I’ve never thought coming to UNJ would bring me so much hate to people’s characters.

I’ve only been

here for like 4 months but I’m already done with it. its not the UNJ itself, it is not my faculty either, but
the people in it. sensei(s) are super nice. Senpai, some are nice. But my own same year friends? I can say
some are nice but some really need to be slapped…with a brick.

I feel like I cant be myself if I am with them. Same thing happened when I was in my last year at high
school but this is worse. People are so judgmental here. Whether about what you wear, what your beliefs,
what you do. I swear, get the fuck out of people’s business. Being here, you get worried because your
beliefs is not something majority believe, and that you would get judged for it.

For example, I am a muslim. Well I am not so religious tho, but I am committed to my religion. I haven’t
wore hijab yet. And both my parents also my family are okay with it. But why do these people whom I
have just known for literally 4 months are expecting me to be in the same condition with them? I am not
you guys and will never be.

IMO hijab is something personal for me. And also, in term of religion, would some people fuck off from
other people’s other business? Religion and your beliefs is something REALLY PERSONAL to some
guys so don’t try to judge or to change our beliefs and force us to do something we don’t really fond
about.

I don’t really get it why people here like to expose what they did, how many times they prayed, etc etc. it
is something personal. Allah knows every details of everyone’s deeds. Just be kind to others.

And I wonder if forcing your beliefs to other people counts out as a good deed? I mean I know they have
good intentions to make us better. BUT, are intimidating other people who’s aren’t in the majority side a
good deeds? I am seriously questioning that.