Professional Documents
Culture Documents
Questions and Answers
Questions and Answers
Questions and Answers
Nityananda Prabhu then arranged to offer Vyasa-puja, or worship of the spiritual master,
to Lord Sri Gaurasundara. But Lord Caitanya carried the plow like weapon called musala in
the ecstasy of being Nityananda Prabhu.
PURPORT
By the order of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, Nityananda Prabhu arranged for Vyasa-puja of
the Lord on the night of the full moon. He arranged for the Vyasa-puja, or guru-puja,
through the agency of Vyasadeva. Since Vyasadeva is the original guru (spiritual master) of
all who follow the Vedic principles, worship of the spiritual master is called Vyasa-puja.
Nityananda Prabhu arranged for the Vyasa-puja, and sankirtana was going on, but when He
tried to put a garland on the shoulder of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, He saw Himself in Lord
Caitanya. there is no difference between the spiritual positions of Lord Caitanya
Mahaprabhu and Nityananda Prabhu, or Krsna and Balarama. All of Them are but different
manifestations of the Supreme Personality of Godhead. During this special ceremony, all the
devotees of Lord Caitanya Mahaprabhu could understand that there is no difference
between Lord Caitanya and Nityananda Prabhu.
The son of Maharaj Nanda, Krsna, is Caitanya; and Nitai is Balarama. Krsna is avatari, the
source of all avataras. Balarama is avatara, an incarnation. Brahma-samhita gives the
example of the lamp. From one original lamp many lamps can be lit and all the lamps have
the same potency of living light. Mahaprabhu showed that there is no difference between
avatara and avatari. Nityanandavese kaila musala dharana --- in the ecstasy of being
Nityananda Prabhu, Lord Caitanya showed the form of Nityananda, carrying the plow-like
weapon called musala."… when [Nityananda Prabhu] tried to put a garland on the shoulder
of Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu, He saw Himself in Lord Caitanya." Thus there is no difference
between avatara and avatari, no difference between Caitanya and Nityananada, no
difference between Krsna and Balarama. This is siddanta. The gaura-avatara is a purna-
avatara, complete incarnation, not an amsa-avatara, partial incarnation. Prabhodanada
Saraswatipad has described this in Caitanya-candramrta:141
If someone says that Lord Caitanya is an amsa-avatara like Lord Matsya, or if not that then
a lila-avatara or a saktyavesa-avatara, then he does not understand the actual glory of Lord
Caitanya, the Original Personality of Godhead who is full of allperfect and incomparable
potencies and wonderful pastimes.
Mercy of Mahaprabhu
na yogo dhyanam na ca japa-tapas-tyaga-niyama
na veda nacara kva un bata nisiddhady-uparatih
akasmac caitanye vatarati daya-sara-hrdaye
pumarthanam maulim param iha muda lunthati Jana
Now that Lord Caitanya, His Heart filled with the ocean of mercy, has descended to this
world, those living entities who had formerly never practiced yoga, meditated, chanted
mantras, performed austerities, followed various Vedic restrictions, studied the Vedas,
performed spiritual activities, or refrained from sins, have become able to easily plunder the
crest jewel of all goals of life, which is prema-dhana.
(Sri Caitanya-candramrta 111)
There are those who are very, very sinful persons; those who have not practiced yoga,
meditation or austerity; those who have not studied the Vedas and are bereft of Vedic
knowledge; those who have performed no vows and have no good behavior. They have
only asadacara, bad behavior. Still, Mahaprabhu is so wonderfully merciful. He is an ocean
of unlimited mercy, daya-sagara. He does not consider their lack of qualification.
Mahaprabhu offers this prema to them all indiscriminately. When Mahaprabhu appeared,
everyone drowned in this ocean of prema.
He does not consider whether a person is qualified or not. He does not see who is His own
and who is an outsider. He does not consider who should receive and who should not. He
does not consider whether it is the proper time. The Lord at once give that nectar of pure
devotional service that is difficult to obtain even by hearing the messages of the Lord,
seeing the deity, offering obeisances, meditation, or following a host of spiritual practices.
That Supreme Personality of Godhead Lord Gaura Hari is my only shelter.
(Sri Caitanya-candramrta 77)
Confidential
Gauranga Mahaprabhu is my only shelter. Without the mercy of Gauranga Mahaprabhu no
one can understand bhagavata-tattva.
srimad-bhagavatasya yatra paramam tatparyam utenkitam
sri-vaiyasakina duranvayantaya rasa-prasange pi yat
yad radha-rati-keli-nagara-rasasvadaika-sadbhajanam
tad vastu prathanaya gaura-vapusa lokevatirno harih
Because they are very difficult to understand, Sukadeva Goswami had only briefly hinted at
the sweet amorous lastimes of Sri Sri Radha and Krsna in his description of the rasa dance
in Srimad Bhagavatam. Now Lord Hari has descended to this world in a golden form to
reveal the truth of these pastimes.
(Sri Caitanya-candramrta 122)
Gaura Hari descended to reveal the truth about Lord Krsna's dancing with the gopis, rasa-
lila prasanga. The Bhagavata is the sweetest, most ripened, nectarean juicy fruit of the
Vedic tree --- nigama-kalpa-taror galitam phalam (SB.1.1.3)
Its essence is rasa-lila. But the speaker of that Bhagavata, Sukadeva Goswami, very
purposefully described that rasa-lila indirectly. Why? Because such bhaktas who can
understand, who can relish its mellow, are very, very rare. In order to elaborately reveal this
radha-krsna-gudha-rasa-prema-lila, the conjugal living affaire between Radha and Krsna
which are very, very confidential -- and to preach it in this world, Mahaprabhu appeared.
Without the mercy of Mahaprabhu no one can understand Srimad Bhagavatam, bhagavata-
tattva.
Storehouse of Prema
Yaha, bhagavata pada vaisnavera sthane
Ekanta asarya kara caitanya-carane
The second type of kapati, crooked , duplicitous person, is the bala-kapati. He has strength,
but even though Mahaprabhu's tumultuous kirtana is going on, he is not dancing in that
kirtana. He has strength, but he doesn't dance, tandava-nrtya, in gaura-kirtana.
The third type of kapati is the prema-kapati. He has not gotten prema, but he develops the
abhimana, "Oh, I am a vaisnava. I am a great devotee." These three types of kapatis
cannot get Mahaprabhu's mercy.They cannot understand bhagavata-dharma-tattva. They
cannot get prema unless they give up their kapatya and enviousness and serve sadhu, guru
and vaisnava --- niskapata-seva. They should render service without duplicity and get the
mercy of Mahaprabhu. Even though Mahaprabhu is living prema indiscriminetly, they cannot
get it.
Real Vyasa-puja
In his purport Srila Prabhupada writes, "Nityananda Prabhu arranged for the vyasa-puja of
the Lord… Since Vyasadev is the original guru (spiritual master) of all who follow the Vedic
principles, worship of the spiritual master through the agency of Vyasadev is called vyasa-
puja."
sri damodara svarupa,sri rupa, sri sanatana,sri ragunatha,sri jiva,bhatta yuga,sri krsnadasa
kavirajadi, srimad bhaktivinoda,srimad gaurakisora dasa, srimad bhaktisiddanta sarasvati,
srimad bhaktivedanta svami padanka sarvebhyo gurave namah
I offer my obeisances to the footprints of all the gurus, Srila Svarup Damodara Goswami,
Srila Rupa Goswami, Srila Sanatana Goswami, Srila Ragunatha Das Goswami, Srila Jiva
Goswami, Srila Gopal Bhatta Goswami, Srila Ragunatha Bhatta Goswami, the devotees
beginning with Srila Krsna das Kaviraja, Srila Bhaktivinode Thakur, Srila Gaurakisora Das
Babaji, Srila Bhaktisiddanta Sarasvati and Srila A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada.
Vyasa-puja means the worship of all of these gaudiya-vaisnava-acaryas.
Merciful Gift
Bhaktivinode Thakúra has said, "Gaudiya-vaisnava-siddhanta is the opinion of all gaudiya-
vaisnava-acarya-mahajanas. Whatever gaudiya-vaisnava-siddhanta we have received, that
is guru-varga-dhana --- the merciful gift of all the gaudiya-vaisnava-acaryas. That is their
lila-vaisistya, the wonderful characteristics of the lila of that guru-vaisnava-acarya.
"Gaudiya-vaisnava-siddhanta is the krpa-vaisistya, the special characteristics of their
merciful lila. If we do not observe this festival, if we do not remember and glorify the
gaudiya-vaisnava-acrayas, it Hill be a great disservice towards them. If we do not discuss
their vaisistya, their wonderful characteristics, if we remain inactive, not observing the
appearance day and disappearance day of such acaryas, mahajanas, then it will be an
anyaya, a great injustice. Without their mercy we cannot understand this gaudiya-vaisnava-
siddhanta. Through Sriman Mahaprabhu is wonderfully merciful, indiscriminately living
Krsna-prema, still, we cannot have it without their mercy.
No Compromise
Bhaktivinode Thakur, a great acarya in our line, has said that if you want to develop pure
bhakti then you should not even slightly compromise with abhakti, non-devotion. Our
revered spiritual master Srila Prabhupada also said there should be no compromise. Where
is the question of compromise? Bhaktivinode Thakur emphatically said, "It is better to have
an empty cowshed than to have a dusta-goru, a wicked cow." That means that in this
bhaktivinoda-dhara, in this flow coming from Bhaktivinode Thakúr, there is no question of
impurity, no question of checking the flow. Crookedness and enviousness are not allowed.
Mad-bhakta-pujabhyadhika
Sarva-bhutestu man-matih
The worship offered to My bhakta, My dear devotee, is better than worship offered directly
to Me.
(Bhag. 11.19.21)
In the Vedas and Puranas the Lord has firmly declared, "Worship of My devotees is better
than worship of Me.
(Cb. adi1.8)
Therefore, in this vyasa-puja Nityananda Prhabhu was offering worship and Mahaprabhu
appeared in the form of Nityananda Prabhu, because Nityananda Prabhu is a bhakta. He is
Balaram.
(Cc.adi 6.76-77)
Nitai is Guru
That same Balaram is Nitai. Guru Krsna-rupa hana sastrera pramane-sarstra-pramana
describes that Krishna appears as guru.(Cc.adi1.45) Nityananda offered vyasa-puja to Gaura
because Gaura is svayam-bhagavan, the Original Personality of Godhead. But when Nitai
was going to put the garland on Gauranga Mahaprabhu, He saw himself there. That means
that vyasa-puja is his puja, Nityananda's puja, because Nityananda is guru. He is bhakta,
bhakta-rupa, bhaktavatara.
Panca-tattvatmakam krsnam
Bhakta-rupa-svarupakam
Bhaktavataram bhaktakhyam
Namami bhakta-saktikam
I offer my obeisances unto the supreme Lord, Krishna, who is nondifferent from His
features as a devotee, devotional incarnation, devotional manifestation, pure devotee, and
devotional energy.
(Cc.adi 1.14)
Very Powerful
Serving the vaisnavas; taking the dust or the foot washing water of the vaisnavas; and
adharamantra, tasting the remnants of the vaisnavas foodstuffs --- these three are very
powerful. No one can estimate or evaluate the potency in these three things. Therefore
they are amulya-vastu, invaluable. Narottam Das Thakur has therefore sung:
The dust of the vaisnavas' lotus feet is my bathing water. My mantra for offering oblations,
tarpana, is the names of the vaisnavas. My mind is firmly convenced of the spiritual benefit
obtained by eating the remnants of foodstuffs left by the vaisnavas. The names of the
vaisnavas are my happiness.
kanaka-kamini,' 'pratistha-baghini.'
Chadiyache jare,sei to vaisnava
Sei anasakta.' Sei suddha-bhakta.'
Samsar tatha pay parabhava
Yatha-yoga bhoga, nahi tatha roga,
Anasakta' sei ki ar kahabo
'asakti-rohita,' sambandha-sahita,'
visaya-samuha sakali 'madhava'
se 'yukta-vairagya.' Taha to' saubhagya,
taha-i jadete harir avivaba
kitane jahar, 'pratistha-sambhar.'
Tahar sampatti kevala 'kaitava
Money, women, and fame are like tigers. A vaisnava gives them up and keeps them at a
distance. Such a devotee, who is without material attachments, is a suddha-vaisnava. Such
a devotee had conquered over the material world and its illusions of enjoyment. Accepting
only what is needed in the service of the Lord, he remains free from the diseased mentality
of material enjoyment and dedicates himself to the Lord's service. Free from all false
attachments, he sees everything is meant for the pleasure of Sri Krishna. He knows that to
engage everything in the service of Krishna is real renunciation. Because he understands
that the true position of renunciation is in dedicating everything to Krishna, he is truly
fortunate. Although he lives within the material world he dwells within the revelation of
Krishna's pastimes and experiences the extension of the spiritual world within the material
world. On the other hand, one who chants the holy name of the Lord for name and fame is
simple a hypocrite and a cheater.
Completely Detached
A vaisnava is one who has given up the desire for possessing kanaka and kamini, gold and
women. And pratistha-baghini ---he is not running after name, fame, adoration or prestige.
Such a person is a vaisnava, a pure devotee. A vaisnava is not attached too or attracted to
kanaka, kamini, or pratistha --- wealth, women or prestige. He is completely detached from
them. His only attachment is to the lotus feet of Krishna. A vaisnava has completely
defeated the material world of maya. He is yukta-vairagya --- although he has everything
he is not attached. He is anasakta, completely indifferent. He utilizes everything for the
enjoyment and living service of Krishna, guru and Gauranga.
'asakti-rohita,' sambandha-sahita,'
visaya-samuha sakali 'madhava'
He is fixed and established in his pure, eternal, loving relationship with Krishna. He
understands that everything found here in the material world is all paraphernalia for
Krishna's enjoyment and there is nothing here for the jiva's enjoyment. Krishna is the only
visayi, meaning one who has material wealth, land, property, and money. All of these things
belong to Krishna. One who knows this is a yukta-vairagi, a renunciate who uses everything
for Krishna's pleasure, not a phalgu-vairagi, a false renunciate. Such false renunciation is
described:
One may be doing kirtana, dancing, chanting, and playing mrdanga, "din-din-din-din-dah!"
Playing the cymbals, "dah! dah! dah!" But he is only doing it for the name, fame, and
prestige. Whatever sampati, reward, he gets is kaitava, only cheating. His bhajana is only
duplicitious, crookedness and enviousness. He is not a vaisnava. One should understand
who is a vaisnava.
Best Worship
Jiva Goswami Prabhu in Bhakti-sandarbha quotes Padma Purana:
The Supreme Lord Krishna says,"One may offer puja, worship, to Me with gandha, scents,
pulpa, flowers, incense, lamp, etc., but if they never offer worship to my dear devotees with
all these paraphernalia, I am not pleased with it.
Adarah paricaryayam
Sarvangair abhivandanam
Mad-bhakta-pujabhyadhika
Sarva-bhutesu man-matih
Mad-arthesv anga-cesta ca
Vacasa mas-guneranam
Mayy arpanam ca manasah
Sarva-kama-vivarjanam
My dear devotees render service to Me with great care and respect. They offer obeisances
to Me with all their bodily limbs. They worship My devotees, which is greater than worship
of Me. They see all living entities related to Me. They engage the entire energy of their
bodies for Me.They engage their power of speech in glorification of My qualities and form.
They dedicate their minds unto Me and try to give up all kinds of material desires. Thus My
dear devotees are characterized.(Bhag.11.19.21-22)
These are vaisnavas. Krishna says, "Mad-bhakta-pujabhyadhika --- the worship offered to
them is better than worship offered to Me directly." That worship is vyas-puja of all pure
gaudiya vaisnava acaryas. Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati Goswami Prabhupada expressed this
at his vyasa-puja.
Acarya-avatara Kirtana
Krishna is visaya-vigraha, the object of love, and guru-vaisnava is asraya-vigraha, the abode
of love. The only activity of such guru-vaisnavas is hari-kirtana. They have no other activity.
Unless the asraya-vigraha-avatara acarya-sri-gurudeva does kirtana, how can you
understand the tattva of the visaya-vigraha? How can you understand the tattva of the
nama, rupa, guna, parikara, and lila of visaya-vigraha --- the truth about the name, form,
qualities, associates, and pastimes of the Supreme Lord? We cannot understand unless
acarya-gurudeva does kirtana. No one can understand the sastra-avatara, the incarnation of
all sastras, Srimad Bhagavatam. It is the vani, the message incarnation of Lord Krishna. No
one can understand the bhagavata-tattva, the purport of this sastra-avatara, unless acarya-
gurudeva, who is asraya-vigraha, does kirtana. Sri-nama and sri-mantra have appeared in
this material world as sabda-avatara. But unless acarya-avatara does kirtana in the ears of
the sisya, disciple, it will not be effective. You will find that the mantra and the holy name
are written there in satra, grantha. One may say, "yes, the mantra is written here, so I'll
chant it." But unless the mahanta-guru, asraya-vigraha-acarya does kirtana in the ears of
the sisya it will never be effective. It is absolutely necessary. Sri-nama, sri mantra, and
grantha-bhagavata are all visaya-vigraha. Without the kirtana of the asraya-vigraha they will
never manifest. Try to understand. Mahaprabhu will help you. Nityananda prabhu will help
you.
One may think, "If I do arcana, worship of the deities in the temple, then I can understand
everything," no. You cannot understand adhoksaja, that which is beyond sensory
perception. The visaya-vigraha will never manifest without the kirtana of the asraya-
vigraha, acarya-avatara, guru, vaisnava. This is absolutely necessary. Therefore puja offered
to them is a superior type of puja mad-bhakta-pujabhyadhika.
Therefore when Nityananda prabhu offered vyasa-puja, Mahaprabhu manifestad the form of
Nityananda, "I am Nityananda." That is guru-puja, vyasa-puja. This is the purport here.
Kirtana is Required
Mahaprabhu has written, kirtaniyah sada harih, one should always do kirtana of the names
of hari. Our tattva-acarya Jiva Goswami in his Sandarbha has written:
Even though in the age of kali one may perform the above eight branches of bhakti,
nevertheless, one must perform kirtana as the principle way of advancing in sadhana-
bhakti.
(Krama-sandarbha commentary to Bhag.7.5.23-24)
In Kali-yuga, although one may cultivate other types of bhakti such as smaranam, arcanam,
vandanam, dasyam and sakhyam, still one, should cultivate these other types of bhakti only
with kirtana --- that is kirtanakhya bhakti.
One must accept a sadhu-guru-acarya-vaisnava and hear kirtana from him. Kirtana is
required. Who does kirtana? Asraya-avatara, asraya-vigraha-acarya, vaisnava-guru does
kirtana. Without his kirtana you cannot understand this bhakti-tattva. Therefore Jiva
Gosvami says, kirtanakhya bhakti-samyogenaiva, and this is our siddhanta. One must
approach such a guru-acarya-vaisnava who is asraya-vigraha. His only activity is hari-
kirtana. Unless the asraya-vigraha-acarya-guru-vaisnava does kirtana, bhakti-tattva cannot
be revealed to you. Although other processes of bhakti are there in Kali-yuga, without the
kirtana of the acarya-avatara, bhakti-tattva cannot be understood.
Sri damodara svarupa, sri rupa, sri ragunatha, sri jiva, bata yuga, sri krsnadas-kavirajadi,
srimad bhaktivinoda, srimad gaurakisora dasa, srimad bhaktisidhanta sarasvati, srimad
bhaktivedanta svami pandanka sarvebhyo gurave namah
This is vyasa-puja.
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes. One has to hear. It is not that, "All right, tapes are there, I'll
hear the recorded tapes." Sabda-brahma will never descend.
Devotee #2: Only when you are personally sitting there with a pure vaisnava?
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes. Now in this material scientific age so many techniques are
there. People, say, "No more teacher are required. We'll teach through television."
Nonsense. Sabda-brahma will never descend.
Devotee #3: What if one is a disciple of a bonafide guru, then later on that guru stops his
lila. What should one do?
Gauranga's pastimes are still going on. People say, "Oh Gauranga Mahaprabhu has
disappeared." One who is very fortunate and has vision he can see how gaura-lila is going
on.
Devotee #3: I may think, "I have already taken the dust of the lotus feet of my guru. Now
he is not here. So I don't need that dust anymore."
Gour Govinda Swami: Darsana is there. The guru is always there if you have the eye to
see. If you are a sat-sisya you can always see how the guru is present.
Gour Govinda Swami: Blind man! If you are endowed with that vision you can see.I
never lost sight of my guru. I see my guru is always there. Therefore I cannot say,"nitya-
lila-pravistha". It is so painful to me. No! He is here.
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes, Yes. Anarthas are like clouds covering the sun. The eye is
covered.
Devotee #2: Can one see guru appearing in different forms, or is he coming in dreams?
Gour Govinda Swami: He may come in a dream. He has different forms also, just as
Krishna has different forms. Krishna has so many manifestations. Therefor we have
described in our book Sri Guru-vandana about samasti-guru and vyasti-guru.
Gour Govinda Swami: Guru Krsna-rupa hana sastrera pramane (Cc. adi-lila1.45} --
scripture describes that it is Krishna who appears as guru.
Krishna is one. Guru tattva is also one. Guru is one, but he appears in different, different,
forms. That is samasti-guru. The particular forms such as Srila Bhaktivedanta Swami, Srila
Bhakitisiddhanta, this person and that, this is vyasti-guru.
Devotee #3: When Srila Bhaktisiddhanta Saraswati left, guru was still there?
Devotee #3: Because guru is non-different from Krishna we understand that to be a guru
is not an easy thing. So why is it said that someone maybe on the level of kanistha or
madhyama and be guru?
Gour Govinda Swami: All are gurus. There is kanistha-guru, madhyama-guru, uttama-
gurus. Divisions are there. What you deserve you get. Krishna knows what you deserve so
He makes an appropriate arrangement for you.
Devotee #7: Some devotees are not accepting guru now. They are saying, "I'll just accept
sastra.
Devotee #7: But we have seen, as in Russia, that some devotees have only gotten books
and they are now chanting, worshiping the deity, and preaching.
Gour Govinda Swami: You cannot understand. In sastra, mantra is there. Nama is there.
But unless it comes out from the lips of sad-guru, Sri Guru, your chanting will never be
effective. The potency will never be there.
Devotee #7: But they say that smrti-sastra is coming from the lips of vaisnavas, so we are
heaing smrti.
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes. This is how sastra manifests. When is comes out from the lips
of sad-guru, Sri Guru, then it manifests. Though sastra is there, by itself it will never
manifest to you. It's a question of manifestation.
Devotee #7: Other persons say that we can hear from the commentaries of the vaisnava-
acaryas.
Srimad Bhagavatam can only be understood by bhakti, not be dint of one's intelligence or
by reading commentaries. (Cc.24.313)
You cannot understand Bhagavata by taking help of the tikas, commentaries. So many
commentaries are there. One may think, "Yes, I am a scholar. It is all written in Sanskrit. I
know the language so I can read and understand it." No! You can only understand Srimad
Bhagavatam by bhakti. You cannot understand Bhagavata by dint of your material
scholarship, learning, intelligence, or by taking the help of the commentaries. No, no. Hear
from acarya and then you can develop bhakti. Unless you hear, how can you understand
just by reading? You cannot understand. Grantha-avatara will never manifest to you. You
will only see paper, and black and white. Nothing else.
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes. That will inspire you. Just one book distributed spreads so far.
First you read the book and then one friend says, "Oh, let me read it." Then he lets
someone else read it. In this way it spreads so much. The sound of the mrdanga only goes
from here to there. But the brhad-mrdanga spreads so far. That will inspire you. You will
think, "Who is the source? Let me go and see and hear from him."
Devotee #7: So first you hear and then if you read the same thing in the sastra...
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes. It is only in Kali-yuga that books are required.. In other yugas
there are no books. Just by hearing once they would never forget. But in this yuga, if I ask
you to repeat what you have heard after the class, how much can you repeat? You will have
already forgotton ninety to ninety-five percent. Only five percent you may be able to repeat.
Books are required. Therefore Vyasadev came and wrote books. In other yugas there are
no books. They will help you remember, "Oh yes. I have heard. Now it is here."
Devotee #7: In your book Sri Guru-vandana, you have described this flow of nectar as
padma-madhu.You said that it comes to a devotee who is a sincere hearer. So someone
who is very sincere to hear from guru and serves guru, he may get that nectar even though
he may not have physical contact?
Gour Govinda Swami: You should be greedy. Physical contact is required. You must hear
directly, not just by listening to tapes. Sabda-brahma will never descend through a tape.
One must hear from a physically present Sri Guru.
Srila Gour Govinda
Maharaja Page
Why Krsna Became Gauranga
Mahaprabhu
by Sri Srimad Gour Govinda Swami Maharaja
GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT
One day Srimate Radharani decorated Her kunja very nicely. Her
asta-sakhis, eight intimate sakhis are there. Lalita, Visakha, Tunga-
vidya, etc., they decorated Radharani's kunja with varieties of
scented flowers, so many decorations. Krsna will come. They are all
waiting. Radharani is waiting, waiting eagerly for Krsna to come.
Some wind is blowing, some sound is produced. "Oh, Krsna's
coming!" So she is in anxiety at every moment. But Krsna has not
come.
They sent one dyuti, messenger, "You go and see where is this
Krsna!" So the dyuti went out and on the way met Saibya,
Candravali's companion sakhi. Saibya told her that Krsna is in
Candravali's kunja. So that dyuti came back and reported it to Lalita
and Visakha. "Krsna is in Candravali's kunja." So Visakha became
very angry. Lalita is a bit softer. Visakha is very hard. They reported
this to Radharani. Radharani became sulky. Her leftist mood became
heightened and reached the topmost point.
What does Srimate Radharani say? "Why should Krsna come to Me?
I am most ill-fated! So many gopis are there. Candravali and so
many others are there." That is leftist mood. So Radharani says, "I
don't want Krsna to come. Don't allow Him to come to My kunja.
Entrance is forbidden!" Radha said this out of sulkiness.
HARSH WORDS
Meanwhile, Krsna came, but at the gate Visakha and Lalita stopped
Him. "Not allowed!" "Get out from here, unreliable person! Our
prana-sakhi, our dearmost sakhi has decorated this kunja so nicely,
waiting for You. Where were You?! Why are You coming now? Get
out from here!" Visakha was very hard.
So Purnamasi devi said, "Oh my dear boy, why are You in such a
condition? I know everything. All right! All right! I have made an
arrangement. I have already sent Vrnda-devi to make arrangements
for your union with Radharani."
Then Vrnda came. Krsna was very morose, crying, sitting there,
rolling in the sand of the Yamuna. Vrnda devi thought, "Oh! I am an
instrument in the hand of Purnamasi, Yoga-maya. Krsna is lila-maya,
what a very wonderful lila He has manifested. So now Krsna is
feeling so much acute pangs of separation from Radharani, and
Radharani has developed a sulkiness that Krsna doesn't know how to
break. So Paurnamasi is using me as instrument. If I can be an
instrument in uniting Radha and Krsna, then I think my life will be
successful."
She thought to herself like that, and then approaching Krsna, she
said, "I am Vrnda. I have come here under the direction of
Paurnamasi. I understand that there is no means how you will be
able to meet Radharani and console Her, to break Her sulkiness. No
other means is there, but one thing is there. If you do what I say,
then there is hope."
When Vrnda said this, immediately that form appeared there. Krsna
became that sannyasi form--shaved head, and His complexion is of
molten gold. No peacock feather, no flute, no three places curved
form. In yogi, sannyasi form He immediately appeared there. Then
Vrnda devi sang a song, that is glorification of Radha,
"Oh Srimate Radharani, You have developed a sulky mood. You are
the crest jewel of the leftisty mood. Your whole body is covered with
a bluish sari. The complexion of Your body is that of molten gold. Up
to now Radharani was mad for Kanu (Krsna) prema. She was
stealing the mind of Krsna. O Gandarvike, You were stealing the
mind of Kanu, Krsna, enchanting Him with Your beautiful form and
qualities. But today Kanu, Krsna, is moving from door to door
begging radha-prema, radha-prema, radha-prema"
SANNYASI THAKURA
So Krsna sang that song. Then He went to Radharani's kunja. At the
gate He found Lalita and Visakha. Krsna started singing this nice
song glorifying Radharani. Singing, "Kanu is a beggar today, moving
door to door begging radha-prema, radha-prema, radha-prema."
Seeing a sannyasi singing this nice song, Lalita and Visakha became
very happy.
Visakha said, "Sannyasi thakura, this song You are singing is very
nice. Who has taught You this song?"
The sannyasi said, "I have nothing, I am a beggar. I've come here to
get radha-prema, radha-prema. I am a prema-bhikhari. I am a
beggar of prema."
"Will You come into the kunja to calculate the fate of our prana-
sakhi? She's very much distressed."
"Oh yes, I can do."
Then Visakha takes the sannyasi into the kunja. She requested
Krsna, "Will You please again sing that nice song You were singing
before?"
Then Lalita said, "Have patience, O sakhi. One sannyasi thakura has
come who will calculate Your fortune. Don't be impatient."
So Lalita let the sannyasi into the kunja and arranged a seat on the
veranda of Radharani's bedroom. Then Lalita brought Radharani
onto the veranda. So Radharani came, putting a veil on her head.
Why? Because Radharani only sees Krsna. She never sees any other
male. Putting on the veil, Radharani came and sat near the sannyasi
thakura. Lalita brought Her left hand to the sannyasi thakura.
Krsna said, "I am a sannyasi, I cannot touch the hand of your sakhi."
"No, I can calculate seeing the lines on Her forehead. I know how to
do it."
"But my sakhi does not look at any male, only Krsna. No. She's very
strict in that matter. She never looks at any male but Krsna."
Lalita devi removed the veil. Then immediately Krsna's form came,
tri-bhanga-lalita. That sannyasi form disappeared. Now tri-bhanga,
three places curved, peacock feather and flute. Then the eyes of
Krsna and the eyes of Radha united. Her sulkiness was gone.
KRSNA-LILA, GAURA-LILA
End
Devotee: What if someone tries to serve his guru in this way and
then later on the guru falls down?
This is your responsibility. You should find such a person and don't
follow this gaddalika-srota-nyaya." Oh, everyone is accepting so and
so as a paramahamsa, maha-bhagavata. Everyone says so." Alright,
don't think anything, fall into the ditch.
Gaura Govinda Swami: Don't find fault with others. Find fault with
yourself. See good in others. See bad in yourself. You have
committed a mistake; therefore such a thing has happened. The
caitya-guru, Paramatma, Krsna, He knows your heart.
He knows what you are whispering in your heart. You cannot cheat
Him. Outwardly you may be speaking very sweet from the lips. Your
external dealings may be very nice. But inside, don't be hypocrite.
Be a simple, natural vaisnava. You have no simplicity in your heart.
Duplicity, pretentiousness, crookedness, politics- so many nasty
things are there in you heart.
Guru Darsana
Gaura Govinda Swami: One thing is important: We don't' know
who is a real, bona fide guru. Can you know? Can you measure? Can
you see with your material vision? You can't see. You can't measure
him. Krsna is adhoksaja. He cannot be measured by the defective
material senses. Similarly, His true representative the bona fide guru,
the dear devotee who is very intimate and very confidential, cannot
be measured by your defective senses. You cannot see him with
your material vision. You can only see the outward body of flesh,
bones, marrow, blood, and urine. In the 11th Canto Krsna says that
the guru acarya is as good as He Himself.
acarya-mam vijaniyan
navamanyeta karhicit
na martya-buddhyasuyeta
sarva-deva-mayo guruh
One should know the acarya as Myself and never disrespect him in
any way.
One should not envy him, thinking him to be an ordinary man, for he
is the representative of all the demigods. (Bhag. 11.17.27)
Every day you sing saksad-dhari, and Krsna says the same thing:
acaryam mam vijnaniyan-"He is as good as Myself." Na martya-
buddhyasuyeta-"Don't think of him as an ordinary mortal human
being." Sarva-deva mayo guruh- "No, all the demigods are there in
him."
How can you see such a guru with your material vision? As you
cannot see Krsna with material vision, you cannot see the guru with
material vision. You will only see the outward thing, which is not
guru. Only if the guru showers his mercy on you can you be
endowed with the vision to see his true form. By the mercy of guru
you can see guru, otherwise you cannot see.
This vision is only obtained by crying and crying and crying before
Krsna: "Oh Krsna, I don't know who is your real representative who
can deliver You to me cent percent. I want you cent percent, O
Krsna." If you cry before Krsna then Krsna will make an
arrangement. He is there in the heart as Paramatma. He will
understand, "Now he's crying for Me, so I must help him." He will
make an arrangement that you meet a bona fide guru, a genuine
representative of Krsna. Otherwise it is not possible. This is the only
process.
But in our case we try to measure everything. We measure the Lord.
We measure the guru. We try to see the Lord with our vision, with
our defective senses. Therefore our acaryas and sastras say that the
guru is the seer, drasta, and you should put yourself in the position
as the object to be seen, drsta. It is very difficult to understand this
point because almost everyone thinks just in the reverse. You think
you are the seer and the Lord or guru are drsta, the objects to be
seen. No! It is the complete opposite. The Lord is the seer and the
guru is the seer. You are not the seer. You are the object to be seen
by guru or seen by the Lord. Do you understand? This is a very deep
philosophy.
Confirmation Needed
Devotee: How do we discern between the prompting of Paramatma
and the ramblings of our mind?
Devotee: All this talk of crying for Krsna: I was just reading in the
Nectar of Devotion that we should not cry before the Deity.
Gaura Govinda Swami: Don't cry before the Deities- cry in your
room! This crying should be in the heart. Krsna is everywhere. If you
cry, Krsna knows, Krsna sees.
Genuine Sadhu-sanga
A mother has a six or seven year old son. She wanted to admit
him into primary school so that he could get some education, but
the school was a little far away, half a mile from their house. Still
she told the boy that he should go every day to the school in the
morning.
So, the boy started going. On the path to the school, he had to
pass through a jungle where there were some ferocious animals,
tigers, and snakes. Being a small child, he was afraid. He came to
his mother and said, “Oh mother, when I was going through that
jungle on the way to school, I was very afraid. So many ferocious
animals are there. I can’t go any more.”
His mother said, “Why are you afraid? Don’t you know that your
friend Gopal is there? Just call your friend; He will help you. You
need not be afraid.”
“Yes. When you feel afraid, you should call out, ‘Oh my friend
Gopal, I am in a fearful situation! Where are You? Please come!’
You should say like that.”
The teacher told him, “You are poor. You don’t have enough
money. But you should at least bring fifty paisa—half of a rupee.”
The child returned home and told his mother that the teacher
said that he had to pay fifty paisa for the festival. But they had
nothing, not even a single paisa. The mother said, “Tell the teacher
that we have no money. We are very poor. But we will bring milk.”
“Oh, your friend Gopal will give us milk. He tends cows. He can
supply as much milk as your teacher wants. Yes. You tell Gopal!”
“My teacher has said that I have to pay fifty paisa, but we have
no money. My mother said to ask You to give us some milk, because
they need milk for the festival. So you must supply as much milk as
they need.”
Gopal came with a small earthen pot filled with milk. “All right,
take this milk. Give it to your teacher. This pot will give as much
milk as they want. It will never be empty.” The boy took it and gave
it to the teacher.
Seeing the small pot, the teacher said, “Oh this is just a small
amount of milk. We need a large amount, ten buckets of milk. You
have only brought a small pot.”
“No, no, no. It will never be empty. You bring ten buckets and
pour this pot out. All ten buckets will be filled.”
The teacher did so, and amazingly, ten buckets were filled. Then
the teacher asked, “Where did you get such a pot?”
Such a simple child gets help from Krishna. But you are
worrying, he is worrying, she is worrying, “What shall I do? What
shall I do? I need so much money. How can I do it? I cannot collect.
I have to do this thing. I have to do that thing. I have so many
problems, so many hindrances, so many obstacles. Why don’t you
ask Gopal? Gopal is ready to help you, but you are not asking Him.
If you are asking, then why is Gopal not coming? You say, “Yes, yes
I am asking, ‘O Krishna! O Krishna! Please help me, please help me!’
But Krishna is not coming and helping me.”
If one has faith, then he can easily obtain Krishna and arguments or
doubts stay far away.
Why Depressed and Disappointed?
If you have strong faith, you will get Krishna. You have faith, but
it is not strong. It is soft faith. At any time it can break and you feel
yourself disappointed, depressed. Why such feelings? Why
disappointed? Why depressed? Because you do not have strong faith
in Krishna. You have no faith in sadhu-sastra-guru vakya You have
lost faith, therefore you feel disappointed and depressed.
Chant Loudly!
Dhruva Maharaja was also only a child, a five-year old boy. When
he inquired from his mother Suniti, she told him, “Narayan is there.
If you get the mercy of Lord Narayan then all of your desires will be
fulfilled.”
Dhruva siad, “Yes! Lord Narayan. Where is He?”
Suniti said, “I have heard that saints and sages go to the forest
to get Him.”
Dhruva said, “Oh, I must go! I must go and get Him!” He was
only a five-year-old boy ,but he had such determination.
Some persons say, “Shall I just have blind faith? Shall I not think
anything? Shall I not apply my intelligence, my deliberation? Should
I just put blind faith in whatever sadhu and sastra say?”
They say, “We have our own intelligence. We must think very
seriously before we can accept.”
How can you deliberate on what Krishna says, what sastra says ,
what the mahajanas say? They have no defects. You are a
conditioned soul with four defects; bhrama (tendency to commit
mistakes), pramada (the tendency to be illusioned), vipralipsa (the
tendency to cheat), and karanapatava (imperfect senses). Your
senses are defective. The thoughts in your mind are defective. What
you perceive through your senses is defective.
“There is no Sadhu Present”
Can you see a sadhu? Do you have the vision to see a sadhu?
You are a conditioned soul. You have defective vision. How can you
see a sadhu? You have developed this motto, “Seeing is believing.”
You say, “ If I see, then I will believe. Can you show me? Can you
show me the Lord? Then I will believe.”
But you are not prepared to admit that you are blind. You have
no vision to see the Lord. Even if I show you the Lord, how can you
see without vision? You are not prepared to admit your
shortcoming. You are such a crooked, pretentious, duplicitous
person. You are always trying to hide your defects. You are not
prepared to admit them. This is proof that you are not at all simple.
You are a crooked person. Be simple! If you just once say with an
open heart, “Krishna I am Yours!” then immediately Krishna will
accept you. He is there in your heart, but you can’t cry out to Him.
Your heart if filled with such filth, such duplicity and crookedness.
You are ever simple. And Krishna knows it.
This is the reason why you cannot develop strong faith. Now
you want to see sadhu. You say, “We don’t see any sadhus. There
are no sadhus.
If there is no sadhu, then how are things going on? This is Kali-
yuga, the most sinful and degraded age. Still there is ekapad-
dharma, one-legged religion, therefore things are continuing.
Otherwise everything would have been finished, destroyed. In
Satya-yuga dharma had four legs. In Treta-yuga three legs were
there. In Dvarpara-yuga two legs were there, and in Kali-yuga there
is one leg. Because this one leg of dharma is present, things are
going on and we are all here.
Those who have vision, they see and they say, arya-vijna-vakya nahi
dosa catustaya—the words of the mahajanas, sadhus, are free from
the four defects. Why don’t you put unflinching faith in their words?
You say, “I must think about it first. I must deliberate on what they
say. If I am convinced then I will apply it.”--- This is all duplicity,
crookedness, lack of faith! You are not prepared to admit that you
have four defects. Your senses are defective, how can you see? You
think, “I am the seer. I will see.” But you are not the seer. You have
defective vision. How can you see a sadhu who is free from defects
and exists on the transcendental platform? He is in the fourth
dimension. You are limited to three dimensions: length, breadth and
height. Can your material mind conceive the fourth dimension?
Then how can you say, “If I see, only then I will accept?” Nonsense!
Such nonsense! You can only act on faith. Nothing else.
In the story I told, the mother instructed and the child put faith
in her words. The mother is authority and the child is simple.
Sadhu, mahajana, and sastra are authority. But you have no faith in
them. How can you get Krishna? Faith is the most important thing.
Even if you put blind faith, still you will be delivered because sadhu
mahajanas are free from defects. What they say is real truth---
mahajana yei kahe, sei satya mani (Cc. Madhya 25.56). Suppose you
put blind faith in sadhu’s words and you go to hell; then sadhu-
mahajan will go to hell to deliver you. But by your manipulations,
politics, and duplicity, even if you elevate yourself to the position of
Brahmaloka, Satyaloka, still you will fall from there and you cannot
be delivered by sadhu-mahajana.
Jada Bharat was also simple in this way. A group of dacoits were
searching for a nice human being to sacrifice so that Kali would be
pleased and they could get a benediction from her. They found Jada
Bharat sitting in a cornfield. He was very strong, stout, and good-
looking. They thought he would be very nice for sacrifice. Jada
Bharat was like a madman --- dumb and callous like an animal. Just
like the butcher taking an animal to the slaughterhouse, the dacoits
took him to be sacrificed. Jada Bharat went with no protest, just like
a simple child. He was such an elevated paramahamsa! The dacoits
bathed him and put new clothes on him. The put vermilion on is
forehead. Then they asked him, “Please bow down here.” Like a
simple child he did what they said. Then they raised a sword to cut
off his head.
Questions:
Our teachings which are coming through our parampara are true,
coming form Mahaprabhu. They are our sadacara, our regulative
principle. They are law for all humanity. And this law, this sadacara,
has come down to us through parampara. If we disrespect it, if we
don't execute it in our life, if we add any deliberation, if we twist it,
then we will become offenders. We will commit offence by not
obeying the orders of guru. Yes, namaparadha. Then we will be far
away from the lotus feet of our guru. Guru will never keep us at his
lotus feet. If, in order to execute, to obey the order of my guru, it is
needed to become very proud, I will never hesitate to become very
proud. If it is needed to become an animal, I will never hesitate to
become an animal. If it is needed to go to hell for guru, I will never
hesitate to do it. Do you follow me? That is how to execute the order
of the guru. That is how to become a true follower of guru.
I will never hesitate to do it. I will never hear from anyone but my
guru. Those who are saying something different form this teaching
coming through bonafide parampara, coming from Mahaprabhu‹we
will never listen to them. If somebody says something different, then
like Bhimasena, with my fist, I will crush it. I will destroy it. I will
defeat it. I am so proud. With just one speck of dust form the lotus
feet of my guru, crores and crores of people of this world will be
delivered. You should understand how powerful one little speck of
dust of my guru's lotus feet is. There is no such a scholar as my
guru. I will never accept anyone else as a scholar. There is no such
teachings as those that my guru has imparted, to be found in any
human being, or in any demigod. I know it very well. No one else
can give such teachings. There is nothing in thiw world that is as
heavy as a tiny speck of dust from the lotus feet of my guru. This is
the follower of true parampara, I am following such parampara. This
is the teaching, one should understand it very well.
Gour Govinda Swami: Through his books, yes. All sadhus speak
through their books. Jiva Goswami, Rupa Goswami, Sanatana
Goswami, Bhaktivinoda Thakur, Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati and Srila
Prabhupada all say that they speak through books.
This is not a new thing. This is our vaisnava procedure. But you
should see him. Can you see Bhaktivinode Thakur? Can you see Jiva
Goswami ? You may say, "Oh I have read their books, I have their
association." That won't help you. You cannot understand what they
have said merely by reading their books.Your consciousness is very
low, so you cannot understand their words. They are very, very
merciful, but you should follow the proper path. If you are intelligent
you will understand how they are still here, not only in the form of
their books but also they are here. You should see them. Why are
you thinking so foolishly? So many books were already there, so why
has Srila Prabhupada said this? You are thinking, "We need only to
read books. There is no need of association with a sadhu who is
physically present. Is there any sadhu? No, there is no sadhu at all."
Seeing is Believing
Your motto is, "Seeing is believing." You cannot see, so you cannot
believe. Because you are a conditioned soul your vision is defective.
You cannot see a sadhu.
Krsna is there, can you see him? No, you cannot, because you are
not endowed with proper vision. First develop the proper vision and
then you can see Krsna. Then you can see how a sadhu is there. It
is not a fact that sadhus are not present. How is everything going
on? How does the sun rise, the wind blow, and Indra give rain? All
these things are going on. No sadhu? No Krsna? It's nonsense,
foolishness. We are so proud and puffed up. We are indentifying our
self as the body, mind and false ego. We think we are very great. So
we say "Oh there is no sadhu." We are in the category of
identification with the body and mind. We have not come to the
beginning of the stage of purity. No!
Merciful Glance
[Pages 108-109]
Genuine Sadhu-sanga
Devotee: Paramatma is comparable to guru in some ways?
[Pages 113-114]
Gour Govinda Swami: No, the moment this enters you are
finished! You are welcoming your fall down. If one is not free from
anarthas, how can he lead? He is a blind man. If a blind man is
leading another blind man all will fall into a ditch, finished! The
leader falls then the followers fall. This is going on.
Devotee: Because you love your spiritual master you don't want to
fall down, in that way you control the mind. Is that how it works?
Gour Govinda Swami: Yes, he kicked him, "You rascal, what are
you doing!"
Sivananda Sena was not there. He came late and Nityananda Prabhu
got angry, "Where is that rascal Sivananda Sena?" Then Nityananda
Prabhu kicked him. Then Sivananda Sena started dancing, "Oh today
I have got such good fortune. He kicked me." His wife was weeping
and crying, but Sivananda Sena danced in pleasure. This is vaisnava-
krpa, the devotee's mercy.
SYNONYMS
TRANSLATION
PURPORT
There is one easy weapon with which the mind can be conquered--
neglect. The mind is always telling us to do this or that; therefore
we should be very expert in disobeying the mind's orders. Gradually
the mind should be trained to obey the orders of the soul. It is not
that one should obey the orders of the mind. Srila Bhaktisiddhanta
Sarasvati Thakura used to say that to control the mind one should
beat it with shoes many times just after awakening and again before
going to sleep. In this way one can control the mind. This is the
instruction of all the sastras. If one does not do so, one is doomed
to follow the dictations of the mind. Another bona fide process is
to abide strictly by the orders of the spiritual master and
engage in the Lord's service. Then the mind will be
automatically controlled. Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu has instructed
Srila Rupa Gosvami:
Krishna says, "I'll give you the intelligence." So, if you are a true
follower of Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, He will give you intelligence. You
will be able to act in such a way that the vaisnava becomes
automatically corrected.
You won't need to correct him directly. You should not have this
thought in your mind, "Let me correct him." No, no, no, no, no, no!
We are not qualified to correct them. Our attitude should be, "trnad
api su-nicena taror iva sahisnuna - I am the lowest of the low
(Siksastaka 3).
Don't speak or act in such a way that will hurt their feelings. Don't
agitate them. This is the devotee's behavior.
He for whom no one is put into difficulty and who is not disturbed by
anyone, who is equipoised in happiness and distress, fear and
anxiety, is very dear to Me. - BG 12.15
And you should never have this thought in your mind that, "I'll
correct him." You should think, "I am not a qualified person to
correct him. I'm the lowest of the low. I am an ignorant fool,
murkha. I have no qualification." You should not cherish the thought
in your mind to correct them. This thought is very bad and offensive.
This is a very, very subtle point. It is very difficult for ordinary people
to understand. But those who are devotees, who have made some
advancement in spirituality, they can understand this point.
QUESTION: We cannot approach Krishna without a spiritual master.
What about approaching Chaitanya Maharabhu?
I will tell you a nice story. Once a jackal fell into the blue dye-water
of a washerman. The jackal became blue. Then he went to the
forest and declared to everyone, "I am the king of the animals." All
of the animals said, "Oh yes! He is strange looking. He might be
king." Thus they made the jackal king and he sat on the throne.
Then when evening came, all of the jackals began howling, "Youka
hou! Youka hou!" So the jackal king also started howling, and then
everyone saw, "Oh! He's a jackal! Beat him! He's not king!" In this
way, he was revealed. We know these things, so why we should be
disturbed? Don't be disturbed. The time will come. Krishna and
Chaitanya Mahaprabhu will reveal everything. Have patience.
QUESTION: We can see that envy may be very subtle. What is our
hope?
You should not deviate in any circumstance. Always pray to guru and
Lord Chaitanya. They will help you. We are very weak, but caitya-
guru is in our heart. He will give inspiration. For a sincere soul who is
very eager to have this, Krishna makes arrangements. He knows,
"This soul wants this thing." So He makes arrangements for it to
happen. Is there anything impossible for Krishna? It is impossible for
us, but nothing is impossible for Krishna. Our business is to always
pray to Krishna, Chaitanya Mahaprabhu, and Guru Maharaja, "Just
help me!" You'll get help. Have full faith in this. Don't be desperate.
We should be very eager to get this mercy and to have association
of pure devotees who are more advanced than ourselves. Then you'll
benefit. Sadhu-sanga means you will associate with a person who is
more advanced than yourself. Then you will benefit. Otherwise, no
benefit will come. It may seem impossible to get such association.
Still, nothing is impossible for Krishna. Krishna will make
arrangement. Vani, instructions, are there. When nothing is available
we should associate with instructions and books, and with our
sincere prayers we will reach Krishna.
The day will come when you will meet such a person. It's impossible
for us, but it's not impossible for Krishna. But we should always be
praying, "Krishna, please help me!" Chanting hare krsna means the
soul is crying, hare krsna hare krsna krsna krsna hare hare - "O
Krishna's sakti Radharani! O Krishna! Please engage me in Your
service. I am fallen."
ayi nanda-tanuja kinkaram patitam mam visame bhavambudhau
krpaya tava pada-pankaja- sthita-dhuli-sadrsam vicintaya
"O Krishna! I am Your kinkara, Your servant! But somehow I've fallen
into the depths of this ocean of nescience. Please shower Your
mercy on me and accept me as a particle of dust at Your lotus feet."
(Siksastaka 5) If the soul is crying and crying by uttering this hari-
nama, "hare krsna hare krsna", if you chant in this way, then you'll
get the necessary association miraculously and unexpectedly. It is
impossible for us, but nothing is impossible for Krishna. Krishna
wants that thing. The only lacking is with us. Thank you very much.
"Gurudeva said, 'No, no. You will see the inauguration of the temple
and the deity because you have served Gopal so nicely. Uncle
[Gopinath Giri] died thirty years ago and you went through so much
difficulty to take care of Gopal. You continued all of the festivals,
sarat-rasa, vasanta-rasa, etc. That is why Gopal is kind to you. So
you will see Gopal’s new temple.' That was the last discussion I had
with Gurudeva. After that he went to Bhubaneswar for a few days
and then to Mayapur where he stayed forever."
"I told them, 'Just wait. Give me another twelve minutes time, then I
may tell you to take him.' If they would have taken him to the
Government hospital it means they would have been pumping his
chest, thinking it was a heart attack. However, according to his pulse
there was nothing wrong with him. His pulse only showed that he
was taking rest. The Ayurvedic science teaches how to diagnose a
patient by taking his pulse. If something is wrong we can feel it. But
I never found anything wrong with Maharaja. According to his pulse
everything was normal.
"By the second or third time I read Maharaja’s pulse it had become
clear that he had left. Some say that he had a heart attack, but if
someone dies from a heart attack generally we find that they suffer
a lot. They also generally have some previous history of a weak
heart. In Maharaja’s case, none of these things were there. Maharaja
had the symptoms of asta-sattvika-vikara, ecstatic transformations,
on his body. One kind of vikara is that one doesn’t want to stay here
any longer, they want to go back to the spiritual abode, back to
Krishna. Nothing in Maharaja’s body failed, he just left. I am 100%
sure of that. I’ve never seen this kind of death before."
Srila Gour Govinda Maharaja's birthplace in the small village of
Jagannathpur in the Jagatsingpur district of Orissa.
In this world, Sri Guru is the only beauty or asset, wealth. There is
nothing else. Carana means feet. Sri-guru-carana-padma the feet of
Sri Guru are compared to the lotus. This is also very significant. Why
are his feet compared to the lotus and not to anything else? The
lotus flower looks very nice and beautiful, and it also provides very
sweet honey, madhu. The bumblebee collects honey from different
flowers, but especially from the lotus flower. So what sort of special
quality is there in the honey collected from the lotus flower that is
not present in the honey collected from other flowers? It is a special
type of honey known as padma-madhu. The disciple who is like a
bumblebee, who is very hungry and greedy for that honey, relishes
it.
Mellow of Bhakti
Although the lotus flower grows out of the water, it is not touched by
it. One of the synonyms for water is rasa, mellow. The feet of Sri
Guru are compared to a lotus, but this lotus grows in the
transcendental water of bhakti-rasa, the mellow of bhakti. Such are
the lotus feet of Sri Guru. His lotus feet are aprakrta, not material,
but transcendental. They are bhakati-sadma, the abode of
transcendental bhakti-rasa as well as all madhuri, beauty. The lotus
looks beautiful to the eye and is very attractive to the heart.
Similarly, the shining lotus feet of Sri Guru are very beautiful in the
eyes of the disciple and very attractive to his heart. All of the
activities, form, qualities, and pastimes of Sri Guru are very beautiful
in the eyes of the sadhaka-bhakta. Through the eye of meditation
the sadhaka-bhakta sees the beautiful lotus feet of Sri Guru. Upon
seeing those lotus feet he feels a soothing effect in his afflicted
heart. His heart is afflicted with the three tapas, sufferings:
adhyatmika, sufferings arising from one's own mind and body;
adhidaivika, sufferings arising from nature; and adhibhautika,
sufferings arising from other living entities. When the disciple
meditates on the beautiful lotus feet of Sri Guru he feels a soothing
effect and his affliction is cooled down. At the same time he also
smells the nice scent that is coming from the lotus feet of Sri Guru,
like the scent that comes from the lotus.
Cooling Shade
Nobody starts the forest fire, but automatically by the rubbing of two
pieces of wood, the whole forest is burned and the animals that live
in the forest are burned to ashes. They feel the burning heat, which
is very painful. Similarly, the conditioned souls in this material world
feel the burning sensation coming from the three tapas: adhyatmika,
adhibhautika, and adhidaivika. After wandering through innumerable
universes and innumerable species of life, at last the fortunate soul,
bhagyavan jiva, comes to the lotus feet of Sri Guru and takes shelter
in the cooling shade there. As the bumblebee sucks honey from the
lotus flower, similarly, the guru-.-padma, the lotus feet of Sri Guru,
allow that jiva, who is compared to the bumblebee, to suck the nice
honey whereby he gets real nourishment and also premananda,
loving happiness.
Eyes of Knowledge
om ajnana-timirandhasya
jnananjana-salakaya
caksur unmilitam yena
tasmai sri-gurave namah
For a person who has some painful eye disease, who cannot see
well, the kaviraj will advise him to apply some padma-madhu by
which the drsti-sakti, the power to see clearly, will develop. Then not
only will he get nice eyesight but also he will be able to see even
very subtle things that he would otherwise never have been able to
see. Similarly, when one takes shelter at the lotus feet of Sri Guru
and gets the guru's mercy, the guru allows the surrendered disciple
to taste that sweet honey emanating from the guru's lotus feet. That
is the medicine whereby his material eyes will be cleansed of all
material contamination. He develops transcendental vision.
Wonderful Characteristic
Padma-madhu cures eye disease and clears out all the impurities
from the eye, but it cannot clear the impurities from the heart.
However, the honey emanating from the lotus feet of Sri Guru,
guru-.-padma-madhu, has such a special and wonderful
characteristic that it cures both the eye and the heart. Sri-guru-
carana-padma-madhu cleanses and purifies the heart so that it will
become a suitable place for Govinda, Krishna, to reside.
Wandering Hopelessly
These days you will find so many strong drugs, but what is their
effect? They simply result in chronic incurable disease. People lose
their vitality, and they cannot even eat anything because their
digestive fire is very low. How can they survive? They are dying.
They cannot eat or digest anything.
The kaviraj will advise, "You should only eat one thing — madhu.
And especially padma-madhu, the special type of honey from the
lotus flower."
If such persons are fortunate, they will come to the lotus feet of Sri
Guru. That guru is like a physician, sadhu-vaidya. He knows the
perfect and unfailing medicine to cure the material disease, bhava-
roga. He knows the cause of the jiva's suffering. There is only one
medicine, the honey emanating from the lotus feet of Sri Guru —
guru-.-padma-madhu. So, as the lotus allows the bumblebee whose
wings are torn by the thorns of the ketaki flower to take shelter
inside the flower, similarly, the guru allows the disciple to take
shelter at his lotus feet.
The guru-.-padma, the lotus feet of Sri Guru, gives such hopeless
wandering souls shelter and allows them to suck honey, whereby
they regain their vitality. The suffering jiva gets nourishment and life
there. That is why we say, "sri-guru-carana-padma." The lotus feet
of Sri Guru are compared to a lotus, and not to anything else. This
phrase has great significance.
saksad-dharitvena samasta-sastrair
uktas tatha bhavyata eva sadbhih
kintu prabhor yah priya eva tasya
vande guroh sri-caranaravindam
This is very easy to understand from the example of the lotus flower.
The lotus flower lives in the water, but it is not affected. It remains
untouched. Similarly, although Sri Guru comes here to this material
world, he remains untouched. He is never affected by the three
modes of material nature. Therefore the feet of Sri Guru are
compared to a lotus. The bumblebee that comes to the lotus that is
in the water and takes shelter inside that lotus is also untouched by
the water. Similarly, the fortunate soul who has taken shelter at the
lotus feet of Sri Guru will never be afraid of this material world. Just
as the bumblebee takes shelter of the lotus and is protected from
being touched by the water, so the disciple who takes shelter at the
lotus feet of Sri Guru will not be affected by the material nature. This
is the lotus feet of Sri Guru.
Intense Desire
Another point is there. When the sun rises, the lotus blossoms, and
when the sun sets the petals of the lotus close. Similarly, the petals
of the guru-.-padma will open when it sees the intense desire and
crying in the heart of the suffering soul to go back to Godhead and
get Krishna. This crying for bhakti is like the rising of the sun.
When the sun sets, the petals of the lotus close. Similarly, a disciple
who has developed an intense and burning desire in his heart has
come to the guru and received shelter. But many times we see that
later on, that disciple loses his bhakti-vrtti, his devotional
engagement. Because of committing some offense like nama-
aparadha or vaisnava-aparadha he loses his bhakti-vrtti. His bhakti
becomes shrunken and he does not carry out the orders of the guru
or hear the guru's message. He is avoiding or disobeying his guru.
When the sun sets, the petals of the lotus close. Similarly, the guru
disappears from the vision of that disciple.
Always Manifest
Of course, for one who has made advancement and developed some
taste for this transcendental mellow, this is not applicable. It is only
applicable to neophytes who have not yet made much advancement
and who have not developed any taste for this mellow. If such a
devotee commits some aparadha and associates with offenders and
materialistic persons, if he does not do real sadhu-sanga, then the
sun will never rise. He will disobey the order of the guru and violate
his instructions. The guru-.-padma will disappear from such a
disciple who is acting according to his own whims.
Crying Is Required
The sisya or sadhaka should always cry for guru-krpa, the causeless
mercy of the guru. Unless you cry for it, you cannot get it. Nobody
can get that mercy without crying. For example, when the child
cries, the mother runs, thinking, "Oh, my child is crying." The child
cannot be pacified by anything without the mother's presence.
Because she is engaged in performing household duties the mother
may give the child a toy or a doll to play with, but the child will
throw down that toy or doll and cry and cry. So unless you cry, how
can you get that mercy? This crying is required— karuna na hoile,
kandiya kandiya, prana na rakhibo ara. Therefore we sing this song.
We must cry and cry for the mercy of guru. Unless you cry how can
you get it? Those who have cried have received the mercy.
Eternal Associate
Krishna showers His mercy in the form of guru. Without that mercy,
one cannot understand or approach Krishna or go back to Godhead.
Krishna appears before us in the form of guru to help us and act as
our friend. Showering His causeless mercy through the guru, Krishna
delivers us from unlimited suffering in the material world. Krishna is
also in the heart in the form of Paramatma, the caitya-guru. From
within, Krishna will give us the intelligence to act in the correct way
and not make any mistakes or errors. This is the glory of the lotus
feet of Sri Guru. It is incomparable and indescribable.
Embodiment of Mercy
Guru-Bhakti
Only unto those great souls who have implicit faith in both the
Lord and the spiritual master are all the imports of Vedic
knowledge automatically revealed.
[Svetasvatara Upanisad, 6.23]
One who develops the same type of bhakti for the guru as he
develops for Krishna is a very fortunate soul. All transcendental
knowledge will be revealed or manifest to him because there is no
difference between guru-bhakti and krsna-bhakti. Without guru-
bhakti, transcendental knowledge will never manifest. Sri Guru is
krsna-priya-jana, a very dear associate of Krishna. He is also radha-
priya-sakhi, a very dear girl companion or maidservant of Srimati
Radharani, like Rupa Manjari, who is Rupa Goswami.
With one's words one should offer prayers and glorification to the
guru. One should also hear from the guru, sravana. Whatever one
has heard from the guru, one will speak to others, and in that way
others will also hear what he has heard. That is vacika. Pariprasna is
also there: If one has some doubts then he should humbly ask
questions and get them clarified. These are all types of seva.
In one's mind, manasika, one should put firm and unflinching faith in
the words of the guru. One should understand that the guru has
manifested before me in various forms to help me and shower his
mercy on me. This is how one serves the guru through one's mind.
That is the meaning of kayika, vacika, and manasika.
Krishna's Trick
The Supreme Lord has not said, "You go and make your own
samsara." Rather, Krishna has said, "Go there and do My samsara."
So by Krishna's desire, gurudeva has come here and opened
Krishna's samsara. Krishna is his eternal master, nitya-svami.
Gurudeva has completely surrendered and dedicated his life, kaya,
mana, vakya— body, mind and words, to Krishna. That is gurudeva.
Those who take shelter at the lotus feet of such a Sri Guru— he
takes them and makes them enter into Krishna's samsara. Gurudeva
says, "I am doing Krishna's samsara, giving everything for the
enjoyment of Krishna. You please come and enter into Krishna's
samsara. Then you will be free from the clutches of maya. You will
be free from all material sufferings."
Some people may say, "I am doing hari-nama, chanting, 'hare krsna
hare krsna krsna krsna hare hare hare rama hare rama rama rama
hare hare.’" You may be chanting, doing hari-bhajana, but unless
you enter into Krishna's samsara what value is there? Unless you
enter into Krishna's samsara there is no value to your chanting. And
in order to enter into Krishna's samsara you have to approach a Sri
Guru, a bonafide guru.
At that time gurudeva will call you, "Come, come. Enter into
Krishna's samsara, which I have opened here." Unless we enter into
Krishna's samsara, we cannot chant. It will only be offensive
chanting. You may be chanting lakhs and lakhs of nama, but it will
simply be offensive, nama-aparadha. Your anarthas cannot be
destroyed. Even if you chant lakhs of names offensively you cannot
make any advancement at all. Many people may chant, but what are
they getting? By that kind of chanting they may go up to Vaikuntha,
but gurudeva has come here to teach that you should enter into
guru's samsara, that is, Krishna's samsara. You are a servant so you
have to render service by entering into the guru-grha. Then you will
attain perfection. Otherwise one will never attain perfection.
Krsna-Seva-Yajna
What do we want from entering into the samsara of the guru? Shall
we take everything and not give anything? The guru has given you
so much, but unless you serve in the house of the guru there is no
benefit. Therefore the guru says, "Come and join, enter into my
samsara, that is, Krishna's samsara. Then all your anarthas will be
destroyed."
So, dedicate your body, mind, and speech, your soul and everything,
to the service of Sri Guru. You have come to the house of the guru.
That means he has opened a factory and you should be an
employee in that factory. Sri Guru will give you employment. Who
will give you employment otherwise? Will the government give you
employment? No. But the guru will give you employment in the
factory that he has opened. That employment is service to Krishna,
krsna-seva-yajna. Unless you join that seva-yajna, rendering service
in the guru-grha, guru's asrama, you cannot get the real benefit.
Obstacles
sri-guru-carana-padma, kevala-bhakati-sadma,
bandon mui savadhana mate
Gour Govinda Swami: Cry before Krishna. Only He can help you
to find a sadhu. You can’t recognize a sadhu. You have no vision to
see the sadhu. If you try by yourself to recognize sadhu, then you
will be cheated. If you are serious, then cry before Him. “O Krishna!
I am your servant!”
ay nanda-tanuja kinkaram
patitam mam visame bhavambudhau
krpaya tava pada-pankaja-
stita-dhuli-sadrsam vicintaya
You can’t get a real sadhu [in this way]. A real sadhu is one
who is competely absorbed in Krishna, day and night, twenty-four
hours. He has gotten Krishna. He is with Krishna. He can give you
Krishna. You can’t see him. You have no vision. Only you can cry for
Krishna from the core of your heart. This is not an external cry. It is
internal. Then Krishna, who is in your heart, will see that you are
crying and he will help you. He will make arrangement for you to
meet such a sadhu. That is the arrangement of Krishna. When you
meet such a person you will feel some spontaneous attraction from
the core of your heart. That attraction is the proof.
Gour Govinda Swami: It’s a fact that it is rare, but if you are
really crying for it then Krishna can make an arrangement. It is
impossible for you, but nothing is impossible for Krishna.
His guru could not enjoy the haritaki. "You are such a unintelligent
fellow," he said. "Don't you know? The inner portion, the hard nut of
haritaki, is unnecessary. The outer portion, the skin, is necessary."
Incurable
The next day, after the guru had eaten, that so-called disciple
brought some cardamom. Remembering the previous day's event,
he thought, "Oh, the guru has taught that this inner portion is
unnecessary and this outer portion is necessary." So he threw away
the inner portion of the cardamom and offered the outer skin to the
guru. But with cardamom, the seed is necessary and the skin is
useless. That means that those who are kapati, crooked persons,
only speculate. They will not accept anything as it is.
Therefore the mahajanas have said that one who is very serious and
eager to achieve perfection in his human birth, that is krsna-bhakti,
should cultivate simplicity. Simplicity is Vaishnavism. Those who are
real vaisnavas are simple by nature. Kapatya, crookedness, is a great
hindrance on this path of perfection. It is a sort of disease. And
because a crooked person becomes envious towards the doctor who
has come to cure him, his disease is incurable.
Such persons take to karma, jnana, yoga, tapasya, tyaga, and niti—
fruitive activities, speculative knowledge, penance, renunciation, and
morality. Externally they practice these things and pose as if they are
of very high moral character, but actually their hearts are very hard.
Unreal Shelter
Those persons who leave the bona fide guru and go elsewhere due
to crookedness cannot be delivered. In Skanda Purana it is said,
bhumau skhalita-padanam, bhumir evavalambanam — "If your feet
slip up from the ground, only that same ground can give you
shelter." Similarly, if you have slipped up from the lotus feet of a
bona fide guru, only that guru can give you shelter. A crooked
person who pretends to be a humble follower of the guru will leave
that guru and go somewhere else to take shelter. But he should
understand that no one can give him shelter. It may seem that
someone may give him shelter, but that is not real shelter at all
because he cannot make any advancement there.
Rather, for his offense he will definitely fall down and go to hell. If
he does not come back to his guru and beg to be excused, his
offense cannot be destroyed or counteracted. If he is really an
intelligent, simple-hearted person, he will understand this and come
back. Unless he comes back, he must be entrapped by this
crookedness. In this way, Jiva Goswami has discussed kapatya in his
Bhakti-Sandarbha, and how it is a great stumbling block on the path
of devotional service.
Stool of a Hog
Gour Govind Swami: Through his books, yes. All sadhus speak
through their books. Jiva Goswami, Rupa Goswami, Sanatana
Goswami, Bhaktivinode Thakura, Bhaktisiddhanta Sarswati and Srila
Prabhupada all say that they speak through their books. This is not
a new thing. This is our vaisnava procedure. But you should see him.
Can you see Bhaktivinoda Thakura? Can you see Jiva Goswami? You
may say, “Oh I have read their books; I have their asociation.” That
won’t help you. You cannot understand what they have said merely
by reading their books. Your consciousness is very low, so you
cannot understand their words. They are very, very merciful, but
you should follow the proper path. If you are intelligent you will
understand how they are still here, not only in the form of their
books but also they are here. You should see them. Why are you
thinking so foolishly? So many books were already there, so why
has Srila Prabhupada said this? You are thinking, “We need only to
read books. There is no need of associating with a sadhu who is
physically present. Is there any sadhu? No, there is no sadhu at all.”
Your motto is, “Seeing is believing.” You cannot see, so you cannot
believe. Because you are a conditioned soul, your vision is defective.
You cannot see a sadhu. Krishna is there, can you see Him? No, you
cannot, because you are not endowed with proper vision. First
develop the proper vision, and then you can see Krishna. Then you
can see how a sadhu is there. It is not a fact that sadhus are not
present. How is everything going on? How does the sun rise, the
wind blow, and Indra give rain? All these things are going on. No
sadhu? No Krishna? It’s nonsense, foolishness. We are so proud and
puffed up. We are identifying ourself as the body, mind and false
ego. We think we are very great. So we say, “Oh, there is no sadhu.”
We are in the category of identification with the body and mind.We
have not come to the beginning of the stage of purity. No!
You always think that you are drasta, the seer, and that the
sadhu is drsta, the one to be seen. Everyone is like this. They think
they are the seers. But it is just the reverse. You are to be seen and
they are the seer! Think this over very deeply. I think you cannot
completely understand what I say. We always think that we are the
seer and that they are to be seen, but this is not a fact. It is just the
reverse. They are the seers and we are to be seen.
Unless you get association with a living sadhu, what can you
do? Will you put some question to Srila Prabhupada and Srila
Prabhupada will answer you? This process is a living thing. It is
always there, and it is always current. It is not that inquiry was done
a certain way in the past and now things are done differently. No! It
is an eternal process, pranipatena pariprasnena sevaya.
---The Process of Inquiry, Chapter Six. Gopal Jiu Publications.
APPENDIX
TEXT 53
SYNONYMS
TRANSLATION
PURPORT
2
TEXT 131
SYNONYMS
TRANSLATION
nasta-prayesv abhadresu
nityam bhagavata-sevaya
bhagavaty uttama-sloke
bhaktir bhavati naisthiki