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Health literacy in substance use

disorder treatment_ A latent profile


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Journal of Substance Abuse Treatment 96 (2019) 46–52

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Health literacy in substance use disorder treatment: A latent profile analysis T



Tayla J. Degan , Peter J. Kelly, Laura D. Robinson, Frank P. Deane
Illawarra Institute for Mental Health, School of Psychology, University of Wollongong, Australia

A R T I C LE I N FO A B S T R A C T

Keywords: Introduction and aims: Health literacy refers to the degree to which people can access and understand health
Health Literacy Questionnaire information, as well as communicate their health needs to service providers. Whilst health literacy is increas-
Mental health ingly being examined within general community samples, there is limited research focused on substance use
Physical health disorders where the need for health literacy is likely to be high. The aim of this study was to examine the health
Quality of life
literacy profiles of people attending substance use disorder treatment and to examine how these profiles were
Substance use disorder
related to measures of quality of life, mental health, and physical health.
Residential rehabilitation
The Salvation Army Design and methods: Participants were attending specialist non-government substance use disorder treatment
across New South Wales, Queensland, and the Australia Capital Territory, Australia (N = 298). Participants
completed the Health Literacy Questionnaire, a multi-dimensional measure of health literacy. Latent profile
analysis was conducted to identify profiles of health literacy within the sample.
Results: Three distinct health literacy profiles were identified, and termed low (24.2%), moderate (62.8%) and
high health literacy (13.1%). Participants with lower levels of health literacy had lower levels of social support
in their home environment outside of treatment, as well as lower levels of quality of life, higher levels of
psychological distress, and poorer mental health. There was no difference between the three profiles on mea-
sures of physical health.
Discussion and conclusion: The current study found that low to moderate health literacy levels were common for
those attending residential substance abuse treatment. Participants with lower health literacy tended to have
poorer quality of life and mental health. Future research should examine strategies to improve health literacy
amongst people attending alcohol and other drug treatment. It may also be useful for service providers to
consider ways to minimise the impact of low health literacy on the health needs and outcomes of this vulnerable
population.

1. Introduction Yin et al., 2015). A meta-analysis conducted by Zhang, Terry, and


McHorney (2014) showed that health literacy influenced peoples'
Health literacy is defined as “the degree to which people are able to physical health, health behaviours and treatment adherence. In addi-
access, understand, appraise, and communicate information” (Zumbo tion, poor health literacy has been correlated with poor health beha-
et al., 2006, p. ii). It refers to the ability to actively engage in different viours, higher rates of hospitalization, poor aftercare engagement, poor
health contexts and use information to promote and maintain adequate social support, and negative attitudes and actions towards seeking
health throughout the life-course (World Health Organization [WHO], treatment (Andrus & Roth, 2002; Guntzviller, King, Jensen, & Davis,
2009; Zumbo et al., 2006). Individuals' with low health literacy tend to 2017; Parikh, Parker, Nurss, Baker, & Williams, 1996; Smith, Curtis,
find it difficult to voice their opinions or make successful decisions Wardle, Von Wagner, and Wolf, 2013).
regarding their healthcare, minimising their access, knowledge and There has been a recent move away from measuring health literacy
quality of care (Australian Bureau of Statistics [ABS], 2006; Andrus & as a unidimensional construct captured by measures of literacy or nu-
Roth, 2002). The majority of health literacy research has focused on the meracy, towards measuring health literacy in a multi-dimensional way
general population. Using measures of literacy and numeracy as an (Beauchamp et al., 2015; Bo, Friis, Osborne, & Maindal, 2014; Institute
indicator of health literacy, research has established a clear relationship of Medicine, 2009). Accompanying this shift is the development of the
between lower scores on health literacy and poorer health outcomes Health Literacy Questionnaire (Osborne, Batterham, Elsworth,
(Osborn, Paasche-Orlow, Bailey, & Wolf, 2011; Rowlands et al., 2015; Hawkins, & Buchbinder, 2013), a recently established measure that


Corresponding author at: School of Psychology, University of Wollongong, Wollongong, Australia.
E-mail address: tjd589@uowmail.edu.au (T.J. Degan).

https://doi.org/10.1016/j.jsat.2018.10.009
Received 5 June 2018; Received in revised form 22 October 2018; Accepted 22 October 2018
0740-5472/ © 2018 Elsevier Inc. All rights reserved.
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captures nine domains of health literacy (e.g. social support for health Table 1
and navigating the healthcare system). Studies that have used the HLQ Demographic and clinical characteristics.
have revealed that gender, age, educational levels, and social support n %
are strongly related to health literacy (Beauchamp et al., 2015; Brabers
et al., 2017). For example, Beauchamp et al. (2015) used the HLQ to Gender (n = 297)
Male 206 69.4
examine the health literacy of adults living in both urban and rural
Female 91 30.6
Victoria, Australia (n = 813). Results showed that participants' with Country of Birth (n = 297)
low health literacy levels had “difficulties actively engaging with Australia 258 86.9
healthcare providers, navigating the healthcare system, finding or un- Other 39 13.1
derstanding health information and finding adequate social support for Education level (n = 298)
High School 169 56.7
health” (p. 6). The purpose of the HLQ was to develop a measure that
Non-tertiary 99 33.2
detects a range of health literacy needs across multiple profiles and Tertiary 30 10.1
populations in order to advance the health literacy field (Batterham Marital status (n = 296)
et al., 2014; Osborne et al., 2013). Researchers' are now beginning to Single 173 58.4
Partnered 45 15.2
see the value of using multidimensional measures of health literacy, as
Separated/Widowed 78 26.4
it provides a comprehensive summary of the health literacy needs of Living arrangement before entering treatment (n = 294)
individuals. Alone 81 27.6
Although there has been an extensive amount of research conducted Family or significant other 137 46.6
on the health literacy of general populations, health literacy research Other 76 25.9
Reading Ability (n = 297)
amongst people living with mental illness is limited. This is concerning,
Terrible/poor 14 4.7
due to their high health service needs (Odlaug et al., 2015; WHO, Okay/good 119 40.1
2014). In a United States sample of 71 adults with serious mental ill- Excellent 164 55.2
ness, rates of inadequate literacy were high, although it was acknowl- Previous treatment for a substance use disorder 189 64.1
edged that the rates of inadequate health literacy varied amongst the Currently on medication for a mental health condition 167 56.8
Previous treatment for a mental health condition 200 67.6
three health literacy measures used (42.3% = Single Item Literacy Chronic disease 62 21.0
Screener; 51.7% = Rapid Assessment of Adult Literacy in Medicine, Daily cigarette smoking 230 78.0
66.2% = Newest Vital Sign (Clausen, Wantanabe-Galloway, Mean age years (SD) 37.5 9.72
Baerentzen, & Britigan, 2016). In contrast, another study that examined
the health literacy of people living with mental illness, found that the Note. Sample sizes vary across characteristics due to incomplete responses.
SD = standard deviation.
sample had good functional health literacy in general, but the study
used a single health literacy measure which captured a unidimensional
2. Methods
construct (Galletly, Neaves, Burton, Liu, & Denson, 2012). Despite these
preliminary studies, populations living with mental illness are still
2.1. Participants
significantly understudied. We are unaware of any previous research
that has examined the health literacy of people living with alcohol or
All participants were attending residential alcohol and other drug
other substance use disorders. As with those who have other mental
treatment facilities provided by The Salvation-Army and We Help
disorders, individuals with a substance use disorder present with a
Ourselves (WHOS) across the Australian states of New South Wales and
range of serious health conditions comprising both physical and mental
Queensland, and the Australian Capital Territory (9 facilities). In total,
illnesses, accompanied by diminished quality of life (Odlaug et al.,
346 self-report surveys were handed out and 298 were sufficiently
2015; Vancampfort et al., 2016). Individuals' with a substance use
completed, providing an 86% participation rate. The participating
disorder are also less likely to seek health care when needed and are
sample was comprised of mostly males (69.4%, n = 206), and the age of
often non-adherent to healthcare recommendations (Weiss, McCoy,
participants ranged from 19 to 69 years (M = 37.5, SD = 9.72; see
Kluger & Finkelstein, 2004).
Table 1). The most common substance of dependence was alcohol
The current exploratory study is the first to examine the health
(32.2%). A total of 12.8% of participants (n = 36) identified as Abori-
literacy of people attending treatment for a substance use disorder.
ginal or Torres Strait Islander. The majority (93.2%, n = 275) identified
Participants attending treatment across multiple Australian states were
their primary income as a government pension/benefit.
asked to complete the HLQ and a series of physical health, mental
health, and quality of life measures. As there is little prior health lit-
eracy research with these populations, an exploratory approach was 2.2. Measures
adopted to examine if distinct sub-groups or profiles of health literacy
exist amongst people attending substance use disorder treatment. In 2.2.1. Background characteristics and determinants
line with recommendations from the developers of the HLQ (Dodson, General socio-demographic, background information, substance
Beauchamp, Batterham, & Osborne, 2014), latent profile analysis (LPA) use, and medical history were collected from participants based on
was used to determine the number of possible profiles present within items used in past surveys conducted with The Salvation Army and
this sample. They argue that this approach allows unmasking of “sub- WHOS services (see Deane et al., 2014; Kelly et al., 2012).
groups of people who have particular strengths that can be built upon,
or sub-groups with limitations, which services might need to provide 2.2.2. Health literacy
support to improve” (p. 2). It was therefore hypothesised that: (1) Based The Health Literacy Questionnaire was used to measure the multi-
on the nine domains of the HLQ, there will be distinct health literacy dimensional health literacy of the sample (Osborne et al., 2013). The
profiles identified within the sample through the use of LPA. (2) These HLQ contains 44 distinct items and is scored on nine subscales. Items
profiles will differ on various determinants and characteristics (educa- for the first 5 of the 9 scales use a 4-point Likert scale, ranging from
tion, social support and reading ability), quality of life, mental health, ‘strongly disagree’ to ‘strongly agree’, and items for scales 6 to 9 use a 5-
and physical health. point Likert scale, ranging from ‘cannot do’ to ‘very easy’. Examples of
the HLQ subscales and items are included in Table 2. Higher scores
indicate higher health literacy levels. In the current study, the Cronbach
α for the nine HLQ subscales ranged from 0.49 to 0.90. All scales had

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Table 2
Health Literacy Questionnaire subscales, item examples and Cronbach α.
HLQ subscales Example item α

1. Feeling understood and supported by healthcare providers “I have at least one healthcare provider who knows me well” 0.82
2. Having sufficient information to manage my health “I have enough information to help me deal with my health problems” 0.82
3. Actively managing my health “There are things that I do regularly to make myself more healthy” 0.85
4. Social support for health “If I need help, I have plenty of people I can rely on” 0.63
5. Appraisal of health information “I compare health information from different sources” 0.49
6. Ability to actively engage with healthcare providers “Have good discussions about your health with doctors” 0.90
7. Navigating the healthcare system “Decide which healthcare provider you need to see” 0.73
8. Ability to find good health information “Get information by yourself” 0.87
9. Understand health information well enough to know what to do “Read and understand all the information on medication labels” 0.88

Note. HLQ = Health literacy questionnaire; α = Cronbach alpha.

satisfactory internal reliability with the exception of subscale five internal consistency for research purposes (PCS Cronbach's α = 0.66;
which showed low internal consistency (Cronbach α = 0.49). However, MCS Cronbach's α = 0.68).
Cronbach α can underestimate reliability if a scale is of a multi-
dimensional nature (Schmitt, 1996). Internal consistency is also context
2.3. Procedures
dependent in that measures such as knowledge questionnaires can have
low internal consistency if they endeavour a wide range of knowledge
Survey data was collected between May and August 2017. All pro-
domains. Given that subscale five ‘Appraisal of Health Information’
cedures were reviewed and approved by the University Human
captures the extent that respondents check the accuracy of health in-
Research Ethics Committee (HE2017/115). Individuals attending the
formation (2 items) and also different sources of information (3 items),
residential facilities were invited by service treatment staff to attend a
it is possible this resulted in lower internal consistency ratings. How-
meeting on site and it was explained that this was to provide them with
ever, both components are strategies for appraising health information
information about a research study. Participants could choose not to
and so they were retained in the analyses.
attend the meeting and based on the total number of residents at each
To account for the differences in reading ability on health literacy, a
facility, it is estimated that between 5 and 10% of people attending the
standard one item measure was used; ‘How would you rate your ability
treatment centres did not attend these sessions. This is partly due to
to read?’, with a 5-point Likert scale ranging from ‘terrible or very poor’
people having pre-standing appointments (e.g. off-site medical ap-
to ‘excellent or very good’ (Institute of Medicine, 2009). This item
pointments) or being involved in onsite work activities (e.g. kitchen
provides the researchers with a general idea of participants reading
preparation). The recruitment sessions were run by two researchers.
ability.
Individuals who attended these sessions were given copies of the par-
ticipant information sheet and surveys. After an explanation of the
2.2.3. Quality of life study was provided by the researchers, potential participants were
The EUROHIS Quality of Life 8-item index measures the quality of provided time to review the participant information sheet and had the
life of participants. This measure was originally developed by the World opportunity to ask further questions. Those who chose to participate
Health Organisation Quality of Life group (WHOQOL), derived from the then completed the survey. Those who chose not to participate were
WHOQOL-100 and the WHOQOL-BREF, both of which have established able to leave the session. Support was provided by the researchers to
psychometric properties (The WHOQOL Group, 1998a, 1998b). The participants who had difficulties with reading or writing. The partici-
self-report measure encompasses 8-items on a 5-point Likert scale, pant information form indicated to participants that consent was im-
which make up an overall QOL score; higher scores indicate better QOL plied if they chose to complete the survey and return it to the re-
(Schmidt, Muhlan, & Power, 2006). In the current study the QOL searchers. They were not required to complete a separate signed
measure had high internal consistency (Cronbach's α = 0.85), which is consent form.
consistent with previous research (e.g. Schmidt et al., 2006).

2.4. Analytic strategy


2.2.4. Psychological distress
The Kessler Psychological Distress 6-Scale (K6) measures psycho- The Statistical Package for the Social Sciences (SPSS) Version 21
logical distress over the 4-weeks prior to its completion. The 6-items are (IBM Corp, 2012) was used to examine the sample and its descriptive
on a 5-point Likert scale, with a response range from ‘none of the time’ and demographic information. Confirmatory factor analysis (CFI) was
(5) to ‘all of the time’ (1). Items include the following item content; conducted in Mplus (Version 8; Muthen & Muthen, 2012–2017), for
nervousness, hopelessness, restlessness or fidgety, depressed, every- each of the nine HLQ subscales. Model fit indices showed good fit, CFI
thing was an effort, and worthlessness (Kessler et al., 2002). All are ranged from 0.90 to 0.99, TLI from 0.90 to 0.999 and the SRMR from
summed to gain an overall K6 score ranging from 6 to 30, where higher 0.01 to 0.03. Consistent with previous studies (e.g. Osborne, Batterham,
scores indicate less psychological distress. In the current study, the K6 Elsworth, Hawkins, and Buchbinder, 2013), the model chi-square fit
had high internal consistency (Cronbach's α = 0.91). statistics ranged from p = .001 to p = .44, however the CFI, TLI and
SRMR are considered better fit indices (Hooper, Coughlan & Mullen,
2.2.5. Self-reported health 2008. Using Mplus software (Version 8; Muthen & Muthen,
Self-reported health and health related quality of life was measured 2012–2017), LPA was used to identify distinct profiles of the sample
using the 12-item Short Form Health Survey (SF-12) (Ware, Kosinski, & population based on the HLQ, that are otherwise unmeasured using
Keller, 1996). This self-report measure includes 12-items, from which continuous observed variables. Model fit was identified through model
eight health outcome domains are produced and two final summary fit indices. This determines the most optimal number of profiles,
composite scores are obtained; physical health component score (PCS), starting from a 2-profile solution. This included the Bayesian informa-
and mental health component score (MCS) (Turner-Bowker & Hogue, tion criterion (BIC), the Akaike information criterion (AIC), boot-
2014). Higher scores indicate better self-reported health (Grendas et al., strapped Lo-Mendell-Rubin parametric likelihood ratio test (BLMRT)
2017). In the current sample, the SF-12 measure shows sufficient and Entropy (Kelly et al., 2017; Lubke & Neale, 2006; Nylund,

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Asparouhov, & Muthen, 2007). participants attended, did not significantly differ across the three health
Chi square analysis was used for categorical variables and a one-way literacy profiles. The profiles differed significantly on their living ar-
Analysis of Variance (ANOVA) was used for continuous variables to rangements prior to treatment χ2(1, 4) = 14.09, p < .01. Individuals
measure differences between identified profiles on demographic and with ‘moderate health literacy’ and ‘high health literacy’ were more
clinical characteristics, and their health outcomes. There is evidence likely to have lived with family prior to treatment compared to those
that some demographic characteristics and determinants influence with ‘low health literacy’. Reading ability differed significantly across
health literacy (ABS, 2006; Diemer et al., 2017; Parikh et al., 1996; health literacy profiles, χ2(1, 4) = 21.79, p < .001. It was found that
Sørensen et al., 2012; Zoellner et al., 2011). Based on Sørensen et al. ‘Low health literacy’ and ‘moderate health literacy’ individuals were
(2012) health literacy framework, the following determinants were more likely to rate as having okay/good reading ability compared to the
included; age, gender (male, female), education (high school, non-ter- ‘high health literacy’ profile. ‘Low health literacy’ individuals were less
tiary, tertiary), living arrangement (alone, family, other), marital status likely to report excellent reading ability compared to ‘moderate health
(single, partnered, separated/widowed) and reading ability (poor/ter- literacy’ and ‘high health literacy’ individuals.
rible, okay/good, excellent). Furthermore, to determine the related The following variables; quality of life, psychological distress,
health outcomes within each identified profile, general linear model mental health and physical health, were continuous variables and
analyses were conducted. Following testing for assumptions of regres- therefore the dependent variables in the general linear model. Results
sion analyses, four general linear model analyses were performed for of the general linear model show that, after controlling for age, gender,
each of the continuous dependent variables. These were, quality of life, education, marital status, living arrangements and reading ability,
psychological distress, mental health and physical health. In each quality of life was significantly (F(2,273) = 21.12, p < .001) higher in
model, the following variables were controlled for; age, gender, edu- ‘high health literacy’ (M = 30.64, SD = 6.46) than ‘low health literacy’
cation, living arrangement, marital status and reading ability. If sig- (M = 23.49, SD = 5.14) and ‘moderate health literacy’ profiles
nificant findings were identified from the general linear model ana- (M = 26.36, SD = 5.14). Psychological distress was found to be sig-
lyses, these were investigated further using Tukey's multiple nificantly different across the profiles (F(2,271) = 19.52, p < .001),
comparisons correction. with significantly lower scores for individuals in the ‘high health lit-
eracy’ profile (M = 24.28, SD = 4.70) compared to those in ‘low health
3. Results literacy’ (M = 18.25, SD = 4.84) and ‘moderate health literacy’ profiles
(M = 22.21, SD = 4.61). ‘Low health literacy’ was found to be sig-
3.1. Latent profile analysis nificantly higher than ‘moderate health literacy’ profiles on psycholo-
gical distress. Similarly, self-reported mental health differed sig-
The model fit statistics for the LPA are shown in Table 3, which nificantly (F(2,277) = 5.62, p < .01), with higher scores amongst
range from a 2-profile solution to a 5-profile solution. The findings individuals in the ‘high health literacy’ profile (M = 40.04, SD = 9.04)
indicate that the 3-profile solution was deemed as the best model fit compared to those in the ‘low health literacy’ (M = 34.21, SD = 8.61)
based on its minimum LMRT and BLRT value, significant BLRT p-value and ‘moderate health literacy’ profiles (M = 35.00, SD = 8.90). Self-
and maximum entropy compared to all other profile solutions. reported physical health did not significantly differ across profiles (F
The LPA was run on the full data set (n = 298) which had all (2,278) = 1.003, p = .368).
missing data on the HLQ items excluded. The LPA identified three
distinct health literacy profiles. Profile 1 was characterized as ‘low 4. Discussion
health literacy’, due to the average scores the participants had on each
HLQ subscale being low (n = 72, 24.2%). Profile 2 was characterized as This study was the first to use the HLQ to explore the presence of
‘moderate health literacy’, due to the average scores the participants distinct sub-groups or profiles of health literacy amongst people at-
had on each HLQ subscale being moderate (n = 187, 62.8%). Further, tending substance use disorder treatment. Using exploratory LPA, three
profile 3 was characterized as ‘high health literacy’, due to the average distinct profiles of multi-dimensional health literacy were identified.
scores the participants had on each HLQ subscale being high (n = 39, We termed these three profiles as, profile 1 ‘low health literacy’, profile
13.1%). All three profiles had significantly different scores on each HLQ 2 as ‘moderate health literacy’ and profile 3 as ‘high health literacy’.
subscale (See Table 4). Results show that subscale 1 ‘feeling understood Despite each profile scoring either ‘low’, ‘moderate’ or ‘high’ on the
and supported by healthcare providers’, 2 ‘having sufficient information HLQ overall, the LPA allowed unique profile trends and patterns to be
to manage my health’, as well as 6 ‘ability to actively engage with observed for each of the HLQ domains. Individuals in the low health
healthcare providers’ and 7 ‘navigating the healthcare system’ show the literacy profile performed best on their ability to actively manage their
strongest differences across the three profiles. health (HLQ3) as well as understand health information well enough to
know what to do (HLQ9). Those in the moderate health literacy profile
3.2. Characteristics of each profile and the high health literacy profile showed lowest average scores on
their ability to actively manage their health (HLQ3), as well as being
Table 5 shows the characteristics of individuals in the three profiles. able to appraise health information (HLQ5). In addition, since the
Age, gender, education, marital status and the residential treatment site strongest differences across the three profiles were for domains 1, 2, 6
and 7 (see results section for details), it is likely that the capacity of
Table 3 individuals in the sample to engage with healthcare providers or the
Fit statistics of the latent profile analysis. health system particularly distinguish the profile groups.
Given the lack of prior research that has assessed health literacy of a
Profiles df AIC BIC Entropy BLMRT
substance use disorder population, comparisons with other populations
2 profile 28 4202.780 4306.298 0.913 −2478.805⁎ provides a point of reference for understanding the results. The current
3 profile 38 3731.700 3872.189 0.947 −2073.390⁎ study's moderate and low health literacy profiles have low health lit-
4 profile 48 3751.700 3929.160 0.644 −1827.850 eracy scores on average when compared to other populations. For ex-
5 profile 58 3702.507 3921.790 0.944 −1797.281⁎
ample, a study conducted in Melbourne, Australia identified that pa-
Note. AIC = Akaike information criterion; BIC = Bayesian information cri- tients in public hospitals (n = 384) had ‘lower health literacy’
terion; BLMRT = bootstrapped Lo-Mendell-Rubin parametric likelihood ratio compared to those in private hospitals (n = 3121) (Jessup, Osborne,
test; df = degrees of freedom. Beauchamp, Bourne & Buchbinder, 2018). However, participants in the

p < .05 (two-tailed). moderate and low health literacy profiles of the current study had even

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Table 4
Health literacy questionnaire subscales across the three health literacy profiles.
Health Literacy Questionnaire subscales Low health literacy Moderate health literacy High health literacy F or χ2 p

a
HLQ1 2.39 (0.50) 2.89 (0.34) 3.59 (0.43) 122.17 .00
HLQ2a 2.40 (0.49) 2.87 (0.33) 3.51 (0.41) 105.88 .00
HLQ3a 2.47 (0.54) 2.69 (0.42) 3.23 (0.62) 31.72 .00
HLQ4a 2.40 (0.60) 2.88 (0.64) 3.39 (0.46) 34.86 .00
HLQ5a 2.31 (0.42) 2.54 (0.38) 3.32 (0.95) 53.63 .00
HLQ6b 2.78 (0.56) 3.91 (0.30) 4.80 (0.26) 413.94 .00
HLQ7b 2.78 (0.48) 3.76 (0.34) 4.62 (0.40) 308.87 .00
HLQ8b 2.86 (0.52) 3.85 (0.33) 4.63 (0.35) 293.84 .00
HLQ9b 3.27 (0.70) 4.07 (0.37) 4.80 (0.29) 149.86 .00

HLQ = Health Literacy Questionnaire.


a
Likert scale of 1–4.
b
Likert scale of 1–5.

lower average health literacy scores across the HLQ domains in com- have not been able to ever access treatment.
parison with these public hospital patients. Furthermore, in Beauchamp The present study examined various determinants guided by the
et al.'s (2015) study, average health literacy scores across their sample broader health literacy literature (ABS, 2006; Diemer et al., 2017;
of 813 individuals attending health and community care services in Parikh et al., 1996; Zoellner et al., 2011). Prior research indicates
Victoria, Australia, were higher than that of our current study's mod- mixed findings regarding the relationships between gender and age on
erate and low health literacy profiles average scores. These comparisons health literacy (ABS, 2006; Diemer et al., 2017; Parikh et al., 1996;
suggest particularly low health literacy amongst many of the partici- Zoellner et al., 2011). The current study found no differences in gender
pants in the current study attending treatment for a substance use or age across the profiles. This finding may be a function of the low
disorder. In contrast, a study of 11,930 young Swiss men, found that numbers of females and older aged individuals in the sample. Although
risky substance use behaviours are associated with higher health lit- there were fewer females in the sample, the proportion was re-
eracy (Dermota et al., 2013). Although it is important to recognise that presentative of those typically found in these services, where males
these individuals were not in treatment for a substance use disorder, it attending residential treatment typically constitute around 79% of
is interesting to note that these substance users had greater access to participants (Deane, Blackman, & Kelly, 2015). It is not completely
and understanding of substance related information (Dermota et al., clear why there are no differences across health literacy profiles and
2013). It is worth reiterating that the current sample comprised those participants gender and age, however this is consistent with previous
who ‘made it’ to treatment. Approximately two thirds of people in studies whom show variances in the significance of gender and age
Canada who met criteria for a substance abuse disorder did not receive across health literacy levels (e.g. Diemer et al., 2017; Parikh et al.,
any care and those with lower education were even less likely to receive 1996). The lack of difference may have something to do with this po-
care (Urbanoski, Inglis & Veldhuizen, 2017). Although there are likely pulation and their similarities in accessing NGO treatment, having
to be a multitude of reasons contributing to this unmet need, it is highly lower socio-economic status and often being disadvantaged, however
likely that a significant proportion of people with substance use dis- this may need further investigation. Furthermore, lower educational
orders have not engaged in treatment as a result of difficulties navi- attainment was also not associated with the ‘low health literacy’ profile
gating the health system. It may therefore be important for future as hypothesised. This finding could be explained by floor effects, with
studies to determine the health literacy abilities and needs of a sub- samples who have substance use disorders having very low levels of
stance use disorder population not currently in treatment and those that educational attainment overall (Diemer et al., 2017; Parikh et al.,

Table 5
Determinants and health outcomes of the three profiles and their differences.
Total Low health literacy Moderate health literacy High health literacy F or χ2 p Profile differences

Class size (n (%)) 298 72 (24.2) 187 (62.8) 39 (13.1) – –


Individual characteristics
Age (M (SD)) 396 38.14 (11.33) 36.74 (8.63) 39.92 (11.09) 1.95 .15 ns
Gender (n (%)) 0.17 .92 ns
Male 206 50 (70.4) 130 (69.5) 26 (66.7)
Female 91 21 (29.6) 57 (30.5) 13 (33.3)
Education 4.19 .38 ns
High School 169 36 (50.0) 113 (60.4) 20 (51.3)
Non-tertiary 99 30 (41.7) 55 (29.4) 14 (35.9)
Tertiary 30 6 (8.3) 19 (10.2) 5 (12.8)
Marital Status 2.33 .68 ns
Single 173 39 (54.9) 113 (60.8) 21 (53.8)
Partnered 45 14 (19.7) 24 (12.9) 7 (17.9)
Separated/Widowed 78 18 (25.4) 49 (26.3) 11 (26.4)
Living arrangement 14.09 .01
Alone 81 19 (27.1) 47 (25.3) 15 (39.5) ns
Family 137 23 (32.9) 97 (52.2) 17 (44.7) Low < moderate, high
Other 76 28 (40.0) 42 (22.6) 6 (15.8) ns
Reading ability
Terrible/poor 14 8 (11.1) 5 (2.7) 1 (2.6) ns
Okay/good 119 38 (52.8) 72 (38.7) 9 (23.1) 21.79 .00 Low, moderate > high
Excellent 164 26 (36.1) 109 (58.6) 29 (74.4) Low < moderate, high

Note. M = Mean; SD = standard deviation; ns = non-significant; low = low health literacy; moderate = moderate health literacy; high = high health literacy;

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1996). Furthermore, those in the lower health literacy profiles had health literacy. Strengths of the current project include participants
poorer reading ability, a finding that is consistent with previous re- attending multiple treatment services and coming from multiple Aus-
search (e.g., Andrus & Roth, 2002; Parikh et al., 1996; Zhang et al., tralian States and Territories. This study was also the first of its kind,
2014), linking poorer health literacy with lower reading ability. Finally, contributing new evidence to the health literacy and substance use
those in the low health literacy group tended to have different living disorder field. This sample had various profiles of health literacy, with
arrangements from those in the moderate and high health literacy most of the sample presenting with low to moderate health literacy
groups. The moderate and high health literacy groups more frequently levels. Reading ability was poor for those with lower health literacy, as
lived with family. In some health literacy domains better family com- well there being less family presence and support to those with lower
munication has been found to be related to improved health literacy health literacy prior to treatment entry. Future research should examine
(e.g., cervical cancer literacy, Zambrana et al., 2015). This has led to relationships across the determinants examined in the current study
suggestions that family networks may be an important source of health using a longitudinal approach. Furthermore, suggestions for improving
literacy information and there are increasing calls for research to better the health literacy of this population are urgent. For those who make it
understand how families communicate health information. To date to substance use disorder treatment, there are opportunities to provide
most of this work has centred on cancer literacy with the ambition psychoeducation and skills to increase health literacy. For example, in
being to better understand how communication within families re- general populations, presenting essential information, using self-man-
garding cancer family history, risk, and prevention contribute to cancer agement strategies, emphasising skill-building, and pilot-testing, were
awareness and literacy (Campbell & McLain, 2013). Results from the some components of successful interventions that improved health lit-
current study raise similar questions regarding the role that family may eracy levels (Berkman et al., 2011). It is possible that these types of
play in the development of health literacy amongst those seeking approaches might be appropriate for people attending residential sub-
treatment for a substance use disorder. The benefits of having stable stance use disorder treatment. Our findings suggest that reading diffi-
housing and family networks are well-established within the literature culties in those with the lowest health literacy would indicate the need
regarding substance use treatment (Siddall & Conway, 1988; Zhou for visual or verbal strategies in providing psychoeducation. Skills to
et al., 2016). The development of a social support system, having promote health literacy might involve preparation (list of questions),
greater family involvement and good perceived social support, has been role plays and coaching to improve communication with health pro-
associated with greater successful completion of treatment as well as fessionals (e.g., Talen, Muller-Held, Eshleman, & Stephens, 2011).
being a notable predictor of stronger retention rates (Siddall & Conway, Health literacy training of staff who deal with these vulnerable popu-
1988; Zhou et al., 2016). Future research should explore whether fa- lations is also paramount. It is also important to recognise that it is
mily history of particular health conditions and intergenerational or likely that people with lower levels of health literacy will be particu-
current family communication contribute to health literacy in these larly vulnerable once they leave residential treatment, when required to
populations. start navigating the health system independently. It is possible that
As well as the determinants examined, participants with low health existing continuing care interventions (e.g. McKay, Van Horn, &
literacy reported having poorer quality of life, higher psychological Morrison, 2010) that provide lower intensity treatment when people
distress and poorer mental health, which is consistent with previous are leaving residential programs, might help to buffer against the effects
findings that associate lower health literacy with poor health outcomes of lower health literacy levels and/or help to mentor people in the skills
(Osborn et al., 2011; Rowlands et al., 2015; Yin et al., 2015). There was needed to navigate the health system. This would potentially help drug
a trend for participants with lower levels of health literacy to have and alcohol clinicians to better understand and engage with service
lower levels of physical health as measured on the SF-12 (‘low health users' various health literacy needs. Further, adopting a no wrong door
literacy’ M = 45.0, ‘moderate health literacy’ M = 46.8, ‘high health policy may help to improve the populations difficulty in accessing and
literacy M = 47.9), but these differences were not statistically sig- interacting with service providers and the health system. By improving
nificant. Despite this, all three profiles had lower mean scores on the the health literacy of this population, improvement of their current
physical health subscale compared to the Australian National Survey of poor health outcomes and poor recovery rates could be possible.
Mental Health and Wellbeing (n = 10,641, M = 48.9, Andrews, 2002)
and those referred to the Clinical Research Unit for Anxiety and De- Acknowledgements
pression in Sydney, Australia (n = 1, 725, M = 49.7, Andrews, 2002).
In comparison to the norms for the general U.S population (M = 50.1, The current study was partially funded by research consultancies
Ware, Kosinski, & Keller, 1995), our sample also presented with lower from The Salvation Army and We Help Ourselves. We would like to
mean physical health. The similarity across the profiles and their phy- thank the managers and staff at the sites for helping to coordinate the
sical health scores are consistent with the literature that acknowledge data collection.
the high rates of co-existing poor physical health needs of these in-
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Then, just as happens on a terrace in the moonlight, when one
person begins to feel ashamed that he is already bored, and yet as
the other sits silent, very quiet, sadly looking at the moon, does not
like to speak, moves his foot, clears his throat, notices some iron
scroll on a table leg, stirs a leaf, but says nothing—so Peter Walsh
did now. For why go back like this to the past? he thought. Why
make him think of it again? Why make him suffer, when she had
tortured him so infernally? Why?
“Do you remember the lake?” she said, in an abrupt voice, under the
pressure of an emotion which caught her heart, made the muscles of
her throat stiff, and contracted her lips in a spasm as she said “lake.”
For she was a child, throwing bread to the ducks, between her
parents, and at the same time a grown woman coming to her parents
who stood by the lake, holding her life in her arms which, as she
neared them, grew larger and larger in her arms, until it became a
whole life, a complete life, which she put down by them and said,
“This is what I have made of it! This!” And what had she made of it?
What, indeed? sitting there sewing this morning with Peter.
She looked at Peter Walsh; her look, passing through all that time
and that emotion, reached him doubtfully; settled on him tearfully;
and rose and fluttered away, as a bird touches a branch and rises
and flutters away. Quite simply she wiped her eyes.
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surface something which positively hurt him as it rose. Stop! Stop! he
wanted to cry. For he was not old; his life was not over; not by any
means. He was only just past fifty. Shall I tell her, he thought, or not?
He would like to make a clean breast of it all. But she is too cold, he
thought; sewing, with her scissors; Daisy would look ordinary beside
Clarissa. And she would think me a failure, which I am in their sense,
he thought; in the Dalloways’ sense. Oh yes, he had no doubt about
that; he was a failure, compared with all this—the inlaid table, the
mounted paper-knife, the dolphin and the candlesticks, the chair-
covers and the old valuable English tinted prints—he was a failure! I
detest the smugness of the whole affair he thought; Richard’s doing,
not Clarissa’s; save that she married him. (Here Lucy came into the
room, carrying silver, more silver, but charming, slender, graceful she
looked, he thought, as she stooped to put it down.) And this has
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life; while I—he thought; and at once everything seemed to radiate
from him; journeys; rides; quarrels; adventures; bridge parties; love
affairs; work; work, work! and he took out his knife quite openly—his
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thirty years—and clenched his fist upon it.
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minded; a mere silly chatterbox, as he used. But I too, she thought,
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have fallen asleep and left her unprotected (she had been quite
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in and have a look at her where she lies with the brambles curving
over her, summoned to her help the things she did; the things she
liked; her husband; Elizabeth; her self, in short, which Peter hardly
knew now, all to come about her and beat off the enemy.
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begins, the horses paw the ground; toss their heads; the light shines
on their flanks; their necks curve. So Peter Walsh and Clarissa,
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quarters all sorts of things; praise; his career at Oxford; his marriage,
which she knew nothing whatever about; how he had loved; and
altogether done his job.
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powers which were now charging this way and that and giving him
the feeling at once frightening and extremely exhilarating of being
rushed through the air on the shoulders of people he could no longer
see, he raised his hands to his forehead.
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“I am in love,” he said, not to her however, but to some one raised up
in the dark so that you could not touch her but must lay your garland
down on the grass in the dark.
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Clarissa could make what she would of it.
“In love!” she said. That he at his age should be sucked under in his
little bow-tie by that monster! And there’s no flesh on his neck; his
hands are red; and he’s six months older than I am! her eye flashed
back to her; but in her heart she felt, all the same, he is in love. He
has that, she felt; he is in love.
But the indomitable egotism which for ever rides down the hosts
opposed to it, the river which says on, on, on; even though, it admits,
there may be no goal for us whatever, still on, on; this indomitable
egotism charged her cheeks with colour; made her look very young;
very pink; very bright-eyed as she sat with her dress upon her knee,
and her needle held to the end of green silk, trembling a little. He
was in love! Not with her. With some younger woman, of course.
“And who is she?” she asked.
Now this statue must be brought from its height and set down
between them.
“A married woman, unfortunately,” he said; “the wife of a Major in the
Indian Army.”
And with a curious ironical sweetness he smiled as he placed her in
this ridiculous way before Clarissa.
(All the same, he is in love, thought Clarissa.)
“She has,” he continued, very reasonably, “two small children; a boy
and a girl; and I have come over to see my lawyers about the
divorce.”
There they are! he thought. Do what you like with them, Clarissa!
There they are! And second by second it seemed to him that the wife
of the Major in the Indian Army (his Daisy) and her two small children
became more and more lovely as Clarissa looked at them; as if he
had set light to a grey pellet on a plate and there had risen up a
lovely tree in the brisk sea-salted air of their intimacy (for in some
ways no one understood him, felt with him, as Clarissa did)—their
exquisite intimacy.
She flattered him; she fooled him, thought Clarissa; shaping the
woman, the wife of the Major in the Indian Army, with three strokes
of a knife. What a waste! What a folly! All his life long Peter had been
fooled like that; first getting sent down from Oxford; next marrying
the girl on the boat going out to India; now the wife of a Major in the
Indian Army—thank Heaven she had refused to marry him! Still, he
was in love; her old friend, her dear Peter, he was in love.
“But what are you going to do?” she asked him. Oh the lawyers and
solicitors, Messrs. Hooper and Grateley of Lincoln’s Inn, they were
going to do it, he said. And he actually pared his nails with his
pocket-knife.
For Heaven’s sake, leave your knife alone! she cried to herself in
irrepressible irritation; it was his silly unconventionality, his
weakness; his lack of the ghost of a notion what any one else was
feeling that annoyed her, had always annoyed her; and now at his
age, how silly!
I know all that, Peter thought; I know what I’m up against, he
thought, running his finger along the blade of his knife, Clarissa and
Dalloway and all the rest of them; but I’ll show Clarissa—and then to
his utter surprise, suddenly thrown by those uncontrollable forces
thrown through the air, he burst into tears; wept; wept without the
least shame, sitting on the sofa, the tears running down his cheeks.
And Clarissa had leant forward, taken his hand, drawn him to her,
kissed him,—actually had felt his face on hers before she could
down the brandishing of silver flashing—plumes like pampas grass
in a tropic gale in her breast, which, subsiding, left her holding his
hand, patting his knee and, feeling as she sat back extraordinarily at
her ease with him and light-hearted, all in a clap it came over her, If I
had married him, this gaiety would have been mine all day!
It was all over for her. The sheet was stretched and the bed narrow.
She had gone up into the tower alone and left them blackberrying in
the sun. The door had shut, and there among the dust of fallen
plaster and the litter of birds’ nests how distant the view had looked,
and the sounds came thin and chill (once on Leith Hill, she
remembered), and Richard, Richard! she cried, as a sleeper in the
night starts and stretches a hand in the dark for help. Lunching with
Lady Bruton, it came back to her. He has left me; I am alone for ever,
she thought, folding her hands upon her knee.
Peter Walsh had got up and crossed to the window and stood with
his back to her, flicking a bandanna handkerchief from side to side.
Masterly and dry and desolate he looked, his thin shoulder-blades
lifting his coat slightly; blowing his nose violently. Take me with you,
Clarissa thought impulsively, as if he were starting directly upon
some great voyage; and then, next moment, it was as if the five acts
of a play that had been very exciting and moving were now over and
she had lived a lifetime in them and had run away, had lived with
Peter, and it was now over.
Now it was time to move, and, as a woman gathers her things
together, her cloak, her gloves, her opera-glasses, and gets up to go
out of the theatre into the street, she rose from the sofa and went to
Peter.
And it was awfully strange, he thought, how she still had the power,
as she came tinkling, rustling, still had the power as she came
across the room, to make the moon, which he detested, rise at
Bourton on the terrace in the summer sky.
“Tell me,” he said, seizing her by the shoulders. “Are you happy,
Clarissa? Does Richard—”
The door opened.
“Here is my Elizabeth,” said Clarissa, emotionally, histrionically,
perhaps.
“How d’y do?” said Elizabeth coming forward.
The sound of Big Ben striking the half-hour struck out between them
with extraordinary vigour, as if a young man, strong, indifferent,
inconsiderate, were swinging dumb-bells this way and that.
“Hullo, Elizabeth!” cried Peter, stuffing his handkerchief into his
pocket, going quickly to her, saying “Good-bye, Clarissa” without
looking at her, leaving the room quickly, and running downstairs and
opening the hall door.
“Peter! Peter!” cried Clarissa, following him out on to the landing. “My
party to-night! Remember my party to-night!” she cried, having to
raise her voice against the roar of the open air, and, overwhelmed by
the traffic and the sound of all the clocks striking, her voice crying
“Remember my party to-night!” sounded frail and thin and very far
away as Peter Walsh shut the door.
Remember my party, remember my party, said Peter Walsh as he
stepped down the street, speaking to himself rhythmically, in time
with the flow of the sound, the direct downright sound of Big Ben
striking the half-hour. (The leaden circles dissolved in the air.) Oh
these parties, he thought; Clarissa’s parties. Why does she give
these parties, he thought. Not that he blamed her or this effigy of a
man in a tail-coat with a carnation in his buttonhole coming towards
him. Only one person in the world could be as he was, in love. And
there he was, this fortunate man, himself, reflected in the plate-glass
window of a motor-car manufacturer in Victoria Street. All India lay
behind him; plains, mountains; epidemics of cholera; a district twice
as big as Ireland; decisions he had come to alone—he, Peter Walsh;
who was now really for the first time in his life, in love. Clarissa had
grown hard, he thought; and a trifle sentimental into the bargain, he
suspected, looking at the great motor-cars capable of doing—how
many miles on how many gallons? For he had a turn for mechanics;
had invented a plough in his district, had ordered wheel-barrows
from England, but the coolies wouldn’t use them, all of which
Clarissa knew nothing whatever about.
The way she said “Here is my Elizabeth!”—that annoyed him. Why
not “Here’s Elizabeth” simply? It was insincere. And Elizabeth didn’t
like it either. (Still the last tremors of the great booming voice shook
the air round him; the half-hour; still early; only half-past eleven still.)
For he understood young people; he liked them. There was always
something cold in Clarissa, he thought. She had always, even as a
girl, a sort of timidity, which in middle age becomes conventionality,
and then it’s all up, it’s all up, he thought, looking rather drearily into
the glassy depths, and wondering whether by calling at that hour he
had annoyed her; overcome with shame suddenly at having been a
fool; wept; been emotional; told her everything, as usual, as usual.
As a cloud crosses the sun, silence falls on London; and falls on the
mind. Effort ceases. Time flaps on the mast. There we stop; there we
stand. Rigid, the skeleton of habit alone upholds the human frame.
Where there is nothing, Peter Walsh said to himself; feeling hollowed
out, utterly empty within. Clarissa refused me, he thought. He stood
there thinking, Clarissa refused me.
Ah, said St. Margaret’s, like a hostess who comes into her drawing-
room on the very stroke of the hour and finds her guests there
already. I am not late. No, it is precisely half-past eleven, she says.
Yet, though she is perfectly right, her voice, being the voice of the
hostess, is reluctant to inflict its individuality. Some grief for the past
holds it back; some concern for the present. It is half-past eleven,
she says, and the sound of St. Margaret’s glides into the recesses of
the heart and buries itself in ring after ring of sound, like something
alive which wants to confide itself, to disperse itself, to be, with a
tremor of delight, at rest—like Clarissa herself, thought Peter Walsh,
coming down the stairs on the stroke of the hour in white. It is
Clarissa herself, he thought, with a deep emotion, and an
extraordinarily clear, yet puzzling, recollection of her, as if this bell
had come into the room years ago, where they sat at some moment
of great intimacy, and had gone from one to the other and had left,
like a bee with honey, laden with the moment. But what room? What
moment? And why had he been so profoundly happy when the clock
was striking? Then, as the sound of St. Margaret’s languished, he
thought, She has been ill, and the sound expressed languor and
suffering. It was her heart, he remembered; and the sudden
loudness of the final stroke tolled for death that surprised in the midst
of life, Clarissa falling where she stood, in her drawing-room. No! No!
he cried. She is not dead! I am not old, he cried, and marched up
Whitehall, as if there rolled down to him, vigorous, unending, his
future.
He was not old, or set, or dried in the least. As for caring what they
said of him—the Dalloways, the Whitbreads, and their set, he cared
not a straw—not a straw (though it was true he would have, some
time or other, to see whether Richard couldn’t help him to some job).
Striding, staring, he glared at the statue of the Duke of Cambridge.
He had been sent down from Oxford—true. He had been a Socialist,
in some sense a failure—true. Still the future of civilisation lies, he
thought, in the hands of young men like that; of young men such as
he was, thirty years ago; with their love of abstract principles; getting
books sent out to them all the way from London to a peak in the
Himalayas; reading science; reading philosophy. The future lies in
the hands of young men like that, he thought.
A patter like the patter of leaves in a wood came from behind, and
with it a rustling, regular thudding sound, which as it overtook him
drummed his thoughts, strict in step, up Whitehall, without his doing.
Boys in uniform, carrying guns, marched with their eyes ahead of
them, marched, their arms stiff, and on their faces an expression like
the letters of a legend written round the base of a statue praising
duty, gratitude, fidelity, love of England.
It is, thought Peter Walsh, beginning to keep step with them, a very
fine training. But they did not look robust. They were weedy for the
most part, boys of sixteen, who might, to-morrow, stand behind
bowls of rice, cakes of soap on counters. Now they wore on them
unmixed with sensual pleasure or daily preoccupations the solemnity
of the wreath which they had fetched from Finsbury Pavement to the
empty tomb. They had taken their vow. The traffic respected it; vans
were stopped.
I can’t keep up with them, Peter Walsh thought, as they marched up
Whitehall, and sure enough, on they marched, past him, past every
one, in their steady way, as if one will worked legs and arms
uniformly, and life, with its varieties, its irreticences, had been laid
under a pavement of monuments and wreaths and drugged into a
stiff yet staring corpse by discipline. One had to respect it; one might
laugh; but one had to respect it, he thought. There they go, thought
Peter Walsh, pausing at the edge of the pavement; and all the
exalted statues, Nelson, Gordon, Havelock, the black, the
spectacular images of great soldiers stood looking ahead of them, as
if they too had made the same renunciation (Peter Walsh felt he too
had made it, the great renunciation), trampled under the same
temptations, and achieved at length a marble stare. But the stare
Peter Walsh did not want for himself in the least; though he could
respect it in others. He could respect it in boys. They don’t know the
troubles of the flesh yet, he thought, as the marching boys
disappeared in the direction of the Strand—all that I’ve been through,
he thought, crossing the road, and standing under Gordon’s statue,
Gordon whom as a boy he had worshipped; Gordon standing lonely
with one leg raised and his arms crossed,—poor Gordon, he
thought.
And just because nobody yet knew he was in London, except
Clarissa, and the earth, after the voyage, still seemed an island to
him, the strangeness of standing alone, alive, unknown, at half-past
eleven in Trafalgar Square overcame him. What is it? Where am I?
And why, after all, does one do it? he thought, the divorce seeming
all moonshine. And down his mind went flat as a marsh, and three
great emotions bowled over him; understanding; a vast philanthropy;
and finally, as if the result of the others, an irrepressible, exquisite
delight; as if inside his brain by another hand strings were pulled,
shutters moved, and he, having nothing to do with it, yet stood at the
opening of endless avenues, down which if he chose he might
wander. He had not felt so young for years.
He had escaped! was utterly free—as happens in the downfall of
habit when the mind, like an unguarded flame, bows and bends and
seems about to blow from its holding. I haven’t felt so young for
years! thought Peter, escaping (only of course for an hour or so)
from being precisely what he was, and feeling like a child who runs
out of doors, and sees, as he runs, his old nurse waving at the wrong
window. But she’s extraordinarily attractive, he thought, as, walking
across Trafalgar Square in the direction of the Haymarket, came a
young woman who, as she passed Gordon’s statue, seemed, Peter
Walsh thought (susceptible as he was), to shed veil after veil, until
she became the very woman he had always had in mind; young, but
stately; merry, but discreet; black, but enchanting.
Straightening himself and stealthily fingering his pocket-knife he
started after her to follow this woman, this excitement, which seemed
even with its back turned to shed on him a light which connected
them, which singled him out, as if the random uproar of the traffic
had whispered through hollowed hands his name, not Peter, but his
private name which he called himself in his own thoughts. “You,” she
said, only “you,” saying it with her white gloves and her shoulders.
Then the thin long cloak which the wind stirred as she walked past
Dent’s shop in Cockspur Street blew out with an enveloping
kindness, a mournful tenderness, as of arms that would open and
take the tired—
But she’s not married; she’s young; quite young, thought Peter, the
red carnation he had seen her wear as she came across Trafalgar
Square burning again in his eyes and making her lips red. But she
waited at the kerbstone. There was a dignity about her. She was not
worldly, like Clarissa; not rich, like Clarissa. Was she, he wondered
as she moved, respectable? Witty, with a lizard’s flickering tongue,
he thought (for one must invent, must allow oneself a little diversion),
a cool waiting wit, a darting wit; not noisy.
She moved; she crossed; he followed her. To embarrass her was the
last thing he wished. Still if she stopped he would say “Come and
have an ice,” he would say, and she would answer, perfectly simply,
“Oh yes.”
But other people got between them in the street, obstructing him,
blotting her out. He pursued; she changed. There was colour in her
cheeks; mockery in her eyes; he was an adventurer, reckless, he
thought, swift, daring, indeed (landed as he was last night from India)
a romantic buccaneer, careless of all these damned proprieties,
yellow dressing-gowns, pipes, fishing-rods, in the shop windows; and
respectability and evening parties and spruce old men wearing white
slips beneath their waistcoats. He was a buccaneer. On and on she
went, across Piccadilly, and up Regent Street, ahead of him, her
cloak, her gloves, her shoulders combining with the fringes and the
laces and the feather boas in the windows to make the spirit of finery
and whimsy which dwindled out of the shops on to the pavement, as
the light of a lamp goes wavering at night over hedges in the
darkness.
Laughing and delightful, she had crossed Oxford Street and Great
Portland Street and turned down one of the little streets, and now,
and now, the great moment was approaching, for now she
slackened, opened her bag, and with one look in his direction, but
not at him, one look that bade farewell, summed up the whole
situation and dismissed it triumphantly, for ever, had fitted her key,
opened the door, and gone! Clarissa’s voice saying, Remember my
party, Remember my party, sang in his ears. The house was one of
those flat red houses with hanging flower-baskets of vague
impropriety. It was over.
Well, I’ve had my fun; I’ve had it, he thought, looking up at the
swinging baskets of pale geraniums. And it was smashed to atoms—
his fun, for it was half made up, as he knew very well; invented, this
escapade with the girl; made up, as one makes up the better part of
life, he thought—making oneself up; making her up; creating an
exquisite amusement, and something more. But odd it was, and
quite true; all this one could never share—it smashed to atoms.
He turned; went up the street, thinking to find somewhere to sit, till it
was time for Lincoln’s Inn—for Messrs. Hooper and Grateley. Where
should he go? No matter. Up the street, then, towards Regent’s
Park. His boots on the pavement struck out “no matter”; for it was
early, still very early.
It was a splendid morning too. Like the pulse of a perfect heart, life
struck straight through the streets. There was no fumbling—no
hesitation. Sweeping and swerving, accurately, punctually,
noiselessly, there, precisely at the right instant, the motor-car
stopped at the door. The girl, silk-stockinged, feathered, evanescent,
but not to him particularly attractive (for he had had his fling),
alighted. Admirable butlers, tawny chow dogs, halls laid in black and
white lozenges with white blinds blowing, Peter saw through the
opened door and approved of. A splendid achievement in its own
way, after all, London; the season; civilisation. Coming as he did
from a respectable Anglo-Indian family which for at least three
generations had administered the affairs of a continent (it’s strange,
he thought, what a sentiment I have about that, disliking India, and
empire, and army as he did), there were moments when civilisation,
even of this sort, seemed dear to him as a personal possession;
moments of pride in England; in butlers; chow dogs; girls in their
security. Ridiculous enough, still there it is, he thought. And the
doctors and men of business and capable women all going about
their business, punctual, alert, robust, seemed to him wholly
admirable, good fellows, to whom one would entrust one’s life,
companions in the art of living, who would see one through. What
with one thing and another, the show was really very tolerable; and
he would sit down in the shade and smoke.
There was Regent’s Park. Yes. As a child he had walked in Regent’s
Park—odd, he thought, how the thought of childhood keeps coming
back to me—the result of seeing Clarissa, perhaps; for women live
much more in the past than we do, he thought. They attach
themselves to places; and their fathers—a woman’s always proud of
her father. Bourton was a nice place, a very nice place, but I could
never get on with the old man, he thought. There was quite a scene
one night—an argument about something or other, what, he could
not remember. Politics presumably.
Yes, he remembered Regent’s Park; the long straight walk; the little
house where one bought air-balls to the left; an absurd statue with
an inscription somewhere or other. He looked for an empty seat. He
did not want to be bothered (feeling a little drowsy as he did) by
people asking him the time. An elderly grey nurse, with a baby
asleep in its perambulator—that was the best he could do for
himself; sit down at the far end of the seat by that nurse.
She’s a queer-looking girl, he thought, suddenly remembering
Elizabeth as she came into the room and stood by her mother.
Grown big; quite grown-up, not exactly pretty; handsome rather; and
she can’t be more than eighteen. Probably she doesn’t get on with
Clarissa. “There’s my Elizabeth”—that sort of thing—why not “Here’s
Elizabeth” simply?—trying to make out, like most mothers, that
things are what they’re not. She trusts to her charm too much, he
thought. She overdoes it.
The rich benignant cigar smoke eddied coolly down his throat; he
puffed it out again in rings which breasted the air bravely for a
moment; blue, circular—I shall try and get a word alone with
Elizabeth to-night, he thought—then began to wobble into hour-glass
shapes and taper away; odd shapes they take, he thought. Suddenly
he closed his eyes, raised his hand with an effort, and threw away
the heavy end of his cigar. A great brush swept smooth across his
mind, sweeping across it moving branches, children’s voices, the
shuffle of feet, and people passing, and humming traffic, rising and
falling traffic. Down, down he sank into the plumes and feathers of
sleep, sank, and was muffled over.
The grey nurse resumed her knitting as Peter Walsh, on the hot seat
beside her, began snoring. In her grey dress, moving her hands
indefatigably yet quietly, she seemed like the champion of the rights
of sleepers, like one of those spectral presences which rise in twilight
in woods made of sky and branches. The solitary traveller, haunter of
lanes, disturber of ferns, and devastator of great hemlock plants,
looking up, suddenly sees the giant figure at the end of the ride.
By conviction an atheist perhaps, he is taken by surprise with
moments of extraordinary exaltation. Nothing exists outside us
except a state of mind, he thinks; a desire for solace, for relief, for
something outside these miserable pigmies, these feeble, these ugly,
these craven men and women. But if he can conceive of her, then in
some sort she exists, he thinks, and advancing down the path with
his eyes upon sky and branches he rapidly endows them with
womanhood; sees with amazement how grave they become; how
majestically, as the breeze stirs them, they dispense with a dark
flutter of the leaves charity, comprehension, absolution, and then,
flinging themselves suddenly aloft, confound the piety of their aspect
with a wild carouse.
Such are the visions which proffer great cornucopias full of fruit to
the solitary traveller, or murmur in his ear like sirens lolloping away
on the green sea waves, or are dashed in his face like bunches of
roses, or rise to the surface like pale faces which fishermen flounder
through floods to embrace.
Such are the visions which ceaselessly float up, pace beside, put
their faces in front of, the actual thing; often overpowering the
solitary traveller and taking away from him the sense of the earth,
the wish to return, and giving him for substitute a general peace, as if
(so he thinks as he advances down the forest ride) all this fever of
living were simplicity itself; and myriads of things merged in one
thing; and this figure, made of sky and branches as it is, had risen
from the troubled sea (he is elderly, past fifty now) as a shape might
be sucked up out of the waves to shower down from her magnificent
hands compassion, comprehension, absolution. So, he thinks, may I
never go back to the lamplight; to the sitting-room; never finish my
book; never knock out my pipe; never ring for Mrs. Turner to clear
away; rather let me walk straight on to this great figure, who will, with
a toss of her head, mount me on her streamers and let me blow to
nothingness with the rest.
Such are the visions. The solitary traveller is soon beyond the wood;
and there, coming to the door with shaded eyes, possibly to look for
his return, with hands raised, with white apron blowing, is an elderly
woman who seems (so powerful is this infirmity) to seek, over a
desert, a lost son; to search for a rider destroyed; to be the figure of
the mother whose sons have been killed in the battles of the world.
So, as the solitary traveller advances down the village street where
the women stand knitting and the men dig in the garden, the evening
seems ominous; the figures still; as if some august fate, known to
them, awaited without fear, were about to sweep them into complete
annihilation.
Indoors among ordinary things, the cupboard, the table, the window-
sill with its geraniums, suddenly the outline of the landlady, bending
to remove the cloth, becomes soft with light, an adorable emblem
which only the recollection of cold human contacts forbids us to
embrace. She takes the marmalade; she shuts it in the cupboard.
“There is nothing more to-night, sir?”
But to whom does the solitary traveller make reply?

So the elderly nurse knitted over the sleeping baby in Regent’s Park.
So Peter Walsh snored.
He woke with extreme suddenness, saying to himself, “The death of
the soul.”
“Lord, Lord!” he said to himself out loud, stretching and opening his
eyes. “The death of the soul.” The words attached themselves to
some scene, to some room, to some past he had been dreaming of.
It became clearer; the scene, the room, the past he had been
dreaming of.
It was at Bourton that summer, early in the ’nineties, when he was so
passionately in love with Clarissa. There were a great many people
there, laughing and talking, sitting round a table after tea and the
room was bathed in yellow light and full of cigarette smoke. They
were talking about a man who had married his housemaid, one of
the neighbouring squires, he had forgotten his name. He had
married his housemaid, and she had been brought to Bourton to call
—an awful visit it had been. She was absurdly over-dressed, “like a
cockatoo,” Clarissa had said, imitating her, and she never stopped
talking. On and on she went, on and on. Clarissa imitated her. Then
somebody said—Sally Seton it was—did it make any real difference
to one’s feelings to know that before they’d married she had had a
baby? (In those days, in mixed company, it was a bold thing to say.)
He could see Clarissa now, turning bright pink; somehow
contracting; and saying, “Oh, I shall never be able to speak to her
again!” Whereupon the whole party sitting round the tea-table
seemed to wobble. It was very uncomfortable.
He hadn’t blamed her for minding the fact, since in those days a girl
brought up as she was, knew nothing, but it was her manner that
annoyed him; timid; hard; something arrogant; unimaginative;
prudish. “The death of the soul.” He had said that instinctively,
ticketing the moment as he used to do—the death of her soul.
Every one wobbled; every one seemed to bow, as she spoke, and
then to stand up different. He could see Sally Seton, like a child who
has been in mischief, leaning forward, rather flushed, wanting to talk,
but afraid, and Clarissa did frighten people. (She was Clarissa’s
greatest friend, always about the place, totally unlike her, an
attractive creature, handsome, dark, with the reputation in those
days of great daring and he used to give her cigars, which she
smoked in her bedroom. She had either been engaged to somebody
or quarrelled with her family and old Parry disliked them both equally,
which was a great bond.) Then Clarissa, still with an air of being
offended with them all, got up, made some excuse, and went off,
alone. As she opened the door, in came that great shaggy dog which
ran after sheep. She flung herself upon him, went into raptures. It
was as if she said to Peter—it was all aimed at him, he knew—“I
know you thought me absurd about that woman just now; but see
how extraordinarily sympathetic I am; see how I love my Rob!”
They had always this queer power of communicating without words.
She knew directly he criticised her. Then she would do something
quite obvious to defend herself, like this fuss with the dog—but it
never took him in, he always saw through Clarissa. Not that he said
anything, of course; just sat looking glum. It was the way their
quarrels often began.
She shut the door. At once he became extremely depressed. It all
seemed useless—going on being in love; going on quarrelling; going
on making it up, and he wandered off alone, among outhouses,
stables, looking at the horses. (The place was quite a humble one;
the Parrys were never very well off; but there were always grooms
and stable-boys about—Clarissa loved riding—and an old coachman
—what was his name?—an old nurse, old Moody, old Goody, some
such name they called her, whom one was taken to visit in a little
room with lots of photographs, lots of bird-cages.)
It was an awful evening! He grew more and more gloomy, not about
that only; about everything. And he couldn’t see her; couldn’t explain
to her; couldn’t have it out. There were always people about—she’d
go on as if nothing had happened. That was the devilish part of her
—this coldness, this woodenness, something very profound in her,
which he had felt again this morning talking to her; an
impenetrability. Yet Heaven knows he loved her. She had some
queer power of fiddling on one’s nerves, turning one’s nerves to
fiddle-strings, yes.
He had gone in to dinner rather late, from some idiotic idea of
making himself felt, and had sat down by old Miss Parry—Aunt
Helena—Mr. Parry’s sister, who was supposed to preside. There she
sat in her white Cashmere shawl, with her head against the window
—a formidable old lady, but kind to him, for he had found her some
rare flower, and she was a great botanist, marching off in thick boots
with a black collecting-box slung between her shoulders. He sat
down beside her, and couldn’t speak. Everything seemed to race
past him; he just sat there, eating. And then half-way through dinner
he made himself look across at Clarissa for the first time. She was
talking to a young man on her right. He had a sudden revelation.
“She will marry that man,” he said to himself. He didn’t even know
his name.
For of course it was that afternoon, that very afternoon, that
Dalloway had come over; and Clarissa called him “Wickham”; that
was the beginning of it all. Somebody had brought him over; and
Clarissa got his name wrong. She introduced him to everybody as
Wickham. At last he said “My name is Dalloway!”—that was his first
view of Richard—a fair young man, rather awkward, sitting on a
deck-chair, and blurting out “My name is Dalloway!” Sally got hold of
it; always after that she called him “My name is Dalloway!”
He was a prey to revelations at that time. This one—that she would
marry Dalloway—was blinding—overwhelming at the moment. There
was a sort of—how could he put it?—a sort of ease in her manner to
him; something maternal; something gentle. They were talking about
politics. All through dinner he tried to hear what they were saying.
Afterwards he could remember standing by old Miss Parry’s chair in
the drawing-room. Clarissa came up, with her perfect manners, like a
real hostess, and wanted to introduce him to some one—spoke as if
they had never met before, which enraged him. Yet even then he
admired her for it. He admired her courage; her social instinct; he
admired her power of carrying things through. “The perfect hostess,”
he said to her, whereupon she winced all over. But he meant her to
feel it. He would have done anything to hurt her after seeing her with
Dalloway. So she left him. And he had a feeling that they were all
gathered together in a conspiracy against him—laughing and talking
—behind his back. There he stood by Miss Parry’s chair as though
he had been cut out of wood, he talking about wild flowers. Never,
never had he suffered so infernally! He must have forgotten even to
pretend to listen; at last he woke up; he saw Miss Parry looking
rather disturbed, rather indignant, with her prominent eyes fixed. He
almost cried out that he couldn’t attend because he was in Hell!
People began going out of the room. He heard them talking about
fetching cloaks; about its being cold on the water, and so on. They
were going boating on the lake by moonlight—one of Sally’s mad
ideas. He could hear her describing the moon. And they all went out.
He was left quite alone.
“Don’t you want to go with them?” said Aunt Helena—old Miss Parry!
—she had guessed. And he turned round and there was Clarissa
again. She had come back to fetch him. He was overcome by her
generosity—her goodness.
“Come along,” she said. “They’re waiting.”
He had never felt so happy in the whole of his life! Without a word
they made it up. They walked down to the lake. He had twenty
minutes of perfect happiness. Her voice, her laugh, her dress
(something floating, white, crimson), her spirit, her adventurousness;
she made them all disembark and explore the island; she startled a
hen; she laughed; she sang. And all the time, he knew perfectly well,
Dalloway was falling in love with her; she was falling in love with
Dalloway; but it didn’t seem to matter. Nothing mattered. They sat on
the ground and talked—he and Clarissa. They went in and out of
each other’s minds without any effort. And then in a second it was
over. He said to himself as they were getting into the boat, “She will
marry that man,” dully, without any resentment; but it was an obvious
thing. Dalloway would marry Clarissa.
Dalloway rowed them in. He said nothing. But somehow as they
watched him start, jumping on to his bicycle to ride twenty miles
through the woods, wobbling off down the drive, waving his hand
and disappearing, he obviously did feel, instinctively, tremendously,
strongly, all that; the night; the romance; Clarissa. He deserved to
have her.
For himself, he was absurd. His demands upon Clarissa (he could
see it now) were absurd. He asked impossible things. He made
terrible scenes. She would have accepted him still, perhaps, if he
had been less absurd. Sally thought so. She wrote him all that
summer long letters; how they had talked of him; how she had
praised him, how Clarissa burst into tears! It was an extraordinary
summer—all letters, scenes, telegrams—arriving at Bourton early in
the morning, hanging about till the servants were up; appalling tête-
à-têtes with old Mr. Parry at breakfast; Aunt Helena formidable but
kind; Sally sweeping him off for talks in the vegetable garden;
Clarissa in bed with headaches.
The final scene, the terrible scene which he believed had mattered
more than anything in the whole of his life (it might be an
exaggeration—but still so it did seem now) happened at three o’clock
in the afternoon of a very hot day. It was a trifle that led up to it—
Sally at lunch saying something about Dalloway, and calling him “My
name is Dalloway”; whereupon Clarissa suddenly stiffened,
coloured, in a way she had, and rapped out sharply, “We’ve had
enough of that feeble joke.” That was all; but for him it was precisely
as if she had said, “I’m only amusing myself with you; I’ve an
understanding with Richard Dalloway.” So he took it. He had not
slept for nights. “It’s got to be finished one way or the other,” he said
to himself. He sent a note to her by Sally asking her to meet him by
the fountain at three. “Something very important has happened,” he
scribbled at the end of it.
The fountain was in the middle of a little shrubbery, far from the
house, with shrubs and trees all round it. There she came, even
before the time, and they stood with the fountain between them, the
spout (it was broken) dribbling water incessantly. How sights fix
themselves upon the mind! For example, the vivid green moss.
She did not move. “Tell me the truth, tell me the truth,” he kept on
saying. He felt as if his forehead would burst. She seemed
contracted, petrified. She did not move. “Tell me the truth,” he
repeated, when suddenly that old man Breitkopf popped his head in
carrying the Times; stared at them; gaped; and went away. They
neither of them moved. “Tell me the truth,” he repeated. He felt that
he was grinding against something physically hard; she was
unyielding. She was like iron, like flint, rigid up the backbone. And
when she said, “It’s no use. It’s no use. This is the end”—after he
had spoken for hours, it seemed, with the tears running down his
cheeks—it was as if she had hit him in the face. She turned, she left
him, went away.

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