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In His Eyes - My Gangster
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[03/
23,21:44]Mk: Chapt er42( bonuschapter
becauseI'mr eall
ysor ry )°°°°°Iwashav i
ng
aquietbrunchwi t
hmyboy fr
iendatMuggand
Bean.Happilymunchi ngonacheesecake
damnImi ssedt his.If eel Khayast ari
ngatme.
Me:"Didn'
ty ourmot hert ell
youi t'
srudeto
star
e?"Khay a:"Howcany oueatt hismuch?I
meany ouhadhotwi ngsf orbreakfastandthat
was30mi nutesago. "Me: "I
'
m eat i
ngf ort
wo
remember"Heshakeshi shead.Hi m:"Nah
babeyou'reov erdoingi t"Me: "Excusemebut
areyouimpl yi
ngt hatI 'mf at?"Him:"Nono
Peel sy ou' r
eput tingwor dsi nmymout hnow. "
Me: "Heeenowy ou' recal l
ingmel i
ar?"Hej ust
l
ooksatmeandsi ghs.Hi m:"Idon' tknowwhat
todowi t
hy ou."Me: "Ifyoucoul djuststop
talkingwe' dbef ine."Isipmyl at
tewhi l
e
scr oll
ingdownonmyI nstagram account .
Khay a'spi cpopsup.I t'
shi m andNt andoatt he
pool toplesswear ingst ri
ppedshot s.Iscroll to
thecomment ssect i
on.AndIsee
Nabi l
a_Queenysay i
ng" Hunni es "
.Didshe
hav et oputt wohear t-
ey edemoj is?Wer eemoj i
s
evennecessar y?Washerent ireexistenceev en
necessar yatal l?Speakoft hedev ilIheara
fami l
iarscr eechingv oiceIl ookt omyl eftand
seeNabi la'sf acecakedwi thmakeup.She' s
sittingwi thherf riendsmaki ngahel lofanoi se
i
nt hequi etcaf è.Ishakemyheadhoeswi t hno
class.Nabi l
amusthav esensedhermyey eson
hercauseshet urnedt ousandsmi l
edwi t
hher
crookedt eethsi es.Shest r
utsov ertous.Ir oll
myey essamet imeKhay asighs.Khay a:"Babe
don'tov erreactandj ustletmedeal wit hher."I
rollmyey esagai nandf ocusonmyphone.
Nabi l
a:"HeyKhay a.Ihav en'tseeny oui nso
l
ong. "Iresistt heurget ochokeherandshov e
thisspoondownherass.Khay a:"That '
s
becauseI '
vebeenbusy "Nabila: "Idon' tev en
knowwhyy ou'restil
l withthispi g."Thi sgi rl
mar a!Whatshoul dIdowi thher ?Lor dgi veme
thest r
engt ht odeal wi ththist empt ation.Me: "
Wear ebusycoul dy oupl easel eav e? "Iasked
nicelywhi leinsideIwasboi li
ngwi thr ageshe
wasst andi ngt oocl oset oKhay a.Nabi la:"Khaya
thinks-"Me: "Bi t
chgoj oinyourai r
headed
fri
endsandl eaveusal one!"Shel ookedabout
readyt ost artaf i
ghtandt urnedt oherf riendsin
suppor t.Me: "Comeatmebi tchIdar ey ou."
Khay a:"Kay onest opt his!Nabi l
agobackt o
yourf r
iendsbecauseIwon' tst opherwhenshe
breaksy ourneck. "Nabi lalookedatmeandI
glared.Nabi la:"I'
m notaf r
aidofherKhay a.Iwil
l
fi
ghtf ory ou."Khay achuckl ed.Khay a:"Idon' t
wanty out of ightformebecauseIdon' twant
youback. "Nabi l
a:"Shebewi tchedy ou!"Me: "I
f
youev enst epwi t
hinamet ercl osetoKhay aI
willnothesi tat etoendy ouokay .Nowscr amb
youbaboon. "Thatgi rlhasnodecency .Iev en
feel sorryforhershameIj usthopeshedoesn' t
tryany thingwi t
hKhay a.Other wiseIwi l
lrunher
ov erwi t
hacarandl eaveheri nthemi ddleof
thehi ghway .I '
vekill
edamanbef oreaski nny
prickwon' tmakeanydi fference.Khay a:"Babe
arey ouokay ? "Me: "YeahI '
mj ustthi
nkingwhy ?"
Hel aughs.Hi m:"Sowheny out hi
nky ouget
thisexpr essiont hatmakesy oulooklikey ou'r
e
const ipated? "Ismackhi m ont hehead.Me: "
Shutupy oui diot.
"Hi m:"ButI 'my ouidiot"Me:"
You' reani diotbutIl ov eyou"°°°
[03/
23,21:
44]Mk: Chapter43°°°°°Nt ando
andIweregoingshopping.Wellcor
rectionI
wasgrocer
yshoppi ngandhewasdoi ngwhat
hedoesmosthov eringaroundi
ntheliquor
stor
es.WhenIsawt hetheamountofliquori
n
histrolleyIwant edt orol lont hef l
oorandbawl
myey esout .Youknowhowmybr otherget s
withal cohol inhissy stem.Af t
erwegotdone
wedeci dedt ohav ebur ger satSt eers.Sowe
orderedandwhi l
eIwasor der i
ngt hisguykept
checki ngmeoutandNt andosawi ttoandhe
wasget ti
ngangr ier.Wesatdownandt hisguy
satdowni nat ablenextt oour swithhi s2
fri
endsf l
exingwi t
ht heircheapwat ches.Af tera
minut eort woheappr oachedus.Guy :"Howzi t
bro"hesai dt oNt andowhoj ustglaredathi m.
Het appedmeont heshoul der .Guy:"CanIt alk
toyouf orabi t."IcouldseeNt ando'slefteye
twitching.Nt ando: "Dudet ouchmysi steragain
andIwi ll
cast ratey ou!"Hewasdamnmad.I
fi
nishedupmybur gerandst ood.Me: "Let '
sgo
Ntando"hef oll
owedme.Nt ando:"Lookather
assonemor etimeandI 'l
lmakesur eit'
sthe
l
astt hingy ouev ersee."Ishakemyheadl i
ghtly
l
aughi ngsof tl
yMe: "Noneedt ogetal l ghett
oon
thepoorguyNt ando.Nt ando: "IhateitI '
ve
accept edKhay aandt her e'snof uckingwaywi ll
Iwat cht hem undr essy ouwi tht heirey esin
frontofme. "Irollmyey esathi m andwehead
tot hepar kingl otwi tht hegr ocer i
es..Af t
erwe
fi
nishedunpacki ngt hegr ocer i
esIst artwi th
superwhi leNt andogoest ot akeashower .Just
asIst artdi shingupf orNt andocomesdown
wear inggr eyj oggingpant sandsweat shirt.
Me: "Eeew!What '
st hatsmel l
?"Nt andosni ffs
around.Nt ando: "Ican' tsmel lanything. "Igo
closert ohi m andt hesmel l i
ntensifies.Me: "
I
thinki t '
sy ourshampoo"Hi m:"Myshampoo?
What 'swr ongwi thi t?"Me: "Smel lshor ribl
e.
Changei t"Nt ando: "Idon' tknowwhyIhav eto
suf ferwhi lebabydaddyi sl ivi
ngcomf or t
ably"I
smackhi shead.Me: "Leav eKhay aoutoft his"
Him: "andy ou'reget tingqui tev i
olentt oo"he
rubshi shead.Ii gnor ehim andj ustcont i
nue
eat i
ng.Af tereat i
ngIl eav et hedi shest oNt ando
andgot omyr oom.°Ist artedmyt rial examsa
weekagoandev er ythinghasbeengoi ngokay
sof ar
.Tomor rowI '
m wr itt
ingmyl astpaper
whichisPhy si
cs.Ihadmetupwi thmyt utort he
daybef oreandIt hinkI '
mr eadyf ort hepaper .I
showerandgeti ntomyPJs.It henr evisef oran
hourorso.°ThennextdayIwakeupat6am
feeli
ngnauseous.Ir unt ot hebat hroom and
vomi t
.Mor ningsi cknesshasgott obet hingI
hatethemostaboutpr egnancy .Irinsemy
mout hthent akeof fmyPJsandshower .Af ter
shower i
ngIweart heschool stracksui tmy
dressisf art oosmal l
.Myst omachi sreal l
ybi g
now.3mont hslef t
.Ican' twai tt odel i
vert his
babyandgeti tov eranddonewi th.Apar tfrom
themor ningsi cknesst here'st heswol lenankl es,
weirdcrav ings, superenhancedsensesand
feeli
ngusel esshal ft hetime.AndI '
vest artedt o
getapai nful feelingi nmyl owerbackbutI
guesst hat'snor mal .Afterget tingdr essedIgo
downst ai
r sf orbreakf ast.WhenIgot
downst ai
r sAuntMaywast here.Nt andohi reda
helperforussi nceI 'm sobusywi thschool and
hewast ool azyt oact uall
yhel poutwi ththe
housechor es.Igr eetedauntMay .Shei sinher
l
at e40sandsheonl ycomest oourhouse3
ti
mesaweek.Shewasmaki ngsof tporridge
shei nsi stsIeati ttel
lingmeabouthowheal thit
i
sot hert hanwhatIusual lyeatwhi chisbacon
andeggsmostoft het i
me.AuntMay :"Good
mor ni ngKay oneshoul dIdishupf oryou? "She
smi led.Me: "Yespl ease"Ismi l
ebackather .
Shedi shesupf ormeandIeat .Me: "AuntMay
wher ehav ey oubeenal lmylife.Thisis
delicious. "Shej ustchuckl esandcol l
ectsmy
bolw.Her :
"Youar egonnabel ate"Istandand
takemymom' scarkey sbuti t'
smykey snow
sinceshel eftt hecart ome.Me: "Thanky ou.
Hav eagoodday "Her:"Yout oo"°Igett o
school af t
er30mi nutesofdr i
v i
ng.Ihead
straightt omyexam v enue.Thepaperwas2
hour sl ongIf inishediti nanhourandwasbor ed
fort henexthoursi ncey oucan' tleavetil
l the
all
ocat edt i
mei sfi
nished.Af terwear e
dismi ssedIsayby et omyf ri
endsandpr omi se
we'llmeetupdur ingt heweekend.WhenIgot
homeAuntMaywasn' tthere.SoIqui ckly
undr essedandwor ejeansandaj acket.I
t '
s
reall
ycol doutt her esi ncei t
'
sJul yandwi nter.I
wasf eel i
nghungr ybutl azyt ocook.Sosi ncei t
wasst illnoonIwentt ot hemal lt
obuysome
takeaway sforNt andoandI .°Ipar kedthecar
andhur ri
edt oMcDandor deredaf ami l
ymeal
andwe' reonlyt wopeopl ewhat ever.Sowhi l
eI
wassi ttingwai tfort heor dert ocomet hrough
Samkesatdownnextt ome.What '
swr ongwi t
h
thisguy ?Hegr eetedandt ri
edmaki ng
conv er sationbutIcl earlywasn' ti
nt er
ested.
Me: "
DudeIai n'tent erestcany oust opwillya? "
Samke: "Whyar ey oual way splayinghar dto
get."Me: "Iai
n'tplay ingIr eall
ydon' twanty ou."
Andwi ththatIst oodupandwentt ot hecashi er
tocol lectmyor derandwenthome°°°
[
03/23,21:
44]Mk:
Chapter44(
LastChapt
er)°°
°°°"Babemywholefamil
ywantstomeetyou.
"
That '
st hebombKhay adr oppedonme30
mi nutesago.I 'donlymethi smom andsi ster.
Andnowhe' st el
li
ngmehi swhol ef am want sso
seeme.HowaboutNo.It riedar guingwi thhi m
l
istingsomanyr easonswhyIcoul dn'tgobuthe
washav i
ngnoneofi t
.Iwasser iousl ytempt ed
topokehi sey esoutbutIt ri
edr estraining
my self.Sonowhewaspacki ngandIwas
sitti
ngont hebedeat ingpl ainy oghur twith
cheese.Khay a:"Comeonpeel sjusthel pme
witht hesebags. "Me:"You' recr azyhowam I
supposedt omov e"hescof fedandr oll
edhi s
eyes.Khay a:"Idon'tknowwhyy ou'retakingso
manycl otheswe' reonlyst ay i
ngf or2day s.Me: "
Twoday sisal otofday s"Hi m: "Thatmakesno
sensewhat soev er"Me:"Whosai di t'
ssupposed
to?"Hechoset oignoremeandl oadedt hebags
i
nt hecar .Meanwhi l
eIwaseat i
ngpi ckles
dippedi npeanutbut t
er,Idon' tev enlikepeanut
but t
erorpi ckl esforthatmat ter, butpr egnancy
doest hattoy ou.Khay acamei nandwentup
stairst oshower .Ihadal readyshower edIwor e
al ongmaxi dresswi thcomf yshoesmyf eet
wer eki lli
ngme..Wehi tther oadandappar ent
ly
i
ti sa12hourdr ivetogett here.Butsi nceI '
min
myl astt ri
mest erIcan' tfl
ywi thanaer opl ane
wehadt odr ive.AndI 'vehadt opeeatl east3
ti
mesf ort hel ast5hour s.I'v
ehadt hisback
pai nsi ncemor ningIguessi tbecauseam
sitti
ngi nsuchanuncomf or t
ableposi tioncan' t
theymakewi dercarseat s?Khay a:"
Ar ey ou
okay ? "Ilookupathi m Me: "Mhm? "Khay a: "
You
j
ustkeepshi ftingandf i
dget i
ngar eokay ? "
Me: "Yeah, yeahI '
mfin-Ahhh! "Khay a:"Peel s?"
Me: "Idon' tknowKhay a-OhmyGodmywat er
j
ustbr oke! "Khay a:
"What !?"Me: "Calm down
geezy ou' r
enott heonei nl abourr i
ghtnow"
Thesecont r
act ionshur tlikehel l
.Thepr enat al
classeswet ooknev erpr eparedmef ort his.
Me: "Wher e'sthenear esthospi tal?"
Khay a:"There'sapr i
vat ehospi tal40mi nut es
away "Me: "Okaydr iveust hereI'l
lcallmymom
andNt ando"henoddedandIt ookmyphone
anddi aledmymom' snumberi twentt o
voicemai lsoIt r
iedNt ando' scell
phone.The
contractionswer enow9mi nutesapar tandhur t
l
ikeabi tch.Nt ando: "
Hel lo,Hi"Me: "Nt andoshi t
-"
Ibitmyt ounget ost opmysel ffrom scr eaming
"GettoCr escentPr ivateHospi t
al urgent ly"
Ntando: "Whywhathappened? "Me: "
Thebabyi s
comi ngy oumor on!"Nt ando: "
Isn'titabi tearly?'
Me: "
Ican' texactlytell i
ttogobacknowcan? "
Ntando: "Geezdr amaqueen"Me: "
Pl easeget
mom"Idr oppedt hecal l
causeIf eltanot her
contractioncomi ng.Damnwhydi dn'tany body
war nmeaboutt his?Icl osedmyey esandt ried
breathing.Khay a:"Arey ouokay ?"Me: "NoKhay a
howcanIbeokaywhenI 'mi nfucki ngl abour ?
Whenmybackf eel slikei t'
scracki ng?Huh?
Woul dy oubeokay !
?"Hel ookedst rai
ghtahead.
Ikeptwr i
gglingint hecarseat .Itfeltlikeages
ti
llKhay apul l
edupatt hehospi tal parkingl ot.A
wheel chai rwaswai tingf orme..17f ucki ng
hoursinl abouri snoj oke.Br i
ngi ngahumant o
thewor ldisthehar destt hingany onecando.
Andl et'
snotj ustt al
kaboutt hel abourImean
afterwardsy ounowhav eal itt
lehumanwho
youar eresponsi blef or.Onewhodependson
youf orev ery
thing.Iwoul dnev erdoi talone
singlemumsar et hemostst rongestpeopl eI
know.Ij ustwokeupaf tergivingbi rt
h
Me: "
Khay a.Wher eishe? "Khay a:" You'reawake.
Thedoct or sarest il
lchecki nghi m up. "Me: '
"I
s
heokay ?
"Khay a:"Yeshe' sfine.Ar eyouokay ?"
Me: "
I'
llbef i
ne."Khay a:"
Yourmom ar riveda
whi l
eago.She' sgonet ogetsomecof fee."I
noddedIwasst il
l ti
red.•Thenur sear ri
ve
holdingal it
tl
ebundl ewr appedupi nbl ue
blankets.Shegav ei ttomeandsmi l
ed.Ilooked
athim andsmi led.Hewasn' tpl annedbuthe' s
herenow.He' smymi stakebutI '
m gonnal ove
him he'siswhatIhopedf orandmor e.I '
ma
teenmom andam notashamedofi torhimf or
thatmat ter.Khay acamecl oserandki ssedme
ont hef or ehead.Khay a:"Thanky ouPeel s.
Thanky ouf orthisgi fty ougav eme.Ipr omise
tolov ey oubot handpr otecty ouwi thmyl i
fe.I
l
ov ey ouKay oneNy athi soont obeMr sNkosi "
hewi nkedandIsmi l
ed.Me: "Notany t
imesoon
MrNkosi .AndIl ov eyout oo"Weki ssedt il
l
someonecl earedt heirt hroat.Nt ando: "Ooo!
Comeandl etmemeetmynephew.Kay oney ou
ruinedt heki dwithy ourbi gfor ehead"Me: "
Shut
up."Nt ando: "
Sowhatar ewegonnanamehi m
wecan' tkeepcal linghi m' thebaby 'orwe
could. .
."Khay a:
"Khol o.We' llcallhi m Khol o"
Ntando: "Yi zo-Yizo. .
.K. Ont wanay am"
Me: "You'renotcal lingmybabyK. ONt ando"
Ntando: "Mommy 'sjustj ealousy ouhav eacool
nicknament wana. "Hest oppedf oramoment
andl ookeddeepi nt hought .Nt ando: "
Ijust
reali
zedsomet hing."Khay a:"What ? "Nt ando:"
Yournamesar eKhay a, KayoneandKhol o!
"He
saidi tli
kei t
'sthewei rdestt hingonear th.Me: "
Wehav enor mal names.What 'sy ourpoi nt?"
Ntando:"I
t'
stheKs!..t
ri
ppleK!KuKluxKlan!
"I
r
olledmyey es.Me:"That
'scomplet
ely
i
rr
el ev
antNtando"..KholomeansFaithbythe
way *°°°
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