soxumSi dabruneba

gamarjoba, soxumo!

ukve ori welia TiTqmis, ar SevxvedrivarT erTimeores, sizmrebSi Tu gaielveb

xolme da, es aris da es. iSviaTad _ televizorSi mogkrav Tvals, kidev _ safosto
baraTebze, xanac _ saojaxo albomebSi. rogor xar, rogor cxovrob, ra giWirs, ra
gilxins? vis ar vekiTxebi Sens ambavs _ adamianebs, gazeTebs, radios... momisakliseb Tu
ara xolme? Tu ukve ise ra. an sulac aRar gaxsovar?!
Sen CemTvis marto mSobliuri qalaqi rodi xar, an mamisa da Svilis saflavi, an
winaparTa ZvalTSesalagi, anda warsuli. samive Jami brunavs SenSi da sami droidan
mesaubrebi dReniadag, Cemo erTaderTo qalaqo, erTdroulad _ tkivilo da aRmafrenav.
Sen mSobeli xar Cemi, Seyvarebuli, Zma, da, Svili, mokeTe, nacnobi, ucnobi... megobari
xar, ori wlis unaxavi.
rodesac Zalze momenatrebi, fiqrebSi gesaubrebi xolme. da gana gaigebs vinme
amqveynad, Tu vin xar Sen CemTvis? amis axsna xom sityvebiT SeuZlebelia!
araferi maqvs dasamalavi, arc mosaridebeli, de, viyo sentimentaluric _ me Sen
miyvarxar!
vxedavdi, rogor gamsxvrevda omi, rogor nawil-nawil gakvdinebda, gZarcvavda,
gwvavda, gawamebda, magram veraferi movimoqmede mis SesaCereblad. veRar giSvele,
soxumo! mapatie, ususuroba!
Seminde!
gana rodesme warmovidgendi oms Sens diad dResaswaulSi? sisxls Sens quCebSi?
cxedrebs Sens zRvaSi? gadabugul Senobebs, gadamwvar xeebs, yvavilebs?
cecxlwakidebul cas? verasodes, verasodes, veRarasodes!
darCa ki vinme SenTan iseTi, vinc migonebs?
televizorSi uCvenebixarT, wyals dautboravs amas winaT Seni quCebi. gadareula
wyaldidoba. o, rogor metkina guli, rom icode. nurasodes dagakldeba Sen arc erTi
aguri, arc erTi buCqi, arc erTi foTolic. Sen xom kargad ici, rogor miyvarxar.
romc arasodes dagibrunde, avi dReebisaTvis ar memetebi.
wiTeli xididan momavali, afTiaqTan maRla rom auxvev, kirovis quCisaken, soxumis
mTaze erTi lamazi, mezoniniani saxli gamoCndeba. mis aivans xviara mcenare faravs
sanaxevrod. ra mcenarea, ar vici. iasamnisfrad hyvavis igi, Tu ar vcdebi, weliwadSi
orjer; ayvavildeba da iasamnisferSi imaleba umal saxli, jadosnur sasaxled iqceva
maSinve. soxumelebma kargad ician is aivani. Tu xarobs, netav, Zveleburad is mcenare,
Tu gadaurCa oms, Tu aris iseTive mSvenieri, zRvaSi monebivre, Tavmomwone
qalbatoniviT?
Seni mdinare Tu icvlis xolme fers drogamoSvebiT, Seni besleTi? gazafxulis
wyaldidobis Semdeg gzas Ralatobda xolme, xan samxedro sanatoriumisaken Cauxvevda
da iq uerTdeboda zRvas, xanac portisaken gaiwevda. am wyaldidobis mere rogoraa misi
saqme, isev Tu Seicvala zRvasTan Sexvedris adgili? arsebobs kidev misi patara
navsadguri, besleTis navsadguri, motoriani navebisaTvis? gadian ki navebi zRvaSi
Tevzis saWerad?
ports Tu adgeba Zveleburad gemebi?
sicil-kiskisi Tu ismis Seni plaJebidan, restornebidan, yavaxanebidan?..
mamiseuli saxli ra dReSia, an Cemi? vin cxovrobs Cvens oTaxebSi, vin anTebs Cvens
buxars, vin isvenebs Cvens taxtze, vin awkrialebs Cvens jam-WurWels?..
Cveni sasaflao ra dReSia? Tumca, ras gekiTxebi, TiTqmis vxedav kidec ekal-
bardmoZalebul samareebs, balaxiT dafarul bilikebs.
ramden kacze minda gkiTxo, cocxalia Tu ara. zogis saxelic ar vici, saxe ki
maxsovs.
boSebma, vici, dagtoves, magram sxvebi?.. Zveleburad Tu gamodian Sens sanapiroze
Tevzisa da mzesumziras gamyidvelebi?
ho, gulrifSi, gulrifSi rogor aris? masze araferi mesmis ukve. arc axseneben.
an zRva rasa iqms?
rekaven zarebs uwindeburad Seni eklesiebi?
netavi wera SegeZlos, ramden rames momwerdi, albaT.
Seni zRva menatreba, misi lurji saTnoeba, udiadesi, zesamyaroseuli, zedrouli. arc
is minaxavs ori welia, arc is da arc sxva qalaqebis zRva. Seni wvimebi menatreba. aq,
TbilisSi iSviaTad wvims, ase vTqvaT, mSrali qalaqia. me ki Seni JgleTi wvimebi
menatreba, kokispiruli, tropikuli Tavsxmebi, Seni lurji da nacrisferi wvimebi, casa
da miwas rom aerTeben, Rrublebsa da
zRvas rom asisxlxorceben. me Sens wvimebSi vizrdebodi, sxvagan ki vsveldebi mxolod.
Seni mTa menatreba, Seni funikuliori. misken mimavali daRvarknili, ferad-feradi
mcenareebiT daburuli gza. laRi gza, natifi, sunTqvisa da sisxlis Semamsubuqebeli. o,
rogor momindeba xolme simaRlidan Seni danaxva.
Seni jadosnuri zafxuli menatreba.
Seni yavis gemo menatreba... mraval enaze mosaubre yavaxanebi.
Sen Cemi sulis nawili xar, Cemi erTaderTi oazisi, Cemi saxelmwifo, planeta,
galaqtika.
xandaxan ise momenatrebi, rom aq mepkureba kidec Seni wvimis wveTebi, vxedav Sens
mTvares, veferebi Sens mzes, Sens balaxs, Sens varskvlavebs, Sens frTamotexil, obol
Toliebs...
 magram Sen uxilav mnaTobebze Sorsa xar ukve.
msoflios nebismieri qalaqi bevrad axlosaa SenTan SedarebiT.
me mxolod SenSi cxovrebisas vambobdi sityvas `movedi~. ori welia wasuli var da
ver `movedi~, verc versad `movedi~, sul `sxvagana~ var. me mxolod SenSi cxovrebisas
vambobdi sityvas `aq~, sul `iqa~ var axla. ori welia, ara var `aq~. me mxolod `aq~
viyavi Seyvarebuli, sxvagan xom arsad.
CemTvis yvelaze didi musika Sens bgerebSia ganfenili, Sens saxelSi _ soxumi.
yvela mTavrobam miRalata da yvela politikosma gamwira, yvela gamvlelma Camca
TiTo maxvili, axla Sen mainc unda SemomrCe bibliur siwminded, ar gamimeto me,
mravalgzis naRalatevi, Torem ra fasi eqneba mere cxovrebas, an ra iqneba danarCeni
qveyniereba?
Tuki odesme mSobliuri saxlis karebi SevaRe, im wels, Tves da dRes Cems pasportSi
dabadebis TariRs mivuwer...
vbrundebi, usasrulod vbrundebi Senken, magram arc erT gzas ar mivyavar Sinisken.
usierSi ar Cans mSobliuri saxli.
SarSan, zamTarSi, erTi xanSiSesuli soxumeli Semxvda. miTxra: soxumis datovebis
Semdeg ar meZina, mTeli Rameebi vewamebodi. bolos aseT rames mivakvlie _ soxumSi
daviwye dabruneba, Zilis win sul soxumSi davxetialob da mere tkbilad meZineba. ai,
wuxel frunzes quCaze viyavi, zRvisken mivuyvebodi gzas, jer maRazia `bavSvTa
samyaros~, mere samxatvro salons, Semdeg parkisken gadavWeri quCa, stambas Cavuare da
male `inturistis~ win, `televizorSi~ aRmovCndi, fexburTis gulSematkivrebTan. isini
ukve yavas svamdnen. mec davlie erTi finjani. jugulis velaparake, kotes, `torpedos~.
vikamaTeT, vicineT, anekdotebic movyeviT. mere `amraze~ avedi, zRvis restoranSi. iq
institutis megobrebi damxvdnen. Sampanuri vsviT. kargi dRe iyo, mziani. zRva ar
Relavda.
soxumSi ase dabruneba mxolod im Cemi nacnobis gamogoneba megona, magram cota xanSi
sxva soxumelic vnaxe, romelic zustad ise daexeteba xolme soxumis quCebSi Zilis
win.
Semdeg mesame Semxvda, meoTxe, mexuTe...
gagrelic vnaxe, gagraSi moseirne...
ver warmoidgen, rogor izrdebi Ram-RamobiT, aTiaTasobiT uCinari soxumeli
fusfusebs Sens ezo-yureebSi, Tav-TavianT saxlebSi, oTaxebSi, quCebSi, kvartalebSi...
darwmunebuli var, daRupulebic ase brundebian SenTan. daRupulebic da omis Semdeg
gardacvlilebic.
soxumi da dabruneba _ es ori sityva unetaresia maTTvis. jer _ soxumi, Semdeg _
dabruneba!
zogi matarebliT brundeba SenTan.
zogi _ TviTmfrinaviT.
 zogic _ gemiT.
Sen yvelas sixarulisgan acremlebuli xvdebi, TiToeuli xom Svilia Seni.
oRond esaa, Sen maTTvis arc axlandeli qalaqi xar da arc omisJamindeli. 1992
wlis 14 agvistomdeli soxumi xar mxolod.
isini aseT soxums mieltvian. im soxumSi simSvidea, yvela erTmaneTs ufrTxildeba,
haeri broliviT wmindaa da naTeli, omis suni iq ar trialebs.
rogor dagimalo, ukve ramdenime Tvea, mec sxvebis darad vbrundebi SenTan, davdivar
Sens quCebSi, vxvdebi megobrebsa da nacnobebs, cocxlebsa da gardacvlilebs, vixseneb
ambebs, sxvadasxva drois ambebs, Tan raRac-raRacebsac viniSnav xolme...
da ai, Cemi Canawerebic...
Tumca, Sen Tavad waikiTxav, isini xom Sen gekuTvnis, da axla Tu ara, erT dros xom
mainc naxav maT, da imasac gaigeb, Tu rogor vcxovrobdi uSenod.
meti ra giTxra, arc vici. danarCeni am CanawerebSia...
Sexvedramde!
momikiTxe zRva!
Seni
guram odiSaria

1995 wlis 4 ivlisi

wvimiani dRis deklaracia

rogorc iqna, wamowvima.

guburaSi wvimis wveTebiT dacxrilulma, sveli Rrublebis svelma landebma, zRva
gamaxsena. zRvam _ soxumi, sanapiro, delfinebi...
momagonda amerikeli mecnieris, jon lilis erT-erTi delfinis sikvdiliswina fraza,
warmoTqmuli inglisurad: `Cven mogvatyues!~
milionjer mousmina jon lilim am Canawers da verc man da verc sxvebma veRar gaiges,
rogor SeZlo momakvdavma delfinma am sityvebis warmoTqma, an ras niSnavda `Cven
mogvatyues!~
da mainc, didxans rom ifiqro, didxans da mSvidad, dedamiwis nebismier kuTxeSi
mcxovrebTa saTqmels ambobda delfini. Tundac Cvensas _ Cvenc xom mogvatyues!
Cven mogvatyues _ imediT, rwmeniT, mowodebiT, istoriiT, ideologiiT, SemarTebiT,
TavisuflebiT, mSvidobiT, braldebiT!
Cven mogvatyues _ mitingebiT, SeZaxilebiT, molaybeebiT, taxtebiT, droSebiT,
gazeTebiT, televiziiT, angariSsworebiT, beladobiT!
Cven mogvatyues _ siZulviliT, gulubryvilobiT, sibriyviT, SiSiT, iluziiT,
pativmoyvareobiT, avsityvaobiT!
 Cven mogvatyues _ iaraRiT, sisxliT, demokratiiT, partiebiT, fuliT, komfortiT,
gaerTianebiT, daqsaqsviT, sigiJiT, omiT!
Cven mogvatyues _ kvnesiT, vaebiT, dasaxiCrebuli sxeulebiT. cecxliT, wamebiT,
gaupatiurebiT, bangiT, sikvdiliT, sicocxliT!
Cven mogvatyues _ braldebiT, mSvidobiT, TavisuflebiT, SemarTebiT, ideologiiT,
mowodebiT, rwmeniT, imediT!..
Cven mogvatyues _ yvelam da yvelaferma!
Cven mogvatyues _ guSin, dRes da xval! xvalac ki, xvalac mogvatyues! Cven
jadosnur wrebrunvaSi varT!
Cven mogvatyues!
mogvatyues!
Cven mogvatyues, raTa Cven movkvdeT,
magram...

katerebis navsadguri

sanam katerebis navsadgurs miuaxlovdebodeT, maRali, qvisgan nagebi, moyviTalo

feris TaRi unda gaiaroT. TaRTan, xelmarjvniv da xelmarcxniv, SemaRlebulze ori
qalis qandakeba dgas. erTs xelT forToxlisa da mandarinis nayofiT daxunZluli
rtoebi upyria, meores _ yurZnis akidoebi. zogi soxumeli ambobs, erTi qarTveli
qalia, meore ki afxazio. me ki maT Soris gansxvavebas ver vpoulob. ase mgonia, erTi da
imave qalis ori figuraa, an erTi bed-iRblis mqone ori qalis qandakebaa.
TaRsa da navsadgurs Soris yavaxanaa, saidanac niavs Sors miaqvs yavis surneli. iqve
yidian nayinsa da wvenebs.
yavaxanis farTofarflebian da Wrel, maRal qolgebSi koxtad Casmul viwro magidebs
sxvadasxva asakis adamianebi misdgomian da yavas agemovneben, neba-neba svamen, sveneb-
svenebiT, saubar-saubriT. Cveulebrivi magidebi da skamebi aq cotaa. isini ZiriTadad
pensionerebisTvisaa gankuTvnili, bavSvebisa da qalebisaTvis. mamakacebi zezeulad
miirTmeven yavas.
navsadgurTan kateri irweva. misi reproduqtoridan iRvreba musika. Semdeg simRera
Cumdeba da mamakacis boxi xma acxadebs, rom ramdenime wuTis Semdeg iwyeba erTsaaTiani
sazRvao gaseirneba da msurvelebs sTxovs, iCqaron. mere _ isev musikaa.
msurvelebi ki cotani arian, amitomac aravin Cqarobs. katerSi sul xuTiode kaci
moCans.
saRamo xani axlovdeba, magram jer kidev ar icvlis mimarTulebas brizi da kvlav
zRvidan xmeleTisken uberavs. sanapiros gaswvriv Camwkrivebul grZel, mwvane skamebze
teva araa. gverdigverd sxedan moxucebi da ymawvilebi, qalebi da kacebi, da musaifoben
da musaifoben, gahyureben mSvidad molivlive zRvas da Tvals asveneben. marTalia, mzis
Casvlamde kidev or saaTamde droa darCenili da jer kidev acxunebs cis kidurs oqros
obobasaviT Camokidebuli mze, magram ukve sagrZnoblad grila da xalxsac kateriT
erTsaaTian gaseirnebas sanapiroze yofna urCevnia _ gana aqac zRvaSi ara xar?
sanapiros oleandrebi mihyveba. grZeli, mwvane skamebic oleandrebs Sorisaa Cadgmuli.
gaSlilia maTi vardisferi da TeTri yvavilebi. ufro vardisferyvavilebiani
oleandrebi Warbobs.
maT yvavilebs Taviseburi surneli aqvT. isini uzavdebian marilisa da iodis, yavis,
evkaliptebisa da kiparisebis surnels da am RvTaebriv-haerovani koqteilis Semdeg
marTlac Znelia, moSorde sanapiros.
oleandrebis uxeSi, muqmwvane foTlebi romauli maxvilis formas imeoreben. vin
icis, iqneb amitomac Searqves maT omebis xe.
Tumca, omi aq ra saxsenebelia, omamde jer kidev aTi welia daaxloebiT darCenili.
jer kidev sxvadasxva enaze metyvelebs soxumi _ qarTulad da afxazurad, berZnulad
da somxurad. umetesad ki, ra Tqma unda, rusuli saubari ismis.
jer kidev mSvidad irweva TeTri kateri da veravin warmoidgens, rom masze erT
dros qvemexebsa da tyviamfrqvevebs daamontaJeben da is patara biWunebi, romlebic axla
netarebiT lokaven Sokoladmosxmul vanilian nayins, erTmaneTs `kalaSnikovis~ tyviebiT
dacxrilaven.
katerebis navsadguris sigrZe ormocdaaTi nabijia sul. is viwro da sqeli,
erTmaneTs daSorebuli ficrebiTaa nagebi. miabijeb navsadgurze da xedav, ficrebs Soris
Tu rogor cimcimebs zurmuxtisferi zRva. ase ggonia, uSualod zRvis talRebze
midixar. maRalquslian fexsacmelebze Semdgar qalbatonebs aq Zlier uWirT siaruli _
isini fexsacmlis quslebs ufrTxildebian da sul fexis wverebze dadian. ise, ar
uyvars katerebis navsadgurs aristokratia, is plaJze an Ria zRvaSi gasaseirneblad
mxolod laRsa da mxiarul, ubralo xalxs epatiJeba.
kateri isev uxmobs msurvelebs, axsenebs, rom unda iCqaron. mgzavrebs ki mxolod
ori kaciRa mimatebia da axla Svidni arian.
TavianT Tavs aseTi katerebi arasdros katerebad ar moixsenieben, sul Tbomavalio,
gaiZaxian _ «?? ?????????На теплоходе «Гагра» объявляется часовая морская прогулка»…
isini erTmaneTs hgvanan, maT afxazeTis qalaqebis, dabebisa da tbebis saxelebi aqvT
ganawilebuli _ `gali~, `gudauTa~, `tyvarCeli~, `oCamCire~, `ganTiadi~. arian kidev:
`riwa~ da `amtyeli~, kidev `vladimer faCulia~... isini yvela, rogorc erTi, TeTrad
arian SeRebili da Soridan, muqlurji zRvis fonze, ToliebiviT qaTqaTeben.
xandaxan swrafmavali, eqvs-rvakaciani aseve TeTri feris gliserebic moadgebian
katerebis navsadgurs. gliseriT gaseirneba ZviradRirebuli siamovnebaa, amis uflebas
Tavs mxolod iatakqveSa milionerebi da marad xelgaSlili don-Juanebi aZleven.
proletariati ki katerebs arCevs. gliserebs, rogorc wesi, saxelebs iSviaTad arqmeven,
isini erTmaneTisagan nomrebiT gansxvavdebian.
reproduqtori samarTeblisa da kevis gamyidvel boSasaviT isev imeorebs Tavisas da
kvlav musikas rTavs.
katerebis repertuars, iseve, rogorc restornebisa, ZiriTadad ucxouri da rusuli
saestrado simRerebi Seadgens: Celentanos, `biTlzebis~, pugaCovas, `abbas~, maties,
rotarus, dasenis... xandaxan, saRamoobiT, roca amRerdeb-acekvdebian sanapiros
SezarxoSebuli restornebi da kafe-barebi, isec xdeba, rom restornebica da katerebic
erTsa da imave simReras aJRereben. maSin TiTqos uzarmazar, stereofonul radiomimRebs
usmen...
megobrebTan erTad vdgavar da yavas vsvam. zurgs ukan TeTrad anaTebs sastumro
`riwa~. sastumro TiTqmis erTi saukunisaa. rogorc amboben, italielebs auSenebiaT.
winaT sxva saxeli erqva, italiuri `San Remo~. Tavisi Spiliani saxuraviT Zalian hgavs
kidec dasavleT evropis qalaqebSi mdgar natif nagebobebs.
Srialeben palmebi. sanapiroze daseirnoben soxumelebi da qalaqis stumrebi.
navsadguridan patara biWi da gogo funTuSebiT umaspinZldebian Toliebs. motexaven
funTuSas da haerSi aisvrian. Toliebi wiviliTa da frTebis dgafuniT TiTqmis axSoben
musikis xmas, wreebs uvlian da cdiloben, erTi wamiT mainc SeCerdnen haerSi, bavSvebis
Tavs zemoT, TavianT lukmas elodebian. Tu gaumarTlaT, xom gaumarTlaT, Tu arada,
isev Semoxazaven wreebs. gogo-biWi ki icinis, kvdeba siciliT. xandaxan funTuSis natexi
zRvaSi vardeba. mas maSinve acxreba ramdenime Tolia.
_ deda, kidev gviyide, ra, funTuSa! _ exveweba biWi iqve
mdgar, bavSvebze aranakleb bednier qals.
_ geyofaT, ukve Svidi funTuSa SeaWameT, _ viTom brazdeba qali, magram misi
momRimari saxe sul sxvas ambobs, _ gaagrZeleT, kidev gaagrZeleT Tqveni saqmianobao.
amas naTlad xedaven bavSvebic da ukve kategoriulad sTxoven qals, saswrafod
moitanos funTuSebi.
wivian da wrialeben Toliebi, iRimeba qali da icinian bavSvebi, icinian, kvdebian
siciliT.
kateri erTxel kidev acxadebs, rom sacaa gava Ria zRvaSi erTi saaTiT da visac
surs... da uceb amatebs _ «В буфете теплохода имеется холодное чешское пиво».
gamomcxadebels arc aqvs damTavrebuli fraza, rom wamoiSleba mTeli sanapiro. umal
carieldeba skamebi da qolga-magidebi, uzarmazari rigi dgeba bileTebis salarosTan.
bileTi sul raRac 40 kapiki Rirs, Cexuri ludi ki iSviaTobaa, Tanac xom Tavadac
moismineT, civia!
TavianTi rigis molodinSi cqmutaven berikacebi da wamoCituli biWebi, biZa-biZa
xalxi, yoCebi. bileTi ki aucileblad unda iyidon, Torem ubileTod aravin SegiSvebs
katerSi. wesi wesia. plaJisken mimaval katerebSic asea, ubileTod verc iq SeaRwev.
 sul male katerSi fexze dasadgoms vin Civis, nemsis Casavardni adgilic araa. kateri
Rrmad `jdeba~ wyalSi. iseTi STabeWdileba iqmneba, TiTqos sacaa CaviZirebiT. me da Cemi
megobrebic aqa varT, kiCosTan viyriT Tavs. marTalia, ludis moyvaruli ar var, magram
megobrebis xaTriT, `strixinasac~ dalevs kaci.
_ SewyviteT bileTebis gayidva! _ ismis reproduqtorSi kapitnis, cota ar iyos,
SeSfoTebuli xma.
mere katers napiridan xsnian, bagirs Tavis samagrze axveven. Zlierdeba Zravis
TuxTuxi da kateric ukusvliT, mZimed Sedis zRvaSi.
`ludistebidan~ yvelaze sulwasulebi bufetis gaRebas iTxoven. viRacas jibidan
gamxmari tarani amoaqvs.
kateri ramdenime wamiT Cerdeba, swordeba da gezs Suqurasaken iRebs. iwyeba
erTsaaTiani mogzauroba soxumis yureSi.
am dros lamis mSobliurad qceuli xma reproduqtoridan acxadebs, rom moxda
samwuxaro gaugebroba da Cexuri ludi bufetSi ar aRmoCnda, arc civi da arc Tbili...
ramdenime wamSi siCume isadgurebs, TiTqos krTeba motoris monotonuri gugunic.
Semdeg ki... Zneli aRsaweria, Tu ra xdeba Semdeg.
kateri amboxebuli mezRvaurebiT savse karavelas emsgavseba. vin ras gayviris da vin
ras. zogi _ es rogor gvakadreTo, zogic _ gareT gamovides kapitanio! patara biWebi
ustvenen. omis veteranebi praRis ganTavisuflebas ixseneben da imeoreben, rom maT,
saerTod, ufasod ekuTvniT Cexuri ludi, aq ki ase atyueben. ludis SeRavaTebs is
veteranebic axseneben, romlebmac arc ician, sad aris praRa, isinic, romlebic
veteranebic ar arian. zogierTi milicias uxmobs, magram zRva erTaderTi adgilia,
sadac wesrigis damcvels ver SexvdebiT. vin icis, iqneb amitomacaa yvelaze didi
wesrigi zRvaze. kidev kargi, soxumis yures ukacrieli kunZuli ar aqvs, Torem im
wuTebSi yvelani mzad varT, kapitani im ararsebul kunZulze CamovsvaT, de, Seaxramunon
niangebma.
kateri musikis xmas aZlierebs...
mere TandaTanobiT yuCdeba Rrianceli.
pirvelad Cemi bavSvobis megobars, lado kukulaZes ecineba, mere ecineba meores, mere
mesames, meoTxes... erT wuTSi musikisa da motoris xmas homeruli xarxari faravs,
icinian patara biWebic, yoCebic, veteranebic _ es rogor gagvacureso.
kapitnis jixuridan ociode wlis, patara, cqnafa axalgazrda gamodis. isic icinis _
es me var kapitani, es ambavi me `CagiwyveT~, axla, Tu gindaT, damsajeTo.
TiToeuli Cvenganis warmodgenaSi arsebuli ormetriani, TeTr Sarval-xalaTSi
gamowyobili supermeni, kapitnis modelTan kateris sruliad Seusabamo kapitnis
xilvisas xalxi sul CabJirda _ vai, kapitani eg yofila, aman rogor gagvacucurakao.
sxvebzec da sakuTar Tavzec icinis damwyebi `zRvis mgeli~. TavianT Tavs da sxvebsac
dascinian mgzavrebic...
 kateri cirkis gamocdili cxeniviT bejiTad da erTgulad miuyveba Tavis gzas, manac
Tolias darad unda Semoxazos wre, Semouaros yures da kvlav Tavis sadgoms
daubrundes.
300-400 metris daSorebiT mivuyvebiT napirs. xandaxan ase mgonia, TiTqos es Cven
vdgavarT da amwvanebuli, Camavali nazi mzis sxivebCaRvrili qalaqi ki Tavad micuravs
Cvens gaswvriv. Cndeba porti da portSi mdgari uzarmazari saokeano xomaldi, manamde
ki zRvaSi SeWrili restorani `amra~.
`amraze~ Sampanursa da yavas svamen. aq ufro axalgazrdoba iyris Tavs. vuaxlovdebiT
saokeano gems. xomaldis iluminatorebSi garkveviT moCanan mgzavrebi. ise ki, maTi
umravlesoba gembanzea, turistebi saRamoJamis mzisa da qalaqis cqeriT tkbebian. albaT,
Cvenc gvxedaven _ Cexuri ludis maZieblebs. maRali da lamazi qeraTmiani qalebi,
TeTrjinsiani mamakacebi... isini TiTqos sxva planetidan arian Camosuli. Tumca,
daaxloebiT xom asecaa _ gemi inglisuria.
Semdeg isev sanapiro Cndeba, Zveleburi, wiTeli aguris nagebi saxlebi, mwvaned
SeRebili mavTulis badiT Semokavebuli kalaTburTis moedani, Zveli cixis nangrevebze
mdgari `dioskuria~, sastumro `Tbilisi~, bzifis gzatkecilis dasawyisi, gemTsaSeni
qarxana, tyavkombinati... vuaxlovdebiT JamgamoSvebiT mocimcime Suquras.
mere marcxniv vuxvevT da Ria zRvaSi gavdivarT. vSordebiT qalaqs, Rrmad SevdivarT
wyalSi. gezs kelasurisaken viRebT.
vxumrobT, viciniT, anekdotebs vyvebiT...
lado gems adevnebul delfinebs miCvenebs. isini xuTni arian. or-ori gemis
kilvateris gaswvriv mocuravs, erTic SuaSi _ uSualod kilvaters moyveba. mgoni,
mirei maties simReris xaTriT mogvsdeven. iseTi survili miCndeba, zRvaSi gadavxte da
delfinebis mxardamxar curviT gamovsdio katers, magram Sorsa varT napiridan da mere
verc mirei miSvelis da verc delfinebi. ra dagimaloT, arc kapitnis imedi maqvs mainca
da mainc.
ukve Soridan moCans dapataravebuli soxumi, misi funikuliori da satelevizio anZa,
lurji mTebi.
vuaxlovdebiT kelasurs, garkveviT vxedavT xids. mivyvebiT napirs, misgan kvlav 400-
500 metris moSorebiT mivcuravT. Cndeba plaJebis zona. plaJebze xalxi jer kidev
blomadaa. zogi damsvenebeli Rrmadaa Semocurebuli zRvaSi. Cvens paralelurad
plaJidan momavali kateri moiCqaris. misi garujuli, saxegacinebuli mgzavrebi xels
gviqneven. Cvenc xelis aweviT vepasuxebiT. rkinigzaze matarebeli moCiqCiqebs. Soridan
saTamaSos mohgavs mwvane, dapataravebuli matarebeli. babuSaridan afrenili
TviTmfrinavic bavSvis saTamaSo TviTmfrinavs hgavs. mTeli es samyaro raRacnairad
sabavSvo-sakurorto samyaroa. Semdeg samxedro sanatoriumi mocuravs Cvenken... wiTeli
xidi, besleTis SesarTavi, mdinareze _ navebis sadguri miwaze mibmuli, veeberTela
sahaero burTebisdari evkaliptebi, Teatris Senoba da ha, kvlav navsadguri...
 kateri navsadgurs uaxlovdeba. mesame Zravas TiSavs. uxmod mivcuravT.
_ rogori iyo ludi? _ icinian moajirTan mojaruli soxumelebi da axla vxvdebiT,
rom reproduqtorSi kapitnis gamocxadeba samwuxaro gaugebrobis Sesaxeb, napirzec
garkveviT ismoda.
viciniT Cvenc.
mezRvaurebi bagiriT abamen katers napirze. kateri ferdiT ramdenjerme ejaxeba
navsadguris rezinSemokrul ximinjebs. ase rom, sqeli rezinis wyalobiT, gverdebi ar
uziandeba. dartymebis Sedegad odnav iryeva navsadguri.
xmeleTze gadmovdivarT.
zRvaSi Camavali mzis gavarvarebuli diskoc icinis TiTqos.
vxedav, patara da-Zma isev Toliebs apurebs. gaRimebuli dedac maT gverdiT dgas. vin
icis, meramdene funTuSas miirTmeven pativcemuli Toliebi.
mivuyvebiT oleandrebs. niavi aSrialebs maT romauli maxvilis msgavs foTlebs.
oleandrebis umciresoba TeTri feris yvavilebiTaa damSvenebuli, umravlesoba ki
vardisferiT.
Tumca, ara, vardisferi ki ara, sisxlisferi yvavilebiT.
oleandrebi xom omis xeebia...
magram ra saxsenebelia aq omi?!
omamde jer kidev mTeli maradisoba _ aTi weliwadia darCenili.

berias saxli

uReltexilze gadmosvlis mere, ori-sami dRiT zugdidSi vrCebi, Semdeg _ senakSi.

suls viTqvam. 9 oqtombers TbilisSi var. 1993 welia. col-Svili erT martoxela
naTesav qalTan cxovrobs. droebiT mec iq videb binas, oriode dRiT. pirvelive dRes,
rodesac marto vrCebiT, naTesavi qali TiTqmis CurCuliT meubneba:
_ ici, sxva bina unda moZebno... pativs gcem, magram... magram...
masTan darCena arc mifiqria. ra Tqma unda, movZebni-meTqi sacxovrebels, vamSvideb.
mesmis misi, is ase gansjis _ vaiTu, soxumSi dabruneba saerTod ar iqna, maSin xom...
garda amisa, ukve yvelas uWirs, sxva drom SemoaRo kari. yvelas gvesmis es,
gansakuTrebiT ki devnilebs gagvegeba. arada, Wersa da purze mniSvnelovani Turme
keTili sityvis jado yofila.
im saubris Semdeg pirvelad vwvdebi Cems mdgomareobas _ me ukve ltolvili var, l-
t-o-l-v-i-l-i. da es sityva ukve ganusazRvreli droiT xdeba Cemi saxelica da gvaric,
Cemi sulisa da sxeulis, sizmrisa da cxadis, mokled, mTeli Cemi yofis nawili.
swored misi wyalobiT me da Cemnairebs Tvals mogvaridebs zogierTi nacnobi Tu
kolega, zurgs Segvaqcevs zogi naTesavic, magram...
 mogvianebiT TbilisSi axladgacnobili soxumeli kaci, erekle facacia aseT ambavs
miyveba: uReltexilze igi Tavis ojaxTan erTad gadadioda. roca alpuri zonis Semdeg
daRmarTebi daiwyo da tyec gamoCnda, xiznebma odnavi Sveba igrZnes. da ai, maSin gzis
piras mdgari fiWvis totze aluminis mavTuliT dakidebul samlitrian qilas hkides
Tvali. qilaSi xelisgulistola, cota gverdebCaSavebuli puris kveri ido. aseT
kverebs devnilTa nawili gzaSi acxobda xolme. vis rogori gamosdioda naxelavi da
visac _ rogori. qila, romelic ereklem naxa, win mimavalma devnilebma dautoves ukan
momavlebs, erT bedqveS myofT. man puris kveri qilidan amoiRo, SuaSi gatexa, TiTo
lukma colsa da Svils uwilada da kveris meore naxevari kvlav qilaSi Cado. qila
isev totze Camokida, naxevari kveri sxvebs dautova. ojaxma gza sul sxva imediT
ganagrZo...
gansacdeliT damuxtul, Cvens moqurufebul, cicabo gza-savals TavianTi sikeTis
mSvenierebiT gvinaTeben sxva adamianebi. maT Soris bevria iseTi, romelTa arseboba adre
arc vicodiT. xSirad wavawydebiT xolme gzadagza im sulier,
mxsnel sazrdos, romelic CvenTvis gankuTvnil, TvaliTuxilavi qilebiT gvxvdeba
yvelas _ ltolvilebs Tu araltolvilebs, wuTisoflis mowriale mgzavrebs da
romelic gvaxsenebs _ `nu geSinia, marto ara xar da mudam gaxsovdes, rom miyvarxar me
Sen~...
SabaT-kviras visveneb. orSabaTs mweralTa kavSirSi mivdivar TavSesafris maZiebeli.
mivdivar da eWvic ar mepareba, rom sastumros erTi oTaxis Sovna ar gamiWirdeba. guram
fanjikiZe, rezo WeiSvili, daTo mWedluri... miweren ramdenime werils da mec
furclebis miamiti SrialiT davdivar sastumroebsa da saerTo sacxovreblebSi.
daagvianeT, _ meubnebian `iveriaSi~, `kavkasionSi~, `aWaraSi~. `aWaris~ direqtoris
moadgile simpaTiuri, meloti kaci iseTi TanagrZnobiT meubneba uars, rom aTas
madlobas vuxdi. uaris Tqmasac Tavisi Sno aqvs. teqnikuri universitetis reqtori,
CogovaZe, nucubiZis platoze, TavianT sacxovrebelSi magzavnis. Senoba gaZarculia,
sanaxevrod _ dangreuli. iq meubnebian, Tu aaSenebT da remonts gaakeTebT, icxovreTo.
me ki namdvilad meyofa, rac soxumSi viaRmaSeneble.
ara, ar unda dametovebine, soxumo, es ra dReSi Cavvardi, xedav?! ar vundivarT arc
umaRles saswavleblebisa da arc sawarmoebis sacxovreblebs. ar vWirdebi `iverias~,
`aWaras~, `afxazeTs~. arc `saqarTvelos~ vundivar! arc... vici, mxolod Sen genatrebi
axla, Cemo qalaqo. mxolod Sen meZaxi da mixmob. RamRamobiT garkveviT mesmis kidec
Seni Soreuli xma, sevdiani qalRmerTis amokvnesas hgavs igi. bevri ra gavagrZelo, Cemo
keTilo, Cems gareSec gadaWedilia Tbilisi, aWrelda rusTaveli. aivnebze gamofenili,
qarSi afrebiviT motkacune sarecxiT brigantinasaviT miRelavs `iveria~ gaurkvevlobisa
da miusafrobis naRvlian okeaneSi. vai, Cemi brali... ara, unda gaviqce aqedan, Torem
iqneb me dambraldes male yvelaferi _ puris gausaZlisi rigebica da metros vagonebis
gadatvirTvac... `snikersisa~ Tu `lm~-is (ltolvilTa `marlboros~) mier Seqmnil
problemebzec sul wvril-wvrilad mxolod me momTxovon iqneb pasuxi. kidev sxva
rameebzec... mokled, sxva ra Cara maqvs _ unda gaviqce aqedan, soxumo, unda gaviqce!..
maCabelze vaxtang Rlonti mxvdeba. ganze gavyavar. jibidan fuls iRebs, SuaSi hyofs.
nawils itovebs, nawilsac me maZlevs. vuarob, vici, Tavadac uWirs, naqiravebSi
cxovrobs. im dReebSi, Cemi cxovrebis umZimes dReebSi, fulze metad megobrebis gulis
siTbo mSveloda.
bodiSs mixdis zaur kalandia _ Sen kargad ici, ramdeni ltolvili myavs misaxedi,
yuradRebas ver gaqcevo. isic fuls mCuqnis. meuRlis deidis binaSi vcxovrobT, leri
filipovis ojaxSi, mTawmindaze. or pawawina oTaxSi Svidni varT. leri cisos
deidaSvilia, ukeTilSobilesi biWi, is da misi coli manana, sul TvalebSi
Semogvcicineben, oRond ar moviwyinoT. leris yoveldRe amoaqvs Rvino sardafidan _
RvinoTerapias mitarebs. rac ufro zrunaven Cvenze, miT ufro meuxerxuleba da, rac
ufro vcdilob vipovo TavSesafari, miT ufro met winaRobas vawydebi. dawyevlil
wreSi gavixire.
gava sul xuTiode Tve da ocdacameti wlis leri filipovi RamiT gulis Setevisagan
gardaicvleba. Cauwvdomelia uflis neba, Tumca... leris keTili sulis sinaTle Cvenze
_ adamianebze metad, albaT, RmerTs zeciur saufloSi ufro dasWirda...
galaktionisa ar iyos _ grZeldeba Cemi uSedego `wasvla-siaruli~. damiwyia wasvla-
siaruli, damirekavs Temur grZeliZisTvis _ mweralTa saxlis direqtorisaTvis.
Cemi kabinetis gverdiT erTi oTaxi maqvs, Tu ginda Cems kabinetsac dagiTmobo,
meubneba Temuri. me ki is erTi oTaxic meyofa, kabineti rad minda?! mweralTa
sanaxevrod dangreuli saxli maCablis quCazea. am ramdenime wlis winaT aq `mrgvali
magidis~ Stab-bina yofila, adre komkavSiris ck-a iyo. sul Tavdapirvelad ki _
lavrenti berias saxli! man aagebina es Senoba Tavisi ojaxisaTvis.
dameTanxmebiT, raRacnairad idumalad, cota ar iyos, SiSismomgvreladac JRers _
berias saxli!
maS ase, TbilisSi Cemi maspinZeli lavrenti berias aCrdili gaxda!
arada, damcinis bediswera _ lavrenti berias mSobliur, gulrifSis raionSi,
maWaraSi, mamaCemis saxli dgas. mis Semdeg soxumi iwyeba, merxeuli ki, sadac beria
daibada, mTebsaa Sefenili. swored maWara-merxeulidan iRebs saTaves devnilTa
uReltexilisaken mimavali gza. wina wlebSi zog-zogebi qarTvelebs `berias naSierebad~
mogvixseniebdnen, zogi maTganic amatebda _ naxeT, Tu ar gagyareT aqedano. gamarTlda
kidec, magram mware Rimilis momgvreli isaa, rom `berias naSierebma~ swored
uReltexiliT davtoveT soxumi da gulrifSi, da grandiozul-tragikuli aRlumis
monawileebiviT uwyvet nakadad CaviareT merxeulSi, ar moveridebi rusul kalks da
vityvi _ paradi beriam miiRo!
da kvlav berias saxli! amjerad TbilisSi!
 Temurs Sevyavar pirvel sarTulze da miCvenebs oTaxs. mixsnis _ meore da mesame
sarTulebze Tbilisis omis Semdeg ubinaod darCenili, saxlebgadamwvari Tbiliselebi
cxovroben, Tbiliseli ltolvilebio. arc esaa SemTxveviTi. ase mwams _ isinic da mec
erTma omma Cagvagdo aseT dReSi, im omma, romelic TbilisSi, rusTavelze daiwyo da
afxazeTSi damTavrda. ase rom, axla berias saxlSi SeviyareniT yvelani.
guguli miminoSvils gasaSleli sawolebi da sabnebi moaqvs CemTvis, Temurs _
zewrebi, baliSebi, dana-Cangali, eleqtroRumeli.
vawyobT oTaxs. oriode wignsac vSoulob.
_ esec Seni telefoni, _ TiTiT telefonis aparatze mimiTiTebs Temuri da nomers
mkarnaxobs _ 93-37-93.
isev bedisweris cinikuri sicili Camesmis, or 93-s ase vxsni: es 1993 welia, romlis
pirveli naxevari soxumSi vicxovre, meores ki TbilisSi, berias saxlSi vatareb. 93-ebi
37-ma SuaSi gaxliCa. berias codvebiT damZimebuli saxeli da 37-ic xom erTmaneTisagan
ganuyofelia! asi welic rom gavides, telefonis am nomers ra damaviwyebs! marad
Tanmdevi, idumali arseba cifrebis SemweobiTac mesaubreba, oRond esaa, ar mixsnis, Cemi
Secdomebis Tu sxvaTa da sxvaTa danaSaulobaTa gamo visjebi ase.
pirvelsave Rames aSkara xdeba, rom col-Svili berias saxlSi ver icxovrebs _ qvemo
sarTulze Ram-RamobiT virTxebis bandebi daZrwian. maTi ZiriTadi baza, etyoba,
samzareulod wodebuli uzarmazari oTaxia, romelic sinamdvileSi ficrebisa da Zveli
fanerebis, damtvreuli avejis, aTasgvari xaraxuris sawyobs warmoadgens.
ojaxi kvlav leri filipovis binaSi rCeba, me ki _ berias saxlSi. mezoblebi amboben,
rom berias saxli iranelebs undaT saelCod da iqneb gveSvelos, irani mdidaria da
binebs gviyidiano. binebis yidvisa ar mjera, magram vin icis, iqneb marTla sadme
dagvabinaon. erT diliT Tavze damadga kidec Tavad iranis elCi, axalgazrda, wveriani
kaci. mas ministrTa kabinetisa da meriis muSakebi axldnen Tan. isini oTaxebs
aTvaliereben, bWoben. Semdeg Tanmxlebebi elCs saubar-saubriT patara droSebiT
morTul, cisfer `mersedesamde~ miacileben.
mokled, berias saxlSi unda vicxovro, veomo sicives, virTxebs. viloco, raTa iranma
saelCod mxolod es saxli airCios. mxolod es da sxva ara!
oh, irano, irano, cisferi `mersedesiT~ mobrZanebulo irano, gamomiwode Seni
navTobisaromatiani marjvena! erTi cicqna oTaxi mapovnine saqarTveloSi da me Sen aTas
erT robais mogiZRvni!
Cems oTaxs fanjara ara aqvs. sinaTle mxolod karze zemodan datanebuli minidan
aRwevs. mina ori mtkaveliRaa. oTaxis kedlebi da Weri yavisferi maudiTaa aWedili.
maudi ki mtvriTaa gapentili. sunTqva Wirs. Cabnelebuli sivrce suls mixuTavs.
loginSi adre vwvebi, Tvalebs vxuWav da mzis sinaTliT modResaswaule, feradnapirian
zRvas warmovidgen xolme.
 vsadilob. telefoni rekavs. megobars vesaubrebi, ase, sul xuTi wuTis ganmavlobaSi.
vbrundebi samzareuloSi. magididan puri gamqrala. ficrebs Soris virTxis kudi krTeba.
_ ax, Se sazizRaro cxovelo, Sena, _ sul winaprebis suls vutrialeb virTxas, _ Sen
arc stumari ici da arc maspinZeli, Se ltolvilTa uflebebis xelmyofo jojov, puri
CemTan unda mogqondes, Sen ki... rames mainc hgavde, binZuro barbaroso, Se marTla
virTxav! vin mogca ufleba, Cems teritoriaze iparpaSo?!
Tumca, alal-marTlad unda ganvacxado _ es jer kidev aravin icis, vin vis
teritoriaze cxovrobs...
vaReb fanjaras. erTmaneTze dawyobili, uxeirod dalagebuli jam-WurWeli xmauriT
moeqaneba dabla da liTonisfilebian iatakze wkrial-zrialiT imsxvreva. namsxvrevebs _
Made in China aweria. sul Cinuri faifuri ar yofila?! namsxvrevebs yuTSi vyri da Tan
oTar meRvineTuxucesis daTa TuTaSxiasaviT mivmarTav Temur grZeliZis astralur
saxebas: Tu gadavurCi yovelive amas, me vici Seni pativiscema, Temur batono, Tu arada,
mogWama Wiri mag WurWelma.
Cemi cxovrebis umZimesi dReebi zoziniT gadis...
mirekaven. mwerlebs, CvenTvis, devnili mwerlebisaTvis, TavianTi ojaxebidan
tanisamosi moutaniaT. biblioTekaSi grZel magidebze gafenilia paltoebi, kabebi,
jemprebi, bavSvebis tansacmeli... aqvea evgeni aqubardiac, romelmac jerac araferi icis
erTaderTi vaJis, goCas Sesaxeb. ukanasknelad 16 seqtembers naxa, soxumze Sturmis
pirvel dRes, Semdeg... aravin araferi icis, arc didma da arc pataram. dabneuli saxiT
mimodis batoni evgeni da tansacmels arCevs. ratomRac Tvals aridebs goCas zomis
kostumebsa da svitrebs...
amiran miqautaZe polieTilenis tomriT xelSi daabijebs magidebs Soris. mas Sin sami
omgamovlili, xizani qaliSvili elodeba. mweralTa kavSiris TanamSromeli gogonebi
mwerlebs tansacmlis SerCevaSi exmarebian.
zaal botkovels tansacmlis grovidan `sapoJkebi~ amoaqvs:
_ naxe, guram, mgoni, Seni zomaa!
marTlac, Cemi zomaa. agaSenebs RmerTi, zaliko, afTariviT zamTari ukve karsaa
momdgari, me ki Cemi sifrifana fexsacmelebiT da gaxvretili jibiT namdvilad ver
gavumklavdebi.
megobrebis tansacmelebo da fexsacmelebo, arsad, arc erT qveyanaSi aravis acvia
Tqvenze lamazi samosi, arc marad momRimar amerikel milionerebsa da arc saaxalwlo
naZvis xis saTamaSoebiviT gabrwyinebul-gakrialebul kinovarskvlavebs. Tqveni
mflobelebis keTili suli mTeli zamTris ganmavlobaSi gvaTbobda da gvaimedebda. aqve
unda gipatakoT, rom im qviSisferma, kauCukisZirianma, germanulma, ar vici visma
`sapoJkebma~ is zamTari uReltexiliviT damaZlevina, is ki arada, meore zamTarsac
daaxevina ukan...
devnilobis pirveli zamTari mkacrze mkacri aRmoCnda, naadrevadac daiwyo.
 vwevar Cabnelebul oTaxSi da Tovli melandeba: modi, Tovlo, modi, modi, Seni
surneli xom igrZnoba ukve haerSi, modi, bavSvobis mesaidumlev, modi da Seni
umsubuqesi da uspetakesi sxivebiT dafare yvela is gza da is biliki, romelic
sasowarkveTisken miemarTeba, romelic gvaSorebs mSobliur saxlebsa da mSobliur
saflavebs, romelic samudamod acalkevebs adamianebs. modi da gaaerTiane yoveli, gaaqre
manZili, moayene berias saxls Cemi qalaqi Tavisi zRviTa da yvavilebiT... aaJriamule
isev Cemi soxumi Tavisi pirvelyofili sixaruliT... modi, Cemo TeTro, moalerse
Tovlo, TeTri daTviviT Camoweqi Cvens Carazul karebTan...
sibneleSi virTxis gafaCuneba ismis. Semdeg isev siCume isadgurebs berias saxlis
pirvel sarTulze. es, albaT, is virTxaa _ puris gamtacebeli teroristi. ase meubneba
guli.
ara, me ukve ase gadavwyvite _ am virTxas ar unda movaklo puri, humanitaruli
lukmac unda gavuyo, Tu esiamovneba da inebebs, im yuTidan, romelsac «Подорок от
японского народа» aweria, konservsac vuwiladeb, oRond ar gadaikargos is yurumsaRi
sadme, ar gaiqces sxvagan da ar damtovos marto!

sawvimari labada

vmegobrobT me da slavik lakoba. es is droa, rodesac igi jer kidev ar aris

stanislav zosimes Ze lakoba, aramed Cveulebrivi slavik lakobaa, slava.
studentebi varT. TiTqmis Tanatolebi. vwerT leqsebs. vqeifobT megobrebTan erTad
xan `amraSi~, ufro xSirad ki kramitiT gadaxurul `narTaSi~. iafia Rvino, sul raRac
maneTnaxevaria `vazisubani~ da `colikauri~. `lixni~ da `anakofia~ SedarebiT meti
Rirs, magram mainc iafia. Tu `finansebi romanebs mRerian~, maSin ra unda hqna _ Ramis
darajebis Rvinod wodebuli `hereTi~ unda miirTva. `hereTi~ TiTqmis ufasoa, kapikebi
Rirs. arc `narTas~ aWarul xaWapurs adevs didi fasi. yavaze ki nu mkiTxavT, soxumSi
xom nakaduliviT molivlivebs is dalocvili.
davdivarT zRvaze.
slavam xlebnikovis poezia gamacno, aRmomaCenina. mas galaktionze, granelze,
`cisferyanwelebze~, oTar WilaZeze, xaranaulze... Tanamedrove qarTul literaturaze
vesaubrebi. vswavlobT aRmosavlur literaturas, upiratesad, iaponursa da Cinurs,
Zvelindursa da ZvelCinur filosofias, vReWavT zavadskaias wigns «Восток на западе»,
vkiTxulobT yvelafers, rac Zen-budizms Seexeba. `vSoulobT~ nicSes, nabokovs,
solJenicins... Tan vfrTxilobT, rameTu КГБ fxizladaa. КГБ-s ar aqvs didi da mcire
problemebi, is mSvidad, gegmazomierad muSakobs da, ra Tqma unda, aseve mSvidad
ganikiTxavs yovels. Cven ki bednierebic varT _ akrZalul wignebs vkiTxulobT, viRac
gviTvalTvalebs, viRacisagan saidumlos vmalavT da miuxedavad Cveni aseTi rainduli
mecadineobisa, Senoba, romelsac СССР-i hqvia, mainc mtkiced dgas. gastronomSi iyideba
gayinuli qaTmebi, ramdenime saxis Zexvi, uxvadaa Sebolili Tevzi, konservebi. purs ar
sWirdeba taloni, arc Savs, arc `ser~ purs da, Tqven warmoidgineT, arc TeTr
`buxankas~. Tu maRaziaSi mavanma 3 maneTad da 80 kapikad Rirebuli karaqi oTx maneTad
gayida, mas iWers Cveni milicia, Tumca, gansazRvruli honoraris sazRaurad SeiZleba
`apatios~ kidec. bevrs acaxcaxebs kompartiis saolqo da saqalaqo komitetebis
biuroebis xsenebaze. maRal eSelonebTan wilnayarT uyvarT ganmeoreba _ `biuros
sxdomaze SeiZleba Sevides nexvi da gamovides kaci, magram SeiZleba piriqiTac moxdes _
Sevides kaci da gamovides nexvi~.
slavik lakoba kedlis gazeTs uSvebs, romelsac `futuristi~ hqvia. КГБ-s
warmomadgenlebs, mainc da mainc, ar moswonT es. isini eWvoben saSa lutikovze, eWvoben
Cemze. Tavdapirvelad ki slavikze ratomRac ara.
saSa lutikovi saocrad erudirebuli rostoveli biWia. SeiZleba iTqvas, TiTqmis
zepirad icis joisis `ulise~. igi sruliad axalgazrda gardaicvala Sinagani
sisxldenisagan. sastiki eqsperimenti Cautara sakuTar Tavs _ ormoci dRe da Rame
iSimSila da mTeli am drois ganmavlobaSi erTi dRiTac ar Seuwyvetia varjiSi, Tanac
yovel diliT ramdenime kilometrs darboda.
leqciebze me da slava erTnairad verTobiT _ TiToeuli Cvengani furcelze
nebismieri Sinaarsis TiTo frazas vwerT, mere gadavkecavT furcels swored im frazis
qvemoT da Sesvenebaze vcvliT. mxolod leqciebis Semdeg vSliT dakecil furcels da
vkiTxulobT Cveni proza-poeziis qmnilebas srulad _ es Cveni axali mimdinareobaa,
saxeldaudgeneli axali `izmi~.
erTxel Cvens aseT literaturul saqmianobaSi Cemi Tanakurseli malxaz sixaruliZec
CaerTo, iTxova, erTi fraza mainc damawerineTo, didsulovnad davrTeT neba. dawera.
axlac maxsovs misi striqoni _ «Там, где не может пройти человек, проходит вездеход».
_ va, maxo, Sen ra Zlieri yofilxar, _ uTxra slavam, _ es, Zmao, zaratustras
donea, Sen zekacis monacemebi gaqvs _ gadixar iq, sadac ubralo adamiani ver gaivlis...
_ aba, ra vici... ise, erTi saaTi ki vfiqrobdi am frazaze, _ Tavi morcxvad daxara
malxazma.
mokled, is striqoni malxazis pirveli da ukanaskneli Sedevri gaxda _ wera
avukrZaleT, Tanac samudamod.
slavas didebuli mSoblebi hyavs, saucxoo xalxi. Jenia deida sinopis afTiaqSi
muSaobs. mamamisi Zveli mZRolia, didi xania, Tvalebi stkiva, TiTqmis ver xedavs.
Cven erTmaneTis ojaxebis xSiri stumrebi varT.
me da misi Zma _ genoc vZmakacobT. geno faqizi sulis kacia, kargi moqandake.
TbilisSi daamTavra akademia, bevri megobari hyavs. vixseneb lakobebis saxlSi nanax
bosxis, goias, dalis reproduqciebs. zog maTganze gamosaxuli saSinelebebi dRes arad
Cans im sisastikesTan SedarebiT, rasac Cvens mSobliur qalaqSi gvaziara omma.
 slavas Zalian uyvars Tavisi bebia. bebiamisi zemo eSeraSi cxovrobda. leqsebis
pirveli krebuli man bebiebis xsovnas miuZRvna. erTi bebia afxazi hyavda, meore _ rusi.
erTxel momiyva: sofelSi, bebias ezoSi gveli Semosrialda. mindoda, momekla, magram
bebiam SemaCera _ saxlSi gvewvia igi, stumaria, stumris mokvla rogor SeiZleba da
locva daiwyo. gveli jer gailursa, TiTqos bebias sityvebs imaxsovrebso da cota xnis
Semdeg ganagrZo gza _ datova ezo.
me erTi TeTri sawvimari labada mqonda. modaSi iyo maSin TeTri labadebi. erTxelac
zRvispiras, iq, sadac besleTi
zRvas uerTdeba, evkaliptebis koromSi baRis mwvane, grZel skamebze vsxedvarT... veweviT
sigarets, vlazRandarobT. uceb slava meubneba _ modi, Sens labadaze leqsebi davweroT,
TeTria, kargad daetyobao. vyabuldebi da labadas vawerT iaponuri hokus tipis
samstriqonian leqsebs, xan or striqons me vwer, erTs slaviki, xanac _ piriqiT.
saRamomde sul gadavaWreleT Cemi saamayo labada. leqsebi iyo zRvaze, soxumze, gogonebze,
wvimaze, balaxze... roca saxlSi mivedi, dedaCemma qoqola damayara, es ra gagikeTebiao!
labada aravis gavarecxine, karadaSi davkide. xandaxan megobrebs vaCvenebdi xolme. mas
Semdeg ocze metma welma ganvlo. axla vigoneb da verafriT vixseneb, ra iqna is labada.
institutis damTavrebis Semdeg karga xans vxvdebodiT erTmaneTs. slava gazeT
«Советская Абхазия»-Si muSaobda, me _ gazeT `sabWoTa afxazeTSi~. TiTqmis erTdroulad
gamovida Cveni leqsebis krebulebic. maxsovs, maSin breJnevis `mcire miwaze~ erTi vai-
uSvelebeli iyo amtydari _ es ra genialuri wigni dagviwera beladmao. «Советская
Абхазия»-Si erTxel statia daibeWda Cemi xelmoweriT. TiTqos me vwerdi, Tu rogori
uzarmazari STabeWdileba moaxdina Cemze, rogorc mweralze, breJnevis wignma, rom me
gavizarde am wignis wakiTxvis mere da a.S. mivxvdi, vinc gaakeTa es _ slavik lakoba
`maSayirebda~. mec ar davaxane da erTi idioturi leqsi davbeWde `sabWoTa afxazeTSi~,
rogorc misi leqsis Targmani. sxva wlebi iyo da raRacnairad, sxvanairadac gadioda
dro. slaviki Cems qorwilSic iyo, qaliSvilis dabadebac momiloca. Zveleburad
vqeifobdiT.
Semdeg iSviaTad vxedavdiT erTmaneTs, gaiyo Cveni gzebi _ me literaturis Cinovnikis
portfeli meloda _ 1987 wels Jurnal `riwis~ redaqtorad damniSnes. slavikma
afxazeTis istoriis, enisa da literaturis institutSi daiwyo muSaoba, samecniero
xarisxic daicva. Semdeg afxazeTis uzenaesi sabWos deputatadac airCies.
ukanasknel wlebSi Tvals maridebda. erTxel manqana gavuCere, me kvlav is guram
odiSaria var-meTqi, vuTxari. ici, me da Sen Tu erTmaneTs ver gavugebT, maSin verc
veravin gaugebs erTmaneTso, miTxra. asea-meTqi, daveTanxme. es 1989 wlis damlevs iyo.
mamaCemis gasvenebaze ar mosula, arc Semdgom mousamZimrebia. Tumca, me ar vicodi
maSin, dalxinebuli iyo Tu ara Zmakaci. ukve is Jamia, roca afxazeTs nabij-nabij
uaxlovdeba 1992 wlis 14 agvisto...
 velimir xlebnikovs aqvs erTi leqsi, sadac ambobs, rom mas bevrad ufro siamovnebs,
uyuros yvavilebsa da varskvlavebs, vidre vinmes sasikvdilo ganaCens moaweros xeli.
`ai, amitomac arasodes, arasodes ar gavxdebi xelisufali~, ase mTavrdeba bolo
striqoni. slavik lakobas uyvarda es leqsi, Tavisi xeliT gadamiwera da misaxsovra. am
xelnawers Cems biblioTekaSi vinaxavdi, xlebnikovis wignSi. axla vin icis, sadaa is
wigni da is xelnaweri, an is biblioTeka, saerTod.
ramdenime welia, rac slavika ar minaxavs. vin icis, iqneb ise wavides dro, verc
verasodes vnaxoT erTmaneTi, magram Tu RmerTma ineba da kvlav Segvaxvedra, pirvelad im
labadaze SevekiTxebi, romelzedac leqsebs vawerdiT, axsovs Tu ara?!
an iqneb sulac depeSa gavugzavno aseTi teqstiT _ «Славик, помнишь тот плащ, на
котором мы стихи писали?»
Tbilisidan, ra Tqma unda, soxumSi depeSas ver gaagzavni. vinmes unda vTxovo da
ruseTidan gavagzavnino. arc Cems saxels mivawer, arc gvars. darwmunebuli var, igi
uceb mixvdeba yvelafers.
radganac misi misamarTi dRes afxazeTSi yvelam icis, mjera, depeSa advilad ipovis
adresats _ afxazeTis umaRlesi sabWos Tavmjdomaris moadgiles, stanislav zosimes Ze
lakobas.

zmaneba: `matarebeli~

ara, es sizmari rodia, zmanebaa: omis dawyebis pirvelive dReebidanve SemomeCvia da

meramdened maRviZebs SuaRamisas: samgzavro matareblis ufrosi var. ukuni Ramea.
matarebeli kiviliT mihqris _ mis erT-erT vagons cecxli waekida, magram vera da ver
vaCereb elmavals, matarebels muxruWebi aqvs dazianebuli. cecxlmokidebuli
vagonebidan mgzavrebi sxva vagonebSi gadahyavT, zogi seriozuladaa daSavebuli, zogis
ambavi arc viciT, cocxalia Tu ara. elvis siswrafiT iwvis plastikati, merqani,
qsovili. qari aZlierebs xanZars. matyobineben, rom ukve sxva vagonebsac moedo cecxli,
brZanebebs viZlevi, saswrafo davalebebs. uaxloes sadgurTan ar wydeba radiokavSiri. aq
unda viyo, mxolod aq, Cemi adgilis datovebis ufleba ara maqvs _ asobiT mgzavris
sicocxle mabaria. mesmis ganwirulTa xmebi. uklebliv yvela unda gadavarCino. aTasgvar
gzas veZeb matareblis SesaCereblad. civi ofli masxams, magram simSvide, saocari
simSvide meufleba mainc. gaangariSebulia Cemi yoveli moZraoba, mozomilia yvela
sityva. elmavlis proJeqtori apobs ukuns. xanjlispirebiviT elavs liandagebi. kiviliT
mihqris matarebeli. veeberTela muguzals hgavs igi Soridan, cecxlis CinCxlebs
fantavs gayinul haerSi...

puris maRazia
 baTu danelia da me Cais vsvamT. gareT Tovs.
berias saxlSi civa, magram Cai, ase Tu ise, gvaTbobs.
RamiT Tovli movida, pirveli Tovli, sveli da mZime. gadaaTeTra umal yovelive,
magram diliT dnoba daiwyo.
axlac Tovs, magram ukve meCxeri, naxevraddamdnari fifqebi efineba qalaqs.
baTu aRelvebulia _ Cemken momavalma kaci naxa puris rigSi mkvdari, leoniZis
quCaze, yofil kirovze.
jer puris baraTebi ar arsebobs da puri misia, vinc iyoCaRebs, dRe da Rame
zedaxoraa maRaziasTan, puri rom iyido, an didi gamZleoba da moTminebis niWi unda
gqondes, an kidev sindisze aiRo xeli.
Rames uTeven purs. maRaziebTan kocons agizgizeben da mTeli Rame mxolod isiniRa
anaTeben Cabnelebul ubnebs.
_ axla rogori amindebia viTom avstraliaSi? _ mekiTxeba baTu.
_ ra Tqma unda, mziani, aba, avstraliaSi Tovls ra unda?!
baTus avstraliaSi unda wasvla. samuSaos viSovni, erTi-ori weli davrCebi,
mTargmnelobiT kolegiaSi karga xania xelfasic ar amiRiao.
Tumca, ra, xelfasic rom aiRos, ra mere _ or dResac ar eyofa.
wina dRiT romeliRac firmaSi viyaviT, maCabelze, mweralTa kavSiris win. firma
sazRvargareT samuSaod wasvlis msurvelebs uwyobs xels.
fuli maSinve gadagvaxdevines, konsultaciisaTvis. mere sainformacio biuletenebi
gadagvifurcles. kanada xe-tyis gadasazidi manqanebis mZRolebs uxmobs, germania _
mSeneblebs, saberZneTi _ eleqtroinJinrebs, avstralia ki ufro _ xis ostatebsa da
oficiantebs.
_ xis ostati Sen xom ara xar, magram oficiantobas SeZleb? _ vekiTxebi baTus.
_ ratomac ara, xelfasi aTas dolarze metia, binac ufasoa.
_ magram ena, inglisuri?..
_ hoo, _ saxe eRuSeba, _ magram viswavli, kaco, yvela swavlobs, me ra, ver
viswavli?
gareT Tovs.
modis Zia karlo _ mweralTa saxlis komedanti. Zia karlo oTxmoc wels mitanebuli
kacia. rogorc TviTon ambobs, _ adre `benzinSi muSaobda~ da yovelTvis SeZlebulad
iyo.
_ esaa saqme?.. Tvalebi uwyliandeba Zia karlos, _ Cemi erTi Tvis xelfasiTa da
pensiiT oTx boTl Rvinosac ver viyidi. rogor, SenTan, soxumel kacTan, erTi Wiqa
Rvino ver davlio?
axla samive Cais vsvamT.
_ esaa saqme? nemsi da Zafi ra aris, isic ara gaqvT, _ TiTqmis tiris Zia karlo.
 _ ara uSavs, Zia karlo, yvelaferi kargad iqneba, arc Tu ise daRupuladaa saqme, _
vamSvideb.
is adre aqve cxovrobda _ sololakSi, berias saxlis mosazRvre SenobaSi. axla misi
qaliSvilis ojaxia iq, Tavad meuRlesTan erTad saburTalozea. Zia karlos kargad
axsovs, rogor aaSenes berias saxli. mezoblebs am saxlisken gamoWrili fanjrebi
amoagmanines. amoavses Zia karlos sarkmelic. ase rom, ezoSi iSviaTad moseirne
lavrenti pavloviCi mxolod axloRa mdgari Senobebis yru kedlebsRa Sescqeroda. ar
vici, ra saidumlos inaxaven es kedlebi, magram maSin, etyoba, ase iyo saWiro saxlis
mflobelisTvis; drosac ase sWirdeboda. mxolod berias sikvdilis Semdeg aRadgines
mezoblebma amoSenebuli fanjrebi...
_ Sida kibec iseTi hqonda, fexs rom Sedgamdi, misi Wriali mesame sarTulze ismoda.
specialurad gaakeTebina es, eSinoda, albaT frTxilobda, _ miyveba Zia karlo.
ramdenjerme momiwia am kibeebze asvlam. axla igi ar Wrialebs.
gareT isev Tovs, Cven kvlav Cais vsvamT...
saSinelebaa, kibis yovel gaWrialebaze krTebode. saSinelebaa, Seni mizeziT mezobeli
bnel oTaxSi cxovrobdes.
baTu saxlSi mepatiJeba, wavideT, erTi-ori dRe CemTan darCio. wina RamiT, roca Suqi
movida, mWadi gamoacxo. marTalia, mWadi ukve civia, magram mainc xom mWadia. cxare
sawebelSi Samaia Caawyo. Samaia Tevzia, Tbilisis zRvaze iWers zafxulobiT, mere mzeze
axmobs. dRes, Cems pativsacemad, mTeli duJini Samaia Caawyo sawebelSi, anu `daamxeca~.
es baTus terminia, rac niSnavs, rom Zalian kargad gaakeTa. winaT Cemi TandaswrebiT
aseve `daamxeca~ badrijnis kerZi.
kidev mwnili aqvs baTus, kidev mezoblad mcxovrebi daTo mWedluris imedi _
SemogvierTdeba daTo da dapirebul karg kaxur Rvinos Semodgams magidaze.
baTus macivarSi sami kvercxi udevs. macivari karga xania, rac ar muSaobs, misi
SesakeTebeli fuli ara aqvs. kvercxebi rva Tvea macivarSi devs. isini, ra Tqma unda,
gafuWebulia, magram es ar aris mTavari. mTavari isaa, rom gamoaRebs baTu macivars,
daxedavs kvercxebs... ese igi, produqtebiT momaragebulia! mere kmayofili mixuravs
macivris kars, miujdeba magidas, dalevs naxevrad uSaqro Cais da mere lojSi gaSlil
loginSi Cawveba. loji misi kabinetia. logini ki sawolicaa da aseve saweri magidac.
mTeli Rameebi Zili ar ekareba, leqsebs wers.
baTu marto cxovrobs varkeTilSi. meuRle Svidi wlis winaT daeRupa avariaSi, Tamaz
baZaRuasTan da mis ojaxTan erTad. mxolod baTu gadarCa maSin.
vemSvidobebiT Zia karlos. vicvam Cems germanul qurTuks. es NATO-s jarebis
qurTukia, naxmari. germanelebma gviwyalobes, Camoitanes da TviTonve dagviriges
ltolvilebs.
 Zia karlo meubneba, rom gasaRebi samalavSi eqneba. samalavad gabzarul kedels
viyenebT. kars boqlomiT vketavT. ise Taviseburad sainteresoa boqlomdadebul oTaxSi
cxovreba.
Tovs. quCaSi Wyapia. mivuyvebiT maCabels. me xeljoxiT mivdivar. jerjerobiT ver
moviSore es xeljoxi. uReltexilma fexi ufro gamiRiziana. arada, Zalian ar
gvimarTlebs me da Cems muxls. soxumSi ivlisis dabombvisas, erTxel kidev damizianda.
vuxvevT leoniZeze, puris maRaziasTan.
baTu adgilze xevdeba. xeliT miCvenebs skamZelisaken.
skamZelze kaci asvenia. is ase, samocdaaTi wlis iqneba. maRali, tansruli.
_ es raa... jer kidev ar wausvenebiaT es kaci?.. ukve xom samia dawyebuli? _
ratomRac me mekiTxeba baTu.
gardacvlilisaTvis viRacas saxeze gazeTi gadaufarebia, magram mis WaRara Tmas
gazeTi mainc ver faravs.
skamZelTan didi xnis winaT Caferflili koconis sveli, CaSavebuli nacari yria.
Tovlis fifqebiT dasvelebuli gazeTi gadahkvria saxeze gardacvlils. gamokveTilad
Cans cxviri da Tvalis Rrmulebi. kaci romeliRac speqtaklis niRbian personaJs hgavs,
gazeTis niRbians. ase mgonia, cocxalia, magram jer ar dgeba, radganac roli bolomde
unda iTamaSos, Tanac kargad unda iTamaSos. amitomac ar dgeba, ai, daixureba farda, da
wamodgeba igi, RimiliT gadaxedavs rigs.
vis hgavs am niRbiT, vis? verafriT vixseneb.
gazeTSi, albaT, axali ambebia dastambuli, parlamentis dRiuri, gulaxdili
dialogebi, interviuebi, aseve aucileblad iqneba cnobebi seqs-bombebze, sawvavze,
amindze, gazze, omze, mSvidobaze, oriode anekdotic... sxvanairad ra gazeTi iqneba?!
_ saswrafos gamovuZaxeT, benzini ara gvaqvso, gviTxres, _ gveubneba xanSiSesuli,
susti kaci, _ Cven ar viciT sadauria, velodebiT, iqneb, naTesavebma moakiTxon, xom
moisakliseben saxlSi...
_ meriasac SevatyobineT, magram kaciSvili araa Cveni patroni, _ ambobs
gawiwmatebuli qali.
gazeTidan Camocurebuli wveTebi qvafenils ecema.
ra vqnaT? ra movimoqmedoT? riT vuSveloT?
uReltexili maxsendeba, TovlSi Cayinuli gardacvlilebi. ver vSvelodiT veravis,
magram iq uReltexili iyo, aq ki qalaqSi varT! dedaqalaqis uReltexilze!
puris maRaziasTan, wina dReebisgan gansxvavebiT, araa zedaxora, magram mainc modian
adamianebi da rigSi dgebian. ra qnan _ puri undaT. modian, wess icaven. meCxeria rigi.
adamianebi, aseve wina dReebisgan gansxvavebiT, ufro pativs scemen erTmaneTs _ urigod
aravin cdilobs puris aRebas. TiTqos raRac SeTqmulebis monawileebi ariano _ arc
kinklaoben, arc Cxuboben. gasvenebis wesi da rigia puris maRaziasTan, panaSvidebis,
oRond erTicaa _ aravin uyurebs micvalebuls, Tavisuflebis moednisaken imzirebian,
ufro Sorsac _ gorakebs iqiT.
yiduloben purs da swrafad Sordebian iqaurobas.
... da pirvelive wamebidan, pirvelive nabijebidan Tavidan iSoreben mogonebebs
gazeTisniRbian kacze.
bavSvoba gamaxsenda: mezoblis monadire ZaRlma, sulTanma, Cvens katas knutebi
dauxrCo. maRaziidan movdivar, puri momaqvs. vxedav _ kata daxocil knutebTan mimodis,
knavis, purs mTxovs. damxrCvali knutebis naxviT SeZrwunebuli usityvod vdgavar. kata
kvlav knavis. angariSmiucemlad vtexav purs da katas vugdeb. puris natexi knutebTan
ecema. kata mSvidad, auCqareblad Wams purs, iqve, Tavis damxrCval knutebTan. cota xnis
Semdeg mas qvebis sroliT vagdeb saxlidan...
igi ki am dros Cvens Soris dadis _ gardacvlilis aCrdili, gana tyuil-marTali
ambebiT daserili gazeTidan gvicqeris, dadis da TiToeul Cvengans evedreba _ Svilebo,
Zmebo, debo, RmerTi ara gwamT, nu damtovebT am Tovl-WyapSi marto, acnobeT Cemianebs,
wamiyvaneT saxlSi... SeatyobineT Cemebs. wamiyvaneT saxlSi... daSinebuli var, daSinebuli...
mas aq aravin icnobs.
ltolvilia iqneb?!
vuaxlovdebiT univermaRs. jixuri, jixurebi, `marlboro~, `bondi~, `lm~... Tvals
varideb Wyetelakolofebian sigaretebs. vyidulobT `primas~.
_ bratok, bratok, bratok, bratok... _ maCerebs moxuci, veteranis samkerdeniSniani
maTxovari.
vaZlev fuls.
_ Дай еще, у тебя еще есть!
baTu Riziandeba:
_ es vin aris, magisi...
CavdivarT metroSi.
metroSi fuls ar vixdi. me xom ltolvilis sabuTi maqvs. Tumca, ara, ltolvilis
ara, sabuTs ase aweria _ iZulebiT gadaadgilebuli piris mowmoba.
mokled, baTu da iZulebiT gadaadgilebuli piri metroSi Cadian.
kidev kargi, metro muSaobs.
eskalatori Wrialebs. ufro zustad, eskalataroebi Wrialeben, rogorc daRmavali,
aseve aRmavali, albaT, didi xania, rac aravis daupoxavs isini. mgzavrebi Cumad arian.
mxolod WrialiRa ismis.
mgzavrebs CamogrZelebuli saxeebi aqvT, gaSeSebuli, uazro mzera. ruxi feri
gadahkravT. SeiZleba imitomac, rom metroSi susti ganaTebaa. isini erTmaneTis zurgs
uyureben an TavianTi fexsacmlis Wvints, an kidev arafers.
 iSviaTad gadaxedaven Camavalni amomavalT. aseve, piriqiT. zogi imitom icqireba meore
mxares, rom nacnobs mokras Tvali. umravlesobas ki aravis naxva ar surs da amitomac
arafers da aravis uyurebs.
iqneb aseTive eskalatorebi Wrialeben sadRac maRla, Rrublebs miRma, erTiT adian
isini, romelTa kuTvnili puri da
wyali damTavrda ukve miwaze, meoreTi ki isini Camodian, romlebic yovel wuTsa da
yovel wams ibadebian dedamiwis sxvadasxva kuTxeSi.
Cvenc ase CamovediT da ase avalT, albaT, Cvenc SevcqerodiT erTmaneTs am zeciur-
miwieri mogzaurobisas, Cven _ mimaval-momavalni, magram dabadebis mere rodi gvaxsovs
es.
is _ puris rigSi daRupuli kacic miWrialebs, SeiZleba, axla zecisaken. netav
rogori mzeriT moacilebs maT, romlebic ase moiswrafvian Cvenken? ukeTia Tu ara isev
gazeTis niRabi? iRvenTeba Tu ara wveTebi gazeTidan? eubneba Tu ara is kaci danarCen
mgzavrebs _ Svilebo, debo, Zmebo, daSinebuli var, daSinebuli, ar damtovoT marto,
RmerTi ara gwamT, saxlSi wamiyvaneTo...
rogor Sexvdeba netavi misi saxli _ zeciuri sauflo?..
baTu Cumadaa. iqneb im kacze fiqrobs an araferze... an avstraliaze.
marTlac, rogori amindebia axla avstraliaSi? Tbila Tu civa? Tu... iqneb arc Tbila
da arc civa. iqneb arc aris avstralia amqveynad da sulac gvatyuebdnen georafiis
maswavleblebi, televizorebi, gazeTebi... iqneb am duniaze mxolod es puris maRazia, es
mkvdari kaci da es Wrialaeskalatoriani metroa da meti araferi!

soxumis yure

zRvas, gaTbeba Tu ara, ar vSordebi. aris dRe, saaTobiT ar amovdivar wylidan. bolo
wlebSi ki, samwuxarod, dro naklebad mqonda. axla vnanob: sxva rameze ar unda
damexarja zRvisTvis gankuTvnili dro.
turbazis plaJze davdivar xolme, saxlTan axlosaa, xanac _ maWaraSi.
plaJebi erTmaneTisgan gansxvavdeba _ maWaris sanapiro qviania, zogjer did lodebsac
waawydebi wyalqveS; kelasuris _ qviSiania da amitomac wyali aq xSirad amRvreulia,
Tumca, zRvaSi Sesvla fexisgulebs siamovnebs _ qviSaze miabijeb. turbazis plaJi
wvrilkenWovania da zRvac aq sxva adgilebTan SedarebiT, dawmendili, xandaxan
kamkamacaa. centraluri univermaRis win sanapiro dabinZurebulia, Tumca, xalxi
arasodes aklia iqaurobas.
didebuli plaJebi aqvs gagrasa da biWvinTas, magram axla rom vixseneb, mikvirs _
soxumis yures garda sxvagan arsad micuravia, Tumca, gagraSic xSirad davdiodi,
biWvinTaSic, oCamCireSic, baTumSic da foTSic. odesaSic vyofilvarT, ialtaSi,
novorosiiskSi da, ra Tqma unda, soWSic (yvelaze xSirad _ soWSic).
amboben, miuseras aqvs didebuli sanapiro, umSvenieresi
wyalqveSa samyaro. arada, sul vapirebdi miuseraSi sacuraod wasvlas. vnanob...
wyalqveSa curvis niRbiTa da miliT vcurav. jer erTi,
wyalqveS yvelafers vxedav, TiTqos televizors uyurebo, da garda amisa, mili
sunTqvas miadvilebs. SemiZlia, ori-sami saaTi SeuCerebliv vicurao. ise SeveCvie niRabsa
da mils, rom ukve maT gareSe curva miWirs.
sanapirodan ori kilometris daSorebiT uzarmazari rusuli gemi dgas. gemi
tvirTmzidia, Ruza aqvs CaSvebuli. zRvaze xSiri, patara talRebi iqoCrebian, magram
miuxedavad amisa, gadavwyvite, gemamde gavcuro. ukve Sua zafxulia da mec, ase vTqvaT,
formaSi var.
mivcurav auCqareblad, staieris moTminebiT.
niRbidan Tavdapirvelad kenWebs da wvril Tevzebs vxedav, ocdaxuTi metris iqiT ki
qviSa iwyeba. mziT ganaTebul qviSaze zRvis wvrili lokokinebi irevian. kidev oci
metri da fskeri lurjad inisleba da TvalTaxedvidan qreba. irgvliv mxolod
silurjea, meti araferi. xandaxan aqa-iq meduza gailevebs, xanac mozrdili kefali, esaa
da es, mzis sxivebze wvrili
mtveriviT moCanan zRvis mikrosxeulebi. mivcurav. mxolod wylis Sxefebis ritmuli
xmaRa mesmis.
xandaxan Tavs vwev da gems gavxedav, sworad mivcurav Tu ara.
gemisgan xelmarjvniv soxumis Suaguli moCans, porti da portSi mdgari TeTri,
veeberTela saokeano laineri, soxumis mTa da satelevizio anZa, saxlebi, evkaliptebi,
kiparisebi. yvelaze Sors ki Suquraa. SuadRea, magram mainc inTeba da qreba Suqura,
inTeba da qreba. SuqurasTan iwyeba (an iqneb mTavrdeba) soxumis yure.
xelmarcxniv plaJebia, mwvane gorebi da gulrifSi. soxumis yure sadRac Sors,
gulrifSSi mTavrdeba (an sulac iwyeba).
xandaxan zurgze gadavtrialdebi da ise mivcurav. Tan sanapiros vakvirdebi. karga
manZili gamicuravs, gliserebisa da motoriani navebis zolSi var. aq yofna saSiSia,
vinicobaa, romelime menavem ver SegamCnios da...
erTi aseTi Tviseba aqvs soxums (albaT, iseve, rogorc yvela sazRvao qalaqs) _
zRvaSi Sesuli, rac ufro Sordebi, miT ufro lamazdeba. TandaTanobiT msubuqdeba misi
saxlebi, gorebi, plaJebi, TiTqos Tavadac talRebze tivtivebso, ufro lurjdeba,
mwvandeba, wiTldeba da yviTldeba erTbaSad maSin.
mivcurav da vfiqrob, rom axla yvela zRvasa da okeaneze mivcurav erTdroulad,
Cemi zRva xom yvela zRvasa da okeanes ukavSirdeba. Sors gliseri moCans. maRla ki
WrelparaSutiani kaci. kaci glisers TokiTaa mibmuli. es axladSemosuli gasarTobia
soxumSi. Txilamurebian-paraSutian damsvenebels Tu adgilobrivs gliseri gaaqanebs da
isic cota xanSi haerSi aiWreba. daaxloebiT asi metris simaRleze mifrinavs.
warmovidgine, ra netarebaSia, iqneb mec vcado bedi.
uceb `biTlzebis~ simRera ismis. Tavs maRla vwev. Cemgan asormocdaaTi metris
moSorebiT kateri micuravs. katerebis plaJidan qalaqis centrisken gadayavT
soxumelebi da qalaqis stumrebi. saxegacinebuli qalebiTa da kacebiT savsea kateri.
aqa-iq irevian sportuli, afriani navebi.
niavi Zlierdeba, talRebic xSirdeba.
sportsmenebs moswonT aseTi amindi, TavTavianT afrebs moxerxebulad ucvlian
mimarTulebas, ostatdebian, varjiSoben.
baidarebi da kanoebi aseT talRebSi gamosvlas eridebian. isini aseT dros besleTze
varjiSoben, zRvis SesarTavTan.
xandaxan skuterebis gamayruebeli xmauri axSobs zRvis idilias. isini rwyiliviT
daxtian talRebidan talRaze da udides siCqares aviTareben.
erTxel erTma soxumelma sportsmenma skuteri damatebiTi motoriT gaaZliera,
zRvisfrad gadaReba da sazRvargareT gaqceva scada _ neitraluri wylebisken gaswia,
magram mesazRvreebma daiWires. amboben, gaasamarTleso.
navebis navsadguri besleTzea. iqidan navebs diliT adre zRvaSi gasvlis ufleba ara
aqvT, mxolod Svidi saaTis Semdeg. saRamos rvis mere ki navsadgurs unda daubrundnen.
yoveli gasvlisas navebisa da katerebis nomrebs iweren, saRamoobiT ki maT navsadgurSi
dabrunebas amowmeben. garda amisa, verc Suquras iqiT gaxval da verc gulrifSs iqiT.
verc zRvaSi Sexval Rrmad, gakontroleben _ neitraluri wylebi axlosaa. TurqeTic
yuris ZirSia.
erTxel vano dvalaZem, Temur mJaviam, jano RoRoberiZem da me gadavwyviteT vanos
naviT gagraSi CavsuliyaviT. saSvzec ki daviwyeT sirbili, magram ocneba ocnebad darCa.
ise, vanos naviT xSirad gavdivarT xolme saTevzaod. vanos navs gverdebSi carieli
balonebi aqvs datanebuli, wyliTac rom aivsos, ar CaiZireba. koxta kacia vano, navs
tentic Seukera, manqanis savarZlebi daamontaJa, sportuli saWec dauyena.
vercxlisferi, brWyviala ankesebiT vTevzaobT. TiToeul Zuas 20-30 ankesi aqvs
mikvanZuli. ankesebs satyuara ar sWirdeba, Tavadaa satyuara, wyalSi CaSvebuli
ankesebi mzis sxivebze iseT ciags iwyeben, rom Tevzma Tvali Tu mohkra, umal iqve
Cndeba. aseT dros mTavaria, TevzTa qaravnebis gzasavalze moxvde. Cven ramdenjerme
gagvimarTla. maxsovs, ankesebidan stavridebis moxsnas ver vaswrebdiT. naxevar saaTSi
erTi didi vedro avavseT TevziT... mozrdil qafSiebsac ase viWerdiT.
kefalis daWera navidanac SeiZleba, magram ufro xSirad mas napiridan iWeren,
`fantomasiT~. `fantomasi~ ankesebis Taviseburi sistemaa, wriulad ganlagebuli,
romelic specialuri, katletis magvari surnelovani masiT ifareba. mere `fantomass~
joxiT Sors isvrian zRvaSi da Zuas meore bolos miwaSi Casobil bambukze, an patara
joxze amagreben. moxerxebul meTevzes ramdenime aseTi `fantomasi~ aqvs. kefali didi
Tevzia, or-sam kilosac iwonis xolme. ufro xSirad siRrmeSi dacuravs. aRmoaCens Tu
ara `fantomass~ kefali, mis Wamas iwyebs. amas meTevze umal grZnobs patara joxis
vibraciiT. Semdeg igi Zuas napirisaken qaCavs. kefali mosdevs `fantomass~, an ylapavs
ankess, an kidev _ sasusnavis devnaSi lamis xmeleTze amosul kefals meTevze joxiT
klavs.
meTevzeebiT Suquras raionia cnobili. iq ufro rusebi cxovroben, TiTqmis yvela
meTevzea. soxumelebi SuquraSi yiduloben Tevzs, Tumca, bazaric savsea TevzeulobiT.
marTalia, krZalaven, magram gamyidveli mainc axerxebs mis gayidvas, myidveli ki _
yidvas.
erTxel, vanom da Temuram daiJines _ kefali roca mzeze gasaTbobad amocurdeba
zRvis zedapirze, SegviZlia, isini SurdulebiT davxocoTo. amis gagonebaze siciliT
CavbJirdiT gia erqvania da me. isini gagulisdnen, davniZlavdiT. mokled, SurduliT
mokluli Tevzebi Cven ver vnaxeT. ise, SurdulebiT moTevzave vanosa da Temuras rom
warmovidgen, axlac mecineba xolme.
Tevzebis mefe soxumelTaTvis ki mainc qambalaa, romelic zRvis fskerze binadrobs.
misi daWera akrZalulia, radganac ukve gadaSenebis pirasaa misuli. mas adamianis garda,
gogirdwyalbadic spobs. rac dro gadis, gogirdwyalbadis done Sav zRvaSi matulobs
da TandaTanobiT faravs zRvis fskers. sadac is aRwevs, sicocxle qreba. brakonierebi
qambalas badeebiT iWeren _ Cayrian zRvis fskerze badeebs, adgils moiniSnaven da meore
dRes midian, qambala badeebSi ixlarTeba. axaldaWerili qambala Tavis muq fers ar
icvlis, Tu feri Seicvala, momwamvleli xdeba, saWmelad ar varga...
mivcurav, TandaTanobiT vuaxlovdebi gems.
Sors meTevzeTa seinerebi ilandebian. seinerebia Tu samxedro gemebi? ara, seinerebia.
samxedroebi iSviaTad Semodian soxumis yureSi. siRrmeSi dganan xolme. aTasSi erTxel
wyalqveSa navic gamoCndeba xolme. erTi-orjer pirdapir portsac moadga.
didebuli ramaa zRvaSi curva, micurav da aTvaliereb samyaros _ qalaqs, garemos,
zRvas, cas, Tan Sens safiqralsac fiqrob, warsuls igoneb, samomavlo gegmebs adgen.
ramdeni xania, minda soxumis yure gadavcuro _ qalaqis erTi bolodan meoremde,
kelasuridan _ gumisTamde. megobarsac movelaparake _ vova norakiZes, naviT gamomyevi-
meTqi, magram verc am saqmes movabi Tavi.
ai, gamoCnda kidec warwera gemze _ Одесса. ratomRac ruseTis gemi megona, es ki
ukrainisa yofila.
kidev ramdenime wuTi da gemTan var. axlodan bevrad didia, vidre Soridan Canda.
xels vartyam mis sqel, CaJangul, xavs da wyalmcenareebmodebul korpuss. uceb SiSi
mipyrobs _ vaiTu, amuSavda misi giganturi Zrava.
WianWvelad vgrZnob Tavs mis siaxloves.
vSordebi gems da ise vaTvaliereb. gembanze sarecxi gaufeniaT. ramdenime
iluminatoridan wyalSi CaSvebul Zuas vxedav _ Tevzs iWeren. zogan gamxmari Tevzi
hkidia. moajirs dayrdnobili mezRvauri xels miqnevs. mec vuqnev xels. cota xans
zurgze vwevar, visveneb. Semdeg ukan vbrundebi. am siSoridan Znelia, gaarCio, romelia
Seni plaJi. orientirad ministrTa sabWos dasasvenebel saxls viReb. revoluciamde es
smeckois saxli iyo. axla mTavrobisaa; smeckois baRic dendroparkad gadaakeTes.
ukan dabruneba Zneldeba _ talRebma imZlavra da xSirad miwevs dasveneba. garda
amisa, dinebasac sadRac mivyavar.
daaxloebiT erT saaTSi napirze amovdivar...
rodesac curviT guls vijereb, napirTan kiborCxalebs veTamaSebi xolme.
kiborCxalebi lodebSi, ufro xSirad ki zvirTmWrelebis filebs Soris budoben.
lodebsa da zvirTmWrelebze saocrad swrafad moZraoben isini, xolo Tu maT
moSordnen da wylis meti sayrdeni ar miecaT, ususurebi xdebian. xelisgulisodena
kiborCxalebic damiWeria. mwared ikbinebian, amitomac xeli unda moarido maT marwuxebs
da TiTebi zurgSi CasWido.
wvrili kiborCxalebi ki zRvis fskerze cxovroben, mziT gamTbar fskerze darbian
xolme. rogorc ki saSiSroebas igrZnoben, TavianT cirkis klounis qudiviT saxlSi
SeZvrebian da gaitrunebian. maT dasaWerad 5-7 metris siRrmeSia saWiro CayvinTva. ar
aris didi siRrme. maTze nadiroba ki sainteresoa. bavSvobisas xSirad viWerdi xolme
zRvis binadrebs, magram yovelTvis isev zRvas vubrunebdi.
wyalqveS yvelaze xSirad zRvis Rorjoebs Sexvdebi. isini Zlier swrafebi arian,
vecade, magram xeliT verasodes daviWire. iSviaTad zRvis mamlebs naxav, Sav mocekvave
didebul Tevzebs. erTxel gvelTevzac movinadire, xeliT daviWire. gvelTevzebi cotani
arian, TiTqmis amowydnen. kefalsac naxav xolme. qambala ki arasodes Semxvedria.
gundebad dacuraven vercxlisferi qafSiebi. gansakuTrebiT diliT arian lamazebi.
erTxel metad ucnaur da umSvenieres Tevzebsac gadavawydi _ momwvano-
movercxlisferoebs, neonis TevzebiviT sanaxevrod gamWvirvaleebs. sadRac wavikiTxe,
rom Sav zRvaSi yvelaze lamazi Tevzebi luizianebi ariano. ar vici, iqneb luizianebi
iyvnen isini.
ximinjebsa da zvirTmWrelebs midiis niJarebi ekvrian. maTgan berZnebi saukeTeso
delikatess amzadeben.
rodesac dilis mzes wyalqveSeTidan amoxedav, Tavi ubednieresi kaci ggonia _
irgvliv wyalqveSa samyaro fusfusebs da saqmianobs, dacuraven `reaqtiuli~ meduzebi,
wrialeben
zRvis Rorjoebi, kamkamebs wyali, mimoiqceva talRebi, Cxrialebs wvrili kenWebi.
amoyvinTav da sxva samyaroa _ miwis. wyalqveSa samyaros, samwuxarod, soxumSi cota
icnobda. miwis qveyanas ki _ did-patarianad _ yvela.
Cemi mezoblebidan yvelaze xSirad jumber beTaSvils, paC barcicsa da zaur wulaias
vxedavdi turbazis plaJze. ramdenjerme bagrat Sinqubac vnaxe. is betonis safexurze
icvlida tansacmels, dinjad midioda zRvisken da aseve dinjad Cadioda wyalSi.
 gverdiT ministrTa sabWos dasasvenebeli saxlis plaJi iyo. iq miliciis
polkovniki, avtoinspeqciis popularuli muSaki Sali adleiba dadioda xolme,
TiTqmis yovel dila-saRamos. mas plaJze Tavisi gasaxdeli oTaxi hqonda gamoyofili.
movidoda, gaaRebda gasaxdelis Carazul kars, tansacmels gaixdida, iq datovebda da
zRvisken amayad gaemarTeboda, TiTqos mTeli zRvis mflobeli yofiliyo. ramdenjer
minaxavs, Tu rogor esalmeboda Sali adleiba dabla, betonis safexurze Camomjdar
bagrat Sinqubas. oRond maSin ratomRac krTeboda xolme.
sxvaTa Soris, adleibas `sacivis polkovniks~ uZaxdnen. moskovSi hyolia erTi
didCinosani, romlis ojaxs Zalze hyvarebia sacivi. adleiba eSeraSi erT sacivis
didostat qals yovel mesame dRes avtoinspeqtoris xeliT indaurs, nigozsa da
sxvadasxva sanelebels ugzavnida. mere mza sacivs xuTlitriani TermosiT moskovis
TviTmfrinavs ayolebda, moskovSi ki sacivs im didCinosnis manqana xvdeboda. ase rom,
Sali adleiba mokle droSi maiori, podpolkovniki da mere polkovnikic gaxda.
es ambavi ise movyevi, sxvaTa Soris, kalami gameqca. Tumca, soxumis yuresTan, ase Tu
ise, masac aqvs raRac kavSiri.
imdroindel soxumis wylisqveSa da wyliszeda samyaros rom vixseneb, im zRvasa da
im miwas rom vigoneb, vnatrob xolme _ rad ar var amfibia-meTqi. roca xmeleTi Tavisi
gauTavebeli problemebiT damRlis, zRvaSi vicxovreb, roca iqac momwyindeba, miwaze
amoval.
axla sad vicxovrebdi? axla CavyvinTavdi Sav zRvaSi sadRac, baTumTan an foTTan da
XXI saukunis dasawyisis soxumSi amovyvinTavdi.
magram es maSin, Tu amfibia viqnebodi...

paTanatomiis ganyofileba

lamara CikvilaZe soxumis dacemidan TiTqmis erTi wlis Semdeg gardaicvala

TbilisSi. igive xani aSorebda mas meuRlis _ vilis ugzoukvlod dakargvidanac.
kargad maxsovs col-qmari CikvilaZeebi. lamara ormoci wlisa iqneboda. vilic
daaxloebiT amdenis.
mas Semdeg, rac afxazurma mxarem gagra aiRo, soxumSi didi panika Seiqmna. qalaqSi
vrceldeboda xmebi, rom qarTvelTa mcirericxovani razmebi ver gauZlebdnen gumisTis
mxridan Semotevas da soxumi daecemoda.
xalxma ojaxebis gaxizvna daiwyo.
maSinac (rogorc xSirad, mTeli omis ganmavlobaSi) oCamCiris gza gadaketili iyo.
radio acxadebda _ im gzas afxazi meomrebi akontrolebeno. soxumi faqtobrivad alyaSi
iyo moqceuli.
 qalaqs SiSisagan Tavgzaabneuli axalgazrda mamakacebic tovebdnen. cota rodi iyo
aseTi.
soxumidan Tavis gaRweva mxolod TviTmfrinaviT an gemiT SeiZleboda.
xalxiT gaZeZgil aeroportSi nemsic ar Cavardeboda. idga gniasi, Cvilebis Rnavili,
moTqma. irgvliv SiSisagan TvalebgafarToebuli adamianebi daborialebdnen.
TviTmfrinavebi cota iyo. dafrindebodnen Tu ara, trapTan erTi vai-uSvelebeli
atydeboda, arc Camofrenil jariskacebs aclidnen Camosvlas, arc erTmaneTs _ asvlas.
ramdenime saaTi iyo saWiro, raTa TviTmfrinavi mgzavrebiT Sevsebuliyo.
aseT dros, xalxis dasaSoSmineblad, avtomatebsac isrodnen haerSi.
im dReebSi deltaplanma gadaufrina aeroports da bombi Camoagdo. bedad, bombi
xalxs acda, Senobis kuTxes daeca, afeTqda da kedeli Camoangria.
ambobdnen, avkacebma deltaplaniT dabombvis Semdeg cota xanSi avtomatebis kakani
atexes _ ariqa, desanti Tavs dagvesxao, qalebi wivil-kiviliT babuSaras gzisken
gaiqcnen. qalebs arc kacebi CamorCnen. am dros yaCaRebma maT mier datovebul CanTebs,
fuTebs Tu Cemodnebs xeli staces, manqanebi datvirTes da sadRac gaqrnen.
ojaxebis gagzavna gemiT gadavwyviteT.
meTevzeTa meurneobisaken gavwieT.
navsadgurTan ramdenime patara TevzsaWeri seineri irweoda.
navsadguris Sesasvleli manqanebiT iyo gaWedili.
swored maSin vnaxe col-qmari CikvilaZeebi. vilis adrec vicnobdi, lamaras _ ara.
maTi qal-vaJic iqve iyo, 16-18 wlisanebi. vili ojaxs acilebda. xalxma Casxdoma daiwyo
seinerebSi. yvelas eSinoda, rom napirze darCeboda. saSineli xmauri idga. viRacas
Cemodani gadauvarda zRvaSi, viRac kinaRam Tavad gadavarda. salome da ciso, cisos da,
disSvilebi TiTqmis bolos avidnen seinerSi.
mezRvaurismaisurian Savtuxa jariskacebs, romlebic Casxdomas awesrigebdnen,
ramdenjerme haerSi avtomatis gasrola mouwiaT.
xis xiduraze gavla TiTqmis SeuZlebeli gaxda. iyvnen iseTebic, romlebic pirdapir
napiridan axtebodnen seiners, moajirs Camoekonwialebodnen da mere, ris vai-vaglaxiT
adiodnen gembanze.
vxedav, vilimac Tavisi ojaxi, rogorc iqna, gembanze aiyvana.
aqve iyo acremlebuli Jora TuTisani. igi Tavis erTaderT, TiTqmis udedod gazrdil
gogonas acilebda (Joras coli sruliad axalgazrda gardaicvala gulis Setevisagan;
TviTon ki soxumis dacemis Semdeg zugdidSi daiRupa).
xalxiT damZimebuli seineri gverdiT gamyof yviTel xazamde CaiZira.
qalebi da bavSvebi tirodnen. zogic cremlebs ylapavda.
sastumro `TbilisTan~ raRac iwvoda _ Savi, sqeli kvamli cas uerTdeboda.
Cems gverdiT aTiode wlis moqviTine boSa gogona SevamCnie, ded-mama seinerSi
Camsxdara, TviTon ki vera da ver axerxebda gembanze asvlas. am dros talRebma seineri
gverdiT aakres navsadguris ximinjebze mimagrebul saburavebs. gogona xelSi aviyvane,
cali fexiT xiduras daveyrdeni da gembanze davsvi.
sadac omia, iq boSa ver Zlebs, garbis... boSa da omi erTad warmoudgenelia.
cota xnis Semdeg vxedav, is gogona isev napirzea da gulamoskvnili tiris.
mezRvaurismaisurian jariskacs Camousvams _ Tu afxazebi Semovidnen, boSebs xels vin
axlebso.
gogona isev davsvi gembanze.
igi umal seineris siRrmeSi Caikarga.
am dros sami seineri mouaxlovda navsadgurs, napirze
mdgomma ki Zrava aaTuxTuxa. seinerebis gamoCenam napirze darCenilebi daamSvida.
wvergauparsavma, sustma axalgazrdam, romelic Turme seineris kapitani yofila,
gviTxra, _ sanam samSvidobo zonaSi ar gaval, racias ar vixmar, vin icis, iqneb
afxazebma moisminon da katarRa damadevnon, Cven xom sruliad daucveli varTo.
cota xanSi seineri napirs moSorda.
zRva iyo mSvidi, Semodgomis mze _ moalerse.
moqviTine xiznebiT _ qalebiTa da bavSvebiT savse seineri baTumisaken gaemarTa.
manamade, vidre seineri Tvals ar moefara, napirze videqiT.
raul Jvania TeTr cxvirsaxocs uqnevda seiners. aqamde
mxolod kinoSi menaxa, Tu rogor emSvidobebodnen cxvirsaxocebiT Tu mandilebiT
gemebs. sul samiode Tvis Semdeg rauli brma tyviam imsxverpla. man Tavis gogonasa da
biWis xelebSi dalia suli, imaT xelebSi, romlebsac TeTri cxvirsaxociT Semodgomaze
emSvidobeboda.
vilis gamovelaparake. mas Tvalebi cremlebiT avseboda.
guldamZimebuli gamovbrundiT ukan. erTxel kidev gavxedeT zRvas.
seineri ukve ar Canda, sastumro `TbilisTan~ kvlav Savi kvamli amodioda.
saRamo garegnulad mSvidi iyo. magram avismomlodine.
Semdeg, sami-oTxi Tvis mere kvlav vnaxe vili da lamara. `ikarusiT~ baTumSi, ufro
sworad, qobuleTSi mivdiodiT, gaxiznuli ojaxebi unda Camogveyvana. lamara soxumSi
dabrunebuliyo, axla ki vilisTan erTad aWarisken CvenTan erTad miemgzavreboda.
col-qmari wina savarZlebze ijda. TvalSi sacemi iyo maTi saocrad nazi da saTuTi
urTierToba. xandaxan erTmaneTis xelebs eferebodnen. es, cota ar iyos, gamikvirda,
mgzavrTagan zogs euxamuSa kidec.
rogorc maSin radio acxadebda: oCamCiris trasas qarTvelebi akontrolebdnen. Tumca,
afxazuri mxaris snaiperebi avtomanqanebs drogamoSvebiT cxrilavdnen. mgzavroba, ra
Tqma unda, riskTan iyo dakavSirebuli.
gaviareT ramdenime saxeldaxelod aRdgenili, ufro zustad, droebiTi axali
liTonis xidi. etyoba, afeTqebuli da erTianad CamoSlili xidebis aRdgenas azri ar
hqonda. oCamCirisaken mimaval trasaze, gansakuTrebiT, tamiSis monakveTSi, sicocxle
Camkvdariyo. damwvari, kedlebdacxriluli saxlebi gzis piras moCvenebebiviT idgnen.
zugdidis gavlisas, quCebSi mosiaruleni Cvens avtobuss aRfrTovanebulebi
esalmebodnen, xelebis qneviT. bavSvebi iZaxdnen _ soxumi, soxumio! mikvirda, saidan
xvdebian, rom afxazeTidan movdivarT-meTqi. mizezi ubralo da advilmisaxvedri yofila
_ `ikarusis~ saqare minas wiTelasoebiani warwera amSvenebda _ `soxumi~.
saqalaqTaSoriso avtobusebi omis dros afxazeTSi ar Sediodnen. amitomac Cveni
`ikarusi~ iSviaT gamonakliss warmoadgenda.
qobuleTSi, xiznebiT savse dasasvenebel saxlSi Cveni `ikarusis~ gamoCenam eniT
auwereli sixaruli gamoiwvia.
meore dRes ukan vbrundebodiT. jer baTumSi CavediT, iq vilis megobrebma `ikarusis~
avzi saliariT bolomde gagviliplipes.
soxumSi dabrunebis msurvelTa mxolod nawiliRa daitia avtobusma, danaRvlianebuli
TvalebiT gvacilebdnen qobuleTSi darCenilebi _ Cven xom soxumSi mivdiodiT!
bavSvebiTa da qalebiT savse sunTqvaSekrulma `ikarusma~ fexakrefiT gaiara oCamCiris
trasa, kodoris xidTan ki SvebiT amoisunTqa.
marTalia, im droisTvis ukve sistematurad ibombeboda qalaqi, xan erT, xan meore
adgilas ingreoda da iwvoda saxlebi, magram soxumelebs mainc soxumSi erCivnaT yofna,
bavSvebTan erTad soxumSi cxovrobdnen da erTi suli qondaT, rodis gaTavdeboda omi
da rodis aRsdgeboda Zveleburi qalaquri cxovreba.
es iyo 1993 wlis 13 ianvari, ZveliT axali wlis Rame.
omis Semdeg CikvilaZeebi aRar minaxavs. xiznobisas damegobrebuli Cveni Svilebi ki
drogamoSvebiT xvdebodnen erTmaneTs.
rodesac afxazurma mxarem igive 93-is 16 seqtembers soxumis Sturmi daiwyo, vili
TbilisSi imyofeboda samsaxuris saqmeebis mosagvareblad, misi ojaxi ki soxumSi iyo.
telefoniT mxolod imis TqmaRa moaxerxa _ movdivaro da kavSiric gawyda.
CikvilaZeebis ojaxma qalaqi mokeTeebTan erTad gemiT datoves.
vilim es ar icoda.
Svilebs gadagebuli kaci cdilobda, rogorme Casuliyo soxumSi da ojaxi
samSvidobos gaeyvana.
Tbiliseli naTesavebis TqmiT, is aeroportSi aRamebda da aTenebda, TiTqos rogorRac
moaxerxa da romeliRac TviTmfrinaviT soxumSi gafrindao.
esaa da es. mis Sesaxeb dRemde araferi ician. vili ugzo-ukvlod daikarga.
im dReebSi aeroportidan moSorebiT, zRvaSi myofi katarRidan afxazurma mxarem
ramdenime samgzavro TviTmfrinavi Camoagdo. maT Tbilisidan jariskacebi CamoyavdaT,
tyvia-wamali da produqtebi CamoqondaT.
vin icis, iqneb vilic romelime maTganSi imyofeboda.
mis bevr axlobels amaSi eWvi ar epareboda.
 magram es ar swamda lamaras. mas sjeroda, rom vili cocxali iyo da sacaa
gamoCndeboda.
dro ki gadioda.
lamara avad gaxda, gancdebma dajabna, Zlier dasustda, Zili ar ekareboda, maRalma
sicxemac gatanja, wnevamac. loginSi Cavarda, siaruli veRar SeZlo.
jer nevrozisagan gamowveuli damblis diagnozi dausves, mogvianebiT _ simsivnisac.
uWerod darCenili respublikurma saavadmyofom Seikedla. palataSi bavSvebTan erTad
cxovrobda. saavadmyofo gaxda misi sacxovrebelic da samkurnaloc.
sulic iq dalia.
sikvdilis wina dReebSi ukve aRar axsenebda vilis, sul Cumad iyo, arc kiTxulobda
_ vilize raime ambavi xom ar gagigiaTo.
Svilebis Tvalwin nel-nela kvdeboda. gadmoyiravebuli qviSis saaTSi Camocvenil
qviSasaviT marcval-marcval tovebda sicocxles: TvaliT uxilav qveyanasTan
Sesaxvedrad emzadeboda, TvaliT xiluls ki usityvod emSvidobeboda.
respublikuri saavadmyofos gverdiT, fiWvnarSi, paTologiuri ganyofilebis
samsarTuliani Senoba dgas. marTalia, mas rTuli, bevrad ufro grZeli saxeli qvia,
magram yvela paTganyofilebiT moixseniebs.
swored iqidan gaasvenes lamara, sxva SesaZleblobis gamoZebna SeuZlebeli gaxda.
rogorc miTxres, paTganyofilebidan sxva devnilebic gausvenebiaT.
lamaras dakrZalvis dRea. mze cis Tavanze CaxCaxebs.
Rrublis fTilac arsad Cans. cxela.
fiWvis koromSi sasiamovno surneli dgas, TiTqos sakmeveli dawveso.
paTologiuri ganyofilebis Senobis oTx Tu xuT safexurs avdivar, xelmarjvniv
vuxvev da did, naTel darbazSi Sevdivar.
Sua oTaxSi tkivilebisagan gawamebuli, galeuli, ukve damSvidebuli lamaras sxeuli
asvenia.
oTaxSi sruli siCumea. gaRebuli, gisosebiani fanjrebidan Citebis JRurtuliRa
ismis.
axloblebs lamaras gardacvalebas vusamZimreb da is-isaa gareT unda gavide, rom
uceb vqvavdebi _ xelmarcxniv, maRal karadaze Semodgmuli minis WurWlidan kacis
pirdabCenili, moWrili Tavi miyurebs... Tavs Tvalebi naxevrad moWutuli aqvs da mzeras
ar maSorebs, kbilebic uCans _ sanaxevrod Camtvreuli...
tanSi maciebs. mgonia, rom moWrili Tavi momelanda, rom es halucinaciaa an Suq-
CrdilebiTaa gamowveuli, kargad vakvirdebi, magram marTlac asea _ Suaxnis kacis
moWrili Tavi miyurebs.
mzeras erT adgilze vaCereb.
axlaxan vamCnev, rom oTaxi uzarmazari, Seminuli karadebiTaa garSemortymuli.
karadebSi minis WurWeli awyvia, zogic karadebis Tavze dgas.
 sxvadasxva formisa da moculobis WurWelSi adamianis sxeulis nawilebia
moTavsebuli.
oTaxSi myofebs vakvirdebi. isini sulganabulebi sxedan, gafiTrebul saxeebze
sasowarkveTa axatiaT.
Cems smenamde isev Citebis JivJivi aRwevs...
minda, saswrafod davtovo iqauroba, magram raRac Zala adgilze maCerebs.
karadebs vaTvaliereb.
ai, kidev erTi moWrili Tavi, qveda ybamoSorebuli. Tavs saSineli Rojebi aqvs,
kbilebi _ sasazec amosuli, Tvalebi _ erTmaneTs Zalze daSorebuli, saxe plastilinis
azelil gundas miugavs, saaulvaSe qera qinqliT aqvs dafaruli... TvalebdaWyetili saxe
urCxuliviT mimzers, TiTqos ironiiT.
moWrili fexi, kidev erTi, gadaWrili Zvlis wre, Zvlis tvini, xorci...
minis qilebs laTinuri warwerebi aqvs, albaT, paTologiuri cvlilebebis
aRmniSvneli.
spirtSi motivtive Canasaxebi, ucnauri embrionebi. formaSecvlili guli, SuaSi
gaglejili filtvi, uzomod didi Tirkmlebi.
saSinlad didTaviani bavSvi, albaT, erTi an ori wlis. WurWels spirti daklebia.
Tavi naxevrad siTxeSia, naxevrad _ sicarieleSi.
ramdenime Tvis saxedamanWuli Cvili saxiT minas akvria, aSkarad tiris, xelebi
damuStuli aqvs.
sanaxevrod cariel qilaSi pirdaRebul Cvils ki Tavi maRla auwevia, TiTqos cas
uyurebs da RmerTs Tavis satkivars SesCiviso.
vuyureb WurWels da Cemi simSvidis mikvirs. gardacvlilTan msxdomi qalebi ki arc
mimzeren, isini sadRac Sors iyurebian, sxvagan arian, sul sxvagan, oRond oTaxSi ara!
sxvanairad aq ver gaZleben...
welSi gadaWrili, fexebmokveTili mamakaci. muclis carieli Rru, aso... meCveneba, mis
mucelSi mikroorganizmebi dacuraven, moSavo _ momwvano mikrodrakonebi.
qalis moWrili mkerdi, wyvili mkerdi, kertebdaberili, spirtSi!..
erTmaneTs gadaWdobili siamis tyupebi, TiTqos cekvaven, TiTqos raRac uxariaT,
dResaswauloben TiTqos.
spirtaorTqlebul qilaSi aseve siamis tyupebi, gaSavebulebi. tyupebs saerTo kudi
aqvT, qilis fskerze wvanan, ukanaliT Cemken. TiTqos _ Segvxede, naxe, rogor
gvamSvenebs kudio... iqve _ kidev erTi kudiani bavSvi...
galaqtika, samyaro, biblia, mTa, okeane, balaxi, mikrobi, WianWvelebi da adamianebi...
vgrZnob, cudad vxvdebi.
gareT gavdivar.
fiWvebis koromSi odnav vmSviddebi...
ezoSi lamaras biWi dgas, mSvidi, naTeli saxiT esaubreba megobars.
 im dRes procesiam adre datova saavadmyofo.
bedisweram lamaras sikvdilis dReze aranakleb saSineli dasaflavebis dRe arguna...
erTxel erTma nacnobma eqimma miTxra _ paTanatomia Cveni akademiaa, aq mkvdrebi
cocxlebs gvaswavliano.
netav, ras gvaswavlian mkvdrebi cocxlebs?! da Tu marTla rames gvaswavlian, maS
ratom varT aseTebi _ siyvaruldakargulebi, moZuleebi, sicarieliT Tavgamotenilebi,
gadagvarebulebi, minis WurWlebSi nawil-nawil mosaTavseblebi?..
mcirericxovani procesia sasaflaosken miemarTeba.
mze jer kidev Zlierad anaTebs.
daisamde jer adrea. vilisa da lamaras qal-vaJi Tavdaxrili miyveba dedis cxedars.
Sen mixede, ufalo, CikvilaZeebis oblebs, akmare gasaWiri, aseTi saTno saxeebi da
aseTi faqizi suli samudamod SeunarCune, siyvaruliT asazrdoe da siyvaruliTve
daifare, keTili xalxi Seagebe gzadagza.

Cven aravin gvetyvis bodiSs

Cven aravin gvetyvis bodiSs omis gamo.

arc Cven da arc sxvebs.
aravin gvetyvis.
arasodes gvetyvis.
isev Cven, Cemo Zvirfaso ltolvilebo... gana `devnilebo~ da gana `iZulebiT
gadaadgilebulo pirebo~? isev Cven, Cemo Zvirfasebo, unda vuTxraT erTmaneTs bodiSi,
yvelam unda vuTxraT erTmaneTs:
gvapatieT!
gvapatieT!
gvapatieT!
da fici davdoT, rom arasodes vawyeninebT erTmaneTs da viqnebiT erTad.
viswavloT bunebisagan _ martodmarto arc erTi frinveli dabrunebia mSobliur
budes.
mxolod frinvelTa gunds SeuZlia es.
erTi dRis mokle qronika anu
zurikos molodini

dila. zamTris dila, civi, minebmozarniSebuli, quCebmolipuli.

samzareulo. navTqura. rusuli navTqura, muSa.
sicive. sicive. sicive.
 fanjara. gorakebi. gorakebs Sefenili saxlebi pasxis kunZulis qandakebebiviT
kosmoss miSterebian.
puri fSvnad-namcecadi, marcval-marcval Sesakowiwebeli. karaqi. ufro margarini.
humanitaruli, Turquli. mSvenieri, genialuri, plastilinis gemosi. Saqari TeTrze
TeTri. maraosaviT efineba mduRares Cais finjanSi. o, Seni TafliviT bageebi. kargi xar,
Saqaro, Se, Sirazis vardo! macduro, macduro. TeTro, lamazo, macduro.
Cai, siTbo. puri. margarini.
me axla wavedi, aba, Wkvianad iyaviT. paCi-puCi. salome, quCaSi frTxilad iare. fexiT
mosiaruleebze metad SeSlili mZRolebi arian, komfortabeluri giJebi. oTxborbliani
Sizoidebi. dolarebze nayid mZRolismowmobebianebi. gzebi moyinulia. frTxilad. cisana-
san, pirvel saaTze gelodebi rusTavelis metroSi, metrosTan ara, metroSi. bazrobaze
wasasvleli varT. ar dagviwyebia? ara? bolo-bolo viyidi baTinkebs, mombezrda
gamonacvali. giam fuli gamomigzavna. patronma. Tu metrom ar imuSava, gegma xval
Sesruldeba. Tu xvalac ar imuSava _ zeg. salome, Semoitane iebi samzareuloSi, ar
xedav, iyinebian, codoni arian, codoni, Cxak-Cxuk. es karia. vaReb kars.
gamarjoba, ilia, rogora xar? daxate TviTmfrinavi? yoCaR, ilia.
lifti ar muSaobs. isvenebs. sinaTle da lifti SeTqmulebi arian Cems winaaRmdeg. ar
aris erTi? arc meorea! meSvide. meeqvse sarTuli... zuriko samsaxurSi wavida, male
mova? _ es qalbatoni manana meZaxis merve sarTulidan. dilidan saRamomde gareT
wrialebs, sul zurikos elodeba _ Svils, orni cxovroben. erTxel karze momadga _
xelfass dRes arigebeno? erTxelac _ besikis baRTan vcxovrob, ver mivdivar iqamde,
damexmareo. besikis baRTan bavSvobaSi cxovrobda.
axla mxolod is saxliRa agondeba, bavSvobis. vaiTu, mec ase momivides _ soxumSi
vcxovrob, ver mivdivar iqamde? damexmareT!
oTaxSi SebrZandiT, qalbatono manana, zuriko male mova, daelodeT. mexuTe sarTuli.
dila mSvidobisa. rogora xarT? Cvenc vuZlebT, ra. gaZlebisaa cxovreba. aba, bednierad.
mesame, meore. da ha, pirveli sarTuli.
gamarjoba, rezo. vis elodebi? Tumca, mec ras vekiTxebi?!
ar muSaobs rezos saamqro. pirvelad rezo gavicani am saxlSi gadmosvlisas. Sin
dampatiJa. Sampanuri. vaSli. vin xar? soxumeli var. mgzavri var. mgzavri. movedi da unda
wavide. meore dResve Tavisi telefoni gadmomiyvana _ cxra Zmam gaiyo Txilis guli,
telefons ver gaviyofTo? rezo da fati Cveni axali megobrebi arian, arada, TiTqos asi
welia vicnobT. iliam xanjali maCuqa. ilia Cemi Zmakacia. maTi Svili. pirvelklaselia.
Cemi moswavlea. xatvas vaswavli, Cinur TamaSsac, xeliT rom TamaSoben _ makrateli, qva,
cxvirsaxoci. ar iciT? ra vqna, aqedan ver agixsniT. modiT CemTan.
mogesalmebiT, qalbatono lamara. batoni koki rogor
brZandeba;
 rezo `paxmeliazea~ am diliT. Tvalis upeebi SeSupebia. ludi xom ar davlioT?
madloba, rezo, meCqareba.
sad daikarge, guram? es batoni omaria, omar xuxunaSvili. soxumze Seyvarebuli kaci.
gogasa da besosTan dgas, SvilebTan. aqa var, batono omar, Cems niJaraSi. qalbatoni maia
rogor brZandeba. omari da maia daxvewili, daxvewili xalxia. aristokratuli, Tbili.
ucnobebs Cvens Tavs ase acnoben _ eseni soxumeli stumrebi arian. gana _ soxumeli
ltolvilebi? soxumeli stumrebi. guli rom ar gvatkinon.
zaur Sengelias TeTr `fiatSi~ amirani da zauri sxedan, kidev roberti da koxta
gia. `fiati~ didi xania, gafuWebulia. о 3203 ГА. trotuarze dgas. borblebCaSvebuli.
didi xania. didi. zauri diliT gaaRebs `fiats~. sxedan, saubroben, xan arays svamen. xan
SoTas Rvinos. SoTa meRvinea. aqve cxovrobs. mis rkinis cisfer WiSkars carciT aweria
_ `Rvino, arayi~. xandaxan SuaRamiT ubraxuneben _ SoTa, SoTa, Rvino gvinda, Rvino!
wadiT, aqedan, ra dros Rvinoa. isev ubraxuneben. isev _ wadiT...
vesalmebi manqanis ekipaJs. pur-marili dagviZvelda, _ icinis koxta.
`fiati~ dgas, rogorc speqtaklis rekviziti. arsaiT midis. raRacas elodeba. zaurs
fuli ara aqvs, rom gaakeTos. ar aris samuSao. arc aravin muSaobs. ra Tqma unda, arc
naZaladevelebi muSaoben. isinic dganan da elodebian. xandaxan svamen. ufro xSirad
svamen. xan rezosTan, xan JorasTan, xan amiranTan (sia arasrulia), xanac _ `fiatSi~.
xan arays, xan SoTas Rvinos. xanac jixurSi nayid `gazirebul Rvinos~, romelsac
mJReri saxeli _ Sampanuri hqvia.
keTilebi arian isini. kacis fasic ician da arakacis. sxvadasxva dros TbilisSi,
yvela ubanSi micxovria, ratomRac naZaladevelebTan meti saerTo maqvs. CemsquCelebs
magonebT-meTqi, _ veubnebi.
yovel sufraze gaWirvebuli kacis sadRegrZelos svamen. es omaris sayvareli
sadRegrZeloa. erTi, ruseTSi daRupuli galeli biWi ise daasaflaves, rogorc
TavianTi ubneli.
naZaladevis metrosken mivdivar. cotne dadianis quCiT. gzad gulnaz xuciSvils
vxvdebi, Cems diasaxliss. gulnazi aqve cxovrobs, mamiseul saxlSi. me mis binaSi var.
gulnazi Tbilisis erT-erTi saocrebaa. RvTismosavi, saTno. rogora xar? kargad.
wleuls mainc unda wamoxvideT ra, xevSi, gergetSi unda mestumroT aucileblad.
samebas gaCvenebT. o, rogor minda, xevi gavicno. wleuls aucileblad CavakiTxavT
gulnazs gergetSi, yazbegi unda vnaxoT. sameba. Tu manamde soxumSi ar davbrundiT,
xevSi wavalT. ufro swored, avalT. zafxulSi, maSin, rodesac dadianisa da saakaZis
quCebze TeTrxalaTiani menayineebi urikebs daagoreben da ucnaurad gagrZelebul
`maroJnieees~ yvirian...
xalxi midi-modis. me ar mekuTvnis Jetonis yidva _ me iZulebiT gadaadgilebuli
piri var, qalbatono. ai, sabuTic. mibrZandiT, batono. gmadlobT, qalbatono.
Wrialebs eskalatori.
 sadgurisken mimaval matarebelSi teva ar aris, didubisaken mimavlebSi _ sixalvaTea.
modis matarebeli. vagoni gadaWedilia, magram mainc veteviT. me mapatieT, qalbatono,
uneburad momixvda xeli. geficebiT, nu miyurebT ase gabrazebuli. Tqvenc mapatieT,
pativcemulo, ra, fexi dagadgiT? es rogor? Cems fexze sxvebi dganan. vagonSi _ siTbo.
daxuTuli haeri, frTxilad, karebi ixureba. Semdegi sadguri `rusTaveli~. kidev
erTxel mapatieT, qalbatono, marTla uneburad momixvda xeli. paltoebi, qurTukebi,
qurTukebi. naxevari vagoni marto tansacmelia. `rusTaveli~. Cavdivar.
metros sadgurSi `dariduri~ wkrialebs. patara biWi. gamuruli. patara karuzo.
`dariduris~ awkrialebs. iqve warwera: `oboli var, damexmareT~. ramdenime nabijis
Semdeg _ uxelo berikaci. erTaderT xelSi qudiT. ararsebul xelSi mTeli samyaros
kaeSniT.
eskalatori. gavediT haerze! Semxvedr eskalatorze moJamuli saxeebi. aravin iRimis.
muqi, muqi saxeebi. eskalatorze Zveli zmaneba _ `boingi~ simaRles iRebs, mkveTrad
iRebs simaRles. ase ucxoeli pilotebi wydebian miwas. Cvenebi _ ara. me piloto var.
`boingSi~ oTxasamde mgzavria. me pasuxs vageb maT sicocxleze. guguneben reaqtorebi.
wiTlad, mwvaned, lurjad cimcimeben xelsawyoebi. saWe mtkiced miWiravs. avcdiT
Rrublebs. maRla gaCaxCaxebuli dRea. mze. soxumisaken mivfrinav. soxumisaken. mTavrdeba
eskalatori. mTavrdeba zmaneba.
maRlac _ `dariduri~. aqac warwerebi `bavSvs operacia unda gavukeTo, miSveleT~.
`oboli var...~ aqac bavSvebi, moxucebi. TiTqos erTi suraTis ori asli. bavSvs vCuqni
mis udidebulesoba kupons, moxucs _ qudSi vudeb.
gaCerebasTan mxatvrebi, naxatebi, naxatebi, zeTi, akvareli. xis jvrebi, fialebi,
xanjlebi, beWdebi, sayureebi, iqve qali, sacodavsaxiani. purs yidis. cxeli puri, am
diliT gamomcxvari, meore xelSi _ qalis winda. Savi winda. iyideT windac. iyideT
puric da windac. puri da winda. Savi, seqsualuri winda. maTxovrobis formebi
mravalsaxovania.
gamarjoba, nukri uznaZev, calfexa nukri uznaZe. Tbiliseli kaci. soxumeli coli
hyavda. aTze meti welia, rac daSorebulia. biWi hyavs, mTeli omis ganmavlobaSi TbilisSi
hyavda. uvlida. binas qiraobda biWisa da dedamisisaTvis. mere swavla iwyebao da soxumSi
dabrundnen biWi da colyofili. 16 seqtembers, soxumis SturmisTanave gadafrinda Svilis
wamosayvanad. ver ipova isini. gemiT gadasulan samSvidobos. nukrim es rom gaigo, guli
sagules Caudga. Tavadac wamosvla daapira, magram... `gradis~ Wurvma fexi waacala
muxlzemoT. jandabas, Cemi fexi, biWi myavdes kargad, magram me maTi deda vatire, vinc am
xalxs soxumSi dauZaxa. afxazebi da rusebi SromaSi iyvnen, artileria gaviyvaneT, da
Semdeg bavSvebs saswavleblad dauZaxes. daabrunes. sxvagan arsad ar iyo swavla. axla eseni
ki viTom araferi, kargad arian. nukris yviTeli xis yavarjnebi Zaxilis niSnebiviT
Camosvetilan. qvafenils yavarjnebis rezinis boloebis mrgvali kvali etyoba, rogorc
kacis bedis ganmsazRvreli, zeciuri firmis beWdebi. TiTqos me, me Cavibare am kacis fexi
da ha, Cemi beWedi, vamowmebo.
`merani~. gamomcemloba. guram gverdwiTeli. visi leqsebis krebuli gamovceT?
qaRalds cecxli ukidia. dolarebs iTxoven stambaSi. ferebze nu mkiTxav. dagexmarebiT.
raime movifiqroT. leqsebis wignebs ar yiduloben. puris fuli ara aqvs xalxs, magram
erTad viyoT. gamovceT wignebi, iyos leqsebic.
givi alxaziSvilTan rostom CxeiZe mxvdeba. vsaubrobT, vsaubrobT. gogenis werilebs
gamoscemen givi da rostomi. gareT civa. gareT SimSilia. gareT erTmaneTs klaven. Cven
ki gogenze vsaubrobT. `lomisi~. iRimeba rostomi, iRimeba givi. Cven taitze varT da
gvcxela. palmebs aTriTinebs okeanis qari. Semodian spartaki da jemali. rodis mova
Suqi? spiralSemoxveuli aguri SemoaqvT _ amas CavrTavT da gavTbebiT.
kargad, Zmebo, saxelmwifo saqmeebi melodeba. kargad, givi! kargad, rostom! ar
gamovideT televizorSi? _ icinis rostomi. `alionis~ dro ar geyofaT, _ icinis givi.
Turme anZa iwvis. satelevizio anZa. modi, vnaxoT. xalxi mTawmindisaken imzireba.
anZas bolqvebad asdis sqeli, moyavisfro kvamli. Soridan uzarmazar droSas mohgavs.
cecxlmokidebuli droSa. damarcxebuli qveynis droSa! `ibervizia~ Tu `kavkasioni~
dawves konkurentebmao.
badri WoxoneliZe, irakli samsonaZe, zurab Wubabria, baTu danelia. yvelani anZas
vuyurebT. baTu: avstraliaSi unda wavide, ar Rirs aq cxovreba. me: Tu avstraliaSi
waxval, paltos xom maCuqeb? baTu iSmuSneba: mere me? badri: Sen rad ginda palto
avstraliaSi? iq xom sul cxela. baTu: mere rom Camoval? badri: iq ukeTess iyidi.
baTu: iqneb ar iyideba, iq xom sul cxela. viciniT. baTu ar icinis. anZa iwvis. Cven ki
viciniT. ra gvacinebs? ra gvacinebs? gagvweren gazetaSi.
mere viRac ambobs: sami kaci Cacxriles manqanaSi am diliT. meore _ guSin qurdi
mokleso. gvarebs amboben. is generali xom mokles, is politikosi xom mokles, naxe,
kidev ramdens moklaveno.
me wavedi, biWebo. aba, momaval Sexvedramde. momaval mkvlelobamde. momaval dawvamde.
momaval afeTqebamde. gawewvamde. daglejvamde. Sexramunebamde.
metrosken mivdivar. maRazia. maRazia. am maRaziaSi nugzar SataiZe fuls cvlis _
dolarebs rusulze, rusuls _ dolarebze, kupons _ rusulze... misi moTxroba
maxsendeba. mgoni, `mglebi~. mglebi irems mosdeven. iremi mdinares gadacuravs, amodis
meore napirze, tans SeiferTxavs. gadarCenilia. uceb mis win mdgar adamians naxavs. jer
xevdeba, WoWmanobs, saiT wavides. mere isev mdinareSi Sedis da meore napirisken
micuravs. mglebTan arCevs yofnas da ganerideba yvelaze did saSinelebas _ adamians.
nugzar SataiZe fuls cvlis, puri rom iyidos. netav ras wers axla?
giorgi baqaniZe maxsendeba. zamTari rom gadaetana, romeliRac milioneris saxlSi
Zvel kedlebs angrevda, remonts ukeTebda, `ormoci dRe da ormoci Ramis~ avtori.
 apolon jinjoliasa da amiran miqautaZes vxvdebi. mweralTa kavSirSi midian. iq
fqvils urigeben.
rusTavelze uamravi xalxi ireva. bevria soxumeli. ase xSirad soxumSi ar
vxvdebodiT erTmaneTs. jambul anCabaZe. Cveni bralia, rac mogvivida, Cveni. nargiza
sordia. musikosi. axla Turqul purebs acxobs Tbilisel inJinerTan, leqtorTan da
poetTan erTad. ufrosi Turqi hyavT. efendi.
soso sxuluxia. fsiqiatri. afxazeTis mTavari fsiqiatri. isini unda Seviswavlo _
mfrinavi TefSebiT dainteresebulebi. mgoni, isini cotas... TiTs safeTqelTan idebs.
saerTod, adamianTa 95 procenti aranormaluria. dastur asea. SevxvdeT, visaubroT.
guram beria. samsaxurSi amoval. Tales Sonia vinaxuloT.
me ki dro ara maqvs. saocaria, arafers vakeTeb da mainc dro ara maqvs. verc guram
da marex marSaniebs vnaxulob, qaliSvilis dabadeba rom mivuloco. dro ara maqvs.
giorgi gaCeCilaZes vxvdebi. `kavkasiur sendviCze~ melaparakeba. amerikaSi miTxres
profesorebma _ yvelaferi ise warimarTa, rogorc velodiTo.
mere tariel Wanturia, emzar kvitaiSvili. aris raime imedi? TanagrZnobiT savse
TvalebiT miyureben.
me ki magviandeba. pirvel saaTze ciso melodeba. bazrobaze unda wavide. baTinkebi
unda viyido (kargia axali baTinkebi, saWiroa axali baTinkebi). Semdeg givi gaguasa da
nugzar duduCavas unda mivuswro naZaladevis metrosTan _ CemTan unda avideT binaSi,
milioni weli ar gvinaxavs erTmaneTi.
metro `isani~. is ari. Cveni gaCereba is ari. gulSi momxvda isari. isnis bazroba.
kibeebi ki ara kedelia. aRmosavluri musika. mgoni, sparsuli. televizorebi.
magnitofonebi. kasetebi. audio. video. ramdenime adgilidan ismis somxuri musika.
yviTeli, wiTeli. TeTri, Savi. mwvane. lurji. karavi. karavi. monRolTa karvebi. uamravi
karavi. feradi. daxli. daxlebi. saxeebi. saxeebi. saxeebi. qari afrialebs monRolur
droSebs musikis TanxlebiT. yvelaferi iyideba. ra Rirs es wiTeli? is yviTeli? es
TeTri? is Savi? ra Rirs is mokle? farTo? viwro? grZeli? mrgvali? oTxkuTxa? an
is rbili? es mkvrivi?..
miwidan amozrdili qvebi. rkinis solebi. borZikoben. ecemian. da mainc miiweven win.
ra Rirs? ra Rirs? ra Rirs? ar daukleb? irani. TurqeTi. siria. monRolTa laSqari.
musika, simRerebi. ucxo saxeebi.
bolos _ baTinkebi. rezinislanCebiani, rbili. CemTvis gankuTvnili. mxolod CemTvis.
viyidoT. ar unda Cacma _ ar xedav, Cemia. wavideT aqedan. kidev raRaceebi gvaqvs sayidi.
saidan fuli? Wreli, xmauri. simRera. karvebi. wiTeli. Savi. TeTri. mrgvali. modi,
wavideT, wavideT, aqedan, ar minda baTinkebi.
isev metro. isev `isani~. isev `naZaladevi~.
givi da nugzari. arqiteqtorebi. megobrebi. erTad mivdivarT binaSi. meSvideze
cxovrob? ar Sordebi xom maRal sarTulebs? vin cxovrobs axla Sens mansardaSi? eh,
rogor vaSenebdiT. rogor vaSenebdiT. Cemi soxumis saxli. zRvispiras. givis proeqtiT
damSvenebuli mansarda. buxari. zRva. porti. soxumis mTa. mwvane gorebi. erTad
davaproeqteT, erTad vaSeneT is xedi. zRvac. portic. ganwyobilebac.
dadianis quCa. cxrasarTuliani korpusi. meore korpusi Cemia, daimaxsovre, givi?
daimaxsovre, nugzar? amieridan rom mestumrebiT, gecodinebaT. esec Cemi sadarbazo. es
`fiati~ aq dgas. is о 3203 ГА. aq iqneba didxans. motori gafuWebuli aqvs. kidev raRac.
kidev raRac. es restorani `fiatia~. ukve svamen biWebi. an arays, an SoTas Rvinos. es
`fiati~ arsad midis. mxolod dedamiwasTan erTad moZraobs. yovel 24 saaTSi erT
bruns akeTebs. ar aris patara siCqare. sakuTari Tavis qandakebaa. `fiati~ _ sakuTari
arsebis fituli. uZravi. momlodine. xandaxan gabruebuli aryiT. RviniT. saswauls
elodeba; saocrebas elodeba. mova jadoqari da meore sicocxles miscems. quCasac,
qalaqsac, qveyanasac. ideqi da elode. Cven saqmeebi gvaqvs.
ager moqadage ieRovelebic. Tengizi. ufross Tengizi hqvia. RmerTis saxelia ieRova.
gana RmerTs aqvs saxeli? aqvs. ieRovaa RmerTi. ai, Cven kardakar davdivarT, xalxs
vaswavliT biblias. marTlmadideblebi akeTeben amas? ara, mxolod Cven varT WeSmariti
qristianebi. marto patiosani cxovreba arafers niSnavs. ieRova unda axseno. ieRova.
keTili da patiosani. gvapatieT, Cven Cven svla unda gavagrZeloT. saqmeebi gvaqvs.
va, lifti muSaobs? maSasadame, Suqi mosula. e.i. Suqisa da liftis gaficva
dasrulda. liftTan safosto yuTebi, carieli, damtvreuli, TofuriZe, ToiZe,
gafrindaSvili. yuTebs aweria 4, 5, 12. 14, 20. es binebia. ar arsebobs fostalioni, ar
arsebobs gazeTis darigeba, ar arsebobs werilis motana. daviwyebuli, damtverili
safosto yuTebi. esec ase. fui, isev me-9 sarTulis Rilaks vaWer. sul meSleba.
soxumSi mecxre sarTulze vcxovrobdi. aq meSvideze. orive Cemi sayvareli ricxvia.
mSobliuri. magram cxriani sxvaa. is Cemi nawilia. esec mecxre. isev dabla.
Svilo, zuriko ar ginaxavT, ar modis? male mova, qalbatono manana. nu RelavT.
besikis baRs verafriT ver mivaRwie. Cemi saxli iqaa, Svilo, aq ra minda, wamiyvano
iqneb. zuriko male mova, qalbatono manana, daelodeT. is wagiyvanT besikis baRSi. hoo,
madloba, madloba. xelfass dRes daarigeben? ramdeni xania ar amiRia xelfasi? zuriko
mova. mova zuriko, besikis baRSi wamiyvans?
asea, Cemo givi da Cemo nugzar, Sorsaa soxumis baRi. Cveni zurikoc agvianebs.
salome, dade yurmili, biZiebi gvestumrnen. vis elaparakebi? aa, Tamriko barbaqaZes?
Cemi didi mokiTxva Cvens oqrosTmian mfarvels. Cvens keTil Tamrikos. uTxari,
gvinaxulos. mogvenatra.
me Tika var kandelaki, es radio 105-a. es Tika da Suqi SeTqmulebi arian, mgoni, Tu
Suqia, Tikac oTaxSia, netav misi biZa viyo, yurs avuwevdi zogierTi anglobisaTvis.
gagimarTla Tika, rom aravin ar var Seni da mxolod Cveulebrivi, demokratiul-
sruliad Tavisufali soxumeli kaci var.
magida. arayi. mwnili. lobio. yveli. mWadi cxveba.
 xom varT Zmebi? varT.
modi, me viqnebi Tamada, maS ase, am pirveli WiqiT zurikos mosvlas gaumarjos! male,
male, male mosuliyos!@ yvelani, yvelani, yvelani velodebiT! xom asea, givi! xom asea,
nugzar?!

Zveli soxumis patara ambavi

Zveli soxumis ambavia es ambavi. oTar miqaZem momiTxro aTiode wlis winaT, Zvelma
soxumelma.
revoluciamdel soxums, iseve, rogorc yvela zRvispira, silamaziT Tavmomwone
qalaqs, faetonebi hyavda. garda imisa, rom faetonebs soxumelebi mimohyavdaT, riTac
Zvirfas dros uzogavda da manZils umoklebda, moqeifeebsac daaseirnebda xolme. oRond
im gansxvavebiT, rom loT-SfoTebs droisa da manZilis sul sxva SegrZnebiT
ajildoebda.
erTxelac ramdenime soxumelma yoCma mTeli dRiT iqirava faetoni. Rvinis Zmakacebi
xan erT duqans miadgebodnen, xanac meores. sxvaTaSoris, es tradicia _ erTi dRis
ganmavlobaSi sxvadasxva restoranSi lxinisa, bolomde SemorCa qalaqs.
hoda, imas mogaxsenebdiT, yoCebma ramdenime duqani moinaxules-meTqi. anda, rom
icodeT, ra duqnebi iyo maSin soxumSi. erT-erTs `wiTeli Tevzi~ erqva da mxolod
TevzeuliTa da TeTri RviniT umaspinZldeboda stumrebs. iyo duqnebi, sadac mxolod
xarCo, Romi da Savi Rvino hqondaT. zogan _ lobio, mwnili da izabelas Rvino...
soxumis gasasvlelTan mdgar duqans «Не уезжай, голубчик» erqva... da ase Semdeg.
evropuli restornebic iyo. iq ufro Sampanursa da koniaks etanebodnen.
Cvenma yoCebma im dRes arc erTi duqani ar datoves uyuradRebod. restoranic
moinaxules. iq erTi vedro `Sampani~ daalevines Turme faetonSi Sebmul ulays. ar
vici, iqneb evropuli civilizaciis abuCad agdebis mizniT gaakeTes es. Zneli saTqmelia.
Semdeg dol-garmonis TanxlebiT simRera-simReriTa da mauzeris sroliT bazrisaken
gaaqanes faetoni. iqac duqani egulebodaT.
bazarTan miaxloebisas franguli SampanuriTa da qarTul-afxazuri satrfialo
simRerebiT aRgznebulma ulayma Robeze mibmuli TeTrze TeTri, lamazze lamazi faSati
ixila. ixila da iqiTken gaqanda Tavisi faetoniT, momRerali moqeifeebiTa da dol-
garmoniT. gaqanda... da gaqanda...
mokled, ramdenime yoCi ayiravebuli faetonidan Camovardnila da miwas danarcxebia,
ramdenimes ki, sxvaTa Soris, musikosebsac, faetonSi ris vai-vaglaxiT mouxerxebiaT
Tavis Sekaveba da ase ritmulad irweodnen ulayTan da faetonTan erTad, Tanac
moulodnelad momxdar ambavSi vergarkveulni simRerasac agrZelebdnen Turme...
ar gagecinaT? ara?! uxamsia? ase iyo da? vfiqrob, asatania, Tumca, Tqveni nebaa, Cemo
batono Tu Cemo qalbatono. me ki miyvars es patara ambavi, radganac Zveli soxumisaa
igi, Cemi qalaqis ambavia. yovelTvis meRimeba xolme, rodesac SampanuriT gabruebuli
Tanameinaxe-ulayis wyalobiT bunebis idumal da maradiul ritms ase moulodnelad da
ase ucnaurad ayolili faetonSi momRerali yoCebi maxsendeba.
ar minda daviwyebas mieces es ambavi.
iyos, darCes am furclebze!
gana ras gviSavebs?

meditacia: soxumi _ gagra

arsebobs aseTi meditacia: soxumi _ gagra. upirveles yovlisa, es maTTvisaa

gankuTvnili, visac soxumidan gagraSi manqaniT uyvarda mgzavroba, xandaxan ki ise,
yovelgvari mizezis gareSe Cadioda. meditacia Zilis win unda Catardes. Sedegi
saucxoo aqvs _ mSvidi da Rrma Zili. aqve unda aRiniSnos, rom meditacia piradulia da
Sesdgeba individis uSualo gancdebisa da STabeWdilebebisagan. misi erT-erTi varianti
aseTia:
qoqavT avtomanqanas da gadixarT soxumidan. pirveli sofeli, romelic gzaze
SemogxvdebaT, aCadaraa. xelmarcxniv benzinis gasamarTi sadguria, xelmarjvniv _
avtoprofilaqtika, univermaRic. aCadaras gzas 30-40 wlis naZvis xeebi gasdevs. aq
manqanis gaswreba akrZalulia, radganac gza farTo ar gaxlavT da, garda amisa, iseTi
STabeWdileba iqmneba, TiTqos naZvebi ufro aviwroveben mas. Semdeg mkveTri mosaxvevi
SemogxvdebaT. aq, erT dros, didi, sagzao, Cexuri mrgvali sarke idga, raTa mosaxvevSi
Semxvedri manqana advilad daenaxa mZRols. aqve Casaxvevia mdinarisaken. Tu survili
gaqvT, SegiZliaT, zed mdinaresTan gaaCeroT manqana da yuri ugdoT gamWvirvale
gumisTis damamSvidebel xmaurs. aqve xandaxan meTevzeebsac ixilavT _ isini sasroli
badiT Tevzs iWeren. gaRma napirze uzarmazar, aguriT nageb orsarTulian saxls naxavT
(ise, aCadaraSi didi da lamazi saxlebi iSviaTobas rodi warmoadgens). aqvea kempingi. aq
avtomobiliT mogzaurobis moyvaruli ucxoeli turistebi iseveneben. kempingis WiSkars
Ramis 12 saaTze ketaven da qalaqSi aravis uSveben. erTxel mTvralma amerikelebma
mTlianad axsnes rkinis WiSkari da manqaniT gadauares _ qalaqSi gavidnen. maT mTeli
Rame dasdevdaT uSiSroebis manqanebi, uTvalTvalebdnen, gaCerebas ki veRar ubedavdnen.
roca gumisTis xids miuaxlovdebiT, eSeris mTac mogiaxlovdebaT. uzarmazari,
mwvaniT mosili gumisTis xidi maRalia. xidis Semdeg gza mTas mihyveba. Tavdapirvelad,
aRmarTi cicaboa. aq xSirad uWirT asvla mZimed datvirTul satvirToebsa da
avtobusebs. xdeba xolme, rom isini Sua aRmarTSi Cerdebian, erTxans Rmuian da Sav
kvamls uxvad abolqveben. gza viwroa, gaswreba saSiSia. Semdeg aRmarTi nakleb damreci
xdeba. am dros xelmarcxniv lurjfergadakruli soxumi gamoCndeba. upirvelesad, misi
axali raioni, Semdeg sanapiroc, portic.
 gaivliT ramdenime maRazias. gzis piras xiliTa da tkbileulobiT movaWre qalebi da
bavSvebi dganan. zogi mandarinsa da forToxals yidis, zogi ki _ wkirze wamocmul
moxarSul siminds, zogic _ moxarSul wabls (Semodgomisas).
Semdeg gorakebi gamoCndeba, dasaxlebuli gorakebi. marjvniv gza uxvevs maRla. Tu
gnebavT, gahyeviT da eSeris mTis wveridan gadaxedeT zRvasa da soxums. iseTi
STabeWdileba SegeqmnebaT, TiTqos mfrinavi TefSidan uyurebT garemos. aqedan
gulrifSic Cans da oCamCiris Soreuli sanapiroc. aqve samxedroebis zonaa, isini mTel
Sav zRvas akvirdebian da ara marto Sav zRvas. zonaSi Sesvla akrZalulia. agarakebic
aqvea, axlos.
iq, sadac gza Tavis umaRles wertils miaRwevs, eSeris saxelganTqmuli restorania,
Semdeg daRmarTi iwyeba. Tqven ukve meurneobis gamgeobis siaxloves xarT. Tu gnebavT,
aqac SeisveneT, gadaixedeT gzidan, manqana gamgeobidan 200-300 metris moSorebiT
gaaCereT. ixilavT axal aTons, mis sanapiros. zRva aq isea xmeleTSi SeWrili, ar
SeiZleba, am suraTma suli ar dagimSvidoT. aTonSi ki Tvals, upirvelesad, monasters
mohkravT, Semdeg rkinigzis TeTr-yviTel Senobas.
Semdeg iwyeba mkveTri xveulebi anu igive `sidedris ena~. breJnevis dros am gzas
`veteranis ena~ Searqves, aqaoda, bevrs laqlaqeben omis veteranebio.
`sidedris enis~ Semdeg vakea. axal aTons Cumi, ukacrieli plaJebi aqvs. rkinigzis
xidTan cxovrobs mkurnali solomon eqsuziani. misi saocari malamo erTnairad Svelis
motexilobas, gacivebasa da seboreasac.
axali aTonis centrSi, zRvis gaswvriv, kiparisebia darguli. qalaqis bolos gedebis
tbaa, tbis SuagulSi _ koxta restorani. gasakviri arcaa iqneb _ nebismieri zRvispira,
da aramarto zRvispira qalaqSi, restornebi bevrad meti gulmodginebiTa da sifaqiziT
Sendeba, vidre saavadmyofoebi da poliklinikebi.
aqve midis gza axali aTonis mRvimisaken. mRvimeSi zamTar-zafxul erTi da igive
temperaturaa, Tqven SegiZliaT, aqac SeiaroT, daaTvalieroT miwisqveSa darbazebi. erT-
erTSi, maxsovs, rusi muSa daSavebula da mis pativsacemad darbazs Tu miwisqveSa tbas
im muSis saxeli hqvia. darbazebSi ukravs musika.
axal aTonSi mamaTa monasteri iyo. 1937 wels nawili monazvnebisa daxvrites,
nawilmac Tavi tyes Seafara. amboben, zogierTebi dResac tyeSi cxovrobeno. Semdeg iq
turbaza gaxsnes, ukeTesi ram ver moifiqres. axlac turbazaa. xSirad gaismis pugaCovas
xma.
aTonSi erTi patara CanCqeria, umSvenieresi, aTonis mTaze ki ZvelTaZveli cixe-
simagre dgas.
Semdeg agrZelebT gzas gagrisaken.
gaivliT axal aTons da iwyeba farTo gzatkecili. SegiZliaT, siCqares moumatoT.
ufro Tamamad gaaswroT manqanebs.
 gzaze daba SemogxvdebaT _ primorskoe hqvia saxelad. ukve xSirad naxavT
evkaliptebs. isini Soridanac kargad mosCanan. axali aTonidan gudauTamde sul
ramdenime wuTis savali gzaa, magram trasa gudauTas gverds auvlis. gudauTa da
oCamCire raRaciT hgvanan erTmaneTs, soxumi da gagra, sul sxvaa, maT sxva jado aqvT.
gudauTasTan, gzis piras, erTi Cinebuli koromia. sxvadasxva jiSis xeTa koromi. Tu
gnebavT, aqac SeaCereT manqana.
gudauTidan gagramde daaxloebiT ormocdaaTi kilometri iqneba. gza mwvane xeebiTaa
daburuli. manqana naviviT miirweva. gzadagza gxvdebaT soflebi. Semdeg miuseras
gadasaxvevi. miuseramde gzidan 14 kilometria. aq usieri tyeebia. zRvispiras ki
fantastikuri Senoba dgas _ sul didi, moskoveli beladebis dasasvenebeli saxli.
dabla Cinebuli plaJia. plaJidan lifti im SenobaSi adis. aq zRva kamkamaa, wyalqveSa
samyaro _ zRapruli. oRond esaa, Cveulebriv mokvdavTaTvis iq Sesvla akrZalulia.
mere nel-nela gagras uaxlovdebiT. ai, bzifi. aqedan gza riwisken uxvevs. riwamde
`cisferi tbaa~, patara, ulamazesi. riwaze yvelam icis stalinis agaraki. is tbis piras
dgas. ZvelTaZveli tyeebi saamo surneliT gabrueben. maRla auadharaa, samkurnalo
wylebi.
da isev gagrisaken. kolxidamde biWvinTis gadasaxvevia. aqve yviTel `ikarusebs~
SexvdebiT. maT 5 nomeri aweriaT. es gagra-biWvinTis avtobusia. iSviaTad arRvevs
grafiks. biWvinTisaken kiparisebis xeivnebia, dasasvenebeli saxlebis usasrulo
monacvleoba. Semdeg _ biWvinTis eklesia, germanuli eleqtroorRaniT. bibliuri
simSvide, biWvinTis korpusebi, maRaziebi, jixurebi...
kolxidas Semdeg gagraa. Soridan moCans misi zRva. gadixarT gagris axal raions,
bazars, maRazia `okeanes~, xomald-kafes, wisqvil-bars. Semdeg iwyeba Zveli gagra,
princis sasaxle, `gagrifSi~ _ Sveicariidan Camotanili xis Senoba, romlis asagebad
erTi lursmanic ar uxmariaT. `gagrifSi~ erTdroulad sastumrocaa da restoranic.
misi uzarmazari saaTi sul sxva samyaros dros gviCvenebs. aq patara saxlebic princis
droindelia, Zvelevropul yaidaze nagebi.
Zvel gagraSia umSvenieresi parki _ Joekvara. aq SegiZliaT, manqanebis gaCerebaze
datovoT Tqveni avtomobili da parkSi iseirnoT, funTuSiT gaumaspinZldeT gedebsa da
yaryatebs, miniaturul mamlebsa da gareul ixvebs. Tan didxans, di-id-xa-ans
aTvalieroT farSavangebi, moeferoT kidec. iaroT
zRvis balaxebSi, Rrmad isunTqoT zRvis mSvidi haeri. Semdeg palmebis CrdilSi,
romelime baRis skamze CamojdeT. Tqven daRlili xarT, iqneb CaTvlimoT, mSvidad
isunTqeT, tkbil Zils gisurvebT...
meditaciis Sedegs meore diliT igrZnobT _ kargi ganwyobiT gageRviZebaT, saxe
geqnebaT naTeli, Tvalebi mokrialebuli, suli _ amRerebuli. uceb ver mixvdebiT
yovelive amis mizezs, mxolod mogvianebiT gaixsenebT _ Tqven xom soxumidan gagraSi
imogzaureT.
 meditaciis Catareba yoveldRe ar aris aucilebeli.
sakmarisia kviraSi orjer!

soxumSi dabruneba

Cven soxumSi matarebliT davbrundebiT.

iqneba dila, an SuadRe.
dRe _ naTeli, ca _ uRrublo.
matarebeli frTxilad gadaivlis enguris xids. mere siCqares moumatebs.
oCamCiresTan gamoCndeba zRva, magram jer kidev Sors iqneba Cvengan. kodoris xidTan
isev gamoCndeba. aguZerasTan ki lekviviT gagviwveba, gaxarebuli Semogvxvdeba, celqi
biWiviT aedevneba matarebels. Cveni sunTqva zRvis sunTqvas SeenivTeba. frTebs moisxams
sxeuli.
zRvaze gamoCndeba gemi, TeTri, TeTrze TeTri gemi. gediviT gamoCndeba igi.
caze gaielvebs TviTmfrinavi, aseve TeTri, qaTqaTa.
zRva iqneba erTdroulad mSvidic, nazic, saTnoc. matarebeli fexs auCqarebs.
matarebeli fexs auCqarebs... matarebeli fexs auCqarebs... 50-45-40-35-30-25... matareblis
borblebi wuTebs daiTvlian... wuTebs daiTvlian... wuTebs daiTvlian... matareblis
borblebi... gavivliT maWaras, kaStaks... maWaras, kaStaks... mere kelasurs...
kelasurSi, qalaqSi SesasvlelTan, Tvals mohkravT warweras _ `keTili iyos Tqveni
Camosvla soxumSi!~
kelasuris sadgurSi mcire xniT gavCerdebiT. subtropikuli institutis ferxTiT.
evkaliptebi. kiparisebi. wminda, wminda haeri. soxumis haeri. zRvisa da mcenareebis
surneli erTmaneTs Sezavebuli. magnoliebi. lianebi. gorebi. mwvane. lurji. cisferi.
quCebi. manqanebi. ukve qalaqSi varT. ukve Sina varT. ukve aqa varT. ukve movediT.
gaivliT sinops, plaJs, turbazas.
sinops, plaJs, turbazas...
mere Wanbis quCas da uceb gvirabi. sul oriode wuTi da amovyvinTavT gvirabidan.
ukve TiTqmis qalaqis SuagulSi varT: baraTaSvilis sadguri, didi saaTi, porti.
xelmarjvniv _ samusiko saswavlebeli, eSbas quCa, yazbegis quCa, universiteti,
meCvidmete skola, samSobiaro da ha, mTavari sadguric.
Cven Semogvxdebian megobrebi, mezoblebi, nacnobebi. ucnobebic ki. maT uxariaT,
uxariaT... Cven dagvxvdeba omamdeli soxumi da gvkiTxavs, rogor grZnobT Tavs.
didebulad. didebulad. didebulad _ Cven xom ukve saxlSi varT, soxumSi varT.
soxumSi varT!..
dRe iqneba naTeli, ca _ uRrublo.
Cven matarebliT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
 Cven matarebliT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
Cven matarebliT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
matarebliT.

devnilTa uReltexili

ZRvnad Cems qaliSvils _ salomes

... uReltexili bevrad adre daiwyo, ufalo, vidre masze Sevdgi fexi... da es
meramdene saukunea, rac me da Svili Cemi, mSobeli Cemi, axloblebi, Zvirfasi adamianebi,
cocxlebica da gardacvlilebic, isinic ki, romlebic amis Semdeg unda moevlinon
qveynierebas, yvelani erTad mivabijebT am uReltexilze. mivabijebT uxmod, Tovs da
yinavs... rogor daiRala sxeuli da rogor moiqanca suli... guliscemac gaqra TiTqos
sadRac, arada mivabijebT da mivabijebT jiutad da erTgulad, gzas ki aRar uCans
bolo... Sen uSvele yvela devnils, Sen daifare yvela gaWirvebuli, mamav Cveno, naTelo
diado, rwmenav... _ daaxloebiT ase vesaubrebodi RmerTs ori oqtombris saSinel Rames
saken-Wuberis uReltexilis umaRles monakveTSi, swored im Rames, rodesac Cems
Tvalwin da Cems xelebSi ramdenime adamianma CitiviT dalia suli.
mamiseuli saxli sofel maWaraSi 27 seqtembris saRamoJams davtove. Cemi sakmaod
moZvelebuli `volgiT~ momyavs deda, Zma da megobari _ gela mamforia. meuRle da
salome TbilisSi arian, amitomac SedarebiT mSvidad var.
27 seqtembers soxumi daeca. kodoris xidi vera da ver gaarRvies sxvadasxva
nomrisa da mrisxane dasaxelebis korpusebma da batalionebma. xalxi iZulebulia xsnis
erTaderT _ svaneTisaken mimaval gzas daadges (yvelas kargad axsovs gagra da ara
marto gagra). devnilebi Cqaroben, vin manqaniT, vin fexiT... cxenebiTac miemarTebian
mTebisken.
Camwkrivebuli jariskacebi areuli nabijiT midian merxeulisken. miTuxTuxeben
meomrebdazvinuli „bmp~-eebi (rusuli „bmp~-e ufro uxdebaT maT saxelad, vidre
qarTulad kopwiad Targmnili _ „fexosanTa sabrZolo manqana~). mziani Semodgomis
didebuli dRea _ `naTeli, feradi, lbili, dedofluri~. „Sokoladis dRe~ _ CemTvis
karga xania, ase Sevarqvi zRvispireTis aseT dRes.
yanebSi mwifs simindi, ezoebSi Ruis izabela, mokled, mosavlis aRebis Jamia,
ayvavebulia mandarinisa da forToxlis xeebi, ganumeorebel surnels afrqvevs feihoa.
Camavali mzis qveS lurjad zimzimebs zRva.
Tvalcremliani dedaCemi mSobliur ezo-kars emSvidobeba. kidev kargi, _ gveubneba
deda Zmas da me, _ mamaTqveni ar moeswro am ambavs.
 Zveli akumulatori ukanasknel Zalas ikrebs da raRac saswauli amuSavebs manqanas.
vCqarob, megobrebs unda davewio _ benzini maT unda miwiladon, cota maqvs. naTesav
qals wamosasvlelad gamzadebul mezobels vutoveb _ mas adgili aqvs manqanaSi. Tumca,
am qalis ambavi kinaRam sananeblad gamixda _ mezobels ar wamoyolia da fexiT
wamosula.
maWaris xids gadavdivarT, xelmarjvniv vuxvev. gzaze transportis teva araa. Cemi
manqanis win ori `bmp~-e miraxraxebs. `bmp~-eebze sadac Camojdoma SeiZleba, yvelagan
jariskacebi sxedan. gaugebaria maTi saxis gamometyveleba, mzera TiTqos gaSeSebuli
aqvT. is-isaa, unda gavuswro maT, rom moulodnelad, sapirispiro mxridan momavali
TavRia `jipidan~ avtomatiani, Savformiani meomrebi isvrian, clian mWideebs. tyviebi
Cvensa da `bmp~-eebs TavzemoT wiviliT ifanteba. manqanas mkveTrad vamuxruWeb.
_ dabrundiT, Tqveni... _ uyvirian Savformianebi `bmp~-eebis mZRolebs, _ dabrundiT,
Torem CagxocavT! vin mogcaT qalaqis datovebis brZaneba!..
rogorRac vaxerxeb ukve gaCerebul `bmp~-eebsa da `jips~ Soris `gaZromas~. esec
erTi patara gadarCena _ vambob gulSi.
soxumis dacemamde, sami dRiT adre _ 24 seqtembers Cemi dabadebis dRe iyo. rac Tavi
maxsovs, dabadebis dRes dedaCemi mamals daklavda, sanTels anTebda da RmerTs Cems
janmrTelobas avedrebda. ori ufrosi Zma myavs pataraobisas daRupuli da mSoblebs
sul imis SiSi hqondaT, rame ar momsvloda; arada, mec TiTqos jibrzeo, sul
avadmyofobdi. im dRes gametebiT ibombeboda soxumi. sastiki brZolebi mimdinareobda
Cvengan aTiode kilometris moSorebiT. is iyo Cemi erTaderTi dabadebis dRe, romelic
ar mogonebia RamenaTev, TvalebSi SiSCamdgar dedas. arc me gavacxade, miT umetes,
ratomRac, arasodes miyvarda es dRe. mxolod Zmas gaaxsenda naSuadRevs. dedaCemi
mwared atirda _ es ra momividao. vamSvidebdi, ra dros Cemi dabadebis dRea, roca es
24 seqtemberi, vin icis, ramdeni adamianis sikvdilis dRed iqca-meTqi... im diliT
ramdenime Wurvi saxlis maxloblad feTqdeba, iRupeba Tavis WiSkarTan mdgari mezobeli.
afeTqebis talRa amsxvrevs Cveni saxlis pirveli sarTulis minebs. Wurvis namsxvrevebi
kedlebs azianebs. TiTqmis ganuwyvetliv grialebs maWaraSi mdgari ramdenime qvemexi.
isvris maWara da esvrian maWaras... saxlis sardafSi varT TavSeyrili ocamde kaci _
mezoblebi, soxumidan gamoxiznuli megobrebi da naTesavebi. mamiseuli saxlis sardafs
metramde sisqis kedlebi aqvs. mama 70 wlis iyo, am axali saxlis mSenebloba rom
daiwyo. xuT weliwads aSenebda. sul bolos laqi wausva koxtad nagebi, gawkrialebuli
Senobis iataks _ amieridan karg saxlSi vicxovrebTo. meore dRes, ganTiadisas, gulis
SeteviT gardaicvala. es iyo 1990 wlis 26 noembers. sami dRis Semdeg ki, roca laqi
gaSra da oTaxebic ganiavda, mama darbazSi davasveneT. ase gaatara man Tavisi ukanaskneli
Rameebi wvalebiT nageb saxlSi. mamaCemi samxedro kaci iyo da bolo wlebSi samoqalaqo
Tavdacvis leqciebis kurss kiTxulobda. sul amerika-sabWoTa kavSiris SesaZlebel oms
varaudobda, _ gardauvaliao. mamas atomuri omis eSinoda da, amitomac, sardafis
kedlebs blomad Caayola rkinis konstruqciebi, ar daiSura cementic da milebis
meSveobiT Wersa da kedlebs sahaero filtrebi dautova, es ra aris-meTqi, roca vkiTxe,
mipasuxa _ atomuri bombis afeTqebisas, vinicobaa, saxli daingres da gasasvleli kari
Cagvexergos, haers aqedan visunTqavTo. mokled, anekdotiviT vyvebodi megobrebSi am
ambavs, magram...
miuxedavad qarTul-afxazuri konfrontaciisa, mamaCems imdeni afxazi megobari hyavda,
rom verasodes warmoidgenda msgavsi omis SesaZleblobas, vimeoreb _ mas mxolod
amerika-sabWoTa kavSiris omi aSinebda.
mokled, 24 seqtemberia. vsxedvarT mamiseuli saxlis sardafSi kacebi da qalebi,
patarebi da didebi, aqvea akvnis bavSvic. irweva akvani, bombaven soxums, ar Cerdeba qarTuli
artileriac, JamiJam aviagamanadgurebeli gadaikivlebs cas. moxucebi mamaCems igoneben,
locaven _ nikos sardafma gadagvarCina, omi rom damTavrdeba, mis sasaflaoze avalT,
madlobas vetyviT da mere mis saxelze maWaraSi did sufras gavSliTo.
cudi winaTgrZnoba maqvs, magram veravis vumxel.
dedaCems mamaCemis ukanaskneli naxelavi _ sikvdilamde ori TviT adre dawuruli,
samlitrian qilaSi Tavmoxufuli izabela gamoaqvs.
TiTo-TiTo Wiqa yvelas gvergo.
ase dagvemSvidoba Tavisi RviniT im dRes mama, TiTqos gza (CvenTvis maSin idumalebiT
moculi) dagvilocao. vin icis, rodis vnaxav mis saflavs... vin icis, vin cxovrobs
axla mis saxlSi...
sacodavi sanaxavia damarcxebuli jari.
midian TavCaqindruli, siamayeSelaxuli meomrebi, Tvals veravis usworeben, zogierTi
nacnobebs emaleba, mzeras aridebs.
msubuqi da satvirTo manqanebis, avtobusebis, „bmp~-eebis, „Silkebis~, „btr~-ebis,
traqtorebis gamonabolqvi trasas nislavs. nel-nela miviwevT win. zogan gza samxedro
teqnikiTaa Caxergili. jariskacebs miaqvT „muxebi~, yumbarmtyorcnebi, naRmmtyorcnebi.
sqel kvamlSi moCans sxvadasxva danadgari (arc vici maTi saxelebi). xalxi uyurebs da
ukvirs, ratom gatyda arcTu ise cudad SeiaraRebuli, arcTu ise mcirericxovani jari.
miuxedavad imisa, rom mamaCemi profesionali samxedro iyo da ocdaxuTi weli jars
emsaxura. gansakuTrebiT axla vgrZnob, Tu rogor mZuls iaraRi. mZuls `kalaSnikovebi~
da `makarovebic~, `semionovebi~... Cemi rwmeniT arasodes ukeTebia iaraRs keTili saqme,
marad sikvdilisa da SurisZiebis usasrulo jaWvs agrZelebda mxolod, an rogori
faruli sadisturi siyvarulia Cabudebuli kacTa kvlis xelovnebis ganmaviTarebelTa
mier TavianTi naxelavisTvis Serqmeul poetur saxelebSi: avtomaturi naRmmtyorcni
„vasilioki~ (qarTulad RiRilo, iciT, albaT, mindvris yvavilia erTgvari, ulamazesad
moCiTavs xolme mdelos), an „nona~_ umSvenieresi saxeli qalisa, musikaluri gamis
mecxre safexuri, cxrastriqoniani strofi; `edelvaisi~ _ esec naRmmtyorcnia
`nonasaviT~; „akacia~ _ esec; Tundac saqveynod cnobili „limonka~. (ara `limoni~ an
sxva ram, aramed `limonka~, lamis `limonoCka~).
me minaxavs „vasiliokebiT~, „akaciebiT~, „nonebiT~, `edelvaisebiT~, `limonkebiT~
dafleTili bavSvebi da moxucebi, qalebi da mamakacebi. swored amitomac mTeli omis
ganmavlobaSi aTasgzis SemZulda iaraRi, miT umetes, roca dRes ase advilad uvardeba
igi xelT Sleg da gulRrZo adamianebs, maT, romlebic TavianTi qmedebiT meramdenegzis
gvimtkiceben, Tu rogor Sors varT civilizebuli samyarosgan, rogor Sors da ra
sacodavad gariyulebi. ubeduria qveyana, sadac keTil sityvaze metad tyvia fasobs,
siyvarulze metad ki siZulvili.
moZraoba Cerdeba _ win mimaval `Silkas~ Zrava Cauqra da gza gadaketa. motors
vTiSav da manqanidan gadmovdivar, miaxlovdeba nirSecvlili nacnobi. ici, ra vnaxe, _
meubneba akankalebuli xmiT, _ kelasuris xidze qali gadmodioda, ai, axla oriode
saaTis win... raRacas butbutebda TavisTvis, mZime CanTa mohqonda, Sevatyve, cudad iyo
Zalian, vkiTxe _ qalbatono, xom ar dagexmaroT-meTqi. butbuti ar Seuwyvetia, CanTa
gaxsna da „gradis~ namsxvrevebiT dasaxiCrebuli Svilis cxedari miCvena...
merxeulSi nodar naTaZes movkari Tvali. jariskacis xakisfer formaSia, fexiT midis.
genwviSSi ase miTxres _ fizikuri Seuracxyofa miayeneso. mokled, xeli gaurtyamT
qalebs. ar vici, marTalia es Tu ara, magram is ki cxadia, rom naTaZes mSvidobis
drosac ar swyalobdnen qalbatonebi. ratom toveb soxumso, _ Tavs dasxmian devnilebi,
_ televiziiT rom gamogvayrue ruseTis ginebiT, ratom garbixar axla, midi, ebrZole
ruseTs, amaze ukeTes Sanss sad ipovi, an jer xalxi mainc gaxizneT da mere datoveT
aqauroba, vis unaxavs, jari sardlebianad Tavs Svelodes da xalxis ubedureba arc
axsovdes... sad garbixar, Tavdacvis komisiis ufrosoo!..
erTic kia _ rasac sxvebs ver ubedaven, naTaZes advilad kadreben, sxvaTa codvebs
misas umateben da sadac waawydebian, pasuxs mxolod mas sTxoven.
webeldaSi naxevari saaTiT vCerdebiT. megobrebis manqanebs velodebiT. win mdgari
`Jigulidan~ policiis nacnobi oficeri gadmodis. Sublze axali, jer kidev sisxliani
naiarevi atyvia. merxeulis piketze biW-buWebma gamaCeres, fronts toveb, iaraRi Cven
unda Cagvabaroo, miTxres, _ meubneba is, _ revolveri wamarTves, simwrisagan Tavi saWes
vurtyi. gana ar vici, arc erTi araa meomari, sul gayidian warTmeul iaraRs.
gavdivarT gvirabebs, xelmarjvniv, xeobaSi xmauriT miedineba kodori.
_ am xeobis iqiT tyvarCeli iwyeba, _ ambobs gia _ Cemi Zma.
manqanebi swrafad toveben gvirabebis monakveTs.
Ramdeba. alag-alag asfaltian gzas qvaRorRiani cvlis.
vuaxlovdebiT aJaras.
moulodnelad gzaze `moskviCi~ meRobeba. iqidan saswrafod gadmodis ori
samxedroformiani axalgazrda.
 _ Camodi manqanidan! _ yviris erTi da avtomats mimiznebs, _ Tu erTi tyvia mainc
gipove, Subls gagixvret! Cven aq unda vibrZoloT da Sen ki... Sen ki iaraRi migaqvs,
xom... xom!..
amas ambobs da Tan muStris TvaliT aTvalierebs Cems manqanas.
ar gadmovdivar da vuxsni, rom iaraRi ara maqvs, mxolod mamiseuli sanadiro Tofi
mimaqvs.
_ moita Tofi, moita Tofi, rad ginda Tofi, moita!.. _ yviris gaxelebuli.
uceb uknidan manqanebis kolona gviaxlovdeba, _ maTi Suqfarebis sinaTle iqaurobas
anaTebs, ismis gabmuli signalebis xmebi.
_ kargi, wadi, wadi, Cqara wadi!.. _ luRluRebs SemkrTali, avtomats dabla uSvebs
da `moskviCisaken~ garbis.
mogvianebiT sakenSi vnaxe, sadac erTdroulad ramdenime axali manqanis mflobels
evaWreboda _ uReltexilze `uraliT~ gadagiyvanT, oRond manqanebi me damitoveTo.
aJaris SuagulSi gvaCereben. postia. Cxreken manqanebs _ vinmes iaraRi xom ar miaqvs.
sevdiani saxis axalgazrda miaxlovdeba.
_ mamiseuli Tofi maqvs mxolod... _ vuxsni mas.
_ keTili, ar gaaRoT sabarguli, _ meubneba, ra moxda, rogor daeca soxumi?..
makvirvebs misi _ `sabarguli~, Cven xom did-patarianad `bagaJniks~ gaviZaxiT...
gzas vagrZelebT.
sul ramdenime wuTis Semdeg isev aCereben manqanebs. gaismis srolis xma.
manqanas arTmeven omar anjafariZes.
RamiT aJaraSi, gujejianebis ezoSi vCerdebiT. veZebT omaris manqanas, magram ver
vpoulobT,
_ Cveni tansacmelic manqanaSia, _ meubneba xalaTisamara, sicivisa da gancdebisagan
akankalebuli omari.
gujejianebis mezobels indaurebi da qaTmebi dauklavs, grZel sadarbazoSi
veeberTela sufra gauSlia da yvelas epatiJeba. xalxi rig-rigobiT vaxSmobs.
RamiT manqanaSi viZinebT.
meore dRes sakenSi varT _ `afxazeTis svaneTis~ bolo dasaxlebul punqtSi. manqanis
spidometrs davxede _ maWaridan sakenamde arc meti, arc naklebi, zustad asi
kilometri yofila.
aqedan iwyeba uReltexili, romlis saxeli, visac ar vkiTxe, veravin miTxra,
uReltexilis gadalaxva mxolod samxidian samxedro `urals~, `bmp~-s da traqtors
SeuZlia, `nivasac~. msubuqi manqana iqaur aRmarTebs `buqsiris~ gareSe ver daZlevs. miT
umetes axla, roca wvima daiwyo, da rac mTavaria, mZime transportma gza alag-alag
saerTod moarRvia.
Wuberamde 50 kilometria, zogic 65-ao, gvimtkicebs.
 sakenSi aTiaTasobiT adamiania TavSeyrili, aTasobiT manqana. devnilebi bWoben, Tu ra
moimoqmedon. zogi qonebas nacnob adgilobrivebs utovebs, umravlesoba _ ucnobebs da
fexiT ganagrZobs gzas. arian iseTebic, romlebic TavianT manqanas xevSi gadaCexaven _
amieridan Cemi aRar xar da nurc sxvisi gaxdebio! xalxis nakads bolo ar uCans.
sakenSi yofnisas ramdenime `btr~-i gadmodis Wuberidan uReltexiliT. TavianTi
rezinis veeberTela borblebiT isini ise uxmaurod gviaxlovdebian, rom
Tavdapirvelad verc vamCnevT. aqve vxedav TanamSromlebiT garSemortymul qarTuli
policiis Sefs _ zeikiZes, romelsac daWrili xeli kiserze aqvs Camokidebuli.
28 Tu 29 seqtembers moskovis radiom gadmosca Jiuli Sartavas daxvretis ambavi.
devnilebi marCieloben, Tu sad, rogor unda Cavardniliyo Jiuli Sartava tyved. vin
SeiZleba daexvritaT masTan erTad da ase Semdeg. xmadabal saubrebSi, CurCulSi
zoziniT ibadeba da elvis siswrafiT vrceldeba Worebi.
mTebSi yofnisas ramdenime winaswarmetyveluri sizmari vnaxe (sizmari damemarTao, _
ase ambobda xolme Cemi naTesavi ymawvili bavSvobaSi). hoda, mec damemarTa ramdenime
erTdroulad saocari da saSineli sizmari, yvela sxva sizmrisagan gansxvavebuli,
mkafio da feradi. idumalma arsebam meyseulad miCvena mTeli is gza, romelic
ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi unda gamevlo da TiTqos yurSi miCurCula ramdenime
ambavi, rac uklebliv amisrulda. es swored man gamaRviZa pirvel oqtombers,
gamTeniisas, ase _ oTx saaTze da TiTqos mibrZana _ gadavsuliyavi uReltexilze.
svanebi gvafrTxileben _ male CamoTovs da 10-15 oqtombrisTvis uReltexili
Caiketebao. Cvenc vCqarobdiT. TiTo-orola vertmfreni ramdenime ZuZuTa balRisa da
maTi dedebis gadayvanas axerxebs mxolod.
giasa da gelas 29 seqtembers diliT vacileb Wuberisaken, TiTo CanTas vatan _ es
waiReT, me da deda vertmfrens davelodebiT-meTqi, _ veubnebi. arada, ukve
gadawyvetili maqvs, dedaCemi axloblebTan davtovo (isinic fexiT ver gadavlen
uReltexils da vertmfrenis imediT arian), me ki meore diliT megobrebTan erTad
unda gavudge gzas uReltexilisaken.
ZmasTan erTad gzaze siaruls veridebi. vin icis, iqneb Sua uReltexilze mimtyunos
natkenma muxlma, maSin igi me ar damtovebs da RmerTma uwyis, rogor damTavrdeba
yvelaferi...
_ Cven zugdidSi CavalT, _ meubneba gela, _ iqidan satvirTos gamogigzavniT,
nacnobebi, naTesavebi myavs...
vici, ver gamoagzavnian manqanas, magram mainc dafiqrebuli kacis ieriT veTanxmebi:
_ aba, Tqven iciT, biWebo, Tqveni imedi gvaqvs, uReltexilze arsad SeCerdeT,
Wuberamde ar SeisvenoT...
miuxedavad imisa, rom manqanaSi xatula CanTebic maqvs, 10 kilogramamde tvirTs
(ZiriTadad tansacmels) polieTilenis tomaraSi vuyri Tavs (rogorc amas devnilTa
umravlesoba akeTebs da me gansakuTrebiT axla, Zalian ar minda, sxvaTagan
gamovirCeode). wvrili sarecxi Tokisagan mklavebis gasayrelsac vaxlaforTeb da
superzurgCanTac mzadaa. es swored is polieTilenis tomaraa, romliTac amerika omis
dros puris fqvils gvigzavnida. tomaras mwvane farSavangi axatia, romelic axla
Zalze umweod da sasacilod gamoiyureba. mokled, mwvane farSavangi gadafofria axla
mTels Cems avla-didebas. mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT, pativcemulebo, _ ferado xalaTebo,
„absoiuzidan~ gamotanilo fexsacmelebo, _ simboloebo vaWrobis mesveurTa Cemdami
didsulovani mowyalebisa. mSvidobiT, Cemo Zvirfaso, friad soliduro paltov,
wyalqveSa curvis niRbebo, batono inglisur-Cexuro halstuxebo, kekluci qaliviT
natifo yavis frangulo servizo... Tqven axla sruliad zedmetebi xarT da manqanaSi
gtovebT, qurd-bacacaTa RvTaebebs gwiravT, Tumca, am patara Tojinas _ salomes
Tilismas _ Tan waviReb, am sunamosac, am... ex, sixarbev, sixarbev, ganuyrelo demonov
kacTa, _ Cemi tvirTi 15 kilogramamde mZimdeba, Tumca, mere kvlav adrindel maCvenebels
ibrunebs. srul mzadyofnaSia Cemi Zveli _ mgzavrobaSi gamocdili qurTuki,… kaSnec,
xeljoxic, qudic, romelic sxvaTa Soris ramdenime saaTis Semdeg ugzo-ukvlod
mekargeba.
dilis eqvsia. guram kakuliasTan erTad dedaCemis mier mbJutav cecxlze raRac
saswauliT gamomcxvari lavaSiT (robinzon kruzos nacodvilar purs rom hgavs),
dakonservebuli xorciTa da induri Cais Tunuqis oqrosfer qilaSi aseve oqrosfrad
mocimcime TafliT vsauzmobT. mikvirs, rusiko anjafariZev, aseT panikur aliaqoTSi
Taflis wamoReba rogor moaxerxe. vsauzmobT da Tan sul Taflis qebaSi varT _ ho,
ho, ra Taflia, biWo, ra Tafli (Tan dodo abaSiZes vbaZavT _ „ra Tofia, ra Tofio~,
rom iZaxis erT filmSi), mTebSi Tu siaruli ginda, mxolod Tafli unda Wamo, xergians
Tafli uyvarda da a.S. mokled, erTmaneTs vamxnevebT, Tavsac viimedebT. isic unda
aRvniSnoT, rom ara gvaqvs soxumSi ardabrunebis SiSi.
sanam gzas SevudgebodeT, raRacas vimizezeb, Cems manqanasTan, Cems „tigrTan~ mivdivar,
saWesTan vjdebi da vemSvidobebi. ara mgonia, Zmakaco, _ veubnebi, _ es Cveni ukanaskneli
mgzavroba iyos. yvelafrisaTvis didi madloba, gansakuTrebiT bolo wlebisTvis, Sen
ufro Semayvare soxumic da gagrac,
zRvac da mTeli duniac. aravin icis, Tu ra Zvirfasi xar CemTvis, Tu rogor miyvarxar;
Sen Cemi magiuri Zmakaci xar, Cemi mesaidumle. bevrjer arad Cagvigdia me da Sen soflis
sevda, gadasakargavSi gavqceulvarT, ganvmartovebulvarT da ramdenime saaTis Semdeg
guldamSvidebuli dabrunebulvarT Sin. erTad gviSenebia saxli, erTad davxmarebivarT
sxvebs. ki gtoveb, magram unda gamigo, ver gadaxval uReltexils, „niva~ rom iyo,
`tigro~ sxvaa, mapatie... iyavi jer aq, calanebis ezoSi... da rac unda moxdes, ra Jammac
ar unda ganvlos, mainc mogZebni _ Cven kidev bevri gza gvaqvs gasavleli. gana
mSvidobiT? naxvamdis, Zmakaco, naxvamdis!
 `tigrs~ xels vuTaTuneb da sakenidan vard-yvavilebiT aelvarebul milion madlobas
vugzavni mis Semqmnels _ gorkis avtoqarxanas. ratomRac maxsendeba Zveli qarTuli
filmi `gazafxuli sakenSi~.
iCqareo, _ maniSneben megobrebi.
ai, iwyeba pirveli aRmarTi.
aqve unda aRvniSno, rom Cemi cxovrebis erT-erT usaSinles periodSi usityvo
monologebi da sakuTar TavTan dialogi, ironia da xumroba gaxldaT Cemi Tanamgzavri.
mTeli Rame wvimda da elavda. quxda. wamierad naTdeboda Semcivnuli, wvimiT
damZimebuli fiWvnari. RamiT brezentgadafarebul `vilisSi~ gveZina, ufro zustad,
viTom gveZina. brezenti wyals atarebda da gamTeniisas sanaxevrod dasvelebulebi
gamovZveriT manqanidan. arc diliT gviviwyebs wvima _ erT dros CemTvis sinaziTa da
romantikiT aRsavse, axla ubedurebis momtan, mrisxane qalbatonad qceuli.
uReltexilis dasawyisi manqanebiTaa gaWedili. „zilebi~ da „mazebi~, „uralebi~ da
„gazikebi~, „nivebi~ da „vilisebi~, kidev vin moTvlis, teqnikis ramdeni Rirseuli
warmomadgeneli uimedod elodeba Tavis rigs. gametebiT wvims, gza Caxergilia.
mowiTalo, plasteliniviT talaxs mxolod adamianebis fexebi jabnis.
satvirTo manqanebis Zarebi polieTileniT, brezentiT, fiWvis xeebidan Camosxepili
totebiTaa dafaruli, ismis CvilTa tirili. tyeSi danTebul aTeulobiT kocons
adamianebi usxedan, Tbebian, saWmels imzadeben. faSfaSa qals cxeli kverebiT savse
feSxumi miaqvs erT-erTi manqanisaken. viRac coms zels, viRac kartofils Tlis. etyoba,
zog ojaxs Tadarigi bevrad adre dauWeria, manamde, vidre soxumi daecemoda.
xarebSebmuli uremic aqaa, muyaos qaRaldiT gadaxuruli, urmis siRrmidan bavSvebis
SeSinebuli, daWyetili Tvalebi mimzeren: esec Seni boSaTa banaki...
vis ar Sexvdeb aq. ai, ramin ninua da misi jalabic. vesalmebi raminis nirSecvlil
gogonebs, veferebi:
_ aba, Tqven iciT, gogonebo, yoCaRad iyaviT!
_ oTxi dRea, traqtors velodebi, _ meubneba ramini, _ magram am gzas ra
gaaTavisuflebs, arada es „mazi~ Tu ar gadaviyvane, rogor varCino col-Svili.
gzas vagrZelebT. moZraoba Wirs. Znelia, gverdi auaro viwroebSi gaxirul,
motordadumebul manqanebs.
ramdenjerme vertmfrenebma gadagvifrines. maTi yoveli gamoCenisas viRac yviris _
afxazebis desanti! afxazebis desanti! xalxi tyes afarebs Tavs. Soriaxlo momavali
meomrebi naRmtyorcnebsa da avtomatebs imarjveben _ niSanSi iReben vertmfrenebs.
vertmfrenebs ki sakenidan WuberSi gadahyavT devnilebi. oqtombris dasawyisSi TiTo-
orola Tu dafrinavs. pirvel Tu or ricxvSi erT-erTi, xalxiT gaWedili vertmfreni,
mTas Seejaxa da afeTqda. mgzavrebi da pilotebi daiRupnen.
xanSiSesul, wowolaqudian kacs gzidan gadauxvevia, isvenebs. mimaval jariskacebs
ironiulad uyurebs da viRacas xmamaRla eubneba:
 _ Sexede, Sexede, amgens niCbebic ara aqvT, ar kadrulobdnen sangris gaTxras, baba,
da ase moigebdnen oms?
_ Sen sad iyavi, ratom ar gvexmarebodi, biZaCemo, _ gaavebulad gadmosZaxebs axmaxi
oficeri.
_ iqneb Sens magivrad mebrZola kidec?
_ gaaCere ena, Torem...
gadareul oficers jariskacebi Zlivs amSvideben.
_ sul ar meSinia me Seni, biZiko, eg enaRa damrCa ukve, meti araferi, _ mwared
iRimeba kaci.
kvlav wvims, fexebi Rrmad gvefloba talaxSi. saSinlad srialebs Cemi
TxellanCebiani fexsacmelebi. nabiji win, oric _ ukan! _ leninuri gziT miviwev, me _
mTasvlelobis staxanoveli! mowinaveTa siamaye! ????? ???????!Даешь перевал!
iwyeba kedlebiviT aRmarTebi.
ara, aseTi fexsacmelebiT mTaSi siaruli sigiJea, magram maqvs ki sxva gza?
mogvianebiT, ukve TiTqmis siqagamoclili, vxvdebi, rom elastiuri bintebi Semovixvio
fexsacmelze da lanCebis gauTvaliswinebeli Ralati amgvarad mainc davTrguno.
Zirs sriali!
ver gavige, aqaurebs manZilis sazomi sul sxva erTeuli gaaCniaT, Tu Cven
gvamxneveben, roca, magaliTad, kilometris nacvlad 5 an 6 kilometrs gveubnebian.
Tavdapirvelad gviTxres, sul 3-4 kilometria aRmarTebi, mere advildeba gzasavalio. 3-
4 kilometris Semdeg mwyemsi gveubneba _ kidev 7 kilometri unda iwvaloTo. zogan _ 2
saaTi da banakamde mixvalT, zogan _ kidev (imave manZilze) 8 saaTi unda iaroTo da a.S.
lamis sruliad gvenisleba isedac TiTqmis areuli goneba _ droisa da sivrcis
SegrZnebas TiTqmis vkargavT.
mTaSi zedmeti foriaqi ar SeiZleba, _ mafrTxilebda wina dRes nacnobi soxumeli
monadire da mec morCilad mivyvebi adamianTa aRma mimaval gulmoqviTine mdinares.
aTiaTasobiT wyvili fexsacmlis mier azelili webovani talaxi TvalisTvis uCinrad
moiRvenTeba Zirs.
oriode kilometris Semdeg qvemodan qalis kivili ismis. devnilebs tanSi aJrialebT.
ocdaaTiode wlis infarqtgadatanili kacisTvis guls uRalatnia. iqve daukrZalavT
ubeduri.
_ guSin qalma mkvdari bavSvi imSobiara, _ meubneba viRac, _ qalic mokvda. kidev
erTi moxuci qali damarxes tyeSi, aqve axlos.
aq ar arsebobs gicnob _ ar gicnob. aq yvela erTmaneTis nacnobia, _ ufro metic _
megobari. giaxlovdeba kaci, geubneba _ momitexe puri; Tu gaqvs, unda moutexo, Tu
gaqvs da ar moutexav, mTa ar gapatiebs. devnilobis Jams es udidesi codvis tolfasia.
Tumca, „jer Tavos~ modgmisani aq blomad arian. modian da TavianT dakargul qonebas
dastirian. sulTmobrZav TanamoZmes dahyureben da kvlav TavianTi Tavi uWirT, mxolod
TavianTi Tavi. omma da uReltexilma maT veraferi aswavla. Tvali advilad amCnevs
aseTebs devnilTa uwyvet nakadSi.
mTa didi siyvaruliviTaa, _ didi siyvaruli keTils ufro akeTilSobilebs. borots
ufro matebs siZulvils, xarbs _ sixarbes, Zunws _ siZunwes, mSiSaras _ SiSs,
gulubryvilos _ gulubryvilobas...
mTa omiviTaa _ rentgenis sxivebiT amJRavnebs yvelas.
taZariviTaa mTa, _ visac cotaTi mainc swams RmerTis da cotaTi mainc uyvars
adamiani, aq ganiwmindeba da swored es rwmena da siyvaruli uadvilebs gzas.
mivdivar da vfiqrob, rom swored ufalma momiyvana am uReltexilTan, ar SeiZleboda
sxvagan gadaexvia Cems Saras, ar unda qceuliyo igi komfortabelur gzad, me arc
TviTmfrinaviT unda dametovebina mSobliuri qalaqi da arc gemiT,
mxolod da mxolod uReltexiliT, radgan igi iyo da aris Cemi bediswera, Cemi
sikvdili da Cemi sicocxle, sasowarkveTa Cemi da imedi.
gzis dasawyisSi saocari Tanadgoma da urTierTsiyvaruli igrZnoba.
me arasodes mivlia msgavs gzebze... da am saerTo ubedurebis miuxedavad, vgrZnob, rom
mTels Cems arsebaSi manamde ucxo bedniereba meRvreba siyvaruliviT... uReltexilze
TvalnaTliv vxedavdi, rom Cvens Soris bevrad meti siyvaruli da erToba yofila,
vidre siZulvili, amas xedavdnen sxvebic, TiTqmis yvela. mSvidobianobis Jams mxolod
erTeulebi grZnoben siyvarulis sidiades, umravlesobas ki, Cvenda saubedurod, Turme
raRac didi gasaWiri sWirdeba Tvalis asaxelad. me yovelive es RmerTis niSnad miviRe
maSin da axla suliT xorcamde mwams _ Tu gadarCeba Cveni mamuli daRupvas, mas
mxolod siyvarulis, sibrZnisa da sikeTis Zala, nebismier iaraRze uZleveli Zala
gadaarCens.
_ mTaSi Sens sxeuls xSirad unda miayurado, _ meubneba sandomiani saxis, WaRara
kaci, _ mTas zedmeti laparaki ar uyvars, Zalas wagarTmevs. arc bevri unda Wamo.
maZRari arc cxeni varga da arc kaci.
da mec vayuradeb Cems sxeuls, nawil-nawil vamowmeb, ase vTqvaT, revizias vutareb
mas: gulo, Sen jvari gweria, gulo, yoCaRad muSaob _ jer-jerobiT, araferi geSleba,
„tigris~ motoriviTa xar. RviZlo da Tirkmelebo, Tqve `simuliantebo~ Tqvena, ar
gamagonoT wuwuni, Tumca, bolo dros xSirad gWyepdiT Saqris aryiTa da wyalwyala
RviniT. filtvebo, SemindeT, Tqvenc karga gvarianad gagboleT omis sigaretiT _
„astraTi~ o, mapatieT, gamoiCineT didsulovneba! aba, Sen ici, usistemo sistemav
nervebisa, axla mWirdeba Seni Zmoba, Tumca, Sens winaSec damnaSeve var _ gvarianad
davaglejine Seni liTonis simebi oms, aRar daginde. iqneb Seni xaTriT mainc
dametovebina soxumi da zogierTi soxumeliviT mec mecxovra ruseTis an sxva qveynis
romelime did, milionobiT naTurebiT gaCiraRdnebul qalaqSi, mekeTebina mwvane fuli,
SemeZina rZisferi `mersedesi~, meyida CrdiloeTis RamesaviT Savi smokingi da
restornebSi zedmetad keTili, mokiskise qalebiT garSemortymuls, medarda mere Jamis
cvalebadobaze da samSoblos mTebze! hai, dedasa, aseT tial dReSi rom Cagagdebdi,
vifiqrebdi gana? mapatieT, mapatieT, axla mapatieT, Cemi keTilebo, gamoiCineT
didsulovneba, gamiwieT Zmoba! Sen rogora xar, Cemo aqilevsis quslo _ marcxena
muxlo? mravalgzis daSavebulo da daCeCqvilo, Sen nafexburTal-nameniskaro, ivlisis
erT-erTi dabombvisas `nagradalo~, ar mimtyuno, yoCaRad iare, yoCaRad! ukve xom
TiTqmis sami Tvea, rac Seni xaTriTa da pativiscemiT xeljoxi aviRe. ar daiviwyo es
yuradReba! garda amisa, mTeli msoflios teleradiokompaniebi Sen giTvalTvaleben, Tan
sanaZleosac deben _ gauZleb Tu ara gzas, gajobebs Tu ara uReltexili. getyvi
pirdapir _ umravlesoba amtkicebs, rom veRar gauZleb! geyureba Sen, ras gibedaven? ar
momWra Tavi, icode, foladad iqec, foladad! gana tyuilad gmkurnalobda keTili
rodiko meiSvili askuravas wamliT, gana tyuilad cdilobda amdens? rao, jer ver
gaqcia mglis muxlad? ras izam, dro unda, Zamiko, yvelafers. aba, Sen ici, axla, sul
win iare, win _ naTeli momavlisaken! iCqare, nela! Festina lente!
pirvelive SegonebisTanave friadosani mowafesaviT mijerebs muxli, yuCdeba misi
tkivili da mSvidi ritmiT mivuyvebiT uReltexils. aRmarTebs bevrad ufro advilad
vZlevT, daRmarTebSi gviWirs. ex, ukuRmarTebi varT, muxlo, me da Sen, ukuRmarTebi,
ucxoebi raRacnairad, ucnaurebi, pikan-pikan-pikanturebi.
ramdenime aRmarTis Semdeg visveneb.
xis gadanaWerze Camomjdari vakvirdebi saxeTa usasrulo girliandebs. gza viwroa da
devnilebis nakadi Zalumad miedineba maRla.
SuadRea, pirveli saaTi.
daviRale.
ukve ar wvims, odnav JinJRlavs, magram 20-25 nabijis iqiT araferi Cans _ mTeli
danarCeni samyaro nislSia CaZiruli.
saxeebi ki mofarfateben da mofarfateben Semodgomis yviTeli foTlebiviT. vzivar
guldamZimebuli da uniWo sinoptikosiviT mivCerebivar am tragikul foTolcvenas.
adamianebi Cumad miabijeben. mxolod webovani talaxiT damZimebuli nabijebis xma da
gawamebul bavSvTa tirili ismis.
axalgazrda, janian qals fexsacmelebi gadauyria da SiSvel, dasiebul fexebze
celofani Semouxvevia. Suaxnis glexkacic fexSiSvela modis. vekiTxebi, ar gciva-meTqi,
is ki pasuxad keTilad miRimis mxolod. 6-7 wlis atirebuli gogona mamas mxrebiT
mohyavs. gogonas erTi fexi kaSneTi aqvs Sexveuli, meore _ TavsafriT, etyoba, gzaSi
dauSavda. Cems gverdiT axalgazrda mama jdeba, msubuq sabanSi gaxveuli Cvili uWiravs,
ukan tanjulsaxiani coli mohyveba.
Cemodniani, TvalebgafarToebuli qali ukve meramdened kiTxulobs _ male gaTavdeba
uReltexili? male CavalT WuberSi?..
_ lali, dalie wamali, Svilo, dalie, lali! _ exveweba deda borcvze Camomjdar 16-
17 wlis, xelebSi TavCargul moqviTine gogonas.
 gzas yoCaRad moikvlevs yavarjniani, calfexa, uwverulvaSo meomari, gverdiT mama
mohyveba da raRacas eubneba, albaT, afrTxilebs _ nu Cqarobo. calfexa biWis gamoCena
raRacnairad amxnevebs devnilebs, Zalauneburad welSi imarTebian da erTmaneTs aniSneben
_ Sexe, ra vaJkacurad modiso. meuRlesTan erTad moabijebs subtropikuli institutis
reqtori vaxtang fruiZe, mSvidad modis, auCqareblad. vxedav tite mosias, karlo
izorias, revaz surmavas, lia miqaZes...
modis TeTrwvermoSvebuli geno kalandia. Zlivs vcnob.
gzaSi miTxres _ satvirTo manqanaSi jano janeliZes vkideT Tvalio.
modian da modian usasrulod; modian bavSvebi da moxucebi, qalebi da kacebi, modian
profesorebi da ministrebi, ueSmako xelobis xalxi _ glexebi da meTevzeebi, modian
mZRolebi da qurdebi, sxvadasxva politikuri partiisa Tu sazogadoebis
warmomadgenlebi, patiosnebi da unamuso adamianebi, keTilebi da borotebi, isini,
romlebsac erTmaneTis danaxva cis gaxsnasaviT uxariaT da isinic, romlebsac Wiris
dResaviT ezarebaT erTmaneTi. vxedav namdvil meomrebs, vxedav morodiorebs, omis
sisxliT dadaRul, sulgayidul, korumpirebul samxedro Cinosnebsac. gverdigverd
moabijeben mzesumziris gamyidveli da ukve gaproletarebuli, viwroSubliani
milioneri. meZavebic aq arian da medrovenic, sxvanairad arc iqneboda, ufalo, maT
gareSe arc mSvidobaa da arc omi, da arc devna, ra Tqma unda... wminda mamebic
moabijeben, mama antons Soridan vcnob, simpaTiurs, nu miwyens da cota
Teatralizebuli cxovrebiT gatacebul mama antons... modian soxumis umSvenieresi
qalbatonebi, Tvalayvavilebuli, saTno da nazi, amayi qalebi, Tumca, ki gafiTrebiaT saxe
da daRliaT muxlebi, magram maTze ulamazesi qalebi mTels msoflioSi ar meguleba
axla. o, ra didebulad gamoiyurebian isini am uReltexilze... vuyureb maT da is dro
maxsendeba, rodesac zafxulis Tbili saRamoobiT soxumis ferad sanapiroze
daseirnobdnen, idumalebiTa da sinatifiT aRsavseni, nebierad momusaifeni. ra iqna is
Jami, RmerTo, nuTu marad soxumSi darCa, mokvda da aRar ganmeordeba?..
modian am jojoxeTuri paradis monawileebi _ soxumelebi da soxumis raionelebi,
gulrifSelebi, gawamebulebi da gatanjulebi. modian da modian... TavCaRunulebi gzas
CasCerebian, miwas, dedamiwas _ am paradis erTaderT kanonier mimRebsa da patrons. maT
mTeli erTi wlis ganmavlobaSi yvela im iaraRis siave TavianT Tavze gamoscades,
romelic avRaneTSi moqmedebda. ufro metic _ avRaneTSi ar iyo zRva da, Sesabamisad,
samxedro katarRebi da gemebi ar bombavdnen qalaqebsa da soflebs. xandaxan meCveneba,
rom yvela saxe nacnobia TiTqos, minaxavs adre, JamgamoSvebiT ki piriqiT _ nacnobTa
saxeebic ucxo mgonia. ramdenjerme gardacvlilTa saxeebic vixile cxadad _ abJayvis
dabombvisas SvilTan erTad daRupuli Tanakurseli _ guli CalaZec vnaxe da zafxulSi
yaCaRTa mier wamebiT mokluli biZaCemic... ramdenia es saxeebi, ramdeni _ aTasebi, aTi
aTasebi...
 modian... magram maT ar mouZRviT win arc mose, arc mwyemsi keTili, arc xatad hyavT
vinme, arc aravis rwmena SerCeniaT... gaazrebuli arca aqvT, saiT miiweven. maTi ltolva
Sordeba geografiasa da saaTis ciferblats, konkretul saxelmwifosa da saukunes.
isini, bibliis furclebidan gadmosulebi, nislian sknelebSi wrialeben, sakuTari,
acremlebuli sulis labirinTebSi xetialoben, miemarTebian arsaiT! modian... vici,
Znelia saTqmelad, magram mainc unda vTqva _ ufalic ar axsovT ukve, yovel
SemTxvevaSi, vinmes RmerTis saxeli exsenebinos uReltexilze, ar magondeba. arc aravis
ZaluZs xuTi puriT maTi danayreba, arc kldeze kverTxis dartymiT maTTvis uwmindesi
wylis mopoveba. moabijebs jvris simZimiT gaTanguli jvarcmuli xalxi! modian... JamiJam
Tavs weven da win imzirebian. maTi mzera kiTxulobs _ vin, vin mogviZRvis, vin ewameba
CvenTan erTad am gzaze?.. _ aris ki vinme aseTi, Tu sruliad martoni varT? ase
akvirdebian xolme bavSvebi matareblis
mgzavrobisas elmavals, raTa mosaxvevSi Tvali hkidon memanqanes. uReltexili im
rkinigzas damsgavsebia, romelsac kiviliT miuyvebian uelmavlo da memanqanis gareSe
darCenili matareblebi. me arasodes minaxavs amdeni naRvliani mzera da RmerTma
nurasodes maCvenos!
vdgebi da vagrZeleb gzas, damRala aseTma TvalTvalma, maSineben miriadi Tvalebi.
siarulisas mxolod erTmaneTis zurgsRa vxedavT da es bevrad advili asatania.
mTeli gza vgrZnobdi, rom viRac gvsjida, magram igive gonebismiRmuri arseba
gvicavda, Tan TiTqos bejiTad gvakvirdeboda _ kidev ramdens gauZlebeno.
rad gavrbivarT did-patarianad am uReltexiliT? sikvdils gavurbivarT _
SurismaZieblebsa da mkvlelebs? ara, namdvili meomrebis aravis eSinia _ isini omis
dauwerel Tu daweril wesebs icaven, magram maT ukan xom sisxlmowyurebuli avkacebi
mohyvebian? da nuTu mxolod sikvdils gavurbivarT? iqneb sicocxlesac? iqneb sakuTar
Tavsac? mogonebasac? siZulvilsac, Ralatsac da erTgulebasac, zRvasac da mTasac,
kacsac da RmerTsac?.. ra codva gvabrunebs aseTi? gvadga ki, uzenaeso, msgavsi gasaWiri
am saukuneSi, an Tundac gardasulSi? mivdivar, ver vazrovneb ukve, vaCumeb kiTxvebs, me,
TviTgadarCenis instinqtiT dakompleqsebuli, superzurgCanTiani arseba.
ukve pirveli isteriis mowme vxdebi _ ismis sasowarkveTili SeZaxili: jobda afxazebs
movekali, ver gavuZleb amdens! _ aqviTinebuli, mTeli sxeuliT moZagZage qali Cemodanze
Camomjdara. cocxal-mkvdari qmari neli nabijiT uaxlovdeba cols, ayenebs, iRebs
Cemodans da xevSi moisvris, Tan yviris: Tavs iklav, ubeduro? ramdenjer giTxari,
gadayare es WinWebi-Tqva! talaxSi Camjdari qali zluqunebs: bavSvebis tanisamosebia iq,
Seni palto... xom veRar viyidiT awi...
uReltexili TandaTanobiT mkacrdeba. Cemodnebi, fuTebi da CanTebi tyviasaviT
mZimdeba _ aTi kilo, as kilod qceula ukve. maRla da maRla ufro Wirs...
xalxi gzispiras an xevSi yris tansacmels, dana-Cangals, Zvirfas TefSebsa da surebs,
ojaxur albomebs, antikvarebs... iSorebs qonebis ukanasknel nawilsac. erT adgilas
vercxliT gawyobil, warwerebian yanws vawydebi. vin icis, ramdeni sadRegrZelo Sesmula
am sasmisiT, ramdeni qorwilisa da Zeobis, qeifis mowme yofila igi _ mflobelTan
erTad devnili yanwi.
gzaSi ucnobi kaci miyveba, Tu rogor daasaflaves maWaraSi, gzispiras soxumSi
daRupuli eqvsi jariskaci: samedicino manqana „kobram~ saswrafod Camoasvena isini, erTi
maTgani SuaSi ise iyo gadaWrili, TiTqos uzarmazari celiT gadaceleso. mesame dRea,
azrze ver movdivar, ra iaraRi ixmares aseTio.
grZeldeba diadi gza, vuaxlovdebiT mwyemsTa banaks.
banakamde erTxel kidev visveneb. ukve arc JinJRlavs, magram garemo mainc Zveleburad
moqufrulia.
gvarianze metad var daRlili.
mxolod ramdenime wuTis Semdeg vamCnev Cems gverdiT mdgar uzarmazar xars.
qalaqeli kaci var da ver daviCemeb _ saucxoo jiSis xari vnaxe-meTqi, magram
damatyveva am umSvenieresma pirutyvma. ulamazesTvalebiani, mefuri ieris, sakuTar
qandakebas damsgavsebuli xari gaognebuli dahyurebs aRmarTze amomaval, talaxSi
amoTxvril kacTa modgmas. ra Tqma unda, mTiel maspinZels adre arasodes unaxavs amdeni
adamiani, arasodes gaugonia amdeni gminva da kvnesa da arc aseTi, JamiJam mZimed
Camovardnili siCume. mTeli Cveni ubedureba xaris muStisodena TvalebSi irekleba,
Zlierdeba da suls mixuTavs. vnanob, rad ar var kinoreJisori, Torem gadaviRebdi
films, sadac erT-erT siuJets am xars mivuZRvnidi.
moulodnelad xars Tvalebi ufarTovdeba _ mosaxvevidan ucxo Sriali moismis. 10-
15 kacian jgufs axalTaxali polieTilisagan labadismagvari mosasxamebi moujvarTavs,
Tavsa da mxrebze wamoukosebia da TiTqmis mwyobrad moabijebs, mizanswrafulad. me da
xari Tvals vayolebT am fantastikur suraTs. garSemo vixedebi, maT mfrinav TefSs
TvalebiT veZeb, magram amaod. `ucxoplanetelTa~ ekipaJi SrialiT ikargeba mosaxvevSi...
nestoebdaberili xari Tvals ar aSorebs xalxs.
meCveneba, sanTlebiviT anaTeben xaris rqebi.
aba, Cemo wiqarav, kargad iyavi, Zamiko, mxsnelo Cveno da dampurebelo. gvapatie
adamianebs sisastike da Segvinde codvebi! xom xedav, sanamde mogviyvana yovelive aman.
kargad vgrZnob, Tu rogor gekumSeba fuTiani guli sibralulisagan. vici, gecodebiT
Zlier, rogorc yovelTvis, rogorc maradJams, keTilo! ver geqceodiT, wiqarav,
kacurad, gvaWmevdi da gvasmevdi, Tavad ki waiforxilebdi da... maSinve gakvdinebdiT Cven
_ siZulvils adevnebulebi, avi, moCxubari arsebebi...
jemal darcmelia, Tanaklaseli meweva. rogorc yovelTvis, gvixaria erTmaneTis
danaxva.
mwyemsTa banaki sam momcro, TunuqiTa da toliT daxurul ficruls warmoadgens.
Senobebi xalxiTaa gaWedili. aTasobiT adamiani ireva garSemo. axalgazrda kaci
muxlebTan damwvar, nacarSi amoganglul Sarvals iferTxavs _ koconTan zezeulad
CasZinebia da cecxlSi Cavardnila.
iwyeba Tova. gaCereba SeuZleblad mimaCnia.
_ gavagrZeloT gza? _ vekiTxebi jemals.
_ gavideT bolomde! _ mesmis pasuxad.
da ai, aqedan iwyeba sikvdil-sicocxlis gza _ uReltexilis alpuri zona!
gzadagza edelvaisebi gvxvdeba, dabla vardisferebi iyvnen, mwvervalze ki yviTlebi
arian.
dagvkrife, raindo, dagvkrife, da Seyvarebuls aCuqe Cveni Tavi _ mwared mexumrebian
edelvaisebi, damcinian oxrebi. xom xedavT, rekordze mivdivar, mSvenierebo, pirdapir
ginesis wignisaken mivabijeb, Tanac rogor Rirseulad _ gegmazomierad. erTi
santimetriTac ki ar vcildebi Cems gezs. cota macaleT, gadavrev celq Jurnalistebs
da ai, mere naxeT Tqven ulamazes qalTa gagiJeba, aTi mwvervalis yvavilebi ar meyofa
maSin. damcineT, damcineT, mzeTunaxavebo, vnaxoT, vinc gaicinebs bolos.
nislSi saSineli xmauriT dabla momavali traqtori gamoCnda. viRac ambobs _ es
traqtori gzas moasworebs da mere manqanebs eSvelebao. erTi saaTis Semdeg traqtori
aseve gausaZlisi gugun-RrWialiT brundeba, sqeli TokiT mobmul wiTel `nivas~
moaTrevs. vcnob saWesTan mjdar kacs _ mito Wanturias. win dedamisi uzis, ukana
savarZeli ki tansacmliTa da raRac yuTebiT aqvs gaZeZgili. `niva~ miswordeba.
_ adgili ara maqvs, Torem wagiyvandi! _ TiTqmis yviris mito, _ traqtorists
pulimioti miveci, mwvervalamde amiyvans da mere Tavad mivxedav saqmes!
cota xnis Semdeg ukve Soridan ismis mitos xma, viRacas uZaxis:
_ adgili ara maqvs, Torem wagiyvandi!..
saRamovdeba. uberavs civi qari. iwyeba xSiri Tova.
jemali da me vCqarobT.
zRvispirelebma mTis erTi-ori kanoni ukve viciT, _ ar SeiZleba mwvervalze SeCereba,
iq mxolod balaxi da edelvaisi xarobs, wamlad erTi xec ar dgas _ cecxls ver
daanTeb, gaiyinebi, mwvervalze gaCereba sikvdilia!
qari da Tovli Zlierdeba. viwro bilikze gasulebi ise Segvaqana qarma, kinaRam
ufskrulSi amovyaviT Tavi.
vfrTxilobT.
namqeri sul ramdenime wuTSi faravs gzas. qrebian edelvaisebi, qreba balaxi, feradi
samyaro Sav-TeTri feriT icvleba. xelebi meToSeba. qurTukis farTo jibeSi CakuWuli
qudi sadRac damkargvia. kapiuSons visworeb, magram, gaqvavebulia kapiuSoni _ yinulian
qarSi tkacunobs xelis mokidebisas. gaxevebula windebic, fexsacmlis zonrebs sqlad
mosdebia yinuli da SuSa kitriviT gaberili aqeT-iqiT xtis siarulisas. xeljoxsac
TiTqmis kilogramamde yinuli akidebia. Zlivs vaTavisufleb zonrebs da joxs
yinulisagan.
 male pirvel daRupul adamians davadeqiT Tavze _ samocdaaTiode wlis maRali kaci
gzispiras pirdaRma wevs, Zvelmoduri qudi axuravs, piri dafCenili aqvs, Tvalebi Ria.
Cven arc veWvobT, rom is mkvdaria.
_ adeqi, biZia, _ gamamxneveblad eubneba jemali, mxarze xels hkidebs da umal
gvelnakbeniviT aSorebs.
mkvdariao, _ maniSnebs TvaliT.
mxolod axlaRa aRviqvam kacs, rogorc cxedars, da umalve sazareli xdeba misi
Tvalebi da piri, saxis feri, tanisamosica da qudic...…
_ iqneb mokles? _ gveweva patara tanis, ociode wlis grZelfarajiani jariskaci.
sisxlis kvals versad vpoulobT.
zemodan svani meomrebi Camodian Cqari nabijiT, TiTqmis morbian.
_ ukan dabrundiT, banakSi dabrundiT, Torem gaiyinebiT yvelani! _ iZaxian isini.
_ moicaT, am kacs ra mouvida? _ vekiTxebiT.
_ gaiyina, gaiyina!.. mokvda!..
civi qari Zvlebamde atans. grZelbewvian kaSnes Tavze vixvev.
_ ra vqnaT, jemal?
_ ukan axla eSmaki ver damabrunebs, Zlivs movaTrev fexebs, tyuilad gamoviareT
amxela manZili?
jemali zurgCanTidan or Txel sabans iRebs, erTs me maZlevs, meoreSi TviTon ifuTeba.
feradujredebian sabanSemoxveuli, grZelulvaSa jemali umal argentinel mwyemss
emsgavseba.
sastikad gvciva. ver vpatronobT daRupuls, gaCereba ki ar SeiZleba. TavCaqindrulebi
gzas vagrZelebT.
Tavs damnaSaved vgrZnob, Zalian damnaSaved. gardacvlili mamis tola kacia, ase ar
unda dagvetovebina, rame unda mogvefiqrebina, magram ra, ar vici...…
patara jariskaci gverdiT mogvyveba. qari TandaTanobiT Zlierdeba.
sul asiode nabijis Semdeg 60-65 wlis col-qmars veweviT. uceb Casuqebuli qali
CanTebs dabla yris da Sua gzaze, zed Cems fexebTan ecema, xelebs haerSi asavsavebs da...
kvdeba. Tvalebs ar vujereb. nuTu es cxadia?
_ deida! _ vanjRrev, _ deida!..
sunTqvaSekruli qmari erTxans dgas, Cemodans xels uSvebs, Tavs akanturebs, qudi
uvardeba. jer muxlebze ecema, Semdeg mowyvetiT _ colis gverdiT.
_ ra cxovreba gvqonda da sad vixocebiT... _ ai, misi ukanaskneli, Zlivsgasagonad
warmoTqmuli sityvebi.
xan erTs mivvardebiT, xan meores, kacis sxeulisa da sulis gayras jer ar
Sevswrebivar. ar megona, Tu ase advilad kvdeboda adamiani...…
patara jariskaci isteriulad tiris, nacemi biWiviT.
_ amas ras vxedav, amas ras vxedav... imeorebs usasrulod, _ amas ras vxedav...
 _ wadi, iare! _ uwyreba jemali jariskacs, _ iare, Torem gaiyinebi!
patara jariskaci gvtovebs.
win kvlav aRmarTebia, kedeliviT aRmarTebi.
male lodze mucliT gawolil gayinul qals vxvdebiT, Semdeg _ qurTukze samxedro
qamarSemortymuli wverebiani kacis cxedars.
sakuTari ususuroba yelSi burTiviT gvebjineba _ veravis vexmarebiT. es aris,
mxolod SeZaxilebiT vamxnevebT mgzavrebs:
_ ar gaCerdeT, iareT! iareT! tyis dawyebamde gauZeliT! ar gaCerdeT, cotaa
darCenili!
bintiT TavSexveuli sulieri avadmyofi mohyavs dedasa da Zmas. TiTqmis yovel meaTe
nabijze ecema avadmyofi da masTan erTad orive Tanamgzavric. avadmyofi xmas ar iRebs,
Tavaweuls Tvalebi cisken aqvs apyrobili. deda da Zma qviTineben.
ocdaaTiode wlis kaci lodze Camomjdar, sasowarkveTil dedas efereba, adeqio,
exveweba. ver dgeba qali. adeqiT, qalbatono, iareT, _ vemudarebiT Cvenc. axalgazrda
kaci purs gvTxovs. ori dRea, araferi gviWamiao, gveubneba. purs vaZlevT da gzas
vagrZelebT. cota xnis Semdeg ukan vixedebiT. qali amdgara da Zlivs molaslasebs.
ramdenime dRis Semdeg vgebulob, rom is deda-Svili daRupula. qali imitom, rom
uReltexils ver moeria, Svili imitom, rom deda ver miatova.
aravis gaufrTxilebia es xalxi, aravis miucia rCeva-darigeba, Tu rogor unda
moqceuliyo uReltexilze. mTeli gzis ganmavlobaSi arc eqimi Segvxvedria sadme da
arc maSveli, arc puri daurigebia vinmes, xolo is _ didi da mcire rangis Tavkacebi,
romlebsac xalxis xsna evalebodaT, yovel SemTxvevaSi, sul mcire, gamxneveba mainc,
pirvelebi Svelodnen Tavs. gangebam sikvdil-sicocxlis saSineli maraTonis monawile
gagvxada _ gauZleb bedisweris gamocdas? icocxleb! arada...
nervebdaglejili, guldamZimebuli devnilebi SimSilis, wyurvilisa da tvirTis
simZimis gamo iRupebodnen. gamosavaTebulebi Caimuxlebdnen sadme, Tvals milulavdnen da
morCa _ zeciuri saqarTvelos sazRvrebamde isedac TavianTi fexiT amosulebi Jamis
erT gaelvebaSi gvtovebdnen uReltexilis, bunebis, adamianis, bedis mier naRalatev
TanamoZmeebs. guli _ es usaTnoesi da ufaqizesi megobari, uwmindes saidumloTa
salaro, yuCdeboda upirvelesad da samudamod adumebda Tavis ubedur patrons.
mogvianebiT WuberSi Cemze sami dRiT adre gadmosul nacnobTa jgufs Sevxvdi.
moSiebulebs romeliRac kenkrovani mcenaris nayofi eWamaT Turme uReltexilze
gadasvlisas, mowamluliyvnen da Zlivs gadarCeniliyvnen. meore dRes erTmaneTs ver
cnobdnen. miTxres, erTmaneTs vekiTxebodiT vinaobaso.
berZnul miTologiaSi daviwyebis lotoss Wams gmiri da umal iviwyebs, Tu vinaa da
saiTken midis. analogiuria qarTuli zRaprebis boJmis yvavilic.
aris yovelive amaSi bedisweris sisastike, gangebis mier CvenTvis Cauwvdomeli,
umkacresi, logikuri ganaCeni.
 daaxloebiT aTi saaTia. bnela. vuaxlovdebiT uReltexilis ukanasknel aRmarTs.
saSinel wyurvils vgrZnob. mwvervalze wyaroebi iSviaTad gvxvdeba, amitomac gzadagza
romeliRac mcenaris Zabris msgavsi farTo foTlebidan da maRali Zabvis anZaTa
ximinjebidan peSviT viReb Tovls da SaqaryinuliviT mivirTmev, ara, ufro zustad _
Saqris bambasaviT, soxumSi, turbazis ubanSi rom yiddnen xolme, Cems bavSvobaSi,
samxedro sanatoriumis win. mamxnevebs Tovli, sicocxlis eleqsiriviT moqmedebs,
energias mmatebs.
vewevi patara jariskacs. igi ar tiris. xmadabla miyveba TanamebrZolis ambavs. mJave
wylebis gzaze (Wuberisken mimavali, SedarebiT mokle gzaa, mokle da saSinlad
momqancveli) orbavSvian, tvirTiT welSi gawyvetil qals daswevia, daxmareba
SeuTavazebia da patarebi zurgze miubams. oriode saaTis siarulis Semdeg orive bavSvi
gayinula...
bolo aRmarTs jemalze adre avdivar, vjdebi lodze da Tanamgzavrs velodebi.
daqanculs ise tkbilad meZineba, gaRviZeba arc minda. vici, gaviyinebi ase, kargad
vici, magram sadRac Sors zafxulis zRvis urbiles fskerze mZiravs es ucxo,
hipnozur-narkotikuli Zili. geficebiT, gadaRlil organizmSi koncentrirebuli,
bunebaSi ararsebuli saZinebeli wamlis es uzarmazari doza boroti da cbieri,
magram keklucad moalerse, lamazi jadoqari qaliviT mixuWavda Tvalebs.
jemali maRviZebs, saxeze xels mirtyams, aqve unda aRvniSno, rom arc Tu saTuTad.
_ adeqi! _ miyviris, _ adeqi, axlave!
_ Tu Zma xar, madrove, meTauro, cotas waviZineb da dagewevi, _ vcdilob, Rimilis
magvari ram gamovxato saxeze.
magram „meTauri~ mkacria, ar mTanxmdeba da jibidan raRac momcro, wiTeletiketiani
SuSa amoaqvs.
_ uynose!
_ es ra oxrobaa, ufroso?
_ odekolonia, „krasnaia moskva~, didi bodiSi, koniakis wamoReba damaviwyda, Torem
imas mogarTmevdi...…
_ mgoni, swored „krasnaia moskvam~ dagvRupa da Sen kidev...
_ midi, midi uynose, iqneb cota azrze moxvide da mere ukeT gaigo, ram dagvRupa.
vynosav odekolons, saxeze visvam da erT ylups vsvam kidec. gamigia zogan metad da
friad pativcemuli adamianebi svamen xolme odekolons da Tavsac mSvenivrad grZnoben.
arada, `krasnaia moskvas~ firmam rom icodes Cveni ambavi, aucileblad sareklamo
klipSi gadagviRebda me da jemals uReltexilis fonze da diqtoris mSvidi baritoniT
auwyebda kacobriobas _ `SeiZineT `krasnaia moskva~, is Tqveni erTguli megobari
gaxdeba eqstremalur situaciebSi, eTnokonfliqtebSi~.
xandaxan Tavad gvikvirda Cvenive ironiisa _ aseTi saSinelebis momswre xar da ra
gexumreba?.. magram erTxel kidev vrwmundebodiT, Tu rogor icavs adamians yovelive is,
rac mxolod laRi cxovrebis nawili gvgonia... alpuri monakveTis dasawyisSi WaRara,
lamazi qali vnaxe _ edelvaisebs krefda... krefs da krefs, ukve imdeni daugrovda, rom
xelSi veRar eteva, TmaSiac imagrebs yvavilebs, megobrebi ki xels uqneven, uyvirian:
_ Sen xom ar gadairie, magis droa?!. wamodi!
is ki krefs...
nu iCqarebT, Cemo qalbatono, yvelaferi moeswreba, kidev dakrifeT yvavilebi,
megobrebsac uwiladeT, am patara, Tvalmocimcime, cremlian varskvlavebTan erTad ufro
gagiadvildebaT gzasavali...
yvelas, visac Zvirfasi adamiani gaeyina saken-Wuberis gzaze, minda vuTxra _ netari
sikvdiliT gardaicvalnen isini. daRupulebs, romlebsac gzadagza vxvdebodi, mSvidi
saxeebi hqondaT da tanjvis araviTari niSani ar etyobodaT. yuri ugdeT am striqonebis
avtors, romelmac kinaRam gaiziara maTi xvedri _ daqanculs tkbilad, Zalian tkbilad
eZineba yinvaSi, viT axalwlis umSvenieres Rames im bavSvs, romelsac deda saTuTad
Semoukecavs sabans. vici, kargad vici, ar dagamSvidebT Wirisuflebs Cemi sityvebi,
magram merwmuneT, sul sxvaa, roca uRmerTo gzis Semdeg mSvidad ubrundebi mSobliur
saxls _ maradisobas, sadac adre Tu gvian yvelam unda moviyaroT Tavi.
gzas vagrZelebT. fexebis kunTebi gvtkiva. matulobs yinva. icvleba sastiki
speqtaklis dekoracia _ amodis mTvare, batoni mTvare, idumali mTvare...
… vgrZnob, nel-nela Zala memateba, vgrZnob, TvaliT uxilavi, idumali arsebebis
moZraobas Cems garSemo, vgrZnob ar mtovebs, Tan momyveba mamis landi… da cdilobs
mTvare damamSvidos, imediT amavsos. mixsnas...
qvemodan raxraxi moismis. „bmp~-e amodis. ganze vdgebiT. gveweva mTvarisfersaxiani
xalxiT savse „bmp~-e. irgvliv yvelaferi mTvaris feriTaa gaJRenTili. mTvaris Suqze
yvelas ieri gvaqvs Secvlili, jemalic sul sxva kaci mgonia. iseTi SegrZneba maqvs,
TiTqos bosxis romeliRac tilos personaJi viyo. yviTeli lodebi da qvebi, moriale
Suq-Crdilebi daxocil adamianebsa da cxovelebs damsgavsebian.
„bmp~-es lulaze moxuci kaci sqeli TokiTaa mibmuli. ise uxerxulad iRimeba, TiTqos
raRacis gamo bodiSs ixdiso. kacs nacnobi saxe aqvs. SoTa Sartava! _ afxazeTis
profkavSirebis yofili Tavmjdomare. adamiani, romelmac marTlac patiosani cxovrebiT
icxovra. ukve araferi mikvirs _ arc gamarjvebis RvTaebasaviT „bmp~-es lulas amokruli
Sartavas xilva (romelic am yalyze Semdgar aRmarTebSi `bmp~-eze TokiT imagrebs Tavs),
piriqiT, igi Zvelebur, lamaz graviuraze gamosaxuli fregatebisa da karavelebis Wvintze
mimagrebuli uZleveli atlantis natifad Tlil figuras magonebs. SoTa Sartavas
Svilsac SoTa erqva, mecnieri kaci iyo, 15-16 martis brZolebisas daiRupa gumisTaze.
mxolod ori dRis Sedeg gamoasvenes brZolis velidan, Zlivs aaglijes avtomati, magram
vera da ver gauswores sasxletze gaqvavebuli saCvenebeli TiTi. saflavSic ise wevs igi
_ mokakvuli TiTiT, TiTqos isvriso. samareSic agrZelebs oms. cremli mereva, mecodeba
SoTa, yvela mecodeba, warmoidgineT, isic, vinc mas esrola. ra sabralo da pataraa
adamiani. arada, es ar aris gadaRlili kacis sentimentaluri ganwyobileba, es raRac
sul sxva grZnobaa, CemTvis manamde ucnobi, ucnaurad amamaRlebeli. TiTqos sxva
ganzomilebaSi movxvdi, TiTqos droebiT davtove fizikuri samyaro da sul sxva sferoSi
varsebob. ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi ar mSordeboda es grZnoba, Tan damyveboda,
raRacisagan mifaravda TiTqos, ucnaurad mifrTxildeboda. umcrosi SoTa Sartava da
„aidgilaras~ Tavkaci _ sergei Samba bavSvobis megobrebi iyvnen, erT ezoSi izrdebodnen,
TamaSobdnen omobanas, erTad swavlobdnen TbilisSi, erT binaSi cxovrobdnen... da mainc
iomes, esroles erTmaneTs...
gzaze kidev ramdenime gayinul qals vxvdebiT. iseTi ganwyoba meufleba, TiTqos es
qalebi aq, am gzaze iyvnen mudam, rogorc es lodebi da borcvebi, Tanac mudam aseTebi
_ mkvdrebi, fermixdilebi. sakuTari uZlurebis SegrZneba uReltexilsa da siciveze
aranakleb damTrgunvelad moqmedebs. isic ar viciT, ra unda gavakeToT _ davasaflavoT
isini Tu xval maTi Wirisufali gamoCndeba da man icis, ra moimoqmedos. gadavasvenoT?
ki magram, rogor...
kidev erTi „bmp~-e gveweva. vaCerebT.
_ waiyvaneT, Zmebo, ager moxucebi midian, Zlivs arian.
_ ar gvaqvs adgili, ver xedav? _ xelebs mxrebze madebs „bmp~-eze mjdari
axalgazrda kaci.
igi tiris.
_ ra gatirebs? _ vekiTxebi.
jariskacis farajaSi gaxveul cxedarze maniSnebs.
_ cols mivasveneb... „uraliT~ momyavda... gadavarda „urali~... muxruWebi, muxruWebi...
sityvas ver asrulebs, xmamaRla tiris.
„bmp~-e gzas ganagrZobs. axalgazrda kaci Tvals ar maSorebs.
mivyvebiT mTvariT ganaTebul daRmarTebs. mtkivani muxli meurCeba _ daRmarTebi ar
moswons.
ukve sruliad gagviqra sikvdilis SiSi _ 3-4 kilometris iqiT tye gamoCnda. tyeSi
aqa-iq cecxli bJutavs, aTeulobiT koconi anTia.
ukve xSirad gvxvdeba wyaroebi. TiToeul maTgans vewafebi, vivsebi maTi ZaliT, didi
xnis unaxavi megobariviT vesaubrebi.
_ gamarjoba, wyarov, aq ram mogiyvana, Se dalocvilo, Sena? rao, Senc devnili xar?
Senc CvenTan erTad garbixar am daRmarTebSi?..
jemali mikrZalavs, ar dalio amdeni wyali, magram me mainc Cemi gamaqvs.
_ meTauro, ar mimatovo! _ xumrobiT veZaxi win wasul jemals, _ ar mimatovo, Torem
moCvenebad gamogecxadebi daviT aRmaSenebelTan da kidev... kidev `krasnaia moskvas~
direqtorTan erTad.
_ amaze uaresi ra unda momelando, _ icinis „argentineli~ jemali.
 marTlac, dokumentur filmebSi nanax, stalingradTan damarcxebul germanel
jariskacs vgavar bintebgadaxveuli fexsacmelebiT, talaxSi amolumpuli Sarval-
qurTukiT. arc jemalia ukeTes dReSi.
erT-erT TavdaRmarTSi jariskaci gvaCerebs:
_ ra vqna, qali mikvdeba.
garSemo vixedebi, Tavdapirvelad veravis vxedav. mere vamCnev borcvaks gadawolil
qals.
_ erTi qali axlaxan mokvda, axla es mikvdeba... ra vqna.
_ axlobelia? _ vekiTxebiT.
_ ara... erTi saaTis win davadeqi Tavze.
ramdenime wuTis Semdeg qali gardaicvala.
me dResac Camesmis yurSi im jariskacis _ `qali mikvdeba~.
gzaSi ambavs yvebian viRac qalze, romelmac TiTqos Cvili miatova da Tavs gaqceviT
uSvela. Semdeg sxva qalis ubedurebas vgebulob _ mas gzaSi ori Svili gahyinvia, mesame
devnilebisaTvis miubarebia, gza gaugrZelebia da cota xanSi Tavi mouklavs _ xramSi
gadaCexila. darwmunebuli var, orive ambavi erTsa da imave qals exeba, ufro zustad _
pirveli Woria da meore _ sinamdvile. warmoudgenelia, dedas Svili mietovebinos da
samSvidobis gaqceuliyos, Tu gaiqceva mxolod da mxolod mousavleTSi, SaveTSi...
oRond kidev erTi Svilis daRupva ar ixilos... oRond sikvdilma Tavad waiyvanos da
ara mesame... aha, es me var, me momkali, oRond Svili gadamirCine!..
male halucinaciebi gvewyeba _ Tovlidan amoSverili uzarmazari lodebi momTabare
tomTa qoxebi gvgonia.
_ ra xalxi cxovrobs aq? _ vekiTxebi jemals.
_ ar miixedo ukan, viRacebi gvakvirdebian, mZarcvelebia, albaT, _ meubneba jemali da
vgrZnob, rogor uWers igi xels ubeSi gadamalul revolvers.
„viRacebi~ qvebi aRmoCnda, gadamTielTa qoxmaxebi ki, rogorc axlaxan mogaxseneT,
lodebi.
am dros ki Turme Cvengan karga dabla, mosaxvevSi, realurad arsebuli yaCaRebi
realurad arsebul lodebTan da kldeebTan Casafrebulebi, Zarcvavdnen devnilebs,
jariskacebs arTmevdnen iaraRs, sxvebs _ qurTukebs, fuls, oqroulobas, ukanasknel
nivTebs... mosaxvevidan amofrenilma manaTobelma tyviebma ramdenimejer Semoxazes haerSi
naxevarwre, JamgamoSvebiT ismoda avtomatis Soreuli kakani.
gzaSi iaraRis gamo mokluli axalgazrda kacis cxedaric vnaxeT da gayinuli,
rkinisCaCqaniani meomris gvamic, Tumca, iqneb isic mokles da iqneb isic iaraRis gamo...
gamkiTxavi aravinaa, mfarveli, miTumetes. gauZleb adamianTa ugvanobas? _ icocxleb!
arada...
 sokoebiviT amosul, gayinul qvebze fexi xSirad misxlteba. ramdenjerme vecemi.
marjvena gverds seriozulad vizianeb. didxans vizel neknebs _ ara, motexil-gabzaruli
mgoni, ar unda iyos, Torem siaruli gamiWirdeboda.
SuaRamisas vaRwevT tyemde, uamrav kocons erTs Cvensas vumatebT. zantad iwvis sveli
da nedli SeSa. amaod vcdilobT gaTbobas. viTom vnayrdebiT, viTom vSrebiT da
sicivisagan aZagZagebulebi daZinebasac vcdilobT viTom. yvelaferi `viTom~ gaxda _
viTom vcocxlobT da viTom vsunTqavT.
erTi ucnauri ambavic unda gavixseno _ TiTqmis mTeli gzis ganmavlobaSi marilis
gemos vgrZnobdi, TiTqos zRvaSi axladcurvanaswavli blomad vylapavdi mlaSe wyals.
mivdiodi da TiTqos viRacis jibrze sul Jolos murabis gemos vixsenebdi, Jolos
murabiani wyali menatreboda. rom ekiTxaT _ axla yvelaze metad ras inatrebo, Jolos
murabas-meTqi, vetyodi. koconTan mjdoms ucxo kaci miaxlovdeba. muraba ar ginda? _
mekiTxeba da litrian qilas mawvdis. moqanculs Tavis awevac mezareba. varTmev qilas.
Jolos murabaa... mivirTmev murabas, netarebisgan Tvalebs vxuWav. Wame, nu gerideba,
meubneba kaci. vyabuldebi, ra Tqma unda. mere madlobas veubnebi. kaci ise moulodnelad
qreba, rogorc gamoCnda. aris gansxvavebuli sizmari, romelic arc erT sxva sizmars ar
hgavs, arian originaluri adamianebic. is kacic gamorCeuli iyo, Zalze ucnauri. ver
gamigia, murabiani qila ram gadaatanina uReltexilze, im dros, roca tvirTis
Sesamsubuqeblad xalxi gzadagza Zvirfaseulobasac ki yrida...
koconebisgan moSorebiT Wrel qsovilSi gaxveuli ramdenime adamiani wevs, pirdapir
yinvisagan gaqvavebul miwaze.
_ rad ar modian eseni koconTan, ar scivaT? _ enis borZikiT vekiTxebi viRacas.
_ eseni mkvdrebi arian, _ mpasuxobs dinji da mSvidi xma.
_ hoo, _ vambob mec dinjad, maTaridan wyals vsvam da ratomRac sulac Cemi
simSvidis ar mikvirs.
meore diliT eqvs saaTze vdgebiT da gzas vagrZelebT. feradi da mziani, civi da
sastiki dilaa. gzadagza kvlav gvxvdeba micvalebulebi, gvacileben isini mSobliuri,
magram ukve sxvasamyaroseuli, yinuliani mzeriT; Cveni Zvirfasi, Cveni devnili
micvalebulebi. wvanan isini mSvidad, xelSi qaRaldis nagleji upyriaT, qaRaldze maTi
saxeli da gvari weria. yvelaferi swored isea, rogorc samSobiaro saxlSi, sadac
Cvilebs majaze vinaobis aRmniSvnel niSans umagreben, oRond esaa, rom samSobiaro
saxlSi axalSobilebi arian, uReltexilze ki _ axalgardacvlilebi. damTavrda srbola
maTi, damTavrda devna, magram... isini mainc ganarZoben TavianT svlas _ TavianT ltolvas
ukeTesi saqarTvelosken, sadac yvelaferi rigzea, sadac adamianebi patronoben
erTmaneTs, sadac kaci qveynis erTgulia da qveyana _ kacis, da aravin klavs erTmaneTs
arc iaraRiT da arc devniT, arc sityviT da arc siZulviliT.
 mze aTbobs garemos, Semcivnul sxeulebs, magram ver aRwevs adamianebis TiTqmis
sasowarkveTil gulebamde. gzas xmauriT mosdevs patara, ankara mdinare. mivdivar da
fiqrebSi wasuli velaparakebi xeebsa da mdinares _ Cems Zvel, keTil megobrebs.
mewevian reno bokuCava da romeo jRarkava. reno da me Tanakurselebi varT. mas
uzarmazari CanTa moaqvs, xan erT
mxarze idebs, xanac _ meoreze. ramdenjerme visvenebT, sam tol nawilad vyofT puris
yuas da wyaros wyals vayolebT. amaze gemrieli puri iSviaTad migemia.
gzaSi Tanamgzavrebi xandaxan vSordebiT xolme erTmaneTs, mere isev viyriT Tavs,
ucnobebi ise vesaubrebiT erTimeores, TiTqos bavSvobis megobrebi viyoT. uReltexili
axla imdenad araa saSiSi. uReltexili suls Rafavs.
ukve iSviaTad vxvdebiT gzis piras dasvenebul gardacvlilebs, axal saflavebs.
fexnaRrZobi kaci damemgzavra, CemsaviT joxiT modis, col-Svili mohyveba. soxumze
melaparakeba. mivdivarT nela. vxedavT _ fiWvis Ziras samocdaaTiode wlis qalis
cxedaria dasvenebuli. jariskacis faraja aqvs gadafarebuli.
_ aqamde mosula da aq ra mouvida ubedurs, _ ambobs kaci.
mere uceb, moicao, meubneba da cxedarTan midis.
kaci fiTrdeba.
_ bicolaCemia, _ ambobs TiTqmis CurCuliT.
cota xnis Semdeg aseT gadawyvetilebas Rebulobs _ col-Svils Wuberisaken uSvebs,
TviTon ki cxedarTan rCeba.
_ manqanas davelodebi, Wuberis sasaflaoze mainc mivabareb miwas, droebiT... mere
gadavasaflaveb... soxumSi...
ukve JamgamoSvebiT qvemodan amodian xolme `uralebi~ da dauZlurebuli adamianebi
gadahyavT.
Zlier daqanebul daRmarTebs naklebad damreci cvlis.
vxvdebi sergo wurwumias _ axalgazrda mwerals. sami mcirewlovani Svili mohyavs.
sergo miyveba:
_ oTxi dRea movdivarT... erTgan cecxli davanTeT, sidedrma tafaze puris kverebis
cxoba daiwyo, Sebrawuli kverebis suni Sors gaifanta. pirvelad ramdenime dRis
naSimSilebi jariskaci mogviaxlovda, erTi kveri mTxova. sidedrma ori misca. jariskaci
CvenTan Camojda, Seisvena, Zala moikriba da wasvlis win Cems umcros Svils fuli
aCuqa, bavSvi nacnob qals ejda kalTaSi. qalma miixed-moixeda, malulad, gamoarTva
bavSvs fuli da xalaTis jibeSi Caicura. Semdeg viRac axalgazrda qali movida,
gvTxova _ Svils mTeli dRea araferi uWamia, iqneb kveri momceTo. sidedrma masac ori
kveri misca. qali ukan Sebrunda. vxedav, xes amoefara da swrafad daiwyo cxeli
kverebis Wama. ratomRac yvelaze metad maSin Semecoda xalxi. sidedrma sul daariga
kverebi, bavSvebi bolos gaaxsenda, Tan imeorebda _ RmerTi gviSvelis, RmerTi
gviSveliso. mgoni, gviSvela marTlac ufalma da samSvidobos gavediT, Tumca,
gaazrebuli ara maqvs, ra gvelis, axla saiT unda wavide, ra iqneba...
saRamoJams WuberSi varT. vwvebiT uzarmazar, gadaWril morebze da vgrZnobT, rogor
viZinebT ukidegano sicarielis okeaneSi...
Semdeg iyo konteinermzidiT mgzavroba zugdidamde. manqanaSi ormocdaaTamde kaci varT.
nemsis Casavardni adgili aRar aris. zogi zis, umravlesoba ki dgas. Weridan wyladqceuli
amonasunTqi haeri Tavze gvepkureba. nervebdaZagruli, gaRizianebuli devnilebi JamiJam
erTmaneTTan kinklaoben, mizezi milioni aqvT. sacodavad, gulismomkvlelad bJutavs
erTaderTi naTura _ simbolo Cveni imJamindeli yofisa. gzaSi vCerdebiT xolme _ haers
vaniavebT. xaiSsa da jvarSi gvaCereben, Cxreken araqaTgamoclil mgzavrebs, iaraRs eZeben.
daWeriT emuqreba erTi kaci renos _ Soridan vxedav, CanTaSi tanksawinaaRmdego yumbara
gidevso. midi da naxeo, _ eubneba reno. jariskacs CanTidan boTli amoaqvs. ux, Seni... _
ukmayofilod burtyunebs igi. sofel liaSi manqana gvifuWdeba (Tu ar vcdebi, samuSiebis
saxlis karTan). gamodis maspinZeli, mgzavrebi saxlSi Sehyavs, bavSvebsa da qalebs Caisa da
purze patiJebs, kacebs axal Rvinos aWaSnikebinebs, gvlocavs, gvaimedebs, gviTanagrZnobs,
gvacilebs, gvebodiSeba.
sam Rames zugdidSi, baCana ZanZavas mosiyvarule ojaxSi vaTev.
Semdeg iyo senaki _ aleko cxakaias saxli.
mere ki, cxeniswyalTan, gaRma da gamoRma mdgari qarTvelebi erTmaneTs esrodnen.
vTxoveT erTs da vTxoveT meore mxares, gavetarebineT. ifiqres, ifiqres, dagviniSnes
dro da qarTveli devnilebi gagvatares qarTvelebma. gadavediT Tu ara xidze, maSinve
kvlav dascxes erTmaneTs. yoCaRad ibrZodnen, verafers ityvi. isrodnen da isrodnen.
sadRac maRla, Rrublebs miRma ki cremlad iRvreboda mamulis deda... xiTxiTebda
satana...
TiTqos vZlie uReltexils, nel-nela, nabij-nabij davjabne TiTqos, magram... igi samive
JamSi gaixira, warsulisa da momavlis, awmyos magiur triptiqad meqca da Cems sulsa da
sisxlSi daido bina Tavisi cocxlebiTa da gardacvlilebiT, „ucxoplanetelebiT~,
gaognebuli xarebiT, „bmp~-es lulaze mibmuli moxucebiT, kvnesiT, vaebiT, usaSvelo
sinanuliT... vici, arasodes Sewydeba masze moZraoba, rameTu devnilTa uReltexilia igi,
erTaderTi uReltexili msoflioSi, romelic mogzaurobs da mogzaurobs mTels
dedamiwaze, damuxtuli devnilTa energiiT, uzarmazari xomaldis darad moivlis okeaneebs,
zRvebs, kontinentebs, saxelmwifoebs, msusxavi qariT gaTanguli, dawyevlili da diadi,
pirmSo TviTmkvleli, sakuTar guls sakuTari frCxilebiT Cafrenili, dasisxlianebuli
saqarTvelosi, gadasasvleli sikvdilidan sicocxlisaken. jvarcmuli, jvarcmuli
uReltexili!
devnilTa uReltexili yvelaze maRali uReltexilia, mamulis uwmindesi haeriT
gaJRenTili, yvela amqveyniur wvrilmansa da davidarabaze, fulsa da Ralatze,
sibriyveze, sixarbesa da sulmokleobaze maRlamyofi. uReltexili _ golgoTa sruliad
saqarTvelos codvebs miezideba... mis SuagulSi dgas mkerdSi momakvdavSvilCakruli
axalgazrda mama da wyevlis, xmamaRla wyevlis politikosebsa da arapolitikosebs,
guSindelebsa da dRevandelebs, qarTvelebsa da araqarTvelebs, kacebs, qalebs... Cven,
yvelas, uklebliv! yvelas, vinc mizezTa da mizezTa gamo Tavisi wili Tixa da RorRi
mozida, codvebi da vaeba moitana, Seqmna, aago, aRmarTa da aaboboqra es uReltexili.
mwyevlis me, romelic am striqonebs vwer axla da Tqvenc, Rrmadpativcemulebo,
romlebic am sityvebs kiTxulobT...
...ra vqnaT Cven, ra gzas davadgeT, riT vuSveloT im momakvdav, mamis xelSi
galursul, jer kidev msunTqav bavSvs, romlis winaSe mTeli qveyniereba, mTeli amer-
imeri saqarTvelo, TiToeuli CvenTagani damnaSavea?!

1993 weli
15-27 oqtomberi

qolga

wvims. qari qris.

me da Temuri institutSi mivdivarT.
yovel diliT erTad mivdivarT, TiTqmis mezoblad vcxovrobT. erTi gza gvaqvs.
_ modi, ar wavideT dRes leqciebze, _ veubnebi Temurs, _ meckoms ra mousmens,
Tanac ori meckomi gvaqvs zedized. miT umetes, dRes nikandres leqcia ar aris.
gavdivarT TeTr xidTan, `afsnic~ aqvea, kinoTeatri. `afsnis~ garSemo alvis xeebi
xarobs. isini sul sxva surnels gamoscemen wvimis dros. maTi naxvisas yovelTvis
deduleTi maxsendeba, gansakuTrebiT ki Semodgomisas.
axlac Semodgomaa, seqtembris damlevi, soxumis maradmwvane da maradlurji
Semodgoma. nekerCxlebi da Wadris xeebia aq Semodgomis saaTebi, isini gaTqvamen xolme
zafxuls, _ eubnebian _ Seni dro gavida da ai, Semodgomac modgao. marTlac,
jadosnuria aseT dros nekerCxali _ wiTel-yviTel-mwvane-gamWvirvale foTlebiT
moSriale. saSemodgomo naZvis xea, swored rom.
_ am kedelze ar amiyvano, _ meubneba Temuri da kibeebze maniSnebs. Cvens kinoTeatrs
gverds vuvliT.
Temurs didi, Savi qolga aqvs, xistariani. es babuamisis naqoni qolgaa. oriveni
veteviT mis qveS. wvims da Cven, viTom araferi, wveTic ar gvecema.
soxumSi xSirad wvims da amitom aq qolgiani mamakacis xilva Cveulebrivi movlenaa.
yovel ojaxSi ramdenime qolgaa. ase rom, soxumSi qolgebiT movaWreebs kargi daxli
udgaT.
 Temurs babuaseuli aWimebi ukeTia, moTelili `Carlstoni~ Sarvali acvia. me _
gaxexili jinsebi, kovbouri xalaTi. hipebis periodia da Cvenc `movihiparikebT~. es is
droa, roca jinsiT institutSi siaruli erT-erT codvad iTvleba, yovel SemTxvevaSi,
reqtorati ase miiCnevs.
kinoTeatris Semdeg sanapiro iwyeba. zamTar-zafxul soxumelebi seirnoba-seirnobiT
aRma-daRma zomaven am sanapiros. misi yvelaze prestiJuli monakveTi besleTisa da zRvis
SeerTebis adgilidan restoran `dioskuriamdea~.
gzaze alag-alag gubeebi dgas, magram Cven zepirad viciT yoveli gube da ucdomeli
marSrutiT advilad vuqcevT maT gverds.
zRva Relavs, talRebi zaTqiT exeTqebian sanapiros jebirs da aqafebul Sxefebs
quCaSi gadmoRvrian. Cven isic viciT, sanamde aRweven Sxefebi da zRvidan mkacrad
gansazRvruli manZiliT mivuyvebiT gzas.
qari uceb ise Zlier uberavs, rom Temurs lamis qolgas stacebs xelidan.
caSi aWrili Toliebi yiviliTa da frTebis baTquniT winaaRmdegobas uweven qars,
magram is mainc xmeleTisken mierekeba maT, ufro zustad, sanapiros am monakveTSi
mdgari saolqo komitetis Senobisaken.
_ Sexede, qari Toliebs saolqo komitetis Senobisaken mierekeba, _ veubnebi Temurs.
Temuri icinis. Tu rameze gaecina, mere ver Cerdeba.
saolqo komiteti afxazeTis mmarTveli centria. iq muSaoba prestiJulia da,
amitomac mieltvian mas patara biWobidan zogierTebi.
_ kamsamola Toliebi, Cuvak? _ icinis Temura.
amas winaT, kaci waborZikda quCaSi da waiqca. jibidan sigareti amouvarda _ Опал-i.
_ Cuvaki упал, amouvarda Опал! _ vicini me.
Temuri SeuCerebliv icinis.
asea, roca mecnieruli komunizmis leqciisgan Tavisufali xar, mSvidad sunTqav da
yvelaferze gecineba. ise, gacdenebze didi xmauria xolme, Tanac dekani gvyavs mrisxane
gvaris kaci _ beria, magram darwmunebuli varT, saqmes ar gagvirTulebs.
evkaliptebis koromSi kaciSvili araa. wvims. sveldebian skamZelebi, oleandrebi,
gazonebi. sadRac, zecaSi Srialeben devebiviT evkaliptebi. sveldeba xis lurjad
SeRebili koxta biblioTeka. winaT aq pavilioni yofila, magram saolqo komitetis
siaxloves moqeife amxanagebis yofna mizanSeuwonlad miuCneviaT da pavilioni
biblioTekad gadaukeTebiaT. biblioTeka ki, ra Tqma unda, swored rom Seefereba
saolqos suliskveTebas.
sxvaTaSoris, Cemi ramdenime nacnobi, rogorc ki Tavs SeuZlod igrZnobs,
evkaliptebis koromSi modis xolme. maTi mtkicebiT, naxevar saaTSi daRliloba da
Tavis tkivili exsnebaT. aseve aq gripisaganac inkurnebian. evkaliptebis mkurnali
surneliT gaJRenTilia aqauroba.
 besleTis navsadgurSic kaciSvili ar Cans. aseT amindSi naviT aravin gabedavs zRvaSi
gasvlas.
katerebis navsadgurSic sicarielea. katerebi Rrmad Sesulan zRvaSi da iq elodebian
qaris Cadgomas. portSi aseT dros ar Cerdebian katerebi _ zvirTebs advilad SeuZlia
SeaxeTqon isini ximinjebs da daazianon.
zRvis horizonti arc Cans _ ca da zRva erTmaneTs Serwymia. nisliTaa daburuli
gulrifSis mxare, Suqurac.
sajaro biblioTekaSi SedarebiT xalxmravlobaa, ZiriTadad wignze Tavdaxrili
studentebi moCanan fanjrebSi.
mowyenili Cans SoTa rusTavelis biusti, wvimis wveTebi saxeze Camosdis da gul-
mkerdze eRvreba. rusTavelis biusti rusTavelis baRSi dgas, aqvea kinoTeatri
`rusTavelic~, magram axla iq aravinaa, seansebi 11 saaTze iwyeba. vuyurebT afiSas,
amerikuli filmi gadis, orseriani _ `es aris SeSlili, SeSlili, SeSlili msoflio~.
nanaxi gvaqvs. wvims, magram mainc muSaobs Teatris win Sadrevani. wyals raRacnairi
gabrazebiT afrqveven grifebi da urCxulebi. maT siaxloves metad civa.
sevdiani Canan palmebi, yavaxanebi, sastumro `riwa~, `tyvarCeli~, katerebis
navsadguric... wvims. wvimaSi soxumi naklebad hgavs sakuTar Tavs _ dardiania,
Cafiqrebuli. ar xmauroben misi quCebi, magram mainc Zveleburad JivJiveben xeebSi
SeyuJuli frinvelebi.
yavaxanaSi ukve Tavi mouyriaT soxumelebs, dilis yavas miirTmeven. Cveni nacnobi
mxatvrebic aq arian; Soridan vesalmebiT erTmaneTs.
muSaobs `kukur-Cai~. saxewamowiTlebuli, gacinebuli kukuri Caisa da xaWapurTan
erTad dilis gamarjobasac arigebs. yvelas esalmeba, imaTac, vinc mis Cais ar svams.
qari isev uberavs. Temurs xeli daeRala. axla Sen daiWire qolgao, _ mTxovs.
wvims da mebaReebi mainc alamazeben `inturistis~ win yvavilebis baRs. wiTel-yviTeli
yvavilebiT ucnauri wreebi gamohyavT.
`amraSi~ SevdivarT. `amra~ restoranicaa da iaxtebis navsadguric erTdroulad.
zRvaSi Rrmadaa SeWrili. meore sarTulze asvlas azri ara aqvs. jer erTi, iq aravinaa
da garda amisa, ufro Zlierad swored iq uberavs. pirvel sarTuls mivyvebiT.
meTevzeebi moajirs idayvebiT dayrdnobian, isini dilabnelze gamodian saTevzaod.
kefals iWeren. aq, sxva adgilebTan SedarebiT, blomadaa kefali. Tevzebi restornis
narCenebiT ikvebebian.
zogierT meTevzes badura auvsia ukve kefaliT. Tokze mobmuli badurebi zRvaSi aqvT
CaSvebuli. talRebis moqcevisas kargad Canan iq mosxmartale Tevzebi.
moRuSuli saxiT saqmianoben meTevzeebi, `soxums~ ewevian, namwvs pirdapir zRvaSi
yrian.
 restoranTan axlos blomad dacuraven yuryumalebic, rac aSkarad imis niSania, rom
aq Tevzi blomadaa. CayvinTaven yuryumalebi da, aravin icis, sad amohyofen Tavs.
sxmartebi arian, yovelTvis raRacnairi siamayiT uWiravT Tavi.
Cvamebi iSviaTad gamoCndebian. tivtivebze sxedan xolme, Sors. isini, ratomRac,
gansakuTrebiT eridebian adamians. farTo frTebi aqvT, Toliebze bevrad didebi arian.
`amris~ siaxloves Toliebis simravlecaa, isini yiviliT ikleben iqaurobas.
`amris~ Semdeg portiswina moedanze gavdivarT. `Cernomorecic~ Riaa da
`brigantinac~. `Cernomoreci~ da `brigantina~ kafe-barebia. `Cernomoreci~ ufro
evropulia, `brigantina~ ki Tavisi xinkliTaa ganTqmuli. xinkliTa da aryiT. amitomac
ufro meti xalxi iq ireva.
aqve dgas Zveli, ulamazesi, wiTeli aguriT nagebi saxli. es saxli soxumis 1910
wlis Ria baraTebzecaa aRbeWdili. msgavsi saxli oqtombris quCis dasawyisSic dgas,
kafe `pingvinis~ win.
Semdeg `dioskuriisken~ mivdivarT. `dioskuria~ Zveli cixis nangrevebze Semdgari
restorania. gverdiT yavaxana aqvs miSenebuli. yavaxanaSi SevdivarT. yavaxana pataraa, iq
ZiriTadad moxucebi iyrian Tavs, ufro metad berZnebi.
_ ori tkbili, _ veubnebiT faSfaSa qals.
oriode wuTSi Cveni yava mzadaa.
auCqareblad vsvamT yavas. isev wvims, isev qaria.
_ imas unda davureko, _ veubnebi Temurs.
_ portidan daureke.
qarma erTxelac ise Seayanyala Cveni qolga, SegveSinda, ar gaexia. magram babuaseulma
qolgam vaJkacurad gauZlo stiqias. meore Semobervaze ki uceb qolgis liTonis Cxirebi
ukuRma Seatriala qarma da qolga uceb avangardistebis gamofenaze warmodgenil
liTonisa da qsovilisagan damzadebul uzarmazar Sav vards daemsgavsa.
Zlivs vubrunebT Cxirebs Zvel mdgomareobas, stalinuri liTonisaa dalocvili.
vsaqmianobT da giJebiviT vxarxarebT. icinian gamvlelebic.
_ ai, ruCka meinjRra racxa nametnavad. ar moZvres oxeri, _ gurulad uqcevs
guruli Temuri.
_ orkapikiani gaqvs?
_ maqven, maqven.
portis telefon-avtomati kargad muSaobs...
navsadgurSi `taras SevCenko~ dgas, saokeano xomaldi.
wyalqveSafrTiani `kometebi~ zRvis siRrmeSi arian Sesuli. isini TiTqmis ver
moZraoben aseT talRebSi. zRva Relavs. `SevCenkos~ maxloblad saqmianad mimodis
buqsiri `pobeda~.
_ wavideT, `afraSic~ davlioT yava an Ca.
_ wavideT.
 `afra~ portis yavaxanaa.
avdivarT meore sarTulze. aqac or tkbils vukveTavT. `Ca~ aq ara aqvT.
barmeni Cveni kargi nacnobia, sergei. mxiarulad gvesalmeba.
yava gareT gagvaqvs da Wreli tentis qveS vsxdebiT, plastmasis magidasTan.
Cveni qolga moiSala, ar ikeceba, gveSinia, ar gagvitydes da Zalas ar vatanT, iyos
gaSlili. iatakze vdebT da kauWa saxeluriT magidis fexze vamagrebT.
_ Sexe, i bati ravanairad iyureba, ai, kofe ar undebien? _ icinis Temuri da
`SevCenkos~ gembanze mdgar qeraTmian gogonaze maniSnebs.
gogona iRimeba.
`SevCenko~ uzarmazaria. Cveni kafe mis Sua sarTulebis simaRlemdec ver aRwevs.
male gogonas sxva gogonebic uerTdebian. TiTqos inkubatorma gamoCekao, yvela
qeraTmiania da Tan yvela iRimeba.
yavaze vpatiJebT, magram arao, _ gveubnebian: Мы заняты.
mere Cven gvpatiJeben _ gemze amodiTo.
kibesTan mdgar guSag-mezRvaurebze vaniSnebT _ aba, eseni rogor amogviSveben?
mezRvaurebi kalaTburTelebsac da mokriveebsac hgvanan erTdroulad.
isini icinian _ amaT rogor SegaSineso?
isev: yavaze vpatiJebT.
isev: Мы заняты.
uceb qari erTs ise mZlavrad dahberavs, rom magidis fexs kauWa saxeluriT
gamodebuli qolga saxelurs swydeba da qaris mimarTulebiT mifrinavs, uqolgod
darCenili saxeluri ki betonis iataks rakuniT ecema.
naxevarqolgis gafrialeba da Temuris wamofrenac erTia. mifrinavs qolga da misdevs
Temuri, kidev kargi, moajirma Seaferxa qolgis frena, Torem, darwmunebuli var,
oriveni
zRvaSi gadacvivdebodnen.
qeraTmiani gogonebi ki icinian, suls Zlivs iTqvamen.
viciniT Cvenc.
male gogonebs xelis qneviT vemSvidobebiT da damarcxebuli romaeli legionerebiviT
vtovebT iqaurobas. gogonebi haerovani kocniT gvajildoeben.
sanapiroze renos, giglasa da `Cornis~ vxvdebiT. `Corni~ es murman gogias
metsaxelia. me Sevarqvi. erTxel daiJina _ arsebobs `Corni naganio~. ver daamtkica da
`Corni~ SerCa metsaxelad.
maTac gaucdeniaT meckomi.
`narTaSi~ SevdivarT. `narTa~ facxis tipis stilizebuli restorania. gareT jdoma
ar Rirs _ Zlier uberavs. erT-erT oTaxSi SevdivarT.
ris vai-vaglaxiT vkecavT qolgas.
modis oficianti.
 _ aWaruli xaWapuri adinarni Tu dvainarni?
_ adinarni, _ vpasuxobT Cven, studentur fuls ekonomia sWirdeba, _ kidev arayi,
limonaTi da sigareti `soxumi~. `kolxeTi~ ar gvinda.
saRamomde `narTaSi~ varT, aTasgvar ambavs vuyvebiT erTmaneTs, erTad yofna gvixaria,
vxumrobT. nacnobebs sufrasTan vepatiJebiT, xanac isini migviwveven xolme, zogjer
boTl arays gamogvigzavnian.
xuTni viyaviT da aTni vxdebiT.
xandaxan fiqriT aRma-daRma davexetebi aseT dros. ase viciT me da Rvinom.
_ ramden xanSi SeuZlia `kometas~ neitralur wylebs miaRwios? _ mafxizlebs
Temuri.
_ mezRvaurebma miTxres, 40-50 wuTSio.
_ xom ar gaviqceT, Cuvak, ra gvinda aq?
_ marTlac... ra gvinda aq?.. gaviqceT!
_ vinc ara?
_ Seeyaros cancara.
_ Tu kai ambavze midixarT, arc me damtovoT, _ ambobs calwarbaweuli `Corni~.
gareT gavdivarT, sanapiroze, erTmaneTs vemSvidobebiT da saxlebSi mivdivarT.
isev wvims, isev qaria.
Temuri qolgas ar Slis. es istoriuli-antikvaruli qolgaao, _ ambobs, _ amas me
wvimas ar gavafuWebinebo.
mivdivarT wvimaSi, vsveldebiT. Carli Caplinis erT-erTi filmis gmirebs vgavarT _
wvimaSi mTvralebi dakecili qolgiT rom daborialoben.
isev saolqo komiteti. isev saolqos Senobisken erekeba Toliebs qari. mere
sportdarbazi `spartaki~. `spartakis~ wina kedelSi sportsmeni qalisa da kacis
qandakebebia Cadgmuli. isini zustad Cveni saxlebis mimarTulebiT iyurebian. Cvenc maT
mzeras mivyvebiT.
_ aba, xval diliT isev aq gelodebi, _ meubneba qolgamkerdSiCakruli Temuri.
_ xval nikandres leqciaa.
_ ar gavacdinoT.

monastridan gamosuli diana

erTmaneTs marjaniSvilis metroSi vxvdebiT. sadgurisken mimaval matarebels elodeba.

isev iseTi mSvenieria, rogorc winaT _ maRali, aSoltili, zRvisferTvaleba,
aristokratuli, TmagaSlili.
 isev iseTi Rimili aqvs _ naTeli da keTilSobili, isev iseTi Tvalebi _ Rrma da
idumali. qali ki ara, ukvdavebaa.
unda gamovtyde _ Zalian momwonda erT dros. vfiqrobdi, didi bedniereba elodeba-
meTqi. RmerTma xom mTeli sikeTe mas uwilada, Tanac rogor guluxvad, xelgaSlilad.
xan dianas vadarebdi. iqneb gaxsovT franguli filmi `SesaniSnavi~, romelSic
belmondo mwerals TamaSobs. mwerals mezoblis gogona uyvars _ maRali, TmagaSlili,
saTno. is gogonas dianas Searqmevs da Tavisi romanebis personaJad gamohyavs _ erT-erT
kadrSi diana aRelvebuli okeanis sanapiroze morbis. didebuli kadria.
hoda, xan swored im dianas vadarebdi.
xanac _ monastridan es-esaa gamosul mlocvels.
ramdenjerme eklesiaSi vnaxe _ iseTi Tvalebi hqonda, TiTqos axlaxan angelozebs
uyurebdao.
xSirad dadioda eklesiaSi.
Cemze umcrosia. eqvsi Tu Svidi wliT. misi studentobac maxsovs. soxumis
pedagogiuri daamTavra.
sanapiroze uyvarda seirnoba megobrebTan erTad.
dro gadioda, is ki ar Txovdeboda. arada, albaT, ramdenjer auxsniaT misTvis
siyvaruli, vin icis. misi siyvaruliT gadareul ramdenime biWs vicnobdi.
ar vici, ra Zala hqonda aseTi, dedofluri iqneb, yvelaze cnobili `amrevi~ biWebis
axlosac rom gadioda, `amrevebi~ sityvis Tqmasac ver ubedavdnen, yuCdebodnen da
mowiwebiT uTmobdnen gzas.
mas rom vuyurebdi, xSirad vfiqrobdi, arian qalebi, romlebic gamaRleben, sxva Snos
gaZleven, rainduls gxdian. qalebi-frTebi! Tumca, vin icis, zogierTebze aseTi
qalbatonebi sul sxvanairad zemoqmedeben da is zogierTebi ufro gaRizianebulebi da
ratomRac gaborotebulebi minaxavs xSirad.
ar Txovdeboda-meTqi, mogaxseneT.
did siyvaruls elodeboda, ocnebis princs.
eWvic ar epareboda, rom aseTi princebi kidev arsebobdnen da Cvens Soris
cxovrobdnen.
dro ki TiTqos sapirispiros umtkicebda, rom princebi `wiTeli wignidanac~ amoiRes
ukve da mxolod legendebs Tu SemorCnen...
gvixaria erTmaneTis naxva, gulTbilad vesalmebiT erTimeores, Tumca, soxumSi
mxolod Soridan veubnebodiT gamarjobas.
kargaxans vsaubrobT.
sasiamovnoa masTan laparaki.
matareblebi didi dagvianebiT modian.
sadgurSi jgleTaa, uamravi xalxi ireva. me sapirispiro mimarTulebiT mivdivar _
isnisaken. axla, ase vTqvaT, mas vacileb.
 ukve baqanis ganapiras vdgavarT. isev vsaubrobT. mZime, daxuTuli haeri metad
ixuTeba. cxela.
gvirabidan kiviliT gamodis matarebeli. mgzavrebs afrTxilebs _ nu iCqarebTo.
matarebeli me-19 nomeria. Cemi Cveva TbilisSic ar mRalatobs _ yvelgan cifrebs
vakvirdebi. isini xSirad bevr rames meubnebian. 19 kargi ricxvia.
iReba karebi. ris vai-vaglaxiT gadmodian mgzavrebi.
vagonis karebidan metrosTvis damaxasiaTebeli oxSivari gvcems.
gaWedil vagonSi jikav-jikaviT Sedian.
isic Sedis. micinis, TvalebiT maniSnebs _ xedav, ra dReSi var, magram meti ra Cara
maqvso.
zRvis siTbo iRvreba misi Tvalebidan.
karebi ixureba. xels vuqnev. Sexvedramde, diana!
ra unda mas aq, am metroSi? soxumSi unda miseirnobdes axla, sanapiroze.
darwmunebuli var, mis gareSe sanapiro sakuTar Tavs aRar hgavs.
zRvas aklia igi _ monastridan gamosuli diana.
bolo vagonis wiTeli naTura mefis asulis gamtacebeli zRvis urCxulis boroti
TvaliviT gvirabSi ikargeba.
ratom ar momewona misi mzera da Rimili dRes? ratom?
sxvanairi meCvena, rogor davwero, ar vici, _ utifari? ara, raRac iseTi, rodesac
Zalian undaT raRac dagimalon, arada yvelafers TvalnaTliv xedav.
iqneb lodiniT daiRala, iqneb ifiqra, rom princebi ukve marTla aRar arseboben da
xeli Caiqnia da?.. da mzera-mzerad, Rimili-Rimilad, magram siaruli? pornofilmebis
qalebs daemsgavsa raRaciT...
ar memeteba...
RmerTma nu qnas!
Tu es marTla asea, maSin SeuZlebeli gaxdeba soxumSi dabruneba _ is xom nawilia
soxumis, da Tu is...
bolo dros raRacnairad eWviani gaxdi, _ vujavrdebi sakuTar Tavs, _ Tvalsa da
xels Sua berdebi, intuiciac gadagigvarda, mgoni. wadi axla saxlSi da ar gabedo,
aravis gaumxilo Seni eWvi.
vujereb Cems Tavs _ Sin mivdivar...

aTkapikiani

reno Turqia Tbiliseli mxatvari iyo.

34 wlisam esma gomelauri gaicno.
 esma 25-is iyo maSin.
gacnobis welsve SeuRldnen.
reno 52 wlis asakSi gardaicvala Tirkmlebis avTvisebiani simsivniT.
renos gardacvalebis wels esmas 43 Seusrulda.
maT gacnobis welTa cifrebi SeubrundaT _ esmas 25 renos 52-ad, misi sikvdilis
ricxvad eqca, xolo renos 34 esmas 43-ad, martoobis dasawyis cifrad moevlina esmas.
reno Turqias xeebis xatva uyvarda yvelaze metad. misi xeebi ciuri ZaliTaa aRsavse,
kosmiuri SuqiT ganaTebuli. isini xan miwas es-esaa momwydar haeroburTebs hgvanan, xan
naZvis xis saTamaSoebs, xanac iaponuri dResaswaulebis ferad naTurebs, xanac franebs;
iSviaTad Canan mowyenilebi da martoni, foTolCamocvenilebi da uimedoni. ufro mzisa
da ucnobi mnaTobebis sxivebiT arian galaRebulebi.
mxatvari Zalian bevr rames xatavda, magram yvelaze metad misi xeebi damamaxsovrda,
radganac momeCvena, rom igi TiTqos xeebiT mesaubreboda.
misi keTili da naTeli samyaro siyvarulis jadoqrobiTaa damuxtuli.
omianiZeebis ojaxSi melodebian, vCqarob. iuri miulmanma damaaxlova maTTan.
qalbatoni JuJuna da misi qaliSvili, Teona, saintereso da sasiamovno adamianebi arian.
qalbatoni esmac iq iqneba _ unda gamacnon. dRes reno Turqias moskovuri gamofenis
videofiri unda vnaxoT.
saxlidan gamosuls xanSiSesuli, susti kaci maCerebs, kostumis jibidan aTkapikians
iRebs da maZlevs.
_ SeinaxeT es, ubralo ar gegonoT, _ meubneba kaci.
1985 wlis aTkapikiania, guldagul gaprialebuli.
_ RamiT TefSze dadeT, sami sanTeli daanTeT, aRmosavleTisaken mibrundiT da
iloceT, _ agrZelebs igi, _ RamiT unda ilocoT, marto rom darCebiT maSin. asea
saWiro. sxva Zala aqvs locvas. ar dakargoT es aTkapikiani.
_ didi madloba, Cemo batono, magram maincdamainc me ratom SemaCereT an Tqven vin
brZandebiT?
_ asea saWiro. me kaci var, _ ambobs is, iRimis da gzas agrZelebs.
rodesac aTkapikians maZlevda, SevamCnie, kidev hqonda monetebi jibeSi.
ucnauri, ucnauri xalxi dadis Sens quCebSi, Tbiliso.
im dRes omianiZeebTan gvianobamde vrCebi. vuyureb videofirebs, vsaubrob qalbaton
esmasTan.
reno da esma is adamianebi arian, romlebic erTmaneTisTvis Caifiqra da Seqmna
RmerTma. Seaxvedra kidec. Tvramet weliwads iyvnen erTad. mTeli am Tvrameti wlis
ganmavlobaSi esmasaTvis dro moJRurtule CitebiT savse feradfoTlebian tyeSi
mokriale wyarosaviT moedineboda. reno frTaxatula, niavSi mofarfate pepelas
adarebda esmas. sul aseTi unda iyo, sxvanairi ar unda gnaxoo. isic pepela iyo.
 erT-erT portretze modResaswauloTvaleba, ulamazesi esma sizmris Tu maradi
gazafxulis samyarodan imzireba. Tvalebi axlac iseTive aqvs _ Savi, siyvaruliT
damuxtuli.
Tvrameti wlis ganmavlobaSi erTi wuTiTac ar moSorebian erTmaneTs. ar SeeZloT
sxvanairad.
oroTaxian binaSi cxovrobdnen, Temqaze. is bina yvela saxlze didi iyo msoflioSi.
xandaxan mxolod xmela puri da wyali hqondaT sadilad, magram is puri nebismier
namcxvarze gemrieli iyo, is wyali nebismier sasmelze maTrobela.
erTxel as maneTad firsakravi iyides, `akordi~. mas mere mTeli msoflios musika
ganuwyvetliv JRerda maT binaSi.
axlac xmianebs.
tangos cekva uyvardaT...
Tu esmas ver xedavda, reno saWmelsac ar ekareboda.
Tu esmas ver xedavda, verc xatavda.
warmoudgeneli iyo maTi siyvaruli, gaugebari CvenTvis, legendaruli.
erT-erT jgufur suraTze, daSoriSorebulebi, TvalebiT eZeben erTmaneTs. orives
siyvaruliT savse, ratomRac sasowarkveTili Tvalebi aqvT.
Svilebi ar hyavT. Tavad iyvnen erTmaneTis Cvilebi, ded-mama, da-Zma.
RmerTma isurva ase.
isinic RmerTis erTgulebi aRmoCndnen.
Zlieri qariSxali ar grZeldeba didxans, JgleTi wvimac iRleba da wydeba,
duJmoreuli zRvac mSviddeba. kacic asea, magram dro verafers aklebda maT siyvaruls.
reno axalgazrda kaci iyo, roca gardaicvala, 52 wlis axalgazrda.
maSin CaCumda nakadulis wkriali esmasTvis, tyemac icvala feri _ Camuqda. sxvanairi
gaxda dro.
TxuTmet welze meti gavida mas Semdeg. es sul sxva TxuTmeti welia, sul sxva...
ratomRac ase daasrula RmerTma yovelive, magram...
...reno da esma kvlav erTad arian...
esmas yoveli dRe renosTan erTad iwyeba da mTavrdeba. is marto cxovrobs da yovel
wuTs da yovel wams grZnobs megobris siaxloves, esaubreba, uyveba axal ambebs, sTxovs
rCevas.
_ bazarSic damyveba reno, _ meubneba esma, _ fuli roca ar myofnis, gamyidvelebi
fass mikleben. es reno mexmareba. xandaxan iseT rames momiyveba xolme, rom macinebs...
Tqven ver daijerebT... aravis sjera...
me ki mjera. me vnaxe renos naxatebi, didxans vusmine esmas da mjera misi _ misi
cicqna oTaxi kvlavindeburad yvela sasaxleze didia msofloSi.
 esmas renos arc erTi naxati ar gauyidia, Tumca, xandaxan puris fulic ki ar aqvs
da roca yidulobs purs, is puri yvelaze gemrieli puria, wyali, Zveleburad, yvelaze
RvTiuri.
_ me RmerTze maRla davayene reno da ar mapatia RmerTma... wamarTva, _ tiris esma.
sikvdilis wina dReebSi mezoblis moSlili onkanidan samjer CamoJona wyalma. ar
uTxra mezobels, guli ar vatkinoTo, sTxovda reno esmas da iyvnen ase _ Wer da
kedlebCamosvelebul oTaxSi, erTmaneTiT aRsavseni, erTmaneTiT bednierebi.
sikvdili nel-nela moabijebda, magram isini ver xedavdnen mas.
verc naxavdnen...
im dRes saxlSi gvian mivdivar. sul reno da esma maxsendeba. ojaxs vesaubrebi maTze,
yvelas minda movuyve...
reno Turqia soxumSi daibada, Tumca, Zalze mcire xani ucxovria iq, bavSvobis
oriode weli. mis tiloebSi soxumisa da gulrifSis frTebgafofrili xeebic
Srialeben.
pirvel saaTze vwvebi. buranSi var, rodesac iatakze raRacis davardnis xma
mafxizlebs. skamze Camokidebuli jinsidan aTkapikiani gadmovardnila _ is aTkapikiani,
diliT ucnobma rom maCuqa. magondeba ucnobis sityvebi.
vdgebi, vicvam.
civa. zamTaria. samzareuloSi gavdivar. TefSis kideze sam sanTels vamagreb, vanTeb.
TefSis SuagulSi aTkapikians vdeb.
naZaladevSi Suqi ar aris.
fanjris miRma CaSavebuli samyaro moCans.
aTkapikiani ki Cems binaSi ucnobi, dRemde aRmouCeneli varskvlaviviT brwyinavs.

marmarilos Camomsxvreuli safexuri

soxumSi, frunzesa da kuibiSevis quCebis gadakveTaze, erTi lamazi, orsarTuliani,

yviTladSeRebili saxli dgas. saxls italiuri taZrebis msgavsi maRali,
momrgvaloTaRiani saxuravi amSvenebs.
erT dros iq ministrTa sabWo iyo, mogvianebiT _ SemoqmedebiTi saxli. Jurnal
`riwis~ redaqciac aq iyo, mweralTa kavSiric. erTad vmuSaobdiT qarTveli da afxazi
mwerlebi,
mxatvrebi, musikosebi, msaxiobebi. bevri mogoneba makavSirebs im saxlTan. mas didebuli,
galavanSemovlebuli baRi aqvs. baRis SuagulSi kaklis uzarmazari xe dgas, mis kideebSi
ki palmebi da vard-yvavilebi hyvavis.
 saxlis istoria aseTia: daaxloebiT erTi saukunis win italiaSi erT-erTi
umdidresi kacis qaliSvils mamamisis sasaxlis samzareuloSi TefSebis mrecxavi Wabuki
Seuyvarda. qaliSvilis siyvarulis ambavi mamam rom gaigo, qaliSvili mkacrad
gaafrTxila. Semdeg TefSebis mrecxavi gaagdo saxlidan. aman ufro gaaZliera
SeyvarebulTa grZnoba da isini Cumad gaiparnen. mamam qaliSvili moikveTa.
Semdeg maTi saqme ise warimarTa, rom Seyvarebulebs italiaSi ar daedgomebodaT da
romeliRac xomalds sadRac gahyvnen. sadRac-meTqi, imitom vTqvi, rom maT arc
ukiTxavT, saiT micuravda gemi. wavideT, saiTac RmerTi gviCvenebs gzaso, _ Tqves. qals
Tan didZali qoneba hqonda waRebuli mamiseuli saxlidan _ fuli, oqro-vercxli,
Zvirfasi samkaulebi.
Seyvarebulebis gemi soxums miadga. maT moewonaT soxumi _ mSobliuri, zRvispira
qalaqi moagondaT.
dasaxldnen soxumSi da umal saxlis mSenebloba daiwyes. swored im saxlisa, romlis
Sesaxeb es-esaa gesaubrebodiT.
saxls italieli mSeneblebi agebdnen. cota xanSi moamTavres kidec mSenebloba.
... da daiwyes italielebma axali cxovreba soxumSi, magram samiode welSi
amouxsnelma da gausaZlisma sevdam daria maT xeli. gansakuTrebiT qali ver Seegua
ucxo miwas, samSoblo esizmreboda yovelRame. avad gaxda.
fuli da stumrebi ar akldaT, mosamsaxureebic blomad
hyavdaT, magram... italia iyo Zlier Sors soxumidan, samSobloSi ar idga maTi
siyvaruliT naSenebi lamazi saxli.
kaci sasmels mieZala, banqos TamaSi daiwyo. cota xanSi mTeli qoneba kartSi waago
kidec, bolos ki _ is saxlic.
isini ukve aRar iyvnen Seyvarebulebi, maT ukve ufro yofili Seyvarebulebi
eTqmodaT. damarcxdnen, veRar gauZles RmerTis gamocdas. ukve erTmaneTis siaxlove
aRizianebdaT kidec. ar aRmoCndnen ciT boZebuli siyvarulis Rirsni.
qali loginad Cavarda.
eqimma mis meuRles urCia: italiaSi waiyvaneT, es Tu ixsniso.
wavidnen kidec _ gemiT, iseve, rogorc Camovidnen.
magram qalma mSobliur italiamde ver CaaRwia _ gzaSi gardaicvala.
kacis Semdgomi cxovrebisa araferi vici.
saxli erT-erTma ServaSiZem mougo banqoSi italiels _ samSobloSi gamgzavrebamde
erTi wliT adre.
lxinisa da megobrebis moyvaruli ServaSiZe xSirad qeifebsa da wveulebebs marTavda.
saxlidan sul simRerebi da musikis xma ismoda, magram male revoluciam Tavisi wesi da
rigi daamkvidra soxumSic. ServaSiZe sazRvargareT gaiqca da saxli komunistebs darCaT
_ iq afxazeTis bolSevikebis liderma _ nestor lakobam daido bina.
 im saxlSi ramdenime wlis ganmavlobaSi momiwia muSaoba. Zalian SeveCvie. marTalia,
saxls fligeli miuSenes, magram mis simSvenieres amiT mxolod cota ram Tu daaklda.
xSirad davexetebodi mis uZvelesi xis parketiT mogebul oTaxebSi, marmarilos
kibeebze, vaTvalierebdi moxatul-mogviristebul Wers, angelozebis patara qandakebebs,
egzotikur buxrebs.
saxlis TeTri marmarilosagan awyobili kibis meSvide Tu mecxre safexuri
SekeTebulia. erTxel naqeifari ServaSiZe cxenze amxedrebuli asula Turme Sida kibeze
da marmarilos safexurs misi cxenis floqvisTvis ver gauZlia. cxenic waforxilebula.
fexi dauzianebia. safexuri Cinebuli ostatis xeliT aris SekeTebuli. ostats jer
Camomtvreuli marmarilo iuveliris sifaqiziTa da sizustiT amouWria da mere aseve
moxdenilad Causvams zustad msgavsi marmarilos marTkuTxedi.
omis dros ramdenjerme gauCnda saxls xanZari. sami Tu oTxi oTaxi dazianda. bedad,
droulad aqrobdnen cecxls. vin aCaRebda saxlSi xanZars, gaugebari rCeboda.
bolo dros xSirad magondeba italielTa saxli, italielTa, romelTa diadi grZnoba
sxva, aranakleb diadma grZnobam _ mamulisa da mSobliuri qalaqis monatrebam daTrguna.
mere marmarilos SekeTebuli safexuri maxsendeba. italielebsac xom CaemtvraT
safexuri, maradi siyvarulis, maradi bednierebisken aRmavali kibis safexuri, magram
gamoCnda gana vinme iseTi, vinc SeeSveleboda maT, vinc faqizi xeliT gaumrTelebda
Camomtvreul marmarilos?! mere isev xanZargaCenil saxls vixseneb, omis saxls,
mkvnesare saxls _ Zegls uiRblo siyvarulisa.

mogzauroba evropaSi patara

avtomobiliT

Cems biZaSvils _ besik xoravas mama Cveneburma avkacebma moukles omis damlevs,
gulrifSSi, zemo fSafSi. saxlSi martodmarto darCenil kacs mTeli Ramis
ganmavlobaSi awamebdnen.
besiki, TviTonac bavSvobis asakidan arcTu ise didi xnis win gamosuli, ori bavSvis
mamaa. ojaxi mas daawva. ganebivrebuls gauWirda lukma-puris Sovna. verc TbilisSi ewia
beds da verc moskovSi. viRacam urCia _ holandiaSi wadi, iq samuSaos advilad iSovi
da Sens beds ZaRli ar dahyefso.
daujera.
Tvenaxevris ganmavlobaSi misgan araferi ismoda. mere Tavad gamogvecxada _ yurebSi
landi gasdioda. Zlivs vicaniT.
suli movaTqmevineT.
mere dawvrilebiT mogviyva Tavisi evropuli `turnes~ ambavi.
SeZlebisdagvarad Caviwere misi naambobi. sityvac ar damimatebia:
 _ orni wavediT. me da Cemi Tbiliseli megobari kaxa. bileTi germaniamde aviReT,
TiTo 380 dolari dagvijda. turistebad wavediT. `boingma~ kiolnSi Cagviyvana.
pirvelad vimgzavre `boingiT~, moZvelebuli iyo, magram mainc `boingi~. aeroportSi
taqsi aviyvaneT da holandiis yvelaze axlomdebare qalaqSi _ deventurSi CavediT.
gzaSi ori kaci Segviamxanagda. taqsistma 60-60 dolari gadagvaxdevina. ase rom, valad
aRebuli 500 dolaridan, mxolod 60 dolariRa damrCa. ganwyoba cudi ar gvqonda,
erTmaneTs vamxnevebdiT _ ai, moviTminoT cota da yvelaferi rigze iqnebao.
deventuri patara qalaqia. Cveni damtvreuli inglisuriT kiTxva-kiTxviT mivadeqiT
banaks. iq sxvadasxva qveynebidan gadmoxvewilebi iyrian Tavs. yvela holandiis
moqalaqeobas iTxovs. vis ar naxav _ Turqebs, polonelebs, rusebs, axalzelandielebs,
somxebs, ukrainelebs, qarTvelebs... maT azuliantebs eZaxian. ratom, ar vici.
dagvabinaves. erT patara oTaxSi vcxovrobdiT, eqvskacianSi, gvaWmevdnen da gvasmevdnen.
sxvaTa Soris, normalurad; cota-cota fulsac gvaZlevdnen. Tan meTvalyureobis qveS
viyaviT, gvswavlobdnen. CasvlisTanave, Tbiliselebis ramdenime wvrilSviliani ojaxi
Zveli nacnobebiviT Semogvxda; gvkocnidnen, gveferebodnen. ganuwyvetliv gvekiTxebodnen,
Tu rogori amindi iyo TbilisSi, ra xdeboda axali saqarTveloSi, gvikvirda maTi
cremlebis. arada, sul erTi Tvis Camosulebi yofilan.
banakSi sam kviraze metxans velodebodiT holandiis iusticiis saministros
warmomadgenels. is esaubreba xolme azuliants, avsebs anketas da amis Semdeg
holandielebi wyveten, miscen Tu ara mas TavSesafari. moqalaqeobas ase uceb aravis
aZleven. moqalaqeobis uflebis miRebas sami weli unda. manamde ki holandiaSi droebiTi
cxovrebis uflebas gaZleven, gixdian fuls, gamogiyofen binas, gaswavlian enas, raime
xelobasac. rac ufro metia ojaxis wevri, fulsac mets mogcemen, magram mTavaria,
iusticiis moxelesTan gasaubrebam warmatebiT Caiaros, ese igi, mas unda dausabuTo,
rom Seni holandiaSi gamoqceva obieqturi mizeziT iyo ganpirobebuli _ an rom
gdevnian, Sens qveyanaSi ar gedgomeba, an politikuri mowinaaRmdegeebi mokvliT gaSineben
da Seni mTavroba ver gicavs; an TviT mTavroba gemuqreba da a.S. erT-erTi mizezi,
gagecinebaT, magram getyviT, aseTia _ Tu ganacxade, rom homoseqsualisti xar da
amitomac Sens samSobloSi agiTvalwunes, igulisxme, rom saqme mokvaraxWinebuli gaqvs.
ori kviris Semdeg Cvenma rigmac moaRwia. saubarma, an rogorc iq uwodeben,
intervium ramdenime saaTs gastana. verafriT movulbeT guli iusticiis saministros
agents. bolos man gviTxra _ kargi biWebi CanxarT, magram ver dagexmarebiT, Tumca,
holandiidan gaZevebis qaRalds ar mogcemT, sabuTSi CagiwerT, rom gaqvT evropaSi
Tavisuflad gadaadgilebis ufleba. saubari, ra Tqma unda, Tarjimnis SemweobiT
mimdinareobda, rusulis mcodne Tarjimnis.
kidev erTi biWi SemogvierTda, rusTaveli _ Tengo. holandielebma wasasvleli fuli
da produqtebi mogvces, kidev 24 saaTi, romlis ganmavlobaSi unda dagvetovebina
qveyana.
 davsxediT da viTaTbireT. bolos ase gadavwyviteT _ evropis romelime qveyanaSi gveSova
samuSao. aRebul fuls Tavi movuyareT da patara, orkariani `peJo~ viyideT 400 dolarad.
holandiidan gamoZevebuli qarTvelebis kidev erTi manqana dagvemgzavra, magram mgzavrobis
dasawyisSive davkargeT erTmaneTi.
banakidan Turqebma gamogvaciles, didi pativiT. gveubnebodnen, Cven xom mezoblebi
varT, ese igi megobrebic varTo. manqanaSi blomad Cagviyares konservebi da purebi,
ludis qilebic moayoles.
megobrebma, rogorc yvelaze gamocdil `rulaviks~, saWe me mandes. davqoqe `peJo~ da
signalis WyvitiniT gamoveTxoveT acremlebul Turqebs.
cota xanSi holandiasac gamovemSvidobeT. Ramis sam saaTze gadavkveTeT belgiis
sazRvari. arc aravis gavuCerebivarT. arc aravin idga sazRvarze. sagzao firniSiT
mivxvdiT, rom belgiaSi viyaviT. gaCerebas azri ar hqonda, jer kidev banakSi gviTxres _
iq samuSaos ver iSoviT. sam-oTx saaTSi gadavWeriT mTeli belgia da safrangeTis
sazRvars mivadeqiT.
saqarTvelo yovelTvis Zalian patara qveyana megona. albaT, imitom rom, veSapiviT
ruseTis mezobeli varT, Torem, geubnebiT, uceb gaviareT belgia; pedalze fexis erTi
daWera gaxda sakmarisi. Cveulebrivi saSualo _ evropuli qveyanaa Cveni qveyana.
trasa didebuli iyo, betonis, farTo, RamiT lampionebiT gaCaxCaxebuli. gvsiamovnebda
gza, magram... Cveni mTavari safiqrali samuSaos Zebna gaxldaT.
gviTxres, safrangeTSi vizis gareSe gamogaZeveben, wasvla ar Rirso, magram Cven mainc
gavriskeT. safrangeTis sazRvari ise gadavlaxeT, arc iq gavuCerebivarT, `peJo~ sul
qaqan-qaqaniT miikvlevda gzas.
parizamde samoci kilometriRa gvqonda darCenili, rodesac Jandarmebma gagvaCeres.
vifiqreT, damTavrda Cveni mogzaurobao. magram maT gzis fulis gadaxda moiTxoves,
sabaJosi. fuli, romelic Cven gvqonda, amisaTvis ar gvyofnida. Cven xom meore manqanis
imediT viyaviT, romelsac sadRac avcdiT. `peJo~ gzispira avtogaCerebaze davayeneT.
Jandarmebs rogorRac avuxseni, rom megobari myavs parizSi da damarekineT-meTqi. Turme
sxva qveyanaSi kaci swrafad swavlobs ucxo enas da mec inglisur-germanuli sityvebis
garkveuli maragi damigrovda.
erTma Jandarma miTxra, parizSi mivdivar da Tan wagiyvano. megobrebi manqanaSi
davtove da mas gavyevi. gzaSi Jandarmma mkiTxa, boSa xom ara xaro. ara, qarTveli var-
meTqi. qarTvelebi sad cxovrobeno. avuxseni, magram ver gaigo, an ras gaigebda, rac ar
icoda. sadac ar viyaviT, saqarTveloze TiTqmis aravis araferi smenoda. ise, sul
boSebSi veSlebodiT. ara aqvT maT kargi saxeli, gansakuTrebiT ruminel boSebs _
yvelgan qurdbacacoben.
parizSi SevediT. viyurebodi garSemo da gaocebas Zlivs vmalavdi _ nuTu parizSi
var-meTqi.
 policiis Senobidan Cems Tanaklasels _ badri gogias davureke. bedad, Sin aRmoCnda.
misi xmis gagonebaze Svebis cremlebi momadga. badri, gviSvele, Sua gzaSi varT
gaCxerili-meTqi. sad xaro? _ mkiTxa. me ra vicodi, sad viyavi da Jandarmebs vTxove,
daelaparakeT-meTqi. daelaparaknen isini badris da auxsnes TavianTi adgilmdebareoba,
anu Cemic.
badri istorikosia, franguli brwyinvaled icis, parizis universitetSi swavlobs,
universitetisve sacxovrebelSi cxovrobs. safrangeTSi sami welia, rac imyofeba,
disertaciisaTvis agrovebs masalebs. saqarTveloze iSviaT dokumentebs miakvlia,
iseTebs, rac jer arc erT qarTvels ar uxilavs. uWirs Zalian, universitetis
stipendiiT gaaqvs Tavi. puris fuli aqvs da egaa. saqarTvelodan aravin exmareba. Cveni
iqauri saelCo ki iqiT aris dasaxmarebeli.
badri erT saaTSi movida. gaxarebuli gadavexvie, megobris garda is iyo axla Cveni
erTaderTi mxsneli. badrim _ ase nu mexvevi, amaT SeiZleba sxvanairad gaigono.
marTlac, ucnaurad gviyurebdnen TvaldaWyetili Jandarmebi.
trasaze gavediT. manqanebs vaCerebdiT. magram arc erTma ar gagviCera. aba, taqsis
fuli sad gvqonda. ormoc kilometrze meti fexiT viareT da cocxal-mkvdrebi
mivadeqiT avtosadgurs. badrim gzis fuli gadaixada, benzinic Cagvisxa da saxlSic
migviyvana.
mas parizis universitetis saerTo sacxovrebelSi momcro oTaxi aqvs _ sada aveji,
televizori...
pirvelive dRidan parizSi samuSaos Zieba daviwyeT. sad ar viyaviT da vis ar
mivakiTxeT, magram amaod. Cven saelCoSi elCma gviTxra _ ras daexetebiT aq, wadiT
saqarTveloSi, saqme akeTeT, saxels nu gvitexTo. axla rom vfiqrob, marTali iyo,
magram ra mekeTebina saqarTveloSi, sadac aravin da araferi muSaobs. sigarets ki me ver
gavyiddi.
levilSi qarTvelebi gavicaniT. daxmarebis gaweva maT ver SeZles, Tavad Zlivs gaaqvT
suli.
parizSi pirvelad vigrZeniT Cveni uimedo mdgomareoba, manamde ki, ase Tu ise, mainc
viTom omaxianad viyaviT. aravis iq ar vWirdebodiT, miuxedavad imisa, rom ukve nebismier
samuSaoze vTanxmdebodiT.
movinaxuleT wminda giorgis qarTuli eklesia. sanaxevrod sardafiviT Senobaa,
ubadruki Sesaxedavi. viloceT, magram etyoba, RmerTamde ver mivida Cveni Txovna-mudara,
Tumca, vin icis, iqneb gvixsna ufalma...
ukve saxlSi gvindoda wamosvla, magram centi rom centia, isic ar gvqonda. badri
gvarianad davazaraleT. sul fuls sesxulobda.
nebismieri qarTveli, albaT, yvela sxva qalaqze metad parizis naxvas natrobs, magram
davdiodiT parizis quCebSi da guls ar ekareboda arc monmartri (Cveulebrivze
Cveulebrivi mogveCvena), arc eifeli, romlis axlos maTxovrebis simravlem gagvaoca
(koSkze ver avediT imitom, rom fuli ar gvqonda), arc luvri (ufulobis gamo iqac
ver SevaRwieT), arc cnobili moRvaweebis ZvalSesalagi.
gagvaoca danjRreulma manqanebma, gvegona, rom aq sul axal-axali gaprialebul-
gapiwkinebuli avtomobilebi dahqrodnen. zogs manqanebis sasaflaodan gamohyavs manqana,
Searemontebs da Tavi qudSi aqvs.
parizi, ratomRac, sabolood aSenebul-dalagebuli gvegona, arada, yovel nabijze
axal mSeneblobebs vxedavdiT, qalaqis centrSic. sul miSeneba-moSeneba mimdinareobda.
gagvaoca aseve nagavma parizis quCebSi. marTalia, nagavi polieTilenis didi tomrebiT
gamoaqvT, magram zogan karga xans elodebian nagvis manqanas. ase rom, nagvis suni da
buzebis simravle am ocnebis qalaqsac ar hklebia Turme. badrim gviTxra, xandaxan
ificebian menagveebi, xelfasis momatebas iTxoven da amitom xdeba aseo.
zogan kanalizaciis sunic idga. ramdenjerme CamoZonZili adamianebic vnaxeT _ nagavSi
iqeqebodnen. aman sul gagvafuWa, ufro mogvanatra samSoblo.
marTalia, me iq cota xniT viyavi da sul sxva ganwyoba mqonda, magram ratomRac
mgonia, evropa gadagvarebulia da xval-zeg Zalze gauWirdeba. sxvadasxva qveyanaSi
gzadagza aTasi juris aramzada Segvxvda. rogorc wesi, TiTqmis yvelganaa specialuri
kafe-maRaziebi, sadac Sedian narkomanebi, ixdian fuls da nebismieri narkotiki
SeuZliaT miiRon. kafeSi da mis garSemo sul gabruebuli axalgazrdoba daborialobs.
parkebsa da quCebSi erTmaneTs exvevian homoseqsualistebi da viTom araferi (amas
yvelaze xSirad holandiaSi vxedavdiT). televiziis programebSi sul mdare
pornofilmebs atrialeben, jgufur seqss uCveneben. adamianebic daprogramebuli
momeCvena. ki, normalurad cxovroben, kargi saxl-karic aqvT, manqanebic, magram
adamianoba ara aqvT, mgoni; midi-modian, kargs Wamen, kargs svamen, TavisTvis cxovroben
da TavisTavs ukvdebian. ase vfiqrob ratomRac _ vaiTu, Cvenc aseTebi gavxdeT odesme?!
soxumis dacemamde Tbiliss kargad ar vicnobdi, arc miyvarda mainc da mainc, ra
gasakviria. evropaSi Semiyvarda es qalaqi da momenatra. me arsad, arc erT qalaqSi ar
Semxvedria rusTavelis prospeqtze ufro lamazi quCa, arsad imdeni lamazi adamiani,
gogo-biWi ar daiareba, rogorc saqarTveloSi. evropaSi naTeli saxeebi ver vnaxe,
miuxedavad Cveni ubedurebisa, CvenTan mainc sxva xalxia, Cven ki amas ver vamCnevT.
winaT sxva qveyanaSi namyofi Cveneburebi msgavs rameebs rom ambobdnen da wuxdnen,
mikvirda, aWarbeben an vinmes davalebiT iqcevian ase-meTqi, vfiqrobdi.
ubedur saqarTvelos sul cota unda da CvenisTana qveyana meore ar iqneba. kargi
mTavroba, Wkua da erTianoba gvinda. adamianebis siyvaruli Cven ar gvaklia.
badrim gviTxra _ aq yvelaze didi utaqtobaa vinmes sadilis dros estumro; Tu
mainc da mainc ase moxda, nu ggonia, `mobrZandiT, mobrZandiT~ _ Semogegebon; darbazSi
mogacdevineben.
erT dRes badrim iaffasian kafeSi CvenTan erTad mezoblad mcxovrebi axalgazrda
col-qmari dapatiJa. saxlSi wasvlis drom rom moatana, badrim Cagvilaparaka _ axla
daakvirdiT Cvens stumrebso. saRamos bolos maT fuli amoiRes da TavianT danaxarjs
cal-calke ixdidnen, warmogidgeniaT, calke coli da calke qmari. badrim erTxel kidev
auxsna _ dRes Cemi stumrebi xarTo; maTTvis gaugebari iyo es.
dabadebis dReebsac ase ixdiano, gvixsnida badri gzadagza, kafeSi an restoranSi
iyrian Tavs, yvela SeukveTavs mas, rac nebavs, Semdeg TviTon istumrebs Tavis
danaxarjs.
saqarTvelo maxsendeboda, Cveni Sexvedrebi, sufrebi. ex, es omi rom ara...
erTi-orjer studentebis gaficvac vnaxeT _ swavlebis fulis daklebas iTxovdnen.
zog parizels Tavis saxlTan axlos skami gamoaqvs, Camoamwkrivebs sigaretis
kolofebs, Sokoladis filebs, sxvadasxva ramerumeebs da yidis. aman Tbilisi gamaxsena.
megona, marto Cven vvaWrobdiT ase _ quCebSi, metrosTan. aseT suraTsac Seveswari _
erT-erT aseT gamyidvels policieli eCxubeboda: aq vaWroba ar SeiZlebao, iman ki
policiels erTi kolofi sigareti Caudo jibeSi. policielma miixed-moixeda da Tavisi
gza ganagrZo. maSinve Cveni policielebi da samxedroformianebi gamaxsenda. amovisunTqe,
marto Cven ar vyofilvarT aseTebi-meTqi.
ise, samaxsovro suraTis gadaRebac Zlier gvindoda, magram fuli ar gvqonda, viRac
ingliselma ki gadagviRo videokameriT eifelis fonze, magram ra?!
parizSi TvalSi gecema arabebis, zangebisa da alJirelebis simravle. Turme frangi
nacistebi amas Zlier ganicdian da amtkiceben _ Tu ase gagrZelda, safrangeTi da
mTeli evropa gaSavdebao.
badris erT suli aqvs, rodis Camova saqarTveloSi, magram jer bevri saqme aqvs.
erTxel miTxra _ parizSi axalCamosulma erT-erT qarTvel emigrants davureke.
Sexvedra davTqviT. invalidis etliT movida, gverdiT Jangbadis baloni edga. oTxmocze
metis iqneboda. mTxova: wadi, wadi aqedan, Tavs uSvele, wadi saqarTveloSi, ra ginda am
ubedur evropaSi?! gamomSvidobebisas fuli maCuqa da kidev erTxel Semevedra _
dabrundi samSobloSio.
mokled, samuSao ver viSoveT parizSi; ar migviRo parizma, ar vundodiT. Cveni
sasowarkveTa TandaTanobiT matulobda. jer gadavwyviteT saqarTveloSi dabruneba,
Semdeg aseTi metad ucnaur, albaT, metad qarTuli azri mogvivida _ wavideT espaneTSi,
qarTvelebi espanelebs vgavarT da aucileblad beds veweviT, yovelnairad
dagvexmarebiano. Tanac baskebisa da Cveni naTesaobac gavixseneT.
badrim isev isesxa fuli, `peJos~ uyida benzini, Cven _ produqtebi. yovelnairad
movemzadeT espaneTSi gasamgzavreblad, magram RamiT viRacam benzini mogvpara. Tavs
vimSvidebdiT _ marto CvenTan ar yofila ase. mokled, zog rameSi evropa da Cven erT
standartul doneze varT.
badrim isev iSova fuli, isev Cagvisxa benzini da Cvenc davqoqeT `peJo~.
 parizidan sul mixveul-moxveuli gzebiT gamovediT, raTa gzis fuli ar gadagvexada.
gvaswavles meorexarisxovani gzebi da sul sofel-sofel mivqrodiT. gaviareT limoJi,
Ramis sam saaTze ki _ tuluza.
cxovrobs evropa Tavisi cxovrebiT, mTeli Rameebi sulis moTqmis dro ara aqvT
kafe-barebsa da restornebs. yvela Tavisi ambebiT iyo dakavebuli, mxolod Cven viyaviT
yvelasaTvis ucxoebi da zedmetebi.
Cveni gza samxreTisaken miemarTeboda. mivuaxlovdiT espaneTs da daiwyo andora.
spidometrze daviniSne _ 55 kilometri sul aRmarT-aRmarT viareT. andoraze saken-
Wuberis uReltexili gamaxsenda da is ganwyoba dameufla, romelic iq gvqonda.
andora Zalian lamazia. xandaxan fiWvnaridan irmebi gamovardebodnen da gzas
gadagviWridnen. erTi-orjer guli gadamitriales. viRacam miTxra _ aq irmis mkvlels
kacis mkvlelze naklebad rodi sjiano!
gadavlaxeT andora da dabla daveSviT. gaviareT espaneTis soflebi. seqtemberSi iq
rTvelia. vxedavT, zvrebSia xalxi gasuli. vaCerebT manqanas, vTxovT, xels SegaSvelebT,
gvamuSaveTo. RimiliT gveubnebian uars. Tavaziani RimiliT. kidev ramdenime adgilas
vaCerebT manqanas. yvelgan uars gveubnebian. ise ki sul gviRimian mevenaxeebi. mxolod
erTgan SemogvTavazes yurZeni.
espanelebi Zalian gvgvanan. erTgan zustad Cvennairi, qarTuli orsarTuliani saxli
vnaxeT, gareTa kibiT, aivniT, ezo mavTulis badiT iyo SemoRobili. eWvi ar gvepareboda,
rom saxli qarTveli kacis iyo. rkinis WiSkars mivadeqiT. maspinZels vuxmeT. qali
gamovida, espaneli. wyali vTxoveT, uari gviTxra, sxvagan migvaswavla. Cveni uimedoba
izrdeboda. espaneTSi gansakuTrebulad mogvenatra saqarTvelo. barselonasken mimavalT
gzadagza transparantebi da firniSebi gvxvdeboda. zog maTganze stalini iyo
gamosaxuli. Tavidan CvenTvis ucnobi politikuri lideri gvegona, magram rodesac
barselonas cnobil fexburTis stadionze akruli stalinis uzarmazari portreti
vixileT, gavikiTxeT, visi iyo es suraTi? staliniao, _ gviTxres, Turme espaneTis am
kuTxeSi komunisturi partiis warmomadgenlebs gaumarjviaT arCevnebSi. msoflios
gadarCenis maTi programa Tavidan bolomde stalinisturi yofila.
_ yvelaferi gvapatie, Zia soso, qarTvelebs da gviSvele rame, gvaSovnine samuSao, _
Seevedra stalinis suraTs kaxa.
barselona didi qalaqia. qviT nagebi saxlebi Warbobs, centri normaluri aqvs,
danarCeni ki, ise ra. gareubnebi binZuria.
samuSao aqac ver viSoveT. gagviTavda produqtebi, fuli, benzini. mokled, mzad varT,
nebismieri samuSao SevasruloT. mrcxvenia, magram vityvi, tualetsac ki gavrecxavdiT;
iqac _ arao, gviTxres, Cveni xalxi gvyavso.
dRiTidRe gvenatreboda saqarTvelo, giJebs vemsgavsebodiT. is kacic ki momentra,
romlis danaxva saqarTveloSi Wiris dResaviT mezareboda, vnatrobdi, erTi aq
Semaxvedra-meTqi.
 ukve sabolood gadavwyviteT Sin davbrunebuliyaviT. meti gaCereba aq ar SegveZlo,
magram rogor unda gveSova gzis fuli?!
portSi gavediT, iqneb saqarTvelos gemi gvenaxa. barselonas uzarmazari porti aqvs.
uamravi RuzaCaSvebuli gemi idga navsadgurSi, magram arc erTze ar frialebda
Sindisferi droSa. qalaqSi qarTvelebs daveZebdiT, magram amaod.
soxumis Semdeg zRva ar menaxa. wavediT sabanaod. wyali WuWyiani iyo, ucnauri,
gulisamrevad hyarda. Sevcure, magram talRebma napirze amomagdes, Zala gamomleoda.
momeCvena, zRva Tavidan miSorebda _ wadi aqedan, Sen sxva zRvis xaro. TiTqos mTeli
espaneTi da mTeli ucxoeTi me gadamekida. arc biWebi iyvnen ukeTes dReSi. sad soxumis,
gagrisa da biWvinTis yures simSveniere da sad barselonas sanapiro?! parizis Semdeg
barselonam ubadruki STabeWdileba datova _ nagavi, buzebi, xmauri... xSirad
vxvdebodiT qurd-bacacebs. yvelafers, risi gaqurdvac SeiZleba, boqlomi adevs, isevea,
rogorc CvenTan _ rkinis karebi, urdulebi, `sekretebi~...
erTgan aseT suraTs SeveswariT _ bananebis maRaziaSi, roca noqari ganze iyo gasuli,
erTma col-qmarma (albaT, col-qmarma) bananebis mozrdil akidos xeli staca da Tavis
CanTaSi gaauCinara. Semdeg viTom aq araferiao, gza mSvidad gaagrZela. cudi magaliTi
gadamdebiao da Cvenc `movtexeT~ bananebi, kostumi gadavafareT, guli gvifancqalebda.
pirvelad viqurdeT da isic evropaSi. Tu rodesme barselonaSi movxvdi, aucileblad
movZebni bananebis im maRazias da oTxi cali babanis vals davubruneb.
Tumca, im dRes bananebma SimSili ufro gagviZliera.
kidev ra codva maqvs evropis winaSe? ho, barselonaSi xuTiode litri benzini
movipareT, satvirTo manqanasac saliari CamovusxiT. mikvirs, ras gauZlo Cveni `peJos~
Zravam. mokled, sawvavis valic unda davubruno espaneTs!
manqanaSi gveZina. sxva xalxi viyaviT iqaurebisaTvis. rogorc vTqvi, TiTqos yvela da
yvelaferi ukugvagdebda, gviSorebda, magram sikeTes yvelgan Sexvdebi kaci. erTgan
mogvwyurda da Cvens tola axalgazrdas vTxoveT, mieswavlebina wylis adgilsamyofeli.
agvixsna. madloba vuTxariT da wavediT. SegvaCera _ wyali rad gindaTo. vuTxariT, rom
dasalevad gvindoda. im wylis daleva ar SeiZlebao da maRaziaSi Sevarda. iqidan wyliT
savse plastmasis sami boTliT gamovida. Cven gavagebineT, rom `mani _ mani~ ar gvqonda.
ra moxda mereo, _ gagvicina.
sxvaTaSoris, evropaSi wyali ar varga. karg wyals maRaziaSi yidian.
iq XIX saukunis istoriuli ZeglebiTac didZal fuls akeTeben.
erTxel, rodesac Zalian mogvSivda, erT-erT monasters mivakiTxeT, sadac deda
terezas samsaxuris xalxi saqvelmoqmedo sadiliT umaspinZldeboda Rarib-Ratakebs.
mivuaxlovdiT monasters, magram Sesvla ver gavbedeT, gvrcxvenoda. mowyalebis debma
SegvamCnies, gamovidnen da sasadilo oTaxSi migvipatiJes. xorciani makaroni da msxali
gamogvitanes. davnayrdiT. damSvidobebisas gviTxres, kidev mogvakiTxeT aseT dros,
yoveldRe gasadilebTo, metad aRar mivsulvarT.
 barselonaSi bevri eklesia dgas. umravlesoba kaTolikuria. erT-erTi, Savgvremani,
ase 55 wlis wver da TmagaburZgnuli maTxovari gamogvecnaura. jer Soridan
gviTvalTvalebda, mere mogviaxlovda da rusulad gvkiTxa _ qarTvelebi xom ara xarTo;
Semdeg TiToeuls gadagvexvia da cremlmoreulma gviTxra _ Tqveni Zma var, erevneli
somexio. isic CvensaviT samuSaos saZebnelad daexeteboda Turme evropaSi. aTi Tu
Tormeti qveyana moevlo sami Tvis ganmavlobaSi, magram versad moikida fexi.
portugaliaSi apirebda gadasvlas. eklesiasTan ki gzis fuls agrovebda, maTxovrobiT.
movkvdebi, magram Cemsas mainc mivaRwev, samuSaos mainc viSovio. rom SevxedeT, mivxvdiT,
is marTlac miaRwevda Tavisas. gviTxra _ dasxediT CemTan erTad, eklesiaSi bevri
xalxi dadis da karg fuls gaakeTebTo. es ukve Cven ar SegveZlo. bolos gvTxova,
ramdeni xania, wesierad ar gamomiZinia, sul quCaSi vaTeneb Rames, iqneb manqanaSi
damaZinoTo. rogorc Tqva, ise moviqeciT _ Cven mTeli Rame quCaSi gavatareT, is ki
`peJoSi~ xvrinavda.
erevnelTan Sexvedram sulierad dagvca. ufro mondomebiT daviwyeT xsnis gzebis
Zieba. policiaSi ruseTis sakonsulos misamarTi gavigeT. mivediT. rusebma daxmarebaze
civi uari gvtkices _ Cven Cvens bomJebs ver avudivarT, saSualeba ara gvaqvso. meore
dResac mivakiTxeT. sxva rusi morigeobda. imanac iuara daxmareba, sindisis ZarRvi ukve
gawyvetili gvqonda da mesamejerac mivakiTxeT sakonsulos. mokled, avutalaxianeT
rusebs kari. im dRes sul sxva kaci dagvxvda, 40-45 wlisa. gavigeT _ iuri vasileviCi
rqmevia, gvari ver davimaxsovre. areul-dareulad vesaubreT, yvelaferi vuambeT,
yuradRebiT mogvismina. mere _ Tbilissa da soxumSi sul Cemi megobrebi ariano,
CamogviTvala kidec, maT pur-marils ra damaviwyebso?! ra mogividaT qarTvelebs, ra
mitingebi da omebi agitydaTo. sakonsuloSi araferi saSualeba ar gvaqvs, Cvenc kapikebs
vRebulobT! me saxlSi waval, rames movifiqreb, Tqven ki gareT damelodeTo.
cota xans velodeT. Tavisi manqana Cvens `peJos~ moayena, karga mozrdili CanTiT
savse produqtebi manqanaSi Cagviyara, TiToeuls aTas-aTasi peseta jibeSi Cagvido _
qarTvelebis pativiscema maxsovs, movale var Tqveni, aba, frTxilad iareT gzaze,
Tqvenze vinerviulebo da gamogvemSvidoba.
netav erTxel kidev Semaxvedra iuri vasileviCi!
Cveni moqmedebis gegma martivi iyo _ rogorme isev safrangeTamde migvetana Tavi.
rogorc agvixsnes, safrangeTi dasavleT evropaSi erTaderTi qveyanaa, romelic vizis
uqonlobis gamo samSobloSi abrunebs nebismieri qveynis moqalaqes, ra Tqma unda,
transportzec Tavad zrunavs.
davnayrdiT iuri vasileviCis puriTa da ZexviT, tkbileulic davayoleT, avamuSaveT
`peJo~ da andorasaken mimaval gzas davadeqiT.
SuaRamisas raRac manqana wamogvewia. areulsaxiani axalgazrdebiT savse. gviyvirodnen,
gvemuqrebodnen, gvaniSnebdnen _ gaaCereTo. Zlivs davaRwieT Tavi, romeliRac CixSi
SeviyvaneT manqana da gaTenebas davelodeT.
 andoraze kinaRam gulma mimtyuna _ gancdebma, gadaRlam da SimSilma Tavisi hqna.
saaTze metxans damWirda dasveneba, raTa isev Cveulebrivad megrZno Tavi...
rogorc iqna, CavediT safrangeTSi. sanam benzini ar gagviTavda, ar gavCerebulvarT.
romeliRac qalaqSi amovyaviT Tavi. qalaqs, Tu ar meSleba, kohori erqva. Jandarmeria
vikiTxeT.
Jandarmebi erTmaneTs tkbilad ebaasebodnen, rodesac kari SevaReT. im dRes, etyoba,
mainc da mainc ar iyvnen saqmeebiT datvirTulebi. vuTxariT, rom viza ar gvqonda. amis
gagoneba da adgilidan wamofrindnen, gvecnen, xelebi gadagvitriales, Semdeg gvaiZules,
fexsacmelebi gagvexada, zonriT erTmaneTze gadagveba da kiserze Camogvekidebina _ ase
versad gaiqceviTo. mere gareT windebis amara gagviyvanes, gadaatriales Cveni `peJo~,
mTeli saaTi Cxrekdnen, iaraRs an narkotiks Tu eZebdnen. ra Tqma unda, veraferi ipoves.
is Rame raRac `kpz~-s magvar SenobaSi gavatareT. diliT Cai dagvalevines, dagvkiTxes,
vuTxariT, rom stalinis samSoblodan viyaviT. aaa, rusebi yofilxarTo. vuxseniT,
vuxseniT, veraferi gavagebineT. mere SevardnaZe vaxseneT. maT ki _ xom vambobdiT,
rusebi yofilxarTo. Cvenc xeli CaviqnieT.
or dReSi sasamarTlo daniSnes, sul xelborkilebiT davyavdiT. TiToeul Cvengans
Tavisi damcveli hyavda. isaubres, ikamaTes, damcvelebma Tavisi Tqves, mosamarTlem _
Tavisi, Cven visxediT da SiSisagan muxlebi gvikankalebda. franguli Cven ar gvesmoda
da, vin icis, rogor warimarTeboda Cveni saqme. imis gveSinoda, rame ar daebralebinaT,
vTqvaT, narkotikebiT vaWroba. biWebs davakvirdi da mxolod maSin SevamCnie _ TvalSi
sacemad dasustebuliyvnen.
bolos, mosamarTlem ganaCeni gamoacxada _ safrangeTidan gaZeveba mogvisajes.
gviTargmnes Tu ara ganaCeni, fexze wamovcvivdiT, gaxarebulebi erTmaneTs vexveodiT da
`vaSas~ gavyvirodiT.
aman frangebi Zalze ganacvifra _ ratom gauxardaT ase safrangeTidan gaZevebao?!
amis Semdeg ufro pativiscemiT gvepyrobodnen. ara, namdvilad ase iyo, ar meCveneba.
Jandarmeriis ufrosma Tavis kabinetSi Segviyvana: amixseniT, sadaa saqarTveloo.
Semdeg saidanRac xelqveiTebs patara ruka moatanina. Cven jer Savi zRva movZebneT,
Semdeg saqarTvelo da TiTi davade maSinaTve _ ai, saqarTvelo!
TiTma saqarTvelo mTlianad dafara.
Jandarmeriis ufrosma _ TiTi aiRe, verafers vxedavo. TiTi movaSore rukas. is cota
xans akvirdeboda miniSnebul adgils da mainc vera gaego ra. bolos, iseTi saxe miiRo,
TiTqos _ yvelaferi garkveuliao. mere gviTxra _ rusebsa da Turqebs Soris
yofilxarTo. Cvenc saxegabrwyinebulebma davudastureT.
Jandarmeriis ufrosma im dRes mogvianebiT gvauwya _ xval parizSi Turme Tqveni
qveynidan TviTmfrinavi Camofrindeba da imas gagayolebTo. Tqven gagiWirdebaT Cveni
sixarulis warmodgena...
meore dRes Jandarmeriis manqaniT wagviyvanes, pirdapir aeroports migvayenes.
 mTeli gza Jandarmebma sityvis Rirsi ar gagvxades. sigareti vTxoveT da netav ar
gveTxova, iseTi Rriali atexes.
cxvirwin gvitrialebdnen muStebs _ xma gakmindeTo. Cveni mSobliuri, qarTveli
policielebic (anu guSindeli milicielebi) mogvenatra...
rac Seexeba Cvens `peJos~, kohorSi davtoveT, ufro zustad, dagvatovebines. ufleba
ar hqondaT, Cveni sakuTreba iyo, magram mainc dagvatovebines. saCivlelad, aba, sad
gvcxeloda. ase gamovida _ Tu ram valebi gvqonda evropis winaSe, `peJoTi~ gadavixadeT.
alali iyos!
aeroportSi manqaniT Segviyvanes. ai, gamoCnda kidec msoflioSi yvelaze lamazi,
TeTri TviTmfrinavi, yvelaze mSvenieri, lurji warweriT _ ORBI. gulebi CitebiviT
gvifarTxalebda.
TviTmfrinavis trapTan mgzavrebi SequCuliyvnen, qarTvelebi. axla ukve Segvrcxva
Cveni xelborkilebis, romelic aqamde mxolod fizikur diskomfortsRa gviqmnida.
gavbedeT da vTxoveT Jandarmebs _ mogvacileT es xelborkilebi-Tqo, maT isev
Rriali daiwyes. JestebiT gagvagebines, rom axla manqanas gavaCerebT, CamogiyvanT da
rezinis xeljoxebiT gJeJavTo. gavCumdiT.
manqana pirdapir trapTan daamuxruWes. erT-erTi Camovida, TviTmfrinavSi avida da
laineris meTaurs uxmo. mokled, Cveni Tavi mas Caabares, raRac qaRaldebic gadasces,
albaT, Cveni saqmeebi.
rogorc iqna, Segvxsnes borkilebi. Jandarmebisa da Cvens gamomSvidobebas gulTbils
ver vuwodeb...
axla imas vfiqrobdiT, rogor mogvepyrobodnen Cvenebi, yaCaRebad migviRebdnen Tu Ze
SecTomilebad. esenic xelborkilebs dagvadebdnen Tu Cveulebrivi mgzavrebiviT
mogvepyrobodnen?!
meTauri mogviaxlovda da gviTxra:
_ biWebo, jer praRaSi CavfrindebiT, iq sawvavi iafi Rirs, Semdeg ki _ TbilisSi.
axla ki adiT TviTmfrinavSi...
mis sityvebSi is siTbo igrZnoboda, romelic mTeli Tvenaxevari ar gangvicdia.
_ rogori amindia saqarTveloSi? _ erTmaneTs ar vaclidiT Cven. vekiTxebodiT da
darwmunebuli var, Cems megobrebsac im wuTebSi im TbiliselTa ojaxebi axsendebodaT,
holandiaSi axalCasulebs wamdauwum amindze rom gvekiTxebodnen.
_ kargi, kargi... _ RimiliT gvpasuxobda meTauri da xeliT trapisken gvaniSnebda.
praRaSi saRamoJams CavfrindiT. TiTqmis ori saaTi dasWirda TviTmfrinavSi sawvavis
Casxmas. mgzavrebi da Cven gareT davseirnobdiT; sul TviTmfrinavis siaxloves
vwrialebdiT, Tvals ar vaSorebdiT.
TiTqmis SuaRame iyo, Tbilisis aerodroms rom Seexo Cveni ` ORBI~-s Sasebi.
meTaurma aeroportis SenobaSi Segviyvana.
_ nu geSiniaT, yvelaferi rigze iqnebao, _ gagvamxneva.
 romeliRac oTaxSi namZinarevma, Sua xnis kacma Cvens sabuTebs guldagul gadaxeda,
mere gawiTlebuli TvalebiT gviyura, gviyura da gabrazebulad gviTxra:
_ me TqvensaviT axalgazrda rom viyo, qals mainc Sevabamdi iq da davrCebodi. Tqven
ra mogividaT, uvargisebi xarT? ra gindaT am dampal qveyanaSi?!
Cven protestis niSnad avyayandiT.
mas meti araferi uTqvams, mxolod marjvena xelis aqneviT gvaniSna _ gaqriT aqedano.
Cvenc gavqriT. amdeni xnis unaxavi bavSvebi menatreboda, amitomac saxlamde mimavali
gza sarekordo droSi davfare.
diliT CaviZine.
mTeli dRe da Rame meZina.
roca gaviRviZe, vfiqrobdi, sinamdvileSi moxda yovelive es, Tu damesizmra-meTqi.
netav damsizmreboda!..
fotosuraTi

megobris binaSi var, fotosuraTis alboms vaTvaliereb.

ai, erT-erTi maTgani: soxumis plaJi, Cemi mezobeli, soxumelebisaTvis kargad
cnobili jumber beTaSvili, rusi poeti evgeni evtuSenko, afxazi msaxiobi, axalgazrda
lamazi qalbatoni da ase, 12-14 wlis gogona.
... isini zRvidan axlaxan amovidnen. dganan bednierebi da mxiarulebi, icinian.
jumbers cali fexi wyalSi udgas, calic _ sanapiroze. icinis, rogorc yovelTvis,
keTilze keTili saxe aqvs. sxvebic ase arian _ miwasa da zRvas Soris. bednierebi.
lamazi qalbatoni wvrilkenWebian napirzea wamowolili.
fotosuraTs gverdiT gakruli xeliT Сухуми aweria, kidev 91, rac imas niSnavs, rom
suraTi 1991 wels aris gadaRebuli.
omamde jer kidev erTi welia.
isini dganan da icinian.
maT ra ician, rodis iqneba omi...
icinian...
maT ar ician, rom soxumis dacemis dRes, 28 seqtembers, ugzoukvlod daikargeba
jumberi.
is afxazeTis ministrTa sabWoSi muSaobda. ar miatova Jiuli Sartava, avtomatiT
xelSi, samxedro formaSi gamowkepili, simpaTiuri...
verasodes warmovidgendi, rom odesme avtomatis srolas SesZlebda. jumberze
amboben, rom... Tumca, ara, es aravin icis... ugzoukvlod daikarga igi.
icinian, ra ician, rom afxaz msaxiobs am omSi Svils mouklaven. dgas beWebganieri
msaxiobi, isic laRad icinis, jumberisaTvis mxarze gadaudvia xeli.
 am mSvenierma qalbatonma maSin ra icoda, rom 1993 wlis seqtemberSi yvelaze adre
soxumelebi daiwyebdnen swavlas, TbilisSi Sexiznul Tavis gogonas Camoiyvanda soxumSi
da qalaqis dacemis Semdeg SvilTan erTad tyved Cavardeboda...
saTnoRimilian dedas Svlis nukriviT mihkvria mokiskise gogona.
evtuSenko jumberis megobaria. rogorc mogvianebiT ityvian _ evtuSenkos gulrifSSi
agaraks dauwvaven, agaraks, romlis aSenebaSi lomis wili udevs jumbers. igi xom iseTi
kaci iyo _ oRond megobrebisTvis eamebina, Tavi ki arc axsovda.
evtuSenkos agaraki uzarmazari iyo, didxans iwvoda, albaT.
davcqeri suraTs da vgrZnob, Tu rogor gadmodis CemSi soxumisa da zafxulis,
plaJisa da zRvis muxti.
patara, xSiri, ulurjesi talRebi fexebze ealersebian maT.
mesmis kidec talRebis xma.
kidev _ xma wvrili kenWebisa, romlebic talRebis miqcevisas kiskasiT mihyvebian maT.
Semdeg isev amohyvebian da ase ancoben usasrulod.
aparats caSi moriale Toliebic gauqvavebia.
iqneb es swored is Toliebia, romlebsac omis dros umowyalod xocavdnen nabaxusevi
jariskacebi, rodesac mWides mWideze clidnen.
vin icis?..

yvelam yvelaferi vapatioT

erTmaneTs

yvelam, visTvisac odesme miwyeninebia, ukmexi sityva miTqvams, guli mitkeninebia,

miRalatnia, gamiwiravs, gTxovT, mapatioT yvelaferi, umorCilesad gTxovT!
yvelas, visac odesme CemTvis uwyeninebia, ukmexi sityva uTqvams, guli utkeninebia,
uRalatnia, gavuwirivar, yvelafers vpatiob, yvelafers!
modiT, uflis, cisa da miwis, iesos, RmerTebis, RvTaebebis, balaxisa da
varskvlavebis, mwvervalebisa da okeaneebis, yoveli sulierisa da yoveli usulos
winaSe, warsulisa da momavlis winaSe, saukuneTa am gzagasayarTan yvelam yvelaferi
vapatioT erTmaneTs.
yvelam yvelaferi vapatioT erTmaneTs!
yvelam yvelaferi vapatioT erTmaneTs!
yvelam yvelaferi vapatioT erTmaneTs!
yvelaferi!
 zmaneba: `TviTmfrinavi~

ara, es sizmari rodia, zmanebaa. omis dawyebis pirvelive dReebidan SemomeCvia da

meramdened maRviZebs SuaRamisas: TviTmfrinavis meTauri var, veeberTela, samgzavro
TviTmfrinavis. ukuni Ramea. saavario xelsawyos gangaSi ar wydeba _ TviTmfrinavis erT-
erT reaqtors cecxli gauCnda. wivis, inTeba da qreba wiTeli wertili. cecxli jer
sustia, magram TandaTanobiT Zlierdeba. Zlivs vimorCileb saWes, TviTmfrinavi kargavs
simaRles. axla mTavaria, uaxloes aeroportamde mivaRwio rogorme. miwa ukve
gvelodeba. mzadyofnaSi arian saxanZro da saswrafo daxmarebis manqanebi. Rrublebs
zemoT mivfrinavT, miwis sinaTleebi jer ar Cans. maRla varskvlavebiT mowkrialebuli
caa. mgzavrTa salonSi samariseburi siCumea. ekipaJis erT-erTi wevri Sua salonSi
revolverSemarTuli dgas _ aravin ar unda gabedos adgilidan wamodgoma, panika
damRupvelia, mgzavrTa umravlesoba loculobs, iseTebic ki, visac arasodes ulocia.
brZanebebs viZlevi, saswrafo davalebebs. miwasTan ar wydeba radiokavSiri. aq unda viyo,
mxolod aq, Cemi adgilis datovebis ufleba ara maqvs _ asobiT mgzavris sicocxle
mabaria. uklebliv yvela unda gadavarCino. yvelafers vakeTeb amisaTvis, civi ofli
masxams, magram simSvide, saocari simSvide meufleba mainc. gaangariSebulia Cemi yoveli
moZraoba, mozomilia yoveli sityva. wiTlad, mwvaned, lurjad cimcimeben xelsawyoebi.
ar wydeba saavario gangaSi. veeberTela, TeTri TviTmfrinavi miarRvevs haers.
aeroportamde jer kidev milioni kilometria...

oqros beWedi

dekembris civi Ramea.

gareT isev Tovs. fanjridan vuyureb, rogor irevian
mSrali fantelebi lampionis yviTel sinaTleze.
lampionis Suqi yviTelia, fantelebic yviTelia, daTovlili totebic, xec.
me da Cemi Zma berias saxlSi varT, televizori ara gvaqvs da vsaubrobT. iqiTurzec
vlaparakobT, aqeTurzec.
savarZelSi vzivar. gia gasaSlel loginzea wamowolili.
fanjris minaze kakuni ismis. minaSi ulvaSebiani, warbebgadabmuli kacis saxe Cans.
raRacas mekiTxeba. ver vgebulob ras, da axlos mivdivar.
_ kars ver mivageni, rogor Semovide TqvenTan?
vaniSneb, mTavar SemosasvlelTan midi da iq dagxvdebi-meTqi.
 cota xanSi oTaxSi Semodis. saSualo simaRlisaa, ormocdaaTze metis. Tanamgzavri
mohyveba, policiisformiani. Tan or-ori saburavi moaqvT.
mecnobian. mec Zmas vacnob.
_ Zvelaia var me, Zvelaia, soxumeli, _ ambobs gadabmulwarbebiani, _ es Cemi Zmakacia,
baTumidan movdivar, soxumelia esec.
Cvenc soxumelebi varT-meTqi, veubnebi.
policielma _ me Tqven gicnobT, qalaqSi xSirad minaxixarTo.
_ leoniZis quCas veZebT, SegveSala cota, sad movediT, arc viciT.
vuxsni, rom es maCabelia, xolo leoniZe aqvea, adre kirovi erqva da axlosaa aqedan-
meTqi.
_ uyure Sen, ki gviTxres kirovis quCa, magram ras vifiqrebdi? qveynis areva am
quCebis saxelebis gadarqmeviT daiwyo... SevisvenebT cotas, Tu SeiZleba... telefoni ara
gaqvT?
gvaqvs, muSaobs-meTqi. Caize vpatiJeb.
_ oTxi saxli davtove soxumSi, oTxi saxli, erTimeoreze ukeTesebi. mexuTes
aCadaraSi vaSenebdi da im dros daiwyo es daka-daka. genaxaT erTi Cemi saxlebi,
gagexardebodaT. bolomde iq viyavi, Zlivs gamovaRwie. uReltexiliT gadmovedi, me rom
iq vnaxe, au, RmerTma nu ganaxoT...
giam uTxra, rom Cvenc uReltexiliT gadmovediTo.
_ me rom iq vnaxe, au...
Zvelaia rekavs, yurmils mxriT imagrebs yurTan, ayuradebs.
_ mere baTumSi gadavedi ojaxiT, col-Svili iq davtove, ZmakacTan, es pakriSkebi man
gamomatana, fuli ar hqonda da es gamomatana. `mimino~ xom ginaxavT, `mimino~, ise var
mec. arada, mekuTvnoda, pur-marilze myavs dapatiJebuli soxumSi, kai pur-marilze, es
damexmara, Torem rogor wamoviRebdi oTx pakriSkas... Jigulisaa...
TiTiT policielze maniSnebs.
_ sul dakavebulia navari... _ ambobs Zvelaia da isev rekavs, _ vaiTu gafuWebulia
telefoni?!
Savi, mkvircxli TvalebiT oTaxs aTvalierebs. axla vamCnev, TiTze msxvili oqros
beWedi ukeTia.
_ ra oTaxia es, an ra saxlia.
Zma uxsnis.
_ aba, es mogces?... ho... adgili araa cudi, magram aq Znelia gaCereba, Tumca, axla
arCevis saSualeba sadaa... es orive leJanka Tqvenia?.. aha, Tqvenia... sxva oTaxebi ara
gaqvT?.. ara gaqvT... leJankebi Tu gaqvT kidev?.. Torem, vin icis, Cemi Zmakaci saxlSi Tu
araa, iqneb aq davrCe. amasac kai pur-marili vaWame soxumSi, ho, ra pur-marili...
mekuTvnis daxmareba... ar damexmareba da... ho, ra saxlebi davtove soxumSi, oTxi saxli,
erTi genaxaT... mexuTes vaSenebdi... au, ra saxli iqneboda, aCadaraSi vaSenebdi, gumisTis
piras...
Zvelaia gauCerebliv laparakobs, skamze cqmutavs. erTdroulad axerxebs Cais smasac
da telefoniT rekvasac. xelSi telefonis nomrebis wignaki uWiravs.
_ kombinatSi vmuSaobdi, kidev... _ ar Cerdeba igi, Tavis yofil samsaxurebs
CamoTvlis. mere moulodnelad mommarTavs, _ mamaTqvens vicnobdi, erTad vmuSaobdiT
erT dros, kolias Svili xom xarT Tqven... gicaniT, magram ar giTxariT uceb. patiosani
kaci iyo. saxlSi myavda erTxel, vipurmarileT. me magari pur-marilebi vicodi. kargad
svamda kolia... eh, maSin gamecaniT, saxlSi wagiyvandiT, vipurmarilebdiT...
is ar Cerdeba, aRgznebulad laparakobs.
policieli Tvals mikravs, saxis mimikebiT maniSnebs: yuradReba ar miaqcioo.
_ ese igi, Tqven adgili ara gaqvT, maSasadame, Tqven adgili ara gaqvT... esec rom
yurmils ar iRebs... romeli saaTia viTom... oh, ukve TerTmeti yofila. Tqven mwerali
xarT, xom, mwerali... gamigia me es soxumSi. Semdeg davsxdeT da uReltexilze
gadasvlis ambavi unda mogiyveT... me rom iq vnaxe... dagvayaCaRes, padlecebma, padlecebma
dagvayaCaRes... ai! naxeT es persteni...
oqros beWeds TiTidan iZrobs da xelSi maCeCebs.
beWedi mamakacisaa, sakmaod mZime, Tu meti ara, oci grami oqro mainc iqneba. didi,
oTxkuTxa Tavi aqvs, kuTxeSi TeTri Tvali (albaT, brilianti) ubzinavs, Tan erTianad
morTul-mogviristebulia wvril-wvrili CuqurTmebiT.
_ satvirTo manqaniT mivdiodiT, gagvaCeres! yvelaferi wagvarTves, Tumca, yvelaferi
vera, Cems cols dolarebi aq hqonda damaluli... _ mkerdze xels idebs, _ erT qals
CanTa mohqonda, gauxsnes, ra Tqma unda. iq ki dabombvisas daRupuli Svili hyavda, viTom
araferi, isev `zmeikiT~ dauketes CanTa... Cemi coli maladec, gadmoitana dolarebi...
daakvirdi am perstens, daakvirdi...
vakvirdebi, magram gansakuTrebuls verafers vamCnev.
_ daakvirdi?.. es persteni gadavylape me.
beWeds saswrafod vubruneb...
_ aba, asea saqme, Zmao, axla ki erTi oTaxic ara maqvs, oTxi saxli mqonda, mexuTes
vaSenebdi... yvelas ukvirda _ maladec es kacio, sul aTi wlis Casuli var soxumSi...
axla esec ar pasuxobs... ojaxs ara uSavs, amxanagTanaa, baTumSi... ise, Cvens Soris
darCes da am pakriSkebis mocema ar undoda, TviTonac sul lisi pakriSkebi hqonda
manqanaze, movacemine, aba, rogor... me gavgiJdebi, Tu aq saqme ar avatriale, aba, rogor...
am pakriSkebiT daviwyeb... aha, mgoni, gavedi.... oTari xar Sen, oTari?.. Svili xar? mama
sadaa... dauZaxe erTi, dauZaxe... avSendi kaci, saxlSia... Cems sistemaSi muSaobs... avSendi...
oTar, gamarjoba Seni, uCa var, uCa... romeli uCa da Zvelaia... soxumi... gagaxsendi?.. ar
gagaxsendi?.. dagaviwyda pur-marili Cems saxlSi, mansardaze?... ho, gagaxsenda... ulvaSa...
gadavrCiT, gadavrCiT... mere mogiyvebiT yvelafers... quCaSi var, brat, quCaSi... maCabelze,
komkavSiris ceka yofila aq... miTxres Seni quCa... aba, wamoval, ZmakacTan erTad var...
romeli nomeria?.. romeli sarTuli?..
gaxarebuli saxiT debs yurmils.
_ aba, wavediT, axla, es patiosani xalxi ar SevawuxoT, _ eubneba policiels da
gasasvlelisaken midis.
warmovidgine misi saxlebi, yvela erTimeoreze ukeTesebi iqneboda, ruseTis saukeTeso
aguriT nagebi, aluminis kar-fanjrebiT, didebuli xis masaliT gawyobili... mas
sxvagvari saxli arc eqneboda.
_ eh, ra saxlebi davutove afxazebs, _ ambobs is da saburavebs iRebs, _ am sumkaSi
kamerebi midevs, oTxi kamera... aba, madloba axla CaisTvis. SevxvdebiT kidev. unda
vipurmariloT. Tqven ar iciT, ra magar purmarilebs vakeTeb me...
vacileb. maCabelze gavdivar. leoniZis quCas vuCveneb. vemSvidobebi.
Cqari nabijebiT mSordebian.
isev Tovs.
yviTlad anaTeben lampionebi.
Zvelaias beWdiani xeliT saburavi miaqvs. xandaxan TiTqos inTebao, brwyinavs beWedi
yviTel Suqze. TiTqos patara fanari yofiliyos, gzis manaTobeli.
warmovidgine, Tu rogor amohqonda imave xeliT is beWedi im masidan, romelsac
Zalze arasasiamovno saxeli hqvia.

xanZari saxanZroSi

am ramdenime wlis winaT soxumis saxanZros cecxli waekida.

saxanZro `Cernomorecsa~ da avtobusebis gaCerebas Soris dgas.
misi kedlebi mowiTalo feris saRebaviTaa SeRebili, veeba xis karebic mowiTaloa.
xanZari dabla gaCnda.
mexanZreebi meore sarTulze iyvnen da dominos aWaxunebdnen.
karebi Caketili hqondaT, amitomac telefoniT daurekes da uTxres _ cecxli
gikidiaTo. morige mexanZrem yurmili Camohkida, _ Cemi gaWirveba meyofao. is
`koziolSi~ luds agebda.
meored darekes, mesamed...
bolos mixvdnen, rac sWirdaT.
gangaSi atexes, magram wyali ar aRmoCnda saxanZro manqanebSi.
wiTeli manqanebi kiviliT gamovardnen wiTeli Senobidan da wylis asaRebad gaiWrnen.
 xanZari amasobaSi gaZlierda, magram sabolood, mexanZreebisa da `birJavikebis~ saerTo
ZalisxmeviT, mainc Caaqres.
amas winaT es ambavi erTma soxumelma megobarma gamaxsena.
gameRima mxolod.
anda, marTlac, dRes rogor unda gagecinos amaze, roca ramdenime xanSi Tavad soxumi
gaexvia saSinel xanZarSi...
gaexvia da... cecxlis Caqmrobi kaciSvili ar aRmoCnda.

sizmar-cxadi

marjaniSvilis xidze gadavdivar. erTi gamomcemlobidan meorisaken mivdivar _

`saqarTvelodan~ `meranisaken~.
Sua xidze soxumeli nacnobi nugzar dgebuaZe mxvdeba.
modis da Soridan iRimeba, TabaSirSi Casmuli xeli dolbandiT kiserze aqvs
Camokidebuli.
didi xania, ar minaxavs nugzari.
misi TabaSiriani xelis xilvisas ratomRac mec meRimeba.
saqme imaSia, rom igi uiRblo kacadaa cnobili. jer iyo da soxumSi 1989 wlis
ivnisis areulobis dros oCamCireSi afxazi mokeTis qelexSi myofma, is-is iyo,
avtobusidan fexi Camodga, rom gacofebuli brbo mieWra. rogorc ki daadgines nugzaris
qarTveloba, arc acies, arc acxeles da TavSi keti Caartyes, Semdeg gverdebSic
dascxes.
mkvdari egonaT. datoves da sxva mimarTulebiT gaiqcnen.
nugzari ki gadarCa. saavadmyofoSi myofi erTsa da imave frazas imeorebda: o, rogor
mdruzes, o, rogor mdruzes... grZnobaze mosuls araferi axsovda, arc is SabaTi da
arc saavadmyofoSi gatarebuli dReebi.
cnobilma eqimma napo mesxiam sastikad gaafrTxila _ arc nerviuloba SeiZleba
SenTvis, arc Rvinis sma, Tavis qala sazamTrosaviT gaqvs gabzaruli da SeiZleba
Sizofrenia dagewyoso; magram nugzari kidec svamda da kidec nerviulobda.
oTxmocdacxra welma Tavsa da gverdebze iarebi usaxsovra, marjvena xelsac xeirianad
ver xmarobs.
Semdeg, soxumis dacemis wina dReebSi, SemTxveviT daiWra. igi funikulioris gadaRma
cxovrobda, Ziguas quCaze. qarTvelma meomrebma soxumis mTa daTmes da mimoifantnen;
Semdeg mTis dabruneba scades, nugzari win gaiZRoles _ gza gecodinebao. isic gauZRva,
iaraRis gareSe.
 mTaze asvlisas erT-erT mebrZols avtomati gauvarda da nugzars fexze ori TiTi
waacala.
aguZeraSi waiyvanes, hospitalSi, kidev kargad moaswres yvelaferi, Torem gangrena
ewyeboda. soxumis dacemis dRes, dilauTenia, samxedro gemiT foTisaken moaswres misi
gayvana.
ase rom, yovelive es marjaniSvilis xidze nugzaris naxvisas gamaxsenda da amitomac
gameRima.
ra mogivida-meTqi, vkiTxe.
ar mkiTxo, dabombvaSi movxvdio, da gaicina.
erTi Tvis winaT, SuaRamisas, omi dasizmrebia _ dauzogavad ibombeboda soxumi.
`gradi~ kvartals kvartalze anadgurebda. da ai, Tavisi saxlis win, ezoSi myofi
nugzarisaken `gradis~ ramdenime aTeuli, jojoxeTis maSxalebiviT agizgizebuli
reaqtiuli Wurvi gamofrinda. jer ramdenime gasrolis Sori xmebi gaigona, saerTod,
asea, roca `gradi~ Senken, anu im adgilisken mofrinavs, sadac imyofebi, jer Sori
gasrolis xmas gaigoneb, Semdeg sul ramdenime wamSi ecema Wurvi Sens maxloblad. Tu
gadarCi, xom kargi...
hoda, imas mogaxsenebdiT, rom jer Sori gasrolis xmebi gaigona nugzarma, Semdeg ki
misken gamofrenili Wurvebic ixila. raRa darCenoda? _ Soriaxlo raRac ormo dalanda
da iqiT iskupa...
xelis saSinelma tkivilma gamoaRviZa _ sizmarSi myofi sawolidan gadamxtariyo da
eleqtroRumels dascemoda. mis guls bagabugi gahqonda, sagules ar eteoda.
rodesac saxleulebi loginebidan wamocvivdnen, Suqi aanTes da nugzars gars
Semoertynen, mxolod maSin gamoerkva sabolood.
marjvena xeli idayvs dabla moetexa.
_ meore dRes TabaSirSi Camisves xeli, _ meubneba nugzari, _ aTi dRe saerTod ar
mZinebia, tkivilma Tavi ar damadebina baliSze. axla ara miSavs ra...
zamTris mziani dRea. civa Tbiliss. xidqveS modudunebs
mtkvari, mraval droebis momswre, utyvi.
vdgavarT Sua xidze, idayvebiT Tujis moajirs veyrdnobiT da vsaubrobT, Tan mtkvars
vuyurebT.
xan gvecineba, xan ara...
rezo dadianis naTesavis ambavs vixsenebT. sizmar-cxadze vlaparakobT.
rezo nugzaris mezoblad cxovrobda.
mas erTxel sofelSi xanSiSesuli biZia gardaecvala. wesisamebr, dakrZalvis dRes,
avtobusi daayena da mezoblebi waiyvana.
SezarxoSebuli mezoblebi gvian RamiT Camovidnen. isini zedmetad mxiarulebi
moeCvenaT Sin darCenilebs. maT ki, rogorc gamoirkva, amis mizezi hqoniaT.
 ai, aseTi ambavi Camoitanes: rezos biZias sikvdilis winaRames mis karis mezobels
sizmrad Savi, saSineli Sesaxedaobis kaci unaxavs, romelic quCidan ezoSi Semosula, Savi
qudi mouxdia da misTvis dauxuravs. Semdeg Savi kaci swrafadve wasula, SeSinebul
mezobels sizmarSi rezos biZiasTvis uxmia. saxlidan gamosula rezos biZia da ezoebis
SemaerTebel kutikars miaxloebia. mezobels ki am dros qudi mouxdia da misTvis
dauxuravs.
meore diliT mezoblebSi mouyolia es sizmari da rezos biZiasTvis uTqvams _ Zalze
meucnaura sizmari, TiTqos namdvili iyoo. mezoblebs, ra Tqma unda, gauciniaT.
naSuadRevs Turme rezos biZias guli gauskda.
Seiyara maT ojaxSi ca da miwa.
sizmris mxilvelic erT-erTi pirveli SeiWra ezoSi, kivilis gagonebisTanave, magram
win gardacvlilis Svilebi _ 30-35 wlis kacebi aRsdgomian _ Seni qudi ratom daaxure
sizmarSi mamaCvens, es Sen unda momkvdariyavi da mama mogvikalio.
arc tirilis dRes gaakares mezobeli TavianT ezo-saxls.
mTeli sofeli sTxovda maT _ sizmari iyo es, biWebo, ra RmerTi gagiwyraTo, magram
amaod, veraferi Seasmines _ Cveni mamis mkvleli Cveni mteriao.
_ im ambidan ramdenime Tvis Semdeg rezom gviTxra, rom im kacs Turme gauyidia saxl-
kari da sxva sofelSi gadasula sacxovreblad.
_ sizmari uZaxe Sen!.. _ icinis nugzari.
vdgavarT, vsaubrobT.
mtkvari moRelavs, modudunebs...
omis bolo dReebSi karlo izoria momiyva: erTi Cemi amxanagi mTeli omis
ganmavlobaSi uRmerTod Tvreboda xolme. marTalia, yoveldRe ara, magram xSirad. ar
vici, iqneb aseTi meTodiT ebrZoda gancdebs da mSviddeboda. erTxelac mTel dRes sva
Rvino, mere romeliRac Tavis nacnobs saxlSi wahyva, RamiT iq darCa. nacnobi bazris
maxloblad cxovrobda. sibneleSi iares _ soxumSi Suqi TiTqmis ar iyo.
sizmari naxa im RamiT _ TiTqos afxazebis desantma tyved aiyvana, gudauTaSi waiyvana
da viRacis orsarTuliani saxlis erT-erT oTaxSi Caketa.
oflSi gaxviTquls gamoeRviZa. miixed-moixeda _ oTaxi ucnobia. fanjarasTan mivida.
ezoc ucnobia, quCac. irgvliv
mxolod sakuTari saxlebia. ara, es soxumi ar aris, _ gaifiqra da kvlav simwris
oflma daasxa, _ ese igi, marTla tyved amiyvanes, gudauTaSi var, me ki sizmari megona...
Tu ar gaviqeci, momklaven... wamebiT...
Caicva, kari mosinja, daketili aRmoCnda, fanjara gamoaRo da mcire xnis yoymanis
Semdeg gareTa kibeze gadaZvra, Semdeg ezoSi Cavida. rkinis WiSkari boqlomiT aRmoCnda
daketili. daviRupeo, _ gaifiqra. ar daerida, isariviT Tavwmaxvilebul cxaurs da
Robes gadaevlo. Tavqudmoglejili gaiqca, magram saiT, amas ar fiqrobda. Semdeg azri
moikriba da gzispira ormoSi Cawva, Tavze ormoSive napovi Semxmartalaxiani
polieTilenis nagleji daifara, gaitruna da fiqri daiwyo _ ra eRona, rogor daeRwia
Tavi aqaurobisaTvis,
cota xanSi inaTa. gzaze viRac kacma Caiara. afxazs miamsgavsa da gamocnaureba ver
gabeda. arada, ukve eWvic gauCnda _ gudauTaSi ar var, damesizmra es yvelaferi da
soxumSi vimyofebio, magram radganac darwmunebuli ar iyo, samalavis datoveba ver
gabeda.
kidev ramdenime kacma da qalma Caiara, qarTuli saubaric moesma. magram SiSs mainc
ver sZlia.
Semdeg viRac qeraTmiani dalanda. rusad miiCnia.
_ Эй, _ dauZaxa, _ друг, подойди сюда, прошу!
SeSinebulma rusma jer ver gaarkvia, saidan modioda xma. Semdeg frTxilad, magram
mainc miuaxlovda.
_ Где я нахожусь, друг, скажи? _ hkiTxa talaxiani polieTilenidan.
_ Как где?..
_ Что это за город?..
_ Как, что за город?.. _ Tvalebi daWyita qeraTmianma.
_ Это Сухуми или Гудаута?
_ Сухуми, Сухуми это...
ramdenime wams gaSeSebuli iyo, Semdeg polieTileni moisrola da ormodan amovida,
Sarval-xalaTi gaiferTxa. russ uTxra, vixumreo da umal zurgi Seaqcia. `soxumxelsawyos~
Senobas axlaRa hkida Tvali. marTlac, soxumSi iyo. amoisunTqa.
gzaSi umal gaaxsenda winadRe, nacnobic, romlis saxlSi gaaTia is saSineli Rame.
kvlav nacnobis saxls miadga.
dauZaxa maspinZels.
cota xanSi misma TmagaCeCilma, gaocebulma nacnobma gauRo kari _ cxraklitulSi myavdi
Caketili da gareT rogor moxvdio?
yvelaferi alalad mouyva...
viciniT me da nugzari, romelic Tavis TabaSirian xels efereba.
nugzari xom omSi daiWra. marTali, omis damTavrebis mere, TiTqmis naxevari wlis
Semdeg, magram is xom namdvil dabombvaSi moxvda _ mas sizmarSi omis drom moakiTxa,
Tavad omma _ WeSmaritma, romelic, ara marto nugzars, aramed aTeul aTasebs Tan
sdevs, yovelTvis, yvelgan.
omma arc sizmari icis da arc cxadi, arc warsuli da arc momavali.
is maradJams _ dResaa! gaqvavebulia misi dro. CvenTanaa yovelTvis.
vdgavarT me da nugzari Sua xidze, da vsaubrobT.
dabla ki dinjad moRelavs mtkvari, mravali drois momswre, utyvi, naxevrad
mTvlemare...
 iyo da ara iyo ra, iyo erTi qalaqi

me Tqven guls ar gagitexT, magram arc mogatyuebT.

yvelaferi xdeba.
da, vin icis, iqneb amJamad axalgazrda soxumelebi erT dros TavianT SviliSvilebs
iseT zRapars mouyvebian, romelic daiwyeba sityvebiT: iyo da ara iyo ra, iyo erTi
qalaqi, saxelad soxumi...

tutka

tutkas namdvili saxeli arc vici. mTeli soxumi tutkad icnobs. ase, ormocdaxuTi-
ormocdaeqvsi wlisaa.
tutkas sanapiroze, katerebis navsadguris win uyvarda dgoma, sastumro
`tyvarCelTan~. Cvenze ufrosi iyo da misabaZ biWad gvyavda miCneuli.
aravis ise ar uxdeboda TeTri Sarval-kostumi, rogorc mas, qalaqSi jinsebic erT-
erTma pirvelma man Caicva.
tanadsa da moxdenils, laRsa da keTilSobils alen delons adarebdnen, Tumca,
srulebiT ar hgavda mas.
biWebi cdilobdnen, tutkasaviT daevarcxnaT Tma, halstuxic masaviT gaenaskvaT _
prezidentulad; CacmiTac masaviT CaecvaT. zogi siarulSic baZavda. erTma Cvenma
amxanagma ki ise gamoido Tavi, lamis tutkas oreuli gaxda.
gogonebze nu mkiTxavT, lamis naxevari soxumis gogonebs uyvardaT tutka.
mis garSemo yovelTvis xalxmravloba iyo.
tutkas Zma _ Tamazi, Cems paralelur klasSi swavlobda; Cumi, usityvo biWi iyo.
skolis Semdeg samedicino saswavlebeli daamTavra da afTiaqSi provizorad muSaobda.
erT mSvenier dRes, Tamazma meore msoflio omisJamindeli, Zveli germanuli manqana
SeiZina, Tu ar vcdebi, _ `Khorkhe~. manqana uzarmazari iyo, TeTri feris. veeba, Savi
savarZlebi hqonda. gadaxsnidnen Zmebi `Khorkhe~-s brezentis saxuravs da megobrebTan
erTad daseirnobdnen qalaqis ayvavebul quCebSi. maTi naxvisas skot ficjeraldis didi
getsbi da misi manqana maxsendeboda. ramdenjerme maTi Tanamgzavri mec gaxldiT.
Tamazi aTiode wlis winaT restoranSi 13-14 wlis mTvralma biWebma daniT mokles.
erTma Tanaklaselma mis gasvenebaze miTxra _ mTeli cxovreba didebis meSinoda da
axla, roca Tavad didi var, patara biWebis meSiniao.
 tutkas ramdenimejer Sevxvedrivar sufrazec. sityvamozomili iyo, xumarac. arasodes
mogaCvenebda Tavs imaze metad, rasac sinamdvileSi warmoadgenda.
bolo wlebSi iSviaTad vxedavdi. me Cemi saqmeebi mqonda, mas _ Tavisi.
amas winaT, TbilisSi, metros vagonSi SevxvdiT erTmaneTs. wina dRiT naRvinevs
Tvalebi CaswiTleboda, naoWebic gamravleboda saxeze. motexili, Zlier motexili
momeCvena, ufro sulierad, vidre fizikurad. tutka Tavis Tavs aRar hgavda.
visaubreT.
netav cocxali ar viyoo, _ miTxra gamomSvidobebisas.
`rusTavelze~ Camovida. albaT, `iveriaSi~ midioda, `iverielebTan~.
elda meca mis sityvebze.
maSin veRar movaswari da axla veubnebi: marto Tavis Tavs aravin ekuTvnis, tutka,
arca aqvs amis ufleba. Senc gamonaklisi rodi xar. Cemi tolebi kargi soxumeli biWis
simbolod gsaxavdnen, darCi im simbolod. gaixsene Cveni sanapiro, katerebis navsadguri,
sastumro... Cven, soxumelebi, axla xSirad vxvdebiT erTmaneTs sxva qalaqebSi da nu
ggonia, soxumi marto soxumSia.
soxumi TbilisSicaa!

gogita

es saxeli aRmosvleT saqarTveloSi ufroa cnobili, dasavleTSi _ naklebad.

soxumSi, mgoni, aravis erqva gogita. yovel SemTxvevaSi, ar gamigia.
gogita meliqiZis statia pirvelad omis dros wavikiTxe romeliRac gazeTSi,
SuqCamqral soxumSi, Cems binaSi, buxris sinaTleze. omisTvis cota ar iyos, ucnauri
statia: eSeris mTaze, simindis yanaSi erTmaneTs qarTveli da afxazi mzveravebi
SeefeTnen, ori, 4-5-kaciani jgufi. erTmaneTis nabijebis xma gamxmari simindebis Srialis
gamo ver gaiges. mzveravebi SeCerdnen, gaxevebulebi idgnen, erTimeores Sehyurebdnen da
elodnen, vin gaaparebda pirvelad xels iaraRisaken. daZabuli lodinis Semdeg afxazTa
meTaurma Tqva _ arayi maqvs, modi davlioTo. erT jariskacs puri aRmoaCnda, meores _
xaxvi... dasxdnen pirdapir miwaze da aseTi sadRegrZelo Tqves _ omi male
damTavrebuliyoso! meorejerac igive sadRegrZelo gaimeores. Semdeg daemSvidobnen
erTmaneTs, afxazebma qarTvelebs ukandasabrunebeli gza aswavles. ase ufro uxifaTod
gadaxvalT gumisTazeo.
msgavsi ram xdeboda xolme qarTvelTa da afxazTa omis dros, magram aravin werda
amaze. gogitam ki dawera.
maxsovs misi reportaJebi gudauTidan. sxva werilebic.
 Semdeg ki `dacema~ iyo. `dacema~ gogitas Sedevria. es aris dokumenturi wigni
axalgazrda qarTvel qalze, romelic soxumis dacemis Semdeg mowinaaRmdegeebs
CauvardaT xelSi. mas uTxres _ omis kanonis mixedviT Sen Cveni xaro da...
gogita sulier dacemaze wers. SeiZleba, daeces qalaqi, daeces saxelmwifo, dakargo
saxli, winaparTa saflavebi, magram es kidev ar niSnavs damarcxebas. damarcxebuli xar
mxolod maSin, rodesac sulierad ecemi, an zneobrivad gadagvardebi.
gamarjvebul omSic SeiZleba damarcxebuli iyo.
omamdec SeiZleba damarcxebuli iyo.
esec omis religiaa.
omi Rupavs yovelive keTils, saTuTs, saficars, omi rentgenia _ gvamowmebs da
erTmaneTis Tavs gvanaxebs.
omi Semoqmedicaa _ igi sxvanairad Camoqnis, anu gardaqmnis adamianebs.
omi isaa, roca siyvaruli kargavs Tavis Zalas da ukve arafers niSnavs. omi
yovelives klavs.
omTan yvelas Tavisi angariSi aqvs _ Cvenc, maTac, mec, Tqvenc, ra Tqma unda,
gogitasac.
damarcxebulsac Tavisi angariSi aqvs omTan da gamarjvebulsac. ar icis omma
gamarjvebuli da damarcxebuli. omi omia. amouxsneli saSineleba.
oms Tavisi dro aqvs, mSvidobas _ Tavis. orive maradia da morigeobiT gvestumreba
xolme.
gogita wavida soxumSi, raTa omisTvis TvalebSi Caexeda. kalmiTa da bloknotiT
wavida. mas ar ainteresebda tele-radio omi, yalbi, matyuara. TviTon unda moesmina omis
xriali, eynosa misi simyrale, enaxa omi: raindTa da mxdalTa, wesierTa da uwesoTa,
WeSmarit mebrZolTa da mkvlelTa, SemwynarebelTa da daundobelTa, erTgulTa da
moRalateTa. erTnairica da meorenairic _ gumisTis aqeTac iyvnen da iqiTac. gogitam
omis adamiani Seiswavla omis anatomiasTan erTad.
ramdenime Tvis ganmavlobaSi iyo soxumSi.
Semdeg TbilisSi gazeTic gamosca _ `omi~.
misi werilebis erT-erTi gmiri gaxda ltolvili qarTveli. gogitas gansakuTrebiT
uyvars is kaci. ltolvili dadis zamTris TbilisSi da Tavis mandarinebis baRzec
dardobs _ gauZleben Tu ara isini aseT yinvas? gogita ki am kacze naRvlobs _
gauZlebs?..
gogita gigla gobeCiam gamacno. davmegobrdiT.
omzec vsaubrobT xolme, im omze, romelzec aravin arasodes dawers.
mesxuri sidinjiT muSaobs gogita, RvTismoyvare kacis simSvidiT. rogorc wers, ise
laparakobs, rogorc laparakobs, ise wers.
 xars magonebs. mis sofels klde hqvia. kldesac hgavs. Tanac _ gulCvilia. maxsovs,
soxumel megobrebTan erTad sufras vusxediT. erTma raRac ambavi gaixsena, acremlda
gogita.
erTxelac `Sansis~ redaqciaSi vlaparakobdiT, bondo qurdaZem, gogitaze,
mowesrigebuli kaciao, Tqva. bondos uyvars es ori sityva _ `mowesrigebuli kaci~ da
gogitas misamarTiT xmarobs yvelaze xSirad.
marTlac, saocrad mowesrigebulia gogita.
erTxel mamamisis gamoxdili arayi momitana Zveleburi boTliT, `stalinkas~ rom
eZaxian. mere stalinis droindel telefonis aparatic maCuqa. mxolod gogitas SeuZlia
ase. unda Tu ar unda, misi stilia es.
zedazeni uyvars gansakuTrebiT. fexiT adis da berebTan rCeba xolme ramdenime dRis
ganmavlobaSi. zedaznidan saqarTvelos ferebis Wvreta uyvars. is sul sxva samyaroSi
mogzaurobs maSin, sulierSi.
humanoidia, ar vaWarbeb.
amJamad omze aranakleb rTuli ram aqvs Sesaswavli _ mSvidoba.
RmerTma xeli moumarTos!
RmerTi Tu ar daexmara, marTla ras gaugeb qveyanas, sadac adamians ise klaven,
viTomcda araferi; erTmaneTs ise cxrilaven, viTomcda araferi; viTomcda ase unda
yofiliyo, ase iyo saWiro, TiTqosda isini didi xnis winaTac unda daexocaTo. sadac
pedagogebi skolebs toveben da bavSvebs aravin aswavlis; sadac poetebi sigaretebsa da
saReW rezinebs yidian; sadac quCaSi gasvlis eSiniaT; sadac giJebi da normalurebi
erTmaneTs damsgavsebian; sadac tirili undaT da ver tirian; sadac ubeduri saxeebis
gamofenaa; sadac fuli eSmakiviT gabatonebula da, rom iSovo, zvarakad suli unda
Seswiro da Zmas gulze unda daadga fexi; sadac saqarTvelos sazRvrebs gareT eZeben
saSvels; sadac toveben qveyanas da niSnis mogebiT eubnebian _ ar momiare xom, ai,
mivdivar, ase ginda Sen; sadac ase sayveduroben gardacvlilebi mamuls _ ratom ar
mipatrone, dalocvilo; wavedi, mSvidobiT; sadac svamen wyals da mainc swyuriaT; Wamen
da ver ZRebian; sadac avtomatis tyviebiT kedlebdaxvretili taZrebi mdumared dganan
da Tavad qveyanac qaSueTs damsgavsebia, kedlebdacxrilul qaSueTs...
sadac mxolo zedazenia Seni mSveleli da damamSvidebeli...
da kidev adamianebi, dabeCavebuli adamianebi, Seni mamulis adamianebi. Seni sisxli da
xorci, romlebsac gansakuTrebiT axla sWirdebaT mxarSi amodgoma da gageba.
RmerTma qnas, gamrTeldes es gapobili samyaro!
ramdenime mlocvels ZaluZs qveynis gadarCenao, _ uTqvams aRmosavleTs.
WeSmaritad!
erT-erTi maTgani gogitaa.
 yvavis saydari

ivnisis dila. mziani dRe Tendeba. metro `naZaladevidan~ didubeSi mivdivar. iq gigla
gobeCia melodeba _ zedazenze unda avideT.
metroSi uCveulo fusfusia. SesvlisTanave SeSfoTebuli saxeebi mxvdeba. dabla,
platformaze ramdenime policieli da metros muSaki dgas.
matarebels qali gautania. ar ician, vin aris.
cxedari grZel skamze asvenia. samocdaaTi wlisaao, amboben. mwvane kaba acvia. arc
minda davxedo, ukanasknel wlebSi bevri cxedari vnaxe. yovelma maTganma Tavisi kvali
damitova gulSi.
matarebeli rom gamoCnda, TviTon Cavida dabla da matarebels Cauvardao, ambobs
viRac qali. sxva sxvas ambobs.
skamze daRupulis labada da xelCanTa devs.
am sicxeSi labada risTvis sWirdeboda? aravin icis.
neli svliT Semodis matarebeli. cxedarTan Cerdeba pirveli vagoni. memanqanes
brezentis dakecili sakace gamoaqvs da policiels awvdis. Semdeg matarebeli
adgilidan iZvris, sarkes uswordeba da kvlav Cerdeba. mgzavrebi vagonebidan Camodian.
matarebels mivyvebi.
gigla dagvianebiT modis. Semdeg daaxloebiT erT kilometrs gavdivarT da
ediSeraSvilebis WiSkars vaRebT. gigla SoTa ediSeraSvils macnobs, 17-18 wlis
ymawvils, rogorc SoTa ambobs, erTi welia, rac ucxoplanetelebi daumegobrdnen.
Tavadac ucxoplanetels hgavs _ saxiTac, mimikebiTac. gigla mis fenomens ikvlevs.
quCaSi `rafi~ gvelodeba. axali nacnoboba _ nugzari, valeri, gia, marine, irma, nino...
mivdivarT zedaznisken. gzad avWalaSi SevdivarT _ `rafis~ mflobelis _ nugzaris
saxlSi. mis biWebs doli da akordeoni gamoaqvT. nugzaris saxls petre-pavles eklesia
dahyurebs. mis gverdiT uzarmazari jvaria aRmarTuli. Tvrameti metrisaa, Cemma
mezobelma aRmarTa sikvdils gadarCenili biWebis saxelzeo, ambobs nugzari.
mogvianebiT igi gvixatavs eqvs manaTobel sferos, romelic 31 maisis Rames eklesiis
TavzemoT naxa. daaxloebiT erTi wuTis ganmavlobaSi akvirdeboda igi sferoebs, sanam
isini mTis ukan ar Caimalnen. sferoebi imave dRes da daaxloebiT imave dros
aeroportSi naxa ramdenime aTeulma adamianma, wyneTSic, kojorSic... giglam mTeli
bloknoti Seavso mowmeTa naambobebiTa da naxatebiT.
gavdivarT saguramos, vuxvevT zedaznisken. ulamazesi bunebaa, didebuli tye...
zedazenze pirvelad var. TiTqmis ori welia, rac zRva ar minaxavs. mxolod
simaRlidan zRvis xilvas SemiZlia Sevadaro is aRtaceba, rasac zedaznis monasterSi
ganvicdi.
 ase ggonia, aqedan mTel saqarTvelos xedav _ jvari, sveticxoveli, aragvi, mtkvari,
Tbilisis zRva, Tbilisi, wyneTi, kojori... erTmaneTSia areuli cisferi, lurji, mwvane,
yviTeli ferebi. haeric lurjia da wminda, mokamkame.
zedaznis eklesia ar vaWrobs. aq TiToeuls SeuZlia aanTos Tavisi sanTeli, romelic
eklesiaSi SesvlisTanave xelmarjvniv mdgar patara magidaze awyvia, xis kolofSi.
viRebT suraTebs. Cxakunobs giglas `zeniti~.
Semdeg dabla veSvebiT, tyisken. wiflis xeebqveS sufra iSleba. Tamada giglaa.
SoTa xandaxan gvtovebs _ xan maRla miuyveba tyes, xanac dabla.
CarTulia tyis `kondicioneri~. grila. kaxur Rvinosa da sufTa haers sxva samyaroSi
gadavyavarT.
nugzaris biWebi dol-akordeons axureben, xmaSewyobilad mRerian. zis nugzari da
tkbeba biWebis cqeriT. aba, tyuilad Sevqmeni, unda mimRerono, icinis.
bednieri kaci xar, netav yvela ojaxSi aseTi Sexmatkbilebuli mamaSviloba iyos-
meTqi, veubnebi.
simRera-simReriT Camodis dabla `rafi~. yvavis saydarTan gvaCerebinebs gigla manqanas.
aq odesRac cxra Zmas yana hqonia. erT dRes, mindvrad muSaobisas, cecxlze xorciT savse
qvabi Sedges. qvabSi gveli Cavardnila da CaxarSula. rodesac sadilad dasxdnen, iqve
mdgari xidan yvavi Camofrenila. ara da ar aclis ymebs qvabidan xorcis (ukve mowamluli
xorcis) amoRebas. Cayofen Zmebi xels qvabSi, maSinve daacxreba yvavi. bolos yvavi
ukanasknelad aiWra caSi, isariviT gamoqanda da qvabSi Cavarda.
Sewuxdnen Zmebi, amoiRes qvabidan yvavi da iqve gvelic ipoves.
ase gadaarCina yvavma isini.
xalxma patara saydari augo yvavs. saydars erTi kari da erTaderTi sarkmeli aqvs.
Soriaxlo frinvelis msgavsi uzarmazari lodi devs da es ambavic im lodze weria.
aseTi saydari, mgoni, erTaderTia msoflioSi, yvavis pativsacemad agebuli.
nugzari da misi biWebi saydarTan cekvaven.
gamvlel-gamomvleli maT uyurebs da saxe uciskrovndeba.
saRamoJams CavdivarT TbilisSi.
isev metro. isev sadguri `naZaladevi~.
eskalatorTan, jixurSi mjdom qalTan mivdivar da im qalze vekiTxebi, diliT
matarebelma rom gaitana.
_ Tavi moikla, _ meubneba, _ daaxloebiT rva saaTze Camovida metroSi, CanTa da
labada skamze daawyo... da matarebels Cauvarda. mxolod erTma mgzavrma naxa es.
matarebelma xeli gadauWra da Tavi dauziana. iqneb gaxsovT, WaRara rusis qali iyo,
maTxovrobda. netav mtkvarSi moekla Tavi, Cven ra davuSaveT, axla xom dasjian vinmes...
umal gamaxsenda TeTrTmiani, mwvanekabiani rusis qali. is bolo dros gamoCnda
metroSi. sadgurisken mimaval mgzavrebs sTxovda mowyalebas.
diliT sadguris xazze yovelTvis xalxmravlobaa.
 etyoboda ojaxis qaloba, maTxovrobas miuCveveli iyo. Люди добрые... _ ase iwyebda
Txovnas.
SiSCamdgari Tvalebi hqonda, gafiTrebuli saxe.
saxlisken mimavali sul imas vixsenebdi, erTxel mainc Tu vuwyalobe fuli.
Tavdapirvelad ver gavixsene.
bolos momagonda, daaxloebiT ori kviris winaT 200 Tu 300 rusuli maneTi miveci,
Zalian cota. man ki aTasi madloba miTxra.
momagonda es da ratomRac SvebiT amovisunTqe.
uceb Tvalwin yvavis saydari damidga _ ra migvaniSneT Tqveni sikvdiliT, qalbatono,
ras unda gavufrTxildeT, ras moveridoT?..

wminda wyali, wminda marili

bolo dros aseTi ram damCemda: saxlSi, quCaSi Tu metroSi, SuadRisas Tu gamTeniis
xans, TiTqos maCerebs viRac, Cemi cxovrebis romeliRac ambavs maxsenebs da Tan umal
gamomcdelad mekiTxeba _ gaxsovs? Tqven warmoidgineT, zogierTi ram ukve aRarc
maxsovs, Tumca, mere ki vigoneb, gvian, didi gaWirvebiT. vici, es Cemi meore `me~
xandaxan mkacri maswavlebeliviT mcdis _ mas xom axsovs Cemgan gansxvavebiT yvelaferi;
yvelaferi, yvelaferi axsovs.
gaxsovs? _ mekiTxeba _ 76 wlis ianvris gagra, `gagrifSi~, Tovli, Ramis
iasamnisferi Suqi, princis sasaxle, daTovlili sanapiro, gagris zamTris yure, mwvane,
nisliani mTebi, kafe...
gaxsovs? _ Seni Seyvarebuli da Sen gagris quCebSi, nuri xiSba, mogzauroba gagridan
biWvinTamde, monastris Senoba, sastumro `oqros sawmisi~, atraqcionebi, biWvinTis
korpusebi, fiWvnari, Tovli, miusera.
gaxsovs? _ valodia polianski TqvenTvis orRans rom ukravs, mxolod TqvenTvis.
ketavs monasters. gareT Tovs. gesaubrebaT TviT batoni baxi, mxolod Tqven _ ors.
... fSafi, babuSara, vano gaguas fazenda, saxls ukan didi, mwvane veli, omis dRis
zRva _ lurji, mokamkame, diadi. ukanasknelad amosvla zRvidan. ukanaskneli kvnesa
vnebiani
zRvis.
... smeckois sasaxle mTaze, mwvaneSi CaZiruli. yvavilebiani gza, spilos palmebi,
agavebi, Jasminebi, wiTeli korpusi, TeTri korpusi, fiWvebis tye.
... maWaris sanapiro, navebis sadguri, qviSa, rkinigza.
... merxeuli, maWarispiri, oqtomberi, webelda.
 ... fSafi, varCe, babuSara, weroebi, tyis qaTmebi zRvis piras, kurdRlebic. sad arian
axla is weroebi? is tyis qaTmebi?
... bavSvobis nayini, surnelovani, utkbesi. menayine kovziT rom avsebda myife, vaflis
Wiqebs, fereb-ferebiT, kovzs wyalSi xSirad asvelebda, civi, civi sitkbo. iqve _
zRvis surneli. bavSvobis nayini _ nayinebis Cempioni.
... qeraTmiani qali, maRali, amayi, meTvramete saukunis safrangeTidan gadmoxvewili,
frunzes quCaze, maradiuli siyvarulis miledi.
... gamtydar Wiqaze moqviTine Zmakaci. erTaderTi fexi hqonda da isic movtexeo.
... megobari musikosebi gasvenebaze. ho, ra vqnaT, fuli gvinda, `Jmurkebze~
davdivarT. gaxsovs, ras niSnavs `Jmurka?~ ho, micvalebulia, viTom `iJmurkeba~,
TvaldaxuWuli.
... `inturisti~, `onik-yava~, `televizori~, `brexalovka~, juguli _
gulSematkivrebis prezidenti, sxvebic, kievis gulSematkivari `kievi~ romaa,
`spartakisas~ `spartaks~ rom uZaxian, `torpedo~ aqaa, `araratic~. maTi namdvili
saxelebi TiTqmis aravin icis. rogor kamaToben, Cxuboben fexburTis gamo ministrebi
da mtvirTavebi.
... `kukur-Cai~ _ es saxeli Tavis kafesTvis TviTon kukurim rom gamoigona,
mebufetem, marad mocinarma, leqsic rom dawera _ `Tofi vesrole Citebsa, gavkari
bufetCikebsa~. yvelam rom icoda es leqsi. im Cais gemo gaxsovs?
... Seni saxlis mSenebloba meaTe sarTulze. biWebi rom gexmarebodnen: gia, daTo,
gela, soso, besiki, vova, dauri, givi, nugzari, iuri feodoriviCi, aleSka.
... funikuliori, mwvane feriT daburuli gza, xeebis mwvane gvirabi. maRla rom
adixar da suli gimsubuqdeba, soso CoCia da misi biWi _ mirza.
... mitingze mimavali qalebi, transparantebs rom maRazias ayudeben da xaxvs
yiduloben, rom yvirian Cven xaxvi urigod gvekuTvnis, mitingze mivdivarTo!@
... restorani `kriSa~. kaci rom daTvra da gadaxtoma daapira. oficianti rom exveweba
_ jer gadaixade da mere gadaxtio. musika, cekva. profesori mixeil axalaia qalTan
mocekvave biWs xelidan sigarets rom aclis _ ar grcxvenia, qalTan cekvavo. biWi rom
bodiSs ixdis.
... rene kalandia, misi `bunagi~, leqsebi, wignebi, qaSayi, Savi puri, arayi...
... `riwa~ _ sastumro, mesame sarTuli, lado kukulaZe, lali, nani, stasiki.
... `pingvini~, amirani, italieli fexburTelebis fotoebi.
... petia cqvitaria, gamomcemlobis mxatvari, fotokorespondent tarasovs rom aSinebs,
gamoqanebul manqanaSi rom imaleba, umZRolo manqana rom tarasovisken mihqris. tarasovi
_ erTsa da imave suraTs ramdenjerme rom beWdavs gazeTSi. Turme traqtoristi karga
xnis mkvdaria, mkvdaria, magram gazeTSi misi fotoa, tarasovis mier 10 wlis winaT
gadaRebuli, warweriT `es kaci gegmebs gadaWarbebiT asrulebs~...
 ... eSeris mTa, zemo eSera, mTebi, Tovli. eSera soxums Rrublebidan dahyurebs. gareT
_ sicive, manqanaSi _ siTbo.
... soxumis dabombva. Semdeg miwisqveSa samalavebidan amodian soxumelebi da quCebs
asufTaveben, yvavilebs rgaven. mama, deda da maTi biWi _ meezoveebi, mgoni, baptistebi,
turbazaSi quCebs rom gvian daTqmul dros, dabombvisasac ki, wvimaSic. is patara biWi,
energiuli, keTili. mowiTalo feris jubebi ecvaT, rogorc rkinigzis muSebs, manqanebs
rom Soridan SeemCniaT.
... rom icrue, bunebam ar gapatia. kidev rom icrue da kidev ar gapatia.
... codvili rom xar, codvili.
... samSobiaro, lodini.
... salome rom patara iyo, maZiniaze zRaprebs uyvebodi.
... mama rom gTxovda, erTad wavideT saTevzaodo, Sen ki rom vera da ver moicale.
anda is _ sikvdilamde erTi TviT adre _ biZaSvilTan gamiyvaneo, Sen ki kvlav Cqarobdi.
sad geCqareboda. sad?
... megobrebs rom iviwyebdi, kvlav _ udroobis gamo.
ramden adamians daakeli Seni sityva, ramdens _ siTbo, ramdens _ Seni Tavi. vina xar,
an sad midixar an aq ra ginda, an vin iyavi? _ Sen Tu isev aseTi darCi, verasodes
dabrundebi soxumSi. arc minda, aseTi rom dabrunde. verc veravin dabrundeba, Tuki isev
iseTi darCa, rogoric iyo... gaxsovs wminda wyali, wminda marili _ mokamkame bavSvis
TvalebSi?
gaxsovs?..
gaxsovs?..
gaxsovs?..

soxumSi dabruneba

Cven soxumSi TviTmfrinaviT davbrundebiT.

iqneba dila an SuadRe.
dRe _ naTeli, ca _ uRrublo.
enguris Semdeg TviTmfrinavi nel-nela daSvebas daiwyebs, aeroportTan Sesaxvedrad
daiWers Tadarigs.
oCamCiresTan zRva gamoCndeba, TviTmfrinavis marcxena
mxares, zRva _ uzarmazari, mSvidi, nazic da saTnoc erTdroulad. mgzavrTa mzera
iluminatorebs miawydeba. maT Tvalebs mSobliuri feri SeefeTeba _ lurji. zogierTs
cremli moereva, zogi _ Tavs Seikavebs. zogic savarZlis saxelurs ise mouWers xels,
rom TiTebSi sisxli gauCerdeba. magram eg araferi, araferi, dabrunebam icis ase.
 Cveni sunTqva zRvis sunTqvas SeenivTeba. frTebs moisxams sxeuli. bumbuliviT
msubuqi gaxdeba TviTmfrinavi.
dablidan amogvxedaven saxlebi, pawawina, asanTis kolofiviT saxlebi, aseve pawawina
quCebi, manqanebi. davlandavT tyeebs, simindis yanebs, baR-bostnebs, zRvis sanapiros.
zRvaze gamoCndeba gemi, TeTri, TeTrze TeTri gemi, gediviT gemi.
gamoCndeba rkinigzac, rkingzaze ki _ matarebeli.
msoflioSi ulamazesi stiuardesa Tavisi umSvenieresi xmiT gvetyvis, rom unda
SevikraT qamrebi, rom ramdenime wuTSi TviTmfrinavi daeSveba babuSaras aeroportSi.
misi fleitasaviT tkbili xma umal mogvaZebninebs savarZlebsmimagrebul nacrisfer
qamrebs. stiuardesa Segvatyobinebs xomaldis ufrosis gvars, misi saxeliTac yovelTvis
sikeTes gvisurvebs, gvetyvis imasac, Tu rogori amindia soxumSi.
gamoCndeba kodori da maSinve gamoCndeba aeroportic.
guli kakuniT daiTvlis dros: erTi kakuni, ori, sami, oTxi...
daveSvebiT.
SeiZleba mere arc gagvaxsendes, Tu rogor CamovediT trapidan, rogor aRmovCndiT
`ikarusebTan~, romlebic Turme dilidan gvelodebian.
uSualod trapTan gvetyvian, rom cotaTi Segvagvianda.
Segvagvianda. ki, cotaTi Segvagvianda. ras izam. aviaciasTan roca gaqvs saqme.
Cven Semogvxvdebian megobrebi, mezoblebi, nacnobebi, ucnobebic ki. maT uxariaT,
uxariaT... Cven dagvxvdeba omamdeli soxumi da gvkiTxavs, rogor vgrZnobT Tavs.
didebulad, didebulad. didebulad _ Cven xom ukve saxlSi varT, soxumSi varT...
dagvrCa mxolod betonis xuTkilometriani gza... mere fSafi, gulrifSis centri,
maWara, kaStaki, kelasuri... da Cven soxumSi varT...
dRe iqneba naTeli, ca _ uRrublo.
Cven TviTmfrinaviT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
Cven TviTmfrinaviT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
Cven TviTmfrinaviT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
TviTmfrinaviT.

omamde damarcxebuli

_ o, es soxumelebi sul ar arian gasaSvebi iqiT, gadadian da mere imaT yvelafers

eubnebian... mere imaT yvelaferi ician _ sad dgas Cveni tankebi da puSkebi... Cveni
jarebi, mere isini TviTmfrinavebidan bombaven Cvenebs, _ ambobs `ikarusSi~ mZRolis
gverdiT savarZelSi Cvengan zurgSeqceviT mjdomi qali da saqare minidan abaSis
sadgurSi mofusfuse xalxs akvirdeba.
mZRoli gareT aris gasuli, mgzavrTa umravlesobac iqvea _ zogi sigarets eweva,
zogic Soriaxlo daxetialobs. ukve saaTze metia, rac avtobusi sadgurSi dgas.
1993 wlis 8 oqtomberia, dilis 11 saaTi. avtobusSi nauReltexilari soxumelebi _
siqagamoclili qalebi da bavSvebi, axladSeRerili biWebi arian, kidev ramdenime kaci,
da kidev me _ avtobusis ukana savarZelze bibliur meudabnoesaviT naxevradwamowolili
da naxevradmTvlemare, naxevrad avtobusSi da naxevrad kidev, RmerTma uwyis, sad myofi.
Cveni erTobis prestiJuli warmomadgenlebi abaSis samxedro StabSi imyofebian da iq
samSvidobo molaparakebebs warmarTaven. saqme imaSia, rom soxumel devnilebs, zogs
TbilisSi, zogs quTaisSi da zogsac sxva qalaqsa Tu sofelSi, moyvrebsa da
mokeTeebTan, soxumidan adre TavdaRweul da gaxiznul ojaxebTan gvinda, rogorme
CavaRwioT, magram aris erTi patara `magram~ _ Cvens survilsa da realur viTarebas
erTmaneTisagan erTi mdinare mijnavs _ cxeniswyali, romlis gaRma (samtrediisaken)
samTavrobo jariskacebi arian gamagrebulebi, gamoRma ki (abaSisaken) _ qobalias
mebrZolebi. mdinaris gaswvriv srolebia, ase vTqvaT, poziciuri brZolebi mimdinareobs.
Cven ki, sikvdils gadarCenili sulswrafi miamitebi, dilauTenia
cxeniswylis xids `ikarusiT~ jiqur miveWeriT da uecrad iseT vai-uSvelebelSi
movxvdiT, rom lamis afxazeTis omi sanatrebeli gagvixda, lamis usaxelod davasruleT
Cveni bedkruli epopea _ Wurvebi xan marcxniv skdeboda, xan marjvniv. senakelma
mZRolma _ me arc ori Tavi mabia da arc Cems bavSvebs hyavT ori mamao da marsis (diax,
omis RmerTis) veluri sunTqvis wyalobiT gverdebgavarvarebuli da ikarusiviT
frTebCamocvenili `ikarusi~ ukan gamoaqana. movqriT da veajebiT mZRols, `vaxuWuWebT~.
es gana srolebia, _ veubnebiT, _ Sen ar gcodnia, ra aris srolebi, vaJkaci Canxar, ram
wagaxdina, wagviyvane abaSaSi, StabSi, da gaverkveviT saqmeSi. ramdenime wuTSi
cxeniswylis bataliebis xma avtobusis borblebis aCqarebul-SeSinebul SrialSi
inTqmeva, mZRolic mSviddeba da gvyabuldeba.
mokled, dilis 11 saaTia. abaSa raciiT ukavSirdeba samtredias, samtredia pasuxobs
abaSas. abaSa gadascems: soxumelebs gadasvla undaT, gaatarebT? samtredia: gavatarebT,
oRond Tqven SewyviteT srola. abaSa: Cven SevwyvetT, Tu Tqven SewyvetT. samtredia:
Cven SevwyvetT, Tqven? abaSa: Cvenc, Tqven? samtredia: Cvenc, Tqven? abaSa: Tqven, Cvenc?
fui, Cvenc, Tqvenc?.. radiotalRebis qafmokidebul wverokanebze moyelyelave sityvebi
mimoqrian cxeniswylis gaRma da gamoRma! gamoRma da gaRma! axla mTavaria, wyalSi ar
gaadinon tyapani, Torem, xom vici, sul Wixvin-WixviniT waafrialebs maT cxeniswyali
da uyare mere kakali, yvelaferi Tavidan gveqneba dasawyebi. soxumelo elCebo, meti,
damajereblobiT damuxteT sityvebi, diplomatiis natifi ostatobiT! _ Soridan
vgulSematkivrob misias...
 win, gidis savarZelSi mokalaTebul qals mxolod maSinRa vamCnev, roca soxumelebs
axsenebs. igi kvlav saqare minis ekrans Sehyurebs. ekranze ki isev abaSis sadguris
dausrulebeli serialis (albaT, `ubralod abaSas~) demonstrirebaa _ Tvlemen
oTxTvalaSi Sebmuli cxenebi da Tvlems traqtoris kofoze Camomjdari aylayuda;
saqmianad mimodian jariskacebi, vaWroben vaWrebi, luds svamen loTebi, velosipedistebi
frTxilad daatareben TavianT `xevezeebs~, sevdianad imzirebian abaSeli madonebi,
brdRvialebs mze, irwevian alvis xeebi. qali sustia, mkacri ieris, ase ormociode
wlis. nerviulad WmuWnis cxvirsaxocs, aSkarad Cans, mitingebis xSiri stumaria, Tumca,
ufro _ maspinZeli. gidis savarZelSi amayad zis, welSi gamarTuli, Tavs avtobusis
meufed grZnobs, winamZRolad, liderad (ra Tqma unda, erTpirovnulad). Tavisi
SemarTuli sxeuliT xazgasmiT da wamdauwum gvimeorebs da gvaxsenebs, rom igi arc
meti arc naklebi, didi qalbatonis _ ekaterine WavWavaZe-dadianis memkvidrea da Tu
Cven WkuiT ar moviqceviT... mere yvelaferi Cvens Tavs unda davabraloT. amave dros,
raRacnairad, martosulic Cans. vxedav mis xelebsac... ratomRac mecodeba.
mgzavrebma kargad ician, vis gulisxmobs qali `maTSi~ da vis `CvenSi~. Cveni
qalebisTvis yvelaferi es araxalia, Zvelicaa ukve _ uReltexilis Semdeg gulSi
Caikres devnilebi zugdidelebma da senakelebma, abaSelebma da xobelebma _ baRaTuriebma
da anCabaZeebma, samuSiebma da Sedaniebma, kemulariebma da Caganavebma... didebma da
patarebma, yvelam, mTelma samegrelom, magram ai, zugdididan wamosvlisas, daiZra Tu
ara devnilebiT savse matarebeli, baqanze mdgarma ramdenime ulmobelsaxianma,
romeliRac Tavyrilobidan momavalma, viRacis mier gaxelebulma qalma sul muStebi
uqnia da qoqola ayara soxumel qalebs:
_ aibargeT aqedan, Tqve SevardnaZistebo! gamyidvelebo! zugdidis wminda miwas ar
unda daadgaT fexi! mieciT, kidev mieciT SevardnaZes xma, axia Tqvenze, rac mogividaT!
ramdenime dRis Semdeg amasac gavigebT (ukve sxvagan):
_ soxumelebo! zviadistebo! Tqve moRalateebo! aqeT ras gamorbodiT, ageRoT iaraRi
da geomaT afxazebTan! alalia, rac mogividaT!..
kidev ramdenime dRis Semdeg dardiani da mSieri, sasowarkveTamde misuli Tbilisi
miealerseba soxumis mkvidrebs, magram aqac aRmoCndeba xalxi, romelic ityvis:
_ es ltolvilebi sul zviadistebi arian ra! padriad! erTi magaTi!..
sxvasac ityvian _ puris rigebSi, troleibusebSi, metroSi... sxvagan kidev zog-zogi
soxumis dacemas yanwiT xelSi izeimebs, imediT _ axla mainc xom gadadgeba `es~ da xom
dadgeba `is~.
magram ar gadadga `es~ da ver dabrunda `is~...
Tumca, Cemo keTilo mkiTxvelo, vgrZnob, SegawyineT Tavi, Tqven axla, albaT, sul
sxva ram gainteresebT _ upasuxod darCa Tu ara Cveni `ekaterine WavWavaZe-dadianis~ is
sityvebi, romliTac arcTu ise mxiaruli Tavgadasavlis moyola daviwye. aqedanve unda
aRvniSno, rom es is periodia, roca politikaze sabolood xelCaqneuli soxumeli
qalbatonebi da batonebi ukve eridebian saavtobuso debatebSi monawileobis miRebas da
amitomac gamowvevis miRebam me momiwia. dResac ar vici, ratom.
Cemi sityva qalis monologis sapasuxod sul ramdenime wamis mere gaisma, magram xom
xedavT, aseve Zalauneburad da arc es vici, ratom, es ramdenime wami lamis mTel
saaTad vaqcie da, Tanac ramdenime ambis moyolac ki movaswari wamTa am magiur
gaelvebaSi. es is wamebia, roca TqvenTan erTad Tavadac Sevimecne oponenti da
yvelaferi mere sworxazovnad da tlanqad gadmogeciT, risTvisac uRrmes bodiSs
mogixdiT.
pirdapir SevardnaZistoba (an sulac piriqiT _ zviadistoba) rom daebralebina
CvenTvis, xmas rogor amoviRebdi, magram agentoba? dameTanxmebiT, damamcirebelia friad,
ese igi, Cven `stukaCebi~, aqedan iqeT ambis gadamtanebi varT, viTom gaWirvebul da
bedSav xalxad mogvaqvs Tavi, arada, saidumlo rukebi da sqemebi, gaSifruli ustarebi
gvaqvs tansacmelSi Cakerebuli, da ai, Camogvglija niRabi didma qalbatonma da amiT
kidev erTi damateba Seitana soxumelTa sabraldebo daskvnaSi warmodgenil
danaSaulobaTa grZel nusxaSi.
_ maS, ubrZaneT, qalbatono, gamoiyvanon es soxumelebi avtobusidan da daxvriton!..
_ daxvriton!.. _ kidev erT sityvas vamateb msoflio oratoriis istoriaSi yvelaze
mokle gamosvlas da amiT TviSewirvis rainduli elferiT vmosav mas. Cemi xma Zalumad
gaisma salon-senatSi, mgoni, gareTac gaJona.
erTi ki Setokda `ekaterine~, magram umalve gaxevda, Cemken ar Semobrunebula.
gaisusa avtobusi. `ekaterine~ xom is qali ar aris, vinmes sityva SearCinos, magram...
is avtobusis TavSia, me _ boloSi. Cvens Soris mTeli `ikarusi~ manZilia. velodebi,
ai, axla Semotrialdeba da gladiatorebiviT samkvdro-sasicocxlod vetakebiT
erTmaneTs. an is, an me; magram ara, ar ebmeba brZolaSi, dums. qalbatonebi ki TavianT
savarZel-loJebidan sunTvaSekruli dagvcqerian. maT Cveni sisxlis xilva swyuriaT,
dido qalbatono, da Tu sad daiRvreba es sisxli _ arenis qviSaze Tu avtobusis
rezinis gaTelil safenebze, maTTvis sulerTia. maT Cveni misalmebis gagoneba swadiaT,
dido qalbatono, `sasikvdilod ganwirulni mogesalmebian Tqven, mSvenierno!~ gadis
ramdenime wuTi da vgrZnob, udavoa Cemi gamarjveba _ avtobusis mbrZaneblis skiptra
xelT mipyria ukve da Semoqmeds madlobas SevRaRadeb. soxumeli qalbatonebi
madlierebiT savse TvalebiT rig-rigobiT gadmomxedaven savarZelTa maRali
sazurgeebidan, maTi mzera meubneba, rom Cemi vaJkacuri gamosvlisaTvis umaRlesi qulebi
davimsaxure 10, 10, 10... maT TvalebSi vkiTxulob am cifrebs, mec Tvidajerebuli
RimiliT vumzer maT da Tan sami TiTis kombinacias vuCveneb. o, ara, imas ki ara, Tqven
axla rom ifiqreT, sul sxvas, amerikuls, videofilmebis supergmirebi rom moayoleben
TaviaT `o,qei!~-s. vgrZnob, rom ukve qalbatonTa TvalSi maRla naxsenebi xangrZlivi
marxvisagan mogangalebul meudabnoes ki ar vgavar, aramed im atlants, romelic Tavisi
udreki qediT mSvenier qalTa rwmeniT da siyvaruliT, imediT nageb taZars Sesdgomia da
Tan Tavi ise uWiravs, TiTqos arasodes Caemuxlos. ase usityvod damnebdiT, dido
qalbatono, ase usityvod da moulodnelad? amas aqedan mxolod me unda vWvretde, Tu
ra xdeba saqare minis ekrans miRma, vWvretde da vkarnaxobde kidec aqedan abaSis
cxovrebis rigsa da wess, me _ ramdenime kvadratulmetriani `ikarusis~ erTxmad
arCeuli mefe-mbrZaneblis mkacrprofiliani prezidenti... garda amisa, gladiatorTa
brZolebis moyvarul soxumel qalebs me amieridan ver vigueb da Tqven gniSnavT, Tqven,
Cems pirvel mrCevlad, kidev...
magram vin gacala triumfatoroba, Zvirfaso mkiTxvelo, avtobusis kari farTod
gaiRo da Cveni diplomatiuri misia Semocvivda. gadawyda _ gaRmeli qarTvelebi da
gamoRmeli qarTvelebi SeTanxmdnen, rom zustad pirvel saaTze Sewyviton srola da
xidze soxumeli qarTvelebi gaataron! gixaroden, mamuliSvilno, RmerTi ars CvenTan!
CvenTanaa RmerTi da nurasodes daiwuwunebT _ vai, Cvens Sav dReso; xedavT, ar
daSretila sixarulis qvevri, amouxapavia igi!
mZRolma `ikarusi~ daqoqa. miviCqariT cxeniswylis xidisaken da arc ki veWvobT im
gansacdelis arsebobaze, romelsac axal siurprizad gvimzadebs gangeba.

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maTesa da markozis saxarebis mixedviT, ieso qristes dRis sam saaTze acvamen jvars,
eqvs saaTze bneli moicavs garemos, xolo cxra saaTze naRalatevi da nawamebi, devnili
da TiTqmis yvelas mier uaryofili ieso `didi xmiT~ SesCivlebs ufals _ `eloi,
eloi, lama sabaqTani?~ rac niSnavs _ `RmerTo Cemo, RmerTo Cemo, rad mimatove?~ es
macxovris ukanaskneli sityvebia. Semdeg igi erTxel kidev SesZaxebs zeciur mamas da
suls ganutevebs.
ieso RvTis Zea, magram Tan adamianicaa, Cveni sisxlisaa da Cveni xorcis, da swored
amitomac veRar uZlebs araadamianur tanjvas, sulier tkivils da sikvdilis win sul
ramdenime wuTiT eWvic ki Seepareba uflis TanadgomaSi, rad mimatoveo _ SesZaxebs, da
mere vin? _ ieso, ieso qriste!
uReltexilis alpur zonaSi varT. 1993 wlis 2 oqtombris Ramea, sastiki qari qris,
yinavs. xangamoSvebiT gzis piras daRupulTa cxedrebi gvxvdeba. micvalebulebisaTvis
aravis scalia _ yvela Tavs Svelis. ismis kvnesa, gaxSirebuli sunTqva. Rame leSis
momlodine svaviviT gadafofria uReltexils. mivdivarT... aravin axsenebs RmerTs, aravin
iwers pirjvars, aravin sTxovs ufals Svelas, araadamianurad nawameb, rwmenadaRupul
devnilebs ar sjeraT RmerTis, ar sjeraT da, ra gasakviria, rom sayvedursac ar
SeuTvlian mas. RmerTis samyofeli maTTvis sicarieliTaa savse. arc winamZRolad hyavT
vinme _ misi adgilic sicarielea, usaSvelo da usaxo, morgis susxiT gaJRenTili. maTi
winamZRoli _ sakuTari xel-fexia ukve, gulia da filtvebi, maTi RmerTi _ sakuTari
Tavisa da sayvareli adamianebis gadarCenis aqviTinebuli imedia. mivdivar da Tan iesos
godeba momyveba megzurad `eloi, eloi, lama sabaqTani?~
1992 wlis agvistoa, SvebulebaSi var. sxvagan sad unda wavide _ zRvaa Cemi
sanatoriumi, yoveldRe saaTobiT vcurav zRvaSi, ar viSoreb wyalqveSa curvis niRabs
da milaks. mziani dReebia, umSvenieresi, zRvac SampanuriviTaa, kriala, mxiaruli,
modResaswaule, mis mziT ganaTebul da gamTbar fskerze saocrebebi xdeba _ fusfuseben
kiborCxalebi, dawrialebs vercxlisferi lifsitebis qaravani, qviSas ekvrian zRvis
Rorjoebi, lbil silurjeSi nebivroben meduzebi... moulodnelad, kapronis ZafSi
vixlarTebi _ viRacis ankesi wyalqveS lods gamosdebia da Zua gaswyvetia. daaxloebiT
sami metris siRrmeSi vyvinTav da vaTavisufleb ankess. Zafs tivtivac SerCenia,
plastmasis tivtiva, lurj-TeTri. ankesi Tevzaobis survils miRviZebs. Tanac arsad
mimeCqareba. SvebulebaSi var, zRvac xom Cemi sanatoriumia: midiis niJaras qviT vtex da
xamanwkis naz, vardisfer xorcs ankesze vamagreb. vyvinTav. ankess dabla vuSveb. sanam
ankesi fskers miaRwevs, lodqveSidan elvis siswrafiT gamoqanebuli Savi, mozrdili
Tevzi _ zRvis mamali (etyoba, xamanwkis surneli pirvelma man igrZno), ylapavs ankess
da kvlav lodqveS imaleba. pirvelad vTevzaob aseTi wesiT, aseve pirvelad vxedav
cocxal zRvis mamals. niRabs visworeb. veqaCebi Zafs, maRla amomyavs zRvis mamali. is
gaafTrebiT iqnevs farTo farflebs da kuds. gaavebul, Savi ZaZebiT Semosil
axalgazrda qvrivs hgavs. mis arsebaSi raRac avis momaswavebeli igrZnoba (geficebi,
axlac rom vixseneb, Jruanteli mivlis tanSi). zRvis mamali saWmelad ar varga, mas
Sxamiani, lorwovani kani aqvs. zRvis zedapirze amomyavs. mtkavelze bevrad didia.
sastik winaaRmdegobas miwevs, meomeba, anCxlobs. minda, rogorme amovacalo ankesi. Tavs
ar manebebs. bolo-bolo, kvdeba Cems xelebSi. misi lorwovan-Sxamiani zedapiri TiTebs
misusxavs. vnanob, Zalian vnanob, ar mindoda misi sikvdili. yvelaferi moulodnelad
moxda. 13 agvistoa, 13 omis winadRea, wyalSi vdgavar da xelSi mipyria usulo zRvis
mamali _ omis dawyebis mauwyebeli, sikvdilis malemsrboli, Savi qvrivi. omis dawyebis
dResac zRvaSi var, qalaqgareT. umSvenieresi dRea, SampanuriviTaa zRva, kriala,
mxiaruli, modResaswaule, siyvaruliTa da vnebiT aRsavse. mziT ganaTebul fskerze
saocrebebi xdeba... uecrad zRvis Tavze `krokodili~ (samxedro vertmfreni) ilandeba.
isvris. saswrafod amovdivar wylidan. gavrbivar manqanisaken. ramdenime wuTSi
kelasurTan var. gzadagza vxvdebi im adamianebs, romlebmac omis ganmavlobaSi nel-nela,
rig-rigobiT, CvenTvis jerac Cauwvdomeli, caSi dawerili kanonebis Tanaxmad,
RrublebsmiRmur sasufevelSi daides bina. sinopis kulturis saxlTan gza gadaketilia.
Soridan ismis tankis xma. kakaneben `kalaSnikovebi~. daiwyo... saxlSi misvlisas vxedav _
snaiperebs dauxvretiaT fanjrebis minebi da kedlebi. kidev kargi, bavSvi bebiasTan iyo
stumrad...
1993 wlis aprilia. dilis 10 saaTi. paraskevi. zeg aRdgomaa. samsaxurSi var. daiwyo
eSeris mTidan (afxazuri mxridan) haubicebiT qalaqis dabombva. ibombeba porti da
centri. Tavs meriis pirvel sarTuls vafarebT. meria Zveli nagebobaa, amitomac
gveimedeba, arada, Tavs vityuebT, Senoba sanaxevrod gamofitulia, simtkicedakarguli.
Wurvebi Soriaxlo skdeba _ puSkinisa da kirovis quCebze, qvemexebi da haubicebi
drogamoSvebiT bombaven qalaqs, ase rom, moaswreb kidec sadme Tavis Sefarebas. `gradi~
sxvaa. `gradi~ erTbaSad, tyapa-tyupiT yris 10-15-20 reaqtiul Wurvs. `grads~ versad
gaeqcevi, sadac dgaxar, iqve unda dawve. Tu ginda, xelebi aifare Tavze, es ise
dasamSvideblad, Torem Tu axlos afeTqda, ra giSvelis?! saSinelia da sastiki
afeTqebis xma. SeecadeT, erTbaSad warmoidginoT zaTqisa da grialis, daWrili mxecis
Rmuilis, Weqa-quxilis, uzarmazari xis dacemis xmebi. yoveli Wurvis afeTqebisas
TiTqos wamisumal ramdenime santimetriT dabla iwevs azanzarebuli miwa, mTeli qalaqi
da ramdenime wamis Semdeg yvelaferi kvlav ibrunebs sawyis mdgomareobas. dResac
mikvirs, rogor gauZles bavSvebma da qalebma, moxucebma da avadmyofebma dabombvebs,
Tundac mxolod afeTqebis xmebs, sxvebze arafers vambob. o, rogori sasoebiT
moelodnen isini yoveli axali dRis gaTenebas, mSvidobis SemobrZanebas, simSvidis
davanebas, swored ise, viTarc momarxule qristianebi elodebian aRdgomis dilis
gamobrwyinebas.
mokled, 1993 wlis aprilia, zeg aRdgomaa. meriis qveda sarTuli xalxiTaa gaWedili.
zogs saxe gafiTrebia, zogs Tvalebi aqvs gafarToebuli, zogi sigarets Txoulobs,
iseTic ki, vinc karga xania, mowevas daaneba Tavi, an saerTod ar mouwevia. yovel
afeTqebas komentarebi mohyveba.
_ es portTan gaskda, _ ismis SeSinebuli xma.
_ ara, mgoni, ufro iqiTaa, mSvidobis prospeqtze, _ exmianeba mas Cemi megobari,
mwerali vano gagua.
me da vano erTad vdgavarT.
Cem axlos gadafiTrebuli, ase, ormocdaaTs gadacilebuli qali dgas. qals xelSi
mozrdili kalaTa uWiravs. sityvas ar iRebs. dabombva grZeldeba.
portTan qali da kaci daiRupa!.. _ Semorbis saxedakarguli, aqoSinebuli kaci, _ Cemi
mezobeli daiWra... qardava... me davweqi, is ar dawva... davuZaxe, daweqi-meTqi... ar dawva...
me davweqi...
misi sityvebis Semdeg dumili isadgurebs, matulobs sasowarkveTas miaxloebuli
SiSi. ukve sul axlos skdeba Wurvebi. Semorbis maRali, cilindriani kaci da
aRelvebuli ambobs: _ Ребенка убила... на Пушкине...
20-30 wuTis Semdeg dabombva wydeba. saxeze naZaladev Rimilgadafenili ramdenime
jariskaci pirveli tovebs `TavSesafars~. nel-nela sxvebic gadian quCaSi. kalaTian
qals saxis feri ubrundeba, sxvebsac, aramwevelebi sanaxevrod moweul `astras~ sanagve
yuTSi yrian.
 _ zeg aRdgomaa, TiTqos Tavs eubneba kalaTiani qali, TiTqos eeWveba, marTla
aRdgomaa zeg Tu ara, da, saerTod, gaTendeba Tu ara is `zeg~, _ bazarSi mivdiodi,
vifiqre, kvercxebs gavyidi-meTqi, damigrovda...
qali damnaSavesaviT dahyureba kalaTas.
_ mec bazarSi mivdiodi, kvercxebis sayidlad, _ icinis gverdiT mdgomi faSfaSa
qalbatoni.
male kalaTianTan rigi dgeba. zogi xuT kvercxs yidulobs, zogi _ aTs...
jerjerobiT Sewyda qalaqSi `saaRdgomo saCuqrebis~ Camoyra. meriis pirvel sarTulze
vaWrobaa gaCaRebuli. grZeldeba cxovreba. ukve viRac xumrobs kidec, quCaSi sabavSvo
etliT gamosuli wyvilic gamoCnda, maslaaToben moxucebi. oRond esaa, rom ukve yvelas
saxlisaken, TavianTi cixe-simagrisaken, yvelaze saimedo citadelisken mieCqareba.
kalaTianma gayida kvercxebi da isic saxlisken micuxcuxebs. Cemi warmodgenis faruli
telekameriT naTlad vxedav mis mier gayidul kvercxebs _ fiCxiT Tu mandarinis yuTis
namtvrevebiT gaCaRebul cecxlze moxarSulebs, wiTlad SeRebilebs, TasebSi xuT-xuTad,
aT-aTad, lamazad Cawyobilebs, erTaderT manaToblebs Cveni SuqCamqrali, mZime, dardiani
da ubeduri dReebisa...
zeg aRdgomaa, diadi aRdgoma, dRes ki wiTeli, wiTeli paraskevia, ieso!..
vemSvidobebi vanos da Sinisken mivemarTebi. oriode nabiji da mSvidobis prospeqtisa
da puSkinis quCis gadakveTis adgilze var. uceb Soriaxlo cxedars vxedav. vakvirdebi.
bavSvis cxedaria, Tormeti-ToTxmeti wlis biWis. ufro swored, naxevarcxedari. mas ara
aqvs cali xeli, mxaric _ dafleTili bavSvis sxeuli. mis irgvliv sisxlis gube dgas.
iqve momcro, TiTqos viRacis mier miwisqveSidan gamoCiCqnili ormoa. Wurvis
namsxvrevebs ganmartoebiT mdgari fiWvis qerqi alag-alag auTliaT. carielia
gzajvaredini, aq mxolod _ bavSvi, ormo, fiWvi, quCis bolos _ zRva, da caa, kidev _
me. am adgils aravin ekareba, yvela gaurbis. me araferi vicodi, pirdapir davadeqi.
miSveleba rom SeiZlebodes, sxva saqmea, magram aq... xom movlen bavSvis deda, mama, xom
waiyvanen biWs saxlSi, TavianT cixe-simagreSi, TavianT citadelSi?.. xom ar datoveben
bavSvs aq?.. sul ramdenime wamiT Sevavle Tvali bavSvis cxedars. is ramdenime wami
samudamod rCeba CemSi da mTeli cxovreba iqneba CemTan. omi CemTvis tankebi da
TviTmfrinavebi rodia, CemTvis omis suraTi _ soxumSi, puSkinis quCaze daRupuli
bavSvis cxedaria, suraTi, romlis foni saocrad lurji da aseve saocrad mSvidi,
brZeni, ulamazesi zRvaa, sanapiros adevnebuli lampionebis erT dros qaTqaTa, TeTri
qvis svetebia, magnoliebisa da oleandrebis xeebia, umSvenieresi dRea, iseTi, rogoric
omis dReebis umravlesoba iyo saerTod. verc erT CarCoSi ver eteva es suraTi,
ganfenilia igi mTels samyaroSi, darialebs igi zRvebisa da okeaneebis naTelSi...
`qalaqSi, mtverSi waiqca bavSvi~... `SeSlili saxiT kioda quCa~... magram ara, ar kioda
quCa da arc SeSlili saxe hqonda. mdumarebda gzajvaredini, mdumarebda da vgrZnobdi,
rom swored misi siCume iyo amqveynad yvelaze xmamaRali kivili, kivili, romelic ar
esmoda arc kacs da arc RmerTs, arc gigantur saxelmwifoebsa da arc patara qveynebs,
arc zRvian da arc uzRvo qalaqebs, arc velebsa da arc mwvervalebs, arc raRacaze
RrmadCafiqrebul aleqsandr sergeis Ze puSkins, romlis biusti biWis cxedarTan sul
erTi kvartlis moSorebiT idga. ar hqonda gzajvaredins SeSlili saxe, ufro swored,
mas saerTod ar hqonda saxe da... is ukve gzajvaredini ki ara, galaqtikebSi kiviliT
afrialebuli ieso qristes kosmiuri, aRdgomis momlodine jvari iyo!
eloi, eloi, lama sabaqTani?!.

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gulze arc manamde mexata, omma ki samudamod SemaZula iaraRi. dRes sityva `iaraRis~
gagonebac iseve ar minda, rogorc sityvebis _ `omi~, `kubo~, `revolucia~... TiTqos
gveliviT iRvarknebian es sityvebi gulSi. es, albaT, Cemi sisustea. de, iyos ase _ me
omTan sxva angariSebic maqvs. garda imisa, rom man bevri axloblisa da nacnobis
sicocxle wamarTva, gaminadgura nasaTuTevi samyaro, iavarqmna mSobliuri quCebi da
baRebi, omma wamgvara simSvenierisa da sidiadis SegrZnebebis sixaruli _ zRva! CemTvis,
soxumeli kacisTvis, zRva magiuri megobari iyo, Tanamoazrec ki. raRac-raRacebs vwerdi
da raRac-raRacebs vxatavdi, leqsebis krebulebsac gamovcemdi, soxumSic, sxvaganac.
ymawvilkacobisas me da Cems megobar poetebs `zRvis skolis~ Seqmnazec ki gviocnebia
(gogenis `tropikebis skolis~ wabaZviT). zRva mexmareboda qveynierebis aRqmaSi, usamano
sivrcis gasigrZeganebaSi, zRva _ giganturi mSveniereba, adamianiviT msunTqavi. Zalas
mmatebda is fantastikuri, zerealuri suraTebi, romlebsac zRva maCvenebda da
mkarnaxobda. sicocxlis siyvaruliT mavsebda misi arseba, ucxo zmanebebiT mimdidrebda
suls da Tuki sadme wasuli, aT dRes ar davbrundebodi mSobliur qalaqSi, zRva
sizmrebSi mewveoda maSin da Zils mikrTobda.
sul sxvaa zRvispira qalaqi. aq mzis Suqs uzarmazari, lurji sarke ireklavs,
amravlebs da aZlierebs dRis sikaSkaSes. aq wiTeli feri samgzis ufro wiTelia,
mwvanec samgzis mkafioa... aq Ramec feradia. soxumsa da gagraSi, axal aTonSi xaroben
iaponuri alublebi, meqsikuri agavebi, afrikuli palmebi, Cinuri fiWvebi... mokled,
iseTi mcenareebi, romlebsac sxva qalaqebi Tavs dahfofineben, zamTrobiT sqel
qsovilSi fuTnian, ufrTxildebian Tvalis CiniviT, eloliavebian; da isini mainc ver
uZleben iqaur pirobebs. aq ki viTom araferio _ mravldebian da mravldebian,
yvaviloben da yvaviloben, saamo surnels afrqveven garSemo. aq sul sxvagvar leqsebs
karnaxobs poetebs buneba, sul sxvagvar ferebs sTavazobs mxatvrebs.
omma ki zRva salvador dalis urCxulad miqcia, da sul sxva zRvam, omis zRvam,
cxedrebmotivtive talRebi momayena kars. misi iodis qorfa surneli simyralem
Secvala. zRvaze motivtive pirveli cxedari, romelic Suquras maxloblad miCvenes,
faqtobrivad, arc Canda. mxolod xuTi wertili gamokrTeboda xolme zRvis zedapirze
misi mSvidi rwevisas _ fexebis, xelebisa da cxviris daboloebebi. es xuTi wertili
uxilavi varskvlavis qimebis waxnagebs mohgavda Soridan. dineba nel-nela, livliviT
uaxloebda cxedars sanapiros. omis dros ramdenime cxedari vnaxe, magram yvelaze
saSineli sanaxavi zRvaSi motivtive gvami yofila. gavyurebdi ubeduri TanamoZmis
cxedars (da gana ra mniSvneloba hqonda mis erovnebas, cxedradqceuli kaci xom, miT
umetes, axla iyo Cemi TanamoZme) da TiTqos viRac CamCurCulebda: Sexede kargad, ai,
vina xar Sen, adamiano, ai, ra aris Seni xeloba, ai, rogoria Seni omi. axla mimoixede
garSemo, daakvirdi mzesa da tyes, baRsa da zRvas, yvavilsa da balaxs... momeCvena,
TiTqos bunebis goni zRvis SemweobiT cdilobda CemTan kavSiris damyarebas. ar
gavgiJde-meTqi, gavifiqre da gavcildi sanapiros.
ara da ar SeiZleboda aq omis warmarTva! Tumca, arsad ar SeiZleba omis warmarTva!
aq _ miTumetes! yvelaferi unda gveRona, raTa ar aTuxTuxebuliyo es jojoxeTi, ar
daRupuliyo xalxi, ar dangreuliyo qalaqebi da soflebi, xanZars ar CaenTqa unatifesi
nagebobebi, ar daenaxSirebina palmebi da evkaliptebi! didian-patarianad unda
aRvsdgomodiT oms! yvelani!
odesRac da sadRac vwerdi _ yoveldRiurad soxumSi dawerili leqsebis raodenoba
mravalgzis aRemateba im dRes gardacvlilTa raodenobas-meTqi. asec iyo. omma saSineli
ukumaCveneblebiT Secvala es RvTaebrivi proporcia. dRes ki veWvob, iwereba ki leqsi
soxumSi? dRes igi xom uamravi Zalismieri sikvdilis qalaqia, saSinelebagadatanili
qalaqebis msoflio rukaSi Sesatani. revoluciamdel gagraSi musikosTa raodenoba
aRemateboda iq myof jariskacTa raodenobas. gagra amayobda amiT, magram sisxliT
datbora revoluciam imperiis sivrce da dacarielda gagra. umuSevrad darCenilma
musikosebma iTmines, iTmines da bolos axal mTavrobas udepeSes: `gviSveleT rame, puris
fqvili mainc mogvawodeT. Cven ar vtovebT gagras, radganac warmoudgenelia gagris
datoveba musikis gareSe~. diax, warmoudgeneli iyo gagra da soxumi musikis gareSe.
warmoudgeneli iyo gagrasa da soxumSi omis warmarTva, Tanac aseTis...
1993 wlis aprili. aRdgomis winadRe. SabaTi. Ramis 9-10 saaTi. ibombeba qalaqi.
sastikad ibombeba Wanbas quCa. erT-erTi Wurvi Tofuriebis saxlTan feTqdeba, iRupeba
20 wlis qaliSvili irma Tofuria. aRdgoma dRes Wanbas quCisaken mivemarTebi. irma
biZamisis saxlSi gadausvenebiaT, baRmaranSi. iq iSviaTad skdeba Wurvebi. vaTvaliereb
ezo-kars, saxls. Wurvs samzareulos kedeli gaungrevia. miyvebian, rom afeTqebamde
oriode wamiT adre ojaxis sxva wevrebi iatakze gawvnen, irmas dedam Tavze leibis
gadafarebac moaswro. irma divanze ijda da saaRdgomo namcxvris (`paskis~) afuebuli
comi varclidan firfitaze gadahqonda. mas Wurvis frCxilisodena namsxvrevi moxvda
TavSi... davyureb comSi alufxul sxvadasxva zomis konservis qilebs (maT namcxvris
yalibebad iyeneben qalebi), gadmopirqvavebul qvabebs, Wiqebs... yovelive amas zemodan
fqvili gadahyria, TeTri, TeTrze TeTri, pirveli TovliviT wminda. maxsendeba tanadi
irmas lamazi da metyveli, yirmizi saxe... darwmunebuli var, amieridan yovel aRdgomas
swored is `paskebi~ gamaxsendeba, romelTa gamocxoba irmas ar dascalda. ar dascalda
aq, miwaze, Torem iq _ RmerTis saufloSi mogalobe bavSvTa TvalebiviT acimcimebuli
sanTlebis naTelSi Tavze feradxoSkakala moyrili, irmas mier gamocxobili `paskebi~
uflis tablaze awyvia, kacTa sibriyvisa da sisastikisagan gadaRlil, sevdinad
momziral iesosTan axlos...
1993 wlis maisis pirveli dReebi. dRis 2-3 saaTi. lakobas quCiT turbazisaken
mivdivar, saxlSi. ai, sacaa Cavuxvev sanapirosaken da wiTeli xidiT gadaval mdinare
besleTze (zogi CalbaSsac eZaxis).
vici, aseT dros xidTan axlos mcxovrebi ZiZiSvili eldar gedeniZe saxlis
WiSkarTan damxvdeba, visaubrebT cotas. dRes qalaqi ar dabombila, nazamTrali xalxi
quCebSia gamofenili da maisis mziT Tbeba. eldaris saxlamde erTi kvartaliRa mrCeba
gasavleli. Soridan vxedav mas da mis qeraTmian meuRles, tanias. uceb Cems gverdiT
manqana Cerdeba. saWesTan omar anjafariZea. wamodi, _ meubneba, _ Senken movdivar. cota
xans vyoymanob, mere mainc vjdebi manqanaSi, xuT wuTSi saxlSi var. vemSvidobebi omars
da binaSi avdivar, mecxre sarTulze. vaReb karebs da... ingreva qveyana _ ibombeba
wiTeli xidis ubani, swored is adgili, sadac axlaxan vimyofebodi. SeRamebulze Zma
amodis binaSi da meubneba, Wurvma tania mokla, eldars fexi waacalao. omar anjafariZe
rom ara, vin icis, rogor gavasrulebdi im dRes...
eldars saavadmyofoSi vnaxulob. misTvis fexi muxlqvemoT mouWriaT.
jer ar icis tanias sikvdili. pirvelive Wurvi eldarisa da mezoblis ezoebis
Suagamyof, blokebisagan nageb Robes moxvda. afeTqebis xma iseTi Zlieri iyo, rom
eldarma Tavdapirvelad verc gaigo. Tavi sizmarSi egona. afeTqebis talRam haerSi
aafriala. fexebqveS lurj cas da masze mdinar Rrublebs hkida Tvali. igrZno, raRacam
gaxurebuli samarTebeliviT gauara marjvena fexSi. mxriT daenarcxa miwas. wamoweva
moindoma, magram ver wamodga. mxolod SemdegRa daakvirda muxlqvemoT mosxepil, kanze
Camokonwialebul fexs. Wrilobidan sisxli moCqefda. orive xeli SemoeWdo muxls
zemoT da, rac Zali da Rone hqonda, mouWira. sisxlisdena Senelda. grZnoba ar
daukargavs. grZnoba rom daekarga, sisxlisgan daicleboda. yviroda, saSvelad uxmobda
mezoblebs, magram sardafebSi TavSefarebulebs misTvis ar ecalaT _ dabombva
grZeldeboda. eldari tanias ver xedavda, afeTqebamde is mezoblis saxlSi gadasuliyo,
Robis meore mxares idga. mxolod 15-20 wuTis Semdeg miakiTxes eldars... Wurvs tania
daefliTa, ezoSi mimoefanta misi sxeulis nawilebi. mezoblebi dangreuli kedlidan
didxans, Zalian didxans recxavdnen tanias sisxlisa da xorcis nafleTebis nakvalevs...
ZiZas saavadmyofoSi mivusamZimre rZlis daRupva, mere Svilis gadarCena mivuloce. Cemi
imdRevandeli ambavi rom movuyevi, manac momiloca gadarCena. arada, marTlac ase iyo,
erTi qalis rZiT gamozrdili ZiZiSvilebi kinaRam erT dRes davixoceniT. axlaxan
miTxres, eldari ukve protezs SeeCvia, sadRac ruseTSi imyofeba da xSirad svamso...
 martSi daiRupa turbazeli grigori (gvari ar vici). grigori pensioneri iyo,
yofili samxedro, oficeri, volgispira ruseTis romeliRac sofelSi dabadebuli. omis
periodSi saaTebis SekeTeba daiwyo, ufro swored, gaixsena erT dros naswavli xeloba.
ucnauri ram xdeboda soxumSi _ omis dros saaTebis umravlesoba mogveSala. gaCerda
eleqtrosaaTebi (Zveli elementebi `dajda~, axlebi aravis Semohqonda), ratomRac
dadumda meqanikurebic. quCaSi aTi gamvlelidan erTs Tu hqonda saaTi. gvexumreboda omi
_ `bednierebs ar sWirdebaT saaTebio~. grigori keTili iyo, aravis eubneboda
daxmarebaze uars, miT umetes, arc hyavda mravalricxovani klientebi. igi martokacis
cxovrebiT cxovrobda. sadme wasvlisas Tavisi oTaxis quCaSi momzirali fanjris minaze
qaRalds gaakravda xolme warweriT, romelSic aRniSnuli iyo, Tu rodis dabrundeboda
Sin. erTxelac gavida qalaqSi, wasvlamde fanjaras qaRaldi aakra _ «Буду через 20
минут», wavida da aRar dabrunebula. dabombvaSi mohyva. saxlidan veRar moaxerxes da
pirdapir qalaqis morgidan gaasvenes mezoblebma grigori, radganac qalaqi Zlier
ibombeboda imxanad. miTxres, grigoris sxeuli saSinlad dausaxiCrebia Wurvs. misi
aseTi sikvdilis ambavi rom gavige, bavSvoba gamaxsenda. patara biWobisas vemuqrebodiT
xolme erTmaneTs _ WkuiT iyavi, Torem ise dagSli, mesaaTe veRar agawyobso! gana
romeli mesaaTe aawyobda mesaaTe grigoris sxeuls axla, gana romel jadoqars SeeZlo
sulis Cadgma misTvis xelmeored. caTa Sina myof udides mesaaTes xom kaciSvilis
Seqmnisas, misi xorcis srulyofisas, misTvis sadarigo nawilebis damzadebaze arc
ufiqria, miT umetes, misi sxeulis dubl-egzemplarze... gadayviTlebul qaRaldze
dawerili grigoris ukanaskneli baraTi ki «Буду через 20 минут» oTaxis finia ZaRlis
drunCiviT akvroda minas da TiTqmis mTeli Tvis ganmavlobaSi Tvals ayolebda quCaSi
gamvlel-gamomvlelebs da Tan sunTqvaSekruli ekiTxeboda TiTqos _ `rad agvianebs Cemi
patroni? rad agvianebs Cemi patroni?..~ erTi Tvis Semdeg viRacam Camoglija qaRaldi.
zafxulSi, dabombvisas daiRupa viqtor kekelia. viqtori mZRoli iyo, goliaTuri
aRnagobis, jeelobaSi yoC biWs, arc mere, ukve ormocdaaTs gadabijebuls, xmas
ubatonod veravin scemda. orfuTian girebs ping-pongiviT aTamaSebda. viqtors arc Wurvi
namsxvrevi moxvedria da arc saxlis nangrevebSi mohyolia. dabombvis mexTatexis xmebSi,
zaTqsa da grialSi gauskda guli, Tavisi saxlis sardafSi, qaTmebis kriaxSi. frinvelTa
bumbulsa da skoreSi. kargad vicnobdi viqtors, samiode wlis winaT saxlis
mSeneblobaSi mexmareboda. sikvdilamde ramdenime kviriT adre quCaSi Semxvda da
RimiliT miTxra:
_ saocari ram vnaxe! kikaleiSvilebs xom icnob, Cems mezoblebs? erTi moCxubari da
gadareuli mamali hyavdaT. ra avi ZaRli da ra is mamali. yvelas misdevda, aravis
uSvebda ezoSi, amaswinandeli dabombvisas ki moulodnelad erTi Seqanda da
afarTxalda. saswrafod waacales Tavi qalebma. erTi wveTi sisxli ar gadmodinda.
roca gaWres, naxes _ guli gaskdomoda. xedav, afeTqebebis xmas ver gauZlo, arada, ra
giJi vinme iyo!..
 `gradiT~ qalaqis Suagulis erT-erTi dabombvis Semdeg ramdenime qali da kaci
daiRupa. sami adamiani `kamazSi~ Caiwva. dasaxiCrebuli da CanaxSirebuli cxedrebis
gadasvenebis Semdeg quCa moawesriges. meore dRes qalaqSi yvebodnen, rom quCis
morecxvisas qalis moglejili marjvena xeli upoviaTo. zogma Tqva _ xelis patrons
ver miagnes da xeli saavadmyofos morgSi waiReso. zogma _ xeli zRvaSi gadaagdeso,
zogma _ mawanwala ZaRlebma daRrRneso, zogma ki _ xels oqros beWedi ekeTa, viRac
ukeTuri ecada, magram ver waaZro beWedi, mere xeli Tavisi manqanis sabargulSi Caagdo
da sadRac gaaqanao (RmerTo, Sen gviSvele!). maxsendeba xolme im qalis xeli da
vfiqrob, ra iqna igi, ra iqna is xeli, romelic, albaT, misma mflobelma afeTqebis xmis
gagonebisTanave gulze miido, zustad ise, rogorc amas qalTa umravlesoba akeTebda
dabombvisas. sxeuls ki ara, upirvelesad im ubeduri qalbatonis guls aaglija
sikvdilma xeli.
Cemi Tanaskolelis, gia faRavas, coli axal raionSi daiRupa, bebiasTan stumrad
yofnisas. Wurvi maSin aufeTqda, roca igi yavis mosaduReblad samzareuloSi gavida.
bebiamisi gadarCa. dasaflavebidan oriode dRis Semdeg samzareuloSi ipoves misi TiTi.
jer raRac suni ecaT, Semdeg TiTi ipoves. is dRe iyo da is, aRar gakarebia gia axal
raions. cota xanSi SvilebTan erTad soxumidan gadaixvewa.
kargad maxsovs cnobili afxazi msaxiobi qalis, ivane Tarbas meuRlis, eTer
koRonias, daRupvis dRe. Cemi binis aivanze videqi, mSvenieri, mziani amindi iyo. uceb
qalaqis SuagulSi (Cemi saxlidan daaxloebiT kilometrnaxevarSi) igriala. haerSi
kvamlisa da mtvris buRi avarda. im dRes qalaqSi is erTaderT Wurvi afeTqda mxolod.
wamierad momeCvena, soxumi da mis Tavze aburTavebuli kvamlis sveti sul sxva qveynis
nawili iyo. soxumi televizorSi nanax meomar beiruTs hgavda... axlac Tvalwin midgas
is afeTqeba. davreke mSvidobis prospeqtze mcxovreb megobrebTan, eTer koRonia mZimed
daiWrao, miTxres. igi saavadmyofoSi gvian RamiT gardaicvala. me minaxavs eTer
koRonias monawileobiT dadgmuli ramdenime speqtakli. vnaxe misi cxovrebis yvelaze
xanmokle, yvelaze tragikuli speqtaklic, speqtakli, romelsac erTaderTi avtori da
erTaderTi reJisori hyavda _ omi. speqtakli, romelic yovelgvari repeticiebis gareSe
warimarTa. eTer koRonias bina Teatridan mxolod erTi kvartaliTaa daSorebuli, im
Teatridan, romlis scenaze, vin moTvlis, ramdeni gmiris sikvdili ganusaxierebia. bolo
sikvdili ki gamorCeuli iyo, daundobeli da Semzaravi, absurduli da namdvili.
qalaqis SuagulSi, saqalaqTaSoriso sadgurTan, `gradis~ Wurvi klavs axalgazrda
poets, gulrifSel guram salias. niWieri kaci iyo gurami, Taviseburi, albaT, ufro _
avangardisti, amerikul poeziaze Seyvarebuli. 1992 wels `nobaTSi~ daibeWda, premiiTac
aRiniSna misi gamoCena. guramma verc premiis miReba moswro (gazeTSi dabeWdili cnoba
premiis Sesaxeb sikvdilamde ramdenime dRiT adre wavakiTxe), verc `nobaTi~ ixila, ise
datova es mogriale, axanZrebuli, daundobeli wuTisofeli.
 Tavs iklavs msaxiobi omar elerdaSvili, igi ver uZlebs erTaderTi vaJiSvilis
daRupviT gamowveul eldasa da tkivils, da... aivnidan xteba. pirveli, rac TvalSi
mxvdeba mama-Svilis panaSvidze misuls, ezoSi mdgari, SuaSi gaxleCili norCi Wadris
xea. mecxre sarTulidan gadmofrenili omari im Wadars dascemia. xSirad maxsendeba
xolme kacTan erTad daRupuli Wadari, rogorc simbolo mama-Svili elerdaSvilebis
qalaqSi kargad cnobili, saTuTi urTierTobisa da faqizi siyvarulisa.
omi uZRebi vampiriviT sxva elerdaSvilebis ojaxsac Suengrevs karebs _ dabombvisas
iRupebian: leqtori _ givi elerdaSvili, misi meuRle da rZali.
maisis Tvea. `gradis~ Wurvi ramdenime metriT scildeba Cvens cxrasarTulian saxls
da Cvens gverdiT mdgar saxlSi, ZaZuebis lojiaSi feTqdeba. afeTqeba adnobs da
saerTod aqrobs televizors, kondicioners, sxvadasxva sagnebs. saswaulebrivad
gadarCenili rusudan ZaZua miyveba: rogorc ki dabombva daiwyo, wamovxtiT da derefanSi
gaviyurseT. vxedav raRac cecxlmokidebuli saSineleba Cvenken mohqris. gavqandiT
karebisaken. misvla ver movaswariT, roca afeTqeba gaisma. talRam migvaxeTqa karebs.
mokled, kibis moedanze davenarcxeT CarCoianad amovardnil karebTan erTad. Tavze
baTqaSis namtvrevebi da mtveri dagveyara. kidev kargi, rkinis karebi ar gvqonda. Torem
is kedlidan ar amovardeboda da talRa zed migvasresda... gadarCnen qalbatoni
rusudani da misi qal-vaJi. ase gadarCenili bevria.
... ibombeba porti. zaTqsa da grialSi zRvispira saxlis gaRebuli fanjridan soso
pavliaSvilis simRera ismis _ `samSoblo... samSoblo... kavkasionze Tendeba...~ viRacas
magnitofoni CarTuli dautovebia da, albaT, Tavad sardafs Sexizvnia. gaqcevamde ki
xmisTvis bolomde auwevia. pirvelad vusmen simReras Wurvebis akompanementiT _
`samSoblo... (afeTqeba), samSoblo... (afeTqeba), kavksionze Tendeba... (kidev afeTqeba)...~

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omi aravis indobs, omi cxovelebisa da frinvelebis sulebsac iTxovs. qalaqSi xan
erT, xan meore adgilas avtomatebis gasrolis xma ismis. xandaxan usaqmurobisagan
mowyenili jariskacebi ZaRlebs esvrian, ise, ubralod. cocxali samizneebia ZaRlebi.
Toliebsac xocaven, yuryumalebs, Cvamebs, mtredebs. isinic samizneebi arian. yvelaze
kargi mosaklavi talRaTmWrelze Camomjdari Toliaa. caSi afrenilebs ki ver
axvedreben, jersac miayoleben xolme, mWidesac daclian, magram mainc ver axvedreben, an
Tu axvedreben _ iSviaTad. ramdenjerme minaxavs dasisxlianebuli, zRvis zedapirze
mofarTxale Tolia. yuryumala ufro frTxilia, emaleba msrolelebs, Sors dacuravs,
magram masac artyamen. avtomats Sors miaqvs. moartyamen da... ori samkuTxa fexi
wamisumal ielvebs haerSi da... yuryumalac ukanasknelad CayvinTavs mSobliur wiaRSi.
 pikasos naxatidan gadmofrenili mtredic minaxavs _ asfalts miyinuli,
mkerdgapobili.
_ ra vqnaT, srolaSi vvarjiSobT, Cven TviTon, aravin gvaswavlis, _ miTxra erTma
jariskacma, _ nacnobi myavs erTi, ramdenime brZolaSi monawileobda da mxolod Semdeg,
zRvaze gamoarkvia, rom damizneba ar scodnia. Tvals avtomatis lulas usworebda da
ara dasamizneblis wveros. mis avtomats sul maRla mihqonda amitomac. ase ibrZoda
Turme.
soxumi datoves Toliebma, TiTo-orola Tu dafrinavda da isic uniaTod,
avadmyofurad. ver uZlebdnen frinvelebi imas, rasac adamianebi itandnen. soxumidan
droebiT gaxiznuli ojaxis sanaxavad baTumSi rom Cavedi, gamaoca Toliebis simravlem.
mjera, maT Soris bevri iqneboda soxumeli ltolvili Tolia.
... maWaridan soxumisaken fexiT mivdivar. ar moZraobs erTaderTi marSrutis avtobusi
_ `dranda-soxumis bazari~. dilaa. maWaris xidTan unomro `toiota~ amuxruWebs.
manqanidan amerikulformiani samxedro swrafad gadmodis, iRebs avtomats da maWaris
(mdinaresac maWara hqvia) sanapirosken isvris. ismis ZaRlis kivili da wkavwkavi.
amerikulformiani amayad ucinis postTan mdgar samxedroebs _ ase unda srolao, da
manqanas soxumisken giJiviT gaaqanebs.
Cemi saxlis ezoSi jariskacebi Cxuboben, erT-erTma
mTvralma mezoblis, xusas, monadire ZaRli mokla. TviTon SemTvrali xusac iqve dgas,
xesTan da icremleba. mokluli ZaRli balaxebSi wevs.
_ kaci ar yofilxar, _ uyviris pirtitvela jariskaci
mTvrals, _ mere Sen ra, Tu ZuknasTan iyo da Tavis saqmes akeTebda?.. swored maSin
unda mogekla? kaci ar yofilxar!
walaparakeba xelis dartymamdec midis, magram sxva jariskacebi aSveleben moCxubrebs.
_ cudia, ase rom iCxubes, _ ambobs Soriaxlo mdgari WaRara kaci, _ brZolis dros
SeiZleba zurgSi esrolon erTmaneTs, ase icis Cxubma...
... maWaris xidTan avtomatis xma ismis. Tevzebs esvrian. zogjer artyamen kidec.
zogjer zRvaSi `limonkebiTac~ `Tevzaoben~. erTxelac tanksawinaaRmdego yumbara
usvriaT
zRvaSi. pirvelad uxmariaT maSin aseTi yumbara, romelsac paraSuti aqvs, haerSi ixsneba.
gaiSala paraSuti Turme da qarma yumbara qviSaze mdgari pirdaRebuli msrolelebisaken
waafriala. Tavqudmoglejili gaqceulan `mebadurebi~, Zlivs gadarCenilan.
omis dros erTma soxumelma nacnobma miambo: zemo kelasurSi mdgari artileristebi
morigi Setevis mogeriebis Semdeg isveneben. diliT erTi moxuci qali Zroxas saZovarze
midenis. artileristebs qvemexebis sasxlet berketebze grZeli Tokebi aqvT gamobmuli.
eSeris mxridan sapasuxo srolis an aviadabombvis dros, iqve, moSorebiT gaTxril
sangrebs afareben Tavs da Tokis SemweobiT isvrian qvemexs. moqaCaven da... igrialebs.
Semdeg romelime gaxoxdeba, Wurvs lulaSi moaTavsebs da kvlav sangars ubrundeba.
saWiroebisamebr, kvlav isvrian. moxucma qalma miwaze dagdebuli axalTaxali Toki rom
naxa, biWebs sTxova: ZroxisTvis minda, biWebo, Toki, momceT iqneba. aiRe, bebo, magas
rogor dagamadliTo, _ miuges biWebma da erTmaneTs eSmakurad gadaxedes. bebia axvevs
Toks da nel-nela qvemexs uaxlovdeba. axlos ar mixvide, bebia, qvemexTan, saSiSia, _
dauZaxes artileristebma, _ Senken moswie Toki! da bebiamac moswia... netavi ar moewia.
igriala, magram ra igriala. gamorCeulad. icinian artileristebi, ixocebian siciliT.
mere erT-erTi aforiaqda, moxuci cudad xom ar ariso. mividnen, naxes, cocxalia bebia,
SiSisagan uzomod gafarToebuli TvalebiT imzireba sadRac, buCqebidan. es ra hqeni,
bebia, daangrie naxevari gudauTa? Tavs uSvele axlave, Torem dagbombavs TviTmfrinavio,
_ `Seicxades~ artileristebma da bebiac gaiqca, arc Toki axsovda, arc masze metad
SeSinebuli marCenali Zroxa.
rogorc specialistebi amboben, artileristebs Soris bevri iyo gamocdili meomari,
WeSmariti profesionali, magram erTi ramaa saintereso _ sad afeTqda im bebias
nasroli Wurvi, romel kvadrats, romel strategiul Tu naxevradstrategiuli
mniSvnelobis obieqts daatyda mexad?!
jariskacebi xSirad isvrian. daTvrebian da isvrian, xasiaTze arian, isvrian, ar arian
xasiaTze da mainc isvrian. aravin afrTxilebs, rogorc saWiroa, arc Wkuas aswavlis,
arc sjis. miriadi tyvia ixarjeba ise, ubralod, haerSi; cvdeba avtomati, mwyobridan
gamodis...
_ umaRlesi oficrebi servirovkas gviwuneben, _ meubneba quCaSi ministrTa sabWos
dasasvenebeli saxlis gawiwmatebuli mzareuli, _ xan xelsaxocebi ar moswonT, Tavi
`metropolSi~ hgoniaT, erTni romelime kerZs Tu mikveTaven, meoreni sul sxva kerZs
iTxoven. gadairevi kaci! xandaxan _ dRes qali meyoleba da aba, Sen ici, rogor qababs
gamikvaraxWinebo. maSineben kidec. gadaviRale, meti aRar SemiZlia, gaviqcevi aqedan,
TviTon akeTon saWmeli. eseni am omis momgebi ar sCanan.
afxazurma mxarem gagra aiRo. soxumSi panikaa. dilauTenia viRac karebze abraxunebs.
vaReb. karebSi ormocdaaTiode wlis Savgvremani, Cofura jariskaci dgas:
_ marto xar? _ mekiTxeba salam-qalamis gareSe.
_ marto var.
_ bavSvebi gyavs?
_ myavs, erTi.
_ bednieri kaci yofilxar, bednieri.
_ ra ginda? _ vekiTxebi.
_ aba, ai, im oTaxSi Semiyvane, _ meubneba, _ bednieri kaci yofilxar...
saabazanoSi Semyavs. aTvalierebs kedlebs, mere skams iTxovs. vaZlev: skamze dgeba,
fanjaras aRebs da qvemoT viRacas gasZaxis:
_ emzar, didi lampoCqa yofila, ra, da kafeli. kafeli ireklavs! _ mere Cemken ixedeba,
_ bednieri kaci yofilxar. wuxel me gadagarCine... Sen Ramis pirvel saaTze aq Suqi aanTe?
 _ mgoni... _ vixseneb, _ avanTe.
_ hoda, Zmao, Sen aq didi lampoCqa gqonia, kafelmac Suqi arekla, qvemoT yvelaferi
gaanaTa. Cven ki RamiT texnika miviReT. Sen texnika gaanaTe, jigrianad gaanaTe. Seni
sarTuli Tanac xom boloa, ara? mecxre, mecxre xomaa, mere es kafeli?.. gagris mere
frTxilad varT. biWebs Spioni egoneT, radganac gaanaTe. ra ici, aTasia Semogzavnili da
Taxsiri. biWebs pulimiotis srola undodaT. me SevaCere, vuTxari _ Tu kidev aanTo,
mere vesroloT-meTqi. meti ar aginTia... mokled, bednieri kaci yofilxar, Tanac bavSvi
gyolia... maladec ra.
mere fanjridan Tavmomwoned miCvenebs rezinis borblebian, patara javSnosan manqanas,
romelsac Tavze pawawkintela,
frTiani, vercxlisferi raketebi aqvs damagrebuli.
_ ai, texnika, brat-jan... wuxel miviReT.
virwmune misi sityvebis da mivxvdi, rom marTla bewvze gadavrCiT. swored maSin
pirvelad momivida azrad bavSvis gaxizvna.
_ ki, magram ase SeiZleba? _ veubnebi gagulisebuli, _ sanam isrodeT, cota mainc
xom unda ifiqroT? es fanjrebic Tqvenma biWebma dacxriles, albaT, pirvel dReebSi?
Semyavs saZile oTaxSi da snaiperebis mier dacxrilul fanjrebs vuCveneb.
_ ki, _ icinis da tatuirebul xels Tmaze isvams, _ Cvenebma. erTi gvyavs (saxeli ki
miTxra, magram ar maxsovs), hoda, iman Tqva, iqneb iq snaiperi ijdes, ra ici, bolo
sarTuliao da, nu gewyineba da, dacxrila. am oTaxSi yvela mina gaxvretilia, es imitom,
rom muqi fardebi gaqvs, brat-jan, omia, ar unda Camogefarebina. TiTo minas ki TiTo
esrola... maSinac bedi gqonia da axlac... aba, wavedi axla... me saSa mqvia, Zia saSas meZaxian.
Tu rameSi dagWirdi, aq var. artistebis dasasvenebel saxlSi vcxovrobT.
* * *

omi magintiviT izidavs avkacebs. omi maTi zonaa, maTi arena; omSi maT aravin sjis, iq
isini mSvidad arian, advilad SeuZliaT Caeweron TiTqmis nebismier samxedro
formirebaSi, `samSoblos damcvelis~ mantiiTac Seimoson. isini TiTqmis ar ibrZvian.
namdvili omiT WeSmariti, patiosani meomrebi omoben, romlebmac omis pirvelive
dReebidan sicocxle yofna-aryofnis sasworis pinaze dades. faqtia, namdvilma meomarma
icis mowinaaRmdegis pativiscema, icavs raindTa daweril Tu dauwerel kanonebs.
avkacebi ki saSovars daeZeben, maTgan Sorsaa idealebi, amitomac uiaraRo da udanaSaulo
kacis mokvla maTTvis TiTqmis arafers niSnavs. 1993 wlis ivnisSi Cveneburebma,
qarTvelma avkacebma sastikad awames 72 wlis ivliane xorava. igi zemo fSafSi
cxovrobda. manqana hyavda. omis dros gayida. manqanis fuli mogvecio, Tavs daesxnen
saxlSi martod darCenils. ori maTgani niRbiT iyo, oric _ uniRbod. fuli
SviliSvilebs gavugzavne, aq cota maqvs, yvelaferi waiReT, oRond nu momklavTo, _
ixveweboda. maT ki oTxi saaTis ganmavlobaSi awames,
cxeli uToTi fexisgulebi dauwves, anTebuli sigaretebiT _ saxe da xelebi.
cecxlmokidebuli, polieTilenis tomris wveTebsac awveTebdnen. mas ki diabeti hqonda,
or Tves ewama TbilisSi, damwvrobis centrSi, magram ver uSveles, agvistoSi
gardaicvala. seqtembris bolos ki, soxumisa da gulrifSis aRebis Semdeg zemo fSafSi
Semosulma momxvdurebma misi saxli dawves.
manqana waarTves, scemes, daayaCaRes babuSareli vaxtang gagua samxedroformianebma,
`TeTrarwivelebad~ rom asaRebdnen Tavs. soxumis dacemis Semdeg ki mkvlelTa jgufma
cemiT sicocxles gamoasalma vaxtangi, megobrebisa da qeifis moyvaruli, dReniadag
saxemomRimari.
ivliane xoravasa da vaxtang gaguas bedi ara erTsa da ors gaaziarebina omma.
... roca Cveni jari agvistoSi soxumSi Semovida, meore dResve morodiorebi moefinen
qalaqs. mihqondaT videomagnitofonebi, xaliCebi, televizorebi, tanisamosiT gaZeZgili
CanTebi... gahyavdaT manqanebi.
Cveni cxrasarTuliani saxlis ezoSi nadavliT datvirTuli `vilisi~ dgas.
`vilisTan~ ociode wlis lurjformiani biWi midis (etyoba, policieli) da
mZarcvelebs eubneba:
_ ar gaakeToT es, biWebo. omi damTavrdeba da aq xom Cvenebma da afxazebma erTad
unda icxovron... gTxovT, ar gaakeToT es.
_ wadi, Se ZaRlo, Seni rCevebi gvaklia swored. wadi, Torem migabridav! _ ubRvers
Savgvremani samxedro da avtomats xelSi aTamaSebs. misi megobrebic uteven biWs.
Semdeg `vilisi~ Tavisi gziT midis, TavCaRunuli biWi ki cota xans tkepnis erT
adgils. bolos, isic tovebs ezos.

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da mainc, yvelaze saSineli, rac omma moimoqmeda, es bavSvebis samyaros gawirva iyo.
Tavdayira daayena omma maTi zRaprebisa da maTi disneis umSvenieresi qveyana.
kompraCikosiviT daamaxinja, daglija da daanakuwa, nacartutad aqcia. vuyureb naomar
bavSvebs da vxedav, kidevac hgvanan isini bavSvebs da kidevac ara. didi droa saWiro,
raTa gaisigrZegano, Tu ra moxda maT arsebaSi. erTi Cemi nacnobis biWma (bavSvis saxeli
ar maxsovs, gvarad gabuniaa) omis dros mamamiss kategoriulad mosTxova: damixate
mtris TviTmfrinavi! gaocebulma mamam SeZlebisdagvarad daxata TviTmfrinavi. axla
qarTuli TviTmfrinavi damixateo, mosTxova. isic daxata qaRaldis meore kuTxeSi. biWma
flomasterebidan wiTeli feris SearCia, orive xeliT CabRuja da `qarTuli~
TviTmfrinavis Wvintidan `mtris~ TviTmfrinavisken gaavlo sqeli, sveli xazi.
miuaxlovda Tu ara xazi `mters~, cecxlisa da kvamlis ablabudad iqca, datrialda
ablabuda da cecxlSi gaaxvia TviTmfrinavi. cecxli waekida mis kuds, frTebs...
RmuiliTa da stveniT daiwyo vardna TviTmfrinavma, daenarcxa miwas da saSineli xmiT
afeTqda. veRar moaswro katapultireba mfrinavma da isic TviTmfrinavTan erTad
daiRupa. mxolod maSin axeda mamas gabrwyinebuli TvalebiT biWma _ man xom `mtris~
TviTmfrinavi Camoagdo; diax, Camoagdo biWma TviTmfrinavi, magram misi vaJkacobis
Sesaxeb saqarTvelos Tavdacvis saministros prescentrs aravisTvis ucnobebia, mere ra,
rom ar ucnobebia, man xom moixada vali...
am ambavSi SemaZrwunebeli isaa, rom biWma namdvilad ioma, mTeli gznebiT da energiis
mTeli mobilizebiT. mas kompiuteruli omobana ar uTamaSia. biWis arsebaSi siZulvilma
Caibuda. is biWi axla ltolvilia, TbilisSi cxovrobs. amas winaT gaugia, rom
Tbilisis zooparkSi daTvi dakles da zooparkis mSier cxovelebs aWames. biWi
gaognebulia. misTvis omi grZeldeba.

***

... dafrinaven Tvalxiluli Tu brma tyviebi soxumelebisTvis adre ucnobi, uxilavi,

Sxamiani da sisxlismTxeveli mwerebiviT; damuxtulebi ugunurobiTa da ganukiTxaobiT.
da apoben brma tyviebi dabrmavebul cas, xvdebian SiSneul saxlebs, xeebs, adamianebs...
Sen zustad Ramis 12 saaTze, axali wlis dadgomisas mogkla mTvrali jariskacis mier
nasrolma tyviam, raul Jvaniav, keTilSobilo soxumelo kaco. matarebliT Camogyavda
soxumSi Svilebi _ gogona da biWi. Zalian daagviana Senma matarebelma Senda
saubedurod, raul, da mainc, Seni cxovrebis ukanasknel axal wels mainc mSobliur
qalaqSi Sexvdi zoziniT momaval matarebelSi, plaJis zonaSi. Sexvdi da gamoeTxove
umal. es Seni yvelaze mokle weliwadi iyo _ sul ramdenime wami gagrZelda is.
ministrTa sabWos dasasvenebeli saxlidan gewvia sikvdili, axali, 1993 wlis mekvle.
mTvralma jariskacebma da oficrebma iseTi srola atexes, berlinis aRebisas ar
daxarjula imdeni tyvia, RmerTmani. im asiaTasobiT tyviaSi erTi SenTvis yofila
gangebis mier gankuTvnili da SerCeuli, SenTvis Camosxmuli, gaprialebuli, danomrili...
naTlad vxedav, rogor aTavsebs im tyvias sikvdilis xeli mWideSi, rogor amagrebs
mWides avtomatze da rogor elodeba mere igi 12 saaTs; 12 saaTsa da Sens matarebels.
matareblis sarkmlidan gascqerodi qalaqs. gogosa da biWs Soris ideqi; Zveli,
klasikuri periodis naxatis personaJiviT ideqi Sens gogosa da biWs Soris, matareblis
sarkmlis CarCoSi ase Candi, vagonis blanti, yviTeli SuqiT ganaTebuli. is tyvia
zustad 12 saaTze mogxvda SublSi. Seni gogona sxvebs daamSvidebs mere, Tavsac ase
daimSvidebs _ `mamam verc gaigo, rom mokvdao~. asecaa, Sen verc gaige, rogor mokvdi,
ise swrafad moxda yvelaferi.
Seni keTili suli zecidan dahyurebs axla yvelas, im jariskacsac dahyurebs
TanagrZnobiT, romelmac mogkla. vici, isic gecodeba da patiob _ xom ar undoda, ra
misi braliao. me ki ver vapatieb Sens aseT sikvdils verc im jariskacs da verc mis
ufross, verc misi ufrosis ufross, verc mtersa da verc moyvares, verc sakuTar
Tavsa da verc veravis.
Sen ki aivanze gamosuli mogkla aseve mTvrali jariskacis tyviam, roland
jgerenaiav, sami tyvia CagiWeda gulSi gatialebulma arakacma; misma ufrosmac gesrola
is sami tyvia, misi ufrosis ufrosmac, mec da yvelam.
Sen saSovarze gamosuli samxedroformiani yaCaRis mier gasrolilma tyviam
gimsxverpla, iakob jiSkariano, sakuTari saxlis win, quCaSi mdgari. ase gaasrula Seni,
martokacis, sulieri avadmyofis sicocxle bedisweram. ase yofila Turme dawerili
Seni ambavi bedis wignSi, iakob!
Zmas gauvarda avtomati da Zma mokla, megobarma megobari imsxverpla. erTic
nikapiT dayrdnobia avtomats da... sam biWs `limonka~ aufeTqda, oTx jariskacs _
tanksawinaaRmdego yumbara, cxras _ naRmi... gamocdil monadiresac gauvardeba
xandaxan Tofi SemTxveviT; omi, omia. oms, ra Tqma unda, ubeduri SemTxvevebic Tan
sdevs, magram amdeni?.. bevrma ar icoda iaraRis arc daSla-awyoba, arc movla-
patronoba. arc aswavlidnen. TiTqos rubikis kubikiviT iyo aSlili jari, erTni
alTas iyvnen, meoreni _ balTas, mesameni kidev, RmerTma uwyis, sad.
mamaCemi samxedri kaci iyo, oficeri, namdvili oficeri. me vamayob mamaCemis, nikoloz
odiSarias, saxeliT. erTi amxanagi hyavda _ kalaSnikovi, nikolai kalaSnikovi, isic
oficeri, mudam mxiaruli, xumara. bavSvobisas matyuebda _ `kalaSnikovis~ avtomati Cemi
gamogoniliao. mec didxans mjeroda es. erTxel miambo: meore msoflio omSi, frontze
yofnisas, erT-erTi aviadabombvisas bombis mier amoTxril ormoSi viskupe da cxvir-
piriT ganavals davemxe, kinaRam davixrCeo. amas ise miyveboda, lamis guli ameria maSin.
dRes, rodesac sityva `kalaSnikovs~ gavigoneb, nikolai kalaSnikovi, aviadabombva da
ganavalis ambavi maxsendeba umal. msoflioSi Turme 100 milionade `kalaSnikovi~
daxetialobs. Tumca, iqneb bevrad meti. vin icis.

***

omma farTod gauRo kari fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoebs da avadmyofebi gareT gamoyara.

patronianebi samSvidobos gaiyvanes, upatronoebi ki qalaqebsa da soflebs moedvnen.
axal-axali StrixebiT imdidrebs Tavis portrets omi, arc erT fers ar iklebs...
maradona soxumis koloritia, is fsiqiatriulis pacienti rodia. quCis giJia
maradona. aravis erCis, Wkuamxiarulia, didsa da pataras eRlabuceba, ZaRlebTanac
megobrobs. naxevradSiSveli, grZelTmiani maradona raRaciT ucxoel fexburTels
mogagonebT, magram namdvil maradonas _ ara da ara. sainteresoa, ratom Searqves
maradona?! iqneb Tavad Seirqva. misi namdvili saxeli aravin icis, arc erovneba.
 me da Tamaz CoCia meeqvse saSualo skolis win vdgavarT, avtobuss velodebiT.
vxedavT, Sua gzaze sandlebiani romaeli legioneri moabijebs, abjari da tunika acvia,
CaCqani axuravs, mokle maxviliTaa SeiaraRebuli. modis, bednierebisagan saxe saaxalwlo
naZvis xis saTamaSosaviT ubrwyinavs. uceb vcnobT _ maradonaa! omis dros Teatrebic
iZarcveboda. maradonasac romeliRac Teatri mounaxulebia, guldagul SeurCevia
omisaTvis Sesaferisi morTuloba da axla sixarulisagan saxeaforajebuli sazeimo
svliT moabijebs. skolis gverdiT, dasasvenebel saxlSi samxedro Stabia. maradonas
iqiT mieCqareba, mebrZolebTan. Tavi unda aCvenos, naxeT, rogori varo, triumfatoriviT
Sedis romaelad gardasaxuli maradona WiSkarSi.
_ maradona, uuuu! _ ismis aRfrTovanebuli meomrebis SeZaxili.
viRac avtomatis mWides haerSi clis, srolis xmaze maradona ukan gamorbis.
_ giJi xar, viRaca xar! _ uyviris SeSinebuli msrolels,
amis gagonebaze xarxari da Rrianceli matulobs. maradona kvlav utevs Stabs,
Rimiliani saxiT Sedis. axla ukve, sami jeeli clis mWideebs. grialeben avtomatebi.
meored da sabolood gamorbis `romaeli~ Stabis ezodan da burtyun-burtyuniT
agrZelebs gzas.
_ giJebo, idiotebo! _ dudRunebs igi.
arada, sworia maradona, or giJs Soris WeSmariti giJi is aris, romelsac xumrobis
ara esmis ra da avtomatis kakan-kakaniT masxrobs. esec omis erT-erTi sibrZnea, Cemo
maradona, omis sigiJeSi ar aris mSvidobiani giJebis adgili.
ar vici, cocxalia Tu ara maradona, gadaurCa Tu ara oms. Tu cocxalia,
aucileblad soxumSi iqneba, is xom soxumis ganuyofeli nawilia. isic, albaT, soxumTan
erTad daibruna afxazurma mxarem. netav cocxali iyos!

* * *

omis dros gardaicvala mxatvari valeri arqania, veRar gauZlo oms. valera saTuTi
gulis kaci iyo. JamgamoSvebiT, roca dauzogavad epyroboda cxovreba, sasowarkveTa
sjabnida da van-gogis avadmyofobiT daavadebuls Zlieri Setevebi ewyeboda. omma
ukanasknelad da sasikvdilod auforiaqa suli. ver uSveles wamlebma. me ar meguleba
masze ufro saintereso soxumeli fermweri, ise naTlad xedavda da xatavda zRvas.
erTxel werilic davwere masze. valera zRvis mxatvari iyo. misi tiloebi zRvis
sinaTliTaa gaJRenTili. zRvis Suqi livlivebs mis qalTa portretebSic. zRva mis
naxatebSi xandaxan arc Cans, magram yovelTvis igrZnoba valeraseul ferTa naTebaSi. mis
oTaxSi, mis kubosTan vzivar da valeras dis tirils vismen. gverdiT oTaxSi valeras
momakvdavi deda kvnesis. kedlebze Camokidebuli naxatebidan misi qalebi, bavSvebi,
lekvebi, xeebi, meTevzeebi, quCebi, saxlebi, navebi, gemebi, Tevzebi damyureben. valeras
daxatul soxumSi samoTxiseuli simSvidea, Cvens, fanjrebsmiRmur soxumSi ki _
uimedoba. mis soxumSi xalxmravlobaa, Cvens soxumSi _ martosuloba. valeras soxumSi
qalebi icinian, Cvens soxumSi _ qviTineben. da yvelaferi es imitom xdeba, rom valeras
soxumSi mSvidobaa, CvenSi ki _ omi.
... vzivar valeras cxedarTan da TiTqmis vCurCuleb _ rogor minda Sens soxumSi,
valera, Seni soxumis droSi, mis ulamazes wamebSi. o, rogor minda, dabrundes 1992
wlis agvistomdeli Jami, ukusvliT daubrundes tyviebi avtomatebs, Wurvebi _
qvemexebsa da tankebs, `gradebs~, ukusvliT gafrindnen vertmfrenebi da TviTmfrinavebi;
Rimilic daubrundes saxeebs. kvlav mwvane balaxiT Seivsos bombebiT gadaTxrili miwa,
gamrTeldnen dangreuli Senobebi, aRsdges gadabuguli sastumro `riwa~, kino-Teatrebi...
gamwvandnen daferflili palmebi, magnoliebi... minda, CavyvinTo omis zRvaSi da
amovyvinTo agvistos soxumSi, mivujde finjan yavas yavaxanaSi, nebierad gavabolo
sigareti, megobar poets vesaubro, Sevxvde raul Jvanias, imanac swored is Sampanuris
boTlebi dadgas yavaxanis plastmasis magidaze, romelzec ase erTgulad mpatiJebda
sikvdilamde ramdenime dRiT adre. me xom maSin ver movicale; axla ki dro maqvs,
uamravi dro maqvs, magram...
omma datbora Cveni, realurad arsebuli soxumi, datbora valeras ubani, saxli, bina.
Sors, Zalian Sors waiyvana valera da sxvagvarad, albaT, arc iqneboda _ verasodes
morigdebodnen omi da mxatvari erTmaneTTan. arasodes eyofodaT erT omsa da erT
valeras erTi qalaqi. gaimarjva omma _ idumali qveynis mgzavrad aqcia valera, gandevna
igi da umal daipyro mxatvrisTvis gankuTvnili adgili...

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me adre gwerdiT, msoflios zRvispira qalaqebo _ adelaidav da fritauno,

aleqsandriav da nicav, rimino da madraso, gdansko da sio-gamav, los-anJeleso da
aberdino, la-guiarav, rom yvelaferi rigzea soxumSi, rom Zveleburad xaroben
yvavilebi, icinian soxumelebi. gesalmebodiT Tqven zRviTa da mdinareebiT, velebiTa da
mwvervalebiT, RrublebiTa da qarborbalebiT, magram es adre iyo, dRes ki am moxsenebiT
baraTs gigzavniT, moxsenebiT baraTs omis soxumze, darwmunebuli var, ver icnobT mas.
maS ase: gamorCeuli gamodga omis zamTari _ TiTqos gausaZlisad yinviani, uxvTovliani.
soxumamde veRar aRwevs eleqtroenergia. afxazuri mxaris meomrebi periodulad
afeTqeben maRali Zabvis boZebs oCamCiris raionSi. qarTuli jari ver icavs
eleqtroxazs. iyinebian da ixocebian soxumelebi (erTi moxuci wiTel xidTan mdgar
saxlSi naxes gayinuli, gulze xelebi daekrifa, Tavad gaepatiosnebina Tavi). mTeli
omis dros soxumelebsa da gulrifSelebs ori-sami Tvis ganmavlobaSi Tu hqondaT Suqi.
TiTqmis daucvelia soxumhesic. Suqis yoveli CarTva sadResaswaulo sixaruls iwvevs.
xalxi maSinve televizorebsa da eleqtroRumelebs miscvivdeba xolme. puri iSviaTad
cxveba, Tu cxveba _ cota. xalxs urigeben gemebiT Camotanil amerikul Tu italiur
puris fqvils. gansakuTrebiT uWirT binebSi mcxovrebT _ isini kibis moedanze
agurebisagan axlaforTeben `puris sacxobebs~. aqve aduReben wyals CaisTvis,
SeZlebisdagvarad (Tuki amis saSualeba aqvT) imzadeben kerZs. gazi omis dawyebamdec ar
iyo, puri da Cai (xSirad uSaqro), xandaxan _ konservic, _ ZiriTadad es aris
umravlesTa yoveldRiuri meniu. mosaxleobam zamTris dadgomamdec `moasufTava~ ezo-
yureebi da zRvis sanapiro fiCxis, xis totebis, nafotebisagan. dabombvis Semdeg
waqceul did xeebs culebiTa da xerxebiT `aRWurvili~ soxumelebi ise Seesevian
xolme, rogorc mokluli veSapis sxeuls maradyinulovani CrdiloeTis mcxovreblebi,
angreven da nawil-nawil Slian xis upatroni fardulebs, qalaqSi gamoWimul
Zveldroindel lozungebs (maT xis samagrebi da xis karga sqeli CarCoebi aqvT),
skamZelebs, mandarinis yuTebs. baRebSi Cexaven xeebs. ver aTbobs mZvinvare zamTars omis
cxeli sunTqva.
ai, erT dros ulamazesi banovani moaTrevs xis did tots, modis, iRimeba, magram is
dro aklia, valeras naxatebSi rom CarCa. modis, mTeli qalaqi Tan moaqvs Cveni
ymawvilkacobis merlin monros. qali, romlis gamoCena umSvenieresi wuTebiT amdidrebda
sanapiros, romlis magiur mzeraSi cxaddeboda Seyvarebuli biWebis sizmrebi, modis da
iRimeba, cdilobs, xumrobiT ganmuxtos misTvis ase damamcirebeli, uCveulo
mdgomareoba. uxdeba yvelaferi, Svenis... ai, visTan marcxdeba omi.
rkinigzaze `darbis~ ramdenime qvemexiani samxedro Semadgenloba, `kobrad~ wodebuli.
Cerdeba, isvris, mere kvlav ganagrZobs gzas. xan win, xan ukan mimorbis, xanac gvirabSi
imaleba. xandaxan misi srolis xma qalaqSi davardnili Wurvebis afeTqebis xmas hgavs da
amitomac SiSisagan dazafruli mosaxleoba sardafebSi garbis.
sardafebSi ki Tavisi wesi da rigia, sardafuli. aq erTmaneTs Sezavebia SiSi da
imedi. sardafebSi Tavs iyrian qarTvelebi, afxazebi, rusebi, somxebi, berZnebi... erTad
wyevlian oms. sxva Tanadgoma da sxva TanagrZnoba sufevs sardafebis qalaqSi.
esvrian `Suquras~, epasuxeba kelasuri... esvrian kelasurs, pasuxs scemen abJayvidan,
esvrian abJayvas... sisxliania saartilerio speqtakli. ara aris Suqi, ar muSaobs
televizori, ar muSaobs radio, magram aris omi! vuyurebT da vusmenT oms!
... portis maxloblad satvirTo gems eSeridan `gradi~ bombavs. gemis garSemo
erTbaSad feTqdeba ramdenime Wurvi. Soridan vuyurebT am suraTs me da Cemi mezobeli _
guram janaSia. cecxlis burTebi da maRla avardnili Savi kvamli TvalnaTliv moCans.
gemi mkveTrad uxvevs, ukan brundeba da siCqares aviTarebs. micuravs gemi da ukan
misdevs cecxli da kvamli. ara, es felinis gemi ki ar aris, omSi Securebuli patara
tvirTmzidia.
... RamRamobiT mxrColavi sanTlebis Suqze `robinzon kruzos~ vkiTxulob.
bavSvobidan damCemda _ avadmyofobis an gaWirvebis dros `kruzos~ vkiTxulob. mSvelis,
mamSvidebs. sanTlebi swrafad gviTavdeba, arc navTi gvaqvs. lamfis patruqi iSviaTobaa.
ZiriTadad sibneleSi vsxedvarT, xSirad Cacmulebi vwvebiT loginSi, raTa Ramis
dabombvisas Tavs droulad vuSveloT. dawolis win fexsacmels sawolTan ise vawyobT,
rom adgomisTanave CavicvaT. xandaxan siswrafeze sicocxlea damokidebuli.
1993 wlis martidan moyolebuli, brZolebi mZafrdeba. RamRamobiT saSineli sanaxavi
xdeba qalaqis panorama. sxivCamqral, CaSavebul qalaqSi xan erT, xan meore adgilas
elavs da quxs. Cemi binidan kargad moCans gumisTis mxare. iq frontia, daundobeli
brZolebi mimdinareobs. Ramis ukuns seravs manaTobeli tyviebi. oqrosfer qviSasaviT
fantavs tyviebis jers haerSi `Silka~ (TviTmavali sazenito danadgari). gamayruebeli
grialiT mifrinaven `gradis~ Wurvebi. haeri mbrwyinavi wertilebiTaa savse, gruxuniT
gaJRenTili. qalaqi xandaxan zRvidanac ibombeba. zRvidan, rogorc wesi, RamiT ibombeba
qalaqi. zRva Cabnelebulia da gemebi ar Cans. zRvaze gaelveba imas niSnavs, rom gemidan
isroles. manaTobel Wurvebs esvrian gemebs, eSiniaT desantis gadmosxmis. JamgamoSvebiT
TviTmfrinavebi soxumis Tavze `WaRebs~ hkideben. maSin, ra gind ukuni Rame iyos, quCaSi
gazeTs Tavisuflad waikiTxav... uyureb yovelive amas da iseTi grZnoba geufleba, rom
TiTqos mxolod SenTvis imarTeba es warmodgena _ tragikulad egzotikuri da
grandiozuli.
gansakuTrebiT erTi Rame damamaxsovrda _ 1992 wlis dekembris Rame. 10-11 saaTia.
ruseTis samxedro sanatoriumis win mdgar xis orsarTulian saxls cecxli waekida
(saliaris Rumeli afeTqebiaT). Cabnelebuli qalaqis nawils anaTebs xanZari. aivanze
vdgavar. civa, TiTqmis yinavs. cecxlwakidebul saxls ToTxmetsarTuliani saxli
efareba da iseTi suraTi ixateba, rom TiTqos Tavad ToTxmetsarTuliani iwvis. avad
rialeben Suq-Crdilebi casa da miwaze. gumisTaze kvlav brZolebia. vxedav Soreul
naTebebs. qars afeTqebebis xma moaqvs. qalaqis Tavze aviagamanadgurebeli wrialebs.
TviTmfrinavi ar Cans, mxolod misi mkivana xma ismis. aviagamanadgurebeli drogamoSvebiT
raketebs isvris sadRac `Suquras~ ubnisken. raketis srolisas Sav caze TeTrad
gaielvebs xolme (RvTis risxvasaviT). sazenito danadgarebi TviTmfrinavs esvrian.
uSedegod. Cemi aivnis gverdiT, mezobeli sadarbazos mecxre sarTulze, samoTaxian
binaSi TefSebis wkriali ismis. es morodiorebi daZvrebian. ei! _ vuyviri morodiorebs,
_ vin aris mand? gadiT aqedan!
TefSebis wkriali wydeba; mere viRac samxedroformianis Tavi wamierad Cndeba
fanjaraSi, Tvals Semavlebs da swrafadve imaleba. naTdeba sofel Sromis mxarec. iqac
brZolebia. Wanbas quCidan gasrolili manaTobeli tyviebi aWrelebs cas. zRva Relavs,
SfoTavs, xmaurobs. gumisTaze da SromaSi brZolebia, TviTmfrinavi bombavs `Suquras~,
esvrian TviTmfrinavs, zRva Rrialebs, iwvis orsarTuliani saxli, bejiToben
morodiorebi... dekembris susxSi mTeli sami saaTis ganmavlobaSi vuyurebdi am
sanaxaobas.
 1993 wlis ivnisSi soxumis Tavze `su-25~-s raketa xvdeba. CiraRdaniviT
abrdRvialebuli TviTmfrinavi cxviriT dabla, trial-trialiT iwyebs vardnas. mfrinavi
aswrebs katapultirebas. Tavidan gvgonia, rom TviTmfrinavi qalaqs daecema, magram male
naTeli xdeba, igi zRvaSi unda Cavardes. gadis erTi Tu ori wuTi da TviTmfrinavi
cxviriT ecema zRvaSi. ar feTqdeba. ramdenime wuTis Semdeg moyviTalo-mowiTalo
paraSutiani pilotic zRvaSi eSveba, napiridan, daaxloebiT kilometrnaxevris
moSorebiT. pilotis amosayvanad ramdenime katarRa Cqarobs. xalxi marCielobs, visia
TviTmfrinavi? mogvianebiT vgebulobT, qarTuli jarisaa, gadarCenili pilotic
qarTvelia. sxva TviTmfrinavis Camogdeba imave wlis seqtemberSi vnaxe. ori `su~
afxazur mxares utevs, dabal simaRleze mofrinavs. erT-erTs eSeris mxridan
gamosrolili raketiT afeTqeben. `su~ haerSi nawil-nawil iSleba, piloti iRupeba.
afxazuri mxaris TviTmfrinavebi bombaven Wanbas quCas, sadgurs, kelasurs... omamde
miyvarda samxedro TviTmfrinavebis laRi da lamazi frenis cqera. omma SemaZula adamianis
xelidan afrenili sikvdilis mTesveli `frinvelebi~. omma Zalian bevri, bevri ram
SegvaZula, magram Tanac Zalian bevri, bevri ram mogvanatra da sxva TvaliT dagvanaxa
warsuli...
vusmenT manqanis akumulatorze CarTul tranzistors. Zlivs gasagonad, xandaxan
sulac ar ismis Tbilisis Soreuli xma. gudauTis samenovani gadacemebi (afxazuri,
rusuli, qarTuli) ki mkafiod JRers. veweviT `astras~, `primas~ (Tu viSoveT), gazeTSi
gaxveul TuTunsac (isic advili saSovari rodia). iSviaTobaa Rvino da arayi
(gansakuTrebiT Rvino). sasmels
mxolod samxedroebi agneben advilad.
gamoereva xolme mSvidi dReebi. es omis uqmeebia. omi isvenebs maSin, Zalas ikrebs.
vayuradebT mis siCumes, yvela sxva siCumisagan gamorCeuls, saSiSroebis molodiniT
damuxtuls, nervulsa da awrialebuls.
zustad asevea gumisTis meore mxaresac.
qalaqs ar hyofnis mekuboveebi, ara aqvs kubosTvis sakmarisi ficrebic. gardacvlilebs
iaraRis yuTebisagan mojorTili `sasaxleebiT~ asaflaveben. pativcemulo saxelmwifo
qvelmoqmedebo, fqvilTan erTad humanitaruli kuboebic gamougzavneT afxazeTs!

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omma cametnaxevari Tve gastana. man ori zafxuli da ori Semodgoma daimona,
zamTarsa da gazafxuls mxolod erTxel SeefeTa. gasaocari iyo omis erTaderTi
gazafxuli, umSvenieresi da ukeTilSobilesi. bunebam ganzrax SeurCia unatifesi foni
omis keTrovan saxes. isev ayvavdnen alublebi da tyemlebi, vaSlisa da atmis xeebi,
ayvavdnen da sxva SuqiT, angelozebis sxivebiT gaanaTes garemo. ayvavildnen oleandrebi
da palmebi, agavebi da qafuris xeebi, forToxlebi da limonebi, gaiSalnen egzotikuri
`TuTiyuSebi~ (yvavilebia) da `saaTebi~ (esenic gasaocari, TiTqmis ararealuri
yvavilebia). mcenareebma TavianTi surneliT datbores qalaqi, TiTqos gandevnes omis
mier motanili leSis suni, magram... qviSaSi Camaluli urCxuliviT kvlav amoZravda omi,
agruxunda da akvamlda, axanZrda...
... quCaSi TiTo-orola gamvlels Tu Sexvdeboda kaci. xandaxan aseT suraTsac
ixilavdi _ erT mxarze iaraRgadakidebul jariskacs meore mxarze maimuni azis. Tumca,
es ufro xSirad omis dasawyisSi xdeboda, roca soxumis maimunTsaSenidan wamoyvanili
`trafeini~ maimunebi dahyavdaT meomrebs. maimuniani jariskacebi gudiaSvilis
fantasmagoriul tiloebs maxsenebdnen.
drogamoSvebiT, soxumelebs ojaxebi naTesavebTan gadahyavT sxva qalaqebsa Tu
soflebSi, magram gadis cota xani da soxumelebi kvlav ubrundebian TavianT fuZes.
uWirs qveyanas, uWirs sanaTesaos, rTuldeba cxovreba, Zvirdeba puri da Saqari, xorci
da marili, saponi da asanTi. omia! ltolvilebs ki soxumSi yofna da uSaqro Cai
urCevniaT. gansakuTrebiT maT, vinc soxumSi daibada da mTeli sanaTesao aqa hyavs, mama-
papaTa saflavebic aq eguleba. sxvagan sad wavides _ misi mSvidoba Tu aq iyo, misi omic
aq aris!
omi Tavis saxels arqmevs yvelas da yvelafers. omma bevrs daswyvita guli da bevrs
aTqmevina viRaceebze _ es omi rom ara, verasodes gavigebdiT, eseni vin yofilano. zogi
ki keTil adamianebs Seaxvedra da axali megobrebiT gaumdidra cxovreba. gaWirvebam
gamoscada adamianebi.
SeZlebulebs xelewifebodaT, omisgan ganeridebinaT ojaxebi, col-Svili erCinaT da
Tanac kargad, hyolodaT isini sxva qveynebSi, sxva qalaqebSi, eyidaT maTTvis binebic;
JamgamoSvebiT da xangrZlivi droiTac TviTonac iq gadabargebuliyvnen. omi ZiriTadad
uqoneli, alal-marTali ojaxebis sulebs iTxovda. kargad vxedavdi omis am kanonis
mowamebriv aRsrulebas _ ufro naTel da patiosan adamianebs xocavda omi, xocavda da
awamebda. aba, sxvanairad omi risi omi iqneboda! gamigonia, rom daaxloebiT ase yofila
afxazur mxaresac _ mdidarTa umravlesoba iqac Soreul qalaqebSi xiznavda Turme
ojaxebs, magram Cvenebisagan gansxvavebiT isini fuls qalebsa da restornebSi ki ar
flangavdnen, zizil-pipilebs ki ar yidulobdnen, aramed oms emsaxurebodnen, isic
kargad icodnen, rom is fuli, daniSnulebisamebr iqneboda gamoyenebuli da viRacis
jibeSi ar aRmoCndeboda.
erT welze mets mimdinareobda omi soxumSi, omi ultraTanamedrove. gruxunebdnen
`gradebi~ da haubicebi, soxumelebs ki sul imis imedi hqondaT, rom ai, sacaa
damTavrdeba es saSineleba. bombavdnen TviTmfrinavebi, magram maT sjerodaT, rom es
ukanaskneli dabombva iqneboda. sjerodaT, rom soxumSi `Citic ver Semofrindeboda~. ase
arwmunebdnen maT. ase ambobda saxelmwifos meTauric. ase ambobda Tavdacvis ministric.
(is 24 saaTsac aZlevda afxazur mxares, raTa gons mogeboda). ase ambobdnen sxvebic... da
soxumelebic mSvidad iZinebdnen TavianT gayinul, Suqgadaxvewil oTaxebSi;
tansacmlianad loginSi CaTbunebulebi lamaz sizmrebs xedavdnen. eZinaT soxumelebs,
xolo maTi saxlebidan sul raRac 3-4 (zogan bevrad naklebi) kilometris moSorebiT _
gumisTasa da SromaSi, kamansa da odiSSi gaafTrebuli, samkvdro-sasicocxlo brZolebi
mimdinareobda. axla, rodesac yvelafers vixseneb, mikvirs, ras gauZles Cemma
Tanamoqalaqeebma, soxumelma bavSvebma da qalebma, moxucebma...
soxumsa da mis SemogarenSi moqmedebda yvela is iaraRi, romelic sikvdils
amravlebda avRaneTSi (CamoTvlac ar minda). kidev samxedro gemebi da katarRebi (rac
avRaneTSi ar iyo), Ria vagonebze `gradebi~ da qvemexdamontaJebuli matareblebi... da
kidev erTi ram _ afxazeTis avRaneTSi ar iyo aziuri udabno. subtropikuli da
tropikuli mcenareebiT moyvavile, mogalobe frinvelebiT amRerebuli, ulurjeszRviani,
mWidrod dasaxlebuli qalaqebi garkveulwilad uSlidnen xels samxedro operaciebis
warmarTvas, Tumca, erTicaa _ sxvanairi kompleqsiT muxtavdnen sikvdilis Semoqmedebas,
amZafrebdnen ngrevis, dawvis, xocvis, Zarcvis programas.
soxumelebs uqebdnen gamZleobis unars, WirTaTmenis niWs. seqtemberSi, soxumis
dacemis wina dReebSi, aeroportidanac daabrunes xalxi _ nursad nu midixarT, male
gamSvelebeli rusuli divizia Semova qalaqSi da yvelaferi rigze iqnebao. soxumelebma
daijeres, magram pasuxismgebloba diviziis Semoyvanis Taobaze aravin ikisra. gaiwira
xalxi. ecemoda soxumi, mosaxleobis evakuacias ki aravin acxadebda, arc aravis
mosdioda azrad. da ai, soxums nabij-nabij mouaxlovda 27 seqtemberi... da uceb,
yovelgvari winaswari gafrTxilebis gareSe qarTuli jari tovebs soxums da gaqceviT
Svelis Tavs; jari, romlis wmidaTawmida movaleobaa mosaxleobis dacva, pirveli
garbis! kargad SeiaraRebuli jari! mowinaaRmdegeze mravalricxovani!.. Semdeg
gulrifSelebisa da soxumelebis nawili golgoTas gzas _ devnilTa uReltexils
gauyveba, xolo meore nawili mSobliur saxlebSi rCeba da elodeba...
maT, romlebmac kargad icodnen, rac moxdeboda soxumSi misi dacemis Semdeg,
evakuaciis gareSe datoves qalaqi da Tavad gaiqcnen!
gaognebuli adamianebi ukan misdevdnen jars, romlis xelmZRvanelobamac uari
ganacxada gamSvelebeli rusuli diviziis qalaqSi Semoyvanaze, ar gvWirdebao! ase
Tqves... da RvTis anabara darCnen moxucebi da bavSvebi, qalebi, isini, romlebmac amdeni
axlobeli dakarges am saSineli omis dros (zogierTma politikosma da arapolitikosma
ki afxazeTis omi ubnis biWebis Cxubad aRiqva). axla ukve mowinaaRmdegeze iyo
damokidebuli, Tu rogor moepyroboda darCenilebs, dasjida Tu ar dasjida, moklavda
Tu daasaxiCrebda... Tu adamianurad moepyroboda, kacurad, ise, rogorc unda iyos
normaluri omis msvlelobisas, namdvili omebis dawerili Tu dauwereli kanonebis
mixedviT, iseTi omebis, romlis drosac mowinaaRmdegebi erTmaneTis daxocili
jariskacebis cxedrebs ki ar asaxiCreben, aramed gamarjvebis Semdeg maT pativsacemad,
maTi vaJkacobis aRsaniSnavad, qvemexebs isvrian; uiaraRo mosaxleobaze xom laparakic
zedmetia... axla gamarjvebuli gaxda darCenilTaTvis erTaderTi mfarveli, patroni,
mbrZanebeli, ufali... axla qarTveloba gaxda yvelaze didi ubedureba da sasjeli
soxumsa da gulrifSSi darCenili qarTvelebisaTvis. da isinic RmerTs swyevlidnen _
qarTvelebad ratom dagvbadeo! es ukve WeSmariti damarcxeba iyo. gadarCenis imedi, Tuki
darCenilebs saerTod gaaCndaT, ukve mxolod gamarjvebulebs ukavSirdeboda,
gamarjvebulebs, romlebic aravis arasdros ar ganukiTxavs!
diax, uniWieres sardlebsac waugiaT omi, uZlieresi armiebic damarcxebulan, magram
TavianT xalxs meti zrunviT mopyrobian, kedlad aRmarTulan maT winaSe da ise
gauyvaniaT samSvidobos Tanamemamuleebi. Cven sxva ubedurebasTan erTad rainduli
Rirseba dagviClungda, sadRac saukuneebis labirinTebSi Cagvekarga es Rirseba, TiTqmis
gagviqra. sakuTar xalxs ise ar eqcevian, rogorc Cven moveqeciT... `Cvens~ rom vambob,
upirvelesad, `gulisgamxarebel~ parlaments, rig politikur partiebsa da
politikosebs, uniaTo ministrTa sabWos, zogierT baqia generalsa da polkovniks,
ususur xelmZRvanels vgulisxmob.
jariskacTa udides nawilSi, ra Tqma unda, iyo rainduli SemarTeba, vaJakcoba,
patiosneba. omi jariskacebs ar waugiaT, arc maT patiosan, Tavdadebul, niWier
xelmZRvanelobas, omi waages araprofesionalma meTaurebma, omi waages diletantebma da
uRirsebma, populistebma...

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... 1993 wlis 2 oqtombris SuaRame. uReltexili. alpuri zona. gzispira lodTan
vCerdebiT me da jemal darcmelia. suls viTqvam, lods moxuci qali gadaswolia, Zlivs
gasagonad kvnesis _ miSveleT, damexmareT! ver vSveliT. ver vexmarebiT. arc puri unda,
arc wyali moxucs, samSvidobos surs yofna, Svilebsa da SviliSvilebTan; sicocxle
unda. Cven misi tareba ar SegviZlia. aRmarTze RmuiliT amodis `urali~ _ samxedro
satvirTo manqana, `urali~ samxidiania, advilad sZlevs uReltexils. kabina axalgazrda
samxedroebiTaa gaWedili. gaaCereT, biWebo! _ vyviriT Cven. ar aCereben. gaxevebulebi
mxolod win iyurebian. arada, saxe yvelas erTnairi aqvs. verc erTs ver daimaxsovreb.
es maTac kargad ician, `urali~ gvSordeba. axlaRa vamCnevT, rom `uralis~ Zaraze
kaciSvili araa, `urali~ RrialiT jabnis aRmarTis mkveTr mosaxvevs. vakvirdebiT da...
ucxouri manqana, Tu ar vcdebi, `mersedesi~, daRlili, Zvirfasbewviani cxoveliviT
CayuJula `uralis~ ZaraSi. etyoba, magradaa mikoWili Zaras, Torem ase rom ar
yofiliyo, cicabo aRmarTebze gadmoqandeboda da Camosrialdeboda. midis `urali~,
gzispiras, lodze moxuci kvdeba, Cvenc, siqagamoclilebi, ise vuyurebT am suraTs,
TiTqos es yovelive sxva qveyanaSi, an sulac ucxo filmSi xdebodes; sakenSi aseTi
`uralis~ mZRolebi manqanis gadayvanaSi milion rusul maneTs iTxovdnen. klientebi
blomad hyavdaT. `urals~ ki SeuZlia 30-40 adamiani gadaiyvanos samSvidobos, 30-40
momakvdavi gadaarCinos, magram kaciSvili ar Cans `uralis~ svlis SemCerebeli. verc
iaraRs gamoiyenebs vinme, maSinaTve oTxi avtomati upasuxebs aramkiTxes kabinidan. ar Cans
kaci, `urali~ gaaCeros, `mersedesi~ gzispiras daagdos, 30-40 bavSviTa da moxuciT
daxunZlos manqana.
es suraTi CemTvis saqarTvelos sircxvilia _ uReltexili, `urali~ da `mersedesi~,
momakvdavi adamianebi. es suraTi CemTvis gerbia Cveni damarcxebisa!
omi omia, omis Semdgomi mSvidobac Taviseburi omia. erTni vamtkicebT, rom omi
ruseTTan wavageT, meoreni vasabuTebT, rom omi wavageT afxazebTan da
CrdilokavkasielebTan, mesameni _ sul sxvas vambobT. modiT, maT Tavi gavaneboT da im
omze vimsjeloT, romelic saqarTvelom sakuTar TavTan waago, im omze, romelSic
saqarTvelo damarcxda saqarTvelosTan! arc politikosi var, arc samxedro saqme vici,
verc veravis ganvikiTxav, magram erTi ram cxadia _ saqarTvelos rogorme unda
SeeCerebina es omi da ar waremarTa an ufro zustad _ ar daewyo! ver moaxerxa! swored
amitomac damarcxda qarTuli politika da am damarcxebam amdeni sisxli daRvara. gava
dro da omis gamomwvev mizezebsa da Sedegebs specialistebi gaanalizeben. Cemi saTqmeli
sxvaa _ saqarTvelo omamde iyo damarcxebuli! afxazeTis omi saqarTvelos upirveles
omSi damarcxebis dasturi iyo. meti araferi. saqarTvelos, iseve, rogorc nebismier sxva
qveyanas, dasabamidan daebeda Tavisi upirvelesi da maradiuli omi. esaa omi sakuTar
TavTan. esaa omi zneobisa uzneobis winaaRmdeg, sikeTisa _ borotebis winaaRmdeg,
erTgulebisa _ Ralatis winaaRmdeg, siyvarulisa _ siZulvilis winaaRmdeg... da rogorc
veravin da verasodes ver gaeqceva sakuTar Tavs, saqarTvelo am omsac ver gaeqceva
verasodes. is misi maradi Tanamgzavria. rodesac saqarTvelo igebda upirveles oms, is
erTiani, Zlieri, bednieri qveyana iyo maSin da sxva omebsac igebda, xSirad uomradac
igebda oms da mtersac ki moswonda aseTi saqarTvelo. rodesac agebda upirveles oms,
ubedurdeboda da sxva omebsac agebda umal.
sanam saqarTvelo damarcxebulia Tavis upirveles omSi, is verc erT sxva oms ver
moigebs, marad damarcxebuli iqneba!
erTxel kidev xazs vusvam _ me ar vsaubrob im omze, romelSic sxvebTan
davmarcxdiT, aramed im omze vlaparakob, romelic saqarTvelom sakuTar TavTan waago!
tankebiTa da aviaciiT rkinigzas ar icaven, Cvenma politikam ver gaisigrZegana Tavisi
qmedebis realuri Sedegi. omma imsxverpla aTiaTasobiT adamiani, erTmaneTs samkvdro-
sasicocxlod gadaekidnen mokeTe xalxebi, azvirTda siZulvili.
omis damlevs arakacTa mier gaugonari sisastikiT iqna daxocili qarTuli
mosaxleobis didi nawili. daiRupnen patiosani, keTili adamianebi, rogorc es
yovelTvis xdeba (rogorc zemoT vTqvi, omSi daRupulTa umravlesoba udanaSaulo,
naTeli sulisani arian). es wesia omis, misi znea, misi religia. Cven RmerTi gvsjis
imitom, rom gvarTmevs rCeulebs.
 Cven afxazeTis omamde viyaviT damarcxebuli!
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca siZulvilis eskalacia ganvaviTareT, roca boRmis Sxami
vanTxieT, imis nacvlad, rom gveTqva _ `gviyvardes erTmaneTi!~ megobari mtrad
gavixadeT, mowinaaRmdege samgzis mtrad movikideT, sakuTar ojaxSi agentebisa da
xalxis mtrebis Zieba gamovacxadeT, uRirsebi aRvazeveT, gansxvavebul azrs yiJiniT
gamovenTeT. upirvelesad, sityviT gavxdiT mkvlelebi erTmaneTisa; sityviT imitom, rom
daviviwyeT Cvens wminda werilebSi Tqmuli _ `yoveli, visac sZuls Tavisi Zma,
kacismkvlelia~. daviviwyeT rusTaveli _
`gvelsa xvreliT amoiyvans ena tkbili moubari~. es rusTvelologebmac daviviwyeT,
politikuri piramidis mwvervalze mdgarma rusTvelologebmac.
moZule kacze ubeduri am qveyanaze ar dadis. dRevandeli moZuleebi xvalindeli omis
Semoqmedebi arian; gamomxmobebi arian omis!
av sityvebs avi srolebi mohyva. pativcemul `makarovs~ batoni `kalaSnikovi~ ahyva.
yvelaferi ise warimarTa, rogorc saSinelebaTa speqtaklSi, gaibzara saqarTvelo.
ubedureba saqarTvelos gulidan daiwyo. Cvens mier briyvulad da boRmiT moqneuli
marjvenis inerciam Cvenve dagvca. iaraRi arakacebsac CauvardaT xelSi. iaraRma
mogzauroba daiwyo mamulSi. Cven aq, TbilisSi wavageT afxazeTis omi!
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca pirvelma prezidentma pirveli srolebi ar CaaCuma
daaxloebiT aseTi sityvebiT _ `oRond Cems gamo wveTi sisxlisa nu daiRvreba, modiT,
gviyvardes erTmaneTi!~ frangi de golis magaliTi saqarTveloSi ar ganmeorda.
siZulvilma gadawona yvelaferi!
Tu marTlac sadRac sxvagan iwereboda am saSinelebis scenari, Cven zedmiwevniT
Cinebulad SevasruleT Cven-Cveni roli da Tan miamitebiviT viZaxeT: Cven amis gakeTeba
ar gvindoda, amas sxvebi gvakeTebinebdneno.
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca ugunurad moviqeciT samegreloSi, roca ucodveli
adamianebi davsajeT, udanaSauloebs daverieT, vZarcveT Cvenive xalxi. ar zogavda am
kuTxes damxobili xelisufleba da, faqtobrivad, sisxlisRvrisaken, omisaken
mouwodebda mas, raTa skiptra da kverTxi daebrunebina; cdilobda, bolomde
gamoeyenebina misi potencia. ar zogavda am kuTxes axali, Zvelis iaraRiT mZleveli
mmarTvelobac... da sabolod, codvaTa morevSi xalxi isjeboda, isjeboda sruliad
saqarTvelo. Sedegad babilonelebiviT sxvadasxva enaze daiwyes saubari dedaqalaqma da
periferiebma. erTmaneTis Wirisadmi zedapirulma, agdebulma damokidebulebam, erTmaneTis
satkivaris vergagebam, Ralatma dagvamarcxa!
saqarTvelos istoriis dawyevlili wlebidan kvlav amotivtivda mojadoebuli taxti
da ar daaxana brZolamac taxtisaTvis, im taxtisaTvis, romelic, miuxedavad XX
saukunisa, miuxedavad amdeni Cvens Tavs damtydari ubedurebisa, briyvsac ki rom
aswavlida Wkuas, mainc bajaRlo oqrosi gvgonia, arada, avi demonis mieraa mooqrovili
mxolod da Cvens mier sisxliT moTxvrili. Cven dagvamarcxa im taxtis oqrosferma,
masze axladdaRvrilma da masze Semxmarma, Zvelma sisxlmac! Cven dagvamarcxa
urTierTsiZulvilma da daundoblobis im tradiciam, romelic vera da ver amoviSanTeT
gulidan.
Cven dagvamarcxa uRmerTobam!
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca danawevrebuli da amputirebuli suliT viomeT
afxazeTSi. kidurebamputirebulma kacma kidev SeiZleba moigos omi, sulCakluli ki
verasodes gaimarjvebs! miTumetes, im omSi, romelsac, bunebaSi ar unda earseba!
romelic ver avicileT!
Cven miTiuri, orTaviani frinveliviT davRupeT saqarTvelos sxeuli. im frinveliviT,
romlis Tavebma SeiZules erTmaneTi da erTimeoris sazianod qvebis ylapva iwyes.
marTalia, ori Tavi, magram erTi sxeuli hqonda frinvels, erTi kuWi... da frinvelmac
ver moinela moZule Tavebis mier naylapi qvebi da daiRupa.
Cven siZulvilis gamo davisajeT, davisajeT siZulvilisa da sibriyvis gamo!
davisajeT im ukiduresi radikalizmis gamo, romelsac adevnebulebma Tavi meramdened
amovyaviT maxeSi da meramdened movxvdiT sisxlis niaRvarSi. movindomeT erTi naxtomiT
gadavvlebodiT im ufskruls, romelsac, yvelaze cota, sami naxtomi mainc sWirdeba,
CavvardiT kidec!..
jer ZmaTamoZuleebi, xolo Semdeg ZmaTamkvlelebi gavxdiT. maSin davmarcxdiT
swored! RmerTma daswyevla Zmismkvleli kaeni. man ki sasowarkveTilma aRmosTqva: `amis
Semdgom vinc me Semxvdeba, is momklavs meo~. RmerTma niSani daado kaens, raTa aravis
moekla igi. mas unda ecxovra da Tavisi codviT evlo am qveyanaze. RmerTma mas
sicocxle miusaja _ sasjelis umaRlesi zoma! araviTari mniSvneloba ar aqvs, or Zmas
Soris romelia marTali, mTavaria da saSineli, rom erT-erTi Zmis mkvlelia. aseTTan ki
subaric Znelia; aseTTan arc lxinis sufrazea gverdiT jdoma saxaliso!
ase davmarcxdiT Cven!
uReltexilze bavSvebi da moxucebi gveRupebodnen, Cven ki, SiSisa da sixarbisagan
dabrmavebulebi, `uralebiTa~ da vertmfrenebiT qonebas mivezidebodiT, vZarcavdiT
naxevradcocxal TvistomT, maT, romlebsac saxlidan erTi fuTaRa mohqondaT, fuTa da
imedi imisa, rom maT _ gawamebulebsa da devnilebs upatronebda da moefereboda mamuli.
Cven yvelam erTad gavwireT maTi da Cveni imedi. ramdeni sikeTe xvdeboda xalxs gzadagza,
ramdeni Tanadgoma, keTilSobili adamiani, magram verasodes warmovidgendi, Tu aseTi
siavis mowmec gavxdebodi odesme. afxazeTSi dabadebuli da gazrdili kaci var da kargad
vici, rasac vambob _ afxazi gaWirvebaSi Cavardnil afxazs arasodes moeqceva ise,
rogorc Cven erTmaneTs uReltexilze movepyariT.
Cven teritoriul omSi ki ar davmarcxdiT, aramed zneobriv omSi davmarcxdiT da,
upirveles yovlisa, sakuTar TavTan!
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca komfortis Taobas davamonebineT Tavi. saqarTvelo
muxlebze daeca am Taobis winaSe. usityvo kapitulacia gamoacxada. Cven dagvamarcxes
fulisa da ucxoeTis maRaziebis kultiT, `yoCaRi biWebisa~ da siyalbis gandidebiT,
jer kidev samocian wlebSi miusxdnen erT magidas qurdebi da samarTaldamcavi
organoebis warmomadgenlebi, CarCebi da Cinosani moxeleebi. sabolood iSva maxinji
hibridi _ mafiozTa, CarCTa da medroveTa qveyana. daiTrguna sinaTle!
nuravis hgonia, rom gadavlaxeT is avadsaxsenebeli uReltexili. Cven Sua
uReltexilze vimyofebiT, sikvdil-sicocxlis samanze da iqve davrCebiT samudamod,
sanam Cvens gverdiT adamianebi ixocebian da sanam Cvens gverdiT taatiT gadis gzas
ucxouri manqanebiT datvirTuli `uralebi~. sanam aseTi gaWirvebis Jams, romlis
msgavsi, mgoni, arc Cveni istoriuli maxsovrobis SreebSia, vmuxTlobT erTmaneTs, sanam
ase gaTiTokacebuli da kuTxeebad dayofili ugunurebi da usindisoebi siZulvils
vamefebT, sanam erTmaneTs vlanZRavT da vaginebT, sanam vtrabaxobT kidec da Tavs
viwonebT, sanam vyaCaRobT da vxocavT, sanam boRma gvaxrCobs, sanam sruliad
saqarTvelos siyvaruli da sinaTle, sruliad saqarTvelos sikeTe da goni sadRac
kuTxeSi ar gvyavs mimwyvdeuli da ganwiruli, iq viqnebiT, iq samudamod _ ufskrulis
kideze mdgarni, uReltexilis susxsa da qarSi, nislsa da martoobaSi, erTa Soris
eulebi, gangebis mier dasjili, gadagvarebuli mamuliSvilebi!
CarCi gavibatoneT sulSi, gavimefeT. CarCs davapyrobineT sulis uwmindesi sfero,
gavibinZureT suli da sulCarCianma didCinosnebma da wvrilma samxedroebma,
gazuluqebulma, fufunebas daCveulma samoqalaqoebma, iqiTurebmac da aqeTurebmac
aTasnairi gziTa da xrikiT vyideT da vyideT `mkvdari sulebi~ im omSi, romelic ara da
ar unda dawyebuliyo. vyideT `qaRaldis batalionebi~, iaraRi da produqtebi, samxedro
formebi da jariskacebis kbilis jagrisebic ki, kacoba gavyideT da gavyideT imedi da
rwmena, mere vzideT da vzideT ojaxebSi saqarTvelos damarcxeba, saqarTvelos dacema,
saqarTvelos sircxvili!
ganukiTxaobam dagvamarcxa Cven!
ingreoda soxumi, gruxunebda omi mis erT ubanSi, meore ubans ki yidulobdnen
CarCebi, yidulobdnen da yiddnen, inawilebdnen, evaWrebodnen erTmaneTs. iyideboda
ucxoeTidan motanili humanitaruli daxmareba gemebiTa da TviTmfrinavebiT.
narkobiznesmenebi ucodvelebi Canan `humanobiznesmenebis~ fonze. cnobilia _ vaWarTa
qaravnebs xuTiode molaRobe yaCaRi acekvebs Tavis nebaze. CarCi mxdali, sacodavi
arsebaa. CarCuli suliT gaJRenTili omi didi xniT adre damTavrda damarcxebiT. ver
iqroleben, biWebo, Tqveni `mersedesebi~, saSineli sikvdiliT daRupuli 30-40, kidev
sxva 30-40 suli yoveldRe, yovelwams Tan sdevs maT da sul tyuilad ggoniaT, rom
isini veRar gxedaven Tqven. bolo-bolo, manqanebis gadayvanas merec xom moaswrebdiT,
roca devnilebs eSveleboda. ganwirulebi xarT, biWebo, codviania Tqveni qoneba. monebi
xarT Tqveni codvisa, da ara marto Tqven, Cvenc _ yvelani, Tqvens gamo! Tqvens fuls
vasiko jiSkarianis _ raindi meomris _ sisxli acxia, vasikosi, romelic ambobda _ mova
dro da aucileblad SevrigdebiT qarTvelebi da afxazebi, upirvelesad namdvili
meomrebi SevrigdebiT, Cven gavugebT erTmaneTs kacebi, da ara mkvlelebi, ara
mwvaleblebi, ara binZurebi. TqveniTac davmarcxdiT Cven; savalaloa Cveni mdgomareoba!
fulis keTebis sxva gzebic xom arsebobda, biWebo! iq, sadac CarCuli suli aRzevda,
gamarjveba ar gvewera!
iciT, rogor iWeren afrikaSi maimunebs? did, gulamoclil gogras xvrels ukeTeben
da Sig saWmls yrian. maimuni Cahyofs xels gograSi, muWiT iRebs sakvebs da ukan
amoRebisas damuStuli mtevani aRar eteva xvrelSi. modian monadireebi, maimuns gaqceva
unda, kivis, Cxavis, magram xarbia, saWmeli ar eTmoba, xeli gogridan ver gamoaqvs... ase
iWeren maimunebs afrikaSi!
iciT, rogor iWeren banana-Tevzebs amerikaSi? daaxloebiT axlaxan naxsenebi gogris
msgavs gograSi brinjs yrian da wyalSi aTavseben. Securdeba suleli banana-Tevzi, Wams
brinjs, Wams da mere uzomod gaberili, veRar eteva xvrelSi. modian meTevzeebi da
wylidan amoaqvT gogra... ase iWeren banana-Tevzebs amerikaSi!
Cven verc salafavi davTmeT, biWebo, vixmaureT da viyvireT, amerikasac gadavZaxeT da
afrikasac, iaponiasac da burkina fasosac, magram xarbni da uZRebni ver gavetieT im
xvrelSi, romlis iqiT ulamazesi, laRi da Tavisufali sivrce iwyeboda... ase
davmarcxdiT Cven aq, saqarTveloSi!
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca akritikebdnen da lanZRavdnen ra ruseTs, Cveni
liderebi mitingebze sabelado frazebiT sabelado qulebs igrovebdnen. kritika _
kritikad, magram sad iyo, sad iyo is sibrZne, romelsac saqarTvelo qarborbalaSi
moxvedrili xomaldiviT usafrTxod unda gamoetarebina wyalqveSa rifebiT danaRmul
wylebze. sad iyo is didostati, visac 10-15 svliT adre unda scodnoda, Tu
daaxloebiT ra situacia Seeqmneboda politikis saWadrako dafaze, im dafaze, sadac
xisgan gamoTlili figurebi ki ara, adamianebi iRupebian...
xandaxan realobis SegrZnebadakargulebi sadRac movisvriT yumbaras da arc
vufiqrdebiT, sad afeTqdeba...
saqarTvelos ngreva misi sulis ngrevidan daiwyo (`ingliselebs ar daupyriaT
indoeTi, aramed igi Cven TviTon miveciT mas~, _ mahaTma gandi).
Cven bralmdebelTa qveyana varT, sadac yvela erTmaneTs ganikiTxavs da asamarTlebs,
sakuTari Tavi ki ucodvelad miaCnia. angelozebis mxareSi ar xdeba ase!
qveynis gamgeblebs arc adre hqondaT gaTavisebuli da arc axla axsovT
ZvelTuZvelesi, zeciuri principi _ rom isini mwyemsebi arian da saqarTvelos
nebismieri mosaxle Svilia maTi da ise unda gaufrTxildnen, rogorc sakuTar pirmSos;
gaufrTxildnen, miesaTuTon TavianT samwysos da uyvardeT uklebliv yvelani! uyvardeT
da Seiyvareben! uyvardeT da gadarCebian! mamuli mTebi, geografia da geopolitika ki ar
aris, mamuli _ adamiania!
da sanam Tavad ar CavwvdebiT Cveni sircxvilis arss, sanam Tavad ar CamovirecxavT
lafsa da talaxs, sanam ar vetyviT saTqmels yovelgvari mikibv-mokibvisa da
siZulvilis gareSe, Cveni saSveli ar iqneba. Cven TanadgomiT unda vumkurnaloT
erTmaneTsac da ubedurebebis rkalSi mowriale qveyanasac, Cven Tavad unda davdgeT
fexze, Torem sxvaTa imediT verasodes gavimarTebiT welSi!
arada, dawyevlilebic varT _ roca erTmaneTs mware, magram saWiro simarTles
mivagebebT, Cvens sityvebs Soris aRar ismis gulis kakuniviT xma _ `amas imitom
geubnebi, rom miyvarxar da minda, yvelas uyvarde! ukeTesi minda iyo!~
Cven maSin davmarcxdiT, roca 87 procentiT avirCieT prezidenti, xolo 95
procentiT _ saxelmwifos meTauri. nebismieri normaluri qveynisaTvis es aranormaluri
procentebia. Tu maTTan viTareba ase warimarTa, sagonebelSi Cavardebian. Cven erTi
kacis Semyure qveyana varT! Cven gvWirdeba is erTi kaci imisaTvis, raTa mere, roca dro
modgeba, yvelaferi mas gadavabraloT. Cven misi msxverplad Sewirva gvWirdeba, oRond
Cven ar viyoT rameSi damnaSave! Cven caSi avtyorcniT mas, gavaRmerTebT da mere
erTgvari siamovnebiTac davanarcxebT miwaze. esaa Cveni faruli, uzneo SeTqmuleba! ise
vcxovrobT, TiTqos ijariT aRebul qveyanaSi viyoT. moSlilia saxelmwifos erTianobisa
da misi sindisis erTianobis struqtura, aseve erTiani pasuxismgeblobis grZnobac.
davmarcxdiT imitom, rom ar gviyvarda. davmarcxdiT imitom, rom ar gvwamda.
israelis dasalaSqravad mimaval asureTis mefis, nabuqodonosoris ufros
mxedarTmTavars, olofernes brZenkacebi urCeven, ar SeebrZolos ebraelebs, eubnebian _
`maTi damarcxeba SegiZlia mxolod maSin, roca isini TavianT RmerTs daiviwyeben da
maSin RmerTi ar Seeweva maT. axla ki maT RmerTi Zlier uyvarT da swamTo.~ Cven? Cven
daviviwyeT RmerTi da amitomac davisajeniT. RmerTi ar Segvewia Cven!
zogierTi Cvengani dRes Tavs imSvidebs _ aseT mdgomareobaSi Cavardnil sxva qveyanas
saqme bevrad uaresad eqnebodao. Tundac ase iyos, mere ra? es Cven ras gviSvelis? Tavs
ratom vityuebT? sxvebs SeveSvaT, modiT, upirvelesad pasuxi sakuTar Tavs movTxovoT;
movinanioT Cveni codvebi _ didni da mcireni. Cven xom codvamravlebi varT. yvelaferi
sulieri ganwmendidan unda daviwyoT da mxolod Semdeg ganvikiTxoT sxvebi. es xom
kacuri da patiosani qmedeba iqneba. Znelia da SeuZlebeli mounaniebeli suliT
cxovreba. daviT aRmaSenebelma Zlieri saqarTvelo da `galobani sinanulisani~
dagvitova. nuTu Cven adamianur monaniebas mainc ar davutovebT STamomavlobas?
Tumca... Tumca, vin icis, Rirs ki axla yovelive amaze saubari, roca saboloo
WeSmariteba mxolod wlebis SemdegRa gaxdeba cnobili?..

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... omis dros soxumSi ar minaxixarT, qalbatono eTer, TbilisSi brZandebodiT Turme
avadmyofi qali. xandaxan soxumSi CamoRweul gazeTebSi vkiTxulobdi Tqvens leqsebs.
axal wignsac amzadebdiT Turme. seqtemberSi CamosulxarT soxumSi, CamosulxarT da
omic ganaxlda. seqtembris bolos meuRle dagixvrites, Tqven oqtomberSi mogkles
Turme. ase miTxres, scodniaT vinc iyaviT _ poeti eTer samxaraZe-jRamaZe. saxlidan
gauyvanixarT da...
_ ase iyo, guram, _ mesmis fiqrebSi wasuls Tqveni xma, isev iseTi, rogorc
yovelTvis erTdroulad sevdianica da xalisianic. diax, isev iseTi, rogorc yovelTvis,
_ ar waxvideTo, ase Tqves, ukve ar aris saSiSi, male ruseTis divizia Semova da omic
Sewydebao. Cvenebma Tqves, samxedroebma, mec davrCi, xuta 28-Si mokles, ezoSi. is Rame
Relis napiras vimalebodi, xom gaxsovs, Cems saxls rom Rele Caudis, iq. mere
baramiebTan gadavedi. isini mpatronobdnen. mere baramiebic daxvrites _ col-qmari. ar
vici, ra danaSauli hqondaT aseTi. mec momkles... Tumca, ver gavige, jer guli gamiskda
da mere momxvda tyvia, Tu piriqiT... Tumca, amas ukve mniSvneloba ara aqvs...
... Senc mogkles, Tengiz vadaqariav, Cems Tvalwin gazrdilo, naadrevad
gaWaRaravebulo mxatvaro? Sen, romelic erTxel Cvens axlos, akaciebis koromSi, iebis
dasakrefad Sesuli, Tvalcremliani dabrundi. rogor unda momekrifa, ise sacodavad
miyuJuliyvnen iebi balaxSio, _ miTxari. ver Seasrule maswavleblis davaleba maSin.
_ mTeli omi me da Cemi afxazi mezobeli _ vova erTad viyaviT, Cemi toli (isic 35
wlisa). rogorc SemeZlo, yuradRebas vaqcevdi. puric momqonda misTvis,
morodiorebisaganac vicavdi. soxumi rom ecemoda, vovam miTxra, darCi, rogorc Sen
mSvelodi, mec ise dagifaravo. davrCi... pirvelad Semosuli meomrebi mxolod jars
ebrZodnen, mSvidobian mcxovreblebs TiTs ar akarebdnen, arc Zarcavdnen vinmes. maT
sxvebi Semohyvnen, mkvlelTa jgufebi. saxlidan gamiyvanes... vovam daminaxa, movarda da
maT eubneba _ me afxazi var, es Cemi mezobelia, kargi kacia, gauSviTo. maT ki _ swored
kargebs veZebT, cudebi qarTvelebsac ar undaTo. emudara vova, magram araferma gaWra.
maSin jer me damxvriteTo, _ uTxra maT vovam. axlaveo, _ upasuxes da dacxriles. mere
mec momkles. vova Tavis ezoSi daasaflaves, me _ CemsaSi, vaSlis xis Ziras...
aferum, Sens vaJkacobas, afxazis biWo, vova! yovelive imis Semdeg, rac afxazeTSi
moxda, amdeni urTierTganwirvis, sisxliani SurisZiebebiT, barbarosuli mkvlelobebis
Semdeg megobrisTvis Seni aseTi Tavdadeba sul sxva imedis SuqiT mavsebs, im SuqiT,
romelic saukuneTa wiaRidan molivlivebs da, romelsac TiToeuli Cvenganis sulSi
odiTgan udevs bina. arasodes yofila msgavsi omi qarTvelebsa da afxazebs Soris,
arasodes ase ar gagvimetebia erTmaneTi! am omze bevri iTqmeba, yvelaferi aiwon-
daiwoneba erT dros, me ki dRes Cemi mjera _ xalxebi udanaSauloni arian. omi sxva
sferoebSi gamoiZerwa. Tumca, tanjvis xanZari omis avtorTa sulSi ki ara, mxolod
xalxebis sulSi gizgizebs. omis yvela tyvia ucodvelTa guls fleTs! aseTia omi! ar
vici, gamigeben Tu ara, Svildaxvretili, mokeTeebnawamebi adamianebi, magram mainc vityvi,
rac mwams _ gava Jami da Cven kvlav erTi Wirisa da erTi lxinis gamziareblebi
viqnebiT, ise, rogorc aswleulebis winaT iyo, ise, rogorc unda iyos saerTod,
adamianebs Soris. xalxebis sibrZne da siyvaruli erTmaneTisken gaikvlevs omiT
dangreul gzas, omma urTierTTanadgomis mravali magaliTic gviCvena. jalaTebisa da
mkvlelebis saqme sxvagvaradaa _ maT arc RmerTi apatiebs danaSauls da arc kaci! isini
ganwirulebi arian!
Cven omidan sul sxva adamianebi gamovediT. omis sarkeSi erTxel kidev vixileT
sakuTari Tavi da erTxel kidev davrwmundiT omis saSinelebaSi. omis warmarTva ar
SeiZleba, omi omamde unda iqnes damTavrebuli, Cven ki mizezTa da mizezTa gamo omamde
viyaviT damarcxebulebi; damarcxebulebi Cvens upirveles da maradiul omSi. xandaxan
vfiqrob, albaT, mxolod didi tanjvis Semdeg gviweria erad Camoyalibeba. da varT
kidec satanjvelSi. erad vyalibdebiT! meramdened?!.
dRes mTavaria, Tavis upirveles omSi ar damarcxdes qveyana, yoveldRe, yovelwuTs,
yovelwams iyos is gamarjvebuli. TiToeulma Cvenganma unda sZlios siaves, TiToeulma
cal-calke da yvelam erTad. albaT, swored ise, rogorc cotne dadianma sZlia, cotnem
_ sindisisa da sibrZnis mociqulma. gaigo ra, megobrebis ubedureba, arc yiJini
mourTavs (dRevandeli sityvebiT rom vTqvaT _ mitingi ar gaumarTavs), arc xmalze
ukravs xeli (martokaci xmliT rogor sZlevda mravalricxovan mters). Zmebisa da
mamulis siyvaruliT savsem Zmebisa da mamulis tanjva gaiziara _ maTTan erTad ewama!
mtersac moewona aseTi cotne, misi kacoba irwmuna, misi erTgulebaca da Tavdadebac
irwmuna da mowiwebiTac ganimsWvala mis mimarT; cotnec gaaTavisufla da misi
megobrebic. ase gaimarjva maSin saqarTvelomac. cotnem usisxlod sZlia momxvdurebs,
iaraRis gareSe, erTgulebiT, vaJkacobiT, sibrZniT, sindisiT, siyvaruliT...
ra didebuli sityvaa `siyvaruli~, bavSvis Rawvze dagorebuli cremliviT kamkama da
wminda...

***

axla dawyebul ambavs gavagrZeleb, sul pirvels _ cxeniswylis xidze gadasvlis

ambavs.
Cveni `ikarusi~ xididan erTi kilometris moSorebiT Cerdeba. gamovdivarT da Cveni
avla-didebac gadmogvaqvs _ Cemodnebi, CanTebi, fuTebi. mTeli Cveni qoneba (ukve mini-
mini qonebadqceuli) polieTilenis tomrisa da sarecxi Tokisagan moxlaforTebuli
zurgCanTis, ufro zustad, super-zurgCanTis or mtkavel sivrceSia moTavsebuli. ras
izam, Zamiko, dro modga aseTi, ras izam, _ veubnebi Cems Tavs. amisTana polieTilenis
tomrebiT soxumSi amerikuli fqvili CamohqondaT. Cems tomaras didi, mwvane, ucxo
sityvebi aweria _ mxolod sareklamo teqstis bolos varkvev LEAWOOD, KANSAS, USA
e.i. aSS, kanzasis Stati, qalaqi livudi. farSavangi mwvane balaxSi dagdebuli aseve
mwvane xis mozrdil totze zis, frTebi, da, rac mTavaria, kudi dakecil-CamoSvebuli
aqvs da erTi SexedviT farSavangsac ki ar hgavs. Tumca, is namdvilad farSavangia, Cemi
egzotikuri megobari _ erTad gadmoviareT uReltexili da axlac erTad varT.
sportis romeliRac, ucnobi saxeobis gundis (aTWidis Tu TxuTmetWidis) wevrs vgavar
axla, gundis, romelsac `mwvane farSavangi~ hqvia...
mokled, Camovdivar `ikarusidan~. vcdilob, Cvens dedofals _ `ekaterine WavWavaZe-
dadians~ raindulad, Tavis dakvriT gamovemSvidobo, ar minda, nawyeni damrCes, magram
gagigonia, zedac ar miyurebs, Rirsad ar mTvlis. ras izam, Zamiko, ras izam...
irgvliv kvlav srolebia, Tumca, unda iTqvas, raRacnairad ugergilod isvrian,
TiTqos ezarebaT, movaleobas ixdiano. devnilTa umravlesoba gzispira saxlebis
RobeebTan dgas, zogic balaxSi Camjdara. saxlebis meti nawili ukacrielia. ufro
moxucebs vxedav. male soxumel devnilTa sxva jgufebi gvemateba. ukve 150-200 kaci
varT.
srola zustad pirvel saaTze wydeba.
_ yoCaR... biWebo... droze Sewyvites, sadilis droa, _ xumrobs viRac.
mogvces wasvlis niSani da Cvenc xidisken mivemarTebiT.
_ Cveni geSiniaT da imaTi ara? _ gviaxlovdeba Cafskvnili, wvergauparsavi kaci.
zolebiani maisuri da xakisferi Jileti acvia, SiSveli mklavebi mziT aqvs garujuli.
_ eliavaa, eliava... ufrosi, _ ismis qalebis CurCuli.
eliavasTvis vis scxela, xidisken migveCqareba. garda amisa, karga xania, arc aravisi
gveSinia, arc iqiTurebisa, arc aqeTurebis, arc ufrosebis da arc maTi xelqveiTebis,
arc sakuTari Tavis...
_ CvenTan geSiniaT da iqiT ara? _ ukve Soridan ismis momRimari eliavas xma.
xelmarcxniv, Wadris did xeebs Soris, `bmp~-e dgas, romlis Tavze Sindisferi droSa
frialebs.
asfalti alag-alag yumbarebiTaa amoCiCqnili.
xids vuaxlovdebiT. Semodgomis mze karga gvarianad ikbineba. yvela Cumadaa, mxolod
devnilTa aCqarebuli nabijebis xma da qoSini ismis. viRac Cems ukan borblebian
Cemodans moaxriginebs. ukve xidze varT. xidis TavTan betonis mZime, sqeli filebi
CaumwkrivebiaT, ase rom, gza gadaketilia, siaruli mxolod xidis gayolebiT SeiZleba,
ase vTqvaT, sacalfexo trotuarze.
mivyvebiT trotuars. dabla auCqareblad moedineba amRvreuli cxeniswyali.
_ mxolod trotuarze iareT, xidi danaRmuliao, Tqves! _ yviris viRac.
mivdivar, ukan viyurebi. abaSis mxares kaciSvili ar WaWanebs. meomrebi, albaT,
samalavSi imyofebian.
am dros caSi gugun-RrWiali gaisma da, sad iyo da sad ara, samtrediis mxridan
moZvelebuli tipis, Savad gamuruli vertmfreni gamoCnda. ramdenime wami da... igi ukve
Cvens Tavs zemoTaa. karga xania, gaocebas gadaCveuli var da vertmfrenis gamoCena
ainunSiac ar Camigdia. is ki arada, momeCvena, rom cxeniswylis xidis scenaze
vertmfrens gamosvla daagvianda. radganac vertmfreni gamurulia, Cems fiqrebSi
maSinaTve `muromecad~ vnaTlav. ra moxda mere, Tu naRmsatyorcnebs `akacias~ da
`vasilioks~ arqmeven, xelyumbarebs _ `limonkebs~, `muromecic~ xom SeiZleba?
logikuria? vfiqrob, rom asea! mivdivar mSvidad da darwmunebuli var, Cems zurgsukan,
polieTilenis tomaraze Camomjdari mwvane farSavangic mSvidadaa.
zustad Sua xidze varT, roca agrialda `muromecis~ tyviamfrqvevi. agrialda
`muromeci~ da Seiqmna qalebis wioki, magram umal damSviddnen. maT kargad ician, wivil-
kiviliT araferi gamova, rogorc RmerTs surs, ise iqneba yvelaferi. ai, es azri
gvamSvidebs yvelaze metad.
Camwkrivebulebi, uxmod, swrafi nabijiT mivuyvebiT erTmaneTs viwro trotuarze.
TvalebiT vzomav meore napiramde darCenil manZils. ukve kargad moCans xidis meore
mxare, siRrmeSi ikveTeba `bmp~-es silueti, isic Sindisferi droSiTaa. `bmp~-es naxvisas
vkrTebi, vfiqrob _ mxari xom ar gveqca yvelas erTad da isev ukan xom ar mivdivarT-
meTqi? oriode wuTis winaT zustad aseT, SindisferdroSian `bmp~-es ar vxedavdi?
magram ara, es ukve samtrediis mxarea, `bmp~-ec samTavroboa.
TiTqos sarkeSi irekleba cxeniswylis marcxena da marjvena napiri: erT mxares
droSiani `bmp~-ea, meore mxaresac droSiani `bmp~-ea! erT mxares tanki dgas warweriT
`saqarTvelo~, meore mxaresac tanki dgas, warweriT `saqarTvelo~! erT mxares iaraRiani
qarTveli biWi, more mxaresac iaraRiani qarTveli biWi! erT mxaresac ixocebian, meore
mxaresac suls leven! marcxdebian erT mxares, marcxdebian meore mxaresac!..
SuaSi ki Cvena varT, soxumelebi! diax, swored Cvena varT mTeli am kompoziciis
mSveneba, Cven, romlebic devnili ebraelebiviT miviwevT axla win, Tumca, sad aris `win~
da sad `ukan~, ukve arc viciT. mivdivarT da Cvenc vCndebiT mdinaris sarkeSi, airekleba
cxeniswylis zedapirze Cveni landebi. xidze Cvena varT? xidqveSac Cvena varT! xidze me
da Cemi farSavangi erTad mivdivarT; xidqveSac me da Cemi farSavangi erTad mivdivarT!
aq me xeli beladiviT avwie? iqac xeli beladiviT avwie! aq amdeni da amdeni varT? iqac
asea _ imdeni da imdeni varT! aq jiutad mivabijeb? iqac mtkiced da jiutad mivabijeb!
mokled, imas vambobdi, rom agrialda `muromecis~ tyviamfrqvevi, abaSis mxridanac
imave wams tyviamfrqvevis ramdenime gasrola gaisma, vuaxlovdebiT xidis bolos. winani
ukve gadavidnen xids. ukanani ki jer xidis TavSi arian. maxsendeba simRera _ `xidis
Tavs davdoT piroba, iq gavxdeT RviZli Zmania~ da mwared meRimeba.
marTalia, Zlier gadaRlili var, magram warmosaxva mainc mixatavs saqarTvelos
uzarmazar, ferad rukas. rukaze
cxeniswyali miedineba, cxeniswyalze _ xidi moCans. xidze kidev _ Cven. mdinaris
marcxena sanapiroze droSiani `bmp~-ea Caxatuli. marjvena sanapirozec _ droSiani
`bmp~-e. xidis Tavze, caSi aseve droSiani `muromeci~ wrialebs... uceb rukaze daxatuli
cxeniswylis zedapirze wyalqveSa navi amoyvinTavs. amodis da upirvelesad Sindisfer
droSas aRmarTavs. aRmarTavs droSas da isvris. isvris da isvris. jer ramdenime
raketas styorcnis mowinaaRmdeges (Tu mowinaaRmdegeebs), mere qvemexsac aquxebs. arada,
isrole, saiTac ginda, yvelgan qarTvelebi arian _ xelmarcxniv, xelmarjvniv, caSic
(`muromecSic~), SuaSic _ xidze... romc gindodes, ver aacden, Tu mTlad laye ara xar.
arada, wyalqveSa navSi layeebs vin Casvams?..
vakvirdebi mdinaris zedapirs _ marTla ar amobuybuydes wyalqveSa navi?!
am dros, rogorc iqna, dagvinaxa `muromecma~, dagvinaxa da zarmacad Setrialda
haerSi, gamuruli sqeli ukanali mogviSvira da gaTuxTuxda.
etyoba, im dRes, `muromecs~ xeli SevuSaleT davalebis SesrulebaSi. mxolod
ramdenime gasrolaRa moaxerxa.
abaSis mxridan SeZaxili ismis. viRac gvaCqarebs. arada, Cven aCqareba gvinda?
sunTqvaSekrulebsa da gaoflilebs swrafi siarulisagan sul buRi agvdis!
vuaxlovdebi xidis bolos. aqac betonis mZime filebia Cawkapuli. didi,
tortisodena, muqmwvane (ufro Waobisferi) naRmebi ise bzinav-brwyinaven mzeze, TiTqos
konveiridan es-esaa Camoasrialeso. naRmebs Soris erTi mtkaveliRaa daSoreba.
_ nela iareT, xmaurma ar aafeTqos, _ ismis SeSinebuli qalis xma.
_ nu geSiniaT, tankebis sawinaaRmdego naRmebia, fexiTac rom Sedge, ar afeTqdeba! _
upasuxebs viRacis aranakleb SeSinebuli xma.
xmagakmendili devnilebi frTxilad midian, TiTqos haerSi gaWimul Tokze gadadiano.
Cems win oflSi gaxviTquli, Casuqebuli kaci miabijebs. kacs xelSi kvadratuli
xelCanTa uWiravs, `diplomati~ (albaT, ufro upriani iqneba _ keisi, ucxour filmebSi
rogorc uwodeben). es soxumeli biznesmenia. axlaRa vcnob. uceb igi waborZikda, win
gadaqanda, lamis naRmze daeca. yvelas Jruantelma dauara. biznesmeni Tavs didi
gaWirvebiT ikavebs, Cvenc vCerdebiT _ mkveTri moZraobis Sedegad misi keisi ixsneba da
iqedan raRac-raRaceebi cviva. es yovelive naRmebTan xdeba. biznesmenis gafiTrebul saxeze
gaWirvebis Rimili aTamaSda, vai-Rimili. igi ixreba da gadmocvenil nivTebs kvlav keisSi
abrunebs. keisi rom gaixsna, vifiqre, dolarebis dastebi gadmocvivdeba-meTqi, magram
araferi msgavsi _ asfaltze eleqtrosaparsi, majis saaTi, savarcxeli da raRac
qaRaldebi mimoifanta.
_ mogexmaroT? _ vekiTxebi.
gaRimebuli biznesmeni qvemodan amomyurebs. saxeze ki axatia Rimili, magram suli
lamis gaparvia da axla, he, sadRac `muromecis~ simaRlezea SiSisgan afrenili.
_ ara! _ meubneba cota xnis Semdeg (ese igi, daubrunda suli), _ kinaRam ar
avfeTqdi kaco?
mere keiss ketavs da amjerad bevrad ufro swrafi nabijebiT agrZelebs gzas.
naRmebi ukan rCeba.
rogorc iqna, gadavediT xidze. betonis maRal filebs amofarebuli meomrebi
iRimebian.
_ ras amboben isini Cvenze, magra gvagineben? _ mekiTxeba erTi ormociode wlis
wvermoSvebuli axmaxi.
 _ xamuS-xamuS, _ vimeoreb TiTqos viRacis mier nakarnaxev sityvebs da mecineba.
isic icinis.
orive erTad viciniT da Tu ratom viciniT, arc me vici da arc iman.
viciniT da morCa. ukve sasaciloa yvelaferi!
viRac videokameriT gviRebs. ox, rogor gaumarTla am operators _ Cven xom Zlier
vgavarT romeliRac saSinelebaT filmis masobrivi scenis monawileebs!
vaiTu, reJisors gadaRebuli masala ar moewonos da yvelaferi gagvameorebinos?
amitomac unda viCqaroT...
mivdivarT da mivdivarT. SevdivarT samtrediaSi. daaxloebiT erT saaTSi sadgurSi
varT. baqanze vyriT bargi-barxanas. zurgidan vixsni Cems amerikul tomaras. Cemi mwvane
da CemsaviT devnili farSavangi kvlav mSvidad zis Tavis aseve devnili xis totze, arc
apirebs gafrenas, arc mtovebs marto! gana tyuilad mofrinda Statebidan? tomaraze
dawerili, CemTvis guagebari sareklamo teqstis bolo striqonic adgilzea _ LEAWOOD,
KANSAS, USA... sam saaTze cxeniswylis xididan srolis xma gaisma... Sesveneba damTavrda!
Tbilisis matareblis Camodgomamde kidev xuTi saaTi rCeba.
Zalze daRlili var. uReltexilze ramdenime aTeulobiT kilometriT fexiT
nasiarulevs saxsrebi mtexs. super-zurgCanTaze vjdebi, viRacis Cemodans zurgiT
veyrdnobi. vTvlem.
cota xanSi Tanamgzavrebs, malxazsa da baCanas gamovyavar buranidan _ sadguris
`kioskSi~ nayid xelisgulisodena xaWapurebs mawvdian.
xaWapurebs muyaos gemo aqvs.
am dros ZaRli miaxlovdeba. frTxilad miaxlovdeba, fexakrefiT. germanuli nagazia,
Wkviani Tvalebi aqvs. miyurebs. Tavi amayad uWiravs, Rirseulad (eh, sityva `Rirseulis~
gaxsenebac ar minda!). vxedav, saWmeli unda, magram aSkarad ar maTxovrobs, viTom sxvaTa
Soris miyurebs. xaWapurs Suaze vyof da ZaRls vugdeb. sunavs, mere Tvals TvalSi
miyris da Wamas iwyebs. mSieria, magram auCqareblad Wams, TavadiviT.
_ oh, Sen aristokrati yofilxar, _ veubnebi ZaRls da xaWapurs kidev vaZlev
(amjerad ki ar vugdeb xaWapurs, aramed asflatze vdeb).
ZaRli mSvidad ganagrZobs Wamas, TiTqos londonis restoranSi sadilobdes!
ojaxis ZaRlia, aSkarad etyoba, magram axla quCaSi ratomaa netav? iqneb ara hyavs
patroni an hyavs da ver patronobs da saxlidan gaagdo? iqneb moukvda patroni?..
iqneb... iqneb sulac Cemi Tanaqalaqeli ZaRlia, soxumeli?.. vin icis?! uReltexilze
ramdenime ZaRli vnaxe, romlebic CvenTan erTad tovebdnen qalaqs... ara, quCis ZaRls
namdvilad ar hgavs... dinjad ilukmeba ZaRli, vilukmebi mec. nayrdeba igi da mec
vnayrdebi. zis nagazi da ise miyurebs, rogorc mgzavri mgzavrs, rogorc toli tols,
TvalebiT melaparakeba, TiTqos Tavis Tavgadasavals miyveba.
 raRac-raRacebs vigeb misas, raRacebs vera. miyurebs, miyurebs... da mainc ver
gaurkvevia _ vin var me, saidana var an aq ra damkargvia, patroniani var Tu upatrono...
mere dgeba da midis.
lamazad midis. mawanwala ZaRlebs rodi hgavs!
liandagebs aRma miuyveba, Sordeba cxeniswylis srolebs.
mSvidobiT gevlos, Zamiko, mSvidobiT! SensaviT mec ramdenime saaTSi swored am
liandagebs avedevnebi Tbilisisken, Tumca... saidumlod getyvi _ darwmunebuli ara var,
damxvdeba ki TbilisSi Tbilisi?!

1994 weli,
7-29 aprili

zmaneba: gemi

ara, es sizmari rodia, zmanebaa. omis dawyebis pirvelive dReebidan SemomeCvia da

meramdened maRviZebs SuaRamisas: gemis kapitani var, saokeano xomaldis. ukuni Ramea,
gems xanZari gauCnda. dabal sarTulebs moedo cecxli, kaiutidan kaiutaSi gadadis,
sarTulidan sarTulze. zeviT da zeviT miiwevs. Savi, mxurvale kvamli caSi ikargeba.
mgzavrebi gembanze amorbian, zogic amohyavT, seriozulad arian daSavebuli. zogis ambavi
arc viciT, cocxalia Tu ara. mezRvaurebi cecxlis Caqrobas cdiloben, magram
jerjerobiT amaod _ xanZari sjabnis adamianebs. xomaldi oTxive mimarTulebiT agzavnis
SOS signals. axla mTavaria, miwas mivaRwioT rogorme, mzadyofnaSia navebi, bavSvebsa da
qalebs maSvel rgolebs urigeben, magram okeane mZvinvarebs, veeba talRebi mZimed
exeTqebian xomalds. navebis wyalSi CaSveba SeuZlebelia, es TiTqmis sikvdils udris.
samanqano ganyofileba mTeli datvirTviT muSaobs, erTgulad irjebian dguSebi. qari
Zlierdeba. mgzavrTa umravlesoba loculobs, iseTebic ki, romlebsac arasodes
ulocniaT. brZanebebs viZlevi, saswrafo davalebebs. aq unda viyo, mxolod aq, Cemi
adgilis datovebis ufleba ar maqvs _ aTasobiT mgzavris sicocxle mabaria. uklebliv
yvela unda gadavarCino. yvelafers vakeTeb amisaTvis; simSvide, saocari simSvide
meufleba. gaangariSebulia Cemi yoveli moZraoba, mozomilia yoveli sityva. ara da ar
Cans jerjerobiT miwa, irgvliv gaveSebuli okeanea. SxuiliT miarRvevs xomaldi
zvirTebs, ukan Savi mandiliviT mohyveba sqeli, Savi kvamli...

mwvane dRe
 agvistoa, cxela. zedized waewyo cxeli dReebi. didi xania, wvima ar yofila. samni
varT `riwis~ redaqciaSi: apolon jinjolia, gela mamforia da me.
Cveni Senoba zRvas xuTi kvartaliTaa daSorebuli, Tanac sanapirosTan zurgSeqceviT
dgas. amitomac brizi aqamde ver aRwevs.
kondicioneris haeri mogvbezrda, zRvaze wasvla gvezareba.
_ modi, kaklebis xeivanSi wavideT, Tamaris xidTan romaa, _ ambobs gela.
nigvzebis xeivani Wanbas quCis boloSia, samkurnalo wylebTan, besleTis xeobaSi. iq
mTeli zafxulis ganmavlobaSi grila.
gadawyda, vsxdebiT manqanaSi da mivdivarT. botanikur baRTan vuxvevT, WavWavaZis
quCiT gavdivarT. pirveli saSualo skola, samkurnalo dawesebuleba, `leCkomad~
wodebuli, gulias quCa, wiTeli xidi, TeTri xidi da Wanbac...
gavdivarT rkinigzis xidqveS, `bezimians~, ankaras... ankara
wyaros saxelis mixedviT Searqves am ubans, zogs TurqeTis dedaqalaqis saxeli egona.
maxsovs, erTxel erTi kaci stambols eZebda Wanbas quCaze. ankara stambolad
daumaxsovrebia. gverds vuvliT aguris qarxanas, patara wisqvils, sadac qarTulisa da
megrulis kargad mcodne somexi valodia mewisqviled muSaobs.
kaklis xeivani kiris karierTanaa. karieri didi xania umoqmedodaa. mTis ngrevam tyis
gaCanagebasac Seuwyo xeli da, amitomac Sewyvites kiris mopoveba. bavSvobaSi xSirad
mesmoda xolme aqedan afeTqebebis xmebi.
dinamitma kinaRam besleTze gadebuli Tamaris xidic daangria.
xeivanSi grila, TiTqmis civa kidec. aqve besleTi moCxrialebs, lodebze xtoma-
xtomiT moikvlevs gzas.
Tamaris xidic aqvea, xviara mcenareebSi gaxlarTuli, ZvelTuZvelesi.
uzarmazari kaklis xeebis foTlebi mzisgan gvifaravs. foTlebi mzis Suqze TiTqmis
gamWvirvaleni xdebian da xasxasa mwvane fers Rebuloben. TiTqos Signidan anaTebeno.
Cvengan xelmarcxniv gza odiSisken miemarTeba. aqidan odiSis mTebi iwyeba. kiris mTa
goliaTiviT gvadgas Tavze. aqauri mTebi xSiri, foTlovani, mravalwliani tyeebiTaa
Semosili. xeobis grili niavi Seusvenebliv uberavs. pirdapir balaxze vsxdebiT. sufTa
haers gadaCveulebs lamis Tvlema gvereva.
xeivanSi samwvade yofila.
apoloni mwvadebs ukveTavs.
_ Rvino ar hqoniaT, sofelSi gadavideT, mimaswavles, sad unda viyidoT, _ meubneba
samwvadedan dabrunebuli gela.
_ wavideT, Sen da apolonma dalieT, me mZRoli viqnebi, _ veubnebi.
manqaniT mivdivarT. soflis maRazias vkiTxulobT. TeTri Rvino hqoniaT, kamkama
`colikauri~.
male xeivans vubrundebiT.
 apolons sufra gauSlia, kitri da pomidori uSovia sadRac.
_ aq pirvelad var, _ RimiliT ambobs apoloni da Wiqas avsebs, _ modi, am dRes
gaumarjos. dalie, guram, erTi Wiqa ras dagiSavebs?!
jandabas, davlev, vfiqrob me, erTi Wiqa ras mizams?
mere meoresac vsvam, mesamesac.
irgvliv yvelaferi mwvanea _ balaxi, mTebi, nigvzis xeebi. mzec mwvaned moCans
xeebidan, xviaramoZalebuli Tamaris xidic mwvanea; Rvinis boTlebic xom mwvanea da
mwvane!
Soriaxlo avtobusis gaCerebaa. Wanbas quCas #5 avtobusi emsaxureba, dReniadag
xalxiT gaWedili.
gaCerebasTan leo Wedia davlandeT. avtobusiT mosula da moyvaresTan midis.
vuxmeT.
leo Wedia msaxiobia, oTxmocs mitanebuli, magram jer kidev energiuli, rogorc
ityvian, _ moZravi kaci.
is terenti granelis megobari iyo.
modis. erT Wiqas svams, meoresac.
vigonebT warsuls, rig-rigobiT vlaparakobT, magram baton leos mainc saubarSi
veravin SevejibrebiT. terentis igonebs, walenjixas, Tbiliss, mere Tavis ramdenime Tvis
winaT gadamxdar ambavs gviyveba:
_ Cemi Taobis msaxiobs vasaflavebdiT. sasaflaoze mTxoves, Seni Zmakaci iyo da
gamosaTxovari sityva uTxario. me ki qelexSi, iseve rogorc axla Tqven, Rvino masves.
wvimda, arcTu ise Zlierad. axalgaTxrili samaris piras, miwayrilze Sevdeqi, miwa
wiTeli iyo, Tavs Zlivs vimagrebdi _ fexsacmelebi misrialebda. megobrebo-meTqi,
mxolod es movaxerxe da fexi damisxlta. samareSi movadine zRarTani, TavdaRma. Zlivs
aviTrie weli. xom warmogidgeniaT, rogori sanaxavi viqnebodi _ Tavidan fexebamde
wiTel, svel miwaSi amoTxvrili. mivayurade zeviT da iseTi xarxaria, mgoni, mkvdaric
icinoda. Zlivs amiyvanes kibiT. viRacam daiZaxa _ datoveT leo mand, mainc dResa Tu
xval, dasasaflavebeli gveyoleba da barem axla movaTavoT es saqmeo. amis gagonebaze
avxarxardi. Cemi gardacvlili megobari komikosi iyo da sul sicil-siciliT
davasaflaveT.
leo Wediam gardacvlilebis Sesandobari Sesva, Semdeg kidev erTic dalia da wavida.
apolonma bavSvoba gaixsena, is mdinare, romelmac curva aswavla da axlaxan rom
moinaxula mSobliuri adgilebi, aRmoCnda, rom mdinare damSrala.
mdinaris sadRegrZelos vsvamT.
apolons cremli ereva.
_ Tavisi saqme ki gaukeTebia, batono apolon, curva ki uswavlebia da... _ eSmakurad
icinis gela.
mere Tamaris xidi vadRegrZeleT.
 mere Cveni pirveli siyvarulebi gavixseneT.
gela meoTxe klasSi yofila pirvelad Seyvarebuli.
pirveli siyvarulisac davlieT.
mere gardacvlili megobrebi gavixseneT; Tamaz baZaRua movigoneT.
_ Tamaz baZaRuas simamri aqve cxovrobs, wavideT, vinaxuloT, _ vambob me.
mivdivarT. frTxilad vmarTav manqanas. natos saxlSi (Tamazis meuRles erqva)
aravinaa, arc natos Zma _ badri.
Semdeg bondo gvasaliasTan mivdivarT. bondo Cemi megobaria, inJineri kaci. suliT,
xorciT monadire. erTxel daTvis xorcis xinkalze dampatiJa. sufraze daTvTan
dakavSirebuli imdeni ambavi moyva, rom daTvi Semecoda. nasvamic viyavi da kinaRam guli
amiCuyda, vTxove, Tu Zma xar, arc daTvi mokla amieridan da arc sxva nadiri, xaWos
xinkali vWamoT-meTqi.
bondosTanac vsvamT da gzas vagrZelebT.
_ frTxilad iare, _ mafrTxilebs bondo, _ pirdapir saxlSi midi.
magram kacs eSmaki rom Segijdeba?..
`CernomorecSi~ wavideTo, _ ambobs apoloni da mec, nacvlad, wiTeli xidisken
gavuxvie, afTiaqTan, xelmarjvniv gavdivar da mSvidobis prospeqtiT qalaqis centrisken
veSvebi.
_ apolon, _ veubnebi, _ mSvidobis prospeqtis am monakveTze manqaniT gasvla
akrZalulia; Sen Tu gagivlia aq rodesme manqaniT?
_ arao, _ apolonma, da mec gza gavagrZele, ase vTqvaT, daukrefavSi gadavedi.
gaviareT erTi akrZaluli kvartali, meorec, kbilis poliklinikasTan marcxniv
Sevuxvie. da is-is iyo, SuqniSanis Semdeg `Cernomorecs~ unda mivaxlovebodi, rom
sagzao inspeqciis manqanam gagviswro da gagvaCera.
iuri avTandilovi _ qalaqis inspeqciis ufrosi! kaci, romelmac xuTi Tu Svidi
kavkasiuri ena icis, aseve berZnulic. avTandilovi mkacri saxiT mTxovs sabuTebs.
vuxsni, rom mTvrali var, rom kargi dRe gagviTenda, rom masac xval vepatiJebi
kaklebis xeivanSi. apoloni boboqrobs _ aravis ar aqvs Cveni gaCerebis ufleba, Cven
poetebi varTo. gela cdilobs apolonis damSvidebas.
_ xval CemTan moxvalT, samsaxurSi, _ meubneba avTandilovi. mere Tavis inspeqtors
avalebs, Sin wagviyvanos. inspeqtori Cvens manqanaSi jdeba da mivyavarT.
col-Svili dasasvenebladaa wasuli, mTebSi. saxlSi marto var. gamomaqvs wiTeli
Rvino, mamaCemis dawuruli. apoloni, gela da me TiTo-TiTo Wiqas Zlivs vsvamT, metis
Tavi ara gvaqvs...
dilauTenia gela madgeba Tavze.
_ starik, rogor xar? gaviRviZe da maSinve aqeT wamovedi, rogor aris-meTqi. magrad
ki davlieT. nasvami apoloni pirvelad vnaxe.
 Tavi cotaTi mtkiva, magram mainc ara miSavs-ra. me da gela Cais vsvamT da mere dabla
CavdivarT, avTandilovi unda vnaxo.
Cemi manqana Sua ezoSi dgas.
_ aq ra undoda manqanas, gana garaJSi ar dagviyenebia?
_ rogorc xedav, ara, _ icinis gela.
manqanis oTxive karis mina bolomdea Caweuli, arc erTi kari ar aris Caketili.
_ karic ase davtoveT?
_ rogorc xedav!
_ kidev kargi, ar gaZarcves.
manqanaSi yvelaferi wesrigSia. davqoqe da avTandilovisken gavemarTeT. Tan Zlier
meuxerxuleba, rogor momivida es?! rogorc wesi, roca manqaniT var, Rvinos ar vsvam.
avTandilovi samsaxurSia.
axsna-ganmartebas viwyeb, magram ar maclis.
_ guSin qalaqis sabWos sxdoma iyo. Tavad adleiba gveswreboda. qalaqis `gais~ mogvcxo,
kargad ar muSaobTo. sxdomidan axali gamosulebi viyaviT, Sen rom akrZalulze gaiare,
boris viqtoroviCma _ ai, naxe, sad gadian manqanebi, Cvens cxvirwino. Tanac iseTi nasvami
iyavi, rom... ise, saxiT mecnobi, sadRac minaxixar.
Semdeg Caicina da ganagrZo:
_ axalgazrda kaci xar, ai, Seni dokumentebi. mokled, rac iyo, iyo. ar daiviwyo
iuri avTandilovi...
me ki mizezebs veubnebi, vuxsni. yvelaferi mesmiso, mpasuxobs. wavideT dRes kaklebis
xeivanSi-meTqi, vpatiJeb. mereo, icinis, ar daiviwyo avTandilovio.
yvelaferi im dRis, mwvane dRis brali iyo...
Semdeg apolonis sanaxavad wavediT, unda gagvego, rogor mivida saxlSi...
_ xo, xo, xo, ra dro iyo, _ miTxra amaswinaT TbilisSi apolonma, _ kardauketav
manqanas RamiT ezoSi datovebdi, qeifis mizezsac gagigebdnen milicionerebi, axla? _
arc ezo, arc kari, arc manqana, arc erTi boTlis sayideli fuli... miTxari, ar
genatreba is dRe?
_ ar menatreba-meTqi, rom giTxra, damijereb, Cemo apolon?

qviSisferlabadiani

marjaniSvilis metrodan axladamosuli gazeTebis jixurTan vdgavar. is droa, roca

jer kidev gausaZlisad Zviri ar Rirs gazeTebi da rom SeiZino, marTalia, arc Tu ise
didi xniT, magram mainc rigSi dgoma unda.
WroRaTvalebiani kaci miaxlovdeba, susti, gamxdari, samocs mitanebuli.
 miRimis.
_ ver micaniT, Cven xom vicnobT erTmaneTs?
_ gicaniT... _ sasrafod vpasuxob da xels varTmev. vuRimi. Tan Cemi mikvirs, ratom
vatyueb am kacs, xom ver vicani.
dilidan iseTi ganwyoba gamomyva, aravis ar minda davwyvito guli, miT umetes, am
kacTan ra xeli maqvs _ sawyali saxe aqvs, sawyalze sawyali da, vaiTu, isic ewyinos,
ver gicani-meTqi, rom vuTxra. arada, ramdenjer momsvlia ase _ mcnobdnen da ver
vcnobdi, xanac _ piriqiT.
kacs qviSisferi labada acvia, labadebi germanelebma dauriges ltolvilebs wyneTSi,
maSasadame, afxazeTidanaa.
_ ojaxSi rogor xarT? _ mekiTxeba.
_ gmadlobT, vuZlebT yvelafers, vqiraob binas, mexmarebian... Tavad rogor gikiTxoT?
kaci ramdenime wams dums, Tvalebi cremliT evseba da Secvlili xmiT meubneba:
_ cudadaa Cveni saqme, dagvRupes...
_ vici, yvelaferi vici, magram unda gavuZloT, mokeTes guli ar movuklaT...
isev ise dums, ukve ufro didxans.
_ unda gavuZloT... _ vagrZeleb me.
_ daviRupeT... _ ambobs.
cremlebi wverze RapaRupiT Camosdis, jibidan cxvirsaxocs iRebs da saxes
xelisgulebSi malavs.
xmamaRla qviTinebs.
es ise moulodnelad xdeba, rom sityvis Tqmasac ver vaswreb.
jixurTan mdgari xalxi Cven Semogvyurebs.
gverdze gamyavs, xels mxarze vadeb da vcdilob, davamSvido:
_ ra mogividaT, vaJkaci ara xarT, uares dReSic vyofilvarT, magram... Svilebi gyavT?
SviliSvilebic?.. isini xom Tqven Semogyureben. rogor SeiZleba ase...
is ki qviTinebs.
sxvebi Cumad gvakvirdebian. arc gaoceba, arc Secbuneba. Tumca, iseTi saxeebi aqvT,
rom sacaa Tavadac aqviTindebian, an TiTqos elodnen kidec, rom am diliT viRac
atirdeboda aq, marjaniSvilis metros siaxloves, gazeTebis jixurTan.
kaci moulodnelad yuCdeba.
_ bodiSi, _ meubneba da saxes maridebs, _ kargad iyaviT!..
da swrafi nabijebiT gvSordeba.
minda davuZaxo, magram misi labada umal qreba adamianTa usierSi.
mTeli dRe ar mSordeba im kacis saxe, Camesmis misi qviTinic. risi Tqma surda kidev,
me riT unda davxmarebodi?! iqneb wamomeyvana saxlSi, Rvino dagvelia, gvelaparaka...
iqneb mosaubre sWirdeboda?..
 erTi Tvis Semdeg isev vxvdebi gmirTa moedanTan. raRac fuTebi moaqvs. metro ar
muSaobs, sadguridan fexiT movdivar. ver mxedavs. gadavdivar quCis meore mxares.
_ rogora xarT, xom kargad? _ nacnobiviT vesalmebi.
_ ara miSavs, ara miSavs... _ saxe uforajdeba.
ratomRac Zalze moridebulia. fuTebs trotuarze debs, xels marTmevs.
daaxloebiT aTi wuTis ganmavlobaSi vsaubrobT. TiTqos omaxianadacaa.
gamomSvidobebisas TanatoliviT mxarze msubuqad vartyam xels.
_ vaJkacurad unda viyoT, _ veubnebi, _ da yvelaferi kargad iqneba, amovudgeT
erTmaneTs mxarSi.
_ eex, _ mware RimiliT ambobs igi da orive xels maRla swevs.
isev isea, _ vfiqrob gzaSi, rogorc iyo ise...
erTxelac rusTavelze mivdivar. rusTavelis metros maxloblad xalxi ireva _ kacs
Tavi mouklavs...
axalgazrda qals vekiTxebi, rogor moxda es, vin iyo TviTmkvleli-meTqi.
araferi vicio, ambobs. ai, iqedan gadmoxtao, xeliT erT-erTi Senobisken miCvenebs,
WaRara kaci iyo, xanSiSesuli, ukve saswrafom waasvenao.
asfaltze sisxlis gube dgas.
uceb qviSisferlabadiani kaci gamaxsenda. isedac lamis mkerdidan amovardnilma gulma
gametebiT damiwyo baga-bugi.
_ qviSisferi labada xom ar ecva? _ vekiTxebi qals.
_ mgoni, ki, _ dabneuli ambobs igi, _ Tumca, danamdvilebiT ver vityvi, ise ki ecva
labada... iqneb qviSisferi iyo...
mas Semdeg ramdenime Tvem ganvlo.
arsad Semxvedria is kaci. arc saxeli vici misi, arc gvari, arc menaxa adre, magram...
mainc Cemi sulis nawilad iqca igi. axlac Tvalwin midgas misi saxe.
netav labadiani ar yofiliyo is TviTmkvleli, netav ar yofiliyo...
netav arc sxva yofiliyo, netav...
sizmari yofiliyo netav yvelaferi es, sizmari...

Zeglebi Surs iZieben

Zeglebis gaxsnis dros ar movswrebivar, Zeglebis msxvrevas _ moveswari.

maxsovs televizorSi nanaxi kadrebi, Tu rogor Camoagdes TbilisSi leninis Zegli
Tavisive saxelobis moedanze, RamiT, proJeqtorebis Suqze. lenini TaviT daenarcxa
asfalts da ramdenime adgilas gadaimsxvra. misi CamovardnisTanave ixuvla xalxma da
Zegls miscvivda. zogi fexiT Sedga danawevrebul lenins. televizoridan ganuwyvetliv
Rrianceli da aRfrTovanebuli yiJina, SeZaxilebi gaismoda. adamianebma xalxsa da brbos
Soris arsebul sazRvars gadaabijes da brbos miematnen. brbo ki axal belads eloda
anu Tavis wessa da rigs asrulebda.
cota xnis Semdeg ZmaTamkvleli omis cecxlSi gaexvia Tavisuflebis moedani.
taxtisTvis brZolas ewireboda xalxi...
aseve televizorSi vnaxe, rogor moasvenebda orjonikiZis Camogdebul Zegls veeba
satvirTo manqana rusTavelze. orjonikiZes mkerdze giJi qali ejda, yviroda, viRacas
raRacas aniSnebda. moseireebi SequCuliyvnen da SeZaxilebiTa da xarxariT esalmebodnen
giJsa da didulvaSa komisars.
gavida ramdenime Tve da rusTavelze `kalaSnikovebi~ akakandnen.
soxumSi SemosvlisTanave qarTvelma tankistebma mTavrobis sasaxlis win mdgar
leninis Zegls esroles. leninis Tavi haerSi afrinda, sul ramdenime santimetriT,
Semdeg gadaqanda da cxvir-piriT daaskda granitis safexurebs. mxolod beladis
fexebiRa darCa kvarcxlbekze, rogorc simbolo leninuri nabijebiT leninuri gziT
siarulisa.
swored am momtvreulfexebian kvarcxlbekTan, mTavrobis saxlis erTianad CaSavebuli,
naxanZrali Senobis win iRebdnen afxazuri mxaris gamarjvebuli jariskacebi samaxsovro
suraTebs soxumis aRebis Semdeg.
omamde cota xniT adre orjonikiZis didi biusti Camoagdes soxumSi, yelze sqeli
bawari Semoaxvies da satvirTo manqanas gamoabes. manqana Wanbas quCaze Semomxvda.
orjonikiZis Tavs braga-brugi gahqonda asflatze, xan marcxniv gadagordeboda, xanac _
marjvniv. gzadagza cxviris, yurebis, Tvalebis, ulvaSis namsxvrevebs tovebda. aqac _
Rrianceli, yiJina, avismomaswavebeli sixaruli! manqanis Zaraze mdgari axalgazrda
droSas afrialebda. biusti besleTSi Caagdes, aguris qarxnis xidTan.
omis dros arc erT quCaze ar afeTqebula imdeni raketa da Wurvi, ramdenic Wanbaze...
evropul qveynebSi akuratulad, amweebis SemweobiT moxsnes beladebis Zeglebi,
SuaRamisas, roca aravin iyo quCebSi. maT TavianTi adgili miuCines _ zogan
koleqcionerebs mihyides, zogan _ muzeums Caabares.
rodesac Wanbas quCaze orjonikiZis biustis manqaniT Trevas vuyurebdi, vgrZnobdi,
raRac saSineleba gviaxlovdeboda.
rogorc saflavebis Sebilwva ar SeiZleba, aseve ar egebis ZeglTa msxvreva, radganac
isini Surs iZieben.
bunebis kanoni maradia da ucvleli _ ganadgurebisken mimarTuli Zalisxmeva
gamnadgurebels ubrundeba.
Cven, saubedurod, daviviwyeT bunebis wesi _ samyaroSi sagnebsac Tavisi damcveli
veli gaaCniaT. es veli ratomRac mravalgzisaa gazrdili am saukuneSi da gansakuTrebiT
ki mis damlevs.
Zveli wesi daviviwyeT, xolo msoflios sxvadasxva qveynis mecnierTa axal kvlevebs
ki arc vecnobiT. arc gvainteresebs.
 neronma gadawva romi, magram romaelebi TvalisCiniviT ufrTxildebian Suagul romSi
dadgmul mis Zegls.
Zegli marto Zegli rodia. yvelas, magram gansakuTrebulad saSineli pirovnebebis
Zeglebs, Zalze frTxilad unda mopyroba. samyaros kanonebi ar unda dairRves, borots
RmerTi miagebs samagieros. SurisZiebasac codna unda, is bumerangiviT kvlav ukan ar
unda dagvibrundes. xom cnobilia _ borotebas borotebiT mxolod boroti ebrZvis.
Cemi cxovrebis manZilze aTeulobiT magaliTis mowme gavxdi, Tu rogor isjebodnen
bunebis idumali Zalebis mier saflavebisa da Zeglebis wambilwvelebi, moZuleebi da
omis gamCaReblebi, mitingebis is axalgamomcxvari beladebi, romlebic sisxlisRvrisaken
mouwodebdnen xalxs. isini, romlebic arad agdebdnen da axlac arad agdeben adamianTa
sicocxles; isini, romlebic adamianTa gulubryvilobasa da emociebs sakuTari
pativmoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, TavianTi samermiso Zeglis kvarcxlbekad iyeneben.
saqarTveloSi ker kidev grZeldeba siZulvilisa da ugunurobis batonoba. vaiTu,
verasodes moviSoroT es saxadi?!
vaiTu, verasodes CavwvdeT saxarebas _ `giyvardes mteri Seni~!
iqneb CvenTvis arc aris dawerili es sityvebi?!
SeiZleba!

sastumro ~riwa~

sastumro `riwa~ 1992 wlis dekemberSi daiwva.

mezoblebma gadmomZaxes _ `riwa~ iwviso da gareT gavvardi.
Ramis 11-12 saaTi iqneboda.
uSuqo, CaSavebul soxumSi uzarmazari koconiviT anaTebda `riwa~.
cioda, magram ar davizare da `riwisken~ gavemarTe. mindoda gamego, ra moxda, rogor
gauCnda cecxli.
roca mivedi, ukve sastumros axlos mdgari ramdenime palmac iwvoda,
cecxlmokidebuli, frinvelebiviT umweod farTxalebdnen zRvis niavSi. saxanZro
manqanebi mondomebulad asxamdnen wyals. magram vera da ver aqrobdnen xanZars. uSedego
iyo mexanZreTa uTavbolo faci-fuci, alTa-balTa brZanebebi _ `riwa~ guguniT
gizgizebda.
Senobis garSemo mdgari xalxis wiTlad aprialebuli saxeebi sastumros
misCerebodnen.
umravlesoba samxedro iyo.
wiTladve anTebuliyo sastumros natifi Senobis TeTri kedlebi. saxuravidan
almodebuli ficrebi da morebi, Tunuqis furclebi cvioda.
 ukan-ukan iwevda xalxi.
cota xanSi grialiT CaiSala saxuravi.
wiTeli kvamli, mtveri da buRi avarda caSi.
wiTeli feri gadareuli wiTeli cxeniviT dahqroda SenobaSi.
sisxlisferi iRvreboda farTodgaxelili TvalebiviT fanjrebidan. omis feri.
ganadgurebis feri.
kioda `riwa~, magram es kivili xalxs rodi esmoda!
qviTinebda sanapiro, magram arc es qviTini iyo kacTaTvis gasagebi.
icremleboda soxumi...
maxsovs 1976 wlis ianvar-Tebervali. Cemi daqorwinebis dReebi. erTi Tve `riwaSi~
cxovreba. misi mesame sarTuli, kuTxis nomeri. megobrebis stumroba, wveulebebi,
xumroba, sicili, musika...
axla yvelaferi es iwvoda `riwasTan~ erTad.
`riwa~ CemTvis ulamazesi Senoba iyo. da gana marto CemTvis?..
gverdiT mdgomi sastumro `afxazeTi~ adre daiwva, omamde xuTi wliT adre. mwams,
`afxazeTis~ dawva omis dawyebis niSani iyo, magram es niSani Cven ver gavigeT maSin.
aravin viReT yurad da... afxazeTic cecxlSi gaexva; Senobebs ki ara, erTmaneTs ver
vugebdiT adamianebi.
Senobebs yovelTvis cocxal, moazrovne arsebebad aRviqvamdi. zogi mamSvidebda, zogic
maRizianebda, zogi miyvarda, zogic ar mexata gulze.
`riwaze~, rogorc `gagrifSze~, Seyvarebuli viyavi. sxva qalaqSi myofi rogorc ki
gavixsenebdi zRvasTan mdgom, Spilian Senobas warweriT _ `riwa~, gulSi siTbo
meRvreboda. miyvarda mis qvemoT, yavaxanaSi yofna.
iwvoda `riwa~ da wiTlad aferadebda gverdiT mdebare gamSral auzs, auzSi mdgar
xaxadaRebul urCxulebsa da grifebs. omamde isini piridan wyals anTxevdnen da ase
agrilebdnen `riwisa~ da Teatris Semogarens. axla TvalebdaWyetili da xaxadafCenili
arsebebis xorklian-qacviani Tavebi da sxeulebi xan erT, xan meore adgilas wiTlad
inTebodnen sibneleSi da ufro sazarels xdidnen xanZars.
naxevar saaTze metxans ar vmdgarvar `riwasTan~, saxlSi davbrundi.
wamosvlis win nacnob jariskacs gamovelaparake. `riwaSi~ meomrebi cxovrobdnen
Turme. ramdenime karga gvarianad SezarxoSebul jariskacs avtomatis jeriT
daucxrilavs Weri. manaTobelma tyviebma, gaxvrites ra Weri, saxuravs cecxli waukides.
`riwas~ sanapiros quCis mxridan gauCnda xanZari...
gvian mivedi saxlSi. sibneleSi xelis cecebiT avedi meaTe sarTulze, gavedi aivanze
da isev `riwas~ gavxede.
mis SuagulSi cecxli Camqraliyo. mxolod kideebi iwvoda.
Soridan mefis gvirgvins hgavda `riwa~, im mefisa, romelic tragikulad daiRupa da
memkvidre aRar darCa mis sisxlSi mcurav gvirgvins.
 soxumeli giJebi

soxumeli giJebi momenatra.

rogor arian, ras Svrebian? arian ki cocxlebi?
didkacebi modiodnen da midiodnen, xan CamoaqveiTebdnen maT, xanac sulac moxsnidnen.
dardobdnen mere didkacebi, sul sxvagvarebi xdebodnen. zogsac guli uskdeboda.
icvlebodnen soxumis, afxazeTis xelmZRvanelebi, Tavkacebi, liderebi, medroveni. giJebi
ki maradni iyvnen, ueSmakoni, uniRboni, Tavisufalni.
giJebs mTeli soxumi icnobda, didkacebs ki mcireni cnobdnen saxiT. ufrore maTi
samsaxuris manqanebi icodnen. rigiTi soxumelebi manqanis nomriTac cnobdnen didkacebs.
afxazeTis saolqo komitetis manqanebis nomrebi 11-iT iwyeboda. ori erTiani bevr rameze
miuTiTebda, mravlismetyveli iyo. `obkomis~ manqanaao, ityodnen. ministrTa sabWos
manqanebis pirveli ori cifri ki 12 iyo. ese igi, erTiani da oriani. meoradoba
ministrTa sabWosi nomriT iyo dadasturebuli. pirveli partiisa iyo: 1101 _ saolqo
komitetis pirveli mdivani iyo, 1102 _ meore mdivani, 1103 _ mesame. 1201 _ ministrTa
sabWos Tavmjdomarisa iyo, 1202 _ misi pirveli moadgilisa da ase Semdeg. mokled, ase
martivad da gasagebad iyo danawilebuli pirvel-meoradoba, mesame-meoTxeoba.
giJebs manqanebi ar hyavdaT. isini fexiT dadiodnen.
Cems mezoblad apoloni cxovrobda. sul mReroda xolme. iseTi xma hqonda,
zRvispiras rom gaabamda simReras, trapeciaze ismoda misi xma, xanac bagratis mTazec.
quCebs hgvida xolme da Tan sul viRacas ebuzRuneboda. qorwilebsa da qelexebSi
uyvarda siaruli, Rvinis sma. erTsaaTiani sadRegrZeloebi icoda, magram vin usmenda?!
isic TavisTvis burtyunebda raRacas. erTxel zviad gamsaxurdias mxardamWerTa
mitingze viRacam aswavla _ wadi, radioreproduqtoris mavTuli Camoglijeo.
Camoglija. dadumda reproduqtori. Semogzavniliao, _ iyvira viRacam da gamoenTnen...
gaSmagebuli mosdevdnen, daiWires da cemes, kbilebi CamouRes, meored eduard SevardnaZe
moixsenia Turme augad da kidev `aburTaves~, aseve sastikad.
mxolod amis Semdeg daaneba Tavi aseT `politikur aqciebs~. aqve unda aRvniSno, rom im
periodSi msgavsi istoriebi Wkvianebsac gadaxdaT Tavs.
maradona yvelaze mobiluri giJi iyo giJebs Soris. sad ar naxavdiT mas _ xan did
saaTTan idga, xan wiTeli xidis midamoebSi daseirnobda, xan _ bazarTan, xanac _
Suquras raionSi. zamTar-zafxul naxevradSiSveli dadioda. mzeze garujuls kiserze
qvebisa da Tokisagan gakeTebuli yelsabami ekeTa. erTxel hkiTxes _ saprezidento
arCevnebSi Tu miiReb monawileobaso? ratomac ara, sxvebze naklebi riTi varo, upasuxa.
ase rom, politika soxumeli giJebisTvisac ar iyo ucxo xili. maradona advilad
ecnoboda adamianebs, yvelas ucinoda.
 maradonas, rogorc axlaxan vTqvi, qalaqis nebismier kuTxeSi naxavdiT. Cuma ki sxva
iyo, mas mxolod erTi ubani hqonda amoCemebuli _ centraluri fosta da orjonikiZis
parki. es iyo da es, mezRvaurad namsaxurevs dReniadag mezRvauris zolebiani maisuri
ecva da sazRvao qudi exura. Cuma monologebis didostati iyo. monologebs ase iwyebda:
Слушайте, это я, Чума!.. yvelaze xSirad bavSvebze laparakobda xolme, me msoflios
bavSvebi unda gadavarCinoo.
cisferTvaleba kotiki sul saxegabrwyinebuli dadioda, sul raRac uxaroda,
yovelTvis sigarets Txoulobda xolme. erTxel SeeSala da ori Reri erTad Caido
pirSi, mere sanTebelaTi ise moukida, Tmaze ali waekida. Zlivs CavuqreT
cecxlwakidebuli qoCori.
gaboze giJiao, ver ityodiT, magram arc normaluris STabeWdilebas tovebda mainc da
mainc. portis muSa iyo gabo. kidev _ binebis gamqiraveblebsa da dasasveneblad Camosul
xalxs Soris Suamavlobda. xandaxan romelime soxumeli romeos romelime qeraTmian
madonasTan rom naxavda, mieWreboda: bina ar ginda, bina ar ginda? erTi RamiT
mogaqiraveb, kargi bina vici. ucdomlad cnobda, Tu vis sWirdeboda bina da vis ara.
idgnen soxumelebi da dascinodnen TavianT giJebs...
mxolod axla, roca am striqonebs vwer, azrad aseTi ram momdis: gabo ebraeli iyo,
kote _ afxazi, Cuma _ rusi, apoloni _ qarTveli, maradona _ TviT maradonasaTvisac
ucnobi, gaurkveveli erovnebis. arc me da arc erTi soxumeli maT Cxubs arasodes
SevswrebivarT. piriqiT, xandaxan dawyvilebulic ki dadiodnen, Zmakacurad. vin icis,
amqveynad Cvenze _ Wkvianebze, metni giJebi rom yofiliyvnen, iqneb arc dagvtyomoda is
ubedureba, romelsac omi hqvia saxelad.

`me Sen miyvarxar!~

WavWavaZis prospeqtze mivdivar. cud gunebaze var _ beJan kilanavaze vfiqrob...

beJani aTi dRis winaT gardaicvala. 55 wlis iyo...
gvian gavige. dasaflavebis dRes ar viyavi mis siaxloves.
did diRomSi cxovrobda, martodmarto, arc coli hyavda, arc Svili.
javaxiSvilis saxelobis universitetSi muSaobda, literaturis kaTedraze.
literatura iyo misi cxovreba, yvelaferi...
gasaSleli logini, magida, skami, ramdenime TefSi, Wiqa... es gaxldaT mTeli misi
avla-dideba.
wignebi ki blomad hqonda.
erTxel Cems binaSi giorgi niSnianiZisa da beJanis ramdenimesaaTiani saubris TiTqmis
sityvauTqmeli monawile gavxdi. qarTul literaturazec isaubres, Cinurzec,
sanskritze, egvipteze, amerikaze... es iyo ori didi profesionali literatoris
Sexvedra. ise, unda gqondes kacs diqtofoni da msgavsi saubari Caiwero; vnanob, rom es
ver movaxerxe.
vnanob, rom mxolod erTxel vinaxule beJani saavadmyofoSi da yuradReba movakeli.
is ki maRali sulierebis kaci iyo, adamianTa keTili damokidebulebiT, siTboTi
sazrdoobda. rogor megona, Tu isev ganumeordeboda gulis Seteva?!
Zalze naRvliani gaxldaT. omis Semdeg gansakuTrebiT. Tavis mSobliur galze
dardobda. devnili mama TbilisSi daasaflava da sul mas axsenebda xolme.
ise, uTqmeli kaci iyo. aravin arasdros Seuwuxebia. Tavis sadardebels Cumad
dardobda.
sikvdilamde ramdenime TviT adre ZmisSvilze, patara gogonaze mesaubreboda, galidan
gadmosvlis Semdeg gogonas Tavis fexsacmlis sqel, CaWrilornamentian rezinis lanCaSi
gaxiruli kenWi upovia, dauCemebia _ Cemi soflis kenWiao da avgaroziviT atarebda
Turme.
mjera, _ gardacvlilTa adgilsamyofeli mxolod sasaflaoebiT rodi
Semoifargleba. Cveni Zvirfasi gardacvlilebi yvelgan arian, gansakuTrebiT maSin,
rodesac maTze fiqrob.
maTac esmiT Seni.
urTierTobas monologi ki ara, dialogi gansazRvravs...
…… . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

WavWavaZis prospeqti farToa, xmauriani... gazafxulis mze CanCqeriviT eRvreba

siTbomonatrebul xeebs.
uceb vCerdebi _ universitetis pirveli korpusis mimdebare erT-erT saxls
uzarmazari, adamianis simaRle asoebiT aweria _ `me Sen miyvarxar!~
albaT, Seyvarebulma biWma dawera es sityvebi. iqneb aq, am saxlSi cxovrobs misi
gulisswori. iqneb ki ara, darwmunebuli var, swored aq saxlobs.
TiTqos naTdeba da mSvenierdeba qalaqi da mTeli samyaro.
TiTqos maviwydeba yvela siave da tkivili.
ra lamazia saxli, romelsac aweria `me Sen miyvarxar!~ ra lamazia is gogona, visac
ekuTvnis `me Sen miyvarxar!~
es magiuri sityvebia, bevrad jadosnuri, vidre _ `sezam, gaiRe!~
amaze jadosnuri sityvebi ar arsebobs!
TiToeulma CvenTaganma dReSi erTxel mainc rom daweros `me Sen miyvarxar!~
mxolod mere Tu aRigveba nel-nela is jojoxeTuri siZulvili, romelmac amdeni
ubedureba mogvayena kars da mxolod maSin Tu Sewydeba omebi dedamiwaze.
 is, vinc carciT kedels awers `me Sen miyvarxar!~, msoflios yvela qalaqsa da
sofels awers erTdroulad am sityvebs!
msoflios yvela droSasa da yvela gazeTs, yvela wignsa da yvela Jurnals awers `me
Sen miyvarxar!~
msoflios yvela gemsa da yvela TviTmfrinavs, yvela matarebelsa da yvela avtobuss
awers `me Sen miyvarxar!~
msoflios yvela okeanesa da yvela zRvas, yvela mwvervalsa da yvela mdinares awers
`me Sen miyvarxar!~
yvela Seyvarebul, siyvarulnaklul, gacivebul, usiyvarulod dadumebul, bednier da
ubedur guls awers `me Sen miyvarxar!~
`me Sen miyvarxar~ _ ase rom gvcdis da gvamowmebs miwaze adamianebs.
`me Sen miyvarxar~ _ ase rom agvitacebs da gvtovebs mere zecaSi.
es zRapruli `me Sen miyvarxar~ _ ase Znelad rom arCevs Rirssa da uRirss da
eqosaviT rom xmianebs wminda kosmosSi _ me Sen miyvarxar... me Sen miyvarxar... me Sen
miyvarxar...

romanovebis sikvdilisa da
sicocxlis saidumlo

ojaxTan erTad wyneTSi mivemgzavrebi. jer rva nomeri troleibusiT bagebSi avdivar,
Semdeg avtobusiT vagrZelebT gzas. wyneTSi erToTaxiani bina mogvces _ ekonomikis
saministros dasasvenebel korpusSi, magram TbilisSi iqidan yoveldRe Casvla-amosvla
Znelia.
bagebidan wyneTSi avtobusebi adis _ `karobkebi~ da kidev _ samarSruto taqsebi.
avtobusebiT mgzavroba SedarebiT iafia, taqsebiT _ Zviri. taqsi hqvia, Torem
umravlesoba saxeldaxelod gadakeTebuli Cveulebrivi saswrafo daxmarebisa da
produqtebis sazidi mikroavtobusia. zamTarSi, rodesac eleqtroZabvis vardnis gamo
metro xSirad umoqmedod iyo, aseTi mikroavtobusebi momravlda, xalxsac Sveloda
gadaadgilebaSi da mflobelsac _ fulis SovnaSi.
wyneTis gza soxumis funikuliorisaken aRmaval gzas maxsenebs, oRond esaa, rom mis
garSemo ar xaroben subtropikuli mcenareebi, lianebi, muSmalebi, agavebi da, rac
mTavaria, gzispira naZvebs Soris ar gamoanaTebs xolme zRva _ lurji, uzarmazari,
cisken afrenili, modResaswaule wyali...
ociode wuTSi wyneTSi varT. gzadagza yayaCoebi gvxvdeba, ufaqizesi yvavilebi. isini
niavis yovel moqrolvaze welSi ixrebian da natif, wiTel furclebs aTrToleben.
TiTqos keklucoben umSvenieresi qalbatoni yayaCoebi _ mogvxedeT, ar xedavT, ra dReSi
varTo?! am maissac gamoaSuqes sastiki zamTris Semdeg am imedis sanTlebma.
pirveli leqsi, romelic dedaCemma maswavla iyo _ ~yayaCosa siwiTliTa, yana
daumSvenebia~...… rogorc ki am striqons gavigoneb sadme, an gavixseneb, maSinve yayaCoebiT
gadawiTlebuli veli warmomidgeba Tvalwin. CemTvis es yvelaze vizualuri leqsia.
yayaCo _ Cemi bavSvobis yvavilia. sad ar Sevxvedrivar maT _ abasTumanSi, keCxobSi,
qarTlis gzebze.
soxumSi mindvris yayaCoebi ar xaroben...
bolo gaCerebaze CavdivarT. ukve moCans alvis xeebiT Semojaruli Cveni moTeTro
korpusi. mas farTo, betonismoajiriani aivnebi aqvs da Soridan saokeano xomalds
mohgavs.
gzas mokleze vWriT _ mavTulis bade erT adgilas garRveulia.
dRe mziania, Cinebuli. haerSi fiWvis surneli trialebs, sxva xeebisac. ezoSi
mimavlebs gza ciyvma gadagviWra. ramdenjerme SeCerda Cveni xilviT SeSinebuli, magram
mere gabeda kidec da Tamamad ganvlo Tavisi `marSruti~.
fiWvebisa da naZvebis surnelma, alvis xeebis Srialma umal Cems qalaqSi damabruna.
stumrad vaxtang jorjikiasTan mivdivar. is tyis ganapira mdgar kotejSi saxlobs.
vaxtangis mezoblad mcxovrebi cico gigitaSvili rom ara, namdvilad damglejda misi
ZaRli _ beta, cerberis Targze gamoWrili arseba.
me da vaxtang jorjikia soxumis pedagogiur institutSi erT periodSi vswavlobdiT.
Cemze sami wliT ufrosia. yovelTvis Suasaukuneebis raindTa romeliRac ordenis wevrs
magonebda _ maRali, pikanturi garegnobis, Tavis TavSi Caketili, TiTqos martosulic;
xandaxan ki piriqiT _ TanakurselebSi patara biWiviT molaRobe.
studentobis wlebSi mxolod Soridan vesalmebodiT erTmaneTs. ar maxsovs, rameze
gvesaubros. peterburgis (maSindeli leningradis) samxatvro akademiidan gadmovida
CvenTan da ramdenime wlis mere isev peterburgSi dabrunda. xelovnebaTmcodneobis
fakulteti daamTavra. Semdeg wlebis ganmavlobaSi ar SevxvedrivarT erTmaneTs. erT
dros soxumis samxatvro saswavlebelSi muSaobda. saerTo megobrebi da amxanagebi
gvyavda, maT Soris afxazebic. maxsendeba geno lakobas mier gamoZerwili misi
skulpturuli portreti.
Semdeg vaxtangi cxum-afxazeTis eparqiis mdivani iyo, gavige, monarqistTa partiis
wevric gamxdara. ar gamkvirvebia, vicodi, aristokratebis ojaxidan iyo. omis drosac
vnaxe _ iaraRasxmuli, samxedro formaSi koxtad gamowkepili moabijebda bzifis
prospeqtze, Suquras raionSi.
bebiamisi, meniki dadiani levan dadianis Stos warmomadgeneli gaxldaT, metad
saintereso biografiis qalbatoni; babua, aleqsandre grigolia, aseve, didgvarovani,
eqimi, profesori, wlebis ganmavlobaSi saqarTvelos kurortologiis institutis
afxazeTis filialis direqtori iyo. deda, qalabatoni medea, soxumSi cnobili eqimia;
mama _ vaxtang jorjikia, aseve eqimi, profesori iyo. igi ori wlis winaT gardaicvala
(sxvaTa Soris, is cnobili mwerlis, miniaturuli prozis ostatis, jaju jorjikias
biZaSvili iyo).
erT-orjer vaxtang jorjikias saxels afxazeTis omSi ugzo-ukvlod dakarguli
Jurnalistis, aleqsandre (saSa) berulavas statiebSi movkari Tvali. saSa omamde
romanovebis dinastiis ukanaskneli warmomadgenlis nikoloz II da misi ojaxis cxovrebas
ikvlevda. maSin ratomRac mainc da mainc ar gamomiCenia im statiisadmi didi interesi,
Tumca, periodulad vecnobodi maT.
... da ai, ramdenime wlis Semdeg isev SevxvdiT erTmaneTs.
_ verasodes warmovidgendi, wyneTSi Tu vicxovrebdi rodesme. erTxel, bavSvobaSi,
mamaCemma oriode dRiT amomiyvana aq, _ meubneba vaxtangi da savarZelSi Rrmad eSveba,
yavarjnebs kedels ayudebs.
vaxtangi omis dros daiWra _ marcxena fexi muxlszemoT aqvs amputirebuli.
vekiTxebi, rogor mogivida-meTqi es.
_ eeh, _ sevdiani RimiliT ambobs igi da xels miqnevs, maniSnebs, erTi-ori sityviT
amas ver movyvebio.
im dRes gvianobamde vsaubrobT. Semdeg kidev ramdenjerme vxvdebiT erTmaneTs.
vaxtangi miCvenebs dokumentebs, fotosuraTebs, xelnawerebs, wignebs... romlebic
memkvidreobiT aleqsandre grigoliasa da meniki dadianisagan miiRo. Cveni saubari exeba
nikoloz II, dedofals _ aleqsandra feodorovnasa da mis Svilebs. vaxtang jorjikias
swams da mimtkicebs, rom ekaterinoburgSi 1918 wlis 18 ivliss, Ramis or saaTze
romanovebis ojaxi ar dauxvretiaT! mefe da dedofali, ufliswuli da mefis oTxi
asuli wlebis ganmavlobaSi sxvadasxva gvarebiT cxovrobdnen soxumsa da TbilisSi da
aqve arian dakrZalulni! soxumsa da TbilisSi cxovrobdnen agreTve maTi kariskacebi,
generlebi, freilinebi!
am striqonebs gaorebuli grZnobiT vwer. kargad vici, maswavles kidec, rom
daxvrites mefe da misi ojaxi, did-patarianad, yvelani. daxvrites ufliswulic _
aleqsei, bavSvi, romelsac sisxlis mZime daavadeba hqonda _ hemofilia. am daavadebas
`mefeTa daavadebasac~ uwodeben, radganac mizezTa da mizezTa wyalobiT hemofiliiT
xSirad avaddebodnen inglisis, germaniis, espaneTis, daniis, ruseTis... samefo karis
warmomadgenlebi. daxvrites RvTismosavi mefe da dedofali, Svilebi maTi da maSinve
axali qveynis mSenebloba daiwyes, magram ucodveli bavSvebis sisxliT gaJRenTilma
saZirkvelma ramdenime aTeuli wlis Semdeg rRveva daiwyo, daibzara da Semdeg mTlianad
CamoSvavda Senoba. udanaSaulod daRvrilma sisxlma Suri iZia yvelaze.
diax, kargad vici es, magram... vaxtang jorjikiasTan ramdenime Sexvedris, rigeli
iuristis, anatoli griannikisa da moskoveli gamomZieblis, nikoloz sokolovis
wignebis, fotodokumentebis gacnobis Semdeg mimaCnia, rom SeiZleba sxvagvaradac
yofiliyo saqme...
 Tuki es ambavi nawilobriv mainc marTalia, mkvlevarebs didi da saintereso muSaobis
warmarTva mouwevT. mefis ojaxis daxvreta saukunis tragediaa, arakacTa namoqmedari da
rusebi da ucxoelebi axlac daJinebiT ikvleven am burusiT mosil istorias.
sazRvargareT gamoicemoda da gamoicema aTeulobiT wigni, romelSic mefis ojaxis bed-
iRbalia gaanalizebuli. gamoTqmulia sxvadasxva hipoTeza, dabeWdilia
urTierTgamomricxavi cnobebi. azri imis Sesaxeb, rom nikoloz II da misi ojaxi ar
dauxvretiaT, araxalia. am azrs ramdenime mecnieri iziarebs da SeZlebisdagvarad
asabuTebs. am Temaze gadaiRes ramdenime filmic. maT Sorisaa, CvenTvis kargad cnobili
amerikuli filmi `anastasia~, sadac naCvenebia cxovreba qalisa, romelic amtkicebs, rom
mefis asuli anastasiaa. films aSkarad etyoba, rom misi avtorebi iziareben anastasias
gadarCenis versias.
erTi ucnauroba gvWirs qarTvelebs _ Tuki sazRvargareTul films vuyurebT sadao
sakiTxze an ucxoeli mkvlevaris aseTive xasiaTis naSroms vecnobiT, umal sanaxevrod
mainc gvjera maTi, magram sakmarisia, Cveneburma gvamcnos Tavisi azri idumalebiT
mocul ambavze, aseve umal... oRond ar vujerebT. unda gamovtyde, mec TiTqmis ase
momivida vaxtang jorjikiasTan saubrisas.
vaxtangi soxumeli kacia. es ambavi, romelsac axla mogiyvebiT, soxumis _
saidumloebebiT mdidari qalaqis _ erT-erTi saidumloa. me miyvars Cemi qalaqis kenWic
ki, misi saidumlo xom _ miT umetes. nuravis egoneba, yovelive amis mtkicebas vapireb,
rasac axla vwer. me amis ufleba ara maqvs.
ambavs movyvebi mxolod.
Tuki es ambavi legendaa, de, icocxlos man Cvens Soris, rogorc legendam; iyos
CvenTan, rogorc nawili soxumisa... gana ra daSavdeba amiT?
griannikis wigni oriode wlis winaT gamoica rigaSi, ormocdaaTaTasiani tiraJiT _
`nikoloz meoris anderZi~. SesaniSnavadaa dastambuli, Tan erTvis fotomasala,
romanovebis faqsimileebi da, rac mTavaria, latviis sasamarTlo eqspertizisa da
kriminologiis samecniero-sakvlevi laboratoriis masalebi, romlebic adastureben
mefisa da misi ojaxis wevrebis fotoportretebis identurobas im pirovnebebis
suraTebTan, romlebic, avtoris mtkicebiT, nikoloz II da misi saxleulebi arian.
anatoli griannikma 1991-1992 wlebi soxumSi gaatara. manamde igi SemTxveviT gaecno
bers _ mama merkuris, romlisganac pirvelad moismina romanovebis ojaxis
Tavgadasavali. Semdeg Sexvda ramdenime TviTmxilvels, romlebmac dawvrilebiT uambes
nikoloz II, dedofalze, ufliswulsa da mefis asulebze. grianniks soxumSi daxmarebas
uwevda Jurnalisti saSa berulava; igi vaxtangs cota mogvianebiT gaecno. axla mas
meore wigni gamosacemad mzad aqvs.
... 1957 wels soxumSi gardaicvala sergei davidoviC beriozkini. axloblebisa da
mezoblebis TqmiT, igi sxvebisgan gamorCeuli kaci iyo. beriozkinma sikvdilis win zogi
ram uambo mama merkuris Tavis Tavze da sTxova kiparisis ficrebisgan Seekra misTvis
kubo, ise, rom erTi lursmanic ar exmara. beriozkinis sikvdilamde Sekra kidec berma
megobris daxmarebiT kubo, oRond lursmnebic ixmara, sxvanairad araferi gamouvida. ara
uSavso, _ Tqva keTilma, RvTismosavma beriozkinma da cota xanSi miicvala kidec.
pirveli, visac mama merkurim gaando saidumlo, anatoli grianniki gaxldaT _ sergei
davidoviC beriozkini _ es nikoloz meoreao.
mkvlevari amis Semdeg araerT adamians gaecno, romlebic kargad icnobdnen
beriozkins. misi suraTi Seadarebina ra mefis suraTs latviis sasamarTlo eqspertizisa
da kriminologiis samecniero-sakvlev laboratoriaSi, miiRo daskvna: ... На фотоснимках
1 а, 1 б и 26 изображено одно и то же лицо.
grianniks mohyavs pasaJebi im adamianTa saubrebidan, romlebic kargad icnobdnen
nikoloz II _ beriozkins, adarebs beriozkinisa da mefis Tvisebebs, xasiaTs da
amtkicebs, rom nikoloz II namdvilad cxovrobda soxumSi beriozkinis gvariT. igi 89
wlis asakSi gardaicvala (imperatori 1868 wels daibada).
mis wignSi dastambul samecniero-sakvlevi laboratoriis daskvnebs, romlebic
adastureben, rom konkretul, sakvlev fotografiebze gamosaxuli arian nikoloz II
ojaxis wevrebi, Tan axlavs sityvieri portretebis Sesadarebeli niSnebis tabula da
anTropologiuri detalebis vrceli nusxa.
romanovebis ojaxi soxumSi sxvadasxva adgilas cxovrobda. Tavdapirvelad erTad
iyvnen, Semdeg ki daiqsaqsnen, sxvadasxva gvari miiRes. etyoba, es yvelaferi ase
sWirdebodaT maT, vinc mefis ojaxs meurveobda.
dedofali 1933 wlamde soxumSi cxovrobda, Semdeg ki TbilisSi, afanasievas gvariT,
magram rodesac soxumSi Camodioda, surovas gvars atarebda. igi erT dros soxumis
erT-erT saavadmyofoSi meddad iyo gamwesebuli. im saavadmyofos mTavari eqimi
aleqsandre grigolia iyo! vaxtangi miCvenebs saavadmyofoSi gadaRebul jgufur suraTs,
romelzec babuamisi da dedofali arian aRbeWdili.
aleqsandra feodorovna 1956 wels gardaicvala foniWalaSi (soRanluRi) da iqvea
dakrZaluli.
erT-erTi qaliSvili, Tebronia, docenkos saxeliTa da gvariT cxovrobda soxumSi. is
afxazeTis omamde cocxali iyo. grianniks wignSi aqvs dabeWdili TebroniasTan erTad
gadaRebuli suraTi.
imperatoris meore qaliSvilic soxumSi cxovrobda konoseviCis gvariT.
TbilisSi saxlobda aseve erT-erTi asulic.
griannikis mier gamokiTxuli mowmeebi mefis kidev erTi Svilis _ ivan teluSkinis
arsebobas adastureben. teluSkinis fotosuraTi da sxva dokumentebic wignSi
warmodgenilia.
princi, aleqsei mamis sikvdilis Semdeg axal aTonSi, mTaSi daiRupa, xramSi gadaiCexa,
aris eWvi, rom mokles.
 nikiloz II _ beriozkini, xan sad msaxurobda da xan sad _ rkinigzis sadgurzec
muSaobda, mebaRed, darajad... soxumSi gogolis quCaze cxovrobda, Zvelebur saxlSi
erTi oTaxi hqonda. RvTismosavi iyo da xSirad dadioda eklesiaSi. eklesiaSi mividoda
Tu ara, morwmuneebi Semoexveodnen, uxarodaT misi gamoCena. yvelas, vinc mas icnobda,
misi gaxsenebisas saxe unaTdeboda. ase mxolod wmindanebs igoneben. mas oqros didi
jvari hqonda, Zalze ufrTxildeboda. erTxelac dakarga jvari. Zlier ganicdida,
ramdenime Tvis Semdeg moulodnelad ipova. uyvarda bavSvebi. uyvardaT bavSvebsac. mis
saxlSi Zveleburi, ubralo aveji idga. vercxlis servizi hqonda da mxolod iqidan
miirTmevda saWmels... ZiriTadad ki, ukanasknel periodSi, Caisa da subtropikuli
kulturebis kvleviT institutSi muSaobda. am instituts SemoklebiT botanikur baRs
uwodeben soxumelebi.
institutis Senoba erT dros da, swored maSin, rodesac samSoblodan gaxiznuli
romanovebi afxazeTSi Camoiyvanes, aleqsandre grigolias ekuTvnoda. mefis ojaxi cota
xniT mis saxlSi cxovrobda, mere didi Tavadis _ mixeil (nikoloz II Zmis) sasaxleSi
(soxumSi, sinopis ubanSi), Semdeg ki, vin icis, rogor ar aTamaSebdaT maT bediswera.
axla ki isev aleqsandre grigoliasa da meniki dadianze minda SevaCero Tqveni
yuradReba.
aleqsandre grigolia (1889-1976) mTels afxazeTSi kargad cnobili kaci iyo. man
bevri ram gaakeTa afxazeTSi kurortologiis ganviTarebis saqmeSi _ 1939 (anu Seqmnis)
wlidan 1973 wlamde xelmZRvanelobda saqarTvelos kurortologiis institutis
afxazeTis filials.
misi erT-erTi megobari iyo princi oldenburgi. princi meniki dadianis naTesavic
gaxldaT. oldenburgTan al. grigolia revoluciamde xSirad saubrobda sakurorto
mSeneblobisa da hodroresursebis sakiTxebze. es is princia, romelsac saukunis
dasawyisSi imperatorma, faqtobrivad, gagra uboZa da man Waobiani adgili mokle xanSi
walkotad aqcia. daaxloebiT aseTive misias asrulebda smeckoi soxumsa da gulrifSSi.
aleqsandre grigolia xSirad awyobda eqspediciebs. misi xelmZRvanelobiT afxazeTSi
aRmoCenil da Seswavlil iqna 125 sxvadasxva Tvisebis samkurnalo wyaro.
mas axlo urTierToba hqonda bevr cnobil politikur moRvawesTan (stalini,
sverdlovi, beria...) qarTvel da rus mwerlebTan. igi wlebis ganmavlobaSi mkurnalobda
germaniis kaizeris Zmiswuls _ dadianebis siZes. misi erT-erTi megobari fridrih fon
der Sulenbergi gaxldaT. Sulenbergi Semdeg wlebis ganmavlobaSi germaniis elCi iyo
ssrk-Si. igi didxans eZebda solomon meoris saflavs TurqeTSi.
1919 wels aleqsandre grigolia dajildovda `Tamar mefis ordeniT~ _ romanovebis
ojaxis evakuaciaSi gamoCenili TavdadebisaTvis. es ordeni 1915 wels damtkicda, roca
Seiqmna `qarTvelTa batalioni~.
vaxtangi miCvenebs babuamisis ordens, romelsac igi mTeli omis ganmavlobaSi Tavad
atarebda. Zalas maZlevso, _ ambobs.
 rogorc ukve mogaxseneT, meniki dadiani samegrelos mTavrebis STamomavali iyo. is
didxans imyofeboda peterburgSi, swavlobda iq. axlo urTierTobaSi iyo ruseTis samefo
karis warmomadgenlebTan. menikis naTlia nikoloz II deda, daniis princesa _ mariam
feodorovna iyo (sxvaTa Soris, a. griannikis erT-erTi damfinansebeli romanovebis
istoriis kvlevis saqmeSi daniis samefo sazogadoeba gaxlavT). grigoliebis ojaxSi mariam
feodorovnas naCuqari ramdenime Zvirfasi nivTi inaxeboda. gansakuTrebiT ufrTxildebodnen
vercxlis momcro zardaxSas, romelsac hqonda warwera: `Zvirfas menikis mariam
feodorovnasagan~.
_ bebias ar uyvarda `axali xalxi~, _ igonebs vaxtangi, _ ar maxsovs, quCaSi
gasuliyo. moakiTxavda manqana da mxolod maSin tovebda ezo-kars. isic mxolod
aucilebel saqmeebze Tu midioda. namdvili Tavadis qalis xasiaTi hqonda.
mas kargad exerxeba detalebiT, erTi-ori sityviT daxatos adamianis portreti.
_ bebiaCemi karadebs ketavda xolme da, roca vTxovdi, gasaRebi momeci-meTqi, ai, ase
migdebda gasaRebs, _ vaxtangi welSi swordeba, wamiT ampartavnul iers Rebulobs da
xeliT imeorebs meniki dadianis Jests.
_ erTxel beriam Tavisi xalxi gamogzavna Turme, dedaCemis xels sTxovda Tavisi
vaJis _ sergosTvis. es ambavi rom moaxsenes berias generlebma, bebiam Tavi ver Seikava
_ medrogis SviliSvils me ar gavayoleb qaliSvilso. generlebi dafrTxnen _
qalbatono meniki, ar TqvaT ase, ar dagvRupoTo.
udidesi siamovnebaa menikiseuli albomis daTvaliereba. albomSi saukuneebze meti
xnis fotosuraTebia. vis ar naxavT aq _ bagrationebs, romanovebs, dadianebs,
ServaSiZeebs, mxeiZeebs, mayaSvilebs, mamia guriels, dutu megrels, qaquca ColoyaSvils,
feodor sologubs... aqvea meri ServaSiZis (menikis naTesavi iyo) ramdenime SesaniSnavi
foto. pirvelive naxvisas nikoloz II merisaTvis uTqvams _ `Tavadis qalo, Tqveni aseTi
mSveniereba danaSaulis tolfasia~. mxolod mefeebi floben amgvari komplimentebis
saidumloebas.
vaxtangis gamzrdeli ekaterine aleqseevna madrikina iyo. dediT nakiSina. petre I
colis, nakiSinas STamomavali. vaTvaliereb mis suraTebs, yazanSi madrikinebis mamulebis,
sasaxlis fotoebs...
_ gamzrdels sZulda komunistebi da WiriviT ejavreboda is adamianebi, romlebic
mzesumziras aknatuneben, _ iRimis vaxtangi.
sikvdilamde cota xniT adre vaxtangs babuam romanovebis ojaxis saidumlo gaumxila.
bevri ar ulaparakia, mokled uTxra _ erT-erTi, visac mefis da misi ojaxis
mfarveloba evaleboda, me viyavi; gaxsovdes, es saidumlo aravis gaando, saSiSiao.
Semdeg daamata _ suraTebs TvalisCiniviT gaufrTxildio. es iyo da es. vaxtangi dResac
nanobs _ ra momivida, ar vici, ratom meti araferi vkiTxeo. Tumca, bebiac xSirad
esaubreboda romanovebis ojaxze...
 aleqsandre grigoliasa da misi meuRlis gardacvalebis Semdeg maTi saxli
ramdenjerme gaZarcves, magram modiodnen iseTi `stumrebic~, romlebic Cveulebrivi
mZarcvelebisagan Zalze gansxvavdebodnen. aSkara iyo _ viRac raRacas eZebda. erTxel
ramdenime suraTi waiRes, tiloebi CarCoebidan amoiRes, xolo CarCoebi datoves.
rodesac vaxtangma erT-erT sqel CarCoSi axali suraTis Casma daiwyo, CarCo eucnaura,
kargad SeaTvaliera da... iq samalavi aRmoaCina. samalavSi fotosuraTebi iyo. Semdeg
sxvaganac aRmoaCina samalavi da saidumlo suraTebis koleqcias mouyara Tavi.
suraTebis garda ramdenime dokumentic aRmoCnda. amis Semdeg daiwyo winaprebis
naambobis gaxseneba, maTi sityvebis gaanalizeba...
samwuxarod, mZarcvelebs ver gadaurCa dedoflis, aleqsandra feodorovnas naCuqari
samkauli, nikoloz II venzelebiani larnaki, ferweruli tiloebi, skulpturebi,
eqvskaratiani brilianti, filigranebi...
gansakuTrebiT guldasawyveti iyo is, rom rodesac vaxtangma fexi dakarga da
TbilisSi mkurnalobda, Cveneburma qarTvelma avkacebma ojaxidan gaitanes solomon II
naqoni jvari, imperatoris ojaxis Zvirfaseuloba, meniki dadianis qarTuli monetebis
koleqca, oqrosCarCoiani medalioni aleqsei romanovis portretiT, miuratiseuli
nivTebi, aivazovskis erT-erTi tilo.
wyneTSi dadianebis naqoni xmali da miuratiseuli xmali mopares, `volteric~,
qaRaldebSic iqeqebodnen. is maSin mokeTis gasvenebaSi iyo wasuli...
omis dros soxumeli monarqistebi Suquras mimdebare teritoriaze iyvnen
dabanakebuli. ZiriTadad zRvas akvirdebodnen. hqondaT lokatorebi, radaruli
danadgarebi. 1992 wlis dekembris erT Rames, mas mere, rac gangaSis Semdeg axlo-maxlo
adgilebi Seamowmes, mowinaaRmdegem xom ar SemoaRwiao, erT-erT oTaxSi vaxtangi marto
darCa, TovlSi dasvelebul avtomats dauwyo wmenda. am dros oTaxSi samni Semovidnen.
maRlebi iyvnen, nawrTobebi, niRbebi ekeTaT. maT mayuCiani revolverebi daaZvres. erTi
miuaxlovda, revolveri yelze miabjina da liTonis xmiT SeekiTxa: _ Где документы
Государя?!
vaxtangma revolverze xeli aukra. uxmod gasrolilma tyviam xelisguli gauxvrita.
Semdeg fexi amoartyes. taxtze daeca, xelT babuaseuli `volteri~ moxvda,
daumizneblad esrola momxvdurebs. erTi daWra, mere dacxriles, goni dakarga.
`volteris~ xmaze TanamebrZolebi mocvivdnen. niRbianebs daWrili amxanagi waeyvanaT da
iqaurobas gasclodnen. eqimebi erTxans cdilobdnen vaxtangis fexis gadarCenas, magram
amaod.
saocari is iyo, rom miuxedavad gangrenisa, sicxe ar uwevda. ramdenjerme daesizmra,
ufro zustad, gamoecxada nikoloz II.
saavadmyofodan axladgamowerili naTesavis saxlSi cxovrobda, TbilisSi. erT Rames
garedan esroles. tyvia acda, fanjara gaxvrita, WaRs moxvda da namsxvrevebad aqcia.
 pirvelad saSa berulavas gaendo, magram yvelaferi rodi uTxra, axsovda babuas
gafrTxileba _ saidumlo aravis gaumxiloo. TbilisSi, daWris Semdeg, griannikma
moZebna. axla ase gadawyvita _ modi, yvelafers vityvi, iqneb Tavi damanebono.
igi fotosuraTebs miCvenebs, zogi samalavSi hqonda babuamiss, zogic _ albomSi.
ramdenime suraTi daSifrulia. mniSvneloba aqvs yvelafers _ vin sad dgas, ramdeni
adamiania aRbeWdili fotoze da a.S. ai, nikoloz II-beriozkini botanikur baRSi, iqvea
sverdlovi, didi mTavari, mixeili. sxva suraTze nikoloz II _ beriozkini aleqsandre
grigolias manqanaSia, gverdiT aleqsei zis da a.S. suraTebi aSkarad viRacisTvisaa
gankuTvnili. vaxtangi macnobs sabuTebs, rukebs... miCvenebs general skalonis planSets,
romelsac saguldagulod inaxavda babuamisi. saqme imaSia, rom planSetSi ruka ido,
saidumlo ruka...
vin aris generali skalini? modiT, amaze cota qvemoT visaubroT.
CvenTvis cnobili, oficialuri versiiT, romanovebis ojaxi 1918 wlis 18 ivliss
daxvrites ekaterinoburgSi, ipatievis saxlis sardafSi. nikoloz II menSevikebma
daapatimres. Zalze mkacrad epyrobodnen, usamarTlod. is da misi ojaxi carskoe
seloSi hyavdaT, mere tobolskSi, bolos ki _ ekaterinoburgSi.
1925 wels gamoica nikoloz sokolovis metad sayuradRebo wigni (avtori
moulodnelad gardaicvala 1924 wels). sokolovi faqtebze, TviTmxilvelTa naambobze
dayrdnobiT dawvrilebiT aRwers mefis ojaxis daxvretis detalebs. es wigni mxolod
axlaxan gamoica xelmeored. wignis gacnobisas mravali kiTxva da eWvi gauCndeba
mkiTxvels. sokolovi kiTxvis niSnis qveS ayenebs romanovebis daxvretis ambavs, imitom
rom mravali mowme, romelic kargad icnobda mefes da misi ojaxis wevrebs, daxvretis
wina dReebSi maT ver cnobdnen. «Как будь-то их подменили» _ wers erT-erTi maTgani.
sxvebic gaocebuli iyvnen _ ojaxis wevrebi, romlebic yoveldRe mRerodnen, sxvaTa
TandaswrebiT xmas ar iRebdnen. zogi maTgani yuradRebas maT qcevaze amaxvilebs da
sxvebzec _ sul sxva ieri hqondaTo. n. sokolovis azriT, ekaterinoburgSi mkvleloba
mTavari jalaTis, iurovskis xelmZRvanelobiT 18 ivliss namdvilad moxda, oRond...
daxvrites oreulebi. bolSevikebma 11 daxvretilis cxedari daanawevres, mere benzini
gadaasxes da dawves. Semdeg 11 fuTi gogirdmJava daasxes da is, rac maTgan darCa,
gauqmebul maRaroSi Cayares. ekaterinoburgeli komisari, voikovi werda _ msoflio
verasodes gaigebs, ra vuyaviT maTo. marTlac, ra saSineli, okulturi, cinikuri
mkvleloba Caidines. davuSvaT, marTlac gadarCnen romanovebi daxvretas, magram
oreulebi?.. romeli sisastike Seedreba udanaSaulo adamianebis aseT ganadgurebas? ra
satanuri Zala karnaxobda maT aseT qmedebas?
imave dRes ekaterinoburgidan depeSa afrines kremlSi, acnobes, yvelaferi
wesrigSiao. cak-ma moiwona ekaterinoburgeli bolSevikebis gadawyvetileba. mkvlelebi
ar malavdnen danaSauls, magram ratom dasWirdaT cxedrebis gaqroba? iqneb imisTvis,
rom kvali daefaraT? sokolovis erT-erTi versiiT, es gaTamaSebuli scenari iyo,
Torem mkvlelebs cxedrebis barbarosulad danawevreba-dawvisTvis dro hqondaT, xolo
saidumlo depeSebis, werilebisa da telegramebis mosaspobad ara? es yvelaferi imitom
moimoqmedes, rom ekaterinoburgSi SemoWril TeTrebs xelT CavardnodaT dokumentebi
da darwmunebuliyvnen, rom mefe da misi ojaxi daxvretilia.
sokolovis wignSi gamokveTiladaa aRniSnuli germaniis mier ruseTis dasangrevad
mimarTuli gegmis arseboba. germanias sivrce sWirdeboda, sivrces ki mopoveba unda anu
_ omi. germaniis generaluri Stabis generali, ludendorfi, memuarebSi wers, rom 1914
wlis 28 ivniss gavril princis mier avstriis erchercogisa da misi meuRlis
mkvleloba saerTaSoriso organizaciiis mier iyo inspirirebuli. germanias ruseTSi
revoluciur-damSleli situacia unda Seeqmna da nihilisturi viTareba gaebatonebina.
sxvaTa Soris, arc erTma qveyanam ar miiRo mefis ojaxi. ingliselebma ar gamougzavnes
Sepirebuli xomaldi. germaniamac gaswira germaneli dedofali ruseTisa.
saerTaSoriso politika awesrigebda msoflios sikvdiliT, cecxliT, sasowarkveTiT.
pirveli msoflio omi kostumebis omi iyo _ yvavilebiTa da simRerebiT acilebdnen
axalTaxal samxedroformian axalgazrdebs. sxvadasxva qveynis axalTaobebs sjerodaT,
rom omi Svebas moutandaT. omi, romelic yvavilebis feradi girliandebiTa da siciliT
daiwyo, leSis suniT, SimSiliTa da qviTiniT damTavrda _ man 21 milioni adamiani
imsxverpla.
sxva avtorTa miTiTebiTac asea _ lenini daluquli vagoniT Camoiyvanes ruseTSi.
mas germaniidan 50 milioni markac gamoayoles. daiwyo revolucia... erT-erTi versiiT
_ ramdenime wlis Semdeg rusi monarqistebi daukavSirdnen germaniis xelmZRvanelobas
da Seatyobines _ eWvi gvaqvs, rom mefe tyveobaSiao. germanelebma SemouTvales _
damSviddiT, mefis ojaxs Cven vmeurveobTo. germanelebma aukrZales bolSevikebs
romanovebis daxvreta. sawinaaRmdego SemTxvevaSi isini msoflios auwyebdnen leninis
saidumlo saqmeebs.
_ ipatievis saxlSi oreulebi daxvrites, _ meubneba vaxtangi, _ mefis ojaxi ki
uraliT gadmoatares, gamoiares centraluri ruseTi da kavkasias moadgnen, maruxis
Semdeg kodoris xeobas Camouyvnen. xeobis dasawyisSi maT daxvdnen: qaquca ColoyaSvili,
aleqsandre grigolia, meniki dadianis Zma, uCa da erT-erTi ServaSiZe... saxeli ar vici.
romanovebi jer babuaCemis saxlSi cxovrobdnen, Semdeg mefis Zmis, mixeilis sasaxleSi.
imperatoris ojaxis evakuaciis saqmeSi gansakuTrebuli Rvawli fridrih fon
Sulenbergsac miuZRvis. romanovebis ojaxi afxazeTSi Camoiyvanes: rusma oficrebma,
madrikinebma, Cemi gamzrdelis naTesavebma, generalma skalinma...
es swored is generali skalinia, romlis planSetsac inaxavda aleqsandre grigolia.
planSetSi saidumlo (ruseTis evropuli nawilis) ruka inaxeboda.
vaxtangi rukas miCvenebs. masze wyvetili xazebiT aRniSnulia mefis ojaxis evakuaciis
marSruti.
 valentin pikuls aqvs romani «Честь имею», sadac wers general skalinze. aRniSnavs,
rom generali iyo cnobili kompozitoris, raxmaninovis da aseve cnobili mecnieris,
eileris axlo naTesavi. pikuli skalins moixseniebs, rogorc Rrmad morwmunes da aseve,
rogorc Отчаянный монархист.
vaxtangs princze vekiTxebi, aleqseize. rogorc ukve mogaxseneT, aleqseis `mefeTa
avadmyofoba~ sWirda, hemofilia da ar SeiZleba, amas misTvis problemebi ar Seeqmna.
vaxtangi meubneba, rom igi ar CaRrmavebia ufliswulis avadmyofobis sakiTxs, arc
hemofiliaze icis raime, magram Sematyobina erTi metad sayuradRebo faqti _
aleqsandre grigolia vercxlis momcro, mogviristebul zardaxSaSi, romelic meniki
dadians misma naTliam, nikolozis dedam, aleqseis bebiam, maria feodorovnam aCuqa,
inaxavda sisxlian bambas. is zardaxSa erT-erTi bolo gaZarcvisas qurdebma gaitaces.
Tu visi sisxliT iyo gaJRenTili bamba, vaxtangma ar icis, magram adasturebs, rom
babuamisi guldagul inaxavda mas. erTi-orjer hkiTxa kidec amis Taobaze. pasuxi ver
miiRo. Tvlis, rom zardaxSaSi, SesaZlebelia, princis sisxlcxebuli bamba yofiliyo;
mZarcvelebi rom ara, vin icis, iqneb bevr rames axdoda farda.
grianniki eWvqveeS ayenebs im faqts, rom TiTqos ekaterinoburgSi napovnia
romanovebis cxedrebi, rom ucxoelma eqspertebma da rusma genetikosebma daamtkices
maTi identuroba mefesa da mis ojaxTan (sxvaTa Soris, griannikis am Sexedulebas
iziarebs ramdenime sazRvargareTuli gazeTi). grianniks ramdenime versia mohyavs am
mtkicebis sawinaaRmdegod. moviyvan mxolod ramdenime maTgans:
1. 1918 wlis brestis zavis ramdenime muxli exeboda nikoloz II ojaxs. bolSevikebma,
erTis mxriv, germaniasTan
mSvidobis SesanarCuneblad, meores mxriv, TeTrebis dasaSoSmineblad daxoces oreulebi
da ojaxi gadaarCines. Tumca, germaniaSi damarcxda revolucia da wiTel ruseTs igi
ukve TiTqos veras daaklebda, magram saqme imaSia, rom germanelebs nebismier dros
SeeZloT leninis mxileba.
2. romanovebis ojaxi TeTrgvardielebma gadaarCines da saqarTveloSi Camoiyvanes.
3. mefes didZali fuli hqonda ucxoeTis bankebSi. misi daxvretis SemTxvevaSi, is
Tanxa axlo naTesavebs darCebodaT, magram fulisTvis aravis miukiTxavs. garda amisa,
romanovebs arc sxva kandidatura wamouyenebiaT samefo taxtze.
4. mefe daxvretas ebraelebma gadaarCines, radganac mefe yovelTvis icavda maT
diskriminaciisgan (araerTxel gahqonda maTi sakiTxebi, safinanso politikis warmarTvas
maT andobda da a.S.). Zvel aRTqmaze aRzrdilma ebraelebma kargad ician, rom mefis
mokvdineba ar SeiZleba, Torem is qveyana da mTeli Taobebi sastikad daisjebian _ mefe
RmerTisgan xeldasmuli pirovnebaa, RvTis kacia!..
emigrirebuli rusuli eklesiis mTavarepiskoposi, meufe ioane ambobda _ rusma
xalxma saSineli codva itvirTa da mis Sedegs dRes imkis, esaa ficis gatexa da
mironcxebuli mefis mkvlelobao.
 sergo beria wignSi, `mamaCemi _ lavrenti beria~, igonebs, Tu rogor waiyvana
erTxel operaSi dedamisma `ivan susaninze~ (sxvaTa Soris, Zalze hyvarebia es opera
stalins, weliwadis ganmavlobaSi SeeZlo ramdenjerme daswreboda). operis
msvlelobisas sergos dedam wina rigebSi mjdar, aqviTinebul qalze aniSna _ Sexede,
es anastasia romanovaao. es is droa, rodesac kremlis da kremls daaxloebul
wreebSi mefis ojaxis bedis Taobaze alaparakdnen. zogi amtkicebda, rom anastasia
cocxalia, zogic _ ojaxis yvela wevri cocxaliao. sergo berias TqmiT, stalins
lavrenti beriasTvis dauvalebia, daazuste, marTla gadarCa Tu ara anastasiao. Tu
mefis ojaxi daxvrites, stalins ueWvelad ecodineboda am mkvlelobis uwvrilmanesi
detalebic. Tu romanovebi gadarCnen da soxumsa da TbilisSi cxovrobdnen, esec xom
aucileblad ecodineboda. ase rom, misi davaleba gamiznuli iyo imisken, raTa mieRo
aseTi pasuxi _ anastasia araa cocxalio da ase daemSvidebina am sakiTxiT
dainteresebuli sazogadoeba. Tavad sergo berias mainc da mainc ar sjeroda im
versiisa, romlis mixedviT mefis ojaxi daxvretas gadaarCines, magram, miuxedavad
amisa, Tavis wignSi mTel Tavs uTmobs anastasiaze msjelobas.
rogorc cnobilia, iaponiis imperators, hirohitos gasamarTlebas upirebdnen. maSin mas
erT-erT Tanamdgomad stalini moevlina. man kategoriulad moiTxova, imperatorisTvis
xeli ar exloT. uTqvams, _ Cven romanovebis dasjiT danaSauli CavidineTo. imperators
aaciles sasamarTlo procesi.
anatoli grianniki Tavis wignSi xazgasmiT aRniSnavs, rom stalinis sikvdilis
Semdeg saeWvo viTarebaSi zedized ixocebian mefe da misi ojaxis wevrebi.
sainteresoa stalinisa da aleqsandre grigolias urTierTobis ambavi.
isini ramdenjerme Sexvdnen erTmaneTs, _ ambobs vaxtangi, _ xandaxan
ganmartoebiTac saubrobdnen xolme. Tu raze, aravin icis. grigoliebis ojaxSi
inaxeboda stalinis mier naCuqari ramdenime nivTi. maTTan stumrad Camodiodnen
stalinis ojaxis wevrebi. gansakuTrebiT xSirad vasil juRaSvilis ojaxi
stumrobda, misi meuRle da qaliSvili tatiana. stalinis erT-erTi SviliSvili,
ludmila juRaSvili kargad maxsovs, Cemi studentobis dros soxumis pedagogiur
institutSi swavlobda. ocian, ocdaaTian wlebSi afxazeTSi xSirad Camodiodnen
partiis liderebi. isini periodulad xvdebodnen nikoloz II, Rebulobdnen misgan
konsultaciebs da xandaxan masTan erTad jgufur suraTebsac iRebdnen. es fotoebi
daSifrulia. babuaCems drogamoSvebiT ukavSirdebodnen suk-is maRali Cinebi.
grigoliebis saxlSi, miuratiseuli avejiT gawyobil did darbazSi uzarmazar
magidas sxvadasxva dros usxdnen mefe da misi ojaxi, stalini da misi ojaxis
wevrebi... Tumca, xSirad Zarcavdnen, magram mainc, afxazeTis omamde saTuTad inaxavda
es saxli mefisgan moZRvnil nivTebs da aseve proletariatis beladis naCuqar sagnebs.
mxolod zogierTi saxsovris gadarCena moaxerxa vaxtangma. da kidev, mTavari _
saidumlo gadaarCina. marTalia, axsna, magram sinaTle jer ver mohfina, sadumlo
saidumlod rCeba mainc, rogorc Zvirfasi saCuqari, omis xanZarmodebul soxums
gamoridebuli, aseve gadarCenili da gamoxiznuli, nawili misi mSobliuri qalaqisa.
romanovebis istoria misTvis sabediswero aRmoCnda, ruseTis ukanaskneli mefis ojaxis
saidumlos misi janmrTeloba Seewira _ fexi dakarga.
nikoloz II iobis dRes daibada. Tavidan daebeda ase _ gaeZlo RmerTis gamocdisTvis.
iobiviT icxovra, ewama, magram Rrseulad gauZlo gamocdas. ewamnen, magram aseve gauZles
misi ojaxis wevrebmac, RvTisa da moyvasis moyvarulma adamianebma, sikeTis
dammaxsovreblebma, borotebis damviwyeblebma.
ipatievis saxlSi mefis asulma olgam ramdenime leqsi dawera. ai, amonaridi erT-
erTi maTganidan:
И у предверия могилы
Вдохни в уста твоих рабов…
Нечеловеческие силы
Молится кротко за врагов.
ar gaxsendebaT ieso? _ `giyvardeT Tqveni mtrebi, daloceT Tqveni mawyevrebi, sikeTe
uyaviT Tqvens moZuleebs da iloceT maTTvis, vinc Tqven gaviwrovebT da gdevniT~.
ar vici, rodis mokles mtrebma princesa _ am leqsis daweridan cota xanSi, uceb,
Tu aTeuli wlebis Semdeg. CemTvis es axla araa mTavari.
umTavresia sikvdilis momlodine asulis sulis sidiade da siwminde, romelic ase
gvaklia dRes, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, mas mainc uyvarda da locavda mtrebs. Zneli,
Zneli gasagebia urwmunoTa da moZuleTaTvis es.
Tanac briyvi mkvlelebi rodi arguna bedisweram, aramed iseTebi, romlebmac kargad
icodnen, Tu ras akeTebdnen.
gmadlobT, princesav! aseT sityvebs mxolod rCeulebi gveubnebian xolme, mxolod
rCeulebi! cotani arian isini, movlen, gagvanaTeben da gvtoveben mere, kvlav maradisobas
uerTdebian. Cven ki saxsovrad sulis gamasxivosnebel sityvebs gvitoveben da kidev
saidumlos _ TavianTi sikvdilisa da sicocxlisa.

zmaneba: `gaqceva~

kidev erTi zmaneba _ `gaqceva~.

saqarTvelodan gavrbivar. nasesxebi dolarebiT vyidulob bileTs da evropaSi
mivfrinav. aravis arafers veubnebi, aravis. malulad gavrbivar.
aba, ra minda aq, sadac adamianis sicocxle araferia?! aba, ra minda aq, sadac
gamdidrebuli didkacoba da gamaTxovrebuli xalxi gverdigverd cxovrobs. sadac aravin
gvicavs. sadac milioni suls Rafavs, raTa aTasma icxovros. sadac sityva `raindi~
sasaciloa! sadac sityva `siyvaruli~ sasaciloa! sadac sityva `mamuli~ sasaciloa!
sadac yvelaze Sors Seni mSobliuri qalaqia, mTvarezec Sors. sadac avtomatebiTa da
`limonkebiT~ saubroben. sadac erTmaneTs abiTureben da dascinian. sadac parlamenti
mikrofonebs RrRnis. sadac avkacebi da moZuleebi, xepreebi Sens cxovrebas ganageben!
aba, ra ginda aq, gamagebine, ra? wadi, gaiqeci, Tavs uSvele! ra yria am samarcxvino
qarTvelobaSi?!
gavrbivar. gavrbivar. gavrbivar _ labadiT, Savi kostumiT, halstuxiT, didi, lamazi
xelCanTiT!
aeroporti. `Casxdoma iwyeba~. ai, genacvale, Cemi bileTi. esec pasporti. esec me.
esec Cemi CanTa. esec Cemi astraluri sxeuli. iZulebuli var, Tan waviyvano. Tqven
veRar gandobT, damiyaCaRebT, oxrebi xarT yvelani, ox, ra xarT, ra xarT! ox, ra xarT!
betonis filebi. avtobusi. betonis filebi. TviTmfrinavi. ORBI. trapi. esec ase, Cems
savarZels vpoulob. iluminatorTan vzivar. miyvars iluminatorTan jdoma. mSvidobiT,
saqarTvelov! samudamod! samaradJamod Good-Buy! Good-Buy! `mSvidobiT~ rogoraa
inglisurad? ar vici. ara uSavs, viswavliT, viswavliT, batono, da iqidan mogwerT!
vsxedvarT, gafrenas velodebiT.
uceb...
uceb mamis saxe iluminatorSi! xuTi wlis winaT gardacvlili mamis saxe!
sevdianad miyurebs, sevdianad. arafers ambobs.
Tvalebs vifSvnet. magram isev mamaa! mama!
_ gaaCereT TviTmfrinavi! _ vyviri da CanTis frialiT karisken gavrbivar, _ gaaCereT,
kaci kvdeba!
_ vin kaci? vin kvdeba?
_ kaci! gaaReT kari! saswrafod!
SeSinebulia stiuardesa, dabneulia piloti... da me karebs vaReb!
_ ei, trapi, Cqara aqeT! kaci kvdeba!
trapi brundeba, kibeebze Cavrbivar.
_ vin kvdeba? _ yviriliT mekiTxeba isev stiuardesa.
vicini da pioneruli salmiT vemSvidobebi lamaz qalbatons...
mas ki safeTqelTan saCvenebeli TiTi miaqvs da maniSnebs _ giJi xaro.
mixaria, Cemo qalbatono, rom gadavurCi Tqvens TviTmfrinavs. veRar davtoveb mamis
saflavs, veRarc _ dedaCems... ojaxs, soxums, megobrebs, uSuqo zamTars, uwylo
zafxuls, naqiraveb binas, ugemur purs, maTxovrebs, mgosnebs...
jandabaSi _ evropa da amerika, maTi gulisamrevad gawkrialebuli supermarketebi,
`rols-roisebi~, restornebi, hotelebi, gaCaxCaxebuli prospeqtebi...
gavrbivar. gavrbivar. gavrbivar.
soxumisaken!
mamis saflavisaken!..
 bRaJba

meore msoflio omis Semdeg afxazeTSi ramdenime Tavkaci Seicvala. rogorc

mogexsenebaT, komunisturi partia ganagebda maSin ssrk-d wodebul qveyanas da
sxvadasxva regionSi daniSnuli misi pirveli kacebi Tavkacebad iTvlebodnen. ra Tqma
unda, arc afxazeTi iyo gamonaklisi. TiToeulma yofilma pirvelma mdivanma Tavisi
kvali datova afxazeTis cxovrebaSi, magram maT Soris erTi gansakuTrebuli iyo _
mixeil bRaJba.
bRaJba xruSCovis mmarTvelobis dros moRvaweobda da mis saqmianobasac im periodis
suliskveTeba gansazRvravda. Tu sxva xelmZRvanelebma, ase Tu ise, met-naklebad,
SeinarCunes klasikuri Tavkacis models miaxloebuli saxe, bRaJba amas arc ki
cdilobda. is TiTqmis gaugebar, Tu bundovnad garkveuli meTodebiT moqmedebda.
marTalia, xruSCovis darad isic stalinuri periodis zogi SemboWveli Tvisebisgan
Tavisufali gaxldaT, magram am Taviseburebas bRaJba iseT niuansebs amatebda, rom
Tavad didebuli ostatobiT Zerwavda Tavissave, friad egzotikuri gamgeblis,
pirovnebas. ufro zustad, am saqmeSi erTad moqmedebdnen _ droca da bRaJbac. es ki
mxolod Taviseburad niWier kacs SeeZlo. xandaxan winaswargansazRvruliviT
Sexvdebian xolme drois romelime gansakuTrebuli monakveTi da zustad im monakveTs
misadagebuli adamiani. swored aseTi iyo samociani wlebis dasawyisis afxazeTi da
bRaJba.
mis pirovnebaSi erTdroulad iyo raRac cinikuric da raindulic, raRac bunebrivic
da raRac araCveulebrivic, raRac zomieric da aranormaluric. vinc kargad icnobda,
yvela erTxmad aRniSnavda mis mTavar Tvisebas _ bRaJba adamianismoyvare iyo da kacSi
upirvelesad adamianobas scemda pativs. misi erT-erTi siZe, mobili quTaTelaZe da me
erTxans soxumis raionSi vmuSaobdiT da xSirad vsaubrobdT xolme.
kargad maxsovs bRaJba, saSualo simaRlis, saxewamoRaJRaJebuli, zomierad
Casuqebuli, salmiani, energiuli, moyviTalo feris Tma TiTqmis melot Tavze mowiwebiT
efina.
bRaJbas dros saolqo komitetis meore mdivani damiane gogoxia iyo.
Sexmatkbilebulad muSaobdnen bRaJba da gogoxia, avsebdnen erTmaneTs. maT Semdeg
pirveli da meore _ afxazi da qarTveli mdivnebis aseTi Sexmatkbilebuli
TanamSromlobis magaliTi arc yofila.
soxumelebi axlac ixseneben _ mgelaZis quCebs, mgelaZis xeivnebs, mgelaZis sanapiros,
soxumis mTaze gaSenebul mgelaZis tyes. ese igi, yovelive imas, rac mgelaZis dros
gakeTda, dairgo, moSenda. bRaJba ki cnobilia, rogorc restoranmSenebeli. man ramdenime
restorani aago. maT Soris gamoirCeva eSerisa da merxeulis restornebi. bRaJbas
megobrebSi molxena da Tamadoba uyvarda. kargi Tamadac iyo, originaluri
sadRegrZeloebis Tqma icoda. gansakuTrebiT wiTel Rvinos aRmerTebda. mis restornebSi
yovelTvis hqondaT misi sayvareli Rvino. eSerasa da merxeulSi marnebic iyo, `bRaJbas
marnebad~ wodebuli.
saxalxo kontroli xruSCovis dros Seiqmna. erTxel, moulodnelad, SemmowmebelTa
ockaciani jgufi moskovidan afxazeTSi Camovida. Camosulebi bRaJbas kabinetSi
Seladgnen da gamoucxades _ saxalxo kontrolidan varT, avtonomiuri respublika
kompleqsurad unda SevamowmoTo. bRaJbas maTi Tavi ar hqonda.
_ ki magram, me da nikita sergeeviCma xom movilaparakeT, rom wleuls Cven ar
SegvamowmebdiT, _ `gaikvirva~ bRaJbam, _ piradad velaparake... Tumca, macaleT, axlave
davurekav nikita sergeeviCs.
bRaJbas hqonda erTi lamazi telefonis aparati, romelic arsad ar iyo CarTuli.
mas sxva aparatebs Soris TvalsaCino adgilas debda. swored im aparatis yurmili
aiRo da viTom xruSCovs elaparaka:
_ rogor brZandebiT, nikita sergeeviC? me ara miSavs ra. ki, ki, male Camoval.
rogor? aa, mogenatreT?... mec, Zalian!.. nikita sergeeviC, CemTan axla saxalxo
kontrolidan arian amxanagebi, Zalze simpaTiuri xalxi, me xom gTxoveT... rogor?...
diax... ase gadavcem... ese igi, aWara Seamowmon, keTili da patiosani... aba, ojaxs
mokiTxva, nikita sergeeviC... gexveviT!..
Semdeg viTom Sewuxebuli saxiT miubrunda stumrebs:
_ xom xedavT, ra Tqva, _ da saCvenebeli TiTi Werisken gaiSvira, _ mokled, aWara
unda SeamowmoT.
roca saxalxo kontroliorebi wavidnen, gverdiT mjdom, saolqo komitetis mdivans,
petre krasinskis miubrunda gacinebuli:
_ xedav, piotr, sainteresoa es cxovreba.
krasinskis kargad vicnobdi. man miTxra _ im komisiam aWaras gadauar-gadmouarao.
erTxel bRaJba kubelebis delegacias dahyveboda soxumis centrSi. Teatris
maxloblad, grifebisa da urCxulebis SadrevanTan, kubelebi bayayebis simravlem
gaakvirva. aq bayayebs ra undaTo, ikiTxes fidelis TanamebrZolebma. bayayebis gamravleba,
ra Tqma unda, Sadrevnis mouvlelobis brali iyo. bRaJbam _ es Cveni wminda bayayebia,
Cven isini mxolod gamosaCen adgilebSi gvyavso. bayayebisagan damzadebuli delikatesis
moyvarulma kubelebmac umal irwmunes, es ra kargi da saintereso tradicia gqoniaTo.
arada, ramdenime wlis Semdeg, roca ukve ar iyo pirveli mdivani, man wigni gamosca
bunebaze. maxsovs, erT-erTi saxis gombeSo gamoyofili hyavda da soliduri adgili
eWira im wignSi. `sastumro gombeSo~ _ ase Searqva mas. Tan amtkicebda, es saxe,
mxolod da mxolod, afxazeTSi gvxvdeba, aborigeniao.
soxumSi stumrad myofma, Sua aziis romeliRac respublikis ck-s pirvelma mdivanma
erTxel, bRaJbasTan erTad manqaniT seirnobisas, eSeraSi viri naxa. bRaJbas hkiTxa _
virebs Tu iyenebT rameSio. rogor arao, _ bRaJbam, _ Cven maRalmTiani soflebi gvaqvs,
sadac manqana ver adis da viri gvSvelis, oRond esaa, Zalian cota viri gvyavs, ar
gvyofniso. am problemas me mogixsniTo, uTqvams bRaJbaze aranakleb nabaxusev stumars.
ramdenime kviris Semdeg soxumSi ori Tu sami vagoniT virebi Camoiyvanes. Sua aziidan
gamogzavneso, moaxsenes bRaJbas. man Zlivs gaixsena Suaazieli stumris piroba. ra eqnaT,
raSi gamoeyenebinaT virebi, adgnen da, eSeris mTaze gauSves. Zovdnen balaxs da
cxovrobdnen TavisTvis. rogorc ki sakvebi uTavdebodaT, maRla-maRla miiwevdnen,
tyisken. mere Tqves, zamTarSi mglebma daglijeso.
Tu vinmes daxmareba guliT ewada, ra sakiTxic unda yofiliyo, saolqo komitetis
biuroze gaitanda gansaxilvelad. erTxel Txis qurdis saqmes arCevda. amtkicebda, ar
mouparavs, stumari ewvia, mezobeli saxlSi ar iyo, da aba, stumars pativiscemis gareSe
gauSvebda, an ra afxazia is afxazi, stumars Txa ar dauklaso? gana TqvenTan, galSi,
ase ar xdeba, damianeo, _ gadaulaparaka Turme gogoxias megrulad.
rusi da ingliseli mecnierebi erTxel `amraSi~ miiwvia. Sua qeifSi soxumis maSindel
Tavkacs, patiosan da Rirseul adamians, dimitri xvarckias uxmo. stumrebs ganucxada _
Tqvens winaSea soxumis Tavkaci, is damemowmeba, rom am dReebSi aq sensaciuri aRmoCena
gakeTda _ arqeologebma miakvlies Tixis firfitebs, romlebic iuwyebian, rom soxumi 3
000 wlisaa. xvarckia gaSra _ arc gaTxrebi yofila imxanad da, ra Tqma unda, arc
firfitebi aRmouCeniaT, magram iZulebuli gaxda, Tavi daexara. ramdenime Wiqis Semdeg
bRaJbam _ soxumi da babiloni erTdroulad Sendebodao. ingliselebma sul `bravo,
bravo~ iZaxes. meore dRes bRaJbam xvarckias uTxra _ mgoni, guSin, cota zedmeti
momivida, Tu Zma xar, nu gewyinebao. mere _ anda vin Seamowmebs amaso da damata, _
xedav, dimitri, ra sainteresoa es cxovrebao.
erTxel soxumis raionis erT-erT xelmZRvanels, guram siWinavas daavales: xval
Tqvens raionSi, kerZod, aCadaraSi, bRaJba mova da aba, Tqven iciT, rogor daxvdebiTo.
siWinavam kolmeurneebi Seusia plantaciebsa da mindvrebs, `gaxurebuli Sromis~ scena
dadga. Savi `volga~ Semosrialda da mdinare gumisTis gaswvriv, gzaze gaCerda.
`volgidan~ aravin Camosula. cota xanSi ukan dabrunda manqana. erT saaTSi isev
daurekes siWinavas, _ gamoucdeli rom xar, getyoba, pirvels gumisTis piras puris
Wama undoda da Sen ra xalxi daaxvedreo. meore dRes mdinaresTan kaciSvilis WaWaneba
ar iyo. isev mosrialda Savi `volga~. oRond amjerad misi karebi gaiRo da iqidan
bRaJba, misi Zvirfasi stumrebi da aranakleb Zvirfasi qalbatonebi gadmolagdnen.
erTxel erTma gulrifSelma kacma, gvarad ZaZamiam (saxeli ar maxsovs), aseTi
istoria miambo:
_ bRaJbas dros gulrifSis raionis erT-erTi kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomare viyavi.
simindis mosavlis aRebis droa. erT-erT brigadaSi arayi masves da gamgeobaSi karga
gvarianad
mTvrali mivedi. gamgeobis Senoba ZvelTaZveli iyo, erT oTaxSi Cven visxediT, meoreSi
Tiva eyara. buRalteri myavda, didi qveS-qveSa vinme, sul Cems adgilze ocnebobda. hoda,
im buRalters veubnebi _ mTvrali var, TivaSi daviZineb da, vinc unda mikiTxos,
uTxari, yanaSiao. wavedi da daviZine. roca gaviRviZe, Ramdeboda, zis buRalteri
TavisTvis oTaxSi da raRacas wers, Tan saangariSos aCxakunebs. vkiTxe, vinmem Tu
mikiTxa-meTqi. ki, bRaJba iyo da gikiTxao. mere-meTqi. ver movatyuebdio... mere-meTqi.
Sevida Tivis oTaxSi, Sen xvrinavdi. mokled, xval diliT saolqoSi dagibarao. gavSri
kaci, es ra gamikeTe, Se Taxsiro-meTqi, avxti, davxti, magram xom ver movklavdi. meore
diliT muxlebis kankaliT mivadeqi saolqo komitets, pirvelma damibara-meTqi.
darwmunebuli var, gaTavebulia Cemi saqme, momxsnian, mosavlis aRebis dros galeSil
Tavmjdomares TivaSi sZinavs. Sevedi. bRaJba xan ras mekiTxeba, xan ras, guSindel dReze
ki arafers ambobs. sul imis molodinSi var, an axla momcxebs, an axla-meTqi. is ki,
viTomc araferi. bolos, wadi axla, saqmes mixedeo. mets arafers metyviT-meTqi, Zlivs
amoviluRluRe karebTan misulma. ki, erT rameso, buRalteri gyavs didi dampali vinme
da, rac ufro adre moiSoreb, miT ukeTesia SenTviso. isariviT gavvardi saolqodan,
kolmeurneobaSi mivedi Tu ara, buRalteri vixme da vuTxari _ me da Sen erTad ver
vimuSavebT-meTqi. masac ar gauwevia winaaRmdegoba, Tavi daxara, adga da wavida.
es ambavi ki erTma axalgazrda kacma miambo TxuTmeti wlis winaT:
_ maSin skolaSi vswavlobdi, sofelSi, meoTxe klasSi viyavi. istoriis
maswavlebelma oTxi xuTosani leningradSi wagviyvana, istoriul adgilebs gaCvenebTo.
leningradSi moulodnelad bRaJbas SevxvdiT. Cemi maswavlebeli da is Tanaklaselebi
yofilan. bRaJbam, am saRamos sastumroSi gelio, uTxra maswavlebels; es bavSvebic
aucileblad amoiyvane, gabedeT da ar mosulxarTo. ramdenime saaTis Semdeg
feSenebeluri sastumros erT-erT darbazSi amovyaviT Tavi. bRaJbas ungreli da
rumineli nacnobebi hyavda stumrad. cota rom SeTvra, stumrebs Cveni maswavlebeli
afxazeTis ganaTlebis ministrad warudgina, xolo Cven msoflio mniSvnelobis
konkursSi gamarjvebul vunderkindebad gamogvacxada. elda gveca, magram, ras vizamdiT?!
bRaJbam gaocebul stumrebs uTxra _ am bavSvebma qimia, fizika, maTematika da istoria
mecnierebaTa kandidatebis doneze iciano. lukma yelSi gagveCxira. maswavlebeli kinaRam
magididan adga. stumrebma suvenirebi gvaCuqes, xeliT gvamowmebdnen, marTla Cveulebrivi
bavSvebi viyaviT Tu ara. Semdeg bRaJbam televizorSi amindis prognozis gadacemas
mohkra Tvali. televizori acxadebda, rom Savi zRvis qalaqebSi didi Tovli movidao.
bRaJbam umal telefoni moiTxova. miarTves. soxumSi saswrafo telefonograma gaagzavna.
telefonograma daaxloebiT aseTi Sinaarsis iyo: `gavige, afxazeTSi didTovlobaa,
amasTan dakavSirebiT vavaleb sabWoTa meurneobebisa da kolmeurneobebis xelmZRvanelebs,
rom yvela Rone ixmaron imisaTvis, raTa gamoazamTron mgalobeli frinvelebi. maTi
sikvdili didi danaklisi iqneba afxazeTisTvis. mixeil bRaJba~.
erTxel, rodesac radiokomitetSi vmuSaobdi, soxumis raiaRmaskomis erT-erT
Sekrebaze bRaJbas gverdiT movxvdi. is ukve erT-erTi meurneobis erT-erT
xelmZRvanelad muSaobda. raikomis maSindeli mdivani, astiko gvaramia boboqrobda,
bRaJbas meurneobis direqtors gamudmebiT utevda, _ ratom meti ar moiTxoveT Tavis
droze mandarinis yuTebi, xom xedavT ar gyofniT da mosavali gifuWdebaTo. iman, _ me
ra vqna, aseTi raodenoba bRaJbas Cauwerinebiao, me ra SuaSi varo? raikomis mdivanma
iRriala: bRaJbas vin ekiTxeba amaso? man ar icoda, rom bRaJba darbazSi iyo, ver
SeamCnia. bRaJbas pirvelmdivnobisas raikomis mdivani komkavSirSi muSaobda da misi
saxelis xsenebaze eleT-meleTi mosdioda. bRaJbas gadavxede. Zalze ucnaurad iRimeboda.
veRarc avxsni, rogor. erTi ki cxadi iyo, saxeze wyena ar ewera. raRacnairad
iRimeboda, TiTqos ambobda, asec vicodi, yvelaferi, rac xdeba, ase unda momxdariyo,
aba, sxvagvarad ar iqneboda, arc Tu ise sainteresoa es cxovreba, babao...
omis dros, roca gumisTa mebrZol mxareebs SuaSi hyofda da, faqtobrivad, frontis
xazs warmoadgenda, bRaJbas erTi restorani `eSera~, afxazebis mxares darCa, meore _
`merxeuli~ ki _ qarTvelebis. eSeris restornis maxloblad afxazebis `gradi~ idga da
qarTvelebis poziciebs bombavda. merxeulSic, restornis maxlobeli beqobidan
qarTvelebis `gradi~ eSeris mTas esroda. TiTqos bRaJbas restornebmac erTmaneTs omi
gamoucxadeso, rCeuli Rvinisa da nugbari kerZebis nacvlad reaqtiul Wurvebs
ugzavnidnen erTimeores.
omis dros yvelaferi Taviseburad icvleba, restornebic. sacodavebi xdebian isini,
ukacoebi, gaZarculebi, martodmyofebi.
daaxloebiT aseTive iyo omis dros bRaJbac.
is soxumSi gardaicvala.
veRar gauZlo oms.
ar iyo omis kaci.
misi dakrZalvis dResac grialebdnen eSerisa da merxeulis `gradebi~.

naTelmxilveli

omiswina zafxulia.
kidev erTi weli da omi ramdenime nawilad dahyofs soxumis dros: omamdelad,
omisSemdgomad da kidev _ omisdroindelad.
`inturistis~ win, yavaxanaSi, maRal magidasTan vdgavar, `televizorad~ wodebul
yavaxanaSi, da onikas yavas vsvam. Tanac erT palmas vakvirdebi, sastumros win mdgars.
ratomRac es palma maqvs amoCemebuli, mamSvidebs misi cqera.
ukve iSviaTad vCndebi am yavaxanaSi, albaT TveSi erTxel, xandaxan isic ara.
mSvidi, zomieri zafxulia.
wina wlebTan SedarebiT damsveneblebi cota hyavs qalaqs.
boSa qali miaxlovdeba, ase 30-32 wlis.
 _ dardi gaqvs, _ meubneba Soridan, _ meti dardi geqneba.
mecineba da vTxov, Tavi damanebos.
megobrebsac ecinebaT.
_ fuli gaqvs jibeSi, amoiRe, Camidevi xelisgulSi da iseT rames getyvi, sxvagan
versad gaigeb. fuli ar dagekargeba, nu geSinia.
mecineba, magram mainc vaZlev fuls, vici, dakargulia. erTi wami da fuli gamqralia.
_ axla mismine, _ agrZelebs boSa, _ gava sul erTi weli da Sen am qalaqSi ar
icxovreb. Seni col-Svilic SenTan icxovrebs, sxva qalaqSi. nu gecineba, daixsome Cemi
sityva. es ase iqneba. kidev _ saocrebebi gelodeba... ucnauri vinme Canxar, kidev...
isev vicini.
megobrebic icinian.
boSa ki melaparakeba da melaparakeba, sxvebs yuradRebas ar aqcevs.
rac mogaxseneT, mxolod eg maxsovs misi saubridan.
omiswina zafxuli iyo-meTqi...
mecineboda, aba ra, vin warmoidgenda soxumis datovebasa da sxvagan cxovrebas?
axla im boSas rom vigoneb, maocebs misi sityvebi.
sad aris netav axla is qali?
ramdenadac vici, boSebmac datoves soxumi da sxva qalaqebsa da soflebs moedvnen.
CvensaviT.

soxumSi dabruneba

Cven soxumSi gemiT davbrundebiT.

iqneba dila, an SuadRe.
dRe _ naTeli, ca _ uRrublo, zRva _ ulurjesi, wynari, moalerse.
gemis TeTrze TeTri feri ciuri naTeliviT airekleba zRvis zedapirze.
da am naTliT garSemortymulebi movSordebiT ports.
gemi erTs daibubunebs da Ria zRvaSi gava.
kilvaters mxiaruli WylopiniT gamoedevnebian delfinebi.
gamogvacileben Toliebi.
kaciSvili ar darCeba kaiutaSi.
yvela gamoefineba gembanze.
radioTi mogvesalmeba kapitani, gzakeTils gvisurvebs.
gemze daukraven musikas. musika iqneba iseTi, romlis msgavsi aravis, arasdros
mousmenia.
haeri iqneba wminda da lurji, zRvasaviT. zRvac gamWvirvale, haeriviT.
 rodesac gavuswordebiT engurs, gamoacxadeben, rom afxazeTSi SevdivarT. guli
sxvanairad daiwyebs feTqvas. frTebs moisxams sxeuli.
CavuvliT oCamCires. gamoCndeba misi saxlebi, patara porti. Semdeg isev koromebi,
tyeebi, erTianad amwvanebuli sanapiro.
kodoris xidze Tvals movkravT matarebels, mis mwvane vagonebs.
caSi gamoCndeba TviTmfrinavi, Cveni gemiviT TeTri, qaTqaTa.
Semdeg gulrifSis samSeneblo kombinatis korpusebs vixilavT, dasasvenebel
saxlebs, agarakebs. mTaze mwvaneSi Cafluli sasaxle gamoCndeba, smeckois sasaxle,
ufro swored, WleqiT daavadebulTa sanatoriumis wiTeli korpusi. palmebSi
Cafluli TeTri korpusis ki mxolod bolo sarTuli gamokrTeba.
mere _ aguris plaJi, fizika-teqnikuri instituti, maWara, kelasuri, subtropikuli
meurneobis instituti...
aq zogs muxlebi umtyunebs, aukankaldeba, Tvalebi cremlebiT aevseba, moajirs iseTi
ZaliT CasWidebs xels, rom TiTebSi sisxli gaeyineba. ra gasakviria, Cven xom ukve
soxumSi varT. dabrunebam icis ase.
plaJi, plaJi, plaJebi...
sanatoriumi, sanatoriumebi...
soxumis mTa, satelevizio koSki...
ai, besleTi. zRvisa da mdinaris SeerTebis adgilas evkaliptebis koromi, patara,
lurji biblioTeka, Teatri, `riwa~, `afxazeTi~ da ha, portic.
gemi bubunebs. portSi xalxi ireva. xels gviqneven portis kafedan. gvicinian
Wrelqolgebs qveS magidasTan msxdomi Seyvarebulebic.
gemi auCqareblad miadgeba sanapiros.
bagiriT miabamen gems.
dabla da dabla daeSveba kibe.
Semogvxvdebian megobrebi, mezoblebi, nacnobebi, ucnobebic ki, yvelani... maT uxariaT,
uxariaT... Cven dagvxvdeba omamdeli soxumi da gvkiTxavs, rogor vgrZnobT Tavs.
didebulad. didebulad. didebulad _ Cven xom ukve saxlSi varT!.. soxumSi varT!..

dRe iqneba naTeli, ca _ uRrublo.

Cven gemiT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
Cven gemiT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
Cven gemiT davbrundebiT soxumSi.
gemiT...

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