i want you to understand my way of thinking.

it's impossible, bcs nothing could erase te past why was i being so gentle and careful? because it felt like if i didn.t, the boy in front of me would just break into pieces if you just fight it, or run away from it, nothing is going to change, but you j ust keep pushing yourself like this zero... a heart that impossible to enter, like always. and, it'll always like th is hi miss alice, in your glass eye, what a sort of dream, what are you seeing? once again, my heart has burst and is pouring out, "repair it" callthe memories trapped in the crevice. stiil you do not answer how many times have we given up this stiffing pressure? these feelings with nowh ere to go begin to close their eyes. has that smile with no impurities been lost to cruelty? i already know that we're distant existences. although the unseen wounds sre just eating away at my heart, even now, as i rema in in the darkness, thought of you wont stop weigbing down my mind beyong the res, red dreams shaking, the twou of us had yo meet. our fates that m et begin to turn. the secret no one knows falling. we cant return thing to how they used to be. no matter how much we slice apart these sins. surely....... best in a form of human this is otitiful, i thought it .ll be fin, but since im alone, i remembert the s ame red its okay for you to just be who you are. you alone are differet to other company around me. in you i found warmh/ that olone is enough thats not right, you are just tying ti give uo anyhing eventhough we both know, there's something we cannot put into words iy would be goos if that whic you are trying to protect didnt hurt you, though strugle until you cant strugle. you just choose the lufe of one tied up im not doing anything liike feeling regret the person who knows what type of kaname senpai is to me the best is myself are you going to bacstab him? are you going to cover your eyes? are you going to bury everything? your innocence is evil. to turn your eyes from the truth. to n ot realize that foolishness. femele are princesses by neture the gentle and paeacefulplae is hope and sins a deceiful heart, overflowing kind ness, the sins pile up. its the sins couse you stop. but the trith cannot be change. time will not let y

ou stop. i wont regeret this. is that what i thought. even you runaway from it, the truth cant be changed. the wouldnt hestitate about taking life on that day, something inside of me changed. but there's one thing that cnannot be change. even then. the me that loves kaname sama