I started writing a journal on October 25,2023. It is 2019 and I yet keep an
account of my day-to-day life. How did that happen? I was sitting on my bedroom floor with all the things from my “memory box” scattered around me: key-chains, broken jewelry, stickers, tattoos, souvenirs, gifts, brochures, school projects, an old mug, a broken watch, notes, papers, photos, and all those things that I had collected while growing up anything that was remotely emotionally valuable to me. It was the night of December 18th, 2019, I had just come back from the Christmas program at school, and I wanted to keep some things in my box, but I got so busy digging into all the things that I had collected throughout the years. I was in my senior year at the point, and my classmates and I had prepared a musical for the closing act. It took days of brainstorming and preparations for the show to go so well! I was on a HIGH. Everybody was so happy, especially since we as classmates had bonded a lot in those past few months. The realization of graduating was overwhelming, and it made us want to enjoy every little bit of time together. A few days before the show, we had also planned a formal Christmas dinner between us classmates and our homeroom teachers since most of us had travel plans with our families as soon as the winter break began. I remember, in that dinner we had a Secret Santa activity where we had to act out the person we had to give our gift to, while the others had to take guesses on who the person was. It was a lot of fun and very nice to see how we knew little things about each other! I realized how my life revolved around these people since I went to the same school all my life. Little did I know that the feelings in me were a product of the accumulated experiences throughout the years.