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Attired in Highland Gold Colors of Scandal Book 15 Sandra Sookoo Full Chapter
Colors of Scandal
Book Fifteen
Sandra Sookoo
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Kindle edition
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characters to anyone living or dead is strictly a coincidence.
ISBN- 9798201182717
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Publishing History:
First Digital Edition, 2022
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Dear Readers,
I have always wanted to do another romance set at Halloween, and so I have in this book. Except, that
holiday is called Samhain as the book is set in the Scottish Highlands. It was so much fun researching
games and legends.
Also, the heroine in this piece is a mom with two young kids. Combine the twins with ghostly
mischief, and you have a recipe for fun… or disaster.
If you’re interested in the lyrics to the lullaby that Caelan sings in this book, I’ve included them at the
back of the book. And if you really want to delve into what Caelan’s voice sounds like, I modelled
him on Josh Grobin.
I hope you enjoy this romance! I still had much to say once the previous book, Disguised in Tartan,
ended. ��
Sandra
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Dedication
Marilyn Parry, words can’t express how much your support and
encouragement have meant to me over this past year. Thank you.
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Table of Contents
Blurb
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Epilogue
Lyrics to All Through the Night
Regency-era romances by Sandra Sookoo
Author Bio
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Blurb
There’s no such thing as perfection but being stuck in the Scottish Highlands with a shot at a dream comes close.
Caelan Stewart—Lord Everly—only son to the Earl of Breckenridge, is in Scotland on a hunting holiday, but when an accidental tumble
on a hike gives him a badly sprained ankle and injures his wrist, the remainder of his holiday looks dull… until two red-haired scamps play
Halloween tricks on him while he’s preoccupied by their attractive mother.
Widowed two years and still battling grief, American Clara Snyder needs a distraction. Spending several weeks on an estate in the
Highlands that will end with a lavish ball on All Hallows Eve might be just the thing. She barely settles into life there with her two small
children when an intriguing Scotsman literally falls at her feet… and feelings she thought long dead come alive again.
As Caelan fills his time by bedeviling the intriguing widow and planning a few Samhain tricks, she falls under his spell. Desire grows, as
does the bond between him and her children. But he’s not keen on offering up his heart again after the violent death of his first betrothed
while Clara is leery of loving someone else for fear they’ll leave. The only way to a happily ever after is to jump in with eyes wide
open… and a bit of innocent, ghostly manipulation won’t hurt either.
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Chapter One
Beyond that, what the devil ailed him that he couldn’t keep his feet beneath him? In London,
he’d been the picture of gentlemanly charm and elegance, but as soon as he’d arrived in the
Highlands, it was as if some unknown force wished to show him for a fool.
Then he yanked himself from his musings as he dropped into the chair Benedict guided him to.
He shot a glance about the parlor to the woman who’d sat briefly in his lap and had inadvertently
turned his life upside down in an instant. The shades of green in the room’s décor complimented her
pale, freckled skin and red hair, and he couldn’t tear his gaze away.
“Again, I apologize for my clumsiness and inattention.” That moment when he’d sprawled at
her feet and had met her cornflower blue gaze would forever be imprinted into his brain. Bloody hell
but he’d never seen a more beautiful woman before.
She settled on a low sofa across an oval-shaped table from him. When she removed her
bonnet, the afternoon sun streaming in from the windows glimmered within those red tresses, made it
dance like a fire’s flames. “I rather think it wasn’t so much you as it was my son, Jacob.” After she set
the bonnet on the cushion beside her, she looked at said boy and raised a finely feathered red
eyebrow. “What should you say to Lord Everly?”
The way she uttered his title lodged in his chest, made him feel more important than he was.
And her American accent sounded both foreign and mysterious to his ears. A tad distracted, he
glanced at the little girl who hovered off to one side. Her red hair had been dressed in a braid that
hung down her back, and when she happened to look at him, he grinned and gave her a wink. She
giggled and quickly went to her mother, burrowed into her side on the sofa.
The boy with equally red hair—his was in disarray as if he’d slept long and hard in the
traveling coach—dug the toe of one scuffed boot into the Oriental carpet. “I didn’t mean to, Lord
Everly.” Though a smidgeon of apology rang in those childish tones, there was also a petulant note
there that would spell trouble before long.
If his life had been different, if circumstances hadn’t happened to rip the course of his life
asunder, Caelan might have had children by now, and that dream of wishing for a large family hadn’t
faded, but he had shoved it to the dark recesses of his mind. Those hopes had faltered when he’d lost
his fiancée.
“It’s quite all right.” When he attempted to make eye contact with the lad, he was thwarted, but
his sister giggled again. “Perhaps slow down the next time you’re in a crowded room.” When he
propped his ankle on a footstool, the pain pulled a groan from him, and various places on his person
hurt from the newest fall.
“Again, we both apologize, Lord Everly.” The woman’s dulcet tones were both soothing and
engaging. “It was hardly the introduction either of us would have wanted.”
“Put it from your mind. Please.” How could he find fault with the incident when he’d been
able to have her on his lap and in his arms, however briefly? Even now, he swore he could still feel
the warmth of her, and the faint apricot scent she wore lingered in his nose. “Let us hope I’m not as
accident-prone for the remainder of my stay.”
“I wish the same.” She sent a frantic glance at the woman she’d arrived with, the one who’d
called him her cousin.
“Right.” The woman with the chestnut hair rested her gaze on him. “I suppose I should
perform a proper introduction so we can move past potential scandal.” His cousin—just how many
would he discover while he was here?—sat next to the red-haired angel. “Caelan, this is my best
friend Mrs. Johnathan Snyder. Clara, this is one of my Buchannan cousins, Lord Everly.” Then she
pointed to Benedict. “That’s Benedict, Brody, and over there is Adam.” Amusement danced in her
eyes. “No doubt there are more cousins about, but they’re not here just now.”
“Thank you. I’m pleased to meet you all.” When Mrs. Snyder smiled, Caelan stared. Dear
God, she was a vision!
Then his cousin’s words sank into his addlepated brain. “You are married, then?” What a
nodcock thing to say. She probably thought him an idiot, especially after his first showing.
“I was.” Her smile quickly faded. Sadness pooled in her eyes. “My husband died two years
ago.” For a few seconds she remained quiet with her hands properly clasped in her lap. “When Mary
invited me to come to the Highlands, I agreed. It seemed a good way to honor him as well as his
Scottish blood.”
“I see.” As she worked to retain her composure in the face of grief obviously not sorted, he
glanced at Benedict, who shrugged. “I am sorry for your loss though.”
“Thank you. It’s been… difficult in many ways.” There was something she held back, some
startling secret or horrible truth she didn’t wish to share but shadowed everything she did, and it drew
him to her like a moth to a flame.
“I understand. Perhaps all too well.”
Pregnant silence brewed within the room.
Finally, Benedict cleared his throat. “I will order tea. I’m sure the ladies are fatigued after the
journey. Meanwhile, Mrs. Snyder, if your children wish to work out their jitters, my three bairns are
currently playing games in the upstairs parlor. I’m sure they would enjoy company as well as a nosh,
and it might pass the time while rooms are readied, and luggage is unpacked.”
Relief lined the redhead’s face. “I would appreciate that, Mr. Buchannan. The children would
too,” she added as the twins looked at her with matching expressions of expectation. “Travel makes
them restless.”
His cousin grinned. “There is plenty to occupy them here.” Benedict wandered toward the
door. “Brody knows where all the best places on the property are for playing.”
Caelan’s shaggy cousin dragged his gaze away from Mary long enough to nod. “I know where
all the animals hide too if your children wish to see some of the wilderness.”
The little girl—who was the exact image of her mother with the exception of her chin and
nose—brightened. “Will we celebrate Halloween?”
“Yes, but in Scotland, we call it Samhain.” Benedict smiled at girl. “Soon there will be games
and activities and bonfires.”
“And food?” The boy wished to know as he bounded across the room toward Benedict.
“Loads of it. Your belly will be full for days.”
“Will there be sweets?” the girl wished to know as she, too, approached his cousin.
“More than you can imagine.” With a backward glance at Mrs. Snyder, who waved them off,
Benedict left the room with the children in tow. Brody exited as well, which left Mary with a
crestfallen expression.
Loath to leave the widow’s company so soon, Caelan wracked his brain for another subject of
discussion. Without one close at hand, he glanced at Mary. “What made you decide to come visit the
hunting box? I would have assumed you’d go on to the castle instead.” It was still odd to have so
many relatives, especially since back in London, he only had his father.
His cousin heaved out a sigh. “I’ve suffered a loss of sorts myself, and London has rapidly
lost its appeal. I need time to refresh my spirit.” She met his gaze. “I’ve long heard stories about
Scotland and its ability to change a person’s perspective. And the hunting party sounded fun.” She
shrugged. “Once we remove to the castle, though, I’ll stay over past Twelfth Night if the laird agrees.
I’m hoping to discover something new here that I didn’t know I needed.”
Caelan nodded. A footman entered the room with a tea service. “There is said to be magic in
the Highlands one cannot find anywhere else in the world. I wish you luck in your endeavors.”
“Thank you.” Mary smiled. “I assume you came to partake of the hunting? I remember from my
childhood that my cousins are quite enthusiastic about this time of year.”
He snorted. “That was the original plan, but now I’m hobbled, I’ll need to find something else
to keep myself occupied. There is only so much reading a man can do before the call of adventure
beckons.” Though where he’d go was beyond him at the moment. It hurt to move, quite frankly. When
he looked at the widow, his heartbeat accelerated as she stared back with curiosity in her gaze.
“I’m certain there is something to snare your interest.” Mary glanced between them and
suddenly stood in a flurry of skirting. “As I’m a bit fatigued, I’m going to check the status of our room
assignments, and perhaps find something more substantial to eat besides tea snacks.”
Panic flitted across Mrs. Snyder’s face. “But I thought we’d—”
“Pish posh, dearest.” Mary waved away the interrupted comment. “All will be well, and Lord
Everly certainly isn’t going to bite. Why, the man has already shown he cannot stand upright. You’re
in no danger from him, and you’re a widow besides. Relax and enjoy the start of your holiday.” With
a laugh, she left the room.
As much as his cousin’s statement was true to a certain extent, that immediate attraction he’d
felt when Mrs. Snyder had tumbled into his lap hadn’t faded. Each time he looked at her, met her eyes,
saw the grief and the secret sorrow she hinted at, the more fascinated he became. Not a threat perhaps
just yet, but it would take very little encouragement on her part for him to pursue that connection,
however tenuous it might be in the moment.
A tight little sigh escaped the widow, and with an air of resignation, she took a delicate china
teacup in hand. “Would you like for me to pour out, Lord Everly?”
“Yes, please. No cream or sugar.”
One of her eyebrows rose. “You are brave. I’ve found English tea to be quite strong upon
occasion and requires softening.”
“Strong tea doesn’t bother me. In fact, it makes me more focused on a task.”
When she left the sofa and offered him the cup, their fingers brushed at the hand off. Heat
emanated from the point of contact up to his elbow. “Thank you.” There was an undeniable quality
about her that left him inquisitive.
Surprise sprang into her expressive eyes before an unreadable mask settled over her face. The
widow returned to her sofa, and when she settled, she poured out another cup for herself. To this one,
she added a dash of cream and a tiny lump of sugar. The tinkle of her spoon against the sides of the
china filled the air. Though she kept her focus on the tea tray in front of her, every now and again, her
gaze strayed to him.
“May I ask you a question, Lord Everly?”
“Caelan.”
“I beg your pardon?” The hand holding her teacup paused midway to her lips.
How much did he adore that accent? “My name is Caelan. Please make use of it. There is
something about the Highlands that excuses formality.” In fact, if given enough time, he could imagine
more than a few stories of fierce warriors who fought to defend the property and women they held
dear.
For long moments she assessed him before finally nodding. “Very well. You may call me
Clara.” She took a dainty sip of tea.
“Clara. It’s as charming as you.” The words slipped out before he could recall them.
A blush stained her cheeks. “I certainly haven’t felt charming for a long time indeed.” She
dropped her gaze to the small plate resting on her knee. “Most of my time is spent as the children’s
mother. And I…” To his mortification, tears welled in her eyes when she looked at him again. “And
this holiday will be the last time I’m, that we’re together before…”
As her obvious distress continued, Caelan’s chest tightened. Damn his ankle that prevented
him from moving with ease. “Please. There is no need for explanation. At least not at this time.” But
the mystery of her story deepened. Perhaps during the course of their time at the hunting box, he would
have unraveled some of it.
“Thank you.” Another sip of tea restored part of her composure. Would that he could have
given her comfort with a touch or a shoulder to cry on.
He nodded. “Did you still wish to ask a question of me?”
“Yes.” After another sip, she lowered the cup to its saucer on the table. “Earlier, before tea,
you said you understood what I was going through. I assume you meant grief.”
“I did.” His heart squeezed, and the reaction had nothing to do with being in the same room as
the delectable widow.
“Were you married?”
“No.” The word felt yanked from a suddenly tight throat. “I wasn’t given that opportunity,” he
said in a whisper as he gripped his teacup with more force than necessary. “That is a time I’d rather
not revisit just now.”
“No one ever wishes to go back when there are horrid or sad memories blocking the way.”
When he remained silent, doing his best to keep a lid on those particular memories, Clara went on.
“And there are times when all we want to do is go back and relive the moments that happened before
those terrible memories occurred.” Her voice broke on the last ones. “I never knew how profound a
difference one person could make on another until I married Johnathan.”
“It is surprising when you figure that out.” That’s how it had been with him and Abigail. The
muscles in his throat constricted. “And once you reach the point in the relationship where you don’t
think you can ever go on without them, that’s when everything changes.”
“Yes.” She nodded. “For good or for ill, but there’s no going back from there.” Her words
were a whisper. “It’s almost like tempting fate to grasp that happiness.”
“That’s exactly what it feels like.” Perhaps he’d flaunted his success when he’d won
Abigail’s heart, for the way she’d died certainly hinted at rage or perhaps jealousy. It wasn’t
something he wanted to relive and neither did he want to run that risk again. “But the aftermath, when
we’re left alone and everyone else has gone home, when we’re forced to face the reality of a life
without the one who has died…”
Clara nodded. Her eyes again welled with tears. “And we’re left with that infinite silence
knowing we’ll never again hear our loved one’s voice.”
“It goes beyond anything I’ve ever felt before.” He shook his head. A wad of emotions lodged
in his throat, but he swallowed around them. “That’s when the real fear begins. The doubts come to
call and won’t leave. Second guessing sneaks in to bedevil us. We start asking if there was something
we could have done differently, perhaps if we hadn’t made decision that might have led up to the
death…” He broke off with a choked sort of sound.
“Sleep is elusive, but in my case, I didn’t have the luxury of hiding in grief.” She dabbed at
her cheeks with her linen napkin. “I was left with two four-year-old children who didn’t understand
why their father wasn’t going to walk through the door or scoop them up any longer.”
Well, damn. This wasn’t how he’d hoped his first conversation with the red-haired angel
would have gone. “Again, I apologize for your loss. Anyone can see you were deeply in love with
your husband.”
The bigger question is: was she still?
“You have my condolences as well.” Again, she dabbed at her eyes and then sniffled.
“Believe it or not, this is the first time I’ve talked about it with anyone.”
“I’m glad I could give you an outlet.” Though, if he were a wagering man, he’d say she hadn’t
purged all those feelings from her soul. She held onto secrets, and they hurt her terribly. Even now she
struggled with them. Caelan quickly drained his teacup. “Could I trouble you for a refresh?” It would
give her something to focus on and additionally bring her close to him once more.
“Of course. How silly of me to neglect you.” Immediately, she stood up from the sofa and
approached him.
“It’s not your responsibility to look after me. I’m not an invalid. Merely feeling sorry for
myself. But I will have bruises on the morrow from my fall today.”
The blush had returned to her cheeks. “I hope I didn’t injure you badly when I fell on you.”
“I rather doubt it.” When she reached for his cup, he caught her fingers in his and squeezed.
She gasped as her gaze snapped to his. Again, heat twined up his arm. “I appreciate the trust you’ve
extended to me, let me hear part of your story. It made me feel less alone in my own grief.”
Confusion shadowed her eyes, but she nodded. “The days when those feelings sneak up on you
when you’re doing something else are the most difficult.” Her kissable rose-hued lips trembled.
Almost imperceptibly, she squeezed his fingers back before pulling her hand away.
When he would have said more, shouts and laughter drifted to their location from the
reception hall. A few giggles soon followed.
A heavy sighed escaped the widow. “That would be my children, and from the sounds of it,
they’ve caused mischief for someone.”
He offered a grin. “It’s been nice talking with you, Clara. Perhaps we can do so again while
we’re both here.”
“If I’m afforded free time, then yes.” She lingered, her hand drifting toward his shoulder, but
when another shout accompanied by a string of curses in what sounded like Brody’s voice echoed
beyond the door, she backed away. “I must go. Enjoy the remainder of your afternoon.”
Then she was gone, and he stared at the space where she’d stood just seconds before. Oh, she
represented a riddle to be solved, but there had been a trace of vulnerability about her that practically
begged him to wrap her in his arms and simply hold her until the shattered pieces of herself came
back together.
If nothing else, their time at the hunting box wouldn’t be as dull as he’d assumed after his
injuries.
Chapter Four
C lara stood on the terrace at the top of the hunting box the
next afternoon with a heavy wool shawl clutched tight about
her shoulders. The children were down below on the lawn
laughing and calling out to Mr. Buchannan’s children they had met the day before. Various adults
milled about the area, some tossing a ball while others stood in small groups, presumably talking.
She lifted her face to the crisp breeze that smelled of wood fires and a change of weather.
Rain was in the offing, and soon even if the skies didn’t show it, but she hoped it would hold off for a
few days. It was all too beautiful outside with the purple-brown mountains to one side, the rolling
hills still a verdant green, trees whose leaves had turned the colors of fire, and the cheerful blue of a
lake glimmering in the distance.
The Highlands surely contain a special sort of magic to put off such wonder.
It would be so easy to find oneself lost here, let the natural beauty of the land wrap around
them, give over all their troubles…
With a sigh, she brushed the fanciful musings away. The one thing—or man—marring her
descent into relaxation was Lord Everly… Caelan. They shared a bit of a connection yesterday when
they both danced around the issue of grief without disclosing any personal facts. She’d been drawn to
him in a comforting sort of way, but the attraction and carnal tension that had leapt between them both
frightened and excited her.
Especially so soon after the death of her husband.
Though she didn’t know what to do about the confusing emotions, she could hardly ignore
them, and it was partially her fault he’d been additionally hurt. Perhaps she’d try and spend time with
him again while they were both here.
Or she was being a foolish ninny trying to recreate something she’d lost two years ago with a
man she hardly knew.
If that’s what any of it meant. She wasn’t entirely certain. Wishful thinking, perhaps, or a weak
moment, of course.
“Clara, there you are!”
She turned at Mary approached. “I desired some time to myself while the children are
occupied.” Not that it mattered. Such things meant the luxury of thinking, and that apparently led to
paths she clearly shouldn’t tread. Regardless of how she couldn’t forget the comforting, solid feel of
his arms around her in the entry hall.
“Of course, you’re entitled. The twins are a handful.” Mary joined her at the low wall. “It’s
beautiful here. I can’t believe I waited this long to come home to Scotland.” A wistful note had
entered her friend’s voice. “I was welcomed as soon as we left the traveling coach. Deep down in my
soul.”
“It certainly feels that way.” Her husband would have enjoyed the trip. “Johnathan should
have made the journey.” She returned her attention the lawn below. “Jacob and Susan seem to like it
as well. They already have fast friends with Benedict’s children.”
“As they should. My cousins who are married, though rough and tumble, have managed to
produce darling offspring.”
There was no denying that. Benedict’s children were adorable. All featured dark brown hair
and blue eyes. Two boys and a girl, and they’d accepted her young ones into their fold without
incident. “Finding there were other young ones here was a pleasant surprise. The twins need that
interaction.” Especially now when their futures would change all too soon. A lump of emotion lodged
in Clara’s throat. That letter she had from Johnathan’s aunt lay hidden at the bottom of her reticule. It
was always near as a reminder—of imminent change.
Of her imminent failure as a mother and a wife.
“It’s one of the things I adore about the Highlands,” Mary said with a twinkle in her eye.
“There’s an inherent magic here. You can feel it in the air, in everything you touch, in the history, in
the people. I’ve found myself going about expecting things I probably wouldn’t if we were still in
London.”
“There is much truth in that statement.” She sighed. “It’s so different here than London, or even
New York City. I’m constantly amazed at that.” But it was good that her children were already well
traveled. “Johnathan would have loved the Highlands.” Clara returned her attention to the lawn
below. “The children have come to accept this latest change with aplomb.”
Mary nodded. “They’re resilient.” She peered downward. “Poor Cousin Caelan. He’s having
a terrible time hobbling about.”
“Agreed.” Clara spotted him almost immediately on the lawn. As the children kicked a ball
back and forth, he tried to join the game but made a farce of it. “I feel bad for him. If my son hadn’t
knocked me into him upon our arrival, his healing might not have been set back.”
“Who can say that with any certainty?” Mary shrugged. “He is a bit pathetic just now, but in
that, he’s also endearing.”
“Perhaps.” There had certainly been charm in the grins he’d flashed her. When he happened to
glance up and saw them, he waved. Stupidly, her heart did an odd little flutter. Mary exuberantly
waved back. “He seems friendly enough.”
“Oh, indeed. You should encourage him.”
“Why?” But she lifted a hand in acknowledgement. “And to what? Learn how to hop on one
leg?”
Mary snickered. “Encourage him in romance. I could have sworn the two of you had a moment
at tea yesterday before I left.”
“Ha!” Those stolen glances had meant nothing except mutual curiosity. “Then you
misinterpreted the room.” Slowly, she shook her head as slight panic rose in her chest. “Besides, a
romance between me and anyone is unwise at this time.”
“Only because you’re afraid.” Mary frowned as Clara sputtered a protest. “Everyone is afraid
of something, though, so that’s not a true stumbling block to love.”
“I wonder if that’s true.” She followed her best friend’s gaze. “You seem fearless enough
while encouraging Brody’s notice.”
Mary scoffed. “I can’t decide if it’s encouraging him or going along with what’s already there.
After the last man broke my heart, embarrassed me, tarnished my reputation, I’m not keen to put
myself in that position again.” She bit her bottom lip. “But he is quite intriguing in a tattered, rustic
sort of way.”
“Once our hearts have been engaged, either high or low, everything changes, and we guard
them more fiercely than ever.” Again, she glanced at the lawn. No longer was Caelan there. She
stifled the urge to sigh. “I’m not certain how to fix that.”
Did she want to?
“Perhaps we both need to find the courage we’ve lost along the way.” Mary caught her eye.
“I’ll try if you will.”
On the surface, it was such a tiny thing, but convincing her heart to come out from behind the
wall she’d erected around it was another matter entirely. “Oh, Mary, I have other worries occupying
my mind right now. I don’t need a man on top of them.”
“Then put him beneath them—of you.” When Clara gasped, Mary winked. “Caelan is quite
handsome. Surely you can admit that.”
“Of course I can, but what has that to do with any of the rest?” The remembered heat from the
brush of their fingers during tea sent a tinge of the same into her cheeks. And those hazel eyes that
held sorrow would forever remain lodged in her memory.
“Well, if there is an initial interest, that’s a good start.” Her friend smiled. “Caelan is also
titled or will be when his father dies. He’ll be the Earl of Breckenridge someday.”
The English aristocracy still managed to confuse and astound her, and since her husband
hadn’t been part of that, there’d been no reason for her to study it with any sort of depth. “I care not
for that.” In fact, the new knowledge worried her. If he was looking for a countess, she was far from
suitable. Wouldn’t know the first thing in filling that role.
But then, Caelan hadn’t acted in such a way toward her, so those worries were unfounded.
Mary sighed. “At least talk to him, Clara. You might enjoy his company and talking doesn’t
mean a lifetime. A friend can keep loneliness at bay.” She smiled, and with another glance to the
lawn, turned. “In any event, I’m off to enjoy a hike with Brody and some of the others.”
“After you just said you weren’t encouraging him?”
A blush stained her friend’s cheeks. “It will be within a larger walking party, and we won’t be
afforded time alone. You’re welcome to come.”
“Thank you, but no. I’m content enough here.”
“Very well.” When Mary impulsively hugged her, Clara laughed.
“What’s that for?”
“Promise me you’ll consider my cousin. In whatever capacity. He’s cheerful and amusing, and
if he makes you laugh, how bad would that be?” With a wave, she left the terrace.
A few minutes later, Caelan joined her. “I’m glad I was able to catch you before you left.” He
was a bit breathless but dressed as impeccably as she’d seen him yesterday. His chestnut hair was
windblown, which gave him a devil may care attitude. The cane made him all the more interesting. “I
apologize that it took me a while to arrive. I don’t move as quickly as I used to.”
Clara bit the inside of her cheek to stifle a grin lest he think she made jest of him. “I imagine
your ankle sprain has become an annoyance.” When she drew her gaze down the length of his body to
his feet, she quirked an eyebrow. “You’re only wearing one boot.”
He shrugged. “The ankle is swollen enough that donning the boot is next to impossible just
now.” With a disarming grin, he joined her at the wall. “However, the wrist is beginning to feel
better.” Before she could ask, he held out his left hand. His cuff barely covered the wrap of bandages
about his wrist. “Perhaps I’ll be able to use it in a week or so.”
“It would certainly make your life easier.” She took a step backward, for his presence was
overwhelming. The terrace felt crowded with only the two of them on it. “I assumed you were being
sufficiently entertained on the lawn with the children.” The stone wall at her back halted any further
retreat.
“I was, but a good portion of the adults are heading out for a walking party, and some of the
children are stingy with the ball—that I can’t kick anyway due to not being able to walk.” He joined
her at the wall and rested an elbow atop it.
“Not mine, surely?” Though Jacob could be rather a handful. As his gaze shifted to something
beyond her shoulder, she sighed. “Once more, I suppose I should apologize.” She’d need to have a
talk with the boy and his penchant to act out.
“Think nothing of it. Before long I’ll befriend the lad… once I can catch him.”
Despite the situation, she giggled. “Yes, well, he probably feels he has the advantage right
now.
“You sound like Susan when you giggle.” His grin was beguiling enough that flutters erupted
in her lower belly.
She hadn’t felt that since before Johnathan died, and it brought confusion with it. “I’ll take that
as a compliment. My daughter has fared better after their father’s death than Jacob has. She still has
her sense of whimsy where my son has become slightly withdrawn. Surly, even, at times. I don’t know
how to make it better.”
“Perhaps they need to acclimate in their own way.” Caelan shrugged. “Grief doesn’t follow an
exact schedule.”
“You’re right, of course.” She turned about, leaned a shoulder against the wall, and focused on
the empty lawn. “I fear they’ll need a father sooner rather than later, but…”
“…but you aren’t so certain you want a new husband,” he finished for her in a soft voice. “It’s
understandable. Everyone’s heart heals differently.”
“How can you know that?” Were her emotions so obvious, then? As she peered at him, he
looked back with nothing but honesty in his expression.
“It’s in the way you hold yourself. It’s almost as if you’re aloof. When you remember you
should be grieving, you pull back from whatever almost made you smile, from whatever almost made
you forget.” Caelan shrugged. “If you are still in love with your husband, it’s not a crime, but don’t cut
yourself off from other good things merely because you cling to something that has become a
memory.”
“Perhaps,” she finally managed to whisper and returned her attention to the empty lawn
below. “It’s not something I’ve had a chance to think about.” Something about this man invited secrets
and confessions. She remembered the brief feel of his arms around her and wished, suddenly, she had
the luxury of borrowing herself into that embrace again, simply to borrow from his strength and
perhaps counsel. “But how does someone who has previously found the love of one’s life, move
forward without that? Or possibly find that again? Is it even possible?”
“Only each person holds the answers to those questions.” He turned to fully rest his forearms
on the wall with his hands clasped. The cane rested against it between them. “I’ve asked myself the
same over the past several years. There is never any clear answer.” Silence brewed between them for
a long time as the October breeze ruffled her skirts and tried to tear her hair from the pins holding hit
back. “Needless to say, my father is always after me to marry.”
“To make certain you’re ready when you take the title.” It wasn’t a question.
“Ah, Cousin Mary has been giving you my history.” Threads of disappointment rang through
his voice. “Yes, my future includes taking up the title of earl someday. Perhaps that day is closer than
I anticipate, for my father has suffered a few small health-related issues as of late.” When she turned
her head to glance at him, she caught a fleeting frown. “Succeeding him is something I have been
brought up with, prepared for, but I’m not ready.”
“Who could ever be when it means losing a parent?”
“Indeed. Life, it seems, is full of meetings and partings, beginnings and endings.” The man
beside her heaved a sigh. “Everything is fraught with emotion, so when we are afforded time to
ourselves, it’s good to take a breath and enjoy the quiet.”
Clearly, that part of the conversation was at an end. Clara nodded. “I lost my parents shortly
after my husband died. Johnathan doesn’t have any family in England except for an elderly aunt. There
was no point in lingering after his death, but I enjoy life in London. It much reminds me of my early
years in New York City before I married.”
Why the devil had she told him that? Not even Mary knew that about her.
Caelan lifted an eyebrow. “London has a vibrancy that isn’t matched readily in the world.
Yes, it’s a horrid example of the divide between the rich and the poor, but if a man has enough
charitable works and does enough good deeds, the divide begins to fade and not bother him so much.”
It was good he hadn’t neglected those in need. The fact he realized not everyone was as
fortunate as he spoke to an honorable character. “I imagine even that sets men like you apart from your
fellows.” America wasn’t all that different. The class differences in the citizens of New York City
were horrendous. Poverty was rampant in the city; orphans were a forgotten segment of society, as
were the people who labored in factories that were just becoming a necessity to keep that society
running.
“Perhaps. I don’t readily advertise when I help the needy; that is between myself and God. No
one else needs to know, and I don’t judge a man on whether he gives or not. Perhaps he serves in a
different way.”
Every time she peeled back a layer to this man, she encountered yet another. He was
mysterious, and that tugged at her curiosity. “Do you have siblings?”
“Unfortunately, I do not. My mother wasn’t successful in bringing additional life into the
world, though she tried on many attempts.” A wistful note clung to the admission. “That’s what
eventually took her life—trying to give birth to my brother. According to my father, she’d carried the
babe the full term of the pregnancy, but the birth was difficult, and the infant was stillborn. She
hemorrhaged. I rather think she died of a broken heart.” A muscle in his cheek ticced. “Father and I
weren’t enough to keep her in this world.”
“Oh, don’t think for one minute that is true.” In her fervor to reassure him, Clara laid a hand
on his. “Death in childbirth happens more often than one wishes to think. If it was in her power, she
would have survived.”
He clutched at her fingers. “Perhaps.” When he found her gaze, the sorrow in his caught at her
breath. “Have you siblings?”
“No. For whatever reason, my parents never had any other children, and I didn’t ask them
why. Perhaps I should have, but since I met Johnathan when I’d barely turned one and twenty, married
soon after, and the next year birthed the twins, there wasn’t much time for such things. And since he
was a navy man, we left America shortly after the wedding.”
“Ah, to travel.” He didn’t release her fingers. “I’m glad you had that opportunity. It’s
something I’d like to do more of. Especially after being here in the Highlands.”
“Indeed.” Something buzzed at the base of her spine, and she wasn’t certain if it was the
tenuous connection they shared in a touch or if it was a different emotion entirely, but it wasn’t
unpleasant. “I often think the best education is found in seeing the world and the people therein for
oneself.”
“Absolutely.” Eventually, he released her fingers, and she missed the warmth of him. “I
assume you were madly in love with your husband? From the way you talk about him, it sounds like
it.”
The change in topic startled her, yet remarkably, she didn’t mind telling this man what should
have been guarded secrets. “Oh, yes. Desperately. The time I had with him went by too quickly.” A
tiny waver had entered her voice. “I think he loved the navy more that he loved me, at times.”
Caelan grunted. “I rather doubt that. He sounds as if he was a man committed to making a
decent life for you and your little family. Mr. Snyder probably wished he could have spent more of his
leave with you as well.”
“He was a captain,” she said with a fair amount of pride in her voice.
“Ah, then, yes. His time was well and truly spoken for, but if he married you, there is no doubt
he loved you with the same intensity you did him.”
The words brought a modicum of comfort, and for that she would always appreciate the man
standing next to her. “His death was sudden. The letter notifying me came two months later. A cannon
explosion.”
“But that didn’t make it hurt any less,” he finished in a soft voice.
“No.” She trembled, from the chilly breeze or the emotions the subject dredged up, she wasn’t
certain.
“Violent deaths are rather a shock.” His eyes took on a faraway light. No longer was he with
her on that terrace. “It requires much time to recover from that. Such events color everything in life.”
“Yes.” Clara moved a smidgeon closer to him. Whatever had happened in his life to give him
such insight must have been horrific. “Do you want to tell me about her?” It was a risk, of course, to
assume he spoke of a woman, but she took the chance. He’d pulled secrets from her. Now she wanted
to help him with some of his.
“Who?” A frown tugged at the corners of his sensual lips.
“The woman you lost.”
“No.” The word was propelled on a rush of emotion. “Not yet.” When he looked at her, regret
and grief shadowed his handsome face. “I don’t wish to show myself as a weakened mess again in
front of you.”
The fact he worried about such things sent a host of tingles down her spine. “It’s
understandable, but I’m a decent listener when you are ready.” She dared to lay a hand on his arm as
people spilled onto the lawn below, including the children. No doubt the walking party would depart
imminently. “Showing emotions isn’t weak, Caelan. In this, the British most certainly have it wrong.”
On impulse, she rose onto her toes and when she went to buss his cheek, he turned his head at the last
second.
Their lips brushed. Shock ricocheted through Clara’s chest, for she’d never kissed a man
since she’d married Johnathan, but it had felt ever so lovely. The same thing lay mirrored in his eyes.
He froze, his body taut and her heartbeat frantically marked the time, and daring even more, she put a
palm to the hard wall of his chest and repeated the gesture.
As soon as he reached for her, perhaps wanting to pull her into an embrace, the remainder of
her courage deserted her. No matter how she craved the feeling of belonging, of wanting a man’s arms
around her, guilt at betraying Johnathan’s memory assailed her. With a murmured apology and burning
cheeks, she fled.
Oh, that cannot happen again. Especially not while her future was fraught with uncertainty and
her thoughts so scattered.
Chapter Five
A s soon as Caelan put a foot into the boot his valet held,
something didn’t feel quite right. In fact, it felt cold and
squishy, and it moved.
“Argh!” He withdrew his foot, and when Greyson looked quizzically at him, he quickly
explained. “There is something not quite right inside that boot.”
“I can’t imagine what. I buffed them out just before I retired last night.” But when Greyson
upended the boot, a brown toad fell to the carpet. With a look of contempt, it hopped about as it
searched for a place to hide.
Who the devil would have put a toad in the boot? A shiver of revulsion went down Caelan’s
spine. “I detest toads.” He eyed the other boot, and even though he hadn’t plans to wear it due to his
still-swollen ankle, he had misgivings. “Check the other one.”
With a frown, the valet reached for the left boot, and when it was upended, a brown field
mouse tipped out. The mouse’s whiskers twitched.
“Gah!” If there was one thing Caelan hated more than toads, it was mice. He launched from
the chair and half-walked half-hopped to the other side of the room. “A damned mouse! In my boot!”
And who knew how long it would have been there since he wasn’t actively donning said boot.
“Bloody hell.”
“Settle, my lord.” With a snort of laughter, Greyson moved to the side of the room and yanked
on the bellpull. “We’ll have a footman up here to catch the things.” He scratched a finger to the side of
his face. A few years older that Caelan, silver strands in his blond hair glimmered in the midday sun
that came into the dressing room. “I have to wonder who could have snuck in and perpetrated such a
trick.”
“Take your pick of culprits, Greyson. The hunting box is thick with them.” He eyed the mouse.
As of yet, it hadn’t run for cover though it gave the toad a wide berth. “It could have been one of
Benedict’s children. Hell, it could have been one of my cousins. They have absolutely no scruples.”
“You have the right of it there.” When there came a soft knock on the curved door, the valet
opened it and spoke quietly to the butler. “We’re in need of a footman. He’ll need a net or a sheet of
some sort to catch vermin.”
“Right away, Mr. Greyson.”
The valet turned and there was a smirk upon his face. A wicked scar ran like a crescent moon
down the left side of his face—the only testament that he hadn’t come out of the war unscathed. “Of
course, this hunting box is old. It’s entirely possible the unwanted visitors made their way inside of
their own accord.”
“And came up to the third floor, and just happened to find the pair of boots you’d already set
out for today?” Caelan shook his head. “That’s an unlikely scenario, even if it is growing colder.”
Toads and mice weren’t the best of friends, and they didn’t pal about. “No, the most likely reason I
can see is if a small pair of hands—perhaps two pairs—brought them up while we were at dinner last
night.”
Benedict’s family was a rather jovial lot, and Caelan had played his fair share of tricks on all
of them over the years. Perhaps they’d decided to retaliate knowing he couldn’t easily run after them.
“Regardless, my lord, shall I fetch you a new pair of boots?”
The sound of Greyson’s voice brought him out of his musings. “Not necessary since I’m only
wearing the one, but I will require a new pair of socks.” He pointed to his right foot with the tip of his
borrowed cane. “This one is rather… slimy.”
“Of course.”
While the valet busied himself in the clothespress on the hunt for a pair of socks, Caelan
slumped into a chair, for his mind was still clouded with memories of that impromptu kiss with Clara
yesterday. The fact she’d initiated it still held him captive with awe. Granted, had he not turned his
head at that exact time, she would have bussed his cheek instead.
Yet he had, and she’d kissed him. Not only that, but she’d done it again, and that second time
hadn’t been by accident.
Why had she done it?
The shock that had swept through her eyes had mirrored his own, but the innocent gesture had
been so sweet, so unexpected, it had lit tiny fires within his blood. For all her talk of having loved her
husband fiercely, it had been her to kiss him first. The messages she sent were confusing at best, so
how the devil was he supposed to act upon them?
If at all?
“Here we are, my lord.” Greyson kneeled before Caelan with the new socks in hand. “We’ll
have you ready to make an appearance at luncheon in no time.”
He frowned. “Luncheon?” Since when had his Scottish cousins cared about fancy events such
as that, especially while at the hunting box?
“Indeed. It seems having women underfoot has put a requirement of gentility into the holiday
here.” Amusement threaded through the valet’s voice as he removed the soiled footwear and held up
the new ones for Caelan to slip into. “In any event, luncheon is set up on the lawn for the remainder of
the guests who haven’t gone out this morning for hunting.”
His stomach rumbled. “I suppose I could do with a meal.” He’d dreamed of Clara last night,
and those had been so delicious that he’d risen late this morning with an erection requiring release.
There was something about the woman he couldn’t shake, and the more he came to know her, the more
he liked her. Hell, he might already be mildly infatuated with her after only a handful of meetings.
That isn’t like me at all.
“And the boot, my lord.” Greyson held the right boot up for him.
“Thank you.” Caelan slid his foot into it without a second thought. “Do you suppose the
swelling on the left ankle will go down enough that I can wear the other boot soon?”
The valet eyed the wrapped ankle in question. “Shall we try to fit it now?”
“Might as well. My toes get deuced cold wandering around this drafty old pile.” And if he
was to spend any length of time outside, he needed the added protection.
Greyson brought the second boot toward him. “Don’t force it. If your foot won’t fit, we’ll wait
a few days. Truth be told, the added structure of the boot might do worlds of good if you promise not
to bear your full weight upon that ankle.”
“I promise. I don’t fancy another tumble.” Slowly, he put his injured foot and ankle into the
boot. Fitting his foot into the proper angle was a bit of a challenge. A twinge of pain went through the
ankle, but once the boot was on, the pain was manageable. “Not bad.” With the bandages and sock,
the boot’s fit was extremely tight.
“If it grows uncomfortable, ring for me and I’ll remove it. Best not rush the healing process.
And don’t get it into your head to go hiking the Highlands.” One of the valet’s eyebrows rose. “Not
even for a pretty face.”
Heat rose up the back of Caelan’s neck. “What the devil does that mean?”
“You’ve found a friendship with the redhaired widow. I’ve been with you a long time and I
know your history. When Abigail was murdered, your heart died that same day.” For long moments,
the valet remained silent as he regarded him. “Be mindful around Mrs. Snyder. From what I’ve
managed to discern from talk in the servants’ hall, she’s under undisclosed duress and is aloof at
times. I’d rather not see you broken again.”
“I appreciate that, my friend.” Caelan heaved himself to his feet with the help of the cane. The
fit of the boot wasn’t excessively snug—for the moment. “I’ll keep my heart safe.” He couldn’t
escape the memories of losing his fiancée, but neither did he wish to pass a lonely existence, and
since Clara had kissed him… “However, a little flirting never hurt anyone, and what else have I to do
since I’m excluded from hunting, which was my original purpose?”
The valet shook his head. “Go.” He waved him off as a footman came into the dressing room.
“I have my own hunting endeavors to oversee here.”
With a snort of laughter, Caelan ambled from the room, aided by the cane.
By the time he arrived on the lawn, he more than welcomed the opportunity to spend more
time in the widow’s company. The long table from the dining room had been brought outside, along
with the chairs, which must have been quite the feat, for that table must have been quite heavy.
Somehow, he couldn’t see that Benedict had ordered the change, so then upon whose authority had?
Of course, if Benedict’s wife had asked, he wouldn’t have denied her. That’s how in love with
the woman his cousin was.
Caelan’s chest tightened as a tiny thread of jealousy went through him. Would he ever know
that sort of relationship again? Would he allow himself that fall even if it meant offering up his heart
for potential hurt? He didn’t know, but for now, he remained cautiously optimistic.
When he spotted Clara and her children—and even better, an empty chair at her side—he
grinned. “Are you expecting someone else to join you?”
She started while her children regarded him with dual narrow-eyed looks across the table.
“Uh, no.” As she waved a hand to the chair, he shot the twins a grin he hoped would eventually
disarm them. “It’s a lovely day. I’m glad luncheon is outside.”
“It certainly makes up for not being able to accompany the hunting party.” When he took the
chair beside Clara, her faint apricot scent wafted to his nose. She was gorgeous today in rust-colored
skirts with the heavy black shawl about her shoulders. Then he nodded to Benedict’s wife, who sat
further down the table with her excited brood of children. Mary occupied a chair in the other
direction, along with a few other ladies who he didn’t remember their names, but the surprise of the
day was finding his cousin Brody with her. “What is this, then? Brody, you didn’t go out with the
others?”
Both Mary and the other man glanced at him with equally guilty expressions.
“Uh, the stag have proved elusive since your fall down the hillside the other day, so I opted to
remain here. Might teach the bairns how to shoot arrows this afternoon instead.”
Mary nodded. “He has already assembled straw targets.”
“That sounds fun.” When Caelan bounced his gaze between his cousins, a blush jumped into
Mary’s cheeks. Ah, so that was how the wind blew, eh? No doubt that was the real reason Brody
stayed behind. Well, he hoped they were happy enough, and they were both well-suited to Scotland.
As he focused his attention back on the Snyder children, he caught them in mid-laugh—at him.
How interesting. When they exchanged glances and laughed again, he knew. Ah, so he’d
discovered the culprits who’d played the trick on him with the boots. But he wouldn’t let on that he
puzzled it out.
Not yet.
Instead, he intended to be nothing but charming to them. “Susan, what has been your favorite
part of being here in the Highlands thus far?”
“I like sliding down the staircase.” She giggled. “Jacob taught me how.” When she glanced at
her mother and Clara frowned, the girl sobered. “I want to go hiking but Mama says I’m too young.”
“Me too,” Jacob chimed in. “The other boys are allowed to go wherever they want. Why can’t
we as well?” He sent a look down the table where Benedict’s children were talking at the same time
to their mother.
Clara huffed. “The other boys are slightly older, and they’ve grown up around this property.
They are more familiar with the dangers found therein.”
“Ha!” The boy released an annoyed breath. “I’m old enough. Haven’t I done enough protecting
of you and Susan?”
Caelan’s eyebrows rose. He glanced at Clara, whose expression appeared crestfallen. Is that
why the tricks were perpetuated last night? Had the kiss been observed and now Jacob was taking the
situation in hand in the attempt to warn him away?
That made sense.
“Oh, Jacob, don’t put such pressure on yourself. You are but six, yet.” Clara nodded her
thanks when footmen put plates in front of each of them. Roasted pheasant—shot by one of his cousins
—in a cream sauce, charred root vegetables no doubt from area farmers, as well as a warm, savory
bread pudding complete with brown gravy and chestnuts. “There is time enough to assume
responsibility.”
“Without Papa here, someone has to keep you and Susan safe.” The boy tucked into his food
with gusto.
“I think it’s very brave of you to wish to protect your family,” Caelan said, and hoped it would
be the connection he needed to bond with the lad. “Especially here in Scotland, where sometimes
threats come in the way of not people but of ghosts.”
Both children gawked at him with expectation in their eyes.
“Don’t lead them astray with naught but stories, Lord Everly,” Clara said with a clear warning
in her voice.
“Very well. I wouldn’t wish to make you cross.” He spread his linen napkin over his lap
while he caught Mary’s eye from the down the table. She gave him a grin and a nod of encouragement
while Brody openly chuckled. As he took up his fork, he said, “The only reason I mentioned ghosts
was because I found a toad and a mouse in my boots this morning, but don’t recall having a visitor in
my room last night.”
“Oh, how surprising that must have been.” Clara’s gaze narrowed. “But surely it wasn’t the
work of ghosts.”
“Who can say?” He shrugged, took a mouthful of pheasant, and then chewed. “Perhaps I’ll
feed them to a few snakes I saw in the bushes.”
Outcries came from both children.
He sent a wink Clara’s way. “Honestly, I’m not certain who would wish to play a trick on me
if it wasn’t ghosts.”
“Ah.” She gave him a surreptitious nod. “It’s Samhain, Lord Everly. These things happen.”
Susan nodded. Her curls bounced. “Tricks can be fun.”
“Perhaps.” Caelan continued to eat his food. All the while, the children fairly vibrated off
their chairs. “Shall I tell you about some of the more famous ghosts here in Scotland?”
“Oh, yes!” Susan nodded vigorously.
Jacob’ eyes rounded. “You know stories?”
“Many. I spent years here as a youth.” He glanced at Clara, who nodded.
“Go ahead. They’ll pester you if you don’t.”
“All right, but don’t blame me if you’re haunted by ghouls and ghosts in your beds.” He
waved at Benedict’s wife. “Have your bairns come down here. I’m going to tell a couple of ghost
stories.”
Susan frowned. “Lord Everly, what is a bairn?”
He chuckled, for she was adorable in her confusion, and very reminiscent of her mother. “It is
Scottish for child.”
Once the other three young ones came close, Caelan began. “This first story is about Falkland
Palace, where Scotland’s first duke, David Stewart, rapidly rose to power. That power is what
ultimately proved to be his downfall.” He took another bite of his pheasant. “The duke’s rival, Robert
Stewart, was the Duke of Albany. The men hated each other. Both wished to take ownership of
Falkland Palace. Well, one day Robert concocted some sort of story that put David Stewart in a bad
light in front of his peers and other men high on the instep. This led to an arrest.”
Jacob’ eyes widened. “Was he killed?”
“Oh, eventually.” Caelan lifted his wine glass to his lips and took a sip. “David Stewart was
subsequently arrested and taken to his home at Falkland, hooded and riding backward on a mule.” He
made his voice sound spooky. “This was the ultimate indignity, you see.”
Susan rolled her eyes. “I can’t even ride a horse to begin with.”
“Well, upon arrival, David Stewart was thrown into a cell deep beneath the palace. He either
starved to death or died of dysentery. Starvation would have taken mere days if he wasn’t given any
food, perhaps longer if he was given crusts.” Caelan shrugged. “But the story says that he died
eighteen days later at the age of three and twenty.”
One of the other children gasped. “He was old.” The emphasis on the last word immediately
made Caelan and Clara chuckle.
“Well, such was the fate of many a man in Scotland, but David Stewart is believed to be one
of the ghosts who haunt Falkland Palace. No doubt he wishes to have his revenge on everyone who
had a hand in his unrightful demise.” Caelan waggled his eyebrows. “There has also been reports that
sinister faces were spied at the windows of the Queen’s Room inside.”
“I don’t ever want to go there, Lord Everly,” Susan said in a hushed voice.
“Don’t be a baby,” her brother cautioned with a good deal more bravado, possibly because
the other boys stood behind him. He looked Caelan in the eye. “Tell us another one.”
“Very well.” After a few more bites, he did as bid. Perhaps this would be what endeared him
to the boy. “Alloa Tower, the oldest keep in Scotland, has stood for 700 years. It has survived fires,
curses, and a handful of attacks.”
“Attacks?” Susan’s eyes were as round as her brother’s. “Why?”
Caelan chuckled, as did Brody from down the table. “Scottish history has been forged with
violence. This bloody history has seen a number of spirits take up residence in the Clackmannanshire
abode.”
“Such as?” Jacob frowned and crossed his arms at his chest.
“Well, for example, the tower has a ghost of a man in chains in the dungeon accompanied by a
serving girl.”
“Can you hear the chains?” Susan wanted to know.
“Oh, certainly, especially if the night is quiet,” Caelan said in what he hoped was a thrilling
voice. “I have it on good authority that there is another ghost, this one of a young girl who can
allegedly be seen in the Great Hall. One of my friends saw the specter of a woman dressed in black
who watched over a cradle in one of the rooms.”
From beside him, Clara shivered, whether from the autumnal breeze or his tale, he couldn’t
say. “How awful.”
“Indeed, which is why it’s not a good idea to walk castles or other old buildings in Scotland
after dark.” He hoped this lesson was pressed upon the children and would stop any further tricks.
“Beyond that, in the Charter Room, a young boy has been seen crying, as has an armed man with
strange eyes, as well as a gaunt clergyman dressed in black.”
Jacob snorted. “That’s not frightening.”
“I agree. The most terrifying of all the ghosts in the Tower resides in the Solar Room, where a
man has been seen hanging. One of my cousins went there. He told me he experienced the sensation of
being strangled while he stood in the room.” Slowly, Caelan put his hands to his own neck and then
imitated choking noises.
Much to the horror of Susan, who immediately implored him to stop.
“That’s enough, Lord Everly,” Clara said in a soft voice with a hand to his leg where the
children couldn’t see.
Heat immediately swept up his thigh to burrow into his stones, but he cut the antics.
“That is a bully story, Lord Everly.” Jacob sprang from his chair. “When I’m grown, I’m going
to visit that tower.”
Clara shook her head. “Why don’t you children go play? These stories have rather worn me
out.”
Calmly, Caelan finished eating his luncheon.
“You have a gift for storytelling, Cousin.” Mary waved to him. “Brody promised to take me
riding around the property before the rain comes.”
“Enjoy.” He watched them go, and then sighed. “I wish I could show you around the area as
well. Walking the grounds is something I quite enjoy, but that’s impossible enough while hobbled. I
can’t imagine how my ankle would throb from being jolted on horseback.”
“Everything will come in time.” She withdrew her hand, and he missed that fleeting touch.
“Can you walk without pain? I see you’ve managed to put on your boot today.”
“A bit, though it’s still tender and I shouldn’t put my full weight on it lest I damage it further.”
Once he pushed back his plate, an idea took hold. “We could possibly stroll to the loch, though. It’s
only a baby one with no name and just a half mile away.”
Those tempting rose-colored lips pulled into a frown. “A what?”
“Loch.” He shot her a grin. “A lake is called a loch here.”
Interest lit her blue eyes. “Do you think you could manage it? I would adore seeing something
of this country before I leave.”
For you, I would manage anything. Perhaps he could tease and cajole her into a smile, and
perhaps steal a kiss of his own. Aloud, he said, “Yes. Tomorrow, I’ll wrap the ankle more securely.
We’ll head out after luncheon if the weather holds.”
“Will we bring the children?”
“Of course.” He wiped his mouth with his napkin. “I’m fairly certain your children put those
vermin in my boots.”
“It’s entirely possible. I caught them giggling over something last night.” When she smiled, his
world nearly upended. “They are children, after all, and it is Samhain.”
“Yes, but they don’t like me because I talk to you.”
“Nonsense.” But her gaze dropped to her plate.
“Perhaps they witnessed the kiss from yesterday,” he continued in a barely audible voice so
the remainder of the people at the table couldn’t hear. “Jacob is quite protective.”
A blush stained her cheeks. “We should have been more careful, but I hadn’t planned to do
that…”
“Mmm, so I gathered from your flight.” He took a sip of his wine. “Would you, ah, want a
repeat of that if we were afforded the opportunity?”
“No.” The word sounded forced from a tight throat. Her blush intensified. “Once was
enough.”
“I see.” He gave into a frown, for he truly didn’t. Before his eyes, Clara withdrew into
herself, locked herself away into that aloof tower of her own, but why? Curiosity made him reckless.
“You didn’t enjoy the kiss.” It wasn’t a question.
“I didn’t say that.” She shot a glance down the table, but no one paid them the slightest bit of
attention. The echo of childish laughter wafted to their location. “My life is complicated just now, and
you aren’t free of your past either.”
For long moments they sat in silence.
“I could be for the right person,” he finally said. More than anything, Caelan wanted to win
her. He fell for her a bit more each time they met and talked. It was as natural as breathing, but why
couldn’t she feel that attraction, that connection too?
“I am not her, Lord Everly,” she said in a firm whisper.
Only because you’re not letting yourself live. He stirred but didn’t press the issue. “So, a
stroll tomorrow?”
“I suppose. The exercise will be most welcome.”
“Indeed.” But he would work harder to draw her out, and perhaps himself in the process.
“Thank you for entertaining the children with stories. You do have a gift, just as Mary said.”
Clara rose to her feet with all the grace of a queen. “I appreciate that.”
Caelan scrambled into a standing position. “You’re welcome.” Then there was no reason to
linger. “Well, enjoy your afternoon.”
Chapter Six
II