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Abducted by The Bratva Forced Marriage Mafia Romance Zolotov Bratva Book 1 Isla Brooks Full Chapter
Abducted by The Bratva Forced Marriage Mafia Romance Zolotov Bratva Book 1 Isla Brooks Full Chapter
Abducted by The Bratva Forced Marriage Mafia Romance Zolotov Bratva Book 1 Isla Brooks Full Chapter
Isla Brooks
***
Back home, she was still asleep. Apart from getting knocked out, she must’ve been exhausted if she was still asleep. I
sat there for a while and just admired her beauty. After the visit to her apartment, I felt I got to know her a tiny bit and I am even
more attracted to her now. It was quite overwhelming. I wanted to smoke badly to drown the tension that coursed through me.
Instead, I got into the bathroom and washed my face. I left the door ajar in case she stirred from her sleep. I watched my
face in the mirror and for a second, the cruel face of my father flashed before my eyes. I wasn't going to end like him, was I?
I heard a sharp gasp come from the bedroom and I could tell right away she was up.
At fucking last. It was time to put up a grand act. I wasn't just going to make her a wife, I was determined to make her a
lover, to make her fall in love with me. The game was on.
"Well, Audrey, these are all your things from your apartment," I told her coolly, "Since you'll be living here now, there's
no need for your things to be back there, wouldn't you agree?" I uncrossed my arms and leaned forward.
"I-I think you're taking things too fast," she spoke up.
Is she breaking out of her shell?
"First, you kidnap me, then you tell me I have to marry you, and now you broke into my apartment and cleared out my
things. I never said I wanted any of this," her innocent brown eyes finally met mine. Only this time, there was a subtle hint of
defiance, a growing fierce spirit.
I sauntered toward her and brushed her hair with my hand before cupping her face gently and drawing in close for a
kiss. I paused before our lips met—then walked away with a sly smile on my face. Audrey, however, remained transfixed in
confusion. From her expression, I suddenly realized there was something pleasurable in teasing her, a dark joy, especially
coupled with the untainted aura she had about her.
I grabbed her left hand and before she could react, I slipped a diamond engagement ring on her finger.
Chapter 12 - Audrey
I held my left hand up to the ceiling. For the love of me, I couldn’t wrap my head around everything that happened from
the moment I left that club.
I had a diamond glittering brilliantly on my finger. I remembered a show I had seen when I was in college—Claire was
actually the one who made me see it since I always kept to books and never watched movies—and the protagonist knelt down
and proposed to the girl on an exotic island. The ring had been a diamond ring and back then, I had scoffed at the idea,
wondering what it was that made any particular ring special. Now with this ring on my finger, I could see why it entranced
people. I knew I sounded superficial, but I could feel it as well. Besides, my emotions were all over the place, so I allowed
myself this moment.
Obviously, Ivan wasn't one for romantic settings like the protagonist of that movie. He decided we were getting married
and the next thing I knew, I had this beauty on my finger. It was Machiavellian. Just like Ivan is, apparently.
I didn’t get a chance to stop and think, plot my next move before I found myself in yet another whim of Ivan’s.
There was a knock on the day and I opened to see the head maid of the house there.
“Ma’am,” the elderly woman addressed me. Her accent was peculiar; it was the first time I had heard it. With the
calculated way she spoke and the general air around her, she seemed almost mechanical and it was unsettling.
“The master would like to see you in the living room,” the woman continued, giving a faux smile as she spoke. She
looked at the silk nightgown I was still wearing with a disapproval commonly found among adults who observe the behaviors
of youths with contempt.
What's her problem? I always hated people looking down on others. Jeremy often did that when we were together, and
I had convinced myself that I would change him, until, of course, I eavesdropped on a conversation he was having with his
friends about me. Unfortunately, I had no power here, so I had to swallow my anger.
Besides, would I even win against her? I looked at the woman who had a face like it had seen hell itself. In fact,
everyone here had that face. Guards, Katarzyna, the rest of the maids, especially Ivan and that guy Anton. They all were a part
of something very dark, but I still couldn’t make the whole picture.
"Let me just change up then," I snapped back to reality and told the woman.
"He wants to see you now," she countered harshly.
"Okay, fine," I closed the door behind me and followed her to the living room.
"Here she is, as requested, Boss," Katarzyna bowed to Ivan. Ivan was seated on the leather couch, his back turned to
me. In front of him were all the guards and maids of the compound, standing straight like machines awaiting orders. Katarzyna
fixed herself in front of the crowd and immediately morphed into the inanimate form all of them assumed.
"Ah, Audrey darling. Come sit here," he gestured for the spot next to him on the couch and I slowly sat. I felt uneasy as
all the eyes rested on me. I could feel their stares like sharpened blades against my skin especially when Ivan had called me
"darling." Yet, I liked it. Jesus, what was happening to me?
He held my hand and addressed them, "Now, I'm sure you all have been seeing her here for close to a week and you're
probably curious. Well, gossip no longer. This is Audrey and in less than two months from now, she is to be my wife and the
head of this compound."
Throughout his speech, he kept a cold unchanging expression, almost like he was a machine as well. He showed them
the engagement ring on his hand and motioned for me to show mine.
"So you are to listen to her, obey her orders and treat her with full respect. Any insult whatsoever will not be tolerated,
because I'll personally see it as an insult against me." I glanced at Katarzyna who took a gulp and avoided making eye contact
with me. Ivan leaned forward and steepled his fingers, "Do I make myself clear?"
"Yes, Boss!" They all echoed.
"Dismissed." And the hive dispersed to take their positions in their respective posts, carrying out their duties with
mechanical efficiency. When we were alone, Ivan turned to me, his face now bright with a mischievous smile.
"Well, how did you sleep last night?" He drew closer to me. He had his signature fresh woody scent. There was no
trace of cigarette smell on him.
"It was good," I forced a smile.
His hands moved from my hand to my thigh and I inhaled sharply. His touch was a familiar one, rough and pleasurable.
He came closer by degrees and although I tried to pull away, the magnetism of his presence held me in place. The sensations
from the night at the club, the rapture I had experienced of feeling his lips against mine resurfaced with a vengeance. But just as
quickly as he had taken on the seductive personality, he switched and stood up suddenly. It was probably for the best since I
really needed to get a hold on my emotions before anything else happened.
"What's your favorite meal?" He asked me. I was breathless and slightly taken aback by the random question.
"I'm sorry, what?"
His eyes traced the curves on my desire, subtly revealing the strong desire he held. I felt conflicted the more I thought
about his conflicting nature. He was playing with me, teasing me as he pleased and I could feel my patience reaching its
breaking point.
But wait, does that mean I want him? No, that couldn't be.
"Your favorite meal, what is it?" He asked again as he fiddled with his lighter.
"I don't have one," I answered him.
He scoffed, "Nonsense. Everyone has one, some meal that comforts them or reminds them of a certain moment of peace
and joy in their lives."
There was a manner in which he said it that piqued my interest and I immediately wanted to know about him.
"And what's yours then?" I asked. He paused and chuckled lightly.
"I asked you first, Audrey," he lit the lighter.
"And I answered. I told you I don't have any, so it's your turn to answer," I replied firmly.
I noticed he was hesitant in responding, so I continued while I still had a chance.
"Well? What is it?" I leaned forward.
He sighed and conceded, "Croque-monsieur."
"What?"
"Croque-monsieur, it's a French sandwich with—"
"I know what it is. I'm just—I'm just wondering why."
"Now, now, Audrey," he clicked his tongue, "You're judging. It reminds me of my childhood. Back then when my father
would punish me—and I was punished a lot since I always covered for my siblings—Anton, my brother Mikhail or my sister
Vanya would sneak slices of croque-messieurs that they had hidden and made. My sister just got accepted into cooking school
and she was trying to build her skills, so that was what she had started out with. Anyway, every time I was locked away in my
room and denied food for the day, the three of them would somehow sneak it in."
Just what kind of a home did he grow up in? I had assumed that he was just another rich spoiled kid like Jeremy who
lived the sheltered, pampered life but hearing his story made me realize there was more to him that I didn't know. And he had
siblings? I couldn't have guessed that. I felt he was an only child, with wealth passed down straight to him. The thought of
numerous Ivans in the room caused me to shiver.
"Wow, that's, umm, quite a story," I exhaled.
"Yes. Now I've shared, so it's your turn to share," he turned his lighter on again.
He just never gives up.
"Fine, but don't laugh or anything," the conversation had opened me up and became more free around him, "It's the
McDonald's egg bacon biscuit sandwich."
"Oh my—what?" He laughed and it was a bit blinding.
"And you were judging me for having a sandwich as a favorite meal?" He continued.
I blushed, "Yeah, yeah, I know it's ridiculous."
"Nah, not at all. It's alright. Kinda glad we both share sandwiches as our favorite meals. And what's your story?" He
switched off the lighter and leaned against the wall to listen to me. He had his full attention on me and my heart raced under the
pressure.
"Well... When I was at the orphanage and whenever I moved from one foster home to the next, between transfer, where I
still had to return to the orphanage for a while, one of the sisters there often loved buying it. She and I were close, so she
would usually give me one every time she bought it. In time, it became sort of like a comfort food for me, reminding me of, you
know, the bond I formed there, and I don't know, maybe the bonds I would form later in the future. It's really open to
interpretation, really," I chattered.
"Well, I think you too have an interesting origin story for yours as well," Ivan smiled before he caught sight of one of the
maids, "Sonia!"
The young girl with her black hair tied into a neat ponytail quickly rushed to him and bowed, "Yes, Boss."
"Have Katarzyna prepare breakfast for Audrey and I."
From under her eyes, she cast a glance at me before asking, "And what will you both be having this morning, Boss?"
"Croque-messieurs and egg bacon biscuit sandwiches a la McDonald's," Ivan said with a straight face.
"Y-Yes, Boss." The girl was about to leave when Ivan noted, "And tell Katarzyna to prepare the croque-messieurs the
way Vanya had taught her."
Chapter 13 - Ivan
A few days later
"So, the police had been informed about the location of our warehouses that night as well?" I asked Anton, who was
driving the car.
"Yes, Boss. The cops on our payroll said someone had tipped off detective Lopez," Anton stepped on the gas. So my
suspicions were true. There was a rat in the organization.
"Okay. For now, let’s keep this information just between the two of us."
"Of course." Anton agreed.
"Anything from that snake Giuseppe?" I questioned.
"Not a word yet. The Bianchis are observing the ceasefire and laying low," Anton uttered. I still had time, but not for
long. It was crucial I found this rat before he caused any further damage to the organization.
"Also..." Anton interrupted.
"Also what, Anton?" I hesitated, exhaling deeply.
"Well, speak up Anton, for fuck's sake."
"Don’t shoot the messenger, but your sister, Lady Vanya, said she would like to see you one of these days preferably
today or tomorrow," Anton mumbled. Lady Vanya, I always hated that name. She had crowned herself that when we were
young and Anton, smitten with her, was the only one who ever called her that. In fact, I could wager he still had feelings for her.
I could see it in the way his shell peeled off when he was around her or when her name was mentioned. We had never talked
about it and it wasn’t really my place, so I never said anything.
“Anton, did you already run to my sister and told her about my engagement?” I knew he wasn’t the one, but I liked to
pull his leg since he was so weak when it came to my sister.
He just growled and I chuckled, “Well, somebody told her because we both know why she’s requesting to see me after
having talked to me the other day.”
“You’re in for a treat, my friend.” Anton read my thoughts.
***
Audrey was on the verge of crying or maybe screaming. At me.
"Well, Audrey, these are all your things from your apartment," I explained.
"Since you'll be living here now, there's no need for your things to be back there, wouldn't you agree?" I uncrossed my
arms and leaned forward.
"I-I think you're taking things too fast," she spoke up.
Yup, screaming it was. Was she breaking out of her shell?
"First, you kidnap me, then you tell me I have to marry you, and now you break into my apartment and clear out my
things. I never said I wanted any of this," her innocent brown eyes finally met mine. Only this time, there was defiance, a
growing fierce spirit. And I loved it.
I sauntered toward her and brushed her hair with my hand before cupping her face gently. She trembled. Got ya,
darling. I closed the remaining distance and pulled in close for a kiss. She gasped. I paused just before our lips met and then
walked away with a sly smile on my face. Audrey, however, remained transfixed in confusion. From her expression, I suddenly
realized there was something pleasurable in teasing her, a dark joy, especially coupled with the untainted aura she had about
her.
"How are you and the baby feeling, by the way?" I inquired.
She paused and touched her belly. She looked puzzled, like she didn't think I was that interested in the baby.
"We're doing fine," she cleared my throat.
"That's wonderful. And have you thought of a name yet?" The question came out of nowhere, but as I said it, I realized I
was curious.
"No. No, I haven't," she answered, "I mean, I don't know if it'll be a boy or girl."
"I say let's have numerous names ready," I suggested. It was the first time I got excited about the prospect of having a
child.
"Well, what names do you have in mind?" She wondered.
"Hmm. Well, there's Nikolai if it's a boy, and Irina if it's a girl," I offered.
"I was thinking of... Charles or Grace." She countered.
"You just made those up right now, didn't you?" I chuckled.
"Yeah, the Grace name.” She admitted. “Charles, however, has always been a name I thought would be cool for any
male child of mine."
"Hmm, okay. Let's do this then. If it's a boy, we'll call him Charles and if it's a girl, we'll call her Irina. Deal?" I arched
his brow.
"Uuuh. Okay then. Why Irina though?"
"Irina was the name of my mother," I shrugged.
She nodded and got lost in thoughts perusing the boxes with her stuff.
“Well, I need to get going now, but please feel free to roam the house as you please. It’s your home now, too." I said
gently trying to make her see the bright side of this new arrangement.
She peered into my eyes, her look full of unreleased anger. Then, determination took place as she made her way
towards me. Before I could see through her intention, she attacked my mouth in a passionate kiss.
My entire body lit up and my dick jerked upward. I slid down one of my hands, grabbed her ass while and growled
wildly.
Without a warning, she cut off the kiss and smirked. "Two can play your game, Mr. Zolotov. Now, tell me this mansion
has a library somewhere.”
Still trying to catch my breath, I was unable to say anything. Touché, Audrey. There was a savage underneath that
innocence and I couldn’t wait for it to break free. I was looking forward to breaking Audrey’s walls. In the meantime, I hoped
my library did its part.
Chapter 14 - Ivan
"Lovely weather we're having today, wouldn't you say?" The familiar authoritative voice said.
I turned to find my sister dressed in a black trench coat, large sunglasses and a colorful scarf tied around her head like
the actresses during the golden age of Hollywood. Her lips were bright red and her skin shone beautifully in the sun. I returned
to staring at the kids running around the playground.
"Are your kids here?" I asked as I took a large puff of smoke.
"Nah. They're currently at home. They're being watched by a nanny," Vanya took off her sunglasses, "Finding
trustworthy babysitters is really difficult when you're in our line of work, you know."
I snickered and took another drag, my eyes still fixed on the children. "You're not in this line of business, Vanya. Father
had made it very clear, so why am I here in this park?"
"My goodness, you don't have to remind me of my exclusion from the organization that is based on the simple fact that I
am a woman. Follow me," she was already heading towards the bench. I sighed and followed her. We still had a clear view of
the children from this new location and I just stood next to her.
"When I heard you wanted to meet up with me, I assumed it would be at your place. Why'd you bring me out here?" My
patience was growing thin by the second and I wasn't ready to play her lectures.
"What do you think about children?" Vanya asked softly.
"What?"
"Children, they're all just so fragile. It would be a simple thing to kidnap them or snap their necks and the like," her
eyes remained on the kids running around. She appeared like she was in some trance.
"That's terrifying coming from a mother of two," I threw the cigarette in a nearby trash can and pulled another one out.
"No, no. I'm just trying to show the extent of their vulnerability to the world. It's because of said vulnerability that
parents come into place. We take care of them and protect them from the world. One comes to find that they would rather bleed
than watch their child bleed," she eyed me as I lit the cigarette in my mouth, "You're still smoking those things after all these
years. You and Anton can't stop now. They'll be the death of you both."
"I seem to remember you had a phase," I countered.
"True."
"Why are we here, Vanya?" I exhaled in exhaustion.
"You really do have a glow around you. I see it now," Vanya ignored my question, "It's not that noticeable but it's there,
very subtle."
The fuck is she talking about?
"Vanya, I'm getting ti—"
"For fuck's sake, Ivan. I'm talking about your incoming child and your bride-to-be, and you know it!" she snapped,
hissing in annoyance.
"And don't you blame Anton," Vanya leaned back with a smug on her face and watched the children with a keen
curiosity, "He's only looking out for you. Sadly, that's all he ever does. I pity him really. You're his raison d'etre. Besides, I got
the information from the maid Katarzyna."
"I know Anton wouldn’t share something like this without my consent. Not even with you. Don’t go inquiring my staff
about my life, Vanya," I groaned.
"That's rubbish," Vanya replied swiftly, "Plus, it's not like I'm looking into the activities of the organization. Besides, I
am your sister—of course, I am poking my nose into your business."
"It’s for your own good," I warned.
"What do you know about my good? Anyway Ivan, I'm not here to quarrel. I'm just interested in who she is."
"An angel, Vanya. Now stay out of it," I tossed the cigarette into the trash can and began to walk away before she ran
after me.
"Wait, damnit. You haven't announced your engagement yet, right? I'm hosting a dinner party this week, inviting the top
figures of the city. Everyone and anyone will be there," she was panting as she spoke.
"And why are you just telling me about this now?" I glared at her furiously.
"Think about it. If I told you first, you would easily shoot down the idea, but if I invited everyone and gave them the
promise that you would be in attendance, then you would have to be there," she had a triumphant smirk on her face as she
crossed her arms and stared at me.
"Stay out of my business, Vanya!" I walked away.
"What I'm trying to say is that you can use my party as a platform to announce your engagement." I halted and gave her a
look of intrigue. She had my interest now.
"Where will the party be at?" I narrowed my eyes.
"At my house. Be there on Friday with Audrey. That's her name, right? Audrey," she said with a tone of inquisitiveness,
"What a pretty name. I can't wait to meet her. I can't wait to meet the one that finally captured my little brother's heart." She
muttered to herself as she walked away and got into her car parked a short distance from the playground.
As I drove into the compound and caught Audrey sitting on the steps in front of the mansion, I held my breath and the
world froze in place. The passage of time, I realized, seemed to slow to grinding halt when I was in close proximity to her.
Audrey was carrying my child, and as each day passed, I felt a deeper attraction for her, even deeper than I had anticipated.
Gradually, my paternal instincts grew stronger, intertwining with a peculiar yet potent emotion that I couldn’t put into words.
She was reading a book with religious devotion. Her hair was made into a messy bun and she wore a flowing flowery
dress.
"And what is it you're reading?" I beamed a smile as she returned one back.
"Hey, you're back. How did your meeting go?" She brushed the strand of her hair that danced before her face to the
side.
"It was alright. Exactly as I imagined it would be," I hid the gift behind me, making sure it couldn't be seen by her, "So...
What book is that?"
"Oh, it's a light novel called Classroom of the Elite. It has an anime adaptation but I decided to start with the novel first.
I think you should read it. You strike me as the type of person who would enjoy it," she eyed me with a peculiar look.
"I actually got you something," I told her.
"Oh, what is it?"
I handed her a rare edition of a novel by the Japanese detective fiction writer Edogawa Ranpo and the way her face lit
up brightened my spirit.
"Oh my, I actually had plans on getting this book. It's the one where Kobayashi is introduced. Thank you so much for
this," she got up and hugged me.
"You're welcome. By the way," I pulled her away gently, "You should get ready for Friday."
"Why? What's happening on Friday?" She inquired.
"My sister will be hosting a dinner party then," I began, "And I'll be announcing our engagement to the world there."
Her face fell down.
***
“You seem lost in thought, Ivan,” Vlad’s voice cut through the air, his hand landing heavily on my shoulder.
“I think you need to do something to relieve yourself from all the stress you're feeling. This Bianchi business is
annoying. It’s been a while since you’ve been to the clubs, right? Let’s go out tonight, get some girls and have fun. That should
lift your spirits up, like old times.” He dragged on.
His words hung in the air for a moment. A cigarette found its way into my hand—as usual—and I lit it, the ember
casting a dim glow in the otherwise dim room of the hotel. Memories of the wild nights I had once enjoyed in those clubs
drifted to the forefront of my mind. The reckless abandon, the pulsating music, the allure of temporary distractions—it had all
held a certain appeal back then.
The thought of indulging in the same hedonistic pursuits now felt empty, a shadow of the satisfaction they once
provided. My gaze settled on the glowing tip of the cigarette, a slow exhale carrying my thoughts away with the dissipating
smoke.
“I’m good, Vlad,” I replied, my tone dry despite the warmth of the room. “Maybe you should do it.”
His face registered complete surprise. It was as if my response had disrupted the script he had envisioned. In his eyes,
the answer seemed so straightforward—a night of excess to drown the troubles that plagued me.
Vlad’s shoulders slumped slightly, his gaze shifting to the floor as if contemplating my words. “Alright, brother,” he
muttered, his voice subdued.
"By the way, you've heard about Vanya's dinner party, right?" I asked Vlad before he left.
"Which one? The one on Friday?" He slouched and tilted his head to the left. I nodded.
"I heard about it. Not from her directly, but from a few senators who were invited," Vlad said, "She was probably very
busy with arrangements that she forgot to tell me about it. Plus, maybe she realized it would be easier on her end if she just let
me get the invitation from the people I mingled with. You know how efficient she can be sometimes."
That wasn't it, Vlad. She just didn't want you there.
"And what about you? Did you get an invite?" Vlad asked.
"Of course I did, Vlad. I'm the head of the organization. I got the invite long before it became public," I answered.
"Of course. Goodnight, Boss," Vlad bowed and exited the room.
I took another drag of the cigarette, the bitter taste mingling with the thoughts that swirled within me. As I exhaled, a
sense of clarity settled over me. The nights of chasing empty thrills were behind me. There was a rogue faction from the
Bianchi family making subtle moves in the shadows, despite the cease-fire we had established. It was a reminder that the
world I lived in was one of constant danger and treachery. Anton kept me informed of the developments, but even the pressure
of the escalating conflict couldn’t distract me from the storm of emotions brewing inside me.
Chapter 15 - Ivan
Despite the plan to announce the engagement, I still found Vanya's dinner party terribly annoying. She had forced a
move and dragged me into her game, and it was a game played on her own turf and by her own rules. After she was done with
college, she developed a habit of throwing exquisite parties such as these, often drawing in powerful guests. I think, at the time,
it gave her a purpose. It was also a time my father would use these parties to gather information and build alliances with top
political figures. These grand gatherings were however never to my liking. I sighed heavily, resigned to the fact that my evening
was now committed to a lavish event I’d rather have avoided. Regardless of my distaste for it, it was still the perfect stage to
tell the world about Audrey and I.
My mind couldn’t help but wander back to the memories of my brother, Mikhail. He was the second eldest son and had
descended from Zolotov Incarnate to the black sheep of the family. The one who dared to dream of a life beyond the dangerous
Bratva lifestyle. To the family and the organization, he was now the disowned son, a traitor who had abandoned our ways to
live a normal life.
But to me, Mikhail was my younger brother, my favorite. Along with Anton, he was my most cherished confidant. His
skills in the organization were even greater than mine and if he had remained, he would’ve become a formidable top official in
the Bratva. He was known as the prodigy of the criminal underworld. However, he had given it all up for freedom.
During our time in Boston, years ago, Mikhail longed for freedom and seeking dreams outside the darkness we were
born into. Back then, the missions we went on were beyond dangerous, and a certain cloud of melancholy would often envelop
him. We were partners and the most feared, doing the dirtiest jobs in the most efficient way possible.
I still remembered the day he made the decision to escape after the girl was killed by our father’s enemy. After he
helped our father and I defeat the Chinese boss, he put the final bullet in the old man's head and decided to put the dark days
behind him. His eyes were filled with determination and a glimmer of hope as he declared his intention to leave the Bratva
behind.
Back then, I didn’t fully understand his desire to break free from the clutches of the organization, but I respected him.
So, I decided to help him out. His choice had come at a cost, though. Our father and the organization disowned him, casting him
out like a forgotten memory.
None of them knew that I had been the one to help him escape, not even Anton. I had hidden Mikhail’s intentions and
aided his departure, even though it meant breaking the unwavering loyalty that the Bratva demanded.
I couldn’t help but wonder if such an escape was possible for me. Would I ever leave the Bratva behind and find
happiness and peace somewhere else? I didn’t think so. My obligations and responsibilities within the organization were too
deeply ingrained, and leaving was not an option.
I had spent my entire life in service to the Bratva, climbing its ranks and becoming a formidable force within the
organization. My brothers and I had followed in our father’s footsteps, ensuring the continuity of our family’s legacy. Even my
sister, who had been denied entry into the organization because she was a woman, still supported the Bratva as best she could.
Now, I was so powerful that I was the one making the rules. In a way, I could create a better world for Audrey and Charles.
Funny, I'm already expecting a boy.
Her emerging upstairs brought me out of my reminiscing and I was momentarily rendered speechless. She stood before
me, radiant in a stunning gown that left me awestruck.
“You look stunning,” I blurted, and I noticed a blush tinge her cheeks.
The fabric seemed to caress her every curve, and the delicate embroidery accentuated her beauty in ways I had never
seen before. The dress shimmered like stardust, and I couldn’t help but think she was an angel who had descended to grace my
life. Trapped in the house here with me, her charm had worn off, forgotten from the forced introversion, but now it came to
light once again. I made a mental note to take her out more after the party.
"Anything I should worry about or look out for when we're there?" She asked.
"Well, just avoid speaking to the people there as much as possible. They're very powerful people and they're not all
what the world thinks they are," I said.
***
With Audrey at my side, we made our way to Vanya’s home, the air tinged with both excitement and anxiety. I held her
hand tightly as we walked in. I enjoyed it, the soft feel of her skin and the closeness the evening exacted.
As we arrived at the party, the opulence and grandeur were immediately apparent. The venue was a sight to behold,
adorned with the finest decor and ornaments money could buy. Vanya had redesigned her home specifically for this occasion.
Crystal chandeliers hung from the high ceilings, casting a soft, golden glow over the room. Rich tapestries adorned the walls,
telling tales of valor and power. Elaborate flower arrangements adorned each table, and the fragrance of exotic blooms filled
the air.
The guests were as impressive as the setting, comprising top members of the Bratva and influential political figures,
most of whom I knew. Their hushed conversations, guarded expressions, and shrewd glances only emphasized the gravity of the
event.
As we entered the room, there was an audible gasp from the assembled guests and the air in the place immediately
changed. Everyone was surprised to see the Boss of the Bratva in the flesh, especially after I had gone on a social retreat.
Beyond that, it was clear that they had not been expecting to see a woman by my side, and I could feel their curious eyes on us.
“Ivan!” Vanya rushed to me the second she caught sight of me. “So glad you came.”
“Yo, Ivan,” Vlad greeted, and strolled toward us with his hands sheathed in his pockets.
“Have some respect, Vladimir,” Vanya hissed.
“Oh, forgive me. Hello, boss.” Vlad bowed mockingly but I paid him no mind. I was used to his antics, but Vanya could
never quite stand him. She rolled her eyes at him and turned her attention to Audrey. I took the opportunity to introduce Audrey
to them, and Vlad was surprised yet courteous in his greetings.
Vanya, the ever-gracious hostess, welcomed her warmly, feigning surprise at seeing Audrey. She seemed genuinely
pleased to meet Audrey.
“Wow, Audrey! You're more beautiful than what I heard. Honestly, Ivan never does you justice when he talks about
you," she clasped Audrey's hands, "And you're all he ever talks about." She winked at me and mouthed "You're welcome."
Audrey smiled widely and thanked her shyly. Eventually, Vanya was pulled away by one of her guests, a senator.
Vlad, on the other hand, said nothing but looked at Audrey curiously before disappearing. With a small smile, I
mustered the courage to make the announcement that was sure to shock everyone present.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” I said, my voice steady but my heart pounding, “I have an important announcement to make.
This evening, I am delighted to introduce you all to the woman who has captured my heart—Audrey Sanders.”
A stunned silence filled the room as all eyes turned to Audrey, whose smile radiated like the morning sun. It was then
that I added, “And not only that, but I am also thrilled to announce that Audrey and I are engaged to be married by the end of
next month.”
A loud applause filled the room. The reactions were instantaneous and varied. The room buzzed with whispers and
hushed discussions as they attempted to process the news. Yet, amid the sea of reactions, I could only focus on Audrey.
Her eyes sparkled with happiness, and my grip on her hand tightened as if to reassure her that we were in this together.
When I was done, numerous people surrounded us, congratulating us on our engagement. Audrey kept her interaction
with them to a minimum and I hoped it stayed that way. I am sure she has her own assumptions by now, but I couldn't have my
position in the Bratva revealed to her. Not yet.
"They’re still staring at us,” she began, her face innocent and shy in the presence of the criminal world. I was certain
everyone else could sense it.
Unfortunately, Anton’s call tore me away from her for a moment. I excused myself from the room, leaving Audrey alone
amidst the sea of strangers. As I stepped onto the porch, Anton explained that he had managed to capture some members of the
Bianchis. That was a beautiful progress. I had invited Anton to the party but he humbly declined, opting instead to work.
But when I returned to the room, I was met with an unexpected sight that sent a jolt of jealousy coursing through me.
Vlad was flirting shamelessly with Audrey. The sight of his charming smile and her giggles subtly fueled my anger.
"And what are we talking about?" I said to both of them. Vlad cleared his throat and replied, "Nothing much. Just
getting to know my future sister-in-law."
Right. Vlad, ever since he was very young, had one fundamental flaw that, apparently, was impossible to fix. He was
always envious of the things I owned. It didn't matter if his were objectively better than mine, the mere fact that the object
belonged to me made it glitter irresistibly in his eyes. Anton had revealed that at one point, Vlad had gone on a hunt, sleeping
with every girl I had ever slept with in clubs. Moreover, he had also tried 'getting to know' Josephine too.
"What are you doing, Vlad?" I assumed my cold demeanor.
"N-Nothing, I swear," he started to back away. Audrey looked back and forth, the tension cutting through us. I chuckled
suddenly and pulled Vlad for an embrace, stating that I was just kidding.
"Don't come close or talk to her, understand?" I whispered in his ear. He nodded and excused himself. Audrey smiled,
oblivious to Vlad's true intentions.
"Wow, this is quite the party. Most of these people are those I see on the news," she looked around curiously.
"I thought I told you not to talk to anyone," I said sternly.
"What?"
"When I give an order, you're to obey. It's that simple," I barked quietly.
The transformation in her hazelnut eyes was fascinating to me. They morphed from innocence to confusion, and finally
to defiance.
"What Is wrong with you? You left me all alone here in a room full of powerful people you said I can't trust. Everyone's
eyes were fixed on me and every stranger that passed congratulated me, so I thought that having some company would prevent
excessive contact with the others," she whispered aggressively, "Besides, isn't he your brother?"
There's a good girl indeed. She was learning and learning fast. I was just a jealous prick. What she needed was a way
to be independent, to make calculated decisions even when I was not there. I just wished the company was anyone but Vlad.
"Calm down, Audrey. I apologize for my tone," I said hesitantly, "It's just that Vlad and I have a complicated
relationship."
"I see... What happened there?" She appeared genuinely interested. However, we were interrupted by two men who
came to us. One of them was old, wearing a large grey suit and a wrinkled face that was permanently set into a frown. The
other was a young man in a black velvet suit. Both of them greeted and congratulated us on our engagement. The young man
darted from Audrey to me, before settling on her. There was something familiar about him. I turned to find Audrey trembling at
the sight of the man.
"Jeremy," she muttered, her words coming in fragmented pieces, "What are you doing here?"
Of course. Jeremy Smith, her former fiancé. So that means the man behind him must be Hamilton Smith, judging by
the resemblance. I grabbed Audrey's hand to calm her down.
"We are associates of Mr. Zolotov’s organization," the father gave a sinister grin. I didn't recall being affiliated with
them.
"Yes, how is business these days, Mr. Zolotov?" Jeremy turned to me.
"Smooth," I forced a smile. The smug in his face was annoying and I wondered how Audrey had been able to put up
with the bastard for that long.
"Well, that's not what I hear with the whole Bianchi affair," Jeremy said as he watched Audrey's reaction. This prick!
He was trying to reveal my identity and see if Audrey knew about it.
"I'm sorry but you and I are actually not associates," I corrected them, pointing to the fact that I didn't know them.
"Oh, but we are. Your brother Vlad met with us. In fact, you could say we're brothers now," Hamilton said as he sipped
his drink.
"Do you know what brother is in Russian, Audrey?" Jeremy smirked. This had gone on too long.
"Is this a way to treat your associates? Would you like for me to end our relationship and address this discourteous way
you both have been talking to us?" I stepped closer to them and placed my hands on their shoulders before whispering, "You
both should know what I do to those who misbehave." I tightened my grip on their shoulders, "Don't make me address this."
They shuddered and apologized. "Would you look at the time? We should be leaving, dad. See you, Audrey," Jeremy
said.
"No, you won't. Don't come close to her or else," I said to him as I shot him a deadly glare.
He gulped and bowed, "Yes, Boss." When they left, I turned to Audrey. She was still in shock from the encounter.
"Hey, are you okay?" I gently touched her soft chin. She jerked back to reality.
"I-I never thought I would ever see him again," her eyes were still widened with terror, "What was all that they were
talking about? All that Bianchi and associates talk?"
"Come on, you're dazed. You need to get some fresh air," I wrapped my arms around her and led her to the balcony. I
couldn't let her learn about my double life as the leader of the Bratva in here. She wasn't ready to handle the truth yet.
We stood in silence against the balcony railing and watched the quiet night sky. Beneath and behind us, Vanya's party
raged, but here, we were alone, cut off from any of the drama. She tugged at my shirt like a cute child and lowered my head
before she suddenly pulled me in for a kiss.
Chapter 16 - Audrey
There was something about the air that pointed to my suspicion that the people gathered in the room were united by
more than the conventional business bond. It felt like there was something more, something... darker. I could feel it the moment
Ivan and I walked into the room and the guests fell silent before him. He held a sinister power over them but I couldn't quite
figure it out and I wasn’t sure why he wouldn't reveal it to me.
My mind drifted to two nights ago when Ivan found me sauntering around the compound.
"Don't worry, I'm just taking a stroll. Not plotting an escape or anything. God, that sounds awkward as hell," I had
blurted suddenly.
Ivan laughed, "It's not like you would be able to find your way seeing as we're far from town. After the
announcement though, you'll be free to leave the compound as you please."
"And calls?"
"And calls too," Ivan assured, "I know you've wanted to reach your friends for a while now but I'd just like the news
to be broken to the world at once."
I sat on the newly trimmed grass and kept the novel I had in hand by my side. "What is it you do, Ivan? You've never
really told me that," I managed to ask. A part of me knew it was an answer I didn't want to know but I had to know
regardless. His face stiffened and he became defensive.
"I told you. I do contracts and favors for people," he tried to offer a reassuring smile, but it wasn't enough. I
wanted to know but he had a look that said, "Stop asking these questions, Audrey. I promise to tell you all there is to know
soon enough," and I yielded.
Now here I was in this dinner party with everyone staring at me like I was the queen of some dark emperor.
“Hello there, Audrey,” Vanya, Ivan’s older sister, approached me again with a warm smile that belied the curiosity in
her eyes. Her words held the unspoken question, “Who are you?”
I took a big gulp and smiled as best I could, attempting to reassure her that I meant no harm to her brother and that I
cared deeply for him. Vanya was incredibly refined in speech, taste and manners, and her presence became suffocating and
tense. Or it was me and this place. Before Vanya could respond, another guest claimed her attention, and I was left to gather my
thoughts.
The unspoken whispers and the lingering stares started to gnaw at my confidence. The room felt like it was closing in
on me, and suddenly, I was drowning in paranoia and self-doubt.
But before I could catch my breath, Vlad, Ivan’s younger brother, appeared before me.
“Well, well, well, Ivan really outdid himself. He certainly has good taste,” Vlad said with a smile. His appearance was
striking, with his hair slicked back like Ivan's. His posture did give him an informal and approachable air. His smile was
disarming, and I felt a hint of danger beneath his playful demeanor. His presence however seemed to drive the diva away from
me so that was a warm welcome.
As he introduced himself, I tried to remain polite but distant. I had seen this in so many cliché romance novels—the girl
falling in love with both her fiancé and his brother. No way was I going to be caught in some stupid love triangle.
My efforts seemed futile as he continued to flirt with me, his words and gestures too familiar for my comfort. Not
wanting to come off as disrespectful, I forced a giggle to his words, hoping he would leave. Just as I felt a sense of unease
settling in, Ivan returned to witness the scene. I could tell he was jealous as he drove Vlad away from me.
Then, he went into his whole I make the rules, you are to follow them routine and I couldn't take any more of it. Before
I could lose it in front of everybody, he apologized and hinted at a complex relationship between the brothers. Oh, how I
wished I could quiz him more.
However, before I could even try to do so, my lungs lost their power as I struggled to make sense of the people
approaching. Ivan did say that some of the most powerful people in the city would be present, so it shouldn't have been
surprising that they were here, but seeing Jeremy and his father here left me aghast.
Here I was, announcing my engagement to another man in front of someone I had thought would be my partner in crime
for life. Oh, what a month can do to people.
He mumbled things to Ivan as he watched me, observing my every reaction. It was like he was trying to tell me
something, to reveal something to me. The only thing his presence communicated though, was a reminder of all the painful
memories of our relationship and the things I had to endure while I was with him. And even though I had initially been forced
to this arrangement with Ivan, I was founding myself more aligned with the idea.
Before I knew it, Ivan left me and held them tightly by the shoulder, whispering something to them. Their faces changed,
flashing fear as Ivan pulled away. Just like that, they were on their way. Huh, I could ask him to teach me that.
***
The balcony was empty and the roar of the party could be heard beyond the door. The night air was cool against my
flushed cheeks as I clung to Ivan, who stood tall beside me. The world spun wildly around me and struggled to hold my grip on
everything around me. The party, this overwhelming opulence, Ivan’s presence and the reactions it caused and yes, Jeremy’s
face too. Paired with heightened hormonal activity and I found it all too much.
I glanced at Ivan's face and his lips seemed to glisten, inviting me in. My heart beating loudly, I tugged at his shirt. As
his face came closer, I planted my lips on his before he could react. The kiss was sudden and passionate, leaving me breathless
and dizzy with emotions. All my fears and worries were replaced by a raw desire that I had struggled to suppress, and from the
way he kissed me, he too must've been fighting the urge.
My heart pounded in my chest as I tried to process the whirlwind of emotions inside me. He hesitated for a moment, his
eyes searching mine. His breath grew laborious as he bit his lip and pulled me closer.
He kissed me again, and this time his tongue swirled fiercely, trying to dominate me. Then slowly he moved to my neck
and kissed it as his strong hands cupped and groped my breasts. He pushed me against the wall and pulled my breasts out from
the top of my gown. While he sucked on them, his fingers wandered down my dress and into my love nest. I gasped and
clutched him tightly, my legs barely able to support me.
The voices of the guests clamored from inside, but all of it was a hum, incoherent and imperceptible in this moment. As
his fingers moved back and forth, quickening in their motion, his thumb played with my clit. A moan escaped my mouth and I
held my mouth shut. This was just like the night I first met him, the night I’d given myself up to him.
“Let’s get inside.” He bit my ear and pulled me into one of the empty guest rooms. He wasn’t giving me any chance to
think. There was only desire in his every motion.
Laying me on the bed, he lifted up my dress and went down, devouring me. Loud moans of pleasure filled the room as
my body convulsed from the ecstasy. His rough hands played with my nipples, rubbing and pinching them, as his tongue sank
into my hole, exploring every corner. He held me in place as I arched in rapture. His tongue licked on my clit, slowly nibbling
it as he thrust two of his fingers into my hole. I clenched tightly as the fingers quickened in their motion. My body was under
siege and I was at his mercy. He added another finger and attacked me aggressively until I arched and squirted before
collapsing on the bed breathless.
No rest for the wicked, apparently. Dropping down his pants, he pulled my hair and soon his entire member was down
my throat. At first it was painful, but I quickly acclimated to it, enjoying it even. I could feel it grow and stiffen, and I choked
and gagged as he forced the entire length in my mouth. It throbbed and I looked up to see his face red with excitement. His
growling grew as I slurped louder. He looked down at me , maintaining eye contact as his hands tightened around my hair and
pounded my throat wildly. I could feel my pussy getting warmer, oozing fluids as it ached to be filled.
Before he could orgasm, he pushed me back to the bed, my belly on the sheets and ass turned toward him, and thrust
into me. His hands held fast onto my waist and he dug into me, starting with slow deep strokes. I could feel everything clearly
in me as he filled me up. He nearly pulled out before I rammed it in deep and hard, and started hitting me fast and hard. We
were like wild animals in bliss, erasing the tension of the evening through pure pleasure. One of his hands grabbed my hair and
pulled me up to him as the other one cupped my breasts, groping and playing with them. My entire body burned with all the
sensations and my moans echoed throughout the room.
He then turned me around and spread my legs apart. I saw his large member soaked with the fluids of our bodies.
Seeing the thick and long rod that was to penetrate me any second now, sent a wave of fear down my body. Ivan bent down and
kissed me as he suddenly fingered my sensitive hole and clit. My body spasmed once again and he rose up with a sly smile. He
placed his rod in front of my entrance and pushed just the tip slightly in and held it there. My body squirmed for more but he
held both my hands with one hand and pulled out.
"Ivan, please," I moaned, "Put it back in. Please."
He regarded me for a moment before he replied, "No." He proceeded to rub his member against my clit, quickening the
pace until he felt satisfied. All the while, I begged but he made no reply. Finally, he placed my legs on his shoulder and thrust
his dick deep inside me. The feeling was unimaginable. I instantly came under him.
Before I could catch my breath, he pounded harder than ever before. One of his hands tightened around my neck, slowly
cutting off my supply of oxygen and I felt my entrance tighten hardly around him. He was unrelenting and merciless and I loved
every second of it.
Eventually, I felt him swell inside as he continued to pound until we both climaxed together, and with ragged breathing,
we collapsed on the bed.
This was the same feeling I had experienced after our first time. Only stronger and more intense, which made me freeze
with fear. How could I feel so fiercely towards someone I essentially do not know?
Chapter 17 - Ivan
A few days later
The night air, cool and soothing, wrapped around me like a comforting shroud as I stood on the expansive balcony of
the penthouse. The city below me buzzed with its ceaseless energy, the rhythmic heartbeat of a metropolis that never slept.
I leaned against the ornate iron railing, a luxurious thick cigar resting between my fingers, its fragrant smoke spiraling
into the night. Each exhale carried with it a sense of calm, a momentary escape from the chaos that defined my world. My gaze
wandered downward, tracing the illuminated streets and towering skyscrapers that adorned the sprawling landscape. It was a
mesmerizing sight, the city’s beauty amplified under the cover of darkness. A sigh escaped me, and I shook my head, the cigar
tip glowing a fiery red as it inched closer to the edge. Even amidst the grandeur, my thoughts were consumed by her—Audrey.
I recalled that night, a night of wild passion and desire, all wrapped within the walls of my sister’s home.
I stroked my chin as I watched the lights from the buildings ahead switch off in response to the call of the night. The
taste of regret lingered on my tongue as I sighed, my gaze still fixed on the city below. I exhaled a plume of smoke, watching as
it mingled with the night air before dissipating into nothingness.
I found the memory of that night still lingered in my senses, intertwined with the scent of her perfume and the softness of
her lips against mine. I had savored every second of it, allowed myself to drown in the intoxication of her presence. But reality
loomed like a storm cloud, casting an ominous shadow over us.
Giuseppe had moved in on one of my territories and seized two of my warehouses early this morning, crippling the
access I had offered some of the corporations in the city. The old snake was making moves after he had declared a ceasefire.
How he had gotten the information on the warehouses evaded me? His friend, perhaps? This mysterious figure looming in the
background, supplying my enemies with crucial information about the organization and sabotaging us. The men Anton had
captured unfortunately had nothing to offer but Anton said he would press on with the questioning.
"Damn!" The word hissed past my lips, frustration and regret mingling in the air around me. I scratched my head in
exasperation. "Why did things have to turn out this way?" Just after I had found a sense of quiet and bliss with Audrey, this
happened.
“Did you say something?” Vlad’s voice, smooth and unconcerned, drew me from my internal monologue.
I turned to find my brother lounging on a pristine white leather chaise lounge, an amused glint in his eyes. Anton was
seated on the opposite leather couch, smoking a cigarette as he pored through several reports and blueprints. I had forgotten
they had been sitting there all along. Vlad's gaze held mine, a silent invitation to share my thoughts but beneath it, a search for
an opportunity to condescend. It was no wonder Vanya had always disliked him.
I forced a tight smile, masking the storm raging within. “Just thinking aloud.”
Vlad raised an eyebrow, his expression suggesting he wanted more than such a vague response.
"Have you been hearing what some of the men within the organization have been saying?" Vlad chuckled as he took a
sip of the exquisite Montrachet in his glass.
I made no reply.
"They're saying something about you going soft and spending time with your new bride. I'm not exactly sure, but that's
what I heard," I could tell Vlad was holding a sneer.
"Names."
"Eh?" Vlad was confused.
"Give me their names," I turned to him, "And I'll turn them to bodies to show them just how soft I’ve gone."
Vlad took a large gulp and smiled awkwardly.
Taking a puff of smoke, Anton asked, “So you still want to hit them tonight, Boss?”
His words pulled me back to the reality of the situation, a dangerous game we’d been playing for far too long. I was
tired of the games, sick of the name itself. A surge of determination replaced my earlier turmoil.
“Yeah, let’s end this Bianchi trouble once and for all,” I replied, the cigar held between my fingers now a silent
testament to my resolve. The smoke spiraled upward and dissipated into the cool night air. With a final puff of my cigar, I
discarded the remnants over the railing, the embers flickering briefly before disappearing into the abyss below.
With a graceful movement, I stepped away from the balcony, the night’s chill giving way to the warmth of the penthouse
interior. Vlad and Anton rose from their perches and followed me inside with a casual saunter.
The penthouse was a sanctuary of opulence, all sleek lines and modern design, yet some parts of its walls sported
ornate arabesque tapestries. My gaze swept over the lavish surroundings, from the marble floors to the abstract paintings that
adorned the walls. I’d always loved such places.
For me, it served as a stark contrast to the turmoil that raged beneath the surface, and the tension, I found, was often
soothing to me. Perhaps that was why I’d developed a mild obsession for art and architecture—it was of course nowhere close
to Vanya’s.
The rest of my men were already gathered; a quiet suspense hung in the air as they awaited my orders.
“You all remember the plan, right?” I addressed them at last, my voice firm and commanding. “Let’s move out.” I
couldn’t count how many times I had uttered those three words, and I conjectured this wouldn’t be the last time.
The imagined scene of a peaceful family life sprang up in my mind—a life with Audrey—and a subtle sense of dread
rose before vanishing as quickly as the imagination had risen. As I led my men away, a sense of purpose enveloped me,
drowning out the doubts and regrets that had plagued me moments before. The night unfurled before me, a canvas painted with
danger and uncertainty. As we stepped into the darkness, my gaze lifted to the moonlit sky, and for a moment I couldn’t help but
wonder if Audrey was looking up at the same stars, or what she was doing now. The city’s heartbeat throbbed on, slowly
waning but still curiously relentless and unyielding in energy, a reminder that life marched on, regardless of the tangled
emotions that bound us.
“Boss.” Anton bowed and opened the door for me.
The journey to the heart of the Italian gang’s lair was a silent one, the air heavy with tension. My men, hardened by
years of battles and betrayals, sat in grim anticipation, their eyes fixed on the road ahead. I wondered if they too dreamed of a
day when all of this would end. Could it ever end? The city streets blurred past, a backdrop of steel and concrete to the
dangerous dance that was about to unfold.
Finally, we arrived, the imposing compound of the Bianchi family looming before us like a fortress of shadows. My
heart pounded in my chest as we pulled to a stop, the engine’s growl fading into a palpable silence.
Anton, Vlad, and I remained in the car, our faces masks of stoic determination as we directed the meticulously planned
assault. Here we go again. Would the same ambush occur or would we be successful this time? It was time to find out.
“Go” was all I calmly said.
Outside the car’s windows, chaos reigned. My men moved with precision, storming the compound like a force of nature
unleashed. Gunfire erupted in sharp staccato bursts, the sound echoing through the night as they engaged in a deadly dance of
bullets and blood.
But within the confines of the car, an eerie stillness prevailed.
Beneath my veneer of calm, a sickening feeling began to well within my heart. A memory, vivid and haunting, clawed
its way to the forefront of my mind. Audrey—her eyes wide with fear, her voice a fragile whisper, as she caught me in the
aftermath of a fatal encounter with Detective Lopez. In that moment, I had glimpsed the fear of how my actions could be
perceived by someone else, someone I cared about. A chill crawled down my spine as I allowed myself to imagine what it
would be like for my own child to look at me with that same mixture of dread and disbelief.
The thoughts ran through my head as I waited for the madness of death in the distance to come to an end. They were
thoughts I knew I could never utter to anyone, especially Audrey. No one could learn about my vulnerability.
But as the tumultuous symphony of gunfire played out in the distance, a strange calm settled within the car. Anton and
Vlad exchanged glances, their expressions mirroring the quiet acceptance of the roles we played. As always, we were the
conductors of this dark symphony, orchestrating the moves from within the safety of our steel cocoon and this time, the
symphony was progressing smoothly.
With a deliberate motion, I reached for the pack of cigarettes on the dashboard, fingers brushing against the familiar
texture. I pulled one out, the flame of the lighter casting a warm glow in the dim interior of the car.
I lowered the window and inhaled the first drag, the cool night air mingling with the tendrils of smoke that curled and
dissipated into the darkness. The scent of gunpowder and distant chaos wafted in. It was a scene of duality—the city’s
underworld was engulfed in a battle for power and dominance while I sat in contemplative serenity, a master of shadows and
secrets.
In that moment, I knew one thing with unwavering clarity.
After this night, after the smoke cleared and the echoes of gunfire faded, I would return to Audrey. I would attempt to
dispel the fear that had taken root in her heart. It was a daunting task, one I found more difficult than the elimination of an old
and powerful Mafia family, but it was one that I had to undertake, for the sake of my child and the promise of a future free from
the shackles of darkness.
As the minutes stretched on, the gunfire began to dwindle, replaced by an eerie hush that settled over the compound. My
cigarette burned down to a stub and I flicked it out into the night, watching it disappear like a fading star. The plan had
unfolded, the don of the Bianchi family, Giuseppe Bianchi lay defeated at last, and the city’s balance of power had shifted. I’d
finally accomplished what my father had struggled but failed to do all his years.
I waltzed into the battered building with Anton, Vlad opting to remain in the car. I met Giuseppe on his knees
surrounded by my men, his frail countenance glaring at me menacingly.
"I thought we had a deal, Mr. Bianchi," I said to him with a straight face.
He chuckled, "Well, when I saw such a prize handed to me on a silver platter, how could I pass it up?" Anton and I
glanced at each other, before I pulled my gun from my vest and pointed it at his head. This was a scene I had lived over and
over since my teenage years. I was caught in an infinite time loop, with only the faces altered.
"Any last words, Don Giuseppe Bianchi?" I asked him.
"Make sure you take good care of your kid," he closed his eyes and braced for the end. A loud bang echoed as the body
of Giuseppe fell inanimate to the floor.
"Move out, people," I ordered and we left the building.
With a final glance toward the compound, I bade Anton to turn the car around and head back toward the heart of the city.
Our mission was complete.
The silence within the car remained, but now it was tinged with a sense of accomplishment. I realized that maybe it was
a sense of camaraderie that had prevented my father and old man Giuseppe from ultimately taking out the other. After all, they
did go way back. Fortunately, such a bond didn’t exist between us, and I had a goal to achieve.
The city’s skyline rose before me, and the dream of the world I sought to shape slowly took form in my eyes—a
paradise where my child, where all children, could thrive without fear. And so, with the echoes of gunfire fading into the night,
I pressed on and headed back home.
Chapter 18 - Audrey
Ivan was absent this whole weekend and I was fighting pregnancy cravings, mood swings and utter confusion in my
mind. Hence, I decided to face one pending thing and dialed one of my best friends.
"Hello," Charlotte answered the call groggily.
Did I wake her up?
"Sorry, Char. It's Audrey," I replied sheepishly.
"Oh my—oh my God! Gold! Is that you? Is that really you?" Charlotte exclaimed.
"Yes. Yes, it is," I laughed. It was nice to hear that nickname Gold again.
"Where have you been? The note you sent to both Claire and me saying you needed time to figure everything out was so
vague. Then, when I visited your place, the landlord said you had moved out to go live with some rich guy," Charlotte related.
"Yeah, I'm very sorry about not reaching out earlier. A lot of things happened," I humbly apologized.
"So where are you right now?"
"Remember Ivan, right?"
"Yes, the father. Did you finally meet him?" Charlotte asked.
"Yes, I did. It’s been a whirlwind ever since, but--" I hesitated. “Char, I am engaged to be married.”
"Whoa! Oh my God! Since when?" Charlotte's surprise was palpable.
"It's been two weeks or so. The wedding will be soon," I drew imaginary circles on the silk sheet of the bed, "You'll be
there, right?"
"Of course we will, Gold,” Charlotte assured me.
“How is he treating you?” She then asked, her voice tinged with concern for my well-being.
“Even though it’s been challenging the first couple of days, I have a full queen treatment, but… I am still wondering
whether I am completely mad for marrying someone I barely know.” I admitted.
“Hey, crazier things had been done. Gold, follow your intuition and your heart. I am sure all will end up just the way
it’s supposed to be.”
“Oh, how I miss you, Char. We need to have a reunion as soon as possible.” I decided.
“I would love nothing more, friend. I know this is a huge transition period for you, but remember, I am a phone call
away.” She told me.
“Love you, Char.”
“Back at you, Gold.” She said before hanging up.
I was still smiling thinking about my girlfriend when I heard the screeching sound of cars from outside the house.
Assuming it was Ivan, I jumped to get to the window and see his face. Instead, I found Vanya entering the mansion.
Once inside, she excitedly called me in for a hug. "How have you been? Hope you’re well. I realized I was free today
and thought I could pay you and my brother a visit. I hope you don’t mind I came by uninvited.
“Not at all. You’re always very welcome, but I have to disappoint you and let you know Ivan is away this weekend.” I
sighed as I told her the news.
“Oh, even better. We’ll have a girl’s night then! I would like to know my future sister-in-law a bit better, if you’re up
for it.”
“I am more than happy to do so, Vanya.” I smiled.
And that’s how we dove into swapping stories and inevitably bonding with each other. Even though we come from two
completely different worlds, she was surprisingly easy to talk to, and her fierce determination was evident in everything she
did. It was clear that she cared deeply for her brother—almost too much, a stranger might’ve added—and wanted the best for
him.
She shared a few anecdotes from their childhood emphasizing just how close Anton and Ivan had always been. I had
never really thought about it. Anton was always there by his side, but until now, I did not give it much of an importance.
Despite their stations in life, there was a bond they shared, a trust that was admirable.
“But of course, the others were jealous of that bond,” Vanya remarked as though she had read my mind.
“The others?”
“Yeah, our brothers.” There was something about the way she said it that suggested a certain distance from them. It was
almost like they weren’t her siblings, only related to Ivan. “Especially Vlad. That prick was a jealous brat, I’ll tell you that.
And a sly fox too. I don’t know why Ivan keeps him around. I’d sooner trust a madman with my life than him.”
Before I could really say anything, she continued, “And there’s Sergei, born just a year before Vlad. Thank goodness I
managed to get that one out of town for a while. He’s too reckless and impulsive, but he is the baby of the family, so we all
love him anyway.”
I was finally getting an insight into Ivan’s life and I couldn’t help but feel compassion. I began to understand the
complex layers that made up Ivan’s stoic exterior. His tough mask had been forged through years of hardship and pain, yet
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NEW YORK
GEORGE H. DORAN
COMPANY
Copyright, 1914, 1917, 1918
By George H. Doran Company
Printed in the United States of America
CONTENTS—VOLUME TWO
PAGE
ESSAYS
Holy Ireland 11
The Gentle Art of Christmas Giving 26
A Bouquet for Jenny 39
The Inefficient Library 49
The Poetry of Hilaire Belloc 62
The Catholic Poets of Belgium 78
LETTERS
To Charles Willis Thompson 101
To Shaemas O’Sheel 101
To Louis Bevier, Jr. 103
To Sara Teasdale Filsinger 104
To Katherine Brégy 105
To Amelia Josephine Burr 107
To Howard W. Cook 108
To Thomas Walsh 111
To Robert Cortes Holliday 114
To Reverend Edward F. Garesché, S.J. 116
To Reverend James J. Daly, S.J. 119
To His Mother 144
To Kenton Kilmer 163
To Deborah Kilmer 165
To His Wife 166
MISCELLANEOUS PIECES
A Ballad of New Sins 227
War Songs 230
“Try a Tin To-Day:” A Short Story 233
Some Mischief Still: A Play in One Act 252
ILLUSTRATIONS
Sergeant Joyce Kilmer Frontispiece
PAGE
Joyce Kilmer, Age 5 120
Joyce Kilmer’s Grave 222
ESSAYS
HOLY IRELAND
WE HAD hiked seventeen miles that stormy December day—the
third of a four days’ journey. The snow was piled high on our packs,
our rifles were crusted with ice, the leather of our hob-nailed boots
was frozen stiff over our lamed feet. The weary lieutenant led us to
the door of a little house in a side street.
“Next twelve men,” he said. A dozen of us dropped out of the
ranks and dragged ourselves over the threshold. We tracked snow
and mud over a spotless stone floor. Before an open fire stood
Madame and the three children—a girl of eight years, a boy of five, a
boy of three. They stared with round frightened eyes at les soldats
Americains, the first they had ever seen. We were too tired to stare
back. We at once climbed to the chill attic, our billet, our lodging for
the night. First we lifted the packs from one another’s aching
shoulders; then, without spreading our blankets, we lay down on the
bare boards.
For ten minutes there was silence, broken by an occasional
groan, an oath, the striking of a match. Cigarettes glowed like
fireflies in a forest. Then a voice came from the corner.
“Where is Sergeant Reilly?” it said. We lazily searched. There
was no Sergeant Reilly to be found.
“I’ll bet the old bum has gone out after a pint,” said the voice.
And with the curiosity of the American and the enthusiasm of the
Irish we lumbered downstairs in quest of Sergeant Reilly.
He was sitting on a low bench by the fire. His shoes were off and
his bruised feet were in a pail of cold water. He was too good a
soldier to expose them to the heat at once. The little girl was on his
lap and the little boys stood by and envied him. And in a voice that
twenty years of soldiering and oceans of whisky had failed to rob of
its Celtic sweetness, he was softly singing “Ireland isn’t Ireland any
more.” We listened respectfully.
“They cheer the King and then salute him,” said Sergeant Reilly.
“A regular Irishman would shoot him,” and we all joined in the
chorus, “Ireland isn’t Ireland any more.”
“Ooh, la, la!” exclaimed Madame, and she and all the children
began to talk at the top of their voices. What they said Heaven
knows, but the tones were friendly, even admiring.
“Gentlemen,” said Sergeant Reilly from his post of honor, “the
lady who runs this billet is a very nice lady indeed. She says yez can
all take off your shoes and dry your socks by the fire. But take turns
and don’t crowd or I’ll trun yez all upstairs.”
Now Madame, a woman of some forty years, was a true
bourgeoise, with all the thrift of her class. And by the terms of her
agreement with the authorities she was required to let the soldiers
have for one night the attic of her house to sleep in—nothing more;
no light, no heat. Also, wood is very expensive in France—for
reasons that are engraven in letters of blood on the pages of history.
Nevertheless—
“Assez-vous, s’il vous plait,” said Madame. And she brought
nearer to the fire all the chairs the establishment possessed and
some chests and boxes to be used as seats. And she and the little
girl, whose name was Solange, went out into the snow and came
back with heaping armfuls of small logs. The fire blazed merrily—
more merrily than it had blazed since August, 1914, perhaps. We
surrounded it, and soon the air was thick with steam from our drying
socks.
Meanwhile Madame and the Sergeant had generously admitted
all eleven of us into their conversation. A spirited conversation it was,
too, in spite of the fact that she knew no English and the extent of his
French was “du pain,” “du vin,” “cognac” and “bon jour.” Those of us
who knew a little more of the language of the country acted as
interpreters for the others. We learned the names of the children and
their ages. We learned that our hostess was a widow. Her husband
had fallen in battle just one month before our arrival in her home.
She showed us with simple pride and affection and restrained grief
his picture. Then she showed us those of her two brothers—one now
fighting at Salonica, the other a prisoner of war—of her mother and
father, of herself dressed for First Communion.
This last picture she showed somewhat shyly, as if doubting that
we would understand it. But when one of us asked in halting French
if Solange, her little daughter, had yet made her First Communion,
then Madame’s face cleared.
“Mais oui!” she exclaimed. “Et vous, ma foi, vous etes
Catholiques, n’est-ce pas?”
At once rosary beads were flourished to prove our right to
answer this question affirmatively. Tattered prayer-books and
somewhat dingy scapulars were brought to light. Madame and the
children chattered their surprise and delight to each other, and every
exhibit called for a new outburst.
“Ah, le bon S. Benoit! Ah, voilà, le Conception Immacule! Ooh la
la, le Sacre Coeur!” (which last exclamation sounded in no wise as
irreverent as it looks in print).
Now other treasures, too, were shown—treasures chiefly
photographic. There were family groups, there were Coney Island
snapshots. And Madame and the children were a gratifyingly
appreciative audience. They admired and sympathized; they
exclaimed appropriately at the beauty of every girl’s face, the
tenderness of every pictured mother. We had become the intimates
of Madame. She had admitted us into her family and we her into
ours.
Soldiers—American soldiers of Irish descent—have souls and
hearts. These organs (if the soul may be so termed) had been
satisfied. But our stomachs remained—and that they yearned was
evident to us. We had made our hike on a meal of hardtack and
“corned willy.” Mess call would sound soon. Should we force our wet
shoes on again and plod through the snowy streets to the temporary
mess-shack? We knew our supply wagons had not succeeded in
climbing the last hill into town, and that therefore bread and
unsweetened coffee would be our portion. A great depression settled
upon us.
But Sergeant Reilly rose to the occasion.
“Boys,” he said, “this here lady has got a good fire going, and I’ll
bet she can cook. What do you say we get her to fix us up a meal?”
The proposal was received joyously at first. Then someone said:
“But I haven’t got any money.” “Neither have I—not a damn sou!”
said another. And again the spiritual temperature of the room fell.
Again Sergeant Reilly spoke:
“I haven’t got any money to speak of, meself,” he said. “But let’s
have a show-down. I guess we’ve got enough to buy somethin’ to
eat.”
It was long after pay-day, and we were not hopeful of the results
of the search. But the wealthy (that is, those who had two francs)
made up for the poor (that is, those who had two sous). And among
the coins on the table I noticed an American dime, an English half-
crown and a Chinese piece with a square hole in the center. In
negotiable tender the money came in all to eight francs.
It takes more money than that to feed twelve hungry soldiers
these days in France. But there was no harm in trying. So an ex-
seminarian, an ex-bookkeeper and an ex-street-car conductor aided
Sergeant Reilly in explaining in French that had both a brogue and a
Yankee twang that we were hungry, that this was all the money we
had in the world, and that we wanted her to cook us something to
eat.
Now Madame was what they call in New England a “capable”
woman. In a jiffy she had the money in Solange’s hand and had that
admirable child cloaked and wooden-shod for the street, and fully
informed as to what she was to buy. What Madame and the children
had intended to have for supper I do not know, for there was nothing
in the kitchen but the fire, the stove, the table, some shelves of
dishes and an enormous bed. Nothing in the way of a food cupboard
could be seen. And the only other room of the house was the bare
attic.
When Solange came back she carried in a basket bigger than
herself these articles: 1, two loaves of war-bread; 2, five bottles of
red wine; 3, three cheeses; 4, numerous potatoes; 5, a lump of fat; 6,
a bag of coffee. The whole represented, as was afterward
demonstrated, exactly the sum of ten francs, fifty centimes.
Well, we all set to work peeling potatoes. Then, with a veritable
French trench-knife Madame cut the potatoes into long strips.
Meanwhile Solange had put the lump of fat into the big black pot that
hung by a chain over the fire. In the boiling grease the potatoes were
placed, Madame standing by with a big ladle punched full of holes (I
regret that I do not know the technical name for this instrument) and
keeping the potato-strips swimming, zealously frustrating any
attempt on their part to lie lazily at the bottom of the pot.
We forgot all about the hike as we sat at supper that evening.
The only absentees were the two little boys, Michel and Paul. And
they were really absent only from our board—they were in the room,
in the great built-in bed that was later to hold also Madame and
Solange. Their little bodies were covered by the three-foot thick
mattress-like red silk quilt, but their tousled heads protruded and
they watched us unblinkingly all the evening.
But just as we sat down, before Sergeant Reilly began his task
of dishing out the potatoes and starting the bottles on their way,
Madame stopped her chattering and looked at Solange. And
Solange stopped her chattering and looked at Madame. And they
both looked rather searchingly at us. We didn’t know what was the
matter, but we felt rather embarrassed.
Then Madame began to talk, slowly and loudly, as one talks to
make foreigners understand. And the gist of her remarks was that
she was surprised to see that American Catholics did not say grace
before eating like French Catholics.
We sprang to our feet at once. But it was not Sergeant Reilly
who saved the situation. Instead, the ex-seminarian (he is only
temporarily an ex-seminarian, he’ll be preaching missions and giving
retreats yet if a bit of shrapnel doesn’t hasten his journey to Heaven)
said, after we had blessed ourselves: “Benedicite: nos et quae
sumus sumpturi benedicat Deus, Pater et Filius et Spiritus Sanctus.
Amen.”
Madame and Solange, obviously relieved, joined us in the Amen,
and we sat down again to eat.
It was a memorable feast. There was not much conversation—
except on the part of Madame and Solange—but there was plenty of
good cheer. Also there was enough cheese and bread and wine and
potatoes for all of us—half starved as we were when we sat down.
Even big Considine, who drains a can of condensed milk at a gulp
and has been known to eat an apple pie without stopping to take
breath, was satisfied. There were toasts, also, all proposed by
Sergeant Reilly—toasts to Madame, and to the children, and to
France, and to the United States, and to the Old Grey Mare (this last
toast having an esoteric significance apparent only to illuminati of
Sergeant Reilly’s circle).
The table cleared and the “agimus tibi gratias” duly said, we sat
before the fire, most of us on the floor. We were warm and happy
and full of good food and good wine. I spied a slip of paper on the
floor by Solange’s foot and unashamedly read it. It was an
accounting for the evening’s expenditures—totaling exactly ten
francs and fifty centimes.
Now when soldiers are unhappy—during a long, hard hike, for
instance—they sing to keep up their spirits. And when they are
happy, as on the evening now under consideration, they sing to
express their satisfaction with life. We sang “Sweet Rosie O’Grady.”
We shook the kitchen-bedroom with the echoes of “Take Me Back to
New York Town.” We informed Madame, Solange, Paul, Michel, in
fact, the whole village, that we had never been a wanderer and that
we longed for our Indiana home. We grew sentimental over “Mother
Machree.” And Sergeant Reilly obliged with a reel—in his socks—to
an accompaniment of whistling and hand-clapping.