Mood is low nearly all the time, feeling demotivated and lacks confidence to a very high extent,

seeing life to be as extremely hard.

Feeling locked and no more ambitious, as if creativity is dying within me, lonely, tired and frustrated.

Stressed, unable to speak freely and communicate convincingly. Feeling lost and disoriented.

Pattern:

Recurring job change, most of the time to being wrongly viewed, judged and misunderstood, not
being listened and heard but quickly concluded in a negative and counterproductive way.

Failing in relationships, not even friendship and sustained acquaintance

A lot of anger and stress come when people do not pay attention to what I am working hard to share
for the welfare of everyone.

Spiritual experiences:

Feeling well when doing spiritual practice. It soothes the mind, refreshing and energetic. Feeling like
a recipient bowl, being filled with running water. Feeling lighter and at peace. Able to identify and
recognize emotions when triggers appear