HAPPIER THAN EVER BORED

The games you played were never fun, mm

When I'm away from you, I'm happier than ever You'd say you'd stay, but then you'd run (ah, ah)
Wish I could explain it better Giving you what you're begging for
I wish it wasn't true Giving you what you say I need
Give me a day or two to think of something clever I don't want any settled scores
To write myself a letter I just want you to set me free
To tell me what to do, mm-mmm Giving you what you're begging for
Do you read my interviews? Giving you what you say I need, say I need
Or do you skip my avenue? (My avenue) I'm not afraid anymore
When you (when you) said you were passing through What makes you sure you're all I need? Forget about it
Was I even on your way? When you walk out the door
I knew when I asked you to (when I asked you to) And leave me torn, you're teaching me to live without it
Be cool about what I was telling you Bored, I'm so bored
You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do (what you said I'm so bored, so bored
you'd do) I'm home alone, you're God knows where, mm
And I'd end up more afraid I hope you don't think that shit's fair (ah, ah)
Don't say it isn't fair Giving you all you want and more
You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable Giving you every piece of me
So if you really wanna know I don't want love I can't afford
When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I just want you to love for free
I'm happier than ever (happier than ever) Can't you see that I'm getting bored?
Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) Giving you every piece of me, piece of me
I wish it wasn't true (wish it wasn't true), mmm-mmm I'm not afraid anymore
You call me again, drunk in your Benz What makes you sure you're all I need? Forget about it
Driving home under the influence When you walk out the door
You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath And leave me torn, you're teaching me to live without it
'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends Bored, I'm so bored
I don't relate to you I'm so bored, so bored
I don't relate to you, no Giving you what you're begging for
'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty Giving you what you say I need
You made me hate this city I don't want any settled scores
And I don't talk shit about you on the internet I just want you to set me free
Never told anyone anything bad Giving you what you're begging for
'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything Giving you what you say I need, say I need
And all that you did was make me fucking sad I'm not afraid anymore
So don't waste the time I don't have What makes you sure you're all I need? Forget about it
And don't try to make me feel bad And when you walk out the door
I could talk about every time that you showed up on time And leave me torn, you're teaching me to live without it
But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did
Never paid any mind to my mother or friends
So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid
You ruined everything good
Always said you were misunderstood
Made all my moments your own
Just fucking leave me alone

WHAT I WAS MADE FOR?

I used to float, now I just fall down
I used to know but I'm not sure now
What I was made for
What was I made for?
Takin' a drive, I was an ideal
Looked so alive, turns out I'm not real
Just something you paid for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday, I might
Someday, I might
When did it end? All the enjoyment
I'm sad again, don't tell my boyfriend
It's not what he's made for
What was I made for?
'Cause I, 'cause I
I don't know how to feel
But I wanna try
I don't know how to feel
But someday I might
Someday I might
Think I forgot how to be happy
Something I'm not, but something I can be
Something I wait for
Something I'm made for
Something I'm made for