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04 Un-Shattering Lucy Lucy Amp Amp Harris 4
Un-Shattering Lucy
The Lucy & Harris Novella Series, Book 4
Written by Terri Anne Browning
All Rights Reserved © Terri Anne Browning
2016
Edited by Lorelei Logsdon
Cover picture and design by Sara Eirew
Models Pierre Charbonneau & Elana Kraus
Formatting by IndieVention Designs
All rights reserved by the author. This is a
work of fiction. Any characters, names,
places or incidents are used solely in a
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Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Epilogue
About the Author
Excerpt of Defying Her Mafioso
Dedication
To the lost and the broken.
Prologue
Lucy
January
The cold January rain was numbing
my body while the pain in my soul numbed
my brain. I’d been moving on autopilot for
the last few days, but today I couldn’t do
that. My life was on the line and I couldn’t
leave California without at least trying to
fight for it.
I was leaving in just a few hours. Mom
had spent the last two days packing up all the
clothes she thought I would need for school.
All the pictures on my bedroom walls were in
boxes. All my favorite books had been care-
fully packed and everything was waiting so
neatly by the front door at home. My parents
were flying out to D.C. with me and would
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Harris
Each tear that fell from Lucy’s dark
eyes was like a stab directly to my heart.
From the moment I walked into Kin
and Angie’s apartment I’d been trying to find
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Harris
My heart rate was slowly returning to
normal, my breathing finally regulating until
I could take a lungful. My body was still
shaking from the intensity of a release from
an ache that had been building from the day
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As babies, the twins hated flying. It
had hurt their ears and made them sick. Now
that they were older, that was still the case.
Mom pumped them full of Dramamine and
gave them gum to chew in hopes of helping
with the ear problem, but they still hated fly-
ing. Luca more so than Lyric. Thankfully, we
were all in First Class, so that made it a little
more bearable for them.
Mom and Dad both sat with Luca,
hoping to keep him calm while I sat with
Lyric. He put on his Beats headphones,
turned his music up to full blast and leaned
back in his chair. Closing his eyes, I watched
him mutter to himself from time to time, but
I couldn’t tell if he was praying or cursing.
Once we landed at the Northwest
Florida Beaches International Airport, it was
just an eighteen-mile drive to Panama City
Beach. The heat in SoCal and the heat in
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Holy fuck.
It had been so long since I’d seen that
shirt, but I knew it was mine. I’d left it on the
tour bus the summer Demon’s Wings and
OtherWorld had toured together. Had she
been sleeping in that shirt ever since? God, I
hoped so.
Lucy moved toward the French doors
of the balcony, turning off the lamp that was
dimming the room as she went. I gripped the
rail harder to keep myself from grabbing her
the second she stepped outside.
This far up, the glow of the moon was
the only light to see by with all the lights off
in her room. It gave the entire moment a
dreamlike feel to it as I watched her step out-
side. She didn’t move toward the rail imme-
diately, but paused. She closed her eyes and
breathed deep, as if she was letting herself
relax for the first time that day. My cologne
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By the time we got back from our day
on the sandbar, I was starving. We’d worked
up an appetite while exploring the shallows
beside the sandbar and then relaxing in the
sun. Harris had packed us a small lunch, but
we’d eaten it hours ago and as soon as I
caught scent of Mom’s homemade marinara
and fresh yeast garlic knots, my stomach
started grumbling.
Today had been one of my all-time fa-
vorite days. Being with Harris, exploring new
things with him and getting to be myself
around him was something I would never get
tired of. I loved how safe I felt with him. How
loved he made me feel with just a small
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I hadn’t taken my phone with me
when Lucy and I had gone to watch the fire-
works. The twins met us at the door when we
got back to the suite, though, thrusting the
noisy thing at me as soon as we stepped
through the door. “Some guy named Nate
keeps calling,” Luca grumbled, looking
sleepy. “He wouldn’t tell me what he wanted,
but he’s been calling, like, every ten
minutes.”
Fucking hell. Swallowing a groan, I
took the phone and went out onto the bal-
cony to take the call. It was Saturday night; a
million different things could have gone
wrong. Shutting the door behind me to get
some privacy in case I had to tear Nate or
Barb a new one, I lifted the phone to my ear.
“What’s wrong?” I demanded as I leaned
back against the rail. My gut was already
twisting in a way that told me I wasn’t going
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I was exhausted. My eyes ached from
crying so much, my throat was raw, and my
stomach was still twisted with anxiety.
I wanted to fall into bed and sleep for
a year, but I knew sleep would elude me. The
events of the day kept replaying in my head
and I tried to figure out if I should have done
something differently, said something
more—or less. After removing every possible
thing I could use to hurt myself with, my
family had gone to their hotel for the night,
promising to return the next morning and
hopefully having answers as to what steps we
could take next.
After they had left I’d taken a shower
while Harris and Marcus had stayed in the
living room, talking quietly.
That had been half an hour ago, and
now I was sitting in the middle of my bed,
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A semicolon.
I loved writing, but I’d never thought
of a semicolon as a possible piece of art to
put on my body. But the meaning behind it
was perfect for me. A semicolon represents a
sentence an author could have ended, but
chose not to. Project Semicolon represented
those who battled not only thoughts of sui-
cide, but fought daily with addiction, depres-
sion, and self-injury. It was the perfect ink
for all three of us. It represented the three of
us in our own fucked-up ways perfectly and
was possibly the link I needed to help me
through what might come in the future. We
each got them in black and on our right
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1-800-799-SAFE (1-800-799-7233)
Al-Anon/Alateen Hotline
Hope & Help for young people who
are the relatives & friends of a problem
drinker.
1-800-344-2666
www.projectsemicolon.org
INTERNATIONAL
Lifeline (Australia)
13.11.14
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The Rocker...Series
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The Rocker Who Cherishes Me
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Craving Lucy
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Ciro.
I swallowed back his name, knowing
that if I spoke it aloud then there would be
no force in the world to keep my tears at bay.
I wanted Ciro. Needed him more in this mo-
ment that I’d ever needed him before. I knew
he would come. Ciro would save me.
I had to keep thinking that.
He would save me.
Ciro. I need you.
Table of Contents
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
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Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Epilogue
About the Author
Excerpt of Defying Her Mafioso
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