Mutual Help

Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at http://archiveofourown.org/works/30222195.

Rating: Mature
Archive Warning: Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Category: F/M
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Relationship: Jeon Jungkook/Reader, Jeon Jungkook/You
Character: Jeon Jungkook, Reader, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Min Yoongi, Jung
Hoseok, Kim Seokjin
Additional Tags: Fake/Pretend Relationship, Friends to Lovers, Smut, Fluff, Angst, Oral
Sex, Rough Sex, Vaginal Sex, Semi-Public Sex, Anal Play, Spanking,
Slow Burn, Explicit Language, Deepthroating, Implied/Referenced
Cheating, Sex Toys, Cross-Posted on Wattpad
Language: English
Stats: Published: 2021-03-23 Updated: 2023-03-19 Chapters: 57/? Words:
484466

Mutual Help
by personasintro

Summary

In order for you to pretend to be his girlfriend, he helps you with your sexual desires - he
calls it a mutual help
 Chapter 1

The hallway looks exactly the same, which there isn't any reason why it should look different all of
a sudden, but considering you haven't been in this building for the past few weeks just makes you
want to notice the slightest change. But there is none. It still smells sterile with a little bit of
sweetness which reminds you of cinnamon. You're not sure why, nor you really dwell on it too
much.

You could imagine your Thursday evening differently, which means laying down as soon as you
come home and turn on Netflix, trying to spend at least twenty minutes finding a good show. That's
been your routine for weeks now, but you're not complaining. It feels that void of loneliness in your
smart one bedroom apartment.

Although, you can't help but feel nervous when you picture the message you got from Jimin.

'come to Jungkook's, he needs us'

He never explained anything further, nor replied to the tons of your messages or missed calls. You
wouldn't be on the edge, if you've seen or heard from Jungkook. Apart from some occasional
messages like 'what's up' or 'what were you doing today?', your communication went downhill. But
you don't blame him or yourself for it. You were both busy and probably still are, to even hangout
like you always used to.

It bothered you for some quite, not hanging out with your best friend like you used to. But you've
grown used to that small but painful fact that you don't have to see each other every day. Plus, after
some time you've realized, you can still be best friends with someone without having to chat with
them 24/7. Gratefulness, is how you'd describe your feelings. Grateful that your friendship works,
even though you don't get to spend your time with each other that often.

Your knuckles meet the wood of Jungkook's front door in a gentle manner, which is a complete
opposite of your inside feelings as you've this weird feeling inside of you. The message Jimin sent
you was weird and you haven't heard from anyone since then.

And when the door finally opens, you're glad you're met with Jimin himself as he stares at you with
hopeful eyes and a breath of relief that escapes his plush lips. You rush inside, already taking off
your shoes and jacket while you confusingly stare at your friend that looks more than relieved to
see you.

"What the hell happened? You never texted me back." you tell him, or more like scold him rather
than properly greet him.

"Ah, sorry," he cringes, pulling out his phone before he notices the bunch of messages and missed
calls from you. "It's just—"

"This is bullshit."

The grumpy and raspy voice unintentionally cuts him off, booming inside of the apartment causing
your ears to naturally perk up. Is it just you or his voice got deeper? You look at Jimin with
questioned gaze, who sees the confusion on your features as you hear Jungkook's grumpy and
annoyed voice. Rather than explaining something to you, he sighs and with a quick cock of his
head towards the living room, you both walk inside.

You're surprised when you see Taehyung there as well, opening a beer can before he pushes it into
Jungkook's hands. Surprisingly, the mentioned guy is slouched on his beige couch, wearing one of
his baggy shirts and loose sweatpants with his hair looking like he hasn't brushed them for days.

Taehyung's eyes meets yours as soon as you step in, noticing the mess around including two pizza
boxes thrown on the floor and empty cans of coke and beer on the coffee table. "Oh, thank god!"
Taehyung breathes out the same sigh of relief, causing you to greet him with a confused 'hello'.

Although, you don't wait for any reaction because your best friend finally acknowledges your
presence in his home, head lazily turning in your direction as you walk up to him.

"Great," he mutters, almost rolling eyes at the sight of you. "Who called her?" he eyes the two of
his best friends, scoffing before he takes a gulp of the beer that Taehyung handed him.

"What kind of reaction is that, asshole?" you react right away, frowning at your best friend that
hasn't seen you for weeks and this is his first reaction.

"Don't mind him, please. He's just a little bit drunk right now." Jimin quickly jumps into an action,
noticing your fireback and unappreciative tone that's aimed at none other than Jungkook himself.

He rolls his eyes at Jimin words, but doesn't say anything else before Taehyung watches you with
cautious doe eyes. He sits in chair, arm leaned against his knee as he anxiously bites his nails even
though he tries to act casual. You don't buy it.

"What the fuck is going on?" you ask them, pointing towards Jungkook that looks like a truck just
hit him.

Jimin opens his mouth, but Jungkook glares at him which ends up with him shutting it right away
and when you look at Taehyung, he doesn't even spare you a glance.

"Which one of you called her?" Jungkook speaks up, eyeing the two of his friends as they point to
each other causing you to snort. Cowards. "I'm fine. I don't see a reason why you make such a big
deal out of this. I'm fine."

The fact that he had to repeat the same sentence twice, just proves that no — he's not fine. And
before the wheels in your head starts to work and roll, Jimin's voice speaks up in a clear, yet quick
tempo.

"Kiko broke up with Jungkook."

The room goes silent, a faint sounds coming out of the television is filling out the thick silence in
the room as Jungkook freezes, not even glaring at his friend that apologetically shrugs at him.

One of the reasons why you haven't got to see your best friend that often is, that he simply found a
girlfriend. Trying to combine his work, personal love life and you was already hard. But you get it.
You're not mad or annoyed at him, because the two of you still kept in touch. It was just a matter
of time until some of you finds someone and naturally, there won't be that much of time to spend
your days together. It was bound to happen and you knew Jungkook would be the first one to find
someone.

He's your best friend, but you're not blind. He's one of the most handsome guys you've ever met,
not just that but his personality is something that most girls would fall for. His attitude is pissy
right now and now, you know the true reason behind it. But the Jungkook you know, is one of the
most caring people you know. And not only that, but he's funny, intelligent and perfect at almost
everything. He's the whole package and any girl would be lucky to snatch him.
And that girl, or perhaps you should say a woman, happened to be Kiko. A Japanese beauty that
their mutual friend introduced them to one another. It clicked off immediately, even you've noticed
that when Jungkook rain checked almost every plan you had together. He started to stare into his
phone with all those puppy heart eyes whenever she texted him. At first, you found it annoying
because it was just plain rude, watching him to text her every five seconds instead of trying to hang
out with you. But then, you just stopped caring and whenever you went silent, he'd just pushed his
phone away and tried to gain your attention.

It was stupid, because you knew if you gave him attitude or silent treatment, he'd just feel bad and
tried to focus on you. Until the both of you stopped hanging out with each other that much.

"She did?" you mutter, staring at Jungkook who stares in front of him with wiped out gaze. You've
never seen him in this kind of state. "I'm sorry, Kook."

"Yeah, well, shit happens." he grumbles, clenching his jaw as he takes another gulp of beer that's
securely clenched in his hand.

You've seen Jungkook having a couple of girlfriends, but you know that his relationship with Kiko
was different. He wasn't just any girlfriend that he tried to get to know, she was someone that he
completely fell for and couldn't stop talking about. He's in love. And even though, he's being an ass
to his friends right now, it's just his coping mechanism and you know that whatever that Jimin and
Taehyung has been doing, hasn't helped much. He plays tough right now, hiding his true feelings
under this cold and uninterested facade but you know him better.

And when he keeps glancing at you before he quickly looks away, it's almost as if he can hear your
exact thoughts.

"Well," you hastily speak, clapping your hands together as you lightly smile at everyone in the
room. "You don't wanna date anyone whose name is Kiko." you try to joke, a laugh and snort
erupting from Jimin and Taehyung who has obviously find your little joke funny.

Jungkook on the other hand, looks even more pissed off because he never looked at you with so
much anger and annoyance as he's looking right now, causing you to squirm in your spot. "Real
class, Y/N." he barks at you, causing you slump in defeat before Jimin squeezes your shoulders in
comfort.

"I brought you a banana milk. I didn't know what happened, so I thought this would be a nice and
quick save." you lightly tell him, sitting at the end of couch, next to his sprawled legs but he
doesn't move them away.

"Jeez, I'm not some fucking kid. Banana milk won't fix my broken heart." he scoffs, shaking his
head while the three of you are even surprised that he just admitted that he has a broken heart.
Well, clearly but since he's been putting up this though act, it still comes as a shock. Judging by the
look of Jimin's and Taehyung's face, they seem to think the same thing.

"I know that, Kook," you quietly tell him, hastily grabbing one of his ankles as you squeeze it in
comfort manner. He doesn't budge, that means something. "Is there anything we can do for you?"
you ask him, not really sure if he's even going to answer that.

His brow furrow while he fumbles with his fingers, the slightest pout adoring his small lips as he
thinks your question through. The three of you watch him with curious eyes, wondering what the
hell is this guy thinking of. He looks at you, then at Jimin and Taehyung before he softly sighs.

"I mean... there's nothing you guys can do." he says softly, taking another gulp of beer that tastes
like piss. Korean beer is just not good, and you're surprised that Jungkook even drinks it. But he
never had any problem with any alcohol, that man can drink and eat anything.

There's nothing you can think of, that could possibly help him out of his heartbreak. The only thing
for you to do, is to be there for him. And if drinking a beer that tastes like piss is some kind of
twisted way of helping him, you're in. So, you reach out and grab one of the unopened cans before
you open it with a loud 'click', taking a gulp of it.

"What are you doing?" Jungkook sits up, staring at your scrunched nose and distaste written all
over your face.

"Drinking with you." you shrug, taking another huge gulp of it. The more you drink it, the less it
tastes awful.

"But you hate this beer." he reminds you, scowling at you and your nonstop gulping, hand
twitching to get it away from you.

"I know," you shrug, grinning at him. "It doesn't taste that bad. Now come on," you nudge him
with your leg, raising your can to him. "Cheers." you call out to him, ignoring his big doe eyes that
stare at you with a slight confusion before he sighs.

"Cheers." he mutters, clicking his can against yours before the both of you take another gulp.

The two of you completely unaware of your friends' faces that are washed with relief and knowing
eyes as they stare at you and Jungkook. All it took, was just to call you to save the day. Jungkook
might not be in his greatest mood or show his appreciation for you to be there for him, but drinking
without constant complaining and cursing is still a better result that Jimin and Taehyung managed
to get.

"I've never thought I'd ever drink this much of this piss beer." you croak out, putting another empty
can onto Jungkook's messy coffee table. You sit back, head falling onto his shoulder as you silently
inhale his scent. It always reminded you of his fabric softener that smells like a baby, mixed with
his cologne that is very faint on his clothes.

"How do you know what piss tastes like?" Jungkook asks, raising his brow at you while the corner
of his lips twitches in amusement. "Do you wanna tell me about your weird kinks?" he cocks his
head at you, causing you to groan as you hit his shoulder but it does nothing to him, he doesn't even
budge.

A chuckle roars in the back of his throat, a first sound that can be considered as a positive emotion.

"It's not like that." you mutter, growing embarrassed at the thought of Jungkook thinking about
your kinks. Not that you know about them that much. You might think there are some things you
might like, but you never had anyone to try it with. How possibly could you know? But the idea of
you having a piss kink, or whatever that's called, makes you want to gag. Maybe it's the beer or just
a single thought of it, who knows.

Jimin and Taehyung already left, once they saw Jungkook loosening up, they took that chance to
go home and leave the two of you alone. Not even once he talked about his heartbreak, you silently
watched a TV show that Jungkook turned on whilst drinking a beer and munching on some
crackers that Taehyung handed you before they left.

Glancing at Jungkook, his face is illuminated from the screen whilst he's watching a TV show with
slightly furrowed brows. And when it finally stops, he sighs and grabs the remote to browse
through some other movies and TV shows. He keeps browsing through them for a couple of
minutes, muttering a pair of curses when he can't find anything he likes. You turn on the lamp in
the very corner of his living room, causing him to frown even more from the sudden light.

You sit next to him, staring at him as he sighs and looks back at you. "What?" he asks unbothered,
remote still clutched in his hand.

"I'm sorry, Kook," you tell him silently, reaching for his shoulder which you squeeze in comfort,
like you previously did with his ankle. "I know that you loved her."

And you see his facade crack, when he sucks his bottom lip as he quickly looks away from you to
blink away the tears that are threatening to fall. You've never seen him this vulnerable.

"Love," he mutters causing you to let out a confused 'huh?' in response. "Not loved her, but love. I
still love her." he corrects you.

"Why did she break up with you? You don't have to tell me if you don't feel comfortable enough,
but you guys seemed so close together."

It doesn't make any sense. Jungkook kept talking about her even through your messages, and you
could practically feel the happiness radiating from his single messages. His whole Instagram is
filled with their pictures, or just single shots of Kiko that Jungkook has taken and captioned with a
single heart emoji. You've never seen him being so in love before. That's when you've realized that
Kiko is different than any other women that Jungkook was ever seeing.

You don't push him into answering, the last thing you want for him is to get upset with you. But
can't keep walking around eggshells for this whole night.

"Apparently, she just wants some time for herself. She wants to explore other things, whatever the
fuck that means." he bitterly chuckles, eyes filled with anger but you know it's just hidden hurt.

"Maybe you'll find someone else, Kook. You're still young."

Scoffing, he shakes his head. "She's the love of my life. I really doubt there's someone else for me.
I was about to ask her to move in with me."

Shit, he's really serious about her.

"You did?"

He nods, biting onto his lower lip before he lets it go, fumbling his eyes before he sighs in defeat.
"I love her." he whispers, his voice sounding so vulnerable that makes your heart clench.

You go straight into hugging him, enveloping his huge body to yours as he starts to cry into your
chest. For the first time, he finally breaks in front of someone else rather than himself. He clutches
to your body, tears wetting your shirt but you don't mind it, grabbing him even tighter. He cries,
something he doesn't usually do in front of everyone. You realize, how he kept holding himself in
front of Taehyung and Jimin when all he wanted, was to cry it out.

"It's okay, you're going to be okay." you tell him, cheeks pressed against his hair that got super long
since you've last seen him.
He sniffles, wiping his eyes before he slightly pulls away. "It happened two weeks ago and I'm still
such a fucking mess." he scoffs at himself.

"Two weeks ago?" you exclaim, surprised by the new information. "It happened two weeks ago
and I know just... now?"

He glares at you and you quickly shut your mouth. "Not everything is about you, Y/N." he reminds
you.

Rolling your eyes, you're about to curse at him for being so rude but then you remember his state.
He's just hurt and in a way, he's right. "No, that's not what I meant. I just... I'm surprised that you
didn't tell me sooner. If it weren't for Jimin, I don't think I'd be here right now." you explain,
thinking about all possibilities that could happen.

"I was going to," he mutters, reaching for a bottle of water instead as he takes a few gulps. "But I
needed some time to myself. I didn't want anyone to see me like this." he points out towards his
slightly puffed eyes.

You just wished he'd tell you sooner. But you don't tell him that. It's not selfish to think that,
because you just wanted to be there for him sooner. Nobody should go through such a heartbreak
alone. Not when he has you and other two friends willing to be there for him.

"You know that you can tell me anything, right? I'm always here for you." you remind him, flushed
cheeks when you see his eyes already set on you.

The friendship between you and Jungkook is mostly surrounded with you teasing each together and
in a way, he's like an older brother to you. You don't get all sentimental with each other, even
though you're always there for one another. It's an unspoken rule and natural feeling that your
friendship has.

"I know," he says softly, giving you the best little smile he can muster. "And I'm so grateful for
that. I know I was acting like an asshole and I'm sorry, I just... I'm really happy that you're here."

You don't get to hear such words often, especially coming out of Jungkook's mouth, but that's why
you're even more pleased to hear them.

You smile back at him, silently thanking him and also saying, that it's okay and you get it. It's quiet
for a moment. Jungkook fumbles with his fingers as you silently watch him, noticing a few new
tattoos that decorates his honey skin.

"Y/N?" he asks suddenly, causing you to hum in return. " You know when you asked me, if there's
something you could do for me?"

"Oh, boy. What is it this time?" you joke, causing him to silently chuckle under his breath.

What could he possibly want know? The last time he wanted something from you, was to clean his
whole apartment because he twisted his ankle. But whatever that comes out of his mouth next,
never occurred you before.

"Can you pretend to be my girlfriend?"

 Chapter 2

"Can you pretend to be my girlfriend?"

"What?" you breathe out, shaking your head as if to make sure you've heard him correctly.
"Pretend to be your girlfriend? Are you kidding?"

But he doesn't look as if he's kidding. He's looking at you with hopeless eyes, or maybe it's just an
alcohol in his system that makes him look like a lost puppy.

"No," he gulps, slowly shaking his head. "If Kiko sees me with another woman, maybe she'll want
me back. She told me she loves me. Maybe she'll want me back once she sees me with someone
else."

"You realize how ridiculous and stupid idea that is? You're an adult, Jungkook. That's just stupid."
you tell him, feeling yourself getting tired but you don't allow yourself to close your eyes. You'd
doze off right away.

"I know, it's pathetic. But it's the only idea and hope I have left."

"Kook, that's not healthy. What if she doesn't care?" you ask him carefully, eyeing his slumped
figure.

"Then I'll have to move on." he answers, dryly gulping as if he's repulsed by that idea.

"I don't know, Kook. I don't think it's a good idea. You're not some teenager who needs to prove
something to her. If she let you go, then it's on her. She was stupid enough to do that."

And he stays quiet, leaning his back against the head rest as he allows his eyes to rest. Without
thinking anything further, you do the same thing. There's a comfortable silence in the room and for
a moment, you think he's asleep. But before you can allow yourself to drift next to him on his
couch, his raspy yet soft voice booms between the walls.

"Did you really bring me a banana milk?"

A wide smile spreads on your lips as you nod, before you realize he can't see you. "Yes." you
answer him, not moving an inch knowing he's going to beg in a second.

"Can you give it to me?" he asks quietly, almost as if ashamed that what he really asks for right
now is a stupid banana milk.

"I thought you're not a fucking kid." you quote his words while teasing him. You knew he couldn't
resist.

"Y/N," he growls, not pleased by your teasing but you're already standing up and turning the lamp
on before you go to rummage through your bag, until two small bottles of banana milk is in your
hands.

You can barely hand it to him before he's already grabbing the bottles, placing them into his lap as
he opens one of them. He happily drinks it, smacking his lips once he gets the first taste. You can't
help but snort at the sight in front of you.

"I've missed you." he blurts out, eyes widening as he waits for your reaction. He hastily looks at
you, noticing your amused gaze before you smile at him.

"I've missed you too." you admit, knowing how genuine your words are.

Jungkook seems to be relieved that you've missed him too, which makes him feel even worse for
acting like an asshole earlier today. It was embarrassing enough that Jimin and Taehyung had to
seen him in that kind of state – depressed and distant.

"I'm sorry for acting like an asshole earlier," he admits, "And I'm glad Jimin called you. God, those
two are awful at making people feel better."

You can't help but laugh at that, remembering their distressed faces and Taehyung's desperate need
to pour alcohol into depressed Jungkook. If the situation wasn't so serious, you'd laugh straight
away then.

"Nah, it's okay. We all have our bad days and your reason was quite valid. Remember when I threw
a remote at you? I don't think you were worse today."

"How can I forget? You got your period and I made a single joke thinking you'll find it funny. Who
knew you'd throw a remote at me."

You can't remember what the joke was, but you were so annoyed with him that you grabbed the
first thing and threw it at him – which happened to be your TV remote. It was back in the day when
you both spent almost every day together. It's really been awhile since the two of you just sat and
talked. And it seems like Jungkook thinks the same thing.

"Fuck, I feel like the worst best friend." he speaks up, throwing his head back before he shakes off
his bangs out of his eyes.

"You were in a relationship, Jungkook. It was bound to happen." you tell him, shrugging your
shoulders. Some part of you wished you'd hang out together all the time, like the old times. But it
was impossible. And selfish of you to even wish that.

"Yeah, but when you were dating Haechan, we still used to hang out together more often. I
completely blew you off."

Haechan. Your first boyfriend of five months, someone you've lost your virginity to. He was a
sweet guy that made your heart flutter, and your naive young you thought he's the one. But he
wasn't. Just because he made your heart flutter, it didn't mean much. Two months after you guys
slept together, you both broke up with each other. It was mutual and the two of you remained
friends. Not close though. You don't text each other or anything like that, but you still check out his
Instagram profile just from pure curiosity. You'll always share something together, even though it
wasn't anything romantic – at least not the way you've always imagined.

Maybe that's why it was easy to spend your free time with Jungkook as well. Rather than being
with your boyfriend, you spend your time with your best friend. Even the sex was completely
unadventurous and it felt like something you did just to release your sexual frustration.

"What if he agreed to break up with me because I didn't satisfy him enough?" you ask with
widened eyes, thinking about all the times you had sex with him. It wasn't that many, but still.

"Oh, come on. That's not true." Jungkook snickers.

"You don't know that!" you frown, deeply in thought. "I've never had anyone else before him and
our sex was boring. I wanted to spice it up but he'd just straight up say 'no'."
"From what I'm hearing, it looks like he was the one who wasn't satisfying you enough," he raises
his brow, causing you to pucker your lips in thought. "No woman should ever feel like sex with her
partner is boring. It's about communication."

You kind of hate how right his words are. He makes it sound so easy, but even though your
relationship with Haechan ended up after a few months, it wasn't just about sex.

"Sex wasn't the most important thing in our relationship, Kook. There were other factors that
caused our break up. For example, our feelings."

"It might not be the most important thing, but it's important. All those thinks like sex,
communication and feelings are a part of great functioning relationship."

He's right. Maybe that's why your relationship with Haechan didn't work. It lacked all of those
things, maybe not entirely but still enough for you to know that it'd never work out. You wanted it
though, so much. There were days when you thought he's the one. But you were young and naive,
you know that now.

"Look at me," Jungkook scoffs, shaking his head at himself. "Talking like some professional when
my own relationship got fucked up."

There are no right words that you could possibly say to him. No matter of what reason Kiko had to
break up with him, you're sure it's not Jungkook's fault. He gave her everything, all of himself. If
you think about it in poetic way, he handed his own heart to her for, gifting it to her and she took it
and broke it.

"Maybe our sex wasn't great, but at least I got someone to have sex with. Maybe I should find
someone." you ignore his previous words, knowing talking about it would hurt him even more.

"Like a boyfriend?" he asks, taking a sip of his banana milk as he stares at you in surprise.

"Well, I meant like a fuck buddy, y'know..." you trail off.

You haven't talked about this with anyone and it's just something that recently occurred your mind.
You're not that type to even think something like that. But you're twenty-two and even though you
haven't met anyone interesting, you could still spice up your sex life. You're woman with desires
and urges. There is so little you can do all by yourself.

"What?" he mutters, looking confused as hell. "But you always wanted--I'm sorry I'm just shocked.
I never thought you'd ever think about having a fuck buddy."

You can't be surprised by the confusion that's laced in his voice and visible on his face. You've
always talked about how you want to have a normal relationship. You're pretty sure you've
mentioned, that one time when you both got drunk, you can't imagine having a fuck buddy.

"I know," you mutter before frowning. "But for fucks sake, Kook. I'm twenty-two with almost no
sex experiences. I'm really grateful for my relationship with Haechan, but even though the sex was
boring, it was still some kind of experience. You know what I mean?"

From desperation to faint mumble, you lick your lips as you keep frowning at empty beer bottles.

Being open with Jungkook is no shock, he's probably the only person you can talk to about
everything and he won't judge you. It's easy to talk to him. Yet, you know you're being this honest
saying out your thoughts, with the small help of alcohol. As much as you wanted to distract him,
you've never planned to talk to him about your sex life.
"I can help." he speaks up, eyes staring at the television screen.

Your head snaps towards him, mouth opened as you stare at your best friend and pure shock. Did
you hear him right? "Help? How?"

He visibly gulps, slowly turning his head to you. "With your sex experiences. I can help you."

Is he for real?

"Y-you want to help me, do you mean like us having sex?"

You can hear your heart beating in your ear drums, echoing loudly as you keep staring at the man
in front of you. He's joking. He must be. Oh god, if you misread the situation you're going to bury
yourself and never come out.

"Yeah," he says slowly, dragging that one single word out of his mouth. "Well, we don't have to
have sex. There are other ways we could try to help with your sex life."

There are no words coming out of your mouth. Your whole body freezes as you let his words echo
in your head for quite some time. Jungkook, your best friend, just proposed to help you with your
secret desires. That sounds insane. What the hell goes through his head? You've got an idea.

"Do you think I'm that desperate?" you frown, meeting his widened gaze. "I won't use you just for
my stupid desires. What about you, huh? You're in love with Kiko. Wouldn't that be weird? We're
best friends."

He's not overwhelmed by your outburst, noting your every question that spilled out of your mouth
in a flashlight.

"No, I don't think you're desperate. I was the one who proposed it. And yes, I'm in love with Kiko
but, we're not in a relationship and I'm a man with needs. Do you think me beating my meat every
time I'm in a shower is somehow pleasurable? Nope."

"Okay, too much information," you scrunch your nose at the mention of his masturbating and
talking about it so causal. You wouldn't be so against it, if it weren't for a current situation and the
image of the two of you having sex. "You didn't answer the best friend part."

"What's there to answer? We're best friends and if we both agree that's what we want, I don't see a
problem here. But of course, it was just an idea. We don't have to do anything, if you're
uncomfortable with this. I'm sorry if I made things weird right now, it wasn't my intention."

You see regret flash inside of his eyes, looking away for a moment before his soft brown eyes are
set on you again. The weird thing is, that you don't feel uncomfortable nor weird at his proposed
idea. It's unusual, yes, but your friendship with him was always super close. You used to sleep in
the same bed and there were times when he was showering, while you were brushing your teeth.
Of course, you haven't seen him naked during those times, even though there is a one time he
accidentally flashed you with his dick. Maybe this is just another way to cope with his feelings.

"But-- do you even find me attractive?"

Kiko is taller, slimmer yet with wide hips and perky ass. A woman who takes care of herself, yet
she still looks natural beautiful. And then there's you. You don't think of yourself as being ugly.
But when you think about all those times Jungkook saw you in your natural habitat. Wasted,
mascara running down your cheeks, every morning you woke up with frizzy hair and puffy eyes –
there are so many times when he probably thought you looked like a mess. You never cared but
for some reason, you feel embarrassed remembering all those times.

"Of course," he blurts out, "You're beautiful."

Your heart flutters, smiling at your best friend as you look down for a moment. "Is this your way of
getting me into bed?" you ask him with puzzled look, seeing the way his eyebrows shoots up
before he frowns.

"Of course not. I'm not desperate," he uses your own words against you, looking offended by your
question.

But, he's still the one who proposed that idea and you tell him that.

"Maybe I did, but please know, that I'm not trying to get you into bed. I'd never do that, I'd never
use you. You're important to me, you know that, right?" he says, his voice turning soft as he pleads
you with his eyes. He needs you to hear it.

And you feel like an asshole assuming such a thing. It was just the first thought you got.

"I know," you whisper, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that."

"Maybe we can help each other, with no hard feelings. We've only each other."

There are friends like Taehyung and Jimin, who are incredible people that you're lucky to call your
friends. But your friendship with Jungkook is special.

"What do you mean?" you poke the inside of your cheek with intrigued gaze.

Jungkook is handsome, you'd lie if you thought otherwise. He's hot and there are times when he
gets you flustered, but you've never seen him anything more. He's your best friend after all, that's
where you draw the line. You can't imagine something more happening between you two.

"I'll help you with your sexual desires and you'll pretend to be my girlfriend."

"Jungkook--"

"Just for a month!" he quickly insists, causing you to sigh.

"But aren't you still getting more? You get to fuck me and have me to pretend to be your
girlfriend."

It's not fair.

"No, I don't have to fuck you if you don't want me to. I can help you explore everything you failed
to do with Haechan, it's totally up to you. We could see where it brings us." he explains.

It's not like you doubt him, you know that he'd never do anything to intentionally hurt you.
Jungkook is the most selfless person you know.

"Are you sure this is what you want? Won't it ruin our friendship?" You can't help but ask. It's
probably the most valuable reason why you're so unsure about all of this. If there's a chance it'll
ruin your friendship with him, you won't do it.

You can't loose him.

"Doesn't best friends who get to fuck each other end up badly? I don't want our friendship to be
ruined. What if one of us catches feelings? You never know..." you mumble, feeling him shift as he
scoots closer to you.

He cups your face in gentle manner, tucking a strand of hair behind your hair. "I love you," he tells
you, "As a best friend and that won't ever change."

He's staring between your eyes, eyeing you in a silent question causing you to smile at him.

"I love you too, Kook. But I don't think I can fall in love with you, I can't imagine it. You're just...
my best friend. It feels right that way." you assure him honestly, seeing him to give you the
slightest smile.

"Good," he nods, "But we don't have to do this."

You can see the honesty that glimmers in his eyes, but there's still that hurt hidden behind it. Hurt
that Kiro caused. You don't agree with Jungkook's plan of trying to win her back, but if you're
going to help him and you've nothing to loose – what's wrong with that?

"I guess I'm just scared, that after some time it'll feel like we're using each other." you murmur,
dropping your gaze before he gently tucks his finger under your chin as he lifts your head up.

"If you'll ever feel that way, tell me and we're going to end it. I don't want to hurt you."

Smiling, you nod along his words. "Okay," you murmur, "I guess you're right. It doesn't have to be
weird if we're comfortable with this and with each other as well."

He nods, agreeing with you.

"You're right," he licks his bottom lip before saying;

"It's a mutual help."

 Chapter 3

One week later and you're walking into the club, hands in hands, trying to act like a real couple. It
feels weird, although it's not the first you're holding Jungkook's hand. But this time, it's in a
different concept and his fingers are tightly laced with yours. On the other hand, it does feel nice.
His hand is way bigger than yours, and it's almost ridiculous how much comfort and security you
feel.

It happened too fast. You haven't got the chance to talk about basic rules, or how this is going to
work. But apparently, Mr. Mutual Help thought it's a great way to show yourselves off when Jimin
asked you both to go clubbing. One thing is sure – they can't know your relationship is fake. Of
course, at first you were against it. You can't lie to Jimin and Taehyung, they're your friends.
Although, Jungkook made sure you knew he doesn't want to lie them either, but it's the only way to
make sure it's believable. Words spread fast, and it doesn't matter if you trust that person. It can
slip out accidentally and the whole plan would be useless.

"It's only for a month. We'll say we just wanted to try it and that there was no spark." he told you
before you got out of cab, lacing your fingers together that made you jump in shock.

"Stop jumping whenever I touch you. This has to be believable." he even scolded you.

That audacity.

You've never liked clubs that much. Besides the smell and proximity of sweaty and horny bodies,
you never got the thrill behind it either. There's no toilet paper in the restroom which is always
annoying, especially when you spend the rest of the night drinking and having to use the restroom
all the time. But this is your chance to show yourselves, as couple.

Jungkook leads you through the crowd, holding your hand even more tightly while he glances over
his shoulders at you from time to time. Two minutes later, and he manages to find Jimin sitting in a
booth with Taehyung and some woman, that you've never seen before.

"Hey guys!" Taehyung waves excitedly, his cheeks slightly flashed showing off his boxy grin that
makes you grin at him.

"Finally!" Jimin yells over the rap music, waving at you before his eyes drop to your locked hands.
It's only matter of split second, before he smiles back at you as the both of you greet them properly.

"Oh, this is Hattie," Jimin says, introducing the woman with a beautiful dark skin and curly hair
that's sitting beside him. "We just met her before you guys got here, she's visiting for a few days."
he explains, letting her to introduce herself more properly.

As you're sitting down, Taehyung goes to order some drinks while you listen to her. She seems to
be super nice, explaining how this is her fourth time visiting Seoul before Jimin starts to talk about
Busan, his hometown, trying to persuade her how she should visit it as well. You talk back and
forth for a couple of minutes, or at least try to through the loud music, before Taehyung is back and
you're sipping on your drink.

There's slightly more alcohol in it than you'd appreciate, but you don't mind it that much.

Jungkook's hand is outstretched behind you, something you haven't noticed, until he taps your
shoulder causing you to glance at him. He's sitting so damn close, that you can smell his cologne
that you've always loved and see his soft skin illuminating in the gloom lightening.
"I don't think we're doing a good job." he leans, lips brushing against your ear as you hear his
husky voice causing you to almost shiver.

"What do you mean?"

You know exactly what he means by that. You've been in the club for a few minutes, but nobody
can tell that you're dating together. Fake dating, of course.

"I think," he says, fingers brushing over your exposed shoulder since your denim jacket slipped
down. "You know exactly what I mean." he breathes into your ear, your eyes anxiously dancing
between your friends.

Your breath gets caught in your throat when you notice Jimin's eyes on you, watching how close
Jungkook is. From his angle, it might look Jungkook is kissing your neck or whispering sweet
things into your ear. You shudder, staring with widened eyes when Jungkook pulls away, satisfied
smirk adoring his lips. And then you get it.

He knew Jimin was watching. He wanted him to watch.

"You're a better actor than I thought." you comment, making sure he's the only one who can hear
you.

"You've no idea." he smirks, licking his lips before he reaches for his drink.

Jeon Jungkook is going to be the death of you.

It seems like Jungkook has it all planned out to the details. Considering Hoseok, Jungkook's and
Kiko's mutual friend that introduced them to each other, is here as well. He walks up to the booth
you're all sitting in, grinning at everyone with red cheeks that mimics Taehyung's. He's not drunk
though, speaking perfectly fine as he's catching up with everyone. You almost forgot how social
and happy he is all the time.

He talks with all of you for a few more minutes, before he checks the time on his watch causing his
eyes to slightly widen. "It was so good to see all of you again! But I'm supposed to bring drinks to
friends I came here with, they're probably gonna kill me." he explains, glancing at everyone.

"Oh, with whom are you here with?" Taehyung asks cheerfully, back straightening in almost
cheerful manner of the thought of meeting new people. You know it's just a pure curiosity.

Hoseok says names you don't know, but when Jimin lets out occasional 'ah', you know he must
know some of those people. It's that moment when Kiko's name leaves Hoseok's mouth, his own
eyes cautiously glancing at Jungkook who seems to look unbothered. Although, you feel his
shoulder tense against you. Still, he doesn't react to it verbally, calmly sipping his drink as Hoseok
excuses himself.

"You wanna dance?" Jungkook asks loudly, leaning into you while you can smell vodka on his
breath. It's not strong, nor uncomfortable. It's very faint.

"I can't dance," you almost whine, protesting at the idea of you dancing.
You're confident in a lot of things, but unfortunately, dancing between bunch of bodies that can
dance way better than you, is not one of them.

"I need more booze for that." you tell him, knowing he's aware of your drunken phase.

You don't care about dancing, as long as you're drunk enough not to care. It barely happens, but
still.

"Oh, come on. I'll lead you." he insists, already standing up as he outstretches his arm for you.

Well, you can't say no now. So with a roll off your eyes and telling him how annoying he is, your
hand clasps into his before he leads you into the crowd. Luckily, he stays at the edge, so no one's
pushing into you as he grabs your hips. Your arms automatically wrap around his neck, trying to
follow the way his hips moves before he presses you closer. Your chests bumps against each other,
causing you to let out a surprised gasp while you're looking into Jungkook's eyes. He's grinning at
you, leading your hips with his hands.

"You knew she's here?" you ask him, having an urge to say something.

You don't have to say her name, he knows exactly who you're talking about.

A soft sigh leaves his mouth, almost unnoticeable but you still notice it, before he nods curtly.
"Yeah, Hoseok texted me over the week and he might mentioned he's gonna be here tonight.
Usually, where Hoseok is, Kiko is there as well." he explains.

For some reason, you just wished he'd tell you. You'd appreciate to be included in his small plans
because now, you just feel like an figure in his own game. You're supposed to be in this together,
whilst you're completely clueless about what's going on. It makes you more annoyed than it should
have.

"Are you mad?" he asks, eyes watching you with worry, noticing the sour look on your face.

"I just wished you'd tell me, that's all." you tell him, voice almost inaudible because of the loud
music that makes your whole body vibrate with each bass.

He turns you around, quickly catching you when you almost stumble from the sudden movement,
your back pressed against his firm chest. Your naked back brushed against the material of his black
dress shirt, his silver necklace cold against your skin. He leans down, lips brushing against your
ear once again while you're trying to distract yourself from the way his belt digs into your lower
back.

"I'm sorry," he apologizes quietly, but still loud enough for you to hear him. "I'll tell you everything
from now on."

With a quick nod, that's all he needed for him to relax, intensifying his dance moves as he rolls his
body into yours. He makes it feel easy, leading your body as if you were some doll, while you
brush against him. You don't think you've ever danced with him this hard, especially when his belt
brushes against your ass every now and then. He turns you around, your forehead almost bumping
into his chin, while your eyes meet right away.

"Hi," you blurt out, blinking at him as he grins at you.

"Hello," he tells you back, reaching for your denim jacket that managed to slip off your shoulders
as he puts it right back, covering your skin. He cups your face, while his other hand is placed
securely on your hip. "I think it's time for me to find out what kind of kisser are you."
Wait, what--

Before you can react in any way, his head dips down as his lips softly brush against your own. You
almost flinch back, but he holds your face close to his, nose brushing against your cheek before he
pokes your nose with it. It's cute and you'd almost giggle at the soft touches, but he presses his lips
more firmly now, moving them much more eagerly and harder. You gasp, feeling him to lick your
bottom lip. You can't even react, standing there in pure shock at the way he's kissing you because
fuck, this man can kiss really good. You've never been kissed this way. So passionately and
impatiently, yet with elegancy and no impose.

He takes your moment of surprise to invite himself, tongue slightly brushing against your own. It's
not uncomfortable and he's not forcing his way inside, letting himself to test waters with you. He's
back with kissing you, biting into your lower lip before he tugs it, eyes boring into yours. Your
whole body feels hot, insides shivering with anticipation mixed with lust. But he pulls away,
catching a breath which you do as well, noticing you held your breath this whole time.

"Sometimes it's good to dominate your partner," he tells you, causing you to blink at him in
confusion before it clicks. He's giving you an advice, doing his part of deal. "And stop staring at
me so shockingly. We're supposed to be dating." he jokes, brushing his dark locks out of his eyes,
that are currently crinkles in amusement.

"How can I not? My best friend just kissed me out of nowhere!" you exclaim, realizing what has
just happened.

Your best friend just made out with you and it left you breathless, and not just because your air was
cut off for a minute.

"You better get used to it," he tells you with a grin, his body moving against your own again.
"We're dating now." you hear him say, his eyes moving somewhere behind you.

The slight shock is switched with dark eyes on the same spot, causing you to subtly turn around.
You don't see it at first, eyes following his line of vision before you notice Kiko standing just a few
meters away from you, her eyes boring into Jungkook's before one of her friends catches her
attention.

"I didn't know she was there." Jungkook tells you as soon as you turn back to him, and you almost
laugh at his sudden distressed face. He's really being honest with everything right now.

"I mean... It's a good thing that she saw, right?"

He lets your words to sink in, eyes flickering between yours before his lips curl into a satisfied
smirk. "Yeah."

He's not sure whether she saw you two kissing, but he could recognize her shocked eyes from miles
away. Bingo.
 Chapter 4

Your body feels hot, brushing against Jungkook's firm chest that confirms your assumptions of him
working out more than he used to. This man is full of muscle, yet he's not overdoing it.

You've danced for the past ten minutes, ever since you've seen Kiko standing a few meters away
with a great view at the two of you. It's like nothing has happened, and Jungkook went back to
grinding his body against yours, touching your hips in sensual way but he never went past your
lower back, making sure he doesn't cross any line.

It's kind of shock how breathless and hot he's leaving you, goosebumps spreading all over your
body with a familiar tingle in your lower belly. It's only natural that your body reacts this way to
him. He's hot and knows how to move his hips. And maybe your lack of sex has something to do
with it as well.

"I'm gonna get something to drink. You want some?" he leans down, yelling over the music as you
notice sweat coating the side of his neck. It's not too much, and rather than feeling disgust with it,
you find yourself glancing at it with alluring eyes.

Dancing with Jungkook is one hell of a ride, and there's no competing with his huge stamina. So,
your body starts to feel the first signs of exhaustion as soon as you stop dancing, staring at your
best friend. He notices the sour look on your face that makes him laugh, his nose crinkling
alongside with the end of his eyes.

"No, I'm good!" you yell him back. "I'm gonna go back and sit down!"

Turning around, he watches you to make your way towards the booth. He catches a glimpse of you
talking with the woman who sat with all of you, a woman whose name he can't remember. With a
sigh, he turns towards a bar and makes his way there.

There are three bartenders behind a bar in total, one of them taking his order as he quickly goes to
make Jungkook his drink. He stands there, fingers tapping against the wooden desk as he patiently
waits. He feels a presence, someone standing a few centimeters away from him and he doesn't pay
too much attention to it, watching a bartender to do his job. There's nothing else for him to do.

"Jungkook," Fuck, he knows that voice.

With a quick whip of his head, he stares at his ex girlfriend with wide eyes before his brows
furrow.

"Hi." she says, giving him the best imitation of smile that makes his blood boil.

Hi? That's all she has to say? This is the first time since he's seen her from their break-up, face to
face in this kind of proximity.

But fuck, is she beautiful. Her hair are decorated in a big waves, framing her small face that is
barely touched with make up, but enough for her to sharpen her features and dark eyes. His heart
beats so fast and for some reason, he hates himself for that. He hates how easily she makes him
feel this way, from only just standing there and looking at him.

"Hey," he breathes out, not even budging as he keeps staring at her and admiring her beauty.

"I'm glad you're having fun," she says, looking as if she's not really sure what to say and Jungkook
recognizes her fumbling with her ring as a sign of nervousness. A ring he gave her. "Ah, I'm sorry.
I'm not really sure what to say. I just wanted to talk to you." she admits, crinkling her nose as her
cheeks flush embarrassingly.

He doesn't have the heart to be mad at her, nor annoyed that she came up to him. He feels the
opposite, actually. It means she cares and she's still wearing a ring he gave her.

"Yeah, my friends finally got me out." he chuckles, silently admitting to her that he's been stuck at
home but she's smart, she probably caught on the hidden meaning behind his words.

And by the saddened smile, he knows she really did.

"Same," she mutters, still enough for him to hear.

Same? Was she stuck at home as well? Wasn't she the only who broke up with him?

For some reason, he thought she started to live her life with no regrets since she wanted to try
something new — whatever that means. Knowing that their breakup might not be so easy for her
makes him to feel more at ease. It means that she cares and there's still some hope.

"I'm sorry," she blurts out all of a sudden. "I know this might be weird for you. I shouldn't have
come up to you, but I wanted to say hi."

"It's okay, I'm glad we can still talk to each other." he tells her quietly, causing her to nod in
approval.

"I... How are you? Are you good?" she stutters, carefully eyeing him as if she's waiting for him to
snap.

The silence that follows after, doesn't help at all and she's ready to cough in embarrassment when
Jungkook opens his mouth.

"I'm good," he answers, staring at the bottles of alcohol that's organized by a color. He took his
time to answer her questions. He can't exactly tell her that he's hopeless without her and he wishes
she'd come back to him, when he's supposed to be fake dating you. "And you?" he eyes her,
noticing how she dryly swallows before she gives him a little smile.

"Yeah," she answers, bruising Jungkook's heart even more but he awkwardly nods. "I saw you with
Y/N. Are you guys dating?"

And there it is.

He hoped she'd bring you into this conversation, this is the moment he was waiting for. Yet, he
feels like an asshole.

When they both started to date, he introduced you to her as his best friend. She was totally fine
with it and there weren't that many opportunities for the two of you to hang out anyway. He usually
spent all of his free time with her, and if it was with you, she was never present. Not even once, she
questioned his feelings towards her or your friendship. But she did ask him if the two of you ever
kissed, just out of pure curiosity. Which you didn't back then, but now you've and for some reason,
he feels guilty.

"Yes," he breathes out, before she can question his silence and the invisible thoughts running
through his mind.
"I'm sorry," she blurts out, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear as she avoids Jungkook's eyes.
"It's inappropriate of me to ask you that."

"It's okay," he waves her off, a murmur of 'thanks' falling out of his mouth when a bartender slides
his drink to him. He pulls out his wallet and pays for his drink, before he turns back to Kiko. "Are
you seeing someone?"

He can't help but ask that, his ears perking and eyes focused on her as she shakes her head slowly.
A breath of relief almost escapes his mouth, but he hides it perfectly when he takes a sip of his
drink.

"You want something to drink?" he asks her, noticing the way she awkwardly shifts on her spot.

"Nah, thank you. I'm not drinking tonight,"

He doesn't ask her the reason behind her choice, knowing she likes to let loose from time to time.

"Hoseok kind of made me to come here," she chuckles, causing him to grin knowing Hoseok's
persistence. "Which reminds me he's probably looking for me. It was nice catching up with you,
Kookie."

He dryly gulps at the nickname, reminded of all those times when she called him like that. It bring
a wave of nostalgia straight to his core, causing his heart to clench.

With a last wave of her slim hand, she turns around and walks into the crowd while Jungkook
watches her for the whole time, until she disappears and is out of his sight. Sighing, he grabs his
drinks and goes back to the booth where his friends are.

✫ ✧˚. * ✷˚✫

"It was so nice meeting you!" Hattie says, hugging you as if she knew you for months but you go
along with it, finding it sweet.

This is her last night in Seoul, and you've just spent at least ten minutes talking to her. It was
mainly her who was talking, telling you how you and your friends are so sweet and friendly. You
kind of feel bad, since you haven't been talking to her as much as Jimin might have. She barely
knows you, all of you, but she still has something nice to say.

"It was nice meeting you too! I wish I had more time to get to know you!" you tell her loudly,
making sure she hears you while she just waves her hand and smiles at you.

When she's gone, you make your way to the booth where's Taehyung and Jimin sitting. They're
talking, until you plop down and sigh in exhaustion. They stare at you with open mouths and before
you can ask them what's with their faces, Jimin's loud voice booms even through the music.

"What the hell? Were we just seeing you and Jungkook making out?"

Oh, yeah.

Your lips still tingle from the best kiss you've ever had, but you won't admit it to Jungkook. That
guy has already big ego. Hattie somehow cleared your mind off it for a moment, but now your
mind travels back to what has happened tonight. And it's time to explain yourself, going with
Jungkook's plan.
Kiko saw you. Jimin and Taehyung saw you.

It seems easy – this whole fake dating thing.

"Yes?" you ask unsure, growing embarrassed that they've seen the whole thing.

You can't be really surprised by Jimin's shocked tone, knowing how the two of you always assured
everyone that you've never kissed and never will. As much as everyone thought there had to be
that one time when it just happened, but no. You both had your boundaries and kissing was where
you draw the line. But now, it happened and you've some explaining to do.

It's none of their business, but they're your friends.

"I've never thought I'd see the day where the two of you would kiss," Taehyung says, his mouth
still hanging open as Jimin nods, agreeing with him. "Are you guys fucking or what?"

"Tae!" Jimin exclaims, causing his friend to shrug his shoulders innocently.

You feel bad, because you're supposed to lie them right now and they stare at you in confusion,
seeing the way your mouth opens and closes. Before you can utter a one single word, there is a
body sitting next to you, an arm wrapped around your shoulders before you're pulled towards a
warm body.

You stare at Jungkook with wide eyes, noticing the way he grins at you before he kisses your
temple. He opens his mouth, his voice filling the silence between all of you once again.

"Actually, we're dating."

 Chapter 5

"Kook, you're drunk." you choke out, shivering when you feel him peppering kisses into your neck.

You've no idea how the hell this happened. One minute, he's calling a cab since everyone has
called it a night, and then the next, his hands are all over you while shameless gasps and moans
escape past your lips. It feels so fucking good. What started with innocent touches in a cab led to
the two of you kissing in the elevator, until you got inside of Jungkook's apartment and now he's
ready to devour you.

"I'm not drunk," he pulls away, frowning a little bit at your statement. "I'm slightly buzzed." he
corrects, grinning at his amazing joke that makes you roll your eyes.

Okay, maybe he's not completely wasted and was totally fine with walking to his place, but still.
His eyes are slightly hooded, a taste of alcohol lingering on his tongue and lips, and his words
come out more lazily and slurred. You're definitely more sober than he is, but you can still feel the
basic symptoms of having alcohol flowing in your system.

It's safe to say, that it left you and Jungkook hot and craving for some touch from one another.

He dives in, lips catching yours once again as he starts kissing you with so much eagerness that
makes you moan into his mouth. Your cheeks are flushed, half from alcohol and half from the fact
you just freaking moaned into his mouth – again. Luckily, he doesn't point it out, too busy trying to
devour your lips.

It feels so fucking good, enough to leave your panties to stick to your core and you kind of hate
yourself for that. This is your best friend. You haven't been this aroused because on anyone. The
fact that it's Jungkook himself, should make you feel uncomfortable but all you can focus on, are
your fingers tugging his longer hair. He groans, pulling you onto his lap and it makes you squeal,
before he's catching your lips once again. His hands rummage over your back, slowly gripping your
hips before he slightly touches your lower back. He's testing the waters again, not wanting to make
you feel uncomfortable and cross any boundaries. You still have a lot to talk about, setting a basic
rules on how this whole thing is going to work.

But you could care less about rules right now, especially when Jungkook's lips are irresistible. The
whole thing is out anyway, Kiko knows and Jimin with Taehyung as well. Their reaction is still
clear in your mind.

"Actually, we're dating."

For a solid minute, they just stare at the both of you, eyeing you both with even more shock written
on their faces. Jimin's eyes fall onto Jungkook's arm around your shoulders while Taehyung keeps
glancing between you two.

"You--what--the two of you-- you guys are-- you are dating?" Taehyung stutters, trying to break the
awkward silence.

Poor Taehyung looks like he's about to loose his mind, trying to put the pieces together as he
slowly reaches for his drink, sipping on it.

Well, you both were always super clear about your friendship and how it is important for you, too
important to ruin it with trying to date. Plus, you were clear about not seeing each other as a
partner and sharing the same love life. It makes this lie way more harder and you begin to panic.
"How did this happen? I mean... you guys were pretty persistent where the both of you stand."
Jimin frowns, still not believing you as he carefully eyes you and if it weren't for Jungkook next to
you, you'd shrink in your seat.

"We've decided to try it out. Y/N has always been there for me and I think she's what's best for me,"

You're not being subtle when you whip your head in his direction, staring at him with confused
gaze, hiding your real shock behind it. You search his eyes, but he's making it hard for you to see
through them when he just stares back at you, smiling down at you. You're not sure whether the
smile is fake or real, but you go along with it and smile back.

Damn, he's a really good actor.

"Anyway, this is still new for us. Can you guys not make it weird for us?" he asks, looking at your
friends as they quickly nod, apologizing by their blunt reaction.

"Oh, fuck." you curse, head leaning backwards when Jungkook sucks at your neck. Jimin and
Taehyung out of your thoughts as soon as you feel his lips on the new spot.

He licks the skin of your neck before he goes back to sucking, skilfully twirling his tongue making
you gasp into the air. You've never felt something like this. Your ex boyfriend was never this
touchy and straightforward, and Jungkook is showing you what you were missing out. He's so
damn good with his mouth, it makes you think what else does he know and why the fuck Kiko left
such a man.

His hardness is poking you, it's hard to tell if he's fully hard but you can still feel it, even though it's
hidden underneath his black jeans. The ache between your legs is strong, needy for any touch that
makes you see stars and your body reacts naturally, shifting on his lap that makes him gasp in
surprise. He feels you grinding on him, hands grabbing your ass for the first time and he even
checks your reaction, only to find your eyes closed and teeth biting your lower lip.

Your lipstick is smeared, almost none of it left and your make up isn't fresh, but you don't care
about your appearance. All you can focus is Jungkook and only him.

When he squeezes your ass, encouraging you to keep grinding onto his clothed length, your hand
outstretches on his chest as you pull away just a little bit. "Stop." you tell him breathlessly, trying to
calm down your beating heart.

You can feel his own heart beat against your palm, the rhythm identical to yours, while he stares at
you with those doe eyes that are glistening from the alcohol.

"You wanna stop?"

The disappointment behind his voice doesn't go unnoticed by you, but you don't dwell on it too
much, wanting to get things out of your chest. Your friendship is still the most important thing
here.

"We're both drunk, Kook. I don't want us to regret it when we wake up tomorrow." you tell him
honestly, because the thought and different scenarios of tomorrow morning makes your stomach
uncomfortable scrunch.

"We don't have to have sex," he tells you, leaning his head back as he slows down his breathing.
"But if you wanna stop, I'm fine with whatever you want."

This causes you to smile, appreciating the honesty in his voice and even the look on his drunken
face. But you don't want to stop. Maybe it's not the right thing to have sex with him, tonight or
even, but you just want to keep kissing him and see where it brings you. You don't want to plan
anything and the way your whole make out happened in the elevator, continuing in his small living
room is exactly what you want. Rather than you want things to happen spontaneously, you want
them to happen naturally.

And it's that one look at his neck, a faint vein poking out of his honey skin and disappearing
underneath his black dress shirt that reveals some of his collarbones, drives you crazy. You've got
only one month to experience anything you and Jungkook want. And now you want him.

Shaking your head, you cup his face as you shift on his lap to make yourself comfortable, smirking
when he groans and glares at you. "I want to continue." you assure him, giving him a green light
and before you can properly look at him from this close proximity, he's already chasing your lips
again.

The kissing is heated, his hands all over your ass again but this time he makes sure he squeezes
your ass cheeks and gives them a proper attention, while you grip the back of his head and starts to
grind on his clothed jeans.

"I--fuck, I don't think I can cum like this," he tells you, the mention of anyone cumming tonight
makes you all giddy inside. "Let me take my jeans off." he says, but still searches your face for
permission.

He must be uncomfortable in those tight jeans and quick 'sure, take it off' leaves your mouth right
away, shifting off his lap before he quickly takes them off. You're not surprised by his usual
Calvin Klein boxers, this time in white color, but your mouth hangs open as you see the visible
outline of his length.

It looks massive and you're not even sure if he's fully hard. He pats his lap, inviting you in again
and you don't waste a second, already scurrying to sit down on his muscular thighs.

You go back straight to kissing, your dress hiking up and he carefully slides his hands underneath
it, feeling your lacy panties with his fingertips. And you grind on him, moaning at the way he
visibly starts to visibly hardening after a few strokes, your underwear rubbing against each other.
Your clit is aching, greedy for his cock and you're close to pull off his boxers, just to see and feel
what's hiding underneath it.

Jungkook's firm hands are helping you to set up a fast pace, pushing your ass against his hardened
length that feels massive and you almost salivate just from the feeling of it. Your face is buried in
his face, inhaling his musky scent while you keep gasping into his skin. It feels so fucking good,
it's something you've never tried before. You're needy, almost pathetically humping him like a
bitch in heat but your body reacts on its own. Your mind feels clear, not filled with overthinking or
any thoughts.

"That's it, baby. Grind on me, make yourself cum." he suddenly speaks, voice breathless but raspy
at the same time. Baby.

It makes you whimper, not ready for any dirty talk but it's just another step to get you closer.

You knew he's great with his mouth.

"Jungkook," you whimper, feeling yourself getting close and clenching around nothing. You wish
you could feel him inside of you and it makes you so flustered, but you know you can't stop. This
is what you wanted.
"You're doing great, that's it. Fuck, baby. Keep rubbing your pussy over my cock."

Fuck, is this the same man that drinks banana milk?

It all seems to fast. But the feeling of Jungkook's cock brushing against your clit and filthy words
leaving his mouth, you're gasping and clutching onto him tightly, before you let go. You're
cumming, his name leaving your mouth as a chant, while your whole body grows even more hot.

Before you know it, Jungkook groans and his whole body tenses, his head throwing back as he
suddenly relaxes.

"Fuck," he rasps out, caressing your ass as your whole body is thrown over him. "I've never
thought I could cum in my pants."

You pull away, shakily glancing at him before you look down. There's a stain wetting the white
material, his cum drenching his boxers. You wait for him to grow embarrassed or shy, but he grins
cockily and amusingly at the same time, staring at his softening clothed cock.

Your panties feel sticky, but you don't move away. It felt incredible, yet you still crave for more.
You know you could experience much more intense orgasm with Jungkook.

And rather than thinking that you've just made each other orgasm into your underwear, you just
think about one thing only.

You can't wait for more.

 Chapter 6

Jungkook's mouth is ajar, a soft puffs of breaths leaving his small pouty lips while his eyes are
shut. He's topless, naked chest covered by the thin blanket but you still get a little peak of his
defined collarbones and bulged biceps that grips the soft material closer to his body.

Sleeping in the same bed as Jungkook isn't new, although it's been awhile since that happened. It
feels fresh, yet still the same. You both stayed on the each side of the bed, not touching each other
at all.

The memories of Jungkook's lips and touch are still fresh, even when the alcohol finally washed
out of your system. You weren't that drunk, but now that you're sober you can tell how bold you've
become with him yesterday. Even those memories of yesterday found their way to your dreams,
where you could feel him over and over again.

It's not the first time you've had a dream like this one, but this time you're not weirded out by it.
He's still the same person, your best friend, but you got to see him in another light yesterday. But
does Jungkook feel the same?

Won't he find it weird waking up next to you, knowing you humped each other like horny bunnies
just yesterday? God, even that term makes you cringe and shiver in embarrassment.

Maybe you should just disappear, tell him that you got something important to do and act like none
of this happened. You both agreed to help each other, so it shouldn't be weird. But still, you're
worried what will happen once Jungkook wakes up. This is different than the other times when you
both slept in same bed, woke up and continued with your daily lives, not finding anything weird.
You might haven't had sex, but you still made cum each other – that's a valid point. Different
scenarios fly through your mind, each second that Jungkook might wake up, makes you feel sick
even more. So, slowly and quietly, you stand up and grab your clothes.

Jungkook's old shirt feels too comfortable on your body, but this is the least concern you should be
having. Your dress from previous night smells awful, your perfume mixed with cigarettes and
sweat is not a pleasant smell. But you don't have any other choice. You're not sure if Jungkook still
keeps some of your old clothes you forgot somewhere around here, and you don't have time to find
out.

There's a little bit of rustling behind you, and you don't have the guts to turn around to check.

"Are you seriously sneaking out?"

Oh, fuck.

His morning voice is raspy and low, thick with tiredness and amusement. When you turn around,
you're met by his hooded eyes but awake enough, to have some sort of glint in them. The blanket
slides down off his chest, revealing his naked skin when he stretches his arms with a pleasant
groan.

"I was just about to dress up myself." you murmur, ignoring the way he raises a brow at you,
clearly not believing you a word.

"You don't have to do a walk of shame. I'll drive you home, just give me an hour." he tells you, too
busy stretching out to notice your reddened cheeks and awkward cough that escapes your mouth.
Well, the good thing is he doesn't seem to act weird or suspicious. In fact, he seems to be totally
fine which leaves you to be the only one who's freaking out. "Sure, that sounds great." you tell him,
giving him a tight smile that makes him snort.

"You don't have to be weird, y'know," he chuckles, sitting up as he eyes you up and down. "I
thought we both agreed on this."

You've always admired how straight forward and open minded he is, acting way more mature
about this whole thing than you do right now. But you've never done this and instead of being
unsure about where you stand, you were just too scared to face him in fear it'd affect your
friendship.

"I'm weird, aren't I?" you chuckle, dropping your clothes back onto his black chair before you sit
on the edge of his bed. "I'm sorry, we were just both drunk and I thought it'd be weird once you
wake up. I was scared that you're going to regret it or something."

It's nice to get it off your chest, and it feels even nicer to be able to talk about it with him so
openly. He understandably nods, shifting towards you so he sits next to you. He drapes his arm
over your shoulders, pulling you closer as you let out a surprised whimper.

"I don't regret anything," he tells you, poking you into your ribs with his free hand causing you to
glare at him. "Do you?"

"No." you answer him, sure of your answer as he nods.

"Cool," he says, standing up as he stretches his arm and legs with the same pleasant groan.

Your eyes automatically drops towards his crotch, soft bulge visible in his boxers that causes you
to blush at the memories of you rubbing against him. "Now can you make me your bokkeum-bap?"
he asks, stretching his neck this time, luckily not noticing you eyeing him.

In other cases, you'd act annoyed that he wants you to cook early in the morning but you'd still do
it. But all you can muster right now, is to ask him the first thing that crosses your mind. "With
kimchi?"

He grins, crinkling his nose as he always does, at your lack of objecting. "Yes."

And you quickly scurry out of his bedroom, not letting him caught you staring at him and eating
him out alive. Jeon Jungkook in the mornings is dangerous.

The smell of kimchi and eggs is filling Jungkook's whole apartment, while you hum a familiar
melody and stir the rice. You're too caught up in your cooking that you don't notice Jungkook
approaching you, standing behind you. The smell of fresh after shave and shower gel gives him
away, but before you can turn around, Jungkook's already looking behind your shoulder. He's so
damn close, his face just inches away from yours as he loudly sniffs.

"Hmm, smells nice." he hums, lips smacking in delight at the sight of fresh food.
All you can focus is the way he smells, not the food. The rice starts to hiss, and you quickly put it
off the stove, glancing at Jungkook who's standing behind you in his sweatpants. You gulp at the
sight, flickering your eyes between his abs and eyes.

"Put some shirt on for fucks sake." you scold him, pulling out two plates from his cupboard as you
serve the breakfast.

"Am I making you frustrated?"

You don't see him, being turned to him with your back, but you can perfectly hear the teasing
behind his voice. You grip the edge of the counter, rolling your eyes as you look at him.

"Jungkook," you groan, causing him to laugh before he disappears and returns with a baggy shirt
covering his naked torso. Thank God.

For the rest of the time that you're both eating, Jungkook is mostly the one who talks the most,
even with full mouth and cheeks puffed out with the breakfast. You don't have the heart to scold
him for doing that, hiding an amused smirk from his cuteness. He fills you up on the most random
things which mostly involves his work, and all the stuff that you've missed out. It's another moment
that you realize how much you missed him. Simple – eating, sitting and talking with each other like
you've always used to.

When you're both done eating, you're about to stand up and wash your empty plate, when Jungkook
waves you off and tells you to sit down. He washes dishes with his back turned to you and you take
that time to watch the way, his back flexes with each movement. It's no lie that you're attracted to
him, you've always admitted that. Maybe not to him, but to yourself for sure. There were times
when the confident and cocky guy you knew, suddenly became self-conscious and started to work
out even more. It all happened when he met Kiko, certain that he wants to win her. You knew he'd,
it was just the matter of time. It's hard to resist a man like Jungkook, especially when he's polite,
charming and knows how to treat everyone.

He's not perfect. Nobody is.

However, even his – what you could describe as negative qualities – are nothing to compared to his
good ones. He gets jealous, not to the point that he gets angry but he becomes insecure, questioning
himself. He's competitive, but it's nothing serious and you often joke about it. But there's no need
for him to be competitive, because he wins every time.

"So," he speaks up, cutting off your thoughts. He turns around, wiping his hands with a dishcloth
before he slings it back to its place.

He sits down on his previous spot, eyes boring into yours while he rests his elbows on the table.

"I believe you wanted to talk about some rules."

"Yes," you nod, standing up before you walk up to the small cabinet where he has notepad and
pens stored.

You smile when you find them there, feeling some kind of triumph over the fact that you've
remembered such a ridiculous and minor thing. He watches you clicking the pen with a curious
gaze, snorting when he sees you writing a huge 'rules'.

"Is this necessary?" he asks amused, watching you send him a glare.

"No, but we're going to have a better outlook on the rules if we write them down." you explain,
satisfied when he gives you a nod.

"Okay," he drawls out, resting his chin on his palm. "Any rules you want?"

"Hmm, no kissing." you answer and before you can continue, Jungkook cuts you off.

"What?!" he almost yells, looking at you as if you've just grown two heads. "How do you expect
me not to kiss you? We're supposed to be dating. People will find it weird if we won't kiss in front
of them, especially Taehyung and Jimin. They already seem to be suspicious, especially Jimin."

"If you just let me talk," you scold him, raising a brow at him, even though you just want to laugh
at his frustrated face. He looks so funny with his chest heaving and widened eyes. "I meant no
kissing besides when we're in public or doing... whatever the fuck you wanna call it."

"You mean your part of the deal."

"You could say so," you murmur, not really sure if that's the right way of calling it but you just go
along with it. It doesn't matter anyway, you both know what you're talking about. "I think it'd be
weird if we kissed whenever."

"I don't have any reason to kiss you," he says, eyes widening once again when he sees you frown.
"I mean.. when we're not in public or having sex." he explains himself, his blunt words causing you
to look down in mere embarrassment.

"We don't have to have sex, of course. That's not what I meant when I said--"

"Jesus, calm down, Kook. I know what you mean." you interrupt him, chuckling when he sighs in
relief.

You talk back and forth, talking about the most basic rules which includes not saying anything to
anyone. Nobody has to know the truth because for one month, you're dating each other. Even if it's
fake. Next one is to be honest. Whenever one of you feels like it's too much, you talk about it and
try to fix it.

The other one causes you to awkwardly coughs, when he brings up the sex part. But he has a point.
The two of you are going to be exclusive, if you ever decided to have sex. It's just to be safe.
Honestly, you can't even imagine having sex with someone else while you're fucking Jungkook.

"Do you have, like, any list of things that you're willing to try out?" he asks, causing you to almost
choke on your spit.

He looks so serious, eyes watching you with so much intensity that makes you want to hide from
them. But you shouldn't be acting like this. It's stupid to be all shy about it and Jungkook is making
sure he won't cross any lines in the future.

"I've never thought about it. I think I just want to find out in a natural and spontaneous way." you
shrug, seeing him to nod as he takes a mental note of your statement.

"Well, if you ever feel uncomfortable make sure to tell me. I don't want to hurt you in any way.
Things in sex can get intense and since you don't know what you're willing to try, there could be a
time when you'd want to stop. Just be sure to be vocal with me." he says, gaze filled with worry
and certainty.

It makes you wonder what kind of persona he is in bed. What is he capable of? The unknowing of
it causes a slight burn between your legs and you've to silently cough, thinking about something
else.

"Don't worry. If you ever hurt me, I'll just punch you or something."

"Jeez, thanks," he rolls his eyes. "I think telling me to stop would be just fine."

You hide a grin, licking your lips.

"What else?" you ask, lips purse in thought.

You most likely talked about everything. There's not that much to be said and instead of making
rules, you've just talked about how this is going to work.

"Don't try to fall in love with me."

Jungkook's cocky grin causes you to roll your eyes at him. "I'm not that cliche, buddy."

"It's hard not to fall in love with me. I'm charming." he says cockily, and you know he's just
lightening up the mood and being his usual self.

"Oh, please," you exclaim dramatically. "I've known your ass for years. I'd fall in love with you by
now but sorry to break it to you, but I'm not interested." you joke, watching him gasp in return.

"A-are you using me?" he places his hand over his chest, mouth agape and you can't help but
snicker.

"I just want your cock and you want... you need me." you nod, lips pursed as you make your point.

He licks his bottom lip, biting into it before he chuckles. "That's using."

"No, it's not," you disagree straight away, wanting to use his own words against him. "It's a mutual
help." you smirk, watching him to do the same before you both erupt in laughter.
 Chapter 7

Exactly two days passed away since you and Jungkook had the whole conversation about how
your plan is going to work out, settling a slight relieved feeling in your chest. It went well, less
embarrassing than you thought it'd be. But now you think about it, it wasn't embarrassing at all.

Having no actual schedule, made things much more at ease and natural. Jungkook's messages
popped on your screen every now and then, even during your work time which caused a muffled
giggle escape your mouth whenever he sent you one of his ridiculous memes. With no actual
seeing him, it was the only sort of communication you both had.

That was until he asked about the movie night – something you used to do from time to time.

It brings a weird nostalgia, remembering all those night you've spent watching horror movies that
Jungkook insisted on watching so bad, leaving you screaming, jumping and gasping at every scene
in fear. You knew some part of him did it on purpose, knowing you'd have all those reactions and
he always had so much fun with that. Snickering and laughing his lungs out, even when you glared
at him and smacked him, annoyed by all the teasing and mocking.

But this time, it's different. When Jungkook tells you he has a movie prepared, you thought it'd be
just some stupid horror movie or something you've watched hundreds of times, but it's still fun to
watch. Like Harry Potter or Fast and Furious movies. However, Jungkook's sly smirk appears on
his face as soon as a naked woman appears on the screen.

It's an erotic movie, giving you Fifty Shades of Grey vibes, while Jungkook looks he's enjoying it
more than you do.

"It's a great way for you to find out what you might like." he explains after couple of minutes,
cutting off the loud moaning boosting from the speakers.

His neighbours probably think he's fucking someone here.

Apparently, it's none of his concerns, when he's watching the movie with all his attention. A soft
snort leaves your mouth, finding it amusing how quickly he shut up as soon as a naked woman
appeared on the screen.

"Do you find her attractive?" you ask him after a while, cocking your head to the side as you
observe the woman's body, before you pop some more popcorn into your mouth.

She's not ugly, but not overly pretty like they usually cast such actress. This one looks casual,
almost discreet but still holds some kind of confidence.

He mimics your previous action, munching on the salty popcorn as he studies the current scene.

"I mean... she's not ugly." he comments, although doesn't show any more effort to dive into it
more.

"Her boobs are small." you say casually.

He looks at you, a grin plastered on his lips as if he finds your comment funny. "Are they?" he asks
amusingly, giving you a glance before he looks back to the movie.

The conversation ends there, the confronting scene catching both of yours attention as you find
yourself to be invested in the actual plot. You're intrigued, because even though there is a fair
amount of sex scenes, it doesn't seem to be all about sex which pleasantly surprises you. That's
until the two main characters are back on screen, passionately kissing before he decides to punish
her. Two minutes later, a spanking sound resounds in the living room as you watch with slightly
widened eyes the scene unfolding in front of you. He slaps her naked ass, a camera catching his
darkened eyes that are set on her.

It's no news that your sexual experience isn't that wide as you hope it would be. Else you wouldn't
be in this kind of position – playing Jungkook's fake girlfriend in exchange of him fulfilling your
secret and undiscovered desires.

Your ex never showed any interest in the whole BDSM thing and neither did you. Being called
slut, bitch and having someone degrading you, has never occurred your mind. It's not something
you'd probably enjoy. Although, BDSM is much more than that, probably involving lot more stuff
that you can think about. But watching this movie, which revolves around it, you don't find it
uncomfortable.

You're rather intrigued with the way he spanks her ass – her moans which are obviously fake and
played, mixing with spanking sounds. It makes you wonder if you'd like to be spanked. The scene
in front of you doesn't make you wet or horny, but the thought of someone doing that to you is still
enough to spark an interest inside of you.

"What are you thinking?" Jungkook speaks up, his brows slightly pinched together just to show
curiosity and confusion on his face.

You must've shown way more interest on your face than you thought, considering he noticed it.
But then, Jungkook has always seen right through you.

"Nah, I was just wondering.." you trail off, focusing your eyes on the screen as you unconsciously
bite onto your lower lip.

"About what?"

"I don't know. I've never been spanked before. I'm wondering if it's, y'know, my thing or
something." you mutter, disappointed when the scene cuts to a different more, much less explicit.

It's quiet for a couple of seconds, your mind already set on the plot of the movie but Jungkook is
the one who's staring in front of him with puzzled look. You don't notice it, not until he speaks up
again.

"You wanna try it?"

Not expecting it, you almost choke on your spit, straightening yourself as you peer at him with
widened eyes. Did you hear him right? Is he joking? But when you notice his neutral, or more like
curious gaze, you know he's for real. A smirk curves on your lips, your body turning to Jungkook
to take a better look at him.

"Are you offering to spank me, Kook?"

"I mean... yeah. I guess I am." he shrugs carelessly and you take that time to properly look at him.

He's wearing one of his usual comfy outfits consisting of loose sweatpants and black oversized
shirt. You've seen him wearing it more times than his working attire, but he looks fucking good.
There's no lie in that and you're sure Jeongguk is very well aware of his attractiveness.
"I'm in but what reason is there to spank me for? Me drinking your banana milk?" you snort,
laughing at the way he looks offended for a second at the mention of his precious banana milk.

The tantrum he threw a few months back, the one you remember very clearly, because he made
sure he gives you a proper punishment for drinking his stupid banana milk that he loves so much.
It was funny, until he started to tickle you to the point there were tears running down your cheeks
and you were very close to peeing yourself.

One thing Jungkook doesn't like is you laughing straight into his face, making fun of him. But you
can't help it and continue to laugh at his sudden expression, jaw locked into its place as he stares at
you with dark eyes. It all happens quickly, his hands on your hips pulling you closer to him in a
flash. His hands are rough on your skin, leaving prints on it while he makes sure he holds you
securely. He bends you over his knee, the cold air hitting the back of your exposed thighs as you
grab onto the first thing your hands can reach – his ankle and the edge of the couch.

Unfortunately, you chose to wear one of your pajamas shorts that you forgot here months ago,
wanting to wear something more comfortable. Plus, Jungkook's air conditioning is broken, so it's
hotter inside than usual. It all makes it even more awkward in this situation. He has seen you in
your towel before, but this time it's different. Almost all of your ass is exposed to his dark eyes and
you're about to look at him, slowly lifting up yourself just to be pushed back. His knee digs into
your lower stomach but you don't mind it that much.

"I'm sick of you making fun of me." he spits, palming your ass through the cotton material of your
shorts that makes your breath hitch.

Fuck. Since when are his hands so comfortable?

You're not sure whether he talks about the mention of banana milk or that you've laughed into his
face again – but you can't focus on that for too long, not when his hand feels so good against your
ass.

Nobody has ever been so rough with you and he barely did anything. Still, it's enough to make your
heart jump every time he swiftly moves his hand. Has he ever done this before?

"I'm sorry." you speak up, not recognizing your voice at all. It's so fragile, flattering into the space
of your living room. It doesn't sound like you at all.

"Are you?" he dryly chuckles, scoffing right after as he squeezes your ass cheek.

God, it feels so good. He barely started and you already feel yourself getting wet. No, you're wet.

"Oh, bunny, you're about to be sorry."

This is not the Jeon Jungkook that you know. He's showing you a whole new side of him. His
voice is dark filled with dominance and lust, leaving you breathless.

A shiver runs down your spine, anticipating every move he makes with his big hand as he keeps
palming the soft flesh of your ass. He plays with the hem of your shorts, before he asks you if he
can take it down. Automatically a 'yes' jumps out of you, his amused chuckle following right after
as you hide your flush cheeks. Thank God, he can't see you right now.

He doesn't take them entirely, enough to expose your perky ass cheeks to him. You hear him
silently curse, admiring your untouched ass that's about to be spanked. He can perfectly picture his
red hand prints all over it and it takes him a minute to shake out of his daze. Out of nowhere, he
spanks your ass, not too hard though. You can barely register it, but it's enough to make your heart
jump from the sudden contact. You understand it that he only tested waters, silently watching your
reaction.

But when you shift yourself, pushing your ass up, it's all he needs. It's a silent plea for him to
continue, so he doesn't waste any time asking you since you patiently wait for his next move.

"If you wanna stop, just tell me," he speaks up, his tone gentle all of a sudden causing the corner of
your mouth to twitch in amusement.

Leaning up, you turn around your head just enough to look at him, quirking you brow. "Okay,
bunny."

You just wanted to tease him, using his own choice of words or more accurately the pet name he
gave you, but it turns out it wasn't a good idea. Before you can properly lean back, your back
arches as soon as his hand is met with your ass cheek, slapping your flesh out of nowhere. The
smack sound rings in your ears as you shut your eyes automatically, a surprise gasp leaving your
mouth.

"I wish I could ruin you for that smart mouth of yours," he says through his gritted teeth, palming
your ass before he smacks the other cheek with the same intensity.

It's almost embarrassing how quickly he got you wet. The wetness between your legs causes you to
rub your thighs together. It could be mistaken as your reaction to cope with the new feeling, but it's
a completely different story. You're rubbing your thighs together to release some of the build up
lust in the pit of your stomach and between your legs. If he knows what you're doing, he doesn't
voice it out.

"Ruin me, Kook." you whisper, so silent that you think he didn't hear you, but he did when his next
words are like the next wave that's splashing you in the face.

"Oh, I will," It's not a comment, it's a promise. "I want you to count every spank I give you." he
demands, his voice shifting to even darker one and you wonder if he's just getting into some
character or this is his persona in bed.

If he's usually like this in bed, you envy every girl that gets to fuck him and experience it.

"Okay." you speak up, knowing he's waiting for your answer.

He's not wasting a second, a palm meeting your clothed skin in a quick movement, not too harsh
but enough to let you a surprised squeal. He palms your eyes right after, caressing the thin material
as you hear your heart beating in your eardrums. You're surprised by the new feeling,
complementing whether you like it or not. You need more to decide on that.

"Count, Y/N." Jungkook says through clenched teeth, reminding you of his rules that completely
blew out of your mind.

"One." you cough, hiding your surprising soft voice.

It's clear, even to your inexperience self, that he's going easy on you. His voice might be rough,
showing his dominance over you, but his soft touches that makes sure to caress your attacked ass
says otherwise.

"Good girl." he praises, causing a cheeky grin appear on your lips in instant, feeling some kind of
proudness over his praise.
But your grin is wiped off as soon as he slaps you again, this time focusing on the other ass cheek
with more intensity, causing you to squirm in spot. This time, any sound that's about to come out of
your mouth is muffled by your lips, teeth securely biting into your lower lip.

He repeats the caressing part, which helps the slight stinging feeling on your ass, although you
know he's restraining himself. He makes sure he goes gradually and slowly, silently watching your
reactions.

It makes you think he had probably done this before, the way he acts surely doesn't look as
someone who doesn't know what he's doing. You kind of suspected that he's not boring and sex
with him is a different kind of adventure, by the amount of girlfriends he had. But of course, that
doesn't mean anything. Maybe his charms and attractiveness helped — but now you know, that
your suspicion was right.

Rather than to say it's weird, it's new for you to see this kind of side of him. Yes, Jungkook has
always held some kind of dominance but he still remained this cute guy who'd pout and laugh in
the cutest way. It's new, and you like it.

"Y/N..." he growls, reminding you of your task as you take your time to count for him.

"Two." you say much more stable, licking your lips in anticipation before another slap is delivered
onto your lips.

Each slap gets more intense, stinging your skin even more to the point that you squirm on his lap.
But every time, a number of the slap always resounds from you, not telling him to stop. It's not
enough to get you off, but enough to make your panties stick to your heat, enjoying how wet you've
become with each slap. You should be embarrassed when soft gasps of pleasure blend with the
movie that is still on, but you could care less. Your mind is purely focused on Jungkook's hand,
meeting your now exposed flesh, since he hiked up your shorts.

Skin on skin contact is even better, his soft skin and gentle circles that he massages to your skin
leaves you breathless. You crave for him, the burn between your legs almost unbearable as you
whimper, silently hoping Jungkook would touch you elsewhere.

"You like that, bunny, huh." he chuckles, his usual light and teasing tone gone and swapped with
darkness and mocking.

Oh, you do. Much more than you've ever imagined.

"Answer me," he says, blowing another slap to your ass that makes you flinch in surprise. "You
like me spanking your little ass?" he muses, a finger tracing a gentle line across his red handprint
that you can't see but surely feel.

You shudder, gulping before you open your mouth. "Yes."

A low hum comes out of him, pinching your reddened skin that makes you whimper. It hurts, but
when the pain slowly goes away you feel yourself clenching your thighs together, perking your ass
for him.

"I told you to count," he reminds you, pinching your other cheek. "So needy." he comments under
his breath, probably more to himself than to you, eyeing your perked ass.

"Nine." you count, your breath hitching in your throat.

"Last one, bunny. Get ready."

He barely finished saying it, his hand slapping over his handprint again. This one is the most
intense one, causing you to loudly gasp before a shameless moan erupts in your throat. He
massages your ass, blowing some air onto it that makes goosebumps appear on your skin. He gives
you a few seconds, taking in your quickened breathing that gradually slows down before he slowly
pulls you up.

Your cheeks are red, pupils blown out from what has just happened.

It was fucking good. So good that you wished he'd touch you again, taking care of that burn in the
pit of your stomach and between your legs. You've never been turned on from this kind of thing
and looking at Jungkook, just wants you to sit on his lap and repeat that time when you made cum
each other.

But you stay put, taking in his dark eyes and a few strands of his raven hair covering them, before
he moves them away. A slow, but clear smirk stretches onto his lips and you know your best friend
is back.

"You surely liked that." he teases you, wiggling his brows that makes you roll your eyes at him.

"Pff, it wasn't that good. Don't flatter yourself." you scoff, knowing he has another thing added to
his teasing list.

He's such a brat.

"Hmm, I think your soaked shorts says otherwise." he muses, eyes adverting between your legs that
makes you react right away, looking there for yourself.

A wet patch soaked through your panties and shorts is visible, your legs automatically closing but
it's too late. He has seen it and pointed that out.

He's right. You surely liked that.

His smug smirk makes you annoyed, rolling your eyes at him once more as you quickly sit back,
eyes adverted to the screen.

What a brat.
 Chapter 8

"Why are we here?" you ask with narrowed eyes, eyeing your best friend whose cheeks are puffed
up with pork belly.

"We are on a date." he answers with a obvious tone.

"I got that from your single message." you roll your eyes, remembering the message you got when
you barely got home.

It's Tuesday, it's not even the middle of the week, and you definitely weren't expecting him wanting
to hang out during the week. He's lucky you were hungry anyway, home with almost empty fridge.
He knows you can't say no to food, especially when it's a typical Korean barbecue.

'I'm taking you out in an hour, be ready'

That's what the message said and even when his black car parked in front of your apartment
building, he barely explained the point of all of this.

"Well, this is Seokjin's restaurant," he starts, seeing your dumbfounded look before he sighs.
"Seokjin, you've met him when we went bowling with Tae, Jimin and Kiko. Even Hoseok tagged
along." he explains, unfolding a very hazy memory.

If you remember correctly, it was the day when Jungkook introduced Kiko to you.

Jungkook looks like you should know exactly who he is, and the way he stares at you like if you
were an idiot makes you annoyed. "It happened like a year ago. Do you really expect me to
remember that?" you snark, rolling your eyes in annoyance when you see Jungkook doing the
same.

So much for acting like a couple who loves each other.

"Anyway, he's not here right now. But Hoseok works here as operations manager."

Hoseok, Kiko's close friend, is here right now and it all makes sense. He knows when Hoseok
would see you, he'd probably tell Kiko. Nothing is sure, but it's worth a shot.

"Ah, right. Now I get it." you breathe out, reaching for a chopsticks before you make yourself a
wrap.

Jungkook just nods along, eating quietly before he opens his mouth. "Oh, Seokjin is getting
married and he invited me to his wedding. You're coming with me."

"What? Why do I need to be there?" you exclaim with full mouth, causing him to glare at you in
disgust before he sighs.

"Because I need a date and he knows we're dating. He kinda invited you as well," he explains,
shooting you his pleading look which consists of his doe eyes and slightly pouted lips in hope.
"Okay, I'm sorry for dropping this on you all of a sudden. He just called me yesterday to remind
me of the wedding and I forgot. I was supposed to go with Kiko, but that changed..." he trails off,
silencing himself for a few seconds before he continues. "And now he knows we're dating, so I told
him you'll come."
"Yeah, okay. Is she going to be there?"

He nods, biting the inside of his cheek. "Yes, Seokjin is marrying her best friend. She is going to be
there."

With that, you only nod and stuff your mouth again.

It's just another plan that might work perfectly. Jungkook told you about him and Kiko talking to
each other at the club. He hasn't said much, but he clearly sees the hope in winning her back. Even
you can see it, after hearing her questioning you and his relationship. If she didn't care, she
wouldn't ever stopped by to talk to him.

"When's the wedding?" you ask him, noting that you need to buy a proper dress for that.

Your wardrobe mainly consists of sweatpants, slacks and basic shirts. If you want to look good,
you need to invest some money in a nice dress.

"Next week."

"Jungkook!" you exclaim, watching your best friend in horror.

Next week is too soon.

He sheepishly looks at you, offering you a piece of pork belly with his chopsticks as a sign of
apology. You roll your eyes again, but still lean towards him to eat the meat, not forgetting to glare
at him in the process.

"What are you doing?"

Eyeing Jungkook, who's scooting his way over to you as he unlocks his phone.

"We should take a photo," he answers, turning on his camera. "And make it Instagram official,
baby." he wiggles his brows, causing you to snort in return before you try to adjust your hair.

"Wait, I'm not ready." you tell him, glaring at the phone that's shoved into your face before
Jungkook snaps the picture of your face.

He snorts, looking at the picture of you glaring at the camera with hands in your hair and slightly
opened mouth. He tries to do it again, but you slap his hands before you properly adjust your hair.
You smile into the camera, before Jungkook does the same and snaps a picture.

He eyes it, brows furrowing as he exhales. "It looks like most of our photos."

You lean to him, looking at the photo that looks cute. Jungkook obviously looks hot, even with the
soft smile that's settled on his lips. "I think it looks good." you shrug, reaching for your drink as
you slowly sip from it.

"We're supposed to look like we're in love," he points out, shoulders dropping in disappointment.
Well, you came here on a date and yet you've spent all your time teasing and making jokes. None
of that showed one piece of your fake love.

"Come on, let's take another one." he nudges you, causing you to groan but you still lean closer to
him.

Jungkook puts his arm around your waist, pulling you even closer to him as you quickly smile into
the camera. He does the same, your faces much closer before he starts to take more of them which
turns to you goofing around, making different grimaces that makes you both laugh. The last shot is
probably the best one and most believable. You're smiling widely with your eyes closer, while
Jungkook presses his nose softly into your cheek, with toothed grin.

You both check all the photos, none of you moving from each other as you silently comment every
one of them. You're both too focused from your creations to noticed someone approaching, that's
until he speaks catching both of yours attention.

"Hey, Hoseok." Jungkook greets him back, glancing at the man that's sporting a black slacks and
casual white button up.

"Hey guys, what a surprise," he beams, smiling at you when you wave at him in a brief greeting.

Although, you know Hoseok since the two of you hang out with the same people, you can't really
consider him as your friend. He's a nice guy, very communicative, friendly and loud. You both
have the same circle of friends, so there are times when you see each other from time to time. But
that's it.

"What are you doing here?" he asks, looking back at Jungkook.

"We're on a date." he answers, a realization crossing on Hoseok's face as he takes his outstretched
arm behind you and the proximity between you two.

"Oh," he opens his mouth in surprise. "So it's true." he comments, chuckling after that but
something about his tone is off.

Of course. He's Kiko's friend.

"Yeah," Jungkook nods, not really sure what to say.

Just as you think he'll let it go, he opens his mouth again.

"I've never expected you guys to end up together,"

You shift in your seat awkwardly. "None of us did." you mutter, earning a very subtle kick to your
shin from Jungkook underneath the table.

"We've decided to try it," Jungkook shrugs.

It's so damn fucking awkward, his short responses earning even more suspicious look from
Hoseok, that he desperately tries to hide underneath his friendly smile. And the fact that you and
Jungkook act so weird doesn't help.

"Ah, hyung," your best friend suddenly says, unlocking his phone before he hands it to Hoseok.
"Can you take a photo of us?"

Hoseok eyes his phone before he slowly takes it from his hands, glancing at you before he smiles.
"Sure."

It looks like Jungkook is one step ahead of you, knowing his friend and his rare fake smile. He
must've thought the same thing like you did, proving that he got this. No matter how many times
your conscience comes up to tell you that you're getting busted, Jungkook proves you wrong.

And when Hoseok finally aims the camera at the two of you, you're completely shocked when
Jungkook grabs your face gently, hand spreading on your neck with his thumb on your cheek,
before he connects your lips together. He kisses you, right in front on him, hiding your own shock
by his mouth. When he pulls away, he does it slowly making sure when he opens his eyes, he's
looking straight into yours with unrecognizable glint in them.

He traces your lips with his thumb, before he pulls away and looks at his friend. "Thanks." he says,
grinning as he takes his phone from him.

"Yeah, no worries." Hoseok mutters, smiling at you as Jungkook takes a look at the photos.

Just when you thought he bought it, you glance from Jungkook's screen at Hoseok causing your
breath to hitch. He's subtle, but still sporting evident frown on his face as his eyes are glued to you.
Your nerves get the best of you, a nervous smile spreading on your lips as Jungkook is completely
obvious at your exchange with his friend.

Hoseok smiles at you, shaking off his previous frown as if he never stared at you like that.

But this time, you're smarter and see right through him.

The smile he gave you was fake.

 Chapter 9

"I'm telling you. He knows." you tell your best friend, placing the cup of coffee in front of him with
a thud.

You've spent a good hour, overthinking and replaying the date the same night you went to sleep. It
happened three days ago, and you still find yourself thinking about Hoseok's suspicious eyes that
affected you more than you would've ever thought. It's only right to voice out your thoughts with
Jungkook and that's what you've been doing for the past ten minutes.

But the guy is completely careless, browsing through his huge camera to observe the photos he's
taken.

"Yeah, well. Your acting is terrible." he mutters, tilting his head as he tries to take a better look at
one of the photos.

"What?" you glare at him. "I was totally doing okay!" you exclaim, kind of annoyed he just hinted
that it's your fault without actually saying it.

"'I've never thought you guys would end up together' 'neither of us did'," he mimics your and
Hoseok's voices before he looks up from his camera. "And you practically jumped when I kissed
you. It was suspicious enough." he declares, but his tone isn't accusing or completely rude.

He's just simply stating the facts, but that doesn't mean you don't feel annoyed.

"What was wrong about that? I just simply told him that we couldn't believe it either. And you
can't just kiss me out of nowhere, I wasn't prepared." you childishly tell him, plopping next to him
as your eyes catch a photo of a female model with flower field behind her.

A gentle sigh leaves Jungkook's mouth, before he turns off his camera and safely places it onto
your coffee table.

"You're my girlfriend now, you can't jump whenever I touch you."

Fuck. You know that, yet you can't help it. It's only natural of your body to react that way. It's been
awhile since you've been touched that way, or even kissed. Plus, this is your best friend you're
talking about. Never in your dreams you would've thought, you'd be in this position kissing your
best friend. He kisses so fucking good, another reason that shocks you every time he takes the first
step and presses those soft lips against yours.

"Fake girlfriend." you point out, having a feeling like you should declare that.

"Whatever," Jungkook rolls his eyes, reaching for the coffee before he takes a sip and places it
back onto the previous spot. "I know this might not be comfortable, considering that we're best
friends and all. But if you feel uncomfortable, just tell me. We don't have to do this."

The look he gives you, full of affection and worry is enough to make your heart warm, shooting
straight to your lips that stretch into a little smile.

"No, I'm fine with it. I was just surprised, that's all," you assure him, although you're not sure he
believes you when he looks away onto his lap with a tired sigh. "Kook, I promise. I just need to get
used to you kissing me."
His eyes snap to yours, a puzzled look on his face while he processes your words. Knowing him,
he probably thinks of possible ways how to solve this and won't stop until you're no longer
surprised or jumpy whenever he touches you. That's why he thought you're uncomfortable, it's the
least how he'd want to make you feel. He'd stop immediately if he knew that the reason behind
your reactions is you being uncomfortable.

But that's not the case and you feel like an asshole for making it seem that way. Your reasoning is
understandable, he knows that.

"Should we kiss?"

"What? Now?" you ask him confusingly.

"Yeah, you might get more comfortable with me kissing and touching you." he explains simply
with a nonchalant shrug.

Your face remains neutral, but your insides erupt into a feeling full of excitement at the thought of
him kissing you again. Maybe you shouldn't feel this excited about him kissing you, but you do.
Jungkook is the only person who kissed you and touched you ever since you and Haechan broke
up. You were craving for intimacy for so long and knowing how Jungkook is good at it, just
pushes this feeling even more. You got the chance to experience just a little bit of what he's capable
of, but you shamelessly dream about that night when you both came in your clothes a lot. Or the
movie night when he gave you a spanking, with no actual reason behind it.

Oh, fuck. Even the single thought of his hands meeting your ass makes your body heat.

"I'm comfortable with kissing you. It's just weird to be doing it in front of our or your friends." you
tell him, frowning at the way he brought comfort again. He still thinks you're not comfortable
enough, but the opposite is true.

"We should practice then." he shrugs, licking his lips as a strand of hair falls into his eyes.

"But there's no one here." you mutter, ignoring the heat between your legs when his dark eyes meet
yours.

"And? We're practicing."

Jeon Jungkook wants to kiss you and god, his glistening lips look so fucking good right now.
You've never noticed how cute and eye-catching they look. Maybe it's because you know how
they taste now.

"Fuck, okay. Let's do it." you decide to say, straightening yourself as you're preparing for what's
about to come.

You kind of expect him to just grab you like in the restaurant, going right into it but you're
surprised when he slides further down the couch and makes himself comfortable. Head leaning
against the headrest and legs outstretched, he pats his thighs. Those muscular thighs that poke
underneath the material of his tight black pants.

"Sit on my lap," It's not an invitation, but an order. "It makes it easier." he adds, but you're already
scurrying to sit onto his lap.

The last time you were in this very same position, you were grinding on his clothed cock and made
yourself come with the littlest friction. Another thing you never thought you'd be able to do. But
you're used to Jungkook surprising you, even though you know him so well.
"You can touch me, you know," he mutters, arms sneaking around your waist as he takes your
tense posture. "Touch me, Y/N." he says in a low tone, eyes drinking you in as you inhale shakily.

Your hands find their way to his firm chest, feeling his muscles yet soft skin. He's wearing a
simple black shirt and you don't get to see his collarbones this time, unfortunately. You move to his
broad shoulders, down his biceps before you make your way back to his shoulders. He watches
you, letting you touch him and feel his body. He's so fucking hot. Even the way he smells wants
you to grind on him, the muscular scent filling your senses.

He wants you to touch him, and that's exactly what you're doing. Your hand moves to his neck,
feeling his soft skin again as you move some of his hair from his face. "It's getting long." you
comment softly, mentally noting how soft his hair feels.

"Yeah, I need a haircut." he scrunches his nose in a cute way, before he goes back to observing
you.

"I like it this way." you tell him, growing slightly embarrassed how blunt you've become but he
doesn't comment on it.

With a want of tasting him, your head dives into the crook of his neck as you place a soft kiss
there. "Is this okay?" you ask him quietly, your breath hitting his skin as you hear him inhale.

"Yeah, I told you to touch me." he reminds you, his voice not quivering a bit and he almost sounds
careless, like he doesn't care that you're just kissing his neck. Like your touch doesn't do that much.

It's a challenge you put on yourself, to make him react to your kisses. You might not be the woman
his heart craves for, but you could still make him feel good. He's still a man with needs.

So, you kiss him again at the same spot before you move under his ear making your way to his
neck as you place a couple of more kisses. You lick a long strip, stopping just under his ear again
before you start sucking his skin there. He said nothing about marks, but you've this urge to mark
him and taste his skin in more ways than just kissing. He lets you, arms still holding your waist,
and head tilted back as he allows you more space to play with.

Deciding it wouldn't be a good idea to mark his whole neck, since he still has a job he needs to
attend to and you're both no longer teenagers, you set on a single mark. It looks beautiful, red and
slightly glistening from your saliva, a little reminder of you.

When you're done observing his neck and your impressive work, you glance at him to find him
staring at you with hooded eyes. He looks lazy, but fuck, so damn hot that makes you want to kiss
him. You want to be the one who has caught him off guard this time, to see a reaction from him.

The press of your lips against his isn't gentle as your previous kisses, this one is needy and rough. If
you took him by surprise, he doesn't show it and starts to move his lips in an instant. He's a natural,
easily taking over the kiss with a dominance without using his hands to hold your face in place. He
pushes past your lips with his tongue, mingling with yours as you hum in response at the feeling.
You're just copying his movements, trying to catch up with him and he takes you by surprise when
he bites onto your lower lips, slowly pulling it.

"Fuck, you're good at this." you croak, a deep hoarse sound scratching the back of your throat as he
starts kissing your throat.

You feel him smile, or smirk, against your skin but he doesn't comment it. He does wonders with
his mouth, savouring your taste with his lips and tongue while he sucks his own mark to your skin.
Whether it's a payback or something else, a low moan rips out of your mouth as you angle your
head as best as you can, silently pleading him to continue. Your hands are all over his torso,
moving underneath his shirt.

There's no surprise at the feeling of his firm muscles underneath your fingertips, hands slowly
moving above his belt. You push your chest closer to him, catching his lips in a heated kiss once
again. Your tongues dance together and even though it's all rough, he still manages not to overdo it
without pushing his tongue down your throat.

"Jungkook," you plea desperately, gasping when he works his mouth back to your throat again. His
soft hair brush against your chin, the scent of his shampoo recognizable from the close proximity.

"What? What do you want?" he asks against your neck, pecking you there. "Tell me."

There's no point in hesitating, the words automatically leaving, thick with desperation. "Touch me."

"I am." he says simply, causing you to groan in annoyance.

"Jungkook," you growl. "I want you." you tell him, shifting on his lap to prove your point but also
lessen up the tension between your legs.

Licking his lips, he looks up with those doe but mischievous eyes before your back meets your
coach, his body hovering over yours. He goes back kissing you, groaning into your mouth when
your hands sneak under his shirt again, lightly grazing your nails against his back. He pulls away,
sitting on his knees as he eyes your sprawled form and mouth swollen from your make out session.
You whine, reaching for him to continue but he chuckles instead.

"Can I take this off?" he says, caressing your knees and the black material of your plain leggings.

Oh, that's what he wanted to do.

Eagerly, you quickly nod and reaching for the hem to pull it down your hips, before he helps you
and takes it off. Luckily, you've decided to wear one of your lacy panties which you usually don't.
Cotton, yes the basic ones, are more comfortable but you're glad they've stayed hidden in your
drawer. He raises his brows, playing with the small white bow on them as he silently looks for the
answer. You nod, giving him the green light he was asking for.

"Has anyone ever went down on you?" he asks as he's sliding your underwear down your legs,
throwing them on the floor.

Obviously, you kind of guessed what he's about to do, but hearing him to say it so explicitly and
forward makes you bite your lip as you prevent a giggle escaping your lips. Fuck, when have you
became so giggly all of a sudden?

"Yes," you answer him, remembering that time Haechan ate you out. Besides the plain and boring
sex, it was one thing that made you so excited but you didn't like it. It felt good, but you felt like he
didn't like it, almost as if he felt repulsed at the taste of you.

The truth is, you quickly became very self-conscious about anyone going down on you. Not many
men like it and find it sexy, especially went vaginas have their own smell.

Your trace of thoughts is washed away as soon as Jungkook licks a long stripe over your folds,
tasting you for the first time. You moan at the feeling of his muscle playing with your clit, before
he starts kissing you.
"Oh, fuck, Jungkook." you breathe out, back automatically arching.

He holds you down, making sure you're not trashing all over the place from the intense pleasure,
before he enters you with his tongue. Gasping, you grip his hair tightly causing him to growl, but
he doesn't stop. He repeats it all over again, kissing you, licking you before he adds his fingers.

"You taste so fucking good," he groans, licking your entrance on again causing you to clench
around his two digits.

The sudden praise definitely helped, slowly edging you to your end but you don't want this to end.
However, it seems like Jungkook is determined on getting you off, when he starts to pump his
fingers. He adds another one, causing you to gasp at the stretch.

"So tight." he comments, fingertips brushing against your soft walls.

"Fuck, r-right there, Kook." you tell him with hitched breath, eyes rolling back when he brushes at
a specific spot that makes your toes curl.

You've never felt this way, the new spot is untouched but discovered by himself, the final push you
needed as he listens to you and brushes over the spot over and over again. Adding his mouth that
sucks on your clit makes you breathless, chasing the pleasure. In a seconds, you're cumming down,
walls holding his fingers tightly as he coaxes you through it with sweet words.

"That's it, cum for me."

He slowly pulls out his fingers when you're done, eyes shut with chest heaving from the intense
pleasure. You almost whine at the loss of his digits inside of you, a surprised squeal leaving your
lips when he starts to lick your juices. He cleans you, ignoring your pleas of overstimulation. When
he's done, he pulls away with glistening lips and chin, a proof of your intense orgasm that makes
you bite your lip.

The sight is unforgettable as your eyes drinks him in, your legs slowly closing.

"Are you okay?" he chuckles, helping you to sit down noticing the coat of sweat covering your
forehead.

"I'm fucking excellent." you beam, trying to catch your breath as Jungkook stands up and
disappears in your kitchen.

It doesn't take him long to be back, a glass of water in his hands before he gives it to you. You
gladly take it, drinking the whole thing with a satisfied sigh.

"Thank you."

He looks at you, brows furrowed in confusion but he lets out a chuckle. "For what? For the water
or eating you out?" he asks amusingly, handing you your panties that you sheepishly put on.

"Both." you answer casually, even though you can feel your heart beating in your ears.

Fuck, he's so good with his mouth.

"Don't thank me. It's weird if you're thanking me, especially for that eating out part," he cringes,
earning a proper roll of your eyes from you. "What are friends for?" he tries to joke, causing you to
slap his shoulder but you still laugh with him.
You can't believe that just happened, your heart races just from the thought of it. Glancing at him,
you can't help but admire his longer hair that are somehow messy but still look amazing. He
brushes his fingers through it, his tattooed knuckles exposed to your eyes causes you to nibble in
your bottom lip.

Does he realize how irresistible he is?

You should probably return the favor. No, you want to. Fuck, you want to so bad. Just the image of
Jungkook's cock makes you all excited all over again. It's not like you've seen it, you didn't. But
you've seen him in tight jeans and loose sweatpants, where his soft bulge looked big enough. Plus,
he's cocky about his friend down there all the time. He used to joke and blubber about his cock all
the time, causing you to create a perfect nickname for him.

Standing up, he sighs not paying attention to you but that's until you drop on your knees in front of
him. His dark eyes go all wide, looking like a lost puppy while his mouth slowly opens. Your
hands reach for his belt, ready to unbuckle it but before you can even properly touch it, he slaps
your hand so fast that it leaves you jump in surprise.

Just as you meet his eyes, his slow but breathless voice says;

"What are you doing?"

 Chapter 10

He stares at you with dark orbs, looking down at you on your knees in front of him with widened
eyes and opened mouth.

"Y/N," he drawls out, eyes not budging an inch. "What are you doing?" he asks again, confusion
written on his face even though he knows exactly what you were about to do.

It makes you embarrassed that he stopped you, but rather than to show it on your face, you frown
in irritation.

"I was about to suck your dick. What does it look like?" you roll your eyes, snapping at your best
friends that stares at you with puzzled look, not surprised by your sharp tongue.

One thing Jungkook is used to, is your very straightforward and honest personality.

"Why?" he simply asks, eyes flickering to your face and hands that you held to your chest.

He feels like an ass for slapping your hands away, but it was an automatic response to when his
brain finally caught onto what you were about to do. There's a look of worry in his eyes when he
eyes your hands, silently apologizing.

"What why?" you frown in confusion. "What kind of question is that? You don't want me to?" you
cock your head at him, seeing his sharply inhale before he slowly licks his lips.

"No, it's not that I don't want to," he murmurs, "I just don't want you to do this just because you
think you have to, you know, return the favor."

Jungkook is a very interesting human being, he has so much layers that you sometimes get lost in
him. One second he's a hot man ready to devour you, making you cum with his tongue and fingers
and the next one, he's timid and careful with his words, stopping you when it comes to his pleasure.

Bursting in laughter, your shoulders shake with amusement as he stares at you with dumbfounded
gaze.

"I'm not doing this to return the favor, I just want to suck your dick." you shrug, letting your hands
rest against your knees as you don't move away from the position.

Jungkook's legs are awkwardly stretched out, not moving an inch as he stares down at you with
furrowed brows.

"But this is supposed to be about you and your desires." he says, sounding as if he's reminding you
of your deal that you forgot, but you haven't.

"And my desire is to suck your dick," you tell him bluntly, hands cupping his knees as you wait for
him to pry your hands off him, but he doesn't move an inch. "So, can I do it or not?"

Fuck, one more minute and you'll start to feel like you're pressuring him into letting you suck his
dick.

He takes his time, thinking it through but once he sees the impatience on your features, he coughs
before straightens himself.

"Fuck, yeah." he says too quickly, ignoring your cheeky grin as you slowly move your hands to his
belt.

He eyes your every move, biting onto his bottom lip when you unbuckle the belt. He helps you,
sliding down his jeans as they pool around his ankles. Mindlessly, you stare at the evident bulge
that's slowly creating underneath his black Calvin Klein boxers. You're not surprised by his choice
of underwear, you got a fair amount of glimpse whenever he wore his sweatpants lower than usual.
In your defense, you've never tried to look there purposely, it just happened.

And this motherfucker is handsome as fuck, it's hard to look away!

He doesn't rush you, not letting out a snarky remark of you taking your time, he just stares onto his
hardening bulge while nibbling on his lower lip in anticipation. And when you finally hook your
fingers under the hem of his boxers, he lifts himself enough to let you pull them off. You're trying
your best not to stare right away, but it's incredibly hard and impossible when his length slaps
against his stomach and it's right in your face. Gulping, you eye the little vein poking through the
soft skin, slowly disappearing near where the reddened head is.

You're not surprised that his length isn't small at all. It's not abnormally big like the ones you can
see in a porn, and there's an urge to laugh when you already compare his dick with your ex's. It's
not too long, just the right length and neither too thick. Just the right size, maybe slightly bigger
than you would've guessed.

"Can you stop staring at my dick?" Jungkook pleads, his voice whiny and maybe even
embarrassed, something you don't get to see very often.

Funny enough that the reason behind his embarrassment is his own dick, it's perfect. But you don't
say it out loud.

"It's right in my face, what am I supposed to do?" you roll your eyes, still not taking your eyes off
his dick. "Did you get this hard from eating me out?" you wonder out loud, not noticing if he
sported hardened bulge before.

"No," he answers, your confidence slightly flattering but you don't let it show. "I—it's when you
got on your knees." he embarrassingly admits, and your assumptions proves to be right when you
look up and notice the faint tint of his cheeks.

"Damn, all a girl has to do is get on her knees and you're already weak?" you joke, snorting when
you notice his glare before he coughs.

"It's just been a long time."

You leave it at that, not wanting to make him embarrassed and risk him getting soft just from your
teasing, you still want to taste him. Jungkook isn't the only one who has been in this position long
time ago — well, it probably isn't so long for him like it is for you, but still. You're nervous, not
wanting to suck at this, no pun intended. However, there is excitement in the pit of your stomach,
mouth salivating just from the thought of putting him in your mouth.

Fuck, will you be able to take all of him? What if you're going to mess up and it's not going to be
pleasurable for him? He's going to regret not slapping your hands again.

Before your mind goes wild, you take him into your hand without a warning, surprising him when
he feels your hand wrapping around his length. He sucks in breath, slightly jumping in his position
before his mouth falls open. His length feels soft against your hand, almost vulnerable underneath
your touch and some kind of dominance washes over you, liking how you swapped your positions.
He's the one getting so affected by your touch, and it feels fucking great.

"Shit," Jungkook doesn't hide a moan, when your tongue meets the skin of his length as you lick a
long stripe, making your way upwards to his tip. You kiss it, humming against his head in interest
from how good it feels. "Fuck, Y/N."

Something about how he says your name, in this very specific and heated situation, boosts your
confidence and you repeat the same thing. Third time, you make sure you lick his balls, slightly
sucking them which makes him whimper as you see his thighs clenching.

All this time you thought it'd be hard to make him cum, you don't even know why, but it seems he's
enjoying it very much.

"Wow, Jeon Jungkook is being all vulnerable and squirming in his seat. I might take a photo." you
joke, eyes mischievously sparkling with amusement as you look up at him, with hands slowly
pumping his throbbing length.

His jaw clenches in annoyance, and if the poor guy wasn't getting his dick pumped, his reaction
would be much more intense. You almost smirk in triumph when your thumb swipes across his tip,
causing him to moan again. You take him into your mouth again, not expecting an actual words
leaving his, besides those angelic and hot moans.

"I should take one with my cock in your mouth." he spits, your eyes bulging out at his shameless
comment before you start to choke around his length, quickly pulling away.

Looking up, you're met with Jungkook's cocky grin, his nose scrunching slightly like it always does
whenever he laughs.

It's weird. The idea of him taking a photo of you with his cock in your mouth is somehow arousing,
almost erotic as your imagination goes wild. You wonder how you look like. Do you look pretty
like those porn stars?

You almost snicker at yourself, mentally reminding yourself that you shouldn't watch porn
anymore and compare your sex life to it. Most of it is not even as real as they make it seem.

Not giving him the pleasure to react in any way, your mouth is wrapped around him again, taking
him deeper as you try to relax your throat. Your hand wraps around the rest you can't take, slowly
pumping him as you bob your head. Jungkook's occasional grunts are like a sweet melody to your
ears, but even though you make him feel good, you know he's holding himself back. He might not
even be able to cum from this. So you pull away, a strand of saliva connecting your lips and his
glistening length. The sight itself is a piece of art to Jungkook's eyes and he almost fears you're
about to stop, as much as selfish that sounds.

Completely clueless to his distress, you wipe your mouth with the back of your hand as you peer
through your eyelashes.

"You wanna fuck my throat?"

In split second, Jungkook is chocking on his own spit as he stares widely with his doe eyes. "Y-you
want me to fuck your throat?" he asks assuredly, cursing when you nod.

"Just... go slow." you murmur, wondering if you won't gag around him.

The thought of gagging makes you uncomfortable, but you're willing to try it if it brings him
pleasure and makes him cum.
"Has anyone fucked your throat before?" he asks, hissing when you start pumping him again, his
length coated with your saliva making it easier for your fingers to comfortably slide against his
skin.

"No." you reply simply.

"Are you sure? I mean... are you sure you want me to do it?"

Sighing, you lick your lips and look up at your best friend, who's staring right back at you.
Something about him being so serious about this, yet affectionate and caring makes your heart
jump. Why would Kiko let go of this man?

"Yeah, just be careful." you tell him, eyes silently pleading him as his features relax before a faint
smile makes its way onto his pink lips.

"Always."

You open your mouth, taking him into the warmness of it as you bob your head a few times, trying
to take him deeper and know your limits. Breathing with your nose helps, and you catch yourself
holding your breath for the most of the time. It allows you to take him deeper, without your throat
dangerously tightening around him and making you gag.

His hand slowly comes to your hair, holding the back of your head. He inhales, grunting when you
swipe your tongue over his head and suck him. You stop, giving him a signal that you're ready.

"Ready?" he asks, voice breathless and needy as you hum around him cock in approval.

The first push he does, with the raise of his hips, is just a faint one making sure he's not thrusting
all of his length into your mouth. With each push, he tries to push himself deeper until he sets a
good pace, his length sliding in and out of your mouth.

It's unfamiliar feeling, you're not the one who's receiving a pleasure, yet you press your thighs
together at Jungkook's soft moans and at the feeling of his length inside of your mouth. It's so
erotic, unfamiliar and almost forbidden. Obviously, you know most of this stuff, not by experience
but you're not an idiot. But you've never thought it could feel this good. When you moan around
his length, the vibration shooting straight to it, he grunts and starts to thrust faster. With holding
your breath, it's easier to control your gag reflex and with tears already spilling down your cheeks,
you're not sure how much more you can take.

"Fuck, your mouth feels so good." Jungkook groans, desperately trying to reach his end with hips
thrusting up into your mouth.

Humming, you want to tell him it feels so good, but you can't. You're not sure whether Jungkook
notices or feels your hum, too fucked out and chasing his own high to pay attention to anything
else.

"F-fuck, I'm cumming!" he says all of a sudden, his hips stuttering as you feel his length throbbing
inside of your mouth. "Y-you need to—Ah, no—Pull away." he stutters, voice quick and rushed.

But you stay in the same position, stubbornly wanting him to cum down your throat and when he
realizes it, he shoots his cum inside of your mouth. He makes sure to slightly pull away, not
wanting to cum at the back of your throat fully, wanting to give you the option to swallow it down.
And you do, noting the salty taste but you're not disgusted by it, swallowing it all.

"Holy fuck." Jungkook curses, his back hitting the couch's back with exhausted sigh.
You pull away, sitting onto your heels as you stare at his heaving chest. He opens his eyes, head
turning your way as he stares at you with indescribable gaze, in adoration almost.

"Come here." he says, hand stretching to you and you take it, a squeak of surprise leaving your
mouth when he pulls you to him.

He kisses you, tasting himself on your mouth and tongue but he doesn't seem to care, and it makes
you moan into his mouth. He's so shameless, not disgusted by anything that some of the men might
be, but not Jungkook.

When you pull away, both of you breathing heavily, Jungkook flicks your forehead. "Now go show
me the dress you bought for the wedding," he says, grinning at your glare before you stand up.

You barely manage to do so, when his hand slaps your ass cheek. Turning around, you're met with
his cheeky grin before he bites his lower lip.

"Come on, princess. We need to match." he urges you, earning to see your middle finger before you
go to your bedroom to show him the dress.

This man will be the death of you, for sure .

 Chapter 11

"What the hell are you doing there? We're gonna be late!"

Jungkook's muffled voice reaches your ears, settling an irritation inside of you as you adjust your
breasts in the red dress for the last time. He's been whining outside of the bathroom door for the
past twenty minutes, mostly complaining about time and how much it's taking you to get ready.

It's easy for him, he just put on his suit and styled his hair – that's it.

You've been struggling to make a perfect eyeliner, making sure there are no smudges underneath
your eyes from mascara and your concealer doesn't move, covering any skin blemishes. The real
fight was with your hair, trying to style it in a proper hairstyle but you ended up straightening it into
a sleek one instead. Throwing one side behind your shoulder, enough to show a glimpse of your
collarbones and shining silver choker which is just imitation of diamonds, looks good enough.

"Seriously--"

Opening the door, you arch your brow in annoyance at your best friend who's pacing in front of his
bathroom door. He stops, eyes trailing down your figure as you do the same with him.

You shouldn't be surprised when you're flashed with the sight in front of you. He's wearing a casual
black suit, nothing special about it, but he looks fucking good. Those damn biceps bulge as his
hands are tucked in the pockets of his slacks and you're trying not to stare too much at his puffed
out chest and broad shoulders. The red tie matches with your dress, the one he bought for himself
after you showed him the dress, making sure you both match together.

His sleek black hair is thrown back, exposing his forehead – a complete opposite of the boy with
coconut hairstyle you remember from four years ago.

"You look... good." he says, eyeing you down again as you chuckle.

"Wow, that sounded believable." you laugh at his tone, trying not to focus on the shock decorating
that handsome face.

"No! I mean.. you look fucking gorgeous," he says right away, shaking his head as he finally meets
your eyes with darkened gaze. "It makes me want to fuck you." he admits shamelessly, causing you
to gasp in shock before a laugh erupts in your throat.

Jungkook always knew how to compliment people, he used to compliment you a lot. But with
recent events and the deal you both made, he became more blunt and explicit. Is he saying that just
because you started exploring each other sexually? Or he always thought of you that way?

"Jungkook, you can't say stuff like that." you giggle, slapping his chest playfully as he grins down
at you, licking those damn pink lips.

"I can," he shrugs, still grinning at you. "I'm your boyfriend."

Your heart jumps at that almost immediately. "Fake boyfriend." you remind him.

"Whatever," he rolls his eyes, arm wrapping around your waist before he dives in.

"What are you doing?" you stop him, chuckling when he frowns at your dismiss.
"I was going to kiss you." he pouts, arms slowly sliding down from your waist in a disappointment.

"You're going to ruin my lipstick," you chuckle, pinching his cheek while he grunts in annoyance
at you. "Now let's go. I believe you said something about being late."

Turning around, you leave him standing there but still hear a faint curses thrown at your dismissal
that makes you laugh. You're trying to put the heels on, glancing at Jungkook that stands there with
a solid frown settled on his brows and lips.

"Don't sulk there, big boy. Come help me." you call out to him, a grin of amusement tracing your
lips at the way he huffs out and makes his way to you.

You sit on the bench that serves as a shoe rack as well, before he kneels on his one knee in front of
you. He delicately touches your ankle, making sure he puts the stripe around it the right way.

"Is that okay?" he asks you, eyeing your ankle to see if it's not too tight or too loose.

"Yeah," you breathe out, eyes focused on his black sleek hair meanwhile his scent causes you to
mentally hum in praise. It's not too strong, but just enough for you to smell it and appreciate the
expensive scent.

He does the same thing with your other leg, and when he's done you expect him to just stand up.
Instead, his fingers meet your skin as he trails them up your leg, before he stops at your calf.
Closely, you watch his every move while your body shivers at the feeling of his fingertips
caressing your skin. He raises your leg as it becomes more visible through the cut, the dress
slipping between your legs. Your breath hitches when you see him dipping down, kissing your leg
as he makes his way up. He makes sure to kiss almost every inch on the way, before he stops at
the top of your knee.

Deviously, he looks up, enough to show you a little smirk lingering on his lips before he stands up.
He offers you his hand, enjoying how shocked with a lust in your eyes you look. You take it, not
prepared to utter a one single word as you let yourself to be led out of Jungkook's apartment.

The place of Seokjin's wedding is beautiful. As expected, there's a white color everywhere
although, it's matched with soft purplish color as well, creating a soft looking environment. There
are flowers everywhere, making it seem like you're in one of those fairytales' forests. Even the
room is huge, making you wonder how many people have been invited. Such wedding must cost a
fortune but then you remember, he owns a restaurant.

With Jungkook's hand on your lower back, he guides you through the crowd of people, greeting
most of them that seems to be closer your age with a brief greeting. You're busy with looking
around, barely noticing Jungkook is walking straight to Taehyung and Jimin who already waits for
your arrival. You notice them when you hear their voices, greeting the both of you with whistles
that makes you roll your eyes at them.

"Yo! You guys look hot!" Taehyung calls out, hand covering his mouth to mimic his shock.

"Hey!" Jimin says right away, hugging you before he hugs Jungkook in a brief one. The same thing
Taehyung does, before they start to talk about how it should start any second.

Just as they start chatting, about something you're not paying attention to, your eyes catch Kiko in
the end of the room, talking with some other woman. They're all wearing a pastel purple dresses,
meaning they're bridesmaids. There's no doubt she's outstanding all of them, even though their
dresses are exactly the same. She looks beautiful even from the distance, and just as you look at
Jungkook, you find him already looking at her.

He feels your eyes on him, but he lets his own linger on his ex-girlfriend for a few seconds before
he looks at you. He gives you a weak attempt of smile, placing his hand on your lower back.

"Come on, it's about to start." he mutters gently, following Jimin and Taehyung who keeps
laughing about something, looking far more comfortable than you and Jungkook.

The wedding ceremony is beautiful, bringing you to the tears that you desperately try to blink
away. You don't even know them personally, yet Seokjin's tears when he first sees his future wife
makes you so emotional that you nibble on your bottom lip.

Surprisingly, Jungkook doesn't notice nor cares about your sniffling state, his eyes watching the
ceremony the whole time. He barely budges, and when you glance at him, you know. He's low-key
staring at Kiko, averting his eyes every now and then, a smart move not to look too obvious. Still,
you catch him and push the urge to roll your eyes at him.

You feel a bitter taste on your tongue, mad and annoyed at your best friend for being so whipped
for her. She broke up with him, broke his heart and he's still here trying to win her over. He
deserves better and you wish he could see that. He's too blind in love to notice anything else.
There's someone waiting out there for him, someone who will cherish him and not dump him over
a dumb reason that doesn't even make sense.

The bride's vows are touching, and understandably, her long white wedding dress catches everyone
attention right away. The last wedding you've been on was when you were six years old, so you
barely remember anything about it. But this wedding is one of the most beautiful weddings for
sure, even though you haven't experienced that many of them.

The bride – Kiko's best friend – says her vows with shaky voice, causing her best friend to wipe her
tears as other bridesmaids try to cheer her up.

Noticing Jungkook's twitching hands, it's almost as if he wants to run towards her and be the one
who embraces her shaky and emotional form.

You hate how bitter it makes you, but you swallow that feeling and clench your jaw instead.

As much as beautiful this wedding is, you can't wait for it to be over.

After you congratulate to the newlyweds, it's time for the fun part – as most people call it – but you
find yourself fake smiling at everyone Jungkook introduces to you.

However, your whole body stiffens when you see Hoseok walking up to you, to the group of
people that Jungkook talks with. You saw him standing beside Seokjin at the ceremony, being his
best man, but you avoided even looking his way. There's just something about him – like he can
see right through you and the web of lies you and Jungkook created.

"Hey, everyone. Having fun?" he cheerfully calls out, arm slinging around Jimin's shoulder as he
smiles at everyone.

A bunch of cheerful greetings can be heard from Jungkook's friends and Jungkook himself, luckily
your lack of response to him is blending with others' voices. Everyone seems to be in a great mood,
which is understandable, something that can't be said about you. You're standing next to
Jungkook's side, a glass of wine in one hand as you silently sip from it every few seconds, with
unbothered gaze.
Even though you appear to be unbothered, you're glad that you've blended with the crowd and
nobody directly talks to you. Well, that's until Hoseok voice resounds, shutting up everyone in the
circle as they look at you.

"What about you, Y/N? Are you having fun?"

He smiles at you, silently taking a sip from his own wine, as his eyes stay glued to you.

Devil.

He looks innocent but you notice the glint in his dark eyes as he stares at you. What's his problem?

Jungkook glances at you, his shoulder brushing against yours and if there weren't so many eyes on
you, he'd probably nudge you from your frozen state. Mustering one of your fake smiles, you smile
at the man in black suit.

"I do, the ceremony was beautiful."

At least half of it is true.

You glance at Seokjin who gives you an appreciative smile your way, and you return it.

"Jungkook's next." he jokes, making you widen your eyes as Jungkook chokes fills the silence.

"What?" he manages to croak out, mouth widening at his friend that smirks.

"Well, you're the only one with a girlfriend," he says, pointing with a glass of wine towards you as
you look at Jungkook. Your eyes meet before Seokjin adds; "When's the wedding?"

You hear the teasing in his voice, erupting an automatic reaction from you and Jungkook as you
look at each other. One look into his eyes, and the both of you snort and start to laugh at the silly
idea. Jungkook's scrunched nose and crinkled eyes with his bubbly voice, mixed with your laugh
and hand clutching his shoulder for support, is enough to leave the whole group of Jungkook's
friends speechless. They stare at you as if you were crazy, eyeing the both of you and nothing
clicks inside your head, not until you see Hoseok.

He raises his brow at you with a total straight face, almost staring at you with an attitude that
makes your laugh die down.

Oh, shit.

You're supposed to look like you're in love, not snorting and laughing right into their faces at the
mention of wedding. You know Seokjin was just teasing – however, you're not sure the same thing
can be said about Hoseok – but that's what made your reaction even more weird.

Whipping your head in Jungkook's direction, your eyes meet and even though he looks completely
neutral, you know he caught onto their stares as well. How could he not? They're literally staring at
you with confused expressions, wondering what the hell just happened.

"Hyung," Jungkook chuckles, but you can tell it's strained and not natural. "We just started dating.
Slow steps, right, baby?"

Staring into his crinkled eyes, you hide the shock when he pulls you closer, his arms securely
wrapped around your hips as you bump into his side.

"Jin, look at her. You scared the poor woman." One of their friends snickers, jokingly poking
Seokjin's shoulder as he grins but looks at you with apologetic eyes.

"Sorry, it was supposed to be a joke." he says, but you wave your hand.

"It just shocked me, it's okay. We haven't got to the point of discussing wedding plans yet, even
though he was on his knee today." you let out a mere chuckle, trying to joke which proves to be
successful when you hear their laughter.

"Well, excuse us," Jungkook speaks up, hand delicately placed against your lower back. "I need a
dance with my woman."

My woman. Oh my--

Giving your empty glass to the waiter that passes by, he leads you towards the dance floor, hand
still pressed against your lower back making you shiver. His chest is almost pressed against your
back, you can feel him just behind you, and when he finally stops you turn around. Taking your
hand with the same gentleness like when he had led you to the dance floor, he places the other one
against your hip. Your body reacts automatically, you place your hand against his shoulder,
appreciating how soft his suit jacket feels.

But that's not what makes your heartbeat echo in your ears.

It's his dark eyes that stare right back into yours, a softest smile adoring his lips. The weirdest
warm feeling fills your chest and you almost panic, wondering why the fuck he affects you so
much. There is a need to know what he's thinking right now, if he can feel the same thing or
something similar to it.

You watch him lick his bottom lip, smirking down at you – almost as if he could read your mind.

A low chuckle leaves his mouth, before he opens his mouth and you wonder what he's about to
say.

"Almost got caught, huh?" he chuckles, talking about what just happened.

And you can feel it. The way your heart flutters, but not with the same warm feeling, but met with
coldness instead. Not realizing your deadpanned expression, you see Jungkook cocking his head to
the side, swaying his body along with yours.

Mustering the best smile, you let out a dry chuckle. "Yeah, imagine that."

Before he can study your weird expression and non-verbal response, you lean your cheek against
his shoulder, inhaling his scent. He doesn't question it, but you feel him pressing a soft kiss into
your hair.

The gentle piano music is calm, contrasting with your beating heart, but you let yourself to relax in
his hold.

Eyes dancing at the guests, your breath is almost knocked out of your chest. Hoseok sits on one of
the bar stools, his body turned to the dance floor as he takes a glass of wine from the bar. Looking
right back at you, he raises his brow along with the glass, smirking before he gulps it down.

You've no idea why, but you feel like the two of you are utterly fucked.
 Chapter 12

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asks, pulling away and stopping your swaying bodies.

You've been dancing for at least ten minutes, enjoying Jungkook's hold on you and even though his
scent and proximity feels relaxing, after seeing Hoseok you can't bring yourself to actually enjoy
any of this.

Jungkook must've noticed your tensed body, your cheek still pressed against his shoulder until he
pulls himself away to check on you. His warm but dark eyes are nothing but worried, as he stares at
you while nibbling on his bottom lip.

"I feel like Hoseok knows," you murmur, stealing a glance where he sat just to find an occupied
seat by someone else. "He keeps giving me this weird look, like he knows."

Staring into Jungkook's eyes, you're met with a deep sigh as he pinches the root of his nose. "Yeah,
I've noticed."

"Y-you— noticed? That's it?" you breathe out, irritation creeping its way out.

You've been losing your mind over him and all the possibilities, meanwhile Jungkook knew all
along and didn't care to bring it up.

"Look, I didn't want you to worry. I'll talk to him." he sighs, ready to flick your forehead but he
stops when he realizes what he's about to do. Instead, he strokes your cheek causing you to snort at
him.

He grins, amused by what just happened and slowly looks around to check if anyone has seen.

"Do you think that would help?" you ask him, smile dropping as he slowly leads you towards the
bar.

His hand is securely placed on your lower back, just like for the most of the evening, and you're
probably enjoying the warmth of his hand more than you should.

"I hope so," he admits, "I just think he's a little bit skeptic about us and it's not like we can blame
him. We said hundreds of times we will never date, practically cringed and gagged whenever
someone teased us about it. I was dating his best friend and all of the sudden I'm dating mine. He's
everything, but not stupid. But I know he'll get used to it, we just have to get through this phase and
he'll be back to the sweet Hoseok we all know."

You're about to object, reminding him that you don't know Hoseok that well and ever since
Jungkook came up with this idea of the two of you dating, it seems like he doesn't like you. Maybe
not even that, but there's just something about him that gives you a weird vibe off him. It's like he's
constantly watching you, ready for you or Jungkook to make a mistake or something.

Before you can voice out your thoughts, Jungkook already calls for one of the bartenders and
orders a drink.

"Don't worry about it, okay?" he says softly, making sure no one else can hear him. "I'll take care
of Hoseok." he tells you, thanking the bartender when he places the drink in front of him, just for
him to give it to you.
"What about me?" you ask him with widened eyes, growing nervous that he's about to leave you
alone in a room full of strangers.

Taehyung and Jimin are nowhere to be seen, and with Hoseok lurking here, you feel like it's the
matter of time before he confronts you for God knows what.

"Just enjoy the night," he shrugs, causing you to scoff in return. "I'll be right back." he promises
you, turning around and walking away from you as soon as he sees you opening your mouth, ready
to protest.

"Asshole." you mutter, fingertips touching the cold glass of the drink he ordered you.

With a sigh, you take a sip from it, sounds of people chatting, laughing and music playing in the
background, is the only thing you're trying to focus on. There's nothing you can do right now.

At least he got you one of your favorite drinks.

Trying to find Hoseok seems to be harder than Jungkook thought and it'd be way easier if he
sticked to the red hair color. But now that his hair is light brown, it takes him longer to actually
spot him.

He fights the urge to groan every time someone stops him to greet him, wanting to catch up and
catch for a bit. He barely even recognizes half of the people that call out his name. Excusing
himself, he gets them off his back and he finally sighs in relief. Although, the relief is very short-
lived when he almost bumps to someone and realizes it's not just another person he barely knows.

He knows this person very well, so well that his breath hitches in his throat when he meets her
eyes. Kiko gasps in surprise, but manages to give him a small smile while Jungkook mutters a
weak apology.

"It's okay, you seem to be in a rush." she chuckles, the light tone he missed so much causes his
tensed muscles to relax as he allows himself to let out a breathy chuckle.

"I'm looking for Hoseok. Have you seen him?" he asks, trying not to be too obvious with his
staring.

He finally sees her up close, enough to notice her little mole on her nose that isn't covered by
make-up. So close, that he can smell her sweet fragrance he bought her every Christmas and
birthday, just because she loves it that much. It brings a weird nostalgia, shooting straight to his
heart as he tries not to show any emotions that could reveal his true feelings.

He wanted to talk to her, he still does. But not when he almost bumped into her and can't bring
himself to actually think. It seems like he needs to have more booze in his system, he can't do this
sober and the few sips of champagne he had, is nothing.

"Oh god," Kiko sighs, "What did he do this time?"

"Nothing, I just need to talk to him." he answers, but she only raises a brow in response.

"You're a terrible liar, Kookie."

Her brown eyes widen at the nickname she used, mimicking Jungkook's own as she shifts in her
spot rather awkwardly and apologizes.

"Why are you apologizing?" he almost whispers, wanting nothing close than to embrace her, and to
hold her hands that are nervously fumbling her purple dress.

He wants to tell her how beautiful she looks, how purple color really suits her skin tone and even if
she wore a trash bag, she would be still the most beautiful woman in the room. But he can't do that.
Not when she's not his and under this circumstances.

"It's probably weird. I shouldn't have called you that." she tells him, apologetically staring at her
heels before she looks up at him.

Her eyes shimmer in the lightening, looking even more prominent with the eyeshadows and
mascara that she's wearing.

"No, it's okay."

I like when you call me that, he thinks but doesn't say out loud.

She looks unsure, but nods in response before she sighs. "About Hoseok... Is it serious? I don't
mean to pry, I just..." she stops, chuckling awkwardly.

She knows something. Jungkook might be a terrible liar, but he knows her. He can see her eyes
shifting between his and somewhere behind him. Hoseok probably told her something, something
that's been bothering him to the point he keeps staring at you with judgmental and scepticism
written on his face.

And when he meets her gaze again, he can't bring himself to lie and try to cover an obvious fact.

"He's just been acting weird towards Y/N." he admits, feeling awkward for bringing you into the
topic but he still watches her reaction carefully.

She nods, smiling although it looks pained at the mention of you.

"I'm sorry-- you know-- about him. He's just being protective over me."

"That doesn't give him right to stare at her like she has done something wrong." It flews out of his
mouth before he can re-think those words in his mind, but the damage is already done.

He doesn't regret it, but he wishes he wouldn't blurt it into her face with a little bit of edge to his
tone.

Kiko is nothing but understanding, nodding and agreeing with him straight away.

"Of course," she says, "I'll talk to him later. I'm sorry if he made Y/N uncomfortable."

"It's not your fault, I'll talk to him like a friend to friend. I know he means well." he tells her,
assuring her that he's not angry at him.

If it weren't for your discomfort and obvious nervous state, he wouldn't even think about talking to
him. This is just for month anyway. He could put up with Hoseok's attitude for a moment.
"Again, I'm sorry. Hope you're enjoying the wedding. Talk to you later?" She sounds hopeful,
making him nod and give her a tiny smile before he says a soft 'talk to you later'.

He turns away, ready to look for his friend but he manages to do a few steps before he abruptly
stops.

"Jungkook!"

Turning around, he's met with those soft brown eyes again, his heart jumping at the sight of them
and her.

"He's that way. He was talking to Taehyung and Jimin when I passed by."

"Thanks!" he smiles, the corners of his lips widening even more when he sees her smiling back at
him.

With the last glimpse of her, he forces himself to turn around again, hoping his heart would calm
down by the time he finds Hoseok.

Uttering a single 'thanks' to the bartender that sets another drink in front of you, is an automatic
response followed with a mere smile from him. A smile full of pity because you've been sitting
here for the past twenty minutes and there is no sight of Jungkook, or someone you might know.

Even the poor bartender, Jihoon – as he told you, made a small chat with you for a few minutes. A
very brief conversation where he asked you if you know the bride or the groom, and you quickly
explained that you're here as a date with your boyfriend whose friend is the groom. You've been
sitting here, obviously out of place with no company, while your boyfriend left you all alone.

A fake boyfriend which happens to be your best friend, pretending to be your boyfriend to win his
ex-girlfriend back.

You'd laugh at how ridiculous it all seems, but he probably pities you just enough.

Since he's working, he doesn't have the time to talk to you, nor you really want him to. You'd rather
sit here all alone than being pitied by some stranger.

"Hey,"

You almost jump at the soft and light voice, and it takes you a few seconds to fully recognize it.
Your assumption is proved to be right when Kiko slides into the seat next to you, giving you a brief
smile as she orders a drink.

Jihoon nods and goes right into making her the drink, leaving the two of you alone.

"Hey," you cough, trying not to shift in your seat from the awkward atmosphere.

From all the people here, you didn't think she'd be the one to talk to you.
"I saw Jungkook," she starts, letting out an awkward cough when she realizes the awkwardness.
"He was looking for Hobi. He didn't tell me much, but whatever Hoseok says to you, please don't
mind him. He's just being protective."

It's surprising how easily she talks to you and considering that the two of you barely interacted with
each other, even when Jungkook and her were dating, you're shocked yourself. She brought
Hoseok, straight to the point as she apologetically looks at you.

Is that the innocent face Jungkook fell in love with?

No matter how much you know that he loves her, and she was really good to him, you feel bitter.
Bitter over the fact she left him for a fucking stupid reason. He deserved better and you're not
saying that just because he's your best friend.

"Protective of who? You?" you bring yourself to talk, glancing at her, noticing how her eyebrows
shoot up.

"Yes." she answers slowly.

She watches you taking a sip from your drink, thanking Jihoon who brings hers and luckily
scurries away, and doesn't linger anywhere close to hear your conversation. You find it annoying,
feeling her eyes on you but you just roll your shoulders before you look back at her.

"Is there even a reason to be overprotective over you? Jungkook isn't the one who dumped you."

Your words are cold and straightforward, sounding even heartless but you can't bring yourself to
care. You might feel a little bit bad for saying it so bluntly, but it's the truth. You're sick of Hoseok
breathing down your neck. You wouldn't care if it all was the truth. But knowing he might expose
you and Jungkook settles a nerve-racking feeling in the pit of your stomach.

You're not scared, but nervous because Hoseok might be onto something. He probably knows or
has doubts about your fake relationship.

"He's just surprised that he started dating you all of a sudden." she admits lightly, knowing she just
hit the nerve when you glare at her.

"What was he supposed to do? Sulk over you for the rest of his life?" you shoot at her, trying to
keep your voice down.

"No, of course not," she almost exclaims, looking at you with regret and sadness but your
expression remains hard. "Trust me, Hoseok is just trying to be a good friend to me. I'll talk to him
and tell him to back off, I know how uncomfortable must've been this for you. I've told him many
times that I'm happy Jungkook found someone else."

"You are?" you arch your brow, almost snorting at her.

But she's so sure of herself, nodding with confidence.

"Of course, and I'm glad it's you. I know how much Jungkook always liked you." she smiles, but
you don't know her that well to see if it's real or fake.

In a way, you pity her right now. Jungkook assured her so many times that there's nothing going on
between you two, and now that she broke up with him, he's suddenly dating you. You'd feel
betrayed and furious, if you were her.
But she's not as hotheaded like you are, she's much more calm and acts carefully. Another trait why
Jungkook loves her. She's so lucky and she doesn't even know it.

You're not sure what to say, you don't want to lie to her and feed her with another lies, even though
you don't approve her way of breaking up with Jungkook. You're not that heartless.

"I'm sorry about Hoseok." she apologizes once again and you almost roll your eyes at that.

She's just so good that it irritates you.

You get it, you'd be protective over Jungkook too if it was the other way around. You just can't tell
her that he's right about his suspiciousness and that's what bothers you the most.

"It's fine. I know he's not a bad person." you mutter.

It's quiet for a moment and you take that time to look around. Still no sight of Jungkook.

"I'm sorry." she blurts out again, causing you to look at her with furrowed brows.

"You've already apologized." you point out before you're met with a defeated sigh rolling out of her
mouth.

"About Jungkook. And the way I broke up with him. I get that you're mad at me and I hate nothing
more than knowing, that I've hurt him. But I'm glad it worked out for him."

"What?" you almost choke out, eyes widening at her.

"Well, he started dating you. I'm glad he moved on, I really am. He deserves someone better, like
you. You've always been there for him--I guess what I'm trying to say is, that I'm happy for you."
she says, giving you a smile before you quickly turn your head to a different direction.

You might not know her that well like Jungkook does, or couldn't tell if her smile was fake or real
before, but you're sure of yourself now. Sure that whatever smile she just gave you was painful and
forced.
 Chapter 13

Walking through another crowd of people, Jungkook finally manages to find Hoseok along with
Taehyung and Jimin, just like Kiko told him. Jimin spots Jungkook approaching right away,
waving him over which gains Hoseok's and Taehyung's attention.

Jungkook snorts at the sight of Taehyung's full cheeks, puffed out with a donut while the remaining
dough is in his hand. He gives Jungkook a sheepish look, grabbing one of the napkins as he pats
his lips with it.

"Hey, we were just talking about a little getaway and a camping trip came up as an idea. What do
you think?" Jimin beams, eyes shiny with the idea of spending some free time with his friends.

Jimin is very social person and likes to hang out with everyone, so naturally, whenever someone
mentions a trip he's the one who's most excited and all for it.

"Yeah, sounds good," Jungkook mutters, barely paying attention to his friend as his eyes are settled
on Hoseok.

Jimin almost pouts, shoulders dropping in defeat at Jungkook's dry response and the lack of
enthusiasm.

"Can I talk to you?" he asks Hoseok, ignoring Jimin and Taehyung suspiciously glancing at each
other.

"Sure." Hoseok shrugs in response, showing no sign of nervousness or discomfort. Not even a little
bit of shock by the sudden presence of his friend that seems to be too eager to talk.

"Alone," he adds, eyeing his friends who stare at him with a confusion. "Would you mind guys?"
he asks them, eyes hinting that he'll explain later.

They understand, nodding right away as they scurry to another table full of deserts.

"What's this about?" Hoseok asks, brows furrowed as he stares at Taehyung's and Jimin's distanced
figures.

"You tell me," Jungkook sighs, glancing at his friend who looks at him. "Why are you acting so
weird?"

He's not even sure how can he properly put out the right question. He hates confrontations and he
hates that it's happening with Hoseok of all people.

"Care to elaborate?" he asks, raising a brow at him.

"You know what I'm talking about, Hobi," Jungkook sighs, irritated that he needs to be more
specific with him. "You keep acting weird towards Y/N."

"I've barely even talked to her!" he exclaims, brows furrowed at Jungkook.

"Yeah, but you keep glaring at her at every chance you get. For fucks sake, even I noticed that.
You really make her uncomfortable, I thought you had nothing against her. You were friendly
when I introduced her to you."

Fuck, he's starting to have a headache.

"She was your best friend back then." he mutters, but loud enough for Jungkook to hear.

He feels a little bit offended by Hoseok's remark.

"What does it matter?"

"It matters," Hoseok says through clenched teeth, hiding his hands in the pockets of his black
slacks. "Because now she's your girlfriend." he cringes at that, looking at Jungkook who stares at
him dumbfounded.

"You like her or what?" he scrunches his brows in confusion, watching Hoseok's eyes widen.

"What? No!"

"Then what the heck is your problem?" he asks bluntly, no hint of anger in his voice but a pure
confusion.

"How could you've moved on so quickly after the breakup with Kiko? And you chose Y/N of all
people, your best friend that you swore you'd never date."

"I wasn't the one who broke up with her," he points out, clenching his teeth at the 'moved on' part.

Obviously, he hasn't moved on. He's still trying to win her back but with Hoseok questioning
everything, it's harder than he planned it to be. And he can't exactly tell him that.

"And people change their minds, hyung." Jungkook remarks, seeing his friend isn't exactly buying
it, judging by his scrunched brows and the same skeptical look.

"They can, I just didn't think you ever would. You know, considering how much you were in love
with Kiko."

He wants nothing more than to voice out his true feelings, scream them in frustration but he can't.
And even the obvious disappointment in Hoseok's voice makes him feel like an asshole.

"Why does this even matter? Kiko broke up with me without no rational reason!" he exclaims
frustratedly, pinching the bridge of his nose before he sighs.

He looks at Hoseok, who sets his lips into a straight line and looks away for a brief moment. But
it's not brief enough for Jungkook not to notice.

"Wait—" Jungkook speaks up, seeing how Hoseok sucks in breath as he shifts in his spot. "Unless,
that wasn't the real reason."

When Hoseok coughs and looks away once again, Jungkook knows his intuition is right. He steps
closer towards his friend, almost ready to grasp his suit to pull him closer but he stops when he
notices Hoseok's stressed expression.

"And you know why she broke up with me."

Realization hits Jungkook's face and he feels like he could throw up by the sudden news, not
knowing whether he's supposed to be happy or upset by it. Before he starts stuttering and
demanding Hoseok to tell him the truth, the older friend opens his mouth and gives him a look of
pity.

"Jungkook," he sighs, brows raised up to his hairline. "It's not my place to say anything."
It makes Jungkook go feral. His head hurts from not knowing what to think and the idea of
knowing something, just for it shuttering right away makes him want to whine in anger and
desperation. Hoseok is nothing but loyal to his friends, but when it comes to Kiko, he'll always
choose her. Even Jungkook knows that. That's why he always trusted Hoseok, got along with him
even better because of it — because the love of his life was in a good hands whenever Jungkook
wasn't around. He could count on him.

And although, he feels like he needs to show his anger and irritation, he can't stay mad at Hoseok.
He sees it in his brown soft eyes how sorry he is.

"But there's something more, isn't it?"

He sounds hopeful, almost too hopeful to want to know the truth. He's showing how much he cares
about the whole situation, probably destroying the reason why he came to talk to him in the first
place and the need to assure him of your relationship.

So he holds his head high, hiding the sadness and desperation on his face as he looks at his friend
with a raised brow.

But Hoseok just sighs and shrugs his shoulders, looking away from the younger friend who doesn't
seem to be pleased by his response. If it's true, and there's something more to their breakup, Kiko
probably won't tell him. She had a chance to talk to him multiple times, yet she took her time and
never brought it up.

And with an obvious drop to his shoulders, Jungkook sighs and scratches his chin in irritation.

"Whatever it is, leave Y/N out of this please. She's innocent."

He's about to turn around, glad he made his point although, he didn't think Hoseok would react in
any way.

"I just hope you're not doing this to prove something, Jungkook." he calls out to him, causing
Jungkook to slowly look at his friend who has a stern look on his face.

He tries not to gulp at the sight of him, noticing the same way he kept looking at you. But this
time, he stares at Jungkook that way.

"Prove something? What are you talking about?"

He sounds confused, although he quickly caught onto the meaning behind his words.

"The whole relationship with Y/N. I hope it's not some twisted way to hurt Kiko."

He wanted to know what Hoseok thinks, to hear him say something and now that he brought it up,
Jungkook seems to be shocked by the accusation. He'd never hurt Kiko. He wants her back.

"Of course not. I'd never hurt her." he tells his friend sternly, proving the honesty of his words with
furrowed brows.

It seems like Hoseok wants to open his mouth, wanting something else to say but he leaves it open
ajar instead and swallows whatever he was about to say.

✫ ✧˚. * ✷˚✫
Jungkook spots you sitting in the exact same spot like he left you, slowly sipping your drinks as
you look around. When your eyes meet, yours widen as you wait for him to come closer.

He sits on the bar stool next to you, the same one Kiko sat just few minutes ago, and before he can
open his mouth you're quicker.

"How did it go? Please, tell me he's not suspecting anything." you plea, looking at him with doe
eyes as you sip from your drink at the same time.

He grins, plopping his elbows onto the bar's desk before he scratches his forehead.

"Don't freak out," he says, knowing you won't listen to him, not even when you obediently nod at
him. "I think he knows somehow this," he points between you and him, "is fake."

"What?!" you shriek, shushed by him straight away as he scolds you.

"He thinks I'm doing this to hurt Kiko. Well, I have this feeling he thinks that."

The disgust in Jungkook's tone is evident, and you know how much he hates that idea — that his
friend thinks such thing.

You want to assure him, that there's no way he's hurting her because she broke up with him, not
other way around. But you're suddenly reminded of her hurt expression and smile when she talked
to you. And it all starts to make sense.

"What?" Jungkook notices straight away.

"Kiko sat next to me while you were looking for Hoseok. She apologized about Hoseok but then
she mentioned something about us. She told me that she's happy that you've found someone else,"
you glance at Jungkook, noticing his clenched jaw, obviously not liking the thought of Kiko saying
that.

He's trying to win her back, and knowing she said that makes his plan pointless.

"But I could see it, Kook." you add softly.

No matter how many times you've told yourself that Kiko hurt him and doesn't deserve him, you
want him to be happy. Even if it's with the woman who dumped him all of a sudden, when he was
ready to take a huge step into their relationship.

"See what?"

"She cares, Kook. She told me all these things of how happy she is for us and that I'm the one
you're dating, but there was something in her eyes telling me the opposite."

And there it is. A hope spreading onto his face, filling those dark orbs that were filled with sadness
and worry but not anymore.

"I think she's hiding something. The real reason why she broke up with me. Hoseok wouldn't tell
me what is it, but I think there's something more to this."

"What do you think it is?"

"I don't know. But I'll find out. I just need to get closer to her. She's selfless, if she's doing this for
me then she won't tell me straight away."
You arch your brow at the selfless part, causing Jungkook to glare at you.

"What's your plan?" you ask, ignoring his glare. You're not in the mood to scold him and put him
back to his place.

"Honestly? To enjoy this night while it lasts." he sighs, feeling like another headache is
approaching.

"Fair enough," you murmur, agreeing with him. You wave at Jihoon, who automatically smiles at
you and takes Jungkook's order.

"Let's just have fun."

With classic music being changed to party hits, the main lightening turned off and couple of more
drinks, there's a thin layer of sweat coating your skin as your ass stays pressed against Jungkook's
crotch. His hands are all over your body, groping your hips as he controls your movements and
makes sure you don't stumble.

Maybe dancing for God knows how long wasn't such a good idea, but you can't stop. The alcohol
in your system gives you another set of energy, and the fact there's Jeon Jungkook pressed against
you with his mouth so close to the crook of your neck, isn't helping. His breath fans your skin, and
you wish he would kiss you there.

Your head keeps spinning, your body stopping as you turn around to look at Jungkook. He looks
fucked out, but still sober than you. His hair is pressed to his forehead and you can see the glimpse
of his own sweat coating his neck, a prominent vein poking underneath the skin there.

Oh, fuck.

"Timeout?" you call out through the loud music, feeling your heart beating in your ears. Fuck, you
should've slowed down.

He nods, interweaving your fingers as he leads you out of the dance floor.

You blame it on Taehyung who ordered several shots, daring all of you to drink it the fastest. Two
shots became another two, until you've lost the count. Luckily, Jungkook was smart enough to stop
them and asked you to dance. Unfortunately, Taehyung turned green all of a sudden, his own game
kicking him in the ass as Jimin led him to the nearest bathroom.

"Fuck," you fumble with your forehead as you sit down, knowing this is going to be hell of a
hangover tomorrow. "Why did we listen to Taehyung again?" you whine, noticing Jungkook
ordering a glass of water.

"That man is a charmer. You can't say no to him." Jungkook grins, fingers going through his hair as
he tries to take care of the mess there.

"I'll tell him you said that." you grin, met with Jungkook's amused expression before he thanks the
bartender and pushes the glass of water into your hands.
He urges you to drink, knowing you're much more lightweight than he is.

"You okay?" he asks, leaning closer to him as he watches you closely.

Gulping, you flick his forehead as you push him away. He snorts at your reaction, seeing you
frown.

"I'm okay." you tell him casually, trying not to gawk at your best friend who suddenly got fucking
hot.

Well, he was always hot but now — who would have thought sweaty Jungkook can be so
dangerous?

"You sure? You're all red." he points out, checking you out as you roll your eyes.

"I'm sure, dad."

He cringes at the nickname, faking a gag as you laugh. "Don't call me that." he murmurs, but you
only wink at him.

"Hey lovers, mind if I take Jungkook from you?" Jimin asks, his breath seems to be heavy as if he's
in a rush.

"What happened?" Jungkook asks, brows frowned at the sight of Jimin's alarmed look.

"Taehyungie overdid it with an alcohol. He's throwing up in the bathroom but I need to get him
outside. I called us a cab, I'll take him home I just can't do it alone. He's heavier than it looks." he
explains, an obvious worry evident on his face as he sighs.

Taehyung is known to be lightweight since he doesn't drink alcohol that often, but when it does, he
always goes wild even when he knows he can barely take it. He doesn't know his own limits when
it comes to alcohol but hearing he's throwing up seems serious. He usually does that the next
morning.

"Yeah, sure. Let's go," Jungkook says already standing up as he glances at you. "Will you be fine
alone for a moment?" he asks you, both of them waiting for your response before they can save
Taehyung.

"Yeah, sure."

That's all they need before they turn around and disappear once again into the crowd full of
wedding guests.

If Taehyung's uncontrolled drinking should've tell you something, you order another drink instead
of water that Jungkook insisted on you drinking. You're alone again, in a room full of strangers and
well, Jungkook's friends that you don't know that much. It's no fun sitting down and drinking
water, so when poor Jihoon places another drink in front of you, you thank him and taste the sweet
but bitter liquid.

Who knows when Jungkook will be back.

Again.
It takes you only a few minutes and two more drinks, to let yourself loose slightly as you listen to
the music. Older guests already went home, well most of them, and the wedding ceremony seems
to be more wild. There are a lot of people drunk, dancing and having fun in general while you've
been sitting on the same bar stool for at least ten minutes; maybe fifth time this night.

Jungkook is nowhere to be found, and you wonder if you should go and look for him. Ten minutes
isn't that long, knowing Taehyung must be giving them a hard time, especially when he's drunk and
sick.

However, your thoughts are easily cut off by someone else sitting close to you. Two seats are left
empty between you two, and it feels like universe is messing with you right now.

Hoseok orders himself a drink, completely oblivious to your staring —at least that's what you think
— before he simply looks your way.

As if his eyes burned your skin, you looked away and stared at Jihoon mixing him a drink. It lasts
for a good minute before your curiosity lets out the best of you, and you look in his direction just to
find him glancing at you again.

He raises his brow at you, almost provocatively, leaving you to scowl at the young man. You can't
hear it, but you see him scoffing under his breath and it's just enough to let your blood boil. And
maybe it's the alcohol that makes you finally snap.

"What the fuck is your problem?"

You don't scream but it's loud enough for him to hear. From the corner of your eyes you notice
Jihoon eyeing you before he goes back to his work, ignoring the two of you.

Hoseok doesn't seem to be too surprised by your reaction, but he still opens his mouth at your
question.

"You're the one screaming at me." he points out, completely calmly and the complete opposite of
you. It annoys you even more.

"That's--I wasn't screaming!" you exclaim, raising your voice. Fuck. You mentally curse at
yourself when you give him the exact reaction he wanted to prove his point. Cockily, he raises his
brow at you.

"I don't know, love. You seem to be a little bit... tense." he says, mocking you.

"Okay, I don't know what your problem is but drop it. I haven't done anything bad to you, so stop
treating me like I did."

He opens his mouth, all the mocking and amusement disappearing from his face. "That's not--"

"Oh, please! What's your problem, huh? Oh, let me guess, it's something with Jungkook."

His eyes widen, but you're too busy to see him staring somewhere behind you before he looks back
at you.

"Y/N?" It's Jungkook whose voice you briefly hear, and you see him slowly making his way to the
both of you with scrunched brows. "What are you doing?"
You completely miss the warning tone in his voice, placing a hand in front of him to shut him off.

Jungkook said he took care of Hoseok, but here he is. Being shady, again.

"I've got it, baby." you emphasize the little pet name, staring into Hoseok eyes who scrunches his
nose in response.

"I don't think--"

Jungkook tries, but he fails miserably when you ignore him and cut him off with raised voice.

"You don't believe us, right? You don't think any of this is real, huh?" you ask, eyes filled with
determination and adrenaline as you stare at Jungkook's silent friend. You just hope he can't hear
how fast your heart hammers against your chest, in fear that you'll fuck this up.

Hoseok takes his time, not exactly responding verbally but you can see it in his eyes. You hit the
nail on the head.

"What do you want us to do? Fuck in front of you?" you snap, glaring at Hoseok who stutters over
his words while Jungkook reacts as well.

"Y/N!" he gasps, surprised but very composed as he clutches your shoulders. "I think we all need to
calm down. Hoseok, sorry, she's little drunk."

You glare at him, offended that you're the bad guy in this when his friend started this all. Jungkook
ignores you, giving a nervous smile to Hoseok who just glances back at you.

"You're right. I was sceptical, I--I'm sorry if I offended you," he says, staring at you before he
looks at Jungkook. "I just find it hard to believe you moved on so quickly." he says simply,
although it feels like he wants to say something else – maybe mentioning Kiko but when he
glances at you, he changes his mind.

"We're still trying to figure it out, so please, don't breath down our neck just because your best
friend is single."

"Y/N!" Jungkook exclaims, but you just innocently shrug.

"It's not because she's single," Hoseok mutters through clenched teeth, "I'm--you know what? It
doesn't matter. I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable. If Jungkook really loves you, I'll support
your relationship."

This time it's soft and genuine, allowing you to see the same Hoseok you were introduced to.

Hoseok's words are stuck in your mind as you slowly nod at him, not daring to say a single word.
Because that's it. Jungkook doesn't love you and neither you love him. At least not that way. You're
just glad you got him off your back and you can make your deal to the end with no troubles.

"Can you take me home? I'm tired." you turn to Jungkook, asking gently before he looks down at
you and nods.

"Bye, hyung. I'm sorry if she said something--"

"No, no, no. I'm the one who's sorry. I shouldn't have acted that way."

Jungkook nods, waving at his friend for the last time before he takes your hand and leads you out
of the building, making sure he says a proper goodbye to Seokjin and his new wife.
Hoseok's words still ringing in your ears.

If Jungkook really loves you, I'll support your relationship.

It's just a matter of time before Hoseok, and maybe the rest of your friends, find the truth. And it
scares you, no matter how many times Jungkook assures you everything's going to be fine.
 Chapter 14

The front door are shut with Jungkook's leg, his hands too busy fiddling with your dress as he tries
to feel you up through the red material. Your mouths are occupied with kissing each other, tingling
from the amazing sensation.

You're not quite sure how this all started.

One minute you were stressing over Hoseok on the way to Jungkook's home, whispering furiously
to him so the driver couldn't hear you. The next your pretended boyfriend assured you Hoseok
won't be a trouble anymore, shutting you with his mouth before you followed his slow but intense
kisses.

"We're in a cab, Kook." you reminded him as soon as he pulled away, not too much though. Just
enough to catch a breath before he went for another kiss.

"Relax, he's probably seen lot worse." he said, not giving you a chance to respond or protest. And
you went with it, because your dignity wasn't as important as Jungkook's lips were.

The only time when you weren't kissing was when the driver pulled in front of Jungkook's
apartment building, while he paid him and helped you to get out of the car. When he did, his hand
stayed placed on your lower back as he ushered you inside. Those five minutes in front of the
elevator were intense, you both wondering who's going to make the first move. But as soon as
those elevator door opened and you stepped in, Jungkook clicked the button of his floor before you
both threw yourselves at each other. Your back collided with the elevator wall and you gasped,
giving him a perfect opportunity to sneak his tongue in.

And here you are now.

"Jungkook," you whisper, feeling his breath ghosting against your neck.

"Hm?" he hums, sucking your skin there, the tips of his fingers grazing over your exposed thigh.

"I want you." you mumble, nails tracing his exposed collarbones as you wish he'd just take off the
goddamn shirt, so you could see his perfectly tanned and soft skin.

"I want you too." he admits, your heart clenching at those words. It's something how he says it, so
effortlessly and honestly. He makes you wanted without even realizing it.

He dives back for a kiss, tongue swiping across your bottom lip just to bite down on it. Not too
harsh, just enough to make you groan both in surprise and lust. You can taste the little of alcohol he
had on his lips, and you're certain your own match to his. Surprisingly, you sobered a bit during the
ride, whether it was a shock of Jungkook kissing you in a cab where driver just pretended he
doesn't hear your lips smooching against each other, or simply of you getting some fresh air.

Although, you're choosing the first reason.

"I want you to fuck me." you say bluntly, staring at his doe and dark eyes which soaks into your
own.

His Adam's apple bobs at your words, bottom lip clutched between his teeth before he lets it go. "I
wanna fuck you too," he says, "But are you sure? We both drank a bit."
Your senses are little bit slowed down and if it weren't for Jungkook's mouth, your movements
would be way lazier than they're now. But you're nowhere near drunk, knowing exactly what you
want. And that is Jungkook fucking you.

"Do I look drunk?"

"No," he answers, but still making sure he keeps his eyes on you, checking your expression.
"You're cutely affected by alcohol."

Giggling, you shake your head at him, seeing his mouth spreading to a wide grin. "What does that
even mean?"

He takes a step closer to you, caging you between the wall and his body again. You can smell his
cologne, wondering how can he smell so amazing after hours of being at the wedding and dancing.
He clutches your jaw, surprised you by his rough movements as he turns your head to the side,
exposing your neck to him. And you expect him to kiss you there, but he doesn't.

"That means," he starts, licking his bottom lip which you failed to see. "that you've stopped
drinking just in the right time. Otherwise, I don't think I'd fuck you if you were drunk, especially if
it's our first time."

Our first time.

This man is trying to ruin you, and he's completely clueless about it.

"So, are you planning to do it or are you just going to talk about it?" you ask, almost whimpering
when his hold on your jaw tightens. He presses his nose against your jaw, inhaling as he chuckles.

"Keep talking and you're going to regret it."

Your core clenches, breath hitching which he hasn't failed to notice.

"Or what?" you press, stomach bubbling with anticipation of what his answer might be.

"Don't tempt me, sweetheart."

"I think I'll risk it." you smirk, amused by those darkened eyes that gives you an intimidating look,
sending a rush of shivering down your spine but you don't let it show.

Provoking Jungkook has always been fun. Well, you never really provoked him in this kind of
situation. But you find yourself feeling much more thrill and fun doing it now. You want to push
his buttons, see what kind of exact person he is when he's clouded with lust and excitement. You
managed to see a tiny bit of his dominating persona during the time when he went down on you.
Maybe it's the natural curiosity that's rooted deeply inside of you, but you just can't wait to see him
during sex. He seems like a person who likes to handle others, showing them what he's capable of.
Just the thought of him being rough with you makes your legs tremble. Again.

The growl that erupts from Jungkook's throat is unexpected, before you're being turned around by
his rough hands, chest colliding with the cold wall of his corridor. He pushes himself against you,
hands groping your ass as your own are sprawled against the plain white wall. He gives you a
perfect opportunity to feel his hardening length against the black slacks he wears. Your bottom lip
is caged between your teeth, a single memory of his cock in your mouth makes you salivate, and it
leaves you whimpering.

"I told you not to tempt me," he spits, lips brushing against your right ear. "But you like to disobey
just for the sake of your fun, don't you?" he chuckles, but it's not one of those cute and bubbly ones
he usually makes. This one's dark, low and amused at the same time.

You've seen so many different sides of Jungkook, but you barely get to see this one. Which is
understandable, he's your best friend after all. Best friend whom have you never had any sexual
encounters before. But this is different. This is like the same Jungkook you know, but he's like
another person at the same time. It's confusing.

"Jungkook," you whimper, pushing your ass against his bulge causing him to chuckle at you.

"Are you being a needy slut for me?" he asks, letting the question settle into the air as he waits for
your response.

He tenses behind you, maybe in fear that he crossed the line with you by calling you a slut. You're
surprised yourself, and you never liked the whole degrading thing or someone calling you a bitch
for pleasure. However, even though he just called you a slut, there wasn't an ounce of actual
seriousness or that he means it literally, despite how serious he sounded.

Just when a whiny and breathless 'yes' leaves your mouth, it's just enough for him to relax and
continue with what he started. The tips of his fingers brush against your thigh, hiking up the dress
as his hand disappear underneath it. Your whole body shivers automatically, leaving you
speechless of how lack of control you've got over your body.

He traces the hem of your lacy panties, humming in appreciation and before you can dwell on how
it sends another set of shivers down your spine, he's hooking finger exactly where your clothed
heat is. Your body jumps backwards when he touches your clit, tracing your wet heat with gentle
and slow movements. Your ass hits his hardening bulge, and this time you get to feel it more
prominent and hardened. This turns him on exactly like it does to you.

He groans, teeth nibbling on your shoulder before he circles your clit. "So nice and wet. All for me,
baby?"

Your heat clenches, desperate of feeling something inside of you. All you can think of is how
Jungkook's cock is going to feel inside of you. Is it going to hurt? You remember how you barely
took him in your mouth, feeling the corners of your mouth being stretched for a couple of more
minutes after you were done. Not that you regret it, it was worth every second.

When the palm of Jungkook's hand meets your ass cheek, you gasp into the wall. He doesn't have
to say anything for you to understand what was that for.

"Yes, all for you." you confirm, voice slightly shaking.

Gasping, you moan right after he enters you with one finger kissing your shoulder. He slowly pulls
out, before he enters you with slow strokes leaving you gasping all over again. He adds another
one, praising you for being a good girl. You clench around him and he chuckles, but doesn't
comment on it.

"That's it, gotta stretch you out." he says, voice raspier than before as he adds another one.

He's stretching you more than at the beginning, and you can feel the stretch slightly burn but it
doesn't feel bad. You take his fingers well, clenching around his fingers no matter how many times
he tells you to relax. You can't, it feels to good and if he continues with the slow strokes, you're
cumming soon.

As if he could sense that, he slaps you with his other hand, chuckling when you moan out loud. It's
almost too loud, but there's no time to be embarrassed over the fact you like being spanked. He
curls his fingers, circling your clit with a thumb while he palms the sensitive flesh of your ass.

"So dirty, I didn't know you love to be spanked so much." he muses, amused tone laced in his raspy
voice.

If your mind weren't clouded with so much lust and eagerness to reach your end, you'd roll your
eyes at him and tell him to fuck off. It's nice to know your thoughts are still the same, even when
he's fingers deep inside of you.

The feeling of how perfect the pace is isn't long lasting, especially when he quickens his pace and
pumps you with his fingers much more eagerly. He praises you with each time he thrusts them into
you, mainly calling you a good girl or baby.

A simple 'fuck' leaves Jungkook's mouth when he feels you clenching even more, tightening
around his three long digits. But still, he manages to keep up the pace just the same, bringing you
closer to your end. Just as you feel like that's it, you're cumming, it fades with a snap of fingers in a
second. The amazing burn nestled in your womb and between your legs is long forgotten, a sigh of
disappointment coming from you in response. It takes you a few seconds to understand what has
just happened.

Jungkook pulled out his fingers, causing you to slowly turned around with flushed cheeks and
irritated expression which is understandable. But the young man just grins, slowly bringing his
fingers into his mouth as he tastes you.

You gasp, staring at him with mouth agape as his eyes don't leave you.

"Mhm," he almost moans, tongue swirling against his fingers before he pulls them out with a soft
pop.

"Why would you stop?" you ask breathlessly.

"I told you not to tempt me. Consider this as your punishment." he shrugs, lips twitching with a
hidden smirk which you clearly notice as you huff a breath of annoyance.

"Are you serious?"

Punishments. You never talked about that. Plus, you thought your punishment was him
manhandling you and spanking your ass. Now that you think about it, it doesn't make sense.

"Absolutely." he answers confidently.

"But I was about to cum!" you exclaim, not believing he just cut off your orgasm like that. It's
called betrayal!

"Oh, I know. I could feel you tightening."

Instead of feeling embarrassed by his bluntness words, and the fact your best friend says them to
you, you're more annoyed. You were so close. You could feel how bomb orgasm that would be.
But no, Jeon Jungcock decides to change that just for a pure fun and punishment.

"Whatever. I'll just take care of myself then." you huff once again, making sure he gets a perfect
glimpse of your pissed off expression.

You're ready to walk away from him, planning to bump into his shoulder just to emphasize your
annoyance. But before you can even take another step, he's grabbing your wrists and pulls you
closer to him.

"Where do you think you're going?" he asks lowly, eyes boring into yours.

You don't let it phase you, although you can't feel your heart jumping at the sudden intimidating
tone and look.

"To take care of myself. Since someone decided to punish me." Okay, that was kind of petty but
you're pissed.

It pisses you even more when Jungkook snorts, his serious facade cracking as he starts to laugh at
you. "Awh, are you mad baby?"

"Don't call me baby. You don't get that privilege anymore." you murmur, causing him to laugh
again.

"And what privilege do I get?" he challenges you, cocking his brow at you.

"You can stand behind the door and listen to my moans." you answer dryly, knowing very well that
you're not able to make yourself cum just using your fingers. It just won't work for you.

"As tempting as it sounds, I'd rather fuck you." he tells you, slowly reaching for your face before
he kisses you. And you let him.

Your lips tingle from the rough kisses he delivers, making sure you feel his want and need towards
you. Mind still twirling over the fact he said he wants to fuck you, and no matter how many times
he has already said it, it bursts that bubble of arousal inside of you. Maybe it's because you haven't
had sex for so long, or maybe because you haven't been touched this way — ever.

It should be weird you're so turned on over your best friend touching you this way, wanting to fuck
you. But you're not. All you can think of is how amazing he's going to feel once he's inside of you.
Jungkook swallows your every breath, before he's forced to pull away.

Smirking at you, he interweaves your fingers as he leads you towards his bedroom. You take that
time to admire his muscular back and broad shoulders, the white shirt doing his body a justice, not
that he needs it.

Jungkook pushes the door from his bedroom open, leading you straight towards his bed as he turns
around before he spins you, gently pushing you down his bed.

You help in surprise, giggling when your body funnily bounces, causing the corner of his lips turn
upwards as a soft chuckle leaves his mouth. He starts to loosening his red tie, eyes focused on you
the entire time meanwhile you gulp at the filthy sight in front of you.

Fuck, how can somebody be so hot?

Plopping yourself on your elbows, you watch him taking the tie off but he doesn't throw it like you
expect him to. It stays in his hands for a few seconds, twirling it between his fingers as he looks
through his cocked brow at you. He tosses it at the end of the mattress, before starts to unbuttoning
his shirt.

Licking your lips, you shamelessly watch him and almost disappointedly whine when he doesn't
unbutton nor take it off entirely. If he sees your reaction, he doesn't comment on it but the
confident smirk is just enough for you to know he noticed it.
He slowly makes his way towards you, knees plopping himself right next to your legs before he's
hovering over you. You tilt your head slightly upwards, enough to see his close features before he
kisses you again. This time it's slower, more passionate and leaving you breathless all over again.
He urges you to completely lay down, your elbows betraying you as your back and head is met
with the mattress again. He sits down on his knees, staring down at you with dark eyes and you
almost raise yourself again, but before you can give him a glance of curiosity, you're turned
around.

It all happens quick, one second you feel his arms around your waist and the next you're turned
over to your stomach. A loud gasp escapes your mouth, your head already turned around to look at
Jungkook. He just cockily smirks at you, fingers hovering over the zipper of your dress. He lets his
finger scheme over your shoulder blades, gently caressing your exposed skin that makes you shiver
underneath his touch.

"Do you really want this?" he asks, voice calm and relaxed like he's not ready to devour you whole.

You notice the sudden change of atmosphere, his tone serious yet soft. He's making sure you really
made up your mind. He sees the way you patiently wait for him to touch you, leaving you pressing
your thighs together. He's responsible of the ache between your legs. He sees it all, yet he needs to
hear you say it again.

"Of course, I do." you answer, making sure you stare into his eyes which is quite troublesome since
he's right behind you and caging you with his knees on both your sides.

He doesn't react verbally, all he does in response is slowly unzipping your dress while you press
your cheek against his sheets, loving how flowery they smell. The room's temperature isn't low, yet
it leaves you shivering when the cold air meets your naked back.

"No bra?" Jungkook questions, not hiding a mere surprise.

"These dress don't need it." you breathe out, your voice slightly muffled.

Again, he doesn't react verbally but you're shocked, gasping when he pulls your ass up. It leaves
you on all fours, the dress slowly falling down your arms.

"Turn around." he demands, and you obey right away.

He chuckles, not wasting time with undressing you before you're left in your panties and heels. He
leaves your dress on the floor, not bothering to properly place it somewhere less dirty, even though
Jungkook's home is cleaner than yours. He doesn't care they can crinkle if they're tossed on the
floor, and neither it is your priority.

All you can focus is feeling his hands working on your heels, taking them off before he finally
frees your ankles and the tight strap around it. Once he's done, he hovers over you again, pressing
his lips against your stomach and slowly making his way up your chest. Your perked nipples don't
go unnoticed by him, his doe eyes looking up at you before he takes one of your nipples into his
mouth. Arching your back, you gasp while he swirls his tongue against it. The other one is
occupied by his hand, molding the soft flesh in his huge palm. He does the same thing to the other
one, his lips reddened when he's done. Your nipples look just the same, reddened with the attention
they just received while still covered in his saliva. You shiver, meeting his eyes as he licks his lips.

You lean forward, kissing him while your arms wrap around his neck pulling his body even closer
to yourself. He grunts into your mouth, arms holding himself as he tries not to crash you with his
weight. Legs wrapped around his waist, you thrust your hips upwards making the two of you gasp.
He's already getting hard, the bulge in his black slacks says it all.

You're remembered by the fact he's still fully dressed and you don't like that. Your hands already
work on their own, unfastening his belt and zipper with needy and quick movements.

Jungkook's smirk is evident against your lips, but he doesn't comment your sudden eagerness, if
anything, he seems to like it as he lets you take off his slacks. He helps you take them fully,
meanwhile your fingers work on his shirt. You've never hated buttons before. Just like with the
slacks, he helps you take off his shirt too and slides it off his arms exposing his abs and buffed
chest.

If you were turned on before, you're completely salivated over him now. He tosses it behind him,
hitting the desk in the corner of his room making you giggle. He chuckles, hovering over you again
before he's kissing you. You take that chance to feel his muscular back, nails gently scratching his
soft skin as he grunts into your mouth.

"I want to—" he kisses you again, "fuck me." you finish, hands slowly sliding down his perky ass.

"Are you sure you're ready?" he asks, and you cock your head in confusion.

He's asking you that now? Again? You thought you're pretty clear that you want him. But once he
sees your confusion and that cute frown you're about to sport, he explains himself.

"No, I meant— shouldn't I stretch you out more?"

Ah, he means that.

"Don't flatter yourself, Jeon. You're not that big."

Oh, yeah he is. Definitely bigger than your ex. But who would you were if you didn't take the
opportunity to bruise his male ego.

"Really?" he asks, his brows mockingly shooting up. "Weren't you choking on my cock just few
days ago?" he cocks his head innocently, but you see his fake facade.

He's enjoying this, even when you open your mouth and dryly swallow the lump in your throat.

"Fuck, you're so cute when you're getting flustered." he comments, laughing while he scrunches his
nose.

Rolling your eyes, you decide it's better not to argue with him. You know he's right about you
chocking on his cock, you're not stupid. "Whatever," you murmur.

"And to answer your question, no. Just fuck me, I'm ready." you assure him, licking your lips while
he eyes you.

He nods, reaching towards the nightstand before he opens the first drawer. He pulls out the foil
package and rips it open. Since you're feeling bold tonight, you reach for his length, hand
disappearing in his boxers where you finally feel him. He bites onto his lower lip, taking them off
while you start to pump him. He's hardening with each pump, kissing you as your hands work their
magic on him.

He pulls away and you watch him putting on a condom.

The sight of him doing something so intimate feels exactly that. Intimate, close and exhibit. You've
never thought nor imagined you'd ever get this close to him. This is so new to you, just thinking
that he's about to have sex with you drives you crazy. You've never thought you'd crave for him
this certain way.

Of course, there were many times when your heart was craving for him. In a friendly way when
you were in desperate need of a friend. But it wasn't just that. You needed him, Jungkook. No
matter how many girl friends you've or can have, nothing ever compares to him. There were times
when you felt like you're the one who needs your friendship more than him. You don't doubt
Jungkook's friendship, of course not. It just often felt like it's you who values your friendship in
more ways that Jungkook could ever imagine. Maybe that's why it hurt when he moved on with
Kiko and barely got the time to text you, or even spend time with you.

Jungkook's fingers trail to your exposed legs, snapping you out of your thoughts. It's unreal how he
brings you back to the reality with single touch, those soft but dark eyes of his dancing on your
face.

"It's still not too late to back out," he tells you softly, caressing your skin like he's not talking about
the possibility of ending this. "If you've got any doubts, maybe this isn't what we should do."

"Are you regretting getting this far, Jeon?" you ask, your voice neutral, yet the use of his surname
comes out almost cold.

His eyes flicker to yours right away and he quickly shakes his head, before he allows himself to
talk. "No, of course not. I want this, if you couldn't tell." he snorts at the end, looking down to his
hard length that's pressing against his stomach.

Focus, Y/N!

You look back at him, poking your inner cheek with a tongue before you sigh. "We both already
did some intimate things. Don't you think that if I wanted to back out, I wouldn't allow all those
things to happen?" you ask him softly, eyes filled with curiosity and a small frown settling on your
brows.

"I'm just making sure," he mumbles, dropping those dark eyes for a moment while you're met with
Jungkook that looks completely innocent. "I don't want you to regret anything. This is our
friendship we're talking about. That's the most important thing."

If you weren't so freaking horny, you'd probably tear up from the honesty and softness of his
words. He really is thoughtful.

"I want this, Kook. I don't think this will change our friendship. If me sucking you off and you
eating me out hasn't, I don't think us having sex will. We're just young adults who need to blow
some steam off, let's not overthink it too much."

He nods, agreeing with you as he bites his lower lip in thought. "Okay, because you're my best
friend but you're fucking attractive and hot. And all I can think about is fucking you." he admits
bluntly, causing you to gasp at his sudden words but you giggle.

You trace your hand down his chest, appreciating how firm it feels. "Good," you gulp, "Because
that's all I'm thinking about right now."

Jungkook grunts, hovering over you before he kisses you again. His mouth works quick and needy,
nibbling on your bottom lip to show you his desire while you're trying not to moan. It's almost
pathetic how quick he makes you being so responsive and loud.
"Ready?" he asks between the kisses, his hand going between his legs as he pumps himself.

You can feel your heart in the throat, this feeling awfully similar to your first sex. That excitement
and the feeling of experiencing something new, even though it's just sex. Minus the awkwardness
and nervousness, of course. You really wonder how he will feel like. Something tells you he's
perfect in bed, no doubts. Just him eating you out made you see stars and brought one of the best
orgasms you've ever experienced.

"Ready." you tell him, breath hitching in your throat as soon as you feel his tip parting your folds.

He takes his time, not entering you right away but making sure he smears the wetness between
your legs to your clit and his tip. He stares down, brows pinched together and bottom lip tucked
between his teeth, looking focused and almost as if he's savouring every moment.

Eyes flickering to yours, he releases his bottom lip as he spreads your legs wider. Giving him a soft
smile, hand placed over his beating hard, you're surprised how fast it beats. It matches to your own
heartbeat, but somehow it leaves a peaceful feeling inside your heart. It's nice to know he's affected
as much as you are.

With a careful and slow push, he enters you for the first time, taking into account that it's been
awhile since you've had sex. The last thing he wants is to rush and possibly hurt you, just because
he's impatient and horny.

Swallowing down the gasp that wants to escape from the back of your throat, you close your eyes
and try to relax as much as possible. Luckily, Jungkook seems to be patient and he's still trying to
fill you up with incredibly slow pace. He even stops, checking your reactions with each push and
inch he makes.

"Relax, I'm not gonna hurt you." he groans, but still manages to sound soft and genuine. It takes a
lot for him not to thrust into you.

Jungkook hasn't been sexually active with anyone, the last person he had sex with was Kiko, his
ex-girlfriend. That means you're not the only one who's been without sex for quite some time, even
though Jungkook wasn't left high and dry for that long.

"I know." you breathe out, reacting to Jungkook's words. You know all of that, but the sudden
stretch and slight burn you feel is unavoidable. There's nothing you could do and your body just
has to get used to it.

Although, it seems like Jungkook wants to help when he starts to circle your clit. You suck in
breath, your walls relaxing and taking more of him almost immediately.

"That's it," he praises you, continuing with it until he's all nestled inside of you.

He holds himself, still careful not to crash you underneath his weight as he lets you get used to him
inside of you. It feels weirdly new, almost as if you forgot how dick inside of you feels like.

"You took me so well." he grunts, his length twitching inside of you before he gives you a sheepish
look, like he's apologizing for being so needy and greedy.

"Fuck me, Kook." you murmur, your walls clenching around his thick length as he opens his
mouth at the feeling. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you pull him closer as you feel the ends
of his soft yet thick hair.

"I'm gonna go slow at first, okay?" he asks, although you both know he wouldn't have it any other
way. Even if you tried to argue, with you don't because his reason and decision is understandable
and all about you, he'd still do it his way to make sure you're comfortable.

Nodding, he's pulling out of you, a soft breathes leaving his mouth before he slowly pushes inside.
He's restraining himself so much, his face twisted in almost painful expression. Legs wrapped
around his frame, heels digging into his lower back, you pull him even closer causing him to get
even deeper inside of you.

"You're not making this any easier, you know that?" he chuckles, shaking his head as he still
continues with his soft and slow thrusts.

Your giggle is short-lived, especially when his length rubs around a very sensitive spot inside of
you, a moan rippling out of your mouth. He stops, adjusting himself before he does it again.

"Stop," you gasp, causing him to freeze and look at you. "I don't wanna cum yet."

"Would you cum right away if I continued?" he asks curiously.

In other situation, you'd probably cackle at the fact you're having a full conversation during your
sex. But all you can do is nod in embarrassment.

"Well, maybe not right away but I was getting there." you point out, causing him to chuckle
amusingly at you. It causes you to slap his back but he doesn't seem to be too phased, your weak
attempt to scold him doing no harm.

"Do you want me to stay still like this or...?" he trails off, causing you to snort at the absurd
situation.

You can't believe you're about laugh in the middle of sex, but Jungkook's distressed expression is
priceless.

"No," you laugh, "just fuck me already."

He relaxes, even though he tries to hide it, before he gives you one of his famous grins. "Your wish
is my command."

Before you can snort or react in any way at his funny words and the teasing tone, he's already
pulling out before he smacks his hips back. It leaves you breathless, almost knock all the oxygen
out of your lungs as he repeats the same process over and over again. Your heated skin meets his
with each thrust, creating swift and rhythmic melody and just when you think it can't get better, he
lifts your legs up and places them over his shoulders.

"Fuck," you breathe out, ignoring the cocky smirk he tries to hide again by staring at your
connected bodies.

He fucks you like no one ever has, bringing you an euphoric feeling that you can't seem to get
enough of. It feels too good to be real and embarrassingly enough, you've never knew that sex
could feel this amazing. Jungkook's skills are over the top, triumphing your ex in all ways.
However, with Jungkook's unstoppable thrusts there is no time to think about your ex or anyone
else.

"Fuck, you're taking me so well, baby." Jungkook groans above you, head falling between your
shoulder and neck, burying his face there.

You shiver, feeling his body pressed against you, his hot skin against your makes the whole
atmosphere even more intimate. Years of knowing him, you've never felt this close to him.

"Jungkook," you moan, eyes rolling back when he purposely rub his length against that one
sensitive spot he found minutes ago.

He knows what he's doing, and you can perfectly feel that little smirk he always has on his lips but
surprisingly, he gives a peck to your neck before he pulls away.

"Can you get on all fours?" he asks, halting his thrusts as you whine.

You were just getting there.

But Jungkook isn't planning on ending anytime soon and when he sees your disappointment, he
laughs at you. "Come on, on all fours and ass up." he tells you, your cheeks heating up at the
demanding tone he sets.

He pulls out, leaving you empty and greedy for him. Obeying him quickly, you get on all fours as
he requested and you yelp when he presses your back down. It causes your cheek to be pressed
against his mattress again, his palm staying on your back for a couple of more seconds before he
grabs your hips. He lifts your ass even more, your spine and back arched all for him. He palms
your ass, grabbing the flesh into his huge hands before he's entering you all over again.

You gasp, clutching the sheets in small fists and when Jungkook notices this, he reaches for them
and interweaves his fingers with yours. His chest is pressed against your back while he starts to
pounding into you in a complete new pace.

"Jungkook, ah—" you whine, your voice awfully whiny and soft to the point you can't recognize it.

"I know, I know." he grunts, tightening his hold on your fingers as you can feel your walls
tightening around his thick and throbbing length.

"Fuck—so good." you moan out, shutting your eyes because you can feel them watering.

"You're gripping me so well," he rasps out, not halting his movements even a bit. "Gonna make
you cum so hard." he promises, his small dirty talk causing you to moan again.

His balls slapping against your ass feels euphoric, just like everything right now, and it leaves you
breathless and wanting to reach your end. Couple of more thrusts, Jungkook's soft grunts and his
length brushing against your g-spot brings you the most incredible orgasm.

Mouth agape, Jungkook's unstoppable thrusts make you cry out his name as you're cumming
around him. He fucks you through it, continuing even when you're growing sensitive and you
whine at the overstimulation.

"I know, I know. I'm getting there." he grunts, hands grabbing your hips so tight that you're
guessing they'll probably bruise later but you don't seem to care.

Clenching around him, it takes a few more pumps before Jungkook suddenly halts his movements
and you feel his cock twitch inside of you. He's cumming, filling the condom with his seed and you
wish you could feel him more.

And fuck, if Jungkook's low groan of pleasure isn't the hottest thing you've ever heard, you don't
know what is.

And even though you've just came down off your high, the sound is enough to shoot a little bit lust
straight to your core. Enough to leave you clench around him again, causing him to grunt in
response.

His sweaty forehead drops against your naked shoulder, a shallow and quick breaths meeting your
skin as he tries to calm himself down. It takes him few more seconds of breathing in and out in a
rapid pace, before his breathing comes back to normal and he slowly lifts his head off you.

"You good?" he asks, holding himself up with his hands when he realized he almost crushed you
with his heavy body.

You don't see him, but he scrunches his nose when he pulls out of you, overstimulation getting
overwhelming for the both of you. When he manages to fully pull out, he quickly gets off you and
plops himself next to you. You flip yourself on your back, eyes focused on the white ceiling as
your chest heaves with almost identical heavy breaths like he did just seconds ago.

"I'm perfect," you answer breathlessly, stealing a glance at your best friend who happily lays down
next to you, discarding the used condom. "Are you good?" you ask him in return, watching him
grin as he ties the used condom full of his sperm.

"Oh, I'm ecstatic." he beams, standing up and throwing the condom in the bin near his desk.

"Are you always this ecstatic when you get laid?" you chuckle, trying not to let your eyes drop to
his crotch that he doesn't even cover. He's shameless, walking completely naked to you while he
doesn't even try to cover himself. It's not like you want him to anyway, but he clearly doesn't have
any issue with a nudity.

"It's been a long time, okay?" he jokes, tossing his body next to you without care, causing the
mattress to jiggle under his weight. "Don't tell me you don't think the sex was mind blowing."

He looks at you, eyes dropping to your perked nipples before he looks back into your eyes.

"It was." you shrug, admitting it.

He chuckles, turning onto his side as he traces your lips. It catches you off guard, but you don't
even blink while you try to look as natural as possible. You look at him, his hand dropping next to
his body.

"This doesn't change anything, right? Our friendship, I mean."

You've to ask him, just to be sure. At first, you were the one who tried to convince him that none of
this would affect your friendship.

His brows scrunch together for a short moment before he shakes his head. "No, I don't think so. Do
you feel like something changed?" he asks back.

"I don't, but what if I will?" you ask, probably more yourself than Jungkook.

What if everything seems just the same right now but yesterday or in a few weeks, you'll feel like
you shouldn't have done that? There's no turning back and you really don't want to regret anything.
It's just your mind playing tricks on you. This your friendship that could possibly be on the line
after all.

"Then you'll tell me. I don't think there's nothing we can do. We both agreed to it and it doesn't
have to be such a big deal." he shrugs, his voice putting at least some kind of ease to your nerves.
"I know that, I know that we both agreed to it. I really don't wanna sound like I'm already
regretting it, because I don't. I don't want you to think that it's your fault or make you feel guilty.
That's not my intention at all. It's just... I can't help but wonder if we did the right thing. What if
this will fire back in a few weeks, months or years even?"

Your eyes are focused on the ceiling, despite of feeling Jungkook's doe eyes silently watching you.

"I think you're overthinking this a lot. Let's just focus on the present. We don't have to have sex
anymore. I told you, anything that makes you comfortable." he tells you honestly and softly,
causing you to feel like a jerk for some reason.

You're stressing over something nonexistent while Jungkook is there for you and your crazy mind.

"I didn't say that. I still wanna have sex." you point out, causing him to snicker.

When you look at him, you can see the confident and cocky glint in his eyes. That's why you nudge
his shoulder, snorting. "Shut up."

He laughs, slowly shaking his head. "Just don't fall in love with me. I know that I can be very
irresistible but—"

"Oh, get over yourself, Jeon." you scoff, sitting up as you give him a perfect view of your rolling
eyes.

He grins at you, hand touching your exposed back as he caresses your skin. "Never." he jokes,
causing you to shake your head at his absurdity.

You just hope the next morning will be just as relaxed like this very moment is. You don't want
your friendship to be ruined by lust.

But you'll have to wait until the morning comes.

 Chapter 15

"Coffee?" Is the first thing you hear when you finally find the courage to peek out from Jungkook's
bedroom.

No lie, you were a little bit worried when you woke up and he wasn't next to you. It didn't ease any
of your nerves of what this morning will look like. However, you're pleasingly surprised when you
see Jungkook completely energized, staring at you with a joyful glint in his eyes. You almost
forgot how much he likes mornings.

Thinking about his question, you're not the one who craves coffee as the first thing in the morning
but considering your current state of a mere tiredness, you might need it.

"Sure, sounds good." you answer, watching him as he turns around and quickly goes to pour you
some into one of his black cups.

It's not like you slept badly, Jungkook really did his number on you, so you were out as soon as you
took a shower and laid down into his fresh sheets. But your dreams kept being weird, mostly
including your best friend and his ex while you were in the middle of it.

He sends you a glance, staring as you carefully sit down on one of the stools and you notice the
same cocky smirk you saw yesterday like dozens of times. Showing him your middle finger, he
throws his head back laughing at your reaction but doesn't tease you about it. Maybe it's the fact
he's seeing your confused slash tired state.

Taking notice of his naked back, obviously shirtless because this man has no mercy on you, and
black sport shorts, you stare at him.

"What were you doing?" you ask him, seeing the ends of his hair wet while a familiar scent of his
shower gel reaches your nose, mixed with coffee smell.

"I was doing a quick morning workout and then I had to take a shower. Did I wake you up?" he
turns around, placing a cup of coffee in front of you as a quiet 'thanks' resounds from you.

Ah, that would explain the dumbbells on the floor in his living room.

"No," you shake your head, not even remembering if you've heard the water running. When you
woke up, everything was silent and there was only a little bit of rustling when you finally stepped
out of the bedroom. "I can't believe you work out in the mornings."

"Well, it's just a light one. I'll probably go to the gym in the evening." he shrugs, causing you to
shake your head with a soft grin.

"I couldn't do any of that. Not in the mornings for sure." you admit.

Jungkook has always been very active and kept himself busy most of the times. The guy loves
playing games since he was a teenager, but still chooses to work out or work on some photos
instead, well most of the time. And you're a complete opposite of that. It's not like you're lazy, but
you like to rest and take breaks between a busy schedule and work.

"That's the difference between you and me, baby." he beams, cockily arching a brow at you as you
snort.
To say you're very pleased by this morning is an understatement, considering all the irritating
thoughts you had during night. It's nice to know there hasn't changed anything between you two
and you can still joke around with each other, even if the jokes are different this time. Less friendly
and more sexual, not that you mind it. At least your hormones are taken care of.

"I gotta ask though. Have I crossed any lines yesterday?" he asks, his expression changing to less
cocky and amused to a serious and worried one.

Frowning, you shake your head. "Of course not. Last night was perfect." you remind him, causing
him to slowly nod but he still doesn't look convinced.

Just as you're about to question the look on his face, because it certainly seems like he wants to say
something else, he beats you to it.

"I'm glad you think that," he smiles, but it's long gone before he closes his eyes for a brief moment,
encouraging himself to voice out his thoughts.

It's interesting to see him finding it hard to speak up, since he's usually the one who has to say
something. And for some reason that makes you nervous, or what he's about to say to be precise.
Naturally, you're trying to mask it by taking a sip from the coffee he poured you.

"But I was talking about me calling you a slut."

Just as soon as you hear that one word, the coffee gets stuck in your throat and you almost choke
on it. Luckily, the liquid comes down your throat and you're left coughing through it.

"Fuck," you curse, glancing at Jungkook who stares at you with wide eyes.

"Are you okay?" he asks gently, a complete opposite of the Jungkook he showed you last night. It's
hard to believe it's the same person. Because the man standing in front of you, staring with a worry
in his big eyes is your best friend. The one you've known for years and it makes you realize that it
really is like almost nothing changed. Except he fucked you last night, but it doesn't even feel like
it right now.

"Yeah, sorry. I just wasn't expecting that," you admit, giving him a light smile when he doesn't
seem to convinced. "To be honest, I liked it. I wasn't offended or anything, if you're thinking about
that. I've never thought I'd be that person who likes such things, but it felt right at that moment."
you explain yourself, noticing how his shoulders relax.

"Okay, that's good. I just had to check with you."

That's right. It was just a few days ago when you were thinking about the whole BDSM stuff and
degrading kink. You're not sure if you like it, but Jungkook didn't get too far with it. Rather than
dwell onto it some more, you're more curious.

"Thanks for checking with me," you smile, seeing him to do the same in return. "Is that like, your
thing?"

"What? Calling someone slut?" he chuckles.

"Well, yes. Is it like something you did with Kiko?"

It's a very sensitive topic to talk about her, maybe not in general but definitely if it involves their
sex life. You were never curious about that, there never was a reason to be but now that you've
seen a whole new side of him, you just can't help but be curious about it.
Judging by his reaction, which is a mere shock that disappears in seconds, considering you just
brought up Kiko all of a sudden, he didn't expect you to talk about her. Especially not asking
something like that.

"No," he answers, poking the inside of his cheek. He looks hot, turning his head to the side for a
few seconds, giving you a perfect glimpse of his sharp jawline. "I've never done that. I don't know
what came over me, maybe it was those drinks we drank yesterday." he says, trying to joke which
causes you to chuckle.

"Well, I was just curious. It's nothing deep. I'm sorry if me bringing her up affected you." you
apologize, taking another sip of the coffee before you stand up and walk up to him.

He watches you, the corner of his mouth twitching before he smiles down at you. The scent of his
shower gel is much stronger now and fuck, you hate that it's one of your weaknesses. Plus, he
always smells good even when he's not wearing any cologne.

"No, it's fine. I know how curious you can get," he teases you, poking you in a rib causing you to
push onto his shoulder but he barely budges. "But really, it's okay for you to ask. I know it's not
something we've talked about often before, our sex life I mean... but now that, you know, we got
intimate I think it's understandable of being curious about those things. We need to get to know
what the other likes and dislikes."

Well, his words definitely makes you relax more than you expected them to. And you're glad he
wasn't offended or affected by you mentioning Kiko and his sex life. After all, he's still trying to
win her back and he's heartbroken about their breakup.

"Are you hungry?" he asks you, playfully nudging you to your shoulder causing you to stumble
from the sudden impact.

"No, I'm not really hungry." you shrug, knowing it'll take you at least half an hour to feel hunger.

What you don't expect is for Jungkook to suddenly grab you by your thighs, picking you up with so
much ease, like you weight nothing.

"Jungkook!" you exclaim, clutching onto his broad shoulders while he sets you on the kitchen
counter. "What the hell are you doing?" you laugh, slapping his naked chest.

It's quite tricky situation because his chest feels too nice, wanting you to touch it some more and
feel his muscles but you quickly retract your hand away.

But he drops to his knees causing your mouth to drop, your eyes bulged out as he laughs at your
expression.

"I'm about to have my breakfast." he tells you, reaching for the black boxers that you're wearing,
the ones he borrowed you since you had nothing to sleep in.

"You're disgusting." you say, although you don't sound disgusted at all.

Even he can tell, arching a brow at you when you don't protest as he pulls down the boxers,
exposing your heat.

"Am I?" he questions, not really wanting to hear your answer. But that's okay, you're speechless
anyway. "Now spread those pretty legs for me."

And you do, feeling his mouth enveloping your still throbbing lower lips from last night. The
slurping sound of his mouth and your juices are the only thing you can focus on.

Maybe this morning isn't that bad.

"...and then, I was like 'no way, you can't say that to your parents' but honestly, god, I wanted him
to say it. They can't push us into giving them a grandchild when it hasn't even been a year since our
wedding!"

Silently sipping the herbal tea you've made for yourself, you listen to Ava venturing about her
weekend. You've known her ever since you started to work in the company which is about two
years now. In times like these, you admire how vocal she is about her personal life in front of
everyone. Well, maybe there isn't everyone but there are at least five more people in the circle who
listens to her.

There is a round of understandable hums that your colleagues give her, and you don't react in any
particular way. Busying yourself by slowly sipping the tea sounds much more better, although it
doesn't last for too long when your phone starts to vibrate in the pocket of your slacks. Jungkook's
name flashes on the screen of your phone and you silently excuse yourself, but no one barely pays
you any attention, too nosy about Ava's weekend and family drama.

"Jeon," you speak up as soon as you accept the call, hearing him chuckle on the other line.

"Hello my bestest best friend." he beams, causing you to snort in response.

Okay, he definitely wants something from you.

"What do you want?" Your knowing tone doesn't go unnoticed by him and you hear him laugh.

"Ouch, can't I just call you to see how your day's going?"

"You never call me in the middle of the day." you point out, chuckling at the end to make sure you
don't sound too snappy.

"Are you free to talk?" he asks, ignoring your point as you sigh.

"It's my break time." you answer, wondering what this call is about.

"Well, I completely forgot to tell you that Jimin talked to me at the wedding and he mentioned
something about camping trip. I completely forgot about it but he just called me and wanted to
check in if we want to go." he explains.

Camping trip sounds nice. You definitely need to get out of the city and spending some time in the
nature just seems to be a good idea.

"I'm in," you tell him, hearing him exclaiming a small 'yes!' of excitement that makes you smile.
"Who else is going?"

"Well, Jimin and Taehyung for sure. I think they asked Hoseok as well, so he might be coming as
well and I think he's bringing a few friends of his."

"Oh, so more people are going, right?" you check in.

It's not like you mind it. To be completely honest, the mention of Hoseok did settle a weird feeling
inside of you but it's gone as soon as it appeared. You can't be looking over your shoulder forever
and he apologized, so he shouldn't be any trouble anymore.

"I think so. I'm not sure yet though," he mumbles, "But I'll probably take my car since Jimin's
smaller and I think Hoseok is taking his. We all should fit in two cars."

"Okay, when are we supposed to go?"

"This Friday."

This would be the second Friday that you don't get to spend fully home, but you're not mad about
it. Your work has been kicking your ass lately and you being home alone doesn't help that much.
Not even when you constantly text with Jungkook.

"Okay," you agree, feeling a rush of excitement.

It's been a long time since you went camping. The last time you experienced that amazing smell of
nature and quiet place was when you were about ten. Your uncle used to bring you and your cousin
to the nearby lake where he went fishing and you both helped. It's a very precious memory from
your childhood.

"Jungkook?" you ask, hearing him hum in response. "Is Kiko going?"

Is he asking you to come because she might be there? He mentioned something about Jimin
wanting to go camping and surely, he wants you there as well. You just can't help but think this is
all just a part of your deal, even though there's a huge part of you screaming at you for even
doubting Jungkook.

"I'm not sure, I didn't ask Jimin," he answers, causing you to feel guilty for doubting him. "Will
there be a problem if she's going?"

It's a simple question, yet it makes your heart shiver with uncomfortable feeling. He doesn't sound
angry, surprised or anything similar. He actually sounds neutral and genuinely curious.

"No, no, of course not. I was just curious. We've to pretend in front of everyone anyway." you tell
him quietly, making sure none of your colleagues can hear you.

It's not like they know Jungkook or you to the point they could reveal your little secret. It's not that,
but you still like to think it's better if no one knows.

"I'm sorry," he blurts out all of a sudden, surprising you. "You probably want to enjoy this trip but
you can't when we'll have to pretend."

You almost pout at his words, causing you to feel like a douchebag for even saying anything in the
first place. "No, Kook. That's not what I meant. It's fine."

"You sure?" He sounds doubtful.

"Sure, it was just a loud and innocent thought. I didn't mean it like that." you assure him before you
hear him let out a sigh.

"We're gonna have a great time. Promise." he assures you this time, your lips stretching to a wide
smile.
"I know we will."

And the smile stays on your lips for the rest of the day. No matter how this trip will end up, you
know you're going to have a great time with Jungkook. You can't remember the last time you went
on a trip with him and whenever it comes to Jungkook, there is always fun and great memories to
come.
 Chapter 16

When the very anticipated notification comes in form of message saying 'I'm here', you wish you
could be enthusiastic about it like yesterday when you went sleep. Unfortunately, that was before
you realized waking up at five in the morning is extremely tough. Especially for the person like
you, and someone who went to sleep late even when your best friend was kind enough to remind
you to go sleep early.

Well, you were always known for going sleep late and Jungkook seemed not to forget about that.

Stumbling out of your apartment building, you see him walking out of his car with a huge grin,
probably finding your current appearance more than amusing.

"Good morning, baby. Ready for some adventure?" he jokes, wiggling his brows as he goes to hug
you and places a single kiss to your temple.

"Morning." you grumble under your breath, poking him in the rib when he keeps teasing you with
his doe eyes.

"God, I forgot what an early bird you are," he laughs, scrunching his nose in the process of his
nonstop teasing. "Here let me take your bags." he says, reaching for the two travel bags you packed
yesterday.

"Thanks." you murmur, following him to his new car.

Black Mercedes that he finally bought after speaking and dreaming about it for at least two years.
You'll never forget the happy grin he had when he came to pick you up in his new car, showing
you all the functions it has even though you barely understood the half of what he was saying.

"Fuck, how much stuff did you pack?" he complains, opening the truck where he places your two
bags next to his one.

"Just necessary stuff." you inform him, causing him to scoff in response. You notice the dark green
camera bag in the truck and it sparks your interest. "Did you bring your camera?"

"Of course," he says, closing it shut as he walks to the driver side while you do the same, walking
on the other side to passenger side. "I gotta catch those memories." he says over the roof, making
sure you see his sparkling eyes.

For the first time in the morning, you smile back before you make yourself comfortable in the seat,
setting it into a more laying position.

"Who are we picking up?" you ask, silently admiring how silent the engine is when he turns it on
and drives out of a parking lot.

The navigation already starts to give him directions, while he heads towards the main road. He
looks cozy, especially in one of his black oversized hoodies and black cargo pants. You're not
surprised by the choice of his outfit, especially the color. It's six in the morning and even though
it's the middle of July, it's still chilly in the mornings. You're wearing one of your purple hoodies as
well, matching it with some old leggings that won't be missed if you rip them.

"Jimin was supposed to take his car but it's too small to fit the rest of the gang. So they're going
with Hoseok's friend's car and we're picking up some girls, plus Taehyung."
You shouldn't be surprised by the information that there are more girls coming on this camping
trip. Jungkook told you that Hoseok's friends are going as well, but still, you're quite surprised by
it. So far, there is no mention of Kiko and her possible attendance.

"Would you mind if I close my eyes for a few minutes?" you ask him, fumbling with your eyes as
he picks up the speed.

The sky is painted light blue while there's sunrise around the corner. It creates a calm and nice
view, especially when you're still tired.

"Not at all," he tells you, turning of the radio that's softly playing in the background. "You should
rest till you can. Once Taehyung is here, there won't be any time to rest." he chuckles, leaving you
giggling knowing he's more than right about that.

"Oh my god, I love this song!" Taehyung shouts excitedly, signing out his heart out along with
Harry Styles' voice booming out of Jungkook's car speakers.

Laughing, you shake your head at your friend who sounds really good but is still too loud,
especially when you barely got any sleep. The ride to get Taehyung wasn't that long, it took about
fifteen minutes to pick him up and he hasn't shut up since then.

Five minutes after, and you picked Hoseok's friends in front of some apartment building. When
Jungkook got out of the car, he helped to load their bags into the truck as he introduced himself to
them. You could barely hear their conversation but when they got into the car, sitting next to
Taehyung, they introduced themselves.

Minjae and Seulgi. They both look like they're your age, while Minjae hair's black and short and
Seulgi has a high strawberry blond ponytail that frames her face.

And here you are.

They seem like a nice girls, very communicative and they both warmed to all of you quickly,
despite they barely know you. It confirms your thoughts when Minjae speaks up, reacting to
Taehyung singing his heart out at Harry Styles' song.

"Let me tell you, Harry Styles is so fuckable!" she comments with so much enthusiasm that it
makes you and Jungkook laugh, her friend reacting by exclaiming her name in disbelief. But
Minjae just shrugs her shoulders innocently and looks at her friend. "Don't tell me you wouldn't
fuck him, if you could."

"I'm not saying that, but--"

"See?" she interrupts her friend, causing Seulgi to let out a groan which makes you laugh even
more.

What you don't expect is Minjae, who's sitting behind you, leaning forward as she plops her head
between your and Jungkook's seat. "What about you, Y/N? Wouldn't you fuck him?" she asks,
wiggling her brows as you shake your head at her, a huge grin settled on your lips.

Glancing at Jungkook, he stares at the road but gives you a quick glance of curiosity before he
turns his eyes back to the road. With even Taehyung finally shutting up, everyone stays quiet while
they wait for your answer and it makes you mentally groan at their damn curiosity. But well, at
least you can be honest when they ask.
"Fuck yeah." you answer, causing Minjae to squeal in triumph.

"Yah! Since when?" Jungkook speaks up, glancing at you for a brief moment and giving you a
good glimpse of his furrowed brows.

"I don't know, he's pretty hot. Have you seen him?" you shrug innocently, smirking when
Jungkook glares at you. Reaching for water bottle beside your legs, the one Jungkook bought you,
you take a gulp.

"He's not that hot." he grumbles, toning out the voices of Minjae in the back while she asks
something Taehyung.

All you can hear is Taehyung's response. "They're dating."

You and Jungkook don't react, both pretending to be busy with driving and staring out of the
window and admiring the tress. But you still hear Seulgi whisper a little 'wasn't he dating Kiko?'
and a little gasp she lets out when Minjae nudges her shoulder and silently tells her to shut up.

Great, so they know her too.

When Jungkook told you the location of your camping trip is near lake, you don't expect such a
breathtaking view. You knew there'd be a lot of green around you, but you don't expect such an
open space as you drive into the resort. The area is secured with fence, which makes everything
much safer and you don't have to worry possible bears giving you a goodnight, which Jungkook
reacted with a laugh telling you there are no bears when you shared your worries. The gateman that
opens the gate for you is an older man, giving you a cheerful greeting and briefly explaining you
there's a nearby building where's the bathroom and little shop in case you might be needing or
missing something. It's definitely different than you expected it to be, it's even better.

Everyone in the car shares your enthusiasm while Jungkook follows Jimin's directions he has sent
him through voice message and drives through the road. Even when he parks beside white
Hyundai, your mouth is agape and eyes focused on the beauty around you. There's a lake just a few
meters away from you, with a spacious meadow with nearby trees and bright sky above your heads.
You can notice a few people already unpacking a lot of stuff, including Jimin who's holding two
unrecognizable packages of something with a frown on his face. His eyes briefly turn towards
Jungkook's car and the frown disappears as he waves with the packages still in his hands. You
wave back, laughing at his cuteness while you undo the seatbelt and wait for Jungkook to turn the
engine off. As soon as he does that, you're getting out of the car just to be met with Jimin's crushing
hug he gives you.

"You guys made it!" he exclaims happily, hugging you tighter before he pulls you away.

Smiling at him, you're remembered how he likes spending his free time with friends. "Of course,
we did." you grin, hearing the rest of them getting out of the car.

Jimin hugs Jungkook and Taehyung while he excitedly asks them about your ride and how
amazing this place is. Well, you definitely agree with that. You notice Taehyung introducing
Minjae and Seulgi to him, causing him to give them a polite wave which is a lot less affectionate
than the hug he gave you. But you're all close, so it makes sense.

"Hey everyone!" Someone calls and you turn around, seeing Hoseok waving at all of you.

A round of greetings resounds from the group and you as well, hoping there won't be any negative
memories with Hoseok. You know he apologized and he seems to be happy to see all of you, and
you hope it could stay this way. When he smiles at you and urges everyone to follow him, he
explains everything they've done so far.

"We've got four tents in total. We started to build it but the only one who seems to know how to do
it, is Jimin so far," he chuckles, "But we need someone strong to bring wood for the fireplace from
that building," he explains, pointing far away at the building. "Jungkook?" he asks, causing the
younger male to nod as he gives him thumbs up.

"Great, Namjoon's going with you." he tells you, and your brows frown for a moment before you
realize you don't remember anyone named Namjoon. It must be Hoseok's friend Jungkook
mentioned.

Just as your curiosity starts working, a blond male appears while dusting his black sweatpants
before he looks up and sees all of you. "Oh, hi." he smiles, waving at everyone while a cute dimple
pokes out of his cheek and you almost squeal.

He's cute. He's wearing a black cap with some white shirt that's already dirty from the soil.

"Hey, Joon!" Minjae greets him, while Seulgi joins her and waves at their friend while they go to
greet Hoseok and Namjoon with a hug.

"Joon, you already know Jungkook," Hoseok says, causing him to nod while he grins at your best
friend. "This is Taehyung and Y/N." he introduces you and Namjoon waves at the both of you
again, smiling at you while you do the same.

"It's nice to meet you." you smile at him.

"Likewise," he grins, "How was the ride?" he asks, eyeing everyone.

"Cool, we enjoyed the view so much!" Minjae answers.

Just as Jimin calls Taehyung to help him build a tent, while Hoseok starts to give instructions to
Jungkook and how he can help, you don't notice another person coming along this trip. How could
you, not until the person suddenly comes in the view holding a few packages of what seems like a
marshmallow.

"Hey everyone!" she calls, but even you can tell she's trying to sound too cheerful at the sight of
everyone being finally here.

Automatically, your eyes go to Jungkook who spots her and recognizes her voice immediately, his
own widening at the sight of his ex-girlfriend.

"I brought these ones instead of the blue ones." she explains, her eyes shifting to Hoseok who nods.

"That's fine! These ones are better anyway," he waves, causing her to nod as she places the
packages at the top of some plastic box.

Hoseok goes back to talking to Jungkook who nods understandably, but you know he's just trying
not stare at Kiko who occupies herself with helping Minjae and Seulgi, trying to build a tent by
themselves.

"Y/N, right?" You hear a few meters away from you, Namjoon glancing at you with the same
friendly smile. You nod, smiling back at him politely. "Can you help me with this one?" he asks,
trying to figure out which part of the tent is right.
"I don't think I'll be much help, but I can try." you joke, already walking towards him.

"That makes two of us." he jokes back, causing you to giggle.

Maybe this camping trip won't be as tense as you expected it to be. It's definitely awkward seeing
Kiko here as well, but everyone seems to be cool and chill about the fact two exes are about to
spend their weekend together.

But are you and Jungkook going to be?

 Chapter 17

"He just texted me 'screw y'all for going on a camping trip without me'." Jungkook chuckles at Jin's
message while he reads it out loud.

"That's what he gets for being on a honeymoon in Greece." Jimin sassily remarks, knowing he's
just joking and is extremely happy for Jin's happiness and fresh marriage.

The rest of boys join, joking about it for a few minutes before you finally sit down and talk about
today's plans. Hoseok is the one who seems to take a somewhat leader position as he starts to talk.

"Okay, as I mentioned before, there are four tents. One of them is bigger so three people can easily
fit there." he explains, looking at each of you before Jimin speaks up.

"Me and Taehyungie can share a tent." he says, causing Taehyung to nod in agreement as they
bump their fists like it wasn't expected. Those two are like twins.

"Okay, who's next?" Hoseok asks, looking around again.

"Me, Seulgi and Minjae can share the bigger tent." Kiko speaks up, smiling at her friends who nod
and agree immediately.

It still feels weird to have her here, even though it might be a good thing. For all you know,
Jungkook is still trying to win her back and this might help. No matter how many times you tell
yourself she doesn't deserve him, you want what's best for him. And if his undying love for her
isn't going nowhere, who are you to tell him otherwise. Jungkook is stubborn and you've never
seen him being in love with someone so much before. Yes, he stopped talking about her like he
used to, but him stealing glances her way whenever he thinks nobody watching just tells you
otherwise. He still wants and loves her.

"Okay, Jungkook and Y/N are staying together. That's obvious, so me and Joon are gonna share a
tent," Hoseok says to everyone, before he turns to Namjoon. "Please just don't snore that much." he
whines, causing everyone to chuckle while Namjoon seems to fake offense.

"It's not like I can control it!" he exclaims, but still assures Hoseok he's better with snoring these
days and even offers that he can sleep in his car if he's going to be snorting.

You kind of feel bad for him, but Hoseok assures him he was just joking and from what you've
seen so far, Hoseok likes to joke around a lot but he really cares about his friends. Now that you
think about it, him being so protective about Kiko just proves how much he loves his friends. You
did the same thing with Jungkook. Still do. You're protective over him to the point you snapped at
Kiko at Jin's wedding. You've never snapped at someone you barely know. Well, you know her but
in a way, she's a complete stranger to you. She's just his ex that used to spend her time with him all
the time, those two were inseparable. Just like you were with Jungkook, until he started to date her
and they preferred to be alone rather than hang out with anyone else. The only difference between
you is, that you're Jungkook's best friend. Not a woman he fell in love with.

The more time you spend with everyone, you find yourself relax. Having Jimin and Taehyung here
definitely helps, as those two fool around all the time. When Jungkook and Namjoon have
successfully brought wood for the fireplace, two tents are already built with Jimin's and
Taehyung's help because it seems like all the girls are pretty bad at it, including you.

"Weren't you saying you used to go camping with your uncle?" Jungkook jokes as he builds the
tent like a pro. The grin that's plastered on his lips tells you that he's teasing you again and you take
that time to slap his shoulder, causing him to laugh.

When all the tents are successfully built, thanks to none other than Jeon Jungkook himself, you
finally eat some ramen that's the easiest to make. You gasp at the sight of grill and all the other
culinary equipment Hoseok brought, which makes everything easier. You can easily cook whatever
you guys want. With stomachs full, you decide to go swimming in the lake since the heat starts to
be unbearable.
Rummaging through your travel bags, you let out a set of curse while you feel Jungkook's body
behind you.

"What's wrong?" he asks, setting his hands on your hips as he tries to look over your shoulder
what's your cursing about.

"I forgot my swimsuit, I thought I packed it. Fuck," you whine, tossing one of the crumpled shirts
you manage to wrinkle in the process of your searching back in the bag.

"You packed your stuff into two huge bags and you still forgot your swimsuit?" he asks in
bewilderment causing you to glare at him.

He's not helping. At all.

"Just put on whatever," he shrugs, and you glare at him again causing him to roll his eyes. "I don't
think it matters. You brought some extra underwear, right?" he asks, causing you to nod.

"Yeah, I'll just leave on the one I'm wearing." you mutter, still disappointed that you managed to
forgot such an important item. Okay, maybe it's not that important but everyone's wearing a
swimsuit and then you're going to be in your underwear.

"Well, I meant—"

"Okay, Jeon. Thanks!" you give him a thumbs up and get into his car to take off your clothes.
Thank God for the tinted windows.

You hear him sigh at you, causing you to grin while you take off your clothes.

On the other side, there's Jungkook already wearing his black swimming shorts when Taehyung
appears wearing a similar ones, in yellow. "Where's Y/N?" he asks him, causing Jungkook to nod
his head at his parked car.

"She's changing." he explains.

"Cool, meet us there." Taehyung tells him, already running to Jimin who's been calling him while
everyone make their way to the lake.

Jimin and Taehyung jump into the water, before Minjae and Seulgi do the same thing, squealing
their hearts out at the temperature of the water. Jungkook leans against his car, arms plopped on the
top of his car while he drums his fingers against the sleek black roof, waiting for you. It doesn't
take you that long, door from the back opening as you step out of the car. Jungkook straightens his
eyes widening at the sight of you.

"Are you kidding?" he asks straight away, eyeing your whole body as you look at yourself with a
frown.

"This is the most decent underwear I packed." you reason, wondering if it's really that much.
It's not even lacy or too revealing. Okay, the bra could've been a sport one and show less cleavage,
but it looks like bikini.

"You're not showing yourself in front of the guys like this." he tells you, mirroring your frown as he
shakes his head.

"I'm not asking you," you tell him, earning a tough glare from him. "What the fuck am I suppose to
wear?"

"Just put on my shirt over it." he suggests, already opening the truck before he pulls out a fresh
white shirt. You know it's one of his own, considering the size and the fact you've seen him
wearing it before.

He outstretches his arm to you, eyes daring you to say otherwise and you take the shirt but not
before you whine.

"It's so hot! I'm gonna melt with this on!" you exclaim, grasping the soft material of his shirt in
your hand.

He pats the top of your head, smiling down at you that makes you mentally curse at him. "No,
you'll be fine."

Rolling your eyes at him, you put the shirt on knowing you might've felt uncomfortable in front of
the guys if you just wore your underwear. Jungkook's got a point but you're not going to admit it in
front of him, not when he's already grinning at you in triumph.

There's already a lot of squeals and splashing water when you get to the rest of the guys. Your eyes
widen at the sight of so much skin, especially when you've never seen Hoseok and Namjoon
topless.

"That's not fair. They get to be topless and I've to wear a shirt." you grumble at him silently,
shifting your eyes off them before they can notice your prying eyes.

Jungkook's lack of response causes you to turn around, seeing him taking off his shirt as he tosses
it on the floor. He's got the same grin plastered on his lips, his nose scrunching as he sees your
scandalous expression.

"Really? You too?" you exclaim, eyes dropping down at the sight of his exposed abs and toned
chest. Fuck, is he trying to kill you?

He walks up to you, picking you up with so much ease causing you to squeal in shock as you hold
onto him tightly. "Life's not fair, Y/N." he comments jokingly, causing you to roll your eyes.

Legs wrapped around his frame and arms around his neck, you let him carry you. You don't think
about it too much, that's until he's very careful while stepping into the water. And that's when you
start to curse at him, trying to avoid the contact with a cold water.

"Jungkook, I swear to god! Don't drop me, don't you dare!" you start to scream at him, laughing
when the cold water touches toes.

You hear the rest of the guys laughing at you, urging Jungkook to drop you which causes you to
yell 'fuck all of you' before Jungkook gets even deeper. His low chuckle rustles in his chest, but he
still holds you tightly. He's not dropping you, he even holds you tighter before all of your body is
under the water, except your head. Surprisingly, the water isn't as cold as you expected it to be and
you allow yourself to relax in his hold.
"Why would you do that?" you ask him quietly, admiring silently his face.

He's beautiful, the reflection of water sparkles his face that's so close to you. You can feel his warm
breath on your face as he chuckles. "I knew you'd take a good hour to get into the water. So I
helped." he smirks, causing you to snort.

"Oh, you helped? Is that it?" you laugh, splashing some water into his face. He gasps dramatically
at that, causing you laugh again. "You're such a good person, aren't you?" you tease him, splashing
him once again.

He tries to dodge your attack by turning his head, but it still splashes the side of his face and he
turns to you with a devilish smirk. "Y'know what? Suddenly, I don't feel like being a good person
anymore." he says before he lets go off you, causing you to cling at him for your dear life.

He's laughing, putting his arms above his head so you can't reach him. You hold onto him, cursing
at him. "Fuck you, Jeon. This is not funny."

You can swim, but you're more confident in your swimming when you can actually reach the
bottom. Considering Jungkook barely reaches it, it means you wouldn't and you don't want to risk
that.

"Maybe later, baby." he smirks, hands on your hips again before he walks closer to the shoal.

Heart beating at his words, you choose not to think too much about it. You can't let yourself get
horny because of simple words. There are people around you, watching you.

You finally let him let go off you, legs meeting the bottom of lake, but not before you splash him
straight into face. You hear Jimin's laughter at that, but it soon dies down when Jungkook jumps at
you, diving the both of your bodies underneath the water. You fool around for a few minutes,
completely in your own worlds before you get out of the water to put some sunscreen on.

Your eyes find Kiko sitting on the towel with crossed legs as she stares at you. Surprisingly, she
smiles at you and hands you her sunscreen which you take with a soft 'thanks'. The thought of her
watching the both of you makes you somehow uncomfortable.

Was Jungkook fooling around because he knew she was watching? It certainly felt natural and just
something both of you do. It's not the first time Jungkook has done that, fooling around with you or
getting you into the water with you protesting and cursing him out. This trip is supposed to be fun.
He didn't know she is coming as well but he's still trying to win her back. You both have to pretend
to be dating here, but the question is...

Has he already start ed to pretend?

 Chapter 18

Leaving your overthinking for the rest of the day has probably been one of the best decisions
you've decided to make on this starting trip. You won't let yourself overthink all those stuff, not
allowing yourself not to have fun and think through every Jungkook's action. It shouldn't matter if
he did it to get Kiko's attention or not. You know her attention is subtly focused on the both of you,
no matter how many times she's trying not to stare at you and act nice towards you. Maybe she just
feels bad after you stormed at her, and you can't forget the fact that she's hiding something,
according to Jungkook's words.

He told you how he wants to enjoy this trip, regardless if Kiko will be here or not. And she is, yet
you can see him watching her whenever he thinks nobody sees him.

After all of you had fun at the lake, you let yourselves dry on the burning sun before it got too hot
and unbearable, to change into clothes and play some sport games. Namjoon brought a soccer ball,
which obviously led to a soccer game. At first, it was men vs women game, which could never
lead to a complete trouble free game. Surprisingly, you weren't bad as a team like you expected
you to be. You were doing pretty good actually, to your standards and mutual strength at least.
Unfortunately, and quite obviously, men were better and it seemed super easy for them to win.

"That was foul!" Minjae screamed at them, making sure they hear her across the huge soccer field
that you made for yourselves.

"No, it wasn't. Seulgi stumbled on her own, Namjoon didn't even touch her." you told her,
replaying the memory you just saw a few seconds ago.

"Y/N! You are supposed to be on our team!" Seulgi laughed, shaking her head at Minjae's attempt
to save your already bad score.

Shrugging, you just sent them an apology smile. "I'm just honest."

Looking at Jungkook, you saw him sending you a flying kiss with a smirk, his way of thanking you
because they just added another goal to their score.

Then you created a new team, mixed team so all the men could finally play at least some kind of
serious game. You, Jungkook, Jimin and Seulgi. The other team was Kiko, Hoseok, Namjoon and
Minjae while Taehyung remained as a referee. Your team won, with Jungkook's energy and skills,
you barely had to do anything than to kick him the ball whenever it somehow stumbled in front of
your feet. Regardless of that, you were still proud of yourself for winning, even though it was
mostly Jungkook's and Jimin's merit.

The rest of the day went like this and before you realized it, it was time for the dinner while sky
was setting darker with each passing minute.

Now, the sky's completely painted dark with beautiful stars sparkling in the distance with sounds of
crickets echoing through the space. Even the sound of fire sizzling and the warmth that spreads on
your face because of it, is oddly calming. You take that moment to cuddle up to Jungkook, who's
sitting next to you, with his arm over your frame pulling you closer. Stomach full, all you can
muster to do is listen to everyone's chattering and laughter that slowly fades in the distance as you
let yourself think. Your eyes automatically drift to Kiko, who's sitting obliquely from you, head
resting on Hoseok's shoulder as he keeps laughing and nodding along to Namjoon's funny story of
how he broke his sister's bathroom door.
"Hey, are you sleepy?" Jungkook asks softly, shoulder slowly nudging the side of your face as you
frown.

"Kinda," you sigh, "But not really. I think the fire's making me sleepy." you admit, appreciating the
warmth of it warming your face.

Even though it's July, it gets even colder in the night than back in Seoul. It makes sense,
considering you're surrounded by hills and more located to the South.

"You wanna take a walk?" he asks, your head lifting in interest as you look around.

"But it's dark." you point out, not seeing any lamps, well instead of the flashlights and disposable
torches the boys had brought, that surrounds the space around you where you're camping.

"Oh, are you scared?" Jungkook nudges you with his shoulder again, shaking your whole body
with the single movement as you roll your eyes. "Don't worry, I'll protect you." he promises, a
cocky grin earning its place on his lips.

"I'm not scared, you moron." you tell him, faking annoyance and it still makes him chuckle at your
attempt.

"Sure, whatever you say." he muses, teasing you but all you give him in response is another roll of
your eyes and grin that can't be hidden anymore.

"Okay, let's go. But if we see or hear anything suspicious, we're coming back." you tell him,
pursing your lips while you stare at him sternly, daring him to say something different.

His nose scrunches and he starts to laugh at you, but nods to your words nevertheless. "We'll take
our phones with us and light up our flashlights on, you big baby." he says, jumping to his feet as he
shakes his head to ruffle through his hair.

Big—big baby? The audacity!

Standing up, you dust your sweatpants and take Jungkook's hand that he outstretches for you to
take.

"We'll be right back. We're gonna just take a walk." Jungkook informs the group, making them nod
in response before they barely pay attention to the two of you leaving.

There are too busy chattering while drinking beer and soju. Or at least it seemed like it because as
soon as you're in the safe distance of not hearing them, Taehyung turns around and watches you
walk further and further away.

"Do you think they're gonna fuck?" he asks, cheeks red from the fire but also from the amount of
soju he's already drank.

Jimin cackles, telling him to stop drinking that much although, his own eyes drift to your
disappearing bodies. What they don't see is the look on Kiko's face that makes her straighten and
take a deep breath. It doesn't go unnoticed by Hoseok and he wraps his arm around her petite
frame, pulling her closer as he presses his nose into her hair.

"You okay?" he asks her silently, making sure nobody else listens to him.

She looks at him for a brief second before her eyes focus on the flame of the fireplace Jungkook
and you made. It's almost as if it's mocking her straight in the face. "Yeah, I'm sure." she assures
her best friend, giving him a weak smile but he's not buying it.

"Kik," he sighs, but she just shakes her head in response.

"I'm fine, Hobi." she tells him and ends the conversation there, but still cuddles to him even more.

When he squeezes her, she feels at least some kind of comfort and is incredibly thankful for her
friend. Hoseok knows, yet doesn't pressure her into anything and even if she's acting like nothing's
wrong, he begs to differ but doesn't say anything. He shows his support with the strong hold he has
on her body, silently telling her that he's there for her.

"What? I'm just wondering!" Taehyung exclaims, shrugging his shoulders innocently and the
simple act makes Jimin snort.

"Stop wondering about your friends' sex life." Jimin reasons, hearing a loud snicker coming from
Namjoon's mouth this time while Seulgi and Minjae busy themselves with stuffing their mouth and
act like they're not listening to the conversation.

"Don't tell me you don't think they're shagging—"

Hoseok cuts him off by throwing an empty cup at him, perfectly aimed at Taehyung's forehead.
"Shut up, Tae." he scolds him, but grins nevertheless to ease the tension that his reaction might've
caused.

Taehyung frowns, rubbing his forehead as if the empty cup could've really hurt him but he listens.
He closes his mouth and starts to bicker with Jimin, when he gives him another lecture about
alcohol and his low tolerance.

"This is healing," you fill the silence with your soft voice, eyes focused on the moon lightening
above your heads.

Jungkook follows your vision, humming in response before he looks at the lake that sparkle with
the same reflection of the moon. "It really is," he agrees, "It's cold though." he chuckles, hearing
you doing the same.

"Yeah, I thought it'd be slightly warmer. I hope we won't be cold while sleeping in tents." you
voice out your worries.

"We'll just have to wear a lot of clothes. But if you're gonna be too cold, just tell me. We can sleep
in the car." he says, making you smile at his thoughtfulness.

"How are we gonna fit there?" you chuckle, not being able to imagine the two of you trying to fit
in the back of his car, even though his current car is bigger than the one he used to have. Or you
could just sleep in front, but you surely won't get any quality sleep there.

"Then I'll sleep in the tent and you can sleep in the car." he shrugs, your mouth pouting
automatically at his words.

You'd feel awful and guilty for sure if that happened. Sure, Jungkook is a big boy and probably
doesn't get cold that easily, compared to you, but still.

"Jungkook, no." you shake your head.

"Or, we could just cuddle and keep ourselves warm." he pokes you in the ribs, causing you to
giggle as you slap his shoulder.

Or, that's an option too.

"How are you feeling?" you ask, nibbling on your bottom lip when you're met with silence and
Jungkook's steps halting until he stops.

"What do you mean?" he asks, brows furrowed in confusion.

Stopping too, you walk closer to him and lean against one of the trees that are near the edge of the
lake. "Kiko's here." you point out, causing him to chuckle while he hides his hands into the pockets
of his cargo pants.

"I'm aware," he laughs lightly, and you do the same because it's nice to see him not depressing over
her. "I really wanna enjoy this trip, but I can't help but notice how close she seems to be with
Hoseok."

And then you see it. Frown settles on his lips at the mention of Hoseok. Of course, he noticed how
close they were and probably still are at the fireplace.

"They're best friends, Kook. You don't think they're dating, do you?" you cock your head to the
side, a breeze slightly ruffling your hair.

"No," he shakes his head, frowning once again. "I don't know, something feels shady. They're
definitely hiding something, I just have no fucking idea what it is."

The memory of Jungkook telling you about the possible secret that Kiko's hiding crosses your
mind, but you're just as clueless as Jungkook is right now. You don't know them that much, but
Jungkook does.

"What could she possibly be hiding from you?" you think out loud, thinking about all the possible
scenarios that could've happened.

"Whenever I see her looking at me, or even when we talked at Jin's wedding... I could see how
guilty she looked," he says, deeply in thought. "I know her so well, I just know there's something
more to this and with Hoseok basically confirming that at Jin's wedding just proves my suspicion."

"Well, either way, she's not gonna tell you and neither will Hoseok. How are you planning to find
out?" you ask, growing confused.

There's nothing he can do. The only thing is to get your little plan keep going and finish it before
some damage will be done. Surprisingly, playing Jungkook's girlfriend isn't hard so far. The two of
you have always been more touchy and comfortable around each other, so none of this feels
uncomfortable or foreign to you or Jungkook. Obviously, it all faded away and even stopped when
he started to date Kiko which you understand. It was out of respect to her, even though she
probably never voiced jealousy. That's what kind of gentleman Jungkook is.

"The only thing I can think about, considering her weird and suspicious behavior, and the fact she
seems so fucking guilty about something... what if she cheated on me?" he says quickly, his brain
processing his own words while he seems to be stunned he finally voiced out his suspicion. It
makes it more real and now that he said it out loud, it makes much more sense.

But even to you, it doesn't make much sense. "You think she'd cheat on you?" you ask confusingly,
knowing how Jungkook swore that she's the least selfish person he ever met.
"Argh! I don't know!" he exclaims, covering his face into his huge hands as he groans into them.

Sadness overcomes your features and your body moves on its own, hugging Jungkook's muscular
body while you cuddle your face into his chest. His hoodie smells just like him, his favorite fabric
softener and that sweet, yet muscular scent he always holds. Sighing, he hugs you closer to him.

"I don't think she'd, but what am I supposed to think?" he asks, voice muffled by your hair as he
kisses the top of your head.

"She loves you, Kook. I don't think she cheated on you." you tell him, but he just shakes his head.

"We don't know that." he disagrees, causing you to chuckle as you slightly pull away and look up
at him.

Your noses are almost touching from the proximity between you two.

"We don't, but I can see the way she's looking at you. She's trying to be so nice to me," you let out a
dry chuckle, causing Jungkook to do the same thing however, his one isn't dry but almost loving at
the mention of his ex.

"That's her." he adds, and you fight the urge to roll your eyes.

"But I just see the sadness in her eyes. I might not know her that well, but even I can tell. She
doesn't seem jealous..." you trail off, looking back into his dark orbs that shine underneath the
moonlight.

"You'll tell me when this gets too much for you, right?" he asks, your brows furrowing in
confusion as you stare at him.

"Of course, that's what we agreed on." you remind him, surprised he brought up that topic.

He nods, bringing his back to your face as he gently grabs it and starts to caressing the apples of
your cheeks. Your eyes flicker shut, enjoying how soft his hands feel against your skin and you
happily hum, making him chuckle but not stopping him. Nudging your nose with his own, you
whine at his hot breath fanning your face.

"Kiss me, Kook." you whisper, having this sudden need to feel those plushy lips again.

You haven't kissed since you came here, which is quite surprising because you thought you'd, at
least as soon as you saw that Kiko's here too. But for some reason Jungkook never insinuated kiss.

But he listens to you now, kissing you by quickly connecting your lips as he holds your face even
tighter. It feels needy and it strokes your ego that he kisses you almost as if he missed your lips.
Well, you certainly missed his.

The moan slips out of your mouth as soon as the kiss gets rougher and he slowly backs you, until
your back meets the tree again. His hands are everywhere, from gripping your hips to pulling up
your leg and hooking it up over his hip to properly feel your thigh, all while he's still kissing you.
Your own hands are occupied by nails digging into his hoodie before they trail down to his ass,
giving him a squeeze. He smiles into the kiss, but still doesn't pull away. You're gasping for air,
causing him to detach your lips but his own starts to work on your neck where he ducks your skin.
You're moaning, head leaned against the tree while the wood is too harsh and uncomfortable, but
you don't dare to move. Excitement overtakes you're whole body and with your leg that he's still
gripping tightly, hooked over Jungkook's hip, you grind onto him. He groans, grinding back where
you can feel his bulge. Through the countless amount of layers, you can't feel him the way your
body craves to, but it's still enough to make you clench around nothing as you feel yourself getting
aroused.

You grind against each other, desperately trying to get ahold of that pleasure and lust that clouds
your minds and bodies, but the clothing you're both wearing and position makes it hard. It's not
enough, unless the two of you would undress which isn't such smart idea considering the weather.
As if Jungkook thinks the same thing, he stops grinding against you and rests his head on your
shoulder while his chest heaves with quick breathes. You're no different, long and loud breathes
leave your mouth as you wrap your arms around his frame. Slowly, he lets go of your leg and
steadies himself more before he fully straightens himself and grins at you.

"That not what I was expecting when I asked you for a walk," he jokes, a loud snort coming out of
your mouth as you shake your head at him.

It's always like that. You never planned for this to happen, it always just does. Naturally, and you
like that because it doesn't feel forced.

"I wasn't expecting it too, but I'm not complaining." you grin, hands brushing through his fringe
that got too long and keeps falling into his eyes.

"Trust me," he says, grin disappearing as darkened look overtakes his already doe and dark eyes.
He hovers over you, teeth nibbling on your ear before his mouth brushes your earlobe. "I'd fuck
you here, if it weren't this cold."

Your breath hitches in your throat and you restrain yourself from reacting audibly, knowing he'll
love that and tease the shit out of you later. You can't believe he just said that. Would he really do
that?

"I wouldn't let you," you mutter, mustering a serious and tough expression where you raise your
brow and purse your lips to prove your point. "Someone might've seen us." you reason, but the only
thing he gives you in return is a loud laugh that makes you shush him straight away, a huge grin
spreading on your lips.

"Who? There's nobody here." he says, outstretching his arms like he's the one who's proving his
point.

"You don't know that, it's too dark to tell." you shrug, giving his chest a good slap when he smirks
at you.

"Exactly, it wouldn't be too hard to tell if we're fucking or not."

"Oh my god!" you exclaim, hearing him cackling. "Just shut up, Jeon." you shake your head at
him, hiding that huge grin again from him by walking past him and getting some safe distance
from his dangerous and irresistible self.

"Oh, am I Jeon now? Thought I was Kook."

You hear him teasing you, before he jogs over to you and places his arm over your shoulders as he
pushes you closer to his chest. You don't protest, not when he's incredibly warm and comfortable at
the same time.

"Thank God, you're not my real boyfriend. I couldn't stand you." you grumble, teasing him as you
poke his hip before you wrap your arm around his frame, holding him.

"Ah, you wish. I'd be the best boyfriend." he shoots back, making the two of you burst in laughter
as you keep bickering and teasing each other for the rest of the walk back.

It just reminds you that nothing has changed. Well, apart from you get to kiss him— amongst the
other stuff — now.

When you get back, you give Jungkook last nudge to his shoulder before you detach yourself from
his hip, looking at your friends. Taehyung wiggles his brows, cheeks flushed even in the darkness
and you don't have to guess what caused it, considering the stupid amused grin he always has
whenever he drinks too much alcohol. You're not the only one who notices it, Jimin tells him
something but his best friend just shushes him and waves a hand in front of his face, telling him to
shut up.

"You guys done?" he asks, wiggling his brows while staring at you before his eyes averts to
Jungkook.

"What's that supposed to mean?" Jungkook asks confused, reaching for some dried seaweed as he
munches on it.

"Ignore him, he's had enough." Jimin speaks up before Taehyung can open his mouth, frowning at
his best friend's interruption.

"Where's everyone?" you ask, changing the topic since you've got an idea what Taehyung was
aiming at. Whatever it could be, it's not something that should be said in front of Kiko, or anyone
at this point.

The seats where Hoseok, Seulgi, Minjae and Namjoon were sitting are empty, and now that you
pointed out their absence, Jungkook seems to notice their missing too as he starts looking around.

"They went to sleep," Kiko answers, cuddling herself to some fluffy blanket as she glances at you
before she focuses on the flames instead. "I think I'm going too. Tomorrow is gonna be a long
day." she says, letting out a chuckle but it seems forced and tired.

She stands up, still wrapped in the purple blanket as she bids everyone a goodnight before she goes
into her tent, joining Seulgi and Minjae.

"Is she okay?" Jungkook whispers, glancing at Jimin who gives him a saddened gaze before he
shrugs.

"She seems a little bit off, but I think it's just awkward for her to be here with you guys." Jimin
explains, his voice silenced so everyone sleeping in the tents nearby can't hear you. He gives you
an apologetic look which you just shrug off, knowing he's only telling the truth.

"She knew we were coming here, I suppose." you mutter, ignoring Jungkook's side glance before
he sighs and grabs you by your shoulders.

"Well, we're going to sleep too. You guys, don't set anything on fire." he tells them, Taehyung
already spacing out but still protests whenever Jimin tells him to go sleep.

It's clear Jimin doesn't want to leave him alone, something that wouldn't be a good idea in
Taehyung's state. It's funny and cute how they remind you of your friendship with Jungkook. They
have each other's back all the time.

"We'll try to," Jimin chuckles, patting Taehyung's head as he cuddles to Jimin's side. "Goodnight."
Approximately twenty minutes later, when you bid goodbye to Jimin and Taehyung, you and
Jungkook are happily nestled in your sleeping bags. With a few layers of blankets that Jungkook
brought underneath your bodies, it's softer than you expected it to be and you find it comfortable.
The only thing that bothers you is the chilly air that makes you toss around as you're trying to keep
yourself warm.

"Come here." Jungkook sighs, his own sleeping bag rustling as he pulls out his arms to pull you
closer.

"What are you doing?" you mutter, silently humming as soon as you feel his warm chest pressed
against your back. You're definitely warmer now.

"Cuddling you, obviously." he snorts, nuzzling his nose into your neck causing you to let out a
silenced giggle.

With his large hoodie already on, the very one he brought you from his car as soon as you started
to complain about the weather and being cold, you allow yourself to relax. Although, Jungkook
doesn't stop there and he starts kissing your neck, leaving soft and innocent pecks that makes you
bite your lip. You don't move, allowing him to kiss you some more while he rubs your body which
is difficult to feel, since you're wrapped in your sleeping bag. Unzipping your sleeping bag, you
ignore your body protesting by shivering from the temperature in your tent.

"You're gonna be cold." Jungkook murmurs against your neck, his silenced and raspy voice
causing you to shiver again. Not from the cold this time.

"You'll warm me up." you tease, turning to your side so you can be closer to him.

He welcomes your hands on his chest as they get underneath his hoodie, feeling his hot and naked
skin there. How can he be so warm when you're close to freezing? His toned abs are hard to miss
and you wish you could just take his hoodie off, and see the piece of art. You've never been totally
mesmerized by abs and muscular bodies, although it's a nice thing to look at. But everything
changes when it comes to Jungkook. He's perfect, an amazing piece of man that makes every
woman's heart flutter.

"You bet." he teases back, causing you to giggle as he pulls you closer, kissing you this time.

Your lips mold together, the feeling already familiar but never boring. It's something you could
never get enough of, especially when he's so good at it. Two minutes of constant kissing and
innocent touches, his own hands disappear underneath all the layers of your clothing when he
finally finds your skin. Even the littlest touch of his fingertips make your body heat up, and you
completely forget about the cold. He spends a few minutes just rubbing your stomach, his touch
leaving soft and tingling sensation all over your body, before he hooks them under the hem of your
sweatpants. Detaching your lips, you breathe out a shaky breath as you glance at Jungkook.

He's staring at you, dark eyes boring into yours while his hands disappear into your panties.

"Kook," you breathe out, "Guys are here."

And Seulgi, Minjae and Kiko too.

"They're all sleeping," he says, finger circling your clit as you bite into your lower lip to prevent
yourself from moaning. "I checked when I went to take a piss."

Snorting, you let out a chuckle of disbelief. "Wow, that's so hot. Thank you." you tell him
sarcastically, your words dying down when he starts to part your folds and slips one finger in.
"I'm honest," he tells you lightly, shrugging as if he's not fingering you right now. He pumps his
finger, nuzzling his face to your neck as he starts sucking your skin there. "You love when I'm
honest."

"Mhm," you moan, back slightly arching when his finger rubs against your sensitive spot.

"You love when I do this," he purrs against your skin, adding another finger as he curls them inside
your tight hole that makes you whimper.

Goosebumps appear all over your body, your hips slowly grinding against his palm as he keeps
pumping his fingers in and out. The sounds of your wetness is muffled by your clothes, but it's still
clear to your ears. It should be embarrassing how wet and hot you became just for him. Yes, the
little make out that happened on your walk helped, but you both know it doesn't take a long for him
to make you crave for his touch, pleading him for more.

"I do," you let out a choked moan, eyes rolling back when he adds another finger, penetrating your
heat even more.

Your walls are wrapped around his fingers, swallowing them in with so much eagerness that makes
Jungkook proud.

"You're so needy," he growls, grazing his teeth against your jaw before he kisses it. Your hands
clutch onto your sleeping bag desperately, all while he lets out a dark chuckle. "So needy for my
touch, for me."

You should be embarrassed because he's right. You tend to act tough, not necessarily in these kind
of scenarios, but still. Even Jungkook knows that and whenever he can stomp on the confidence
and tease you, he takes the chance and does it. However, you don't feel an ounce of embarrassment.
Agreeing with him, you nod and purr at the same time, body desperately meeting his hands as he
picks up the pace.

"I am," you agree, voice strained as you try to control yourself. It feels good, so fucking good, but
you don't want to cum just yet. You want to enjoy this for as long as it's possible.

"Oh, baby. You know all you gotta do, is tell me and I'll give you everything you want," Jungkook
feigns a sorrow, knowing those words drives you crazy. He feels you clenching around him, your
moans silenced by you biting a lower lip, and that's all he needs to be smirking. "I'd have fuck you
against that tree, if you weren't scared someone might see." he whispers darkly into your ear, biting
onto your earlobe.

It all happens quick, too quick for you to control it or cherish the way pleasure shoots through your
whole body, while you're cumming. Your moans in form of Jungkook's name are silenced by his
mouth enveloping yours. As much as he wants to hear you, his name leaving your mouth
repeatedly, he can't let anyone else hear you.

He fucks you through your orgasm, stopping when he hears you whimper from overstimulation.
Pulling out his fingers, he puts them into his mouth and makes sure you're watching him when he
does that. Your heat throbs, both at the sight and the euphoric feeling of your orgasm, yet you don't
have enough. Especially not when you see him licking his fingers clean before he kisses you,
letting you taste yourself on his tongue and lips. He growls, hovering over you while his tongue
attacks the inside of your mouth. Your tongues dance together, moving swiftly like it's the easiest
thing to do. Hands disappearing under his hoodie, you let yourself to feel his naked back moving
forward to his abs.
He can't help it, you're too irresistible even if it's in a freaking tent and in the middle of mountains
with his friends sleeping nearby. Maybe even that small fact makes him go feral, grinding his
crotch against you. Getting out of your sleeping bag has never been easier, your hands busy trying
to take off Jungkook's sweatpants while he takes off his hoodie, along with his shirt.

"Fuck, I need you." he says, before he kisses you again and helps you to take off your shirt. He's
met with your exposed breasts, licking his bottom lip at your puckered nipples which he wraps his
mouth around.

The sensation is amazing, his warm mouth warming your whole body all over again and just like
that, you feel that same need to fill your pleasure needs. Jungkook's movements are eager, so eager
that he tosses his sweatpants rather carelessly causing the piece of clothing bump into tent's walls.
The tent shakes, causing you to giggle as he shushes you by his lips, chuckling into the kiss. He
helps you to undress, making sure he heats up your body with his feverish kisses and constant
rubbing of your exposed skin.

"Fuck me, Kook." you plead, nails grazing his exposed and muscular back he's flexing while he's
hovering over you.

"Oh, I will," he promises, leaning down to kiss your collarbones as he makes up to your neck and
jaw. "But you need to be quiet, yeah?"

His voice is low, sending another set of shivers down your spine as you gulp, pressing your thighs
together.

"I thought everyone's sleeping." you mutter, teasing him with eyes but you don't show it on your
face, too focused on him to even lift the corner of your mouth in a smirk.

"They are," he nods, hands disappearing between your bodies as he spreads your legs and cups your
heat which is still wet with your cum and another arousal. You're soaking wet, you can feel it
slowly trailing down your ass and staining the unzipped sleeping bag underneath you. "But we
don't wanna wake them up." he smirks, his eyes dancing in amusement almost as he's teasing you
for being loud.

Oh, he certainly is. As soon as realization hits your face, he smirks even more while pulling away.
Your eyes drop to his covered crotch, noticing an evident bulge that's growing with each passing
minute. Unfortunately, your sight is dismissed when Jungkook starts to rummage through his bag
that he put in the corner of your tent. He pulls out his wallet before he successfully gets the
condom. When he turns around and meets your gaze, he sees your raised brow.

"You brought condoms?" you question, wondering if he planned on having sex here.

You sure didn't, not that you're complaining. But you're curious and you love to tease him
whenever you get the chance. His doe eyes that were darkened just a few moments ago are
completely switched to a wide eyed Jungkook, making look so innocent and young that it makes
your heart jump.

"Well, not purposely. I always have them in my wallet." he explains, voice sounding soft all of a
sudden.

His lips are set into a slight pout as he stares at you, seeing wary for some reason. Little do you
know it's because the exact thing you're teasing him about. He worries that he just planned on
having sex, even though there wouldn't be anything wrong with that. You both agreed on this, you
two fucking. But still, it doesn't set with him well knowing you might think he planned this. You're
a beautiful woman, it doesn't take long for him to resist you. But you're his best friend before
you're someone who he has sex with. He really wanted this trip to be about adventure and great
memories, and he kind of let it go naturally. Whatever feels comfortable for you and everyone else.
He definitely didn't expect Kiko to show up here, even though this exact topic occurred his night
thoughts that made him wide awake for the most of the night.

"It's okay, Kook," you giggle, sitting up as you reach for him. "I'm just teasing you." you assure
him, seeing his tensed muscles relax before he scoffs.

"Screw you." he murmurs, grinning as he opens the wrapper by opening it with his teeth while his
other hand is too busy pulling his length out.

Taking off his boxers, your mouth salivate wishing you could see him instead of being met with
his outline. Judging by the way his hands move and body rustles against the blankets, you know
he's giving himself a few pumps before he's putting on the condom.

"You're about to." you fill the silence, smirk audible in your voice as he chuckles and gets closer to
you.

Adjusting your positions, so he's nestled between your legs, he gives you a kiss and lets his mouth
stay on yours while he slowly fills you up. You know it's his way of shushing you, knowing you'd
most likely whimper at the sudden stretch of his hardened length. The both of you are trying not to
get caught after all. When he's all in, he detaches your lips as he leans his forehead against yours
waiting for your signal. As soon as he registers the small nod and little 'go on', he pulls out slowly
before he smashes in his way back. With each thrust he makes, the harder it gets to control your
moans and even though you've never been that awfully loud, no matter how many times Jungkook
teases you about it.

Your legs starts to hurt from the missionary position and with a quick squeeze of his bicep,
Jungkook slows down and questionably tilts his head. Without saying a word, your palms sprawl
against his chest as you push him while sitting up. He gets the message, laying down immediately
while he slips out of you in the process. Hovering over him, you let your legs to rest against his
side while you grab his length. Pumping him, you wish you could see that lustful glint in his eyes
and the vulnerability that he doesn't show that often:

"Baby," he moans, hands gripping your hips.

Chuckling, you position him against your entrance before you sink down onto him, your eyes
rolling back at the pleasure and stretch.

"Fuck, so tight." he groans, nails digging into your skin the entire time he fills you up. He doesn't
stop even when you start to ride him, setting up slower pace that makes less sounds. Nevertheless,
the sound of your thighs meeting Jungkook's can't be manageable and it's clear to your ears.

With Jungkook's help, he starts to roll his hips into yours as he meets your thrusts, sending another
wave of pleasure through your body with different intensity. It feels amazing, his length so deep
inside of you, all while he keeps hitting your g-spot. Slowing down, you circle your hips as you
kiss him. You really want to savor every minute and feeling he makes you feel, you don't want to
cum just yet. Jungkook is in no rush, kissing you back slowly as he lets you take control. He lays
there, enjoying the way you move your hips. After kissing for a few minutes, you start to pick up
your pace which becomes tougher, considering how long you've been in this position. Your thighs
already ache from the stretch, but thanks to Jungkook who notices your struggle, he starts to
meeting your thrusts like he's done before.
Everything is slow, yet sensual and intense that it makes your head spin and heart swell with
foreign and wonderful feeling. You can't go all wild, knowing there's everyone just a few meters
away from you while you're surrounded in a complete silence. But even without this little fact, it
still feels right. Maybe it's because you're both lazy and sleepy, just wanting to enjoy the pleasure
and something different. If you knew better, you'd say this is how making love feels like.

You almost slap yourself at that, knowing you're nowhere emotionally near that. But it feels nice to
have him this close, it's different than the sex you had before.

Considering, you've had orgasm and your walls are still sensitive, you feel yourself tightening as
your arms fail you and you fall onto Jungkook's chest. He takes over, still laying underneath you as
he grabs your hips and starts to picking up the pace. Even from his submissive position, you may
say, he's able to take control and hits all the right spots within your walls. Hands gripping your ass,
he spreads your ass cheeks while his nails dig into your skin again. It's the first time of tonight
when it feels, what can be considered, as a rough move.

"Kook," you whimper, mouth pressed against his shoulder with eyes screwed shut, as you feel
another orgasm approaching you.

"Shhh," he reminds you, letting out a grunt when he sets almost animalistic pace. His balls smack
against your ass, the sound already too loud to be heard outside, but you don't stop.

Pleasure washes you all over again, your mouth ready to leave the loudest moan as your whole
body shakes. What you do comes naturally, in the desperation to silence your moans, and you
gently bite onto Jungkook's shoulder while he keeps fucking you.

He grunts, your teeth digging into his skin although, it's nothing unbearable or too painful, but it
shocks him. Few more pumps and he's coming into the condom with a silenced growl. His thrusts
gets sloppier with each second, before he completely stops and his length starts to twitch. You wish
you could feel him cumming inside of you, despite of the littlest feeling of him filling the condom,
it's nothing too recognizable. When he's done, he sighs and drops his head down while he hugs you
closer to him. His arms leave your ass and they wrap around your frame, gripping you tightly
making you giggle.

"Fuck, that was amazing." you comment, pecking his shoulder where you bit him. It's too dark to
see if there's any mark, but you hope not. You made sure you weren't biting him too hard.

"Yeah," he breathes, chest heaving with harsh breaths while his length starts to softening. "That
was... different." he chuckles, hands gently caressing your back that makes you hum.

"I could fall asleep like this." you murmur against his neck, cuddling to him even more.

A soft chuckle leaves his mouth, his hand gently slapping your ass. "No, you can't sleep now. You
gotta pee and put some clothes on, you're gonna get cold like this."

He's right, now that your lust has been fulfilled, you can already feel the real temperature in the
tent. Your skin is no longer hot and that same rush of heat that came with each moment of pleasure,
is gone. Even though, your body still tingles from the intense orgasm, it's just not enough to keep
you warm anymore.

"Nooo," you whine, cuddling to him even more while your perked nipples rub against his chest. He
bites his lower lip, cringing when his length slips out of you and you whine again. "Can't you just
cover our bodies?"
You try, knowing you're just teasing him and you'll be shivering any minute. Jungkook groans at
your stubbornness and you smile.

"No, now come on. Go pee." he slaps your ass again, making you jerk as you pull yourself up and
stare at him.

"What if something's out there?" you ask, simply out of curiosity and maybe out of fear as well.

"I'm going with you, big baby," he grins, rolling his eyes at you that you can't see. He's sitting up,
hoisting your bodies in the process. "But we need to put some clothes on."

Sighing, you put your clothes back on, cringing when your juices meet the material of your panties.
Regardless of that, you fully dress yourself and let out a hum of content when you're warm again.
Jungkook does the same thing, disposing himself of the condom full of his cum as he makes sure
he'll throw it somewhere safe. You're both stumbling out of your tent, seeing there's no one awake
and there's a complete darkness around you. Good.

But still, when Jungkook lights up the flashlight on his phone, you're both grinning at yourselves
and you just know, you're going to be sleeping heavenly tonight.
 Chapter 19

Morning came fast, much faster than you hoped for. Your quality sleep was interrupted by none
other than Taehyung himself, who almost fell on top of your and Jungkook's body. He stumbled,
cursing under his breath that made you snap out of your dreamland and stare at your friend who
stared at your cuddled bodies.

"Wake up, lovebirds. We're going hiking in an hour." he said, rubbing his own eyes with tiredness.

"Fuck off." Jungkook groaned, smacking his lips as he cuddles to you even more.

"Ah, no," Taehyung exclaimed. "If I've to go hungover, so are you. Now wake the fuck up or I'm
calling Jimin." he threatened, before he stumbled out of your tent but left it unzipped just to annoy
you.

You both knew there's nothing you could do, and it's just a matter of time before Jimin barges into
the tent with disapproving frown and drags your asses out. Deciding it'd be better to do it on your
own, you both woke up and got ready, despite of the tiredness you both felt.

And here you are.

Hiking for the past twenty minutes, your chest heaving with harsh breaths as you stop in your
tracks, staring at the rest of the group ahead of you.

"Hey, you good?" Namjoon asks, stopping beside you as a frown settles on his lips.

"Yeah, my stamina isn't as great as I thought." you joke, silently wishing you could just go back
and sleep.

That's what you get for fucking Jungkook, instead of sleeping. Your conscience screams at you.

"That's fine, everyone has their own pace. It's the same thing with running." he tells you lightly,
handing you a bottle of water that you gladly take.

Swallowing a few gulps, you thank him when he takes the bottle back. He doesn't mind that you
just drank from his water? That's sweet.

"Do you hike often?" you ask, moving your body towards the hill while Namjoon joins you and
stays by your side.

"Not as often as I'd like to, but yeah, you could say that." he says, your ears perked up in interest.

"Admiration points for that. I don't think I could hike that often, although it feels nice to be
surrounded by nature."

He chuckles, nodding at your words in agreement. "That's one of the reasons why I like hiking so
much. It's a nice change of scenario when you're in the nature, not surrounded by thousands of
people and you're just out of that city rush."

You nod, agreeing with what he's talking about. That's one of the reasons why you were so happy
to go on this camping trip. You needed it. You needed to take a break from the same routine you
were doing for the past few months, and just relax. It's bonus Jungkook's here and if he wasn't, you
know you'd never go by yourself and do something like this. Not necessarily going on a camping
trip, but appreciate nature and focus on yourself more.

"Do you live in Seoul?" you ask, making him nod.

"Yeah, I've been living there for four years. You can imagine what stress and rush is there all the
time. Don't get me wrong, I love Seoul but this feels very refreshing."

You don't know Namjoon that well, he's one of Hoseok's friends and even though you know they
know each other with Jungkook, you've never met nor heard about him. But from what you can
tell, he really loves nature and it makes you curious because there's just something interesting
about him. He's so calm, so different from Taehyung and Jimin who are currently joking around
with wooden sticks a few meters in front of you. But of course you love them, they're your friends.

"So, this is what you're doing in your free time? You're hiking?" you ask, mentally sighing when
you get onto a straight path, so there's no climbing up the hills anymore.

"I'm not hiking all the time." he chuckles, causing you to do the same as you quickly explain
yourself.

"What are you doing in your free time, is the right question." you correct yourself, noticing him
smiling from the corner of your eyes.

"Reading, I love reading. Or just taking walks. What about you? What do you like to do in your
free time?" he asks, glancing at you.

The black cap he's wearing creates a shadow on his face, but you still notice his eyes set on you
and the little dimple poking once again as he gives you a small smile.

"I... don't even know. Telling you Netflix and eating is probably so lame." you snort, causing him
to laugh.

"Why? If that's what you like to do," he shrugs, making it look like it's a completely normal thing
to do. "It doesn't have to make sense to others, if it makes sense to you."

Where the hell has this man been? You can't believe someone so understanding and open minded
exists, it's so easy to talk to him, even though you barely know him. Oddly, you feel like you could
tell him anything and he wouldn't judge you. That's what kind of vibes he gives you.

"Yeah, that's true. I just can't think of anything that comes to my mind. I'm working all the time and
if I'm not, I'm just happy to be home and rest." you shrug, realizing how boring your life is.

Well, not exactly. If it weren't for your friends who constantly drag your ass out, you'd have no
social life whatsoever. It's mostly Taehyung or Jimin who spontaneously knock on your door with
a sentence similar to 'wear something nice, we're going out'. Jungkook is the one who knocks on
your door and joins whatever you've been doing, saying something along the lines 'we can do
whatever you want'. It's safe to say, your life isn't that boring thanks to your wonderful friends.

"Ah, I get that. I like to do something productive all the time, but even I've got days when all I want
to do is sleep and do nothing." he tells you, relating to your previous words as you give him a
smile.

Opening your mouth, you're interrupted with Taehyung yelling at you, waving the two of you over.
"Come on, we're taking a picture!" he yells, standing next to everyone who seems to wait for you.

Jungkook stands there with a camera in his hands, setting there something before he looks up and
waits for you to walk up to them. He's handsome and cute with that little top knot on the top of his
head, his way of getting those long locks out of his face. When you're all there, he gives all of you
instructions where you should stand. You're too busy trying to find the right position which ends
up being smashed between Jimin and Taehyung who almost choke you to death.

"Done!" Jungkook says, looking at the pictures right away with one of his focused frowns.

You take that time to turn around, gaping at the incredible view. You see trees, a lot of them, and
couple of small cottages but there is still so much green. Taking out your phone, you snap couple
of pictures before you just enjoy the scenery in front of you.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?" Namjoon says, taking pictures too before he hides his phone into the pocket
of his khaki shorts.

"It is," you nod, "It's totally worth it. Hiking might be fun after all." you chuckle, making him do
the same.

"Rather than focusing yourself to get somewhere, take time and enjoy things around you."

It's not meant to be deep, it's just a tip for hiking but you let his words replay in your ears and you
realize how true that is. Maybe you don't even know how much yet.

"I can't, Kook. My legs hurt." you whine at Jungkook who keeps pushing your back, urging you to
move.

"I don't remember you being so whiny." he chuckles behind you, causing you to scoff.

"I'm not whiny, I'm just tired." you retort, ignoring the ache of your feet and leaning against
Jungkook who laughs.

"Stop, you're gonna make us both fall!" he exclaims, laughing as you lean even more onto him,
grin hidden from him.

"I'm not that heavy, I'm not gonna make—"

Your sentence is cut off by a loud curse and a set of exclamations, the loudest one coming from
someone who's quickly recognized as Kiko when you both turn around. She's on the ground,
grabbing her ankle as a soft cries leave her mouth. It happens quick, Jungkook not hesitating for a
second as he runs back towards her. He kneels in front of her, not caring that his knees scraped
against the harsh gravel ground. Everyone stops, Hoseok kneeling beside Jungkook as they both
ask her questions and she just nods, saying something you don't hear. You walk towards them, eyes
filled with worry as you see her red eyes and tears streaming down her cheeks.

"I think you twisted your ankle," Jungkook says, examining her ankle while delicately touching it.
He looks up, watching her with worried eyes as your eyes drop to her swelling ankle. "We've to get
back. You can't walk with your swollen ankle."

"No, you guys wanted to go hiking. I can just walk slower, or wait for you to come back." she says,
drying her tears.

"It's fine. We can separate, but someone has to go with you. You won't be able to walk that distance
on your own." Namjoon says, an apologetic look on his face.

You look around, waiting for someone to tell they'd go with her, but the least person you except to
hear is Jungkook.

"I'll take her," he says, too quickly to even give a chance to anyone else offer. It shouldn't surprise
you, he loves her and the worried expression on his face, while he can't keep his eyes off her, says
it all. Yet, you stare at him dumbfounded ignoring Taehyung's eyes on you. He is probably just as
surprised like you're. "You guys go,"

He doesn't wait for any response, helping her stand up as he turns around to her with his back. "Get
on my back, it'll be easier and faster." he tells her, Kiko's eyes traveling to everyone when they stop
at you.

"Kookie, Hoseok can take me." she tells him, quiet but loud enough for you to hear. Something
tells you you weren't supposed to hear her, but you do because your eyes are focused on the both of
them while your ears are perked up.

"No, it's okay." he disagrees, urging her to jump on his back and she does.

You watch her wrapping her arms around his neck while he grabs her by thighs, while Namjoon
offers to join them, telling them that he's got some bandages and special lotion for sprained ankle.
The three of them go together, casually waving the rest of you off as they start to go back.

You don't realize you're just standing there, completely dumbfounded that Jungkook left without
uttering a single word to you. Not because he's supposed to be your pretended boyfriend, but as a
best friend. This is about Kiko, it's understandable his head and mind is somewhere else right now.
But why the hell you feel getting so frustrated?

"Are you going with us?"

Remembered that you're not alone, you look at Hoseok whose eyes are somehow set between
curiosity and pity at the same time. He probably saw you standing here like an idiot, staring at his
best friend and your fake boyfriend. He's asking a simple question, yet his gaze tells another story
and it feels like he's asking you a whole different question. Mustering a little smile, you nod before
letting out a soft 'yeah'.

There's no reason for you to be frustrated or upset. This is what Jungkook wanted all along, he
loves her and you're completely aware of that. You're just bummed out that he's no longer hiking
with you and you know it's selfish to think this, but you're more frustrated at Kiko for straining her
ankle and catching Jungkook's attention again.

It feels like that time when they started dating all over again. And you know it's just a matter of
time when he slips through your fingers again.

When you get back, surprisingly you've enjoyed the hike despite of Jungkook's absence. What's
even more surprising is, that you actually talked to Hoseok and he seems like a nice guy when he's
not watching over your shoulders. Your conversation wasn't nothing serious, just a brief chat of
your jobs and hobbies and as it seems, Hoseok's stamina is very much similar to your own. It made
you laugh together for awhile, deciding it's better to go back before one of you faints. Taehyung
and Jimin seemed fine, although they both started to get tired. Seulgi and Minjae were taking a lot
of photos, delegating Taehyung as their own personal photographer now that Jungkook left. He
cursed under his breath, making sure they don't hear him but judging by the annoyance after taking
countless pictures on his face, he didn't really care anymore.

You're not as shocked as you probably thought you'd be, when you see Jungkook sitting next to
Kiko while talking to her. Namjoon sits next to them, too focused on the book that he's reading to
even focus you guys coming. Until Taehyung and Jimin starts to get loud, too loud for them not to
hear you coming. Their heads snap at the sight of you, welcoming you back while Namjoon throws
questions at everyone like; 'How was it?' 'Did you take some photos?' and he even jokes, asking;
"Anyone hurt?"

The laughter that follows from everyone makes even you chuckle, his question catching your
attention as you look at Kiko. She laughs at Namjoon's question, shaking her head at her friend.

"How are you feeling?" Hoseok asks her, grabbing one of the water bottles as he drinks from it.

"Yeah, it looks like it's not strained. It hurts but I can walk, Joon's lotion helped a lot." she answers,
glancing at Namjoon with thankfulness in her eyes.

He smiles at her, silently telling her it's okay before he goes back to reading. Everyone sits down,
you with them as you take a can of coke and start to slowly sip from it. The air is filled with chatter
and laughers, although you don't seem to listen to them at all.

"Can somebody get the salt and gochujang from the main building? The gatekeeper mentioned
something about a little shop in the building and it seems we ran out of those items." Hoseok sighs,
rummaging through the containers full of ingredients with a frown.

"I can go." you sigh, already standing up. Everyone seems to have fun and you're the only one
doing nothing. Even though your legs are tired from the amount of walk you've done today, a nice
and quiet walk sounds nice.

"I'm going with you." Jungkook speaks up, standing as well as he dusts off his shorts.

You shrug, not wanting to show your surprise while Hoseok gives you the money, despite of you
protesting and telling him you can pay for it. It doesn't cost a fortune. Why would he want to go
with you when he's got an amazing opportunity to talk to her some more?

He silently walks beside you, being awfully quiet and almost as if he's walking on eggshells
around you. It must be your poker face and the lack of communication you give him. Knowing
Jungkook, he noticed your behavior and probably thinks you're pissed off because he just dropped
everything and went to save his ex-girlfriend. And there's no reason for you to be pissed off. Yes,
you were getting frustrated because you wanted to spend some time with him. But you did think it
through during the hike, focusing on your thoughts more before you allowed yourself to focus on
the nature around you. Although, you can't find yourself to be extremely happy because you still
got your own opinion about Kiko, you should be at least considerate.

"So, did you two talk?" you ask, hiding your hands into the pockets of your shorts.

Jungkook coughs, glancing at you before he focuses his eyes forward. "Yeah, nothing personal.
Namjoon was with us, so there was no time to really talk." he answers, causing you to nod.

"But how it went?" you ask him lightly, silently telling him that you're okay talking about this.
There's no reason for you to not be, and whatever he's thinking, it's not true.

But why the fuck does this conversation seem so awkward?

"Good," he lets out a light chuckle, "Very good, actually. We just chatted about random stuff, but it
felt so nice talking to her. For a moment, it felt like nothing has changed and she is still mine." he
admits, tone dropping to a sadness.
It causes you to glance at him, giving him a pitiful look as you nudge his shoulder. "She'll be
yours. I can feel it."

He chuckles, but it lacks of real happiness and you know them talking freely, reminded him of
those times when they were still dating. Also, it reminded him of his heartbreak which is still kind
of fresh. He seemed better and barely showed any sadness, but with her being here and them
getting closer again, it took a toll on him.

"I'm not so sure about that, but I get a good feeling from it," he decides to say, "Hey, listen. I'm
sorry if I left you there, I realized what I did on my way back."

Glancing at him, you chuckle as you shake your head at him. "It's okay. Not gonna lie, I was kind
of annoyed when you just left without saying anything. It made me look like an idiot and Hoseok
noticed it, but it's fine. I know it meant so much to you and you just moved naturally as soon as you
saw her getting hurt. You love her, Kook and it makes perfect sense that you wanted to help her."

Honesty is the key, right? It's easy to be honest with Jungkook.

However, you decide not to mention the fact you were just happy to spend some time with him,
adding another adventurous memory to your collection. It'd just make him feel even worse, so you
purposely leave out that fact. It's not that important anyway.

"Still, I should've controlled myself better. We're supposed to be dating and I just left you there.
That was a douche move." he shrugs, letting his fingers run through his dark locks.

"You realize we are not really dating, right?" you tease him, nudging his shoulder again.

"Of course," he scoffs, "But even if we weren't, I shouldn't have ignored you. You're just as
important to me. I just felt bad and considering I'm your boyfriend, fake boyfriend, it looked even
worse."

"Well, you don't have to pretend for that long anymore," you tell him lightly, not noticing how he
opens his mouth to say something before you interrupt him. "Look, we're here and they got an ice
cream!" you exclaim, pointing towards the building as you rush there when you see some popsicles
box outside.

"God, women and their appetite." he mutters, following you while you're already pulling out one of
the popsicles with a huge and satisfied grin.
 Chapter 20

The fire keeps everyone warm and makes calm atmosphere around you. It's sad, this is your last
night here and you wish you could stay longer. Your camping trip is slowly coming to an end, and
all you can do is fully enjoy it while it lasts. And you do, by sipping beer and talking to Jimin
who's sitting beside you. From the corner of your eyes, there's Jungkook rummaging through
containers full of snacks as he contemplates which one to choose. And he's not alone, there's Kiko
standing beside him and laughing at something he says when a bunny grin appears on his face.

"You don't mind?" Jimin speaks up, snapping you out of your thoughts and observation. You
realize you weren't listening to him and got distracted, that's why an apologetic smile appears on
your face before your brows furrow in confusion.

"Mind what?" you ask, seeing Jimin's eyes shifting somewhere over your shoulder and you know
what he's looking at the moment, he looks back at you.

"Them talking." he answers carefully, looking at you with the same pitiful look Hoseok gave you
during your hike.

"Why would I? Just because she's his ex, it doesn't mean he can't talk to her. He's a free human, I'm
in no place to tell him whom he can talk to or can't." you shrug carelessly, reaching for the beer can
as you take another sip.

"Yeah, I know that... I guess, I'm just surprised. You're right here and he's there talking to her,
staring at her and—" he stops himself before he can say something else, his eyes leaving your face
as he looks at the mentioned couple. "Never mind." he gives you a smile, a weak one that you
pretend to ignore.

In times like these, you wish you could tell him the truth. To tell him that he doesn't have to worry
about your feelings, or the fact Jungkook is there staring at her with heart eyes and having the time
of his life, because it's not real. Your relationship is not real and it's all pretended. But you can't,
you promised that to Jungkook and even though, sometimes you get the urge of wanting to tell
someone close, you don't. Maybe it's that little knowing feeling that you'd feel embarrassed.
Although, Jimin isn't a judging person but you can imagine his reaction perfectly. He'd probably
scream something like 'Are you guys stupid?!'

No matter what goes through Jimin's mind, he decides not to say it out loud and puts his arms over
your shoulders, hugging you and pulling you closer to him.

"I've no idea who bought this beer, but it tastes like piss." he whisper into your ear, causing you to
erupt in laughter while he joins you.

From the corner of your eyes, you notice Jungkook and Kiko walking away without saying a single
word. Everyone seems to be too busy noticing that, but you do.

"Let's play UNO!" Hoseok says, already pulling out cards from one of his bags while Taehyung's
groan resounds.

"I never understand the rules." he whines, but still straightens himself to prepare for the game.

While everyone starts to play the card game, Jungkook and Kiko are out of everyone's sight,
slowly walking around the lake.
"How's your ankle? Does it still hurt?" Jungkook asks, not hiding his worry while it makes her
smile. She's not subtle, Jungkook notices it and his heart starts to doing little jumps at that.

"No, it's fine. Thank you for taking care of me." she thanks him.

"Always," he whispers, but too audibly to her ears and he quickly coughs. "I barely did anything, I
just carried you."

"That's a lot and I appreciate it," she tells him, "I'm sorry if me coming here is weird or
uncomfortable." she blurts out, causing Jungkook to stop as he stares at her with widened eyes.

"What are you talking about?" he frowns in confusion.

Kiko sighs, stopping as well as she tucks a strand of hair behind her ear. "You and Y/N are dating
right now, and here you are, taking care of me. I don't want to cause any trouble, Kookie."

That freaking nickname makes his heart jump again and he's so close to hugging her. Oh fuck, what
would he do to hug her again.

"You're not causing any trouble," he says quickly, shaking his head. "We are both fine with you
being here. I'm glad you're here."

"You are?" she raises her brows in shock.

"Of course," he nods, "You know... I don't hate you. I could never hate you, no matter how our
relationship ended." he says, although the mention of their relationship makes his stomach clench
uncomfortably.

This can't be the end. No, he can't lose her. But he still forces those words out of his mouth,
silently waiting and watching closely her reaction. She sucks in a breath, looking away almost
shamelessly and it sparks interest in Jungkook, not the good kind though. It's because he knows
there's something more to her reaction and the whole situation.

"You probably should." she mutters, letting out a chuckle that's nothing but fake and forced. It
pains him to see her this way, so broken and guilty.

"What? Hate you? Impossible." Jungkook scoffs, staring into her eyes to let her know that he
means it.

Despite of her saddened gaze, Kiko forces herself to smile. "That's good to know." she chuckles,
nibbling on her bottom lip nervously.

"Kik," he mutters, her eyes snapping from her dirty sneakers to his.

He can see how much that nickname affects her. It's not the same when Hoseok or any of her
friends call her that. When she hears Jungkook say it, it's like nobody calls her that and it's the most
important and beautiful word at the same time. And yet, it's just a simple nickname.

"I know you said you needed some time for yourself, but I don't believe that."

"Kookie—"

"No, let me finish please," he sighs, pleading her with his doe eyes that makes her shut up and
listen to him. "I know it's not the real reason why you broke up with me."

"It is!" she exclaims, growing nervous and unnecessarily defensive which Jungkook recognizes
immediately.

"Hoseok told me, Kiko." he sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "He told me."

"What?" she breathe out, her face paling in the brightest shade of white and even he can notice it in
such darkness. She feels like she's about to faint any second.

"Well, he didn't tell me the reason. Actually, he didn't even tell me himself, I kind of figured there's
something more to this. All he said is that it's not his place to tell me anything and I respect that.
He's a great friend, but I deserve to know the truth. Don't you think?"

She stands frozen, barely blinking before she slowly nods. "You do, but you'll hate me." she
whispers, her eyes filling with tears while Jungkook's ones widen and he swears he can feel his
heart crack.

"I told you, I could never hate you," he tells her, assuring her but still, it doesn't assure her and she
scoffs under her breath as she sniffles. "I'm sure it's something we can fix."

Her face looks even more broken after he says it and he almost whines at the helplessness he feels.

"Unfortunately, it's not. And you'll hate me once you find out." she sniffles, holding back her tears.

Jungkook doesn't hesitate, he moves fast and before Kiko can realize, he's hugging her tightly. Her
arms wrap around his frame after a moment of realization, burying her face into his chest as she
takes a sniff of his scent. His cheek is pressed against the top of her head, closing his eyes when his
heart feels like whole again. He missed this so fucking much.

He wants to enjoy this feeling, and he really does, until his head starts to prevail his heart and all
those predictions comes back to life. But even then, he's not opening his mouth nor moving away
from her.

Just a little longer, he thinks before they both part at the same time but still stay in close proximity.

She recognizes that look, the saddened one as he's about to say something that might break his or
her heart but she can't stop him. She's been practically lying to him, because she didn't add another
reason why she broke up with him when Jungkook asked. Although, she really needed some time
for herself. To learn how to live with that guilt she's been carrying for couple of months.

"Have you cheated on me?" he asks, watching her mouth open in shock before she quickly gets a
grip of herself.

She's silent, avoiding his eyes as she stares at the darkened lake instead. He sees the wheels
running in her mind and decides to encourage her to tell him the truth, even if it's going to break his
heart all over again.

"You can tell me, I'm not going to hate you." he reminds her.

How could she think he could ever hate her?

Sighing, she closes her eyes for a brief moment before she looks at Jungkook. "Yes." she whispers,
causing him to freeze in spot.

It was just a wild guess, something that's been bothering his mind for a couple of weeks. But her
saying it, admitting that, just breaks him all over again and he literally freezes at her words. With
worried eyes, she calls out his name but all he can hear is the one and simple word she said. She
just confirmed something he feared of, he didn't think it could be true. You said she wouldn't do it.

"Jung—"

"Who?" he asks lowly, embracing herself to look into her teary eyes.

"Jung—"

"Who?" he asks, much broken this time and she sobs shaking her head. "Was it Hoseok?"

Her eyes widen and she starts to shake her head abruptly, holding onto Jungkook for her dear life.
"Jungkook, please!"

She's begging him to stop, he doesn't need to know more. It'll only hurt him even more.

"Just tell me." he says lowly, voice shaking while he remains to keep his face neutral.

"No, of course not! Hoseok is my best friend!" she exclaims, shaking her head as if the idea is
completely ridiculous. "I'm so sorry, Jungkook." she sniffles again, tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Who was it then?" he still presses, hurting himself even more and Kiko sees that. But she also
knows he won't stop bringing it up until she answers him.

So with a deep sigh, she looks on the ground not willing to look into Jungkook's eyes as her velvety
but shaky voice resounds.

"You don't know him." she mumbles, shutting her eyes like she's the one who got so hurt. Like
she's the one who just find out the love of her life cheated.

"What have I done? Was I not good boyfriend enough?"

It's unbelievable how much control Jungkook has over his features and attitude, because he barely
reacts. It's like he's numb to everything right now.

"You were perfect."

"Then why would you ever cheat on me?" he whispers, clenching his jaw to prevent himself from
crying.

"I-it was mistake, I'd never do it again. I regret it and I'll have to live with it for the rest of my life.
You've to believe me, Jungkook." she begs, but she's met with silence and numb Jungkook.

"T-that's why I broke up with you. I couldn't just look you in the eyes and pretend everything's
okay." Her voice shivers as she gulps down the huge lump in her throat.

"You should've told me, maybe we could work it out." he says pathetically.

"What? Would you still wanted to be with me after I told you that? Jungkook, listen to yourself. It'd
be torture for you." she scoffs, although it's completely sad.

"Maybe, but that's how much I love you." he says, not saying anything further because he wants to
spill his heart out. He wants to tell her that maybe, just maybe, he'd look past through that and tried
to pretend like nothing happened. That's how much he loves her, he's willing to act like she hadn't
broke his heart — as long as he gets to have her by his side.

She seems to be taken back for a moment, replaying his words in her mind and wondering if it was
just a slit up.

"I'm sorry I broke you, that was never my intention. But I see that you're better without me," he
scoffs and she shakes her head, "No, you are. You don't need me, you don't need my love,"

Oh, how wrong she is.

"You've Y/N now. She's a wonderful woman and she's the only one who can love you like I do."

He scoffs, almost bitterly laughing at her words. This is so wrong. She thinks you two are really
dating, when in reality it's all an act and his way of winning her heart back. His mind is all over the
place and he's not sure what he wants anymore. He needs to sit down and think it through without
anyone by his side.

"If I was fine with," he gulps, "If I was fine with... what happened,"

He can't bring himself to actually say those words out loud and it pains Kiko, because she's the one
who messed him up. However, she keeps her head low and listens to him.

"Would you still be with me?"

She opens her mouth, snapping her eyes towards him as she stares at him. Is he insane? Would he
really be fine with it?

"I—"

"Just answer honestly. Do you love me?"

"I don't think it's appropriate to express my feelings when you've a girlfriend, Jungkook. Don't
break any heart like I did, you're so much better than I am." she pleads him, but he only raises a
brow at her.

All he cares about now is for her to answer his question. He needs it, he needs it so he can think it
through and decide what's best for him.

"Do you love me?" he asks her slowly, keeping his tone low and eyes focused on hers.

Her pupils shake with nervousness, while her bottom lip shivers almost as if she was scared to
answer honestly. Jungkook's doe eyes plead her, showing that there's nothing to be scared about.

"I do," she whispers, "I love you, but you deserve someone better."

"That's up to me," he tells her, turning around before he lets out a huge sigh. "Let's go back, I need
some time to think." he mutters, not bothering to look back if she's following him but the quiet
rustling of grass behind him tells him, that she is.

"...so tell me, what's this boring person's job?" Namjoon asks, sipping on the beer as he adjust the
buckle hat covering his soft blond hair.

The fire still keeps you warm, although the little amount of beer flowing inside your system helps
too. You've managed to make yourself relax, bonding with everyone much more until some more
heated theme appeared to be the center of attention. Something, that you and Namjoon weren't part
of so naturally, he sat down next to you and started to get to know you more.

The topics of your conversations haven't been that serious, it's actually very nice and light talk with
someone you're getting to know. Namjoon is an interesting person with great opinions close to
yours, even he can make you speechless with the choice of his words and how artistic he seems to
be without even trying. And, that he's really clumsy and managed to knock Jimin's beer and
Taehyung's soju, plus he tore off one of Hoseok's cards. That's when everyone decided it's time to
finish the game, Taehyung's whining about how he doesn't understand the rules definitely helped.

You don't know why, but in a way Namjoon appears to you as mysterious but he's been nothing but
very honest and open. He owns a book store where he holds reading sessions every Sunday where
customers can recommend their favorite books and hold a conversation with everyone that decides
to visit and be a part of their session. There is always a special guest, usually a writer, who openly
converses with readers and customers. The writers can take this chance as a self-promotion but how
Namjoon said, most of them are just passionate about writing and want to share their journey and
story with everyone. Plus, he admitted that he's writing his own book but he's not sure if it'll ever
get published. He didn't give you any more details, insisting on keeping it to himself for now and
you respect that.

One fact you weren't surprised to hear, is that Namjoon has a girlfriend. She was supposed to be
here, but according to Namjoon's words she's visiting her parents over the weekend. You're sure
she's just as lovely as he is.

"I'm working in a modeling agency." you answer, chuckling when you see his big eyes.

"You're a model?"

"God, no. I'm, as you could say, a person for everything. Over the few months I worked there, I
think I'm doing at least three positions I shouldn't be. My job is to set up dates of photoshoots,
making sure everything would go as planned and as smoothly as possible. Oh, once I even had to
try some clothes because the model who was supposed to wear it, couldn't come to fittings. That's
the closest I'd ever get to modeling," you snort, "But I don't mind it, it's good and it pays well."

Namjoon stares at you with a mere bewilderment, silently praising you for working so much. Not
many people could handle this kind of job and responsibility. Sure, he has his own shop but to him,
it feels like you're overworking yourself.

"Well, the fact that you can fit into clothes for models says a lot. Doesn't that make you a model?"
he teases you, causing you to snort in response.

"Sometimes I barely fit into those tiny clothes. But no one else wants to do it." you shrug,
explaining how it really is.

Your measurements are definitely not model-like. Even nowadays industry tries to bring more
curvy models, it's still not perfect and needs a lot of work, so women with different types of bodies
can feel beautiful and normal. Not being judged by their weight or body type.

"That just shows how good of a person you are." he says with a smile, your lips stretching to a
similar one.

Maybe he's just joking or saying it lightly, not putting that much thought into his words but still, it
makes you happy and emotional at the same time. It's nice to hear such thing, especially in today's
world.
"Ah, stop it!" you giggle, nudging his shoulders as he laughs with you, exclaiming 'It's true!'

You're completely unaware of someone else's presence but that's until your laughter dies down and
Namjoon's eyes trail somewhere in the distance. He coughs, almost awkwardly before he slightly
pushes himself away from you, although he never invaded your personal space or anything close to
it. You follow his vision, seeing Jungkook staring at the both of you before he looks away. Even
that brief moment of the weird expression on his face makes you panic.

Something's wrong.

"Excuse me," you mutter, your eyes still locked onto Jungkook who casually reaches towards a
beer fan as gulps down almost all of it. "I just need to talk to Jungkook." you smile, glancing at
Namjoon who just nods and doesn't question the sudden change in the air.

For sure, he noticed your mood shifting and attention focused on your best friend, but he doesn't
question it. Namjoon's smart, he's probably thinking something but he's keeping it to himself.
Giving him one of your weak smiles, you make your way over Jungkook who stands a few meters
away from everyone as he holds the beer can in his hand. The other one is hidden in the pocket of
his sweatpants while he keeps staring ahead of him with clenched jaw.

"Hey," you call out, but he barely reacts. You know he must've seen you coming towards him from
the corner of his eyes, but damn, it still shocks you that he ignores you. "Are you okay, Kook?"
you ask him carefully, eyeing his slumped figure.

"Why don't you go back to giggling with Namjoon, would you?" he barks, your brows shooting to
your hairline as you stare at him before you let out a weak chuckle.

"Ouch, who hurt you?" you joke, but apparently your best friend doesn't find it funny and he
explodes.

"I'm not in the mood, Y/N." he speaks dryly, obviously not in the mood for talking to you.

Y/N, okay he is pissed off.

"I can see that," you snort, "But I'm here if you need to talk. Whatever happened—"

"For fucks sake, just leave me alone. Go back to Namjoon." he spits and you gape at him with
narrowed eyes.

"Why are you so pissed off? Why are you even bringing Namjoon into this?" you ask in disbelief,
but all you can see his clenching his jaw even more. "Don't tell me you're jealous." you scoff,
joking but he doesn't seem to take it as a joke when he glares at you.

Your heart jumps at the look he's giving you. He has never looked so angry at you. This is not your
Jungkook.

"I'm not," he decides to clarify with an attitude in his tone, "But you're supposed to be my girlfriend
and here you are giggling with some other guy. How does that make me look? How does that make
us look?"

And you laugh. You actually laugh at him before you shake your head. "Is that what's bothering
you? I don't know about you, but you're the one who sneaked out with his ex-girlfriend to God
knows where. So, how does that make me look, huh?" you snap, seeing his eyes widen for a quick
second before he's back to glaring you.
"I didn't sneak out for fucks sake," he mutters, although doesn't protest further. "I just need some
time alone."

He's pushing you away, you realize. And you're not the problem here. Something happened
between him and Kiko, and he's obviously not ready to tell you and you're not going to force him to
open up to you. He knows very well that you're here for him, but you're not going to remind him
when he's acting this way. Underneath that layer of anger, you see his true and hidden emotion.
He's hurt.

You're trying to look for Kiko, wondering if she's in the similar state like Jungkook is. You're met
with a sight of Hoseok hugging her closely, almost hidden behind one of the tents. It's too dark to
tell what they're doing, but from what you can see it seems like Hoseok is comforting Kiko.

Everyone's too busy to notice the atmosphere that flies in the air, nor Jungkook's and Kiko's state.
They're too drunk and preoccupied with screaming a drunken nonsense. The only one who seems to
notice this, is Namjoon but he respects everyone's privacy and preoccupies himself with staring
into his phone.

"Okay," you whisper, shoulders dropping in defeat. "Whenever you want to talk, I'm here." you tell
him and give him the space he so desperately wants. You're not sure whether he needs it, though.

If this was him during their breakup, possibly even worse, you've no idea what Taehyung and
Jimin did to make him feel better.

That night, you're sleeping in the tent while slightly shivering from the cold, despite of you
wearing at least three layers of clothing and that you're completely nestled in your sleep bag. Also,
that night Jungkook doesn't pull you closer nor warms you up.
 Chapter 21

When the morning comes, you don't spend any more time in the tent than it's necessary. Jungkook
is still fast asleep, turned with his back to you in more ways than just in a sleepy position. Even
your dreams were filled with him, replaying your yesterday's conversation that ended up with him
snapping at you. It affected you more you hoped for, you know he's just hurt and not ready to tell
you whatever happened between him and Kiko. That's his way of coping, even though you're
obviously bummed out that you weren't the person he wanted to talk to. But then, you're
remembered when Jimin called you to visit your best friend and you saw how heartbroken he was.
He was trying to push away everyone, wanting to be left alone. And he's doing the same thing now
and you're going to respect that.

It's different because when they called you that night, Jungkook was calmer and was just left as
depressed and sulked human being. But now, you could've seen him after something happened just
a few minutes before he came back to your camping spot.

And that's how you spend your walk to the building where you take a morning shower — thinking
about Jungkook while your heart aches for him, even though you've no idea what happened. One
thing is sure, they talked and maybe Kiko finally spilled her secret. Shaking your head, you decide
it's time to stop thinking about possible scenarios or your best friend that has never snapped at you
so much.

When you come back, you're taken aback at the sight of awoken Jungkook who rubs his eyes and
sleepily sits on one of the fishing chairs, wearing his oversized black hoodie with matching black
shorts. It's getting hot outside, but he doesn't seem to mind. His hair is completely rustled, sticking
to different directions but it still looks soft and sleek.

"Hey, where did you go?" Jimin asks loudly when he sees you approaching everyone, causing their
eyes to turn to you but you've them solely set on your friend.

"Went to take a shower." you shrug, giving him a faint smile as you glance at Jungkook.

You almost scoff loudly when he stares at you before he looks away slowly and reaches for some
snacks.

Jimin looks at you and then at Jungkook, glancing back at you as he hides a frown that wants to
settle on his puffy morning face. He finds it weird because you haven't told anyone about you
taking a shower and you just disappeared, Jungkook obviously didn't know when he asked him and
told everyone he woke up alone. And the two of you act weird around each other, not hiding it that
well at all.

"Are you hungry?" he settles on asking, "We're making some sandwiches."

"No, thanks," you give him another smile but he doesn't buy it, "I had some leftovers from
yesterday." you shrug, excusing yourself by saying you need to pack.

And it's true. You don't need your friends staring at you, trying to figure out what the hell happened
between you and Jungkook. The worst thing is, that even you don't know.

In the midst of your packing, when you hear some laughter and chatter, Jimin comes up to help
you as he loads your luggage into the trunk of Jungkook's car.

"Hey, is everything okay between you and Jungkook? You two are acting weird." he says, voice
thick with a worry when Taehyung walks up to you and has the same look on his face.

They're worried. You thought they're too busy fooling around to notice you or Jungkook, but it
proved to be wrong. They're still your friends and they noticed.

"Uh, I don't know." you shrug, not really sure what to tell them. You don't know anything since
Jungkook doesn't want to tell you and you're giving him the space he wanted. All you've got are
wild guesses of what could possibly be behind his behavior.

"Did you guys have fight?" Jimin tries again, head titling to a side as he nibbles on his bottom lip.

"Something like that." you mutter, not particularly showing any emotion.

Of course, you're kind of sad that Jungkook doesn't want to tell you and even snapped at you,
something he has never done. Not in such a serious situation where you could've seen there's
something wrong with him. He's been very open with you, all the time, but it seems like whatever
he's battling with even you as his best friend, can't help. And for some reason, that makes you sad
even more because you want to be there for him. Whatever that is. But as a best friend, you respect
his space and even though this is quite new, him not telling you anything, you're not going to be
noisy and cause him any more harm.

You can't tell Jimin and Taehyung even the littlest you know. You'd have to mention Kiko and the
fact they went for a walk, or God knows what they were doing, that ended with Jungkook coming
back in a completely different state. The less they know the better.

"Do you want me to kick his ass?" Jimin asks, causing you and Taehyung chuckle at his frown and
determined tone but even his corners of mouth twitch in a grin.

"Nah, I can kick his ass on my own if he truly pisses me off." you shrug, causing the two men
laugh and you join them.

"Well, I hope everything will be fine. You've barely fought, if ever... and Jungkook looks like shit
ever since he woke up. He doesn't talk, barely reacts to any of us and then we saw you acting so
distant, we just got worried. Whatever happened, I really hope you'll figure it out."

You realize that seeing the two of you acting so distant and almost ignoring each other, like Jimin
just initiated, is very weird to them as well. Jungkook and you bickered a few times, over snacks or
stupid stuff that were never that serious and always ended up with him tickling you or you slapping
his arm. It happened in the presence of Jimin and Taehyung as well, and you're remembered again
how much they know your friendship as well. That's why it was so weird for them to hear that you
started dating together.

"We will, Jimin-ah. Don't worry about it." you smile at him, surprised when he hugs you all of a
sudden but you hug him back.

It's been awhile since he hugged you, and you missed him. When he pulls away, you see Taehyung
leaning against Jungkook's sleek car as he gives you a smile of encouragement. You smile back,
knowing that no matter what, they've got your back and are here for you. They might not know
everything, but they're true friends.

"That's what happens when you start dating your best friend." Taehyung speaks up, trying to
brighten up the mood but it ends up with your smile falling down and Jimin exclaiming his name.

"Taehyung!"
"What? Am I wrong?" he shrugs innocently, causing you and Jimin burst in laughter as he wraps
his arm around Taehyung's shoulders and starts to shake his laughing form.

Shaking your head, you make your way to the rest of the guys while you'll try to enjoy your last
minutes on this camping trip.

Taehyung might be right, although you know this has nothing to do with you "dating" Jungkook.
This is something his and Kiko's relationship caused. And when you get back and see Kiko's puffy
face and Jungkook's dark circles and how pale his skin and face looks from the lack of sleep, you
know you're right.

Going back home settles a weird feeling in your chest. You're sad that it's over and you wish you
could stay a little longer to explore the nature and experience more adventurous memories. It's sad
to think about tomorrow's day, Monday, and the fact you've to wake up early in the morning and go
to work. Reality crashes onto you and you realize, those three days being away from your daily
routine have passed away too quickly. On the other hand, you can't wait to go back home and take
a proper bath. You also miss your bed and how much softer it'll feel now that you've spent two
nights in a tent. Appreciation points for Jungkook, for making sure you've got three layers of
blankets beneath you, so you've the softest surface and can get a peaceful sleep.

However, even the mentioned man is the reason why you can't wait to go back home. It seems to
be more serious than you thought, considering he barely uttered a single word. The only thing he
asked you, right after you said goodbye to everyone who went in a separate car, was if you got
everything. With a small nod and gentle 'yes' your conversation, a very short lived one, ended.

It feels awkward to be in a one car, where the tension can be obviously felt and not even
Taehyung's jokes and attempts of keeping conversation helps. You feel sorry for him, and you're
suddenly thankful there is Minjae and Seulgi who keeps chatting with him. His words are
obviously aimed at you and Jungkook, but you're both not in a mood. You can't pretend you're
ecstatic and full of energy, when your sleep wasn't as good as you hoped it'd be and Jungkook
looks like he hadn't slept at all.

Your answers and attempt of giving at least some kind of feedback to Taehyung are even more
awkward and after that, you decide it's better to just close your eyes and listen to the soft music
that's playing in the background. Even Taehyung gives up and sulks back into the seat with a frown
settling on his lips.

Minjae and Selugi are the first ones to leave, Taehyung follows them shortly after leaving you and
Jungkook alone. The drive to your home is almost uncomfortably awkward, and when Jungkook
parks the car in a parking lot you almost let out a sigh of relief. As soon as he turns off the engine,
you open the door and go straight to the truck to get your stuff. You're not angry at Jungkook, but
you don't really know what to say to him. He's the one who barely talks and you're not going to try
and make a conversation when he made it clear that he wants to be left alone. Just as you're closing
the trunk, the driver's door open and Jungkook gets out of car.

Surprisingly, he looks at you and you almost gasp at the sight of his face. Of course, this is not the
first time you see him today but it's the first time he's looking straight into your eyes from such
close proximity. Those dark circles underneath his eyes look even more awful than you thought,
and his eyes are glossy and puffy. It's like he's on the verge of breaking down.
"Thanks for the ride," you tell him, giving him a small smile which he doesn't return but takes a
shaky breath. "You wanna come in?" you ask, expecting him to cancel your offer.

"Yeah," he rasps out, "If that's okay with you."

Smiling at him, you nod. "Of course." you mutter softly, thanking him when he takes the bags from
your hands.

The walk towards your apartment building is silent, just like the car ride here was, except that
there's no Taehyung that could fill the awkward silence with his jokes or use his social butterfly
personality. Jungkook trails behind you silently, holding your bags for you the whole way into
your modest apartment.

"You can leave them here, I need to wash everything anyway," you tell him, closing the door
behind him as he listens to you and gently puts them down on the floor. "Thank you." you smile,
but all you're met is just another nod he gives you as he takes off his shoes.

You do the same thing, slowly making your way inside while he follows you. His footsteps are
almost inaudible, and if it weren't for his soft and musky scent you'd think he still stands beside the
front door. He plops himself down onto your couch, and just when you're about to ask him if he'd
like to have something to drink, he takes a deep breath before his soft voice carries between the
walls.

"I'm sorry,"

Your features soften, and your body moves automatically to sit down next to him as you watch
him. He sounds so vulnerable, it makes your heart clench at the sight of your best friend.

You told yourself you're going to respect his decision and not to pry, even though your curiosity
and heart tells you otherwise. You wish you could help, to do anything at this point, but it's hard
when you don't know what happened.

"She cheated," he speaks up, cutting off your thoughts as your eyes snap back to him and the way
he nibbles on his bottom lip. "S-she cheated on me." His voice shivers, hands quickly rubbing his
eyes as he tries to ward off any tears that might be ready to spill.

"She told you that?" you ask him, not sure what's the right to say at this point. All you can focus
are a front teeth picking on his bottom lip and your heart hurts for him.

When he gives a weak nod, your hands grab his as you clutch them tightly in your grasp.

She really cheated on him? When Jungkook came up with that thought, you were quick to tell him
otherwise. There's no way she'd cheat on him. Yes, their whole breakup was weird and shady, just
as Jungkook called it himself. He knew something's not right and when he finally got over the first
emotions of a heartbreak, he realized there's something more. Not in a million years you'd think,
she's able to cheat on him.

First of all, Jungkook is a complete package. He's a man any woman would dream of. He's
hardworking, loving, soft and thoughtful person who takes care about others and loves them with
all his heart. He's not perfect, not at all. But his soul is pure and he'd do anything for his family and
friends. He gave himself to her, trusted her with his heart and she shattered it into million pieces
from the moment she broke up with him.

And he doesn't deserve that. No matter what he did yesterday, his little outburst and pushing you
away, you know he didn't mean it. If it were any other guy, you'd tell him to fuck off but not to
Jungkook. Not when you knew as soon as you saw the look on his face, that whatever happened
messed him up. And it all makes sense.

That's why Kiko cried while Hoseok comforted her, although you're not sure why he's still by her
side at this point when he knows she cheated. He must be a very loyal best friend. You've no idea
why she did or any details, you can't really judge her. But the best friend part of you despises her
for breaking Jungkook's heart and hurting him this badly.

"We talked and I-I wanted to know what truly happened." His words are hard to get out and you
don't burden him with any more questions that might be hurting him even more.

"I'm sorry, Kook. You don't deserve this." you tell him, head dropping onto his shoulder as you
hug him.

He sits still, barely moving. It makes you feel useless, because there's nothing you could do to
make this any easier. The only thing you can do, is to be there for him.

"The worst part of this is, that I still love her. Isn't that fucked up?" he scoffs at himself, causing
your head to lift up as you stare at him.

"Love is a weird thing." you tell him, understanding how confused he must be even though you've
never felt that hurtful breakup. Going through a heartbreak is one thing, being cheated on is
another. And the mix of those things at the same time is a complete disaster.

"I want to hate her so much, but I don't. She hurt me and I still fucking love her," he blurts out, "I-I
asked her if she loves me."

You sit up, straightening yourself as you can't help but stare at his swollen eyes. "What did she
say?"

Eyebrows frowned in confusion, it seems like he's growing even more confused with each sentence
and minute as he's replaying yesterday's events.

"She said she loves me." he answers softly, featuring softening as he replays her words.

You can't help but scoff. "She wouldn't have cheated if she loved you."

He glares at you, obviously not liking what you've just said even though he probably thinks the
same thing. He just doesn't want to let her go no matter what. "We don't know anything. We don't
know why she did that or--" he stutters over his words, but you just shake your head.

"Are you really making excuses for her? Kook, she cheated on you," His face twists into another
hurtful expression, but it needs to be said. "You deserve so much better. Someone who's gonna be
there for you and treat you just as equally amazing like you treated her. There was no reason for her
to do that. Your whole world revolved around her, and still does, and she still did what she did.
Cheating is never the answer, if you were the bad guy here, she should've broke up with you before
she cheated."

Those words pain him, you can see it on his beautiful but hurt features, but he needs to hear it. He
opens his mouth and closes it again, mind settling to say something else.

"I'm sorry," he says, eyes dropping onto his lap.

"What?" you chuckle. Doesn't he have anything to say after everything you just said to him?
"I'm sorry about yesterday. I was acting like a fucking idiot. I was so hurt and I just-- snapped. I
wanted to talk to you but then I saw you with Namjoon and I just-- I've no idea what came over me.
You didn't deserve that, I'm so sorry." he apologizes, eyes finding yours as he stares at you with
determination and honesty in his big doe eyes.

"Kook, it's okay," you mutter, "Although, it was unnecessary to mention Namjoon when all we did
was just talk."

"You're right, I overreacted," he frowns, shutting his eyes before he lets out a groan. "I'm such an
asshole."

"Don't be so tough on yourself, I knew there was something wrong with you and something
must've happened. Don't beat yourself over this."

What good would it do if you were angry at him? You knew from the beginning that there's more
to his sudden outburst and reaction. Yes, he acted stupid but it makes sense now.

"No, don't make excuses for me," he tells you, "I was a dick to you. If I could just turn back time
and--"

"Hey, hey, hey," you stop him, hands grabbing his as you look into his eyes deeply. "I told you it's
okay. You were acting like a dick, yes, but you've been through a lot. Let's not just talk about this
anymore, okay?"

The last thing you want for him, is to beat himself up over something he didn't mean.

Jungkook doesn't seem to be convinced by your words, tongue poking his inner cheek as he has the
same frown settled on his face.

"I snapped at you so many times before, not even once you made me feel awful about it. You've
put up with my ass so many times," you remind him, gently nudging his shoulder as he glances at
you. "Remember that time when I screamed at you because you brought me that red mug instead of
that pink with white dots on it?" you laugh, remembering as if it was yesterday.

The color of that mug didn't really matter, it was about the size of it that did. Poor Jungkook made
you a chamomile tea and you screamed at him once he poured it into a wrong mug. It's just one of
many memories where you were acting like a bitch.

"But you were on your period that time." he comments, looking at you confusingly.

"Look who's making excuses for me, huh?" you judge him, the corners of his mouth quirking you
as he chuckles.

"You always get bitchy when you're on your period," he shrugs, scrunching his nose while he starts
to cackle once you let out a fake exclamation. "It makes me feel sorry for your future husband, or
anyone that'll have to put up with your ass." he teases you, causing you to slap his shoulder with
much more strength as you laugh.

"You're so mean!" you exclaim through your giggling, happy to see him show at least some kind of
positive emotion.

"I was just joking," he mutters as his smile slowly fades away. "Kinda."

Snorting, you both sit in a quiet and peaceful silence for a moment before you speak. "What's your
plan now?" you ask carefully.
He quickly catches onto the meaning behind your words and lets out another sigh of exhaustion.
"I've no idea," he answers truthfully, "I just need my best friend right now." he says, smiling when
you cuddle up to his side.

He wraps his arm around your frame, pulling you even closer as you hug him around his stomach
with one arm.

"Well, I'm here," you mutter into his chest, "Do you wanna stay the night? I've got some of your
clothes in my closet."

You can feel and hear his heartbeat through his shirt as it sends a calming waves through your
body.

"Yeah," he answers softly, hand slowly caressing your back.

A few minutes of you cuddling to each other, you hear him sniffling every now and then, making
you pay more attention rather than to just listen to his heartbeat and enjoy the comfort of his chest
and your couch. "Kook, are you crying?" you ask softly.

"No," he denies, although you hear a shiver running down his voice. Just when you're about to pull
away to look at him in an obvious concern, his hold on you tightens and he doesn't allow you to see
him.

Your heart tightens. He must be so hurt. Jungkook barely cries, he's stubborn when it comes to
crying and he can hold himself back so much. There aren't much things that can make him cry, but
this one that he's crying over right now, is serious and understandable. Respecting his decision, you
lay back onto his chest while you listen to his heartbeat because there's nothing else you can do.
He needs his best friend and you're there for him.

Even if it means just being in his arms while he cries his heart out silently.

Understandably, the next morning is more comfortable than those two nights spent in a tent and it's
not just because Jungkook is warming up your body this time. Your soft and spacious bed is a huge
plus too, and there are no bugs crawling near you.

Sun's shining through your blinds, warming up the whole room which starts to get a little bit
uncomfortable considering Jungkook's body pressed against yours. But you don't move, letting him
hold you while soft puffs leave his mouth and fills the silence.

After he calmed down and made sure you don't see any tears in his eyes when you looked at him
and his arms loosened up around your frame, you opened a bottle of wine. It felt like you both
needed it, especially Jungkook, and it hadn't cure his heartbreak but it helped to let his mind relax.
One bottle wasn't enough for him to get drunk, and after you finished that cheap wine you bought a
month ago, you went to wash yourselves — separately. You just hoped he's not crying while you
were taking a shower. He seemed okay when you got out of the bathroom, and even smiled at you
as he silently assured you he's fine. Well, not maybe completely but he's getting there. After that,
he nestled inside your bed and cuddled to you before you could complain.

But you wouldn't, just the fact he needed someone — his best friend — and have that assurance
during such difficult time, convinced you and was enough.

As Jungkook's breathing picks up pace and is no longer that peaceful and relaxed, you know he's
awake. He stretches his tensed muscles but still wraps his arm around your body again, breathing
in your scent. It almost makes you shiver against him, feeling up his breath at the back of your
neck.

"You're hot." you speak up, whining when he tightens his hold.

"Mhm, I know that." he rasps out, his voice raspy and groggy that makes your heart skip a beat.
Why is this man so freaking attractive when he barely does anything?

"No," you scoff, causing him to chuckle as he already knows what you're about to say. "You're
warming me up too much."

Of course, he knows what he's doing and he's just being a little teasing shit.

"But you're so comfortable," he mutters, voice muffled by your hair. "Mhm, so comfortable." he
nestles his nose into your hair even more, almost moaning in delight. You know he's just teasing
you.

"Come on, you must be getting hot too. You're wearing sweatpants and shirt." you point out,
wiggling in his grasp but he still doesn't let go of you.

"I could've slept naked but you glared at me when I proposed that." he points out this time, causing
you to groan.

You remember your conversation yesterday, when you brought him the clothes he left here as he
started to complained. You know Jungkook likes to sleep naked, but he's been always decent to
wear clothes whenever you've slept in the same bed. Way before you had sex with him, and even
after that. You don't know what could happen if he slept naked. Him wearing clothes despite his
protest settled at least some kind of relief that you wouldn't have to worry about your damn
hormones. Jungkook respected that and he mostly teased you, while he whined like a little kid. But
you know as soon you'd just nod and allow him not to wear anything, he'd gladly accept it.

You don't trust Jungkook in this. You don't trust his abs and other parts of his body that could've
been exposed.

"Yeah, I didn't want your dick rubbing against me the whole night." you scoff, trying to elbow him
but it's impossible because of his arm draped over you.

"You've seen it all, baby. You love my dick." he teases you, your cheeks flaring red and you're glad
he can't see your flustered red face.

"I'm not gonna make us breakfast if you keep me as your hostage." you decide to say, purposely not
saying anything about his dick.

Jungkook catches onto that, although he doesn't say anything and just chuckles because the
mention of food takes his mind off it.

"Breakfast? Fuck yeah." he exclaims, suddenly energized when he could barely utter a single word
just a few minutes ago. He releases you immediately, causing you to take off the sheets of your
heated body.

"Thank God," you breathe out, enjoying how air hits your skin. Deciding, it's better to start the day
now because you've to go work in two hours, you sit up while rubbing your eyes.

You're lucky you're not supposed to be in the office today, and your job requires to visit a
photoshoot nearby your apartment building.
"I'm gonna make a breakfast but you should wake up too, I've work today." you say, standing up
from the bed as you turn around to look at Jungkook.

He's on his stomach, face buried in one your pillows as he shows you a thumbs up but barely does
any effort to move. Snorting, you shake your head at him before you're about to feed the always
hungry man in your bed.

You can't with this man.

Jungkook finally shows up once you call for him, telling him the breakfast is ready. It turns out
you should've gone grocery shopping after you came back home, considering there's barely
anything in the fridge. Kimchi fried rice has been the only option, since you've got almost all
ingredients for it. You just had to cook a rice which has taken another twenty five minutes, so
you've done your make up and put on your work clothes.

You're placing the fresh breakfast onto two plates, making sure Jungkook has the bigger portion
since he eats a lot, even in the mornings which can be hardly said about you. His soft footsteps are
heard, padding against the floor before he stands behind you. Hands placed on your hips, he looks
over your shoulder and hums at the delicious sight.

"Come on, eat up. We don't have that much time," you tell him, scrubbing the last bits from the
pan.

Your breath hitches when he places a tender kiss against your neck, smooching your cheek before
he starts nibbling on the sweet skin of your neck. He smells like a toothpaste and his typical scent,
even through the strong smell of kimchi and pork belly.

"Jungkook, weren't you hungry?" you whine, placing the pan softly back on a stove as you gasp
when he grazes his teeth against your earlobe.

"Why are you so dressed up?" he says, hands trailing down onto your stomach as he starts
caressing you through the satin fabric of your rosewood blouse. The other hand slowly moves
down and plays with the hem of your casual black skirt.

You look down, heart picking up the pace at the sight of his exposed tattoos, but the view is
quickly taken away from you when he softly bites onto your neck causing your eyes to shut.
Letting out a loud gasp, you act out of natural instinct and you jerk your hips right into his crotch.
It's unintentional and your cheeks burn when you feel his soft bulge through the sweatpants.

"I told you, I, I've work in an hour." you stutter, trying to find a good balance and strength in your
voice but it's quite obvious how bad you're at it, even to you.

"An hour? Hm, that's quite a lot of time." he hums, fingers scratching your legs as they feel your
black stocking.

"Jungkook," you gulp, "The food." you tell him pathetically, barely moving because it feels like he
has some weird spell over you.

"Fine," he mutters, letting out a sigh before he takes a step back and you're finally able to breath
again.
Turning around, you give him a disapproving scowl which he rewards you a sheepish grin in
return.

"I'll drive you there, to your work." he says, taking the plate with a bigger portion knowing it's for
him as he casually sits down on the stool.

He's so comfortable in your home. It makes you mentally snort at him, knowing he always acted
like he's living with you. Not that you mind it, though.

"I can drive myself," you shrug, taking your plate as you sit down next to him. "I'd have to take a
bus on my way back anyway, if you drove me there."

"I can pick you up, I don't mind." he shrugs, already munching on the breakfast as he stuffs his
mouth with it.

"Are you sure?" you ask, not wanting to bother him but you know if you did, he wouldn't propose it
in the first place.

He knows very well you've got your own car and you can drive yourself there.

"Of course," he says with full mouth, before he swallows and adds; "I've to edit some photos today
but it's not gonna take me long. Just call or text me whenever you're done and I'll pick you up. We
can go to mine's and watch some movies, if you're up for that. Or anything you want."

Opening your mouth, you nod slowly as you hum in agreement. It pleases you that he wants to
spend his time with you. Something's telling you this is a way of taking his mind off Kiko.

"Okay, deal." you tell him, trying to focus on eating rather than electric feeling his mouth has left
on your neck and hands all over your body.
 Chapter 22

"Good work today, guys. The photos ended up amazing." Junho praises everyone as he holds the
door for you and everyone else.

Thanking him, you walk beside your colleague who's got a frown settled on his face despite how
amazingly this day went. "He barely lifted a finger today." Yoongi grumbles quietly, causing you
to snort as you shush him.

"Shh, he's gonna hear you." you scold him.

Junho is a supervisor, making sure everything runs smoothly without him even lifting up a finger,
just like Yoongi said. He's not a bad man, he just likes his position and forgets that the only reason
he got it, is because his daddy knows the CEO of the modeling agency you work for. It often leads
to him barking orders whenever something gets wrong. The work is stressful, not just for you or
for him, but for everyone. But it doesn't give him the right to be rude. However, whenever
something doesn't go wrong and quite the opposite, he's a complete sweetheart praising everyone.
Just like what he's doing right now.

"I don't care," he mutters, shrugging his shoulders nonchalantly as you're walking down the stairs.
"Is that your boyfriend?"

You lift your head up, eyes dancing across the parking lot before you find Jungkook leaning
against his car. Just like he promised, he's here to pick you up. His head is tilted to the side, jaw
locked in place as a neutral frown adorns his usually soft features. He doesn't see you yet, and
you're momentarily distracted by his tattooed sleeve and one of his tight black shirt that's doing a
justice to his buffed out chest. Black ripped jeans shows his muscular thighs perfectly, almost
making your jaw drop but you're quickly reminded that you're in public. Your colleagues' giggles
are sending you back to reality and you let out a small cough, before you shake your head.

"No," you answer, ready to add that in fact, Jungkook is your best friend, but you're forgotten to
say it when he turns his head and looks at you.

His frown disappears and he gives you a smile as he waves at you. Chuckling, you look at Yoongi
who seems to be eyeing Jungkook before he glances at you.

"See you tomorrow?" you ask, already taking a slow steps towards Jungkook, backing away from
Yoongi who gives you a nod.

"Try not to miss me." he grumbles, causing you to snort at his dry humor.

"I wouldn't dream of it." you scoff, giving him a wave which of course, he doesn't return but still
nods his head in a silent greeting.

Typical Yoongi.

With each step you take towards Jungkook, his smile turns to a smirk as he drapes his arm over the
top of his car. "Hey, baby." he jokes, causing you to roll your eyes as you poke him in ribs.

He barely budges, poking you back as you squeak and frown at him. He pulls you closer, your
heels making you stumble against his chest but he holds you tightly. Before you can react, he
kisses you causing your eyes to widen but you allow yourself to melt into the kiss, especially when
he grabs your cheeks softly. As he pulls away, he nudges your nose with his own and you gasp
when you're remembered where you are.

"Jungkook!" you whisper shout at him, turning around to check if anyone saw.

Of course, there's Min Yoongi standing beside his white Toyota with an arched brow, staring right
back at you.

Great.

"What?" Jungkook calls out innocently, eyes glancing at your colleague that's already getting into
his car.

"Why did you kiss me?" you scold him when he turns his head back to you, facing you with a
confused frown before his features soften and he looks innocently again.

In this deadly hot outfit that makes your knees buckle with a sudden urge to blow him.

What— No you didn't just think that!

"Because I felt like it," he shrugs, "Can we go? I'm so hungry." he whines, patting his stomach with
a frown.

Sighing, you decide to ignore this whole situation because it's not that serious. Yoongi just caught
you lying when in fact, you weren't really lying. He doesn't care about you or your personal life, it
doesn't matter that much.

Your own stomach grumbles, reminding you that the chicken salad someone ordered for lunch is
long gone and you're getting hungry again. You still need to go grocery shopping before you go to
Jungkook's and have a movie night.

So, when Jungkook opens the door for you to sit down into his car, you thank him and send him a
soft smile he returns, before he drives out of parking lot.

Pushing the cart while walking around the shop, you're trying to find Jungkook who disappeared
while you were deciding which pasta is the best choice, both in taste and price. It still can get you
worked up over how much stuff is overpriced, even if it's food. It's unreal.

Jungkook is found in front of snacks — typical — with puzzled look on his face while he faces the
same struggle like you did with that pasta. He glances at you once you stop beside him, before he
goes back to deciding if pretzels or bacon flavored crackers are better.

"I'll just take both." he mumbles, throwing them into the cart which makes you chuckle at his
indecisiveness.

"We still need to drop them at mine's." you tell him, walking through the aisle while he frowns in
confusion.

"What? Why?"

"I won't dragging all those groceries to your place and then back to mine. It doesn't make sense.
Most of these have to go in a fridge anyways." you explain, tossing a pack of gummies before you
can change your mind. You definitely don't need them, but these strawberry ones taste fantastic.

"Then sleep at mine tonight and I'll drop you home tomorrow." he shrugs, surprising you because
none of this has been your plan.
Yes, you decided to have a movie night and even though the thought of coming back home late
doesn't appeal to you, you didn't think you'd sleepover at Jungkook's. Not that you mind that, you
just hadn't planned that.

"But I'm working tomorrow." you remind him.

"I'm having a shoot tomorrow, I can drive you to a work and go straight to the shoot after that. And
we can drop the groceries before or after your work." he suggests, eyes watching you while he
waits for your answer.

"You're not my driver, Kook. I feel bad because—"

"Uh-uh, don't even finish that. I don't mind, really." he tells you, giving you a smile to prove his
point and when you see determination behind those cute doe eyes, you know you've already lost.

"Okay," you tell him, rolling your eyes when he gives you his famous bunny grin as he wraps his
arm around your shoulders and pulls you closer.

You're not sure whether he's doing because he needs some company, especially after that situation
with Kiko, or not. But you feel bad for even thinking that, because this is exactly how your
friendship looked like before he started dating her. He really planned most things, wanting to have
you close to him while you did the most mundane things. And it's only fair and understandable that
he needs his best friend.

"Y/N?" you look up, trying to find a source of the voice that seems familiar but for some reason
unrecognizable.

That's until you finally find a young man standing just a few meters ahead of you, brown eyes
searching your face before a soft smile appears on his lips. You recognize him immediately
because he has barely changed.

"I thought it's you." he says, his eyes slowly drifting to Jungkook before they're back on you.

"Haechan," you breathe out, surprised that you see him here but you still manage to give him a
smile while he walks up to you.

He hasn't changed that much. His cheeks are more prominent and hair slightly darker, but he still
looks youthful and handsome just like you remember him.

"Hey, what are you doing here? I thought you moved back to Daegu." you smile, voice laced with
curiosity and surprise even though there's a slight awkwardness that you feel.

This is your ex, for fucks sake. Even though, your breakup wasn't a disaster and you both agreed to
it, it's still kind of awkward to meet someone whom you were dating for a few months. And took
your virginity.

"I did, but I'm visiting some friends and they asked to buy some food along the way. I know,
amazing friends." he chuckles, glancing down to the small cart in his hands.

Wow, now that you look at him closely he seems to be more buffed out. Is he working out?

You laugh at his little comment, biting your lower lip as you see from the corner of your eyes
Jungkook, who shifts almost in discomfort. Your eyes widen in realization, catching both of their
attentions.
"Oh, this is my friend Jungkook. You remember him?" you say, touching Jungkook's hand as
Haechan looks at your best friend and gives him a polite smile.

"Yeah, it hasn't been that long, Y/N," Haechan jokes, your cheeks flaming red as you give him a
tensed chuckle and a nod. "Well, I don't wanna bother. It was nice seeing you."

You give him a nod, wondering if he always had such a cute face and smile. No, no stop. You need
to remember why you two never worked out and broke up. But you can always admire from the
distance, right? He just brings some old feelings and memories that weren't always so bad.

"Yeah, you too. Bye." you wave at him, before he gives a quick nod to Jungkook who returns it
and Haechan takes that cue to continue with his shopping.

You let out a short breath when he's gone, glancing behind you but he's out of your vision. When
you turn around, you're met with Jungkook's raised brow as he's got that skeptical look on his face.

"What?"

"Why did you tell him I'm your friend?" he asks curiously, tilting his head to a side as you stare at
him in confusion.

There's no attitude or edge to his tone, he sounds genuinely curious and slightly confused.

"Because you are?" you remind him, "What was I supposed to tell him?"

"Well, what if he knows one of our friends?" he asks, causing you to scoff.

"I doubt it and even if, it's none of his business. Is that all you care about? That your little lie could
blow up and someone might find out?" you ask him, not sure where's the attitude coming from but
you're getting frustrated all of a sudden.

"No, I thought you might wanted to see his face once you tell him you've a boyfriend. And it's
enough that Hoseok along with Jimin and Tae look really suspicious about us. We need to be
careful." he reasons and even though, you know he doesn't have any bad intention and is only
being careful, it irks you even more.

"No, I don't need to tell him I've a boyfriend because I don't have any. I don't need to make up some
lie because I'm not interested in him that way." you tell him and Jungkook scoffs. You give him a
glare that says 'what', not really expecting him to react but he does.

"Oh bullshit, I saw that look on your face. You were checking him out." you gasp at Jungkook's
words, growing embarrassed because yes, you looked at Haechan but you weren't checking him
out. Were you?

"I wasn't checking him out!" you exclaim, words shushed to make sure no one else hears you.

Thank god, you're alone in this aisle and there's no one else that could hear your conversation.

"Uhm," he scoffs, "And did you just call me out about the whole lie thing? You know why I did
that and for you to say something like that— it's not fair."

"That's not what I meant, Jungkook." you shake your head, growing tired of this sudden argument
or whatever this is.

You feel a sudden guilt, especially when you see the hurt flashing on his face before he masks it
with a frown.

"You know how important this is for me, and the last thing I want is for anyone to find out. I
trusted you with this and it seems like you're not really taking this seriously. You said it yourself
before, Hoseok was freaking suspicious about us and after the camping trip, don't think I haven't
noticed Jimin and Taehyung staring at us. I know that look, they know something's not right." he
says, voice low but quick and you know if you weren't in a grocery store, his voice would raise so
he could prove his point.

And you understand him and know where his frustration's coming from. Because he's still trying to
win Kiko back, despite of what he found out and it broke his heart all over again. Maybe he doesn't
have everything sorted out yet, but your little plan is still going on. Although, you listen to him and
understand the meaning behind his words, you can't help but grow even more irritated.

"It's your fault Jimin and Tae are suspicious. If you weren't running after that cheating—," you stop
yourself before you can say something that would cause a bigger fight, "They wouldn't noticed
something's wrong or weird."

"You done?" he asks, clenching his jaw.

Again, you see the hurt in his eyes because you just reminded him what happened all over again,
even though he never forgot about that. It's like an adding a salt into the wound. You just did that.

"I just don't think you're being fair right now." he says, his voice turning calm because there's an
obvious tiredness in it. He doesn't want to fight.

"Are you?" But you still shoot right back, voice bitter and cold.

Before he can react, you're already pushing the cart forward ignoring his tired plead of your name
that leaves his mouth, ready to pay for your stuff. Even when he catches up to you, he helps you to
load your stuff onto a conveyor belt before he packs it into one big bag while you pay for your
stuff.

You ignore his side glances, acting like he's not there at all even when he puts your groceries to the
truck and goes inside the car where you're already sitting. However, he doesn't start the engine and
just sits there standing out of the windscreen.

"I don't know what happened back there," he starts slowly, "But I'm sorry."

"I don't need you to be sorry, Jungkook," you frown, voice bitter again.

You really don't want him to take all the blame when you know you had your share in this fight.

"You should realize that not everything is about Kiko. I'm not going to tell everyone you're my
boyfriend just in case she could find out. It's not me being irresponsible. Even if she found out
from someone else, we could just say we don't want everyone to know. I don't need to lie to
everyone, it's enough that we're lying to our friends."

And again, you put a blame on him without you even wanting to say it that way. But you
understand how your words sound as soon as they're out of your mouth and there's no going back.
And you're too much of a coward to look at Jungkook.

"Okay, I understand that." he murmurs softly, slowly turning the engine on as he drives out of
parking lot.
"Jungkook, that's not what I meant." you close your eyes, mentally slapping yourself for not being
more considerate to him.

"No, I feel awful to be lying to Jimin and Taehyung. I just haven't realized how much until you
said it." he admits, slowly shaking his head.

In a way, Jungkook is right. You're not acting responsible and it might look selfish, because you
know how much this means to him. That's why you agreed to it in the first place, not because you
get something in return. Which is a bonus, but it wasn't the main reason why you chose to help him
this way.

"You want me to take you home?" he asks quietly, your head snapping to his but his eyes stay on
the road.

He nibbles on his bottom lip almost nervously, one hand gripping the steering wheel while the
other one rest against the arm rest on the driver's door.

"You want to take me home?" you ask instead, no bitterness audible in your voice as he's met with
soft and vulnerable tone.

Your question makes the corner of his mouth quirk up, and your shoulders relax as soon as he
shakes his head.

"No, I'd like you to stay over. But if you don't want to, I can just drive you home." he suggests,
causing you to shake your head almost immediately.

"No, no. I want to stay over." you assure him.

Jungkook gives you a nod and turns on some cheerful melodic music that contrasts with the
atmosphere in the car. One thing is sure, you both regret what happened but there is still some kind
of truth in your and Jungkook's words.

Jungkook is choosing a movie on his huge ass television by the time you've placed your groceries
to his fridge for the time you're staying here, before you make your way next to him.

"This is supposed to be a new movie and apparently, it has some great reviews." he speaks up,
glancing at you as you shift on your spot in modesty.

You still haven't changed your work clothes and now that the two of you fought, you're tense and
not so sure what to say without making everything more dramatic and awkward in any way.

Almost as if Jungkook can hear your thoughts, he makes himself comfortable while he stretches his
arm on the back rest behind you, glancing at you. "Come here." he tells you softly, giving you a
slight smile in encouragement which doesn't make you relax entirely but it helps to smooth the
crease between your eyebrows.

Scooting closer to him, you're able to feel his warmth and that delicious scent he always carries
that makes you want to swoon all over him. Which you're doing right now, especially when you
can't get your eyes off him. Those dark eyes of his are so alluring, beautiful even and he looks so
handsome and cute at the same time. Fuck, you're screwed. Why can't your best friend be ugly?
Okay, that's kind of a mean request.

"I'm sorry," he tells you softly, eyes dancing across your face as he waits for your reaction.
"Why are you apologizing?" you ask confusingly, partly out of curiosity as well.

"That we fought? Everything, I guess. I shouldn't have assumed you'd tell your ex that— there was
no reason for you to lie to him. I just panicked because my mindset is just set that no one can't
know. It wasn't right thing to do or say, I'm sorry. It's not my place to tell you what to say or do." he
apologizes, seeing you sigh as you shake your head.

"Well, I was overly bitter about it and I snapped at you which I shouldn't have done. I know how
important this whole thing is for you, and you've told me how you want things go. I understand
that you thought it was irresponsible of me. I'm sorry that I blew up at you." you tell him quietly,
fumbling with your fingers like you used to when you got in the trouble in a primary school and
your parents were scolding you.

But Jungkook isn't scolding you.

"I guess we're both sorry about something." he chuckles lightly, bringing some light to the
conversation that's taking the place in his living room.

You muster the courage to look at him, relief settling on your heart as soon as you see his cute
smile that he's giving you. "Yeah, I guess we are." you smile, staring at him as he inches closer.

He nudges your nose with his, making you giggle as he lets out another chuckle before he licks his
lower lip. "I'm sorry." he apologizes again.

"It's okay," you assure him.

You and Jungkook have barely fought, if ever. It was always just a pure bickering between best
friends, nothing serious or worth some serious conversation. But this time it's different for both of
you, maybe that's why he feels such a need to apologize all the time and make sure everything's
okay between you two. You get that because you feel the same way.

"I'm sorry too." you whisper, eyes admiring his soft features that you see up from close. His little
mole underneath his lower lip or the scar he got when he was a kid and fought with his older
brother.

You're both moving closer, breaths mingling together before he connects your lips and kisses you
hard but slow and passionate. You participate in kiss as much as Jungkook does, moving your lips
against his smoothly and following his pace that still stays the same — tender and passionate. His
hands cupping your face moving down your neck and getting back to your cheeks feels amazing,
his touch leaving electrifying feeling on your skin.

The need to get closer to him is stronger, and you listen to your heart by slowly moving to his lap
as you straddle him. Jungkook's hands grab your hips, squeezing them slightly as he still kisses you
and refuses to pull away. Moving your hips, you grind into his crotch and moan when you feel his
bulge. He's not hardening yet, his bulge soft but still pretty obvious from what you feel and see
when you look down. Cupping your cheeks, he's chasing your lips for another kiss and you happily
obey, letting him explore your mouth some more.

He pulls away to catch a breath, allowing you to do the same but he takes that opportunity to hold
you tighter before he's pressing you down onto the couch. You squeal, giggling when your body is
slowly put down onto his soft couch while Jungkook hovers you with a smile playing on his pink
lips. Stretching your legs, you give him much more space between them as he happily takes it and
grabs your thighs. He traces your black stockings, admiring them just like he did this morning,
before his eyes flicker back to yours.
"Do you like these?" he asks, both palms caressing your thighs as they disappear underneath your
hiked up skirt.

It takes you a few seconds to realize what he's asking, your mind already too busy with the feeling
of his hands.

"Well, they're not my favorite but I li—" You're cut off by a ripping sound, air hitting your skin
that leaves you breathless because you realize, Jungkook just ripped off your stockings right at
your crotch exposing your lacy panties.

"Did you just rip my stockings?" you ask him with a frown, glaring at him even though it's quite
obvious that yes, he did.

He lets out an amused chuckle, leaning down to nudge his nose against your cheekbone before he
murmurs; "You said they're not your favorite." he points out, causing you to snicker.

"That doesn't mean you had to rip them!" you exclaim, mouth shutting as soon as he cups your heat
over the lacy panties and squeezes.

He smirks, causing you to glare at him even though there's this huge urge to grind into his hand.
Ignoring your glare, he kisses you again while he hooks his fingers under your panties and starts to
circling your clit. Your breath hitches in your throat, Jungkook's name resounding from your mouth
as soon as he starts stroking your heat, noticing how wet you already are. He doesn't comment on
it, still kissing you slowly and passionately while he keeps rubbing those long fingers all over you.

"More, I need more." you gasp between the kisses, not caring how pleadingly you sound. For all
you know, it only strokes Jungkook's ego when he hears, sees or feel how needy you're for him.

Listening to your pleads, he enters you with one finger which feels amazing, but not good enough.

"More," you murmur against his lips, hearing him chuckle again at your persistence.

"Aren't you greedy?" he teases, still pumping his finger out of you while you whine in response.

"Please," you moan, grinding into his hand that makes him curse and add another finger.

The stretch is stronger now, his fingers moving in and out of you brush against your velvety walls
amazingly. Jungkook knows your body and he uses that every time to make you feel good. When
you keep getting greedier, Jungkook adds another one and pumps his three fingers with the same
pace, making sure he circles your clit with his thumb every now and then for extra pleasure.

"Good, so good." you moan, back arching from the couch.

You need more to be able to cum, as much as Jungkook's finger feel amazing, the pace isn't enough
to make you cum. But it still gives you at least some pleasure and you can't bring yourself to say
something more. However, your pleasure is completely cut off when Jungkook pulls his fingers out
of you and puts them in his mouth to clean them. The view is rather arousing, something worth to
look at and admire.

Jungkook finds the zipper, taking off your skirt as he tosses it on the coffee table before he does the
same thing with your panties. Cold air hits your core, even more when Jungkook grabs your knees
and pushes them apart, showing your glistening heat that makes his eyes dance with sparkles.
Slowly, he licks his bottom lip as he glances at you, giving you a smirk before he plops himself
between your legs with his head right there. You almost yelp out of surprise when he starts licking
a long stripes against your pussy, catching all your arousal to replace it with his saliva as he tastes
you. He hums against you, the sound making you shiver as you wait for his next move.

His movements are slow, as if he's savoring every second of what he's doing to you, but he's not
overly slow because he's not doing the same thing for hour but moves to another in a minute. He
enters you with his tongue, moving it in and out like he did with his fingers, but this feels different
and still fucking amazing, leaving you moaning and gasping for air.

"Fuck, Kook," you moan, his tongue easing out of you as he starts making out with your heat.
"How are you so good at this?" you choke out, hearing him chuckle against your pussy.

You feel yourself clenching, body craving for orgasm so much that your legs start to shake but you
stop yourself, fingers dipping into Jungkook's thick hair to stop him as you tug on them. But he
doesn't completely understand your nonverbal request, growling against your heat as he picks up
the pace.

Gulping, you're trying your voice as you tug on his hair even more. "Kook, stop. I want you." you
moan out, almost crushing his head with your thighs.

He stops, lifting up his head and the sight that awaits for you as soon as you open your mouth
makes your jaw drop. Doe eyes stare at you, surprised that you've stopped him when he could feel
you almost cumming on his mouth. His black hair is ruffled, completely messy while his face is
glistening with your juices and his saliva mixed together. It's naughty, but you love every second of
it and it makes you crave him even more.

"I wanna cum around you." you tell him, chest heaving with harsh breaths as he listens to you and
wipes his face with the back of his hand.

"Whatever you want, baby." he says, pecking your inner thigh before he pulls away and sits onto
his knees. He stares at you for a moment, eyes seeing much more darker now.

Standing up, you watch his every movement, especially those tattoos and veins decorating his
muscular arms. His hands go down, reaching for the belt as he starts unbuckling it. He starts taking
off his clothes, painfully slow but maybe it's just you because you can't wait to feel him. Sitting up,
you join him and start to unbuttoning your blouse. He's watching, eyes traveling down your body,
stopping at your breasts that are covered with lacy pink bra that match with your panties that are
already thrown somewhere on the floor. He gulps visibly, seeing your breasts spilling out of the bra
when you finally take it off. It seems to kick him up, fastening his movements before he stands in
his boxers in front of you.

"I'll be right back." he tells you, not leaving before he kisses you and hurried to the bedroom.

Sitting up naked, you hypnotize the open door until Jungkook walks out of there with something in
his hands. You recognize it as a condom and bottle of lube which you question with a raise of your
brows.

"It'll be easier," he explains, setting it down onto the coffee table.

You know what lube does, you're not stupid. But he has never used it with you, but considering
how he ate you out just a few minutes ago it's only understandable that he wants to use one.

"You ready?" he asks, although your hungry eyes that drink him in, standing there almost
completely naked and exposing his beautiful body to you, says it all.

It's not just his body. Obviously, he's hot. But it's everything that makes him so perfect. From top to
bottom, enough to make you salivate like a hungry woman that's out of control. His hair slowly
falling to his eyes, not enough to hide his sharp jawline that seems to be even more prominent the
way he stands and stares at you. Dark tattoos contrasting with his softly looking skin, decorating it
and making him look even more special because all of his tattoos are his. Even though, some of
them might seem pointless. They're just so Jungkook.

He takes a few steps closer to you, leaning down to kiss you again. It's funny, he's kissing you
tonight so much, almost like he can't get enough of it. Or you.

As he pulls away, he slowly takes down his boxers, exposing hard length that slaps against his
toned stomach. Fuck, you could kiss for those abs. You want to touch him, to taste him just like he
tasted you because it's been awhile since you've done it. But before your fingertips can even touch
his velvety skin, he takes your hand and caresses the back of it with his thumb. Giving you a smile,
he shakes his head before he takes the condom and rips it open. You watch his every step, the way
he puts the condom until he tugs it down his length to cover it. He opens the bottle of lube,
squirming some of it directly onto his length before he uses his hand to spread all over it. You gulp
at him giving himself a few pumps, veins poking out of his skin as he moves his hand slowly but
holds a tight grip around his hard length.

Glancing back at you, he gives you a faint smirk before he joins you on the sofa and starts
hovering over your body. It feels like you're hypnotized, you're laying back down and spreading
your legs to give him space between them which he gladly takes. Your hands explore his chest,
caressing his skin there as he leans down and pecks your lips.

He stares into your eyes, not budging or even blinking as he takes himself into his hand and slowly
enters you. Gasping, you close your eyes but pry them open because you want to see him and fuck,
it's such a worthwhile view. He fills you up, not thrusting in harshly but the opposite, slowly and
gently. When he's all in, he lets you adjust to his size while he's kissing you, your hands exploring
his muscular back and going back to his chest.

There's no need for words. When your arms wrap around his neck, pulling him even closer and
signaling that you're ready, he starts to pull out. His tip stays inside before he enters you all over
again. The last time you both had sex was at the camping trip in a tent, where it was very similar
like right now. Although, his thrusts where slow and you really took the time to feel each other, and
explored a different kind of sex, this feels new. His thrusts are slower, almost romantic as he stares
into your eyes to the point you feel like he's staring into your soul instead. Your heart shakes
weirdly and you need to close your eyes. Jungkook picks up at the pace, still not setting it brutal
like you expect him to. No, he sets up a smooth pace that makes you both breathless and grabbing
each other, all while he steals couple of kisses from you before he hides his face into the crook of
your neck.

"I'm sorry," he gasps, voice muffled and deep. "So sorry." he apologizes, bringing up your
argument that happened just today.

Pulling him even closer, he hits your spot even deeper and you both groan at that.

"I'm sorry," you tell him back, knowing that you've had your own share in the argument. "I'm sorry,
Kook."

"No, you're perfect," he groans, rolling his hips that makes your eyes roll back. "You're so good to
me."

You've no idea if the lust and emotions are speaking out of him, or he's just blubbering stuff
without even realizing what he's saying but regardless of that, it makes your heart jump and hips
rolling back into his. You match his pace, giving as much effort as you can to bring both of you an
orgasm.

"Kook," you moan, feeling yourself clenching and making it harder for Jungkook to move but he
makes it work.

"I'm right here, baby," he growls, sweat coating both of your bodies that are on heat. "Let go." he
tells you, setting even faster pace that makes your breasts bounce and his balls slap against your ass
more intensely. He takes that chance to envelope your nipple into his warm mouth as he sucks on
it.

That's the last drop, the knot in your stomach relaxing as you're cumming around him. He rides you
through it as usual, bringing himself over the edge too and with couple of more thrusts and you
whimpering from overstimulation, he lets go of your nipple and opens his mouth. A growl leaves
his mouth before he's cumming, filling up the condom with his seed. He drops his face into your
chest, breathing heavily as you coax him with caressing his back.

Kissing your chest, he lifts his head up tiredly you look at you through hooded eyes. You both have
fucked up expression, but you're smiling like you're both high.

"I'm sorry." he says, his smile fading as you sigh, running your fingers through his hair that falls
onto his eyes, pushing them back.

"You said that," you smile, "couple of times. And I'm not angry."

"I know you aren't," he tells you gently, keeping his tone quiet and raspy. "And that's why I don't
deserve you."

You snort at that, shaking your head. "It wasn't completely your fault, Kook. Stop blaming yourself
for everything, we both just got frustrated." you explain to him, not wanting him to feel guilty.

"But still..." he shrugs, his length sliding out of you as you both cringe before chuckle at each
other.

"Now, let's not talk about this anymore." you tell him, breath hitching when he reaches for a stand
of hair and pulls it out of your face.

"Are you sure?" he asks, head cutely tilting to the side.

Giggling, you clap onto his naked back. "Yup, I am sure." you assure him.

"Let's take a shower, I ordered some takeout when you were putting your groceries to the fridge."
he says, carefully not to crush you as he lifts himself up.

He slides off the condom and ties a knot at the end, while you stand up and stare at your ruined
stockings.

Well, at least he ordered a food.

"You're buying me new ones."

"Hm?" he lifts his head up and stares at you in confusion.

Head nodding towards your stockings. "My stockings. You ripped them for no reason."

Raising your brow at him, you give him a tiny smirk as you walk past him. However, the slap that
comes in a contact with your ass is a total shock and you jump, ready to send a glare to Jungkook.
But he's quicker, walking past you but not before saying; "Whatever you say, baby."

And he walks into the bathroom, leaving you speechlessly staring where you've last seen him and
his disappearing figure. Chuckle of disbelief leaves your mouth as you join him, because this man
is purely unbelievable.
 Chapter 23

Sipping a cup of coffee, you savor the taste in your mouth before you swallow while a soft smile
plays on your lips. No matter how many times you busy yourself, your mind keeps coming back to
yesterday but most importantly, to Jungkook. Having sex with him yesterday felt different, so
different that it scares you how much he affected you and your body during it. You felt so content
and everything felt so much more intimate than ever. It was Jungkook's way of apology, another
way which you welcomed with open arms. Overall, yesterday was amazing and just a simple
thought of you two taking a shower together makes you want to giggle.

Jungkook squirts a shower gel, the one he uses all the time, onto his palm before he starts rubbing
your shoulders, washing you with tender and slow movements. Moving to your breasts, he cups
them and gives them a proper squeeze that makes you giggle.

"Don't you have enough?" you ask amusingly, still feeling him between your legs and the pressure
his length left there. You're sensitive there and probably swollen as well.

"Hm, I can't get enough of you." he murmurs, kissing you onto your neck as you find this moment
so intimate and sweet. And maybe weird, because for some reason you feel like the two of you are
crossing some boundaries. On the other hand, you're glad he doesn't just fuck you and goes
straight to acting like none of that happened.

"Liar," you snort, feeling him moving his hands down to your stomach as he starts washing it.
When he's done, his hands hover over your lower stomach before his tattooed hand disappears
between your legs. "Jungkook." you warn him, warm water hitting both of your bodies but mainly
yours as you stand right beneath the shower head.

"What? I'm washing you," he murmurs, starting to wash your heat as you gasp. "So swollen." he
comments, causing you to blush and murmur his name in embarrassment.

"Whose fault is that?" you murmur, hearing a low chuckle behind you.

"Busted," he chuckles, circling your clit. "Too much?" he asks, worry laced in his tone which
makes you smile.

"It feels good," you answer, tilting your head back against his chest. Your arms find their way
behind you, wrapping around Jungkook's neck and gasping when you feel his soft length pressed
against your ass.

"Fuck," you moan, eyes rolling back when he enters you with his fingers.

And all you can do is enjoy this before the food comes, but that's not on your mind at all despite of
your empty stomach. All you can focus is Jungkook's fingers and round two of pleasure and a
fucking great orgasm ahead of you.

"How's your boyfriend?"

Memories crash down at the sound of your colleague monotonous voice that has slight edge to it,
which is recognized as teasing. You think.

"He's not my boyfriend," you roll your eyes, putting the cup down before you glance at Yoongi's
amused eyes. "He's my best friend." you add, knowing it's pointless when you notice the quirk of
his lips.
"You kiss all your friends?" he asks amusingly, but still remains a neutral facial expression that
would probably make you laugh if he wasn't interrogating you.

Narrowing your eyes at him, you open your mouth; "He kissed me." you point out, causing him to
snort as he shakes his head.

"From what I've seen, you enjoyed it..." he comments but before you can cuss him out, he adds;
"So, you really are just friends?"

You almost want to joke about him being interested in your life. From what you've seen, he barely
gets interested about anything and certainly not you, even though he's one of the easiest people to
talk to in here.

"Something like that." you murmur, reaching for your coffee that you'd like to finish before Junho
barges into the break room and starts giving orders.

"Oh, so he's your fuck buddy?" he asks, causing you to choke on the coffee as you swallow it
painfully before you start to cough. "You should've just said it." he shrugs innocently, walking
away from you just like that but you notice the little smirk he tries to hide.

You'd yell at him, not wanting him to get away with this but you're not alone in a break room and
the last thing you want, is everyone to hear what you were about to say.

Your phone vibrates on the desk where you put it, causing you to unlock it and open a message.

Kook: what color is your underwear? ;))

Snorting, you start typing.

"I'm not doing this"

Kook: :(( you're no fun

"Aren't you working anyway?"

Kook: I'm on my break, but I can always make some time for you ;)

"I'm still not doing this"

Kook: :(( disappointed but not surprised

Kook: I'm gonna buy us some takeout on my way to pick you up, any requests?

You smile, already excited about the food. Jungkook is taking you home today, but you still have
to go to his place to get your groceries and the two of you agreed this morning to have a dinner
together before he takes you home.

"Surprise me :)"

Kook: I will ;)

"Thanks for the food, it was delicious." you tell Jungkook, patting your lips with a napkin as he
cleans up containers where the food had been.

"No problem," he signs out, washing his hands before he turns around and leans against the kitchen
counter, eyes already set on you.

He has a weird smirk spreading all over his lips which makes you stare at him confusingly,
wondering what's his intention.

"I've got something else for you." he muses, tongue poking his inner cheek as if he's nervous and
excited to bring this topic.

Who knows what's going on inside his head, and you don't have time to try finding out when you're
confused and nervous. He got you something?

"What?" you ask curiously, head tilting to a side as he straightens himself and nods his head
towards his bedroom.

"Come." Is all he says, already walking there and you've nothing else to do than just follow him
and wondering what the hell is this all about.

You're not going to lie, you're curious especially when he reaches for a box that's sitting on his bed.
You're definitely confused, you were supposed to have a dinner and than he should've driven you
home, but here he is. Handing you some kind of white box with nothing on it, not even a bow or
something that boxes always have when they're gives as a present.

"If something's gonna jump at me, I'm gonna kill you." you threaten, already scared what's in there.

"Nothing's gonna jump at you," he chuckles, rolling his eyes at you. "Open it." he says, biting his
lower lip in anticipation while you eye the box with wary eyes.

Sighing, there's nothing heavy or moving inside of it, so you decide to open it. Your curiosity gets
the best of you and you open it, tossing the thin paper away to reveal Jungkook's present to you.
Gasping, you almost drop the box when you're staring at one thing that you'd never expect to be
there. You'd never expect Jungkook to get you something like that. In other situations, you'd
probably die of laughter but all you can do is eye the pink vibrator with mortified look. Mouth
open, eyes slowly averting to Jungkook who seems to be enjoying your reaction. Arms crossed
over his chest, he's biting his lip to prevent himself from grinning and all you can do is stutter over
your words, before you find a courage to talk properly.

"What the hell? Why would you buy this?" you ask, eyes dropping back to the box.

You can't believe there's a fucking vibrator.

"Well, you've never talked about anything you'd like to try. So I wanted to make this more
interesting for you and this looked like a great idea," he explains, watching you as you slowly sit
up on the edge of his bed with a puzzled look.

That's true. You wanted him to fulfil your desires, although you're not sure if using vibrator is one
of them. You've been so pleased with Jungkook, only him, that you've never thought about other
options. Sure, you've tried spanking, throat fucking but that's about all.

Oh my god. Does he think you're boring in bed? Is he tired of you, so he bought you a freaking
dildo?

"Please don't overthink this. I thought we could try it, but if you're not comfortable with this we
don't have to do anything." he speaks up before you can voice your thoughts, even though you
weren't planning on it. Not anytime soon anyway. You're so shocked that you can't even react or
talk properly.
"We? You want us to try this?" you ask slowly, looking back at your best friend that gives you a
short nod.

"You can try it alone, it's totally up to you."

"What? No! That's not what I meant... I thought you bought this because-- never mind." you shake
your head, not wanting him to think that you're just overthinking prick.

"Because what? Come on, talk to me." he says, already walking up to you as he gets on his knees
and gently places his hands over yours, trying to look into your eyes.

There's no reason in avoiding him, or his big doe eyes, so you look at him. "I thought... maybe you
find me boring, so you bought this."

"What?" he lets out a chuckle, your brows pinching together. "You're not boring. You think that I
think sex with you is boring?" he raises his brows, staring at you as if you just said the most stupid
thing ever.

"Yeah?" you answer unsurely, lifting your brows. "Argh, I don't know. I certainly didn't think you
bought it because you want us to try it." you exclaim, finding it easier to talk to him. Maybe it's his
hands that are caressing your knees and the soft gaze he's giving you.

"That's if you want this," he reminds you, "You're helping me so much, and I want to do the same
for you. I want you to enjoy this. Although, don't get me wrong, our sex is fucking amazing." He's
quick to explain, eyes not budging as he's talking and you listen to him.

Our sex is fucking amazing. It sure is. And the thought that it's going to end soon makes you sad
for some reason. Fuck, Y/N. It's just sex, you're going to find someone else. Not just for sex, but
someone who's going to love you and you're going to love that person too.

"Is this something you want to try?" you ask him curiously, and you see him relax when he notices
your interest and that you're no longer overthinking his present.

"If you want to," he answers diplomatically, which causes you to glare at him. You really want to
know if he wants it as well.

The thought of him using this just makes you curious and kind of exciting. It's something new.
Your sex life used to be boring and you had only one partner in your life, Haechan. And you've
never had the balls to buy something like this, not even when you wanted to pleasure yourself.
Your fingers could do only so little, that you often ended up more frustrated with no orgasm.

"Fuck yeah, I wanna try this with you but not when we're not on the same page." he tells you,
assuring you that you don't have to feel obligated to do this because he wants to.

Good thing is, that he knows your personality and you in general, knowing that you wouldn't do
something you don't want to. But his own personality has the need to emphasize that this is totally
up to you. He doesn't want to pressure you into anything and meanwhile you've been enjoying your
sex, just like he's been, he's been thinking about how to make this more memorable for you as well.
He knows you're a real freak somewhere inside of you and that you're much more naughty than he
thought. You manage to surprise him every time you two are intimate.

"Actually, I'm quite intrigued in this," you tell him, pursing your lips to hide a smile of
embarrassment.

Of course, you know there's no reason for you to feel embarrassed because Jungkook always
makes sure you're comfortable with everything, but you can't help it. You're still in shock that he
bought something like this for you.

"When did you even buy this?"

He chuckles, taking your hand as he laces his fingers with your own. "I ordered it two days ago and
it came today." he answers, watching you as you grab the vibrator with your free hand and examine
the silicone object.

It's soft, it certainly doesn't feel as a real dick but it feels nice to touch. It looks pretty flexible as
well. "Why pink?"

"Is that your question?" he snorts, but seeing your curiosity he answers you anyway. "I don't know,
I thought it'd look pretty inside you and it matches with your pussy."

"Jungkook!" you shriek, cheeks burning red.

"What? I'm just honest." he laughs, pecking the back of your hand as he keeps stroking it with his
fingers.

"It looks expensive." you point out, eyeing the vibrator's tip.

It looks like a real dick, well minus the pink color and the fact it's fake and made out of silicone,
and even the size isn't horrendously big. It kind of matches with Jungkook's size and you wonder if
he picked it up purposely.

"It was," he nods, causing your eyes to snap at him. "I'm not telling you the price." he says
immediately, knowing that look you give him.

"Why would you buy something so expensive then? I'm sure they had cheaper options." you
murmur, hearing him laugh because you didn't tell him he should've bought anything. You said
cheaper instead.

He finds it very amusingly, his nose scrunching as his shoulders shake in laughter. He calms down,
licking his lips while a soft amusing smile decorates them.

"Just the best for my baby." he tells you simply, your eyes almost budging out but you control
yourself.

Fuck, did your heart just jump?

"Don't say stuff like that." you murmur again, avoiding his eyes as you pretend you're eyeing the
sex toy instead.

"Why not? It's true." he tells you simply, placing another kiss to your hand which makes you sigh.

True, what? That you're his baby or he wants just the best for you?

He's starting messing up with your head, not intentionally at least, you know that much. And you're
also not stupid to notice that the relationship the two of you have is different. It's not just sex.
You're aware of Jungkook's caring and sweet personality, and now that you think of it this attitude
and behavior suits him. But you hadn't expected him to be like this with you. He's so sweet,
constantly kissing you and calling you all these nice names that makes you want to kiss him and
just let him fuck you senselessly. None of you have voiced these thoughts and you wonder if
Jungkook noticed it as well. It happened naturally, just like everything in your friendship, and those
thoughts just occurred your mind all of a sudden. You were so focused on Jungkook and how
amazingly he makes you feel, that you completely didn't notice how the two of you act around
each other. He's been always affectionate with you, but morning kisses and his tender and caring
actions could be mistaken as romantic and act of love.

Love. How stupid.

But this is just sex. And you're going to enjoy it while it lasts. You both settled onto something
after all. You pretend to be his girlfriend and he'll help you with your desires. Mutual Help. Yes,
that how he called it and that's what this is.

"Let's try it." you speak up, slowly putting the dildo back into the box as Jungkook's eyes widen in
shock.

"Right now? Are you sure? You looked very shocked." he asks, eyes filled with worry but also a
hidden lust behind them.

"I did look shocked," you agree, "But I want this." you assure him, giving him a slight smile he
returns.

Giving you a little nod, he straightens himself, still on his knees but enough to reach your lips
which he kisses. He gives a few pecks to them, before he stands up and hovers over you. Reaching
for his shirt and clutching it in a fist, you pull him towards you which surprises him and causes him
to stumble.

"Easy tiger," he muses, letting out a soft chuckle while he holds himself on his hands, careful not to
crash you.

You giggle, hands too preoccupied to unbuckling his belt. "I should be the one calling you tiger,
you bought me a freaking dildo." you joke, causing him to snicker.

"Don't act like you don't like my present." he teases you, pecking your nose while you struggle to
take off his jeans which stays underneath his bum.

You start stroking him through his boxers, noticing how he clenches his jaw and tries to control his
reactions which to be fair, amuses you.

"Ah, is this present supposed to be a replacement for my ripped stockings?" you raise your brow,
mischief sparkling in your eyes when he stares at you through hooded eyes.

"Let's be honest, dildo is much better than any stockings." he snorts, causing you to do same before
you scoff.

"Says who? You?"

Jungkook nods teasingly, nibbling on his bottom lip as you keep stroking him, feeling his length
hardening under your touch.

"To answer your question," he gulps when you squeeze him, your lips curving to a slight smirk.
"No, it's not a replacement for your stockings. I'll buy them to you. I just can't believe you're still
thinking about some stockings." he chuckles, hissing when you squeeze him a little bit too hard.

Intentionally, of course.

"Of course, I am. I'm a woman, I love my clothes." you sneer, wiggling your brows that makes him
laugh.

"I'll buy you anything you want, just forget it already." he jokes, your brow raising.

"Careful, Jeon. Don't promise something you can't keep." you tease him.

The corner of his lips quirks up as he starts kissing down your neck, almost shifting your focus but
you won't let him distract you.

"All this for some stupid stockings," he mutters against your lips, causing you to giggle. "You're
gonna be the death of me."

Pulling his hardening length, he groans quietly as you circle your thumb over his tip that leaks with
pre-cum. Pushing against his chest, he seems confused but follows your hands as you switch your
position and push him on the bed. He opens his mouth in a mere shock, but licks his pink lips when
he sees you smirking down at him. All his attention is on you, eyes watching your every move,
drinking you in especially when you spit into your hand before you grip him and start stroking his
length. The tip is red, skin velvet and strained wanting some attention. And you give him that.

So far, Jungkook seems to be controlling himself and barely reacting to your touch, which to be
honest, quite annoys you. You take it as a challenge, wanting to get some reaction from him except
his occasional silenced groans that seem to get out of his mouth unintentionally. The first touch of
your lips is when you kiss the reddened tip, tasting his pre-cum and almost rolling your eyes at the
sweet musky taste. You've never been so turned on about getting a head someone. But this is not
just someone, he's not even your real boyfriend and here you're, almost salivating all over his cock
when you barely put him in your mouth. It's everything about him. How hot he looks laying there,
almost fully clothed with his boxers resting underneath his cock and exposing that intimate part of
him. Or how sharper his jawline looks from below where you're seated between his legs. How his
tattooed arm rests over his stomach, those veins poking out of his beautiful skin. And lastly, how
eager you're to please him because that arouses you even more to the point your underwear is
sticking to your core.

Opening your mouth, you let his cock head inside just to swirl your tongue over it which makes his
breath hitch but other than that, he barely reacts. Frowning with a challenge in your mind, you take
him deeper and start sucking him off. Going back to his tip, just to go deeper with each time and
repeating that process all over again. You always go back to his tip, sucking it and swirling your
tongue against it like your life depends on it. Jungkook is not a vocal person during sex, of course
he knows his way around words to make the whole enjoyment of sex even more memorable and
pleasing. And during that time, you can hear him groaning and growling from time to time,
especially when he's about to cum but apart from that, he's not extremely vocal. You're definitely
winning in this category, which probably strokes his male ego and embarrasses you when you think
about your vocals after sex.

Was I being too loud? Did someone hear me?

These kind of questions occur your mind, not really bothering you or something like that. It's just a
simple thought of curiosity and maybe a little bit of embarrassment. There are thin walls
everywhere, you wonder if your or Jungkook's neighbors heard you. You drift away during sex so
often that sometimes, you don't even realize what you say most of the time during it.

When you pull away, causing his cock slip from your mouth you lick your lips and watch him
slowly open his eyes to meet your dark and lustful gaze. "Was that good?" you almost purr,
wanting to hear a praise or something at this point.
You watch his tongue slowly sliding across his bottom lip, cheeks slightly flushed as he gives you
a tiny smirk. "Perfect."

But you don't have to be done with him, you'd do anything to feel him cumming inside your mouth
again. Just the thought of it makes you clench around nothing and almost forcing you to let out a
needy whimper.

"You want me to—"

"No," he says immediately, raising from his laying position and suddenly hovering over you even
from his sitting position, mimicking your own. "It's your turn."

And before you can protest, because he hasn't cum yet and you'd really want to make that happen,
he's already standing up tucking his cock back into his boxers. Smirking, his lips quirk up in
amused curl at the way your shoulders drop in disappointment but you don't care how easily he can
tell. You're not trying hiding it anyway.

However, you watch him undress his jeans which he drops onto the floor and reaches for the box.
Pulling out the pink vibrator, that you've already acquainted yourself with, before he tosses the box
onto the floor as well and places the sex toy next to you. Slowly, like a snake that's eyeing its prey,
he pins you down with his darkened eyes meanwhile satisfied grin appears on those appealing lips
as your back meets the mattress.

When his lips presses against your jaw, neck and slowly moving at the top of your breasts, you feel
yourself arching from the bed in a desperate need to feel him more and closer. While his lips are
preoccupied with your exposed skin that is available to his mouth, Jungkook's hands are too busy
gripping your hips, ass and thighs.

"Jungkook," you breathe out, "Please." you whimper, clutching his shirt in your hand as you pull at
the fabric.

He pulls away, slowly licking his lips as he starts working on your clothes, undressing you like you
wanted him to. When you start tugging his shirt again, he gets the message and takes it off, giving
your eyes another worthy sight of his toned abs.

You're momentarily distracted by none other than Jungkook himself, too busy salivating over your
best friend to fully focus on his hands that work on your clothes until you're completely bare in
front of him. There's not an ounce of shame or embarrassment, it's not the first time he sees you
naked and when he drinks you in with those dark orbs, you grow even more needy and confident.

"You're beautiful," he says softly, eyes shifting at your breasts that are perked up just for him. "So
beautiful."

"Stop," you whisper, avoiding his mere confusion that settles on those eyes before he shakes it off.

"Why? It's true." he tells you, fingers pinching your nipple that makes you groan at the sudden
pressure he puts there.

"You shouldn't," you try to tell him, voice strained while you're having a trouble to fully focus on
your own words. Again. It's just what Jungkook does. He's completely messing up with your head.
"You can't." you add, whimpering when he envelopes your nipple with his mouth and starts
sucking your sensitive bud.

"I should," he says, twirling his tongue around your nipple before he adds; "And I can."
You want to protest, tell him that he shouldn't be telling you all those stuff. You know he'd just
question it and you'd have to tell him how weird it makes you feel. On the other hand, you're
completely giddy all inside whenever he compliments you, you can feel your heart beating so fast
that it almost hurts. But he shouldn't be saying you this, he's not your real boyfriend. He should say
those stuff to someone he loves. Loves differently than you as his best friend. Someone whom he's
romantically involved.

But you can't bring yourself to tell him that, not in the middle of this and especially not when he
gives the same attention to your other nipple making your thoughts going away in seconds. He
spreads your legs with his hand that slowly palms your heat, humming against your nipple when
your wetness coats his fingers.

"You like this, don't you?" he chuckles lowly, still palming your heat while circling his finger
around your opening just to tease you.

All you can do is mewl under his touch, incomprehensible words in a form of pleading leave your
mouth. You can't bear all this teasing, you need to feel something more. You need him and you
don't care how desperate you look or sound.

You're too distracted to notice him grabbing the vibrator, until you feel it being pressed against
your clit. It's colder than Jungkook's hands and it pries your eyes open, seeing him pressing the
pink toy against you. As soon as your eyes meet, the corner of his mouth quirks up in a slightest
teasing smirk before your whole body jerks with surprise. The toy comes to life, sending vibrations
straight to your clit that makes you arch yourself.

"Fuck," you gasp, not expecting that to happen. "You didn't tell me--"

"What? That it can do this?" he says, pressing the toy even more into your clit that makes you
moan. "Oh, baby. It can do so much more."

With that, the vibration gets more intense and faster, your clit throbbing almost painfully while
Jungkook starts rubbing the toy at your most sensitive spot. It's different – you've never felt this
kind of pleasure. You suddenly understand Jungkook's idea of trying something new and exploring
a new field of something you never thought you'd do. He's truthful to his words, doing his part of
helping you with your desires that you didn't expect to have and want.

The new pleasant feeling makes your whole body shiver, or maybe it's Jungkook hovering over you
almost naked with dark hair falling onto his face, or it's simple combination of both that takes you
over the edge before you can even realize it. With another rub and skilful twist of his wrist, you're
cumming undone just from the set of vibration. Jungkook rides you through it, slowing down the
vibration until he fully turns it off when you're done breathless.

"How was it?" he asks in a hushed tone, eyes watching you as your own open slowly, meeting his
gaze.

He kisses down your jaw, sucking your skin there and you're too fucked out to tell him to be careful
about possible marks. You can't be showing up at work with hickeys covering your skin, Yoongi
would never let you live and you don't need unnecessarily attention from your colleagues anyway.

"Amazing." you manage to let out, still feeling your heart hammering against your chest.

"You ready for more?" he asks against your skin, sending a few rounds of shivers down your
whole body as your breath hitches.
"More?" you ask breathlessly, wondering what he's got planned for tonight.

Surely, this is not the end of your night and pleasure. Jungkook's cock is still fully hard and
yearning for that attention which makes your eyes widen in realization that he still hadn't cum. You
were so fully focused on your pleasure that you completely forgot about Jungkook's for a few
minutes.

"You didn't think I'm done with you, right?" he chuckles, pecking your lips as he sits up and takes
off his boxers, fully exposing his cock to your hungered gaze.

Smirking, he starts pumping himself and the single sight is enough to make lust clouding your
mind all over again. You feel yourself clenching and needing that pleasure all over again, despite
that you just came. It wasn't enough, you need to feel him inside and just that thought makes you
shiver with excitement. Slowly sitting up, you let his dark eyes watch you as you get closer to him,
just to put him closer by the back of his neck. You kiss him, letting your lips linger on his own just
for a few more seconds before you pull away.

"I want to be on top tonight," you tell him, met with a tiny smirk as he nods.

He reaches for the nightstand, pulling out a condom that you rip from his hands and urge him to
lay down. He listens to you, still smirking down at you even from his position as he makes himself
comfortable. You open the condom, eyes locked on his while he plops his arms behind his head,
laying in his full glory. With cock slapped against his stomach, you grab him and put on the
condom before you give him a few pumps. He bites his lip, still smirking at you which causes you
to roll your eyes.

"Why the hell are you smirking?" you murmur, hovering over him while you straddle him, not
fully sitting onto him.

"Nah, I'm just enjoying this." he muses.

"What? Me being on top?" you chuckle, grabbing his length as you let him run up and down your
slit.

"You being so... dominant," he decides to say, eyes closing for a mere moment as you put more
pressure onto his length. "Use me, baby. Make yourself cum."

Fuck, he's killing you.

"You ready?" you ask him, looking deeply into his eyes as he grins, poking his inner cheek with a
tongue, a habit of his (extremely hot habit), before he opens his mouth;

"Like never before."

 Chapter 24

The moment you sink down his length, your and Jungkook's breath turns into a sharp intake of air.
Your walls are swallowing him, welcoming every inch of him with greediness and you take it as
your mission to sink down onto him in one go. When you succeed with that and Jungkook's
throbbing length is fully nestled inside you, you take that time to let out a long sigh as you bring
yourself to relax. It's incredible how amazingly he stretches your walls meanwhile it feels like
you're experiencing this for the first time. You're not, you're definitely not, considering you've had
sex with him couple of times. But still, every time it feels as if it's new and better each time.

"Holy shit," Jungkook breathes, feeling you clenching around him while you're barely moving, still
adjusting to sudden stretch. "I could never get enough of this."

Your insides tickle with a sudden pride and confidence, meanwhile your head is screaming at him
to shut up. Fuck, he's so good with words and at everything that involves sex and him as a person.
You wish he wasn't your best friend, hating him would be a great option right now.

Letting your palms sprawl against his stomach, you slowly lift yourself, carefully not letting him
slip out before you drop yourself back. You whimper, finding it hard to control your thrusts to
make both of you feel good when you feel like you're about to cum any second. You know it'd take
just a few thrusts and maybe five minutes until you're cumming undone all over again. However,
you want this to last longer and a huge part of you doesn't want to disappoint Jungkook.

"Take your time," he tells you gently, his own voice strained. It must be torture for him to feel your
walls clenching around him but without you moving or giving him at least some kind of friction. It
doesn't surprise you that he's sweet, reminding you that you should take it at your own pace.

Little does he know that your mind is thinking dozen things at the same time and he's in every one
of them.

You watch his eyes flicker between your bodies, his head propped on his pillow gives him a better
view at your connected bodies. He can't see much, but just the sight of your breasts, stomach and
legs sprawled over him is just enough. The rest of it he can imagine, maybe it's better he can't see
his dick and your pussy. He'd probably cum too fast.

His hands find their way to your ass, giving it a firm squeeze as you bite your lower lip in response.
Deciding you need to feel more, and that his dick nestled inside of you is not enough anymore, you
lift yourself again and drop yourself back, but not entirely. This way, you create slow and gentle
pace that makes you adjust to his size even more, until it gets more bearable and your own body
pleads for more. With that, you pick up pace and fully lean against Jungkook's chest with your
hands all over him. He helps you, lifting you by holding the underside of your ass cheeks while he
meets your thrusts by buckling his hips into yours in halfway. Your body feels hot, too hot to the
point you feel like you're on fire. Your hair smack against your back with each thrust and you feel
sweat creating on your naked and exposed skin, but that doesn't stop you. You're more than aware
that at the end of this, you're both going to be sweaty.

"Mhm," Jungkook groans, the back of your thighs slapping against the top of his, creating a sinful
sound inside his bedroom. "That's it, baby. You feel so good."

You almost purr at his praise, but you can't bring yourself to react in any other way than just
moaning back. The combination of his hard length thrusting into you and his balls smacking
against your puckered hole, is leaving you breathless and you know you're loosing it. Even the way
your breasts bounce adds some kind of pleasure into this. Slowly, your thrusts come to a halt and
you pry your eyes open to check Jungkook, whose brows are furrowed in pleasure and mouth open.
He opens his eyes slowly, glancing at your breasts that are no longer bouncing and he almost pouts
at that. His hands twitch to touch them, wanting to feel those soft mounds of yours but before he
can even lift his hands, you're already sliding off him.

Jungkook is left confused, too fucked out to say anything. However, before his mind can
comprehend that his pleasure has been cut off, you're straddling him again this time facing him
with your back. Sinking back onto him is quicker this time but still causes pleasure to shoot straight
to your bodies.

"Oh, fuck," you moan out as soon as you start riding him, the angle causing his length hitting
deeper as you feel him pressed against your walls.

At first, he's helping you lift your hips up with every thrust but then his hands that were gripping
your hips leave, and his next target are your bouncing breasts that unfortunately for him, he can't
see. But he doesn't mind, he reaches for them and starts squeezing them until he gives your nipples
a little pinch. Your mouth falls open at that, eyes rolling back as another wave of much more
intense pleasure shoots straight through your entire body. Only one thought is on your mind and
that is; you can't stop. You've to keep going as you feel yourself clenching around Jungkook's cock
that's throbbing inside of you. You wish you could feel him better, even though the condoms he
buys are super thin, you can only imagine how he'd feel bare. God, you can imagine him cumming
inside of you and you wonder how that feels like. With a few more pinching of your nipples
coming from none other than Jungkook, whose main mission is focused on your breasts, and
Jungkook's little grunts, you're cumming without warning. There's no time to say something, your
body reacts automatically and the knot in your stomach snaps as your walls keep uncontrollably
clenching around Jungkook's cock.

Jungkook must've knew you're cumming, he could certainly read all the signs coming from you,
even though this one just hits different. You calm down, leaning yourself against Jungkook's calves
that gives him a perfect view of your backside that he certainly appreciates. He's still fully hard
inside of you and you're almost embarrassed that you came that quick.

"Come on, baby," he says, hand slowly caressing your lower back as he moves to your ass and
gives it squeeze. "One more." he jerks his hips up, his cock hitting you deep as you gasp at the
overstimulation.

You can feel your heart in your throat, beating loudly from the amount of strength you put into this.
Fuck, your stamina is bad.

"I can't," you murmur, slowly lifting yourself but still clutching his knees this time as you use it as
a support for your tired body. "I'll just suck you off." you suggest, not seeing Jungkook's frown.

That is, until you turn around and he pouts slowly shaking his head. "Come on, I know you can
take more," he says lowly, voice raspy while his eyes turn darker and slowly starts thrusting up.

Closing your eyes, you don't protest as you slowly start rolling your hips to give it a try. If it
doesn't feel good and you can't take it, you're done and he'll just have to accept it. However, you're
too busy trying to focus on your body and the slightest pleasure that slowly awakens, not noticing
Jungkook reaching for the toy until it's pressed against your clit.

"Shhh, trust me." he shushes your once he hears your whimpering, turning on the toy.

Fuck, this man is a maniac. He's stuffing you full, sending another pleasure to your clit while using
the sex toy he specifically bought for you. God, if he isn't perfect then no one is. Lifting your hips
up, you start repeating your previous action as he keeps the toy pressing against your clit before he
starts rubbing it over the swollen bud.

"Fuck, Jungkook," you groan, back arching as another flame sets inside of you and you feel
yourself getting even more hungry for him.

"You're doing so good, baby," he groans, pressing the toy even more against you which makes you
moan. "So fucking sexy, look at you. Riding my cock."

"Shut up," you choke out, causing him to chuckle at your response and quick dismissal. "You're
gonna make me cum."

"That's the intention," he chuckles again, his free hand slowly touching your ass before he starts
circling your puckered hole. "I wish you could see yourself, riding my cock like a needy bitch."

"Did you just call me a bitch?" you ask him breathlessly, voice absent of actual anger since you're
too busy riding him. With your ass slapping against his faint patch of black hair and abdomen, he
seems to be handling his hands pretty well and doesn't find it hard.

"Yeah, I did," he tells you, amusement thick in his low voice.

Fuck, he's everywhere. You feel him inside of you, one hand pressing the vibrating toy against
your clit that's already swollen and his other hand circling your puckered hole.

"Has anyone fucked your ass?" he asks, as if he's not fucking you and trying to hold a conversation.

You almost choke on your spit, chasing your orgasm and if you weren't so hungry for it, you'd
probably scold him for asking such question. However, considering the current situation and how
literally everything feels so erotic and ten thousand times hotter than usual, you clench around him
at his dirty mind.

"No," you gasp, feeling him pressing his thumb against your hole while you're loosing your tempo.

"Will you let me?"

Fuck.

"Jungkook," you moan, whining when he puts the toy slightly off your clit. Even his hands around
your puckered hole go away and you feel him sitting up, chest brushing against your back before
he surprises you by his hand making an appearance on your neck.

He hugs it with his huge hand, all while you're bouncing on him. He presses the sex toy against
your clit again and you cry out in pleasure. Fuck, you're not going to make it out alive.

"I asked you something," he spits, putting a pressure around your neck. You're still able to breathe,
he's being extra careful not to cut your oxygen while his lips brush against your earlobe. "Will you
let me fuck it one day?"

In this position and in the heat of this moment, you'd promise him anything. Your mind is
elsewhere, understanding and at the same time completely clueless about what he's asking. But
how can you resist when he feels so good, you feel sweat coating your body that's set on flame
thanks to your best friend.

"Yes," you moan out, "Yes!" you almost scream, surprising yourself for being so vocal this time.
You can't go without being a moaning mess with occasional whimpering and gasps, but this is
new.

The pleasure starts to become unbearable and just like before, with Jungkook pressing the toy even
more and meeting your thrusts as much as his position allows him to, his hand wrapped around
your neck slowly squeezing it is the final touch you need.

"Cumming!" you manage to gasp out, body going completely still as you let orgasm overtake your
body. You've never felt this kind of pleasure before, whatever happened you let your body do its
thing as you feel like someone just ripped a soul out of you.

Jungkook's cock twitches and with a few desperate thrusts into you, he growls as he's cumming as
well. "Fuuuck." he groans, filling the condom with his cum as his cock keeps twitching.

When he's done, he feels your body leaning against him and he groans at the sudden pressure of
you. Pressing a soft kiss to your temple, he chuckles into your ear. "That was so fucking hot," he
murmurs, nose nudging your hair as he takes a deep breath of your scent.

You must be stinky from all the sweat and sex smell that's coating your skin, but Jungkook doesn't
seem to mind. He's probably in the very same state like you're.

"Hey, are you there? Y/N," he murmurs, voice growing slightly worried when you response with a
groan only. He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear to get a better glimpse of your face. As soon
as you open your eyes and blink couple of times, almost like you're waking up from the trance, he
sighs in relief. "I thought I lost you for a moment." he chuckles, hugging you closer to him as he
kisses your cheek.

Softening inside of you, he starts slipping out of you but in your position it's very hard and causes
Jungkook to hiss.

"I need you to move, baby. Can you do that for me?" he asks softly, his body providing a perfect
heat for your own.

Your body was completely burning just a few minutes ago and now the chilly air, despite of
Jungkook's room temperature is just fine, starts hugging your body.

Listening to him, you're doing your best to lift yourself up to allow him fully slip out of you.
Without Jungkook's strong hands that make sure you're not falling or loosing balance, you wouldn't
be able to make it on your own. It's until you see his thighs completely drenched alongside with the
sheets underneath your bodies.

"W-what?" you mumble confusingly, feeling Jungkook sitting on his knees behind you as he leans
forward to you and kisses the back of your neck.

You blush at that, eyes still staring at those drenched sheets.

"You squirted," he tells you casually, causing you to swallow down your saliva wrong as you start
coughing.

Jungkook notices your widened eyes and pink color that starts settling on your cheeks, that are still
very pinkish from the sex. "And it was fucking hot."

"I peed on you?" you ask in utter horror, slowly looking at his cheeky grin that slowly drops.

"Well, don't say it like that," he points out, "Have you done that before?" he asks, standing up as
you watch him disposing the condom off himself.

"What peed on someone?" you almost screech, causing him to snort.

"No, you moron. Squirted." he says and flicks your forehead when he's standing at the end of bed.

Frowning, you try to slap his hand but you're too slow which causes him to give you a cheeky grin
while he throws the condom into the bin that's in his bedroom.

"You're such an idiot," you scoff, "No, I haven't. This is the first time." you answer, already feeling
disgusted when you smell yourself and feel the wet sheets underneath you.

"Should I run you a bath?" he asks, still standing in front of you completely naked, not even an
ounce of shame visible on him. This man...

"I think I'll just take a shower, I need to get home." you tell him, slowly standing up as you feel
your cum slowly dripping down your thighs.

Jungkook's eyes drop between your legs, almost cockily grinning at your swollen pussy, before he
looks back at you and a worry flickers in his eyes.

"Are you sure? You really seemed out of it," he says, eyeing you as he sees your legs slightly
shaking.

Fuck, this is so embarrassing. Jungkook doesn't hesitate and goes to support your body as you
purse your lips in embarrassment. However, Jungkook doesn't think any of this is embarrassing,
quite the opposite. He's the one who's done this to you, it strokes his male ego once again.

Fuck Haechan, or whatever his name is. He could never make you feel this way.

"You could just stay the night." he offers, slowly leading the two of you into the bathroom.

"I can't, I don't have any clothes here and I need to get home anyway." you tell him, feeling like
you're hurting him with declining his offer which is completely stupid.

It was just an idea and you know how caring he is. As much as appealing it sounds, spending
another night at Jungkook's, you really do need to get back home. It was definitely fun to spend
some more time with him, it's better than coming home and being alone again. But you don't have
any more clothes and you can't wear the same thing for three days in the row. Also, you need to do
some cleaning anyways.

You stand in front of the shower while Jungkook turns on the water and makes sure it's warm.
Glancing back at you, he doesn't hide the obvious pout as he murmurs a soft; "Okay."

"Kook, you know I'd love to stay. You know I don't like to be alone," Not always though, but living
alone isn't as fun as someone might think. Especially when these days spent with Jungkook were
incredible. "But I've to get home." you remind him softly, seeing him giving you a grimace as he
chuckles.

"It's okay, Y/N," he assures you, "No big deal, although I'll miss you."

Your breath gets caught up in your throat as you stare at him with big eyes. Although, Jungkook
doesn't seem what he said as a big deal, it doesn't have no effect on him whatsoever as he turns
back to the shower and stretches his arm, like the gentleman he is, to let you in first.
"Oh no, you're not showering with me." you frown, shaking your head at him while he mimics your
frown and stares at you in amused betrayal.

"What? Why not? We showered together yesterday." he exclaims, watching you as you step into
the shower.

As soon as nice and warm water hits your body, you let out a relaxed sigh, momentarily forgetting
that there's Jungkook standing and staring at you all dumbfounded.

"And how that turned out, huh?" you muse, reaching for his shower gel before you squirt a small
amount into your palm. "I'm too sore, Kook."

"I won't do anything," he says, "Promise. I won't touch you." he promises, nibbling on his bottom
lip while he waits for you to give him a green light.

You hide a smile, wondering how the hell he went from the hottest walking sex god to a cute man
looking at you with those doe eyes that hold a hopeful look. And when he gives you an innocent
pout, that holds a hidden mischief behind it and you know it, you still can't resist.

Because, how could you?

"Alright, come in," you sigh, feigning an annoyance. "Keep your hands to yourself, bunny." you
order, hearing him snicker behind you but when you turn around, he gives you an innocent nod
which makes you roll your eyes.

He really is going to be the death of you.

"Are you serious?" you exclaim, slapping a hand over your mouth as you give an apologetic bow to
the older man that stares at you with pitiful eyes.

"I'm sorry, ma'am. There's nothing I can do right now, it can't be fixed overnight and it'll take a few
days. Do you have somewhere to stay?" he asks, taking the black case he brought with himself
after you called a landlord and he had sent this sweet and older man.

Unfortunately, he had to witness your first reaction of disbelief, irritation and pure desperation all
at once.

It all started when you were about to take a shower, just for you to be met with freezing cold water
that caused you to scream in utter shock as you almost slipped trying to get out of the shower.
Today is not your day, you had to overstay at work because someone messed up tomorrow's plans
for the newest photoshoot and it had to be done today. Even your sweet coworker, by that you
mean an absolute shithead called Min Yoongi, went home as soon as you found out there had been
some mistake done. Of course, you were the only one who was willing to stay over and fix it
before Junho could find out and strangle everyone to death. And now your warm water won't work
and there's something with the pipes, according to the repairman.

Plus, he told you it's better if you weren't using water at all just in case.

"I'll think of something," you sigh, rubbing your temples.

Your parents live far away, there's no way you can stay there since you've a job tomorrow. You
can't stay at hotel, you can't afford it right now — thanks to the little shopping spree you did just a
week ago. If you want to eat a proper food and not end up eating packs of ramen for a full month,
you need to find another way. Thankfully, the only person that could help you right now is
Jungkook. He lives the closest and doesn't have any roommates like Jimin and Taehyung do. Plus,
he's your best friend and you've stayed many times at his place. For fucks sake, you were there two
days ago.

"Thank you for coming this late," you tell to the repairman, giving him the slightest smile that you
can muster. It's not that late, but still. He was probably at home enjoying time with his family. "I'll
leave spare keys with the landlord, he's got my number. Just let me know how it's going and when
it can be done, please."

He gives you a final nod. "Of course, I'll try to be as quick as I can." he assures you.

When he leaves, you sigh and pull out the phone from your slacks before you dial the familiar
number that somehow often flashes on your screen.

"Jungkook!"

The giggles that echo in Jungkook's bedroom are like the sweetest melody he's ever heard. It's
almost magical how it automatically puts the biggest smile on his lips, which are perfectly hidden
in her black hair that has this incredible floral scent. He squeezes her even more tightly, hearing
her giggles getting more intense.

Their naked bodies are intertwined together, making it hard for them to get out of it. Why should
they, they've got the whole day after all.

"Hm," he hums, kissing her into her hair. Again. He had lost count how many times he's done that
since they woke up. "Love you."

"I love you too." she says, the smile audible in her soft morning voice.

"Uhm, again." he giggles, causing her to do the same before she opens her mouth.

"I love you."

"God, I could listen to you all day," he sighs happily, "Can't wait to marry you one day." he
murmurs into her hair, taking a sniff of her sweet scent that's mixed with his own.

Kiko blushes from his words, her heart blooming with love. She always gets emotional whenever
Jungkook mentions their future. She just know she's the one, just the simple thought of wearing
ring and having Jungkook's surname makes her all giddy inside.

"I can't wait for that too," she whispers, fingers interweaving into his dark hair as she massages
his scalp. "Isn't it silly?"

"What exactly?" Jungkook chuckles, humming when she tugs onto his roots.

"Us talking about the future."

They talked about it — couple of times, actually. And Jungkook understands exactly what she
means because he feels the same way. Like it's the first time they're talking about it, making them
all giddy and happy inside.

"What?! You don't want to be a future Mrs. Jeon?" he gasps, faking a disbelief and hurt which
makes her laugh.
His own lips twitch, trying to hide that smile again but he fails miserably when he starts giggling
with her.

"That's like, my biggest dream." she plays along, causing him to scoff in amusement.

"Oh, quiet." he rolls his eyes, slightly pulling away from her when she's trying to see him better.

Their eyes meet, warmth and love filled in Kiko's and Jungkook's, and it's just another moment
when Jungkook realizes how much he loves her and she's the one. Something about the way Kiko
looks at him tells him that she thinks the same. She pulls him closer, kissing him tightly which he
gladly accepts and kisses her back.

"I can't wait for that," she murmurs against his lips, causing Jungkook hum confusingly. "To be
your future wife someday." she whispers, Jungkook's eyes completely lightening up from her
words.

He gulps when he feels her hands on his length, slowly touching and pumping him until he moans
her name. She chuckles, kissing him again.

"I need you," she moans when his own fingers work their way between her legs. "I love you." she
reminds him.

But how could Jungkook forget? They both remind that to each other quite a lot.

And he listens to her, adjusting himself between her legs as he slowly slips inside of her, silencing
her moans with his mouth as he shows her just how much he loves her without saying those words
over and over again.

Again.

Jungkook's ringtone shakes him off of his current thoughts, his eyes blinking rapidly as they sting.
He's crying, he realizes causing him to quickly wipe those tears off as he locates the sound of his
phone. Noticing it's placed on the kitchen counter he reaches for it, still wiping his wet cheeks and
tears that doesn't seem to go away.

He can't believe a simple memory of him and Kiko just brought up so many tears, despite of it
being one of the loveliest ones. It makes him sad, so sad because it's not reality anymore and he's
facing much more important question right now. He's been so strong for so long, barely cried even
though he has to admit, he thought of their relationship quite a lot. But not to the point he became
emotional and started crying.

Your name flashes on the screen of his phone, bringing a curiosity out of him as he questions why
you're calling him this late. Coughing, he makes sure his voice doesn't sound weak that his crying
could've caused before he accepts the call.

"Y/N?" he asks, not sure what to expect from your late night call.

"Hey, Kook," he hears you sigh at other end, " Sorry to bother you this late."

It's 10pm, it's not that late but he's surprised you're still awake. You usually go to bed much earlier
if it's in the middle of the week, so you're not too tired the next following day in your work.

"No, it's okay. Did something happen?" he asks, his voice raising a sudden worry.

"Yes and no. I need some place to stay for a couple of days," you explain, as he hears some rustling
on the other end. "Can I stay at yours?" he hears your tiredness and hidden annoyance that you're
trying to hide, but Jungkook can see right through it.

"Of course," he tells you gently, turning off the light in the kitchen as he slowly makes his way to
living room. "I'll wait for you, you know the code right?"

"Yeah, sorry for calling this late but there's something wrong with the pipes or whatever, so I can't
really use water. It broke just as I came home which is so fucking annoying, but thank God this
nice repairman came and checked it out. But he's gotta work on it tomorrow since it's late and he
probably has--"

"Y/N, baby," he chuckles, stopping you from getting yourself even more angry than you already
sound. He knows by the end of your sentence you'd be probably screaming. "It's fine, just come
here."

"Thanks," he hears you sigh in relief, almost as if he could say something else to you. You know
you can always count on him. "I love you."

He cackles when he hears you snorting, causing him to shake his head at you. "I'll remind you of
that when you'll call me an idiot again."

"Oh, shut up," He can practically see you rolling your eyes. "I'll just pack some clothes and I'll be
there quick."

"You want me to pick you up?" he offers, causing you to shake your head but then you realize he
can't see you.

"No, it's okay. I can drive myself there, plus I need to drive myself to work anyway." you sigh again
as he hears you shuffling and cursing under your breath before a loud thud echoes in the phone.

"I could--"

"No, before you offer yourself to be my driver again, I'll stop you right here," he hears you
chuckling, "I'll see you soon, bye Kook."

Jungkook stutters over his words, sighing in defeat when he hears you've ended the call just like
that. This woman... he thinks as he chuckles and shakes his head, making himself comfortable on
the couch while he waits for your arrival.

"You were lying."

You almost choke on the herbal tea you've just made for yourself when you hear a monotone
voice. Met with your coworker's narrowed eyes, looking at you like you were just caught
murdering someone, you give him a skeptical raise of your brow.

"Pardon?"

"You were lying." he crosses his arms over his chest, raising a brow at you this time in a silenced
challenge which makes you snort at him.

"I heard you first time," you chuckle, "I just don't know what the hell are you talking about." you
inform your certainly annoying coworker that won't let you enjoy your break in peace.

"He's not your fuck buddy," he says simply, your face twisting with a confusion written all over it
before his words click and you realize he's talking about Jungkook. "He drove you here this
morning, kissed you before leaving and you blushed when you saw me looking."

Fuck, so he really saw that.

Just as Jungkook had decided to kiss you, Yoongi parked his car in a perfect spot where he could
see everything. You were just hoping he hadn't seen any of that but of course, you were wrong.

None of this was planned. You were supposed to drive yourself here with your own car, but you
barely slept for the whole night just to wake up with cramps that had slowly but intensely grown
into unbearable pain. Your period had really chosen the right time to come, especially when you
weren't prepared for any of it. It should've came next week and you completely forgot to bring
more pads. Luckily, you always carry a few in your handbags just in case. So, you had taken some
pain relief pills which Jungkook luckily had and was more than willing to give them to you at the
sight of your scrunched face in pure pain.

Jungkook has proved himself to be even better best friend when he offered to drive you to your
work, despite of your words last night of him being your driver. The whole ride was filled with soft
music and Jungkook's worried tone every now and then, asking if it still hurts. Fortunately, the
pills started working before he even parked the car and the rest of your day isn't spend with
unbearable cramps and pain.

But that's not all. He even offered himself to go and buy you whatever you need, not forgetting to
mention pads and tampons as he said it, saying his work day isn't as hectic and he's got some free
time. Rather than feeling embarrassed of him being so vocal about female's stuff, because there's
nothing embarrassing about it at all, you were just staring at him agape. He didn't seem to be
clueless about that stuff and only one word, no only one name, explained it all. Kiko.

He must've bought those stuff for her whenever she needed it. All you could do was just to stare at
him in amazement, even voicing your thoughts as he just grinned and told you it's completely
normal. But it's not, it's not normal and so casual for every man to do this and then there is
Jungkook, totally offering himself.

Yoongi's sharp eyes are hard to miss, especially when he's staring at you completely emotionless
like he's not accusing you of lying at the moment.

"I didn't know you're so invested in my personal life," you settle on saying, cocking a provocative
brow at your coworker that doesn't seem to be threatened by what you're implying. "And I didn't
know I've a stalker."

"This is probably so far, the most interesting thing that happened here, kill me for being curious.
And I'm not your stalker, I just managed to see it." he stands up for himself, showing you a frown
that somehow settles a huge grin on your lips.

"Oh, so you do admit that you're curious about my life. How sweet, I didn't know you like me that
much." you muse, taking a sip of your tea, not letting him see that this conversation makes you
amused but nervous at the same time.

There's just something about him seeing the intimacy between you and Jungkook. You know
you're just looking into it too much and Yoongi actually doesn't have any idea what's really going
on, but it's like he's unintentionally pointing at your silenced thoughts. Well, you did try to
persuade yourself that it's nothing, you and Jungkook, the whole night and it almost worked. Until
your coworker had decided to crush your pathetic excuses.
"As if," he snorts, "You weren't particularly hiding, I just caught you in a lie. Your method of
distracting me and turning this into something that it's not, is not working. You gotta try harder,
sweetheart." he smirks, the corner of his lips quirking up at your widened eyes and evident drop of
your shoulders in disappointment.

Can't he be just dumb and completely clueless? Now that you think about it, you liked him more
when he wasn't talking that much.

"Still, you don't make any point. Can't fuck buddies kiss?" you ask dumbfounded, growing annoyed
at him for questioning the relationship you and Jungkook have. Fuck, even you don't know
anymore. No, you do. Of course you do. He's just fucking you while you're pretending to be his
girlfriend.

"Fuck buddies fuck. They don't drive you to work and home, kiss you and make you blush no
matter how good they fucked you last night." he says, cockily raising his brow once again as if he
just made a point.

Getting what he's initiating, your eyes widen as you shake your head. "We didn't fuck last night!"
you exclaim in hushed tone, grateful there's no one who could hear your conversation.

Of course you didn't, you got your period. What if you hadn't? You probably would fuck, who are
you lying to. Or maybe not, you were pretty much upset about the repair your apartment needs and
you were already emotional from your period coming before you even realized it.

"Say it to that purple hickey on your neck, you're pretty shitty at hiding stuff let me tell you that."
he snickers, eyes flickering to your neck as your hand automatically slaps against your skin.

You don't need mirror to see it, even though you've no idea how much visible it is. The feeling of
Jungkook's lips on your skin is not forgotten yet and you want to curse him out for leaving another
mark on you. How could you not noticed it when you were getting ready in the bathroom? Oh
yeah, too busy stressing over pads and dealing with raging hormones.

You didn't lie, you really didn't have sex yesterday. You were stressing over your apartment and
the sudden issue that happened out of nowhere, meanwhile Jungkook was comforting you and
giggling at your endless curses that turned into a whiny pout. Hormones played a huge part in your
behavior as well and you sucked Jungkook's lips as if your life depended on it. He didn't seem to
mind, he quickly got adjusted to your needy kisses that turned into a wild make out with Jungkook's
lips nibbling on your lips and neck as well. That's how you ended up with a love bite. You needed
that, the distraction he and his mouth had done successfully. After that, you both just went to sleep
to Jungkook's bedroom where you drifted away straight away.

"I don't have to explain anything to you," you settle on saying, not liking how distracted you've
become and judging by Yoongi's knowing look you know, he noticed. "So, take your stalking kink
elsewhere." you give him a fake smile which he returns, rolling his eyes.

"Stalking kink, does that even exists?" he scoffs, looking at you dumbfounded as you shrug.

"You'd know."

"Fuck off," he frowns, "If your pretty boy gets tired of you, give him my number." he says, your
mouth dropping causing him to grin in triumph while he slowly backs off, making sure he gives
you a provocative wave and smirk.

"He wouldn't want you!" you yell at him, ignoring some of your coworkers that turn around and
eye the two of you.

"Why not? He wants you!" he calls back, closing the door behind him causing you to fume like an
angry bull. You're going to kill him one day, you swear.

Yoongi just likes to get on your nerves and no matter how careless you've tried to look, his words
are stuck in your head. The fact he noticed something like that from just simply watching you,
proves you that no matter what your and Jungkook's friendship and relationship bloomed into, is
dangerously dancing in front of a very important line.

You need to talk to him as soon as possible.

"Why are we here again?" Jimin asks, eyeing Jungkook who's too determined to search for
something that Jimin has no idea about. His friend successfully ignores him, letting out a triumph
'got it' as he stops in front of an aisle. Drugstore aisle.

He watches his friend grabbing a pack of something, that is soon recognized as pads, Jimin's eyes
widening in surprise.

"Y/N wanted me to buy her some pads. Should I get her tampons too?" he asks, doe eyes glancing
at his friend that has a look of bewilderment.

"How should I know?" he exclaims, cheeks slightly tinted from Jungkook's question. "What did she
tell you?"

"She mentioned pads but I've seen a box of tampons in my bathroom this morning," he tells Jimin,
tossing three packs of pads into the shopping basket. "I'll just get her both, just in case." he
murmurs to himself, taking tampons as well. The same ones he saw in his bathroom.

They've been hanging out ever since Jungkook's photoshoot ended – just a bunch of girls that
wanted to take some photos for their blogs – when Jungkook realized he has to get your stuff
before he picks you up. And here they are right now. After two hours of eating, talking and
laughing, he has to do this task.

"This is... good." Jimin mutters, causing Jungkook to glance at him with furrowed brows while
confusion dances on his soft features.

"What is?"

"Well, I mean-- you buying her... this women stuff." he stutters, Jungkook raising a brow at his
friend whose cheeks starts to get pink.

"What's good about it?" he asks confusingly.

"You didn't get her pregnant, that's win... right?" Jimin jokes, chuckling nervously as Jungkook's
eyes widen and he almost chokes on his spit.

"Hyung, what the fuck," he exclaims, voice strained and eyes still big. "We use protection." he
justifies, not even sure why the hell is he telling this to Jimin.

"Good, good!" Jimin nods, awkwardly pursing his plump lips before he stares at Jungkook with
unrecognizable look on his face. "How is she... is she good?"
Jungkook starts coughing, almost choking himself in the process as he glares at Jimin. Is he
seriously asking him that?

"What the fuck," he says again, ignoring the stare an old lady that's passing by gives him. "I'm not
telling you! Why the hell would you ask that?" he scolds Jimin, causing his friend to give him an
apologetic look.

"I panicked! We've always talked about this stuff before!" he explains, voice raising as he shrugs
his shoulders innocently.

It's true. Him, Jimin and Taehyung used to talk about that stuff. Not entirely like women would, but
just like young and curious men that have conversations when they're drunk or over a few drinks.
And now that he's dating you, he barely shares anything even if it's awfully personal and Jimin
finds that weird. Jimin just thinks it's different with you. However, he doesn't know the real reason
of Jungkook not talking about his 'girlfriend'. Even if he shared something, he was always
respectful not to say anything too personal about his then girlfriend. It depends what's the fine line
between personal and too much, but even Jungkook isn't perfect and after couple of drinks or beers,
his mouth would set free and he'd share some of his sex life with his dear friends whom didn't do it
any differently. It's a common thing between friends.

"I still can't believe you two are dating." he adds, voice silencing while Jungkook looks away
before Jimin can caught onto his twisted features.

"Yeah," he coughs, giving him a tight smile. He turns around and makes his way towards the cash
register with Jimin trailing behind him.

"I've to admit," Jimin starts, Jungkook's shoulders tensing. If he remembers correctly, when the
two of you had an argument, you mentioned something about Jimin and Taehyung questioning
your relationship as well. He hates lying to his friend, so the only weapon not to get caught is being
silent and not saying anything at all. "I quite like the two of you as a couple."

Jungkook turns around slowly, staring dumbfounded at his older friend that just grins at him.

"You do look comfortable around Y/N," he explains, but Jungkook just blinks couple of times in
the same confusion which causes Jimin to sigh before he opens his mouth again. "I don't know
how to explain it, but when you were with Kiko you behaved yourself. I'm not saying you weren't
yourself, you certainly were but with Y/N... you two fool around, make fun of each other and even
bicker like you always used to. It's like nothing changed, but everything changed at the same time.
You kiss each other, touch each other all the--"

"We do not touch each other all the time,"

You don't. It's not like the two of you are overly touchy in front of your friends. Yes, some of it had
been to prove them, mainly to Kiko, that you're really dating together even if you aren't. When
Hoseok got involved in that, you had to be more careful and try harder. But still, it doesn't feel like
you were overly touchy just to prove point.

"I'm not saying you can't keep your hands to yourself, what I meant by that is just... it's different."
Jimin shrugs, grinning at his friend probably wondering why is Jungkook so serious and defensive
about.

"I was very comfortable around Kiko." he almost snaps at Jimin, not really liking what his friend
just said.
Jimin doesn't put much thought into it, he knows it's probably weird for the two of you as well.
And he's just glad you both got over the argument you had at the camping trip. Meanwhile,
Jungkook is interrupted by a woman's voice who greets him, already scanning the toiletries he
bought for you. He gives her a tensed smile, still shaken up from Jimin's sudden words.

When he loads the stuff into his car, his phone beeps with a notification because of a new message.

Y/N: what are you doing tonight? can we talk?

 Chapter 25

The anticipation of Jungkook's arrival is nerve-racking and you almost feel like you could throw up
any second. It gets even worse when a message from him comes, notifying you of his presence in
the parking lot in front of the building you work at. Your nerves don't ease up even when Jungkook
greets you with his usual sweet smile, waiting for you to buckle up before he drives out of the
parking lot.

"How was your day?" he asks, lowering the volume of the radio to hear you better.

"Weird, I don't really wanna talk about it," you murmur truthfully. "How was yours?"

You notice the faint frown that settles on his face, but he doesn't pry and respects your decision of
not wanting to talk about your day. It makes you feel like an ass, but you'd have to mention Yoongi
and his remarks that are still making your blood boil. But it's not his fault, you know there's some
truth to his spying, even if he denies to call it that way. Well, stalking it was. There's no point
talking about it now, you want to talk about it in more private and comfortable setting than in
Jungkook's car, even though something tells you it doesn't matter because it won't be comfortable.
At least for you. There are hundreds of thoughts that keep running inside your mind, creating
different scenarios before Jungkook even has something to say.

"Good, I hung out with Jimin for awhile," he tells you, taking a right turn.

Your eyes fall down onto his tattooed knuckles, the year of his mother's birth date, and the veins
peaking beneath his skin that slowly disappears underneath his shirt. Goddamn tattoos. You still
remember him showing you them, your mouth dropping how many of them he got at once. It just
assured you that this man is crazy and spontaneous, although he did mention tattoos couple of
times. You just didn't think he'd had them done in a few weeks after he reveled his interest of
getting some. Not just one, but couple of them.

"Oh, your stuff is in the back." he informs, speeding up a bit as you turn back and see a plastic bag
sitting on the back seat.

Your heart warms immediately, touched by Jungkook's willingness to buy your very much needed
toiletries.

"You're the best," you smile, seeing him glancing at you as he gives you a bunny grin, appreciating
your praise like the little kid he is deep inside. "Seriously, Kook. Thank you." you tell him,
admiring his features as the sun is settling down and creates a beautiful orange shade on his face.

"Anything for you." he grins, biting at his lower lip at the same time.

There's no need to put too much attention to his words, you know in a way he's just teasing but
telling the truth at the same time. The atmosphere isn't uncomfortable, quite the opposite actually,
and it only warms your heart again when you realize he's telling the truth. Whatever you need, he's
probably the only person who would just shrug and say 'okay, let's do it' or 'I wanna help'.
Jungkook is the kindest person you've ever met, yet he's prideful and never asked you or anyone
for help, handling most stuff all by himself just because he was scared to ask for help. Maybe not
scared exactly, but he's not the type of person to do that. It surprised you when he came up with the
idea of you pretending to be his girlfriend, just so he can win his ex girlfriend back. It sounds crazy,
but you know where he was coming from. None of you thought things would escalate like this.
With Kiko's cheating, you've no idea what Jungkook's intentions are and if he really craves for her
the same way like he did in the beginning. He told you he loves her, you know that even without
him telling you that, but he haven't spoken anything about wanting her back. The cheating news
have thrown him off and he never brought it up again. At this point, you've no idea what he's
thinking.

When Jungkook asked you for a help the first time, the idea seemed ridiculous. You don't think
she's worth of Jungkook's heart and love, he deserves someone better. It's a tricky situation because
you know he truly loves her and at the end of the day, what you think is not important. That's why
you had decided to agree and help him. It's the least you can do for him. Even if this whole thing is
slightly getting messy. You just wonder if Jungkook feels the same.

And that's what you're about to find out.

However, Jungkook seems to be completely unbothered and even looks like he forgot you wanted
to talk to him in the first place. After you came home, Jungkook's home, you had decided to take a
shower where you had been mustering all the courage to bring up the topic of tonight's
conversation. There is a slight fear that you may ruin something with bringing up Kiko and your
current relationship. After changing into white sweatpants and some random baggy shirt you've
had for too many years, you decide it's now or never.

On the other hand, Jungkook is completely oblivious to your weird state as you make your way
into the living room, finding him munching on pizza. The grease is slowly dripping down his chin
as he looks at you with doe eyes while pausing his biting. He's wearing the same clothes, black
jeans and a gray shirt but this time he pulled his hair up in a tiny bun, keeping it from getting it into
his face.

"I ordered pizza," he says with a full mouth, "sorry, was hungry." he apologizes as he quickly
swallows the bite. Cute.

You snort, joining him on the couch. "I can see that." you chuckle, making yourself comfortable as
you steal a glance at him every now and then.

He's too busy with eating pizza and watching the television to notice your side glances, or the way
you keep fidgeting on the other side of sofa. It's only couple of minutes when he notices you're not
eating, sitting in the same spot while staring at him with big eyes.

"Come on, eat up. It tastes like shit when it gets cold." he tells you, poking the box closer to you
before he takes another bite. His cheeks are full of pizza, his lips set in a cute pout while he's eating
and enjoying the taste. Oh, fuck. He's already distracting you.

"Kook," you call out to him softly, glancing at him.

He doesn't look at you, staring at the television and the movie that's playing, which seems way
more interesting than your quiet voice somewhere in the distance. Growing annoyed at the lack of
attention he's giving you, he decides to hum in response which makes you let out a tired sigh.

"Can we talk?" you ask, saying those words before you can change your mind and chicken out of
this like you know, you probably would.

God, you don't even know why you're so nervous. You've never been this nervous about talking to
him, not to Jungkook. It had always been easy, but now that you think of the topic of your
conversation, you've got a few doubts about this. But you need to know what are his plans with
Kiko, and well, your deal. Also, if this keeps going on between you two, you'd like to hear his
opinion about the affection that seems to be there whenever you two get touchy. Come on, Y/N. It's
a simple conversation. Nothing can go wrong.

"Sure, we can talk." he hums, eyes still attached to the television instead of you which makes you
cough.

"Kook, I mean... I really need to talk to you." you emphasize your words more firmly which makes
him look at you with a tiny and confused frown.

"Oh," he blurts out, as if he just remembered your text and realized how serious you look. "Sorry."
he says, already reaching for the controller as he turns off the television.

You watch him wiping his mouth with a napkin, free of grease before he tosses it onto the coffee
table. Making himself comfortable, he turns to you before he gives you smile. "Okay, I'm all ears."
he props his arm against the back rest of his sofa, eyes watching you as you purse your lips.

Okay, this should be easy. You planned it while taking a shower. First, you'll ask about Kiko.
Simply, just to know what his plans are with her. Then, depending on what his answer will be,
you'll brought up your deal and the affection that's lovely, oh so lovely that you're scared to even
bring it up, but you know you have to. For the sake of your friendship and the boundaries that
you've set at the beginning.

"I--what I wanted--um--no, well I just--"

"Hey," Jungkook interrupts you, chuckling at you being a stuttering mess. "You know you can talk
to me, right? About anything." he tells you, giving you a smile of encouragement as your cheeks
flush with embarrassment before you give him a nod.

Taking a long breath, you open your mouth and finally spill the question that you were repeating to
yourself in the shower. "What about Kiko?"

Well, you did practice the question differently but it doesn't matter. You finally said it.

Judging by Jungkook's reaction, he seems surprised at your question and even confused as you
notice his features hardening. You're aware that he doesn't have it easy. Maybe he still doesn't
know the answer to your question, but there's only way to find that out. Even though, he's always
been very vocal and sharing about his battling thoughts with you, Kiko is not one of them.

"What?" he breathes out, still shocked at the mention of her. "Is this what you wanted to talk
about?" he asks curiously, glancing at you as you shrug.

"Partly," you answer honestly, seeing him struggling to say something so that's why you decide to
help him and clarify your question. "Have you thought about whether you still want her or not?"

"Is this some kind of a trick question?" he asks, cocking his brow at you as you shake your head.

"No, of course not." you tell him.

Jungkook's eyes drop into his lap, suddenly finding an interest in his black jeans that stretch
deliciously around his thighs, but now's not the time to ogle him. But he really does have amazing
thighs.

"I... did think about it." he settles on saying, words barely getting out of his mouth.

"And?" you press, brows raising as you're looking at him curiously.

"I don't know," he blurts out, "I've no fucking idea what to do. The only thing I know is that I still
fucking love her and it fucking hurts what she did to me. I never thought she'd be capable of
cheating on me. It hurts, it hurts so bad but I can't stop thinking about her." he exclaims, face
already buried in his hands but you still catch the hurt written all over his soft features.

It hurts seeing him this way, and you wish he could just forget her and find someone else. It's not
easy, you know that. But he's a brilliant guy and you're sure he could find anyone with a snap of his
fingers. It's a shame he's still holding onto Kiko, despite of her hurting him all this time. But love is
crazy and Jungkook is a perfect and living example of that.

"I think you just got your answer." you mumble, reaching for his back as you give him a few gentle
strokes. His muscles are tense, and he doesn't even relax under your touch like you hoped he
would.

"What do you mean?" he asks quietly, sliding his hands off his face as he glances at you.

The look of hurt and utter desperation pains you, and you wish you could just take some of his pain
away. He's such a great guy, he doesn't deserve any of this but this is not why you've decided to
have this conversation with him. No matter how many times you'd want to beat some sense into
him, you know he'll just do whatever he wants to. It's not your place to tell him what to do in the
first place. So far, he seems to be pretty convinced with his own opinion and thoughts, even though
he appears to be confused.

"Well, she hurt you. A lot, which is understandable considering... what she did," you cringe, not
wanting to say that particular word which could upset him even more. "But you love her and I'm
not saying I agree with you, but it's none of my business. You should listen to your heart, Kook. If
you really think she regrets it and you trust her, maybe you could give her another chance." you tell
him, even though the words don't come easily out of your mouth.

You push your own opinion and preferences away, and be his best friend instead. He knows what
you think about this situation, but he also knows that he can always count on you, just like it's the
other way. If he wasn't loving her that much, you'd never tell him what you told him just now. But
seeing him, he's much more desperate without her than the fact she cheated. It's fucked up, but it's
not your relationship and your mindset is different because you're not in that relationship and you
don't feel the same emotions like Jungkook.

"When she told me, y'know... that she cheated, I could really see her being so miserable about it. I
know, it's so fucked up because I should never speak to her again. I should be angry and hate her,
but I don't. All I can feel is hurt and love at the same time. I've never felt like this and I'm so
fucking confused because I fought for her, even got you involved in this and now... it got so
complicated. This should've had been easy, and everything went so well." he vents, getting all those
hurtful thoughts out that have been hunting him for a few days now, and you let him.

He needs to get it off his chest and to be honest, you're grateful he's finally speaking up about it.
Not necessarily because he's telling you about it, but that he's finally thinking and speaking about
the situation, instead of avoiding it and keeping it inside of him.

"I'm sorry, Kook." you speak softly, your hands stroking his back one last time before you put your
hands into your lap, fingers playing with the hem of your shirt.

"It's not your fault, Y/N." he mutters softly, giving you a weak smile but it's nothing just a weak
attempt of it.

"I know it's not," you shrug, "I just hate seeing you like this. You don't deserve this. But you need
to sort this thing out, not because of us but because of you. It'll just drive you insane, I'm not even
speaking how toxic that is for you." you tell him honestly, seeing him giving you a nod.

"For a few days, I was really avoiding it and I just wished I never knew. Does that make sense?
Like, if I never knew, things would be different now."

"That's not true, Kook. You'd find out eventually and you knew she was hiding something, you
wouldn't let that go until you found out."

He nods, knowing you're right.

"I just can't believe Hoseok knew all along and didn't tell me." he says, suddenly remembering that
there is another person who knew before he found out. The frown on his face mimics the betrayal
he feels at the mention of his beloved hyung.

"Don't blame him. He's her best friend, he was protecting her secret even if it meant he was
keeping one from you. I'm sure it wasn't easy for him either, you mentioned yourself that he looked
pitiful. I'm not saying what he did was right, but he was put in a bad position. If I had to keep a
secret for you, I would keep my mouth sealed. And I think you'd do the same thing with me."

He lets your words process, slowly nodding before he gives you a side glance and gives you a little
glare. "Weren't you hating on him?"

"Hate is a strong word," you clarify, "He was getting on my nerves a lot...," at this Jungkook
chuckles, "But I don't think he's a bad guy. Their friendship is really strong from what I've seen...
and they kinda remind me of you and me, and our friendship." you explain, noticing that he let
your words sink in as he nods along them.

"I guess you're right." he says, deeply in thought.

"The only thing I can't understand is... why he was so suspicious about us. I mean, yeah, it was
weird for us to be 'dating' but why he was so overprotective and accused you of doing this to hurt
Kiko, when all along it was her who hurt you. Not just for breaking up with you, but cheating on
you--sorry," you apologize quickly when his face scrunches in hurt at the mention of cheating
again. "It doesn't make sense. Is he that loyal to her? I don't think he's stupid, he knows what she
did was wrong but he stands by her side because she's his best friend. But why would he be so
focused on you being the one who hurt her?" you think out loud, a new set of thoughts running
through your mind as Jungkook seems to be just as much puzzled like you.

There's a beat of silence in the room, the two of you having your own thoughts as you can't think of
anything. You don't know Hoseok that well, you don't know Kiko that well either. This whole
thing makes you confused and you can feel a headache approaching, and you haven't even talked
about the main thing yet.

"Hobi hyung is very loyal to Kiko. It's weird, but who the fuck knows what he thinks about it. I
wouldn't be surprised, if he was acting like it just because he felt the need to protect her. She is hurt
from what she had done, and I think Hoseok was there with her every step of the way, so he can
understand her better. I kinda get it-- y'know, that he didn't want her to be hurt even more. Even if
she fucked up."

"I don't know, you know them better than I do." you shrug, reaching for the coke can that you pop
open before you take a gulp.

"I'm just as clueless as you're in this, I'm just trying to understand them," he says, pursing his lips in
thought. He always does that when he spaces out and is thinking of something. "I think I need to
talk to her. To Kiko, to clear some things out. I think there's lot more that she'd like to say to me,
she did confess that she still loves me."

You almost grimace at that, but you do a perfect job in hiding it as you take another gulp of
sparkling coke that scratches your throat. How can you cheat on someone if you truly love them?

"Are you planning to get back together with her?" you ask, putting the can back on the coffee table
as you lean against the sofa again. The smell of pizza makes your stomach scrunch because shit, it
smells really good but you need to talk to him. You know as soon as you take a bite, you're going to
be distracted and even if you brought it up while eating, you'd probably throw out because of
nervousness.

"I really want to," he says quietly, but genuinely almost as if he feels ashamed of saying that.

It looks like he's waiting for you to smash his head against the coffee table that's in front of him.
He knows what you truly think about Kiko and cheating, he also knows that even though you're
woman and not passively aggressive human being, you'd beat up anyone for him. You really
would. And you probably should smash his head against the coffee table, despite how cautious he's
looking at you with his big doe eyes. But how can you? The poor guy is in love and you'd do
anything to see him happy again.

"But we'll have to see how it goes. With Kiko, I mean..." he adds, glancing at the turned off
television as he purses his lips again. "I'm gonna text her." he says suddenly, loud and clear,
already reaching for his phone that's on the coffee table which makes you flinch in surprise and
causes you to glare at him.

He gives you a sheepish grin, the exact one which he knows you can't stay mad at, and you roll
your eyes as you scoot closer to him. You see him browsing through his contacts before he finds
her name, or more nickname he used to call her all the time, with red heart emoji right next to it.

"How do you have me saved?" you ask, peaking behind his shoulder as he snorts at you.

"Is that really what concerns you right now?" he slightly turns his head towards you, his nose
almost poking you in your cheek as you flinch back and slap his shoulder.

"Yeah, now show me. You can text her right after." you insist, causing him to grunt but he scrolls
down to find your name.

Y/N

You stutter over your words, chocking up at your name and number on his screen. "A skeleton?
That's so rude!" you exclaim, sounding offended which makes him cackle and really amused.

"Lighten' up, babe. It's just pure fun." You ignore the way your heart twists and the pet name,
reminding you that you really need to talk about other stuff too.

You don't necessarily mind him calling you that, oh fuck no, you enjoy it very much. But if he's
planning on getting back to Kiko, it's not something he should do or you enjoy. So, ignoring it for
now, you nudge his shoulder instead as you nod at his phone.

"Change it." you demand, causing him to roll his eyes but he still listens and clicks on the 'edit'
button.

"Okay, boss. What should I change it into?" he asks, amusement laced in his tone as he deletes the
emoji and leaves your name. He brows through emojis, letting you choose whatever you want as
you're proudly staring at his screen.

He never used to be the emoji type of person, especially adding it to someone's name. But you
think it started with Kiko. If you remember correctly, you saw her name and red heart right next to
it on Jungkook's screen, when she had sent him a good night text that one time when you two were
hanging out. You're surprised Jungkook put one next to yours, a skeleton out of all emojis. Asshole.

"That!" you point out, screaming into Jungkook's ear which makes him flinch and grunt in
response. "That pink flower."

"Why flower?" he asks dumbfounded, clicking onto the cherry blossom emoji for the sake of his
ear and himself, and your hand that's clutching his shoulder. You're woman, but still strong
whenever you need to be.

"Because I'm delicate as flower." you reply proudly, straightening yourself as Jungkook turns to
look at you and in seconds, he completely bursts in laughter, quickly covering his mouth in case
some of his spit comes out from how hard he started laughing.

You roll your eyes, tugging onto his hair but he just slaps your hand away and cackles. "You? A
delicate flower?" he laughs, causing you to frown.

"I'm delicate, just not with you." you grunt under your breath.

"Well, I can object--"

"No, don't even finished that. Whatever bullshit you were about to say, don't. I believe you wanted
to text a certain someone." you tell him, nudging his shoulder once again to focus his attention onto
the phone in his hands.

Jungkook snorts, mumbling; "Delicate flower my ass." but you ignore it, and watch him finding
Kiko's number once again.

You peek over his shoulder, glancing at him as you see him nibbling on his bottom lip nervously as
he keeps staring at the blank space. After five minutes of the same 'hello' and similar looking texts,
the same ones he keeps deleting just for him to type it again, you grow annoyed but keep silent
because you know this is difficult for him. He finally settles on a simple text, thumb still hovering
over the send button.

The text says; hi kik, can we talk please?

It's simple and straight to the point, and you tell him that which encourages him to click onto the
button and just like that, the message is already sent. Jungkook puts his mobile back onto the
coffee table, still staring at it from distance while nibbling onto his bottom lip.

"Hey, so I was thinking... if everything turns out good for you guys, are you ever going to tell her
all of this was fake? Us dating." you ask, using quotes to emphasize the true meaning of you
dating.

He seems surprised by your question and he thinks it through for a few seconds, coming up with an
answer quite quickly. "I guess? I think she deserves to know the truth. I don't want her to look at
you as a threat or something, which I don't think she would. But surely, it'd be weird if you two
ever seen each other again and she thinks you were my real girlfriend."

Yeah, that makes sense. Kiko has never been jealous type of girlfriend, and she took it well
knowing Jungkook has a female best friend. He used to spent most of his time with her anyway, so
there weren't that many situations where she could've been jealous.

"Well... yeah. But are you gonna tell her about the other part of our deal?" you ask, cheeks heating
up for some reason. Suddenly, bringing up the fact the two of you had sex couple of times seems
weird.

"Other part?" Jungkook asks confusingly, stealing a glance at his phone which makes you roll your
eyes.

"Us fucking? Wouldn't that give her a reason to be jealous? It's nice that you're gonna tell her that I
never was your real girlfriend, but we did fuck."

Jungkook coughs, scratching the top of his head as he shrugs. "I mean yeah... there's no reason for
her to be angry or anything, I'm not dating her yet. At least I waited until I was single before I
fucked someone else."

You almost choke at the way his voice changed from soft to bitter. You never expected him to
give a diss to the love of his life but god, does it feel good.

"Well, you see... that's what I wanted to talk to you about." you manage to say, chuckling nervously
as Jungkook's brows shoot up in surprise.

"There's more?" he asks, mouth opening ajar.

"Yeah," you bite your lower lip, eyes traveling elsewhere instead of Jungkook's surprised face.
Okay, here we go. "About our deal... now that you surely want Kiko back, should we keep doing
this?" Oh, fuck... can this get any more awkward?

"What?" Jungkook blurts out, not making it any easier for you causing your irritation to grow.

"I mean... is there any point in us pretending to be dating and fucking now that you probably will
get back together?" you ask him, seeing him dumbfounded all over again.

"I don't know if we will get back together, that's why I wanna talk to her." he says after a moment
of silence, words coming out slow as if he's not hundred percent sure if he truly agrees with what's
saying.

"But you do want her back." you clarify, looking at him for confirmation which he gives you with
a nod as he opens his mouth.

"Yes."

But it all depends what they'll talk about.

"Kook," you sigh, "I don't think it's fair to her if we keep doing this." you admit, met with a
prominent frown that settles on his face.

"What exactly? Us fake dating or fucking?"

"Both," you answer truthfully, "She admitted she loves you, she practically wants you back as well.
I don't see any point of us pretending to be dating, when you probably don't have to do much to get
her back."

His frown deepens, tongue flicking out of his mouth to wet his bottom lip. "But nothing's for sure
right now. You want to end this?"

There's nothing but curiosity in his voice, his doe eyes staring at you while he's waiting for your
answer which comes out harder.

"Not that I want to," You certainly don't, you enjoy your time with Jungkook too much and it's sad
to think it's ending. Not necessarily the part when you had to pretend to be his girlfriend, which
somehow didn't come out as forced as you thought it'd be. But you surely enjoy Jungkook
pounding you every chance he got. No one can't blame you, you had a dry spell for too long and
Jungkook really does spice up your sex life. However, your sex life isn't important like your
friendship is. Not when both things involve the same person, in this case it's your best friend. "I
just don't see the point of continuing this anymore. You got what you wanted, well partly, but it's
just the matter of time before Kiko will agree. You practically won in this, Kook."

You're not sure what you said to make him look so aggrieved.

"But... did you get what you wanted?" he asks, sounding confused and complemented about
something.

"What do you mean?"

"Our deal was that you'll pretend to be my fake girlfriend and I'll help you--"

"Okay, okay. I get it." you cut him off, cheeks heating up.

"Do you feel like you're satisfied enough? It's completely up to you, just be honest with me. I really
appreciate you helping me with this, and if we're gonna end this... I want to be sure that you
equally got what you wanted."

Oh, so this is what it's about. He's concerned, now that he partly got what he wanted and then
there's you. He's letting you know that even if he's the one who came up with this whole idea, it
doesn't mean he forgot about you and your part of the deal.

"What? So you want me to use you for sex, now that you want another woman back and she wants
you too?" you chuckle, the sound coming out much more bitterly than you thought it would and it
makes you embarrassed that you let your guard down. Especially, when you don't know where it's
coming from. This situation and conversation is starting to be very uncomfortable, maybe it's the
fear inside of you or the disappointment that this is ending. You really did enjoy the sex with
Jungkook.

"Our deal was one month anyway, and one month already passed." you point out, his mouth letting
a small 'oh' as if he just realized that yes, one month already passed indeed.

"You're not using me, Y/N," he reminds you, voice firm as he shakes his head. "I'm still single,
aren't I?"

"Why would you continue fucking me when you know what you want, and Kiko confessed her
feelings?" you blurt out, growing frustrated over this conversation.

Jungkook's brows pinch together as he mimics your facial expression. "Because I care about you!
And I don't want you to feel used. Nothing is clear yet, I still haven't talked to her."

"You're confusing me, Jeon," you exclaim, pinching the bridge of your nose before you let out a
sigh. "You love Kiko, I know that you care about me too and you don't want me to feel used.
You're a fair person, but what's there to question when you're so close to getting your love back?
You don't need me anymore, and I'm not going to use you for sex. It would feel like a task
anyway."

"But I love you too." he reminds you, voice soft as he watches your eyes narrowing at him.

"But I'm your best friend and she is... whatever she is right now," you mumble, ignoring the glare
he gives you. "Maybe it's for the best, anyway. It started getting messy." your voice slowly fades
away, the words mumbled under your breath but Jungkook caught onto them quickly.

"What do you mean by that?"

Here we go. Well, there's no point of denying it anymore and you've to come out clear with him.
You're talking like you wanted after all. Now is the time to speak up your thoughts.

"Don't you think it started crossing the line of our friendship?"

"Now, you're the one who's confusing me." he admits, brows pinching together again.

"Jungkook... do you remember our rule? The one I made... about us kissing in front of your friends
as a part of the plan?"

He looks confused for a moment, an unsure 'yeah?' slipping out of his mouth before realization hits
his face. He's soon remember that in fact, you both were kissing whenever you felt like it, no
matter whether you were alone or in public.

"Yeah, exactly," you mutter, "And we started being more... affectionate? We were really acting
like a couple without us realizing it in the first place. Your pet names, touches and cuddles. It's just
a dangerous line we're tiptoeing around." you tell him, carefully watching his features that
somehow remain neutral.

Suddenly, his head snaps up and you see some kind of emotion behind his eyes but before you can
name it, he's already opening his mouth. "If you felt uncomfortable why didn't you tell me?"

It's the accusation in his voice that throws you off, your mouth dropping open as you stutter over
your words. "What-- no-- I didn't feel uncomfortable and I don't. But I think our friendship is much
more important and if we kept it up, it could've ruin us... our friendship."

"If you didn't feel uncomfortable, you wouldn't bring it up. You should've told me, fuck, I feel like
such an idiot." he says, anger laced in his raising voice.

"You're not listening to me, Kook. You never made me uncomfortable, you hear me? I'm just
speaking up about this before it could possibly cause some damage." you explain, growing
desperate because he seems like he doesn't truly understand your words and whatever goes through
his mind, he's listening to his inner voice.

"Damage to what?" he exclaims back.

"To our friendship!" you almost scream, flinching back when you realize how loud your voice is.
However, Jungkook doesn't seem to be too fazed by it and simply stares at you. "We agreed on you
fucking me, not acting like my boyfriend when there's no one around."

Okay, that was harsh. You regret your words as soon as you tell them, especially when you see the
hurt in Jungkook's eyes. You hate that you're the one who caused it, but it had to be said. If you
knew he'd react this way, you'd keep your mouth shut and wouldn't tell him anything further. It
feels like your deal is off anyway.
The rational part of you understands Jungkook's reaction. He feels embarrassed, the tip of his ears
that are slowly red are perfect example of that. You made a fool out of him, which wasn't your
intention at all. You made him feel like he crossed a line and disrespected you. You know he
would never do that, he respects you so much and that's why he kept going back to you when you
started talking about Kiko. He brought his attention back to you, wanting to make sure you're okay
with this. In your defense, you did try to explain him he never made you uncomfortable. But
Jungkook is stubborn.

"So, what?" he spits out bitterly, the same bitter chuckle coming out past his lips. "You wanted me
to fuck you and just ignore you?"

You flinch at his harsh words, eyes growing big.

"I didn't even realize I've done half of those things. It felt..." Natural, you know what he means.
Yet, he doesn't say it and simply just sighs as he tries to control his anger. "Maybe I got into it too
much."

"Kook, I didn't realize until recently. People started noticing it and it made me wonder what the
hell are we doing. Kook, you never made me uncomfortable, feel used or disrespected me. But I
care about you and our friendship too much. That's why I brought it up. I don't know what else to
say for you to believe me. I enjoyed it, I got into it too much as well that I didn't realize how we're
acting around each other. There's nothing wrong with that and I don't even know why we're having
this argument. Nothing bad happened and we could just forget about it."

"You made me feel like I crossed boundaries with you." he admits, voice harsh but it's only his
defensive mechanism caused by hurt.

"You didn't, I swear. I was enjoying it too much to even realize what we're doing, until my co-
worker started pointing it out."

"Your co-worker?" he asks, frowning in confusion.

"It doesn't matter. If people noticed it, I don't care that much about it. But we did those things
when we were alone. And now that you're possibly getting back with Kiko, even if you're single at
the moment, I don't think it's fair to her."

You don't care about whether it's fair to you, because you're in this deal for sex and enjoyment
Jungkook's giving you. Apart of you wanting to help him, of course. It sounds blunt, but it's true.

Patiently waiting for his response, he doesn't give you any and simply stays quiet. Even when his
phone vibrates with notification, a new message most likely from Kiko, he reads it and simply puts
the phone into the pocket of his jeans. Without word, he goes into the bathroom and couple of
minutes later, you hear water running. Whatever his thoughts are right now, you're hurt and upset
that this escalated quickly and that this conversation didn't go as planned. It possibly couldn't gone
more wrong.

And after an half an hour of Jungkook being in the shower, you wait for him in his bedroom,
already tucked in the floral scented sheets mixed with Jungkook's scent. It makes you feel closer to
him, but it dies down as soon as he walks into the bathroom in his pajamas, completely ignoring
you staring at him. Your heart clenches when he grabs his pillow and blanket, busying his hands as
he doesn't even spare you a glance.

"Jungkook, what are you doing?" you ask slowly.

He ignores you, taking his charger that's on the nightstand with him.

"Jeon, I'm talking to you." you bark, growing annoyed at the silent treatment he's giving you.

"I'm sleeping on the couch." he answers with an attitude, mirroring yours which makes you even
more frustrated.

"That's not necessary. We can--"

"I wouldn't want to cross any boundaries with you." he cuts you off, nonchalantly speaking those
words that digs straight through your heart.

He's being petty right now. You always used to cuddle when you had a sleepover. There's nothing
wrong with that. Right?

"Oh, come on, Jeon. You're being childish!" you yell after him, voice desperate as he shuts his door
with a loud bang in the middle of your sentence.

Sighing, you stare at the door for a few seconds with crushed heart, wondering if he will come
back. But he doesn't, he doesn't come for the whole night and you're left tossing around in his huge
bed that smells just like him. But it's not enough. However, even this doesn't upset you that much
like the fact that he's hurt and angry at you. Even your dreams are filled with the same
conversation over and over again, and it always ends the same. Jungkook leaves you all alone with
your thoughts, wishing you'd voice your thoughts and chose your words more carefully.

And when you think the morning is going to be better, you're left alone in an empty apartment with
Jungkook in no sight. There's no note waiting for you, only Jungkook's crumpled blanket and
pillow on the couch where he stayed the night. There's not a coffee scent lingering in the kitchen,
or empty cup left in the sink. You don't mean to overthink, but you wonder if he left sooner
because he didn't want to see you in the morning. He knows the exact time your alarm is set up to
wake you up. And just like that...

It's proven that the morning is even worse.

 Chapter 26

Two days.

Two days of utter ignorance from Jungkook. It feels like it had become his routine to wake up
earlier before you, so when you wake up there's no one but you in Jungkook's home. The same
thing happens every evening, when he comes home late night and barely mutters a single greeting
before he scurries to the bathroom. After that, he buries himself in a blanket still sleeping on the
couch, as he left his bedroom all for you. At first, there were times when you felt sorry and wanted
to make things right. But that's hard to do when the person you need to talk to ignores you and
gives you a cold shoulder whenever you approach him. It was only today's morning, the same
routine without Jungkook's presence, that you've grown tired of it.

Your apartment still isn't fixed and you've no idea how long it's going to take. The repairman
texted you, saying he's working on it but you're nowhere near moving back in. Living with
Jungkook isn't that much fun, especially after your conversation that caused this but no way you
regret it. It was inevitable. You're aware arguments happen, but still, you do feel sad over the fact
you've had an argument with Jungkook, out of all people and it's still lasting. Whenever you got
into one, in no way it lasted this long. That's what bothers you the most. Luckily, your soar mood
had been a little warning for Yoongi not to tease you and surprisingly, he never brought up
Jungkook. This way, you had some time to think, even during busy working days without Yoongi's
unnecessary and annoying remarks.

The rustling of keys, none other than Jungkook's, is being heard before you hear him clicking his
security code, causing your throat to tighten. You've no idea why you're so nervous, maybe it's the
fact he came earlier than usual and you hoped you'd make your escape plan without having to see
him. Now, you'll have to face him because there's no way he hasn't noticed your duffel bag right
next to his shoe rack.

Now or never.

Straightening yourself, you make your way out of his bedroom with your other duffel bag,
clutching it in your grasp as you ignore his presence. From the corner of your eyes, you can make
out his figure as he tosses his keys onto the small cabinet in the corridor. As you're in the same
room, with you mentally cursing it for being so small, you can feel his eyes burning the side of
your face. You're the one who's giving him a cold shoulder for a nice change, and it does feel nice.
Knowing him, he probably complements whether he should voice his curiosity or just ignore you
and let you go.

Busying yourself with trying to locate your shoes, you finally find them, unfortunately right next to
his feet where he's standing. Purposely, letting out a sigh of annoyance, you're about to reach for
your shoes so you can get the hell out of here. The air is starting to be too suffocating for you.

"Where the hell are you going?"

Bingo.

His curiosity won, and even though there's an attitude in his cold voice, you take this opportunity
to finally look at him, just to give him nasty glare. He doesn't seem fazed by it, probably waiting
for it because he knows you after all. He knows you're not a person who should be messed around
with.
"Away." you reply dryly, snatching your shoes before you toss them back onto the floor.

"Is your apartment fixed?" he asks, voice imitating yours which pisses you even more. Fuck, he
knows exactly where to push your buttons.

"No." Short and simple, but still you snap at him.

"Then where are you going?" There it is. The sudden change in his voice and although, his voice
does seem cold and distanced, there's worry somewhere in it which makes you almost smirk.

However, your features remain neutral as you look at him. Shit. One look into his dark brown eyes
and you almost feel sorry for treating him this way. Well, he's the first who started. It's childish,
you know. But you also don't care.

Why the hell do you care? You want to snap, showing him the true anger that's still bubbling inside
of you, hiding from him. Once you'd fully snap, you know there would be another argument on the
way and you want to do this calmly as much as it's possible.

"Probably Jimin's." you reply, biting your lower lip once your words come out a little bit harsher
than you intended them to.

The truth is, Jimin has no idea about your current plan which reminds you, you should probably
text him and ask him if you could crash on his couch for a few days. Until your apartment is fixed,
of course. Which you don't know when it will be, but it could be tomorrow. You like to stay
positive, at least about this. You should take this opportunity to thank Jimin's parents for creating
and raising such a sweet human being. You know you could stay with him either way, but still you
should let him know out of politeness. Of course, if you weren't aware of Jimin's personality and
willingness to help as much as he can, you wouldn't just ambush him. The next option is
Taehyung, but the boy is too curious and blunt for his own good. He would ambush you with tons
of questions, noticing straight away something happened. Jimin would too, but at least he would
leave you alone if you tell him. Taehyung is stubborn and persistent.

"Why?" Jungkook asks, mumbling the question under his breath but it's clear he knows the answer
to that. There's no way he has no clue of your sudden need to leave without notice.

There are a lot of ways you want to act right now. One of them is being sarcastic, angry and just
overall to show him how much he pissed you off for acting so childish. Even though you're not so
different either. Instead, you settle for a much more diplomatic answer.

"I know when I'm not welcomed somewhere, Jungkook." Adding his name with a cold tone adds
just a little spice to this.

"Oh, come on," he scoffs, actually scoffs which makes you fume. "You don't have to leave!" he
exclaims, wanting to prove a point which doesn't make sense. Men.

"And look at your huffy face? No thanks," you bite, reaching for your shoes but before you can
even put your foot in one of them, they're taken from your grasp. "Hey!" you scold Jungkook, who
just glares in response and tosses your shoes behind him.

Just wait, Jeon. You'll throw those balenciaga shoes he owns out of the window.

"You can barely look at my huffy face, when I'm barely here." he scoffs, purposely using your term
saying he's petty and childish.

"Exactly my point," you mutter sarcastically, "Now give me back my shoes."

"No," he says simply, cocking his brow at you in a challenge.

You fume, face getting red from all the anger and you wish you wouldn't have the last ounce of
control. You'd probably jump at him for provoking you. Not sexually jumping at him, of course.
You'd rip his beautiful black and long hair out of anger.

"Let's talk." he proposes, voice confident and strong, but is only met with your loud scoff.

"Now you want to talk? Y'know what? Fuck you. You should've thought about it before acting like
a fucking child," Your words are sharp, loud and quick, and deep down you regret for being so
mean. Just because he's pissing you off with his actions and attitude, it doesn't mean you've to do
the same.

Even though, he never said straightforward 'fuck you' and cursed at you, just like you did right
now. He always respected you enough not to do that. Yes, he was ignoring you and acting like a
child, but still. He hasn't crossed that line of disrespect and it makes you horrible, because you let
your anger overtake you. And it wouldn't hurt so much if it weren't for the hurt flashing through
his doe eyes.

"And y'know what else? I never wanted to make you uncomfortable or imply something that's not
true, especially if it's about you disrespecting me or using me. I know you'd never do that, but
curse me out for being honest and protective about our friendship. I mean, look at us! I never
meant to hurt you!" By the end of the sentence, you let your voice raise while he just stands there
and lets your emotions overtake you again.

"But you did," he says simply, shrugging his shoulders as if it's not a big deal but you know it is
for him. That's why he's ignoring you. He's controlling his feelings of hurt and anger, not wanting
to hurt you the same way you did. But you don't get what you've done wrong. You were just honest
and he completely misunderstood the purpose of your conversation and why you had brought it up.
"You did hurt me."

"So, instead of us talking about it like adults and friends... you've decided to ignore me? Do you
realize how awful it feels to be in your home, feeling like a burden and someone you need to avoid
in your own home? Don't act so surprised that I don't want to be here!" you exclaim.

Jungkook sighs, fingers brushing through his somehow curly hair before he closes his eyes for a
brief moment. It's like he's trying to decide how he should react.

"Not everything is about you, Y/N." he reminds you, voice cold and stiff.

You gape at him, ready to strangle this incredibly handsome guy who has a bitchy attitude, but all
you can do is stare at him in utter disbelief.

"You know what's funny?" you ask, not waiting for his response, already opening your mouth
again. "You're so butthurt over something that I talked to you about because our friendship matters
to me. But you're so willing letting your cheating ex back into your life--"

"Stop right there, Y/N. Or God help me." he warns you, clenching his jaw as you see the anger in
his iris burning.

That was low. You admit. You shouldn't have mentioned Kiko when you know what she means to
him. You purposely tried to hurt him, he knows that and that's why he stopped you before you
could've continued, even though the worst part had already been said. You aimed for the most
hurtful thing that happened to him, not so long ago, and you feel like a total bitch because of it.
"Let me get my fucking shoes so I can leave." you say through clenched teeth, walking towards
him while you try to push him to get your shoes. It's hard, he's standing right in front of the door
with his back turned to it, your shoes laying there between him and the door.

He doesn't budge, surprising you when he grabs you by your forearms not letting you to crouch
down to get your shoes. You stare at him in shock, his eyes darkening as he holds you close. He's
not putting that much pressure onto your skin, still holding you somehow soft, but tight enough not
to let you twist out of his hold. You hold his gaze, not showing any weakness but it's hard when he
stares at you with so much intensity while he's so close to you. You can smell his cologne
perfectly, the lightning in the corridor creating a nice shine on his face. Every imperfection visible
from up this close, from where you're standing, and you wonder what this man did to deserve such
a perfect skin.

"Don't leave me." he says firmly, making you snort.

"Stop ordering me around, I can do whatever I want." you scoff, a prominent frown settling on his
face.

"I'm not letting you drive in this state late at night." he says it as if it's his call to make.

"What state? You're being ridiculous. And I'm not asking you." you purse your lips, looking away
from him but not before you roll your eyes.

"You're upset," Yeah, thanks to who, you want to add but keep your mouth sealed. "I'm not risking
something happening to you because of our fight."

You've to admit, his words do warm your currently cold heart but you don't let it show on your
face. Showing signs of weakness is not tolerable right now.

"Let me go," you grunt, doing a poor job at pushing against his firm chest that barely budges and if
it weren't for the tension in the room, Jungkook would probably laugh at you for being weak.

The truth is; if you wanted, you'd just push harder until he'd let you go because he wouldn't use any
psychical strength without your consent. Even he knows that, that's why your weak attempt of
pushing him makes the corner of his lips twitch. God, so annoying...

"You won't leave?" he asks, assuring with a neutral tone which makes your eyes flicker to his. He's
staring right back at you, patiently waiting for your confirmation and you scoff under your breath.
Just like you said; so annoying.

"I probably will." you mutter while rolling your eyes. What is the point of staying? Yes, you're
upset but you're not stupid not to dry carefully. You're not that emotionally unstable.

"Then I won't let you go." he says simply, causing you to groan as you wiggle with your body but
he's having a great hold of you.

"You can shove your caring up your ass, I'm not wasting my time, mhhph--"

Your eyes widen, almost popping out of sockets, when you realize you're being shut up with
Jungkook's lips. He has crashed your lips together in seconds, barely giving you any time to react
as the kiss is aggressive and firm, just like the tension between you is. He's still holding your
forearms, smirking into the kiss when he feels you relax under his touch. It irritates you and it
causes another bubble of anger to pop as you start slapping his chest, but he doesn't let you go. The
kiss is good, too good for you to want it to end but you don't let it show. It'll just boost his ego
anyway. He bites your lower lip, gently of course, not cracking your thin skin with his teeth as if to
show his dominance, before he detaches his mouth from yours.

"I thought you'd never shut up." he rasps out, your brows pinching together, waking up from the
daze his kiss caused.

Once you're back to your senses, you glare at him and nudge his chest with more strength.
Jungkook's eyes widen for a moment before a cocky grin appears on his pink shiny lips that are
coated with your saliva. This is a game for him, he thinks he can kiss you and make you shut up
which digs into your pride.

"How dare you?" Exclaiming, you nudge him again. This time, he lets his huge body budge
underneath your palms and eyes you with the same smirk that you wish you could wipe off his
face. He's enjoying this, no longer holding you as his back meets the hard wood of his front door.
"Stop laughing in my face!" you yell, ready to jap at his chest again but with a quick movement,
he's holding you by your wrists before that could happen.

"You done?" he chuckles, amusement and cockiness dancing in his eyes.

You don't recognize him. Of course, he's devilishly hot and can use his charms very well, but
you've never been in this position. Not at him being so cocky, challenging you with a single stare
and attitude. You can't quite pinpoint what it is but it's fucking pissing you off. He's doing this
purposely. You're speechless before you can get some words out of your very shocked and open
mouth, Jungkook is already opening his one again.

"Don't act like you didn't like it," he chuckles, thumbs caressing your wrists which he still holds in
his grasp.

A lump creates in your throat and you wish you could protest, even though you know he's
absolutely right and he knows that too. Of course, it irritated you that he just shut you up with a
kiss – fucking amazing kiss that was – but you did like it. You missed his lips.

"Oh please," you scoff, "Don't flatter yourself." you still try, lie pushing past your lips which does
nothing but amuse him.

Tongue pokes the inside of his cheek as he nods along your words, cockily chuckling lowly before
he grabs your wrists with one hand, the other one holding the back of your head. You can feel your
heart in the throat, anticipating his next move as your stomach burns with excitement despite how
distant the two of you're.

You'd yelp if you had the chance to do so, especially when your mouth is clasped with Jungkook's.
Dropping his hold around your wrists, his hands are cupping your cheeks as he slowly backs you,
Your hands clutch the thin material of his shirt, wrinkling the expensive button up. He's
everywhere, tongue exploring your mouth, teeth biting your lower lip and tugging it before he's
diving back for a kiss, barely giving you a chance to catch a breath. All of your thoughts are gone,
mind empty with only one purpose and that is to kiss him back. Your own hands are over his back,
nails grazing his back that's covered with his shirt and that's why you put a special pressure,
causing him to groan. The kiss is aggressive, no matter how many times you've had quick sex or
were making out, the atmosphere was never this aggressive and there was never this much tension.
He's still backing you, your ass bumping into the back of his couch that's in the middle of the
room, thanks to the spacious living room he has. When he pulls away, his forehead leaned against
yours, you slowly open your eyes to be met with tongue licking his bottom lip.

"Should I still not flatter myself?" he asks confidently, cocking his brow at you as you glare at him.
"You're so fucking annoying." you remark, not having enough time to even add something as he's
kissing you all over again.

The kiss is heated, you can feel every fibre in your body heating up from his lips and touch, a
shameless moan escaping your lips. Your own body betrays you, the tingling feeling between your
legs and in your lower stomach is hard to ignore. You grow greedy, feeling up Jungkook's chest
and back while your lips move against his so quickly that you can barely keep up.

"Jungkook," you moan, his mouth on your neck as he bites you gently into the crook of it. Licking
the faint mark of his teeth, he sucks your skin there while a gasps of pleasure resounds from you.

Your hand goes between his legs, feeling the hardening bulge and you give it a squeeze, his body
shivers for a moment. When you give him an intentional and hard squeeze, his deep growl of
irritation is pleasing for you. Jungkook doesn't waste time, growing annoyed at the fact you just
grabbed his dick knowing it'll hurt, and he turns around quickly. So quickly that you almost get a
whiplash, your body hovering over the couch as he bends you over it. Luckily, your arms catch you
before your head can bump into it and if it weren't for the awkward position, you'd cuss him out for
being so reckless. Surely, there was no real danger for you but it still caught you off guard and you
really don't need to bump your head because of him.

It all happens quickly. First, you feel Jungkook's hands on your sweatpants that you've changed
yourself into after you got from work. They pool around your ankles, Jungkook's fingers already
tracing the hem of your cotton panties. If you knew this was about to happen, you'd wear a better
pair.

"You still on your period?" he asks mindlessly, tucking his finger underneath your underwear as he
plays with it.

Your eyes widen, your body straightening in a second as you slightly bump into Jungkook's chest.
You're remembered that in fact, you should still be having your period. But last time you checked,
there was barely any blood and it's possible that it ended.

"Wait--yeah, I mean it's ending." you answer, just in case because you don't know what will
happen once he'll stick it in. Oh god.

"We good then?" he asks to be sure.

"You tell me." you tell him breathlessly, stealing a glance at him behind your shoulder.

"I don't mind," he tells you, voice low and husky as you feel his breath fan against the back of your
neck. You shudder, licking your dry lips as you give him a nod.

"Me neither."

That's all it takes for him to bend you over the couch again, causing you to yelp while Jungkook's
busy taking off your panties. They pool around your ankles, along with your sweatpants as
Jungkook gently kicks your legs apart. Thank god you're bent over, so you don't actually stumble
from Jungkook's action. You feel the tip of his fingers brushing against your heat, voice humming
at the wetness that coats his fingers. You're embarrassed because now he knows you're aroused,
too aroused judging by the slick noises that are heard between your legs and caused by Jungkook's
slim fingers. One second he's rubbing his fingers against you, the next you hear the rustle of his
belt unbuckling, following the sound of a zipper before you feel his dick poking your ass cheek.
Your breath catches in your throat, thighs begging to clasp together so you can get at least some
kind of friction. In your current position, it's almost impossible to get some relief.
"What did you say to me? That I should shove my caring up my ass?" he asks lowly as you suck in
breath, heart racing against your chest. "What if I shoved something else up your ass?"

"What?" you breathe out, not hiding how shaky your voice is.

"You did tell me you would let me fuck your ass."

You shoot up, back bumping into Jungkook's hard chest as he catches you by your hips. If he's
surprised by your sudden reaction, he doesn't react and chuckles into your ear instead. His lips
hover over your earlobe before his nose pokes your temple. Jungkook's hot breath fanning your
face makes you shiver, adding just the right pinch of temptation into the air.

"You're not going anywhere near my ass with your dick, Jeon." you manage to say, voice harsh and
showing that despite your current position, you're not weak and there are still emotions of
frustration and anger lingering between you two.

"You told me the opposite." He has the audacity to say, but there's a hint of amusement in his tone.

"I'd promise you anything in the middle of sex." you point out, not forgetting to scoff out loud.

"Good to know," he hums, causing you to frown but before you can remark something smart and
sarcastic, his hands grips you harder. "Don't worry, I won't do anything you're not comfortable
with."

It's weird. Even though there are so many untold emotions and thoughts between you two, he still
manages to assure you that you've nothing to worry about. You've never been in this position with
Jungkook, this is new but both of you can't seem to think about it too much. And you're mad, so
mad because he's been acting like a child but his hands on your hips, hot breath on your skin and
knowing what's about to happen is all you can focus on.

"I wouldn't let you." you still remark sassily, hearing him chuckling before you're pushed over the
couch all over again. You yelp in surprise, catching yourself just at the right time while you hear
him rustling behind you before his wallet is thrown next to you.

When his length makes contact with your ass, you feel him already wearing a condom before he
starts pushing in. He always stretched you out, as far as you can remember, but this time he's
splitting you open as you gasp at the sudden pressure of his thick length. He's not extremely quick
but not slow either, just enough to surprise you with the pace he had chosen. Filling you up to the
brim, you gasp as he starts pulling out before he smacks his length back into you. His thighs slap
against your ass as he sets a rustless pace, as soon as he hears moans and gasps leaving your mouth.

He's quiet. There are no words, no pet names that flow out of his mouth freely and you wish he
would tell you something. His dick inside of you feels fucking amazing, it really does but there's
something blunt about it when there are no words coming out of him. He delivers a few slaps to
your ass, something tells you it's because of his own frustration and build up feelings. Although,
you can't be sure because his palm had met your ass a lot during sex.

You're gasping, moaning and desperately clutching Jungkook's blanket that has been his only
source of warmness for the past couple of days. There's a faint scent of him lingering on the soft
fluffy blanket and you realize how much you missed him during those sleepless nights.

Your body is pulled up, by none other than Jungkook's strong arms as you bump into him again,
your bodies still connected as he stops his thrusts. You whine, wishing he'd continue as his hard
length is pressing against your cervix. Jungkook's fingers tap against your lips as you open your
mouth in a silent question, his husky voice carrying itself; "Put them in your mouth."

And you do, you swirl your tongue against his two fingers coating them with your saliva as he
hums approvingly into your ear. Shivering, he pulls them out before you feel them circling your
puckered hole. Not having the time to show your concern, your tensed muscles speak for
themselves as Jungkook reacts.

"Trust me." he says, words simple and short as you give him a brief nod, his hips already working
as he starts thrusting into you again.

Throwing your head back, you lean against his shoulder as pleasure shoots straight through your
entire body. It feels so fucking good. You can feel him so good, your walls wrapping around his
thick length while his palm is sprawled over your lower stomach. You glance down, surprised that
there's evident bulge that's caused by Jungkook's length. You can see him moving inside of you,
your walls clenching as you shut your eyes in pleasure. It's becoming too unbearable and he barely
started.

However, Jungkook proves that he's nowhere near done and he's got much more up his sleeve as
his finger slowly enters your puckered hole. Just the tip, enough for you to feel the sudden pressure
he puts there. Your reaction is natural and a low moan rasps out of your throat. If it weren't for
Jungkook's tight grip over your waist, and the fact you're stuck between him and couch, you'd meet
his thrust but there's no space for you to move. Something tells you, you wouldn't be able to move
either way. You're completely frozen as you welcome the pleasure Jungkook is delivering to you
and your body. Pulling out his finger out of your puckered hole, he goes between your bodies
where you're connected as he gets some of your arousal onto his fingers, before he's back at your
ass and enters you. He's not completely in, just putting enough pressure as he starts pumping the tip
of his fingers all while he's pounding you.

"Fuck, Kook." you gasp out, his hand disappearing from your waist and just as you're about to
complain, he's wrapping his hand around your throat.

Your eyes roll back, especially when he squeezes your neck softly and grunts into your ear. Oh
fuck, you're going to be so sore after this. But you don't regret it and you chase your high, clutching
Jungkook's tattooed arm. Your nails dig into his skin, your body barely holding up as your legs
tremble.

"So good." you mewl, wishing he'd react in some way, a verbal way so you could hear him saying
all those nasty stuff but he's quiet.

Not having enough time to think about it, because he's making you feel so fucking good, your
whole body shudders as you approach your intense orgasm. His length, finger still pumping into
your other hole, you feel so full that you just couldn't hold it up for much longer. His hand around
your neck is just a huge bonus that makes everything more intense. Your legs shake as you're
cumming, walls clenching repeatedly around his thick length that still thrusts into you. The orgasm
lasts long, longer than you thought it would but you're not complaining. Jungkook delivers a couple
of harsh thrusts that makes you wince, his hips slapping against your ass for a few times before
he's cumming, filling up the condom. He growls, his thrusts sloppy as he rides himself through the
orgasm. Your chests move quickly, your bodies exhausted as his hold on your easens up and you
no longer feel him pressed against you. His warmth is gone as soon as he pulls out of you, your
walls aching and heat already swollen, but you love that feeling.

You've to clutch the back of the couch, holding yourself for balance and support while you're
trying to catch a breath. Glancing at Jungkook, you stare at him with your heart painfully twisting
in your chest as you watch him taking off the condom as he walks away. He walks away without
uttering a single word as he makes his way to the bathroom.

Maybe he went to throw out the condom, he'll be back. But he's not. As soon as you hear the water
being turned on and the faint sound of him closing the shower door, you know he's not coming
back. Gulping, you pull up your panties and sweatpants, cringing when you feel your cum dripping
down your thighs. Ignoring the pain in your chest, you walk into the bathroom where you see
Jungkook standing naked in the shower. His face is facing the floor, as water keeps dripping down
his body with black hair covering his features. Nibbling on your bottom lip, you complement what
you should do. Should you just leave? Is there a point of talking when he walked away just like
that? But then, you're remembered by his words and how he said you hurt him. You want to know
what that was about.

Taking off your clothes, you ignore the nervosity you suddenly feel as you open the shower door
and stand behind him. Completely naked, you don't let your eyes drop to his ass knowing you
would be distracted. But there's something about being in here with him, in a complete silence. It's
intimate and of course, you were showering together before but today's situation is different.

You're surprised how cold the water is, it's almost freezing and you're thankful that Jungkook's
body is covering you from the strong flow of the water. Still, some amount of it splashes onto your
body and it makes you shiver, but you don't move.

"So, you fuck me and then just ignore me?" you ask, voice loud enough to echo in the bathroom as
he doesn't move an inch.

There's no way he didn't hear you. He knows you're standing behind him, he probably knew that
you're here as soon as you stepped into the bathroom. He's not surprised by your sudden voice that
resounds behind him, his back muscles tense as he lets the freezing water coat his entire body. Just
when you think he won't be answering and his next plan is to ignore you, he lifts his head up and
slides his hair back to get it off his face.

"Isn't that what you wanted?" he asks, still not turning to you.

"No," you answer immediately, scoffing. "No, Jungkook. That's not what I wanted." you point out,
voice harsh but somehow broken.

"Do you think I want to be fucked and ignored? And feel used and dirty? Like a slut?"

He turns around, surprising you as you almost stumble, staring at you with furrowed eyes.

"I don't understand you," he admits, "You told me I was too affectionate and now that I'm not, I
make you feel used and dirty?"

You can hear the pain in his voice. Jungkook has been acting childish, but that's just your point of
view because you've no idea what's going on inside his mind. But you know him long enough to
know that your confession probably hurt him more than it did hurt you. Jungkook never wanted
you to feel that way, that was the whole point of being affectionate because he didn't want you to
feel used. That's what he told you, right? Some of it is starting to make sense.

"Kook," you breathe out, the nickname slipping out of your mouth before you can stop it. "I meant
outside of sex. You weren't affectionate just during sex. And I didn't mind it, I don't mind that. It
felt nice, it feels nice to have you so close," you speak, admitting your thoughts out loud.

Jungkook and you were affectionate a lot, maybe that's why everyone thought you're secretly
dating and wouldn't believe you if you told them that's not true. But never to the point you'd kiss
each other out of nowhere or act differently. The affection is different from what it used to be and
maybe that's what scares you.

"But if we kept it going... I don't want to think about what could've happened. I care about you, I
love you and I want to protect this friendship." you tell him, his doe eyes staring back at you as he
nibbles on his bottom lip.

"Yet, you came here while I'm showering naked. Isn't that crossing a line too?" There's no
harshness in his voice, he sounds genuinely confused and curious, maybe even skeptical.

You freeze, stuttering over your words as you grow frustrated by the sudden call out. Shit, he's
right. You just came into the shower, knowing he's here completely naked and showering. Well,
you did have sex just a few minutes ago but still – the deal is about sex, and the intimacy and
affection is a different topic. The main topic right now.

"I wanted to talk..." you mumble, knowing how stupid that sounds. You could've just waited until
he's done but you came here straight away. But that's because you're that comfortable with him.
"See? This just shows that I'm comfortable with you. You've never made me uncomfortable. That's
not what this is about."

Silence. He just stares at you before he takes a deep breath.

"I felt like an idiot. But I was embarrassed too," he admits, voice suddenly quiet and timid as if he's
telling you the darkest secret.

You've questions, you're curious but you let him talk.

"I was so fucking embarrassed because I did those things without even realizing them. I mean... of
course, I knew I was about to kiss you or something. But I never dwelled onto it too much. What I
mean by that is... that I wanted to feel some kind of love and affection. I was craving it, I wanted to
be loved." he admits, his voice cracking as you open your mouth and hold back your tears.

The sight of him standing there so vulnerable does something to you. He's showing you the raw
side of him, a complete other side and you finally realize there was so much more behind his
reaction.

"Kook..." you murmur, trying to reach for him but you stop, not knowing if that's the right thing to
do. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"What? That I just want to feel loved?" he scoffs, as if that's embarrassing to admit such a thing.

"There's nothing wrong with that." you tell him, wanting him to know that but he completely
ignores that.

"You know what I'm ashamed about? That I didn't think about our friendship more. It should've
been me, I should've stopped doing that but I kept going because I was just searching for
something that I was craving for."

It all makes sense now. Part of you is still frustrated that he acted this way but everyone battles
with their own emotions differently. He had never disrespected you or done something that is
unforgiving. You wish you would know sooner what is the main reason behind him being so
affectionate. The fact he wants to be loved makes your heart crack. You realize that Kiko really
hurt him and even though he loves her and wants her back, he knows she fucked him up. But he
loves her too much to let her go and that's even more painful. He's mad at himself, he wants to let
her go and be angry but he can't. He told you that before.
"I'm so sorry, Kook." you tell him, eyes watering as he looks up at you as he shakes his head.

"I don't need a pity, Y/N."

Y/N. It's like a slap to your face. No baby, nothing. You hate how much that affects you.

"I'm not pitying you," you deny, even though you know that's bullshit. Jungkook knows that too. "I
just wish things would turn out differently. I hate when we fight, we've never fought like this ever
before."

For a moment, he turns around and turns on warm water as he scoots back to give you enough
space to shower as well. You thank him, your heart warming up over the fact he noticed your
shivering body and goosebumps even though his eyes never left your face. It's kind of funny, he's
trying to be respectful while you're standing in front of him completely naked, as if he wasn't
buried inside of you just a moments ago.

"I hate that too," he admits, "I'm sorry too, y'know. I should've communicated with you
differently."

"Yes, you should," you tell him, reaching for his shower gel that he hands you as you thank him.
"But I understand that there is a lot going on for you. It was just discommunication on both sides,
I'm glad we're talking about it."

And for the first time in a few days, Jungkook gives you a faint smile. It's faint, but you notice it
right away and it makes you mimic it too.

"Please, don't leave." he blurts out, your mouth falling open as you stare at him. "To Jimin's or
anywhere."

Jungkook has always been a person who liked his own privacy, but he cherished his friendships
and relationships with people. Considering how he's feeling now, it only makes sense that he
doesn't want to be alone.

"Okay, I won't." you tell him as he gives you a short nod.

The air is getting better, despite the steam that's filling up the bathroom from the warm water, but
there's still a weird tension in the air.

"I'm sorry." he says again, putting the shower gel back to its place as you hand it to him.

"You already said that," you chuckle, "I'm sorry too."

"You've nothing to be sorry about. All you did was looking after our friendship." he tells you,
slightly shaking his head you sigh.

"I was looking after our friendship but I should've looked after you too. I never knew you felt that
way, but please know that I enjoyed all those times and days with you. Kissing or not, I liked that. I
just got scared because I realized that it's something we've been doing without talking about it or
noticing it that much."

He nods along your words, silently agreeing with you. "Well, there's no way you would know. I
didn't talk about it and to some extent, I didn't realize that I'm the one who's looking for some
affection. I just felt lost and alone, and you're always there for me. Which doesn't justify my
actions because I shouldn't be kissing you or touching you without--"
"Kook, before you start guilting yourself all over again, I liked it. Okay? I liked the fact you
respect me enough not to dump me after we had sex. You never made me feel used."

At this point, you feel like you're just repeating yourself but you've to because you know Jungkook.
He's going to gulting himself, thinking everything is his fault when it's not.

"I'm sorry about today... after we had sex and for ignoring you all those days," he says, stopping
you with raising his finger when he sees you already opening your mouth. "I just didn't know what
I should do when we were... done."

You both cringe at that, laughing as he shakes his head. "I don't want to overstep any boundaries. I
care about you too much, Y/N. You're always going to be one of the most important women in my
life. I'd hate myself if I ruined anything between us."

Your heart swells at his confession, your eyes watering as he stares at you with big doe eyes.

"Shut up, you're gonna make me cry."

"Then cry," he shrugs, "But I need you to know that." he says, chuckling as you slap his chest.

"I know that, Kook."

"Good," he nods, tone firm but light at the same time. "That's all that matters to me right now." he
mumbles, sounding as if he's saying that to himself but you hear him and still smile.

You both shower in silence, messing around when Jungkook bumps his hip into you saying you're
taking up all the space. You do the same to him causing the two of you to laugh as you come back
and forth, until you're coming out of the shower together wrapped in towels. Jungkook wipes the
fogged mirror with his hand while a towel is wrapped around his hips, hanging dangerously low as
a prominent v-line is disappearing underneath the black fabric of his towel.

No, Y/N. Don't.

You both dry yourselves, getting into your pajamas as you clutch Jungkook's hand when he's
walking out of the bathroom. He stares at you with curious doe eyes as you bite your lower lip.
"Sleep with me tonight?"

"Are you sure?" he asks, a worry flashing in his eyes as you nod.

"I am," you assure him, "I just want us to be like we used to be. I want my best friend."

"I never left." he whispers and you look at him with pouty lips.

"You know what I mean."

"I know, I know," he says, tugging your arm as he pulls you closer. You're pushed onto his chest,
finally feeling that warmth and comfort of your best friend as you wrap your arms around his body.

He does the same thing, hugging you as you feel his cheek pressed on the top of your head.

"I'm going to Busan next weekend. Wanna come with me?" he asks suddenly, causing you to
freeze as you look up at him, both still embracing each other.

Jungkook stares down at you, patiently waiting for your response as he chuckles at your big eyes.
"Why are you going there?"
"To visit my parents." he answers.

Of course, why else would he go there? Chuckling at yourself, you nibble on your bottom lip as
you let his question linger in your head. He wants you there? It's been awhile since you've seen his
parents and family.

"I'd love to," you answer honestly, "But what about--"

"Tomorrow," he says simply, cutting you off as he cups your face. Just as you wait for his lips to
touch yours, he doesn't move an inch and all you do is stare at each other. "We'll talk tomorrow,
okay?" he asks, making sure you agree with him.

There's no reason for you not to agree and you feel like it's enough for today. You're just glad
you're no longer fighting.

"Tomorrow." you tell him, letting him lead you to his bedroom as he makes sure every light is
turned off.

Jungkook doesn't cuddle you, he keeps a safe distance between you two but you know he's there
and you're no longer alone. Just his presence is enough and even though your hands are itching to
get closer to him, you stay glued to the left side of his bed. His warmth and nice scent is all that
slowly lulls you to sleep, last thing you hear is Jungkook telling you a goodnight but you're too
tired to say anything back.
 Chapter 27

"I knew I would see you slacking off. Again."

It doesn't take long for you to recognize the teasing and edge to the very familiar voice, the one
you could probably never get mistaken. Glancing at Yoongi who's walking towards you, an
evident smirk glowing on his features as he rolls up the sleeves of his black button up.

"Bothering me again? Here I was thinking you finally left me alone." you murmur, audible enough
for him to hear because that's exactly what you wanted but all he gives you is an amused chuckle.

You don't even bother explaining to him that you're just taking a ten minutes break, before you've
to make calls for upcoming photoshoots. It's not worth it and he wouldn't care for sure.

"Me? Never," he smirks, leaning against the window sill where you're standing glancing at the
busy Seoul streets. "And you seem happier, so now I'm back."

It surprises you that he brought up the sudden change of your mood, even if his words were tactical
and light without actually prying what happened. You purse your lips, trying to hide a grin because
this man is just unstoppable and unbelievable. From the corner of his eyes you notice the corner of
his lips twitch as he stares at you with those sharp eyes.

"Such a shame. I was hoping you'd leave me alone for a few days at least." you joke, hearing him
feigning a dramatic gasp that makes you snort as you both laugh.

"Well, I'm glad you got your humor back," he teases, wiggling his brows as you roll your eyes
although a soft grin spreads on your lips. "But are you okay?" he asks, the teasing long gone from
his voice as you stare at him with widened eyes.

He sounds genuine and--

"Min Yoongi, are you worried about me?" you ask, grin making its way back onto your lips as
Yoongi scoffs.

"Don't be ridiculous," he denies, scrunching his nose as if the mention of him being worried about
you disgusts him. "I'm just curious, that's all."

"Uhm," you hum, smirking when he growls in disagreement. "But since you're so curious about
me, yes, I'm okay." you answer, knowing that he's waiting for your answer nevertheless of your
teasing and he nods in acknowledgement.

You're okay. When you woke up, unfortunately there were no signs of Jungkook because he had to
wake up earlier than you. In a sleepy state, you can remember his alarm going off but you drifted
back to sleep before you could pry your eyes open. Jungkook managed to turn off the alarm
quickly, before it could wake you up entirely. However, this morning has been different because
there was a small note waiting for you on the kitchen counter.

'I had to wake up earlier, we'll talk when I get home. Have a nice day, JK :)'

Just a simple note was enough to make your day a little bit better. Oh, who are you kidding. It
made your day better a lot considering how much worried you were about your friendship and
Jungkook as well. You're glad you got to talk and understand each other better.
"Oh, I take it you got laid."

You almost choke at Yoongi's blunt words, your eyes scanning the break room which you're
currently alone in. Thank god.

"No, I didn't!" you deny, but it sounds like a lie even to your ears and your very attentive co-worker
seems to know that too as he starts grinning.

"Oh my god, you did!" he exclaims, grinning as you hiss at him, annoyance crossing on your
features.

"So what?" you grumble. There's no point of denying it. Well, at least you tried. "You should get
laid too, maybe it would help you with your attitude."

"Are you offering?" he asks right away, catching you off guard as your eyes almost bulge out.

Heat spreads over your cheeks as you suddenly imagine Yoongi naked, most likely being intimate
with you but before you can get a proper image, you shake out of it. Fucks sake, this is your
annoying co-worker. Why would you even imagine something like that? In your defense, he's the
one who said it. Not you.

"Oh, you've a boyfriend." he pouts, causing you to roll your eyes. As if that makes any difference.

"He's not my boyfriend for fucks sake," you groan, "He's my best friend." you clarify, growing
tired that for some reason he doesn't believe you.

You don't even know why that bothers you so much. Maybe it's the same thing when people would
assume you were dating, but you weren't. You weren't having sex back then and they still thought
you and Jungkook are secretly dating, or that you will. It always annoyed you and not just you. It
annoyed Jungkook too but he had been always better at brushing it off, unlike you.

"Wasn't he your fuck buddy?" he feigns confusion and you're super close to slap him across his
face.

Yoongi finds this entertaining as he's staring at you, seeing you twisting with discomfort written all
over your face. Ah, he loves making you embarrassed. You always play tough around him, but he
knows you're much more sensitive than you're showing him.

"Actually, I don't think he is. He's no longer my fuck buddy." you tell him, sounding almost
proudly which catches Yoongi off guard and you see it by the way his lips part.

You and Jungkook still haven't justified your deal, but you both know it should've been over a long
time ago. What happened last night – well, you had sex and that's it. There's nothing much to say
about that. You both were horny, angry and it felt like angry sex is the right decision at that
moment. It definitely helped you get that anger and irritation out of you.

"And that's why you are so happy?" he asks, sounding confused and surprised as you shrug.

"Not exactly. We talked yesterday and sorted some things out. He's probably getting back with his
ex anyway. We both got what we wanted." you tell him, not really sure why you're so honest all of
a sudden.

"And you're... fine with that?" he asks slowly, as if he's still trying to process your answer. Poor
guy, he's confused and isn't trying to hide it at all. It's a rare moment to see him so confused and out
of place.
"Why wouldn't I be? We had a deal, there are no hard feelings." you shrug.

It's understandable Yoongi is most likely confused and tries to put the pieces together. He doesn't
know your whole deal after all. All he knows is that you've a best friend and you became friends
with benefits for some time. And according to your words, that has ended.

"Shit, you're even crazier than I thought." he exclaims, causing you to frown as you glare at him.

"Thanks." you mutter sarcastically, ready to get back to work before Jinho notices you're gone
longer than you should be. You don't need him to ruin your day.

"Hey," Yoongi calls out, causing you to stop as you glance at him. There's something about his
features that make them look more softer as he glances at you. "I was just joking, you're not crazy."

You blink a couple of times, staring at the man that uncomfortably shifts on his spot as you lick
your dry lips. "Thanks?"

"Maybe just a little bit." he says, his lips twitching as you snort.

"Aren't we all?" you ask, slowly backing away. "You really are growing soft on me." you joke,
causing him to scoff immediately.

"Fuck off." he says as he hears your laugh. The middle finger you show him with you walking
away while turned with your back to him doesn't go unnoticed by him too, a scoff of disbelief
filling up the empty break room.

When you get back home, Jungkook's home, you're surprised by the sight of Jungkook himself.
He's pacing around the living room, patting the pockets of his black slacks as he makes sure he has
everything. You stare at him, legs bare and out of those awful heels that you were wearing the
whole day, but you can't focus on the ache of your feet. It's hard to do so, especially when
Jungkook looks extremely good. He always does, but there's just something about him wearing all
black, especially that goddamn black button up exposing some of his chest. His black locks look
natural but add just the right pinch of hotness to his whole look. It's the details too, like the silver
earrings he usually wears and a shiny silver ring wrapped around his tattooed finger.

"Hi?" you call out, Jungkook's head snapping to yours as he finally notices you.

He gives you a big smile, greeting you right away as he reaches for his wallet before putting it into
the pocket. "Hey, I was wondering when you'll get back." he says, voice light as he ruffles his hair.

"I had to go over Monday's plans with Yoongi, got caught up." you explain, giving him a small
smile in return as his soft features twist in a mere confusion.

"Yoongi?"

"My co-worker." you answer, wondering if you've ever mentioned Yoongi's name. You probably
didn't since he's asking. And there was no reason, you're glad you don't get to talk about him in
your private life. It's just enough to bear with him almost every day.

"Ah," Jungkook hums, "Well, Jin texted me and the guys, and he wants to hang out tonight."

That would explain his outfit and obvious fact that he's about to leave.
"Oh, is he back from the honeymoon?" you ask, putting your bag onto the couch as if it's your daily
routine every day coming back from work. That's because it is. You managed to have your own
new routine ever since staying over at Jungkook's.

"Yeah, came back last week actually. They just had a little bit after the honeymoon phase," he
chuckles.

Obviously, you know what that means. Sex, sex and a lot of sex.

"And now he wants to hang out with us. You wanna go with us?" he asks, waiting for your answer
as you open your mouth in surprise.

It's probably all guys hanging out, you don't think they would mind if you came too but you
wouldn't want to intrude. Not that Jungkook would mind anyway. You're touched that he's asking
you to come too, considering that you would be left alone in his apartment. But you're tired, you
don't mind to relax. Although, you thought you'd talk tonight.

"Ah, no. Thank you though. I'm tired and I just wanna relax tonight." you assure him, knowing that
if he saw any doubt on your face, he wouldn't let you live.

"You want me to stay with you? I can just text them and decline, I don't mind." he says, and your
heart warms up all again but you shake your head.

"Don't be stupid. Have fun, go hang out with them. I'll just watch Netflix or something and then go
to sleep. Do you have a ride back home? I assume you all will be drinking." you tell him, changing
topic knowing he would question you for a couple more seconds.

He looks complementing whether asking again but be just shakes his head. "I'll just call a cab or
something." he waves his hand.

"You sure? I can pick you up." you offer, but he shakes his head again.

"No, it's okay. I'll probably come back late. You should just go to sleep, don't worry about me." he
smiles, walking towards you as he pokes your nose causing you to frown.

"My apartment is already fixed," you tell him, remembering the call you got around lunch time.

You hoped you'd be happier when the repairman called you and informed you that it's all good
now, and you're free to move back in. Well, living with Jungkook has been nice. He's been cooking
for you, more than you had for him. You helped with cleaning, but it's proven that Jungkook has
everything under control and manages to clean everything on his own. Surprisingly, looking at the
fact that Jungkook is a man, he's very clean and likes his things in their place. Oh, and he's been
taking care of washing your clothes and now they smell like him. Not entirely, but the fabric
softener he's always using.

"I'll go back tomorrow." you add, his doe eyes staring at you as he sighs.

"Oh, okay," he says, sounding disappointed. "I'll miss having you around though." he says, causing
you to snort as you push his firm chest. Oh god.

"I barely did anything." you laugh, causing him to grin as he scrunches his nose.

"Believe it or not, but just having you around is enough."

"Oh my god, Jeon. You're such a sap." you snort, causing him to roll his eyes but there's an amused
grin spreading on his lips.

"What? You don't believe me?" he wiggles his brows, pinching your cheeks as you slap his hands
away causing him to put a little bit of pressure which makes you whine.

"Let go of me, Jeon!"

He does, but not before he starts cackling at your red cheeks and frustration filling your face. What
a kid.

"But seriously, I'll miss you." he says, chuckling as he watches you rubbing your red cheeks to
make the pinching feeling go away.

You glare at him, but how can you stay mad at him when he's scrunching his nose again as he's
laughing at your expression. "I'm not dying, Kook. We can still hang out whenever we want." you
remind him, growing soft that he really looks kind of bummed out that your apartment is fixed.

"I know that," he says, shrugging. "I hope you're not. Imagine if you were, who would I annoy?" he
pouts fakely, causing you to raise your hand as you're ready to slap him but he's already
anticipating it, dodging your hand with ease.

"Jimin or Taehyung? Or the hundreds of other friends you've." you murmur, giggling when he
makes a grimace and shakes his head.

"None of them are like you," he says, voice soft but serious as he steps closer to you. Your breath
hitches, anticipating his next move but you definitely don't expect him to poke you in your ribs as
he lets out a cackle. "And you're too easy to annoy."

"I really hope that one day when you'll have kids, they'll annoy the shit out of you. You deserve it."
you tell him seriously, only causing him to laugh as you're trying to hide your grin.

"Kids annoy the shit out of their parents anyway," he points out, shrugging as if your comment
doesn't mean anything. "And your kids will annoy you too, don't think your kids won't be annoying
just because it's you." he teases, causing you to roll your eyes as you shrug.

"We'll see, Jeon." you muse, pursing your lips while he snickers at you.

He stares at you for a couple of seconds, and you already know that look in his eyes. He lightly
coughs, preparing himself for whatever he wants to talk about but you already have an idea what it
might be. You wanted to talk after all.

"So..." he starts, nibbling on his bottom lip before he sighs and opens his mouth again. "What
now?"

"What do you mean what now?" you ask, chuckling. "I guess our deal is off, isn't it? There's no
point of us pretending to be dating. I'm guessing you've already agreed to meet with Kiko...?" you
ask, question lingering in the air for a couple of seconds as Jungkook nods.

"Well, we haven't set the date yet. She's visiting her parents right now. She told me she'll let me
know when she's back." he explains, causing you to nod.

"But she agreed to meet up with you, right?" you ask just to be sure, earning a nod from Jungkook.

"Yeah, she did. I just don't know what to expect from it." he admits quietly, causing you to frown in
a confusion as you glance at him.
He sighs, ruffling his hair as he walks up to the back of the couch and leans against it. Crossing his
arms over his chest, you open your mouth to ask; "What do you mean? I thought you wanted to get
back together with her."

Does he have any doubts about their relationship? About Kiko? That's hard to believe. He's been so
determined and even though he was vocal about his recent thoughts with you and trusted you with
his struggles and thoughts, there could always be something more. Love is confusing. Thank God,
you're not going through the same thing he's going through right now. Even if he's the same
Jungkook, teasing you and annoying you, you know his heart is cracked and he's trying to do the
right thing by listening to it.

"I want to," he exclaims softly, almost sounding annoyed at himself. "But I told you... I don't know
what will happen when I see her again. This time it'll be just the two of us again and the last time
we were alone, just the two of us, she told me the most heartbreaking thing she probably could've
said to me. I don't know how I'll feel about that. I've no fucking idea how I'll feel when we'll talk."

You look at him with a pity in your soft eyes. "Of course, you don't know. That's why you want to
meet her and talk to her."

"I love her," he admits like it's not obvious, "But a part of me wishes I'd hate her. It would make
everything easier."

"Don't say that," you whisper, "You would be heartbroken either way." you tell him, walking
towards him as you give him a tiny smile.

He's looking at you, eyes travelling all over your face as they stop at your eyes. He gives you a soft
look, thankful even as the corner of his lips lifts up. "Yeah, maybe you're right. But hating someone
is easier than loving someone who hurt you."

"Kook, you're not capable of hating someone. And by no means you're able to hate Kiko. You're
just hurt and it's completely understandable. You know how you'll feel when you meet up with her.
For now, just enjoy your night and don't stress yourself that much. I know it's easy for me to say
but be with your friends, get drunk or something." you chuckle and he joins you, although it sounds
pressured. Not that you're surprised.

"Come here," he says, already reaching towards you with his arms.

Taking two steps, he pulls you to his chest as he hugs you. Your nose is pressed against his chest,
smelling the amazing and same cologne he always wears, the same one that smells like home.
Because in a way, Jungkook is your home. Your friendship is so valuable, you've never had this
kind of friendship with anyone.

Growing up, you had a best friend in a primary school. He was cool and you got along with him
better than with any of your girl friends. You remember when you used to order pizza almost every
day after school. You'd try the one with seafood and examine little octopuses with a giggle before
you ate them. Those are soft and nice memories. Until you both grew up and you stopped hanging
out. He started hanging out with one of your other classmates, right before you went to high school.
Then you heard he started smoking weed, not that defines him as a person but when you saw him
in your home city, he looked... different. It wasn't the same boy you used to laugh and joke around
with. He was someone else, he grew up just like you did.

But it's different with Jungkook. You might not know him from the complete childhood days, but
long enough to remember the little pimples he used to have and the innocent look along with his
big eyes, that remained the same. The only difference is that he's not a boy anymore, he's a man full
of muscles while his skin is filled with a couple of tattoos decorating his right arm. His baby fat is
no longer present and his jaw is sharp while his cheekbones are defined. And his appearance
might've changed, but he still remains the same person. Yes, you got to see new sides of him (not
just from the sexual side). He's no longer the innocent boy who blushed whenever a girl talked to
him. Yet, he never changed towards you. No matter how many years passed, he's still the same.

Wrapping your arms around his frame, you smile into the hug.

"I feel bad for leaving you here alone. You sure you'll be fine?" he asks softly, mouth pressed
against your hair.

"Yeah," you chuckle, "I'm tired. Have fun, Kook. We'll have fun some other time, I promise."

"I know we'll, we always do." he jokes, causing you to pull away so he can see the roll of your
eyes. He mimics you and snickers when you want to push him away but he doesn't let you go, arms
still wrapped around your body.

"So, I guess I'm no longer your fake girlfriend, huh?" you ask, chuckling when his eyes drop to
your moving lips before they flicker back to your eyes.

"Yeah, I guess you're not," he chuckles, "Well, it was a pleasure to have you as my girlfriend." he
jokes, causing you to snort.

"I'm sure it was," you snicker, "You're full of shit, Jeon."

Amused smirk adors Jungkook's lips as he bites his lower lip. "I'm not, although your acting wasn't
as great as I hoped it'd be." he jokes and you slap his back, the only available place for you where
you can hit him.

He laughs, throwing his head back as squeezes you tighter. "My acting was perfect! Okay, the
beginning wasn't that great but it wasn't my mistake!" you exclaim, laughing through your words as
Jungkook nods with pursed lips, teasing you.

"Was I good with my part of the deal?" Jungkook asks, your body tensing for a second as you tilt
your head to look at him.

"Are you seriously asking me if you were good at sex?" you ask with a chuckle, trying too hard not
to let your cheeks flush. Fuck, you've no idea why you're so shy all of a sudden.

"No, I know I was great," he says, earning another roll of your eyes. Seriously, you can't with him.
"I'm asking if I did everything you wanted." He sounds genuinely curious, but there's a dark glint in
his eyes as he stares down at you, waiting for your response.

It's not helping that he's so close to you, your bodies pressed together. You can perfectly feel his
warmth and you're suddenly remembered of all the times your bodies collided with each other.
There's a sudden tingle between your legs and you've to shake yourself out of it before you can let it
cloud your mind.

"Uhm," you hum, although there is something else that comes to your mind. For example, like
there's a lot of things that you can think of. But you don't tell him that. But judging by Jungkook's
weird chuckle and the way he frowns, he notices your short and unsure answer. "Our deal is off,
remember?"

"Yeah, I know." he answers, slowly letting you go at the same time as his phone starts to vibrate in
his pocket. "Sorry," he apologizes but you just wave it off and wait for him to answer the phone.
"Yeah?" There's a distant muffled voice that you recognize as Taehyung, although you can't hear
him properly. "Yeah, yeah I'm going. See you soon," he ends the call as he gives you a tiny smile.

"It was Tae, they're already there." he informs you, but doesn't move an inch.

"Go," you laugh, nudging his shoulder as he chuckles. "Don't let them wait for too long. You know
how impatient Taehyung gets."

"Knowing him, he'll be drunk by the time I get there." he jokes, causing you to laugh because you
both know Taehyung. He likes to loosen up a lot lately.

"Oh god, don't let him get drunk like he got at Jin's wedding." you whine, remembering Jimin and
Jungkook coming to the rescue because Taehyung got wasted and threw up all over the bathroom.
Jungkook said the sight wasn't pretty and it was a good thing you stayed at the bar.

"I'll try," Jungkook promises, flicking your nose. "You can always tag along and babysit Tae." he
jokes.

"No, thanks," you snort, "I'm sure you'll manage on your own. I trust you." you pat his chest before
you turn around, seeing him grinning at you as he shakes his head.

As you're ready to grab your clothes from Jungkook's bedroom, you hear his keys rustling as he
calls out to you. "I've my phone with me, don't hesitate to call me if something happens." he calls
out to you, a laugh escaping from your mouth as you poke your head from the bedroom.

He's standing at the front door with a hand on the doorknob, big eyes looking at you innocently
although his whole appearance screams the exact opposite.

"Don't worry, dad. I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself." you tell him, laughing when he stares
at you in a mere horror.

"Don't call me that," he murmurs, "I know you can take care of yourself, just-- yeah, have a nice
evening, okay?"

You look at him, a soft smile spreading on your lips as you give him a nod. "Of course, have fun."
you call out to him, giving him a wave of your hand.

You see the dubious look on his face and you just know he's deciding if he really should go, and
leave you alone. Your heart warms up at his kindness and before he can decide not to go and not to
have an actual fun, which he really needs, you lock yourself in the bathroom and treat yourself to a
steamy shower.

The blasting rap music sounds like a knife digging into Jungkook's earlobe, but the amount of
alcohol flowing in his system makes one of the main sensory organs almost numb. Who would've
thought a nice evening in the diner with his friends would erupt into a night full of clubbing,
alcohol and loud music. Well, he could've predicted it. It always happens and deep down he knew
their next steps after their stomachs are full, would lead to one of the clubs. Jin's back, glowing
with happiness after the honeymoon as he didn't fail to spill some details to his friends. The mood
has been great, ever since Jungkook stepped into the diner and his friends welcomed him while
teasing him of his late arrival – which wasn't that late. He was only twenty minutes late but of
course Taehyung teased him the most.

The whole evening seemed fun and nice, women throwing their eyes at Jungkook which he bluntly
ignored and prayed none of those women would actually make their move. He would feel awful to
turn down any of them, knowing they would be most likely embarrassed if he did that. Couple of
drinks later when a painful realization of his current life hit him like a ton of bricks, he couldn't
think about anything else than what's happening in his life.

"Jungkook," Jimin says, patting Jungkook's shoulder as he's sniffling trying to cover his face even
though nobody could tell he's crying, considering the lack of light in the dimmed club. If it weren't
for Jungkook's slumped figure and worried eyes of his friends, he'd just look like another drunk guy
barely holding up.

Instead, he's a drunk guy with a broken heart that couldn't hold it in any longer.

"What's wrong? Please, don't cry." Jimin's worried voice fills Jungkook's ears but just as the loud
and energetic rap music, it's numb to Jungkook's ears and he barely registers it.

"Jungkook, did something happen?" Taehyung asks, sitting next to him as he clutches his other
shoulder in comfort. But he barely feels that, not registering his friends' voices as they're just
another empty noise.

He hates himself, he's ruining the fun for his friends who came here to have fun and loosened up,
not wanting to experience Jungkook's breakdown that he desperately tried to hide before they
noticed it. Trying to act like everything's fine is harder when he's drunk and barely managing to
control his emotions and features. He never expected to find himself in this situation, fuck, he
never thought he would have this breakdown like a little heartbroken boy.

"No," he sniffles, stubbornly shaking his head as he denies quite the obvious. "I'm fine."

"It's us, Kookie. You don't have to lie in front of us," Jimin reminds him softly, his gentle voice
carrying itself as it contrasts with the music. "Is it something with Y/N? Did you guys have a
fight?"

Jungkook lifts his head up, staring into Jimin's worried and big eyes as he stares at his friend that
sniffles and shakes his head. "No, we're good."

If Jimin remembers correctly and he does, he knows you and Jungkook had a fight or something
weird happened at the camping trip. As much as you tried to put a smile on your face when he
asked you about it, he's not stupid and is observing enough to notice that something happened. Of
course, you both had to figure it out because he witnessed Jungkook buying you pads and tampons,
seeming determined to buy you both just because he wasn't sure. It touched Jimin's heart and he's
not even a fucking woman.

But it still breaks him to see his friend crying over something nobody knows about. And all of a
sudden when just a few minutes ago he was laughing with the rest of them.

"You don't have to tell us if you don't want to," Taehyung reminds him, rubbing Jungkook's
shoulder who lets out a defeated sigh. "Just let us know if you'll be okay."

Jimin nods, something Jungkook fails to see because of his head hanging low as he stares at his
black boots. His whole body feels heavy, along with the alcohol settling in his stomach. Fuck, why
he chose to eat that much? And drink too. He should've stopped himself, but he was having so
much fun.

"It's Kiko." Jungkook murmurs, almost inaudibly but Jimin and Taehyung hear him perfectly as
they look at each other confusingly, before Jungkook leans himself against the booth.
"Kiko?" Jimin doesn't hide his surprise. "What happened with her?"

"What happened?" Hoseok joins the rest of them, the three guys staring at Hoseok lapping for his
breath as he spent a good thirty minutes dancing his heart out with some girls.

He frowns, worriedly glancing at Jungkook who just stares back at his older friend with a mere
frown.

"I found out she cheated while we were dating." Jungkook answers, surprisingly completely clear
and loud enough for everyone to hear.

Jimin gasps out in shock, Taehyung's mouth dropping as Hoseok's eyebrows shoot up in guilt and
worry. Jimin sees the interaction, mouth dropping as well as he stares at Hoseok. "You knew?"

"Of course, he knew. He's Kiko's best friend." Taehyung comments, frowning at their hyung who
seems guilter than ever. Especially when he sees the reddened eyes that belong to the youngest,
pain visible in them.

"That's why she broke up with you?" Jimin asks Jungkook, glancing back at him but not before he
glares at Hoseok. Jungkook gives them a slow nod, closing his eyes for a few moments. The pain
is too much, he wishes he could just forget it and he reaches for Jimin's drink that he bought for
himself but hasn't had the time to drink it, since he found Jungkook crying and all alone.

"What a bitch!" Taehyung exclaims, causing Jungkook to stop and snap his teary eyes at him while
Hoseok glares the shit out of Taehyung.

"Hey!" Hoseok snaps, causing the younger man to shrug as he glares back. "It's... it's not my place
to tell anything. It's between you two, Jungkook." he reminds him, his voice softening.

"Are you seriously standing up for her when she cheated? What has Jungkook ever done to deserve
that?" Taehyung asks, voice raising his voice as everyone stares at him with a shocked expression.
Taehyung barely shows anger, if it's not a part of him playing a video game or something, so it is
quite surprising to hear his deep voice getting frustrated and even more that it's aimed at Hoseok.

"Nothing," Hoseok sighs, "I'm not saying any of this is alright." he tells them gently, sitting down
at the opposite of the table as he glances at Jungkook with a pitiful look.

"Well, you act like it." Taehyung murmurs, causing Jimin to sigh as he shakes his head.

"Tae," he warns him softly, standing up from his crouch position as he sits down next to Jungkook.

He watches Jungkook reach for his drink again but before he can even touch the cold glass, Jimin's
already slapping Jungkook's hand away and moves the drink away from Jungkook's reach. "I think
you've had enough."

Jungkook rolls his eyes but doesn't say anything as his head keeps dropping down. Thank god he's
sitting down, at least he has some kind of stability now.

"I'm gonna grab some water for him." Hoseok says, excusing himself as he gives all of them a
pitiful look again, looking guilty and sad at the same time.

"He does look miserable about this." Taehyung comments, watching Hoseok's figure disappearing
in the crowd.

"Go easy on him, Tae. He doesn't have it easy, he's Kiko's best friend and Jungkook's friend."
Jimin sighs, reminding Taehyung which makes Jungkook scoff. He heard similar words just a few
days ago.

Whatever Taehyung's thinking, he stays silent and just lets out an exhausted sigh as he glances at
Jungkook. He looks still miserable, the conversation bringing another set of memories and pain.

"I know it hurts, Kook. But look at the positive side, you've got Y/N. She would never--"

"We're not together." Jungkook slurs, both of his friends freezing.

"Wait, what?" Jimin asks, staring at Jungkook who seems to be spacing out as he curses when he
falls forward and almost bumps his head into the table in front of him, if it weren't for Jimin's and
Taehyung's fast reflexes. "What did you say?" Jimin presses, staring at Jungkook who grins lazily
and closes his eyes.

"What about Y/N?" Taehyung tries, holding Jungkook in case he'd stumble forward again.

"Me and Y/N," he slurs, letting out a burp that makes him almost gag. "We're not together."

"What? You guys broke up?" Jimin exclaims, not believing his ears as Jungkook seems to live in
his own little word, completely ignoring Jimin's question and reaction.

"Jungkook," Taehyung nudges Jungkook's shoulder. "You and Y/N broke up?" he asks, Jungkook
eyes opening again as he processes Taehyung's question.

He sits there, staring dumbfounded in front of himself before he shrugs, remembering something.
"Oh, yeah, we did." he sighs.

"What? When?" Taehyung asks, glancing at Jimin who looks just as shocked as he shrugs.

However, he's not the only one and Jungkook shrugs as well, not knowing how to answer that.
What is he supposed to say? You did tell that your deal is off today, well yesterday. It's already
past midnight if he can remember.

"What about Y/N? Is she okay? Where is she?" Jimin asks, blurting out all these questions at
Jungkook that makes him just shrug which causes Jimin to groan in annoyance. Talking with a
drunk person is extremely hard, Jungkook is a perfect example of that.

"Fine," Jungkook slurs out, "She's fine."

"I've to call her. She's probably--"

"No," Jungkook says, trying to touch Jimin but he just pats with his hand awkwardly in front of
Jimin as he stares at Jungkook with an arched brow.

"But where is she Jungkook? I don't think a person can be fine after a breakup."

"She's at mine." Jungkook answers, Taehyung scoffing a chuckle as he seems to grow genuinely
amused at the current situation. He wishes it wouldn't be so serious, maybe he'd actually laugh.

"What?" Jimin asks dumbfoundedly, "You broke up and she's at your place?"

"Yeah?" Jungkook asks, brows pinching confusingly as he looks at even more confused Jimin.

"You're an idiot. You broke up, she's at yours and you're partying here?"
"She didn't want to go." Jungkook answers innocently, shrugging slowly.

"Oh my god, Jungkook," Jimin exclaims, slapping his forehead. "Of course, she didn't. You broke
up! Why the fuck is she even at yours?"

Jungkook shrugs causing Jimin to groan. "And don't shrug all the time!"

"Okay." Jungkook sighs, head hanging low as he lets out a defeated sigh.

Taehyung snickers, patting Jungkook's shoulder. "Don't yell at him, Jiminie. He's drunk as fuck."

Jimin sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "I've to call her."

"No, she's fine," Jungkook waves his hand. "She's probably sleeping."

Jimin stares at Jungkook, wondering if he wants to let out a desperate sigh or laugh at Jungkook's
drunkenness. He doesn't do either, simply sitting in silence for a moment. It's his sudden silenced
cries and sniffles that snap both men into action, Taehyung rubbing Jungkook's shoulder as Jimin
sighs.

"I'm gonna take him home." he informs Taehyung, not thinking Jungkook is paying attention to
both of them and definitely not to what neither of them are saying.

"You drank, you can't drive." Taehyung says, still rubbing Jungkook's shoulder as he gives him
another glance of worry and pity.

"Of course, I won't drive. I'm not stupid Tae," Jimin tells his friend, "I'm gonna call us a cab and
then come back here."

Taehyung is ready to nod, thinking it's probably best for Jungkook to sleep it through. He won't
enjoy this night anyway, not in this state. They all will probably go home soon and Jungkook looks
like he'll either throw up or fall asleep any minute. They can just pray he won't be throwing up in a
cab, maybe Jimin should try to make him throw up before they'll actually hop into a cab.

"No," Jungkook disagrees, shaking his head. "No, no cab."

"Kook, we've to get you home." Jimin reminds him softly, pulling out his phone as Jungkook gives
him a glare before he burps.

He slurs something, so quiet that both men stare at him with a dumbfounded gaze, wondering what
the hell he just said. Taehyung asks him to repeat it, causing the younger and drunk man to blink a
couple of times before he says it again.

"Y/N," he says simply, burping again as he covers his mouth with a hand. "Call Y/N."

"Jungkook, she's most likely sleeping, you said it yourself. Let her sleep, let's not wake her up."
Jimin says, wondering when the fuck has Jungkook grown so stubborn. He's always been stubborn
when it came to work or his determination, but not in these kinds of scenarios. But then, those
scenarios where Jungkook would get drunk and emotional never really happened.

"Call her." he snaps, causing Jimin to groan as he throws his head back.

"You're selfish, you know that right?" Jimin mumbles, chuckling when Jungkook scoffs in
response and crosses his arms over his chest.

"For fucks sake, just call her." Taehyung tells Jimin, causing the both friends to glare at each other
as Jimin fumbles with his phone with an unsure expression.

"You heard him," Jungkook speaks up innocently, "Call her."

"God, you're so annoying. No wonder you guys broke up," Jimin mumbles, but not inaudible
enough for him not to hear.

"Hey!" Jungkook exclaims pouting before he stares into distance, nibbling on his bottom lip.

"You okay?" Taehyung asks, leaning forward to get a better glance at his friend's face as he sees
tears falling down his cheeks.

"I can't believe she cheated on me," Jungkook cries out, falling onto Taehyung's side as he drops
his head onto his shoulder and starts letting out soft cries. "Why?"

Taehyung looks at Jimin, both sharing the same look of pity by the evident heartbreak of their
youngest friend that awfully reminds them of the very moment they both found out Kiko broke up
with him. The only difference was that Jungkook was too stubborn to actually cry in front of them.
And he wasn't drunk, but still the pain in the ass before you came to the rescue. Even though
Jungkook's reaction might've been different, they can notice the pain and heartbreak in both of
them. And just like before, they both look at each other while Jungkook's soft cries are muffled by
the loud music that slowly blends into the background.

Taehyung opens his mouth; "Call her." Is all he says before Jimin is already searching for your
number as Hoseok is coming back with the bottle of water which Jungkook refuses and almost
throws it back at him, calling him a liar.

This whole night became a mess, a heartbreaking mess for Jungkook and nothing seems to help.
You're the only hope they all have left. Again.
 Chapter 28

When you told Jungkook your plans for the evening, you weren't lying. After you took a shower,
you watched a movie on his Netflix account before you scurried to his bedroom. It didn't take you
that long to fall asleep, although it felt awfully weird being in his bed without him around. It's
stupid, but you did miss his warmth or just his scent, that lingered on the sheets only. Nothing too
drastic, it's not like you were crying for his presence and for once, you were happy for him that he
went out with his friends. He deserves to loosen up, just like you told him.

The buzzing of your phone is what wakes you up from your calm sleep, your mind taking a few
seconds before you realize the never ending sound that woke you up is your own phone. With
half–closed eyes, you see Jimin's name flashing on the bright screen that makes you groan before
you accept the call.

"What?" your groggy voice sounds loud even to your own ears, hearing the sigh of relief on the
other end.

"Thank god," Jimin's soft voice resounds, " I woke you up, didn't I?" In the middle of him asking,
you hear muffled music before there's a peaceful silence.

"It's--" you look at the time, "three in the morning. Of course, I'm fucking sleeping." you murmur,
fumbling with your tired eyes.

"I'm so sorry, I really didn't want to call you but Jungkook insisted." he says, voice sounding guilty
and you could probably perfectly imagine his guilty face too, if it weren't for the name of your best
friend being mentioned.

Your tired mind suddenly starts working and you quickly realize that Jungkook is out with his
friends, Jimin being one of them. "Jungkook? Did something happen?" you ask, slowly sitting up
as you're waking up from the deep slumber.

"Yeah and no," you hear him chuckle, but before you can voice out your worry Jimin quickly adds.
"He's fine, well drunk but fine. He insisted I've to call you."

"Jimin, I'm too tired to ask questions. Just tell me what happened." you sigh, rubbing your temples
this time as a yawn leaves your mouth.

Jimin feels sorry for you, he wishes he'd be just as stubborn as Jungkook and wouldn't allow him to
persuade him to call you. Of course, you were sleeping. It doesn't take a genius to know that. There
would be a low chance of you being awake at three in the morning, especially after knowing that
you're at Jungkook's all alone. What else could you be doing?

"Well, he got drunk and emotional, something about Kiko cheating." he says carefully, not sure
how you'd react to the mention of his ex girlfriend.

"Fuck," Resounds from your mouth, your worry increasing at the mention of Kiko and the whole
incident that has been bothering Jungkook.

"Yeah exactly," Jimin agrees, " And he just started crying, so I wanted to take him home. Calling a
cab of course, before you start lecturing me about driving while drinking, Tae already did that,"
you giggle, finding it amusing that Taehyung is the one giving a lecture about being drunk. Well,
he did have a point. "But Jungkook wouldn't want to go and just kept asking about you."
It's weird how your ego jumps at that, finding it rather appealing to the point that it strokes your
ego knowing Jungkook asked for you. According to Jimin's words, he's probably too drunk to call
you himself and you wonder just how much he's drunk when he can't call you. Also, the mention of
him crying and bringing up Kiko speaks for itself. You do feel bad for him, you hoped he'd enjoy
this evening without any drama or hard feelings. To hear that he's being sad and crying just breaks
your heart.

"What an idiot," you grumble, "I asked him if I should pick him up."

"You know how he is," Jimin sighs, "He never wants to bother anyone."

"Yeah, yeah. I know..." you mumble, turning on the night lamp as you scrunch your eyes at the
brightness. "What's the address?"

As you're walking towards the club, which has bad parking since you had to park your car down
the street, you hug the pink cardigan closer to your body. Thankfully, the ride was just twenty
minutes away from Jungkook's apartment and after Jimin informed you they'll be waiting for you
outside by the time you get there, you just hoped Jungkook doesn't cause any trouble in the
meantime. Or have any more breakdowns. Just like Jimin promised, as you near the club, you
notice him first and surprisingly Hoseok is standing beside him. They're standing more on the side,
filling the time while waiting for you by smoking a cigarette. You know Jimin smokes
occasionally, especially if he's clubbing but other than that he's not a smoker, so the sight of him
taking a drag of cigarette isn't that unfamiliar.

By the time they become more clear, you notice Jungkook sitting on a curb with head hanging low
looking like he's either asleep or ready to vomit any second. God, you hope he won't be throwing
up in your car. It may not be the newest but you got it cleaned up recently and the thought of your
car reeking from a vomit makes you want to gag. Jimin is the first one to notice you, already
dropping down the roach as he extinguishes it with his boot.

"The savior is here," you hear Jimin saying, causing you to snort as you laugh while you shake
your head.

They both greet you, but before you can greet them back, you see Jungkook's head snapping up as
he locates you. Surprisingly, there's no trace of sadness on his face as his eyes look a little bit red
but that could be easily from the alcohol. When Jimin said he's drunk, he meant completely wasted
as Jungkook starts grinning at you.

"Hey baby," he slurs out, smirking as he keeps grinning at you. He looks dumb, cutely dumb and
you can't help but snort at the sight of your completely wasted best friend that wiggles his brows.

"Hey guys," you greet everyone, glancing at Hoseok who just gives you a mere smile but before
you can focus on the particular glint in his eyes, you look back at Jungkook who's trying to stand
up.

In his state, it's very hard and practically impossible for him to do. Thankfully, Jimin and Hoseok
come to the rescue and help him standing up but not before Jungkook stumbles, trying to find a
balance. He's trying to swat their hands off his body, but they have a tight grip on him. You find
the sight very amusing, never seen him this wasted and even though you do feel a little bit worried,
you're glad he's not bawling his eyes out. Maybe he's over it.

Jungkook has different phases while being drunk, and being funny and talkative is one of them.
Although, he does look like he can't even comprehend a single sentence without slurring or
sounding decent.
"Finally someone normal." he comments, trying to get their hands off him as he's walking towards
you.

Jimin frowns, glaring at his friend that seems to be too preoccupied looking at you to notice. But
something tells you even if he noticed, he's too drunk to care right now. Sober Jungkook would
never say something like that, caring too much that he could possibly hurt his friends with his
words.

"Jesus, thanks Jeon." Hoseok mutters, trying to stabilize him.

Jungkook glares at him, slapping his hands away as Hoseok groans in annoyance and lets him go.
You chuckle, shaking your head at Jungkook who just grins at you innocently.

"Wow, you must've missed me." you joke, reaching for his hand as he keeps stumbling. Jimin is
the only one trying to stabilize Jungkook and his balance that is dancing around the edge.

"Uhm, I did," he nods, your nose scrunching as soon as his breath reeking of alcohol hits your nose.
"Did you miss me?"

"Yeah, I can't live without you." you roll your eyes, causing Jimin snort as Hoseok holds his
laughter causing Jungkook stare at you in betrayal.

"Stop," he says, sounding like he's breaking and even pouts that makes you actually feel bad for
making fun of him. "You're lying." he murmurs, looking down at his feet.

"Where is your car parked?" Jimin asks, interrupting Jungkook's sulking who just gives him a big
glare despite his eyes shutting.

"Just down the street," you answer, pointing towards the direction you came from. "Come on, let's
go home." you say to Jungkook, grabbing his hand as he blinks at you and gives you a lazy smile.

"Home, I like that. Yes, yes, let's go home." he nods, pursing his lips in a deep thought but as he's
ready to take a step, he stumbles but luckily with Hoseok nearby, he quickly grabs him by his
forearm and keeps him steady.

Jimin grunts at Jungkook's weight, grumbling a dry 'let's go' which you totally understand.
Somehow, he always ends up taking care of a drunk person. First Taehyung, now Jungkook.

"Where's Taehyung?" you ask, letting go of Jungkook's hand to give Hoseok better space to keep
him steady from one side while Jimin does the same thing from the other.

Ignoring Jungkook's whines of protests and reaching for you like a little baby, you look at Jimin
who seems to be annoyed but somehow still glad for your presence. "Inside, he wanted to help but
then Jin and the rest of the guys joined the booth, so he stayed and explained everything." he
explains, causing you to nod.

"Thanks for doing this, I appreciate your help." you say to Hoseok, his eyes finding yours as he
looks surprised that your words are aimed at him.

But it's quickly gone and just gives you a smile in return. "Don't mention it. He's my friend too." he
says, smiling as Jungkook scoffs beside him.

He starts blubbering something, something that none of you understand or care to understand. It's
enough to draw the attention of passersby that seem to be very amused at the sight of wasted
Jungkook, and even keep chuckling loud enough for you to hear. The sight is amusing, you've to
admit. Two guys trying to keep steady the very wasted one, who's the youngest but bigger and
taller than any of them which makes it even harder.

Successfully, you reach your car which you unlock as soon as it's near before you open the
passenger's door. Hoseok is in charge of trying to get Jungkook to sit down without bumping his
head against the roof, while you and Jimin stare with worried eyes.

"I'm not drunk!" you hear Jungkook protest, swatting Hoseok's hands.

"Hey, you okay?" Jimin asks quietly, his voice hushed as Hoseok is dealing with your annoying
best friend. You look at him confusingly, not understanding the meaning behind his worried eyes
as he sighs. "Jungkook told me that you two broke up. And that you're staying at his place?" he
asks unsurely, Jungkook's distant protests being heard in the background.

"Ah, yeah. There was something wrong with my pipes but it's fixed now. I'm moving back
tomorrow, well today." you chuckle, noticing Jimin giving you that look where he raises his brow
and waits for you to say something else.

"So, it's true? You broke up?"

You're not stupid. Jimin's curiosity and worry is caused by Jungkook telling him that the two of
you broke up. You did agree to it, ending your deal that is, but Jimin doesn't know anything about
it. All he knows is that you broke up. He doesn't know that it had been fake all along and it makes
you feel incredibly guilty.

"Well, yeah," you answer unsurely. "It's nothing too drastic." you shrug, not really sure how you
should react.

You've always been bad at lying, you're surprised by yourself that you kept the deal going without
them knowing anything. Well, if you're not counting Hoseok being suspicious but something tells
you it wasn't just your bad acting. As he explained, it was just hard for him to believe that
Jungkook found someone else, out of all people his best friend that he swore he'd never date.

"You sure?" Jimin asks, looking skeptical which makes you nervous but you just give him nod.

"Yeah, it's better this way." you assure your friend, who just gives you a smile of encouragement
before Jungkook's whines are being heard again.

You glance at him, seeing Hoseok struggling as he's trying to put the seatbelt on while Jungkook
protests and starts to trash with his hands.

"Oh my god," you sigh, walking towards them as you gently push away Hoseok. "Jeon, shut the
fuck up." you scold him, causing Jungkook to look at you with widened eyes.

You hear Jimin snort as Hoseok complains about Jungkook being like a little kid, while you tag
onto the seatbelt.

"Put your seatbelt on, you moron." you grunt, pulling it for him anyway because you know he's not
able to do it in this state.

Although, he looked like he'll listen to you and do it. You just want to get back home because you
know there's probably still a lot of work ahead of you and by that, you mean taking care of
Jungkook's drunk ass.

"Did he throw up?" you ask the guys, straightening yourself as Jungkook's head keeps dangling off
the headrest which makes you snort at him. He smiles at you lazily, closing his eyes for a brief
moment as he's trying to keep himself awake.

"Not that I know of, no," Jimin answers, "But he might. He drank a lot."

You sigh, hoping that won't happen or if it happens, at least he'll be able to hold it until he's out of
your car. So turning back to Jungkook, leaning yourself towards him you tell him sternly; "Don't
you dare to throw up in my car, Jeon." you even point your finger at him in a warning, awfully
reminding yourself of your mother that used to scold you when you were a kid.

Luckily for her and yourself, she didn't have to do it so often.

"Can't promise." he says, burping as you scrunch your nose in disgust.

"Do it and I'll choke you to death." you warn him, surprised when he starts cackling as if you just
told him the funniest joke. The three of you stare at him cackling as he slaps his thigh before he
looks at you with a smirk.

"You would like that, wouldn't you?" he says, causing you to cough in surprise while Jimin and
Hoseok burst into laughter. "Isn't that my thing, though? Wasn't I choki--"

Before the end of his sentence could be heard, you're already shutting the door harshly as you give
Jimin and Hoseok a sheepish grin.

"Don't listen to him, he's just drunk." It sounds like an awful excuse and you're sure they're not
buying it, but you could care less.

You're more embarrassed that Jungkook would pull out something like this, but why are you
surprised? He gets talkative when he's drunk, awfully so.

"Should we help you get him inside? I'm not sure if you can manage on your own." Luckily, Jimin
gets you out of the awkward position and asks a rational question which you're grateful for.

"Thanks, I'll manage. You guys go and have fun, I'll take care of him." you assure them, looking at
the both of them as they smile at you.

"You sure?" Jimin asks, worriedly glancing at the car where Jungkook is sitting. Or maybe
sleeping already.

"Of course, thank you Jiminie." you smile, letting him hug you as it feels like he's giving you
somehow more a comforting hug rather than a goodbye one.

When you pull away, you look at Hoseok who smiles at you. "I'm sorry." he apologizes, causing
you to frown in confusion.

"Why are you apologizing?" you chuckle, watching him sigh.

"Jimin probably told you. Jungkook was crying a lot... because of Kiko and what happened. I'm
sorry, it's not easy watching him going through that." he says, voicing out more than just
diplomatic thoughts and answers. And somehow, you appreciate that while your features soften as
you give him a smile.

"It's not your fault," It really isn't. "It's not easy for him, but it's not your fault." you repeat, smiling
as you give him a comforting hug. He looks shocked for a couple of seconds, but soon enough you
feel his hands on your back as he gently hugs you back.
Your hug is interrupted by the three firm knocks on the window, before you both glance down at
the car seeing Jungkook frowning. "Don't touch her." you hear him say behind the window, his
voice muffled but clear enough to be heard as you roll your eyes.

Is he really scolding Hoseok for even hugging you? You can't with this guy. He's even more
annoying when he's drunk.

"Text me when you get home, okay?" Jimin asks, causing you to nod as you assure him that you
will.

The car's door is pushed open as Jungkook leans out of it, luckily the seatbelt that's digging into his
chest and crook of his neck, keeps him in place. "Jiminie hyung, Hobi hyung--" he slurs, earning a
set of snorts that come out of Jimin and Hoseok's mouth.

"He never calls me hyung." Jimin comments, Hoseok laughing as you just shake your head at your
best friend.

"I wanna go home." he mumbles as he leans his head against the car wall and yawns.

"Thanks guys, couldn't have done it without you." you say, smiling at the both of them as you push
Jungkook's head more inside as he whines but you just glare at him before shutting the door in his
face before he can protest.

"Of course," Jimin nods, smiling at you as you walk around the car and open the driver's door.
"Good luck, you'll need it." Jimin jokes, causing you to roll your eyes but you do laugh because
you know there's a little bit of truth in his words. Okay, maybe a lot of it.

When you successfully drive out of the parking lot, you're surprised by Jungkook being silent and
when you glance at him a few times, his eyes seem like they're closed and he looks like he's
sleeping, although you're not sure because you're focusing on the road. However, after some time
he starts fidget as he straightens himself before he looks around, or at least tries to through his
hooded eyes.

"You should've taken my car." he speaks up, causing you to snort for like a hundredth time tonight.

"And why would I do that?" you ask him, chuckling as he makes himself comfortable before he
turns his head to you, still making sure he's leaning it against the headrest. He doesn't trust his own
body and stability.

"What's mine is yours." he says, your laugh erupting in the car.

"We're not married, Kook. Married couples say that." you laugh at him, stopping at the red light
before you look at him seeing a frown and pout settling on his face.

"Who says that?" he grumbles, "There is no rule for this."

You just shake your head at him, not seeing much sense in continuing this particular conversation
when it leads nowhere. And you know how Jungkook can get, you really don't plan on arguing
with drunk and stubborn Jungkook. For the rest of the ride, he stays quiet most likely spacing out,
his body and mind screaming for him to relax but whenever his head is about to drop, he always
shakes himself out of the daze and pries his eyes open. Getting him out of the car isn't the easiest
thing, but surprisingly Jungkook listens to you and stays leaned against the car meanwhile you lock
it. Hugging him closer to you, you're aware that it takes one wrong step or another stumble and the
both of you would be on the floor immediately. Even though the walk to the apartment building
and his front door is slow, you manage it without stumbling or falling. However, you're certain you
can't feel your right side where Jungkook is leaning against.

No matter how tired Jungkook seemed to be in the car and on the way back to his apartment, he
seems to be awakened as you force him to sit down on the small bench he has in the corridor,
trying to take off his boots. He doesn't refrain himself from mumbling a flirty remark of you being
on your knees and taking off his shoes, which makes you roll your eyes but you decide to ignore it.

Leading him to the bathroom, your next aim is to get him to wash himself. As much as it'd be best
for him to go to sleep, he reeks of alcohol, smoke and most likely sweat and a nice (maybe cold)
shower would get him sober up a little bit.

"Jungkook," you sigh, trying to get him to stand up from the toilet seat. "You need to take a
shower." you remind him, almost whining when he just hangs his head low and lets out a deep
sigh.

"As long as you'll take one with me." he chuckles at his joke, shoulders shaking at his ridiculous
joke that makes you groan from frustration.

Ignoring him, you start unbuttoning his button up shirt while trying to refrain yourself from
looking at his honey skin. He looks up, dark orbs staring at you as he starts smiling causing you to
give him a look of confusion and curiosity.

"What?" you murmur, feeling awkward when all the buttons are unbuttoned, exposing his toned
chest and abs that makes you look anywhere but there.

He doesn't answer, trying to get a hold of something and it doesn't take long for you to realize he's
trying to stand up. Catching his arms, you try to hoist him up with both his and your help, which
you get to do and he hovers himself over you. He starts fumbling with the belt on his pants, doing
an awful job trying to unbuckle it as you groan, swatting his hands away as you unbuckle it for
him. Somehow, with your help of course, he manages to take off his clothes as you're rather
focusing on the stack of toilet paper behind him, than on his naked figure.

"Alright," you sigh, "You can wash yourself, right?" you ask, scratching the back of your head as
you open the shower door for him, eyes looking at the ceiling.

He doesn't say anything, simply getting into shower as you turn on the water and set the right
temperature for him, not too cold but not too warm either. As you close the shower door, ready to
get the hell out of the bathroom, his voice echoes from the shower.

"No, don't go. Stay here." he calls out, causing you to innerly groan at his stubbornness and
innocent tone. Drunk Jungkook might win an award for being the most annoying and cutest
Jungkook at the same time.

"Jungkook, you're capable of washing yourself. I don't need to stand here." you tell him, rubbing
your temples.

Although, there's a part of you that wants him to be safe because he can easily slip and fall. But
there's something about him being completely naked and taking a shower, it's intimate and you feel
like you're invading his privacy, especially when he's completely wasted and not in his right senses.

But Jungkook doesn't agree with your unspoken thoughts and snatches the shower door open
before you can make another move. You stare at him with wide eyes, which drop down his body
just for a second before you can feel your face burning.

"What if I slip?" he pouts, droplets of water falling down his body. "Please."
Sighing, you know you'll regret this in the morning and probably feel especially awkward when
Jungkook will be asking you about this, because you know he will. He'll want to know what he
was doing while being drunk.

"You're so annoying, Jeon," you murmur with a disapproving scowl, "Fine, just turn around and...
wash yourself."

However, this time he doesn't fully listen to you and a sly smirk slips onto his lips as you can't help
but look at his face.

"Are you blushing?" he asks, your tough and annoyed facade breaking down as you cough for a
moment before you muster yourself. "Come on, you've seen me naked."

"I'm not blushing," you deny pathetically, growing embarrassed because even drunk Jungkook can
notice your red cheeks and awkward face that you're making. "Hurry." you snap, turning around
but you still notice his dick dangling between his legs from your peripheral vision.

With flushed cheeks and embarrassment swallowing you whole, you busy yourself preparing a
towel for him. When he's finally done, you hand him the towel without looking at him and if it
weren't for the awkward situation and Jungkook's nudity, you'd slap him because of the cocky
chuckle that slips out of his mouth. When he's decent, you walk to his bedroom to pull out some
basic shirt and boxers for him to wear, knowing he doesn't like to wear too much clothes to sleep.
You hand him the clothes without another word, turning around to let him dress even though you
hear a few grunts here and there as he's struggling to put it on.

"Help me," he pleads, voice soft before you hear a thud as he stumbles into shower door.

Turning around, you find him leaning against the shower door with a lazy grin.

"You're not going to make this any easier, are you?" you grumble, eyeing the black shirt that's
hanging off his neck because that's what he was able to do only.

He doesn't answer, nor you wait for him to because in this state, it looks like he's barely in his
senses. Putting his arms into the sleeves, you put it on before you snatch the black boxers out of his
hands. Crouching, you're trying not to look at his dick that's just right in your face. Fuck, thank
God there's no one else witnessing this.

Of course, you've seen him naked before (many times) but this situation is different. Jungkook is
drunk and even though he needs your help, your irritation is simply caused by the embarrassment
of this situation. The elastic band snaps against his hips as soon as you're done, causing him to
flinch in surprise but before he can open his mouth, you're leading him towards the toilet where
you make him sit on the closed lid. You prepare his toothbrush for him, knowing he's probably in
no state brushing his teeth on his own. So you walk up to him, arching your brow as he stares at
you with curiosity.

"Open your mouth," you tell him, ready to put the toothbrush into his mouth but he doesn't listen
and smirks instead.

"Shouldn't I be the one--"

"Shut up," you cut him off before he can say something inappropriate once again. "Open your
mouth, Jeon." you frown, causing him to sigh before he opens his mouth obediently and you start
brushing his teeth.

He sits there, head tilted back as he gives you a better access to his mouth. Your eyes and hands are
focused with your task, trying to brush his teeth as best as you can. Which probably won't be
brushed well, but at least his breath won't be reeking of alcohol and he'll thank you in the morning.

You notice Jungkook watching you silently through hooded eyes, but you don't think of it that
much but that's until his hands touch the back of your thighs. You almost jump out, eyes widening
at the sudden touch but you decide not to react to it that much. There's no point in scolding him
because he's drunk and you're already tired to do that, you just have to get this over with so both of
you can sleep.

However, Jungkook doesn't make it any easier for you (again) but his hands slowly glide up your
ass cheeks.

"Jeon," you warn him, feeling him squeezing them. "Why are you touching my ass?" There's no
point in asking, but you can't stay silent while he's touching you – your ass to be precise.

"You don't like it?" he pouts, speaking while mouth full of toothpaste and the toothbrush, letting
his hands fall down as he sighs in disappointment.

Rolling your eyes at his childishness, you pull out the toothbrush out of his mouth as the toothpaste
starts to dribble down his chin. You take his hands, pulling him up as you tell him to rinse his
mouth. He does, messily but he does, which is all that matters right now. When he's all cleaned up,
smelling like his favorite shower gel and fabric softener, you feel satisfied and calm that you can
go to sleep. He's taken care of, he's fine and that's all that matters. All he has to do is sleep it off
and he's going to be fine.

As you tuck him into the bed, you make sure there's a bucket beside it with a glass of water and
two pills on the nightstand. Laying down next to him, you tell him a goodnight. Turning around to
him with your back, you stare at the closet on the opposite side from you, not closing your eyes just
yet. You yawn, trying to make yourself comfortable as you hear him breathing softly. You think
he's already asleep, you wouldn't be surprised considering how much he drank. But then you feel
him shift behind you, scurrying himself closer to the point you can feel his warmth and mattress
dipping underneath his weight. Your breath hitches, a soft 'oh' spilling out of your mouth as you
feel his arm draping over you before he's pulling you closer. His firm chest is pressed against your
back and you hear him sigh, arm still draped over you.

"I cried tonight..." he mumbles tiredly, but you can hear the sadness behind that tired and drunk
voice.

"I know," you whisper, touching his arm as you caress it. "Are you okay?"

It's a stupid question, of course he's not if he was crying. Just knowing that he's deeply hurt and
was not letting it all out until tonight, hurts you too. You wish you could see him happy. He
probably had just a weak moment, considering that he drank more than he probably should.
Alcohol plays a huge role in this too, but it doesn't matter because he still cried.

"No," he whispers, your heart aching for him but before you can voice out your worry and sadness,
he's already blubbering behind you. "I'm so fucking drunk."

You giggle, shaking your head at him. "You are," you agree, staying quiet for a moment.

There's no movement or sound behind you, other than the soft puffs of breath. "Kook?" you
whisper, getting no response in return. He's sleeping.

Your mind is filled with scenarios of what Jungkook's night looked like, your mind already
imagining him crying in the club with an aching heart. When Jimin texts you to make sure you got
home safely, you text him back saying Jungkook is already sleeping and relatively fine. However,
his next message makes your heart ache too.

Jiminie: what happened with kiko... i've never seen him so hurt

Jiminie: he was so out of it tonight

"He'll be fine, i'll make sure of it" you type, sending the text.

Jimin's text comes in seconds, the tiny smile spreading onto your lips as you read it before you
look at Jungkook sleeping. He looks calm and there's no trace of sadness on his face. No matter
what he's facing right now, you're there for him. He doesn't deserve this heartbreak. No matter how
he'll decide, you'll be there for him every step of the way.

Jimin's right. And you read his text again, somehow it gives you a tiny bit of courage and
determination.

Jiminie: I know

Jiminie: You always do

 Chapter 29

"Come on, Y/N," Jungkook chuckles, nose scrunched at the distress on your face as soon as you
step out of the car and meet his very amused expression. "They're just my parents, nothing to be
stressed about."

Rolling your eyes, his words bring no comfort to you whatsoever and it's noticeable on your face.
"Yeah, exactly. They haven't seen me for-- fuck, I can't even remember the last time I've seen
them." you gasp.

What if they don't want you here? You're coming with their son to visit them, you're practically a
stranger to them. No matter how much welcomed they made you feel when you first visited. But it
was for three hours, not for the weekend. It doesn't matter how many times Jungkook assured you
on your way to Busan, that his parents know you're coming and they're excited to see you again,
you feel like you're about to meet your parents-in-law (which is ridiculous). This is your best
friend's parents whom you met already. You just worry you'll be a burden to them, even though you
know they're lovely people.

"Two years ago," Jungkook answers,"The first time you came with me to Busan and visited them."

You're so annoyed how careless he's taking this, which of course he does, these are his parents he
can't wait to see and unfortunately don't get to see that often. You know he usually calls his mom
almost every day and they even video chat together throughout the week. Still, you hate how
you're the only person feeling uneasy.

"Fuck," you breathe out, "It's been that long?" you whine, ready to smack your face into the palms
of your hands but before you can do that, Jungkook stops you and grabs your shoulders.

"For starters, stop swearing," he advises, causing you to gulp as you obediently nod. Shit, you hope
you won't swear in front of them. Sometimes you can't control it, maybe that's why Jungkook is
warning you in front of their house. "And stop, my parents like you. Jungwon too."

"Jungwon?"

Your eyes widen at the mention of Jungkook's older brother. You got the chance to meet him and
hang out with him, with Jungkook of course, a couple of times when he was visiting Seoul or you
went to Busan with Jungkook. It's safe to say his older brother has his own charms, just like it runs
in the family, which explains the little crush you had on him when you were eighteen. You were at
that age when not many guys looked attractive enough for you but Jungwon, that was a whole
another story. Surprisingly, Jungkook resembles his father a lot. He's a spitting image of him with a
tiny mixture of features that he got from his mother. However, Jungwon resembles Mrs. Jeon.

"Yeah, he's coming too." Jungkook tells you, shrugging and your jaw drops ready to scold him that
he missed this tiny fact and hadn't told you. Something tells you he purposely left that fact out,
already sensing your uncertainty when it came closer to the weekend.

Before a swear word can leave your mouth (because you're just like that and that's exactly why
Jungkook alerted you to not swear), the front door of Jeon's house is pushed open before a cheerful
voice carries itself onto the street.

"Jungkookie!"

There is no mistake the voice belongs to Jungkook's mother, the same sweet and melodic voice
you got to hear personally two years ago, or whenever Jungkook calls with her and you just happen
to be there.

Jungkook turns to you, giving you a perfect view of his little scrunched nose from the nickname his
mother calls him, growing embarrassed but you see the warmth spreading on his lips and in his
eyes at the sight of his mother. He doesn't hesitate, calling out to her before they both meet in a
loving hug.

"Were you waiting by the door?" Jungkook teases her, obviously knowing how excited she's been
to finally see her son after a couple of months of not seeing him personally. Video and voice calls
only do so little.

"No, I just walked past the window a few times until I saw your car parking in front of the house,"
she tells him, causing the two of them to laugh and to be fair, it makes you smile in amusement
because there's obviously so much excitement evident on her face.

"Y/N, sweetheart! Don't just stand there, come here so I can give you a hug too!" she calls out to
you, hands already waving you over as you smile and make your way to the both of them.

You barely get to greet her properly before you're being crushed in a hug, her arms tightly wrapped
around your frame while she pats your back a couple of times. Or more like smacks which makes
you choke, earning an amused chuckle from Jungkook beside you who simply just pats his
mother's shoulder.

"Don't choke her, mom. I kinda need her." he says jokingly, causing you to snort and if his mom
wasn't here, you would give him a proper smack.

Listening to her son, she lets you go but still lets her hands graze over your forearm as she stares at
you with wide and happy eyes. She looks good, almost too good for a woman of her age. By that
you don't mean that she's old, but she looks way younger than a woman who has two adult sons.
There are a few wrinkles adoring her face, mainly beside her eyes and mouth mostly caused by her
smiling rather than her being in her late forties. But she looks just the same since you last saw her,
even better.

"It's so good to see you, Mrs. Jeon." you grin, giving her a slight bow which she just waves off as if
there's no reason for you to do that.

She's always been more friendly, rather than formal and strict. Maybe that's why Jungkook is such
a lovely human being, raised by two people who gave him and his brother nothing but love and
support. Just her sweet greeting and personality is enough to ease your nerves, and your past doubts
about coming here are wiped away.

"It's good to see you too, sweetheart! I wish you both would visit more often," she says, giving a
teasing grin to her son.

She's aware that her son doesn't exactly live close enough to visit every day, and he has a job and
his own life to take care of now. As much as he's busy and not able to visit how he would love to,
he's trying to keep in touch with his parents and family as much as he can. Being friends with
Jungkook made you realize and notice that he's a family guy and knowing his family you know the
reason behind that is the constant love he's receiving from them. It's understandable and even
though Jungkook can be quiet to himself and much reserved, he's a caring friend who loves his
family and friends.

"Come inside! Your father will come home later, he's still working!" she says, ushering the two of
you to get your stuff from the truck as she's already opening the front door.

Their house, the one where Jungkook grew up, is the same just like you remember when you last
visited. Sure, there are a couple of changes with the decorations such as different plants or pictures
hanging on the wall, but other than that, it still carries that sweet vanilla and cinnamon scent and
looks just the same. When you look at Jungkook who puts down his and your travel bags, you
notice the fond smile he has as he looks around. Maybe this is what he needed, to get out of Seoul
and come to different thoughts. It's surely better than getting drunk with his friends, now that you
think of it.

You're so overwhelmed with everything — even though there's not that much going on — except
you're about to spend the weekend at Jungkook's childhood house, you're oblivious to another
presence in the house until you make your way into the living room.

"Look who decided to show up!"

Your eyes widen, the look of shock quickly wiped off as soon as Jungwon stands up from the
couch and greets you both with a wide grin. He's outstretching his arms, already walking towards
Jungkook who seems to mimic his grin before they hug into another warm hug.

Jungwon looks slightly different than you remember him, although he remains to look just the
same at the same time. It's hard to describe, but the few points you manage to make before his face
is hidden in Jungkook's shoulder, he looks slightly bigger and bulky than you remember him. His
hair is short, shorter than Jungkook's right now and now that they're standing beside each other,
you notice that Jungkook is slightly taller than Jungwon.

"Look at his hair, oh my!" Mrs. Jeon says, walking to her two sons as she swipes her fingers
through Jungkook's thick and dark hair like any mother would. "Don't you need a haircut, darling?"

Jungkook looks at her, looking offended as he gasps at his mother's proposal meanwhile Jungwon
cackles before his attention is turned to you. He smiles widely, already enveloping you in a hug
just like his mother did, although his one is much more gentler.

"How have you been?" he asks politely, grinning at you. You're reminded of your tiny and silly
crush that you used to have on him, which you totally understand now that you're looking at him.
He's still handsome, both of them are. They've got some great genes, that's for sure.

"Great, it's nice to change the scenery and I'm so grateful that I can be here." you tell him, hearing
Mrs. Jeon tease Jungkook about his hair some more which causes him to whine like a little kid.

"Of course, we're glad to have you here." he smiles at you, before your conversation is quickly cut
off by Jungkook turning to you with a bunny grin.

"Besides, Y/N says I look good with longer hair. Don't I?"

You almost grin at his hopeful eyes that practically beg you to agree with him, although you see
the teasing glint in his eyes. "He does." you nod, Mrs. Jeon smirking from the corner of your eyes
before she grabs Jungkook's arm and pulls up the sleeve of his shirt.

"And you got more tattoos?" she gasps, staring at her son's inked skin while Jungwon whistles in
appreciation and eyes them too.

"Yeah, just a little bit. There are not that many." he answers, sounding like he's calming down his
mother who seems to be shocked by the sudden ink that's covering her son's right arm. Surely, she
has seen the few ones he got the first time but since then, he added a couple more to his collection.
"Oh, my sweet boy. You grew up so fast!" she whines, clutching to his right arm like a koala which
makes you smile and gush at her cuteness meanwhile Jungkook laughs with his nose scrunched
again.

"Here we go again." Jungwon jokes beside you, walking with you while Mrs. Jeon is too busy
tugging Jungkook to sit down on the couch trying to catch up with him.

It's nice to see Jungkook being back home, his childhood home, catching up with his mother who
looks nothing but proud of her son and his accomplishments as he shows her some pictures he's
taken. Like every mother, she gushes at each picture he shows her while he comments each picture
and what occasion it had been taken.

You don't fail to notice that in between their childhood pictures hanging all around the living room,
there are a few pictures Jungkook had taken, professional ones that again scream nothing but a
proud mom. To some stranger, they would just think those are the pictures to go with the interior.
To you, as someone who knows Jungkook and his type of work, you know it's his.

And even though you're here as a guest, not even once they make you excluded and you find
yourself chatting with Mrs. Jeon and Jungwon just like Jungkook does. They're kind enough to be
curious about you and your own life, making you feel like a part of the family and as if Jungkook
could read your mind, when your eyes meet there's a soft and understanding smile spreading on
both of your lips.

Jungkook catching up with his mother and brother is a very touching and nice sight to see,
especially when Jungkook looks much more happy and okay than the last time you've seen him.
Funnily enough, it was the morning after he got drunk and woke up, flashbacks coming back to
your mind instantly.

"You okay?" you ask, voice worried at the sight of tired Jungkook whose face is completely puffy
and slightly pale from the amount of alcohol he drank.

Somehow, he managed not to throw up during the time you both were sleeping. Still, you kept the
bucket beside his bed after you woke up just in case.

Jungkook's eyes are scrunched, barely even registering you before he takes your appearance,
seeing you all dressed up with the makeup bag in your hand. Fuck, he forgot you're moving back
home today. He can't even think properly, his head is about to burst and his stomach hurts.
Noticing the pills on the nightstand, he gulps them down with the water that you prepared for him
before he's capable of giving you any attention.

"Fuck, I'm dying." he groans, plopping back into his soft sheets as he hears your amused chuckle.
You must be enjoying this right now, he thinks. You kind of are, it's a rare sight seeing him so
hangover and well, you're glad he's not crying and is relatively fine.

"Don't be dramatic," you roll your eyes, "I wasn't sure if you'd be eating after you wake up, but
there isn't much in the fridge. I recommend ordering a chicken soup that could help with the
stomachache and hangover overall. I'd do that for you, but I had to move back in and the
repairman is already waiting for me."

Shit, he can barely focus on your words. The only thing he caught was something about a chicken
soup and you having to go.

"Fuck, sorry. Let me dress up, I'll go with you." he raps out but barely has any strength to lift
himself up as he stays laying in his bed.

Snorting, you sit beside him as he cracks one eye open before he pries open the other one. "And
why would you do that?"

"I don't know? To help, I guess."

There's no point in him coming with you. All you've to do is talk to the repairman, so he can
explain what really went wrong and you'll probably have to sign some papers. You haven't brought
that much clothes and stuff with you, and you've your own car parked in the parking lot. You're
completely fine with going by yourself.

"There's no need. You should rest," you tell him, "Do you remember yesterday? Or today is more
accurate." you chuckle, seeing him sigh as he licks his dry lips.

"I would rather not," he groans, "I can't remember everything but enough to be embarrassed." he
admits, causing you to laugh but you shrug in response.

"I don't think you've to be embarrassed. Everyone gets drunk from time to time and you weren't
that bad, although I thought I'd slap you. God, I wanted to so bad. You were so annoying, but
funny at the same time." you try to easen up his embarrassment and assure him that it's not the end
of the world.

However, Jungkook thinks otherwise.

"I'm sorry." he mumbles into his pillow, closing his eyes as you look at him with a pity.

"You don't have to apologize, Kook. I'm just glad you're fine. You are, right?"

"I guess," he shrugs but that's not enough of an answer for you. "I think the alcohol just intensified
my emotions and I just lost control over myself. I'm sorry you had to come pick me up, I know I told
you I got it."

"It's okay," you assure him, "I know you'd do the same if it was me."

He stays quiet, silently agreeing with you but at the same time he looks like he's completely out of it
and barely staying awake.

"Okay, I gotta go. You should sleep it off and don't worry about me. It's not the first time and
certainly not the last time that I'm saving your ass." you joke hearing him letting out a sarcastic
laugh.

"Y/N?" His muffled voice is heard as you're picking up your travel bag off the floor. You look at
him, seeing him lifting himself on his elbows as he looks at you.

His hair is completely disheveled, sticking to every possible direction and if it weren't for his poor
puffy eyes and for the pity you feel towards him right now, you'd most likely cackle at the sight and
even snap a picture for the future.

"Thank you," he says, making sure you hear him as you give him a smile. "Are you still coming
with me to Busan next weekend?"

"Yeah, text me the details. Gotta go, bye Kook." you tell him, hearing a faint bye from him before
you're rushing from his apartment.
You're already running late.

You hadn't seen him for almost a week, since the two of you had hectic working schedules but you
texted each other almost every day. When it was nearing the weekend, he texted you details saying
he'll come pick you up in the morning and here you are right now.

"Jungkookie, I even bought you the banana milk you love." Mrs. Jeon's voice cuts off your
thoughts from last weekend and Jungkook's wild night out, causing everyone to chuckle as
Jungkook's cheeks flush with embarrassment.

"Mom," he whines, "I don't drink it anymore."

"You do, he still loves it." you interfere, ignoring the glare Jungkook gives you as Mrs. Jeon
giggles and looks at her son knowingly.

"I always knew why I like you." Jungwon says, laughing as you just shrug with a content smirk on
your face, especially when Jungkook glaring at you in betrayal.

"Anyways, go and settle in. I'm cooking a proper lunch, Jungwon you're helping me in the
kitchen." Mrs. Jeon says, causing the older man groan but you know he's just teasing his mother
who glares at him in a warning before they both chuckle at each other.

It's nice seeing Jungwon here too. Not because the stupid crush you used to have, which you don't
anymore but you can still appreciate that he's still handsome and aging you suits him. As far as you
know, he owns a coffee shop and stayed loyal to Busan since he's living here, staying close to his
parents. Oh, and he's actually married. You forgot about that. Of course, he is. Who wouldn't
snatch this handsome piece of man?

"Y/N, sweetheart, Jungkook's bedroom is ready for you. There are already fresh sheets and I
brought you a diffuser there in case you'll have trouble sleeping, which I hope you won't be having.
But feel free to use it." Mrs. Jeon tells you as Jungkook goes to grab your and his travel bags, ready
to put your stuff in a place so it's not lingering on the floor in their corridor.

Smiling at her sweetness, you thank her while Jungkook stares with a confusion written on his
frowned features. "Is ready for you? What about me?" he quotes her, asking his mother who stares
at him as if it's not obvious.

"You? You're going to sleep on the couch, of course." His mother shrugs causing Jungkook's jaw to
drop as he stares in disbelief at her.

"On the couch?" he clarifies, an almost horrified expression on his face that makes you chuckle in
amusement as Jungwon does the same and winks at you when your eyes meet.

"Yes, on the couch," she clarifies dumbfounded, "You're going to be a gentleman and leave your
bedroom to our guest. I hope you don't want her to sleep on the couch." she frowns at that thought.

You're trying to hide a smile because she looks cute and dangerous at the same time while
Jungkook shakes his head.

"Of course not," he justifies quickly and innocently, "But my bed is big enough, it fits both of us."

"Yah!" You're surprised by the sudden loud and scolding voice that comes from none other than
Mrs. Jeon herself. "She's your friend! Have some decency, ah, this kid."

She pinches Jungkook's ear as he whines and tries to use his height to get away from her, which he
does successfully as Mrs. Jeon shakes her head disapprovingly at him before she walks away to the
kitchen without another word. Not before she calls out to Jungwon who seems to be smirking and
enjoying the little scene that just unfolded, which causes Jungkook showing him his middle finger
which Jungwon mimics automatically.

Brothers.

As you make your ways to the stairs, you feel Jungkook leaning towards you as he tells you deeply
and quietly, right into your ears. "If she only knew I've fucked you."

You gasp, ready to scold him but he's one step ahead of you as he takes two stairs at a time, but not
before he gives you a cheeky grin. Shaking your head in disbelief, you can't help but chuckle and
blush at the same time. What is he doing to you? You seriously can't with him.

Following him up the stairs and to his bedroom, it hasn't changed a bit. There are still posters of
different rock bands on the bluish wall, and you remember when you first saw them. This room has
such a different personality than his current bedroom back in Seoul. It's understandable, he grew up
into a man and instead of posters, there are beautiful pictures he had admired ever since he got into
photography. His whole apartment is designed into a modern place that makes you admire his
choice of furniture and colors. His childhood bedroom is smaller than the one he has right now, it
only fits his bed and small desk in the corner of his room, plus a chest of drawers where he used to
keep all his clothes. There's no way it fitted all there. The amount of clothes, black clothes, he has
is just not enough for two chest of drawers.

The room is clean, smells like mint and wood, completely clear from Jungkook's scent which is
caused by him simply not living here anymore.

Jungkook puts down your travel bags onto the floor, looking around with curious eyes before he
lets out a gentle sigh that escapes his mouth.

"Please, tell me you haven't fucked anyone in that bed." you speak, pointing towards a made up
bed that's definitely smaller than your or Jungkook's bed.

What the hell did he mean his bed is big enough for the two of you? Knowing him, he just doesn't
want to sleep on the couch and somehow thought the argument of saying his bed is big enough,
would be okay with his mother. Remembering her glare she sent him is enough to make you
chuckle underneath your breath.

"No, I haven't," Jungkook answers, cockily chuckling as he looks at you. "But I got a mindblowing
blowjob on it."

Scrunching your nose in disgust, Jungkook laughs at your expression clearly enjoying the way you
feign a gag. There's no lie that Jungkook had been famous among girls (and maybe some boys too)
even in his teenage years. Even back in the day when he used to have slightly chubby cheeks and a
few pimples on his face, which you know because Jimin told you that and you've seen some
photos of him from that period.

"Thanks for coming with me." he says suddenly, causing your brows to shoot up before you give
him a smirk.

"Nice and smooth way from blowjob mention to thanking me for coming." you laugh, seeing him
grinning as he rolls his eyes at your joke.

"I'm serious," he chuckles, "I really am happy you came with me."
Your heart warms at that, seeing the look he has in his eyes that seem genuine and soft. "Of course,
I'm glad to be here. Your mom is great, I missed her." you smile.

"Did you miss Jungwon too?" he wiggles his brows, wiping the soft look on your face in a second
as you send him a glare.

It wouldn't be Jungkook if he wasn't teasing you for the stupid crush you had on his older brother.
You've never told him about it, but Jungkook is attentive enough to notice the way you acted
around his brother. You weren't that scolding and typical Y/N Jungkook experienced and knows.
Instead, you were giggling over anything he said and he even caught you blushing a few times
whenever Jungwon was just being nice to you.

"Shut up," you scold him through clenched teeth, "I don't have a crush on him." you point out,
because that's obviously what he was hinting at and judging by the smirk, he's enjoying it way too
much.

Jungkook walks up to you, your features relaxing as a curiosity replaces the glare you were so
kindly giving him. He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear, like he used to at that time he was
pounding you to his mattress (or anywhere it was available) and you feel your breath hitching at
the softness of his hand.

"That's a good thing you don't," he says deeply, eyes dancing across your face as he licks his
bottom lip. "Because he's married and has a kid." he deadpans, ending it with pinching your cheek
which happens all quickly. Yeah, you forgot about that kid part too.

You're left stunned, standing there for a moment but you do make sure you rush towards him as he
walks out of his bedroom laughing, you slap his arm which he barely reacts to, laughing at your
weak strength.

What a brat.

It was around five in the evening, just the right time for the dinner, when Mr. Jeon came from
work. He excused himself, saying he had to stay overtime since he's the teacher in a college and
had to grade essays before he could come home. Like he said, they never bring work home and he
stayed loyal to that.

Even though you've met Jungkook's father before, the resemblance between him and his son is
always quite interesting and in a certain way shocking. You could easily tell Jungkook is his son
just by looking at him. Just like you remember him, he's welcoming and sweet like his wife,
making sure he greets you properly and makes you feel welcomed in their house.

He catches up with Jungkook over dinner as he doesn't forget to praise his wife's cooking, which is
incredible and that's why you're stuffing your mouth full. Now you understand Jungkook's constant
praise of his mother's cooking. She deserves the title 'best cook' like Jungkook called her.

You're picking up some kimchi and garlic with your chopsticks when Mr. Jeon reaches for the soju
and sips on it. "Jungkook-ssi, I'm glad you brought Y/N here. But how's Kiko? Where is she?"

You almost drop the chopsticks as soon as you hear the question, the name of Jungkook's ex
lingering in the air but none of them know how suffocating the air has become. Jungkook's parents
don't know that Jungkook broke up with her, judging by Mr. Jeon's question and looking at
Jungwon, he seems equally interested why his 'girlfriend' isn't here. They're probably wondering
why you're here when Jungkook has a girlfriend, but they're too kind to voice that way. Mr. Jeon's
question and curiosity is nowhere near impolite or rude in any way.

Looking at Jungkook, you see him stop swallowing for a few seconds as a prominent frown makes
an appearance on his face before he allows himself to swallow the bite. He doesn't look at you,
avoiding everyone's curious eyes and your pitiful gaze that you're giving him as you're sitting right
next to him.

"We're not together right now." he answers, bracing himself to look at his parents.

Mr. Jeon's eyebrows shoot up in surprise while his wife gasps and puts a hand over her mouth.

"Oh no, what happened dear?" she murmurs, mimicking your pitiful gaze as she looks sad over the
news.

Seeing this, you realize that Kiko is not only loved by her friends and everyone around her, but
Jungkook's parents love her too. You always knew how important it is for Jungkook that his
parents like and accept his girlfriend. His family means a lot to him.

Jungkook's parents not only loved her, but they adored her and were extremely happy whenever the
two of them visited. Which was way more often than now. Jungkook's almost embarrassed at that
fact, Kiko was the one who pushed him to visit Busan since she couldn't stop talking about
Jungkook's family.

"We broke up," Jungkook settles on saying, but you see him gulp while he fights that lump that is
stuck in his throat. "But we're possibly getting back together." he adds, wanting to sound hopeful
but ends up sounding even more defeated.

"Oh, my baby," Mrs. Jeon gasps, "I hope you can work it out. She's such a lovely young lady and I
know how much you love her. You are perfect for each other." she says, almost pouting while her
husband nods along her words.

Those words affect you more than you'd like to. Especially since they've this image of her and don't
know the whole truth. You're sure they wouldn't be her fans if they knew the truth and how much
she hurt their son. It's not your story to tell and you decide to stay quiet, simply and quietly eating
the food while the rest of the family seems still shaken up by the news. It's up to Jungkook whether
he decides to tell them what happened or not.

There are a couple of reasons why he wouldn't want to tell them the truth. First, there might be
some kind of embarrassment of admitting that he was cheated on. Secondly, there is still a chance
they'll work it out and maybe he knows their parents would change the way they see her. Even
though you're sure they're not capable of hating anyone, and will support their relationship
nevertheless if it means their son is happy. It's very similar to the way you feel, even though you
feel bittersweet taste in your mind at Mrs. Jeon's words.

"We'll see," Jungkook gives them a tight smile, reaching for the beer as he simply sips on it. "I
hope everything will work out just fine." he adds, but you're not sure whether he did it to get them
off his back or really means it.

Either way, Mrs. Jeon nods as she gives her son a hopeful look. "I'm sure it'll, Jungkookie."

The rest of the dinner is much less cheerful than it was, no doubt that topic Kiko affected everyone
and not even casual conversation between Mr. Jeon and Jungwon haven't helped. They do bring up
his son and wife into the conversation, saying they couldn't visit because they stayed home.
Something about his son having a fever and they didn't want to risk it just in case it's something
serious.

The evening is spent nicely, sitting in the living room while chatting with everyone and even
though Jungkook seems fine, you do notice the sudden quietness and the lack of happiness he had
when he came back home. Reaching for his hand, when everyone is too busy commenting on the
current news that is playing on the television, you squeeze it and give him a soft smile of
encouragement when he looks at you.

He returns it, mouthing 'I'm fine' as if he could read your mind. But then again, maybe he can't read
your mind but he already knows you well enough to guess what goes on your mind.

It's around ten at night when everyone decides it's time to get ready for bed, and by that you mean
taking turns in the bathroom because there's only one. Jungwon goes back to home, making sure he
says goodbye to everyone. You don't miss the reassuring hug he gives Jungkook, murmuring
something into his ear which Jungkook just nods to while he tries to muster a smile. The kind
people Jeon's are, you're the first one who gets to take a shower, no matter how many times you
assured them that it's fine and you can wait. They insisted, so you try not to take too much there as
you quickly take a shower and put your pajamas on. Saying goodnight feels awfully similar to the
way you used to your parents back home, bringing a nostalgia to your heart as you take a note to
visit your family soon.

And it's around midnight when your body is ready to take a sleep, the peaceful quietness in the
house is like a lullaby. But that's until the door of Jungkook's old bedroom is quietly and slowly
being pushed open. Widening your eyes, you recognize the figure almost immediately but you
don't even have to – because who else would be sneaking into the bedroom at midnight?

"Jungkook?" you mumble tiredly, plopping yourself onto the elbow.

"Yup, it's me," he whispers, answering your question as he walks up to the bed casually, getting in.
"Scoot over." he almost scolds you for not already doing that, as he finds you laying right in the
middle.

You give him more space, frown adoring your face which he fails to see because of the darkness.
The little bit of lightning comes from the moon through the blinds, but it's nothing. All you can see
are shadows.

"What are you doing?" you ask, confusion laced in your voice as he hums comfortably as he's
trying to make himself comfortable. He even tugs onto the blanket you're using, exposing the side
of your leg as you tsk at him.

"What does it look like? I'm sleeping here." he answers nonchalantly, still trying to find the right
position as the whole mattress wiggles and even the bed frame slightly creaks underneath both of
your weights.

"Your mom is going to kill you if she finds out." you inform him but all he does is scoff.

"I'm not going to sleep on that uncomfortable couch when I've got my own bed here," he deadpans,
causing you to frown again as you shrug. "Besides, I'll wake up earlier and go back before she can
notice."

"You're taking my blanket." you scold him, trying to tug it back but he holds onto is tightly as you
hear him scoff.
"This is my bedroom." he points out, causing you to let out a chuckle before you quickly tug the
blanket back. Since he wasn't prepared for that, you've done it successfully but not until he pulls it
back. Fuck his strength and muscles.

"Oh my god, what are you, ten?"

"No," he answers, "But I love comfort and even my own mother won't take that from me. Besides,
she did it just because we're friends and she thinks it'd be inappropriate for us to sleep in the same
bed."

"It is inappropriate." you point out. Not necessarily that it makes you feel uncomfortable, because
it doesn't. But in general, you know where his mother is coming from and you're not blaming her
for wanting her son to sleep elsewhere.

"Hmm, maybe," Jungkook hums, "But she doesn't know we slept in the same bed too many times
and did way worse things in it."

Your eyes bulge out at his deep voice and words, causing you to hide your face underneath the
blanket for a second before you catch a breath. "Shut up," you scold him, "Just shut up. Let's
sleep."

You hear him trying to hold his laughter at your frustration and he's sure that if he turned on the
nightstand lamp, your cheeks would be red. It's funny how easily frustrated you can get, especially
about something that you've done shamelessly. More than once.

"I'm good with that." Jungkook hums, smacking his lips a few times as he plops himself on the
side, facing you.

You laying on your back, you mentally groan at your best friend before you turn to him with your
back, wanting to cover more of yourself with the blanket. But your amazing best friend is holding
it for a dear life. God, he could've at least got his own blanket.

"I'm not fully covered," you inform him, filling the silence once again. But Jungkook just plainly
ignores you and you're met with silence that makes you sigh in frustration. "Jungkook, you know I
can't sleep with just a tiny piece of blanket."

You love to wrap your legs around the blanket, sometimes use it as your pillow too. Not the whole
blanket though, just a small piece enough to plop underneath your head, so you can press your
cheek against it.

"Then scoot closer," he says lightly, too innocently. Suspiciously innocently. "I don't bite." he adds
and you can hear the amusement in his voice as he tries to say it deeply, teasing you.

You groan, wanting to throw a tantrum because he's being a teasing shit. Although, there's a small
side of you wanting to laugh at that.

"But no funny business." you warn him, scooting closer just enough for the blanket to cover your
body fully.

You can feel the warmth radiating from Jungkook's body, too comfortable warmth.

"I'm not even going to touch you," he mumbles, too tired to pay full attention to you. "Now shut up
and sleep."

You roll your eyes, stubbornly tugging onto the blanket some more but Jungkook's strong arms are
already holding it. You're ready to scold him but something about his soft and slow breathing stops
you. There's no point of bickering in the middle of the night.

So you close your eyes, now not only the quietness but also Jungkook's soft puffs of breaths that
leave his mouth lullabies you to sleep.
 Chapter 30

There's already chattering and the smell of coffee lingering in the air by the time you're coming
down the stairs. The kitchen is already occupied by Jungkook's parents and Jungkook himself as
they greet you cheerfully.

"Ah, good morning!" Mrs. Jeon beams as soon as she sees you walking into the kitchen, causing
Jungkook and his father to look up from their cups.

"Good morning." you smile, looking at Jungkook who gives you a wink before he hides a smirk
behind the cup as he takes another sip, muttering 'morning'.

Just like he said, he was gone before you or anyone woke up. He sneaked downstairs before his
parents, more like his mother, could notice. You slept so well that he didn't even wake you up
while going back downstairs, but that had to be because of how tired you were. You feel sorry for
sleeping so late, noticing everyone's already awake and ready for the day. Thank god you made
yourself a human again before coming downstairs.

"Coffee or tea, sweetheart? I'm making us breakfast, not sure what you like but Jungkook told us
you're probably okay with anything."

You smile at Mrs. Jeon's kindness, not surprised by her hospitality but it still makes your heart
warm.

"Tea is perfect and yes, I'm okay with anything." you smile, sitting down next to Jungkook as he
gives you a little nudge while wiggling his brows.

"Slept well?" he asks, the mischief underlying in his tone which goes completely unnoticed by his
father that looks up from the newspaper at you, nothing but curiosity evident on his face.

This little shit.

"Yes," you choke out, smiling nervously at Jungkook's father who just gives you a quirk of his lips
before he sips from his morning coffee. "How did you sleep Jungkook? Was the couch nice?" you
ask, pursing your lips at your best friend that looks dumbfounded for a second and even gives you
a tiny glare.

Mr. Jeon chuckles underneath his breath but doesn't react further, probably thinking the two of you
are just teasing each other like two siblings, reminding him of all the times Jungkook and Jungwon
used to tease each other, even during breakfast.

"Very." he grits through his teeth, the amusement dancing in his eyes.

Before he can say something else, Mrs. Jeon is already hovering over the two of you and serving
you scrambled eggs for breakfast. "See, Jungkookie. It wasn't so bad, was it?" she says, pushing
Jungkook's buttons without even realizing it as you snicker underneath your breath, feeling the side
glare he's giving you.

He grumbles something in return, agreeing with her before everyone's breakfast is served and
ready to be eaten. To be honest, Mrs. Jeon has given you such a big serving that it makes your eyes
widen at the amount on your plate. There's no way you'll be able to eat it all.

"I'll eat it after you if you won't be able to finish it." Jungkook mutters softly, noticing the look that
you're giving the plate and also, he knows you're not a huge eater when it comes to mornings.

You prefer lunch and dinner. You don't like to stuff your stomach in the morning, you usually grab
a fruit or something that's quick and not so heavy on the stomach.

The breakfast goes smoothly, few chatters here and there until the topic of today's plans is being
mentioned and Jungkook jumps to say that the two of you are invited to Jungwon's house.

"Is Haru fine? He said she was having fevers." Mrs. Jeon says, clearly voicing out her worry when
it comes to her first and only grandchild.

"He texted me this morning, she's fine. Her teeth must've been growing." Jungkook answers, before
taking a bite.

"My poor baby," Mrs. Jeon pouts, sighing at the end. "I thought we could go out tonight? We
talked with your father and thought we could take you both out for dinner and maybe show Y/N
around."

She looks at the two of you but you just shrug, looking at Jungkook since you don't think this
decision is totally and purely up to you. There's nothing specific you had planned for this trip to
Busan, you're more accompanying Jungkook rather than a tourist.

"Yeah, sounds good. But I've got some plans for us after we visit Jungwon. Maybe when we get
back?" he asks, hopefully glancing at his mother who assures him that it's fine and she understands.

You peer at Jungkook curiously, wondering what he's got planned for today besides the visit to his
brother. He notices your stare, giving you a smirk before he mumbles; "You'll see."

Knowing it's no place or time to pry, you go along with it and eat your breakfast. And just like
Jungkook predicted, you're not able to finish the breakfast but he luckily swipes your plate with his
empty one as he happily munchies on your unfinished breakfast while you sip onto the herbal tea
Mrs. Jeon has made you.

"So, what is it that you've planned for us?" you ask Jungkook, leaning against the back of his car as
he opens the truck.

You've just arrived in front of the apartment building where Jungwon lives with his family. It's not
too far away from Jeon's house, closer to the center of the city in the middle of apartment
complexes and even though the buildings look a little bit scrabby, the expensive cars parked on the
side of the road tells you that it's probably a middle class neighborhood. Jungwon owns a coffee
shop after all, from what you collected by observing and listening to Jungkook, he doesn't live
badly and has enough money to provide for his family. Still, Jeon's and Jungwon too, aren't rich
but they're doing good financially.

"You'll see." Jungkook hums, pulling out a box that's wrapped in a pink wrapping paper with white
straps on it before he closes the truck, giving you a satisfied grin when he sees the roll of your
eyes.

"You can't just tell me, can you?" you grumble, watching him closing the door before he stuffs the
car keys into the pocket of his jeans.

"Where's the fun in that?" he asks, scrunching his nose as he cackles at your annoyed expression.

You should've known he wouldn't tell you just like this. He likes annoying you and clearly your
reactions are his source of amusement.

"You're annoying." you comment, walking towards the building with him by your side as he rings
the bell once he finds Jungwon's name attached above to one of the buttons.

Grinning at you, he opens the door for you as soon as Jungwon buzzes you in, or you suppose it's
Jungwon, before you make your way inside. When you make your way into the elevator, Jungkook
presses the button to the tenth floor as you both stand in the silence.

"What's in the box?" you ask, glancing curiously at the medium size box, trying not to gawk at
Jungkook's bulged out biceps even though he's doing a bare minimum with holding it.

Why did he think it's a good idea to wear a short– sleeved shirt, oversized at that? It's unbelievable
how he managed to look fucking good while wearing a complete casual outfit. It's not fair.

You spent a good fifteen minutes trying to decide what to wear today. You settled on mom jeans,
white tank top tucked in it and a purple cardigan that's thin and short (just right for this weather)
that ends right above your high waisted jeans. This cardigan has to be one of your favorites, the
material is soft and thin, and you tied the two thin strings. It still shows your tank top underneath
and the silver necklace with the first letter of your name. It was Jungkook's birthday gift for you on
your eighteenth birthday. Your outfit is simple but nice. But Jungkook still looks ten times better
and it's completely unfair.

Who does he think he is? Flashing his tattoos, earrings in both his ears and soft looking locks.

"A gift for Haru." Jungkook answers, cutting off your thoughts from your attractive best friend
that's standing beside you completely unaware of your thoughts. Thank god he doesn't know, he
wouldn't let you live if he knew what you were just thinking. It'd stroke his ego for sure.

He confirmed your assumptions about the gift, knowing it probably is for the youngest Jeon family
member and you hum in response, before the elevator's door is opened. Jungkook guides you
through the hallway, stopping in front of one of the doors as he gives a simple two knocks.
Jungwon opens the door right after with a huge and welcoming smile on his face, ushering for you
two to come in as you greet him. Just as you and Jungkook are taking off your shoes, little paddling
feet and blabbering is heard causing you both to look up.

There is standing a toddler, barely standing on her legs and if it weren't for her mother clasping her
tiny hand, it'd surely be the matter of time before she'd plop onto her butt. She eyes the two of you,
her little brown eyes widening at the sight of Jungkook who quickly takes off his shoes and
crouches down not to appear so big.

"Aw, look at you Ru!" Jungkook coos, your own lips stretching into a huge smile as Haru starts
smiling and ushering towards him.

"Haru, wait!" Jungwon's wife laughs as she does the best not to let her go.

"Kookie!" The little toddler squeals, recognizing her uncle from all the video calls and pictures as
her uncle is already outstretching his arms for her.

She doesn't hesitate, almost jumping into the comfort of her uncle's arms as he envelopes her in a
hug.

"Hi Ruru, missed you so much!" Jungkook says, preparing her cheeks with kisses as she squeals
and laughs.
Your heart warms up at the sight, not seeing him being this warm and soft towards a kid. There
never was a chance, you know Jungkook likes kids but Taehyung usually had been the one who
couldn't stop cooing at unknown babies on the street at every chance he got.

He picks her up, stroking the little black hair that is growing on her head. Jungkook's whole
attention is on her, watching her while smiling down at her. Her eyes flicker towards her father
that's standing beside you, before her eyes settle on yours as she watches you curiously.

"Oh, you got her attention." Jungwon calls out, laughing when Haru opens her mouth while a drool
dribbles down her chin, landing on Jungkook's shirt.

He takes the bib with a cartoon butterfly on it that's tied around her neck, and wipes the drool with
it. You stare surprisingly, never seeing a man doing such a simple but caring thing to a kid that's
not his own.

"Hi, baby." you coo, standing closer as she stares at you with wide eyes. You take her little hand
into your own and shake it as she looks at Jungkook, almost questionably.

Everyone in the room starts laughing, her little uncertainty slowly fading away as she sees
everyone being comfortable and smiling before she gives you a tiny smile. She wraps her arms
around Jungkook's neck and buries her face into his chest.

"You must be Jungkook's best friend, right?" Jungwon's wife and Haru's mother asks, stepping
closer to you as she gives you a warm smile.

"Ah, yes. I'm Y/N," you smile, outstretching your arm towards her as she shakes it.

There's no wonder that Jungwon's wife is beautiful. She's taller than you a little bit, and if you
didn't know that she's just a year older than Jungwon, you'd say she could be your age. Her skin is
slightly tanned and her hair is without doubt dyed, but they look soft and beautiful just like she
does. The strawberry champagne color contrasts with her skin nicely.

"I'm Sona, you can call me Sona," she assures you as soon as she introduces herself to you, noting
that there is no need for honorifics. "Welcome to our home! Come on, let's sit down." she says,
leading everyone to their home and warmness of their living room.

Their home is nice and modern, the living room filled with toys scattered everywhere you look as a
child's foam carpet is right in front of the huge grey leather couch. Just as you're walking, Jungkook
doesn't notice and steps onto the block, grunting as he bites his lip harshly not to swear. The plastic
toy digs into his feet painfully while Jungwon laughs, patting Jungkook's back before he says;
"Welcome to my world."

Jungkook groans, looking at you seeing you trying to hide your smirk as you quickly turn around
and follow Sona.

"I'm sorry, I tried to clean up but it's hard with a kid around." Sona apologizes, a hint of joking in
her voice as she stares lovingly at her daughter.

"Ah, it's okay." you tell her, knowing she probably feels bad about the mess around. But you totally
get it, assuring her that's okay and she shouldn't worry about it.

Fifteen minutes talking and you're sure Sona is without a doubt a nice person, no wonder Junwon
had chosen her as his wife and the mother of his kid. Surely, you know her for twenty minutes or
so, and maybe she's just polite but she seems interested in you, asking you some basic questions
which you answer with a smile on your face. Your stress has easen up and you find yourself being
comfortable in their home and presence.

Jungkook brings the present from the corridor once Haru lets him go, too interested in the blocks
that you're building with her on the floor. Everytime the few blocks fall, she claps happily not
minding that hers and your effort has just failed. You giggle, noticing Jungkook grinning as he
crouches beside you. Haru's eyes lighten at the mysterious box in her uncle's hands and she stands
up, wobbling on her legs. You hold her hand, letting her go as she steadies herself against the box.

"Look what I brought you," Jungkook tells her, his tone sweet and tender. "Should we open it?" he
teases, grinning at her as she starts to wiggle on her little legs that makes everyone laugh at her
cuteness.

Jungkook helps her, by that you mean opening the present himself as Haru stands by and excitedly
claps. Haru squeals at the baby toy that's inside the box, clapping her little hands before she
squeals; "Baba!"

"Yes!" Jungkook beams, pulling out the baby toy out of it, holding it out for Haru as she takes it.

"Jungkook, you didn't have to." Sona says, eyebrows raised as she looks at Jungkook with gratitude
before her little girl catches her attention.

"Don't mention it," he waves his hand, looking at Haru who clumsily makes her way over to you.
"Just the best for my only and the cutest niece."

She surprises you by sitting on your lap with the baby in her hands, looking up at you as she grins
happily. You stroke her thin hair, talking to her while you glance at Jungkook who's already
pulling out his phone and snapping a few pictures of you and Haru.

So cute. Haru, of course.

And maybe Jungkook a little bit too, especially when he looks down at the photos he has just
taken, scrunching his nose cutely as he shows Jungwon and Sona.

"She likes you." Jungkook says as he puts the seatbelt on, you doing the same thing while you
smile at the mention of his little fourteen month old niece.

"She's so adorable," you tell him, already missing her but it was the right time to go.

It was time for Haru's nap and she wouldn't want to go with her mom, whining whenever they tried
to pick her up. Deciding it's better the two of you leave, already having other plans anway, it was
heartbreaking hearing her soft cries as she saw you leaving.

"You're so good with kids, Jeon. I didn't know that." you tease, looking at him as he rolls his eyes
and starts the engine while a cocky smirk makes its way on his lips.

"Of course, I am. I'm good with everyone." he jokes, causing you to snort.

"Yeah, right," you murmur, chuckling under your breath when you feel the glare he gives you.

He rides out of the parking lot, driving somewhere as soft music plays through the radio. You chit
chat throughout the ride, mainly talking about Haru and even mentioning Sona about how she's
nice. Jungkook tells you Jungwon and Sona used to date when they were teenagers and then broke
up over something stupid, and then they met again and tried it one more time. It ended up with a
marriage and a little baby along the way. It's funny and interesting how the world and fate works.
One thing you can't quite shake off is how good Jungkook looked while playing with Haru. You
can't help it, he obviously knows his way around kids but there was something about him taking
care of her. It was simple things, like handing her the bottle or feeding her with animal crackers.
It's stupid but one thing is sure, Jeon Jungkook surprised you again. Maybe it's the lack of sex in
your life once again, but it made him look even more attractive and you never thought that's
possible. It's surely your hormones acting up, but you find your throat dry at the memories of him
fucking you.

"Hey, are you listening to me?" Jungkook chuckles, glancing at you for a second before his eyes
are back on the road.

Huh? He was saying something?

"Sorry, spaced out." you chuckle, gulping trying to shake those memories off.

"Yeah, I could see that," he jokes, checking the crossroad before he's allowed to continue, driving
forward. "I was saying, we're around ten minutes away--"

It all happens quickly. Jungkook's eyes are on the road and yours are too, clearly seeing the car that
doesn't stop on the sign on the left side, speeding up. Jungkook's words die in the halfway, his own
eyes widening.

"Jungkook, watch out!" you yell, already thinking of the worst as you expect Jungkook's car to
collide with the other one.

Jungkook's senses are increased, stomping on the breaks as the tires of his car screech his arm
shooting in front of you, stopping your body from going any forward, even though you've got your
seatbelt on that uncomfortably digs into your chest. The car stops, the other one stopping just a few
meters away from you as you breathe heavily.

"Are you okay?" Jungkook asks alarmed, turning to you as he checks your flushed face and heavily
breathing body.

"Yeah," you answer, shaken up from what just happened.

Jungkook unbuckles the seatbelt, opening the car's door before you can utter a single word as he
stands up from the car. "Are you fucking insane?!" he yells at the guy that stands up from his car
bowing and apologizing to Jungkook who's fuming.

His face is red, his voice booming on the road. "Who gave you a driving license, idiot!"

"Jungkook," you call out to him, seeing him glancing towards you before he yells something
explicit to the driver, sitting back into the car.

"Fuck," he curses, sighing as he tries to calm down hismelf. "Are you okay?" he asks, focusing his
attention on you once again as he puts the seatbelt back on.

"Yeah, I'm just glad nothing bad happened."

He starts the engine, throwing a nasty glare at the driver's car who's already in the car and driving
away like nothing happened.

"He could've killed us, fucking idiot," he swears, tightening his hold onto the steering wheel as he
still fumes. "I should've punched him in the face, asshole."
"Kook," you start, "It's fine. We're fine."

"No, it's not fine," he scoffs, "If I didn't step on the breaks, something could've happened to us."

"Yeah," you agree because you understand his anger. You'd be angry too if you still weren't a little
bit shaken up. The sight of the car almost colliding with yours is still clear and horrifying.

"I'm sorry." Jungkook blurts out suddenly, your head snapping to his as he makes sure his eyes
don't leave a road.

That's what he did the last time, it's not his fault that the other driver wasn't paying any attention
and was ignorant. And the fact it happened in the bright daylight... it makes you even more angry.

"What? Why? It's not your fault, Kook." you remind him, already recognizing the tone of his voice
as guilty.

"I should've drove slower." he murmurs, sighing as you shake your head not agreeing with him.

"Jungkook, you kept the speed just right, you weren't even driving that fast. That guy was a dick
who doesn't know how to drive properly and safely. It could've happened to anyone."

He's silent for a moment, still processing what just happened and your words too, not reacting to
them properly as he lets out a low sigh, turning right. "Just no word to my mom, okay? She would
freak the fuck out."

You can't even imagine what Mrs. Jeon would do if she knew what just happened. She'd freak out
like any other mother would, there's no denying in that.

"Of course," you nod, "We're safe, okay? Don't beat yourself over this. I know you drive safely."

It's true. You've never trusted anyone like you do trust Jungkook. He's a safe driver and you never
doubt that. Clearly, none of this is his fault and you all can be glad, nothing more serious happened.

"A tattoo? Are you serious?" you almost shriek as soon as the tattoo artist disappears into another
room to grab something, your eyes wide and staring at your best friend that's laying on the black
leather chair.

He grins, the anger he had felt long gone as mischief runs in his eyes that glisten underneath the
lightning in the dark room. It looks exactly like you'd imagine a tattoo shop to look like. Dark, full
of pictures of tattoos while the whole place smells of disinfection and leather. Surprisingly, you
don't feel that uncomfortable here, even though your jaw fell as soon as Jungkook parked in front of
the tattoo shop.

"What's a life without some adventure in it?" he teases, grinning at you with that cute bunny grin
that makes you shake your head at his absurdity.

"You're crazy." you tell him, sitting on the stool that's next to the chair he's laying with arm
underneath his head, plopping himself comfortably as if he's not about to have a needle piercing
through his skin soon.

"You could get one too," he suggests lightly, "I remember you mentioning something about
wanting to have a tattoo."

"I was drunk back then," you deadpan, "You know I say shit when I'm drunk."
Jungkook chuckles at that, boring his fingers into his black hair as he brushes them through it.
"That's not true. You get sleepy and all cute when you're drunk."

You almost blush at that, feeling the heat rushing to your cheeks for some reason. Probably
embarrassed because he's got a point. Not the cute part though, you can't imagine anyone being
cute while being drunk other than... well, him. Even though he was annoying while being drunk
the last time, there were times when you just thought 'cute' and just had to laugh at him.

"Yeah, I'm not sure if I'm comfortable with needles and being in pain willingly." you cringe,
scrunching your nose as Jungkook chuckles at your reaction.

"It's not that painful, depends where you get it."

"Okay, you tattooed God." you tease, causing him to laugh as he throws his head back before he
looks at you with those glistening dark and big eyes.

"God?" he teases, earning another roll of your eyes.

"Anyway," you purse your lips, "What are you getting?"

He doesn't answer, simply pulling out his phone before he shows you a picture of a flower which
you look at curiously. "Is that...?"

"Yeah, aster. Just something to fill up the rest of the tattoos. Also, it's my mom's birth flower, I
thought that's cool." he says, shrugging before you hand him back the phone and he tucks it into
his jeans.

"It is," you hum, eyes falling down onto his tattooed arm as you find yourself staring at them. "I
like them. I mean... all your tattoos." you admit, remembering that you showed your interest in his
tattoos before but maybe you've never voiced it like this.

"You do? Thank you." he says, genuinely smiling at you but you're too focused on his tattoos.

You scoot closer, taking his hand which he allows unbothered as you start tracing the quote tattoo
following the peace sign one. Some of them are random, something that necessarily describes him
as a person but you can tell it's his taste and he probably wanted to get something cool.

"You like them that much, huh?" he says, voice deep and quiet as you glance up at him, surprised
how close you're to his face.

Too close to notice every imperfection that unwillingly brings you back to all those times you got
to stare at him from up this close, under different circumstances. Circumstances that it was about
seconds before you got to taste his lips and kiss him. It's awful how much those memories come
back, clouding your mind as you find yourself gulping at the sudden temptation.

"Yeah," you breathe out, your voice almost embarrassingly uneasy while your heart beats
somewhere in your throat.

Why is the air so hot all of a sudden?

"So, you wanted to get only that one today, right?" The guy that's tattooed from the neck (and
guessing) to his toes comes back, interrupting the awkward atmosphere in the room that you're not
sure if Jungkook detected because he doesn't seem to be affected one bit.

You let go of his arm as if it burns you, scooting with your stool slightly away as you focus on the
tattoo artist instead.

"Yeah, right here." Jungkook says, showing him the empty place on his skin where he'd like to
have the tattoo.

The tattoo artist nods, already preparing all the stuff while he chit-chats mainly with Jungkook,
your presence almost forgotten as you're trying to calm down your beating heart that beats at an
uncomfortable pace.

And when Jungkook lays lazily on the chair, outstretching his arm as the bicep bulges out naturally
while veins pop underneath his soft and sunkissed skin, you're in a desperate need of fresh air. Air
where Jungkook isn't close and doesn't awaken the temptation, suffocating you with it by his
presence.

But you sit throughout the whole session with an uneasy smile, acting as if you weren't salivating
over your extremely attractive best friend. The memories of him fucking you, probably chocking
you or the mental visual of his cock certainly don't help.

Fucking hormones.

"Does it hurt?" you ask him through the buzzing sound as if he slightly scrunches his nose.

"No, not really. It's a bit uncomfortable but nothing I can't handle." he answers, cockingly smirking
as you snort.

"Alright, you muscle pig."

"Thought I was a tattooed God?" he responds innocently, cocking his head to the side totally
unaffected by the needle piercing his skin. However, you see the mischievous glint in those eyes
and the tiniest smirk that spreads on his lips when you raise your brows knowingly at him.

You pray you'll get through this session because Jeon Jungkook is definitely not making it any
easier for you.

The same darkness surrounds Jungkook's old bedroom just like the night before, with the
difference that there are droplets of rain meeting the window in a calm and uneven melody.
Tucked in the blanket, you snuggle to the pillow that Jungkook laid on last night. You convince
yourself that it's only coincidence and you don't want to find out if the pillow smells like him. And
it does smell like him, even though it's very faint but it's there.

Closing your eyes, you wonder if Jungkook already fell asleep since his mom stayed downstairs by
the time everyone went to bed. She started packing some homemade kimchi for Jungkook and also
for you, which you assured her that it's not necessarily but you appreciate it nevertheless. Of
course, she insisted on packing some of it for you as well, saying that homemade kimchi is always
the best. You specifically remember the teasing roll of eyes that Mr. Jeon gave her when she said,
quoting "I don't mean to brag, but my kimchi is the best one".

However, he did assure her that she's completely right saying; "Of course, honey. You're absolutely
right."

After being together and married for so many years, knowing they raised their kids who are adults
now, it makes you wonder if you'll ever find that kind of love. It's never certain and shouldn't be
taken for granted. There are so many marriages failing and ending with the divorce, it scares you to
think that you'll get married one day believing that your significant other is the right one, just for
the relationship and marriage ending up with divorce.

Breaking up with Haechan wasn't easy, maybe he hadn't been the love of your life but you still
liked him. Maybe even loved him but you'll never know, not until you'll truly understand the
meaning and the feeling of love. Still, even though you both agreed it's best to break up, it doesn't
mean it was easy for you to let him go. Your relationship wasn't just about the dry sexlife in it,
there were other things and most importantly, you felt that he wasn't the right one.

Seeing him in the grocery store that day made you speechless. Not just from seeing him after such
a long time but to realize that he changed. He looked more mature than ever, probably started
working out more. You remember him going to the gym more often, saying that he enjoys it. You
wonder if he's still the same person that you were dating. Did he change other than just physically?

Although, you hadn't felt any hard feelings when you saw him, there is still a strike of curiosity
inside of you.

Jungkook's parents are the living proof of a healthy relationship and marriage. They're not just kind
to each other but to everyone else around them. They've known you from the first time you went to
visit them with Jungkook and you know Jungkook often mentions you to them, especially when
they call when the two of you hang out. But still, your heart grows with gratitude and warmth how
welcomed they've made you feel.

When you went to the promised dinner today, they kept chatting with you as if they've known you
for years. Not even once they made you feel uncomfortable or acted as if you were a stranger.
After the dinner was all eaten and finished, they showed you around Jungkook's hometown and
even took you to Busan's fish market. Mr. Jeon seemed to be extremely interested in explaining
everything to you, throwing random but interesting facts as you talked to him meanwhile Jungkook
talked with his mother, trailing behind you. Without doubt, Jungkook's father is a proud citizen of
Busan which you find adorable.

Your memories of today are interrupted with the door opening, Jungkook's head poking as he scans
the dark room.

"You sleepin'?" he whispers, slowly stepping in as he notices you turning around.

"No," you answer, even though he probably knows that by now. "I thought you wouldn't come."
you chuckle, already making space for him as he joins you in the bed.

"Aw, you missed me?" he coos, causing you to snort before you kick him in the shin. He yelps,
muttering a scolding; "Not nice."

"No, I thought that I'll finally get to have this bed all to myself." you point out as he fluffens his
pillow before he comfortably lays back down.

"Ha-ha," he responds dryly, "My mom wouldn't leave the kitchen, I spent the last hour pretending
to be sleeping. I think she packed the whole fridge."

You snort, muffling your laugh with the blanket as Jungkook tries to shush you, chuckling as well.
Your laughter slowly dies down, a content smile spreading on your lips from today's day. Apart
from the little moments you had when you occupied your mind by appreciating how good–looking
is your best friend. It had been truly frustrating and it proved that Jungkook wasn't about to make it
any easier for you.

After he got the tattoo, he thought about taking you to the mall and also wanting to buy some
presents for his parents since today is the last night you're staying here. You've to get going before
lunch, since tomorrow is a Sunday and you both have to go back working on Monday.

You ended up in one of the shops looking at different clothes, mostly at jackets and coats since fall
is around the corner. Somehow, you both stumbled across the underwear section which totally
didn't go unnoticed by Jungkook and as soon as he saw some stockings on the display, he already
tugged you towards it. Who knows what went through his mind, thinking it's a good idea as he
started humming and looking at each one. By the time he pointed at one, the very similar one he
ripped, your face was red as a tomato.

"This one looks like the one you had. Come on, pick one." he says, shrugging effortlessly as you
stare at him.

"Are you insane?" you deadpan, completely thrown off by the sudden idea as he ignores you and
starts rummaging through the packs of stockings.

"I promised you I'd buy you one. Come on, just pick one or a few. I owe you that much." he says,
teasingly wiggling his brow at you as you stutter over your words.

He's insane, you thought at this exact moment knowing that the shop you are currently at isn't the
cheapest one. You just went here out of curiosity, quickly changing your mind to buy something as
soon as you've seen the prices.

Even one pair of stockings are too expensive, it just isn't worth it. And even though Jungkook
promised you to buy you a new one, you'll be happily satisfied with a cheaper one... or him treating
you to lunch when you get back to Seoul.

And when you're about to tell him that, assuring him that maybe this isn't the right shop to buy
those stockings at, the young saleswoman wearing high heels and a nice black blazer and blue
jeans approaches you.

"Hello, can I help you?" she asks politely, flashing you with her nice teeth while red lipstick stains
her lips.

"Oh, thank you. We're just looking actually." you quickly say, trying to save the day as you give her
a nervous smile meanwhile Jungkook's brows furrow in disapproval, knowing very well what
you're trying to do.

"No, we actually want to buy one of these. Come on, Y/N. Just pick one." he says, looking straight
at you as he has the audacity to raise a brow at you.

You want to groan, curse him for not listening to you but you can't. The last thing you want is to
cause a scene in this shop, and in front of the saleswoman that patiently stands by and waits.

"Jungkook," you groan, his name finding its way on your tongue as you say it through clenched
teeth but he completely ignores you again, turning to the saleswoman.

"We'll take this one. What's your size?" he asks you, briefly glancing at you as he waits for your
response.

Your cheeks flush red, your eyes glaring at him as you shake your head. "Don't worry about it, I--"

Again, he ignores you and flashes one of those handsome smiles at the saleswoman. "What do you
think her size is?" he asks her, embarrassing you even more as she gives you a knowing smile
before she hands Jungkook one of the stockings packs, surprisingly picking out the right size as he
thanks her.

He flushes you his bunny smile, throwing his arm around your shoulders as you grumble in
response. "I always get my way, you know that."

"I wanted to save you the money. This shop is too expensive." you inform him as he guides you
towards the cash register.

"Don't mind the money, I told you I'd buy you a new one. You know... since I ripped your old one."
he whispers teasingly the last part into your ear and you jab him with your elbow, but he doesn't
budge and laughs instead.

At the memory that hasn't happened that long ago, you let out a soft chuckle as you hear Jungkook
rustle behind you. You've turned to him with your back, ready to sleep however your mind doesn't
seem to rest.

"What?" Jungkook lets out a low chuckle, turning to you as you turn to lay on your back, staring at
the ceiling.

"I can't believe you bought me stockings. It was just so random." you answer, giggling.

"To be honest, I wanted to order you some. I didn't forget," he chuckles, "I just wasn't sure if I'd fit
into your taste... when I saw the underwear section, I figured it'd be the best to buy it with you
around."

"Oh my god," you laugh, slapping a hand over your mind not to wake his parents. "So much rustle
about some stockings."

"Hey, you scolded me for ripping them in the first place. And I'm a man of my word."

"Okay, okay you gentleman." you tease, turning to look at him and however his face isn't totally
visible, you can make out his soft features and his cheeks stretch in a grin.

The paper bag from the shop with your new stockings in it rests in the corner of the room,
reminding you that Jungkook really is a man of his word.

"You still have our pink friend at mine's." he reminds you suddenly, your brows pinching together
in confusion before realization hits you all of a sudden and your whole body heats with
embarrassment.

"Oh my god," you exclaim, "Why would you even mention that?" you scold him, nudging him in
his chest as he snorts at you.

"I ordered and bought it for you. What should I do with it? I'm not gonna stick it in my ass."

"Oh my god," you repeat your previous words, laughing as Jungkook shushes you, doing an awful
job at being quiet too because he's laughing too. "What do you know? Maybe it'd feel nice." you
joke, listening to him disapproving but he muffles his laugh and mouth with his arm as he hides his
face.

As much as it's funny, it's another reminder that the deal between you two has already ended and
the mention of your pink friend (as he called it) was the final drop. And you almost tell him that
you don't want it, because you won't probably use it if it's not with him. And you almost gasp at
that thought, mentally slapping yourself.
He's your best friend Y/N, you remind yourself.

And you finally understand the crave you had for him today. It's not only because you miss sex
(because Jungkook is fantastic at it), or because you just crave a touch of someone else.

It's because Jungkook wasn't the only one who was craving love and having that someone who
cares for you. You were doing the same all along.
 Chapter 31

The October cold air hits Jungkook's cheeks like a slap to his face, nor does he need it judging by
the beating heart that hammers harshly in his chest. He can't remember the last time he was this
nervous, probably on their first date as he wanted everything to go perfect and smoothly. And it
went, beyond his expectations actually. However, he's not sure about this time because he has no
idea how today will end up.

And he's just minutes from finding it.

With each step he takes inside the restaurant, he feels like he could throw up onto the luxurious
polished floor. For now, he tries to swallow down the lump that sits uncomfortably in his throat as
a waitress welcomes him. The words about his reservation leave his mouth automatically, he
barely puts any mind in what he's saying other than mentioning his name and the fact he made a
reservation for tonight. The waitress smiles at him, completely oblivious to his racing heart and
mind as she guides him through the restaurant. She says something to him but he doesn't pay any
attention to her, he can't because his eyes are focused elsewhere until they stop on her.

The waitress shows him his seat, informing them something about her coming back in a few
minutes when they'll decide on their order. But Jungkook barely acknowledges her, slowly sitting
down as if the seat should burn him while his eyes don't leave Kiko.

He can't believe his own eyes. Not just because she's gorgeous like she's always been, or that her
hair is shorter than he has ever seen on her. But her sitting in front of him, on the other side of the
circled square table after two months of trying to meet up with her is certainly something different.
It seems like her visiting her family in Japan has benefited her. The other times he's seen her, like at
Seokjin's wedding or the camping trip, there was something in her eyes that he knew was wrong.
And he got that answer.

It was guilt all along.

However, she smiles brightly at the waitress and thanks her with a bow, her whole face beaming
from the natural glow that she's holding. At first, for someone not knowing her so well, someone
would've thought that she doesn't feel as nervous or guilty anymore. Jungkook knows better
though. Thus, her eyes flickering to him from the opposite side of the table and the sudden change
in them tells him otherwise. She tucks a piece of hair behind her ear, giving him a weak and
somehow shaky smile in return.

She's nervous.

Just like Jungkook that feels like his hands are already so sweaty that he ends up wiping them
against the black slacks he's wearing.

"You're early," Jungkook starts, voice surprisingly confident but soft at the same time.

He wanted to make sure he's earlier than Kiko, just to have enough time to prepare himself for
something he's been thinking and preparing for months. And maybe chug a glass of wine before
she arrives to ease up his nerves and the possible outcome of tonight's night, because he doesn't
know what to expect. But nothing could prepare him for tonight.

Attentive as always, he picked out one of the best restaurants — the one they used to come for
dinner dates because the food is delicious. Jungkook thought that maybe picking up a familiar
place would bring at least some kind of comfort. Although, he's not sure about that because none of
that is on his mind right now.

"Yes," Kiko chuckles, the soft sound coming out shakily as she's looking at Jungkook.

He can tell she spent more time on her makeup than usual, the eyeliner making her eyes bigger and
if he leaned closer, he'd see the soft peach eyeshadow coating her lids. There's no point of denying
that she's beautiful, whether she wears makeup or not.

"I was nervous, actually I still am," she admits, and Jungkook mentally agrees with her because
yes, he feels the same and can relate to that. "You came early too."

"I'm nervous too," he admits, lips quirking in a slight grin as she smiles at him, letting out a faint
giggle. "But I think you can already tell."

Of course, she can. Jungkook is not the only one who knows her, she knows him too. They weren't
dating just for fun.

"This reminds me of our first date," she says, briefly laughing at the memory that seems so long
ago but still very clear to both of them.

Jungkook joins her, remembering that time he finally had the guts to ask her out only for him to be
a nervous wreck. They were holding hands for ten seconds before their hands got too sweaty, their
anxiety acting up. But it wasn't awkward or embarrassing at all, they laughed it off and it was quite
cute. The whole evening ended up much better than Jungkook thought.

He treated her to a nice dinner and then they went to a park, walked around while they were
surrounded by nature and the moon glistening in the sky. He even got to kiss her when he drove her
home. Well, it wasn't their first kiss but it still counts because by the end of the night, they both
agreed on going on another date. This time as a boyfriend and a girlfriend.

"I don't think I've ever been that nervous on a date." she laughs, shaking her head.

"We were more anxious than we should've been." Jungkook agrees, taking into an account how
their date ended after all. There was no reason to be that nervous.

"Sorry," Kiko suddenly blurts out, shoulders sulking as if she just remembered something. She
glances up from her lap and stares at him with that guilty look.

Jungkook's brows pinch together, growing worried and mostly confused by the sudden apology.

"Why am I bringing up our first date? That's so stupid," she scolds herself, huffing out an angered
breath. "You're dating Y/N."

At the mention of your name, Jungkook's eyes widen and he realizes that Kiko doesn't know. The
only people who know are Jimin and Taehyung, they are not exactly the type to blurt our other
people's business, especially if it's you and him. They're curious, too curious for their own good
and invested in your lives (which intensified when they found out the two of you 'are dating') but
they wouldn't go around and speak about your lives to random people.

"About that... we're not dating anymore," Jungkook clarifies, tasting a weird taste in his mouth at
the lie. Fuck, he hates lying but now it's not the time to come clear.

He wouldn't go on dinner with his ex-girlfriend if he was dating someone else. He's not that kind of
an asshole. If he had a girlfriend, he wouldn't care to win Kiko back or try to save whatever their
relationship is right now. Even if he maybe needed some kind of closure, he wouldn't meet up with
his ex-girlfriend while he has a girlfriend waiting for him.

"We broke up."

Kiko's eyebrows shoot up at the information before they twist in somewhere between pity and
guilt. But she doesn't say 'I'm sorry' or anything close to it because she knows how stupid would
that sound. As much as Jungkook is the gentleman, she's not such a bitch to steal someone else's
guy.

Sure, she didn't know that the two of you 'broke up' but knowing what the real purpose of this
meetup is, she probably knew there is something else behind this. Jungkook wouldn't just ask her
out for dinner, something that almost seems more intimate and romantic than lunch (at such a nice
restaurant) or anything else. Yet, she still seems surprised to hear it.

She did confess that she still loves him. Jungkook is the one who has to think about other things
too, deal with them. She's looking for answers too.

"Why?" Is the word that leaves her mouth, instead of apology because both of them know how
stupid would that sound.

But she still would feel sorry if the reason behind your break up is her. She never meant to come
between your relationship. Jungkook was the one who kept insisting and pushing Kiko to answer
his questions on the camping trip.

"We agreed that we're better as best friends." Jungkook answers, saying the same thing he said to
the guys back in the club.

It seems like the most reasonable reason to say, especially when you and Jungkook are still best
friends and completely fine. They'd question it if you said something else.

Kiko is not stupid. She may not be the full reason of your breakup, but she surely knows Jungkook
isn't over her yet when he wanted to meet up and find the answer to the question; What now?

Their conversation is interrupted by the waitress, politely asking them about their orders but they
haven't even checked the menu since they've sat down. Jungkook orders a steak, the first thing
that comes to his mind and the only rational choice since he knows they have it on their regular
menu. Kiko orders the same, knowing grins spreading on their lips. Jungkook orders wine, asking
Kiko about her preference even though he knows she prefers white wine. Just like he predicted, the
same answer rolls off her tongue before the waitress nods and leaves to get their order ready.

Kiko opens her mouth, ready to say something, ready to question the biggest question mark of
tonight and Jungkook sees that, noticing her nervously rubbing her hands in her lap even from the
opposite side.

"Let's eat first, okay? Then we can talk about... more serious stuff." Jungkook offers, not prepared
to talk about that right now.

At least he wants to enjoy the food, he tries to tell himself. He just really wants to talk to her
casually, acting as if nothing's wrong even if it's just for a moment.

"Yeah, sure." she smiles, trying to mask the way she sighs in relief but Jungkook notices, the
corner of his mouth twitching up.

"You visited your family in Japan, right? How was it?"

He starts the conversation, feeling himself relax a little bit.

"Great, I needed that. It helped me a lot, I went there to think..." she starts, nervously biting her
bottom lip as Jungkook notices what she's aiming at, but he ignores it. "I was there about... two
months I think? I took a few weeks off and then worked from home. I'm incredibly lucky that my
job allows me that, although my boss wasn't very happy about it. But I missed Korea. Japan is my
home but I've built so much more here."

Jungkook nods in understatement. He feels the same way with Busan. This is one of the reasons
why he fell in love with her. She's an easy person to talk to and they're both similar, understanding
each other.

"How are your parents?" he asks with interest, remembering the lovely people that treated him so
nicely when he went to Japan with Kiko.

Unfortunately, he didn't get to see them as often as Kiko got Jungkook's parents but it's only
understandable, considering the distance. Busan is always closer than Japan. But it doesn't mean
Kiko's parents aren't lovely too. If he ever thought about the future, he knew they'd be an amazing
in-laws.

"Great," she smiles at the thought of her parents, almost wanting to say something but she closes
her mouth and gives him a weak chuckle. "They're great. What," she hesitates, "What about your
parents? How are they?"

She's careful about the topic of Jungkook's parents, knowing they've always loved her but who
knows what they think about her right now.

"I went to visit them in August," Jungkook answers, mentally making a note to visit them as soon
as it's possible.

Looking at it now, the nearest possible visit to his hometown will be on Christmas. Which is in
two months, so it's not that far away but still, he'd be glad to visit them before that too.
Unfortunately, this season is busy for him as he has scheduled weddings and photoshoots.

"They're doing great too. Mom's sad she doesn't get to see me more often but, yeah, that's nothing
new." he breathes out a chuckle and Kiko joins, knowing how much Jungkook's mom loves her
children.

She hesitates again, the question muffled and Jungkook has to lean slightly towards her to hear her
better. "Did they, did they ask about me?"

Jungkook notices her face flushing with embarrassment and she avoids Jungkook's eyes for a
moment, before she gets the courage to look at him again. He sucks in breath, tongue glazing over
his dry bottom lip before he opens his mouth.

"Yeah, they did," he answers carefully, "They didn't know we broke up, so I had to tell them."

"They didn't know? Why?" she asks, growing bolder as curiosity is slowly replacing
embarrassment.

He coughs, shifting on his spot. "I, uh, I didn't want them to know because I had a hard time
admitting that it's over. I guess I was trying to persuade myself that it's not over yet. If I told them
the truth at the very beginning, my mom would ask just too many questions and I didn't exactly feel
like explaining to her why we broke up, since I didn't even know."
When it first happened, the first weeks after Kiko broke up with him all of a sudden, Jungkook's
mom used to call him to check up on him. She's not calling him every day, knowing very well that
he's got his own personal life now but when Jungkook failed to call her or even text her for two
whole weeks, she grew worried and called him until he picked up. He remembers that his excuse
was saying that he's sick, when his mom could tell something's wrong by listening to his weak and
heartbroken voice.

"So... they don't know about..." she stops, biting onto her lip harshly.

The guilt and embarrassment is clear on her face, something that Jungkook notices right away. He's
not the only one who's having a hard time talking about this, it's just a reminder of what she had
done. And Jungkook knows what she's trying to ask, it's not that hard to guess.

"No," he answers, "You know they could never hate you, not even if I told them the truth. But I
don't want them to know, I don't want them to look at you differently."

It's an incredibly huge and brave thing to do, but that only shows Jungkook's kindness because yet
again, he thinks about others first before himself. Kiko broke up with him, she wasn't the one
insisting on getting back together because from her point of view, she doesn't deserve him. But
judging from what Jungkook heard from her or could see, she still loves him. If they both love each
other, there's a chance they can get past this.

"Thank you," she whispers, her eyes suddenly growing big as she tries to blink away the tears that
threaten to spill.

Jungkook almost reaches for her, wanting to comfort her but she chuckles at herself and shakes her
head. "See? I don't deserve you. You're too good, Kookie."

He smiles at the nickname, "How about we enjoy that dinner, hm? No more serious talking until
we're full." he offers, giving her another smile which almost makes her burst in tears as she slowly
nods.

The waitress from before is already walking towards their table, a bottle of wine in her hands as
they both allow themselves to relax a little bit.

They bring the food shortly after, reminding Jungkook one of the perks of eating in this restaurant
– fast service. Him and Kiko chitchat through the food, the conversation surprisingly flowing
naturally and comfortably as they sip on the white wine.

The rest of the dinner goes over Jungkook's expectations, shockingly there's not an ounce of
nervosity inside him. Maybe a little uncertainty of what tonight can bring to him but there's one
thing he's certain about. His wild mind and thoughts completely shut off as he and Kiko talked so
freely, like nothing has changed between them. He had found himself being comfortable, even
joked a few times and earned a couple of giggles from the woman on the opposite side of the table.
The sound had brought him back to the time when everything was perfect for both of them, as a
couple.

Once their desert is already eaten, the empty plates being taken away from the waitress, they know
it's the right time to get to the root of tonight's purpose. And just like that, there's uncertainty and
maybe even discomfort lingering in the air as he sees Kiko shifting in her spot. He doesn't like that.

"I don't want sugarcoat anything," he starts, putting down the glass of sparkling water he ordered
since he drove here with a car and doesn't want to risk drinking more than he is allowed. He has
never done that and doesn't plan on doing.
He watches her giving him a brief nod of understatement, anxiously looking at her nude nails
which Jungkook recognizes as another sign of her being nervous. He knows that if they weren't in a
restaurant, she would pick on her nails too.

"You know why I asked you to meet up," he sighs, trying to speak carefully as she listens to him. "I
wanted to see how this night would go, if anything is worth saving..." Their relationship.

"And I guess, I wanted to see how I feel about you even after... you told me," he says, flickering his
eyes to meet hers as she looks like she's ten seconds from crying. "We didn't have that much time
and space to talk."

She stays quiet, slowly nodding along his words not interrupting what he has to say. She knows he
has to get it off his chest and it's only fair for her to listen to him.

"Do you love me, Kik?" he asks suddenly, surprising her as her eyes widen and she straightens up
slightly.

"Yes," She doesn't miss a beat to answer. "I know I screwed up, I hurt you so much and I'll never
forgive myself. And I thought you'd never want to see me again, I thought you'd hate me."

"I told you I could never hate you," he says quietly, "No matter how much you've hurt me."

"But you should," she says, her voice hardening as she frowns. "You should hate me. Just tell me
one thing. You didn't break up with Y/N because of me, right?"

It surprises how guilty she sounds, even his eyebrows shoot up a bit at the question as he nibbles
on his bottom lip. Technically, you "broke up" because of her but realistically, you've never dated
in the first place. The things got messy ever since he figured out that she didn't break up with him
because she wanted space. The whole thing was supposed to be easy – he wanted to know if she
still loves him and if she saw you with him, that would be his answer. But the whole thing blew up
into something completely different and big, something that hurt him ten times worse than the
actual breakup.

"I told you," he mutters, "We're better as best friends. There are no hard feelings."

"That's hard to believe," she chuckles, looking down at her lap shyly. "You both seemed happy
together."

Jungkook almost chokes on his spit, wanting her to assure her that it wasn't like that. Yes, you both
enjoyed time spent together but it wasn't like that. It's not what she's implying. He keeps his mouth
sealed, not wanting to expose the real reason behind the two of you 'being happy together'. It's not
the right time anyway. He'll tell her eventually, plus, he's not the one who cheated.

"I was happy with you too."

She widens her eyes, letting out a cough. "I know," she admits, "I never planned on telling you. I
wanted to spare you the pain but you kept insisting..."

"So it's my fault?" he shoots, cursing at himself when he sees the shock on her face mixed with
hurt and guilt.

"No, of course not," she shakes her head, looking like she's in pain. "It's all my fault, I know that."

"That's not what I meant," He's the one who shakes his head. "Look, I'm not gonna lie. This dinner
made me realize that things aren't that bad between us, we can still talk and it feels like nothing
changed. You're still the woman I fell in love with, I guess it's obvious I still love you. I wouldn't
have gone through all of this if I didn't."

She can't help but smile at the mention of him still loving her. She doesn't deserve him, she knows
but her heart is screaming at her for fighting for him.

"I love you too." she whispers as Jungkook's heart jumps at that. It hits differently when she says it
so openly, instead of answering his question with a simple 'yes'.

"But I can't forget what you've done," His voice shivers, "But I can forgive slowly."

"What do you mean?" she asks cautiously, her breath catching in her throat as she sees him taking a
breath, staring right back into her eyes.

"I want you back," he confesses, her mouth opening as her eyes water with tears. "And I believe we
can get through this."

"I'll do anything you need me to." she says, wanting nothing else than to reach towards him. She
holds herself, watching his doe eyes flickering between her eyes and the table.

"Time," he breathes out, "I need time."

The muted music carries itself around the closed club, much softer than it'll be playing in twenty
minutes before a bunch of people with purpose to get drunk and have fun will be allowed to come
in. You can't help but feel a little uneasy feeling in the pit of your stomach because you don't know
what to expect.

"I don't like this."

Your best friend's voice resounds, not really helping with your inner battle with an uneasy feeling.

"I know," you roll your eyes, "You told me like hundreds of times by now." you mutter, raising a
brow at him as he stares at you from the other side of the bar, sitting on one of the stools while
watching you.

Realizing that he's not really helping, he sighs and slouches his shoulders. "No, I mean... do you
think this is really a good idea?"

"What other option I've, Jungkook?" you ask, almost annoyingly even though you know he is only
worried and cares about you.

It happened only recently that you've made your decision to work a part-time job in a club in
Itaewon. If somebody told you you'll spend some of your weekends working behind a bar in a club,
you'd most likely laugh in their face and tell them that's not going to happen. Well, it did.
Inconveniently, your car started to show the consequences of its old age. Not only had it started
taking tools on you financially, the engine stopped working and you'd spend a few minutes in front
of the company's building trying to start it. Then you had to buy new breaks because the old ones
have not worked properly and there are still a bunch of things that need to be replaced. The middle
aged mechanic who's been in charge of your car in the car service you've entrusted your precious
old car into has told you, it's probably the best to look for a better car because this one will just cost
you money.

"I could always lend you some money." he tries, ignoring the glare you're giving him.
You know Jungkook has some saved up money but you can't let him do that. What if his new car
breaks down all of a sudden? What he'd do then? Jungkook doesn't really think about possible
consequences and scenarios that can happen. He's so determined to lend you his money that he
doesn't think about himself, and you can't let that happen.

"It's just for a few months, anyway," you wave your hand at him, ignoring his attempt of changing
your mind even though he knows you've decided.

You're standing behind a bar, aren't you? It's already done, but you could still back out.

The funniest thing is how you got into this job and the person who helped you to get this job is the
least person you ever thought would help you. It's actually pretty random too.

It was one of those days when your car wouldn't work, so you just sat inside your car with a
completely annoyed and pissed expression. All you wanted was to get home, get out of your work
clothes and take a nice shower. The last person you expected to be knocking on your window is
none other than Min Yoongi himself, grinning at you or maybe even laughing at your desperate
expression.

"What do you want?" you grumble annoyingly once the car's window is rolled down.

He has the audacity to lean his arms against your rolled down window, almost sticking his head
into your car as you want to sneer at the close proximity.

"You in trouble, grumpy?" He even has the audacity to laugh, cackling at your sore expression.

Of course he knows about your trouble with your car. He has spent a good week grinning
whenever he walked up to his car, seeing you struggling to start the engine while passing by yours.
It's only now he stopped by.

"Why are you asking such a dumb question? Of course, I'm in trouble. My car is not working and
you know that, so please spare me the--"

"Jesus, okay, calm down you maniac," he stops you, straightening himself and giving you some
space to breathe. "Get that fat ass out of your car, I'm gonna help you start the engine."

"How are you gonna do that?" you speak, narrowing your eyes as he looks at you dumbfoundedly.

"Using jumper cables, of course." he deadpans, and fuck, you hate the look he gives you. Like
you're dumb, you hate when people do that. Or naturally looking down on you because you're a
woman.

"I know what that is, thanks." you snap, opening the door so you can step out of your car.

"Really? Why haven't you used it then?" he raises a brow at you.

"Because I don't have those cables?" you react by raising your voice. He's getting on your nerves
again.

Still, everyone is already home. You and Yoongi had to stay behind and work overtime again.

"Then you should've asked someone for help." he snaps, annoyed by your attitude. It's the same
thing with you two. Both too stubborn and annoyed at each other to stand back and keep your
mouth shut.
"Someone? Who? You?" you laugh bitterly, knowing he had a fair share of fun while watching you
struggle with your car.

"I'm helping you, aren't I?" he shoots back, walking to the white Toyota that's parked just a few
parking places from yours.

You watch him unlock the car, sitting into it as he drives and parks it in front of your car. He walks
out, pulling out the jumper cables out of the truck. It looks weird, seeing him in his shirt and blazer
while holding those cables.

"Do you even know how to do this?" you ask, hugging yourself with your jacket as the end of
September's breeze runs chills. Yoongi's pink cheeks are the proof that you're not the only one
getting cold.

You watch him opening his car hood as he does the same to yours before he raises a brow at you.
Well, he certainly knows what to do with those cables but you still had to ask. You've never seen
him doing such a thing (of course you didn't, you don't actually spend time with him outside of
work) and even in work, he's known as being lazy. Still gets the job done though, but you never tell
him that.

"I'm not completely useless," he grumbles at you.

The irritated part of you wants to snap back, not giving him that satisfaction of you being quiet but
that's exactly what you must do. He's the only help you've got right now. It's already late and dark
outside for you to be sitting in a car in an almost empty parking lot.

"Now shut up and turn on your flashlight, I can't see shit in this darkness." he grumbles as usual,
shooting you a glare as you fume at his words.

Patience, Y/N. He's the only one who can help you.

So, keeping your mouth shut, you pull out your phone and turn on the flashlight while he starts
ordering you around. You're sure he's doing that to piss you off even more but you ignore it,
changing the angle of the flashlight every five seconds with clenched teeth as he keeps nagging
you.

Your car started after that, but the same thing happened a few more times leaving you completely
helpless and you can't believe it, but you complained to Yoongi during the lunch break. He seemed
completely unimpressed with your issue, sipping on his iced Americano like you were talking
about the weather instead of your actual problem.

And you were sure he didn't even listen to your single word, praying when you'll finally shut up
until he opened his mouth and surprisingly, nothing bitter came out of it.

"My brother owns a club and he's looking for someone to work behind a bar."

You stare at him with an open mouth, ready to cuss him out for interrupting you in the middle of
your sentence but you pause yourself. He has a brother? And he owns a club? Why does it feel like
everyone owns something? Jungkook's friend Seokjin, owns a restaurant and Jungkook's brother
owns a coffee shop.

"Behind a bar?" It's funny how your voice is quiet and timid, assuring that you've heard your co-
worker right.

"Yeah, I mean... it's not exactly a dream job but he pays well. I could ask him, you know... if you're
interested." he mumbles the last part, almost looking regretful that he even started in the first
place.

You're intrigued. You're not going to lie, you started looking for a part-time job but most of them
weren't going well with your working schedule. You need something where you'll be able to work
during weekends only.

"I've never mixed a drink. I don't know how to do any of that stuff." you admit, hating that you
sound stupid in front of him but it's true. Apart from the failed drinks you were trying to mix to your
friends which unfortunately, ended up unsuccessfully. You remember Jimin's cringed expression
and Taehyung looking like he's just seconds from throwing up very clearly.

"He'll teach you everything you need to know. He needs a little help behind the bar," he shrugs,
"And I'm sure he'll be able to adjust to your working schedule too."

You stare at your co-worker, recognizing the way he's avoiding eye contact as he keeps sipping on
his Americano while staring at the busy streets of Seoul. Your lips curl into a grin, your hand
draping over his shoulder as he tenses and gives you a glare, silently asking why the hell are you
touching him.

"Min Yoongi, are you helping me?" you ask, not able to hide the grin and amusement in your voice
as he doesn't waste a second, scoffing at you.

"No," he disagrees, but what could you expect from him, right? "I'm just tired of listening to you
complaining, I'm sure my ears are bleeding at this point."

You clench your teeth, rolling your eyes at him. "I don't know, working at a club seems
dangerous."

"That's why there's security there." he deadpans, causing you to scowl.

"And I'm a woman. Working in a club where there are a bunch of drunk idiots all the time seems
kinda dangerous." you point out, voice harsh but you try to control yourself since you're not alone
in the breakroom.

"Don't flatter yourself," he says, looking you up and down as you scoff. "My brother cares about
the safety of his customers and employees. It's not that bad as it sounds." he decides to say, almost
as if he has the need to have his brother's back even though you've never specifically said
something about him or his working ethic.

You purse your lips for a moment, staring at the view with Yoongi by your side. He is an annoying
co-worker and sometimes, you're sure he hates your guts and loves making your days at work
miserable with his snarky remarks. But you're sure he wouldn't be offering you a job at his
brother's club, someone who's close to him. And it's very rare to see him speaking to you about
something so freely and casual, and that's how you know he's honest.

"Okay, can you give me his number?"

And here you are. After coming here for a couple of days, trying to learn how to mix a proper
drink (just the simple ones since the difficult drinks are Mark's responsibility). A guy who's close
to your age with a nice and friendly smile.

You don't know what you expected when you were about to meet Yoongi's brother for the first
time, but you definitely didn't expect someone so friendly and well-mannered. The opposite of his
younger brother who happens to be your co-worker too. Deep down, you know he's not that bad of
a type guy and it's just his personality that's shitty. Some part of you thought his brother would
secretly hate you. That's what siblings do, right? Having each other's back by hating the same
person.

Yejun is in his mid thirties, very polite and professional and there's only a little resemblance
between him and his annoying younger brother. He's been nothing but polite and very flexible
when it came to your working schedule. So far, you won't be working every weekend and the pay
is really good, Yoongi was right about that one.

Actually, he was right about most of the stuff. The place is secure and Yejun made sure to tell you
that if someone is being persistent and rude, just tell one of the security guys and they'll have that
person kicked out. That definitely settled your nerves.

"What if something happens to you?" Jungkook asks, doe eyes staring at you with a sudden alarm
at the thought of you being hurt by one of the drunken males.

He's not stupid, he knows what working in a bar involves and he definitely knows how drunk men
often think about women way out of their league. Men can be real pigs. It doesn't matter that your
working attire consists of light blue jeans and a simple tight white shirt with a tiny club's logo on
the right side.

"There are security men in every corner, I'm safe here. Plus, I'll be behind a bar all the time with
Mark," you say, pointing towards the mentioned man who's talking with one of the bouncers.

Jungkook follows your vision, frown settled on his face as he doesn't look to be too convinced.

"And the break room is just right next to the bar where one of the security guys will be standing all
night."

It seems like you're trying to convince him, but the truth is you're trying to convince yourself too.
You're nervous after all, not knowing what to expect.

"What if someone follows you outside?" he exclaims, trying to prove a point as you roll your eyes
at him. Again.

"Jesus, Jeon," you groan, "You're not helping."

He looks guilty, shrugging before he mumbles; "I'm just trying to prove a point."

Yeah, well there was a reason why you haven't told him about this before it was hundred percent
sure and you had signed a contract.

"Our cars are parked behind the club, no one has access to that parking lot just the staff."

He frowns, you see the wheels turning inside his head and how much he tries to keep his mouth
shut. He wants to say something else but knows he's no help, especially when tonight is your first
day and you're already nervous as it is.

"But how was the dinner?" you ask, trying to change the topic and well, you're curious how that
ended.

Ever since Jungkook came into the club to check on you, he never uttered a single word about it
and started to voice out his worry about your new part-time job instead. Maybe it was his way of
distracting himself or distancing this conversation, although there is no reason to. He'd tell you
eventually.
Even when you called him this morning, he sounded so freaking nervous and as much as he tried to
hide it by trying to act and sound cool, you know him better than that. He's been preparing for that
dinner for weeks, checking his phone in a fear Kiko would cancel it. Even though you had usually
hung out during weekends, since the two of you work during the week, you could easily see him
trying to distract himself by thinking about her or the dinner.

"It was... good. Better than I thought it would be." he answers honestly, shifting on his spot.

Well, he definitely made sure to look good on that dinner. He came here straight from it, wearing
button-up and black slacks, replacing his all black and loose outfits with much more elegant
appearance. His hair is styled nicely, parted in the middle while he's hiding the undercut beneath it.
It's a change from the constant man bun or a bucket hat he's been wearing often these days.

"What does that mean?" you ask, flickering your eyes to his while there's a little knowing feeling
inside of you.

First of all, he doesn't look miserable. If the dinner went wrong, he wouldn't be sitting here so
casually. And then as soon as he registers your question, a sheepish grin settles on his lips while
there's a slight shimmer in his eyes and then you know.

"That I got what I wanted?" he asks unsurely, dodging answering your question directly as you
raise a brow at him.

You're sure you look dumbfounded, the look you're giving him dares him to say it directly and he
looks almost alarmed. Still, you're controlling yourself because you know how much this means to
him. Although, there is a pinch of hope inside you hoping he'll tell you otherwise.

"Which is?" you murmur, already knowing what his answer is but how can you glare at him for
listening to his heart? Especially when he smiles, genuinely smiling with happiness that you
haven't seen in him for a while.

He sighs, raising his brow as if it's not obvious but then he takes a deep breath and beams; "Kiko."

Unfortunately, you can't quite share the happiness with him, even though he's your best friend and
you support him. Is that wrong of you? You can't help it, you just can't support a relationship and a
woman that cheated on him when he gave her everything. He was ready to ask her to move in for
fucks sake. He had been so serious about their relationship, wanting to take another step and she
crushed his heart just like that. And that's not even the worst part. She cheated. She freaking
cheated on one of the best men walking on this planet.

And even the stiff smile you give him, murmuring 'congratulations' doesn't go unnoticed by him
and his shoulder slouch a little, letting out a defeated sigh.

"Please, don't look at me like that." he pleads, hand rubbing his forehead with a tiny distress.

"Like what?" you ask innocently, feeling bad for having that kind of reaction. But you can't control
it! It's not your fault you'd jump at her and slap her face for hurting your best friend. It's all on her.

"Like you're disappointed in me."

That one hurt. Your eyes flash with guilt and sadness before you let out a sigh, leaning yourself
against the bar and closer to him.

"It's your life, Kook," you remind him, "Whatever makes you happy." you smile, but Jungkook's
brows furrow in a slight frown when he recognizes your smile as forced.
"I don't want you to hate her, she regrets it, you know. And we're taking it slow." he tells you
softly, pleadingly staring at you meanwhile you let out a snort.

"I don't hate her." Yes, you do. But you can't tell him that, that would break him.

"I don't want to be put into a position to choose between you two."

"You don't have to. I'm your best friend and she's your girlfriend," Fuck, even that word tastes
bitter in your mouth. "You didn't have to choose in the first place. It's been her all along."

"But I still want my best friend. You're important to me, Y/N," he says, sounding serious and
genuine. "I just... I don't want you to hate her because one day, you'll probably see her again and I
don't want you guys to have some... I don't know, tension between you two." he tries to explain.

It makes sense. You feel bad for reacting the way you do but again, you can't control it. You can't
fake your emotions and opinion about their relationship or Kiko, Jungkook knows very well what
you think about this. You're not about to say you hate her and don't want him to be with her,
because she'll ruin him. And if it's not going to be her, it's going to be the fact she cheated on him.
You still control yourself as best as you can, thinking about Jungkook's feelings knowing what he's
trying to say with his.

He doesn't want you to hate each other because like he said, eventually your paths will cross
whether you like it or not. She's a part of Jungkook's life and you're too.

"Look, I'm not gonna pretend I like her because I know she hurt you. And maybe you're over it, or
trying to be... but I'm not. But it's also not my relationship or any of my business. I just hope she
won't hurt you again. I really wish you to be happy." you tell him honestly, seeing him giving you a
soft and appreciative smile.

"You're the best," he says with a smile, "Thank you. It means a lot to me."

You smile back at him, this one a tiny bit more honest when you see the happiness dancing in his
eyes. This is what he wanted after all, you both got what you wanted from your deal. And you
should be happy...

Somehow, you still don't feel content because so much has happened. Things you both haven't
expected like her hurting him for the second time, breaking his heart again and you have to remind
yourself that this is what he wants. No matter how many times you find it wrong in so many ways
(getting back to an ex who cheated), it's Jungkook's decision. You're just looking out for him, the
same way he does for you right now. Sitting on the bar stool with sparkling water in front of him
because he had driven here, making sure he's here to support you on your first day.

You just hope he'll be there for you on other days too. You just got him back, you're not quite
ready for him to focus on Kiko all over again. Maybe it's a selfish or just natural reaction of a best
friend that missed him.

And when Mark calls out to you, informing you the club is opening in five minutes, Jungkook is
there to assure you that you'll do great and he's right there.

And maybe, just maybe, this time it'll be different. And just like Jungkook hoped to win Kiko back,
you hope nothing will change and you won't lose him again.
 Chapter 32

The first message full of shock comes from Jimin, sometime in the middle of the week after you've
had the time to look at your phone. Clicking on the message he sent you, your brows furrow in a
slight confusion as a picture comes into view. You quickly realize it's a screenshot, not just an
ordinary screenshot though. It's from Jungkook's Instagram.

Jiminie: wtf are you guys back together???

There's no doubt that you're not the one in the picture holding hands with Jungkook. You would
know if you were the one in it, but you know very well who is. The picture itself is simple but soft
at the same time, them holding hands as a sunset is shining in the background making it more
artistic and beautiful. He captioned it with a simple heart emoji, not tagging her or anything that
could reveal the true identity of a person he's holding hands with.

"no, it's not me" you reply back, nibbling on your bottom lip wondering if it's your place to reveal
Jungkook's mysterious 'new girlfriend'. Surely, Jimin is going to be curious who it is when it's not
you and your assumption proves to be right when a new message comes up on your screen.

Jiminie: he's got a new girlfriend already??? who is it?

Deciding that Jungkook wouldn't post that picture in the first place if he didn't want anyone to
know yet, your thumbs hover over the screen for a few seconds before you think 'fuck it' and type
your answer.

"it's Kiko"

The three dots appear instantly and then they're gone, obviously describing Jimin's shock before
your phone is flooded with a set of new messages.

Jiminie: kiko???

Jiminie: you can't be serious

Jiminie: please tell me this is a joke

Jiminie: wtf

Jiminie: this has to be a joke right??!!

Jiminie: are you okay?

Right, he thinks you and Jungkook were dating forreal, he doesn't know about the deal and that
you're not heartbroken like you probably should be. That's if you were his real girlfriend in the first
place.

And you do feel bad about not telling him the truth, but you and Jungkook had a deal where you
both agreed not to tell anyone. Plus, a message is not a place to reveal such a thing. You know you
can trust Jimin, he wouldn't tell anyone if you told him what it was really about but you're not in
the mood to make any fuss about it.

"I am, don't worry about me :) I'm really fine" you assure him, knowing he probably doesn't
believe you until he talks to you about it in person but fortunately, he lets it go and sends you a
thumbs up.

You tuck your phone back into your jeans before your name resounds in the room, Junho calling
for you with his usual frown.

"Y/N? Can you please help us?"

You nod, ignoring the way he's glaring at you for using your phone when it's not your break yet.
Coming into the room full of people and a few models, you notice Yoongi standing beside Junho
with his impressed look and you just know he's mentally sending curses at Junho for bossing
around everyone, barking orders.

The chattering of people fills the room, along with clicking sounds and occasional phone beeping
that makes you sight at the distracting sounds. The pencil in your hands clicks against your wooden
desk, staring at the blank paper in front of you. Your body craves for some more caffeine, in
desperate need to wake you up from your slumber and lack of inspirational state. You're supposed
to come with new location ideas for the next photoshoot in less than a week, the deadline slowly
making you lose your cool. The cold weather narrowed a lot of options for you. You've barely
managed to come up with two ideas, the very ones that are sitting at the bottom of your desk in
hope, you'll come up with something better.

Looking at the time on your phone, you sigh when you still got twenty minutes into a break.
Someone would surely notice if you'd just stand up and make your way to the cafeteria area.

Your boss wouldn't surely appreciate seeing you there before your actual break time. Just as
thoughts whether you should risk it or not, Junho walks on your floor with a man beside him. Your
brows furrowing in confusion, trying to identify him from the distance, the realization makes you
confused even more.

Jungkook walks beside your boss, a camera securely held in his hands before he takes it with one
hand, shaking your boss' with the other one. With a sweet smile, which is hard to see from him, he
waves at him before he disappears behind the corner, probably going back to his office.

He stands there, looking around with slightly scrunched eyes and soon enough, his eyes find yours
before a wide grin spreads on his lips. He's walking towards you, catching some of your co-
workers eyes at the new face but he ignores them, grinning at you.

"Hey, slacker." he greets you, setting his camera onto your desk. Slacker. Has he met Yoongi?

"What are you doing here?" you ask him confusingly, not believing that Jungkook is in the same
building as you. You've never seen him here before and it's quite a surprise.

"The company asked me if I could shoot models," he answers with a shrug, looking around since
this is the first time he's here. "I was so surprised when they called me. I was thinking about telling
you when we were on the phone the other day, but I thought surprising you would be better." he
grins, obviously pleased with his plan when he sees your confused frown and open mouth.

It's no lie Jungkook has many experiences taking photos of models. In addition to weddings and
other celebration events, he used to take photos of his pretty classmates back in college while he
added those pictures to his portfolio. Those girls looked like models for sure, posed like they've
been doing it for years or maybe it was just Jungkook's great skills of photographing and editing.
You vividly remember him shooting a few models when he worked for some modeling company
for over a year. He used to add those pictures on his Instagram, earning him exposure and a couple
of hundreds new followers.

"How did I not know about this?" you ask, the question more aimed at Junho and the rest of the
team since you usually would know if there were any changes with the photographer.

Jungkook shrugs, "They told me the previous photographer got sick or something. I don't really
care though, this company pays so well." he beams, visibly enthusiastic about the pay but can you
blame him?

Snorting, you shake your head at him. "Are you scheduled for the photoshoot that's in twenty
minutes?" you ask him curiously.

"Yeah, your boss just went over some of his ideas, mainly informed me about the theme and things
like that. Is he the one you complained about?" he asks, making sure none of your co-workers
could hear him, even though they would most likely agree with you.

Junho can be a real asshole, especially when he's stressed and thinks everyone is his servant.
"Yeah."

"He wasn't that bad." Jungkook shrugs and you recall him smiling at your best friend, a very rare
sight if someone asks you.

"Trust me, he's usually a dick. It must be because you're either a stranger or because he's in a good
mood." you point out.

"It's my charms," he grins, sitting at the edge of your desk as you take his appearance into account.

For today, he swapped his usual cargo pants and oversized hoodie (among other pieces of clothes
that he seems to love) with black jeans and denim jacket with a white shirt tucked underneath. Still,
you notice his favorite black boots that he seems to wear all the time and it makes the corner of
your lips tug upwards.

"People love me." he adds, causing you to snort.

"Oh, get over yourself," you roll your eyes at his confidence as he's joking of course, scrunching
his nose a bit at that while he laughs. "Jimin texted me the other day," you start once the two of
you calm down, Jungkook's eyes looking at you with interest. "He saw the picture of you and
Kiko."

"Yeah," he chuckles lightly, looking down at his lap for a moment. "He spammed me with
messages asking if it's really her."

"Sorry, I was the one who told him it's her. He texted me and I didn't know what to say, I didn't
really wanna lie to him." you confess, seeing him giving you a wave and tells you not to worry
about it.

"I'd told him, it's not like it's a secret or something. Don't worry about it." he gives you a smile.

"So, how are you guys?" you ask, trying to give him a smile back but you rather focus your eyes on
your desk as you let go off the pen and lean yourself against the chair.

Over the week, you barely had spoken together, mainly over a text or you sending to each other
meme pictures. Thus, you never had a chance to really ask how their relationship is going so far.
The last time you talked about it was at the bar and then none of you brought it. There never was a
reason to bring it up to be honest, it doesn't seem like a topic to go through a text. Or maybe
Jungkook purposely doesn't bring her up knowing you're not very fond of her and it's still new.

"Good, I took her on a date yesterday," he answers sheepishly (or maybe cautiously) but then when
he sees you nod, he continues. "Like I said, we're taking it slow. She's supposed to come over
tonight for the first time since, you know... we broke up."

Come over, huh? Well, it's not like she hasn't been there before. She used to practically live there
and she would, if Jungkook had the chance to ask her to move in. It's just a matter of time before
Jungkook will think about asking her again, that's if their relationship will be good like he's hoping
it'd be.

"Are you nervous?" you ask curiously, noticing how the amusement that was there just a few
minutes ago is gone.

"No," he quickly disagrees, "I just wonder how it'll go, I guess. I mean... the dates have been
amazing but I'm more cautious now. Does that make sense?" he lets out a chuckle, but it comes out
nervous and maybe even embarrassed.

It makes your features soften as you give him a gentle smile. "Of course, it does. It's only fair for
you to be cautious." you assure him.

However, if he's going to feel cautious for the rest of their relationship, you don't see how that'll do
any good. On the other hand, you see that he's trying and he definitely doesn't need your honest
opinion about it, or more likely hear it since he probably knows it by now. All he needs is support
and maybe someone that won't judge him for his decision.

"But I'm excited too, don't get me wrong. But it feels so weird at the same time. Anyway, it's going
to be a chill evening, maybe we'll watch a few movies or something." he shrugs, a little pout on his
lips as he seems unsure about tonight's plans.

You nod along his words, trying not to let them affect you so much. You wonder if he's going to
call you to watch a movie sometime like he used to. There are still some doubts you have,
wondering if he's not going to neglect you like the first time.

"Mr. Jeon, are you ready?" Junho calls, visibly trying to mask the surprise of you knowing
Jungkook and how close you seem to be, considering he's sitting on the edge of your desk while
you're slouched on the chair, a complete opposite of your usual ladylike appearance.

You cough, straightening yourself while Jungkook snickers underneath his breath at you.

"Yeah, sure." he calls out to Junho, turning to him briefly before he grins at you.

"Go on, Mr. Jeon before he'll bite off your head for making him wait." you joke underneath your
breath, Jungkook giving you a playful roll of your eyes.

"See ya." he waves at you and you do the same thing, not really sure if his words are just an empty
promise. It's in the stars when you'll see him again.

As you're chilling on your couch later that evening, too caught up with watching a new movie
while stuffing yourself with ramen, surrounded by no one's presence but your own, your phone
that's been sitting on the coffee table for quite some time vibrates with a new message. You're
halfway with getting noodles into your mouth as you glance at your phone, Jungkook's name
flashing on your screen.
Maybe the universe listened to your silenced thoughts that you've never spoken loudly, because
they're exactly that. Silenced thought. Perhaps, it's Jungkook's way of telling you that time things
could be different. Or maybe that you've underestimated him too soon.

Kook: karaoke night on friday? jimin and tae could tag along too

Putting down the chopsticks, you pick up the phone and unlock it before staring at the message for
a moment when the screen illuminates your face. You don't realize that you stare at the message,
the movie long forgotten and is just a blunt noise in the background. It's understatement you're
quite surprised by his message, considering you thought he'd be spending his Friday night with his
girlfriend.

Your thoughts are interrupted with Jungkook's name flashing on your screen, this time in a form of
incoming call which you take with a grin spreading on your most likely stained lips from ramen.
Before you can say something, Jungkook is already one step ahead of you.

"You know I can see you read my text?" he asks amusingly and you can picture his own grin
perfectly, hearing it clearly in his voice.

Snorting, you reach for the controller and pause the movie. "Too scared I'd left you on read?" you
joke, hearing him feign an offended and dramatic gasp.

"You wouldn't!" he continues, causing you to laugh at him before his own laugh boosts through the
speaker. "Well, I'm deeply disappointed. I was looking forward to singing our hearts out on Friday
night."

Your shoulders shake at the chuckle you let out, amused with your best friend. "I was about to
reply to you," you inform him, smiling as you say it which he can certainly hear. "Guess I had to
process your text, you surprised me." you joke, with no intention to let out a bitter remark.

Frankly, it's not a bitter remark and it surely hasn't sounded like one, the light and amused tone is
just enough evidence that you meant no harm. And Jungkook knows that, yet he catches onto the
double meaning of your words and hears the unsure and nervous chuckle you give him, once you
realize how it sounded.

"Y/N," he calls out softly, making you feel like an idiot for even saying such a thing.

You nibble on your bottom lip, not sure what to say.

"I told you, I'm not neglecting you again,"

It's weird. Jungkook is probably the only person who can read you so accurately, almost as if he
knows what's going through your head.

And you smile, letting out a puff of breath that you've been holding since he called out your name.
He tells you he's not taking a no for an answer, causing you to giggle while a clear happiness erupts
in your chest.

Perhaps, this time will be different after all.

"I had fun tonight, thank you." Kiko's soft voice reaches Jungkook's ears as soon as he turns off the
engine, turning his head to look at her with a gentle smile.

"I had fun too," It had been a casual evening spent by watching a movie, talking and joking around,
maybe a few innocent kisses here and there. He even hesitated when he gathered his car keys to
take her home, thinking about asking her to stay over but then he had to remind himself he wants to
take it slow. Of course, it doesn't mean her sleeping over has to end with them sleeping together.
He's not quite sure he's ready for that, even though he prayed he wouldn't sport a boner whenever
they kissed.

He still has a lot of things to figure out, first he had to make sure he actually doesn't feel repulsed
kissing her. He doesn't. He had found kissing her easy and natural, no thought of someone else
crossed his mind while their lips were moving together. That's a good thing.

Jungkook is the one who asked to take things slow, Kiko is just respecting it and doesn't want to
cross any boundaries, realizing how lucky she is right now. She even thinks to ask him to come up
for a moment but she refuses it, Jungkook's request repeating in her mind.

They stare at each other, Jungkook's eyes dropping down at her lips before he leans towards her.
She meets him halfway, letting their lips meet for the last time tonight. It's slow and tender, full of
emotions as Jungkook cups her face while unbuckling his seatbelt to get closer to her.

As much as tonight has been nice, nicer and more comfortable than Jungkook thought, he still
spent some time wondering how he feels about certain things. Of course, he wanted her and he is
happy. For the first time, he doesn't feel heartbroken when he stares into her brown eyes. Forgiven
but not forgotten, just like he said to her when they met up for dinner. Therefore, he had enough
time to think about how he wants this to work.

He's aware of Kiko patiently waiting on any more requests coming from him. She's determined to
listen to him and do everything in her power to save their relationship.

"I don't want to know," he whispers when he slightly pulls away from her lips, their foreheads
pressed together while he inhales her sweet perfume. She smells like roses.

He recognizes confusion in her eyes, causing him to clear his throat before he lets out a light sigh.
"I don't want to know who it was. I don't want to know anything about it. The less I know is better.
Then I won't be thinking about it that much."

She pulls away with pained expression, nodding along his words to let him know she understands
and will fully respect that. She doesn't want to bring it up either, she's ashamed and perhaps she'd
want to clear some things out after all, but like Jungkook said... the less he knows is better.

"I'm sorry," she whispers, leaning back in the seat as she stares out of the window at the apartment
building she lives at. "I'm so sorry."

There's nothing for Jungkook to say. He doesn't want to say 'it's okay' because it's not. Maybe
someone would call him stupid for getting back to her, but he's not that stupid to persuade her that
what she has done is okay. She hurt him and she's able to see that whenever she looks into his deep
eyes. Still, the young couple believes their love is stronger than this. They're surely not the first
couple to get back together under such circumstances. Only a few people would truly understand
their – Jungkook's decision.

"What's done is done," he says, briefly looking in front of him before he looks back at her. "I want
this to work."

She nods, agreeing with him. "Of course, I want that too."

"Just... don't break my heart again." he mumbles softly, looking down at his lap.
Someone would say Jungkook is a tough man, especially when seeing his build figure and tattoos
covering his skin. But he's got more layers than that, he's not a tough man at all actually. However,
only a few people know that Jungkook is quite sensitive.

"I won't," she says determined but still softly, "I'd never do such a thing."

"But you did." Jungkook says, his brows frowning. He doesn't mean to sound like he's blaming her
again, all he wants is to not think about it that much and maybe learn how to live with it. But it'll
take time.

"I'd never do such a thing again," she corrects herself, taking his hands in hers. The size of their
hands is almost funny but Jungkook stares at them with soft eyes. "I'll do whatever you want me to,
Kookie. Just say the word. I love you so much, I'm sorry I hurt you."

She told him that a couple of times, she's just making sure he knows that.

He nods, wishing he could trust her just like that but she'll have to earn it. Words are not enough,
it's the actions. So, for the last time tonight they kiss and it's full of pain, but of love as well. Giving
him that tiny assurement that things are able to get better. Maybe it'll hunt him for quite some time
but if he wants her, he'll have to learn how to accept it and live with it.

And maybe it'll destroy him or just prove him that he's not stupid for making that decision, but
strong instead. And full of love too.

"Come on, Y/N! One song!"

You roll your eyes for the hundredth time at your best friend, sinking in your seat beside Jimin and
Taehyung in hope their bodies could swallow you whole and your best friend would not be able to
see you.

"I'm not drunk enough for this!" you reason, hearing Taehyung and Jimin laugh.

What, they know it's true. Jungkook knows that too. You've to at least have some alcohol inside
you to be able to sing aloud in front of them, especially when Jungkook sings freaking good. You'd
sound like a broken siren beside Jungkook, you're not ready for that embarrassment while being
sober.

Jungkook cackles, putting down the mic. "Coming right up." he sings, opening the mini fridge in
the karaoke small room that you rented for today's evening.

He pulls out a beer and hands it to you, in hope you'll sing your heart out with him soon. As much
as he's enjoying singing with Taehyung and Jimin, the two of you are crazy whenever it's karaoke
night.

"Okay, let's sing... Candy Shop!" Jimin yells excitedly, already turning on the song as he grabs one
of the mics. "You, get drunk!" he points at you, raising a brow as you chuckle and open the beer
for yourself, taking a gulp. "Let's go boys!"

You watch the three of them rapping, Jimin imitating the woman's voice while you record them,
cackling on the small black leather sofa. He starts wiggling his ass, Jungkook not being able to
sing how much he's laughing while Taehyung tries his best, singing and laughing at the same time.
Their faces are red, their laughs filling up the room with your own as Jimin turns to you, wiggling
his brows.
"Oh no!" you yell, already putting your legs up but Jimin slaps your legs back down, his ass right
in front of you as he's giving you a lap dance while trying to rap the song.

You laugh, your stomach hurting while you flick off Taehyung when you notice him recording it.
Knowing him, he's already posting it on his Instagram stories. Jungkook throws his head back,
laughing as he claps excitedly, finding your red cheeks more than amusing.

Idiots. But they're your idiots.

One hour later and your third can of beer, things progressed a lot. You're no longer sitting and
laughing at your friends, saving your own embarrassment for later.

"Are they... fucking serious?" Jimin mumbles with bewilderment on his face, watching you and
Jungkook jumping while singing one of Rihanna's songs.

"We found love in a hopeless place, We found love in a hopeless place!" you both sing, gripping
your mics tightly while you're too close to each other, noses almost touching.

You can feel Jungkook's breath on your face, his cologne hitting your nose while you both act
dramatically just for the song. Completely clueless to your two other friends in the room that stare
at you totally dumbfounded.

"Didn't they... break up?" Taehyung asks, leaning towards Jimin while he shares the same look of
confusion, sitting on the couch beside his friend.

"They did," Jimin answers, seeing the two of you jumping as the chorus starts to play. "It's better
than some tension or hatred feelings between them, right?" he asks unsurely, still finding it weird
the two of you are completely fine when you were dating only recently.

"It's the way I'm feeling I just can't deny, but I've gotta let it go!" Your voice boosts through
speakers, your hand dramatically touching Jungkook's side of face while he plays along, leaning to
your touch.

It's crazy that you keep going, even after singing top hits for the last half an hour. You're both
breathless, your hair disheveled as if you've ran a marathon but all you've done so far is jump
around and dance.

Jungkook looks somehow similar to you, his hair put in a bun to keep it from his face. His cheeks
flushed, both from the alcohol and from the constant singing and dancing.

God, you just hope you won't get kicked out of this place. You're sure the two of you can be heard
from the outside, but you can't bring yourself to care. One, you're already drunk and two, you're
having fun. The song ends sooner than you wanted it to and you quickly pick another one, seeing
Jungkook grinning from the corner of your eyes as he starts to stretch, preparing for another round
of wild singing and dancing.

Jimin and Taehyung are watching you, but the two of you are too busy to notice that look on their
faces.

"'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need, chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't
know why," you and Jungkook sing together, already somewhere around the tenth song by now. "If
our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity?"

"They're so fucking weird." Taehyung comments, staring with his big eyes at the two of you.
Jungkook grabs the back of your head, bringing you closer to him while you giggle meanwhile
singing, your fingers gripping the fabric of his shirt.

"It's them," Jimin shrugs, taking a gulp from his own beer. "They have always been different than
most best friends."

"Yeah, they're exes now too." Taehyung deadpans while Jimin rolls his eyes, but silently agreeing
with his younger friend.

After the song ends, Jungkook proudly declares he's going to "take a piss" (his words) causing
Taehyung to tell him he's going too, leaving you and Jimin alone. You plop next to Jimin, pouting
when he hands you an orange juice instead of a beer can. You've had enough, you can feel it that
you're getting sleepy as soon as you allow your body to relax. However, with alcohol in your
system you wouldn't be too opposed to drink some more.

Unfortunately for your drunk you, Jimin already knows you by now and even offers you some
crackers which you decline, sipping on orange juice.

"Are you and Jungkook really fine?" He takes the privacy of the room to address his confusion and
worry, seeing you lean against the sofa before you glance at him with a slight frown.

"Yeah," you nod, "I already told you." You did, through text. He wants to see and hear you saying
it.

"But he's back with Kiko." he points out as if you didn't know, causing you to chuckle as you shake
your head.

"No, shit, Sherlock. I know." you laugh, met with Jimin's frown as he seems completely
dumbfounded all over again.

"And you're not a little bit hurt by that? I'm sorry, I just find it hard to believe that you don't care
and are completely fine with it."

"I'm not," you shrug, sweeping a few hair strands off your face that manage to fall out of your
messy bun. "But just because she cheated. He doesn't deserve that. She doesn't deserve him." you
slur out honestly, shrugging as Jimin nods agreeing.

"Yeah, but that's it? That's the only reason you don't like them together?"

Perhaps you're drunk, but you're not stupid and recognize the hidden meaning behind Jimin's
interrogation. "What are you on about, Jimin? Spill it out." you raise your brow at him, seeing him
give you a little distressed look.

"Isn't it because... I don't know, you love him maybe?"

You almost choke on your spit, Jimin patting your back once you almost shoot from your seat,
staring at you with wide and worried eyes. "You good?"

Ignoring his question, you glare at Jimin. "I don't love Jungkook." you inform him, causing his
mouth to open.

"You don't?"

"No," you shrug, "I mean... I don't love him like that."
"And how do you love him then?" he asks confusingly.

"Like a best friend." you answer casually, deciding to taste the bacon flavored crackers after all.

You stuff your mouth, ignoring Jimin's eyes on you. "But you were dating." he points out.

It makes you snort but you don't comment any further. "Yeah, and we're not anymore. We're best
friends."

"But didn't you guys love each other when you were dating?"

You turn to him, glaring at him as he quickly jumps to explain himself. "Sorry, I just thought you
wouldn't be dating if you guys didn't love each other or had any deeper feelings for each other.
You wouldn't risk your friendship like that."

You pause, stopping your chewing before you swallow it slowly. But Jimin sees the way you froze
for a second and that's all he needs to confirm his suspicion. "You're not telling me something." It's
not a question, it's a realization.

"Jimin," you sigh, mentally cursing yourself for not controlling your reactions better. But it's not
fair of him to interrogate you while you're drunk.

"It's okay, you don't have to tell me," he tells you softly, "But no matter what it is, you can tell me
when you feel like it."

"I know," you tell him softly, giving him a faint smile. "Thank you, but I'm fine really." you assure
him, earning a nod from him.

Wiping your sweaty hands against your jeans, you straighten yourself as Jungkook and Taehyung
come back, grinning and laughing about something.

"You guys ready to go?" Taehyung asks, the only person completely sober since he's the driver for
tonight.

You're sure you won't have any voice tomorrow morning, but surely will have a hangover from the
alcohol you've drank tonight. Jimin helps you to get you to stand up, eyeing you worriedly when he
sees you stumble but you laugh it off, leaning against Jungkook once everyone gets out of the
room.

"I'm drunk," you comment while you wait for Taehyung and Jimin to pay for tonight, each of you
splitting the bill beforehand.

Jungkook chuckles, holding you tighter when he feels you sliding down a bit.

"Today was fine. I mean fun." you blubber, causing Jungkook to hum while he stares at Taehyung
and Jimin before glances back at you.

Your eyes are already fluttering shut while a lazy smile makes its way on your lips.

"It was," he agrees grinning, "Let's get you home."

With Taehyung and Jimin approaching the two of you, you all are ready to go back home. They
make sure you get into your apartment safely, bidding their goodbyes while you do the same thing,
ready to take a shower and go straight to your soft bed.

You go to bed with a smile on your face, memories of tonight replaying in your head having no
idea what the universe has prepared for the both of you.
 Chapter 33

December rolls quickly, along with the first snow of the year coating buildings' roofs and the
roads. As much as you were excited when you've seen the first snowflakes dropping from the sky
and melting right away, with your troublesome car it has become inconvenient. You pray every
morning that your car's battery isn't dead or there won't be any other trouble waiting for you the
second you sit into the car.

Snow has been one of the few things, your favorite things, you appreciate about winter. You don't
like the cold that much, wearing too many layers of clothing that it becomes hard to move in it
never has appealed to you that much. Christmas, the family holiday that is approaching very
closely, is a part of your favorite things in and about winter. Which reminds you you should buy
presents sooner than two days before Christmas like you did last year.

You're planning to go back to your hometown, obviously spending a family holiday with none
other than your own family. And even though you've in mind what to get to your parents, you've no
idea what to get to Jungkook. You know him, knowing what he likes and does in his free time but
fuck, it's so hard to buy him something. The man is successful enough to buy anything he likes, and
he does enjoy expensive things. Things you probably can't afford with your bills and additional
expenses for your car. The bar pays well, in three months or so, you'll be able to actually look
around for a better car. And although you know if Jungkook heard your thoughts and struggles
about his Christmas gift, he'd assure you not to buy him anything. But you can't exactly do that,
can you?

Coincidentally, the mentioned man is right in front of you in his natural habitat and by that, you
mean doing one of the things he loves most. Taking pictures. Apparently Junho has been so pleased
with the outcome of Jungkook's pictures he provided for the company last month, that he has
decided to call him over again. This time Jungkook prepared you for his presence, not forgetting to
point out that Junho must like him since he called him personally and asked him to do today's
photoshoot.

Poor women are in their bikinis, just a casual set of beige bikinis, nothing too sexy, probably
freezing even though there are a set of heaters around them to keep them warm. Jungkook is
making sure to work quickly, you notice the way he eyes the women with worried eyes when he
sees one of them shiver slightly.

Although you've seen Jungkook taking pictures countless times, there's something different seeing
him doing it while actually working. It's not for fun or his personal interest, he's working while
being professional. You're not blind, seeing models eyeing the young photographer with tattoos on
display while they suddenly don't mind the cold that much is somehow relatable. However, you're
not freezing and you're behind the scenes of it all, but still having a perfect view of Jungkook's
back. Even from the place you're standing, you can notice his arms flexing each time he pulls up
the camera and takes a few shots. With each model he's done, doing solo but couple shots as well,
he starts reviewing the pictures with a prominent and focused frown.

"Is it just me or it's suddenly hot in here?"

Glancing at your co-worker, you see him fan his face before he gives you an obvious mischievous
smirk.

"The heaters do an amazing job." you comment, straightening yourself as you hand a fluffy robe to
one of the models that walks to Jungkook, looking at the pictures he has taken of her.
You notice the way she stands right behind him, making sure her chest brushes against his
shoulder but Jungkook being a total gentleman and too busy working, he apologizes softly and
gives her more space by scooting a little. You suppress a snort that wants to get out but Yoongi is
quicker, his own snort sounding beside you. The only difference is, his reaction isn't aimed at what
you just saw but on your very own comment.

"I'd say your boyfriend does an amazing job." he muses, earning a glare from you because
obviously, he's doing and saying it just to get on your nerves.

He knows he's not your boyfriend, he even knows he was never one in the first place. You're still
not sure how he knows that, it feels like one second he was determined that you and Jungkook are
a real thing and the other he already knew the truth. Of course, you realize you've told him when
he kept being annoying but still... you can't believe he knows.

"Are you trying to get on my nerves, Min?" you murmur, clearing your throat while staring ahead
at the staff preparing the studio for another photoshoot.

"I thought I already got on your nerves." he says innocently, feigning innocence of course. There's
no way this man is innocent or is capable of anything like that.

You look at the watch that hugs your wrists, aware of Yoongi's eyes on you knowing he's waiting
for your reaction. Surely, you could just ignore him but where's the fun in that?

"Just two more hours." Is all you say, sighing underneath your breath knowing very well he hears
you.

Two more hours and then he won't be getting on your nerves. Somehow, you've slowly grown
resistant to his remarks and they don't piss you off as much. However, that doesn't mean he doesn't
piss you off at all. He does. A lot.

"You're not getting rid of me that easily, grumpy."

Grumpy. Yes, somehow that became your nickname. You do have to admit, you're grumpy
whenever Yoongi is around but that's completely not your fault. The person at fault is standing
right beside you and calls you that stupid nickname. One thing you learned about Yoongi is, the
less you react the more he lets you breathe.

"Two hours and then I'm out." you remind him of your actual working schedule but all he does is
smirk in return.

"Hmm, we'll see about that." he hums, causing your brows to pinch in confusion and before you
can question him, Sophia, one of your co-workers calls out for him to help her with something.

He grumbles but moves his legs across the room to help her with whatever she starts telling him.
Junho calls out for a short break, reminding everyone that it's only a fifteen minutes break and then
everyone is going back to work.

The models wear their robes quickly, going to one of the dressing rooms to prepare for the next
photoshoot while you reach for your already cold tea, slowly sipping on it. You notice Jungkook
putting down his camera on the table, beside the laptop and a set of cables before he makes his
way towards you.

There's a glint of amusement in his eyes which you recognize immediately. "I don't think I've ever
seen you so annoyed like when you're next to that guy." he jokes, sitting on one of the stools in the
back of the room as you join him, sitting beside him.
You follow his vision of eyes, noticing he's looking at Yoongi who sports the same frown as he
grumbles something under his breath. "He likes to annoy me, that's why. I've to hold myself from
punching him in the face, Junho would have me fired if I ever did such a thing." you grumble,
causing Jungkook to glance at you as he tries to recognize if you're all serious or partly joking.

In this case you're partly joking. You're not a violent person, even when it comes to annoying a
human being such as Yoongi. You wouldn't actually hurt him, but you do imagine punching him
sometimes. It eases your mind whenever he has one of his famous remarks.

"Is he treating you bad?" Jungkook asks, frowning while he sends a glare to completely oblivious
Yoongi across the room, ready to fight him if you tell on him.

You chuckle, shaking your head. "Calm down, you hero. He's just annoying, that's all. He helped
me to find a job at the bar, he's the one whose brother owns it. He is annoying but he's not a bad
person. Fuck, I hope no one heard me right now." you mutter, jokingly looking at Jungkook as he
snorts.

"Maybe he likes you." Jungkook shrugs after a moment while grinning at you teasingly, eyes
glancing back at Yoongi.

You let out an ugly snort, looking around to see if someone heard you. Thank God, no one did
beside Jungkook but he's used to your weird and ugly noises.

"He probably likes you more than me." you state, earning a confused look from Jungkook.

Before another word can be uttered between you two, Junho comes rushing back into the studio,
ushering everyone to get back to their places. Jungkook looks at his expensive watch, glancing at
you with even bigger confusion than from your previous words.

"Five minutes only passed." he informs you while you almost snicker at the innocence of his
features and the soft voice.

It's usual Junho gives everyone a break but shortens it himself when he feels like it. There's no
explanation for that, just describing him how big of an asshole he truly is.

"Welcome to my world." you chime, standing up from your seat while Jungkook pouts at the short
break but follows you nevertheless.

Perhaps Yoongi is annoying co-worker, but Jungkook's presence does bring at least some kind of
comfort even though he barely has the time to speak to you. However, whenever there is time he
always makes sure to stop by and chat with you, ignoring the heart eyes from the literal young
models just so he can talk to you.

Working in a bar has become essential to your daily life. Sure, you're working your ass off to be
able to get yourself a better car and you wish your Saturdays and sometimes Sundays would be
free, but you can't really complain about the job itself. You were a little worried at first, not
knowing what to expect because the thought of you working in a bar full of horny and sweaty
people didn't sound that appealing. It still doesn't. But everyone is so nice, Mark has been a huge
help and a support, praising your work even in front of Yejun which is always nice since he's the
boss.

Sometimes he'd help at the bar, making a small chat with you to question your contentment with
the job. He's more around than you thought he'd be, considering he's owning this club and has
employees for almost everything. Even just from the two months you're working here, you could
notice how much this place means to him. Yeah, it's a club but it doesn't mean it's dirty business or
something. According to Mark, his parents weren't too happy with Yejun investing all his money to
make this club what it is today. He started from the scratch, risking a lot if you must say.

Mark gives you a wave when he sees you entering the club, later than usual which you hope
nobody will scold you for, and you quickly wave him back making your way to the dressing room.
Good thing is you managed to take a nap before you came here, resulting in you sleeping longer
than you were planning. In the middle of your deep slumber, you somehow managed to turn off the
alarm that you reliably set on to make sure you don't sleep over. Of course, you did. Only for you
to snap your eyes open when you suspiciously slept for a long time.

You nod at the bouncer sitting at a bar, waiting for the opening hours which starts in less than ten
minutes before you barge into the dressing room.

For a moment you completely ignore another presence in the room, rushing yourself to get ready as
soon as possible but knowing Mark and everyone else seems to be already getting things around the
club ready, your eyes snap at the person shutting one of the lockers.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me," you gasp, eyes widening at the sight of smirking Yoongi
wearing white shirt with club's logo (which everyone who works as a bartender here is wearing)
with black jeans and some white sneakers. "What are you doing here?"

You're speechless, not understanding his sudden presence or the fact he's wearing the club's attire.

"I told you you're not gonna get rid of me that easily," he muses, obviously pleased with your
reaction because he's that evil. "My brother is away and asked me to help out a bit."

You're slightly caught off guard hearing him to explain his reason behind being here, you thought
he would care less to give you an explanation. Nodding, you let the door shut behind you with a
louder bang as you warily stare at him.

"What?" he barks. You're not surprised by his reaction at this point, expecting it. He's not the only
one who gets on your nerves. You can do the same thing.

Opening your locker, you hide your grin behind it as you pull out your working attire. As you shut
the locker, you look at him with a raised brow. "Do you mind? I've to change." you tell him
sweetly, battling your eyelashes at him as he stares at you with a frown.

He doesn't look too shocked, but you know he's surprised by the sweetness of your voice. He
expected you to bark back. Thus, that's why you haven't done it. Just when you think you got him,
a pleased smirk about to curve on your lips, you watch his own lips to do the same before you can.

"Ah," he pouts, "You won't give me a show?" He even has the audacity to eye your body,
mockingly chuckling at the sweatpants you're wearing.

In your defense, you've worn something comfortable knowing you'll change your clothes in the
club anyway. And the sweatpants are nice and like you said, comfortable. Okay, maybe with the
black winter jacket you're wearing you may look like you're about to take the trash out, but that's
completely irrelevant.

"Get out." you mutter through gritted teeth, seeing him beam you with a pleased smile.

"Gladly." he sings out, waving you off as he leaves you in the dressing room alone.

When the door shut, you shake your head with a snicker escaping past your lips. You've no idea
how you'll make it tonight without actually killing him. Being with him during the day is one thing
but being with him after it is another.

Surprisingly, when the club opens and everyone starts working, Yoongi minds his own business
and is actually doing an amazing job at managing the club and replacing his brother. Even
everyone out of your co-workers seems to be thrilled that Yoongi is here.

"Mark, can you grab the kitchen wipes from the back?" Yoongi yells at Mark who's on the other
side of the bar with two more barmen.

He looks at Yoongi immediately, nodding while a soft blush spreads on his cheeks. You can notice
it even from the distance and in such lightning. He even smiles shyly Yoongi's way before he
scurries away to the storage room.

You're wiping the counter, stealing a glance at Yoongi who's already looking at you with a grin.
"What?"

"What was that?" You don't beat around the bush, voicing out your curiosity as you can't help but
smirk at remembering Mark's shy face. You've never seen him being so shy and Yoongi is
obviously the reason why he reacted that way.

"We hooked up a few times." he shrugs, revealing the information freely to you as you choke up on
your spit, eyes widening.

You stop wiping the counter, turning yourself to Yoongi who has an amused grin on his face.
"You--you two hooked up?" You'd never guess it.

"Is that so hard to believe?" he asks, pursing his lips in amusement as he takes the wipe that got
neglected by you and starts wiping the rest of the counter.

"No, I... I'm just surprised. I'd have never guessed that you and Mark... are you dating?"

You wouldn't admit it out loud, but Yoongi seems like a mystery to you. You know him but you
don't. Every little information about him is interesting and that's because you're so damn curious.

"No, I don't date." he chuckles, finishing the wiping as he tosses the wipe into the bin.

"Isn't that what usually people say? And then they'll fall in love with someone and change their
opinion about dating?" you muse amusingly, hearing him chuckle as he shakes his head.

"I'm not against dating. It's just not my thing but I don't rule it out." he answers, surprising you by
the honesty in his voice.

There are times when the two of you are civil and can actually talk to each other without any
bickering, or something that would cause the two of you being irritated with each other.

You nod, sighing as you look at the busy crowd. You don't comment any further, you already got
enough of an answer and your mind is preoccupied by the sight in front of you. The dance floor is
filled with sweaty bodies and everybody humping each other, which isn't quite an unexpected view
but you also don't let your eyes drift elsewhere like usual. You look at the young couple, dancing
near the bar, in their own world as they look like they're five seconds from fucking. You can't see
the guy's face clearly but you can tell he's well built and obviously knows how to move. The girl
he's dancing with is pressed against his chest with her back, grinding her ass into him while he
holds her tightly, lips brushing her ear.

You gulp, looking away with red cheeks when you realize you've been staring at them. You've
never missed sex that much like you'd go crazy if you haven't had it, but you've already
experienced what it feels like to be sexually frustrated. However, there was Jungkook who helped
you with that at that time but he's not available to do that anymore. Unfortunately, your hands don't
do much and even though the shower head can bring you at least some kind of orgasm, it's nothing
mind blowing. Jungkook literally ruined your sexlife because even you are not enough to make
yourself feel good.

He has shown you how good you can enjoy yourself and now there are times when you think
about all the times he pounded you to the mattress. It's wrong to think this about your best friend,
you two are no longer hooking up. You both act like it has never happened in the first place.
You're glad you were able to go back to just being best friends who don't fuck each other. It hasn't
been weird between you which you're thankful for. None of you do a big deal out of it and you've
no idea when this sudden frustration is coming from. Okay, maybe it's not sudden. Jungkook isn't
only attractive but brought the best orgasms to you. It would be a sin to forget what you
experienced with him in bed (or anywhere else he has taken you).

"Is there someone you like?"

Your thoughts fade away as soon as you hear Yoongi, met with a cocky smirk. Fuck, of course he
enjoyed you eyeing the couple.

You look back at the couple before you realize what you're doing, seeing the guy interweaving
their fingers as he leads her out of the club. Great, at least someone is getting laid.

"No," you answer, looking at Yoongi who takes a gulp of his water bottle. "Not at all." you
murmur, avoiding his grin that he's trying to cover with the bottle while he's drinking.

Ignoring the fact Yoongi has caught you staring at the couple, you hear him chuckle. "You can go
home."

You raise your brows in surprise, glancing at the small clock to see you still have half an hour to
work. "You sure?" you ask, head tilting towards the crowded dance floor.

It's half past eleven and your shift ends at midnight. One of the things you appreciate about
working in this bar and Yejun as a boss, you both agreed you won't be working until closing time
which is around two in the morning, if it's not completely necessary. This way you get to earn
some money but still get enough sleep.

"Don't make me repeat it," he murmurs and rolls his eyes, before he stares at you with a grin.
"Yeah, Tania is supposed to come in a few minutes,"

Tania, one of the other bartenders you still haven't met yet. You remember Yejun and Mark
mentioning her once but that's it. She usually comes after midnight and helps around the bar until
it's closing time.

As much as you wish to lay in your bed and rest your eardrums that shake from the loud music, you
need the money and Saturdays are the only days you can work. You usually keep your Sundays
free, considering you've got your job on Monday and even though you need money, you still need a
rest too.

Yoongi notices your hesitation, probably knowing the reason behind it. "I won't tell anyone, you'll
still get paid as if you stayed until midnight." he says, noticing the way your face lights up but then
you look at him with a suspicious frown.

"This won't backfire at me, right?"

He laughs, actually laughs as his shoulders shake while he shakes his head at your absurdity. Well,
he can't blame you for being suspicious about him being good and doing you a favor without you
even asking for it.

"Believe it or not, I'm not that evil." he says, an amused grin spreads on his lips as you think it
through.

Fuck it. You're tired and Yoongi is the boss now (not that you'd tell him that), it'd just boost his
ego.

"Okay, thank you." you tell him, seeing him giving you a nod as he waves you before one of the
customers is ready to order drinks, stealing his attention.

Freshly showered and wrapped in your soft sheets, you toss around for like hundredth time causing
you to groan in frustration. You've been yawning ever since you laid into bed but can't seem to
sleep. Somehow, your mind doesn't let you and thinks it's better for you to stare at the dark ceiling
or toss around. No matter how many times you do that, your body doesn't find the comfortable
position to fall asleep in and your mind keeps drifting to the time when you didn't have to worry
about not getting enough pleasure. Jungkook has always made sure your needs were taken care of.
And fuck, it's so wrong for you to think about him or the time you got to spend together (time when
he fucked you, so all that left your mouth were moans and hs name). But you can't help it, your
mind keeps going back to him and you let the memories replay.

Memories of him touching you, tasting you and stretching you with his thick length. You
remember tasting him for the first time, intimidated by his size before it all went away as soon as
you tasted him. It was so hard to get him to let out a sound of pleasure, making you think you're not
doing that great job at it. But then you let him fuck your throat, him being the first to have the
privilege to do that and fuck, was he excited to. Or the time he spanked you and warned you when
you forgot to count how many spanks he gave to your already red ass cheeks. You find yourself
thinking about him letting his fingers slide into your heat while you were taking a shower, or all
the explicit things he used to say to all the time. Jungkook is sex on legs, that much you're certain.
He wouldn't even touch you between your thighs to get you aroused and all wet for him. His mouth
and words coming out of it were just enough.

Yearning for someone else's touch (or specifically Jungkook's but you'd never admit that, not even
to yourself) it's not that hard for you to get the wetness pool between your legs. You shift
uncomfortably, wondering if this is the right time to touch yourself when you know your fingers
aren't enough. Another idea pops in your head, your teeth nibbling onto your lower lip as you think
it through. You said to yourself you'd never do that, not alone because you insisted on not needing
that. But the temptation and the wetness uncomfortably spreading over your pajamas pants
persuades you.

Groaning, you toss away the blanket and turn on your night lamp. Your legs move on their own
and you're already getting out of bed, crouching in front of it to pull out the box you've hidden
there. You stare at it, remembering when Jungkook handed it to you like it was yesterday.

You remember when Jungkook sneaked it into your travel bag once you've stayed over at his
place. You didn't have to wonder what's in the box because how could you forget? His number was
quickly speed dialed and you waited for him to pick up, barely letting him to greet you as you
bombarded him with questions. He had the audacity to laugh and inform you he cleaned the toy
since the last time you've used it, no... since the last time he has used it on you. You grumbled
something along the lines he's stupid for thinking you'll use it.

If he could see you right now, crouching on your bedroom floor and opening the box, he'd
certainly feel all too smug about being right.

The toy looks just like new, no trace of being used before. You're stupid. What else have you
expected? Your cum dried on it? You cringe at your own thoughts, feeling slightly embarrassed as
you take it into your hand and pressed on the button, jumping in shock when the toy comes to life.
It keeps vibrating in your hands, the soft buzzing sound making the tip of your ears red. You turn it
off, gulping at the sight of it because it's almost too identical to Jungkook's own dick.

"Fuck it," you whisper to yourself, hopping back on bed with the toy in your hand. You shimmy
out of your pajamas, glad for the heating being turned on so you're not cold. It'll take a moment for
your body to warm itself from the arousal.

Placing the toy beside you, you make yourself comfortable as you start by cupping your breasts.
Your hands are small, way smaller than Jungkook's and the touch doesn't do much. Sighing, you
don't let it discourage you as you trail your hand between your legs, while the other one pinches
your nipple. Your fingers circle your clit, imagining they're not yours but it's not that easy. You're
surprised how wet you already are, the months of absence from sex taking its tool on you and even
though you're much more sensitive now, it doesn't do much. You retrieve your hands off your
body, reaching for the toy. Nobody's got the time for this bullshit when you feel yourself not being
that aroused from it. You bring the toy back to life, the buzzing still makes you slightly
embarrassed which causes you to chuckle at your absurdity. People do this all the time. Why the
fuck are you so weird about this? It's just Jungkook's stupid head and face popping up in your mind
and the fact he ordered this for you. Best friend in the world for sure.

You let the toy press against your clit, a shivered breath leaving your mouth as you feel the first
vibrations of the sextoy. You press it harder, circling it over the sensitive bud as you hear the wet
sounds of your juices meeting the toy. Doing this for a couple of minutes, you quickly grow bored
and not as aroused as at the beginning, so you decide to let the tip slide into you. It feels good but
not what you expected. You don't give up and start pushing the toy deeper, barely halfway before
you pull it away. It's not that bad. You repeat the process, pumping the pink vibrator while it
vibrates against your walls.

Surprisingly, you even let out a couple of hushed moans while you try to roll your hips into the toy,
but that's it. You try taking more of it or even quickening the pace, nor touching your breasts or clit
helps that much. So, you shamefully think about the times Jungkook fucked you so hard he made
you see stars. The sound of his body colliding with yours is almost distant, sound so explicit that
used to make you wet even more. Or you remember when the two of you fought and then had sex.
He slowed down his usual feral and rushed pace, muttered with his deep and raspy voice how good
you feel and how sorry he is. It was slow but intense just as much, full of emotions where you
could feel how sorry he is without him even saying it, even though he made sure he said it. You do
this for a few more minutes before you come to the conclusion you won't orgasm like this. It
doesn't feel better, even worse as you feel yourself not being that aroused or wet. You're not
Jungkook and he's not here. Pulling out the toy, you throw it onto bed frustratedly as you let out a
groan.

"Fuck," you curse, rubbing your palms over your face. Just as arousal came, it leaves and leaves
you disappointed all over again. "Fucking Jeon, what have you done to me?" you mutter, voice
muffled by your palms.
He showed you there is possibly no one who could fuck you better. Not even yourself. That's what
he has done to you.

Starting your Monday by being back to work and having to make constant phone calls has busied
you enough to the point, you don't think about the Saturday fail of trying to make yourself orgasm.
Probably your biggest fail this year, if not of your entire life and that speaks volume.

"That's a wrap for today, guys!" Junho claps his hands, showing one of his rare smiles while
everyone seems more than revealed by the information. You can't blame them, the very few people
from stuff that have decided to work overtime have been here since the early morning. You
included, since one of the companies in Japan that holds a fashion show every year has asked for a
collaboration with your company, wanting some of the models from the agency.

Junho had been more than eager to jump at the opportunity, nor you can blame him. Some of these
people in this very room came all the way from Japan, just to make sure they're present and met
everyone which could've been easily done through a video chat like you'd expect them to do. They
pleasantly surprised you, proved to be professional and very kind like it's been said about them.

You listen to Junho voicing out his appreciation, which surely is just his tactic to kiss your new
business partners' asses, thanking everyone while you're packing your stuff like the rest of people
in the room do, praying he'll shut up soon. You even notice some raised eyebrows coming from
your co-workers at Junho's forced politeness and kindness which to be honest, wants you to let out
an amused snicker.

"Be careful everyone, the roads are crazy right now." he says at the end, which makes you look out
of the window and notice the snow hasn't eased that much since this morning. It's noticeable even
in the darkness of Monday's evening.

Whether his words are honest or not, it's still nice he pointed that out.

As much as you love snow and when it's snowing, you can't find much joy in removing the snow
off your car. Once you finally get to your car, you're freezing your ass off while you pray your
engine will start working. You haven't had that much problem with it, a few times Yoongi had to
come to your rescue while he kept grumbling under his breath but nevertheless, he helped you. It
wasn't for free, you're not that heartless to let him help you just like that. You made sure to bring
him his Iced Americano a few times, even in December because apparently, he doesn't give a fuck
and loves it even in this season. However, Yoongi is already back at home, or wherever he went
after his shift ended. To say it this way, if you'll have trouble with the engine again, you'd have to
either way ask one of the people that are coming out of the company and pray there'll be someone
able to help you, or you'd have to call one of your friends to rescue you.

Luckily, the sound of your engine starting and working is probably one of the nicest things of
today and you let out a relieved sigh. Setting up the radio, you put on your playlist called 'chill
drive' which you created purposely for reasons when you're driving. You don't forget to turn the
heating on, hoping it'll do its job before you can actually make it home, otherwise your ass will
really freeze.

You drive out of the parking lot, listening to music while humming the soft and melodic tune as
you drive onto the road. You're being careful, driving slower than usual which probably annoys the
rest of drivers but you could care less. Other drivers probably don't care about their safety or the
safety of others as they speed up through the roads while it keeps snowing, the snow practically
pouring from the sky. You keep the speed steady, more comfortable once you make it out of the
streets and drive through a long driveway with three lanes.
You're focused, your eyes on the road while you listen to a soft and melodic voice humming in the
background. And you've no idea how it happens because one minute you're sure nothing could go
wrong but then the car, that's been driving fast and is in front of you, suddenly stops at the red
light. Your legs automatically press the breaks but your car weirdly shifts on the snowy road and
you make a mistake by taking your leg off the breaks. The issue is that you panic, aware of the
state your car has been lately and you feel the steering wheel turning under your fingers. You
barely have any control of it, trying to hold it tightly while you press the breaks fast again. In a
split second, your car is moving to the side and it spins, the side of your head harshly meeting the
window.

And the other second you feel the impact of your head and glass colliding.
 Chapter 34

"Jungkook!" It's like the sweetest melody to him, to hear her angelic voice as she falls apart
underneath him and his fingers, his lips preparing kisses on her neck to coax her through an
orgasm.

He pulls out his fingers out of her heat, wiping them against his sweatpants as he watches her chest
heave with quickened pace. Kiko's eyes open as she smiles at Jungkook, sitting up before she
delivers a kiss to his lips.

"I love you," she whispers, looking into his doe eyes while he stares at her as if he hasn't just
fingered her.

He wasn't planning any of this. It happened naturally, just two of them cuddling on Jungkook's bed
while they talked about their day. It started with a kiss and none of them told the other to stop. He
doesn't regret it and is happy that no dark thoughts erupted in his mind while he kept his attention
on the woman in front of him – his girlfriend.

It's no lie he was scared whenever they'd become more intimate, wondering if he's going to think
about someone else touching her. But as soon as his lips met hers, he couldn't think about anything
else but the desperation and love he feels for her. Maybe she doesn't deserve him, like you said and
deep down Jungkook knows that too, but heart wants what it wants. He doesn't want to spend the
rest of his life and their relationship analyzing all the things they're doing and keep happening
between them.

"We don't have to go any further, if you're not ready."

Jungkook doesn't realize he's slightly frowning, letting her hands caress his chest. Embarrassingly
but quite naturally, his hardened dick draws too much of attention, something that's been caused by
him being so close to her. Jungkook is a man, that much is certain and understandable, so it's only
reasonable for him to pop up a boner. He's got his own needs and to be honest, jerking off in the
shower is becoming boring and not enough.

"Are you ready?" Caring as always, Jungkook asks her as his brown eyes flicker to her own as she
sucks in breath, growing emotional at how good of a man he is.

"Yes," she simply says, even though there are thousands of words she'd rather say. "But this is
mostly about you, Kookie. We can wait." she smiles at him, giving him that bit of courage in case
he's contemplating whether to say yes or no.

And he doesn't understand it. He doesn't understand how such a sweet girl full of love and
compassion when it comes to everyone around her, especially when it comes to Jungkook, could've
hurt him so much.

Jungkook asked for time and Kiko fully respects it, never doing the first move for them to grow
closer like they used to be. She doesn't want to do anything Jungkook might be uncomfortable with
and she'll give him as much time as he needs. No matter how much she wants to go back to how
they were. And it took a long time for her to realize that maybe they will never be like they used to
be.

"I don't wanna wait," he says softly, cupping her hands that are placed over his chest, stealing a
kiss from her. "I wanna move further, be closer to you." he says once he slightly pulls away.
He hears her gasp, tears pooling in her eyes as she kisses him again. She reaches for his sweatpants,
already ready to cup his hardened length but he shakes his head, detaching their mouths. He's met
with her scared eyes, scared because she thinks she did something wrong or maybe misread the
situation. Jungkook sees that and rushes to explain himself.

"I just want to feel you. I can't wait." he murmurs against her mouth, noticing how she nods and
helps him undress himself.

Jungkook has always had a very fit body, maintained it with diets and him spending his free time in
the gym, working out whenever he had the time. But ever since she had the opportunity to see him
like this, Jungkook's body gained more muscles and a couple of tattoos. Seeing her gulping at the
sight of his abs, he grows more confident and even smirks down at her as he takes off all of his
clothes.

The couple keeps kissing, Kiko's hands touching Jungkook's body like it's the first time she ever
gets to do it. When she sneakily wraps her hand around his length, he's losing it already reaching
for his nightstand. She doesn't question his choice, completely understanding it by more than one
reason. Jungkook notices the guilt on her face, knowing exactly why she's reacting like that. Their
relationship had been so close, full of trust that they'd go bare a few times. They both would get
tested every few months, just to be sure and Kiko's been taking birth control since she was a teen.
The level of trust they had with each other was specimen. To see him reaching out for a condom
box, even though she knows he was surely intimate with you too, reminds her that some things
really changed. But can she blame him or be shocked? No. She's not. More like disappointed with
herself.

"I love you." she reminds him as she watches him roll the condom down his length, his dark eyes
glancing at her as he smiles.

He hovers over her, one arm holding himself not to crash her while the other one goes down to his
length. "I love you too." he tells her, kissing her as he slowly enters her.

It's unbelievable how all the memories and bad feelings are gone, and all he can remember are the
good times when they were connected like this countless times, proving their young love.

"Miss, with all due respect, I don't think you should drive right now." The paramedic tells you for
the third time, the poor guy growing impatient and maybe slightly annoyed by your stubbornness.
The other man, driver, sitting in a driver's seat lets out a sigh behind you but decides to stay quiet.
All he does is react with annoyed sighs. Asshole.

"But I'm fine," you almost whine, heart still beating from the fact you had a car accident but luckily
haven't harmed anyone else. However, you're glad you're alive and made it out with a wound to
your temple which isn't that bad. It hurts but not to the point you couldn't handle it. You just hit it
pretty hard and it caused a small cut to pierce your skin. Luckily, there are no stitches needed.

He gently taps the bandaid that secures your wound causing you to hiss, ignoring the knowing look
from the middle aged man.

By the time you've realized you're alive and very much lucky that your car didn't collide with
someone else's, somebody already called an ambulance. Apparently, they have to check you even
though you assured them you're fine but the blood slowly dripping down your cheek said
otherwise. It's just blood, you naively thought but then agreed to let them examine you. You don't
want to risk anything, but you don't think it's that serious to the point you couldn't drive. And
you're lucky there hasn't been a need to call police, since this hasn't been the fender bender
situation.

"It's just a small wound." you tell him, looking at your car that's parked on the side of the road,
almost mockingly staring at you while you're sitting in the ambulance.

"Yes, but you hit your head pretty hard and some symptoms of something more serious can show
later. I don't advise you to drive. Look, we can get your car towed. You said it yourself that you
panicked because you were shocked," Fuck you and your big mouth. In your defense, there wasn't
much that you could've said instead. "I advise you should call someone to pick you up. Do you
have someone you could call to come get you?"

Sighing, somewhere in the corner of your freaking stubbornness, you know the man is probably
right. He has no reason to lie to you and fake his worry about you. He's a professional, probably
experienced and seen countless similar situations like this one. However, you do think he's making
a big deal out of this. You've been barely harmed and you haven't harmed anyone, nor damaged
your car. For the sake of yourself, and maybe the fact this man has warm eyes but looks stern and
is probably thinking you're some dumbass, you don't even tell him that the reason you panicked is
not just the driver's fault that was stopping on a red light at the last chance. You don't mention you
mainly panicked because you know your car is old and you don't feel so safe in it anymore. This,
what just happened is totally your fault and you don't need anyone else to scold you for that, when
you're already doing that for yourself.

"But what about my car?" you pathetically ask, trying to give him a reason to let you be and don't
worry about you.

"We'll get it towed to your address. Your car is gonna be completely fine." he assures you, earning
another sigh of desperation as you hug your jacket closer to yourself.

The first person that comes to your mind to save your ass is Jungkook, of course. Not only because
he's usually the one getting you out of trouble (not that you get into trouble often), but he's also the
only person that is probably very much awake and not getting ready for bed.

Who else would you call? Taehyung? He's probably asleep and he doesn't even own a car. Jimin is
a person you can rely on, he's the actual definition of sweetheart and would come whenever you'd
ask him to. But it's Monday and he works in an office, and he usually works overtime a lot. And
he's too worried for his own good, you don't need him to panic as soon as you explain what
happened to you. Jungkook will surely freak out too, you know how he gets whenever the subject
is about you and your safety. But right now, he's the only logical solution and you're more leaning
towards him, knowing that after all he's been the first person to come to your mind.

So you pull out your phone, glancing at the paramedic that tries to hide his relief of you listening to
him. You purse your lips, knowing shit is about to go down once Jungkook picks up the phone.
But he doesn't respond at the first try, your free hand rubbing your unharmed temple as you dial
his phone number again.

This is why you didn't want to call anyone, you're just burdening someone's Monday.

Jungkook feels like a teen again. Almost as if he just lost his virginity and can brag to his friends
about it, not that he has ever done that in the first place. Nor is he the type to brag about such an
intimate thing to his friends. He used to be the shy type, not joining whenever the topic of girls
swallowed the group of his teen friends.

This is not some kind of accomplishment but he can't help how content he feels right now. The
moment they just shared was so beautiful, like all the times they made love. Jungkook forgiven her
a long time ago but to have it confirmed that he hasn't felt any bitter feelings during it, makes his
heart more at ease. It has been such a special and emotional moment between the couple, only they
can understand it. The sex full of tears, cries of pleasure and love, along with emotions.

His smile beams as he walks out of the bathroom, drying off his hair with a small white towel. The
sound of Kiko continuing to shower in peace can be heard from the distance, until Jungkook's
phone starts vibrating on the nightstand. His brows plunge into a frown in confusion, wondering
who's calling this late. He walks up to it, towel still securely wrapped around his lower waist as he
sees your name flashing on the screen. Along with the flower emoji you insisted on because
apparently, you're a 'delicate flower' as you called yourself.

He chuckles at the memory and you without you even knowing, reaching for his phone as he
doesn't hesitate to take the call.

"What's up, delicate flower?" he jokes, throwing the small towel he used for his hair over his
shoulder.

"Hey, Kook," He hears you sigh, his grin dropping slightly. " Where are you?"

He's confused by the sudden question, but answers nevertheless. "Home."

"I'm sorry to bother you this late, but could you please come and pick me up?" you ask, somehow
sounding pressured and tired at the same time, which only worries him more. You wouldn't call
him and ask such a thing if it was something stupid. It's only after your questions he hears distant
cars and Seoul's busy traffic.

"What happened? Are you okay?" he asks, already sounding alarmed. "Is it your car?"

"Yeah, something like that." The sigh leaves your mouth again, his head snapping to Kiko who
walks into his bedroom already dressed in pajamas. She's smiling but once she sees Jungkook's
widened eyes and features twisted in a worry, she stops and looks just as alarmed.

"Send me the address. I'll be there as soon as possible." he tells you, hearing you thanking him
before you end the call.

"What happened?" Kiko asks, Jungkook already rushing towards the drawer he keeps his shirts as
he starts putting on clothes.

"I don't know, I think Y/N is in trouble." he answers quickly, putting on boxers.

His hands move on their own, quick and rushed as he starts putting on the first thing he sees. It's no
surprise he even pulls out a black sweatpants, matching the shirt he randomly picked but he could
care less about the choice of color for his outfit.

"Trouble?"

"I don't know, she just wants me to pick her up but she had some issues with her car, so I guess
something happened with it." he answers quickly, putting on a hood over his wet hair.

There's no time to blow dry it, even though he knows the risks of going out into such cold weather
with wet hair.

"Oh my god, I hope she is fine." Kiko says worriedly, handing Jungkook his phone and wallet as he
thanks her, already rushing to put on his shoes. The phone vibrates in his pocket, notifying him that
you've sent him the address.

She hands him his jacket from the rack, watching him put it on messily before he snatches his car
keys off the counter.

"I... don't know when I'll be back. You can go to sleep, if that's what you want... or--"

Kiko notices him rambling, knowing he's in a rush and it causes her to give him a smile, opening
the front door for him. "Of course, go. Just please be careful, it's still snowing." she tells worriedly,
seeing him nod almost not even present as he runs through the halfway to get into the underground
garage to get his car.

It's still snowing. He knows that and maybe that's why he's so worried, remembering today's news
where they'd warn the public to be especially careful. He can only hope nothing bad happened and
he'll have to hope for it, until he'll be there and see you himself.

The snow eases a bit but the cold stays, causing you to shiver while you answer the paramedic's
questions about your current state. You've decided to sit on the edge of the ambulance between the
open back door, so you'll know when Jungkook arrives.

"No head spinning?" he asks, seeing you spaced out for a moment as you shake your head.

You're just tired, managing your own shock while you worry what's going to happen with your car.
Will you be able to drive it tomorrow? It should be fine, it was your fault for panicking not the
car's. But also your car isn't in a perfect state. However, you think you're in no position to choose
because you rely on your car. You've to get to your work somehow, into the club on weekends as
well. It has always been more convenient for you, in terms of distance and time, to use your car
rather than public transportation. That's what bothers you the most. Still, you can't really use public
transportation during weekends when you're working in a club. No matter how safe South Korea
is, traveling by yourself in the middle of night isn't safe, no matter the country.

Black Mercedes stops just right behind your car, coming in a record time considering you called
him less than twenty minutes ago. Jungkook walks out, hood of his hoodie draped over his hair,
eyes glancing at your parked car on the side of the road before his eyes are already on the
ambulance. You barely manage to notice the panic on his bare features because he's already
running towards you, noticing you shivering and sitting on the edge of the ambulance.

You know how this must look and knowing Jungkook, just the sight of the ambulance is enough to
tick him off.

"Oh my god, what happened?" He runs towards you, cupping your face into his hands as soon as
he stops in front of you, eyes wide and filled with worry and horror. You see his eyes drop to your
wound, hands delicately touching your cheeks.

"It's not as bad as this whole thing looks," you tell him, motioning with your hand around you. "It's
just a scratch."

Jungkook ignores you, obviously having a different opinion about how this looks. "What
happened?" he presses again, looking at the paramedic who looks relieved to finally know
someone came for you, and you're not going to be that stubborn to drive on your own.

"A mere car accident, sir. No one else has been hurt and the car is undamaged, but she hit her head
hard and I think it's better if she doesn't drive. At least until we're sure nothing serious will occur,"
The man says, Jungkook's eyes focused on him as he has a prominent scowl already plastered on
his usually soft features.

You shiver, causing Jungkook to glance at you as he hugs you to his body, your arms automatically
wrapping underneath his padded black and warm jacket. The paramedic informs him about your
car being towed, saying something about how you agreed with it and luckily doesn't mention your
stubbornness. But you barely listen to him, focusing on the warmth radiating from Jungkook's
body as you feel his hands stroking your back through your own jacket.

"You're not driving that car again." Jungkook says, your brows raising as you look up at him
completely thrown off before you frown.

"Excuse me?" you tell him, growing irritated by his tone and how confident he sounds. It's not any
of his business and who does he think he is to tell you what to do?

"You can be glad you got out with a scratch, you could've been in a hospital in much worse state,
maybe even fighting for your own life. Fuck, Y/N, that car is not safe."

You're shocked how mad he sounds all of a sudden, the worry speaking out of him automatically.
At the mention of your car not being safe you glance at the man, almost looking guilty, while he
raises a brow at you while he shakes his head. Well, now he surely thinks you're a dumbass.
Thanks to Jungkook and his mouth.

You glare at Jungkook but he has the audacity to harden his features, completely ignoring your
silent warning. "I need a car, Jungkook." you point out through your clenched teeth, unwrapping
your arms off him.

"Your life is more important than a fucking car." he almost barks at you, shaking head at your
stubbornness.

"You're being dramatic." you tell him, mocking him by shaking your head.

He scoffs, clenching his jaw as he looks like a minute from fuming. You get he's worried about
you, you could've predicted he'd act like this once he sees your wound and the fact the ambulance
had to come. But you're tired, both physically and mentally and the last thing you need is him
scolding you like a kid, even in front of the parademetic that feels the tension and decides to break
it.

He clears his throat, gaining both of your and Jungkook's attention. "If there are any symptoms,
head spinning, throwing up or anything else. Please, don't hesitate to go to a hospital." he informs
you, even glancing at Jungkook as if he's purposely saying it to him.

You're not that stupid to overlook those symptoms if they were happening to you. No matter how
much the paramedic and Jungkook thinks you're stubborn, you wouldn't hasard with your health
like that. Everyone is making out of this whole situation a bigger deal than it is.

"Yes, thank you." you tell him, giving him a bow as you stand up, already seeing a man from the
tow company approaching.

The paramedic gives the two of you one last glance and nod, shutting the back door. Once
everything is settled with your car, you get into Jungkook's while you both sit in silence. He doesn't
start the engine right away for some reason, but you're too busy to question it as you sigh in content
at the warmth of his car.

"I'm fine, Kook," you mutter, feeling his eyes on you and as you glance at him, you see him
looking at you. "I know how it looks but I'm fine."
"What happened? Was it your car?" he asks, worriedly stealing a glance at your wound.

"No, it was me. I was freaking stupid for panicking. Some idiot stopped at the red light at the last
minute, I wasn't driving fast but I panicked and my car jerked off the road slightly,"

"Jesus Y/N," Jungkook groans, shutting his eyes at the mention of your car jerking off the road.

"It's not that dramatic!" you exclaim, trying to persuade him that there is no reason to be so worried
and dramatic, just like you've told him.

"You could've died!" he exclaims back, his rough voice surprising you as you lean in your seat,
nibbling on your bottom lip. You could've died. Okay, that's a bit dramatic, you think. "That's it,
I'm lending you my car."

"Don't be ridiculous," you scoff, shaking your head at his absurdity. "You need your car."

And it's a freaking expensive car, you can't risk anything happening to it. You're not a bad driver,
you really aren't. Things like what happened to you just now, can happen to anyone, even to the
most skillful driver.

"I'll think of something," He sounds determined as he says it, starting the engine. "You're not
driving that car again."

You scoff at that, chuckling to yourself at his determination. One of the things about Jungkook,
good and bad at the same time, is how much he cares about others. He worries too much,
especially when it comes to his closest friends and family. It's a very strong trait of his.

"Bold of you to assume that you can tell me what to do," you mutter, feeling a sudden pang to your
chest with regret. You know he's just looking out for you, and you appreciate it with all your heart.
There's no one else in this world that cares for you like Jungkook does. But you still think he's
being dramatic and overprotective.

His hands around the steering wheel tighten, along with his knuckles that turn white as he tries to
control himself. You know he hates nothing more than you talking back at him, something you've
been always doing to prove your point.

"Look, I know you were scared and I'm so grateful you came all the way here to pick me up. But
I'm alive and even though my car isn't in a perfect state, it's driving okay. I'm the one who caused
this accident." you tell him softer this time, seeing his jaw still locked in place as he pokes his inner
cheek with his tongue.

It's only now that you notice his wet hair, a guilt growing inside of you. He's here being worried
about you, dropping everything to get you and you yell at him for being dramatic. To be fair, he
kind of is dramatic and even though you realize the risk and things that could've happened, you'd
rather not dwell on that too much. It doesn't do any good and now, it seems like you're holding it
for both of you.

"Does it hurt?" he asks softly, pointing towards his temple to hint at your wound.

"A little," you shrug, "But I'm fine." you assure him.

Jungkook seems to be deep in thoughts for the rest of the ride, so you don't dare to start a small-
talk, nor you're in the mood. You're tired and you're going to work tomorrow anyway. There's no
need for you to stay home. Your car is already parked in the parking lot, a guy already from the
tow company is waiting for you to give you back your keys. Once that's everything settled,
Jungkook agrees to your invitation to come upstairs but you know it's only because he wants to
make sure there's really nothing wrong with you. As much as Jungkook is caring and worries too
much, you always make sure not to burden him even more and he knows that. You both know each
other, know both's intentions and when you look at each other in the elevator, there are amused
smiles on your faces. However, there are no words about it being uttered.

Once the jackets are undressed and boots taken off, the warmth of your home welcomes you as
you inform Jungkook you're going to change your clothes quickly. He plops onto your couch lazily,
just like he always does because he's comfortable in your home just like you're in his. Thinking
about him and the time when you spent a few days at his, you're sure Jungkook would be an
amazing roommate. He loves things neat and clean while he likes to cook and take care of
laundry. He's a dream man for every woman. He's also very skilled whenever it comes to man's job
around the house. You'll never forget how many times Jungkook changed a light bulb for you, he's
changing it whenever you need him to at this point.

When you're back, wearing much more comfortable clothes than your work ones, you find him
with a phone in his hands while the screen illuminates his face. Once he sees you're back, he tucks
his phone back into the pocket of his sweatpants and looks at you. You notice his hair is almost all
dried while you still feel a little bit guilty that he rushed so quickly to come get you.

"What were you doing out so late anyways?" he asks, remembering that underneath your thick
jacket you were wearing your work attire which could mean only one thing. You were coming out
of work which you confirm with your response.

"I was driving home from work."

"So late? Aren't you usually finishing around five?" he scowls, seeing you nod as you offer him
something to drink but he dismisses you with a shake of his head. "Were you working overtime
again?"

"Yeah, we had a meeting with customers from Japan and it prolonged." you tell him casually, his
scowl still not leaving his face.

"Junho should really stop making you overwork that much." he comments. You do agree with that
statement but rather than thinking Junho is that evil guy, you know he got the reason for it.

"Well, it's a very busy season and he wants to make sure everything is settled before holidays. We
got this amazing opportunity to have some of our models to be a part of a fashion show in Japan.
Thanks to you, by the way. Your pictures are perfect and caught their eyes, your pictures basically
got us this deal." you tell him, and for the first time Jungkook seems to beam at your praise.

"Ah, it's nothing." he waves his hand awkwardly, growing shy all of a sudden and it makes you
chuckle.

"It's not nothing, you're amazing photographer Kook." you tell him honestly, smiling at your best
friend that grins cutely as soft 'thank you' leaves his mouth, looking in his lap modestly.

Then he glances at you, his smile falling as his eyes linger on your small wound. You snicker,
finding his concern both cute and overdramatic. The lightning of your tripod lamp casts over his
clear skin and you silently envy him for that, knowing he keeps his skincare routine minimal. You
made him put face masks stored in your bathroom more than once, the amount of funny pictures of
the two of you looking ridiculous while wearing them is a decent proof of it.

As Jungkook suddenly sighs, leaning his back against the sofa's back lazily, you notice something
peeking underneath his hoodie. The fresh red mark contrasts with the color of his skin, Well, you
can't say you're exactly shocked to see hickey adoring his skin. Even though Jungkook doesn't
mention Kiko that often, and you know it's because of your opinion about her, however there are
times he just has to mention her. Especially when you ask him how was his day and what did he
do, his answer usually involves three things. Work, gym and Kiko. It's not like you want him to feel
like he has to stop himself from mentioning her. Yes, you're still kind of bitter when it comes to the
fact he's dating her again after everything she's done, and it's not going to go away. You know
you'll never truly forgive her for hurting Jungkook like that. On the other hand, you're not in a
place to 'forgive' her because it's not your relationship and it's Jungkook's decision. But as a best
friend and a person who loves to have their own opinion, no matter how much it is not your
business, you don't like her around Jungkook.

Jungkook notices your silence, turning his head to look at you as he notices your eyes on his neck.
Realization hits him like a wave, he doesn't even hesitate about what you're looking at, his eyes
widening as he claps his hand around the mark.

"Ah, it's... nothing." he murmurs, cringing at his repeated sentence and voice that indicates his
shock and awkwardness.

You snicker, nudging his arm. "It's a hickey, Jeon. Don't be so weird about it," you chuckle, trying
to lighten up the mood especially since he seems to be almost embarrassed that you've seen that.

You and Jungkook are super close, the two of you can talk about anything. He's not a typical
female best friend whom you'd talk to about typical girly topics. You're close but there are some
things and topics Jungkook wouldn't be able to relate to that much, no matter how much he could
try. For example, a period topic. He understands you're bitchy whenever it's that time of the month
and has seen you in pain more times than you can count, but it's not a topic you bring up during
casual conversations or ever. On the other hand, you're very honest with him and maybe it's
because he's the closest to you out of all of your friends. He's a perfect example of a person that
you can talk to about anything, and he won't be making fun of you because of it.

Jungkook is the same way. He often talks about things he's doing and things that are closer to him
than to you. Stuff like gym, boxing, tattoos and video games. However, one thing Jungkook keeps
private is his sexlife. He's never been that open about it, especially not like you were. You
practically told him all about your sex life before the deal happened. Mutual help as he calls it. Yet,
you've never been too embarrassed to talk to him about it.

Partly, him not talking about it is simply because he respects his partner and doesn't go around
telling anyone how the sex is. Or his sex life in general. Maybe there were a few remarks about
jerking off but he usually doesn't bring it up. He believes it's a topic that is private for him and is
comfortable with not talking about it with anyone that he's not intimate with.

Glancing at his hickey, it seems like the world is laughing at you. Here you are, sexually frustrated
and even got into a car accident. You want to laugh at yourself, at the absurdity of the situation.

"At least one of us is getting laid." you shrug, stating casually while trying to find at least some
kind of light in this tricky situation. Even though the thought of Kiko touching him and being close
to him this way again makes you want to vomit. She's beautiful, hot even but that doesn't mean her
actions don't speak louder.

"Y/N!" Jungkook gasps, chuckling as he shakes his head at you.

"What? I'm just saying," you shrug again effortlessly, laying back to make yourself comfortable.
"This girl has her own needs too." you joke hearing him snicker.
"How bad have you hit your head?" he asks, teasing you as he pats the top of your head as if you
were a dog.

You swat his hand away, playfully glaring at him before you sigh. "Shut up, I'm just being honest."
you murmur.

"Try tinder or something." Jungkook suggests, met with a raise of your brow as you disapprovingly
shake your head.

"Yeah, try that for yourself," you grumble, annoyed at his teasing bunny grin. "I'm busy anyways. I
don't have time to go and look around for guys. And I don't want that anyway, I want things to
happen naturally. I don't wanna pressure myself that I've to find someone to date, just so I'll have a
boyfriend. You know what I mean?"

Frankly, Jungkook knows what you mean. He always did.

"Of course," he murmurs, poking you in your cheek when he sees you pout which you grumble,
causing him to laugh.

The two of you talk for a few minutes, Jungkook deciding to give it a night when he sees you
yawning every few minutes. He doesn't forget to voice out his concern about your car, saying that
you're more than capable and independent to decide on your own. But you know he rather set your
car on fire.

"I'm sorry." you tell him leaning against your front door, bidding Jungkook a goodbye as you watch
his brows frown in confusion.

"Sorry about what?"

"For calling you late. I'm sure you had other plans tonight." you tell him, the hickey long hidden
underneath the hoodie and his jacket.

"Don't apologize for that," he says with a frown, "I'm just glad you're okay."

And you feel how honest he is. No matter how many times you tell yourself that you don't agree
with his decision, hoping he'd decided differently. You know the least thing you can do is respect it
for all the things he has done for you from the beginning of your friendship.

There's only one Jungkook and you should be thankful that he's in your life, regardless of what
decision the two of you have made or make.

The wound decorating, mockingly said so, your temple doesn't look better the next day. It was
expected but there still had been a little hope when you woke up that it wouldn't look as bad. It
turns out it looks even worse in the morning when light and sun illuminate the sky. As if it wasn't
enough, there is already a bruise creating around the wound looking as if you got beaten up.

You don't care about the bruise, knowing it'll go away at some point along with the pain from the
impact of yesterday night. However, you know what to expect as soon as you make it to work.
Turns out you're right once again, met with countless worried and shocked expressions from your
co-workers but also people you've never talked to, or never realized they work in there too. None
of those expressions have been genuine and being in this industry for some time, knowing some of
those people, you know they just want the latest gossip and are too curious for their own good.

By the time you come up to your floor, you lose count how many people have asked you what
happened to you and faked their concern. The answer is simple and the same every time; 'Just a
small accident' is what you say with a tight smile that shows your discomfort, but none of them
cares. They're too nosy to be more empathic and to leave you alone.

The only person you expect to actually leave you alone and show you no interest is none other than
Yoongi. As much as he proved himself to be annoying, sticking his nose where it doesn't belong
(considering all the teasing about Jungkook that he's been doing), you don't actually expect him to
care about your little scratch. There couldn't be anything done with it and even though you've put
some concealer on the new bruise, it's still pretty much visible. The odds are not in your favor
when you notice him across the room, sporting that annoyed look he has every time someone talks
to him before he gets to drink all of his iced Americano. But then he looks at you, eyes slightly
widening when he sees the bruise but as it came, it's gone before he excuses himself. Surely using
you as an excuse not to talk to Sophia who usually needs something when she's talking to someone.
You notice her annoyed expression before she walks away with an annoyed puff, smirk curling on
Yoongi's lips when he hears it but is luckily turned with his back to her, so she hasn't seen it. Not
that Yoongi would actually care if she had seen it.

"Clumsy much?" he jokes, walking towards you looking even more pleased when he sees your
narrowed eyes in annoyance. "Did you trip over something or what?"

You fight the urge to roll your eyes at his childishness, debating whether you should strangle or
just ignore him. "I had a car accident, you idiot. At least you can pretend to be concerned like
everyone else in this building." you grumble at him, attentively looking at his features.

He does look surprised at the new information, surely the news hasn't made it to this floor yet. You
know he perfectly understood your words and the hidden meaning behind them. He had a shoulder
surgery last year and everyone faked their concern about him, just like they're doing with you right
now.

You watch his features twist into worry, mouth opened agape as he lets out a dramatic gasp. For a
second, you're actually believing he's concerned but then he sets his mouth free and your surprise
drops. "Oh my god, is the car okay?" he asks, still faking his concern.

You can't help it but find him funny, chuckling at his absurdity as you shake your head at him.
"Fuck off." you tell him, seeing him giving you an amused grin.

"You good?" he asks, tone dropping as he tries to act neutral.

The little smirk appearing on your lips gets ignored by him. "Yeah, I'm good. Hurts a bit but I'm
fine."

He nods almost awkwardly, clearing his throat as he looks around the room for a moment. "I'm just
asking because Yejun is gone for this weekend again. So if you're not coming to your Saturday
shift, you've to let me know so I could find someone else to replace you."

You're not sure if he just found an excuse to him asking about your condition, but you don't even
think about it. When it comes to Yoongi, there are moments where it's better not to overthink his
actions and just let him be.

You've got more important things to deal with, like your job. Two jobs that you need and the
mention of Yoongi possibly thinking you won't be coming this Saturday to work at the club, you're
quick to jump into action. "No, I'm coming." you tell him, met with a puzzled look as he glances at
your bruise for a second.
He looks a little baffled at your sudden appearance and the determination to come to work, but
doesn't comment on it. "Don't be late." he grumbles, leaving you standing in the middle of the
room as he walks away.

The rest of the week rolls quite quickly, the busyness of Junho's demands is just enough to keep
you exactly that – busy. Your bruise gets even worse, having shades of red, green and yellow. It
takes ten more minutes to your usual morning routine to cover at least some of it. It doesn't hurt
that much and you're completely fine, which you're trying to assure Jungkook every day. That man
spams you with messages every day, asking you how you're doing and bringing up his car all the
time. He's too determined to lend you his car, but you're also determined to turn him down on that
offer. On the other note, it's better you don't get to see him face to face, the last time he's seen you
was when he came to pick you up, the night of the accident. If he saw your ugly bruise, you'd have
to listen to him scolding you all over again.

Good thing he doesn't know about your car being in a car service again. It broke down in the
middle of the week, leaving you with no other choice than to use public transport. That adds at
least another hour to your morning routine, so not only you've to take the time to cover your bruise,
you also have to wake up earlier to get to work just in time. He'd freak out if he knew you're going
off the work alone and late at night.

To say it this way – this week has been one hell of a week and despite you've been barely home,
going there just to wash yourself and go to sleep, the last thing you want is to lock yourself there
and be all alone. Drink sounds good now and that's why you sit on a bar stool, after changing
yourself back to the clothes you came here wearing.

Yoongi looks shocked to still see you there, wondering why the hell aren't you going home when
your shift has ended. It's written all over his face and he tells you exactly that, leaning against a bar
with furrowed brows.

"I need a drink," you simply tell him, ordering one of the drinks that are written on the menu on the
black board behind him. You recognize that drink as a popular pick amongst women that come
here.

Yoongi looks a little baffled but goes to mix your drink anyways. "Aren't you driving?" he asks
once he's done, passing the drink in front of you.

"Thanks," you tell him, your gratitude and politeness ignored by him as he waits for your answer.
"No, my car is in a car service... again."

He's amazing at hiding his reactions when he wants to and he's even better at staying neutral, so
you can't tell if he already knew about you not driving to work or not. The truth is, he didn't know.
He doesn't pay you that much attention and it's not like he goes around the huge parking lot,
looking for your car.

"You're going home by bus?" he asks. You fight the urge to tease him, deciding to leave it for now.
It's nice to have a casual conversation, something that doesn't contain work or Jungkook's
overdramatic ideas of lending you his car.

"Cab," you answer him simply, your answer followed by a shrug. "I don't feel like waiting at a bus
stop in this weather late at night."

He doesn't say anything for a moment, interrupted by one of the customers as he goes back to
work. You sit there with your thoughts, enjoying the drink that has hints of pineapple, vodka and
something else that tastes sweet and fights the strong taste of alcohol. Yoongi is great at mixing
drinks, however you let that praise to yourself and enjoy the drink instead. By the time you barely
get to finish your drink, a third guy approaches you trying to buy you a drink as you politely
decline. From the corner of your eyes you notice Yoongi glancing at your way, always making sure
the customers aren't uncomfortable. It's something you've noticed ever since Yoongi replaced
Yejun's absence. You understand why Yejun trusts his brother with his club, knowing it's in good
hands while he's away.

"Listen, I'm not interested. I can buy myself a drink." you huff at the man, wondering why they
keep coming when all you're wearing are a pair of jeans with a random hoodie you pulled out of
your closet today. There are dozens of women wearing short and tight dresses, looking way more
appealing than you and your bruise and kind of horrendous outfit.

The man huffs annoyingly, ego hurt by your somehow polite but still bitter decline of him buying
you a drink. Free drink would sound nice but you know you'd never get rid of him if you agreed.
He wasn't even your type.

"Damn, for a minute I thought I should step in but you got it handled." Yoongi jokes, approaching
you as you hand him the empty glass and order another one.

"I got everything handled, Min," you assure him, pursing your lips in amusement as he grins and
starts mixing you your second drink. You're not going to lie, it strokes your ego a little bit knowing
guys are coming up to you even when you look... like this. On the other side, they all seem drunk
and you know that kind of type of man. Looking for someone to sleep with tonight.

Once Yoongi hands you your second drink, he goes up to Mark and talks to him for a second. You
pull your phone out of the pocket of your jeans, trying to entertain yourself for a moment by
opening an Instagram app. You look at your friends' and people you follow stories, noticing
Jungkook posted something too. You're not surprised at the mention of Kiko's account as he
snapped a simple picture of a pizza box, captioning his Insta Story with 'pizza saturday night' with
Kiko's username. Your curiosity gets the best out of you and you click onto her profile. Let's not
act as if you weren't stalking her Instagram account from time to time. Well, you wouldn't call it
stalking... more like observing because you're curious. Most of her pictures are of her wearing nice
outfits or simple selfies showing her beauty. You notice Hoseok in some pictures too but the
newest one she posted just an hour ago catches your attention right away. How could it not when
it's your best friend, those doe eyes staring at you as he's biting into pizza, staring at the camera
with wide eyes and teeth digging into pizza. You recognize the background as Jungkook's
apartment, being too many times there not to recognize it straight away.

She simply captioned the picture with a single black heart, sparking an annoyance inside of you.
Not from jealousy, but from the fact she doesn't deserve him. Do all her friends that commented on
that picture or even liked it know that she cheated? They surely don't. There are only a very few
people who know and it's not something to brag about.

Too interested in the picture and annoyed at Jungkook's girlfriend, you don't notice someone else
approaching you until you see a movement beside you in the corner of your eyes. Yoongi plops on
the bar stool next to you, shamelessly staring at your screen as you glare at him, locking the phone
and stuffing it back into your pocket.

"Stalking your boyfriend, I see." he teases, causing you to glare at him again as you roll your eyes.
Stalking is a bit of a strong word.

"Get lost," you grumble at him, "I wasn't stalking."

"Mhm," he hums, pouring himself a shot of vodka as you stare at him with wide eyes. Isn't he
working? "The club is closing soon and I feel like you need some company. You've been more
grumpy lately, more than usual actually."

Scoffing, you bite your tongue not to deny his assumption because in a way, he's right. You
wouldn't say you're grumpy, or more grumpy like he said, you just have a lot on your mind. "Are
you sure your company is the one I need?" you respond, taking a sip of your drink as he grins at
you.

"What other option do you have?" He motions around him and you look behind you, noticing
almost everyone shitfaced as the club is slowly emptying. Even the music isn't as loud as it had
been before.

"Go home, so I don't have to sit here with you?" you deadpan, seeing him snorting at you as a grin
makes a way to your lips. In other scenarios, if it were with a different person sitting next to you,
you'd tell yourself you're rude and shouldn't have responded like that. But you also know it's
Yoongi and he treats you the same way. It's just the way you both are with each other.

His own grin tells you that he's not offended, more like amused by your response.

"I'm surprised," he starts, catching your attention once again as you glance at him.

His dark hair almost touches the top of his eyes, the club lights creating shadows on his pale skin
as he puts down the empty glass. When did he drink it all?

"Your best friend left quite an impression on Junho, haven't seen that in a while."

You realize, this is the first time he hasn't called Jungkook your boyfriend, but a best friend
instead. Deciding it's better not to comment on that, liking that he's not calling him that or teasing
you for it.

"Yeah, the pictures turned out great." you nod. There's no doubt Jungkook did an amazing job,
everyone in the company knows it and Yoongi is aware of that too. And you're not saying it
because Jungkook is your friend.

"I heard thanks to his pictures it got us a deal with Rakuten," Yoongi says, surprisingly sounding
casually and quite impressed which is a nice change from the constant bickering and teasing the
two of you don't seem to let you.

In your defense, it's not your fault. He's the one who started to be annoying, you're just looking
after yourself. Even though his behavior is still irritating, pretty much sparking a new kind of
irritation inside of you that you never knew you've got in the first place, it's not as bad as you
thought it is and you got used to it. Still, there are times you'd rather strangle him than put up with
his annoying ass.

You agree with him, telling that Jungkook is very skillful in many things, photographing being one
of them. However, you refrain yourself from praising Jungkook any further, not wanting to give
him another reason to think you're obsessed with your best friend or anything similarly absurd that
Yoongi seems to be thinking or wanting to tease you about. Despite Yoongi's determination to call
Jungkook your boyfriend, even though he surely knows that's not true, there's something telling
you he's doing it to purely tease you.

Still, the credit goes mainly to Jungkook, thanks to him the models from your agency get to walk
on the runway in Japan. It's the biggest talk of this week (it's even more interesting than your car
accident) which you're thankful for.
"So, has the lover boy got back to his ex?"

You don't expect Yoongi to ask such a thing, nor remember the information you've told him some
time ago. But then again, it just confirms the assumption about him being attentive and remembers
things even if he acts like he doesn't.

"Yeah," you murmur, scrunching your nose a little bit before you can control your reaction,
knowing very well he's looking at you. "He's probably getting some as we're speaking." That
makes him laugh, an actual laugh leaves his mouth as he reaches over the bar for the bottle of
vodka to pour himself another shot.

"You sound jealous." Yoongi comments, mistaking your reaction as you snicker under your breath.

"That he's getting some? Maybe," you admit, the alcohol getting into your head is giving you more
courage and you feel more comfortable admitting such a thing in front of him. "Jealous that he got
back to his ex? Nope."

Yoongi doesn't spare you a glance, frowning at the glass as he pours himself a shot but you know
he's listening to you as he nods. "You do sound a little bitter about it though."

"Yeah, because she's a bitch." you almost spit, taking a sip of your drink before you can let the
anger consume you knowing it's mainly the alcohol that makes you so loose-lipped.

"Is she really?" he asks, surprised, gulping the alcohol as if it's nothing and just plain water causing
you to cringe. You can smell the vodka on his breath, wondering how he's not already gagging at
the taste.

"Yeah, no," you answer quickly, confusing yourself as you shake your head. "I don't know," you
sigh, met with Yoongi's dumbfounded look he's giving you.

Well, you do sound dumb right now but it's the confusion and your brain trying to find a way to
explain it to him. You don't want to reveal such information about Kiko cheating on Jungkook. Not
because you want to protect her, but because you feel sorry for Jungkook. You don't want Yoongi
to acknowledge him as a guy that got cheated on. At the same time, it's not your place to tell that to
anyone. It's a respectful thing to do for your best friend. Maybe if it wasn't Jungkook, you wouldn't
mind that much. Hell, if it wasn't Jungkook and someone else, Jungkook would be the first person
you reveal such information.

"The thing is..." you start, finishing your drink as you silently plead Yoongi for making you
another one. He sighs, disappointed that you want such a thing from him when you're about to
explain yourself.

Too lazy to do it himself, he calls at Mark and gives him an instruction to make you the drink,
ignoring your raised brow as he stares at you, telling you to continue.

"She hurt him very bad. I don't think she deserves him." you tell him simply.

For a moment, Yoongi sits while being turned your way, waiting for you to say something else but
then when he realizes that's all you wanted to say, his shoulders slouch in a mere disappointment as
he gives you an unimpressed look.

"What? What did you expect?" you exclaim, laughing a little at his reaction.

"I don't know? Some juicy stuff? Just when I thought you've got something interesting to say." You
know he's partly joking when the corner of his mouth twitches and he tries to hide it by looking
away, but you notice it feigning a gasp.

"I'm an interesting person for your information," you clarify, pursing your lips when he gives you
an amused smirk. "I am!" you exclaim, causing him to laugh as your laugh is followed right behind
his.

"Okay, Ms. Interesting," he scoffs, grinning at you. "You're weird." he comments suddenly,
causing you to think about it for a second.

You've never considered yourself to be weird. Okay, there are a few moments when you think
you're weird but you wouldn't consider yourself as that. "I'm not weird. What do you mean?" you
frown, staring at him in a confusion.

Mark places the drink in front of you, smiling when you thank him as he leaves the two of you
alone. You notice a lot of people already left but there are still a few people dancing on the dance
floor and lingering around, too drunk to stand up and leave. Casual Saturday night.

"Well, you've a best friend that somehow became your fuck buddy, except he's not that anymore.
Then he gets back to his ex and you're bitter about it, not only that. You're also bitter that his sex
life is better than yours." he explains, somehow looking amused again as you see you
dumbfoundedly staring in front of you as you let his words sink in.

"Okay, maybe I'm a little weird," you murmur, making him laugh as you scoff, nudging his
shoulder. "Oh, shut up. Also, I'm not bitter that he got back with her. Bitter isn't the word I'd
describe myself as. I think annoyed and disappointed is a better description. One, because he's my
best friend and I care about him. Two, she probably isn't totally a bad person but she hurt him.
Three, he's freaking stupid for letting her back in into his life when he deserves better."

Your chest heaves by the time you're done, realizing that those words got out of you in an instant
but fuck, does it feel good. Just the fact you told that out of all people to Yoongi is beyond you.

Just when you expect him to tease you about it, or comment it somehow, he actually has something
rational to say.

"Love makes people do crazy things."

"Yeah, he's like a lost puppy when it comes to her." you murmur, shaking your head at your best
friend as you gulp all of your drink.

Yoongi stares at you amusingly. "What about that part of his sex life being better than yours?"

"That part," you start, "is true." you laugh at yourself.

He doesn't mock you like you expect him to. "Well, to your better sex life." he says nonchalantly,
however sporting that annoying smirk as he clinks your glasses together.

You'll gladly toast to that, hoping it'll bring you at least some kind of luck.

You're not sure how much time has passed, you haven't checked nor you care that much.
Somehow, you still haven't grown tired or annoyed by Yoongi's presence and actually found it
quite intriguing considering you're not in each other's hair. Maybe it's the amount of alcohol you've
drank, and the mentioned substance is responsible for Yoongi being talkative more than usual.
You both talk about things that don't really matter, still kind of non-personal but you consider it as
a success nevertheless.
What's more shocking is the fact that the nightclub located in Itaewon is empty and already closed.
It's just you and Yoongi, bonding over drinks that you've lost count. You're not that drunk, just
enough to blubber while you're not sure if Yoongi is even listening to you or just acting as if he is.

You're careful not to get completely wasted, and for the first time this week you feel yourself relax.
Yoongi seems fine too, maybe a little bit lazier than usual but maybe it's because he seems to be
more relaxed. He still sticks to vodka, too lazy to make you drinks again so you're left with no
other choice than to do shots with him. It's your second one, the burning taste of the first one is still
fresh on your tongue.

"So, are you and Mark still hooking up?" you ask after a moment of silence, remembering Mark's
flushed cheeks and the noticeable shy look he was giving Yoongi the other day.

"What, you interested?" He can't help but tease you, earning the expected roll of your eyes. Is he
asking about himself or Mark? Not that it matters, they both aren't exactly ugly.

"As if," you huff, "Just curious." you murmur against the class of your coke, needing a little break
before taking the shot in front of you.

It's weird to be in a nightclub that's completely empty, no loud music blasting in your ears. It's kind
of relaxing. You almost laugh at your thoughts, momentarily distracted from your conversation
with Yoongi because he's taking his time to respond.

"No, we're not. I ended it." He decides to answer. You get the feeling he revealed something he's
not sure he wanted to reveal, but he doesn't seem to be too bothered as he takes a sip of his own
coke and reaches for the salted chips he pulled from one of the cabinets.

"Why?" you ask, wondering if you aren't being too nosy but you don't get that many chances to
pry. And there aren't that many times you're this nosy about him and his life. You can't believe him
and Mark hooked up. Not because they're both men, it's not that. Not at all. But somehow the
information of Yoongi hooking up with his brother's employee is quite shocking. You're not even
sure why.

"I had a feeling Mark is catching feelings, so I ended it before it could end up with a heartbreak."
he explains bluntly, as if he wasn't speaking about someone's feelings. Surprisingly, rather than
thinking that Yoongi is being cold it's not that thought that crosses your mind.

Despite you and Yoongi working together, you're not super close and don't consider him as your
friend. He definitely doesn't consider you as his friend. Somehow the two of you always end up
talking (or bickering is a more accurate word). But you think he sounds so blunt because that's who
he is. He doesn't show his emotions that much and it's okay. It's hard to tell what he's thinking. And
you mean by this is, that instead of thinking that he's cold towards Mark you realize that he put his
feelings first. You realize he didn't want to hurt him. Yoongi's words of not wanting to date remind
themselves in the back of your mind, making sense why he ended it.

"Did you tell him you're not interested in dating?" you ask, reaching for some chips too as you
munch on the salty snack.

"Of course," he almost scoffs as if you asking this question is ridiculous. "When two people are
hooking up, it's bound that one of them always catches feelings sooner or later." he states, surely of
his statement as you can't help but disagree.

"That's not true," you shake your head, "Me and Jungkook hooked up and none of us caught
feelings."
Yoongi chuckles at that causing you to frown. What's funny? "Either one of you did or you're both
lying to yourselves."

You roll your eyes at that. Again. Another person who thinks you and Jungkook can't stay friends
without being in love. To be honest, not all friends hooked up together but your situation is
different. You and Jungkook are different, and you're the only ones who understand that. To other
people it seems weird, sometimes you can't believe you had sex with your best friend. Many times
to be exact. But then you remember when you did have sex and how it felt. And you don't regret it.

"I know it's hard to believe and hard to get through your thick head," You ignore the glare he sends
your way, "But Jungkook is very much in love with his ex, well girlfriend now. Trust me, he
doesn't think of me that way or any other women at that."

He stares at you for a moment, you recognize confusion coating his dark and sharp eyes as he
shakes his head with a sigh. "Then it's just a matter of time."

"Oh my god, stop," you groan, "Women and men can be friends without being in love. You sound
like our friends. You guys just don't get our friendship."

"I'm not saying women and men can't be friends. Okay, maybe you aren't in love with each other.
But if you had continued fucking, I'm almost certain one of you would catch feelings," He sounds
determined, believing his words as you think it through.

You don't even think of Jungkook that way. It's impossible. He doesn't think of you that way and
your friendship is too precious. Before you can think about it any further, you shake your head to
shake them off.

"Maybe I'm wrong. I just speak out of my experience. Every person I've been with, I was always
straightforward that I'm not interested in a relationship. And it always ended up with someone
getting too attached."

"By someone I presume you mean the other person?" Yoongi isn't the type to get attached,
especially when he's too determined to let the person he's about to hook-up to know he's not
interested in anything further than sex.

"Yes," he answers, shrugging slightly. "Maybe it's just my bad luck." he tries to joke, actually
mustering a tiny smile of amusement from you in return.

"Well, me and Jungkook are different. I know it sounds impossible, considering your experience
but I don't think it justifies every person who hooks up with someone else. I mean... there are
people who just fuck and don't fall in love." you tell him.

He thinks it through for a moment, pursing his lips slightly before he gives you a brief nod. "You're
right."

"Oh my, did you just tell me I'm actually right?" you joke, nudging him slightly to his side as he
sneers at you.

"Oh, shut up," he mocks you, "But, you've to admit. There aren't many best friends that fuck too.
Besides, the two of you looked like a fucking couple."

"Yeah, so I heard," you chuckle. You've heard that quite often from your friends. "I guess we both
were lonely. Is it weird that we're completely fine even though we fucked and were too affectionate
during that time?"
Perhaps Yoongi isn't the right person to ask that, or even let him judge it in the first place, but you
still voice your thoughts wanting to hear his opinion.

"Weird? Fuck yes," he chuckles, noticing the way you shift on your spot with a little frown. "But
like you said, only you and him understand each other. I'm just telling you how it looked from an
outer perspective."

You nod, pursing your lips in thought as silence overtakes the two of you. If you've seen two best
friends suddenly kissing each other and being too touchy in public, you'd think there's more
between them then just friendship or them being friends with benefits. You kind of get why
Yoongi thought you're dating him. No, you definitely get it.

"If he didn't get back to his ex, would you still fuck him?"

The straightforward question surprises you a bit, your mouth opening in shock as you stare at
Yoongi who looks genuinely curious, as if he is testing something. Like you said, it's hard to see
what he thinks.

Would you still fuck Jungkook if he haven't gotten back to Kiko? Probably. Oh, who are you
kidding. Of course you fucking would. The sex with Jungkook has been wild ride that haunts you
till this day. As absurd or weird this sounds, considering Jungkook is your best friend, you wish
you had at least one last chance to let him pound you. You said what you said. It definitely has
something to do with your sex frustration and knowing Jungkook is a literal beast in bed doesn't
help.

Fucking Kiko is probably having the sex of her life right now. It pisses you off. Couldn't Jungkook
be average in bed? Does he have to be so fucking attractive? Which you always knew, but now
knowing what his abs feel like under your touch or how his dick looks is something you didn't
know a few months ago.

"Shamelessly, I'm saying yes," you tell him, ignoring the rush of heat that spreads on your cheeks
and you hope Yoongi doesn't notice in this dim lightning. "Just because he's fucking good in bed
and it sucks he's my best friend. I shouldn't think about him this way."

"That's debatable," he muses, causing you to look at him curiously as you silently tell him to
elucidate. "You shouldn't think about fucking him because he has a girlfriend. But you also can't
really control it since you know how that feels like. He got his girlfriend back and what did you get
from fucking him?"

"Some mind blowing orgasms," you answer immediately, too quickly as the answer spills naturally
out of your mouth before you can think about it. Yoongi stares at you with a raised brow as you
shrug. "I said what I said."

You're not lying though. He really gave you the best orgasms in your life. It'll be hard to compete
with that with your future partner.

"You're awfully honest when you're drunk." Yoongi comments amusingly, taking a shot to hide his
smirk.

"I'm not drunk, I'm slightly buzzed." Haven't you heard those words before? Weren't you the one
saying them? You can't remember, it sounds awfully familiar.

"Somehow I don't think you'd thirst over your best friend if you were 'slightly buzzed'." he says,
mockingly emphasizing quotes with his fingers.
"Yah, I'm not thirsting over him!" you exclaim, slapping his shoulder as he hisses at you but still
has that annoying grin plastered on his lips. He's enjoying this. "Okay, maybe I am." you add
quietly, letting out a dramatic sigh.

"You definitely are," he muses with pursed lips, causing you to be the one who hisses at him this
time. "You need to get laid."

"You don't say," you grumble with your nose scrunched. "Are you offering?" you tease him,
expecting to be met with a disgusted look on his face or his voice sounding disgusted.

However, you see him actually thinking about it. "Oh my god! Are you seriously thinking about
it?" you exclaim, laughing.

"What? No!" he tries to deny, but he shifts on his spot as his facade slowly falls down. Alcohol
makes him less expressionless. "So what? This guy hasn't got any action in a while." he grumbles,
your eyes almost falling out of their sockets.

Not because apparently, Yoongi hasn't had sex for a while. But because he actually thought about
it. Thought about you. The annoying co-worker that irritates him but is fun to tease because he's a
little shit. You can't lie, your sex frustration is annoying too. Just the thought of having someone
take care of you, sexually of course, is arousing.

"Are you even attracted to me?" you ask, eyes carefully observing him as a little frown of confusion
is decorating your face.

"I don't know." he answers with a shrug, causing you to scoff.

"Thanks, idiot," you grumble, seeing him grin in return. You don't understand this guy. "Well,
there's only one way to find out." You've no idea where this courage is coming from.

Yoongi looks at you curiously, although there's something telling you he has to at least find you a
little bit attractive if he suggested such a thing.

"Kiss me." you tell him, not expecting him such a blunt expression. He doesn't look not at least
caught off guard as he sucks in breath, looking somewhere behind you before he looks at you.

"Why should I be the first one to kiss you? Kiss me first."

You roll your eyes at his childishness. "You're such a kid," you comment, "Let's do it at the same
time."

"Fine," he murmurs, straightening himself as he inches closer to you.

It's weird to look him in the eyes, seeing him up close with the thought that you're about to kiss
him. However, your brain is clouded to think about the fact that this is Min Yoongi. The one and
only who's been a huge pain in the ass. Alcohol heats up your body, giving you more courage to do
this thing and it probably intensifies your need to feel some action.

You're not sure who kisses who first, you two somehow inch close to each other until your lips
meet in an awkward peck. You almost cringe, already feeling some type of awkwardness and when
you meet Yoongi's eyes, he probably thinks the same thing.

Okay, let's try it again. If it doesn't work, you'll pretend any of this didn't happen. He sees your
eyes glancing at his lips, recognizing what you're about to do and he doesn't protest. The kiss is
exactly that. It doesn't feel special but it's enough to light up the fire inside your stomach. It feels
nice, his lips feel nice. They're a little bit chapped but so are yours from the cold weather. This
time it's not a single peck, your mouths moving together.

There's a little bit of tongue and saliva while Yoongi keeps his hands to himself, touching you with
nothing but his lips only. You pull him closer, hearing him groan as he presses his lips rougher to
yours. Couple minutes of kissing leaves the two of you breathless, Yoongi standing up as he takes
your hand and leads you somewhere. You recognize the path as a path to Yejun's office. There's no
time to look around properly, you've been here once and that's when Yejun interviewed you, when
Yoongi presses his lips into yours.

"So I take it, I am attractive?" you chuckle into the kiss, feeling the edge of Yejun's desk digging
into your lower back.

Yoongi's hands are somehow respectfully on your hips, not letting them drop any lower.

"Anything will do," he says, going for another kiss as you pull back and nudge him in the cheek,
causing his head to turn to the side slightly. "What do you want?"

"You're ruining the mood, Min," you grumble, "I don't want to do this if you're not sure or feel
disgusted by me."

"You think I'd kiss you if I was disgusted by you?" he asks dumbfounded. "God, women. This is
why I usually hook-up with men." he grumbles, searching your face as you glare at him but there's
a tiny smirk twitching in the corner of your lips.

"Don't blame me!" you exclaim, "So... you prefer women too?" you ask timidly, glancing at him
who barely has any expression, simply staring at you. "Sorry, I didn't want to assume your
sexuality. I just always thought... y'know..."

Considering his little comments about Jungkook, and now you finding out he used to hooking up
with Mark, you somehow thought he prefers men. Well, you didn't think about it until now.

"You're doing exactly that," he grins, not offended at all even though he acts like it a little bit. "It's
just been a while since I was with a woman."

You nod, biting your lower lip in thought. You're not going to lie, making out with Yoongi made
the thought of enjoying this night to the fullest more appealing. Also, you're aware that if the two
of you were completely sober, none of this would probably happen. You're not wasted, neither is
Yoongi but you're both buzzed. You could taste the vodka on his lips, nothing too strong but the
taste is there.

"You wanna continue?" you ask, tilting your head slightly.

"I think I do," he answers, "Do you?"

"Yeah," you nod, giving him a consent he's asking for before you're kissing all over again. It's not
too rushed, even though there's no doubt the two of you are aroused. The pace is just fine and it
feels like you're both testing the waters with each other.

Deciding it's enough of kissing, you take off your hoodie and toss on the desk behind you, ushering
Yoongi to take his own too. He does, showing you his plain white shirt and buffed out chest. You
feel bad for wanting to compare him to Jungkook. It's ridiculous, they've different body types.
Yoongi still has his own charms. Your jeans follow next, there aren't many words said out loud,
both of you taking off your jeans purposely out of one reason. To get each other off. Back in your
mind you can hear yourself scolding that this is not you and you've never done this before. Sure,
you hooked up with Jungkook but that's different. Maybe you weren't dating him for real, but he's
always been close to you more than one way. Yoongi isn't a stranger but still, you don't know him
that well.

But why shouldn't you have fun? You both want this. You've had enough time to think about this,
to make sure this is what you want and it is.

Your thoughts are interrupted by Yoongi's fingers brushing against your clothed heat, your breath
hitching in your throat at the foreign but also familiar feeling. His fingers feel different, but the
feeling of warmth that spreads there is familiar. He rubs you through your panties, luckily you've
decided to wear your nice ones which are still kind of plain but at least there's a little lace on the
edges. Both of your shirts stay on your bodies, your hands fumbling with Yoongi's belt. Your throat
is dry, in desperate need to feel more.

When he hears your whimper, he tucks a finger under the hem of your panties before he looks up at
you in question, seeing you nod before you desperately tell him to take them off. He does, cold air
hitting your arousal but you're too distracted with pulling Yoongi's jeans down as you see his bulge
in his dark blue boxers. You're not going to lie, you're pleased that he's as much aroused like
you're. You had your doubts thought, you don't know why. It's still unbelievable that this is
happening.

You cup him through his boxers hearing a soft gasp as you squeeze him. He impatiently jerks his
hips into your hand, ignoring the little smirk you make sure he sees. He glares at you, rubbing your
clit in circles as it's your time to gasp. He grins at you, raising a brow at you. It's better to ignore
him, you think as you pull him out of his undergarments. Your throat gets dry again, too pleased
with seeing an actual dick. It makes you sound as if you were a hungered woman for some dick.
You're not. Just horny and sexually frustrated.

You give him a few lazy strokes, making sure you spread his pre-cum leaking from the tip over his
mushroom head to make it more pleasing for him. You smirk when he groans into your neck as his
breath hits your skin there. Suddenly, he drops on his knees looking up at you from the floor as you
stare at him surprisingly.

He doesn't say anything, simply spreading your legs as you happily comply. You can't believe you
feel an ounce of nervosity when you catch him staring at your heat. There's no doubt he sees your
juices spread all over it, he could feel it when he started rubbing your clit. Somewhere back in your
mind, you pat yourself for shaving this morning.

"Fuck, it's been a while since I've seen pussy." he breathes out, licking his lips as you stare with
widened pupils.

"That's probably the best and only compliment you ever gave me." you muse, sitting further onto
the desk as he looks up at you with a mischievous grin.

"Don't get used to it." he mutters, hands grabbing your thighs.

You don't dwell onto this too much, but his touch is more automatic. It feels nice but it's automatic
and you can feel that there's no crazed and longed desire for each other. You're there to simply
make each other feel good, you're aware that this won't repeat again. It's happening because of
current circumstances.

"Wasn't planning to." you point out, gasping when he finally puts his mouth onto your clit.

One thing has to be said. Yoongi is freaking good at using his mouth, making you see stars as you
finally feel something other than your own hand (which you've failed at) or the stupid sextoy
Jungkook bought for you. It's good to feel someone else touching you. You feel his tongue lapping
onto your clit and juices, tasting you. It doesn't take long for you to feel the burn between your legs
and the pit of your stomach, your hands slightly nudging away Yoongi's face. It's too soon.

Yoongi looks at you almost annoyed that you haven't allowed him to make you cum, though still
glancing at you with a curiosity.

"I want your fingers." you tell him, in a desperate need to feel stuffed. As much as his mouth is
amazing, wondering when was the last time he's been eating out a pussy, you need to feel
something inside of you. Even if it's not his dick, you've to feel at least his fingers. This way you
can pleasure him too.

"Demanding stuff now, I see." he chuckles, but happily complies and stands up to his feet.

You see him licking his lips as he scoots closer to you, sucking onto your neck while you feel his
fingers circling your hole. You gasp, not wanting to waste a time as you take his length into your
hand and start pumping him. The first moment he enters you with his fingers is unbelievable,
leaving you moaning as his dark hair rubs against your cheek, his lips busy kissing your neck. He
stretches you good with his three fingers, pumping them fast as he feels you tightening around
them.

"Fuck, no wonder your friend kept fucking you."

Perhaps in other situations you feel scandalized that he's bringing up Jungkook into this. Especially
if your hand is wrapped around his dick and his fingers inside you. Shockingly, you're not. The
thought of thinking about Jungkook in the middle of this makes you even tighter. If Yoongi
notices, he doesn't call you out on it and sets an even quicker pace. You do the same thing, his pre-
cum making your hand around him more comfortable as you keep jerking him off with faster pace.

Your and Yoongi's moans, along with the slick sounds coming from your heat and Yoongi's
fingers, are the only sounds in Yejun's office. Oh fuck, hopefully he won't know about this. Would
you get fired if he knew? Will Yoongi tell him? You shake off these thoughts, wanting to enjoy the
pleasure while it lasts because you can feel the familiar burn. Chasing after your orgasm, your hand
is focused on Yoongi's dick while the other one is gripping his shoulder for some support, while
your hips buckle into his hand.

"Fuck, I'm cumming."

Yoongi doesn't comment, already recognizing you tightening and loosening the pace of your hand
as a sign over you close to the edge.

"Then cum." he grunts at you, gently biting into your neck. Few more thrusts of his long and slick
fingers, you're cumming undone underneath them as you moan out low 'fuck'.

Yoongi slows down his pace and fucks you through your orgasm, his own hips shuttering as you're
reminded of his hardened length. It pulsates, still wanting to chase his own end as you grip him
harder and start jerking him off. You notice him looking down, not at your hand gripping his dick
as you expect him. His eyes are focused on your heat, watching your juices and cum dripping
down from your tight hole as his eyes darken. You smirk, spreading your legs wider to let him see.

"You like that?" you chuckle, getting a response in the form of grunt.

"Fuck," he moans, his hips completely freezing as you quicken your pace knowing he's already
there. "Fuck!" he groans, throwing his head back as he's cumming all over your stomach, the skin
there hidden by your shirt.

His body almost falls on yours, your arms wrapping around his frame as he holds himself against
the edge of the desk. "Fuck, sorry." he murmurs, clearing his throat as he straightens himself.

"What for?" you ask, letting your legs relax as a cold air hits you again.

"I ruined your shirt." he says, pointing at your shirt. You see as the fabric soaks some of his seed,
still the very visible stain of his cum.

"I'm used to you guys ruining my clothes," you joke, shaking your head at him when you see him
looking at you confusingly. You know what you mean, your little comment mainly amusing you as
you stand up.

There's no point in going any further. You're both content with how this ended, the look in both
eyes says it all as you give yourselves a nod.

"This won't be awkward between us, right?" you ask, just to be sure. Reaching for your jeans,
Yoongi does the same thing as he tucks his soft length back into his boxers.

He hands you your panties, getting a casual 'thanks' from you. "Not if you make it awkward." he
simply says, causing you to nod.

This is not the first time Yoongi has done something like this. He's pretty much casual about this
whole thing, not looking affected by the fact he pleasured his annoying co-worker, you. You're not
affected by it as you thought you'd be too. But still, you can't believe you just gave him a handjob
while he ate you out and fingered you. It's better if you don't overthink this, you don't even want to.

"Okay, see you at work?" you ask, putting a hoodie over your shirt as you mentally cringe when
you feel the wet fabric.

"Not to look like I'm clingy because I'm not," he starts, "But let's go in a cab together." Oh, right.
He has drank so he can't drive. Even though he looks completely fine and it looks like the handjob
completely has sobered him up, you both know he drank and it's not safe to risk it.

"Why?" You probably have an idea but you're genuinely curious.

"It's too late for you to go in a cab alone." he simply says, giving you a weird look that tells you
'what's the big deal?'.

Deciding it's fun to tease him, you grin at him as he stares at you dumbfoundedly. "Aw, one look at
my pussy and you're worried?" you coo at him.

He doesn't look amused at all, glaring at you as he scoffs. "This is why I mainly stick to dicks." he
mutters, already turning around and ready to leave.

"Yeah, because you're one of them." you say behind him, seeing him flicking you off while turned
to you with his back.

Your evil laugh resounds in the club while Yoongi makes sure everything is in its place and lights
are turned off, while you call the two of you a cab. See? It is possible to sleep with someone and
not catch any feelings, it can be strictly physical. You and Jungkook are the proof of it. And now
you and Yoongi are another proof of it. And you don't care what anyone else has to say about it.
 Chapter 35

It's been a little over a week since Jungkook has seen you, nine days to be exact. The lack of
contact the two of you had, apart from the messages Jungkook spammed your phone with, suit you.
You've missed him, especially on those lonely evenings you'd usually spend with him watching
movies or one of his stupid games he loves to play in his free time. Of course, if he's not working
out or doing something else as much productive.

Jungkook has really tried his best, even asked to hang out during a week but you politely declined
making an excuse which usually had been that you're tired or busy with work. It's not like you lied
to him, you had been busy and tired too. But usually none of those things mattered when it came to
you and your best friend hanging out together. Empathic as always, Jungkook completely
understood your lame excuses and always made sure he texted you during the day. Even if it was
just some stupid TikTok videos or meme picture that made you laugh.

As much as your lame excuses were partly right, there are two more reasons you've decided to
spend your free time alone. One, is that your bruise hasn't been completely healed yet. You didn't
need Jungkook to go crazy about the ugly colors your bruise managed to sprout into. Of course,
maybe you're being just too dramatic over Jungkook's reaction, which would be just as equally
dramatic, but you don't really yearn for his scolding all over again. The second reason is mostly
about you and doesn't involve Jungkook at all.

Two days since you and Yoongi dishonored Yejun's office, nicely said, it took you some time to
fully let it sink in, the fact you had Yoongi's dick in your hand while he went down on you. Who
would've thought something like that could happen? You surely didn't. You both went in the same
cab home that night and even though you felt a little bit weird about sitting next to him,
considering he had his mouth on you just a few minutes ago, things went back to normal. The two
of you never spoke about it, there's no reason to.

You were a little nervous about today, being the first day to see him since that happened, but today
proved to you there's no reason to overthink it or worry about it. You went back to normal and at
the end of the day, you're just two people who needed to get each other off. You drank, had fun and
that's it.

So when Jungkook texted you today, wanting to hang out with you you agreed. Since you've
settled your thoughts in your mind, you've realized you missed him and you don't want stupid
things to keep you from living your life outside work.

Rather than Monday being one of those evenings that you just hang out, eating food and sprawling
yourselves either on yours or Jungkook's couch, Jungkook has prepared a fun evening for you. He's
always been the one more adventurous.

Ice skating, it is for tonight.

God, you can't remember when was the last time you wore ice skates. Probably when you were
around seven when your uncle took you to the nearest lake in the middle of winter. You can still
remember him laughing at you when you fell on your bum, embarrassed since there were other
people around. That was the first and last time you ice skated.

Quite frankly, it's hard to do any activities with Jungkook because he's good at everything and if he
doesn't know something or has never done something before, he gets the hang of it quickly and is a
pure professional. It's annoying. You're not sure if you're ready to embarrass yourself in front of
him and everyone else. You wouldn't care (about the part of embarrassing yourself in front of
Jungkook) but you already know he's good at ice skating. You can already hear his devilish laugh
laughing at you, even though you know he's not evil at all. Maybe just a little bit.

From a distance, you can already see Jungkook leaning against the railing of the ice rink with a
phone in his hands. He's wearing a black padded jacket, the same one he wore that night of your
accident. However, there's a black bucket hat covering his hair and face, but still not enough not to
let you notice the slight frown he's got. Just as if he could sense someone's eyes on him, he looks
up his phone and scans the crowd of people. There are more people than you expected, considering
it's Monday but Seoul never sleeps.

It's until you're a few meters away from him that he sees you, putting his phone into the pocket of
his black cargo pants. He flashes you one of his gentle smiles, already outstretching his arms
towards you as you chuckle, hugging him as soon as he's close.

"Waiting for me?" you laugh, voice muffled by his chest.

"Who else, I'm always waiting when it comes to you." he teases, poking you in your ribs as you
pull away from him with a displeased frown.

Okay, maybe you're late sometimes. But not always! And it always is Jungkook who waits for you.
It's his fault he's always on time.

Jungkook's teasing grin fades as a soft look spreads over his features. "Let me see," he murmurs,
angling your head to the side so he can see the fading bruise.

You catch the displeased frown on his face again, his brows furrowed in worry but instead of
saying anything else, he simply sighs. "Does it still hurt?"

It does. Not like in the beginning, but you can definitely feel it when you lay on the side, pressing
the bruise on your soft pillow. "No," you tell him bluntly.

However Jungkook looks at you with an impressed look, swiftly touching your temple and the
bruise as he presses his thumb against it. "Ow, are you insane?" you exclaim, slapping his hand
away as he looks completely unbothered by your sudden outburst.

"Don't lie to me." he says simply, even has the audacity to shrug as if he didn't just hurt you. Okay,
it didn't hurt that much but it shocked you.

"You didn't have to press so hard," you mumble, feeling like a little kid as you gently pat around
the bruise. "When's Jimin coming?" you ask instead.

Jimin is supposed to hang out with you today but he's coming a bit later, so meantime you hope
you'll get the hang of ice skating so you won't embarrass yourself in front of him too. Hopefully,
Jungkook will teach you how to ice skate properly by then.

"Maybe in an hour? I don't know, he said he'll meet us here." Jungkook shrugs, stuffing his hands
into the pockets to hide them from the cold.

The first step is to get ice skates, renting two pairs for you and Jungkook, in the nearby stall where
you wait a few minutes in the line. You take that time to look around, admire the colorful lights all
around the ice rink. It looks almost magical, adding just the right atmosphere for winter and sets
everyone in the mood to ice skate. Scent of mulled wine and cinnamon flows in the air from the
other stalls. When it's finally your turn, Jungkook is the one who speaks and tells your and his foot
size, the two of you thanking the young lady who hands you the ice skates. You watch Jungkook
pay, telling him you'll pay him back for your half but he dismisses you by waving his hand.

You both scurry to the bench next to the stall to sit down and put on the ice skates. There's a little
girl sitting next to you, her mom crouching in front of her as she puts the little ice skates for her.
She's mesmerized by the lights, her face glowing with excitement and interest as you can't help but
smile at her cuteness.

"I'll suck at this." you comment, voicing out your thoughts especially when you look at people ice
skating so effortlessly. There are a few struggling, most of them being children which sets your
stomach into a nervous ball.

"We can get you one of those penguin aids, if you want." Jungkook says with all seriousness but as
you look at him, you notice his lips twitching while he's trying to hide a grin.

"Fuck off," you nudge his shoulder, growing annoyed at him. He's making fun of you. He looks so
excited while putting his ice skates, almost like a little kid.

Remembering there has been one sitting next to you and you openly cursed at your best friend, you
look beside you with breath hitched in your throat. You sigh in relief when you notice her mom
already putting her in the ice rink, her innocent ears in a safe distance from your big mouth.

"You're annoying." you murmur, sulking in your seat as you prolong putting on your ice skates.

Jungkook notices that, cackling beside you as he's all done, putting his boots in one of the lockers.
He takes your shoes, the only chance of you actually running away from here, and puts it in the
same locker. You watch him locking it and putting the key into his pocket. He turns to sit down
beside you and waits, noticing your puzzled look.

"Hey, I'm here," he says, smiling as he slightly nudges your shoulder with his own in
encouragement. Oh, fuck you feel like a little kid. Even a little kid is more excited than you're.
You're not sure why you're suddenly so unsure about this. And Jungkook already knows you need
a little nudge and encouragement. "I'll teach you."

"What if I fall and break my... I don't know, leg or arm?"

He snorts at your question, seeing your little grin but he knows you're not just joking. "I won't let
you fall." he says simply, shrugging as if it's not a big deal.

You glance at him skeptically before you tie your ice skates. Jungkook is the first one to stand up,
grinning excitedly as helps you to stand up too. He has a tight grip on your hands, slowly leading
you towards the ice rink which takes just a few steps. You're holding your breath the whole time,
watching Jungkook glide against the ice completely effortlessly as he turns to you, still holding
your hand.

"Come on," he turns his head towards the ice rink, nudging you to move as people behind you are
waiting to get into the ice rink as well.

There is no time to hesitate. Fuck it, you tell yourself as you get onto ice. You stumble a little,
Jungkook luckily there to catch you as he grins down at you, scrunching his nose.

"See? It's not that hard," he says, earning a roll of your eyes from you. What could you possibly
reply to that? It is not easy either. "Come on, let's move a little further." he says, gently tugging you
in the direction as you're forced to ice skate.

Your steps are a little too stiff, even you can tell but it's all because you're trying to hold your
balance without actually falling. When you allow yourself to relax, Jungkook is still holding your
hand firmly with his own, you find that it's not that hard and you're not too bad at ice skating. You
grow more confident with each glide you take, fully realizing Jungkook is ice skating carefully and
slowly to match your pace.

"See? You're doing great. You could be a little ice skater." he coos at you, stopping as you shoot
him a glare.

"Stop talking to me like I'm a kid." you scold him, still gripping his hand as he looks at your hands
and chuckles.

"You were pouting like one just a few minutes ago."

"No I wasn't!" you argue. You probably were. Jungkook had always noticed things about you you
hadn't. But you keep that to yourself, fully aware that Jungkook probably knows that too.

He lets go of your hand, cackling when he sees your widened eyes. "You can do it. Just go slow.
You're actually good at this." he encourages you, skating in front of you as he turns around to face
you. He's outstretching his arms, silently telling you he's there and will catch you if you fall.

You adjust your beanie, just a reaction to deal with your unsureness. "Okay, here I go," you sing
out lightly, chuckling at how nervous you actually sound. You're about to take your first step,
stopping as you look at Jungkook who's been waiting for you to finally move. "Actually, can't we
take a round before I go all by myself?" you ask, waiting for him to laugh at you.

All he does is smile in return as he outstretches his hand towards you again, nodding in response.
You clasp your hand into his, letting your ice skates glide against the ice with Jungkook by your
side. Him holding your hand gives you more stability and confidence, your steps bigger and much
smoother. He distracts you by having a casual conversation with you and even though most of the
time you're quiet, too focused on ice skating, it's working.

Just like Jungkook said, and now you believe his words, you're actually ice skating without doing it
stiffly. It's not perfect, nowhere near his ice skating, but it's enough. The nearby cries of children
that fall fills the place but you're too distracted grinning at yourself for doing an actual good job at
this. You finish the round somehow quickly, Jungkook's hand letting go off you as he's standing in
front of you, a good meter separating you.

The music playing from the outdoor speakers gives you more joy as you excitedly start dancing (or
more like trying to), moving your arms and hips as Jungkook laughs at you. "Stop, you're gonna
fall."

"I won't, I'm good at this." you joke, gliding against the ice as you skate forward.

Jungkook follows you, scolding you when he sees you wiggling your arms excitedly. "Y/N, you're
gonna fall."

You roll your eyes, "I won't." you repeat, doing the same thing just because you're stubborn and
excited that you're good at ice skating. Just as you finish your sentence, the right ice skate gets
caught onto ice a little causing you to stumble, but you quickly hold your balance.

"See? I told you," Jungkook scolds you, ice skating next to you as he makes sure you're alright.

"I told you," you mock him, "I just stumbled, gosh, relax Jeon I'm not gonna--"

You probably got overconfident with your own skills, trying to prove a point to your best friend as
you overestimated yourself. You're not sure what you've done, probably glid your leg wrong
because you stumble too much, both legs stumbling as you prepare yourself for the hard impact.
Instead, there are strong arms wrapped around you, your ice skates bumping into Jungkook's a little
too harshly but he holds his balance and has a strong grip around your body.

"Stupid," he scolds you, "You could've hurt yourself."

You wouldn't die of falling. Maybe of embarrassment yes.

"You said you'll catch me if I fall." you tell him stupidly, grinning while staring up at him. He's
close, his warm breath hitting your face as he disapprovingly shakes his head at you, squeezing
your waist a little bit too much.

"Just be careful," he murmurs as the two of you pull away, Jungkook eyeing you warily as if you'd
fall any second. "Stupid." he whispers, shaking his head again as you give him a toothed grin.

Both of you ready for the second round while you'll try not to run over any kids, pushing one of
those penguin aids. You look like a freaking amateur next to Jungkook, his feet practically flying
on the ice as the blade of his ice skates brush perfectly against the clear ice.

You still find yourself to have more fun than you expected. The little you is proud of yourself for
not falling on your bum this time. Unfortunately, back then you didn't have Jeon Jungkook to hold
you when you were seven.

Jungkook was right. Ice skating can be fun. There's not much place for conversation, you keep it
brief as you simply enjoy ice skating with your friend by your side. After a few rounds of your ice
skates glazing over the ice, the two of you decide to grab something to drink and eat. You scurry to
the very corner where a special stall is standing, selling some food.

Your choice is a warm tea called 'Christmas time' which should remind you of the very special
holiday with its taste. The black tea is enriched with a hint of cinnamon, orange peel and safflower
– indeed reminding you of one of the usual smells of Christmas. You and Jungkook decide to get
out of the rink to properly sit down, rest your legs for a bit, and drink your tea in peace.

Jungkook hums at the taste of the tea as he ordered the same one. You sit in silence for a bit,
simply enjoying each other's presence as you're watching people ice skating with music playing in
the background. The tea warms up your cold hands, your fault for not bringing gloves.

It's the moment when Jungkook takes off the bucket hat to ruffle his hair, that you finally notice
the change that makes you dramatically gasp before you can realize your loud and natural reaction.

"You got a haircut?"

Jungkook's doe eyes crinkle at the end as he chuckles at your reaction. "Yeah, it got too long."

"I loved it." you pout not hiding your disappointment, staring at the fresh undercut and shortened
hair that is parted in the middle, still showing his forehead. It's a little messy, considering it's been
hidden underneath the bucket hat for some time. Still, Jungkook makes it work and looks
annoyingly good.

"I can always grow it out," he says simply, tone light and a smile still attached to his lips.

This means no man bun. This is not fair.

"Don't I look good either way?" he jokes, nudging your side slightly as you snicker.

"Oh, shut up." He looks good and he knows it. His cocky and confident grin says it all. There's no
need to feed his ego.

In times like these you wonder again, why can't your best friend be less handsome? You almost
snort at your thoughts. During ice skating, you noticed a lot of girls staring his way – obviously
appreciating how he looks even with barely showing his face. Even a few guys turned around. It's
not annoying to you though. You've got used to people staring at him whenever you go out
somewhere. He's always the center of attention. Actually, all of your good friends are. Taehyung is
a freaking model, could easily do it as his profession if he wasn't so in love with art and working in
an art gallery. Jimin can be cute and handsome at the same time, showing so many different sides
of him. Deep down you know he's a flirty shit that loves all the attention. Both women and men.
He enjoys catching someone else's eyes.

"How's working in the club going? How long are you planning to work there?" Jungkook changes
the topic, reminding you that he hasn't been pleased of you working in a nightclub from the very
beginning. It's okay, you were skeptical too and if you didn't have to (and your finance would allow
you) you wouldn't have a part-time job.

Luckily, Yejun is an amazing boss and eased your nerves. Everyone working there is nice and you
actually feel like you can do this until the end. It's always good to save up some more money.

"Good," you answer, "I'm not sure. Maybe a few more months." you shrug, still not sure about that
decision yet. In two months, you could probably have enough money to buy a better car. And it's
always nice to have your Saturdays free and not having to spend your Sundays sleeping it off,
trying to relax at least one day without working.

"You were working on Saturday, right?" Jungkook asks, recalling one of your texts where you
mentioned something about still working in a club too after your accident. He didn't comment on it
but fuck, he wanted to tell you to take a day off to fully rest. Unfortunately for him and his usual
care, he knew you wouldn't listen either way.

The mention of Saturday makes you dryly gulp, the face of Yoongi and his body pressed against
yours pretty much clear in your mind. It's been only two days. You don't find your voice, simply
nodding in a fear he could've heard the slight discomfort in your tone if you were about to speak.
However, knowing you for some time he can easily tell when you're trying to play it cool. And you
take the sight in front of you as a distraction. But Jungkook can see right through you and scans the
side of your face that you're desperately trying to hide from him.

"What?" he chuckles, causing you to glance at him as you give him a look of confusion. Another
way to play it off again. "What are you not telling me?"

The way your eyes widen is enough to tell him that yes, his suspicion has been right but he's
already had a hunch.

"Nothing." you shrug, keeping your answer brief and short in hope he'll drop it.

"Oh, come on! Don't lie to me." Jungkook teases lightly, even lets out a light laugh but something
snaps at you (maybe the discomfort of Jungkook knowing) that words and tone are spoken out of
your mouth before you can control yourself.

"Me not telling you something isn't me lying."

He looks genuinely taken back by your outburst, doe eyes widening a bit before he clears his throat
and recovers from the shock. "Okay, you don't have to tell me." he says softly, almost awkwardly
staring at the floor.

You curse at yourself once again, feeling like an idiot for snapping at him. Jungkook is not the
only one used to you telling him almost everything that's been going on in your life. You're used to
it too and it goes the other way as well. It must feel weird to him to see you hiding something and
not wanting to hell him that, but of course, as a good friend he respects it and drops the subject.
Still, you see him slightly confused and a little bit baffled by your reaction which again, makes you
curse at yourself. The reason behind your outburst is pure panic that you've felt and are still
feeling.

Sighing, you shake your head and glance at Jungkook. You'd probably tease him and coo at him
for looking like a lost little boy, sitting next to you with a slight pout and a soft frown.

It's not that you're ashamed of yourself for what you've done with Yoongi. You accepted it that it
happened and you don't regret it, even though you know you both acted recklessly. The alcohol and
your conversation acted a huge part there as well. As much as you're fine with it (because there's
no reason you wouldn't be) you still catch yourself thinking 'Wow, have I really done that?'. You've
never slept with anyone that's not close to you. You'd say with anyone that you weren't dating but
you already broke that with Jungkook. You weren't dating him too (at least for real) and you both
had sex, something more than you and Yoongi did. But there was a deal and it had been under
different circumstances. You can't really compare that.

"I hooked up with Yoongi." You let it out of your chest, eyes already set upon Jungkook that seems
to freeze for a second before he looks at you, letting out a light chuckle.

"Come again? I thought I heard you saying you hooked up with someone." Something about him
staring at you like that tells you that he heard you perfectly, and looks alarmed. Almost as if he
wishes you'd just burst in laughter and tell him you're joking.

"You heard me right," you murmur, eyes dropping to your lap. "I hooked up with Yoongi on
Saturday."

You take this time to look at him again, wanting to see his face even though there's a part of you
wanting to just stare at the floor instead, just in case you'd see something negative on your friend's
face. Mostly, you don't care what others think about it. But it's different when it's Jungkook. Of
course, there are things that you're determined about and no one can change that. Not even
Jungkook. However, this current situation is in a way weird for you too.

"Yoongi? Isn't he that guy...?" he trails off, brows pinched in confusion as he recalls you complain
about him constantly teasing you and getting on your nerves. He looks nothing but confused. Trust
me, Jungkook... you're not the only one who's shocked, you think.

You still can't believe you hooked up with Yoongi out of all people.

"Yeah," you clear your throat, scratching the back of your neck with a nervous chuckle. "We were
just talking and I stayed to have a drink, but I wasn't drunk!" you explain quickly, not wanting him
to think Yoongi took advantage of you because you just know that thought would cross his mind at
the mention of you having a drink. "And then he joined me and we actually talked, like we had a
conversation, without biting each other's heads off? Can you believe that?" you let out a nervous
chuckle, already feeling yourself ramble. "And then--"

"Y/N," Jungkook chuckles, but it's so faint that you barely hear it. "I'm not sure if I wanna hear
how you hooked up with him."

Oh.

Your cheeks flame with embarrassment, your throat tight as you barely can swallow your saliva.

"Okay?" you ask with an awkward chuckle. That makes Jungkook set his eyes on you, searching
your face. "Don't look at me like that, please."

"Look like what?" His eyebrows lift up, confused again.

"Like you're judging me."

At this, Jungkook's features soften. "Y/N," he says softly, "I could never judge you."

You stare into his dark brown eyes, the lights around you shining in them as you see nothing but
honesty and understanding in them.

"I guess, I'm just shocked. I didn't think you'd just... him out of all people. It's just too much to
process for me, but I can assure you I'm not judging you. Hey, look at me," he calls out softly when
he notices you staring into your lap instead, his fingers tapping you on the tip of your nose. "Do
you regret it?"

You shake your head. You did get a good orgasm indeed and partly got rid of your sexual
frustration which a man sitting next to you is kind of responsible for. It's his fault for showing you
how good sex can be when you're doing it with the right person. Your standards for your future
partner and sex life has gone way upwards thanks to him.

"Good," he says, "You're an adult. It's your choice and no one can judge you for that."

You're not sure whether he's telling you that because he feels like you need to hear it and is being a
typical supporting and caring Jungkook, or because he really means it from the bottom of his heart.
And you're not too eager to figure that out, simply just going along with his words because you do
need to hear them.

You're an adult. It's your choice and no one can judge for that. That's right. Still, he doesn't need to
hear any details about your sex life. It probably wouldn't be too comfortable for both of you. He
doesn't talk to you about how he pounded Kiko into his mattress before they both went separate
paths for tonight's evening. He knows it's not something you'd be interested in hearing, nor would
he be interested in saying such a thing.

"Come on, let's drink this up. Jimin will be here any minute, I'm sure he'll want to ice skate as soon
as he comes." Jungkook says, lightening up the somehow stiff and weird atmosphere.

Nodding in response, you rather take a sip from your hot tea than saying something. Still, you can't
shake off how Jungkook seems to stay quiet for the rest of the time you sit, drinking your tea in
silence.

Jimin really came by the time you finished your tea, flashing you with his toothy and big smile as
he hugs the two of you. He squeezes your body tightly, ignoring your protests since you can barely
breathe as he enjoys being with his friends. It's been a while since you got to spend some time with
him as well.

"Tae's not coming?" you ask, curious about your other friend. Usually, where Jimin is, there is
Taehyung too. Those two are like inseparable twins, always together.

"No," Jimin says once he pulls away from the hug, a frown settling on his face. "That idiot doesn't
listen when I tell him he dresses in too thin layers. He got sick."

You and Jungkook chuckle at seeing Jimin so angry over Taehyung being simply irresponsible.
However, you do a mental note to check on Taehyung later to send him a message.

Just like Jungkook said, Jimin doesn't want to waste any time and quickly goes to a rental stall to
get ice skaters. And just like Jungkook, Jimin is just as amazing at ice skating, skating smoothly
while you keep complaining about it for the whole round. Jimin's bubbly laugh resounds around
the rink, his eyes crinkling at your grumpy face as he takes your hand to help you keep up with
their pace.

After a couple of rounds, even Jimin concurred that it's best to take a little break, so the three of
you stand in the corner of the rink leaning against the railing. Jimin's cheerful personality and
mood brought up a little light, especially after the conversation with Jungkook. You can't help but
shake off the weird feeling inside you from telling Jungkook about Yoongi. You've this urge to
clarify that you haven't had sex with him, not that it matters that much.

As if Jungkook could sense your thoughts and uncertainty on your face, he gives you a soft smile
while Jimin is talking about upcoming Christmas and his stress to buy presents.

"Oh, is your car fine now?" Jimin asks as if he just remembered something, specifically you
mentioning him your car got broken again, and just like that Jungkook's smile drops and he frowns.

"Uhh, yeah, it's getting fixed." you let out a nervous chuckle, avoiding Jungkook's dark eyes while
Jimin looks at your bruise.

"Ow, you poor thing. I'm glad you're alright." Jimin says eyes staying on your bruise for a moment,
"Well, I'm gonna grab something to drink. You guys want something?"

The two of you shake your head, your non-verbal answer just enough for Jimin as he nods and
makes his way towards the stall, ice skating effortlessly. Thanks Jimin, you think. You wouldn't
tell him about your car (not because you wanted to keep it a secret or something) but because you
don't need another person to worry about you. However, Jimin heard about your car accident from
Jungkook and then somehow in the conversation, you mentioned your car being fixed because it
stopped working again.

Obviously, Jimin is innocent in this. He thought Jungkook already knows about it and the thought
of you not purposely telling that to your best friend hasn't crossed his mind. He expected Jungkook
was the first person you told him about your car.

"Your car, huh?" Jungkook breaks the silence, staring at you with raised brow. "It broke again?"

"Isn't that obvious by now?" you murmur. You already know what's about to happen.

"Y/N!" he exclaims, not even surprised by your ironic remark

"What? What?" you exclaim back, using your hands to show your frustration. "Why are you
getting so worked up over this?" You know why, you just don't understand it. Some part of you
maybe agrees with Jungkook, yet you know he's being dramatic all over again because his
judgement is clouded with worry.

"Because you're being reckless. How have you been getting to work? To the club?"
Fuck, you feel like a parent is interrogating you.

Pursing your lips for a while, you stare with a guilty look on Jungkook in hope he'll let go of this
but his features only harden and cocks his brow at you. Sighing, you lick your lips before you say;
"By bus? Sometimes I call a cab--"

"Jesus, Y/N," Jungkook exclaims, staring at the sky as he rubs his temples. "Do you know what
could happen to you? Especially during the night?"

You'd rather not think about it negatively, even though you realize the risks. On the other hand...
What is the big deal? Countless people are using public transport too because they've no other
choice. It all depends on which side you look at it. Jungkook is obviously thinking about your
safety and well-being, which warms your heart, but he's starting to piss you off with this
neverending worry when it clearly doesn't help you.

"Worry about your girlfriend, Jeon." you snap at him, growing even more irritated by his attitude.
You know he means no harm, yet he just keeps scolding you like a fucking kid.

"I don't have to, she's not this stupid." he snaps back, your jaw dropping as you gape at him before
another wave of anger rashes through you and you act on impulse.

"Yeah, just stupid enough to cheat."

Rather than Jungkook looking angry at your jab, his features twist with hurt even though he's
trying to hide it by just glaring at you. Guilt washes over you, knowing how sensitive this topic is
for him. It doesn't matter you've a point, it was simply said out of purpose to anger him.

"Jungkook..." you sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose with your cold fingers as it's not the only
thing that got cold.

"You know, I just wish you'd stop bringing this up. I know you don't agree with me getting back to
her, but at least you could be more considerate and stop bringing that up." he tells you coldy,
scoffing under his breath.

"I didn't mean to--"

"No, you did mean it. I don't need you to keep reminding me of that," he snaps, shaking his head.
"I'll leave the key from the locker room at the stall." he informs you, your mouth opening and heart
racing.

"Jungkook, where are you going?"

"I'm gonna go home. It's late and it's getting colder." he mocks, ice skating to get out of the ice rink
before you can utter a single word.

You see Jimin looking confusedly as he skates towards you, frown settled on his face. "Where is
he going? What happened?"

Your face says it all. Something went wrong and your eyes filled with sadness is enough for Jimin
to put a hand over your shoulder in comfort.

"Home," you sigh, "He went home."

"Okay, what the fuck is wrong with you two?" Jimin asks, staring at your widened eyes.
"I wish I knew," You know it's not what Jimin asked about, but for now it's the only answer you
can give him. "I just said something hurtful to him while he was just being worried about me."

"You wanna talk about?" Jimin asks softly, eyes searching your saddened features.

"Can we get out of here first?"

"Of course."

Just like Jungkook said to you, he really left the key for you to get your shoes as you took it from
the young woman at the stall with a tight and forced smile. You clearly hurt Jungkook and you
knew you'd be hurting him by bringing Kiko, most importantly her cheating, into your
conversation. Jimin stays quiet for most parts, simply walking beside you as your thoughts and
guilt consume you. You admit to him what you said to Jungkook, not forgetting to mention you feel
guilty because all he did was show you how worried he is about you.

Jimin's pitiful gaze says it all. He doesn't say it, but he surely thinks you fucked up. Everyone
knows how touchy the subject Kiko is. Everyone out of those people who know about her
cheating.

"You know how he gets. Jungkook has always been protective over you. I'm sorry for bringing up
your car, I didn't know he didn't know about it."

"It's not your fault, Jimin," you sigh, "And exactly... I know how he gets and that's why I didn't tell
him. He just doesn't understand that I had no choice and he's being so freaking irresponsible too.
He offers me his own car, can you believe that?"

"I think I can do, actually," Jimin chuckles softly, "Jungkook always puts others first."

You know that. And that's why you feel guilty even more.

"I fucked up... he was so hurt when I said it."

"I think you should apologize and talk to him about it. You know he can't stay mad at you, it'd
drive him crazy to be on bad terms with you."

"I was about to apologize but he stormed off." you reason, sighing as your shoulders sulk.

Jimin giggles, putting his arms over your shoulders as he pulls you closer and rubs his hand over
your forearm. "You guys will work it out. It's just a stupid fight."

"Yeah, I hope so..." you murmur, "But when it comes to Kiko, I feel like everything changes."

"Oh, is that a jealousy I hear?" Jimin teases, laughing when you roll your eyes at him.

"Piss off," He laughs even more. "Why would I be jealous?"

Jimin lets go off you, stuffing his hands into warm pockets of his jacket as he shrugs. "I don't
know... because you dated?" He chuckles as if it's obvious but all he's met is your loud sigh and a
little scoff that follows after.

"Okay, spill it out. What really happened between you two? One second you're acting like you
weren't dating at all and the next you're arguing about something dumb." You were dumb in this.
It's your fault that you and Jungkook had a fight but you're glad Jimin doesn't mention that.

There's really no way out of this. Jimin already knows something's up and you feel guilty all over
again, knowing you've been lying to your friends. Even though Jimin seems to have caught onto
something, he still gives you space to tell him the truth. You've got two options here. Either you lie
again, make up some lame lie which he could see right through but just accept it, knowing you're
lying. Or to tell him the truth.

"Y/N, you're okay?" He notices your puzzled look, stopping when you do the same thing and he's
met with your too serious look.

"See... me and Jungkook," you start, gulping as he nods in understatement but you can tell how
curious he is what you've got to say. "We never really... dated."

It's out. You finally tell him, those words coming out of your mouth freely and it's easier than you
thought. You do feel some kind of relief now that he knows, his eyes widening as he stares at you.

"You what?" he laughs, genuinely confused. "You never really dated?" He keeps laughing, almost
as if he can't believe it but then he notices your serious and guilty look that his smile drops, big
eyes staring at you.

So you explain everything to him, the deal and how Jungkook found out about Kiko cheating in the
middle of it. And by everything you mean telling him that the two of you were simply physical,
and somehow became friends with benefits with this twist of the deal being involved. You don't go
into much detail, simply infoming your friend that yes, you've had sex with him. You purposely
skip the part how many times you've had sex. That's not important.

Jimin looks stunned for a second, if it weren't for his occasional blinks you would've thought he's
not alive anymore.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" he shrieks, mouth opened in horror as you cringe at his loud tone.

"Shhh, we're in public." you shush him, looking around just to find only a few people in the alley,
barely paying you any attention.

"Oh, don't you shush me," Jimin scoffs, rolling his eyes. "You two are so fucking dumb. Why
would you ever agree to that?"

"I know it sounds ridiculous--"

"Because it is," he interrupts you, met with your glare. "Sorry."

"I didn't agree at first but then I thought... why not. I know it sounds fucking stupid of us but we're
fine!" you assure him, seeing him raising his brow at you.

"Yeah, I can see that."

"That has nothing to do with our deal. Our fight was because I mentioned Kiko cheating. Really,
Jimin... me and Jungkook are fine and we're friends like we used to be. It's not weird between us, I
know it's hard to believe but remember when we hung out? Or when we went to karaoke with Tae
too? You couldn't believe we're just back to normal when we were 'dating' but that's the thing. We
never were dating." you explain

Jimin looks exhausted, closing his eyes for a moment as he lets your words sink in. "Still... you and
Jungkook hooking up. I don't know Y/N... I think you were risking a lot considering how
protective you've always been about your friendship. Weren't you guys laughing in our faces when
we mentioned you and Jungkook having sex? You both practically cringed at the thought of that."
You get it. He's confused and it's hard to process such information.

"We did... but we had a conversation and I mentioned Haechan and then the idea of our deal came
up... it doesn't matter now. We can still be friends even if his dick had been inside me."

"Y/N!" Jimin exclaims in outrage, letting out a scandalous gasp as if he wasn't just devil himself
underneath that angel-like face. "So, what? The two of you are just fine and went back to normal?"

"Pretty much," you shrug, "We were always normal, the difference was we were fucking at that
time too."

"Freaking god," Jimin groans, looking at the night sky for a moment before glaring at you. "You've
no filter."

"When have I ever had one?"

"Touché." Jimin murmurs, earning a punch to his arm from you.

"Oh, fuck!" you almost scream, head thrown back in pure ecstasy as your walls contract around his
thick length.

"You like that, huh?" The deep voice meets your ear, the lips brushing against your earlobe as he
keeps hitting the same good spot. You're so close.

Jungkook's pelvic bone keeps hitting your one, sweat trickling both your bodies but you don't care.
Your hands are all over his muscular back, pushing him even closer to you as he grunts. It feels so
good. But then it's like with a snap of fingers something comes up your mind and you're mumbling
Jungkook's name, hands slowly pushing his chest to stop him moving.

You're met with those doe eyes staring at you innocently as he's nothing but curious why you
stopped him.

"What are we doing?" you ask, chest heaving as you sit up, his length slipping out of you as you
already miss the feeling of his thick cock stretching you.

"Fucking." Jungkook shrugs, ready to lean to kiss you but you push against his shoulders gently
and shake your head.

"No... I mean, the deal is off. You're dating Kiko now. What are we doing?" There's panic inside of
you, the instant disgust that it's not caused by Jungkook but the fact you're having sex with him
when he's dating someone else. This is wrong. This is so wrong.

"What are you talking about, baby?" he chuckles, cocking his head cutely at you as he laughs with
confusion written on his face. "The deal is not off. I'm not dating anyone."

He frowns but smiles at the same time, the same confusion still attached to his morning bare face
as your heart starts beating fast. You can feel it pumping in your chest until Jungkook fades all of a
sudden and you snap your eyes open.

The first thing you notice, other than the street lights slightly shining through your closed blinds, is
how hot your body is. With breath quickened, you stare at the plain ceiling with your heart beating
fast in your chest. You take a moment, replaying the dream that felt surreal and real at the same
time, guilt hitting you when you realize that Jungkook came into your dream mostly from the fact
you both fought. You've been thinking about him even until Jimin dropped you home, checking
your phone just in case.

You had sent him a message, asking if the two of you could talk but he still hasn't replied which
means you'll come to terms with the reality that he's simply ignoring you. Jungkook would always
reply within minutes, there's no chance he hasn't checked his phone since he left.

Sudden blush creeps on your warm cheeks, embarrassed by the dream. Why did you have to dream
about that exactly? Sighing, you check the time. Great. You woke up an hour before your alarm.

Damn Jeon Jungkook. He won't even let you sleep in peace. However, this time you're more guilty
than he is.

You hadn't slept that much after that, kept tossing around in your warm bed which had become
annoying and you had decided it's better to start your day. You still had a bus to catch.

The day has dragged slowly, keeping your mind mostly occupied but you'd lie if you said you
hadn't checked your phone a few times, waiting for a message from a certain someone.

Not even the beautiful snow coating every surface outside has helped your soar mood. By the time
you're clocking off with Yoongi by your side, ignoring his usual teasing, it's still snowing. As
you're walking out of the building, your eyes are attached on the stairs in hope you won't fall on the
slippery pavement.

"...we should get a raise, at least I should." Yoongi grumbles beside you, complaining about
Junho's work ethic once again and doesn't forget to boost his own ego while doing so.

Simply rolling your eyes, you look at the dark sky while snowflakes fall down onto your nose.
You've to hurry, you've a bus to catch and if you don't want to stand at the bus stop while snow is
getting thicker and thicker, you should move your ass. However as you look down, still walking
with Yoongi you notice a car parked directly in front of you just a few meters away from you and
Yoongi. Not just any car.

Jungkook's black Mercedes is hard to miss, the sleek black color catching everyone's eyes as
Jungkook himself is standing and leaning against it. The hood of his jacket is draped over his head
but you'd recognize him anytime. It's a weird coincidence, Yoongi's car parked right beside his as
you're walking to him with Yoongi by your side.

However, your co-worker seems unaware of Jungkook's presence until you're almost a meter away
from him, his sharp eyes glancing at Jungkook who's already staring at you.

"Hey," You decide to say, not hiding your surprise and confusion by his presence. Jungkook just
nods your way in silent greeting, your lips pressed tightly as you feel annoyed by the lack of
greeting. It's just your ego acting up, you know that... yet, you wish he'd at least say hi. "What are
you doing here?" you ask, stopping in front of him as you pull your coat closer to your body.

Instead of answering, Jungkook looks at Yoongi who seems to be standing next to you, watching
the scene in front of him with almost an amused smirk. However, Jungkook looks nothing close to
being amused and you see the slight glare he's giving Yoongi.

Yoongi decides to take the matter into his hands, chuckling underneath his breath as his monotone
voice fills the awkward silence. "I'm Yoongi."

"I know who you are," Jungkook almost snaps, glancing at you as he's met with your furrowed
brows. "Jungkook." he grumbles in return.

"I know who you are," Yoongi simply says in return, purposely provoking him maybe as he grins
at you. Jungkook clenches his jaw, but keeps his mouth shut. "I gotta go. See you tomorrow."

All you can muster is a simple nod as you see Yoongi walking to his car from the corner of your
eyes. It doesn't take long for him to drive from the parking lot, leaving the two of you completely
alone as you stare at Jungkook who barely seems to look into your eyes, instead focusing his eyes
elsewhere.

"Why did you come here if you're ignoring me?" Surprisingly, your voice sounds nonchalant as
you stare at your best friend with a raised brow, not breaking your stoic facial expression even
when he looks at you.

The truth is, it was never his plan to drive to your work. He's seen your message but wanted some
time to think, mostly focused on the hurt your words caused him. It's certain you feel guilty, he
knows you and saw the guilt on your face as soon as you said those words. That doesn't mean he's
not hurt and should be okay with it. He was driving, thinking about your message and how guilty
he felt for not replying. It's already dark, he thought knowing you're about to take a public
transport. Bus or train, he's not sure. But he didn't, still doesn't, like the idea of you walking to the
bus stop late and when it's dark.

Guilt eating him out, he started driving towards your work company knowing he has to put his
pride aside for a moment. He cares for you. And you wanted to talk anyway. It's killing two birds
with one stone.

He rolls his eyes, actually rolls his eyes at you as his tongue pokes his inner cheek, staying silent
for a second. "You wanted to talk." he says simply.

"You haven't replied to my message." you point out, licking your dry lips.

"I'm here, aren't I?"

"You are," you hum, staring at your friend who seems to be interested more in falling snow rather
than you. "Jungkook, why did you really come?"

He averts his eyes to you, searching your face as you notice him trying to act as neutral as he can.
"I told you, you wanted to talk so I'm here."

That doesn't make much sense. He didn't have to come all the way here just to talk with you,
especially when he barely even glances at you. You can feel the hurt and battle he has with himself
just from standing in front of him.

"You could've just texted back." you point out, corner of your mouth twitching knowing you're
provoking him at this point. You could be glad he came to you. You're the one who hurt him. And
you appreciate it, yet you want him to speak openly with you rather than being silent and ignoring
your presence. What's the point of that, right?

"Is your car still not fixed?" He ignores your remark, glaring at you when he sees your lips twitch
in amusement, realization hitting you like a ton of bricks. Oh, that's why he came at this time. He's
worried about you going home this late, using public transport. It all makes sense and you can't
find the smile off your face. Your heart warms up at the realization, even more when Jungkook is
ignoring your obvious reaction.

You shake your head, confirming his thoughts as he clenches his jaw for a moment, before he says;
"Hop in, I'm driving you home."

He doesn't wait for your reaction, turning around to go inside the car. You listen to him, biting your
lower lip as you can't seem to shake off your smile. When you get into the car, Jungkook doesn't
say anything and simply lets the music turn on. He drums his fingers against the steering wheel,
the other one resting against the arm rest as he picks on his bottom lip. Apology is ready to burst
out of your mouth, but you stop yourself. You want him to look at you when you're saying it,
there's a small part of you worrying you'll just make it worse. Still, you've to address the problem
and apologize because you're fully aware you've hurt him.

Maybe Jungkook expects you to be the first one to say something. You feel like an idiot too. He
came all the way to pick you up and drive you home, yet you're the one who fucked up this time. It
makes you feel even more guilty.

As Jungkook parks in front of your apartment building, he stays in the car as you let out a loud sigh
staring at him. "You wanna come upstairs?"

In other situations, the two of you would laugh at how bad it sounds and someone could get the
wrong impression if they heard you. You can practically hear your and Jungkook's giggle but all
you're met with right now is pure silence. Instead, he unbuckles his seatbelt and gets out of the car.
Sighing, you do the same thing as you walk around the car to stand in front of him.

"Jungkook, I'm sorry," you tell him, waiting for him to look at you. And he does. He looks empty,
just his way of hiding him being hurt. "I know what I said was wrong. I shouldn't have done that, I
know I hurt you. I also know you don't have to be reminded of what happened between you and
Kiko," You try your best not to let her name sound bitter. "It was insensitive of me to throw that
into your face."

"It was," he agrees, "Is this how it's going to be? Whenever there's an argument behind the corner,
you'll throw that in my face?" He doesn't sound angry, a little bit bitter yes, but he also sounds
curious.

"No, of course not," you sigh at yourself, "I know you care about me and it wasn't right of me to
bring that up while you were worrying about me... or ever." you murmur.

He nibbles on his bottom lip, looking innocent and cute with his doe eyes.

"I don't deserve you, Kook."

"Stop," he sighs, "This is not about that."

"It is. If it helps, I've been feeling like a bitch ever since we fought."

At this, he lets out a light chuckle but it's not the same one he lets out whenever he's purely amused.

"I know you don't agree with me, Y/N," he starts saying. Something tells you you don't want to
hear what he has to say simply just from the fact it'll make you uncomfortable. And it does. But the
least you can do is listen to him, knowing he's right. "But I need you to respect my decision. This is
why I was talking to you about her in the first place. I can't stand between you two, choosing only
one of you."

You nod, biting your lip since you're not sure what to say. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."

And you hug him, wrapping your arms around his frame as you inhale his scent. Meeting the soft
scent of his cologne that you've missed more than you'd ever admit to him. You've never used to
fight like this before. Like serious fights, not just the stupid ones that ended with the two of you
cackling with one another.

"Hug me back." you whine, voice muffled by his sweatshirt as the zipper of his jacket brushes
against your nose.

Jungkook's arm stays limp beside his body, not doing any movements to grant your wish. "I don't
want to hug you." he murmurs childishly, causing you to slightly pull away with arms still around
his frame.

You meet his eyes, your pout evident as you look at him with puppy eyes. He averts his eyes
between yours as he nibbles on his bottom lip, letting out a loud sigh at the end as he pulls you
closer. His arms are wrapped around you, hugging you this time too as he gently squeezes your
body.

"I'm sorry."

"You already said that." he murmurs.

"I know," you murmur back, "I hate when we fight."

"I hate it too." he admits, rubbing your back slightly.

"I'm sorry I hurt you. I should've been more considerate, I said it without thinking which of course
doesn't excuse my behavior."

"It doesn't," he sighs, "But I know you regret it. I just need you to be more understanding. I'm
aware of your opinion about me and Kiko, in a way I understand why you don't agree with it. You
want to protect me, I'd do the same thing for you. I just really need you to trust me and be more
understanding. I know what I'm doing."

Sometimes, we think we know what we're doing but it ends up being an exact opposite. However,
you keep your mouth shut and just let him hold you. Maybe it's how vulnerable and hurt he sounds,
or it's the way he's hugging you enveloping your body with his big one, but you feel blink away the
tears that spill away nevertheless. Jungkook is completely oblivious to a few tears sliding down
your cheeks, until he hears a soft sniffle that makes him pull away to look at you.

You look at him defeated, embarrassed that he sees you crying. "No, why are you crying?" he
almost cries out, cupping your cheeks as he wipes the tears with his thumbs.

"I'm sorry." you cry out, trying to push his hands away but he holds you firmly. He's looking at you
with a frown but it doesn't take a long for his expression to soften.

"Don't cry," he murmurs softly, "I hate seeing you cry."

You know that. Yet, you can't control your emotions as you sniffle again.

"Okay." you whisper, looking down at your boots as Jungkook snickers at your current appearance.
You look so cute even when you're crying.

"Why crying all of a sudden?" he giggles, wiping your tears again as he adjusts your beanie.

"I don't know," you shrug, "I think my period is coming."

"Well, that explains everything." he points out, chuckling when you punch him in the stomach.
"Shut up, I really am sorry." you sniffle, hating how cold your cheeks feel like when Jungkook
pulls his hands away from your face.

He's grinning at you amusingly. "I know." he says softly at the end, poking your nose in the
process while he earns another punch from you.
 Chapter 36

"Ow, what the fuck," Jungkook yelps loudly, straightening himself so quickly that he almost
knocks you in the face with his forehead. "It hurts!" he whines.

"Man up," you scold him, pushing his head back to the pillow that's on your lap.

You're met with a deep scowl of hurt on his face mixed with a glare he's giving you, but you ignore
him. In his defense, it was your idea to have a pampering night and you practically forced him to
put a face mask too. In your defense, he's the one who kept complaining about that one pimple on
his cheek that you so gladly (because you're such a good friend) have decided to take care of. He
could easily pop it himself but like you said, you're such a good friend that you told him to lay
down, even made it comfortable for him, and started taking care of his face.

It's been two days since you and Jungkook made up. You've been feeling like a shit even after
apologizing, knowing the fault is mostly on your part, and that's why you've decided to call him
over in hopes he'll agree. A small part of you knows that the reason for wanting to hangout with
him is mostly because you need to assure yourself the two of you are fine. Maybe popping out his
pimple isn't the best solution how to assure yourself but you already know that you're just fine and
there hasn't been any permanent damage done to your friendship.

"Do you have to do it so harshly?" he scolds you in return, flinching when you press a little too
hard but it's the final touch as you pop it out with enthusiastic yelp. Yes, perfectly fine friendship.

"Hand me the make-up removal pads please," you tell him, ignoring his scolding as he obeys and
hands them to you.

You wipe his face again, using toner right after as he finally allows himself to relax knowing the
worst part is already behind him.

"All done." you call out excitedly, slapping his cheeks a few times as the glare is back, making
sure you see it before he sits up.

By the time you're cleaning and tossing all the used and dirty pads to the bin, putting your skin care
products back to its place in your bathroom, Jungkook is watching a movie you turned on. The pink
rabbit headband that held his hair from his face is long gone, tossed on your coffee table.

You plop on the seat next to him, feeling fresh from the mask and products you put on your face.
Both your and Jungkook's faces are glowing from your effort, despite Jungkook's previous protests.

The two of you go back watching the movie you so successfully ignored from the beginning, not
really minding you've no idea what's the movie about in the first place, well if you don't count
Jungkook reading the description of it when you were choosing one.

"Where will you be on New Year's Eve?" Jungkook asks, eyes still attached to the television as he
munches on the popcorn you prepared at the beginning of the movie.

Christmas is getting closer each day, so is New Year's Eve. It used to be a tradition between you,
Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung to celebrate New Year together as a group of friends. However, last
year Jungkook celebrated separately with Kiko and her family in Japan. From what you can
remember, he felt really bad about not living up to your unspoken tradition and even debated
whether he should go. As much as you wanted to celebrate New Year's Eve with him, it'd be selfish
of you to say and admit that to him knowing he'd probably stay.
It was kind of a last minute plan as Kiko's family invited them to celebrate New Year's Eve with
them. You still remember him stressing over the phone when they started dating and he was about
to meet her parents. He was so stressed and almost frightened, trying to think of ways to impress
them. But you told him he doesn't have to do anything, just be himself because he's already
enough. He's Jungkook for fucks sake. There possibly couldn't be a better boyfriend for her and her
parents.

And just like you told him that night, they loved him the second she introduced him to them and a
huge rock fell off his heart.

So last year, you celebrated it without Jungkook, just you, Jimin, Taehyung and a few of their
friends in the city watching fireworks and just having fun. However, Jungkook made sure to call
you and your friends a little after midnight to wish you a Happy New Year. It's a pity Jimin and
Taehyung were too wasted to even remember him calling.

To hear him asking you about your plans this year spark a new set of curiosity and excitement
inside you, wondering if he's going to spend it with you and the boys again.

"Not sure," you answer, eyes already set upon him as he glances at you and chuckles at your big
eyes that are widened with curiosity. "Why?"

He puts away the bowl with popcorn in it, dusting his hands off as he clears his throat. "Jin's family
has this cabin like, four hours away from Seoul and he invited me, including you, to spend the New
Year's Eve there. Tae and Jimin already agreed to come."

You're a little shocked to hear Taehyung and Jimin already agreed, considering none of you
mentioned it to you. You talked on the phone with Taehyung the other day, wanting to make sure
he's feeling okay but he only assured you Jimin exaggerated like always and he caught a little cold
but is fine. It's weird how their friendship sometimes reminds you of you and Jungkook.

And you also talked to Jimin, mainly telling him not to tell anyone that you and Jungkook were
never really dating and it was all fake.

"I wouldn't say that to anyone else and I won't, I promise." he promised you, his soft voice
resounding from your phone.

Well, you didn't mean anyone else because you know Jimin wouldn't go around and talk about
your private business. You were talking about Taehyung. Not because you don't want him to know,
but because you want to be the one who tells him.

"Yeah, that sounds like fun." you offer him a smile, glad you've already got plans. If he didn't ask
you, you'd probably stay a few days longer with your parents.

"Yeah," he says, smiling but he looks away for a second as he clears his throat, gaining your
attention once again as you stare at him with a confusion written on your face. "I think you should
know Kiko is coming too." he says, making it sound as if he's warning you of her presence.

Oh. Well, that's expected. This is what Jungkook was talking about, right? There will be a time
when you and her will see each other again.

You've to admit, you're not that pleased at the sudden news which if you thought about it, could've
been quite obvious. Of course, he's not going to spend NYE without her. But it doesn't really matter
whether you're pleased with it or not, you could always decline his invitation. What matters is how
careful Jungkook looks and sounds, almost as if he's expecting you to throw a tantrum or
something. Kiko is still a very touchy subject in your conversations and you feel sorry because
you're the reason behind it this time.

"Okay?" you let out a chuckle, but it sounds forced even to your ears. "Don't look at me like that,
Kook. I'm not gonna bite your or her head." you joke, seeing him letting out a chuckle as he shakes
his head.

"I just want everything to go fine." he says gently, features softening as he looks at you.

"I don't think that's just up to me but you don't have to worry about my part. I respect your
decision."

He eyes you for a moment, almost as if he's looking for you to crack and laugh in his face, but you
seem to be honest and even offer him an assuring smile before you take the bowl from the coffee
table he put there.

"Thank you." You hear him say, glancing at him to be met with an appreciative smile before he
takes the bowl from your lap.

"Hey! I had it first!"

"No, you hadn't."

And just like that, everything is back to normal. You just hope it'll stay like that.

"C'mon, just one drink."

You hate intrusive people, especially if they're guys, drunk guys. It seems like an irritated twist of
your features are not enough to flick off this guy. Who even let him in? He looks like he's in late
forties, in a club with a bunch of horny young adults. On other hand, he doesn't look as if he could
be dangerous or a pervert, but he is annoying which you ascribe to the alcohol flowing in his
system. Even from your safe distance behind a bar, you can notice the flash in his reddened eyes
and the laziness in his motions.

He's been here for the past ten minutes, not leaving even as you take the orders and pour others a
drink. It seems like he's solely focused on you which scares you a bit and you glance hesitantly at
Yunhyeong, the security in his thirties, deciding you'll give him the signal if this man won't leave
in the next five minutes.

"I can't drink, I'm working sir. I'm sorry." you decline him for what seems like a hundredth time by
now.

"Oh, that's a shame," he gasps out dramatically and drunkenly, most importantly, slapping his
hands against the counter. "Let me at least buy you a--"

"Aren't you too old to hit on younger ladies?"

Your head shoots up in the direction of the incoming voice, audible enough for you and the man to
hear as your eyes widen in shock. There's an edge in his tone, purposely calling out the man for his
intrusiveness and maybe even his age, as you see the young guy almost smirking when he sees the
older man's brow twitch.

You're speechless at his forwardness and bravery you guess, considering the guy looks twice
bigger than the man that approached the two of you. He looks young, even younger standing just a
meter from the man who's obviously older than you or him. His height does make him look a little
bit older but you can tell he's around your age. But wow, he looks handsome as he eyes the older
man waiting for his response while he stutters over one.

The black leather jacket clings to his upper body perfectly and if you look over the counter, maybe
you'd be able to appreciate his skinny legs more. It's hard to describe what his real hair color is, the
club's lights distort its color but it looks brown. A light brown.

"Aren't you old enough to be in this club, kid?" The older man reacts, drunkenly just like you
expect him to, but his words are able to be understood.

You look at the guy who seems completely unbothered by the jab about his age, as if he expected
nothing less of him. "Old enough to know when a woman is not interested."

Your jaw drops, eyes widening as the man tries to straighten up but he stumbles a little, almost
knocking the bar stool next to him. He looks at you, your eyes immediately going to the young
handsome guy for help, but before he can jump to the rescue again, he lets out a big puff of
annoyed breath.

"Whatever."

He turns around and stumbles into the dancing crowd, causing a few people to curse at him until he
disappears and is in a safer distance from you. The young man stays in his place, glancing at you
and doesn't hesitate to open his mouth as soon as your eyes meet.

"Are you okay?" he scoots closer, standing where the older man was standing just a few seconds
ago.

"Yeah, thanks for that." you tell him, offering him a humorous chuckle even though you don't find
it funny.

If this guy hasn't approached you, you'd just give a signal to Yunhyeong and he'd take care of it.
But it's not comfortable to be in this situation nevertheless and at the end of the day, you're thankful
he decided to step in before you had to call an actual bouncer and maybe cause a scene.

"Don't mention it, I'm shocked no one else came to rescue you," he tells you, still eyeing you with
worried eyes which is crazy because he doesn't know you. "Can I buy you, I don't know... orange
juice?" he asks, laughing as you join.

"Shouldn't I be the one buying you a drink?" you ask in return, corners of your mouth twitching in a
smirk as he looks down for a moment with a smile on his lips. Damn, he's cute and hot at the same
time.

"Of course not, you're a lady." he says with a grin causing you to laugh at his comment. He does
look like he's amused and just said it to lighten up the mood, but there's a little spark of honesty
when he keeps looking at you.

"Well, this lady should thank you again for your help and maybe offer you a free drink." you
propose.

He smiles at you shaking his head. "I could not possibly take that, besides, I asked first."

You amusingly roll your eyes, "My drinks here are free, perks of me working here."

"I'd still like to buy you that non-alcoholic drink or whatever you prefer. Please, let me do it, you're
crushing my ego right now."

"Men and their egos," you feign an annoyance causing him to grin at you innocently, "Okay, I'll
take you on your offer and pour myself orange juice."

From the corner of his eyes, you see him pleasingly grinning at you in triumph as he slaps a few
cash on the counter. You take it, giving him the money change as he's already shaking his head and
puts his hands in surrender, but he probably doesn't know you've one male best friend with a huge
ego and stubborn ass to deal with on a daily basis. You're quicker than him, already opening your
mouth.

"You've your ego and I've got mine, so take the change." you tell him sternly but there's a pinch of
amusement in your voice as he eyes you, sighing in defeat as he takes it.

"Thanks," he says, stuffing his wallet into the pocket of his jeans as he gives you a smile. "Umm,
yeah, I should probably go. Have a nice rest of the night." he says somehow awkwardly, still
lingering on the same spot.

You almost feel your cheeks flush at his cuteness and obvious awkwardness of his uncertainty, but
you appear confident as you give him a great view of your smile. "You too, thank you..." you look
at him questionably and he almost jumps at the opportunity to introduce himself.

"Haneul, I'm Haneul."

"Haneul," you let his name roll off your tongue with a tint of teasing. Fuck, are you seriously
subtly flirting with him just like that? "Thank you, Haneul."

He nods, looking at you in expectation and you see it in his eyes, having this urge to tease him a
little as he chuckles in amusement when he recognizes your bad attempt of trying to hide your grin.
"Won't you tell me your name?"

And you do want to tease him for a second but you can already see a group of people approaching
your side of the bar, so you let out a giggle as he joins you. "Y/N, I'm Y/N." you repeat his
previous words only revealing your name this time as he nods, muttering your name under his
breath.

He gives you a slight wave, showing his nice smile at you for the last time as you wave at him
back, feeling your cheeks flushing as he turns around.

"Dude, where were you? Was the line to the restroom that big?" One of the guys approaches him
before he has Haneul in a headlock, both guys laughing as Haneul tries to push him off.

There's a small smile on your lips for the rest of the night, your mind going back to him a few
times when you actually have the time to just rest for a while. Unfortunately, there's no sight of
him for the rest of it too.

On the other side, Jungkook has completely different worries. After he finished editing photos of
his recent project, he joined Kiko to watch a reality show she's been already watching. They've
been sitting there, Kiko cuddled up to his side as he lazily stares at the huge screen of his
television, for at least twenty minutes now. She looks too immersed to notice Jungkook's puzzled
look while he slowly strokes her forearm.

"Kik?" he breathes out, voice coming out as a murmur.

She hums in response before she tilts her head upwards to look at him, finally seeing the little
hesitance he seems to be fighting with. This causes her to pay more attention to him, straightening
herself to have a better look at him.

"You know about our plans for New Year's Eve?" he starts slowly, mentally cringing because he's
probably making a bigger deal out of this than it's necessary. Fuck, this is pretty much similar to
that time when he talked to you about the same topic.

"Of course, I know. We talked about it on Tuesday." she chuckles lightly, the sound causing
Jungkook to smile before he continues with what he started.

"I talked to Y/N and she's coming too." he says simply, not really sure how else to say it.

Obviously, Kiko has been already informed that Jin invited you as well since he's friends with
Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung. You're a part of their group and Jin knows you've always, well
most of the time if we don't count last year when Jungkook went to Japan, celebrated New Year's
Eve together as friends. Jin is also known for hosting parties and wanting to have as much as
friends there as possible, plus he's seen you a few times and even invited you to his wedding.
Which obviously had to do something of you 'dating' with Jungkook back then, but it doesn't
matter. You were invited and Jungkook wouldn't want it any other way. He'd ask Jin anyways if
you could've come if he didn't ask himself.

Jungkook was delighted when Jin mentioned you when they were speaking about the NYE plan.
He can't lie, he froze for a moment when he realized this means you and Kiko will be seeing each
other way sooner than he thought. And with your recent argument, he wasn't so sure if the timing
is right. But you talked about it and you agreed to come as well which eased his nerves.

"Oh, okay." she says lightly, making herself comfortable once again as she leans her head against
Jungkook's shoulder.

He's pleased with an easy 'okay' but still, he's dumbfounded by the short and curt response.
"Okay?" Jungkook mumbles, causing her to look at him as she chuckles at his big doe eyes staring
confusingly forward.

"What do you want me to say?" she laughs a little.

"I don't know," he says honestly, "How do you feel about it?"

She stares at him for a moment, releasing a sigh as she sits up and turns to him. "Honestly?"

Oh, this doesn't sound right.

He's not sure how he'd react if she told him she's not happy about you coming too. A little tension
is probably inevitable on both parts. At the end of the day, it is what it is and he expects at least
awkwardness when the two of you will see each other again. On another note, it's not like if Kiko
admitted her discomfort or plainly said to him that she doesn't want you to go (even if she probably
wouldn't do that), he'd do nothing about it. You've already been invited and he's not an asshole to
disinvite you. He wants you there and that's the end of it. You're coming and that's it.

"Honestly." Jungkook responds, patiently waiting for her to say what she thinks as she gives him a
little breathy chuckle looking down at her lap.

"I know you guys stayed friends and I don't have nothing against her. I know she probably doesn't
like me, not after I hurt you..." she mumbles the last part, shamefully looking at her lap as she
fumbles with her fingers. "It's not like I blame her."
"Listen, I talked about this with her and she's fine. She's just having my back." Jungkook assures
her, gently grabbing her fidgeting hands as she finally stops and looks into his eyes.

"Are you sure that's it?"

"Hm?" Jungkook widens his eyes in confusion.

"Are you sure she's just having your back?" She watches his brows to frown in even bigger
confusion. "You guys dated. Don't get me wrong, I'm sure there's nothing going on between you
two now,"

And she knows she can trust him and he'd never do anything to hurt her. He's way better than her.
She told him that many times.

"But I do feel weird about the thought of her being there. But," she quickly jumps to add, "that
doesn't mean I don't want her there. I know she's still your best friend, you said it yourself. I'm
sorry, I'm probably not making any sense right now. I do think it'll be weird but honestly, I don't
mind her coming if that's what you're worried about."

Well, he's probably more worried about you having her head the moment you see her, rather than
Kiko's thoughts of you coming too.

"I'm trying to be as understanding as I can. But Kookie, she's your ex after all." she points out and
Jungkook closes his eyes for a moment without realizing.

Fuck. That's right.

When you talked on the phone the other day, you confessed that you told Jimin about the whole
fake dating thing. Even without seeing your face, Jungkook came to the conclusion you're being
careful about the topic and it took you a few seconds until you started rumbling.

"I'm sorry I told Jimin without speaking to you first. I was just so angry at myself for bringing Kiko
into our conversation and Jimin was the only friend with me at that moment, plus he kept bringing
up us dating which he actually brought up a few times way before that and I just felt like an
asshole for lying to him, so I just told him and I don't..."

You spoke like that, quickly and rumbling that Jungkook barely caught onto any of your words, for
at least a good minute before Jungkook cut you off.

Understanding as always, he told you it's fine and he'd tell him the truth too if it came down to it.

That conversation over the phone, you telling Jimin, caused Jungkook to think about other people
too. Taehyung doesn't know, apparently you made Jimin promise he won't tell, but you both want
him to know too.

The other person Jungkook thought about is sitting right next to him, her brown eyes boring into
his as she stares at him with a soft look. Telling her the truth, especially now that you've been
brought up not as his best friend but as his ex, feels right. He is a little scared of a possible reaction,
maybe the slight embarrassment of stooping so low to get her back. That doesn't mean he regrets it.

Back then, it was just a simple thought that crossed his mind and he asked you; "How would you
feel if I told Kiko the truth?"

There was a silence for a split second before your amused chuckle resounded from Jungkook's
speaker, his heart relaxing. "Jungkook, I don't think I've anything to do with that. You can tell her,
it's your relationship. I think it'll ease up a lot of things, plus she won't think I'm your ex."

Attentive as always, Jungkook made sure to get your permission to tell Kiko that you and him were
never really dating and it was all for a show. He thinks you've a say in this and at least you should
know that he wants to tell her.

On the other hand, you think that you've nothing to do with that because it's Jungkook's
relationship, just like you told him.

'I think it'll ease up a lot of things.' Your voice is fully settled in his memory, thinking that you're
right.

Him telling the truth right now, now that she has told him how she feels about you celebrating New
Year's Eve in the same cabin with them, could ease up her worries.

"I don't think you should worry about that," Jungkook speaks up carefully, letting out a faint sigh
as he closes his eyes for a moment. Here we go, you got this, he has to mentally encourage himself
to spill it out before he takes a breath. "About her being my ex."

"What are you talking about, Kookie?" she breathes out, voice laced with confusion and curiosity
as she takes his hands. She's the one who squeezes his hands this time, having a weird feeling
about this.

He does feel a little embarrassed to finally spit the truth out. He faked a relationship with you to get
her back. If he hadn't done it, he wouldn't be most likely looking into his girlfriend's eyes right
now. Their second try of a relationship caused a lot of hurt to both of them, notwithstanding that
the cause of Kiko's biggest mistake she has ever made. But he can't look back at it every time, he
doesn't want to hide things from her. If he wants this relationship to work, honesty is the key. She
wasn't honest at first and look, where it had brought them.

On the other hand, they're perfectly fine right now. It affected Jungkook to the point he has his
own doubts, staring at the ceiling in the middle of the night wondering if his decision will backfire
at him. Kiko has promised to never hurt him again, never broke his trust and to a certain point, he
wants to believe her. He believes her because he loves her and sees how much her own mistake
affected her too. She's broken inside too.

He has never addressed it directly to her, but he noticed and could feel her pain whenever she's
trying to look elsewhere, avoiding his big eyes and whenever he'd catch them, there would be
slowly filling with tears. She's the main reason their relationship and Jungkook has suffered a lot of
pain, but that doesn't mean her emotions aren't valid.

And now it's time to get through Jungkook's ego and doubtful thoughts. They both have to try if
they want to stay together.

"Me and Y/N were never dating," he says, surprisingly letting his voice come out steady and loud
enough for her to fully understand what he has just said. "The whole relationship was fake."

He finds the courage to look her in the eyes, not surprised by the silence that follows right after he
spills the truth out. She looks confused, understandably confused, as she blinks a couple of times
before she lets out a breathy chuckle.

"It was fake? I don't understand that," she mutters, "You kissed each other, looked like you--you
looked like a real couple. Were you just faking it this whole time?"

Fuck, it sounds even worse now she said it.

"Yeah?" Jungkook presses his lips tightly, trying to find the urge to take one of the cushions and
hide his face from her.

"Why would you fake it?" she asks, voice tender and sounding curious.

"Isn't it obvious?" he lets out a chuckle, similar to the one Kiko let out just a seconds ago. "I wanted
you back. Somehow, my twisted mind thought if you saw me with another woman, maybe you'd
realize you still love me." Fuck, can he lock himself up in the room now?

It sounds awful when he says it like this. No one else would be able to do this with him, only you.
He'd never use you to get something only he wants. Now as he looks at it, he feels guilty for
bringing you into it and fake a relationship with him. It's not like he regrets it. He enjoyed your
time together and he knows if you didn't want to do it, you wouldn't. You both got what you
wanted. You helped each other. You were the one that assured him everything is fine no matter
how many times Jungkook expressed his deeper thoughts.

He knows he's overthinking most of the stuff because he truly cares for you and wouldn't do
anything to intentionally hurt you.

"Oh, Kookie," Kiko gets him out of the short trance, her hands cupping Jungkook's face. "I still
loved you back then. I just had to end our relationship because I know I'd only hurt you," And she
did hurt him, badly. But look at them now, they got over it. Or at least they're trying.

She looks at him with a gentle look, corners of her lips lifting to a smile. "You were trying to win
me back this whole time?"

All he can do is pathetically nod in response, causing her to giggle as she kisses him. He's
surprised, not expecting her to have such a light reaction. She pulls away from the peck she gave
him, leaning their foreheads together.

"I thought it was real. I've never thought it could be fake."

Jungkook gulps, not quite sure what to say to that. He feels a sudden discomfort from her words.
"Yeah," he murmurs, breathing out a chuckle. "I mean... I told you there's nothing going on
between me and Y/N before."

"You did," she hums, "But I thought you moved on. Don't get me wrong, I know she's your best
friend but you guys are just so close... so finding out you're dating was shocking but in a different
way."

Shocking that she couldn't believe he moved on so easily, but not so shocking when she found out
it's you who he is dating. It made sense to a certain point. You're one of the closest women in his
life and he was heartbroken. For all she knew, maybe you were the one secretly in love with him
even though she doubted it. On another note, she couldn't believe he started dating someone he
assured he'll never date because they're just friends.

Like every girlfriend, she had her own doubts at the beginning of their relationship but she knew
Jungkook is loyal and would never lie to her like that. It didn't take long for her to fully trust him
and see for herself that you're more like a sister and brother who keep bickering around. She has
never seen Jungkook act around other women like that. He really treated you like he treated Jimin
and Taehyung, the only difference it's he's more protective of you.

"It sounds stupid, that idea of mine... but it worked."

Kiko giggles at that, pressing another kiss to his pouty lips. "It did," she hums, "God, I spent hours
crying my eyes out when I first saw her with you."

Is he supposed to apologize? He feels like he should. "I never planned on making you cry," he says
instead. "I never wanted to hurt you by doing that. It was all just so I could get you back."

"Hobi thought you did," Kiko murmurs, her hands slowly sliding off Jungkook's cheeks and
defined jaw as she drops them in her lap.

When she notices Jungkook's confused frown, she sighs. "He thought you started dating Y/N
because you wanted to hurt me, just like I hurt you."

Jungkook is speechless. It all makes sense now. The protectiveness he had for her, making him
suspecting if there are any deeper feelings involved. Something that many people suspected of you
and Jungkook. However yours and Jungkook's friendship is still different than Hoseok's and Kiko's
one. You're one of a kind.

The constant glares he's been giving you, suspecting your 'relationship' causing you to freak out
more than once. The only difference is that Hoseok wasn't suspecting you to be fake dating, or
maybe he was, but the main reason behind his attitude was the thought of Jungkook purposely
trying to hurt Kiko. And that's not true.

"I'm sorry about him."

"I'm sorry he thought I'd ever want to hurt you like that." Jungkook admits.

Hoseok is not only Kiko's friend. He's also Jungkook's and the fact that Hoseok thought he's
purposely hurting Kiko by dating you, doesn't sit well with him.

"Everyone thought you and Y/N would never happen, you guys always insisted on that and then all
of a sudden you started dating. So rather than him thinking you guys genuinely like each other that
way, he thought you've an ulterior motive." she says gently, not wanting to sound as if she's
defending Hoseok and making it seem as if Jungkook is the bad guy here. That's not it.

She just doesn't want him to think that Hoseok would think such a thing out of nowhere, she's
simply stating how Hoseok was feeling about it.

"My ulterior motive would never be to hurt you." he deadpans, causing her to quickly jump to
react.

"Of course not," she agrees, "I know that. Hobi is just... protective. I know I'm the one who hurt
you, that's why I told him to leave you guys alone and let it go. He was just being my friend. Those
few months after our break-up were so hard for me. I know I don't deserve to be sad when I'm the
one who screwed this up, I damaged our relationship and it'll never be the same no matter how
much we can act like it will. But... what I did, will haunt me for the rest of my life and I'll have to
live with it."

"I don't think you don't deserve to be sad," Jungkook murmurs, staring at his tattooed knuckles as
he needs to have a clear head, instead of watching into those soft brown eyes. "It's your feelings
and I know you regret it. I chose to give this relationship a second try, it wouldn't be fair of me to
constantly hold that against you."

"And I'm thankful for that," she says immediately, catching his eyes as he looks up at her with a
neutral look. "I don't think I deserve it but I can't imagine not being with you. I love you too much.
Those months were so hard for me. Not even me staying in Japan helped that much. I could barely
eat, I'd just cry until I fell asleep and even my dreams were filled with you. And Hobi was there for
me all along. Even though he knew I made a mistake, he was the only person who never truly
judged me."

If he looks at it impartially, he can understand that. If it were you, he'd never be able to judge you
and he'd be there for you no matter what kind of a wrong thing you'd do. But when he looks at it as
a person who's completely involved in it, as Jungkook – Kiko's boyfriend, he does feel a little
bitter. Not out of jealousy. But because of what she's saying.

"I don't question your feelings, Kik. From the regret and hurt I see in your eyes every day, I can
understand you haven't had it easy too. But the part of me, the still hurt one, just feels... weird right
now. You made a mistake and I told you I won't hold it against you. But as we're talking about
this... I can't help but to think. No one forced you to cheat on me. I said I don't want any details and
I still would like it to stay that way. But it's not something you do out of nowhere and most
importantly to the person you love so deeply. If we had any troubles in our relationship," he sighs,
"Not that it'd justify cheating, but our relationship was perfect. Or am I wrong?"

Jungkook makes sure his voice is gentle as he speaks, not wanting to sound as if he's verbally
attacking her because this is not the case. He lets out his deeper demons, the thoughts that have
been buried inside him despite them talking about their relationship more than once since they got
back together. However, they've never had this kind of conversation and they've never said these
things that are being said right now. At least not to this extent.

He watches her eyes to flutter shut, letting out a shaky breath as he watches her fingers tremble
slightly. His heart jumps at that. He knows he hasn't crossed any lines. It's only fair of him to talk
about this. Yet, he can't help but be worried about her reaction.

"You're not wrong," she whispers, opening her eyes as he's met with the same watery eyes full of
regret again. "I'm so sorry. I know no one forced me."

That's all he needs. Just for her to admit it loudly.

"Hey," he calls out, taking her hands into his again before he cups her face to make her look at him.
"We're together now, okay? And that's all that matters. Some things have to be said but this doesn't
mean I don't love you."

She nods, smiling into the kiss when he pecks her lips. "Thank you," she says into the kiss, but
Jungkook just ignores it. He didn't do it to do her a favor. He's just being honest.

"I can't believe you and Y/N faked the whole thing." she giggles, causing Jungkook to chuckle as
he shakes his head.

"We're both crazy." Jungkook simply says, grinning at the thought of you.

"She just agreed like that? I still remember her gagging when someone mentioned if you and her
ever kissed on that bowling night." The few, and very rare, times you and Kiko hung out with the
same group of people.

He doesn't even remember who brought that up. All he remembers is that it was unnecessary to
question your friendship and bring that specific topic when his girlfriend was present. Still, your
fake gagging made him laugh and he remembers how he poked you in your ribs like he always
does to annoy you, saying something along the lines; "You wish you could kiss me."

Now that he thinks about it, it was probably inappropriate to say that too in Kiko's presence. He
was just joking, knowing it means nothing to the two of you and you're being you, trying to
persuade everyone how disgusted the two of you are at the thought of kissing each other. It was
just one of those times.

He actually wanted to say it out loud once again, wanting Kiko to hear that he's not interested in
you in that way.

"Not exactly," Jungkook sheepishly grins, not wanting to go into too much detail. The most
important part will be said, that's all that matters. "We had a deal." Jungkook scrunches his nose at
that, especially after he sees Kiko's slight and confused frown.

"Deal?"

"Uhh," Jungkook almost stutters. Would you be okay if he mentioned that you wanted to explore
more in sex? He doesn't want to mention that, thinking about your privacy. "We slept together." he
blurts out, watching Kiko's eyes almost bulge out.

"You," she freezes, "slept together?"

"More than once." Jungkook adds, feeling like he's adding gasoline to the fire.

"More than once?" she chokes out, "I, it's none of my business since we weren't together but...
wow." she says, completely speechless as she seems to be processing Jungkook's confession.

Of course, she's speechless and shocked and confused. Jungkook always assured her that he doesn't
see you in any way that could lead to you being intimate with each other. He knows what that
looks like right now, but he doesn't really owe her any more details.

"So, you guys were like friends with benefits?" She shakes herself out of the trance, chuckling as
she's trying to lighten up the mood, especially when she notices Jungkook's worried and puzzled
look.

"Yeah, something like that," he mutters, widening her eyes when her eyebrows shoot up to her
hairline. "I mean, yeah probably. We didn't label it. We just..."

"Had sex," she finishes when he clearly had a hard time to do it, too torn whether it would be a
douchebag move to say it. "It's okay, Kookie. You can talk to me about it."

"I don't really feel like talking about me fucking my best friend." he admits, cringing right away
when he hears his blunt words. You're usually the blunt one. He got that from you.

"Yeah, of course," Kiko quickly says, "We don't have to talk about it, if you don't want to."

"I mean... there's nothing that much to talk about. We had sex but we're completely fine. I know it's
hard to believe," Poor Jimin probably doesn't believe it up till this day, he thinks. "I don't want you
to worry about Y/N and me. There really is nothing going on between us, I know I said that before
but I meant it."

Yes, he said there's nothing going on between you two just to find out that two people who were
completely against the idea of kissing each other, suddenly had sex multiple times at multiple
occassions. And now he's assuring her there really are no deep feelings between you two.

It's all so messed up and he can feel a headache approaching from all the thinking and worrying.

"Kookie," Kiko giggles, scooting closer to him until her knees touch the side of his thigh. "I trust
you. It is what it is."
They stare into each other's eyes, Jungkook ones flickering down to her lips as she gives him a
knowing smile, already leaning down to kiss him. This time, it's not only peck but they keep
kissing each other as Jungkook grabs her hips, leading her to sit down on his lap. In a few minutes,
their kissing doesn't ease up and they're too eager to continue. Kiko's hands are on Jungkook's
clothed hardening bulge, Jungkook's mouth occupied with her neck. Everything is going fast, their
need for each other is too strong and they don't waste any time. Kiko slides down Jungkook's
sweatpants and boxers with a little bit of his help, before Jungkook reaches for his wallet that's
been sitting on the coffee table ever since he came home from work.

Taking out the condom, Kiko helps him to slide it down his length already bare from waist down,
straddling his lap. When she finally sinks down his length, they both groan from the pleasure. No
words are needed, mouths preoccupied again with kissing each other while they're chasing each
other's pleasure.

"Sweetheart, go fetch us another round of shots!"

Your head snaps to your friend and at his words aimed at you, eyes already narrowed as you're met
with his boxy smile. His cheeks are already reddened and he's fully energized from the alcohol,
one of the stages before he gets fully wasted.

"I'm not taking care of your drunk ass tonight, Taehyung," you remind him, trying to hide a grin
from how funny he looks. You can't get mad at him, simply mentally snickering at the pet name
he gave you. "You guys insisted on going out, don't make me regret this."

Despite your warning words that are laced with amusement but seriousness too, you're already
standing up while Jimin is trying to hide his own amusement, silently laughing at Taehyung's
stretched and innocent grin.

You roll your eyes amusingly, waving him off when he messily hands you his wallet. "It's my turn
to pay." you remind Taehyung, already walking away before he or Jimin could protest.

Taehyung would be perfectly fine with paying, the only reason he sent you to go get drinks is quite
simple. You've a little discount on any drinks because you work here part-time. Considering they
decided to get you out of the comfort of your home, spamming you with messages about how they
want to hangout with you, you couldn't say no. Not that they gave you much choice, telling you
they'll stop by on Friday to pick you up. And they did.

Coincidentally, they chose the club you work at, letting their curiosity take over and wanted to
check the place out. That explains Taehyung calling you one evening, asking you about the club
and if it's a good place to go out. Two days later, they bombarded you with messages about
wanting to hangout too. Jimin was on it this whole time too.

Apparently they tried to do the same with Jungkook, but he couldn't come tonight and
unfortunately he won't be one of the people who will take care of Taehyung's ass once he gets too
drunk, leaving you and Jimin up to it.

"Are you guys having fun?" Yejun asks, grinning at you behind the bar when you usually stand on
your shifts, cleaning dry one of the glasses.

It's a little rare to see him working behind a bar, not that this is the first time you see him working
there. You allow yourself to give him a smile, still quite embarrassed when you look him in the
eyes with the thought of you and Yoongi in his office.
Yoongi doesn't seem to be the person to brag about his sexlife or personal things, but that doesn't
mean anything. Maybe he told Yejun what you've done in his office. The first time you saw Yejun
after what happened between you and Yoongi, he asked you how you managed to work with him
and how it went. You practically almost choked on your spit, wondering if he knows.

Back in the work you snatched Yoongi to the side, bursting a ton of hushed questions about
whether Yejun knows or what if he has cameras in his office.

"Calm down, he has no cameras there." he told you, completely unimpressed by your rather
evident nervousness. "At least not that I know of."

You remember how your heart dropped and you felt like you could vomit right there. So, there
could be a high possibility Yejun saw Yoongi's dick in your hand? And much more than that too?

"Oh my god, you should've seen your face. I'm kidding. He doesn't know and has no cameras there,
so take a chill pill." he snickered, simply walking away while you glared at him until he
disappeared behind the corner.

Still, you allowed yourself to sigh in relief but didn't forget to mumble a simple 'what an asshole',
aimed at no one but Yoongi himself.

Even after that, you still get a little tense around Yejun which is definitely not his fault. From the
looks of it, he doesn't know anything and it's all you and your unstoppable worries and thoughts.
Suddenly, another round of shots sounds way better than when Taehyung came up with it.

You assure Yejun you're all having fun, even mentioning that your friends like it here more than in
other clubs which isn't a lie. Taehyung and Jimin's sweaty hair from all the dancing with other
women, even men, is a clear proof that they really are having fun. Ordering the drinks Taehyung
asked for, the same drinks you've started your night with because you don't like to mix different
kinds of alcohol, you and Yejun make a small talk which luckily doesn't involve his brother. This
way you don't get to arouse any suspicion.

Yejun gets your drinks on a tray to make it easier to get to your table (that you've reserved because
it's easier since you work here) and you're ready to take it and get to your friends. However, the
somehow familiar voice and person standing next to you, ordering his own order makes you pause
as you glance beside you.

Your eyes widen at the coincidence of you seeing him again, especially after he has been in your
mind a few times since last week. He probably senses a pair of eyes on him, turning to glance at
the direction it's coming from while Yejun is already turned and making the drinks for him.

"Hey," You're the first one to break the silence, considering you were already staring at him and
you're trying to play it cool.

His eyes widen for a second, plump lips opening in a sudden surprise before they stretch into a
warm smile. "Y/N, hi!"

"You must like it here, you were here just last week." you grin at him, leaving your tray just for
now as your eyes won't leave him. You take that time to properly look at him from up close,
admiring his soft features that you weren't able to see that much last week.

Last week he got rid of the rude and drunk man that wouldn't just leave you alone.

He does look a little embarrassed for a moment, scratching the back of your neck as he lets out a
chuckle. "Yeah, I don't usually party this much... it's just my friends..."
You don't question his friends, probably because you can relate considering your own friends
usually get your ass out of your apartment and crash your plans that involve just lazy evenings and
Netflix. And he doesn't look like he wants to say anything further about that topic, instead eyeing
your whole clothing.

A pair of light high-waisted jeans with a cropped white tank top. It's simple but yet revealing a
good amount of your skin, now that your denim jacket is perched on your seat and not covering
your arms and shoulders. There is a simple necklace sitting on your decolt while the shorter one is
sitting just right between your collarbones, giving your outfit just the right pinch. Your hair is not
in the usual ponytail or bun, let down now that you're not working and don't want hair in your face
while working behind a bar.

Peachy matte lipstick makes your lips appear thicker, making them pop out since you kept your
eye-makeup simple with a mascara and thin eyeliner. You've been pretty confident about your
choice of outfit, wanting to leave a tight dress in your closet. Seeing the amount of women wearing
almost similar dresses just proved to be the right decision of your choice of jeans and a tank top
with thin stripes. You must say, this top makes your breasts pop out even more and it wasn't your
intention. They're just there.

On another note, Haneul doesn't seem to be eyeing your breasts, respectfully staring at your outfit
just for a few seconds before he looks you in the eyes.

"You're not working?" he asks simply, somehow too surprised when he sees you obviously being
here as a customer while you shake your head at his question.

"No, I usually work on Saturdays. It's just a part-time job, I don't really work here full-time." you
explain with a smile on your face, briefly pointing and glancing at the bar as he understandably
nods.

"Well, I'm glad I see you here," he admits, your mouth falling in surprise as he sheepishly grins. "If
anyone bothers you just tell me, I'll fix it." he tries to joke, actually earning a giggle from you. It
seems like your inside joke, even though you don't know him at all but have a good feeling.

"I'll remember that." you grin, opening your mouth even though you're not sure what else to say but
you don't want this conversation to end so quickly. However, Yejun unintentionally interrupts your
conversation by giving Haneul his drinks as he quickly pulls out his wallet and pays for it.

"Can I get you anything?" he asks, your heart jumping at him wanting to buy you a drink.

You point sheepishly at the tray with the drinks on it, wanting to take him on that offer but
unfortunately, you've already ordered for yourself and your friends. "Thanks, that's sweet of you."
you tell him anyway, smiling as smiles back at you.

"Oh, what a shame. I was quite excited to buy you a proper drink and not an orange juice." he
jokes, feigning a pout as you giggle.

"What's wrong with orange juice?" you ask in return, still grinning as you say it. "Perhaps, you can
buy me one later." you suggest, appearing confident while your heart hammers inside your chest.
You can be quite bold, but not when you're flirting with a stranger.

"Perhaps, I can," he grins, "Will I find you here later?"

"You'll have to look for me and see for yourself." you grin back, watching the corner of his lips to
quirk in a challenging smirk.
"I'm up for that challenge," he smirks, "I like it." he says with a low tone, causing your lips to
shiver with surprise and excitement.

"I think I like that too." you smirk, watching him grab his three drinks with his big hands.

He bids his goodbye for now, lingering by your side for a moment to the point you get to smell his
fresh cologne, as if he knew you're a sucker for men that smell nice. When he leaves, you're trying
your best not to stare at his disappearing figure and turn to the bar with a puzzled look, almost
jumping when you feel a hand on your back.

"Sorry, it's me," Jimin says, chuckling at your jumpy state as you sigh in relief when you see it's
him and not some creepy stranger. "You were gone for quite some time, I went to check up on you
if everything's fine," he informs you when he sees the questioning look you give him.

"And Taehyung might have sent me to check on you because he's talking to some girl, wanted to be
alone with her." he admits, causing you to snicker at Taehyung's tactics.

"Yup, everything's fine. Just talked to... someone." you clear your throat, already groaning at
Jimin's smirk.

"Oh, that guy that just walked away?" he muses, causing you to roll your eyes at him as he laughs.
"Yeah, I've seen that," he answers your silent question. "Do you know him?"

"Not really," you tell him unsurely, "He interfered when some old and drunk guy kept bothering
me, nothing serious before you start panic," you explain quickly as soon as you see Jimin's frowned
brows at the mention of the old guy. "I just saw him again, he is a nice guy."

"Well, don't mention anything about that old guy to Jungkook. He'd flip out and probably become
your own security while you work here."

You both laugh at that, knowing that Jungkook would be capable of doing that but mainly know
Jimin is joking. You glance at the bar, noticing Yejun smirking at you from the distance which
makes you laugh and look at him confusingly. "What?"

Jimin follows your line of vision, looking at Yejun whom he met when you first came here and
ordered the first round of vodka shots.

"Nothing." he muses, pursing his lips to hide his smirk which he fails to do.

"Spill it out." you laugh, not understanding the looks Yejun is giving you.

He steps closer, leaning against the bar slightly so you can hear him more audibly. "That guy you
talked to, you've talked to him a week ago, right?"

You open your mouth in surprise. "How do you know about that?"

"I've seen you. I've seen that drunk man bothering you when I came from my office, thought I'll
step in but then I saw him already taking care of it. You didn't seem like you wanted anyone else to
interfere."

You ignore the last comment, glancing at Jimin who seems to be enjoying what he's hearing,
smirking and grinning at you as you bump your elbow to his side.

Confidently, you clear your throat trying to hide the blush that wants to creep onto your cheeks.
"He was just being nice." you try to wave him off, shocked when Yejun amusingly shakes his
head.

"Well, that young guy you just talked with, came here three times this week looking for you."

Your jaw drops, completely surprised by the new information. That explains why he was so
surprised to know you're not working here full-time and seemed kind of shy at the beginning.
"Looking for me?"

"Well, he wasn't exactly asking about you but I noticed him looking for someone whenever he
came to order more drinks. I thought he was looking for you since I saw you last week, but seeing
you now I'm almost certain that I'm right."

A group of people approaches him, causing him to excuse himself as he gives you a wink before he
goes to fully take care of their order.

Glancing sideways, you see Jimin smirking at you knowingly as you're trying to hide your blush
and shyness by straightening yourself. "Shut up." you grumble at him, letting him take the tray
with your drinks while you hear his bubbly laugh behind you.

You can't help but let a small smile ghost over your lips at Haneul cuteness, his interest in you is
no longer just your imagination but a reality.

An hour or so later, Haneul keeps his promise and finds you, rescuing you from being in an
awkward silence between Taehyung and Jimin making out with some girls that joined your booth.
You introduced him to your friends, ignoring Jimin's knowing smirk he hides by kissing the female
that sits next to him while Taehyung shouts a cheerful greeting, too preoccupied to properly even
look at Haneul. He doesn't even question who Haneul is, being welcoming as usual as you grin
sheepishly at Haneul that seems to be amused.

You drink together, mostly just talking and getting to know each other through the loud music.
Being in a club full of sweaty bodies and loud music isn't quite the right scene to be having a casual
conversation, but the two of you are in your own world. You get an even better feeling from him,
hearing him talking to you so freely and getting to know him better.

You're surprised when he tells you his age, finding out he's twenty and that makes him younger
than you. But it doesn't bother you because he's sweet, not eyeing you like you're his treat of the
night. He seems genuinely interested in you, asking you questions to get you know better.

So you talk about your job, teasing him that you're older than him which he just playfully rolls his
eyes. He does seem to have innocent and youthful features, that's why he gives away those
youthful vibes because he has seemed like a typical college boy when you first saw him, not that it
bothers you or it's something bad. He still looks better than any typical college boy. Your guess has
been right, he is still in college but from what you've managed to gather, he is really mature and the
way he talks makes him look as if he's being the older one. Not just the fact he's quite tall, but the
way he acts too.

You're not sure how many hours you've been talking, he even introduces you to his own group of
friends that later joins you in your reserved booth, smiling shyly when you notice them giving the
same teasing smirks and grins to him just like Jimin was giving you later. You see him clenching
his jaw, annoyed by the teasing of his friends and how much he tries to tell them to fuck
themselves, he controls himself and just gives you a shy grin.

Later on, he asks you if you want to dance and it's probably the only chance of you two being
alone, safe from the grinning faces and teasing eyes of your friends. You're not drunk enough to
embarrass yourself on the dance floor, but the need of being alone with him is stronger because
you're actually having a good time. So, you take a swig of your shot, drinking it all before you let
him lead you onto the dance floor.

Even as you're dancing, letting yourself to relax thanks to the shot, he keeps his hands respectfully
on your hips not letting them drop any lower. Even though you wish he'd touch you more, the
amount of alcohol makes you more braver and confident, wanting to feel him closer. But you don't
make a move, respectfully letting him treat you like a princess. And you dance, until the two of you
are gasping and sweaty, your hands firmly on his chest as you look him in the eyes, finding him
way closer than you thought he'd be.

"I think I want to take you out." he admits softly, but loudly enough for you to hear as his lips
brush against your ear and hair that's covering it.

You shudder, trying not to look too excited as you pull away slightly to look him in the eyes. "You
think?"

"No, I mean... I know I want to take you out. On a date." He chuckles nervously, the ends of his
hair sticking to his forehead as he still maintains that fresh scent of his cologne.

You hold your excitement and hammering heart for later, but doesn't hide the smile that spreads on
your lips. "I think I'd like that."

"You think?" he asks in return, grinning as you laugh.

"No, I know." you muse.

When you get back to the booth, Taehyung ready to fall asleep any second as his head keeps
dropping low, you and Jimin agree that's it for tonight as you can't feel your legs in those goddamn
heals anyway and your own tiredness is getting to you (considering you're not that sober either but
still not fully drunk like Taehyung is). You and Haneul exchange phone numbers, bidding a
goodbye with shy and knowing smiles before he helps Jimin to make Taehyung stand up. He's too
tired to protest, luckily not having the urge to vomit as usual.

As the three of you sit in the cab, Taehyung's head dropped on your shoulder as soft snores leave
his mouth, Jimin looks at you questionably when he sees you smiling.

"I have a date!" you call out excitedly, no longer hiding your excitement about Haneul as Jimin
starts laughing at your cuteness, with your friend sleeping between you two completely unaware of
the news.
 Chapter 37

Haneul is absolutely incredible.

He makes sure to prove that to you on every date and it's not him doing it purposely. It's you who
thinks that every time you laugh, smile or just look at him being him. He's become a person you
talk to all the time, even if it's just simple text messages, and has become a constant person you
hang out whenever you get the chance.

Ever since Friday happened, you exchanged your numbers in hope of your date, he has shown you
how much interested he is in you. He even texted you if you got home safely that night and ever
since then, you've been texting nonstop. And by nonstop you mean exactly that, the whole Sunday
full of you being on your phone texting him as you planned out your date which happened the next
day.

Monday. Your first official date. It was simple, just the right for your first date as you got the
chance to know him even better, this time without your friends' prying eyes and loud music
surrounding you. He took you on a nice dinner, the only right time in your schedule considering
you had work that day. You had an hour or so to make yourself look more presentable, trying to
freshen up and cover the tiredness off your face.

The dinner was nice, he paid even though you insisted on splitting up the bill. You felt bad,
knowing he had a part-time job in a bookstore nearby his college. Haneul insisted, stopping you
before you could voice out your concern and distracted you by taking you for a walk alongside
Han River.

It was so romantic with the moonlight and street lights, his fingers intertwined with yours as he
gave you a shy smile trying to hide his blush. As much as you were shy the first time you held
hands, you felt like it's even bigger deal for him as he confessed you couldn't leave his mind after
he first met you. He confirmed Yejun's words of him coming to the club in a hope to see you there.

"I'm not a stalker, I promise," he laughed sheepishly that night, "I told my friends about you and
they wouldn't let me live ever since, so they would purposely drag my ass there but I can't say I
didn't want to go because I wanted to see you again." He told you, your heart warming immediately
as you told him that's very sweet and cute of him.

He's more reserved than his friends and if it weren't for you, he would decline their constant
nagging of going partying. But he admitted that he doesn't regret going because it means he'd
probably never met you.

That night you had your first kiss.

Every day from Monday, no matter how much you were tired from your work and Haneul busy
with studying and attending class, you've always made the time for each other. Went out on dates,
from going to watch a movie in the cinema to another dinner. It doesn't really matter where he took
you, all that matters was just two of you being two cute people having dates.

Haneul, originally from China but he and his parents moved to Korea when he was five, has stolen
your heart and you couldn't say no when he asked you on your fourth date to be his girlfriend. That
night you invited him to your place and opened a bottle of wine while talking and watching the
movie, cuddling on your couch.
Kisses became much more intense and not just as innocent as before. Making out has become an
act that happened on a daily basis as soon as you were safely in your apartment, the only place
where you could be alone since Haneul lives in a rented apartment with two of his roommates. He
proved to be even more controlled, not letting his hands linger on your skin for too long until you
had to take his hands and put them on your ass while you were making out, sitting on his lap.

With Haechan, you moved naturally as things felt right and you feel like you were mostly affected
by the curiosity of intimacy, so you wanted to take things further each time you spent together.

But now that you're dating Haneul, you knew more about those things and explored just enough
that you became the person to guide him. From what he told you on one of your dates while you
were talking about your and his exes, he had only one girlfriend before you and apparently it wasn't
anything serious. And that one time you were making out on your couch again, grinding against
each other to drive away that thirst, he confessed that he never had sex apart from blowjobs in his
previous relationship.

He seemed to be a little embarrassed about it at first, but you assured him there was nothing wrong
about being a virgin and you could take things slow. From his point of view he was a twenty, soon
to be twenty-one, year old adult in a college with almost no experience (apart from handjobs and
blowjobs) whatsoever. Guys his age, roommates, are wild and seeking for sex at every
opportunity. But that's what makes him different, better and maybe that's why you started to like
him to the point he has become your boyfriend.

"I like you so much," he confessed against your lips, "I don't think I can wait any longer."

So, you experimented and tried to get to know each other more intimately, see what the two of you
like and what works the best for you two. You haven't had sex as soon as he confessed his want for
you. You felt just the same, wanting to take another step in your maybe short relationship but it
doesn't matter because it felt right. Still, the two of you got to know each other's bodies differently
with a couple of handjobs, blowjobs and him exploring your own body with his mouth and fingers.

"I told Kiko."

You pause for a second, hands lingering against the cotton material of a greyish sweatshirt as you
glance at Jungkook, who's standing beside you holding shopping bags of clothes you've managed
to buy.

You're leaving tomorrow to spend some time but most importantly Christmas with your family. As
you spoke with Jungkook on the phone yesterday, the two of you had decided to hang out together
while you do the final round of Christmas shopping. Most stuff you bought is ordered anyway,
already packed nicely to be given.

What Jungkook has just said doesn't come as a surprise, considering he has talked to you about this
topic before and you encouraged him to do it. There's no need for him to elaborate more since you
already know what he means and is talking about.

"And? How did she react?" you ask mindlessly, taking out the sweatshirt to have a proper look.

The truth is, you're acting way more nonchalantly than you really are and you're trying not to show
too much interest in this particular topic, even though you're curious how she has taken the fact you
were hooking up with her now boyfriend. You told Jungkook you respect his decision and you do,
still trying to remind yourself of that sometimes, but you do hope she had at least a bitter feeling
after hearing it. It's only fair for how much she hurt him.
"Surprised? And good, I guess." he answers with a murmur.

Humming, you turn the hanger where the sweatshirt is hanging from around, looking at Jungkook.
"What do you think? Will Jimin like this?"

Jungkook sighs, not surprised by the lack of reaction you're giving him but at the same time he
can't say he was expecting much. He just thinks you deserve to know that Kiko knows about you
two.

"Yeah," he nods to answer you.

"What size should I buy him?" you think out loud, glancing at the label to see what size you're
holding right now.

"Medium, he's tiny." Jungkook answers, causing you to snicker as you take the sweatshirt with you
since it's medium. It looks a little oversized anyway, so it should fit just right.

"Be glad he doesn't hear you," you chuckle, the two of you turning around to make your way
towards the cashiers as you put a hand on Jungkook's back, pushing him forward as he looks
cluelessly at you. The poor guy has been shopping with you for the last hour and half, sighing
every time you excitedly led him towards another shop.

Jungkook reacts with a snicker, knowing how whiny and offensive Jimin gets whenever someone
teases him for his height and size overall. That someone is usually Jungkook.

When you pay for the clothes you bought for Jimin and your dad, Taehyung's coat is already
bought and safely put in one of the shopping bags, you make your way out of the shopping center.
In the garage as you approach Jungkook's car, he pulls out his car keys and opens the car from a
distance.

"So, did you tell her about us too?" You can't help but go back to the previous conversation which
seems unfinished.

"Yeah, well I didn't tell her why we hooked up or anything. I just said we did," he tells you as he
opens the truck, loading your bags there while you do the same thing. "Don't worry, I wouldn't talk
to her about your sexlife." he reminds you, looking at you to make sure you look him in the eyes as
he says it.

That makes you smile. No matter how much Jungkook loves Kiko, he thinks about you too and is
considerate automatically without you even telling something.

"I know you wouldn't," you tell him softly, "And it's not like I'd mind it that much anyway, I don't
think I'm embarrassed about the fact that we simply agreed on hooking up because I wanted to
experiment."

"Still, it's a private and quite intimate topic. I don't think she needs to know any details, she knows
the main thing and I think that's enough." he shrugs, closing the truck with a soft thud as all of your
shopping bags are placed there.

As you think about it, you do feel a little weird knowing that you and Jungkook hooked up and are
completely fine. Not always though, these are just moments when that thought crosses your mind
and it's more like bewilderment. Overall, you're glad it hasn't affected your friendship in any way.
Still, you've seen him naked, you've experienced what it feels like to have sex with him and you
don't think it's something you'll forget. Not necessarily because it was one hell of a ride, but
because it's a simple fact. You're not thinking about this every day but there are moments when
you're completely bewildered how your friendship works. As long as none of you make it weird, it
won't be. You've talked about this numerous times together after all.

Just like what happened with Yoongi. You went back to normal without any problems.

It's more like 'Wow, we pull this off without destroying our friendship or making things weird'.
Mainly talking about Jungkook here. Can you even consider Yoongi as your friend? You don't
hang out outside work, you just managed to give him a handjob in his brother's office. Oh, fuck.
You've to stop thinking about this, it's starting to give you a headache.

You let out a chuckle at your thoughts, just when you sit in the car while Jungkook starts turning
on the temperature and pulls out his phone to turn on his playlist. He looks at you, chuckling at
your own chuckle. "What?"

"Don't you feel weird knowing we've had sex and are completely fine? Like we forgot it happened
in the first place." you speak out your thoughts, mainly amused by them in the first place as
Jungkook seems to think about your words for a moment as he shrugs.

"I didn't forget, I remember everything." he cheekily grins, poking the tip of his tongue to the
inside of his cheek cockily as you push him in the shoulder while laughing, ignoring the rush of
heat in your cheeks.

"Oh, shut up."

"Honestly, I think it doesn't have to be weird if we're fine that it happened. I mean, the both of us
are living our own lives and are in a different stage with our relationships." he tells you once your
laughs calm down, voice tender but serious at the same time.

"Yeah, I guess you're right," You knew he'd always set a comfort to your rather overthinking
mind."Speaking of our relationships. Do you think I could invite Haneul for New Year's Eve?" you
ask, meaning to ask him this for quite some time as you and Haneul talked about your plans for
Christmas and NYE a few days ago.

He said he'd spent it with his friends, usually partying, but now he'd like to spend it with you. So,
you thought Haneul could join you and your friends. Jungkook is bringing Kiko, Jin has a wife and
probably everyone else is bringing a plus one.

Jungkook starts the engine, glancing at you for a moment as he opens his mouth. "Yeah, why not,"
he shrugs, one of the songs by Billie Eilish already playing from the speakers as you grin at him
excitedly. "I'd like to meet the guy anyway." he mutters, causing you to groan.

"No, don't do that." you whine, "Stop acting like my dad."

Jungkook cackles, scrunching his nose as he drives from the underground garage to the main road.
"I'm not, I just can't wait to meet him."

It's been around a week since you've told Jungkook about Haneul. You've told him pretty much at
the very beginning about him, after your first or second date. You've never had any secrets with
Jungkook (minus the incident with your car) and you often tell him things he could live without not
knowing, so sharing your private life with him is like a daily routine. Sharing a new person in your
life is quite big news, even though you haven't made a big deal out of it and simply told him you're
seeing someone while talking with him on the phone.

He hasn't had a huge reaction, nor you were expecting one as he asked about Haneul and how you
met him. So you told him everything, from how you went and what an amazing guy he is.
"Don't," you whine through a giggle again, "If you're gonna try to intimidate him, I swear to god.
Haneul is such a sweet guy."

"He better be, or I'll kick his ass." Jungkook says, making you laugh again as you start groaning.

"You won't be kicking any ass. Haneul will pass your vibe check, I just know it, he's great. He's
treating me right and brings me roses every time he sees me, even though I told him specifically he
doesn't have to do that. How sweet is that?"

"Don't you prefer peonies over roses?"

"Not the point," you grit through your teeth, ignoring Jungkook's proud smirk. "He really is great."
you gush over your boyfriend again, sighing a content smile as Jungkook snorts under his breath.

"Alright, alright, I get your point. I wasn't trying to intimidate him, by the way," You cock your
brow at him, pursing your lips. "I'm just saying I'll let him know what happens if he hurts you."

Rolling your eyes, you hide your smile by looking out of the window. "Alright, alright, Mr. Jeon."

He rolls his eyes playfully, snickering under his breath. There's a beat of silence for a moment,
Jungkook silently singing along to Billie's song while thrumming his tattooed fingers against the
top of the steering wheel. "You know," he glances at you when he stops at the red light, giving you
a toothed grin. "Maybe we could go on a double date."

You see how the corner of his lips twitches when he sees your glare. "Don't push it." you murmur
through clenched teeth, fighting off a smile when you hear Jungkook's bubbly laugh as he steps on
the engine as soon as there's a green light.

The rest of the ride is spent with Jungkook's soft singing and brief conversations. Jungkook is
leaving for Busan in two days, taking some editing work with him to spend more time with his
family. From what you understood, he's going alone. Not that it matters whether Kiko is going too
or not. She went to Busan to spend Christmas with Jungkook and his family last year. It looks like
they've decided to spend this holiday separately. You're not sure if she's going to Japan for a few
days, probably not since it wouldn't be that convenient considering you're going on NYE trip on
28th and maybe her family is coming instead of her. Well, if she's going to Japan she could stay
there and not come back.

You almost cackle loudly at your bitter thoughts, knowing if Jungkook could hear them he would
be disappointed. But not surprised, right?

Somehow the universe seems to have its own twisted way of punishing you of endless and bitter
thoughts about Kiko, it seems like God or whoever is up there loves her, because your eyes almost
bulge out at the sight of Haneul in front of your apartment building. You don't notice him, not until
Jungkook parks his car and the two of you get out of it.

He waves at you with a bright grin, your eyes widening as Jungkook follows your line of vision.
He hasn't seen Haneul yet, he hasn't even met him in the first place. You thought your best friend
meeting your boyfriend will wait until the NYE trip, that's what you hoped for. It's not like you
don't want them to meet. Considering your previous conversation with Jungkook, you feel like you
haven't made it clear enough for Jungkook to save his protective persona. You're more nervous for
Haneul meeting Jungkook than Haneul himself, who's already walking towards you with the still
same bright smile.

It's even worse when you both stand in front of the truck, Jungkook opening it as he turns to you,
lips already curved in a satisfied smirk. "Looks like I'm meeting your little boyfriend."

You frown, ready to tell him to piss off and maybe threaten him a little (not that it'd help but you'd
still feel better), but it's too late when you hear Haneul.

"Hey, I was just about to ring you." Haneul says when he's in a closer proximity.

You give him a smile, taking a few steps towards him as he welcomes you with a sweet peck. You
shyly pull away. "Hey, I thought you'd come later." you tell him lightly, seeing him shrug as he
hides his hands into his burgundy jacket pockets.

You made plans to hang out one last time before you depart to your hometown to see your family.
He was supposed to come in half an hour.

"Yeah, my class finished earlier," he simply answers, eyes shining as he's looking at you with that
adorable smile. You're about to say something, your own lips curled in an adoring smile but before
you can open your mouth, Haneul's eyes shift to Jungkook.

Jungkook naturally came up in your conversation on one of the dates when you were talking about
your and Haneul's friends. He has a very important place in your life, he's your best friend after all
and you don't have any reason not to mention him. You still remember Haneul's interested
expression when you told him your best friend is a guy. When you started talking about Jungkook
and your friendship, he quickly understood that you and him are very close.

Yet, not even once he questioned your friendship and looked like he's suspecting anything, like
most of your friends or people who simply don't believe in a friendship between a woman and a
man. He even told you that's cool, since most of your friends are guys. One of the reasons Haneul
is so understanding and sweet. He's different and very kind.

The topic of you and Jungkook hooking up before hasn't been the right topic for any of your dates.
You weren't about to spill your private sexlife at him on one of your first dates while you talked
about your friends. You'll tell him, you know you can trust him now that he's your boyfriend. You
just wanted to see whether your relationship is going to be something more serious. But not that
you're dating, it's only fair for him to know what happened between you and Jungkook.

You would lie if you said you're not slightly frightened about his reaction. But you're not going to
keep that away from him, now that he's about to meet Jungkook and probably see him more often.
You can kind of relate to Jungkook when he said he can't be between you and Kiko. You're not in
the same situation but the thought of them hating each other makes your stomach clench with
uneasiness.

Haneul already knew you're with Jungkook, shopping for some last minute presents. Not even once
he showed a sign of jealousy or something negative, not even now as he smiles at Jungkook.

"Hey, I'm Haneul." he tells him lightly, grinning as your heart swells at his cuteness. You watch
him outstretching his hand towards Jungkook.

You don't realize you're eyeing Jungkook from the side, sending him warning daggers not until he
glances at you before he takes Haneul's hand and shakes it.

"Jungkook." he introduces himself simply, giving him a faint smile in greeting.

"I've heard so much about you," Haneul starts, letting out almost like a nervous chuckle, your lips
pursing as Jungkook gives you a teasing grin.
"Have you?" he muses, still smirking at you as you roll your eyes. "Glad to know you haven't
forgotten me." he teases you, pinching your cheeks as you slap his hands away.

"Don't make me aggressive, Jeon." you warn him, hiding your amused grin as Haneul stares at the
odd interaction between you. Still, he's grinning almost amusingly at you both. It's because he
probably hasn't seen you being annoyed and this kind of playful before.

"Aggressive, isn't she?" Jungkook looks at Haneul, grinning as he points at you while you slap his
finger away.

Haneul laughs, throwing his head back in laughter as he looks at you. "I don't think so, she's totally
harmless. Right, princess?" Haneul teases you, wrapping his arm around your shoulders as he pulls
you closer. You purse your lips at the pet name, shyly avoiding Jungkook's eyes.

It feels different when he calls you that in front of someone else in your presence – Jungkook out of
all people.

"You're in for a wild ride," Jungkook snorts, ignoring your glare as he cackles under his breath.
"Should I help you with the bags?" Jungkook asks, holding your shopping bags as you quickly
snatch it from him as he starts grinning at your rapid reaction.

"No, you should go," you dismiss him, thanking Haneul as he helps you with the bags. "You
already met him, so kindly shoo away."

"Oh come on, don't be so rude," Jungkook feigns a whine, shutting his truck. "I'm not that bad, am
I Haneul?" he spreads his arms as if the answer is obvious, looking at Haneul who shakes his head
with a breathy laugh.

"That's debatable." you mutter, grinning innocently at Jungkook when his amusement falls and he
sends you a glare.

"You see? Women. You drive them home, walk behind them like a puppy for two hours in a
shopping center and she gives you this attitude," Jungkook complains, tsking as he playfully looks
at you and you snort at his playfulness. "Lucky for you I've somewhere else to be."

"Ah, such a shame." You're the one who feigns a pout this time, devilishly laughing at his glare.

Just like nothing happened, he's outstretching his arms for you as you chuckle and walk into his
arms. "Call me when you get to your parents, alright?" he murmurs as he hugs you.

"Uhm," you hum against him, nose digging into his cold and padded jacket. "Say hi to your parents
from me."

"Likewise." he says when the two of you pull away.

You nod, waving him off as he's already going back into the car. You and Haneul make your way
towards the apartment building, cold spreading on your already red cheeks.

"Well, that was something," Haneul chuckles, aiming at the meeting of Jungkook. "He's a cool
guy," You hum opening the door for the two of you as your kind boyfriend takes all the bags from
your hands.

"And a strong one." he adds as you chuckle, frowning in confusion.

"Strong?"
"He almost cut my blood flow when he shook my hand." Haneul chuckles, noticing how you're not
surprised not even a bit.

How could you, Jungkook looked suspiciously fine, so you're not surprised he did something like
that.

"I'm sorry about that." you chuckle, pressing the button of the elevator as the door opens and you
step in.

"No, it's okay. It's good that he's protective. Luckily for him, you don't need his protection
anymore. You've got me." Haneul jokes, wiggling his brows as you giggle before he leans down
and kisses your lips.

"Yeah," you breathe out a chuckle, "Just don't tell that in front of him."

You both laugh, making your way to your home. Haneul is the first one to take the shoes off and
you kindly ask him to put the shopping bags into your room, warning him not to peek inside since
there are some presents for him too. He promises he won't look, cutely grinning at you as he goes
to your bedroom. As you're taking off your jacket, your phone vibrates with a new message.

Kook: isn't he too young?

You can hear the teasing in his voice even through the message, knowing he's just being his
annoying self. You won't let him get to you. You laugh at the message, thumbs already moving to
text him back.

"Fuck you"

His response comes in a few seconds.

Kook: you wish

You gasp at his message before an amused smirk plays on your lips, your thumbs already writing
your response.

"Oh wait already done that"

Snorting, you send him the emoji of a middle finger too just for the right measure, shoving your
phone into the pocket of your jeans. You just know he's cackling at your response and you shake
your head, chuckling to yourself as you follow Haneul, ready to hide your presents until you can
safely wrap them.

"...you know what he's like. He basically interrogated me in the middle of dinner. At least he wasn't
showing his set of knives this time."

His childhood bedroom is swallowed in darkness and silence as he lays in his empty bed, hand
clutching the phone to his ear.

Jungkook laughs at that, trying to silence his laugh by pressing his lips together. Everyone has
already gone to bed and the last thing he wants for his mom to scold him in the morning for being
loud.

The story of your dad's knives is quite remarkable. You've never been that kind of daughter to
sneak guys to her home when your parents were there, or even if they weren't. From what you've
told Jungkook, from the period when you didn't know each other, you weren't that kind of girl to
bring any guy to your home. It wasn't intentional, you just didn't really find any guy to invite home.

Even though you don't admit it or think that, you've always been beautiful. You were cute as a kid
and beautiful even in your teenage years when most of the kids would have a glow up. You didn't
need that. Jungkook has seen your childhood pictures a few times and no matter how many times
you waved him off, brushing off his comments whenever you got embarrassed at him for looking
at them in the first place.

"Oh god, this is so awkward. How could I have worn that?" You'd always whine, snatching the
picture from his hands as you hid it with flushed cheeks.

Everyone thinks they had a bad looking phase, if not – they're lying. Even Jungkook's photos from
his own childhood and teenage years are proof of that. He'd had the same reaction whenever his
mom showed you those pictures, wanting to snatch them from your hands as he started screaming
out of embarrassment.

Cute bunny. That's what you always called him when you saw twelve years old Jungkook with a
bad haircut and bunny toothed grin.

However, Jungkook doesn't think you had a bad phase. It's simply true. You've lost your baby fat
over your teenage years and even though some pictures might've been cringe-worthy, he didn't see
why you were freaking about them so much.

You had to be aware that you're not ugly. The amount of guys that used to bother you with their
intrusiveness speaks for it. You hate intrusive people, guys even more.

And whenever you'd mention any guy to your dad, teasing him because you liked his protective
dad reactions because they were funny, he'd always show you his knives and inform you how
sharp they are. You and Jungkook would always laugh about it, not that Jungkook has witnessed
your dad doing that. It's just enough he heard you telling him that.

It became this joke that seemed almost forgotten, until you've just mentioned it.

Your father is a funny guy, he's not some psycho that would actually hurt anyone. Still, like every
father, he's protective of his precious daughter that gets her looks from him. Your dad used to be a
heartbreaker, not intentionally, his handsomeness even surprised Jungkook when he saw his
pictures from a young age. It runs in the family, that's what he thought while looking at your
family's pictures.

Apparently, you mentioned Haneul over the Christmas dinner, so your dad asked a lot of questions
which is understandable. Now that you're older, your father is more fine with guys being around
you.

But instead of trying to snatch any guy that would be able to fall on his knees for you, you always
pushed them away. It kind of stuck to you until this day. Having a boyfriend and wanting to have a
relationship is different. The amount of guys Jungkook had to push away from you and tell them to
fuck off because you found them annoying and kindly asked Jungkook to take care of it whenever
you went clubbing, is huge. Sometimes you didn't even have to tell him, all it took was one glance
and Jungkook was already on his way to you. On the other hand, men in clubs think they can do
anything just because they're out having fun, trying it on every girl. It happens to every girl in the
club, not just to you.

Maybe that's one of the reasons you don't enjoy clubbing that much. You do enjoy it when you're
drunk and have friends around you. It makes you feel safe.

"How was your Christmas? I saw the photos on Instagram, Haru is so freaking cute." he hears you
gush over his little niece, causing Jungkook to smile as he remembers her big eyes and a big smile
when she saw all the presents.

Jungwon, Sona and Haru stayed at his parents' house as well. As much as Jungkook loves his
family, he's happy there's finally silence and his eardrums are not ready to burst.

"Great," Jungkook chuckles, "Everyone's finally sleeping. As much as I love Haru, she was crying
for like half an hour and stopped just like fifteen minutes ago."

The whole time Jungkook was calling with Kiko, Haru cried through most of it and it was so loud
that even she could hear it. Mentioning her, Jungkook has told his parents that they got back
together when Jungkook's mom was asking about Kiko.

"She should've come here too then!" Jungkook's mom said when she found out.

"She's spending it with her family." Jungkook easily replied which is true. He wasn't lying when he
said that.

What his parents don't know is the fact that Jungkook didn't ask her to come to Busan with him.
He's happy they're back together, but he also acknowledges there are certain things that are
different now and he wanted to spend this year with his family only. Them getting back together
still feels fresh in some kind of way. So they talked about it and came to the conclusion it'd be
better if they celebrated this family holiday with their own families.

Kiko was fine with it. Something tells him the only reason she was okay with not going with him
this year, is the fact that she's probably embarrassed even though Jungkook's parents don't know
anything about why they broke up because he didn't tell them.

"She's a baby. Babies cry." He hears you giggle, your own voice hushed meaning you're in your
room too and everyone's probably sleeping as well. Well, it's almost midnight so it would make
sense.

"I know that," he points out and you can perfectly imagine his frown, thanks to his slightly
offended but feigned tone. "I kinda wish they went home."

"Jungkook!" he hears you exclaim, giggling right after as he starts laughing with you.

"I'm joking, I'm joking!" he exclaims back through his laugh, trying to muffle it with his hand.

You both giggle, trying to calm down. "Listen, I talked with Jin and told him you're bringing a plus
one. He's fine with it, just thought you should know."

"Yeah, thanks." He hears the smile of appreciation in your voice.

The two of you talk for a couple more minutes, voices already sounding tired before you decide to
end the almost thirty minutes long call.

"Y/N?" you hear Jungkook murmur, his own voice thick with sleepiness and raspiness as he hears
you hum. "Merry Christmas."

"Merry Christmas, Kook." He hears you smile, already hearing you falling asleep as he ends the
call, finally allowing himself to rest.
That is until he hears Haru's cries from the other room again, causing him to sigh as he lies on the
side, grabbing one of the pillows and pressing it onto his ear. Yeah, he wasn't lying when he said
he wishes they went home.

"Bring your boyfriend sometimes."

Those were the words your dad said to you once you were leaving, ready to go back to Seoul. Your
boyfriend. You're not surprised he didn't say his name, knowing your dad it was his way of teasing
you or he simply forgot what his name is. At least your mom playfully rolled her eyes, swatting her
husband in the chest.

"What he means by that, is that we'd love to meet him sometimes." she corrected, glancing at her
husband with raised brow as you snorted.

You might not live with them anymore, but you know them very well. Especially your father and
his tactics and role of being a protective dad.

"Don't give me that look," you told him, tugging your suitcase with you. "There's no need to be
protective, even when you meet him. Jungkook made sure of that."

"I've always liked him." Your dad said, words aimed at Jungkook as you simply chuckled at how
relieved he seemed to look, knowing there is at least one person being as protective of you as your
father.

However, you're not sure what your dad would think if he saw you right now.

The moans ripple from your throat, your cheek pressed against your pillow as you spread your legs
even further apart to give Haneul enough space for him to thrust deeper. Now is definitely not the
time to think about your father and their possible future meeting, you plan on introducing him to
your parents and family. That can wait though.

After you came back to Seoul, relaxed and fully excited to see Haneul again, you met the same day
you arrived back home. He came with a bouquet of roses, welcomed you with a kiss as you both
started talking about your Christmas and the days you were apart. You exchanged Christmas
presents too, your heart swelling at Haneul's cuteness as he kept smiling whenever you opened one
of his presents for you. One thing led to another and things got much more heated which slowly
led to Haneul confessing that he's ready and if you want him, he'd love to take another step into
your relationship.

Maybe you're moving too quickly, although you don't think about it that way. Everything you do
together seems natural and you both enjoy it. So, you agreed. That night you took Haneul's
virginity while riding him before he fully dived into the world of sex and orgasms. And you've
been more than happy to cooperate, desperate for his touch too.

"Let's do it again." Were his words when you brought him his first orgasm that night, your own
orgasm ripped away from you since he came much faster than all those times when you gave him a
blowjob.

There was nothing embarrassing about it. It's the first time he has ever experienced that feeling of
being inside someone else and you made sure he knew that, showered him with kisses on his red
cheeks and face full of embarrassment.

"You should take a break." you laughed at his determination of having sex again.
Twenty minutes later and you were doing it again, this time Haneul taking the control as he lasted
longer and snapped that knot in your stomach, finally bringing an orgasm to your eager self.

A day later and you still can't keep your hands from each other. Haneul stayed at your place ever
since you've came back from your parents' house and those days have been spent with nothing but
sex and constant cuddling. Since he's free from classes, thanks to the winter break, he brought
some of his clothes to your place as you'll straight go from here to the cabin to celebrate New
Year's Eve and spend a few days there to just relax. Your departure is scheduled tomorrow, still
having two days to settle down in the cabin before the New Year's Eve come.

The buzzing of your phone shakes you out from the pleasure as you groan, reaching for your
phone. Haneul stops, still staying inside of you as he peeks at you from his fucked out state. You
look at your phone, eyes widening at the name flashing on the screen.

Jungkook.

For some reason, your stomach drops at the absurd situation of him calling you right now while
you're in the middle of something. You ignore the call, turning off the buzzing by pressing your
volume button as you turn to Haneul.

"It's Jungkook," you explain, "I'll just call him back later."

He nods, leaning down to kiss you before he starts pulling out before he thrusts. You make
yourself comfortable, the side of your face meeting the softness of your pillow as you sigh in
content as the pleasure slowly builds back in.

He's barely in his third thrust as your phone starts to buzz again.

"Continue." you tell him over your shoulder, hearing him groan in response as he listens to you.

You do the same thing, turning off the buzzing. This way you don't cancel the call, Jungkook is
just going to think you're not answering because you don't have your phone with you. Having sex
while your phone keeps buzzing would be distracting anyways, so it's better to turn the buzzing off.
Putting your phone back on your nightstand, you moan as Haneul's length brushes against your
sensitive spot while he groans at your walls tightening around him.

"Crap, I don't know how much I'll last." he groans, hands gripping your hips as you moan in
response.

You feel yourself getting there, orgasm approaching as you clutch your sheets between your hands,
telling Haneul you're close. He picks up the pace, bottom lip tucked between your lips, you
encourage him to go harder before your phone starts to buzz again. The two of you groan at the
same time, Haneul stopping his movements and this way your orgasm is gone in a second. Your
lips curl in disappointment and frustration.

"Just answer him." Haneul sighs, pulling out of you, his length slapping against his abdomen as you
bite your bottom lip at the sight.

Freaking Jeon. You sigh, reaching for your phone as you accept the call, already pressing it to your
ear.

"Yah, where are you?" Jungkook speaks as soon as he notices you've accepted the call, his Busan
accent coming through as you snicker.

"Hello to you too," you say ironically, chuckling right after. "Sorry, I was busy." you murmur,
glancing over your shoulder at Haneul whose lips quirk up in a smirk, mimicking your own as you
suppress the giggle that wants to ripple from your throat.

"Busy doing what?"

And he calls you curious.

"Just packing my stuff." you reply, clearing your throat as you feel Haneul's hands on your spine
slowly coming to your ass cheeks.

You glance at him, raising his brow as he innocently shrugs and just traces his fingers on your
exposed skin. Your thighs are starting to ache from the now awkward position as you hear
Jungkook's voice again.

"I was just calling and checking in with you. Who are you driving with? We still have space in my
car, I was wondering if you want to go with us." The caution in his voice is noticeable but
somehow he remains to sound soft and calm.

As much as you'd love to ride with Jungkook, knowing the rides in his car are always better than
the chaotic duo consisting of Taehyung and Jimin. However, the thought of you spending a four
hour long ride with Kiko in the same car is a huge no. You'd rather walk there than share a car with
her. You get the feeling Jungkook knows that, that's why he sounds so cautious, but at the same
time he's his usual self, sweet and caring, to ask just in case you'd want to go with them.

"Oh, no it's fine. I already talked to Jimin yesterday and he--ahh," you gasp as you feel Haenul's
length pressing back inside you as you stare at him with widened eyes.

Index finger on his lips, he tells you silently to keep quiet as you bite your lip.

"You good?" Jungkook asks unsurely, the worry in his voice obvious as you feel your heart beating
fast against your ribcage.

"Yeah, yeah, what was I saying," you nervously chuckle, biting into your lip again as Haneul picks
up the pace. Fuck, you hope he doesn't hear the sound of your and Haneul's skin slapping, even
though he still holds somehow steady and not that fast pace, so the sounds of your explicit actions
are minimal.

"Oh yeah, I talked to Jimin and we're going with them. They still have two places left, so..." you
trail off. Not from the awkwardness of declining Jungkook's kind offer, but from the fact Haneul
reaches down between your legs and circles your sensitive bud of nerves.

You gasp into the pillow, momentarily forgetting Jungkook's on the phone as you hear your name
coming from his lips. The low and slow tone as he says it completely goes unnoticed by you, until
you hear him again.

"What are you doing?"

It's a simple question, yet the knowing tone in his voice causes your stomach drop for the second
time as you clear your tone. Your instinct reacts automatically, the need to get an orgasm is strong
as you embrace yourself to keep your voice steady which you're doing an awful job at.

"I gotta go, I'll call you later." And you end the call before he can utter a single word, tossing your
phone away as Haneul gets rougher and faster with each thrust.

The slight embarrassment comes right after you come around Haneul's length, his own orgasm
filling up the condom as he goes to dispose himself off it as you lay on your back, staring at your
plain ceiling. Jungkook's low tone rings in your ears and with each passing second you realize that
fuck, Jungkook just maybe heard you while you were having sex with your boyfriend. There's a
chance he probably didn't know what you were doing.

Yet, it's his voice and that tone stuck in your mind for the rest of the night. You don't call him back
that night. He doesn't either.

Jimin and Taehyung come to pick you up the next morning, stuffing Jimin's almost full truck with
your and Haneul's suitcases for a good five minutes until it can be shut. Just like you predicted and
already knew, riding in the same car as Taehyung, it's guaranteed there won't be a minute of
silence. The four hour ride is long, mainly filled with Taehyung's passionate and loud singing that
to be fair, makes even you laugh. The social butterfly he is, once Jimin scolds him and tells him to
shut up, he starts to make conversation with Haneul who's sitting right behind him, politely and
friendly answering any of Taehyung's curious questions.

Thankfully, he doesn't bring up Jungkook and you 'dating' which makes your stomach clench
uneasy for the entire ride. You still need to tell him it was all fake, before he could accidentally
spill it out and before you can tell Haneul about it. Fortunately, whenever Jungkook's name
somehow pops up in one of Taehyung's stories, he doesn't mention anything about you and him.
Even Jimin gives you a thoughtful look in the rear mirror while he's driving, giving you a slight
smile.

It's not until you've to make a stop at the gas station because Taehyung drank a lot of water and
needs to use the restroom, that Jimin turns to you and gives you an assuring smile. While Haneul
went to grab and buy some snacks for everyone, it's only you and Jimin in the car.

"I told Tae not to bring up you and Jungkook 'dating'," He even makes the air quotes which makes
you chuckle, "I just told him it might be uncomfortable for you and Haneul too if he brought that
up."

"Thanks Jiminie," you give him a smile, "You're a literal sweetheart." you tell him honestly, fully
realizing his kindness.

"I know it's not any of my business, but I think you should tell him soon if that's what you're still
planning to do. You know Tae, sometimes he doesn't realize he spilled something after it's done."

It's true. You love Taehyung and you know he's having your back just as much as Jimin does. The
only difference between him and Jimin is that Taehyung means no harm but has a big mouth
especially when he's enjoying himself, meaning whenever there's alcohol. There's no doubt there
will be lots of it once you arrive at Seokjin's cabin.

"Yeah, I know," you sigh, "I'll tell him as soon as it's possible." you promise more to yourself than
Jimin, already seeing Haneul and Taehyung laughing while walking out of the gas station with a
huge bag full of snacks.

Surely, that was Taehyung's idea.

The rest of the ride is more calm while Taehyung stuffs his mouth with snacks, silently listening to
the casual conversation happening between you, Jimin and Haneul. It's until Jimin informs
everyone that you're five minutes from the cabin, that you pay more attention to your surroundings.
The road is snowy but Jimin manages to drive safely and slowly up the hill. You can see a few
cabins along the way until you ride more up the hill, the place more separated from the rest of the
cabins.

You can already see a few cars parked in front of the wooden cabin, recognizing Jungkook's car
almost immediately as your eyes widen.

"This is the cabin?" you ask, staring at completely thrown off by its appearance. It's massive.

You knew it'd be a bigger size since a lot of you are coming and from what you've heard from
Jungkook, there are enough rooms for two people sharing one bedroom. You didn't expect this
cabin to be so big and modern, reminding you of those cabins they portray in American movies. It
even has a set of huge windows in the middle of it, if it weren't for the daylight you'd be able to see
inside. If this looks so magical from the outside, you're not sure how beautiful it must look inside.
Even the huge trees behind it make it even more magical and breathtaking.

"Yeah, Jin's parents are loaded if you couldn't tell." Jimin answers, chuckling as he parks behind
Jungkook's black Mercedes.

Everyone unbuckles their seatbelts, not wasting any time to just sit in the car and admire the
surroundings behind a window. Jimin opens the truck, handing everyone their suitcases as
Taehyung starts waving at Hoseok and Jin who are standing in the distance. They wave at him, or
at everyone as Taehyung rushes with his suitcase to meet his friends.

"Tae, you forgot your bag!" Jimin shouts at him, holding Taehyung's duffel bag but the younger
easily ignores him even though he obviously heard him. "Dumbass." Jimin mutters, earning a
giggle from you.

Haneul helps you with your suitcase, grinning at you when you look at him to thank him with a
smile on your lips. He's already holding his own suitcase that Jimin so kindly handed him. When
everyone has their suitcases and travel bags, leaving the truck empty, Jimin shuts it.

"Hey, you guys made it!"

You glance at Jungkook who's happily grinning and walking towards you. He's wearing a dark
green sweatshirt with black jeans, his favorite black padded jacket unzipped which you'd usually
scold him about considering it's cold.

"Hey, yeah, we had to make a stop at the gas station because someone had to drink the whole water
bottle." Jimin ironically snickers, already annoyed at Taehyung for leaving his stuff for Jimin to
carry as Jungkook's eyes look at you.

You quickly jump into action, shaking your head. "Don't look at me, it wasn't me. It was
Taehyung." Jungkook chuckles at your quick need to clarify.

"Obviously," he playfully rolls his eyes, stretching his arms to hug you as you hug him back. He
does the same thing with Jimin as he helps him with Taehyung's bag, giving a nod to Haneul in
greeting. "Everyone's mostly settled, so you should pick your rooms fast."

Jin is already approaching you, welcoming everyone with a bright smile as he shares his
enthusiasm of everyone coming.

"Come, I'll show you the cabin and you can pick any free room." he offers, taking the bag from
Jungkook's hands.

In the distance, you notice Namjoon walking into the cabin with a woman next to him as they hold
hands. Oh, you totally forgot he has a girlfriend. It's nice to see him again. Even though you've only
seen him once, the camping trip is still very memorable in your mind for many reasons, Namjoon
is a cool guy. He was very easy to talk to and very sweet, which you don't get those vibes from a
lot of people, especially when it's the first time you meet them.

"Hey, I got you something. Can I steal you for a moment?" Jungkook asks, eyes focused on you as
you respond with a nod.

"Will you pick our room please? I'll be right there in a second." you tell Haneul, taking your
suitcase from his hands insisting he doesn't have to carry it since his hands are already full with his
suitcase and your travel bag. The least you can do is take care of your suitcase.

"Yeah, sure." he smiles, leaning down to kiss you which you happily welcome as Jin calls out for
him.

"There will be lots of time to be all lovey-dovey, come on!" Jin yells at Haneul, causing him to
blush as Jimin's bubbly laugh resounds. You catch him slapping Jin's arm teasingly while the older
cackles loudly, leading them to the cabin when Haneul catches up to them.

"What's up?" you ask Jungkook as he wraps his hand around your wrist and gently tugs you
towards his car.

"I wanted to give you this later, but I've been driving this in my car for a few days. Plus, I think you
might put a good use to one of those things." he answers, cheekily grinning at you as he opens his
own truck.

Not going to lie, you're kind of unsure about what to expect. The last time he surprised you with a
gift... he shocked you too much with it. However, you couldn't put a good use to that gift. Not
without him which was so freakin frustrating that you wanted to smack it against the wall. It's
safely hidden underneath your bed for no one to see.

You look into the truck, seeing nicely wrapped up presents as your features soften, already staring
at Jungkook. "You brought me Christmas presents?"

Presents. Not a present that you and Jungkook agreed on, since you don't want him to waste his
money on you by buying you multiple things. You're both too stubborn not to buy anything for
each other, so you settled on one present instead. Looks like he can't keep his promise while he just
innocently grins as if he could read your mind. He doesn't have to, your expression says it all
which you're completely oblivious about.

"You can unwrap them later," he says, taking one of the presents that is wrapped in gold wrapping
with little snowmans on it. "I think you could use this one though."

You take it, quirking your brow at him, still not approving he bought you more than one present.
But Jungkook doesn't care, nudging his head in the direction of his present to urge you to open it.
You do, the glimpse of light yellow fabric is just enough to give you a clue what it is. Your mind is
already going back to that time you've last seen him, as you shopped for Christmas presents.

"Wow, this is cute!" you call out, nudging Jungkook to get him out of your way as your eyes stay
focused on the light yellow knitted sweater that's hanging on the rack.

You hear Jungkook snickering but he follows you, getting to you as you're already reaching for it
and examining it from close. "Isn't it pretty?" you ask, eyes sparking as you look at Jungkook.

"It is." he says simply, causing you to roll your eyes at the lack of his reaction. Typical man.
You dive your hand into the sweater, trying to find the price tag which takes a few seconds as you
pull it out and check the price. The price spills out of your mouth in a shocked and disapproval
manner as you scoff.

"Are they serious? They want this much for a simple sweater?"

The truth is, the sweater is completely soft and without doubt warm for this cold weather. You
could probably afford it, but you're trying to save as much money as you can for your car and
presents for your friends and family. That's the main priority right now. Besides, you've a lot of
clothes and this sweater for its price is just not worth it.

"It's not even that pretty. Just put it back." Jungkook says, taking the sweater from your hands as
he hangs it back while you pout.

You want to argue with him that it is pretty but you know you don't need it. So you just sigh,
focusing on finding a decent present for Jimin as you already make your way towards the men
section. Jungkook trails behind you like he's been doing for the past hour.

"You bought me that sweater?" you almost yell, eyes widening at Jungkook who seems to be
genuinely happy to see your reaction as he bites into his lower lip and nods. "But I thought it's not
that pretty." you tease him, glancing at him as he innocently grins.

"I just said that so you'd put it back," That explains while he took it from your hands before you
could even take one last glance at it. "I went back to buy it after I drove you home."

Your heart warms at the new information, your shoulders slouching as you pout at his kindness.
You can't believe he went back and bought it for you. The price was ridiculous for such a piece of
fabric, even though you secretly love it. Well, maybe not that secretly judging from the way your
eyes sparkle when you look at the sweater. It's not the fact you actually got it. It's the fact
Jungkook put the effort to buy it for you, not caring about the price or the fact he had to go back to
the shopping center after walking around there with you for two hours.

"You're such an idiot." you murmur, sniffling as he starts laughing at your current state.

"One way to show your gratitude." he jokes, causing you to glare at him.

"It was too expensive." you point out. Of course, you're grateful he bought it for you. You'd be
grateful nevertheless of what he'd buy you. You don't like when people spend their money on you
and Jungkook tends to do that a lot. With your approaching birthday, you're not sure what he'll buy
you then.

You always try to buy him something useful and of course, something he'd love to have. But it's
incredibly hard to buy him something since most of the things he wants, he simply buys it for
himself. When he had his birthday in September, you invited him to dinner, Korean barbeque,
along with Taehyung and Jimin and gave him a cute bunny key-chain. It was after you went back
home and stumbled on this open shop with stupid but cute things. Taehyung went there
immediately, so the three of you waited outside for him as you just browsed through the rack of
key-chains outside. You joked the bunny looks like Jungkook which he rolled his eyes at but
grinned nevertheless of you teasing him. It's not something he'd obviously buy for himself and it's
not something useful. But you went inside and bought it for him.

"It can be your lucky charm." you simply told him when you gave it to him.

He grinned cutely, scrunched his nose as always as he put the keychain onto his keys, dangling
with it in the air.

"I don't care," Jungkook tells you, ignoring your comment of the sweater being too expensive. "I
even washed it for you."

That's true. There's no trace of price tag, which is usually cut off anyways before you give it to
someone as a gift. But as you bring the sweater to your nose, you recognize Jungkook's fabric
softener right away and you gush at the sweet but soft smell.

"Thank you." you tell him, pulling from the sweater as you hug him.

He laughs, hugging you back. "It's nothing."

"It's not nothing, Kook," you murmur against him, pulling away. "I've got your presents with me
too."

Yes, Jungkook isn't the only one who thought about this. He's also not the only one who bought
more presents than just one. You're guilty too, but only because you had a suspicion he'll do this.

Jungkook playfully rolls his eyes, snickering at you as you proudly grin at him, your face
screaming 'See? You're not the only one'.

"We can just unwrap the rest of it later, with Tae and Jimin too." you think out loud which
Jungkook nods to, agreeing with you since he brought their presents with him too.

Jimin and Taehyung have also brought their presents for you and Jungkook too, so like every year,
you're going to unwrap them too and witness their reactions to your presents while unwrapping
them.

You clutch Jungkook's present to your chest, ready to join the others until Jungkook stops you with
a soft 'hey', his hand grabbing your wrist. Staring at him curiously, you hum in response.

"What was that call earlier?" he asks, your throat getting dry right away as you're trying to keep
your natural and automatic reaction at bay.

You can't read Jungkook's expression at all, it seems like he's asking you a casual thing but in
reality, he's mentioning yesterday's call. He definitely heard something, you're not sure if he knows
or not, but all you can do is act like nothing happened. The fact he's bringing this out of nowhere
makes you embarrassed because this has never happened before. You wouldn't care about it if he
didn't just bring it up.

"I don't know what you're talking about." you tell him casually, lips pressed in a tight line as he lets
go off your wrist with an amused chuckle. Okay, he definitely sees right through you. What did
you expect, right?

Still, you don't give him that satisfaction of giving him a reaction as you hold your head high and
raise a brow at him.

"You're awful at lying, I told you that many times." he jokes, shaking his head at you as a frown
makes a way to your face. "Lighten up, I'm just teasing you."

Still, you clench your jaw in the same embarrassment as you can feel your cheeks heathen up.
Thank god for the cold outside, your cheeks are already red from it.

"I'm not lying." you pathetically state, knowing he doesn't believe you a single word as he chuckles
again. Lowly and deep.

Your breath catches in your throat when he leans towards you, lips dangerously close to your ear as
you can feel his hot breath against your skin.

"I think you forgot that I know how you sound when you're getting fucked."

If it could be realistic, your jaw would hit the floor at how easy he says it, your heart almost
jumping out of your chest as your insides tremble with something you can't put your finger on. Is it
an embarrassment? Excitement from the words he just said to you? Why would you be excited, that
doesn't make sense. Jungkook has a great way of talking and choosing his words, making anyone
flustered.

"Hey, there you are!"

Before you can try to get some word mess out of your mouth, there's a feminine voice you
recognize in a second coming your way. You look behind Jungkook to find Kiko approaching you,
wearing just a cardigan as she hugs it closer to herself. Great, just what you needed right now.

You're still in shock from Jungkook's honesty and bluntness to fully grasp the fact, there's Kiko
approaching the two of you until she stands beside Jungkook.

"I was waiting for you, I already picked our room," Kiko smiles at Jungkook, directing her brown
eyes to glance at you. "Hi, Y/N." she says, somehow cautiously and you'd mentally snicker at how
careful she seems to be while facing you again, if your head wasn't screaming at Jungkook's
bluntness. Your own eyes stare at Jungkook who simply watches you waiting for you to say
something.

"Hi," you let out a dry greeting, not even hiding the fact you're not pleased to be in her company. "I
should pick our room too." you murmur, walking away from them with an annoyed huff as you
hear Jungkook sigh.

"What are you doing here in the cold wearing just this? You'll get sick." he scolds Kiko gently and
when you glance across your shoulder, you see him pulling her closer to his side to warm her up.

One glance at them and you're ready to fume, especially at the sight of her in her full princess and
innocent glory. Just great. When you thought you could actually make it through this trip without
feeling annoyed.
 Chapter 38

Seokjin's parents, or whoever from his family owns this cabin, sure knows their style around
interior design. As soon as you've stepped into the huge wooden cabin, you could confirm Jimin's
words of his parents being loaded. There's no denying in that. Apart from the luggage laying here
and there, everything is very neat and the whole place smells like wood with the hint of freshness.

There is an art hanging on the wall, a few pictures of snowy mountains and trees which makes you
think this cabin is mostly used in winter. When you step out of the corridor, there's an open room
with two big couches on opposite sides with two circled coffee tables between them. The fireplace
looks modern but still matches the warm toned interior very well.

"It's beautiful, isn't it?"

You almost jump at the sudden deep but tender voice beside you. Taehyung smirks when he
notices the way you flinch and lightly nudge him in the arm.

"Have you been here before?" you wonder, glancing at your friend who nods.

"Just once, it was like three years ago but this place has been renovated since then." he explains,
hearing you hum in return as you stare at the flames in the fireplace.

This specific corner of this room is most likely used to just sit down and chill. Despite its
modernity and size, it seems like a cozy place to be at and you can imagine yourself just sitting
there, talking about whatever. It's even better that there's no television.

"Is this an old cabin? That's why they renovated it?" you ask, dragging your suitcase closer to you
as you and Taehyung stand and admire the interior together.

"Oh no," Taehyung chuckles, "This place was beautiful even before they've decided to renovate it.
I mean, it looks way better now since the interior is more modern and it's up to date. It screams
money in every direction you look but still... the previous interior had its own charm if you know
what I mean."

"Yeah..." you murmur, "People renovate when they don't know what to do with their money." you
think out loud, wondering how it'd feel like to be completely loaded.

And here you are, with a broken car that might be already fixed but it's still old and will need
another fix in the near future. Luckily, you've managed to save enough money to be able to afford a
newer car. Just two more months with your usual salary and working in a club, and you're all free
to look for a better car.

"So..." Taehyung starts, lowly and cautiously, shifting from one foot to another which just makes
you snort and arch your brow at him. "How are you?"

"How am I?" you chuckle, "Why are you asking me this?"

You're not stupid. You could've recognized his prying tone from the second he opened his mouth
and he does a terrible job at trying to act as casual as possible.

"With Jungkook and Haneul being here," he clears his throat, "And Kiko."

You straighten yourself, sighing as Taehyung keeps his eyes solely on you watching you like a
hawk. It's been a while since you and Taehyung talked alone, just the two of you without any of
your friends. Sure, you called him because you were worried when Jimin told you he was sick. But
there is only so much the phone call can do. It makes sense he voices out his worries, even though
part of you knows Taehyung loves gossip and lives for the drama. Still, you can see honesty and
genuine worry in his brown soft eyes.

And it's only fair he's asking you this, specifically. He probably thinks this trip will end up with
drama, considering Jungkook is here with Kiko and you with Haneul. Most importantly, he still
thinks you and Jungkook were dating. Even though he could see you and Jungkook being the same
old you, from all those times you've hung out with your friends after your 'break-up', this time
you're not kissing or touching each other because you're no longer dating.

Regardless of that, he finds it weird all of you are here and are about to spend the New Year's Eve
together. And you can't blame him. It's weird for you too but you pushed your bitter emotions and
thoughts about Kiko aside. All you want is to have fun and celebrate New Year with your
boyfriend and friends.

Looking around, you realize there's no one around you and everyone is in safe distance from you
and Taehyung, catching up with each other.

"Come here," you murmur to him, taking him by his wrist and push him aside, closer to the wall so
you're not standing in the middle of the entrance. Dragging your suitcase with you, you ignore
Taehyung's doe eyes and the quite intrigued look he gives you. "I've to tell you something."

"Spit it out sis, I'm all ears." Taehyung says excitedly, causing you to snort as you scold him with
your frown.

"But you've to promise me not to yell when I tell you."

Thinking about this now, you should've told him when you will be alone with him but now it
seems to be like the right time. You just have to make sure Taehyung won't catch any more eyes
and ears as soon as you tell him. You know him. He can be quite expressive.

"You're not pregnant, are you?" Taehyung widens his eyes, suddenly eyeing your stomach that's
perfectly hidden with your sweater.

You almost choke on your spit. "What? No!" you exclaim.

"Ahhh, I hate when you keep me waiting. Tell me." he whines like a little kid, causing you to roll
your eyes at his impatience. Is this how Jungkook feels like when you're being impatient and
whiny? Probably.

"Okay," you sigh, embracing yourself to tell Taehyung the truth but not before you look around to
see if there are any prying eyes on you. There are not. You're the least interesting pair to look at,
not when everyone seems to be too invested to catch up with one another or give a praise to Seokjin
about the cabin.

Here we go.

"I don't really feel weird about Jungkook being here with Kiko, well, I do feel a little bitter over it."
you roll your eyes at yourself. A little bitter? A lot, actually. Judging by the way Taehyung raises
his brow, he probably thinks the same thing.

"As you should," he purses his lips, nodding furiously as his fluffy hair bounces on his head. "God,
I still can't believe he's with her. Not after everything she did to him. Can you believe that?"
"Tell me something about it." you murmur, but Taehyung doesn't stop there.

"You are so much better than her," he says, almost proudly at himself for saying it as it makes you
chuckle in amusement. "Sorry, I know you are with Haneul right now but still." he shrugs
innocently, causing you to wave him off.

"Well, the thing is..." you start, looking around once again as Taehyung's brows pinch together in
confusion. "I know how it makes Jungkook look because he brought Kiko and we were dating--"
The way you say dating causes Taehyung to frown even in bigger confusion.

"I mean... I know you guys are... well, you. So I'm not even surprised you seem unaffected by your
relationship, okay maybe a little bit but I'm not catching up. You better spit it out before I start
whining again." he warns you, causing you to laugh silently as you shake your head at his
goofiness.

"Me and Jungkook never dated. It was all fake," you tell him quietly, leaning closer to him so he
can hear you perfectly as his mouth hangs open as soon as you say it. He freezes in his spot and
you push his chin up to shut his mouth as he slowly looks at you.

"Please say something, this is already getting too awkward for me."

"Fake?" Is all he mumbles, quietly and innocently as he widens his eyes.

"Yeah, we had this deal and it included me pretending to be his girlfriend."

"What? No!" he suddenly whines loudly, or more like yells, causing Seokjin and Hoseok to look at
you from afar as you scold Taehyung with a nudge to his forearm.

"What do you mean no?"

"I've been shipping you for months!" he exclaims, causing you to shush him again as he ignores
you and looks completely shocked at the sudden news. "Woah, I can't believe this. You guys
played it all along? This is so fucking dissapointing."

You snort at him. "Come on, me and Jungkook are friends."

He rolls his eyes. "Oh friends for sure," he spits sarcastically, ignoring the way you press your lips
into a tight line. "But you were all over each other, you can't possibly make me believe it was all
fake!"

"Taehyung, be quiet please," you scold him, pleadingly staring at him as he just shakes his head in
utter shock. "We were all over each other because we--oh fuck it. We were hooking up."

Taehyung dramatically spreads his hand over his chest as he gasps. "You were hooking up?" he
whisper-yells, lips stretching to a wide smile. "Well, at least that's something. How was he?"

"Tae, I'm not telling you that."

"Is he bigger than Haneul?"

"Taehyung!" you scold him, cheeks red as Taehyung devilishly cackles. "I just thought you should
know. I felt so bad for not telling you and Jimin from the start. You kept asking about us and were
so confused all the time, I really felt bad. But it's not something you go and talk about so freely."
you tell him, mainly trying to change the topic which Taehyung eyes you for a moment but doesn't
say anything about it.
"No, I get that," Taehyung says softly and understandably, "Wow, I need a shot after this."

You laugh at him. "Come on, let's go upstairs to check our rooms. You are sharing a room with
Jimin, right?"

He nods, stopping you by calling your name quietly when you're ready to take a step. "I won't tell
anyone. It's your and Jungkook's private thing, as much as I'm disappointed by the news," you roll
your eyes playfully, "But thank you for telling me. I won't tell anyone, not even to Jimin."

"Oh, Jimin already knows." At this, Taehyung's jaw falls on the floor as he looks scandalized.

"Jimin? He knew?"

You sheepishly shrug, "Yeah, he only found out recently though. It was when we went ice-skating,
me and Jungkook got into an argument and then I told Jimin. It was me who asked him not to tell
you, I'm sure it was very hard to keep his mouth shut since you guys are like friend soulmates or
whatever. I wanted to tell you by myself or with Jungkook, but now felt like a good idea."

"So who else knows?"

"Only you, Jimin and Kiko, I think. That is if she didn't tell Hoseok which I personally think she
probably did."

"What? She knows too?" Taehyung is even more shocked, scrunching his nose.

"Yeah, Jungkook told her. I mean, I can understand that. At least she doesn't have to feel too
uncomfortable with me being here even though I don't really care if she does or not. But it's better
for everyone if she knows the truth. And you know Jungkook, he's been always honest."

Sounds like Jungkook, Taehyung thinks.

"Does she at least know you were banging her man?"

You snort at Taehyung, pushing him to the side as he laughs. "Yeah, he told her that part too."

"You said you and Jungkook argued. Did his competitive ass annoy you again?"

You smile at that, fully knowing what Taehyung means. It happened more than once that you got
annoyed when you and Jungkook were hanging out, with Jimin and Taehyung too of course, and he
got too competitive at whatever you were playing or doing. It caused arguments between you two,
or more accurately you being annoyed and pissed at Jungkook while he kept making fun of you
and teasing you for being so grumpy.

"No, I wish it was one of those stupid arguments that aren't really arguments," you admit, "I just
said something painful and hurt him, even though he asked me to respect his decision."

"Oh, shit. Don't tell me you brought up Kiko cheating."

You cringe, just enough of an answer to Taehyung. "Yeah, it's even worse because Jungkook just
voiced out his worry about me going late from work and using public transportation. So I told him
to worry about his own girlfriend and he said something about not having to worry about her
because she's not stupid... and I might've said she's just stupid enough to cheat. I know, I know!"
you exclaim, already seeing Taehyung's pursed lips and the whole face that screams 'not cool'.

You feel your insides uncomfortably squeeze from the recall of your and Jungkook's argument.
There's nothing you can do to change it, what's done is done. At least you and Jungkook managed
to work it out.

"I feel bad enough about it. I was being such a bitch. He asked me a couple of times to respect his
decision and I just brought that up. I hurt him that time, Tae."

"Don't blame yourself too much," he tells you, "You guys are both so fucking stubborn but
whatever happens between you two, you manage to work it out." he says as if he could read your
previous thoughts.

"We did manage to work it out," you admit, "He's just so good and seeing him with her, out of all
people is just..."

"Yeah, I know what you mean. Ever since Jungkook told us in a club she cheated-- well, I might've
called her a bitch."

You gasp, "No you didn't!"

"I sure did," he muses proudly, "But hey, I'm just having my friend's back. Jungkook definitely
deserves better but that guy is so fucking stubborn and too blindly in love."

"As long as he is happy." you shrug, ignoring the way Taehyung glances at you for a few seconds.

"I really was happy for the two of you when you said you're dating. I was very confused and
shocked at the beginning for sure, I think we all were, I just can't believe you faked it." he chuckles
in disbelief, causing you to give him a gentle smile and a shrug.

"I'm sorry for lying to you guys. We felt guilty about it this whole time."

"No, it's okay," Taehyung waves you off, "Dammit, I was saying the other day to Jimin that you
and Jungkook looked so good together."

You awkwardly nibble on your lower lip, simply shrugging. "That's just because you were
shipping us." you try to joke, seeing how Taehyung purses his lips and determinedly nods.

"I sure was," he agrees, "But hey, Haneul seems like a nice guy. I'm happy for you."

"He is," you smile. At the mention of Haneul, he must be waiting for you in your room for the next
few days. "Should we get upstairs to check those rooms?"

"Yeah, let's go." Taehyung says, still looking quite shocked from the news but overall he gives you
a reassuring smile as he leads you upstairs, helping you with your suitcase at the stairs.

The second floor and its design is just as magnificent as what you've seen of the cabin so far. The
mixture of white paint and wooden ceiling creates a modern but very warm feeling to it. Your
attention to the wonderful interior is washed away as soon as you see Haneul, peeking from one of
the rooms with a big smile as he waves you over. You smile, making your way towards him and
curiously stepping into the bedroom, while Taehyung informs you he's going to check on Jimin
and their room.

"It's beautiful here," Haneul comments as soon as your mouth falls open.

The bedroom is not huge but probably bigger than the bedroom and kitchen together back in your
apartment. There's nothing special in the room besides the bed, two chest of drawers and tall
wardrobe. What else do you need there, right? From the looks of it, it looks like the bed is a king
size.

"This was the last room with one bed. I hope you don't mind." Haneul informs you, murmuring the
last sentence self-consciously as you turn around to be met with him nibbling on his bottom lip.

Letting out a gentle chuckle, you walk towards him before you hug him. "Of course, I don't mind.
We're sharing a bed when you sleep at mine, remember?" you cheekily remark, looking up at him
as he sheepishly nods and grins, pleased with your answer as he pecks your lips.

When you pull away from each other, you decide to unpack some of your clothes. Everyone seems
to do that, judging from the constant rustling and people walking here and there, until Seokjin calls
for everyone to come downstairs in ten minutes.

"I guess he wants to tell us something." you think out loud as you neatly place one of your jeans
into the drawer.

"How long have you known him?" Haneul asks, placing his own clothes to the other chest of
drawers, stealing a glance at you before he goes back to his task.

"Who? Seokjin?"

He hums, kneeling to his suitcase to pull out more of his clothes.

"I don't know to be honest. He's not exactly my friend. Jungkook, Jimin and Tae introduced me to
him since he's their friend, along with Hoseok and Namjoon. You'll meet them later," you tell him
once you see him frown in confusion at the foreign names. "But I've seen Seokjin a couple of
times, nothing fancy. Just whenever I hung out with the guys and he was there with the rest of the
gang."

You glance at Haneul whose eyes are attached to his own task, but you notice the way he nods
along your words. He's cute while he does it, making you smile at him. He genuinely seems
curious about your life and never fails to try and get to know you even more. It's one of the things
you appreciate about him the most.

"Should we go downstairs?" you ask after a moment. You can always place the rest of your clothes
and stuff later.

"Yeah, let's go," Haneul says, closing his suitcase as he drags it beside the chest of the drawers, so
it's not placed messily in the middle of the room. He does the same thing with yours which you
thank him for. Just as he's ready to take your hand, his phone starts to ring.

"It's my mom," he says, brows pinched together for a moment. "I've to take this."

"Yeah, of course. I'll wait outside or downstairs." you tell him, giving him some privacy.

He gives you a gentle smile, thanking you as you're already getting out of the room and closing the
door to muffle the sounds from other rooms and a hallway. Just as you're walking out of there, you
bump into a firm body that makes you let out a surprised yelp and almost stumble back to the
closed door.

"Easy there, tiger," Jungkook muses, hands securely on your shoulders to prevent you from
bumping into the door. "Barely an hour here and you're ready to run for the hills?"

His amused toothy grin is the first thing you see when you fully take him in, your eyes rolling but
your own lips twisting to a grin. Typical Jungkook. It wouldn't be him if he didn't have any snarky
remark.

"Not yet, bunny," you remark back, satisfied smirk curving on your lips when Jungkook scrunches
his nose at the nickname. "I hope there won't be any reasons for that."

Jungkook opens his mouth, probably saying another smart remark back but he's quickly cut off by
fuming Taehyung whose feet thump against the hard floor.

"Jimin is so freaking annoying," Taehyung complains as soon as he walks over to you, pouting like
a little kid as you snort. "Can you believe that? I specifically told Jimin I want the bed near the
window and what did he do?"

You open your mouth, barely taking a breath before Taehyung is already opening yours, not
waiting for your answer. You hear Jungkook holding back a laugh as he amusingly stares at
Taehyung.

"He said he wants that bed too!"

"Tae," you bite back a laugh, "How old the two of you are exactly?"

"That's not the point!" he exclaims, making you put your hands in surrender.

"How did you guys solve it out?"

"We played rock, paper, scissors of course."

Of course, they did. They do it all the time. There's not a day when you don't see them playing that
kids game to make this fair. To be completely honest, it's what everyone does when you hang out
and can't decide on things. However, Taehyung and Jimin are a completely different story when it
comes to bickering. They're acting like a married couple that's been married for forty years or two
siblings that just have to bicker every five minutes. There's no between, honestly.

Snorting, Jungkook looks at Taehyung's scowl. "I get it that you lost?"

"I did." he grumbles.

You're almost certain by the end of the night, Jimin will leave the bed for Taehyung just because
he cares about him. And Taehyung would do the same thing.

Taehyung's goofiness is nothing new to you or Jungkook, or to anyone who knows him well
enough to know that's a significant part of him. But there are different stages when he gets like this
and when he lets out annoyed huff, aimed at no one else than Jimin, you can smell the sudden
whisk of alcohol coming off his breath.

"Taehyung-ah, are you perhaps drunk?"

Jungkook arches a brow at Taehyung, staring at his and your friend questionably as Taehyung
cutely widens his eyes as if he's been caught by his parents. He goofily grins, just proving your
assumptions to be right.

"I'm not drunk," He doesn't look drunk, that's right. But without a doubt-- "I may have drank two or
three shots. But don't look at me like that, you two! It's your fault!" he accuses, whipping his
fingers at the two of you as you both stare at him with big eyes.

"Our fault? How is that our fault?" Jungkook exclaims, scrunching his face in a frown at the
accusation as you already rub your forehead, staring low at your feet.

"I know." Taehyung whispers, leaning towards Jungkook who just pulls away and flicks him in the
forehead at the obvious smell of tequila coming from him.

"You know what?" Jungkook whispers back, clueless as he glances at you, seeing you acting as if
you're not there in the first place. "What is he talking about?"

"Jungkookie, I must say," Taehyung says, patting Jungkook's shoulder. "I'm disappointed."

"Wha--"

"Oh god, he knows about us." you exclaim, no longer standing Taehyung's talking and walking
around the topic.

There's a high chance Haneul will walk out of those doors any second, he definitely doesn't need to
hear any of this. Thank god, Taehyung is at least quiet and not loud as usual. Luckily, Jungkook
doesn't need any more explanation because he understands you right away, brows shooting up in
understatement.

"Ah," Jungkook lets out, "What's so disappointing about that?"

"Don't even ask," you interrupt Taehyung as soon as you notice him opening his mouth. He already
said enough. "You," you point at Taehyung who just grins amusingly. "Don't blame it on us. We
all know you wanted to taste that tequila you bought at the gas station."

Taehyung frowns before he grins all over again, shrugging innocently. That's right. He thought he's
being sleek with the huge bag that was supposed to be 'full of snacks' as he said when Jimin
questioned him. However, the clinking sound is what gave him away as he stepped into the car.

Although, Jungkook looks a little clueless about the whole tequila thing, only because he drove in
his own car and not with you. Nevertheless, he seems to get the point as you notice the corner of
his lips quirk up in an amused smirk when Taehyung doesn't even hide it anymore.

"Where is your room?" you ask Jungkook, changing the topic to not make it seem as if you're
making an alcoholic out of Taehyung. He's not. He just loves to have fun and taste alcohol
whenever there's a party going on. He might've started a little bit earlier to your taste but it's
Taehyung. You can't be surprised at this point.

"There," Jungkook points towards the direction of his room, which undoubtedly he is sharing with
Kiko.

Just as you look in the direction he's pointing at, luckily their room is on the opposite side and one
room away from yours to be completely opposite, the door open and Kiko comes out of it. She
looks around for a second, noticing Jungkook straight away and with that you and Taehyung too.
You swear you see her tense a little bit before she puts up a small smile and makes her way
towards you.

Jungkook quickly turns around to you, specifically looking into your eyes as he points his finger at
you. "Behave," he warns you, turning around to Taehyung before you can get a single reaction out
of you.

"And you too." he tells Taehyung, causing his own mouth to open in a silent surprise as you snort
under your breath.
"I'm not doing anything." you reply to him, scoffing a little bit but you put a little smile once he
looks back at you, brows scrunched while his dark eyes remain on you sternly.

"I'm serious." he manages to get through his teeth, giving you a last warning before the door opens
from your room and Haneul comes out, a little surprised by the amount of people standing in front
of it.

"Oh," he lets out surprisingly, eyes looking for you. He finds you in a second, giving you a little
smile but you notice something weird in his eyes as you get closer to him.

"Hey, what's wrong?" you place your hand over his forearm gently, head tilted back to have a
proper look at him.

In the distance, you can make out Kiko's voice. "Hey Taehyung." she says gently, a little bit more
braver than when she was greeting you.

"Hi." he greets her back casually.

You turn your attention back to Haneul who rubs his face a bit as he lets out a sigh. "It was just my
mom. Apparently my grandma doesn't feel too good. She's been sick for a while." he explains, your
features twisting in a worry and apologetic look.

"I'm sorry. You wanna go home?" you ask him gently, voice quiet and tender as you hear the rest
of your friends (and Kiko) talk about something which you don't pay attention to.

"Ah, no. Mom said she'll keep me updated. There's nothing I can do anyway. My parents are going
to hers to look after her."

It's definitely not good getting this kind of news, especially when he's here to relax from all the
stress from college and have fun. It's saddening and you just hope whatever has been going on with
his grandmother will pass and nothing bad will happen.

Nodding, you don't say anything else although there's a need inside you, wanting to assure him that
if he has any doubts about being here you could just go back with him. But you decide not to say
anything, it'd just make it look as if you don't want him here and there's not a place to talk about
this some more.

Especially not when Haneul obviously wants to change the topic, turning his attention to your
friends as he makes out a new person.

"Hey, I don't think we've seen each other." he says kindly, taking a closer step to them as his eyes
look at Kiko.

You watch her lip balm lips turn into a welcoming and sweet smile, something you want to roll
your eyes at even though you're not sure why. Have you really grown so opposed to her?

"Hi, yes, I don't think we've met." she tells him, already stretching her thin arm towards him as you
watch your boyfriend take it with a polite smile.

"I'm Haneul."

"Kiko, Jungkook's girlfriend." Oh, god. Can you roll your eyes now?

Clearing your throat, you snake your fingers around Haneul's wrist and pull him to you a little.
"Seokjin called us, I think we should go." you speak, clenching your teeth while your eyes look at
Haneul as he nods and lets you tug him a bit, not noticing the sudden shift in your behavior.

Little do you fail to notice the way Jungkook gives Kiko an apologetic smile, gently taking her
hand.

"She'll come around." he tells her quietly, looking in front of him to watch your back, hand
grasping Haneul as if somebody would snatch him from you.

Yeah, you'll come around. Right? At least he hopes so. He doesn't know how many more pep-talks
he can give you.

"Friends, family... welcome!" Seokjin calls out happily, looking at everyone. As soon as you've
made it downstairs, everyone has gotten comfy on two huge couches and chairs while Seokjin has
stood up on the little step to make himself higher.

The closest to him, in one of the chairs, is sitting what you believe is his wife. You remember her
from their wedding, she appears to look more soft and natural, minus the wedding dress and make
up she had on. Even then, she was very beautiful and without doubt just right for Seokjin. You're
not blind. He's handsome and wouldn't go for someone ugly for sure. Who knows, maybe he's not
that type to care about the looks of others. And she's also Kiko's best friend which makes you feel
a little uneasy, even though she looks kind and sympathetic.

"Some of you've been here before but to those who haven't, or have it doesn't really matter," A
round of chuckles resounds in the huge open room and even you and Haneul let out one at
Seokjin's awkward posture. Even from this distance you can tell the tip of his ears are turning red.

"Hyung, cut it short. Your ears are red." Taehyung calls out, cackling when Seokjin chuckles
awkwardly but sends a glare at Taehyung who has managed to erupt another round of laughter
from everyone.

"Anyways, I wanted to say welcome regardless if you've been here before or not. Make yourself
home, there are many more rooms you can use..."

Seokjin's words somehow blend as you look beside you, Jungkook's arm pressed against you as
more people are squeezed on this couch. It's hard to focus on Seokjin's words and him explaining
important information about the cabin when there's Jungkook, whispering something into Kiko's
ears which makes her giggle. You tap your fingers against your knee, pursing your lips a little to
mute their annoying whispers but it's hard to do. Jungkook chuckles at something and presses a
kiss to her cheek, at least it looks like he did from where you're sitting.

That's it.

"Can you guys shut up? I don't hear him." you scold, eyes boring to Jungkook even before he turns
around to look at you.

You see him glare at you, clenching his jaw a little at your obvious jab as you give him a sweet
smile before you cuddle to Haneul. However, your boyfriend is too interested in what Seokjin is
saying that your interaction with Jungkook goes completely unnoticed. He does pull you closer to
him, sneaking his arm around your shoulders as you make yourself comfortable.

Seokjin talks for a few minutes, mainly warning everyone not to break any of the vases that
apparently his mother adores. It's funny how an almost thirty year old man looks a little scared at
the mention of a possible accident of one of the vases breaking. The whole conversation is
comfortable and even funny, chuckles and laughter resounding every few seconds.
"...oh, there is no staff around to clean this place while we're here, so please everyone... just clean
after yourselves and don't make too much mess. Or if you do, just clean it."

Of course, they usually have staff around to clean this place and keep it nice and neat.

"Okay, so I bought some stuff before coming here but I'll need someone to go grocery shopping.
Someone should also stay over with me to prepare the wood and fire outside. We should prepare
the food for grilling, so I need someone in the kitchen with me too."

Hoseok offers to stay, along with Namjoon as Seokjin's wife is staying in the kitchen with her
husband. You see Seokjin talking to Hoseok, most likely talking to him about all the tasks as
Hoseok nods along. You stand up, along with everyone as you look around before you see
Namjoon making his way towards you.

Your lips automatically stretch to a huge smile. "Namjoon, hi!" you exclaim happily.

God, was he always this tall? He looks just like you remember him on the camping trip. The only
difference is his choice of clothing, perfectly matching with the weather. He's wearing washed out
jeans with mustard colored sweater while his hair stays brushed up. Now that you see him, it got
longer.

"Here's my hiking partner!" he calls out cheekily, grinning with his dimple popping as you laugh.
You do remember complaining, he's obviously hinting at that. But you weren't that bad, were you?
"Hi."

"How are you? It's so nice to see you again," you tell him, still smiling as Namjoon fills you with
how he's been, which doesn't really involve that much just that same old stuff. He asks you the
same thing and you technically say the same thing back, there's nothing much to tell him. He's not
your close friend but it's always nice to talk to him.

"Oh, this is Haneul. My boyfriend." you introduce Haneul, who's been politely smiling the whole
time the two of you have been talking.

"Oh," You notice his brows shoot up for a moment, eyes looking behind you. You look back,
noticing Jungkook who's in the middle of conversation with Kiko and Seokjin's wife whose name
you still don't remember.

"So I heard," Namjoon shakes himself out of the surprise, even though he looks like he heard the
news about you and Jungkook breaking up. Still, a grin stretches onto his lips as he outstretches an
arm to your boyfriend. "It's nice to meet you, man."

He probably finds it weird to see everyone here; you, Jungkook, Kiko and now your current
boyfriend. But just like on the camping trip, he doesn't ask questions and keeps himself out of it.
You watch them greet each other, manly just like guys like to do it with the whole 'bro hug'.

"So, did your girlfriend finally make it?" you ask, remembering you've seen him with a girl when
you arrived.

An automatic smile makes its way on his lips. "Ah, yeah! Sweetheart, come here! Let me introduce
you." he calls out.

It takes a few seconds to fully see who he called over, until a gorgeous girl smiles at him and walks
over to you. She's gorgeous. Her dark skin is what captivates you the most, it looks like there's not
a single flaw on her skin as it's glowing underneath the lightning of Seokjin's expensive lights. Her
dark and curly hair looks soft, touching her shoulders delicately as she flashes you with white and
perfect teeth.

And he thought you're a model when he asked you about your job.

"This is Maya, my girlfriend. Sweetheart, this is Y/N. I don't know if you remember but I told you
about her when I went on the camping trip."

Maya looks at you, a warm smile spreading on her plump lips. "Ah, the camping trip that I didn't
go to," she jokes, causing Namjoon to chuckle as he gives her a kiss into her hair. "I wish I could
go, I heard all the funny stories from there. I'm Maya, nice to meet you!"

You chuckle, taking her hand and shaking it in a polite greeting. "It's so nice finally meeting you!
I'm glad you could make it this time." you tell him, smiling at her.

You're not sure if you, or Jungkook, would define the camping trip as a complete fun one. Sure,
there were fun times that you experienced but overall, the end of it just made an impact on you
both. Specifically on Jungkook, considering he had a second heartbreak in the spare of a few
months. Everyone else seemed to have fun that time. Well, apart from Kiko as well who seemed to
be just as sad about everything and Hoseok who had her back the whole time.

You introduce Haneul to her before the atmosphere lifts up to a casual conversation of Maya
describing her excitement to be here, and finally spend some time with Namjoon's friends too.

"Sorry to interrupt," A manly voice suddenly joins the little circle you've made, Seokjin stopping
just right beside you as he looks at you and Haneul. "You two are going shopping for some
groceries. Is that fine?"

Everyone probably has their own task to do and it seems like you and Haneul were the only ones
without one.

"Sure, but we don't have a car and I don't know a way around here." you admit.

Sure, someone could borrow you a car but it still doesn't change the fact you don't know it around
here. It's your first time here and even though you could easily use navigation, you'd rather not.
You don't feel confident enough to be driving around on unknown roads and streets. And there's a
lot of snow on the roads anyway.

"Ah, Jungkook is going too. You're going with his car and he's driving. I just need more people to
pick and buy groceries. There's a huge list of things that everyone seems to desperately want and
need right now," he rolls his eyes a little at that, not hiding his annoyance but you can see he's
joking, judging by the way he laughs. "It's a lot. But if the four of you go, it'll be quicker and
there's a lot of things to buy anyway."

Four?

You look behind Seokjin, finding Jungkook standing just a few meters away from you with no
other than Kiko standing beside him. She clings to his arm, kissing him on the cheek as they both
have somewhat intimate conversation.

Great. Just great.

Not wanting to show your annoyance, or cause any drama, a tight smile makes its way on your lips
as you glance at Namjoon. Somehow, he seems to be the only one that's catching on the awkward
situation and offers you a crooked smile. Maybe even Seokjin knows how awkward the drive will
be, but something tells you he could care less about whatever drama or situation you've going on.
They don't know about your unwelcoming feelings towards Kiko. All they see are two exes driving
together with their current partners which naturally makes things awkward.

Mustering the last pieces of confidence, you offer everyone a smile as you and Haneul bid your
goodbyes. Haneul is completely clueless to the inner battle you're having, joining you while being
his happy self.

Even Jungkook can tell as soon as he glances at you approaching, the little annoyance hidden
behind your eyes. Straightening himself, his brows almost shoot up apologetically. It is what it is.

"Are we going?" you ask casually, ignoring Kiko's eyes on you.

"Yeah, sure let's go. Seokjin already gave me the list." Jungkook says, leading everyone outside as
you make your way down to his car.

The way down there is quiet, everyone just simply making it down the hill without falling or
stumbling on the snow. You and Haneul take the seats in the back, Jungkook obviously taking the
driver's seat as Kiko takes the passenger one.

Is it weird to see her sitting there when it has always been you who used to occupy that seat? It's
weird to be sitting in the same car with her. So much for trying to avoid that when you were
coming here. Universe must be hating you for allowing this to happen.

Jungkook's playlist starts playing as soon as he turns on the engine, his car roaring to life as Haneul
starts sharing his excitement about the car and riding in it. Being a college student that pays for his
part of the rent could possibly dream about affording such a car. Jungkook happily answers his
questions, his tone remaining casually and even a little cocky.

Jungkook has never been that type to brag about things he can afford or owns, he's not doing that
right now either. But he seems to be somehow proud to tell all the information about the engine and
car model itself. The car takes your breath every time, so there's no doubt it takes Haneul's breath
too.

"...it has plenty of cargo space, so it's really spacious." Jungkook says, his voice slowly coming
back to your ears as you stare from the window.

"That's amazing!" Haneul lets out excitedly, like a little boy. It's truly cute to see him being so
excited about a car, it makes you smile.

"I heard you're still in college. What's your major?"

Yeah, and your smile is gone.

You know you're just being bitter. She's trying to make a conversation, but you'd be rather if she
would just keep her mouth shut and stop being this nice and welcoming person. You're bitter, you
know that.

However, Haneul seems to be more than happy to answer and make a conversation with her which
annoys you even more. He's the one that sits right behind her, even leaning closer to her seat as he
answers her.

"Real estate. I wasn't sure what to pick, my mom said picking something amongst business is for
the best, so I..."

You can feel eyes on you, staring into the rear mirror just to see Jungkook's eyes already set upon
you for a second before they go back to watching the road. Even just that second made you stop
breathing for a moment, not sure what to make it out of his dark eyes. It's not like he was warning
you, but simply checking your reaction which made you just squirm on your spot. Sighing, you
look away and spend the next ten minutes listening to your boyfriend having a friendly
conversation with Kiko.

No one questions your silence and the lack of interest of their conversation.

"...meat, ginger, more rice and water bottles. Okay, we have all of this," Jungkook speaks
thoughtfully, lips slightly pursed in thought as he reads Seokjin's list of groceries.

He said he bought something on the way to the cabin but god, he wrote every single possible thing
to that list. Your cart is almost full and since there's a good amount of everything since there are
eleven of you, so you've to make sure there is enough food for everyone.

"Oh, we need potatoes, tomato sauce, gochujang and those shrimp flavored snacks. I think Hoseok
likes them, I don't know the name."

"Ah, I know what those are. I'll grab them." Kiko offers, gently placing another kiss to Jungkook's
cheek as he sheepishly grins down at her, watching her walk away.

Pushing away the urge to roll your eyes, you sigh and look at Haneul whose eyes are already on
you. He gives you a smile. "I'll grab those potatoes, so we can go." he says, causing you to nod as
you thank him.

It's not like you're annoyed to see Jungkook being happy. It's not that. It's just enough to be
spending too much time close to Kiko, especially since she doesn't hesitate to kiss or touch
Jungkook every few seconds. You've never been a fan of PDA anyway and it feels like she's just
rubbing it into your face because from what you can remember, she has never been this
affectionate before. You've no idea what she's trying to prove but that woman annoys you to the
roots. Still, you seem to be unaffected, usually brushing off the attention she almost seeks.

Jungkook opens his mouth, eyes already staring at you as you interrupt him before one single word
can make it out. "I'll find that tomato sauce and gochujang." you tell him, turning around on your
heels and not waiting for any reaction from him.

You're not being petty. Someone would say you are. But honestly, you don't need any lecture he's
about to give you or him trying to speak to your soul in desperate need to act like you like his
girlfriend. He knows that's not the case and the more he pushes, with Kiko's desperate need of
showing off her boyfriend, just pisses you even more. You were relatively fine as long as you didn't
have to spend alone time with her.

Finding the aisle with sauces takes you a few moments, you take the time to walk through different
types of aisles until you find it. There are various types of tomato sauce and you're quite puzzled
which one to pick. There are cheaper ones but expensive too. Since Seokjin gave you his card, it
shouldn't matter to you which product you choose, not caring about the price. Still, you don't like to
waste anyone's money even if he's the one buying and obviously the one being loaded.

You decide to choose the one you usually buy for yourself. It's a proper medium when it comes to
its price and you already know it tastes good, even though you don't think there could be that much
difference when it comes to a tomato sauce.

Standing on your tiptoes, you do your best to reach for your chosen brand of tomato sauce. The tip
of your tongue slightly peeking from your lips, your fingers lightly brush against the dark red can
and you almost curse under your breath, growing annoyed at the height.

That's until you feel someone behind you, chest brushing against your back before it's almost
pressed against you. You almost focus on the scent coming off the body behind you but the
tattooed hand grabbing a can of tomato sauce reveals the identity of the person behind you sooner.

"Let me get it for you," Jungkook mutters raspily, grabbing one of the cans as you turn around.

You almost bump him straight into his chest, causing him to take a step back as he holds it for you.

"Here."

"Thanks," you mutter, taking it from him as you place it into the cart he pushed here. You didn't
even hear him coming. "Are you stalking me now?" you joke dryly, peeking at him under your
lashes causing him to snort.

"You wish, shorty," he says, patting the top of your head as you grunt at him in disapproval. "No, I
just went to grab some more snacks and I saw you struggling a bit here."

"Is one can enough though? Shouldn't we get more?"

The one you were going for is a bigger version of the one you usually buy for yourself. You've no
idea what Seokjin wants to cook that needs tomato sauce, but one big can probably won't be
enough for eleven people. You don't have to be perfect at math to know this.

"Yeah, we probably should." Jungkook muses, reaching for one more and almost backing you to
the aisle with his chest. But you don't move, nor scold him like you usually would. You stand
there, feeling his body rubbing against you for two full seconds until he straightens himself but is
still close to you. You've to tilt your head to be able to look at him properly.

"Do you know what personal space is?" you mutter, feeling your cheeks getting red for some
reason. Oh fuck, what is happening?

"You out of all people know that I don't," he jokes cheekily, causing you to take a deep breath as
you look at the aisle behind him. "Hey," he suddenly speaks up, sighing when you stubbornly stare
at the pasta packages instead of him.

"Look at me woman." he groans, poking you in your cheek which annoys you even more, but at the
end works because you glare at him and look at him just like he wished.

"What? You're so annoying, by the way. Do you know that?"

"Yeah I know thanks to you, you tell me that often," he grins, leaning down to put the can in his
hands into the cart. "I just wanted to talk to you. I know this is not your ideal type of a trip and I
can sense your annoyance from miles away. But can you please not give Kiko such a hard time?
She's trying to get along with everyone."

Of course, this is what he wants to talk about.

The scoff that you give him doesn't go unnoticed by him, but you do notice the little hurt in his
eyes when he's welcomed with your cold response.

"I'm not gonna talk to her like she's my friend. She isn't, Jungkook." you point out, words muttered
through your clenched teeth. It's even worse when his dark eyes look straight into yours.
"You've barely said a single word since we got into the car. It's obvious to everyone there's
something on your mind. I just don't want any fights." he almost pleads, brows raising in a silent
plea.

"I'm just not in the mood of trying to act all friendly with her. I'm sorry, Jungkook but that's not
what I promised. I haven't even said anything to her." you exclaim, growing more irritated with this
conversation. Why does he always want everything to go smoothly and perfectly?

"Yeah, I know. All I'm asking is... you look like a huffy kid. That's all I'm saying." he points out,
causing you to actually laugh, sarcastically of course.

"A huffy kid, really?"

"Really," he deadpans, "You don't see me acting like that towards Haneul."

Your mouth falls open for a split second before you react right away. "That's not fair Jungkook and
you know that. Haneul has never hurt me like that and he's a good guy."

"Kiko is good too, I'm sorry you can't see it," you roll your eyes again, causing him to take a deep
breath almost as if to calm down himself before he continues. "All I'm saying is that you wouldn't
feel good as well if I was being a dick to him."

"Yeah, because you've no reason to be a dick to him." you deadpan this time, features twisted in a
confusion mixed with annoyance.

"Y/N, please," he whispers, slowly reaching for the restless stray pieces of your hair that have
gotten into your eyes but you're too stubborn to move it and break your cold and annoyed persona.

Your breath gets caught into your throat when you feel the tip of his fingers accidentally brush
against your cheekbone, a huge red light blinking furiously in your head.

"I don't want any drama." He moves the restless strand behind your ear, retrieving his hand back as
you blink at him.

God, you really want to kick him in the balls. How can he always be so soft and gentle with you?
It's like he's doing it on purpose, knowing exactly how to act to tag onto strings in your heart. It
makes you feel like an ass, guilty even for acting this way even though you could've been way
worse. But you don't want any drama too. You're just not going to pretend--

"Kookie?"

Your head snaps to the voice coming from the right side, your eyes meeting Kiko's figure as she
walks towards the two of you with hands full of the same snacks. She's looking at Jungkook first
before she glances at you, her brown eyes slightly narrowing.

"Is everything okay?"

She visibly eyes the close proximity between you two, even though it's nothing dramatic because
he's not that close to you. You mean... you can smell his cologne but he's at least your arm length
away from you. It's not like this looks wrong but thanks to your and Jungkook's scowled features,
it's quite obvious the tension in the air.

"Ah yeah, we were just talking." Jungkook says, offering her a soft smile as he goes to help her.

"I can do it, Kookie." she giggles once he takes a few bags of snacks from her and you just stand
there, not really sure what to do or say.

You busy yourself by grabbing a gochujang package instead.

She glances at you when she puts the bags to the almost full cart, eyes knowingly glancing at
Jungkook as if she knows you were talking about her. It makes you realize that she most likely
could feel the cold shoulder you've been giving her. She's not stupid enough to not tell when
someone just doesn't like being in her presence. Maybe she was the one who talked to Jungkook
about you acting this way. But he probably wanted to talk to you because of his own decision and
judgement, since you've been in their presence nonstop – in the car and now in the shop. There was
no time and place for her to talk to him about this.

"Come on, guys. Let's find Haneul and let's go. I'm getting hungry." Jungkook tells lightly, giving
you a glance as he takes the cart with Kiko right beside him, hooking her arm around his.

Nodding, you join them, noticing the way Kiko looks back at you for a moment with an
unrecognizable stare before she turns around and pays attention forward.

Once you find Haneul, you go to the cashier while Jungkook pays with Seokjin's card for all the
groceries. Your eyes almost bulging at the final price, noticing Haneul doing the same thing that
makes you silently giggle. Thanks to Jungkook's spacious truck, regardless of packed presents for
you, Taehyung and Jimin, it's easy to load all the bags there.

The drive back to the cabin is somehow more relaxed and you even join in the conversation,
mostly talking to Haneul who luckily is talkative enough to make the whole ride and conversation
more joinable. Jungkook's words ring in your mind regardless of you being more relaxed and
talkative. Now that you're replaying your conversation, he still makes you annoyed by approaching
you like that and making you feel like you're the bad guy here. But you can't help but feel slightly
guilty because you're completely aware of your kind of bitchy attitude. You still could've been
nicer even if you wanted to make it clear that you and her won't be friends.

As you get out of the car, everyone takes a few bags while Jungkook makes sure you and Kiko are
holding the less heavy ones (he even takes seven bags just so you and Kiko are holding only two
bags). Jungkook and Kiko are walking ahead of you, almost entering the cabin while Haneul is
walking right beside you in silence until he decides to break it.

"Hey, what's going on with you and Jungkook's girlfriend?"

You tense for a moment, releasing a sigh. Well, now you feel even shittier since he noticed your
inhospitality towards her. It's even worse because he's clueless about this whole thing.

"Why?" you mutter, an obvious act of trying to prolong the time when you actually have to explain
yourself.

Whether Haneul notices or not, you don't know.

"Well... you seem to be quiet when she is around. Maybe I'm reading into this wrong, but I get the
feeling you don't like her that much. Am I wrong?" he asks hesitantly and carefully, making your
features soften from their tensed position.

"Ehh, you're not wrong," you tell him unsurely, seeing his soft brown eyes staring at you in a silent
encouragement. Even if he doesn't tell you that, you can see that he appreciates your honesty and
doesn't push you to answer if you don't want to. "I'm sorry you had to see that. I just... I don't think
it's my business to talk about their relationship," And you're mainly protecting Jungkook's privacy.
"But she just hurt him really bad and he got back together with her, it's been hard for me to process
that because he deserves better."

You've been repeating this to everyone whenever you're explaining your inhospitality feelings
towards Kiko. If you just said that she cheated, you surely wouldn't have to explain that much
because it'd be quite obvious while you don't like her that much since you want to protect your best
friend. Everyone knowing Jungkook knows he deserves all the love and is the most precious
boyfriend she could ever have. But you won't say it out loud, people are not stupid and some of
them can probably guess what happened in their relationship. Still, you're determined not to say the
actual cheat word in any form.

"Really? She looks like a nice girl. I wouldn't have guessed she hurt him."

Thankfully, Haneul doesn't ask for any details that you wouldn't give him anyway.

"None of us did." you mutter.

"I think it's nice of you for having his back. You're a great friend, Y/N." he tells you, giving you a
smile as you force yourself to give him one back.

"Yeah, I wish he could see that. I mean, I think he does see that and overall, he asked me to respect
his decision multiple times and it's not really any of my business. But I can't help but feel... bitter
and cold whenever she is around."

"I think it makes sense that you're not able to drop it. He's your friend, princess. From what I've
seen, you really cherish people close to you. I don't know exactly what she did, although I think I
get an idea, and I think it's important to accept and respect his decision because ultimately it's his
life and relationship. But also he can't expect you to be just all nice when in your own way, you're
protecting him. I do think you should let it go, though."

"I just don't want to pretend that I like her. I haven't even said anything to her. I'm just not
interested in being friends with her." you exclaim a little frustratingly, stopping just in front of the
entrance.

"And that's okay. Nobody can push you to do that," Haneul says, quirking his lips in
encouragement. "You're not like, secretly in love with Jungkook, right?" he asks sheepishly, but
you can see the little panic in his eyes.

"What? No!" you tell him straight away, brows furrowing that he'd suspect such a thing. Just
because you care about your best friend doesn't mean you're in love with him. You thought he
knew that. He thought he just understood your friendship is close and special.

"Okay, I just wanted to make sure. Sorry I asked," he says, cheeks slightly tinted red from the cold
and embarrassment.

Honestly, you don't think it's something to be embarrassed about. He just wanted to make sure, just
like he said. But you're naturally growing annoyed from all the assumptions about you and
Jungkook. Someone would say you could've got used to it by now. You haven't.

"I know everything is new, our relationship and I'm still getting to know you every second, your
friends too. It's interesting to see your friendship with Jungkook, I don't think I've seen friends
being that close. But I trust you, I'm sorry if it looked like I don't. I just don't want to get myself
involved in something that I don't know of. I really like you, Y/N." he explains, your features
softening once again.
Why don't you feel like you don't deserve him? Maybe you don't. You've no idea how much
understanding you'd be if you were in his position.

"I like you too." you admit. It's not like you haven't said those words to yourselves before. But it's
still a nice reassurement for both of you. It's too soon to admit any deeper feelings but if your
relationship will go the same way like it's been going from the start, you think it won't take long
for you to admit those deeper feelings.

He leans down, a little awkwardly considering his height and the weight in his hands, but he still
makes sure to meet you for a kiss.

Seokjin deserves all the success his restaurant is getting. The food he cooked, with help from his
wife, tasted delicious. After you came from the groceries, a supermarket situated twenty minutes
from the cabin, you went to unpack all the bags which caused the whole kitchen island to be filled
with food and ingredients. Seokjin shooed away everyone who wasn't on the 'cooking team' as he
called it. So you took that time to go for a walk around the cabin with Haneul.

It cleared your mind a little and you've found and let yourself relax in his presence only. The guilt
from your previous conversation with Jungkook is still there but talking about it with Haneul
definitely helped. It makes you like him even more. He understands you, or at least is trying to.

Hoseok, Jungkook and Jimin cooked a soup, a typical kimchi stew meanwhile Seokjin and his
wife, who just helped like he claimed at dinner, cooked his restaurant's special. He used traditional
Japanese style of cooking, the same thing they do at his restaurant. There was beef, eggs,
mushrooms and more vegetables that tasted amazing. You've never eaten something like that and
everyone praised Seokjin, who seemed to like the attention and praise.

You've spent the rest of the evening after dinner playing board games and Taehyung's favorite
UNO, sarcasm guaranteed as he spent at least ten minutes whining about the rules. You're not
surprised though, you had a hard time remembering the rules yourself but at least you weren't
whining about it. You actually tried to act as if you understood it, which made you lose anyways.

With a few bottles of alcohol opened, the board games are long forgotten and placed back to its
place. The karaoke machine in the basement – yes they've a whole basement at least a good part of
it used as a place to dance and have a party – resounds from downstairs. Taehyung's voice is loud
enough to not be recognized, an amused snort leaving your mouth when his voice cracks but he
carries on like it never happened in the first place.

You make your way to the kitchen, bringing a bottle of tequila like Seokjin asked you to, too busy
cuddling to his wife that seems to be sleepy but determined to stay and watch the fun unfold.

Opening the fridge, you search for its bottle as you notice the brownish liquid after a few seconds.
You close the fridge, gasping when you notice Jungkook leaning against the counter.

"Fuck!" you yelp, hand pressed against your chest as you hold the bottle of tequila even tighter.
"Why are you creeping on me?"

Jungkook laughs, shaking his head at you as he brushes past you and opens the fridge. "Still
flattering yourself as always," he muses, joking as you see his grin before he momentarily
disappears behind the fridge door.

He pulls out a bottle of whiskey, shaking it a little in front of you to explain himself. "Just grabbing
this."
"Uhm, uhm." you purse your lips, jokingly acting as if you don't believe his explanation as he
narrows his eyes at you playfully and even rolls them at you.

"Are you having fun? I haven't talked to you since we came from the shop." he starts, voice empty
from all the amusement and joking, sounding more gentle and careful.

"Yeah, I am. I guess there just hasn't been the time to talk." you tell him, watching his brows pinch
together.

"What do you mean? There's always time for us to talk."

You chuckle at that, finding it somehow cute how serious he's taking this but to be fair, there hasn't
been that much time to talk to him for real. You were spending the time with Haneul as you went
for a walk and then dinner happened. Jungkook was seated on the opposite side from you, so he
wasn't even sitting next to you. And now that everyone moved to the basement to drink and just
have fun, you mostly talked to Jimin and Haneul. It wasn't intentional though. Jungkook seemed to
be talking to Seokjin, Hoseok and Kiko of course. He was in that circle, well until you just bumped
into each other.

"Well you were with Kiko and everyone else, and I've been with Haneul." you shrug, somehow
feeling stupid for even explaining this.

"Y/N," Jungkook says softly, "I wanted you to come here so we can have fun too. Just because
Kiko is here doesn't mean I can't talk or have fun with you."

You didn't know you needed to hear that after he just said it. Somehow, his words bring comfort to
you and it makes you flutter at his kindness and attentiveness as always.

"Of course, I know that..." you murmur, smiling a little.

"Then let's show Taehyung how to rock at karaoke." Jungkook teases, wiggling his eyebrows at
you.

You laugh at him, shaking your head. "I'm not drunk enough!" you exclaim, but Jungkook ignores
you and wraps his hand around your wrist pulling you towards the basement.

"Jungkook!" you laugh, as he keeps tugging you almost making you stumble on the stairs.

"You're always saying that excuse, you're not getting away from this. We're gonna show everyone
how to do it."

"Jeon!" you laugh, holding a tight grip on the bottle. "At least let me put the bottle before I drop it."

He listens to you, doing the same thing with you but not until he pours himself a whiskey and you
tequila. "To have fun and to our singing skills?" he asks, causing you to snort as you nod and go
along with his toast.

Your glasses clink as they meet each other, the alcohol burning your throats as you make your way
to the karaoke machine. You notice Haneul sitting on the couch giving you a surprised look to see
you in front of a karaoke machine while Jungkook tries to find a song. Luckily, Taehyung's duet
with Namjoon has ended as they happily hand you the mics.

Your boyfriend gives you a thumbs up when you look at him, only now noticing Kiko sitting next
to him as he chats to Jia, Seokjin's wife. She's her best friend, so you're not surprised to see them
having a nice conversation while giggling. Taehyung plops himself next to Haneul, offering him a
tequila bottle. He accepts it, taking a few gulps straight from the bottle.

Haneul doesn't like partying with his friends too much. It's not like he doesn't like it at all, but like
he told you, he prefers not partying every Friday like they tend to. He'd usually bailed on them,
wanting to just relax in his rented apartment which would usually cause his friends to whine about
him not going. Now, you're a perfect excuse for not him wanting to party every single weekend or
free day.

But just like every guy his age, or it doesn't necessarily have to do anything with age, he likes to
loosen up and there's nothing wrong with him drinking. You see him talking to Taehyung,
watching them for a while until Jungkook takes one of the mics from you and grins at you.

"You ready?"

"What did you pick?"

"Jason Derulo, you know this song for sure."

You look at the name of the song. How can you not know this song? Everyone knows this song
and the words to it, it brings you back to 2010 and this kind of music. As the electric guitar's sound,
the intro of the song starts to play, you and Jungkook move yourselves to have more space. The
sound of the new song catches everyone's attention and you hear Jimin and Taehyung cheer loudly,
causing you to snort as you shake your head at your friends and their silliness.

"Jeon Jungkook!" Jungkook sings into the mic, instead of saying 'Jason Derulo' as it is in the
original song. It makes you burst out laughing as he gives you a grin before he starts singing.

"Everybody's looking for love

Ain't that the reason you're at this club
You ain't gonna find a dance with him, no, no
Got a better solution for you girl," Jungkook sings, passionately as he doesn't forget to play his
role just right as he's looking at you, pointing at you every now and then as he sways his body to
the rhythm.

One of the reasons you love karaoke, when you're drunk enough (thanks to the tequila you actually
find yourself having fun and relaxing) is the fact you and Jungkook enjoy it every time. You could
be singing about heartbreak, love or a song that doesn't make sense but you make it work as you
play your roles just right.

"Just leave with me now, say the word and we'll go,
I'll be your teacher, I'll show you the ropes,"

He moves closer to you, swaying his hips as he dances while doing so causing you to laugh at him.

"You'll see a side of love you've never known, I can see it going down, going down,"

This time, you bring the mic to your lips, Jungkook already grinning as he's singing ready for you
to join him which you do.

"In my head, I see you all over me

In my head, you fulfill my fantasy
In my head, you'll be screaming more,"

Taehyung's cheers and sometimes even screams can be heard in the distance, along with Jimin's as
the two friends are your biggest fans, drunk fans. Taehyung keeps jumping up and down while
sitting, the guy showing his excitement and overreacted fangirling with his entire body. Haneul
chuckles at that, being the one who sits next to him as he turns around to watch you and Jungkook.
He has never seen you look so free, maybe it's the fact you've had a fair share of tequila but you
don't look too drunk. You're just having fun, dancing and giggling to the microphone whenever
Jungkook wiggles his brows. Surprisingly to him, Jungkook sounds amazing and your voice isn't
too bad as you both sing the chorus together.

"Some dudes know all the right things to say

When it comes down to it, it's all just game
Instead of talking let me demonstrate, yeah
Get down to business and skip foreplay,"

Haneul's eyes widen at the lyrics, especially when he sees you tilt your head back as you laugh at
Jungkook before you subtly bite onto your lower lip, smiling through it. He knows it's just a song
and you both are having just fine, but he feels a weird pinch in his chest at the sight of you and
Jungkook. He trusts you. He knows Jungkook forms a large part in your life and he's a very special
friend to you. You're both close and to be fair, he's still trying to get to know you and your
friendship with Jungkook.

So he looks at Jungkook's girlfriend, just out of pure curiosity to see her expression since he's still
very new to your relationship but also getting to know you better, which also involves people
around you which are your friends.

He finds her silently watching the two of you before she slowly sips on the wine. Okay, he barely
sees any reaction from her which sucks because it doesn't do anything with his curiosity.

"Is that normal?" he asks, finding her turning her head slightly to look at him.

Kiko is pretty, very pretty actually. She's wearing a casual outfit, just some jeans and white shirt
with mint colored cardigan but somehow she looks elegant in her own way. Maybe it's those
dangling earrings that she's wearing and soft waves that she curled her black hair into. Somehow,
Haneul deduces that they create a pretty couple with Jungkook. And he hopes it'll stay that way
because your obvious close friendship to him is still a ball of wonder for him. And of course, he's
just trying to understand it before he can let out any bitter emotions in the open.

Her eyebrows raise a bit at his question and he tilts his back to you and Jungkook, still singing your
hearts out, pointing to the two of you. Kiko follows his vision, simply watching before she just
shrugs.

He realizes he won't get any more reaction from her. Maybe he expected some explanation or her
opinion about your friendship. Most of all, maybe he wanted her to say 'oh, it's totally normal,
they're like this'. Keeping a cool head, he knows you're the best person to assure him of this. You
explained your friendship to him, you told him you're close to Jungkook and even voiced out your
worry, worried that it'll affect your relationship with Haneul.

And he assured you he understands it and won't cause any problem just because your best friend is
not a female. If there was a female standing next to you, he wouldn't bat an eyelash at that. No one
would. That's just how it is.

But he's different. He won't be jealous just because nature tells him to be, or his own guy ego.

Taehyung's loud cheers and the round of applause is what shakes him out of his thoughts, his
distracted eyes focusing on you to see you smiling giving Jungkook a high-five before you make
your way towards him.
An automatic smile spreads on his lips, seeing you cutely approaching him as you sit onto his lap.
You wrap your arms around his neck, Haneul already leaning for a kiss which you gladly give him.
He pouts when you give him a peck though, he was hoping you'd give him a proper kiss. You just
giggle, kissing his cheek.

"I'd say I was your biggest fan but I think it's hard to compete with Taehyung." he teases, watching
you tilt your head as you giggle looking at Taehyung who's already doing shots with Jimin.

"I can totally understand that," you muse, glancing back at your boyfriend, both of you chuckling at
your friend. "Well, I need another shot of tequila from that excellent performance I just did. You
want some?" you ask, arms sneaking off his neck as you brush them against his chest and you see
his breath hitch for a second.

He bites into his lower lip, letting it go as he points at his filled glass. "Thanks though."

You smile, standing up as you scurry yourself to the small kitchen where alcohol has been brought.
It's just a small room with a kitchen counter with no fridge or microwave. Taehyung drunkenly
stands up too, shouting at Jungkook and pleading him to go one round with him too. The younger
obviously declines Taheuyng but his older friend insists, whining like a little kid which causes
Jungkook to sigh as he's already taking back the mic that he put away just a few seconds ago.
Shaking head with an amused smile aimed at his friend that drunkenly tries to find the right song.

The theme song of Arirang starts to play a few seconds later, Haneul's attention interrupted for a
moment by Hoseok sitting next to him. They haven't talked that much but he's been introduced to
him already, so he's quite pleasantly surprised when Hoseok actually starts making a conversation
with him.

He's too immersed with chatting to Hoseok, not noticing Kiko standing up too and sliding past
them.

In the other room, you pour yourself a tequila shot but don't reach for it to chug it, enjoying the
little quietness and muted music accompanied by Jungkook's stable and Taehyung's drunk voice
before you go back. You chuckle to yourself at them, putting the tequila bottle back. At this rate,
you should bring it with you but you want to avoid anyone spilling and breaking it. Everyone
seems to be drunk or at least clumpy and tipsy enough to let that happen. You're sure Seokjin
wouldn't appreciate it. At least none of the expensive vases have been broken.

You hear someone else coming to the room, their footsteps gentle but loud enough to be
recognized. You expect to see one of the guys with the same purpose like yours to come here.
However, Kiko is the last person you expect to come here. Your muscles tense underneath her
brown eyes and the look she's giving you. She simply looks at you but that's not what irks you. It's
the same softness of her features she always seems to sport.

It's quite obvious she hasn't come here to grab one of the bottles or snacks, or even pour herself a
glass when she simply stops just at the edge of the counter and looks at you.

"Are you having fun?" she asks, lightly and friendly that it mildly surprises you.

Your brows furrow momentarily, wondering what's her intention and this conversation. She is
trying to be nice and friendly to you, you can clearly see that. But it pisses you off that she knows
you're not very fond of her and she just keeps trying to get on your good side. You're fine with her
as long as you don't have to talk to her.

"Listen," you start, voice neutral and steady. "we don't have to pretend to be friends."
"We could be." she says right away, almost too quickly but yet, her voice sounds light and offering.

It actually makes you want to snort at that idea. You're that kind of person that wants to be left
alone by the person you find irritating in any way. Most importantly, she knows that you're not
interested in pretending to be friends with her. You respect her being with Jungkook and you knew
what you were getting yourself into when you agreed to come here, with the knowledge of her
being here as well. You're not looking for any fights with her and you're not planning to say
anything bitchy to her, because you're not planning to suddenly start a conversation with her in the
first place. But that doesn't mean you're interested in any kind of pretending just because she can't
clearly leave you alone. Ah, it irritates you how good she's trying to be. It actually makes you feel
kind of bad for your own thoughts and feelings but you can't help it.

"Are you kidding?" you ask nonchalantly, scoffing slightly as you see embarrassment crossing over
her features as she hugs her cardigan closer to her.

She looks at her feet for a second before she braces herself to look at you again. "It'd be best for
Jungkook's sake."

Her words actually make you snicker under your breath, no amusement on your face as you look
deadly in her eyes. "So you suddenly care about Jungkook's sake? You should've thought about
that sooner." you point out, voice empty just like your features.

Again, you watch embarrassment crawling back to her face as she clears her throat.

You're not usually the person who confronts other people. You wouldn't tell her anything if she
didn't come up to you and brought this topic first. But now that she actually has the audacity to
bring Jungkook's sake, something she hasn't thought about when she went to the same bed with
another man, just sparks a new wave of anger and annoyance in you.

Just the obvious look on her face and her silence is saying she probably can't disagree with you
because you're right. She knows that. You can see the guilt written all over her face and for a
second, you actually feel slightly bad for how small she suddenly looks underneath your gaze. Just
like you said, you don't like confronting people and arguing but sometimes it's inevitable and
sometimes it comes naturally. But you're also someone who has their friend's back no matter what
and let's be honest, you like to voice out your opinion, especially when it's an opportunity for it.

And you weren't raised like this. Maybe it's the alcohol flowing in your blood, even though you
know you're not drunk. But you can feel the easiness of your muscles and mind. That's enough of a
clue for you to know that your mouth is much more free than usually. And most of the things that
have been sitting stubbornly in your mind are set free, the words spilling out of your mouth with no
limits.

"I'm already trying my best for Jungkook's sake, so let's not push it. I'm not going to act like we're
friends because we're not," you inform her, crossing your arms over your chest as she stares at you
like you just kicked her in the face. "Listen, I'm not going to send daggers your way but I'm not
going to pretend I like you."

Her features twist in hurt but you're not sure if she's trying to hold back herself. You feel bad for
saying those things but they're true. They might be hurtful but at least they're honest and you're not
pretending to be someone you're not.

So you take your shot, brushing past her as you leave her standing there with her pounding
thoughts.
Your mind doesn't feel at ease after that. You feel bad nevertheless of your words being honest.
And you know if Jungkook saw your interaction and heard you, he'd be disappointed and hurt. Just
like that, you feel annoyed once again because no. You weren't the one coming up to her and you
didn't do anything to her. She is the one who came up to you, using Jungkook's sake as an excuse
for her shitty behavior and the hurt she caused Jungkook.

Plopping next to Haneul, you find him in the middle of conversation with Hoseok, which is quite
surprising because you wouldn't think they've that much in common. Haneul glances at you,
welcoming you by putting his arm around your frame as he pulls you closer, offering you a smile as
he nods to whatever Hoseok has been telling him. You give him a smile back, mustering the best
out of you and he luckily doesn't notice how dishonest it is.

Moments later and you see Kiko, Jungkook's eyes finding her almost immediately while he's
chatting with Namjoon and Seokjin. You watch his face light up as she approaches them. Even
from them being meters away from where you're sitting, you can clearly see his brows furrow
slightly as he scans her features. You watch his mouth moving, asking her something as she shakes
her head and tells him something. The conversation seems kind of intimate as Jungkook makes
sure to lean towards her, so they can have some privacy.

He evidently voices out his worry while Namjoon and Seokjin seem to get the clue, the two of
them fooling around chuckling and talking. Kiko just shakes her head, her hand squeezing
Jungkook's biceps as she gives him a kiss to his cheek. Turning around, she leaves him standing
there with a confusion written on his face as he watches her girlfriend make her way upstairs.

He seems a little baffled, lips slightly pouting before he looks up. Almost immediately, his eyes
find yours and it's like he can see right through you.

And then his brows furrow again, his dark eyes boring into yours even from across the room.

Shit.
 Chapter 39

As soon as you wake up, you expect to be greeted with light or even sun rays peeking through the
blinds. The reality is different and it hits you as soon as you crack your eyes open, greeted with
barely any light. Even through the blinds you can make out the lack of sun. It's still dark outside
which means it's too early for you to be awake.

Even in your sleeping daze you could've recognized yourself tossing for the past twenty minutes,
too stubborn to open your eyes which ended up with you dozing off between sleep and being
awake.

Last night's memories are fresh, properly tucked in your mind which caused you to dream about
the weirdest things but also things connected to yesterday. From your conversation with Jungkook
and his obvious worry, to your conversation with Kiko. Oh, and the clear image of Jungkook
staring at you from across the room with knowing eyes.

He didn't go to talk to you like you expected him to. Maybe he tried, you kept avoiding him
whenever he was in a close proximity or in the same circle of group. Not long after that you felt
yourself getting tired, but mostly too tired to deal with more drama which caused you to silently
slip away from the party, and find your safe hiding upstairs with Haneul by your side.

He looked like he had fun. You could see the alcohol he drank made him a little bit tipsy and
sleepy. The two of you fell asleep as soon as you hit the expensive mattress and its softness.

Reaching for your phone, you check the time somehow thrown off to see it's barely seven in the
morning. You've barely slept but you can't bring yourself to go back to sleep. You wish it was that
easy.

Glancing at Haneul, you see him sleeping soundlessly and comfortably, something you secretly are
jealous of. He looks peaceful, not moving an inch as his soft snores are muffled by the pillow
while his face is pressed into it.

You lay there for a while, maybe five minutes, but even that seems to be too boring and the
wooden ceiling is no different. You wish you could just lay there for the rest of the trip, not
wanting to face Jungkook and the look of hurt once he finds out about your little confrontation with
Kiko. Was it a confrontation though? Maybe he already knows, judging by the memory of his dark
glare he sent you last night after Kiko whispered something to him and went upstairs.

Shortly, he went after her, maybe a few minutes later after you and Haneul bid everyone goodnight.
Haneul's tipsiness was a perfect excuse to slip away from the party and avoid Taehyung's whines
and pleads of another round of shots. At least you think it was Jungkook judging by the sound of
footsteps. It sounded like his footsteps, stable and big but not loud enough.

Ah, this is torturing you.

Slipping off the bed, you stretch your arms and glance at Haneul for the last time before you
decide to get ready for the day. You rummage through your suitcase for a moment before you pull
out your toothbrush out of your mini travel bag. Your pyjamas are decent enough, just a simple
long sleeved and dark blue set with buttons in front. There's a low chance of anyone being awake
right now, considering the four of you were the first ones to go upstairs. Who knows how long
they partied.
Slowly opening the door, you walk out of the room and use the closest bathroom on the second
floor. Yes, the floor has three bathrooms in total. You're not surprised at this point by the number
of rooms, this cabin is huge.

The hallway is quiet and all of the rooms are closed, meaning everyone is still asleep like you
thought. You can already tell you're going to be so tired and sleepy throughout the day, but the
thought of going back to bed is non-existent at the moment. You've to occupy yourself and mostly
your mind to keep yourself from overthinking everything. Maybe you should set a new plan of
avoiding Jungkook.

You don't want to fight. You don't want to spill any more honesty at him, knowing it hurts him to
see you and Kiko not getting along. It's you who don't want to get along, but it's only
understandable. To be honest, you were a little bit petty in some moments and throughout the day.
But your stubborn self doesn't regret it, maybe a little when you looked at Jungkook's disappointed
eyes.

Reaching for the rounded handle of the bathroom, you twist it open and immediately stop at the
sight in front of you. If you weren't so shocked, you'd probably laugh at the absurdity and
coincidence.

Big eyed Jungkook stares at you surprised, a little taken aback from the sudden interruptance of
him brushing his teeth. The toothbrush stays in his mouth as the toothpaste covers the corners of
his mouth, while he stares at you with those doe eyes. His hair is messy and the scent of
Jungkook's aftershave, the one he always uses, lingers in the air. You can notice the humidity in
the bathroom meaning he had to take a shower just a few minutes ago.

The thought of running into him while he's taking a shower makes you embarrassed for some
reason. It's not like you haven't seen him naked. And it's certainly not like you haven't taken a
shower with him too. But things are different now.

"Mornin'," he mutters, voice muffled by the toothpaste before he leans down towards the sink and
spits it there.

Your eyes travel down his body quickly, noticing him wearing his favorite pair of grey sweatpants
and oversized black shirt. By the time Jungkook is straightening himself, your eyes linger on his
face as you mutter a single 'morning' back at him.

"I'll just come back later." you tell him, giving him a tight smile and ready to run for those hills,
the ones he mentioned yesterday when you bumped into him.

If your heart wasn't beating so fast by the unexpected presence of him, maybe you'd laugh at this
too. Now that you think about it, it kind of makes sense he's awake. He's an early bird, but you
would expect him to lay in bed with his girlfriend. Ah, there's that pettiness again...

"No, please don't go," he ushers to say, just as you're turning around. You stop, glancing at him
with a slight furrow of your brows. "I mean, I'm almost finished. You don't have to leave, I'll just
scoot back."

There's an evident raspiness in his morning voice and if you look closely, you can see his eyes a
little bit swollen with the lack of sleep. You can't say you look differently. You haven't seen
yourself in the mirror but you're sure you don't look any different. From what you can see,
Jungkook looks ready for the day while you're standing in the doorway with a messy bun and
crinkled pyjamas.
Maybe you could just turn around and insist on coming back later, knowing that'd just cause him to
look like a kicked puppy that got rejected. Even now, he stares at you with a soft and pleading gaze
that makes you let out a little sigh, as you close the door behind you.

"I didn't know anyone is in here," you tell him quietly, walking towards the sink where he's
standing. "I didn't know anyone would be awake at this time, to be honest."

You set the cover from your toothbrush on the edge of the sink, next to a golden bottle of soap that
looks certainly fancy and you know it smells like lavender because you used it yesterday.

"Couldn't sleep," Jungkook mutters, scooting back slightly just like he told you he would.

There's obvious tension in the air, it's not thick but surely recognizable. Or maybe it's just the
awkwardness between you two because none of you voice out the elephant in the room.

You hum, silently agreeing with him as you put a small amount of toothpaste on your purple
toothbrush. The two of you brush your teeth together, standing beside each other while every now
and then one of you spits the toothpaste. Whenever Jungkook leans down to spit it out, you stare at
the nape of his neck and his fluffy raven hair.

You can barely look at his face, clearly seeing him in the reflection of the mirror but you avoid to
just look at it and you stare into the sink silently, all while brushing your teeth.

Jungkook is the first one done, putting his black toothbrush in one of the golden cups that match
the soap's bottle. From your peripheral view you can clearly see him drying his mouth into a small
towel.

While he's doing all that, you finish brushing your teeth and face quickly. The sound of water is a
perfect reason to break the awkward silence. When you're all done, you put your toothbrush next to
Jungkook's into the cup.

"Y/N, can we--"

"I gotta go." you squeak out, shutting your eyes in embarrassment as soon as you're turned with
your back to him, rushing out of the bathroom to the safety of your room.

Fuck, that was so awkward and embarrassing.

You feel bad, running away from him like that. Maybe it'd be better to just talk to him. It doesn't
help that he literally looked and seemed so soft, almost vulnerable as he tried to talk to you but you
just ignored him like that. You feel like a bitch, but your unknown fear got the best out of you.

You'll talk to him later. Next time he tries to talk to you, you'll just stay there and talk. Avoiding
him is not going to solve anything, you try to tell yourself. You still have a few days to spend on
this trip. You can't spend it avoiding your best friend. You came here to have fun, and with him
too.

Haneul is still sleeping, which you can see when you come into the room, seeing him sprawled on
the bed taking the whole space. Leaning against the door, you stay there with your little guilt
before you decide to put on some clothes.

Alright, if you see Jungkook today and he wants to talk, you will talk to him. You assure yourself
as you're putting on black leggings, reaching for an oversized white sweater. It's fluffy and funnily
enough, it brings comfort to your tensed self.
You hear a set of footsteps, followed by hushed and distant voices. You wait for a moment,
standing in the middle of the room fully dressed. Oh god, you feel ridiculous. What's the big deal?
You'll come out of the room, not scared of anything and ready to face your best friend, not
cowardly rushing out of the same room he is in.

This is ridiculous, you tell yourself as you peek from the room, silently opening the door. You
mentally snort at yourself, your actions and thoughts completely acting differently.

You almost flinch when you see the bathroom's door being opened, the same one you and
Jungkook were in and you almost fling back to the room. You stop yourself though, surprised to
see sleepy and yawning Taehyung coming out of there. His hair is a mess and you giggle at the
sight of him, moving slowly like an old grandpa before he starts walking your direction.

His head lifts up, noticing your head peeking from the room almost immediately.

"You're an early bird, too?" he sleepily asks, not really looking for an answer as you let yourself
come out of the room instead of ridiculously peeking from it.

"What do you mean?"

"I bumped into Jungkook in the bathroom." he explains, not noticing the way you awkwardly look
away at the mention of him.

You don't burden him by saying you actually bumped into him too, quite unexpectedly, not
wanting to give him another reason to ship you like he claimed he does, or used to. But he also
looks too tired to fully even care about you and him. It's not important anyway.

"Aren't you an early bird too? You're up early." you tell him, chuckling as he stops beside you and
fumbles his right eye while yawning.

"Oh no, I just wanted to take a piss and I'm going to grab some painkillers. My head is killing me
after those tequila shots," he confesses, making you giggle at the mention of his famous tequila
shots. "I'm not sure if I will be able to go back to sleep, my head is about to burst."

Your head maybe isn't about to go burst by the amount of alcohol you've drank yesterday, because
it wasn't much. But you certainly won't be able to go back to sleep, and compared to Taehyung
you're quite certain of that.

"Are you going downstairs? I think Jungkook is making himself a breakfast."

Even through the sleepiness and puffiness of Taehyung's eyes, you almost panic when he looks at
you curiously. "Ah, no. I need to do my make-up."

It's a lame excuse because you could care less about make-up right now. Fortunately, Taehyung
just shrugs and goes downstairs lazily. You sigh of relief, going back to the room.

You play with your phone, killing some time by checking your social media and what everyone has
been up to, until your phone vibrates with a new message from Taehyung.

TaeTae: meet me at the gym asap

You stare confusingly at the screen. You know Taehyung started working out, actually has grown
quite interested in it for the past few weeks but he looked too tired to think about working out. Who
knows, maybe he really can't go back to sleep and working out is a nice way of awakening him.
If you were interested in that activity too, maybe you'd try it. You're just too lazy to do any of that.

"I don't know where the gym is"

You text him back. Remembering Seokjin's talk he gave you after everyone came here, you do
remember him mentioning there's a decent gym in the cabin too. Why? You don't know. You
expect people to come here and relax, not spend time working out and being locked in a gym.

You don't get any message after that, growing quite annoyed at him for not responding back since
he's the first one who texted you. Sighing, you decide to put some make-up after all. Nothing too
much, just a light coat of make-up on your dark circles, to hide the lack of your sleep.

By the time you come downstairs, met with the emptiness of this cabin, you grow slightly annoyed
by the amount of doors and different rooms. Trying to find the gym, you hear little clicking sounds
on the other side of the room, the room at the very end of the hall. Looks like you found it.

You open the door, ready to curse at Taehyung for not texting you back but just as you open your
mouth, your jaw almost falls down to the floor. Taehyung is nowhere to be seen, so your curse dies
on your tongue as you see Jungkook instead.

There is him, working out shirtless and exposing all of his tattoos as he's lifting dumbbells, letting
out a low grunt while his lips are pressed together. His previous black shirt is thrown over the flat
bench press while he stands next to it, lifting the weights. Even those grey sweatpants lay low on
his hips, making his v-line visible as it disappears underneath the hem. You gulp, especially by the
evident soft bulge that's too evident and visible in those sweatpants.

The door closes after you with a loud thud, causing him to look up and your eyes meet
immediately, too late to back out. It's not like you thought about it because you're still quite
shocked to see him here. Especially his current appearance.

"Great, you came." he says through a grunt, putting down the dumbbells with a hollow thud.

Suddenly it all makes sense.

"You're the one who texted me."

He looks you straight in the eyes, reaching for the towel as he wipes the sweat dripping down his
chest. You stand in the same place, not being able to move as your feet seem glued to the floor.

He did use Taehyung's phone who mindlessly put it on the kitchen counter, while he searched for
the painkillers. Shamefully, Jungkook reached for his phone and texted you from it without his
friend knowing.

"Would you come here if I texted you from my phone number or if you knew it was me?" he asks
casually, tossing the towel next to his shirt as you keep your eyes attached to his face.

You do it purposely, not trusting yourself to look elsewhere. He is making you frustrated, there's no
point denying that.

You purse your lips in answer, getting a deadpanned 'exactly' from Jungkook.

Not bringing yourself to answer, you cross your arms over your chest to hide your discomfort.

"Can we talk? I know you've been avoiding me." he says straight away, noticing the way your
cheeks flush at his bluntness and the fact he's right.
You bite into the inside of your cheek, thinking about it for a moment before you sigh, walking
towards him.

There are so many different gym equipment, you're not even sure what is the half of it but you
decide to come up to the pommel horse. You hop on it, sitting on it between two big handles while
swinging your legs slightly.

"Okay, let's talk." you murmur, looking at Jungkook who's closing the lid of a water bottle which
he drank from and tosses it on the floor.

"What happened yesterday?" he asks, not beating around the bush as you tense for a second before
you give him a simple shrug.

"What do you mean?"

The corner of his mouth quirks up in an amused smirk, head slightly shaking as he looks up,
staring right back at you.

"Don't do this," he says, "Don't pretend as if you don't know what I'm talking about."

"I'm not pretending. Elaborate, a lot happened yesterday." you tell him honestly, even if you get an
idea what he's talking about. You don't make it known to yourself, but you tense a little at the fact
he sees right through you.

You're just being reminded how well he knows you.

"That's it, I don't know what exactly happened but I know it had something to do with you."

You scoff at that, "Me? Sounds to me like everything is my fault."

Jungkook shakes his head, walking towards you as he stops just a meter away from your sitting
figure. You swing your legs slightly, trying to look careless and clueless but it's just a way to ease
down your nervosity.

"That's not what I meant," he tells you, "I'm sorry if I hurt you by talking to you in the grocery
shop."

"You didn't hurt me," you correct him, "You annoyed me. The more you pressure me and give me
those pep-talks, the more I'm annoyed." you confess, surprised how easy that came out of you.

On another note, talking to Jungkook has always been easy.

"I'm sorry," he apologizes, "I didn't want to make you feel as if I'm pressuring you. You know why
I talked to you about that specifically."

"Yes, because of Kiko. Because that's all you seem to think and care about." you point out.

"That's not true. I think and care about you too."

You scoff at that, shaking your head slightly while your hands grasp the edges of the pommel
horse. Who the fuck exercises on this? It's quite high too. You barely jumped on it.

"Do you?" you deadpan sarcastically, hearing him sigh.

"You know why I talked to you about that. It wasn't just about Kiko. You don't have to be friends
with her, I'd never ask you to do that. But you know how important your acceptance is for me. I
care about you too, Y/N, don't ever question that."

"Why is it even that important to you? My acceptance. I told you I respect your decision and it's
your relationship, leave me out of it."

"You're not making it very easy to leave you out of it when you sometimes react the way you do,"
he points out, causing you to scowl at him. "You know what I'm talking about. Anyone could tell
you're not pleased to be around Kiko. But are you really respecting my decision though?"

"Well, I haven't told her what a bitch she is." you shrug, Jungkook glaring at you as you just simply
and innocently shrug back.

"This is what I'm talking about," he says, "You know she cried in our room before the party? It
hurts her to know you don't like her. And you don't have to like her, but please, tone down your
obvious dislike and let's not be childish. Not just for her, but it's not easy for me to watch too."

"You're fucking confusing." you spit, but he doesn't seem surprised.

"How am I confusing? The two most important people in my life don't get along and I don't know
what to fucking do about it. Do you know how much it bothers me? I understand you, I'm trying to
tell myself that you're like this because you're being my best friend. But don't you get it, it's not
easy for me too?"

"I know it's not," you mumble, looking down into your lap. "I just can't help it. I don't trust her."

Jungkook stays silent for a moment, but you see him rub his face.

"I know something happened between you two yesterday. I just don't know what. Kiko won't tell
me anything."

This means Kiko hasn't told him about your conversation. You've no idea why not. You'd expect
her to tell him and maybe cry on his shoulder, but she didn't.

"And why do you assume it has something to do with me straight away? Why am I always the bad
guy?" you exclaim, growing frustrated but only because he's not stupid and catching onto
something.

"Nobody is saying you're the bad guy for fucks sake," Jungkook sighs exhaustedly, "But I told you
you're awful at lying and I could see the guilt on your face last night from miles away."

What Jungkook remembers is Kiko coming up to him, saying she's heading to the bed because
she's tired. It didn't take him long to notice the weird shift in her features until he figured she's
hiding something. Her voice was soft and she didn't want to talk long sentences, as if she was
scared her voice would break. She tried to brush him off whenever he voiced his worry, asked what
happened but she would just shake her head and tell him she's just tired and the wine must've got to
her head. But he knew that wasn't true, she wasn't nowhere near drunk. She seemed hurt, like
seconds from crying but before Jungkook could try to get her talk, she quickly rushed away.

And that's when he saw you already looking at their interaction, staring at Jungkook with the guilt
in your eyes. He had the gut feeling you knew what that was about.

Pursing your lips, you wonder what to tell him. You're not sure what is the right thing to say.
There's no point in lying.

"Okay, fine. We talked last night," you exclaim a little frustrated, "But in my defense, she came up
to me and wanted to talk. I was very successful at ignoring her and minding my own business." you
add, seeing Jungkook roll his eyes.

"Okay, what she wanted to talk about?"

"Bullshit, what else." you mutter dryly.

"Y/N, I'm trying to have a decent conversation." Jungkook reminds you, frowning at you as you
sigh.

"Fine," you roll your eyes, "But it's still bullshit if you ask me," Jungkook pinches the bridge of his
nose as you quickly put your arms in surrender. "She wanted to... I don't know be friends with me?"

"Okay, what did she tell you?" Jungkook nods, listening to you carefully.

"She asked me if I'm having fun. She wanted to talk to me, but I told her straight away that I've no
interest in playing friends with her. Then she mentioned we should at least try for your sake," His
features soften and you roll your eyes. "So I gave her a piece of my mind."

Jungkook's look drops and he frowns at you. "What exactly did you tell her?"

"Exactly, you mean like in detail?"

"Oh for fucks sake Y/N, yes!" Jungkook exclaims, causing you to frown and pout at the same time
before you sigh annoyingly.

"I told her she should've thought about your sake sooner," you shrug, proud of yourself because
yes, you told her the truth. Even if it wasn't necessary. "Then I told her that I'm already thinking
about your sake. And I told her I won't be a bitch towards her but I'm not gonna pretend that I like
her."

Jungkook doesn't seem pleased by that, but he nods nevertheless trying to process what you've just
told him.

"I know you don't like her, but she's trying. Don't you see that?" he asks silently, sounding tired
from all of this.

"I don't want her trying. I want her to leave me the fuck alone." you tell him, not waiting a second
before you burst at him.

"Well, I think you accomplished that," he tells you sarcastically, "I'm sure she won't bother you
anymore."

"Good." you shrug, acting carelessly as if you're completely pleased. You're glad she will leave
you alone. But there's a certain amount of guilt because you're being petty. You can see how much
it affects Jungkook and you're hurting him with his.

"You know, I asked you if you wanted to come here and I warned you she'll be here. And I still
expected you--"

"What? To suddenly like her? Newsflash, I don't!" you interrupt him, raising your voice as you see
Jungkook clench his teeth.

"No, I expected you to at least respect her like you promised me."

"I am respecting her!"

"'Can you two shut up I can't hear him?' Does that sound familiar? Or the fact you literally pulled
Haneul just because she tried to talk to him? Or the constant stares and puffs of annoyance? Does
that ring the bell?"

"I'm protecting my boyfriend." you point out lamely, seeing his features twist in both annoyance
and hurt at the same time.

"Is that your idea of respecting her?" he ignores your unnecessary remark about protecting your
boyfriend.

"Why do you care so much?"

"Because you two mean so much to me!" he exclaims, "Because it breaks my heart to stand
between you two, feeling like I'm hurting one of you everytime something like this happens."

His shoulders slouch visibly, fingers brushing through his thick hair as he lets out an exhausted
sigh.

"Stop saying it as if we're both the same thing. She's your girlfriend and I'm your best friend. You
shouldn't care this much about what I think."

You're not sure why you're saying this. Maybe giving him advice not to care what you think is a
good thing. It obviously affects him and hurts him. On another hand, it makes your cold attitude
soften a little knowing he cares what you think this much.

"But I do care about what you think. You've always been there for me, even when she hasn't."

He's talking when she broke up with him and when he found out she cheated on him.

You see the vulnerability written all over his face, not even the frown can mask it.

And you can't take it. You can't see him like this, it only makes you even more sad and it's almost
as if you could feel his emotions just by looking at him.

"I should go, we talked and I--" you rush to jump down from the pommel horse, squeaking when
Jungkook stands right in front of you and grabs the handles, caging you.

You stare at him with wide eyes. Seeing him up this close makes you stop breathing for a second,
especially surprised by the sudden movement. Despite him working out for some time, or the sweat
you saw rolling down his chest when you first came here, he doesn't stink at all. You can smell the
faint scent of his aftershave and see the roots of his hair wetted by the sweat. Some of it is stuck to
the sides of his face.

Jungkook stares right back at you, frowning at your sudden and desperate need for departure as he
holds you in place. He's not touching you, but he's so freaking close that you see every little
imperfection on his face. The image is awfully familiar to all those times when you were intimate.
Those were the most frequent moments you got to see him like this.

It seems like the moment stops when his eyes drop down to your lips and you wet them with the tip
of your tongue, your eyes dropping to his too. The tension could be cut, reminding you of all those
moments you shared together. The reality hits you and you panic, all the blood rushing to your face
as you let out a squeak and you push him.

The contact of your hands grasping his exposed shoulders almost electrifies you. Jungkook seems
to be caught off guard, stumbling a little as you jump off the gym equipment too quickly. It causes
you to land on your feet messily, your ankle twisting slightly as you stumble and wince from the
sudden jolt of pain.

Jungkook's eyes widen and he seems to be worried, ready to rush towards you to help you. You
quickly outstretch your arms to stop him.

"Don't come any closer," you tell him, "Stay right there."

He looks a little baffled, blinking at you but staying frozen in his spot. "I just wanted to help," he
says gently.

"I'm fine." you assure him quickly, still feeling the weird pain in your ankle when you step on it but
it's not that bad.

"Okay." he almost whispers, staring at you as you can't bring yourself to look him in the eyes.

But you brace yourself to go, taking a few steps to check your ankle but also to give some space
between you two. You can't be the only one who felt that. You can't be the only one who seemed
to freeze. But Jungkook seems nothing but worried, meanwhile you're being awkward and innerly
panicking.

You're about to walk out of the gym, turning around to glance at Jungkook who stands there like a
lost boy.

"Kook," you call out to him softly, features softening when he looks at you with those doe eyes.
"You can't make everything perfect and you can't make everyone love each other."

You touch the knob, stopping when you hear Jungkook.

"Y/N," he calls out to you, seeing you glance at him one more time. "Are we fine? I don't want to
fight."

"We're fine, Kook." Are you?

He nods, nibbling on his lower lip as you can't bring yourself to look on his innocent face any
longer. You rush out of the gym, already hearing some rustling coming from the kitchen. However,
you rush into the room with your heartbeat drumming in your ears and it doesn't calm down even
when you make it there.

And it doesn't calm down even when Haneul slowly wakes up, greeting you with the laziest and
sweetest smile on his lips, wishing you good morning.

Everyone wakes up from their deep slumber, one by one, occupying downstairs and bathrooms to
get ready for the day. With Hoseok and Seokjin being in charge of today's breakfast, everyone
chats in the dining room. With nine people in the room who keep talking, the room quickly
becomes loud and lively, but it's nowhere near the loudness you got to experience during
yesterday's party.

Seokjin assures his wife to stay seated whenever she wants to help them, or mainly help poor
Hoseok who seems to be struggling with holding three plates in both hands. He scolds her, giving a
small kiss on the top of her head which makes your heart soften. They look so in love. The shining
rings on both of their fingers are perfectly shown for everyone to see. You did see them exchanging
them on their wedding day after all.
Seeing married couples on the street, or just Seokjin and Jia specifically, makes you wonder how
your wedding will look like. You sure are that kind of girl who wants to get married eventually,
settle down with the one you love. Is it Haneul?

Is he the right one? It's too early to say right now, both of you are still adjusting to your
relationship. Your first relationship wasn't bad. Haechen isn't a bad guy, he just wasn't the right
one. And Haneul never really had a serious relationship, so this is even more new to him – being in
a serious relationship with you while still trying to get to know you and figure out how this whole
thing about relationship works. To be honest, you're still trying to figure out that too.

You like him. You really do.

Just as Hoseok hovers over you to set a bowl of boiled eggs, he manages to bump into your glass of
water by accident causing some of it to pour.

"Shit," he curses, putting down the bowl as you're already grabbing the napkin and patting the table
dry. "I'm so sorry."

"Yah, Hobi!" Seokjin scolds him, frowning at his friend's clumsiness as Hoseok offers him a
crooked smile.

"It's okay," you assure him, grabbing some of Haneul's napkin which your lovely boyfriend hands
you. "It can happen to anyone."

You look at Hoseok, giving him an assuring smile which he returns, apologizing for the last time
before he asks you to hand him the wet napkins to throw them away. You do tell him you can
throw it away by yourself, he doesn't have to serve you.

"It's okay, let me do this. It was my fault anyway." he tells you, thanking you as he takes the
napkins from your hands and retrieves back to the kitchen to take care of it.

As everyone eats their breakfast, Jungkook too because apparently the one he made for himself in
the morning after he woke up just wasn't enough, Seokjin shares his plan for today. You weren't
informed of the local Ski resort nearby the cabin, although you did notice its board during the ride
here. As Seokjin shares his own experience and excitement about skiing, a few people already
agree to go with him. He assures there's a place where you can rent snowboards and skis among
other important and very much needed ski equipment for skiing.

You're not surprised by Jungkook's excitement, his head already nodding when Seokjin asks him if
he's joining too.

"Of course I'm hyung," Jungkook says with a full mouth, causing a little amused snicker to get past
your lips. He's sitting on the opposite side of the table, a few seats across from you but you can still
see the way his eyes shine.

Jimin and Taehyung look quite excited too, agreeing to come as well along with Hoseok. However,
there are exceptions such as Namjoon who shakes his head when Jimin asks him about going too.

"I don't want to break my neck, plus I want to survive until the next year." he jokes, but there is a
little seriousness in his voice that makes everyone chuckle.

Maya laughs, putting a hand on his shoulder assuringly as she also agrees not to go.

"Do you wanna go?" Haneul asks you, stuffing his mouth with cereals as you shake your head.
"Not really," you answer, "You?"

"I don't know, I'd like to spend some time with you rather than skiing." he admits, causing you to
give him a smile as you both agree to stay back and not join the others.

"Maybe we could go as a group and look around the town? I searched on the internet and
apparently they've this huge market of different kinds of shops. It'd be fun to go and check that out.
Maybe you guys could join us?" Maya asks, sitting right on the opposite side of the table and from
you, her brown eyes peering at you excitedly beaming with friendliness.

"That sounds fun. What do you think?" you ask Haneul, who straight away seems intrigued and
agrees. "Okay, sounds like a plan." you tell, looking at Maya and Namjoon who seem to be happy.

When everyone is done eating, the groups already start to form and Hoseok starts to count how
many of them are going to the Ski resort.

"Okay, seven of us are going and four of them are going into town." Hoseok tells Seokjin, while
Seokjin shakes his head.

"Ah, Jia is not going with us," he explains, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. Hoseok asks
why, confused since the two of them barely went somewhere separately.

Maybe they're still in their honeymoon phase. Well, at least they're not fighting like a married
couple that's been married for forty years.

"She doesn't want to," Seokjin simply explains, zipping his jacket when he looks at you and the
rest of the guys that are going to the town. "Y/N, Namjoon, is it okay if Jia joins you? I don't want
to leave her alone here and she's too stubborn to let me stay here."

"Yeah, sure."

"Of course."

You and Namjoon tell him straight away, causing Seokjin to call for Jia who waves at Kiko and
Jungkook as she walks towards her husband. She looks questionably at him, while Seokjin explains
she could join you which she seems to be okay with. They talk for a moment, your attention
focused elsewhere since the couple bid their goodbye with a kiss which seems too intimate for you
to look at.

Maya shows you some articles about the market, everyone attentionally watching and agreeing
with the plan.

"We can figure out what to do there later, maybe we'll find something fun to do..." you hear Haneul
say, everyone agreeing with him.

You're going to grab your own jacket which is hanging on one of the racks in the corridor. It takes
you a few seconds to spot it underneath all the jackets and coats there, but you manage to find it
just as Jungkook comes to take his own jacket.

"You should've come with us," he tells you, putting on his jacket as you zip your own. "I could've
taught you how to crash those slopes."

You laugh at that, shaking your head. "I'd rather not hurt myself. Trying to learn how to ski or
snowboard seems kinda dangerous."
"Oh come on, you once told me you want to learn how to snowboard." Jungkook points out with a
grin on his lips, black beanie covering his dark hair.

"Yeah, today is not the day, Jeon," you tell him, patting his forearm through his padded jacket as
he snickers at you. "Besides, there will be more opportunities for you to teach me how to
snowboard."

"You think so?" he asks, brows shot up upwards for a few seconds. "I'll hold you to that."

Playfully rolling your eyes, you agree with him. "Be careful, okay?"

Jungkook is an adventurous type, he loves adventure and can be sometimes too reckless. You're not
going to lie, you're kind of scared for him. You know it's been a while since he went snowboarding
last time.

"Don't worry, if something happens to me I'll make sure to leave you my car." he jokes, causing
you to frown as you smack him in the arm.

"Don't even joke about that," you frown, not amused by his joke and at the thought of something
happening to him makes your stomach clench. "I'm serious."

"Alright, alright," he cackles, "I'll be careful, mom. You've my word."

You cringe, scrunching your nose as clear 'ew' leaves your mouth. "Is this how you feel when I call
you dad?"

"Pretty much," Jungkook nods, "I'll call you that whenever you call me dad. It's a nice revenge,
thanks for the idea."

You roll your eyes. "You know what? I hope you'll fall down your ass the moment you step on the
snowboard."

Jungkook cackles, snorting as he purses his lips. "I love you too."

Again, you roll your eyes waving him off. "Whatever."

His laugh is the last thing you hear before your name is being called by Namjoon, everyone
waiting for you so you can check out the town.

The downtown has its own charm as the five of you've managed to walk through the fish market so
far. The smell isn't exactly your favorite, but it's definitely interesting to see the wide selection of
their assortment when it comes to fish and seafood in general.

Jia without Seokjin looks a bit lonely, which causes you to glance at her every now and then,
thinking of ways how to talk to her. It's not like you're nervous but you're not quite sure if you're
the right person she wants to start conversation. You don't judge people, you don't even know her
that much.

But the fact she's Kiko's friend makes you very unsure. You've no idea what the dark red haired
woman thinks of you. Does Kiko call you a bitch behind your back? She doesn't look like the type
to do so, but you don't know Kiko as well. And apparently, you've never known her well enough
since she shocked all of you. Especially when she broke up with Jungkook and it was later revealed
why.
"Is it weird I actually feel sorry for it?"

Apparently, your hesitation is solved when Jia is the first one to speak, standing right next to you
as she stares at the octopus in a huge tank.

"What? That it gets killed and eaten later?" you ask, her amused snort erupting from her mouth as
she nods.

"The smell makes me nauseous though." she comments, covering her mouth with a hand as she
looks around, almost as if she's waiting for some weird and unappreciative stares from the owners.

"I think it makes everyone nauseous," you admit, "But I think boys like it." you say, glancing at
Haneul and Namjoon who happily conversate with one of the owners as he shows them dried fish.

Maya stands there listening too, although you see her scrunch her nose very discreetly when the
owner grabs the fish causing its smell to linger even more in the air.

"They're weird," Jia says, scrunching her own nose as she stares at the two men that look like little
boys on an excursion. "I don't think I've talked to you properly before. You went to the wedding,
right?"

It's true. You've never really talked to her, besides the short and brief greetings at the wedding and
this time, when you came to the cabin.

"Yeah, it was a beautiful wedding."

She smiles at that, appreciating your compliment. "Thank you."

You're not sure what else to say, it feels somehow hard trying to make a conversation with her
because all you can think of is what she probably thinks of you. Does she know about you and
Jungkook? Did Kiko tell her? You wouldn't be too surprised if she did. She is her best friend after
all. You're not one to care about what others think, but right now you feel yourself slightly
uncomfortable at the thought of her own thoughts about you.

Luckily, the rest of the group saves you from the beginning of awkward silence as you see them
approaching you, ready to get past the seafood section.

You taste a few local meals and drinks after that, just something to keep you warm. It might not be
the most adventurous trip, but it feels nice to just walk around even when your cheeks are painted
red and you can see a cloud of your breath whenever you breathe out. Not even Haneul's hand
gripping yours helps that much, but you do appreciate its own warmth.

You and Maya decide to go to one of the souvenir shops across the street, meanwhile Haneul,
Namjoon and Jia decide to just sit down at one of the coffee shops and drink their hot chocolates.

Maya is a very nice person to talk to. Warm. That's how you'd probably describe her and she suits
Namjoon well. You can understand why their relationship seems so pure and full of love. She jokes
too, which adds just a few points to your imaginary board of how you feel about her.

She seems to be a little bit more loud than Namjoon is. Meanwhile it seems like everytime
Namjoon talks, everything that comes out of his mouth is smart and sentimental. Maya seems to
talk about whatever is on her mind, not really thinking about it before she says it. She surprises you
with her randomness but you like it.

You're kind of similar, not scared to say anything and it feels like two of you just clicked as soon as
you got to speak more.

"You won't believe it," Maya says, rummaging through different keychains as her mouth stretches
into a huge smile at your question.

You just asked her how she and Namjoon met. She was the first one who mentioned it will be their
second year anniversary.

"But it was in a club."

"What?" you let out surprised, "Namjoon in a club? That sounds kinda surprising. I'd expect you to
meet in a park or something." Hence Namjoon's love towards nature and outdoor activity which
includes hiking, reading books and taking random walks through parks. He did mention to you his
love for those activities on a camping trip.

"I know, exactly, right?" she laughs, "It wasn't anything romantic, though. It wasn't like he spilled
his drink on me or bumped into me. I was actually the one who approached him and bought him a
drink."

That surprises you, pleasingly surprises you and it causes you to giggle. "Wow, that's amazing."

"Pretty bold of me, I know," she laughs with you, placing a keychain of a tree with town's name in
the background into her small shopping cart. "I'm not usually that bold, but I just knew I had to
introduce myself when I saw him."

It makes you smile.

"So, how did you and Haneul meet?"

"You're not gonna believe it, but it was in a club too. He actually helped me when one of the older
men bugged me. I've a part-time job there, well until I save enough to buy a better car. But yeah, he
was actually pretty bold about saving me and then he wanted to buy me a drink."

"Aw, that's so romantic! He looks like a cute puppy," Maya says, causing you to laugh but you
don't exactly disagree with her. He definitely looks like a cute puppy. "That's way more romantic
than my and Joon's story. So how did you guys start dating?"

"Well, it wasn't right away. He was very sweet and kinda flirty that night but he was there with his
friends, and I was obviously working. So there wasn't that much place to talk or get to know each
other. But then I went there with my friends, not working that time, and he was there again. Oh, my
boss also told me he was there during a week and clearly was looking for me which Haneul
actually confirmed. He bought me a drink, we talked and danced after that. And then he asked me
on a date which I agreed to right away." you explain, smiling at the faint memory but it's not that
long ago since it happened.

"You guys are so cute!" she coos, walking through another aisle and you follow behind her. "Does
he live in Seoul?"

So you talk to her, answering her questions as she's trying to get to know you. When you get back
to the rest of the group, the nice atmosphere remains. You feel your phone ring with a new
notification when Namjoon stands up to go pay, as you take a sip from Haneul's, not so hot
chocolate anymore.

Kook: look at this mom

It's a video, you click on it and your heart almost drops at the evident sight of Jungkook doing a
snowboard trick. It's nothing dramatic, but enough to widen your eyes when you see him in the air
for a few seconds before he safely lands onto ground and snow, stable as if he's been doing it for
years. You can hear the distant cheers from the guys.

"Is that Jungkook?" Haneul asks, glancing at your phone as you nod.

Namjoon already comes back, glancing at your phone too for a moment before he sits back to his
previous spot.

"Yeah."

"Wow, he's so good at snowboarding." he comments, genuinely sounding impressed as he urges

you to press play again on the video.

It catches Namjoon's attention. "Who? Jungkook?"

You and Haneul nod.

"That kid is amazing at everything. Seriously, he has talent for everything."

Haneul agrees, praising Jungkook's skills once again as the conversation leads elsewhere but you're
not a part of it as you let your thumbs tap against the screen.

"you're really crazy"

"don't let your real mom see this, she'll flip out"

You wait for a few seconds for his message which comes in a minute.

Kook: idk i feel like you do an amazing job at that

Kook: i'm careful, don't worry ;)

You roll your eyes, sending him thumbs up. You can picture him grinning at your message so
clearly. He knows you're slightly annoyed at him but there's an amused smile playing on your lips
as you place your phone back to your pocket.

He really is crazy. But you're not surprised, not even a bit. It's Jungkook after all.

You've spent most of the day in town, still tasted a bunch of local food to the point you felt your
stomach getting food and in no need for lunch. However, guys felt it differently and whined they're
hungry, plus with Jia discreetly hinting she's tired from all the walking and doesn't feel too well,
that was your clue to go back to Namjoon's car and drive back to the cabin.

It was around lunch time that guys came back from their skiing trip, completely hungry so the
kitchen and the dining room were fully occupied. After Haneul ate, he joined you in the living
room as you silently browsed through your phone. He sat next to you, doing the same thing until
his phone rang. With his mom calling again, he excused himself to get some privacy considering
loud chattering from the dining room but also from the rooms around you could be very much
heard.

It's only when Haneul comes back with evident frown and sadness clouding his usually soft
features that you notice something is wrong. You straighten yourself, sitting properly from your
slouched position as you watch him sit next to you with worried eyes.

"What happened?" You place your hand over his shoulder, noticing how tense he seems to be.

"It's my grandma," he mutters, sighing. "Apparently they had to call an ambulance, she had a
stroke. Thank god my mom was there."

"I'm so sorry," you say immediately, moving closer to him as you hug him. "How is she right
now?"

"Stable," he answers, sighing. "I'm sorry, I'm probably ruining the mood right now."

"Are you serious?" you frown, "Don't apologize because of this. Do you wanna go home? Maybe
we could ask one of the guys to drive us back, or we could find a train station to get back to Seoul."

Haneul glances at you, his eyes softening but there is still that hurt in his brown eyes, from the
sudden news of his grandmother's condition. "You're amazing," he says simply, causing you to
chuckle as you glance down almost embarrassingly.

"But no, my mom told me to stay here. They're there with her and my uncle is on his way there too,
it wouldn't be good for too many people to be there anyway. They don't even let them stay in her
room for too long." he tells you which you agree with, nodding.

"I'm sorry, I hope she'll be okay." you tell him, cuddling to him as he wraps his arm around you,
hugging you.

Haneul calls with his parents throughout the day a couple of times, luckily bringing good news as
his grandmother seems to be okay. Of course, she still had a stroke which is definitely not good but
he could talk to her over the phone. She sounded tired and slow, according to Haneul, but he feels
so much better after hearing her and talking to her.

Universe seems to work in a completely interesting and different way, something you've been
telling yourself quite lately. Or maybe it's just pure confidence and this is how life goes.

Everyone is slightly confused when Seokjin calls everyone to the "main room" as he calls it. Living
room is that one room referenced as that. The huge living room with an amazing fireplace and huge
windows that gives a great view of trees and mountains behind you.

The pair acts odd, even though they cheekily smile at each other as they stand on the little steps. It
reminds you of when you came here and Seokjin welcomed everyone. This time however, Jia is
standing next to him beaming at her husband. You do notice you're not the only one confused at
the sudden act of gathering everyone.

Did something happen? Will everyone have to go home and make other plans for the New Year?

Regardless of your curiosity, and a slight panic too, the couple seems relaxed but excited at the
same time as they whisper something to each other for the last time before Seokjin clears his
throat.

"What is this about?" you ask Jungkook quietly, glancing at your friend who seems equally
confused as he just shrugs.

Only one person doesn't look confused like the rest of you do, and that one person is Kiko. She's
sitting on another couch, surprisingly not next to Jungkook but at the very end with Namjoon
beside her.
Kiko is trying to hide her smile by casually crossing her legs while she plops her chin onto her
palm. Her fingers cover her mouth, although you do notice how happy she seems to be at the sight
of her best friend. Jia offers her smile that somehow seems shaky but Kiko just gives her a thumbs
up.

Before you can study her behavior any longer, Seokjin starts talking.

"We didn't want to do this dramatically but me and Jia talked, it was actually very much planned
but we didn't know how to tell you guys,"

Everyone seems to be quiet, too curious about what this is about. But Seokjin doesn't wait for any
reaction before he continues, but not before he looks at Jia for one last time before he locks their
hands together.

"We're having a baby!"

That's when the sound of genuine happiness and excitement resounds through the whole room,
Jimin and Hoseok already standing up to tell their congratulations as they hug the couple. You
smile, genuinely happy for the pair.

Suddenly, it all makes sense. Jia not skiing with her husband. Her sudden distaste at the market and
when she told you she's tired and doesn't feel too well. You wouldn't have guessed it's because
she's been pregnant this whole time. However, she's not your friend and you haven't been paying
that much attention to her.

Jungkook is standing up, grinning at Seokjin as he walks towards them. You and Haneul do the
same thing, wanting to personally congratulate them because it's polite and it's the least you can do.

You see Kiko hugging Jia, both women excitedly squealing.

"I know they're best friends but damn, I feel left out." Maya jokes next to you, making her presence
known as you snort at her.

You can't tell you don't feel otherwise. It's been pretty clear they're best friends this whole time. If
Jia wasn't with Seokjin, she was with Kiko for sure. You and Maya are the only other women in
this cabin, and it's been known Jia and Kiko didn't make that much effort to "invite" you to their
circle. Not that you want that, but it's just a thought that Maya clearly has too.

Plus, you're very much fine with spending your time here with your actual friends.

"...congrats, man. I can't believe you're about to be a dad!" you hear Jungkook tell Seokjin,
slapping him on the shoulder which causes the older groan in pain.

"Tell me something about it, I'm surrounded by guys. I can't possibly imagine them squealing like
them if I'll ever be pregnant." you joke, glancing at Jia and Kiko who seem to be just as happy and
loud as before.

Jungkook turns around, almost bumping into you as he glances down at you. "You're not planning
to get pregnant, are you?" he jokes, grinning at you mischievously. Of course, he heard you and of
course he has to react.

Maya giggles, you're not sure if it's because of what Jungkook said or the way you roll your eyes
and poke him in the stomach, which does nothing. This man is like a rock.

"What, you don't want to be an uncle?" you play along, arching your brow at him daringly as he
seems to be caught off guard by your question. He coughs before his previous grin spreads on his
lips again.

"At least wait until your boyfriend finishes college." he jabs at you, poking you in your ribs
causing you to flinch as you slap his hands away.

You know he's just making fun, but you do think it was an unnecessary comment because he
makes it look as if he jabbed more at Haneul's age and the fact he's younger.

"Why? Young daddies are hot." you react, shaking yourself from your thoughts and the
uncomfortable feeling in your chest that Jungkook caused.

Jungkook shakes your head at you while he's trying to hide his own amused grin by rubbing his
nose.

Maya laughs, nodding at you. "They sure are." she agrees with you, somehow saving you without
even knowing.

You arch your brow at Jungkook again, silently saying 'See?' but he just rolls his eyes playfully
before he wraps his arm around your neck, awfully familiar to a headlock.

"Let me go, you idiot." you curse at him, trying to jab him with your elbow but he moves his body
every time you try to do so.

His laugh fills your ears and you can't help but be annoyed and laugh at him at the same time. He
doesn't hold you tightly, not that it's too uncomfortable or painful. Eventually, he lets you go and
ruffles your hair which makes you try to knee him in the crotch.

He's so annoying. He really is because he grabs your knee effortlessly and sets it down.

"Careful, I need that."

You roll your eyes, scrunching your nose at him. "Of course, you do."

"What, you don't want to be an aunt?" You hear him mischievously say behind you, laughing and
leaving when he is satisfied with the glare you give him across your shoulder.

You finally get the chance to congratulate Seokjin and Jia, Haneul joins you just as you're hugging
Seokjin. You didn't even notice him not following you because he chatted to Hoseok and
Taehyung.

Congratulating Jia doesn't feel as awkward since you got to spend a day together. Even with Kiko
standing next to her, you can feel her eyes on you and just as you're about to walk away, you glance
at her. She does seem a little awkward, but she offers you a tiny smile.

You do your best at trying to smile at her, ending up with you doing a weird mixture of your lips
curving but hey, you smiled at her. And it's the effort that counts, right?

After everyone congratulated the happy couple about their news, Seokjin proposed celebrating it
tomorrow since Jia started to feel a little nauseous and tired anyway. He did take a shot with the
guys, a lot more slaps on the back and bro hugs before he joined his wife to their bedroom. Not
long after that, you and Haneul decided to retrieve back to your rooms when both of you started
yawning.

It takes a longer time for Haneul to fall asleep, this time you're the first one who falls asleep right
after. However, you do wake up around midnight not being able to sleep. You toss around for a
few minutes, glancing at Haneul and checking on him but luckily, he seems to be sleeping
peacefully. Today definitely had a sudden twist for him.

You feel your throat dry, in need to at least have a gulp of water which you usually keep a bottle of
water on your nightstand. The only difference is that you do it at home, and you're not home now
and you completely forgot to do that here. Deciding it's better to have some water and then go back
to sleep, you put on your slippers and get off the bed.

The cabin is dark but there are automatic night lights in the hallway, so you're not too scared to fall
or suddenly bump into something. You definitely don't want to break one of those expensive vases.
If you were about to pay for it, you'd have to sell your shitty car which most likely costs way less
than the actual vase.

Downstairs is a bit trickier, without night lights you can see stable shadows of the furniture and the
moonlight peeking from some of the windows. Those wide windows they put here are suddenly a
lot more practical than just pleasing for the eye. You hear some rustling and as you peek behind
the corner, you audibly jump at the sudden presence.

Even in the lack of lightning you can make out Jungkook's obvious figure, standing just behind the
kitchen island and as you come closer, you notice a spoon in his mouth while he watches you with
big eyes.

"Look at you," you muse quietly but amusingly, you walk closer to him and enter the kitchen fully.

He realizes it's you and he chuckles, pulling the spoon out of his mouth. He has something in his
hands but it's hard to tell what it is.

"First the morning and now we meet at midnight. Are you sure you're not stalking me?" you tease,
walking around the kitchen island to stand next to him.

Ah, ice cream. Of course. Jungkook sets the ice cream down on the kitchen counter, chuckling a
bit as he stares at you amusingly.

"You're the one bumping into me. Are you sure you're not the stalker?"

"Touché," you muse, causing him to laugh silently. "Can't sleep?" you ask, as you pull a bottle of
water from the fridge. It's cold--

"Yeah, I was hungry," he says, "Don't drink it, it's too cold."

You snicker, shaking your head. Of course, you won't drink it this cold. You'll wait for a few
minutes. You really don't want to have a sore throat on NYE, or anytime actually.

"I wasn't about to drink it straight away," you point out, setting the bottle down on the counter.
"Aren't you the one eating ice cream at midnight and in the winter?" you raise your brow at him,
his little laugh met with your ears almost right away.

"Touché," he nods, "What about you? Can't sleep too?"

"I just woke up with a dry throat." you shrug, hopping on the kitchen counter right next to
Jungkook where he is standing and leaning against the edge of it with his butt. He's too tall for it to
reach it down to his lower back.

He nods understandably to your words, scooping a little bit of ice cream onto the spoon before he
puts it in his mouth.

"Want some?" he asks you, offering you a spoon which you gladly take. He angles you the medium
sized bucket that looks small in his hands, to let you scoop it.

"I heard about Haneul's grandma, how is he doing?" he asks you as you taste the chocolate brownie
flavor.

"Relatively good, I guess," you shrug, "She's stable and he spoke to her over the phone, so I guess
that eased his mind a lot."

Jungkook nods, staring into the darkness as the two of you stay silent for a few minutes, just
casually standing and sitting in the kitchen while exchanging the spoon to eat ice cream.

"I'm glad you're here, y'know," Jungkook suddenly speaks, voice low and soft. "I know I annoyed
you and pissed you off on this trip a lot, I didn't mean to... it's just..."

You notice it's hard for him to explain it, but you know what he wants to say. You shake your head,
reassuringly squeezing his arm but you end up squeezing and touching his bicep. Damn, you forgot
how hard those muscles feel. It's only now, when your hand meets his exposed skin, you realize
that he's wearing an oversized shirt with boxers only. Thank god, it's too dark to see your widened
eyes and the look you're giving his exposed legs. And thank god it's too dark for you to see it
precisely.

You forgot that Jungkook gets very hot during the night. He likes to sleep shirtless and you're
suddenly very happy he wore a shirt before coming downstairs.

For some reason, you feel heat rushing to your cheeks. It's not that big of a deal but there is this
invisible line and boundary between you two, and you're always reminded of what you experienced
with him.

You clear your throat, directing your eyes elsewhere than Jungkook. "I wasn't exactly mad. I mean,
I kinda get it from your point of view. Well, I get why you want me and her getting along. It'd
make things much easier. But from my point of view... I just don't want that and I'm sorry, but this
is how I feel about it."

"Of course," he says softly, straightening as he stands in front of you.

You widen your eyes, stunned at the sudden movement and the fact he's right in front of you.
However, Jungkook doesn't seem to be stunned or nowhere near affected. He's fully focused on
what he's about to say, a little puzzled look on his face as he cutely frowns and pouts without even
knowing.

"I thought it'd make things easier, but I can't force her on you. I just... I know she's not accepted by
you and even she feels that, it bothers and hurts her a lot. There is so much pressure I feel and I-I
don't know I feel like I'm doing everything wrong."

"Hey," you call out softly, leaning your head slightly in his direction to get his attention.

The ice cream is long forgotten, the small amount that remained uneaten by you two probably
melted by now.

"You're not doing everything wrong. I didn't make it exactly easier for you,"

It's true. There were times when you could've controlled yourself better, but you let your thoughts
and opinion cloud your mind. It's not like you regret acting like the way you did. You're more sorry
for Jungkook, because you can emphasize with him.

"You're never really making anything easier for me, are you?" he teases you, nudging you with his
arm as you snort and laugh at him.

"You're the one to talk." you shoot back, giggling when he dramatically gasps but laughs too.

Once you calm down, you let out a yawn leave past your lips.

"Come on, let's go to bed."

You do feel a little tingle in your stomach at that, shyly hopping off the counter. You know what
he meant, it just awfully sounded as if you're going to sleep in the same bed. You almost snicker at
your thoughts, knowing you're just acting weird all over again. You and Jungkook used to share a
bed way before the deal came up. None of you ever made a big deal out of it.

But now that both of you've partners, it would probably be very weird and unfair to them. It's
something you had to give up in your friendship.

You and Jungkook go upstairs together, both of you lingering outside of each of your rooms for a
little as you look at each other, the night lamps finally giving you an opportunity to see more of his
face.

His eyes are tired, crinkled at the end as he grins at you. "Goodnight." he says simply, waving at
you as you chuckle.

"Goodnight, Kook."

And you go to separate bedrooms, back to your partners. That's where you belong, right?

You're not sure what time it is when you're woken up by a pair of hands, sneakily touching down
your back. Flinching back a little, just out of pure shock of feeling someone's hands behind you,
you realize it must be Haneul. Glancing back, you confirm your suspicion because there's no one
else who'd be in the bed beside you, touching you like this.

"Hi," he cheekily says, frowning when you turn back and cuddle up your pillow. "It's already
nine." he informs you, hands hesitating before he starts caressing your back all over again.

It feels weird. Not him touching you, but him doing this in the morning when all he has ever done
is cuddling you. He has never been this upfront in the morning.

"So? I can sleep how long I want." you mumble into the pillow, still feeling tiredness from the fact
you went to sleep after midnight. Well, if you just sat up maybe you'd be able to wake up yourself
and get ready for the day. But you don't want to. This bed is too comfortable and you don't have to
go back to sleep, you'd be perfectly fine just laying here.

"I-you can, I didn't say you can't," Haneul stutters, surprised by your morning attitude.

It's not really an attitude, you're just tired and your voice is lacking any possible emotion.

"Princess," he whines after a moment, realizing you're not waking up but quite the opposite. He
hears you hum and before you can go back to your slumber, he starts caressing the side of your ass
which makes your eyes open.
You shift, laying on your back as you turn your head to him. You're not surprised when you see
him biting his lower lip, eyeing you like a candy when you've to look like a nightmare. Your face
has to be all swollen, especially from eating so late but you blame Jungkook and the stupid ice
cream which you couldn't resist. Your hair is undoubtedly messy, freed from the rubber band you
took off after coming back from the kitchen.

You're not stupid. Even in your early tired state, you can tell the glint he has in his eyes is nowhere
innocent. If you weren't awake just for a solid four minutes, you'd probably look more surprised
than you're letting on. It's not your fault, you're just still half-sleeping to have a proper reaction.

Haneul is nowhere near tired, he proves that when he delivers a kiss to your shoulder and hands
move down to your stomach. It's not like you don't like the touch, but you do feel yourself tensing
underneath his hands because simply you're not feeling where this is getting to.

"Haneul, I'm tired." you murmur, gently shifting away from him but the young man is persistent
and doesn't mind it, simply chasing you again as he starts kissing your neck.

"I can wake you up," You frown, almost scoffing as you get a hold of his arms. He looks at you,
eyes raised at the sudden interruption. "Are you seriously not wanting this?" He doesn't sound
angry, just confused and surprised.

"I told you I'm tired," you reason, "Besides, there are like nine people here and some of them
probably awake."

"So?" he shrugs, "Don't tell me you haven't had sex with your ex while other people were around."
You haven't. But you have with Jungkook.

The realization makes your heart skip a beat, your hands gripping Haneul's even tighter as you
frown at your boyfriend. "I'm not in the mood."

He searches your face, letting your words linger in the air for a moment before his features drop
and he looks almost surprised by your denial.

"Oh," he lets out, arms freezing as he awkwardly shifts away from you. "Okay, I get that. I'm
sorry." he apologizes, not being able to look at you as he quickly sits up.

"Haneul," you sigh, "I didn't mean--"

"No, it's okay. I'm sorry if I was too forward, I thought you'd like-- nevermind. Forget it please," he
almost pleads, cheeks tinted red as you stare at him with pity eyes. "I'm gonna get ready. Join me
when you're awake?" he asks, trying to sound light but you see how much your denial made him
embarrassed.

He kisses your cheeks before he springs out of the bed, rushing to take off his pyjamas and put on
some clothes for the day. You sigh, looking away. You close your eyes, almost acting as if you're
going back to sleep but the truth is, you can't.

You're already awake, mixed feelings occupying your mind. You hear him shuffling with things,
trying to stay quiet but you just sigh, sitting up. He looks at you with wide eyes, expecting you to
sleep and not looking at him so wide awake.

"I'm sorry if I made things awkward." you tell him, not liking how awkward this feels.

"What? No, don't be sorry," he chuckles, quickly going to usher you as he sits on the edge of bed
and takes your hands in his. "It's okay to say no, I was just in the mood and it's okay you weren't.
I'm all good, alright? Don't overthink this." he tells you, smiling at you.

It eases up your weird tensed feeling in your chest, and you find yourself smiling back at him.
There's nothing wrong with you saying no, you know that. It's just kind of an awkward situation in
general but nothing you could not get past.

The awkwardness of today's morning is long forgotten and it's like it never happened in the first
place. Haneul is sweet as ever, cuddles to you and kisses you in your hair as if he could tell how
awkward you feel after this morning.

You get it. He probably woke up with morning wood and wanted to take care of it, and since
you're his girlfriend and were right there, he thought you could help. You did notice him
awkwardly covering his crotch when he was about to walk away from the bedroom, which
explains things a lot.

Haneul's laugh as he manages to hit Taehyung's head with a snowball makes you laugh too,
especially when you notice Taehyung's mouth opened in betrayal. You don't even know who
started it.

Ah, Jungkook and Taehyung did as they started fooling around until somehow everyone who was
outside of the cabin got pulled into this snow fight.

From the corner of your eyes you can see someone getting closer to you, eyes widening as soon as
you see Jungkook cackling devilishly while making his snowball perfect. A big snowball that
definitely will hurt.

"Don't you dare," you manage to get through your teeth, knowing he heard it because you see his
eyes flicker to yours before you see him slowly stepping towards you.

He's teasing you, ready to smash that snowball into you as soon as he's in a close distance but you
don't let him do that. You don't wait for the snow to meet your body, legs already moving you
quickly far away from Jungkook. You hear him laughing, your own smile twisting to a grin and
even your annoyance at your annoying friend is gone.

It's until you feel the impact of the snow at the back of your head, causing you to stumble. Running
in thick snow is already hard enough, Jungkook's hit success as it brings you down to the floor.
Your cheek presses into the snow and you're ready to storm out at Jungkook for throwing it with so
much strength.

You hear him stop in the tracks, laughing and clapping at the funny image of you falling down like
a house of cards that he managed to see just now. You clench your teeth, feeling how snow is
freezing against your cheek but you stay in your place laying there.

Jeon Jungkook, just wait. He's not the only one who can play a game.

You're not sure how successful you're going to be at it, but all you can do is wait and see. When
Jungkook stops laughing, your lips almost curl into a satisfied grin when you hear him.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" he calls out, informing you that he's not that close to you.

You shift a little, grumbling at him which isn't part of the plan but you can't hide your annoyance.

"Fuck," you hear him before you hear his heavy footsteps and the way snow slumps underneath his
boots. "Fuck, Y/N are you okay?"
You wait until he's next to you, knees crushing into the heavy snow as you manage to slowly sit
down, trying to hide your own smirk. It takes you a second, one glance at Jungkook's doe and
worried eyes he's aiming at you, before you grab as much snow as your hands allow you to and
throw it in his face.

He tries to dodge your attempt of doing the same thing to him, but he fails miserably as you jump
back to your feet.

"Yah!" he yells at you, making you cackle as you're taking more snow into your hands and trying
to make a snowball. You fail, Jungkook hooking his feet over yours which makes you trip and you
fall.

You land next to him, both of you throwing more snow to each other's faces like little kids.

"Alright, alright! You proved your point!" Jungkook calls out, grabbing your hands before you can
throw some more snow into his already freezing face.

You let your hands drop, chuckling as you lay in the snow and stare at the blue sky. "That's what
you get when you mess around with me." you tell him, pursing your lips as you teasingly grin at
him.

He chuckles, lowly and breathy, as he glances at you before he looks at the sky.

"You scared me for a moment," he admits, chuckling again. "I thought I knocked you out."

"Oh please, to knock me out takes more than a simple snowball," you scoff, proudly grinning as
you hear him snort. "But it did hurt, you muscle pig." you admit, sheepishly caressing the back of
your head which is covered by your beanie.

He definitely wasn't going easy on you with that huge snowball and the strength he put into his
throw.

Jungkook laughs but still sits up to look down at you. "Sorry, does it hurt too much?" he asks, but
still has that amused grin on his face which makes you roll your eyes.

Sitting up too, you shrug. "Nah, it's not that bad." you assure him before he can start blaming
himself.

He offers you his hand, helping you stand up. "Let's get inside, the lunch must be ready."

You nod, the rest of the way to the cabin is spent with you and Jungkook shoving each other, with
the rest of the guys happily rushing to eat some warm food.

This trip is full of surprises, just like every trip you take with your friends. Or with people that
aren't necessarily your friends are tagging along too. It was very bold of you to assume this trip
would go all smoothly, with no bumps along the road. But that doesn't mean you don't like this trip
or you regret going.

Sure, your patience was running low when it came to Jungkook and his girlfriend, and everything
that had to do with their relationship, and you've bumped to a few bumps along this fresh road.

But as the night settles in and it's the right time to celebrate Seokjin and Jia and their unborn baby,
somehow you find yourself in the circle and presence of the mentioned pregnant girlfriend and her
best friend. Actually, you know exactly how that happened.
You had been talking to Maya, finding out that she lives forty-fives minutes from you in Seoul, as
she promised to hang out with you once you come back to Seoul. She really is nice and super
friendly. So when she proposed to hang out, just the two of you, you had been more enthusiastic
about the news than you'd expect yourself to be.

It definitely feels nice to find a new friend, a woman at that, when all you've been doing is hanging
out around and with your guy friends. That doesn't mean you don't like it. Jimin, Taehyung and
Jungkook are amazing company and often proved you it doesn't matter that they're not the same
gender, or can't understand some woman stuff you'd usually talk about to the opposite sex. You're
perfectly content with having them as your friends. But now that Maya is determined to stay
friends even outside of this trip, it truly makes you excited to get to know her more. You've been
here for two days and you already get the feeling you know her. That doesn't mean she can't turn
out not to be your kind of person, but she definitely looks like it now and you've a good feeling
about her.

Maya's friendliness and extrovertedness dragged you, literally, into the situation you're in right
now. She called for Jia, waving her with a huge smile to come over, who coincidentally has been
accompanied by Kiko.

You could have seen the look of panic washing over her features once she saw you there. It made
you feel sour, yes that's how you'd describe that uncomfortable feeling in your chest. Or maybe it
was guilt. The fact that it was caused by you was enough to make you grip your glass of rose wine
tighter.

When they've came over to you and Maya, luckily your newly found friend took upon herself to
congratulate Jia all over again as they had a casual and pleasant conversation. You almost felt
awkward, Kiko standing right in front of you keeping her mouth shut as if she was scared and just
her saying a single word would tick you off.

Jungkook's word of mentioning how she cried before the party two days ago crossed your mind.
You kind of get how he must've been feeling this whole time, seeing it first hand from his
girlfriend. So when you joined the conversation and glanced at Kiko, maybe your way of silently
and non-verbally telling her that you're not here to be a bitch or fight her, you actually see her relax
slightly.

Meanwhile Jia shares that she's three months pregnant, close to being four, you notice Jungkook
glancing at you almost nervously while Jimin talks enthusiastically in their little circle of friends
they created, with the rest of the guys. He nibbles on his bottom lip, noticing you see him and you
give him a slight smile, assuring him that you're fine.

And when he offers you a smile, strangely similar to a proud one, you feel all the weight falling off
your chest. You can't think about his relationship or trying to think about Kiko and why she
decided to hurt your best friend so much, you just can't. So, you've decided to be decent and just
ignore it because it's the best for Jungkook. He clearly knows all your thoughts, he heard them out
and still decided to stick up with his decision.

It's not your battle to fight. It's not your thing to be angry about. It won't disappear just like that. It's
still there and always will be. But now, you can actually try and focus on other things.

Kiko is not going to be your friend, but you can accept her being in Jungkook's life again. That's
what you were kind of doing, even when Jungkook has decided to pull you to the side and share his
worries with you, silently pleading with you to try and be more decent.

Okay, you've to admit. You were being bitchy and maybe not totally vocal about your distaste to
his girlfriend, but you still let it show and control you to a certain extent. And that wasn't pretty.
Even people around you could see that and you thought you're not being so obvious, not that you
cared.

Now that you and Jungkook talked, and you could see his hurt and vulnerability, it was just one of
those extra pushes that made it more than clear where he stands and what he truly wants.

Overall, it was just a stupid argument you and him had. That's what happens when two people don't
agree with each other. It's important to talk it out, trying to understand the other and settle onto
some kind of compromise.

Your compromise is not being a bitch and trying to be decent in Kiko's presence. Like Jungkook
said, you don't have to be friends with her, nor you've to like her. That's not what he was trying to
ask of you this whole time. All he asks is for more respect for their relationship. Jungkook really
cares about what you think, so it was draining him mentally and physically to see you acting the
way you were acting.

And that's when you knew you weren't acting like he deserved. You were hurting him in a certain
way.

Jungkook's compromise is not pushing Kiko in your face, not that he wanted to do that. But it made
you feel like that.

She joins the conversation after her own glass of wine is empty, the four of you talking and you
find yourself laughing here and there. You don't directly talk to Kiko, but at least you're able to
look at her without that feeling of annoyance of her presence. And that's a huge step.

In the middle of the whole celebration, you, Jimin, Taehyung and Jungkook go to a separate room
to exchange your Christmas presents. Jimin and Taehyung are happy about your choice of presents,
which to be honest isn't that much special. You've bought them clothes, one sweatshirt for Jimin
and a coat for Taehyung. Both of them bought you clothing as well. Taehyung has bought you a
silky purple robe, giving it to you with a little smirk on his lips when you praise the material. Jimin
gifts you an oversized hoodie, an expensive one which you find out when you look at the label. He
just waves you off, ignoring your silent protest of him spending this much money on you.

Jimin has bought Jungkook a bag for his camera which the youngest appreciates with eyes wide
and mouth opened in awe. Everyone giggles at Jungkook's expression. Taehyung has bought him
black boots, similar to ones he already owns but this one according to Jungkook are even better.

Jungkook gives Taehyung a box full of face masks and face care, as he gives a similar box full of
bath bombs and bath foams to Jimin since he loves baths. And then he hands them small albums
causing them to look at it curiously. You do the same thing, eyeing it as they open it but before
you can fully catch a glimpse of what's inside, Jungkook hands you a very similar album.

"This one's for you," he says, grinning at you as you take the album with wide eyes.

You open it, immediately gasping when the album is filled with pictures of you and your friends.
As you turn pages, you find pictures of you from the camping trip, pictures you never knew were
taken. There are many funny pictures from the times you hung out together, spontaneous moments
when you're laughing and fooling around with either Jimin or Taehyung, or both, which makes you
giggle.

There are a few pictures of you and Jungkook as well, like the ones you've taken on his phone
while wearing the ridiculous bubble face masks or when you did silly poses. It makes you
emotional, your heart filled with warmth as you look at Jungkook with an appreciative smile.

"Do you like it?" he asks, grinning sheepishly while Jimin and Taehyung are rolling off the bed
while laughing at one of their pictures.

"I love it," you tell him honestly, smiling. "When did you even take these photos?"

He shrugs, grinning cockily when he sees you pleasantly surprised.

"Thank you, Kook. I love this." you tell him, shutting the album with a soft thud as you go hug
him. He seems to be caught off guard, almost falling down his back onto the mattress behind him
but he easily gets his balance back.

"Of course," he mumbles into your shoulder, hugging you back. You can smell his perfume and his
scent so clearly and you take a sneaky sniff of how amazing he always smells like, before you're
reminded of something.

You pull away, grinning at him as you dive your hand into the bag where your gifts have been
placed, pulling out Jungkook's present.

"Another one?" he asks, surprised you've bought him one more thing besides the new boxing
gloves since you know he's enjoying boxing a lot these days.

"It's nothing," you shake your head and hand him the wrapped gift.

He gives you a mere scowl, shaking his head at you in disapproval but unwraps the gift gasping.
"You're insane..." he comments, causing you to snort.

"It's just a perfume, Jeon."

"But this one's expensive!" he exclaims, scowling at you as you innocently shrug.

"It's the only one you actually use, you didn't give me that much choice." you joke, seeing him
shaking his head again.

It's true. He's too sensitive to certain smells, so he wasn't using perfumes and used to stick to the
natural scent of his fabric detergent. But then he found a nice perfume and started wearing it ever
since. The smell is incredible, even you've to admit that. It is expensive and Jungkook could easily
buy it for himself. Luckily, he complained last month about how he's running out of it, so you
ordered it the next day in hope he won't buy it until then.

"Thank you." he tells you honestly, giving you a warm and appreciative smile in return.

After everyone puts their gifts to their rooms, you and the guys join the rest where rap music plays
in the background. You and Haneul share a smile as your eyes meet, before you join him on the
couch seeing he's in the middle of a conversation with Namjoon. Maya sits next to you a few
minutes after and you hold a friendly and casual conversation with her, while you sip on your wine.

"Y/N, are you joining us?" Taehyung asks, gaining your attention as he sits on the floor with Jimin,
Hoseok and Seokjin. You notice Jungkook sitting down too, plopping onto his butt before he
glances at you.

"Join what?" you ask in return, brows slightly furrowed in confusion as Taehyung snickers.
"A game."

You blink, staring at him dumbfounded as you snort. "I know that much," you murmur ironically,
"Are you guys seriously about to play spin the bottle?"

"Of course not," Taehyung frowns, sending you a slight glare because of your mocking tone.
"We're playing never have I ever."

"Ah, I'm playing!" Maya calls out enthusiastically, already standing up with her glass of wine as
Taehyung cheers for her and plops space next to him.

You stare surprised at her, shaking off your surprise as you're met with Taehyung's raised brow.
"So? You in?"

"Nah, I'll pass." you tell him, feeling somehow uncomfortable at feeling's everyone's eyes on you.

With dismissing Taehyung, you expect them to ignore you and start playing their stupid game
which definitely won't be innocent. It's just their way of prying about everyone's sexlife. However,
Taehyung opens his mouth again and if it weren't for the fact he's tipsy, you'd probably send
daggers his way.

"What? Scared we'll find out all your dirty little secrets?" He wiggles his brow at you. You know
he's just teasing you and being a pain in the ass, yet it does make you feel a little annoyed that he
thinks that's the real reason.

You just think the game is stupid and childish. However, you know you'd be listening to them
answering those questions.

"Fine, I'm playing. If it's boring I'm out." you mutter annoyingly, standing up as you ask Haneul if
he's playing.

"No, I think I'll just watch." he grins at you, sending you a wink before you playfully roll your
eyes, joining the others on the floor.

"You don't have to play if you don't want to." Jungkook speaks up, reminding you softly as you
glance at him giving him a slight smile.

"It's okay." you assure him, plopping next to Maya as Jungkook watches you with unconvinced
eyes before he sighs and directs his attention elsewhere.

Kiko and Jia enter the living room together, coming from the kitchen, as they join the guys on the
couch saying they're not playing. Your attention to them is quickly cut off by Taehyung's voice.

"Okay, I think we all know rules. You drink if you've done it, if you haven't you don't drink. I've
the questions here." he explains showing his phone while everyone nods along his words, agreeing
with him.

The first rounds are easy, or more like expected and the whole purpose of it is to make everyone
drink. You've been drinking wine but now you're mixing it with vodka, which actually makes you
cringe and you seriously hope you won't throw up after this.

"Never have I ever watched porn"

"Never have I ever kissed on a first date"

"Never have I ever made out in public"

It's the question like this that made everyone drink. You can feel yourself loosen up though, which
is definitely thanks to the strong taste of vodka that warms up your whole body.

"Never have I ever failed at orgasm while I masturbated."

You choke as soon as you hear Taehyung read from his phone, your eyes bulge out as you catch
everyone's eyes in the circle. Ah, you really hope those voices you hear behind you are Haneul and
Namjoon, and they aren't actually listening to this. Last time you checked, everyone not
participating in this game pretty much ignored you guys.

You sheepishly reach for the shot, avoiding Jungkook's eyes that you know are aimed at you as
you chug the shot down. Maya snorts, doing the same thing causing you to mentally sigh in relief.
You don't know whether it's from the embarrassment of you drinking alone to this in front of
everyone, or just the fact you feel exposed and hunted from the memory of you trying to make
yourself cum using the toy Jungkook bought for you.

Luckily, there's no one that mocks you for it and Taehyung moves to the next question right away.

The next question that you don't drink to, is something about threesome which Jimin drinks to and
sheepishly adds he doesn't want to talk about it when everyone stares with their mouths open.
Much to your shock, you'd never expect Jimin to have a threesome but judging from the way
Taehyung is grinning, he already knew about it. He assures his friend that there's nothing to be
embarrassed about and there's no one that shames anyone, letting his boxy smile light up the
atmosphere.

"Alright, just move on, please." Jimin mutters, cheeks slightly red from the sudden attention.

There are a couple of more questions that you don't drink to like, "never have I ever send a naughty
photo to someone" or "never have I ever hooked up with someone I met online".

"Okay," Taehyung calls out, smacking his lips after he finished drinking on a question about never
giving a lap dance. "Never have I ever had a public sex."

There's a beat of silence for a moment, your eyes somehow automatically leading to Jungkook who
glances at you already raising his cup. He raises a brow at you and you feel your palms getting
sweaty, memories coming back from the camping trip. Is he thinking of the same thing or he had a
public sex somewhere else? You've no idea, he has never spoken about his sexlife with Kiko that
much, not that you wanted to hear about it in the first place. All you know is that their sexlife has
never been bad or boring. You guess it's different when you love that person.

"Y/N honey, do I see you hesitating?" Taehyung asks, lips curved in a lazy and tipsy smirk as you
roll your eyes at him.

You mask your own nervosity you feel for some reason, glancing at Jungkook to see him already
gulping down his shot, features scrunched at the strong taste for a few seconds as he looks back at
you.

Gulping, you ask, "I'm not sure if it's exactly public." you mutter, trying to act nonchalantly as you
shake your shoulders.

"It is public, Y/N." Jungkook mutters from the other side, your throat running dry as you send him
a glare.
"Where was it?" Jimin asks, voice soft and slightly tired from the alcohol too.

You take a deep breath, swallowing harshly as you mentally start to panic. Not wanting to share
any details, you mutter "fuck it" as you chug down the shot.

"Alright, this is starting to get interesting." Taehyung sings out as Hoseok agrees, laughing.
Everyone seems to be clueless, or they act that way but you can't bring yourself to overthink it any
longer.

Taehyung's phone falls down from his hands, causing Hoseok to snort as he takes the phone and
reads the next question by himself. Taehyung purses his lips but doesn't complain, stretching his
legs meantime.

"Never have I ever had a period sex."

Oh, you gotta be kidding me, you think as you're ready to whine out loud but you stop yourself.
You feel your heart beat loudly against your ribcage, almost as if you're being called out with these
questions. To be honest, you and Jungkook had a sex when you were on your period but you barely
bled. It was the end of it and as far as you know, there wasn't that much blood. Does it count?
Probably.

Thankfully, your frozen state seems to go unnoticed by the rest of the people as Hoseok drinks up
along with Jungkook. You glance at Jungkook, almost looking at him in question as he smirks
behind his cup and chugs his shot down. Meanwhile Taehyung eagerly pours more vodka to their
empty cups, Jungkook has the audacity to actually raise his brow at you, daring you to drink up.

Clearing your throat, you feel yourself getting annoyed at him. He's provoking you, obviously
teasing you because he knows all of your dirty secrets. And it's because he's a part of those dirty
secrets. As far as you know, he's done these things with you but it doesn't mean he's done it only
with you.

You almost think you get to drink your shot in peace, ignoring Maya's grin when she notices you
sneakily drinking but however, Taehyung is loud and attentive as always and nothing goes
unnoticed by him.

"Y/N, you horny freak!" he laughs, wiggling his eyebrows at you.

"Shut up," you scold him, "Didn't you say no one is shaming anyone?" you mutter at him, ignoring
the way he's cackling.

"I'm not shaming," he corrects and you almost think he has an apology ready on his tongue, until
he opens his mouth again. "I just didn't know you're such a freak between the sheets."

You choke up, coughing as you shake your head at Taehyung, sending him a glare through your
narrowed eyes. Glancing at Jungkook, you see his tongue poking his inner cheek cockily and you
send him a warning glare which he just responds with an innocent shrug of his shoulders. That
cocky bastard...

"Never have I ever owned a sextoy." Hoseok reads out next, causing everyone to drink up
excluding you.

"Y/N, Y/N, I'm surprised. I thought you'd own a sex toy." Taehyung tsks at you, causing you to
roll your eyes at him.

"Fuck off, you're annoying," you tell him, but he only beams at you with his boxy smile. "You
thought wrong."

"You do own a sextoy, don't lie." Jungkook calls you out, your mouth falling open in a betrayal as
Hoseok, Jimin and Taehyung snicker and you swear you hear Maya giggle into her palm.

"I didn't buy it! I never wanted it!" you exclaim, protecting your pride as Jungkook narrows his
eyes.

"So? You still own it."

It's funny how no one questions how the hell Jungkook knows this but then – everyone knows you
guys know each other too well, so it's probably not suspicious for them. And some of them
probably think you dated for real.

"Because you bought it for me!" you exclaim again, your mouth shutting right away as the silence
erupts in the room.

Jungkook doesn't look drunk, but he's definitely in his tipsy and teasing mood considering how he
smirks at you in triumph as he shakes his shoulders. "Don't act like you didn't like it." he simply
comments, causing the rest of the guys snicker again.

Oh, he's about to have it.

"Fuck off, Jeon."

You drink the shot, game moving smoothly as everyone seems to be amused at your bickering
rather than suspicious or weirded out.

On the other side, you're too focused on the game and it's practically impossible for you to hear
what's going on behind you. It's not like there's something going on, but you definitely don't catch
up on Haneul's focused scowl as he looks at Kiko.

"Don't they usually get along?" he asks, wondering if hearing you two talk to each other like that is
normal.

So far he's seen you teasing each other or even bickering, but this time it feels like you're second
from insulting each other. It is funny, he just wonders...

"They usually do." Kiko answers lightly, shrugging as she sips on her wine before her attention is
focused back to Jia as they start talking about something.

He turns back, staring ahead at the group of you as Namjoon laughs at something one of you says.
He lets it be, laughing when Taehyung accidentally spills his drink from his mouth, watching it
drip down his chin as you snort at him.

A few rounds later and you feel yourself grinning out of nowhere, giggling whenever someone says
something funny as Jungkook keeps glancing at you and smiling amusingly at your giggly state.
The mildly bitter taste of vodka makes your whole body warm and cozy, and you lean your head on
Jimin's shoulder who seems to be just equally drunk. The game is over, however you're playing
another one well, if you can say it. It's basically just someone mainly Taehyung and his noisy ass,
asking a question to one of you. Sometimes Hoseok and Jimin, or even Maya, join and pick one
person that they want to answer.

"Alright, alright, I'm asking..." Taehyung starts, voice loud and deep as he cuts off Hoseok's laugh,
scanning everyone. "Jungkook," he muses, causing the younger to raise his brows in a sudden
surprise but he's back to normal in a second, smirking at Taehyung as if silently telling him to bring
it on.

"Name one song you'd have a sex to."

Jungkook purses his lips, tattooed fingers rubbing his chin in thought as he makes a funny face as
if he's thinking about it. He actually does seem to think about it before he sighs and shrugs.
"Probably, Into It."

"Oh, whose song is that?" Hoseok asks, slightly interested at the unknown song name.

It's funny how casual everyone is while all you seem to talk about is sex. At first, you found it
annoying and if you were sober, you still would. But now you're more relaxed and it's just a bunch
of drunk young adults talking about their own preference. Even Namjoon, has joined the circle or
more like he's done it because he wanted to be closer to Maya, as he cuddles up to her. They're so
cute together, it actually makes you smile whenever you look at them.

You lift your head off Jimin's shoulder, looking at Jungkook. "Chase Atlantic, right?" you ask
questionably, feeling like you're right about this one.

The band is definitely a must-have in Jungkook's playlist, you can't count how many times you've
listened to them while riding with him in a car. Jungkook seems to like their music a lot, so you're
already familiar with their sound and most importantly their mentioned song. You wouldn't guess
Jungkook would have a sex to this song though.

"Yeah," Jungkook answers, nodding cutely before he chugs down another shot.

"Taehyungie, what's your answer to this? Why do I feel like it'd be some kind of sentimental shit
song?" Jimin teases the younger, causing Taehyung to grab the cushion below his ass and aimed at
him, causing you to avoid it just at the last minute as Jimin catches it with a fit of laughter.

Just right behind you, on the still same couch, Haneul's eyes narrow in confusion as he's too
distracted to pay attention to the loudness of you and your friends while you're all laughing.
Glancing at Kiko, he notices her looking at the group with a small smile on her face.

Are they always open like this? Sure, he has many friends that could easily be described as pigs
due to their lack of maturity and a big amount of hormones. They're loud and they fool around too.
And there's nothing wrong about it. He finds himself to feel comfortable in the presence of your
friends and people here, they all seem like good people who like to have fun but are mature
enough. He's pleasantly surprised how everyone gets along, minus the conversation he had with
you about Jungkook's girlfriend, but you seem to be okay.

It almost feels as if there's a certain family vibe going on and he likes it. It feels different than him
hanging out with his twenty year old friends who live for random hook-ups, getting drunk and do
stupid things along the way.

However, he can't help himself to wonder about how open you and Jungkook are. It seems like you
guys know each other the most, and the fact Kiko just sits there and watch you converse about such
topics that include sex, is weird to him. It's not because he's jealous because he's not. There's just
something, like a missing puzzle that he can't quite figure out.

And he tries to tell himself; No, they're just like this, different from everyone. Just like everyone is
describing them like this.

Still, he slightly turns around to Kiko who glances at him with curious eyes, noticing the way he
turned his body towards her as he looks her in the eyes.

"Are they always like this?" he asks, "Y/N and Jungkook. Do they seriously know such things
about each other?"

This makes Kiko chuckle, noticing the way he looks uncertain and maybe even insecure. He hasn't
been here for a while, she thinks and reasons his reaction that he seems to mask while trying to
look as casual as possible.

"Yeah, they're pretty close." she simply answers, voice light and somehow assuring as if she could
read his confused thoughts.

He seems to relax a little, offering her a little smile. "But isn't that weird?"

Kiko's brows furrowed in confusion before she giggles. "I think fake dating is the weirdest thing
they've ever done. Why are you so confused about these questions then?" She actually finds it
amusing, glancing at Haneul just to notice his frozen state as he looks as if he was just slapped in
the face.

Her smile drops down immediately. Oh, no, no no, she thinks as she hurriedly straightens herself.

"What do you mean fake dating?" he asks slowly, glad there's so much loudness around him that
their conversation is quiet and inconspicuous.

"Oh crap," Kiko lets out, hand slapping over her mouth as she looks like minutes from freaking out.
Well, that's exactly how she feels. She feels her heart in her throat, her mind trying to assure you
this is not happening but when she looks at Haneul again, it's almost certain that this is very much
happening. "You didn't know?" she whispers.

"They dated?"

"It wasn't for real!" Kiko quickly justifies, shaking her head as she scoots closer to him and looks
like seconds from crying, her eyes pleading. "Oh my god, I thought you knew. I'm so sorry, please
don't tell Y/N you know. I'm so sorry." she pleads, trying to stay discreet with her voice so small
and quiet. However, Haneul is too shocked to fully recognize the pure panic on her face.

Not that he cares about that much, because the words dating and you and Jungkook in the same
sentence makes him feel as if he's just dreaming and none of this is real.

"Haneul, please--" Kiko's words are cut off as he straightens himself and walks towards the circle
you and your friends created.

He squats down behind you and gently taps you on your shoulder. You're giggling, looking around
as you almost lose your balance, slightly bumping to Haneul.

"Oops, sorry." you cutely apologize to your boyfriend, causing him to smile at you.

You're too tipsy to notice how tight his smile looks and before you can admire him from this
proximity, he's already opening his mouth. "Can I talk to you?"

You completely ignore his request, or more like the purpose of it because it doesn't look weird to
you. "Yeah, sure." you let out, already standing up as he helps you.

He glances at Jungkook, seeing him laughing at something Hoseok said. If Jungkook noticed, he'd
see the cold glare Haneul gave him.
Haneul leads you upstairs to your room, thinking it'll be best to privately talk there since it became
"your space together" kind of. You giggle, rambling about how much fun you're having and that he
should've joined you in the game. He just gives you a tight smile whenever you look at him as his
hands stay wrapped around your forearm. He doesn't hold you tight, just keeping a secure hold of
you in case you'd fall but as far he can tell, you don't look too drunk. Yes, your steps are slightly
careless and clumsy, but you look fine. And you're overly giggly that he almost feels bad for taking
you away from all the fun.

When you get to your room, you jump on the bed as you lay down, your body bouncing slightly
from the harder impact with your arms above your head.

"Y/N," Haneul calls out to you, causing you to sit up as you lazily smile at him.

But Haneul doesn't smile back, no. He rubs his forehead a few times and you finally notice the
distress written all over his scowled features as he stares at you with unknowing emotion.

"What's wrong?" you ask, still feeling the buzz from the alcohol and you've a hard time to convince
yourself now is not the right time to just lay back.

"When did you want to tell me that you and Jungkook were dating apparently? Well, fake dating,"
he says with a cold tone, "Or did you even plan on telling me?"

And just like that, you think all the alcohol is gone from your body in seconds and you feel like
your head is spinning. No, saying that his words hit you like a bucket of cold water is much more
appropriate for this.

How does he know? Who told him? It's the fact that he stares you down so coldly, that you don't
recognize him. He looks angry, annoyed and hurt. The worst combination as you feel yourself
dryly gulp.

"Of course, I was planning to tell you." You decide to say, voice soft but strict to let him know you
weren't planning to keep it as a secret.

He already knows, but even you notice his face falling down a little when you don't deny it.

"Oh, really?" he scoffs, making your eyes widen. "So why didn't you tell me?"

"Because I didn't want to tell you at the very beginning of our relationship," you tell him
immediately, "It's not a topic you get to talk about on a first date. I wanted to be sure of you, sure
of us before I tell you. Actually I wanted to tell you on this trip." But you were too busy dealing
with Jungkook.

"Tell me," he starts, voice stern. "Tell me everything."

You're taken aback at the sudden tone he sets, especially when he's acting so bossy telling you
what to do. You don't like that. You could easily tell him to calm down and not talk to you in that
tone. You don't appreciate it but still, you know you keeping this away from him is the reason he's
acting this way. Besides, you're too shocked to properly react.

But still, he doesn't have to act like an idiot.

So sighing, you stand up keeping your distance because he looks too angry to want you to be
around. Still, he looks like he's holding himself back from totally bursting.

"Jungkook asked me to pretend to be his girlfriend, it was way before we met by the way. We
made a deal. I helped him and he helped me." you explain, trying to act casual when you feel like
you're about to throw up.

"How did you help him?" he eyes you, frowning at you as you frown back.

"By pretending to be his girlfriend," you answer, "Look, Kiko broke up with him without any
reason and somehow he thought if she saw us together, he'd be able to tell if she still has feelings
for him or not. Which proved to be right because they're together. But I swear, there's nothing
going on between me and him. It was all fake, we were just helping each other."

Okay, now you sound a little desperate and slightly panicked. And you're most likely sober now
too.

"And how did he help you?"

Oh, fuck.

You nibble on your bottom lip. "What?" you whisper, causing Haneul to narrow his eyes
suspiciously at you as he senses something is wrong.

"You told me you helped him and he helped you," Fuck, he already sounds angry with his low and
slow tone. "So I'm asking, how did he help you?"

You gulp, looking at him apologetically as you plead with him with your eyes to let it go. But he
only looks at you even more sternly, not budging meanwhile you feel like if you still weren't so
shocked, you'd actually start crying. This feels like a nightmare.

"Haneul please, you've to trust me that--"

"Don't bullshit me, Y/N," he snaps at you, your eyes widening immediately. He has never talked to
you like this and you don't know what to think about it. "Just tell me," he says more gently, but still
looking at you with dark eyes.

"It didn't mean anythi--"

"God, Y/N stop beating around the bush." he cuts you off harshly, your mouth shutting before you
burst.

"We hooked up, alright?" you exclaim in annoyance. "We hooked up, satisfied?" you murmur,
tearing your eyes off him for a moment to look at the closed door.

It's the silence that makes everything even more uncomfortable and you force yourself to look at
him.

"We just made a deal, my ex was pretty boring when it came to this sex stuff and somehow, we
made this deal." It sounds so freaking stupid, you feel embarrassment crawling down your back as
he scoffs loudly.

"All this time you assured me there's nothing going on between you two, you actually fucked him
before?!" He raises his voice making you flinch.

"I--yes, but we're fine. He's back with Kiko and I've you. We stopped it right after he was sure of
Kiko and I've never wanted anything more with him. We're so passed that, Haneul please--"

You panic when he wraps his hands around the back of his head and turns around to you with his
back. You step closer but he only flinches when he senses your body.

"I'm so fucking stupid," he spits, pacing around the room as you watch him with the same panic in
your eyes.

Your stomach clenches uncomfortably and you feel like you're about to seriously throw up. Not
from the alcohol, but the nervosity and dozens of different emotions of discomfort that you feel.

"All this time--" he exclaims, stopping as he takes a deep breath. "Who even fucks their friend?"

"A lot of people, actually." you retort and he shoots you a glare.

"I was sitting in the same car with him, I was just with him in the same room while you played that
stupid game. No wonder he knew all of your secrets, right?"

He sounds so spiteful and you feel so small underneath his dark and angry eyes. Where is your big
mouth when you need it? You can barely open your mouth, your hands slightly shaking.

You feel embarrassed, he makes you feel that way because he actually mocks you. Most likely,
you're hurt by him right now. You should've told him but it's not like you weren't planning to. He
has to understand you just started dating and you wouldn't brag about such an intimate thing. Not
when it happened way before you even met him. He acts as if you cheated on him or like you've
done it during the time you met him or were going on dates.

"Haneul, please. I get that you're angry and hurt but trust me, I was planning to tell you. And
Jungkook and I are just friends." you assure him for like thousand times during your relationship.

"I'm going home." he says, completely ignoring your previous words as you widen your eyes and
quickly jump to stop him from walking to his suitcase.

"What? No, please don't leave." you plead him, grasping his arms tighter.

He looks down at you, eyes cold and emotionless as he shakes your hands off him. "My grandma
is sick anyway, I'll go and see her."

"But it's too late! And--and how will you go?"

"I'll call one of my friends, or I'll ask Jimin to drive me. Honestly, I'd walk there, I don't care. I
can't be here for another minute."

"Haneul, please," you whimper when he starts opening the drawers and pulling out his clothes.
"We can just talk about it, you don't have to leave."

"I want to," he grumbles before he opens his suitcase and starts messily tossing his clothes there.
"Leave. I want to leave."

And that's when you realize there's nothing you can do to stop him. He needs to cool off and think
about what his next decision will be, you know all of this. Yet you can't avoid your eyes watering
and tears running down your cheeks soon after. It's the little sniffle you accidentally let out that
makes Haneul glance across his shoulder to look at you.

"I just need to think. I just know I can't be here any longer." he tells you, somehow softer than
before but you still see the wall he's building between you two and it pains you.

"Are you breaking up with me?" you ask silently, wiping your tears because you feel pathetic. You
just wish he'd stay, that's all you want from him. He doesn't have to understand you right away, he
doesn't have to talk about it with you right now. The hell, he doesn't even have to stay in this
bedroom with you. But you just want him to stay.

He sighs, letting go of his shirt that falls into his suitcase as he turns around to look at you again.
"No, do you want me to?"

"No? Would I be crying if I wanted to?" you almost snap at him, holding yourself from biting back
bitterly.

Do you even have any right to feel angry at him for having this kind of reaction? Your emotions
and thoughts are all over the place and you even yourself, can't tell what you feel. All you know is
that you want him to stay and he doesn't have to leave so abruptly. You should talk about it like
adults, there's no need for him to make his getaway.

He scoffs, tossing back his clothes angrily to his suitcase. You don't apologize, you don't think
you've to be apologizing for answering honestly his stupid question.

"At least tell me who told you." you tell him, thinking he's going to ignore you because he keeps
doing his own task for a couple of seconds before he glances at you.

"It doesn't matter."

"Maybe it doesn't matter to you, but it does matter to me. I think I deserve to know who told you. It
was my thing to tell, no one else's."

Okay, now you sound a little bit mad.

"You mean secret," he spits at you, "It's not your thing to tell. It was your secret to tell."

"Oh come on, I wanted to tell you!" you exclaim, "How many times do I have to tell you that? It's
not my fault you don't trust me. I still stand for what I told you. Me and Jungkook are nothing, just
friends. It's in the past and it happened before I even met you. I get that you're angry at me for
keeping this away from you, but I had my own reasons. And it's not like I was planning to keep this
away from you forever."

"Are you sure you're just nothing? I don't find it comfortable to know you used to fuck him." he
barks, shutting his suitcase as he stands up abruptly.

"And that's understandable but you should trust me. I'm sorry that you don't," you tell him,
sounding hurt but you don't try to mask it. Because that's exactly how you feel. "You want to
leave? Fine. No one will hold you here against your will. At least tell me who told you."

"Kiko," he answers, "Satisfied?"

Of fucking course. That bit--

"But it's not her fault. It's yours."

You gape at him, left completely speechless with thousands of your thoughts. It makes sense. She's
been sitting next to him the last time you look at Haneul. You see red, not able to control yourself
as you give Haneul his space because clearly you're done here. There's nothing you could say to
make him stay here and he seems too angry to even want to be in the same room as you.

You storm out of the room, smacking the door shut with a loud thud as you make your way
downstairs. You can't even hear the music anymore, everything is clouded with anger and hurt.
You're not stopping on the stairs, eyes searching for that one person that is responsible for Haneul
knowing before you could tell him and properly talk to him.

You see her, standing next to Jungkook as she nibbles on her bottom lip. You're too upset to realize
she looks freaking nervous and then she spots you coming down the stairs, her mouth opening as
she tries to hide behind Jungkook. He's too engrossed by talking to the guys to notice her doing that
and then he spots you, smiling and ready to wave you over but then he sees the way your face is
twisted in anger and there are tears coming down your cheeks. His eyes widen, glancing behind
him to find Kiko looking scared shitless.

You're ready to jump at her, ready to yell but Jungkook's reactions are way faster. He halts you just
when you're two steps away from them, gripping your shoulders.

"Woah, hey, hey, hey. What's wrong?" he asks, keeping you in place as you trash in his arms.

"Let me go," you spit, trying to get out of his hold and you almost succeed, ready to claw out his
girlfriend's eyes. "It's your fault!" you scream at her, she squirms on her spot and yelps but before
you can get to her, Jungkook hooks his arm around your waist, spinning you around.

Trashing even more, you curse at him to let you go as he holds you tightly. Everyone stares at you,
probably thinking you're crazy but you don't see them. All you can focus is the hurt and anger you
feel towards the woman that keeps squirming in her spot and even has the audacity to look at you
with pitiful eyes.

"Woah, calm down tiger," Jungkook tells you, still holding you tightly as you groan. "Tell me what
happened."

"It's her fault," you bark, pointing at Kiko as he glances at her. "You told Haneul! You had no
right! You're such a bitch!" you scream at her, Taehyung coming up to you as he puts his hand
affectionately on your shoulder.

You notice Jimin staring at you with worried eyes as well, glancing between you and Kiko.

"Y/N, look at me," Jungkook says, cupping your face tightly as he makes you look at him. You do,
but you're fuming and ready to trash again but before you can, he opens his mouth again. "Tell me.
Talk to me."

You shut your eyes, more tears falling down your cheeks as narrows his eyes in confusion, but
doesn't hesitate to wipe your tears. Fuck, you just want to cry.

"She told Haneul about us. She told him." you cry out, Jungkook's mouth opening in a pure shock,
not believing your words until after a few moments, he finally processes what you just told him.

He looks at Taehyung, glancing down at you in his arms. Taehyung takes the hint, grabbing you
by your shoulders as he gently hugs you closer to him. Jungkook looks at Kiko and he realizes
someone turned off the music. Everyone is standing nearby and staring at the scene unfolding in
front of them. Hoseok, Jimin, Namjoon, Maya and Jin. Jia is the only one who went to bed early
since she felt tired.

Jungkook's and Kiko's eyes meet, her hugging closer to herself while nibbling on her bottom lip as
a kid that's in trouble. Maybe this is all just a mistake or some sick joke. But when he sees guilt
written all over her usually soft and sweet features, he knows it's true. You're telling the truth and
it's not a mistake that could be discussed because what's done is done. Jungkook glares at her
without even knowing, not liking how guilty she's looking at him.

He starts making his way over to her, Hoseok glancing between his friend and best friend as he
opens his mouth and interferes. "Jungkook, I don't know what happened but let's--"

He's cut off by Jungkook just stops him with his hand, not halting his steps towards Kiko whose
mouth is already trembling. Not in fear, there's no need for her to be scared of Jungkook, he'd never
hurt her. But he looks damn pissed and she looks more like trembling because of her guilt rather
than anything else.

"Kookie, I can explain, it was an accident. I didn't know--"

He grabs her by her forearm, not too tightly to leave a bruise but even she is surprised by the
tighter grasp he has on her. He leads her out of the huge room, opening the first door he sees which
is a smaller guest room. There's no time to look around or to realize this is the first time he's been
and seen this room.

"I didn't know he didn't know. He asked about you and her and it slipped, I swear to you. I'd never
hurt Y/N like that!" she apologizes quickly, grasping Jungkook's hands as soon as he lets go of her.

"Why the hell would you even assume he knows? Didn't you think about the possibility he doesn't
know?" he asks through clenched teeth, closing his for a second. All he can see is you crying and
battling with all the emotions in front of everyone.

He believes Kiko, he doesn't think she did it on purpose. But that doesn't mean what she did wasn't
wrong, even if it was a mistake. She should've thought about what she's saying before she said it.
She messed up everything and judging by your reaction, Haneul probably hasn't taken it well. You
wouldn't cry if he did. You'd be probably pissed, but you wouldn't cry just like that in front of
everyone.

"I didn't think about that, I just assumed..." she mumbles.

"You didn't think, exactly," he scoffs, pinching the bridge of his nose. "I don't know what
happened between them, but are you aware there's a chance you ruined their relationship?"

Kiko pulls her hands away, looking down at her feet in shame. "I know, I'm sorry."

"You shouldn't be apologizing to me," he points out, voice rough and cold. Fuck, he doesn't know
what to do, how to solve this. There's no way to fix this. "But just for your own sake, I wouldn't go
near her right now."

Kiko nods, understanding that as Jungkook turns around and leaves her standing in the room with
her own pondering thoughts and most importantly, her guilt. When he joins the others he sees you
hugging Jimin as Taehyung caresses your hair, glancing at Jungkook with pitiful eyes. It's not a
good sight to any of your friends.

When you spot Jungkook, you frown and look around, without doubt searching for Kiko but she
doesn't come back like you expect her to.

"It's her fault." you tell him as soon as he's close.

"It is." He doesn't protest.

"You should've let me slap the fuck out of her. I was trying to be decent with her, I was trying and
what she did? She ruined my relationship." you spit, Jimin cooing you but it doesn't seem to help
so he glances at Jungkook and pleads him to do something.

Jungkook doesn't know what that means. Did Haneul break up with you? Surely, he isn't that
stupid to do so over this. As far as he knows, you wanted to tell him. You're not a liar.

"Easy there, there's no need for that. I know you're angry and hurt, what she did isn't right. It was a
mistake."

"Are you defending her?" you bark, almost jumping at Jungkook who stares at you with doe eyes
and Jimin grunts trying to hold you back. Taehyung grips your shoulder and whispers something to
you which makes you stay in your place.

"No, I'm just saying." Jungkook says, raising his brows in a silent pity. He doesn't want to fight, he
knows you're too vulnerable to hold a conversation without getting sad or angry.

"Then you better shut up." you spit at him, feeling a pang in your chest for acting like this towards
him. You know you'll most likely regret it later.

"Okay, tell us love," Jimin says softly, "Where is Haneul?"

He definitely doesn't want to pry or hurt you more, but he feels like he should ask. He's nowhere
near sight and they still don't know what exactly happened between you two.

"Upstairs," you sniffle, "He's going home. He doesn't want to stay here."

"Did he... did he break up with you?" Taehyung asks, causing Jimin and Jungkook to shoot him
glare as he widens his eyes and shrugs, mouthing 'What?'.

"No," you murmur, "He said he's not but who knows what he'll do." you sniffle.

"It's too late, how the hell does he want to go home?" Jimin voices his thoughts, not liking the
drama. It's clear Haneul acts upon his feelings right now, but he definitely should've thought about
his decision properly even if it's just for his sake. He's just making a rushed decision, he should be
more mature about this.

"He said he'll call one of his friends or he'll ask you." you tell him, voice shaken up before you look
at Jimin.

Jimin had one shot and mainly played the game without drinking, wanting to go easy on himself
before New Year's Eve because he knows he'll be drunk tomorrow. Two hangovers right after each
other doesn't sound good. So he should be fine driving.

He offers you a pitiful gaze, wiping your tears before Jungkook approaches. You stare at him, more
like glaring at him and he knows exactly why. None of this is his fault. But you're angry at his
girlfriend and she's not present, so you naturally feel anger towards him too. It probably doesn't
make sense, but that's what so many uncomfortable and sensitive emotions do to you.

As much as you love Jimin and Taehyung, and appreciate them staying close wanting to comfort
you, Jungkook is someone you need close too. As if he could recognize the look you give him, he
offers you a slight smile.

"Come here."

You don't hesitate, Jimin lets you go and you fall into Jungkook's arms immediately, crying into
his chest. He leans his cheek on top of your head, silently shushing you as he rubs your back.
"It's gonna be okay." That's what he repeats to you and you're completely clueless to approaching
the person, unless you hear him call out to Jimin.

You pull away from Jungkook, staring at Haneul who completely ignores you and looks at Jimin.

"Would you mind driving me to a train station? It should be like forty minutes from here." he asks,
your heart scrunching at the lack of attention he gives you. Or more like he gives you none. He
purposely doesn't look your way and it hurts.

Jimin turns around to glance at you, silently asking you with his eyes. He's definitely being put in
an uncomfortable situation.

"It's okay, Jimin." you tell him silently, looking back at Haneul who finally spares you a glance.

Seeing Jungkook so close to you, you see the hurt and anger twisting on her features even though
he's trying to appear strong and neutral in front of everyone. You know he probably feels awkward
too, considering everyone is staring at him. At least they're kind enough not to glare at him.

Jimin nods, "Sure. Let me just get my keys and wallet."

Jimin offers you one last look, ready to go upstairs to grab his stuff before Haneul's definitive
departure. You're no longer in Jungkook's arms, but you feel his presence behind you and
something inside Haneul sparks at the sight of you two. He knows it's him being mad, hurt, upset
and jealous. It's the way Jungkook stares him down as if he wants to beat the shit out of him for
making you cry. It's bizarre.

And the anger even intensifies and alcohol does its own thing, before he can think he's already
opening his mouth.

"So what? Did you fuck Jimin and Taehyung too?" he spits at you, looking at you almost with a
disgust and new found anger.

Your mouth falls open and the complete silence erupts in the room, even Jimin stops in his tracks
to stare in disbelief at him. You're not the first one to react, you don't even know how you should
react. You feel ashamed, embarrassed, hurt and angry that he talks to you in front of everyone. No,
that he even has the audacity to talk to you like this.

However, Jungkook is the first one to react and you don't have the time to hold him back, not that
you'd do much even if you had the time considering Jungkook's big size and strength, he's already
lashing at Haneul.

It's happening in a slow motion but then it's so quick that you barely realize what's happening.

Jungkook grabs Haneul by the collar of his sweatshirt and before you can yell at him to stop, he's
already punching Haneul in his jaw. Haneul falls down, yelping in pain as you stay frozen in spot.

"Fuck!" Haneul yells and holds his left side of face in pain, glaring at Jungkook who's standing
above him.

"If you ever talk to her like that ever again, it'll be more than just one punch." he warns him,
speaking with a loud and stern voice as you gasp, rushing towards them.

You hold Jungkook's wrist causing him to glance down at you as you scowl at him.

"Jungkook, stop." you tell him, tugging him back in fear Haneul would say something in return and
you just know Jungkook won't hesitate to actually punch him again.

Jungkook listens, walking to the middle of the room where Namjoon comes up to him and checks
him while Jungkook just seems to be glaring at Haneul with dark eyes, not even glancing in
Namjoon's way.

Maya joins you, approaching you carefully as she places her hand on your shoulder and offers you
a soft smile.

Haneul stands up, not sparing anyone a glance as he grabs his suitcase and drags it outside of the
cabin. Jimin looks at you and you give him a nod, knowing he's silently debating what he should
do. He nods back, quickly going upstairs.

"I'm so sorry, are you okay?" Maya checks up with you, Taehyung standing right by your side and
if you weren't so sad and shocked, you'd joke about him being your bodyguard. It really looks that
way.

By the time you plainly answer Maya's worried questions, you see Jimin going down and getting
out of the cabin too. This is it, you think. Haneul is not going to come back and who knows what
will happen with your relationship. It hurts to even think about it, but you can't help it.

As you're pondering over Haneul, he's already sitting in Jimin's car as your friend sits into the car
angrily and shuts the door. He gives Haneul a glare, not even sorry for his bruised cheek and jaw as
he seems him cupping it.

"Ah shit, this hurts." he even complains when Jimin starts the engine and puts the car into drive.

"Just so you know, if it weren't for Y/N I would not drive you and I'd let you walk back to Seoul,"
Jimin tells him coldly. "And if you weren't bleeding already, I'd punch you too."

"I think Jungkook took care of that." Haneul comments sarcastically, causing Jimin to grip the
steering wheel tighter. Would you be mad if he punched him too? On another note, he already
looks like he's in huge pain.

"Jungkook maybe took care of that, but Jungkook isn't the only friend she has. She has me and
Taehyung too. And Jungkook isn't the only one who'll punch you if we ever hear you talking to our
friend like that." Jimin tells him through clenched teeth, trying his best to control himself.

Luckily, Haneul stays silent for the rest of the ride and doesn't give Jimin another reason to want to
punch him.

When everyone checked on you, or more like gave you pitiful looks and smiles, you realized
Jungkook is nowhere near sight. Namjoon tells you he went to the bathroom to take care of his
hand, so you thank him and make your way upstairs.

Just like Namjoon has told you, Jungkook is in a bathroom, holding his hand in the sick under the
cold water. Jungkook looks at you but he goes back staring at his hand.

"What are you doing here?" he asks, frowning when you turn off the water and hand him an ice
pack. He grabs it, sitting down on the edge of the bathtub as you lean against the sink, crossing
your arms over your chest.

"Why the hell would you punch him?" you ask, frowning but your tone remains calm.
Jungkook frowns, staring at you for a moment before he scoffs. "Did you not hear what he said?
He should be glad I ended up punching him once."

You roll your eyes. "But look at you, your knuckles are cracked and your hand must hurt like hell.
Was it really worth it?" you exclaim, pointing towards his hand that is now covered by the ice pack
you've brought him.

"Actually yes, it was," he responds dryly, "And I'd do it again."

You sigh, turning around and rummaging through cabinets when you finally find the first aid kid.
You motion for him to move the ice pack away, checking his hand to see it's not as awful as you
thought. Still, some of his skin is cracked and probably bled too. Jungkook already cleaned it, so
you pull out a tube of antibiotic ointment and apply a thin layer on his skin.

He doesn't gasp or wince when your fingertips touch his knuckles, but sits there with a scowl and
slightly pouted lips as a scolded kid. You keep glancing at him every now and then, noticing he's
deeply in thoughts barely feeling your hands treating his wound.

"You should probably put a bandage over it," you advise, but Jungkook just waves you off causing
you to frown before you sigh. "Fine, do whatever you want." you grumble, putting the first aid kid
back after placing the stuff from there in their place.

You turn around, quickly walking out of the room when you feel tears pricking your eyes again.
You burst in tears as soon as you make it to your room, noticing there's no Haneul's stuff around
and the room suddenly looks and feels empty. You haven't been dating for too long, but it still
hurts knowing he decided to leave. And the fact he did just a day before New Year's Eve. You
imagined celebrating New Year differently, with him by your side. Now you're not in the mood to
even celebrate something. You just want to lock yourself in this room and not get out.

Or maybe you should head back to Seoul too. What are you going to do here? Everyone wants to
have fun and celebrate tomorrow, you'll be just ruining it.

You sit on the bed, glancing at Haneul's side of the bed and that's when the door from your
bedroom opens. Jimin and Taehyung stand there, pausing before they find you on the bed and look
at you with a saddened gaze.

"Oh, sweetie," Taehyung calls out, the two of them immediately rushing towards you after closing
the door. They join you in the bed, hugging you immediately. "You're not alone, you know that
right?" he mumbles to your hair as you cuddle up to Taehyung and sniffle into his shirt.

You muster to nod weakly, feeling Jimin's hand caressing your back comfortingly.

"I-is he gone?" you ask, glancing at Jimin who smiles sadly and gives you a nod.

"I don't know if it helps, but he looked like he was in a lot of pain."

"Of course, he was. Have you seen Jungkook? It was like a movie. The hell, he punched him like a
professional boxer player and was right in front of him like a flash, he moved so fast. There's no
doubt he's in a pain, look how strong Jungkook is and he knows how to fight. And have you seen
his muscles?"

Jimin stares dumbfoundedly at his friend, shaking his head at him. "Tae, now is not the right time."

Taehyung shrugs, pursing his lips a little. But then the two men are surprised when they hear you
let out a small giggle caused by Taehyung's excited tone and him rumbling. He always says the
most random thing, even things that might be considered as inappropriate.

The two of them laugh, trying to cheer you up but you just tell them to shut up. They do.

The door opens and Jungkook appears there, gently closing it as he waits for you to look at him.

"We were just talking about you." Taehyung speaks up, beating up the silence first.

"Yeah? What were you talking about me?" Jungkook asks, voice neutral as he keeps his eyes solely
on you.

"What a great puncher you are. Holy shit man, you're like a professional. That was so cool!"
Taehyung can't hide his excitement and admiration he has for Jungkook anymore, causing you and
Jimin to look at him with narrowed eyes.

"Taehyung," Jimin calls out to him lightly, causing the younger to look at him with a boxy smile.
"Shut up. Not the right time." he snaps, causing his smile to drop as he pouts again.

Jungkook slowly makes his way towards your bed, his own features twisted in a worry and sadness
at the sight of you.

"I'm sorry if me punching him wasn't the right decision." Jungkook says, sounding somehow
plainly but gently at the same time. Even, you know it's difficult for him to say this, knowing
Jungkook doesn't regret doing it in the first place.

"The hell dude? Why are you apologizing? He deserved it!"

"Oh my god, seriously shut up!" Jimin exclaims in irritation at Taehyung, causing him to sulk back
but he still glares at his friend for scolding him.

You giggle, causing the three men to look at you almost surprisingly before a smile makes a way
on each of their lips. You can't help it. You're still hurting but it's amusing to see your friends in
their natural habitat. It makes you feel like at least one thing hasn't changed.

"What's done is done," you tell Jungkook, "I don't want to think about it right now."

He offers you a nod, respecting that completely. You lay in the bed, your three friends joining you
as they sandwich you between them. Taehyung and Jimin decide to stay in your room for the night,
ignoring your protests of them not having to do that. The bed is big enough, but you know it'll most
likely get uncomfortable during your sleep when everyone starts moving around.

Jungkook goes back to his room, leaving just when he notices everyone is getting tired. After he
takes a shower, he goes straight to bed thinking Kiko is already sleeping. Just as he lays down, she
turns to him fully awake.

"I'm sorry," she apologizes silently again, "I wish I could turn back time."

"Well, you can't," Jungkook barks, sighing when he realizes the tone of his voice. "Just... go back
to sleep." he tells her more softly as she turns around from him knowing it's better to stay quiet.

He feels bad for snapping at her but he also feels annoyed at her because she had no right to
interfere into your relationship and privacy. So he stares at the ceiling until he has an inner battle
with his sleep, eyes fluttering shut before he falls asleep.

On the opposite side of the hallway, you're fully awake staring at the ceiling while hearing soft
puffs and light snores from Jimin and Taehyung. Taehyung has his entire leg wrapped around your
body, cuddling up to you as Jimin is turned around to you with his back.

Just the memories of what happened today are too painful and you feel like you're torturing
yourself by thinking about the good time you spent here before it all went downhill. You feel
betrayed by Kiko. You tried your best to respect her and this is what she does to you? Is this some
kind of revenge? She looked sorry but you don't trust her. Just the thought of her makes your blood
boil, you can't help it. You've never felt like you want to physically hurt her, you're not the type to
do that.

You were just so mad and controlled by the anger and hurt, that you've no idea what would've
happened if Jungkook didn't catch you in time and keep you in place. Your heart and head throbs at
the same time, and you're trying your best not to cry again. But you no longer feel weak, you get
this sudden shoot of anger and energy inside you, wanting to hurt Kiko just like she hurt you.

How does she always end up being the good one? Not only she messed with Jungkook, she messed
with you and maybe ruined your relationship with her big mouth.

And you won't let it slide. No, you won't do that again. Not even for Jungkook's sake.
 Chapter 40
Chapter Notes

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Jungkook wakes up to an empty bed. Yesterday's events hunted him in his dreams as he kept
dreaming about it, causing him to wake up with a sour mood. He takes his time to get ready for the
day, not really sure how everyone is feeling after yesterday's drama. To be honest, that's not what is
truly bugging him. It's you.

He doesn't see you downstairs when he joins the others for breakfast. He makes sure to look
around the table but he doesn't see you anywhere. Maybe you're in the kitchen or will come
downstairs in a bit. But by the time Jungkook finishes the last bite of his sandwich, you haven't
come and that's when he realizes you are not coming any time soon.

Everyone seems to be fine, there's no awkwardness lingering in the air as everyone chats as nothing
happened. The only person he finds quiet is Kiko who is sitting next to him, barely eating her bowl
of fruit as she keeps nudging it with a fork. They haven't talked since yesterday and since he woke
up to an already empty bed, they haven't had the chance to.

But what's there to talk about? Jungkook said everything he wanted and can see yesterday's events
aren't indifferent to her as well. He believes her when she said it was a mistake and it probably
slipped, but he can't help but feel pissed at that. How can he not when all he can think about is your
tears running down your cheeks? He has never seen you in such a state when you were hurt, angry
and ready to physically attack his girlfriend.

It bothers him that Kiko didn't even consider that your asshole boyfriend doesn't know about the
whole fake dating thing. Oh fuck, and what he said to you yesterday... he thought he'd punch him
even more. How dare he assume you slept with Jimin and Taehyung too? He gets it, you and him
are close and any boyfriend wouldn't be pleased knowing his girlfriend and her best friend slept
together. A lot of times, actually. It's a lot to take and swallow, he gets that.

Your friendship is often misunderstood by others, it's what you and him got used to after such a
long time of being so close and friends. But him assuming such a thing and most importantly
talking to you like that, is completely out of place and it makes his blood boil. Every time he thinks
about it, he regrets not punching him until his nose would break. He disrespected you. In front of
everyone which made you embarrassed for sure and even more hurt. But Jungkook is glad he has
done it in front of everyone.

If Haneul talked to you in private, who knows if you'd ever tell him he treated you like this. This
way Jungkook got to punch him and show him you're not someone to get messed with.

As Jungkook sips on his coffee and lets his eyes travel around the room, always looking around in
case he sees you. As he stays leaning against the wall, he makes it quite obvious that he's clearly
searching for you and it's something Jimin notices as soon as he comes out of the dining room with
Taehyung by his side.

"She's not coming," Jimin says, answering Jungkook's silent question that has never been spoken
but it's very clear in his eyes and to his friends.

Jungkook looks at Jimin, eyes glinting with sadness as Jimin has a very similar look on his face
meanwhile Taehyung's lips are crooked in displeased pout.
"Why?" Is simple and Jungkook's question, even though he probably knows why. But he still
hoped he'd get to see you today and of course, he's worried about you.

"I think we all know why," Jimin answers softly, brows curving in sadness. "We wanted her to at
least come downstairs but she refused. She wants to be left alone."

"I feel so sorry for her," Taehyung admits, pouting. "Even today is supposed to be fun for her.
Imagine celebrating New Year's Eve with a heartbreak."

Taehyung is definitely not making it better, making Jungkook feel even worse because he can
barely imagine what you're going through. Even though the idiot isn't worth it and you barely know
him for a month. But he's in no way questioning you being sad, it's understandable you're sad and
hurt.

Jungkook frowns, glancing at his cup of coffee in a thought. "I should check on her."

"Yeah, about that..." Jimin scratches his neck sheepishly. "She said she wants to be left alone."

"Yeah, you said that," Jungkook frowns again, "But I want to check on her. I'll be beside her for a
whole day if it helps."

"I don't think that's a good idea, Jungkook. I know you guys are best friends but she said she
doesn't want anyone to bother her."

He still keeps frowning, determined to check on you no matter what Jimin is saying. He's not just
anyone, is he?

"But I'm not just--"

"Jesus, Kook. She specifically told us to tell you she wants to be alone." Taehyung lets out, raising
his voice a little.

Jungkook's mouth hangs open in disbelief as Jimin sighs and glares at Taehyung who just shrugs.
"What? You're awful at being straightforward." Taehyung mumbles, glancing pitifully at
Jungkook.

"She said that?" Jungkook whispers, placing his cup of coffee on a nearby console table beside
him. "Why?"

He really tries to sound unbothered, but it's clear how quickly saddened he grows at what
Taehyung just revealed.

"Listen, I don't think it's something personal. She told Taehyung to fuck off once he tried to get her
out of bed and then almost suffocated her by cuddling her."

Jungkook would've laughed at that, because it definitely sounds like you being moody, but he can't
because all he thinks about is you saying you want to be left alone while mentioning Jungkook.
Somehow, he'd have thought it doesn't apply to him. According to Taehyung, it definitely applies
to him the most. As if you knew you're going to be on his mind and him wanting to check on you.

"Yeah, she gets very vocal when she's annoyed," Taehyung tries to lighten up the mood with a light
chuckle. "Look, she's gonna be fine. She knows we're here for her whenever she needs us. But she
needs space right now. We've been with her the whole night and would stay there if she didn't kick
us, literally."
Jimin nods, looking at Taehyung. "This is so far the smartest thing you've said on this trip."

"Yo, fuck you." Taehyung shoots right back, frowning at Jimin.

"Fuck you, you're the one spitting bullshit all the time." Jimin says back, earning a dramatic gasp
from Taehyung but before they can bicker, Jungkook opens his mouth ignoring the two.

"Alright," Jungkook sighs, straightening himself. "If she doesn't want to see me, I'm not gonna
force myself where I'm not welcomed."

He grabs the cup of coffee, spilling the remaining liquid in the sink as soon as he comes to the
kitchen. He spends a few minutes there, cleaning the cup before he joins the others in the living
room where Hoseok calls for him to join them in a video game. So he does, maybe this way he'll
keep being distracted from disobeying your wishes and from pounding on your door to check on
you.

No messages. No calls.

It's not like you expected him to reach out to you first, especially not after the way he was acting
yesterday and earned a painful punch from Jungkook. Still, you at least had a hope he'd let you
know if he made it safely to Seoul since he said he's not breaking up with you.

Do you even want to be with him? The thing he said yesterday was the last drop that you barely
were able to hold and you felt like you're being the one punched in the face. You had so much hope
in your relationship and now you're completely clueless what will happen from now on. If only he
kept his mouth shut, maybe you'll feel even more guilty and wouldn't feel so much anger at his
disrespect aimed towards you. Not only did he make you embarrassed, he verbally slapped you in
your face when he assumed you slept with Jimin and Taehyung. That was so low and immature of
him. Maybe it hurts this much because you've never thought he'd be capable of saying such a thing.

So as the sun keeps peeking through the window, you stay in bed while trying to keep yourself
busy while watching random YouTube videos on your phone. The last thing you think about is
getting out of this room. Not yet. You still have a couple of hours before you've to get ready.
Ready to dress up for New Year's Eve, one of the main reasons why you came here. But also to get
ready to face everyone because you just know they'll stare pitifully at you.

You don't want to give them reason to, though. You don't need their pity. Someone else will need
it.

It's twenty-eight minutes to three when your phone chimes with a new message and your breath
gets stuck in your throat, wondering who's texting you. Jimin and Taehyung must've told him you
want to be alone, considering he hasn't been knocking on your door today. But apparently he can't
hold himself back any longer.

You see the message on your locked screen, staring right back at you.

Kook: tell me if you're okay

Your heart cracks at his thoughtfulness, wondering if he's going to hate you for no longer wanting
to play decently with his girlfriend. But this is not about him, not even when you can hurt him in
the process. This is between you and her. However, you know Jungkook and you know he'll take it
personally.

You don't reply to him, letting your thoughts distract you until your phone chimes in with another
message.

Kook: at least text me back or I'm coming upstairs

Kook: I've no problem with kicking the door down

Of course he has no problem with that. And for the first time today, you find yourself breathing out
a very light chuckle.

"I'm not sure if jin would appreciate that" You text him back, not having to wait long for a reply.

Kook: good thing I don't care what Jin thinks

Kook: I care about you right now

Your eyes water, not really sure if it's because you're emotional about his straightforward words or
the fact you're still pretty much sensitive. You cuddle up to your duvet, wiping your tears.

"I'm okay just want some time alone"

He doesn't text back, giving you the space you're asking for.

Good. You still have a few hours to brace yourself, you think as you stare in the distance at the
closet.

Jungkook stares at his reflection in the mirror, adjusting his black suit which is decorated with tiny
silver stripes on it. It's not too eye-catching but not boring. His other option is just to wear a
turtleneck minus the suit, but he figured he'll get hot either way considering he's about to drink and
stay indoors. So he chose a casual black button-up, leaving a few buttons unbuttoned just for the
right measure. He hasn't done anything special to his hair, just left it parted in the middle as the
ends stay somehow curled from the shower he took after his work-out and before he was about to
get ready for tonight.

The room he shares with his girlfriend is quiet other than the R&B music playing quietly from the
speaker he brought with himself. He thought it's a nice way to fill the awkward silence in the room
while they both get ready for tonight.

Kiko hasn't been talking to him that much, he probably thinks it has something to do with him
snapping at her yesterday night when he joined her to the bed. He does feel slightly guilty from
doing it, but doesn't put too much effort in saying anything. He's not sure what to say.

"Jungkook?"

His arms fall down off his suit, eyes searching for Kiko in the reflection as he finds her already
looking at him. Her make-up is done, it's light as usual but her features are more defined and eyes
bigger thanks to the eyeliner decorating her eyelids. She looks beautiful and even though her
features remain soft, she looks a little tense while looking at him.

She's wearing a light blue sleeveless dress, turtleneck dress to be exact which adds more modesty
to her cleavage. The skirt of the dress is flared and flowy, creating a beautiful but cute look at the
same time. It's not too revealing, but mesmerizing enough to make you look at it and compliment it
and her. Just by the one look Jungkook can tell this is her style, but still is quite surprised to see
how beautiful she looks in it. Maybe surprised is not the right word for it, he definitely knows she's
beautiful, with or without her make-up and dress.
He turns around, eyes cutely looking at her in question as she turns around to him with exposed
back. "Can you please help with the zip?" she asks, gently pulling her curled hair over her shoulder
as he nods, clearing his throat when he realizes she can't see him now.

"Yeah," he lets out lightly, taking a few steps towards her until he reaches for the zip. In one swift
movement, he zips up her dress and she turns around, thanking him gracefully.

Her brown eyes search his face for a moment, hand hesitantly reaching for his button-up as she
straightens up the little crease.

"You look beautiful." he mumbles softly, speaking out his thoughts as he watches her with softness
in his eyes.

"Thank you," she smiles, "You look great too."

He chuckles, shaking his head at her compliment, somehow growing sheepish when she
compliments him. She lets her hand stay on his chest for a while, before she drops it and stares at
her feet.

"I know I said it already... but I'm sorry. I really am. I wish I could do something to fix this." she
says, forcing herself to stare him in the eyes when she says it.

Sadness and honesty. Those two emotions are very easy to detect for Jungkook. He knows it was
just a matter of time before she brings this topic up again. And he doesn't mind it because he
definitely doesn't want to spend this trip, or ever, not voicing out the elephant in the room. They
should talk about it, he knows. But just knowing you're on the other side of this hallway, god
knows doing what because you haven't even stepped out of that fucking room today, it makes him
crazy.

He's worried and you clearly don't want anyone there. He's still hesitating if he should listen to you
and stay away, or just ignore you and knock on those doors until you open. Or knock them down.
If it means he's selfish, then so be it. If he sees you're okay with his own eyes, he doesn't care what
that makes him.

Unfortunately, Kiko is not the only person who wishes there could be a way to fix this. Because
there isn't. Haneul is gone, most likely back in Seoul and getting drunk with his young and
immature friends, crying that he got his heart broken and god knows what he's saying about you
behind your back.

It makes Jungkook clench his jaw, wanting nothing else than to shake these thoughts away because
he's just making himself even more angry. He still tries not to think about Haneul's awful words of
accusation. You don't deserve that. You're not a bad person.

"You can't," Jungkook simply says, not wanting to think about his thoughts all over again. "But I
appreciate that you're acknowledging your mistake." he tells her honestly, seeing her nod as she
swallows dryly.

"I knew I made a mistake the moment I said it and looked at his face. I'm so sorry, I knew I
shouldn't have assumed. And Y/N deserves my apology, I'd do anything to let her know how sorry
I am."

She sounds desperate, sad and broken, truly disappointed with herself and it breaks Jungkook even
more. He has realized a long time ago it's her fault, she shouldn't have said it. Period. But seeing
you and her being so sad just settles an uncomfortable feeling in his stomach. He doesn't like any of
you being sad and this whole situation is bizarre enough as it is.

"Yeah, just don't talk to her if she decides to join us," Jungkook mutters, tongue pressing against
his front teeth. "I know you want to apologize to her, I just think it's better to leave her alone for
now."

"Thank you," she speaks up, causing Jungkook to look down at her with furrowed brows in
confusion. "For you know... being there for her. If you weren't there, she'd probably... I got scared
there for a second, I really thought she's about to attack me."

"Because she was," Jungkook deadpans, "I haven't seen her so angry before, but she's not a violent
person,"

He knows it must sound stupid, considering you were literally fuming and about to fight his
girlfriend. And you definitely have more strength in you than he expected. You were trashing in
his arms so much, thankfully he just had to hold you tighter to keep you from attacking Kiko. But
he hasn't done it just because of her. But he knows you'd regret it later. Like he said, you're not a
violent person but then, you never really had any reason to be. He knows even if you say
something that seems cold and heartless, you always mean well and most of the time you regret it
after some time.

"She's hurt. You had no right to assume anything about their relationship, and you definitely had no
right to say anything that involved our deal. I told you because I could trust you. It was Y/N's
decision to make if she wanted to tell him or not. She respected me and didn't tell you, she even
supported it when I asked her if I should tell you,"

Kiko seems a little surprised, nodding nevertheless to his words in agreement.

"I know you know that, I know you regret it. But it doesn't make it okay,"

She nods, agreeing with him in a heartbeat.

"I'm just like this because... things were getting so good and yesterday ruined everything. But most
importantly, Y/N is hurting right now and there's nothing we can do to help. She probably hates
your guts right now." he points out.

"I hate myself too." Kiko says, shrugging as she tries to chuckle to easen the mood but he notices
the way her lips curl into a saddened smile.

"Hey," Jungkook says softly, placing his hands on her shoulders as he makes her look at him. "I
don't want to hear this. You don't have to hate yourself. You made a mistake, yes. And things are
too fresh to let everything be okay. But I really appreciate you acknowledging you made a mistake.
And I think Y/N would appreciate it too if she wasn't so hurt and angry. You've to understand there
are a lot of emotions she's dealing with right now."

"We all know why she truly hates me, Kookie," Kiko offers softly, "And what happened yesterday
just added fuel into the fire."

"But she was okay until yesterday happened," Jungkook protests. He obviously knows you haven't
been fond of Kiko ever since the news of her cheating came out, actually ever since she broke up
with him for no reason. But after the two of you talked, he could see you trying and it made him
feel so much at ease.

But yesterday changed everything and now it's even worse, because it directly involves you right
now.
"What's done is done. Don't beat yourself for it too much. You made a mistake, but you don't have
to hate yourself now, Kik." he tells her, thumb rubbing her cheek as she smiles gratefully at him
but he can see there's a lot of hesitance in her eyes.

A knock resounds in their room, both of them turning to the door before Jungkook calls out 'Yeah?'
to whoever is there.

"Party is starting, come downstairs when you're ready." Hoseok calls out, both of them yelling
'Alright' at the same time before he hears him doing the same to the next door, hearing Taehyung
yelling something in excitement.

"Let's go, I could use a drink." Jungkook mumbles, straightening his suit for the last time and
turning off the music before he outstretches his hand to Kiko.

She smiles, taking his hand gracefully as they both make it out of their room.

It's some time past seven. Almost five hours till midnight. And still no sight of you joining the
others downstairs. The various styles of songs, thanks to the built-in speakers in the entire cabin,
play downstairs and set the party to a comfortable and fun environment. However, it doesn't help
too much for Jungkook considering he's been clutching his can of beer for the past hour, eyeing the
stairs just in case you were about to come out. Not even talking to Jimin and Taehyung, or more
like just standing beside them while listening to them talking, hasn't been that much of a
distraction.

They're both on the edge but unlike Jungkook, they actually try to hide their worries and distract
themselves with each other's presence, and alcohol. Which to Jungkook, doesn't help too much and
if he wasn't already having his third can of beer, he'd most likely reach for hard liquor. Vodka,
whiskey... anything stronger than a beer.

But of course, he doesn't want to be overly dramatic. If you don't want to come to the party and feel
like celebrating, he totally understands that. But he doesn't want you to be alone, especially when
the cabin is full of people and well, he's here. How can he celebrate and have fun when you're
upstairs obviously not feeling well? Right, five more minutes and he's going upstairs. This is
unacceptable--

"Kook, don't worry," Jimin speaks up, cutting off Jungkook's thoughts of worries. "She said she'll
come."

Yeah, that's right. Apparently, you spoke to Jimin and said you'll come downstairs. But the party
has been going on for two hours and there's no sight of you.

All Jungkook can muster is a mere nod, not even denying that yes, all he can think about is whether
you'll make it downstairs or not. He just wants to know.

"We all want her to join," Taehyung says, offering Jungkook a slight smile looking at him with
sincere eyes. "But staring at those stairs every few seconds won't help."

"Taehyungie," Jimin sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose at his friend's bluntness.

"What? I'm just sayin'." he shrugs.

"You're always just sayin'." Jimin retorts, snorting underneath his breath, causing Taehyung's
brows to frown as he opens his mouth to say something back, but before he can do that Jungkook is
mindlessly throwing another glance at the stairs.
"It's okay if she doesn't want to come downstairs. I'm just worried how she is and if she's about to
spend tonight upstairs all alone, I think we should be there for her." Jungkook speaks up, ignoring
the little quarrel the two of them have.

"We are all worried, Kook," Jimin offers softly, "Just give her time."

Jungkook sighs. Time. That's all he's been hearing the whole day. Apparently, you need a lot of
time. And that's okay. He just wants to see you because somehow, he doesn't believe no one and
anything. Not until he sees you with his own eyes.

However, he's completely oblivious to your inner battle and you standing upstairs, just right in
front of your already closed room. All glammed up with a fire of irritation and anger inside you.
You've spent an hour to make yourself look amazing, hide your puffy eyes and distress with make-
up. Even though it helped your puffy eyes that are no longer puffy, you could still see your
reflection that lacked any emotion. You looked empty.

And maybe you still do.

But you're not going to be a crybaby about this. You're going to show you're not someone that gets
to mess around with. It's not like you're plotting some kind of revenge, no. You're just not going to
hold yourself back.

With a last sight in the empty hallway, you start walking towards the loud upbeat music. And for
the first time today, you actually chuckle even though it's a bitter one. Someone up there is
certainly mocking you as you listen to the lyrics of the song that gets more clear with each step you
take.

"I ain't lookin' for enemies but I ain't playin' nice" is what the singer sings. Relatable, you think as
a sly grin makes its way on your lips and your steps grow more confident with every step and
second.

Downstairs, Jungkook allows himself to relax slightly. Not that the conversation with the guys
helped too much, but deep down he knows they're right. He's being just overly worried like always.
He joins the conversation, uttering a few words every now and then. This lasts a couple of minutes,
not that he's counting but it definitely felt like a long time, until he mindlessly goes for a chug from
his beer, eyes moving automatically towards the stairs even though he doesn't put that much
thought to it. At least this time, it's not completely conscious and planned.

And the exact moment he sees you, not believing his eyes because you stand there walking down
the stairs. The lyrics "what the fuck" sums up his thoughts perfectly and he chokes up on the beer,
the bubbles scratching the back of his throat uncomfortably as his widened eyes stay at you.

He's not the only one because Taehyung and Jimin are already looking at you too, the view of you
is right in front of them considering they're standing nearby the staircase. Jungkook doesn't pry his
eyes off you, too shocked to see you and especially like this, but if he could he'd be able to see his
friends' jaws on the floor as Jimin whistles.

You make it downstairs, glancing at your three friends as they look as if you've grown two heads.
Jungkook goes to wipe his chin with the back of his hand, while Taehyung mutters something
underneath his breath that you don't catch but makes him clear his throat while Jimin eyes you up
and down shamelessly.

"You made it!"

"What the fuck."

Jimin and Jungkook speak at the same time, and even though Jimin's words were more
exclamations of happiness, Jungkook's words were uttered confusingly. The four of you stay silent,
your eyes narrowing at Jungkook as he stares right back at you with an unreadable gaze. Taehyung
pokes him with his elbow, clearing his throat again as he smiles at you with a boxy smile.

"He meant that you look absolutely amazing." Taehyung tries to cover for Jungkook and you go
along with him, giving the two of them a stiff nod.

You definitely look absolutely amazing.

There's no point of denying that. The three men know it, you literally made them stop talking and
just stare at you the moment they've noticed you.

The nocturnal slip dress, satin and very thin dress to be exact, is tight and loose in all the right
places. It's hard to describe but it definitely suits your body and shows your curves just right. It's
sexy, mature but the neckline is not too deep, so it doesn't show the top of your breasts. But the
dress definitely wraps around them perfectly, making you even sexier. The pink color, champagne
pink compliments your skin tone and you look like a freaking goddess herself with big wavy hair.
The dress is short, showing off your legs as well and the goddamn heels you're wearing makes
them look even longer.

There is also a thin diamond choker wrapped around your neck, bringing more attention to that
area and especially your exposed collarbones.

It's been a while since any of them have seen you wearing something like this. But to be fair,
they've never seen you wearing these kinds of dresses. It's definitely different from your usual
jeans, sweatpants and leggings kind of outfits.

"You do look amazing." Jungkook decides to speak, offering you a gentle glance but all he's met is
you glancing at him unbothered, saying a simple and kind of dry 'thanks'.

He's not sure how to react or what to think about your odd reaction, even though you just thanked
him back. Jungkook has always been the first one to detect when there's something weird going on
with you and he's definitely more observant now. He knows you've been through a lot, basically
locked yourself in a room alone not wanting to speak to neither of them that much. He doesn't
know what to think right now, but he's cautious and Jimin and Taehyung seem to be the same.

Taehyung widens his eyes and raises his brows, deciding gulping down his beer is the best option
for him. Jimin smiles at you, the smile looking careful and nervous but still honest.

"I'm glad you came, we've been waiting for you." he says, chuckling a little when you seem to lack
any kind of reaction as you just stare at him.

"Why do you look so surprised, though? I told you I'd come." you mutter, glancing at Jungkook
whose brows seem slightly narrowed as he stares at you with a baffled look.

You clear your throat, taking the can of beer from his hands as he gapes at you while you take a
huge gulp of it. "Enough of staying by myself. Let's just have fun, right?" you smile, patting
Jungkook's chest as he gapes at you all over again, slowly looking down at your hands on his half
exposed chest.

You remain unbothered, the touch lasting just around two seconds before you're pulling away and
brushing past him, still holding his beer. He's not getting it back for sure, he's certain of that.
The three men gape at you as you make it to the living room, catching Maya's attention as she's
already rushing towards you and pulling you into a hug. Namjoon notices you too, joining the two
of you as he beams at you with a friendly smile, opening his mouth to say something.

"Jungkook already said it but... what the fuck." Taehyung mutters, still staring at you as you laugh
at something Maya said.

"Let's just... leave her be. She's probably just trying to distract herself. What could we expect, am I
right? She's not magically going to be the old happy Y/N." Jimin tells them, offering a positive
option and speech as always, meanwhile Jungkook is watching you with furrowed brows.

He's speechless. He can't bring himself to say anything. All he knows is that for some reason, he
doesn't like this. But at least you're here now and it settles a tiny feeling of relief in his chest. But
it's barely recognizable with the uncomfortable twist in the pit of his stomach.

"... you should join us next time Y/N." Namjoon says, turning to you as he takes a decent sip from
his wine.

The silver watch on his wrist glimmers underneath the dim lightning, catching your attention for a
brief second before you meet his eyes looking at you while drinking wine. He's been talking about
his plans with Maya in spring, when the weather will be warmer and suitable for some hiking.

There's a glint of amusement in his tone as he ends his talk with proposing you joining them the
next time, the memories of your last hiking with him causes you to let out a breathy chuckle.
Maybe you were whining a little while hiking up the hill but you definitely enjoyed being away
from the city, surrounded by the green nature. Now, the idea sounds even better.

"Joonie, the true hiking with you, I mean when you're in charge of the route, is like asking for
death," Maya says, squeezing her boyfriend's shoulder as you snicker underneath your breath when
Namjoon opens his mouth, gasping. She looks back at you, noticing you holding back your laugh.
"No, I'm serious. He'd walk to the end of the world if it was possible. He has no empathy for
slackers or someone who's walking a little behind him,"

You haven't had the true honor to experience 'Namjoon hike' as Maya called it a few minutes ago
when her boyfriend started talking about this particular topic. Namjoon was a great partner for
hiking back when you were on a camping trip, his presence overall was very calming. But there
might be some truth to her words. Back then, everyone went on a hike together and there wasn't
exactly someone in charge. If Kiko didn't fall and injure her ankle, you get the feeling Namjoon
would go way further than you actually went.

"Besides, I could use the whole physical work-out some other way." She winks shamelessly at her
boyfriend, Namjoon's cheeks flashing red as he exclaims her name dramatically as you giggle at
the two of them.

"Oh my god," Namjoon breathes out, flashing you a nervous chuckle as he tries to play it off
meanwhile you and Maya cackle at his reaction. "You know what? You're free to join us, Y/N."

"Oh, is she?"

You snort, Namjoon choking over his words as he furiously shakes his head before glaring at his
girlfriend. "For hiking, you're free to join us on our hike in the future. I'm gonna grab some wine
now, oh my god." He keeps mumbling something, frustratedly leaving the two of you to keep
laughing.
You see him entering the kitchen, pouring himself the promised wine as Maya starts laughing with
you even more. Your laugh dies down slowly as you both keep snickering. Maya glances at you,
smiling before she looks behind you, her eyes lingering there for a while which causes your
curiosity to win over and you look over your shoulder.

Clearly, her attention snatched none other than Jungkook who's casually chatting to Seokjin and his
wife. If you looked harder, you could notice Kiko standing beside him but from your point of view,
Jungkook is covering her body for the most part. He better be, you think – even if he's not doing
that intentionally.

You can't blame Maya for staring at him, considering his great sense of style and well, him and his
face. But that's probably not the main reason why she stares at him. There's no doubt she heard
what Haneul said yesterday, everyone heard that. Those who didn't know you and Jungkook
hooked up surely know that now. Even though you kind of think everyone at least had an idea or
just didn't care. And you didn't care that much too, after all, it's your and Jungkook's privacy and
it's no one's business but yours.

Part of you doesn't care about what anyone has to say or think. The other part, the smaller one,
wonders if Maya thinks of you differently. It'd be a shame, you really like her and her presence.

So you turn around, catching her attention this time as she gives you an apologetic look almost as if
apologizing for letting her curiosity take over.

"Just ask," you sigh, "Everyone knows at this point, right? There's nothing to hide." you mutter
dryly, taking a gulp of your beer.

"I'm sorry," she says, "I was just... I'm not judging you or anything, I hope you don't think that." she
assures you, causing you to shake your head.

"Honestly, I don't care if someone judges me or not."

She nods, shifting on her heels slightly. "I mean... I can't blame you." she mutters, causing you to
look at her in confusion.

"What?"

"No, it's nothing, ignore me." she starts laughing, growing suddenly nervous which is very rare for
her.

It causes you to narrow your eyes. "You started, just spill it."

She sighs and starts chuckling at herself for a moment while you stare at her with confused eyes. "I
can't blame you, that you've slept with Jungkook, I mean... just look at him," You widen your eyes,
opening your mouth in shock as she quickly jumps to clarify. "I know I've a boyfriend, I love
Joonie! I wouldn't change him, but clearly... I've got eyes and wow. If I was single and--"

"Okay, okay, I get it," you stop her, looking at her with furrowed brows before you burst giggling
at the look she's giving you. She looks nervous, shy but amused at the same time. "God, don't let
Namjoon hear."

"What? He knows he's hot. I told him when he first showed me some pictures from the camping
trip."

You almost choke on your spit, chuckling at her as you shake your head. "I'm sure he liked to hear
that." you muse, causing her to snicker.
"Well, he knows he's the only man in my life," she says giggling, but there's nothing but honesty in
her voice. She glances around, finding Namjoon as her eyes soften immediately and you can see
the love in them.

You stand there for a moment, nibbling on the inside of your cheek before Maya looks back at you
and her features soften in a friendly worry. "I'm glad you joined us tonight, I know what you're
going through right now is not easy but I'm here for you. I know we don't know each other for
long, but I'm here if you need a friend."

"Thanks, that's nice to hear." you tell her, forcing yourself to smile her way. You appreciate her
saying it, you just feel that stab in your chest every few minutes and you realize that no, you're not
having fun like you promised yourself. You just wish people would stop bringing it up.

"I know you've Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin, but me and Joon are always here if you need
someone else," she says and god, she's very sweet and attentive but you don't like that she keeps
talking about this topic. It just reminds you how mad and hurt you're feeling.

Although, you stay quiet and smile her way.

"The man was so weird the whole day. It's clear he was very worried about you."

"Who? Jungkook?" you ask, knowing exactly what he's talking about and when she nods, you get
your confirmation.

"Yeah, his head just wasn't in the right place. Honestly, fuck whatever anyone thinks."

"Couldn't say it better," you breathe out, sighing a little as you empty the can of beer by drinking
the rest of it. "What do you say? One more?"

Maya takes the hint, afterall it doesn't take a genius to figure out that you're not very open to talk
about this topic. She understands that and she grins at you.

"Girl, count me in!"

One more has turned into many more that quickly turned you into being tipsy but for the first time,
you kind of feel free even though the same hurtful feelings are still very fresh. And you came to a
conclusion they're not going to leave just like that – not until you figure this whole thing out with
Haneul.

You excuse yourself from Maya and Taehyung, the two loyal partners that almost made it their
mission to drink just as much as you do. Even Jimin joined for a few shots (yes, you started
drinking shots instead of beer). It's a decision you'll probably regret tomorrow morning but you'd
do anything to have fun and not ponder on those thoughts too much. You're aware of them, but at
least this way you get to laugh and actually have fun with your friends.

Your heels are starting to be a pain in your ass but your walk is somehow stable to the kitchen,
where you take a whole bottle of vodka. This will do, you think before you hear someone make
their way into the kitchen as well.

"Oh," Jungkook breathes out, surprised to see you as he sends you a faint smile while you just stare
at him. "Are you having fun?"

It's clear it's his way of starting a conversation, not letting the obvious awkward tension take over.
You nod, not really what to say. You notice he disposed himself of his jacket suit, chest on much
bigger display now that he nears where you're standing.
Ever since you came downstairs, you haven't really spent time with him. You're not sure why, but
you're glad about that considering whenever you see him, you're just reminded of what his
girlfriend has done and it automatically makes you angry. So you've been kind of avoiding him,
knowing his presence could evoke the build-up anger even more and you know yourself. You
won't be holding back.

"Are you okay?" he asks softly, standing beside you as you grip the bottle tighter, clenching your
jaw slightly. You're slowly getting sick of that question.

Maybe part of you knows (and the reason why you've been avoiding him) is the fact that he knows
you too well, he makes you vulnerable and you're trying really hard not to fall apart in front of him.
Not again after yesterday. You've cried enough.

"Don't I look okay to you?" You decide to say instead, raising a brow at him as he sighs.

"You know what I mean." he tells you, voice careful as if he knew you're just seconds from
bursting.

Fully turning to your best friend, you stare deep into his eyes. "My boyfriend left because of your
lovely girlfriend and her big mouth. Although, he didn't break up with me, he still hasn't contacted
me ever since yesterday and oh, he embarrassed me in front of everyone, assuming I slept with my
other two friends because I slept with you,"

He stares at you, eyes big and doe and not surprised at all. He knows all of that, he knows about
everything you said. And he knows you're in fact – not okay.

"But other than that, I'm okay."

"I'm sorry, Y/N."

It's something about that pitiful look that sets you off, causing you to grit your teeth. "I don't need
your pity."

"I don't pity you," Okay, maybe he does but he's mostly worried. "I just want you to know I'm here
for you."

Maybe it's how everyone seems to pity you that makes you not even angry, but embarrassed. They
pity you and you don't like that feeling. You've noticed Seokjin's and Jia's glances at you, both of
them looking at you almost the same way like Jungkook is looking at you right now. Taehyung
might not be staring at you pitifully, but you know he does pity you and him drinking with you and
joking around is his way of distracting you.

Jimin acts as if nothing happened, but you know him and Taehyung exchange glances whenever
they're around.

As you glance at Jungkook, you find him nibbling on his bottom lip slightly as he peers at you with
a soft look. But you're momentarily distracted when an increased fit of laughter gets your attention
and you glance back to the main room, seeing Seokjin and Jia laughing about something. But that's
not what turns your mood back to sour. The sight of Kiko does.

Although, she just stands there with a small smile on her face, it feels like a slap to your face.
Jungkook follows your line of vision, cringing slightly as he opens his mouth to say something but
before he can, you're faster.

"Well, now excuse me before I lose it all over again and mess up her pretty make-up." you give
him a wide and tight smile which is nowhere near genuine.

"Y/N..." Jungkook sighs but you're already walking away, the bottle of vodka tightly gripped in
your hands.

He stands there, sighing again before he rubs his face frustratedly. This whole night feels like a big
failure.

Jungkook follows you shortly after, looking neutral as he looks around the room and notices
Taehyung excitedly proposing to play hide-and-seek. The idea of hiding in this huge cabin excites
mostly everyone, however Jungkook feels weird about your behavior and definitely feels that
something isn't right. He stands close to you, noticing that you sense his presence because you
tense a little which makes him frown slightly.

Just when he's sure that you will call it a stupid game, protesting and probably wanting to get
drunk, you take a shot and grin at Taehyung. "Yeah, let's do it!" you yell excitedly, Maya joining
you along with Hoseok and Seokjin who warns everyone not to break anything.

Everyone knows just because he says it, doesn't help that much. Everyone is mostly drunk and
tipsy, so the chance of breaking something is very high-likely.

"Y/N..." Jungkook murmurs beside you, hands itching to reach towards you to make him look at
him but before he can think whether it's a good idea or not, you look at him. "Can we just talk? I
know you're--"

"Talk, right now? We're gonna play, Kook." you tell him, smiling at him before you brush past him
and already join everyone in the circle they create, deciding who's going to be a seeker.

For god knows how many times, he sighs and joins everyone without a word, ignoring the pitiful
look Jimin sends him because he's been witness to their interaction from a far.

It's close to midnight, maybe an hour or so, when everyone spreads around the entire cabin in a
rush, trying to hide from Namjoon and Kiko (yes, the two of them deciding they'll be seekers for
this game). Your heels slow you down a little but thanks to your tipsiness, you don't even feel the
rush from trying to hide quickly.

Not knowing where you're even going, you open one of the doors at the end of the hall, walking in
and slowly closing it. Sighing, you look around not really seeing much because the room is of
course dark. It looks huge and from the look of it, it looks like a master bedroom. This has to be
Seokjin's and Jia's room, you think.

You're too tipsy to hide underneath the bed, so you look around the room. There is a huge
bathroom but unfortunately, there's no good hiding spot. Sighing, you walk into a walk-in closet
that makes your mouth open. There aren't that many clothes, considering Seokjin's family doesn't
spend too much time here but there are a few clothes which probably belong to Seokjin and Jia too.

Turning off the lights, you walk back into the bedroom. There is a huge balcony, placed at the
back of the cabin with a view to snowy mountains. Of course, you can't hide there because it's
freezing. Maybe it'd be a good spot, knowing they probably think no one would be stupid enough
to hide there in this cold. You may be drunk, but you're not that drunk to risk your own health by
some game.

You hear a little rustling in the room, your heart dropping for a second before you realize there
must be someone already hiding. The sound has come from a tall closet in the corner of the room,
so you slowly walk there cautiously. You reach for the knobs, suddenly snatching it open as you
let out a surprised yelp when you see someone there.

"Oh my god," you whisper-yell, eyes wide as the person snorts and you realize it's Jungkook. Out
of all places, he has to choose this room too, you almost want to laugh at the irony.

There's no time for any exchange of words because as you open your mouth again, Namjoon
yelling they finished counting resounds and although it's faint because they're far away, you still
hear him. Knowing there's no time to try and find another hiding spot, you quickly shove yourself
there causing you to push Jungkook as he curses.

His back collides with the back of the closet, a thumping sound resounding loudly as you close the
door, awkwardly pressed on Jungkook while an edge of hanger is pressing into the side of your
face. You grunt, pushing it away as Jungkook shifts on his spot.

"Yah, go find another place. We can't both fit here." he protests, scolding you while more hangers
are pressed in his back uncomfortably.

"Excuse me? I didn't know your annoying ass went here out of all places," you frown, and although
it can't be seen in the dark, you know it's perfectly heard and recognizable in your voice.

Jungkook huffs just as Namjoon yells again that they're starting just in case someone didn't hear
them.

"This is the most obvious spot." you grumble under your breath, turning around to face the front as
Jungkook grunts when you accidentally elbow him in his stomach.

"Why did you go here then?" Jungkook mutters behind you.

"I ran out of time, it's hard to rush in heels," you point out bitterly, "We're going to be found here
soon anyway, sixty seconds to hide? What am I? A spiderman?" you complain, hearing Jungkook
shift trying to find a comfortable position but it's almost impossible. You're totally squeezed here
and the closet looks like it's already full of Seokjin's and Jia's clothes.

That's why their walk-in closet is almost empty.

"Y/N, the point of hide-and-seek is for you to hide and shut up once you do hide." Jungkook retorts
back at you.

"Shut up Jeon, nobody asked you."

"Just like nobody asked you to complain and bring spiderman into this."

"Oh god, you're such a child." you comment, rolling your eyes when you hear him huff behind
you.

"Am I? Or are you?"

That makes you clench your jaw. It's obvious he's not just talking about your bickering, his bitter
tone saying it all.

"I'm gonna ignore that." you grumble back.

"Good." He doesn't waste a second in replying back.

You straighten yourself, accidentally elbowing him again causing him to grunt in pain. Although,
you don't apologize even though the apology is at the top of your tongue but your stubborn self
remains quiet. You shouldn't talk too much either way, especially when you start hearing people
knowing they must've found someone by now.

So you're quiet for a moment, just standing there in an awkward silence. Your feet hurt from
wearing your heels and especially from standing in them in an uncomfortable position. You barely
move, but you feel it perfectly and if you weren't so focused on your bickering, maybe you'd
realize it hasn't been just Jungkook's chest that has been pressed against you from the moment you
entered this closet and turned around with your back facing him.

You awkwardly bite your lower lip before you release it.

"Your dick is pressed against my ass." you comment, grumbling at Jungkook.

But as always, he reacts quickly to your accusation."What am I supposed to do? It's not like I do it
on purpose." His voice is a silent exclamation of annoyance.

"Then scoot back!" you exclaim while whispering.

"Where? You shoved yourself in here when I told you there's no space!" he exclaims back.

You ignore him, knowing he's right but you won't admit it and the only thing that is left for you to
do, is to stay quiet.

But Jungkook's dick is obviously not going anywhere and you feel it pressed against your lower
back, almost touching your ass which makes you frustrated. It's been a while since you were this
close to him and of course, there wasn't any reason to be this close to him. You haven't touched his
dick ever since he fucked you in his apartment while you were draped over his couch. Thinking
about those times again makes you frustrated and you feel your heart quicking up the pace.

"Oh my god..." you grumble, sounding annoyed, to which Jungkook quickly understands the
reason behind it.

"It's right there! It's not my fault!" He quickly defends himself.

You open your mouth, wanting to tell him to put away his big dick but you're quickly stopped
when the door from this bedroom opens and you shut your mouth immediately.

"Let me check here,"

You roll your eyes at the sound of Kiko's voice, hearing Namjoon give her a reply, saying he'll
check the next room. The rule of this hide-and-seek was not to light up any lights which makes it
more fun to play. Maybe that's why Hoseok refused to be a seeker the last minute this rule had been
spoken.

"You idiots will scare the crap out of me for sure, no thanks. I'm hiding." He said which made
everyone cackle devilishly, knowing he was right about that. So Namjoon took his place instead.

You don't see anything but you do hear her walking around the room, probably looking under the
bed before she checks the bathroom and the walk-in closet as well. She's close, you think when you
hear her heels clicking against the wooden floor. It seems as if she was just a few meters away
from you and you press your hand over your mouth, automatically scooting back. Obviously,
there's no space and you're left pressing against Jungkook and unfortunately, his dick too as you
feel it now against your ass, pressed tightly.
And then it happens. He actually grunts at the contact, tensing right away as he closes his eyes in a
failure.

You swear your heart stopped beating for a few seconds, your eyes widening at the sound he made
knowing you're the reason why he made it because your stupid self just pressed against him like
that. It wasn't done on purpose but it surely feels awkward, making you embarrassed.

Your cheeks feel hot and your breath is caught in your throat. There's silence, no one makes any
noise and you almost think Kiko left even though you've never heard her closing the door. And just
as this thought crosses your mind, the door from the closet where you're hiding snatches open and
you almost stumble forward in surprise but Jungkook holds you.

Hands on your hips grips you tightly and he helps you stabilize on your heels, so you wouldn't hurt
yourself.

"You good?" he asks behind you which you just nod to. He must've recognized the gesture in the
darkness.

"Yeah, thanks." You decide to answer, getting out of the closet carefully.

Kiko must've noticed there's someone else there with you and as soon as she heard Jungkook's
voice, at least she thought she did, her assumption turns out to be right when she clearly notices
Jungkook stumbling out of your hiding spot too.

"Kookie?" she asks, your eyes automatically rolling and for the first time, you're not glad about the
darkness because you'd gladly let her see you.

"Hi," he lets out almost nervously, scratching the back of his head. "You found us."

For some reason, you don't find this as funny as you'd expect to and you almost feel bad for
Jungkook who looks nervous. Maybe he's scared Kiko will think of this differently and you notice
how tense she seems to be, but that could easily be done by your presence.

She hasn't talked to you ever since yesterday happened, she's been avoiding you and you get the
feeling Jungkook must've advised her to do so. Something tells you, her apologetic ass would crawl
back to you and apologize for telling Haneul.

Oh, fuck... you're just getting angry all over again.

"You were hiding there?" she asks slowly and softly, almost insecure as she points towards the
closet.

You see Jungkook clearing his throat, opening his mouth but you just step closer to Jungkook so
she could see you. She turns her head towards you and you give her a tight smile which you're not
sure if she catches. At least there's a slight moonlight coming through the windows, so she
probably can tell your features have changed.

"Don't worry, it's not like he'd cheat on you." you tell her, patting Jungkook's chest as he tenses.

"Y/N," he warns you, you know you're pushing his buttons but the look on her face tells you it was
worth it.

"Oh sorry, that must've slipped my mouth," you shrug innocently, grinning at him before you start
walking out of the door. "It's no secret anyways."
And you're out of room, finally releasing a breath of relief as you make it downstairs where others
found are already there.

You're quickly accompanied by Jimin, Maya and Taehyung as they share their hiding spots. Their
laughter is the only thing that makes you slightly distracted to the point you don't notice Jungkook
and Kiko coming downstairs shortly after, hands intertwined together.

The midnight comes quickly after that, or maybe it's just you because once you started doing shots
with Taehyung and Maya again, time has seemed to quicken up. Soon after, you found yourself
outside, everyone wearing jackets to slightly ease up the cold while doing the countdown. Your
legs shiver even though they're wrapped in a blanket that you're holding closer to yourself.

Seokjin told you about the fireworks, so that's the main reason everyone is doing countdown
outside. And just like he promised, it's beautiful and colorful and even though everyone cheers and
you're squeezed into a hug with Jimin and Taehyung, you just can't find yourself to be happy.

The main reason is that you imagined this trip differently. And it's the saddening feeling that
Haneul should've been here with you and he's not, so you're naturally just reminded of everything
that happened and everything he said to you again.

However, you find yourself smiling and hugging your friends. You get a glimpse of Jungkook and
Kiko kissing, causing your smile to drop as you quickly look away and ignore the feeling of
jealousy. If it weren't for her and things wouldn't turn out the way they did, you could've had your
own kiss with your boyfriend.

You're jealous, angry and hurt because Jungkook gets to kiss her as if nothing happened,
meanwhile you're standing here hurt and without your boyfriend's presence. They're both selfish,
although you don't expect them to act differently or not have a New Year's kiss just because of you.
You know it's stupid to think of it that way but you can't help it. You're petty and all the emotions
are still fresh. One day won't solve anything.

Shortly after, Jungkook comes to join your circle and hugs everyone, wishing them the same old
"Happy New Year". He does the same to you, his eyes softening as soon as he looks you in the
eyes noticing you look kind of sad. He doesn't mention it though, knowing that's not what you
wanted. The hug he gives you is longer and probably stronger than the one he shared with the
others, Jimin and Taehyung included.

You hold your blanket, so you don't exactly hug him back or put your hands around him, but you
lay your face and you seek a comfort that you know only Jungkook can give you. He has a special
talent for that and for a few seconds you find yourself relaxing slightly and enjoying him being so
close to you.

You haven't been acting towards him well and it makes you feel like crap. But you've to put
yourself and your well-being first. You know your remark that had been aimed at Kiko when she
found you and Jungkook hurt him, you know it and yet you're nowhere near done.

Maybe you're selfish too. Or maybe this is just a very fucked up situation but unfortunately, you're
not going to pretend to act a certain way for someone else's sake.

When you pull away, you give him an awkward smile which he undoubtedly notices but doesn't
call you out for it, offering you a soft smile. You're both snatched by Taehyung and Jimin who
ushers everyone inside and you can't complain, shaking once you make it inside and you're
welcomed by the warmth of the cabin.
The night doesn't end there, the exact opposite actually. The music turns even louder and Seokjin
turns on disco lights they brought over, making it look like a club instead of a simple living room.

You're having fun, drinking too much but luckily there's no one stopping you. Somehow, you find
yourself sitting on one of the couches, legs crossed and finally warmed up, when you notice there's
also Kiko.

She's talking to Jungkook about something and you catch her giggle at something he says. The way
he smiles back at her pains you even more, feeling betrayed and before you know it, you're already
gulping the next shot Taehyung prepared for you.

Distracting yourself, you listen to Namjoon who suggests going camping in June or July which
everyone agrees immediately. Seokjin doesn't forget to mention that he wants to go too, but he's not
sure if he'll be able to go before the baby arrives. If a camping trip takes place in June, Jia will
already be nine months pregnant so technically he could come but isn't sure if he wants to risk it.

With that topic, Taehyung gushes about how much fun he had the last time and you automatically
agree when he asks you if you had fun.

"Of course, I had fun," you ponder, noticing Kiko looking at you and surprisingly, she doesn't look
away like you expect her to. "That camping trip was amazing, right Jungkook?" you ask loudly,
catching Jungkook's eyes as he looks at you and frowns in confusion for a moment.

Where are you going with this?

"Exciting even," you muse, smirking when you see Jungkook clearing his throat and shifting on his
spot. "Wouldn't you say?"

He already knows what you're talking about, it's not hard to know.

"Yeah," he lets out through clenched teeth, voice sounding strained.

Everyone else must've picked up on it and you notice Taehyung glancing between you and him,
knowing there's a missing piece to your conversation meanwhile Jimin looks worried about
whatever you're about to say.

Namjoon and Maya look clueless, confused even while Hoseok just drinks from his champagne
and Seokjin cuddles to his wife, too occupied to even properly think about your conversation.

"Am I missing something?" Taehyung asks, earning a warning glare from Jimin but the poor guy
just shrugs innocently and almost looks amused when you purse your lips and smirk at him.

"Why? Do you get the feeling as if you were?" you ask innocently, even a completely drunk
person would be able to tell the mischief in your tone.

"Hmm, you know I do," Taehyung muses, smirking at you as you giggle. "I get the feeling there's
something more to this exciting part. So tell us, what was so exciting about this trip?"

Jimin sighs beside you, rubbing his forehead while he holds a glass of whiskey on his knee. It's
more than clear that Taehyung is all here for juicy stuff and it's like the two of you are speaking
without words, eyes amusingly dancing between each other.

"Why don't you tell us, Jungkook? What else was exciting... or excited?" you ask, biting your lower
lip to prevent yourself from grinning but you do as Taehyung gasps, his drunk head already getting
the clue of what you're hinting at as his jaw falls on the floor.
Jungkook stands up abruptly, tossing his glass on the table with a loud clunk as you just raise your
brow at him as he makes his way over to you.

"I'm just saying, the tents were very comfortable--"

"Can I talk to you?" Jungkook asks through clenched teeth, eyes momentarily glaring at Taehyung
who cackles while Jimin sighs again.

Maya snorts somewhere in the background while Namjoon silently scolds her. You're not sure
what others do, but some of them probably ignore this interaction because you hear Seokjin talking
about something to someone.

"I was actually in the middle of talking. I thought we're all sharing our memories from the trip."

"Stop it," he snaps silently, glaring at you. "Come on."

"I'm not done--what the fuck!" you exclaim as you're hoisted up, Jungkook's hand wrapped around
your forearm as he drags you out of the living room.

He's going too fast and you curse at him, trying to pry his hands off you but he holds you tightly.
You're too busy looking at your feet, trying not to stumble in those goddamn heels, so you don't
look at the reactions of others.

Jungkook drags you upstairs, letting you go when you make it to the middle.

"What the fuck was that?" he asks you straight away, hands going into his hair for a moment.

You cross your arms over your chest. "What? I was just sharing with others."

"Sharing what exactly? That I fucked you in a tent on that camping trip?" he snaps back.

"Actually yeah," you straighten yourself, glaring at him. "I wasn't done though. I forgot to tell them
how you almost fucked me in a forest on that trip too."

Jungkook grunts, looking away as he tries to calm himself down by breathing sharply and slowly.
"Why are you doing this?"

You just stare at him blankly, although you do poke your tongue into your cheek.

"I know you're hurt and angry, but I don't get why you are pulling a stunt like this."

He probably does have a clue but decides to talk about it, wanting to make you feel guilty. At least
you think so, because the way he looks at you is a mix of anger and disappointment.
Unfortunately, you don't care.

"A stunt? It's true, Jungkook. Suddenly I can't be open about what we've done? Stop making a big
deal out of this... I mean, everyone already knows!" you yell while laughing bitterly, throwing your
arms in the air.

"Stop," he murmurs. "This isn't you. You're just hurt."

"Oh, fuck off," you scoff, "This isn't me? How would you know? You think you know me all
perfectly and can talk me out of everything. You know what? No, fuck you too. Go back to your so
perfect girlfriend because why wouldn't you? She just ruined your best friend's relationship but
who cares, right? At least you got her back."
"I don't know what you want from me, Y/N. You want me to break-up with her because she made
a mistake? You know how selfish that sounds? And reminding her of our deal--I know you're
doing this to hurt her."

"No shit, Sherlock," you scoff, "She hurt me and nobody cares!"

"I care!" he yells suddenly, releasing a breath as he frustratedly pinches the bridge of his nose.
"This is not healthy, Y/N. You're hurt and--"

"Fuck off, seriously," you tell him, wanting to brush past him but he catches your wrists. "Let me
go, Jeon. I didn't finish talking about how you fucked me while she was just a few meters away
from us."

And then Jungkook growls, he freaking growls, before he backs you to the wall and presses you
into it.

"What the fuck," you curse at him, pushing him in his chest but he doesn't budge and presses his
hands against the wall beside your head, caging you in. "Did I get you mad?" you coo, touching his
chest lightly.

"Stop," he warns you, "Stop acting like this."

You scoff, "I can act however I want," you look away for a second. "And who the fuck are you to
tell me what's healthy and what's not? You're the one who faked a relationship just to get back a
cheater."

"And you're hurting over some asshole that slut-shamed you in front of everyone."

You open your mouth, genuinely taken aback by the sudden outburst coming from him as you
grow mad and hurt at the same time.

Jungkook's eyes widen for a moment, as if he just realized what he said but he keeps his mouth
shut and you don't give the satisfaction of reacting to that. So you purposely ignore it.

"I should get back," you tell him through clenched teeth, "Maybe Kiko would be interested
knowing you also fucked me in your--"

"Fucking stop!"

You jump when Jungkook slaps the wall harshly beside your head, breath turning heavy as he
glares at you. He's so close, his own harsh breaths warming your face as you breathe heavily too,
your heart racing from his sudden reaction.

You can't blame him though, you purposely provoked him knowing you're pushing his buttons way
too much.

Jungkook sighs, head hanging low before he slowly looks up, meeting your suddenly soft eyes. He
leans his forehead against yours, noses brushing against each other as you both breathe heavily,
breaths mingling together.

"What are you doing to me," he whispers, closing his time for a moment.

You almost want to cry, growing more vulnerable each second by his close proximity and all you
can do is stare at him, eyes dropping down to his half-opened mouth. He stares at you, his own
eyes dropping to your lips once he slightly detaches his forehead from yours. You both share a
look, something you can't explain because you just stare at each other, acknowledging the close
proximity.

"What the hell are you guys doing?"

You and Jungkook snap your head towards the end of the hall, finding a frowning Jimin who
harshly whispers at the two of you.

"Seokjin is about to cut the cake." he explains, eyeing you and Jungkook. You completely forgot
about that NYE cake Seokjin ordered.

You clear your throat as Jungkook suddenly takes a large step back, taking a long breath as you
quickly rush past him. You ignore the look Jimin gives you, quickly going downstairs.

And Jungkook does the same, looking at Jimin as if the older one isn't giving him a strange look
and glare mixed together, brushing past him.

Jimin just sighs, following you downstairs. He needs another shot. Pronto.

The party is in a full swing, still going wild and maybe even wilder since everyone seems to be
drunk and having fun. Well, maybe except Jungkook who has distanced himself from the crowd of
his friends, needing that little space after your conversation.

Oh fuck, you got him so mad. He still replays your interaction no matter how many times he's
trying to tell himself to let it go. You were tipsy, were the key word because now you look
completely drunk.

But at least there's a smile on your face while you're dancing with Taehyung who seems to be just
as drunk. Is that smile of yours fake? Are you really just having fun or is it your way of pretending
to have fun? He can't tell because you're drunk.

Your words that you so bluntly told him have affected him more than he'd admitted. He knows
they still affect him, even though he knows it was just a pure act of your anger and pain at the same
time. You're probably more hurt than angry, but you wouldn't admit it but he knows you.

It feels twisted – you trying to hurt Kiko just because she hurt you by opening her mouth about
something she obviously shouldn't have the right to do. He gets that, he still gets annoyed and just
genuinely exhausted when he thinks about it. It hurts him because this is what he was so scared of.

He's already standing between you two and he just can't do nothing, letting you hurt each other.
Intentionally or unintentionally. He can't blame you for your reaction, he knew from the moment
you appeared downstairs that you've a certain facade going on. But you trying to hurt Kiko, even
though he understands that you're mad at her, by bringing up your deal just makes him feel
betrayed.

It's clear it would do no good and just hurt more feelings, not saying you'd probably feel
embarrassed the next day after you'd realize you so openly talked about you and him in front of
everyone. He's not stupid, everyone probably knows you hooked up. But still, bringing everyone
into it would never end well and would just end up in a huge disaster of embarrassment.

So fucking exhausted, Jungkook thinks and sighs as he tooks another swing of his tequila. He has
long forgo a beer, knowing he needs something stronger to ease his nerves and the exhaustion of
this trip.
"So, what was that upstairs?"

He doesn't flinch but is surprised to see Jimin, stopping beside him and giving him a glance that he
can't quite identify what it means. But something tells him Jimin thinks about it more than it is in
reality.

"What exactly?" Jungkook mutters, forcing himself to look away from his friend and his almost
judging eyes. Now that he thinks about it, he does feel a little uncomfortable by that. Especially
because he knows Jimin seeing you two like that raises a weird suspicion. Shortly said, he realizes
how bad it must've looked.

Jungkook listens to Jimin as he sighs, but still keeps his eyes elsewhere. He's tense, he can feel his
back muscles flexing but decides to stay silent by brushing his tongue against his back teeth.

"If someone else saw you like that, you know what they'd think." Jimin decides to say, frowning a
little.

That causes Jungkook to finally glance at him, mirroring his own frowned expression as he notices
Jimin's face slightly red but despite that, he doesn't look drunk but it's easily recognizable that he
must've had a few shots.

"It seems like you're thinking the same thing." Jungkook scoffs a little, taking another gulp of his
tequila.

It burns the back of his throat but it's nothing he can't handle. He almost craves it now.

"I'm not... well, sorry but to see you guys standing so close to each other like--" Jimin stops,
sighing again. "Look, I'm just saying it looked weird. There would be rumors going around if
someone else saw you."

"I wouldn't cheat on my girlfriend if that's what you're insinuating," Jungkook points out with a
hard tone. Jimin widens his eyes, realizing how that must've sounded and he's about to apologize
when Jungkook doesn't let him by easily continuing after a moment. "And as much as Y/N hates
Kiko right now and maybe is plotting some kind of sick revenge, she wouldn't use me to hurt her
like that."

"Of course not," Jimin agrees silently, "I don't think you guys would go behind her back and do
something like that. You're friends, right?" he asks unsurely and Jungkook catches on to it but
decides not to comment on it.

Instead, he just nods.

"You just came at the wrong time, it wasn't like that Jimin-ah," Jungkook sighs, rubbing his eyes
with his free hand before he sighs. "She was purposely trying to piss me off. She was about to tell
Kiko about--" He stops, almost cringing when he realizes he was about to confess what you were
doing on that camping trip.

"Well... about us, like a more detailed version and I could've seen how much pain she's hiding
behind that anger. She said some hurtful stuff to be honest... I don't find it very pleasing and
comfortable to hear. She knows me so well, so she knows exactly where to dig to hurt me, even
though I think she wasn't trying to purposely hurt me."

"Yeah, I understand that. Arguing with people close to you is the hardest because they know you
the best."
Jungkook silently agrees by nodding.

"I just got frustrated, she was trying to go downstairs and I stopped her before she could say
something that she might regret tomorrow. I know she's mad but I also know she's not the type to
hurt people in that way,"

It's clear your emotions have been controlling you ever since yesterday.

"I mean... sometimes she does say hurtful things but it's not because she wants to hurt someone but
because she's honest. This was different, tonight was different. She wasn't about to say those things
because she wanted to be honest, but because she wanted to hurt Kiko."

"I understand why she wanted to do that. Not because it's right but because she's been hurt a lot
since Haneul left and overall, yesterday was very overwhelming even for me, so I can't possibly
imagine how overwhelmed she felt among other things," Jimin says softly, causing the younger to
perk his eyes in interest but mostly he nods because he agrees with him.

"But I also think she should've considered your feelings more. Especially in what position she's
putting you in. This is mainly between her and Kiko, but also she's your girlfriend and that makes it
even more complicated. To say it this way... every side has its own truth and reason why it's acting
like this."

Jimin watches his younger friend nibbling on his bottom lip almost self-consciously, eyes focused
on the floor as he doesn't even blink while processing his words. Jungkook is in a very bad position
right now and just like Jimin said, it makes it even more complicated.

Jimin always knows what to say and even when Jungkook doesn't say it, he appreciates him saying
all these things and even for coming up to talk to him. Maybe the main purpose of this
conversation was about what happened upstairs, which Jungkook explained. The truth is, it was a
little bit of both. Jimin wanted to know what's going on but mainly, he saw Jungkook standing
alone and he quickly realized there's something wrong with his younger friend.

Jungkook is that kind of friend and person that doesn't usually talk about his own struggles. If he
does, you're the person he comes up to and opens to. But considering you're the reason, or more
like the situation that involves you is, makes you unavailable. Plus, it seems like you've other
important things to deal with than Jungkook's hurt feelings and frustrating thoughts that are caused
by this particular situation.

"Thank you hyung..." Jungkook mutters, glancing at Jimin before quickly averting his eyes
elsewhere. Still, he catches the little grin that spreads on Jimin's lips.

"Aw, did you just call me hyung?" Jimin coos, gripping Jungkook's shoulders as he shakes with
him a little causing the younger one to roll his eyes but there's a little smile playing on his lips.
"Don't go soft on me now," Jimin teases, laughing at Jungkook's expression of annoyance and
amusement at the same time.

With one swift movement, Jungkook pokes him in his stomach which causes Jimin yelp as he
laughs and lets him go, knowing Jungkook is stronger and would easily put him back in place.

"Don't worry about it too much, Jungkook-ah," Jimin says softly, catching his eyes. "She just has
to get drunk and get over it on her own. We all tried to help as much as we could, we still do but
look," Jimin points towards you, Jungkook's eyes widening when he sees you on a freaking table
dancing with Taehyung. That looks very dangerous.
Jungkook is really to stroll over and Jimin probably expects it, quickly catching his wrist to stop
him.

"Let her have fun. She needs this. I think Taehyung does a great job at distracting her."

Jungkook tenses but stays glued to his spot, his eyes eyeing you and Taehyung to make sure Jimin
is right. You're laughing at Taehyung, both singing or more like yelling the song's lyrics.

"She's wearing freaking heels and is dancing on a table," Jungkook points out, voice slightly
raising as if Jimin couldn't see it.

He doesn't get it. Jimin is usually the one that would get worried first and then plead you to come
down from there.

"What if she falls? Or Taehyung? They're both drunk." he mutters, eyeing his friends worriedly as
Jimin slightly smiles at Jungkook's little pout.

"Taehyung is holding her. They're just standing there, they're not even dancing that much."

Jungkook stares skeptically at you and Taehyung. Jimin is right, Taehyung has a tight grip on you
but that doesn't mean you both can't fall. And Jungkook speaks out his thoughts causing Jimin to
snort as he shakes his head.

"Just let them be. Don't ruin their fun."

Lastly, Jungkook wants to argue and point out that if they'll have to call an ambulance there is no
going back and somebody can get hurt. He doesn't understand why everyone around you doesn't do
something, they just seem to cheer you on.

But he decides not to get involved for now, your smile and laugh is very rare these days so he
drops it. However, he still allows himself to huff loudly as he takes another gulp from his tequila
because – what else he can do now, right?

A half an hour later, you and Taehyung have become more reckless with each passing minute and
song. You even take shots on the table, not getting off it while doing so and Jungkook sees you
stumbling a little, his heart dropping at the sight.

He might've decided he's not going to get involved, but he surely is about to.

You're dancing, your dress is hiking up as everyone probably gets a perfect view of your lacy
white panties because even from the distance where Jungkook is standing, he notices the white
fabric almost immediately. Jimin must've noticed it too because he looks at Jungkook with
widened eyes.

"Alright, that's it. I'm stopping this right now." Jungkook says, putting down his glass with a loud
thud as he strolls back to the living room, aiming towards you and Taehyung.

He fails to hear Jimin sigh as he follows him. He has to admit, Jungkook is right. It's starting to get
out of hand and you still wearing those heels look even more dangerous. You're more the careful
type even when drunk, but right now you're so reckless and you definitely don't need to break your
leg or something.

You're in the middle of singing with Taehyung when you hear your voice being called, causing you
to look down. Immediately, you're met with Jungkook's disapproval frown and if you weren't so
drunk, maybe you'd notice how serious he looks. Jimin stands behind him, eyeing the scene
worriedly.

"Come down, you're gonna hurt yourself." Jungkook tells you, almost pleading with you before he
sends a glare Taehyung's way when he notices him twerking all of a sudden.

"Yeah, it's dangerous. You're wearing heels." Jimin tries behind Jungkook, but you barely pay
them any attention as you start giggling at Taehyung's twerking as you slap his ass.

Taehyung starts giggling, wiggling his eyebrows at you as Jungkook groans and looks desperately
at Jimin. He just shrugs but decides to make his way to Taehyung, scolding him too.

"Y/N, come on, come down from there." Jungkook tries again but all he's met with is...

"You want me, I want you baby,

My sugarboo, I'm levitating,"

Jungkook groans loudly, glaring at the way you lean towards him while still standing on that
freaking table and singing at him unbothered. At least that table looks stable and massive.

"Stop it."

"You stop it!" you exclaim childishly. "Come up here!"

"Y/N, I don't think--"

"I got you, moonlight, you're my starlight,

I need you all night, come on dance with me,
I'm levitating,"

It's the way you kind of jump while dancing and singing that makes Jungkook's eyes grow big,
your legs slightly unstable as you stumble a little and yelp surprisingly, but you start giggling as if
you didn't just almost fall.

In the background, Jimin is trying to tug down drunk Taehyung and yells at Namjoon for help. All
of that interaction goes almost unnoticed by Jungkook because he can feel the way his stomach
clenched when you almost fell.

"That's it," He snaps, catching your arms as you start to wiggle from his hold but he holds you even
tighter, too scared to let go in case you'd fall. "You're coming down, right now."

"Let me go, Jeon," you yell drunkenly, alcohol making you protest way less than you'd if you were
sober. But you wouldn't be dancing on a table while sober, so there's that.

Jungkook doesn't beat around the bush, tugging you closer to him before he wraps his arms around
your frame. He hoists you up as if you gained nothing, throwing you over his shoulder and quickly
pulling your dress down to cover your thighs and to save some of your dignity, before he starts
walking out of the room. On the way out there he catches Kiko's eyes but doesn't stop because you
start thrashing around.

"What the hell," He hears you complain, "Let me go!" you yell at him, trying to move your legs
but Jungkook holds you tightly just below your butt, keeping a tight grip on your thighs while the
other arm holds your calves.

He starts walking up the stairs and you grow even more frustrated at the lack of attention he's
giving you. You can't believe he just picked you up like a freaking bag of potatoes. Your stomach
clenches uncomfortably from being head down, all the alcohol swimming in your stomach.

Met with his butt (not your fault that it's currently in the line of your vision and thanks to the
position you're in), you start smacking repeatedly his lower back and butt, yelling for him to let
you go. Or at least you think you're yelling but in reality, you're drunkenly blabbering and
screeching with an awkward high-pitched voice.

Jungkook clenches his jaw when he feels you smacking his backside, your hands showing no
mercy.

"I swear to god, you fucking let me down right now!" you yell, still smacking him. "I'm serious,
Jeon. How dare you to just pick me up like I'm--"

You're immediately shut down when Jungkook's palm meets your ass, your jaw dropping as you
halt all your movements. Did he just spank you? Well, it worked because you're too shocked to
react in any way as the sting from his hand slowly fades away. You look almost like a doll, tossed
limpily over his wide shoulder as if you weigh nothing.

And then it hits you.

"Did you just spank me?" You voice your thoughts, scolding him with a stern yet shocked voice.

You realize you've made it upstairs, Jungkook's steps confident and stable as he makes it into your
room, shutting down the door with his leg as he gently kicks into it causing it to shut with a loud
thud.

All you see is the back of his legs and soon after you're being tossed onto your bed. Your body
bounces for a few seconds until it stops and you just lay there with a prominent scowl.

"You act like brat, you get treated like one." he says simply, frowning at you as he stands at the
end of your bed, glancing down at you as you glare at him.

"Excuse me?" you exclaim, trying to sit up.

He raises a brow when he sees you slightly struggling and does nothing to help you. Instead, he
crosses his arms over his chest as his button-up strains around his biceps.

Sitting up, you huff as you open your mouth, but instead of something getting out of it you just
stare at Jungkook. He raises his brow again at you, knowing you're about to throw another set of
insults and threats.

"I forgot what I was about to say." you murmur, snort leaving your lips as you start giggling at
yourself.

Jungkook's corner of mouth twitches as he breathes out a chuckle. "You'll thank me tomorrow,
trust me. You're already too drunk, you'd feel sick if you kept drinking more."

You both know you weren't about to stop, which is very irresponsible of you. You've always been
the responsible one when it comes to partying and drinking. You knew your limit and even know,
being drunk and getting tired, you can tell you've crossed that limit a long time ago. Your stomach
feels weird, yet you don't feel like throwing up. But you know trying to eat something would just
make you throw up for sure. Just the idea of food makes you want to gag.

"I was having fun," you pout, suddenly letting your body relax as your back hits the soft mattress.
Arms above your head, you stare at the plain ceiling that you've grown so familiar with.
"I know," Jungkook gently says, crouching down as he starts taking off your heels. You let him,
feeling his fingers brush against your skin every now and then while taking them off. Your ankles
are free from the pressure and you sigh in relief as Jungkook stands up, causing you to glance at
him with hooded eyes. "You're gonna be fine? I think you should sleep it off."

You just stare at him, his words not really dawning on you, at least not until he just gives you a nod
(or more like to himself) as he turns around and you realize he's leaving.

"Kook, wait," you call out, rubbing your eyes and smudging your eye make-up without you
realizing. But you do think about your make-up. "I need to take my make-up off."

Jungkook snorts but stays in his spot, not leaving. "You can just take it off tomorrow."

You let out a dramatic gasp. "You know I can't do that," you scold him, "My skin will look like
hell tomorrow."

"I'm sure you'll feel like it too," he hums, but it goes unheard by you as you just sigh before trying
to sit up all over again. Jungkook sees you struggling, sighing in frustration. "For fucks sake."

But two long strides towards you and he's back in front of you, reaching towards you to help you
stand up. You stumble but he quickly catches you.

"Whoops," you grin stupidly before trying to brush past him.

You do eventually, not forgetting to bump into him in the process as you make it out of your room.
Jungkook groans, rubbing his forehead frustratedly before he quickly goes to catch up with you.
He almost sighs in relief when you're walking the opposite way of the party downstairs and
actually walking towards the bathroom.

Jungkook follows you, urging you to sit up on the toilet but not before he quickly closes the lid.
You listen to him, sitting there and watching him through hooded eyes as he's searching for make-
up removal wipes. He finds them, not really sure who it belongs to but he doesn't care, opening it
up.

He walks towards you, gently telling you to close your eyes as you do and he starts wiping off your
make-up. He's gentle, too scared to hurt you and it probably takes him way more than it'd if you
did it yourself, but unfortunately you're in no state to do that. You should probably take a shower to
sober up but he's too scared to leave you alone in there, in case you slip up.

Surprisingly, you just sit there soundlessly, occasionally humming as he makes sure your face is
make-up free. You should probably use some cleanser to make sure it's extra clean, but you seem
too drunk and the last thing Jungkook wants is to bother you with not so important tasks. But he
still leads you to a bathroom sink and washes your face with a slightly cold water which you start
whining about, but he just shushes you and continues rubbing your face with his big palm.

Once he's done, he dries off your face with a soft small towel. You open your eyes, drunkenly
staring at Jungkook before you start giggling out of nowhere. He doesn't question you, but he does
find you amusing as he chuckles and tosses the towel away.

"Come on, let's sleep it off." He tries to take your hands but you pry them off.

"I need to take a shower." you point out, trying to reach for the hem of your dress to slip it off
while Jungkook's eyes widen in panic. Out of all situations, now you decide to be responsible? He
knows you wouldn't go to bed without washing yourself but he kind of hoped you're too drunk to
even think about something like a shower.
"No, no, no," He tries to stop you, grabbing your hands. "You'll take a shower tomorrow."

You frown at that. "Huh? You expect me to go to bed without a shower?" you exclaim drunkenly,
trying to reach for the hem again but Jungkook stops you once again.

"Listen, you're too drunk. You could easily slip up there, I'm not risking that."

Why is he even trying to reason with you? You're stubborn as hell, plus you're drunk which is not a
good combination.

"You could just take one with me," you propose, bursting into a fit of giggles when you see
Jungkook's not impressed look, his doe eyes widening. "Oh my god, I'm kidding. Loosen up!" you
laugh, hiccuping a little before you push his firm chest.

"I took care of you when you were drunk," you tell him sassily, eyes hooded and hiccups making
their way past your lips every few seconds. "I watched over you when you were taking a shower."

Yeah, the memory feels still fresh. Jungkook insisted you be there in case he'll slip up. It's funny
how this situation is familiar but roles reversed.

"We were single back then," And fucking, "I've a girlfriend and you've a boyfriend."

"Do I?" you scoff bitterly, your grin falling just like that and it makes Jungkook curse at himself
for mentioning it.

He wants to argue, tell you that he didn't break-up with you and there's nothing final yet. He
doesn't want you to worry and be sad, but you're drunk and emotional. However, you just sigh and
grab your toothbrush.

Jungkook stands there, watching you how you messily brush your teeth but he does help you with a
toothpaste once he sees you almost using all of it and most of it falling into the sink. Once you're
done, he uses that time to take you by your wrist and quickly lead you out of there.

On the way to your room, you start complaining about being dirty. God, you're so dramatic,
Jungkook thinks as he listens to your drunken whines as he keeps tugging you to your room while
you stumble every few seconds behind him.

"You're not dirty, Y/N." Jungkook grumbles, opening the door from your room.

"I am! I didn't take a shower!" you whine dramatically, pouting once you're in your room as
Jungkook closes the door and turns to you.

He helps you take off your choker and earrings, putting them on your nightstand carefully.

"Y/N!" he screeches once he sees you slipping off your dress, revealing your exposed thighs and
the hem of your lacy panties. "You can't just--"

He turns around, growing frustrated by you.

"Oh, come on, it's not like you haven't seen it all." He hears you snickering, rustling can be heard
in the meantime.

"Now it's different," he complains, murmuring as he keeps his eyes on the wall. "Just tell me when
you're done."

You don't reply, but he hears occasional grunts of annoyance and more rustling. His hands itching
to help you but he knows it's for the best if he just stays standing here with his back turned to you.
It's more about respect he has for you than anything else.

"Done." he hears you mumble.

He waits a few seconds before he cautiously turns around, not really sure if you're dressed up. For
all he knows, you could be standing there star naked. Luckily, he's met with a sight of you in your
pyjamas with your dress laying next to your feet.

You reach for it, wanting to fold it properly because you know you'd curse at yourself tomorrow
morning if you wouldn't.

"I got it," he tells you, already reaching for the dress while trying to fold them neatly. "Go to bed."
he tells you softly and surprisingly, you comply and you crawl on the bed until you make it to your
pillows.

Jungkook snorts at the sight, "Such a baby." he mutters, placing your dress on top of a dresser.

He's about to turn off the lights, glancing at you to check on you, just to see you already laying
underneath the duvet with head on the soft pillows. Your eyes are open though and you blink at the
staring in thought.

You look cute but for some reason Jungkook feels sad. It's something about you just laying there
with the cutest pout and unrecognizable look in your eyes.

But he turns off the lights, immediately hearing your protests.

"Kook," you whine, "I can't sleep."

That makes Jungkook chuckle as he makes his way towards the bed, sitting on the edge of it just
beside you. The mattress dips underneath his weight and the scent of him invades your senses.

"You're already falling asleep." he chuckles silently, moonlight peeking from your unclosed blinds
as he sees your features.

He brushes a few hair off your face, pushing the urge to poke your nose just to annoy you but he
knows it's not the right time.

"No," you whine with closed eyes. "My stomach is so full. I don't feel good." you complain
silently.

"Do you want me to get you a bucket just in case? Think you're gonna throw up?"

Even in your state you recognize the worry in his voice and how alarmed he seems to be. That
makes you smile but even the littlest movement of your lips make you feel as if you're running a
marathon. Jungkook is right, you're already falling asleep but there's something keeping you away
from it, and that's the amount of alcohol in your stomach.

"No," you answer. "Can you rub my back?"

Jungkook chuckles, nose scrunched cutely at your request.

The muted sounds of bass and music can be heard, but to be honest, Jungkook doesn't really feel
like joining there even though he knows he'll have to go downstairs at some point.

Okay, he'll stay until you fall asleep so he can be sure you're alright.
"Alright, turn over." he tells you and you happily giggle, turning your back towards him.

He snorts and starts rubbing your back gently.

"Mmm, that feels good." He hears you muffle into your pillow, muscles relaxing almost instantly.

"Kook," you whisper just when he thinks you already fell asleep. He hums in return, waiting for
you to continue which takes a moment. "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

He knows, he freaking knows but for some reason he asks and wants to hear you say it.

"I acted like a bitch," you tell him, suddenly plopping on your back as you look at him with half-
closed eyes. "I was angry."

"I know," Jungkook murmurs, features softening as he places his hands on his lap while staring at
you.

"I'm sad," you inform him with a whisper and he swears he feels like his heart has just cracked.

"I know that too," he offers softly, surprised when you messily try to reach for one of his hands.

Once you do, you squeeze his hand as you bring it to your stomach where you hold it with your
both hands.

"And I'm hurt." This time Jungkook squeezes your hand.

"I know," he whispers, "But I'm here."

"I know," you smile, "I love you, Kook," you murmur sleepily.

"Say it back." you demand childishly which makes him snort.

"I love you too, you little brat." he says, amusement and a grin still heard in his voice.

You hum in content, suddenly turning the way you were before – with your back turned back to
him. "Rub my back, please."

He laughs silently, front teeth peeking through his lips as he complies and continues to rub your
back gently.

He's sure it's not even a minute after when you still stay in the same position not moving. He stops
rubbing your back, waiting for you to scold him and tell him to continue but all he's met with is
your soft breaths leaving your mouth. Once he leans towards you to check on you, he sees your
eyes closed already dreaming.

He chuckles, brushing some of those restless waves off your face before he stands up – ready to go
back downstairs to call it a night. But not before he makes sure there's a bucket beside your bed
which he brings from the bathroom just in case. And he doesn't leave before checking on you one
last time, assuring everyone you're okay, already taken care of and sleeping when he makes it
downstairs and Jimin almost jumps on him to ask about you.

And Taehyung would do the same, if he wasn't passed out on the couch. But the night doesn't end
for Jungkook there, especially when Jimin asks him to help him to get Taehyung to their room.
 But he does it with no complaints because... what wouldn't he do for his friends?

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 Chapter 41

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

That's what you are for drinking so much, wanting to drink away your hurt feelings and thoughts
away. What did you think?

Your head is about to burst, you've barely slept since you've woken up at a random time, kept
tossing every few minutes while your stomach hurts. Now that the sun is already up, you're not
sure what time it is because you barely move and checking your phone is the least of your worries.

You groan, stomach hurting even more with each slightest move you make. The whole cabin is
quiet and you guess it's because everyone is still sleeping, trying to sleep off their own hangover.
Who knows when the party truly stopped, since you were the first one in bed. Even pregnant Jia
stayed longer at the party than you did, but then... pregnant Jia wasn't drunk as fuck.

Most of the night is hazy, but you do remember a lot of things and actually, you think you
remember everything. From the moment you started drinking and felt like you're tipsy, to the
moment of Jungkook carrying you to your room.

Jungkook. Oh god.

You're not sure whether your stomach churns from the actual hangover or the thought of Jungkook
and what you put him through yesterday–slash–today. However, there's no time for guilt or to
continue thinking about this matter, not when you feel your stomach turn and you're sure it's no
longer just that.

You sit up straight, a weird lump forming in your throat just when your eyes fall on the orange
bucket beside your bed. Without thinking, you quickly reach for it and barely make it without
vomiting all over the sheets before you're emptying your stomach into the bucket. Your weak
hands are gripping the edge of it, knowing Jungkook must've put it here before he left. You
remember drifting off to sleep while he kept rubbing your back, just as you pleaded him to do.

Eyes watering, you feel how sensitive your stomach is once you stop and just breathe heavily, nose
scrunching at the scent of your vomits and alcohol combined. Fortunately, it seems like you've
thrown up everything you could. You're too weak to move, so you sit there for a moment not
believing your own body. It's better to stay like this just in case.

Momentarily distracted from your disgusting state, you're surprised to see the door of your room
slowly opening from the corner of your room. It's barely opened when you see Jungkook's head
poking out from the tiny space he opened. You catch his widening eyes once he sees you already
awake with the bucket in your grasp and tears streaming down your cheeks from you vomiting.

He lets out a sound of pity, eyes filled with empathy as enters the room and quickly shuts the door.

"Go away," you weakly tell him, looking away as you scrunch your nose when the smell of your
vomits hits your nose. "I look like hell."

Jungkook doesn't find himself to find your comment amusing, even though you're right. You do
look like hell, but if you thought that would stop him then you're wrong.

Once you glance at Jungkook, you find him walking towards you causing you to whine.
"Jungkook."
He looks tired, eyes slightly puffy from the lack of sleep and his raven hair is disheveled as if he
hasn't brushed it today yet. He's wearing some black sweatpants with a large fossil grey shirt,
which still can be seen as a bigger effort than you put since you look like you just woke up from
the dead.

Before you can scold Jungkook for coming here and seeing you like this, your stomach turns once
again and you start throwing up all over again. And here you thought you emptied everything, you
almost want to laugh bitterly at yourself.

He ignores your previous whines, sitting next to you before your hair is pushed away from your
face as he wraps his hand around it, keeping it behind you in a ponytail.

"It's okay," he assures you, the other hand gently rubbing your back as you shake your head. "Let it
all out, you'll feel better."

Oh, fuck... this is so fucking embarrassing. This is the price you've to pay for drinking so much.
You're not sure if Jungkook ever witnessed you vomiting years of your friendship. If he did,
nothing can top this time because you can't seem to stop.

But Jungkook is there, glued to your side even when he smells the distant stench of your vomit and
hears the sounds of you vomiting, assuring you that it's fine from time to time. It seems as if his
words go completely unnoticed by you, he wouldn't be surprised if they did since you seem busy to
even notice anything else besides the way your stomach hurts and desperately tries to get
everything out of it. The truth is, you register him and his attempt to soothe you, and you're
thankful for it nevertheless.

Once it seems like you're done, you spit into the bucket as you feel a weird taste in your mouth,
cringing at yourself from disgust.

"You're done?" Jungkook asks gently, still rubbing soothing circles into your skin as you weakly
nod. "Alright, let me clean this up and I'll be back with some water and painkillers."

Jungkook stands up, coming up to your side as you see his tattooed arm reaching for the bucket.
You look up at him, your eyes watery and mouth wet from your spit, probably the most disgusting
sight he could've ever seen of you. But surprisingly, Jungkook smiles at you and strokes your cheek
briefly, as he assures you he's right back before he's gone.

You sit there for a moment, wondering what the hell you did to deserve him. Your stomach still
hurts, undoubtedly still sensitive from all the drinking and vomiting, so you decide to slowly lay
down. Staring at the ceiling, you're trying to close your eyes to get some peace but your head is
thinking otherwise because it seems like it pounds even more.

Just like Jungkook promised, he's back in a record time – bringing a glass of water, a pack of
painkillers, the same bucket again for some reason and then he has something else in his hands
which proves to be a mouthwash you get your eyes on once he sets the things on the nightstand.

"I brought you this," he says, showing you the mouthwash which you take with grateful eyes and
quickly open it. He hands you the bucket, watching you as you rinse your mouth with it and spit it
into the bucket once you're done.

Jungkook moves automatically and quickly, setting down the bucket before he hands you a glass of
water. He opens the box, popping out two tablets of painkillers, handing them to you too. You don't
hesitate, swallowing it right away.
"Thank you," you tell him gently, voice slightly raspy which makes Jungkook's features soften
even more. "God, this is so embarrassing." you groan as Jungkook takes the empty glass from you
and sets it back on the nightstand.

You lay down, staring at the ceiling once again for a moment before you get the courage to glance
at Jungkook who sits beside you.

"It's not embarrassing," he tells you, chuckling slightly. Knowing him, he's saying that just to ease
your embarrassment like any good friend would do. "Do you feel better?" He changes the topic
before you can protest, blubbering how disgusting you are.

"I feel like shit," you answer instead, "But thank you though. For taking care of me."

Jungkook smiles, slightly shaking his head. "I was about to check on you, I thought you'd be still
sleeping. You drank a lot."

"I know," you whine, genuinely disappointed at yourself and most importantly, cursing at yourself
for drinking that much. Why do you've to be so fucking stubborn? "I'm sorry I was such a pain in
the ass, still am."

Jungkook chuckles at that, front teeth poking out of his mouth. "Nothing I couldn't handle." he tells
you lightly, causing a little amused smile to spread on your lips.

You look at him, your smile slowly drifting away once you focus on his tired features. But
Jungkook doesn't know that's what's bothering you, thinking you're just too embarrassed once
again.

"You're tired." you comment, pointing out the obvious.

Jungkook cringes through a grin, not disagreeing with you. "Yeah, I barely slept. We had to take
care of Taehyung because he passed out on the couch. He threw up on his bed, so we had to change
his sheets too if that makes you better," Jungkook says, glancing at you amusingly as you purse
your lips.

"It doesn't."

"Anyway, we went to bed around five." he explains, causing you to frown.

"Wait, what time is it?" you ask, wondering about the time which causes Jungkook to shrug but he
reaches into his pocket and pulls out his phone.

"Nine twenty-three."

You gasp, frowning at Jungkook. "You've barely slept, go to sleep, Kook. I'm fine." you assure
him.

"Nah, it's fine. I was about to work-out but I don't think I can." he chuckles and as on cue, he yawns
but tries to mask it. It's too late, you obviously hear and see him causing you to raise a brow at him.

"Come on, just lay down for a moment. You need a rest," you tell him, tapping the space beside
you as he looks at your hand before he amusingly grins at you. "I could use some back rubbing."

"Uh-uh," Jungkook purses his lips, searching your eyes for a moment as you pout at him. Rolling
his eyes at you, he shakes his head a bit before he sighs. "Fine, but just for a few minutes."
He's getting on the other side of the bed, crawling through your legs which makes you groan when
he puts a little too much weight on your body. Apologizing, he shoots you an innocent grin before
he lays down next to you. You share your duvet with him, causing him to pleasantly hum as he
makes himself comfortable.

"You should eat something though," he murmurs, closing his eyes for a moment. He's much more
tired than he would admit, that much you can tell by simply just watching him. "Chicken soup or
something."

You hum, turning to your side to face him. He's laying on his back, eyes slowly closing as another
yawn pushes past his lips as he covers his mouth with his hand.

"Do you want me to rub your back?" he asks sleepily.

"No, I'm good." you tell him, lips curling to an amused smile when Jungkook keeps his eyes
closed, mumbling something you can't understand.

The painkillers Jungkook gave you start to work and you feel the pain in your head slowly but
surely go away, causing your own tiredness to get to you. Your eyes close, Jungkook's soft
breathing the only thing you hear as you go back to sleep – both of you are already asleep within
five minutes.

It feels as if you've been sleeping for a whole eternity and you're not planning on waking up any
time soon, knowing your hangover practically needs all the rest and sleep you can get, so you can
feel better. You're about to flip on the other side, your mind ready to go back to sleep even when
you're haunted by the recent events and Haneul in your dreams, when you hear a raspy groan
beside you.

Opening your eyes, you're met with Jungkook rubbing his sleepy eyes.

"Shit," he grunts, glancing at you to find you already peering at him with the same sleepy eyes. He
chuckles at the mess on your head that is called hair, but you're too groggy to even realize or think
about it. "I wasn't planning on falling asleep." he murmurs, scratching his right cheek.

Sighing, you turn on your back, eyes glancing at the ceiling for a moment before you look at
Jungkook when you hear him sit up. The hair on the back of his head is standing in different
directions that makes you snort under your breath, causing Jungkook to glance at you with a
confused frown before he realizes you must be laughing at his appearance.

"You don't look any better, you know?"

He lets out a raspy cackle when you slap him on his back, telling him to 'fuck off'.

"I got wasted and threw up everything that was in my stomach, that's my excuse for my appearance.
What's yours?" you raise your brow, stretching your arms as you finally feel your stomach gaining
its strength, even though it's still very much sensitive and empty.

"You, woman." he answers, causing your brows to frown.

"How am I an excuse for your appearance?" you snort, smirking when you see him trying to fix his
protruding hair at the back of his head.

"Because you lured me into your bed." he jokes, wiggling his brows as you snort again, shaking
your head at him. But when he reaches for you and pokes you in your cheek, you frown and slap
his hand away which makes him laugh.

"I'm irresistible," you hum, "What can I say?"

Now is Jungkook's turn to snort, raising his brow at you amusingly as he stands up, scratching the
back of his neck.

"You're a lot of things, just not sure if irresistible is one of them," he purposely says, waiting for
you to react because he knows exactly what kind of reaction you will have. And when you reach
for the pillow he slept on and throw it at him, he easily catches it with a knowing smirk. He tosses
the pillow back onto bed, grabbing his phone to look at the screen before he glances back at you.

"Are you feeling better?" he asks, causing you to nod as you give him a slight smile, showing your
gratitude which doesn't have to be spoken. "I'm not sure if anyone is awake now, but if I recall, a
good chicken soup is on today's menu,"

Ah, chicken soup. The greatest cure for a hangover.

"I can make you some, if you want."

You feel bad and grateful at the same time, touched by Jungkook's kindness even though you'd
expect nothing else.

"You've already done enough for me, Kook. I'm fine, I'll just eat whatever is in the fridge." you
assure him, but Jungkook is not very pleased by that which you can see as soon as you say it out
loud and by the way he automatically frowns.

"Don't be ridiculous," he scoffs lightly, "You need to eat something warm."

You open your mouth but before you can utter a single word, Jungkook is flashing you with a
cocky grin as he turns around and leaves the room. You chuckle, shaking your head as you fall
back into bed.

Five more minutes and then you'll have to get your ass into a shower. You feel dirty and a nice
shower will probably make you feel better. Unfortunately, it can't wash away those remaining hurt
feelings and thoughts.

Jungkook can cook. Kind of. He's the king of cooking ramen. And he can cook some decent meals
too since he's been living alone for a few years now, unfortunately without his mother's home-food
that he occasionally misses – sometimes too much.

Chicken soup isn't hard to cook, he told himself on his way downstairs. And although he knows the
recipe, but still googled a few recipes just to make sure and even watched two youtube videos, he
finds himself a little insecure about his cooking skills. He questions them, even after Jimin has
come downstairs shortly after and found his younger friend watching a cooking video with a slight
scowl on his face.

Thankfully, after Jimin informed him about Taehyung being hungover just like you, they ended up
cooking the soup together. A few people come and go, like Seokjin who made a quick breakfast
for his wife before he quickly disappeared back upstairs. Or Hoseok, who grabbed a few
painkillers, disappeared even faster than Seokjin when Jimin asked him if he wanted to help with
the cooking.

Both of them know Hoseok is not a fan of cooking, but it still made them laugh while Hoseok
flipped them off before he truly walked away with painkillers and his killing head.

"How is she?"

Jungkook knew the question was coming, Jimin's occasional stares gave away that much. And
although, they both talked about Taehyung throwing up in the morning just like you did – the only
difference is that apparently Taehyung threw up in the middle of the night too – he knows Jimin
isn't asking about your current physical state but more like psychical.

"She's fine, I think," Jungkook sighs, leaning against the kitchen counter with arms crossed over his
chest, meanwhile Jimin lifts up the cover and cringes when the steam hits his face. Jungkook
snorts, but is pleased with the delicious smell of the soup. "I don't know... she's too hungover now."

Jimin nods, sighing as he leans on the opposite side of Jungkook to look at him. "It sucks."

It's simple but very much true. Jungkook is not sure if he'd be able to sum it up better.

The two of them have a casual conversation after that, tasting the soup every few minutes to make
sure it's all good and cooked well before they bring it to you and Taehyung.

By the time the soup is done, Jungkook has gone to his room to check on Kiko and ask her if she
needs anything, just to find her still sleeping. She had to be awake at some point but probably went
back to sleep. She didn't get drunk last night, but she still went to bed late so it makes sense she's
feeling tired.

You're still laying in bed when the door of your room opens, the difference is that you're freshly
out of shower and you've changed your clothes. Hair still damp from your shower, Jungkook's eyes
flicker to you as he makes sure not to spill the steaming soup.

An appreciative smile spreads on your lips at the sight of him and you slowly sit up before
Jungkook puts the tray into your lap. "Thank you."

Jungkook smiles back, standing there for a moment before he notices something. You're wearing
the knitted yellow sweatshirt he gave you. Sitting down beside you, he eyes you as you take the
spoon into your hands.

"You'll burn your tongue, blow on it." Jungkook reminds you softly when he sees the spoon inches
from your mouth.

You snort, rolling your eyes at him as you raise your brows at him. "Really? I didn't know that,"
You feign oblivion which makes him roll his eyes at you. "Alright dad."

Jungkook glares at you, huffing from annoyance but keeps his mouth shut as he stares at you with
doe eyes while you taste the soup for the first time. You're not clueless to his stare, suddenly
feeling insecure under his eyes for some reason. In your defense, you don't like when someone's
watching you eat and right now, that is exactly what he's doing.

"Jesus, what?" You can't wait any longer, voicing your thoughts when Jungkook's eyes snap to
yours and you almost melt at the softness and innocence of his big eyes.

"Does it taste good?" he asks, genuinely curious and you can't help but find it cute causing you to
smile.

"Of course it does," you assure him, "What Jeon Jungkook does not know?" you tease him, causing
him to playfully roll his eyes but there's a proud smile on his lips, or more like pleased one at your
sudden praise.

You slowly eat the soup, appreciating the warm liquid making its way down to your sensitive and
empty stomach while Jungkook fills you up about whatever Jimin has told him. Once you're done,
Jungkook stands up and takes the tray from you and sets it on one of the dressers.

"Taehyung is a party animal, I'm sure he'll be back to partying tomorrow as if he never drank in the
first place."

At that, you've to laugh because Jungkook is right. No matter how much Taehyung is hungover,
he's usually back to square one as soon as he feels once again – which can't be told about you. You
don't want to be near alcohol for at least a few weeks before you get the courage to taste it. Just the
thought of the taste of it makes you gag.

"Did they say how long they're staying here?" you ask, watching Jungkook stretch his neck before
he sits back onto his previous spot, shrugging.

"I think they want to stay for another two days at least," he answers, "Why?"

"Well... I was thinking of going home," Jungkook's features soften and you quickly continue, "I
don't know, I like it here but I don't feel like staying longer."

Jungkook nods in understatement, a little saddened that you want to leave. He knows what's the
reason behind it and he's not surprised. He doesn't waste time to try persuading you to stay, even
though he'd make sure you're having a good time. He can guess what you're feeling and he knows
you just want the comfort of your home.

"Didn't you guys talk about how long you're staying? You came together." Jungkook asks, causing
you to nod.

"Yeah, well the plan was to stay for a couple of days but you know... that can change every
minute."

It's absolutely normal that they'd want to stay longer or the opposite. And it's absolutely normal
that plans change.

"Yeah," Jungkook agrees, "I can just drive you home, if you want." he offers and you immediately
widen your eyes and shake your head.

You definitely don't want to be any more of a burden than you already are for Jungkook. Even
though you know he doesn't see you that way and is completely fine with driving you home, it
feels like a burden.

"No, it's okay. I'll just stay and wait for Jimin and Tae. It's fine, really." you assure him, but
Jungkook sees right through you and even though you say you're fine, he sees the little displeasure
on your face by the news.

He knows you really want to go home.

"Knowing them, they'll probably stay even longer. I mean, if you told them I think they'd go home
earlier."

"No, no, no," you disagree right away, "I don't want to ruin this trip for them. They like it here, it's
fine. I don't want them to go earlier because of me."
"Listen," Jungkook sighs, "I can just drive you home and before you start interjecting," You close
your mouth when he says that, causing him to chuckle knowingly. "I'm completely fine with it.
Really, it's no bother for me. This way Jimin and Taehyung get to spend their time here for as long
as they want and everyone will be pleased."

It does make sense. Unfortunately, Jungkook has already done enough for you and to be honest,
you don't think you deserve him taking care of you. Especially when you were acting like a bitch
and didn't make it easier for him.

"It's a four hour long drive." you point out, displeased tone in your voice as Jungkook shrugs.

"So? It's not that far away," Four hour is kind of a long drive. If it was closer, you'd probably
accept his offer. "Y/N, stop being stubborn. Besides, I think I'll go home tomorrow too."

"You are?" you ask surprised.

"Yeah, one of my clients texted me and asked me if I'm able to do their family photoshoot. They're
leaving for another country in five days to visit their family overseas, apparently they want to get
those pictures printed and give it to them. I wouldn't go but it's good money and honestly, as much
as it's nice here, I feel like I want to go home too." he explains and you just wonder--

"So, you would leave me here if I stayed?" you tease him, but you can't help but be genuinely
curious what would happen.

The main reason for you staying here is to spend the time with your friends. As much as Jimin and
Taehyung are your friends and you'd be fine with being with them, it's not the same without
Jungkook and you'd feel a little down of his sudden leave. Especially when he asked you to come
here in the first place.

"Of course not," he answers right away, chuckling. "I asked you to come here, I wouldn't leave."

That settles a comforting feeling in you and you can't help but smile at him in a silent appreciation.
He looks a little offended that you'd think otherwise, but it's all a very playful act as he just purses
his lips and grins at you.

"I don't know, Kook..." you mutter, staring at your lap as you let out a sigh.

"Hey," Jungkook calls out, urging you to look at him. "I heard Namjoon and Maya are leaving
tomorrow. I'm not sure if Hoseok is staying for long too." And he talked to Kiko yesterday when
the client texted him. He hasn't texted him back because he was busy with other things, you being
one of them, but he was planning on texting him back today to kindly decline his offer. Kiko was
fine with leaving too and now that you want to leave too, it's not that big of a problem to leave.

But he doesn't tell you about Kiko, not wanting to bring her up when it's not necessary.

"That doesn't sound practical though, you are traveling eight hours to Seoul and back here just to
leave tomorrow."

"Don't worry about me." Jungkook dismisses you easily, although you don't look too convinced.

"I don't know, Kook. I feel like--"

"Look, here's the plan," he interrupts you, taking your silence as a clue to continue. Not that he
cares, you get the feeling he's too determined to share his plan with you. "I'll drive you home
today, I'm leaving tomorrow anyway. I could just leave today too but I've to drive Kiko home,"
Of course, he does. He's not that big of an asshole to just leave someone else to drive her home
when she came with him in the first place. That makes sense to you too, so you're not surprised by
the information.

And you know it'd be way easier if the three of you drove home today or tomorrow together, but
Jungkook also knows the ride would be a torture for everyone. You feel bad for being so difficult.
If you weren't so mad at Kiko, you could just drive together and Jungkook wouldn't have to drive
twice. And you almost tell him that, comically sacrificing yourself to spend four hours with her in a
car but before you can, Jungkook continues.

"I think she wants to spend another day with Jia anyway, so we'll stay until tomorrow."

Jungkook sees you nibbling on your nails, knowing it's your habit when you're thinking about
something and you're not so sure about it. But he lets you, letting you think it through because he
won't force you. However, he knows you want to go home and that's why you're even considering
this.

"I don't want to cause any trouble, Kook." you tell him unsurely, causing his brows to frown.

"What do you mean?"

You can't believe you're being worried about his relationship, but the rational part of you can't help
it because you do feel bad. And you know it's only because you care about Jungkook and
appreciate how kind he has been towards you. But that's nothing new.

"Well, you, spending the whole day away from... Kiko," Even her name sounds weird coming out
of your mind and it surely goes noticed by Jungkook, but he doesn't comment on it but you see him
pursing his lips a little. "You've already taken care of my ass since yesterday. I'm sure she'd
appreciate spending some time with you. Not that I care but... she probably thinks I'm annoying
because I know I'd be if my boyfriend was spending more time with his best friend than me."

Jungkook fights the urge to smile. This is you. You've this tough act whenever you're angry but
deep down, you really care. You consider other feelings and you just proved it again, but it's not
like Jungkook hasn't known that about you. But it's nice to witness it once again.

"She doesn't think you're annoying, Y/N," he clarifies which you roll your eyes at but he ignores it.

You might be right. Even though he tried to spend some time with her, you were on his mind a lot
which she obviously noticed but never voiced out loud. Then you didn't exactly make it easy and
he tried to save you from embarrassment or doing something you'd regret later on. But to be fair, if
it weren't for Kiko he wouldn't have to worry about you because Haneul would most likely be still
here and you wouldn't be hurt.

You needed him more than Kiko did, that's the truth. But this doesn't mean he doesn't feel like an
asshole boyfriend for barely spending some time with his own girlfriend. He'll talk to her later.

"Besides, I don't need permission to drive home my best friend." he adds, teeth nibbling on your
bottom lip to hide a smile when he says that.

It does sound satisfying when he says it, you can't help it.

Opening your mouth, you're ready to accept his offer after considering pros and cons when your
phone buzzes with a notification. You reach for the phone mindlessly, ready to check it without
much thinking but your features freeze when you see Haneul's name. It's a simple message, yet it
makes an uneasy stomach settle in your stomach once again. This is what you wanted, you wanted
him to reach out to you first but now that he finally has, you're surprised.

Haneul: can we talk ?

Jungkook watches your odd reaction, probably guessing what it means when he sees you staring at
the screen before you glance up and stare at him.

"It's Haneul," you confirm Jungkook's silent suspicion and even though your best friend frowns at
the mention of the guy he got to punch, he stays silent. "He wants to talk."

Now he scoffs, not being able to stay silent but he still doesn't say anything else and simply
watches you and gives you space to think it through, before you slowly start typing.

"when?" You type back, locking the phone as you toss it onto your lap with a thoughtful gaze.

It seems as though Haneul has been waiting for your response because it comes in a few seconds.
You're not sure what to think of it though. It's hard to figure out what Haneul thinks and the
message is obviously lacking any kind of emotion. It's blunt and straight to the point, maybe that's
why it makes you nervous. You're also not sure why you're nervous, you're mad at him for
disrespecting you. Why the hell are you the one who's nibbling on her bottom lip anxiously?

Haneul: whenever you want

"What did he say?" Jungkook asks, voice blunt and annoyed.

"He wants to talk whenever I want..." you murmur, still not texting him back.

Do you want to talk to him immediately? Or do you need some time to think about the whole thing
alone? You had enough time to think about it, but to be honest you were replaying what happened
and thought about how hurt you are rather than thinking about what your next move is going to be.

"Good, then don't talk to him." Jungkook exclaims carelessly, causing you to look at him.

"Jungkook..." you sigh, not surprised to see the annoyance and anger that's aimed at Haneul.

"Now he wants to talk? He leaves you here crying, heartbroken and now he has the guts to text you
wanting to talk?" His voice is not loud or sounding too angry, but hard enough to detect a little bit
of anger and annoyance. He's simply pointing out something you already know.

You know Jungkook is right, he did leave you here crying and heartbroken when he could've
handled it another way. More mature way. But who are you to judge? You've no control over how
he or anyone else handles things. However, you do wish he would just at least talk to you before he
has decided to leave so abruptly.

"I've to talk to him one way or another," you tell Jungkook, seeing him sighing but he lets it go,
knowing that's for the best. It's also the only right decision because you both don't know where you
stand and it has to be discussed. "I still can't believe you punched him though." you suddenly say,
chuckling a little as Jungkook stares dumbfoundedly at you for a moment before he shrugs.

"It's what he deserved."

Snorting, you don't argue. He's right. You still don't like that he punched someone because of you.

"How are your knuckles?" you ask, looking down at his hand as he looks at it and spreads his
fingers to get a closer look causing him to shrug.
"Good as new."

You roll your eyes, snatching his hand as you tug it closer to your face to inspect his skin. The
tattoos slightly cover the little red blemishes he has there, the only proof he punched your
boyfriend. Your fingers trace against the little wound, glancing at his face to see his reaction and if
it hurts or not, but Jungkook just stares right back at you, completely unbothered.

"Good as new my ass," you murmur, frowning at the slightly reddened skin. Well, it doesn't look
that bad but still, it's there. "Thanks, though." you tell him suddenly, causing him to frown as you
let go of his hand.

"For punching him," you clarify before you breathe out a chuckle. "Is that a weird thing? To thank
you for punching my boyfriend?"

Jungkook joins, chuckling as he shrugs. "It's not weird to thank me for punching someone who
disrespected you," he says, laughter dying down as his features soften while he's looking at you.
"But you don't have to thank me for that. You know I'd do it again."

You smile at that, nodding. "I think I need to thank you for that. Not just for punching him,
actually. But for having my back."

"Always," he tells you, both of you sharing a look that makes you clear your throat as you inhale a
huge breath while looking away. "You know I always have your back." he shrugs casually, sending
you a grin.

"Yeah, I know," you tell him, genuinely touched by his words. "And I thank you for that whether
you think I should or shouldn't." you tease, seeing him snorting while he rolls his eyes.

It's like your thing. Rolling eyes at each other constantly. But you wouldn't change that for
anything else. In times like these you realize, or more like you're reminded, how genuine and
precious your friendship with Jungkook is. How precious and genuine is he.

"God, woman, you're driving me crazy." he groans, causing you to laugh as he feigns annoyance.

"Wouldn't be the first time," you shrug casually, knowing you're getting on Jungkook's nerves
often and he always lets it slide. It's not like he can do something about it, is it? "But no really,
Kook. I actually wanted to apologize, well for everything. I acted childishly, stupid, like a bitch..."
you trail off, noticing how Jungkook nods, silently agreeing you while pursing his lips which
makes you smack him in the arm.

Both of you laugh at that, none of you surprised when he dodges your arm easily and pokes you in
your rib in return.

"I put you in an uncomfortable position, even though I knew I'd somehow hurt you. That's not what
friends do. It wasn't fair to you. God, can't you just be an awful friend?" you joke, laughing shakily
as you hear him chuckle before you genuinely stare at him with an apologetic look in your eyes.

"You don't have to apologize again, you've already apologized to me." he reminds you softly, eyes
telling you to just drop it because he sees how much it worries you. But you have to say it.

"Yeah, while being drunk," you snort, "I want you to know how genuine and serious I am about
this. And I'm pretty sure I'd fucking embarass myself if you weren't there. I still think I
embarrassed myself enough but it'd be even worse if you seriously weren't there."

"Fuck what others think," Jungkook shrugs, "I know you're genuine about this. I know you,
dummy, don't you know that?" he teases you, causing you to glare at him but there is a small smile
dancing on your lips.

"Jeon," you call out sternly suddenly. "Just let me apologize in peace, so I don't feel like a total
bitch."

"Alright, alright," he laughs, "But you're not a total bitch, though. Maybe just a small one." he
jokes, laughing like a maniac when you grab the pillow behind you and start smacking him with it.

"Yah!" he exclaims through laughing, eyes scrunched at the end while he gives you a toothy grin.

You stop, glaring at him playfully before you toss the pillow behind you.

"But I'll give you that, I'm a bitch." you agree, chuckling at yourself as Jungkook frowns a little.

"Hey, I was just joking. You're not a bitch," he tells you softly.

You smile at him, glancing at your phone. The silence follows after, Jungkook noticing the
direction your eyes are looking at. "So, what's the next move?"

You sigh, "I'll talk to him and then see how I feel about it. I don't really wanna come to some hasty
conclusion when I haven't even talked to him since... you know what."

Jungkook nods, keeping his lips in a straight line but it's so obvious he wants to say something
which makes you roll your eyes again. For the hundredth times today.

"Just spill it if you've something to say." you demand bluntly, causing him to sigh.

"Nah, I'm just gonna keep that to myself. It's not my relationship, you should do whatever feels
comfortable for you." He waves his hand at you, but you know him long enough that his mouth is
saying one thing but his eyes scream completely another one.

You're eyeing him suspiciously, knowing he's not very pleased with your decision but he realizes
it's not his decision to make and he actually respects your own. It's something you failed to do in
his relationship for quite some time. It's not your proudest moment but you also know it's because
the two of you have each other's back.

"Fine," you mutter, "I know you hate his guts and don't want him near me." you inform him and
Jungkook carelessly shrugs, not even denying it.

You unblock your phone, thumbs hovering over the screen for a second before you open his
message and start typing. "I'm going home today" you text back, settling on a simple message.
You're not exactly inviting him to meet today, but you're giving him information and it's up to him
what he'll do with it.

You're not sure if you want him to meet somewhere public. It's not like you're scared to be with
him in public, but you've a serious topic to talk about and it's probably best if you met somewhere
private. You don't need any prying ears around you, especially not when you'll discuss your
relationship.

Laying back down, you toss your phone beside you when the door of your room snaps open, your
friends coming there like a tornado. You barely get the glimpse of Taehyung's nest on his head,
briefly noticing him still wearing his pyjamas before he's running towards you, jumping on your
bed as he cuddles to you.
"Hey, my party soulmate." he greets you, a fresh scent of toothpaste coming off him as you snort at
him, letting him hug you.

"How are you so energized? I'm dying here." you complain, seeing Taehyung glancing up at you as
he sends you a boxy grin.

"Practice, experience... call it whatever."

You and Taehyung laugh together, fool around by Taehyung pressing himself against you while
you're playfully trying to get him off you. Meanwhile you're like two little kids, your giggles filling
the room, Jungkook informs Jimin about you possibly leaving today.

"You're leaving?" Jimin asks loudly, eyes big and wide while his plush lips pout slightly.

"What? No!" Taehyung gasps, releasing you as he sits up to look at you properly.

"Tae, stop being dramatic, we can see each other whenever." you tell Taehyung, ignoring how he's
purposely pouting at you.

Jungkook snorts, earning a childish glare from him as you sigh at your friends. "I don't know, it's
nice here but I want to go home. I don't think I can enjoy the rest of this trip, not until I sort some
things out."

Jimin and Taehyung stare at you confusingly, not quite sure what you want to sort out and before
they can think about it, Jungkook already explains it bluntly.

"The idiot texted her."

There we go.

Jungkook is completely unbothered when you send him a glare, silently scolding him for saying it
even though you know you'd say it anyway.

"What?"

"Oh, you can't be serious!"

Their loud voices cause you to wince but you shush them immediately, explaining to them the
same thing you explained to Jungkook. That you need to figure out your relationship, you can't just
stop talking to him. That's not how you like things, besides if you're about to end or continue this
relationship, you need some sort of closure about what happened here.

Even though their dramatic response is quite predictable, them having your back and automatically
jumping on that hate train towards Haneul, they're understanding as always.

"I still think he deserved that second punch, just so he knows he shouldn't mess with you."
Taehyung says with pursed lips, the three of you glancing at him with raised brows as he looks
oddly proudly at his thoughts.

"I'm sure he knows that by now." you chuckle, cringing when you think about Haneul's bleeding
nose. It must have hurt like hell.

"Yeah, thanks to Jungkook, look at him," Taehyung says, making his way to Jungkook as he grabs
his arm and starts squeezing his biceps which makes you snort while Jungkook stares at Taehyung
with raised brows.
Jimin is holding back laughter, already knowing what's about to happen.

"Look at this man," Taehyung exclaims dramatically and you bite back your giggles. "He's like a
mountain."

"Mountain? Really, Taehyung?" you ask, giggling as Taehyung frowns at the way you're making
fun of him.

"Yeah, I mean you should know that out of all people."

"Taehyung!" The three of you exclaim your friend's name, yours and Jungkook's face flushing at
his bluntness, both embarrassed that he brought that exact topic.

And you spend the next hour laughing with your friends while they help you pack, Taehyung
purposely hiding your stuff under the pillows or in random drawers to keep you there as long as he
can. He's acting as if he's not going home soon too and as if he won't see you for a year. You're
slightly annoyed at Taehyung's behavior, especially when you want to make it into Seoul before it
gets too dark. You don't want Jungkook to drive late at night, even though the road is usually more
calm at that time – but he deserves to spend his last day here instead of coming back late and then
going home the next day.

But still, you're touched by Taehyung's determination to keep you here, finding his pout cute. You
can't stay annoyed at him, no matter how many times you tell him to stop hiding your stuff all
around the room.

When Jungkook and Jimin are helping you with your suitcase and bag, meanwhile Taehyung is
sulking behind you, you're coming downstairs to inform everyone about your departure. Once
Jungkook sets the suitcase down, he informs you he's about to talk to Kiko and tell her he's driving
you home.

You're immediately ambushed by Maya and Namjoon, both of them surprised by your sudden
decision and even though they don't say anything, you see understanding in their eyes as they hug
you. Maya promises to get back to you once she'll be in Seoul, both of you promising to see each
other to hang out. Even when she mentions that "no boys are allowed" Namjoon doesn't seem
surprised a bit as he laughs at his girlfriend, but promises to see you soon too.

You thank Seokjin for letting you come on this trip and stay here, and even though he's not exactly
your friend and there aren't that many times the two of you talked, he's friendly and warm.

"There's no need to thank me, I'm glad you joined us. Jungkook's friends are my friends too," he
assures you, giving you a warm smile as you smile back in appreciation. "You can come here
anytime you want and join us. I told Jungkook that too."

He doesn't question you about your sudden want to leave, but you do think he already gets a clue.
Maybe he hasn't been involved in your own drama, but he's clearly not blind and his wife is
literally Kiko's best friend. There's no way he's clueless about the drama that has been going on in
his family's cabin.

You appreciate him not questioning you or giving you any weird and knowing looks.

As much as you feel slightly better after interacting with everyone and properly saying your
goodbye, you still don't regret your decision of staying longer. You've got some unfinished
business and the person behind the message that's sitting in your phone is the reason behind it.
Kiko and Hoseok are in the middle of preparing dinner when Jungkook finds them in the kitchen,
Hoseok messily opening the back of seaweed causing some of it to drop on the floor.

"Jungkook, hey," Hoseok says enthusiastically, ignoring Kiko's stare as he purposely ignores it
with a grin. "Did you come to help us?"

Kiko glances at Jungkook while putting out a cut board from one of the cupboards. They could use
some help, especially when Hoseok has no idea what he's even doing in the kitchen. To be fair, he
was the one who offered to help since most people cooked other days and he felt like he's not doing
much. Plus, he learns fast and with Kiko knowing how to cook, he'd be at least able to help her.
Unfortunately, it doesn't look that way right now since he managed to rip off the package causing
an even bigger mess.

"Uhh, no actually," Jungkook answers, scratching the back of his neck before he gives the two of
them a glance. "I'm actually about to drive Y/N home, I just came here to tell you that." His eyes
stay on Kiko because even though Hoseok is present, he's mostly informing her about it.

"She's going home?" she asks, opening her mouth in surprise before she can stop herself. Her
features are immediately twisted in guilt, something he and Hoseok notice right away but decide
not to comment on. They share a look though, right before Jungkook turns to Kiko and walks closer
to the kitchen island where she's standing on the opposite side of.

"Yeah," he simply answers, not wanting to say your reason or go into too much detail. It's not like
none of them doesn't get the hint of why you could be possibly leaving. "I'll drive her home and
then come back, so we can leave tomorrow. Does that still stand?"

"Yeah, sure!" Kiko says quickly, giving him a smile. "Don't you want to have dinner first? It won't
be done in an hour but you'll probably come late."

"No, it's fine. I'll just eat when I come back," They both know he probably won't because he can be
quite strict about his diet. Not necessarily in this season or right this time, but eating late at night
has always been a no for Jungkook. The other thing is that he usually breaks that rule though.

She doesn't look convinced but decides not to comment on it, even though she wishes he would just
eat before he spends an eight hour drive. Can't you go home tomorrow? Why do you've to go now?

"Why is she leaving so sudden?" Kiko asks, voicing out her thoughts. She doesn't sound bitter, just
curious and kind of confused. It doesn't make too much sense for you to be leaving in the
afternoon. "I mean at this time." she clarifies, knowing the three of them probably knows the real
reason why you've decided to leave.

"She told me earlier but me, Jimin and Taehyung talked to her for a moment and then we helped
her pack her stuff. Taehyung wasn't making it easy," Jungkook chuckles, still finding it funny how
Taehyung really wasn't making it easy for you and your annoyed expression and the glares you
gave him were even more amusing.

Finally he wasn't the one being glared at by you, he was quite enjoying it.

"Jimin and Taehyung want to stay here, so I offered to drive her home." he shrugs, explaining as
Kiko nods in understatement.

"Okay, um... do you think I can talk to her?" she asks carefully, nervously reaching for her ponytail
to pull it tighter. "To apologize... I should apologize before she leaves."

He understands that... but he's not very pleased at the idea even though he knows it probably will
be for the best. She wants to apologize and she has a reason for it. But he can't help but feel slightly
tensed at the idea of Kiko trying to talk to you. He just doesn't want any confrontation or fights, not
when everything is still fresh.

But like he said, it'll probably be for the best.

"I mean... you could try," Jungkook says lightly, "I'm not saying it'll go well but it's always good to
try."

The most preferable way would be if you stayed here for more days, so you'll cool down and be
more open about hearing her out. Hearing Kiko's apology. But since you're leaving, it's better if she
just does it right now. There won't be a lot of opportunities for you two to meet again.

Kiko nods stiffly, letting out a shaky breath before she glances at Hoseok who gives her an
encouraging smile in return. Jungkook takes her hand, doing the same thing as she offers him a
nervous smile before they walk away from the kitchen.

You're in the middle of pushing away Taehyung who keeps you in a tight hold, being dramatic as
always, giggling when he presses his cheek against yours. Jimin's bubbly laugh causes you to look
at him, finding him taking photos of you and Taehyung.

"Hey!" you laugh, scolding Taehyung because his pressed cheek against yours makes your lips
look puckered. You look ridiculous, feeling embarrassed but find the moment funny anyway.

Your and everyone else's laugh slowly dies down when you see someone else approaching you –
that someone being Jungkook, Kiko and Hoseok. Taehyung's hold on you slowly loosen up once
he notices them too, letting out an annoyed sigh when he sees Kiko but you don't have any specific
reaction. Jungkook is already looking at you with pleading eyes, almost looking worried rather
than pleading.

Your eyes drop to their intertwined fingers before you raise your brow at Jungkook, wondering
what she is doing here. Did he call her? Did he tell her to say goodbye to you? Surely he isn't that
stupid.

"Can I talk to you please?"

Kiko surprises you for speaking up first, clearly surprising Jungkook as well when he glances
down at her with doe eyes. She nibbles on her bottom lip, gripping Jungkook's hand even tighter.
She's nervous, that much is obvious and the sudden silence that surrounds you just puts even more
attention to the interaction.

The beat of silence definitely doesn't help the awkwardness that starts creating in the air. It wakes
you up from your stare, causing you to clear your throat as you try to look unphased by her
courage. You do have to give her that, she has courage. You were ready to fight her which you're
kind of embarrassed about to be honest. You still recognize that feeling of anger, knowing very
well why you wanted to do it in the first place. But you don't want to end up being marked as a
violent person, even though you don't regret lashing at her. Or at least trying to because if it weren't
for Jungkook, who knows what would happen.

But you probably know that. You'd jump at her, letting that anger and hurt get the best of you.

Taehyung purses his lips, it's something you notice from the corner of your eyes, as he already
stands up straight ready to say something smart in return. But before he can do that and earn glares
from her boyfriend and best friend, you surprise him and yourself by saying:
"Okay," It's simple, yet effective.

Taehyung's head snaps at you, mouth dropped open. "Are you serious?" he whispers, Jimin
uttering Taehyung's name through clenched teeth to warn him but Taehyung barely gives him a
look before he looks back at you.

"Whatever she has to say... she won't hurt me." you tell Taehyung quietly, not wanting everyone to
hear you.

"Not anymore." Taehyung retorts sarcastically, sending a glare to Kiko which makes Hoseok
frown, fully noting the inhospitality in his eyes.

Jungkook sighs, giving Kiko an encouraging squeeze of his hands before he lets her go. Your eyes
stay attached to Kiko, not fully recognizing what you're feeling. Is it hate? Even after everything
that has happened, after she made you so angry to the point you were yelling at her and practically
were ready to fight her, you're sure you don't feel hate. It's a strong word.

You've never truly hated her. You might've thought you hate her for hurting Jungkook's feelings,
for breaking his heart when he never deserved it. Not when he has loved her so much. You've
never seen someone love someone else this much. Some part of you is still sure you kind of hate
her for doing that, but you know it's just that metaphorical hate instead of the real one where you
couldn't stand her and wished her awful things.

You're so engrossed by your thoughts to notice Jungkook hinting to everyone to give you some
space, not until you see Kiko slowly and cautiously approaching you when there's no one around.

Behind her, you notice Taehyung frowning in the distance at the interaction between you and her
while Jimin keeps telling him something. Probably telling him to calm down because you're sure
Taehyung is ready to interfere any minute.

"I'm not gonna bite," you mutter at her, rolling your eyes at the way she keeps playing with her
fingers while staring at you with those annoying innocent eyes. Okay, maybe you're still angry. But
you've never said you weren't so...

She looks a little surprised by your sudden words, cheeks flushing for a second as she gives you a
stiff nod.

"Are you gonna talk or what?" Oh, you don't mean to sound so cold and mean but you just can't
help it. You can't control yourself. It annoys you how cautious she's acting around you – not that
she doesn't have a reason for that – but well, you find it annoying anyway because it looks like
you're the bitch here.

"I wanted to apologize to you," she starts and you don't quiver, expecting this to be the reason why
she wanted to talk.

She probably feels too guilty, so she wants to apologize to make herself feel better about the whole
thing and before you can leave. You wonder if Jungkook advised her to talk to her, he did go to
find her to inform her about him driving you home. Maybe he told her something. It doesn't matter
though, it's not important.

"I know my apology won't do anything, but I just want you to know that I'm very sorry. I don't
expect you to forgive me, I know I screwed up badly and I wish I could take it back. I didn't mean
to tell him, Y/N,"

You stare at her, voice cold at the mention of your name. She rarely says your name but then – she
rarely speaks to you. You can't help it, she just makes you feel so irritated. She says your name as
if you were on a friendly basis. But that's just you being bitter and petty once again. How else is
she supposed to call you? You almost want to laugh at yourself, you're acting ridiculous.

"Jungkook was right, I didn't think. I should've considered that he might doesn't know about you
and Jungkook,"

Jungkook said that? Well, it's not like you're shocked but you're touched by the gesture. He really
was mad once you told him what happened. You don't think you've ever seen him being so mad at
her. He literally grabbed her while storming out of the room.

"I should've considered that option. He did ask about you and Jungkook, but I just thought he's
curious about my point of view. You guys are close and I know some people don't get it." Well,
she is right about that but you just stare at him with a blunt look.

If Haneul kept asking about you and Jungkook, which to be fair is both surprising and expected at
the same time, she should've considered that he doesn't know. But to be fair, you can't expect her to
analyze every single thing about your relationship. It happened, you're not very fond of her and
you're still angry that she set her mouth on loose, but something tells you she didn't do it on
purpose.

You do feel slightly betrayed by Haneul, getting to know he asked about you and Jungkook when
you simply explained your friendship to him. He told you he trusts you and maybe he did. Maybe
he really just wanted to talk to Kiko about it since she's Jungkook's girlfriend. But no, you can't
bring yourself to overthink this thing. It won't do any good and--

"What's done is done," you tell her, shrugging. "You had no right to tell him that. I don't go around
people and tell them you cheated on Jungkook. No matter how many times I had the opportunity to
do it, I didn't."

She winces when you mention the cheating part, the topic that Jungkook is very sensitive to this
day and doesn't want to be reminded of it. You get that but still, it happened.

"I know and I appreciate that." she tells you, features twisting to a hurtful grimace as she suddenly
looks away and takes a sharp breath.

You're not going to lie, she looks broken for some reason and you almost feel bad for her. And
maybe you do because you suddenly get the urge to just let this conversation go.

"Thanks for apologizing," you mutter, clearing your throat as she looks up at you with hopeful
eyes. "I'm still mad though." you inform her, not waiting for her response as you brush past her.

You walk straight towards Jungkook, his doe eyes already watching you with mere frowned and
worried eyes. Undoubtedly, he watched your interaction from afar. He opens his mouth, probably
voicing his thoughts, ready to question you about how it went but before he can do that, you're
already cutting him off, silently telling him you just want to go home.

"Can we go, please?"

He closes his mouth, momentarily glancing at Kiko to check on her. She gives him a slight smile,
his worries slightly drifting away before he looks at you and gives you a nod. Seokjin calls him
over though, saying something about giving him keys just in case everyone will be asleep when he
comes back. He won't come back that late but still, it's better for him to take the keys just in case.

"So, you're leaving huh?"

You don't hide your surprise at the sight of Hoseok approaching you, a small grin attached to his
heart shaped lips.

"Thank your best friend for that," you blurt out, regretting it as soon as his grin drops and a frown
settles on his face instead. Way to go, Y/N. "I didn't mean that." you add immediately, silently
cursing at yourself once again.

You and Hoseok have been on good terms, ever since Jungkook got drunk and the two of you kind
of talked. You remember hugging him to assure him everything between you two is in the past.
Jungkook's drunk blubbering and him knocking on the car's window, telling Hoseok to not touch
you is still one of the very remembered memories of Jungkook being drunk. He was so annoying
back then.

Not that you weren't annoying while being drunk just last night. You didn't make it any easier for
him.

You've come to the conclusion that Hoseok questioned you and Jungkook, quite justifiably because
you dating was never a real thing, was just his way of being a best friend to Kiko. To see it from a
different perspective is always different. If it was you and Jungkook, you know you'd act quite
similar if not the same. He was protecting her, which you can't quite understand because she was
the one who broke his heart. She was the one who cheated on Jungkook. Why the hell would he be
so protective over her?

Maybe he's secretly in love with her. Even Jungkook wondered if he's the guy she cheated on him
with. That would break his heart all over again. Hoseok is Jungkook's friend too.

"You did mean it," Hoseok says plainly, "You know, I don't agree with everything she's done. But
she's not a bad person, I mean it."

"That's what every best friend would say." you point out, not really interested in him trying to
persuade how Kiko is goody two shoes. Jungkook is doing a great job at that.

"Maybe, but I'm also honest with her. I've got her back because she's my best friend, doesn't mean I
agree with everything she has done,"

You're surprised by the bluntness of his words. You wouldn't expect him to be so open with you all
of a sudden.

"Isn't your friendship with Jungkook the same?"

It's like a slap to your face because he is right. And he knows that. Jungkook always has your back,
no matter what. The same thing goes to you.

You were honest about him getting back to Kiko. You wanted him to see his own worth, protecting
him just like any best friend would do. But at the end of the day, you've told him to follow his
heart and if being with her again will make him happy, so be it. The decision has been solely up to
him. The other thing is you, not being able to be friends with her, but you've talked about this to
Jungkook.

Even though you showed and told Jungkook your opinion about her, you've always supported him
and his decision. Especially after seeing him wanting her back so bad.

"I've everything, we can go," Jungkook's voice booms out a few meters away from you, his
presence stopping beside you in seconds as he eyes you and Hoseok for a moment, a little frown
decorating his face. "Everything okay?"
He sounds slightly cautious, maybe sensing the weird atmosphere between you and Hoseok even
though you just stare at each other with unreadable gazes. Is everything okay? You're not interested
in listening to how Kiko is not a bad person. She doesn't have to be, but people constantly
reminding you as if you were the bad guy is getting on your nerves.

At the end of the day, you realize that Hoseok is her friend and sees things from another
perspective, therefore your opinions and thoughts are different. You and Jungkook would most
likely act the same, if it were you. But you're not in that position and you're not interested in trying
to find an excuse for them or overly trying to understand them. Maybe you're selfish, but you've a
right to have your own opinion based on your emotions and what happened.

"Yeah," Hoseok speaks up, voice cheerful all of a sudden while he responds to Jungkook, eyes
staying on you. "I was just saying goodbye, sad to see you already leaving."

You're not sure if his words are even honest, it sounds to you almost as if he's purposely saying
that. He was saying goodbye, but he certainly wasn't talking just about that. You both know that
and he knows you won't say anything, his little smirk saying it all.

"Yeah, you really look sad." you mutter sarcastically, hearing Jungkook suck in breath as he grabs
you by your shoulders, placing his palms there.

"Alright, bye Hobi hyung, we gotta go now." Jungkook chuckles almost nervously, turning you
around in case you'd say something else.

You've a playful grin on your face when you turn your head to look at Jungkook, seeing him giving
you an amused grin as he shakes his head at you. There is a scolding glint in his eyes but he doesn't
comment on it, simply guiding you to your stuff where Jimin and Taehyung are already standing.

A few minutes later and you're still enveloped in Taehyung's arms as he clings to you like a little
kid. Even Jimin's patience is running low when he calls him dramatic. Deep down you get a feeling
Taehyung is doing it because he genuinely feels bad for you, knowing why you're feeling. He
pities you because he knew how excited you were about this trip and now it's ruined for you.

So he acts like a little kid, hoping to at least distract you and make you laugh. But at the same time,
this is Taehyung you're talking about and he does a lot of things that even he can explain.

"Okay, that's enough," Jungkook's patience runs low too when he sees the desperate look you give
him. He takes matters into his own hands, separating you and Taehyung by grabbing your
shoulders.

Taehyung pouts but lets you go, Jimin telling him to stop stalling you because you still have a long
road ahead of you. For the last time, you wave at everyone and quickly walk out of the cabin with
Jungkook to his car. He loads all of your stuff to his truck, ushering you to go sit into the car when
you offer him your help. They're your bags anyway, but he just dismisses you and tells you to go
into the car, saying you'll catch a cold.

He is right. It's freezing. It's cold even in the car but the air isn't as sharp as outside. You're met
with a pleasant scent of leather seats and that typical scent Jungkook's car has when you finally sit
down. Just as you're putting on your seatbelt, Jungkook joins you and ruffles his hair once he sits
down, a couple of snowflakes slowly falling down his hair which makes you notice that it has
started to snow.

He turns on the heating right away while turning on the engine, his hands being in an automatic
mode as it's a second nature to him. You watch him, not understanding all those fancy buttons his
car has even until this day, even though you like cars. It has so many functions, fancy functions,
that made your head spin when Jungkook tried to explain everything to you when he showed you
his new car.

As Jungkook puts his car into drive, driving out of its parking spot while you look outside, giving a
last glance to the cabin before you make yourself more comfortable. There's still a light outside as
snowflakes start to fall onto the windshield, Jungkook's turned on wipers wiping them away.

"You okay?" Jungkook speaks up, throwing you a quick glance before his eyes are on the road
again.

He drives through the cabins, the same ones you admired when you first arrived here.

"Yeah," you answer, "I wonder if I should've stayed longer."

"I can still turn it around," Jungkook teases, chuckling when he sees your bulged out eyes and the
panic in them. "I thought you wanna go home." he says more seriously, a genuine concern and
curiosity laced with his voice.

"Yeah, I still want to," you assure him, "I just feel bad for you driving me this late."

"It's not even that late." Jungkook protests.

"You know what I mean," you roll your eyes playfully, "You'll come back late--"

"Ah," Jungkook groans, "Stop. Don't worry about me. I don't mind driving you home, I offered. I
wouldn't have done that if I didn't wanna do it. Stop thinking of yourself as a burden. I can't believe
we're having this conversation again."

He laughs but you know you must be annoying, you're just simply voicing out your thoughts. Your
decision is not the smartest, not if you think about Jungkook and the fact he's the one who's driving
you home when he's leaving tomorrow. It's not very practical when you think about it.

You let it go, enjoying the soft music that plays from the speaker while you both sit in silence
admiring the beautiful snowy scenery around you.

"Hey, hey, you, you I don't like your girlfriend,

No way, no way, I think you need a new one,"

One hour of ride already in and Jungkook is regretting letting you choose the music. He gives you
a look with his brow raised, lips pursed in both amused and annoyed grin as you give him a
sheepish look, stopping your singing.

"Do you want to tell me something?" he muses.

"Hm, I think you know," you smirk, "This wasn't on purpose though. I just played my old bops
playlist and this song came on." you explain, chuckling at the ridiculous moment of this song
playing.

It's true. Jungkook offered to pair your phone with his car, so you did. After singing a few of your
favorite songs and having casual talks, you played one of your playlists that consists of older songs
that you and Jungkook undoubtedly know. You had your fun singing Shakira, Rihanna, Chris
Brown and Pitbull. They're a must-have in a playlist like this one.
"So..." he starts slowly, causing you to turn down the volume a bit as you stare at him curiously.

His eyes stay attached to the road, one hand gripping the steering wheel while the other one plays
with his button lip. His hair is getting longer, some of it getting into his face but he doesn't seem to
mind too much, softly pulling it away every now and then.

The grey colored sweatshirt, oversized again because he has grown attached to that style of
clothing over the years, makes him look cozy with his sweatpants. It looks like a lazy outfit but he
definitely rocks it and barely has put any effort in it. It's definitely a different choice of outfit than
the one he was wearing yesterday, but you still can't help but let your eyes linger on him for a little
longer before his voice snaps you out of your ogling.

"She talked to you?"

"You're asking me as if you didn't know already." you chuckle, scoffing a little as you look out of
the window for a moment. You've been on a highway for a while now, Jungkook's car driving
smoothly and quietly amongst the countless other cars.

"But what did she say though?" he asks, ears perking as you glance at him with confused and
furrowed brows.

"You don't know? Weren't you the one who sent her?"

"What? No," Jungkook answers, frowning a little. "She wanted to talk to you. I didn't tell her
anything."

"Oh," you let out, genuinely surprised by the information. "She apologized." you answer, not
letting yourself to think about it too much because there's no reason.

"Oh... that's it?" He looks dumbfounded for a moment, tilting his head to the side.

"What else do you wanna hear? I'm still angry at her," you shrug, cursing at yourself for sounding
cold.

He's just asking after all and you're becoming huffy all over again. Jungkook knows that because
the only reaction he has to that is a sigh. It'd be easier if he said something, at least you wouldn't
feel kind of bad for sounding so harsh. Harsh but honest, you're trying to tell yourself.

"I appreciate her apologizing, I think she really didn't mean to say anything to Haneul," you start
unsurely, "But it doesn't change anything. I'm mad, she had no right to say that to him. But I also
realize that her telling him didn't affect how he reacted to it, you know?" you ask, voice softening
with each sentence.

Jungkook nods, letting you share your thoughts with him as he gives you a space to think about it.

"I am angry because she said something she shouldn't have. I was supposed to tell him, it's my
relationship and also my responsibility to tell him. But when I think about when I talked to Haneul,
her telling him was the least of his concerns. He didn't even care what she told him, he cared more
about me not telling him."

"Well, yeah but you said you were planning on telling him. Which I absolutely understand. You
shouldn't feel too bad about it, Y/N. You've known him for how long? A month? He can't possibly
think he has the right to know every detail of your life because you started dating him,"

You know that, but it's nice to hear someone else say it and confirm your own opinion about it. It's
that extra support you need and whether Jungkook is saying it because he knows this or not, doesn't
matter.

"And this isn't just some random stuff about you. You need your time too and he should've
respected that."

Nodding, you silently agree with him while staring out of the window. You're not sure what else to
say. You know Jungkook is right but you still feel bad. It doesn't change anything about what
happened between you and Haneul. You're not innocent in this, you're acknowledging that you're
hurt him and it makes you feel bad and guilty too. You just wish he could understand you more.
And then what he said... you're too shocked to even know what you really want from him. Do you
want to be with someone who has treated you like that? It has made you see him in a different light.

Shocked. That's how you feel about Haneul because you'd have never guessed the guy that was so
sweet and charmed you, would ever say something like that. Some part of you understands him,
just a tiny part that knows he just said it out of hurt and anger. At least you hope it was like that.
But the rest of you just want to slap him and get all angry when you replay his words.

"That's why I need to talk to him. To get closure, see what I'm feeling."

"Do you love him?"

You almost gasp at the straightforward question, not expecting him to ask you that when you've
barely finished your sentence.

Love. Have you ever been truly in love? You wouldn't know. With Haechan, you were so sure you
loved him until you both felt like your relationship wasn't going anywhere. After you both settled
on a mutual break-up, with no hard feelings, it made a lot of things easier. You've realized it
probably wasn't love. Some part of you loved him, but it wasn't that kind of love everyone is dying
to experience. You're sure of it.

With Haneul, you like him. You really like him a lot. Or you liked him? Your feelings are all over
the place at the moment but one thing you're sure about is that it isn't love yet.

"I think it's too soon for me to say if I love him or not," you decide to say, speaking out your
thoughts while Jungkook listens attentively.

That makes sense. Can you really be all in love with someone you've known for a month? As much
as he kept you happy and you were positive this relationship is stronger than the one you had with
Haechan, you know it's too soon to talk about anything related to love. You've wanted to see where
it brings you. You've had a good feeling about him, about your relationship. But now? You're not
so sure.

"I think I'd be able to, sometime in the future. And now, after what happened between us, I'm not
even sure if I'm capable of that."

"Yeah, that makes sense..." Jungkook murmurs, "Once you love someone, you'll know."

That makes you scoff. It must be a nice feeling to be in love with someone. Everyone is saying
you'll know that feeling naturally but here you are, questioning yourself and your own feelings.
Deep down you know you've probably haven't fallen in love yet.

However, there are people who genuinely just like each other. Are married, have kids together but
they don't love each other. You don't want that.
Deep inside you're a hopeless romantic. You want to fall in love, have kids with that person, build
your future together and grow old. The thought of getting divorced after years of marriage,
especially when you've a responsibility in the form of kids or some financial responsibilities, scares
you.

Most family members in your own family are divorced. Even your ex–classmates and friends you
no longer hang out with had divorced parents. Everytime you think about it, you're hit with a
reality knowing the percentage of failed marriages or just relationships in general is increasing.

"When did you know you're in love with her?" you ask, glancing at Jungkook whose brows swiftly
shoot up for a moment. He wasn't ready for that kind of question.

You don't remember having a conversation with him about this specific topic. He had a mature
relationship with someone before Kiko, but according to his words it wasn't anything too serious.
Shortly said, it wasn't someone Jungkook pictured his future with. But then she came and Jungkook
went completely crazy for her. He could talk about her for hours, constantly checking his phone in
case she texted him back.

From that moment you knew she's different from any other girl Jungkook was dating.

"At first I was completely smitten by her," Jungkook says, chuckling a little, sounding somehow
nervous as he recalls his feelings at the beginning.

You don't judge him for it. You might not be very fond of her, but Kiko is beautiful. She's exactly
Jungkook's type, they are perfect for each other – visually, of course. When he first showed you
her picture, cheeks slightly red and a giddy smile on his lips, you weren't surprised to see someone
beautiful.

"Then I just remembered that I knew that I love her. Whenever I thought about her, whenever I was
with her... it's hard to describe it. I think I realized how much I truly love her when we started
talking about our future. It was no longer just a relationship that happened in the beginning. We
started discussing future plans, I wanted her to move in... but you know about that,"

You nod, trying not to grimace. If she wasn't stupid and didn't cheat, she'd probably live with him
by now.

"And I still love her. I still get those sparks... I sound stupid but I still get those sparks of love, you
know? That's why I wanted to try and give her a second chance. She hurt me, she really did but I
love her too much to just give up without trying. I was wondering how I'll feel once we get back
together and I still feel the same. The same love I've felt for her from the beginning,"

Even the little disgust feeling you're currently feeling at the thought of Kiko, realizing how lucky
she is, you're not stupid not to notice the honesty and vulnerability in Jungkook's voice. You're not
sure if he has been this open about anything to anyone else that isn't you.

But you love moments like these – when the two of you are having deep talks full of honesty,
vulnerability.

"Not gonna lie... we did take a few steps back after... you know what. But if I ever doubt my
feelings for her or how I feel about all of it, I wouldn't go to this length."

"But your relationship had to change, even a little bit."

"Of course, it did," Jungkook agrees, "I love her, she loves me but I'm being more careful and
aware now. I didn't invite her to spend Christmas with me and my family, and not just even that but
also a lot of other things. We communicate a lot, that helps too."

"Communicating, uhm..." you mutter, raising your brow at him which he quickly catches as he lets
out an embarrassed chuckle.

"Yeah, communicating," he agrees, scrunching his nose a little knowing what you're insinuating.
"But the sex is great too but if I'm being honest, we no longer go r--"

"Ew," you cut him off, faking a gagging sound as he starts laughing at you while your face is
scrunched in pure disgust. "You're disgusting. The last thing I wanna hear is your sex life with her.
Ew, what the fuck, Kook."

"What, I thought we're talking!" he defends through laughing as you let out another set of 'Ews'.

"You don't have to be that open and honest, Jeon." you snap, scrunching your nose again.

"Like you weren't fucking while I was on the phone." he scoffs, not hesitating even a bit as you
choke on your spit.

"That was--that wasn't-- it's your fault!" you exclaim, feeling the heat in your cheeks at the
reminder of that.

"How is that my fault?" he scoffs, emphasizing the 'my' part as he shakes his head.

"You were the one who constantly kept calling me. We both know you'd keep doing that until I
pick up, you're annoying."

"Uhm, uhm... excuses, excuses," he snickers, "But I'm glad you finally admit it."

"Admit what?"

"That you were, indeed, having sex while I was on the phone. You were very determined that you
weren't when I asked you about that." Looking at him, you see the way his lips twitch in an
amusement causing you to groan at him.

"Who even asks a person about such a thing?" you exclaim, "You're the weird one here. You were
confronting me about it."

"Oh come on, I was just teasing you," he groans, silently cackling while you roll your eyes at him
and huff in your seat. "You made it more fun though, kept lying and getting all frustrated because I
called you out for it."

"You're awful," you comment, crossing your arms over your chest as you huff again. "I know how
you sound when you're getting fucked." You mimic his deep voice, your body naturally shivering
when you remember his exact tone when he said that to you.

"Because I know and I had to prove it since you were denying it," he deadpans, shrugging as you
gape at him quickly growing embarrassed. "I said what I said."

"That's not what you say to your best friend." you argue, biting your lower lip as you stare at his
hand instead of his face, eyes attached to his tattoos to distract yourself.

"You also don't fuck your best friend," he points out back, his name falling out of your mouth
immediately as he chuckles. "Oh yeah, fuck, mhmmm-- that's hard to forget, sorry."

Your jaw falls to the floor, your eyes bulging out when you hear Jungkook mimicking your moans.
"I don't sound like that!" you argue, slapping his arm but not hard knowing he's driving and it
barely does anything, just makes him laugh even more at the distress in your voice.

Your cheeks burn, actually your whole body burns from embarrassment and maybe a little
excitement too – which you'd rather not admit. You hate how much effect those memories with
him have on you.

"Yeah, you do," he smirks, biting his lower lip as he cockily smirks at the road, purposely knowing
you're seeing it anyway. "Nothing to be embarrassed about though."

"Okay, let's not talk about that," you quickly dismiss him, waving him off. "Fuck, I'll need a shot
from this conversation when I get home."

Deep chuckle resounds in the car as you breathe out, fanning your face a little. "Didn't you say
you're not going to drink for another couple of months?" Jungkook teases you, earning a side glare
from you.

"That was before this conversation happened," you snap, "Not one shot, I need to get drunk."

Jungkook knows you're just joking, mainly being dramatic and he can't help but find you amusing.
This is his specialty, teasing you and annoying you to the point you get all frustrated.

"Okay, but I'm not dealing with your drunk and brat ass again."

You feign a dramatic gasp, palm stretched on your chest as Jungkook looks serious, although you
notice his lips twitching slightly. "I admit, I was kinda bad... but I apologized." You give him a
crooked smile which he quickly looks at, shaking his head amusingly at you.

"Yeah, and I told you it's okay but I'd rather not repeat that any time soon." he jokes, not wanting
you to get offended but you don't.

You know he's right, you really gave him a hard time yesterday and you kind of paid for it the next
morning. You don't think your hangover has ever been that bad before. And you still feel bad. But
surprisingly, he managed to take care of you even in your drunk and annoying state. As you replay
the memories from last night, you're certain you were incredibly annoying and you wonder how
the hell Jungkook put up with you.

You were acting stupid and you're embarrassed about a lot of things that night, one of them making
you chuckle when you replay it. It feels like it hasn't happened but you know it did.

"What?" Jungkook breathes out a light chuckle, glancing at you when he hears you chuckle under
your breath.

"No, nothing."

"Oh come on, don't do that." he whines, pouting a little as you roll your eyes and sigh.

"Fine," you tell him, his ears perking up as he attentively listens. "I just can't believe you spanked
me. So embarrassing."

You're a little embarrassed to be so straightforward about this, especially when the two of you have
a history that includes spanking. You don't want him to think it turned you on or something, you
knew it wasn't meant like that. You're simply finding that moment funny, considering it was the
only thing that helped.
"It was the only way to shut you up," he offers teasingly, "Glad it worked." he adds, poking a
tongue into the inside of his cheek cockily as you flush even more.

Fuck, how long until you're home?

 Chapter 42
Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

The first time you've stepped into the apartment, you could notice the lingering smell of take-away
in the air. Chinese, you'd guess while taking off your boots. To be honest, it had been your way of
not focusing on the person standing in the same room while watching you. The smell of food hasn't
been the only thing lingering in the air, you're sure you could smell the awkwardness and tension
in it too from the moment you've stepped through the front door.

You've never been here before. You've always hung out at your place, knowing there won't be
anyone disturbing you. And there hasn't been the right time for you to come over and meet
Haneul's roommates, since one of them has always been here and this place had been barely empty
and free of his nosy roommates.

But it's different now. There is a complete silence in here and it feels like it's just the two of you.
You and Haneul.

After Jungkook drove you home, you found another message from Haneul suggesting you could
meet the next day, saying he can come over or you can come over, not forgetting to add there won't
be anyone at his place. You thought about it – weighing the pros and cons of the unavoidable
situation and conversation you're about to have. If you were doing this at your place, you'd
probably feel more comfortable because you're home. But if anything goes downhill, it's always
better to leave than to be the person who has to kick someone out. You'd like to avoid that and
that's why you've agreed to come meet Haneul at his place.

It's not very different from what you've imagined it to look like. There are random things laying on
the floor, not necessarily a mess. There are three skateboards – two in the entryway and one in the
living room, leaned against the wall. A few clothes are just laying here and there as Haneul curses
silently at his roommates while he takes the clothes and tosses them into one of the rooms.

"I'm sorry about the mess." he tells you as he finally joins you and sits on the opposite side from
you, who's sitting on the couch, while he sits on a chair that's angled towards you.

You finally take the courage to look him in the eyes, feeling a slight pang in your chest at the sight
of him. You're not sure what's the cause of it. Whether it's the bags under his eyes and clear sight of
him being tired, or his soft features that you've always admired but then you're reminded what
happened and what he said that it all fades away. You don't know.

There's a still fresh bruise on his cheek and jaw, looking way worse than Jungkook's knuckles. The
bruise being a reminder of what happened too. It looks painful, Jungkook definitely didn't go easy
on him with that punch.

The only thing that feels right is for you to clear your throat and sit straight, features clear out of
any emotions. "I didn't come here to see if you and your roommates clean this place," You almost
don't recognize your voice – how cold and stern you sound. "I came here to talk about us."

Haneul is surprised, you can see it from the way his eyes slightly widen as he slowly nods. "Of
course." he murmurs, awkwardly shifting on his spot.

He just sits there, not sure what to say and you just wish he'd take the lead, but you both have a lot
to say. Taking matters into your own hands, you clear your throat again as you focus your eyes on
the game controller for a minute.

"Okay, I'll start," you say, not wanting to beat around the bush. "I'm sorry it ended this way, I
wasn't planning on that to happen. But you need to know that one of the things I planned, was
telling you about me and Jungkook,"

You see the way he tenses at the mention of Jungkook, the topic clearly still sensitive.

"As much as I've tried to understand your point of view, and I think I understood some of it... I
think you need to try and understand me too. We've been dating for a month. What happened
between me and Jungkook is such an intimate and personal topic, I don't go around and tell
everyone my private business. I know you're my boyfriend, or was I don't even know--"

"I am, I didn't break up with you." he cuts you off with a slight frown, not really liking how you
suspect him of not being your boyfriend.

"Listen to me," you scold him through clenched teeth and he shuts his mouth immediately. "I know
you as my boyfriend deserve to know about this. I wanted to tell you once I was hundred percent
sure about us. Don't be mad at me, but dating someone for one month isn't a long time. I didn't feel
comfortable telling you about it and I feel even more uncomfortable to know I wasn't the one
telling you and that you didn't hear it from me. I've a right to feel uncomfortable talking about such
an intimate and private thing, you've to realize this happened before I even met you. I didn't cheat
on you, I didn't lie to you and I was planning on telling you. Some part of me knew once you'd
know about me and Jungkook, you would see him and us in a different light and I was right,"

You take a deep breath, looking around for a few seconds before you continue.

"I wanted you to see me and Jungkook as friends, I knew the truth could and would eventually
mess up your perspective. I wanted you to understand our friendship which I knew from the start
wouldn't be easy. Me and Jungkook have always been close, whether you like it or not. Way before
we had our deal. But it hasn't affected us the way you probably think it has. I can't blame you for
that, at least not that much. There are a lot of people who just don't get us just because we're a
woman and a man. They didn't get us way before our deal happened and they don't get us after,"

You realize there's a certain sexual tension between you and Jungkook. Your dreams and own
mind is reminding you that often, but it doesn't happen to the point you'd even consider something
more. The two of you have your own lives, even though you're involved in each other's life very
much.

"I understand it must be uncomfortable for you to know about us. To suddenly question our every
interaction and see something more behind it, but it's not like that. I know you've been questioning
our friendship and some part of me understands that too. But what I told you about our friendship
with Jungkook is a complete truth, I warned you we're close and I asked you to trust me. You told
me you trust me."

"I trusted you," he speaks up, frowning a little. "I trusted you and then I found out you slept with
him."

"Slept with him before I even knew you and we were both single. With whom I slept with before
our relationship is technically none of your business." you snap, taking a deep breath to calm down
yourself.

"But he's not just anyone. He's your best friend, someone you hang out with almost every day,
you're in touch with him every day."

"I get that, I know it's weird but this is where the trust comes. You sound jealous."

He scoffs at that, looking away which just proves your assumptions. He is jealous.

"So what?" He finally admits it. "What's so wrong with being jealous after finding out my
girlfriend used to sleep with her best friend?"

You scoff at that, shaking your head. "Because I told you to trust me and that there's no reason to
be jealous. If me and Jungkook wanted to date, we'd do that a long time ago."

He stares at you, a frown slowly fading away as he lets his thoughts take over for a moment before
his features soften.

You're not sure how to feel about this. About him. You've barely started and you feel even more
conflicted with each second. One second you look at him and are just reminded of all the good
times you shared with him, even though there haven't been that many but you remember that
feeling of excitement – how excited you were to spend more time with him, to let your relationship
grow. And you just want to go up to him and cuddle him, be close to him again.

But the other second you're reminded of the mess that's been created, how much he hurt you. As
much as you think you're not innocent in this, you're definitely not the bad guy here either.

"Alright, I was insecure too," he admits, letting out a shaky breath. "After finding out about you
two, I was just reminded of how good you get along. And Jungkook is... well, he's him and I can't
possibly compete with that."

"You don't have to compete with anyone, Haneul," you remind him, also understanding that this is
where his insecurity is coming from. "Jungkook is amazing but I chose to date you for a reason.
Jungkook is completely in love with his girlfriend."

"Yeah... but... I felt like an asshole there. I was so embarrassed in front of everyone."

"Not everyone knew, I'm not sure how many people know about it but I guess everyone probably
knows by now. Thanks to the scene you caused," You don't mean to sound so accusatory but you
can't help it, the bitter feelings are coming back.

His scowl is prominent and you know he doesn't like you accusing him of it being his fault.

"I wish you'd handle things more maturely. We should've talked about it, sit down like adults and
discuss it and even though I understand you needed a space, you didn't have to leave so suddenly
and leave me there practically without anything, not knowing what will happen with us."

"I told you I'm not breaking up with you." he remarks.

"Yeah, after I asked you because you were too immature to talk to me like an adult," you bark, "But
I've been understanding about that too,"

Now it's your turn to glare at him, making sure he sees the way your features turn cold and angry.

"What I don't understand is, how dare you to slut-shame me? You did it in front of everyone but
even if you didn't, how dare you do that?"

Haneul gulps at your suddenly loud and angry tone, opening his mouth before he closes it again.
"How dare you bring Jimin and Taehyung into this? How dare you assume I slept with them?"

"Y/N..."

"You hurt me, you made me so embarrassed and mad for saying that," You hate how shaky your
voice is starting to sound, but you need to say this. If you don't, you know you'd just regret it later.
"I thought I knew you but you completely shocked me. That wasn't like you at all. Or maybe I
never knew the real you. One month is a short time to get to know someone perfectly, isn't it?"
Chuckling bitterly, you shake your head at yourself for having so much trust in him.

"No, Y/N... please, it's me. I'm sorry, I was just mad and hurt too. I didn't mean it."

"You don't slut-shame someone just because you're mad and hurt!" you exclaim, voice cracking as
you feel your eyes getting watery. Oh, get it together Y/N. "That was the last drop."

"W-what does this mean? You don't want to be with me?" It's almost funny how scared he
suddenly seems to be at that thought. When you were the one crying and begging him to stay to
talk it out with you, he left like a coward. But you still had excuses for him. He's just mad, hurt and
heartbroken by the news. And then he said what he said.

Up until now, you've been a little conflicted about how your relationship will end up. That's why
you wanted to meet him and see for yourself how you feel about him, about the two of you. But the
more you talk and the more you've him in front of you makes your decision more clear. Nothing is
final yet though.

"Tell me Haneul," you start, ignoring his question. "If I told you and you knew it from me... would
you react differently? Be honest."

You're not sure if he will be honest with you. He could easily lie to you and tell you that yes, he'd
act differently. You see him looking at you with those brown eyes, his lips settling downwards as
he slowly shakes his head.

"I don't think so, no," At least he is honest which makes you nod appreciatively. "I'd still be
insecure and jealous. Mad and hurt..." he trails off. "Listen Y/N, I'm so sorry for reacting the way I
did. I'm sorry for saying... slut-shaming you." He winces at the mention of that.

"Sorry doesn't cut it for me." you snap at him, giving him another glare as he sighs, scratching his
cheek but wincing immediately when he realized he scratched the bruised one.

"It's a start, I've to apologize. I know it doesn't change what I said. Like you said, I should've been
more mature, I should've talked to you about it but at that moment it felt like something impossible.
And with my grandma... I just felt like I needed to leave,"

You're not sure if he purposely brought his poor and sick grandmother into this, but you're not
about to find out. There are more important things to be dealt with.

"I got a punch I deserved."

"You definitely deserved that," you snap, "If I wasn't so shocked, I'd slap you instead."

"You can slap me now." he proposes innocently, causing you to roll your eyes as you dismiss him
with a wave of your hand.

"I probably should but you already look like you're in a lot of pain, deserved pain." you comment
sassily, scoffing a little as you cross your arms over your chest and glance at him.
"I can show you how much I'm sorry, if you gave me another chance." he almost whispers,
sounding too insecure and almost scared to propose that. A little part of you maybe feels bad for
him, you are not going easy with that glare on him. You know you probably look crazy and
intimidating.

"I'm not sure if I can..." you murmur, glancing down at your lap as you start fiddling with your
fingers but not before you notice the way a real fear crosses his face. He realizes that he's losing
you.

"Isn't a relationship about compromises?"

You frown, "What are you talking about?"

"We should be more understanding to each other, I should trust you more, I'm sorry I didn't. I
thought I did but... you know what I'm insecure about and I'm pretty sure we could change that too.
We both need to make some compromises and sacrifices."

Sacrifices? And then it hits you...

"Jungkook," you whisper, Haneul slowly nodding. "What does he have to do with this?" you frown,
seeing Haneul sigh.

"Do you think any guy will be completely understanding towards your relationship with him?" He
raises his brow, surprising you by his audacity as you're ready to lash out at him but before you can
do that, he's already continuing. "No man will ever understand that you're so close to another man,
closer in ways you're not with your own boyfriend, whether that's me or someone else."

That definitely hits a sensitive spot and even though he doesn't sound completely bitter, keeping his
voice nonchalant and honest, it still irks you and makes you glare at him even more, practically
making you fuming.

"You're asking me to choose between you and Jungkook?" you ask lowly, giving him another
chance to think about his answer before he says it as you glare the hell out of him.

However, he doesn't look too bothered by your evident anger.

"I'm talking about a certain boundary between you and him."

He can't be serious.

"You're asking me to change my friendship with him?" you exclaim, staring in disbelief at him and
you grip the edges of the beige couch tightly. "Not happening." you snap.

"See? You're not even willing to work this out," he exclaims, "I'm just asking you to be respectful
towards me and keep a boundary between you and him. You're too close to him."

"You're crazy," you breathe out, standing up which surprises him because he does the same.
"You're so insecure and jealous that you don't even see what I've been talking about. I'm not
changing anything about me because this is irrelevant to our problem. You're insecure, it's your
problem."

"That's not fair, Y/N and you know it."

"You know what? Maybe if things were different, I'd be able to think about it. But I know why
you're saying all of this and you'd constantly have a problem with something, with anything that
has to do with Jungkook. I'm not sacrificing my friendship with Jungkook for an unhealthy
relationship, for someone who slut-shamed me and disrespected me like that. Maybe I made a
mistake, even though I know I had a right not wanting to tell you so soon, but I definitely don't
deserve someone treating me like that," you bark at him, your features twisting to a hurt and
disgust.

"I deserve better. When I came here I didn't know what to expect, I spent two days trying to figure
out how to solve this and thought about possible outcomes. But now that I'm here, now that I've
talked to you... I just know I don't want to be with you, Haneul."

His mouth opens, eyes watering immediately as he shakes his head trying to get closer to you but
you outstretch your arms to stop him. "Please, don't do this."

"Jungkook asked me if I love you. I told him I'd be able to, before any of this happened. It's too
soon to talk about love anyway. But now I know, now I'm sure breaking up with you will be the
best decision for both of us. It's not easy, trust me, it pains me too."

"Then don't leave me." he begs, trying to reason with those brown puppy eyes as you shake your
head, surprised that you're already not crying.

"Don't put this on me Haneul," you laugh bitterly, "You were the one who left me."

"I-I was just-- I told you I needed some space."

"You were the one who made this decision for me, Haneul. From the moment you disrespected me
by slut-shaming me, bringing my friends into this. I was just too naive to think that maybe there's a
way to fix this. I wanted to see you to be sure, but deep down I knew."

"Y/N, come on. I love you!" he says hurriedly as if those three words would change anything and it
does make you laugh a little.

"You don't love me," you disagree, "I'm just your first serious relationship. I'm your first in a lot of
things and I know you'll find someone else. Whoever that is, treat them better. You're not a bad
guy, Haneul."

"Then be with me!" he exclaims and you see the panic in his eyes. He's not making it very easy but
you're already determined about your decision. It doesn't feel the most comfortable but you know
it's the right one.

"We wouldn't work," you shake your head, giving him a pained smile as you brush past him. "Bye,
Haneul."

He stands there, luckily does nothing to stop you because you're not sure how many more minutes
you'd manage to be here. You're quick with putting on your boots and jacket, not waiting for him to
properly say goodbye to you, you're not sure if he even wants to. So you open the door and get past
them, closing them with a thud that must've alarmed him you already left. You feel slightly empty
on your way downstairs to your car, not fully processing what has just happened and you don't plan
on trying to do that.

You've to focus on the road and driving in your scrappy car. If something happened to you,
Jungkook would be the first one to kill you.

It still hasn't totally come upon you. Not even after being almost for an hour home. Somewhere in
the back of your mind, Haneul still lingers there and so does your conversation with him. You're
trying to busy yourself by tidying your place, cursing at yourself for taking care of your clothes and
unpacking all of your stuff once Jungkook drove you home. You had to distract yourself then too
but now you definitely need it more.

Jungkook must be on his way to Seoul or is in Seoul by now. He texted you in the morning,
checking on you very subtly which proved to be not as subtle because you could see right through
him. He looked unsure once he parked in front of your apartment complex and helped you with
your stuff upstairs.

"You sure you don't want anything to drink or eat?" you ask him once you see him getting out of
your bathroom, after he went to use it.

"Ah, no thanks," he answers, giving you an appreciative bunny smile as he scratches the back of his
neck.

He sees you sitting on your couch, suitcase laying in front of you fully opened as you start putting
out your dirty and used clothes. You notice him standing there, remembering that he's probably
waiting to say goodbye so he can drive back to the cabin.

"You sure you will be fine?"

As most of the time, he beats you before you can say or do something. Sighing, your shoulders
slouch a little.

"Kook, I wanted to come here for a reason," you tell him, raising your brow at him but he just
stands there standing at you expectantly. You know what he wants. "Yes, I'll be fine."

It's his turn to sigh, slowly making his way towards you as he sits next to you. You know as soon as
he's out of that door, you'll be left alone with your thoughts and feelings. You could use some
company but you're not stupid enough to say that to him, knowing he's willing to stay. It wouldn't
be fair to him. He has a girlfriend he has to get back to. He has his stuff there too and it wouldn't
make too much sense for him to stay here. Plus, you'd feel guilty for keeping him here.

There's no way Jungkook hears your thoughts but well, he's Jungkook and he's worried about you.
That much can be told by the way he keeps watching you unsurely and hasn't left yet.

"I can stay here for a bit," he proposes, ignoring the way your head snaps towards him and a little
scowl makes its way on your face. "To keep you company."

"That's a stupid decision and you know it," you tell him, "Just go back, Kook. I'll be fine..."

The truth is, Jungkook would really like to stay over, to slouch lazily over your couch like many
times before, and eat some junk food with you while watching some random movie. He's tired, not
something he'd admit out loud knowing you'd scold the hell out of him. But he also knows he has to
get back. He should get back but if you let him know you need him here, he'd work something out.
So far, you look very determined on him leaving and he knows it's only for his own sake. Selfless
as always, he thinks as he stares at you with a soft look.

"It's already dark outside and you still have a four hour long drive," You try to reason with him,
seeing him nod but not seeing him moving from his spot. "Jeon, otherwise I'll kick you out."

"That's mean," he comments, chuckling when you do the same but give him that stern look.
"Alright, but I'm one call away if you need someone to talk to."

"I know, you told me like a hundred times, so did Jimin and Tae."
"Pff, Jimin and Tae," he scoffs, playfully rolling his eyes. You know he's doing that to distract you,
to make you laugh. "They're nothing compared to me." he jokes, standing up as you roll your eyes
at him.

"If they heard you, they'd kick your ass." you point out, seeing him puff out his chest cockily.

"We all know I'd kick both of their asses easily."

"Alright, you macho man, your turn to leave," you laugh, ignoring the dramatic gasps he lets out.
Reaching for your wallet, you pull out a cash and hand it to Jungkook who stares at your hand with
a frown once he realizes you're handing him something. "For the gas."

He keeps frowning, touching your hand as you think he's taking it from you, already thinking this
was easy but not until you realize he's done it to push your hand away.

"Keep it," he tells you, "And my car is electric, it doesn't need gas."

You roll your eyes. You obviously knew that, how could you when he spent hours talking about it?
It's his second love, right after Kiko of course.

"You know what I mean," you mutter, "Just take it. You drove four hours here to drive me home
and you're driving another four to get back. This is the least I can do for you."

Jungkook scoffs, shaking his head and pushing your hand away again when you try to hand him
the money. "I said keep it,"

You ignore his deep and stern voice, insisting on him taking it as you keep shoving your hand and
the money to his face. He grabs your wrist, scowling at you. His touch is not too tight, he's making
sure he's not actually hurting you.

"Consider this as your Christmas present."

You let your hand fall as you groan at him. "That's stupid. You already gave me Christmas
presents."

"So? Can't I spoil my best friend?" He cocks his brow at you, pursing his lips as you chuckle at
him.

"No, you can't--hey!" you exclaim when you're enveloped in a tight hug, Jungkook's arms tightly
around your frame before he lets you go.

You barely recover from the sudden and surprise hug, seeing him walking away from you with his
face turned to you as he waves at you. "I'll see you soon, okay?"

"Jeon!" you yell at him, groaning when you hear him putting on his boots and grabbing his jacket.
"Drive safely!"

"Alright, mom!" You hear him yell from your entryway, making you snort.

"Idiot!" you yell at him, the laugh can be heard in your voice as you hear Jungkook snicker.

"Brat!" he calls back.

The next thing you hear is your front door being closed, the laughter dying down as you realize
you're by yourself just like you wanted. You're just not sure if that's really what you needed,
especially when someone reminds you of themselves in a form of text.
The memory from yesterday makes you smile a little, Lucifer episode running on your television
while your thoughts are in another world. You focus on it for a moment, being interrupted by your
phone chiming with a message notification which makes you glance at your phone that's tossed
next to you. You flip it over to check the screen, not surprised when you see a message by
Jungkook.

Kook: just came back

Kook: are you at home?

Opening the message, you start typing.

"yeah"

You're not sure what else to type, so you just go along with this message as you send it. His
message came right away and you knew he must've been waiting for your reply. You know he's
checking on you again. He knew you've already talked to Haneul by now, you told him you're
about to meet him around lunch time. Which reminds you that you've barely eaten since you came
back home.

Kook: are you okay?

It's the same repetitive question he's been asking you for days now. It should get annoying by now
but you can't bring yourself to feel annoyed, not when you appreciate him worrying this much
about you. Jimin and Taehyung texted you too earlier, always reminding you that they're here for
you.

Kook: how did it go?

You know he's careful but curious at the same time and honestly, you've no reason to lie. You bite
on your lower lip, suddenly feeling sad when you replay today's events and read Jungkook's
message. It's not his fault though, it's your emotions that are playing with you.

"I broke up with him" Is all you text, keeping it casual while ignoring the sudden pang in your
chest.

What you can't ignore is the rush of emotions when Jungkook's name starts flashing on your
screen, notifying you of your incoming call. He probably knows you're not that okay and decides to
check it himself. With messages, you can easily type whatever you want but one word from you
and he'll know how you truly feel.

You pick it up, sucking in breath as your teeth cage in your bottom lip. At this rate, it'll bleed soon.

"Y/N," Jungkook murmurs, voice worried and pitiful. "Come on talk to me." he tells you softly and
that's the final straw.

You're not sure what comes over you but you start sobbing immediately. You've been relatively
fine by now, probably because you caged in most of your emotions. But something about hearing
Jungkook makes you sob, letting him hear you as you give him an answer at the same time.

"Aw, baby," he whines and you can clearly hear a pout in his voice.

You even cry at the pet name, knowing he doesn't mean it in the way he used to call you, but it's
still enough to make you cry as you sniffle into the phone.
"I'm coming over, okay? Wait up for me." he tells you, not declining the call just yet, wanting to
hear your answer.

You feel bad for him coming over when he barely made it home. But you can't be more empathic
than that because all you can do is nod as you open your mouth.

"Okay."

And that's all that Jungkook needs to hang up, leaving you to your silent sobs that calm down
slowly as you cuddle to your blanket. The TV show running on your television is just a white noise
that you could care less about, your watery eyes blurring your vision anyway.

By the time you hear a set of soft yet rushed knocks, you've calmed down a little and your heart
jumps at the sound. Jungkook is here, you think as you get out of your blanket that's been wrapped
around your body as you stand up and make your way to the front door. You barely manage to
open the door, met with Jungkook's doe eyes full of sadness before you're enveloped in a hug.

It's almost funny how that simple act makes you cry even more, face hidden in Jungkook's chest as
he slowly guides you deeper into the room while he closes the front door with his foot. You feel
his cheek pressed against the top of your head, arms hugging you tightly.

"Shhh, it's okay," he assures you, hearing you sniffle. You feel pathetic but oddly calm and at
peace because you know you're not alone. Jungkook has a weird sense of comforting others, or
maybe it's just you and the fact he's so close to you, being a person who you need most at times
like these.

He slightly pulls away after a moment, his hands grasping your face as he gives you an empathic
smile. "Let me just take off my shoes and jacket."

Nodding, you sniffle and wipe your cheeks from your tears while Jungkook quickly takes off his
black boots and jacket. He neatly sets it to its place before he's grabbing you by your hand and
pulling you into the living room, where he's met with a sight of a TV show running and a blanket
that's messily crinkled on your couch. He leads you there, urging you to sit up as you're already
leaning against him.

He hugs you, pulling you even closer as you start sobbing again while he rubs your back while the
other hand caresses the back of your hair.

"Did he say something? Did he hurt you?" Jungkook asks after a moment of comforting you, voice
growing alarmed but yet still cautious.

You shake your head, pulling away so you can look at him. His eyes find you immediately, hand
brushing away a strand of hair falling onto your face.

"I just realized I don't want to be with him," you admit, your voice coming out weak and sad which
makes Jungkook's eyes soften at the sound of it. "Is it stupid I'm crying over him? I mean... I've
been dating him for a month only."

"Hey, that doesn't mean you can't be sad about your break-up. You still liked him." Jungkook
points out lightly, wiping more tears off your cheeks.

"Yeah, I know," you whisper, "I'm glad we talked, I said things I wanted to say and I got to hear
him out which made my decision easier."

"So it went all good?" he asks, reaching for the tissue pack as he pulls one out and hands it to you.
"Thanks," you mumble, embarrassingly emptying your runny nose from all that crying. You
haven't been bawling your eyes that much but you've still cried more than you expected to. "I'm not
sure good is the right word but it didn't go wrong either. It wasn't very comfortable but that's not
surprising considering we were about to discuss all that has happened between us... I don't know. I
wasn't as emotional, not until you called. I just bursted into tears after that."

You let out a chuckle that Jungkook quickly follows, chuckling with you as you toss your used
tissue onto your coffee table.

"It's okay to cry it out, it doesn't matter how many months you were dating him. You've a right to
be sad," he tells you, soothing your saddened heart which you appreciate. "Did you break-up
because of us? Because of our deal?"

Now he sounds almost insecure, maybe even worried and guilty when he brings up that topic. You
get it, if that was the case it'd mean Jungkook is somehow involved in it too and it's just
consequences of your deal. But you don't see it that way. What you and Jungkook did is solely your
decision, a decision you both agreed on and you don't regret it. Yes, maybe it did make Haneul's
reaction worse but it's not Jungkook's fault.

"No," you say, "No, Kook, it's not because of our deal. It might've started with that but he was
already suspicious of our friendship. He told me he was jealous and insecure. There were many
reasons why I've decided to end it with him. The main reason is when he disrespected me, slut-
shamed me,"

Jungkook mimics your face of anger as his brows automatically furrow into a deep scowl once you
mention that.

"He'd react the same way, whether he knew about us from me or someone else. And then he
basically made me choose between you and him. He wanted me to keep my distance from you."

"He did what?"

Okay, now he's mad.

"Yeah," you tell unsurely, looking at Jungkook who seems to have a puzzled look mixed with
anger. "I called him crazy and basically told him to fuck off." you grin, Jungkook snorting at you.

"That's my girl," He brings you closer to him, cuddling you to himself as he squeezes you tightly
causing you to groan. "My best friend kind of girl." he justifies when you poke him in his stomach
and pull away.

"Yeah, yeah." you murmur as you wave your hand.

"Anyway, what are we watching?" Jungkook asks, eyes glancing at the television as you stare at
him with a surprise.

Does he want to stay over? You don't mind it, you could use a company and not so surprisingly,
Jungkook lifted up your mood. Yes, you were crying just a few minutes ago but him being here has
helped you so much. At the same time, you don't want to hold him here just because you're going
through a break-up. Today is the day he came home, he probably wasn't even able to unpack all of
his stuff. It sounded as if he came straight here once he called you.

Jungkook notices your surprise and the underlying guilt on your face as you stare at him with a
slightly opened mouth.
"What? Already wanting to get rid of me?"

You know he's just teasing you, silently telling you that he's fine with staying over and not leaving
you alone. You don't want to spend the time pursuing him, that this is not something he has to do
for your sake, his presence does feel good and you don't want him to leave. So, you're going to be a
little selfish about this and not say anything about that.

"You know it's not like that..."

"Great, then do we watch this or something else?"

He dismisses you quickly, reaching for the TV controller as he gives you a grin before he makes
himself comfortable next to you. Chuckling, you join him, silently pleading Jungkook to rub your
back. He does roll his eyes at your request and mumbles something under his breath, but his hand
still reaches for your back while you pleasantly hum.

Even though the actual holidays haven't even lasted that long, you find it slightly weird to come
back to your usual life and routine that consists of adult and unnecessary things. Maybe it's because
so many things have changed, things that were so different at the beginning of the holidays and
now that it's ended, you're coming back to your usual life. But this time, things have changed.

Jungkook, Taehyung and Jimin made it their mission to keep you occupied when they had the
time, making sure you won't shed any more tears for Haneul and things that have happened
between you two. Luckily, there were no tears and if it weren't for the period you got the day after
you cried on Jungkook's shoulder, you're not even sure if you'd cry for Haneul at all.

Of course, it hurts you what happened even now when you think about it, and you know it won't
go away with a snap of fingers. But you genuinely think it's more from disappointment and your
expectation of your relationship with him. Therefore, there are no tears but still a slightly pained
feeling in your chest when you think about him.

He hasn't contacted you ever since you walked out of his apartment, which you consider as a better
way for you to cope with everything. You're not going to lie, you're actually glad he hasn't tried to
fix things. Both of you know it's pointless and this way, you're saved from any other uncomfortable
confrontation.

Deep in your thoughts and back to having your morning coffee in a break room before the real
work starts, knowing you need that extra caffeine to get through the day, you almost spill it when
someone bumps into you from your side.

"Oh, sorry," An automatic apology spills out of your mouth, fully realizing you've been blocking
the coffee machine for a few minutes now while being in your own world.

As you look up before you make sure none of the coffee is spilled on your white blouse, you're
immediately met with sharp eyes that glare at you.

"Oh, it's you." you let out, your tone dropping as he reaches for a clean cup and starts working on
the machine until coffee starts slowly pouring into his cup. Watching him, you take in his
appearance and weirdly enough, the scene before you is familiar and it's like nothing has changed.

Maybe it's one of his typical attire for work, black slacks and a casual shirt, but looking at him it
doesn't feel like this is the first day after winter holidays.
He turns to you while his cup is still getting filled, lips curved in a tiny smirk.

"Missed me?"

"Not at all." you scoff, scrunching your nose right away as he stares at you amusingly.

You don't think you've ever met someone as annoying as Yoongi is. He really has a special talent
for making you annoyed in a second, he doesn't even have to open his mouth. Just one look at his
constant and typical smirk, smirk that basically laughs in your face, and you're ready to turn into
Hulk. And you're very much aware that's what amuses him and makes him so cocky, knowing he
annoys you this much and gets this kind of reaction from you, you just can't help it.

"Bitchy like always." he hums, not surprised by your earlier scoff and reaction.

"Asshole like always." Just like he has expected, you react in a heartbeat, not missing a chance to
attack back.

The coffee machine turns off, letting him know his coffee is ready and he takes it, taking a
cautious and tiny sip as he pleasantly hums before he stands next to you, leaning against the
counter.

"How were the holidays?"

He doesn't even look at you as he asks it, looking ahead of him and at a few of co-workers which
makes him miss the way your brows frown in a confusion. That's a huge change from calling you
bitchy to asking you about your holidays, you think as you stare at him.

"Good, yours?" you ask shortly, not really minding this casual talk even though you're not sure if he
really cares about your answer anyway. Usually everything he says has some ulterior motive.

"Good," Yoongi shrugs, taking a sip from his coffee again. "I spent it at home, safely away from
everyone."

Your brows shoot up and the new information before a little snort leaves your mouth. "You spent it
alone?"

He glances at you, sharp eyes glancing at you in confusion. "What's the look for? What's wrong
with spending it alone?" he asks simply, although you catch onto his slightly defensive tone which
makes you shrug.

"Nothing, it just sounds... lonely." you tell him, searching Yoongi's face for any kind of reaction but
all he does is just grin amusingly.

"Chill out, I still had to spend Christmas with my parents," Somehow, he doesn't sound so pleased
by that and you hold back your laugh when you see his unimpressed face at the mention of
Christmas.

Yoongi isn't exactly the sharing type, that much you can tell even if you don't know that much
about him. He doesn't talk about his personal life that much, even though you probably know the
most about him out of everyone in this company working with you and him. He doesn't interact
with others unless it's not something important and work related, or if it's not him having a great
opportunity to annoy someone. And unfortunately, that someone is usually you.

Although, you'd lie if you didn't say you witnessed him having sarcastic comments aimed at
someone that isn't you. It's usually what everyone thinks but it's kind of impolite to say out loud –
well, not for Yoongi. You're still surprised why he hasn't been fired yet.

"How did you spend the holidays then?"

He doesn't sound interested but once it takes you a moment to answer, he raises his brow at you
expectantly before you sigh and open your mouth. So, you tell him you spent Christmas back at
home with your parents, purposely emphasizing the sweet tone when you talk about them which
makes him roll his eyes. You fight the urge to burst out laughing at the face he makes. He knows
you've done it purposely and you're glad you're annoying him just as he annoys you. You don't tell
him any details, simply saying you spent New Year's Eve at a friend's cabin with your friends.

Thinking you've done a great job at being casual while talking about the trip that has changed so
many things for you, you're easily mistaken because Yoongi glances at you and has this weird look
on his face. He has caught onto something, you realize as you mentally curse.

"You don't look too pleased though." he comments, suspiciously narrowing his eyes at you.

"No, it was great." You try to assure him, even giving him a smile which you realize you're
screwed the moment you see his raised brow.

"Uhm, and you're lying," he waves his hand carelessly, "So, spill it out. What happened?"

You and Yoongi are far from being friends, he's nothing like Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung. So
you wonder... are you really like an open book? To be fair, you haven't been totally hiding your
emotions even though your mouth and words have said something else. Yoongi is great at
observing and he barely misses anything, so it shouldn't surprise you that he called you out on you,
lying.

"Why should I tell you?" You don't beat around the bush, not seeing the point of trying to deny it.

"Hm, true but this day is already too boring, so be good and entertain me." he tells you casually,
making your mouth open in disbelief as you scoff at him.

"I'm not here for your entertainment, Min." you remind him, sounding offended that he's just using
you for his own entertainment. Obviously, you know he doesn't really care but at the same time,
funnily enough, there have been times when the two of you had a civil conversation without
dissing or annoying one another.

Still, you get slightly frustrated by him wanting you to entertain him.

"You're so boring, fine don't talk to me." he mutters, taking a sip from his coffee before he's about
to turn around but you don't leave it just there. As usual.

"And you're annoying, but what's new?" you bite back, not hiding the rising anger in your voice.
"Plus, I don't need you to laugh at me."

"Why would I laugh at you?" he asks, sounding confused as he stops in his tracks.

Raising your brow at him, you purse your lips. Is he seriously asking that? Him that takes every
opportunity to laugh at you?

"Because you're evil, spiteful, annoying?"

He stares at you for a moment before he cracks a grin that turns into an overly sweet smile that can
be recognized as fake from miles away. "That's very generous of you, thank you!"
He just proved your point. You roll your eyes at him. "See? You're annoying."

He shrugs, not even denying it but then he stares at you for a moment and you take that moment to
take a sip from your own, almost, cold coffee.

"I know you think I'm a dick," You hum which makes it be his turn to roll his eyes at you before he
continues, "But I wouldn't laugh about something that makes you look this terrible."

"Excuse me? Terrible? I've spent half an hour doing this make-up!" you exclaim, glaring at him
and his straight-forwardness yet again. Do you really look terrible?

You don't feel exactly happy, more empty and maybe just a bit overwhelmed from what happened,
but you've actually worked on yourself and your mindset, thanks to your friends who have been
there for you. After all, you don't regret your decision to put your relationship with Haneul to an
end.

"I didn't mean it like that." he mutters simply, not saying anything else and you know you probably
won't get any details from him.

It's not a big deal, Y/N... you think as you let out a sigh. "Fine, me and my boyfriend, well ex now,
broke up. And my New Year's trip was ruined, and oh, Jungkook's girlfriend was involved in that
too."

Spilling the news and details to Yoongi doesn't feel burdening, you're slightly shocked how easy it
came out.

"You had a boyfriend?" he asks confusingly, remembering how you were whining about the lack
of sex in your life just a month ago or whenever you gave him a handjob in his brother's office. He
obviously doesn't keep up with your life, but the news of you having a boyfriend is slightly
surprising.

"Yeah, for like a month." you scoff at yourself and your failed relationship.

When Yoongi actually snorts at your answer, you make sure you give him a glare for laughing
about the short period of your relationship.

"Damn, poor boy gave up?"

"No," you spit, "He actually slut-shamed me in front of everyone before the actual New Year's Eve
and then left without talking to me."

If Yoongi seemed surprised to you before, he definitely is shocked now and ignores the bitter tone
and glare you aim at him for automatically assuming the other person has to be the poor little guy.
You're actually sick of him belittling you and thinking everyone around you poor them.

He clears his throat rather awkwardly, setting his cup of coffee behind him on a counter before he
scratches the back of his head. "He did what? Why would he do that?"

Sighing, you put your cup next to his, not even sure if you're in a need for coffee anymore. "He
found out about me and Jungkook, from Jungkook's girlfriend."

"Oh," He lets out, which makes you nod. There's a beat of silence for a moment and you're not
completely aware of the way your features drop in sadness as you stare at your feet, however
Yoongi is there to notice and witness it all. "That doesn't give him the right to do that though."
You look at Yoongi, offering him a slight nod, silently agreeing with him. Yoongi isn't great at
comforting other people, the hell, he's not even trying to be. It just makes him feel awkward for
some reason but it's very rare to see you vulnerable. You always appear as someone who always
stands up for themselves, strong and stubborn to him. The last time you had a proper talk, there
was alcohol involved which naturally made it easier to talk to you.

But now, there's no alcohol and you're just a few minutes away from having to go to work. He
doesn't know any more details of what really went down that day but from the looks of it, it wasn't
pleasant and it obviously affects you to some extent. Yoongi isn't the one asking for details, not
when he sees you visibly upset and hurt. He often crosses the line but when it comes down to
something serious, he rather shuts up.

"Well," he starts, clearing his throat as he awkwardly shifts his eyes from you to the window
behind you. "He's an idiot for doing that..."

It's not like you don't know that, but hearing Yoongi say it and not having a sarcastic remark makes
you appreciate it. You let out a slight chuckle which catches his attention and you almost burst out
laughing when you give him an appreciative smile and he almost panics, suddenly feeling
uncomfortable from the awfully touching moment.

"Thanks?"

"Yeah, whatever," he murmurs, reaching for his cup. "See you later, loser."

And he's already out of the door before you can cuss him out.

"Alright, I'm heading out guys." Jungkook announces, tucking his phone back to the pocket of his
jeans after he checked the time.

He catches everyone's attention, using the rare silence to inform everyone about him leaving. He
has spent the last twenty minutes listening to Seokjin's and Hoseok's quarrel about a soccer game
that's been playing on the television. They all had to listen to it and once Jungkook checked the
time to see that it's time for him to go, he definitely had to use that silence.

"Where are you going?" Hoseok asks, slouched on his couch while Seokjin snorts beside him,
reaching for the salted sticks to munch on them.

"To pick up Y/N," he answers for Jungkook. "Do you even listen sometimes?"

And there you go again, the two of them start to bicker all over again until Jimin stops it, shutting
them up before he asks Hoseok for some more soda. Jungkook knows Jimin is perfectly capable of
getting that alone, knowing exactly where Hoseok stocks his drinks and actually has said to
everyone to make themselves feel at home.

He catches onto Jimin's doing, rolling his eyes at the younger but he still stands up, looking equally
annoyed at Seokjin. Disappearing into the kitchen, Jungkook looks at Jimin who just shrugs with a
grin while Taehyung is trying to hold back his laugh.

Idiots, Jungkook thinks but doesn't hide his own amused grin. It's funny how he's the youngest but
his hyungs are often found bickering about the most stupid and random stuff. It actually reminds
him of the evening he spent at your place, along with Taehyung and Jimin. That time when the
three of them made sure you're not left alone and simply just wanted to spend some time with you,
just four days after your break-up with Haneul.
"Excuse me!" The shriek that leaves your mouth makes Jungkook flinch, not expecting you to burst
all of a sudden but then, he should've expected it when Taehyung started to question the real pain
behind woman period.

He's not even sure how you got into that topic. Oh yeah, you complained how awful you've been
feeling because of it, admitting that you were more emotional that night when Jungkook came to
see you. Everyone laughed at that, until Taehyung had to open his big mouth again and started
comparing period pain to--

"Have you ever been kicked to the balls? That pain is unbearable!"

You shoot up from your laid position, sitting upright which makes Jungkook flinch again and he
holds you back, staring at you with wide eyes while you glare the hell out of Taehyung. He looks
absolutely unbothered, slouched on the other end of the couch, plopping more popcorn into his
mouth while you look on the verge of going crazy.

"Come on guys..." Jungkook tries, chuckling a little bit to ease the mood but you completely ignore
him.

"Oh, go to hell with your balls!"

Jimin snorts, causing Jungkook to look at him in disbelief as he just shrugs while chugging more
beer.

"You know what we women go through while getting our period? It's not just stomach pain, our
lower backs hurt too, sometimes we have a urge to vomit and sometimes we do. Oh, our head spins
and we feel like we're gonna faint, some women even do! And oh, we get all hot feeling like our
insides are burning, we sweat a lot and then in a second we start shivering from cold! There are so
many different symptoms too! Can you imagine that?"

You're breathing heavily by the time you're finished, pointing an accusatory finger at Taehyung.

"Okay, but we men definitely know what I'm talking about. Right? Guys, back me up a little,"
Taehyung glances between Jungkook and Taehyung as Jungkook opens his mouth, earning a stern
glare from you as you cock your brow at him.

Jimin silently admits that yes, kick to the balls hurt as fuck but other than that, he doesn't say too
much. "See?" Taehyung adds cockily.

"Why do I even bother talking about this to men?" you scoff, crossing your arms over your chest as
Jungkook gasps.

"Uh, I didn't even say anything." Jungkook mutters and again, he's completely ignored by you.

"We literally feel period cramps for hours if not longer! You know what? I'll kick your balls
repeatedly, so--"

"Alright, alright, time-out." Jungkook interrupts you when you start rising from your spot as you
glare at Taehyung who dramatically gasps and covers his crotch with the bowl full of popcorn.

"You're psycho!" Taehyung shrieks at you.

"Hey!" Jungkook frowns, scolding him which makes Taehyung shut his mouth as you stick out your
tongue at him behind Jungkook's shoulder.
Today has been your first day working at a club again after holidays and after a few conversations
about the trouble your car is giving you (and Jungkook's own persistence), you both agreed on
Jungkook picking you up tonight.

He bids goodbye to the guys, making his way to Hoseok's kitchen knowing Kiko is there preparing
more snacks for everyone, so he can bid goodbye to her too. She went there a couple of minutes
ago, just in time to miss bickering between Hoseok and Jimin, which she unmistakably must've
heard anyway.

Jungkook pats the pockets on the back of his jeans to check if his phone and wallet are still there as
he hears distant voices that have to belong to Hoseok and Kiko. He can hear Kiko's soft and hushed
voice, already confirming his thoughts that she's still in the kitchen making snacks while Hoseok
went to grab a soda for Jimin. Just as he's about to walk in, informing them about his presence he
hears Hoseok's hushed but stern voice.

"This is not gonna end up good, Kik and you know it."

Jungkook stops in his tracks immediately, just behind the corner so they can't see him as something
comes over him and tells him to stop from walking there. He's been friends with Hoseok for years
and enough to recognize the rare distress in his voice. He's usually cheerful and even though there
are moments when he can be the most serious amongst everyone, there's just something off behind
his tone.

"Hobi, please," He hears Kiko murmur in a silent plea. "Don't make this any harder."

"You've made this harder for yourself Kik and you know it," Jungkook can perfectly hear a slight
disappointment and sadness in Hoseok's voice. "This is hard for me too. Jungkook is my friend
too."

Jungkook feels himself swallow harshly after that, not being able to detect all the emotions behind
Hoseok's tone but one thing is sure, he sounds kind of sad and guilty.

"I'm sorry..."

"No, Kik," Hoseok murmurs, shaking his head at her – something Jungkook can't see behind the
corner as he remains glued to his spot not being able to move. "I'm your friend, I told you I've got
your back. I don't mean to sound as if I'm blaming you... but think about Jungkook. You've to tell
him, you should've told him sooner."

"No," Kiko reacts immediately, sounding almost afraid. "No, he doesn't wanna know,"

Hoseok raises his brow, ready to open his mouth to disagree but she panics and grabs his wrists to
make him look at her.

"Our relationship is good, Hobi, I can't risk ruining it any further. I'm aware everything is my fault
and there is not a day I don't think about it, but I love him. I love him so much and now I finally
got him back. Please."

She sounds weak, hurt and sad, settling an uncomfortable feeling in Jungkook's chest. One part of
him is desperate to go there and check on her, hearing her voice quivering slightly which indicates
she's close to crying. However the other part, the rational part, reminds him of what he's hearing
and his feelings have to go away for a second.

"This has gone too far, Jungkook might be okay with it because he loves you... but he deserves to
know. It's hard for me too, but I'm not sure how long I can take it." Hoseok sounds determined,
even though he keeps his voice kind of gentle. Or maybe it's his whispered tone, not knowing
Jungkook is hearing all of this and is standing just behind the corner with uncertain feelings and a
huge lump in his throat.

He's not even sure what he should be thinking, it's hard to process anything at the moment and all
he can focus on is listening to his friend and girlfriend talking about him. About his and Kiko's
relationship while Hoseok is determined to make Kiko tell him everything. Although Jungkook
doesn't want to know any details, he's starting questioning everything and wondering if Hoseok is
much more involved in this than he thought.

"Hobi!" Kiko exclaims, almost crying out as Hoseok shakes his head disapprovingly yet staring at
the distressed woman with a sorrowful look.

"If you don't tell him, I will." And there's a beat of silence following after, Jungkook's heart beating
in his ears as he can't seem to react in any way.

Meanwhile Kiko is staring wide-eyed at her best friend, gasping in disbelief as he stares at her with
a pitiful look. "You wouldn't do that..." she whispers, voice shaky as he looks away for a second,
not bearing to see her teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, Kik. I know I promised you, but this has gone too far. Jungkook is gonna hate both of
us, but it's better than him not knowing the whole truth while you're torturing yourself every day.
You might think you're happy but deep down, it's always gonna live inside you. And the truth
always comes out, the sooner it'll it's better. For everyone."

That's it. Jungkook can't take it and before he can properly think it through, he's already coming
out of the shadows and the corner, making himself visible. His presence is known right away, their
heads snapping to Jungkook's figure as he stares with empty look at both of them while a loud gasp
leaves Kiko's mouth.

Just by looking at his face, seeing nothing but emptiness that slowly turns into anger and hurt, she
knows he heard. He heard everything.

Hoseok looks just as surprised to see Jungkook as Kiko does, although he looks much more
collected than her. Tears start to stream down her cheeks as she quickly straightens herself and
walks around the kitchen island, trying to get to Jungkook. However, she's coming to a halt when
Jungkook motions for her to stop with his outstretched arm.

"I can explain," Is what comes out of her mouth, voice breathy and quickened. "W-we were just
talking and--"

"I don't wanna hear anything right now." he cuts her off, shaking his head.

"I'll give you guys some space..." Hoseok mutters, sending Jungkook an apologetic look which the
younger notices but doesn't react to because his eyes are back on his girlfriend.

"Jung--"

"I said I don't wanna hear anything right now," he mutters sternly, "I gotta go right now but I
wanna know everything. No more secrets."

"Jungkook," she gasps again, taking a few steps towards him but she stops when he glares at her
and takes a step back.

"No, whatever Hoseok wants you to tell me, you will. Tomorrow."
 And with that, he turns around and quickly walks out of the room, still hearing the quiet sob that
leaves her mouth as he rushes through the living room, ignoring everyone's curious eyes and the
way they all shut up once they notice Jungkook's state.

Hoseok is avoiding Jimin's eyes, grabbing a beer as he takes a large gulp of it but before Jimin can
stand up and check on Jungkook, he already hears the front door closing with a loud thud. Once
Kiko joins them after a few minutes, bringing the snacks, he notices her red eyes before she mutters
a quick excuse of having to get home.

The rest of the night is not fun anymore, the weird tension lingering in the entire Hoseok's
apartment even after Kiko and Jungkook left.

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 Chapter 43
Chapter Notes

Please, be aware this chapter is NOT suitable for sensitive people! It’s also very
important chapter in this story but if you’re sensitive person and get easily triggered by
sensitive topics, do not read it.

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It had been one of those evenings when they all had decided to meet, well most of them, at
Hoseok's place. It hadn't been that long since they hung out together, hence the New Year's Trip
that happened at the end of December and ended at the beginning of January. Ever since you left
that day, the whole atmosphere kind of shifted. Not because of you though. Because of everything
that happened which yes, involved you but it's nowhere near your fault.

This had been the first time they had been all hanging out together after that trip, unfortunately
without your presence. Of course, you wouldn't have come either way. Not just because that
evening had been your first day working back at the club, but also because Kiko had been there
too.

Jungkook knows you well enough you wouldn't have come even if he asked. Plus, he knows it
wouldn't have been a good idea anyway.

And maybe he was naive enough to think that evening would run smoothly and it really would be
just one of those evenings when he gets to hang out and laugh with his friends. But was he
wrong...

"Yah! You already ate all of it!" Seokjin's dramatic voice booms out, causing Hoseok to flinch at
the sudden outburst that is aimed at Jimin who innocently widens his eyes and opens his mouth.

Jungkook snorts under his breath, secretly snickering at his friend's red neck.

"It's been here for an hour and anyone barely touched it!" Jimin finds his voice, frowning at the
oldest that starts to complain under his breath while Jimin just scoffs and places the empty ball
back on the coffee table.

Kiko chuckles, catching Jungkook's amused eyes as he shakes his head at them which makes her
chuckle even more. His arm is stretched behind her, resting on the back of the couch as she eyes
Seokjin and Jimin.

"Hobi, you've got some more snacks in the kitchen, right?" she asks her friend, causing Hoseok to
think for a second before he nods.

"Yeah, I think so."

Kiko stands up, nociting Jungkook's curious eyes as she gives him a smile before she looks at
everyone. "I'm gonna make you some more snacks."

She hears a few complaints of how she doesn't have to bother, but she just waves her hand already
disappearing in the kitchen. After looking for different ingredients, she finds more popcorn and
chips which she automatically pulls out, but that doesn't seem enough for five men that could eat
all day. Remembering Jimin saying something about craving for something sweet and Hoseok
agreeing half an hour ago, she thinks it through as an idea pops in her head. Checking more
ingredients, she lets out a content grin when she finds all the ingredients for pancakes while she
hears a distant bickering between what sounds like Seokjin and Hoseok, which makes her laugh a
little. She focuses on her preparing everything for the pancakes.

It's quick and easy, her hands moving automatically until she's turning off the stove. Opening a
glass jar of hazelnut spread, she notices Hoseok coming into the kitchen as he lets out a grumble,
saying something about having to get soda for Jimin which she just responds to with a giggle.

He grabs the bottle of soda, throwing a few glances at her which she doesn't notice, not until he sets
the bottle on the kitchen counter, obviously not joining the guys right away. She chuckles, a soft
smile appearing on her lips as she questionably looks at him.

"Jungkook is about to go." he informs her, knowing she knows about his plans and to be honest,
he's not even sure why he started like that. He had to somehow start this conversation. It's been
bothering him for quite some time now.

"Ah, yeah, he told me." she shrugs, not giving too much attention to it. What else does she have to
say?

"So... you and Y/N are still on bad terms?" he asks unsurely, fully knowing the answer to that and
probably Kiko knows that, especially her own best friend because they had this conversation
before. Still, she tenses a little at his question.

"I... I guess. I apologized but I know I made a mistake, she has every right to be mad at me." she
admits, shrugging even though it bothers her.

"This is ruining you, I can see it. Are you really okay with her hating you?" he exclaims in
disbelief, still keeping his voice down though.

Kiko stops what she's doing, letting out a huge sigh before she gives a look to him. "No, Hobi, I'm
not," she says slightly bitterly, "I know how much it hurts Jungkook to see us not getting along, but
it's my fault and I'm taking all that responsibility for it."

"And like I said, it's ruining you," Hoseok says right away, brows pinched together as a displeased
frown makes its way on his usually bright face. "It's hurting you and you're not doing anything
about it."

"What else can I do?" she exclaims suddenly, clearing her throat as she shifts her gaze away from
him. Hoseok means well, she knows that. But talking about it and him trying to solve all of this is
just impossible.

"Talk to Jungkook." he proposes which makes her scoff.

"I talked to him about it, he didn't want to know anything else and I respect that. I already ruined a
huge part of our relationship, I don't want to ruin the rest of it." she tells him and his gaze softens
when her voice quivers slightly.

She holds a lot of emotions inside her and like Hoseok said many times, it's ruining her inside.
Saying Jungkook doesn't want to know is just an excuse, so she doesn't have to face her biggest
fear. But Hoseok knows her well enough to know, it's hurting her but she's desperately trying to
cope with it because of Jungkook. Because she loves him and knows she doesn't deserve him.
"That's not what I'm talking about and you know it. You're just telling that to yourself because
you're scared," he tells her honestly, tone getting hushed and stern because she's too stubborn to
even consider other solutions. "This is not gonna end up good, Kik and you know it."

Her eyes snap to his face, features hardening because she doesn't want to hear any of this. But
Hoseok is determined and even though he's coming from a good place because he truly cares for
her, she doesn't want to hear it. Just the thought of it pains her, it's hurting her too much.

"Hobi, please," she murmurs, heart hurting from his stern glance he's giving her. "Don't make this
any harder."

"You've made this harder for yourself Kik and you know it," he reminds her and she quickly
catches onto the sadness and disappointment in his voice. "This is hard for me too. Jungkook is my
friend too."

She knows it, she freaking knows it and him talking about it makes her feel like she's about to burst
in tears any second. The guilt eating her out alive to the point she can't pretend to be okay. But
things are okay when she's with Jungkook. He has that effect on her and although she knows she
hurt him the most and he deserves much better. Only he wouldn't be so sweet and never tried to get
her back.

She's selfish probably, she should've told him 'no' when he approached her and tried to win her
back. She shouldn't have succumbed to her heart and feelings she has felt for him. She thought
maybe it's another chance for her to make things right. But she got into even a bigger mess without
Jungkook knowing.

"I'm sorry..." she whispers, staring down at her feet in shame.

"No, Kik," Hoseok shakes his head, his own heart cracking at the sight of seeing her in such pain,
not mentioning the same guilt he's been seeing for months now. That's why he has decided to voice
his concerns to her. He can't see her destroying herself.

And that's why he opens his mouth again, determined to talk to her despite her current state of
breaking down again. "I'm your friend, I told you I've got your back. I don't mean to sound as if I'm
blaming you... but think about Jungkook. You've to tell him, you should've told him sooner."

Disappointment is written on his face this time, not even surprised when Kiko starts disapprovingly
shaking her head. But he sees it. The fear. "No, no he doesn't wanna know,"

She sees the way he raises his brow at her, knowing she's in denial and he's about to open his
mouth but she quickly continues.

"Our relationship is good, Hobi, I can't risk ruining it any further. I'm aware everything is my fault
and there is not a day I don't think about it, but I love him. I love him so much and now I finally
got him back. Please."

It's breaking his heart to see her beg him, it's hard to stay determined especially when she's on the
verge of tears, sounding weak. But if he doesn't stay determined and make her see the truth she's so
desperately afraid of, it's going to keep hurting and ruining her. She's never going to be truly happy.
Not saying that Jungkook deserves to know the whole truth.

Kiko is his best friend, but like it's been said, Jungkook is his friend too. It's hard to look him in the
face, knowing things Jungkook doesn't know of. It makes him feel bad and guilty. Kiko is not the
only one affected. This has and will affect even more people.
"This has gone too far, Jungkook might be okay with it because he loves you... but he deserves to
know. It's hard for me too, but I'm not sure how long I can take it." He reminds her gently.

"Hobi!" she exclaims, panic visible in her eyes as Hoseok shakes his head and she knows he's
already decided.

"If you don't tell him, I will."

And that is everything she's been scared of, selfishly feeling betrayal from her best friend even
though she realizes he means no harm. She's been hurting him too, the weight of her actions not
hurting only her and Jungkook, but him too.

"You wouldn't do that..." she shakily whispers, tears pooling in her eyes as he feels the need to look
away.

"I'm sorry, Kik. I know I promised you, but this has gone too far. Jungkook is gonna hate both of
us, but it's better than him not knowing the whole truth while you're torturing yourself every day.
You might think you're happy but deep down, it's always gonna live inside you. And the truth
always comes out, the sooner it'll it's better. For everyone."

She's shaking her head, hands clutching her chest as she's about to desperately trying to make him
change his mind but before she can even open her mouth, she registers a movement from the corner
of her eyes hearing another presence in the room. Her heart drops as soon as she's met with
Jungkook, his face almost unreadable but yet one look at him, and she knows. He heard them.

She barely notices the gasp that leaves her mouth, her insides rolling at the thought of Jungkook
hearing their conversation that was never supposed to happen. Her already broken state doesn't
make it hard for her to cry, which pains both of them and Hoseok knows it has to be done.
Obviously, he didn't know about Jungkook listening to all of this but maybe that's for the best.
Now she can't walk away from it and has to face it.

And she's about to lose it when she wants to get closer to Jungkook but he stops her immediately,
keeping distance between them.

"I can explain," she jumps to say, "W-we were just talking and--"

"I don't wanna hear anything right now," he cuts her off, shaking his head.

She wants to be mad at Hoseok, for talking about such a thing right now when not only Jungkook,
but the rest of the guys are here. Anyone could hear and the only person she wouldn't want to hear
is standing right in front of her with a hurt yet empty face. Hoseok senses the tension, knowing he
shouldn't be here right now and he excuses himself.

And when she tries to talk to him, explaining it even though she's not sure what to say, he stops her.
He sees how confused he is by all of this, his thoughts are not settled and her trying to talk to him
would just make it worse.

When 'no more secrets' makes it out of his mouth, she gasps and tries to make her way towards
him again but he stops her again, but this time with a glare.

"No, whatever Hoseok wants you to tell me, you will. Tomorrow."

And those are his final words before he walks out of the room, her heart dropping and cracking all
over again. Her weak legs not being able to hold her as the panic rising inside her makes her cry
even more. And the only person who could bring her comfort just left, wanting from her something
she's been afraid of.

The brown liquid in a cup does nothing but make Jungkook's stomach churn, it settles weirdly in
his stomach as soon as he takes a sip, fully aware he has barely slept last night. How could he?
Even though his body was pleading for some rest, his mind was too preoccupied with what he
heard. And when his eyes finally closed for a short period of time, both mind and body not being
able to take in the countless thoughts and tiredness, his dreams had been filled with different
scenarios of Kiko and Hoseok. Together.

Instead of getting some energy from his usual morning coffee, he feels like throwing it up as his
stomach protests whenever the brown liquid slides down his throat. Ever since he left Hoseok's
place, he hasn't been the same.

On his way to get you, all he could think about was their conversation he wasn't supposed to hear.
What has surprised him the most is the guilt in Hoseok's voice, telling him that he's much more
involved than Kiko has ever admitted.

The constant support she has gotten from him, the way he has been always there for her and even in
the times when they had been broken up, Hoseok always treated her as a delicate doll – as if she
wasn't the one who broke up with Jungkook. As if she wasn't the one who hurt him by breaking up
with him and then admitting she cheated on him.

Jungkook remembers the way his hand gripped the steering wheel tightly just at the thought of the
only rational guess he could think of. When she assured him Hoseok is not the one she cheated
with, he trusted her because her reaction seemed legit. But now that he heard their conversation and
especially heard Hoseok, not just his words but the tone he was talking with. Sad, guilty,
determined for Jungkook to know the truth.

He can't possibly be in this relationship when there's something happening behind his back, his
curiosity and worry increasing rapidly. He didn't want to know. He didn't want to know any details
of how it happened and with whom it happened. The less details he knows, the less it hurts and he
can't possibly imagine how it'll hurt once he finds out who she cheated with. But now, after hearing
Kiko and Hoseok talking and everything about it, he's determined to know the truth.

The ride to the club you're working at was blurry and not even the sight of you already waiting for
him with a tired yet soft smile couldn't take his mind off anything. Still, he tried to appear as if
nothing happened, spent almost an half of the ride with you complaining how tired you are but
telling him you kind of missed it. You even admitted it took your mind off Haneul which relatively,
you've been doing fine without him. Jungkook knows keeping yourself busy makes you feel better
for numerous reasons.

And on your part, it wasn't that hard to understand that Jungkook was acting somehow weird. He
wasn't talkative as usual and for a moment you thought that the cause of him being so silent and
distant, is because it's already late and he has to pick you up and drive you home. But who were
you kidding? Jungkook was the first one that proposed picking you up and you knew that it's not
the real reason behind his weird behavior.

And fuck, he wanted to tell you so bad. He didn't even know what he really thought about it. Is he
suspecting Hoseok of being the guy Kiko cheated with? Deep down, he knows he does. It makes
sense but there's still a part of him that denies it, thinking Hoseok – his friend – wouldn't be able to
do that to him. Does it even make sense? Hoseok and Kiko had never been that close.

As Jungkook felt quite overwhelmed, a lump in his throat almost hurting, he noticed how tired you
were and that's when you voiced out your concern, asking him if he's alright, he just waved you off
and assured you everything's fine.

Both of you knowing that's not it and there's something more to his behavior, you respectfully
minded your own business knowing if he wants to tell you, he will.

Jungkook isn't even sure how you would react. Would you think Hoseok is able to do that to him?
He knows there's some kind of weird tension between you and him, which undoubtedly is caused
by the fact he's Kiko's best friend and he's always there to prove that to you. It's almost funny
because both of you are actually the same. You and him are both protecting your best friends,
proving it to each other.

Earlier in the morning, he had decided and quickly did it before he could change his mind, he
texted Kiko the time he wanted to meet. When she had replied she'll be there, he had felt even more
stressed from the entire situation.

And he still feels like it, even when she's sitting on the opposite side of the dining table, nervously
gripping the cup of tea he made her. A little trace of the lack of sleep is evident on her face and she
seems just as stressed as he does. He can't bring himself to feel satisfied about it. Even though
there's this hidden anger and annoyance inside of him (mostly hurt and pain though), he can't feel
better to see she doesn't look any better in the first place. He still cares for her.

Perhaps, this is his fault too. He did give her a second chance, he wouldn't even be in this situation
right now if he didn't. Yet, he doesn't regret fighting for their love and giving their relationship a
second chance, no matter what anyone else thinks about it. To be fair, it's not anyone else's
business either.

Kiko's shaky hands don't go unnoticed by Jungkook as she brings the herbal tea closer to her lips to
take a sip. She's making him even anxious, to see her be this nervous and he's not even sure if he
wants to hear everything. No, he has to... he's just trying to avoid all the pain he's been avoiding for
months.

He had been happy when they got together. It was something new for both of them, earning back
that trust which wasn't easy but easier with the love they have been feeling for each other. Will that
love be enough this time?

"Did you drive here in this state?" He can't help but speak up for the first time after they greeted
each other and Jungkook led her to his kitchen.

He still might feel like he's about to burst from all the uncomfortable emotions pooling inside him,
but he's still worried when he sees how much she's affected by this. Even when she finally gets the
courage to look at him, to see his tired and puffy eyes from the lack of sleep, he doesn't mistake the
pain behind her brown irises.

"No," She finds her voice, it comes out raspy and makes her clear her throat slightly as she looks
away. "Hoseok drove me here. He's waiting outside."

Jungkook tenses at the mention of Hoseok, his thoughts and fear proving right so far but all he can
manage to do is nod. He's definitely involved in this. He knew from the beginning Hoseok knows
more than Jungkook does, but the thought of Hoseok being the guy is far worse.

He rubs his face, covering his mouth for a second as he looks at her. Their eyes meet, sharing a
similar pain and discomfort and he swears, he can't take it any longer. "It's him, isn't it?"
Kiko blinks a few times, her hands shakily putting down the cup. "What do you mean?"

She knows what he means, she knows what he's aiming at and she has the audacity to try to buy
more time by beating around the bush. That makes him frown and an unappreciative look is sent
her way as he's trying to keep it cool.

However, he faces her confidently with an arched brow, silently calling her out on her stalling. She
knows very well what he's about to ask.

"Hoseok," he says simply, "He's the one you cheated on me with." He doesn't ask, he simply states
it as he lets his fearful thoughts that have been haunting ever since he heard their conversation out
of his mouth.

There's a beat of silence, Kiko's pupils widening for a moment as she stares at Jungkook with a
slightly opened mouth. Her shaky hands land on her lap under the table, away from Jungkook's
stern yet hurtful eyes.

"No," she murmurs, shaking her head before she gets the courage to finally face him again, this
time with desperation clear on her saddened features. "Of course not. I already told you it's not
him."

That makes Jungkook scoff a little, shaking his head because how can he be sure she's telling the
truth? When he looks at her, he doesn't see any traces of lie or something that could indicate her
lying. But still, he has his own doubts and trust issues that are no one's fault but her.

"Why not?" he shrugs bitterly, clenching his jaw. "It'd make sense." He sounds bitter and petty, he
fully realizes it but he can't help it. The thought of them together, hurting him like that and doing
something so disgusting behind his back makes him sick.

"Jungkook, please," Kiko shakes her head, voice rising slightly. "Do you honestly think he'd be
able to do that to you?"

"I've never thought you'd be able to do that to me and here we are," he exclaims, outstretching his
arms all of a sudden which makes her eyes widen for a moment before they're filled with guilt. The
same guilt he's seen countless times and that's why he wants to discuss this problem once and for
all. "Now tell me the truth... it was him, right?"

Jungkook isn't aware of the way her heart drops, all he can see is her looking extremely guilty and
sad. She's breaking and a tiny part of him feels bad for it, he still loves her after all. No matter how
sad, heartbroken and angry he might be, she's still his girlfriend who he loves despite what's about
to come. Surely, it won't be any good news and he's aware of it. It's not something he can prepare
himself for. He has to face it.

"No, I already told you," she tells him desperately, letting out a shaky breath as she closes her eyes
for a moment, feeling them burn. "It's not him."

He looks at her skeptically, searching her face that has the courage to look back at him. She knows
he's trying to see whether she's telling the truth or not, so she faces him even when tears are pooling
in her eyes.

And Jungkook doesn't get it. If it's not Hoseok, why the hell does she seem so guilty about it?
Would she feel this guilty if it was a stranger? Or someone from her past he hasn't met? One thing
is sure, she feels guilty no matter who it is. However, he can't help but let his mind go wild and the
possible options.
Is it someone else from their friends circle? The thought of it being-- no, he can't even think that.
They wouldn't do that to him. They've been there for him through this time. She's not even on
Taehyung's good side at the moment.

And something snaps inside him. All he wants is for her to talk, to tell him everything but so far
she's just answering his guess. He can't control himself when the next words leave his mouth.

"Then fucking tell me," he slaps his hand against the dining table, a loud thud erupting in the
kitchen as he stands up abruptly, closing his eyes as fingers run through his raven hair.

Despite his state, he notices Kiko flinch as she stares at him completely shocked, not expecting him
to snap like that.

"Sorry," he murmurs an apology, not being able to look at her as he lets go of his hair. "Just-- just
tell me everything. I need to know."

"I didn't want to... I still don't want to tell you," she murmurs, shamefully looking at her hands
before she meets Jungkook's empty look. "You're gonna hate me and I'm not sure if I'm ready for
that."

"I haven't hated you, not even when you came clean about your cheating. Don't you see that I'm
trying? I gave you a second chance, I'm trying to find out the truth I deserve to know." He's not
careful with his words, letting his heart speak as his tone turns into an accusatory one.

"I know... I know," she groans, hiding her face in her hands for a second as a single tear rolls down
her cheek. "It's so selfish from me, I'm so selfish but I love you so much, Kookie,"

He tenses at the nickname, hardening his glance which makes her smile a little. It's a sad, almost
defeated smile. And he stays quiet, not letting the single nickname soften him as he demands
answers. But Kiko hasn't said it to soften him, she has said it purely out of her heart because there's
no way Jungkook will love her after this.

"Just please know I did it to protect you, I didn't want to say anything because I didn't want to hurt
you any further."

"Please, just--" Jungkook almost whimpers, pleading with her to finally start talking because he's
growing impatient with each word that leaves her mouth. He's standing, gripping the edge of his
kitchen stool as he leans against it, knowing he can't just sit down and stare at her like they're
having a casual conversation.

Nevertheless, Kiko nods quickly and non-verbally lets him know that she's getting to it.

"Jungkook," It's weird to hear her say Jungkook. He's mostly been Kookie to her, Jungkook sounds
distant right now. "When I broke up with you, I wasn't planning on getting back with you. I broke
up with you, so you would never have to know the truth. I was better off knowing you hate me for
breaking up with you over a stupid reason, than knowing the truth..."

He's heard this before – when they had a conversion when the whole cheating situation came out.
That's when he told her he wouldn't be able to hate her. He was hurt, yes. He spent days and nights
trying to figure out why she would break up with him all of a sudden. He was so desperate and sad
that he had to ask you for help.

"But then when I saw you with Y/N... I was so hurt by all of it, knowing it's my fault because if I
had never broken up with you, you'd still be with me but I had to do it. And then we talked and you
confessed that you still love me. I've never stopped loving you Jungkook, so meeting up with you
and talking with you about possibly getting back together seemed like the only right option for my
broken heart,"

He has this sudden anger inside him, wanting to interrupt her and ask her; Are you the one with a
broken heart? You broke up with me. You cheated on me. Of course, rationally it doesn't mean she
isn't hurting too. But he's glad she's finally talking, noticing that it isn't easy for her as she brings
her shaky fingers to tuck a strand of hair behind her ear every now and then, so he lets her talk
while keeping his mouth shut.

"You gave me a second chance and I thought 'What the hell did I do to deserve this? This must be
my chance' and I selfishly took it because yes, I'm selfish but I also love you and I was willing to be
with you with guilt eating me alive, if it'd mean I get to be with you again."

"I don't want to hear this, you know what I want to hear from you. The name. The explanation." he
tells her sternly, not hiding another prominent frown adoring his extremely tired face. That's
another thing she gets to feel guilty about. He has barely slept because of her. His second chance is
biting him back in the ass right now.

"You probably don't want to but you have to," she tells him simply, "I couldn't stay away even
though I tried... but it was bound for us to see each other again, like at Jin's and Jia's wedding."

Yeah, that was unavoidable. Two of their friends were getting married, it'd be stupid not to come
and attend because they knew one another would be there too.

"Okay, I get that but what does it have to do with everything?" He knows she's trying to go into
depth and maybe if their relationship and his heart weren't at stake, he would be actually patient.
This doesn't mean he hasn't been listening though. "As much as it's nice to know you've never
stopped loving me, I want to know about the cheating."

All she can muster is to give him a sad smile in return, nodding her head. "Do you remember when
we went camping?"

"What about it?" he grumbles in return, growing even more impatient.

On the other hand, Kiko is very patient and even though her misery and sadness is more than clear,
she breathes out a small smile. It's barely visible but Jungkook notices it, thanks to his feisty and
curious glare.

"We went for a walk to talk and you wanted to know the reason why I broke up with you."

"Yeah, yeah, I know all of that," he exclaims, frowning. "Where are you going with this? I need the
name and explanation, Kiko. Who's the fucker? Who did you fuck behind my back?"

Kiko's eyes widen once again, understanding Jungkook's loud tone and annoyance. Straightening
himself, he lets out a huff as he settles a glare back on her. She visibly shifts on her spot, biting the
inside of her cheek before she finally looks up at him.

"No one." she whispers.

"What kind of fucked up game is this?!" he exclaims, smacking his hands against thighs
frustratedly. He has to turn around, taking a deep breath before he faces her again while she sits
behind the table, looking small and fragile.

He has every right to have this kind of reaction. He feels like he doesn't understand anything.
"I'm telling you the truth... no one."

Jungkook scoffs at that, "Were you even planning on telling me? Why did you come here? I told
you I want an explanation but all I got so far is--"

"I'm telling you right now," she interrupts him, "No one. The answer is no one, Jungkook,"

He's speechless for a moment, staring at her completely dumbfounded with a half-opened mouth as
his brows furrowed in a confused glare. He's too shocked and confused to say anything and Kiko
doesn't beat around the bush this time, opening her mouth again.

"I've never cheated on you." she says softly, Jungkook's mind completely shutting down as he just
stares at her.

He's not even breathing, quickly gripping the edge of stool as he stares at her with wide doe eyes.
"You what..." he whispers, finally taking a short and shaky breath.

"When you wanted to know why I broke up with you, you told me what Hoseok told you. I
panicked because he promised me he wouldn't interfere and say anything to you, it's not his fault
though. I begged him not to tell you anything and he has been nothing but a great friend to me. But
for a moment I thought you knew, but then you added that you don't know the reason and you
suddenly questioned me about cheating."

"B-but you said..." he trails off, too shocked to even finish a sentence. Oh fuck, he swears he's
about to faint. He's not sure whether he should be happy or not, but all he can feel is a pure shock
that makes him almost unable to react properly.

"I panicked," She looks down in shame as she says it. "I went along with it because I know the
truth would hurt you more."

"So you lied to me? All this time I thought you cheated on me, the hell, Y/N hates you for it and I
was suffering ever since you told me that. You even realize what I've been going through?" he
exclaims, not believing what he's hearing right now. Is there a chance she's lying right now? She
said it herself, she didn't want to tell Jungkook any more details. She could be easily lying and tell
him this to make him believe that she never cheated. Would she be able to do that? Fuck, he's not
sure.

"I'm so sorry," she tells him, features curled into a sympathetic gaze which Jungkook responds to
with a scoff. "No matter what I say will make up for what I caused you. That's why I broke up with
you and wasn't planning on getting back together. I made a mistake, I should've stayed away from
you."

"No," Jungkook shakes his head firmly, "You should've been honest with me from the beginning.
That's what I deserve."

She doesn't deny it, he's completely right and she knows it. She's not just sad and hurt, but also
ashamed that she's being called out by Jungkook at this very moment, fully realizing things are
about to get worse. Jungkook is already looking like he's barely holding up.

"I know..." she whispers.

A few seconds of silence follows as Jungkook is completely overwhelmed by the news, feeling like
a rock has fallen off his heart. All this time he thought he wasn't good enough, tried not to think
about her cheating too much even though that was almost impossible. And for his own sake, he
settled on not wanting to know any details. Would she keep lying if he insisted knowing how it
happened and with who?

But as his mind starts to process more thoughts and different kinds of possible scenarios, he's
remembered of what she has said too. This is no longer just about cheating that proved to be a
product of a big and painful lie.

"So, what's the truth?"

Kiko has been waiting for him to ask that but once he does, she's not ready for it as she expected to
be. Deep down, she knows she wouldn't ever be ready for this but it's something she has to do.

"You told me the truth will hurt me more, so I'm asking... What's the truth? What's the real reason
why you broke up with me?"

You're confused when you're in the middle of sorting out your dirty laundry when your phone starts
to ring. Maybe it's Jungkook, you think, wondering what he's up to. He was acting weird yesterday
when he picked you up. As much as you wanted to make sure he's okay and maybe pry a little to
know if something happened, you quickly stopped yourself because he obviously didn't want to
talk about it. Maybe he had a fight with Kiko. After all, she's still a sensitive topic between you two
and even though you mostly try to keep your opinions rational, it's been a very dangerous zone
mentioning her.

He could tell you they had an argument and you wouldn't even have to hear what it was about
before you'd have a bitter remark back. And Jungkook knows that, so he probably decided not to
say anything. Plus, it doesn't have to be something serious.

However, being you and your usual nosy self, you didn't miss the opportunity to ask Jimin when he
texted you later in the evening yesterday. Apparently, they both acted weird and when Jungkook
left to pick you up, Kiko left soon after looking as if she was crying. Hoseok was acting weird too,
almost as if he knew what happened between them but never commented on it for the rest of the
night.

Your brows twist into a confusion when an unknown number is calling you, your annoyance rising.
It's probably another mobile operator or someone from the insurance company trying to get you to
take a mortgage. You're about to cancel the call but you've this weird feeling, something urging
you to pick up. It's Sunday, do they even call on Sundays?

With a sigh, you pick up the phone and you're not going to lie, annoyed you make an appearance
when you not so pleasantly answer the call with a; "Hello?"

"Y/N?"

You're confused, pulling away from the phone with a scrunched nose and confused glare as you
stare at the unknown number. The voice seems familiar but you can't quite pinpoint who it is.
"Yeah?"

"It's me Hoseok," he says, somehow sounding nervous for some reason. When did he even get your
number? You've never given it to him, that's for sure. There never was a reason to give him your
number anyway.

"You free to talk?"

"Uhhh, yeah?" you ask unsurely, caging your phone between your cheek and shoulder as you start
continuing to rummage through your clothes, separating white from colorful clothing.
"Listen, I need you to come to Jungkook's place."

You freeze for a second, "And why's that?"

"He needs you." he says, sounding more confident and kind of panicky which makes a pang hit you
in your chest.

"Did something happen?" You sound an alarm, dropping down your dirty white blouse back to the
laundry basket that's on the floor as you straighten yourself, gripping the phone into your hand.

"I--just trust me please. You need to come to Jungkook's place like, right now. He needs you."

"You're scaring me, Hoseok." you tell him, but your legs still move you to your bedroom to get you
out of your pajamas before you're already pulling out a random pair of sweatpants from your
closet.

"I'm sorry, but I had to call you. Please, just come here as fast as you can." He sounds desperate
and what you can't see is the way Hoseok frustratedly rubs his forehead as he stares at the
apartment complex where Jungkook lives.

He's been in his car for quite some time and there hasn't been any sign from Kiko coming down.
He knows their conversation will take its time, he's fully aware of it but he knows what Kiko is
about to tell him won't end up good. For both of them, but right now, he's mainly concerned about
Jungkook. What is about to be dropped down on him will ruin him.

"Alright, I'm coming."

Hoseok hears rustling and you rushing, the call between you two ending as he lets out a shaky
breath. He doesn't feel any better but still, there's at least some kind of hope that you'll get here.

After all, he wasn't lying. Jungkook needs you, even if he doesn't know it yet.

Each passing second seems like an hour, at least to Jungkook who stares at his girlfriend with a
stern and solid look. He's completely oblivious to the battle that's happening inside her head. She's
going to lose him, she knows she will but she has to face the consequences. She also has to come
with the terms that's what's going to happen. There's no way she can save their relationship after
this.

What Jungkook is not oblivious about, is her constant shaking fingers that yes, breaks his heart but
he has to control his worried and protective side. It's nothing new but he knows she's the one at
fault in this and as much as his heart is big and generous, he just wants to know the truth after all.

"Listen," he sighs, widening his eyes when she flinches, not expecting him to say something. It's
like she's scared of whatever he's about to say. It makes him even more nervous, but also curious
why she's acting like this.

"Whatever you're about to tell me, I can see it's affecting you and you're worrying me. But I've to
know, you understand that, right?"

She nods weakly, sniffling a little as she looks up and meets his big doe eyes that aren't as
welcoming as they were when they met. He looks stern, features hard and sharp but even despite
that, there's a hint of concern in his chocolate dark eyes.

But this time, Jungkook doesn't wait around and stares at her, giving her the time. So he presses
again, impatience clear in his voice. "Tell me the reason, Kik."

And that's the hitting point when a loud sob leaves her mouth as she starts crying, covering her face
with hands. Jungkook's features soften but he doesn't move from his spot, simply watching her
body shake as she cries. She's trying to hold it in, pulling hands away from her face as she takes a
deep yet shaky breath. And then she musters all the courage to look him in the eyes for god knows
how many times.

"I... I was pregnant,"

The words are whispered but Jungkook has heard it nevertheless, his whole body freezing. What
did she say? It feels like the blood has drained from his body and the whole world has stopped.
He'd have believed it if it weren't for Kiko and her obvious body movement as she starts sobbing.

"You--what?" Jungkook manages to choke out, feeling his throat tightening and even the simplest
thing like breathing makes him feel like he's about to choke.

Kiko's features twist painfully as she sucks in breath before opening her mouth. She has already
said it. There's no way of going back. "I was pregnant,"

This time slightly louder, Jungkook's mouth falls open as the same shock fills up his whole face.

"With your baby."

And that makes him almost lose his balance, his hands quickly grasping the edge of the kitchen
island. All he can hear is the word 'pregnant', not believing that this is happening. The simple
sentence keeps repeating in his head but it's far from simple, he still can't fully process what she
just said to him.

He feels ringing in his ears, shutting his eyes tightly when he can't forget another detail in the three
word sentence. His voice comes out as desperate, the usual sweet yet deep voice is gone as both of
them can hear that it's breaking. He is breaking.

And again, Kiko braces herself for yet another shocking and breaking news that would surely be
the ending call. Full of shame, her own voice breaking when she says; "I got an abortion."

And that's the final straw for Jungkook because before shock fully settles inside him again, he can't
take it and feels a harsh pang in his chest. That kind of pain that he has never felt before. Sadness,
betrayal, anger... he can't possibly name all the emotions he's experiencing and feeling right now.

Jungkook doesn't think of himself as someone who's mentally completely strong, can get through
anything in life and is undestroyable. Yet, he's not weak either. Oh, well, it's better to say that he
never really had to experience something that would make him feel weak – at least not to the point
he felt like going on his knees. But that's changed. Because if it weren't for the tight grip he has on
a kitchen island, he'd surely be on his knees right now.

He lets his heart and emotions speak, the utter heartbreak and loss he's feeling makes his eyes sting
with tears as they start coming down his cheeks in waves. No sound makes it past his lips though.
Once he hears the stool screech against his marble floor in the kitchen, he grows tense and turns
around.

Kiko stops in her tracks, her face mirroring Jungkook as she can't seem to stop crying, but this time
they just stare at each other. Kiko stares in pain, Jungkook in a hundred other emotions that's
enough to break every single heart that would see him.
"Why?"

It's a simple question, yet holds so much pain as Jungkook manages to ask, having to look away
because he's not sure how much he can look at her without breaking apart.

Maybe something happened and she had to-- no, he's not going to think about possible reasons of
why she did that just to make himself feel better, even if it's not possible.

"I--I wasn't ready," she tries to say, her voice shaky as she notices the way Jungkook's whole back
tenses while his jaw is clenched so tightly that he's scared he's about to crack it.

Betrayal is the first thing that crosses his mind. There are so many questions that keep screaming
inside his mind and it causes something to snap inside him. Grabbing his phone that's been sitting a
few inches from his hands, he surprises both of them when he throws it against the wall. The
device breaks apart as soon as it hits the wall, flying to three different directions.

Kiko jumps in surprise, a surprised yelp leaving her mouth and more tears welled up in her eyes
when she glances back at Jungkook who keeps his head low, shaking his head.

"We weren't ready, Jungkook. It happened all of a sudden--"

"That happens when people have unprotected sex," he snaps, straightening himself as he turns
around and glares at her. Despite the anger evident on his face, there's mostly sadness and
disappointment that anyone would notice if they knew Jungkook for so long.

"I was on birth control, Jungkook," she reminds him softly and stupidly, knowing it's completely
lame – at least Jungkook thinks that when he scoffs loudly.

They both knew the risks, obviously both of them weren't planning on having a baby so soon. He
wanted to do it step by step. Maybe he's old fashioned but he wanted her to move in with him. He
knew he wanted to propose in the near future as well. But if she got pregnant and even if it wasn't
planned, he wouldn't be angry and he would act responsibly according to that.

They are a couple, were dating for over two years back then, but that's not what breaks him the
most. Is the fact she did something like that without him knowing. She didn't tell him, she kept it a
secret and it was too late to change her mind. It hurts him to think she didn't come up to him and
talked to him about it.

"I can't believe you," he whispers, shutting his eyes tightly because a sudden mourn overcomes
him. He's not sure how much he can take. "I deserved to know!" he suddenly yells, shaky hands
going into his hair as he tugs on it harshly.

She stares in shame at him, knowing looks are crossing her features but there's nothing she can do.
She can't change anything.

It all makes sense. How scared she looked when he asked her about the reason for their break-up.
How guilty she looked and said she made a mistake, that she regrets it and will live with it for the
rest of her life.

He suddenly imagines their baby, wondering if it was a girl or a boy. What the baby would look
like. Would the baby look like him? Would the baby have his personality? Would the baby be a
perfect mix of them both?

Being a father wasn't his nearest goal but surely was something he was looking forward to and if it
happened at the most unexpected time, he wouldn't even think of getting rid of... her or him?
"You didn't tell me, I had every right to know about that! How dare you make such a decision
without me even knowing you were--" He can't bring himself to even say it, pressing his lips
tightly while she wipes the never ending tears off her cheeks.

"It's my body." She tries to argue, trying to find something to protect herself even though she
realizes Jungkook is right. She had much more time to think about this than he has. Everything he
feels towards her right now, she felt towards herself for months.

"And it was my baby too!" he yells, trashing his hands angrily. "I can't believe you'd have done
something like this. You betrayed me. You--you didn't even tell me you were pregnant, we
could've talked about it. Do you think I wouldn't be able to take care of you?"

She shakes her head quickly, desperation curling on her face as she tries to take a step closer to him
but he takes a step back.

"Of course not," she cries out.

Now it's not the time to feel insecure but fuck, does it hurt knowing she didn't want to have his
baby. After two years of dating, he thought she loved him. That she trusted him and she completely
broke his trust, and him too.

"The doctor told me there's a chance the baby is not healthy. They couldn't run too many tests
because I was still early in the pregnancy... it was a risk and--and I panicked," Jungkook scoffs,
getting angrier and sadder with each word she says. It's like he can't stand her talking. "Jungkook,
I've thought about it every second since the doctor told me that. We weren't ready for a baby,
Jungkook, but if the doctor told me the baby is all healthy, things would be different. We would be
able to work it out maybe, but--"

"Shut up," Jungkook cuts her off, taking a shaky breath as he shakes his head, "Just shut up," he
says angrily this time.

"When-- when did you..."

He doesn't even have to finish a sentence for her to know what she's asking.

"After I broke up with you," she whispers, seeing another pained look on Jungkook's face.

So when she broke up with him, she was carrying their baby. The baby they made with love
without them even knowing. Still, it was proof of their love – expected or not.

"I couldn't--I couldn't tell you what I was about to do. I knew it'd affect you and hurt you, I knew
it'd destroy you--"

"So you came up with a lame excuse. Do you even know what I've been through? What have I
done to get you back?" He bitterly chuckles at himself how stupid and naive he was. He was
fighting for her this whole time without knowing she fucking betrayed him and hurt him in a
complete different manner.

She looks away, not being able to look him in the eyes as she weakly nods, sobbing.

"I understand it's your body--but the baby--it was mine too. I had every right to know about it." He
tries to sound angry but his voice cracks and he's ready to fall apart.

"I know..."
"You know?!" he yells, ignoring the way she flinches. "You know and yet you've--just--leave,
fucking leave." he snaps desperately, hands rubbing his red and puffy face as his palms get wet
from the tears that are running down his face.

He's not sure if he ever cried like this before. One thing he knows is that he has never felt this kind
of heartbreak and pain before. This is something completely new to him and he has no idea how to
cope with it. But what he does know is that he can't be in her presence. Not when he can barely
look at her.

"Jungkook, please--" she cries out, running towards him as she grasps his hands desperately but she
gets pushed away easily by him. It's the first time he has ever done something like that. She is
shocked but then the shock is gone, fully understanding his reaction. It's breaking her.

"Get out," he snaps, pointing towards the door. She's crying, loudly and messily and still tries to
hold onto Jungkook but he grasps her forearms and shakes her a little. "Get the fuck out!" he yells,
pushing her away, still careful not to push her too hard. He really doesn't want to hurt her, he's not
capable of hurting her like that but right now, the pain is ruining him..

"I don't ever wanna see you again."

She freezes, her mouth opening before a loud choked sob leaves her mouth. She's staring at him,
stupidly hoping that he said it just because he's hurt but no. He's too upset right now and she fears
that when she walks out of this apartment, she will never see him again. A tiny part of her is
reconciled with that but the other rejects the most obvious. This is what she has been so scared of.
Her biggest fear became a reality. She knows it's all her fault, she messed up badly and there's no
turning back because one look at Jungkook, she already knows she lost him.

The usual sweet and loving boyfriend that has always loved her from day one, is now standing a
few meters away from her completely broken, and it's all because of her.

And that moment she realizes that there's nothing she can do and the best thing she can do for him,
is to leave as he requests. It's enough that he can't even look her in the eyes, avoiding to look even
in the direction she's standing. He despises her, hates her probably right now. She wouldn't be
surprised.

So she turns around, barely holding herself as she quickly rushes out of his front door after
grabbing her coat and putting on her shoes, nearly colliding with someone that almost easily
pushes her to the ground, if it weren't for the grasp on her shoulders that holds her balanced.

The first thing you notice is the way her whole body shakes, loud sobs leaving her mouth as she
looks at her, probably not recognizing you at first from her blurry vision and all the tears that are
the cause of that.

"What happened?" you ask shocked, letting go of her hands as she's crying so hard that even you're
shocked and completely speechless. Yet, your heart beats fast at all the possible scenarios that
happened.

You haven't talked to Hoseok, not even when you rushed out of your car and noticed his own
parked in the distance. All you could think of were his words and that you're needed right now. But
you've never imagined this – Kiko shaking and crying so much that you're actually worried about
her. She looks like seconds from a panic attack and you panic too, cursing that you didn't call for
Hoseok so he could come up with you.

But you couldn't have expected this to happen.

She's shaking her head, trying to rush past you but you block her, staring at her with wide eyes.

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry!" she cries out, bumping into you as she rushes past you, not even waiting
for the elevator as she takes the stairs.

You stand there frozen for a moment, but that's until you hear a loud crash coming from
Jungkook's apartment, the front door of it still opened when Kiko barged out of there. You quickly
rush inside, shutting the door with a loud thud that makes you cringe. You don't even take off your
shoes, your heart dropping when you hear another crash that comes out from the kitchen.

The sight you see when you make it there, it's something you've never seen before and it makes
your heart drop all over again. Jungkook is like in a trance, glass scattered all over the floor as he
grabs a cup on the dining table before he smashes it against the wall. The dark liquid makes an
awful stain on the wall and you gasp, rushing towards Jungkook when he's already taking another
vase off his kitchen counter.

"Jungkook! Jungkook!" you yell at him, gripping his wrists tightly as he fights against your hold.

It's only when you get closer to him you realize that he's crying, his eyes red and puffy, causing
your stomach to twist. His hair is falling into his face but you can still make out the pain and how
much he's trying to turn, so you can't see him. But it's too late.

You almost yelp when he tries to pry your hands off him, him being completely stronger he can do
that very easily, but not in his current state.

"What happened? Jungkook, what happened?" You're surprised when a loud sob comes out of his
mouth, completely shattering your shocked state as the simple sound and sight of him makes you
cry too as you ask him those questions. It already breaks your heart to see him like this and there's
no time to be shocked about it.

He's crying, a choked up sobs causing his body to shake before he stumbles into the wall behind
him and you're trying to hold him, as he slides down the wall defeatedly, with you going with him.

You're not waiting for anything, your body moving automatically as you hug him closer to
yourself, his face pressed against your chest as he finally allows himself to cry even more.

All you can do is to be there for him so you hold him, not uttering a single word because you know
nothing you could say would help. You hold him tightly, letting him know you're there for him
even though you're not sure if he truly pays attention to you. Hoseok was right, he needs you.

What the hell happened here? Did he and Kiko fight to the point it went this wrong? None of this
makes any sense, so you wonder... Did he fight out who she cheated with? Did he figure out who it
was? And Hoseok knowing all about this – is he the one who she cheated with? Your thoughts are
running wild, frequently distracted by Jungkook who has seemed to calm down in your hold as he
has stopped resisting.

However, the constant crying never ends, not even when the loud sobs aren't just as loud anymore.
The whole kitchen looks like a mess, glass shattered everywhere caused by Jungkook's anger or
whatever that was and you kick a few shards away from the two of you, so you wouldn't cut on it
accidentally. It's like a bomb has exploded here and it makes you even more concerned.

"You're okay..." you murmur, your voice shaky as your own cheeks are wet from the tears.
Pecking the top of his head you hear him sob again as this time, he holds your arms and squeezes it
tightly.
 He's far from okay actually, anyone could tell that.

Just when it seems as if he calmed down, occasional sniffles coming out of him while his body
seems to not be shaking as much, you don't expect him to say anything. You've been sitting there
for quite some time, you holding him while he cries it out whatever that has happened between him
and Kiko.

"She... she was pregnant," You barely understand what he's saying, but somehow you catch onto it
and your breath hitches. "She never cheated," he speaks out, voice completely broken and raspy
from all the crying. He doesn't even sound like Jungkook and that scares you. You're seriously
worried about him but you don't dare to move to look at his face.

You're glad he's able to talk, that he's talking to you.

And you don't ask, no matter how much your heart drops at his words, no matter how shocked
you're. You let him tell you at his own pace, even though your mind is going crazy. Kiko and
pregnant? Was pregnant? The worst scenarios are about to come up in your head but you shake
them off, heart painfully crying for Jungkook instead.

"She got rid of our baby." And that's when he loses it all over again, crying out loud as he says that
extremely painful truth that makes you gasp, your own sobs leaving your mouth when Jungkook
breaks all over again.

And you're breaking with him, not being able to imagine what kind of pain he's going through.
You're completely clueless of what to do and how to ease his pain, knowing it's not possible at the
moment and if ever.

So, just like you've been doing ever since you rushed to his place, you hold him even tighter, your
lips giving a peck on the top of his head. Even the mess of scattered glass on the floor doesn't
compare to the damage Jungkook's heart is experiencing.

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"Hey, Mrs. Linn, thank you so much," you say while sending an appreciative smile towards the
older lady, one of Jungkook's neighbors who probably used to see you more often than ever, as she
holds the door for you when she sees your hands are full.

"Oh, don't thank me dear," she waves her hand before both of you make your way towards the
elevator. "We all get our hands full sometimes."

Whenever you see her, you see interest and curiosity in her eyes, probably wondering why you are
visiting Jungkook so often. It's not just her though. People talk and they get nosy, especially the
older aged neighbors that have nothing adventurous going on throughout their day. Mrs. Linn is
curious, but always sweet and never asks you about anything that could be considered as nosy or
uncomfortable.

She knows you're visiting Jungkook, something you told her when she asked you if you're a new
neighbor. Without too many details, you explained that your best friend lives here and you're just
visiting him often. Ever since January, you've been coming here almost every day, depending on
how you, Jimin and Taehyung take turns. It's March right now, so most of Jungkook's neighbors
already recognize your faces, quickly classifying you as Jungkook's friends.

Mrs. Linn gets off the elevator first, living a few floors below Jungkook's floor, but she doesn't
forget to send a nice greeting towards you once again as you return it, closing the elevator's door by
pressing a button once she disappears behind the corner.

The walk towards Jungkook is always the same. The familiar hallway feels like a second home to
you by now. A hope that things are better with him and a justified part of fear always walks you
through your way towards his apartment. Pulling out the card and pressing the password of his
home isn't as easy with your hands full of bags, but somehow you manage when the lock clicks and
a little melody lets you know you've successfully opened the front door.

Setting down the bags on the floor, you take off your shoes and hang your leather jacket beside
Jungkook's, taking the bags with you as you make it through his apartment. Surprisingly, Jungkook
isn't slouched on his big couch while watching whatever he hasn't watched on Netflix yet. He is
still in the living room though, barely giving you a glance as you pause and stare at him while he's
lifting up the dumbbells.

Shirtless, while wearing his sport shorts he glances at you with an unbothered gaze, almost
ignoring you as he keeps working out despite your presence there. Not that you expected anything
more. He probably thought you're not coming here tonight.

You had to work overtime a little bit and then the wait for a take-out took half an hour. You're not
an idiot. He's probably annoyed by the constant visits by either of you, Jimin or Taehyung. So far,
he hasn't said anything and just went along with it. But none of you are stupid, you know he
probably finds all of this ridiculous.

Ignoring him, you sigh and place the take-out on his coffee table, eyes not ignoring the two cans of
beer that are probably empty.
"I brought us some chinese and sushi," you tell him, knowing he hears you even through the faint
sounds of some TV show coming out of his television. "Come eat." Is what you tell him as you
make your way towards the bathroom to wash your hands.

Surprisingly and luckily, Jungkook's dumbbells are laying on the floor behind his couch by the
time you make it back. Your friend already sits on the couch and opens a few boxes of take-out
while the delicious smell fills his living room. Plopping onto the space next to him, you glance at
him to check up on him without saying a word.

His long black hair is falling onto his eyes a little, some of it sticking to his face because he's
sweaty from his work-out. Still, you get to smell a faint scent of his cologne. Half-naked sitting
next to you, tattoos on full display and a couple of more he got in addition to his pieces the last and
this month, you're trying to focus on why you came here in the first place.

"Thanks for the food," he tells you as he opens the box and you notice he has brought cutlery for
the both of you when you were in the bathroom.

"Of course," you smile, reaching for your food as your stomach grumbles, notifying you of the
hanger you've been feeling ever since the diner time.

Jungkook turns up the volume a little, both of you focusing on the food and TV. As much as your
curiosity and concern tells you to fully check on Jungkook, you keep your eyes off him knowing
he's annoyed by the constant worried looks all of you give him. He's the first one to finish his food,
cleaning after himself before he disappears in his bathroom. A minute later, you hear water running
which makes you sigh as you grow already full, putting back down the leftovers.

It's been like these for two months now. Ever since the truth came out. The first weeks were the
worst. Jungkook wouldn't talk to anyone, he wouldn't even eat properly which made you terribly
concerned when you clearly saw he lost some weight.

Kiko has ruined him.

What hurts you is to see him going through this and there's nothing you can do to ease the pain and
loss he's feeling. He wouldn't even talk to you which hurts the most. But this isn't about you.

At least he's slowly getting better, even though you're not sure if you could call it that. He's
obviously going through a lot of pain and a heartbreak, and maybe he doesn't confide in any of you,
but at least he tries to stay busy. He's working more than usual and if he isn't, he's probably stuck in
a gym. There are always two options where he is at, if he's not home.

Pulling out your phone, you're not too surprised to see Jimin checking on you and Jungkook.

Jiminie: how is he?

"As usual, nothing new tbh" You type back, sighing as you rub your forehead looking around.

Well, at least he keeps his apartment clean and doesn't forget to take care of himself as well. There
were days when he would barely walk out of his room, pleading with you, Jimin and Taehyung to
leave as he insisted on being alone. You didn't like that and if it weren't for Jimin's persuition,
you'd never leave him alone.

Although, they didn't find out about Kiko and what she's been hiding this whole time right away. It
took them a week to realize there's something going on, especially when Jungkook wouldn't pick
up his phone and your conscience couldn't make out too many excuses why you can't hang out with
them.
"Jimin and Tae are asking about you... I think you should at least text them, they're worried." You
told Jungkook a day after he found out about Kiko. You refused to leave him alone in that state,
especially when his kitchen looked like a tornado happened there.

Jungkook could barely stand on his feet, but still insisted on cleaning after himself so you wouldn't
cut yourself on the shattered glass. You didn't listen to him though, and helped him, using his then
current state so he wouldn't scold you.

He didn't tell you anything when you told him about your worried friends, that's until they got fed
up with your lame excuses and Jungkook's lame of a text saying 'he's busy' and came to Jungkook's.
When they saw you and the guilty yet sad look you gave them, their thoughts were proved right
that there's something happening.

Jiminie: is he as annoyed as he was yesterday?

Well, you didn't see him yesterday but you heard from Jimin that Jungkook wasn't in the mood of
having one of you there again. You get that. But you also know Jungkook and he definitely doesn't
want to be alone all the time. So whenever one of you can, you always make sure to hang out with
Jungkook and silently let him know that he's not alone. He's been trying to push all of you away,
but you're stubborn. He would do the same thing if the roles were reversed.

"he hasn't said anything but yeah, I think he is lol"

Even the 'lol' sounds sarcastic and painful, it makes you scoff at yourself.

Jiminie: he's softest around you out of us three

Jiminie: good luck with golden boy you'll need it

"wow thanks, what a support"

He sends you a laughing emoji back, causing you to snort at him before you toss your phone next
to you, just as the bathroom door opens and Jungkook walks out of there wearing cotton shorts with
a shirt covering his upper body. Hair wet from the shower, you can already smell the scent of his
scented shower gel as he walks towards the couch and past you.

Noticing the dark circles underneath his eyes, your heart breaks at the sight but you force yourself
to look away as you make yourself comfortable, staring at the TV even though you could care less
about the show it's playing there.

"You know, you don't have to come here almost every day. I'm not a kid." Jungkook speaks up for
the first time, and you almost cry out of happiness when you finally hear his voice. He doesn't
sound broken, but he's not fine for sure.

You glance at him, chuckling at him as your eyes meet. Trying to keep yourself composed,
ignoring how his dark circles basically scream for attention, you look away. "Tell that to Jimin and
Taehyung too."

Your voice is light and humorous, acting as if your almost every day visit is just a casual thing.
Both of you know why you're doing this and Jungkook sees right through you, although he doesn't
call you out on it. It's pointless anyway.

"I already did," he murmurs, staring down at his hands that rest on his lap. "It's... I--you don't have
to come here Y/N." he says, features twisted painfully when he says it as if the last thing he wants
is to hurt you with his words. You know he doesn't mean it that way.
"I want to," you tell him immediately, seeing him looking away as he sighs. "Kook," you call out to
him, seeing him looking at you again as you straighten yourself and scoot closer to him. "If you
don't want me here, then tell me. I'll leave right away and I won't come back unless you call me."

You don't like this idea and you've tried to be there for him for sometime over two months now.
You're not sure if your presence is helping in any way, but you also don't want to make him feel
worse because you're too stubborn to let him deal with this on his own.

Throughout this heartbreak and loss that he's experiencing, Jungkook has never openly said he
doesn't want you here. Sure, his behavior probably indicated he's somehow annoyed at your,
Jimin's and Taehyung's not so oblivious attempts of trying to look after him through this stage of
his current state. But he never explicitly said he doesn't want you here and that's why you keep
coming and haven't left already. This is Jungkook you're talking about. You wouldn't leave him
just like that.

But if it's something he truly wants and he'll feel better, then so be it.

"I--" Jungkook stops, shutting his eyes as he rubs them while resting his elbows on his knees. "I
didn't mean to sound like an asshole. I--what I meant is, that you don't have to babysit me. Nor
Jimin and Taehyung have too."

Sighing, you scoot closer to him before your hands make contact with his back, feeling how tense
he is. One hand rubbing his back while the other caringly squeezes his shoulder, you shake your
head. "We don't babysit you, I don't think you'd do something stupid. We're just worried, Kook.
You've been through a lot. I know we can't make the pain go away, but we're here for you."

He stays silent for a moment and you see him nod before he groans. "But this is ridiculous. You
guys don't have to come and check on me as if I'm not capable of living my life. You don't have to
bring me food as if I'm not capable of doing that on my own. I--I'm sure you guys have other things
to do, more important things to do in your evenings and days than checking on me as if I'm some
kid."

"You're just acting like one sometimes," you tell him lightly, joking as you nudge your shoulder
against his which makes him roll his eyes. Chuckling, you lean your head against his biceps.
"You're not alone in this, Kook. If we didn't want to be here for you, we wouldn't come here at all."

You feel his shift, causing you to pull away slightly to get a glimpse at him. He's looking at you,
face saying thousands of words and it pains you to see the sadness and pain that's still there.
However, there is a glimpse of fondness in his eyes as he searches your face.

"I don't mean to sound ungrateful," he says softly, the corner of his lips lifting up slightly when you
lean your head back against his biceps while staring up at him with big and curious eyes. "I'm--I'm
gonna be fine. It just takes some time."

He doesn't sound convinced though.

"Of course you will," you tell him, cheek pressed against his arm. "Heartbreak isn't fatal." you
remind him softly, knowing that one day he'll be able to look back onto this stage in his life and
admire himself for being so strong.

"Then why do I feel like it is?" he asks quietly, your face twisting in a worry as you pull away, still
holding him close to you.

"Have you considered talking to someone?" you ask, watching his brows scrunch into a frown as
you lick your lips and open your mouth to explain yourself. "Like a therapist?"

As soon as those words leave your mouth, Jungkook rolls his eyes and tries to pull away from you
but you hold him close and quickly continue.

"You're not just experiencing heartbreak, Kook. I'm really worried about you, there's nothing
wrong with talking about this with someone professional." you tell him, voice more loud and clear.

"I got you." he says, causing you to nod.

"You got me," you confirm, "But you haven't been talking to me much, which is fine. And that's
why I think, maybe it'd be a good--"

"No, I don't need a therapist." He quickly declines your idea which makes you sigh in
disappointment but you're not trying to pressure him into something he doesn't want to. You just
think it's a good idea if he spoke about his feelings openly, maybe get advice from a professional
that can guide him to the right path.

You're no professional. Maybe whatever advice you'd come up with wouldn't help him. Maybe
you'd advise him of something wrong. You don't want that.

"Okay, it's your decision. I'm not here trying to make you do something you don't want to." you
remind him softly, squeezing his shoulder for the last time before you pull away but your eyes don't
leave him.

You see the side of his face, him looking at his feet as he bites into the inside of his cheek. It's like
he's trying to hold back whatever that wants to spill out and he embraces himself to open his mouth.
You watch him with concern, ready to tell him that he doesn't have to say anything but before you
can, he already speaks.

"Hoseok texted me today," he starts, closing his eyes briefly while you keep your mouth shut,
letting him continue whenever he wants. "He's... coming here tomorrow to pick up her stuff."

He says, voice completely heartbroken as he mentions Kiko without actually saying her name and
you know it pains him even more than you who's just looking at him.

"Have you talked to her?"

That makes him scoff and he shakes his head. "No, not since that day... I told her I never want to
see her again, so she probably told Hoseok to come and pick her stuff." Yeah, that makes sense.

"Would you like to see her?" you ask carefully, watching his reaction as he stays frozen for a
moment before he shakes his head.

"No, it's... I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to face her." he murmurs, rubbing his face again. You
realize he's doing that to distract himself.

"Then it's a good thing Hoseok will come instead of her." you murmur, nibbling on your bottom
lip.

Jungkook stays silent, sitting without barely moving before a scoff resounds from him. "I don't
even know if I want to face him."

"Then tell him not to come. You don't owe him any explanation. If you're not ready, then just don't
do it." you advise him, but he only shakes his head.
"No, I can't stand looking at her things scattered all over this apartment. It's better if he comes to
get it..."

"Okay," you nod, reaching for his hair as you brush it off his face. "You want me to stay here
tonight?"

He turns to you to look at you, "No, no... I'm sure you've other things to do."

You playfully roll your eyes at him, "I actually don't," you point out, "Tomorrow is Saturday, so I'd
probably spend it alone anyway. I could be here when Hoseok comes? If that helps."

He frowns, probably ready to protest but you arch your brow at him, letting him know that it's
totally fine and you'd like to stay anyway to make sure he's okay. So he sighs, nodding at you.
"Alright, I... that would be fine."

Sending him an encouraging smile, you reach for the controller that's been sitting on the coffee
table. "You up for a game?"

He definitely doesn't look like he's in the mood for that, but you wiggle your brows at him. "I'll
kick your ass this time."

Jungkook knows what you're trying to do, but eventually after looking at you he scoffs amusingly
before he snatches the controller from your hands. "We'll see about that." he mutters, the
competitive side of him kicking in as you can't help but grin at him while he's starting to set up the
game.

After two months of barely getting any response from Jungkook, you finally see a glimpse of the
old him and you just can't fight the grin off your face. Not even when he truly kicks your ass in
every game and round you play. He's not rubbing it into your face like he usually would, or joking
about it but when he cocks his brow at you, a look that says 'I told you', you couldn't be happier
with the progress he has managed to make.

Sometime during the night, when all the lights are turned off and the only glimpse of natural light
is the moon peeking from the blinds, you turn around on Jungkook's bed. The movement is
careless and you momentarily forget that you're actually sharing a bed with him. Yes, after
proposing that you sleep on his big couch, Jungkook completely refused your idea and told you to
go to sleep in his room. He said he'll take the couch which didn't sit with you well, after five
minutes of bickering you settled on sharing the bed.

It's not the first time you both are sharing a bed. It's not a big deal. Plus, you're both single. It has
never been a big deal for you to share a bed.

When your arm slaps against the mattress on Jungkook's side, you already wait for him to wake up
and scold you for taking up most of the space like what happened too many times. But you're met
with an empty space beside you which makes you crack your eyes open, lifting your head while
your rustled hair falls onto your face. Groaning, you push them away just to be met with Jungkook
nowhere to be seen.

Looking around, it takes you a while to notice he's not in the room. You could easily go back to
sleep, but something doesn't seem right about Jungkook not being here. Sure, he could've gone to
the bathroom or something. But all you can think about is his dark circles, which is enough proof
that he probably has trouble sleeping. Pulling the duvet off your body, you don't bother to put on
the slippers as you open the door from his room. Your head slightly pounds from the lack of sleep
but you ignore it, eyes scrunched when you spot a light coming from the kitchen.

It's a dim lightning, nothing too bright but enough for you to notice Jungkook standing with his
back turned to you, facing the kitchen light that's under the cabinet that isn't as invasive as the
normal lightning would be.

You approach him quietly, your feet paddling against the floor. "Can't sleep?"

He doesn't flinch or jump from your sudden presence, but he turns his head to you abruptly as if he
was caught doing something. It's only then when you notice the bottle of whiskey in front of him
and a glass settled right next to it. He looks at you guilty, looking away as if he didn't want you to
see it.

Sighing, you lean against the counter with your lower back as you watch him. "Does it help?"

"Couldn't fall asleep," he murmurs, "It usually helps me to fall asleep faster,"

You bite back the scolding you would most likely give him in other scenarios. But he wouldn't be
drinking in other scenarios to help him to fall asleep, would he?

"Go back to bed, I'll be there soon." he tells you, grabbing the glass before he pours the entire dark
liquid that's been there into his mouth.

Watching his neck bop at the movement, he swallows it as he bites onto his lower lip. His tattooed
hand goes to his hair, running through them before he grips the edge of the kitchen counter. He's
not going to get rid of you that easily, plus you can't go back to sleep knowing he's here drinking
and trying to fight with insomnia this way.

Jungkook gives you a look when you turn around, hoisting yourself up to the kitchen counter to sit
on it as you give him a smile. "Pour me one too."

Frowning, he stares at you. "Don't be ridiculous. You don't drink this late."

"Neither you used to," you tell him softly, "Fine, then I'll take the bottle."

Before your hand can reach the bottle, Jungkook is already snatching it as he rolls his eyes at you
and pours a small amount into the glass, sliding it towards you. "You take the glass, I'll take the
bottle." he says defeatedly which makes you grin in success.

"Fine by me," you hum, tasting the alcohol as you cringe right away but swallow it anyway,
ignoring Jungkook's raised and knowing look. "How long have you been up?" you ask, trying to
make a conversation.

After the games you both played, you went to take a shower and take off the make-up to get ready
for the bed. Jungkook has lent you one of his shirts and luckily found one of your pajama shorts
you always kept here during your summer sleepovers. Once you were done, Jungkook was already
in bed staring at the ceiling and once you had joined him, he turned off the lights and went to
sleep. At least that's what you thought because by the time ten minutes had passed away, you had
already fallen asleep.

Looking at the digital clock on his stove, you realize it's three in the morning. You've slept for four
hours.

"I never fell asleep." he admits silently, ignoring your worried gaze as he drinks from the bottle.
"How long is this lasting?" you ask quietly, not wanting to sound as if you're scolding him. You're
worried.

"Ever since that day," he answers, causing you to suck in breath as your heart cracks at the new
information. This is even more serious than you've thought. You knew there's obviously something
more going on with him, something you, Jimin or Taehyung know about. "But I don't drink every
day, especially during the week when I've to work and drive the next day."

At least he's responsible, you think as you look away from him and sigh. "It breaks my heart to see
you like this, Kook." you admit quietly, voice almost cracking as he glances at you, eyes filled with
sadness and guilt.

"That's why I didn't want you to come here and see me like this." he says back but you only shake
your head.

"Don't say that," you lick your lips, "I'd rather be here than wondering how you are doing."

"Isn't it obvious?" he scoffs, glancing at you as you sigh in defeat but silently agree with him. He
doesn't sound angry at you, he's angry at the situation, at the pain he's feeling. It's like you can
understand what he's going through, even though realistically you've no idea how much pain he's
enduring.

Attention taken away by a movement, you watch Jungkook walking towards one of the cupboards
as he pulls out something that rustles in his hold before he hands you the item. It's a pack of
crackers, it makes you smile as you look up at him with a question in your eyes.

"So you won't feel sick from the whiskey," he explains, watching you grin at him as you open it,
plopping a cracker into your mouth before you point towards your glass, silently telling him to
pour you one more.

He looks skeptical but he does it either way which you thank him for. Offering him the pack of
crackers, he shakes his head with a faint smile but it's very short-lived when it drops and he's back
to his sadself.

Silently, you munch on the snack. This is the worst. You've no idea what to say. Distracting him is
too obvious and something tells you he's not in the mood for that. Trying to make a conversation at
three in the morning is... what would you even talk about? Even from your point of view, all you
can focus on is the elephant in the room but it's Jungkook's call. You're not going to make him talk
when he clearly doesn't want to.

So you sit on the kitchen counter while Jungkook stands beside you, taking a sip from the whiskey
every now and then as you both are enveloped by the silence. After a few minutes, you place the
pack of crackers down at the same time when Jungkook suddenly scoffs. He's been in his own
world for the past few minutes, clearly thinking and almost forgetting about your presence.

"Isn't it funny?" he asks, tone dripping with sarcasm, hurt and sorrow. He swallows another shot
before he continues. "I would be a dad by now,"

You don't think you've ever heard him like this. So empty, yet so broken and angry at the same
time. His words make your chest clench, heart fully empathizing with the sadness from all of this.
Jungkook would be an amazing dad, whether he'd be ready for it or not. He fully dedicates himself
to everything, he always does things at hundred percent. No less.

"All those times," His voice cracks, eyes pinching together as he rubs them while you straighten
yourself, staring at him with nothing but sympathy and worry.

However, you keep your mouth shut. It's very rare for Jungkook to be sharing something so
personal with you these days and you don't want to ruin it by saying anything. So, you just let him
talk and get it off his chest.

"You called me a dad as a joke," Your mouth falls open, eyes watering at the sight of Jungkook's
broken glance he gives you. "We joked about that a lot. If only I knew--" He stops himself, visibly
taking a deep and shaky breath to stop himself from crying.

Reaching for his arm, you grasp it and pull him towards you. Surprisingly, he doesn't protest but
looks at you with a confusion written all over his broken face, until you can't see it anymore
because your cheek is pressed against his chest. Cuddling up to him and wrapping your arms
around his frame, you hug him tightly.

"I'm so sorry, Kook," you cry to his chest and you feel him tense, before he sighs and hugs you
back. "I'm so sorry." you whisper, staining his shirt with your tears he undoubtedly starts to feel.

"It's not your fault..." he mumbles, leaning his cheek against the top of your head.

"I know, but it breaks my heart to see you going through this," you admit, sniffling as you feel him
pull away. He meets your teary gaze, giving you a weak smile as he wipes off your tears. "You
don't deserve this."

Dropping his hands, he doesn't protest because he knows that's true. It's not selfish of him to admit
it. He has never done anything to hurt Kiko. He has always showered her with so much love and
respect, and she broke his heart for the second time just like that. You've never seen her being hurt
like that when she stormed out of Jungkook's apartment looking like a complete mess. She really is
sorry but it's no excuse for what she has done to him. She has ruined him.

"I'm pathetic," Jungkook scoffs, shaking his head as he leans against the kitchen island, right on the
opposite side of where you're sitting. "I'm so fucking pathetic,"

You tilt your head to the side, watching him rub his eyes for a moment and you want nothing more
than to envelop him in a hug once again.

"I gave her a second chance, I trusted her. I made a fool out of myself, I fucking--I was forgiving
her for cheating--a fucking cheating!" he exclaims, making you flinch but you stay glued to your
spot, gripping the edge of the counter tightly. "I love--loved her so fucking much, I would give her
the world!"

"Kook--"

"And she broke my heart like I never meant anything to her!"

It doesn't matter that it's the middle of the night and he could possibly wake up his neighbors.
You're genuinely scared he's going to break all over again. Not because you're scared of him.
You're scared for him.

"Would you rather live in a lie?" you ask softly, making him pause for a moment.

"What?" he breathes out.

"Would you rather think she cheated? Or believed she broke up with you because she needed
space? I know it hurts, Kook," you say softly and carefully, "I might not fully understand the pain
you're going through... but isn't it better that you know the truth? Even if it hurts..."

He knows you're right. She made a fool out of him, just like he said. Maybe not purposely, in a
twisted way you understand why she did that, hid the truth from him. To spare him the pain she's
been feeling and experiencing on her own, even though... Can their pain be compared? She had a
choice, Jungkook hadn't.

"It hurts so much..." he whispers, and you swear you hear your heart cracking. Hopping off the
counter, you go straight to hug him all over again.

"What can I do?" you murmur into his shirt, tightening your grip as his hands drop at your
shoulders, squeezing them.

"Don't leave me?" he asks unsurely, feeling pathetic to be asking you that and mainly for sounding
like a pathetic fool as well.

Giving him the softest smile, your lips slightly wobbling when you look into his big dark eyes.
Grabbing one of his hands that's sitting on your shoulder, you squeeze it as you don't break eye
contact.

"Never."

And that's enough of a confirmation Jungkook needs, sending you a weak smile for the first time in
a long time. When you lead him to his bedroom after turning off the light, leaving the alcohol
abandoned on the kitchen counter along with your glass, you both hide yourselves under the
covers. You hold his hands, caressing his knuckles and the back of his hands, until your eyes flutter
shut and your movements slow down. The last thing you feel is Jungkook doing the same for you,
until his hands slow down and he allows himself to fall asleep.

Jungkook has always been an early bird. It's something you've admired about him, or more like
have been jealous about. He'd wake up at six in the morning and by the time the clock hit eight,
he'd had his breakfast and workout done amongst other things.

Things have changed though. It's not shocking to not see him sleeping next to you by the time you
wake up. He might have used to wake up early to be productive, always wanted to do something
and despite all of that, he calls himself lazy. But right now, you're not even sure if he even fell
asleep to be able to wake up. Your own tiredness chased you down last night and as far as you can
remember, it felt like he was still awake by the time your breathing slowed down and dreams
awaited for you.

He's distracting himself, this time from the awaited visit from Hoseok that should be coming any
minute. It's not hard to figure that out because by the time you clean up yourself in his bathroom
and change your clothes, breakfast is already waiting for you with a cup of tea you like.

Jungkook's leaning against the kitchen counter with a spaced out expression and a cup of coffee in
his hand, as he slowly brings it to his lips. He looks tired but from your quick checking in, he does
look a little bit better.

"Have you slept?" you ask right away, eyeing the breakfast and not sitting down just yet, fully
focusing on him to show your persistence. You wonder how many times Jungkook has called you
annoying in his head, but it's not like you care that much. Not as long as he gets his sleep.

Brown dark eyes flickering to you, you swear you see the corner of his lips twitching at your
straightforwardness, very well known straightforwardness, before he sets down his cup with a click
against the marble.

"I have," Is all he says and you sigh, not wanting to pressure him into saying more. "I made you
breakfast."

"Just for me?" you cock your brow, happy to see the slightest of his grin and roll of his eyes as you
sit down.

"Us," he corrects himself, surprisingly joining you.

Your eyes dancing across his face to check on him from close doesn't go unnoticed by him and he
does have a little twinkle of amusement in his eyes. Grinning, you set your eyes on a bowl of fruit
with strawberries and raspberries in it. The little chuckle that escapes Jungkook's lips is unheard by
you as you grab the spoon and dig in.

"You know, you should eat more in the mornings. You know what they say, it's the most important
meal of the day," Jungkook comments, not surprised by your choice out of all the other options on
the table.

"And so is sleep," you say with a full mouth, earning Jungkook's daring and raised brow as you
swallow the food before continuing. "I'd say it's more important than breakfast."

Jungkook scoffs a little, looking at his empty plate as he serves himself scrambled eggs and bread.
"I did sleep."

"You did?" You don't sound convinced, raising your brows with a doubtful look.

Jungkook hums, putting some food into his mouth as he chews on it while you stare at him, slowly
eating the breakfast he has prepared for the two of you.

"You don't have to worry about me,"

Yes, you do. You do worry about him because so far, you've never seen him in this state. Barely
sleeping, looking so lifeless yet he's keeping himself occupied by working overtime and working
out a lot which shouldn't necessarily be the worst thing. It's hard to describe, you're not sure what's
good and bad for him but all you know is that he's still deeply hurting and he's keeping it to
himself. He's holding it in.

"I slept okay, really."

Is he telling the truth? He still looks tired but he probably got more sleep. He's on edge, knowing
today is the day when Hoseok is coming and he could be here anytime. And since he's holding it
in, it's hard to say if he's doing better than he was yesterday. You wouldn't say so. Facing Hoseok
isn't probably the most pleasant thing to do considering he's been trying to distract himself from
Kiko. And since Hoseok is close to her and a big reminder of what she has done, it's like
experiencing that pain all over again.

But maybe when Jungkook confided in you more about his thoughts and feelings, it got at least
some small amount of weight off his chest. At least you hope so.

"I'm glad, or else I won't ever leave so I can check on you if you're sleeping well." you joke, lips
twitching as you look up at Jungkook to see him crack a tiny smile.

He doesn't say anything but the silence isn't awkward at all, both of you eating in silence with
thoughts still running. You realize you're even more nervous about Hoseok's visit than you're
letting on.

You're worried.

Worried about how Hoseok is feeling about all of this. Worried about how Jungkook is going to
react.

So if you're feeling this way, you can't imagine how Jungkook must be feeling.

The moment the doorbell rings, it seems like everything has frozen for a moment. You both know
who's about to come upstairs and knock on Jungkook's door any second. The cup of tea that
Jungkook has made you is placed on the coffee table by your tensed hands and as you're about to
turn to Jungkook, he acts quickly and buzzes Hoseok in. Once he gets back, his eyes avoid you for
a moment before he looks at you sitting on his couch with big and uncertain eyes.

It's hard to detect what emotion crosses Jungkook's face. Panic, anxiety, discomfort.

Hoseok coming for Kiko's things that are still laying around his apartment – being the painful
reminder of their heart crushing break-up – is still a better option than Kiko coming for them by
herself.

Jungkook did say he doesn't want to see her anymore, at least she respects his decision. Although,
you think she probably isn't ready to face him as well.

You wish you could hate her though. Yes, you're mad at her for breaking Jungkook's heart all over
again. He's in this state because of her lies. But during those weeks ever since Jungkook told you
what happened, you thought about it and her a lot. The decision she made hadn't been easy. It's
hard to even think about it because nobody knows what was going on inside her head. It's easy to
judge but you're not totally sure what she went through.

Yes, you don't think her decision was right – at least her decision to leave Jungkook out of it when
he was a huge part of it as well. But it's not your place to judge her decision when it's not you and
not your body. You can't possibly imagine what she went through, even though some of it is thanks
to her. She did it to herself but still, you find some kind of empathy and you actually feel bad for
her.

She should've definitely told Jungkook. He deserved to know and that's a fact. Even if she wasn't
planning to start a family with him, or whatever the other reason could be, she should've told him
and they could've at least talked about it. Would Jungkook be able to convince her? What would he
tell her? It's something you and maybe even Jungkook himself doesn't know.

And as soft knocks can be heard coming from the front door, Jungkook looks like he's ten seconds
from truly panicking and all you want is to give him a hug that would help and take away all the
stress and pain he's feeling. However, you stand up and send a soft smile his way, offering to get
the door which he gives you what looks like a form of thankful smile.

On the other side, as you open the front door but not before taking a deep breath, is standing
Hoseok that doesn't look much better. He looks slightly surprised to see you there but it only takes
a few seconds. The discomfort is evident on his face, even through the soft smile he sends your
way as greeting leaves his mouth.

"Hey," you tell him softly, lifting your lips. "I just--I'm here because--he's not feeling very well."
You don't owe any explanation to Hoseok but the words jump out of you before you can keep your
mouth shut. Hushed and sad tone makes Hoseok look at you in sympathy.
"I'm sorry," he says sadly, coming inside as you close the door behind him.

Hoseok doesn't look like this is the place he wants to be right now and it's totally understandable if
you look at things from his point of view. He knew, but you know he was just as having his best
friend's back as you're having Jungkook's. The honesty in his voice isn't hard to miss and you just
know he really is sorry about everything.

You're just not a person he should be saying that to.

Nodding, you give him a lipped smile and lead him to Jungkook when he takes off his jacket. Not
that he needs you, he knows Jungkook's apartment too but you can see how careful he is with each
step he makes, even though his steps are light and rhythmic.

What isn't rhythmic is probably Jungkook's heartbeat when he hears you coming, knowing you're
not alone as he hears two sets of steps and the lingering tension with Hoseok's arrival.

Noticing Hoseok's hesitance once you turn to look at him but his eyes are already set on Jungkook,
who's standing near the couch not even fully facing you. From the corner of his eyes, he can make
out the two of you but doesn't even spare a glance in your direction. Well, Hoseok's.

Hoseok opens his mouth, ready to greet him and Jungkook probably doesn't catch that but the
timing is adding even more tension to the whole situation when he speaks first.

"Her stuff is in the bathroom and my room."

You wince at the distant and hard tone he sets. You understand he's upset and you mostly feel
sorry for him, but that doesn't mean you don't feel an ounce of pity towards Hoseok as well. He
just stands there, features softening and regret written all over again on his face mixed with sadness
and understatement.

"Jungkook, I'm--"

"You're what?" Jungkook snaps, this time fully turning towards the two of you looking straight at
his friend in anger and betrayal. He doesn't give him a chance to respond because Jungkook is
currently a ticking bomb. "Sorry? You knew the whole time and now you're sorry? Don't give me
that bullshit," he scoffs, causing Hoseok to sigh as he bites into the inside of his cheek.

"How dare you to look me in the eyes and just be sorry?" The tone of his voice raises but the only
thing you can detect is the hurt behind it.

"Jungkook," you mumble as Jungkook is met with your face full of pity and sadness, but he only
glances your way before he looks back at Hoseok.

He definitely has more strength to be facing Jungkook because if it was you in his place, you'd be a
crying mess if Jungkook looked and spoke to you that way. And you almost whimper when
Hoseok makes his way over to Jungkook, not sure if that's a good idea judging by Jungkook's sharp
glare.

"Yes, Jungkook, I'm sorry," he says calmly, "I know you're mad at me and you've every reason to
be, I fucked up and I've regretted that every time I thought about you,"

He walks past him towards one of the doors of Jungkook's bathroom and bedroom, stopping and
turning to him once again.

"But she didn't want you to know and I had to respect that as her friend."
"Don't give me that bullshit!" Jungkook yells, causing you to flinch because even though you know
he's mad, you weren't expecting him to yell as soon as Hoseok finishes his sentence. "You're my
friend too! You were joking with me this whole time, we hung out and you looked me in the eyes
knowing she was pregnant with my baby! You fucking knew and never said one fucking word!"

Hoseok's breath trembles as he takes a breath but keeps being composed despite Jungkook's evident
anger.

Jungkook takes a few steps towards Hoseok and you tense before you do the same. You're not part
of this, this is between them but you don't want this to end up in a huge fight.

"When did you find out?" he asks slowly with a warning tone, causing Hoseok to look down in
shame for a moment before he finds the courage to look him in the eyes again.

"Jung--"

"Stop Jungkook me, just answer. You can at least do that much."

You frown, not really liking the tense atmosphere that gets tense with each second and word
Jungkook or Hoseok say.

"She told me when she asked me to accompany her, she was broken, Jungkook. There's nothing I
could've done to change her op--"

Jungkook lashes at Hoseok, grabbing him by the collar of his hoodie and you yelp, rushing
towards them.

But Hoseok keeps talking, wanting to give Jungkook his answer. "She begged me not to tell--"

For one moment, it feels like a flashback from the New Year's Eve party when Jungkook lashed at
Haneul, throwing a great punch to his face. But then... this is a completely different moment and
you see Jungkook's fist in the air, causing you to act quickly. Hoseok betrayed him but he stayed
loyal to his best friend, you're not sure if punching him would solve anything. Maybe it would even
make Jungkook feel worse knowing he punched his good friend, whether he hurt him or not. It's
not really Hoseok's fault for not knowing about Kiko's pregnancy.

You know it's stupid but you also don't want him to do something stupid because of how he feels.
And before Jungkook can deliver a good and hard punch to Hoseok's shocked face, you're standing
between them yelling at Jungkook to stop. The last thing you see is Jungkook's big shocked eyes as
you close your eyes in reflex, opening them and finding his arm in the air stopping at the right
time.

One second you see his life flash in front of his eyes and the next he's frowning that slowly turns
into anger. "What the fuck are you doing? I could've fucking hit you!"

He sounds panicked, genuinely angry that you'd throw yourself like that between them, risking the
chance of getting hit by Jungkook. He would never be able to forgive himself for that if that
happened. You're stupid for doing that, you realize your mistake but it's important he stopped and
hasn't hit anyone. That's a win, right?

"Jungkook stop, just let him get her things..." you plead with him, features softening as Jungkook
drops his arm but rubs his eyes.

Taking his hands, you give them a good squeeze and one look in his eyes. He's glancing between
your eyes, shifting his gaze quickly before he sighs. With one movement he turns around and starts
walking to the couch where he sits, elbows already leaning against his knees as he grabs the back
of his head.

The view pains you and glancing at Hoseok, he watches Jungkook with the same look before he
looks at you.

"That was stupid, you know? You could've gotten punched." he says softly, silent ' thank you'
lingering in his brown soft eyes.

"We all do stupid things, don't we?" you shrug, lightly chuckling as he tries to imitate a form of
smile that comes out sad, the last thing he does before walking to Jungkook's bathroom.

Jungkook must've collected all Kiko's things when he was going back and forth between his room
and bathroom, leaving you sipping on the tea while trying to distract yourself by watching some
movie on his Netflix account. That's probably what he was doing when you heard clicking and
rummaging because Hoseok comes out of the bathroom in a minute, holding a cosmetic bag with a
few things in his hands too.

He does the same thing in the bathroom, coming out with a bigger shopping bag that Jungkook
usually takes with him while doing a bigger grocery shopping. It must've taken a lot for Jungkook
to search for her things and put them in one place for her.

Accompanying Hoseok to the front door, he looks disappointed and sad from not being able to say
goodbye to Jungkook because he still holds his head in his hands, clearly not wanting to talk. It was
painful to watch Hoseok open his mouth and then close it when he saw Jungkook in the same
position.

"She has been going to therapy ever since she..." Hoseok reveals and trails off quietly, causing
Jungkook to scoff.

"Is that my fault?" he asks bitterly. He's going to need one thanks to her too, he thinks.

Hoseok glances at you, giving you a saddened look once again as he shakes his head. "No, it's
not... I'm just telling you that she's been suffering too, even though she is the one who made a
decision."

Jungkook doesn't move, not sparing him a glance which Hoseok takes as his cue.

As Hoseok bids you a soft and quiet goodbye, you do the same thing and release breath as soon as
the door clicks closed. Walking to Jungkook, you join him on the couch and put an arm over his
shoulders while your head leans against his.

"Is he gone?"

"Yeah," you sigh, "He's gone."

You don't tell Jungkook it wouldn't be smart to hit Hoseok, as much as he thinks he deserves it.
You don't even tell him how sorry you are because he knows and there's no need to say that. So
you stay quiet, leaning back with him until you both fall asleep in one of the most uncomfortable
positions and wake up with cranked necks and throbbing neck and shoulders pain.

You don't go to clubs often.

Scratch that. You try not to go to clubs often but with a friend like Taehyung, it's bound to visit
them at least once in a while, usually when he drags you not really giving you a choice. The
blasting music that's been invading your ears for the past hour is a perfect example of that.

However, you're not the one who's been dragged here involuntarily, although you've never wanted
to come here in the first place. Not that you don't like this club, not at all. This has to be the club
where you feel the most comfortable in and it definitely has to do something with you working here
before. After all, it's been only a month since you stopped working here and finally saved up
enough money for a better car. Something you hadn't failed to mention to Jungkook at one of your
attempts of checking on him and barging inside his apartment. You had talked a lot during that
time, tried to update him with the littlest thing that has happened in your life.

Speaking of Jungkook, he's been tonight's victim of Taehyung's doing but surprisingly, he agreed to
a proposed dinner when the first message from Taehyung suggested it in the morning. You
should've known he had something up his sleeve when he suggested club before you could even
finish your meal. So you got separated, changed your clothes and then met up again.

And here you are.

Tracing your finger around the rim of your glass, your gaze falls upon your best friend standing at
the bar, getting hit on again. Slim and tall blonde woman is standing next to him, flashing him with
a pretty smile that you can't see but can probably imagine here and there. You've lost count of
those women. This is maybe third? Not that it would matter anyway, you kind of feel bad for him
though. He looks uninterested but still polite enough to not turn her down, since she's obviously
still standing there and batting her eyelashes at him.

Poor Jungkook, all he went for is another round of drinks but he's been standing there for the past
fifteen minutes talking to her. You can see he's still not feeling himself, even though he agreed to
come here and you get an idea it has something to do with what happened yesterday with Hoseok.

"Don't even say it,"

You look at Taehyung who sits down next to you, flashing you with a boxy grin when your eyes
flicker to the mark on his neck that he hasn't cared enough to cover. Yes, Mr. "I'm going to use the
restroom", sure. Was it the redhead he danced or the small petite woman he chatted with at a bar?
Or with Taehyung, it could've been someone completely different.

"This is a bad idea, that's what you're thinking right? It's written all over your face." Taehyung runs
his finger in front of your face to prove your point as you roll your eyes at him.

"I'm not saying this is a bad idea," you point out, earning a glance from Taehyung with his brow
raised. "I'm surprised Jungkook agreed to come here and I'm actually glad he finally hangs out with
us outside of his apartment,"

All of that is true.

Taehyung always thinks whenever someone has their issues, the best thing to solve is to loosen up
but you're not entirely sure if getting drunk is the right way to solve any of this.

Jungkook has been down, that's for sure but at least he starts to communicate more and he even
laughs at Taehyung's and Jimin's attempts of trying to make him laugh, or even when they're not
even trying but are just being themselves. He is better, but he's still that same broken person that
experienced a massive pain of loss and heartbreak. That doesn't just go away, not even in months
despite you can see a little bit of progress on his part. Who knows what Jungkook isn't sharing with
any of you, no matter how many times he has assured you that he is fine. You all are worried about
him, you all just have a different approach to it.

"We just don't know how he'll be if he gets drunk. Have you thought about that?"

Of course, Jungkook is an adult and you don't have to watch over him as if he is a kid. You know
Jungkook used to drink alcohol to help himself to sleep, he told you he's not doing that anymore but
is it really true?

Taehyung considers your words, thinking about them for a moment before he sighs and places his
arm around your shoulders. "I don't know either," he admits, "But at least we will be here for
him?" he asks in a thought which you nod but sigh nevertheless.

"That's not the point, Tae... purposely trying to bring him to a club and getting him drunk just
sounds and seems stupid." You give him a look, knowing exactly how he ushered everyone to take
a shot as soon as you stepped into the club.

And of course there's a high chance all of you will drink. You're in a freaking club! It's almost as if
you're asking for alcohol if you decide to spend your Saturday in a club.

"Hey, now! I tried my best!" Taehyung exclaims, shining you with his boxy grin in his usual
playful mode.

You're not quite sure if Taehyung truly understands what worries you but you decide to leave it be.
Jungkook can do whatever he wants and as his friend, you're worried about him but there's not
much you can do. He's definitely aware of what Jungkook is going through, but he also never
experienced any heartbreak to begin with. Taehyung's way of thinking is different as well and
maybe to a certain extent, he's right.

Jungkook is finally out of his apartment hanging out with you without any of you having to come
to his apartment uninvited. That's progress. But is the club really the greatest place to bring him
into? You're not sure about that.

"And who knows, maybe he'll meet someone else here today. Or just have fun with someone,"
Taehyung shrugs, while your eyes almost fall out of their sockets from how casually he says it.

Is he seriously hinting at what you're thinking?

"He just had his heart broken," you point out, meeting Taehyung's eyes. "Besides he's not the type
to have one night stands."

That's true, all of you know it so the chance of that happening tonight is not big. And for a moment
you seem to be a little bit shocked at that thought, worried Jungkook will turn into someone he's
not because of what happened to him.

"Well, I didn't think he was the type to fuck his best friend and look at you!"

Mouth falling open, you shrug and punch Taehyung in the shoulder while he doesn't seem
bothered at all at how blunt he is. He shrugs, grinning at you and before any of you can say
something, your two other friends finally join you with new and fresh drinks. From Taehyung's
comment, you automatically reach for your drink ignoring his smug face from the corner of your
eyes.

"I had to save our Jungkookie," Jimin laughs, squeezing Jungkook's shoulder who's sitting on the
opposite side of the table from you.
"Women just wouldn't leave him alone."

"Are we surprised? Look at him!"

Taehyung is right.

One look at Jungkook and you understand the attention he's getting from women, which isn't that
much of a surprise because people turn after him all the time.

The funniest thing is that Jungkook has put almost zero effort into his outfit. Just a casual black
button up and jeans can be considered as effortless, right? But still, he's pulling it off because
everything he's wearing at the moment compliments his body proportions, showing his hard work
at the gym and his fit body. His hair is parted in the middle, kind of the only way to style his hair
since it's long. You've caught him pulling off a man-bun a few times, but he only wears it to get the
hair out of his face which occasionally happens when he's at home, working or working out like he
told you once you complimented his longer hair, scolding him when he told you he's thinking
about getting it cut back to short since apparently, the long hair is nuisance.

Your own outfit is nothing too crazy and you haven't put that much effort into it either. Just one of
your short sleeved tight dresses which you usually wear during summer times in the daylight. It's
definitely not the sexiest and prettiest outfit you've worn when partying, but it hugs your body
nicely and it's comfortable. That's all that matters. Your hair is in a tight ponytail, showing off your
features and cheekbones even more with the casual makeup you had done for the day and the
accessories that are your small round earrings and necklace sitting between your collarbones adds a
little bit more effort to your already normal and nothing special outfit.

The night feels weird and the only people in the mood for partying are Taehyung and Jimin. And
when the conversation finally averts in a different direction, leaving Jungkook alone and the
attention he's getting, you relax and start to enjoy your never ending drinks.

Drunk Taehyung is stupid.

You've no idea what that man thought when he brought a foreign woman into your shared booth,
playing a wingman to the poor Jungkook who had seemed clueless for the first minute. That has
changed when Taehyung didn't forget to mention she's a photographer just like Jungkook, ushering
her to sit next to him and show him her photos.

At first, you couldn't imagine her as a photographer. She is pretty though, obviously knows how to
dress up and do her make-up. More on the petite side but her gift from God in the form of perky
and bigger breasts are hard to miss. Brown eyes and a nice smile, she seemed a little bit shy at first
but as soon as Jungkook noticed it (and maybe her discomfort as well since Taehyung wouldn't
keep an eye off their interaction), she relaxed.

"This is not my attempt to get him to hook-up with someone," he tells you as Jungkook shows her
his own photos, causing her to gush at his talent that you know very well.

All of you do.

You flick him off on his forehead when he gets too close, the alcohol causing you to cringe while
he doesn't look mad and blinds you with a grin.

"I think it'd be good for him to meet someone and talk to someone, uh, new. Other than you, no
offense."
"Thanks," you mutter through your glare, "Whatever that's supposed to mean."

You wish Jimin was here, he disappeared once again saying he has to use the restroom. How much
has this man drunk? If he was here, he'd surely have your back and tell Taehyung his idea is stupid.

"It means," he points out with nose held high, "You're getting old, sweetheart,"

He is crazy.

You stare at him confusingly with brows furrowed so much that your eyebrows start to hurt.

"The two of you are a lost cause, so it's better Jungkook starts to meet new people, women or
whatever he prefers. You know, dips his toes here and there."

"You mean dipping something else..." you mutter, ignoring Taehyung's laugh.

"True, true," he purses his lips, "But no, he can do whatever he wants. He doesn't have to dip
anything in--"

"You're so wasted, man," you cut him off, rubbing your forehead. "I'm gonna get myself another
drink because I can't stand your drunk ass at the moment."

"Oh, can you get me one too?"

"No, you've had enough. Maybe try bubblegum." You move past him, silently laughing at the loud
gasp that can be heard even through the music.

Taehyung's loud voice is the last thing you hear coming from the booth as you make it to the bar.

"Rude!"

"She seemed nice," Jimin comments, scooting closer to Jungkook who looks confused for a while
but that's very short lived when he notices Jimin's eyes flickering to Ester who's already
disappearing in the crowd.

"How do you know? You weren't even here," Jungkook mutters loudly enough for him to hear,
grabbing his drink and taking a long sip from it.

"Taehyung told me, I met him on my way here."

Of course, he did.

He left shortly after you but not before giving a very "subtle" wink to him, clearly hinting at Ester.
Which reminds him he has no idea where you went because before he could ask Taehyung, he used
the opportunity to leave him alone. He's not stupid, Taehyung is never subtle when it comes to
everything. He's like an open book and Jungkook is very aware of Taehyung's doing.

He had to admit. It was nice to talk to someone that doesn't know what he's been through. There
was no pity in her brown eyes when she was talking to him. She was nice, not hitting on him like
Taehyung may have expected.

He's not sure if he's ever going to see her again, but he does follow her Instagram account. They
followed each other as soon as they started discussing photography and all the things his friends
don't really understand. You're usually interested, so you ask and Jungkook explains whatever
you're interested in, but it's different to talk about it with someone who truly knows these things.
It felt new... and fresh.

"Where were you anyway?" he asks, arching a brow at Jimin and his frequent disappearance
throughout the night.

His friend scans Jungkook's face for a moment, long enough to leave Jungkook wondering even
more but then he just shrugs. "Just needed some air. I'm not feeling it tonight."

That is not something you usually hear Jimin to say when it comes to clubbing. Although, he's not
as wild as Taehyung is and there were times when Jimin simply wasn't feeling it, just like he called
it. Very rare times though.

"Any of us is," Jungkook says," Maybe except Taehyung."

"Yeah, I guess we all have our reasons," Jimin shrugs, "But I'm glad you're here, Kook. Maybe it's
not fun as usual but it's nice to finally hang out with you."

Outside of his apartment with a grim atmosphere, he means.

"Yeah, I guess it was time for me to try and enjoy myself more. I can't handle Y/N looking at me
as if I'm a kicked puppy she needs to constantly check on." he chuckles.

He doesn't mean it badly. He knows you're worried about him, just like you would be if that
happened to any of them. He hoped that agreeing to come here tonight would ease your nerves but
judging from the look of it, you're not really in the mood to be clubbing too. Which reminds him all
over again where the hell did you go. It's not smart of you to go alone, even though you're inside.
None of that matters when men are pigs inside or outside of the club.

On the other side, Jimin understands what Jungkook means and nods along with his words.

"Well, I think she needs to loosen up too. She's been having a hard time with the landlord after all,
which is understandable..."

"Wait, what?"

You're having a hard time? Landlord? What the hell is Jimin talking about? This definitely sounds
like news to him.

"You don't know?" Jimin looks even more shocked.

He'd think Jungkook was the first person you told to but clearly he's not.

"Her contract is ending in two months and apparently the owner's daughter is moving in there, so
he wouldn't extend her contract. It happened unexpectedly and the landlord has been apologizing,
at least he's feeling shitty about it but yeah, she's in a very fucked up situation right now."

Jungkook stares at his drink barely blinking as he lets the news sink in. He has so many questions
but it seems that even though Jimin knows way more about it, he doesn't know any further details.

"What is she going to do?"

"I don't know, the last time I asked her she told me she'll have to look for another apartment."

"But she bought her own furniture there and she has lived there for two years—they can't do that to
her."
Jimin's features soften, shrugging because he knows what Jungkook is feeling right now.
Frustration, that's what he felt too when you told him the news, almost breaking in tears from the
frustration, anger and sadness.

"I told her she can crash at my place but you know what she's like..."

Eyeing the barman's back, you wish he would just do your drink quickly before anyone tries to take
their move on you, so you can join your friends. He must be new, you think. You've never seen
him here.

You've spotted Mark once and minus the faint greeting you both had at the beginning of the night,
you haven't seen him since then or talked to him.

Almost jumping at the body brushing against your shoulder as someone sits next to you, you're
instantly met with a set of dark brown eyes you've grown familiar with over the years. Well, you've
to admit you feel happy to see him here and him bringing a feeling of safety with him.

"You've a trouble with your landlord?"

You're speechless for a second, shaking yourself off from the momentary surprise by letting out a
sigh. "Who told you?" you ask, glancing away at the barman before you look back at him. "Jimin
or Tae?"

"They both know?" Jungkook sounds surprised, noticing the look of guilt on your face. It's okay,
he's not mad at you or something. He's just surprised you haven't told him about your trouble,
despite you've been filling him in with every possible detail of your life for the past two months.

It just feels weird that you suddenly left such important information. Something you told Jimin and
Taehyung but not to him.

"Why didn't you tell me?" he asks softly, leaning his elbows against the bar but he keeps his eyes
on you.

"I didn't want to worry you..." you answer, "It's not like I didn't want to tell you, but you've been
dealing with your own shit and I guess--it's not even that important."

"Like hell it's not," Jungkook exclaims, "It is important. Just because I'm dealing with my own shit
doesn't mean I can't deal with yours too,"

That makes both of you laugh a little but you shake your head, not really knowing how to justify
your decision of not telling him other than what you've just told him. You'd tell him eventually.
You've been searching for a new car as well, something Jungkook told you he's going to help you
with but that was way before the biggest bomb dropped on him and had a massive impact on him.

"What are you going to do?"

You're not sure if this is the greatest topic to talk about while On The Floor by Jennifer Lopez is
playing, but you've no problem talking about this with Jungkook.

"I've started to look for different apartments, something where I can move in quickly since my
contract is ending in two months, actually, shorter than that... I found this nice apartment, it's not as
nice as the one I have but it'll do. I have to live somewhere, the rent is a little bit cheaper but I can
definitely see why."
The photos on the internet you found doesn't look very good but it seems like a decent place to live
in. Maybe until you'll figure out something different. The apartment you live in at the moment has
a great location, it had been definitely a bargain when you found it and had been able to move in.

However, there are far worse looking apartments and this one isn't even that bad. It's just that you
got used to the one you live in right now and it'll be tough to say goodbye to it. You wish you could
be mad at the owner, which you were for the first two weeks, but you also understand that he
followed the contract and basically has done nothing wrong.

He has a daughter and she's going to use that apartment, maybe she needs it and like a father, he's
helping her.

"Is it that bad?"

"It's not," you wave your hand, "Just not as nice as my current apartment. Plus, it's in Dobong."

"Dobong?" Jungkook's eyes widened, "But that's almost on the other side where you live now."

You chuckle at his reaction because yes, you're very aware. "I know..."

"Y/N, that's so far away from here. What about your work?"

"I'd have to travel? Or maybe they can move me somewhere closer? I don't know, Jungkook." you
murmur, growing frustrated all over again at the thought because you clearly haven't figured it out
yet.

Jungkook's questions are just reality, reminding you that you don't have much time before you have
to make a decision. Not that you've much of a choice.

"But you're gonna be away from us... from me... from Tae and Jimin."

When he says it like that, simply pointing it out but with saddened eyes, you feel like crying
because the thought of being away from your friends and all alone scares you more than you'd like
to admit. Over the years, you've grown independent, more than you ever were and you're proud of
yourself because of that. But not having them close like you're having them right now (and even
now, you don't exactly live super close but the distance isn't that huge) makes you want to cry out
from the frustration.

"Don't say it like that," you whisper, looking at your lap. "I don't really have a choice. Other
apartments are expensive as fuck, I can't afford it Kook. The prices went high and they go high
every year. It's hard to find a good and affordable apartment in Seoul."

Jungkook turns to you on the bar stool, hooking a finger under your chin making you look at you.
"We'll think of something, okay? You're not leaving me."

You chuckle at his bunny grin and wiggling brows, suddenly pouting causing Jungkook to grab
you by your shoulders as he brings you closer to him, giving you the hug you desperately need.

He smells so nice. You take a whiff, cheeks pressed against his shoulder and enjoy a few seconds
before you've to pull apart because the barman finally brings you your drink.

"Let's not think about it for tonight, yeah?" he proposes, "Let's enjoy this night. No bad thoughts.
No Kiko,"

Your eyes shoot up to his at the mention of her but Jungkook just offers you a grin. "No apartment
problem. Just us having fun, okay?"

"Sounds good," you tell him, taking a sip from your drink. "Where's your new friend, by the way?"

"Who?" Jungkook looks confused, a realization hitting him right after. "Ah, you mean Ester. Our
paths have divided."

"She was pretty." you comment, watching Jungkook's reaction as he stares at you quietly.

"Are you on it with Taehyung?" He eyes you suspiciously.

"What? No!" you exclaim, refuting his assumption right away. "I told him it's a stupid idea."

"It is," Jungkook hums, grabbing your drink and taking a sip from it, frowning for a moment as he
nods at the sweet taste. "If I wanted to hook-up with some woman, I could easily do that on my
own. I don't need Taehyung's help."

Laughing, you nod. "Yeah, you probably could."

"Probably?" Jungkook scoffs playfully, causing you to giggle. "All Taehyung can think about is
sex, he thinks that solves everything."

"Maybe not everything, but he definitely thinks it solves everything temporarily," you point out
which Jungkook agrees with, "Besides, all men think about is sex all the time."

"Hm, I can see your point," Jungkook purses his lips, "But sometimes it's hard not to think about
sex when there's a beautiful woman."

You look up at him from your drink, finding him staring at you causing you to almost choke on the
liquid as you clear your throat, putting down the glass as you arch your brow at him shamelessly.
"Are you subtly flirting with me, Jeon?"

"Do you want me to?"

Fuck, this man is shameless sometimes.

Do you want him to?

The butterflies coming alive in your stomach are most likely a good answer for that. But it's very
dangerous, no matter how exciting and good it feels.

But then Jungkook bursts out laughing, scrunching his nose at your face as you slap his shoulder,
frowning annoyingly at your drink. "Dickhead."

"Hey now," Jungkook playfully frowns, "Come on, finish your drink and let's dance."

You're not sure if any physical contact with Jungkook is a good idea right now, especially when
you feel your heart picking up its pace and the sight of Jungkook brushing fingers through his hair
isn't helping at all.

"Why?" Trying to find a way to get yourself out of this, even though the thought of dancing with
Jungkook is tempting and it's been a while since you had fun with him in a form of dance. "Why
don't you go find Erica and dance with her? I'll sit here and cheer you on!"

You propose lightly and innocently, although devilish glint in your eyes as you look up at him, lips
wrapped around the rim of your glass causing Jungkook to frown.
"Her name is Ester," And you want to roll your eyes, and what? "And I'd much rather dance with
you."

Fucking Jungkook and his mouth for letting such words come out. His honesty, no matter how it
sounds when you think about what he just said now, your head spins. You're not drunk, the drinks
you've been drinking are low percentage alcohol but you feel slightly relaxed from it. And it's
dangerous because your mind already wanders into places it shouldn't have.

So you do what you know the best and you start whining, masking your panicked heartbeat and
mind. "I'll look like an idiot next to you!" And you mean it in more ways than just one.

First of all, you're not drunk enough to feel confident to dance with him. It's not just silly dancing
you do at home or more private parties. The clubs are big and there are drunk people everywhere
and you doubt everyone will have their eyes on you, but still. Jungkook is already like a magnet for
eyes.

"That's not true," Jungkook disagrees, grabbing your wrist gently as he shakes it a little. "Just one
dance, then. Please."

And he pouts, widening his eyes just like he knows – in that innocent and cute way that makes you
shut your eyes as you let out a loud groan, knowing you've lost. "Okay, but I'm gonna finish my
drink and you're going to have one too."

He sits back like an obedient student, flashing you with a bunny grin.

"Deal."

Jungkook's convincing skills are good, just not as good as yours. Finishing your drink meant two
more and Jungkook's one drink turned into three, all thanks to your pleading eyes and shameless
begging and Jungkook's soft spot for you.

"You're trying to get out of this, you still owe me one dance." Jungkook has told you when the
barman placed the second round for the two of you.

"The night is still young, Jeon, relax." you've told him in return, sending him a grin with your glass
in the air in a silent and yet another cheers.

You've to admit, as much as dancing with Jungkook sounds exciting, talking to him like nothing
bad is happening in your lives feels refreshing and you wish the reality wouldn't get to you
tomorrow morning. Or ever.

But it seems some things get to you sooner or later.

It's the time when your bladder lets you know you've to really use the restroom, no matter how
much fun you're having with Jungkook and mindlessly planning your friend's summer vacation.
Jungkook laughs when you excuse yourself, admitting you're ten seconds from peeing yourself and
he turns around in his chair towards the dance floor, having a perfect view of the restroom in case
somebody would bother you.

The gesture is sweet and you can't hide the little grin on your lips when your eyes meet, before you
really usher to the restroom. Once you're done, bladder empty and hands cold from the water,
you're completely thrown off when someone calls your name just a few meters away from you.

Voice you haven't heard in months but remember perfectly despite your short relationship.
Haneul walking towards you with soft eyes makes your heart skip a beat, but not in the good and
exciting way but quite the opposite. You're too shocked to see him right here, in front of you
looking just like you remember him because there's barely a change in his appearance. He looks
good, very similar to what he looked like when you first met him. Black leather jacket, jeans and
some shirt under his jacket, it's like some weird deja vu happening right now and you've to blink a
few times to convince yourself he's real.

"Hi," he says as he stops, offering you a hesitant smile which you don't return because you're too
busy staring at him as your brows slowly scrunch into frown. "I just spotted you and wanted to say
hi. Don't worry, I've no bad intentions."

He better not because you're not scared to deal with him. But one look at him and his soft features,
you start to feel guilty for being in a slightly panicked and careful mode. It's not like you've a
reason to be scared of him. You broke up and even though the memory of your last conversation
still slightly hurts, you've no hatred feelings towards him. You wish him well and you really think
he's not a bad person.

"Well... hi, then." you mutter, mentally slapping yourself. It's more than clear you've no idea how
to react to him and to Haneul, you look weirded out by his sudden approach to you.

"I don't want you to think I stalk you..." he says, glancing at his feet in embarrassment.

"Why did you come to the club I worked at?" Hence the past tense that doesn't go missed by
Haneul and you see surprise and curiosity cross his features but he doesn't have the guts to ask.

"My friends wanted to come here. Listen, I can leave if I make you uncomfortable." he says
simply, offering you a shrug that means he won't be mad if you tell him you don't want him here.

Which is stupid because he's free to visit whatever places he wants to. Your break-up wasn't that
bad to the point you couldn't be able to be with him in the same room. It is weird he's here,
knowing you met here and you still worked here just a month ago. There is a high chance he knew
you could be here and if he really wanted to avoid seeing you, he wouldn't come here whether his
friends wanted him to or not.

But that's kind of selfish and you're overthinking things once again. Maybe it's not that dramatic.

"No, stay," you tell him, "I'm just surprised to see you again..."

It's polite to ask how he is but you're not sure if you want to have a friendly conversation with him.
You've come to the terms that it's best not to keep him in your life and even a simple conversation
is not necessary in your opinion. You moved on and you hope he did as well.

"Okay," he murmurs, "I--enjoy your night."

And with that, he turns around and leaves. You watch him long enough to see his friends in the
background as he joins them, but before you can watch any further or any possible stares his friends
could give you, you're already walking to the bar.

Jungkook is still there, not noticing you right away as his eyes stay attached to the dance floor
while his fingers drum against the bar stool to the catchy music. "Oh, you're here!" he exclaims,
briefly lisping from how quickly he says it.

He doesn't give you any time to react, already standing up as he leads you to the dance floor,
tossing you a handsome grin over his shoulders. Realizing you've no chance, you deduce you feel
tipsy enough to allow yourself to loosen up, even with Jungkook's close proximity and hands on
your hips and yours on his biceps.

Jungkook's one dance never ends with one dance and when Jungkook wants to dance, he has to be
in a good mood which you think is an amazing change. The alcohol flows freely in your body, the
last three drinks you recordly gulp down causing everything to feel numb.

Everything besides Jungkook's hands.

You like the feeling of freedom the alcohol brings you. Overthinking is left somewhere else, letting
you enjoy every second and touch of this. What in your more sober state you wouldn't appreciate
about it though, is the lack of control you're having over your own thoughts and needs.

It's a hard task to stay unaffected and you're failing miserably, feeling your insides tingle with
excitement that you thought is long gone but it's proved only Jungkook can make it come to life.
You're both still tipsy which is good because it means none of you is drunk. Tipsy enough to want
to get even closer to Jungkook which is freaking stupid, because he's already close enough as it is.

Your back pressed against his chest, ass brushing against his crotch and the zip of his jeans doing
the same thing here and there seems like a big deal. You're selfish, because instead of putting some
distance between your dancing and slowly getting sweaty bodies, your arm stays outstretched
behind you, hand holding the back of his head and fingers buried in those dark locks of his. The
other arm is holding the one of his hands that's on your hip.

Jungkook's warm breath hitting the crook of your neck causing you to shudder – shudder out of
excitement and Jungkook himself.

You know you've lost. It's too late to end this – at least that's what you tell yourself because you
don't want to end this. You wish he'd just lean down and press those lips onto your neck like he
knows you love. You wish you could feel his hard dick and it's embarrassing how wet it feels
between your thighs, even though his bulge is nowhere in its full hard-on state.

God, you're fucked. And tipsy. And horny.

And fucking stupid because when you shamelessly grind your ass against Jungkook, there's no
chance it looks like an accident. If you could turn around and look at him, you'd see him biting his
lower lip.

His hands squeeze your hips, almost the same way they did when he was balls deep inside you.
Fuck, you forgot how that feels and you're ashamed to be even thinking this. It's not right. He's
going through a break-up, no matter how many weeks have passed and you're best friends. The
deal ended a long time ago, so what the fuck are you doing?

Jungkook's lips brush against your jaw, nose nudging it right after as you whimper, thankfully the
sound gets masked by the loud music and bass that vibrate through your body. Everything is hazy,
just not Jungkook.

"Are you trying to make me hard?" he asks lowly, almost amusingly and he sounds so hot that
you've a urge to turn around and kiss him, just because he's close and you're fucking horny thanks
to him.

Get a grip, Y/N, don't do a fucking mistake just because you're tipsy and haven't had sex since
December. You went without sex longer than this, so why the fuck are you getting so desperate?
"Is it working?" you ask breathlessly, loudly for him to hear and you want to mentally slap
yourself, but the temptation and excitement are holding the upper hand here.

"I'm trying not to get hard," Jungkook points out, the same low and deep tone as if he's telling you
the deepest secret. "Don't start something you can't finish."

And that spurs you on even more, accepting the challenge as you turn around, staring right into
Jungkook's dark and very much awake eyes. He has a lazy grin on his lips, living for the fire in
your eyes and you're not sure if it's whether he's amused by all of this or if he's feeling it too.

"You out of people should know I never start something I can't finish,"

Hinting at something that hasn't been talked about for a very long time, because you both came to
conclusion it haven't affected negatively your friendship and you're still the two best friends you've
been, Jungkook's features darken and it's unbelievable you can see it even through the shitty club
lightning.

Hands brushing against his chest, you slowly brush them down against his toned abs that you can
feel through his button-up, causing you to bite off the gasp that wants to get out. He's definitely
much buffer than the last time you got to properly touch him like this.

"Did you forget?"

There's the boost of confidence growing inside you, very much thanks to the alcohol and probably
hormones that are making you do and say all these crazy things.

Jungkook chuckles, the corner of his lips lifting in a smirk as if he sees right through you. Can he
see how much he tempts you? Is it just one of those times you're teasing each other but are very
close to playing with fire? You're not sure, but you're enjoying the thrill his eyes bring to you as
they stare at you, crinkling at the ends while his hand touches a few restless baby hair and strands
that got messy and slipped from your ponytail.

"You out of all people should know I never forget,"

Breath hitching, it takes you a moment to release a giggle and you've no idea why you're suddenly
giggling, maybe it's mostly the way he wiggles his brows – something he does frequently when
he's just fooling around.

"Shut up," you tell him, making him laugh while you watch him throw his head back a little before
he's looking at you with a wide grin. "I need to use the restroom."

"Again?" he asks teasingly, causing you to roll your eyes as you take a step back from him, letting
your body calm down – at least trying for it.

"You," you tell him loudly, a grin spreading on your lips as you slowly back away. "Are
dangerous, Jeon."

Turning around and silently giggling, you don't hear Jungkook's next words that are practically
impossible for you to hear because he mutters it amusingly and the loud music definitely helps as
well.

"So are you, Y/L/N..."

The reflection in the mirror you see as you wash your hands and finally look up to check your
appearance is almost fascinating. Fascinating, because you almost don't recognize yourself – you
look different. Face flushed, there's a thin coat of sweat layered on your skin and maybe it's the
make-up slowly melting off, but what catches your attention the most are your wide sparkly eyes.

Jungkook still affects you and wishing you could be angry at him for it, your heart starts excitedly
jumping instead at the memory of you on the dancefloor. You're not sure what the two of you are
doing, if you're just fooling around and having fun or there are deeper undertones of your teasing
and subtle flirting. Is it flirting? You and Jungkook would often fool around and tease each other
which to some, it'd look like flirting. It's confusing and even you can't tell which one happened just
a few minutes ago, but all you know is that it felt nice and exciting.

When two girls barge into the restroom giggling, drunkenly stumbling into one of the toilets, you
shake yourself out of your daze and finish washing your hands in a hot water that almost burns your
skin but you're too distracted to care. Messily drying them with a paper towel, you get out of there
with a plan of joining Jungkook once again.

However, you're stopped by a body you bump into around the corner and the quick apology is once
again on your lips, but you stop as you're met with a familiar pair of eyes. You realize there's a
small percentage the whole bumping incident is a pure incident. Haenul's not surprised and
apologetic eyes say it all, causing you to sigh.

"What do you want?"

You don't sound cold and rude, just exhausted. You're having a good time, after a long time, and
you don't need to deal with any of this right now.

Haneul might've not planned to literally bump into you, but he has been waiting for you to get out
of the restroom ever since he saw you coming there. You see his eyes slightly wide, the hint of
alcohol tracing his soft features and even though he's hovering over you with his tall figure, he
looks small but confident enough to face you.

"I just wanted to talk... Do you have a minute?" he asks, reaching for your arm as he gently grabs
your forearm and tugs you away from the group of guys drunkenly joining the dancefloor.

Shaking his hand off, you frown, not letting yourself get soft by his attentive gesture of you not
getting tossed around like a toy because of some drunk guys who don't care about anyone around
them.

"Haneul, I thought we talked about this..." you sigh, telling him loud enough because you'd like to
avoid repeating yourself.

"Please, just hear me out and I'll leave you alone, for real," he pleads with you, causing you to
motion for him to continue.

Did he see you with Jungkook? You completely forgot about him being in this club. You're not
sure if Jungkook or alcohol is to blame. Or maybe it's you, you probably should've been more
considerate about Haneul still being here. But still, you're broken up and it's not like you've done
anything wrong. You shouldn't feel guilty about this.

"I know I apologized before but I--I miss you so much,"

Wait, is this where he starts to beg you for a second chance?

Before you get to ask, he's already continuing.

"I can't believe I hurt you like that--I don't know why I'm telling you this, I don't know why I felt
the need to talk to you again but I just saw you--"

He's drunk. Drunker than you thought he was.

He gets closer and you're stuck in your spot, unable to react properly as he strokes your cheek. All
you can do is stare at him. Mentally screaming at yourself to react somehow, you're frozen while
letting him touch you. He steps closer, hovering over you even more as his lips are close to your
cheek to the point you can feel his warmth.

"We both have a reason to be mad at each other," he murmurs, "But I miss you so much... I wish I
could kiss you, even if it's the last time."

The truth is that even though you're not physically or verbally reacting, you're having a whole inner
mental battle going on. Do you want this? Do you want him to be this close to you? He's here
talking about missing and kissing you, how do you feel about it? You're tipsy and horny,
something that is because of Jungkook (the second part at least) and in your current state, you
wonder what you even want. What do you even think about this?

Your thoughts are going slow and Haneul keeps talking, talking about how much he misses you
and he really thinks he loves you despite the last words you told him when you broke up with him.
Too much is going on you and you scream at yourself to wake the fuck up, especially when Haneul
angles your head up towards him, eyes staring at your lips hungrily as he dives in for a mentioned
kiss.

One second he's too close and your hand is up to stop him, to push his chest and tell him that he's
drunk and not thinking straight. But someone beats you to it, although it's not as gentle as you'd do
it because Haneul is yanked backwards that he almost stumbles and falls but someone grabs him
again and pushes him to the wall.

Jungkook's eyes are filled with fire, not the kind you had minutes ago with him, but pure anger is in
them as he grabs Haneul by his collar. Jungkook is quick, too quick for your liking and you've no
idea what possessed him, but he's already lifting up his fist at Haneul who tries to pry Jungkook's
hands off him but he's too strong.

Yanking the back of Jungkook's button-up, you yell his name. "What the hell, Jungkook?!"

"You think you can jump at her whenever you want, huh? Is that it? Who the fuck you think you
are?!"

He holds his fist in the air but doesn't punch him, not yet.

Haneul is not making it any easier for himself though, looking at Jungkook with spite in his dark
and drunk eyes. "Of course, you're here too." he mumbles choked up, thanks to Jungkook's harsh
grip on his collar.

Oh, so he didn't see you with him.

"You're going to get us kicked out, Jungkook, let him go!" you snap at Jungkook, yanking his
button-up again as you reach for his lift first and try to put it down with your full strength.

And he does. Not right away but once he looks at you and sees the fury in your eyes, he releases
him but not before he scoffs at him. Jungkook saved the day once again, but the approach he chose
is not very likable to you. There are people glancing your way, despite the bad lightning and loud
music, the interaction has gained attention of some people and it's just a matter of time before one
of the bouncers walks up to you and kicks you out.

"He wouldn't leave you alone!" Jungkook exclaims as if you're not realizing that Haneul was
getting too close to you without you giving him consent.

And that's true, you realize that you don't want to kiss Haneul. You don't want to be close to him
and you wonder if you would be stupid enough to let him do that because you're horny and slightly
tipsy, which you're not sure if it's true anymore because this whole interaction has pretty much
sobered you up.

"So you will start punching everyone?!" you exclaim.

Jungkook looks stunned for a second, as if he can't believe you just indirectly pointed at what
happened with Hoseok the other day. And then he shakes himself out of it, sighing when he
realizes that you're right.

He's never been aggressive. And he has a few slip-ups (three to be exact) but that doesn't define
him. One was quite understandable. Haneul, the very person who's still leaning against the wall
with a glare sending Jungkook, who slut-shamed you, got punched by Jungkook. Two, was
Jungkook almost punching Hoseok because his friend kept his unborn baby a secret and betrayed
him in ways he never expected. And now.

Almost punching Haneul again because he threw himself at you, in hope you would probably
make-out with him and maybe leave this club together.

However, you don't understand why Jungkook has suddenly gotten so physical over something that
could've been dealt with more silently and less violent.

"I'm sorry," he mumbles, taking a step back but doesn't leave your side as Haneul eyes him and
then his eyes flicker to yours but all you can do is glare at him, reminding you that he's still here.

"You're drunk," you tell him, "Come on..." you direct your words to Jungkook this time, reaching
for his hand and he does look surprised at your touch, but lets you hold his hand as you lead him
away.

Not sure where you're going, you realize you're outside once the cold air hits your face but you
don't pay attention to that feeling, finally taking a deep breath while you let go of Jungkook's hand
and walk a few meters away from the entrance and people coming in or out.

"I'm sorry," Jungkook says again, joining you in your little spot while he stays standing next to you
while you lean your back against the brick wall. "I don't know why I wanted to punch him..."

"I think you know," you tell him silently, appreciating the sounds of cars passing by and muffled
music that isn't as long as it was inside. "You're sensitive and letting your frustration get the best of
you."

"I didn't want you to see me like that," he admits, sighing in disappointment at himself which
makes you look at him, finding him staring at the cars while you're met with the side of his profile.

His eyes sparkle at the streetlights in the nighttime, making him look even more innocent despite
his massive and tall figure. Once again, he looks kind of vulnerable. Not because he feels sad over
Kiko or anything else, but simply because he seems to be sorry that you had to see that.

"I just saw him cornering you--"

"I should've react, I was in a shock and I'm glad you made it there before I could've made a
mistake,"

Jungkook's eyebrows twist into frown at your confession. He thought you don't feel anything for
Haneul and you're past that relationship, nothing else.

"I guess I was too distracted from--"

Me and you dancing, you think but keep your mouth shut as you give Jungkook a knowing look,
which you're not sure if he understands because he simply watches you.

"We had fun and then he came--he was drunk, I don't think he'd ever approach me like that if he
was sober. I bumped into him earlier and he was fine, just said hi and left me alone."

"Yeah, alcohol does wonders."

Yeah, it does. You chuckle at that.

Jungkook steps closer, stopping right in front of you as he's hovering a similar way Haneul was a
few minutes ago. But the difference is that Jungkook's close proximity makes you feel safe,
comfortable and excited at the same time. The familiar burn in your stomach comes alive again, the
little remains of alcohol in your stomach making you feel drowsy again but you know the truth is
somewhere else. You can't put it on alcohol when you barely feel it in your system.

"Are you okay?" he asks, leaning down to check your face closer as you keep your mouth shut,
gulping as you stare into his dark orbs that look concerned.

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" you breathe out, nibbling onto your bottom lip, unaware of your self-
conscious doing until Jungkook stares down at your lips. His eyes jump between your lips and eyes,
checking you as you feel the sudden need to touch him.

The need to push some of his hair from his eyes, to have your fingers wrapped in them again like
that time when you were dancing. Bodies close, hands on your hips and ass pressed against his
groin area... fuck--

"Are you sure you're okay?" he asks, tilting his head innocently as you open your mouth to say
something, but nothing comes out of your mouth. "Do you want to head home or go back inside?"

All you know is that you don't want to go home and be left alone. You realize you want to stay
with Jungkook, preferably turn back time and be back on the dance floor with him close to you.
Enjoy the last minutes, even without something you've been silently craving for all of a sudden.
You've no idea what's wrong with you. Is this how super horny people feel? Is this how men think
with their penises? Is this how women think with their vaginas?

"Do you want to go home?"

Jungkook chuckles and looks away for a moment amusingly, and maybe a little annoyed that you
can't simply answer and ask him a question back instead.

"If you're going home, then I'm going home too." he answers simply, giving you an answer which
makes you nod.

"One dance and then we can go? What do you say?" you ask, anticipation in your eyes as Jungkook
simply nods and motions his head towards the entrance.
"Okay, let's go... it's cold out here anyway and we should find Jimin and Tae to tell them we're
leaving soon."

You almost complain, knowing Taehyung would most likely hold you hostage, so the two of you
can stay longer but you stop, knowing as long as you've Jungkook with you, he'll take care of it.
And Taehyung.

Jungkook leads you straight towards the dancefloor, his hand finding yours as soon as you make it
inside as he holds you close to him. Somewhere in the distance you see Taehyung making out with
a woman, the sight not that unfamiliar and you see Jimin chatting up close to him with another
woman. If you paid more attention, maybe you'd have noticed how Jimin and the woman stare at
the pair next to them amusingly – which means the two women are friends. But all of that goes
unnoticed as you get them out of your sight, Jungkook's back and tattooed hand holding yours
being the main attraction for your eyes.

Not even a minute on the dancefloor and you naturally find your way back to yourselves, in a
similar position like before. Ignoring the way the one part of you mentally chants that yes, you
might've not turned back time but this is even better, because Jungkook's hands are all over you
again and so are yours, wrapped in his hair like you wanted them meanwhile the other hand holds
the nape of his neck. His mouth brushes against your cheek and you shiver, whimpering how good
it feels but it's not good enough.

"Jungkook," you mutter into the air but it's almost impossible for him to hear you through the
music, but once you turn your head slightly to look him in the eyes, you're met with the sight of his
lips again.

You tilt your head back a little, finally seeing those dark orbs that watch you attentively, hands not
leaving you. Shameless and fucking brave is what you are, but it's not like you can't really control
yourself (at least it seems that way) because your eyes find their way to Jungkook's lips again.
Wanting to cry out of frustration, you know your body longs for something else and your rushed
breaths are one of the first indicators for it.

And then you grab the back of Jungkook's hand, inching his face even closer. You wait for him to
pull away or at least give you a reaction that would say this is not what he wants. You would be
fucking emabrassed if that happened, but maybe it would be for the better.

However, he lets you and just stares at you, almost as if he's challenging you to take the first step.
Does he want this too?

Does he feel the need to kiss you just like you do?

He probably feels something because he would pull away if he didn't, you try to think rationally.

Surprisingly, you take the first step and nudge his nose with your own, bodies stopping but not
inching further away from each other. It's like a huge throwback once again, this time involving all
the affectionate kisses and the thing you always did, almost hesitating before you finally kissed.
You wonder if Jungkook remembers it, if he knows exactly what you wish for and if he's
remembered of all of those times he has done it to you.

And finally (maybe unfortunately) your lips slightly touch but it's not a kiss, they just briefly brush
against each other as if both of you are testing the waters, wondering where your bodies and secret
temptation will take you.

Growing annoyed and frustrated, you're ready to groan because there's something holding you back
and you hate that at the moment but as always, Jungkook saves the day and with a little bit of force
forward, he lets his lips meet yours for the first time in a long time.

In a time you thought would never come because you were past all of that.

Maybe this is a stupid thrilling decision but you can't bring yourself to think about it, nor curse
yourself for it because oh, Jungkook's lips feel amazing and you feel like whimpering or cry out of
pure satisfaction. They're soft just as you remember, maybe even softer and suddenly, it feels like
nothing has changed and you're back to last year's summer. Letting yourselves to be free, not
thinking about consequences and just enjoying each other's presence.

It's hard to think about everything else when Jungkook's warm lips are on your own, and it's funny
how the only thing you manage to do is to take another step and start moving your lips against his
own, now truly kissing him. He kisses you right back, moaning when you tug his hair and his palm
spreads against your stomach, holding you close against his toned and strong chest.

You don't even care, you probably look like one of those nasty couples that make out in public.
This even tops all your wet dreams you've shamefully had about Jungkook. Because the difference
is that this is real.

The first swipe of his tongue sends an electrifying jolt all over your body, your thighs pressing
together as you try to relieve the tension between them. Kissing until you're gasping for oxygen,
the weird smell of people and sweat filling your nose almost making you puke, you peck his lips
one last time before you lick your bottom lip.

"Take me home, Jungkook."

He's surprised, you can see it the way his brows shoot up a little and uncertainty framing his eyes
by your simple yet shocking request, but he gives you a nod which you mentally sigh in relief.
Your request is simple, yet holds various meanings that maybe you're not even sure of.

On the way out, Jungkook orders for a cab through an app and informs you that he has sent a
message to Jimin and Taehyung into the group, informing them that he's taking you home. Even
that simple sentence makes butterflies shoot straight into your stomach and even though you're not
promising yourself more than you can carry, you enjoy the feeling as long as it lasts. You're not
sure what you're particularly excited about because the moment you and Jungkook get into that
cab, you're not sure what happens next.

And the uncertainty makes you nervous, but Jungkook's hand in yours and the way he
unconsciously holds it tight makes it all better.

By the time you're walking out of the club hand in hand, the cab is already waiting for you and as
Jungkook holds the door of the cab for you, he shoots you a soft smile that makes everything
uneasy go away. It's cliché but you can't believe that it works, because all you're left is that same
excitement again.

As the driver makes sure Jungkook gave him the right address, he looks at you questionably
because it's not like he put his address because he expects anything from this. It's because his
address was added automatically and he didn't give that much thought into it when he was trying to
get you through the crowd. But you give him a sheepish grin and cuddle up to him, leaning your
head against his shoulder which causes Jungkook to confirm the address.

Jungkook doesn't touch you more than it's necessarily though, his hand stays respectively on your
knee and doesn't go any further, while you're gripping his biceps and can't help the stupid grin you
hope he doesn't see.

The ride to Jungkook's apartment building is short but feels like a big journey because by the time
the driver stops in front of it, you're ready to jump out of the car the second he slows down the
vehicle. Just like when you were getting into the car, Jungkook holds the door for you and helps
you get out of it, thanking the driver before he shuts the door and hurries to the warmth of the
building.

Following Jungkook into his apartment seems kind of funny because you've been here so often,
that you'd be able to find the way while being blindfolded. Yet, you're staying a little behind him
following him as if you were clueless where he's taking you.

Once Jungkook unlocks his apartment and the doors are shut with you inside, you're already taking
your shoes.

"Listen--"

You don't, you're too quick and sorry that you've cut him off which hasn't been done purposely. By
the time Jungkook has tried to tell you something, you've already kissed him. Realizing what
you've done, you pull away with a sheepish grin and hot cheeks.

"Hm?" you ask cutely, hands innocently behind you as Jungkook's eyes darken and he's the one
who pulls you closer and kisses you.

Giggling into the kiss, you realize you can taste the slightest hint of Jungkook's drink he has drunk
at the club. But oddly, he tastes like him. His cologne and the flowery smell he always holds fill
your nostrils more than ever, now that you're in a place that's not filled with body odors. You're
hypnotized, that's how you're feeling when you tug him towards the living room with mouth still
on his.

The only time you let your mouth detach is when you push him down on the couch, happy when he
successfully lands onto his butt with legs spread out. He's so hot, button-up slightly crinkled from
your heavy making out and your needy hands. His hair is messy as he's looking up at you from his
sitting position through hooded eyes, causing you to drop to your knees right away.

His eyes widen for a moment, but you don't stare into them long enough as you're leaning towards
his lips to kiss him again. No words exchanged, your needy hands unbutton a few buttons on his
shirt, exposing more skin and the chest that got definitely bigger than the last time you saw him.
And he's not even fully naked. He's so much broader and you're trying hard not to literally salivate.

His hands land on your hips as you start peppering kisses to his jaw, slowly down his neck and
then chest. The single touch of his hands makes you almost moan out and even though the lust
clouds your mind, you're not greedy for an orgasm or him making you feel good. He's already
making you feel good just by being there, holding your hips – and it's silly but you can't explain it.

You reach for his belt, unbuckling it eagerly and you're surprised how easy it's going despite your
quick movements. Jungkook helps you by lifting his hips off the couch, getting the jeans past his
butt but once you touch the hem of his boxers, eyes too distracted by the hard bulge already poking
through the thin material, Jungkook mutters your name.

It's like he finally realizes what you're about to do, what position and situation you're both in and he
looks almost nervous, despite his hooded eyes filled with lust.

"I don't want you to think you're my distraction,"

Your features soften and you get out of your lusted state for a moment, hands placed over
Jungkook's knees instead.

"You're not, I would never do that to you."

It hasn't even crossed your mind that he could use you as a distraction. At least not until he has just
mentioned it. If he wanted a distraction, he could've gone home with anyone else. Women have
been giving him a good piece (and well deserved) attention. And why Jungkook has decided to go
home with you, no matter how random and quick it happened, is beyond you.

"I know," you assure him softly, straightening yourself as you once again lean towards him and
gently peck his lips. "Don't think too much about this. If you don't want this, let's just stop it."

Some tiny part of you whines at that, but you know it needs to be said and you really don't want to
make any mistake. You know you'll be overplaying this in your head once it ends, no matter how it
ends but just for now, you want to enjoy this. It's not like you're doing this for the first time. You
already know each other. You know each other's bodies and even though it's been a while, nothing
has changed much. Minus Jungkook's huge body growth.

"I do want it," Jungkook admits mumbily, "I'm just not sure if it's right or wrong."

Well, his hard dick probably wants to argue about that but you're both trying to be adults here.
Some failing and some trying to be.

"It's just a blowjob, Jeon," you chuckle, pointing out and silently telling him that it doesn't have to
be anymore dramatic. "So," you start, "Do you want it or not?"

He stares at you, longer than you wish him to because it suddenly starts to make you more
nervous. And fuck, Jungkook imagines you with his cock in your mouth and randomly gets a
flashback of that time when you sucked him off for the first time. In the very same position and
room, at the beginning of your deal as Jungkook wanted to make sure it's not something you have
to do just to please him. But you were so eager, similarly to what you look like now but there's
something different about you. There's a boost of confidence because you've already had him in
your mouth, at least that's what he guesses, and he would be an idiot to miss out the opportunity to
miss the warmth of your mouth when you're on your knees, staring at him like this.

And maybe, Jungkook's mind is clouded just like yours.

"Pull me out," he says simply, your breath hitching how soft yet dominating he sounds.

Just as you gave him the green light, he left the worry somewhere else and turned into the
Jungkook that can have you squeezing your thighs and make you wet by a single demand and
sentence.

And you couldn't wait for it.

Eagerly and excitedly, you hook up your fingers under the hem of his boxers just like you've done
before, getting even more excited at the sight of his cock again. Boxers joining his jeans pooled
around his ankles, his cock springs free and slaps against his stomach right away. The sudden
moment surprises you even though you were waiting for it, but you're way more excited to not only
get your eyes on it but your mouth and hands too.

Impatiently, you reach for him and wrap your hand around the hard length, you admire the hard
and warm flesh. Its red head is asking for attention and the little veins peeking from its soft skin
makes you lick your lips once again.
And Jungkook can control himself, he finds the most fun watching you which makes him even
more hard (if that's even possible), so when you squeeze him he keeps it quiet and bites into his lip
instead. It feels good but it's definitely not enough to let him fully dive into the pleasure. There's a
little bit of pre-cum already pooling at the tip of his cock and he knows you see it because your
eyes widen in excitement, making you look cute. He can't believe he just thought of you as cute
while his cock is in your hand.

There's no time for him to chuckle at his thoughts because you're already enveloping the tip into
the warmth of your mouth and fuck... he swears he can see starts because you taste him for the first
time in months, the time he thought would have never come. Somewhere in the back of his mind,
he's trying to process what's happening right now but it's very hard, especially when you suck him
off before you dive even more and start to take more of him every time.

He lets out a pleased sigh, one hand gripped in a fist while the other finds the back of your head,
keeping you in place as the sucking sounds resounds from your mouth. It's wet and you drool all
over his cock which makes things even more hotter, his head falling back as his mouth stays open
while he enjoys your mouth on him and you between his legs.

You're careful, always coming for air whenever you feel like gagging and the rest that you can't fit
(or not pressuring yourself to make it fit), is held by your hand as you squeeze him here and there.
You're changing your movements, licking him up and down before you suck him, then you're
bobbing your head up and down while doing the rest with your hand. And the ultimate spot for him
is when you suddenly press his cock against his stomach, licking his balls as you suck on them too.
Fuck, you're too good at this. Just like he remembers.

It's like you remember every little spot he has and that's when you're starting to hear soft moans
and groans leaving his opened mouth. His thighs are tense, your nails digging into the skin there.
His cock barely fits into your mouth but you get creative, opening your mouth as wide as you can
at the cost of you drooling all over his cock down to his balls. The button-up that's slightly hiked
up unfortunately hids the little trail of hair that goes down to his pubic hair and you wonder if
you'll have another chance to see it some other time. This is most likely just a one time thing but
you quickly throw that thought away, not wanting to think about the future and what's going to
happen.

"Fuck," Jungkook groans, the thighs tensing up and hips slightly bucking up are letting you know
he's close because even his grip on your hair gets tighter. Moaning around him, you feel your jaw
ache from being opened for a longer time to the point it starts to get uncomfortable, but you don't
care and continue sucking him off.

The wet sounds of your mouth that has never left makes Jungkook's head spin and his eyes are
pinched close, suddenly remembering what a sight he's missing. So, he raises his head and pries his
eyes open just to see you. But the not clearest sight of you doesn't satisfy him enough because he's
mostly met with the top of your head.

"Look at me," he demands, voice rough and strained as you obey, looking up at him through your
lashes which makes him let out a hitched moan. Something, you're not sure you've ever heard from
him before.

"Fuck--I'm cumming," he informs you hurriedly, the other hand reaching for your jaw as he cups it.
"Where do you want it?"

Obviously, you're not risking answering him verbally because you'd probably rob him from a good
orgasm. Fortunately, Jungkook doesn't really wait for a verbal one as he stares at you with a
clenched jaw and hooded eyes.
 "Your mouth?" he asks and you hum around him, a soft and muffled 'Uhm' by his cock resounds
from your mouth. "You're gonna swallow like a good girl? Like you always did?"

Fuck, pleasure shoots through your entire body at his words and you eagerly hum, sucking him
harder but keeping the same pace, not wanting to ruin anything.

Jungkook holds his stare as long as his body allows him to, even as he groans and the first ropes of
cum shoot out of his tip straight into your mouth. You keep just the tip in, sucking on it while
swallowing every drop which makes him shut his eyes and letting himself to release until the very
last drop. Some of it comes out slowly after some time but you swallow everything, peppering a
last kiss to his tip before you fully pull him out of your mouth and pull away from his softening
cock.

He pries his eyes open, reality hitting him and he wonders if you already regret it when he sees you
already standing. But then you give him a smile, just a casual smile as if you haven't had his cock
inside your mouth just a few seconds ago.

"Mind if I stay over tonight?" you ask casually, leaving him speechless as he sits there, leaned
against his couch with his cock still out that glistens from your saliva.

"Yeah, sure," he manages to say.

"Great!" you call out, turning around making your way towards the bathroom but not before you go
into his bedroom, pulling one of his t-shirts you know very well.

Jungkook stays there until he hears the shower door close and the water dripping down, hitting the
tiles and most likely (definitely) your naked body.

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 Chapter 45
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It felt like a dream at first.

During the night, you'd dream about what happened the entire time just to wake up, glancing at the
ceiling of Jungkook's bedroom immersed in darkness and falling asleep right away. As if your
mind couldn't believe that it really happened and as soon as you wake up, you'll be hit with the
reality.

But somewhere in your drowsy state of waking up, it all hits you twice as much when you pry your
eyes open and stretch comfortably until you think; Fuck, I just gave a head to Jungkook yesterday.

You can't believe how bold you were last night, without being wasted and you wish you could
blame it all on alcohol. You know your own horniness had a lot to do with your decision to blow
your best friend out. Living from yesterday's euphoria, you didn't think about it that much during
your shower time, you just replayed the memories while smiling to yourself with a tingle between
your thighs but you didn't mind. Somehow, giving Jungkook head was the main priority and source
of your pleasure.

Freshly out of shower and in Jungkook's bed, you don't remember him joining you as the sounds of
him taking a shower lulled you to sleep. Even when you made it out of the bathroom, he wasn't in
his previous spot and you weren't exactly looking for him, too sleepy to bother yourself of what
could happen now.

But being completely awake, horniness gone and everything else as well, the walls of Jungkook's
bedroom stare mockingly at you. Almost as if they're saying "Hey bitch, welcome back again" and
you're reminded of how it felt to be sharing the same bed a couple of months ago when it wasn't all
what you were doing here.

Cheeks hot, you drag the duvet over the half of your face – an awful attempt to make yourself
invisible because there are more things to be nervous about. For example, Jungkook is nowhere to
be found. It's hard to describe what battle you're feeling inside right now. The both of you wanted
it, it's simple as that and even in your and his dazed state, Jungkook has assured you you're not his
distraction which makes your heart soften even when you think about it right now. You're adults,
you surely can talk about it maturely. So, why the fuck are you so nervous of facing him? You
wanted it to happen so much, you can't explain how much you wanted something intimate to
happen which resulted in your desperate need to blow him in his living room on his couch.

And when you got to that, you were pleased. You remember that feeling of want and need, so you
understand your choice and you don't regret it happening. Until you realize if this could possibly
make things weird now. Sure, you had sex before but that was because it was something you talked
about, it was a deal. Right now, it happened spontaneously and you've let your needs take over.

In Jungkook's perspective, he couldn't believe what happened as well and spent the entire fifteen
minutes under the shower replaying the entire night – mostly one specific part of it. But by the time
he wanted to address it the same night after his shower, he already found you asleep cuddling to his
duvet and he took that as a sign to let things be for now, and let himself relax and sleep.

Jungkook doesn't let you relax though – at least that's what you'd tell yourself if you had the time to
properly think about it – because the door of his bedroom opens and there he is. In his full glory,
not giving a fuck about your mental health while being shirtless, wearing one of those grey
sweatpants he owns and likes to wear. It's a double attack with his tattoos on display and long hair
tucked away by a hair tie in a half-bun.

The shadow of the sunrise peeking through his blinds sets on his eight pack that he has worked
hard for and if you peeked even closer, you'd finally notice the trail of hair slowly disappearing
under the hem of the grey material. And the soft yet very much noticeable bulge thanks to his
package is giving you a very nice imagination of what it exactly looks like at the moment. And
man, you're swallowing dryly with eyes so wide that it makes you want to pull the duvet on your
whole face to cover it because Jeon Jungkook is wearing no underwear and it's pretty obvious.

"Great, you're awake," He has the audacity to sound light and cheerful, as if you weren't having his
cock for a late dinner.

You watch him walking towards the dresser in the corner of his room, pulling out one of his t-
shirts that he throws over his shoulder and decides to make you suffer for a little bit longer. At least
that's what you silently tell yourself, stubbornly staring at his face instead of his holy body.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Jungkook looks confused, pinching his brows together as your grip on the duvet tightens. Is he
serious?

"You're shirtless, Jeon..." you murmur, frowning back at him as his features relax and a chuckle
erupts out of his mouth.

"Let's not get shy now, can we?"

Mouth falling open, there's a pang in the pit of your stomach of excitement and disbelief at the
same time. He's so blunt, the little grin on his pinkish lips makes you want to roll your eyes but also
grab him and kiss him. And touch him.

And then you notice something different about him. You couldn't quite pinpoint what it was, until
you realize it's the new addition to his ink on his biceps, close to his shoulder. "You've got a new
tattoo?"

Jungkook follows your line of vision, dropping his eyes to his new tattoo which looks like a flower
but he stays unphased. "Oh, yeah," he says as if he just remembered, "Did it a few weeks ago."

"Oh," Your voice muffled, you look at the corner of his room for a moment, not sure what to say
but you feel the pressure of his eyes on you, which makes you glance back at him. "It's nice..." you
murmur quietly, not even sure if he heard it but he probably has because the corner of his lips lifts
up.

He doesn't thank you verbally though, keeping his eyes on you as if he's trying to figure you out but
ultimately, he sighs and sits at the corner of the bed where your legs are. "Why are you hiding?"

"What?" you ask, voice still muffled and then you realize what he's talking about. Slowly, looking
almost petrified for Jungkook to see your face, you pull off the duvet and give him a crooked
smile.

Knowing Jungkook from all these years, you recognize the knowing look he gives you. "I think we
should talk," he starts slowly, addressing the elephant in the room. "About yesterday."
"What's there to talk about?" you chuckle awkwardly, mentally giving yourself a good slap on the
cheek for even questioning it. Of course, you know there's a lot to talk about. But something about
Jungkook, staring at you with those dark and doe eyes makes you want to hide and never come out.
At least not with him in a radius of hundreds of meters.

"Come on, let's not do that," Jungkook chuckles lightly, "I think we can both be wise about this."

He's right. You're acting ridiculous and so far, he doesn't seem to be mad about what happened and
maybe it's your wishful thinking, but he doesn't look as if he's regretting it either so far. But of
course, you wait for him to open his mouth before jumping to conclusions.

Growing even more embarrassed about your behavior, you sigh and slowly sit up, exposing more
of yourself by letting go of the duvet completely. "I'm sorry... I just didn't know how you'd react."

"I'm reacting fine," he laughs a little, "It's not like it's the first time we've done something like that."

He means giving him a head. Being intimate.

"It's not..." you murmur unsurely, "But it is the first time that it happened without us talking about
it, I mean... without us having a deal. All of those times before, we knew that some things would
happen and now..." you trail off, slowly looking away.

"Well, you seemed determined to suck my dick."

Snapping your eyes towards Jungkook, you find him amusingly grinning at you as he jokes. And
you want to laugh but you mask it with a little frown. "And you wanted to have your dick sucked,
so I guess we're even."

He laughs at that, causing your facade to break and you join, feeling the awkwardness slowly fade
away but not just quite completely, it's still there.

"I guess we are," Jungkook smiles, "I don't want things to be awkward between us. We both
wanted it and it happened. We know it probably wouldn't happen if we didn't drink yesterday, I
don't think none of us would have the balls to make a move."

He is completely right about that.

"We weren't drunk or completely wasted as well," you say which he nods to, agreeing with you.
But still, you both have loosened up yesterday and that has prompted you to listen to your body,
instead of your brain. "I'm sorry, I should've controlled myself better. I don't know what came over
me."

"Hey, why are you apologizing?" Jungkook frowns, asking you softly. "It's not like you came all
over me. I wanted it as much as you wanted to. I wasn't sure if it's the wisest decision but at that
moment, I didn't care that much."

He did want to tell you something but you cut him off by kissing him. Then he simply kissed you
back and no words were exchanged about it later on. That's what he probably wanted to tell you –
he wanted to make sure if it's the right decision but one look at each other and all of that was gone.

"Do you care now?" you ask carefully, eyeing his reaction.

"I don't," he admits, "We can pretend that it never happened and move on, if that's what you want."

But something about it makes a bitter taste on your tongue. It is the wisest decision though, just to
let things go and forget them. However, you know yourself and you know you won't be able to
forget it. Just Jungkook being here, sitting here looking like this makes a mess out of you.

As much as you don't like where this is going, you won't be the one proposing something you'd
probably regret later. You're such a mess, you've no idea what to do because every possible
possibility has cons.

You wish you could feel more of Jungkook, you've to admit that you're sad at the thought of not
being that close to him again. Your hormones are a freaking rollercoaster and he's fucking hot,
making things way harder for you. There's attraction between you two and you both happen to be
single, which made all of this easier and that's how you ended up in this situation.

"What's wrong?" Jungkook asks, tilting his head to the side as he catches your eyes.

"Nothing," you answer, but you sound unsure even to yourself. "What do you want, Jungkook? Do
you want us to just forget about it?" you ask simply and curiously.

He doesn't understand why you can't just simply answer, why do you always question him before
you admit what you're thinking. There are times when you're like an open book to him, but right
now it's tough to guess what you're thinking. Something doesn't seem right though.

Little does he know, you're letting him answer first to avoid any embarrassment if you admit that
yes, there's a selfish part of you that wants to get that taste of him again. But the wise part of you
knows it's not the smartest idea.

"I think," he starts slowly, "tipsy us probably let that happen because it's something we both
wanted. It happened and it's either we ignore it, or... I don't know." he admits, failing as he
chuckles at his attempt which makes you laugh a little as well.

"What if later on we realize it's not something we can't ignore?" You find the guts to ask, bravely
holding the gaze he gives you but he seems a little bit puzzled about what exactly you're thinking.
He doesn't want to assume.

"What do you mean?"

"Jungkook, I was ready to get on my knees to suck you off just because I was horny and couldn't
stop touching you," you almost exclaim in a chuckle, growing frustrated at yourself and most
importantly, what you were capable of last night. "It's like I had no boundaries and--the last thing I
want is to ruin things between us and I fear I can't control myself next time."

You're breathing heavily by the end you're done, pursing your lips at Jungkook's big eyes full of
surprise. Oh, shit. Did you just completely fuck this up?

"Then don't," he suddenly says, leaving you speechless. "I mean...why don't we just let things
happen? We've done it before, under different circumstances yes, but we're both, obviously,
attracted to each other and we're single. The only thing I want you to know is that you're not my
distraction from what happened and I'd never use you like that. I know I told you last night, but it's
really important for me that you know that. Last night surprised me, yes, but I wanted it as much as
you did. We have done this before and we're fine--"

Yes, fine it terms that you can't stop thinking about his naked body and he probably ruined any
future partners for you, but hey, you get the point. You're still best friends and you both had
separate relationships, real relationships that weren't just two best friends with benefits.

"Yes," You cut him off, embarrassingly fast and the sight of Jungkook shutting his mouth makes
you want to laugh, but you keep your face straight as you clear your throat. "I mean... yes, you're
right about that."

He just nods, scratching his chest a little and you're trying way too hard not to follow the
movement. "Why does this feel awkward?" he chuckles, causing you to snort.

"I don't know... maybe because we're circling around the topic of us hooking up."

"Yeah," he laughs, "But you're way more important to me than sex... I can keep it in my pants."

Yes, but you probably can't.

"I'm actually more worried about me than you." you joke, but there's a lot of truth to your words
and with or without Jungkook knowing, you get a proper laugh out of him as his nose scrunches
cutely.

"I think we should just go with the flow, you know?" Jungkook proposes, "Just to know we both
are okay with this should be enough for now, and let's just wait and see what happens."

You nod, even though you take a moment to take in what he has just said to you. "Yeah," you
breathe out, "You're right."

Basically, he just told you if you ever have the need to suck his dick again, you can. Mentally
laughing to yourself, you steal a glance at Jungkook who looks as spaced out as you and you take
that opportunity to look down his chest, almost salivating right away and you've to remind yourself
that you're supposed to go with the flow. Not wanting to repeat yesterday just at the first sight of
his naked chest. Unfortunately for you, Jungkook looks at you at the exact moment you try to pry
your eyes off him, noticing the way you were just checking him out which makes him let out a
breathy chuckle.

"What?" you ask too quickly, eyes snapping back to his face, failing miserably at trying to act as if
he hasn't just caught you.

Biting his lips, he tries to hide the grin that stretches on his lips anyway as his eyes shiver with
something amused and mischievous. "...nothing."

"Okay."

"Let me kiss you."

He wants what? Your eyes bulging out, you stare at Jungkook in shock as the two of you talk at the
same time and his request completely takes you by surprise.

"Kiss me?" you ask dumbfoundedly, but Jungkook just nods firmly as if he's hundred percent sure
of his straight-forward (and shocking) request. "You just said we should wait and see."

Most importantly, why would he want to just kiss you? Right now? You just woke up, knowing
you look like a piece of shit.

"I also said we should go with the flow," he points out, grinning, "And you've been checking me
out ever since I came here,"

You scoff at that immediately, embarrassed inside how easily he noticed that but you don't say
anything else.
"Besides," he starts, voice turning slightly more serious which catches your attention. "We're both
sober now..."

Oh, so he wants to try and kiss you sober? Is he having cold feet already? That settles an
uncomfortable feeling in the pit of your stomach and you already hate it. You're overthinking
everything once again but there's also a pang of excitement shooting right where the discomfort
occurred first, because Jungkook wants to kiss you. Even if you're looking like the mentioned
piece of shit – your hair isn't brushed and your eyes must be swollen, you haven't even had your
first trip to the bathroom where you could make yourself look more presentable--

"I haven't brushed my teeth," you blurt out, making Jungkook snort and laugh at the same time,
although you just stare at him with furrowed brows. "What? I'm not kissing you without me
brushing my teeth."

You're completely ruining this, you're aware of that and even though there's not a bad taste in your
mouth, you wouldn't be able to live it down if you kissed him with a bad breath. Especially if it's
just the beginning of something, something as you both hooking up again.

Jungkook rolls his eyes which makes you mimic his actions because it's easy for him to say. He's
probably been awake for hours now, looks cleaned up and definitely has his morning routine done
meanwhile you...

He stands up, walking towards something that lays on his floor which you notice is his camera bag
once he lifts up. Rummaging through there for a while, he pulls out something you see when he sits
back down on his previous spot and hands you--

"Mint dragees? Seriously?"

"Come on," he orders, motioning his head towards your hands to urge you and take one as you roll
your eyes, but still doing what he wants. What, you're not passing out on the chance of kissing him.
Besides, you're also curious if things happened because you were sexually frustrated and tipsy.

"Done?" he asks as you swallow the final piece after a few seconds of chewing, the sweet yet
minty flavor present on your tongue.

It's better than nothing but still, seeing Jungkook sitting here looking like this and in a close
presence, you grow nervous all of a sudden, especially with his eyes on you. And when he scoots
closer to you, you stare at him as a deer caught in headlights.

"What? You don't want to kiss me?" Jungkook teases, lifting his hand to poke you in your left
cheek as you can't bring yourself to scold him, but just stare at him and most importantly his lips.
"Are you shy?"

You scoff, wanting to nudge him in the shoulder but the exposure of his skin is already enough and
you're too much of a coward to touch him, only because you can't guarantee what you would do
next.

"I am not!" you exclaim, denying the obvious. "You're the one who wants to kiss me! How am I
supposed to react?"

Jungkook is the one who scoffs this time, but it's very short-lived because his lips turn into a smirk.
"You gave me a head yesterday and now you're all shy about a kiss?"

He's teasing you, making fun of you and when he sees your scandalized expression that turns into
annoyance just makes him laugh even more.
"That was different..." you murmur.

He knows. You had courage thanks to the alcohol, horniness and sexual frustration as well.

"Keep it up and I might think you're in love with me." he jokes, wiggling his brows as you snort
loudly and scrunch your nose.

"As if!" Scrunching your lips into a frown. "You're the one who wants to kiss me." you grumble
childishly.

"I want to do more than that but first," Your mouth opens in another surprise, breath hitching and
heart picking up its face, you feel your skin getting hot and flustered all over again. "You have to
allow me to at least kiss you."

"More than that?" you ask quietly, voice breathy as if you just ran a mile and it's so embarrassing
but you can't help yourself but ask as Jungkook bites into his lower lip and gives you a curt nod.

You stay glued to your spot, toes already curling but you don't let yourself take a first step as you
patiently wait for Jungkook who seems to stare at you with a very specific dark, yet soft sparkle in
his eyes.

"Yeah," he breathes out, inching his face closer to you to the point his scent gets closer and you've
to remind yourself not to get all hot over the scent of his aftershave. It is one of your main
weaknesses and it's the worst around Jungkook because he always smells incredible. There's
something about his specific scent that makes you go wild and you realize how easily you've
picked on it ever since you met.

Jungkook brushes some of the messy strands of your hair off your face, fingers brushing against
your cheek before he cups your jaw, long fingers holding the back of your neck as he abruptly
pushes you closer to him. You almost bump with your noses and you let out a surprised squeal,
snorting at yourself right after which makes Jungkook grin.

He's surely taking his time for a simple kiss, you think but Jungkook proves you wrong once again
because one second he gives you a glance and the next he presses his lips onto yours. Your brows
shoot up for a second but your whole body relaxes at the tenderness of his mouth on yours. You've
no idea what Jungkook had in mind when he asked to kiss you, but he's definitely not aiming for a
single peck and doesn't waste time over something that wouldn't make sense, because he starts
moving his lips right away. You join him, letting him lead the kiss but putting just as much effort
into it as he does and you hold yourself back from moaning when you feel the first traces of his
tongue.

Allowing him the access, your tongues touch for the first time this morning and even if it hasn't
been that long since the last time you made out, it feels exactly like that. Jungkook is intoxicating,
ruining you for others but as long as you get to enjoy him for a while, it's none of your problems at
the moment.

The hold on your jaw gets stronger but not enough to hurt, quite the opposite because you feel
another wave of heat washing over you, the underwear clinging to your heat. Luckily, your lower
body is safely hidden under the duvet from Jungkook's eyes.

The kisses turn sloppy and you both have to pull away to catch some breath because once again,
Jungkook manages to knock the breath out of you and you find yourself gasping because Jungkook
doesn't rest, kissing your jaw and down your neck. Automatically, you give him more access by
tilting your head to the side, biting onto your lower lip while you finally allow yourself to touch
him too.

Your fingers naturally find their way to Jungkook's hair, the one that isn't tied in a bun by his hair
tie, and you press your neck even closer to his mouth while Jungkook leaves open-mouthed and
wet kisses. Thanks to his shirt that you're wearing, there isn't much skin and place to kiss you as
he's met with the hem of your shirt, so he makes his way up again until he's kissing you on your
mouth all over again.

Gasping, just as your body naturally moves, Jungkook impatiently tugs the duvet off you and with
hands on your hips, he urges you to sit on his lap. You do and what a fucking mistake that is. You
should've thought of you wearing only panties that you wore to the club yesterday, the lacy ones
which are doing a poor job at covering your lower lips at the moment. You always wear them when
you're going out, not in case you'd hook up with someone and want to be sexy for them. Not at all.
You wear them to make yourself feel more sexy, even if it's not the comfiest underwear.

The quick movement of you getting onto Jungkook's lap caused the underwear to shift, but even
that is the least of your problems because there's another thing you forgot about. And your earlier
notice of Jungkook's crotch area is proved right because this man is wearing no underwear. There's
no way he is because you can feel his cock perfectly, settled right between your legs as you sit on
top of it.

"Ah, fuck," you manage to whisper between the kisses.

Jungkook's hands disappear under your shirt, big hands touching your back and meeting your hot
skin. You're so into this, into him, that you're not thinking straight and you let your body do its own
thing. Somewhere in the back of your head you know you're just listening to it, your body and what
it wants, but when you grind against Jungkook's crotch it comes out as a surprise to you as well.

You're done for, you should've known that ever since Jungkook asked to kiss you. No. Ever since
he walked through that door shirtless, showing off his buffed out chest that is brushing against your
front right now. Nipples perked up, there's no chance that Jungkook isn't feeling them even though
he's busy with his mouth and hands. You feel your heat pulsating with need, walls clenching
around nothing that makes you frustrated but the solution is easy when you grind for that friction
of Jungkook's hardening length again.

He grunts in response, mouth on your neck as he gently bites into it which makes you shamelessly
moan and grip his hair tighter. The simple action of his gentle bite, your hips start to move without
stopping, grinding against him as you cup his face to take a look at his face. His eyes are hooded,
looking partly fucked out while your breaths mingle together and this time you're the one who
leans down to connect your lips in another heated kiss.

Jungkook bites onto your lower lip, hands sliding down your ass as he cups it and squeezes the
flesh. "Fuck, Kook," you whimper, feeling his cock growing rapidly as it hardens even more.

You can clearly make out its shape and just the thought of it makes you clench around nothing,
wishing it was Jungkook's cock instead. But you're patient, completely fine just with what is
happening right now. Burning up, you pull away slightly which makes Jungkook's brows pinch
together in confusion which you notice, until you take off his shirt you're wearing.

Shamelessly, Jungkook ranks up your exposed chest with hungry eyes, meanwhile you throw the
fabric to the side, wrapping your arms around his neck again. Your perky breasts on full display,
you see Jungkook licking his bottom lip and you straighten yourself, wanting to nudge him so you
can continue where you left off. The erected nipples brush against his chest for a few seconds
before he holds you by your hips, pushing his weight onto you until you're easily flipped onto your
back.

Jungkook hovers over you, smirking down at you as you stare at him with wide yet lustful eyes,
fully spread for him just in your panties.

"Don't just stare, do something." you breathe out, urging Jungkook to make a move which he does
gladly, but not before ogling you for another second before he settles between your legs.

Leaning down, he starts peppering rushed kisses down your neck, kissing places he hasn't done and
were covered by his shirt that is long forgotten, thrown somewhere on the other side of his big bed.
He kisses the top of your breasts, between the valley as you arch your back for him, shivering
underneath his sinful mouth. The sound of his mouth and kisses he's showering you with makes
you let out a breathy moan, hands on his firm back.

The first contact he makes with your nipples makes you moan out his name, mouth enveloping
your nipple as he sucks on it, letting his teeth graze over the sensitive bud here and there. He plays
with you, smirking whenever you whimper but he takes his time, doing the same thing with your
other nipple. When he's satisfied, he pulls away slightly to stare down at your sensitive nipples and
saliva coating them. His eyes trail down your body, from your breasts down to your stomach until it
stops at the only article of clothing you're wearing.

He hovers over you, one hand holding himself up so he wouldn't crash you, his nose touches your
cheek as he places a soft kiss on your jaw. Too distracted, he sneakily places his hand between your
thighs and when he cups you through the fabric, you flinch a little.

"Fuck, you're so wet," Jungkook breathes out against your jaw, fingers rubbing you which earns
another breathy moan from you and this time you screw your eyes shut, biting harshly into your
lower lip.

"More," you demand, or plead with him, sounding so desperate and rushed as the tip of his fingers
rub the thin fabric.

"Forgot how needy you are," Jungkook comments cheekily, smiling against your jaw when his
fingers push it aside. Fuck, you really are wet. The whole panties are drenched up in your wetness,
fingers easily gliding up and down your lower lips as you moan, arching your back from the
mattress.

"Shut up," you scold him breathlessly, head tilted back and Jungkook wishes he could pay more
attention to your neck, and how much it's calling him to suck on the skin there. His attention is
called elsewhere, eyes looking down between your thighs as he catches the slightest glimpse of
your pussy with his fingers on it.

You're so wet they glide easily, almost sliding right in but Jungkook makes sure he makes you feel
good without doing that, going to your clit where he circles his fingers around it. Nails digging into
his back, you whine for more. You're a complete mess.

He teases your opening with his fingers and just when you think he's about to enter you with those
long fingers of his, he actually pulls them away and you feel as if someone just gave you the
biggest slap. It wasn't Jungkook's intention though, because he tugs your panties down your legs to
get you rid of them as he exposes you fully.

Grabbing your thighs he pulls you closer to him, causing you to gasp as you giggle when Jungkook
hovers over you, grinning teasingly but it barely lasts a second because he's already going between
your thighs. Your eyes widen when you look down, realizing what he's about to do but at the same
time he spreads your legs. And he stares. Stares at the wetness glistening while taking a proper
look at your pussy, something he hasn't seen for a while and never thought he'd have an
opportunity to see again. It has never crossed his mind that you two would be able to find
yourselves in this situation again. Just a few days ago, his mind was elsewhere.

Making himself comfortable as he lays onto his stomach, hooking his arms under your thighs as he
keeps you spread out for him.

"Hello again, beautiful," he muses with a smirk, hungrily staring at your pussy as you snort at the
fact he just greeted it so casually and even called it beautiful. Not going to lie, you act as if you find
it ridiculous but you feel a wave of pleasure shooting right through you because it doesn't matter
what part of you Jungkook calls beautiful.

And he doesn't let you have that reaction, his plan is probably to ruin you because he squeezes
your thighs and bites into the right one as he dives right in. Not prepared for the quickness,
Jungkook licks a long and hard stripe up to your clit. He wraps his mouth around it and starts
sucking it, leaving your legs shaking as a set of curses tumble out of you. One hand gripping the
sheet and the other his hair, you grind yourself into him wanting to feel more of his mouth.

Jungkook is quick, none of this is slow and tender, he's hungry and barely lets you time to realize
what he's doing before he's moving onto another thing. He licks your wetness, makes out with your
pussy as if he's been starving all this time and gives a proper attention to your clit. The combination
of those three makes your head spin, the wet noises adding even more pleasure to your body until
you feel your stomach clench with the known knot. Jungkook feels you clenching around nothing,
feeling your pussy move under his tongue as he starts flickering your clit with it.

That's your final point, Jungkook's mouth only (and his great skills at oral sex) bring you to your
edge, the one you haven't felt in so long and fuck, does it feel unbelievable. Jungkook's name is on
the tip of your tongue as you orgasm with a final moan, body freezing for a second until you let go.
Jungkook slows down but still sucks onto your clit, prolonging your orgasm for as long as he can as
he makes sure to taste all of your arousal and cum.

Your hands relax, one of them leaving Jungkook's hair alone as you let them fall beside your body
while Jungkook gives a final lick to your pussy as he pulls away. Hooded eyes and hot body, you
force yourself to look at Jungkook who stares at you just the same, chin completely soaked up in
your arousal and cum. The right corner of his lips curve into a smirk, eyes not leaving you as he
reaches for the abandoned shirt you threw away and wipes his chin with it.

The sight is arousing itself and if you had enough time to breathe through your just ended orgasm,
you could easily go for another round. You thought what a great job you did at the blowjob you
gave to Jungkook but the truth is, he topped that the moment he put those lips on you.

Clearing your throat, you feel the urge to speak up. "Didn't you want to just kiss me?" you ask
breathlessly, a hint of amusement and teasing in your voice as Jungkook smirks, slowly backs away
until he stands up.

"I didn't specify where."

Oh, fuck.

Noticing the wet stain on his sweatpants and the evident hardness, you wonder if it's from you or
his own arousal. Probably both. You slowly sit up, closing your legs sheepishly which Jungkook
notices but just smirks knowingly at you. You're too scared to get up, knowing you probably
stained his sheets because all you can feel is wet and it's starting to get uncomfortable.
Surprised that Jungkook turns around and reaches for his shirt, you want him pulling the white
fabric over his head as he covers his chest and it causes you to unknowingly pout. "Where are you
going?" you ask, not hiding the surprise and disappointment.

Jungkook turns around to look at you, chuckling at your naked and cute form. What a sight you
are.

"To make you breakfast." he answers simply, leaving you to stare at him dumbfoundedly.

Breakfast? Isn't he hard? You thought--

"Why?"

"Because otherwise I'd fuck you."

Your breath hitches again and you shift on your spot, almost cringing at the wetness between your
thighs. "What's wrong about that?" You find yourself asking, voice light and innocent.

"One step at a time."

Giving you a mischievous smile, that's the last thing you see before he walks out of his bedroom,
closing the door behind him to give you some privacy while you stare at the wood for a full
minute.

You can't believe he just walked out, voluntarily giving himself the blue balls as if you weren't
here, ready to please him. The slight coldness shakes you out of your daze, shaky legs bringing you
to Jungkook's closet to put yet another clean shirt on, along with something to cover your legs.

The short journey to the bathroom is interesting, challenging even and once again reminding you of
something that has happened before. It takes all of your power to think about something else for
the rest of your shower time.

And just like you said yesterday – Jeon Jungkook is dangerous.

Interesting and peculiar is what you and Jungkook are.

Casually eating breakfast together while chatting about whatever comes to your or his mind. And
you like that. There is no overthinking or weirdness lingering between you two and you're thankful
that even your slightly selfish decision of hooking up with your best friend again, hasn't affected
your normal behavior and relationship.

Jungkook has agreed to check the new car with you next week, assuring you that he'll take you
there so you can get rid of "the old crap" as he named your current car. You've done your research
about cars, at least whatever you can realistically afford, so it's not like you've no idea about
anything. However, Jungkook is better with cars and you could use his help and opinion.

"...what about your apartment though?" Jungkook asks, mouth partly full with cereal as you
automatically sigh at the topic.

You definitely have to deal with the apartment thing and it's not like you haven't. You've been
thinking about it and trying to find the solution, but it seems as though whoever is up there has
other plans for you because there are no affordable apartments for rent available.

"What about it?" you murmur, ignoring Jungkook's amused chuckle before it dies down and his
features turn serious once again causing you to let out a sigh as you shrug. "I'm still looking for
something available here but nothing so far... I don't think I'll find something in time anyway, time
which I don't have a lot of. There's the whole moving process and I should start packing my things
already." you explain, reaching for your cup as you take a sip of your mint tea.

"Move in with me," Jungkook proposes, staring at you with doe eyes as you start choking with the
tea, coughing furiously as you try to set it down before spilling it. "What?"

Clearing your throat, you stare at Jungkook with raised brows until you see how serious he is about
this. "What? One blowjob and me letting you eat me out, and you're already asking me to move in
with you?" you joke, laughing at the idea as Jungkook's brows scrunch into a frown, obviously not
finding the joke funny. Especially when he is serious about this, determined to help you in any way
he can.

You surely don't want to leave and start living somewhere else, you'd still be in Seoul but on the
other side of it as well.

"I'm serious," he tells you, shutting you up as your laugh dies down. "Why would you move to
another district when your job is here? You're also used to living here and ultimately, the decision
is up to you and this is just a proposal... but I do think the whole moving thing so far away is just a
huge hassle."

It is a huge hassle. It's the fucking pain in the ass.

Jungkook's proposal sounds interesting, not because this way you'd spend even more time with him
and before you can let your mind run free, you remind yourself that he's also Jungkook who's
willing to help no matter what. He's doing too much and you can't be that selfish to take him on
that offer. You should solve this on your own, as much as the voice in your mind tells you to stop
being stubborn and let him help you.

It would make things easier. You wouldn't have to deal with your job and possible transfer to
another company, you're not sure if that's even possible and maybe you'd have to search for another
job as well. It's already making you stress about it.

Everything you know, everything you've grown so comfortable ever since you live here is right
here. You wouldn't want to move if the circumstances weren't so fucked up. Sure, maybe move to
a bigger and better apartment, maybe one of your own sometime in the future. But financially and
realistically it's just not possible at the moment.

"Don't be ridiculous, Kook, I can't live here." you try to tell yourself, despite your words aimed at
Jungkook as well.

"Why not? Just until something else will be available, you're no bother to me."

"It's not about bother, Kook," you sigh, "Well, not only. I also have furniture, I need to put it
somewhere and I have a lot of stuff. I can't just move in here and expect you to make some space
for me."

Jungkook's apartment is the biggest out of four of you. Two bedrooms, spacious bathroom with a
bathtub and a proper kitchen with a living room – pretty rare for an apartment in Seoul.

You know you're just looking for excuses, knowing some of the furniture you'll have to sell
anyway because even if you moved to another apartment, moving furniture is a different kind of
hassle.
"Why though? I have enough space here!" he reasons, already seeing you shaking your head.

"No, you don't," you tell him. Well, it's debatable whether he has enough space or not. "Where
would I even sleep?"

Trying to reason this time, you shut your mouth knowing that that's the least of the worries. You
know you've shared bed more times than you can count, but still. You can't live here and sleep in
the same bed, no matter what you discussed today or what your friendship looks like. It's different
to crash here and have a sleepover, than fully living here. It's official. It's too real and--

"Oh come on," Jungkook rolls his eyes, "You could use my bedroom, I'll take the couch. And I
could put your bed in my office, I just have to make a little room for it there but I have the space,
Y/N."

Jungkook uses the second bedroom, which is the smaller room than his, as his office where he
edits the photos behind the desk on his computer. In other terms, it's actually a storage room as
well where Jungkook keeps some of his stuff he didn't know where to put. It's all clean though,
everything pretty much having its own place except for a few random items.

"I don't know, Kook..."

"Look, you've got the final word and it's totally up to you. I'm not gonna force you, I wanna help
and I think this might be the easiest option. Jimin told me he offered you his place too, you can
crash there if--"

"You know it's not about that," you shake your head, cutting him off. Whether it's Jungkook, Jimin
or Taehyung, you'd hate for them to have to take care of you, no matter how much you know they
just want to help.

"Jimin's place is small but he's more than open to help too, I'm sure Taehyung would help you too
but with his lifestyle, I'm not sure if that's the best option for you." Jungkook laughs and you join,
knowing he's right.

You're not sure if you want to witness Taehyung's hook-ups and everything that comes with it.
Taehyung has no boundaries, he wouldn't care whether you hear or see something.

"Yeah, that's out of picture," you agree, giggling. "Thanks, Kook... I'll think about it, okay?"

Looking at him, you offer him a soft and appreciative smile which he returns but there's a little bit
of doubtness in his features, or maybe it's a worry that you'll be too proud to use the help they
offer. Honestly, you just need to sit down and properly think about it, without Jungkook's soft and
big eyes. Thanks to them, you'd run and let him help you right away and you need a cold head for
this.

"Sure," he nods, "It's just a temporary fix but I think it's better than moving across Seoul, while
having to deal with unnecessary shit,"

Deep down, you agree with that and maybe if you had more time, things would be different. But
the time is slowly ticking and you know you'll have to make the decision as soon as possible.

"I'll get dressed up and drive you home, give me a sec." Jungkook says as he stands up, leaving
you to your thoughts alone.

Looking around, you try to picture yourself living here for the time being and suddenly, it doesn't
seem all bad. Especially with Jungkook coming back with a soft smile, brushing past you as you
clean the dishes while he scolds you for not using the dishwasher instead.

"Girl, you're glowing!"

Hugging Maya's form, you sheepishly grin into her shoulder. That is not what you've expected her
to say as soon as she spots you walking up to her. "Hi, Maya."

"Seriously, what's your secret?" she asks when she pulls away, eyeing your whole form as you
chuckle shyly and quickly sit down. "Or rather who?" she muses with pursed lips, laughing at the
way your eyes widen and you quickly shake your head.

"What? No one!" you laugh, shaking your hands to prove your point.

"Oh come on, Joon told me you and the guys went clubbing on Friday. The last time I saw you you
didn't glow like this!"

It still takes time to fully get used to Maya's straightforwardness and here you thought you're
straightforward. Well, you are but Maya is a different kind and the fact she exposes you like this
the second time you get to hang out with her alone, is beyond you. It's not that you don't like it,
you're happy you get along without guys around you and it feels nice to have a female friend in this
circle.

"You're just seeing things, Maya," you tell her, chuckling while you're trying to calm down your
heart, peering at your lap instead. "It's not like that."

"Someone's got laid but you haven't heard that from me," she sings out quietly, leaning towards
you for a moment before she pulls back and cackles at the shocked expression you can't hide,
realizing you've just totally exposed yourself on your own. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to tease you."
she apologizes, silently giggling at the way you try to compose yourself, straightening while
scratching the back of your head.

Even despite her usual cheerful persona, there's something particular and different about her and
maybe it's the fact you haven't seen her for a month, since you last saw her when you hung out
together alone for the first time. You went shopping, talked the whole time which felt very nice
before you rushed to Jungkook's apartment to bring him some take-away and told him all about
you and Maya hanging out.

She's the one to talk, she seems awfully happy and you notice the way she sneaks her glance at you
which makes you question her behavior even more. "Are you sure you're not the one glowing?"
you tease her this time, grinning at her.

And she doesn't deny it, suddenly giggling as she covers her mouth and then you see it. Your
mouth falls open and eyes bulge out of their sockets, while tears well up in her eyes.

"Maya!" you exclaim, covering your own mouth as she starts giggling through her tears.

"Joon proposed!"

"Oh my fucking god!" you exclaim, squealing as she shows you the ring and you ignore the few
stares you get from random customers. "Congratulations! Oh my god, how did it happen? We need
to celebrate!"

"We went on a trip over the weekend last week, we stayed in the mountains for three nights and he
had this beautiful set up where we just sat by the fire, before I realized he was on his knees and
shit, I'm getting emotional again!" she complains, wiping off her tears as you pout through your
grin, genuinely happy for them. "I wanted to tell you in person, we kept it a secret and now we're
just telling our close friends and family."

"I'm so happy for you guys!" you tell her.

"Thank you so much," she says sweetly, beaming at the ring for the last time before she takes a
deep breath and looks at you with raised brow. "We definitely have to celebrate it. How about next
week? Oh my god, you know what I had in mind?"

As the waitress approaches you, Maya is already in the middle of planning the celebration and you
barely keep up, laughing and nodding eagerly to whatever she has planned.

Wednesday drags slowly even with the bunch of work you got on your plate and the numerous
calls you had to make today, to the point it feels as if your head is about to burst and suddenly,
being all alone at home with a possible bottle of wine sounds nice. And you're not the type to
usually go for a wine.

Peering into the offices, exhausted but still cautious, you bid goodbye to the few of your co-
workers that look just as exhausted like you probably do, rushing to your desk to grab your
belongings and head out. Jungkook is supposed to pick you up today, help you with the car and
he's most likely outside or on his way here.

It reminds you that you haven't seen him since he drove you home, both swallowed with adult
things and work that needs to be done. Message here and there, Jungkook hasn't left your mind
though. His proposal to be exact. The lonely nights and staring into the screen of your television
remind you every day of the lack of time you have and you know, eventually you'll have to make a
decision.

So you've spent those evenings and nights thinking about all of this, weighing all the pros and cons
with the little bit of help from Jimin who had sent you a message, asking you about how the living
is going and whether you know what to do. You've told him about Jungkook's proposal and how
unsure that makes you feel, leaving out the fact you've managed to pleasure each other before his
proposal even came up in your conversation.

"I think you should do it, Jungkook wants to help and I don't see anything wrong with you living
together for some time. You can crash at my place, the offer still stands. Let us help you." His text
said as it still lays in your phone.

Jimin's apartment is smaller than Jungkook's and you'd definitely be a bigger bother. It's not very
convenient and even though most of your furniture you'll have to leave behind, you've enough
clothes as it is that takes most of your space. Even the thought of bringing all of that to Jungkook's
place seems like a problem, not mentioning Jimin's smaller one.

Distracted by the hurry of grabbing your belongings, you don't hear the set of footsteps as you drop
the notebook where you keep reminders of what has to be done the next day. Growing more
annoyed at your clumsiness, thanks to your half-empty stomach that would appreciate a nice dinner
but you know you need to deal with the car first. You're not going to mention your hunger to
Jungkook though. Knowing him, he'll drag you to the nearest fast food restaurant and you can't
afford to waste time, especially since you've made an appointment in a retail car salon. They're
closing in an hour and a half, the ride there takes around half an hour already and there's no telling
what traffic is outside. Hour in total to look in person and pick your new car.
Just as you're about to bend down to pick up your notebook, a rush of steps is heard and you're met
with shiny black dress boots, along with a vibrant voice. "Let me get that for you."

Hand reaching for your item, it's soon handed to you accompanied with sweet almond shaped eyes
and a bright smile. So kind that you feel bad for mentally sighing at the sight of your new co-
worker, Benjamin, that doesn't hide his sympathy towards you from day one. Behind him, you spot
Yoongi not hiding his own amusement as if he could read your mind, trying to act as if he's
minding his own business while grabbing things off his desk.

If Benjamin wasn't staring at you as if he's scared he's going to miss something, you'd gladly flip
him off for enjoying this. Benjamin is sweet, willing to help but he's also willing to do anything to
earn your attention and you don't have the time for this kind of thing. Besides, he's not your type at
all but that doesn't mean he's not handsome by no means. So far he seems like a good guy but the
constant shadow of him looming around you is starting to bother you. You're not rude enough to
tell him to fuck off, even though you've in your mind several times but that only makes you feel
more bad for him.

"Thanks," you thank him, forcing a smile out of yourself as you toss the notebook into your bag.

"No worries," he assures you, smiling even more widely and you bid him a goodbye, not hiding the
fact you're rushing out of this place as you use the excuse of having to be somewhere.

On your way out, you catch Yoongi's hidden grin which you roll your eyes at, making sure he sees
the look of annoyance only he can bring out of you. Getting out of the building along with other
people leaving work, you notice Jungkook's shiny car under the streetlights that is hard to miss. He
gets out of the car, not noticing you just yet as you are walking down the stairs and when he looks
up, your eyes meet in the distance and you can't help the grin that makes its way on your lips.

You're fucked, you think through the grin as you spot Jungkook wearing black jeans with his
favorite black leather jacket. Catching a few stares from the women audience, you wonder if he's
aware of it as he leans against the car and puts his hands into the front pockets of his jeans. Taking
a deep breath while still in a safe distance, you walk up to him.

"Are you showing yourself off to the women audience?" you muse teasingly, throwing a glance to
the two women who stare at him in a distance while getting to their car.

Jungkook follows your vision while cocking his brow, tongue poking his cheek as he looks back at
you. "Jealous?"

Are you? It's a simple observation that isn't so surprising at all. It's not the first time you're
experiencing this.

"Yes, of you," you grin, "I want all the attention." you joke, pursing your lips as Jungkook
chuckles.

"You've got all mine," he comments, coming right at you as your heart squeezes with excitement,
especially as he eyes you down, noticing the elegant outfit you chose for today. Nothing too much
though, just a dark blue blazer with gold cuffs and your usual dark work pants.

"Shut up," you mutter, laughing with him as you take a proper look at him, breath hitching when
you finally notice something that hasn't been seen under the streetlights, not until now. "What is
that?" you ask, automatically grabbing Jungkook's cheeks with your hand.

Lips pursed thanks to his cheeks being squished by your hand, you angle his head to the side
gawking at the silver jewelry that now decorates his brow. First tattoos and now a freaking
piercing? Jungkook grabs your wrist and gently pushes your hand off his face as you stare at him
with an open mouth.

"Is this some kind of post break-up phase that you're going through?" you ask, brows scrunching
suspiciously as Jungkook looks almost offended that you'd think that.

"No," he denies, "I wanted to do this for a while, I just finally got myself to do it."

He has? Well, Jungkook doesn't tell you everything but he has never mentioned such piercings.
You know he fancies the one on his ears but a brow? Can't say he doesn't look good, he looks more
than good. So good and hot you want to drag him to his car and--

"You don't like it?" he asks, feigning a pout as you chuckle, smirking when you decide to tease him
a little bit.

"Does it matter if I don't?"

Jungkook chuckles, catching onto the mischief that's clouding your face, the one he recognizes
very well from years of knowing you and your ways of teasing and trying to get on his nerves. It's
all playful though, adding to the tension and temptation that sets fire inside the pit of your stomach.

"It does if it lowers down my chances of getting laid."

You know he's joking, you see it in his eyes and you know long enough that he's never caught off
guard from your comments, always one step ahead of you. But you don't mind that and it's
definitely because it makes you all hot all over again.

Jungkook's eyes crinkle at the ends when you laugh, slapping his chest as you both laugh silently to
yourselves, completely aware of the different attention you're getting.

"Who is he?" Benjamin asks, seeing you throwing your head back while noticing a tall man next to
you. "Is he her boyfriend?"

Yoongi wants to snort, somehow finding it all even more assuming, when Benjamin's eyebrows are
frowned in thought at the sight of you and Jungkook. He could easily save you, lie for you so you
wouldn't have to deal with Benjamin's heart eyes and undivided attention he's giving you all day.
But would you want that? Yoongi knows you're annoyed and trying to be polite enough to not turn
him down when he hasn't even said or done anything bad yet. But what's fun about that? Yoongi
enjoys seeing you squirming in your spot and trying to push a smile on your face whenever
Benjamin is around, trying to engage you in conversations when all you're trying to do is to work
and not biting off his head.

"Hm, I don't think so," Yoongi hums, "He's just her friend as far as I know." God, you'd kill him if
you just heard him. He's evil, he's aware of that but if this has to be the only source of his
amusement in work, he's all for it. And the fact you're there laughing, completely unaware of this
conversation makes it even more funny.

As Jungkook is ready to urge you to get into the car, he notices two people at the top of the stairs
and at first, he doesn't think too much about it but then he notices Yoongi, recognizing him as the
annoying co-worker as you always call him. He's ready to ignore him but as he glances at the other
person, he's met with a guy that strangely looks at him. Surely, it's no mistake because the man's
eyes are staring right at Jungkook which makes him question the sudden stare down.

"Who is that?" Jungkook asks, frowning as you glance over your shoulder to find Yoongi who's
not staring at you and mumbling something before he starts walking away from Benjamin, whose
eyes are set on Jungkook.

"Oh, my new co-worker..." you answer.

"Why is he staring at me like that?" Jungkook asks, confused as you grin at him and pat his chest.

"You're not the only one with all the attention, Jeon," you joke, patting his shoulder as you walk
around the car leaving Jungkook speechless, cackling devilishly when he yells at you exactly 'what
does it mean?' but you're shutting the door, ignoring him for a few minutes until he drops it with a
huff.

You're left speechless. And it's all thanks to Jungkook.

Having to talk and get any information about buying a new car for you has seemed as the easiest
thing for Jungkook. He's asking the salesman questions you couldn't even think of, and you've
thought you've prepared yourself well enough to get the most important information out of him.

Somehow, you find yourself standing next to Jungkook and letting him handle it, although your
ego is trying to tell you to handle this by yourself. You know it's not his intention to make you feel
as if you don't understand this or belittle you in the slightest way possible, he's trying to help and
get you a good car for your own safety. And you can't even think about your ego or pride, not
when you're silently gawking at Jungkook as he holds a stable and intellectual conversation with
the salesman, with you salivating thinking...

He is so fucking hot.

And you're crazy. He is doing a bare minimum and you're trying not to salivate at Jungkook sitting
in a car, in a driver's seat with an open door while his leg is slouched and arm resting against it.
The jeans hug his thighs tightly, just like it always does in those particular jeans and with his
leather jacket, he looks straight from the movie. You get hot, feeling the need to fan yourself even
though the evening is already chilly enough for you to feel cold. But one look at him and you're--

"What are you saying?"

Silence.

Jungkook turns to you, brows furrowed in confusion as he glances at you, wondering about your
lack of response as you blink a few times, chuckling awkwardly. Straightening yourself, you
glance at the salesman that luckily doesn't look at you as if you were dumb, just kindly staring at
the both of you – tries his best chance to sell the car for sure.

"Yeah, it looks great!" you exclaim too excitedly, causing Jungkook to give you a weird look as he
chuckles.

You've spent hours checking this car out, praying nobody is going to snatch it before you can get
to it and take a look, buy it if you like it so much. To be completely fair, you did listen to what they
talked about – you just managed to salivate at your best friend at the same time. You call it
multitasking.

Hyundai i20, in a great state. Has everything important and most importantly, a few things your old
car doesn't have. A/C, bluetooth, backup camera, blind spot monitoring, navigation system and
even remote start. It's a little bit pricey but the amount of shifts in the club and your saved up
money from your main job makes it realistic to afford this. Jungkook definitely approves, you can
see it in his eyes and he would love for you to take this car, but the final decision is up to you.

Clueless Jungkook looks at the interior for the last time before he glances at you once again, but
this time you're prepared. "Try and sit in it, it's your car after all." he tells you, chuckling as he gets
out of the car, brushing past you as your breath gets hitched.

You grow sheepish when you sit in it, finding two pairs of eyes already set on you as they wait for
your reaction. "I like it," you admit quietly and giggly, causing Jungkook to smile at you as he
gives you a toothy grin. "It's definitely better than the one I have now."

"Definitely," Jungkook agrees, cackling when you send a glare his way, not failing to show his
displeasure at your old car.

"The previous owner really took care of this car, you can see it." The beard man says, informing
you of something you think he has already mentioned at the beginning.

"Yeah, it's in great condition," Jungkook agrees, suddenly leaning towards you as he leans his arm
against the roof, sticking his head inside the car as your eyes naturally drop towards his mouth.
"What do you think, boss? Is it yes or no?"

And you're done for.

Immediately averting your eyes to his, you look ahead as you grab the wheel and straighten
yourself. "I... yes, I love it." You manage to say, smiling as everyone seems happy with your
decision and so do you when you realize what a great deal this is. You were just too distracted to
realize it fully, blaming Jungkook for it.

After a few minutes of getting things finalized with the salesman, you'll be able to take the car
tomorrow as they'll take it off the market. Meanwhile, you'll send the money to their bank account
and thank god for Jungkook, because he immediately offers to drive you here so you can take the
new car. Even though you've been distracted by this whole experience, you leave happy and can't
hide your happiness as you sit into Jungkook's car.

"The car is great, a little bit too small for me but perfect for you." he teases you, causing you to
nudge him in the shoulder as he drives out of the parking lot with a bunny grin.

"Okay, Mr. Mercedes," you joke, the two of you laughing as your laughter fills the car along with
soft music playing in the background.

Your bank account will be crying tomorrow, but at least you've earned it and it was the whole
point of you getting another job, just so you can afford a better car. But this is not the only decision
that had to be made and you had a few days to think about something more important than a car.
You get nervous as you're trying to embrace yourself and spill it out. But you always back out,
humming to whatever Jungkook is saying to you and even he steals a few glances at you, finding it
odd that you're mostly quiet but he doesn't call you out on it.

Although, you do talk about Namjoon's and Maya's engagement which Jungkook found out from
Namjoon as he told the news to the guys. And that's probably the only thing you talk about until
you grow quiet all over again for the rest of the ride.

"Kook," you call out to him as he parks in front of your apartment building, which stares at you
almost mockingly because it's not going to be your home for much longer and it does settle a
saddening feeling deep in your chest. "I've thought about... what you said, about the living together
thing, you know?"
 Jungkook turns off the engine, looking intrigued as he patiently waits for you to finish. He sees
you glancing sideways, eyes staring at the parking lot and buildings around as you turn around to
face him again.

"Are you sure I won't be any bother?"

Jungkook's lips stretch into a wide grin that makes you want to smile too but you're too serious
about this, wanting to make sure even though you know his answer. He knows what that means
and he looks genuinely happy about your decision of not declining his offer and moving out to the
other side of Seoul.

"Does this mean what I think it does?"

Chuckling, you look down into your lap as you nod. "I'm not gonna lie, I'm not hundred percent
happy about this because I don't want to take up any space in your home, no matter what you say
about it," you interrupt him as he opens his mouth to disagree about the space in his apartment, "I
don't want to be far away. It's just for the time being and I'll pay you the rent, I promise I'll search
other apartments every--"

"You can stay however long you want," Jungkook tells you, growing serious as he makes sure you
understand that and his awaiting and raised brow are waiting for your response, so you nod. "Good.
We're gonna have so much fun, roomie."

"Please, don't call me that." you groan, leaning your head against the headrest as Jungkook
devilishly laughs.

Somehow, it feels like a whole another journey ahead of you.

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 Chapter 46

Closing one of the boxes with a tape, you look around what used to be your living room and
technically still is, but the remainder that it soon won't be is too real and big. Packing some of your
things that Jungkook will later take to his place makes you doubt your decision. Only because you
already feel bad at the thought of taking up his space no matter how many times he has told you
it's not true. More like has scolded you with that prominent frown of his. You just can't help it.

All of this feels weird.

You will have to leave a bunch of your furniture behind, well to sell it to be completely exact
which kind of makes you sad to be doing. There isn't space where you could store your couch,
television and other stuff Jungkook already has in his apartment. He has helped you with
everything, from searching for possible buyers and putting all your stuff on the internet that needs
to be sold. You had done that together during sad evenings of you sulking next to Jungkook.

"You've made the right decision,"

You get startled at Jimin's soft voice next to you, completely forgetting for a second that he's been
holding the box for you so you could tape it. He sets it on top of another box as he gives you an
encouraging smile, hand squeezing your shoulder.

"Stop doubting everything, you've stayed at his place so many times, it's your second home at this
point." Jimin jokes, causing you to glare at him but a playful grin cracks on your lips as you
silently agree with him. You also appreciate how he tries to put you at ease, sensing your doubting.

All of you have stayed at Jungkook's home so many times that it doesn't feel like a foreign place.
But still, it's Jungkook's home.

"I know, I just... it feels weird to move in there." you admit quietly, feeling bad for even saying it
out loud because somehow, it makes you sad for Jungkook.

He's here sacrificing his space and privacy for you, just so he can help you. You know it's more
than that but it doesn't feel right to have thoughts like these, constantly doubting this whole
situation as Jimin has called it.

"You've always been bad with changes," Jimin offers simply, squeezing your shoulder for the last
time before he lets go.

He's right, you realize as soon as he says it. You don't like changes, at least not big ones like this
and especially in your little fucked up situation.

"I think that's why you feel dubious about this and that's completely fine. But you know Jungkook,
and I think his place is the most comfortable place you could be living in."

Again, Jimin is more than right. Out of all the options you had, Jungkook's place feels like the
most comfortable and safe option for you. Not that living with your other two friends wouldn't.
There are just more cons of living with one of them. For example, Jimin's place is smaller and you
already feel bad for taking up most of Jungkook's current space once you move in with him.
Taehyung's wild life full of bringing strangers to his home isn't the most pleasant place to be living
in, and you can't expect him to change things because of you. Not that you'd want him to.

Another thing that scares you though, something you haven't said out loud and definitely aren't
planning to tell Jimin, is the fact you're going to be so close to Jungkook now. You'll be under the
same roof which makes a little intrigued excitement spark inside of you.

"Yeah, I know," you murmur, "I don't mean to sound ungrateful."

"You don't," Jimin smiles and assures you, "You just sound like our Y/N."

That makes you chuckle, your conversation soon interrupted by manly chuckles as Taehyung and
Jungkook walk out of your kitchen shoving each other as you roll your eyes at their usual and
childish behavior. They said they came to help but so far, it looks like they came to help to empty
your pantry. Taehyung holding one of your snacks says it all as they finally join you.

"Why that serious face?" Taehyung asks as soon as he spots you, wiggling his brows as he
shamelessly takes a bite of the snack, silently challenging you to tell him something. But before
you can tell him off, playfully of course because yes, you're slightly annoyed but not to the point
you'd have to get angry because it's just a stupid snack, Jimin beats you to it.

"Ah, our friend here is getting all guilty and dubious." Jimin says mischievously, ignoring the grin
you send him as you already hear Jungkook sighing as he plops on your couch, arm stretching and
resting on the couch's top.

"Why?" Taehyung almost whines, "Girl, just enjoy the huge bathtub. I'd kill to have one in my
place. And Jungkook is like the cleanest guy I know, he even does his own laundry and he actually
likes it!"

That makes you laugh as Jungkook grins but rolls his eyes at Taehyung complimenting his laundry
skills. He says it as if it's super unusual for men to do this kind of stuff.

"No, you're just saying that because you're a pig." Jimin jumps into the conversation, both you and
Jungkook laughing at Taehyung's open mouth and the well-known glare he shoots at his friend.

The two of them start to bicker, something you're not in the mood to listen again and thanks to
Jungkook you don't have to, because as soon as you plop onto the spot next to him, his arm
stretched behind you, you're slightly intoxicated by the smell of him which is one of your biggest
weaknesses when it comes to him. The guy is wearing sweatpants and a shirt and you're already
drooling. And that's enough to zone out the bickering of those two for a moment but there's
something else Jungkook wants to say.

"You're bruising my ego with all that doubting shit," he says lightly, grinning at you as you realize
how close you're sitting next to him.

You can see his skin so clearly, he's so close that it would only take two seconds to lean in for you
to kiss him, two seconds to eye the silver jewelry decorating his brow that you still can't get used
to. Everytime you see it, it's like a slap to your face that reminds you how hot, more hot, your best
friend is getting. Not that you thought it's even possible.

He's joking but still voicing the elephant in the room which causes more guilt to come to the
surface as your features soften. "That's not it, Kook. I made my decision and I'm fine with it, I just--
you know me. I'm grateful you're letting me stay at your place. I really am."

"Really?" Jungkook asks, smirking as he raises his brow at you. For a moment you look at him
expectantly and confusingly, until he leans towards you to get close to your ear. "How grateful?"

Glancing at him, you look straight away to feel his hot breath on the side of your face again as you
bite into your lower lip, eyes flickering to Jimin and Taehyung who are fooling around while
laughing. You're too distracted to tell them to put down those pillows before they break something.

"Very grateful." you mutter to Jungkook, sounding almost sheepishly as excitement and shyness
shakes in your chest.

"Hm, you can show me later then," he proposes, voice husky and low which makes you instantly
gulp, trying to hide how much his words affect you.

It's the first time Jungkook has hinted at something like that since that incredible morning at his
place with your legs stretched for his mouth. You've been thinking about that a lot, you're not
going to lie and you've no idea what comes over Jungkook to act like this again, but you love it and
you're here for it. You feel that flame of lust and excitement that you've felt with him in June and
then months after, during the deal you had.

Finding his eyes, you find them mischievously looking into yours and you have to brace yourself
not to get too distracted. "Maybe I will." you tell him silently, lips curving in a satisfied smirk when
he grins at you – not in the typical cute bunny way, but in the way you're ten seconds from sitting
on his lap.

"Yah, what are you two whispering about?" Taehyung suddenly yells, giving a last smack to
Jimin's head with your pillow and then cackles when Jimin tells him to fuck off.

"Just how dumb the two of you are." Jungkook reacts, tongue in his cheek teasingly as Taehyung
gasps.

"Yo, don't forget you're the younger one."

"Yeah, and I seriously doubt that sometimes." he murmurs, eyes flickering to yours as you giggle.

But before Taehyung can complain about the younger's attitude, the ringing of Jungkook's phone
resounds and he picks it up, informing the food delivery is here seconds after. After another minute
of bickering, Jimin drags Taehyung with him since there is a lot of food and you're sure some part
of him has done it to get back at Taehyung. Eventually, they go down to pick up the food while
you tell them you'll pack a few more boxes until they come back, which shouldn't take long.

Jungkook offers to help, the whole purpose of him being here actually, and he follows you to your
bedroom. There is a lot of stuff you've to pack and even though you don't have to move out in a
month or more, you've to arrange things you'll throw away, sell or take with you. Which reminds
you that the person who is buying your couch, is supposed to come in two days and take it with
them. More things won't be here in a few days and technically, it won't be a proper living space.
The most important things such as your bed or stool in the kitchen where you can sit down and
have your meal are still here. You're taking your bed with you, although you're not sure how
Jungkook will make space in his office for it.

But – he's too determined to make it work and who are you to oppose.

That's why you've decided to spend the first night at Jungkook's apartment because it'll make
things easier. You still have to clean this place after some of the furniture and things are done. It's
not dirty because you cleaned it every day but still, there must be dust and dirt behind the furniture.
After talking to your friends, they all said you should focus on making this apartment to its needed
state and sleeping at Jungkook's place (slash living) would make things easier. And you've to
agree.

Still, it's happening too soon but somehow, you're okay with it because it makes sense.
There are already a few boxes in your bedroom, most of them seasonal clothes that you don't need
in this current weather which are thick and warm jackets or summer dresses. Packing your make-up
is the first task you settle upon, knowing it shouldn't take too long and Taehyung and Jimin will be
here any minute.

Jungkook continues with the process he was doing before disappearing in the kitchen with
Taehyung, so you don't worry about him as you hear him rustle behind you. Too occupied in your
thoughts and a task, you don't notice the sudden silence, and Jungkook's steps aimed towards you
are just an empty sound at the back of your mind. That's until he settles a box in front of you, a box
you haven't seen in a while but know very much.

You want to abruptly turn around and scold him for bringing this out right now, but he presses
himself onto you so that it's almost impossible.

"What do we have here?" he muses teasingly, causing you to scoff. "Haven't seen this one in a
while."

And then you watch his tattooed hand slowly opening the box as you're met with a sight of the
only sextoy you own, and that is very much thanks to the man standing behind you.

"What? You wanted to borrow it?" you murmur dryly, hearing him chuckle but that is before he
delivers a light spank to the side of your ass that makes you yelp.

Completely unexpected and surprised by his reaction, you can't help but feel warmness in the pit of
your stomach as your toes curl, especially with Jungkook's close proximity.

"Don't get smart on me." he warns, causing you to bite your lower lip as you try to let out a careless
scoff.

"Close it before the guys see it." you tell him, breath hitching when he wraps his arm around your
waist and starts caressing your stomach which sets alive the thousand of butterflies in your body.
Fuck, you hate him for knowing how to touch you. Even the slightest touch makes your body on
fire.

"What, they already know you owe one, don't you remember?" he hums, playing into the game as
his hand inches lower and plays with the hem of your sweatpants.

"Yeah, thanks to you," you point out dryly again, giggling when Jungkook suddenly presses his
lips into your neck and gently bites you there. "They were too drunk, they probably don't
remember." You voice your thoughts hearing Jungkook hum as the tip of his fingers get under the
hem, meeting the fabric of your panties.

"Trying to calm down your worries by telling yourself that?" he teases, chuckling into your neck as
you arch your back, meeting his hard chest as soon as his fingers get under the hem of your panties
as well. Fuck, what is he doing?

"Fuck you," you let out shakily.

"I will, soon," he promises, causing you to whine as his fingers get close to your heat but not quite
enough to be touching you there just yet. "This okay?" he assures, causing your heart to swell as
you nod too quickly.

And that's all he needs before he lowers his hand and cups you inside your underwear, two fingers
parting your lower lips as you suddenly gasp, leaning onto Jungkook whose body holds you in
place. Head thrown back, you grab his hand that moved to your hip while the other one is busy
being buried in your panties, you squeeze his warm and soft skin.

"You're not throwing it away, right? That would be rude, it was quite expensive,"

His voice is full of mischief and he gives you no time to respond, fingers finding your clit as he
circles around the sensitive bud causing you to gasp, his name dying on your tongue as he hums.

"We could have fun with it, like the good old days..."

He's teasing you, you hear the smirk in his voice and you can feel his lips stretching against the
skin of the temple where his mouth lays.

"Shut up," you choke up, knowing you should end this before the guys can find you here like this.
There would be a lot of explaining to do and you're not quite ready for interrogation from them.

"What, liking it too much?"

"Fuck," you gasp when his fingers glide easily and circling your entrance, thanks to the wetness
that Jungkook caused with his mouth. Maybe just a few more minutes won't hurt...

But the universe isn't on your side because just as the tip of Jungkook's finger is about to enter you,
your mouth falling open with knees close to buckling, the sound of your door being open is like a
glass shattering on the floor. Jungkook sighs, pulling out his hand out of your panties as you turn
around, face completely flushed and heated, just in time to see him putting his middle finger in his
mouth.

His lips wrap around his long finger deliciously, it lasts just a second as he tastes you with your
open left ajar with rushed breaths. "Too bad baby, the fun has ended." And apparently, so have you.

You're almost falling apart, the pet name that probably fell out of his mouth without much thinking
has caused your whole pussy to throb, begging to feel his fingers again. And he is so fucking hot,
he surely knows it because he gives you a pleased smirk, raising his brow at you.

"We are here!" Taehyung yells, too close to you to be yelling like this but it's the only warning that
wakes you out of your daze, your hands automatically moving to close the box that Jungkook has
so kindly opened.

Just in time Taehyung barges in the room, his brown and attentive eyes falling on your figure and
he finds you odd, especially the way you're staring at him. On another hand, Jungkook looks
completely fine and walks to Taehyung as if nothing happened. "Come on, let's eat."

"Yeah," Taehyung says, eyeing you as Jungkook brushes past him. "You good?"

"Yeah, yeah," you answer too quickly, touching your cheeks as you shake your head and give him
a nervous chuckle.

Whatever it is, Taehyung decides to ignore it because you've been acting weird these days and it
has a lot to do with the whole moving change and process, so he doesn't really blame you. He
follows you, the four of you washing your hands before you eat the delicious food that is already
prepared in your living room thanks to Jimin.

As you and Jungkook wash your hands, you can't help but give him a glance while you're reminded
what has just happened – but Jungkook cocks his brow at you cockily and all you can do is shake
your head at him, splashing him with tiny droplets on your fingers in his face.
The two of you join your friends with stupid grins on your faces – them being completely unaware
of the exchange.

There's a bit of a helpless feeling that cuts in your chest thanks to your stuff that's currently taking
up a lot of space in Jungkook's office. After feeding yourselves and dividing boxes to your and
Jungkook's car, all of you have moved to his apartment to properly celebrate – as Taehyung has
called it but he's just looking for an excuse to drink and eat free food. Not that you mind, they have
helped you a lot today and it's nice to hang out again without all the club setting that you've slowly
grown tired of.

Sprawled on Jungkook's couch, you bring cans of coke to each of them as they murmur a poor
excuse of "thank you", completely immersed in trying to choose a good movie.

"Jungkook, don't forget about Friday," you tell him as you join them on the couch, squeezed
between Jungkook and Taehyung causing the older one to grumble annoyingly at you, pointing at
the huge space of Jungkook's couch. "This is the best spot," you argue at Taehyung, shoving your
elbow in his stomach as he swats your arm away.

"What's Friday anyway?" Taehyung asks, scooting a little to have some space so you're not glued
to his side with an unappreciative frown, frowning even more when you provocatively grin at him.

"Ah, my boss invited Jungkook to one of our celebration parties. Don't ask me, completely
unnecessary but our participation is somehow required. Shortly said, we got this amazing deal with
another model agency in China which of course, means more money for the company and my boss
thinks it's great to celebrate it. He also invited some partners and possible future partners,"

"So, he wants to basically impress them and maybe snatch a few new deals." Jimin says which you
automatically nod to.

"Okay, but why is Jungkook invited? Can't you bring me instead?" Taehyung whines, causing you
to snort as Jimin does the same thing.

"What would you possibly do there?"

"Ah, excuse me?" Taehyung scoffs, "If it means free food and alcohol, I'm always down to attend
any unnecessary celebrations."

Jungkook chuckles next to you, eyes still fully attached to the screen while trying to find a movie
all of you will be okay with – the hardest task of tonight. Jimin and you join, laughing at Taehyung
as he grins but you all know he's not bluffing.

Shaking head, you open your mouth. "Jungkook actually took some pictures for the company a few
months ago and Junho was very pleased with them. He asked me on Tuesday if I could perhaps tell
Jungkook that he's invited, he knows he's my friend so I think he purposely asked me, so there's a
bigger chance he'd go or something."

It is actually strange of Junho but at the same time you're not surprised. It's pretty rare of him to
show any kind of praise to his employees and people working under him, but he's been completely
swooned by Jungkook's talent which to be honest, you're not shocked since you know him and his
work. Everyone has been very pleased with the outcome of Jungkook's great photography skills.

You were even more surprised to be stopped by Junho in the hallway, he doesn't speak to you if it's
not necessary, and he actually acted like a nice human being for once. You're not stupid and
delusional, of course it was because he wanted something from you and that something is
Jungkook's presence at the party. Still, the looks of some of your co-workers they exchanged are
still fresh in your memory and you wonder if there are already any rumors going around. If yes,
Yoongi would be the first one to kindly remind you of them.

"Ah, yeah, I remember you guys mentioned he did something for your company." Taehyung
recalls, causing you to nod along his words.

"Yeah, I think Junho just wants to impress the partners and is using Jungkook for it, I don't know,"
you shrug, "And you," you nudge Jungkook in the shoulder but he only hums in return with his
mouth open as he stares at the screen.

So you reach for his longer hair, tugging onto them as he scolds you with a frown. "Look at me
when I'm talking to you," you scold him back, hearing Jimin and Taehyung snicker next to you.
"You don't have to go, I'll just tell him you're busy or something."

"Nah, it's fine. I told you I'll go." he tells you, turning his eyes back to the screen causing you to
roll your eyes at him in annoyance.

"No, I'm serious. Don't feel like you've to go with me because I complained to you that I don't want
to go."

"Why would you not wanna go, Y/N?" Taehyung whines, "You're such a party pooper. Hello, get
all the free booze and food, maybe you'll fancy some of the new partners, I bet they're all rich
guys."

"Yes, rich guys in their fifties," you roll your eyes at Taehyung, "It's not like I don't wanna go--"

"You specifically said you don't want to socialize with your co-workers and bunch of strangers, you
also hate to be on your own at these kinds of things," Jungkook remarks, causing you to glare at
him as the two of your other friends start to laugh.

You shrink in embarrassment. Okay, maybe you've said the socializing part but it's true. It's not
like you don't like your co-workers or something, but there are many people working in the
company and you're really not in the mood to stand in the heels and act all posh when you could be
laying home, well Jungkook's home, and eating and looking like a pig with no effort needed.

"Plus, I don't have any plans anyway and it kinda sounds fun." Jungkook shrugs.

He's always been a little bit more outgoing than you, he likes to occupy himself and be busy no
matter what that means. He's usually very productive and for exchange, he actually doesn't mind
meeting new people and mingling around. But you get it, it actually could bring a good job
opportunity for him – even though he doesn't need it, because he's mostly booked for every day
and if not, he's busy editing all the photos he had taken.

"Okay, well, you're invited so it's up to you," you end it with that, hearing Jungkook hum before he
triumphantly yells at finding a good movie which startles you, but as always your glare gets
ignored as everyone gets comfortable.

Reaching for the blanket abandoned next to Jungkook, you cover yourself and lean your head
against Taehyung's shoulder. Finally as the first scene starts to play, everyone keeps silent but not
until you and Taehyung start to bicker because of the blanket. In the end, Taehyung wins and
you're forced to share it with him, both of you shushed by annoyed Jimin and Jungkook.

Sometime in the middle of the movie, a bottle of wine is opened and you slowly sip on it
throughout it, finding an amazing comfort in the form of Taehyung's shoulders and Jungkook's lap
where your legs lay. Sheepishly, you've urged Jungkook to massage your feet which he refused but
your constant and very persistent look convinced him.

Everything feels cozy, causing you to get slightly drowsy especially once the lights are off and the
only light illuminates from the screen. Surely, the wine in your system has something to do with
your tiredness and slight tipsiness you realize at your usual tipsy behavior.

However, Jimin and Taehyung don't look any different as they finally stretch themselves once the
credits roll and Jungkook turns the lights on. He offers them to stay over but they both refuse, both
of them having plans in the morning apparently. So you both walk them to the front door, bidding
goodbye and not avoiding Taehyung's teasing.

"Look at them, they look like a married couple, shoving us out."

Jimin snickers and you roll your eyes at the obvious tipsy Taehyung who gives you a boxy grin
and very tight hug that makes you slap his back.

"You could've stayed, you dumbass," you tell Taehyung, moving to Jimin as you hug him.

"Don't listen to him, he's just babbling nonsense as usual." Jimin says, both of you laughing before
they walk out of Jungkook's apartment and go to their awaiting cub in front of the building.

It feels very odd – knowing you're staying here and it's not the usual type of sleepover or necessary
staying over like usual. But still, you find comfort in Jungkook's place of knowing it for so long so
it doesn't feel uncomfortable or anything close to it.

You're in the kitchen washing the used glasses when Jungkook comes into the kitchen, throwing
empty packages to the bin that were left on the coffee table.

"I'd clean it tomorrow, don't worry about it." he tells you, standing next to you as he leans against
the counter, watching you washing the last glass.

"Come on, it's nothing," you tell him with a chuckle, turning off the water as Jungkook already
grabs the kitchen cloth and wipes all the glasses.

You mimic his previous pose, leaning yourself while Jungkook takes care of the washed dishes and
both of you fall into a casual conversation that turns into a giggle fit thanks to your tipsiness.
Jungkook looks tipsy as well, although not as giggly like you but his face is slightly flushed and his
eyes have that spark, the kind of spark he has whenever he drinks.

Once everything is taken care of, Jungkook scurries to take a shower since you so kindly let him
take it first. Informing him you've to take out some of your needed stuff anyway, you hear the door
being closed. Deeply in thoughts and in the middle of pulling out your cosmetic bag, you gasp at
the spilled make-up in it and your hands being covered in the foundation that had to be closed, not
good enough. Groaning, you grow annoyed at yourself for letting such a mistake happen especially
when the brand isn't as cheap as you'd like it to be. It's everywhere, almost spilling onto the floor
but you quickly wipe it off into your (thankfully) old shirt.

In the midst of your tipsy annoyance, you naturally walk towards the bathroom, ready to have an
explanation ready for Jungkook and your sudden appearance in the bathroom. Clumsily, you
somehow manage to open the door with your elbow without getting anything dirty.

"Sorry, sorry, I spilled some of my foundation and it's everywhere," you automatically call out to
Jungkook, noticing he's already in shower and one peek at his naked backside, you quickly move
towards the sink.

"Suit yourself," Jungkook calls out amusingly, causing you to glance across your shoulder to find
him in the same position with a smirk on his lips.

Turning around, your face gets hot and it's definitely not from the slowly creating steam of the
warm water, you rub your hands clean with a good amount of soap. Once your hands are clean, you
groan at your shirt still being messed up. Taking another peek at Jungkook, you see he is turned
with his back to you, the glass of the shower getting foggy not allowing you any other peek. Biting
your lower lip, you giggle to yourself as something comes over to you (and you blame the wine)
before you carefully take off the shirt and the rest of your homewear clothes.

Jungkook is completely clueless, head leaned back as in his tipsy mind he's trying to sober up
thanks to the water in his face. So clueless that he doesn't notice you sneaking behind him, until he
hears the shower door being pushed open which causes his head to tilt forward and open his eyes,
glancing across his shoulder to find you there.

And fuck, you really are there. Standing with a sheepish grin, breasts completely bare for his eyes
with the rest of your body and it takes everything for him not to eye you like a prey. For now, he
settles on being confused at your sudden presence.

"Wanting to save up some water?" he jokes, eyes staying on your face respectfully as you inch
towards him closer, hand holding his hip as you brush against him and reach for his scented
shower gel.

"Uhm, you know, since I'm paying half of the rent now." you joke back, knowing you're nowhere
paying half of the actual rent because Jungkook wouldn't allow it. Since this apartment is his and
he's paying the mortgage monthly, you settled on paying the same amount you've paid for your old
apartment.

It's the only solution the both of you agreed to, so you're fine with it. You have to be.

Squirting some of his shower gel into your palm, Jungkook offers to put it back into its place as
you hand it to him and start washing yourself. And god, he is so distracted by you groping your
breasts gently as you wash them, nipples perked up the whole time.

And then your eyes flicker to him, finding him watching you while the water drips down his
buffed chest and abs, giving him a mere smirk before your hands are on your stomach. You're such
a minx, Jungkook thinks because there is no way you've no idea what you're doing. You're so bold
and turn into another version of you whenever the slightest amount of alcohol is involved and he is
here for it. You're temptation, one that is so close to him and so freaking tempting.

So he plays the game, hands washing his own body and brushing against his firm abs, enjoying
how you're watching him attentively, letting your eyes drop to his length. Even in its flaccid state,
you can't help but feel your mouth water, up from his trail of hair and the soft patch of pubic hair to
his complimenting length between his legs. He looks like a god, with water dripping down his
body and hair slicked back, and you fight the urge to give him any more clue how much you want
him. Not with your eyes though.

Turning around, you feel his eyes on your backside and as you look across your shoulder for
perhaps the tenth time for the past few minutes, you find him already eyeing your ass. The way he
looks at you sparks so much fire inside of you, it compliments you and instead of getting insecure
about your body, you feel like the most confident woman on earth. Maybe it's the horniness and a
little bit of alcohol as well, but you just know Jungkook has it in his eyes.
"Can you wash my back? I can't reach it," you ask him sweetly, both of you knowing it's such a lie
and just your attempt of making him suffer even more.

"Of course you can't," Jungkook hums, amusement more than clear in his voice and if you turned
around, you'd see it's on his face as well. But he takes the bait, accepting your attempt of making
him touch you with open arms because not even two seconds later, you feel his hands on your
back.

And he is so close, hand around your waist that tugs you closer to him and towards the stream of
the water. At first, his hands are on your shoulders, massaging your tensed muscles as you sigh in
content, enjoying how his hands feel like. Jungkook is sneaky, nowhere staying on your back and
shoulders only because soon enough, he's cupping your breasts and squeezing them in his big
palms, thumbs brushing over your nipples.

Gasping, you lean against him and your own hand shoots behind you, somehow meeting
Jungkook's backside as you squeeze the soft but perky flesh. His hands are everywhere, moving
down your stomach and even to your sides where it tickles which causes you to giggle, but it only
lasts shortly because it's soon exchanged with a loud gasp of Jungkook's name.

The man behind you cups your sex, rubbing his fingers and finding it sleek between your thighs as
he hums behind you. Your fingernails dig into the flesh of his asscheek, hips rolling into his hand
shamelessly.

"Please," you beg, shamelessly again, "Jungkook."

"You want my fingers?" he asks with a soft but husky hum, lips against your temple as you nod
eagerly.

"Yes, please, anything." Your breathless plea resounds between the shower walls, urging Jungkook
to make a move with you giving him all the consent he needs.

Fuck, you swear you see starts once he finally slips one of his long fingers inside your cunt, taming
your undying need for him just a little bit. He feels how tight and warm you are inside, almost
forgetting how it feels and with each slow drag he makes with his finger, you let out a soft moan.
Soon enough, you're beginning for more, wanting to be stretched out more because it is just not
enough. And your pleas are enough for Jungkook to listen to you, adding another finger as he
fingers you while the water keeps dripping down your heated bodies.

Your own hands sneaking between them, cupping his hardening cock, feeling another pinch of
pleasure from just a single touch of his manhood.

"Washing, huh? Was this your plan all along?" he asks, suddenly hand cupping your jaw, turning
your head towards him as you're met with his dark and hooded eyes causing your insides to shake
with excitement, lust and another wave of pleasure.

"Not really, but it works." you breathe out, eyes falling onto his lips and he does the same.

The non-verbal plea unsaid between you two before your lips meet in a rushed and heated kiss,
teeth clacking and tongues shamelessly in each other's mouth. Even after months of not touching
you, Jungkook seems to know your body even better than yourself, in the midst of your making out
he adds a third finger that makes you gasp, giving him a great opportunity to sneak his tongue into
your mouth once again. He pumps his fingers, feeling your walls clench around him while your
own hand starts pumping his length. The two of you pleasuring each other, until you have to pull
away for an oxygen and you take that opportunity to touch Jungkook's chest and slightly push him
to gain his attention.

"Take me to bed, Jungkook,"

You both know what that means and there could be many words exchanged, although he turns off
the water and the two of you rush out of the shower. Jungkook hands you the towel, drying himself
off messily the same way you do before you're already on your tiptoes kissing him. Arms wrapped
around your waist, he backs you into the counter as he kisses you back, your whimpers heard
between the kisses as his hands eagerly grab your ass.

Moving on, you're startled once Jungkook suddenly grabs you by your thighs and picks you up as
if you weigh nothing, a soft yelp leaving your lips before his mouth is back on yours. Arms around
his neck, he walks into his bedroom with you in his hold, lips messily kissing each other as he tries
not to bump into anything on his way there. Naked, skin pressed against skin, you feel the slight
cold whoosh of air hitting your bodies but Jungkook's warmth and fire flowing inside you make it
almost unnoticeable.

The first moment as your back softly and slowly hits the mattress, you pry your eyes open and
watch Jungkook hovering over you, seconds away from joining you as he holds himself up and
starts kissing down your neck. His experienced and soft mouth leaves wet trails of kisses all over
your chest, smooching your warm and in some places still damp skin. As soon as his mouth rounds
around your nipple, you know you're done for and Jungkook proves it right because as soon as he
sucks on your sensitive bud, his name leaves your mouth like an anthem. While Jungkook busies
himself with your breasts, moving to another in a minute to give it proper attention and devoted
time, your hands are all over his massive and strong back.

Whenever your fingernails put a slight pressure on his skin, you feel him groan against your breasts
and hand sneaking between your thighs to rub you again. It's like whatever you do to make him
good, Jungkook makes sure he does twice the amount to make you feel good. Head in the clouds,
the pleas of having his fingers inside of you are almost unnoticed by you and you swear you're
ready to confess the biggest love to him because he actually listens to you, and a second later his
two fingers slide into you again. Surely, you're in a pure ecstasy that is so intertwined with lust and
pleasure, you'd tell him anything. You've never craved for any man touch like you crave for
Jungkook and you know it's because he knows you and your body exceptionally well.

Sure, in the middle of what is actually happening right now, you're aware that the man who is
currently fingering you and sucking your breasts, is your best friend. And all the man you had sex
with, a proper sex with, were your boyfriends and it does feel different. To have a sex with
someone you're not in relationship with and weirdly enough, you don't care about none of it and
maybe you feel even bigger excitement and lust. You're letting lust control you and you can't bring
yourself to care. It feels too good.

Jungkook is too good.

And with him cherishing your body and giving you an incredible amount of pleasure, none of it
matters at the moment and you don't even think about it.

"Ah, shit, yeah, right there." you moan out breathlessly, eyes thrown back when Jungkook's fingers
brush against that good spot.

He curls his fingers inside you, body still hovering over you as you force yourself to look at him
and enjoy the view in front of you. Bottom lip between his teeth and eyes focused on his hand, you
almost burst, surrendering yourself to the pleasure. Grabbing Jungkook's shoulders, you squeeze
them and give them a little tug to catch his attention and with a soft call (or more like a moan) you
get it, his eyes flickering to yours.

"I want you, fuck me Jungkook."

Jungkook swears his dick twitches at your innocent tone but such a dirty request at the same time.
Still, he searches your face and brows slightly pinched together in a slight uncertainty.

"Are you sure?" he asks, fingers sliding out of you causing you to clench around nothing and
almost whimper in disappointment.

"Do I seem unsure?" you answer sassily, showing your mere annoyance which causes him to
chuckle as he suddenly straightens himself.

Shamelessly ranking down his chest and stopping at his hard dick, you bite your lip and cock your
head forward to usher him. He chuckles amusingly before he reaches towards his nightstand and
just that already makes you too greedy and excited.

The sight of a foil package in Jungkook's hands, you're brought back to all those times you've had
that opportunity to see this exact view, and you're too close to bring your own hand between your
thighs but you know you'd never done such a good job like Jungkook. He rips it open, pulling out
the condom as you watch him through the entire process of putting it on and down his thick
hardened length.

You feel more wetness gush from you, most likely staining Jungkook's fresh sheets and it reminds
you how messy sex actually is. He gives himself a few testing tugs, eyes focused on his own hand
and cock before they flicker to yours. He knocks the breath off you. His hair wet from shower
falling into his eyes, causing him to bring the other hand to brush his fingers through his raven
black hair to push it back. Abs and muscles flexing with each movement he makes, while his dark
lusted eyes stare right back at you.

"How do you want it?"

Ignoring the way your pussy clenches at those words, you stretch yourself slightly causing
Jungkook's eyes to fall down your body for a moment.

"However you want me," you breathe out, "Just fuck me."

"On your knees, ass up," Jungkook commands right away, excitement shooting through your entire
body as you catch the happy shriek that wants to get out.

Turning on your stomach, you barely get on your knees as you feel Jungkook's arm under you,
wrapped around your stomach as he hoists you up, other hand pressing against your back and
adding a slight pressure. It causes your forehead to press against the soft sheets and mattress, ass
perched up for Jungkook's eyes to see.

His hand and fingers are back on your pussy, rubbing it slowly and spreading more wetness. "So
swollen," he murmurs behind you, causing you to clench embarrassingly as a soft chuckle resounds
behind you.

"You want me to stretch you more?" he asks, still entering you with three fingers while expecting
your answer.

And he gets it, at first in the form of a shake of your head. "No, fuck me, please."

"You sure?" he asks, tone turning dubious for a second.

Despite your neediness, he still adds a fourth finger that makes you groan at the stretch, voice
muffled thanks to the mattress. "Yeah, sure." you gasp, causing him to laugh a little behind you.

"I don't know, babe," he teases you, "Are you sure you can take me?"

Even in your current state, you can't help but scoff at him. "I've had sex after and before you,
Jeon."

With one movement, his fingers are gone and before you can whine, the impact of his hand against
the ass cuts you off and you gasp at the sudden slap.

"Don't get smart on me," he scoffs back, "As much as I wanna fuck you, I don't wanna hurt you."

You turn around your head slightly, enough to catch a slight glimpse of Jungkook's face. "Just go
slow, it should be fine."

"As you wish," Jungkook mumbles, giving your ass a decent slap.

The tip of his cock grazes over your pussy, poking your clit causing you to whimper needily
Jungkook's name. The first second when his tip slowly enters you, your mouth falls open and you
swear you're ready to cum right here and there. But Jungkook decides to tease you, or at least that's
what you think, when he enters you and pulls out before another inch can make it inside.

"Jungkook," you pout, moving your ass towards Jungkook but all you're met is another slap to your
right asscheek.

"Be patient," He has the audacity to scold you and understandably, your annoyance starts to come
to the surface. "You haven't been properly fucked, have you?"

"What?" you breathe out, heart picking up its pace because he has hit the nail in the head with this
one. And you've no idea what gave it away, maybe he just deduces it by the obvious neediness
you're exposing right now.

"Come on, just look at you," he chuckles amusingly, tip entering you again as he pushes his length
into you.

Gasping, you grip the sheets and hold them tightly in your hands, feeling your hole stretch around
him and the pressure isn't the most comfortable feeling, but you're more than eager to take him.
However, Jungkook doesn't push in fully and if you could turn around, you'd see his cock is barely
inside you.

"You're so needy, like a little slut," he says huskily, suddenly leaning towards you that you feel his
chest brush against your back before his mouth hovers over your cheek. You realize he's checking
for your reaction and you're automatically remembered the only and the first time he has called you
that. Slut.

He made sure you were okay with that the morning after and the simple thought of that makes your
heart swell at his thoughtfulness. And again, being degraded isn't your thing because you're proud
and want to appear self-confident. It's the exact opposite of what being degraded feels like. But
somehow, weirdly enough, the fact that Jungkook says it the way he does and in the middle of sex,
you don't mind how degradating that is. You love it because it's safe to say, you're slut only for
him.

"Yes, for you," you whisper, gasping when Jungkook enters you with another inch, your mouth
falling open right away at the sensual feeling of being stretched.
"Not for anyone else?" he hums, your mind somewhere else to be fully grasping what he's asking
you but somehow you manage, nodding right away.

"No," you choke out, wanting to feel no one else but Jungkook.

He pulls out, not fully just enough to let his tip in as he starts sliding back in, this time even deeper
than before.

"Good," he whispers into your ear, straightening as he grabs your hips and starts pushing all of him
in. "You good? It doesn't hurt?" he asks, voice slightly strained as he fights off the urge to thrust
into you.

"No, just go slow." you tell him, not hearing any response from him but if you could see him, you'd
notice him giving a soft nod as he obeys and tries to go slowly.

He's careful with each inch, your soft gasps lead him to continue until he's fully buried inside you.
Your walls are burning, not used to the sudden stretch because it's been a while. Having sex and
even more than a while having Jungkook inside you. And you can't believe this is finally
happening, excitement and eagerness coming right back as you wiggle your ass, silently telling
Jungkook to move and he does. He listens to you and his own body, thrusting in and out slowly and
carefully.

Thanks to your wetness, you're lubricated enough to take him and find it just as enjoyable as he
does. His hands grip you even tighter, hips moving faster when you beg him to and even though
you're not screaming your lungs out, your soft moans and whimpers and occasional Jungkook's
name being moaned out, it coaxes Jungkook to move faster and deeper. He's so hard inside you,
hitting your spot deliciously.

The evident sounds skin on skin echoes in your ears and around Jungkook's bedroom and he takes
no mercy on you, fucking you just like you plea him to in your ecstatic state. He feels good, too
good to be true and you feel yourself clenching around him even more tightly, almost whining that
you're already ready to cum.

You can't hold it back any further, cursing loudly as the tight knot in your stomach frees and you're
cumming around him.

"Fuck," Jungkook curses behind you, feeling you clenching around him repeatedly – therefore
getting even more tighter to the point it's getting harder for him to move. "Fuck baby, you gotta
relax,"

And you do because if one thing can relax you and getting you all feral during sex, it's being called
baby by him.

"You okay with--"

"Keep going," you cut him off, Jungkook momentarily pausing as he grabs your ass and pushes
your asscheeks apart, getting a good view of your pussy swallowing him.

And it's enough for him to listen to you all over again, ramming his hips into you causing his balls
to hit your swollen clit which makes your head spin and gives another wave of pleasure to your
tired body that is still recovering from your first orgasm.

"You're gonna give me another one, huh?" Jungkook asks through clenched teeth, fingers digging
into your hips so tightly that they might bruise later but the extra added pain adds just the right
amount to your already existing pleasure and to the tingle between your legs.
"Kook," That's all you manage to say, not being able to properly give him an answer because your
already swollen and sensitive heat is close to the second orgasm.

"Shit," Jungkook curses, head tilted back and eyes screwed shut because as soon as he feels your
second orgasm, he feels his balls tightening and he knows he's just seconds from cumming too.

You're groaning and so is he, in his own little and silent way, and once your own body aches from
the position and two mind-blowing orgasms, you're whimpering from overstimulation because
you're not sure if you can take another, in this case, third orgasm.

"I know, I know," Jungkook grunts, right before a growl makes its way out of his mouth and he's
finally cumming, chasing his own high.

He fills up the condom, thrusts slowing down until they halt. Your rushed and loud breaths can be
heard in the room, echoing through the walls as Jungkook slowly pats your ass before slowly
pulling out. You cringe at the feeling but miss him inside you right away, the empty feeling making
you pout. But as soon as Jungkook's cock is out of you, your whole body fails you and you fall onto
your back, met with the ceiling.

"Fuck," you tell for the hundreth time today, hand on your forehead as you're trying to catch a
breath.

Jungkook grins, slowly backing away as he disposes himself off the condom, carefully trying not
to spill anything out. You're so spaced out that you barely acknowledge him leaving the room for a
moment, grabbing one of his used towels as he cleans himself before he joins you.

"Well, we didn't take long," he chuckles, "to have sex, I mean."

You almost jump when you feel a cloth being pressed against your swollen sex, Jungkook's sparkly
dark eyes watching you amusingly as he cleans you.

"That was the best sex I had in a while," you comment, still blunt and mind completely blown by
the orgasm, no orgams, that Jungkook has gifted you with.

"Thanks,"

Looking at Jungkook, you find him grinning, body lazily and exhaustedly falling next to you as
you just as lazily slap him on the chest.

"You're so cocky," you comment, biting onto your lower lip and still drowning in your post-orgasm
state. Hell, your thighs ache so much already and you're sure your back is starting to hurt too, but it
was definitely worth it.

"Uhm," he hums, not disagreeing with you as he suddenly throws his arm around you and cuddles
into your chest. He pecks your breasts which causes you to squeal and laugh at the same time, his
hair tickling you on your neck.

"And clingy too apparently."

The little slap he gives to your breast almost knocks the breath out of you, your mouth shut
completely. It's not too hard to the point it hurts, in fact you've barely felt it but enough to
acknowledge and understand his response to you.

"You wore me out, woman," Jungkook chuckles, closing his eyes and you lay there for a moment,
bodies still hot to feel cold. And surprisingly, it's very warm in Jungkook's bedroom which stinks of
sex and it only reminds you the two of you smell of it as well.

However, both lazy and practically unable to move, you don't even mind that you're just laying
there completely naked. Plus, Jungkook's body next to you warms you well enough for now.

"You should go pee," he mumbles sleepily all of a sudden, reminding you as you whine childishly
causing him to chuckle. He lays there for a moment before he suddenly plops onto his elbows and
gives you a stern look. "Come on, don't be lazy now."

"You wore me out, man," you joke, the two of you laughing as Jungkook tries to hoist you up
while you childishly protest.

"We should probably take another shower," he reminds you, which causes you to whine even more
but you know he's right. You don't necessarily stink of sweat but the scent of sex and the wetness
between your thighs isn't something you want to go to bed with – to sleep of course.

"Fine," you grumble, "Can I sleep in this bed though?" you pout cutely and how could Jungkook
resist. Plus, it's not like he wasn't planning to offer you his bed.

"Sure, I'll take the couch." he says, standing up as he walks up to his dresser and pulls out some
fresh clothes which he drapes over his shoulder, still fully naked when he gives you a stern look.

"You don't have to do that," you tell him, stretching some more before you force yourself to stand
up. "We can just share the bed, I mean you we just had a sex, so... and besides, we usually share
the bed."

"Yeah, but you're living here now... so I wasn't sure if that wouldn't be crossing--"

"It's not, I'm cool with it," you assure him, "Are you?"

"Yeah, I am," he assures you back and you shrug effortlessly at him to prove the point, brushing
past him but not before he slaps your ass again.

Glaring at him but deep down loving it, you're met with a mischievous bunny grin as you make
your way to the bathroom, warning Jungkook to let you pee in peace because that man is capable of
anything.

"You sneaked in while I was taking a shower!" he calls after you, an amused tone vibrating in his
voice as you giggle.

"That's different!" you call back, finally shutting the door.

"Different how?!"

You don't answer, although the only thing Jungkook can hear are your giggles which causes him to
shake his head at you while a soft smile makes it on his lips.

Thursday comes fast, despite the extra hours you had to spend at work, and living with Jungkook
for almost a week seems to pass even faster. It does feel weird from time to time but at the same
time, you've grown used to the routine and the feeling of having a roommate.

The morning after you had sex, Jungkook left you a note and actually prepared a breakfast for you
which was covered with a cloche. He really put a number on you, letting you deal with proper
muscle pain but despite that, the two of you worked completely fine and things haven't been weird.
Living with Jungkook is different from the times where you used to just sleepover at his place,
whatever the reason was behind it. And that's because Jungkook's week is even busier than yours.
He barely wakes up at the same time like you do, by the time your alarm starts blasting in your
ears, Jungkook's side of the bed is cold and he's already out. He comes home late, exhausted but
still finds the time to go to the local gym to have his work-out, whining like a baby when he misses
one day.

Still, there are nights when you catch a movie together until one of you falls asleep, and wakes up
the other before you both scurry to the bedroom. At least, your bed is in Jungkook's office at the
moment, the second room he uses to work on his photos or play games on a computer. However,
the bed is disassembled and no matter how many times you've told Jungkook you'll just call
someone to put it together, he insists he'll do it. But with his busy schedule, the pieces of wood are
leaned against the wall with a few boxes of yours in the office.

Seriously, you've no idea how he'll make it work but you lost the interest to argue with him again.
Or more like bicker. Jungkook is stubborn and persistent, so are you, but you're happy to even have
a place to sleep at so you usually just wave him off which he seems to like.

It's very rare for you to be just quiet and not argue back, so he feels like he has the upper hand.

Overall, you realize you've been stressing out over this whole living thing together. So far, it's not
bad at all (not that you thought it'll be bad), it was more about your guilt which to be honest you
still have. Jungkook's office is soon going to be turned into your room slash his remaining office.
Sometimes he works on his computer late at night, sometimes until early morning and there it is,
that feeling of guilt of taking up all of his space.

Kook: when are you coming home? I'm not sure if I should cook something for dinner or order

Your phone chirps with a new notification, a message from Jungkook as you sit in your car.

"Idk, I'm actually going out with Maya... she texted me during the day, she wants to celebrate their
engagement"

You wait for his reply which comes a minute after. He has to be home early. Surprisingly, when
you were waking up for work today Jungkook was still in bed soundlessly asleep. So you've made
yourself breakfast and left something for him too, since whoever wakes up first usually makes
breakfast for both of you. It's not something you've discussed purposely, it was just a pure want to
reciprocate his kindness of relieving you of having to spend extra minutes making yourself
breakfast. Plus, you think it's his way of making sure you will eat proper food in the morning,
knowing your ways of barely putting anything in your stomach in the early hours.

"But whatever you decide make sure you leave me some leftovers ;) "
"I'm not sure if we'll eat something while we're out, I think she just wants to drink to celebrate"

When the last time you and Maya hung out, the time when she announced her engagement to you,
she was talking about some kind of massive celebration in a club which to be honest, you weren't a
complete fan of because you have enough of those with Taehyung. However, you weren't about to
decline her since she seemed to be excited about it and she just got engaged. Plus, she's your friend,
a new friend at that, so you just went with it.

But you're both busy with work and it's hard to align your schedules. She actually wanted to meet
during the weekend but since there's a party at your work on Friday, you're not sure how many
other parties you'll be able to do. You'd really like to spend the weekend at home, Jungkook's
home, preferably cuddling to a blanket on his soft and huge couch and using the advantage of his
massive television screen – and all the technical things the man has because he clearly loves it and
owns some of the best stuff.

You should be enjoying it, right? Since you're paying the rent.

You almost laugh at your thoughts, staring at the bubbles that appear on the screen, letting you
know Jungkook is typing a response.

Kook: sure, have fun ;) just don't get too drunk

"It's Thursday, you seriously think I'm gonna get drunk during the week? >.<"

Kook: anything is possible when it comes to you

"I'm gonna think of it as a compliment"

Kook: not what I had in mind but sure, suit yourself

"I can't even drink alcohol because I'm driving, I think we'll just toast with champagne and stick to
non alcoholic drinks for the rest of the night"

Surely not what Maya had in mind at first, but what can you do. You've got to work with what you
have.

Kook: oh that's right

Kook: btw, thanks for the breakfast ;)

"returning the favor ;P"

"I'll text you when I'm coming back, gotta drive now"

Kook: okay, drive safely

You stop yourself from texting that one thing you'd usually do, biting into the inside of your cheek
as you open the streaming app instead and turn on some music. Heart slightly cracking, you
quickly drive out of the parking lot before you can feel bad and sad all over again.

Jungkook is doing okay, you tell yourself and focus on the driving instead.

"How's living with Jungkook?"

Maya doesn't waste her time, dropping the question she has been curious about ever since you
ordered the mentioned glass of champagne. Giving her a knowing look, you set the glass down
after taking a decent sip.

"Good?" you tell her unsurely, "I can't complain, Jungkook is great."

"Uhm, I'm sure he is," she giggles, met with your raised brow and pursed lips. "Namjoon told me
apparently you've been indecisive about living with him at first." she says more calmly, finally
stopping to give you a look that seems as if she knew something you don't know. She's just teasing
when it comes to Jungkook, definitely not the first person to do that.

"And how does Namjoon know about that?" you hum, plopping your elbow onto the table as you
place your chin on your palm, eyes expectedly watching her.
"Jungkook told him when they went out the other day," She waves her hand, "It was before you
moved in, actually." she adds and you nod.

So you explain to her your feelings and thoughts about it, while she nods the whole time along
your words attentively listening to you until you end it that you're happy about your decision
because overall, it's the best option you had.

It feels easy to talk about it to another person, to someone that is not involved in it as much as
perhaps Jimin and Taehyung are. Not that you mind that, not at all! In a way, you think Maya is
more blunt with you than one of your friends would be, even though they're awfully honest they
still care about your feelings a lot. Maya does too but still, she's your new friend and a woman,
seeing things slightly differently.

Overall, she agrees with everything anyone has said to you so far and she's just another factor that
makes you think; It's not that serious or deep, just enjoy it and let him help you.

The place she has chosen for you to meet feels comfortable and intimate at the same time, thanks to
the dim lighting. It's more on the posh side which surprises you, especially some of the prices for a
simple drink but luckily, you both stick to non-alcohol drinks for the rest of the night since both of
you have to drive back home. You've never been in this place and like Maya reveals, she has been
coming here with Namjoon for date nights when they're not particularly aiming for the dinner date.

Somehow, the conversation about two lovebirds that are about to be married, actually very soon
since Maya says they're already planning it and want to get married this year, brings you to your
own love life. You don't feel uncomfortable talking about it, not even when you bring Haneul and
the coincidence of you meeting at the same club, not leaving the fact Jungkook already punched
him.

"Jungkook is something else, I swear," Maya giggles, obviously getting excited at the thought of
Jungkook punching your ex-boyfriend for you. "But I think he had done the right thing, you said
Haneul was coming on to you and even though you were confused about it, he should have asked
you before being intrusive."

"I'm glad Jungkook had stepped in," you admit, "I don't know what I'd have done if he wasn't
there."

That catches Maya's attention even more, catching onto the hidden meaning behind what you've
just said.

"Do you think you'd be able to sleep with him?"

"Who?" you blurt out, eyes wide as soon as that leaves your mouth and Maya's look just the same
as she gives you a glance with a grin.

"Haneul, of course," she responds, "Wait, did you think about Jungkook?"

"What? No!" you protest right away, shrinking into the stool you're sitting on but it's too late.

Realization crosses on Maya's face and she gasps, "Were you so... heated," She tries to find the
right word. "Because of Jungkook?"

"No?" you murmur, looking away but it's too pointless to deny it. Maya is a smart woman, and
apparently she reads you easily but it's your fault for not being able to lie and deny the obvious.

"Girl, I don't blame you," she says, pursing her lips and doing a hand gesture as she leans back.
You clear your throat, almost choking on your spit.

"What? Jungkook is obviously hot and sorry to mention this, but you guys have a history,"

You know she's aiming at the fact that you and Jungkook hooked up which she knows because of
what happened on the trip on New Year.

"Come on, it makes sense and there's nothing wrong with that. You can't control how hot
somebody is and when that somebody looks like Jungkook at that, it makes you want to jump his
bones."

"Maya!" you scold her, looking around to make sure nobody heard her but luckily, the tables are
quite far away from one another.

"It's true!" she laughs, definitely not scandalized by what she has just said out loud. You can't
blame her, she is right. "You're both single, so you fucked and what? You're both young and are
getting along perfectly."

She's one of a kind for sure.

Her words do bring some sort of comfort to you. Your friendship with Jungkook is too precious to
you and she makes it sound so easy, which currently feels like since your friendship remains
unaffected.

"You're smart people, have sex and fun!" she suggests, almost exclaims and apparently, you do
some kind of face, brows shooting up as you nod awkwardly, and it doesn't take too long for Maya
to gasp loudly, almost knocking down the stool with her. "No way!"

"Maya--"

"What the fuck," Her lips spread into the widest smile, the one where she shows her perfect teeth
and her big plump lips stretch. "You guys are hooking up again, aren't you?"

Guilty and busted, you don't answer but there is no need to because it's more than obvious.

"We just--got in the moment after what happened at the club and we--we didn't have sex that
night!" you quickly point out, "After I woke up the next morning, Jungkook was actually very cool
about it and he..." you stop, shaking your head embarrassingly as Maya nods, already getting the
idea of what must've happened. "And then we haven't seen each other because we were busy but as
I moved in, the first night--"

"Oh my god!" she squeals, "You guys did it the first night you moved in? You beasts!"

"Maya!" you shush her, not being able to hold back a giggle as she joins you. "It's not like we're
having sex every day. We haven't had it since that night." you shrug.

"So? You can still have it whenever you both want," she shrugs, "Y/N," she calls out your name
and once you look up at her, you find her giving you a genuine and relaxed smile. "I want you to
know that I'm in no way shaming you. You're not doing anything bad, you're allowed to have fun
and like I said, you and Jungkook are smart people. You wouldn't do this if you weren't sure about
it."

You smile back at her, giving her a slight nod. "Yes, I think you're right," Her smile widens. "But...
could you please perhaps keep it to yourself?" you ask unsurely, knowing there's a high chance she
would tell Namjoon.
They're dating, no, engaged for god's sake! You and Jungkook tell yourselves things you swear
you won't tell anyone else. You can't imagine they're not doing it too.

"I won't tell anyone," she assures you, "Not even Namjoon, I promise."

Namjoon is not the biggest problem, it's just a very intimate thing and you definitely don't want the
whole friend group to know your and Jungkook's business.

You talk for another hour or so, luckily changing the topic to their wedding as Maya shows you
some of the pictures she saved for inspiration. Meanwhile, she asks you if you'd accompany her to
her wedding dress shopping which you gladly accept. The date is unknown yet but you're more
than happy to be a part of such an incredible part of her life.

Coming home later than you'd expect, you're met with lights turned off and the faint sounds of
television being turned on as you close the front door. Shrugging the blazer off along with your
shoes, you walk to the living room to find Jungkook slouched on the couch, his legs resting on the
coffee table as he watches some action movie.

"You're back?" he asks, voice slightly tired as he fumbles his eyes and straightens.

You greet him, grinning as you join him and plop on the space next to him. "Uhm," you tell him,
tiredly throwing your leg over him and cuddling up to him.

He chuckles at you, "How was it?"

"Nice," you mumble into his chest, welcomed by the floral scent of him. "Maya asked me to help
her pick the wedding dress for her." And she might know about you and me, but you don't tell him
that.

You feel like eventually you will but for now, it's not that important information.

"Really?" Jungkook asks, voice quiet and light. "Have you eaten something? I ordered from that
Italian restaurant we tried before, I got you the tomato sauce ones you like. It's probably cold by
now, so just heat it up."

"God, I love you," you whine dramatically causing him to laugh as his chest vibrates. "We had
some appetizers but no actual dinner."

"Then go eat," he ushers you, gently slapping your ass a few times as you groan at him.

Lifting your head up, you look at Jungkook whose face is illuminated by the television screen, the
shadows constantly changing by each scene that plays on it. He glances at you, the corner of his
lips lifted up and you fight off the urge to kiss him, your growling stomach interrupting you. So
you stand up, wanting to cuddle up to him while he preferably rubs your back because you're tired
as hell and never can say no to a good back rubbing

"Hey," Jungkook calls out once you're turned back to him and you look at him across your
shoulder. "Is there any dress code for tomorrow night?"

Ah, the party Jungkook is invited to. "Nothing specific, just wear something elegant and nice but
nothing fancy." you shrug and he gives you a thumbs up.

You still have your stomach to satisfy, being reminded of the party tomorrow once again. Luckily,
all of you are working less hours, having enough time to get prepared while the party will be held
in a local place which business men usually hire for this kind of occasion.

You're falling asleep with a stomach full, freshly out of the shower and Jungkook sleeping on the
other side of the bed. The comfortable silence and soft bed lulls you to sleep in a record time.

Being reminded by Junho not to be late at every opportunity had to take almost all of your
remaining energy, causing the rest of the staff to complain silently behind his back. Luckily for
some of them, not everyone is required to be there but since you deal with other model agencies,
making sure everything goes smoothly and on time, communicating with people, your presence
there is mandatory. Not officially though, but you've no plans of having to deal with grumpy and
mad Junho if you decided not to attend at the last minute.

Dragging your feet towards the front door, you're immediately welcomed by the pleasant scent of
Jungkook's home as you enter. After undressing and taking off your shoes, you find Jungkook in
the bedroom, greeted briefly by him as he stares with a frown at his bed where some of his shirts
and button-ups are displayed.

"What do you think?" he asks as you put down your purse and plop onto bed, causing some of his
shirts to get slightly crinkled as Jungkook scolds you.

Ignoring him, you plop onto your elbows and look at the clothes. "Literally whatever," you shrug,
"Everything looks nice."

Rolling his eyes, obviously not finding you being any help he mutters something under his breath.
Not wanting to waste any more time, although laying in the bed after an exhausting day despite you
leaving early is too strong, you force yourself to stand up.

The shower is quick and so is your ability to take off your make-up, just to do it again. You're busy
and so is Jungkook apparently, both of you doing your own thing while you prepare for the
evening, so when you actually bump into him after finally making it out of the shower – your
breath is taken away.

Completely ignoring the fact that you stand there in your underwear, forgetting your outfit which is
hanging in Jungkook's closet, you're speechless as Jungkook wears his usual black slacks with blue
striped shirt where his sleeves are rolled up, exposing more of his tattoos. The buttons are not
buttoned all the way up, exposing a good amount of chest but not too much for it to be scandalized.
Whether he wants to leave it like that or button more of it, he looks handsome as ever.

"Tie or no tie?" he asks, turning around to face you, his eyes momentarily dropping down your
body.

You're heated under his gaze, but somehow remain unaffected in terms of Jungkook seeing you like
this a few times by now.

"No tie," you answer, walking to his closet and pulling out your baby pink slacks with a matching
blazer and a white blouse that has been ironed thoroughly by you. "What do you think?" you ask,
showing him the outfit that is hanging on a hanger, although he can't exactly see it clearly.

Turning around, you catch him shamelessly letting his eyes linger on your exposed ass and as he
meets your gaze, he has the decency to quirk up his lips in a light smirk.

Playfully rolling your eyes at him, you look at the outfit. "At first I was going to wear a dress but I
feel like I wear them every time I attend these kinds of parties and events," you tell him, thinking
out loud at the same time.

It looks more formal and different than your usual choice of outfit, but you like it.

"I'm sure you'll look great," Jungkook tells you, waving you off, "But tell me about that lingerie. Is
it new?"

"Jungkook!" you exclaim, laughing as he shrugs the same shameless style. Ignoring him, you turn
with your back to him, looking for any possible creases before you still have the time to iron it in
case it's not completely ironed.

Completely oblivious to Jungkook's approaching figure, you get startled when he gently grabs you
by your hips and presses his face into the crook of your neck, tickling you with his hair as you
scold him. His touch sets another blazing fire through your entire body, shooting straight between
your thighs and it takes everything from you to not press them together.

"What are you saying, a quickie?"

Is he serious right now? You have to get prepared, you like to be on time and not rush yourself
when you don't have to. Besides, you'd like to grab a bite of something before you leave. Surely,
there will be food but you're there for business, not for stuffing your face with food.

"You're unbelievable," you tell him, scoffing but gasping when he delivers a soft smooch on your
neck, hands playing with the hem of your thong. Not the most comfortable underwear, but they
make no lines with the slacks you want to wear which is very convenient right now.

What is not convenient to have sex when you're supposed to be there in an hour.

"So? What are you saying?" Jungkook hums, hands still lingering on your burning skin that is
scented with his shower gel because you still haven't bought your own. Although, he respectfully
doesn't move them any further but enough to tease you and almost cause you to meowl under his
touch.

"I just did my make-up," you complain, not moving an inch despite your mouth saying something
else. Jungkook notices, lips curling into a silent smirk.

"So? I won't touch your face,"

You snort, knowing it has nothing to do with him touching your face. Sex with Jungkook is messy
and hell of a ride, there's no way you'll look presentable enough after that.

"We're already dressed," you try to argue, "There's no time for sex."

"I can be quick," he offers, "Come on, gorgeous. Just bend over for me,"

"Fuck, Jungkook," you breathe out, another wave of heat rushing through you. "Don't say things
like that."

"What exactly?" he smiles.

"All of it," you tell him, turning around as you press your hands against his chest, cursing how hard
and warm it feels beneath them. "Did the sight of my underwear turn you on?" you tease, trying to
somehow get through this without you actually having sex.

Not that you don't want to. You do. So fucking much, but there's just no time for it.
"The sight of you," Jungkook says, inching closer while you start to back away, met with his lips
spreading into a grin while he eyes you like a prey. "And maybe your lingerie too, you look hot."

And then he sneaks his hand to your backside, grabbing onto the soft flesh of your asscheek once
he's pressed against you, your whole body against the dresser while the edge is digging into your
lower back.

"We can have sex when we come home," you offer, breath hitching as Jungkook's another hand
does the same thing to your other cheek, spreading them apart as you feel the thin stripe of your
thong rubbing against your sex. "We don't have time for another shower."

"I'm gonna be quick, we'll barely break a sweat."

And you're ready to argue, tell him that you'll probably smell like sex and you're about to meet
business, important people and you can't walk around smelling like that. But Jungkook pokes his
inner cheek with his tongue, eyes tingling with lust and mischief almost as if he knew you're losing
this and fuck, he looks so hot your walls contract around nothing and the thought of his dick inside
of you wants you to shiver.

"Quick, alright," you tell him, voice already strained as Jungkook nods with a grin and quickly
backs away to grab the condom from his nightstand. His lips curl into a frown for a moment when
it's the last one, the empty box of condoms tossed onto the nightstand near his lamp.

He joins you in no time, standing in his previous position as he starts unzipping his slacks,
exposing the white boxers with a tent growing in them. You don't bother to take off the poor
excuse of an underwear, the thong barely doing any job to hide your cunt and they give Jungkook
great access.

"No foreplay though," you tell him, his eyes flickering to you as his head is held low to focus on
his task of pulling down his boxers.

"You sure?"

"Yeah, there's no time for that. You said quick." you quote him. He knows he did, but there's an
unsure frown decorating his pink pouty lips.

"It's gonna burn like hell," he warns you, but you already know all of that.

Your wetness is already too close to drip down your legs and before you can tell Jungkook not to
worry about that, even mentioning you should be wet enough, he leaves your side for another
moment as he pulls out the lube from where he keeps the condoms.

The moment Jungkook is back and fishes his cock out, you salivate at the angry red tip and veins
poking underneath the skin. It's safe to say you're baffled whether to get on your knees and please
him instead, although you don't want to be robbed of your own orgasm and of the feeling of his
cock stretching your walls.

The sight of Jungkook putting on the condom down his length is never boring, always captivating
that makes your thirst for him even worse. He squirts a good amount of lube down his standing and
hard cock, the faint scent of strawberries hitting your nose.

"You sure you don't want my fingers at least?" Jungkook asks, throwing you an unsure glance as
he suddenly grabs you by your thighs, hoisting you up on his dresser.

Gasping, you look around wondering if the piece of furniture will be able to hold you. It looks like
it will and Jungkook spreading your legs catches your attention once again, hands squeezing your
flesh to get the response out of you.

"No, just stick it in," you tell him honestly, grinning when you see the amused look on his face.
"Fuck me, but you better be quick, I'm not kidding--ah--fuck,"

He doesn't play around, pushing your thong aside and replacing it with the tip of his cock, slowly
pushing the head inside that makes you gasp and stop you in the midst of you talking. One hand
holding onto his shoulder while the other grips the edge of the dresser, Jungkook starts pushing his
entire cock inside you. He's not totally quick, still making sure he doesn't hurt you in the process.

You grunt, throwing your head back at the uncomfortable pressure his cock is causing, yet some of
it feels arousing and thanks to the lube, he's entering you smoother and easier even without any
preparation. His hand goes between your thighs, thumb circling your clit which automatically
makes you relax and he slides in even easier, burying himself inside you to the halt.

"You good?" he asks, voice breathy as you nod eagerly, telling him to get on with it (literally).

And he does.

When he said he's going to be quick, he definitely didn't lie and although the first rounds of his
thrusts are a little bit more careful, still quicker than usual, he picks up the pace with each thrust.
You can barely take it, his thumb stimulating you while he hits your walls perfectly, angling his
hips and cock so it brushes the great spot you've never known you had until Jungkook.

Explicit sounds of wetness and your skin thrusting against each other, you're thankful for
Jungkook's body pressed against you and arms holding you by your thighs, making sure you don't
slip off.

"Fuck, cunt so good," Jungkook grunts, your walls tightening around him which doesn't go
unnoticed by him and causes him to groan. "You like that? You like when I talk about your cunt,
huh?"

"Fuck," you curse, hand slipping off Jungkook's shoulder as you let it drop down his chest.

"How good it is, how warm and tight it feels?"

Shit, his dirty mouth is seriously going to be the death of you.

"You like the dirty talk?" he almost teases you, his thrusts and hips not faltering, not even for a
second as he's knocking the breath out of you while the furniture shakes from the violent thrusts
your bodies make.

Your orgasm is approaching quickly, you're not sure what prompted it to come so fast, whether it's
his thrusts or dirty words spitting out of his mouth or both, it doesn't matter. But the enjoyment of
reaching the end is quickly cut off from you as Jungkook stops, leaning face towards you as his
lips brush against your cheekbone.

"Don't worry, I already knew that."

And he continues, ramming into you and acting upon his carnal desire. It's only a matter of seconds
before you moan Jungkook's name in the short form, sounding almost too cute for Jungkook's
liking because he's there fucking you and you call him that sweet nickname you've been calling
him for years now. The knot snaps inside of you, wetness gushing out of you while Jungkook
keeps fucking you, hard and quickly like he promised, grunting at the feeling of your walls
clenching him repeatedly.

The thumb off your clit, he spreads your thighs even further apart and sets ruthless pace, rushing
towards his own orgasm and with his balls tightening, he knows it's coming because a few more
thrusts and he's finally coming, spurting and spilling all of his cum into the pink condom.

"Ah, shit," he curses silently, grunting, giving you a few slowed thrusts to ride through his orgasm.

And then he lets out the most pleased sigh, your fingers clutching the back of his head as he leans
against your shoulder to take a few breaths. Your bodies heave with rushed breaths, slowly calming
down from your post-ograsmic state.

"Was that quick enough?" he asks, tilting his head to look at you and you snort, a genuine giggle
erupts from you before you playfully push him away.

"Shut up and help me get down," you tell him through a smile, Jungkook coming to the rescue as
he does exactly what you ask of him.

On wobbly feet, you clutch onto him while ignoring the smug grin he has on his face. "Do I smell
of sex?"

You suddenly ask, a heartful laugh resounding from Jungkook at your worries and the fact how
serious you sound. "You don't," he tells you, leaning towards you to take a sniff to prove his point
as he dramatically holds his head high and hums.

"I told you you'll barely break a sweat." he adds with a triumphal grin, moving to bin the condom.

He did say that. You might not reek of sex and sweat, but Jungkook's cologne is stuck on your skin
and even after you dress up, and put your own fragrance on, somewhere in the distance you can
still feel him on you.

But who said you mind that?

The place Junho chose looks amazing, indeed. It's huge with staff welcoming you and offering you
champagne, which Jungkook accepts and hands you one of the glasses. Thanking him, you look
around already recognizing some of the people you work with but there are also people from
different departments. Junho definitely went all out to impress the future partners and you see him
jumping between other groups of people, smiling all widely which is already a very rare sight to
see.

Five minutes in and you're trying to hide your amused smile behind the glass of champagne, but it's
not your fault though. It's what Yoongi's unimpressed and bored look does to you. Most of you
probably feel the same way, or you for sure, you're just good at hiding it and not showing it in front
of others like he does.

"This place looks posh," you comment, Jungkook humming next to you as he sips on the
champagne, not wanting to drink tonight since he's driving you back home. You offered to pay for
the cab but he declined, saying he doesn't mind driving.

You and him stand behind one of those small tall circle tables, looking around with no need to
interact with others just yet. Surely, Junho will notice you and make you mingle through the
crowd, making your presence useful. And that's why it's a blow to your ego once he spots you and
Jungkook, excusing himself to an older couple before he makes his way to your direction, only for
him to snatch Jungkook.
Jungkook throws you a look across his shoulder, both in amusement and silent question if you're
okay, you roll your eyes and that's all it takes for him to grin as he lets Junho lead him away.
Standing there alone, you spot Benjamin talking to one of, what you assume, future partners.
Slowly enjoying the frizzy and sweet taste of the pink champagne, you watch him and notice how
professional, yet sweet he looks. His soft brown eyes shine as he's saying something, hands hidden
in his grey slacks, as he shoots a handsome grin to the man.

He is handsome and is definitely a rare sight in Seoul. As he told you on his first days working in
the company, his mom is French while his dad is Korean. They moved here when he was six and
ever since then, he lives here as well while he visits France and his other side of the family at least
twice a year. You can see it – he has that french charm going on.

His sandy hair is parted in the middle, swiped back with a gel that makes him look more elegant.
Not that you care about office's gossips, but you already heard some of your female co-workers
gush about him. It's not like you blame them, he is handsome but is he someone you'd go for?
You're not sure. He seems like a sweet guy and his obvious attention that he gives you should
flatter you. To some extent, it does. You're just not ready for any relationship right now and you're
not sure if dating someone you get to work with every day would be a great decision.

"A few more minutes and I'd think you like him too,"

Eyes rolling automatically, you're not surprised by the sudden presence of the devil himself as he
joins and gives you a Cheshire cat smile. "Who cares what you think," you tell him dryly, taking a
big gulp of your champagne because suddenly, sipping doesn't sound like an option.

"Careful, you'll insult me," he jokes, and you don't give him that pleasure of reacting to his stupid
jabs. "You brought your boyfriend with you?"

"For the millionth time, he is not my boyfriend," you tell him through clenched teeth, not even
sparing him a look. "Go away, you're ruining my night."

"You're so mean," Yoongi says and as you take a glance at him, you see him faking a pout which
makes you snort. "This party's boring. I should've fake being sick or something."

You laugh, shaking your head at him. "We both know Junho would not let you live for it," you
remind him, "I've thought about it too." you murmur, both of you looking at each other before you
snort at the same time.

Soon enough, Benjamin comes your way with the older man in a suit, flashing you a toothy grin.

"Hey, Mr. Huang wanted to say hi," Benjamin chirps, the older man smiles although there is some
kind of intimidating aura around him.

"Oh, you're one of the Chinese partners, right?" you ask, quickly taking his head as you slightly
bow in greeting which he seems to be appreciative about. "It's lovely to meet you!"

He shakes Yoongi's hand, a quiet greeting leaving his lips as the man confirms your assumptions.
The conversation doesn't end there and the four of you stand in a circle while Mr. Huang talks
about his company and business. Surprisingly, none of it is boring and you find yourself to be
intrigued in this conversation. Somewhere in the middle, when Yoongi talks to him and seems to be
slightly more relaxed (which means he doesn't look as if he's actually dying here), your and
Benjamin's eyes meet and he smiles at you.

"Hey," he mouths and you smile, greeting him back. "You look beautiful tonight."
You feel the familiar warm feeling in your chest whenever somebody compliments you, so you
politely thank him and there's no time to be exchanging more words, Mr. Huang is far more
important because soon, you find out he's a big name in China.

After a couple of minutes, he parts from you with Benjamin as well, which most likely means he's
been told to accompany him through the evening by Junho. You and Yoongi are soon swapped by
another group, although this time your co-workers as they start to gush around all the business
partners.

In a conversation you particularly take no interest in, you scan the room around you and find
Jungkook almost immediately, standing on the other side of the room. It's not that hard to spot him
in his striped shirt, recognizing those thighs and butt almost immediately. You allow yourself to
watch him, not finding anything more interesting at the moment.

You're not surprised to see some of the women glancing his way, whispering something to each
other and not even the presence of a model next to him doesn't surprise you. She's almost as tall as
Jungkook with the heels she's wearing, her long and exposed tan legs on full display. Her mouth is
moving which indicates she's talking while the rest of the people watch and listen to her, Jungkook
nodding along before he opens his mouth and starts talking again.

The memories of him and you before you came here pop in your mind, causing you to dryly gulp
and you hate to admit how it smooths your soul to know you're the one he fucked today, not the
model or any other woman. It's hard to stay confident with a woman next to him looking like that,
deep down you know how pathetic it is. It slightly irritates you how easy it would be for him to get
any woman he points at.

Sometime, a little bit after Jungkook stops talking and listens to Junho again, he shifts his gaze and
looks around, just right to the side where you are standing. Your eyes meet, and you grin as he
sends you a toothy grin back, a heat spreading in your stomach and shamefully enough, between
your thighs as well. You have to look away, feeling the heat crawling at the back of your neck and
luckily, your name is being called by Lauren, one of the assistants working under you.

Jungkook turns around to pay a full attention to the conversation, bowing politely whenever Junho
praises his work for the hundredth time in the past twenty minutes.

"... like I said, I'd love to work with you on this next project Mr. Jeon," Junho chirps, looking
straight at Jungkook as everyone quietens down. "I know you've got your own business going on,
but we as a company would be more than thrilled to work with you again."

He can't lie, the money Junho is offering sounds good and Jungkook can make some free time for
this, since it's in two months. He is usually booked for the whole year but he surely can think of
something. Also Junho is aware of your friendship, and despite this deal having nothing to do with
you, Jungkook also wants to take it for you. He heard you saying he's acting like a prick
sometimes, it surely can get useful if Jungkook accepts this job. He hopes this way, Junho will go
easier on you.

Although, he's not sure if men and bosses like him are like that.

"It sounds appealing, Mr. Gwan," Jungkook smiles, "I will take it, we can discuss further details
later. If you're okay with that, of course."

"That sounds wonderful!" Junho doesn't hide his happiness of snatching Jungkook as his
photographer for the next project. "We will need one more photographer, though."
It makes sense, there is a lot of work and the main job will go to Jungkook, but there has to be
another photographer to do other small jobs like taking polaroids, helping with taking more photos
and so on.

"If you don't mind, I know someone that might help," Jungkook offers and Junho attentively
listens, nodding right away. It seems like he trusts Jungkook's judgement, the conversation lasting
for another half an hour.

It's not as bad here as you thought it would be. That's your current thought as you sip on your third
glass, the pistachio flavor on your tongue thanks to the macaroon you've tasted just a minute ago.

Of course, your sudden change of opinion could be thanks to the champagne but still, there's
boredom starting to annoy you. You would still rather be wrapped in a blanket with no make-up
and watching whatever shit show they're playing on the television right now.

A hand brushes against your lower back, a familiar cologne hitting your nose as another presence
joins you. "You good? You're having fun?"

Glancing at Jungkook, you don't fight off the soft smile that appears on your lips which he
reciprocates right away, reaching for one of the grilled toasts since you're standing next to the food
table. "Fuck, I'm so hungry." he mutters and bites into the toast while you grin.

"Can't say I'm having the best time of my life but yeah, it's not that bad," you admit, shaking your
head when Jungkook offers you a bite from his toast. "What about you? You sure are busy
tonight." you joke, seeing him nod as he swallows his bite.

"Junho offered me a job, I think that's why he wanted me here," Jungkook informs you, your eyes
widening in surprise and interest which takes all of him to continue. "It's just one project but he's
offering good money."

"So you took it?" you ask interestedly, scooting away from the table as Jungkook takes one of the
plates.

"Yeah," he says with a full mouth, clearing his throat as if he just noticed where he is. It causes you
to giggle as you grab a napkin for him, which he takes from you with a silenced 'thanks'.

You don't ask anything further, letting him eat in peace as you tell him about your evening so far,
mentioning you've met Mr. Huang which Jungkook responds he has met him too, he's one of the
main partners for the project he's going to work on. Among all of that, Jungkook also mentions the
model which you could've seen standing next to him and apparently, she'll be the main star on it.

Ignoring the sour taste in your mouth and on your face, you stay silent and listen to Jungkook
instead as he finishes his toast, and tells you more about people he has met so far. To be honest,
Jungkook looks in his element and you don't get that much opportunity to see him in a situation
like this. Yes, he's always been cool and extroverted whenever he hung out with someone, but
being in this businessy state is quite something new. You can't say you hate it.

He's hot, and you're more than sure you'll be asked by at least one woman about him, judging by
the eyes on you.

Jungkook may be attracting the most women audience here, but also one pair of eyes is set on you
and once you wave at the man Jungkook remembers, even though it takes him a moment to realize,
you look at him in a question.
"Is that the guy who stared at us before?"

You snort at his bluntless, replaying the moment when Jungkook came to pick you up and was
thrown off by the sudden stare coming from Benjamin.

"Yeah, that's Benjamin." you answer, glancing at him again and he's not looking at you currently,
however he keeps glancing your direction here and there.

"What's with the stare down?" Jungkook frowns in confusion, putting down the empty plate as he
wipes his mouth clean, throwing the napkin to the bin. "Do you have a crush on him or
something?"

You snort, looking amusingly at Jungkook. "It's the other way around, Mr. Jeon."

"Wait--he has a crush on you?" Jungkook sounds surprised.

"Well, don't sound so surprised. I am not that bad looking and I am completely worthy of being
someone's crush." you joke, wiggling your brows at him as he lifts the corner of his lips in an
amused chuckle.

"That's not what I meant," he shakes his head, "You just never mentioned him. Is he giving you a
hard time?"

You laugh, patting Jungkook's chest while you adjust his shirt a little. "There was no reason to,"
you tell him, sliding your hands down his chest before you let go of him. "And no, he's just
obviously into me and I am trying to politely show him that I am not interested."

"Just tell him," Jungkook shrugs, "You're so blunt and straight-forward, why don't you just tell
him?"

"Well, because he has never told me he likes me that way. I think it's obvious but I can't just call
him out on it. Besides, he's a nice guy and I don't want to hurt him by saying something so blunt
right away, especially when he didn't give me a reason for it," you explain, seeing Jungkook
frowning in thought as he looks away from you and shifts his gaze on Benjamin.

Noticing it, you elbow him in his abs which barely does anything since you're met with a set of
hard muscles. "Don't just stare at him!" you harshly whisper, met with Jungkook's amused look.
"You look intimidating and you're making it more than obvious we are talking about him." you
scold him, amusing Jungkook even more as he lets out a laugh.

"Okay, Ms. Professional," he teases you, causing you to annoyingly purse your lips at him.

"Mr. Jeon, can you come here please for a second?" Junho calls Jungkook, your annoyance clearly
showing because Jungkook laughs at your expression, thanks to Jungkook's body that is hiding you
from Junho's sharp eyes.

"You gonna be okay?" Jungkook asks, checking on you as you playfully roll your eyes and push
him from you.

"Just go, Mr. Jeon,"

Jungkook shoots you a wink, your skin burning at the single reaction as he walks away as if
nothing happened. In a desperate need to fan yourself, you settle on drinking instead as you scurry
away from the curious women's eyes. Unlike them, they don't hide the grin and swoon Jungkook
has made them feel.
Most of the night is spent with your best friend slash fuck buddy, being ripped away from you at
every opportunity – whether it's Jungkook's presence wanted or yours. You can't say you're
disappointed because you know this party is mainly about business, Junho's invitation for
Jungkook more than clear now, but still, you enjoy every little minute you get to spend next to
Jungkook who is kind enough to come and check on you whenever he can.

You're not going to lie, you do enjoy his close proximity and whenever he brushes past you, and
you blame it all on him. One look at him and you keep yourself from salivating, and maybe you
should blame the amount of champagne glasses you've drunk. You're not drunk though, god no,
you can't possibly get drunk on a work related thing, whether it's a party or something else. You
just feel a familiar heat relaxing your body and from time to time, you find yourself getting drowsy
and distracted which the alcohol is the real cause for.

"I don't think I've ever thanked you enough," Benjamin says, a trail of thoughts interrupted by his
soft but yet manly voice, a guilt burning in your chest for not listening to him for a moment.

Turning your gaze back to him, you offer him a confused smile. You've been standing and talking
together for a while now. He mostly updated you about Mr. Huang and confirmed your
assumptions about Junho telling Benjamin to accompany the important man. The conversation
hasn't been uncomfortable, not at all, quite on the contrary. At least he's been keeping you
company, something you're very grateful about.

"Thanked me?" you ask, smiling and frowning in confusion as Benjamin chuckles, glancing down
at his glass before he looks back at you and nods.

"I was so nervous to be working here and you've made me feel welcomed from the very
beginning,"

Your heart warms up at his thoughtful words, knowing how hard it is to be changing jobs and be in
a new team. Remembering Benjamin's nervous and very polite attitude, it's hard to forget how
nervous he really seemed to be but a good thing is, he's skilled. He also speaks French which
definitely adds a lot of points on his CV, and you had the opportunity to hear him speak the foreign
language while he was talking on the phone with clients.

Somebody might say he's a male character coming straight from a romantic movie.

Back to the first Benjamin's days of working here, you do remember assuring him that he'll do a
great job and whatever needed to be explained, you made sure to explain it to him or at least tell
someone to do it. And he's very smart, understood everything from the first explanation and there
hasn't been any problem with him. Junho also seems to be very pleased by taking him in, that says
enough in your opinion.

"I guess I wanted to thank you for that."

"Ah, you don't need to thank me," you assure him, touching his forearm softly but you pry your
hands off as soon as he looks down at the touch. "You really are welcome,"

You give him a smile and he looks back at you, offering you the same smile while you feel his
eyes linger on you a little bit too long, which wouldn't be a bother, if it weren't for the look in them.

"So, tell me more... have you grown accustomed to Junho and his work ethic?"

That makes him snap out of his daze as he chuckles, seeing your own grin when he seems to
understand exactly what you are talking about. It doesn't take a genius to figure out Junho and his
wild personality. He's a pain in the ass but isn't that bad of a boss. He still could've been worse,
that's what you mostly tell yourself when the man pisses you off.

"Yeah, his work ethic is something else," he says with a grin, getting a genuine laugh from you. "I
actually don't find him bad, well he is peculiar but--"

"Hey, I'm back," A chest brushes against your back, soon followed with a hand lingering on your
lower back before Jungkook stands next to you, his arm brushing against your side. "Sorry, did I
interrupt something?"

Glancing at Jungkook, you find him already staring at Benjamin who has a look of confusion
crossed on his face, until he glances between you and him, eyes scanning Jungkook's whole figure.
You tense, not liking the way he eyes Jungkook and there's no chance Jungkook himself doesn't
notice it, but he seems collected and staring right back at him.

Shifting on your heels, you clear your throat and give Jungkook a crooked smile. "No, not at all,"
you tell him, "This is my new co-worker Benjamin. This is Jungkook."

Leaving out the fact that Jungkook knows who he is by now.

Benjamin forces a polite smile on his full lips, "I haven't seen you around, do you work here?"

A little perplexed by the lack of a proper introduction by Benjamin himself, you quickly shake
yourself out of it. It's the tone he low-key settles that makes you a little bit anxious, because
whatever the Alpha stare-down the two men have, it never ends up nicely.

"I don't," Jungkook answers curtly, giving him a smile that almost screams fake, and you hope
Benjamin can't tell because you can't deal with any of this. "I came with Y/N."

Benjamin mimics Jungkook's fake smile, your heart picking up the pace by the sudden tension
even though the conversation isn't too forward. It's the one and visibly stare-down the two of them
have.

"Ah, yes," Benjamin exclaims in thought, "You're her friend. Yoongi told me,"

At the mention of the evil man, you tense even more and curse him whenever he is right now. Of
course, he is somehow involved in this. Even if he told him the truth, you still don't trust Yoongi
and his intentions. Since Benjamin knows about Jungkook and who he is to you, it means he
probably asked Yoongi. And the idiot knows Benjamin has his eyes for you, he's very well aware
that you're not interested. The news doesn't surprise you, yet it irritates you to the core.

"I didn't know we could've brought friends." Benjamin says, this time completely aimed at you as
he solely stares at you, a look you've grown used to visible on his face as you give him a crooked
smile, an uncomfortable shift that doesn't go unnoticed by Jungkook who simply watches the
interaction.

"Actually, I'm her boyfriend,"

Catching yourself from choking on your spit, you stare at Jungkook with wide eyes but he doesn't
even spare you a glance, eyeing Benjamin who seems to be just as surprised to hear him.

"Boyfriend?" he breathes out, "I didn't know you had a--"

"Yeah, well it's very new, not many people know." you cut him off, offering him a slight smile
while you ignore the guilt by the lie. To go with your lie, you scoot closer to Jungkook and look up
at him, finding him already staring back at you and you know he's fighting off to smirk right in
front of Benjamin.

He eyes you as if you and Jungkook have grown another two heads, his lips slightly twitching as
he's trying not to show his displeasure by the news. But of course, nothing is easy when someone
particular is around.

"Didn't you tell me just a few hours ago that he isn't your boyfriend?"

Another voice chirps in and if looks could kill, Yoongi would've been dead right away. He looks
pleased as he joins you, everyone's eyes on you as you narrow your eyes at the only person you
want to attack at the moment.

Yoongi's words spark a hope in Benjamin's eyes, and his attention is solely back on you as you
give him a nervous chuckle.

"I don't have to confess to you, Yoongi. Why would I tell you about my personal life?" you
challenge Yoongi, raising your brow at him. To be honest, you're quite nervous to tell him
something because Yoongi seems like the perfect definition of a snake. You're scared what next
comes out of his mouth.

"Why would you lie about such a simple question?" he chirps back, your hands itching to wrap
them around his neck but you feel Jungkook's hand on your hip, rubbing you slightly through the
fabric.

Thankfully, Benjamin is being called by one of your co-workers and he excuses himself, a
perplexed expression on his face as he murmurs his excuse.

"Why the hell would you do that?" you exclaim right away, once Benjamin is out of ear shot.

What drives you completely nuts it's the way Yoongi effortlessly shrugs, not minding he's ruining
everything and poking his nose into something that is none of his business.

"Why would you lie to him? Just tell him straight away you don't like him that way, don't lie to
him."

Those words coming from Yoongi out of people actually makes you embarrassed, because you
know you'd just go along with Jungkook's lie who came to save your ass once he sensed your
discomfort.

Before you can open your mouth, not even sure what you want to say other than tell him to fuck
off, Jungkook is already one step ahead of you.

"What's it to you?" Jungkook's voice booms out, his features frowned in a hardened scowl.

Jungkook succeeds at getting a reaction from Yoongi, and that is a scowl that clouds his usual
nonchalant or amused features.

"I'm bored," he shrugs and you almost scoff out loud at this man. "And besides, she lied."

"And you should mind your business." Jungkook offers but with an edge to his tone that makes you
tense, but you're too shocked to even move an inch.

"So should you," Yoongi almost sings out, pursing his lips as you gasp at his rude response while
Jungkook frowns.
"You came out of nowhere and said you're bored." Jungkook points out through clenched teeth,
still trying to grasp what Yoongi's intentions are while he continues to be unbothered as he looks
around for a moment.

"Because I am."

"What are you? A child?" Jungkook scoffs, Yoongi's head turning towards your best friend as he
frowns at him. But Jungkook doesn't stop. "Go to the playground then," he snaps and Yoongi
opens his mouth, a dead glare set on his eyes as you quickly jump between the two men.

"Okay, stop it you two," you warn them through clenched teeth, "This is ridiculous,"

You look at them but stop on Yoongi, searching face as he simply just stares back at you. His face
is expressionless like most of the time and it's hard to read what he thinks. Not an ounce of any
emotion which only makes you let out a sigh, both in exhaustion and disappointment. He's sticking
his nose where it doesn't belong and you hope he's at least aware of the look of disappointment, not
even anger, you give him.

Jungkook's name falls past your lips as you gently tug onto his arm, finding him glaring the hell out
of Yoongi, seeming to be just as irritated. However, Yoongi solely stares at you before he looks
away for whatever reason, not giving Jungkook and you any attention. Jungkook doesn't move,
almost as if he didn't hear you but you know he has and judging by the deadly look, he doesn't
want Yoongi to get away with this.

"Jungkook," you warn him, tugging him harder and he finally lets you lead him away from
Yoongi, but not before he sends him one last glare.

Luckily, the party is slowly ending as people are leaving and one final round of bidding goodbye to
some of the partners and Junho, you're out of the place. What shocks you is the way Jungkook
stays quiet for the rest of the ride, jaw clenched and so far, he looks even more mad at Yoongi than
you are.

So you sit back, enjoying the leather soft seats his car offers because that's enough drama for
tonight.
 Chapter 47

"Okay, can you stop sulking already?" You finally break off the silence, not knowing whether you
should laugh or be tired by Jungkook's visibly tensed behavior.

It's been only five minutes since you came home, just having enough time to take off your shoes
before Jungkook has walked into the bedroom with long strides as you've followed him, just to find
him unbuttoning his shirt with quick and frustrated movements.

"I am not sulking," he mutters, annoyance thick in his tone as you snort and take off your blazer
before it's tossed onto his bed. You want to tell him the opposite, but five seconds later and
Jungkook finally bursts. "Can you believe him? What an asshole!"

Your eyes widen as he turns around, a half of the buttons already unbuttoned exposing his chest but
you refrain from eyeing him.

"Who does he think he is? Honestly, I can't believe how calm you're about it!" he exclaims,
showing confusion on his face as you snort again.

"Please," you sit on the edge of his bed. "Man like Yoongi can't piss me off, I'm used to his antics."

"That's exactly it, you shouldn't be used to it, Y/N," he points out, voice slightly raised but not at
you. He is just frustrated and you understand him. Yoongi has made you feel so many emotions
close to irritation and anger, so you can relate to current Jungkook's state.

"Trust me, I wanted to strangle him," you inform him with a chuckle, standing up to stand in front
of him, hands placed on his warm chest, a fabric separating you from the direct contact with it.
"Why are you getting so worked up over this, anyway? I mean, I was mad too but I think Benjamin
got the message. Plus, thanks for the whole boyfriend thing." you tease him and he just gives you
an annoyed roll of his eyes, but the corner of his lips lifts up.

"You were visibly uncomfortable, I had to do something."

"You definitely did something," you hum, hands moving directly onto his warm chest as you rub it
softly.

"I'm serious," Jungkook mutters, "It was either the boyfriend thing or directly telling him to fuck
off."

You laugh at that, throwing your head back as you stare at Jungkook's eyes, the prominent scowl
catching your attention. "That wouldn't be a good idea, I mean telling him to fuck off... besides, we
have enough experience to the whole fake dating thing, huh?"

This time it's Jungkook who snorts at your joke, "Stop joking, I am mad."

"Why? Fuck him."

"Who exactly?"

"Both of them," you shrug, earning a chuckle from him. "Not gonna lie, I did feel bad a little bit
about lying to him but it's still better than directly explaining to him I'm not interested. He wasn't
completely vocal about it, but it was more than obvious. You know? It was such a bad situation.
Though, I don't understand why Yoongi decided to butt in at that exact moment... I honestly don't
know what that man thought."

"Maybe he has a crush on you too," Jungkook suggests, watching your expression as you bulge
your eyes out before you start laughing as if he told you the biggest joke. He stares wide eyed,
confused and not understanding what's so funny about it.

To him, it would make sense.

"Yeah, I think he's the least common person to have a crush on me."

"Why not? Didn't you hook up with him before?"

Your face freezes for a second, your mouth closing slowly as you seem genuinely taken back at the
sudden call out by Jungkook. Can you even call it that? It's not like he made it up or something.

"Well--but we both were drinking and he made it clear he's not interested," you manage to say, "I--
no, he definitely doesn't have a crush on me, Kook. I would know."

"Yeah, just like you're aware of all the male stares you get on the streets?" Jungkook scoffs
jokingly, staring knowingly at you as you gape at him.

He has always been telling you men turn around to take a look at you, which in fact you think he's
exaggerating. Yes, you're aware of some of them doing that but that's definitely in scenarios when
you look your best, going out and most men are like that. They stare at every woman.

"That's different," you argue, sliding your hands off his chest as you cross your arms over your
chest. "I see Yoongi every day, well, five days out of the week. He can be an asshole, but he's not
that bad, which is not the point right now, but he really is not interested in me."

"Yeah, just interested enough to fuck you before."

"Jungkook!" you exclaim, but he only just shrugs as he's trying to prove his point. His voice is
nowhere near shaming or angry, he's saying it completely normally with a light tone. "You're
wrong in that though. He didn't fuck me."

A confusion makes it on his face and he grimaces, looking confused as ever. "You told me you
hooked up."

"Well, yeah, but you cut me off before I could explain," you tell him in thought, lips frowning at
the argument that had taken place while you went ice-skating. "We didn't have sex."

Jungkook just stares, clearly shocked by the sudden information and he has no idea how to react,
but a weird grimace crosses on his features that it almost makes you laugh. "Do I even wanna
know what you did with that asshole?" he mutters, causing you to chuckle as you shrug.

"Nothing dramatic," you wave him off, "I just gave him a handjob and he ate me out. End of the
story,"

Now he fully makes a disgusted grimace that makes you laugh, ignoring as you slap him on his
buffed chest in disbelief. "Stop!"

"What?" Jungkook exclaims, bursting in laughter as he scrunches his nose and makes a gagging
sound.

"You're such a child!" you scold him, laughing with him as you slap him again but this time he
catches your wrists and holds them. It lasts only a moment as he suddenly lets you go but not
before he pokes you in your ribs, the annoying action you both often do to each other.

It causes you to curse at him, pouting right after as he cackles.

"Anyway, we got drunk and I was a horny mess. I guess he was too and it happened. But I didn't
fuck him."

"Thank god," Jungkook mutters and you kick him in the shin, not too violently of course as you sit
back on his bed again. "Why were you a horny mess?" he suddenly asks confusingly, causing you
to snort.

"Do you need a reason to be a horny mess? Don't you guys wake up with a hard dick just like
that?" you ask unbothered, leaning back on your elbows as Jungkook purses his lips. "But to be
completely honest... it was when you got back with Kiko and I had no one to have sex with,"

Jungkook's eyes almost bulge as he stares at you surprised, but that only lasts for a second as his
lips curve in a smirk and he joins you on his bed, laying down on his side as he plops onto his
elbow and holds his head, making himself comfortable.

"Oh god," you roll your eyes, "Don't look so smug, you moron."

Jungkook laughs, eyes crinkling to show how pleased he is by your confession, enjoying every bit
of this while you already know what's about to happen. He never misses any opportunity to not
only boost his ego, but to tease you whenever he can.

"So you missed me?"

"No, I missed your dick," you correct him, laughing when his face drops and he's obviously joking
because even his corners of lips start to twitch as he fights back his own laughter. "It was a tough
time, okay?" you exclaim dramatically, causing him to finally laugh.

"Well, you've got my dick now," he tells you lightly and amusingly, causing you to roll your eyes
again as you dramatically sigh. "I didn't know you missed it though."

"Oh, get over yourself!" you exclaim, Jungkook smirking immediately as you shake your head with
a grin on your lips before you shrug. "Come on, it doesn't take a genius to know I enjoyed us
having sex."

"You're right," Jungkook hums, your heart jumping at his deep and raspy voice in thought but at
the same time it doesn't sound too different than usual.

You feel your face getting hot and it definitely has something to do with the fact Jungkook doesn't
sound as if you just told him something new. He obviously acknowledges the fact you enjoyed and
enjoy having sex with him. Although, you've never talked about it before and you don't think
you're planning to confess how nobody has ever made feel sex so good, it's more than obvious you
both enjoy having sex together. Jungkook has no reason to think the opposite.

"I enjoy having sex with you too," Jungkook admits casually, your head almost cracking how fast
you snap it towards him, eyes watching him as he shamelessly stares at you as if he just made a
very casual confession.

You search his face, wondering if he can see how much his words affect you once again. If he has
any clue about the excitement bubbling in the pit of your stomach. And it seems as if your eyes
have their mind of their own because you eye him, letting his entire figure sink in as he lays on his
side with his head propped up, looking like a freaking model from a magazine despite he had spent
hours on a party.

From head to toe, Jungkook could be considered as a human being that is engraved by Gods
themselves and it's unfair how breathtaking he looks while doing a bare minimum. But that's
nothing new and you should've gotten used to it by now, still remembering the first time you met
him. He obviously looked different and younger those years ago, wasn't so muscular and big back
then, but looking good enough to make you slightly nervous to be in the company of such a
handsome guy.

Gawking at Jungkook, he absolutely enjoys the attention you're giving him but doesn't really do
much, he just lays there watching you with his full attention. Trying to break it off, you gasp and
frown at Jungkook when you notice another feature of his that is hard to miss.

"Is your dick seriously hard right now?" you scold him, not hiding your disbelief and grin as you
shake your head at him. Unbelievable.

He looks down at his crotch, looking back at you with a grin as he shamelessly and cockily shrugs.
"You talking about my dick gets me going."

"Oh, shut up," you tell him, sitting straight as you push his shoulder, causing him to budge a little
as he laughs.

Watching you standing up, you start to gather your things which are just your pajamas as you salute
to Jungkook.

"Where are you going?" he exclaims childishly, causing you to laugh as you don't even look across
your shoulder to give him a look.

"Taking a shower, don't you dare to sneak on me." you tell him, hearing him scoff loudly.

"You did it to me!" he shouts as you're already in your bathroom, still hearing him perfectly as you
take out your make-up bag from the bathroom counter and pull out make-up removal pads, along
with other products you need to take it off.

"What about me? I am hard!"

You snicker, wondering if it doesn't bother him if any of his neighbors could hear him – no matter
how big Jungkook's apartment is, you really doubt it is soundproof from his loud voice.

"Take care of it, bunny!" you yell back, amusement more than clear in your voice as Jungkook
scoffs once again causing you to giggle to yourself.

"Okay, I'm gonna rub myself one out! Don't come in here anytime soon!" he yells, informing you
as you facepalm yourself, laughing.

"Ew! Gross!"

"Man gotta help himself!" You can't with this man, that's for sure.

"Help yourself, champ. You got it!" you yell encouragely, bursting in laughter when you hear
Jungkook gasp in disbelief as he's silently laughing to himself.

"I thought you missed my dick!" he whines loudly.

The only response he gets is the clear sound of you shutting the bathroom door, your giggles heard
until a running water replaces them.

"Honestly, you're just too dramatic," you say, chewing on the tangerine you peeled for yourself
while face-timing Taehyung.

It's not rare for him to call you, but it's been a while since the two of you talked just like that and
considering Taehyung's complaints, it's more than clear he called you to vent. You've nothing
better to do anyway, it's Sunday and you've been enjoying the weekend just by sorting out your
things, watching movies and cooking for you and Jungkook, who's been busy this whole weekend.

Working the whole Saturday and coming home at night just to spend his Sunday locked in his
office, editing the set of photos that need to be done by the end of the week – which is today,
makes you feel bad for Jungkook. He had barely any time to eat and if it weren't for your annoying
pestering, you're not sure if he'd even eaten lunch.

It's close to the evening, the sun is slowly setting as you're sitting in the kitchen with your phone
propped against the fruit ball, facing Taehyung who's laying on his couch with chest bare, a sight
you're familiar with. The man loves to be half-naked when he's home.

"He bailed on me!" Taehyung exclaims, showing his annoyance at absent Jimin who's not here to
stand up for himself and you take it as your responsibility to do so.

"He's sick, Tae," you deadpan, peeling another tangerine while Taehyung loudly sighs. "He's
allowed to be sick, of course he doesn't feel like hanging out."

"He was fine yesterday when I talked to him!"

You raise your brow at him, stopping your task for a second to find him pucker his lips as you
sigh. "You guys are like a married couple, honestly."

"Ah, like you're the one to talk!" he says right away, scoffing at you as you give him a glare.

"Plus, didn't you say you spontaneously wanted to hang out? Not everyone is free all the time, Tae.
Not even Jimin."

He knows you've a point, you can see it in the way he looks away for a moment and is too stunned
for words. That's until another deep sigh makes it past his lips.

"Fuck, I know... I'm just so fucking bored. Zuri bailed on me too and I've got nothing to do."
Taehyung whines like a little child he sometimes is, too dramatic for his own good and you
snicker, already recognizing the look of boredom he sports.

"Who the fuck is Zuri?" you ask, brows furrowed in confusion as a smirk makes its way on his lips
at the mention of a woman.

"Ah, this hot chick I hooked up a few times. We were supposed to meet today but she cancelled on
me," Taehyung frowns, being reminded that he's been bailed by two people today.

For some reason, you do feel bad for him though. He's a social butterfly and although he has his
days when he just wants to do his own thing that doesn't require another person, you know he
quickly grows bored being by himself.

"Who even cancels on The Kim Taehyung?"

You snort, giggling as you shake your head at your friend. "Jimin and Zara, apparently."

"It's Zuri," Taehyung corrects you, "Don't worry about it, I couldn't get her name right the first
time too."

And that makes you laugh, Taehyung joining you as he finds the memory of him forgetting the
name of a woman he hooked up hilarious. Zuri wouldn't find it hilarious for sure, you actually feel
sorry for her but at the same time, she probably knew what she's getting herself into considering
Taehyung is very upfront with his potential hook-ups. Yes, he likes to fool around but he's not a
douchebag that treats women like trash. At the same time, you're sure he has managed to break a
few hearts as someone liked him too much to understand he's not interested in a relationship.

"I'm sure she loved that you couldn't remember her name right," you tell him with a full mouth,
ignoring the grimace he gives you to annoy you. "Is it really hard to remember a name of someone
you're about to have a sex with?"

"If you're wasted like I was then yes," Taehyung deadpans, making you giggle again.

"You're unbelievable, my friend." you tell him, conversation flowing to another direction as you
joke around and talk for a few more minutes until you bid goodbye.

You still have to go grocery shopping considering you gave up on it yesterday, too comfortable on
Jungkook's couch with a stomach full while binge-watching The Hunger Games.

Cleaning up your mess, you walk up to Jungkook's office and knock on the door, barely waiting for
any response before you slowly push the door open. It's not surprising to find him the same way
you did around lunch time. Sitting behind his desk, eyes big staring at the screen as the clicking
sounds of his mouse resounds while he doesn't even spare you a glance.

Walking up to him and standing behind him, you lean down to admire the photos he has taken and
is now editing in Photoshop. It never amazes you to see how talented he is and it's actually rare for
you to catch him working on this stuff, since he usually used to work when he was alone. This is
his work-time, so he obviously wasn't editing or working on anything while you hung out.

But as you take the picture he's editing into the sight, your heart clenches at the pregnant woman
who's holding her big belly. The colors are vibrant, looking pretty and alive as her soft pink dress
makes a great contrast with other colors and her skin tone.

You know Jungkook works on different kinds of photos, whether it's a family portrait, weddings or
photoshoots, he's very versatile with his skills and offers of service. Now that you think about it,
you remember him mentioning a couple of times he has done a pregnancy photoshoot, but it's not
something he does very often.

So to see the woman smiling happily at her belly, the growing child inside her, actually makes your
heart crack at the thought of Jungkook photographing this and now having to edit it. Maybe he
doesn't think about it too much, he's great at hiding his emotions when it comes to something so
heartbreaking that he has experienced. And once again, history is here to haunt him and a painful
reminder of what could've been is right in front of his eyes.

If Jungkook notices your lack of verbal response, he focuses on the picture instead as he skillfully
sharpens and improves the colors again.

Sighing, you sneak your arms around his neck and down his chest, resting your chin against the top
of his head. You're leaning against the back of his chair, staring at the picture.
"When did you take this?" you ask him quietly, hearing him clear his throat as he continues with
his work.

"Two weeks ago?" he answers unsurely, not really showing any kind of emotion which makes you
dubious if he's fine or only acting like he is in front of you.

"Are you okay with taking pictures like this?" you ask carefully, knowing it's a touchy subject and
the curiosity in you once again wins. It's not even about curiosity but more about your own worry
about Jungkook's well-being.

Obviously, he's in control of what job he's taking and if he didn't want to take this kind of
photoshoot, he had every right now to agree to this. In the worst case, he could've cancelled if this
was booked way before he discovered Kiko's lie. But knowing Jungkook, he's not the type to
cancel on anything and to be fair, you'd be proud of him for not letting it affect his work. On
another hand, you don't see a problem even if he did cancel it – if it meant it helps him and he
needs more time to heal.

"It's my job, Y/N," he points out quietly, giving you a little signal that maybe he's not completely
fine with it as he looks. You've known him for years, so you know the lack of emotion in his voice
is him hiding it.

Sighing, you don't mean to pry any more and you're slowly sliding your arms up, just to be stopped
by Jungkook's quiet voice.

"It wasn't exactly easy because thoughts kept coming to my mind whether I wanted it or not... but I
was focusing on my work, so I tried to block them, you know?"

You straighten, coming to his desk to face him as he slightly pushes the chair away to give you
more space while you lean against the wooden desk.

"But I'm fine, really. I can't break down at every sight of a pregnant woman or something. I do feel
sad because like I said, it makes me think of questions like what if... but I'm gonna live." he assures
you, giving you a soft smile as you react the same before you give him a gentle nod.

"I need you to live, who's gonna be my best friend?" you joke, trying to lighten up the mood.

Hair put in a man-bun while you're sure the hair tie in his hair is yours, you watch as his features
relax and he gives you an amused grin showing the set of his front teeth. Despite the fact he has
been locked in his office the entire day and wearing one of his lazy home outfits – which is similar
to yours; a pair of sweatpants and a random shirt – he looks slightly tired from staring into the
computer screen for hours but still handsome as ever.

"Oh, get out," he scoffs but laughs with you, "Who were you talking to? I heard you laughing." he
asks, changing the topic as you chuckle at the instant memory of Taehyung and his dramatic call.

"Taehyung. Apparently Jimin and one of his hook-ups bailed on him, so he's been feeling...
offended, petty? You know him," you laugh and Jungkook nods, chuckling at Taehyung as well.
"I'm going to the groceries, you want something?"

Jungkook looks surprised as he thinks. "Oh, shit. We were supposed to go yesterday, weren't we?"

"Nah, it's fine. You were working and I was too lazy to go," you shrug, "The fridge isn't empty, I'm
sure there is enough food to cook something for tomorrow but I've been craving some snacks, so
I'm gonna get them." you explain.
"Snacks? There is a whole cupboard full of snacks." Jungkook reminds you, although you feel the
need to correct him that the cupboard is no longer totally full – thanks to his midnight visits to eat
some snacks in the middle of the night, despite his current "diet" as he likes to whine about.

"My period is coming, I need different snacks." you tell him, his brows shooting up as he chuckles
and nods in understanding.

"Do you want me to come with you?" he asks, leaning comfortably against his chair as you shake
your head.

To be completely fair, you hate having to go grocery shopping alone but that's exactly what you
were doing back when you were living alone because there was no other choice. Well, it's not like
you can't do it. You're an adult but you prefer to go with someone else. But Jungkook is working
and you're completely fine with going by yourself.

"Nah, it's fine. You should finish this, so you can finally rest." you remind him as he playfully rolls
his eyes at you.

"Are you taking a car?"

"No, I think I'm just gonna walk there. It's not that far away and I've been sitting on my ass the
whole weekend." you explain to him as he frowns a little.

"It's about to get dark," he informs you as if you didn't know and it makes you chuckle. "I'm going
with you. We can take my car and buy groceries for the next week while we're there." he tells you,
already reaching for the mouse to click off his opened tabs.

"You sure? You're working."

"This was my final picture anyway. I'm done," he informs you, saving the pictures and files as he
finally turns off the computer. "Let me just grab my wallet and keys, and we can go."

You nod, both of you scurrying out of his office to get your things before you get into Jungkook's
car as he drives you to the nearby store.

It's weird to be thinking this, but it actually feels therapeutic to just go and shop, even though
Jungkook has been tossing so many unnecessary items you definitely don't need. So you remind
him of his diet but he only acts as if he hasn't heard you, ignoring you which makes you laugh.

You push the cart through different aisles, mostly stopping in the candy and snacks section so you
can finally decide what your heart – or more like stomach – desires for, while Jungkook disappears
somewhere to grab some of his needed groceries. By the time you're done, your cart is somehow
almost full but that's only because you've bought more meat, vegetables, fruit and more basic food
that it's needed.

Both busy standing in line and then putting your items onto the conveyor belt, you're both in your
own thoughts until it's your turn. Just as you're about to greet a young cashier that looks to be your
age, your eyes meet but that's until Jungkook tosses something else onto the belt. You and her both
look at the sudden item being tossed, your cheeks flaming hot when you notice it's a package of
condoms. The girl looks behind you, your own eyes following the vision as you're met with
unbothered looking Jungkook who gives you a shrug.

"We ran out,"

Oh god. Turning around, you feel your cheeks hot as the woman looks just as shy as a quiet
greeting leaves past her lips and so does yours. You quickly move to put scanned groceries back to
your cart as Jungkook can't help but have the time of his life looking at your flustered and
evidently shy face.

Giving him glare amuses him even more, no matter how inconspicuously you're trying to do it with
your head facing downwards only for your eyes to glare up at him. But the overly confident and
amused man has the audacity to actually send you a wink, completely distracting you until you
realize he's paying with his card all your groceries. You haven't separated it, since most food you'll
share but you were planning on paying for it. You'll just send him money later.

"Have a good evening," The cashier politely says, cheeks red as she realizes how it sounds and her
wide eyes look at Jungkook, thankfully not staring at you.

But Jungkook isn't affected at all, raising the corner of his lips up. "We will," he tells her with a
completely amused tone while you wish for the floor to swallow you whole. "Have a lovely
evening." And he takes the receipt from her hands, bowing slightly towards her as the woman is
too stunned to speak and barely manages to bid the last goodbye.

You're rushing out of the shop, smacking Jungkook in the arm as soon as you're out while he
cackles at your flustered face.

"Condoms, really?" you scold him once you stop at the truck of his car, he opens it with his keys
still in the pocket of his jacket.

"What? We need them, we really ran out," he laughs and you shake your head at him, grinning at
the absurd situation. You did run out, since the last time you had sex Jungkook used the last
condom – it's hazy but you do remember him tossing away the empty box. "Come on, it's a
completely normal thing!" Jungkook exclaims, laughing as you start laughing.

"No, I know," you tell him, both of you putting your groceries in his truck. "The poor woman is
probably traumatized because of you."

"Oh, please, she most likely has sex too," Jungkook tells you, scoffing amusingly.

"It was about your behavior later, you moron and you know it," you scold him, causing him to
laugh as he doesn't hide it and shrugs with a grin. "You made her flustered."

"I have that effect on women," Jungkook muses, pursing his lips cockily as you roll your eyes, both
of you bursting in laughter again.

"Sure, Jeon, whatever helps you sleep at night." you sing out to him, pushing the cart to take it
back to its designated place while Jungkook shoots you a playful grin, closing the trunk as he gets
inside the car waiting for you to join him.

The rest of the evening is spent nice, maybe not how Jungkook made fun of and insinuated to the
poor cashier. None of you actually make a move to have sex once you get home and take care of
the groceries. You both relax while binge-watching 'You', Jungkook urging you to go to sleep once
your head keeps falling and eyes can no longer stay open. So you take a shower, accepting the
warmth and softness of Jungkook's bed right after, waiting for him to join you after his shower.

And once he does, the two of you fall asleep in a comfortable darkness and silence, enjoying the
few hours until your alarms wake you up in the morning.

If you had to name one person that you truly don't understand, you'd know right away who that
person is. A man with sharp eyes, usually a stone cold expression that has made you believe he's
not as bad as he represents himself but then he reminds you that he's not just a man of those
features. It's a man who has invoked a new profound ability to irritate you to the core.

Monday is just like any other Monday at work – everyone has jumped straight into their
responsibilities and daily tasks, although the party that happened on Friday is still merely discussed
amongst the staff.

Despite your nonchalant and cold attitude you've been giving to Yoongi today, the day isn't as bad
since you're absorbed in your own work. To be completely exact, you're not even sure if you're
giving any attitude to him since you've been ignoring him whenever he was in the same room but
it's not like he's been asking for your attention. But at least, you used to spare him a glance or a
brief nod in greeting which definitely isn't happening today.

And you've no idea if it's for your current and today's attitude towards him, or if he can still
remember the look of disappointment you gave him as him and Jungkook almost went for each
other's necks – you've no idea what makes him approach you first.

Because Yoongi never approaches someone first, not if it's work related which you're sure this is
not.

"Can we talk?" He approaches you all of a sudden and you hold yourself back from flinching at the
sudden voice next to you, not expecting anyone to approach you just like that.

To be fair, you haven't even noticed him since your eyes have been locked onto your phone – using
your break to drink tea and drive away the short-lasting boredom for a moment.

You let your eyes set on him briefly, sparing him a glance as you're staying leaned against the
counter in the break-room.

"I'm on my break," you murmur, pettily staring back into your phone but not before you take a
small spit of your tea, setting the cup beside you as the man in front of you sets a burning gaze at
you.

"I can see that," he mutters back smartly, causing even more annoyance to bubble inside of you.
"I'm using my own break to talk to you, so you could show some gratitude."

At this, you scoff loudly and your ignoring facade breaks just like that. "You're a real asshole, you
know that?"

"Tell me something you haven't told me yet," he tells you, shrugging as you scoff again, avoiding
his sharp eyes in fear otherwise you're going to jump on him and strangle him to death. "I'm here to
apologize."

And you laugh, bitterly and amusingly at the same time as you laugh in his face which makes him
frown and takes a lot of control not to just turn around and leave.

You really are pissing him off and you don't probably even realize it. And maybe he's not the most
self-reflective person, he knows he wasn't completely good to you. And he hates that he actually
feels guilty and it's your stupid face you made on Friday before you left.

"Min Yoongi and apologizing?" you scoff, "That's hard to believe." you tell him honestly, still
sounding bitter but you eye him suspiciously. Well, Yoongi can't blame you for being suspicious
when it comes to something as an apology from him.
"Well, then believe it," he mutters, not hiding his annoyance but he has never done that when it
comes to you, nor anyone else.

You stay quiet, raising your brow at him as he expects any response from you to help him, but he
doesn't get it which makes him let out an annoyed huff.

"I'm sorry for how I acted on Friday." he says bluntly and almost robotically, so emotionless that it
actually makes you burst into laughter.

"You're so shitty at apologizing. Have you ever apologized before?" you ask, met with a glare in
return.

"For your information yes, very rarely and a long time ago but yes," He rolls his eyes, "So, I
apologized. Bye."

"Wait," you call out to him as he's about to turn around, staring at him in disbelief. "That's it? I
apologized and bye? Don't you have anything more to say?" You know you're pushing your luck
but a simple sorry doesn't cut it for how he acted.

"What do you want me to say?" he sighs, "Sorry I was an asshole. Good?"

"Well, perhaps you could start with why you are sorry. And not just because you are an asshole,
because we all know that."

"God, how does he put up with you?" he murmurs under his nose, causing you to glare at him as
you put your phone next to your cup just to cross your arms over your chest.

He hesitates, staring at you instead but is met with another raise of your brow as you wait
expectantly. Sighing both in defeat and annoyance, he rubs his skin behind his ear as he smacks his
lips.

"I shouldn't have interfered into your business with Benjamin and your boyfriend,"

Ignoring the way he calls Jungkook your boyfriend, mocking you, you keep glaring at him.

"I took it too far."

"Why did you do it though?" you ask him, still eyeing him as if he should burst in laughter and tell
you he's joking. You'd like to think you know him to some extent, and you do. But it's hard to
detect whether he's really sincere or playing some tricks on you.

But the sight of him shifting on his spot, visibly looking uncomfortably as discomfort is visible on
his scrunched and frowned features, makes you think that he might be sincere after all.

"Why did you butt in just to call me out? You knew Benjamin was interested in me, yet you told
him about Jungkook which okay, I have no idea how that came up in your conversation with him
but fine... it happened and you didn't exactly lie to him,"

You know it would be a douche move to tell him that he didn't have to tell him about Jungkook. If
he was on your side, he could've just stayed quiet and not assure Benjamin Jungkook is only your
friend. But it's stupid because he didn't lie, something you did. You and Yoongi aren't friends, yet
he knows some things about your life that strangers shouldn't know – but it's your own fault for
being open to him because despite his annoying personality, some things aren't that hard to tell
him.
You guess it's more about the fact he should've been on your side, or at least something you'd
appreciate about him if he did that. But he didn't. In a way, you feel slightly betrayed but can you
be surprised? Like you said, you and him aren't friends.

"But you still decided to stick your nose and make Benjamin think as if he has a chance. I lied and I
feel fucking guilty about it, but it was the better way to not hurt him."

"Or it was a better way for you so you didn't have to confront him and make yourself
uncomfortable," Yoongi tells you, your mouth hanging open because you feel absolutely called
out.

And you feel even more guilty than ever when you realize that he's right. You didn't exactly decide
to lie to Benjamin just for your sake, so he's wrong about that. You lied for your and Benjamin's
sake and Jungkook helped you with it.

Benjamin might not be a completely bad person, but the way he looked at you when Jungkook was
next to you and the tone he talked with – it's something that made you extremely uncomfortable.
Something Jungkook noticed that night and decided to pretend to be your boyfriend for your own
sake.

"I'm not perfect, Yoongi," you remind him through your clenched teeth, "I did it for both my and
his sake. It still doesn't excuse you for butting in and acting like an idiot. Is it really that fun to
annoy me? Do you really hate me that much?"

Yoongi opens his mouth, a little perplexed by the sudden questions thrown at him. "I don't hate
you, Y/N."

"Well, you sure make it seem like that," you scoff, "Couldn't you just mind your business? I just
don't understand why you did that."

"Because I'm an asshole," he tells you honestly, "I really was bored and I didn't know what harm
I'd cause."

"You're unbelievable. You never know, Yoongi," you tell him angrily, not hiding your
disappointment. "I know we aren't friends but I was at least expecting you to have my back." you
scoff at yourself.

Maybe you're making this more dramatic than it has to be. You didn't even know how much this
whole thing upsets you and that you actually were expecting him to have your back, not until now.

"You women are dramatic, just another reminder why I'd rather deal with guys," Yoongi
comments, making you look at him furiously as the corners of his mouth twitch but he controls
himself, sighing. "Like I said, I crossed a line and I'm sorry for that. You're right, it wasn't my
business and if Benjamin made you feel uncomfortable, you did what you thought is right,"

You stare at him.

"I still think you should've been upfront with him. You shouldn't care about others feelings too
much, be more honest because than it'll backfire at you,"

Did he just give you advice?

It's funny how you've been told you're honest your whole life. And you are. You know you're
straight-forward, honest and blunt. But it does not always apply to every situation and it really
depends on that situation you're in. For example, you really wanted to spare Benjamin's feelings
because he has never openly said he likes you or anything like that. If he did, you'd be honest with
him and tell him politely you're not interested. You wouldn't have to lie to him.

"So now that's done, my business here is finished." Yoongi says, smacking his hands together as he
gives you a tight smile and turns around without another word.

You stand there speechless, staring in disbelief as his figure slowly disappears among the group of
people who enter the break-room. Shaking yourself out of your stunned state, you finish your tea
quickly and go back to work.

It's around lunch time, too consumed with your work and not feeling hungry at all, that you stay
behind and work on some calls that need to be made when you see Yoongi again. You're surprised
he's still lingering there considering most people from this department went out for lunch. But his
sharp and expressionless face is not the first thing you see and it is not an indication of him still
being in the building.

It's the paper bag with a croissant in it being tossed onto your desk that makes you jump, rushing to
apologize to the woman who's on the phone with you that sounds concerned on the other line.
Looking at Yoongi, you see him briefly giving you a look – noticing he's wearing a jacket that
means he was outside and came back just now.

The woman's voice is just an empty sound you can't concentrate on, not as you watch Yoongi
giving you no other reaction as he drags his feet to his desk, holding his own paper bag from the
bakery nearby. For the rest of the day, he doesn't spare you a glance but you're not innocent either
because you never thank him for the croissant he bought you. You didn't ask for it but you still
appreciate it.

None of you mention it but that's how things are with you. Some things are better left unsaid – at
least that's how things are better with Yoongi.

When you come home after a long day, the apartment is quiet and for a moment you think
Jungkook is working outside again, but that's soon to be proved wrong when you hear sounds
coming from his office. The door stays closed and you tell yourself you're going to wait for him to
come outside to ask him if he wants the take-away tonight. You're too tired to cook tonight, plus
you feel the sudden pressure in your lower back and stomach from time to time, knowing it's just a
matter of time before the first round of cramps will make themselves known.

You could just go there and knock, ask him if he wants something to eat since there's nothing
cooked and you'd like to eat something before you fall into your state of pain and uncomfortable
period symptoms. But you decide to wait a little bit longer, hearing voices which makes you
wonder if he's calling with someone. Plus, whenever he has his office door closed you don't like to
interrupt him because even if he never said anything about it, you know he closes the door to have
privacy and time to work.

So in the meantime, you take a warm shower and make yourself an alchemilla tea after you change
into more comfortable clothes. You wait a few minutes, texting with Jimin for a minute as you ask
him if he's alright since Taehyung told you he's apparently sick. He doesn't give you too many
details, just says he must have caught a cold but it's nothing serious, he's still going to work like
any other adult person that's scared to take a sick leave.

Your stomach grumbles a little, notifying you of hunger considering you haven't eaten much today
and you weren't exactly hungry, until now. Seeing Jungkook has been locked in his office ever
since you came, you decide to knock on his door after all.
Fist in the air to knock and brows furrow, you hear another voice that definitely isn't coming from
the phone and you realize Jungkook has someone in there. It is weird because he has never
mentioned anything about visitors but you don't pay too much attention to it, since he can invite
whoever he wants to his home. You just wonder how you could have not noticed the extra pair of
shoes in the entry that doesn't belong to you or Jungkook.

Knocking, you hear Jungkook let out a response with a short "Yeah?" causing you to open the door
to find two pairs of eyes already staring at you. Even through your confusion at the sight of another
woman sitting right next to Jungkook behind his desk, you greet both of them as they greet you
back.

"Hey, how is it going?" you ask, smiling at the young woman that seems to be familiar but there is
barely enough time for you to think about when you have seen her before.

"Good, I'm just showing Ester my recent works," Jungkook answers happily, grinning at Ester who
gives him a shy smile and seems to be a little surprised by your sudden appearance. "Oh, you met
her before, you remember? In the club?"

Ah, that's where you know her from. She's the woman Taehyung was trying to introduce to
Jungkook which turned out to actually happen. According to the words he said to you that night, he
just wanted Jungkook to meet someone and talk to someone new.

Turns out they have more in common since she's a photographer too, which would probably
explain why she's here and they're both looking at Jungkook's work on his computer.

"Ah, yes, hi! It's good to see you again," you tell her with a smile, still unsure of her presence but
you have no reason to be impolite.

She's pretty just like you remember her being that night. Well, she definitely wears less make-up
and you get to see her features more clearly, since you're out of the darkness of the club where you
saw her the last time. The same could be said to you because even if you weren't putting the best
effort in your appearance that night, your face is make-up free and you are wearing baggy clothes
right now. Still, she definitely looks more presentable than you at the moment.

"Y/N, right?" she asks and you nod, "It's good to see you again." she says back, returning the polite
smile as you look back at Jungkook which catches his attention since you're reminded why you're
here.

"I was just about to order some food, I'm not in the mood to cook tonight. Do you guys want
something?" you ask, well both of them since Ester is here and it would be impolite not to include
her.

It seems like Jungkook took care of her since there's a bowl of snacks on the desk and he must've
offered her a drink too. Your can of sprite to be exact but it's not like it matters.

"Oh, no, thank you! I'm leaving actually," Ester informs you, glancing at Jungkook as they look at
each other until he glances back at you.

"Sure, I'll just have the same you order for yourself," Jungkook tells you, "Thanks."

You nod, feeling like it's a fried wings type of night knowing what order Jungkook would choose
anyway. You excuse yourself, giving them one final smile before you close the door and leave
them up to their business.

By the time you order the food and make yourself comfortable on Jungkook's couch, cuddled up
with a blanket that's wrapped around your body, the door of Jungkook's office opens.

"...like I said, it's nothing to be stressed about. I've seen your work and I wouldn't recommend you
if I didn't believe in you. You'll do great..." You hear Jungkook, Ester nodding at him with a smile
that shows gratitude.

She bids you a goodbye once she notices you on the couch and the sounds coming from the
television. You sit upright, waving at her and saying goodbye to her, ignoring the sharp pain in
your lower stomach. You hear their muffled voices for a minute or two until the front door is
closed.

Pressing the heating pad on your stomach, you pray the food delivery will arrive soon so you can at
least eat something before you go to sleep. Jungkook's feet paddle against the floor as he joins, the
space next to you bending slightly under his bed.

"Did you order the food?" he asks lightly, checking what you're watching just to find you're binge-
watching Harry Potter again which makes him mentally chuckle.

"Yeah, it should be here soon," you answer, voice muffled by the blanket as Jungkook frowns,
noticing your state.

"You okay?"

"I just got my period," you tell him, glancing at him just to not be able to hold back the pout that
makes it onto your lips.

"Aw," Jungkook lets out, "Did you take something?"

"Yeah, it got too uncomfortable," you answer, "Sometimes it's manageable but there is a month
when it gets too much."

Jungkook nods, staring at you in a pity wishing he could do something for you but he knows
there's nothing much he can do. So he just cuddles to you, slightly frightened you'll tell him to fuck
off considering women are unpredictable when on their period, joining your warm space under the
blanket.

He kisses you into your hair, hand placed over your stomach to already find the heating pad there.

"Do you need anything?" he asks, causing you to shake your head.

"No, thanks," you tell him quietly, "I already made myself a tea, took a painkiller and have my
heating pad," you inform him which makes him nod. "But you could rub my tummy, if you're so
willing to help." you tell him with a giggle across your shoulder which makes him laugh.

Never misses an opportunity for some good rubbing, Jungkook thinks as he shakes his head at you
with a grin plastered on his lips, hand already pushing the heating pad away to caress your aching
lower stomach.

You hum comfortably, the painkiller already starting to work as the intervals of your cramps
mitigate slowly.

"How was your day?" Jungkook asks quietly beside you, head resting against one of the cushions
as he watches the movie with you.

"You're not going to believe it but Yoongi actually apologized to me today," you share the news
excitedly with him, Jungkook rolling his eyes at the mention of the annoying man just right when
you lay on your back, motioning for Jungkook to continue with his caressing. "And he bought me a
croissant for lunch."

"You didn't eat lunch?" Jungkook frowns, your turn to roll your eyes at him.

"Wasn't hungry that much," you mutter, feeling as if you're about to get scolded by your parents but
Jungkook just sighs. "Anyways, he did apologize in his style but I was so shocked that he did."

"He had a reason to apologize," Jungkook says and you nod, shrugging.

"Yeah, well, he never apologizes so I guess that's why I was so shocked."

"What a lovely man..." Jungkook says sarcastically, causing you to smack your lips as you raise
your brow at him.

So you share everything that's been said between you and him, not forgetting to point out he
actually admitted that it wasn't any of his business and that he crossed a line. Jungkook just nods,
not really giving you any verbal response even though the clear annoyance of topic 'Yoongi' is very
much visible. Ending this topic of conversation, you ask him about his day and even though you
don't voice it out, Jungkook sees your curiosity of Ester's sudden presence in his home.

"I was editing the entire day, made some bookings and things like that," Jungkook tells you, "I
invited Ester because... you remember when I told you about Junho offering me the job?"

You nod.

"Yeah, well he was looking for another person and Ester came to my mind. We followed each
other the night we met at the club. She finished college two years ago and has been trying to start
her own business, but she's still pretty new at it but she's really good at what she's doing. I get the
feeling she's very insecure about her work and it's sad because she really is talented. So I asked her
if she would be interested in working with me on the project in your company. She's been
struggling financially as well, from what I've understood and I know how hard it is to start. I had
no one to explain things to me or help me, it sucks when you have no one. So I offered to help."
Jungkook explains, telling you how the two of them actually met again.

"That's sweet of you, Kook," you tell him genuinely, smiling at your friend that just shrugs as if it
was nothing. "Show me her Insta." you propose, so he momentarily stops rubbing your stomach to
pull out the phone out of his pants.

With one hand, he opens the app and hands you the phone to check her account.

There aren't that many pictures of her, most of them just of nature and animals but there are some
people that look like her friends. In one or two she's in them as well but there are no solo shots of
her, which to be honest you'd expect the opposite because she looks photogenic.

"Wow, she really is good." you hum as Jungkook silently agrees, tossing his phone next to him
once you hand him the device.

"We just showed more of our stuff to each other and I kinda explained to her what the project is
about, what her role is going to be in it. I mean, Junho said he'll tell me more details soon so it's not
like I know everything about it."

"Yeah, there isn't much information or further details yet. At least nothing you already don't know,"
you inform him, knowing the further details should be discussed this week. "I'll look into it
tomorrow, it's supposed to happen in two months and we don't have much time to organize
everything."

All of you in the company have to make sure everything is planned and settled. Two months might
seem like a long time but it really is not. You have to have everything planned for the next big
meeting which should happen with Mr. Huang who's going to be present through a video call, so
you can present it to him and make sure everything is up to date.

Glancing at Jungkook, you find him staring at you with a mischievous smirk which makes you
laugh in confusion.

"What are you staring at?"

"You're kinda hot when you talk business,"

You burst in laughter, ignoring the little butterflies his compliment caused.

"Shut up," you scold him, interrupted with a buzzing notification from your phone. "The food's
here."

But Jungkook is already standing up, getting the food and coming back quickly with the delicious
smell of fried wings and fries which makes you almost moan. You dig right in, stuffing your face
until you're too full to continue but Jungkook assures you he'll gladly finish the food.

When you mention and tease him about his diet, all he gives you in response is a great view of his
tattooed middle finger.

You can't believe your desperation.

With the absence of Jungkook for the past couple of days, the only time you got to properly talk to
him were the evenings whenever you'd watch a one episode of some show, you realize that you got
slightly needy.

Maybe it's the fact that Jungkook has been barely home, working on his own projects to the point
he couldn't join you in mini-golfing with Jimin and Taehyung last weekend, which was the only
time you've hung out ever since you moved into Jungkook's place. It's not his fault and you
completely understand that.

If he's home, he's usually back in his office working again and you could clearly see how exhausted
and busy he has been. Work isn't the only thing that occupies his free time. He makes sure to go to
the gym to keep himself sane, which you understand, because you've your own routine to do
whenever you come back home after a busy day. A lot less productive than Jungkook working out
for two full hours.

You still have time to talk about your day but the true absence which makes you desperate is
Jungkook's touch. It sounds silly and you think of it this way because you're not ready to have sex
every day. But you're not going to lie – your period ended and you kind of expected something to
happen, whether it was a way to make each other feel good after an exhausting day or just simply
using the fact you're hooking up.

The truth is that nothing happened which again, you actually understand because Jungkook seems
to be too busy and his head is in other places.

You obviously couldn't have sex while you were on your period, at least it's not something you
wanted to brought up to the table. But after your period ended, things just stayed the same. Busy
and absent.

It's got to be your hormones, you're sure of it. Because at first you were fine with not having sex at
every opportunity, even if there weren't that many to begin with.

But Jungkook would just do his own thing and so would you. Sleeping next to him being shirtless
definitely hasn't been helping. Or the sight of him coming out of the shower with nothing but a
towel wrapped lowly on his hips.

Anyway, the lack of Jungkook's touch or him showing any interest in you made you want to stomp
like a little kid. It's true Jungkook is usually the one to initiate sex or anything intimate. The only
time you actually initiated something was when you were tipsy.

Shortly said, you grew tired after a week of nothing happening and it's been only recently that
you've started to feel sexually frustrated. And the memories of Jungkook innocently brushing his
hand past your lower back in the mornings whenever you'd meet in the kitchen before your work
has definitely sparked the flame of desperation and horniness. Or the fresh scent of him whenever
he'd come out of the shower, hair still wet and skin glistening.... Fuck.

You've heard him playing a video game when you brought him the cinnamon rolls you've baked
today – a poor attempt at trying to distract yourself. Honestly, it's not that dramatic but he's not
working anymore and you kind of salivate at the thought of his dick. Plus, the last time you had sex
was when you were attending your company's party together – the simply memory of that is giving
you butterflies.

Walking into his office and being met with gun shooting sounds, you find him in the same position
as you've last seen him with the only difference of an empty plate on the desk.

Shamelessly, you stand behind his chair and sneak your arms down his chest, chin resting on top of
his head as you stare at the game. He barely pays you attention, cursing under his breath when he
misses the shot but shows his great gaming skills when he manages to kill the other character.

His hair smells nice of his shampoo, looking fluffy and wild considering there's no hair-tie that
holds it in place this time. His chest feels hard under your touch, your hands itching to touch him
some more but clearly, your presence isn't important right now because Jungkook's big eyes stay
glued on the screen.

"Kook," you whine, "How long are you going to play this game?"

"Why?" Jungkook murmurs, cursing right before a triumphal "Ha!" startles you.

"I'm bored," you tell him, standing straight as you keep your arms next to your body, slowly
walking around the chair to lean against his desk to face him.

But no response is heard from the man in front of you, who's too immersed in that stupid game of
his which makes you purse your lips in annoyance. He's making this very hard and while you're
trying to do things in a subtle way, you're not sure how long you'll be capable of doing that.

You groan silently, poking your head in Jungkook's direction which makes him frown. "Y/N!" he
scolds you loudly, whining when you're covering most of his screen.

"Jungkook we've barely been hanging out lately," you whine, fully realizing you sound like a bratty
child but who cares. Jungkook clearly doesn't as he hums, making you wonder if he's even listening
to you. "Can we hang out?"
"What do you want to do?" he asks mindlessly, pressing the keyboard's button repeatedly.

"I don't know...." you mutter, pouting as you slightly rock on your heels, whining loudly when
Jungkook totally ignores you once again.

So you stand in front of him, earning a fit of complaints right away. This way Jungkook finally
looks at you, frowning with a pout on his own lips before he grabs your waist and tries to pull you
away. "It's the final round! Babe, come on! I'm gonna do everything you want later, just let me
finish this!" he says too quickly, probably not even realizing what the stupid petname caused to
your burning flame of desire between your thighs.

Sighing, you move to let him finish the stupid game while the loud sigh of relief resounds from
him once he notices he luckily hasn't been killed yet.

So you stand there, looking grumpy as ever while you listen to constant keyboard smashing and
clicking caused by Jungkook's quick fingers.

Three minutes later, when you're debating to leave because this is ridiculous, Jungkook finally
smacks his hands in one quick and hard clap, showing his smug joy of winning. He leans back
against the chair, stretching his neck before he finally gives you the attention you've been
desperately trying to get.

"What's up?"

You scoff, laughing at the absurdity of this situation.

That catches Jungkook's attention and his eyes slightly widen in surprise and confusion, hands
reaching for your hips as he brings you closer to him and you let him. Pulling you to his lap, you sit
on his thighs with heart picking up pace with each second you're closer to him.

"Is there a reason why you're being this needy?" he chuckles, cocking his head to the side slightly.

You're not sure what possesses you but suddenly his gaze seems too much, so you lean your head
against the crook of his neck, using the fact he can't see your face this way.

"I'm just bored," you murmur, feeling his hand on your hip as he squeezes it.

You don't see him poking his tongue into the inside of his cheek, a knowing smirk on his lips as he
hums against you. You're never this needy and you wouldn't come here just because you're bored.
You'd scold him or do anything else rather than having that look in your eyes. You probably don't
know how easy it is to read you.

Jungkook didn't realize the reason for you coming here, not until you just stood by with a weird
look on your face, clearly preventing yourself from either saying or doing something. So he has
taken the chance to touch you and bring you closer to him. And what did you do? Listened to him
like an obeyed puppy and that's when he knew.

"Just bored, huh?" Jungkook chuckles again, trying his best not to laugh at the way you cling to
him like a little child, sitting on his lap like it's the best place to sit in. "You sure there's nothing
else?"

And that's when you groan, throwing your head back for a dramatic moment which causes
Jungkook to laugh while his hand caresses your hip. "You know..." you simply tell him, causing
him to snort.
"Of course, I know. It's not hard to tell you're horny,"

"Jungkook!" you whine, hiding your face into the crook of his face embarrassingly while he enjoys
the embarrassment you're currently experiencing.

"What? Just say you want sex, babe, it's not a crime." he teases you, causing you to groan in
response.

"Don't say it like that," you mutter, "It's the stupid hormones."

Jungkook hums in response, giving the side of your ass a small smack. "Okay, let me just play one
round and I'll take care of you."

Face flushed, you groan both in annoyance and embarrassment. "Seriously? You've been playing
this for hours."

"Let's not be dramatic, it's barely been an hour," Jungkook rolls his eyes playfully at you, "You
gotta be patient."

"You're doing this on purpose," you comment, huffing a little. "Is game seriously more important
than sex with me?"

Jungkook cackles, "God, you're so needy," he murmurs cheekily, "Of course it's not, but I want to
play this final round. So be a good girl, either sit on my lap and watch or wait for me in the
bedroom."

Ignoring the urge to press your thighs together, you wonder what possessed Jungkook to say things
like this because that's certainly another side of Jungkook.

"Jeon, I'm so wet, you've no idea." you admit desperately, placing a kiss on his jaw as you slowly
start kissing his neck – your secret weapon to make him pay more attention to you. He sits there,
letting you kiss and occasionally suck onto his skin, not too much though since you don't want to
leave any marks.

For a moment you actually feel bad considering now Jungkook finally has free time to do
something for himself, other than hitting the gym and other things he does to occupy himself. But
just like Jungkook called you, you're being needy and probably selfish as well because you don't
care about his stupid game. And as you sneak your hand between your bodies, locating his crotch
idea you make sure to squeeze the soft bulge that's in his sweatpants. Fuck, this man isn't wearing
anything underneath and you quickly have to catch yourself from moaning out loud.

"Now you're playing dirty," Jungkook groans, letting you rub his bulge as you smirk against his
neck.

"If you don't want me, it's okay just tell me." you murmur, stopping your movements for a second
since you had a courage to even say out loud the possibility of him not wanting to have sex with
you right now. Which surely would be okay because he's allowed not to want sex whenever you
want and vice versa – you'd be just fucking embarassed if that's the case right now since you've
stooped low by clearly showing him your neediness.

"You crazy?" Jungkook chuckles, "I always want you."

And he's not lying because his dick in your hold hardens even through the thin material of his
sweatpants.
"Then fuck me, do something." you whine, ignoring how much wet it feels between your thighs by
his shameless confession.

You're not sure if he really means it or said it just for your sake – but it doesn't matter. He's clearly
getting hard.

"You know what?" Jungkook hums in a low tone, "Go grab a condom from my nightstand," he
tells you, giving your ass another smack as you straighten, sparkles of excitement in your eyes as
you meet his gaze.

He hides a grin, licking his bottom lip as his gaze momentarily falls onto your lips.

"Bring the toy as well."

You freeze, staring at him with wide eyes before you look around confusingly.

Yes, since there's not many of your things at your own apartment – you obviously took the box
with the sex toy in it as well. You certainly weren't planning to leave it for the woman that's about
to move in there. Not that Jungkook gave you a choice since he told you to not forget to bring it as
well – which you would even without him telling you but the fact he reminded you of it made you
feel even more excited.

"Bring it... here?"

"Just do as I say," Jungkook tells you, grinning when he notices you rolling your eyes at him but
you obey.

Standing up, you walk out of the office to his bedroom, quickly opening the new package of
condoms before you take out the single foil. Glancing at the box that's placed in the corner of the
room, you bite your lower lip before you quickly pull out the sex toy too. You're not sure what
Jungkook is planning but you trust him, knowing it'll be worth it. He hasn't fucked you in his office
yet, so maybe that's what he wants right now. Although, you don't exactly understand where
exactly he wants to have sex since there's still bunch of your boxes and disassembled bed taking
most of the space.

Not burdening your mind with it, you quickly grab the things and make your way over there.
Jungkook is already setting the new game for him and you stare, giving him a look as he motions
you with his head to come closer. You do, setting things down to his desk as he sits back onto his
chair again, eyeing you up and down.

You certainly don't look too attractive. Wearing leggings and one of his baggy shirts you found
laying on the washing machine in the bathroom the other day, you can't say you look your hottest
at the moment.

"Take off your leggings and panties," he tells you casually, causing you to almost choke as you
look at him dumbfounded, but he cocks his brow at you in challenge.

"Is–"

"Just do it," he cuts you off, motioning with his hand for you to get to it.

You hate how many butterflies and sparks it gives you.

So you listen to him, taking off your clothes just like he told you to with his eyes on you the entire
time. Panties and leggings tossed on the ground, you reach for your shirt but he cuts you off with a
raspy tone.

"Leave the shirt on,"

Giving him a look, he ignores it and cocks his head at his evident growing bulge that makes you
swallow dryly.

"Pull me out,"

You hesitate for a second but drop onto your knees the next one, already hooking your fingers
under the hem of his sweatpants as he helps you to take it off. His hardening cock almost slaps you
in the face as it stands upright, still slightly growing and hardening as you lick your lips
unknowingly.

You're about to touch it, wanting to taste him again because it's been a while since you had him in
your mouth, but Jungkook cuts you off before you can even get close to him.

"Stand up,"

You do, still watching him attentively while trying to figure out what's his plan.

"Get the condom,"

Your hands move embarrassingly too quickly, already ripping open the foil package as you're
about to hand it to Jungkook, just for him to tell you to put it on. He notices the surprise flashing on
your face but you're already moving to obey him, slowly and carefully sliding the condom down
his length.

"Is it good?" you ask unsurely as Jungkook has watched the whole process of you putting it on.

He grabs his length, causing you to stand upright while the wetness is starting to become too
uncomfortable to you. Watching him giving himself a few testing tugs makes you bite onto your lip
harshly, shamelessly salivating at the sight even when Jungkook looks up at you finding you
ogling him.

"Turn around and bend over,"

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

You do without any words, waiting for him to stand up or do something but surprisingly he stays in
his spot, barely moving. You're about to look back at him to voice out your confusion when you
suddenly feel his two fingers between your thighs, rubbing your pussy which makes you whimper.

"Fuck, you really are wet," Jungkook says in amazement, rubbing your clit and folds for a good
minute as you grind into his hand.

The second he pulls away you're ready to cry out, eager for him to continue because you get a
feeling you'd be able to cum just by him rubbing you. That's how desperate you are.

But before you could make any sound of disapproval, Jungkook licks his two fingers by putting
them into his mouth, just in the right time for you to see as you look across your shoulder.

And then he puts them out, wiping the saliva onto his shirt as he pats his lap.

"Come sit on it," He wants you, what? Before you can properly show your shock, he's gently
grabbing you by your hips and pulling you into his lap. "Come on," he prompts you with a light but
raspy tone.

Glancing again across your shoulder to make sure this position could actually work, you find
Jungkook gripping his length with one hand while the other stays on your hip, gently guiding you
onto his lap.

The moment you feel his tip grazing over your hole, you gasp and press your thighs together. You
still don't fully sit on him, hands gripping the arm rests of his chair to keep yourself balanced. The
position will clearly make it harder for him to enter you and as if Jungkook could hear your
thoughts, his deep and raspy voice reaches your ears.

"Spread your legs a little,"

It's kind of an awkward position with your ass in the air and legs slightly spread, you don't get the
time to dwell on how it must look because Jungkook pushes his tip inside of you, making you gasp
in an instant. Brows pinched together, you almost fall back on him at the pressure of his length
slowly entering you. When Jungkook's tip is safely inside of you, spreading you for his hard cock,
his hand reaches between your thighs as he locates your clit, giving it a few slow circles to help you
relax.

Hand on your hip slowly pulling you down on his lap, you also put some pressure as you carefully
start sitting down on him, moaning when you can feel him inside of you as he stretches you. Your
wetness provides enough lube not to make this unnecessarily painful and even though the stretch is
tight and it burns, you love every second of it. You hear Jungkook sigh in pleasure once you press
your thighs together like before. He feels your walls tightening but he mostly focuses on you,
making sure this position isn't hurting you. He hasn't stretched you out after all and there has not
been any foreplay. Just you and your needy cunt.

Moments later and you finally fully sit down, whimpering when your ass meets his pubic bone as
his length is fully nestled inside of you. Your back automatically meets his chest, head thrown back
as you're trying to make yourself relax but it's hard when your walls clench around him, trying to
get used to him inside of you.

"You did great," he mutters, lips placed on your temple for a short second. "Now sit back and
wait."

What?

Eyes instantly open, you're met with a sight of the ceiling before you tilt your head towards him,
already finding him staring back at the computer screen as he pushes the chair closer to the desk.

"What?" you mutter in confusion, still trying to get out of your already fucked out state.

"You heard me," he tells you, barely giving you a glance as he starts a new game causing your jaw
to drop in disbelief. "Have you ever heard of cockwarming?"

"You can't be serious," you scoff.

Of course, you know what that is. You did wonder about it before but it has never been on your
mind with Jungkook. Not with him when whenever you were about to had sex, you were too eager
to feel him. You just don't think you're the right person for this since you lack patience.
Cockwarming sounds like a torture.

"It's a compromise," he tells you, trying to hide the amused tilt to his tone.
You're speechless, trying to wrap your head around what is happening as Jungkook happily goes
back to his game as the sounds of it start to play from the speakers.

"Jungkook," you whine not even a minute later, finally feeling the familiar burn of pleasure that
comes back and is nowhere near satisfied.

You need at least some kind of friction. You clench around his length unwillingly, your body
asking for more as your name leaves Jungkook's mouth in a low and warning tone.

"I can't do this, don't do this to me." you whine, throwing your head back again to lean it against
his shoulder as he quietly chuckles under his breath. This bastard...

"Spread your legs you brat," Jungkook tells you through his clenched teeth, hands still skillfully
playing the game as he shoots other players. You do as you're told, spreading your legs. "Now
bring them up."

Ah... you know what he means, so you bring your legs up which isn't completely comfortable either
since your muscles protest a little bit – you, doing the bare minimum for your body in the form of
basic stretching or exercising.

The cold air hits your crotch right away and you shiver, not because of the sudden breeze but the
fact you're stuffed full with Jungkook's cock. Your knees hinder a little bit since his arms are
outstretched to play with the keyboard and mouse, but somehow it's not as bad and he is able to
play even with your knees up.

Jungkook continues to play the game as if none of this is happening in the first place, making you
mentally scoff in disbelief at this man and his self restraint. His hands are busy, not where you
want them to be for sure, so there's not a chance he'll do anything at this point.

So you clench around him, grinding your hips a little which earns you a disapproving grunt in
return.

"Kook," you moan, shamelessly grinding with his cock inside of you because you definitely won't
just sit there and go through this torture.

"Grab the toy," he orders all of a sudden, causing you to stop your shameless grinding as you
glance at the toy. "Do it." he says with a firm tone when you take a moment to react.

Thinking he has a plan, you listen to him and grab the sex toy he has so kindly gifted you. To be
honest, whenever you'd use it alone it didn't bring you such pleasure as you wanted. But when you
use it with Jungkook, that's a whole nother story.

You're not sure what to do with it, having a tight grip of the cock-shaped toy makes your cheeks
feel hot for some reason. But luckily, Jungkook is here to guide you.

"Turn it on,"

"Turn it on?"

"For fucks sake, just do it babe," Jungkook grumbles through clenched teeth, your heart picking up
its pace at the word again.

You turn it on, the sex toy coming to life as it starts vibrating in your hand. Your whole hand
buzzes and your face gets flushed, your eyes glancing at Jungkook's side profile as you find him
staring at the screen with a clenched jaw.
He takes his chances, pulling his left hand off the keyboard just to adjust and make you grip the
sex toy the opposite way. He leads your hand between your legs, pressing the buzzing and
vibrating device against your clit which makes you arch your back immediately, a loud gasp
resounding from your open mouth.

"Fuck, holy shit this feels good," you gasp, Jungkook's hand leaving yours as you want nothing but
whine at the loss of touch. It's funny because his cock is still inside of you, fully erected and ready,
but you still yearn for more touch. Somehow, it feels like he's not touching you enough.

"Yeah?" Jungkook asks breathlessly, feeling you repeatedly clench as the toy brings you another
wave of pleasure. "Make yourself cum then."

And you do because this is the only way to do that for now. Your body moves naturally, still
looking for some kind of friction as you grind, wanting to feel Jungkook's cock moving, but you're
immediately scolded and warned by Jungkook. He really expects you to just sit on his cock?

You're beyond annoyed and frustrated, hating how restricted you currently feel but weirdly enough,
the whole situation is so fucking hot and something you've never done or experienced before. And
the fact that Jungkook looks so hot and he barely does anything. You imagine how your connection
must look right now and you wish Jungkook had a mirror nearby, so you could see it with your
own eyes. You're so full of him, desperate for him to thrust inside you like he always does.
Desperate for him to deliver a few slaps on your ass, gripping your hips tightly as you can hear the
sinful sounds of your body meeting his one.

You really like to torture yourself but the simple thoughts that can be also considered as memories
make you feel even more hot, your whole body already burning with desire. You wish you
wouldn't be gripping the armrest with your right hand, so you could grab your breast and squeeze it
like Jungkook does. But you're too scared to move much, scared to lose the unbelievable pleasure
that flows through your whole body.

You circle the toy against your clit, moaning a set of curses while Jungkook's breath gets hitched
every now and then but besides that, he barely reacts.

Growing more desperate, you feel the familiar knot that suddenly snaps and before you know it,
you're already cumming around Jungkook's cock with the sex toy still pressed against your swollen
clit. Riding yourself off the orgasm, the toy slips from your hand and hits the floor with an audible
thud, your whole body relaxing as it keeps clenching around Jungkook's cock for a few more
moments until you're completely satisfied.

Too fucked out, you flinch once Jungkook abandonds the game and sneaks his hand between your
thighs to rub his fingers over your pussy, right around where he's nestled inside you to find you
swollen and wet.

"Fuck," he simply mutters, rubbing you as you whimper and moan at the same time.

"I can't believe you just made me do that," you admit breathlessly, tilting your head towards
Jungkook as he looks at you with a smirk, moisturizing his bottom lip with a tip of his tongue.

He shifts on his spot, his length poking you on a weird spot inside you that makes you whimper.

"Ow,"

"Sorry," he apologizes right away, patting your sides to get you off him. He helps you, holding you
by your hips as you're trying to stand up on your wobbly legs.
Using his desk for support, you lean against it as you face Jungkook, noticing how wet and coated
the condom is with your cum.

"What a mess," Jungkook teases, glancing up at you with mischievous eyes but your eyes are too
focused on the treasure between his legs.

Dropping down on your knees, ignoring how they hurt from the impact, you give Jungkook a
glance and cock your head towards him.

"Take the condom off," you tell him, watching how dark his eyes suddenly turn as he understands
you immediately.

He does slide it off, debating for a second where to put it and you snort, causing him to roll his eyes
at you before he tosses it carelessly on the ground, but not before he rolls it over so the wet part is
inside. He wipes the wet fingers against his shirt just as you settle more comfortably between his
legs and wrap your hand around him.

He sighs in content, leaning his head back as he lets you do your own thing.

You lick him, kiss his tip, suck on it as you truly cherish the pleasure you're giving him. He groans
here and there, making soft but audible sounds which makes you satisfied because Jungkook isn't
the type to scream his lungs out. He sounds so hot with the deep and raspy groans, occasional sighs
as he lets you unknowingly know that you're doing a good job.

He's in his own world, grunting once you finally wrap your mouth around him and try to take as
much as you can of his hard length. You dribble down his length, your saliva sliding down the hard
and veiny skin, down to his balls. You suck him off, growing accustomed to a one rhythm while
your other hand pressed against his balls, rubbing them which makes him almost shoot out of his
place.

You've never been so bold with anyone but Jungkook always livens up another version of you.
Version that even you didn't know about. Or maybe it's the fact how comfortable you feel to do all
of these things with him.

You've noticed how Jungkook likes to be touched there, it's like his breaking point in every
blowjob and you're happy, mentally cheering, at your own discovery.

Even though it has never been your favorite sexual act to do, Jungkook kind of changed that. You
never liked to have a mouth full of dick, choking yourself for some air with a need to gag. In your
teenage years, close to adult years, you always wondered how it'll feel like and to some extent, you
never understood what's so special about it.

Yes, you still don't like to gag feeling like you'll throw up any second because – who likes that?
But there's a certain kind of pleasure in giving pleasure to your partner. You also once thought the
penis has to be the ugliest human and male part. But now you're salivating just at the sight of
Jungkook's one.

You can't give Jungkook all the credit. Even when you started dating Haechan, you obviously
experimented a lot because then you were very inexperienced. Your interest in blowjobs and
different sexual acts grew. But only Jungkook sparked a new rush of interest. And maybe that's
why he's so irresistible, maybe that's why you're willing to play with fire if it means having a
mindblowing sex life.

"You close?" you ask breathlessly, a trail of saliva connecting you to his cock as he breathes out at
the sight. His tensed thighs and rushed breaths give you a clue he might be.

"Yeah, shit," he answers, watching you through the hooded eyes. "Where can I cum?"

"Whenever you want," you answer immediately, Jungkook biting harshly onto his lower lip as he
quickly searches your face while your hand works on his length, pumping it and squeezing it.

"Fuck, take your shirt off," he demands, your eyes widening a little as they spark with a new found
interest.

Jungkook's tone is urged and rushed, causing you to act quickly as you momentarily let go of his
cock and pull the shirt over your head, exposing your naked breasts to him.

"Fuck, you're a goddess," Jungkook curses, your whole chest and stomach clenching with
butterflies and you can't help but smile at the praise and compliment.

And then your lips curl into a tiny smirk, your mouth sucking on his tip that makes him groan
loudly, head thrown back once again with his eyes shut. You bop your head again, trying to take all
of him which is almost impossible but you still try your best, always retrieving when you feel as
gagging.

"Gonna cum on your tits, okay?" Jungkook manages to let out, voice groggy and you hum a soft
"Mhm" around him, and he swears he's about to see stars.

A few more pumps and seconds of the warmness of your mouth, he informs you he's cumming so
you pull away, his hand replacing yours as he quickly jerks himself off. You watch with dark but
attentive eyes that makes Jungkook think how cute you look, kneeling on the floor completely
naked waiting for him to paint your skin with his cum. And that's his breaking point, his cum
shooting straight onto your chest, some of it getting on your neck.

The warm white liquid paints your skin, his hand working on his length as he jerks himself through
the orgasm. A small amount still spurts out of his tip but in a slower manner, coating your nipples
as his cum drips down your chest.

You look down at it, breath hitching at the sight of his cum on your skin. Fuck, this is so hot. But
then Jungkook does something that makes you salivate. He takes his dick and guides it towards
your chest, smearing the cum over your breasts as his cock starts softening. Once he's done he
looks smug as fuck, smirking with hooded eyes and hair falling into his face.

You stand up, just for Jungkook catching you and pulling you towards him. He pushes you closer
to him causing you to bend down slightly as you're baffled about what he is about to do. But then
he licks a long stripe between the valley of your breasts, tasting his own cum. And as he pulls
away, he gives you a cocky grin which makes your breath hitch.

Next second you know, his hands are on your ass cheeks as he spreads them open, chuckling a
little at your completely speechless expression. And then, delivering a gentle slap to one of your
ass cheeks, he licks his wet lips.

"You already know what to do."

Turning on your heel, you rush to the bathroom to take a shower to clean off Jungkook's drying
cum. Little do you know Jungkook watches you as you walk out of his bathroom, biting into his lip
at the sight of your naked figure.
 Chapter 48
Chapter Notes

See the end of the chapter for notes

The asphalt smells earthy from the April rain showers you've luckily avoided just in the right time.
By the time you've walked out of the donut shop, the very short rain that came in quick bursts has
stopped and you've had a good chance to get into your car without your clothes getting wet.

During the day, Jungkook has messaged you Jimin and Taehyung will be joining you tonight – just
a casual movie night – so you've decided to buy donuts for all of you. Luckily, you ended your
work just in time and surprisingly, you aren't as tired as you usually are after working and you kind
of can't wait to hang out with your other two friends.

When you come home, they're already there playing a video game and that's when you can hear
the shouting as soon as you open the front door. Jungkook and Taehyung are the ones who barely
spare you a glance as you join them in the living room, still wanting to change to more comfortable
clothes but at least they quickly greet you before the shouting continues.

Jimin who's standing beside the end of the couch, a bowl of snacks in his hands as he chuckles at
your grimace you make once you hear the loud noises coming from those two. He has been
watching the game, enjoying the extra curses they spill out so effortlessly while you stand there
shaking your head at them.

You and Jimin greet each other, immediately going for a hug as you can't help but notice Jimin's
visible muscles and toned chest thanks to the thin and tight long sleeve shirt he's wearing.

"Wow, Jimin," you gasp, grinning as you look at him, finding him giving you a grin as if he
already knew what you're about to say. Well, it's not that hard considering your eyes are on his
chest as your hands squeeze his biceps. "Have you been working out? Look at you!"

"Oh, shut up," Jimin chuckles as he sees your eyes sparkle with teasing, your hands letting him go.
"Yeah, I've been joining Jungkook for a few sessions."

You knew Jungkook was hanging out with Jimin, among his other friends during different days
like Namjoon today, but he didn't mention them hanging out at the gym. But knowing Jungkook, it
does make sense.

"And how has that been?" you ask, laughing when Jimin dramatically rolls his eyes and sighs.

That catches Jungkook's attention and you notice their game round ended, as he gives Jimin a
pointed look which makes you snort. However, it's very short-lived because your expression
freezes as you finally notice the change on Jungkook you've failed to notice at first.

Your mouth opens, eyes glued to Jungkook who glances at you and notices your more than clear
shock which makes him grin. His raven black hair is gone, trimmed to a short cut with a fresh
undercut that shows his side profile perfectly, along with his sharp jawline.

Jimin doesn't notice your current state, continuing with your conversation with a whiny tone.

"He's crazy, he wants to kill me," Jimin complains right away, Taehyung snorting loudly as he
takes a big gulp of a coke burping loudly right after which none of you pay attention to – you all
are used to it by now. "Seriously, he's a maniac. He just doesn't know when to stop. His work out is
so intense, I barely went home and I couldn't feel my legs, no fuck that, my whole body for the
next few days."

You laugh, finally averting your eyes to Jungkook frowning but there is an amused smile on his
lips.

"That's true, Jimin was close to crying on the phone the other day. I'm not even kidding."
Taehyung reveals, Jimin nodding to prove his point as you grin at your friends.

"Well, it looks like it paid out. A few more times and maybe you'll be bigger than Jungkook." you
say, teasing as you put the donuts down on the table as Taehyung praises you, jumping at the sight
of food.

"Ha!" Jungkook scoffs right away, causing Taehyung to snort once again as you do the same while
Jimin just watches amusingly. "He has to have a better work out ethic if he wants to get anywhere
as good as me."

You roll your eyes at Jungkook, "Full of himself as usual, Jeon,"

If Jungkook hates anything, it is when you tease him about stuff like this. He takes working out
seriously and even though everyone can hear the amusement in his tone, he actually gasps at your
words.

"Where's your hair?" you ask, pointing towards his hair with a slight pout. It's been a while since
Jungkook had his hair this short. It suddenly brings you to the Jungkook from two years ago – the
only difference is he has more tattoos and a piercing decorating his body and face right now.

"Got it trimmed, it started to get annoying," Jungkook shrugs, while Jimin joins them on the couch
and sits next to Taehyung. "You don't like it?"

A little perplexed by his question, especially when you notice his smirk and sparkling eyes as his
question is set with an amused and challenging tone. Your friends remain unbothered though,
Taehyung scolding Jimin for not sharing the snacks with him while you stare at Jungkook with a
suspicious gaze.

"I do," you tell him slowly. "It looks great." you hum, aiming your gaze at Jimin instead as he turns
around.

"I went with him after our work out, you should've seen the ladies staring at him," Jimin teases,
wiggling his eyebrows at Jungkook who rolls his eyes. "There was this one grandma particularly
that took interest in our Jungkookie."

Jungkook grabs one of the cushions, throwing it at Jimin while Taehyung bursts in laughter, most
likely already hearing the story of the mentioned old lady while you roll your eyes at them, but not
without a grin curving on your lips as you excuse yourself to change your clothes.

They barely acknowledge you anyway, bickering and laughing with each other as they tease the
hell out of Jungkook who seems to be both amused and annoyed.

You seriously doubt they're older than you sometimes.

"...I'm telling, she's freaky in bed, kinky as hell. Not that I complain." Taehyung rasps out, gulping
more of the beer Jungkook so kindly offered them and Taehyung didn't hesitate to accept him on
that offer.
To Jimin's luck, he drove Taehyung here today so he refrained from drinking tonight, not letting
his mouth on the loose as much as Taehyung is. But then, Taehyung doesn't need alcohol for that.
He's not even drunk or anything, it's his second can of beer and tonight isn't about all of you
partying and getting drunk. Just a nice hangout with a couple of beers.

"Didn't you say she freaked out when you touched her neck?" Jimin interjects, a little confused
frown framing his face.

"Oh god," you whisper under your breath, taking a gulp of your beer to get through this
conversation.

"Oh no, that's a different one," Taehyung waves his hand off at Jimin. "This one told me to slap her
on her face."

Jungkook sits there, eyes widening at Taehyung's reveal as he stares with doe eyes at his older
friend, listening to the conversation while you sit on the opposite side of them in a single chair,
legs up and tucked under your butt in a comfortable position. That's probably the only comfortable
thing about this conversation.

You've no idea how the topic of sex and Taehyung's sex partners even started. The next minute you
know, they're already talking about sex and different things they tried in it.

"Did you do it?" Jungkook asks, tilting his head back as he drinks the rest of the beer, his throat
bobbing at the motion as he swallows.

You can't help but stare a little, admiring his still styled and fresh cut hair from the distance. His
hair is parted like it usually is, showing off his forehead along with the eyebrow piercing that's
now even more eye-catching than before.

"Uhh, I kinda hesitated. Don't get me wrong, I'm into hard stuff but slapping a woman in the face–
nah, I don't think it's my thing." Taehyung admits, pursing his bottom lip in thought.

"I don't think I would be able to do it, not even if she wanted me badly to." Jungkook admits this
time, deep in thought as if he tries to picture the situation but ends up shaking his head slightly.

"What about you, Y/N?" Taehyung suddenly brings all the attention to you, your presence barely
known until now because you stayed out of their conversation, simply listening to them while
sipping beer in the meantime.

"What about me?" you shrug, "Has anyone ever asked me to slap their face?" you joke, causing
Taehyung to roll eyes at you while Jimin snorts and Jungkook joins him.

"No, you idiot," Taehyung says, causing you to grab one of your slippers and immediately throw it
at him. He dodges it with a cackle, grinning at you. "Are you into it?"

"Taehyung, please," Jimin shakes his head and just when you think he's about to tell him to shut
up, he actually says; "Can you imagine Y/N wanting somebody to slap her face while having sex?
She'd probably cut off the guy's dick if he ever tried to do it."

All of them laugh and you chuckle, shaking your head at them but Jimin is not far away from the
truth.

It's no secret to you (and Jungkook) you like spanking but slapping your face? No, you don't think
so. That sounds a little bit too much for you.
"True," Taehyung purses his lips, "Or maybe you're the one doing the slapping?" He obviously
teases you right now, grinning at you while you stare at him dumbfounded.

"Yes, I'm ten seconds from slapping that grin off your face."

His grin drops, mouth opening in a dramatic gasp while Jimin bursts out laughing and Jungkook
covers his mouth with his hand as he silently laughs.

Taehyung expression doesn't last long though, his lips curving into another grin and you know he's
just about to say something stupid.

"Not my cup of tea but we could try it. Didn't know you see me that way, honey."

You widen your eyes, Taehyung laughing at your caught off stare as he got you, clapping his
hands.

"Yah," Jungkook interjects, sending a glare to Taehyung who is clearly just making fun and it's not
the first time he teases you this way however, it's pretty rare for him. You're like his little sister, so
he barely does that.

"Fuck off," you scoff at Taehyung, "You wish." you bite back, his mouth widening for a dramatic
act as he grins.

"I mean, you'd have to get in line but–"

"You're disgusting Tae." Jimin muses teasingly, pursuing his lips as Jungkook agrees with a nod.

"What line? Please, I'd rather celibate for the rest of my life."

Taehyung and Jimin start laughing as soon as you say it, your own triumphal grin making it onto
your lips while Jungkook amusingly smirks.

Luckily, the timer on your phone that you've set starts to ring, the reminder of a frozen pizza in the
oven causing you to stand up as you tap onto your phone screen to turn it off.

"Thankfully, the timer has saved me from this disgusting conversation you guys have going on,"
you tell him, grinning as you see their scandalized faces while Jungkook just grins behind the can
of the beer.

He knows Taehyung can get a little bit too detailed and open most of the time, Jimin following
right after but surprisingly, Jimin hasn't been as open as Taehyung tonight even though he jumped
into the conversation to talk about stuff you've refrained yourself from.

"I'm looking at you Kim Taehyung." you look at him sternly, trying to hide your smile and the
response you get in return is Taehyung sending you flying kisses as you flick him off.

As soon as you're out of the living room, Jimin shoves Taehyung in the shoulder as he laughs.

"What was that?"

"I was just teasing her," Taehyung laughs, "She was quiet most of the time."

"Yeah, she is probably terrified by your gracious sex experiences you graced us with." Jimin snorts,
glancing at Jungkook who listens to the two of them while tracing his finger against the rim of the
can.
"She never talks about that stuff." Taehyung comments.

"Yeah, not everyone is so open to talk about it like you." Jungkook chirps in, giving Taehyung a
pointed look as he shrugs because it's true.

Suddenly, Taehyung's face drops as he thinks of something and a worried look makes it onto his
face. This time, it's not him making fun or anything, he looks honest as Jimin raises his brows in
question as Jungkook does the same.

"Do you guys think I made her uncomfortable?" He sounds genuinely worried.

"Nah, she handled you pretty well," Jimin assures him, "She joked with you too. Don't worry."

"Jungkook-ah, what do you think?" Jungkook raises his eyebrows in surprise, pointing at himself as
Taehyung nods. "Yes, you. You know her the most. Do you think I crossed a line?"

Does Jungkook think he crossed a line? It's Taehyung, he knows he makes inappropriate jokes
sometimes and sometimes takes it too far away but all of you know him. You know him and if you
genuinely felt as if he crossed a line, you'd tell him.

Was it necessary to joke about implying things? He's not sure. He's protective of you and even if
it's Taehyung and his own way of joking, he would tell him off if he took it any further. He's your
friend after all. Taehyung is harmless and cares about you too.

"Taehyungie, I think if you crossed a line you'd know it, trust me." Jungkook assures him, placing
the can on the table as Taehyung sighs in relief while Jimin teases him, trying to lighten up the
mood.

Jungkook stands up, excusing himself to help you with the pizza knowing you hate to cut the
frozen pizza that tends to have hard crusts which makes it harder to cut it.

He finds you in the kitchen and just like he assumed, you're already struggling with cutting it while
the tip of your tongue pokes out of your mouth and a deep frown adores your glowy skin. He
chuckles, your eyes falling onto him for a split second as you return to your own task until
Jungkook is next to you and he slightly bumps his side to yours.

"Here, let me do it." he tells you and you don't object, immediately handing him the knife as you
move away.

"Fuck, it smells so good. I'm so hungry."

You've eaten some of the leftovers from last night but three hours already passed by. Thank god
you remembered the frozen pizza you and Jungkook bought – the emergency food – like you called
it.

Jungkook chuckles, still cutting the pizza into small triangles while you stand next to him,
salivating at the sight of pizza. If he knew you were that hungry, he'd just order a fresh one. Frozen
pizza isn't exactly the healthiest and tastiest food out of all options you have.

"Taehyung is worried he crossed a line with you in there." Jungkook tells you, voice quiet and soft
as you look at him, brows lifted up as your mouth opens.

"Really?" you wonder, "He hasn't."

"I think it's the beer, whenever he drinks it he makes different kinds of jokes."
At that you both laugh as you agree with him. "He's an idiot. I know he's just joking. It's Tae, come
on, I'm more surprised he is actually worried."

"I think he's getting drunk," Jungkook shrugs and you nod, leaving it at that. "Done." Jungkook
sings out, putting away the knife as you pull out the plates for all of you.

"Thanks," you smile, watching Jungkook as he starts serving the pizza.

That's until he glances at you, laughing a little at the attention you suddenly give him. Before he
can ask what are you staring at, you're already on your tip-toes patting the top of his head as you
feel his short hair. It's still soft and bouncy, despite it's shorter than it has ever been. You run your
fingers through his hair, smelling the expensive shampoo they use in the hair salons as you can see
there's a slight amount of gel in his hair, holding it back from his face.

One can of beer is just enough to let your mouth on the loose and you spill your first thoughts
shamelessly to Jungkook. "I love it, but what am I gonna tug you onto?"

Jungkook almost chokes on his spit, staring at you with big eyes as he sucks his bottom lip in.
"Shit, don't say stuff like that."

"It's true," you giggle, adjusting a few strands of his hair that is parted in the middle. "Maybe I'll
think about the whole face slapping thing." you joke, causing Jungkook to scoff as he slaps your
hand away.

"Guess you'll have to find something else then." he hums and you hum in return, nodding.

"Maybe, or we will make it work." you tease, biting onto your lower lip as Jungkook stares at you
with an unreadable gaze, muttering a curse under his breath.

"Don't tempt me, guys are here."

"Oh," you gasp, teasing him. "Now that I think of it, Taehyung might enjoy the show."

Jungkook immediately scrunches his nose and mouth, making you giggle at his grimace.

"I will give you a show," Jungkook mutters, slapping your ass as you jump, not even surprised such
a simple act makes your skin and insides tingle. "I don't like the audience."

"Oh, you don't?" you continue teasing him, feeling excitement bubbling in your stomach. "Didn't
you want to have sex in the forest?"

Jungkook snorts, "Who would be the audience? Squirrels and owls?"

You laugh, slapping your forehead in the process as your eyes are on him once again.

"Unless you're into that. Would you like to have an audience?" Jungkook asks you, cocking his
brow at you as your grin freezes a little but that's until you let out a soft chuckle.

"No," you assure him, "You're enough." you tease, slowly inching towards him.

"Yeah?" he hums, looking down with you with a satisfied smirk as your eyes fall onto his lips.
They glisten as he licks them, slowly biting on his lower lip before he lets it curl back into his
typical, but never boring, smirk.

God, how much you want to kiss him. The last time you had sex was when Jungkook had decided
to torture you by sitting on his cock while you made yourself cum. It didn't turn out bad at all, it
was actually very fun and you have to admit, you caught yourself randomly getting flashbacks of it
in the most inconvenient times.

It might not have been full on sex, but you enjoyed every second of it. Clearly, you can't have sex
right now – not with Taehyung and Jimin in the next room. Just one kiss is all you can do, even
though it's risky. It's not going to quench the thirst he sparked inside you but at least it's something.
Do you want him to bend you over this counter and fuck you? Probably. No, not probably. Yes,
absolutely yes.

"What are you thinking about?" Jungkook asks, although the smirk tells you he probably knows.

"How it's such a shame the guys are in the next room," you reply shamelessly, heart jumping
against your ribcage at your own words.

Jungkook's eyes darken and he traces his fingers over your cheek, the softest touch causing you to
sigh in content and shiver at the same time.

Even though what you did the last time was something completely new to you and quite
adventurous, it still wasn't full on sex. And you miss cumming around his cock, him hitting you
from the back while he spanks your ass while he is at it. Fuck, you've got to calm down.

Gulping, you can't look into his eyes and avert your gaze back to his lips.

"I kinda want to at least kiss you but it's risky." you admit, facepalming mentally as soon as you say
it.

But Jungkook takes it lightly and you've surely boosted his ego.

You hear the music from the game playing in the distance and you wonder if you could at least
steal one kiss, in a desperate hope it will satisfy you enough for now. You know it won't. Kissing
with Jungkook barely ends with that – something you have done only during sex this time. That's
how it should be. Maybe you could think of this as a foreplay?

"That's a tough decision," Jungkook ponders and you know he is doing this on purpose, making
you do the first move as he just stands there and even leans against the counter as if you're having a
casual conversation.

And you wish you could find him annoying to the point you would drop it but here you are,
salivating at him wearing one of his short-sleeved tight shirts that shows how buff he is.

Nibbling on your bottom lip, you wonder if it's worth it or not but before you can decide,
Taehyung's voice and footsteps booms from the living room as he approaches the kitchen. You
barely have any time to step back and put some distance between you and Jungkook, so it's not
suspicious.

Still, Taehyung eyes you suspiciously as soon as he faces you, glancing between you two.

"Where the hell are you guys? Are you cutting it into different shapes?"

"Yes, to the shape of your small dick so it's taking a while." you reply, Jungkook coughing back a
laugh before he bursts into laughter while Taehyung laughs at your joke, placing a hand on his
chest as he gapes at you.

"You liar, you've seen it and you know it's not small at all!" Taehyung argues, reminding you of
that one night two years ago when you both got drunk (actually all of you) but Taehyung was the
worst.

The night was wild and you had to spend it at Taehyung's apartment, the two of you shared a bed
which Taehyung completely forgot when he started taking off his clothes, accidentally tugging
onto his boxers as well as you caught a sight of his penis. It's truly horrifying that you've seen it
and you forgot about it, until now.

Everyone had a blast when you told everyone what happened the next morning, poor Taehyung
clueless about that happening because he just couldn't remember but he has been smug about it
ever since.

"Trust me, I've seen a big dick before and it's not yours." you tease him, using the opportunity to
when Taehyung throws his head back as he groans and laughs at the same time, embarrassed by
your teasing, you glance at Jungkook as you send him a look with a raise of your brow.

He grins, biting into his lip as he stops himself from reacting any further but you know he loves it.

"Yah! You can be really cruel sometimes!" Taehyung's voice follows behind you as you quickly
take some of the plates, Jungkook doing the same as Taehyung doesn't shut up about the size of his
dick for a good five minutes.

"Jin wanted us to go in June actually," Jimin informs as you're in the middle of conversation about
a camping trip this summer.

Last year's camping trip was definitely interesting. You know this year is going to be different but
you're still just as excited. You know everyone was more than down to repeat a good old camping
trip the next year. You can't believe months have passed so quickly and it's spring already. Yeah,
it's April and it's too soon to be organizing it, but it simply appeared in one of your conversations
about everyone's plans for the summer and whether you'll go for a friend's trip. Also, there are
more of you than just the four of you, so it's probably safe to ask everyone so they can clear their
schedules for a long weekend in the forest.

"Jia will be close to giving birth at that time, so Jin wants to be there with her and June is actually
the only summer month he can go."

Ah, you totally forgot Jia is pregnant.

Suddenly, you get flashbacks of the NYE trip where she and Seokjin announced they're expecting a
baby. Long before things went downhill for Jungkook. You remember how happy Kiko was for
her best friend. You wonder if she felt sad knowing a very similar path was ready for her as well. It
had to take a lot of strength for her to be there and share her joy with Jia.

"Won't it be too cold in June?" you interject, shaking off the sad thoughts.

"Yeah, I'm not freezing my ass because of pregnant Jia."

You snort, rolling your eyes at Taehyung who simply just shrugs his shoulders.

"I don't know, June is a warm month. Maybe if we go at the end of it? I mean summer nights in a
forest are cold anyway, so you have to pack blankets, sleeping bags and warm clothes for sure."
Jungkook says, Jimin nodding along with him.

"Yeah, I think it's possible to sleep in the tents. Maybe we could try to find something with an
accommodation nearby? Just in case it's too cold, so we could stay the night or nights there."
"Yeah, I think that could work," Jungkook nods, "In worst scenarios, we'll just sleep in cars."

Which is pretty inconvenient in Jungkook's opinion because you still need to turn on the heating
and engine, so the engine can warm up. And even if the car gets heated, the heat won't probably
last the whole night. But like he said, in the worst scenarios that can be an option too. Nobody
won't let themselves freeze to death.

"Are we going to the same location or did you guys have in mind something different?" Taehyung
wonders and you join, looking at Jungkook and Jimin since they're the ones who were organizing it
with others last year.

"We don't know yet," Jungkook shrugs, "I think where we were last year was a good spot. We
know shops around there and the way as well. But I don't think it would be a problem if we found
something else."

"Yeah, I agree," Jimin says with a nod, "Do you guys wanna do something else in the summer?"

"Me and Y/N actually talked about going on a vacation. I think I talked about it with you guys too,
right?" Jungkook asks in thought, trying to remember.

"Ah, yes!" Taehyung jumps in, showing obvious excitement at the word of vacation. It definitely
sounds bigger than just a trip.

"Do you have any suggestions? I suppose we all want to go overseas." Jimin asks, looking at all of
you as you shrug.

"Personally, I'd love to go somewhere where it's warm and there's a beach." you tell them.

"Yes, I'm joining Y/N." Taehyung immediately agrees.

"Yeah, that's what I had in mind too," Jungkook joins and Jimin does too. "But I think it's better to
go to such destinations during the end of summer or during fall. The prices are better for
everything."

Vacation surely costs a lot of money, especially if you're planning to go overseas and visit a nice
country. You're kind of worried because sure, you have some money saved and you can still set
some money aside for it, but you know flight tickets are going to be expensive either way. But you
tell yourself you deserve to go on a vacation. It's also something all of you have never done
together and it's going to be a new experience. Just the thought of it makes you excited because
there is no one else you would want to travel with other than your friends.

"That's true," Taehyung nods, "I think fall sounds good. There won't be as many tourists, prices
will be cheaper..." Taehyung names it while pointing with his fingers.

"Do you guys prefer a hotel or something different?"

"I think it'd be nice to rent a small house or apartment. You know, somewhere where we can cook
for ourselves, I think that's more domestic and comfortable. Plus, hotels are sometimes way more
expensives." you tell them while they listen attentively.

It's actually one way to save at least some money – to cook for yourselves a few times instead of
eating in the restaurants. Sure, you will do that too for sure but if you cook for yourselves a few
nights, you can still save up some money.

"Honestly, I don't care. Both sound good." Taehyung shrugs.

"Renting something sounds nice. Like you said, it's more domestic and homey."

"Yeah, I like that too," Jungkook says, giving you a smile and you return it. "Maybe we should
start planning it soon while the prices aren't too high up."

"Agreed, we should probably think of the destination and then start planning it."

All of you agree. You're the first one to get to bed, the constant yawning making you realize you
stayed up for too long. So you bid goodbye to Jimin and Taehyung, two of them staying for a little
bit longer but once they leave, you're already sleeping. You're slightly awakened when Jungkook
joins you in the bed at an hour that's uncertain to you, but you quickly fall back asleep.

It's the next day and Jungkook has been busy doing some work in the afternoon while you tidied
his apartment and sorting out the laundry, even though there hasn't been that much to do to begin
with. Jungkook cleans after himself, barely leaving any mess and the only sort of mess (that could
be considered as one) was the full laundry basket.

Around lunchtime, Jungkook informs you he'll work on your bed tonight and you can't lie when
you're a little perplexed because Oh, you actually should have your own bed. It's not a big deal and
you tend to sprawl out in bed, something Jungkook likes to point out when you wake up and you're
glued to Jungkook's side. It wouldn't be that bad, however Jungkook sleeps on the edge, close to
falling off the bed. It happens only sometimes, not all the time and mostly you move to the middle
but that's it.

Lost for words, you just nod and offer him help even though you've no idea how to assemble it.
Jungkook was the one who did it when you first moved into your previous apartment – where you
successfully moved out and gave keys to the owner's daughter. She was sweet, almost looking
sorry that you had to move out.

You're not much help, Jungkook does the whole work as he tries to figure out how he assembled it
since you threw out the manual, something Jungkook scolded you for. You don't remember the bed
name and when you offered to look at it online, Jungkook just waved you off and told you he
thinks he knows how to do it.

He does the whole thing in his sport shorts and a shirt, so you enjoy the view of focused and hot
looking Jungkook with his brows furrowed.

Now that your bed starts to look like a bed, you realize how much you miss it while Jungkook
fastens screws on one side.

It's actually better that you will have your own bed back. As much as you never cared about
sharing a bed with Jungkook, you never thought of it that much because there were many
occasions when you had to stay over and you were literally just sleeping next to each other, both
cool with it, you know things feel different. Different in terms that you're not just sleeping next to
one another sometimes.

It's good for you to have your own room, not to share a bedroom with Jungkook which seems much
more intimate than when you were sleeping over in the past. A boundary is what you need.

"Are you going to just gwak?" Jungkook asks without even looking at you, focusing on the task in
front of him before he finishes the screw, glancing at you across his shoulder with a smirk.

"I just might," you shrug, "Come on, take a break. I made lemonade."
Jungkook tends to fully immerse himself in whatever he's doing, wanting to finish everything in
one go which is both ambitious and annoying sometimes. He listens to you though, standing up in
the middle of your unfinished bed frame that's tilted on one side.

Joining you in the kitchen, you both enjoy the taste of fresh squeezed lemons and mint, Jungkook
downed the whole glass in one go.

Looking at the clock, you have your dinner which Jungkook assists you with after you fill your
stomachs with roasted chicken and rice. Stomachs full, you both sprawl on the couch while
watching television for a good hour or so. When Jungkook insists on finishing your bed tonight,
you tell him to do it tomorrow because he looks already tired as it is. He was waking up early,
despite today being Saturday, so he could go to the gym in the morning and do some work after.

One more night sleeping in the same bed won't kill anyone and he has no plans for tomorrow.

At the end, he agrees and continues to watch television.

You go to the bathroom early today, wanting to pamper yourself with a good bathtub and some
bubbles. You spend a good hour there, borrowing Jungkook's bluetooth speaker as you sing along
to your playlist while shaving your body.

Once you make it out of there, Jungkook doesn't miss the opportunity to tease you how long you
were in there saying "I thought you drowned". Flicking him off, he follows shortly after and takes a
quick shower.

Not wanting to think of tonight too much, you did shave mostly for Jungkook, wanting your
exposed legs to be as smooth as possible (even though you don't show them unless they aren't
freshly shaved). Finally abandoning your usual fluffy socks you wear to bed (which Jungkook
often teases you about), you wear one of your pretty nightgowns that is in soft blue color, satin
with lacy edges. It's definitely one of those sexier ones but not one of those that screams "Let's have
sex".

Your feet do get cold slightly, hating that as soon as you'll sleep in your own bed, you'll have to
wear socks once again. You mostly went to bed without them, which usually ended up with your
legs pressed against Jungkook's warm ones, since the man is a walking heater.

Thoughts interrupted with Jungkook coming to the bedroom, your whole mouth salivates when he
walks in just in a towel that hangs so lowly on his hips that you fear it's going to drop any second.
He notices your stare, looking down for a moment before his eyes are back on you.

"Sorry, forgot my boxers." he mutters, walking to his closet as he pulls them out from a drawer
while you keep your eyes on him. He's turned to you with his back anyway, so it's not like he sees
you eyeing him like a prey.

"All good," you hum, breath hitching in your throat when Jungkook suddenly drops the towel,
exposing you with his perky butt and fine thighs. If you looked closely, you'd be able to see his
dick hanging slightly between the gap of his thighs.

Unfortunately, he puts his boxers on, shielding his butt from your hungry eyes while being
completely clueless to your stare. Once he turns back and walks out of the bedroom to hang his
towel in the bathroom, you lay in the bed with your back leaning against the headboard staring at
the spot where he has disappeared.

A minute later he joins you, not even bothering to wear a shirt which makes your skin hot. He grabs
his phone, browsing through his social media while you do the same. That's until he puts his phone
away once you do, staring at the ceiling.

Making yourself comfortable and laying your head on the soft pillow, you turn your body sideways
facing Jungkook. Thanks to the night lamp still turned on on his side, you see his side profile
perfectly.

"You know how we spoke about the camping trip yesterday?" He suddenly speaks up, filling up
the silence with his soft velvety voice as you hum. "Jimin asked me if he should invite Hoseok as
well."

"Oh," You let out, causing Jungkook to nod as he scoffs a little.

"Yeah," he sighs, "I mean... it's not just about me, or about the four of us. Jin and Namjoon are on
it too. They most likely will want him there. I don't think it'd be fair of me to say I don't."

"So you don't want him there?" you ask silently, watching as his brows furrow slightly as he
shrugs.

"If he doesn't go, I'm fine. If he does, I will try to be fine." he answers simply, your features
softening even more.

"What did you tell Jimin?"

"Just that I haven't talked to him ever since he came to pick up... her things," Jungkook sighs once
again, pinching the bridge of his nose. "Jimin and Tae told me I should probably talk to him.
Apparently Hoseok is giving me space, so he doesn't want to reach out to me unless he knows I'm
ready to talk to him."

"And are you? Ready to talk to him?"

He's quiet for a moment, shrugging. "Will I ever be ready?"

"I don't know, Kook," you mumble, "I think you need to ask yourself if you want him to be your
friend or you're okay with him not being it."

"That's the thing. He is, was, my friend and he totally betrayed me. I trusted him, I, it was like a
slap to my face when I found out he knew this whole time. He laughed with me while we hung out,
we had deep conversations like none of that has ever happened,"

You stare at Jungkook, thinking that he's nowhere near over this and it's pretty understanding.
Nothing has ever hurt him like this whole thing.

He feels the biggest sort of betrayal from Hoseok. His older friend that he has known for years.
There were times when he was so grateful he introduced him to Kiko. He swore he will be thankful
to him for the rest of his life. He knew he looked out for both of them, he was truly their number
one fan ever since they started dating.

"Do you think I should talk to him?"

"I think," you take a deep breath, "you should do whatever feels comfortable. If you genuinely
think you can't have a friendship with him, maybe that's how it's supposed to be. Or just wait and
see how you feel about him in the couple of months. It's still very fresh, there's no need to deal with
it if you're not ready."
Jungkook knows but he so desperately searches for an answer, for the right choice so he doesn't
have to think about this so much that he gets a headache.

"Well, it's either I face him at some point because I kinda have to or talk to him before that can
happen."

"I don't think Hoseok is bad," you confess, Jungkook's eyes fully on you as a slight frown frames
his face but he listens to you attentively. "I understand why and how you feel about him. He has
hurt you no matter what and you have every right to feel sad, mad and betrayed. But think about it
this way... he did it for his best friend. I'm not saying it was right but,"

You give him a look.

"Imagine it's us. Kook, you would do the same thing for me like Hoseok did for her. This doesn't
justify what he did, but he clearly wasn't too happy about her decision. But it was her decision and
he had her back because he is her best friend. Yes, you guys are close friends but Kiko is his best
friend. I just know that if something similar happened to us, we both would have each other's
backs. Even if we didn't agree with one another,"

Jungkook looks straight ahead, letting your words ponder in his mind.

He knows you're right. He tried to think about it because it's something similar Hoseok told him
too. If Hoseok had decided not to make Kiko tell him the truth, he would probably not know now.
And it's like you think the same thing because you say;

"He messed up badly but at least he tried to do the right thing. Even if it meant losing you as his
friend."

And it's exactly what a small part of Jungkook's good and empathic heart tries to tell him.

"I just can't see him without being reminded of it all. Reminded of her."

"You're still hurting, Kook. I really think you should talk to someone," He gives you a look.
"Someone who isn't your friend."

"I'm fine," he insists and you sigh at his stubbornness, knowing pressuring him will do no good.

He's old enough to ask for help if he truly needs it.

"I think I will talk to him. Not now... but soon." he mutters more to himself, almost as if he makes
a promise out loud so he really keeps it.

"Whatever you decide, I'm on your side, Kook." you remind him softly and that's when Jungkook
once again realizes.

What an incredible person you are.

And he doesn't know if it's intentional, but it feels as if your words could be taken to Hoseok's
situation.

He can imagine Hoseok saying that to Kiko.

Seeing how deep in thoughts Jungkook is (mostly noticing the hurt on his face) you break his
thoughts off by tugging off the duvet off your legs. Scooting closer to him, you suddenly show up
your leg in the air, fingers brushing against it.
"Try my legs, they're soft."

Jungkook blinks at you, a huge grin suddenly breaking on his lips.

"I trust you." he says with the same grin.

"No, touch them." you insist, Jungkook playfully rolling his eyes at your perseverance as he lets his
hand brush along your leg.

You expectedly stare at him, raising your brow sternly as he snorts.

"Hmm, they're super soft," he feigns astonishment as you click your tongue at him and poke your
foot into his legs. "What do you want me to say?" he laughs, "They're always this soft."

"Not always," you argue, "I just shave them every day but usually when I'm on my period I don't."
you point out, definitely sharing some of the unnecessary information but you don't really find it
embarrassing or anything. Quite the opposite. You're comfortable with Jungkook and he doesn't
look phased at all either.

"Why do you do it every day?"

"My hair grows super fast and I don't know when we're about to have sex because it's not like we
plan it. So I always want to be prepared." you admit, pursing your lips as Jungkook amusingly
watches you the entire time.

"You don't have to do that for me or because of me." Jungkook reminds you softly, but your
immediate scoff ruins the soft moment.

"You crazy? You want me to have a bush down there?"

Jungkook raises his hand with his palm up, shrugging. "I don't really mind."

You blink at him, wondering whether it's hot of him to not care about that kind of stuff or... what is
the other option anyway?

So you raise your brow at him, as if you don't believe him which makes him chuckle.

"I really don't," he emphasizes, "I don't mind hair. If you want to grow a whole bush down there,
feel free."

You gasp, cheeks growing hot as you swat his shoulders. "I don't want that. I prefer to be neat
down there." you grumble under your breath, kind of hoping Jungkook mishears it but he doesn't.

One of the things you find hot about Jungkook is his pubic hair. He is a man, so it's not like men
are judged for it but it's nice to know Junkgook doesn't care about that stuff. It makes you adore
him even more and you can't bring yourself to think about whoever will be able to snatch him.

"Whatever you prefer," he hums, sitting up straight as he grabs you gently by your ankle and lifts
your leg up to his lips.

He kisses the soft and moisturized skin, giving it a light but long smooch as you swoon over him,
heart already picking its pace from the excitement.

He doesn't stop there though, he continues his way up as he tugs onto your leg, bringing you closer
to him and angling your body just at the right angle. When his lips stay pressed on your skin, he
looks up to check on you and he finds you giving him a light smirk. He chuckles under his breath,
the sound silent but deep as he continues. Once he's near the hem of your nightgown, his fingers
play with the lacy hem.

"Cute," he comments, suddenly pressing his face between your thighs as he delivers another kiss to
the furthest spot the material allows him.

He hikes up your nightgown, expecting to see another barrier but he's completely shocked and
welcomed by a sight of your bare pussy. And he looks up, letting you see his sparkling big eyes
while you sheepishly grin in return.

"You little minx," he tells you, diving right in as he presses a kiss to your clit. "Were you planning
to get fucked?"

You shouldn't be surprised by his language by now, but his words still light up another spark inside
your stomach as you can't help but moan once he presses his tongue flat against your clit.

"No, but I hoped to be." you reply breathlessly and honestly, gasping when Jungkook latches his
mouth over your soft and wet mound, moving his lips slowly while you clench around nothing.

He pulls away, hovering over you with his big palms spread on each side of your head, holding
himself up. You welcome the closeness and trace your fingers over his forearms as you stare at
him.

"I actually wanted to talk to you about something," he says, voice low and raspy as you tilt your
head slightly, still slightly dazed at the sight of him shirtless hovering over you.

"Right now?" you ask, emphasizing while you sound impatient which only makes the corner of his
lips lift up.

"Mhm," he hums, inching his face closer as his nose suddenly pokes you in your cheek, hot minty
breath hovering over you and you're ready to shudder with excitement and impatience.

"A-are you sure right now?" you breathe out, feeling a soft puff leaving his mouth as he chuckles
but he doesn't move as he hums against the side of your face.

"I can multitask,"

He sure can because as soon as he says it, he leans himself on his elbow while the other hand
sneaks between your thighs and cups you shamelessly, long digits working their way up and down
as you gasp once again, holding onto his forearm for a dear life.

"You know how we first talked about our conditions? About me helping you explore more stuff in
your sex life while you help me with my part of the deal?"

Eyes prying open at the mention of your sex life, Jungkook keeps moving his fingers up and down
your slit while you're trying to focus what he's even saying. You certainly can't multitask while his
hands are on you.

But Jungkook makes sure he doesn't go any further, wanting you to be in your full senses.

"You mean the mutual help?" you ask, breathing out a chuckle as you recall him naming it.

He mimics your reaction, a soft chuckle escaping past his lips like a sweet melody.

"Yes."
"What about it?" you ask, voice getting breathless once again as he starts circling your entrance
with his middle finger which makes you automatically let out a rushed but quiet curse.

However, he retracts his hand because he wants you to fully pay attention to him and you do,
because your frown is immediately decorating your face which makes him fight off a good laugh.

"You told me you wanted to explore more things, right?" You nod. "Our conversation with Jimin
and Taehyung made me think... you never actually told me what you like?"

You can't believe he's asking you this at this moment and for some reason, you shift on your spot
beneath him as your frown relaxes slightly but it's still present on your face. It's different to actually
openly talk about it, which shouldn't be an issue but – why the hell do you suddenly feel shy in
front of him?

"You want me to tell you what I want to try?" you ask quietly, meanwhile Jungkook leans on his
other elbow as well, his mouth immediately on your jaw as you close your eyes at the sensation
those two pillows bring you.

"Mhm," he hums, "I mean I know you enjoy spanking," he says with the same hum as you gulp,
feeling the lust bubbling in your stomach while you shift on your spot, desperate to feel some
friction.

And just like that, he gives the side of your ass a light spank which makes you bite your lower lip
immediately.

He really is multitasking because his lips stay glued to your jaw as he slowly moves it down your
neck. Unfortunately, if he knew how hot you look right now with a bottom lip tucked between your
teeth, he would surely look.

"I know you like when I wrapped my hand around your neck,"

And then his fingers trace against your skin on your neck, your whole body shuddering as your
body naturally spreads your legs. Fuck, can he get his lower body closer?

But he's not done yet, his hand caressing your neck before it's wrapped around it. But it just lays
there, he doesn't put any pressure on it and his whole touch electrifies you. He's still gentle with his
touch, showing you he isn't going into his full mode. He's just giving you a demonstration, a little
sneak-peek you've experienced in the mentioned full mode.

"You like many things," he continues, dragging his hand off your neck moving it down until it
disappears once it touches the top of your collarbones. "But you never told me. So, I'm asking you.
Is there a secret desire you want to do?"

And then his face is above you, staring down at you with attentive eyes and for a moment, you
have a trouble realizing he's talking about such a topic.

"I–I don't know,"

Liar, you tell yourself.

Everything Jungkook has done with you intimately, you've enjoyed very much and you actually let
him lead your own desires while he tried to figure out what you like. That's what you kind of
decided to do when you first had a similar conversation about it at the very beginning of your sex
life together. Not even once you felt the need to tell him what to do or what to try – not that it
would be a problem at all.
It certainly wouldn't. You preferred Jungkook taking the lead while you just enjoyed whatever he
had prepared for you – the things you haven't tried before such as spanking, choking and different
things you only heard about. Until he changed that.

"I like everything you do."

"Come on, there has to be something." Jungkook says with a little smile.

You're being delusional because in no way he knows there actually is something you've always
been curious about but it was never the right time.

With everything that happened to him, you can't possibly confess that you wanted to know what a
raw sex feels like. What it feels like when someone cums inside you. Do you feel it? Do you not
feel it at all while it's happening? You actually realize it's stupid to ask that of someone who you're
not dating with. Surely, there are risks. Lower with your birth control but it's never a hundred
percent.

So it's stupid to even risk such a thing with someone who you're not dating and having a
relationship with. There is still a big 'what if', a rational thought occurring in your mind and that's
why you never actually voiced your interest in that.

Sure, a lot of people who aren't dating have unprotected sex. But you're responsible and never
trusted anyone enough to do that. You want to slap yourself when you remind yourself of having
that thought of what it would feel like with Jungkook.

It obviously has a lot to do with trust and you trust Jungkook with your whole life. But can
Jungkook affect the risks a hundred percent? He can't.

"There isn't." you assure him, but it tastes weird on your tongue and the way Jungkook tilts his
head while he studies you with his dark and big orbs, you know he definitely can tell you're not
hundred percent honest.

"I don't believe you," he says simply, "You can be honest with me, you know that, right?" he asks,
leaning closer to you as he places a soft kiss against your neck once again and you sigh desperately.

"I know," you murmur, "It's just not possible."

He lifts his head up, frowning in a confusion as he suddenly sits up and you can see wheels turning
in his head. You slowly sit up, hair volumized from your previous position and even though it's
disheveled, you kind of look like an angel – Jungkook would think if he wasn't trying to figure out
why you're suddenly so secretive.

Do you think he's going to shame you for anything you have on your mind?

"Why?" he asks confusingly and god, he looks so soft while asking you with the most innocent and
confused tone.

"I will explain later." you tell him, shifting on your spot as you're reminded of the wet spot between
your thighs.

"Okay," he nods, not before he studies your face some more.

Wanting to get to the action, you move first as you lock your lips together. Arms around his neck,
you bring him closer to you as Jungkook lets you, putting a pressure to make you lay back. He
hovers over you again, spreading your legs as he makes himself fit there. Once again, he's hovering
over you like he did minutes ago, not wasting any time as he slowly starts to grind against you.

The moment you feel his hardening cock, your juices wetting his boxers right away, you gasp and
start grinding your own hips.

"Fuck, that feels good," you moan when he thrusts into you, something about the single barrier of
his piece of clothing making it even hotter.

"Yeah?" Jungkook breathes out, rolling his hips into yours as you feel your skin getting hotter and
hotter, making it burn up all while your hands slip under Jungkook's arms and you let your fingers
graze his hot skin on his back. "Think you can cum like this?"

You give Jungkook a look and he laughs at your expression.

"Don't worry, I will still fuck you if you want."

He knows you want that. But Jungkook is perfect at spicing things up and you wonder, where the
hell will you find someone equal to his perfect skills and stamina? You can't worry about that right
now because it just brings unnecessary thoughts you know you will have to face later anyway. But
you just want to enjoy this while it lasts.

Whether it's a matter of days, weeks or months.

Until one of you decides that's enough.

With a perfect roll of his hips, you're too in your own world to even think about the embarrassment
of his boxers being soaked by your wetness that gushes out of you each time you clench around
nothing, wishing it was Jungkook's cock.

Jungkook can tell you're already close, not close enough to come in a few seconds but you're
getting there. Your eyes closed, bottom lip tucked between your teeth and a frown that shows pure
ecstasy. He swears you'd be cumming within the next minute if it weren't for the ringbell that
makes both of you break from the pleasure.

"You're expecting someone?" you ask breathlessly, Jungkook sitting back on his knees as he runs
his fingers through his short hair.

He shakes his head, "Are you?"

You raise your brow at him. As if you would invite to his place – even though it's a knowledge
Jungkook wouldn't mind you inviting someone.

"Let me check who it is," Jungkook sighs, glancing around for his sweatpants while you stand up
to grab an underwear. "What are you doing? I'm not done with you." He glances at you as he's
putting on his sweatpants, standing up at the edge of the bed.

"What if it's someone we know?" you point out, "Look what I'm wearing."

Jungkook doesn't protest, not having enough time with you to argue as he walks out of the bedroom
to get to the front door.

You slip your panties on, scrunching your nose because of the discomfort your wetness brings you.
Looking for your robe, the thin silky one since you already put away your fluffy pink one for the
colder months, you put it on once you find it in the closet.
Peeking out of the door, you hear voices and it takes you five seconds to realize the deep voice that
gets closer is actually Taehyung. Just as you realize it, Taehyung comes to the view with Jungkook
trailing behind him still shirtless which makes you panic slightly. What if Taehyung suspects
something?

"Can you believe it?" Taehyung's deep voice booms again, he sounds frustrated and annoyed which
makes you walk out of the bedroom with a concerned face.

"What's wrong?" you ask, earning the attention from the two men as Jungkook sighs behind
Taehyung.

"I don't know, I'm still trying to figure it out." Jungkook mutters, obviously confused at the sudden
presence of Taehyung at this hour but most importantly, his behavior as he barged in.

"Jimin," Taehyung scoffs, "That idiot has a girlfriend!" he exclaims, and you swear you almost
choke on your spit.

Whatever you would think he's about to say, this is definitely not one of those things.

Did you hear him right?

Jimin? The man that loves to hook-up and never showed interest to be in a relationship? Years of
knowing him and his choice of life-style, very similar to Taehyung's if not the same, you can't help
but be shocked by Taehyung's reveal.

Jungkook looks as equally surprised, widening his eyes as he scratches his chest in thought.

"And... that is a problem because?" Jungkook speaks, filling the silence as Taehyung turns around
and scoffs.

"The times he bailed on us was because he had a girlfriend this whole time. He kept it a secret!"

You stand there dumbfounded, sharing a look with Jungkook as you're trying to grasp why it is
such a problem.

"Are you mad at him because he chose not to tell us?" you ask slowly, still trying to figure it out as
Taehyung frowns and thinks it through.

He stays quiet, his shoulders suddenly dropping as he sighs in defeat. "No, I just can't believe he
betrayed me like that."

You stifle a laugh, covering your mouth as Taehyung glares at you. "I'm sorry but... what were
you? Were you in a secret relationship we don't know about?"

It's Jungkook's turn to stifle a laugh as he leans against the back of the couch with his front.

"Like you are the one to joke about secret relationships," Taehyung mutters and your face drops,
giving him a glare.

For a moment you're worried as if he knows about you and Jungkook, but then you remember he
actually talks about you and Jungkook hiding your deal the first time.

"Anyway, he just never told me he likes someone. Or he even thinks about dating someone. Plus
he was so secretive and ew, I think he really likes her."

You and Jungkook snort.

"I'm sure you will find someone you will like too, Taehyung-ah." you assure him, coming closer to
him as you pat his shoulder.

He scoffs, visibly repulsed by the idea. "I don't want to find someone I like!"

"You're not gonna be single for the rest of your life, Tae." you tell him. Not that it would be
something wrong if he ended up single.

Not everyone wants to have a relationship and have a lover in that sense. Taehyung is enjoying this
lifestyle but you do believe there will come a time when someone walks into his life and he will
like that person. Like them more than someone he just wants to have sex with.

"Nah, I'm gonna be a sugar daddy when I'm old or something." He waves you off and you laugh,
shaking your head at him.

"You actually have to be loaded to be a sugar daddy." Jungkook reminds him cheekily.

"There is always a time, Jeon Jungkook," Taehyung narrows his eyes at Jungkook. "Anyway, I'm
feeling sick from how in love he sounded so I'm staying over, okay? Hope you lovebirds don't
mind having another roommate for the night,"

You stutter over your words, Jungkook equally surprised by Taehyung's own invitation to his home
but most importantly – you two have unfinished business and a part of it is in Jungkook's boxers
right now, which is hidden from Taehyung's eyes. Oh my god, did he lean against the couch to
cover his bulge?

"I can take the couch, it's fucking comfy anyway," Taehyung turns around and walks to the couch
as he makes himself comfortable there.

"Uh, okay?" Jungkook says unsurely, the two of you sharing a look, fully realizing Taehyung just
totally cockblocked you.

"Or I can share a bed with you, I can keep you warm. I love to cuddle with something anyway."
Taehyung shamelessly says to you, wiggling his brows teasingly as you widen your eyes, not
knowing whether you're lost for words or you want to laugh with him. You can't believe he just
compared you to something.

"I, uh, I actually don't have my own bed yet."

Taehyung suddenly stares at you, a grin freezing as he slowly looks between you and Jungkook,
your heart picking up its pace as you feel you're about to go full in panic mode for some reason.

"Oh," He lets out, "I mean it's not like you both haven't shared a bed anyway. More than that
actually." he says, teasing both of you as you feel the heat rushing back to your cheeks while
Jungkook straightens and clears his throat.

"It's almost done. I'm planning to finish it tomorrow," Jungkook informs him, but it's not like
Taehyung actually cares because he already starts putting some of the extra cushions to the floor.

You realize he's already wearing pajamas which could be mistaken by a pair of grey sweatpants
and a matching shirt.

"I will bring you a blanket and a pillow." Jungkook tells him, watching him as Taehyung looks at
him.
"Actually make those two, two pillows. No, three if you've got any."

Jungkook purses his lips, "Sure." You see him rolling his eyes in annoyance at Taehyung who
doesn't see it because Jungkook is already walking to his bedroom with his back turned to
Taehyung.

Standing there for a moment, Taehyung smacks his lips and closes his eyes as if you weren't there,
completely ignoring your presence as you snort and follow Jungkook into his bedroom. You find
him pulling an extra blanket and actually finding some extra pillows for Taehyung.

"Can you bring it to him?" he asks you, a huge pile of the blanket and pillows on the floor as you
stand there dumbfounded.

"Why?"

"Look at me for fucks sake." Jungkook exclaims, whispering loudly at you as he points towards
the visible hard bulge in his boxers. Well, at least it's not in its fully hard state because in that way
Taehyung would notice for sure.

"Alright, alright, calm down your balls." you mutter, picking up the things which you struggle with
but manage to hold it all in your arms.

Jungkook delivers a slap to your ass, the sound echoing in the room as you both freeze, looking at
each other. You glare at him but Jungkook just grins at you.

"Calm down your tits, he probably didn't hear."

Groaning, you wish your hands would be free so you could show him your middle finger.

Bringing it to Taehyung, he thanks you and makes himself comfortable, ordering you to turn off
the lights which you do with a grumble. He sends you a flying kiss with his eyes already closed
and arms crossed over his chest.

What a turn of events for tonight.

It's twenty minutes after and you both just lay on your backs, hands on your own stomachs as you
stare at the dark ceiling. It's more than clear Jungkook is awake too, the last time you glanced at
him which was approximately around a minute ago, his eyes were wide open. Thanks to the
unclosed blinds, there is at least some kind of moonlight present in the room.

The entire apartment is silent, no sounds heard.

"Do you think he's asleep?" Jungkook mutters, quietly with his deep voice which sounds even
deeper as he tries to keep quiet.

"He's a fast sleeper, so... probably." you answer with a whisper.

A rustling sound of the sheets comes from Jungkook's side as he turns to you, leaning on his elbow
as you see him staring at you. It's too dark to make out his features but you just know he's looking
at you because it's quite obvious.

"You still wanna fuck?" he asks, a shocking jolt of excitement and lust filling your body as the
thought of having sex with someone in the other room makes you both anxious and excited.

"What if he hears us?" you ask back, voice still coming out as a whisper but you're intrigued,
leaning on your elbows too.

"You're gonna have to be quiet then." Jungkook proposes as if you always make every sound.

"It's not just about me, Jeon," you mutter kind of loudly, silencing your voice. "Sex isn't
soundless."

And by that you mean, if Jungkook plans to fuck you there's no way the very familiar sounds of
your bodies meeting and your wetness around his length every time he thrusts will come out as
soundless.

"There's always a way around it. I told you I'm not done with you."

You cock your brow at him, nibbling in your bottom lip as you press your thighs together under the
sheets, knowing you know your answer before you even say it.

"Okay,"

You're risking a lot actually. It's not like you desperately want to keep the relationship you
currently have with Jungkook away from Taehyung. And that includes Jimin too. But you're just
not ready to tell them and first of all, it's not any of their business. What would you say anyway?
Just come up to them and announce to them you and Jungkook are hooking up whenever you want
to?

You know Taehyung would never judge you, maybe tease the hell out of you and Jungkook. Jimin
might not completely judge you but he surely would voice his concerns of your stupid decision
based on your hormones, lust and selfishness.

Either way, maybe you will bring it up once you and Jungkook feel comfortable or just won't tell
them. Whatever feels right for you and him.

Jungkook scoots closer to you, his body pressed to your right side as he slips his arm under the
sheets and finds his place between your thighs once again. You allow him the space, spreading
your legs slightly.

"Fuck, you're still wet," he mutters, "I never found Taehyung annoying as much as he just
cockblocked me tonight."

You giggle, especially at the annoyance he portrays toward Taehyung, but it dies down as soon as
Jungkook starts rubbing you. A moan threatening to escape past your lips, you quickly bite it back
and let Jungkook tease you while you shift on your spot impatiently.

"Jungkook," you whine by a whisper, still reminding yourself to keep it quiet. "I need you."

"I'm right here." he teases you and you groan, squeezing his biceps in return as you glare at him in
the darkness.

And then he slips a finger inside you, pumping it slowly as you welcome the penetration but it's
still not what you're yearning for the most. As much as you feel excited to be doing this, the thrill
of someone else in the bedroom, you wouldn't be able to live it up if Taehyung walked on you
having sex. He wouldn't let you live. You're also impatient, nervous you'll break and make any
louder sounds if Jungkook is going to play with you.

"Jeon," you scold him, but still embarrassingly grinding against his finger as he adds another that
makes you gasp silently, mouth falling open. "I'm serious, please just fuck me."
Jungkook sighs in disappointment, or at least that's what you think it is, but allows his fingers to
glide out of you. Your body protests immediately, needing his touch but you're momentarily
distracted when Jungkook suddenly brings his fingers to your lips. He brushes them against your
bottom lip, your wetness smearing across it making it glisten which could be seen if there was any
extra lightning. Before you know it, he's putting a slight pressure on them and you know what he
wants, so you fulfil his wishes by welcoming his two long digits into your mouth.

Your own taste is present on your taste buds as you wrap your mouth around his fingers, letting
your tongue twirl around them as you suck. Cleaning your own juices off his fingers, he pulls them
out slowly with a light pop.

"Good girl," he says with a deep, hushed and raspy voice that makes you want to whine in even
more impatience.

Luckily, Jungkook turns his upper body towards his nightstand, not even bothering to close it as he
pulls out a condom. Ripping the foil package, you can make out him tossing it onto the floor as he
kicks off the sheets off his body and pulls down his boxers. Wishing you could see a clear image
of him putting the latex down his hard length, you have to settle for the outlines of his body.

Jungkook is quick and expert at this, rolling on the condom perfectly as you clearly see himself
giving a few test pumps before he fully disregards his boxers. You already grasp the sheets and
pull them off your body, inviting Jungkook which he welcomes naturally and settles between your
spreaded legs, just for him. The sheets cover Jungkook's lower body once he takes it from you,
draping it over your and his bodies.

"Ready?" he asks quietly, leaning closer to you as you feel his tip brushing against your thigh.

"Yeah," you breathe out, eagerly anticipating the feeling of him entering you which comes in a
second.

He props up with his arm by your head while the other is on his length, guiding himself to your
entrance which he finds naturally and quickly. You immediately curse at the sudden stretch of his
cockhead pushing past your folds, slowly inching deeper and deeper. Nails digging into Jungkook's
back, you try to keep your mouth shut but it's hard when the intense stretch makes your eyes tear
up.

"Shhh," Jungkook reminds you, face above you as you notice a faint sight of his brows pinched
together.

"I'm trying." you tell him through clenched teeth, Jungkook still pushing his hard and thick length
into you.

"You're clenching around me, you're not making it any easier," Jungkook scolds you by a whisper
and you scoff, grunting right away when he finally slips entirely inside of you.

You both sigh in content, your body relaxing as Jungkook starts to pull out, just to softly push back
in. He builds up the pace of his thrusts, which is also based on your body's reaction to him while he
attentively watches you (or tries to in the dark to tell apart your reaction). Your soft moans and the
way you try to control them, imprisoning them in your mouth by biting harshly into your lower lip,
tells him enough to know you're enjoying this as much as being quiet suddenly feels like the
hardest task in the world.

You still have to keep quiet, no matter how many meters and a wall separates you from your
sleeping – (hopefully) – friend. Jungkook thrusts are slower than usual but deep and sharp which
knocks the breath out of you every time he does it.

It feels so good, it's definitely different compared to the usual rough and wild sex you have. Having
to be quiet and careful plays a role in it too, since usually you don't have to be too careful of another
person being in the same place as you. It all has its own spark and new feelings to it.

Rolling your hips into Jungkook, your thrusts meet as his pelvis bone presses into yours every
time. Bodies on fire, you can't keep your eyes open as you dive into the pure ecstasy of Jungkook's
skillful thrusts as you feel your stomach tightening.

It's not hard for Jungkook to tell you're close. Your walls tightening around him would be enough
to tell him that. However, Jungkook grows frustrated at the lack of feeling of you. Sure, he feels
your walls wrapped around his length but it's so faint he barely feels it, all he feels is a slight
pressure that's just not good enough. He still needs to control himself, reminding himself he can't
pound into you like there's no tomorrow just because of his desperate need to make himself feel
something more.

"Fuck, Kook," you moan, totally oblivious to his inner furstration as he focuses on your moans,
face burying into the crook of your neck as he thrusts harder.

His moves are sharper, the sheets covering your bodies barely muting the sounds of your skin
meeting. With your hands on his back, nails scratching the skin there, you allow your back to arch
as you finally let the knot snap inside you that makes you cum. You cum in a record time, Jungook
fucking you through it with the same sharp and deep thrusts.

Growing sensitive and overstimulated, you try to coax Jungkook to cum by rolling your hips into
his but that comes in return is Jungkook's frustrated growl which is muffled by your neck and
pillow luckily.

"What's wrong?" you ask, knowing Jungkook isn't one to take too long to cum.

Sure, his stamina is great but you can tell there's something wrong.

Jungkook stops, hovering over you as he stays inside you. "Fuck, I think it's the condom."

"What?" you ask in alert, Jungkook quickly shaking his head as if to soothe down your worries.

"I can barely feel you," Jungkook says through clenched teeth, frustrated as he pulls out of you.

Leaning towards his nightstand, you lean on your elbows just to be met with a light of his night
lamp being turned on. You squint your eyes at the sudden brightness while Jungkook is looking for
the box of condoms, rummaging it with an unnecessary noise but as you're about to scold him, he
already finds it and picks it up. Brows furrowed, you watch him read the box as he scoffs.

"Extra thick and extra safe," he reads out loud, scoffing and frustratedly tossing the box of
condoms away. "Makes sense."

"You're the one who bought it." you chirp in, annoyingly reminding Jungkook which doesn't make
him feel any better and you get a slight glare in return.

"It was the only one they had," he points out, stating matter of factly as you roll your eyes at him.
"Fuck, I'm not buying them next time."

"What are we gonna do?" you ask, staring at Jungkook's hard cock that's wrapped in a condom and
the sight suddenly makes you giggle, finding his frustration and this situation funny.
It brings only more annoyance and frustration on Jungkook's face as he frustratedly takes the
condom off and goes to bin it. He joins you on the bed, hand running through his disheveled hair.

"Fucking extra thick and safe," he mutters and you giggle, trying to keep your voice down. "I'm not
buying this brand again."

You sit down, silently giggling to yourself as you scoot closer to him, placing your hands on his
tensed shoulders. "Come on, lay down." you urge him, leaning to turn the lights off.

Jungkook obeys, laying back to bed while the bedroom is swallowed in the darkness once again.
You hover over him, tossing a leg over his body as you sit back on his thighs. You cringe at the
wetness meeting his skin immediately, cursing at yourself for forgetting about your own mess
between your thighs.

"Sorry." you whisper, Jungkook's hands coming to your sides.

"No, don't apologize," he tells you as you lean down and place a kiss to his mouth.

You start kissing his neck, your right hand already finding his cock slapped against his stomach as
you start pumping it. Jungkook sighs pleasantly, making himself comfortable as he wiggles on his
spot, clearly finally getting enough friction and attention. You want to snort but fight against it,
continuing to work on his neck with your mouth while you squeeze his shaft, tracing your thumb
on top of it.

"Yeah, that feels good," he sighs, voice tight and breathy while his hands make it to your ass.

He pulls your cheeks apart, massaging the flesh as you gasp against his skin. Focus, Y/N, you
remind yourself not wanting to feel aroused again and risking the chance of a round two with
Taehyung in the next room. But Jungkook makes it hard with his needy and touchy hands.

Suddenly, Jungkook presses onto your ass and you grind against him, a surprised gasp leaving your
mouth as your hand leaves his length for a moment.

"Sorry," Jungkook apologizes sheepishly, growing impatient with you just pumping his cock.

You glare at him, gasping when your hips are inched forward and you suddenly feel it. The hard
and hot flesh you're currently sitting on, your chest flushed against Jungkook's while you feel your
wetness coating Jungkook's cock. Naked, with no barrier.

It feels like your head is about to spin, not believing you feel him like this against you. Quickly
bracing yourself, you sit back and get off his length as you choose to sit next to him instead.

Glancing at Jungkook, you find him propped on his elbow, body slightly tensed as you feel his
eyes on you even in the darkness. Once you wrap your hand around him, he relaxes and another
apology croaks out of his mouth as he lays back and lets you pump his solid length.

"It's fine." you assure him, leaning down to his length as you take him into your mouth.

The rest of the few minutes go with you sucking him off, ignoring the way you clench around
nothing when Jungkook lets out even the slightest breathy sound as he's enjoying the warmth of
your mouth around him. Your previous plan of not wanting to get all hot and needy failed,
Jungkook not helping you at all when his arm stretches to your ass and starts to rub your pussy
while you try to make him cum.

You whine, torn between slapping his hand away or letting him rub you. It feels too good to tell
him to stop and with you being focused (trying to be) on sucking him off, you just let him feel your
wetness. It's in the middle of you drooling all over his cock, both mouth and hand busy, when
Jungkook finally cums into your mouth.

You swallow the liquid, not letting it linger in your mouth any longer than it's necessary, the panic
of Taehuyng being awake is the main priority at the moment, now that all of your and Jungkook's
needs have been dealt with.

As soon as you don't feel his hand on you, you persuade yourself it's for the better because
apparently, the condoms aren't good and you don't want to risk doing anything more.

"What are you doing?" you whisper, glancing at Jungkook when you grab your robe and quickly
tie it around your frame, seeing him pulling some random sweatpants on.

"I gotta clean up myself." he shrugs as you sigh.

"Wait here, I'm going first."

"What, why?" he whines.

"Because Taehyung might be awake, you idiot." you scold him, pointing out the obvious as
Jungkook huffs.

"He is not, or else he would barge in here. But fine, but be quick I can feel your cum drying on my
thighs."

He slouches back on the bed, ushering you to move as you roll your eyes.

Luckily, Taehyung is still asleep and not even a sound comes out from the living room as you walk
by to the bathroom. You're as fast as possible, finding Jungkook slowly falling asleep in the same
position you left him when you come back. You kick him in the shin to wake him up, he stands up
with a grumble.

"Suddenly not minding to fall asleep with my dried cum on you?" you sarcastically ask, teasing
him a little as you see him showing you his middle finger. You don't see it clearly, just the outline
of it is enough to make you bite back a laugh.

"Fuck off," he grumbles under his breath, "You wanted to clean first."

And he is out of the door before you can think of a comeback, sighing because it has no point to do
that in the middle of the night.

Hating to admit it, you still wait for Jungkook to come back until you fully allow yourself to fall
asleep but in your defense, he doesn't take too long and joins you in a few minutes before your eyes
can even flutter shut.

Your last night while sharing a bed with Jungkook is peaceful, just like the previous ones always
had been. And it certainly has nothing to do with Jungkook's warm and soft breath hitting the back
of your neck.

The morning comes too quickly in your opinion. Maybe it's the sunlight peeking through unclosed
blinds you forgot to close last night that makes you painfully squint your barely open eyes.
Looking at the clock, it's not as early as you expect it to be and the whole apartment seems to be
swallowed in silence, which makes you question where everyone is.
Suddenly being reminded of Taehyung's presence, it's weird that it's still quiet at ten o'clock.

Still wearing your nightgown, it's better to change before Taehyung sees your extremely exposed
skin – not that he would care – but you're not in the mood for any early jokes and teasing on your
account which would surely involve Jungkook as well.

Changing to your usual morning lazy outfit – a pair of beige sweatpants and a large white shirt –
you make it into the bathroom to take care of your appearance and morning hygiene. It doesn't take
you long, just enough to open the door and smell the delicious smell of bacon and eggs.

On your way following the smell, you notice Taehyung still cuddled to the pillow and blanket, his
butt peeking off the couch as you chuckle but silently make it to the kitchen.

You're not surprised to see Jungkook completely awake, dressed in sport shorts and an oversized
black shirt, looking fresh and wide awake as if he has been up for hours now.

"Don't you ever sleep?" you mumble behind him, joining him in the kitchen as he glances over his
shoulder with a corner of his lips tilted upwards.

"Do you ever wake up before nine?" he asks in return, cackling when you smack his back when
you walk past him.

"Yeah, if i have to," you say dumbfounded, earning another chuckle at the obviousness in your
tone. "This smells good. You need help with anything?" you ask, looking around to see if there is
anything you could do but you already find everything prepared.

Plates, glasses, sliced bread and a bowl of fruit... Jungkook has already taken care of everything.

"No, just sit down your pretty ass. Breakfast will be served soon,"

You raise your brow at him, earning another grin from him as he turns off the stove, serving the
fried bacon on a plate. But you stand there, ignoring the way Jungkook cocks his brow at you and
smirks when you haven't listened to him.

Once Jungkook puts away the pan, letting it cool down he turns to you, giving you a look which
you return with a cheeky smile, raising your brow at him.

"You never listen, do you?" he chuckles.

"Of course not, you should know that by now Jeon." you tease him, wetting your lips with the tip
of your tongue as he playfully rolls his eyes at you.

"You're provoking me." he states matter-of-factly, staring into your eyes as you can't help but
smirk. He knows.

"Am I?" you cock your head to the side, Jungkook inching closer as you slowly take a step back,
playfully smirking at him.

"Was last night not enough for you?"

And the profound confidence and cockiness makes you eye him from head to toe, staring back at
his eyes through your eyelashes before you say; "Wasn't it enough for you?"

Jungkook growls, bumping into you as your bodies clash together as his hand makes it to your ass,
delivering a slap to it as you laugh, hands on his chest while his both hands squeezes your
asscheeks.

"What. The. Fuck."

It's like you've been electrified, both jumped away from each other as you stare at freshly awoken
Taehyung with his eyes wide despite the evident sleepiness in them. His hair is disheveled, face
puffy as he stares dumbfoundedly at the two of you.

You're screwed. One part of you tries to tell you that it's not a big deal but looking at Taehyung,
you feel like your heart is in your throat and you're about to get scolded for some reason.

You're both so stupid. Getting touchy when he could've walked in any time. Which happened. You
both were just stupid to let yourself get carried away.

"Taehyung, you are awake?" you manage to ask as if what he saw was nothing, voice too high and
light which makes him stare at you even more, blinking slowly.

"Clearly I wasn't supposed to be!" he exclaims, throwing his arms suddenly as he eyes you both
suspiciously but you know he knows. He's not stupid to let this go and think of this as nothing
happened.

"Tae, this doesn't have to be a drama, okay?" Jungkook speaks up softly, watching his older friend
starting to both catch a breath as he lets out a humorous laugh.

"You just were all over Y/N's ass!" he points at Jungkook as if he accused him of something.

Jungkook shrugs, there's no point in denying it when he clearly saw it.

"Hold the fuck on," Taehyung pinches the bridge of his nose, breathing in and out before he walks
to the dining table and seats himself.

He stares at you with a firm gaze, the situation kind of wants to make you laugh but you hold
yourself back. Somehow, Jungkook's presence and his obvious pose makes you more comfortable
because you know he will take care of this.

"You guys are dating too?"

"No." you and Jungkook answer at the same time, both of you looking at each other without
turning your heads, giving yourselves a side look.

"No, it's not that." Jungkook adds, cringing at himself since he says it awkwardly and slowly.

"Phew, thank fuck," Taehyung breathes out a sigh of relief, "I mean, don't get me wrong... it's just
the situation with Jimin, imagine if y'all dated someone. I would be a fucking outcast!" he exclaims
dramatically as you roll your eyes at him and join him at the table, not before taking the bacon with
you.

"Calm down, weirdo. We are not dating," you assure him, "With your lifestyle, you're gonna be the
only single one at some point."

"Oh, fuck off." Taehyung grumbles and mockingly grimaces at you.

"Oh, fuck off." you mumble back childishly, doing the same grimace.

Sighing, you reach for the glass of orange juice Jungkook has so kindly poured everyone before
you even came here.
"So you just casually let your friends slap your ass?" Taehyung suddenly asks, causing you to
almost choke but luckily, you haven't taken a sip yet.

You glare at him, Jungkook clearing his throat as a silence follows.

"What? Here I was talking about face slapping the other day and you're–"

"Okay, that's enough." Jungkook butts in, placing a bottle of ketchup on the table.

"I'm just fucking confused right now, I feel like I'm hangover," Taehyung says, clutching the side
of his head. "So what is this then? Don't tell me you have another fake dating deal going on. Who
are you trying to get back? Don't tell me it's that adolescent douche."

You snort, shaking your head. "Relax, we are not trying to get anyone back."

"We are just hooking up."

"Jungkook!"

"What?" he exclaims back, "He already saw us. What's the point of not going straight to the point?"

"Wait, wait, wait," Taehyung says quickly, digging into the scrambled eggs as he puts it into his
mouth, munching on it. "You guys are hooking up?"

"That's what I just said, didn't I?" Jungkook sighs, sitting on the opposite side of you and
Taehyung.

"You guys are fucking crazy," Taehyung mutters, "But hey, good for you. At least you have sex
again." he tells you, causing Jungkook to hold back a laughter as you nudge your shoulder into
Taehyung's.

"Shut up," you grumble, "What do you even know about my sex life?"

"Practically nothing, I thought it was non-existent." Taehyung mutters causing you to glare at him.

"Not everyone fucks everyone with a pair of tits."

"Hey, it's not everyone. Just everyone who's willing to share that pair of tits with me."

All three of you burst into laughter at that, a silence following once you calm down as Taehyung
keeps eyeing you while he sips on his juice.

"What is it, Taehyung?" you ask finally, not standing the prying eyes on you for more than a
second.

"Nothing, nothing," Taehyung whistles but then he breaks, "Oh my god, I can't believe you two are
actually fucking! I knew you just wouldn't go back to being friends!"

"We are friends," you argue immediately, meanwhile Jungkook is stuffing his face with food as if
this conversation doesn't involve him. Honestly, it just makes you mentally shake your head at him
for not saying anything further, leaving you to handle annoying and teasing Taehyung by yourself.
"We went back to just being friends!" you exclaim as you see Taehyung's raised brow, obviously
not believing you.

Your frustration rises as Taehyung purses his lips.

 "No, really! It just happened... Anyway, we are both single so..." you mumble, not even knowing
how to get out of this conversation but with Taehyung, it's impossible.

"Yeah, for how long..." Taehyung mutters quietly under his breath but gives you a teasing grin
once your eyes meet. "I'm happy for you, though. I really am."

Jungkook snorts, leaning against the stool as he chews the food while you give Taehyung a weird
look.

"Happy for us?" you ask dumbfounded as Taehyung nods.

"Yeah," he nods, shrugging. "Happy you have sex, enjoying your youthful life... with Jungkook out
of all people."

"Okay, what is that supposed to mean?" you exclaim, Taehyung almost choking on his food as he
bursts into another fit of laughter.

"Okay, I think that's enough," Jungkook says, "Please, Tae. Let us live, okay?"

"Fine, fine, fine." Taehyung waves him off, keeping his mouth shut.

Finally you're about to eat in a peaceful quiet until another topic comes up and you couldn't be
happier.

Still, Taehyung keeps amusingly smirking at his plate but you choose to ignore it. Both of you do.

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Chapter Notes

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Taehyung's ability to persuade you to do things you normally don't feel like doing still amazes you.
You've no idea how the man does it but he surely has his ways. In your defense, you didn't let
yourself be persuaded quickly.

"I'm not going to a bar on Sunday, Taehyung."

That's what you told him when he suddenly came up with an idea to go out in the evening. He had
decided not to go home after breakfast, not that you minded his company. Not at all. Jungkook was
busy finishing your bed after breakfast while you and Taehyung watched movies the entire day. It
was a calm day – until Taehyung's extrovertness and need to go out came up to the surface.

"Relax, you're not getting drunk."

So the next ten minutes were spent with his attempts of getting you to agree to his plan, involving
Jungkook as soon as he came up from the office room – which is going to be your room as well
from now.

"We are just going to hang out."

"Come on. Jimin bailed on me and I'm lonely."

Just a glimpse of what he said to make you finally agree.

In the end, Jungkook agreed as well and offered to be the driver.

"I can't believe he made us go out on Sunday." you comment with a mutter under your breath,
glancing down at your already finished drink.

Going to a local bar is what you mean.

Jungkook glances at you, arm outstretched behind your seat as he grins. "You're acting as if it's the
first time that has happened."

Well, he has a point.

Taehyung scoffs, reminding you that he has heard you perfectly as he sits on the opposite side of
you and Jungkook, adjusting the button-up Jungkook has borrowed him since he barged in wearing
pajamas last night. He actually borrowed a whole outfit from Jungkook which seems kind of weird,
because he looks like Jungkook. Minus the face and tattoos of course, but still. Their fashion style
is kind of different, not totally but seeing Jungkook in that button-up before and now Taehyung
wearing it is... interesting and odd.

Not that it doesn't suit him. Taehyung usually wears similar clothes when going out at night. It's the
fact those clothes are Jungkook's but well, he looks good in them. The looks Taehyung gets from
the women in this bar just proves that.

"Oh please, what were you two about to do on a Sunday anyway?" Taehyung raises his eyebrows
at you lazily, "Fuck behind everyone's back?" he laughs, your entire face heating up as his name
leaves your mouth in a hushed exclamation.

"Probably." Jungkook shrugs, not letting Taehyung get to him as you give him a look but he looks
relaxed and not very bothered by your friend's jab.

The little twitch in the corner of his lips tells you last night has crossed his mind.

"Relax, I'm just joking," Taehyung rolls his eyes at you, "Is it really that bad to hang out with me?"
Taehyung asks with a glare and edge to his voice, but looking at him you realize how the
undertone of his question is plainly just sad and you immediately feel bad.

"No, Tae, that's not what I meant," you assure him, shaking your head as you prop your elbows on
the table and lean closer to him. "It's just, it's Sunday and I have work tomorrow. All of us do
actually. I don't want to go to sleep too late and then having to deal with Junho's annoying ass the
whole next day. Plus, I can't get drunk."

It's not like you haven't done it before. It's not that big of a problem to be honest.

Everyone knows you want to get a good amount of sleep before having to wake up early in the
morning. It's just how you prefer to do things and thanks to your friends, you get a good amount of
clubbing and hanging out in public places a lot.

"Nobody is getting drunk. We are just having a few good drinks and that's it."

But you should've known to never trust him when it comes to drinking and having fun.

With more drinks on your and Taehyung's part, Jungkook gladly sticking to coke, the evening
started to get more relaxed in terms of you relaxing and sharing a good laugh with your friends.
Suddenly, getting more drinks didn't sound so bad and once Taehyung suddenly came up with
another plan of visiting a nearby club, surprisingly you already stood up ready to go.

You're nowhere near dressed appropriately for a club. Just a pair of dark jeans, a nice top and heels
– not your average good outfit but you don't care.

Not even when Jungkook reminds you of your work tomorrow, not very sold on the idea of going
clubbing on Sunday night as you and Taehyung both wave him off. Sighing, he still joins you – not
that he has a choice since he is both your driver.

It doesn't even make sense. You only go to the club to get more drinks which you could've happily
got in the bar. Club is loud, full of people and stinky but in your drunken state, it seems like the
most logical and greatest idea. You blame it on Taehyung.

You and Taehyung dance through a few songs though, something you wouldn't be able to do in a
bar. Jungkook watches you two the entire night like a parent, and if you weren't so drunk you
would feel bad for him having to stick to his non-alcoholic drinks while he babysits not only you
but Taehyung as well.

He happily reminds you he's okay and doesn't want to get drunk, every time you drunkenly sit back
down into the booth and pout at him.

"You're drunk," Jungkook comments, chuckling as his thumb brushes against the corner of your
lips as you give him a lazy grin. "You should take it slow." he reminds you softly, snorting when
you take a sip of your drink, ignoring his words.

You sheepishly grin at him, sitting back which happens to be on Jungkook's side as you cuddle up
to him. Taehyung currently flirts with one of the women, which is also the reason you joined
Jungkook because he shooed you away as soon as she approached you and him. Idiot.

However, he doesn't bail on you and joins you shortly after.

Jungkook reminds you two to stop drinking so much every few minutes but just like always, you
both wave him off.

"Sober people are always annoying when others are drinking." Taehyung comments and you start
giggling like it's the funniest thing he could've said right after Jungkook has scolded him for
ordering another round of drinks.

"This sober annoying person is driving you home." Jungkook reminds him with a grumble, your
giggling continuing.

To Jungkook's luck, you decide to end the night when you start getting tipsy, almost falling asleep
on Jungkook's chest while Taehyung looks like he has had enough – equally getting tired and too
drunk to barely stand on his feet.

How he manages to get you two in his car is beyond him, but he's glad when you're both seated in
the back as he drives through the night to his apartment. Taehyung's car is in a parking lot in front
of Jungkook's building, so there's no way he's driving him home. Also, he is drunk and doesn't
want to waste time driving him home, having to actually get him to up his floor and apartment.

It's not like it's a bother to him for Taehyung to spend a night over. At least he is not left with blue
balls this time.

"Well--this is new," Taehyung slurs drunkenly in the back, your head that's been leaned against the
window lazily turns to him as you questionably look at him. "I haven't even kissed anyone
tonight."

You snort, giggling. "Is that a bad thing?"

"No, it's just weird." he giggles to himself as you join him.

"You know what's weird?" you ask, pointing at your outfit as Taehyung cocks his head at you.
"This outfit."

You both cackle right after, causing Jungkook to roll his eyes at the two of you and what a
hangover you two are about to have. The last time you were even similarly drunk to your current
state was at the New Year's Eve trip – something that's hard to forget.

"Nah, you look good." Taehyung murmurs, his words coming out as snort as he starts drifting away
but your voice shakes him out of it.

"You really think so?"

You sound so hopeful and light, causing Jungkook to stifle back a laugh as Taehyung
encouragingly nods like the supporting friend he is.

"No, you're just saying that because you're my friend." you grumble sadly as Taehyung drunkenly
tries to reach towards you but ends up almost slapping you in the face which causes you to click
your tongue at him in annoyance.

"No, I'm not!" he argues childishly as you cross your arms over your chest, not even caring your
top makes your breasts almost spill out of it with how low it is tugged by your arms.

"You are!"

"No, you idiot!"

"I'm not an idiot!"

Taehyung sighs, fighting back the need to just close his eyes and sleep. "You are hot."

"You mean it?" you pout again, staring hopefully at drunk Taehyung but you're not the one to talk,
looking just as hammered.

"Yeah!" Taehyung exclaims enthusiastically, "I would totally go for you if you were a stranger."

"You would?"

Jungkook listens to the absurd conversation, silently counting down the minutes to his apartment
building. Why the fuck you sound so happy?

"Yeah!" he exclaims again, burping right after as you giggle. "I would totally kiss you tonight if
you weren't my friend."

"Kiss me?"

Oh fuck, you're so drunk. You even sound interested knowing the thought of kissing one of your
friends – excluding Jungkook of course – is like kissing your brother. But this doesn't even cross
your mind.

"Mhm, you wanna kiss?" Taehyung proposes, drunkenly sending you a crooked grin as he leans
towards you while you sit behind Jungkook's seat, grinning at him just as much.

Why not? What could go wrong?

"Yeah!"

You both start to lean closer to each other, pursing your lips like little kids do but before you can
even get any closer, the car comes to an abrupt stop which almost makes you both fly through
windshield if it weren't for the seatbelt Jungkook has so kindly put on both of you.

Before Taehyung can even open his mouth, taking him too long to realize what has just happened,
Jungkook is out of his seat as the door on Taehyung's side is pushed open.

"Yah, what the fuck man?" Taehyung complains, slurring his words as Jungkook takes off his
seatbelt and pulls him out of his seat.

Taehyung complains the whole time, your drunk mind having a hard time comprehending what is
happening until Taehyung sits in a passenger seat, Jungkook clicking on his seatbelt with a frown
before the door is shut.

You blink confusingly at the back, your stomach feeling funny from the harsh stop you just made
as you're trying not to throw up.

"You're both so fucking wasted." Jungkook mutters under his breath, putting the car into drive
fastly.
You both fall asleep for the rest of the ride, Taehyung waking up just as Jungkook parks in an
underground garage where he only recently bought a parking spot. He already looks as if he can't
remember a thing, blinking as he watches his surroundings with sleepy and bloodshot eyes –
Jungkook chuckles once he notices Taehyung's dumbfounded expression.

Getting him out of the car is just as hard as he expected, Taehyung barely able to stand on his feet
while Jungkook scolds him to at least try and stand for a solid minute while he tries to get you out
of the car.

Taehyung leans against his car, palms messily outstretched on its windows as he leaves handprints
all over it and Jungkook has to take a deep breath. Opening the door on your side, you're already
sleeping with your head and neck in an uncomfortable position.

You're so out of it, he thinks as he tries to wake you up. Brushing a few strands of your hair off
your face, he gently calls out your name while he shakes your shoulder but you murmur something
under your breath, trying to swat his hand off.

Sighing, he grunts once he sneaks his arms around your frame and tries to take you into his arms.
With your lack of response and difficult position it's not easy but eventually he successfully
manages to pull you out, holding you bridal style as he shuts the car door with his hip.

"Why don't I get such a privilege?" Taehyung pouts, slurring once he notices you in Jungkook's
arms while he's scared to let go of the car, guessing he won't be able to hold himself on his feet for
long.

"Because you're heavy and my size," Jungkook answers nonchalantly, telling him to at least try
holding his forearm, so he doesn't fall.

Carrying you in his arms with Taehyung attached to his side is even more difficult but by the time
you make it into the elevator, he promises himself not to ever listen to you or Taehyung's drunk
ideas.

Fortunately for Jungkook and his sake, Taehyung finds his way to the couch and even though
Jungkook had to scold him to take off his shoes before he enters his home any further, he slouches
himself on the couch and falls asleep right away.

Jungkook manages to put you into your newly assembled bed and fresh sheets. The bed fits into his
office room but with the lack of space, one side has to be pressed against the wall and it looks a
little bit awkward but it's not like it's important.

While Jungkook is taking your shoes off, you start to shift on your spot as your eyes open with a
few lazy blinks as you look around. It's funny watching you trying to figure out where you are,
until you spot Jungkook's desk and computer before Jungkook himself stares at you with a tiny
amused grin.

You suddenly pat your face, gasping. "My make-up."

For fuck sake, Jungkook thinks as he sighs and is ready to try to convince you to take it off
tomorrow because he doesn't have the energy to get you to the bathroom and take it off for you
while you will keep dozing off. He doesn't really need you falling and hitting your head or
something. Why can't you just lay down and sleep like Taehyung does?

You're already standing up before Jungkook can somehow convince you to go to sleep either way,
and he quickly pushes you back to bed. "Alright, alright, I'll be right here. Just wait."
A tiny part of him, okay actually a big one, hopes by the time he comes back you'll be already
asleep but of course, it wouldn't be you if you listened to his never spoken pleas. He finds you
staring at the ceiling with a lazy look, your eyes fighting for some sleep but you remain awake,
looking at Jungkook who sits on the edge of bed.

He takes off your make-up, careful not to be too harsh with his movements. He brought way more
make-up wipes than it's needed and if you were observant enough, you would definitely scold him
for wasting your wipes like that.

Luck is on his side and you remain oblivious to the unnecessary waste but in his defense, he wants
to make sure all of your make-up is gone and you won't curse him the first thing in the morning if
you had panda eyes or new break-outs. Honestly, he thinks you would curse him out even if you
hadn't any of those, just the thought of going to sleep with your make-up on would be a good
reason for you to scold him.

He can't help but chuckle at his thoughts – at the sight of you who has a lazy smile spreaded on
your lips.

"Did I really kiss Taehyung?" you suddenly ponder quietly, eyes slowly opening as you try to
locate Jungkook ones.

"You almost did." Jungkook answers, gently rubbing the make-up wipe on your chin.

"Oh," you let out, surprised that it wasn't a figment of your drunken imagination. "Wow."

Jungkook glances at you for a second, eyes flickering to your astonished expression before he goes
back to his task. "Yeah," he mumbles, "Didn't know you had a thing for Taehyung."

He knows you don't – that's why his tone comes out more light as he lightly jokes.

"I don't," you reply, "I mean... What's wrong about kissing another friend of mine?" you joke
back, snorting at your joke while he frowns.

But he remains silent, not even sure what to say to that because you're clearly drunk. Sober you
would be freaked out at the thought of kissing him.

"Jimin has a girlfriend now, so I can't kiss him too."

An audible but slight snort leaves Jungkook's mouth as you continue with your joking.

"Well, too bad it's only us guys." Jungkook jokes, your grin falling off your face immediately as he
puts the last make-up wipe onto the floor before he informs you he's done, but that goes unnoticed
by you as you sit up.

"What do you mean by that?" you ask, frowning as he catches you by your forearm when you
totter and almost fall back. "You would kiss other girls?"

Jungkook tries to stifle back a laugh as your hardened and serious face is not too hard to miss.

"Weren't you about to kiss Taehyung?" he points out, still joking of course but in your current state
you can't seem to notice the slightest twitch of his lips or the way he bites into the inside of his
cheek to prevent himself from laughing.

This is actually interesting, he thinks, obviously he is just joking and it's not because he can't
imagine having another woman or women in your small friends group of four. It's because he's
already risking too much by being this close to you – but he purposely pushes any doubts and fears
away – he surely wouldn't risk any other friendship by just kissing his friends.

Lifting your hand up, you sloppily trace his lips while he stares at you amusingly as you seem too
deep in your thoughts. "Your lips are mine to kiss." you tell him, grinning drunkenly at him and he
bites back a laugh, rubbing his nose to hide his grin instead.

"Yeah?" he chuckles and you give him one stiff nod.

"Yeah," you confirm, "I'm not allowing any other girls in our group."

"Alright," Jungkook finally laughs, nodding as he stands up and ushers you to lay back down.
"You're the boss here."

Again, you miss his amused tone and expression, thinking he's completely serious as you nod.

"Of course I am," you purse your lips, "I don't want to sleep in my jeans," you mutter sleepily,
trying to unbutton them but it's hard to do in your state. "Help me?"

Jungkook sighs, but helps you to get out of your clothes. He was hoping you would just go to sleep.
It's not like he minds changing your clothes. He's not exactly a typical best friend and he has seen it
all, like you would gladly remind him if he refused, but still – he doesn't find it comfortable
changing your clothes when you're in this state. Purely out of respect for you.

Once you're out of your clothes, bra gone with your panties only shielding you, Jungkook tries not
to look at your exposed form until he hands you one of your larger size t-shirts you sleep in. You
ask for pants which he puts on you as well, the first one he has managed to find which happens to
be with a Christmas motive.

"Okay, you're all set boss," Jungkook says, clapping his hands together as he's about to stand up but
you grab him by his wrists, slowly sitting up as you tug him closer to you. "What is it?"

You just stare at him, fighting off the sleepiness as you inch closer and deliver a soft peck on his
lips. Jungkook is stunned for a moment, staring at you confusingly as you give him a sheepish
grin.

"I'm just staking my claim."

Jungkook snorts in amusement, shaking his head at you. "Because of who? I'm not kissing anyone
else." he laughs and you frown, suddenly pouting as if you just remember what he is talking about.
In your drunk and hazy mind, you have trouble trying to remember what happened in the car in the
first place.

"As you shouldn't," you tell him smartly and he laughs quietly.

He knows you're drunk but if it happened while sober, he would actually think you're quite selfish
for saying that considering you were about to drunkenly kiss Taehyung. But 'drunkenly' is the key
point and he understands that. He doesn't even care, knowing you both got wasted that you barely
knew what you were doing. He was just teasing you earlier, he wasn't expecting you to start talking
about it.

"I'm getting cold, can you cuddle me?"

"Drink some water first," he says, handing you the glass of water he brought earlier along with the
make-up wipes.
You do, gulping it in one go before you hand him the glass back, making yourself comfortable in
your bed as Jungkook covers your body. Urging him to join you in bed, he tries to explain he needs
to take a shower as you whine childishly. But he doesn't ask you, simply walking out of the room
to take a quick shower.

He goes back to check on you, not expecting you to still be awake as you pat a free space next to
you.

There's no escape from this, that much is clear to him and without arguing, he joins you in bed.

You start caressing the side of his face and he stares at you with a confused yet amused expression
but that's until you give him a kiss. Is that a mint he tastes?

He frowns in confusion, wondering where the hell have you found it but then he sees a pack of
mint dragees on the side table.

However, the kiss doesn't last too long because he pulls away and you pout immediately.

"You don't want to kiss?"

He doesn't know whether you're annoying right now or just cute.

"You're drunk." he informs you as if he just told you news, or at least that's how you currently look
as you open your mouth and almost offendly stare up at him.

Your mind seems to be clouded and in your current state you don't understand there are a few
reasons why Jungkook wouldn't want to kiss at this moment – but right now all you can feel is
offended that he pulled away.

"No, I'm not."

Jungkook chuckles, looking down for a moment while he stays propped on his elbow. "Yes, you
are."

You give him a glare, trying to look intimidating but Jungkook wants to laugh rather than feeling
intimidated.

"Okay, maybe a little bit," you roll your eyes, "But we can still kiss?"

"That's not what a gentleman would do." Jungkook hums, lips twitching when you whine and slap
sheets frustratedly instead.

"Then don't be a gentleman."

"You're so bratty when you're drunk." he comments, shaking his head at you with a grin as he leans
over you.

For a moment you think he's about to kiss you but he turns off the lamp instead, causing you to
frustratedly huff.

"I won't ever kiss you." you murmur, huffing again as Jungkook lets out another snort.

"We'll see about that." Jungkook mutters and you scoff.

"No, I won't. You can kiss my ass next time."

"Oh, I will," Jungkook grins, "Gladly,"

You turn around with your back to him, mind getting too hazy and tired to continue this argument –
or whatever it is.

"Now go to bed, brat. You'll have a nice awakening tomorrow."

You barely register his words, murmuring something you can't even realize you're saying because
you're completely out of it. You drift off to sleep with Jungkook scooting closer, enveloping you
with his arm and warmth.

"Fucking hell,"

Jungkook isn't even surprised when those are your first words as you join him in the kitchen,
holding your head with a pained expression scrunching your puffy morning features.

He has heard voices before you came here, you and Taehyung both complaining about yesterday's
night and how much you've overdone it. Not that he disagrees.

Sitting on the stool, Jungkook slides you some painkillers with a glass of water – the same thing he
did to Taehyung before he went back to sleep.

"Thanks, you're a lifesaver."

Jungkook playfully rolls his eyes, preparing cereals for himself as he sends you a look across his
shoulder. "Have you thrown up already?"

"Yeah." you embarrassingly admit, just right after you woke up and made it to the bathroom.

"That's good, you will feel better now. If it makes you better, Taehyung already threw up two
times. Luckily I expected it, so I prepared a bucket next to him."

You give him a crooked smile, despite the pain your stomach and head is already experiencing.

"What about work?" Jungkook asks, glancing at the digital clock on his stove, seeing you
should've been gone a long time ago.

He didn't want to wake you up, knowing you won't be able to wake up at six in the morning when
you went to sleep around midnight completely wasted.

"I called Junho, told him I woke up feeling sick."

Yeah, some time in your still half drunk state with a raspy and gruffy voice.

"What did he say?"

"He wasn't happy," you wince, "I'm sure he added to my headache."

"He's a fucking idiot then." Jungkook shrugs, showing you his bowl of cereal in a silent offer but
you almost gag, shaking your head with a hand on your mouth.

"Please, I'm the idiot here. Who gets drunk on Sunday when they have work the next day?" you
deadpan, Jungkook snorting.

"True,"
He gives you a grin across his shoulder and you reciprocate it, rolling your eyes at him.

"Maybe you'll learn from your mistakes."

"You're annoying." you comment, Jungkook holding his breakfast as he starts eating while
standing.

You notice he's fully closed. Jeans, oversized emerald colored hoodie looking fresh which can't be
said about you or Taehyung who's trying to sleep his hangover off.

"So were the two of you," Jungkook reacts right away, "Do you remember something from last
night?"

"Just fragments," you cringe at yourself, "Did I do something embarrassing?"

Jungkook smirks, swallowing his bite as he leans back against the counter. "Well, let's see...you
guys kept drinking despite me warning you. You just waved me off every time and oh, you and
Taehyung were about to kiss,"

You wince, but not saying anything about it as he continues.

"I had to take off your make-up, as usual. Then you wanted to kiss me but you were drunk, so I
tried to politely refuse but you got all bratty,"

He's enjoying it, it's not that hard to tell considering he's amusingly grinning. "You told me my lips
are only yours to kiss."

"Oh my god!" you exclaim, hiding your face away from him as he finally breaks and starts
laughing.

"Do you remember any of it?"

"Yes to Taehyung, even though it's pretty hazy and I don't remember much from there. But I do
remember uh," you gulp, "saying something about your lips."

"Yeah, you got very serious about it."

"Shut up," you glare at him right away. "I was drunk! You can't take me seriously!"

"Didn't know you wanted to kiss me so badly." he continues to tease you as you groan, searching
for something around you to hit him with and Jungkook erupts into another fit of laughter.

"I don't," you grit through clenched teeth, "My drunk self gets cuddly and loves affection." you
mutter, pouting as Jungkook scrunches his nose as he grins.

"I figured."

"Please just shut up," you beg him, "Where are you going?"

Jungkook smirks, your attempt of changing topic doesn't go unnoticed by him but he decides no
longer to make you suffer.

"I'm working till four and then I'm gonna hang out with Ester."

"Oh," you let out surprisingly, "Okay."

"She's joining me on my last shoot, I want her to see how I work so we can, you know, do a better
job when we work on that project,"

Ah, yes. The project Junho wanted Jungkook on. You're supposed to work on it in a month or so,
the date going back and forth but not too much that it would cause any problems to Jungkook, due
to his busy schedule. It's pretty unusual for him to be still home at this time – but not completely
rare.

"What are you gonna do today?"

"There's not much I can do with a hangover," you snort, "I think I'm gonna spend the day with
Taehyung until he decides to go home." you shrug as Jungkook nods while he continues eating.

In that moment Jungkook's phone starts to ring, interrupting your conversation even though there
wasn't much to be said as his eyebrows furrow in curiosity while he pulls the phone out of the
pocket of his jeans.

"It's Jimin," he says, looking at the screen before he accepts it and taps the screen, putting the
phone on the counter between you two. "Hey, you're on speaker."

"Finally!" Jimin exclaims, " Who's there?"

"Hey, Jimin." you call out, letting your presence known as Jimin greets you back.

"Where the hell is Taehyung? I tried to reach out to him but his phone seems to be turned off."
Jimin asks, while Jungkook leans forward against the counter with his elbows, brows raising up as
he glances at you and grins.

You shake your head playfully, "Don't worry, he's here at Jungkook's. His battery probably died."

"Ah, typical of him. I should've known it's nothing serious but what is he even doing there, Kook?"

As Jungkook opens his mouth, awake Taehyung joins you in the kitchen as he recognizes Jimin's
voice immediately, not that it matters because he glances at the screen either way to make sure it's
really him.

"What's up, traitor." Taehyung greets Jimin, a beat of silence on the other side as you and
Jungkook snort.

"Where the hell have you been, man? I was trying to reach you but apparently your battery is dead.
Were you partying again?"

Taehyung purses his lips as he stares at the phone with raised brows, which you have to admit is
kind of funny especially with his puffy and totally hangover face. At least this time he doesn't stink
of alcohol and you can smell mouthwash whenever he opens his mouth – not that you were any
different though.

"I was, indeed. We were actually, you know, us single people, although..." he trails off and gives
you and Jungkook a look.

Jungkook rolls his eyes and you glare at Taehyung, silently telling him to shut up. Thankfully, he
just grins back playfully at you, enjoying teasing the hell out of you and Jungkook. Jimin doesn't
catch Taehyung's implication and just continues to burble that he just wanted to talk to him, but as
if he knew Taehyung will open his big mouth and most likely call him out on his new relationship,
he just casually says Taehyung to call him.
It looks like Jimin is not sure whether you and Jungkook know about his relationship – which you
do thanks to the mentioned Taehyung's big mouth – and it is kind of amusing to see him playing it
safe when all of you know the truth.

However, you would appreciate Jimin coming up to you and telling you when he wants to. Even
though, in your opinion, it's not a big deal at all.

Their call ends shortly after, Jungkook has to go to work and you and Taehyung are left to deal
with your hangover alone. Left to just simply wait until it passes away because there's nothing else
you can do.

That's until Taehyung realizes he has never called into his work to tell them he's not coming today.

You have a great moment of laughing at the way he tries to fake sickness while he keeps flicking
you off, glaring at you as he warns you to keep your mouth shut.

"Oh, you're awake,"

Surprised by Jungkook being wide awake, still lying in his bed while you tried to sneak-in into his
bedroom to take some of your clothes, you expected him to be still asleep considering he starts
working around lunch today.

The past two weeks have been pretty hectic for both of you, especially for Jungkook since he has
barely been home and if he has, he spent it in his office anyway. There were a few times when you
were falling asleep with him still editing photos in the room – something he always apologized for
and tried to do his work quickly, so you could sleep peacefully. It doesn't matter how many times
you assure it's okay and you don't really mind.

Yes, you prefer to sleep in complete silence and darkness, but there was something peaceful about
the occasional clicks that lullabied you to sleep.

So the last thing you expected to see is him being awake at seven in the morning. Though his face
is puffy and looking as if he has just woken up, he looks pretty awake for someone that can sleep a
few more hours – you know you would.

Jungkook waves at you lazily, hoisting himself up so his back is leaned against the headboard.

"Sorry, I spilled my make-up on my pants and it doesn't match with my blouse, so I need to grab
new clothes." you apologize, fully realizing you're just in a pair of underwear, completely exposed
to Jungkook but you don't pay that much attention to it.

It's not like he has never seen you like this before. Yes, you don't usually walk around half-naked,
that's his speciality, but you don't feel uncomfortable.

The office barely has space for your bed, so all of your clothes are actually in Jungkook's closet and
drawers – that's why you often take your next day outfits to your room, so you don't have to barge
into his bedroom every morning.

"No worries," Jungkook rasps out, voice tilted to more light and amused side. "I'm enjoying the
view."

You straighten, suddenly realizing you've been a little bit bent over right in front of him, trying to
search for one of your skirts you wear to work.
Giving him a look across your shoulder, you purse your lips and raise your brows at him, seeing
him grinning at you widely with his eyes almost disappearing.

"Why are you awake anyway?" you ask, turning back around to search for your clothes. Luckily,
you woke up a little bit earlier for some reason, so you've got some time to kill.

Where is the damn skirt?

Met with silence, you turn your head around, enough to see Jungkook eyeing your ass with tongue
slowly licking his bottom lip as you exclaim his name in disbelief.

"Couldn't sleep," Jungkook shrugs, eyes still attached to your backside. "Are those new panties?"

Sighing, you ignore him as you finally pull out the right skirt, tossing it at the end of his bed while
you search for a top that matches.

"Since when do you wear a thong to work?"

Clenching your jaw, you turn around to him with a hand on your hip, raising your brows.
"Sometimes, I do."

"Mhm," he hums, eyes momentarily on yours before they drop down your body. "Come join me in
the bed." he says casually as you let out a surprised laugh.

"I'm going to work, Jeon. I don't have time for this."

"I can be quick."

"I know you can," you hum, "I don't want to be late."

You're not one to refuse sex, not when the last time you had it was a little over two weeks ago and
you're too ashamed to admit that your friend was in the next room. Ashamed, but still kind of
excited when you think about it. Like you said, those two weeks have been hectic and when you
had the time, Jungkook was busy and even when there was a little time to chat, times where he
would join you on the couch, you would rather spend that time catching up and just spending time
together rather than having sex.

"Okay, so just stay bended for five minutes then,"

He says it so casually that if you weren't listening to him, you would have thought he's talking
about the most casual and random thing.

Eyes almost falling out of their sockets, you stare at him in utter disbelief as you notice the sudden
movements under the sheets. "Wait–are you touching yourself?!" you exclaim in disbelief,
Jungkook rolling his eyes at your reaction as he shrugs.

"I woke up with a hard cock," he answers nonchalantly, "I'm serious, just bend over. I'm gonna
have to at least settle with a good view."

He's serious, you realize as you see him touching himself right in front of you, eyes locked onto
yours while you stare with your mouth open, too shocked to speak. But you shake yourself out of it,
shaking your head at his bluntness while you ignore the starting tingle between your thighs. There's
just something about him being so worked up, wanting to use you for the visual that makes your
skin hot.
It's also a huge boost of confidence and maybe that's one of the reason sex with Jungkook is so
good. No one has ever made you feel so confident and good in your own skin, especially when it
comes to sex. Sure, you felt more confident with Haneul compared to Haechan, only because
Haneul hasn't been that much experienced and everything you knew, learned from Jungkook and
having sex with him, you used with him.

Jungkook hands slowly pumping his length under the covers, you gape at him as you snort a little,
turning back to the closet as you pull out a white turtleneck, coming to a conclusion it matches well
with your soft pink powder skirt.

Tossing it along with a hanger next to your skirt, Jungkook whines when you're turned back to him,
robbing him from the previous side of your ass and the thong that barely covers you.

But you join him in the bed, your knees on the soft mattress as you start crawling to him which
makes his eyes sparkle with hope.

"You're really shameless, you know that?" you ask, sending him a grin once you slowly pull the
cover off his lower body, revealing his hand wrapped around his hard length.

Trying not to salivate at the sight, you nudge his hand away and quickly replace it with your own
as Jungkook sighs in delight.

"So are you," he sighs pleasantly, closing his eyes with head leaning against the headboard. "Come
on, get on my lap."

As tempting as that sounds, you refrain yourself from doing as Jungkook pleases, only because you
know there's not much time you've got left. You can't afford to take a quick shower, knowing you
most likely would be running late to work and Junho is already annoyed at you for not coming to
work two weeks ago, when you were hungover – which he hopefully doesn't know but still, it
would be just adding fuel to the fire.

"I can't," you tell him, wrapping your lips around his red tip as you gently suck on it, causing his
breath to hitch. You look up at him, hand pumping him up and down as you lick your lips. "I've got
work, we can't have sex."

Well, at least he's getting something out of it and he doesn't push it. You go back to work, working
your lips and mouth on him again, trying to take him deeper into the warmth of your awaiting
mouth.

"You, uh, you still haven't told me about what you wanna–"

"Do you seriously want to talk or get your dick sucked?" You cut him off, simply because you
already know what he was about to say. You knew he wouldn't just let go of your previous
conversation.

"Actually–"

But you don't get him a chance to finish his sentence, going straight for his balls as you know he
loves, your mouth sucking on them while your wrist twists as you pump his hard cock. He curses
under his breath, hand already wrapped around your hair as he puts it into a ponytail, tightening his
hold on it.

"Fuck, you really are minx."

You smile against him, licking a long stripe up his length which glistens with your saliva .
"Are you sure you've got time for this?" he questions with a breathy chuckle, noticing you're not
playing around and going right in with giving him a mindblowing blowjob.

Letting him out of your mouth with an audible pop, you glance up with a little smirk.

"I can be quick." you tease, seeing his lips curve into a familiar smirk before you continue.

"That's not fair–mhm, yeah fuck just like that."

You would snort if your mouth wouldn't be full of his cock. You just hope your make-up won't be
ruined after this because even though you're not wasting any time, you're still careful enough not to
gag around him or take him too deep which could make your eyes water. Jungkook seems pleased
with what you're doing though, not really minding that he's not hitting the back of your throat
because whatever you're doing right now, he's enjoying it.

And just when you think things can get any worse for you, considering the wetness between your
thighs that's understandable and hard to ignore, Jungkook lets go of your hair and sneaks his hand
under your bralette, palming your breast. You let out a sound, both of you not sure if it's to scold
him or moan, Jungkook pinches your breasts which makes you whine around him.

Too ashamed to admit it, your heat is pulsing with need and desperation, and for a moment you
wonder if you will risk it and let Jungkook have his way with you. Your responsible self is against
it though, knowing you barely have the time to get to work just in time.

With your jaw already aching and your spit drooling down Jungkook length, you sneak your hand
to his balls as you squeeze, knowing it will just fasten his orgasm. Jungkook breathing gets
quicker, his own hips trying their best not to thrust into your mouth as you quicken your pace. A
round of curses resound from Jungkook's mouth, a few words of him praising you how good you're
taking his cock, he informs you he's close.

"Where do I cum?" he asks breathlessly, orgasm approaching every second. "You want it in your
mouth?"

You hum in confirmation. Well obviously, you don't want to get your make-up ruined, you would
tell him if your mouth wasn't full of him. And you definitely can't afford to feel his cum on your
skin, knowing you would have to take a shower because there is no way you'll go to work with a
sticky chest and dried cum on it.

"My little slut," Jungkook grits his teeth and if you weren't busy sucking him off, you would gasp
at those explicit words you haven't heard in a while. Again, you feel your walls clenching around
nothing and it takes a lot of restriction not to sit on his lap and ride him.

"Fuck."

And then your mouth is being filled with Jungkook's warm and salty cum, your mouth eagerly
swallowing it as you slow down your pace, letting him sloppily thrust into your mouth while he
fucks himself through the orgasm. Once he's done, he lets out another but loud pleased sigh, head
thumping against the headboard.

Pulling his softening cock out of your mouth, your thumb catches some of his cum in the corner of
your lips as you suck on your digit, swallowing it just in the right time as Jungkook glances at you.

"You're amazing."

"Of course I am," you cock a brow at him knowingly, grinning as you get off the bed. "Is my
make-up ruined?" you ask, quickly gathering your clothes as you start putting them on.

Your lipstick has to be gone, considering most of it is painting Jungkook's cock. At least you chose
a nude shade this time.

"No." Jungkook answers, grinning at you as you sigh while you start adjusting your turtleneck.

Quickly making your way to the bathroom to check your appearance, you gasp. He lied. Not only
is your lipstick no longer on your lips, it's smeared on the right part of your cheek and your mascara
is a little bit smudged. Well, you used to look worse and considering the intense morning blowjob
you just gave him, you do look pretty decent. Just not decent to go to work like this.

"Jungkook!"

A sound of cackling is what you hear in return.

There's no time for scolding him, the time on your phone you quickly check shows you're already
running a little bit late. You just hope you will manage to still come in time, not wanting to explain
to Junho why you're running late. Not that you would tell him the truth of course.

Quickly yelling a bye to Jungkook after you get rid of the smudges and reapply your lipstick, you
rush to work and luckily, the road hasn't been that busy which didn't make it even more difficult for
you. You manage to arrive just in time which makes you relax.

It's only five minutes later when you sit behind your desk that you realize you never brushed your
teeth or used a mouthwash after the blowjob, Jungkook's taste remaining on your tongue. When
Benjamin offers you a coffee, you accept it with hot cheeks and a crooked smile.

Jungkook returns back home in the afternoon before you, tidying up the place even if there's not
much to begin with. He takes care of the laundry, feeling bad that you've been taking care of it for
the past few weeks since he's been too busy to do most mundane things. He's glad he could've gone
to the gym for a good work-out at least twice in a week, which is way less frequent from what he's
used to.

That's why he purposely scheduled today to be more free, and had only one photoshoot to do
before he came back home.

Ironically, he feels more exhausted than he usually does when he's totally busy and constantly
doing something productive. But just as he plops down on the couch, eyes searching for the remote
to turn on the television, his phone starts to ring.

Jungwon. Well, that's unexpected.

"Hey, bro." His brother's voice resounds from the phone even before Jungkook can open his
mouth, noticing he's video calling him.

"What's up, hyung?" Jungkook grins, noticing the background of their living room as his brother
sits down.

"You never call, I have to be the one who reaches out to you," Jungwon teasingly scolds him,
earning a playful roll of his eyes. "Mom whined about it too. You barely call them."

Jungkook winces at the mention of their parents. "I'm so busy with work, hyung. But I try to call
her as much as I can."
"She misses you," Jungwon grins, not saying anything new because she misses him all the time and
she tells him every time they call each other. "Me like a good son, told her that."

"Well, you, a good son, live in the same city. At least she has you close." Jungkook remarks, a guilt
spreading on his face at the thought of his parents, and mostly mom, knowing she probably just
misses talking to her son.

Jungwon notices it though, dropping his teasing as he gives Jungkook a warm smile. "You're her
youngest son. Always been her baby." he teases again, causing Jungkook to groan and throw his
head back, though there's a smile spreading on his lips.

"I will call her tomorrow."

"I know, I was just teasing you. She is dramatic sometimes."

They both share a laugh, knowing their mom gets super sentimental whenever it comes to her two
sons, no matter how old they are. It's true it's been a few weeks since he called his parents, which is
longer than usual, though the latest call he had with his mom was anything but pleasing. When
Jungkook's mom kept asking about Kiko, inviting them to visit them soon he just had to tell her the
truth. Well, a part of it and that is revealing they're no longer together, and this time it's final.

To say she was surprised is an understatement. She was happy when Jungkook told her they're
back together, simply wanting what's best for her son and she thought it's her. Surely, he kept a lot
of private things away from her which he's not sure if she knew how she would react. Like it was
mentioned, she is sentimental and he didn't want to hurt her any further by knowing the raw and
cruel truth. At least not through a phone call and to be completely honest, he's not sure if he wants
to tell her. It's not something he has thought about a lot.

He prefers not to think about it too much, simply just distracting himself from the unnecessary
thoughts.

But he told her and so did he tell Jungwon as well the last time they spoke. He was just as
surprised, but ultimately they've all been very supportive and to Jungkook's luck, they weren't
talking or asking about it too much which he appreciated.

"How are you guys though? How's Haru?" Jungkook asks, cutting himself from the thoughts as he
notices his brother's soft smile at the mention of his precious daughter.

"We're good, that's why I'm actually calling you." Jungwon grins sheepishly, scratching the back
of his head as Jungkook raises his brow at him in question, knowing he probably has an ulterior
motive for calling him.

"What is it?"

"We're planning a trip to Seoul next weekend, we've never taken Haru there so now that she's
older it's more fun because she experiences more things and it's fun for her too. I'm actually
planning on surprising Sona and I made a reservation at this very nice restaurant, but you know, I
wanted it to be romantic and just us. I know you work during weekends sometimes, but I was
wondering if you couldn't babysit Haru for us?"

"Hyung!" Jungkook exclaims, Jungwon giving him another sheepish grin.

Obviously, Jungkook loves his niece and always buys her gifts whenever he sees her, something he
gets scolded for by her parents. He loves spending time with her and he misses her, though the
thought of actually babysitting her makes him feel a little unsettled. The only people who have
ever babysat her were his parents or Sona's.

What if she cries the whole time? He hasn't seen her for months now, the only visual has been
through video calling.

"Please, tell me you're free." Jungwon pleads.

"I am but--"

"Please help us. We have barely had time for just ourselves, I really want to take her out on a
romantic dinner. I already made a reservation."

"What if she cries? What if she--"

"Jungkook-ah," Jungwon sighs, a soft smile playing on his lips. " Haru absolutely loves you and
talks about you almost all the time. She's gonna be fine. So will you."

"I don't know hyung," Jungkook scratches the back of his head, scrunching his nose a little.
"Where are you guys staying?"

"I found a good hotel. But the dinner reservation is around seven, I don't know how long we will be
there but it's gonna be around Haru's past bedtime, so I would be very very very," Oh, no. "happy
if she could stay a night over there. We will pick her up the first thing in the morning, I promise."

"It's not about that and you know it," Jungkook sighs, "What if she really misses you and starts
crying or something?"

"Then you will call us and we will pick her up." Jungwon says casually as if it's the easiest thing.

And it is. He doesn't know why he's suddenly so nervous about babysitting his own niece whom
he loves very much.

"Fine." Jungkook mutters, rolling his eyes playfully as Jungwon exclaims a loud "yes", thanking
his younger brother as if he just saved his life.

He supposes that's what happens when you get married and have a child. There is barely any time
for romance, Jungwon's face of happiness clearly says it all.

"No."

"Y/N, please!"

"Jungkook, I'm not a babysitter." you murmur, feet tiredly tapping against the floor as you make
your way to the kitchen to get rid of your dry throat.

You've come home later than usual, you had to stay overtime with some of the co-workers, along
with Yoongi who kept annoyingly showing his irritation every five minutes. Spending your day in
heels for more than a half day, the last thing you expected was for Jungkook to jump at you as
soon as you took off the annoying heels, trying to include you into something he promised to his
brother apparently.

"But you love kids!" he exclaims, right at your heels as he follows you.

"I do," you nod, pulling out a bottle of water out of the fridge as you open the cap and take a short
sip because of its coldness. "What if something happens? I don't want to be responsible for that."
 "Nothing will happen," he assures you, "Come on, I thought you loved Haru."

"I do, she's cute," you argue, "But she doesn't even remember me. We were there last summer and
ever since then I haven't seen her. How do you know if I don't have any plans for the weekend?"

You take a few gulps before you close the bottle and place it on the counter, met with Jungkook's
stare.

"Well, do you?" He arches his brow at you as you purse your lips.

"I don't."

Jungkook scoffs, letting out a sigh as he slowly looks up at you. "Didn't you use to babysit? You've
got to have some experiences."

His perseverance wants to make you laugh because this man never gives up.

"I did, back at home and it was a few years ago." you deadpan, causing him to sigh again as he
slowly walks to you while you watch him warily.

"I could really use your help," he mutters, thumb wiping your undereyes where the mascara is a
little bit smudged but you haven't got the time to see your reflection yet. It's been a long day. "Haru
is sweet. She's not a spoiled kid, she's actually very calm and we'll have to babysit her just for a few
hours because then it's her bedtime."

You stare into his dark orbs, finding them looking at you with those big eyes and a cute expression
that makes you groan. It's not like you're against helping him or babysitting his niece. She really
was cute the last time you've seen her.

"Fine." you roll your eyes, Jungkook clapping excitedly before you're wrapped by his arms, face
pressed tightly against his chest.

Who are you kidding? Of course you would agree one way or another.

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Like you said to Jungkook, the last time you've seen Haru was during summer when you went to
Busan to visit his family. Kids grow fast, you know that and in the back of your mind you've told
yourself she will be slightly different than the little girl that was clinging to her uncle, not wanting
to let him go.

But the little girl that runs around Jungkook's living room, giggling loudly while Jungkook looks
like ten seconds from fainting, looks way older than the baby that barely walked on her own.

"Thank god," he breathes out, trying to catch a breath once he spots you standing at the entrance of
his large living room.

At the last minute, Jungkook found out he doesn't have too much food to offer Haru, so you
proposed to go grocery shopping in the evening while he waited for his brother and sister-in-law to
drop off Haru. You thought you would make it until they arrived, but you're wrong because there is
no sight of her parents and only little Haru with her pigtails bouncing with each step she takes.

And then she notices her uncle's attention on you, turning her head in your direction as she eyes
you with similar big eyes her father and uncle share.

"What's wrong, Jeon? You don't have enough stamina for a kid?" you joke, walking into the living
room as you avert your eyes back at Haru, just in time to notice Jungkook's roll of eyes and need to
flick you off but obviously, he chooses not to. Not in the presence of his little niece.

"Ruru, you know Y/N, right? You remember her?" Jungkook asks sweetly, coming to his niece as
he bends down to her little body while she eyes you curiously, she gives him a stiff nod.

There's no way she remembers you.

"I told you my friend lives here. She saw you when you were thiiiis little." He motions with his
hands, showing a half of her size as she stares with big eyes while her lips spread in a huge grin
when she sees her uncle's one.

"Hey, Haru," you greet her, setting down the bag that catches her attention momentarily before she
watches you attentively as you crouch down to her, smiling at the little girl. "You've grown so
much!" you tell her, admiring her from up close.

She still has the baby face, though she is definitely taller and her hair is slightly longer.

"Say hello Ruru." Jungkook tells his niece, watching your interaction as Haru suddenly bows to
you and both of you erupt into giggles at the cuteness of his niece.

"Hello." she mumbles, her finger finding its way into her little mouth as she still watches you
curiously.

"Look, I brought you some snacks!" you exclaim too happily, knowing you're trying to let her
loosen up because so far she seems a little wary of your sudden presence. She's definitely more
preservative than she was when she saw you the first time.
Ah, this is why you weren't sure about this. Kids are unpredictable and you hate to admit how
much you don't want any kid not to like you. This is like a completely different kid than the one
you saw in Busan.

She peers into the back curiously, looking at you in confirmation as you give her a nod with a
bright smile and she smiles back, pulling a pack of round chocolate pies. Of course, she would pull
out the most unhealthy one.

She hands it to her uncle, silently pleading him to open it for her as he stares at her with sparkling
eyes and adoring grin, not refusing his niece's wish. He opens it, though hands her only one pie
telling her she shouldn't be eating too much before her bed time.

Haru frowns and pouts cutely, mumbling a weak "No" which makes you want to snicker. She
definitely has an attitude this time. She is cute though.

"Your tummy will hurt then," Jungkook warns her, patting her little tummy and the sight makes
you swoon at how delicate and soft he is with her. "You can't eat too many. Your dad said you
already ate, you are not hungry. You are just a little greedy, missy."

And he tickles her sides a little which automatically makes her break into a fit of laughter. He
stops, laughing at her reaction as he tells her to sit on the couch and eat carefully, not forgetting to
hand her her sippy cup which she takes with a slight bow, eyes already focused on the TV where
Jungkook has turned on a cartoon station for her.

He sighs, taking the bag off the floor as he gives you an appreciative gaze. "Thanks, you're a huge
help."

You wave him off, following him to the kitchen as he starts pulling out the groceries and snacks,
putting them to their place.

"She's so big now." you comment, hearing the faint sounds of the cartoon playing as Haru suddenly
giggles and repeats something from there, though it's muffled because her mouth is full.

"I know, right?" Jungkook chuckles, closing the cupboard. "Every time I see her in person, there's
something new about her."

"It's always like that with kids." you hum, walking up to the sink where you wash your hands while
Jungkook tidies up the kitchen.

"Yeah, you're right." he agrees, both of you retrieving back to the living room where Haru spots
you immediately, her entire mouth dirty from the chocolate as you and Jungkook snort at the sight.

Although she remains completely unbothered, her chocolate stained finger pointed at Jungkook's
large television screen. "Kookie, look, princess!"

Jungkook chuckles, already bringing some napkins with him as you coo at her, joining her at the
couch as she lets out a cute and loud "Woah!" every time the princess appears on the screen.

"She has a nice dress, right?" you ask her and she looks at you, smiling.

"Yeah! It's pink and glittery!" she exclaims, almost jumping in her spot from how excited she is to
have this conversation.

So you chat with her, pointing out almost every detail the princess has. From her glittery silver
crown, to her matching heels. Jungkook joins you, wiping Haru's mouth even when she talks but
that doesn't stop her while she continues blabbering to the point you've to pay extra attention to try
to understand her.

Though as soon as she's done eating, Jungkook turns off the television despite her whines and
pleads, pointing towards the huge bag her parents brought full of her toys.

"Show Y/N your dolls. You've got some princesses for sure." Jungkook says, feigning excitement
as Haru looks at you and you quickly nod, going along with Jungkook's plan until she happily
jumps off the couch, sitting on the floor while rummaging through the bag.

You send Jungkook a wink, joining her on the floor as she starts showing you her entire collection
of toys. Surprisingly, yes, there are princess dolls but she shows you her little plushies as well. But
like every kid, she loses her interest in a few minutes and until it's her bed time, you and Jungkook
have to occupy her somehow.

You end up playing hide-and-seek, Haru hiding at the most obvious and visible spots while you
and Jungkook pretend you don't see her, wanting to gain some extra time. You're so evil by doing
this, though it's been only one hour and you and Jungkook feel like you're about to faint from
exhaustion.

"Fuck, is this how parents feel like?" Jungkook complains as soon as you both plop back on the
couch, breathing exhaustedly while the apartment is swallowed in silence that has seemed
unapproachable.

After playing for another two hours and Jungwon and Sona checking on their daughter through
text messages, it was finally time for bedtime. Haru refused to sleep in Jungkook's bedroom for
some reason though, your room appearing more up to her preference as she jumped on your bed
already wearing her pajamas, clutching one of her plushies.

Jungkook tried to persuade her and for a moment it was funny to see him trying to explain to her
that it's your room. She's a stubborn one, definitely has some Jeon genes which ended up with you
laughing and assuring him it's fine. Your one side of the bed is pressed against the wall sideways,
which makes it safer for Haru anyway, just in case she rolls around in her sleep. She's not used to
sleeping here, so it's better to be safe.

He even promised her he will join her, not wanting her to sleep alone the whole night, again just in
case which makes perfect sense. After you and Jungkook have read her a book, Haru refusing to let
one of you out of the room, she finally fell asleep – something that seemed impossible for the
longest time.

"I guess," you sigh, throwing your head back as you hum at the silence. "She's cute but god, was
she always this energetic?"

Jungkook erupts in a fit of tired and silent laughter as you join him with a chuckle, both of you too
tired to say anything else.

"Thanks for helping me. I don't think I'd be able to do it without you." he says, head turned to you
as you both stay slouched on the couch in the laziest position.

You find him giving you a soft and appreciative smile which makes you chuckle again.

"You would," you assure him, "You're just not used to this but Haru loves you, she's a good kid."

"I mean... yeah, she is. It's just so tiring, I found it better when she was not walking and was just
babbling."

"Jungkook!" you exclaim by whispering-yelling, looking scandalized at Jungkook who just

sheepishly grins.

"What it's true..." he mutters.

"You can't say stuff like this." you laugh quietly, finding his honesty funny because as much as he
loves his niece, he's at least objective.

But he just shrugs, not really caring while he runs his long tattooed fingers through his raven hair.
The silence and moment of rest swallows both of you while you just sit there in a dim lightning.
Contemplating between taking a shower, going to bed after or resting your eyes for a little bit
longer, the moment is interrupted by Jungkook's pillowy lips pressing a set of soft kisses between
your shoulder and neck.

Your body reacts automatically, it's no secret you enjoy Jungkook's close proximity and even
though you know where this leads to, and you weren't even thinking about sex at this exact
moment, you give him more space by angling your head. The sound of his lips pressing wet
smooches on your neck makes you sigh in content, but most importantly it's how soft and eager at
the same time they feel. He's just kissing you, not rushing anywhere but the main point of this act
is not misleading.

"Kook," you moan, eyes closed while your whole body tenses as soon as his teeth gently graze
over your skin. "We can't right now."

"Says who?" he murmurs against you, voice sending vibration to the point goosebumps appear all
over your body.

"You're seriously thinking about sex when your niece sleeps in the next room?"

It's not like having sex right now isn't temping. It most certainly is. Again, you haven't had the time
to have sex and the last time you've even remoterly done something intimate was the morning
blowjob. Oh, how you wished to just be that person that says "Fuck work" and went along with
Jungkook's shenanigans. You've never had such a pleasurable sex before, not with anyone else.
Maybe the fact that you don't hook up every day helps, so every time one of you feels like it's time
to switch from friends to friends who hook up, it works every time and both of you are in the mood.
It's not hard to be when you look at your devilishly hot looking best friend.

"Babe, we've done it when our friend was sleeping in the next room." Jungkook points out against
you, a moan vibrating out of your mouth and you're not sure whether it's those lips on you again, or
the cute affectionate pet name you've grown very attracted to.

You should hate him for that. You used to cringe at the thought of a man calling you a pet name.
But of course, what you had in mind were those cringey pet names. You're glad Jungkook doesn't
call you anything else. If he called you a baby girl, you would kick him in the ass sooner he would
get to yours.

You're selfish and you're purposely deciding to ignore how such a single pet name makes a red
light beeping in your head. It's too intimate, close. But the main problem is that you like it. And
instead of having another conversation with Jungkook about it, instead you choose to ignore it and
press your thighs together whenever he says it. Every time he calls you that, it's always somehow
related to sex so maybe it shouldn't be a big deal. Not as long as both of you are fine with it. You
love the thrill, excitement and lust he brings out of you and being robbed of it makes you actually
dislike that thought. So much that you just push the topic away every single time.

It's not forced. It's natural.

"She's a kid though. What if she wakes up?" you whine, annoyed with yourself that instead of
pulling away you even press yourself closer to him, his hand slowly disappearing under your shirt.
Oh, fuck, you're done for.

"You gotta be quiet then," Jungkook proposes lightly, pulling down your bralette letting it stay
under your breast while he palms the soft flesh.

He knows what he's doing. He always does. The wetness between your thighs and already clinging
to your underwear is the perfect proof of it, a proof he's soon about to witness.

"Don't tell me you don't want it."

And you actually stay silent, Jungkook finding you biting on your lower lip rather harshly which
makes him smirk. He knew it.

"What if I don't?" Why are you still doing this? You don't know. What's the point of prolonging
this when you could've been both naked by now.

"Should I look between your legs to find out?"

Your breath hitches in your throat and you press your thighs immediately, cursing when Jungkook
follows the motion and makes sure you see the smirk that spreads on his beautiful wet lips.

"No need," you manage to choke out, cursing under your breath when Jungkook pinches your
nipple, letting his thumb graze over it right after. "I think it's more than obvious." you let out
breathlessly, chuckling as soon as you dropped the facade. Well, that didn't take long.

"Quit playing and let me fuck you." His lips move to your jaw as he says it, your own hand
shooting to Jungkook's jaw as you caress it, fingers moving to his hair.

"We're risking. What if she wakes up?"

Jungkook groans against you, forehead pressed against your cheek for a moment. "Do you
seriously think my brother and his wife don't fuck when their kid is around?"

"I–no." you stutter, cheeks heating up at his bluntness.

"Besides, if we are quiet she won't hear us."

"I know–but what if she sees us and then tells that to Jungwon and Sona?"

"Then they will know her uncle fucked his pretty best friend until she cried."

"Jungkook," you frown, scolding him as you elbow him in the stomach. "That's not funny. Stop
joking."

He snorts, shaking his head as he sits up. It's not hard to tell you're already horny and ready to do
this. "What do you want me to say?"

You shrug, nibbling on your bottom lip before your eyes avert to the door of his office and your
room where Haru is currently sleeping. You feel your heat tingling and pulsating, knowing you
will be annoyed if you don't act upon your needs and urges. Fuck it. She's sleeping and she seemed
out of it. You just hope you won't traumatize that kid.

"Fuck, okay but let's be quick and not waste time."

"You're the one who's been wasting time babe." Jungkook doesn't miss the chance to point out,
already awaiting the glare that comes though you're already stripping yourself out of your
sweatpants and shirt.

Jungkook eyes you hungrily, his own cock hardening at the sight of your breast peeking out of the
bralette, until you tag it up and cover it. And you're about to ask him why isn't he taking off his
clothes, as soon as you're done taking off yours just staying in your underwear, but Jungkook tugs
you back onto the couch and makes you lay down.

He's not beating around the bush, sliding your panties down your legs and momentarily, you're
embarrassed that he's not met with lace but with casual cotton panties. Though, he doesn't seem to
mind and he just tosses them somewhere behind him, giving you a teasing smile before he spreads
your legs and dives right in.

"Jesus Christ, Jeon," you curse, having a hard time controlling yourself when he sucks on your clit
that's been anticipating any sort of touch and contact.

Your whole body stiffens but then relaxes, welcoming the pleasure Jungkook's hungry mouth so
gladly gives you. You grunt through your closed mouth, his mouth covering your entire pussy as
his tongue pushes against your entrance. You already see stars, eyes watering at how intense and
quick all of it is. Bucking your hips into his face, Jungkook grunts against you, sending a different
set of vibrations through your body. With your back arched, he holds you by your thighs, keeping
them spread out for his face so he doesn't miss a spot.

"Kook," Not only you sound needy, but there's something even more sexual about how quiet you're
trying to keep yourself. "So good."

Jungkook doesn't answer though, even though his dirty mouth would have a lot to say for sure, but
he remains occupied by bringing you pleasure and eventually bringing you to the wishful orgasm.
It could be considered as embarrassing because it doesn't waste too long for you to reach the end,
hand clasped over your mouth as your thighs shake and you start cumming. Jungkook laps at your
juices, his mouth slowing down but not stopping entirely, not until he doesn't feel you clenching
around nothing, your pussy wishing it was his cock instead.

He's already hard in his boxers, going down on you having that effect on him sometimes. There's
just something about how vulnerable and needy you are when his mouth is on you.

Jungkook's hair is messy, lips glistening with your juices and the sight is not unfamiliar in any way.
But you still make sure to give him a stare, chest heaving with harsh breaths as Jungkook hovers
over you, already mid standing while you bring your lips together. He lets them locked for a short
period of time, sending you a smirk.

"Wait up here."

And he's gone before you can even open your mouth. Propping yourself on your elbows, you look
around the room still trying to catch your breath as you feel the breeze fanning over your wetness.
Not having an orgasm for a few days or weeks really makes it feel like your first.

Jungkook is back though, taking off his shirt while he walks to the couch where he sits on his
previous spot as he makes himself comfortable, sliding down his sweatpants to his ankles. He rips
the foil package with his teeth, one hand already working on pulling out his cock out as you
salivate. You get up in interest, seeing the thirst and lust coming right back as you watch Jungkook
sliding down the condom on his hard cock, the vein popping under the skin.

He had to buy a new pack of condoms, considering the latest failure you experienced together.

You get on his lap with no words, Jungkook helping you as he positions his cockhead at your
entrance, your hands grabbing his shoulders. Fuck, it's been a while since you rode him and you
can't wait.

Feeling his tip at your entrance, you almost shake on your wobbly legs and if it weren't for
Jungkook's big hands on your hips, maybe you would give up and fall down on him. Jungkook
brings your lips together in a chaste kiss while you decide not to wait any longer, slowly sitting
down. He goes to grab his cock with one hand, helping you in entering you. Your mouth drops
open and a gasp leaves your mouth, your walls stretching.

"You're doing good," Jungkook says breathlessly, hands going back to your hips as he caresses
your sides while you keep lowering yourself.

Apparently, Jungkook is one hungered man and doesn't know where to touch you first because as
soon as your chest makes it into his view, he leans his head towards you and pushes your bralette
down once again. He doesn't waste time wrapping his mouth around your breast, sucking your
nipple and tracing his tongue around it which makes you let out a loud moan. Jungkook chuckles,
clearly enjoying your slip up as you tell him to fuck off under your breath.

You don't let him fill you up to the brim though, the pressure of his cock making it harder for your
walls to accommodate him. So you set your own pace, taking more of him with each drop of your
hips until he's completely filling you up, his pelvic bone pressed against yours. You stay like that
for a moment, trying to catch a breath while Jungkook starts kissing your neck all over again,
occupying himself. It doesn't take long for you to snap out of it, buckling your hips into his as you
roll them.

Jungkook watches you through hooded eyes, letting you lead as his chest heaves as soon as you
start to ride him. His hands move to your ass, spreading your cheeks apart while you set up rather a
fast pace. He squeezes the soft flesh, digging his fingers into them while you breathe loudly, trying
to prevent yourself from moaning.

"Riding me so well," Jungkook whispers against your mouth, his own hips buckling into yours as
you gasp but don't let it distract you, still keeping up your pace.

"Fuck," you groan, "Slap me."

Jungkook bites onto his lower lip, your foreheads touching while your lips keep rubbing against
one another. "You want me to spank your pretty ass?"

"Yeah, do it." you tell him breathlessly, clenching around him as Jungkook lets out a breathy
chuckle. And then he delivers your wished spank, your walls clenching even more as Jungkook
grunts.

And then he delivers another one, "My slut likes it rough?"

Oh, God have mercy.

"Fuck, Jungkook."
"I will take that as a yes," he chuckles, your breasts pressed against his chest while you keep
feeling his defined abs against you, the muscles tensing with each movement.

He leans back to get a view of your face, as much as your fast pace lets him and he swears he could
bust a nut right here and there. There's just something about your mouth open in full ecstasy, brows
pinched together in an almost painful but lustful look. Your breasts bounce, your bralette wrapped
around you beneath them. The sight is dirty and adds even more spice to this moment.

Your bodies are hot, sweat slowly but surely collecting on your skin while your bodies stay
connected together, rubbing against one another that creates natural warmth.

"Fuck, I'm close." As if he didn't know.

He smirks, buckling his hips up as he meets you in the midway, your head spinning. It keeps
getting harder to stay quiet and as your teeth clash together in an awkward manner, you kiss each
other messily and hurriedly.

"You're gonna cum for me?" Jungkook breathes out, clashing your lips together again as you whine
into his mouth.

He's everywhere. His cock is hitting you in long and harsh strokes, his hard chest brushing against
yours while his hands keep your ass cheeks spread as he clutches them in his grasp. Skin slapping
against each other, Jungkook presses you more into his balls when he's deep inside of you, bringing
your head to spin as if you were about to faint and as you keep recklessly kissing each other, he
delivers a final slap to your ass that leaves your skin tingling. And that's when you know it's the
final line.

You're cumming around him, your body freezing completely as you let the marvelousness of
orgasm dominate your entire body. But with your lack of movements, you're not robbed off your
orgasm because Jungkook fucks you through it, thrusting into you. Eventually, your body falls on
top of his, your head in the crook of his neck as you let him continue, despite the overstimulation
that's starting to appear.

Jungkook's hard breathing echoes in the room and he presses himself into you as far as your body
allows him, pushing you down onto him once again until he comes with a low grunt, the feral
sound muffled as he harshly bites onto his bottom lip.

"Goddamnit," Jungkook breathes out, voice low and breathy as you straighten yourself, catching
him with closed eyes and open mouth. He's breathing heavily, both of you are actually, but now
he's the one that slowly calms down from the orgasm. "Can you imagine we wouldn't have decided
to fuck?"

He chuckles when he sees your face, dumbfounded as you roll your eyes while you get off his lap.
Fuck, you were messy.

"We risked a lot," you remind him, trying to search for your panties as you put them on once you
find them thrown at the end of the couch. "I would be surprised if we didn't wake her up."

"I'm gonna check on her," Jungkook waves you off, "What's life without little risk?" he shoots you
a crooked smile as you shake your head, lips spreading into a similar grin as you throw his shirt at
him.

"Put your dick away and go check the poor kid."

"Leave my dick alone." Jungkook grins, taking off the condom.

"When did you even buy new ones?" you ask, pointing at the condom full of his cum in his hands
as he skillfully ties the knot at the end.

"I have my ways," Once again, you're met with a grin. "You didn't think I would deprive myself of
sex, right?" he jokes and you scrunch your nose, not bothering to put more clothes on since you're
in a desperate need of shower.

At least you've got your underwear on in case Haru would snatch the door open and see you half-
naked.

"Whatever," you feign annoyance as you both grin at each other. "I'm gonna take a shower. You're
sleeping in my bed, right?"

"Yeah," he scratches the back of his head before he tucks himself back into boxers, pulling up his
sweatpants as well. "I'm sorry about that. She's stubborn sometimes."

"It's fine," you assure him with a smile, knowing Haru was very persistent about staying in your
bed. Jungkook's bed is bigger anyways. It's better for him to stay with her in case she wakes up
during the night, which wouldn't be surprising, especially if she sleeps in a new place. Even if she
was here sometime, she was too little to remember. "I guess it runs in the family." you joke,
turning around as you shoot a grin across your shoulder to Jungkook.

"Like you're one to talk!" he yells after you, silencing himself right after he realizes how loud he's
been.

He watches your ass colored red by his hands, his own lips curving into a smirk. He shakes his
head in amusement, quickly throwing out the condom into the bin before he checks on his niece.
She's sleeping soundlessly, hasn't moved since she fell asleep and he breathes out in relief.

Well, the sex was worth the risks.

Jungwon and Sona arrive first thing in the morning, just like they promised. Luckily for you,
you've had enough time to make yourself look more presentable, right after you found Jungkook
desperately trying not to curse in front of the poor child while he wanted to do her pigtails.

"Fu--fine, I can't seem to know how to do this." He said as soon as he spotted you coming to the
kitchen rubbing your eyes making you pause at the sight of Haru sitting on the chair, with
Jungkook behind her with a kids hairbrush in his hands.

You helped him of course, noticing Haru eating her breakfast looking completely fresh, already
wearing her clothes for the day.

The couple looks just as fresh, enveloping Haru in the biggest hug. "Mommy! Daddy!" she yells,
both you and Jungkook watching their family interaction as you coo at her.

"Hey, our little tiger. Did you have fun with Kookie and Y/N?" Jungwon asks her, crouching down
to his daughter's level as she nods, turning to you and Jungkook.

She suddenly runs towards both of you, hugging your legs. "We played!"

Jungkook takes her up into her arms when she taps his thighs a few times, understanding her
wishes while Sona thanks both of you for looking after her, gushing how much fun they had and
the restaurant Jungwon picked out has amazing food.
"Thanks, Kook-ah again. We really had time for ourselves for a moment. I'm working most of the
time and we don't want to bother mom and dad whenever we could potentially go out," Jungwon
explains, looking at you as well once he says it as he shows nothing but gratitude. "You guys
helped a lot. Thank you Y/N for babysitting. I know Jungkook must have dragged you into it."

You laugh, Jungkook frowning as he stares at his older brother in betrayal, scoffing a little.
"Hyung, Y/N can't be dragged into something she doesn't want to do."

"Hey, that's not true!" you exclaim, Sona laughing while Jungwon grins in amusement as Jungkook
stares down at you, Haru still in his arms as she giggles but probably has no idea what you all are
talking about. She just sees everyone laughing so she joins, suddenly too preoccupied with
Jungkook's brow piercing.

"Yes, it is--Haru baby that's not for playing." he almost hisses when Haru clumsily traces her little
fingers against his piercing, touching it rather harshly as Sona quickly goes to grab her.

"You can't have that when you have babies around." Jungwon points out amusingly, your stomach
dropping what his words imply.

Obviously, he doesn't know what Jungkook has been through at least you think so because
Jungkook has never mentioned about telling anyone else. And surely, even if he has, Jungwon
wouldn't say it just bluntly. Even though what he says is just a mention of babies, it doesn't imply
anything too close to Jungkook's situation.

You glance at Jungkook, finding him shocked for a moment until he breaks a faint smile.

"Honey, Jungkook doesn't have babies or kids around him all the time." Sona retorts, Haru hugging
her as her words dig even deeper to your chest.

"I don't," Jungkook says, offering another smile that doesn't reach his eyes and thankfully, the two
other adults haven't noticed the shift in Jungkook's behavior. "Do you guys wanna stay for a little
longer or?"

"Oh, no thank you! We are actually going to the sea world we promised Haru, right? Are you
excited to see fishes?" she asks Haru, averting her attention to her daughter who excitedly shouts
"Yes! Fishes! Let's go!" which makes everyone laugh.

Another round of gratitude soon follows as you accompany them to the front door, bidding
goodbye to Haru who seems to be sad to be saying goodbye to her uncle. She even hugs you and
kisses you on your lips, making you coo at her as you promise to visit her some day. That seems to
lift up her mood from the sudden soreness, of course with Jungkook's help as he promises to come
to Busan and bring you with him as well.

Jungwon hugs his brother, even giving you a hug before they are all gone and you're met with
silence.

"I'm fine," he says automatically, surprising you as he turns to look at you.

Your mouth is open but all you can do is to stare at him in shock.

"They don't know, it's fine," You probably don't realize it, but you're looking at him skeptically
which makes him break a smile as he walks up to you, grabbing your face gently. "I'm fine. I'm not
a fragile doll." he assures you and you smile back, giving him a nod.

"I know you're not," you murmur, "I'm sorry if I made you feel weird."
"You did not," Jungkook chuckles, "One day, maybe I will have a baby around me or kids. I don't
want to think about what could've been, you know?" he proposes with a smile.

"No, I get that, yeah absolutely. You're right."

"Good," he says, letting go of your face. "Jimin texted me, they want to go bowling. You in?"

"Yeah, sounds good."

You smile, the pressure on your chest dissolving because Jungkook is fine.

"Oh, come on!" You and Taehyung whine loudly when Jungkook hits yet another strike, officially
making him the winner while he turns around proudly and confidently, his arms outstretched.

Jimin laughs at you and Taehyung, covering his mouth when he sees your defeated looks.

"This is bullshit," you mutter and Taehyung agrees immediately, nodding next to you. "Are we
surprised? Of course he would win."

Jungkook walks past you but not before he teasingly leans down to you, "Baby, don't be a sore
loser." he snickers and you elbow him in the hip annoyingly, clicking your tongue at him while he
throws his head back, laughing while he walks up to the table and takes a swig of his drink.

Taehyung amusingly watches the interaction, though he couldn't hear what Jungkook told you but
that doesn't stop him from sending you a wink as you roll your eyes at him. Surprisingly, he hasn't
told Jimin about you two, so he's pretty much clueless.

However, as soon as you met up with Jimin, he knew his secret had been spilled and there's no way
of denying a new person in his life.

"You guys know." He had stated as soon as he caught you and Jungkook, looking at him with tiny
smiles. He managed to glare at Taehyung but he just stayed unbothered, offered him a shrug.

You admitted that yes, you two know about it indeed.

Not wanting to talk about it any further, knowing he isn't feeling very comfortable discussing it,
you've moved on and began your evening.

"How's the project going? You haven't started yet, right?" Jimin asks Jungkook, glancing at you as
all of you sit down at the table to take a short break before you start another game.

"Ah, no not yet," Jungkook says as he gulps down his drink, "We should be starting next week?
No?"

"Yeah, that's the plan." you confirm, sitting down next to Taehyung who offers you snacks and you
gladly take it from him.

"How's the girl? What was her name? The one you're helping."

"Ester," Jungkook chuckles at Jimin's confusion who just waves his hand off, smiling a little.
"She's been joining me on a few shoots, she is really talented but I think she needs a little push. She
doesn't really believe in herself, so I hope this job opportunity will change that."

"Yeah, you've shown me her work. She takes nice pictures," Jimin agrees, "Are you guys friends?"
Jungkook's brows shoot up, a little surprised by the question and he kind of assumes Jimin is going
to smile teasingly at him, but he's met with curious eyes and a genuine causal question. "Uhh,
yeah? I guess. I mean, yeah. She's cool."

"You should've invited her. I remember you telling me she doesn't have many friends."

You snap your head towards Jimin. "Why?"

"What do you mean why?" Jimin chuckles, shrugging. "She's a nice person. She could have joined
us."

"She's Jungkook's friend." you point out, Jimin giving you a pointed look.

"Exactly," he deadpans and Taehyung clears his throat next to you.

"I mean what Y/N wants to say is... what do you want to say?" he whispers the question next to
you and you roll your eyes.

"Nothing!" you exclaim, "I'm not against inviting her or something, if that's what Jungkook wants.
I was just asking why we should invite her. We don't usually invite any other people." you point
out and they all know you've got a point.

Taehyung has other friends, maybe not as close as the three of you are but he has other friends. So
does Jimin and Jungkook as well. You do too but none of you just randomly invite them.

"It was just a suggestion," Jimin chuckles, giving you a look. "Kook said she doesn't have a lot of
friends. I feel bad."

"I'm not sure if she would go," Jungkook decides to say, "She's kinda shy and she needs to warm up
to people."

"I can warm her up if she wants," Taehyung chirps and you roll your eyes. "You should've invited
your girl, Jimin." Taehyung proposes and Jimin looks away, completely ignoring Taehyung's
proposition as you snort.

"What? You don't want her to meet us?" you ask, laughing in amusement as Jimin's cheeks burn
and he shifts uncomfortably in his spot. A soft smile plays on Jungkook's lips but he hides it
behind the rim of his glass.

"No... it's not like that..."

"Mhm," Taehyung purses his lips, "Well, you kept her a secret for a reason."

It sounds like a jab, though all of you know Taehyung and his big mouth. It's your turn to shift on
your spot as you glance at Jimin who frowns at Taehyung, but the younger one just shrugs.

"I--you guys can be intimidating sometimes!" Jimin exclaims all of a sudden.

"Excuse us?" you gasp, "We are not!"

Jimin slouches his shoulders as he sighs, rubbing his eyes. "It's still fresh and I've never done this
before, so I'm sorry if I'm taking my time."

"Man, don't apologize. Everyone's got a different pace. It's totally fine if you don't want her to hang
out with us just yet." Jungkook butts in, hand squeezing Jimin's shoulder as he glances at him
appreciatively.
"I mean... Jungkook is right," you tell him, "But we are happy for you."

Jimin smiles appreciatively once again. "Ah, it's just so weird," He touches the back of his neck
frustratedly. "Who would have thought I'm gonna have a girlfriend, right?" he chuckles sheepishly,
you and Jungkook share an amused smile.

You barely get to see Jimin flustered and the fact he's so shy all of a sudden, Park Jimin who's been
fucking around since you can remember, just proves that he moved to another stage in his life.

"Not me," Taehyung mutters, "But yeah... if that's what you want Jimin. I can't relate but we are
happy for you." he adds, tone genuine as he gives Jimin a gentle smile.

You smile at Taehyung, leaning your head against his shoulder while Jungkook pats Jimin on the
back, grinning from ear to ear when noticing his friend's flushed face.

"Those two are something else," you say in the midst of already taking off your shoes as Jungkook
shuts the front door.

Things between Jimin and Taehyung haven't been anything serious in the first place, though after
the last conversation where Jimin had finally talked about his girlfriend and the newfound
relationship, he's been more at ease. Taehyung's previous behavior had been nothing but just his
typical personality shining through and even though he had acted like a drama queen, offended
Jimin has a girlfriend out of nowhere. In your own twisted way, you understand him. Well, they
have been fucking around for a long time – it was what connected them even more, the same
interests and life-style.

Taehyung can't grasp the point of having a relationship, especially if he was sure Jimin isn't
looking for one and didn't peg him as the type to have one. Like Jimin admitted, it happened.
Taehyung can't relate and seems repulsed to even think about ending up similarly like Jimin.

"I wonder why we haven't been kicked out of the place." you mutter, sighing once your feet are
free of shoes as Jungkook snorts.

You're right. They've been having a few beers, bonding together while you had to play another
game. A game that's been apparently paid for because they had decided you'll do three rounds.
You protested, of course. Not because you don't like bowling because you do like it, it's actually
very often an activity you as a group do. But what's the point of playing it when Jungkook humbled
your competitive asses in the first round?

They called you a sore loser – honestly, you just like a fair game and that's not possible if your
dearest best friend is fucking good at bowling too.

"I'll go easy on you." Jungkook told you once he saw your not so enthusiastic face.

He never does, that's what you told him back.

He shot you a smirk, once Jimin and Taehyung weren't paying attention and he delivered a very
subtle smack to your ass. It humbled you and you ended up playing the last round with already
tipsy Jimin and Taehyung.

In the end, Jungkook had let you win. No matter how many times he tried to play innocent, there's
no way a good player like him suddenly ended up in last place. You exchanged looks, Jungkook's
lips curving into a grin that has told you everything you already knew.
"Have you seen Jimin though?" Jungkook asks, both of you walking further down the apartment as
the scent of Jungkook's home welcomes you. "He was glowing when he was talking about his
girlfriend," he grins, you playfully rolling your eyes in Jungkook's teasing grin.

He's right though.

"I've never seen him look like that," he admits with a chuckle, walking to the kitchen as you follow
him. "Glass of wine?"

"Yes, please."

"Red or white?"

"Red."

Jungkook opens the fridge, shooting you a look across his shoulder as you sit down, sending him a
sheepish grin as he knowingly pulls out your favorite wine. You're not the type to drink wine often,
you don't like its sour and bitter taste but Jungkook once bought a wine that tastes like anything
you've ever drank before. It's not cheap though, neither expensive but expensive enough for its slim
and tall bottle that fills only four glasses.

However, Jungkook pulls it out without any words and grabs two glasses along the way. Sitting on
the bar stool with him standing on the opposite side of the kitchen island, he opens the bottle and
pours you both a glass.

You thank him, immediately tasting the sweet red liquid as you let it linger on your tongue for a
few seconds before you swallow it down.

"Don't tease Jimin," you tell him, going back to your previous topic as Jungkook only grins again as
he shrugs. "I find it cute. He really must like her."

"His eyes literally shined when he was talking about her. And Jimin, and shy?" Jungkook cackles
as you laugh, knowing exactly what he's referring to because you witnessed it.

"Oh, don't tease him," you snort, "You looked like a love sick puppy when you found yourself a
girlfriend."

Jungkook purses his lips but still grins. He knows everyone out of your group could tell he's in
love. He looked like a teenager who had found his first love.

"Ah, don't remind me." he shuts his eyes in embarrassment as he laughs, you joining him.

"You were like... ten times Jimin."

"Yah," he scolds you but still keeps laughing. "I was really going through it, alright?"

You hum, taking another sip while a moment of silence passes until it's interrupted by your phone
ringing. Pulling it out of the pocket, you notice it's Maya and your brows raise up in a mere
surprise. She never calls you until she wants to hang out, she usually texts and it's always during
the day not in the evening.

Jungkook questionably looks at you, causing you to say Maya's name until you accept the call,
barely having enough time to greet her before her cheerful velvety voice reaches your ears.

"Hey girl," she chirps, "I'm not interrupting, am I?"

"No, we actually just came back from bowling."

"Wuuu, you guys were on a date?"

You know she's teasing, it's practically all laced in her voice and sometimes you wonder if she's not
very similar to Taehyung in this – in some things, she's a woman version of him.

Eyes flickering to Jungkook, you wonder if he could hear it but he seems to be clueless, drinking
the rest of his wine as you clear your throat.

"No," you say matter-of-factly with an edge to your voice which makes Maya chuckle. "Jimin and
Taehyung were there too. It was us friends hanging out."

She cackles at the tone of your voice. " Damn, and you guys didn't invite us?"

Her voice is light, cheerful as most of the time you get to hear it and you know there's nothing
bitter behind her words. Still, it makes you feel bad for not thinking about inviting them too.
Namjoon hangs out with the guys often, you don't see him as much but technically, he could be
considered as your friend as well. Hanging out with Maya, so you're not the only woman could be a
nice change for a while. Not that you mind it though.

"I–uh–sorry, that didn't cross my mind, I'll make sure we invite you next time."

A laugh rings in your ear as she lets you know it's okay. "I'm just teasing, we were busy anyway. If
you know what I mean." she muses with a low tone as you feel your cheeks warm up for some
reason.

"Where is Namjoon?" you ask, trying to play it cool as she catches up to your intention as she tries
to stifle a laugh.

"In the shower."

"Oh... why didn't you join him then?" you ask, your question catching Jungkook's eyes as he
frowns in confusion, probably wondering what the hell you're talking about with Namjoon's
girlfriend.

"I went first. I'm not capable of round two. Fuck, I can't literally feel my legs."

You snort, "That good?"

"You can't imagine,"

You giggle, covering your mouth at her blunt words.

"We're actually going on a late date night but we got busy."

"Oh god." you snort, hearing Maya's laugh.

"We got distracted!" she exclaims as if that was any better which makes you laugh even more.
"Haven't you and Jungkook ever fucked when you were supposed to go somewhere?"

"Maya." you hiss at her through the phone, tone still light as she apologizes through her giggles.

"Don't worry, Joon doesn't hear. He's still taking a shower and thinks he can sing."

Looking at Jungkook, you see him staring right back at you with the same confused frown and for
some reason you pray he couldn't hear Maya's bubbly and loud voice on the other line. Maya
hums, expectedly waiting for your answer as you clear your throat.

"We have." you admit by muttering.

"I knew it!" she yells in your ear, causing you to cringe as Jungkook mouths to you he's going to
take a shower while you talk to Maya. "But I actually called you to ask you what you're doing next
weekend? They have called from the salon and they want me to come pick out the wedding dress. I
know it's kinda short notice but they're so busy and I was actually surprised they gave me such an
early date."

You already promised her you'll go with her, since she doesn't have a lot of friends to go with in the
first place and it's kind of your honor to be a part of that. You appreciate it, even more when you
realize you haven't been friends for that long but Maya already trusts you and wants to be your
friend. You've become very close in a short period of time, not that the time matters but it's not very
usual to find such a good friend so quickly. It's hard to believe Maya, a literal social butterfly,
doesn't have a lot of friends here in Seoul. But it does make sense – your paths have been very
similar.

Both busy with your jobs to find more female friends.

"Don't worry about it, I don't have any plans." you assure her, smiling when she squeals and beams
how much fun you're going to have until she's cut short, explaining Namjoon is out of the shower
and they're already late for their reservation.

You bid goodbye with her, confirming your plans for the next weekend for the last time before you
hang up and make your way to the bathroom to take a shower too once Jungkook's out of there,
already in his room where you can't see him but you hear him rummaging through his drawers.

Your shower is quick, grabbing your two abandoned glasses where you pour the rest of the wine
and bring it to Jungkook's bedroom. He already lays in his bed, though not hiding under his covers
as he just rests on top of it with his boxers only with raven hair still wet from the shower. You have
to take a deep breath as he glances from his phone to look at you while you give him a soft smile,
joining him on the bed as you hand him the wine.

"Sorry, Maya and I are going to pick her wedding dress next weekend, she just wanted to ask me if
I'm free."

Jungkook smiles, taking a sip of the fine wine even though he had already brushed his teeth but
doesn't tell you that. "All good," he assures you, setting the glass down on the nightstand. "You
were acting weird when she called you." he notes and you take the moment of silence to gulp down
the wine as you hand him your empty glass, so he can put it down.

"Yeah, you know her," you giggle a little bit too nervous for your liking. "She has a way over
words sometimes."

"Sounds familiar," he teases, causing you to roll your eyes at his grin. "You already have secrets
with her?"

It doesn't sound suspicious or anything negative, he's just amusingly asking you once he sees your
slightly flustered face. Of course he caught onto your weird behavior. Jungkook is very attentive
and knows you like his own shoes, plus you weren't very good at hiding your reactions to Maya's
blunt and teasing assumptions.
"I..." you gulp, nibbling on your bottom lip for a moment. Now is a good time to spill the beans,
considering Jungkook has a right to know about Maya knowing your little discrete secret that only
Taehyung knows so far. "Maya knows about us hooking up."

Jungkook's brow shoots up slightly after your revelation which for some reason makes you
nervous. "Are you mad?"

He chuckles, shaking his head. "Why would I be? She's your friend. I'm glad you get along with
her." he shrugs and you simply stare, feeling like the weight off your chest is gone just like that.

"Really?"

"Yeah, I mean I don't want to plaster a sign on my forehead that says 'Hey I'm fucking my best
friend in private' but I'm okay with it. I don't really care if she knows or not. It's just a matter of
time before Jimin knows too but it's nobody's business but ours."

"You're right," you nod, "Maya promised me she's not gonna tell Namjoon."

At that, Jungkook snorts a little and you frown in confusion as he explains; "Do you really think
she's not gonna tell her boyfriend? Come on..."

"Why not? Couples don't tell each other everything."

"That could be true but I'm pretty sure she will spill it out one way or another, accidently or not."

You frown, lips pouting in a thought as Jungkook smiles.

"Don't look so damned."

"I am!" you exclaim, both of you laughing. "There's still a possibility she won't say a word." you
note and Jungkook hides a smile.

"Mhm."

He doesn't sound convinced at all but you decide to drop the topic down. What's the point of
dwelling on it longer than necessary? She knows and Jungkook is fine with it, which actually
calms you down a lot.

"Is that my shirt?"

Glancing down at your torso you notice that yes, you're indeed wearing one of Jungkook's old
shirts. He gave it to you some time ago since you always used to wear it once you slept over and
had nothing to wear to bed. Somehow it ended up being your shirt, though he never officially gave
it to you. It was more like "oh here's your shirt" whenever you were about to take a shower and
asked him for something to wear.

"It's no longer yours." you muse, grinning as Jungkook mirrors your expression, slowly shaking his
head at you as he looks down with eyes scrunched and toothy grin.

You take everything in your power not to ogle him but it's hard not to – especially if he's only in his
boxers, abs and muscles on full display along with his toned buffed chest and tattooed right arm
that adds just the right spice to his look. He looks completely natural, yet it's completely enough to
knock the breath out of you.

"Hm, really?" Jungkook hums, sitting more upward as he makes himself more comfortable against
the headboard while you give him a confident nod in return. Lips twitching, he shrugs. "Looks
better on you anyway."

Your heart squeezes at the subtle compliment that gets out of his mouth so freely, almost as if he
didn't just give you a compliment in the first place. It's the tiny comments like this that makes your
heart combust and again, you're reminded how Jungkook is naturally good with his words. He's not
the annoying type that makes you cringe or awkwardly laugh to yourself – it's the complete
opposite.

"I know." you tell him, not trying to show how flustered he makes you with a single sentence.

Confidence is the key. Though, you're not sure if his shirt looks better on you therefore you don't
really trust his words. Everything looks better on him – the shirt that is oversized on you looks
perfect on him even though the material is starting to get washed off.

"Come here." he motions at you with his finger, your eyes filled with curiosity while you listen to
him and get closer.

Once you're close enough, he cups your face and delivers a single kiss to your half-open mouth as
you stare at him in surprise. "What was that for?"

"You know how I always get what I want?" he asks confidently, mouth hovering over your throat
as he delivers another kiss to your jaw and neck causing you to sigh in content.

You're too comfortable to focus on the fact there's obviously something more behind his actions
but for now, you don't care and just enjoy his soft lips against your skin.

"So do I." you breathe out, closing your eyes once he grazes his teeth against your jaw. Fuck.

And then he playfully asks; "You think?"

"I know." you comment smartly, his hot breath fanning your skin for a moment.

Jungkook sits upright, inching closer to you until he places his hands over your shoulders and
gently pushes you down until you're laying on your back, him hovering over you as you stare at
him with big curious eyes. Does he want to have sex right now? You both just came out of the
shower. It might seem as if you don't want it but that's far from the truth. Jungkook can get you in
the mood with a snap of his fingers – as embarrassing as it is to admit it.

He gropes your breasts, gently and with utmost care, squeezing them which makes a breathy and
shaken gasp rip out of your mouth. He locates your nipple through the thin material, pinching it
slightly and you gasp again at the slight pain and pleasure.

"You think you're slick, hm?" he mutters, doing the same with your other breast while your hands
find their way to his hair as you tug on them. Back arched, you crave for his mouth as you try to
press yourself to his body. He's warm and firm.

"What are you talking about?" It comes out shaky and breathy yet again, even more now that he
sneaks his hand under your shirt and finally envelopes your breast with his big hand.

"Tell me," he says simply, kissing you and you quickly kiss him back, whining when he pulls away
and refuses to deepen the kiss. "Tell me what you're so obviously hiding from me."

"What?" you whisper, wincing when he pinches your nipple way harder than before.
"We said we're gonna be honest with each other, yet you refuse to tell me what you want to try in
bed so badly,"

You tense right away, your clouded mind clearing as soon as his words get to you and you snap
your eyes open, finding him already staring at you but he still hovers over you powerfully.

"Are you embarrassed?"

"Why are you so persistent about this?" you ask, voice close to annoyed as you frown while
Jungkook searches your face with his big and dark eyes.

"Why are you so persistent in not telling me?" he asks in return and you groan in annoyance which
earns you a deep chuckle from him.

"Because it's stupid and we can't do it."

"Why not?" he asks right away, gently pushing you back onto the mattress when you're already
trying to escape him by sitting up.

Your back hits the mattress effortlessly and you're in a war between pushing him away or focusing
on the butterflies you feel under his dark gaze.

"I won't know until you tell me,"

You know he's right.

If you were in his place, you'd try to get him to talk – even if it's simply out of curiosity if nothing
else. But saying the truth to him is just embarrassing because you know you're not in a position to
ask him something like that. Not mentioning it just doesn't make sense and you really can't do it
without risking more than you already are.

You're annoyed at yourself that you wish to try this with him out of all people. You've always been
very cautious when it comes down to this topic.

"Come on, I want you to enjoy sex as much as I do."

Sighing, you sit up and gently push him away from you. He complies, lets you sit up but he doesn't
move any further, still adamant to get this out of you.

"I enjoy it. What makes you think I don't?"

"I'm not saying you aren't. Everyone enjoys sex with me," he jokes, causing you to roll your eyes at
his playfulness. "There's clearly something you want to try and I'm willing to listen."

"Jungkook, drop it." you say with a stern tone but Jungkook doesn't back down so easily as he
cocks his brow at you in challenge. "It's just not something we can do. The end."

"Now I'm even more curious," You groan loudly, causing his lips to twitch. "Do you want me to
fuck your ass or something? Because I'm down."

Your cheeks burn immediately and you gape at him. "No!"

"Don't look so scandalized." Jungkook scolds you, already enjoying your horrified expression. You
could see his subtle smirk from miles away.

Stubbornly, you avoid Jungkook's gaze as you cross your arms over your chest, looking around
Jungkook's room. You're seconds away from running away like the coward you feel like,
embarrassed that you're close to admitting Jungkook one of your deepest desires.

"On all fours. Now."

You face him, your neck almost getting a cramp from how quickly you do that. "Wha–"

"Did I stutter?" he asks, plainly and simply causing you to gulp at the sudden change of demeanor.

"No–"

"Then get to work."

You eye him, the rush of excitement already bubbling in the pit of your stomach as you slowly
move to turn around. But your knees barely touch the mattress before Jungkook grabs you by your
waist and helps you get to his wishful position rather impatiently. He presses his hand on your
back, causing your ass to be in the air while the side of your face is pressed against his sheets.

He doesn't waste any time to hook his fingers under your panties and pull them down. Impatiently
and harshly as he's not exactly gentle when he tries to get them over your knees.

"Shit." you curse as soon as you feel his fingers rubbing your sex, wetness already pooling at your
entrance as he smears it up and down.

He spreads your legs wider and before you can take another deep breath, his mouth is already on
your clit. His mouth moves skilfully, tasting you on his tongue while you gasp into his sheets. He
eats you out, listening to your silenced moans with your knuckles turning white from how hard
you're gripping onto his fresh sheets. The sounds of his mouth and the wetness between your legs,
both from your arousal and his saliva, are so dirty and you already feel yourself tipping over the
edge.

But then Jungkook pulls away, delivering a sweet kiss to your ass cheek. "Still don't want to tell
me?"

Oh, this little--

"No, I'm good."

Jungkook chuckles behind you and then spreads your cheeks apart, enveloping your wetness with
his mouth once again.

You know what this is about. You're sure this is his punishment, he's going to rob you off your
orgasm every time it comes and fuck, he knows when it comes. You can't fool him but it feels too
good to end this.

He flicks his tongue over your clit quickly and you gasp loudly, cursing as you feel yourself getting
close already. He pulls away for a moment, licking from your clit to your entrance and just when
you think he's going to pull away again, he continues down to your puckered hole. He gathers your
wetness and his saliva there, moving his tongue around the hole while he adds the slightest
pressure. You tense, wondering if he knows what he's doing because he has never done this before.

He must feel you tense because he stops, but you still feel his breath there. "Trust me." Is all he
says and then he continues.

It feels... new. You've never felt this kind of pleasure before and you can't say it feels bad.
Definitely not bad. Despite the fact he's literally licking your ass-hole, it feels good.

And then he eats you out there, his moves getting rougher and more brave now that he knows
you're enjoying it. Still, he asks you if it feels good.

"Yes." you answer shamelessly, whispering at how fucked out you already feel and you haven't
even came yet.

He continues, eating out your puckered hole as his hands keep your asscheeks apart, hands
squeezing your flesh. That's until he suddenly enters your cunt with two fingers, mouth still on your
other hole and you swear you see stars. He fucks you with his fingers while his mouth works on
your hole.

"Tell me." he grunts into your flesh and you cry out, too close to the orgasm.

"I will." you cry out a promise, ass getting into the air ass Jungkook keeps you down with his other
hand.

"Oh, you will."

And then he continues until the knot snaps inside you and you're cumming all over his fingers,
moaning his name over and over again but you don't even realize it as you're going through your
own ecstasy.

As soon as you're done, Jungkook gently pulls out his fingers and mouth off you as you drop down
onto your back like a sack of potatoes. Your breathing is heavy, chest heaving as you stare at the
ceiling until your eyes drop to Jungkook who watches you with a smirk.

"I hate you."

"You don't." he comments right away, licking his glistening lips.

"I can't believe you just did that."

"Did you like it?"

Did you like it? Why the hell is he asking you that? You haven't had sex for some time and your
orgasms tend to be more intense the longer you go without one, but fuck, this was something new
and it completely blew your mind.

"No." you tell him with an amused grin, Jungkook chuckling as he hovers over you.

You tense, only because you already feel yourself clenching. You still want him inside you but
first, you need to catch a breath.

He leans down and just as he's about to kiss you, you turn your head sideways because you panic.
Jungkook frowns and you feel bad for rejecting him.

"You literally made out with my ass just seconds ago."

"Yah!" Jungkook's frown deepens. "You kiss me after you suck my cock."

"But you don't shit with your cock."

Jungkook cringes, "No, I just piss with it."

"Ew," you cringe back, "I'm not giving you head again."

"You're full of shit,"

You grin, knowing he's probably right.

"You like having my cock in your mouth."

"I do?" you hum, shamelessly letting your hands brush against his big and firm chest.

When he leans down to you, you expect him to kiss you or something but his mouth brushes over
earlobe. "Mhm, just as much as I love eating out your little and pretty cunt."

"Jungkook." you exclaim and he shoots you a smirk as he sits down.

"So, now spit it out." He goes straight to the topic and you sit up, cringing at the wetness between
your legs as Jungkook hands you your panties that are hooked on his one finger.

You snatch it away from him and sheepishly put them on. "Do I really–"

"Yes."

"Jesus Christ," you mutter under your breath, "I told you we can't do it, so what's the point?"

"Let me have a say in that too." he offers and patiently sits back, waiting for you to continue.

"I... oh, god... I never really had–" You cut yourself off, wondering what's the best way to explain
it and Jungkook cocks his brow at you.

"Never had what?"

"You know I had sex with two other people apart from you."

"Yes." he answers, sounding unsure where this is going.

"But you know... I'm responsible and safe,"

You look at Jungkook and catch the realization slowly hitting him from that one word but he still
lets you continue.

"In fact it's stupid and nothing..." you chuckle nervously, "I was just wondering how sex feels like
when--you know--how it feels like without condom."

Cringing at yourself, you feel your face burning once again as Jungkook simply watches you which
doesn't make things easier at all for you.

"I told you it's stupid." you huff and Jungkook finally breaks, chuckling at you.

"It's not stupid," he assures you, "You want to have raw sex?"

"Isn't that what I just said?" you grumble at him and he knows you're just embarrassed at the
moment which amuses him to a certain extent.

"It feels fucking great." Jungkook answers, ignoring your previous bitter remark.

Fuck. You've never experienced it but you heard it does feel way better. The thought makes you
gulp as you quickly avert your eyes to your hands as you shrug.
"But it's stupid and I'd never ask that of you. It'd be irresponsible of us to have sex without
condom."

"It would be a risk..." he nods, "But you're on birth control, right?"

Your eyes widen as you nod slowly. "Uh, yeah. But it's not 100 percent." you remind him.

"Of course, I know that. Nothing is 100 percent. The only way to avoid the risk is not to have sex
at all."

"Yeah," you agree, "But you know, I'm taking pills and you wear a condom so I think we're very
safe..."

He stays quiet which makes the silence even more awkward.

"But I'd never ask that of you, like I said before. We--it would be stupid of us to do that. Can you
imagine if--" You shake your head but judging by Jungkook's stare, he knows where you were
going with it.

"Let me think about it, yeah?" he proposes and once again, your eyes widen.

"You--you don't really consider it, right?"

"I just need to think it over, okay?"

"Kook, you don't have to... I told you--"

"You want it," he cuts you off, lips slightly twitching. "I can see it."

You simply wouldn't ask him of that just for one reason and that is, that Kiko got pregnant even
though she was on birth control. If things were different, you'd allow yourself to be more
irresponsible but you feel like you already are pushing a lot of buttons by hooking up with
Jungkook. It's hitting too close to home and it doesn't feel right. And the fact Jungkook is willing to
think it over – you've no idea what to think about it.

"I mean... I'm just curious but the sex is fine as it is. I don't want you to feel like you have to do it.
I'm not sure if I want to."

You do want it. You're just not sure if it will be a wise decision. Maybe you're overthinking this
whole thing but you can't risk getting pregnant by your best friend. It would definitely ruin things.
Just the thought of it makes you fucking scared.

"Don't worry about it right now, okay?" He offers you a smile, standing up as he stretches his arms.
"Thanks for telling me."

"It's not like you gave me a choice." you mutter and Jungkook sends you a playful glare.

"Hey, I gave you an orgasm in return and from what I've seen it was mind blowing."

"Yeah, yeah. And who's full of shit now." Standing up, you brush past him with your lips pursed as
Jungkook slaps your ass, causing you to flash him a glare as you walk out of his bedroom.

Weirdly, you feel lighter than before and at the end, Jungkook knowing your secret desire isn't as
awkward as you were so scared of.
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 Chapter 51
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Never in a million years would you think you and Jungkook will go to work together. To the same
workplace as if you were colleagues. In some way, you kind of are colleagues at the moment, even
though you won't be exactly working together.

It definitely has some perks.

For example – you don't have to drive since Jungkook suggested you should go together in one car
which makes sense and it is something you were planning to offer anyway. Jungkook's car is more
comfortable of course, how can it not be for the money he spent on it, right?

You enjoy the freedom of not having to drive through busy Seoul to get to work. However, you
still offer to drive once you see Jungkook yawning as soon as he sits down on the driver seat.

He even has the audacity to snort at your offer. "You driving my car? Nah, I'll pass."

You do feel offended, though you would never purposely try to drive his expensive ass car – too
scared to get into an accident or scratch the perfect shiny exterior.

"Asshole," you grumble, "Didn't you offer your car when I got into the accident?" you point out,
noticing Jungkook's grin which slightly falters at the mention of your accident. You know he's just
teasing you, despite his morning tired state.

"It was a matter of life and death," he remarks, causing you to flick him off. "Sorry, angel. Hate to
break it to you but you're not that good of a driver."

Angel... that's new. Even if it's his way of teasing you again, you can't help but feel the little
fluttering in the pit of your stomach. It doesn't help that Jungkook has cleaned and dressed up
nicely. His outfit is quite simple but knocked the breath out of you as soon as he stepped out of the
bathroom, fully ready despite his tired puffy eyes. White button-up with black casual slacks – a
total threat to your sanity.

"I am a good driver!" you argue.

Okay, maybe you're not a complete Michael Knight when it comes to driving but you're pretty
decent. It took you a while to improve but experience helped a lot.

"You can't compare me to you!"

"I know, I know. I'm just teasing you." Jungkook adds teasingly, met with your annoyed huff as
your back meets the car seat frustratedly.

For the rest of the drive, Jungkook takes it as his mission to make you laugh and he blasts old
Justin Bieber songs, dramatically singing as you try to keep your laugh at bay.

"You're who I'm thinking of, girl you ain't my runner-up,"

He quickly shoots you a playful wink as you roll your eyes, nudging gently his shoulder as he
keeps his eyes on the road.
"Just shut up and drive."

"Oh, that's a good song!"

"Oh god..." you mutter, staring from the window as your facade finally cracks.

Though as Jungkook glances at you, he sees your grin in the reflection and he knows his job is
done.

Junho snatches Jungkook from you as soon as the elevator door opens, his nervous figure pacing
around the place. His usual self nervous and on the edge now seems to be under control and you
think it has something to do with Jungkook. Only because once he spots you and Jungkook, his
eyes widening slightly before a welcoming smile stretches on his thin lips as he gives your friend a
warm welcome. Not just you, but half of the staff witnessing this moment just gape at him.

Junho likes to kiss ass to everyone who works above him, especially any partners but you would
never expect him to be so warm towards a photographer. It only proves he really loves Jungkook's
work and is more than happy to have him on this project. So much, that he trusted Jungkook's offer
of involving someone whose work he hasn't seen at all. Which reminds you Ester should be here
soon, so she and Jungkook can get to work.

You assume once Junho is done kissing Jungkook's ass, he is leading him to the studio where they
should go over the work once again before the models are prepared to have photoshoots.

There are many people, strangers who work for other companies, most of them make-up artists,
agents. You've been here for three minutes and it's already looking hectic.

"Well, fuck me."

Turning sideways, you spot Yoongi glancing at retrieving figures of your boss and your best friend,
similarly looking taken aback.

"Yeah, I know." you mutter, seeing him holding a stack of papers, wearing a gray suit.

"Asshole, we work for him for years and do most of the job and he never treats us like that."

You snort, not surprised by Yoongi's annoyance and irritation showing because in a way, you
understand him. Junho can be very hard on all of you and he doesn't exactly treat you friendly, but
he's not a bad boss. You're sure there are far worse bosses out there than just a simple man who's
too greedy and ambitious for his own good.

"Shh, somebody is going to hear you." you scold him, mouth opening as soon as he thrusts the
papers into your arms causing you to almost drop them. You glare at him but he's not even looking
at you, sighing as Junho's figure disappears before he glances back at you.

"Like I give a fuck. Junho needs me, he's not gonna do a shit."

"You're too confident. Junho might need all of us," Yoongi rolls his eyes, "But he's got a temper."

"It would be his loss."

He's right about that but you don't tell him that.

"Why did you give me these papers?"

"Wake up, sunshine. You're at your work right now, chop chop."

And he simply walks away with no looking back which leaves your mouth hanging open, and you
choke on the fit of curses that want to leave your mouth but you already hear your name being
called, one of your colleagues rushing to you as they need your help.

Great. You haven't even got the chance to put your bag away. Fucking Min Yoongi and fucking
Mondays.

Ester arrives a few minutes after Jungkook. He had to laugh at her petrified face when he politely
excused himself to Junho, so he can help her get into the building since she doesn't know her way.
It's enough she has to be nervous which only confirms once Junho so eagerly excuses him, leaving
a few coworkers that are around completely speechless.

"Am I late? You said eight, right?" she asks him as soon as Jungkook holds the door for her to
come in, chuckling at her anxious state.

"No, you're good and I did. I came a little early," he assures her and sees the sigh of relief she lets
out, "Besides everything is just getting ready, well the final preparations but Junho, the boss I was
talking you about," he says, momentarily stopping to make a space for people leaving the elevator
before they both make their way in.

He pushes the button, turning to her as he gives her a comforting smile which she tries to return.

"He is gonna go over the things again with us and then we should get to work. We have a long day
ahead of us."

She nods, not giving any sort of other reaction – her nerves getting the best of her.

Meanwhile you spot Ester and Jungkook coming in, getting to work right after – you're already
swallowed by your own responsibilities and not having time for anything else.

Despite the day's business, it feels as if it's dragging painfully slowly. You don't get to see
Jungkook in action, somehow he's always just a blur in the background and you're not phased even
in the slightest when you catch a glimpse of him, doing a great work with models. He's a true
leader, involved just as much as he can be as he naturally communicates with the models and Ester
on the side, who seems to be in her natural habitat.

You don't know any other photographer besides your best friend but seeing how two of them work
well together, both of them understanding each other right away makes you think they have a lot in
common when it comes to photography. They joke a little, Jungkook helps her with her camera
once it seems as if there's a little problem in the setting as he sorts it out for her – all of this you
experience in a span of five minutes watching from the distance, some of your coworkers beside
you as you wait for the shoot to end. Well, a part of the shoot anyway.

"He's doing a great job, isn't he?"

You almost flinch at the sudden presence of another body next to you, looking at Benjamin who
hands you a cup of coffee. You see Lauren holding one of those as well, shooting him a last
appreciative smile before she focuses on the tablet in her hands.

"Thank you,"

You thank him, not having the heart to decline his attentive gesture. You don't like to get through
the day drinking coffee, it bites you back in the night as it follows with the hassle of not being able
to fall asleep. But it's soon lunchtime and you haven't had the time to just sit down, even if it's for
five minutes so you gladly take the cup from the coffee machine and take a cautious sip.

"You're like the fifth person who told that in a span of ten minutes." you chuckle causing him to do
the same as he lightly shrugs.

"It's true, I had to be there for a few minutes and seriously, he's amazing. You must be proud of
him."

There's nothing but sweetness and tenderness in his raspy voice and soft expression and you have
to look away to try and shoo away the approaching guilt, still feeling like an idiot for lying to him.
To be fair, he hasn't tried anything since then but still remained sweet and friendly. Jungkook is not
your real boyfriend but he doesn't know that and ever since he heard the revelation, it's obvious he
backed away. You're glad he's still the sweet guy you met – unfortunately, it makes it even worse
for your guilt and the little white lie.

"I am," you respond, cutting your thoughts off before you can feel like a total loser.

No lies need to be told, not when it comes to Jungkook's talent and you being proud of him. You
remember the beginning of his photography career. He has always been doing good, but it took a
lot of courage to get a freelancer career right after college, praying he will have enough clients to
pay his bills. In the end, it wasn't the smoothest start but he's nifty and ambitious which helped a
lot in this journey.

Despite his parents voicing out their concern for his son, not that they didn't believe in him but
their concerns weren't helping him to smooth his own concerns of the future, he has managed to
pull it off.

"Photography is his passion." you add softly, not really sure why you just shared that because
you're not sure if Benjamin even cares but he responds with one of his charming smiles.

You continue to watch the scene happening in the distance, noticing the tall model you remember
from the company's party standing now alone, exposing her skin and legs to everyone's eyes. She's
not phased about it, how can she? This is her job and she's used to it, having done a good amount of
photoshoots in her lifetime. You know you couldn't just stand there in a bikini, revealing the curve
of your ass and most of your ass-cheeks exposed to dozens of men. Nobody in your company is
disrespectful and just as she's used to the eyes, you all are used to seeing models. It doesn't matter
what gender.

Her blond hair is curled into big beachy waves, breasts pushed up in the bikini bra as she
professionally poses for Jungkook's camera. He chats with her throughout it, both of them trying to
figure out the new positions and concepts together as they share a laugh together before returning
back to work.

There are other models watching them, both female and male as the women seem equally attracted
to Jungkook, despite there being male models right next to them.

All the men models are handsome, looking almost unreal even from the distance where you are
standing. All of them are captivating and interesting looking in their own way, which makes them
special and you know your company has done a good job at picking them up. You're not sure
you've seen so many abs in your life like you're experiencing right now – even though most of them
have thin robes draped over their shoulders.
Despite it all, you stare back at Jungkook and it's like no one competes with him. It's not even
about him having an equally amazing body than the male models here. It's just him and for a split
second you panic. You know you're attracted to him, that much is clear because you wouldn't be
able to let your new deal keep going on for this long. But you're scared. So you hide your distress
behind the plastic cup as you take a few sips of the coffee, letting more caffeine into your body.

"Don't do that."

Turning to Benjamin, you're met with his soft gaze once again and for a moment you think you see
an amused grin spreading on his plump lips.

"Do what?"

"Well, at least I hope you're not comparing yourself to them." he says, pointing his head towards
the models direction as you glance at them, met with the perfect skinny bodies and shiny skin
while his eyes stay on your face, watching you attentively.

"I--no, I'm not." you assure him, but it comes out unsurely and way less honest than you intended.

Working here, you think almost every woman gets through the whole insecurity process at least
once. Especially if you're met with gorgeous women on a daily basis but it comes out of inner
insecurities in the first place. Eventually, if you're in a happy place with yourself, embracing your
own beauty, it's not something you beat yourself over or getting on a radical diet, so you can even
come close to them.

You're not envious and jealous, not at all. There are times when a woman can get insecure, or
compare herself with literal models and by "a woman" you include yourself too. You think it's only
natural in an environment like this but you're happy with yourself and you hope every single
coworker of yours is too.

"Good, because you're pretty," he says, a serious tone laced with softness as you stare at him with
wide eyes, not expecting the compliment but honesty too. "Ah, sorry have I crossed a line? I didn't
mean it--I wasn't meant to be disrespectful towards your boyfriend. I just saw you looking at them
and I thought--Ahhh, I'm sorry." he rambles as you watch him with your mouth agape before you
let out a chuckle and shake your head.

"You aren't disrespectful," you assure him, still seeing the panic in his light eyes. "Thanks for the
compliment."

He lets out a breathy laugh, "I hope I didn't come off as if I'm coming onto you or something. I
know you're in a relationship,"

Your features turn guilt for a second and you know he catches the change, though he most likely
mistakes it for sadness rather than guilt.

"I'm not like that!" he quickly adds and you laugh, shaking your head.

"Benjamin, please breathe," you continue to laugh silently, "I know. You're very sweet, thank
you."

"Good, I don't want to be on bad terms with your boyfriend. He seems like he can throw a punch or
two." he jokes, but there's a little fear and seriousness in his voice which makes you giggle.

"He can," you muse but quickly add, "But don't worry about him. He wouldn't punch you for
calling me pretty, not that he has to know."
You give him an assurance that you won't snitch on him to "your boyfriend", even though it's not a
big deal at all. Even if you had a boyfriend and someone else called you pretty, it doesn't mean
they're coming onto you. And you appreciate Benjamin's concern, knowing he really didn't mean to
come off as pushy or invading in any way.

"Good, good..." Benjamin sighs in relief, giving you a grin. "Who's the other photographer? Is she
from our company?" He changes the topic.

"No, actually. She is Jungkook's friend."

Benjamin opens his mouth, an audible "Oh" leaving his mouth before another voice reaches your
ears.

"Admiring your boyfriend, I see?"

And just like that, your own grin drops and you turn around finding Yoongi making his way to
you. Can he be any more suspicious? He looks amused as fuck, finding his little joke (which is
unknown to Benjamin) a little bit too funny and your expression of annoyance even more.

"No. I'm doing my job which can't be said about you." you remark back, watching his grin stretch
even more which annoys you to the core while Benjamin stares confusingly at you and him,
sensing the tension.

It's not like he is new to it but he's probably confused why you still bicker at almost every chance.

"Oh, admiring your boyfriend is your job?" he teases, or more like annoys the shit out of you as
you bite your tongue. "Besides, I've been doing my and your job."

"What do you mean?"

"They're looking for you in the office. You're supposed to sort out finances with the team."

"No, I am not. I'm supposed to be here for a while until--"

"Doesn't matter," You're rudely cut off by him as he waves you off. "Get your ass there. You're
lucky Junho isn't there and is busy admiring your boyfriend."

"Careful, you sound jealous, Min." you sing out, gulping down the rest of the cold coffee now
before you bin it.

Brushing past Yoongi, you pat his shoulder just for the right measure to piss him off and seeing
him narrowing his eyes at you annoyingly, you know you've succeeded. Throwing a wave to
Benjamin, you leave the two of them there as you're on your way to find the fuck out what you
have to do with finances.

The next time you see Jungkook is after lunchtime, he's joined with Junho and a few other people
including Natalie, the main star of today's project and Ester. You heard Junho invited some of them
to lunch outside, which threw you off a little considering he's been a nervous wreck about this
project and you pictured him showing his usual temper. But at the same time, it makes sense he's
suddenly a different man, trying to impress everyone he invited to lunch.

He never did that with any of his employees – not that most of you would go anyway, maybe
strictly out of politeness and a fear of possibly pissing him off.
You've around five minutes to get back to work, meeting Jungkook's gaze across the room as he
makes his way over to you, leaving the partners and agents alone as everyone is going their own
way.

There has been barely any time to chat with him, or just make sure everything's good even though
you know Jungkook can take care of himself and everyone is swooning over him. So once you're
met with a gentle smile of his, you reciprocate it.

"Hey, where were you? I thought you'd join us for lunch." he says, stopping right in front of you.

"I couldn't, besides Junho didn't invite us and we still had some work to do." you explain.

By work you don't mean anything too important, just to make sure everything's ready on the next
set so you can go home on time.

Jungkook's eyes narrow for a moment, an unpleasant look making its way on his face as he licks
his lips. "Have you eaten?"

"Uhh, yeah. There is a buffet prepared for all of you but Benjamin actually ordered us a delivery."

You'd be completely fine eating toast or something light for lunch, as long as you get to eat
something and won't stay hungry. Luckily Benjamin was kind enough to take it upon himself to
prepare food for all of you, the people that were left behind in the company. Though, to be
completely fair you were free to go eat out too, it's not like you have forbidden to do so, but all of
you know it wouldn't be convenient today.

"You could've just told me." Jungkook says, sound tilting close to the actual scolding which makes
you let out a breathy chuckle.

"Told you what?"

"Well, I could've taken you for lunch. I thought you guys would join us, I didn't know.... If I knew
you weren't invited I'd just eat with you."

You smile at his concern, shaking your head lightly while Jungkook frowns even more. "It's fine,"
you laugh a little, "You can't exactly decline their invitation. It's only polite for you to go. It's no
big deal."

"No, it's not... If I just knew..." he mumbles, "I'd decline them anyway."

Now that makes you laugh and Jungkook's lips twitch as he tries to hide a grin.

"What? I don't care if I'm invited or not, or what's polite or not."

"You're lucky Junho seems to like you a lot."

Jungkook shrugs, a cocky expression taking over his handsome face. "What can I say..."

"Don't say anything," you joke, "How's Ester doing?"

"She's actually very good. I knew she'd do a good job." he answers.

Nothing else can be said because Junho ushers everyone to get back to work. Jungkook sighs and
gives you one last dreadful look which makes you giggle as he walks away.

The rest of the week goes exactly the same. You and Jungkook go to work together but you
separate as soon as you enter the building, this time around Jungkook makes sure to take you out
for lunch and Ester joins you, since she doesn't know many people and you wouldn't want her to be
left alone when Jungkook is the only person who she knows the most. She actually comes out of
her shell and gushes over this opportunity, thanking your friend a few times.

She's sweet, kind and friendly. In a way she reminds you of someone, she's very much similar to
her – personality wise and you wonder if Jungkook sees it the same way.

After lunch, you both go doing your job and don't interact with each other (besides the soft smiles
whenever your eyes meet) until it's time to go home. You catch up on the way to Jungkook's
apartment, get ready to go to bed before you repeat the same process every day.

It's Friday now and you successfully finished this week with a great outcome that's seen for now.
After working ten hours of being constantly on your feet and handling stuff, you miss the softness
of your bed and Jungkook's huge expensive shower and you have to control yourself not to look
grumpy in this nice bar Junho invited some of you to. Just the close circle of his employees and
agents from the other company, to apparently celebrate this week.

You weren't as lucky as Yoongi who slipped away through the doors before another word could be
uttered. The idiot is probably at home by now, or doing whatever you want while you're stuck in
this bar, listening to Junho bragging about useless things.

Most people that were invited you don't know personally, nor you've a close relationship with or
any at this point. Excluding Jungkook who couldn't say no because your boss insisted. Even
Natalie has been invited, which doesn't surprise you as she charms everyone with her own charms
around the table.

She's taking most of Jungkook's attention, the man having a casual conversation with her while you
sit next to him like a grumpy cat, swirling your drink. Non-alcoholic drink to be precise and you
already regret your decision not to drink tonight.

It's boring and not even when Jungkook tries to keep you entertained whenever he can, it doesn't
help much.

You spend the time going through the entire week, lucky there was no drama happening regarding
Yoongi or Benjamin. The last time Yoongi and Jungkook interacted with each other, your friend
was ready to punch your coworker. Luckily, they never bumped into each other. And Benjamin?
He has never questioned you about your relationship with Jungkook, probably thinking you're
keeping it professional in the work which you would do either way – with or without a boyfriend.
It ultimately made it easier with Ester as well, since she knows you and Jungkook are friends and
you're glad it hasn't reached her eyes that you're "dating" Jungkook all of a sudden.

"You wanna go home?" Jungkook asks once he leans in your direction, close to almost brushing
his lips against your ear as his scent fills your nostrils.

You've been here for only an hour but if anyone even talks to you, it's just boring conversation that
leads nowhere. Damn, you really feel antisocial right now.

"Not if you don't want to," you tell him, knowing you both came here by his car. "I can just take a
cab." You change your mind as Jungkook gives you a look.

"Don't be ridiculous," he scoffs gently, "I'll finish the drink and we can go. It's boring anyway." he
says the last sentence with a whisper, so nobody else can hear him which makes you bite back a
laugh.
Is he lying? He looked like he's having a good time. He talked the most amongst the group which
can't be said about you.

"Junho has offered me a job in the company."

Your brows lift up in surprise, Jungkook driving you both home as he lowers the volume of the
music that's been pleasantly playing in the background.

"Oh."

"Yeah..."

You had a photographer that used to be employed in the company, but Junho decided to fire him
because he "wasn't good enough". Of course you're no professional but you think he had the job
done, so him getting fired surprised everyone at that time. That's why your boss stuck to finding a
different photographer for each project, instead of employing someone.

"What did you tell him?" you ask.

"That I'd think about it."

"And will you?"

"I don't know," Jungkook chuckles, "It'd be less work for me. It's simpler than being a freelancer
and having to sort everything out by myself. But I don't think it'd be a good idea regardless."

"Why not?" you frown.

As much as you complain sometimes about your job, you do like it and you'd be bummed out if
you were fired for some reason.

"First of all, I like the fact I'm my own boss. I choose what I want to work on. Besides, I don't think
it'd be a good idea if we worked together," he explains, briefly glancing at you to notice your
curious gaze but before you can open your mouth, he jumps to explain further. "Friends working
together is never a good idea."

"Well, technically we wouldn't work together. I don't really interact with photographers a lot,
somebody else does."

"Well yeah, but I wouldn't want to come into your own workplace. That's your place."

"I'm pretty sure it doesn't work like that," you chuckle, "But I understand what you mean."

You find it sweet that he puts you first, even though you don't see a problem with him working at
your company. If that's what he wants.

"Me and Jimin worked together."

"Yeah but you met there. You weren't already best friends. That's different. And you only did an
internship there."

"Hm, I guess you're right." you hum.

"Anyway, I don't think I'm gonna take it. I didn't want to tell him straight away to look impolite or
inappreciative."
"Just so you know, I wouldn't mind whatever you decide on." you assure him and the corner of his
lips lifts up.

A minute of silence follows until Jungkook stops at the red light, drumming his tattooed fingers
against the steering wheel.

"I'm gonna meet up with Hoseok."

Jungkook manages to shock you a second time within the past ten minutes but this time, your head
snaps to his direction as he glances at you, a serious expression on his face.

You know he mentioned talking to him recently, but to be honest you completely forgot about that
conversation and you'd never thought of bringing it up to him. That's completely his decision if he
wants to talk to Hoseok. You know Jungkook deals with a lot of stuff that's eating him alive, no
matter how better he seems to be and assures you he is fine. The betrayal he still feels from
Hoseok's action is very fresh but there's at least the slightest amount of understanding, at least you
hope so judging from your last conversation you had with him about this topic.

"That's great, Kook," you say, not really sure what to say – due to your shock and wondering what's
the right thing to say. You don't want him to doubt his decision and you're glad he is at least
moving on. "Did you wait the entire evening to drop all this information on me?" you joke and
actually make him laugh as he drives off once the light turns green.

"Wanted to have you all to myself before I do," he jokes and you ignore the set of butterflies his
words cause you. "I was thinking about it a lot... I can't promise how our conversation will turn out
because I'm still hurt, and I don't think it's gonna go away any time soon... but, I'm willing to talk to
him. So I texted him today before I could chicken out because I know I would."

"It's not gonna be easy to hear him out, you're still hurt. But just try to see his perspective a little,"
you advise him carefully while he stays silent, "However your conversation goes, remember you
tried your best."

"Yeah." he exhales a sigh, nibbling on his bottom lip as he brushes his thumb across it.

He knows he has to talk to Hoseok either way before it's too late. He needs to deal with this while
it's fresh.

The place they agreed to meet is Hoseok's apartment. At first, Jungkook was thinking about
meeting him in a public place because the last time Hoseok was in his apartment, it didn't end well.
So many things were left shattered that day. He is more calm now but regardless of that, a public
place is not suitable for such a conversation they're about to have.

When Hoseok offered to meet at his place, he agreed. The conversation simple and blunt, straight
to the point and it's ridicilious how awkward and tense it seemed even through the stupid texts.

For fuck sake, he even woke up early to have a morning jog just to come back and find you already
preparing for your day with Maya. He has barely eaten, too distracted to properly function and with
each mile he gets to the final destination, he feels his stomach in knots.

However, he walks to his door with utter confidence knowing he has an upper hand in this. And
meeting Hoseok's brown soft eyes full of sadness and regret makes him actually soften. But then he
is reminded of what he has done to him and if it weren't enough, the pictures that fill his apartment
– pictures of his friends and among them Kiko – he is reminded he is in this position because of
her.
Not only she ruined their relationship and possible future, she has also managed to ruin his
friendship with Hoseok. A friend he has had for years.

But is he selfish to put all the blame onto her? Clearly, it wasn't his fault what happened. It does
feel bitter to know she got involved with more people and he wants to be so mad at her. A part of
him still is. But then he looks at her wide smile he fell in love with and tries to think what pain she
went through alone. Even though she has done it voluntarily, it still doesn't feel better to know she
was in pain. Still is.

"Do you want something to drink? Water, juice or I can make you a drink?" Hoseok asks once the
awkward greeting is over, motioning Jungkook to sit down on his couch as he listens and peels
away his eyes from the memories in a form of framed pictures.

"Water is fine."

He drove here and even though he could easily drink and call a cab, it's better to stay away from
alcohol. Not that he is scared to flip out or something because Jungkook isn't the type to turn
aggressive if drinking, but it tends to strengthen emotions. He needs to have a clear mind for this.

"Sure, let me get that for you and then we can talk." he offers him a crooked smile and Jungkook
knows it's just a mask to hide his own nervosity.

Hoseok has always been collected, the fun one in the group alongside Taehyung but he could still
be stern and serious – definitely more than Taehyung. But he has never seen him like this but it
only makes sense. Hoseok has never ruined a friendship with anyone. He is friends with anyone.
Well, if he doesn't count the awkward interactions you had with him.

He comes back within a minute, placing the glass in front of Jungkook as he thanks him but doesn't
reach for it just yet. Though his throat starts to feel dry, he feels it tightening as he's not sure how
to start.

"I'm sorry," Hoseok blurts out suddenly, "I know I said it so many times by now but I can't look
you in the eyes without saying it again. It feels awful to feel this tension and awkwardness between
us, I know it's my fault..."

"No, it's not..." Jungkook mutters, ignoring the subtle surprise on Hoseok's face as he nervously
brushes through his dark hair, staring at the younger. "At least not entirely,"

Hoseok's face drops but he nods in understatement.

"I was so mad at you. I felt betrayed by my own friend and having to come to terms with what
happened--it's still hard and it's not easy but I think I'm getting better at understanding you and...
her,"

Hoseok's features turn soft, not daring to say a word. Not yet at least.

"It sucks because I'm still mad, a part of me is and I don't think it's gonna go away any time soon,"
he repeats the words he said to you in his car yesterday, "But Y/N made me think about you
more... well at least to try and see things from your perspective as she would say. She actually
made us an example,"

He chuckles at the memory.

"And I understood if Y/N came up to me and asked me--asked me what Kiko asked you as her best
friend. I would do it in a heartbeat. I would be there for her and keep it a secret because I respect
her that much. I think it would be so fucking hard to keep such a heartbreaking secret, but I would
do it for her. I guess I was selfish to see things from only my perspective. I was too consumed by
the anger and heartbreak."

He hates how Hoseok gives him a pitiful look. He hates when people pity him and that's when he
usually chooses not to be vulnerable in front of anyone. He deals with his stuff alone

"And it's totally understandable, Kook," Hoseok says slowly and softly, "I can't imagine what you
had to go through and I hate myself for not telling you anything since I knew the truth from day
one."

"I know it wasn't easy for you either," Jungkook tells him, finally having the courage to look back
into his brown eyes. "I think it would be worse if you actually didn't feel bad." he tries to joke and
it helps to soothe out the tension in the room, as Hoseok chuckles but it comes out dryly.

"Ever since I've known," Hoseok says hesitantly, eyes glancing at Jungkook as the younger slowly
nods at him to silently tell him it's fine to be honest and open. Even if it might hurt him. "I told her
to tell you. She even told me she regrets telling me and dragging me into this. But I'm glad she did,
only because she was alone. I know she chose it and I know you're the best thing that happened to
her, I encouraged her to tell you before it's too late. To talk to you before she–"

He sets his lips into a tight line as Jungkook gives him a saddened nod, knowing what he is
referring to.

"I told her you'd take care of them. I told her even if she decided she doesn't--whatever she
decided, you would be there for her every step of the way. But she was so stubborn, she wouldn't
listen to me and she panicked. Before she knew, it was too late. When she broke up with you--I
scolded her for not telling you the truth but she told me it will hurt you even more than the lie,"

He knows, she told him and it's still hurtful to hear this thing all over again.

"But she put your well-being first. And then you guys got together again and I still told her to tell
you because one way or another, you will find out and then she will lose you. I think that
intimidated her the most and she caught herself into this web of lies. She loved you so much that
the thought of losing you again scared the shit out of her. She regretted her decision and--I know
you probably don't want to hear about her or hear her side because what she did–-it was her
decision and she had the right to do so. But she still hurt you... a lot."

"No, it's fine. I think I need to hear all of it to be able to fully move on." Jungkook swallows,
hearing his heart cracking but something tells him he really needs to hear all of it.

"She started going to therapy shortly after..." he motions with his hands, still not able to say it out
loud because it is too painful. For him as well. "She wasn't doing well, Kook. I know you probably
don't care–"

"I do," he cuts him off gently, "I don't like the thought of her suffering, despite all."

"Because you have the biggest heart," Hoseok says immediately, cringing at his words which
makes both men chuckle a little. "You really do."

"I just don't get it... we were doing so fine. We talked about our future. So what if it happened way
sooner than we planned? She wasn't planning to break up with me. Does she think we couldn't be a
family? Does she think we couldn't raise a child together? As a father of the child, I had the right to
at least know that she is pregnant. Fuck, we had sex just a few days before she broke up with me.
Knowing she was pregnant at that time--"

"Nobody would change her mind. Not even you, Jungkook," Hoseok reminds him softly, "I know
you think you would... but she was too stubborn. She was depressed and sure of her decision. It
backfired and she is gonna live it for the rest of her life. She lost you for good."

Jungkook swallows, wanting to reach for the stupid glass of water but he doesn't want to look
weaker than he already is.

"How--How is she?" he asks carefully. Tone perfectly slow and wary, he's not sure if he wants to
hear about her but a part of him wants to know.

He hasn't seen her and nobody talked to her in front of him, which is understandable and he knows
it was better that way.

"She's in Japan at the moment," Hoseok smiles sadly, "She is with her family and needs to heal. It
fucked her up a lot. I think even more because she blames herself knowing it's all on her."

"I...I'm sorry to hear that."

He really is. No matter what happened between them, it's not easy to hear how much she is
suffering. He doesn't want her to suffer for the rest of her life. He's not that bitter and bad to
actually wish that.

"She will be better," Hoseok says, though Jungkook is not sure if he means it or tries to persuade
himself, or both of them. "At first she tried to hide her true emotions, she thought I couldn't see
she's faking it... it always ended up with her losing it. It would take hours to calm her down."

"I'm... I'm glad she had you." he says, knowing he wouldn't be able to be that person to her.

Or maybe he could but he's not sure if he was capable, considering his own heartbreak and
demons.

"You were the one she wanted," Hoseok admits softly, "But nobody would ask you of that. She
really hates herself for hurting you."

"I know," Jungkook sighs, "I don't want her to hate herself."

"Maybe you could tell her that? Maybe in the future? I know it's a lot to ask and I don't want to
make it seem as if I'm pressuring you. You've got every right not to see her anymore because I
know how much that must hurt. I think you both aren't ready to see each other and most
importantly, talk. But maybe the right way to heal is to heal each other?" he asks unsurely.

He definitely doesn't want to push Jungkook's buttons, he already appreciates him being here and
this conversation going smoothly, even though it's sad and heartbreaking all over again.

"Maybe," he mumbles, "I'm healing slowly but I guess you're right. I'm not ready though. It still
hurts. I can't help but think what if... and all that. I imagine what my life would look like if she
didn't... but I guess it happened for a reason?"

"Yeah," he nods slowly and gives him a saddened smile, "Maybe you just weren't meant to be for
each other."

"I'm not sure if I believe that," Jungkook frowns, "We loved each other. If she said the truth, things
could be different. I wouldn't leave her no matter what."
"Of course, I don't doubt your love," Hoseok reminds him, "I'm sure if things were different, you'd
still be together. But I'm glad you're healing. I'm really sorry for what you had to go through. I wish
I could change it."

"Maybe it happened for a reason," Jungkook shrugs, though he is still not sure if this is his fate.
"I'll have to live either way."

"You look well." Hoseok tells him, searching Jungkook's face. He doesn't look as broken as he
once did.

The memory of Jungkook's indescribable face when they last talked together still haunts him to this
day. It made his guilt even bigger each time he thought about it.

"Y/N helped me a lot. So did Taehyung and Jimin..." he explains silently. "She made me see things
that would take me way longer to realize."

Hoseok smiles and a few moments of silence follows as Jungkook stares at his intertwined fingers.

"Hobi," Jungkook calls out softly to his friend, Hoseok's eyes sparkling at the nickname as a relief
washes through him. "I'm sorry for almost punching you."

"No, please, it's alright. I get it."

"No, I was aggressive. If Y/N didn't get between us, I would have punched you. I really wanted to."

"Do you want to punch me now?" He jokes and makes Jungkook's mouth twitch as a playful gaze
washes over his eyes before he slowly shakes his head.

"No."

"Good, it would definitely hurt like hell," he chuckles, "But yeah. It was crazy of her to get
between us. I told her she shouldn't have done that when I was leaving."

"God, if I punched her accidentally I would've never forgiven myself,"

If that happened, he knows it would be technically your fault because who the fuck gets between
two men that are about to fight? Well, between a man who's about to punch the other one.

"She saved the day, though. Didn't she?" Jungkook cracks a smile as Hoseok laughs.

"Yeah, and my face too. Remind me to thank her later."

"I will." he laughs and the air suddenly feels lighter than before. It's still a little awkward but as he
stares at Hoseok's joyful face, or at least way more relaxed than he looked in the beginning, he
feels relief.

"We are good, yeah?" Hoseok asks unsurely, suddenly turning nervous again as Jungkook stares at
him for a second.

And then his lips stretch into the slightest smile, unspoken forgiveness lingering in Jungkook's big
and dark eyes. "Yes. We will be."

Once Hoseok stretches his hand to him, Jungkook takes it and is surprised when Hoseok gives him
a crushing hug.

"Don't overdo it." Jungkook jokes, slapping Hoseok on his back as he pulls away with no regrets.
Maya looks beautiful in every dress she tries. It does make you emotional to see her in her possible
wedding dress, and you have a hard time not to tear up. It's definitely the champagne's fault the
woman that works in the shop gives you.

You've lost count how many dresses she has tried so far, each of them unique and beautiful in their
own pretty way. Maya has no idea what style to go for, so she picked various styles and has
managed to look good in each of them.

You're enjoying this, not only the champagne with a strawberry in it, but it's something new and it's
safe to say you've never been in a wedding salon to be a part of the process of picking a wedding
dress with your friend. It does distract you from the thoughts of how Jungkook is doing. You do
check your phone whenever Maya is in the fitting room.

You don't know what you expect. A message of Jungkook losing it again? A message that
everything went well? You know meeting Hoseok is a big deal for him, regardless of how he tried
to hide it this morning.

"Crap, there's not enough time. Can you try the dress for me?" Maya pulls you out of your
thoughts, your eyes directed on the wedding dress she's wearing at the moment once the woman
informs you there's another client coming soon.

It's the last piece Maya has to try, the sleek dress hanging on the hanger for her to try. Just getting
out of each dress is taking a lot of time and you think you've got enough time. Apparently you don't
and you can already see the stress on Maya's face. This is a big deal for her and this process does
make her feel nervous, because she wants everything to be perfect. Even though she tries to look
carefree and relaxed.

"Me?"

"Yeah, there's not enough time for me to try it." she whines, sending a glare to the door where the
woman working in this salon disappeared. Well, it's not her fault Maya chose too many dresses to
try in a span of two hours.

"But our bodies are different," you remind her, "It's gonna look different on me than on you."

"I just need to see how they look on the body. I don't really care whose body it is."

"Oh, okay." There's not enough time to think this through and you stand up, wiping your palms
against your jeans as you walk towards the white dress.

The woman comes back from the door, seeing you grabbing the dress as she rushes to you and
takes it from your hands to help you. "Let me help you," she smiles kindly, "Are you trying it for
your friend?"

"Uhh, yes." you smile nervously and let her lead you to the fitting room.

She helps you to put them on and surprisingly, they fit amazingly. You'd still need a pair of heels
because the dress is too long. You walk out of the fitting room, chuckling at yourself.

"Yah, I'm not sure."

Maya looks in your direction, hopping off the circled stair which is placed for brides to stand to see
the dress more clearly, since the mirrors surround one side.
"Wow," she lets out, grinning ear to ear. "Don't do this to me girl. You'd be a prettier bride than
me."

"Oh, please." you roll your eyes at Maya as she helps you to step on her previous spot.

It's the moment when you turn around to fully look at your reflection under the bright lights that
your mouth falls open. Your hair is down, the soft waves you made yourself in the morning
actually make you look less casual with this dress on. It's got blouson sleeves, the skirt thin but
flowy. It looks like a dress for a princess. You feel like a princess and you can't stop looking at
yourself.

"God, you're so beautiful," Maya whines next to you, "I love the dress. How you feelin'?"

"Weird?" you chuckle, "I've never tried a wedding dress before. Obviously." you snort at yourself.

"The dress suits you," the woman joins your conversation, complimenting you as well as your
cheeks heat up at their compliments and eyes widened in awe. "You look like a princess."

"I want to look like a queen at my wedding." you joke as both of them giggle with you.

"Let me take a picture," Maya says and hands you your phone to unlock it for her since you've
been taking her pictures on your phone, so she can decide on her choice later.

She said like ten times on each dress that "It's the one" and all of them are beautiful, so deciding
will be hard for her.

You hand her the phone back and pose for her, even throwing a peace sign as a joke as you laugh
together. The owner of the salon, whose name you unfortunately forgot when she introduced you,
takes a picture of you two before you have to rush to get out of the dresses so the other client
doesn't have to wait once she gets here.

Just as you thank the owner, grabbing your stuff, the other client arrives just in time as you get out
of the salon.

"Fuck, it's gonna be so hard to choose." Maya complains but the happiness on her face is clear as
the day. "This was so fun. Thank you for coming with me."

"Don't mention it, it was so much fun," you tell her, letting her intertwine your arms together.
"Here, let's get an ice-cream and look at the pictures!"

She doesn't refuse, both of you stuffing your face. The entire dress is trying to make both of you
hungry.

Once Maya goes to the bathroom later on, you check your phone to see no notifications. You open
the chat with Jungkook and jokingly send him a picture of you trying on the dress. You'd show him
later anyway but you do want to ask him how's it going.

You're about to lock your phone, thinking he's not going to respond right away and there's a chance
he is still talking to Hoseok. Surprisingly, he replies right after you lock your phone.

Kook:

You snort at the emoji, thumb hovering over the screen before another message pops up.

Kook: are you trying to tell me something?

" what?? No compliments?"

Kook: are you getting secretly married?

"Lol yes"

Kook: who's the lucky guy?

"Not you "

Kook: ouch and here I thought we said we'll get married together if we are not married by the age
of 40

"I guess you aren't that lucky then"

"They told me I look like a princess "

Kook: you do

You unawarely bite your lower lip as you stare at his text, wondering what the tone of it is.
Deciding that you're not sure what to reply next, because all of this is just a joke, you start typing.

"How's it going with Hoseok?"

Kook: great actually

Kook: I'll tell you at home

Kook: see you until then princess ;)

You send him an emoji of rolling eyes, knowing he must be cackling behind the screen. Putting
away your phone, you smile at approaching Maya as you fall into another friendly conversation as
soon as she sits down.

Jungkook is in the shower when you come back, the day with Maya dragging longer since you
decided to go for a walk and then have a late lunch together before you parted ways. She still hasn't
decided on her dress but she still has some time, a few weeks or months. Nobody expects her to
choose one on the first day.

You change into more comfortable clothes, grabbing yourself a glass of lemonade when Jungkook
joins you in the kitchen.

"What's up, princess?" he teases, greeting you once you turn around to spot him wearing his
sweatpants only, hair wet from the shower. He is doing this on purpose, doesn't he?

Not letting yourself to look too affected for various reasons, you roll your eyes at his teasing. "Keep
teasing."

"Or what?" he presses, a scent of shower gel and shaving cream filling the kitchen as he leans
against the kitchen island, smirking at you.

You clench your jaw, stuffing your hands into the pockets of your sweatpants. "How did it go with
Hoseok? Show me your hands."
He rolls his eyes, chuckling a little. "Good, actually," he responds, shaking himself out of the
amused mood as he turns serious. "We talked a lot. I'm able to understand him more but... yeah, I
think it's going in the right direction."

"That sounds great, I'm glad." you smile and Jungkook returns it.

"We hung out for a little longer and then I went to work out to process it. I feel... surprisingly
lighter and more relaxed."

"He is your friend, I can imagine you want to have him in your life."

"Yeah..." he mumbles in thought before he glances up just as you drink the lemonade. "How was
your day with Maya? What's with the wedding dress?"

You laugh, "We were running out of time, so Maya asked me to try the dress for her. All the
dresses were so beautiful, Kook. So many various styles and materials."

"You had fun, I see."

"I did."

"Did she pick one?"

"No, there were too many and she still has time to decide. We took a picture of each dress, so she
has the pictures to choose from. But the prices, oof."

"Isn't she renting the dress?"

"She is, but it's still expensive. We talked about her wedding plans and the money they're about to
put in it, fuck. I mean I know organizing a wedding is expensive but the prices she told me--I'm not
sure if I'll ever get married." you laugh and Jungkook amusingly rolls his eyes.

"You will." he assures you.

You know you will. You're just joking but the money you need for a single wedding is still a lot.
Mind blowing.

"Oh," you suddenly remember, reaching for your phone on the counter as you unlock it. "I wanna
show you something."

"What? Another wedding dress?" He jokes as you thrust your phone into his hands, eyes trailing
your face amusingly for a moment before he looks at the screen and his features freeze before a
slight frown makes it on his face. "What's this?"

"I found this on the internet." you explain, standing next to him as you peek at the screen, a
familiar image and text on it.

"Are you moving out?" he asks, surprised.

"I told you I'm searching for apartments and I found this. Look at the pictures, the apartment is so
cozy and the rent is actually very good. It's even closer than the building I lived in before. Look,
look," you tell him as you swipe the pictures to show him how the building looks from the outside.
"Doesn't it look western? It brings me back home. It even has a balcony!"

Jungkook looks at the pictures, reading the information that comes with the ad.
"I didn't contact the person yet, I wanted to show you first. But I think I'm gonna try it and have a
look. What do you think?"

He hands you back the phone as he looks a little taken back, which you do notice and it makes your
excited features fall down a little. He meets your gaze and suddenly relaxes as he gives you a
smile.

"You should try at least."

"Would you come with me? I mean... if you're free that day."

"Yeah, sure. We can check it out together." he assures you and you sigh in relief.

"What's wrong?"

He frowns, shrugging. "What?"

"You look weird. Do you not want me to move out?"

"Do you think I want to?" he asks dumbfoundedly. "I told you you can stay as long as you want."
he reminds you.

"No, no that's not what I meant. I know I can stay. But we both know I can't stay here forever."

"Why not?" Jungkook's lips curl as he sits down on the chair and pulls you between his spreaded
legs. "I got used to having you here,"

And his hands roam down your lower back as you shiver, looking down at him and how soft his
skin looks.

"It's gonna be sad not having you around."

You snort, "You make it seem as if I'm moving to another country," you joke, "I will still be
around. Have you grown attached to me, hm?"

Jungkook rolls his eyes, "You know I enjoy your company."

"Mhm, company," you tease as he grins at you, eyes sparkling. "Or something else, don't you?"

"It's not just about sex." he frowns a little as you snort.

"Okay," you nod, knowing that's not what he meant. "But it does make things easier, doesn't it?"

"It does," he agrees, "How will I fuck you? Will we have to make sex apppoitments or something?"
he whines and it causes a bubbly laugh rip out of your throat as your hands play with his hair at the
back of his head.

"Oh, how awful." you tease and he groans, hiding his face into your stomach as you keep laughing.

He pinches your ass and you yelp, scolding him right after as you're interrupted by Jungkook's
ringtone. He reaches for the device, staring at the screen as a low "Fuck" makes it out.

He groans and you look at the screen, seeing "Mom" written on it.

"I was supposed to call her but I forgot." he explains before he accepts the call.
"Yah, Jeon Jungkook! You don't know your mother's number?" Mrs. Jeon scolds him as soon as she
realizes Jungkook has accepted her call, even before he can utter a single word.

You hold back a laugh, watching Jungkook pinching the bridge of his nose. "I'm so sorry, mom.
This week has been busy and--"

"So busy you can't contact your parents?" Mrs. Jeon continues to scold him as Jungkook shoots
you a glare, ready to slap your ass as you dodge it just in time. "Jungwon told me you'll call me and
I've been waiting."

"Ah, I know. I'm sorry, mom," Jungkook sighs disappointedly at himself, "I'll make it up to you."

"You will!" she agrees, "I want you to come visit. The last time you were here was for Christmas.
It's spring already, spring Jungkook!"

You can't hold it back and you laugh out loud, slapping your hand over your mouth as Jungkook's
mouth twitches and he tries to hide a grin. His mom says something as Jungkook sighs.

"It's Y/N. She's here with me."

You hear something muffled, now that her voice isn't as loud as Jungkook sighs. "Wait a second,"

And then he turns on the speaker and places his phone on the counter.

"Okay, she hears you now."

"Y/N, my sweetest girl! Is my son annoying you? Is he cleaning after himself? I heard you live with
him, I hope he takes care of you."

You giggle, Jungkook pursing his lips as he looks annoyed at his own mother.

"Hi, Mrs. Jeon!" you greet her cheerfully, stepping closer to the phone so she hears you more
clearly. "Don't worry, Jungkook is the nicest roommate."

"I'm happy to hear that. I raised him well!" she praises herself and Jungkook snorts, causing you to
elbow him as he shrugs.

"You did." you agree with her, smiling as she asks you how you are and how's your work. Simple
and friendly questions you gladly answer.

In the middle of your conversation, Jungkook sneakily starts to caress your ass down your thighs,
shooting you a grin as you turn around to glare at him.

"--you need to come to Busan too! Jungkook-ah, take her with you. We need more girls in this
household."

Jungkook snorts, "I don't know if Y/N wants to, mom."

Mrs. Jeon stays silent, waiting for your answer. "I mean... if I'm free I'd love to see you and Mr.
Jeon again." you reply politely.

"See, Jungkook? Even Y/N wants to see us."

"Mom," Jungkook groans, hand between your thighs as he caresses your inner thigh.

You hate to admit how wet you already are from his touches and he is not even touching your
 clothed heat.

"I said I'm sorry. You really gonna torture me?"

Mrs. Jeon snorts, "Yes."

"You women are something else."

"Y/N dear, slap him for me."

"Mom!"

You start laughing, Jungkook dropping his hand off your leg.

"Don't worry, Mrs. Jeon. I will punish him." you joke, not realizing how your words sound until it's
too late but Mrs. Jeon doesn't put any thought to it as she laughs and supports you.

Jungkook glares at your amused expression that you give him, something flickering in his eyes.
"Keep talking," he warns you with a low tone, so his mother doesn't hear him.

You stick your tongue out at him.

"Mom, I will try and come this weekend. I'm sorry for not calling sooner. Say hi to dad from me,
okay?"

"You better come this weekend. We miss you and it's been a while. Haru has been talking about her
uncle, I'm sure she will be happy to see you again."

"I was just babysitting her, mom." Jungkook reminds her dumbfoundedly.

"And? That's why she can't stop talking about you. Why do you sound so annoyed, Jeon Jungkook?
I hope you're not because she is your niece, just wait–"

"Alright, mom. I love you and I will see you next weekend. Bye, love you." And he hangs up
before she can say anything else.

He leaves you speechless and you laugh, slapping his shoulder. "That was mean!"

"She was mean too!"

"Genes." you shrug simply and walk away from him.

"Yah!" You hear behind you.

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"Ah, I don't know!"

Frustratedly sighing and rubbing your forehead, you give your friend a pleading look as if you
weren't whining and sighing for the past ten minutes which eventually brought him to this door.
Leaning against the door frame with arms crossed over his big chest, he shoots you an amused grin
your way.

"Just pack whatever. I don't see how this is a big deal."

"It's not a big deal," you correct him. "Stop making it look as if I'm overdramatic." you scold him
and it's this time that you hear a sigh coming from Jungkook, though his one is more subtle.

Still, you hear it and you narrow your eyes at him.

"Do you even know where we are going? I can't just pack comfortable clothes and then your mom
is like 'Boom, we're going to the restaurant' or something. I can't come to Busan, to your parents
house in a bag full of sweats and leggings."

"Why not?" Jungkook shoots amusingly, cackling when he sees your annoyed expression.

You hate when you're serious and he's just there making fun of you.

It's Thursday and you're supposed to go to Busan, visit Jungkook's parents as planned. To not sleep
there for one night only, Jungkook wants to go on Friday (not that he has much choice considering
his mother told him to come Friday before she hung up, not giving him any chance to protest). You
don't think he would protest though. After the scolding he got for hanging up on her, she got back
right at him and you're not going to lie – you had the time of your life when Jungkook told you
about it after you came back from work.

Jungkook himself confessed that if he is going to his hometown, he wants to stay there the whole
weekend, including the Friday – or as much as it's left of it since he's working on that day too.
Either way, it wouldn't pay off to stay there for one night only.

"Stop it," you whine, "I don't want to overpack."

"Just bring something comfortable and then something nice, in case we go out. I don't know what
my mom's got planned, it's hard to tell with her. Maybe we will be staying home or going to one
restaurant but I don't think it's gonna be anything fancy." Jungkook finally offers you a good
response, walking closer to you as he rubs your tensed shoulders.

It's not like you're frustrated by the simple packing. You're tired, luckily fresh out of shower and
today hasn't been a good day. On top of it all you have to pack it now since right after you clock
out of work, Jungkook is going to pick you up so you both can go to Busan. It sounds complicated,
and though it isn't, you proposed not going to Busan with him.

You'd love to. You love Jungkook's family and well, his mom sort of invited you and it would be
rude not to turn up after the call you had with her. Though you know she'd be understanding, you
still don't want to risk it. You're sort of people's pleaser – just when it comes to some people and
it's mostly people close to you or someone you care about at some point. Plus, it's not like you
have anything important to do over the weekend and it sounds fun to get out of Seoul.

In the end, Jungkook refused your proposition and wouldn't want to hear about it.

"You're tense," Jungkook comments behind you, rubbing the place between your neck and
shoulders as you sigh in delight. "What's wrong?"

"Just a long day," you explain easily. "Don't worry."

"Good," he chuckles softly, "Then finally pack something for god's sake."

You elbow him into his stomach, his laugh resounding behind you as you quickly fold the clothes
that have been spread on your bed, putting it into the travel bag which Jungkook will take with him
once he's about to come get you from work. He's going to be home earlier, so he'll get your stuff
and make sure the apartment is all good.

"You're so fucking annoying," you mutter, trying to sound as annoyed as possible. "I don't know
why I am voluntarily about to spend a whole weekend with you. I could've just stayed here and
enjoyed the peace."

"Oh, come on," Jungkook snorts, "You'd miss me the moment I'd step out of this place."

This time it's your turn to snort as you toss the travel back into the corner. Turning around to face
him, you cross your arms over your chest and lift your brow at him. "Get over yourself."

"Come on now, don't be like this." he says with a grin, slowly getting closer to you while you try to
keep your posture and not let him see you falling apart.

But the moment the tip of his toes almost brush against your own and you're met with the clearest
sight of his brown dark eyes, your posture breaks a little and your arms slide along your sides.
Jungkook's lip twitches as he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear, the intimate touch
causing your breath to hitch as he watches your entire face.

He is the epitome of how dangerous some men can be. You've been around men for a few years
now. With having good-looking friends, let's say it's been a challenge. With knowing them and not
crossing any boundaries, you can look back and see things differently now. However, that cannot
be exactly said about Jungkook. He is special, between three of your friends, you've grown the
closest to him. And sometimes you wonder how the hell you got into this mess. A mess you so
shamelessly want to be in, if it makes you enjoy your time together. Whether as best friends only or
as fuck-buddies who love to fuck each other's brains out.

Will you be able to go back to how things were?

He is still your best friend and whenever you don't have sex, it's like nothing has changed. He is
still the same Jungkook and you're still the same Y/N. Maybe that's the only thing that calms down
your nerves whenever you spend your time overthinking or looking back at your friendship.

And now that he is standing right in front of you, all of it is brushed off easily.

"Horny again?" You press your lips together when you see his eyes snapping to yours.

"What do you mean again? We haven't had sex for a long time." he frowns, causing your lips to
twitch and you do an awful job to hide the amused grin.
"Over a week isn't a long time." you point out, trying to sound unphased as if you haven't been
thinking about his dick during the day.

"According to who? You?" he chuckles, cupping your face as he brushes his nose against yours.

You hate how weak you're already feeling, your heart in your throat, beating loudly.

"According to studies of Harvard–"

Jungkook snorts, lips curling into a satisfied smirk. "You're full of shits,"

He's so close and you wish you could hate yourself for how fast you hypnotize his lips with your
lingering gaze. Once he notices his smirk deepens even more, innocently cocking his head to the
side in a false act.

"But very well then. I will let you pack." he shrugs, stepping away from you as you stare at him
with an indescribable look.

Jungkook presses his lips together to stop himself from laughing at your face, bringing two fingers
to his temple as he salutes you. He walks away freely while you stand there with an open mouth
and disappointment burning in your chest.

Fucker.

The only chances you had to visit Busan have been with Jungkook. Not that there's anything to
mind about that because the road is familiar and your brain automatically connects the scenery
with him. Even the familiar buildings you've seen from the window of his car, or the stores you
never visited in person – all of it reminds you of the times he brought you here.

Now, there haven't been many times you've visited this beautiful city with its own spark and
uniqueness. This is your second time to spend the night here – all those times before were where
you visited and came back home the same day.

Straight out of the work, you're embarrassed that you preferred to rest your eyes and listen to the
muffled music of Jungkook's playlist, rather than admiring the scenery the entire ride. The Jeon
family house looks just the same, bringing you back the memories you created here the last time
you visited. It hasn't been that long ago but a wave of nostalgia hits you.

And the warmth of Mrs. Jeon's big smile as she opens the front door and spots her son makes you
oddly emotional. The petite woman rushes towards her youngest son and crushes him in a big hug.
The sight is both touching and funny, considering their size difference as Jungkook looks totally
scrunched up in the hug, despite his mother being nowhere as tall.

When she pulls away and gives the loving and warm look to her son, she suddenly pokes him in the
chest as she starts her set of scolding which makes you snicker while you take out your bag from
the truck.

"Y/N, dear!" Mrs. Jeon turns her attention to you, giving you a warm and definitely less crushing
hug, but it feels nothing but nice and welcoming. "Look at you! Beautiful as always."

"Mrs. Jeon," you greet her, feeling your cheeks getting hot at her straight-forward (and very kind)
compliment. "You're the one who's beautiful here."

"Oh come on, I might be getting old but I'm not stupid." she comments with an attitude, waving
you off as she sends you a grin you've seen somewhere before.

The 'somewhere' is the person who wraps his arm around Mrs. Jeon's shoulders, pulling her closer
to his side as he gives a soft kiss into her black hair. "You're beautiful, mom."

"My son," she almost cries out as she hugs him again and you feel your heart clench, fighting back
the tears. You don't even know why you're suddenly so emotional. "Don't think I'm gonna get easy
on you though. Do you hang up on your mother? The woman who carried you for nine months?
Yah!"

She's back to scolding him, Jungkook scrunching his nose in shame as he gives her an exhausted
sigh. "Mom, we went over this. I love you and I'm here. Can you please let us come inside so the
whole neighborhood doesn't witness you scolding an adult man?"

Snickering, you and Jungkook share an amused look as he takes your travel back from you, holding
yours and his as well while you close the truck.

"Who cares about the neighbors," she mutters but still looks around to see if there are any prying
eyes and ears which are common in a neighborhood full of houses. "You might be an adult but
you're still my son."

"Yeah, yeah," he mutters, "Can we go? We're tired from the drive."

She shoots Jungkook a look before she looks at you and suddenly her face completely relaxes. She
gives you the same warm smile, leading you inside the house where Mr. Jeon waits in the living
room. The hug between a dad and a son is a great thing to witness once again and as soon as
Jungkook's dad makes sure he greets you just as warmly, a sense of happiness and security washes
over you. You would say it's the house you're in that makes you feel this way, but it's the people in
it who do.

After the nice welcome and catching up while eating the delicious dinner Mrs. Jeon has prepared,
the exhaustion from the whole day and the drive here catches up to you. You do your best not to
start yawning and you slip a few times, sheepishly trying to hide the natural reaction of your body
with your palm. But there's not a single thing Jungkook misses and he easily tells openly you're
tired, ignoring the stare you give him. You feel bad.

Jungkook's parents have been so excited to see him, and they've been so kind that they always tried
to include you in their conversation. Not even for a second you felt like an outcast while they
caught up with their son. They asked Jungkook something and then averted their attention toward
you, which is very kind of them.

"Oh, of course! You both were working today," Mrs. Jeon says as she cleans up the plates, Mr.
Jeon helps her right away and you mentally coo at how compatible they seem to look. "The room is
all ready for you dear."

You stand up to help her, thanking her as she sweetly shoos you away and tells you her husband
will help her.

"Jungkook, you should take some fresh sheets for yourself. I prepared them for you in our
bedroom."

You look at Jungkook, noticing how sour his face turns and you clasp your hand over your mouth
to hide the snort, immediately reminded of the last time you were here and you were discussing the
bed situation.
"You said my room is all ready." Jungkook comments, even though he knows what's going to
follow right after but he's shameless, not hiding his displeasure of having to sleep on the couch for
the whole weekend.

"Yah!" Mrs. Jeon tosses the kitchen towel, glaring at her son from across the room.

Jungkook's little teasing grin is not hard to miss at all, not even for his own mother who's ready to
scold him all over again. A major deja vú.

"I was talking to Y/N. The room is ready for her, not for you. I hope you don't expect her to sleep
on the couch."

"Mom, we had this conversation the last time," Jungkook whines like a little kid while Mr. Jeon
presses a soft kiss to his wife's temple before he scurries away as soon as possible.

You watch the sight amusingly, silently admiring Jungkook's courage and non-existent shame –
not even when it comes to his mother.

"Me and Y/N can share the bed."

"Yah, Jeon Jungkook!" She grabs the kitchen towel and is ready to smack the hell out of Jungkook
while he starts laughing. "That is completely inappropriate and you know it!"

"Mom, it's just a bed. Have you never shared a bed with your friend?" Jungkook tries again, hiding
the amused smirk as she huffs and tries to adjust her black hair a little.

"What do you think of your mother, huh?!" she exclaims, this time ready to pinch his cheeks but
thanks to their height difference, Jungkook dodges her hands easily and hugs her instead. "You
guys are a different generation, but under my roof–"

"Alright, alright," Jungkook laughs, pecking the top of her head. "I can respect that."

"How can you even suggest that? What about poor Y/N? Do you think she wants to share a bed
with a mountain man taking up most of the space?" she asks, still with a scolding tone into his
chest as her voice comes out muffled.

Jungkook looks at you, cocking his brow at you just as his mother pulls away slightly and waits for
your reaction.

"You're right, Mrs. Jeon. I'm gonna enjoy his bed all to myself." you tell proudly, teasingly
grinning at Jungkook who narrows his eyes.

"Our couch is comfortable, Jungkook. I don't know why you are so difficult about this."

"I just want my old bed," Jungkook pouts as she scolds him with one look but he doesn't budge.
"Sue me for wanting to sleep in there and relive my old life."

"Then you should come more often." Mrs. Jeon's response is quicker than any of you can blink,
leaving Jungkook with an open mouth as he frowns unpleasantly.

"That's not fair..." he murmurs with an attitude.

"You're not five, Jungkook-ah." His mother reminds him as you snort, Jungkook sulking as he rolls
his eyes.

"I don't know how you women can be cold sometimes."

"You men wouldn't be able to live without us in your lives."

Her response is sassy, showing you a new side of her as you gape with open mouth before you start
laughing. Jungkook's lips twitch as his gaze stays on his mother as he shakes his head in
amusement.

Well, she wasn't exactly wrong.

As soon as Jungkook glances at you, you cock your brow at him in a silent "She's right". He eyes
you up and down with a cocky glint in his eyes, tonguing his cheek as he remains silent. It's better
to excuse yourself to go take a shower, quickly avoiding his gaze. But you still hear the silent but
deep chuckle rumbling out of his chest.

He leans against the counter, arms crossed over his chest as he stares at you as you retrieve
yourself upstairs – his mother no longer engaging herself in the conversation as she starts casual
conversation instead.

Jungkook waits a good moment or a few after the house quiets down, killing his time by browsing
through his social media and watching random youtube videos. He checks the time, it's almost
midnight. Though everyone went to bed a little later than usual, he knows it's caused by his and
yours late arrival. His parents obviously wanted to catch up in person, enjoy him while he stays in
his hometown.

His mother misses the fuck out of him but still makes him sleep on the couch.

Unbelievable. He scoffs silently.

He understands why. He wouldn't let you sleep on the couch anyway. He just loves to tease his
mom and she knows it. She still gives him a reaction every time which makes the whole thing even
funnier.

Jungkook is completely fine with you staying in his room. He might joke around a lot on the
outside, but he believes he is a gentleman in these kinds of things. There's no need to blame her for
not approving for you and him to sleep in the same bed. He knows she says one thing but he's not
sure if she would totally mind. She's aware of your close friendship and that you're comfortable
with each other. Nobody sees inside her head but he guesses she thinks of your friendship as a
sibling kind of relationship. What she isn't aware of is that Jungkook gets to fuck the shit out of you
and you're way past the sibling relationship.

Well, it's not something for her to know anyway.

You've been in Jungkook's life long enough for them to know you. Whether it's personally or from
Jungkook's mentioning you whenever he talked to them about the most casual stuff. Obviously,
they were aware of you becoming his best friend from the beginning.

Jungkook isn't too subtle by opening the door from his old bedroom, walking into the darkness and
space so casually that it could be comical if there were any lights turned on. You could be asleep
for all he knows but that proves to be not true when your deadpanned voice resounds in the silence.

"You can't be serious."

Jungkook grins, a breathy and evil chuckle leaving his lips as he practically forces his way inside
his bed as you start protesting. "You thought you'd have my bed to yourself?"
"I can't believe we have to deal with this again."

"We don't," he says simply, annoyingly cuddling to one of the pillows. "Just shut up."

"I'm gonna tell your mom and she's gonna whip your ass."

"Do it and I'm gonna whip yours." he says casually and your mouth hangs open, a loud gasp
leaving it shortly after.

Disappointed how excited those words made you, you shift on your spot as you try to find the right
position. It's not like Jungkook's old bed is too small but you feel like with two people, not
mentioning Jungkook's actual body size, it's not big enough.

You're not going to lie. You were kind of expecting him to come. His look back in the kitchen told
you everything you had to know. His presence is comforting as always, even in this small ass – not
big enough – bed. And you hate how much you enjoy just sleeping next to him. You're the person
to move a lot, or more like stretch around in your sleep, so naturally you like your space. But with
Jungkook, you don't mind even though he often used to scold you for elbowing him in your sleep
or almost pushing him off the bed.

Though, your stubborn self won't let him have the satisfaction of you being speechless. Even
though you've been for a moment now.

"You sound confident. You think I'd let you do that?"

"You've let me do it every time." he says right away, sounding pleasant by his answer as you roll
your eyes, ready to pinch him in the stomach as he chuckles and cages your wrist with his fingers
wrapped around it.

"Stop being so cocky. There is a first time for everything."

"Indeed."

He lowers his tone and you're about to question him, until he suddenly reaches and pinches gently
your nipple. But the shock leaves you yelping though, slapping your hand against your mouth.

"What the fuck." you gasp.

"That's what you were about to do, huh?" he asks cockily, "Pinch me, right?"

"So?" you gulp, cupping your breasts with a frown which you're not sure Jungkook can see clearly,
but the chuckle makes you think he probably knows about it.

And then he's hovering over you before you can blink, your mind going blank for a good moment
when you realize the son of a bitch (no offense to Mrs. Jeon of course, it's just a phrase) is shirtless.
You shamelessly want to rank your hands down his chest to his freaking abs because you know
they are there. His weird interest in working out at any given chance is paying off for sure.

He doesn't look like a bodybuilder and his muscles aren't massive, he's perfect in all the right
places as cliché as it might sound. He's fit and buff, just the thought of what he's usually hiding
beneath the layers of his clothing makes you salivate. If you weren't nearly as attracted toward him,
you're not sure if you would be able to go all this trouble for a couple of amazing rounds of sex.
Amazing is not enough of a strong word.

Jungkook decides not to respond verbally and you have to clasp your mouth shut because he
doesn't give you any choice. He latches his moisturized and soft lips on your neck and starts
kissing you there, bringing new waves of pleasure and want. Only he can do that with a single
touch. Just minutes ago, you were ready to fall asleep. Not anymore.

At the beginning of his never ending kissing and sucking, you think he's just teasing you because
he has done a lot. You know he enjoys seeing you struggle and squirm. But you're also stubborn
enough and you won't let him show how desperate you can get for him. Not always at least. You
can be pretty needy and desperate – shameless. The man is satisfied to see you show your
neediness toward him. Even though you're not a stan of women not showing her wants or making
the first move, you secretly love when Jungkook takes the first move. You love to see him want
you. You love to see him taking control.

But Jungkook doesn't stop.

His hand gets under your shirt, palming your skin there as you gasp into the darkness and silence.
He plays with the hem of your panties, smiling in satisfaction at the realization that you're not
wearing anything else besides them and the shirt.

"Look at you," Jungkook hums, nose brushing against your jaw as he gently bites you there.

You can't help it, you're already gripping his sides as you dig your nails into them.

"Wearing this at my parents house." he chuckles and hooks a finger behind your panties, just
teasingly moving it right to left.

You don't bother to explain that you simply forgot, because you did bring pajama shorts and pants,
in case it would be chilly at the house during the night. Who would believe you? Who forgets to
put on proper pajama pants instead of panties? Either way, it would just cause more teasing from
Jungkook and to be quite honest, you're already on the edge because Jungkook's parents are right
down the hall.

Surely, he doesn't want his mom to find out he sneaked out into the room you're staying in. Or
maybe not even that but the fact you're actually sleeping with her son and you're not just a casual
and usual best friend. God, just thinking about his parents knowing makes you embarrassed. It's
different when parents are involved. The Jeons think of you as this polite girl Jungkook is friends
with. You are polite, but that's not even enough information about you.

"I might be wearing my panties but you're the one hovering over me." you remind him calmly,
keeping your tone confident.

He brings his face closer to yours after your words. It would just take you slightly leaning in his
direction to kiss him. And that thought is tempting.

"Don't act like you don't like it." he says confidently, not even thinking that there might be a small
percentage of you not liking this. And he is right.

"That's not important," you gulp, "Just what you are about to do, Jungkook?" you ask straight
away.

"Whatever you want me to do." he answers cheekily, putting some distance between you as he
leans on his hands some more, not touching you this way but that changes.

He lowers down, the sudden chilly air hitting your exposed skin while he hikes up your shirt. He
kisses your stomach. It's so soft that it suddenly makes you flinch and giggle, the tickling feeling
causing you to scold him by muttering his name. He only chuckles silently, diving back in as he
makes sure he puts more pressure with his lips.

You hate how your entire body accommodates to Jungkook's body, making sure both of you are
comfortable in this position while he's between your stretched legs. You're so fucking weak when
it comes to him, that much has been established a long time ago but still. You should be able to
push him away and remind him there should be no funny business when you're at his parents
house. But is it really that much of a big deal? The little devil on your shoulder asks.

"You really want to do this here? Out of all places?" you clarify silently, too close to whimpering
when he pecks your skin just above your panties hem.

"Let me just make you feel good." he mumbles from between your thighs, your whole body
heating up. It's becoming hard to keep your shirt on.

He clasps his hands around your knees and pushes them upward. Understanding what he wants,
you bend your knees and in a second, he presses another kiss to your clothed core. This makes you
audibly gasp, not expecting him to be so fast. You're aware of having to stay silent and there's still
a part of you who wonders if this is the right time to have this kind of fun.

"Hm, what are you saying?" Jungkook mumbles, poking his tongue at your center as you whimper
again, leaning yourself on your elbows as you glare at Jungkook. Not that he can see much but the
sudden movement from you causes him to look up.

"You're gonna get us caught."

"Me?" he asks cluelessly, "You're the one making sounds." he adds cheekily and you almost fume,
ready to argue.

"You're the one making me make them!" you exclaim in a hushed whisper-scream, causing him to
laugh a little.

Chuckling, you feel him lifting his head while the warmth of his body makes your skin rise with
goosebumps. You can't see his face clearly but you two would burst into laughter if you could see
each other's faces. The want to laugh disappears in seconds when Jungkook sneakily finds his way
between your thighs. The moment the pads of his fingers make contact with your clothed heat, you
clear your throat shakily to mask the moans that want to rip out of your throat.

The single touch is enough to make you a mess. He traces your underwear with his fingers, the
touch soft and teasing, before he starts rubbing you.

"Tell me to stop." he offers simply.

A silent scoff makes it out of your mouth as soon as he says it.

"Isn't it too late?" you ask, hinting at the wet mess between your thighs.

Jungkook chuckles though, pressing his fingers harder which makes you gasp. "It's never too late to
stop."

This teasing shit...

You swear, if he wasn't doing such a great job at delivering pleasure, you would smack the life out
of him. You hate when people tease you in the most annoying way but Jungkook is on another
level. The man knows you like no one else and he uses it to his advantage. Still, you find yourself
salivating at your current position and his hand on your clothed heat.
"Did you bring condoms?"

You ignore the satisfied and deep chuckle that vibrates in his chest, pursing your lips in the
darkness.

"Fuck, I didn't." Jungkook whines a little.

As disappointed as you are, you try to mask it by giving his naked back a few slow taps. "No sex
then tonight, mister."

Jungkook rolls his eyes and cockily like always, pushes your panties to the side as he teases your
entrance with his digit. You gasp, clasping your hands around his biceps.

"There are other ways, y'know."

"I know." you whisper, hating how weak you always get when something like this happens.

The pleasure shoots straight through you and you can no longer think, wanting to chase the
pleasure instead. This always happens with him and it's a huge problem. Only because of how
dangerous it is.

"Mhm, you do?" he hums, "Besides, we've got some new things to try as far as I can remember."

His tone is suggestive, a layer of implication which makes you almost choke on your unexpected
spit because... is he talking about what you think he is?

As if Jungkook could tell the look of shock on your face, he chuckles deeply.

"Soon." Is all he says, enough to make you shiver.

"You–wait, you mean like–"

"Shhh, you're gonna get us caught." he hums teasingly, hinting at your previous words and you
want to groan in frustration.

He's playing with you. He's lucky you have to be quiet or else you wouldn't get him off the hook so
easily.

And then he goes back between your thighs, giving you a few teasing rubs with just two of his
fingers. He manages to get out of you a silenced whimper that you couldn't swallow down.

"Behave." he says playfully, a little groan escaping your mouth before he retrieves his fingers.

You prop on your elbows as soon as he plops next to you, lying on his back while you stare
confusingly. You're about to question his intentions, very much hoping this is not some sort of
teasing or punishment, but you're stopped by the rustling sounds of him getting out of his boxers.
He's lucky.

"Take off your shirt, wanna feel you."

Oh, no problem for you.

You pull the shirt over your head, your panties following right after as you sit back on your knees,
staring at Jungkook with big curious eyes. You see the faintest glimpse of his naked form, kind of
bummed out that you don't see him clearly. But your imagination does wonders, finding the scene
in front of you hot. Both of you. Naked. In the darkness. It has its own spark, doesn't it?
"Come on, get on my lap." he spurs you, making himself comfortably between the sheets.

You stay frozen and confused, not really understanding what he is trying to do. But you trust him.
He has to have some kind of plan.

You get on his lap, still balancing yourself on your knees as you allow yourself to feel up his abs
and chest. He is warm and soft, something you've known but always feels nice to have his skin
under your curious hands.

Jungkook pulls you in, catching you by your hips while his mouth clashes with yours. You hold
yourself back from moaning, his tongue already touching your bottom lip before he shoves his
tongue into your mouth in a heated kiss. It's consuming and hungry, yet sweet and you return every
bit of it.

Jungkook's hard length pokes you in your belly button, wanting some attention and you would
happily give it to it. You feel Jungkook taking his cock into his fist, giving himself a few pumps
while his knuckles brush against your stomach. He's driving you crazy.

Bodies heating up, Jungkook orders you to sit on his thighs and you do. Is he making you ride his
thighs?

And then he pulls you down onto him, your body moving forward while your bare cunt makes
contact with his balls. You whimper into his mouth, your entire body shuddering at the contact.

"Sit down on it. Don't put it inside though." he encourages you, your eyes widening while you're
trying to process his request.

You let out a shuddered breath, sitting upward as you carefully sit down onto his length. It keeps
lying on his stomach, reaching his belly button while you carefully place your bare cunt at the
base.

"Fuck."

You both curse at the same time, your hands crashing Jungkook's shoulders while you literally
tremble.

Your wetness starts spreading over Jungkook's length, the bareness causing both of you to breathe
heavily as if you were in the midst of this act. However you're only at the beginning.

Jungkook's hands made contact with your ass cheeks, hands gripping your ass a little before he's
pushing you up his length. You rub against him, whimpering as Jungkook quickly chases your
mouth to swallow down any sounds coming from you. Following his hands while they guide for
the right movement, you're trying too hard not to come already. Fuck. Who would've said this
could feel so good?

You actually feel him bare, the difference is that you don't feel him inside of you but that thought
doesn't even cross your mind. You can't grasp the fact that you feel him, really feel him. The hard
and warm skin. Even the prominent vein. His thick length separates your folds, clit brushing over
every part of his cock.

As the pace grows and gets more stable, you're sliding along his cock, your wetness making slick
sounds that are hard to ignore. Although, you can't miss the sounds the bed starts to make under
your moving bodies. It creaks a little, your hips halting.

"It's okay." Jungkook breathes out.

"Won't they wake up?"

"No, just keep this pace. We should be fine."

Who are you to disobey?

You continue, putting a little bit more pressure and fuck... this reminds you of that time when you
and Jungkook were having sex and you accidentally brushing against his bare cock. But this time,
you actually get to feel it and there is no apology behind it.

Biting your lips harshly, it seems like you're going to break the skin's thin barrier soon if you keep
this up. But you can't help it. Chasing the pleasure and Jungkook's hard cock that spreads your
folds seems like the only priority right now. You're a mess, whimpering and breathing heavily
while you keep digging your nails into poor Jungkook's shoulders. He doesn't hiss, nor makes other
sounds that could indicate he's in pain. He must be enjoying this just as much as you do.

"You like that?" Jungkook asks silently and raspily. "Hm? You like feeling my cock?"

You both know there's not much freedom and time when it comes to words, but he just couldn't
help himself.

He feels you getting tired, skin burning up while the mess between your thighs leaks down his
length and balls. He knows you're close and fuck, you really are because a few seconds later and
your whole body shudders, finally letting go off the knot in your lower stomach as it snaps and
allows you to feel the real and much intense pleasure. You both cum at the same time, the familiar
knot doing the same to Jungkook as the ribbons of white paints his stomach and chest. He bites his
lips to hold back a groan, throwing his head back while his hands loosen on your hips.

You both breathe heavily, your thighs and legs aching while you take a moment to calm down.

"Have you ever done this before?" you ask, voice breathy as you slowly lift yourself up. God, you
both made such a mess.

Jungkook sits down, scrunching his nose at his cum all over his stomach and chest. "No."

"You haven't?" you ask surprisingly, whispering as you stand up and reach for the napkins on the
nightstand.

"Why do you sound so surprised?" he chuckles, "I never had to find a way around raw sex before."

That makes sense...

"Did you like it?" you ask, handing him the napkins before he thanks you and starts cleaning
himself while you do the same.

Jungkook snorts in response and you frown in confusion. "Would I cum if I didn't like it?"

"Touché." you mutter and he laughs silently.

He stands up, grabbing the wet and messy napkins from your hands. He leans down and presses a
soft kiss to your temple which you find oddly comforting and surprising at the same time.

You look at him in the darkness, but you can't really see his features. "I will take care of this." he
says and holds the napkin in the air for a second.

You realize he must've put his boxers on while you were cleaning yourself as you watch him
retrieve his way out of the room. You take the time to dress up, nervously making your way to the
bathroom right after to properly clean the mess between your thighs and empty your suddenly full
bladder. You could really use a shower but there's no way you could do that without waking
everyone up. You can't risk it.

So you go back to the bed once you're done, smelling Jungkook on the sheets while the scent is
more intense than it was yesterday.

Last night feels like a dream, at least for a moment after you open your eyes to be met with
sunshine peeking through the curtains. Bed all for you, you find yourself touching the space
between you to be met with cold sheets. Jungkook must've stayed in the living room which is for
the better anyway.

The memories of last night make your lips stretch automatically. You can't believe you did that! It
feels like a major thing that has happened. In reality, it might not be a big deal and there's no reason
to go crazy over it, but you can't help but feel excited because you tried something new and you
freaking loved it. Everything about it.

The whole thing was so hot. From having to stay silent to having one of the best orgasms and
feeling Jungkook like that. You've also never done that before with anyone else, so it's ten times
more exciting and new. But now that it's morning and you should go downstairs to join the rest of
the family, you suddenly feel... nervous you would say. There's a lot of what if's but you don't beat
yourself over it. You just hope they slept well during the night.

As usual, you're the last one to come downstairs and join the others, finding them all perfectly
synchronized with each other. The sight of them as a family preparing breakfast looks pretty
casual, just like you usually see in the movies, but it's endearing nonetheless. They're all working
together to prepare the breakfast. Mrs. Jeon cutting some more fruit while Mr. Jeon sets the table
and Jungkook... still wearing his – what should be considered as – pajamas (even though you know
that's not really what he wears to bed), is helping his father as he brings more bowls and plates to
the table.

"Ah, good morning! Hope you slept well!" Mrs. Jeon notices you when she hands Jungkook the
bowl of – oh my god, are those fresh strawberries?

You greet all of them, smiling sheepishly as you offer to help but Mrs. Jeon tells you to sit down.

"I did, thank you," you smile, rubbing the back of your neck. "I'm sorry for sleeping till now. Hope
I didn't wake up too late."

Mr. Jeon smiles at you which puts you a little more at ease while his wife just laughs humorously.
"Oh, please, dear. Nonsense! We're happy that you slept so well. Sleep however long you want."
she tells you politely and sweetly which makes you mentally coo at her sweetness.

You do not tell her that her son is the cause of your late awakening – he did a number on you.

You don't sit though and while Mr. Jeon disappears somewhere in the living room, Mrs. Jeon calls
out to him to ask him something and soon, she joins him as well. You start helping Jungkook with
dirty knives and cut boards, placing them into the sink. Aware of his eyes on you, you can't hide
the little grin which finally makes him crack as a deep chuckle resounds beside you.

"Slept well?" he asks, standing behind you as he puts clean and dry forks back into the drawer
cabinet.
"Cocky since morning?" you offer teasingly, suddenly feeling soft lips touching your neck while
his hands squeeze your hips.

"Jungkook!" you scold him silently, trying to glance behind him in panic.

He cackles, pulling away. Once you truly look at him, you notice his eyes and face being still a
little swollen as he looks sleepy. Besides looking cute, you find him hot with his shit eating grin he
offers you and the slight cockiness hidden behind it doesn't go unnoticed too.

He leans against the kitchen counter, facing you with his arms crossed over his chest. You see the
glint in his eyes that tells you to prepare yourself for whatever he's about to say. And your intuition
proves to be right.

"Should I buy condoms today?" he asks, leaning even closer to you as his voice remains subtle and
low.

You almost choke, "I can't believe you!" you laugh, punching him in his bicep teasingly as he
laughs before straightening himself.

And then he wiggles his eyebrows at you, still grinning from ear to ear. "That wasn't no." he points
out and you start laughing even more.

The approaching voices of his parents break the moment, both of you silently grinning to
yourselves as Mrs. Jeon informs you of today's plan, beaming with happiness of finally having her
younger son home again.

You can't remember when was the last time you attended a similar family gathering with your own
family. Sure, living far away from them has complicated it and made it practically impossible for
you to experience these things. You can't say you miss it too much. Family gatherings often equals
family drama, which you're happy you're away from.

Of course, you do miss your family but you wouldn't change anything about deciding to leave your
home country.

Your friends have definitely helped in the aspect of missing home, or like the familiarity of one.
Everything would feel lonelier if you didn't have them and you often think about it.

You can tell how happy Jungkook's parents are to be hosting a little barbeque party. With Jungwon
and his family coming soon, you're assigned to help Mrs. Jeon in the kitchen. She has a radio
playing in the background, humming a soft tune to herself as she engages you in a casual
conversation. She's marinating meat, a few packs of pork belly to Jungkook's loud wishes already
sitting on the kitchen counter while Jungkook is with his father, trying to set the grill.

In the background, through the terrace door, you can see how serious they're being about their job
and it makes you smile in amusement.

Mrs. Jeon takes this time to interrogate you about her son, which you find highly amusing as well.
Is he sleeping well? Does he eat well?

"I know he's working out like crazy. He tends to get very serious about it, so I'm worried."

You giggle a little, not meaning to come out as rude but Mrs. Jeon simply glances at you with
worried eyes.
"Don't worry, Mrs. Jeon. He does have a diet from time to time, but he can't live without this." you
assure her, picking one of the packs of sliced pork belly as she looks at the item in your hand before
her shoulders relax and she lets out a laugh.

"I know he's an adult, has been for quite some time," she says with a slight laugh, "But I can't help
but be worried. He's not living in Busan and I know he's doing great–"

"Mrs. Jeon," you tell her softly with the same soft smile, "You're his mom. Of course you're
worried. And it doesn't matter how old he is. Jungkook is happy to have you as his mom."

Mrs. Jeon smiles at you with so much fondness that it makes your heart warm. "You have to miss
your parents too. I can't imagine if Jungkook lived in another country, it must've been tough for
you and them."

She turns back to cutting the vegetable while you prepare a lemonade, squeezing lemons. "The
beginning was," you admit.

You're a definition of a homesick person. You don't like changes and you don't deal well with
being away from people close to you.

But you knew moving to Seoul is something you dreamed about for a long time. It was the biggest
step you had to take in your life so far and you don't regret it. It's cheesy to say this, but everything
comes with price. And your price is not seeing them as often as you would if you still lived back at
home.

"But I'm happy here. And I've got amazing friends and people around me, that makes it a ton
easier." you tell her while you share another smile.

"That's funny," she says after a moment, realizing something. "Jungkook told me something very
similar when he first moved out."

"Really?" you laugh.

"Yes," she giggles, finishing preparing the meat. "He's very independent. Has been since he was
little. Jungwon not so much, of course he's successful and independent now too. But we're always
butting in whenever he needs help, whether it's babysitting our sweet Haru or something else. We
just always remind him we are here, you know? Me and my husband enjoy our kids needing us.
But with Jungkook.... He seems to do a lot of stuff on his own which isn't a bad thing. I'm proud of
him. But sometimes that makes me worried, right?"

Your features soften as you throw the squeezed lemons into the bin. You wash your hands and
almost pout when you see Mrs. Jeon warm gaze. She's full of love for her sons, it makes you
emotional all over again.

Jungkook really is lucky to have her as his mother.

"That he must be going through some stuff alone. He would never burden us with his own burdens
and that is the worst for a parent. When you don't know what he's going through,"

You gulp, trying to look casual. Especially when you know far more than his own mother, it does
make you feel a little guilty.

"Anyways," she shakes her head as if not wanting to think about such thoughts. "He seems to be
content... happy. I'm just overly worried about him."
You feel so bad for her. She has her doubts, it's like she knows he must've been through something.
But you know Jungkook hasn't told her. Jungkook often told you his mother tends to get worried a
lot, that's how she shows her love and god, she's a mother. Of course she is worried about her kids
– no matter the age. It might seem like she's overreacting but that's not it. She loves them deeply.

"I can't talk for Jungkook," you start slowly, "But he's doing great. Don't worry. Me, Jimin and
Taehyung look after him. We all do that with each other." you assure her, trying to make your voice
come out light and happy.

That seems to make her relax and she lets out a humorous giggle as she shakes her head at herself.
"I'm sorry. I don't know why I get so emotional sometimes."

"We women do that a lot." you joke and she joins with a laugh.

"Seems like they figured it out," she says, looking across your shoulder as you follow her gaze.

Jungkook and his dad look proud as they high-five, both laughing right after.

"We have a little time before Jungwon arrives with Haru and Sona. It's too soon to grill. Do you
want to see some baby photos of Jungkook?"

One thing you love to do is look at old pictures. And baby Jungkook pictures? That sounds great.

"Sure." you smile, knowing Jungkook doesn't like to look at his old pictures.

"Oh my god!" you exclaim with a hand covering your mouth as soon as Mrs. Jeon pulls out a
brown box, a worn-out album with the name 'Jungkookie' written on it, and opens it to show you
the first pictures of newborn Jungkook.

She smiles widely at the pictures, probably has seen them million times before as she hands you
the album for you to browse through it. In the meantime, she picks up another, smaller album
while she flips through the pages.

"He was so cute," you comment, smiling at baby Jungkook who seems to be older in this picture,
sitting in his toddler chair with a banana in his hand. "I can't believe he never wants us to see these
pictures."

One time, you don't even remember who started it, but someone posted a baby picture in your
friends group and that's how the train of sharing baby pictures happened. Jungkook was the only
one who wouldn't want to post any pictures, whining how stupid that is. Really, you don't
understand why because he was the cutest baby.

"He can be annoying at times." His mother waves you off and a snort leaves your mouth.

Your browsing is soon interrupted by the sound of the door opening, almost every picture causing
you to let out a soft 'Aw', but you don't really give it much attention.

"What are you guys doing?"

Jungkook asks as soon as he finds you in the living room, taking a look at the both of you until
realization hits him and he immediately starts whining with a pout.

"Mom!"
And there is the frown.

"What?" His mother shrugs, pushing another and a single picture of what seems like eight year old
Jungkook your way.

Gasping, you completely ignore Jungkook while he plops on the spot next to you and groans
loudly when he sees the photo.

"Oh my god, look at you!"

You know your reaction, a fit of giggles, isn't up to his liking because he clicks his tongue and
looks uninterested at the photo in your hands. Jungkook looks like an emo kid, surely the haircut's
fault and you coo at the most evident feature on his face.

"Look at your nose!" you coo, Jungkook throwing his arm behind you onto the backrest as he rolls
his eyes. You start giggling all over again, hand pressing against his cheek as you bring him closer
to your face.

Jungkook tongues his cheek while you give him a teasing smile. "This is embarrassing, put it
away."

You and his mother share a look, while Mr. Jeon comes in and out as he starts preparing the food
outside.

"You were cute, don't be like this." you nudge him in the shoulder as he rolls his eyes again at you.

"Yeah, my big nose and acne were really cute."

"Hey now." you scold him.

"You were the cutest baby and the most beautiful boy." His mother scolds him too, actually
sounding offended by Jungkook's perception of his younger self.

"You're my mom, of course you would say that."

"And I agree," you butt in, "And I'm not your mom."

"You certainly aren't." he mutters while you narrow your eyes at him.

"Come on. You've seen my childhood photos. I was a chubby baby."

"And so was I." he scoffs before pursing his lips. Most babies are chubby to be honest.

"I had the most awful haircut, not even this," You hold the picture in the air to show it off again, "is
that bad."

"Get that photo out of my face." Jungkook says with a frown and you snort again.

"We all have embarrassing pictures, Kook. Come on, you saw the photo where my head was extra
large."

"Toddlers have bigger heads, Y/N." Jungkook reminds you.

Rolling your eyes, you purse your lips. "Well, mine was even bigger."

"You were cute. What are you saying?" Jungkook shakes his head. "Mom, do you always have to
show my baby photos to everyone?" he whines now like a little baby as Mrs. Jeon waves him off.

You bite back a laugh as Jungkook huffs, annoyed.

The doorbell rings, interrupting Jungkook's annoyance and Mrs. Jeon ignores it, as she informs
excitedly it has to be Jungwon with the rest of his family. She stands up, placing the other albums
back into the box as she leaves to get to the front door.

You glance at Jungkook, finding him sulking which makes you giggle. Poking him in the cheek,
you place the photo back into the box.

"You really were the cutest baby." you tell him and he hums, staring at his nails instead as you roll
your eyes and kick him in the shin.

"Don't lie."

"I'm not lying," you laugh as you already hear Haru's excited little voice while she greets her
grandmother. "Why would I lie? You were so cute, even with your big nose. I love it."

"You're annoying." Jungkook comments, narrowing his eyes at you once again as you try not to
burst into laughter.

"And you were the cutest."

"Yeah?" he asks, his lips curling as he starts playing with the ends of your hair.

"Yeah," you shrug, almost shivering when the pads of his fingers touch the back of your neck. "I
should probably look at this later."

"Like the hell you will," Jungkook clicks his tongue, "I will burn them before you can take another
glance."

"Don't be so rude." you tease him, inching closer to him as he searches your face before his eyes
drop to your lips.

"And if I want to be?" He arches his brow.

"You little–"

"Kookie!" Haru's cheerful and rushed tiny footsteps resound around the house, the sound
approaching the two of you.

Jungkook gives you a little smirk one last time before he hoists up to his feet, already crouching
down to welcome Haru's big hug and fit of excited giggles.

The sun is warming up your skin as a nice breeze winds through your hair. Mr. Jeon is grilling the
meat, the delicious smell of barbeque filling the air along with Mrs. Jeon's blooming flowers. It
reminds you of all those times where you used to have barbeque parties when you were a little kid.
It brings you a nostalgic feeling but it doesn't make you sad at all. You're enjoying your time here
to the fullest.

After Mrs. Jeon has proudly shown you her garden, her and Sona have started helping to Mr. Jeon
and chat with him for a while. Jungkook is too busy fooling around with Haru, laying on the grass
as he plays on an airplane with her laying on shins with outstretched arms and legs. Her giggles fill
up the garden and it's easy to smile at the cute sound.
"Having fun?"

Jungwon joins you on the garden swing that you've been sitting on for a few minutes, enjoying the
sun and lemonade in your hand. You tried to help but Mrs. Jeon shooed you away, telling you that
you're their guest and you already helped enough. Knowing there's no point in arguing with her,
you decided to just let everything sink in as you enjoy Busan's air.

"Doesn't it look like it?" you smile, his lips stretching to a smile as he laughs.

"Just asking," he shrugs, a can of beer in his hand as he takes a sip. "My family can be too much
sometimes."

You look at him with raised brow, showing you your disbelief. "You haven't met mine."

He gives you both an amused and questionable look which makes you shrug.

"There's always drama." you explain with a laugh.

He snorts, "Isn't there always a drama in every family?"

"I guess," you nod, "But mine's on another level." you joke, making him laugh again.

You're trying not to stare too much, obviously knowing about his good looks. He looks good just
like you remember. Although you're not some crazy woman who has a crush on him, you have to
admit, Jungkook was right when he called you out on your previous crush. Well, it was never that
serious as he made it look like. Jungwon holds a certain energy and is charismatic. And he smells
nice which is always a big plus in your book.

You could say he got dressed up nicely, even though he's wearing a casual white shirt and shorts.
Good looks definitely run in the family.

You two know each other, you could say you're friendly but you never really had any serious
conversations with him. Actually, you're surprised he came up to talk to you, even though it
shouldn't be such a surprise. He's probably acting nice because he saw you sitting here alone.
Which you both appreciate and find a little uncomfortable. You hate when people pity you for any
reason.

"How's Jungkook doing?" he asks after a beat of silence, meeting your surprised look as you can't
help but blink a few times at him.

"Um, good?" you ask unsurely, "Why don't you ask him? He's right there."

Jungwon snorts, glancing away while his eyes scrunch because of the wide smile. "I do ask him
but Jungkook tends to get private. I know you two are close, so you have to know more than we
do."

You try to remain calm, not trying to overthink his words because there's no way he knows
anything about you and Jungkook. Other than you're his best friend. Jungkook wouldn't tell him
that, right? But as you force yourself to look into Jungwon's calm and warm eyes, you don't find
anything shady or worth being cautious about.

"He's doing good," you answer, "I talked to your mom about it today. She's worried about him."
you chuckle at the memory of their mom and her distressed face. She is cute.

"Ah, yeah. She is worried about everyone," he laughs and then leans closer to you as he whispers;
"She's going a little overboard sometimes."

You giggle, glancing at your hand sitting on your lap as you play with the button of your long
purple dress.

"I," he starts slowly, glancing at Jungkook as he plays with his daughter, a soft smile spreading on
his lips while they still fool around. "I know he must've been through something. I mean, he broke
up with his girlfriend. That shit hurts no matter what. He's not gonna fool me with 'I'm fine hyung',
you know." he says while trying to imitate Jungkook's voice which makes you crack a grin.

"Jungwon, I'm not sure if I'm the right person to talk to you about this." you tell him unsurely, his
eyes searching yours for a while before he gives you another smile.

"I don't mean to pry. If Jungkook wants to tell us, he knows he can. Whenever he wants to. I just
know there must be something more to it since they were back together. They seemed happy, he
seemed to be happy."

"Does he not look happy now?" you question, tilting your head in Jungkook's direction while his
laugh reaches your ears. He's chasing after Haru who keeps giggling so hard that she almost
stumbles. Jungkook scolds her and so does her mom, but Haru is having too much fun to even
listen to them.

"No, I know he is. But you know... when it happened, he kind of distanced from us. I know it
happened a while ago but he never said anything about it. I understand it must be a touchy topic to
him. We all thought she's the one, I mean... he was so whipped for her. We could've genuinely seen
them, you know..." he trails off, motioning with his hands.

"Yeah, yeah..." you murmur, trying not to roll your eyes at the topic of her.

It's not Jungwon's fault. He doesn't know the rest of it. He genuinely shares his perception as
Jungkook's brother and what he knows.

"So it's weird they suddenly broke up the second time. Sometimes people are not meant to be
together, I get it... but Jungkook acted weird, so we all were a little worried about him. Like I said,
I don't want you to tell him or share something he wouldn't want to... I don't know, I guess I just
needed someone to assure me my little brother is doing fine. Other than Jungkook himself."

Your features soften and you offer him an understanding nod. You squeeze his shoulder,
wondering if you're not crossing any boundaries but he looks like he has needed it because he
offers you another smile.

"He is much better now. Like you said, every heartbreak hurts. He distanced from us too for a
while but we wouldn't let him get too far," you laugh heartily at the memories of you and your
friends trying to get him to get his shit together. "I would say he's pretty much happy now."

"Good," he nods, "I'm glad he has friends like you. He doesn't share his struggles, never really has
so that's why I was wondering. But I'm glad to know he's doing fine."

"He is, don't worry." you assure him and he smiles in gratitude.

"Yah, don't you have a wife to entertain?" Jungkook asks in a distance, the front of his hair almost
falling into his eyes as he breathes heavily thanks to the chasing session he had with his niece. He's
walking towards you and Jungwon, tossing him Haru's soft ball.

Jungwon snorts and catches it at the last minute, "Just catching up, Kook. I'm a married man, I
wouldn't be flirting."

"Yah, who said anything about flirting?" Jungkook says, using his Busan accent as you hide your
grin behind the rim of your glass. Slowly sipping on your lemonade, Jungwon gives him a look of
disbelief.

The older brother stands up and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. "She is all yours, brother."

He walks away, Jungkook frowning at Jungwon's back before he sighs and joins you on the swing.

"What did he want?"

You snicker, "Just asked about you."

"About me?" he points at himself in confusion.

"Yeah, they're worried about you. Apparently you distanced yourself from them." you tell him
carefully while his brows pinch together.

"I mean... I tried to fix that."

"I know, Kook," you assure him, "I think they know there's something you're not telling them. But
they didn't want me to tell them or anything. They just wanted to know if you're okay and happy."

"That's annoying." he mutters as you laugh.

"Stop it!" you scold him with a laugh, nudging him in his shoulder as he offers you a grin. "They
love you and care about you."

"I know, I know," he assures you, "I'm glad they gave me space and didn't question me about it.
Maybe I should talk to mom."

"Only if you want to." you remind him and he glances at you. He smiles and nods in appreciation.

You sit there in silence for a moment, Haru wanting her dad's attention now as he tugs on his shorts
while he's in the middle of conversation with her grandfather. Soon your own attention is directed
to Jungkook, admiring the tattooed skin he's showing off today. You wonder if he's planning to get
more.

His mother almost jumped out of her skin in surprise when she first spotted Jungkook wearing a
short-sleeved shirt.

"Jungkook! How many of those have you got?!" She exclaimed once he shrugged off his
sweatshirt.

"Don't look at me like that." Jungkook warns you, eyes already locked on you as you bring the
glass closer to your lips.

"Why not?" you ask before you take a proud sip of the lemonade.

"Or I will drag you upstairs and fuck you properly this time."

The moment he says that, you're sure the lemonade goes through your nose as well as you start
coughing. The rest of the family members turn in your direction and send you both worried and
confused looks, as Jungkook shows them a thumbs-up with a bunny grin.
You pat your lips a little as you glare at Jungkook. He's lucky you're too far for them to hear. But
most importantly, why the hell would he tell you something like that in the middle of a family
barbecue party? It's not like you can act up on your actions right now. He's purely and purposely
torturing you, living for catching you off guard once again. And judging by his proud and cocky
face, he's happy about your reaction.

You straighten yourself, drinking the rest of the lemonade as you place the glass down onto the
soft grass.

"You don't have condoms." you inform him, silently of course.

Jungkook snorts, "Who says we need them?"

Once again, he catches you off guard for the second time in a span of two minutes, and you clear
your throat.

"You want it raw anyway."

You gasp, slapping his arm repeatedly as he cackles.

"Oh my god, look at your face!" he laughs, trying to catch your furious hands. "You really want it
that bad, huh?"

"Shut up, you idiot." you sneer at him, pouting a little as he coos at you. Idiot. "I don't want it
anymore. Not with you."

You sulk, crossing your arms over your chest as Jungkook reaches for your chin with his stupidly
trying-to-act-cute act. You slap his hand away with a frown.

"You look beautiful today. Did I tell you?"

Fuck off.

"No, you didn't." you snap.

"I'm sorry," he whines, rubbing his head against your shoulder like a little cat. "I want it too,
okay?"

"What?"

He leans closer, too close for him to be acting like this in front of his family but luckily, they seem
to be too busy chatting with each other. Plus, they're turned to you with their backs.

"I'm gonna fuck you raw soon, baby. But it's not gonna be at my parents house. I wanna hear you
when I do it."

He wants what–

You gulp, trying to act nonchalant as you scoff and shrug. He is serious, you know it judging by
the look in his eyes but you can't stare for too long because you're going to crack.

"This is very inappropriate, Jungkook." you remind him.

"So were you rubbing your pussy against my cock not that long ago." he says with a low and silent
tone.
You gasp, "That was your idea!"

"And you loved it," he points out, "Don't worry, I did too. Made me want to really feel you even
more."

"Alright, I'm leaving." you tell him, standing up abruptly to hide your burning cheeks.

Jungkook cockily rests his arm over the edge of the swing, man spreads himself there like the
finest piece of meal. Well, he is. But you would never give him the satisfaction to admit it at this
moment. You take the empty glass off the grass, shooting a look at Jungkook.

"Don't look at me like that baby."

You roll your eyes, "Fuck off." you tell him silently so again, only he can hear.

He smiles tightly, suddenly leaning with his elbows against his knees. "You're lucky they're
watching." he tells you, causing your breath to hitch as you quickly turn around.

He's right. You turn around and see everyone watching your interaction. Though, they remain
unbothered as Mrs. Jeon gives you the honor to take the first portion of the meal.

The sun is settling down when Jungkook approaches you. You're inside, in the kitchen precisely,
after Jungkook's mother said something about needing more ice. You offered before she could
complain.

You've been chatting with Sona for an hour which ultimately got you to know her better a little bit.
She's older than you, not by much and it's not like it's a problem, but you have a little respect and
you're not usually the first one who approaches someone first. She's been nothing but friendly to
you, even when you first met her and you know she's a nice woman and a wonderful mother
judging from how she interacts with her daughter. Jungkook's and Jungwon's parents seem to adore
her, and they all have a very close relationship.

What you mean to say – is that it felt nice to be able to properly talk to her and get to know her
more, and not from Jungkook's words.

Which reminds you...

"Are you mad at me?"

You flinch as soon as Jungkook places his big hands on your hips, nose nudging you in your hair as
he's practically glued on your back with his chest. Your body wants to give in right away, lean back
onto his masculine body and make yourself sink into it comfortably.

Jungkook's got it wrong though.

You're not mad at him. Annoyed? You were but you're not really.

"Jungkook, somebody's gonna see." you murmur, scolding him with a hushed tone as you keep
removing the ice cubes from the silicone mold into a glass bowl.

"Let them see." he says carelessly, causing you to leave the ice for now as you turn around with a
scowl.

"Are you being serious right now?"

You're met with his eyes already on you, no sign of teasing or the usual cockiness. "I'm trying to
talk to you. I don't care who's going to see at the moment."

"You're being careless." you inform him of his stupidity, though he remains unbothered while he
offers you a single shrug.

"Are you mad at me?"

You roll your eyes, biting the inside of your cheek to prevent yourself from smiling at the
seriousness he's holding. He does seem worried and it's not like that's laughable, but you tend to
laugh or smile at the most inconvenient times. Even if sometimes you are mad and yet, you still
crack for some reason – even if you don't feel like laughing or smiling.

"I was just teasing you. Fuck," he sighs, "I didn't want to make you embarrassed or make fun of
you–"

"Kook," you interrupt him, suddenly feeling awkward and embarrassed. "I'm not mad. You annoy
the shit out of me sometimes but–you know I kinda feel awkward about that specific topic."

He frowns, "But there's nothing to feel awkward about. I told you–"

"Yes, I know," You lift your palm up to stop him. "It's a me problem. But I'm fine, really." you
chuckle at the end, his posture relaxing slightly.

He lets his eyes wander on your face for a moment, searching for any hint of a lie but all he finds
are your genuine eyes shining under the kitchen's lights. "But you haven't talked to me ever since
we talked about it. So I thought..." he trails off, suddenly looking embarrassed as you laugh.

"Sona was talking to me and I didn't have the time to spend some time with you. Besides, you were
having fun with your brother and parents."

"You're right," He scratches the back of his neck, "I'm an idiot, I don't know why I thought you're
mad, I just wanted to make sure."

You giggle, "You're attentive, Kook. Thanks for that. But stop teasing me you little shit." you tell
him sternly, poking him in his abs as he chuckles amusingly at your effort.

"Now that's over... wanna join me?"

You give him a look how quickly he brushes it off, both of you snorting at it before you ask;

"Join you where?"

"Mom doesn't have enough beer, so she asked if I could go grab some for dad and Jungwon. She
thought a six pack is going to be enough, apparently not."

"Oh, do I have to come?" you ask, trying to keep your face stoic as Jungkook glares at you and
tickles your side.

You laugh, flinching at the ticklish feeling.

"Of course, you have to. You are attached to my hip."

"Hm, I don't remember that being a thing."

"Well, it is now," Jungkook says jokingly, features turning more serious now. "But you don't have
to. I'm gonna just stop at the nearest shop, it's like a ten minute drive."

Jungkook gives you a smile and pulls something out of his pocket. It's his car keys, you realize he
was most likely on his way but decided to ask you if you want to join. He salutes you and makes
his way to the front door, but he barely makes a step as you call out his name.

"Okay, I'm going." you grumble, informing him you're just going to bring the ice outside.

Jungkook's father asks you if you could also buy the mini kids sausages for Haru. The poor little
girl looked way more calm and a little bit sleepy. Though, it's not her bedtime or that late, her
family members seem to take most of her energy. But not enough clearly, considering she's been
asking for the sausages ever since you stepped outside to bring the ice and inform Jungkook's mom
you're going with him.

"Got it." you assure Mr. Jeon, the older man crouching down to his granddaughter's level as he
assures her he's going to grill her the best sausages. Her exciting voice fills the garden that starts to
slip into darkness while Mrs. Jeon and Jungwon work on the lights.

When you see Jungkook waiting for you in the entrance room fully dressed, you don't fail to notice
the satisfied smirk he has on his lips as you simply grumble;

"Don't say anything."

He doesn't.

But still delivers a loud slap to your ass as he opens the front door for you. His bubbly laugh
resounds behind you causing your lips to twitch before they fully stretch into an amused grin.

By the time you reach the grocery store, you're too lazy to get out and in the end, Jungkook is
forced to grab the items alone. He doesn't look like he minds at all, leaving you his phone as you
go through his music library, listening to various songs.

You're barely on the third song when you see him leaving the store, items in his hands and you
guess he didn't bother to take any bag. He looks very amused when you blast Candy Shop once he
reaches the car, opening the door on the driver's seat.

You turn down the volume just as he tosses something on your lap, the rest of the items end up on
the backseats. Looking down, you almost choke when you see a brand new box of condoms.
Glancing at him, he barely gives you any attention as he drives out of the parking lot like he didn't
just toss condoms into your lap.

"Seriously?" you deadpan, taking the box into your hands as you scan the new package.

One word catches your attention and you tilt the box in Jungkook's direction.

"Intense? What does it do?"

"Suppose to make sex better or something, I don't know." he shrugs effortlessly as you press your
lips together.

"Are you planning to have sex in your parents house? I thought we went over this, last night–"

"Who said it has to be at their house?" he questions you, lifting one brow challenge at you as you
open your mouth and close it shortly after. What is he initiating?
"What?" you deadpan.

"One word and I'm gonna pull over." he simply offers, the serious and casual tone he sets could
make you confuse and actually make you consider if he's talking about sex at all.

But you're paying enough attention – too closely actually – that the rush of excitement this idea
brings you is hard to ignore. How can you ignore it? You've never experienced as far as you can
remember. No, you would surely remember if you experienced it. You can't lie – you've always
wanted to try it and the thought of doing it with Jungkook is disturbingly tempting and exciting.

And as you watch him closely, driving with one hand while the other sits on his lap, his legs
spreaded making his lap look even more inviting. The last night was perfect, something you've
never tried before and never thought it could feel so good. It could easily even out with a proper
sex. However, nothing's better than feeling him inside you and the small box in your hand is like
the biggest treasure, reminding you of what could happen.

Jungkook glances at you, brow raised as he catches you biting on your lower lip in thought, his lips
slightly twitching. You ignore it, sharing a look with him.

"The ride is ten minutes. You better think fast."

The proposition is already enough tempting and the way he says it, you know you're once again
utterly fucked. The tingling between your thighs and how embarrassingly fast you got wet is no
joke. It makes your decision faster and simpler.

"Fuck, okay, pull over."

Jungkook chuckles, satisfied with your answer as he takes a random turn. You've no idea where
he's taking you, though he seems to be familiar with Busan streets even after all those years of not
living here. The spot he finds is between two buildings, leading you to the dead end while you see
a tall brick wall. Jungkook turns off the lights and engine, hiding the car in a dark and abandoned
spot. You don't know why but everything increases the lust you're already feeling.

"Get in the back."

You don't hesitate to listen to him, though you slide your underwear down your legs before you do
that, your slides abandoned on the car's floor. You toss underwear on the seat as soon as you lift
your butt, shooting a cheeky smirk to Jungkook who grins. You're not surprised when he delivers a
subtle slap to your ass while you're trying to get to the backseat through the console.

Jungkook joins you but he actually gets out of the car and walks to the back. He places the six pack
of beer on the floor while tossing the stupid sausages onto the front door. You snicker, both of you
laughing as he shuts the door with a soft thud. He doesn't waste any time cupping your face,
connecting your lips together in a needy heated kiss.

Though it feels heated, it's not totally rushed and the pace is smooth and comfortable. With your
hands on the hem of his sweatpants, he places one last kiss to your lips before he fully sits down
and leans his back. Pulling them down to his ankles along with his boxers, you're already on your
knees, ready for his sign so you can sit down on his lap.

You lift your long dress to your waist, gripping them in one hand in a messy knot before you toss a
leg over his body. You grip his shoulders as he grabs you gently by your waist. His eyes admire
your bare pussy for a moment, flickering to your face shortly after.

"You sure you're good to go?" he asks.

If you weren't so wet and eager, your heart would actually quiver at his thoughtfulness. It's a bare
minimum and men shouldn't be praised for it, but with Jungkook you can't help but melt.

"I hope so." you joke, looking down to see him stroking his cock.

"No, no, no. No hoping, sit back down. I'm gonna eat you out."

"There's no time," you whine, gripping his shoulder tighter when he tries to gently pull you away.

He sighs, leaning his head back as he looks handsome as ever.

"Come on. Just fuck me so we can go back."

To enforce your want, you grind against his bare cock and fuck, you almost lose it all. The contact
is very minimal but it leaves you moaning shamelessly, causing you to deliver a rough kiss to
Jungkook's opened mouth. He closes it just in time, welcoming your kiss in a surprised manner.

"Fuck, baby," Jungkook groans, leaning his head back again. "You're making it hard for me not to
fuck you senseless."

"Do it," you offer lightly, giggling at the look on his face. "Come on. You fucked me senseless
many times before."

"You woman, you amaze me." Jungkook says, smirking at you when you raise your brows at him.

"Me? How?"

He reaches for your cheek and you think he's about to stroke it, at least the gentle look in his eyes
indicates that much. However, he tucks a strand of your hair behind your ear, lifting the right
corner of his lips.

"You can get so dirty sometimes."

"And that's what amazes you?" you laugh gently.

"Yes, because one second you're this innocent and shy Y/N and the next you're so blunt, ready to
drool all over my cock."

You snort, "Don't get cocky, Jeon. I'm not drooling over your cock." You both know that's not true.

And Jungkook's smile tells you he knows it too.

"Yeah? You sure about that?"

"Mhm."

He reaches for his cock, grabbing it by its base before he slaps his bare tip against your clit. You
almost fall like a house of cards, legs completely quivering. Oh god, he loves torturing you.

He chuckles, deeply and raspily, and you swear if he won't stop, all your rational thoughts will be
gone and you'll sit down on his bare cock.

"Wait–what is this?" He suddenly asks, sounding concerned as you open your eyes, not realizing
you even closed them as soon as he touched you. And then he swipes his thumb at the corner of
your lips. "I think you just drooled."
Your surprise drops as you glare at him, punching him in the shoulder as he laughs devilishly.
"Fuck you, I didn't."

"You know, sometimes I want to ruin you. Like really ruin you." he confesses, though he says it
with a smile and it's hard to differ whether he's being absolutely serious or he's just joking around.

"What's stopping you?"

"You're not ready." he answers simply and you snort.

"Please," you scoff, "Stop with this dominant shit."

"Huh?" he chuckles, "You're lucky we don't have time for this. Hand me the condom."

"Please." you clarify, crossing your arms over your chest with your bare core still hovering over his
hard length.

He rolls his eyes, "Please." he mutters.

With a satisfied grin, you reach for the box of condoms and pull out one. After the silver package
is in Jungkook's long fingers, he tears the foil and you watch him putting the latex down his thick
and hard cock. You've watched him do that many times before, in fact you almost never miss it but
it never gets boring. It adds just the right amount of lust and pleasure to the moment every time.
Plus, Jungkook is incredibly hot putting it on so skilfully, with brows pinched in concentration with
his jaw set tight.

He motions for you to get closer, sneaking his hand between your thighs as he rubs your bare sex.
The slick wetness there is no surprise to him, neither you feel embarrassed at how quickly he can
get you wet. He doesn't comment on it, rather pulls you by your waist closer to him. He gets a hold
of his cock, slowly easing you down on it while you lower yourself.

As soon as the head stretches your hole, you gasp in delight while Jungkook keeps a concentrated
look between your bodies, watching how he slowly disappears inside of you. The turquoise lights
in his car just add to the moment, your head soon thrown in the back in full ecstasy as he stretches
your wet and tight walls.

Jungkook grunts, leaving you two just sitting there getting accustomed to the feeling.

"Fuck, that feels so good." you moan, your clit pressed against his pubes.

"You alright? Doesn't it hurt?" He still finds himself asking.

You're not entirely stretched, at least you weren't before Jungkook entered you. But the slight burn
and tightness just brought more waves of pleasure to your body.

"No, it feels perfect." you answer, chuckling as Jungkook joins you.

It feels awfully good to just sit on his cock, no need to move yet as you would love for the feeling
to last longer. But you're reminded of your citation and you don't have exactly the time to prolong
this any more than it's necessary. Though Jungkook doesn't seem bothered and gives you all the
time in the world to get used to his thickness, you both know what the two of you are doing is
irresponsible in more ways than one. But it's about time now and nothing else.

At first, you begin with rolling your hips to get accustomed to the feeling more. With hands still
gripping Jungkook's shoulders, the dress seemingly pressed between your bodies, you love how his
palms feel on your ass cheeks. He grips the soft flesh, urging you to roll your hips with more
pressure as you both take a sharp breath.

When you gradually need to feel more, and you know Jungkook does too based on the way he's
trying to control himself, you lean more against Jungkook's form and use his body as a leverage.
You start setting a pace as you start bouncing on his cock, Jungkook's head still tilted back against
the seat as he watches your expression twist into a pure pleasure. Mouth agape, brows pinched and
the sweetest littlest moans escaping your lips – it's his favorite view when it comes to this.

In a way, it could be considered as luck to see you like this. To experience what you look like when
he's deep balls inside you and your whole face is twisted in pleasure. He would never have guessed
he would see you like this one day. Both of you would never have guessed you would be in this
position at any stage of your lives.

Your ass and the back of your thighs meet top of Jungkook's thighs, the sinful sounds of skin
slapping skin surround the car's walls.

"Oh, fuck!" you moan, pressing your forehead against Jungkook's.

He's let you have your fun but he needs more. Moving his hands off your ass cheeks, he moves
them to your hips as he holds them tightly before he starts pounding into you. The whole moment
is so freaking erotic. Even with you being on top, Jungkook is in full control and you can't help
yourself, but stop your movements as you fully welcome his thrusts and control. You wish to help
him badly but it feels so fucking good. You can't move.

"Jungkook, fuck!"

Jungkook enjoys your whimpers, focusing on his thrusts as his bottom lip is tucked between his
teeth.

He feels you tightening around him and almost like with a snap of fingers, your body tenses as the
orgasm comes crashing down on you before it fully relaxes. You keep clenching around him, knees
digging into the leather seats as Jungkook's thrusts never halt until he snaps his cock forward into
you. He cums with a low grunt, filling condom with his seed as he rides himself off the orgasm
until he fully relaxes.

You get off his lap with a little help from him, collecting the dress at your stomach so you don't get
it messy. Maybe it already is, fuck.

Jungkook breathes heavily, the tip of his hair clinging to his forehead as he rubs it with the back of
his hand. He glances at you, chuckling as his throat bobs at the sound and movement.

"Fuck, that was awesome," he breathes out, glowing from the orgasm. "Let me grab you some
tissues, they should be in the glove box. At least I hope so."

He's about to sit upward but you press against his chest, gripping his cheek as you confidently kiss
him on his soft lips. He's speechless, looking confused and amazed like hell when you pull away.

"What was that for?"

You let go off his cheeks, smiling at the look he's giving you. He looks hot, amazed and cute at the
same time. It makes you let out a soft giggle that you almost don't recognize. And then you swipe
the corner of his lips.

"You're drooling, Jeon."

 He frowns before his face relaxes, realizing what you've done as amused and deep chuckle rumbles
out of his mouth.

"Who wouldn't." he responds cheekily, your face completely heating up as your stomach clenches
excitedly at his words.

He laughs, satisfied at your reaction. Whatever you do, somehow Jungkook always wins. Even if
he's the one complimenting and ruining you at the same time.

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It's fascinating how even after getting back to the front of Jungkook's car and a few minutes of
riding back to the house, you can still feel the remains of the faintest – yet very noticeable – tingle
from your previous orgasm. Jungkook – who remains to have that captivating orgasm glow or it's
just your mind playing tricks on you – has put an end to your thirst, or at least that's what you
thought for a short period of time. That's until you find yourself glancing his way while the
aftermath of a great orgasm buzzes through your body.

If you weren't suspiciously coming back later than the actual ride is supposed to take, you wouldn't
resist a possible round two. You can't believe yourself. This is not really like you. You never were
driven by lust and pleasure before – at least not to this amount. Jungkook does wonders, not only to
your body but to your mind as you often find yourself rethinking... well, yourself.

It's hard to explain, but it's like he brings out another person in you. Someone you never knew
existed, at least not to this extent. You know the pleasure he gives you and the undeniable
attraction is the reason why you're still doing this. It feels too fucking good to let go.

Before the unwanted thoughts start to invade your mind, the content feeling of being properly
fucked just a few minutes ago is replaced by guilt. Not only Jungkook's father questions you of
your later arrival, even though you're about ten minutes late, it's Haru and the sight of her that
makes you feel bad for allowing yourself a few minutes of – absolutely perfect and irreplaceable –
pleasure.

It's some time past nine in the evening, clouds no longer visible as they're replaced by the faintest
stars that are sprinkled across the night sky. The garden is fully set up with beautiful outdoor
lights, probably the only thing keeping Haru from falling asleep. She looks tired, Taehyung would
surely call her wasted if that was possible. She's completely dozing off and though Jungkook's
father (or anyone else) doesn't scold you for your arrival, because there's no reason for it, you
understand his granddaughter is what sparked his curiosity.

Jungkook lies effortlessly. The lie rolls off his tongue almost skilfully as he blames the traffic and
more customers in the grocery store than usual.

No one pays attention to it though, luckily for you, and they go back to their previous conversation.
Mr. Jeon rushes to grill the sausages for his only granddaughter, Haru seemingly coming back to
life as she assists him with her small hands.

"You really don't know how to act." Jungkook comments, handing you a can of beer which you
gladly take, even though you weren't planning on drinking.

"What are you talking about?" you ask, opening the can followed with a hissing sound.

"Guilt is written all over your face, a way to look suspicious." he snorts, your mouth falling open in
disbelief while you're being called out.

"Not everyone can lie so easily," you raise your brow at him, finding him cockily shrugging at his
good acting skills. "Poor Haru, she's been waiting for the food and we took our time."

"That was us taking our time?" he snorts, raising his brow this time at you as you sheepishly offer
him a doubtful shrug. "We both know that's not true. Besides, she was eating like an hour ago, she's
not hungry, just greedy."

"Jungkook!" you exclaim, holding back a laugh at his completely honest expression while he
shows no big deal of what he has just said.

"What, it's true!" he laughs, "I'm not gonna rush back to the house for some fucking sausages." he
mutters mockingly so only you can hear, the beer almost coming out of your nose after you decide
to take a sip right as he says it.

You laugh together, not being able to hold it back while you're trying to cover your mouth at least.

"Come on, you two! Join us!" Sona calls out to you, interrupting the moment between you two as
she waves you over.

"You're living with Jungkook at the moment, right?"

It's something they all must've known at some point, though this is the first time anyone addresses
it besides Mrs. Jeon's phone call you remember very freshly.

"Ah, yes." you grin, a little embarrassed for some reason.

Perhaps it's just you and your issue with not wanting to look incapable or like a burden. It's a whole
another chapter to be talking about it in front of Jungkook's family. Though they've never given
you a reason to feel embarrassed or weird about anything, you do find yourself tensing a little at
the topic. Calm down, Y/N. They're just having a normal conversation with you.

After Sona's question, you offer them a brief explanation of what actually happened and force you
to make this decision. They all seem understanding, making no big deal of you staying at
Jungkook's place – even though you know there's no reason why they would make a big deal out of
it. At the end of the day, it's Jungkook's business and not theirs. You do feel way better when they
actually encourage you for your decision, assuring you that you've done the right thing.

"... I don't understand how someone can do that to the person they rent their place to." Mrs. Jeon
scoffs a little, the rest of the family members nodding along her words as they silently agree.

"It's unfortunate really," Jungwon agrees, "But this can happen unfortunately."

"You mentioned something about finding a new place?" Sona asks curiously and you nod, a spark
of hope crossing over your features as you nod with a smile.

"Yes!" you respond, "Well I haven't been there to see it yet, but the apartment looks good. Actually
I texted the owner and I'm still waiting for him to get back to me, it seems like many people are
interested in it. That's just my guess though."

"Well, we're gonna hope you get your own home soon." Mrs. Jeon smiles kindly at you. "Nothing's
better than having your own place."

"Thank you." you smile kindly at her, appreciating the honesty and kindness.

Jungkook remains silent, at least was busy talking to his dad on the side for most of the time, but
he's standing right next to you.

It got a little chilly and though you have one of Jungkook's hoodies on, you feel the warmth
radiating off his body and you wish you could just snuggle closer to him to feel even warmer. Plus,
you're getting tired even though it's not that late and cuddling always seems like a good option.

Sona and Jungwon say their goodbye's shortly after, poor Haru already falling asleep in her father's
arms as he carries her to their car. You help Jungkook's parents to clean up and after the little
nudge from Jungkook telling you to go wash up first, you listen to him. He must've noticed your
tiredness and you smile at him appreciatively.

The shower feels nice and even though you would prefer taking a long bath, you stick to your
shower routine rather quickly not to take up the bathroom for too long. Mr. Jeon takes his turn after
the bathroom is free, offering you a tired yet warm smile before he scurries to their bedroom.

You lay on Jungkook's bed with the night lamp on, scrolling through your social media for a
couple of minutes until you don't hear any other footsteps. Jungkook didn't come upstairs to wash
up and you wonder what's taking him so long. After realizing you didn't bring a bottle of water to
the bedroom, you sigh and make your way downstairs.

On your way down, you notice the lights are on in the living room and what sounds like soft sobs
reach your ears. You halt your steps, breath hitching when you glance around the corner to find
Jungkook's mom whose shoulders quiver as she cries to his shoulder. You mentally gasp at the sad
sight, wondering what the hell happened.

Jungkook doesn't notice you at first, too busy hugging his mother with one hand as he gently
caresses her arm.

"It's okay, mom." he mutters, voice slightly high while he can't bear the sight of his mother crying.

You don't mean to stick around, feeling like you're interrupting their moment for sure. However,
just when you're about to forget the water and retrieve back to the room, Jungkook notices you. He
sees the confusion, yet worry on your face while he sends a soft, but broken smile in return. You
fight the urge to go there and be there for him, but you know now it's not the right time and you
have to put your worry aside.

It doesn't make sense, at least not until Mrs. Jeon sniffles and says into Jungkook's shoulder;

"How could she do that to you?"

You swear your heart drops the moment she speaks, Jungkook's eyes staying on yours while he
raises his brows in a silent empathy.

"You went through that all alone?"

Her voice cracks and Jungkook presses his lips together to prevent himself from breaking down.
He looks composed though, and strong because no matter what his mother is going through right
now after finding out what her son went through, he came to terms with it. He experienced
heartbreak, pain and loss, but he's moving on and it doesn't hurt like it used to.

It doesn't make it easier to see his mother's understandable reaction though.

"Shh, I'm okay mom. I'm okay." he assures her, voice slightly breaking as he hugs her closer,
placing his cheek against the top of her head as she continues to cry for him.

Deciding you shouldn't stick around, you offer Jungkook a tiny and sad smile before you quickly
make your way upstairs.
When the room is swallowed in darkness and you stare into the ceiling, you keep replaying the
scene you've just seen. You wonder if she's okay. If Jungkook is too. He seemed fine. He looked
mostly sad because of his mother crying which is understandable. Their bond is strong.

It's clear what Jungkook revealed to his mother and though you're not sure how much he told her,
you know it had to be heartbreaking to hear it. She loves her sons deeply, and to know Jungkook
really had a hard time and she didn't know, wasn't there for him, is enough to be heartbreaking for
any mother.

Jungkook never specifically said he won't tell her. But he might've hinted on not wanting to,
fearing her reaction and for mostly, hurting her with the truth. In a way, he was protecting her from
it.

There are continuous footsteps and sounds of movements outside of the room, soon replaced by
door closing and shower running. You keep tossing in the bed, wondering whether you should go
downstairs and check on Jungkook once the whole house quiets down.

You don't really want to come out as nosy and if Jungkook wanted to let you know, he would
already stop by. Not going to lie, you are curious to know what he told her even though it's
obvious. But you're mostly worried.

Sighing in annoyance to yourself, you get out of the bed as your feet pad against the floor. Just as
you're reaching for the door handle, it suddenly gets pushed open before you can even touch it,
causing you to almost shit yourself.

"Shit!"

"Heard that one before."

"Oh my god," you touch your forehead to rub it a few times as Jungkook sneaks inside the room,
the amusement once again present in his voice as he silently laughs at your reaction. "You scared
me."

"Where were you going?" he asks, ignoring your statement as you both make your way to the bed.
At least you do and Jungkook follows.

"To check on you," you answer. "But I didn't know if I should. I told myself you would come here
if you wanted to talk."

"I came." he says gently, getting under the covers with you but you decide not to comment on it.

You lay on your back, back staring at your ceiling as you stay in utter silence. Jungkook lays on his
side, turned to you while his fingertips start to draw random patterns on your exposed arm. You
gulp, close to shivering from how nice it feels.

"I told her," he says quietly.

You lick your dry lips, humming in return. "What did you tell her?"

Jungkook knows you know what the topic of their conversation was. He hears it in your voice.
And he's aware of you asking what exactly he told her. So he simply says;

"Everything."

"Everything as in...?" you trail off and Jungkook chuckles at how careful you appear to be.
"Yes, everything."

That's all you need to know.

"How do you feel?"

"Surprisingly, okay." he says, surprised by himself. "I thought I would feel awful after telling her
what I've been through, especially since she asked you and obviously had her doubts. You know I
don't want to bother her, not even when it comes to me." he whispers as he explains.

You nod understandably.

"It wasn't easy to see her breaking down in front of me. I don't like to see people I care about cry.
It's one of the reasons why I don't share my personal struggles."

"I know, that's awfully touching and annoying for us." you joke quietly, causing him to quietly
laugh.

"But she's okay. I think she mostly cried because I didn't tell her sooner. But I think she would cry
either way, no matter the time." he chuckles a little sadly.

"Why did you tell her? I thought you didn't want them to know."

"To be honest, I was planning it. I don't really need them looking at me differently, or to pity me
from a distance even though I'm aware they all care extremely about me. I just want to be the same
Jungkook for them, you know what I mean?"

You nod.

"But when you were talking with Sona, mom and dad, even Jungwon... asked me about Kiko and
as you know, I only told them we broke up because our relationship wasn't what it was. They just
asked about her, and couldn't possibly understand what must've happened for us to break things off.
And I get it, I do. They saw our relationship from the front row as some might say, she was
practically our family,"

He takes a breath.

"From what I understood, they thought we're on good terms and I don't know... I guess I felt sick of
hiding it from them. It felt right to tell them at that time, so I started with mom. Coincidentally, she
asked about how I'm doing and all that, it was just a great opportunity to tell her."

"I'm happy for you, Kook. I mean, I don't know if that's the right thing to say but I hope you feel
better after telling them." you tell him gently as the caressing of his fingers stops for a second.

"I'm not sure if I feel better, I can't really define it. I just feel like I don't have this burden on my
chest, you know?"

"Well, as long as you don't regret telling her, I think it's a good thing you feel this way."

"I don't regret it. I'm gonna tell Jungwon tomorrow, I'm supposed to meet him before we return
back home. I asked mom to tell dad, I don't really want to go through that all over again but I'm
sure my dad won't cry his eyes out for me. He's a tough guy."

You know what he means.

His father might not have a reaction like his wife had, but it's still going to be painful for him to
hear Jungkook's story.

You yawn, turning onto your side to face Jungkook as he retrieves his hand, chuckling at the
evident tiredness.

"Shit, I don't know why I'm so tired. I woke up the last out of everyone." you scold yourself, much
to Jungkook's amusement.

"I took a number on you, huh?"

You roll your eyes, not really denying it because that has definitely something to do with it.

"Are you gonna sleep here?" you yawn again, cuddling to your pillow as Junkook snorts.

"Of course, this is my bedroom."

With your closed eyes, you smile tiredly. "Your mom–"

"My mom won't do anything," he interrupts you, "What she doesn't know won't kill her."

You snort, "You're unbelievable."

"So are you, baby." he muses, "Now go to sleep."

You let out a laugh, ignoring the flattering of your heart from the usual and dearing pet name,
allowing yourself to fall asleep in Jungkook's close and comfortable proximity.

"So... what do you think?"

Jungkook awaited this question, so once you turn around with an excitement plastered all over your
face, it's no surprise. You've been practically glowing the moment you crossed the doorstep. To be
honest, he's sure you've been impressed as soon as you got out of the car and saw the
neighborhood.

You've been back from Busan for three days when the owner of the apartment you're interested in
finally gave you the date to go there and have a look. Of course he agreed when you asked him if
he's going to accompany you. He promised you he'll be there for you. And so he is.

The building is unique and so is the apartment itself. The owner told you you could bring your
own furniture since there's no bed, couch or anything you were forced to sell because of what
happened with the other apartment. It doesn't bother you for sure, he's sure of it because he knows
you're excited to furniture it again. You're also excited to have a place of your own, even if it's still
a rented apartment but unfortunately, you can't afford to get a mortgage nor do you want to do that
at the moment.

Jungkook knows all about your plans, you've talked about them a few times.

So when he sees happiness, hope and excitement – there is no reason why he should lie to you.

"It's great. I love it." he smiles and you almost squeal in another excitement but you're trying to
contain it.

The owner seems to be nice – in his forties – living nearby with his wife and kids. He loves this
apartment so much that he didn't want to hire any real estate agent. He could've easily avoided any
other responsibility but it looks like he cares about who's going to live in his apartment. He even
tells you – amongst telling you every important information about the apartment – how this was
the first apartment he was able to buy. He lived here with his girlfriend who's now his wife.

"It's small enough for four of us, so we had to move out when my wife got pregnant but trust me. If
we all could fit here, we would be living here." He told you which made both of you chuckle.

"I would say this place is wonderful for a young couple." Mr. Hwang – as he introduced himself to
you – butts in while your eyes widen.

"Oh no, we're not–this apartment is just for me." you explain, Jungkook looking around completely
unfazed by the assumption. Don't people always assume something?

"Oh, I'm sorry!" He's quick to apologize.

He had no way to know it's only for you. Well, you did contact him about being interested but you
never really shared information about you being the only one who would live there. And to be
completely clear, you came here with Jungkook which wouldn't have to mean anything at all – but
his assumption isn't this huge mistake.

Still, you find your cheeks getting warm as you assure him it's alright.

Mr. Hwang excuses himself when his phone starts to ring and he leaves you both standing in the
middle of the living room.

"Why do people always have to assume whenever a woman is seen with a man, they have to
automatically date?" you hiss once he's away.

You turn to Jungkook who looks at you with big eyes, before they narrow into thin slits as he
laughs at your showing annoyance.

"Doesn't that bother you?"

Jungkook cracks a grin, "I don't care what people think." he shrugs causing you to groan.

In reality, Jungkook understands your frustration and it's not like you're overly frustrated because
of it. Observant and maybe a tad annoyed is the right definition.

"Stop with the sour face."

His brows shoot up as he looks at you confusingly. "What sour face?"

"You really don't want me to move out?" you ask him with a grin, slowly making your way in his
direction as the teasing begins and Jungkook is aware of it. Which is why he responds with a roll of
his doe eyes.

"I'm happy you found your place."

"That's not what I'm talking about," you point out, giggling when he narrows his eyes at you in
annoyance. "Would you really want me to take up your office? Come on, we both know it wasn't
ideal."

"I like having you as my roommate," he informs and then cracks a grin, "Even if you take up my
office space."

You nudge him in his chest causing him to laugh. You bicker a little, especially by trying to pinch
or grab one another. That's until Mr. Hwang comes back, apologizing again for having to take the
call. It causes you to act like proper adults instead of kids bickering with each other.

When he asks the important question, you share a look with Jungkook and despite his previous
words, he encourages you with a smile and soft nod which makes you look excitedly at Mr.
Hwang.

"Yes. I'd love to live here."

The next few days are hectic.

Not only are you about to move into your new apartment, there is loads of stuff to be bought and
ordered. Jungkook helps you every step of the way, even driving you to all the furniture shops your
mind comes up with. Not mentioning he's the one carrying the heavy things and disassembling
your bed.

You feel bad though.

As per usual, he assures you it's okay and he's happy to help. You both know you have no one else
who would do this much for you. Jimin and Taehyung would try but – do they even know how to
disassemble a single bed? They would probably mess around the whole time.

All of this happened fast.

Mr. Hwang told you you could move in right after the contract has been signed and you paid the
deposit. You wouldn't want to waste any more time than it's necessary. So you started ordering the
furniture pieces you need, having them delivered to your new address. Everything should arrive
tomorrow and today happens to be your last day living in Jungkook's apartment.

Despite your excitement and anticipation of decorating your new home, you do feel sad gathering
all your things and packing them back to the boxes that were never thrown away.

Jungkook isn't the only one who got used to having a roommate.

If it was anyone else, you're not sure if you would feel comfortable with them. With Jungkook,
everything is different and even if this was for the time being, you felt comfortable and his place
felt like home to you.

Not going to lie. You will miss his amazing bathtub and shower.

"You can come take a bath anytime you want."

That's what he told you and brought a smile to your faces.

"Should we do anything special? Celebrate?" Jungkook asks as he wipes his forehead with the back
of his hand.

"Hm, what do you have in mind?"

It's already evening – too late to make any big celebrations. Do you even feel like celebrating?
You've both been back to working, even Jimin and Taehyung have been busy with their jobs.

"Take-away and maybe a glass of wine?" he suggests, not really having much to offer considering
the time. None of you are in the mood to get dressed up and go out.

After a whole day of working and then packing as soon as you've gotten home – to Jungkook's
place – going out is out of the question.

So take-away and a glass of wine it is.

You both clean up, wiping all the sweat from the entire day. While you're in a shower, Jungkook
orders food after checking with you and even though you've agreed – you're still touched to see
your favorite food which happens to be Korean food from a local restaurant. It's the one that's
slightly pricey but worth every penny.

You talk, mostly about tomorrow's plans since you have to wake up early to get to your new place
where the new furniture will be delivered. Jimin and Taehyung are supposed to come too to help,
which you appreciate. They wouldn't take any of your words for a "no", insisting on helping you.
Well, you didn't protest too much. Four people do more work than just two – you're sure Jungkook
is the one who's got the most work.

The wine tastes nice and you're on your second glass when you feel your face getting a nice warm
temperature. It suddenly makes you oddly sad to be sitting in Jungkook's kitchen, almost like
saying goodbye which is ridiculous.

Jimin was right.

You're bad with changes.

You never denied it.

And this is one of them. You know you will bounce back once you're alone, but now having
Jungkook close and thinking you won't be waking up every morning knowing there's someone else
there, feels sad.

You also know how fortunate you're when it comes to finding this apartment. And for it to be only
yours. Most people have to have a roommate, if not more than one. This opportunity feels like a
sign for the universe and you should be joyful about it. You are. But you will miss this.

Once you're done, teeth brushed and tucked in Jungkook's bed, there's something unspoken
lingering in the air as you both lay in the room with lights off. With your bed already ready to be
taken to your new place tomorrow, Jungkook's bed seems like the best option for you and who are
you not to use this opportunity. You hate to admit how much you enjoy simply being next to him,
a nice feeling before you will have your bed all to yourself and you'll be left alone.

A couple of minutes of constant staring at the ceiling slowly turns to shifting, you sigh as you rub
your face. On the other side of the bed, Jungkook turns to face you as the thin sheets rustle around
him. You thought he fell asleep by now.

"Are you okay?" he chuckles, causing you to do the same when you realize you haven't been very
subtle at showing your lack of exhaustion.

The thing is that you're tired, especially from the wine but somehow you can't fall asleep. It's
nothing unusual since it happened to you quite a few times.

"Are you nervous about the moving process?" Jungkook asks softly as you turn to your side to
properly face him, a hand tucked beneath your cheek as you give him a sigh.

"No. Not really, I'm excited." you admit, "I just can't seem to be tired enough."

"You know... I'm proud of you. I don't think I've told you that these days." Jungkook says as your
brows shoot up in a silent surprise.

"Proud of me?" you breathe out a chuckle.

"Mhm," he hums, "I know you felt like a nuisance which is far from the truth, I know you hate
relying on someone else but look at you. You've found yourself a new place, you've got a good job
and you're doing good."

Your heart warms up at his thoughtful and caring words. They feel like the greatest balm onto your
beating heart. To hear someone is proud of you – you don't get to hear that often – is something
that makes you nearly emotional and you hold back any tears that might come out.

It's not Jungkook's intention to make you cry or him wanting to turn into a sappy person in the
middle of the night. He's warm and caring when it's needed but he doesn't say this kind of stuff
often either. So it makes you cherish this moment even more.

"Thank you." you whisper softly, smiling at Jungkook who you're not sure can even see you.

A gentle sound comes out of his mouth, the one who tells you he has smiled back.

A sudden urge to pee interrupts the moment though and you groan, informing Jungkook about
having to use the bathroom. He laughs while you make your way to the bathroom. Once you're
done, Jungkook seems to be still fully awake which isn't much of a surprise. You didn't expect him
to be asleep in two minutes – which you wouldn't put past him too much.

You lay back on the bed, adjusting your pillow before your head falls back onto the soft material.

Not even five minutes later, you groan once again rather loudly, slapping your arms at your sides as
Jungkook cackles silently. Standing up, you make your way to the kitchen when you turn on the
dim lightning. Opening the fridge, you take out the cold bottle of wine that you and Jungkook
haven't finished. You pour yourself a glass of wine, hoping for it to tire you some more.

Sipping on the wine, you try not to think about how depressing you must look like – mentally
laughing at the image. You've got no thoughts, just simply enjoying the taste of wine and your last
night at this place.

A sound of soft footsteps follows and a moment after, Jungkook joins you in the kitchen with
squinted eyes as he scans you and the glass of wine in your hand. "You okay?" He cracks a grin as
you silently giggle and nod.

Are you? You're not sure because of the lack of clothing he's wearing. You swear you could stare
at those abs all day.

"Just can't sleep."

"And wine is going to help?" He grins, wrapping his fingers around your hand as he tilts the glass
in his direction as he takes a sip. Lips in a straight line for a second, he tastes the flavor on his lips
while his eyes flicker to yours, waiting for your answer.

Too preoccupied with staring at him, you realize you haven't responded as you avert your gaze and
crack another grin. "Should it not?"

He leans against the counter, arms crossing over his chest and biceps bulging, you choose to take a
sip to distract yourself. But trying to distract yourself in Jungkook's presence is almost impossible,
especially when he opens that dirty mouth of his.
"I could've tired you out in a much more sophisticated way."

The wine almost gets through your nose and with a hand over your mouth, you're trying not to
choke as Jungkook shoots you a pleased smirk.

He might've caught you off guard, but you can't deny what could possibly be a verbal act of
teasing, does to you. Your body heats up at his suggestion and instead of scolding him, you decide
to play his own game. That's what the two of you do, right? Tease each other until you properly act
on it. You wouldn't mind that outcome to be honest.

"You could've. I don't know why you didn't suggest it while we were in bed." you hum, turning to
him a little as you swirl the goldish liquid in your glass.

Jungkook's eyes spark with mischief and amusement, tongue poking his cheek. "I don't need a bed
for that though."

One point for him.

"Hm, really?" you muse, biting your lower lip as you finish the glass and place it back on the
counter.

Stepping closer to him, you're face to face as you confidently place your palms over his buffed
exposed chest. The skin is warm and soft, edging you to feel him up until you have enough.
Controlling yourself, you focus on his eyes instead while something rolls in the pit of your
stomach. Palms giving him soft caressing, staying solely on his chest, you mimic his tiny smirk.

"So you could ruin me?" You recall what he told you.

The truth is, you haven't forgotten and you've caught yourself thinking about it too many times.
What are Jungkook's boundaries? What does he want to do to your body? Perhaps if this was any
other man, you wouldn't be so adamant on finding out. But you trust Jungkook with every fiber in
your body, there's nothing but curiosity, excitement and lust.

Something flickers in his gaze, a recognition of his once said words as he stares you down
amusingly.

"I know what you're doing."

"Hm, what am I doing?" you ask, playfully glancing at him once again as you catch yourself
staring at his chest, where your hands caress it.

"You little minx, you know." he chuckles, "You're trying to provoke me."

"Oh, I do?" you feign innocence, chuckling at yourself right after while you and Jungkook share a
knowing look.

This constant teasing and provoking is what makes your body heat up. It's hard not to squeeze your
legs together as a wave of arousal washes through you.

Jungkook leans down, hands on your lower back as he squeezes your sides, inching his face closer
to yours. His nose touches yours and you're embarrassed how quickly you're prepared for the kiss.
But the kiss never happens and Jungkook decides to play with you for a while, nudging his nose
against yours before he opens his dirty mouth again.

"You horny?"
Groaning and ignoring his laugh, you slap his chest and take a step back. "You just ruined it."

He laughs louder, rubbing his nose before he catches you before you can walk away, turning you
with your back facing him. He presses you against him, your ass touching his crotch while he
squeezes your hips once again.

"What's ruined can be fixed."

And then he delivers a soft kiss to your jaw.

"That's very debatable." you breathe out, turning around as much as you enjoyed his lips on your
skin.

Wanting to gain at least some kind of dominance, you press him harder into the counter as you
raise your brow at him in challenge. A tiny smirk comes to your lips. Your hands no longer stay on
his chest, making way down to his abs that flex under your touch and you let out a breathy chuckle.
Jungkook's watching you, cocking his brow at you when you glance at him. He's waiting for your
next step and deciding you want to make him react, you cup his groin as your thumb caresses the
head hidden beneath his boxers.

He wasn't expecting you to do that, therefore he flinches at the sudden and straight-forward touch
and your lips curve in a silent win.

"What? You think you're the only one with tricks up their sleeve?" you tease, his doe eyes
narrowing as he licks his lips.

He tucks a strand of hair behind your ear and you feel your walls of short-lived dominance and
power falling down. Especially when he flickers gently your chin with his index finger.

"Not at all."

"So?" You raise your brow in impatience again.

"So, what?"

You roll your eyes while he tries to hide a smile. "I'm starting to think you're all talk, Jeon."

His brows shoot up before he nods with his lips pursed in a mocking manner.

"Yeah, you are. Talking about ruining me, then saying I'm not ready. Whatever that means... and
then you don't do any–what the hell?"

Tucking his arms behind your thighs, in one swift movement you're thrown over Jungkook's
shoulder. He tries to stabilize you through your yelps and once you're safe, he starts walking to his
bedroom.

A rush of excitement overcomes your body and just when you giggle, a slap is delivered onto your
ass which shuts you up.

Before you can say anything, Jungkook kicks the bedroom door ajar and sets you onto his bed.

"You want me to ruin you?" he asks, standing at the end of the bed as he stares down at you and
your disheveled appearance due to your shock.

Walking to his nightstand, he turns off his night lamp and you get a perfect view of his darkened
eyes.
"Isn't that what I asked for?" you breathe out, not hiding how breathy you got all of a sudden. The
adrenaline and lust do their job.

"I will ruin you until you cry." It sounds like a promise.

"You sound confident." you comment, smirking as he frowns before he hovers over you.

Not responding, he starts kissing your jaw slowly continuing down your neck as he tugs on your
oversized shirt but he doesn't urge you to take it off. Nor he says anything once he pulls away,
giving you a subtle smirk before he plops on his back in the middle of the bed. He lowers down
onto the soft pillows.

"Come here."

You sit up, confused and curious, and make your way towards him as he ushers you to get on his
lap. You do, trying not to stare at the slowly growing bulge between his thighs while he licks his
lips.

"Sit on my face."

"Pardon?"

He laughs silently, making himself even more comfortable with your weight on him. "Sit on my
face."

You know what that means. Despite not trying it before, you're not a clueless person to these
things. You just can't believe you're actually hearing him say it.

"I know it's cliché to say this but... wouldn't I suffocate you? Because I'm not sure if I can hold
myself up for too—"

"Y/N, baby," he sighs, "Just fucking come sit on my face."

"Okay." you repeat, releasing a nervous chuckle as you stare down at your shirt.

"Take it off. All of it." he prompts you and you listen.

His eyes never leave your figure, watching silently the entire time you undress right in front of him.
He eyes you up and down as if you were the finest meal, even though he has seen you naked more
than any of the men you've been before. Men – if they can be called that.

It's one of the things why it works so well between you and him. He makes you feel comfortable
and confident in your own skin. There might be times when you're nervous, wondering what he's
thinking about you or your body, though he never gave you even a reason to question him about
that. Jungkook might be great at hiding a lot of things, but voicing how much he likes sex with you
is not one of them. You both aren't hiding this obvious fact.

He stares at your hardened nipples, before he watches you take off your underwear and toss it on
the floor. And then with the slightest smirk, he motions for you to get closer to him and finally sit
on his face.

You're impossibly wet, but rather than feel embarrassed about it, you get this boost of confidence
and dominance once you hover over Jungkook. He grabs you by the back of your thighs, moving
your heat right in front of his face as he takes in the sight. Licking his lips, he briefly tells you to
grab onto the headboard.
His hot breath fans you between your thighs and you shudder, your hands grabbing the wooden
headboard before he pushes you down onto his face. You gasp, both from the shock and
indescribable feeling of Jungkook's mouth on you. His nose pokes your clit, tongue gathering the
wetness before his mouth starts to move.

You're trying to hold yourself up, somewhere in the back of your mind still thinking about not
wanting to physically hurt him but as soon as you move even an inch from his face, he growls and
pushes you down.

"Holy shit."

Jungkook's mouth is preoccupied, therefore there is no time for any verbal reactions but even then,
he hums pleasantly against you and you swear you hear him moaning in the middle of it.

Back arching and body moving on its own, you start grinding against his face while your knuckles
turn white from how hard you're gripping the black wood. Apart from this being a completely new
sensation and experience for you, you would give Jungkook the highest rate there could be. Losing
a track of time and focusing on the pleasure, you inform him of being close to reaching an
awesome orgasm that could easily tire you out.

Your body tenses, barely comprehending what's happening around you or even outside of this
apartment, you're waiting for the sudden snap of the knot that's sitting in the pit of your stomach.

But as easily the hunt for orgasm has come, it leaves even quicker once Jungkook stops moving his
mouth and pushes you up. Your face is curled in mortification, worried you might've suffocated
him and the fit of scolding is on tip of your tongue once you quickly check on him.

However – despite his heavy breathing – you're met with his glistening face and mouth curved in
satisfaction. "You're not cumming that easily, baby."

You get off him, staring wide-eyed with an open mouth, you stutter over your words. Is he
seriously in the mood to deny your orgasm? You wanted to play but this is now what you had in
mind. But before any complaints could make it into the thick air, Jungkook sits up and wipes his
face with your shirt that's been laying on the edge of his bed. He tosses it on the ground, focusing
on you once again as he grabs you by the back of your neck and kisses you harshly.

Annoyance comes and goes as soon as you feel his soft pillows, tasting yourself on his tongue. He
hums into the kiss, detaching your lips despite your whines.

Leaning his forehead against yours, you're too close to kiss him again. As if he could read your
mind, he chuckles raspily as he gently shakes his head.

"Jeon, just fuck me." you whine, pouting at him which makes him laugh again.

"I will," he promises, gently giving a rub to your chin with his thumb. "Do we need a condom?"

He asked what?

Surprised, you pull away slightly to stare at his face to make sure you heard him right, but the
same question lingers in his dark awaiting eyes.

"You heard me right," he assures you, chuckling again as he can't help but find you both funny and
cute. "Do we need a condom?"

You don't realize what weight his question holds, though it's pretty simple. He's asking you if you
want to act upon your desire now. The one that's been on your mind for what seems like forever.
Maybe now it's not the right time to be thinking how much you appreciate him asking you
beforehand, even though it's a bare minimum you would discuss anyway. But still, he's waiting for
your answer and the call is completely up to you. You're the one holding power.

Knowing you could easily say no for whatever reason, Jungkook has definitely a pack of condoms
hidden somewhere. He's letting you know he's fine with either.

"Are you sure?" you ask silently, trying to shake yourself out of the shock as he gives you a gentle
smile that almost melts your heart.

"I am," he confirms, "Are you?"

This being the last night you actually live together, it does seem like a nice way to say goodbye to
you being roomies, a way to celebrate it perhaps. Or it's just your stupid thoughts but whatever it
is, you've known your answer right after he asked it. All the possible arguments with yourself or
annoying overthinking is pushed aside.

"We don't need it." you confirm this time, ignoring how excited you're getting by the thought.

"Then lay back for me."

You do, staring at the ceiling for a second before you watch him make his way out of the room.
Confused and baffled, you mentally sigh in relief once he comes back not even a minute after,
showing you the sex toy in his hand.

"Why?" you ask simply, giggling when he tosses it next to you and hover over you with a toothy
grin.

"You'll see."

Opening your mouth to complain, he shuts you up with his own mouth as he gives you a few very
needed kisses as he pulls away. You rank your hands down his chest and to the hem of his boxers,
pouting a little.

"I wanted to have my own fun with you." you shamelessly admit, making him laugh.

"Some next time, yeah?"

"But why?" you whine, rubbing him through his underwear just to find him fully hard.

"Oh, you're impatient, aren't you?" you tease and he rolls his eyes, poking you in your rib as you
giggle.

"That might be the reason. But I also need you to be fully present. You can choke on my cock some
other time."

You choke on your spit, slapping his bicep as he hides his face in the crook of your neck to hide his
smile. He gently bites you there, a low hum making it out of your mouth. Despite his words, you
still sneak your hand under his boxers and give him a few pumps. He lets out a breathy chuckle,
looking down at you through lust filled eyes.

"You just can't help yourself, can you?" he chuckles.

"Nope."
The smile on your face doesn't last long, how can it when in one swift motion, Jungkook turns you
over and harshly puts your ass up, hands gripping the soft flesh. His breath fans over the side of
your face before his lips brush against your ear. "Is this how you want it?"

Honestly, you don't care in what position he puts you in. As long as he finally fucks you.

"Yeah. Just please, do something." you whine a little, perching your ass up much to his
amusement.

He palms your ass. "Last chance, Y/N." Jungkook reminds you, causing you to lift your face up as
you glance at him.

Blowing out a slow breath, you crack a tiny grin. "You want me to change my mind?" you tease,
but raise your brow while you wait for his answer.

"Just reminding you because there's no going back."

The only reason he's reminding you of this is because of you. At the beginning, you had a hard time
admitting out loud you want him like this. Most people probably don't take this seriously just as
much as you do. You've been unsure from the start, though the excitement and curiosity has been
piqued. You're responsible, always took precautionary measures – both of you did – because you're
not in a position to risk anything. Jungkook and you don't sleep with other people, that's the whole
point of you hooking up together in the first place. But you both still made sure you were safe.

But now you're about to take that part of safety away. It makes you a little paranoid, considering
Jungkook's previous situation but it's not fair to compare it to that. That's what has been stopping
you from fully saying fuck it and just do it. But you want to do exactly that.

Why is this even a big deal?

People have unprotected sex all the time. You and Jungkook know each other, and trust each other.
He's not a stranger. You'll do this one time and you're done. You'll quench your curiosity,
excitement and thirst – everything will go back to normal.

You're done overthinking this. This is what you want. What you both want.

And Jungkook is still here, making sure he won't possibly ruin things. He wants to check in with
you, even now when you're seconds from pinning him to the mattress and doing things your own
way.

"I know," you whisper. "I don't want to go back. I won't."

He studies your face for a second longer, leaning toward you as he presses a gentle kiss to your
shoulder blade. You shiver, arching your ass as it brushes over his length making him chuckle at
your anticipation.

"Alright, let's do this. Let me ruin you."

"I'm all yours." you comment amusingly, facing forward as Jungkook lets out a soft laugh.

Fuck, this is really happening. Your heart is racing when you hear Jungkook taking off his boxers,
going back to his previous position that is behind you. The mattress dips under his weight and
knees, hands gripping your ass as he spreads your cheek apart. Cool air hits you between your
thighs, your core aching for him and only him. Fuck, you've never wanted him inside you this
much.
"You're dripping baby." he says as the tip of his fingers touches your wetness, rubbing you up and
down which makes you let out a shameless whimper.

"Don't comment on that, it's embarrassing." you manage to choke out, cheek pressed back against
the sheets while your breathing quickens up.

Jungkook breathes out another chuckle, "I find it hot."

He retrieves his fingers, something you only feel and ready to whine again, you're interrupted when
you hear a humming sound coming from his lips as he licks his fingers off. Holy shit. There's no
time to look back, to see the devouring sight that's stolen from you because of your position. All is
forgotten when the long awaiting friction suddenly comes, the head of his cock poking your clit as
he smears your wetness there. You're a fucking mess.

Embarrassed to admit this, you're already close to cumming and he has barely done anything.
You're not kidding, you're going crazy because of this.

One hand on your hip to hold you in place and get a good grip on you, his other hand is wrapped
around his cock as he aligns it with your hole. Holding your breath, your whole body tingles with
anticipation and excitement. And then finally. The head of his cock presses against your opening,
sinking inside you as your wet and warm walls stretch around him. Since you haven't been
stretched before this, the pressure brings the greatest pain and pleasure at the same time and holy
fuck, it feels like you're in an entire different universe. You feel every inch of him, everything you
haven't felt before because of the stupid barrier in form of condoms. And even knowing that he's
still pushing himself inside you, you know it's going to be freaking hard to go back to condoms.

Whole body shuddering, you let out a low, almost inaudible moan into the sheets, gripping them in
your fists as Jungkook finally fills you to the brim. Oh my god.

"Mhm, fuck." he mutters behind you, his cock twitching inside you.

The completely new feeling comes rushing down on you as your whole body crumbles down,
walls clenching around his thick and hard length as you shamelessly grind and let go. This has
never happened to you before, the realization not hitting you until you calm down from your high.

"Holy fuck. Did you just cum?" Jungkook asks in awe, hands gripping your ass even tighter.

Fuck, you really did.

It's more than clear to him. He could never mistake your orgasm for something else. But rather
than tease you about it, he finds it hot and has a hard time controlling himself.

His cock is nestled deep inside you, still stretching your walls and despite your previous orgasm,
your thirst is not fully quenched.

"Fuck." you moan into the sheets.

"You're so fucking hot. I might bust my nut." The idea of him doing it, filling you up feels so
forbidden and dirty. The feeling that it brings is unexplainable.

He feels you clenching around him, arousal coating his entire cock and it makes him wonder.
"Fuck, does that idea excite you?"

You're even dirtier than he thought. You never fail to amaze him.
He knows he can't expect any sort of response from you, your body calling to him and he decides
to listen to it, delivering you the pleasure he promised he would. So with one swift movement, he
pulls out enough for the head of his cock to stay inside you as he thrusts back inside. You can't
speak, no words escaping you to tell him how fucking good that feels but he knows it. He sees how
your body reacts, he feels it.

He groans, tilting his head back as he starts snapping his hips into yours, fucking you just like he
promised. His lower abdomen hits your ass cheeks as the sounds of your skin meeting fill up the
air. It's nothing you've ever imagined or dreamed of. This is way better. Breaths coming out as
moans, you swallow hard when you catch yourself almost salivating at the sensation and friction.

There are no words exchanged, both of you barely able to speak as keeps his pace and hits all the
right spots. You feel him almost in your stomach, the dominance of his thrusts bringing you pain
and pleasure.

You're close to losing it. You nearly do but then Jungkook halts all his thrusts, pulling out before
he puts you onto your back.

He has never seen you so fucked out already. But your eyes are on him, surprised at the sudden
change but the lust filled in them is unmistakable. He's glad he left the lights turned on, or else he
wouldn't be able to admire what a pretty sight you are.

The same thing goes for you. Jungkook is driven by the lust, his entire face glowing as he traces
his tattooed hand over your chest. Taking you by your thighs, he pulls you closer to him – fast and
harshly – spreading your legs as he aligns with your opening again.

You both stare at each other, Jungkook dropping his eyes between your bodies for a second before
he pushes in. His eyes stay on you, your own fighting to close as the same and most addicting
pleasure rushes through your entire body. But you force and keep them open, both of you moaning
as he fills you up. The angle is different this time, his cock pressing onto the opposite side of you
and you swear if you pressed on your stomach, you would be able to feel him.

However, you don't dare to move. You're too scared to cum again and you're not sure for how long
you can go before your body shuts down.

He grips you by the back of your thighs, keeping his hands there as he starts fucking you again. He
watches you with dark and lust filled eyes, biting onto his lower lip harshly when you grip the
sheets beside you, turning your knuckles white. With each thrust he makes, your breasts bounce,
his eyes shifting between them and your own eyes before he averts his gaze to your bodies
meeting.

He's watching the way he disappears inside you, his entire cock glistening with your wetness as it
drips down your ass and his balls while your clit is swollen and nipples perked up. Holy fuck.

"You like it?" he asks, finding his voice that comes out way raspier than you both expect. "You
like feeling my cock like this, huh?"

"Mhm, yes, fuck." you moan, shutting your eyes in pleasure as your mouth stays open.

You're left gasping, no other words leaving your mouth when he pulls out, just to press your thighs
together and angling your legs to the left, as they stay pressed against the mattress before he enters
you. The change of the new position makes you see stars, your teeth biting into your lower lip
harshly as he's rougher this time. He's hovering over you, hands beside your body as your body
shakes with pleasure.
It's safe to say you're in a complete another world right now. The amount of pleasure you're
experiencing right now – you've never had that before and it feels so fucking good that it has your
eyes water. You can't even make out what you're saying, every word coming out as a moan or gasp
instead. But you're not loud. You're not screaming your lungs out, informing all the neighbors
about your doings even though Jungkook could care less about that.

Instead, the sounds you make are soft and almost innocent like, it makes Jungkook go feral
because you're anything but innocent in this moment. You're so fucked out, completely swallowed
by the lust and approaching orgasm. You feel like a fucking trophy. Any guy having a woman in
their bed acting like this would feel like the king of the world.

He grips the side of your face, your eyes slowly opening as you share a look. You get even tighter,
Jungkook's hips halting for a second before he continues the same pace. Hand lowering to your
neck, you grip his wrist and prompt him to wrap his hand around it. That's exactly what he did.
You can't remember when was the last time he had his hand around your neck, the memories of it
are almost faded as he gently applies pressure.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

He's careful, you know he is and he never squeezes your neck to the point you would have trouble
breathing. Yet his hand feels heavy and it has your eyes rolling back. I'm close, you want to say but
fail miserably.

Despite Jungkook's roughness, he's still delicate in other matters because he knows. He's watching
you the entire time, listening to your body and your orgasm approaching doesn't go unnoticed by
him.

"Cum around my cock, baby." And that's all you need for you to let go, not even five seconds after
he says it that your whole body tenses before the knot snaps inside you.

He hisses, feeling you clenching around him uncontrollably as he keeps his pace until he's forced to
slow down and eventually stops once he sees you overstimulated. Pulling out, his cock slaps
against his stomach, red and angry.

You open your eyes, finding Jungkook watching you as you give him a lazy smile. "I'm in heaven."

A rumble of laughter leaves his mouth, leaving you giggling as well as he brushes a few strands of
your hair off your face. "Are you okay?"

"I'm fucking great," you hum, catching the cocky and pleased smirk he gives you. "Give me a
minute."

He leans on his knees, trying to ignore his cock screaming for attention as your eyes shamelessly
stare at it. "You sure?"

"You wanted to ruin me, no?" you joke, Jungkook's lips twitching as he cocks his head to the side.

"Aren't you ruined?"

To be honest, what state you're in is not what he had in mind. There is still more he's got prepared
for you, but he wouldn't want to push you past your boundaries. You already look like you're
fucked out, but considering you're cracking a grin and talking to him seems like you're doing fine,
still high from the mindblowing orgasm.

"'m fine. You can ruin me some more." you grin again lazily, making your legs more comfortable
as you stretch them right in front of him. In your defense, it's not about flashing him but not
wanting to have a cramp from the position he had you in.

But you still enjoy the way his eyes avert down between your swollen cunt, a cum mixed with your
arousal dripping out of your hole. He makes you feel sexy. Especially when he looks up, meeting
your gaze as you give him a sheepish smile, not embarrassed by what he sees. Because it's all
thanks to him.

"Come here." you tell him, motioning with your finger to come closer as he arches a brow.

He hovers over you, silently watching as you wrap your hand around his neck while the other
brushes over his chest. And then you say with the silent and most delicate voice; "Kiss me."

"You want to kiss?" he amusingly asks, pecking your lips even though a peck wasn't what you had
in mind and he knows it. Teasing sh–

But he kisses you again, this time his tongue brushing against yours as he fully devours your
mouth. "Have to get into the mood." you inform him between the kisses, using the moment for you
to catch a breath.

"Mhm, you're no longer in the mood?" he hums against your lips as you giggle.

His hard cock brushes against your entrance and you have to control yourself from whimpering.
You're all hot again, definitely not done for tonight but you're still very sensitive.

Jungkook's breath fans over your jaw, teeth nibbling onto your jaw as he says in a low tone. "We
can arrange that."

Just when you think he's about to kiss you, he shoots you a smirk as he inches down, eyes still
locked with yours. It's until he focuses on the swollen mess between your thighs and gives a gentle
kiss to your clit. You gasp, flinching from the sensation as he looks up from between your legs to
check your reaction.

"Think you can take it?"

Can you?

You're not sure what possesses you, you know you're still sensitive down there and need a little bit
of time to recover but you nod, spreading your legs even more, inviting him to continue. And god,
he does. He has no mercy on you, attaching his mouth onto your cunt as he starts eating you out.

He grabs you by your thighs, mumbling a deep; "Stop running."

Not even a minute later, the complete lust comes back and there's no trace of overstimulation as
you grind against his mouth that's been doing wonders. Your hands are uncontrollable, gripping
and tugging onto Jungkook's hair as he growls into your center, listening to your pleas.

"I can't. I can't. I need you inside me." you plead between your moans, two orgasms already
overcame which can't be said about Jungkook, who has put your pleasure first.

That's not fair, you think. Besides, you want him inside you again.

Jungkook pulls out with his chin completely drenched in your wetness, the sight making you gulp.
He wipes it with the back of his hand, smearing some of it onto the sheets as he straightens up,
pumping his cock slowly with his eyes set on you.
You rest onto your elbows, lifting yourself while you watch him jerking himself off. You just can't
seem to pull your eyes away.

"Are you gonna spread yourself out for me or you just want to watch?" he smirks.

Ignoring his cocky attitude, you can't even react as you gulp down the saliva that gathered in your
mouth. You sit up, shifting your eyes to his gaze as you turn around and get back on all fours.

"Fuck," You hear behind you. "You're the death of me."

Proudly smirking, you throw him a pleased and cocky look across your shoulder. "You love staring
at my backside that much?" you tease.

Both of you know it's you who loves this position. Both of you do actually, but this time it's you
who does it automatically.

One of the rare times you get to tease him and actually feel like you're doing a good job, is when
Jungkook shamelessly shows his admiration or whatever it is. He's not ashamed to compliment you
or show how much he loves fucking you. But it's this never ending game between you two, one
you always lose because Jungkook is one step ahead of you. Whenever you feel like you've won,
he does a checkmate.

Just like now.

He slaps your asscheek, chest brushing against your back as he hovers over your ear and says with
the lustful voice full of desire. "Shame I can't see your pretty face though."

Your body grows hot at that, cheeks flaming hot at the blunt compliment that makes you clench
around nothing. This is the time where you've no idea whether he says this kind of stuff to make
you all hot, to fluster you or because he really means it. Whatever he's doing, it's working and
you're practically willing to do anything for him at this moment.

You haven't had many sex partners in your life to begin with, but none of them had such a dirty
mouth and power to say such things to you. Damn, some time ago you never even knew this was
your kind of thing. Jungkook has taught you so much, but most importantly you learned much
about yourself thanks to him. Maybe he's not even realizing it but you are.

There's no beating around the bush, no more talking as Jungkook guides his hard cock to your
opening and slowly enters you again. He lets out a pleased sigh, followed by a silent moan from
you as your walls welcome him again. The sensation feels like the first time all over again.
Someone would think you got used to it, this being the second time Jungkook enters you with no
protection and barrier between you, but no. You can't get used to it, meaning it feels just as
amazing when he entered you like this the first time.

One hand on your hip to hold you in place, he gives your asscheek a rough squeeze as he moves his
other hand up and grabs you by the back of your neck. He gives you no warning this time, though
maintains his gentle manner when he starts thrusting into you. You writhe beneath him in pleasure,
moaning his name and pleas as he picks up the pace and makes your body grow even hotter.

Beads of sweat coats your skin, your mouth open in an absolute pleasure and desire. He keeps
holding you down, getting needier and rougher with his thrusts while you can't even think straight.
When you thought your eyes were watering before, it's even more intense now as your tears start
pricking your eyes. He lets go off your neck, delivering your ass a proper slap and you lift yourself
up, gripping the sheets beneath you as tears stream down your cheeks.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck." you cry out. You've never heard yourself to be this desperate before. Let alone
for a man. Sex does wonders. Jungkook does wonders.

"Fuck, look at me." he says, ushering to meet his gaze as you barely angle your face to look at him.

He leans what seems like toward you but you're mistaken when shortly after, you hear a familiar
buzzing and before your fucked out mind can comprehend what he's doing, he's pressing the sex
toy against your clit. A new wave and uncontrollable pleasure washes over you, leaving you
sobbing loudly while Jungkook curses behind you. His eyes are shut, head leaned back as you get a
clear sight of a line of sweat trailing down his neck and chest. He opens those dark lust filled eyes,
your eyes meeting again and that's the final end for you.

He has officially ruined you.

You've never cum harder, your body on fire and trembling as your walls squeeze him repeatedly as
you squirt all over yourself. Jungkook audibly curses again, growling when your orgasm dies down
and you have barely any strength to hold yourself up. It all happens quickly as he pulls out of you,
gets you on your back as you stare at him through teary and exhausted eyes. He jerks off quickly,
throwing his head back and cums with the deepest moan, spilling all over your stomach and chest.

Both of you sweaty and chests heaving rapidly, Jungkook hangs his head low as he looks at you
through his fringe falling onto his eyes, some of the strands sticking to his forehead and face.

It's hard to describe exactly what you're feeling. Your heartbeat is in your ears, your chest hurts
from how you're trying to catch a breath and amongst this all, you feel like you're ten seconds from
passing out.

Even through his harsh breathing and his own need to calm down, he gets closer to you and cups
your face. "Are you with me, baby?"

Baby? What's he thinking? He has already ruined you, there's no need for more.

You give him a brief nod, your eyes closing.

"Shit."

Why does he sound so alarmed?

"Look at me baby."

You do. You're aware of what he's saying, you're not literally passing out but your body needs a
minute or two to recover. You just can't seem to properly react.

You're met with concerned eyes as Jungkook squeezes your cheeks to get a proper look at you.
You lick your lips, letting out a tired and amused chuckle. "Thought you killed me? You're not
gonna get rid of me so easily." you say completely exhausted, sounding like you could be high or
wasted.

He only stares, a beat of silence before his whole face and body relaxes as he lets out a sigh and
chuckle of relief. Still, he lets his eyes linger all over your face as he watches you. You crack a
smile, wiping your forehead with the back of your head as he brushes your hair off your sweaty
forehead.

"You squirted all over me." he teases lightly.

"You came all over my stomach. We're even." you joke, getting a warmed sound laugh from him.

"You cried." he comments, wiping your cheeks. "It was hot."

"You ruined me." you comment back with a tired chuckle.

"You wanted to get ruined."

"Hm, I did." you hum.

He cracks a smile. "I'll bring you water, alright? I'll be right back and wipe the mess off you."

"Mhm." You close your eyes again, feeling like you can breathe again as Jungkook rushes out of
the room to get you the water.

He comes back not even a minute after with a glass and a towel, ushering to sit down and drink the
whole glass. You do as he watches you every second, barely blinking. Rolling your eyes, he does
the same before he starts wiping his cum from your stomach and chest. He moves to between your
thighs shortly after, cursing under his breath when he sees how swollen you are. You start wincing
as soon as he starts.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." he apologizes quickly, wincing as if it hurt him too when the overstimulation
is too uncomfortable.

He goes away to toss the towel to the laundry basket and comes back shortly after wearing shorts,
finding you sitting on the edge of his bed. It makes him laugh at how innocent you look, despite
you're still completely naked.

"I'm going to shower." you announce before he gives you a dubious look.

"Will you manage by yourself?"

"Yeah." you tell him, standing up too abruptly which makes you stumble.

He quickly moves to catch you, biting back a laugh when you're about to take a step and wince.
You shoot him a glare, silently telling him it's his fault. The soreness you currently feel between
your legs is making it hard to walk. You're so sore already, wondering how the hell you're going to
walk and function properly tomorrow.

Jungkook lets you go, leaving you to wash yourself as you embarrassingly limp to the bathroom.
When you're in the shower, palms against the warm and wet tiles, you replay everything that has
happened. You can't believe you and Jungkook did this. You bite your lips to prevent yourself from
squealing, washing away all the sweat and body fluids off your body.

In the midst of it, Jungkook knocks on the door and brings you clothes, leaving after he checks on
you.

After Jungkook's turn to wash himself, he joins you in the bed where you're dozing off. "So, what
are you sayin'? Did you like it?"

"Honestly?" you ask, nibbling on your bottom lip as Jungkook hums. You chuckle at yourself as
you admit; "It's gonna be hard to use condoms again."

Why the hell did you just say that? You mentally scold yourself. Now you sound like you don't
want protected sex. Perhaps you're overreacting because Jungkook never sounds like you assume
things will be different. You both know it's responsible for you to use them again. It was never
spoken but it's clear this was one time thing.

"And how are you feeling?"

"So fucking sore," you complain, whining. "I won't be able to move in tomorrow! This has been
your plan all along, right? Admit it." you joke, making him laugh.

"You got me."

You both laugh, tiredly and lazily until your laugh dies down. "Kook?"

"Hm?"

"Do you think, um... how to say it?"

"Just say it."

Argh! This thought crossed your mind while you were showering. You feel content. You're not
exactly paranoid and surprisingly, you're not freaking out over having sex without condom. You're
happy and you wouldn't change your decision. You regret nothing.

Fumbling with your fingers on top of the freshly changed sheets, you bite the inside of your cheek.

"Do you think maybe I should buy a morning after pill? Just in case..."

Jungkook stays silent but gives his answer seconds after. "If it makes you feel better," he says
lightly.

You're on birth control, you haven't missed your pills and you have no knowledge if you can still
take a morning after pill. Groaning, you reach for your phone and start doing your research in the
middle of the night.

"Okay. It says here there's no need since I'm on the pill." you inform, not even sure if Jungkook is
awake before he hums tiredly in return. You roll your eyes at him. "Yah!" you whisper harshly.

"Relax. I didn't even cum inside you."

"Okay but there's always a chance!" you exclaim as Jungkook sighs.

"That would have to be a fucking luck, that's all I'm saying." he mutters into his pillow, turning
with his back to you. Men.

He had luck in that department, you think. He was surely having sex with her more often,
unprotected for sure and you're also sure he finished inside her most of the time. Argh, why the
fuck are you thinking about this and their sex life?

Groaning at yourself, you lock your phone and place it back onto the nightstand. It's better to
finally surrender to exhaustion, hoping you'll at least get a good sleep despite the throb and
soreness between your legs. Everything's going to be just fine.

"Oh shit! This place is actually nice!"

Looking at Taehyung in a silent offense, you snort at his huge grin as he looks around your new
place. Boxes are everywhere and most of your things don't have their own place, but it looks pretty
good either way – especially if Taehyung says it with an impressed look while Jimin joins him.

"I know, right? Come on guys, I will show you around."

"Where's Jungkook?" Jimin asks as Taehyung snaps his head in his direction.

"In the bedroom, assembling my bed again." you laugh, feeling actually bad for him to do that
again since it's not that long when he did it at his own place.

Taehyung laughs, though it sounds forced which makes you narrow your eyes at him as you
silently question him. "Why are you so awkward?"

"Come on, let's go." Jimin says, placing his hand on your back as he leads you further down the
apartment.

You glance confusingly at them before shaking your head. What's wrong with them? They meet
Jungkook after you give them a quick tour and shortly after, they help you unpack some of your
stuff. Taehyung and Jimin stay in the living room while you keep hopping between them and
Jungkook who is soon done with your bed. You order three pizzas for all of you, a nice gesture as a
'thank you' that they decided to help you because you couldn't do it without them. They're a huge
help.

Although, Jimin is surprisingly quiet and when you went to check on them earlier, you found him
and Taehyung bickering. If that's what it was but they quickly went silent once they spotted you.

You're not sure if Jungkook has noticed it but he hasn't said anything so far, quietly munching on
the pizza with pouty lips and big eyes. You steal glances at Jimin who barely says anything and
Taehyung is surprisingly quiet too, even though he tries to break the silence with awkward small
talk or jokes which aren't like him.

"What's with you?" you ask, interrupting Taehyung in the midst of his 'casual joking' as he shuts
his mouth and puts it into a straight line before he sighs.

The empty boxes of pizzas are gone, ready to be thrown out once there will be more boxes to take
outside. You bought beer for all of you as well, wanting to have a mini-party with them at your
new place.

Jimin's eyes don't look too different and his face doesn't say much which makes you question his
unusual behavior. You're clearly missing out something and even Jungkook studies Jimin with
scrunched brows.

"You're being suspiciously quiet today." you voice out your thoughts, seeing Jimin giving you a
look – one that confirms your assumptions.

"You guys are quiet today too." he points out and you make a weird face because he doesn't make
any sense.

"We've been literally talking almost every minute." you chuckle, giving him a weird look.

"Yet you never mentioned you guys are hooking up again." he bluntly calls you and Jungkook out,
noticing the edge in his voice as you feel your stomach drop. For a second, you're assured you've
heard him wrong and you must be hallucinating.

You awkwardly choke on your spit, glancing at Jungkook who's simply staring at Jimin but you
see surprise in his eyes too, though his reaction is more subtle and controlled which can't be said
about you. Jimin leans against the couch, lifting a brow at the both of you as you look at Taehyung
whose face is burning with guilt. And you don't need any more answers because you give
Taehyung an unimpressed look.

"It happened! I'm sorry guys!" he quickly exclaims, shooting his arms all over the place. "I got
drunk and somehow–"

"Somehow you managed to tell him about this." you deadpan and Jimin sighs next to Taehyung.

"Don't get angry at him," Jimin says calmly, "Why didn't you guys tell me?"

You press your lips together, feeling bad for not telling him sooner but in fact, there weren't many
opportunities. You didn't want to tell him such a private matter like "Oh, and by the way me and
Jungkook are hooking up" – not that he has to know in the first place. But being friends with them
for years now, you learned that you guys tell each other many things.

"We wanted to." Jungkook butts in, saving you from having to explain yourself through guilt. He
sounds casual – not making it a big deal and you appreciate that. Jungkook has always been better
at these things. You let your emotions get the best of you.

"And to be fair, Taehyung only knows by an accident." he adds, pointing out some important facts
as Taehyung snorts.

"Yeah, found them in the kitchen with Jungkook's hands all over Y/N's ass." he snorts again and
you shoot him a glare while Jimin scrunches his nose.

"I waited the whole day for you guys to tell me," Jimin says, "It's not like I'm mad at you for not
telling me. But do you guys think it's a good idea?"

"Huh?" you blurt out as Jimin scowls.

"You are seriously hooking up?"

"Isn't that what we are talking about?" Jungkook mutters while Jimin shoots him a glare.

"You guys are gonna ruin your friendship." Jimin informs. Your mouth hangs open while
Jungkook scoffs at Jimin's sharp words while Taehyung gives Jimin an offended look as if those
words were aimed at him.

"Jimin–"

"No, they need to hear this. You've been best friends for years, the thing you did before was
fucking stupid but this? You're choosing to just sleep with each other? You're seriously willing to
risk your friendship for sex?"

Jimin words are sharp but they hold a truth to them as well. It's everything you're afraid of too but
you convinced yourself this is just a period of time where you have fun. You and Jungkook made
sure it's pretty chill and casual. And just like with your friendship, not many people fully
understand you.

Jimin isn't particularly rude or sounds angry, he's just blunt and serious which is enough of a shock
to you. He's always been soft spoken, even if honest, and you know he means well. Despite his
words, his eyes remain somehow gentle even if there's a pinch of seriousness.

And you're left with no words leaving your mouth, taken aback, wishing that you could react
somehow. But right now, it feels like a slap to your face from Jimin.

"I don't see how it's any of your business, Jimin-ah." Jungkook says, stealing a glance at your
distraught face.

"Of course it's not. But you two are being reckless, so I'm just reminding you."

"So they fuck, and what?" Taehyung deadpans, "Let them have their fun."

"Taehyung-ah, excuse me but the only thing you know about relationships is fun. That is if that
even can be considered as something related to a relationship."

"Yah, fuck you!" Taehyung exclaims and you would snicker at that under different circumstances
for sure. "You suddenly got a girlfriend and you think you're a master of relationships? Just let
them be. It's their decision and stop scaring them."

"I'm not scaring them," Jimin shakes his head with a chuckle before he looks up at you, his features
softening as his eyes keep jumping between you and Jungkook. "Guys, I just think you need to hear
this. And to be honest, I'm shocked to know you've been doing this for god knows how long. I
thought you're smarter than that but you're fucking risking and that's the end of it."

"We have it under control." Jungkook informs him.

"Yeah, don't let those words bite you in the ass later." Jimin reminds him with a whistle which
makes Jungkook frown and you stare at the two of them.

"Can we stop?" you speak up, slapping your knees in the process as you gain their attention.

"Y/N," Jimin says softly, inching closer to you as you stare at him with big and sad eyes. "You
guys are totally entitled to do whatever you want. I just don't want you guys to ruin your friendship
with this. I've thought your friendship is precious and special, not this special."

Your cheeks heat up. "And it is special." you whisper.

It's clear that Jimin doesn't approve any of this and you're aware that he is right. There are many
risks you took – both of you – but in the end, you want to do this and you don't want to overthink it.

"You and Jungkook know the best, so I'm not gonna butt into this any more than I already have. I
just want you guys to be reasonable and smart."

"Well, thank you for your input but we got it." Jungkook clasps his hands together and you crack a
grin as the atmosphere loosens up a little.

"Yeah, they got it. Let them fuck." Taehyung shrugs and all of you burst into laughter.

"Can we not talk about this? Or make a big deal out of it? Me and Jungkook are fine, still best
friends, right?" you say, looking at Jungkook who leans back and nods in your direction.

"Yeah, besties for life." He sends everyone a 'peace' sign as Jimin laughs while shaking his head.

"Right," Jimin nods, "Just don't hurt each other, okay?"

"I would never." Jungkook says immediately and you can only agree.

Jimin opens his mouth as if he's about to say something but then he closes it, changing his mind at
the last minute. "Alright, you guys know what you're doing." he ends the topic with a simple
sentence and all of you leave it at that.

"Okay, those two fuck each other, shocking. But we still haven't met your girlfriend. What is even
her name? Does she exist?" Taehyung cocks his brow at Jimin who suddenly turns a little shy,
grinning as he licks his bottom lip.

"She exists," he laughs, "Her name is Rin." he answers casually.

"Wait? Where is she from?"

"Japan."

"Oh my fucking god!" Taehyung rolls his eyes. "Let's pray she is nothing like Kiko then."

Your hand is over your mouth immediately while Jungkook frowns at him and Jimin looks
offended.

"How did you meet her anyway?" But Taehyung remains unbothered as always, waving his hand as
Jimin clears his throat.

"In a club?" Jimin asks as if it's not obvious. "We weren't spending our free time on other places
too much." He reminds him as Taehyung utters 'True'.

"Wait," Taehyung suddenly stops. "Is she the girl you fucked a few months ago? The cute
Japanese?"

Jimin's face reddens and all of you get an answer as Jungkook smirks, trying to hide it by tracing
his fingers over his lips.

"Taehyung-ah."

"Look at you, getting all shy. I think I'm gonna be sick."

All of you burst into laughter, well excluding Jimin who pokes his elbow into Taehyung's side.

"Well, I think it's cute." you butt in, trying to save Jimin in this situation but all you get is a snicker
from Taehyung in return.

"What's cute about it? He fucked the girl once and now he's dating her."

"Hey! You find love in all places."

"Yeah, yeah," he waves you off. "I heard Japanese females are loud and whiny in bed. Is that
true?" he asks straight-forwardly and shamelessly stares at Jimin and Jungkook.

"Haven't you fucked a Japanese woman?" Jungkook asks instead, arching his brow as Taehyung
rubs his chin in a deep thought.

"Yeah, I might've. The one or two I fucked were, so that's why I'm asking. Are all of them like
that?"

The man has no shame.

"Taehyung." you mutter his name, scrunching your nose at the topic as he defensively looks at
you.
"What? Are you whiny and loud too?"

You gasp, slapping his shoulder before Jungkook speaks up; "She can be."

It's the fact he says it with the utmost confidence and pride, your entire face feeling like it's on fire
as you scold him loudly.

"Ew, I really don't want to hear about my two friends fucking. Thanks." Jimin mutters in disgust as
Taehyung grins.

"You all are getting too soft." Taehyung comments, still with a grin as you roll your eyes.

"And you're getting too annoying, nosy–"

"Alright I get it, I get it." Taehyung shuts you up with his palm over your mouth. You lick his skin,
expecting him to pull away but it's like he awaited you to do it because he doesn't pull away.

He grins instead and says; "Mhmm, more." He fakes a moan before he starts laughing like a maniac
when you start slapping his arm, his hand eventually letting go off your mouth.

"Oh, I almost forgot!" Taehyung suddenly jumps to his feet, giving you a curled smirk before he
walks to his bag. "I brought you, uh, think of this as a housewarming gift."

"I didn't know we were bringing anything." Jimin mutters, pouting a little as he sheepishly
scratches the back of his head while Jungkook frowns as well.

"You guys don't have to–what the fuck?!" you exclaim, your mouth hanging open as Taehyung
turns around with a pair of pink and fluffy handcuffs, twirling them on his index finger.

It's an understatement that all of you stare at him as he comes up to you with a smirk and tosses the
handcuffs into your lap as you stare at the object as if you have never seen it before. You never
held one in your hands, that's for sure.

"Don't worry, they're new. Not used." Taehyung assures you, plopping on his previous spot as you
glance at Jungkook who stares with big eyes at the handcuffs, just as surprised as all of you, before
he relaxes and leans back into the chair.

"Wow, thank you for your thoughtfulness." you mutter dryly as Taehyung snorts.

You tuck your index over the opening, letting the handcuffs hang in the air as you inspect it.
Tilting your brow at Taehyung, you give him a questioning look as he grins and shrugs.

"Just wanted to give you something fun."

"Yeah, and what's more fun than a pair of handcuffs?" you beam sarcastically as Taehyung grins
even more.

"Right? A proper Taehyung gift!"

"I've got no words." Jimin mutters while you place the handcuffs next to you as Jungkook
suddenly reaches for them.

Staring with an open mouth, you watch him twirl it in his hands as he shoots you a grin. "Thanks
Taehyung, they'll come handy."

You ignore how much your body buzzes with a newfound excitement, rather focusing on the noise
Jimin makes. A noise of disgust and annoyance as his whole face scrunches in one.

Deciding it's better to redirect the attention to somewhere else, you stand up and usher them to help
you with the remaining boxes as they grunt but obey. That's why they're here after all. To help you.

Jimin and Taehyung start bickering, Jimin scolding him for even thinking of buying you such a
thing and considering you know what he thinks of your arrangement with Jungkook, he surely
voiced his opinion about it to Taehyung too.

Jungkook is the only one who's still sitting on his previous spot, now that the guys went to your
bedroom it leaves you two alone. You catch the handcuffs from Jungkook's hands, trying not to
melt at how lustful he looks with his legs spread and lap looking inviting.

"I will take this." you tell him, sounding tempted and teasing as Jungkook watches you with the
biggest smirk on his lips.

"Be my guest."

You hear behind you as Jungkook follows you in your tracks and you give yourself a few deep
breaths before you have to face your friends, and most importantly Jungkook, again.

Your friends leave late at night, apart from Jungkook who kindly decides to help you organize your
small kitchen. Of course, Taehyung couldn't help but tease you on his way out, not forgetting to
yell "Have fun" as Jimin cringed and tugged him out of your place. He didn't forget to imply
Jungkook is staying at your place tonight either.

Despite your friend's teasing, he's still planning to go back home.

"You know, don't listen to Taehyung. You can still stay the night, it's late anyway." you speak not
even a minute after they're gone, putting the cutlery to its designed storage box in your top
cupboard.

It's not that big of a problem for him to get home. His car is parked in front of your building and
the drive to his home is not even that long. On another note, you've been organizing and moving
furniture all day until you decide to have a little hang-outs in between, which mostly consisted of
you pouring the guys drinks and eating some snacks. It's a simple idea, one you're not against and
from the looks of it, Jungkook is not either.

He still decided to stay a bit longer, helping you with your kitchen so you can start using it
tomorrow morning with no problem. "I thought you wanted to get rid of me."

The teasing tone of his voice makes you crack a tired chuckle, giving him a short glance before
you get back to your task.

"It's impossible to get rid of you, Jeon Jungkook." you joke, "I kinda like having you in my life
though."

"Is that so?" he hums, cocking his brow teasingly.

"Mhm." you laugh, shutting the cupboard as you move onto the next one below where the rest of
the kitchen tools will be.

He finishes placing plates in one of the cupboards, moving onto mugs and glasses where you
assigned their place.
"Listen," he starts, clearing his throat. "About what Jimin said... are you okay?"

Besides moving into your new place being the top event of today, Jimin finding out and then
giving you a lecture was big enough of an event itself. It's not something that is easily forgotten
and even after that conversation was over, it still lingered at the back of your mind as you mildly
felt embarrassed. You've never had that. You never felt embarrassed to do your own thing with
Jungkook, no matter what anyone else would say.

Taehyung is the most supportive friend when it comes to this. Perhaps it has something to do with
his own choice of lifestyle, but it doesn't matter. He still gets it. Sure, Jimin never intended to make
you feel embarrassed and he's pretty much clueless about your inner feelings his words brought in
you. His words still made more damage than you want to admit.

Glancing at Jungkook, you find his concerned eyes on you, the same ones you were staring at
yesterday when you had a memorable moment together.

"It's just... he was a little harsh with his words and I wanted to check on you."

You know what he means. It's exactly what you were thinking about just a moment ago. Jimin is a
reasonable friend. Incredibly caring too. Whereas Taehyung is up for any fun and loves freedom,
supports freedom. Both of them are right in their own ways, you don't deny that.

"That was expected of him," you give him a forced chuckle, one that Jungkook easily detects and
makes his brows furrow. But it's not something to worry about and you make sure to let him know.
"I get what his point was."

"Yeah, I think we all gathered that." Jungkook mutters, making you snort.

"But what about you? Are you okay?"

"I can handle Jimin anytime." he answers, grinning while he makes you laugh.

Jungkook handles most things better than you. He's far more collected and doesn't let too much
stuff get to him. Even though Jimin rooted some sort of doubts inside your head, you and Jungkook
know the best how things truly are between you.

"Are you staying the night?" you ask, changing the topic after coming to the conclusion that you
have no interest in overthinking this any longer.

Jungkook brings you peace and the trust between you is stronger than anything else.

"Do you want me to?" he teases.

Groaning, you throw your head back. "You really want me to say it, huh?"

"Hm, maybe."

Rolling your eyes at him, you purse your lips. "You're free to stay here. It's late anyway."

Jungkook lips twitch in amusement, though he doesn't comment on you purposely not saying it.
"Fine. But I gotta wake up early."

"Early for what?"

"Gym."
"Oh my god. For real?" He really wants to wake up early for a gym?

He doesn't look offended by your lack of excitement for his healthy and active life-style at all.
Rather than that, he finds it funny.

"Yeah. And then I've got one afternoon photoshoot to do."

"Okay, then we should go to bed. I can finish this tomorrow." you tell him, shutting the cupboards.
He doesn't protest, both of you simultaneously letting out a yawn which makes you both laugh
again.

It's been a long day and after taking a shower with Jungkook joining you in your bed shortly after,
you fall asleep in a matter of seconds. You don't tell him but you're truly thankful for not only his
help but his presence too. Whatever the reason behind him staying is, you're glad you're not your
first night here alone and you have him by your side. Even when he's not there when you wake up,
leaving you a note beside your bed.

"Gonna miss you roomie. Enjoy your new place and see you soon. – Kook"

The next time you see your friends is a few days after you've moved into your new place. The
constant back and forth between trying to plan the camping trip in the group chat has caused you
enough headaches throughout the week. It's not only up to you, Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung, but
also their other friends that are coming too. No one expected for this to be easy but finding the right
date, so everyone could go, has been the toughest task of the week.

Luckily, in the end everyone agreed on a date which happens to be the next weekend. You've had
enough time to make your place fully liveable, decorated it to your wishes while your bank account
is close to being empty. That's if you don't count the small savings you managed to not touch for
your friend's vacation that is yet to be discussed. You're already scared.

The four of you are about to discuss further details that don't involve the rest of the group as much.
It would be logical of you to go all together in one car – and that's how you thought it would be.

"Namjoon and Hoseok are bringing tents. And there's gonna be two rented caravans for some to
sleep in. So I agree with Y/N, we should all go in one car. It saves money." Jimin says after your
logical suggestion, which you didn't even think is up to debate because it just makes sense.

"Makes sense. Honestly, I don't care as long as I don't have to drive." Taehyung says, already
munching on the chips which Jungkook has tossed him a second ago, because the guy was too lazy
to get it for himself at his own place.

You've decided to meet up at Taehyung's place since it was the closest. All of you have to go to
work tomorrow, so there's no time to hang out like you usually do. You only met up to figure out
the entire trip, so you don't panic right before you have to leave. Plus, Taehyung is terrible at
replying to messages and so is Jimin sometimes.

"About that," Jungkook starts, scratching the back of his head as he earns everyone's attention. "I
sort of invited Ester too."

He did what?

The silence that follows seems like it lasts cruelly long, but it's only you because even though the
guys seem surprised by the news, they show no problem with that. Though that can't be said about
you because you're staring dumbfoundedly at Jungkook, wondering if you heard him right.
"Great!"

"Why did you do that?"

You and Jimin say at the same time, Taehyung slowly putting more chips into his mouth as he
stares at the three of you. Jungkook frowns confusingly, shrugging his shoulders as if not
understanding why are you questioning him which makes your annoyance bubble even more.

"It sort of came out."

Sort of... You can't with this guy. The little scoff you let out is enough to give him away your
thoughts.

"Isn't that so random though? It's a friend's trip. No one knows her besides you."

Not that you have anything against Ester. She's a nice girl and she never gave you a reason not to
like her, but Jungkook's random invitation to a trip full of friends is just totally out of the blue and
doesn't make sense. Even guys seemed surprised by it, but they decided not to comment on it.

"Then they'll get to know her."

It's Jungkook's bluntness and the look he's giving you that pisses you off and you have to hold
yourself from springing off the couch.

"I don't see any problem–"

You don't let Jimin finish, completely ignoring him. "You've known her for five minutes."

That makes Jungkook's brow lift up. "And?"

"Why would you invite someone on this trip?" you exclaim, trying to grasp the meaning of this.

The last camping trip was your first one with all of them. And you've been friends with him, Jimin
and Taehyung for years. Obviously, you were familiar with Hoseok and Jin but still, you knew
each other before you were invited. The exact thing happened on New Year's Eve.

It might not be a big deal of him inviting her, but it doesn't make sense considering it's last minute
and you're leaving in a few days. The amount of tents and caravans are already taken care of.

"I invited you."

That makes you gasp, "I'm your best friend!"

"Guys–" Jimin tries again but Jungkook shrugs again.

"She's my friend too."

Okay, that makes your blood boil. Is he really comparing you and Ester? You've no idea how this
even escalated to this but you can't seem to calm down, even as Jimin tries to butt in while
Taehyung tries to hide an amused grin.

"Where is she going to sleep anyway?" Taehyung speaks up, earning a "Thank you Taehyung"
glance but of course the idiot has to ruin it. "I mean, she could share the tent with me." he adds
cheekily which makes Jungkook scoff while you scrunch your nose in disgust.

"I will sort that out. I can always ask Namjoon if he has another tent, I'm sure he mentioned he has
more than two or he can ask someone. You girls can share the tent."

You haven't really spoken about who shares a tent with who, but you kind of expected it to be like
last time. Maya is also coming so she's going to share the tent with Namjoon, obviously. Then
there's Jin who is going without Jia since she's pregnant and doesn't want to join this time, so he
would share either the tent or caravan with Hoseok. Jimin and Taehyung shared the tent together
and so did you and Jungkook.

Not to get things mixed up, you don't really care who you're sharing the sleeping space with. But
the fact he's expecting you to share it with Ester because he decided to invite her all of a sudden
just calls for a conflict. It's the audacity he's showing that makes you open your mouth in pure
disbelief as you stare at Jungkook with a proper what the fuck written on yur face.

Also, not even Jimin decided to invite his girlfriend. His freaking girlfriend that would make a
bigger sense to come since she's actually close to someone out of all people.

He sighs, "It came up. She wanted to make plans with me on that very weekend, we talked about it
and it just came up."

"So you felt bad for her, so you invited her?" you question, arching your brow as Jungkook frowns.

"No," he says with the same frown, emphasizing the word. "Jimin wanted me to invite her
somewhere a long time ago. Guys seem to be okay with it and the only person who seems to have a
problem with it is you."

"Excuse me?"

"Oh shit." Taehyung mutters, straightening himself.

This whole situation is giving you a major whiplash. You and Jungkook barely argue, that can be
seen even on Jimin's and Taehyung's faces as they look genuinely shocked by the exchange
between you and Jungkook. You were fine.

You were texting and even Face-Timing a few times since you haven't had the chance to see him in
person since you moved in. You were literally joking just minutes ago. And you know you are the
one who has voiced your confusion, but you're not going to keep your mouth shut when you're
genuinely baffled over this news.

"I don't see any problem here, seriously."

It's the tone he uses that makes you too stunned to speak. He's looking at you as if you were the
enemy here and that kind of stings. He's here talking to you like this, looking at you like this for a
girl he barely knows and that's when you know what triggers your anger and annoyance even more.
You can barely remember times where Jungkook would be strict with you. The past few months
have been the greatest months in your friendship, and you're not talking about the sex. You joked,
teased each other, laughed... but now it's like you don't recognize you and him.

It's not that serious, just a change of opinions. But at this moment, you can't just keep your mouth
shut and move on.

You're jealous. Jealous that he's here ready to argue with you over a girl who's apparently his
friend. He makes you feel like you're the idiot here and you don't know, maybe you are but you
don't like how he's acting.

"It's last minute, Kook..." Jimin starts, giving you a side-glance. He's looking at you as if you're
about to jump and attack Jungkook. "But I'm sure it can be arranged. Girls can share the tent, sorry
Tae but I'm not sure Ester would be happy to share it with you. We don't want to traumatize her."

He tries to joke, laughing awkwardly while still giving you the side-glance while your frown turns
only deeper. Even Taehyung laughs and tries to fake disappointment from Jimin's words.

"I'm not sharing a tent with her." you stubbornly scoff, Jungkook glaring the hell out of you and
you're ten seconds from showing him your middle finger.

"You're being difficult. I don't know what's your problem with her, but she's a nice girl. You met
her."

"Share the tent with her then. Since she's your friend." You know you're being childish, you even
sound like it and you ignore everyone's eyes on you which makes you uncomfortable.

"I don't know if that's appropriate. Her sharing it with a girl is more appropriate."

You know he's got a point. But still, stubborn as you are, you fold your arms over your chest and
give him a sweet smile. "Should've thought about it before you invited her."

"Okaaaay, guys. There's no need to–"

"You're so selfish right now." Jungkook comments and you gasp.

"Kook, seriously." Taehyung mutters but you see red.

"I'm selfish? You invite your friend and I'm selfish because I don't want to share the tent with her?
Since when is she my problem? You invited her, you deal with it, Jeon." You're raising your voice,
though Jungkook doesn't look phased one bit as he scoffs and looks away, clenching his jaw.

"Fine. I will buy her a fucking tent if that's what it takes." Don't forget to fuck her in it. Wait, where
did that come from?

"I thought it's a friend's trip too. I mean, I don't really mind if someone invites a plus one. I get both
sides." Taehyung tries to reason.

Jungkook lets out a sigh. "I wasn't planning on inviting her but it happened. I don't see any big deal
in this."

Oh my god, you're done.

"Okay, then I'm inviting Yoongi." you say with an attitude, Jungkook's head snapping to yours
including Taehyung and Jimin.

You do regret saying it as soon as it leaves your mouth. Why Yoongi out of all people? What did
you think? But you don't back away. There's no way you will embarrass yourself even more than
you already have.

"Don't be ridiculous. You're being childish." Jungkook scoffs. Yes, you're petty and what?

"What? I thought we are allowed to invite friends."

"He is not even your friend."

"How would you know?" you bite back.

 "Oh come on!"

"Alright, calm down you two." Jimin frowns, looking genuinely concerned despite his frown.

"No, I'm starting to like this." Taehyung says with a smirk, looking excited to witness this as you
frown at him.

You stand up, straightening your pants as you give a look to all your friends. "Yoongi is coming
too."

"You don't even like him. Seriously, this is ridiculous." Jungkook can't help but speak up again.

You don't argue with him on that. Sure, Yoongi gets on your nerves most of the time but you don't
not like him.

"Just invite who you want and be done with this." Jimin sighs, rubbing his forehead.

"No, she just did that on purpose!" Jungkook exclaims, causing you to scoff.

"Mind your business, Jeon and better go figure out where your friend is sleeping." you remark.

Deep down you do feel bad because of Ester. She has done nothing wrong to you or to anyone you
know. You don't want her to think you don't like her and you do hope whatever happened here
won't reach her. God, you really hope Jungkook won't snitch on you. He wouldn't, right?

"Wait, where are you going? How are we gonna sort out the cars then?" Taehyung calls out to you
when you're on your way out.

You linger between the entrance of the living room and entrance hall, shrugging.

"We're gonna have to go with two cars anyway. So much for saving." he adds, grumbling.

"I don't know, I'll just go with Yoongi. Let me know how you arranged it. I'm going, I'm tired."

Taehyung's place starts to feel suffocating and you rush to put your shoes on, bidding them a sore
goodbye as you get into your car.

You're a fucking idiot. You smack your head against the headrest, closing your eyes as you rub
your forehead furiously instead, not wanting to smudge your make-up.

Great. You cannot show without Yoongi. You argued with Jungkook and let the most stupid idea
come out of your mouth because of... because of what exactly? Annoyance? Anger? Jealousy?

All of the above most likely.

But the aftermath of your argument in front of Jimin and Taehyung is not the only thing that causes
you another headache.

The thing is...

How the fuck will you convince him to go?

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“No.”

“But–”

“I said no. What's not clicking?”

You should've expected this response and reaction. Not even in your wildest dreams you imagined
this to go smoothly, the lack of sleep you've managed to get after yesterday speaks for everything.
Not only Jungkook and the argument your friends witnessed so openly clouded your mind and
made it difficult for you to surrender yourself to tiredness, but also wondering how you will throw
your idea at Yoongi the next morning.

This is all your fault and you shouldn't have spoken when angry and annoyed. The idea of inviting
Yoongi to your camping trip is not only stupid but it doesn't make sense either. To be honest,
you're aware of Jungkook's dislike toward your co-worker and he didn't fail to show it yesterday
either. That's why you stubbornly said he's coming too.

“He's not even your friend.”

Jungkook might be right about that, but you're going to prove him wrong. You will drag Yoongi
there whether he wants to or not, whatever it takes. You've been determined and pretty confident
until now.

You haven't even managed to fully explain yourself before Yoongi straightforwardly dismissed
you during the lunch break. Not only have you been bracing yourself to approach him, you feel
embarrassed how blunt and rude he is about it.

“You didn't even hear me out.” you exclaim, thanking God there are no other co-workers
witnessing this embarrassing moment of you ready to beg Yoongi.

“And I didn't have to,” Yoongi shrugs, taking a sip of his coffee as he cocks his brow in your
direction, silently challenging you which makes your blood boil.

Two people have pissed you off in less than twenty-four hours. And it's not because of your period.
Yes, you got it and you never thought you would be happier about it, even though there was a
really low risk in the first place. Still, it calmed down your nerves and you wondered whether you
should inform Jungkook about it, only because you were too relieved and excited. In the end, you
decided not to because that could be potentially weird. All of this was before your argument that
took place yesterday.

“I don't even want to know why you invited me somewhere. There has to be some kind of ulterior
motive for it.” He squints his eyes suspiciously at you while you roll your eyes at him.

“I know it's weird but–”

“Fucking weird,” Yoongi cuts you off, your mouth shut as you glare at him while he takes a calm
sip of his steaming coffee. “Now leave me alone so I can enjoy the rest of my lunch break.”
What would you do if you could just kick him in the ass for being such an asshole? You really
want to do that and for a second you contemplate on doing that, but then you're reminded what you
got yourself into. You're stubborn and you're determined on showing up with Yoongi.

“Yoongi!” you call out to him, your cheeks heating even in a bigger embarrassment how panicked
you sound.

But thankfully, he turns around and doesn't ignore you. However, he looks already tired of you and
he doesn't fail to not show it. Besides the dark hair that has gotten longer in the back and frames his
face, annoyance and tiredness does too. You're the unmistakable reason behind it.

Taking this chance, you rush back to him, too scared he's going to leave and leave you to your
destiny and humiliation. You won't give any satisfaction to Jungkook. It's petty and childish, but
you're not backing down.

Your next words are painful and you just can't believe you're saying them to Yoongi – out of all
people – but you have no one else to ask. “I need your help.”

His face remains stoic, doesn't give any sort of reaction and the longer he stays quiet with the
coffee in his hands, the more you feel like the floor could swallow you whole. You wish it would.
The idiot is never going to live it down once you actually explain things to him. Not that you will
give him a full explanation, but he won't believe you if you just tell him you want him there. Both
of you know that's proper bullshit.

“You need what? Say it again.”

Argh, this idiot.

You swallow down your pride, still throwing him a glare before you mutter through your clenched
teeth, “I need your help, you idiot.”

“Now, I don't like that. You don't call names, someone you ask for help. Bye.”

For fuck sake!

“Okay, okay! I'm sorry,” you whine, grasping him by his wrist as he follows your hand with a
frown which makes you let go. “I need your help, please.”

He studies your face, frowning before looking away in annoyance and a moment later, he lets out a
tired sigh. “What is this about?”

“I need you to come with me on a camping trip.”

“You said that before.” He points out.

You didn't exactly say that.

“I'm going on a camping trip this weekend, I want you to go with me.” Is what you exactly said.

“And my answer is still no.” He turns to leave but you jump in front of him.

“Can you please let me explain?” you whine, pouting which makes him scrunch his nose. You
don't wait for a response, knowing he really is about to leave if you won't do something quickly. “I
kinda told my friends you're coming and there's no going back.”

“And why would you do that?” He squints his eyes again.

Poking your inner cheek, you look away for a moment in a mere embarrassment. “I got into an
argument with Jungkook. He pissed me off and it somehow came out of me.”

“Ah,” he lets out, emphasizing his realization too much and it pisses you off. “So you're using me
because you want to piss your boyfriend off?”

To be honest, you completely get Yoongi and why he would never agree to this. He has no reason
to. Even if he could easily refuse because of you alone, he and Jungkook haven't ended on a good
note the last time you can remember. Bringing Yoongi with you could cause some serious
problems and it's only now that you think of the possible consequences. As long as both of them
behave, there should be no issue.

But the guys are welcoming and friendly, they surely wouldn't be rude to Yoongi and even though
he's an asshole, you wouldn't put him in that position of inviting him to somewhere where people
would be assholes to him. You're not that dumb. Jungkook can behave too, as long as Yoongi
doesn't provoke him but you wouldn't bet on it.

“He is not my boyfriend,” you grumble. “And no, I'm not using you. I think. I don't like the sound
of that.”

“So how would you explain my presence there if it's not to piss him off?”

Sighing, you scratch your temple. “No. I need you there because I said you will be there in the heat
of the moment. And I'm not giving him that satisfaction of showing up without you.”

“Wow,” Yoongi hums, “You're very persistent.”

You only stare.

“And stupid if you think I'm going.”

“Yoongi!” you whine, almost stomping your feet. “I will do anything you want. Please. The food is
free, I will pay for everything there and you won't have to pay for anything. Come on, you don't
want to spend the weekend in a nice nature with good food?”

His lips twitch in amusement when you're bluntly trying to persuade him. But the pride is out of the
window now. “Not really.”

You groan, “Our friends are coming too and they are really great.”

“I've got enough friends, thank you.”

“No, I meant you would have a great time there. And not mentioning you would seriously help me.
I'm desperate Yoongi, if you can't see. I'm practically begging you at our workplace, throwing
away my dignity. Come on.”

“I don't like camping.” he informs you, not showing any kind of interest of actually agreeing and
you're seriously close to crying. He's making it difficult for you.

“I will buy you breakfast or lunch every day for a week.” you blurt out, wondering what on earth
could Min Yoongi possibly want from you.

“A week? Is that how much my presence is worth?”

It's not worth even an hour, you want to say. But you clench your teeth instead and take a deep
breath. “For a month.”

“Hm, that's better.” he muses, taking another sip of his warm coffee now. The steam is gone, a
reminder of how long this begging has been going on for.

“So? What are you saying?”

“I don't know, Y/N. I don't really want to spend my free weekend with you and your friends.” he
admits shamelessly, completely ignoring your look of disbelief that turns into a glare.

“Trust me, I could imagine my weekend without you too.” you grumble and he leans his ear closer
to your face.

“What was that?”

Fucker . He heard you perfectly.

“Yoongi,” you beg. “Please.”

He stares at you, your foot impatiently and nervously tapping against the floor as you give him a
look of desperation. He has every reason to say no .

“Add coffee there too.”

You squeal in happiness, jumping repeatedly in place with your hands close to your chest and
you're close to hugging him. Yoongi winces at your disposal of excitement and relief, throwing you
an unappreciative glare.

“Thank you, thank you, thank you!”

Yoongi sighs, “Don't make me regret it.” he grumbles, brushing past you as you still can't hide the
smile.

“I will text you the details!”

“Don't bother!” he calls out, his back turned to you but you ignore him, too engrossed at your own
success of persuasion.

“Let me get this straight,” Maya stops swirling the straw, not hiding her obvious shock. “You
invited your friend because Jungkook decided to invite his own?”

“He's not my friend, more like a coworker.” you correct her.

You still can't believe you've managed to pull it off. Luckily, Yoongi never came to you to cancel
the whole camping trip like you feared. Still, you hope he will show up and won't bail on you last
minute. He is Min Yoongi. He is capable of anything and you wouldn't put it past him.

You and Jungkook still haven't talked since that day of your argument. What can't be said about
Jimin who showed his obvious confusion, not forgetting to give you another lecture through texts.
Taehyung called you both dumb but never really said anything else besides that. To say it this way,
you had no one to vent to and when Maya asked to hang out before the trip, you agreed straight
away.

She gives you a look, though she doesn't judge while she tries to wrap her head around what you've
just told her. She knows about Ester coming, Jungkook didn't forget to inform everyone in the
group chat that has been created purposely for this trip. It was two days after your argument and his
message made your eyes roll. Namjoon offered to help with the tent situation even without
Jungkook asking and you found yourself to be annoyed with him because of it. But you know that's
stupid because he's just trying to be helpful.

Why does he always have to save the day?

In two days you're leaving on this trip and the closer it gets, you wonder if coming at all is a good
idea. Maybe you could cancel it, fake sickness or something. But your friends would never live it
down. They would see straight to your lie, not mentioning it would be suspicious as hell.

“You guys are not talking now?”

“No, we haven't talked since that argument. We don't have arguments like that often and usually,
one of us reaches out first. But it's been days and nothing happened.” you explain, frowning at your
drink.

“You're both stubborn,” Maya infers, “This is a mess.”

She causes you to groan as you want to rub your face frustratedly, but it wouldn't be worth ruining
your makeup. “Don't remind me.”

“But things were fine before that, right? You guys are still…?” She trails off, doing a weird gesture
with her hands but you understand it immediately as your cheeks flush.

“Yeah, yeah everything was fine. But you should've seen him. Argh, this fucking sucks. I just got
so annoyed because he mentioned inviting her all of a sudden. We barely know her, he barely
knows her and he wants to play some kind of hero or something, I don't know. I simply questioned
him and he got annoyed, making me feel like the bad guy,”

Maya listens attentively.

“I mean, I wasn't a saint either. I am not a saint in this but he just got me so annoyed. The way he
reacted and looked at me. Even the tone he used.”

Maya watches you for a moment, a smile threatening to appear on her lips and it does. She tries to
hide it behind the straw but you catch it right away, giving her a look. “What?”

“Sounds like you're jealous.”

You groan loudly, throwing your head back. “I am not… jealous.”

“That sounded really convincing.” she sings out and you glare at her.

“I am not jealous romantically .” you elaborate.

“Has Jungkook ever had any other female friends beside you?” Maya questions, causing you to
shake your head.

“No, not that I know of. No. I'm sure he hasn't. That's if we don't count Jia but she's Jin's girlfriend,
well, wife now. She is also his ex's best friend but I don't think they're friends, friends if you know
what I mean.”

“Ah, yeah. I totally get that,” she nods. “Well, then it's more than clear.”

You pause. “What is clear?”

“He never had any other female friends beside you and now he does. You feel threatened, therefore
you're jealous.”

“I'm not threatened.” you chuckle, but the sound turns into a nervous one as your eyes widen. Are
you threatened by Ester? You're sure you aren't. Your friendship with Jungkook is special. He is
allowed to have other female friends.

Maya gives you a knowing look. “Maybe not completely. What you and Jungkook have… I don't
think he's ever going to have that with her. But still, you never really had to share him with anyone
else. Him inviting her is kinda out of the blue, but you're mainly jealous because you've always
been his only female friend.”

You can't say she's far off. You admitted it yourself, you did feel jealous but hearing her saying it
out loud to your face feels like a proper slap. You do regret acting like a child that evening, you
shouldn't have been so annoyed at him inviting his new friend. You're not possessive or overly
jealous. You never had a reason to be. But like Maya said, you never really had to share him. Not
only him but your friends too. The three of you have been close since you met them.

You've got a special bond and even though they've got more friends, you know none of them are
that close.

“Do you know how I know this?”

“Hm?” you hum, taking a sip of your virgin mojito to shake yourself out of your intrusive thoughts.

“I can relate to you,” she says, “I had this friend back home. We've known each other since
elementary school, we grew up with each other and I thought nothing could separate us. You
know, the usual childhood friendship?” She laughs at the memory, though she doesn't sound sad at
all.

That gives you a bit of relief for some reason.

“She found this other friend in highschool since we went to different ones. She started hanging out
with her more and more, I guess I felt threatened after a while. I was jealous. And I'm not the
jealousy type either. I never felt that way before, but I guess it happens when you have a best
friend. You get jealous, it's completely normal.”

Maya leans against the chair, giving you a brief smile.

“We went separate ways shortly after. I'm not saying that will happen to you and Jungkook!” she
quickly adds. “But we grew out of each other, I guess. What I meant to say with this, is that I felt
similar and you're not wrong for feeling jealous. We're humans for fuck sake. Sometimes we don't
understand each other and I see you kinda blame yourself for questioning Jungkook. But I'm sure
you guys will be fine. Some silly argument won't separate you.”

You almost tease her for getting too deep, but you know it would only be a facade to mask your
appreciation for her. She always manages to ease your nerves. She understands you on another
level. You usually have that with Jungkook. It's nice to have someone else too. What if Jungkook is
going to have that with Ester?

No, stop!

“He is allowed to have other friends. I don't want to come out as possessive.”

“And you're not,” she assures you. “It's something new for you. Don't blame yourself.”
You stare at her before a sad chuckle leaves your mouth. “You always make me feel better.” you
admit, causing her to smile at you.

“What are friends for?” she jokes, “But no really. I didn't say that because I'm your friend. I
genuinely think this.”

“Thank you.”

She leans her elbows on the table, peering at you with brown curious eyes. “Tell me about you
guys. How are you guys doing? Minus the whole argument, obviously.”

Knowing exactly what she means, you sigh and think it through. How are you and Jungkook
doing? You're not sure great does justice to what you're experiencing with him. Reasonably, you
wouldn't talk about your sex life with Jimin or Taehyung. Despite their openness and closeness in
your circle, it would be weird to rave about having sex with their best friend. Even more now that
Jimin knows and clearly showed his dislike.

“Jimin knows about us.” you inform her, filling her in with the latest news that involves your
relationship.

“No shit!” She widens her eyes as you give her a nod.

“Taehyung told him, accidentally but told him nevertheless. He didn't really have a good reaction
to it, but I guess I expected that.” you explain.

“Is Jimin not supportive? Or how would I say it? Understanding?”

“No, no. He usually is,” you quickly go to defend Jimin. “He was concerned about our friendship.
He just doesn't want us to ruin it.”

“Hm, I can understand that,” she hums. “But you two know what you're doing best. It's easy to
judge or have a say when you're an outsider.”

Maya is right. Jimin didn't mean to hurt you in any way, even though his words were straight-
forward and he didn't exactly go easy on you. The little doubt sparkling inside you is all his doing
and you realize his words have cut deeper.

After all, this is something you and Jungkook talked about. You settled on having fun on your own
terms, knowing it's not the most common thing – let alone it's not something you would imagine
happening two years ago. But you trust each other, you're honest with each other and if any of you
decide to end it, it's not going to be a big deal. This is something that is going to end eventually,
you're both fully aware of that. It's stupid of you to let anyone or anything to get between that.

And that's exactly what you're trying to voice to Maya who listens attentively and gives you a
reassuring smile throughout it all.

“I'm sure many friends or best friends sleep together. I don't think it's that rare.” she thinks out
loud.

“I would never imagine doing that with Jungkook. And it sort of happened… naturally? We weren't
supposed to exactly sleep together, that wasn't the goal or plan. We just left that open. He wanted
me to be comfortable with everything we were doing.”

“That's even better. That it happened naturally, I mean.”

“Two years ago, we literally cringed every time someone brought us, dating. I mean, we're not
dating but just the thought of kissing each other made us grimace.” you chuckle at the memory
which makes Maya do the same.

“Oh come on, you never thought Jungkook was a hot piece of ass before?” Maya arches his brow,
giving you a look of disbelief which makes you flustered.

“No!” you exclaim without even thinking about it. But she gives you the look which makes you
shift in your seat. “Okay, he was hot and I was completely aware of that. I have a pair of eyes,
alright?”

Maya smirks in response.

“But I saw it differently. He was my best friend and I never imagined doing anything even close
to–he was like my brother.”

“Oh, so he's not like your brother anymore?” she teases causing you to groan.

“That would be weird if I said he is considering…”

“Ah, considering he fucks you now. I get it.”

You glare at her, looking around to check if somebody has heard her but luckily, no one seemed to
be weirded out. Thank god you chose the table in the far corner. Maya really is like a female
version of Taehyung sometimes. Them and their big mouths.

“It's weird. We have–we have sex together but in other moments it's like nothing has changed. I
think that's why it works between us. We have sex but then we tease each other, and go back to
being best friends. I know it sounds weird but–”

“No, it doesn't. I get that. It's good that you guys don't feel weird.” she agrees.

“I trust no one like I trust Jungkook. I seriously can't imagine doing this with anyone else. I know
he would never use me and I do feel comfortable with him.”

Maya studies your face for a moment and just when you start to feel weird, she smirks at you.
“You're so whipped.”

You gasp, “No, I am not!” you argue.

“Whipped for his dick at least.” she continues while your cheeks feel like they're on fire.

“ Stop !”

“Hey, I'm supporting you!” she exclaims, leaning closer to you as she whispers. “Get that dick,
girl.”

You hide your face with your hands, not knowing whether to laugh or cry in horrification as Maya
laughs at your distressed state.

“I told you this before. I don't blame you. Jungkook looks like he can fuck well.” Oh, she has no
idea.

“Maya!” you laugh, her lips stretching to a big smile as she shrugs.

“What, I'm just honest!” she continues to laugh. “I don't think you would do this with him if he
couldn't fuck you properly.”

At least she lowers her voice as she says this but you're still mildly mortified you're talking about
this at a public place. Luckily, there's no one around you and that brings at least some kind of
relief. Not that you care if some stranger hears that you get fucked properly on daily basis. But
still, this is the first time you're experiencing this and you're actually talking about yourself, rather
than listening to someone else gushing about their sex life.

“Oh, you have no idea.” you mutter which catches her attention as she blinks through her long
eyelashes with a curious gaze. “I've never had such amazing sex with anyone else. I didn't have
many partners to begin with, but I still can compare it with my exes. No one even comes close to…
Jungkook.”

Maya squeals in excitement, stomping her feet excitedly under the table with her fists tucked under
his chin. “Tell me more!”

You give her a look of amusement, shrugging. “I don't know what else to say. Jungkook ruined me
for anyone in the future. I'm genuinely scared of that, Maya.”

“Scared?” she questions, noticing the way your voice drops.

“What if my future boyfriend won't be as good in bed? I know sex is not everything but fuck, with
Jungkook… I really hope there's someone else with that stamina and skills.”

“Hm, I had a fair share of exes,” she says. “I can really tell the difference.”

“No, don't say that!” you whine.

“Listen, Jungkook might be God between the sheets and all, but if you're having sex with someone
you're in love with… it's just different. Obviously, you must have the spark with them in bed too.
But if it's mind-blowing in bed, plus you love that person, nothing can compete with that.”

You hate how you automatically think about Jungkook and Kiko, wondering if he sees sex with his
ex like that too. It's not like anything Maya said is not true. It does make sense, but you've never
really dwelled on it before. But now that she brought it up, you hate yourself for thinking about his
previous sex relationship with his ex.

“I've never felt with anyone like I feel with Joon. The sex, oh my god, I never thought it could get
better and trust me, my previous ex was a beast.”

You snort, covering your mouth with your palm as her face brightens. You can't even think about
Namjoon and sex in one sentence. You feel like it's a sin but clearly, Maya doesn't mind to get
explicit about her own sex life with her fiancé.

Luckily, the waiter comes to grab your empty glasses when she finishes her sentence. You both
order another drink plus a cheesecake as a desert. Caramel one for you, raspberry for Maya. Just
when you think she's done with this topic as the kind waiter brings you your desert, she digs into
her cheesecake as she bluntly says.

“Have you guys tried anal? You should.” she says silently.

You inhale the cake in your mouth, causing you to cough furiously as Maya tries to hide her laugh.
What the hell?

“It's not for everyone but if you're prepared well, it's actually very nice.”
“Maya, seriously?” you deadpan, lowering your voice as she laughs. You don't mention Jungkook
hinting at this particular topic a few times. Now that you're thinking about it, you haven't heard
him bringing it up in a long time.

“Hey, why so shy now? Miss ' Jungkook fucks me so good '?” she mocks you jokingly, a laugh
escaping your mouth as you kick her shin under the table.

“I'm not sure if I'm interested in that… particularly.”

“You're missing out, but you do you.” she sings out as you roll your eyes.

“I would never peg Namjoon as…” you trail off, making a weird face as Maya laughs at the sight
in front of her.

“Girl, he looks innocent okay? I'll admit that but when it comes to sex… he's anything but
innocent.”

“I feel weird hearing this.” you comment, making her laugh again.

“Okay, then. What have you and Jungkook tried? If you're comfortable talking about this, of
course.”

Thank god this place is clearing out.

Not only has Jungkook managed to give you some indescribable orgasms, the best you've ever
experienced so far, but he has also shown you so many new things. And with what happened
recently, the most memorable thing right now is very clear to you.

“We… um, we tried–recently, for the first time we had sex without–”

“Oh my!” she gasps. “It's great, isn't it? I don't want to see condoms anymore.”

You cackle at that, slowly shaking your head. It's different with her. Her and Namjoon are in a
relationship, fuck they're getting married soon!

“It doesn't matter. It was a one time thing. It won't happen again.” you dismiss her as her smile
drops.

“Damn,” Her shoulders slouch as if this information somehow affects her. “I admire your
responsibility. I shouldn't admit this but I wasn't so responsible in the past. I wasn't dating some of
the guys too. Obviously, I trusted them and we were exclusive. I'm not proud of this but sometimes
we just couldn't control ourselves.”

Oh god. You're already having a hard time thinking about having sex with condoms. Not that it's
amazing either way, Jungkook is amazing at this but the feeling of– fuck .

“Maya, girl, you're not helping.” you nervously chuckle as she giggles.

“Has he…?” she trails off, making a gesture with her hand which has your cheeks heating up and
eyes widening.

“No!” you exclaim. “No,” you add more quietly. “We didn't risk that. I was already close to
shitting my pants like what if.”

Maya hums, watching you as you nervously trace the rim of your glass.
“Is it… how does it feel? I've never…” you admit, cheeks flushing as Maya gives you a comforting
smile, silently telling you there's nothing to be shy or ashamed about.

Clearly, she has more experience in this field and considering she has a fiancé, you really doubt
they have protected sex which she actually confirmed herself just a minute ago.

“I've heard it's different for every woman. Some don't feel it, some do. It depends on many factors.
I have to admit I experienced that with another guy before too, not only with Joon… but lemme tell
you it was freaking good every time.”

You mentally whine, trying to get that idea out of your mind. Jungkook knew what he was doing
when he pulled out. You also never even discussed the possibility of him cumming inside and deep
down, you know it's better this way that it never happened. You can't entertain this idea for any
longer, no matter how this has been your sexual desire too. You only came out clean trying to have
raw sex. You never mentioned the next part, already feeling like what you were asking of him is
enough as it is.

“I was more irresponsible at this than you. Honestly, I don't know what I would do if I ended up
knocked by some guy that wasn't even my boyfriend. I was wild back then. But many people do
this. I really doubt most people that aren't even in a relationship have protected sex. As long as
everyone's clean of course.”

That's true. You heard many of your friends back home talking about this. It's one of the reasons
why you've always been responsible about this. They were having sex with their boyfriends back
then, all of them were clean so the only problem was the risk itself. And you're not talking about
the risk of catching STDs or something.

“You're on birth control, right?”

“Yeah.” you confirm.

“It's worth the try, trust me.” Maya shrugs. “You said you trust Jungkook. You're exclusive and
you're having the sex of your life with him. Just saying.”

“I don't know. I don't even know how he would feel about it.” you mutter, almost whining at the
thought. No, no, no. You can't be thinking about this. Silly Maya and her sex experiences.

“Trust me, guys love it.”

You shut your mouth, slowly shaking your head.

“Yeah, but Jungkook…” you trail off, hinting at what happened to him. You never talked about it
with Maya but she knows, most likely from Namjoon. Everyone in the group knows by now, they
just don't talk about it. Probably not wanting to make Jungkook uncomfortable, plus there's no
reason for them to talk about it. It's none of their business.

“That happens once. It doesn't have to happen again, Jungkook knows that Y/N.” Maya says softly,
“I understand why you guys would be hesitant and it's totally up to you. I'm just speaking out of my
own experiences.”

“Yeah…” you mutter, taking a long sip of your second mojito. “We're arguing at the moment
anyway. The last thing I want is to think about sex with him.” You don't like arguing or fighting
with him. Sex is the least of your worries right now.

“Oh, you guys will make up, trust me.” she muses with a knowing look that makes you playfully
roll your eyes. “Anyways, I'm excited for the weekend. We're leaving in two days. It's my first time
going with you guys! What should I pack?”

The rest of the hour is spent with you talking about the weekend, though you can't help but feel
nervous each day it gets closer.

Yoongi hasn't bailed on you. Surprisingly.

You don't think you've ever wanted to see him more than when you had spotted him waiting for
you in front of his apartment building. Even when he bluntly ignored your greeting and insisted on
going with his car instead. Swallowing down the offense once he eyes your vehicle, you're forced
to put your stuff in his car.

Not that information of where Yoongi lives now changes things. However, it does feel odd to know
such personal information about him, especially when he has remained mysterious to you to a
certain level. You think you know him – not all of him that's for sure – but you don't know much.
You're both not the type to talk about casual stuff. That's definitely weird.

Once you get inside the car, you complain saying you've already refueled your car but it gets
ignored by Yoongi. To be honest, the road to the camping area is a little on the bumpier side and
Yoongi's car is more suitable for it. You don't tell him that though, handing him some cash for the
fuel rather disheartedly.

He remains his usual grumpy self, barely saying anything other than telling you to turn on the GPS
and put the location there. You try to tell him more about the trip, feeling too awkward to just sit
there for a few hours with zero communication. But soon enough, Yoongi tells you to shut up and
turns up the volume of the radio.

Annoying dick.

You remind yourself, you're thankful for his presence either way. You really thought he would bail
on you at the last minute.

You make a short stop at a gas station, Yoongi complaining he needs caffeine if he has to put up
with your ass for the rest of the weekend. Not getting discouraged or letting his words get to you,
you offer him a sarcastic smile as you send him a flying kiss.

Not commenting when he brings you a coffee too, you silently thank him. You wanted to tease him
about it, but the look he gave you warned you not to. After all, you don't want to piss him off.

“Thanks for coming with me.” you mutter with a straw in your mouth, dodging Yoongi's eyes as
soon as they set on you.

He has decided to sit outside at one of the tables for whatever reason — to be honest you stopped
listening as soon as he opened his mouth to complain. But hey, you've kept your mouth shut for the
sake of both of you.

“Hm? I didn't quite catch that.”

Even without looking at him, you can tell from his tone that he has definitely caught that and he's
just being a menace. Giving him a look, you see his brows raised feigning innocence which makes
you roll your eyes.

“I said thank you for coming with me,” you repeat slowly, emphasizing every word which makes
him lean back in approval. “It's not like you're doing this for free,” you mutter, catching his glare
before you add. “But I appreciate it regardless.”

“I'm already regretting it.” he mutters back.

“Well, you're here, aren't you?” you retort, fixing your sharp tone. “Let's just enjoy it. Everything
is gonna be fine and fun.”

You do sound like you're trying to convince yourself rather than him. He keeps his eyes on you for
a moment longer, probably thinking the same thing but luckily, he doesn't comment on it as he
ushers you to stand up so you can leave.

The rest of the drive is spent in silence, your own nerves getting to you as you slowly start
regretting going. Why, though? Because of Jungkook and your stupid argument? That's not a reason
for you not to enjoy the weekend you've been excited about. Sure, it's not under the best conditions
but still. Of course, you know you will not be able to enjoy it when you and Jungkook aren't on
good terms at the moment. There's tension and an unspoken argument you should talk about. Maya
was right. You're both stubborn and you don't plan to be the first one to crawl to him.

Not necessarily. Depends how he's going to act.

With each minute and the scenery you're starting to recognize, you consider asking Yoongi to make
a u-turn and drive you back home. He would surely be happy. But you don't do that. Not even
when it seems like everyone is already here, unpacking and sorting things that need to be taken
care of before you can enjoy the proper camping. Jungkook's car is parked there, an awful
reminder of him driving your friends.

After the little show you made before leaving Taehyung's place, Taehyung himself checked on you
to make sure you really are going to get here by yourself. Petty you responded yes, you're going
with Yoongi and Jungkook can drive his new friend in his fancy car. And yes, you worded it out
like this.

When you step out of the car, a set of greetings are thrown at you as Maya excitedly waves from
the distance while she seems to be helping Namjoon set up their tent. Even Hoseok greets you with
a friendly smile along with Jin, both of them informing you they're about to cook a meal since it
takes time to set up the grill and prepare the meat.

Their curiosity and attention is shown though, looking at Yoongi as all of them greet him friendly
once you introduce him as your friend. You ignore the side glance Yoongi gives you and you hold
yourself back from slapping his back. Luckily, even though he seems to be his usual grumpy self,
he greets them back and listens to everyone as they introduce themselves to him.

During all of this, all the breath is sucked out of you when Jungkook comes out of the parked
caravan, holding a pack of coal in his hands. He looks up, obviously acknowledging the sudden
and increased commotion and additional presence. The moment your eyes meet, you're not sure
how to react and there's not really a space for you to do so because much to your shock, Jungkook
looks away. He fucking looks away after two seconds of glancing at you before he bluntly ignores
your presence.

Everyone seems to be too busy to even notice that awkward interaction, or the lack of, yet you still
feel embarrassed and pissed by the way he just acted. And it's like the world mocks you because
behind Jungkook is Ester, getting out of the caravan with packs of meat in her hands as Jungkook
helps her. You watch their interaction as she shyly smiles at him, thanking him for his help as he
smiles back at her and puts the packs down onto the small table prepared for Jin and Hoseok.
They're already getting to work, surprisingly engaging Yoongi in a conversation as it seems he's
helping them with cooking. Mentally fuming, you consider asking him for help but you know he
would just ignore you or worse.

“That one is yours.” Taehyung informs you, pointing at the unpacked tent tossed on the ground
before he focuses on setting up theirs. He starts cursing while Jimin clutches to his stomach,
laughing at Taehyung's distress.

Glancing around, you find Jungkook and Ester building a tent together. You're not sure how he
sorted out their tent situation and with whom she's sharing it. Not that you care.

Watching them setting it up makes your blood boil and you force yourself to look away with a
clenched jaw. Not only do you see them right in front of you, you're left all alone with no help.
You're not totally incompetent, so you get to work – mentally cursing at Yoongi for not even
caring about helping you, not that it surprises you. At least it seems he's getting along with the
guys.

After a few minutes, it seems like you're doing a good job but you're not quite sure what step to do
next. Sighing under your breath, you toss one of the poles on the ground.

“Need help?”

Looking up, you find Jungkook with two bottles of sparkling water, holding them in one hand,
tattooed fingers wrapped around its neck.

The tone he uses is cold and it's enough for you to feel too prideful to accept his shitty attempt to
help you.

“No.” You respond with the same tone, looking away.

“Fine, suit yourself.”

Your jaw drops to the floor. You watch him walking away, joining Ester in front of their ready tent
they've set up together as he hands her the bottle of water. Fucking–

You did tell him no. He didn't even greet you and now he tried to help you? If that can even be
considered as helping you because his attempt was surely poor.

“Do you need help? Maya said you're struggling.” Namjoon asks, standing next to you as he shoots
you a dimpled smile as you glance at Maya who's setting up their sleeping bags.

She shoots you a thumbs up with a big grin as you put your lips into a thin line. “Yes, thank you.”

Namjoon has your tent ready in less than five minutes, you've let him do his own thing since it
seems like you're getting in way more than helping. Thanking him, you finally join the others
while he goes to help struggling Taehyung and Jimin.

It's when Jungkook and Ester go fetch the water together, someone already gets curious even
though they must've been informed about her coming too. “Are the two of them dating?” Jin asks
curiously, flipping the beef.

“What? No, they're just friends.” Taehyung answers, giving you a glance which you bravely
ignore, equally as Jimin's side glance.

“Really? For how long? I've never seen her before.” Jin wonders loudly as this time, he looks at
you completely oblivious to the argument you and Jungkook had, clearly asking the question since
you're his best friend.

“For like five minutes?” you mutter pettily, hearing Taehyung snort as Jimin nudges him.

Your little remark catches Jin's attention as he looks up again, giving you a weird look just as
Hoseok does the same. You clear your throat, swallowing down the embarrassment at your
obvious jab.

“Just recently.” Taehyung tries to rescue you. Luckily the guys redirect their attention elsewhere
and the topic of Jungkook's new friendship is no longer discussed.

Much to your surprise, Yoongi seems to be getting along with Hoseok the most. The two of them
have been talking for hours, in fact, you're not quite sure if you've seen Yoongi talking this much.
Even his grumpy mood seems to go aside as you're a witness of his grin or anything that's not a
frown or a glare. At least he's enjoying his time here. Not that you're not but things feel weird with
Jungkook right there when you're successfully ignoring each other.

If any of them noticed it, and you know they did, they don't question it.

“I see you still haven't talked.” Maya says after you've finished having a quick bite.

Taehyung just proposed to go to the lake to cool down, since the heat seems to not be coming
down even with the sun slowly setting. You and Maya are inside the caravan for some privacy as
she walks around the corner in a bikini. You're still wearing your clothes, wondering if you even
want to get into the water.

“No.” you confirm, looking away as she gives you a pitiful gaze with a pout.

“Maybe you should talk to him.”

Your head snaps in her direction, causing her to chuckle as she puts her hands up in surrender.
Sighing, you relax as you scratch your cheek. “I'll just enjoy my time here.”

“You better start because you've been grumpy since you came here.” Maya signs out, cackling
when you toss her shirt at her.

In the distance, you can already hear others laugh followed by water splashing. “Wait up for me.
I'll be right back.” you tell her, snatching your swimsuit as she salutes you, shooting you another
smirk.

The white swimsuit you've chosen this time is pretty casual, not revealing too much but still wraps
your figure nicely. The top of your breasts are shown but besides that, it's pretty decent. You didn't
make the same mistake like the last time, forgetting to pack one and you put it in your bag just in
case. You're glad you did.

You don't necessarily feel nervous about wearing a swimsuit in front of the guys, but there is
something sitting in the pit of your stomach when you look at yourself in the mirror, trying to see if
anything is peeking out. This is the first time they will see you wearing it. It's not a big deal. You're
not insecure about your body, even though it depends on the situation. Regardless of that, you don't
show it off. There haven't been many opportunities for Jimin and Taehyung to see you in one. You
don't count Jungkook since he has seen you naked, which can't be compared to wearing a freaking
swimsuit or bikini.
It does feel slightly weird to come out of the caravan revealing more skin. Maya on the other hand
looks completely unbothered. Maybe you should take her as an example. She's showing more skin
than you do and she doesn't look as if she cares about anyone.

Like you said, it's not about insecurity but knowing you're revealing yourself to them more than
ever. Having their eyes on you and all that… You're being silly. They're your friends and you
know they're no perverts. The problem is in you but you decide not to pay attention to it any longer,
the heat slowly killing you as you can't wait to get into the water.

“You're not coming?” you ask Yoongi, finding him still helping Jin and Hoseok with the cooking.

You catch their attention, their eyes respectively moving back to their task as they start discussing
something relevant to food.

“Not a chance.” Yoongi replies, scrunching his nose as he looks at the nearby lake.

Chuckling at his evident displeasure, you don't comment on it but still ask. “You're gonna be fine
here?”

He stares for a moment, “Yeah, surprisingly your friends aren't that bad.” he replies shamelessly
and you gasp, ready to scold him about his impoliteness because there's no way Seokjin and
Hoseok haven't caught that.

But much to your shock, they cackle at Yoongi's remark. “Yah, be good to us!” Jin says jokingly
while Hoseok laughs while you stare at them dumbfounded. They act like they've been friends for
years.

Giving them a side glance, you consider this conversation done as you join Maya who's been
waiting for you. You both walk toward the lake, seeing the rest of the group already there. What
makes your breath hitch is not the amount of naked chests and abs you get to see – even though
that's a sight to see – it's none other than Jungkook himself. He's in the water that's reaching up to
his waist. His black hair wet as he shakes his head, droplets of water flying around him before he
brushes his fingers through it. His tattooed arm is on full display as you swallow dryly, slowly
averting your gaze to Maya who's gawking just as much as you do.

“Well fuck.”

“Maya.” you frown, her eyes slowly and not very willingly shifting to you.

“What,” she mutters. “Joon, baby!” she calls out to Namjoon who's getting out of water, grinning at
his girlfriend.

You raise a brow at her when she glances at you with a grin.

“What, he would understand. He’s my boyfriend and I love him .”

She rushes to Namjoon as he hugs her, wetting her dry skin as she squeals his name and lets him
attack her with kisses all over her face. Cute . Hand in hand, they both get to water together as the
loving couple is in their own world. Great .

Stepping closer and taking a good glance at your surroundings, you spot Ester sitting on a towel
still in her clothes and a book on her lap. She's not reading though, looking at the guys with a tiny
smile. A bucket hat shields her face and head from the heat.

Seeing her like this, alone makes you feel bad for her. You know your stupid annoyance and
jealousy is not her fault. God, you're such an idiot. You're close to dropping to your knees and
apologizing to her, that's how desperate you're starting to feel. From the looks of it, she doesn't
seem to know about what happened between you and Jungkook which makes you feel better. You
would feel like the biggest asshole if she knew.

“Are you not going?” you ask softly, catching her attention as she sees you pointing at the lake.

“Ah, no. I didn't bring a swimsuit but it doesn't matter. I'm not a big fan of water anyway.” She
smiles warmly.

You're not sure if that's a lie or not. Apart from Jungkook whom she's friends with, she obviously
knows Taehyung and Jimin but they're not very close, she's here with strangers. Not just any
woman would be comfortable wearing a swimsuit in front of others when this is her first time
meeting them.

“You sure? We could borrow you a shirt or something.” you propose, her face showing you
gratitude as she gives you a tiny giggle.

“No, it's alright. I can't swim, don't want to risk it. But maybe I'll dip my toes in later. This heat
makes my skin melt.”

You chuckle, nodding in understanding. For some reason, you still linger around. “Are you…” She
looks at you again, tilting her head up in curiosity. You clear your throat before offering her an
unsure smile. “Are you having fun so far?”

“Oh, yes!” she beams happily. “Everyone is so nice to me. I'm happy to be here. Thank you for
letting me join.”

Your stomach drops and your smile falters, the corners of your lips almost shaking. Idiot, idiot,
idiot. You're so mad at yourself. She's such a nice girl and here you are, feeling like a total dick
because you made a scene about her joining you. Couldn’t she be a bitch? It would certainly make
things easier for you.

“Of course.” you feign a smile, your voice tiny.

“Oh!” She lets out, patting the space around her as she searches for something until she finds it.
“I've got sunscreen here. Do you wanna borrow it?”

You mentally groan at her kindness. “Thank you, that would be great. I forgot mine in the bag.”

She hands it to you, grabbing her book as you stare at her for a moment, the corners of your mouth
threatening to turn downwards at your own stupidity. You start applying it, starting with your legs
and you do that for a while until your name is called behind you. Turning around, you find Yoongi
walking toward you with a displeased expression. You almost want to laugh at how grumpy he
suddenly looks.

“They've sent you guys this to drink.” Oh, right . A pack of bottles of water in his hand.

“Aw, you came all the way here to give us these?” you tease him, staring at him as he puts the
pack on the ground as he shoots you an annoyed expression.

“Stop annoying me.” he grumbles and turns around to leave but you stop him.

You hear some water splashing again, along with Jimin's contagious laugh but you grab the
sunscreen again and shove it in Yoongi's direction. It all seems to be bad timing because just as
you're opening your mouth, Jungkook walks in your direction, staring at the grass beneath his feet.

“Can you apply this on my back?”

Just as you ask this, Jungkook's head lifts up and he's literally two meters away from you as he
stops next to Ester. Your eyes meet for a split second but you quickly glance at Yoongi, finding
him frowning at your request and the sunscreen in your hand. Meanwhile Jungkook reaches for his
own towel that you've failed to notice before. He runs it over his hair to dry them off as he wipes
the droplets of water off his forehead.

Yoongi's eyes shift between your hand and eyes. “Do I really have to?”

You're gonna kill this man.

“Yes.” you say through clenched teeth, shoving it to his chest as he shifts backwards a little. Then
his eyes fall behind you, undoubtedly staring at Jungkook before his lips curl into a tiny smirk.

Yoongi motions for you to turn around and you do, right met with Jungkook's eyes as he
shamelessly stares at your face. You're so surprised that you momentarily freeze on the spot before
you shake yourself out of it.

“You good?” Jungkook asks Ester, both of them having a conversation right next to you and
Yoongi as he starts applying the sunscreen on your shoulders.

“Yes! Thank you again for inviting me. This place is so peaceful, this is definitely better than just
hanging out in Seoul.” she smiles which makes Jungkook chuckle in return. But he has the audacity
to stare you dead in the eyes right after.

You know what he's doing. He knows you heard her.

“Trouble in paradise?” Yoongi whispers into your ear as you mildly flinch.

“Fuck off.”

“I will take that as a yes,” he muses behind you which makes you roll your eyes. “Your boyfriend
is not so secretive with the glares.”

“Shut up.”

You both know Jungkook doesn't like him. Actually, they don't like each other especially after
their last encounter which you're glad didn't end up with a fist fight. It seems like Yoongi finds it
amusing. He is a little shit after all, maybe he's enjoying this more than you thought.

“Ow, don't be so harsh!” you suddenly scold the man behind you when he slaps the sunscreen into
your skin. He's not very tender with it.

“I thought you liked it harsh .” he jokes, pinching your hip but that's the least of your worries when
your eyes fall automatically on Jungkook. What the hell is Yoongi doing?

He glares the shit out of Yoongi, tossing his towel on the ground not too tenderly either which
makes Ester surprised.

“Can you two take it somewhere else?” he questions, eyes dark even under the bright sunlight. His
tone has an edge to it, though he still makes it sound as if he's asking the most casual thing.

You can't seem to react, too stunned to speak.

“No, we're done here.” Yoongi muses, turning you around as he hands you the sunscreen back. He
shoots you a wink before he retrieves back and walks back to the camping space.

You thank Ester for her sunscreen, putting it on her beach bag as she smiles at you, clearly sensing
the weird atmosphere in the air but she tries to not react.

“Is he your boyfriend?” she asks innocently suddenly, asking timidly as if she's scared her head is
going to be bitten off.

Before you can answer, not hiding your disgust and surprise, Jungkook scoffs under his breath
which makes you frown. “Do you have a problem, Jungkook ?” you say his name with an attitude
which makes him rub his finger under his nose as he scoffs again.

He faces you with a straight face, running his hand over his hair again. You ignore him, ignoring
the handsome motherfucker as you turn to Ester and give her your sweetest smile. “No, he's just
my friend.”

Glancing at Jungkook again, you find him giving you an amusing expression. Fucker . You both
know Yoongi isn't exactly your friend. You're not even sure how you should categorize him other
than your co-worker. He finds it all amusing. He lives for your pettiness because you both know it
was the reason why you invited him in the first place. But Jungkook has to give it to you. You've
managed to convince him.

“What?” you ask in a deadpan manner at Jungkook. “Actually, no. Don't answer that. If you have
any problem, take it somewhere else.” you feign the sweetest smile, not hiding your face from him
when it drops as you make your way to the lake.

You can feel Jungkook's glare burning your back. It's safe to say it burns more than the sun above
you.

Despite your previous interaction with Jungkook, you're trying to enjoy your time here as much as
you can. It's tough, the whole situation sits bitterly in the back of your mind and whatever you do,
it's just right there . Just like he is. You can't exactly avoid him, it's impossible since you're on this
trip together. Whenever you look, he is right there. It's even tougher to ignore his presence, but you
two do it successfully and minus the weird stares you get from your friends, nobody seems to
question the tension between you and him.

All of you get called to eat after the fun at the lake. The talking never stops, it's almost impossible
with this many people and you're glad for that. No attention is turned to you and Jungkook, so it
helps with all the embarrassment of them having to witness you two ignoring each other.

“Do you guys know the gender?” Hoseok asks Seokjin, lips pursed as he munches on the food they
prepared.

Seokjin just ended a call with his wife a few minutes ago. She was kind enough to say hi to
everyone when he put her on speaker. That's what has sparked the conversation of their soon to be
changed life.

“Ah, so,” Jin sits upright as he wipes his mouth with a napkin. “Jia's cousin was pregnant and they
told her she's expecting a boy. Turned out to be a girl in the end,” he chuckles as do some of you.
“We've known the gender for a while, we just didn't reveal it. In case–you know. It's silly but
yeah.”

“Okay, I know shit about babies let alone pregnancies. But aren't those scans pretty accurate?”
Taehyung asks with a full mouth, not even looking at Jin as he stares into his plate, too hungry to
engage himself in this conversation more. You hide your smile.

“I'm more interested in how you know about this.” Jimin teases, laughing when Taehyung flips
him off effortlessly.

“Yeah, they are accurate most of the time but there are cases when it's mistaken.” Jin answers
casually. “Anyway, we're expecting a little boy.”

The reaction is not what you would see if more women would be around. It's actually funny how
the guys stay casual about it, some of them slightly gasping before nodding while the others just
congrats. There are no squeals of happiness and excitement you see amongst women and the whole
moment is amusing to you. Yet, you can feel they're happy for Jin in their own way as they
congratulate him with wide and warm grins.

“Do you have any names?” Namjoon asks, engaging himself in the conversation as he puts more
food into his mouth.

“No. It's so fucking hard to name another person.” Jin whines a little, laughing at his despair as
some of the guys join.

“You'll find the one when the time comes, Jin.” Namjoon assures him, squeezing his shoulder in
support as the older smiles before he takes a sip of his beer.

Namjoon takes the topic of conversation elsewhere as he asks about everyone's plans, not
forgetting to mention he wants to go, of course, hiking. Apparently he has found a new spot and he
would like to check it out tomorrow preferably. He asks who wants to join and you have to bite
back a grin when Yoongi silently scrunches his nose, remaining silent as Hoseok, Jimin, Jin and
Jungkook along with Ester agree to go. Maya watches him admirably, smiling at him because
everyone most likely finds him and his love for nature adorable. Either way, he likes to stay active
by walking long paths and mountains which can't be said about Yoongi and Taehyung.

Either way, Taehyung likes to stay active in a different way and mountains can't give it to him. The
last time you remember when you went hiking on last year's trip, he kept complaining along with
you.

Seokjin goes to grab another beer for himself, silently excusing himself from the group. You do the
same thing when Hoseok mentions something about snacks and you offer to go. He smiles at you
in gratitude before he complains about the heat, fanning his face with his cap.

“Get me one too, yeah?” Yoongi mumbles to you when you pass him, angling his head while he
stays seated.

“Get one yourself.” you reply, wanting to cackle when you see his little glare. Snickering, you poke
the side of his head and happily jump away when he goes to slap your hand, frowning because he
doesn't succeed.

You both know you're going to get him the beer anyway.

When you're inside the caravan, you find Seokjin opening the fridge as he pulls out a full six pack
of beer. You exchange little smiles as you go gather the other things.

“Are you having fun?” Jin asks, filling the silence as he sets the beer on a small counter, showing
no interest in leaving.
“Yeah, don't I look like it?” you chuckle, causing him to do the same.

There's a bit of silence while you rummage through a cabinet, grabbing some snacks for Hoseok
not knowing which ones he specifically wants. You get one of each, some of the guys will want to
share it for sure.

“So… Yoongi,” he starts, chuckling when he sees you looking up at him, raising a brow in
question.

“Yeah?”

“Interesting guy.”

That causes you to straighten up. “Did he say something? God, I'm gonna kill him if he was rude to
you or–”

“No, no,” Seokjin assures you, rubbing his nose as he chuckles deeply. “He's actually nice.”

That makes you snicker and you try to hide it but there's no point. Seokjin's eyes are on you and
you're pretty sure his ears are completely fine too. The look of amusement on his face is enough to
let you know he has heard and seen.

“Is he your friend?”

Is he? You don't know yourself. Well, he's here but that doesn't make him a friend, does it? You
still can't believe you've managed to convince him to come. It's not for free though. You can't
forget that and fuck, you don't want to think about the next two months and what is expected of
you.

“... yeah.”

Seokjin snorts loudly, clearing his throat to collect himself. “That didn't sound convincing.”

“What do you want me to say?” you laugh, “We work together.”

“Oh, yeah he mentioned that.”

That makes your brows raise in curiosity. “Mentioned?”

“Yeah, we sort of played detectives on him with Hobi,” he jokes, “We were curious.”

He has a headband to keep his long dark hair off his face. It sharpens his brows and features.

“Don't worry, he was lovely.”

“That's… hard to believe.” you mutter more to yourself.

“So, he's not your boyfriend then?”

Your eyes almost jump out of their sockets as you abruptly clear your throat. “Oh my god, no. Why
would you think that?” you exclaim, causing him to laugh at your distressed face.

You actually know why. It certainly made some of them wonder if Yoongi truly is your friend
only. Little do they know. It actually amuses you right after it disgusted you though.

“Sorry, I just wondered. I hope you don't find me too nosy or annoying. He's actually nice, we had
a good chat with him.”

You ignore the compliments about the most annoying person you know, shaking your head
slightly to assure him that it's okay. “No, he's just a friend.”

“And Jungkook doesn't like him?”

That makes your eyes snap to him abruptly, raising your brows before you breathe out a shaky
laugh. “Why would you think that?”

“Come on, it doesn't take much to notice it.”

Your cheeks heat up in embarrassment. The face you make causes him to widen his eyes in a mere
panic, shaking his hands as if to stop your embarrassment.

“I just meant they never talk. Not that it matters, shit, forgot I even said anything.”

You laugh out loud, “It's fine. They're not buddies, that's true.”

He nods in understatement. ”Well, I think he's a great guy so far. Bring him next time too.”

Yeah, like that will ever happen.

You shoot him a smile though, “Sure.”

The door of the caravan opens, Taehyung's fluffy hair is the first thing you see. “What's taking you
guys so long?” he complains before even properly shutting the door.

“We're coming.” You roll your eyes.

“Are you gossiping here without me?”

Seokjin grabs his stuff, brushing past Taehyung but not before patting his shoulder mockingly.
“We would never dare to do that, Tae.” And then he leaves, leaving Taehyung with an amused
grin.

“Fucker.” he mumbles.

Laughing a little, you start gathering your things. Since he's here, you might as well use his help.
But your friend seems to have a different plan because as you look up, ready to ask him to grab
some of the things, you find him leaning against the wall with a smug grin.

“What?” you ask uninterested.

“I get it you and Jungkook haven't talked yet.”

Sighing, you lean your lower back against the provisional counter. “If you take childish remarks as
talking, then yes.”

“You're kidding.”

Chuckling, you shake your head. “No. We had a little… I don't even know what to call it, banter?
Doesn't sound right… Anyway, it happened when we were at the lake.”

“No way!” he exclaims, “And I missed that?”

Taehyung's grin turns even more cheeky when he sees the look of annoyance on your face. He
straightens himself, scratching his temple. Whatever Taehyung thinks about this whole argument
between you and Jungkook, he only shows his amusement for it.

“Did Jin ask about Kook?”

“No, not about that specifically. I mean, none of these people are blind, right?”

He snorts silently, “You and Kook are usually very talkative and affectionate, of course they see
something's wrong. But hey, at least they're not putting you in a spot, right?”

“It's not any of their business, is it?”

“That's true too.” he hums.

“We talked about Yoongi,” you say after a moment. “With Jin, I mean.”

“Oh,” Taehyung sounds surprised. “He's kinda nice, no? Grumpy for my taste but none of us is
perfect.”

That makes you giggle as you nod in agreement. “He does seem to be more… relaxed and talkative
than usual.”

“God, can't imagine how he is at work.”

“You don't want to know that.”

You both start laughing. Taehyung is not clueless about your co-worker's specific personality. Not
just him, but the three of them had to listen to you complaining about him a few times. You would
get so heated up, that in a way it was their source of entertainment.

“Come on, let's go.” Taehyung motions his head toward the door, but not before he goes to you and
helps you without you asking for it.

With an appreciative look, you both get out of the caravan and bring the drinks and snacks to the
table. Just as you're putting it down, you lift up your gaze finding Jungkook looking sideways as he
empties the rest of his beer can. He crumples the aluminum and tosses it to the bag that's intended
for trash. The last thing you notice is the way he tongues his cheek, jaw sharp and clenched, before
you go back to your seat.

After everyone's stomachs are full, Maya and Namjoon decide to go on a walk and explore the
surroundings a little. Politely, they ask if anyone wants to join and they're met with heads shaking.
You're sure they wanted some alone time anyway.

You and Hoseok clean the small table and gather all the trash, which he goes to throw away.
You've been here for a couple of hours and you've managed to fill up the whole trash bag. Ester
helps a little too, before she goes inside the caravan because apparently, the heat is not doing her
well. You ignore the moment when Jungkook asks her if she needs anything, attentive and caring
as always. You ignore Taehyung's subtle smirk that he barely hides when your glances meet in the
midst of it.

And Yoongi?

The man annoys you to the core. Not only has he barely moved since he came here – which
wouldn't be that big of a problem at all – but he doesn't even ask if you need help when you go to
the car to grab blankets and sleeping bags for the two of you. You're not able to grab everything
anyway, leaving you to grab a piece of each. But when you call out his name, ignoring the little
frown on his lips, he finally lifts up his ass and walks up to you.

“What are you doing?” he asks.

“What does it look like?” you mutter under your breath, already annoyed. “Sorting out our tent?”

The second you say that, it's not the tone you use that causes Yoongi to almost choke on his spit,
but it's what you say. Then his expression relaxes and he lets out a humorous chuckle. “Our?”

You raise your brows and give him a duh look. “Yes?” you ask with an equally dumb tone. “Where
did you think you were going to sleep?”

“Not with you!” he exclaims, grasping everyone's attention with his overly dramatic reaction and
including Jungkook's who's showing something on his phone to Jimin. It's enough that they both
look up from the device, undoubtedly hearing Yoongi.

“Feel free to sleep under the bare sky, then.” You shrug your shoulders, dismissing him and the
gasp he lets out.

“Are you serious right now?” He grabs your forearm, stopping you in your tracks. “You dragged
me here and never told me about this. I thought I had–I don't know, fucking space where I can
sleep. Alone.”

“Oh, don't flatter yourself. Is that such a big deal? The tent is big enough for both–”

He lifts his palm up to shush you, currently reliving his life crisis while Jimin timidly approaches
the two of you.

“I don't mean to butt in, but there should be one space free in the caravan.”

“What? I thought we're out of tents and space.” Confused is what you are.

“Uh, yeah. There are two single beds in the caravan, Hobi and Ester are staying there. But Ester
said she's fine sleeping in a tent if someone wants to sleep inside. Maybe she could share a tent
with you?”

Jimin sounds unsure, his attention fully on your expression as you look behind him and find
Jungkook staring right back at you. Irritation stirs inside you.

“Caravan sounds better than a tent, anyway.” Yoongi replies.

“Why does she not share it with her friend?” you question instead, fully ignoring Yoongi who
carefully eyes you and Jungkook with his sharp eyes. You know Jungkook has heard you, your
voice has grown an octave higher and he scoffs loudly enough for you to hear.

“Why don't you share it with yours?” he questions back, your jaw almost on the floor. You catch
yourself just at the right time.

“I don't like camping that much.” Yoongi butts in, voice indifferent.

“Why did you come then?” Jungkook presses, clearly showing his inhospitality. This banter causes
Jin to stand up, trying to see what's going on while seated Hoseok tugs on his arm.

“To piss you off apparently.” Yoongi shoots right back and you rub your forehead.
“That's not… that's not why he came.” You try to clarify to everyone. Stupid Min Yoongi! Why
can't he keep his mouth shut?

“Not apparently, it's pretty clear.” Jungkook talks back and you facepalm yourself, just as Jimin
tries to get control of this situation.

“Alright, everyone, let's take a breather. No need for any fights here.”

“I'm not fighting.”

Both of them speak at the same time.

“Let her deal with it, Jimin-ah.” Jungkook says and you can only gape at the audacity.

“Let me deal with it?” you exclaim over Jimin's shoulder, glaring right at Jungkook who literally
laughs in your face with that sarcastic grin.

“Yeah. Why should Ester lose her spot because of your friend? You should've arranged it for your
friend, just like I did for her.”

Both of you are so fucking petty, but you're not backing down and just as you fume, Jimin
squeezes your shoulder to comfort you, but it only does so little.

“Yeah, you've arranged a lot of things.” you sarcastically remark, seeing him stare deadly at you as
he clenches his jaw.

“God, you're like kids in a candy store.” Yoongi exhales exhaustedly. “I'm gonna sleep in the
fucking tent.” He is genuinely exhausted, despite his vulgarism, his tone is calm and tired. He
thinks of this topic to be dealt with, but he doesn't know how stubborn you and Jungkook are. And
petty. Childish too, but he probably figured that out by now.

“I'm sure you won't mind that.” Jungkook says, causing Jimin to sigh as you start scoffing loudly,
not believing his words. To some, it might be just a remark but you know exactly what he's hinting
at. He's making you a payback for your earlier remark. It's back and forth between you.

It makes Jimin clasp his hands tightly. “Thank you, Yoongi. These two can be difficult
sometimes.”

Not that Yoongi himself wasn't difficult. If he never said anything about sharing a tent with you,
you wouldn't be here and having a glaring contest with Jungkook. And you ignore how fucking hot
he looks while being worked up. But all you want is to strangle him.

Yoongi shrugs his shoulders, walking away to join Jin and Hoseok, but you don't see their reaction.
Jimin eyes you and Jungkook equally, motioning for Jungkook to come closer. He scoffs but then
Jimin says through clenched teeth; “Get here.”

Jungkook glares but listens. Jimin wraps his arms around your and Jungkook's shoulders, pulling
you closer to his body. So close that you can smell Jungkook's freaking aftershave and overall
scent. It does make you slightly regret opening your mouth. The scent is too nostalgic and it's
making you sad.

Jimin forces himself to smile as he inhales a long breath. “I can see how you two are handling this
perfectly.”

You tense. He's talking about the conversation you previously had at Taehyung's place.
Jungkook shrugs off Jimin's arm around his shoulders, walking away with his jaw locked in
irritation. You realize your own jaw is clenched, ignoring Jimin's burning gaze to the side of your
face before his arm loosens up. He walks away, leaving you to your thoughts that don't last too
long. You occupy yourself by finishing your previous task, tossing the other blanket and sleeping
bag rather aggressively into your tent.

Taehyung comes back from whatever place he was, wearing a new shirt.

“What did I miss?” he asks everyone.

He's met with silence.

Everything and everyone bounces back from the stunt you and Jungkook have pulled. Except the
two of you, of course. It might be because they don't want to make things awkward or known , or
they simply don't want a trip full of drama. That's where the guilt comes again. The idea of ruining
everyone's time here because of your own drama upsets you. What upsets you the most though, is
obviously your current relationship with Jungkook.

Ignoring each other has continued right after he walked away as it’s continuing when everyone
gathers around the campfire. The mood is positive, alive and even pleasant. It's not different from
the last time you were here, and you're sure it's not any different from all the trips they experienced
together. There's chattering and laughter, whether it's in a small group or almost everyone,
accompanied with more alcohol and food.

The campfire lits your surroundings, keeping you warm as the sun has set a few hours ago and
there's a moon above your heads. Therefore you've changed to a pair of old sweats and oversized
hoodie, looking similarly to everyone else. You and Maya have been talking alone, letting the guys
and Ester have their own conversation. For once, you're glad she doesn't bring up Jungkook again
and instead shows you the venue of their wedding. That's what gets your attention for most parts
and you're glad from the nice distraction.

At least you don't have to avoid the direction of where Jungkook's sitting, even though his voice
always finds you as he hangs out with his friends. You don't want to wonder how it would be if
things were okay between you. You would've laughed with him, or would have something to say
when he talks about a convenience store snack, one whose name he can't remember but you do.

A group of two always leave to take a shower and do their night routine in the nearby building
that's a part of the campsite. You've done it the last time too. It's one of the pros of this place. You
get to spend a night or two sleeping outside, while still being able to use their services. It's
approximately five minutes of walking, still out of sight though since you're surrounded by nearby
trees. It leaves enough privacy for you as a group. There are other campsites where you literally
have “neighbors” within a few feet away from each other. You're glad about this spot the guys
have found.

Since Yoongi doesn't know this place and literally anyone else could show him, you take it as your
responsibility to be the one since you're the one who invited him in the first place. You've known
him the longest. It wouldn't be nice to send someone else with him. Not that he seems to care,
mindlessly grabbing his small bag of toiletries as you do the same. You're not going to waste the
time by waiting for him. You might as well take a shower too.

The walk there is quiet. No words are exchanged. You look for the right words, but you can't find
anything. That leaves you to be silent until you reach the medium sized cabin, showing him the
men's bathrooms after greeting the elder man at the desk.
Much to your surprise, you're the first one who finishes first. For a moment you wonder if Yoongi
has already left. You somehow thought you're going to wait for each other, even though he knows
the way back by now. It leaves you curious so you ask the man if he has seen Yoongi leaving. He
shakes his head and continues to check through some papers he hides behind the desk. You stay
seated at the small rest area with two sofas.

Shortly after, Yoongi comes out with wet hair wearing white shirt and simple black sweatpants. He
spots you, not showing any kind of emotion but you would've guessed he's surprised to see you
waiting for him.

“Finished?” you question, standing up as he gives you a nod.

Walking outside, you're met with fresh air and luckily for everyone, tonight seems to be warm. The
constant silence does make you slightly uncomfortable, or perhaps it's the need to say something.
Anything.

“I'm sorry for dragging you here.”

Not sure where that came from, you stare ahead as you can detect his eyes on you. Yoongi is a
tough guy to convince about anything. Deep down you're aware that you had a deal and if he truly
didn't want to come, he wouldn't agree to it. It's because you look back to the earlier incident and
you do feel bad for dragging him into it.

“I am not.” he replies, leaving you wide-eyed as you glance at him.

“You're not?”

“No,” he says simply. “Maybe I'm no fan of nature and camping, but it's nice to get out of the city.
Besides, some of your friends are nice.”

You roll your eyes at the emphasis, knowing exactly who he's talking about. You bite the inside of
your cheek to prevent yourself from saying that Jungkook isn't bad. He is not. He is definitely not a
bad person. You know you're the reason why Jungkook was never fond of Yoongi in the first
place. He has always had your back, so when he heard you complaining about one specific co-
worker that can be extremely rude and grumpy, he was having none of it. Then it's the obvious
tension between them.

Both of them don't know when to keep their mouths shut. Not that you're one to talk. It's like they
can't help it but get a rise of each other whenever there's a chance. You think it might have to do
something with male ego.

“I almost can't believe they're your friends.”

Snapping your head in his direction, he notices your glare without even looking at you as a playful
smile plays on his lips. It leaves you huffing in return.

“I guess I'm just embarrassed about earlier.” you continue the conversation, ignoring his way of
teasing.

“As you should,” he hums and you gasp. “What? The two of you act like little kids.”

Like he's one to talk! “You were provoking him too, Yoongi. And don't say you didn't because you
did and you know it.”

The corner of his mouth twitches. “Maybe.”

You huff out, chuckling at his answer mostly in disbelief. “You two are like kids too.” you mutter.

“Hold on, he's reactive too. He's not afraid to say shit. He's infuriating just as he's hot.”

You start coughing immediately.

“I'm gonna ignore that you just said he's hot.”

Yoongi shrugs with a grin, amused by your reaction and mostly the way your nose twitches.

“Plus, you really are provoking him. I thought you liked it rough ,” you mimic his voice,
“Seriously? What were you thinking?”

“I was just messing around!” he exclaims, laughing shortly after.

“It's not funny!” you exclaim back, nudging his side as he barely falters, grin still intact on his lips.
“That's not just messing around.” you whine a little.

“Come on, it was worth it. The look on his face.” he continues to joke and you whine again.

“This is not some contest of who pisses off the other more, Yoongi. It's already hard that me and
him–” you sigh, “Are not on good terms. I don't want you to get into a fight. You're pushing his
buttons.”

“Are you warning me?” he laughs.

“No!” you exclaim, “Jungkook isn't like that .” Aggressive, is what you mean. “But I wouldn't put
it past him. You really are pushing his buttons.”

“Didn't he punch your ex before?” He feigns uncertainty, tapping his chin lightly. “That doesn't
sound nonaggressive.”

“Because he slutshamed me, I told you that.” you justify with a remember? Tone.

“Anyway,” He dismisses you. “You two should talk. Like adults.”

Trust me, I know.

Surprisingly, he doesn't tease you when he's met with silence that says everything.

By the time all of you sit at the campfire, right after everyone went to clean themselves, you're not
even sure what time it is. You've left your phone in one of your bags, not bothering to check any
messages knowing there's no one who would contact you. Your family knows you're away during
the weekend, therefore they won't call you unless you do. Using your phone while being
surrounded by nature and enjoying the weekend from all the hectic noise, crowded places and busy
traffic sounds illegal. It's nice to see others not having their noses stuck in phone screens.

It is something you've always appreciated while hanging out with them. Not that you're against
using phones, not at all. You've seen Seokjin calling Jia countless times, making sure everything is
alright back home and so is she. That you can absolutely understand.

As much as you get a little compulsion to browse through the internet, anything to make you
distracted enough to not think about you and Jungkook. You've decided not to do that. There are
other ways of not acknowledging him, even though it's been hard.
It seems like everyone has told you to talk to him. You're exaggerating. It was only Jimin… and
even freaking Min Yoongi! Well, it's not like you don't know that. You two should really talk and
get things right before you ruin this trip, but mostly importantly ruin your friendship. This is not
one of the arguments that could possibly break or ruin it. You don't want to think about it because
that possibility scares you.

But you're still hurt. Hurt enough not wanting to talk about it right now. Even if it means you and
him ignore each other for the rest of the trip. It's not ideal, far from it actually. You've imagined
this trip differently. He did too, surely.

Stubbornness does the trick.

So you sit, letting the fire warm your cheeks as you laugh here and there at whatever is said
funnily.

“Truth or dare?” Taehyung proposes when you're out of things to talk, having one of his arms
lazily draped over his lap. He's wearing shorts, feeling too warm to wear something longer since
the alcohol is naturally warming up his body.

Of course he proposes this game. He always does. If it's not truth or dare specifically, it's always
something that makes you drink more.

He must be feeling adventurous, considering Hoseok's and Jin's faces are already red. Namjoon
had to stop drinking half an hour ago because the alcohol in his system was starting to show up.
Maya doesn't care though, she drinks more than her boyfriend, clearly able to hold more alcohol
than him. She's giggly and clutches to her boyfriend's side, who showers her with a dimpled smile
from time to time.

“Or never have I ever?” he wiggles his brows.

The horrific memories of playing that stupid game makes you open your mouth before you realize.
“Hell no.”

Taehyung snickers, clearly amused by the evident aversion. “Then truth or dare?”

No one seems to share the same opinion like you, and you're left disappointed when hums and
words of approval and excitement resound around the fire. Taehyung ignores your narrowed eyes
and displeasure he sees across the fire, having a good view of it.

“Great!” He's already preparing drinks for everyone, making sure everyone has one in their hand
while looking excited for any possible embarrassing moments, or even drama you know he loves.
He looks like a little kid on Christmas.

You don't care, stuffing your hands into the pockets of your hoodie as you shift further down your
seat. Your cheeks are warm, both from fire and beer you've drank. You're not getting tired which
means you're not tipsy or drunk yet.

“Isn't it a game for teenagers?” You hear Yoongi grumble beside you, making you crack a smile.
Surprisingly, he still holds his drink and seems to join the game anyway.

Taehyung calls your name, gaining not only yours but everyone's attention. “The beer.” he chirps
in, reminding you. You swallow down the annoyance as you lick your lips.

“I'm not playing.” you simply state, ignoring the eyes of others on you. No one here would judge
you for not playing some stupid game. You know that. It does feel slightly uncomfortable to feel
their eyes on you at this moment, plus there's undeniable surprise and even curiosity in some of
them.

“What, why?” Taehyung whines like you – not playing – ruins the entire game.

Well, it might have. You feel like you have a lot of tea to bring to the table. Or fire, if you want to
be more accurate. Taehyung can be a little shit though. He knows many things. With him being
tipsy, you're not quite sure what he would ask. You've got to be careful around him.

“Because you ask a bunch of shit every time.” you reply casually.

Taehyung's brows raise in a feign offense, knowing something like this wouldn't offend him in the
first place. It's the little chuckle you hear from one specific direction, one you've been avoiding for
the entire evening. Before you realize it, you're already looking in Jungkook's direction as your
gazes meet at the same time. He quickly looks away, clearing his throat as he takes a swig off his
beer.

When you look back at Taehyung, he pouts. “You're no fun. Even Yoongi is playing!”

“Is that supposed to make me wanna play?” You quirk your brow at your friend.

“I heard his comment! Yet he's still playing.” Taehyung grins as Yoongi shrugs.

“I'm not boring like she is.”

You gasp, huffing beside him. Taehyung laughs, leaving you alone as the game begins.

“Y/N, truth or dare?” Taehyung asks after a few rounds.

You've had fun, laughed at some ridiculous dares. You've seen Maya licking soju off Namjoon's
stomach, leaving him flustered and all red. Jungkook has spanked Seokjin's butt and Jungkook had
to do push ups with Ester sitting on his back. The last one didn't exactly leave you laughing for
obvious reasons. Ester seemed to loosen up and she giggled all throughout the dare, while
Jungkook lifted her weight as if it's nothing.

“I said I'm not playing.” you grumble, pushing back the burp that wants to be let out.

“Come on, just one round.” Hoseok chirps in, nudging you in your shoulder gently as you sigh.

Looking at Taehyung, he gives you a wide smile that makes you roll your eyes. Everyone's in a
good mood, not that you aren't, which makes you want to participate at least once. However, it's
hard with Taehyung. He's the one asking you a question now. Truth or dare. None of it sounds
good to be honest. You're scared of what he might ask.

“Truth.” you answer unsurely.

“Boring.” he sings out, pursing his lips in thought.

“Dare, dare.” You change your mind, not even sure for what reason but there's no going back.

Taehyung is thinking for a moment. That's good. It means he hasn't thought it through and maybe
he will come up with something simple and stupid at the same time. But when Jimin who's sitting
beside him tries to help him, the man whispers into his ear as he nods.

“Alright,” Taehyung claps his hands together. “Go on a walk with Kook.”
The humorous snort that leaves your mouth is unexpected. “Pass.”

Taehyung narrows his eyes, “It's literally the easiest dare there has been so far. Or would you
rather do a body shot off Jimin's body?”

“Dude, why off mine?” Jimin reacts.

Taehyung ignores him. “So?”

“The dare is ridiculous.” you comment.

Even Maya seems interested, nodding at you to accept the dare but you just mentally huff.

“Don't I have any say in it?” Jungkook grumbles, and you feel how your insides clench in
annoyance.

It does bruise your ego that he clearly showed he doesn't want to do that. Which is unfair because
you've shown it first, you've no right to feel that annoyed because of it.

“No,” Taehyung says simply, “Come on you two. Just ten minutes walk in the woods.”

“In the dark? Have you gone mad?” you exclaim.

“Okay, then I've changed my mind. Lick soju off Yoongi's abs.”

“What makes you think he has abs?”

Yoongi glares at the side of your face as you giggle. “Mean.” You're glad that he doesn't let
everyone know that you've seen way more of him.

First of all, you would argue with Taehyung that you've been drinking beer and you're not going to
mix a different kind of alcohol. That would leave you sick and there's no need of repetition of you
throwing up your guts, like it happened when you were eighteen and had to do it in front of your
house, your back then neighbors as your witnesses.

Second of all, you're actually considering it. Anything other than having to spend time alone with
Jungkook. Not now.

“I've changed my mind. Licking soju off Jungkook's abs.”

You don't comment anything about Jungkook's abs because you know they are very well there.
Taehyung knows that. That little shit.

Trying to stay cool, you let out a humorous laugh, hoping it doesn't sound flustered just like you
feel. “You can't keep changing your dare, Tae.”

“That's my final dare. The walk or licking Kook's abs.” He wiggles his brows while Jimin sighs
beside Taehyung, obviously not liking Taehyung's second and great idea.

“Maybe you should–”

“So what is it gonna be, love?” Taehyung cuts off Hoseok dismissively.

You appreciate Hoseok's attempt to save you from this awkward hell.

“Just go take a walk. It's not a bad dare.” Maya butts in and you wish she would keep her mouth
shut. She's already tipsy, making it sound like the easiest thing in the world.

“What if I don't want to?” Jungkook asks, causing you to snap your eyes to him as Ester sitting
beside him awkwardly scratches her brow.

“Yeah, you heard him. He doesn't want to. Not like I want to be alone with him .”

Seokjin sucks in breath, from your peripheral vision Namjoon takes a swing of his beer.

Jungkook scoffs, “Just ask her some shit, Tae.”

“No,” Taehyung says, suddenly frowning as he glares at the two of you. “Raise your asses and go
on a fucking walk. Then come back without the attitude and let us enjoy the rest of the fucking
night.”

Your jaw is on the floor. The wood in the fire cracks, almost as if it's just as shocked from his stern
tone like the rest of you. You would never expect it from him. That surely left things even more
tense and awkward, making you awkwardly shift on your spot. You could argue, or snap back at
him for talking to you like this. But seeing everyone's eyes on you, you feel like the biggest idiot.

You and Jungkook just managed to show more of your drama to them. Clearly everyone knows.

Sighing, you clear the can of beer before standing up. “I'm not promising anything.”

Taehyung then shoots you a thumbs up. “Just a ten minute walk, you two.” He sounds way softer
now. You meet Jimin's eyes and he gives you an encouraging nod.

You walk past Jungkook, turning around when you're out of the circle just to glance at him. He's
still sitting, currently having a glare contest with Taehyung before he sighs and stands up abruptly.

He brushes past you, but not before saying; “Let's go.”

And you follow him. Because it seems like the best idea with everyone's eyes attached to your
backs.

None of you have taken your phones with you, therefore you're walking deeper into the woods in
darkness. You don't tell him to slow down while you trail behind him, trying not to trip over
anything. Jungkook just keeps walking and walking, and you don't bother to go beside him,
keeping your distance as you stay behind him. You wonder if he's just as annoyed by Taehyung's
dare just as you. He's a menace. No, both of them are.

Of course Jungkook is annoyed. His reaction to Taehyung's dare is enough of an answer.

But still, you notice from the corner of your eyes Jungkook briefly glancing behind his shoulder, to
see if you're still there. That act makes you purse your lips to hide the little smirk. It makes it even
funnier that Jungkook has no idea.

Although, it strokes your ego that he cares enough to check on you. Even if you're both mad and
annoyed at each other. Perhaps it's touching too, but you quickly shrug that thought away.

Taehyung has sent you on a ten minute walk. Not only is it ridiculous but it seems like the time is
going awfully slow. It hasn't been even five minutes of you and Jungkook alone. The more you and
him are alone, the worse you feel about how things are between you at the moment. You're mad at
yourself for not wanting to do anything about it. All the emotions are too current. Despite your big
mouth and the need to be vocal about your feelings, you don't like confrontations. The damage is
done and making this right is not simple. You're aware of Taehyung's intentions and in the end, he's
trying to help. But you would appreciate it if they left it up to you and Jungkook. Even if you're
both clearly idiots.

Jungkook suddenly stops, leans against one of the trees as he also puts a pause to your current
thoughts. It's the first time you truly acknowledge him, looking at him. With the lack of light, you
don't avoid him as if he was a plague.

The moon shines above your heads, making some of his features visible. Properly looking at him
now, standing just a few feet away, you realize his hair seems to be damp from the shower he took.
Just as you and Yoongi came back, he grabbed his stuff and helped Ester just like you did to
Yoongi.

After glancing around and staring at the trees surrounding you, he suddenly glances at you too. It's
crazy how this is the first time on this trip that you're just looking at each other. Sure, there have
been a few glances but they barely lasted a few seconds, eyes mostly filled with negative emotions.
But now you just stare.

Clearing your throat silently, you walk up to one of the trees and lean against it as well. Staring at
your feet instead when Jungkook silently scoffs under his breath. You act like you haven't heard it,
though.

“You do realize why Taehyung sent us here, right?” He suddenly asks, breaking the silence with
an edge to his tone.

Glancing to your right and his direction, you're the one who scoffs now. “I'm not stupid.”

Jungkook laughs bitterly. “For fuck sake. Get over yourself. Nobody's saying you're stupid.”

“You're asking me as if I was stupid.” you remark childishly, knowing very well this conversation
is not leading anywhere. Not for the better at least. This back and forth seems to not end anytime
soon.

He rubs his face, letting out a whine of frustration before he groans. That reaction makes you
bothered for some reason and you glare at him.

“You're unbelievable.” he mutters, rubbing his face again. He's frustrated. So are you, but you
don't give him the pleasure of showing it.

You stay unbothered, on the outside at least, leaning your arms behind your lower back.

“So, you're not going to talk.” he remarks sarcastically, making you mentally gasp at the
entitlement.

“Why the fuck am I supposed to talk first?” you exclaim.

“I don't know,” he exclaims, voice full of sarcasm. “Maybe because you fucking got mad at me
because I invited my friend?”

Straight to the point. You give him that.

“Your friend.” you laugh sarcastically under your breath. Pettiness is one of your strong traits. You
can't help it.

“Yes, my friend,” he emphasizes. “Or what else is she?”

Your lips stay in a straight line.

“I don't know, has she ever done something to you?” Rubbing the crease between your brows, you
press your lips even tighter. “I'm asking you something, Y/N.” he says deeply, pressing even
deeper as you shake your head in annoyance.

“Maybe I don't want to give you an answer, genius.”

“You're so fucking unbelievable.” He sounds mad.

“And what about you, huh ?” you ask back, raising your voice.

He pushes himself off against the tree, standing tall and broad, taking two steps before he's
standing right in front of you. That makes you straighten yourself as well, arms falling down to
your sides before you cross them over your chest.

“What, because I invited a friend?”

“Your five minute long friend.” you mutter, not able to look him in the eyes when he's standing
right there. But you feel the glare in his eyes and he surely has his brows furrowed.

His features relax, slowly studying your face in the darkness of the night as he lets out an amused
chuckle. “You're jealous.”

“Like the fuck I am!” you deny, knowing well damn he's right.

“You so fucking are.” he laughs, though it lacks of any source of happiness or positivity. He
sounds bitter and cold.

“I just don't see any reason why you had to invite her. I thought this was a friend's trip.” you mutter
with an attitude, looking back as Jungkook outstretches his arm and leans his palm against the tree
you're leaning on.

He's so close. Met with a familiar scent, you wonder if holding your breath would chase away the
familiarity it holds.

Jungkook holds his tongue for a moment before he licks his lips and chuckles. “What about you,
huh? You invited someone who's not even your friend. How does that make you better?”

He's provoking you and although his words do hold some kind of truth, it only prompts your
irritation. It burns through you and makes your jaw clench painfully.

“You know what's the difference between us?” he asks, feigning softness as he inches closer to
you. So close that you bump the back of your head against the tree, not able to look away from his
dark eyes. His thick brows are furrowed, some of the wet strands dangling over his forehead. “I
haven't fucked Ester.”

You visibly gulp at the explicit words.

He leans his head to the side, trying to catch your eyes. You look at him, breath catching in your
throat when you notice the close proximity. Your noses are almost touching and the warmness of
his breath fans your cheeks.

“I haven't fucked him.” you emphasize the word. You might've hooked up with him, but you didn't
go all the way. You're glad you didn't, despite all.
“So what, you only had his cock in your mouth.” he comments, your mouth opening in shock as
Jungkook's thumb brushes against your bottom lip.

You shouldn't feel this way. Despite the shock of his so-called bluntness, his proximity just doesn't
do any good. Irritation and anger wants to ripple through you, but that's pushed aside as your
stomach clenches in anticipation. It's true you don't know what to expect now. You're both clearly
still mad at each other. Nothing has been solved and you barely talked. Could this be even
considered as talking? All you've done is talk in complete sarcasm and irritation, blaming each
other.

“I haven't.” you whisper just as he pulls away his thumb. Shaking yourself out of your moment of
vulnerability and daze, you frown. “What does it matter?”

“It matters because he's not your friend. We both know you invited him because you wanted to piss
me off.”

He doesn't move an inch. The proximity starts to feel suffocating and you don't know if you want
to push him away to catch a breath, or pull him even closer. Which is crazy because you're upset,
but if it's the only way to be close to him so be it.

Jungkook has the upper hand, the corner of your lips lifts up as you look at him with mischief in
your eyes. “Did it work?”

You could've easily denied it, knowing damn well he would just call you out on your bullshit. And
you would continue on your lie, preferably pissing him off even more. It's the disadvantage of
knowing each other too well. You both know what strings to pull to annoy each other. Just like
what you did by inviting Yoongi.

You're an idiot. You acted upon your feelings, letting the frustration get the best of you. You
should've controlled yourself better.

Jungkook frowns, but that's until he breathes out a light chuckle. You stare, eyes meeting in one
intense moment as yours dance across Jungkook's face. You can't see the small details on his face
but that doesn't stop. You're aware of Jungkook staring, yet you still allow your eyes to drop down
to his lips. Fucking weak!

Just as quickly you've looked, you look away at his eyes finding him staring at you. He's fighting
back a smirk. “So that's it? No explanation?” he asks amusingly.

“You're so fucking irritating.” you spit through clenched teeth, but that only seems to amuse him
more.

“That's rich coming from you.” he hums, poking the inside of his cheek with tongue.

You watch the motion, even as his tongue darts out to wet his lips. Shamelessly staring at them as
he sighs, leaning so close that his nose touches your cheekbone. “You're driving me insane.” he
mumbles.

He pulls away, just enough to get a view of your face again before he's closer again. His mouth
hovers over yours, your breath hitched in your throat as you automatically lean to him. Your
bottom lips touch, almost in a kiss but it's so brief that it makes you want to whine. You hold
yourself back, growing impatient.

Talking or the previous argument is not on your mind. It's crazy how you can forget about
everything, focusing on the lust slowly simmering in the pit of your stomach. Looking at Jungkook,
there's no wonder. It doesn't help that there's evident tension. You just want to kiss the idiot, even
if it's not a solution at all. You wish it would.

Kiss away that annoying smirk of his, preferably.

It's embarrassing how you lean toward him to connect your lips. You can't help the sensation
within your body, kiss him in pure fury that you feel. What's even more embarrassing is how he
pulls away his face, sabotaging your kiss clearly. That has never happened. Not under these
circumstances.

“You think I wanna kiss you after the stunt you've pulled?” he chuckles coldly, cocking his head to
the side as you stare.

Cheeks flaming hot, you look away in distress as you press your hands against his hard chest.
Trying to push him away, he doesn't budge. You frown. “Fuck off then.”

He chuckles deeply. “So what's it gonna be… will we talk or you want me to fuck you?”

He what–

You visibly suck in breath, eyes widening as you collect yourself. “You think I wanna fuck you
after the stunt you've pulled?” you ask breathlessly, no way sounding as confident and annoying as
you planned.

He throws his back, letting out a deep laugh that sounds oddly cold. “Fuck off then,” he cheekily
repeats your words, causing you to deepen your frown. He leans down and for a moment you think
he's going to kiss you. That it's one of those times he just teased you to see your reaction – but no.

He nibbles on your jaw instead, down to your neck. You hate how out of breath you already are.
And then he stands tall again. You barely get a glimpse of his face before you're turned around.
Gasping in surprise, your palms stretched against the tree's trunk.

His warm breath fans against your ear, lips brushing against it. “What did he do?”

“Who?”

“Your friend.” he mocks.

“I'm not telling you that!” you manage to exclaim in distress. His hands appear on your hips,
pushing your ass flash against him . Fuck. You can feel his bulge against your ass, slowly
hardening. “Does that turn you on?” you try to ask mockingly.

“Fuck no.” His answers come quickly.

“Why's your cock hard then?” Hardening but details, details.

“From imagining how tight your cunt is.”

You curse under your breath, leaning your forehead, not caring how scratchy the tree trunk feels
against your soft skin. “I guess you'll never know.”

Jungkook chuckles. “Oh, I already know.”

“Don't be so cocky.” you tell him through clenched teeth.

“Did he make you cum?”

You pant, nails digging into the tree. “Does it matter?”

“Did he make you cum?” he asks sternly, arousal leaking onto your panties.

“Yes.” you whisper. Yoongi is not the one you want to talk about. You want to tell him none of
that matters.

“What did he do?” he presses again.

You keep your mouth shut, gasping when Jungkook shamelessly circles his tattooed arm against
your frame, fingers playing with the hem of your sweatpants. “Am I gonna get an answer?”

You stubbornly shake your head, giving him an answer.

Stupidly cute, he thinks. Right after he sneaks his hand inside your sweatpants, under your panties
too as you feel his flesh against you. At the littlest touch as he cups you and rubs your naked pussy,
you let out a not so quiet moan. When he feels your wetness, he chuckles under his breath.

“Did he use his fingers?” he asks, still rubbing you before circling your wet and clenching hole.

“Argh, fuck.”

“Y/N.” he warns.

“Fuck, no.”

He presses his thumb against your hole, not entering you just putting a slight pressure which makes
your head spin.

“Mouth?”

“Mhm.” You bite into your lip harshly, pushing your ass against him as he dodges your attempt of
feeling something more.

“Yes?” he presses, causing you to groan.

“Fuck, yes. Yes.” you whine, causing him to nod behind you.

His hand is out of your sweatpants before you can catch another breath. Swallowing down the
disappointment, you're ready to curse him out. However, just as you open your mouth you're easily
interrupted by Jungkook tugging both your sweatpants and panties down to your ankles. You gasp,
muttering Jungkook's name as a warm breeze hits your wet core.

Looking across your shoulder, you see him dropping to his knees as he pulls your ass toward him.
He angles your body just so your entire backside is arched for him, giving him a front view of your
pussy and ass.

“I told you I'm gonna fuck you in the woods.” he says before he bites onto your asscheek.

You whimper, panting. “If I let you.”

“I don't know, Y/N,” The usage of your name brings an odd feeling. “It seems you're letting me.”

“Shut up oh–fuck ,” Jungkook's mouth is buried in your wetness, tongue latching at it.

You haven't touched yourself for a long time. There was never time and to be completely honest –
no need to when you had Jungkook. Nothing, not even you, could not compare to the pleasure he
gives you. You would rather wait days for him to touch you, have sex with you or anything that
could bring you an orgasm, than do it yourself. Even after the argument, you busied yourself with
work and binge-watched like TV shows. Then you got your period which exhausted you.

Whenever you jerk your backside, barely able to endure the magic of his mouth and tongue. He's
not going easy on you, grabbing your hips and holding them tight, and you in place. He growls
against you, almost as warning you to stop moving. Just when you think things can't get more
intense, his tongue enters you and two of his fingers rub your clit in fast circles.

“ Holy shit !”

You cum on his tongue within seconds, adding it to the list of embarrassing things you've managed
to do in only ten minutes. Your lungs are on fire, all Jungkook's doing as he licks off some of your
cum before you feel his hands on your ankles. That's it?

“You want more?” he chuckles, not the usual type when things are normal between you. In fact,
they aren't and the distance in his tone reminds you of your current issue. You haven't realized you
said your thoughts out loud.

Looking across your shoulder and down, too scared to move at the moment, you glance at him.
“You brought me here to eat me out?”

“That wasn't the plan.” he points out, “You don't deserve more.”

That makes you scoff loudly, ass bare. You should probably dress up, but his hands still remain at
your ankles. “You're right. Maybe I should tell Yoongi.”

That is so fucking childish! But you can't help it. The truth is Yoongi would probably never touch
you again. What you've done previously was a drunken mistake in the heat of the moment. Alcohol
was involved. You can't say your relationship has progressed much since then, but you know each
other a little bit more. It would surely make things even weird to even consider it. If he heard you,
you're not sure if he would want to vomit or would laugh – probably the loudest you would ever
hear him.

Jungkook stands up abruptly, pressing his front against your back which makes you straighten up.
He grabs the back of your neck, not too tight but you feel his hand there. “Good. Imagine me when
he fucks you.”

You let out a sarcastic and humorous laugh. “You're all talk, Jeon. Thought you would fuck me in
the woods.”

“Desperate much?” he laughs bitterly, “Tell your friend.”

You elbow him, enough to let him know to get you some space as you quickly pull up your
clothes, ignoring how your underwear digs into your butt crack uncomfortably.

“Y'know what?” He doesn't because you don't await his response. “When you want your cock
sucked, tell Ester.”

“I will. Maybe she'll do a better job at it.” he says fast. Too fast.

Something happens in your chest, it burns and it makes your anger rise. “You piece of shit!” You
curse, venom present in your voice as you go to push into his chest. He doesn't move.
“Two can play this game, Y/N.” he reminds you.

You glare, watching the way he swipes his bottom lip with his thumb, putting the pad of it into his
mouth. All while his eyes stay on you.

“Is this game to you?” you ask in disbelief.

He drops his hand in annoyance and rolls his eyes. “You're the one who started to threaten me with
your co-worker.” he points out.

“Threaten you? Please.” you scoff dramatically.

Suddenly, your jaw is cupped and grabbed harshly as he presses you into the tree again. “You want
me to fuck you?”

You gulp, mentally scolding yourself for feeling aroused by such a simple question. You're mad. In
fact, you should tell him to fuck off and leave before you still can. But you stay rooted in your spot.

“Not anymore. I will ask Yoongi, he will do a better job at it than you.”

He chuckles, knowing that's not true and you wish you could refute the statement. But you don't
want to.

Jungkook tightens his hold, rougher than before you're turned around once again. This time your
cheek pressed against the hard tree trunk as your underwear and sweatpants are roughly pulled
down. You almost fall but hold yourself at the last minute, surprised by the roughness. You
provoked him. Truth to be told and admitted, you want this even if it makes you out as desperate.

“You sure he will?” he prompts.

“Mhm,” Is all you manage to mumble back.

“Does he know you're my little slut?”

“I'm not yours.” you pant, shutting your ass when another slap is delivered on your ass.

“You're right,” he hums, parting your legs slightly as he cups your pussy tightly. “This cunt is.” He
slaps you there, earning a long gasp mixed with moan. You're not sure if he has ever done it. The
pain and pleasure shoots through you and you're close to whimpering, begging for more.

“Who said that?” You're playing with fire. But you enjoy this.

“I did,” he laughs as if it wasn't obvious. “Didn't you say my mouth is yours to kiss?”

You did say that. You were drunk. No wasted out of your mind. But you don't justify it out loud.

“That dirty mouth of yours?” you chuckle, hearing him do the same behind you. “Who knows what
you do with it.”

“You know it.” You blush at his words. “Now, should we get back or you want to get fucked?”

“My ass is bare, what do you think?” you retort smartly, yelping when he pinches your clit. What
the hell. With seconds passing, it does feel good. Argh!

You hear clothes rustling, your walls clenching just from the thought of him taking off his clothes
and getting his cock out. Fuck , you suddenly hate that you're turned with your back to him.
Then his tip pokes your puckered hole, moving further down to separate your folds. He's at your
entrance, causing you to quietly moan as you arch your ass for him. You even part your legs,
hearing him curse behind you.

You thought it's because of you, and maybe it is, that's until you hear a little groan. “What's
wrong?”

Many things , he wants to say but he presses his lips tightly. “I don't have a condom.”

You release a disappointed breath. Fuck! You scream inside your head before you arch your ass
again, feeling his cock against you as he lets out a pleased sigh. “It's okay. Fuck me without it.”
You say it too quickly, almost as if you didn't give it a thought.

“Fuck, you serious?” Jungkook pants, sounding out of breath from the single thought of fucking
you raw again.

“Yes,” you breathe heavily. “Just fuck me. I can't stand this.”

His answer doesn't come verbal, he presses the tip of his cock against your entrance but not quite
entering you. One hand on your waist and the other on his cock, he circles his tip against your
entrance and then rubs it along your folds up to your clit. Fucking hell.

“Kook.” you whine.

And then he presses in one movement, knocking the breath out of you. He's fast, despite you being
not stretched out you shiver against him. The burn mixed with pleasure makes you press your face
even more to the tree, ignoring how it stings.

He doesn't ask anything, he doesn't wait for you to get used to his size, having him filling you up to
the brim. He pulls out and then harshly thrusts in. Before you know it, his hand moves to the back
of your neck. Holding you there, the other goes to the side of your ass as he gets a good grip of
you. Thighs hitting against yours, the sound of your skin slapping and meeting fills up the space.
You realize this is the first time you're having sex in a complete open space – the thought of that
arouses you to the core.

Jungkook's pace is animalistic, leaving you all whiny and a complete mess, as your wetness gushes
out of you. Even the way his cock thrusts into your wet walls is clear to your ears. Eyes scrunched
tightly, you can't control the noises that ripple out of you. Your entire body is burning and there are
no thoughts in your mind. For the first time since the argument, you don't think. There is no feeling
of guilt, anger, annoyance and everything you've felt for the past week. You're so full of him,
feeling every inch of him despite his ruthless pace as soft grunts of his own pleasure are heard
behind you.

“S-so good.” You're out of your mind, not even grasping at what you're saying. It doesn't matter
that you stroke Jungkook's already big ego. He knows very well what he's doing to you – and what
he's able to do to you.

“Yeah?” he pants behind you. “I couldn't tell.”

“You piece of–”

“Ow!” you whine, your skin sensitive from the third slap your asscheek has gotten.

Suddenly, the tip of his fingers sneak between your open legs, rubbing your clit which makes you
whimper even more.
“Fuck–so close–I can't–so good.”

It's too much. His cock is wrapped around your walls, thrusting the spots you never knew you had,
his fingers are on your clit adding just the right pressure while his balls smack against it too. A few
more rough thrusts and you're cumming, your entire body shuddering as Jungkook groans. You're
going through your orgasm, close to the end of it when Jungkook pulls out all of a sudden and
cums on your ass. You feel the warm liquid covering your skin, dripping down with some of it
down your ass cheeks. It's messy but so fucking hot that you hum shamelessly.

Feeling empty despite the intense orgasm, you hear a little rustling behind you and then Jungkook's
hands on your ass again. A second later, Jungkook draws out his tongue before you feel the soft
and wet muscle on your skin. He licks his cum off it, your mouth falling open at the amount of
dirtiness behind his actions. You didn't think he could get any hotter.

He cleans you off and tugs your sweatpants along your panties up, where you take it from them
and dress up. He does the same, tucking himself back into his boxers as he hides any evidence of
your sinful actions.

Everything dawns upon you, slowly but surely, once the remains of orgasm no longer clouds your
mind. It's like a movie that flashes right in front of your eyes, reminding you of what has just
happened. There's no regret though, even when all those negative emotions come back and you
realize you haven't made anything better. Just like a bunch of teenagers, you fucked the anger out
of your system for the time being, until it's over now and nothing between you is okay. You haven't
talked.

You actually made no progress, which was Taehyung's last hope and the reason why he has sent
you away from everyone. What are you supposed to do now? Come back there and act like
everything's fine? Continue to ignore Jungkook because there's still a lot that needs to be said. Oh
god , you really hope none of them went to look for you. You have been gone for longer than ten
minutes. You wouldn't be able to live it down if one of them caught you. What if they did and saw
you?

Different scenarios (embarrassing ones) fill your already messed up mind. As you turn around to
face Jungkook, fully clothed now, you're constantly reminded of your actions. His hair is messy, he
tries to fix it by running his fingers through it a few times. The sour taste on your tongue and the
clench in your chest defines the disappointment you feel. Disappointed at yourself. Since when the
hell do you solve your problems by having sex? Angry sex at that. And you solved a major shit.

Sure. You remember the time when you and him had sex, rough and angry once when you were
arguing. But that time seems like a faint memory. You would've guessed you got better at that.
Instead, you're ashamed that this is what your friendship looks like. If you and him weren't hooking
up, what would happen? Would you finally talk? Even when you didn't feel ready. You're still not,
especially what happened now.

Again, there's no regret. The sex was amazing and definitely helped with the anger (partly).
However, looking back at this now, there's an empty hole in your chest. You and him are still
arguing over something completely stupid. But it's not stupid enough for both of you to let it go.

You two are fucking idiots.

Jungkook lifts up his gaze, brows frowning all of a sudden and you wonder if he has the same
thoughts, disappointed at himself for fucking you in the woods. To be fair, you asked for it. And
you're ashamed how easy those words left your mouth.
He surprises by lifting his hand, pads of his fingers slowly touching your cheekbone. “You're hurt.”
he informs softly.

You had no idea what he's talking about, but as soon as his fingers make contact with your skin,
you recognize the little stinging. You touch your skin, feeling its surface slightly damaged and
scratched from the tree. Great, now you not only will have memories of Jungkook fucking you
outside in a darkness, but you will have an actual reminder and proof of it as well.

Automatically, you frown and slap his hand away. “This,” You motion between you and him.
“Didn't happen.”

He doesn't argue, nor do you give him a space for it because you brush past him, making your way
back. Usually, you wouldn't be so confident walking in the darkness, let alone be in front but the
urge to get out of here is strong. Luckily, you hear Jungkook following you, now him being the
one who's behind you.

You have no idea how you've managed to get back, remembering the exact route Jungkook has
taken. Your memory when it comes to this is not bad at all, but still you're quite impressed – and
relieved – when you spot the fireplace and laughter nearby.

You know the moment you fully come back, their attention is going to be on you and Jungkook,
expecting something. Analyzing the atmosphere between you two. And that's exactly what happens
when all the chattering dies down as soon as they spot you.

Taehyung's eyes are curious and a grin threatens to spread, until he notices your face. “What
happened?” he asks, “Did you have a physical fight?” He tries to joke, met with a glare from you.

“I fell.” you reply dryly, snatching your bag of toiletries.

Jungkook plops onto his old spot, leaning his elbow against the armrest as he rubs the space
between his brows.

“Jungkook?” Jimin asks confusingly, expecting some kind of explanation from him. You act as if
you don't hear him, grabbing more of your stuff as you ignore Maya's eyes on you.

“Y/N, where are you going?” Maya asks, quietly and softly but loud enough for some of them to
hear.

“To take a shower. I'm covered in dirt and I need to clean this off.” you mutter, hearing her stand
up as she stumbles. Little does she know you have to clean the mess between your legs too.

“I'm going with you.” she says.

“No, it's okay.”

“Fine, but it's dark. Someone should go with you.”

You frustratedly scratch your forehead, groaning a little. You don't want her to question you.
You're not in the mood to talk, let alone to share what has happened in the woods.

“Stay here. I'll go with her.” Namjoon helps her to sit down, standing up as he offers you a
comforting smile.

With a tight grip on your towel, you walk away in total shame. Confused and miserable than ever.
Chapter End Notes

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“You okay?” Namjoon asks after a few moments of silent walking, your thoughts running wild
until they stop and your entire mind is just… blank .

“Mhm.”

Namjoon doesn’t look like he wants to pry, probably contemplating between being respectful or
caring enough to talk to you some more. Your short attempt of response says the opposite of what
he’s asking.

“Okay…” he mumbles just as you reach the cabin. He holds the door for you and all you can
muster in return is a weak attempt to smile in gratitude. Met with a dimpled smile, he motions his
head toward bathrooms. “Go, take your time. I’ll wait here.”

Nodding, you see him sitting on one of the couches you sat just two hours ago, waiting for Yoongi.
God, you can’t even bring yourself to wonder how it’s looking at the campfire.

Are they questioning Jungkook? Are things awkward? Well, the two of you have taken care of
that.

The throb between your legs starts to intensify as soon as you get under the warm water, cheek
stinging which makes you hiss. It’s nothing serious, not even the stinging bothers you just as much
as the fact that it’s a fucking reminder.

To be honest, you’re not quite sure how to feel. Are you disappointed? Despite all that, you don’t
regret having sex. It eased some of the anger and you both needed that. Even if it wasn’t the
smartest decision in terms of your situation. This has just gotten even more serious without any of
you wanting it. Talking seemed out of question. You weren’t ready to talk for whatever dumb
reason. And then things escalated. So much that you’re in this mess deeper than at the beginning.

It started with dumb argument over your ridiculous jealousy and escalated so much that you’ve
argued with Jungkook again. And then he fucked you in the freaking woods.

Rubbing your face harshly, you wince at the pain your uncontrollable rubbing causes to your
cheek. Washing off any other remains of the sex — the washable ones at least — you get out of the
shower and dry yourself. You don’t want to keep Namjoon waiting regardless of his decision and
the kindness of accompanying you here. You dry your hair quickly too, shrugging off the fact that
you didn’t previously want to get your hair wet. But in your empty slash frustrated state you got
under the shower fast and mindlessly, hoping it would clear your mind.

Once you step out of the bathroom and see Namjoon patiently waiting, the door opens and
Taehyung walks in. His eyes find you across the room, long strides coming up to you just as
Namjoon notices you and second after he does Taehyung.

“I got it from here, Joon.” Taehyung says, clasping his hand over Namjoon’s shoulder. “Are you
good walking back on your own?”

“Mm, yeah.” he says, not sounding too sure but he decides to give you and him space.
You watch him walk away, out of the cabin into the warm summer night as you stare,
dumbfounded. “What is this about?”

Your questioning doesn’t surprise Taehyung, his face clear off any hint of amusement or
excitement you’re used to seeing on him. Instead, he remains quite serious which for obvious
reasons makes you uneasy. Taehyung can be serious. You’ve witnessed it a handful of times but
this time, it feels different. Maybe it’s just because of what happened.

After all, you’re quite embarrassed how things ended up — especially when there are other people
who might not have witnessed everything (thank god) but they’ve witnessed enough for you to feel
embarrassed. They clearly know you and Jungkook are not on good terms, they must’ve known
shortly after you arrived. But right now they know things are even more intense. Argh! It’s not like
you care too much about them, but it’s embarrassing regardless.

“I just wanna talk. Should we go outside?”

“Tae,” you sigh. “I don’t wanna talk about that.”

“We don’t have to talk about that specifically,” he assured you calmly. “About Jungkook, I mean. I
just wanna talk.”

He’s got something to tell you. Sighing once again, your shoulders slumped in defeat. Talking
outside does sound better. It’s awfully quiet in this cabin and even though you’re sure the elder
man doesn’t care about some stupid drama between two best friends and horny freaks, you do feel
comfortable it’s just you and Taehyung talking.

You walk outside and end up following Taehyung to the porch. “You good?”

“Why’s everyone asking me that?” you exclaim.

“Damn, sorry for asking,” Taehyung mutters, “You don’t look good, that’s why.”

“Damn, sorry.” you mutter back, a quiet snicker leaving his mouth as he motions his head for you
to follow him.

Walking down the few stairs, your feet touch the grass and Taehyung leads you around the cabin
until you reach a corner. He pulls out something from his pocket, two items actually as you watch
lighter being lit up. Brows raised in surprise, you watch Taehyung put a cigarette between his lips
as he lights it up. He breathes out a cloud of smoke, away from you.

“You smoke?”

It’s no breaking news. You’ve seen once or twice Taehyung lit up a cigarette. But all of those
occasions (rare occasions) were when he was wasted.

“Just a new habit.” he explains, offering you his cigarette as you shake your head with a short nose
scrunch. He smiles at that.

Maybe you could use a cigarette. Would it ease your nerves? You’re not sure. You’re not a smoker.
Would it solve your problems? Hell no.

“I wanted to apologize.” he says after a minute, catching your surprised eyes.

“You wanted to… apologize?”

He nods. “Yeah. I shouldn’t have sent you on that walk.”

Damn he shouldn’t have. You wouldn’t have fucked Jungkook in the woods if he didn’t. But
unfortunately, that’s not Taehyung’s fault.

“I thought you and Kook just needed to talk. I thought you would talk and you would come back
fine.”

Your features soften, staring into the night.

“I fucked up, Tae.” you say quietly.

“How?” he questions, puffing out another smoke.

“I just did.”

He doesn’t push you for further explanation, even though the typical Taehyung probably itches to
know more. But deep down you know he’s respectful and can differentiate between serious and too
serious.

“And you meant well.”

“Huh?”

You chuckle. “You meant well by sending us to talk. You were right. We were ruining everyone’s
time here. We still are.”

“That’s not what I said though…”

“Come on,” You give him a pointed look. “Everyone’s already thinking it.”

“Y/N,” Taehyung sighs, “You’re not ruining anyone’s time here. You and Kook just have your
own shit going on. And you seemed to not solve it in any way. You two just need to talk, but now I
understand it needs to be at your own pace.”

“We should talk. I just—I can’t explain it. I was just so mad and annoyed that I couldn’t. We are
too annoyed at each other to have a decent conversation. I’m scared to talk because I’m scared it’s
gonna end up even in a bigger argument.”

You toss your stuff onto the grass and lean against the wall beside Taehyung.

“Does that make sense?”

“I don’t know. I never had to deal with shit like this.” he confesses, grins cracking on your lips for
a short moment.

You wish you could just tell Taehyung everything. To get it off your chest, to explain why you
behaved the way you did. What started the argument and overall, just explain the things from your
perspective. But then… Do you want to talk about it? You’re genuinely tired. You’re that kind of
person who needs to get stuff off your chest as soon as possible. But it doesn’t seem right at the
moment.

“I’m fucking confused,” he mutters suddenly. “I’m confused how all of this even started. Do you
not like Ester or something?”

Here’s Taehyung’s straightforwardness.

You understand why he’s asking that.

“No, I do. She’s a nice girl.”

Taehyung hums, obviously having something on top of his tongue but he keeps his mouth shut.

“I was just being dumb. I overreacted.” you explain briefly. Which to be honest, gives Taehyung
zero explanation whatsoever.

“I mean… she’s too quiet and shy in my opinion,” You give him a look again with a raised brow.
“But,” he continues. “She seems like a nice girl, like you said.”

“… yeah.”

“Look, I won’t pry any further. You clearly don’t wanna tell me which is fine. I’m kinda hurt by
that but it’s fine,” He tries to joke as you crack a saddened smile. “But I’m here if you wanna talk.
Or share whatever is troubling that mind of yours.”

“Thanks, Tae.” you almost whisper, bottom lip slightly pouting.

Taehyung notices just as he finishes his cigarette. He tosses it onto the ground, puts it out by
stepping on it with his slide. “Come here.”

And he pulls you to him before you can protest. Cheek pressed against his chest, you hug him back
as his warmth and scent envelopes you as well.

“I’m gonna cry if we hug.”

“Don’t cry, you’re gonna ruin my shirt.” Taehyung complains, causing you to giggle through your
pain.

“You’re such a menace. And you smell of cigarettes and beer.” you complain into his shirt. That’s
not entirely true, he doesn’t smell bad at all. Those smells are mixed with his musky cologne.
Taehyung smells fucking amazing.

“Hey, you little shit. Leave me alone.” he laughs, tightening his hold on you before he slowly lets
go.

As you get back, you make your way to Yoongi's car where you put your things back. Ignoring
some of the stares you feel on your back, you get inside the caravan for whatever reason. You need
some time alone for a little longer.

You stand there, leaning against the small counter with your arms crossed over a chest, staring into
nothing as the door open and click shut shortly after. Who's here again? No time for annoyance of
your interruption, your entire posture straightens up and arms uncross at the sight of Jungkook.

His features are firm for a second as the air inside the caravan suddenly feels too suffocating.

"What are you doing here?"

Jungkook doesn't miss the cold words, barely reacts as he lifts something in his hand into the air.
"Namjoon was about to bring you this, but I snatched it out of his hands." he confesses, ignoring
the way your heart falters at his honesty and at the sight of ointment in his own hand.

"Why?" you ask simply and dumbly.

He remains silent, closing the space between you as he comes to stand up in front of you. Without
any words, he opens the package and scoots a small amount onto his two fingers. "Namjoon's
always prepared," he mutters. You're guessing he's trying to fill up the silence and tension.

You watch him putting the ointment on the counter, arm almost brushing your side as you press
your lips tightly. That's until he hesitates for a second, eyes searching your face before he gently
turns your face to the side, undoubtedly to check on the scratch. It's no disaster, could've been
worse. It stings but it's nothing you couldn't have survived.

"I can do it myself." you point out the obvious, voice cold and emotionless.

"Why are you so stubborn, hm?"

Wish you could give him an answer. One that would make sense.

Jungkook continues to ignore the glare you give him as soon as his fingers inch toward your face.
His eyes stay solely on your cheek. "This might hurt a little. I'll try to be gentle."

Before you can protest, be the stubborn self that you are, he gently stars applying the product on
your scratch. You frown and hiss at the same time, automatically flinching as Jungkook mutters a
smooth apology but continues the task. Once he's done, he goes to wipe off his fingers from the
ointment while your inner cheek is caged between your teeth. You bite harshly on the flesh, feeling
like you're about to vomit any second from the emotions.

"Listen," he starts, but you panic and brush past him just for him to catch your forearm.

"I gotta go." you stupidly inform him, blinking at him as if you had somewhere to be which is
ridiculous – you both know that.

"This went too far," Jungkook continues regardless of your stupid attempt to leave. "I'm ready to
talk if you are."

All you offer him is a nod, too busy getting out of the caravan to hear the sigh leaving his mouth.
You get to your previous spot, damp hair framing your face as you reach for a bottle of beer. By
the time you came back, they had to open a new package considering you've been drinking out of
cans before.

There's a conversation going on, but you're not that stupid not to notice how Seokjin's voice falters
for a moment as they notice you joining them. Looking up after the few gulps, you visibly shrug at
them.

"I'm okay, it's just a scratch. I'm sorry about the drama." you mutter the last sentence, knowing
each of them has heard you.

Across the fire, Taehyung's features twist in silent compassion.

"It's okay," Seokjin assures you as the rest of them nod and hum in agreement. Jungkook comes out
of the caravan, fingers running through his hair making them slightly messy as he plops onto his
own spot next to Ester. "We all fight and argue. Don't feel bad. Both of you."

You and Jungkook nod in return, mirroring each other's actions without any words.

It's crazy how one stupid argument can change things between people. So much that it not only
affects your entire day, but your sleep as well. After yesterday's night ended with everyone too tired
to continue to talk and drink. You all have had enough. There's no need to get drunk to get wasted
on your first night here. Even though a few reasons could've been found, you know better than that.
You were tipsy enough to stumble to your tent along with Yoongi, showing him your middle finger
as he kept complaining about having to share a sleeping space with you.

You told him to fuck off and he laughed, falling asleep shortly after. You've kept tossing around,
waiting for him to wake up and cuss you out for it but he hasn't. He slept deeply, turned to you
with his back as soft snores left his mouth here and there. Luckily not loud enough to disturb your
lack of sleep.

When after hours of silence and darkness, your eyes shut on their own and so did your mind. The
dreams are more disturbing than ever, not allowing you to have at least a peaceful sleep. You kept
having mixed dreams of you and Jungkook arguing along with flashbacks of what happened on that
stupid dare. Something random got mixed up there too, overall just weird dreams following you
until the morning.

Namjoon's hike is planned for today. It shouldn't take a whole day, two to three hours max but you
still refrain yourself from going.

You're not necessarily avoiding Jungkook, but you're not looking to be in his presence either. Not
that you don't want to be. But considering there's still lingering tension between you, you don't
want to make things even more out of hand or weird. This is not something worth ruining your
friendship with him. And you plan to talk to him. Finding the right time is the tougher part though.

You need to grow a pair of balls to do the next step. It's the least you could do. Jungkook came to
you yesterday, told you he's ready to talk. And by doing that, he made the first step of approaching
you.

Judging how empty he looks like the next morning tells you enough that it has taken a toll on him
as well. None of you want this. But you two are also the only ones who can solve everything.
Whenever there were previous arguments happening, you've always managed to talk about it in the
end. This time it takes longer because you're both stubborn – and got hurt in the process. At the
same time, you remind yourself of realizing every moment how stupid all of this is. Seriously, it's
ridiculous.

"Hey, are you joining us?" Maya asks you, tying her shoelaces before she stands up and faces you.

"No, I think I should stay here. Think things through." you confess, trying to mirror the smile she
gives you.

She's not blind. She saw that you and Jungkook haven't obviously talked. You appreciate she
doesn't ask for any details, which is kind of surprising considering her constant nosiness, but you
guess she can tell you don't want to talk about it.

"You know..." she starts hesitantly, "Jealousy is disease," she starts and laughs lightly, but her
voice remains soft indicating she means no harm. "But it's also a human emotion. Don't beat
yourself over it. We've talked about this and the only solution is--"

"To talk to him." you finish for her. She nods. "I will. He came up to me yesterday, I'm sure you
noticed."

She raises her brow and gives you a guilty smile which gives you an answer.

"He said he's ready to talk."

"And you're not?"

Opening your mouth, you're interrupted by oblivious Hoseok who informs Maya that it's time to
go. You usher her to go. "We'll talk later."

She nods, giving you a smile in encouragement as she hops off to Namjoon who smiles down at
her, wrapping his arm around her frame as he brings her closer.

Since most of them are going on a hike, people who decided not to go will logically prepare the
lunch. You've got no problem with that. You gather all the prepared stuff, walking past Taehyung
and Jimin's tent that remains shut. Taehyung is sleeping off the hangover.

You and Yoongi meet at the extinguished fireplace, his morning and puffy face a new sight to you.
He gives you a glare when he sees your amused face, scratching the back of his head. Who
would've pegged him for a sleepyhead? You're surprised he still decided to wake up and help,
considering Taehyung flipped off whoever tried to wake him up.

"How's your cheek?" he asks, surprising you by the question and you don't hide it. He visibly shifts
uncomfortably on his spot as your lips curl to a half-smirk.

"Are you concerned about me, Min Yoongi?"

"Fuck, no." he disagrees immediately, erupting a laugh from you. "You just look like you've been
through hell."

Mental hell, you want to correct him.

"Of course I do. Your snores could wake up a dead person." you tease, laughing at the prominent
frown on his face.

"I don't snore loudly, you liar." he says, determined of his truth.

You shrug, "It was worth a try," He rolls your eyes. You still decide to give him an answer, finding
it oddly touching that he asked. "It's fine. Hurts a little but it's nothing bad. I will live."

"What a shame."

He cackles when you throw a plastic bottle at him. He dodges it with a smirk.

"Must've been a hard fall to scratch your face," he hums, catching your eyes immediately as your
glare warns him. "Didn't know you were that clumsy."

He's testing you. There's no way he knows what happened in those woods. He can only assume.
Yet, he's here testing and teasing you. You muster the best neutral expression you can, stopping in
your tracks.

"We were there in complete darkness. It's completely normal to stumble or fall."

Yoongi hums in return, luckily not pressing you with his annoying teasing or whatever that was
any further. After a minute of taking stuff in and out of the caravan to prepare food for lunch, you
stare at Yoongi. His brows are furrowed, though he looks nothing but focused as you call out his
name.

"I'm sorry."

"Pardon?" he blinks.
"That you had to experience yesterday... I didn't know my argument with Jungkook would get out
of hand."

He stares, dumbfounded. "Why are you apologizing to me ?"

"Because I'm embarrassed by it. I really wanted you to have a good time here."

Yoongi sighs, scratching his temple awkwardly before he tosses the pack of meat onto the table. "I
am having... a good time here. I would rather be home and chill on my couch," You raise your
brow. "But you don't have to apologize to me because of that. That's between you and him."

Nibbling on your bottom lip, you nod without looking at him as your thoughts come haunt you
again.

"And everyone's been pretty chill about it, as far as I know. I don't know your friends that much,
but they seem to be chill."

"But it's still awkward and embarrassing." you confess weakly, rubbing your forehead with a little
whine.

"Do you want my advice?"

"No."

Yoongi presses his lips tightly at the quick response, but still continues regardless. "Just talk to
each other. I'm pretty sure you will figure it out. That man is ready to fight for you."

"What?"

"Oh, come on." he rolls his eyes. "He's so protective over you. Since the day I met him."

You know that. Jungkook has been your number one protector for the longest time. No one cares
about you the way Jungkook does. Sure, Jimin and Taehyung are the best friends you could've
asked for. But Jungkook? He has always had a soft spot for you. He's been the number one person
you would go to with any problem. He would never judge you.

One bad look from another person and he would be there, ready to fight your own battles. He is
like that with any of his friends. That's what makes him special. That's why everyone loves to have
him as their friend. Jungkook is precious.

But even precious people can piss you off, among other things. It's normal and just because you
had some kind of dumb argument doesn't change that fact. Just as it shouldn't define your
friendship.

All emotions come crashing down on you. The regret and guilt, even the stupid anger you tried to
justify several times. And for what? Because of your stupid jealousy? Your bottom lip wobbles and
Yoongi's eyes widen, probably panicking that you could start crying any time.

"Don't cry or I'm gonna throw up."

You snicker, laughing through the pain as your lips naturally pout. Yoongi groans.

"You two are idiots. Besides, since when do you care about anyone else's opinion? Huh? I thought
you don't give a fuck."

"I don't know, Yoongi... it seems like I care more than I show." you mockingly point out, hating
that you just admitted that out loud. But well – he must've noticed that.

"What do you want me to do? I'm starting to feel uncomfortable." he confesses with a frown on his
lips.

"Damn. A decent person would offer the other person a hug." you remark, ignoring Yoongi's
dramatic lapping for a breath.

"You want me to hug you?"

You roll your eyes. "Want is a strong word, dude. But hugs can be nice and help. You act like you
haven't done more than that."

Yoongi scrunches his nose. "We," he stops, "We don't talk about that night."

"I know what you're trying to say. It was a mistake." you tell him bluntly.

"It was... it was just a dumb decision at that time."

"That's what you would describe a mistake as." you state dumbfounded.

"Whatever," he mutters. "Don't bring that up ever again."

"You're the one who's acting like a hug would kill you!" you exclaim with a laugh, hearing him
scoff.

"Oh my god. You're so annoying. Come here." he stomps toward you and before you even catch
his words, he pulls you closer to him.

Min Yoongi is hugging you. Freaking Min Yoongi has his arm around your shoulders, patting them
awkwardly as you bite back a laugh.

"Is it helping?" he mutters, continuing to pat your shoulder at the same pace as you snicker.

"I feel weird." you inform him and he hums in confirmation.

You hear nearby footsteps just as you both pull away from the hug, glancing in the direction of the
sound. Jungkook stands a few feet from you two, awkwardly glancing around as he mutters; "Don't
let me stop you."

He opens his car, rummaging through something inside until he pulls out his camera out of his
camera bag. He shuts the door with a thud, sparing you one last glance before walking away and
joining the others where a distant laughter can be heard. They're still around.

Your mouth is open, closing slowly. What were you supposed to do? To try to convince him that
it's not what it looks like? Nothing happened. You won't let your mind feed you with stupid
scenarios. Yoongi hugged you, just as weird as it sounds, but there's no point in being dramatic. But
the whole situation was slightly awkward and the awkwardness lingers even when Jungkook is
nowhere in sight.

Considering what you and him bickered about yesterday, you suddenly understand Jungkook's side
more. You've brought here a guy you're not exactly friends with. You know Jungkook doesn't like
him and the intention of inviting Yoongi to come along is more than clear. Has been from the
beginning. After all, you've hooked up with Yoongi. It doesn't matter if you had a proper
intercourse or just a part of it.
You still have something to be upset about. And you are. But seeing it from his perspective makes
you understand him more. Not that you make excuses for him. Not at all. You're still mad at what
he said back at Taehyung's apartment. He's at fault too.

You trade your positions, wondering how you would feel if Jungkook invited someone he hooked
up with. Purely just to piss you off. Because he hasn't invited poor Ester because of that.

You've fucked up too. You started it.

"See? This is why I don't hug people." Yoongi complains in the back, turning back to his task with
a disapproving shake of his head.

++

What's so fucking hard on coming to Jungkook and ask him to talk to you? You back off like a
coward every time you get the opportunity to do that, whenever he's not surrounded by everyone.
That's hard as well. The man seems to be talking to everyone, but no words or looks are exchanged
between you.

Deciding to let it go for a moment, it's better when the right time comes naturally and you won't be
stealing glances at him, your legs twitching to move to muster the courage to talk to him. He's
Jungkook for fuck sake!

The only reason why you're so nervous is simple and nothing new. You're scared you talking will
only result in more arguing. It's natural and normal for two people with different opinions to argue.
Not mentioning all of this is fresh. You can tell by your lingering annoyance and anger. But you
should talk as soon as possible. You really don't want to spend the rest of this trip ignoring each
other.

You just have to know – no matter what, everything is going to be okay. Even if it doesn't seem
like that.

They've returned from the hike two hours ago, and complimented the food you and Yoongi
prepared, since Taehyung woke up in the midst of cooking, refusing to lend a helping hand.

The constant heat has made all of you fan, deciding to go to the lake again. This time no one really
stays behind as everyone wants to freshen up in the water. Even Yoongi which surprises you.

He flashes everyone with his soft skin and toned stomach. Your gazes meet with Maya as she
mouths he does have abs to you. You can't help but roll your eyes, laughing at her.

Overall, the atmosphere is loosen up and you find yourself enjoying the moment even with your
situation not being sold. You push it back, far away in your mind and focus on your relaxation.
That's why you came here, right?

"Y/N, come here. We need one more person!" Maya calls out to you, in the water with Namjoon
and Jungkook. Further away, there are Seokjin and Taehyung swimming laps.

"For what?" you call out to them, the droplets on your skin already dried.

"Wrestling!"

Oh.

Maya's clutched to Namjoon's back, ushering to come there as your throat goes dry. Jungkook
awkwardly stands there, water reaching just around his hips as he avoids your gaze.

"I'm good!" you call to them, shaking your head as Maya frowns.

You don't want things to make it any more awkward but still. Something's holding you back and
the thought of being close to Jungkook, even if it's in a completely innocent way, makes you want
to stay here. Where it's safe.

"Come on, it's gonna be fun! Ester can't play because she fears water!"

You know that. You glance at Ester who you've been sitting beside for the past twenty minutes.
She shrugs apologetically, enjoying the sun instead as she flips through pages of a magazine that
Maya brought.

Looking at the couple again, not missing Jungkook either, you sigh and stand up. You ignore
Maya's triumphal sounds as you make your way there. You have to try to make things better.

"I'm not sure about this game, though." you mutter, half of your body already in the water as your
eyes stay on Maya who gives you an encouraging smile.

"I'll go easy on you." she teases, causing you to purse your lips.

"I'm not a fan of water games in general. At least not this kind."

"You're no fun." she continues to tease, Namjoon grins in response.

"Yeah, because getting pushed into water from someone's shoulders sounds like total fun." you
mutter sarcastically.

Jungkook's lips twitch and he rubs his nose instead, trying to appear as if he's not present. Maya
gets on Namjoon's shoulders, the two of them in their own loving episode for a moment as they
giggle and talk.

Turning to Jungkook, you clear your throat which makes him look at you. "I won't let you fall." he
says, easing down your nerves.

He knows about your opinion of this without you even stating it. That alone makes your heart
flutter. "You better not." you joke.

One corner of his lips lifts up in a poor attempt of a smile. The air is awkward but you visibly relax
because it's not that bad at all. He turns around and lowers himself. Motioning you to get on his
shoulders, you obey and touch his heated and wet skin. Ignoring the hard muscles, Jungkook helps
you to lift yourself to his shoulders until you're sitting on him. You hesitate to touch him any
further, but once he turns to Namjoon and Maya, you automatically panic and grab the top of his
head.

"This okay?" he asks silently, only for you to hear.

"Mhm."

No words are exchanged once again, the game officially starting. Jungkook stays true to his words.
Whenever Maya takes her attack into action, Jungkook tries to dodge it by moving you and him.

"Y/N, you gotta push me babe." Maya laughs.

"I don't like this game!" you complain. Second after, Maya goes to push you and you stumble,
yelping and holding Jungkook for your dear life.

The couple laughs.

Jungkook has a tight grip on your legs, securing you which makes you more confident. You still
don't like this game. But when Maya starts her attack again, you grow annoyed and try to push her.
She stumbles and Namjoon has a hard time staying balanced. Once they're balanced, Maya gasps
and laughs at your attack.

"What?" you grumble, "I can get competitive too."

"That's not fair. You've got Jungkook on your team." Maya laughs through her complaint.

"Hey!" Namjoon feigns offense.

"You're great, baby, but look at Jungkook. They haven't stumbled, not even once."

Namjoon shoots you an amused grin, shaking his head at his girlfriend as you start wrestling again.
In the middle of it, your and Maya's girlie gasps, yelps and giggles resound around the lake. You
both grow weak from all the laughter, both men urging one of you to win. The final blow happens
when you're close to falling, Jungkook holding you tight and balancing you as he brings you closer
to the couple. All you have to do is push some more as Maya stumbles and falls into the water.

"Oh shit." you gasp, hands placed over top of Jungkook's head as Maya emerges from the water a
second after. She's laughing which makes you sigh in relief.

"That was so fun!" she says happily, kissing Namjoon as the couple gets into their own world
again and you two end up staring at the couple making out right in front of you.

You clear your throat. Jungkook gets the hint and gets you off his shoulders, carefully and slowly
until he makes sure you're okay. He's holding you until your feet touch the ground.

"Everything good?" he asks, which makes you nod at him.

"Yeah, thanks."

You both glance away just as Maya stops sucking off her boyfriend's face. "You guys. We were
thinking about going on a short hike again. You wanna join?"

"Yeah, I found this other trail and apparently there is some good view. It's like ten minutes from
here." Namjoon joins.

"I--" You and Jungkook say at the same time.

"Jimin, are you going with us too?" Namjoon asks approaching Jimin, his hair wet from the water
too.

"Where?"

Namjoon explains his plan which makes Jimin shrug. "Yeah, sounds good. Are you guys going
too?" he asks, eyes stopping at you and Jungkook.

You're both quiet, none of you dare to say a word as Jimin raises his brow. His features turn stern,
giving you a knowing look.

"Yeah." You and Jungkook's voices collide but create the same answer.
With Jimin tagging along, you do feel like being on a trip with a strict father who's silently
watching your every move. It just might be your paranoia. The obvious distance between you and
Jungkook seems to wordlessly prove his point. One game won't fix the issue. So won't a hike.

Jungkook keeps to himself for most part, saying short bits here and there. Maya walks ahead with
Namjoon, the couple's hands locked together and surprisingly, Taehyung has decided to join at the
last minute. You're happy about that though. Without him, you can't imagine what awkward silence
there would be. Nor you or Jungkook talk much which is rare, something Jimin and Taehyung
clearly notice but luckily decide not to comment. It's already awkward as it is.

You and Jimin somehow stay behind, walking slower than the rest as you see Jungkook taking
pictures of Maya and Namjoon while Taehyung stands beside them, looking where he could
possibly sit.

Looking at your friends, you feel Jimin's eyes on the side of your face which makes you silently
chuckle. "Just say what you wanna say."

"Why do you think I wanna say something?" Jimin asks.

You give him a look which makes him chuckle softly.

"I'm just checking on you. I don't think me telling you something is gonna fix things." Well, that's
true.

"I'm miserable, but I'm planning to fix it." you inform him instead.

He remains silent for a moment, maybe not quite sure what to say before he nods in
understatement.

"I talked to Taehyung."

"What did he say this time?" you ask right away, no beating around the bush since you both know
Taehyung very well.

Jimin laughs silently, shaking his head. "He didn't tell me what you talked about." He clarifies
which does make you slightly surprised.

"Really?"

"Well I didn't exactly pry."

"We both know Tae doesn't need anyone to pry. He's gonna tell you stuff on his own." you joke,
the two of you laughing at the honest description of Taehyung's personality.

"Yeah, but he didn't this time." he assures you.

Taehyung possibly saying anything about your conversation to Jimin doesn't exactly affect you.
You didn't tell him much details and even if you did, you don't mind. But it seems fair to talk to
Jungkook first, explain your behavior to him first before you go around and talk about it to anyone
else. Sure, Maya knows. But that's only because she figured it out on her own. That situation was
different overall.

"He just told me he talked to you. You seemed sad and I... I don't know. I'm sorry?" he questions,
"I'm not sure what to say but I want you to know that you and Jungkook are gonna figure it out.
Don't worry too much, okay?" he ends softly.

In the end, they all want what's best for you. And when they see one of you struggling, they are
there for that person.

"I know," you mutter just as softly, "Thanks."

As you join the others on top of the hill, Taehyung's in the middle of sentence when your sneakers
slip against a bigger rock. You yelp, stumbling and ready for a fall before a hand clasps around
your wrist and keeps you steady.

Mouth open and heart beating fast from the shock, you see a familiar set of eyes frowned in worry.
“You okay?”

“Yeah, thanks.” You clear your throat, Jungkook's touch fading just as Taehyung's voice.

You ignore the little smirk Maya tries to hide, feigning innocence as Namjoon subtly pokes her
side.

Once you come back to the camping site, not much has changed. Everyone seems to be enjoying
their time here and for that, you're glad. Your unnecessary drama with Jungkook has caused
enough trouble. One that you're the cause of. You're stupid for opening your mouth and letting
jealousy get the worst of you. Sure, you've both fucked up eventually, but you realize your mistake
here. To truly resolve this, you and Jungkook must talk.

Jimin has –purposely or not – given you the little push you might've needed. Though you're very
aware of his inner thoughts and opinions he might've not talked about this time, you know he was
being a good friend. He's trying to turn you in the right direction.

However, getting to the actual task is not as easy as it seems.

Everyone's having a good time, including Jungkook who's more talkative than yesterday. Trying to
talk to him will just attract everyone's attention, so you stupidly retrieve every time you think it's
the right time to just call out his name and let him know you want to talk.

Argh!

You're mad at yourself for making this difficult.

But as the night comes and drinking continues, the atmosphere is too good to potentially mess it
up. Jungkook's flushed cheeks and big doe eyes tell you he's already tipsy. If you want to have a
proper conversation, you want both of you to be sober. To be fair, you've had a fair share of beer as
well and it's better to sort this out later.

You're leaving tomorrow though. And that thought makes you upset with yourself even more.
You've managed to be on this camping trip without properly talking. Not only that, but you also
haven't sorted anything which naturally makes you frustrated. Because… What's the big deal? He's
Jungkook. It has always been easy to talk to him.

You're aware of the embarrassment still lingering deep within your chest. And fuck. You haven't
even confessed what caused your reaction last week.

It's a stupid argument.

And you also don't want to spend the rest of this camping trip overthinking stuff, nor spend it
regretting something that can't be changed. So you focus on the people around you. You laugh,
talk and enjoy your last night here because your other friends are here too.

It comes to midnight, most of the guys already gone, barely able to keep their eyes open. Ester and
Jin went to sleep and shortly after, Maya and Namjoon joined them. You're thinking of it too, your
eyes start to feel heavy and the previous effect of alcohol starts to wear off. Well, you surely
haven't gotten wasted, which can't be said about Jimin and Taehyung. The two men cling to each
other like a loving couple as they whisper their appreciation for their youth (as they called it).

While they reminisce about their old times, Hoseok is close to tripping while Yoongi laughs and
makes no effort to actually help him, you notice Jungkook. He has detached from the camping fire
and the group, moving closer to the tall trees as your brows furrow. Already on your feet, you
distance yourself from the noise and make your way to him.

“Jungkook!”

His steps falter before he glances over his shoulder. You watch the subtle surprise on his face,
based on the way his brows lift up, before you're met with a perfect sight of his rosy cheeks and the
effect alcohol has left on him.

“Where the hell are you going?”

He gives you a lazy smile, one you haven't realized you missed. In fact, you've missed any kind of
smile of his. This trip has been crazy which is a shame because you really hoped this one would
take the cake.

He shrugs and while you're completely oblivious to his sudden drunken idea, you join him before
he could get out of your sight. Not that he was trying to but you wouldn't want to risk it. Not a
single person back there seems to be capable of possibly searching for missing Jungkook.

You catch him by his wrist, you don't allow him to walk any further. “You're drunk.”

Once again met with that lazy smile of his, he remarks: “So are you.”

“I'm tipsy. Not as drunk as you anyway.” you correct, his lips pouting a little.

“You didn't talk to me.” he admits silently.

Features faltering, your fingers twitch around his wrist as you slowly let go. “I wanted to.”

“Why didn't you?”

“Because we all drank a lot, Kook. I would rather talk about this when we're both sober.”

It is true. Though you should've talked to him sooner. You shouldn't have waited until well, it's too
late to talk tonight anyway. Jungkook has given you the space to come to him when you want to
talk. It seems like he's been waiting for you to approach him this whole time. You've failed to do
that.

“Kook,” he laughs silently, your lips twitching in a mere amusement when you notice his toothy
(and drunk) grin. “I've missed that.”

You offer him a saddened smile with thousands of emotions behind it, though you remain silent
because what's the point of talking about it now. “Come on. Let's go back and sleep it off.”
You tug the sleeve of his oversized hoodie, motioning from where you came from. Luckily, he
ends up following you instead of taking a spontaneous walk in the dark woods or whatever he had
planned.

You're both shocked to find the fire extinguished and seats empty as everyone has seemed to go to
sleep. Sighing, Jungkook simply waves you a goodbye as he stumbles to his tent. You watch him,
wondering whether you should help him or not but in the end, he seems to manage as he disappears
inside his tent. Rubbing your forehead, you decide to not stay outside any longer. Everything does
have a different vibe with no one outside.

Unzipping your tent, you expect Yoongi to be sprawled all over the place utmost. What you don't
expect however, is Taehyung there with him as the two men messily lay there. It even makes you
pull out your phone and turn on your flashlight to make sure you're seeing right. Taehyung's legs
are spreaded and outstretched, his arm thrown over Yoongi's chest while your usually annoying co-
worker is gone just as much.

“Fucking great.” you mutter, nudging Taehyung's foot with your own.

His lack of response and ignorance (from his obvious intoxication) causes you to be harsher with
your movements which eventually makes a set of drunken curses be spat out at you. Knowing
there's no point of trying to get him out of there, you zip the tent back up. Rubbing your forehead
and keeping the frustration to yourself, you glance at Jungkook's tent before a silent groan slips
past your lips.

Fucking Taehyung.

Unzipping Jungkook's tent, you get inside just as he is still awake and very much drunk as lifts his
head up to check the intruder. “Who are you?”

Rolling your eyes, you respond. “It's me.”

Leaving your shoes outside, you quickly zip the tent back up to avoid any insects getting inside.
“Taehyung somehow ended up taking up my tent. You don't mind if I stay here, right?”

You turn your screen on, lighting up the dark space to see where you can lay down. Jungkook's
face is scrunched at the bright light as you apologize before quickly laying down at the space
beside him.

“'M–don't mind.”

Chuckling, you make yourself more comfortable as you turn to face him. When your eyes adjust to
the darkness, you notice him laying on his back with hand over his chest.

“I should've talked to you today.” you mutter, wondering if he even hears you when you're met
with silence.

But that doesn't last long when a silent sigh leaves him. “It's–mm–okay.”

“No, it's not. Look, I wasn't really acting right and I should've–”

“Let's talk about it tomorrow, m'okay?” he breathes out tiredly, turning onto his side as he faces
you. “No fighting.”

You chuckle unsurely, embarrassed by your previous argument once again. That's until Jungkook
pulls you closer to him, offering you his warmth which you gladly take. Scooting closer to him,
face inches from his clothed chest and the familiar scent of him, he loudly sighs as a silence
follows.

That's until it's interrupted by incomprehensible slurs coming from Jungkook.

“What?” you ask, frowned while trying to understand him.

“'M sorry.” Is all he says before completely dozing off.

As the birds start to chirp and the air gets a little too warm, you're shaken out of your sleep despite
the sleepiness making you dizzy. In and out of your consciousness, going back to sleep is not
something that comes easy. Especially when memories of yesterday night start to slowly click in
once you crack your eyes open, finding yourself in a different tent.

Soon, with your conscience more present, you realize the warm air is not the only thing that keeps
you warm. You've managed to get out of the sleeping bag, probably when sunrise has hit the sky
and it started to get a little too unbearable in this tent. However your back feels like it's burning.
With your legs intertwined with – what you soon realize – Jungkook's, his arm draped over your
waist and chest pressed against your very much burning back.

To find yourself in this position again causes you to be unsure of how to react. You hate how
comforting it feels like, especially after everything you both have been through. There's still a lot to
talk about, something you should most likely do before this trip comes to an end. However, you
still wish to stay in this position a little longer. Perhaps acting like nothing's wrong for a while
won't hurt anybody.

Jungkook's body temperature does make you shift, your bodies rubbing as you finally notice the
undoubted erection he's sporting in his shorts. That alone causes your pulse to quicken up, heat
spreading all over your face as if you were the one with obvious erection. While aware that this is
something he can't always control, it does feel slightly superior to experience this again. The close
and intimate position causes you to feel more than it normally would. His cock is nestled between
your asscheeks and you have no idea what to do with this information.

While you're trying to keep your cool about it (and dissuade yourself from acting upon your secret
sexual wishes), Jungkook is bound to wake up by the little shift you make when you start feeling
the first traces of sweat. Still, when he shifts in his spot you tense up.

"Ignore it." he says simply and completely groggily, proving he has just woken up.

There's a couple of things you could do right now. But you should also be more logical than you've
been over the past week or so. That's why you ignore any devilish scenarios there could potentially
happen, obeying his first morning words.

Jungkook unwraps his body from yours, turning onto his back with a soft groan. Stretching his
limbs, he sits up with messy hair while shooting you a sideways glance. Turning on your back and
exposing your face to him, you both share a glance of pure nothing. You two just have a quick look
at each other before Jungkook rubs his face while yawning.

"Is anyone awake?" he asks.

Shrugging, you answer. "I don't know, I just woke up."

"Right." he nods.
Why is everything suddenly so awkward?

"Well, I'm gonna make myself something to eat. You want something too?" he asks while
gathering his shirt nearby, covering his torso with it.

When you don't answer, he glances back at you which shakes you out of your trance. "Ah, maybe?
I don't know what's left."

"I'll go check."

And he's out of the tent, leaving you alone with not only messy hair but messy mind as well.
Deciding not to lay there long enough for you to overthink everything from the start, you put your
slides on and join Jungkook outside. You find him rummaging through a few packages of snacks
that have been left on the outside table, scratching the back of his head.

He heard you walking toward him, shooting you a short glance. "There's nothing much left. I guess
the rest of the food is in the caravan."

As Jungkook is ready to go there, you tug onto his hoodie to stop him. "You're gonna wake them."

Everyone seems to be still asleep. You have no idea what time it is, but it's definitely too early for
you two to be awake too. Especially when you went to sleep last. You could definitely use more
sleep but that's not currently possible. Your mind is whirling with never-ending thoughts, so there's
no point in attempting to fall back to sleep.

"So? I'm not gonna stay hungry." Jungkook pouts, clearly not liking the thought of not eating his
precious breakfast which let alone makes you chuckle because you're very aware of his
disappointment.

"I'm not sure if there's much left anyway."

Seokjin did mention something about possibly running out of food yesterday, but no one really
bothered to sort it out right then. It was too late anyway and everyone started drinking.

"Maybe we should go and buy something." you propose, avoiding Jungkook's pair of eyes on you
as you busy yourself while looking around.

Things are still tense, at least too tense for you two, and just because you talked a little yesterday
and today too doesn't mean everything is alright. Though you at least communicate with each
other, woke up in a close proximity fully cuddling each other.

"Alright," he sighs in the end. "Let me just go wash my face and brush my teeth."

"Yeah, I gotta do that too." you murmur before both of you get ready.

While you do your morning routine and share a bottle of water to wash your face and rinse your
mouth, there are no words spoken or even uttered. You both change to more clean and suitable
clothes. Jungkook has abandoned his hoodie and is wearing his casual oversized black shirt with a
pair of new shorts. You've decided to wear one of your summer dresses. It's not like there will be
any opportunity to wear it on this trip since you haven't gone to the town yet.

Being back in Jungkook's car brings you a weird sense of nostalgia though that's definitely a bit
dramatic. You've been fighting for a week, in any case, it shouldn't be that serious at all. Is it weird
to say you're glad to be here?
You and him are in the car together, listening to some music like any other times you've gone on a
ride together. Pretty sure both of you can sense how there's this odd tension between you two, you
both ignore it and go to the nearest convenience store. Once you're done, you find a hot-dog stand
and decide to have your breakfast there. Jungkook pays, ignoring your useless attempt of pulling
out your wallet which leaves you to mumble an appreciative thanks . He waves you off, silently
telling you not to mention it.

When you get back, everyone's still sleeping. Jungkook sets the grocery bag onto the table when
you approach him, nervously and unsure as you mutter his name.

"Hm?"

"Can we talk?" you ask, his movements pausing as he sets the bottle of coke down.

You both know what that means.

"Sure. Here?" he questions.

"Let's take a walk." you offer, causing him to nod as he follows you.

You decide to take a walk to the lake, knowing there's a short bridge where you can comfortably sit
and talk in a peaceful and quiet surrounding with no interruptions. As you sit down on the
hardwood, Jungkook joins you as you both take the time staring ahead and breathing in the
summery air. Fiddling with your fingers in your lap, you steal a glance at Jungkook who catches
you almost immediately. It leaves your cheeks warm as you let out a chuckle, the amusement
dancing on his face.

"I don't know how to start," you admit truthfully. "But I know I should explain myself, I should
have from the start actually... but never mind. I should explain why I acted that way at Tae's
place."

"We both let things get out of hand." he mutters and you nod.

"Yes, but I started it. Which makes me embarrassed that I let myself act like that in front of not just
you, but Jimin and Taehyung as well."

"Why did you then?"

"Because I was jealous of Ester." you let out the painfully awkward words out.

But for the first time since the argument, you feel the weight on your chest slowly dropping.

Jungkook snaps his eyes toward you, looking shocked and confused as ever. "Jealous? What?
Why?"

"It's stupid," you chuckle nervously. "I never had to share you with any other girl. I mean—like a
friend. You never brought any girl into our group and I guess I felt threatened in a way. I know it
sounds stupid and I swear I'm not possessive or anything like that! Ester is actually nice and I felt
like a total bitch the entire time here, even before we came here."

"It never crossed my mind this could be the case. I'm sorry." Jungkook mumbles slowly, still
gathering his thoughts.

"Kook, I'm the one who's sorry. I overreacted. I should've talked to you sooner or explained myself
right there at Tae's. But I decided to be stubborn and childish, I wasn't truthful because I didn't
want to admit out loud that I was just jealous."

"I gotta admit I was pretty clueless back then. I didn't know why you were suddenly so against
Ester. It just—it got out of hand, I guess we both can agree with that," You nod. "I didn't act right
too. I shouldn't have said some of the things I did."

"We both shouldn't have," you add. "And it did hurt hearing you comparing me to her. That made
me even more upset, which only escalated."

"I—" He stops himself, sighing as he closes his eyes almost painfully. "That came out wrong. I
wasn't trying to compare you two. What I meant by that was just... I couldn't understand why you
got so hostile about her going and I thought you would understand that since you were in her
position too. You know how hard it can be making friends. Which doesn't excuse any of my
reactions, I'm just trying to explain myself too."

"No, I know. It feels nice to finally talk about this openly," you assure him. "And I admit my
mistake here too. I was acting like that because I was jealous."

"There's no need for you to be jealous, Y/N." Jungkook assures you, softly and with a pinch of
lightness to his voice which both makes you chuckle gently and silently.

"And then you assumed the whole tent situation and I just bursted. I was sensitive because of my
emotions."

"I'm sorry. I clearly wouldn't assume you share it with her if you didn't want to. It was a mere idea."
he mumbles.

"I know. In other cases I would be completely fine with it. But I wasn't because..."

"Because you got jealous." he finishes for you, things starting to make more sense to him.

"... yeah."

"I meant it. Ester is my friend but she's never going to replace what you and me have. I'm serious."

You find Jungkook staring right back at you, making sure you see how serious he is about that and
it does offer you everything you've needed. Assurance.

"I'm sorry, Kook. I really am. It all got messy and if I knew my reaction would end up with us
fighting, I would keep my mouth shut. I even invited Yoongi for fuck sake!" you exclaim,
Jungkook snickering under his breath.

"Yeah, you totally did that just to piss me off."

You offer him a weak attempt of a sheepish smile. It's all good though, it causes him to laugh
because he knows .

"I'm sorry too, if I hurt you. I want you to know I never meant it the way you took it. It wasn't right
for me to say some of the things too. I got frustrated and annoyed. I also want you to know that I
get hurt and upset too." he admits silently, almost as if he's scared to say it out loud.

It causes your features to twist into sadness and empathy as you nod.

"I'm nowhere near perfect. I fuck up too." he adds.

"We both fucked up. But I guess I'm the bigger culprit in this." You try to joke, but Jungkook only
glances at you with a soft gaze.

"We were both stupid and petty. There's no need to point fingers at who was worse. Let's just leave
it at that."

You stay in silence, hearing the birds flying here and there as they chirp in the background. For a
moment, you feel like you can't think. There are no thoughts in your mind, yet it feels like your
head is suddenly going to burst with them.

Feeling overwhelmed is an understatement in this situation and before you know it, your eyes sting
and water. Sniffling silently, you catch Jungkook's attention and you know there's no point in
hiding it anymore.

"It just got all so messy!" you cry out, Jungkook's mouth opening and features twisting in sadness.

"Come here," He wraps his arm around your shoulders, pulling you to his side as he hugs you. "We
are both idiots. But we talked about it and apologized. So no crying, hm?" he offers, gently
pressing a kiss on top of your head.

You chuckle through your tears, giving him a weak nod. "I just can't believe we took it this far."

Jungkook hums, keeping you close to him.

"I don't want to lose you, Kook."

"You're not going to lose me, silly."

"But we never argued like this!"

"You also never got jealous before. We never had any other female friends around." he says
lightly, trying to assure you that it's alright because you do need that assurance.

"It's your fault." you click your tongue, poking his side as he lets out a dramatic gasp.

"My fault?"

"Yes, I told you I'm not allowing any girls in our group." you joke, giving him a look which causes
him to laugh.

He throws his head back before he stares for a little longer, laughter slowly dying down as he
gently pokes your cheek. "You were also wasted at that time. I didn't think you would take it this
seriously."

"It's fine," you assure him. "It was stupid of me to get this jealous."

"Well, I can assure you that there's no other Y/N, alright?" he teases, nudging your side as you feel
your cheeks heaten up once again, a shy smile crossing on your lips.

You have to be honest. It feels fucking great to hear him say that. This way it feels like him having
any other possible female friends is no big deal. You've always known what you and Jungkook
have is special. You've had that since you met him and her closer. It was dumb of you to question
that but well, jealousy is a disease. It's a vile emotion.

The silence follows shortly after, the memories coming back to you as you let out a sigh. "We
fought like petty kids. But you know what actually made me upset? The first night here. In the
woods."
Jungkook looks at you, giving you all the attention as you take the cue to continue.

"I wasn't upset with you. I was upset with myself for letting our friendship get to this point. Since
when do we solve our problems by fucking through them?"

Jungkook opens his mouth, though no response comes out of it.

"I don't regret it. I think we acted upon our frustration and damn, we had lots of it."

"We sure had. The sex was good though."

You snicker, nudging him this time as he laughs. "It was. But once it was over, I got this anger at
myself. I thought 'what did we do with our friendship?'. But thinking of it now, a part of me is like,
but what's the big deal? I don't know if I make any sense right now."

"No, you do. I mean... I knew you were mad, I didn't know why exactly but when you said
something like this didn't happen, I knew you're upset."

"I agreed to that sex, Kook. I wanted it." You make sure he knows that. You don't see inside his
head, but you need to know that there's not an ounce of regret of what happened in those woods.
For a moment it was thrilling and the only thing you felt like you needed. You're upset because you
felt that way. Not because it happened.

"It got all too much for me. From the argument a week ago to the point where we couldn't stand
each other. I just asked myself what we have become?"

Jungkook hums in acknowledgment.

"Maybe we should take a break?" you ask.

You've never thought of it earlier on. Damn, you're not even sure how this came out all of a
sudden. Just a sudden idea that currently makes sense. Though, you're not sure about it completely,
talking to Jungkook about it seems like the first step.

"A break?"

"From the sex. Learn how to be best friends again."

"Weren't we best friends all this time?" he chuckles.

You know what he means. Regardless of your intimate life together, outside of it you were still the
same. Perhaps you're just overreacting and are still upset over how you dealt with things instead.
Actually, you're sure that's why. But maybe this could be beneficial for you two.

So you tell him exactly that, met with a moment of silence before he breaks it.

"I'm not sure what to say. I don't wanna say anything to disregard you. If this is what you want or
think is right, I'm up for it."

"You don't think a break could be... good?"

"I mean, we don't know unless we try." he shrugs. "I told you whenever you want to end this, we
can. You're in control of this too."

"I don't regret having sex with you, Kook."

He chuckles but once he sees your raised brow, he clears his throat and rubs the tip of his nose
gently. "I know you don't. I wasn't thinking of that at all."

"I just want you to know."

"I know, don't worry." he smiles.

"So, it's all behind us?"

"Of course. Fighting with you fucks me up more than you think." he laughs as you join.

"God, everyone witnessed our bickering and childish behavior." you whine, hiding your face in
your hands as Jungkook rubs your back before he retrieves his hand.

"Fuck them. Who cares?"

"I do," you whine. "That shit was embarrassing. So embarrassing that I even apologized to Yoongi
the other day. He was trying to console me but he's pretty shit at it."

Jungkook only snickers.

"That's when you came in. It wasn't what—"

"You don't owe me any explanation, okay?" he says gently, brushing a strand of hair off your face.

"And he actually fingered me when we—I lied."

Jungkook chokes on his spit, coughing. "What?"

"I mean—I lied but didn't realize it. I was so out of it that I couldn't remember properly. It wasn't
my fault, it was yours actually."

"My fault?" Jungkook laughs, amused.

"Mhm." You don't tell him that his sex capability literally makes you lose your mind sometimes. "I
just had to set the record straight."

"Well, thanks for letting me know your co-worker fingered you as well. Thanks for the kindness."
he mutters under his breath, shooting you a grin when you slap his thigh.

"We're good?"

"We're good, stupid." he laughs, hugging you to him as you hug him back.

Burrowing your head in his chest, you smile for the first time in a long time. Genuinely.

"You guys made up?!"

You slowly pull off from each other, looking behind you to find shirtless Taehyung, very much
awake and not hungover like you would've expected him to. He's got experience, you guess.

"Finally!"

He claps loudly, catching the attention of others as you slowly make them come closer to
Taehyung. Jimin frowns, asking something as Taehyung responds. Jimin shoots you a thumbs up.

"Now fuck each other's brain out!"

 Looking at each other with Jungkook, you both burst into laughter.

"I'm gonna kill him."

You hope not everyone has heard that but luckily, there's only Jimin next to him who slaps his back
which causes Taehyung to completely ignore him as he shoots you a boyish grin, not forgetting to
wiggle his brows at you.

"Yup. Me too." Jungkook says, standing up as he offers his hand to help you stand up.

You gladly take it, the two of you smiling at each other before you join the others.

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Your trip is slowly but surely coming to an end.

Minus some bumps along the way, it's safe to say you had a great time either way. You and
Jungkook have managed to talk like proper adults and it went well. But most importantly, you've
made up. It is sad there's goodbyes soon to be said. You kind of wish you could stay here for at
least another day.

But all of you have to go back to adult life. The weight is lifted off your chest, practically non-exist
as you and Jungkook share a soft smile while all of you pack your things. Well – except Taehyung
who's sitting on one of the portable chairs with sunglasses on, too hungover to help his best friend
who's been complaining for the past ten minutes.

"I take it you finally made up." Maya comes up to you, folding up a thin blanket when there's no
one nearby.

"We finally talked." you answer.

She surely notices the relaxation behind your tone and features, causing her to smile knowingly
instead of saying anything for a moment.

"And? How did it go?"

"Good. Great, actually. I explained myself well and we both had something to apologize for. It's
not even about the apology. I think us talking is more important and even though I was pretty
scared and unsure to just walk up to him and talk, I'm glad I got it off my chest."

"Being honest is not always easy but I knew you guys would work it out. From what I heard, your
friendship has always been strong." Maya grins.

"How do you know that?"

"Namjoon," she chuckles simply. "But that doesn't matter. Even I can confidently say it's true. And
I haven't known you for too long and I solely know this just from seeing you and him, plus hearing
you talk about him."

You avert your gaze to the ground, your shy smile causing you to feel even more shy when you
feel her eyes on you.

"I'm jealous though. The sex after such an argument is gonna be amazing."

And just like that, the air shifts and your gaze snaps toward blunt Maya who's already grinning,
expecting your reaction of shock and disbelief.

"Yeah, that's not happening." You cringe, muttering.

"You don't want to? Wow, I mean—shit." Maya's the one who's shocked which has you snickering
under your breath. She's unbelievable.

"Not that I don't want to, but we've decided to take a break from... the sex part."
"And whose stupid idea that was?" she exclaims, a laugh escaping from your lips the moment you
see her face while she dramatically leaves her mouth open.

"Mine."

"That explains it."

"Hey!"

She laughs, letting you know she's only joking.

"I thought it would be for the best. I can't really explain it. I just think it's time for a break."

You're not going to tell her he fucked you in the woods while you both were unable to
communicate together and were pissed off at each other. While you don't find it uncomfortable to
be talking with her about your sex life, there are some things that are better left between you and
Jungkook only. It's not like you're embarrassed about it but it feels too personal and intimate to talk
about it openly. In the end, just like you told Jungkook, you wanted it at that moment and you don't
regret it happening. He was right when he said the sex was good. It always is.

But anyway... you two hooking up surely changed a few things between you and him. You let lust
control you and while you believe sex like this doesn't necessarily have to mean a bad thing, you
wonder how else would you solve it if you weren't hooking up.

It's all frustrating and it seems like there are a few things you can't answer because it's that
confusing. And you don't understand them.

It might sound all dramatic but it's nothing like that. It's no big deal. You'll continue your
friendship the same way and the only difference will be sex. You can't think about it too much,
knowing once your hormones get the best out of you, you're going to have a hard time accepting
your own idea.

"What about you guys? Are you ready to go back home?"

Maya groans, tilting her head back as she nods. "Yeah, I could do another day here. Though we've
got a wedding to plan."

"Do you know what month it's gonna be?"

"We don't. We're about to make some calls and meet up with a few people to see which place is
closest to our terms. I'm excited, don't get me wrong, but it's so stressful to plan everything. We
definitely want it to happen this year after having a conversation. But summer is pretty much all
booked everywhere, unless we want some unaesthetic and cheap place."

She sighs before smiling.

"But it's okay. Joon is a huge help and he's very much involved. We're doing everything together."

"That's great. Let me know if there's anything I can help with. I'm not sure how I'd be able to help,
I know shit about weddings but just call me if there's anything I could do."

Maya gives you an appreciative smile. "You're a sweetheart."

With a smile on your face, you start folding a sleeping bag which you're sure belongs to Yoongi,
who (surprisingly) is cleaning up the truck of his car so everything is neat and good to go. You're
unaware of Maya's stare that's aimed behind you until she speaks up.

"A stupid sweetheart if you decided not to fuck him."

"What?" you mumble, following her eyes.

There he is.

Jungkook stops his task to grasp the hem of his shirt, bringing it up and dabbing the tiny droplets
of sweat covering his forehead. That wouldn't be the issue if he didn't expose his abs to everyone's
eyes – even though only you and Maya are staring – showing his bulky chest. Dryly gulping, you
quickly turn around and nudge Maya to look away.

She gives you a knowing look, offering you a friendly pat to your shoulder as you click your
tongue in annoyance.

They're just abs. Ones you've seen multiple times. You're fine.

You're going to be fine.

You still rush to pack your things, not even glancing in Jungkook's direction. Too scared to see him
doing bare minimum and look absolutely hot while doing it.

Everything went back to normal. Well, new normal.

Yoongi acts like he hasn't spent a whole weekend with you, still patiently waiting for his lunch
every day. Even on the way back home, he barely said a word and hummed quietly to his playlist.
Surprisingly, you took a decent nap, catching up the lost sleep you experienced the night before.

After four days of constantly buying Yoongi a lunch, you regret ever inviting him more and more
each day. The man demands his lunch, holding you up to your deal. Are you surprised? No. Were
you hoping he would leave you alone after a few days? Yes .

The group chat is full of memes and possibly dates to hang out again, reminding you of your
supposedly summer vacation. After the camping trip, you're a little bit more wary to plan
something longer and serious than just a casual hangout. It's pretty stupid. One argument shouldn't
hold you back from experiencing new memories with your friends.

You and Jungkook haven't really spoken since the camping trip. You got to say a warm goodbye
and ever since then, both of you have been too busy jumping back to your lives to talk. You know
you're fine though. In your friends group chat, you've replied to one another a few times – mostly
reacting to the memes or just to joke around. So far, there's not much change in your relationship
with Jungkook. It feels pretty same and you know it's only because you haven't had the time to
hang out and be alone. Is it stupid of you to say that you're a little bit nervous when that time
comes?

However, it eventually comes just when you anticipate it and you don't avoid it. This has been your
idea after all.

You and Jungkook text back and forth, this time in a separate chat without prying eyes of Jimin and
Taehyung. Jungkook's days and evenings are fully packed. There's not much time to hang out
typically at your or his place – which again might be dangerous and too soon for you. You're being
dramatic, that's for sure. But once he comes up with a plan, for some reason you agree even if his
plan is the least common place to hang out for you and him.
Stepping inside the building, you're surprisingly met with a nice scent of freshness instead of sweat
and testosterone. The gym Jungkook visits is certainly popular and modern, based on the fully
packed gym and its interior that has a sweat already rolling down your back.

“This is most certainly new.” you mutter, eyes wide staring around you as Jungkook cackles,
leading you toward the front desk.

There, of course, is a young female receptionist wearing a cropped tank top with leggings as if she's
the one that's about to work out. Once again, Jungkook's often visit here shows when she easily
recognizes him and both drops formality, which you don't expect.

While Jungkook goes to equip your gym access after you greet each other with the receptionist,
you silently standby and listen to their conversation. You're aware of Jungkook's membership here
and judging by the clear sight of the receptionist recognizing and knowing him, he doesn't have to
show anything to prove his identity.

“Are you interested in getting a trainer for this session?” she asks, eyes jumping between you and
Jungkook.

“No.” You and him speak at the same time.

Nodding, she clicks off a few things on the computer before she says the price for a single access
which has your eyes almost falling out their sockets. You and Jungkook both pull out your wallets.
Desperately trying to beat him, you're too late as he pulls out his card sooner and pays.

“I could've paid for myself.” you point out, pursing your lips in a mere annoyance. Can't lie though.
Your heart surely feels lighter knowing you haven't had to pay such a price for a full hour and half
of torture.

Suddenly, Jungkook's plan doesn't seem that good at all. You would very much test your willpower
back at his or your place.

“I know you could've.” he sings out annoyingly, leaving you to roll your eyes at him as he thanks
the woman, leading you away. “It was my idea, I know this gym is a bit pricey and you're not
exactly the type to spend money on something like this.”

“Yah!” you nudge him, met with a toothy grin as he teasingly nudges you back. “What are you
saying? Maybe I'll enjoy working out. I should work on those muscles.”

You and him share a look, grinning at each other after cracking up a few moments later, knowing
very well he's right and you're full of shit. Working out is not exactly your priority. You have
enough exercise when working, constantly on your feet all day. Not mentioning how much you
walk and sometimes rush to get Yoongi his fucking lunch. But well, that's completely on you. It's a
nice reminder to never do that again. To involve him in your stupid plans.

While Jungkook leads you to the gym equipment (you're sure he would know his way around
blindfolded), you're trying your best not to stare at all those muscular and slim people around you.
Damn, you're really out of place right now. They all seem to know what they're doing.

“You wanna lift some weights?” Jungkook asks, tossing down water bottles and two towels he
grabbed from home for you and him. “Wait, you did some stretching before coming here, right?”

When he's met with silence, he looks up just to see your brow raised with a frown on your lips. He
sighs, disapprovingly and not very subtly shaking his head as he mutters your name.
“I got into this bizarre outfit right after I got from work!” you exclaim, pointing at yourself.

You tried your best, alright? A simple black leggings and an oversized shirt. It's definitely not the
hottest outfit you would often see on Instagram of some fitness model, or just most women who
work out and want to look nice. But who cares?

“And I don't ever stretch. Nobody's got time for that.” you mutter.

Jungkook snickers, some of his hair falling and shielding his forehead as he sits down on the
bench. “You should stretch every morning, regardless if you work out or not.”

He used to stretch your muscles in other ways.

Oops –intrusive thoughts!

“Alright, alright.” You roll your eyes at him which has him laughing.

“Okay, do some basic stretching while I do some lifting.” Already seeing your disapproving face,
he continues. “Trust me, you're gonna thank me later.”

“But you said you would go easy on me!”

He did say that. In fact, he doesn't plan to destroy you on your first proper work out session. And
probably the last because who knows? You're unpredictable sometimes.

But instead of calming down your nerves, he lies down but not before shooting you a smirk. “When
have I ever?”

He starts lifting the heavy weight, pressing his lips tightly as he occasionally groans, some of them
taking you far away from the gym. Still standing there, you dryly gulp and wonder, why the fuck
you haven't invited him over instead? Suddenly, it sounds way more safer than this for numerous
reasons.

Jeon Jungkook is coming for your neck.

All he does is the same thing he would’ve done if you weren’t here. He’s focused, checking on you
to see if you’re really stretching your muscles like he has advised you from time to time. While
he’s oblivious to your inner thoughts and how much you’re actually trying to ignore the way his
muscles tense and flex during his workout, he makes sure to give you a stern look every time he
sees you flaking.

He would’ve been a stern trainer, that’s for sure.

One thing about him is that he takes his job and hobbies very seriously. He doesn’t like when
people fuck around — maybe that’s why he’s so opposed to take Taehyung to workout with him.
You’re clear Taehyung would enjoy being here just as much as some of the female audience
clearly enjoy watching Jungkook. Obviously, he would not enjoy them eyeing and salivating over
him, but rather appreciate the clear attention because you know they would eye Taehyung just as
much.

But Jungkook stays focused on himself, partly focused on you while you’ve been stretching your
legs for the past five minutes until Jungkook reminds you to switch and stretch other parts with
breathless voice.
Once he finishes, he sits up and takes a short break as he watches you with an amused expression,
sparkles dancing in his dark brown eyes.

“What?” you huff out. “Am I doing it wrong?”

“No,” he laughs. “I just never thought I’d see the day of you working out.”

Straightening up, you flip him off with a sarcastic smile which allows him to laugh even more.
“Don’t sweat it. I’m not working out yet.”

After a minute, you stop stretching feeling like you’ve done a decent job. Met with Jungkook’s
gaze, you purse your lips.

“You know… we could’ve gone to a cinema or do something instead.”

“Complaining already?” he asks amusingly, resting his arm over his thigh as he manspreads
himself.

Are you? It definitely sounds like it and to be honest, you're not sure. You thought spending time
with him just hanging out would be a great opportunity to get your friendship back to the old ways.
Even though there was a thought in the back of your mind of how that was going to go when you
simply imagined Jungkook's sweaty body. You've had the opportunity to see him working out at
his place and even back then, you had an awful time trying not to gawk at him.

With the never-ending thoughts, you grow more upset at yourself. Jungkook is one fine piece of
man and that's definitely not how you only see him. He's much more than that. When you look at
him, you see him . Not just the physically attractive side of him. Not the way those girls are still
eyeing him shamelessly.

Although, you're not complaining for a reason Jungkook might think. You're not the athletic type
like him, he knows that – hell, everyone knows it around you. Or perhaps, it's the tiny bit of this
reason too. This is what you wanted.

Perhaps you made things more dramatic and serious than they have to be. Looking at Jungkook,
seeing his toothy grin he sends your way while he's completely oblivious to your inner (and
annoying) thoughts, some of the weight lifts off your chest.

“Not at all.” you assure him, ignoring his knowing look but luckily, he doesn't call you out on your
bluff.

“Come on, maybe we should do some cardio now. Get you heated up a little.”

Don't worry, you already took care of it, you think as you nod with a tight smile, following him
across the room.

Jungkook sets up the treadmill for you, setting up a manageable pace for you before he joins you.

While music hits of this year blasts through the speakers, he advises you to focus on your breathing
before he informs you you're going to do a few miles. Jungkook is keeping up with you, not
sticking to his usual routine and for that, you're grateful. It feels nice to do the same thing together,
just being in each other's presence even though there's not much time to actually have a
conversation.

After a while, you notice the same women who were shamelessly watching Jungkook the entire
time since they noticed him, join you on the treadmills. Scoffing a little under your breath, you
glance at Jungkook who's too focused to even notice anything.

As you open your mouth to comment on it in front of him, Jungkook is in his own world as he
suddenly tugs his shirt over his head before he tosses it over the handrail. That's when he must
sense your prominent eyes on him as he glances your way.

“Seriously?”

“It's getting hot.” he explains, shrugging as he continues totally unbothered.

Huffing out, you tuck a strand of hair behind your hair that has managed to get out of your
ponytail. “You're aware of your fanclub here, right?”

“What?” Jungkook breathes out, shooting you a confused look. “What are you talking about?”

You snicker, “There are like three women who have been eyeing you since the moment they
spotted you. They even followed us here, so they could stare .” you inform him amusingly,
shaking your head when you see his frowned expression. “Oh come on. Don't tell me you're not
aware. It probably happens every time you come here.”

You're not dumb and neither is Jungkook. He's definitely not clueless how many female gazes he
catches (sometimes even male).

“I wasn't aware of them . But yeah, it happens.” he admits almost shyly, clearing his throat.

You trace his tattooed arm with your eyes for a moment, before saying: “Has anyone hit on you
while you were working out?”

“Y/N!” he exclaims, sounding almost scandalized by your blunt question. “I said focus on your
breathing.”

Is Jeon Jungkook being flustered? It only spurs you on and spreads your cheeky grin even wider.
“Oh, so you do get hit on.”

Jungkook huffs, “Yeah, it happens sometimes.”

Hm, sometimes. You're not sure if you believe that.

“How fast?”

“What is this?” Jungkook laughs, “Are you interrogating me?”

“Just curious.”

You really are. You haven't experienced being at the gym with him before. It's fascinating how he
behaves here. Not that he's different or something, but it is quite interesting to witness this part of
his life.

He sighs when she spots your curious gaze and the cheeky grin, rolling his eyes at you before he
huffs out his response. “It usually happens by now. But you're here with me, so I'm guessing that's
what holds them back.”

Why is that not surprising? Instead of feeling anything negative, you find that fact amusing and it
makes you chuckle. “Oh, should I leave? Give them a chance to come here?” you joke, laughing
even more when you see Jungkook's glare.
“You're annoying.”

In the midst of your laughing, you notice him cracking a grin which he has tried to hide. Your body
feels lighter, despite your muscles growing tired already, but the moment between you lingers. This
is how it felt before. Just you and him – teasing each other.

Turning off the treadmill sooner than you should've (after hoping you've clicked the right button),
you take the small towel Jungkook has brought you and wipe your forehead. You bite back the
laugh that wants to come out when you see Jungkook's suspicious stare.

“Scared I'm gonna leave?” you tease, causing him to huff out as he cuts off his run and turns off
the equipment.

“Don't you dare.” he says, wiping his own sweat as he grabs the bottle of water and takes a few
gulps.

While his head is tilted back, throat bobbing at the way he gulps, you find yourself eyeing his
buffed out chest. You don't expect to see Jungkook's eyes on you as soon as you look away from
the amount of naked flesh, cheeks heating up immediately as his lips curl into a smirk.

“Stop teasing me.” he simply says, moving closer as he drapes his towel over his shoulder.

“Are you sure I'm the one that's teasing?” you ask silently, eyes flickering down to his chest again
as he chuckles.

“I always tend to take off my shirt. I promise I'm not teasing.”

You believe that. Jungkook doesn't owe you an explanation and after all, you do know very well he
prefers to be as naked as possible. Looking around, you spot a few guys shirtless as well and it's not
that unusual to see the extra skin here.

“Perhaps you could control yourself a little, you know, around me.” you say with a cheeky tone,
pointing at his body as he plays your game, humming while nodding.

And then he does something unexpected. He brushes his thumb across your bottom lip, feeling the
softness of it as it feels like he prints his fingertip to the skin he tasted many times before. “You
wanted the break, remember?”

The way he drops his tone but still keeps it light and teasing causes your heartbeat to pick up its
pace. Stop, stop, stop . Hearing the warnings and red lights going on in your head, you stay rooted
in your spot as Jungkook drops his hand, lips twitching.

He's not oblivious when it comes to you though. He can tell your single body language or
expression from miles away.

“Perhaps you're the one who needs to control yourself a little.” And then he's patting your shoulder
in a comforting manner.

He walks away, laughing and fully content at your speechless appearance, ushering to continue in
your routine as you mindlessly follow him. But not before sending a small glare toward Jungkook's
fanclub, seeing them whispering among themselves.

Surprisingly, things go back to normal and there's no teasing happening after that. While your heart
still beats a little faster than it should've – and it's definitely not from working out and following
Jungkook's instructions – the lingering tension is almost not there. Jungkook is back to being
serious, showing you the right way to do things when needed and you listen obediently, doing an
actual good job at it. Even if he's back in your mind during all of that, you find yourself to be
distracted enough to enjoy your time here. And just you and him hanging out.

Hour and a half passes quickly. Quicker than you previously thought it would. You get separated
when it's time to take a shower and change clothes. Jungkook is finished soon, waiting for you at
the reception (no surprise) as he's chatting with the receptionist again. Once he sees you done, he
bids a goodbye and wraps his arm around your shoulder.

“So, what are you saying? Are you gonna be my workout partner?” he teases, the two of you
walking out of the building as he leads you to his parked car.

All you can muster to do in response is to let out an awkward chuckle. “I would rather not.”

For obvious reasons.

Tossing the packaged food, beef burger and big fries precisely, onto the desk, you watch the bane
of your existence slowly turn his chair in your direction as he makes sure you see his well amused
and annoying grin. Delivering him a huge sarcastic and tight smile, you hold yourself back from
wrapping your hands around his neck and choke him.

Min Yoongi has been nothing but a big menace. The worst thing is that you can't really complain
because you agreed to it.

Today, he requested to get a burger with fries for his lunch. The closest place is around twenty
minutes from your workplace by a car, so you spent most of your lunchbreak getting his fucking
burger, waiting for them to prepare it and then driving back. Your bank account is slowly starting
to cry. Or is that you ?

“Why thank you.” he beams sarcastically, sniffling the air around him as he leans closer to the
packed meal, only spurring your annoyance for sure.

“It's not like I had a choice.” you remind him sweetly.

“A deal is a deal.” he sings out, the sound of you taking a deep breath causing his lips to twitch.

You don't give him the joy of begging him, or even trying to talk him out of this. After all, he's not
wrong. You like to think of it as your punishment for making a stupid decision. Overall, it wasn't
that bad and for that, you're glad. Yoongi (surprisingly) got along with the guys and for what could
be assumed a weak moment, he even told you he was enjoying the time there. It was certainly a
weak moment on your part when you allowed yourself to cry in front of Min Yoongi. Somehow,
you managed to convince him to hug you. The awkward hug makes you cringe till this day and
you're sure Yoongi feels the same. However, he seemed to have his own weak moments for sure.
Why else would he ever assure you that he did have a good time? Min Yoongi is not all bad, deep
down you know that.

“So how are things with your boyfriend?” He starts unpacking his meal, the scent filling the room
as the office is yet to be filled with your colleagues. Most of them haven't gotten back from their
lunch breaks, but that will soon change as it's supposed to end in five minutes. Unless they don't
want Junho to come for their asses and spend the rest of the day listening to him complaining.

“Good?” you ask confusingly. “Since when do you care?”

“I don't, but today has been boring as fuck.” he says simply, taking the first bite of the hamburger
you paid for. You ignore the way your mouth salivates. You've managed to eat fries on your way
here – something Jungkook would surely scold you for. He wouldn't approve of you eating while
driving. Good thing he doesn't know.

“I told you I'm not here for your amusement, Min.” you remind him.

“Back to last name basis? I thought we're closer than that after our weekend together.” he says loud
enough for Benjamin to hear who's passing by, your cheeks flaring hot as he gives you both a
weird look, luckily continuing his way toward the breakroom, you assume.

“Our weekend? First of all, ew,” You cringe, erupting a laugh from him as his cheeks are puffed
out with the hamburger. “And seriously? Do you really want rumors to start going around?”

“Nobody would believe I would go for you, relax.” he scoffs while your jaw drops to the floor.
Once you collect yourself, you sit yourself on the edge of his desk.

“You did go for me once, as far as I can remember. And if I remember correctly, you did tell me
my pu–”

“We don't talk about that.” he cuts you off abruptly, worth enough for you to say the words aloud
when seeing his reaction as he looks flustered of you bringing it up.

It's not like you wanted to, he didn't give you a chance.

“Me and my boyfriend are doing great though. How about you? Have you found yourself a suitable
partner that is willing to keep up with your ass?”

Yoongi chokes on his spit, trying his best for the food to stay in his mouth and that's when you
know your job is done.

“Enjoy your meal, Yoongi.” you tell him sweetly, getting off his desk and walking away with a
triumphal grin.

The rest of your day goes smoothly, even when you haven't had a proper lunch but your latest
interaction with Yoongi just brightens up your whole day. The look on his face and the little frown
he made sure you see just made your day. And you made sure to let him know that. Not even
Benjamin giving you a weird look very subtly could make you ruin your day.

That's how you've felt until you get inside your apartment building, knowing you have to change
your clothes and freshen up before the guys come here. Taehyung is still at work and you're pretty
sure so is Jimin, so you have a little bit of time before their arrival. Just as you're putting your
phone back inside your purse, you lift your gaze to greet the neighbor just for you to let out an
audible gasp. One that gets the attention of the very last person you've expected to see.

In full glory, your ex-boyfriend stands a few doors away as he looks up, surely hearing you before
his own eyes widen and mouth opens in surprise.

“Y/N,” he breathes out, surprised just as much as you are.

“You've got to be kidding me.” you mutter, not dropping your eyes off Haneul.

He hasn't changed, yet he seems different than the last time you saw him. He's sober this time for
sure but that's not what you meant. At the sight of him, you're reminded of the moments you've
spent together. Still shocked to see him, Haneul carefully walks closer.
“I–uh, my friend moved here. I was just visiting him, I didn't know you live here, I swear.”

The little panicked tone and expression on his face makes your features soften. The last encounter
you had with him wasn't a pleasant one. You've had enough reasons to stay mad at him. And
maybe a tiny part of you still is because of his own mistake. You wouldn't like to go back to it
though. You've talked since then and you ended that chapter in your life. But still. Seeing him in
front of you, looking panicked and careful like a lost puppy makes you feel bad for some reason.

He has gained weight. Not lots of it but he looks… bigger and buff, though his cheekbones and jaw
are more prominent. He's wearing jeans, a simple white shirt with a patterned overshirt over it. He
looks… good. Even his hair is darker and longer. That's what reminds you of the last time you've
seen him.

“It's okay,” you assure him slowly, not quite sure what to say. “I'm just surprised to see you here.”

“So am I,” he says, his features turning alarmed once again as he quickly jumps to elaborate. “I
mean I'm surprised to see you here too. I really didn't know you live here.”

“It's fine.” you chuckle a little. You know how weird it must be for him too. Since the last time he
assured you he wasn't stalking you, and based on his body language and expression right now,
you're aware that he is actually scared of you to think otherwise.

He's nervous. You're actually surprised that you can tell even after all these months.

“I never thought I would see you again,” he says softly. “I–do you have a minute?”

Frowning automatically, you look around and shift on your spot. He is not oblivious to your
evident uncertainty and perhaps discomfort, his face saddening.

“It won't be long. I just want to tell you something. It's been haunting me ever since… ever since
the last time I saw you. I understand if you don't want to but…” he trails off, scratching his temple.

Looking back and forth between your apartment's door, you hesitate for a moment. For one, you're
still shocked to see him here. To see him standing just a few feet away from you, looking at you in
a total hope as he pleads with his eyes.

Do you want him inside your place? It sounds too… intimate. Your place is private. To have him
there out of all people… you're not sure how to feel about it. But one thing is sure, you definitely
don't want to have this conversation in the hallway where anyone could hear you.

“Let's take it inside, this is not a proper place to have any conversation.” you decide to say, slow
with your movements as you move to tap your code and open the door.

“Are you sure? I don't wanna overstep.”

Looking across your shoulder, you find him staring into the distance to avoid looking at your code
to give you some privacy. That alone makes you feel safer because you know he wouldn't hurt you.
Whatever happened back at the club… it was a mess but that shouldn't define all of him.

Still, you create a distance between you and him, still making sure he sees your hardened gaze as
you invite him inside.

“We can just talk here,” he says as soon as he closes the front door. “We don't have to go further.”
He proposes.
Taking off your shoes, you cross your arms over your chest before leaning against the wall. “Okay,
then talk.”

For a moment, he seems to be lost at words. But once you cock your brow at him, he shakes
himself out of it and fumbles over his words. You're patient though, waiting for him to say
whatever he needs to.

“I don't remember much from our last… from the last time I saw you. I mean–I do remember bits
of it but I was too wasted to remember or even know what I was doing. I never reached out to you,
not that I didn't want to, but I thought it's better if I didn't,”

You give him a look, raising your brow again as if to tell him that he's damn right .

“Listen, I don't wanna take any more of your time or bother you. I owe you a big apology, I
shouldn't have ever cornered you like that. I was drunk and out of my mind. I still wasn't over our
break-up and when I saw you–I lost it, I drank too much and I had no control over myself and for
that, I'm ashamed.”

Squeezing your forearms subtly, you just stare at him before you sigh. “I was drunk too. I almost
let you kiss me. And I probably would've if…” Jungkook didn't get between you two.

Haneul knows that, nodding understandably.

“I never had a peace of mind after that. I was dumb and irresponsible. I still wasn't over the first
love as they say.”

You stand up straight, arms still crossed. “I do hope you find your happiness.”

“Can I ask you something?” He tries, waiting for your nod. Once he gets it, he takes a breath and
opens his mouth again. “How did you get over it?”

“Time,” you say as he nods, knowing that must be his answer as well. “And I had my friends too.”

Biting the inside of his cheek, he looks away as he nods. He knows who is included in your friend's
circle and his very subtly annoyed reaction proves it. Jealousy is what got you into this mess in the
first place. Who knows where you two would be if it weren't for the entire argument that took place
during winter.

“Um, well thank you for giving me a chance to apologize in person. I really needed that and I
appreciate it.”

You nod. You could tell him that you hope he truly moved on. That he deserves happiness too and
he shouldn't beat himself over his past mistakes too much. Or that you hope he matured into the
right person because deep down, you know he's not bad. He had hurt you and you never expected
it from him, but looking at you now, you've moved on faster than he has. He is still here, has
waited for his moment to apologize again and you appreciate that. But to create more distance and
avoid unnecessary affection, you stay quiet. Something tells you it's better this way.

Perhaps you're being harsh. Or just reasonable and smart.

Who knows.

He opens his door and you follow him, ready to say the final goodbye which doesn't necessarily
mean you won't ever say hi again if you see each other in person. Knowing now that one of his
friends lives here, there might be times when you see each other again. But there's no longer any
connection there. You won't stay friends like you could've. You think it could only mess with his
head.

Once you look up, you wonder why Haneul hasn't stepped out yet only to find Jungkook standing
on the opposite side of the door, a prominent frown and glare framing his face.

“What the fuck.”

Getting in between them, you pull Jungkook inside as he spares you a short glance before his eyes
don't leave Haneul's figure. You get Jungkook behind you and as Haneul gets the clue, he steps out
of your place.

“Thanks again.” he murmurs, trying not to glare too much at Jungkook who's still standing behind
you.

Giving Haneul one final nod and silent goodbye, you watch his figure retrieve as you let out a big
sigh.

“What was he doing here?” Jungkook asks, breathlessly almost getting worked up at seeing Haneul
here.

It's not like you blame him. Haneul wasn't on his best behavior the last time he saw him. And
before that too.

“His friend moved here and we bumped into each other.”

“Great.” he states sarcastically, taking off his sneakers as he gives you a stern look which makes
you innocently shrug before closing the door.

“He wanted to apologize.”

“And you let him inside your apartment? Jesus, Y/N.” He rubs his forehead, causing you to shrug.

“He was drunk at that time, Kook. He wouldn't hurt me.”

“You don't know that.”

“I do know that!” you argue, watching his brow raise as you retrieve a little, nibbling on your lip.

Okay, maybe you don't know that. Haneul has proved himself to be… unexpected. But you don't
think he would go far as to hurt you.

Jungkook sighs, closing his eyes as he leans his head back and stares at the ceiling for a second. He
walks up to you, expression softening. “Y/N, baby,” He cups your cheek to make you look at him.
You dryly gulp, having him this close to you after a long time. “We both know sometimes you can
get upset and with a guy like him, you don't know how he's gonna react.”

You do know what he means. Sometimes you can't control your mouth. But that's the last thing on
your mind, not with him so close and calling you– “Baby,” You crack a grin. “We're on a break,
remember?”

Jungkook huffs out a laugh, dropping his hands as you try to ignore the mere disappointment by
that simple action. “Sorry.”

“I liked it.” you silently confess.

He lifts up his gaze, mouth opening slightly before hard knocks behind you causes you to flinch.
That breaks a moment as you see Taehyung's close up face on the display next to your door right
after a ringbell can be heard, the system turning on the camera automatically. Jimin is behind him,
nudging his head out of the camera. Snickering, you open the door as the lock unclicks and you're
met with your friends face to face.

“What's up fuckers? What's the commotion about?” Taehyung cackles, tossing his sneakers off as
Jimin sighs and shakes his head at evidently very active Taehyung.

“Ignore him. He had a few drinks after work with his co-workers.”

“I was celebrating!”

“You celebrate a lot then.” Jimin mutters, ignoring Taehyung's glare before his sharp eyes stop on
you two.

“Commotion? What were you talking about?”

“We heard your voices when we got out of the elevator.” Taehyung answers you.

“Were you listening behind the door, Kim Taehyung?” you exclaim, shooting him a disapproving
look as he gasps and shakes his head, clearly offended by the suggestion. As if that couldn't happen
when it comes to him.

“We really weren't. We just heard voices because surprisingly, this fucker here was quiet the whole
time on the elevator and even after we got out of it. We couldn't hear much. Taehyung is just as
dramatic as always.”

“I was just joking, jesus. And who you're calling fucker?”

You roll your eyes. “You just called us fuckers.” you point out, everyone going further down your
apartment as you turn on the lights since you haven't had the chance to go fully inside.

Taehyung just innocently shrugs. “But what's with the faces?”

“Y/N had her ex-boyfriend over.” Jungkook shrugs, your head snapping toward his direction as
everyone in the room gasps.

Jimin and Taehyung stare at you as if you were caught in a lie, their mouths open as their asses
drop down onto your couch at the same time. The scenario is funny and you would surely laugh at
them if it weren't for their disapproving and scandalized looks.

“Ex-boyfriend as the slut shaming asshole?” Taehyung asks, narrowing his eyes at you as you sigh.

“It wasn't exactly that, thanks a lot Jungkook,” you point at him, just as he shrugs in return before
making himself comfortable in your chair. “His friend lives here, on the same floor I assume. We
bumped into each other and he wanted to talk.”

“And you invited him here?” Jimin asks, frowning as you sigh just as Jungkook butts in.

“That's what I said!”

“I–” You stop for a second, rubbing your nose before sitting down on the arm rest, close to
Taehyung. “I didn't wanna talk about it in the hallway. You guys didn't see him–” They start
rolling their eyes and muttering a bunch of disapprovals before you quickly add. “He seriously just
wanted to apologize for the last time. I gave him that choice and I'm unharmed. I'm okay. See?”

“You better be.” Taehyung warns. Jimin nods, agreeing.

“You guys act like he physically harmed me. He's not that violent.” you inform them.

As much as you appreciate their protective nature, you know Haneul is not the type to harm you
physically. They all make it seem like that and you do think maybe they're a bit overprotective in
this manner.

“And I'm perfectly fine to tell him to fuck off.”

“Sometimes that's not enough. Sometimes that can cause more harm than you think.” Taehyung
reminds you.

“Yeah, sorry Y/N but Tae's right.” Jimin agrees.

“You never know how any guy can react when they're mad.”

“You guys are being dramatic now.”

“Maybe, but better be safe than sorry.” Jungkook mutters. His elbow is resting against the armrest,
fingers nibbling on his bottom lip as he gives you a stern look.

“Kook's right,” Taehyung agrees. “Wait–Jungkook, you saw him? Was there a fight I missed?”

You snicker, “There was no fight, Tae because there wasn't a need for one.”

He disappointedly leans back with a pout.

“He left peacefully. Said what he wanted to say and he's gone.”

“I hope you're not planning to see him again.” Jimin wonders, giving you a suspicious look as you
stutter over your words, shocked at his suspicion while Taehyung snaps his head toward you,
already ready to react.

“Why would she? God, don't be stupid to get back to him, Y/N.”

“Oh my god!” You shake your head, stopping him right away. “First of all, no one is getting back
with anyone. I'm not interested in him like that, not that it's any of your business.” You tell them
sternly, looking at every one of them, met with frowning Jungkook and then a second after, with
the same looking Jimin and Taehyung.

“We're just worried about you, that's all. But Jimin-ah, she has Jungkook now, right?” Taehyung
teases.

“I appreciate the concern, but I'm not that dumb. And please stop bringing up me and Kook. We're
not… doing that anymore.”

“What?!”

“You're not?”

Their reaction comes at the same time, bouncing against the wall of your small living room as the
duo glance at Jungkook who nods in confirmation.
You weren't exactly planning on telling them, in fact you and Jungkook never talked about telling
anyone but that's simply because there was no need to. As always, that's between you and
Jungkook. But now it seems like a good thing to inform them since Taehyung practically assumes
you and Jungkook are hooking up. And despite his obvious shock and almost disappointment, his
mouth frowns as Jimin suspiciously eyes you and Jungkook.

You don't tell them that you took a break. It's almost embarrassing to admit that you want to
continue hooking up with Jungkook. Firstly, you want to focus on hanging out with him only. It
seems fresh and nice, despite all the difficulties you have to go through every day.

“So you're no longer hooking up?”

“Who's dumb idea that was?” Taehyung exclaims as Jimin clicks his tongue at him.

“So you're just… friends? Everything went back to normal?” he asks, staring at you before
focusing his eyes on Jungkook this time as he nods.

“Do we have to talk about this?” Jungkook asks. “It's not like you discuss your sex life with me.”

“Well–”

“Not you, Tae.” Jungkook cuts him off, causing you to snicker. “But yes, she's telling the truth.
Can we move on? I seriously don't wanna talk about my sex life.”

“The lack of right now.” Taehyung snickers, causing Jungkook to throw a pillow at him.

Everyone knows that if Jungkook wanted to get his dick wet, he could do it anytime. The
difference is that he's not that type of person and it's something he and Taehyung don't share.
Minus Jimin since he's in a relationship now which still blows your mind to be honest.

“I'm glad you guys got some sense after all.” Jimin says, leaning back as he makes himself more
comfortable.

You and Jungkook share a look, your breath close to hitching once you spot those dark brown eyes
from the distance, as you give Jimin a smile. One that you hope doesn't look nervous just as much
as you seem.

“What about Greece?” Taehyung asks, filling up the thoughtful silence.

Luckily, for your and Jungkook's sake, the topic of your sex-life is no longer discussed – even
though you know Taehyung is itching to know more details. Each of you has their phone in their
hands, searching for the right destination for your first proper friend vacation.

There have been a few suggestions, though you have to stay realistic. And all of you got bills to
pay.

“Won't that be more expensive?” Jimin questions, not quite sold on the latest suggestion.

“Not necessarily. We can always check.” he responds, shrugging.

“And what about Hawaii? Many Koreans visit it, it's familiar and kinda verified if that makes
sense.” Jimin says.

“Hawaii sounds nice.” Jungkook hums.

“Oh–Hawaii! Let's go to Hawaii!” Taehyung says excitedly, straightening himself off the sofa as
you laugh at his sudden excitement. “I saw this TikTok about Hawaii destinations. It was
beautiful.”

“Are you sure it's the destination you saw in that video?” Jungkook teases, both of you cackling as
Taehyung flips him off.

“Ah, my aunt went there last year. She can't stop talking about it.” Jimin ignores the three of you,
sticking up to the topic while Jungkook and Taehyung stick their tongues out at each other. Kids .

“Honestly, I don't care much where we're gonna go. As long as it's a nice place.” you shrug.
“Hawaii sounds nice. Let's check it more, so we can finally decide.”

Everyone agrees with you. When the four of you start searching for more details that entail what
island you would pick, accommodation, flight tickets and overall the prices. The tiredness slowly
overcomes you, your friends talk too much to the point you zone out. Their voices drift off as your
head falls down on Jungkook's shoulder.

You hear them teasing you for falling asleep, but it gets ignored as you simply shrug and continue
in your slumber. It's until Jungkook shakes you out of your sleepiness, his soft features are blurry
until you blink a few times. In the distance you can see Jimin and Taehyung cleaning after
themselves, the two of them in their own conversation. He gives you a gentle smile.

“We're going to Hawaii.”

Over the course of a couple of days, everything is booked and set up. It feels nearly unreal. You've
never experienced a vacation that involved a proper beach and island. It doesn't properly kick in,
not even when you inform Junho about the vacation leave you want to take in mid July. Not very
pleased by that, he knew you do have a right to take one, so he had to accept it. When everyone got
a free pass, the group chat was filled with exciting gifs and memes.

All that is left is to wait.

Taehyung: I fucking need this vacation y'all

Jimin: work?

He expects his job to be the cause of Taehyung's sudden message to the group chat.

Taehyung: no lol

Taehyung: just thinking about all chicks I'm gonna get

Jimin: dude…

Taehyung: what? you used to be way more fun -_-

Taehyung: you act like a priest now

Jimin: I don't think priest has a girlfriend

Taehyung: doesn't it depend on religion?

Jimin: do you know anything about religion man???

Taehyung: than you're just stuck up man then

Taehyung: fyi I do know a lot

Taehyung: women love to scream for god when I

“Ewww wtf”

Jimin: we didn't need to know that

Taehyung: you guys are no fun -_-

Kook: Just another day in this gc I see

Taehyung: so boring

Taehyung: where are my friends?! >.<

“They're responsible”

Taehyung: like you're one to talk about responsibility

You gasp, snickering.

“Fuck you”

Taehyung: come here then bby :P

Jimin sends a laughing gif, probably rolling from Taehyung's ridiculous messages.

Jimin: we've matured Tae, time to find a girlfriend

Taehyung: I'd rather cut my dick off

“Can I do it? ”

Jungkook sends laughing emojis.

Taehyung: I knew you were kinky little shit

“Seems like you're the kinky little shit”

Taehyung: I never hid it ;)

“again… EW! -_-”

Jimin: petition to cut tae's dick

“Maybe then he'll finally think with his head rather than his dick”

Taehyung: you little bitch

You send an emoji sending a kiss.

Taehyung: y'all are so mean

Kook: I'm in the middle of photoshoot and I'm reading about Tae's dick

Kook: get a grip

“But I love talking about Tae's dick :(((“

Taehyung: YES!

Jimin: lmaooo

Kook: seriously? -_-

“Yes ”

Taehyung: she can talk about yours if you want kook

Kook: I'm outta here

“Taehyung -_-”

Taehyung: just jk omg

Jimin: let them live bro

Taehyung: you're one to talk dude

Jimin: fuck off

“Are the flight tickets returnable?”

Taehyung: no you're stuck with us

Jimin: actually they are but you're going with us

Taehyung: you have no choice ;)

“I'm seriously gonna slap the shit out of you Taehyung”

“But I can't I'm working”

Taehyung: I can visit you ;) just try me

Jimin: yeah don't do it girl

“I'm seriously gonna kick your ass”

Taehyung: I thought you wanted to slap the shit outta me :(

“I can do both”

Taehyung: I'm sure you can

Taehyung: Kook??

Kook: leave me alone

Taehyung: disrespectful brat

“Tell him to leave me alone too :<”

Kook: yeah leave her alone too

Taehyung: because what? what you're gonna do? :))

Jimin: you're never gonna let that go will you

Taehyung: nope ;) love to tease them

“Just come here, I'm gonna show you what's teasing”

Taehyung: cumming!!

Taehyung: oops I meant *coming :)))

Kook:

“ ”

Jimin: lmaooooo they disgusted

Jimin: me too me too

Taehyung: now that my job's done, enjoy your day you fuckers

There are no messages for a while. You're guessing all of you are busy. It's the middle of the day
after all.

“Is he drunk?”

Jimin: no… just taehyung

Somehow, that sums it all up.

After work, you're in the middle of sorting out your laundry when you videochat with the guys.
Much to your surprise, you ended up clocking off early which doesn't happen very often – if ever.
Junho has seemed to be in a good mood today, which resulted in letting some of you leave early.
Yoongi included who couldn't seem to be happiest as he rushed out of the door as first.

“ Where's Jimin? ” Taehyung asks, holding his phone down as he unlocks the door of his
apartment. The angle would not be very flattering for most people, but it's unfair it's not
unflattering when it comes to him at all.

“ I think he's on a date. ” Jungkook answers, one hand on a wheel as his phone is perfectly angled
at him.

You laugh at Taehyung's face. “You know, you could try to go on a date too. I've got a few
coworkers who would surely be interested.” you tease him, laughing even more when you see his
features scowl in a mere disgust and disinterest.

Jungkook cackles, eyes focused on the road.

“ If they're interested in having the time of their lives, my phone's on. ” Taehyung jokes.

“ You're so confident about that. ” Jungkook laughs.

“ You know Kook, you should've known that– ”

“ Alright, alright. Spare me the details. I'm driving. ” Jungkook cuts him off quickly, making a
grimace that makes you giggle.

“ Besides, I'm heading to the club tonight. ”

“Alone?” you ask, brows raised in surprise.

It's not like Taehyung is not the type to go somewhere alone, especially to a club. But it used to be
something at least one of you went to do together.

“ No, I'm meeting Mark in an hour. ”

“Wait–Mark as in the Mark I worked with?” you ask, closing the washing machine's door with a
thud as you stare wide-eyed at the screen.

“ Yeah. ”

“How do you know him?” you ask, “I mean—how did this happen?”

You haven't heard of Mark for months. It's true you've seen him a few times after you quit the job
there while visiting, but he hasn't been on your mind since then. It's not that weird because
Taehyung knows him, you introduced them and Taehyung is very social, but you would've never
guessed they actually hung out.

“ You know.. My friends started to focus on monogamy, so– ”

“Shut up.” You laugh as Taehyung grins before giving you a proper explanation.

“ I don't really know, I was in this other club one night and he was working there. I remember him
from the time you worked together. Anyway, got drunk and we talked. We bumped into each other
a few times since then and we kinda started hanging out. ”

“Well, say hi to him from me.”

“ Will do. ”

A message pops on the top of your screen. You read the name, seeing it's Jungkook texting you.
Taehyung starts to ramble, while Jungkook waits at the red light that illuminates his face as he
cocks his head toward his phone, motioning for you to text him back.

Kook: movie night tonight? have a free evening

A sudden rush of happiness evokes in your chest and you're too quick to type back.

“Yes!! Got a few movies recs we can watch”

“ What are the two of you smiling about? ” Taehyung asks, narrowing his eyes in suspicion.

“Nothing, nothing.” you sing out, seeing Jungkook chuckle as he starts driving again.
 “ You can join me .” Taehyung suggests.

“I don't feel like clubbing tonight.”

“ Yeah, me neither. ” Jungkook hums.

“ Boring, I'm telling y'all. You are getting boring as fuck .”

“We're getting older, Tae.” you laugh.

“ You? You're the youngest out of all of us! ” he exclaims.

“I'm an old soul, Tae. What can I say?”

“ Old soul my ass. ” he grumbles.

The three of you laugh and joke around until the call ends shortly after. A few minutes later, there's
a knock at your door signalizing you of someone's arrival. Opening the door with a huge grin, your
features falter a little when you see him. Jeon Jungkook stands in front of your door, hair wet as he
informs you of the short summer rain he caught on his way here and that you've completely
missed. Tattooed hand goes into his hair, swiping them off his forehead as a few droplets drop
down his thin black leather jacket.

He looks straight out of a movie. A total heartthrob.

He arches his brow at you, chuckling. “You're gonna let me in or not?”

Fuck.

Chapter End Notes

If there are any typos, please ignore them I got bombarded with questions about 56,
so here it is.

Ahhh, I gotta be honest. It's really weird to know that the next chapter probably won't
be on Wattpad. I'm still upset and sad about what happened. There is still something
we could do. I did share some of it on my twitter (mimiverse_). And I'd like to take
this opportunity to thank everyone who keeps fighting for MH. Seriously, I'm so
grateful for everything you guys have done for me, thank you from the bottom of my
heart. I guess all we can do right now is to demand answers from Wattpad. Since their
support system is shitty af we can try to reach them on their social media.

I'd truly wish for it to be back, I had some exciting things prepared and Wattpad
literally ruined it It's gonna be so weird posting the next chapter here Again,
thank you to everyone who keeps fighting for MH.
 Chapter 57
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When you truly think about it, you've probably let Jungkook in in more ways than one. Being in his
presence is tempting. He is a temptation that messes up with your head. It is one of the reasons
why you think the so-called break has been a smart decision. But he's not all that. He is still the
same Jungkook whose presence is comforting. It's times like these when you're reminded of how
much you love your friends.

Catching up with him and talking about how the day has been for each of you, isn't something new.
There's not that much that has changed. You only stopped fucking each others brains out. Though,
you hate how much you already miss it. And you shouldn't feel like this. But you also don't want to
overthink anything, or keep your mind busy with something that's probably better not to think
about.

Your dreams have been wild, the only time where you actually go back to how things were. Not all
of them though. Maybe two or three since the camping trip and your decision.

Despite the inner struggles, Jungkook is your comfort person. Oddly enough, even though he's in
the center of your thoughts, he brings you the biggest peace and comfort.

Tonight wasn't planned.

Luckily, you're always prepared when it comes to unplanned visits. All three of them love to
surprise you (not that you mind), so your cupboard is never without at least one bottle of wine. Not
being a much of a drinker yourself on casual evenings, you still suggest having a glass or two.

Jungkook agrees. After reminding you of him having to drive back home, you suggest him staying
over. He agrees again. Maybe him staying overnight might not be the best for your hormones, you
are forced to believe in yourself. Isn't this the whole purpose of this? To go back to just being
friends, the ones you've been two years ago?

When you think about those times, you think of happiness. Surrounded by the greatest friends you
could've ever asked for.

“Mind opening it?”

Jungkook looks up, finding you standing in your kitchen with a bottle of wine in your hand, a wine
opener in the other. Standing up, he goes to help you without any words but there's a slight amused
smirk on his lips when you hand him everything.

You share a look, not forgetting to playfully roll your eyes at him.

“So many bottles of wine and still can't open any of them.” he teases you, hinting at all the wine
one of them had to open.
“Listen,” you muse, “You guys always whine about wanting to drink wine.”

“That's not true,” he laughs, knowing that he's bluffing. “We would drink anything.” he adds,
which holds some truth to it for sure.

Feigning irritation, you motion for him to hurry. You watch him attentively, leaning yourself
against a kitchen counter while he puts those muscles to work. He cuts the foil below the lower lip
of the bottle, showing you how easy it is with a teasing tilt to his brow. Trying to hold back your
laugh, you purse your lips instead before he inserts the screw in the center of the cork. He rotates it
a few times, you're not sure because his eyes are on you.

“You're so cocky.” you comment, his brows shooting up as he lets out an audible laugh.

“What? I am not,” he argues, laughing. “You're just too amusing to look at.”

He levers cork, at least he tries to because it seems to be stuck. It's going harder than usual, which
you can tell from all the times you had the opportunity to see a similar scene. His brows furrow and
lips press into a thin line.

You cackle, “Maybe you got too cocky, buddy.”

“Shut up.” he mutters, his muscles bulging as a pop sound resounds, signaling the cork is levered
successfully.

Maybe not so much, because in a seconds the wine spills around Jungkook, staining his shirt as
well. You gasp, a hand over your mouth as you two share a look. Bursting out laughing, you shake
your head.

“What did I say, too cocky.”

“Would you do it better?” he challenges, causing your grin to drop as your eyes narrow.

He puts the bottle down, the wine opener already in your sink as you grab a few kitchen paper
towels and dry off all the spilled wine. Luckily, it's just a few droplets and no disaster is made.
However, Jungkook's shirt has suffered the most. His entire white shirt is filled with dark red spots,
turning purple from the wine's color.

He sighs in a slight annoyance, easily grabbing the back of his shirt as he effortlessly pulls it over
his head. Almost choking on your spit, you try to not react too much as you quickly throw away the
wet paper into the bin. But you straighten yourself too quickly, almost bumping into Jungkook's
chest as you stare wide-eyed at him. He looks down on you, confused by your almost panic-struck
face.

“What? Already too nervous at the sight of my chest?” he jokes, wiggling his eyebrows at you.

You purse your lips, trying to play it cool as you chuckle. “You got naked all of a sudden. You just
caught me off guard.”

“Is this me naked?” he laughs, “Come on.”

“You know what I meant.” you say through clenched teeth, poking him in his stomach, ignoring
how hard it feels. “Besides,” you start, gulping. “Break, remember?”

“I just took my shirt off,” he laughs, throwing his head back as you're met with his soft dimples and
white toothy grin. “You never minded it before.”
“I never fucked you before, did I?” You lean yourself against the counter once again, hand
gripping the edge of it tightly.

Jungkook notices it, his amusement not so hidden behind the little twitch of his lips. Eyes back on
you, they dance across your soft and slightly panicked features. “Am I that irresistible?”

“Cocky again?” you shoot right back, not giving him that pleasure of confirming his thoughts and
feeding his ego. But he knows. One look at you and he seems to know it all.

You make a mistake by allowing your eyes to drop, first at his lips and they disobediently trace
down his chest, muscles and then the deep V-line. Oh fuck, you want this man . You mentally
scream at yourself and throw hands, definitely disappointed in yourself. He's barely doing anything
and you're ready to drop down on your knees.

“What's the point of taking a break, if we can't control ourselves?” you ask out loud, not quite sure
if those words are only aimed at Jungkook, or you're letting your consciousness speak out loud.

He watches you for a moment, getting closer and you stumble back, awkwardly getting back to
your previous spot as he tries to hold back a laugh. It's not your fault your body is reacting! And
your mind panicked.

“Don't know about you, but I can control myself.” he says.

“You can?” you ponder.

“Mhm,” he nods, “Otherwise I would kiss you by now.”

“Kook!” you exclaim, already panting at those words as he gives you a smile. You don't look long
enough to detect what kind.

“I would.” He's not ashamed to admit it.

You watch him wet his lips. They look inviting. Automatically, your mind replays many times
you've got to taste them, actually more than that. Your entire body feels hot, too hot in this small
kitchen and you don't know whether to scream or cry.

“Break, remember?” he reminds you, a smirk dancing all over those damn lips and stunning
features. He brushes past you, the stained shirt gripped in his hold as he makes his way to your
bathroom.

You don't move. You can't.

All you muster to do is gulp all the saliva that have collected in your mouth, touching your hot
cheeks with the back of your hand. Letting out a loud exhale, you ignore your strong heartbeat that
feels like it's in your neck.

Quickly grabbing the two glasses for you and him, you ignore the sharp ringing sound. Suddenly,
you're desperate for the wine – very happy about your friends insisting to have one at your place at
all times.

Perhaps, wine is not what you're desperate for at all.

This is exactly what you were talking about.

Among all the things that are going against the morality of any friendship, thinking of Jungkook a
certain way feels forbidden. And it should be. Maybe it is a little dramatic because it's not like you
spend every minute of your day, thirsting over your best friend. But you've caught yourself thinking
of him a few times a day.

Just a few days after you came back from the trip, Maya visited your place for the first time. In
fact, she sat on the exact spot where Jungkook is sitting right now. At first, you never felt like
bothering her with your stupid shit, especially when she's in the middle of planning her wedding
while working every day like a normal human being.

But you couldn't take it.

You wanted to take things off your mind, undoubtedly connected to only one person who's closest
to you. Now in more ways than two years ago.

However, you did want to get things off your chest as well and eventually, you've found your way
back to him.

“I think I made a bad decision.” you told her when the topic Jungkook started.

Now, Maya might be the person who absolutely understands the craving and temptation he brings
inside you, but she has also become your best friend whom you can share your inner battles with.

“I shouldn't feel this way.”

“First of all, I think it might be a good decision to stop thinking of what should and shouldn't feel
right. You're overthinking it.” she told you, ignoring your slightly offended look you sent her way.

“He's my best friend.” you gritted through your teeth, suddenly growing overwhelmed with those
thoughts again.

Deep down, you know you made the right decision. You know the reason why you made it in the
first place. Yet, here you are, regretting it.

“Y/N, honey,” Maya's silky and comforting voice caught your attention. She angled her body
toward you, leaning her head against her palm. “That feeling of… wanting him is not gonna go
away with a snap of fingers.”

You frowned. You frowned for a while while she let you ponder in silence.

“I did it so we could focus on being friends. No intimacy.” you almost whispered, nibbling on your
bottom lip.

“And it's okay still wanting him to bend you over and fuck you.”

“Maya!”

You both laughed, the girly laugher filling your once quiet and sad place.

“It's okay to have regrets. Just go with the flow.”

That's the last thing she advised you before you asked her about the wedding. She advised you
something you and Jungkook did – and look where it brought you.

Luckily for your sake, Jungkook has had a shirt in one of your drawers, the result of him staying at
your old place a few times. Actually, you're sure there are a few Taehyung's things in one of your
drawers as well.
Gulping down your nerves with your wine, you naturally grow warm and relaxed. You barely pay
any attention to the movie, focusing on how Jungkook's shoulder and side of his body feels… nice.
You tend to get sleepy and cuddly (among other things) when tipsy. You're on your third glass of
wine, nowhere near drunk but the exhaustion of today has caught up to you.

Jungkook's legs are outstretched, resting on your coffee table which you used to scold him for.
Even though you often caught yourself doing the very same thing. Is it fair to scold someone for
things you do as well?

“Kook?”

“Hm?” The soft, yet husky hum resounds from the man beside you, his hands resting on his
stomach.

“What do you think about… the break ?” You cringe at giving it a proper name.

Though, Jungkook understands what you mean. He's quiet for a moment and when you lift your
head up, you see his confused expression before his eyes settle down on you.

“Because you never told me what you think.”

Staring at him, you notice his hair is longer than the last time you've seen him. It's not been that
long ago, yet you notice the small change. You wonder if he's going to grow it out like last time.

“Why you asking? Already regretting it, hm?” he teases, nudging you a little as your cheeks heat
up.

“What? No!” It sounds like a proper lie and your throat tightens.

Whether Jungkook knows it or not, he decides not to tease you any further as his eyes focus on the
screen of your television once again.

“I don't know what I think of it,” he responds after a while. “You told me the reason behind it and I
respect it.”

“But do you agree with it?”

“Where is this coming from?” he frowns, though it's soft and confusing, just like your little and
sudden integration is.

“Can you just answer?” you ask in annoyance.

“Yeah, I agree with it.” He says, “Maybe we got carried away too much.”

He leans forward, causing your head no longer leaning against him as he grabs his glass of wine
and takes a few sips of it before getting back to his previous position. This time, you're watching
him attentively. Your head leaned against the couch while the movie goes completely ignored. You
watch the dark liquid in his glass, swirling it around.

Did you get carried away too much?

The only thing that changed was the fact you were having sex. Okay . Plus the never-ending thirst
and temptation. Jungkook has shown you a different side of sex, something you've never
experienced before. Perhaps, that's the reason why it felt so hard to let go.

And you panicked. With the events that happened lately, you felt like you wanted to go back to
when none of this happened. But were your arguments happening because you were having sex?

“Do you miss it?”

Jungkook's brows lift up as you earn another glance from him. “You asking me if I miss fucking
you?”

Your face gets hot all over again. “When you put it like this…”

He chuckles, leaning his head back as he stares at the ceiling. “It's been like a week.” he informs
you.

As if you don't know. And what a week it has been!

You're just curious, blaming it on the wine because your thoughts are set free.

“I hope you know that when I look at you, sex isn't what I see.”

You look at him, ears perked up in attention as your heart flutters. “I know.” you whisper.

“I'm not Taehyung. I can go without sex.” he says, a loud snort rippling through your throat as you
cover your mouth. He gives you an amused grin.

A silence follows and your thoughts work. Actually, they never stopped and now the alcohol inside
you just urges them on.

“I had a sex dream of you.”

Completely oblivious of Jungkook taking another sip, he cokes on the dark liquid as he straightens
himself from his position, gulping before coughing. “Jesus, Y/N.”

You give him an amused grin. “It was hazy. It didn't feel like a proper dream, you know what I
mean? I feel like I had five dreams that night.”

It's true. You had a dream with him. It was very brief, much to your disappointment it ended too
soon.

“This makes me sound like I'm thinking with my dick only.”

“You have no dick, Y/N.” Jungkook reminds you, snickering.

“You know what I mean.” you mutter in response.

Jungkook settles down his wine. He's a little surprised to see you sitting up, watching him
attentively as he leans back. “What?”

“Nothing, you look good.”

For the second time tonight, Jungkook almost chokes on his spit. Shaking himself out of the sudden
shock, he clears his throat. “Are you flirting with me?”

“No,” you say like it's the clearest thing in the world. “Just saying.”

He frowns, eyeing you suspiciously. As if he can't quite figure out what's going on inside your
head. “Are you drunk?”
Jungkook knows you and your limits. You're a little tipsy, so is he but you definitely seem to show
it more than he is.

“No.”

You sigh, sitting onto your heels before briefly tracing the veins that adore Jungkook's hands and
arms. Is it June night or has it suddenly gotten too warm?

Jungkook catches you eyeing him, trying to hide his subtle smirk. He knows. “Break, remember?”

“Mhm,” you hum, completely ignoring the little reminder. “What a stupid idea.”

“Okay, I think you're drunk.”

“No, I am not.” you argue, frowning at him as he watches you in complete amusement. “I've
thought about it a lot.”

“Is the wine making you horny?” Jungkook questions.

No, you do.

Though, you keep your mouth shut. You ignore him. “I know why I made that decision…” you
trail off.

Jungkook raises his brow, waiting for you to continue. But? It's written all over his face.

“I miss you.”

He stares, blinking a few times. “You mean you miss my–”

“No, no. Maybe. I mean, no. You're not just that to me–” you quickly hurry to explain.

The problem is, you're not sure how to explain whatever it is you want to say. Whatever you think
of pours out of your mouth. Usually you have enough time to think of what you're about to say, but
right now you're unhinged. Maybe it's the result of your own frustration.

He is patient.

He's confused as fuck, well probably – at least you think so because his expression is neutral and
he simply watches you, not ushering to explain or elaborate more.

He watches your eyes dance across the space around him, until your eyes settle on him. Then
wander over his body until you shamelessly eye his wet lips, tainted by wine a little. He knows that
look. He has seen it on many occasions.

“I'm not drunk, I promise.” you suddenly tell him. “I know I make no sense right now but…”

“Tell me what you want,” he tells you simply. “What's going on inside that pretty head?”

And you almost fold immediately, cursing that mouth of his.

“Trust me, it's not that pretty right now.” you mutter.

He laughs, “I can imagine.”

Ignoring what's that supposed to mean , you shift on your spot. “I know I wanted a break, but what
if we did this one last time?”

You hate how nervous you suddenly feel. Is it embarrassing to admit such a thing? The last time
you had a sex it wasn't under great conditions. It was mind-blowing and definitely did the work, but
still.

Scooting closer to him, he attentively watches you as you lick your lips. “I mean… There's
something I would like to try. And I trust you the most.”

Jungkook pulls his feet off the coffee table, setting them down on the floor as you make your way
toward him. He lets you. He even helps you to sit down in his lap. Your hands are sprawled across
his chest, slowly caressing the thin material as you feel his muscles under it.

“You're finally gonna let me fuck this ass?” he asks, eyes hooded lazily as he grabs your ass and
squeezes the soft flesh.

Excitement floods your lower region, what could be considered as butterflies swirl inside your
stomach.

“Fuck no,” you breathe out, “You're not going anywhere near my ass.”

Jungkook pouts, cheeks tinted pink from the wine he has drank. “Shame.”

You giggle, “Just one more time.” you tell softly, inching closer as your lips hover over his.

He breathes out, nose nudging yours. One thing is sure, alcohol sometimes makes both of you
horny. You're not the type to go and look for a potential hook-up out there. And neither is
Jungkook. At least you think so.

“You agree?”

“You're making this very hard for me, you know that, right?” Jungkook mutters, lips almost
touching yours as his hold on your asscheeks tightens.

“Why's that?” you hum, teasingly playing with his hair until your fingers caress the nape of his
neck.

“You just do,” he says before adding, “First you want a break and now you're on my lap, giving
me those eyes.”

“What eyes?” you play clueless, causing him to chuckle.

“Those fuck me eyes.”

“You said you wanted to kiss me in the kitchen.”

“I did.” he hums, agreeing.

“You want this too, right?”

He looks up, lazily, eyes clouded with need and lust.

Again. He is your comfort place. He is comfortable and being in a position like this – you've got no
regrets and you want him. Even if it's for the last time for God knows how long. There's no telling
if you're ever going back to hooking-up. Usually, that is the plan when there's a word break
involved.
Fuck focusing on your friendship for now. What did Maya say? Go with the flow?

“Yeah, but I don't want you to regret anything.”

“I'm never gonna regret this.”

You're not sure who moves first. Whether it's you or Jungkook, it doesn't matter. Your lips finally
meet in a hard kiss, molding together as he deepens it. He kisses you, hard and needy, and you
almost cry at that feeling. Fuck, you really did miss this. Before you can think of how wrong this
might be, your want for him, you completely ignore it. Any possible morals are out of the window
as you gasp into Jungkook's mouth.

He tastes like wine. You both do.

Eventually, you're forced to pull away to catch a breath. Jungkook's crotch underneath you hardens,
informing you that he's aroused just as much as you are.

“What you had in mind?” he asks, voice raspy.

Pulling away with a smile, you turn off the television as you stretch your hand toward him. He
watches you, slowly taking it as his big hand envelopes yours. He gets to his feet, his lean and hard
body touching your side as you grow impatient. You lead him toward your bedroom, closing the
door with a loud thud but not before turning off the lights in your living room. The bills are
important, right?

Jungkook stands at the edge of your bed before you swiftly push him, causing him to sit down with
a tiny smirk. Ignoring the smug face, you stand between his legs.

“Should I be worried?” he asks, hands on your hips as he caresses them. Trying not to swoon too
much over that simple action, you pry his hands off you.

“Lay down.”

His brows raise momentarily.

“I see.” he mutters knowingly.

“Now.” you urge him, glaring at his smirk widening. “Wait.”

He cocks his brow at you.

“Take off the damn shirt.”

He chuckles, reaching behind him and tugging the shirt over his head. Fuck . Does he have to look
attractive even while taking his shirt? God. Fucking hell. You did miss him.

Tossing the shirt on the floor, he sits there watching you up and down as you just stand there and
admire his figure. One he worked hard for, yet it paid off entirely.

Fucking wine.

Before you can demand another thing, he gives you one last look of amusement before he scurries
further down your mattress. You watch him lay down, making himself comfortable on your pillows
as he leans his upper body against the bed frame. What a sight he is.

He watches you, silently and attentively, the entire time you get to your closet. You slide the door
open, rummaging the bottom of it. His eyes are on you. You feel them on your back, watching your
every move. While the fire that sits in the pit of your stomach, full of excitement, you pull out the
item you've been looking for.

Just as you slide the closet door closed and turn around to face him, you see his smirk drop as he
stares genuinely taken back. Now it's your turn to smirk as you swirl the fluffy pink handcuffs
Taehyung kindly gifted you around your point finger.

“Fuck no.”

The response is immediate.

You get on the bed, taking the handcuffs with you of course. Jungkook watches you with a frown
settled on both his face and lips. You get onto his lap, sitting right on top of his hardening cock.

“Why not?”

“I'm not getting handcuffed.” he states, eyeing you carefully as you place them beside you and start
caressing his naked chest.

It's clear to say you want to be in control. It's debatable though. Whenever Jungkook has shown his
dominant side when it came to sex, you were just as much in control. And you love and enjoy
every second of him being in charge. This time, you want to be on top and play with him. Or
maybe that sounds wrong. You want to give him pleasure, focus on him. To try something new.

You get closer to Jungkook, kissing his sharp jaw as he clenches it, watching you carefully but not
moving just yet. You're sly. He's reminded of you being a little minx. You continue your path
down his neck, kissing his skin as his chest moves, breathing slow and steady. His chest is neck,
you pepper the skin with soft kisses just as you stop below the hem of his jeans.

He bites onto his lower lip harshly, meeting your gaze as you look up through your lashes.

“Can I take them off?” you ask, talking about his jeans.

“You don't have to ask.”

You grin, reaching for the belt as you undo it. His button and zipper are next before Jungkook
helps you to take off his jeans.

“Just wanna make you feel good,” you tell him, eyeing his hardening and evident erection. “Can I
make you feel good?”

“Fuck,” he sighs, looking up at the ceiling. “You wanna be in control, huh?”

“Yeah,” you nod, “What? You think I can't do it?”

His lips twitch. “No, no.” he assures you, though you're not sure if he's telling the truth.

Narrowing your eyes at him, you cup his bulge as you get on your knees, leaning down to his
crotch. You palm him, his jaw clenched while you're trying not to moan at the feeling of his hard
cock. Just the thought of pulling him out and having him inside you makes you wet.

Giving him one last look, you momentarily stop before you lean down completely and press a kiss
to where his tip is, on top of his briefs.

“Fucking hell,” he gasps. “You're already teasing me.”

“What? No. I'm just taking my time.” you assure him cutely, smirking up at him which tells him
otherwise.

Before he can react, you lift yourself up and carefully straddle him. You reach for the handcuffs,
ignoring the way his cock is almost digging into your own crotch.

“Y/N.” he warns you.

You pout at him. “But why?” you almost whine. “You scared of handcuffs or what?”

“Keep talking and you're gonna be the one handcuffed.”

“I promise I won't do anything bad.”

He watches you, frowning and not totally sold on your idea. It definitely has something to do with
his male ego. Jungkook is naturally dominant and while he had you on top multiple times, you
never handcuffed him or showed this type of dominance. You reach for your oversized shirt,
tugging it over your head as you expose your breasts to him. He gulps, watching the way they
bounce from the single movement. Your nipples are already perked up, sensitive like always and
perhaps, it's from the arousal as well.

He goes to touch them, mindlessly and automatically. His mouth opens in shock when you slap his
hand away, even though you want nothing more than for him to touch you.

“What–”

“I wanna try this, Kook.” You're playing with him already. You pout and give him the puppy eyes,
finger trailing down his abs. “You always asked what I want to try and this is one of them.”

He sighs, hand rubbing his forehead. “Fuck, okay.”

“Really?”

Jungkook almost smiles at how excited you sound. What the hell are you planning?

In reality, you're just going with the flow.

You reach for the handcuffs, knowing they're going to work well with your bed frame. You can
easily handcuff both of Jungkook's hands. But just as you're about to reach for his hands, he
automatically pulls away which causes you to give him a glare. He rolls his eyes, offering you his
wrists. You sit on your knees, telling him to lay down completely. He does, with the same frown
that makes you giggle under your breath. You take his wrists and bring them up to your bed frame.

Jungkook takes that time to watch you work on the handcuffs from below, feeling them wrapping
around his wrists. Wanting to curse, he drifts his attention elsewhere and watches your breasts that
are right above him.

You pull back with a successful and triumphal grin, watching him tugs onto them. While he
mentally curses Taehyung for giving you such a stupid gift ever, you admire your work. You lean
forward again, making sure they hold and Jungkook takes that time enveloping your nipple into his
mouth. You gasp and flinch at the sudden feeling, pulling back to find smirking Jungkook.

“Couldn't resist,” he says cheekily.

Despite his current and clearly submissive position, he looks anything like it. He's here, your
cheeks hot and heart beating fast. You don't think you'll ever grow tired of him showing his crave
for you. You've said it multiple times in your head, but you've never felt wanted as much as you
feel with Jungkook.

“Well, then start resisting.” you say smartly, ignoring the smug face. “Stop looking so cocky, you
bastard.”

But he doesn't stop. He's smirking, looking at you because despite everything, he's in control.
Frowning at that, even though you secretly love it, you stand up and get out of your pajama shorts.
Revealing that you aren't wearing any underwear, Jungkook watches you hungrily, his head lifted
thanks to the pillows under it. He's got a good view of you at the end of your bed.

You smirk. Men. One look at a naked body and they fold.

“Come here and sit that pussy on my mouth.”

Or not.

You give him a look, seeing him lazily lay there with his arms above his head.

“You don't get to make demands.” you inform him, watching that smug face wipe away slowly.

While you're completely naked, you sit on his calves and lean down to play with the hem of his
briefs.

“This is torture,” he informs you back. “This is exactly why I didn't wanna be in these fucking
handcuffs.”

“Already complaining?” you throw back.

He presses his lips into a tight line, keeping quiet.

Torturing a little more, you hover him once more with lips dangerously close to his. “That's what I
thought.”

He chases your lips but you pull away, giggling when you're met with the usual frown.

Getting back to your position, you pull down his underwear. His cock springs free, shamelessly
slapping against his abdomen before it stands upright. Minus the little facade that you have going
on of planning to tease him, you're just as desperate to move further if not more.

So you wrap your hand around the base of him, wrapping your lips around the tip as you taste his
pre-cum. Jungkook sighs in delight, allowing himself to close his eyes in a sudden relief. You lick
the underside of him, knowing what you have to do since you've done it multiple times before. This
is nothing new, yet it still feels amazing each time.

The handcuffs make a sound against the wooden frame, just as you let your mouth wrap around
him some more, taking him deeper. The clank of them makes you look up, biting back a laugh
when you see Jungkook's frustrated face.

“What were you gonna do?”

He growls, warning you not to tease him some more. Well, it surely isn't as much fun for him as it
is for you, but that doesn't mean he can't enjoy it. It makes sense. This is the first time where
Jungkook can't touch you because he's physically unable to. You understand the frustration, you
do. With a silent promise, you make it worth it.

Putting his cock inside your mouth, you hollow your cheeks and deliver him pleasure. Your hand
and mouth works on him, and not even hair getting into your face stops you. You know if it weren't
for Jungkook's hands not being available at the moment, he would wrap his hand around it, making
sure it doesn't get in the way and he can see you.

“Mhm, yeah.” He mutters from above you, enjoying your mouth wrapped around him.

It's not enough, you know it isn't but you're not planning to make him cum. You've barely started
and in order for him to enjoy this, there's more you want to do. You don't want to make it lame
since this is your first time doing this. You're not going to lie. You like having him this… helpless.
You enjoy it, it's a nice change from the usual cockiness.

You eventually pull away, making sure to suck him until the last minute. A trail of saliva connects
the tip of his cock and your lips, causing you to wipe it with your thumb. He watches you the entire
time with dark eyes, not questioning why you stopped.

This time, he lets you be in control because you don't look like you're about to deny his orgasm and
make him truly suffer. On the opposite, he stares at you attentively as you simply turn around and
throw your leg over his chest, facing him with his back.

“Fuck.” he curses silently from behind you, watching you lean forward to his cock once again.

However this time, your ass and cunt are right in his face. He sees how wet you are, just that alone
makes him smirk because he knows you won't be able to withhold your own pleasure for much
longer. After all, it does make his ego bigger knowing you're affected. You're clueless to his inner
thoughts, even though you do realize how wet you are, it doesn't even cross your mind, not even
when the air hits your core.

It's not until you have Jungkook's cock back in your mouth when you suddenly feel his mouth on
you. You don't expect the swipe of his tongue, gathering your juices which makes you flinch in
surprise. Throwing him a glance across your shoulder, you're met with the same cockiness you've
seen a handful of times.

“Lemme eat this pussy out.” he almost begs.

“How am I supposed to focus then?” you question, the remains of wine causing you to speak your
thoughts right away.

His lips twitch. You give him no reaction though, letting it up to him as you turn around and arch
your back. Jungkook is a menace. He gets what he wants either way, shameless as ever as his
mouth envelopes your clit as he sucks.

You gasp, leaning your forehead against his thigh while your hand stops working on his hard cock.
For fuck sake. Frustration is what you feel because for a split second, you realize Jungkook is in
control. He eats you out, your body and determination practically begging to be touched.
Reminding yourself that this is not supposed to be totally about you, you force your hand to get to
work. You're realizing you're not doing a half of a good job at delivering pleasure at the moment.

“Focus,” Jungkook says against your leaking cunt. You can imagine his mouth already being
soaked in your juices, dripping it down his chest. Even the single imaginary sight of that makes
you want to let out the biggest groan. “I thought you're great at multitasking.”

Apparently not when it comes to this , you want to bite back but you can't. You simply cannot. It's
like the moment Jungkook touches you, you're already gone.

Somehow, after a moment of realization and determination yet again, you take him into your
mouth.

“That's it,” he groans against you, sending vibrations right to your core. The wet sounds coming
from behind you create a sinful proof of your doings, ones you don't mind at all.

You're close.

You can't focus.

Not with Jungkook's mouth that skilfully slowly but surely brings you to your end. And then the
cocky bastard opens his dirty mouth again, not minding what it's been doing, not even a bit.

“Wanna spread this cunt. Come on, rub yourself against me.”

Ignoring Jungkook's pleas of wanting to be suffocated by your pussy, you shake yourself out of a
familiar daze full of desire and lust. This bastard!

You pull away, not only to give him one last taste of your mouth, but also taking the approaching
orgasm from yourself. Jungkook's quiet until a noise of both surprise and disappointment fills your
bedroom. You get off his lap, facing him while you give him a perfect view of your messy
appearance. One he's undoubtedly the reason for.

“Why would you do that?” he whines, tugging onto the handcuffs again. His face grows frustrated
at the restraint.

And then it's gone. What was a frustration just a second ago, you watch his entire face morph into
a perfect slowly growing smirk.

He's satisfied. Satisfied that once again, he proved you just how much control he has over you even
with barely any way of touching you. He can't use his hands, he can barely move as they stay
handcuffed above him, secured around your bed headframe. But that hasn't stopped him. No. He
was cunning enough that at the first chance of being somewhat close to you, he used his mouth.

“You'll pay for that.” you inform him, trying to keep your features hardening and not to melt when
Jungkook's lips stretch into a wide grin.

“For what?” he scoffs, “For almost making you cum?”

Ignoring the obvious and amused jab at you nearly losing it (when he's the one handcuffed), you
nibble on your inner cheek.

“Come on, free me now. You had your fun.”

Your eye almost twitches at that.

“Lemme fuck you, you love it from behind, huh?”

Despite his nasty words leaving your stomach fluttering, more than it should, you don't let him get
past your walls. You sigh, loud so he can hear it perfectly and maybe make him feel unsure of
what's about to come. He stays silent. Watching you as you reach for your nightstand, you feel his
eyes appreciating your nudity before they go back to wondering what you're doing.

You pull out the sex-toy he gifted you, the one you both used two or three times. His brows are
pinched together, probably wondering what and who you're going to use it for.

Now, since you've never done this with Jungkook before, you being in full control which has
proved to be debatable, you've no idea how he will possibly react. You can only assume. From
being in an intimate relationship with Jungkook, you've learned a lot. Apart from the physical side
of your own sexual preferences and desires, you've come to notice how Jungkook loves to feel you
up. He loves to touch you, explore your body each time like he has never done before.

Even without having many sexual partners before, it's safe to say you've never felt more
comfortable than being in Jungkook's hands. Quite literally. The way he touches you… he knows
what he's doing.

Obviously, this is in a way a punishment for him. Actually, now that you think about it, you're not
sure if he's doing it purely because you want to, or because of another reason.

So when you place yourself at the end of your bed, making sure you have enough space to lay
down, you do exactly that. With one swift movement, you spread your legs apart, giving him a full
on view on the thing he couldn't get enough of.

All cockiness is smeared off his face. And while triumph burns inside you – from this great
achievement – a realization hits him.

“No.” he murmurs, watching the way you smirk as you turn on the sex-toy. You bring the fake
imitation of cock to your clit, moaning at the vibration as soon as it touches you.

Bottom lip caught between your teeth, there's a clank resounding in front of you as your lips twitch.
“I'm definitely having my fun now.”

“I was–I was just teasing. Come back here, baby.”

You should've probably taped his mouth shut. The freaking petname really tests your patience and
determination.

“I'm serious.”

But he's ignored by you, at least you act like you can't hear him, enjoying the way he groans in
protest. However, you can be just as teasing and you moan loudly, letting the dildo's tip enter you.

“Y/N,” he growls, “This is not funny.”

“Oh, fuck.”

You would have laughed if you weren't so focused. The truth is, you're sensitive down there –
something that's caused by Jungkook and his always running mouth. As much as you itch to get to
him and toss the sex-toy as far as possible, you don't give him that satisfaction. At least, not now.

“Who's in control now, Jeon?” you hum, opening your eyes clouded by both amusement and lust.

“Okay, I get it.” he grits through his teeth. “Come here.”

“Say it nicely and maybe I'll consider.”

If looks could kill, you're sure you would be six feet under. But one moment of leaning your head
down, moaning out loud, you notice his jaw clenching before he clears his throat.

“Come here,” he says softly.

Cracking your eyes, you grin in achievement as you sit up. You're too impatient, you want to touch
him. No scratch that. You want to feel him. You want him inside you. But you're playing your part
in this act, making it seem as if you have all the time in the world.

You turn off the sex-toy, the one he probably mentally curses for buying, and you come closer to
him. The expectation and despair on his face makes you want to laugh. He's cute. And freaking hot
too.

His chest heaves, it glistens with a sheer coat of sweat. His cologne and scent that's glued to his
skin has filled your bedroom. He watches you carefully, almost as if he expects you to tease him
more. But when you sit back down on his thighs, facing him, he sighs in relief. His cock begs for
attention and you give him a few pumps, ones that make his eyes flutter shut as he gets what he
wants. Partly.

You leave the dildo next to you, planning on using it later as you glance at your nightstand. A look
of surprise and then disappointment fills your face, one that Jungkook quickly questions.

“What?”

“I've got no condoms. You have some with you?”

Jungkook snickers, “You mean did I bring condoms with me when you decided to have a break
from this ?”

You give him a glare, “I wasn't planning on having sex.”

“Do I look like I was?” he questions with a raise of his brow.

“Don't you have them with you most of the time?”

“Clearly not,” he rolls his eyes, “What's the issue anyways? I haven't had sex with anyone else.”

You're the one who rolls their eyes now, “You would be really quick if you have. It's been like a
week since the trip.”

Deep down, you know Jungkook could've gone anywhere and had sex during this week. If he
wanted to.

“And you know it's not about that.” you add.

“Let's end this with a bang. Since you know, we're not supposed to have sex then.”

“Are you mocking me?” you frown. He purses his lips to avoid smirking.

“What did you say? One last time?”

“You know, keep talking and I'm gonna finish myself in front of you.”

“Not what I had in mind but,” he acts as if he's thinking hard. “It would still be something. I love
that cunt.”

Almost choking on your spit, you quickly recover. You need to wipe that smirk off his face. “Or I
could just leave you here, handcuffed and naked.”

“You wouldn't!” he exclaims.

“Try me.”

He shakes his head with a disapproving frown. “We don't have that many options. Either raw or go
to sleep.”

What are you even talking about? Your coincidence scolds you.

“You're right,” you say, already hovering. “I love this cock.” you tell him cheekily, watching his
eyes widen just as you grab him by the base.

You bring it to your entrance, teasing him a little (and yourself too) but the glare he gives you just
prolongs it. He lifts his hips, almost entering you and you gasp, giggling.

“Who's impatient now?”

“You're testing my patience right now.”

“If I were you, I wouldn't talk too much.” you hum, warning him cutely which causes his features
to harden. Oh my god, perhaps you're enjoying this way more than you thought you would!

Despite everything, you don't want to deprive him and yourself of the pleasure. It's easier to give
him one cheeky grin as you guide him to your entrance. His eyes dance across your exposed
breasts, looking down at where you're about to connect. That's enough for you to slowly sink down
his length, gritting your teeth from the immediate heat that swallows you whole.

Sex is amazing. But sex with Jungkook has shown you it's more than that.

You would've never thought how addicted you can become to this. Maybe it's a little too dangerous
but you don't seem to care. Not at the moment anyway, not when he spreads your folds and
stretches your warm and wet walls. Oh god.

It takes you a moment to fully sink down on him, his hard length settled inside of you as you feel
every inch of him. Jungkook groans, throwing his head back. Though, he doesn't usher you to
move and gives you space to get used to him. You swear you can feel him in your stomach.

Starting to roll your hips, your clit brushes against his pubes as his jaw tightens once again. That's
not enough for him, but he doesn't voice the annoyance and frustration just yet. He lays his head
down properly, dark eyes watching you and the way your body rolls.

You bite your bottom lip, momentarily closing your eyes just to open them and see him staring.
“You like that, baby?” you joke, watching his hardening features turn into amused once as you
both giggle.

“Baby?”

“You call me that too.”

“Mhm, I do.” he hums as you spread your palms over his chest and lean forward. “You love it.”

“Maybe a little bit too much.” you confess, laughing at your obvious confession.

And then you lift your hips, his cock rubbing against your wall which quickly wipes away his
smirk. You let the head of his cock stay inside you, his entire length coated with your juices.

“Don't play with me,” he says. “This is torture.”

“Then beg.” you propose, watching his features turn into pure shock before they change into
devastation.

It's funny. Makes you giggle all over again.

“What?”

“You heard me. Beg,” you grin, “Or what? Is that against your male ego?”

“You're so cruel,” he begs. “If I knew–Hey now!” he exclaims when you let him slide out of you,
your lips curving into a smirk.

You get off him entirely, laying on your tummy beside him. Elbow leaned against the soft
mattress, you prop up your chin on your palm. Jungkook groans, frustration getting the best out of
him as you grab the vibration. Turning it on, you catch his attention as you press the vibrating tip
against his hard cock. He flinches, cussing you out immediately.

“Yah!”

You laugh, “What? Does it hurt?”

“I don't know if you noticed, but I'm fucking hard and sensitive.” he grits through his teeth and you
pout. “Just do something.”

Rolling your eyes, you turn off the sex-toy, playing into the little facade you created as you toss it
away. Lifting yourself, you hoist your leg over his hips and face him with your back. He barely has
any chance to react as you sink down on him again. This time, you actually move. He breathes out
in relief.

“I knew you were a good girl.” he mutters, causing you to stop. “No, no. Continue.” he reacts
immediately which makes you smile.

You hold your balance by gripping his legs, just below his knees as you start riding him. It's hard to
focus on other things than just his cock inside you.

“Mhm, fuck.” You hear behind you, a soft moan leaving your own mouth when he hits your good
spot.

You pick up your pace, your ass smacking against Jungkook's skin but when you start to feel the
familiar heat gathering in your lower religion, you're forced to stop. You don't want to cum too
soon. Jungkook whines, cursing under his breath.

“You're so whiny.” you comment, sending him a look of amusement across your shoulder.

He's frowning, mouth pouting without realizing as he tugs onto the handcuffs again. Realization
hits him and that makes you laugh again. He forgot he's handcuffed and wanted to touch you.

“Just wait until you're done.” he threatens.

Ignoring the way your stomach tightens in excitement, you don't give him that satisfaction of
recognizing his effect that he has on you. Instead, you turn around to face him, sitting back on his
thighs as you lean toward him.

“One last time, remember?"

“You also said break and look at us now,” he bites back smartly. “When I asked you if you're
gonna let me in, this wasn't what I had in mind. But I'm not complaining.”

You start tracing random patterns on his abs, they flex under your touch and you know he's
holding himself back. “That would be awful if you were complaining.” you hum.

“Y/N,” he whines. “Just do something.”

“I told you. Beg… or ask nicely.” you hum, moving your finger up to his chest.

“Please,” he says dryly.

You lift your brow at him, giving him an unimpressed glare. “I said nicely.” you remind him.

He groans, almost ready to throw a tantrum. Oh, this is so much fun!

“Please, wanna fuck that pussy.”

You smile, leaning forward to get close to his face. His breath hitches as your lips hover over his.
The faintest touch of them earns the corner of his lips before you pull away. You wrap your hand
around his cock, pumping him a little before you put him inside you again. Jungkook hums and
nods, obviously too joyful that you've finally listened. You don't waste any time, lifting your hips
up and down as you ride him.

“This is what you wanted?”

“Fuck yes.” Jungkook breathes out, muscles tensing. “Fuck, that's it. Yeah, just like that.”

He says, forcing his eyes to stay open as he watches your breasts bouncing.

“Fuck, baby.”

Despite being fully engrossed in chasing your orgasm, you still smile in the midst of it.

You're close to cumming, stopping your movements shortly after which leaves Jungkook whining.
Loud and clear.

“You were close, weren't you?” he teases after frustration slowly fades away.

“Shut up,” you bite.

“Come on. Fuck me. Please .” he begs softly.

Nibbling on your bottom lip, you comply and move your hips again. This time, you don't stop. You
chase your orgasm while Jungkook coaxes you through it.

“That's right, use me.”

“You like this?” you breathe out, throwing your head back as you feel yourself getting closer and
closer.

“I love it,” he corrects you. “I'm gonna miss this cunt so much.”

“Don't say that,” you croak out. “You're making me regret things.”

“No regrets,” he groans. “Fuck, yeah.” He moves his hips up, meeting your thrusts in the middle as
you whimper.
A few more thrusts and one big from Jungkook, you come undone above him. The knot snaps
inside you and your entire body stills as your walls start clenching and unclenching. Your juices
drip down Jungkook's length, undoubtedly staining your sheets as well but that's the least of your
worries.

Jungkook watches you come back to reality, eyes clouded with lust.

“You think you can go for round two?” he asks, watching you breathe out an audible chuckle.

You can.

Giving him a nod, you settle onto rubbing his chest softly while trying to catch your breath.

“Uncuff me,” he says, stealing all your attention once again – this time not caused by the usual
charms of the man under you. “Just wanna touch you.” he adds, softly and with a pout.

“What if I don't want you to touch me?” you hum, starting to roll your hips again which makes him
hiss.

He grunts, closing his eyes. “Don't lie to yourself.”

Regardless of both of you aware of the lie, you keep smiling knowing he's damn right.

“I'm not gonna do anything, I swear.” he promises, whining as your movements deepen.

Feeling like you could chase your second orgasm of the night, you reach behind you and put your
hands on his thighs. Jungkook stares, eyes wide despite the evident desire and need.

“Holy fuck, you're gonna be the end of me.”

You giggle. You freaking giggle and Jungkook swears he's done for.

“You little minx,” he grunts. “You wanna make me cum without me touching you? That's fucking
cruel.”

“I like to be cruel sometimes.” you tease.

As much as you wish his hands would be on you, touching you everywhere and the way only he
can, this is so much fun.

While Jungkook's eyes are the only touch you can feel, the dark irises leave hot traces all over your
skin, you enjoy his attention on you. It's no secret he alone brings you more confidence than he can
ever imagine. Not to grow sentimental, especially right now and at this dirty moment, but for that
you'll be forever grateful to him. You're scared for what's about to come in the future. You're too
scared to think about it and you automatically shut down any hints of those thoughts coming up.

You enjoy this while you can.

After this, you want to focus on your friendship with him. It's for the best.

You could easily regret doing this with him right now. Especially after the idea of taking a break.
In reality, you don't. There are no regrets as of now and you hope they won't come. You won't
allow it.

“Play with your tits, baby. Show me,” Jungkook pants.

Having you slowly start to bounce on his cock again brings a rush of heat to every inch of his
body. You obey, grasping your breasts into your palms while you squeeze to soft flesh. Jungkook
whines and groans, clearly still frustrated he can't touch them or anything at this point.

“Pinch your nipples.” he orders, not full of dominance like you're perhaps used to, but full of
desperation.

You moan as you listen to him, bringing more pleasure to your body as you imagine it's Jungkook's
hands instead. Eyes closed yet again, you can't bring yourself to keep them open. Your muscles
strain, lungs begging for more air as you feel your heartbeat drumming in your eardrums.

“Fuck,” you pant, “Think I'm gonna cum.” you force yourself to admit, totally clueless to Jungkook
obviously seeing and feeling it.

“Rub your clit for me. Fuck.”

Hand reaching between your legs, it's a little tricky to fully obey as you're still bouncing on his
cock, close to cumming. You still rub your clit, whimpering and stuttering things you can't
remember. Whatever leaves your mouth blends with the sounds of skin slapping. One hand on
Jungkook's abdomen, you make sure you stabilize yourself while the other works on your clit.

“Keep going, keep going,” Jungkook whimpers. “Please, please, please.”

You do. Your thighs burn but nothing won't stop you. Orgasm comes crashing down on you for the
second time. Your walls clench around Jungkook's cock, sucking him dry as Jungkook warns you
of his own approaching orgasm.

“Fuck, fuck, I'm cumming.” he manages to get out.

Just in time, you barely make it and lift yourself as Jungkook's thick cum shoots up. The warm
liquid lands on your pussy, some of it getting onto your lower belly trickling down your thighs.

Jungkook curses under his breath, head dropping down onto pillows as his chest heaves. Yours too.
Dropping down next to him, there's no care in the world as you both try to come back to your
senses.

After a minute of harsh breathing fading, Jungkook comments. “Almost didn't make it.”

Looking at him, you both grin at each other. “I made it.”

He scoffs playfully, amused by your confidence. He's restrained, therefore it would be completely
your fault if he came inside you.

“Gonna uncuff me now?”

“Oh shit.” you curse, sitting up as you grab the key off your nightstand, leaning forward to uncuff
Jungkook's wrists.

As soon as you do, Jungkook's arms shoot down as the pair of pink fluffy handcuffs land on your
floor. You watch him rub his wrists, frowning before looking at you as you shoot him a sheepish
grin.

“You enjoyed that?”

“Probably more than I thought I would.” you giggle.

Jungkook's lips twitch. “At least one of us did.”

“You came, didn't you?” you raise your brow at him. “I'm receiving no complaints then.”

He laughs, sitting up as he cracks his neck. Looking down at his crotch and around the bed, he
cringes a little. “Made a mess.”

“It's fine, I'm gonna clean that up. Go take a shower.” you point toward the door.

“You sure?” he asks, cocking his brow at his cum sticking to your skin.

“Yeah,” you laugh, reaching for the wipes that are beside your bed. You clean yourself, ushering
Jungkook to use your bathroom while you take care of this mess.

Knowing there's no point in arguing, he still with an unsure look starts to get out of your bed. What
he doesn't expect though is a slap delivered on his buttcheek. He turns around, shocked with mouth
agape as he shoots you a look.

“What does it feel like?” you tease, biting onto your lower lip as he shakes his head, fighting back a
grin. Too bad, you catch a good glimpse of it.

“You're lucky this is over.” he tells you, ruffling his raven hair.

You're not sure if lucky is the right word to describe it, though it works for what he has in mind.
And god, you're so close to calling this break off. Desperate and foolish.

But since he talks about luck, it seems like it's on your side this time considering he turns around
and leaves the room before you can make another rash decision.

You decide to finish the movie after you're both cleaned, and so is your bedroom with fresh sheets.
Everything goes back to normal, both of you acting as if you haven't had sex a few minutes ago.
Ignoring the way every inch your skin feels like it's been electrified.

Jungkook's body takes most of the space in your bed eventually, the entire bedroom swallowed in
darkness as chilly air fans your thin curtains. No scent of sex anymore just like there is no trace of
your previous doings. The only proof lives in both of you now.

“Back to best friends?” Jungkook asks behind you, his arm outstretched just above your head.

“Back to best friends.” you confirm, ignoring the sentiment behind your tone.

“Don't tell anyone that I–”

“That I had you handcuffed and you whined?”

“Yah!”

Cackling, you look across your shoulder as if you could see him. “Are you ashamed of it?” you
tease.

“Taehyung wouldn't let me live if he knew.”

You both laugh quietly.

“Can you rub my back now?” you say after a while.

 Jungkook snickers, sighing as he gets on his side facing your back. His hand is on your back,
scratching and rubbing gently as you hum in pleasure.

“Shouldn't you be the one who's rubbing my back? Y'know because of what you've put me through
tonight.” he grumbles, causing you to smile into your pillow.

“Didn't you enjoy it?”

“I couldn't touch you.” he says as if that answers everything.

You still keep smiling, not being able to fight it back. “But other than that?”

He doesn't respond for a moment, leaving you to look behind you again. He hears the sheets
rustling. “I came, didn't I?”

Somehow, that answers your question and you hum, lullying yourself to sleep – with the help of
Jungkook's hands and touch of course.

However, with a serious realization of what the fuck are you going to do now.

Chapter End Notes

Ahhh... it's so weird to be posting the first update here instead of what I'm used to. It's
been a few weeks since MH got deleted, but I can't say I'm still not sad and upset when
I think about it. MH was originally created to be posted there, so to have it taken away
just like that without any proper reasons is kinda heartbreaking. This chapter was
supposed to be out like week or two after 56. God, I was so excited to post two
chapters in a short amount of time, I worked hard on it but Wattpad ruined it. Since
there was still a little hope to get in back, I postponed it and then of course, other
things happened like people stealing and reposting MH when I clearly am not allowing
that. It was a difficult month, especially online and I'm not gonna lie, I couldn't even
think about this story. So many people literally sickened it for me. I just needed time.
But I took this time to read this one and make sure I love it just as much as when I was
writing it. I do, that's a good sign right? Hehe.

Anyway. Wattpad gave no proper reason of why MH got deleted. They know about
the issue and the story itself, but keep refusing to give me or more like us, any details.
This whole thing is very shady and I believe MH hasn't violated any of their
guidelines. It feels wrong to ask you guys do this for me or the story, but please don't
give up ♡ keep reminding them there was no reason to delete MH. At least we can ask
them to give us a proper answer instead of ignoring us with their automatic response.
Thank you to everyone who's not giving it up and is fighting for MH! ♡

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