Weak with less desire or more

Strong with more desire or less

Within the verse universe of sea of suffering people being blind knowing the
truth but ignoring even the consequences of the cause and action which lead to
the birth of unfavourable and undesirable form and places like burning hell,
extreme cold hell and hungry ghost. Distraught to see and know that even in
human realm their different in the classes and people which are the creation of
ones karma and human itself.
We as a human it is very hard to control our emotion unless there is a intangible
chain which could bind the emotion or the mind from creating BAD KARMA.
Than it is said there is no such thing as karma, form, perception, taste, ear, nose,
and etc. and I wonder how karma formed in first place, was every being equal
before and what cause being born at first place. We are attached to samsara
pleasure, being enlightened is it really beautiful, is it happier than the samsara.
We go for our goal, giving more time at studying, learning martial arts, music,
whatever our goal may be but I don’t consider as worldly but only meaningless
even if get succeeded in achieving it, I would ask to myself what is next. Like
every being who want happiness, who want boundless pleasure to enjoy, like
every being who want become immortal. I also want to become immortal but
even if we achieved it what is next.
If Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha are listening to my prayer and looking after me.
Please answer my question and may my faith toward the triple Gem increase
and increase until I have to reach the peak of it. If I got the answer may I help
other sentient being with Buddha and bodhisattva?