo: Kele.
Me: Sonwabo please! Lora please take care of Sihle.
Tlotlo: They have enough people there.
Kim: Not enough people to kill her.
Me: Fred give your informant's number.

He gave them to me and Kim took Tlotlo's car keys.

Kim: let's go.

We went down to Tlotlo's car and she passed me the car keys. She dialled Fred's informant to keep Us in
the loop.

Kim: Kele step on it she's heading for Warmbath.

Me: I Am.
Kim: Take it to 180

I stepped on it. I was driving so fast..luckily the roads weren't so busy.

Kim: Kele I have someone to kill..

Me: I'm already steeping on it.
Kim: I don't care about the traffic fines. I'll pay. Step!

I took it to 220. Tlotlo was going to kill us! He valued his Scirocco.

Kim: Good that's right.

She was still talking to Sol. Fred's informant.

Sol: Manqoba and Lutho took another route.

Kim: That's not a bad thing right?
Sol: No.. Gives a greater chance of finding her. You guys are on the route she's taking for now.
Kim: These IT guys though!
Me: He's doing his job.
Sol: I'll let you guys know..just keep at it.
Kim: Okay. Step Kele!
Me: I Am.
I drove. At some point I felt like I was going to die.

Kim: good job. You should audition for a part in fast and the furious.
Me: Really?
Kim: Yes..go on.
Me: I'm going.
Kim: Faster!
Me: Kim stop it!
Kim: I'm trying to find my Nephew and niece don't tell me to stop
Me: Just keep quiet. I'm trying to focus.
Kim: You focused.
Me: Would be more focused if you could shut up.
Kim: Fine! Sol.
Sol: Still on track.
Kim: Are you taken?
Sol: No ma'am
Kim: are you cute?
Sol: Well I think I'm handsome ma'am.

I giggled.

Kim: How old are you?

Sol: 23
Kim: You'd make a great Ben10
Sol: I don't know about that ma'am.
Kim: You don't want some sugar?

He kept quiet.

Kim: I know you students need to be blessed.

Sol: I'm a graduate ma'am.
Kim: Still need some sugar.
Me: Sol. How far now?
Sol: Not so far. She's headed to Pietersberg now.
Kim: Okay we like 75KM away
Sol: Keep at it
Kim: Go!

I stepped on it.

Kim: You considering my offer?

He giggled.
Kim: It's too bad you working from wherever you working from. Where do you live?
Sol: Braam.
Kim: where are you now?
Sol: Hamaanskral been following Phumi from there Ma'am and stopped to locate her from here.
Kim: Okay I'll take you out tomorrow.
Sol: I'm not so sure about that.
Kim: why?
Sol: I have a girlfriend ma'am
Kim: I have a husband. They don't have to find out about this.

I was quite relieved but still angry. And I was also happy that Kim had tagged along with me

Me: Kim leave the poor kid alone!

Kim: Step On it.
Me: I am
Kim: Leave Me and my Ben 10 alone
Me: Sol don't mind my sister here she's...
Kim: Drive!

I kept quiet and continued driving.

Kim: Where exactly is she heading to?

Sol: looks like she's headed to Harare or Masvingo. I'm not so sure
Kim: Still on that right track?
Sol: Yes.
Me: Is she making any stops?
Sol: No. You ladies are moving pretty fast.
Kim: She really has no choice baby.
Me: Is that the wine talking?
Kim: Drive!

I continued driving. Usually it took us close to 5 hours to get to Polokwane but it took me and a half
hours to get there

Sol: She's just stopped at The mall.

Me: I'm 15 minutes away from it.
Kim: Manqoba and Lutho?
Sol: They are communicating with Fred. They were delayed by an accident so they are 25 minutes away
from her.
Kim: okay where is She now?

I drove even faster. I didn't stop at any robot. Finally got to the mall.
Kim: Are we far from her car?
Sol: No.

He directed us.

Kim: Thanks babe. I'm about to kill a bitch.

Me: you said it's BC 62 JL right?
Sol: Yes.
Me: Can see it. White i20?
Sol: correct ma'am.
Me: Okay thank you.

I could see the car.

I parked opposite it and we got out

Kim: she's such a dumb bitch.

I went to check the car. There was no one inside. The backseat door was closed but not locked. I saw
Remo's toy.

Me: they are not here.

Kim: What?
Me: they aren't here.

I was tearing up again.

Me: Kim!
Kim: we not leaving without Ona and Remo today

We walked for like two minutes and Kim spotted Phumi. She had paperbags with her. By the time she
got to where we stood after we had spotted her, Kim had already kicked the bags down

Phumi: Hey!

Kim slapped her!

Me: where are my kids?

Phumi: I told you, Give me what's mine and you'll get...

I lost it. I kicked her down and started throwing fists. Kim pulled me off her so she could have chance.

Kim: Where are the kids?

Phumi: Give me whats mine.
We literally ganged up on her and suddenly we heard Sirens. Lord Knows why I was fighting instead of
looking for my children but I was so furious. About 4 cars gathered around us. Kim and I stopped. They
came out of the cars and Lutho ran to see Phumi who was on the floor.

Lutho: We going to need medical assistance

Kim: Call Avbob or Kupane funerals.
Lutho: Kim this is a serious matter.
Kim: She's not that hurt and I'm serious too. Ask her where the kids are.

Some guy called the ambulance. Mogale sent the police to search around the mall.
She really wasn't that hurt she was bleeding though. I was getting angry again..in fact I was going crazy.

Me: Where the fuck are my kids?

Mogale: Kele...calm down. Phumi
Phumi: I want to talk to my husband.

Mogale looked at him to give him the go ahead.

Manqoba: Phumzile.
Phumi: Baby.
Manqoba: Where are the children?
Phumi: Our children are safe
Me: I'm going to kill her.
Manqoba: where are they?

He was really trying to keep calm. He was anxious too.

Manqoba: We need the children.

Just then my phone rang.

Me: hello.
"Mum"

He was panicking.
"Please come and fetch us"
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Me: Where are you?

Ona: I'm at the townhouses near mall of the North.
Me: Okay I'm coming.
Ona: Please hurry ma.
Me: Okay baby.

I hung up.

Me: Found him.

Kim: Let me please kill her.
Me: No. Let's go.

We left them there to deal with Phumi. Ona was outside with the security guard from there. He found
them at the gate.

Ona: Mum!

He ran to me and hugged me.

Ona: I thought I'd never see you again.

Me: I'm here.

I was tearing up

Me: Where is Remo?

Ona: Inside.

He pointed at the security house. I greeted the man he was with and thank him. I went inside and there
was a woman inside. She was carrying Remo.

Woman: You have beautiful children.

Me: Thank you. Thank you for taking care of them
Woman: no problem

She passed Remo to me. I sat on one of the chairs to breastfeed her. My baby was hungry.

Kim: You okay Ona?

He nodded. He was still in shock.

Ona: How's Sihle doing?

Kim: Worried about you two.
Ona: and dad?
Kim: we left him at the small.

Remo was happy to see me. Her toothless smile said it all. When she was full, Kim took her from me.

Kim: Wuu Bathong Nana. Imagine a kid like you in the village.
Me: Kim!
Kim: She wasn't going to take this pretty little girl to town.

The woman we were with Laughed. She had even bought Remo a small pack of nappies and another
blanket.

Me: May you be blessed abundantly

Woman: Thank you. Travel safe.
Me: We will.

Kim took her number and we went out. We thanked the man again and got into the car. Kim was a bit
sobered up so he drove to the mall. It was 23:56 when I checked the time. Ona ran to his Father when
he saw him and They spoke for 5 minutes then he came to see his daughter who was looked more
happy to see him.

Me: This child has apartheid.

Kim: I agree. She wasn't moving her feet like this when she saw you.
Manqoba: it's a father and daughter thing.
Me: Touché

He chuckled

Manqoba: I'm proud of you boy.

I was too. They did their guy handshake and hugged again. The bond those two had!

Ona: I had what I had to do.

Manqoba: Not hurt?
Ona: No.
Me: Hungry?
Ona: I just want to go home
Me: Dad or me?
Ona: You travelling with Aunt Kim?
Kim: Yes
Ona: Okay. Bafo let's go..
Kim: This kid is ungrateful waitsi. I need wine to digest all of this

We laughed. They had already taken Phumi away. Lutho and Mogale came. They spoke to Ona then we
decided Lutho would drive us home. Manqoba passed Remo to me. We got into the car we came with
and Drove behind Manqoba's car.

Lutho: can I just commend you ladies. For a job well done .
Me: We'll commend you too gents.
Kim: True. You guys worked as well but you know we do better.
Lutho: Yes Kim.
Kim: Good. Aren't there any bottle stores here?
Me: Kim!
Kim: we deserve one, or two or three or 15 drinks
Lutho: ja Ne Kim!

I got a call from Lora.

Lora: Are you guys okay? Fred tells me you found the kids
Me: we okay
Lora: And the kids?
Me: Ona is still in shock but they are fine.
Lora: Okay. I took Sihle with.
Me: Thanks Friend..
Lora: Fetch him in the morning. I'm pretty sure you tired
Me: you have no idea.
Lora: I'll talk to you tomorrow
Me: Bye friend.
Lora: Bye

I hung up. Kim made a call. Her phone was connected to the car so we could hear everything

Sol: Ma'am?
Me: Hai Kim!
Kim: Shhh! Hey baby

Lutho looked at her.

Kim: Eyes on the road.

Sol: Pardon me?
Kim: Sorry marshmallow. I was talking to the person driving
Sol: Did you find the kids?
Kim: Yes we did. Thank you baby.
Sol: No problem ma'am
Kim: I want to reward you.
Sol: That wont be necessary.
Kim: I'm your sugar, allow me to sweeten you up.

Lutho and I wanted to laugh.

Sol: No thank you ma'am

Kim: Call me when you change your mind
Sol: I will
Kim: Thanks once again baby
Sol: Okay.

He hung up. Lutho and I laughed

Lutho: You want to give away some sugar?

Kim: No. I'm very happy with my husband.
Lutho: Keep it that way.
Kim: But should I decide to be a sugar mama, you and Manqoba should give me a heads up on what to
expect
Lutho: Thanks for going there Kim.
Kim: There's nothing embarrassing about the fact that you and Manqoba were toy boys .
Me: Exactly and besides.. You had to make sure you don't have Noddles for dinner everyday..
Lutho: Okay I get it.
Kim: Get it vele.

We continued driving and eventually got home at 3am after we had dropped Kim, Lutho and Mogale at
home. we just went to bed. We were all so tired in the morning when we woke up. Manqoba went to
fetch Sihle from Lora's place

Me: How are you feeling today?

Ona: I'm fine ma
Me: You sure?
Ona: Yes. I thought I was going to die
Me: Sorry kid. How did you manage to get away?
Ona: When that woman went out, she forgot to lock the doors so I managed to get away then and
decided to run to those townhouses. I think I left Remo's toy
Me: Don't worry about it. She can play with it in jail

He giggled.

Me: I'm just glad you safe boy

Ona: I'm glad you found us ma.
Me: You making breakfast today
Ona: After the trauma I went through?
Me: Hey!
Ona: Okay fine.

Just as he got up, Sihle came in and he ran to Ona who picked him up.

Sihle: you back mfethu.

Ona: Yes boy..
Sihle: Where were you?
Ona: Polokwane
Sihle: So now you back?
Ona: Yes
Sihle: were you with Stacy?
Ona: No.
Sihle: Can I use your PlayStation?
Ona: No.
Sihle: Kele take him back to Pudukwane

The three of us laughed and Ona put him down. He and Manqoba went to make breakfast.

Sihle: Hello Sweety

Remo's feet were in the air as Soon as she saw Sihle. We played with her then went to have breakfast.
Their grannies came to see them in the afternoon and Ona and Sihle being Ona and Sihle decided to
pack their bags

Me: You leaving?

Ona: Yes. Going to Granny Sibiya's
Me: You feeling fine?
Ona: Ma, I'm safe again right? Is she not in jail?
Me: She is. But what if...
Ona: No what ifs. She was on her own with no help from anyone
Me: You sure?
Ona: Ma, you so overprotective
Me: You're my son.
Ona: I know but I'm fine.
Me: Okay.

They left with their grandmother. We spoke to Aunt Dikano and Uncle Putla for a while then they left.
Manqoba went to put Remo down and came to the balcony. He had a gift box

Me: What's this?

Manqoba: Open it.

I opened it. It was a necklace with an infinity symbol. It was beautiful

Me: You sneaky. I was looking at this in that jewellery shop in Rio
Manqoba: I know. You like it?
Me: I love it
Manqoba: That's for being a supermom.

I giggled.

Manqoba: And this here...

He opened a small box with a ring inside

Manqoba: Is for being a super wife. Through thick and thin right?

I had tears in my eyes.

Manqoba: Marry me again.
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Manqoba: You so emotional.

I smiled at him.

Manqoba: baby?
Me: Yes I'll marry you again!

He put the ring on my finger and kissed me.

Manqoba: I'm blessed

Me: I am too. Celebrate?
Manqoba: oh?
Me: yes.

He picked me up and kissed me again. He carried me to the lounge and just as he put me on the couch,
we heard a knock.

Manqoba: Shhh

It was louder.

Nthato: I know you two are in there! Open the door.

Kim: Kelebogile!
Nthato: We save your cars down there!
Manqoba: Fuck!

I giggled. He got off me and went to get the door

Kim: Why did you take time to get the door?

Manqoba: Aren't you suppose to be at work?
Nthato: not today. Aren't you suppose to be at work?
Manqoba: No.

They stepped in. I was annoyed.

Kim: Hey Mrs Sibiya

Me: Hey Kim.
Nthato: Cuz
Me: Hey
Manqoba: I'll just had to the office
Me: with jeans and a Henley shirt?
Manqoba: Yes.

I looked at him. He looked too good, he just smiled at me and took my car keys.

Manqoba: I love you okay?

He kissed me.

Kim: Oh my goodness! Get a room.

Manqoba: Leave!
Kim: Hai suka.

We laughed.

Manqoba: Bye ladies.

He left. Kim went to get wine from the kitchen and two glasses.

Me: on a Monday?
Kim: After everything we went through last night. I think I deserve it
Nthato: True skwiza. You deserve it. Job well done ladies
Kim: You know how we do.
Me: I'm going to call Lora to join Us.
Kim: Do that.
Nthato: I'll do it

She called Lora.

Me: and?
Nthato: She's on her way.
Me: Want me to Cook up something?
Kim: We ordered pizza
Me: Don't You get tired of pizza?
Kim: Actually no.
Nthato: it should be here in 20 minutes.
Kim: Good. It better Get here.

I heard Remo crying in the bedroom. I got up to get her and calmed her down.
Nthato: I can't get over her cuteness
Kim: It's no wonder that bitch stole her. She knows she's not going to have cute babies.
Me: You guys can talk hey..
Kim: It's the truth.
Nthato: I'm going down to check on the pizza
Kim: It's still a bit early for that
Nthato: Its not. I'm going down.
Kim: I wonder what you saw down there
Nthato: Jabu's Potential replacement
Me: That's not going to happen.
Nthato: Why not?
Me: Coz I won't accept him.
Nthato: Waitsi wena Ne!

She got up and walked out.

Kim: Glass for you?

Me: no thank you.
Kim: Hai wena you not pregnant anymore
Me: I know that
Kim: So?
Me: I'm not a fan of alcohol and you know that
Kim: but you always have wine.
Me: Yeah coz you guys are always rocking up here
Kim: Hey! We care and besides this is a great place to chill.
Me: Do me a favor.
Kim: Yeah?
Me: Don't rock up like this at my new house
Kim: can't promise that.

I rolled my eyes at her.

Kim: Pour a bit of this in her bottle.

Me: In my daughter's bottle?
Kim: Yes in your milk
Me: My breastmilk is too precious to be mixed with wine.
Kim: Girl please!
Me: I am telling you.
Kim: Oh whatever! What's that?

She was looking at my hand

Me: oh this?
Kim: Yes that
She came to sit next to me and took my left hand.

Kim: That's so pretty!

Nthato: What's pretty?

She came in with Lora.

Lora: hey friend.

Me: Hey you.
Lora: Kimmy
Kim: Hey friend.
Nthato: What's pretty?
Kim: Kele's ring.
Lora: let me see.

She and Nthato looked at it.

Lora: Too nice.

Nthato: I'm so jealous.
Kim: So he decided to get you a new ring coz you two are starting over?
Me: Basically we renewing our vows
Kim: I'm planning this..
Me: Its not going to be something big Kim.

She looked at me disappointed.

Kim: You bore me shame

Me: you have issues.
Kim: Whatever.
Me: Has the mother in law left yet?
Lora: She's leaving tomorrow.
Nthato: I'm sure you counting down
Lora: Literally
Kim: You and Boikanyo can finally go back to what you were
Lora: We ironed things out
Kim: That's good. And I'm moving the wedding to next month
Me: As in December?
Kim: Yes.
Nthato: Hai Kim! That's short notice
Kim: No its not. Tlotlo and I spoke about it this morning
Me: Kim..
Kim: No Kele. Next month is the wedding.
Lora: Fine. When's the meeting?
Kim: Tomorrow at my house
Me: O-kay. You do know that next month is in 5 days right?
Kim: I know. The wedding is on the 16th
Lora: okay Kim
Kim: Good

I got a call.

Me: Mam'Zo
Mam'Zo: I'm angry at you.
Me: What did I do?
Mam'Zo: I last saw you for 3 minutes at the party
Me: You left early
Mam'Zo: I know. I wasn't feeling well. I heard about the kids.
Me: Yho Mam'Zo. Sorry I missed your calls
Mam'Zo: but are they fine?
Me: Yes they are.
Mam'Zo: Okay I'm glad. You must come and see me
Me: I'll come tomorrow.
Mam'Zo: good.
Me: Bye Mam'Zo
Mam'Zo: bye baby.

I hung up. I spoke to the girls and they left at around 17:00, Manqoba came back 30 minutes after they
had left. We chilled with baby Remo then went to bed.The next day was just lazy. Kim and Tlotlo's
meeting was set for 16:30 so at around 14:30, Remo and I went to Mam'Zo.

Me: You good Mam'Zo?

Mam'Zo: I'm fine. Its so good to see you.
Me: It's good to see you too.
Mam'Zo: I just wanted to see you and the little one .
Me: okay...

She took Remo from me and I poured myself a drink.

Me: How's ntate Mike doing?

Mam'Zo: Oh istandwa Sam he's fine
Me: You not fighting anymore?
Mam'Zo: no.
Me: Well I'm glad
Mam'Zo: You not hungry?
Me: No
Mam'Zo: Hai you are.
She stood up to make us something to eat and we spoke till I had to leave to go to Tlotlo's.

Me: Take care of her please ntate Mike

Ntate Mike: I will.
Mam'Zo:Take care of yourself and the little ones
Me: I will.
Mam'Zo: and the husband.

I giggled

Me: I will. Bye see you soon.

Mam'Zo: Bye baby.

I hugged her. She kissed Remo then kissed my cheek. I drove to Kim's.

Manqoba: But why?

Lutho: Exactly.

An hour later, we were still debating about outfits

Kim: Kim's wedding!

Tlotlo: They are my groomsmen so I get to choose what they wear not you.
Jabu: Dankie
Mandla: Talk to your girls.
Kim: They are wearing Tutus.
Me: Hell to the No!
Kim: Kele please! I'll ban you waitsi.
Mbuyi: Yho hai ke!
Tlotlo: Let's just go to court and sign. This is not going to work
Boikanyo: that's a great idea.
Kim: yho BK, I'll ban you too.

My phone rang. I moved from them

Me: Hello?
"Kele"
Me: Who's this?
"Nyakallo"
Me: Oh hey babe. You good? Its been long hey.
Nyakallo: I know but I need you to come through now. Mam'Zodwa just passed on
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My body froze and suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I felt the same way I did when I found my
mum still and breathless. I remembered that day and suddenly, I was empty. I hung up and tears filled
my eyes.
Tlotlo: Kele? What do you think?

I wiped the tears off my eyes and turned. More tears were filling my eyes

Manqoba: Baby what's wrong?

Kim: Hai Kelebogile, I won't ban you from the wedding. You my Maid of honor

I felt my cheeks became wetter

Manqoba: Baby?
Tlotlo: Kelebogile
Lora: wait. Kele what's wrong?

I finally managed to open my mouth.

Me: Mam'Zodwa..
Mandla: Mam'Zodwa ini?
Me: She passed on.

I looked at Mbuyi.

Mbuyi: What?

She had tears in her eyes too.

Mbuyi: Weren't you with her an hour ago?

Just then my heart broke even more and I burst into more tears and my crying made Mbuyi cry. Lora
and Kim tried to calm me down. Nthato and Angie were trying to comfort Mbuyi.

Lutho: Drink this

He passed Mbuyi and I glasses of warm water with sugar. The others were speechless. Actually still in
shock.

Manqoba: Drink up babe.

I drank up.

Mandla: we should get going.

He took Mbuyi's hand.

Manqoba: Right behind you.

He took Remo from the couch and we all followed out. We all drove to Dobsonville in 3 cars and When
we got there, Mbuyi got worse, especially when she saw the people from the funeral parlour taking her
mum away. She was even running out of breath. I tried to stay strong for her.

Me: Mbuyi sorry

Mbuyi: You know what hurts the most, that you always told me to make peace but here I am. You
showed her more love than her own daughter did. What kind of a person am I?
Kim: Don't blame yourself.

I looked at Ntate Mike who was sitting on the couch. He looked devasted. Manqoba, Tlotlo and Mandla
were talking to him. I went to sit next to him. The girls and the other guys were with Mbuyi in the
kitchen.

Me: Ntate Mike.

Ntate Mike: Hello Nana
Me: what happened?
Nthato Mike: I really don't know

He took a deep breath.

Ntate Mike: I just found her on the Kitchen floor.

Me: I'm sorry.
Ntate Mike: I'm sorry to you too.

Just then Nyakallo came in. She greeted us and we stepped out. Mbuyi joined us

Me: No she's Covered

Mbuyi: yes she is. Why are you planning this anyway?
Nyakallo: Well I'm sorry but I was just...
Mbuyi: Don't! Kele and I will plan this.
Me: Mbuyi don't talk to her like that. She's only trying to Help.
Mbuyi: Thanks But we good.
Me: Hai Mbuyi! I need you to chill.
Mbuyi: Don't tell me to chill!
Me: Don't! Don't talk to Me like that! Nyakallo let's go sit over there.

We went to the garden chairs.

Me: I need you to worry about your father. He really is not okay
Nyakallo: I understand that.
Me: but I'd really appreciate your help.
Nyakallo: Okay.
Me: and don't mind Mbuyi. She's just sad
Nyakallo: it's okay I understand. She's never really liked me Since we were young
Me: She'll be fine.
Nyakallo: I hope so.

She stood up and Mbuyi came to me.

Mbuyi: I'm sorry.

Me: You not the only sad person here
Mbuyi: I know that.
Me: Good. And stop giving Nyakallo a hard time she's only trying to help.
Mbuyi: I know.
Me: Good.Apologize
Mbuyi: I will

I stood up and went to the kitchen to join the others. We spent two hours there and the neighbors came
to pour in their condolences. Eventually we went back home. I was so tired. Still broken. Manqoba went
to put Remo down.

Manqoba: You sure you fine?

Me: No.
Manqoba: Dont think about it too much..
Me: I really adored her.
Manqoba: I know babe.
Me: I mean, How can God be so cruel?
Manqoba: he knew what he was doing. Rather You than Mbuyi.
Me: She's really not okay. I'm worried about her.
Manqoba: She'll be fine.
Me: I don't know hey. You can never get over a mother's death. I know exactly how that feels.
Manqoba: You turned out fine
Me: well easy for you to say. You still have your mother
Manqoba: Ouch.
Me: I'm sorry.
Manqoba: Its okay.
Me: Really?
Manqoba: You're right.
Me: Bath?
Manqoba: You just want me to wash your back.
Me: And massage my shoulders.
Manqoba: of course. That's how you operate.
Me: Just come.

I stood up and took his Hand then we went to the bathroom.

Manqoba: How does Mbuyi feel about Nyakallo?
Me: She doesn't like her
Manqoba: Would you like a girl who tried to take your guy from you?
Me: That happened ages ago
Manqoba: But still.
Me: But Mbuyi and Muzi weren't even serious
Manqoba: Yeah but still.
Me: What happened to Muzi anyway?
Manqoba: Life
Me: Wasn't he your friend?
Manqoba: We grow up to grow apart right?
Me: that's true.

We finished taking our bath and went straight to bed. Remo woke me up about 4 times that night. And I
had to leave her with Mam'Flo who came in the morning. I went to fetch Mbuyi so we could get on with
the funeral arrangements.

Me: How are you feeling today?

Mbuyi: Better you?
Me: I'm better too. We going to fetch Ntate Mike first
Mbuyi: do you think he can handle this?
Me: I don't know. We'll just have to see

I drove us to our home in Dobsonville. Some of the family members had arrived. We greeted them and I
found Ntate Mike sitting In the garden alone. He had Mam'Zo's favourite jersey on his lap and his eyes
were locked on it

Me: Ntate Mike

Ntate Mike: Kele?
Me: We here to fetch you.
Ntate Mike: Fetch me?
Me: to make the arrangements .
Ntate Mike: I'm not going.
Me: She was your wife
Ntate Mike: And she was your third mother.
Me: I know that.
Ntate Mike: Handle it.
Me: Without you?
Ntate Mike: Please.
Me: Okay.
Ntate Mike: I'm glad you forgave her. She adored you.
Me: She adored you too
Ntate Mike: I know. She fought with me a lot though
I giggled.

Me: Please eat something. I'll ask Nyakallo to bring you some food. We have to get going now.
Ntate Mike: Okay Nana.

I stood up and went to tell Nyakallo about her father's food and Mbuyi and I left. We had a lot to do.

Mbuyi: Okay with your choices?

Me: Yes.

We had just picked the coffin and the tombstone. We were doing it all at once

Mbuyi: okay.
Me: You?
Mbuyi: Yes
Me: I'm worried about you.
Mbuyi: She really tried to make peace with me. You tried to...
Me: Hey...don't be harsh on yourself.
Mbuyi: I'm heartless.
Me: Mbuyi don't. Let's not even talk about this.

She nodded..

Me: Let's get some food.

Mbuyi: Okay.

We drove to the shopping centre that was 5 minutes away from the funeral parlour. We ordered food.

Mbuyi: Why didn't you bring her with anyway?

Me: no Mbuyi. She's okay with Mam'Flo.
Mbuyi: But she really adores Manqoba hey.
Me: I feel like I'm going to be sidelined.
Mbuyi: Jealous?
Me: Not even.

We giggled. Just then we were interrupted by a voice

" I'm surprised you two are still together, whatever spell you have him under is pretty powerful, do
share"
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Me: Your old ass is still alive?

MaSechaba: and you still with Manqoba
Me: So it seems
MaSechaba: you still very rough. Too rough for someone who has 3 kids.
 Mbuyi: No drama.
Me: I'm not even going to entertain her. She just needs to get wool. Start knitting blankets and do all
that grandma nonsense!
MaSechaba: Oh?
Me: Yeah.
MaSechaba: Whatever happened to Manqoba!
Me: Your old ass is annoying now. You still hung up on Manqoba? Even after 4 years?
MaSechaba: he was never yours
Me: Get your wrinkled face out of my sight
MaSechaba: Well luck runs out
Me: Well you ran out of sugar.

She looked at me and walked away

Mbuyi: Kelebogile!
Me: Keng?
Mbuyi: Ngwana Ntate Merope!
Me: what's wrong?

She clapped once and ate her fries

Mbuyi: O teng Shame!

Me: oh shut up.

We finished eating and I dropped her off at Dobsonville. I had to rush to my little one. When I got there,
Aunt Dikano, Sihle and Mam'Flo were with Remo

Aunt Dikano: I brought your son back.

Me: Hey baby.
Sihle: Hello Kele.
Me: What did he do?
Aunt Dikano: Your son is a piece of work. He talks too much
Me: but you love that
Aunt Dikano: I know but no thank you. I'd rather be with Ona
Me: favoritism
Aunt Dikano: Hey don't you dare
Sihle: Koko kicked me out of her house
Me: I'm sorry baby.
Sihle: I'm going back
Me: That's the spirit!

I high-fived him.

Aunt Dikano: You are staying here.

Sihle: Then I'll call the line child..
Aunt Dikano: And say what?
Sihle: Tell them that you abusing me and Kicked me out of the house
Aunt Dikano: take this child back to Milpark, He's not yours

I laughed and Took Remo from the couch. She fell asleep within 5 minutes.

Aunt Dikano: We've been trying to get her to sleep.

Me: Mummy knows her best.
Aunt Dikano: well clearly. Tell me how are you?
Me: I'm fine.
Aunt Dikano: Kele?

I gave Sihle his Phone so he could play games.

Me: I feel empty. The same way I felt after mum passed on.
Aunt Dikano: I'm sorry.
Me: What hurts the most is that I thought I'd see her again. That I'd talk to her again. Laugh with her
again.
Aunt Dikano: I'm sorry child.
Me: It hurts. If losing Mam'Zo feels this way then I pray I never lose you coz that would kill me.

She looked at me.

Aunt Dikano: Its God's will baby..

Me: Well God likes hurting me
Mam'Flo: Take that back..
Me: It's the truth
Mam'Flo: Better days are coming
Aunt Dikano: That's true.
Me: I'm going to put her down.

I went to put Remo down and just then my phone rang.

Me: hey
Manqoba: You good?
Me: I'm okay.
Manqoba: how did everything go at the parlour?
Me: It went okay.
Manqoba: Still at Dobsonville?
Me: no. I'm at home now.
Manqoba: Okay..
Me: Your phone has been off all day
Manqoba: Had back to back meetings. Another one starts in 4 minutes
Me: okay. Have a good one.
Manqoba: Kiss my daughter for me. Tell her I love her
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: and tell her sexy mother that I love her too
Me: I will do that Sir
Manqoba: Thank you ma'am
Me: She loves you more.
Manqoba: I'm blessed

I giggled then hung up. I went back to the old ladies and Listened to them talking about church stuff

Aunt Dikano: When are you and Manqoba moving to your new house?
Me: Sunday.
Aunt Dikano: I can't wait to see your new house.
Me: You'll love it
Aunt Dikano: So when is the funeral?
Me: Friday
Aunt Dikano: okay then.

I spoke to them and eventually they left. Sihle tagged along with them. Manqoba came back after a few
hours

Me: and you're late

Manqoba: I went to mum
Me: Is she okay?
Manqoba: She had a fight with Mtho
Me: Why?
Manqoba: Mtho being disrespectful and all that. I don't have time for all that nonsense..
Me: She's asking you to talk to Him.
Manqoba: Not even going to bother. Where's my daughter?
Me: Just put her down
Manqoba: oh my princess though.
Me: sorry.
Manqoba: You did that on purpose.
Me: Hey what's that suppose to mean?
Manqoba: you didn't want her to take some of your time
Me: I don't like what you're accusing me of
Manqoba: Babe It's not a competition
Me: Manqoba... You know what, I'm going to leave you here

He chuckled.

Manqoba: You not even going to brief me?

Me: No. Tell your daughter to brief you
Manqoba: Ao MaSibiya
Me: Yes.

He smiled at me.

Manqoba: It's going to be a tough one.

Just then Remo cried.

Me: Have fun

Manqoba: I plan to.

He got up and went to the bedroom. He had managed to calm Remo down and he was changing her
diaper. The princess looked happy to see the father. Well she always was happy to see him. I stood at
the door and watched him play with her.

Me: What do you want to eat?

Manqoba: You
Me: I'm serious
Manqoba: I'm serious too
Me: you not having any of me this week
Manqoba: Not fair
Me: Very fair. Now answer my question
Manqoba: Pap and meat
Me: Really?
Manqoba: yes
Me: okay.

I went to the kitchen to start cooking. He came to join me in the kitchen minutes later

Me: Where's your daughter?

Manqoba: Sleeping again
Me: Okay.
Manqoba: Have something to show you

He went to the lounge and came back with a small brown envelope. He took out 4 pictures of us when
we were young. I laughed

Me: Where did you get those?

Manqoba: I kept them in my old room. Where are yours?
Me: Burnt them
Manqoba: Well makes sense.
Me: I used to be so thin.
Manqoba: you still thin
Me: no. I've gained weight.
Manqoba: No you haven't
Me: I still love that picture.

We were at some park hand in hand, we looked so happy! Our eyes were locked and we were smiling at
each other.

Manqoba: I still love it too

Me: What I don't like is the scar I have on my knee
Manqoba: Hey sacrifices
Me: jumping walls at 1am just to see you?
Manqoba: and I stole dad's car to see you that night.
Me: Whatever. You never got hurt
Manqoba: that was a crazy night
Me: it was fun.

We started reminiscing about the old days. We were just so into each other back then. We remembered
How he'd hide me in his closet. How my dad would freak out when he saw me with him.

Manqoba: hey you can't say that. You were my first love too
Me: Really?
Manqoba: Yes MaSibiya.
Me: No you were just a player.
Manqoba: But was committed after I met you.
Me: You were irritating.
Manqoba: I had to get what I wanted
Me: By following me around?
Manqoba: Hey, I had to do what I had to do. And besides you had no friends then
Me: I didn't have time for friends.

I dished up and we ate. Still talking a whole lot of nonsense and eventually, we went to bath, he decided
he's going to join me later, he had work to do. I fell asleep and was woken up by Remo. Manqoba was
still not in bed. I calmed her down and went to the lounge. He was not there either but his laptop and
everything else was on the table. He was in the balcony on his phone. I quietly walked there

Manqoba: No. Leave her alone. I told you if you mess with Kele then you mess with me! Can't you just
back the fuck off!

I cleared my throat. He turned and looked at me.

Me: who should leave me alone?
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He hung up.
Me: Are you going to answer me?
Manqoba: Don't worry about it
Me: You starting right?
Manqoba: No baby
Me: you weren't at your mum's
Manqoba: I was.
Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: I was at my mum's then went somewhere else.
Me: Want to be honest now?
Manqoba: Promise you won't get mad at me.
Me: I'm already mad at you!
Manqoba: That was Masechaba!
Me: Oh!
Manqoba: Yes
Me: I bumped into your sugar when Mbuyi and I were having lunch
Manqoba: you did?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Why didn't you tell me?
Me: She's not important. Why should she leave me alone?
Manqoba: She came to my office in the morning
Me: For?
Manqoba: She wants me back.
Me: Again?
Manqoba: Yes.
Me: This is annoying
Manqoba: I told her to back off
Me: told her to back off?
Manqoba: MaSechaba has always been after you.
Me: Good.let her be after me! I'm waiting
Manqoba: Kele!
Me: Leave me alone!
Manqoba: I'm sorry I wasn't honest with you..
Me: I thought we spoke about this.
Manqoba: I didn't want to stress you out. You already have the funeral to deal with
Me: Yeah but I'm always there for my family matters
Manqoba: I'm sorry.
Me: Come to bed.

He closed the sliding door and closed his laptop then followed Remo and I to the bedroom. Remo had
fallen asleep again.

Me: Night.
Manqoba:just like that?
Me: Yes just like that!
Manqoba: mad at me?
Me: Yep.

I turned my back to him and pulled the duvet up to my neck. He kept quiet. I fell asleep after 30 minutes
and the next morning, I watched him get ready for work

Manqoba: Slept well?

Me: Yeah
Manqoba: and you still mad at me?
Me: Aren't you a bit late for work?
Manqoba: Okay.

He put on his tie

Me: That doesn't go well with your suit. Try the red one.

He put on his red slim tie.

Me: You look good.

Manqoba: Thank you.
Me: Bye!
Manqoba: Yho!
Me: Grab an apple on your way out
Manqoba: I love you anyway.

He kissed my cheek and kissed his daughter then took his car keys and left. I made my bed, Remo was
playing with some toy in her cot. I tidied up the house and took Remo to Manqoba's mum. She really
didn't want kids at Funerals.

M's mum: You okay?

Me: Yes I am ma.
M's mum: Okay.don't come back late.

I pulled a face.

Me: I won't.
M's mum: Phela o Makoti wa mo
Me: Yes ma.I heard you.
M's mum: okay. We must discuss your housewarming party.
Me: Manqoba and I don't want anything big.
M's mum: What's that suppose to mean?
Me: We planning it.
M's mum: You don't need my help?
Me: We have enough help ma
M's mum: Okay.
Me: I have to go now. Everything you need is in her bag.
M's mum: Okay. I can take care of my granddaughter

I took my car keys and cellphone then left. I drove to Mam'Zo's first to check up on ntate Mike then
joined Mbuyi to finish off the preps. The days went by fast and Mam'Zo's funeral was just too much for
me. People came in numbers to support us. We were all under the tree we liked when the funeral was
over.

Kim: We got drinks!

Me: Obviously
Mbuyi: Well I need the drink more than any of you here.
Lutho: Not a good idea.
Mbuyi: Yes it is.

She poured herself drink.

Kamo: Kele want some?

Me: Nope
Kim: Kele man!
Me: No Kim.

Just then Uncle Ken's kid told Manqoba and I that her father wants to talk to us. We went to him.

Me: Malume?
Uncle Ken: I heard you two are getting married again.
Me: Aunt Dikano?
Uncle Ken: Yes.
Me: Okay.

We sat down.

Uncle Ken: So you didnt bother to tell us? Your dad's family?
Manqoba: We not planning anything big
Me: And besides,before we could plan anything Mam'Zo passed on
Uncle Ken: Okay.
Me: is it okay?
Uncle Ken: When is it?
Manqoba: We'll keep in touch
Uncle Ken: Do that..
Me: we will.
Uncle Ken: And another thing?
Manqoba: Yebo Malume?
Uncle Ken: stick together.
Manqoba: We will.
Uncle Ken: Good.

We got up and went outside. Ona was with Sihle.

Manqoba: Where to?

Ona: To granny's.
Me: on your own?
Ona: It's around the corner.
Me: I'm walking you guys there.
Ona: Mum you are overprotective.
Sihle: Kele let's go.

He took my hand.

Manqoba: Hade boy.

Ona: Eish Bafo!
Manqoba: Enjoy your walk.

We started walking.

Ona: Can I take Stacy out?

Me: When?
Ona: On the 16th
Me: Your uncle's wedding is on that day. Invite her.
Ona: Next week.
Me: No..you can watch movies at our new house.
Ona: ma! You killing my vibe.
Me: killing your vibe? What vibe do you have?
Ona: Please ma.
Me: No.they'll snatch you again.
Ona: She's in jail.
Sihle: Don't let him go.
Ona: shut up!
Sihle: You not going anywhere.
Ona: Ma please. I already promised her.
Me: You have money?
Ona: Was hoping you could lend me some money.
Me: You always borrowing money. You owe me R600
Ona: I'll pay you back.
Me: when?
Sihle: He won't pay you back. Don't give him the money Kele.
Ona: Shut up Ofentse!
Me: no Ona.
Ona: That's a bit unfair. Okay Ma, Dad will drop us off then fetch us again.
Me: I'll think about it.
Ona: Okay thank you.
Me: Off you go!

They ran into their Granny's home and I walked, A Fortuner stopped next to me. The person opened the
window.

Me: Oh Lord!
MaSechaba: We meet again.
Me: What are you doing here?
MaSechaba: Meet my friend, Petronella, Petro, this is Kele.
Petronella: Your obstacle?
Me: I still ask, what are you doing here?

She drove off in my direction. I slowly walked back to the tree and found Manqoba talking to her. He
was arguing with her. I passed them and went to my friends.

Kim: and then?

Me: Keep quiet.
Kim: Okay.
MaSechaba: Kele! I'm talking him wwith
Petro: And I'm taking Lutho with. Remember me baby?

Manqoba was pissed. So was Lutho. Angie and I kept quiet.

MaSechaba: You don't mind right?

Lutho: Can you two please leave?
Petro: Not without you.
Kim: Kele
Me: Kim.
Kim: you getting angry.
Me: I know. Please leave
Masechaba: No.

I looked at the portable table that had drinks. I picked up the drinks and started throwing them at
MaSechaba and Petronella. Both cans and bottles.. Some bottles with alcohol and some empty. Mandla
pulled me away from the table.

Petronella: You ghetto bitch!

They were both wet. MaSechaba looked breathless. She was actually running out of breath.

Lora: we need an inhaler, she's having a asthma attack!

Kim: Good!

Mbuyi, Nthato and Boikanyo rushed to her.

Aunt Dikano: Kelebogile!

Me: Let her old ass die! I told her stay away.

I turned to Kim.
Me: If the cops come looking for me, show them my mother in law's house
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The Petronella bitch quickly got her inhaler.

Uncle Putla: Kele

Me: Malume
Uncle Putla: follow me

I followed him.

We sat under some tree. I watched as MaSechaba and Petronella drove off.

Uncle Putla: They don't want you guys together

Me: They?
Uncle Putla: People
Me: What do you mean?
Uncle Putla: When people are meant to be, they always have people against them
Me: but like this?
Uncle: unfortunately.
Me: Well it's a bit unfair, I deserve some happiness right?
Uncle: It will pass. Your husband has everything every woman wants.
Me: I see.
Uncle: you need to stop fighting physically. You almost killed someone today.
Me: They get to me.
Uncle: You have three kids who need you.

He looked at me.

Uncle: Promise me that.

Me: Okay. I promise
Uncle: Thank you.
Me: Okay Malume.
Uncle: and leave Manqoba alone. It's not his fault.
Me: Not his fault?
Uncle: He's faithful to you. And I'm pretty sure that you've seen that he'd go to hell and back for you.
Me: it's okay.
Uncle: Good. You can go to your mother in law's house.
Me: Okay.

I got up, Manqoba and Lutho were talking, obviously still pissed at their sugar mamas. I went to take my
phone from Lora.

Kim: You going to have to replace this you know?

Me: Kim please!
Kim: Don't Kim Please me.
Me: Manqoba and Lutho will replace your drinks.
Nthato: Kelebogile.

I went to my car and took a few notes out of my purse. I gave the cash to Angie.

Lora: where to?

Me: My kids.
Lora: okay.
Hilda: You good?
Me: Yes I am friend. I'll be back in a few minutes.
Lora: okay then.

I walked past Manqoba and Lutho.

Manqoba: MaSibiya.

I stopped and looked at him.

Lutho: You fine?

Me: I'm okay.
Lutho: We're sorry.
Me: Okay Lutho.
Lutho: Really sorry.

He moved from Manqoba, who came to me.

Manqoba: Hey.
Me: Hi.
Manqoba: I'm sorry
Me: it's fine.
Manqoba: Is it?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Heading to the Sibiya home?
Me: Yes.
Manqoba: Can I?
Me: Yes.

He took my hand and we walked.

Manqoba: You almost killed her.

Me: I know. You and MaSechaba.
Manqoba: Nothing. Nothing at all.
Me: Really?
Manqoba: Yes. I don't even know why she's back.
Me: She wants you back Remember?
Manqoba: Yes but you have nothing to worry about?
Me: Coz next time I'll kill her really.
Manqoba: I know you will.

Just then my phone rang.

Me: hello?

Manqoba looked at me.

"Kele"
Me: Who is this?
"MaSechaba"
Me: What do you want?
MaSechaba: I would like to apologise.
Me: oh?
MaSechaba: For disrespecting you and Manqoba. He wants nothing to do with me.
Me: Good. Leave him alone then
MaSechaba: I will.
Me: bye.
MaSechaba: Bye.

I hung up.

Me: Your sugar mama just called.

Manqoba: oh?
Me: She just apologised
Manqoba: Oh okay.
Me: I hope she learnt her lesson.
Manqoba: After the bottles and cans you threw at her...I'm sure she did.
Me: Good then.
Our walk took us down memory lane. We took a longer route to his house. We bumped into someone
we both knew.

Nakedi: Oh my word!
Manqoba: Hey Nakedi..long time.
Nakedi: it sure has been. Hey Kele.
Me: Hey babe.
Nakedi: You look good.
Me: Thank you. You too.
Manqoba: How's life?
Nakedi: It's okay and you two?
Me: we good.
Nakedi: married?
Manqoba: Yes. 4 years now. You?
Nakedi: Not yet.
Me: any kids?
Nakedi: Just 3. its so nice to see you. Can I have your number?

She passed me her phone and I put in my number.

Manqoba: do call her. I'm pretty sure she'll want to invite you. We renewing our vows soon
Nakedi: Oh. That's nice. I'll definitely call.
Manqoba: Great.
Me: Bye love

I hugged her and we walked away from her.

Me: Manqoba!
Manqoba: what's wrong?

Me: Did you have to?

Manqoba: Have to what?

Me: Have to rub that in!

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: You're such a bad person.

Manqoba: Am I?

Me: Yes. I think she still has a crush on you.

Manqoba: and I'm taken.

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As the days went on, we started preparing for Kim and Tlotlo's wedding. Such a beautiful day it was!
Everything was just so pretty. On Christmas, Manqoba and I renewed our vows. Sihle was happy. At
least he was present and we had let Manqoba's mum organise the housewarming. Both were on the
same day.

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2 years later, we were still happy, we had been happy since after we renewed our vows. We had vowed
to let no one come between us. Ona was 12 and in grade 7, Sihle was 6, months away from graduating
and Remo was 2. The friends were still good. Lora was pregnant with her third baby.And my tubes were
tied. Cornet and Lucia were still serving their time and we were still in touch with the kids. They'd come
visit us now and then. Nthabi was doing her first year. Such a pretty woman she had grown into.
Phumzile was also in jail. There were no mental issues with her. She was just being a bitch.

Ona: see you later ma.

Me: Be safe.

Ona: I will.

Me: Say hi to Stacy

Ona: I will. Have fun with Remo.

Me: I don't know about that hey. Sihle needs to come back.

Ona: he will.

He was at Nox's.

Me: Bye baby.

He kissed my cheek.

Ona: Bye Remo.

Remo: My name is Princess.

Ona: Bye Princess Remo.

Remo: Bye Ona.

He kissed her on the lips and left.

Remo: When is Papas coming back?

Me: Soon.

Remo: what are you cooking for him?

Me: nothing.

Remo: why?

Me: Why not?

Remo: It's Saturday.

Me: I know that. We going out.

Remo: I'm going to tell him to get pizza

Remo spoke too much! Way too much for a 2 year old.

Me: Okay do that.

Remo: Can I call him?

Me: Call him.

Remo: but Kate, I don't have a phone.

Me: Then I don't know!

Remo: can I have your mistick?

Me: lipstick for what?

Remo: I'm going out with papas

Me: no..I'm gong with him..

Remo: and me?

Me: You going to your grandmother

Remo: No Kate.

Me: Yes Remo.

Remo: Princess.

Me: Whatever!

Just then Manqoba came in. She quickly ran to him and he threw her in the air. Her laugh was so cute!

Remo: Kate said you going out without me.

Manqoba: You going to your Granny's. You and I will go out tomorrow

Remo: Without Kate?

Manqoba: Yes without her.

Remo: Okay papas. Can you buy me mistick and masbara. Kate doesn't want to give me hers.

Manqoba: Okay Princess. We'll buy it tomorrow. Go take your bag.

Remo: Okay.

She ran to her bedroom.

Manqoba: Ready?

Me: For your launch?

Manqoba: Yes.

Me: Yes.

Manqoba: Baby don't take too long to get ready please

Me: I won't.

Manqoba: It starts at 18:00

Me: I know.

Manqoba: You have an hour and 30 minutes.

Me: Okay fine.

Remo came back with her little Bag. She was pulling it.

Remo: Bye Kate.

Me: Bye Princess. Have fun with your wife.

Manqoba: I will.

Remo: Let's go papas.

She took her father's hand and they left. I went to take a quick shower. Manqoba and Lutho were really
doing well. They were laiunchimg some big brand. I put a robe over my dress and started curling my
hair.Manqoba came back and went to take his quick shower.

Manqoba: You still busy with your hair?

Me: I'm almost done.

Manqoba: You still going to put on your make-up.

Me: Okay. Don't shout at me.

I finally finished doing my hair. I started putting on my make-up. He was almost done getting dressed.

Manqoba: Hai MaSibiya. I should have taken my Princess with.

Me: That one thinks she's your wife.

Manqoba: Leave my daughter alone. Why you so jealous. She was complaining about you in the car.

Me: she's always complainimg about me.

I finished up..he was brushing his hair. He looked hella good!

Me: Okay let's go.

I took my robe off.

Manqoba: You look good. You look...I need to get you out of that dress.

Me: keep your hands off me.

Manqoba: I chose well.

Me: I know right. Save the best for last.

I took my purse from the bed and walked out of our bedroom. I could feel his eyes on me. He locked the
house and we left. Our friends were there. They were invited. Kim was abusing the poor champagne.
Lora looked pretty..they all did.

Me: Behave today.

Kim: Hey. You're fine one to talk.careful not to throw these glasses at anyone.

Me: Oh whatever!

Manqoba pulled me from them and introduced me to some of the clients I hadn't met before. 20
minutes later, he was kn stage giving a speech.

"Can't keep my eyes off you"

He whispered into my ear.I turned.. It was their client. He had introduced him to me. Velaphi Mpongo or
M something.

Veli: How about we leave? Get to know each other better?

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Me: Don't make me kick your balls.

Veli: feisty.

Me: Back up

He moved away from me and I listened to Manqoba's speech. There was a loud applause at the end of it
and he came down to me.

Me: Nice speech Mr Sibiya.

Manqoba: Thank you Mrs Sibiya.

Me: I want the goodies

Manqoba: Baby you so black.

Me: Hey! I'm at a launch.

Manqoba: Well then I'll tell them to get your bag.

Me: See you later?

Manqoba: Don't drink too Much.

Me: I won't even drink. Owning a pub makes you hate alcohol

Manqoba: Well thank God I don't.

Me: Whatever.

We both giggled and I went to Lora. She was sitting on a couch. Boikanyo was with her

Boikanyo: Kanti what do you want?

Lora: Definitely not you.

Boikanyo: MaMofokeng.

Me: Let her be.

Boikanyo: Okay.

He moved and I sat next to Lora.

Me: Hormones!.

Lora: I'm ready to pop.

Me: So you being hard on Boikanyo?

Lora: he made me this way.

Me: It's not like you didn't enjoy it.

Lora: Kele please.

I giggled.

Me: What do you want?

Lora: Snacks.

Me: then why didn't you say so?

I lifted my hand to the waiter with the snacks, he came our way. Lora took them all.

Me: Forgive her.

Waiter: I understand ma'am

Me: Thanks.

Waiter: Pleasure.

Me: And now?

Lora: these are so good.

Me: I'm glad you enjoying them.

Lora: Champagne?

Me: Forget it.

Lora: Please.

Me: No.

Lora: But Kele...

Me: Forget it.

Lora: Okay I need the bathroom

Me: I need it too. Come.

I helped her up and we went to the bathroom. I passed Veli, he was with some people.Lora and I spent
some time in the bathroom then we went out for fresh air.

Lora: Where's Princess Remo?

Me: Well She'll love you very much for getting that right.

Lora: Your daughter is one of a kind

Me: She wants masbara And mistick.

Lora: That one is always up to something.

Me: She has something against me.

Lora: You don't mean that!

Me: You'd swer she's Manqoba's wife

She laughed

Lora: You sound jealous

Me: Very funny Lora. Not even.

Lora: Let them be. You have Sihle and Ona.

Me: I have Sihle yes. Ona, I don't know.

Lora: Meaning?

Me: He's growing up so fast

Lora: They all do.

Me: He went out tonight, he'll only come.back tomorrow.

Lora: But atleast you know where he is.

Me: I guess so.

Lora: You just angry that he has a girlfriend

Me: No.

Lora: Then?

Me: We not spending time together anymore

Lora: He's almost a teen.

Me: there's division in that house.

She giggled.

Lora: Why do you say that?

Me: Sihle is always with me and Remo is always with her father.

Lora: Ona?
Me: Well, Ona is always in his bedroom, either studying or listening to music or talking to Stacy and
Siya.

Lora: Well Remo really adores her father

Me: you should see them at home. She doesn't even want me to fetch her from school

Lora: You not serious

Me: I feel like a surrogate mother

Lora: Hey it's a daughter and father kind of thing

Me: Well I guess so.

Lora: Don't worry about it. I'm sure she loves you too.

Me: Want to go back inside?

Lora: as long as I don't see Boikanyo's face.

Me: Okay what did he do really now?

Lora: We know the gender.

Me: And?

Lora: It's a girl.

Me: another girl?

Lora: Imagine!

Me: it's still a blessing.

Lora: How?

Me: Look at this way..Lobola money.

She laughed.

Lora: being a businesswoman has driven you crazy.

Me: And by the way, your babyshower is going to be at the pub.

Lora: Yes!

She clapped happily.

Me: No alcohol for you though.

Lora: Ao Kele..

Me: Sorry.

Lora: So you closing the pub for the day?

Me: Just for my best friend.

She was getting emotional.

Me: Oh my! How I hate pregnant women!

Lora: Oh shut up!

I took her hand and we walked back in..

Manqoba: Been looking for you. You good?

Me: Yes.. Took Lora out for fresh air.

Manqoba: Your goodie bag

I chuckled.

Me: Thank you.

We went to join our friends and later went home..when we got there, clothes just flew off our bodies, I
just wanted him inside me and he gave me exactly what I wanted. It went on till the early hours of the
morning and we slept at around 5. My naked body was wrapped around his when his phone rang at
around 8am. I answered it.

Me: Ma?

M's mum: Kele how are you?

Me: I'm good and you ma?

M's mum: Not good. Tell your husband to fetch his daughter.. She's been looking for him ever since she
woke up.she's even shouting at us.

Me: Okay ma.

She hung up.

Manqoba: And?

Me: Remo wants you.

Manqoba: Oh.

He kissed passionately and I was turned on. He stopped Kissing me and got up.

Me: where are you going?

Manqoba: To fetch my daughter.

Me: I'm wet.

Manqoba: I know.

Me: Manqoba.you leaving me hanging?

Manqoba: Throw back to what you did to me when we were in Mpumalanga.

He was putting on his shirt. I threw his pillow at him.

Me: Fuck you!

He laughed

Manqoba: Yho MaSibiya! I'll see you when I come back.

He crawled up to kiss my lips, went to brush his teeth and refreshen up then came back to take my car
keys
Me: Leave my car keys alone!

Manqoba: Okay.

He took his and left the bedroom. I took the shirt he was wearing the day before and I put it on then
made our bed and went to take a shower. I tidied up then started making lunch coz I had to be at the
pub from 12:30..Sundays were always busy. Remo and her father came back.

Remo: Hello Kate.

I waved at her.

Remo: Where did you take papas to last night?

Me: To a launch.

Remo: You took my papas?

Me: He's my husband.

Remo: Don't take him again. Kate don't do that

Me: Why are you back?

Remo: I'm going out with papas.

Me: Then go to Koko's

Remo: Why?

Me: Coz you talk to much.

Remo: What are you cooking?

Me: food

Remo: what food?

Me: Rice,meat, veges.

Remo: Papas do you want me to cook for you?

Manqoba: Yes baby

Remo: Okay.
Manqoba: When we come back . come take your bath

He picked her up and I could hear them laughing from the bathroom. After she took her bath, Manqoba
brought her to me so I could dress her and he could take his.

Remo: I don't want to wear that

Me: What do you want to wear?

Remo: The dress papas got me.

Me: Fine!

I took out the skater dress and put it on her.

Remo: and those shoes.

I put them on.

Remo: Kate?

Me: Hi.

Remo: Why don't you like calling me "Princess?"

Me: why don't you call me Kele instead of Kate. I don't like my second name.

Remo: I don't like Calling you Kele.

Me: and I don't like calling you princess.

Remo: Why?

Me: Just.

Remo: Kate o na le moya waitsi.

Me: Really?

I laughed.
Me: Ke na le Mona nna?(I'm jealous?)

Remo: Yes.

Me: Okay.

I made her pony tails then I walked out of her bedroom. She was twirling infront of the mirror. I went to
check on the pots.

Remo: Kate!

Me: Remo!

She came to the kitchen.

Remo: Princess Remo wants your crayon please.

Me: Crayon?

Remo: Yes. To draw here.

She pointed at her eyebrows.

Remo: and mistick.

Me: Okay sit here.

I went to the bedroom to get my make-up bag. Manqoba was getting dressed.

Manqoba: She's at it again?

Me: Your kid dude!

Manqoba: Askies

Me: This is all Nthabi's fault

Manqoba: sorry mamas.

I went back to her to put on her make-up. Not too much coz her skin was sensitive.

Remo: Do I look nice?

Me: Yes

Remo: Do I look like Princess Remo?

Me: Yes.

Remo: Can I see.

I picked her up so she could see herself in the mirror that was in the TV room.

Remo: Yhoooo! Ngi muhle!

Manqoba came out.

Remo: Papas how do I look?

Manqoba: You look like a princess.

Remo: Okay let's go.

Manqoba: Okay Princess.

Remo: Bye Kate.

Me: Bye Nana.

Manqoba: Going to the pub?

Me: Yes. Waiting for the meat then I'm done.

Manqoba: Okay baby.

I kissed him and they left. Finally 30 minutes later, I left. As always the pub was busy. The girls came for
their Sunday session and I left at 20:00. I had a great manager. When I got home, I was so tired..Ona,
Sihle and Remo were asleep. Manqoba was watching soccer.
Me: Hey you.

Manqoba: Hi.

Me: what's wrong?

Manqoba: Your parcel.

Me: Huh?

Manqoba: on the table.

I took the box on the table. It was the bracelet I had won the night before. I must have left it in the
bathroom when I was washing my hand.

Manqoba: "those few minutes were great"

He was quoting what was written on the note.

Manqoba: Really? So is that what you were up to when you disappeared for some time?

Me: No baby look can I...

Manqoba: I don't think I want to hear it!

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He got up from the couch.

Me: Can I please talk to you?

Manqoba: No.

Me: You being a bit unfair now.

Manqoba: Unfair? What should I think?.

Me: Manqoba please!

Manqoba: I'm going to bed.

He walked to our bedroom and I went to lock the doors then went to take a shower. I checked up on the
kids and went back to our bedroom. He was reading some entrepreneurial book.
Me: Can we talk?

Manqoba: MaSibiya please.

Me: Okay.

I got into my side of the bed.

Me: Goodnight.

Manqoba: Night.

I put my head down and closed my eyes but couldn't sleep.

Me: You still not going to let me explain?

Manqoba: I said no.

Me: Okay.

I kept quiet and closed my eyes again. I eventually managed to fall asleep. The next morning, Manqoba
was nowhere to be found.

Sihle: Dimamazo!

Me: Hey baby. How was your weekend at Nox's?

Sihle: It was nice.

Me: How's Lethu?

Sihle: She's okay.

Ona: Your son found himself a girlfriend

Sihle: Hai Ona man! I wanted to tell her myself

Me: You doing what Ona was doing when he was in grade R

Sihle: But I'm better than Ona though.

Me: really?
Sihle: Yes. I'm taking her out.

Me: To where?

Sihle: To the Zoo.

Me: When?

Sihle: When we Go again on the school trip.

I laughed.

Ona: So cheap!

Me: leave my son alone!

Ona: But its the truth

Me: And how was your date?

Ona: My date with my friends was nice.

Me: And Stacy?

Ona: She's doing good.

Me: Had fun?

Ona: Yes a lot.

Me: good coz now you have to study.

Ona: Ma!

Me: Don't "ma" me. Remo!

She was in bedroom.

Remo: I'm coming

Me: Come now.

She ran into the Lounge.

Me: Eat.
Remo: Meetbix?

Me: Yes

Remo: but I don't want to eat meetbix.

Me: Then what do you want to eat?

Remo: Ribs.

Me: Well that's not going to happen

Remo: Why?

Me: Coz it's still in the morning.

Remo: Okay let's go to Bimpy.

Me: No. You going to school..

Remo: Ona please take me to Bimpy.

Ona: I'm broke.

Remo: Where's Papas?

Sihle: At work.

Remo: Kate please give me your card.

Me: To do what?

Remo: To Go Bimpy.

Me: alone?

Remo: With Ona

Ona: I'm not going with you.

Remo: He was out with Slacy yesterday.

Ona: Stacy you dweeb.

Remo: Kate.

Me: Eat!

She kept quiet and ate her bowl of weetbix. After that I went to drop them off at school.

Remo was singing her nursery rhymes.

"Aby Aby moo, yes sir sir, three bams fuu"

Ona: Have you any wool! Not Aby Aby moo. And its the bags full. Not what you saying.

Remo: one for the master, one for the babe, one for little boy who lives down lame!

Sihle: Hai wena!

Me: Princess?

Remo: Yes Kate.

Me: Its one for the dame not babe

Ona: And it's not lame it's lane.

Sihle: she's going to fail.

Me: Hey!

Ona: why do your kids need English Lessons?

Me: you including yourself?

Ona: no. I am.very fluent in English.

Me: leave my kids alone.

Remo: We here!

We had arrived at their school.

Remo: Bye Kate.

Sihle: when are we going to buy my suit?

Me: when do you want to go?

Sihle: today.

Me: Okay.

Remo: Fentse open the door.

Sihle: Keep quiet.

Remo: no no no no. Don't do that.

Sihle: You look like a clown.

Ona: she does.

Me: hey be nice.

Remo: I look like a princess. Papas told me.

Ona: he lied.

Remo: O na le moya shame.

Ona: Moya wa go bua nnete. Go to school.

He got out to open the door for them then he walked them in. I went to drop him off at school then
went to work.There were flowers on my table.

Letti: another happy client?

Me: maybe

Letti: was at your pub this weekend.

Me: had fun?

Letti: Too lit..great service as always. Its a good thing you added the steak to your menu.

Me: If you happy then I'm happy.

Letti: Cool. Let me leave you to it.

She left my office and I looked at the flowers. There was a note. It read "Hope your Monday goes well. V.
Mpongo...call me"

He had written his number. I called him. Private number.

Veli: hello.

Me: Kele speaking

Veli: Hey beautiful.

Me: Stay away from me.

Veli: Cant.

Me: Stay away! I'm married

Veli: Yes but I'm sure he doesn't make you as happy as I will

Me: You're sick.

I hung up. I started working and called Manqoba's office when I was about to go on my lunch hour.

Manqoba: Kele.

Me: Can we talk about this when you get home?

Manqoba: Fine. I need to go to a meeting now.

Me: Manqoba

Manqoba: Your boyfriend just sent perfume.

Me: What?

Manqoba: Exactly. "Give it to her when you get home" that's what the note says.

Me: Manqoba...

Manqoba: I have to go. I'm really running late.

He hung up and I took my bag. I was meeting up with Nthabi.

Me: and you little one?

Nthabi: I'm 18

Me: Still little to me..how's Varsity?

Nthabi: Crazy.

Me: Managing?

Nthabi: I am.

Me: The the little ones?

Nthabi: They are doing fine

Me: I'm glad.

Nthabi: Lucia called me a few days ago.

Me: And?

Nthabi: She wanted to know how we are and if we forgive her and Cornet

Me: Let's order food first.

I called the waiter and we placed our order.

Nthabi: I told them no.

Me: They are still your parents.

Nthabi: My parents are Kelebogile and Manqoba.

Me: Baby hatred won't get you anywhere.

Nthabi: I can't forgive them

Me: You have to.

Nthabi: have you forgiven him?

Me: Yes. Both your father and mother.

Nthabi: They deserve to rot in jail.

Me: You don't mean that.

Nthabi: Aus'Kele can we talk about something else?

Me: Okay. How's Nathan dong?

Nthabi: I broke up with him.

Me: why?

Nthabi: He was too much. And Princess Remo told me to get rid of him.

I laughed as I recalled their converstion. Nthabi was telling Remo that someone(Nathan) is getting on
her nerves and the princess' response was "lahla e Dustbin. He's Bubbish'

Me: Well you can focus on your studies.

Nthabi: Can't believe I took advice from a two year old.

Me: these kids know a lot more than you think.

Nthabi: True Aus'Kele.

We had our lunch and I went back to the office. My eyes were fixed on some paperwork when I got a
call from Lutho.

Me: Lutho! Call Mbuyi please!

Lutho: Its not about business. Manqoba has just been arrested.

Me: What? For what?

Lutho: Murder!

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Me: what?

Lutho: Midrand police station.

Me: Okay I'm on my way.

Lutho: cool.

I quickly took my things, told Letti I have things to sort out and left. I drove as fast as i could to the police
station. Lutho was with Lungelo.

Lutho: Kele.

Me: Hey. What happened?

Lutho: I'd be lying if I say I know

Me: No. Manqoba is alot of things but not a murderer.

Lungelo: Kele please Calm down.

I went to the policeman behind the counter.

Me: Can I see my husband?

Police: No ma'am

Me: What do you mean "no ma'am"

Police: they are still questioning him.

Me: Well tell them to stop coz I want to talk to him.

Police: Ma'am please calm down!

Lungelo gently pulled me away from the counter and I sat down.
Me: Who did he even murder?

I was asking a rhetorical question.

Lutho: Velaphi.

Me: Oh Lord!

I couldnt even cry.

Lutho: Kele, He'll come out.

Me: Lutho,he murdered someone.

Lutho: He has a great lawyer

Me: As if that's enough.

Lungelo: It is.

I looked at them. They were so calm

Lutho: He asked me to get something for him. I'll come back later.

Lungelo: Sho boy.

Lutho: Kele, keep calm please.

He left and an hour later, We were still sitting. I was going crazy.

Me: I have to go.

Lungelo: Kele.

Me: I have to fetch the kids from school. Mam'Flo is in Kimberley

Lungelo: I'll stay here. Keep you posted.

Me: Thanks.
I got up from the chair. I was dizzy but had to be strong. Lungelo walked me to the car.

Lungelo: sure you can drive?

Me: yeah. I'll be fine
Lungelo: Okay.

I drove off. I fetched Ona first. He looked so excited.

Ona: So I'll be representing the school. And there's a new project we working on.

I could feel his eyes on me

Ona: Ma!
Me: Huh?
Ona: I'm talking to you.
Me: Sorry Child
Ona: Are you fine?
Me: Yes.
Ona: No. You're not. Ma I think I know you better than anyone else.
Me: Your dad's been arrested.
Ona: What? For what?
Me: Murder.

He laughed.

Ona: is this a joke?

Me: Serious as a heart attack.
Ona: Drive me to the police station. They need to let my father go!
Me: Onalerona!
Ona: someone framed him right?
Me: Can you please calm down?
Ona: My dad is in jail for something he didnt do and you telling me to calm down?
Me: Yes please!

He kept quiet. He could see I was as stressed as he was.

Me: Don't tell Remofilwe and Siphesihle

Ona: I wont.
Me: Thanks.

We drove to their school. Ona went in to fetch them.

Remo: Kate!
Me: Hey.
Remo: why did you fetch me?
Me: Who was suppose to fetch you?
Remo: Papas.
Ona: He's at work.
Sihle: Can we go buy my suit?
Remo: Sihle are you getting married?
Sihle: no I'm graduating.
Remo: What is cramduating?
Ona: He's leaving your school to go to another school.
Remo: why? You dont like our school?
Sihle: I'm Old now. I need to go to Primary.
Remo: who told you that you old?
Sihle: I am. Keep quiet.
Ona: Yes please!
Remo: Kate should I keep quiet?
Me: No baby. Talk
Remo: Okay can we go to Spur?
Me: Not today.
Remo: Can you buy me steeptoes?
Ona: You are too young for stilletoes
Remo: I was talking to Kate!
Me: Ouch!
Sihle: Let's drop her off at granny's.
Ona: Good idea boy!
Sihle: sho skhokho.
Me: we not dropping her at granny's.
Sihle: But why?
Me: Coz she's your little sister. You two are bad brothers.
Sihle: No I'm a great brother. Want to jump out the window sweety?

Ona and I managed to giggle.

Remo: No! I'm going to tell papas.

Sihle: Good! Go. Mum stop the car so she can get off.
Remo: No! This is not your car.
Me: Okay let's all keep quiet
Remo: I want to sing.
Me: Okay sing.

"Weeber marching in light of God, weeber marching in the light of God,Weeber marching marching,
weeber marching"
She sang till we got home. Sihle kept on correcting her but she just kept on singing and singing. Ona
unlocked the door.

Remo: Papas!

She ran to the bedroom then came back.

Remo: where is Papas?

Ona: At work.
Remo: No. Papas is always at home when I come back from school.
Me: He's working late.
Remo: So whose nails must I paint?
Ona: Your doll's
Remo: Ona man! Come!
Ona: No!
Remo: You dont want to come to my salon?
Ona: no
Remo: Fentse you dont want mistick?
Sihle: no.
Me: hey!

I looked Ona.

Ona: Okay fine. Just this once.

Remo: Okay sit down!

I watched as she played with Ona.Sihle was playing games on Ona's tablet. I got a call from Lungelo.

Me: and?
Lungelo: It's not looking good hey!
Me: okay. Thanks.

I could feel the tears in my eyes. I looked at my children and walked to my bathroom and locked the
door so I could cry silently. I was devasted. Just then I heard a knock on the door.

Sihle: Mummy!
Me: Umm hey baby.
Sihle: Are you crying?
Me: No Nana.
Sihle: Aunt Kim and Aunt Lora are here.
Me: Okay.
Sihle: You fine?
Me: yes I am. Tell them I'm coming now.
Sihle: Okay.
I listened as he walked away and I washed my face. I walked out and found them in the kitchen. They
were having glasses of water.

Kim: Babe you good?

Me: Yeah I'm good.
Lora: He didn't do it.
Me: Really? Lungelo just called and he said it's not looking good.
Kim: Manqoba is a lot of things but a murderer ain't one of them.
Lora: exactly. Drink up.

She passed me a glass of water. I did.

Kim: you need wine..in the morning, Manqoba will be back at home!

I smiled.

Me: Nice try!

Kim: But don't worry though
Lora: Yes don't.
Me: I'm as good as dead if I lose him. Have you any idea how much I love that man?
Lora: And he loves you too.
Kim: cheer up! We'll be drinking again on Saturday.

I managed to let out a laugh. Kim and alcohol! They left very late when the children were sleeping and I
on the other hand couldn't. Spent the whole night tossing and turning. Manqoba's mother, Aunt Dikano
and Uncle Putla came in the morning. Mam'Flo was coming back on that day.

Me: I need to drop them off at school

M's mum: Okay.

She was devasted.

Aunt Dikano: You must come back okay?

Uncle Putla: Go to the police station first.
Me: Okay Malume.

I went to the car. Remo and Sihle were dancing to "Fortune teller" imitating the "ghosts" from the music
video. Ona was taking a video of them and I couldnt help but smile. I watched until the song ended and
went to drop them off at school. I drove to the police station. I looked like a mess I could feel it. I was
dressed in black jeans, a vest and my air max sneakers. I had thrown a hoodie on and tied my hair in a
messy bun. As I got out of the car, Manqoba and Dave his lawyer, came out of the police station.
Manqoba had his vest on and a bandage on his right shoulder. His white shirt was in his hand and the
plastic which had his things in...things they had confiscated. I ran to him and he quickly hugged me.
Dave: Mrs Sibiya.
Me: Hey Dave.

My cheeks were wet.

Dave: See you around.

Manqoba: Thanks Dave.
Dave: Just doing my job.
Manqoba: i'll keep in touch.

He left.

Manqoba: You okay?

I shook my head.

Manqoba: Its over now.

Me: what do you mean?
Manqoba: It was all self defence. Veli came to where my meeting was and started attacking me. He
pulled out a knife and stabbed me on my shoulder when he tried to stab me again, I turned the knife on
him and it pierced through his heart
Me: witnesses?
Manqoba: Asked Lutho to go get the CCTV footage and there were 3 witnesses.

I could feel the tears coming again.

Manqoba: its really over MaSibiya. I told you I'd go to war for you, told you I'd die for you. I'd also kill for
you.

My cheeks were wet again.

Manqoba: You look beautiful.

Me: Don't lie to me.

I smiled.

Manqoba: I'm not.

He kissed me.

Manqoba: To have and to hold right?

He took out his pinky finger.. I took out mine and we joined them.
Manqoba and I : Till death do us part!