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THE BROTHERS
KARAMAZOV
A No u el i n Four P arts w i tb E pi l ogae
New Yorh
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{br whom you are building t)amede Paris.in the Parisof Louis XI, to honor the birth of the French dau-
'And can you admit the idea that the people
blood of a tortured phin, an edifying performance is given free of charge for the people in the city
*o;il;gr;" io accept tt'"i' huppi""ss onthe unjustified
forever happy?" lrall, entitled Le bon jugement de la trls sainteet gracieuseYierge Marie ,' in
chitd, anl having acceptedit, to remain which she herselfappearsin personand pronouncesher bonjugement.With
his eyesbeginning
"No, l cannot admit it' Brother'''Alyosha said suddenly'
in the whole world a being who could rrsin Moscow, in pre-Petrineantiquity,'zmuchthe samekind o[dramatic per-
to flash, "you urk.a i,,,t to* if ttrere is Iormances,especiallyfrom the Old Testament,were given from time to time;
there is such a being' and he can for'
and would have the right to forgive' But but, besidesdramatic performances,there were many stories and 'verses'
gavehis innocent
g;" ing, forgive all andjor dt"'because he himself
"""ry,tall and for everything' VouVe forgotten about him' but it is on him lloating around the world in which saints, angels,and all the powers of
blood for lrcaventook part asneeded.In our monasteriessuch poemswere translated,
to him that theywill cry out: Just art
thut th" rtr.,.ture is beingbuili, and it is rr:copied,even composed-and when?-under the Tartars.There is, for ex-
"
thou,
- O Lord, for thy ways have been revealed!' ,rnrple,one little monasterypoem (from the Greek,of course):TheMotherof
lntr, yes, the'only sinless One"' and his bloodl No' I have not forgotten
(;odfisits theTormentslwith scenesof a boldnessnot inferior to Dante's.The
about him; on tt .orrt l've beenwondering all the while wtry youhadn't
"ry, becausein discussionsyour people usually trot
" so long' Mother of God visits hell and the Archangel Michael guides her through 'the
ilrorrgt, hi* tp for r()rments.'She seessinners and their sufferings.Among them, by the way,
you knlw, Alyosha-don't laugh!-l composed a poem
him out first thing. rhereis a most amusingclassof sinnersin a burning lake: someof them sink
more minutes on me' I'll tell it to
once, about a year ago. If you can waste ten ,,t'far down into the lake that they can no longer come up again,and'these
vou." t,od forgets'-an expressionof extraordinary depth and force. And so the
"You wrote a Poem?" Mother of God, shockedandweeping,fallsbeforethe throne of God and asks
..Oh, no, l didn t write it,,, Ivan laughed, ..1\e never composed two lines o[
poem and memorized it' I made it ;,rrrdonfor everyonein hell, everyoneshehasseenthere,without distinction.
lr"rr" in my whole life. BurI made up this I lcr conversationwith God is immenselyinteresting.Shepleads,shewon't go
*""" listener' Why' indeed'
up in great fervor. You'll be my first readti-I ,rway,and when God points out to her the nail-piercedhandsand feet of her
shouldanauthorloseevenonelistener?''Ivangrinned...Shallltellitornot?'' son and asks:'How can I forgivehis tormentors?'shebids all the saints,all the
"l'm listening carefully," said Alyosha' nrartyrs,all the angelsand archangelsto fall down together with her and
absurd thing' but I want
"My poem is called'ihe Grand tnquisitor'-an plcadfor the pardon of all without discrimination.In the end sheextorts from
you to hear it." t,od a cessationof torments every year, from Holy Friday to Pentecost,and
rlrcsinnersin hell at once thank the Lord and cry out to him: Just art thou' O
I trrd,who hastjudged so.'Well, my little poem would havebeenof the same
l<indif it had appearedback then. He comesonstagein it; actually,he says
Chapter5 rrothingin the poem, he just appearsand passeson. Fifteen centurieshave
guard, and they, amidst the deathly silence that has suddenly fallen, lay their rrryopinion at least:'Everything,'they say,'hasbeen handed over by you to
f,ands on him and lead him away.As one man the crowd immediately bows to rhc pope, therefore everything now belongs to the pope, and you may as well
the ground before the aged Inquisitor, who silently blessesthe people and n()tcome at all now, or at leastdon't interferewith us for the time being.'They
*o,0", on. The guard lead their plisoner to the small, gloomy, vaulted prison n()tonly speak this way, they also write this way, at leasttheJesuitsdo. I've
in the old building of the holy court, and lock him there. The day is over, the rcad it in their theologians myself. 'Have you the right to proclaim to us even
Sevillenight comes,dark, hot, and'breathless.'Theair is'fragrantwith laurel ,
'ne
of the mysteriesof that world from which you have come?'my old man
and lemon."6 In the deep darkness,the iron door of the prison suddenly .rskshim, and answersthe question himself: 'No, you have not, so as not to
opens,and the old Grand Inquisitorhimself slowlyenterscarryinga lamp. He ,,tldtowhathasalreadybeensaidonce, andsoasnotto deprivepeopleof free-
ls alone, the door is immediately locked behind him. He stands in the en' rhrm,lor which you stood so firmly when you were on earth.Anything you
tranceand for a long time, for a minute or two, gazesinto his face.At last he Irxrclaimanewwill encroachupon the freedomo[men's faith, for itwill come
quietly approaches,sets the lamp on the table, and says to him: 'Is it you? ,rsa miracle,and the freedomof their faith was the dearestof all things to you,
You?'But receivingno answer,he quickly adds:'Do not answer,be silent.Af' ,'vcnthen, one and a half thousandyearsago.Was itnotyouwho so often said
ter all, what could you say?I know too well what you would say.And you have rlrtn: "I want to make you free"?t"But now you have seenthese"free" men,'
no right to add anything ro what you already said once. why, then, have you rlrt:old man suddenly addswith a pensivesmile.'Yes,this work has cost us
.o*" to interfere with us? For you have come to interfere with us and you , h'arl/,' he goeson, looking sternly at him, 'but we have finally finished this
know it yourself. But do you know what will happen tomorrow? I do not rvork in yeul name. For fifteen hundred yearswe have been at pains over this
know who you are, and I do not want to know: whether it is you, or only his lr cr:dom,but now it is finished,and well finished.You do not believethat it is
likeness;but tomorrow I shall condemnyou and burn you at the stakeas the wcll finished?You look at me meekly and do not deign even to be indignant
rnostevil of heretics,and the very peoplewho today kissedyour feet,tomor. rvrthme. Know, then, that now, preciselynow, thesepeoplearemore certain
row, at a nod from me, will rush to heap the coalsup around your stake,do rlr:rnever before that they are completely free, and at the same time they
you know that? Yes,perhapsyou do know it,'he added,pondering deeply, rlrcmselves havebrought us their freedomand obedientlylaid it at our [eet.It
never for a moment taking his eyesfrom his prisoner." i.,our doing, but is it what you wanted?This sort of freedom?"'
,.Idon'tquite understandwhatthis is, lvan,"Alyosha,who all thewhilehad "AgainI don't understand,"Alyosha interrupted."ls he being ironic? Is he
been listening silently, smiled. "Is it boundlessfantasy,or some mistake on Lrrrghing?"
the old man'spart, some impossiblequi pro quo?"" "Not in the least.He preciselylays it to his and his colleagues'creditthat
"Assumeit's the latter, if you like," Ivan laughed,"if you're so spoiled by rlr,'y have finally overcome freedom, and have done so in order to make
modern realism and can't stand anything fantastic-if you want it to be qul l','opleh"ppy. 'For only now' (he is referring, of course,to the Inquisition)
pro quo,Ietit be. Of course,"he laughedagain,"the man is ninety yearsold, lr.rsit become possibleto think for the first time about human happiness.
and might have lost his mind long ago over his idea. H.emight have been Nt.rnwasmadea rebel;can rebelsbe happy?Youwerewarned,'hesaysto him,
struck by the prisoner'sappearance.It might, finally, havebeensimple delir' y.rr had no lack of warnings and indications,butyou did not heed the warn-
ium, the vision of a ninety-year-oldman nearing death,and who is excited, rrl',5,you rejectedthe only way of arranging for human happiness,but for-
besides,by the auto-da-f6of a hundred burnt hereticsthe day before.But istr't trrrr:rtely, on your departure,you handedthe work over to us.You promised,
it all the sameto you and me whether it's quipro quo orboundlessfantasy?Thc r','rr cstablishedwith your word, you gaveus the right to bind and loose,'nand
only thing is that the old man needs to speak out, that finally after all his .rrrr'ly you cannot even think of taking this right away from us now. Why,
ninety years,he speaksout, and saysaloud all that he has been silent about rlr,'n,haveyou cometo interferewith us?"'
"What doesit mean,that he had no lack of warningsand indications?"Al-
for ninety years."
,And the prisoner is silent, too?
Just looks at him without sayinga word?" i','"lraasked.
,,Butthat must be so in any case,"Ivan laughedagain."The old man himself '' You see,that is the main thing that the old man needsto speakabout.
''' l'he dread and intelligent spirit, the spirit of self-destructionand non-
points out ro him that he hasno right to add anything to what hasalreadybeen
saidonce.That, if you like, is the mostbasicfeatureof RomanCatholicism,itt l', rng,'the old man goeson,'the greatspirit spokewith you in the wilderness,
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he supposedly"tempted"you'20 lrght with you and defeat you, and everyonewill follow him exclaiming:
and it has been passedon tc,us in books that "Who can compareto this beast,for he has given us fire from heaven!"ttDo
more true than what he pro'
nid he really? And was it possible to sayanything
and which the you know that centurieswill passand mankind will proclaim with the mouth
.f^*"a ,o yotr in his three questions, *hlth yorr rejected'
time' if ever a real' thun' ,rIitswisdom and sciencethat thereis no crime, and thereforeno sin, but only
books refer to as "temptations"?And at the same
was on that day' the {y of those lrungry men? "Feed them first, then ask virtue of theml"-that is what they
d"ring miracle *uu p"ifo,*ed on earth' it
in the appearanceo[ those three willwrite on the bannerthey raiseagainstyou,and bywhich your temple will
,f,.""i"*prutions. The miracle lay precisely
just as a trial and an example' that lrcdestroyed.In placeof your temple a new edifrcewill be raised,the terrible
questions.lf it were possibleto imagine,
from thebookswithout Iower of Babelwill be raisedagain," and though,like the former one,this one
iiror" rt r"" questioniof the dreadspirit had beenlost
be restored' thought up and invented will not be completedeither,still you could haveavoidedthis new tower and
a trace,and it was necessarythat they shortenedpeople'ssuffering by a thousand years-for it is to us they will
and to that end all the wise men on
ur"*, ,o be put back into the books'
poets-were brought to' , ome after sufferingfor a thousandyearswith their towerl They will seekus
earth-rulers, high priests'scholars,philosophers' ()ut again,underground, in catacombs,hiding (for again we shall be perse-
three questions such as
g"tn", and giverithis task: to think up, to invent
but' moreover' would ex' r uted and tortured), they will frnd us and cry out: "Feed us, for those who
would not only correspondto the scaleof the event'
entire future history of promisedus fire from heavendid not give it." And then we shall finish build-
in three human phrasesonly' the
fr.r, ir, ,frr"" words, rrrgtheir tower, for only he who feedsthem will finish it, and only we shall
theworldandmankind_doyouthinkthatallthecombinedwisdomofthe
in force and depth those ltt'd them, in your name, for we shall lie that it is in your name. Oh, never,
earth could think up anything faint\ resembling
you then by the powerful and rrt'verwill they feedthemselveswithout us! No sciencewill give them bread
three questions that were a.t"itly ptesented to
alone' simply by the mir- ,rslong as they remain free, but in the end they will lay their freedom at our
ir,r"fftg"", tpirit in the wildetnestiny the questions
is dealingwith a mind not hu" h'ct and say to us: "Better that you enslaveus, but feedus." They will finally
acleo[ their appearance'one can seethat one
rruderstandthat freedomand earthly breadin plenty for everyoneare incon-
manandtransientbuteternalandabsolute'Forinthesethreequestionsallof
,'ivabletogether,for never, never will they be able to share among them-
,-rrUr"qrr"rr,humanhistoryisasifbroughttogetherintoasinglewholeand '
.,t'lves.They will also be convinced that they are forever incapableof being
all the insoluble historical
foretold; three imagesare revealedthatwill take in
the earth' This could not have been lr,'e, becausethey arefeeble,depraved,nonentitiesand rebels.You promised
contradictions of human nature over all
rlrcmheavenlybread,but, I repeatagain,canit comparewith earthly breadin
seensowellatthetime,forthefuturewasunknown,butnowthatfifteencen.
questions everything was tlrt'eyesof the weak, eternally depraved,and eiernally ignoble human race?
turies have gone by, we can seethat in these three
that to Arrdif in the name of heavenlybread thousandsand tens of thousandswill
,o pr".ir"tyiivined and foretold, and has proved completely true'
so
l,'llow you, what will becomeof the millions and tens of thousandsof mil,
add to them or subtract anything from them is impossible'
questionedyou then? lronsof creatureswho will not be strong enoughto forgo earthlybreadfor the
"'Decide yourselfwho was rifht: you or the onewho
Recallthe first question;itsmeaning,though not
literally' was this: "You want ',rkc of the heavenly?Is it that only the tens of thousandsof the great and
with some promise of ,,1r()ng aredear to you, and the remaining millions, numerous asthe sandsof
io go irrto the world, and you are going empty-handed'
lawlessnesscannot even rlr('sea,weak but loving you, should serveonly as material for the great and
freldom, which they in their simplicity and innate
has everbeen more in' rlrt'strong?No, the weak, too, aredearto us. They are depravedand rebels,
.o*pr"lr.rra, which they d'ead and fear-{or nothing
I'rrt in the end it is they who will becomeobedient.They will marvelat us, and
sufferableformarrandforlrumansocietythanfreedom|Butdoyouseethese
l, upon us asgods,becausewe, standingat their head,haveagreedto suffer
stonesinthisbare,scorchingdesert?Turnthemintobreadandmankindwill 'ok
eternally trembling I r,'r^domand to rule over them-so terriblewill it becomefor them in the end
,rr' uft". you like sheep' griteful andobedient' though
cease for them." Butyou did not r,' lrcfree!But we shall saythat we areobedientto you and rule in your name.
lestyouwithdru*yorrr hui-,dandyourloaves
offer' for what sort of free' \\',' shall deceivethem again,for this time we shall not allow you to come to
want to deprive man of freedo* and rejected the
loaves of bread? You ob' rr', I'his deceit will constitute our suffering,for we shall have to lie. This is
dom is it, you reasonecl,if obedienceis toughtwith
know that in the ,'lr;rtthat first questionin thewildernessmeant,and this is whatyou rejected
live by bread alone' but do you
iected that man does not you and rrr rhe name o[ freedom, which you placed above everything.And yet this
will rise against
name of this very earthly bread, ihe spirit of the earth
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question contains the great mystery of this world. Had you accepted thc all-and who did this? He who came to give his life for theml Insteadof tak-
"ioulrut," yo,, would have answered the universal and everlasting anguish of ing over men's freedom, you increasedit and forever burdened the kingdom
man as an individual being, and of the whole of mankind together, namely: of the human soul with its torments.You desiredthe freelove of man, that he
. ,,beforewhom shall I bow down?" There is no more ceaseless or tormenting should follow you freely,seducedand captivatedby you. Insteadof the firm
care for man, as long ashe remains free, than to find someoneto bow down tO ancient law," man had henceforth to decide for himself, with a free heart,
as soon as possible. But man seeksto bow down before that which is indis. what is good and what is evil, having only your image before him asa guide-
putable, so indisputable that all rnen at once would agree to the universal but did it not occur to you that he would eventuallyreject and dispute even
worship of it. For the care of thesepitiful creaturesis not just to find some. your image and your truth if he was oppressedby so terrible a burden as free-
thing before which I or some other man can bow down, but to find something tlom of choice?They will finally cry out that the truth is not in you, for it was
that everyone elsewill also believe in and bow down to, for it must needsbC impossibleto leave them in greater confusion and torment than you did,
all together. And this need for communalityof worship is the chief torment of lbandoning them to so many caresand insoluble problems' Thus you your-
each man individually, and of mankind as a whole, from the beginning of thc selflaid the foundation for the destructionof your own kingdom, and do not
ages.In the causeof universal worship, they have destroyed each other with blame anyone else for it. Yet is this what was offered you? There are three
the sword. They have made gods and called upon eachother: 'hbandon your l)owers,only three powers on earth,capableof conqueringand holding cap-
gods and come and worship ours, otherwise death to you and your godsl" tive forever the conscienceof these feeblerebels, for their own happiness-
And so it will be until the end of the world, even when all gods have disap. rhesepowers are miracle, mystery, and authority. You rejectedthe first, the
.ir:cond,and the third, and gave yourself as an example of that. When the
peared from the earth: they will still fall down before idols. You knew, you
iould not but know, this essentialmystery of human nature, but you rejected rlreadand wise spirit set you on a pinnacle of the Templeand said to you: "lf
the only absolute banner, which was offered to you to make all men bow you would know whether or not you are the Son of God, castyourself down;
down to you indisputably-the banner of earthly bread; andyou rejectedit in krr it is written of him, that the angelswill bearhim up, and he will not fall or
the name of freedom and heavenly bread. Now seewhat you did next. And all lrc hurt, and then you will know whether you are the Son of God, and will
again in the name of freedom! I tellyou that man hasno more tormenting car6 plove what faith you have in your Father."" But you heard and rejectedthe
than to find someoneto whomhe canhand overasquicklyas possiblethatgift r,llerand did notyield and did not throw yourselfdown. Oh, of course,in this
of freedom with which the miserable creature is born. But he alone can tak€ you actedproudly and magnificently,like God, but mankind, that weak' re-
over the freedom of menwho appeasestheir conscience.With breadyouwerc lx'llious tribe-are they gods?Oh, you knew then that if you madejust one
,,tt'p,just one movement towards throwing yourself down, you would im-
given an indisputable banner: give man bread and he will bow down to you'
for there is nothing more indisputable than bread. But if at the same tim1 rrrcdiatelyhave tempted the Lord and would have lost all faith in him and
someone else takes over his conscience-oh, then he will even throw down lx'cndashedagainstthe earthyou cameto save,and the intelligentspiritwho
your bread and follow him who has seducedhis conscience.In this you werc w:rstempting you would rejoice.But, I repeat,are there many like you? And,
right. For the mysteryof man'sbeing is notonly in living, butinwhat one livet rrrrleed, could you possiblyhaveassumed,evenfor a moment, that mankind'
for. Without a firm idea of what he lives for, man will not consent to live and too,would be strong enough for such a temptation?Is that how human na-
will sooner destroy himself than remain on earth, even if there is bread all trrrcwascreated-to reject the miracle,and in thoseterrible momentsof life,
aroundhim. That is so,butwhatcame of it? Insteadof takingover men'sfree. rlrcmomentsof the most terrible, essential,and tormenting questionsof the
dom, you increasedit still more for them! Did you forget that peaceand even ',,,rr1,to remain only with the free decision of the heart?Oh, you knew that
death are dearer to man than free choice in the knowledge of good and evil? y,,rrrdeedwould be preservedin books, would reach the depths of the ages
There is nothing more seductive for man than the freedom of his conscience' ,rrrrlthe utmost limis of the earth, and you hoped that, following you' man'
but there is nothing more tormenting either. And so, instead of a firm foun. rrrr,,lvssld remain with God, having no need of miracles.But you did not
dation for appeasing human conscience once and for all, you chose every' l,rrowthat as soon as man rejectsmiracles,he will at once reject God aswell,
thing thatwas unusual, enigmatic, and indefinite, you chose everything thet I' rr rnanseeksnot so much God asmiracles.And sinceman cannot bearto be
was beyond men's strength, and thereby acted as if you did not love them et L lr without miracles,he will go and createnew miraclesfor himself, his own
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himself at the head of that whole army'lusting for power only for the sake of rrrecorrecting his deed! Good lord, what do I care?As I told you: I just want
filthy lucre,'is one such man, at least,not enough to make a tragedy?More. r()drag on until I'm thirty, and then-smash the cup on the floorl"
over, one such man standing at is head would be enough to bring out finally 'And the sticky little leaves,and the preciousgraves,and the blue sky, and
the real ruling idea of the whole Roman cause,with all its armies andJesu' rhewoman you love! How will you live, what wilr you love them with?,'Al-
its-the highest idea of this cause.I tell you outright that I firmly believe that yoshaexclaimedruefully. "Is it possible,with such hell in your heart and in
this one man has never been lacking among those standing at the head of the y.ur head?No, you're preciselygoing in order to join them . . . and if not,
movement. Who knows, perhapssuch'ones'have even been found among you'll kill yourself,you won't endure it!"
the Roman pontiffs. Who knows, maybe this accursed old man, who loves "There is a force that will endure everything,"said lvan, this time with
a
mankind so stubbornly inhisownway, existsevennow, in the formof agreat t old smirk.
host of such old men, and by no meansaccidentally,but in concert, asa secret "What force?"
union, organized long ago for the purpose of keeping the mystery, of keeping "The Karamazovforce . . . the force of the Karamazovbaseness."
it from unhappy and feeble mankind with the aim of making them happy. lt "To drown in depravity,to stifle your soul with corruption, is that it?,'
surely exists, and it should be so. I imagine that even the Masons have some' "That, too, perhaps . . . only until my thirtieth year maybe l,ll
escapeit,
thing like this mystery as their basis,'"and that Catholics hate the Masonsso ,rndthen.. ."
much becausethey seethem ascompetitors, breaking up the unityof the idea' "How will you escapeit? By meansof what? with your thoughts, it's im-
whereas there should be one flock and one shepherd . . . However, the way qrossible."
I'm defending my thought makes me seem like an author who did not stand 'Again, in Karamazovfashion,"
up to your criticism. Enough of that." "You mean'everythingis permitted'?Everythingis permitted,
is that right,
"Maybe you're a Mason yourself!" suddenly escapedfrom Alyosha. "You r' ,i t?"
don't believe in God," he added, this time with great sorrow. Besides, it lvan frowned, and suddenly turned somehowstrangelypale.
seemedto him that his brother was looking at him mockingly. "And how doel 'Ah, you caught that little remark yesterday,which
offended Miusov so
your poem end," he asked suddenly, staring at the ground, "or was that the rrrtrch. . . and that brother Dmitri so naively popped up and rephrased?,'he
end?" grrnnedcrookedly. "Yes,perhaps'everything is permitted,'since the
word
"I was going to end it like this: when the Inquisitor fell silent, he waited lr,rsalreadybeenspoken.I do not renounceit. And Mitenka'sversionis not
so
some time for his prisoner to reply. His silence weighed on him. He had seen |,;rtl" .
how the captive listened to him all thewhile intentlyand calmly,lookinghim Alyosha was looking at him silently.
straight in the eye, and apparently not wishing to contradict anything. Thc "t thought, brother, that when I left here I'd have you,
at least,in all the
old man would have liked him to say something, even something bitter, ter. rv,'r'ld,"Ivan suddenlyspokewith unexpectedfeeling,"but now I seethat
in
rible. But suddenly he approachesthe old man in silence and gently kisser v.rrr heart,too, there is no room for me, my dearhermit. The formula, ,every-
him on his bloodless, ninety-year-old lips. That is the whole answer.The old rhr'g is permitted,'Iwill not renounce,andwhat then?will you renounce
me
man shudders. Something stirs at the corners of his mouth; he walks to thc l,,r tltat?Will you?"
door, opens it, and saysto him:'Go and do not come again . . . do not comc Alyoshastoodup,wentoverto him insilence,andgentlykissedhim on the
at all . . . never, never!' And he lets him out into the 'dark squares of thc It;rs
city.'35The prisoner goesaway." "l.iterary theft!" Ivan cried, suddenly going into
some kind of rapture.
'And the old man?" \',rrrstolethat from my poem! Thank you, however.Getup, Alyosha,let,s
go,
"The kiss burns in his heart, but the old man holds to his former idea." ir ,,rimewe both did."
'hnd you with him!" Alyosha exclaimed ruefully. Ivan laughed. I hey went out, but stoppedon the porch of the tavern.
'So,Alyosha," Ivan spoke in
"But it's nonsense,Alyosha, it's just the muddled poem of a muddled stu. a frrm voice, ,,if, indeed, I hold out for the
dent who never wrote two lines of verse.Why are you taking it so seriously? "r', l<ylittleleaves, Ishalllovethemonlyrememberingyou.It'senoughforme
You don't think I'll go straight to theJesuitsnow, to join the host of those who tlr'rryou are here somewhere,and I shall not stop wanting to live. Is
that
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One zo)
And now
enough for you? If you wish, you can take it asa declarationoflove'
even if I
y"" i" right, ttt go left-a.td enough, you hear, enough''uI mean'
don' t goa w a y to m o rro w (b u ti ts e e ms l certai nl yshal l ),andw esomehow Chapter6
urgent re'
meet a-gain,not another word to me on any of thesesubjects'An
quest. ind with regard to brother Dmitri, too, I ask you particularly,
do not A RatherObscure
Onefor theMoment
mention him to me again," he suddenly added irritably. "lt's,all ex'
"u"r..,r"r, it's all talked out, isn't it? And in return for that, I will alsomake you
hausted,
floor" then' Ar.rdIvan Fyodorovich, on parting from Alyosha,
a promise: when I'm thirty and want'to smash the cup on the went home to Fyodor pav-
to talk things over with you once house. But, strangely,an unbearableanguish
*ir"r".r", you may be, I will still come suddenly came over
Iwillmakeapointof it. ltwillalso 'rvich's
lrim, and, moreover,the closerhe cameto home,
more . . . evenfromAmerica,lassureyou. theworse itgrewwith every
of yQu' \rep. The strangenesslay not in the anguish
be very interestingto havea look at you by then, to seewhat'sbecome itself, but rn thl fact that Ivan
we're saying good' lryodo-rovichsimply could not define what the anguish
Rathei a solemn promise, you see.And indeed, perhaps consistedof. He had
he'l
bye for somesevenor ten years.well, go now to your Paterseraphicus;" "lten felt anguish before,and it would be no wonder if it cameat such a mo_
having kept rrent, when he was preparing, the very next
dying, and if he dies without you, you may be angry with me for day, having u"aa.nfy i_f."n
now go ' '" with everything that had drawn him there, to make
you.-Good-bye,kiss me once more-so-and u.rort"r rhu.pi*r,,
suddenly and went his way without looking back' lt was sim' r('rng upon a new, completeryunknown path, again "r_
Ivan turned quite aslonely asberbre,
Dmitri had left Alyosha the day before, though thc lraving-muchhope, but notknowing for what,
ilar ro the way his brottrer expecting much, too much,
quite different. This strange Iittle observation lrom life' but unable himserfto define anything
day before it was something ertler in iis expectationsor
the sad mind of Alyosha, sad and sorrowful et {'venin his desires.And yet at that *o*.nt,
fUsn"a like an arrow throuth though th" unguir'hoirn. n"*
that moment. He waited a liitle, looking after his brother. For somereasonhc 'r'd'nknown was indeed in his soul, he was tormented bylomething quite
somehow swayed as he walked, and tlifferent."can it be loathing for my father's
suddenly noticed that his brother lvan house?,,hethought to himserf.
lower than his left. He had ' very likely. I'm so sick of it, and
that his right shoulder,seenfrom behind,appeared though todayI shall crossthat".rirethreshold
and almost ran to tha l,r the last time, stilr it makesme si'ck. . ."
never noticed it before. But suddenly he, too, turned But no, thatwas not it. was it the
monastery. lt was already getting quite dark, and he felt almost frightenedi Partingwith Alyosha and the conversarionhe had had with him? ,,For
so
to ex. yearsI was silent with the whole worrd and did
something new was growing in him, which he would have been unable 'any not deign to speak,and
pine trecl ruddenlyI spewedout so much gibberish!,'Indeed,
plain. ThJwind roseagainasit had yesterday,and the centuries-old it couli have'beenthe
was al' y.uthful vexation of youthful inexperienceand
iustled gloomily uro,ri-,dhim as he entered the hermitage woods. He youthful vanit,
lravingbeen unable to speakhis mind, especialy """uiio'u,
most running. "PaterSeraphicus-he got that name from somewhere-but with ,r.h ; #ir;'u, oryo-
I sel on
where?,,flashedthrough Alyosha'smind. "Ivan, poor Ivan, when shall ''a, whom he undoubtedry counted u g."ut deal in his heart. 6f .o.r.r"
here's the hermitage! Yes, yes, that's him, Pater Sert. tlrerewas that, too' that is, this vexation, tli"r"
you again . . . ? Lord' .u"n had to be, but it was not
thateither, nor that at all. ,Anguish to the point
phicus, he will saveme . . ' from him, and forever!" o[naus*, y", ir], i"yorra r"
how hr r()saywhar I want. perhapsI shouldn,tthink
Several times, later in his life, in great perplexity, he wondered . . .,,
lvan, so completely forgct Ivan Fyodorovich tried "not to think," but that,
could suddenly, after parting with his brother too, was no use.Above all,
that morning' only a feW rlrisanguishwas vexing and annoyedhim
about his brother Dmiiri, when he had resolved by the fact that it had some sort of
until he did, even lf ,rtcidental,completely external upp"urur..;
hours earlier,that he musr nnd him, anclwould not leave this he felt. Somewheresome
lrcingor object was standing and sticking up,.iust
it meant not returning to the monastery that night' aswhen somethingsome-
rirnessticks up in firontof one'seye and on.
dt"urr't notice it for a lorig time,
lrcingbusy or in heatedconversation,and meanwhile
one is crea.r/unioy.a,
'r'nost suffering,and at last it dawns on one to remove the offendingobiect,
.lten quite trifling and ridiculous, something
left in the wrong ptu."lu nura-